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Just For 2
Candles flicker softly on a table set for two, There's no one on the earth tonight except for me and you. A nice romantic dinner and a bottle of chilled wine, And we are here together in a moment stopped in time. A love so few have ever known and this is its birth night, Alone within our little world, you and I and candlelight. So soon we will set free the feelings that we want to share. And I am held here spellbound by your laughter in the air. Thoughts of love like falling leaves, Swirling in the autumn breeze, Flow in our minds and in our eyes, A tender look and longing sighs, We touch and as the fire starts, That we have kindled in our hearts, We kiss and hear the angels sing, As heavens gift to me you bring, No more to live my life alone, And in your soul I found my home, At peace within your loving arms, Captivated by your charms, And happily I'd die for you, Here at this table set for two.

Awareness
Today as I was departing work I had the great fortune to witness probably the most beautiful sunset I had ever seen. Hues of warm pink melted into shades of purple after a golden jewel of flame. The feeling was peaceful, however, it was bittersweet. I was entranced by the beauty and serenity of it, but at the same time, I felt a longing. A longing to share that moment with another. I wanted to turn and see a smiling face and an etheral glow radiating on it as the soothing even breeze wafts amoungst her hair. There was no one. Momentarily causing me to feel guilty for seeing such a beautiful sunset. Possibly even a twinge of resentment. I began to ponder certain aspects of life and of love. Why is it that certain of natures most naturally beautiful sights and joys cause us to feel empty? A longing... if you will. I have always said that my biggest enemy is my very own memory. Images of happier times, however fleeting they may have been. They often haunt my soul. Do you ever wish your

Fake Posers
I have recently found several people that use fake pics which is not too unusual but some sicko's actually pose with female pics when they are male and vise-versa...thats just stupid...they should have a way to remove these idiots

Dream Stalker
Dream Stalker By Cherryangel I see you in my nightmares, In my dream you are so real. I see your eyes glowing red, I'm numb, please get out of my head. I feel the chill of your touch, In my dream that seems so real. I see your wicked smile, My heart grows cold like steel. I feel the pain you carry, In my dream it feels so real. Leave your pain with me, Let me have that worry. I see you in my nightmares, In my dream you are so real. Step from the dark and take my hand, Embrace my light, my love, my flame.

Ok So
no let me start with saying ive met some great people on here, wouldnt trade it for anything, anyone in my family or that im a fan of or even most of my friends this really doesnt have to do with you. im a rebel by nature, so i didnt post a salute for a long time until someone actually accused me of being fake then of course i had to prove them wrong, lol. a salute should be a choice, you shouldnt attack people, the obsession with sniffing out fakes has become unreal,, truth is if anyone really really wanted to pull the wool over your eyes they could.. dont get me wrong being fake is not a good thing, but spending every moment trying to sniff them out is pathetic. this is cherry tap a website come on guys, anyone that is obviously fake doesnt take long to figgure out. and anyone who really wants to fool everyone will well thats the end of my rant thanks im also really sick of every bulletin i open being about fakes, yeah fakes suck but this is bullshit, you shouldnt be falling i

Just Wanted You All To Know...
I'm sure some of my friends have noticed that I haven't here very much in the past couple of days... well, I want to say that I will be kind of scarce for a few more days... The reason being, my brother decided to do something really stupid Friday evening and I've been at the hospital, on the phone with doctors, and just plain worried about my brother... I talked to the doctors earlier and they told me that my brother is stable, but still has the breathing tube and is still being sedated... I was told that he will probably be that way for the next couple of days, then they will try to wean him off of sedation... If my friends could please keep my brother in their thoughts and prayers, I would appreciate it so very much... One last thing, never forget to tell your family and friends how much they mean to you... you never know if you will get another chance! So to all my friends and family, know that I love each and every one of you!!!

Online Dating, Ups And Downs.
i cant quite seem to figure this out completely... this is now the 4th time ive dated a girl on the net. and im starting to learn, but im sure i still have allot to learn. anyway, i have found some ups and downs, and thought id ask for some help from my friends here on ct to give me thier oppinions and comments on this matter. (ups...) well ive found that you can learn allot about a person by chattin with them online. and that you tend to look past flaws and problems with that person and see the good side of them... (downs...) you almost never truely know the person. you meet and its all fucked up... they NEVER look the same as thier pics, even though it is them.(dont ask its weird) you notice EVERY flaw in an instant, and mentally pick apart the person. every last fucking detail... then 2 months later you're back at square one. anyone have anything to add?

When To Try Again?
Mike and I have been talking recently about my health and when to start trying again. I know that physically I am starting to feel a bit back to normal again. The first cycle I had after losing the baby didnt start on its own so I dont really count it. Mike and I decided to wait for the next and then see if the cycle after the next one is normal. If it is then we will try again after not the next one but the one after that. I am very excited but yet also very scared of it happening again. I just have to trust in God to give us our baby if and when He thinks its time.

Cowboy Toughness
A Texas cowboy walks into the dentist's office and after an examination the dentist says, "That tooth has to come out. I'm going to give you a shot of Novocain and I'll be back in a few minutes." The cowboy grabs the doc's arm and says, "No way. I hate needles. I'm not having any shot!" So the dentist says, "Okay, we'll have to go with gas." The cowboy replies, "Absolutely not. It makes me very sick for a couple of days. I'm not having gas." So the dentist steps out and comes back with a glass of water, "Here," he says, "Take this pill." The cowboy asks, "What is it?" The doc replies,"Viagra." The cowboy looks surprised and ask,"Will that kill the pain?" "No," replies the dentist, "but it will give you something to hold on to while I pull the tooth."

Updated
Im now a nutty cherry so heres a nutty blog lol I updated my profile Changed some stuff added tracks to my stash and made a few mums Although i dont think people like me there I dont get many votes! lol Not that I give a fuck! This is for my bordem and share what iv learned in my life! I dont look at the world as in this belife is right n that one is not! I look at the world as if there is shit we dont know and the powers to be dont want us to know! Thats why the holy land will stay in utter insanity untill it bows to our governments ways or they take the west out! We shall see what one happens! But even the russians couldnt take over that place and they have the best weapons! If u look back in history u should connect the religion pieces n relize there all correct in ways!(tainted in government ways too) But the final piece to put it all together can not and will not be known untill there is peace in the middle east! and Im not talkin Israel cause that place shouldn

My Friend
MY FRIEND © 1996, BlueWolf I would hate to say it, but our friendship just can't last. The wonderful times we shared together, have faded to the past. I told you it would happen, that our friendship was bound to end. Although I know you care, I cannot consider you as a friend. Please don't try to argue, just try to understand. That time can change people, as the tide can change the sand. Our friendship has been lovely, but you see it has an end. For now I fell in a different way, I've fallen in love with you my friend.........

Cruel World
well it sure is a cruel world we're livin in people. when u can have suttin that is so good and piss it away u know u've fucked up royally. i'll never forgive myself. i've given up my soulmate because i was stupid enough to believe dumb bitches. chris chris when are u gunna fuckin learn kid. damn. i will never forgive myself

Read And Repost In Your Blogs And Bulletins Please This Has To Be Stopped Now!!!!!
Against it. If any of you out there are my friends, I ask you out of the kindness of my heart to repost this. If you're not my friend, I ask you search for the source compassion in your soul and repost this anyway. More importantly, if you're in a position to, DO something about it. This is about California legislation being passed to exterminate pit bulls. If it passes in California, it could be on it's way to anywhere. Someone has to try to make a difference...what if it were your pet? It would be great if cherryTAP could be used for something good other than getting dates. Please pass the word along and post this...so as many people can see this as possible.

Trying To Level Up.
Well, this is kind of humorous in a way. My first blog entry is merely an attempt to raise cherry points so that I can reach level 10. Currently I need only 5 more levels but the points I've gained thus far built up very slowly. 1 point per comment, pfft. I've added everyone in Rockford and surrounding towns to my friend list. I figure I'd eventually make a Rockford chat room of sorts for area people to chat amongst themselves. Who knows, maybe me and or my wife will make a couple new friends in the area. Well, maybe I'll write more later. -J

Deep Passionate Love
Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com I love you because I love you... and because I love you, I hate you! and from hating you, I love you more than my own life I love you because I love you, and because I love you, I hate you.! I hate you when you are morning sadness but I love you when you are night happiness I love you because I love you, and because I love you, I hate you! I hate you when you want to be what you are not in the cold dawns, but I love you like you are in the hot nights of the cheerful summer. I love you because I love you, and because I hate you, I love you.! ! I love you because you have the mischievous boy's infinite happiness lost in the rain of the afternoon, but I hate you when the gloom floods you. I hate you because I love you, and because I love you, I hate you ! I love you because you have the sensibility and the fondness contained in a loving tear, but I hate you when you are a lot of hidden memories

So You All Know
I JUST WANTED TO LET YOU ALL KOW WHY I HAVENT BEEN ONLINE THE LAST FEW DAYS. MY MOTHER HAS PASSED AWAY ON THURSDAY AND I HAVENT BEEN ON I WILL BE BACK ON LINE SOMETIME NEXT WEEK POSSIBLY TUESDAY SOMETIME. I MISS YOU ALL AND SEE YOU ALL SOON.........................Jim

Puppy Update...
man what a weekend...so many ups and downs! At this moment it is one of those down moments. The runt puppy died in my hand this morning while I was waiting on Amber to bring its bottle. I knew this was probably coming but it still sucks... the remaining five are all active, healthy and LOUD when they are ready to eat again. LOL, and cute too...

Medical Test
Medical Test STARE INTO THE CAT'S EYES FOR 10 SECONDS.....then scroll down..... now stare at the labradors... NOW SCROLL DOWN THANK YOU..... YOUR CAT SCAN and Lab Tests are now COMPLETE Sorry, couldn't resist...we all need a good laugh sometimes!

10th Annual Wacky Warning Label Contest
A warning label on a washing machine at a laundromat that warns, “Do not put any person in this washer” has been chosen as the nation’s wackiest warning label in M-LAW’s annual Wacky Warning Label Contest. The contest, now in it’s tenth year, is conducted by Michigan Lawsuit Abuse Watch, M-LAW, to reveal how lawsuits, and concern about lawsuits, have created a need for common sense warnings on products. Grand prize winner receives $500 and a copy of new book based on the popular contest Bob Wilkinson of Northville, Michigan won the $500 grand prize and a copy of the new book, “Remove Child Before Folding, The 101 Stupidest, Silliest and Wackiest Warning Labels Ever,” by M-LAW president Bob Dorigo Jones. The washing machine warning and other winning labels were selected from a list of finalists by listeners of the Dick Purtan show on Detroit radio station, WOMC-FM. Bob Wilkinson of Northville, Michigan, holds the $500 grand prize check he won for sending M-LAW a warning label on

Natural Cleansers
Safe Alternatives to Commercial Cleaning Products Baking soda uses:freshens, cleans and deodorizes.Good scouring powder.Softens water in creasing the cleaning power of soap.Do not use on aluminum - it will turn black. Polishing paste for tarnished silverware, bathtubs, stainless steel sinks, toilets, etc., mix equal parts baking soda and warm water. Cover when not in use. Liquid cleaner mix 2 tablespoons baking soda with 1 pint warm water in a spray bottle. Use for mopping vinyl floors, cleaning compact disks or washing windows. Sponging - sprinkle baking soda onto a damp sponge and wipe scuffs, stains or crayon marks from painted walls, laminated counter tops, tile surfaces, and appliances like the microwave, stove top and fridge.Dry with a clean cloth. Borax (sodium borate):Cleans, freshens, deodorizes and disinfects. Softens water, prevents soap film.(when sprinkling powder, you may want to wear a painter's mask as this can, in some, irritate the lungs.) Soap:Biode

A Witch Jar For Protection
Witch jars are quick, fun, and typically created with supplies found around the home. For this Witch jar, incorporating items that come from the house is a great way to link the protective magick for your home back into the spell. Look around and see what you can find to personalize this spell. Work this spell on the night of the full moon. For this protective spell you'll need an old glass jar, like an old pickle jar or jelly jar. Wash the jar and lid out thoroughly and allow them to dry. Take a permanent black marker and draw a pentagram on top of the lid. Add to the jar several of the following items: * A clove of garlic * A few stray pet hairs (to add protection for your pets) * A cobweb from your walls * A few leaves from one of the trees in your yard * Old nails * Straight pins * Small bits of broken glass or a few colored marbles * A small pebble or rock from the yard * A straw from your household broom * Sea salt or table salt * The stub or drippings from an old pr

My Idol.
This is a person who i really look up to. Love what she does and her music, inspired me a lot to keep going on playing the violin. Just happen to come across one of my favourite songs and videos she did. Check it out and let me know what you think.

I Am.........just As I Am.......like It Or Leave It
I am a Mother I am a wife I am a sister I am a neice I am a daughter I am a cousin I am a aunt There For...... I am a Cook I am a Maid I am Sweet I am Caring I am Kind I am loving I am Inspirational I am one willing to share what I have if you need it I am a listener I am a talker I am a walker I am a friend I am an acquantance I am a enemy I am a lover I am saint I am a bitch I am an angel I am a joker I am human I am a reader I am an animal lover I am strong I am couragous I am a fighter I am me and that is the way I plan to be. You like me for me or you don't like me at all. Either way I don't give a damn. I don't change for no one, no how, no way. Not any given day. P.S. I know I am a lot but it is boring in life to just be one thing. And don't get me wrong I can be weak at times when times are hard. But for the most part I am Just As I am Like it or Leave it I don't give a Damn.

Kim (purrfectly Impurrfect)'s Story
July of 2005 I was in my first serious relationship after my divorce.I really thought I loved this guy and was ready to start a new life and family together.we had decided to try in January of 2005 , I did everything from tempature readings ovulation kits..month after month nothing happened.Finally in June I hit the day just right by the time I was due for my period I was already having morning sickness and my boobs were growing .I was sooooo excited. Then I started bleeding on what was 4 weeks after I concieved. I kept telling my self it wasnt happening I went to the doctor because I have been through this too many times .My fear was confirmed and my world crumbled around me . But I still had hope maybe just maybe it was just a threatened M/C ..but 2 weeks later the sickness stopped along with the other symptoms.It was the hardest thing I went through , and all of my M/C's have been devistating , but this one was so hard , because I was trying for soo long .Needless to say , I with

Resolutions
I don't really believe in New Years Resolutions. That said, I think that there are a few things I need to do, for my own good. Thus I am resolved to make a few changes in my life right now. We'll just not call them New Years Resolutions, okay? Everyone knows that NY Resolutions are usually broken by February. :) Resolution #1: Read more quality literature. I do read some quality literature. Jane Austen is one of my favorite authors. I find her stories timeless. Sad, funny, with caricatures of people that I can see in society even today. Banana Yoshimoto, Mark Twain, Margaret Atwood, Alice Walker, etc. These are all authors I read on a regular basis that are considered "quality literature." But generally I stick to a lot of what's referred to as "genre literature." Thrillers, mysteries (usually of the darker kind, not "cosies") and romantic comedies. Now, let's be clear here. I do not, and will not, ever say that just because an author writes in a genre, it means th

Poor Reba
Umm, I know ya'll are gonna laugh, but this is for real serious!! One of my pregnant goats, Reba (I named her after my mother-in-law), is dying. I gave her a penecillin shot earlier to try to help her, but as of right now, she's really having trouble breathing. I made a call to our vet to see if I could give her oxygen or something...just until the kid(s) are born. Now the vet (which has known me for probably 15 years) REALLY thinks I have lost it. I'm calling for a second opinion tomorrow if poor Reba is still living. There has to be something I can do to save the unborn child here. Sigh...maybe I should just go do a C-section. Any suggestions???

Ct Love.........oh Lord
FIRST OF ALL, IF YOU ARE ON THIS SITE LOOKING FOR THE SO CALLED PERSON OF YOUR DREAMS OR LOVE OF YOUR LIFE, THEN YOU REALLY NEED TO TAKE A STEP BACK, A DEEP BREATH, AND IF THAT DOESN'T WORK THEN SMASH YOUR FACE INTO A WALL AND KNOCK SOME SENSE INTO YOURSELF. THIS IS THE INTERNET PEOPLE, THE LAND OF MAKE BELIEVE. AFTER BEING ON HERE FOR AWHILE AND SEEING THE AMOUNT OF FAKES THAT HAVE BEEN BUSTED ON THIS SITE, ANYONE LOOKING FOR LOVE HERE, SHOULDN'T, OR AT LEAST BE VERY CAUTIOUS. SERIOUSLY THERE ARE SOME REAL KICK ASS TRUTHFUL PEOPLE HERE BUT THIS IS NOT THE PLACE TO FIND THE FUTURE MR. OR MRS. REMEMBER THIS THE LAND OF MAKE BELIEVE AND NOT EVERYTHING IS WHAT YOU THINK OR WANT IT TO BE. BE CAREFUL FRIENDS AND HAPPY HUNTING....LOL

A Song.. Its How I Feel
He looks at me. I fake a smile so he won't see. What I want and need And everything that we should be I'll bet she's beautiful. That girl he talks about, and she's got everything that I have to live without He talks to me I laugh 'cuz its so damn funny But I can't even see anyone when he's with me He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right. I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night. He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar. The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star. He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do. He walks by me. Can he tell that I can't breathe? And there he goes, so perfectly. The kind of flawless I wish I could be. She better hold him tight, give him all her love, look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky 'cuz.. He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star He's the song in the

Are You Ready For The Monsoon, Bishes?!
A craptacular quiz by Cupcake@ CherryTAP 1. When you were a kid, did it make you kind of happy when other kids got in trouble? Did you taunt or mock them with evil glee? ...I was a piece of shit brown-noser. I was always pumped when someone got in trouble, because it wasn't me. heh. 2. Do you have a neurosis (or two or three)? ...yes. many. I am a habitual nailbiter. I find feces of all kinds really, really disturbing. So, when I have to pick up my dog's shit, I wash my hands fiendishly afterward. I have been diagnosed with OCD, PTSD, Anxiety Disorders, and Depressive Tendencies. Those are technicalities. I am definitely very, very compulsive, and somewhat obsessive. The post-traumatic stress disorder doesn't affect me that much anymore.. 3. Do you look through other people's medicine cabinets? If so, what are you looking for? ....yess. I am a snoop. I love information. 4. Have you ever snooped through someone else's diary? If so, did you find anything awesome? ...

Part 8 Of Trespassing
The following day Lauren and Kellie's Mother took the day off, and the three of them spent the day together, so I didn't get to spend any time with my new friends. As disappointed as I was, I eagerly anticipated sneaking over to Kellie's room that night and continuing our adventures, wondering if she had any more surprises in store. I wore my usual black sweats and black long-sleeve shirt and crept over to Kellie's window. I was slightly unnerved because the window was open, as it usually was now, but the curtains were drawn. I wondered at the unusual turn of events, so I waited in the darkness for at least twenty minutes, listening for any sounds coming from the room. I poked my hand through the window and parted the drapes slightly, trying to peer in unnoticed. I couldn't see anyone, so I parted the curtains the rest of the way and sneaked in. No one was in the room. I pondered this for awhile, and decided to investigate the hole looking into Lauren's room. I opened the closet and

The Shout Box
I starting seriously not like the shout box... anyone else out there feel me on this one.. the shout box is getting annoying... any conversation of there takes way to long cause you have to cause clicking the damn thing... so if yall wanna chat with me... hit me up on yahoo... my screen name is THETEXASFIREBIRD... if you add me just let me know your are frm CT and i will add you to my list..

What The Hack... About My Elevens...
I don't know what's going on but girls begging for my elevens? Telling me that she is disopponted that I didn't leave an eleven on her picture or profile? How low can you go? I would say F&$K off... espacially when it's a person who didn't care to rate anything on my profile or left me a photo comment what so ever. People who know me a little more and who are a little interested in me or my profile, who added me as friend and/or fan know that I will come back to do some ratings. And you could challenge me with some nice pictures of you instead of ripping everything from the Internet just to get some Cherry$$$. I love to give comments on YOUR pictures with comments. When you are desperate for elevens you could try to put in some affort yourself.

Today At Therapy
WHILE ALAN WAS DOING THERAPY TODAY. THE CHECK IN LADY (KIM) CAME TO ME AND TOLD ME THAT A LADY HAD CALLED HER LAST WEEK ABOUT ALAN. SHE HAD SAID SHE WANTED TO HELP PAY FOR ALANS THERAPY.KIM TOLD HER THAT IT HAD NOT BEEN BILLED YET. WELL THE LADY ASKED IF SHE COULD MAKE A DONATION, AND ONCE AGAIN KIM WAS LOST AS WHAT TO TELL HER. SO SHE SUGGESTED HER LEAVING HER NAME, AND SHE DID NOT WANT TO DO THAT. SO KIM TOLD HER JUST TO CALL BACK EVERYDAY TILL SHE COULD TALK TO ME. ANYWAY SHE SAID THE LADY KEEPS CALLING HER BACK. WELL WHEN SHE TOLD ME THAT TODAY I COULD NOT HELP IT BUT A FEW TEARS WENT DOWN MY FACE. I HAVE NO CLUE WHO WOULD CALL ABOUT ALAN. NO ONE KNOWS WHERE I TAKE HIM TO THERAPY AT. AND I DONT BELIEVE IT WAS MENTIONED ON THE NEWS, WHEN THEY DID A STORY ON HIM. IT IS JUST SO AMAZING THE WORKS OF THE LORD.AND HOW HE BRINGS PEOPLE INTO OUR LIVES IN SOME WAY OR ANOTHER. SO I GAVE KIM THE INFORMATION FOR HER TO GIVE THE LADY. I HAVE NO IDEA WHO IT WAS, BUT I TRULY THANK HER. ANYWAY I J

Fucking Sluts
Ok I seriously need to vent right now. I am completely outraged at this moment. I hate fucking slut ass bitches! Hate them with a passion! They are like a damn disease spreading everywhere. What is wrong with the guys who actually go for these worthless, pathetic, superficial, good for nothing, penis drooling whores!!! Their useless. Ok so maybe you get your dick wet by them, but what about all the other guys they have had plunging into their ever widening twat! Does this get guys off? I mean come on!! Wtf is wrong with people. When you get to be my age and a little bit older, don't people want to settle down a little bit? What about the people who want to have a good honest, trusting, caring, committed relationship with someone??? I mean come on! If I was a guy I know I would want to be with a girl who actually gave a damn about ME, and not just want my penis because it might be big. Same with these guys too wtf is wrong with you? Just because a girl is attractive, and is known by man

One Last Shot
You were in my Dreams Again last night And once again You shot me I did not feel A single thing Like I said It was a dream I remember You said I love you Just as the barrel Was raised And then you Fired several times Something about Taking me away You could have Just asked I bet I would Have stayed Instead of that You had a gun Now In a puddle Of our love I lay

Have Fun With This Sex Quiz..plz Reply)
Name: Age: Current Location: Eye/Hair Color: Height: Ethnicity: Sexual Orientation: Size of penis/breast: WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN THE OPPOSITE SEX? Age: Eye/Hair: Height: Ethnicity: Body Type: What's your favorite part of a guys/gals body? EASY QUESTIONS: What kind of underwear are you wearing? Have you ever given/received a lap dance? Ever watch a porno? Ever made someone think you were gonna have sex but didn't? Are you into ass smacking? Are you a Virgin? When did you lose it? How was your first time? If you had a choice would you have stayed a virgin longer? Are you an easy O or hard O? Ever meet someone off the Internet for sex? How many dates does it take to get into your pants? Do you like dirty talk? (girls) Does size matter? (girls) What's the biggest you had? Smallest? How do you wear your pubic hair? How do you like your partners public hair done? What is your favorite birth control The pill? Ever have sex without a condom? Ever be

A Week And..
It has been one week and 3 days since I smoked my last cigarette. I don't feel any healthier than I did a week ago. Maybe a little less pressure on the chest, but nothing faboo like the last time I quit. Yes, the last time. *sigh* This is an addiction I will most definately struggle with my whole life. If I didn't, I guess it wouldn't be much of an addiction huh? I can safely say that I haven't been too cranky or edgy. ( no more than the usual PMS would allow anyway) I think I am atually calmer now. There are certain times of the day we tend to smoke more, or certain things that we associate with smoking. For instance: I would smoke right after eating ( as most smoker do ). Coffee HAD to be paired with a smoke or 4. Alone in the car.. yep, I was a smokin' fool. Now, I have to train myself to do different things. My coffee now cannot go withoutmy computer. After I eat, I have a cup of coffee which leads to more computer time doesn't it? Driving, I have a soda with me, as well as som

A Car For The Kid
Hello everyone! Figured I better drop by and post something up here…. Here is an update in a car for my youngest (who will be 17 in March). I was talking with a guy at work and mentioned that I needed to find a car for the boy. Just so happens that his brother’s roommate has a 1995 Buick Skylark he wants to get rid of. Only wants $100.00, so I told him I would take is. He informed me that the battery would not hold a charge and it needed tires. Still cheap enough. So the guy gets the car and takes it to his house. He wants to work on it and get some of the dings fixed, and get a new battery, change the oil, and so forth. He got the battery, car starts right up. He pissed around with the oil filter, not change the oil, and the next day he noticed that there was oil all over the parking lot under the car. Dummy did not screw the filter all the way back on. No idea as to why he took it off. So he decided to change the oil. Another day he found a coolant leak. Come to f

Sometimes
Most of the time I love CT but sometimes I fucking get so disgusted with it too.There are days I feel like this is like it was in high school,the popular people get all the attention.I guess it has just been one of those fucking days.

Burzum...and Hypocrisy(me. Not The Band.)
I'm tired of arguing about this(not really.)I don't care about this artist's contribution to music! His politics matter greatly to me, and I'll be damned if I'm giving my fvcking money to fund his cause. This dude's rantings never make any sense to me...he is a Norwegian national socialist involved in ROCK MUSIC. I wonder if he took any courses in American Pop Music History, hmm? No? If he did, he would know that he should stick to folk/tradtional/polka, or something!! Wait, I don't even knOw if he does that....craaaaap. Ok, now it's clear to me why I should listen to his music. I certainly wont PAY to do it, though!

Why??
Ya know I hide myself away don't date or anything for 3 years then when I finally put myself out there I get hurt. I don't understand it. Things were so good before we actually got together, saw each other all the time, talked on the phone, whatever. We have been hanging out and what not since September, and offically got together in November. Been together 2 months now and I have seen him all of about 2 hours in the last month. It was great when we first were officially together then things went down hill from there. Now I never see him and rarely talk to him. I get all sorts of excuses as to why he can't come over and they are all stupid reasons. He says he wants to be with me and that I am what he has always wanted. Why is it I don't see that? There is no reason why he can't call, can't spend time with me, whatever. I rarely even talk to him online anymore. As it is I called him Saturday and he said he would call me back cuz he was on the other line. He never called bac

Pick Up Lines (omg This Is Funny)
Top 15 Pick Up Lines Do you believe in love at first sight or should I walk by again? Look at the tag on their shirt and say, "Just as I thought, made in heaven." Do you have a map,? I just got lost in your eyes. Can I have a band-aid? I scraped my knees when I fell for you. My name isn't Elmo, but you can tickle me anytime you want! I hope you know CPR, because you take my breath away. Kiss me if I'm wrong, but don't I know you? Does my tongue taste funny? Excuse me, are your intials M&M? Cause you look so good I bet you'd melt in my mouth. The word of the day is legs. Let's go to my place and spread the word! I hear kissing is the language of love. Dare to indulge in a little conversation? Your name MUST be Campbell's... 'cause you are mmm mmm good! Your body's name must be VISA, because you are everywhere I want to be. If you were a hamburger at McDonald's, you'd be a McGorgeous. I may not be Fred Flinstone, b

A Stellar Supporter Of My Cause...
I would appreciate everyone stopping by this great lady's page. She devoted a section of her page to my page, blog and the cause I am supporting. Please show her that her effort is much appreciated. (¯`·..·£ÕRî·..·´¯)@ CherryTAP

Quick Work Story
I guess most of you know that I work in a pet store. It was a good day for funny there today. lol I have a few parrots at the store that are tame with me and will sit on my shoulder all day long while I work. This woman comes in and see's one with me and loses her head over it. Totally falls in love with it and has to have it. So we go through the whole thing of me telling her about the bird and how to take care of it and train it, etc. She's all ready to go but asks me if it's a male or female. We dont ever know the sex of the birds when they come in. They can be tested to determine it, but that's up to the buyer. So this woman says she wont buy it unless we find out the sex. She actually didnt even care if it was male or female, she just wanted to know for when she talked to it. (freaky bird lady!!!) Well I solved the problem. I told her that she should take it home and teach it how to talk. Once it learned to talk, she could ask it if it was a male or female. Incredibly, she

I'll Lay It Out For You....
Ok... here's what you need to know before you try to get in a relationship with me. (1) Know that I hate, I mean absolutly hate not being called back. It shows me that not only do you not give a shit that I called, but it shows me that you don't want to talk to me. (2) If I get upset about something because of you or something you did then you need to talk to me about it NOW you need to talk about it with me WHEN it happens. Don't wait to talk about it, I'll get even more mad. (3) I get hurt easily, I feel neglected easily, and when it happens I need to feel loved. That may just mean a simple "I miss you", "I care about you", "You mean a lot to me" anything just to make me feel like I matter to you. (4) Going along with that I need to feel like I matter to you. I need to feel like you want me. More then just sexually I need to feel like you want to talk to me/be with me. (5) Respect is HUGE to me... Think aobut it like this you don't want to see a man swear at your mother,

Girl From Hell
the hate burns like a fire in the pit of my stomach my life has taken to many turns to get rid fo the heartach the pain is taking over my body and mind my eyes once shown blue are now empty holes all the love and pain that was once mine are now taking there deadly tolls i savor my breath as if its going to be my last i take each step as through i'm going through my past love is no longer a word or feeling hate is everything but lust i know that the only way to survive is to start stealing or in the end i will bust my heart is falling into a bottomless pit as my name is no longer my name my life went from perfect to undying shit the only thing i have to do now is play this game i walk around as if i own this world i speak and everybody has to turn away or i will pull out the wrath of this girl they have to follow or they will stray i have to hurt others before they hurt me i have to show that i am better then them i have to try and beat them or

I'm Back
Well, we managed to get moved. Left TONS of things in St. Louis but things we can live without. That landlord is probably flipping out! LOL We still had a 26' U-Haul crammed full of stuff! Anyway, we made it to SW Mo. and have a place to live but have been told by one of the other tenants of this landlord that he is a slumlord. Yippeee. I guess he will be finding out what rights disabled people have and fast! lol I'm so glad we found something quickly. My daughter and I spent 5 days with my mom and OMG, we would have killed each other if it had lasted longer. Don't get me wrong, I love my mom, she has been a HUGE help to me and she now knows how bad my health truly is. But the woman and I clash so bad at times, it is awful. Anyway, I am back. Exhausted, but back! lol I hope everyone's New Year is going well! Pamela

A Long One
This blog is going to be quite lengthy, so if you don't read it, you are forgiven in advance :) Tonight was the slowest night we have had at work in a long time. I got my paycheck the other day and it really sucked because they took $52 out for the occupation tax plus all the other usual taxes, so my paycheck sucked. And then today I only got $27 fucking dollars this past week in tips. I made $62 a few weeks ago and of course it has been decreasing since the holiday, but $27?! That is the lowest I have seen in a long time. So work took forever cause we did almost nothing all night, but whatever, I needed a relaxing night after all the craziness of the holidays. Tomorrow is going to kind of suck because I have to clean for an hour before I get on the floor to make drinks and what not. And what is really weird is that I am closing with the manager AND the assistant manager, wtf? Who else would that happen to? LoL. It's cool though cause I've worked with both of them many times, it'

Even My Dreams Hurt
so many things go on throughout the day at night when i close my eyes they dont go away crying and screaming as i dream they see my tears and hear my cries but noone will shake me from my terrors running fast and moving slow with noone to help me and no place to go

Marine Hymn
From the Halls of Montezuma To the Shores of Tripoli; We fight our country's battles In the air, on land and sea; First to fight for right and freedom And to keep our honor clean; We are proud to claim the title of United States Marine. Our flag's unfurled to every breeze From dawn to setting sun; We have fought in ev'ry clime and place Where we could take a gun; In the snow of far-off Northern lands And in sunny tropic scenes; You will find us always on the job-- The United States Marines. Here's health to you and to our Corps Which we are proud to serve In many a strife we've fought for life And never lost our nerve; If the Army and the Navy Ever look on Heaven's scenes; They will find the streets are guarded By United States Marines.

Weird? Normal? Wtf?
On many occasions I have been accused of being “weird”. I also have been accused of being “normal”. My questions to you are, what is weird really, and what is normal really? Those that know me, know I normally dress in sleeveless shirts, old comfortable jeans or shorts, and usually old comfortable tennis shoes with no socks. To see me in a suit and tie would be weird. Those that wear suits and ties every day would consider me normal. But to them to see me dressed normal would be weird. Take that person that wears suits and ties and dress them like me would be weird to them, but normal to me. Some people think strapping yourself into a virtually hallow aluminum tube with jet engines and zipping through the sky at 600 miles per hour, 45,000 feet above the ground is weird. To others this is normal. To stand out in a torrential storm and admire the beauty would be considered strange to most people, but, normal to some of us. Weird and normal are strictly matters of opinion. Since t

Tuesday Thoughts
"First you're an unknown, then you write one book and you move up to obscurity." - Martin Myers "By all means marry; if you get a good wife, you'll be happy. If you get a bad one, you'll become a philosopher." - Socrates "I can think of nothing less pleasurable than a life devoted to pleasure." - John D. Rockefeller

Morning Tues!!
HEY EVERYONE.. BEEN SO BUSY HERE.. HAD ALL 3 KIDS ON MONDAY SO NOT MUCH TIME ON HERE.. MADE SOME GINGER BREAD HOUSES WITH THEM.. AND WASHED MY CAR.. STILL HAVE A LITTLE COLD BUT NOT TOO BAD.. WONT BE ON TOMORROW GOT TO BE AT DAUGHTERS AT 5:30 AM TO TAKE HER TO HOSPTIAL.. SHE HAS SOME CYSTS THAT NEED A SCOPE TO SEE IF THEY NEED TO BE REMOVED OR NOT SO WILL BE THERE ALL DAY..AND NOT SURE IF REEST OF WEEK WILL BE BALE TO BE ON.. SORRY HAVENT HAD TIME TO DO MESSAGES.. JUST NOT ENOUGH TIME IN THE DAY.. HOPE YOU ALL ARE DOING GOOD.. SO LOVE ALL THE COMENTS ON MY PAGE.. ;) HAVE A GOOD ONE HUGSS AND LOVE..GERI.. The Best Comments @ COMMENTRELOAD.com

Tuesday It Is!!
Hope everyone is having a good day, or, at least, beginning a good day! Another long and busy day for me! My patient load is increasing, for which I am truly full of gratitude. Was going to do a separate blog on this, but decided I wasn't going to have enough time for that! Energyworkers of whatever variety: please remember to be aware of your shielding! I had an odd experience yesterday, of someone attempting to draw my energy in a very heavy-handed manner. I was already energeticly connected to someone else and this individual/group of individuals came in under my radar, so to speak. My companion defended me until I came to my senses, lol. Everyone, please be more careful than I was! There are strange things happening all over the place! Much love and hugs for everyone! Blessings all around! Take care, please.

Square Testicles
An elderly woman walked into the Bank of Canada one morning with a purse full of money. She wanted to open a savings account and insisted on talking to the president of the Bank because, she said, she had a lot of money. After many lengthy discussions (after all, the client is always right) an employee took the elderly woman to the president's office. The president of the Bank asked her how much she wanted to deposit. She placed her purse on his desk and replied, "$165,000". The president was curious and asked her how she had been able to save so much money. The elderly woman replied that she made bets. The president was surprised and asked, "What kind of bets?" The elderly woman replied, "Well, I bet you $25,000 that your testicles are square." The president started to laugh and told the woman that it was impossible to win a bet like that. The woman never batted an eye. She just looked at the president and said, "Would you like to take my bet?" "Certainly", repli

D In Hospital
Hey everyone. My name is Jessica – I am Derik’s roommate. I have some sad news. Derik was hit by a car last Sunday night around 6:00. He was getting some food and accidentally walked in front of a car. He suffered a concussion but is doing OK but he wanted me to send this out to everyone! Have a good day!

Therapy Day...
Yucky, I hate therapy day...The drained feeling, the tiredness in my eyes...what a crap way to feel when it is such a beautiful day outside. Oh well...I start to settle into the post therapy blah, no use in fighting this battle I alway lose... but wait in the kitchen what is that sound... OMG, the girls have found a giant sheet of giant bubble wrap-after streching it out on the kitchen tile they are now bouncing on it giggling wildly at the noise they are creating! Even little kassandera has joined the game! and POOF my therapy day blues are shed and I cant help but to smile... Thank you girls, you have reminded me once again of where to find joy...in the little things, in the things that touch my heart... Thank you my sweet angels. (which reminds me Darlin Anjel [Amber] left today so I am now on my own with the three girls...I am thanking them now, but I bet in a day or two I'm grumpin about them...lol..they are toddlers after all!)

Waiting
Waiting Awakened...emotional dreams. So much I want to say. Waiting for the very first touch. Each day's goodbye hurts so much. Thoughtful of you throughout the day. Mind wandering endlessly. Waiting for the very first touch. Everything inside me wanting you. Hearing you makes me smile once more. The day gets better...easier. Waiting for the very first touch. Your love keeps me here. Everything bottled deep inside. Nothing seems to come out right. Waiting for the very first touch. Endless thoughts of you...I drift away. Awakened yet another day. Waiting for the very first touch. Baby, I love you so much! ~Missi~

Leg Braces
WELL WE HAD TO GO BACK TO THE DOCTOR TODAY TO GET ALAN'S LEG BRACES FIXED. WELL THE DOCTOR SAID THEY COULD NOT BE FIXED, AND THAT HE NEEDED NEW ONES. SO I WAS LIKE, OK, THINKING THEY WERE STILL UNDER WARRANTY..LOL THAT WAS FUNNY. THE BRACES HAVE A 90 DAY WARRANTY AND THATS IT. WELL WE GOT THEM IN SPETEMBER OF LAST YEAR, AND THE WARRANTY RAN OUT AT THE END OF DECEMBER. WHAT LUCK IS THAT? SO I WAS ASKING HIM HOW MUCH THIS TIME FOR THE NEW ONES, AND OF COURSE IT WAS HIGH. ANYWAY 2 MAKE A LONG STORY SHORT.THE DOCTOR CALLED THE PLACE WHERE ALAN GOT HIS BRACES BEFORE AND THEY SAID SINCE IT WAS SO CLOSE FROM THE WARRANTY THEY WOULD GO AHEAD AND FIX THEM WITH NO CHARGE FROM ME..WOOHOO HOWEVER HE WILL STILL NEED SOME NEW ONES IN ABOUT 3 MONTHS. AND THOSE WE WILL HAVE TO PAY FOR.

Living Will
Last night, my wife and I were sitting in the living room and I said to her, "I never want to live in a vegetative state, dependent on some machine and fluids from a bottle. If that ever happens, just pull the plug." She got up, unplugged the TV and then threw out my beer. Bitch...

A Little Insight On Me
For all of you who want a look inside to see what makes me tick, my likes/dislikes, fears, hopes and dreams..... I am a very unique guy.. I am very outspoken, not afraid to speak my mind and have an opinion on most things. I am very honest and expect that from those I come in contact with. Trust is paramount and it is earned. I consider myself extroverted and I will talk with people I don't know as long as they are open minded, not judgemental and do not have a 'better than you' attitude. Making new friends is something that comes easily. I love to experience all that life has to offer. I seek out adventure, I learn the hard way, but the lessons are reinforced so that I don't repeat my mistakes. A great sense of humor is something I value and completely enjoy and look for in people in my circle. I am a leader by nature, think analytically, am very organized, love to be clean, am well kept and well mannered. I love to spoil my mate. Her satisfaction is my ultimate goal. I treat my lo

I Play Again
Hope everyone had a good holidays. Mine was good, relaxing and lazy... though I was sick, must have been something i ate that week. Haven't been around on much due to some online drama. was on the wrong side, even the side i was on was spreading lies about me, even to this day they pretend to be innocent. anyways, I joined the other side, we're cool now. We talked and clear the air and it all made sense and I hope to never hear from them both again. It was then I figured it was time to find better things to do, then be online. One of the new things i have done is wrote a new piece for my friend Nikki. Actually I wrote it in 10 minutes. It's long story.. hehe.. I told her i didn't have another song.. but seems she kept hearing "yes, i do".. my last song was so 2006, she needs a 2007 song.. now!... so i recorded a song while she was on her smoking break. It's rough, but not bad for only having 10 minutes.. i think in the future i might add a few things and change the tempo

Please God, I’m Only 17
As my son is turning 17 and finally getting his license, I remember a very good friend who was killed in a car accident at the age of 17. At his funeral, the family had a pamphlet laying out with the following for all his friends to take home and remember Craig. Please God, I’m only 17 The day I died was an ordinary school day. How I wish I had taken the bus! But I was too cool for the bus. I remembered how I wheedled the car out of Mom. “Special favor,” I pleaded, “all the kids drive.” When the 2:50 bell rang, I threw all my books in the locker. I was free until 8:40 tomorrow morning! I ran to the parking lot, excited at the thought of driving a car and being my own boss. FREE! It doesn’t matter how the accident happened. I was goofing off -- going too fast. Taking crazy chances. But I was enjoying my freedom and having fun. The last thing I remember was passing an old lady who seemed to be going awfully slow. I heard the deafening crash and felt a terrific jolt. Glass an

Old Enough
ok not been on cherry tap very long but it is way better than myspace from what i can tell so far ecxept for i thing.it doesnt seem to be very smart considering it has my age as 31 didnt like turnin 30 and cherry tap is tryin to make me a year older than that.birthdate is 7/8/76 so from what i can tell im still 30

My Work
LIFE STRUGGLE CRAWL NEED WANT YOU MAKE THE DECISION THE CHOICE IS YOURS STRUGGLE,CRAWL,NEED,WANT DO I CHOOSE ONE OR-ALL UPS,DOWNS,THIS IS LIFE WE ALL WILL FALL,STAND UP FIGHT BACK, COWBOY UP,BE A SOLJA STAND TALL.A YO IT'S A LONG HARD ROAD THROUGH LIFE'S CORRIDORE'S FULL OF HARDSHIPS,PAIN AND POTHOLES GALLORE, BUT YOU CAN SOAR HIGH ABOVE THE CLOUDS,THROUGH THE WINDOW OUT THE DOOR, WITH THE LOVE OF JESUS OUR SAVIOR AND FATHER GOD ALL THINGS WE CAN ENDURE. STAY STRONG NEVER STOP TRYING AND DEFINITELY PRAY HARD IT WORKS PLEASE BELIEVE. PEACE.....PAPI

This Scorpio's Wrath Is Never Ending
(One rule- you read it- you comment! Even if you hate it!) My mother always told me I was extreme in all things. She used the analogy that I would rip off my arm if I got a paper cut. I'm not sure I like the description, but honestly, it's a truthful one. It's not often that I trust, or love somone. It takes a bit of effort for a person to come into my circle of family. Once they are there, though, they know that my loyality would extend even through death. I don't use the word friend lightly. It's all or nothing as far as I am concerned. When someone has proven themselves worthy of my friendship it means that they are not only intelligent, compatable, loyal, trust worthy.... but something deeper inside of them, their soul perhaps, is worthy also. My friendship is not for the faint of heart. I love adventure, so my friends are invited to a world of wonder, pleasure, and experiences of a life time. Very few have ever fallen out of this circle of family, but once gone, there is noth

Im Not A Victim Anymore, Im A Survivor
Acquaintance Rape Over 80% of rape victims know their attackers. As children you were warned not to talk to strangers. The fact is you are more likely to be assaulted by someone you know: a friend, date, ex-boyfriend, classmate, neighbor, relative or employer. Acquaintance rape and date rape are more common than left-handedness or heart attacks or alcoholism. (Warshaw, 1988) Acquaintance rape is using physical force, emotional bargaining, blackmail or mind games to force sexual intercourse, fondling, kissing, holding ... any sexual contact forced on you by a stranger or someone you know. If it is against your will, it is against the law. One of the most common types of acquaintance rape is date rape. If you are a female between the ages of 16-24, you run the greatest risk of being raped by a date. The use of alcohol or drugs also increases your risk. In one study, 74% of the men and 55% of the women had been drinking or using drugs prior to the sexual assault. Date rapes often

4 Ice Cubes (written While Staring At A Tripple Of Appleton On Ice)
There is a chill in my breath as I hold an ice cube between my teeth Spread your ass and push it against your bud of sensitivity A wonderful game of trying to relax muscles while you’re shivering Allow it to work its way in and trickle through you Do you feel refreshed as it melts inside of you? Roll over on your back as I get ice cube number two That I put to good use, erecting those attention grabbing nipples If you call them glasscutters, I say diamonds are my best friend And after the ice cube has gone my tongue will bend As it passes against those stiffened peaks of nerves I feel you surge Ice cube three, spread your pink Let me cool down your desire, your flameless fire Part your lips in a smoldering smile This piece of ice doesn’t last long against your crease Soon it’s just another wet spot on the sheet I think you may be a hot as me As I enter you in a vain attempt to burn out an ever-present heat Take this last ice cube, and use it on me

Help...
hey hot cherry lovers can u help me please i got my bellybutton done and now i feel brave enough to get a tattoo i want a nice sexy one on my lower back please can anybody show me some sexy tattoos id be so grateful xx juicywetlipsxxx

Miss Jenn's Story
I was young- 21, just married, and so ready to have a family. We were thrilled when we found out we were going to have a baby. Five months into the pregnancy in the middle of an ultrasound (the week before mother's day), we learned that there was no heartbeat, and that I was carrying not one child, but two, conjoined, sharing all of their vital organs. I had to carry the babies for 4 days until I was scheduled for an induction. Looking pregnant, and feeling so lost, I drifted through that weekend in a fog. I received a mother's day card in the mail. I delivered the babies through natural childbirth. They were so undeveloped the sex could not be determined. I did hold them. They were so tiny, and not at all human looking. All I can say is that it was horrific, and the depression which stemmed from it eventually tore my marraige apart. I have moved on now, happily married, two beautiful children, but the pain will always be there, along with the burning question- why? Why me? What did I

Idk I Think It's Okay
So i'm layin here tonight and I feel like i wanna write, but the words in my mind won't fit on the paper right. One subject keeps popping up, my brains like an overflowing paper cup. She stays in my head though it's been over a year, when I lay down my head I still hear her breathing in my ear.The fact i still love her any maybe always will is one of my biggest fears. How can I still feel this after all she put me through? When six months ago, to end the world is all i wanted to do. I can try and act cold and pretend i don't care, but when she calls me from some punks phone it just seems so unfair. In someways the fault is all of my own, if it hurt all the much i'd never pick up the phone. But that is like a drug I can't make myself quit, i've tried to kick the habit and i'm gettin sick of it. It's shitty feeling helpless and not knowing what to do, almost makes you feel small to know some girl has this affect on you. I'm worried she's only digging herself and even deeper hole

Military Acronnyms
not really bartending philosophy, but this is what the various branches of the US military actually mean Air Force 90% air, 10% force (also the abreviation AF means another fuckup) Marines My Ass Rides In Navy Equipment Sir Army Aren't Ready for Marines Yet Navy Never Again Volunteer Yourself lotsa respect to my brothas in the DOD payroll

Newest
The last face I see before I sleep the one that has made me hers to keep We hold and kiss and make sweet love She is my angel from heaven above She gets my deepest held fantasy And she alone stirs the fire in me I burn for her all the night through No other soul can ever be true To my needs to make her complete To how she makes my dreams so sweet A longing filled each and every night Dreams we share make it alright In the morning it is her face I seek It is for her that my soul does speak By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Since Nobody Reads My Bulletins, I Had To Put It Here!
I want to thank you all for everything you have done for me since joining CT! You all are the greatest friends a person can ask for! I truly do appreciate the support and love from you all. I will never forget it! One thing....For those who had people from their lists support me, please repost this so they know how much their help means to me as well. THANK YOU!!! Mike :) P.S. Do not hesitate to ask me to help you out in any way. I will be happy to help all as much as I possibly can.

Repost This Or Delete Me ( Yeah Right)
this chap my ass is dedicated to my new friend Killearn..who just reminded me of this in a comment left... another thing that chaps my ass.... "if you dont repost this then delete me off your friend list" WDF kinna shit is that...are you really that pathetic, i mean get real...if thats what you base your friendship on, then guess what, I DONT WANT YOU ON MY LIST ANYWAY,,,,YOURE A DUMBASS. some people i swear man, i'm tellin ya, they where made from the part that should have dribble down the leg, or got left on the bedsheets.... in other words, your mother should have swallowed you and saved us all some trouble........UGH

Sick Of This!!!
Sick of all the lies that people tell to me. Sick of all the fucking crap life has dealt to me Sick of all this working for nothing where do it get me? Sick of all the lonely nights Sick of all the endless days Sick of holding on to dreams Sick of giving my heart away Sick of having it broke in two Sick of thinking of you Sick of all this and that Sick of life and don't give a crap Sick of bitches like you Sick of it all through and through One day someone will come and mend my heart the one that she tore apart for that one she may be far away but she will be with me one day. To her I give this heart of mine and once again my life will be fine. This goes out to all that have broke my heart and the one who just did it to me again :(

Strong
I stand strong everyday as a representation of my own race. I'm in school for a reason and this to get my education. I come from a well educated fam and we are all about our business. So next time you see me take time to get to know me. Like the old sayin goes "There's more to a book than it's cover" and believe that. ^_^

Rape
Your making it harder, making it hurt binding me, pushing my face in the dirt Pushing harder with a force, ripping my skirt Body tense,heart pounding and fully alert Your making it harder, making it hurt Screaming in silence, pain on the outside Closing my eyes, The harder I cried In my mind, somewhere I try and hide Stripped,and abused, more ropes you tied Soul shattered, and scorned I died Your making it harder, making it hurt Binding me, As my lips taste the dirt Pushing harder with a force, off goes my skirt Body tense, heart pounding I'm alert Your making it harder, making it hurt No longer screaming, pain on the inside Closing my eyes, breathless, I sighed In my mind, no longer a place to hide Stripped and used, the ropes you untied Soul shattered, and scorned I died You made it harder, you made it hurt Binded me, and buried me in the dirt Pushed hard with a force, flames upon my skirt Body limp, heart still pounding and fully alert

Poem
Well it is over To much has been said an done Stole my heart had some fun A fucking joke Is all I was to you A fucking Joke Ha how funny are you Played my heart Stole my soul Left my life with such a whole I need to fill this void you left Need to mend my broken heart For this I say before I part I loved my than life itself But now I guard my heart again Not letting love grow within For this I know can not be true To hear those words I LOVE YOU My heart is broken Shattered and torn Battered Beaten and worn I gave my heart to you Oh god why, what did I do? Punish me if you must Because the burning embers I once had They now are just dust

When You Say Nothing At All...
It’s amazing how you can speak right to my heart Without saying a word you can light up the dark Try as I may I could never explain What I hear when you don’t say a thing The smile on your face lets me know that you need me There’s a truth in your eyes sayin’ you’ll never leave me The touch of your hand says you’ll catch me if ever I fall You say it best when you say nothing at all All day long I can hear people talking out loud But when you hold me near, you drown out the crowd Old mr. webster could never define What’s being said between your heart and mine The smile on your face lets me know that you need me There’s a truth in your eyes sayin’ you’ll never leave me The touch of your hand says you’ll catch me if ever I fall You say it best when you say nothing at all

In Cali
ok so im now in lone pine at my dads. I just feel like he is out of town. I dont know why but it doesnt feel like he is gone yet. I dont know if its because my grandma was here when i got here and she comes to stay sometimes if he would be gone awhile. I dont know Im sure I will brake down on sat. love laura

Hi All
HI Everyone, i am sorry that i have not been on alot latly and comenting on you pages .... i have been pretty sick this week and i am still not feeling very good .... BUT i just wanted to stop in and say hi to all my friends out there and tell you all thank you so much for all the love you have given me .... Well i am off to lie down for a bit again and i hope you all are well ... Blessings to you all

Womens Asses Lol
There is a new study just released by the American Psychiatric Association about women and how they feel about their asses. The results are pretty shocking: 1. Only 5% of women surveyed feel their ass is too big. 2. 10% of women surveyed feel their ass is too small. 3. The remaining 85% say they don't care; they love him; he's a good man and they would have married him anyway.

Lifetime Relationships
A Good Friend posted this as a Comment on my page. I wish I had the time to send it out to everyone, but I need to go rest my head (already did to many comments and ratings for today) But I wanted to make sure my FRIENDS See this. So before you pass it on, read it again & think about it. Everything or person that comes and goes in our lives helps to build our Foundations. So will we let them be strong or weak? I for one, have decided to make mine strong again!! (a good many of you know what this past year as been for me) So I guess that was & is my New Years Resolution. To Build a Strong Internal Foundation, no matter what the outside is doing! Well here is what she left (remember to read it a few times & think about it): LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons, things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation. Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person and put what you have learned to use in all other rel

A Real Bitch
A simple bitch will take you where you need to go.* A real bitch throws you her keys and say it needs gas in it! A simple bitch will tell you not to fight, it aint worth it*.A real bitch will say beat her ass and look at the crowd and say bet nobody jump in. A simple bitch will let another bitch know she can back the fuck up or get knock the fuck out.* A real bitch will just knock her the fuck out!!! A simple bitch tells you, she's had enough to drink.*A real bitch tells you we need another shoot, we bout to get fucked up! A simple bitch goes to the club with you and sits down.* A real bitch goes to the club with you and say lets show these simple bitches how we do it. A simple bitch hates it when you call after they've gone to bed.* A real bitch pops up at your house, talkin bout I know you aint in the bed, on a clubnight! A simple bitch seeks to talk with you about your problems. A real bitch seeks to take care of all your problems, rather it be a gun,a knife, whate

~simple Spell To Balance The Elements Within You~
~Simple Spell to Balance the elements within you~ Need: 5 candles, one white, one blue, one red, one yellow, and one green. A Lighter or matches. Moon Phase: Full Moon in the sign of : Cancer or Libra First step: Gather up the items you need, and choose a area where you will not be disturbed. Second Step: Cast a circle, call the quarters (elements). Third Step: Place all 5 candles in front of you, and light them one by one.. and say the following as each one is lit: 1. Green Candle: "Elements of Earth, I call you near, Balance within me, For unbalance I fear" 2. Yellow Candle: "Elements of Air, I call you near, Balance within me, For unbalance I fear" 3. Red Candle: "Elements of Fire, I call you near, Balance within me, For unbalance I fear" 4. Blue Candle: "Elements of Water, I call you near, Balance within me, For unbalance I fear" 5. White Candle: "Elements of Akasha, I call you near, Balance within me, For un

The Man Code
This is it. So it has been written, so it shall be....The CODE 1. Thou shall not rent the movie Chocolate. 2. Under no circumstances may 2 men share an umbrella. 3. Any man who brings a camera to a bachelor party may be legally killed and eaten by his fellow partygoers. 4. When you are queried by a buddy's wife, girlfriend, mother, father, priest, shrink, dentist, accountant, or dog walker, you need not and should not provide any useful information whatsoever as to his whereabouts. You are permitted to deny his very existence. 5. Unless he murdered someone in your immediate family, you must bail a friend out of jail within 12 hours. 6. You may exaggerate any anecdote told in a bar by 50 percent without recrimination; beyond that, anyone within earshot is allowed to call BULLSHIT. (Exception: When trying to pick up a girl, the allowable exaggeration rate rises to 400 percent). 7. If you've known a guy for more than 24 hours, his sister is off-l

This Is Just Wrong Lol
Imagine that you go out one night to a really nice bar with your friends and have a few cocktails . They taste so good, so you have a few more and then the DJ plays your favorite oldie -- 'I Will Survive,' so you're off to the dance floor . After an hour or so of shakin' your goodies, the DJ plays that irritating head-banging music , so you rejoin the group for a rest and another cocktail, or three You notice a group of men standing nearby and one of them is looking at you. You look back at him and there is tangible chemistry between the two of you. YOU buy him a drink He likes a woman who is not afraid to buy a man a drink. He approaches you to chat and you get along really well. When the time seems perfect for both of you, he leans over and kisses you . You have never been kissed like this before, an electric kiss an d a tingle shudders through your entire body and you don't want it to stop. "I don't usually do this sort of thing," you hear yourse

Darkness...
here i lay in this little box a mind you may call it but its covered with locks i cannot escape from this prison i've made the dark is so sharp like the edge of my blademy eyes are like twilight and i cannot see the evil force penetrating the brain inside me my nerves are shot, my soul is but lost and what did i do to earn this strong cost? on my lampshade hangs a momento from an old friend the one who i loved and would always defend but now his back is turned and mine is as well so i go alone to face my own hell the darkness consumes me like a fiery blaze my mind will not rest til he comes back my way but i am lost with nowhere to turn no directions to get me to where i that i yearn here i lay in my little box bury me in black dont forget my warm socks its cold where i go and i will be alone here in my head the place i call home... ~friend~

Canadian Governmet
so its offical my government is useless. the hospital put me on medical EI (employment insuince) since i lost my job due to my guts falling apart and yes they really are falling apart. and today i get a call from the goverment saying my medical has been denied. like that the fuck is up with that im 22 and could be dieing for anyone knows the hospital cant figure out whats wrong or how to stop it i used to be 180lbs a few months ago and now i am down to 139 and still droping andthe government is not willing to help. if you ask me there is somthing wrong there

Pedophile Activism
Parents need to know about the sick, sick movement known as "pedophile activism". I am not joking. Look up pedophile activism on wikipedia.org for more information. They have created these symbols, so that they can identify each other, create a support network, it's sickening: This is the symbol for "boy love" called BLogo This is the symbol for "girl love", called GLogo This is the symbol for "Childlove Online Media Activism, CLOMAL This is the symbol for all-encompassing pedophilia, CLogo This is not a joke!!! If you see these symbols on someone's myspace, they are a pedophile. If you see someone with one of these symbols on their clothing or jewelry, they are a pedophile. (Which, in my opinion, gives you permission to beat the fuckiing shit out of them.) Anyone with children, please please go to wikipedia.org (a free online encyclopedia) and search "pedophile activism" and you'll get the whole sick story. Also, please repost this in your bulletins,

For Someone Special....
How Deep Can I Touch You I can graze you----immersed in your scent go further than typical skin and bone further than these words that mouth a scenery within your ego. I can sketch your face from reflection with the tip of my finger. Every square inch of your cheek, from eyebrows to nose this is deeper than my thoughts and further than either of our memories go. I can drown within your husky voice and submerge into my pillows’ fantasies laden of you murmuring energetic gentleness of aphrodisiac transgression but to me it is not weakness to hunger for you. I can want you more than a kiss in an undomesticated downpour and lust for your caress to titillate my body with insatiability. I can touch you with my thoughts and thirst for all I starve for even put to words my dreams and pray you see them some day.

Dammit!!
I have written the same fucking blog 3 times and every time it gets erased cuz cherry ass decides that my session has expired and it doesnt take me back to my fucking blog. I am so mad right now and on the vurge of a total emotional meltdown. ( Not cuz of the blogs, duh) I am tired of this indiscribable pain that I have been feeling in my heart for the past month. It gets worse and worse as time goes on. I am doubting him and doubting his love and his words. I want this pain to go away. I am being played, I just know it. Why? I have been so strong and so good to him and this is what I get in return? I just don't understand. No one does. No one ever will.

Cold Hands
Cold Hands Body: Cold Hands Two young lovers go up to the mountains for a romantic weekend vacation. When they get there, the guy goes out to chop some wood. When he gets back, he says, "Honey, my hands are freezing!" She says, "Well put them here between my legs and that will warm them up." After lunch he goes back out to chop some more wood and comes back and says again, "Man! My hands are really freezing!" She says again, "Well put them here between my legs and that will warm them up." He does, and again that warms him up. After dinner, he goes out one more time to chop wood for the night. When he returns, he again says, "Honey, my hands are really freezing!" She looks at him and says, "For crying out loud,... don't your *ears* ever get cold?!?!?

Messages Bug Sucked!!
So I came home from getting my hair done..logged on to cherrytap and all my messages are gone! Just fantastic. I have been told it happened because of the bandwidth blah blah blah. I had 100 messages! All gone and that super sucks :( So if I hadn't replied to your message its because I didn't see it!! UGH can my life get any more frustrating? Okay complaining over I know its just some messages, I just tried so hard to answer every single one. On the brightside I'm all caught up now :) See ya guys I'm off to write another boring paper about computer systems and work a million math problems.

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I tried to be helpless but you didn’t stay on top You got off So of course you’re gonna get rushed and slammed into a wall It’s the price of letting me get up after I fall My desire to be used can become the fuel to abuse you in the opening of my eyes Moving at you before I even get you in my sights Lunging at the smell and sound of your blood and other fluids I have no choice but to melt you down and reform you in my grasp I love getting so rough that all you can do is gasp I love that you fuck me up so much that I NEED your gasp Your whimpers Your moans, groans, and screams I want to create them, claim them, make them all for me You make me selfish I want to keep you under lock and key Spend all my time desecrating you as you destroy me Between your legs I slide my knee Fill my hands with your ass and pull you in by the cheeks Bite at your chest and make you shudder against me Crush and dampen my leg as you grind it with your sweet I try to stay focused on the r

Sexy Words
Push me, Touch me, Slip me, Slide me. Pull me close and whisper to me. Grip me, Grab Me, Hold me, Stroke me. Realize you can't be without me. Feel me, Dig me, Need me, Crave me. Go with it, you know you want me. Turn me on and light me up.

Tell Me About Yourself - The Survey
Name: Natalie Birthday: August 24th Eye Color: Green Hair Color: blonde or brown...it all depends Height: 5'4'' Right Handed or Left Handed: Right Your Heritage: well... The Shoes You Wore Today: Sexy black Stilettos Your Weakness: Shopping, sweets, and sexy eyes Your Fears: spiders Your Perfect Pizza: cheese Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: travel the world Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: LOL Thoughts First Waking Up: What to wear Your Best Physical Feature: my eyes Your Bedtime: between 12 and 2...depends Your Most Missed Memory: my grandfather Pepsi or Coke: Coke McDonalds or Burger King: Neither Single or Group Dates: both Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: neither Chocolate or Vanilla: vanilla Cappuccino or Coffee: cappuccino Do you Smoke: Hell no Do you Swear: often Do you Sing: always! Do you Shower Daily: yes sir Have you Been in Love: yes Do you want to go to College: been there done that Do you want to

Road Rage...
so today im goin 2 work and this big ass truck that im followin in to the parkin lot stops in the middle of the road... im like y isnt this fool goin straight to part and so i can park... he then puts it in reverse so he can back in to a space when theres not enuff room to back up... im like wth... this man cant just go fwd and park... so i get pissed cuz im in a rush right... and i end up flippin im off... i park i go in side (rantin and ravin mind u) and then i c one of my close friends clients comin in to the building and i think OMG i just flipped her client off... lmao... i was so embarassed... but thank goodness this guy was cool... i went ova and apologized for my outburst... tho i know i wasnt completely in the wrong lmao... ok so i shouldnt have flipped him off and give him all the dirty looks in the world... but dammit to hell lmao... he shouldnt have tried to back up on me lmao... he was cool about it we laughed if off... but i will NEVER flip someone off again in traffic...

To All
have u ever been told by some one how much they cared and then one day they all of a sudden just wander away, does it not make you think they have lied. but when it happens to you more than once by someone u truly did love and care about. Well to all those women who do that to men may I wish the same on you all and hope it hurts you enough that one day you will learn how much someone really does care about you and that you treated them like dirt. well but may your lives be great because i wish no harm on anyone but may it eat at you inside to know how you hurt others.

Things That Make U Go Humm.... Delete Time
SO HERE WE GO AGAIN !! I AIN'T SUPRISED . OK AT FIRST I DIDN'T THINK ANYTHING OF IT,WELL I BEEN WATCHING MORE AND MORE AND WELL HEY IT PISSES ME OFF A BIT SO LEMME BREAK IT DOWN..AND IF BY CHANCE YOU DON'T SEE MY BULLETINS OR WHATEVER THEN U KNOW YOU HAVE BEEN DELETED !!! - FIRST OFF I REPOST ALOT OF Y'ALLS BULLETINS,HELP YOU IN CONTESTS,HELP YOUR FRINEDS,GIRLFRIENDS,BOYFRIENDS, ETC.. (U GET THE POINT,IF YOU DON'T WE DON'T NEED TO SPEAK PERIOD.) IN THEIR CONTESTS OR HELP THEM LEVEL UP BLAHZAY BLAHZAY BLAH - SECOND: I ASK YOU TO REPOST MY BULLETIN AND AT LEAST DROP SOME COMMENTS AND NADA, DO PEEPS FORGET WE CAN VIEW WHO LOOKED AT BULLETINS AND BLOGS ??? HUMMM ..MAKES YA WONDER.TO THOSE THAT HAVE BEEN BOMBING U KNOW WHO YOU ARE AND I THANK YOU SO MUCH,AND AS FAR AS COMMENTING/RATING GOES THERES BEEN VERY FEW,AND I MEAN VERY FEW TO MY SUPRISE ...AGAIN Y'ALL KNOW WHO YOU ARE AGAIN THANKS AND NUTTIN BUT MAD LUV FOR YA.AND FUNNY THING ABOUT IT IS I SEE QUITE A FEW LOOK AT IT BUT

Mumms
This is where I ask you,the loyal supporters of The New Dark Age a small question?Have my Mumms been decent,and worthwhile?I'd make a Mumm on this,but I feel it'd violate the unspoken "no irrelevant Mumms" rule.So here,I ask this.

My Crazyness Of Today (cronicals Of An Alcoholic)
I feel like Im in a dream! I dont know if its because I continue to drink and the stress or what! Im stuck in a battle n Im the only one on my side! He said she said! Who would have guessed something so simple could ruin someones life!N take tons of there money,Plus drive em into alcoholisim! Im perplexed in my mind as to who is all involved! So far its exes but could it be ex friends too? Have I some how pissed so many people off That I used to know from just not talking to them cause they create circles? Iv lived in an area Away from most people!(It's rare that anyone knows where that is!) Time is so against me And I cant tell what all is lies But I can see many quite clearly! n now my emails that were sent to me are gone n I dont know how or why! It just adds to this game that people enjoy doing just to fuck with me! I cant even get in my myspace today! wtf is going on like seriously? So much bullshit I found out Yesterday (Then all I get is more lies) Fucking grea

Life Sure Ain't A Bowl Of Cherries
Well, here I sit with racing thoughts going thru my mind. Never a good thing. So I thought maybe I would just write some of them down. Just recently I tried to kill myself. I tried because my life is just so down. I feel like I just excist and nothing more. I feel like I make bad decesions all the time, that will disappoint 1 of my loved ones or more. I've been feeling this way for a while now. I beleive I can't do anything right. And I was in the stake of thought that my son and husband would be better off without me, then to have me continously disappoint them. But they got me to the hospital and got the pills out of me in time, I guess. I'm still in a bad state of mind, but I am seeing my theropist again. Hopefully I can change my train of thoughts. I did make a promise to my son and husband, that before I get to that place again, I would go back to the hospial. Well, I guess I've done my theropy for today. Be back later.

Seasonal Employee Of The Heart
I don’t need forever Right now works Fine for me Letting go Holding on Wondering what could be I’d never be one To clip your wings Or keep you From who you’ll be I will hold you While I can Then I shall set you free A kiss hello A wave goodbye It’s all the same measure We skate the indecipherable line Between Pain and Pleasure Dancing to Sir Francis Holding hands Times to treasure Things I'll miss To hold you back To block life’s path I would surely be Remiss One thing I shall not regret To you my heart I gave Smile on my face Tear in my eye I’ll just watch Your taillights fade

Get To Know Me...
Name: Sean Birthday: 21 Oct 1970 Birthplace: Indianapolis, IN Current Location: Doha, Qatar Eye Color: blue Hair Color: blond Height: 6" Right Handed or Left Handed: Left Your Heritage: American The Shoes You Wore Today: Desert Combat Boots Your Weakness: Breasts (hey, I'm being honest) Your Fears: Being alone Your Perfect Pizza: Pepperoni and Mushroom Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: 10th marathon Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: LOL (I really am laughing) Thoughts First Waking Up: DAMN O-Dark-30 comes fast Your Best Physical Feature: Stamina/Endurance Your Bedtime: 2300 Your Most Missed Memory: Poker nights in HS Pepsi or Coke: Coke MacDonald's or Burger King: McD's baby! Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate Cappuccino or Coffee: Neither Do you Smoke: No Do you Swear: Yes Do you Sing: Karaoke! Do you Shower Daily: Yes Have you Been in Love: Yes Do you want to go to College: Been (BS, MS) Do you want to get Married: Done Do you belie

Single Mother Musician With A Dream
Hi folks I wanted to post this because I really think this woman is great she’s a good friend of mine who is a single mother and who hasn’t given up her dream of being a musician. She writes her own music and taught herself how to play the guitar. She is a great character and genuinely cares about other people to the point she sacrifices herself. I know that many of you are supporters of the military and I appreciate it greatly but sometimes we forget to recognize the people we see everyday.. So please stop by her Myspace page and take a listen to what she has, it’s not her best work but she only had one studio session awhile ago due to expenses. It doesn’t cost a thing to listen to her play but the support of the people who want to hear her, I think is Priceless. I’m going to miss her while im away... http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=37813822 If you know anyone who is big into unheard music please repost this.. It really would mean a lot

Sexual Tension Quiz
And here's your joke: Sexual Tension Quiz Instructions: For each answer, you will have three clues. Try to determine what the object or thing is that is being described. For every correct answer you give, give yourself 2 points, for every incorrect answer deduct 2 points. THE CLUES 1. I am a protrusion that comes in many sizes. When I'm not well, I drip. When you blow me, you feel good. 2. I'm spread before I'm eaten. Your tongue gets me off. People sometimes lick my nuts. 3. I assist an erection. Sometimes big balls hang from me. I'm called a big swinger. 4. Over 1,000 people went down on me. I wasn't maiden for long. A big hard thing ripped me open. 5. You stick your poles inside me. You tie me down to get me up. I get wet before you do. 6. When I go in I cause pain. I cause you to spit and ask you not to swallow. I can fill your hole. 7. A finger goes in me. You fiddle with me when you're bored.

Fallen Star...broken Dreams
One of the brightest stars Fades into the abyss. Falling deeper still, Into loneliness and despair. She never made it To the top of the sky. Though her path was clear; She was thrown down. Down in the depths. Will she rise again? The need is great – The courage is lacking. A tiny speck of light Forever falling.

Death
My aunt died today. It was not unexpected. She had cancer for a long time. We thought she had beat it, but it came back. I know what people will say. It's better this way, she's not suffering anymore, she's in a better place. It's all crap. Yes, it's true she had cancer and it's true she was in pain. It's also true that she FOUGHT it. She wanted to LIVE. She wanted to grow old with her husband. She wanted to watch her gradson grow up. She wanted to see her children achieve everything they wanted in life. It's easier for US now. We don't have to see her pain. We don't have to watch her suffering anymore. We don't have to watch that beautiful caring woman waste away. I don't know if she's in a better place or not. I do know that THIS place is a little worse without her.

Why?
Why, Why, Why Why do we press harder on a remote control when we know the batteries are getting weak? Why do banks charge a fee on "insufficient funds" when they know there is not enough? Why does someone believe you when you say there are four billion stars, but check when you say the paint is wet? Why doesn't glue stick to the bottle? Why do they use sterilized needles for death by lethal injection? Why doesn't Tarzan have a beard? Why does Superman stop bullets with his chest, but ducks when you throw a revolver at him? Why do Kamikaze pilots wear helmets? If people evolved from apes, why are there still apes? Why is it that no matter what color bubble bath you use the bubbles are always white? Is there ever a day that mattresses are not on sale? Why do people constantly return to the refrigerator with hopes that something new to eat will have materialized? Why do people keep running over a string a dozen times with their vacuum cleaner, then r

I'm A Cherry Pimp Lol
I am sooo excited about making it to cherry pimp. There was a time I never thought I would make it this far but having the great friends that I do....you have all made it possible. thank you to each and every one of you!

Friends Or Lovers
do u want ur friends as lovers or ur lovers as friends we all don't really know what we want in the end. But do they stand there and look you straight in the eye you act as if you've never seen it so you just walk on by.what comes of us what tears us apart hat brings us together and mends our hearts its love no matter who or where or how you can feel it just sitting in the air all around u cant catch it or push it away you have to let it in to brighten your day.

I Want To
I want to run out naked; to realize the dark hole of love, to wake up from the Bed of Lies. I want to run out naked; to dry the tears on my face, to erase the memories of you. I want to run out naked; to feel the sunlight with my skin, to touch the wind with my body. I want to run out naked; to experience the world with my true self, to see reality with my good eyes. I want to run out naked... to be myself

I Can Only Be Me
I got a few females hatin on me....and it really doesn't bother me, cause they aint shit...NONE OF THEM GOT SHIT ON ME!!!! Thats real talk. Its not my fault that some nigga's on here are feelin me....they feelin me cause I am a real ass female. I speak tha truth 100% all day eryday....I don't play games...I respect myself, I don't have myself on here but all my shit out there....and 9 outta 10 nigga's is gonna LOVE that about me....Don't hate on my cause Im a real ass female..

Getting A Tattoo... But Which One?
I am planning on getting a new tatt. I'm not into the butterfly/heart thing like most girls, but I am having a hard time finding something I like. So how's about helping a girl out and sending me a few ideas.

Dark Love
Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com The dark red rose Danced hauntingly On the dark green water It was beautiful To behold The faired haired girl Plucked the rose from the sea Gently drew an aroma from the rose It was beautiful To behold A fair haired woman Took the rose from the girl And spread the petals in the sand It was beautiful To behold The woman sprinkled ash from an urn On the petals of the dark red rose They both kissed the petals That lay in the white sand It was beautiful To behold

Relationships
LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons, things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation. Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life. It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant. Thank you for being a part of my life, whether you were a reason, a season or a lifetime. Send this to every friend that you have on-line, including the person who sent it to you. If you get: 0 Replies - you may need to work on your "people skills" 2 Replies - you are nice but probably need to be more outgoing 4 Replies - you have picked your friends well 6 Replies - you are downright popular 8 Replies or More - you are totally awesome (and that's probably why you're on MY list

Bush Is Insane
BUSH is INSANE Bush is just going to get a whole lot more people killed in Iraq. And Bush is doing it so he can steal the Iraqi Oil for 2 more years and rob the US treasury blind for his WAR Profiteering buddies.

Speeding Ticket
For those of you who don't know, I got my first ticket this last Sunday. I was taking my sister in law to the Dallas/Ft Worth Airport and got busted for doing 90 in a 65. I know, that's awful! I am very lucky that the guy didn't just take my license or arrest me! It was a State Trooper too and normally Texas State Troopers are real dicks but this guy was nice.... it might have been the fact that when he got to my truck me and my 2 friends were laughing about it instead of giving him hell. hehehe One of my friends said she was surprised he didn't search us on suspicion of drugs cause we were laughing so much! That woulda been REALLY FUCKING FUNNY! Anyways.. I just had to let it out cause it's been bugging me all week. I am not happy with myself because it's gonna cost so much, but I will admit that it was my fault, nobody put a gun to my head and told me to speed. I am now paranoid to speed though. So I guess I learned my lesson. yay for me... hahaha Everyone be safe out there and don

To Hire Or Not To Hire?
I received the following message in response to my search for potential employees with degrees in nuclear science: --------------------------- From: hatchit: ord of the G spot Subject: neucler degree i cat get over your page... i have o degree but make fantastic pipe bombs and other mild explosives.. and perade around USA blowing up random object that fit my critieria... would much like a carere in any type of demolision youi my have on hand... also nano technoligy ----------------------------- What do you think - is he North Korean material?

The Threat Of Me Leaving ....
the threat of me leaving is cancelled. thats right, i am here to stay! lol. well, lets just say, i had a change of heart and that i would miss all of you too much! well, you know i am here to stay . but, it wouldn't fucking kill you to leave comments or pic and / or blog comments! lmao. hit me up and let me know if you are happy if i am staying on?

By The Way
I really only like being rated 10. Yes, I'm vain. It happens. :-D The only thing I really can't stand on comments, is when people start to disrespect other people who have commented. That's just not nice. And about my poems..Most are really old. I'm not depressed (at all) anymore but that doesn't mean I can't love love love love my old poems! I want to say thanks for reading my shiznit. It was just a fluke that I started posting poems like crazy. So here you are...seXy piX and poems/prose... Maybe I'll get some cool stashes or something. XOXO

Damn
well my boyfriend just left...and i still dont know what to think. i mean he once again only touched me when I made him until just before he left. and tryin to talk to him about our relationship is like tellin a kid in a candy store not to touch. i dont want to just give up on him but damn he leaves in like 12 days and there is such a good chance of him being deployed right after AIT that if i dont know what he wants to happen with us i dont know if i can go through that much waiting. it will be hard enough knowing what he wants forget not knowing. all i know is ive about had it with guys who just dont know what they want or that think they only have to be sweet and show that they care when we first get together.....grrrrrr im so sick of always wondering.....

Toy Gun
One shot, head shot, trick shot, popped off Gunpowder explosion like a beautiful song So beautiful it makes me both weak and strong I ascend to the skies as my body hits the ground Your blast creates such a beautiful sound I’m blown back and then sucked in by the vacuum The back draft that keeps me coming back to you Nestle my chin on top of you pistol like finger Tongue trigger, project projectiles into my brain Load you to the hilt and play Russian roulette Spin the chamber with a slap and bet against myself Stick my tongue in the barrel, you’re gonna get so wet So messy So sexy Are you ready? Whitewash your red walls just to repaint them red Right in the center of my thoughts is a dent A shredded striationless embedded bullet If you can read my painted thoughts you can see I understood How a shot to the head could rip through my chest too

The Bulletin I Just Posted
OKAY WELL I THINK ITS PRETTY SAD AN PATHETIC THAT ALL BUT MAYBE A FEW OF YOU ALL HAVE TAKEN A NOTICE TO SOME RECENT NAME CHANGES AND YA KNOW ME AN OUTLAW SPIRITS ARE A BIT UPSET BECAUSE THINGS ARE NOT BEING DONE AS THEY SHOULD BE... I MYSELF HAVE THROWED MY HANDS UP WITH THE WHOLE DAMN THING BECAUSE THE WAY I SEE SOME OF YOU ALL DONT EVEN TAKE THE TIME TO READ A BULLETIN OR REPOST IT LET ALONE ANYTHING ELSE. TAKE ME LAST FEW DAYS I HAVE BEEN HITTING JUST ABOUT EVERYONE OF YOU ALL WITH COMMENTS AND HAVING BEEN RATING PICS AND RATING PROFILES LEFT AN RIGHT IVE ADDED ALL OF YOU TO MY PROFILE PAGE TRYING TO SHOW ALL OF YOU ALL RESPECT AND THAT I DO GIVE A DAMN ABOUT YOU ALL BUT THATS OKAY I DON'T EXSPECT ANYONE OF YOU ALL TO KISS MY ASS I NEVER TREATED YOU ALL LIKE YOU WERE BELOW ME OR ANYTHING ELSE. I WANT TO BE THE TYPE OF HEAD TO THE GROUP WHERE THE MEMBERS CAN APPREICATE THE THINGS THAT MYSELF AN OUTLAW SPIRITS DO WE ARE ALWAYS THINKING AND TALKING ABOUT DIFFERENT WAYS WE CAN MAKE THE

Boycott Starbucks
Heck I prefer Dunkin' Donuts personally but here it is: NO COFFEE FOR THE MARINES Their coffee is tasting more and more bitter..... STARBUCKS DENIES COFFEE TO MARINES Recently Marines in Iraq wrote to Starbucks because they wanted to let them know how much they liked their coffees and to request that they send some of it to the troops there. Starbucks replied, telling the Marines thank you for their support of their business, but that Starbucks does not support the war, nor anyone in it, and that they would not send the troops their brand of coffee. So as not to offend Starbucks, maybe we should not support them by buying any of their products! As a war vet writing to fellow patriots, I feel we should get this out in the open. I know this war might not be very popular with some folks, but that doesn't mean we don't support the boys on the ground fightin g street et-to-street and house-to-house for what they and I believe is right. If you feel the sam

Never Say
never hear a sub say to their Owner 10: How was I supposed to know I wasn't supposed to put your leather pants in the washer? 09: Yeah, right... SPANK THIS! 08: Tomorrow night, I get to tie you up, right? 07: God, you Dom's think the world should bow before you! 06: And just what do you think you are going to do with that paddle? 05: Sorry, I got a date tomorrow night. Some other time, perhaps? 04: Spanking? I-THINK-NOT! 03: Who died and left you in charge? 02: Do your own damn laundry! and the #1 thing you will never hear a sub say to their Master... 01: What do I look like, your maid?

My Writings
Step into my world, i dare you, full of Adventure, lust, and desire Let me take you to a place that’s unknown, Let me lead you to that pleasure domain You have never experienced, Let me teach you to truly feel, let your mind be captivated with your body, Don’t be afraid for this is a passion one that Everyone at one time seeks, Let me arouse all of your senses, Hear our bodies mesh together, feel the Heat being created, Smell the scent of passion, Taste a feast that will tease your appetite, Watch as your body and mind let me take over, Are you curious enough to become tempted, Are you strong enough to experience, Let all your fears and created walls be broken, release yourself to me, allow me to seduce you with all i am and all i have, This is a night that will play in your mind over and over again, Come to me and release all of your inhibitions, Let me have your soul for one night

The Sin Sayer
It walks alone at night . it feeds on the innocent and the weak. It preys upon the ones who have no soul. The ones who do not see the needs of others. It waits in the shadows patiently stalking them. hoping that one comes close. Close enough to be in its reach. Once it has them in its clutches its too late. It takes from them what it needs, feeding on the sins of everyone. Gaining power from the evil it finds in each one . Each night it grows more hungry, never quenching its thirst for sins. Never feeling full on the flesh of redemption. Its eyes are unseen and its face unknown. It will never stop searching for fulfillment. Never reaching its destination. It can never stop looking for the soul it lacks, and can never end its pain.

Sweet Dreams
The blue eyed beauty captivates his mind Thoughts and desires about the rare find He can’t help but wonder at what he does see The most perfect face of an angel there ever will be Thoughts of a shimmering dress as it falls to the floor Thoughts of wild impassioned kisses wanting more Of my tongue and hers in sweet kisses deep Does she know my passion is hers to keep Of thoughts of naked lovers touching before the fire Does she know by my hardness she is my desire Of nibbling her ears and kisses on a downward stream Does she long to feel my tongue kiss more extreme Of licking and sucking her nipples and breast I long for her pleasure and can not rest I need to bring forth ecstasy sublime and true I trail to your thighs nothing else will do I part you so gentle and kiss and do lick I love your wetness you feel so slick The smell of you scent makes me want you more I suck and lick hard and deep your juices pour I drink in your beautiful love with joy I want you to

New Prayer For School
'karen878806' POSTED THIS IN A BULLETIN, I THOUGHT IT WAS GREAT NEW School prayer The Lord's Prayer are not allowed in most public schools anymore Because the word "God" is mentioned.... A kid in Arizona wrote the attached, NEW School prayer. I liked it. Now I sit me down in school Where praying is against the rule For this great nation under God Finds mention of Him very odd. If Scripture now the class recites, It violates the Bill of Rights. And anytime my head I bow Becomes a Federal matter now. Our hair can be purple, orange or green, That's no offense; it's a freedom scene. The law is specific, the law is precise. Prayers spoken aloud are a serious vice. For praying in a public hall Might offend someone with no faith at all. In silence alone we must meditate, God's name is prohibited by the state. We're allowed to cuss and dress like freaks, And pierce our noses, t

Getting Down And Dirty!
Me and my e-girlfriend* getting down! (Give it a little time to load.) She's hot, right? ;c) *I call her my e-girl because chances are about 99% we will never be in the same room. But we love each other dearly. And carnally. I would spend my life with her if I could.

Deletion Of Friends I Haven't Heard From
Ok...batsoupers...The Mage is cleaning up his friends list. If I haven't heard from you in forever you will be deleted soon...so hit me up and show some luv....and let me know your still breathing... Mage

$6 A Pack? (rant)
Ok this is my 1st CT rant, so bear with me. I just got back from the local grocery store to pick up a pack of smokes. As I stood and watched the poor girl ring me up, I handed her my coupon for 'buy 1 get 1 free' from my friends at Camel and was shocked that even with the coupon and the grocery store 'savings' card, my smokes rang up to $6.11. Now, maybe I'm naive, but didnt we just vote against the sales tax increase on cigarettes? What the fuck? How did it go from $4 a pack last week to $6.11 this week. Fuck all these commie, bullshit, liberal law makers who are oh so willing to jack up our taxes at will, without notice. They do it at the grocery store, to small business owners, at the gas pumps, damn near every where. I dont know about you, but I'm fucking sick of this shit. FUCK!!!! Ok, theres more but it wont fit here so fuck it!

Cocks
Ya know I love this site, I have lots of fun here and have met tons of great people, some who have become great friends. One of the things that makes this site so great is the freedom of personal expression, whether thru writings, profiles, icons, or the pics one takes. BUT what pisses me off to no end is these damn people who ask to be friends, I accept and then they leave a comment asking me to comment their pics, sure if I have time I like to see people's pictures and lives but damnit to hell if it's your fucking cock pictures give me the choice to see it or not. Within the last 24 hours I had two like that, being nice or trying to be nice I go see their pics to rate and comment and BAM right in my face. It is my fucking choice to look at those kinds of personal pictures, don't throw it in my face. My eyes are now RAPED and sorry people some of them are NOT all that to be bragging about. People really need to read my profile before asking me to comment pics because in th

Ways To Approach Life
1UNDERSTAND THAT NO ONE IS MORE IMPORTANT THAN YOU ARE,AND THAT NO ONE IS LESS IMPORTANT. 2.YOU UNDERSTAND THAT YOU ARE UNIQUE,AND THAT YOU HAVE CONTRIBUTION TO MAKE TO THIS WORLD. 3.YOU REALIZE THAT THERE ARE NO MISTAKES ONLY LESSONS 4.YOU WORK DAILY TO IMPROVE YOUR SKILLS AND SELF KNOWLEDGE. 5.YOU TAKE PRIDE IN DOinG YOUR BEST 6.YOU PROMOTE SELF CONFIDENCE IN THE PEOPLE WITH WHOM YOU WORK WITH N LIKE 7.YOU PRACTICE WHAT YOU PREACH,YOU WALK YOUR TALK I like to remind myself of this

Exercise!
Exercise Routine New exercise routine. If you're over 40, you might want to take it easy at first, then do it faster as you become more proficient. It may be too strenuous for some. Always consult your doctor before starting any exercise program! SCROLL DOWN... NOW SCROLL UP.. That's enough for the first day. Great job. Have a Beer.

The Collar
Kneeling before me Serving as my heart desires Pleasing beyond any wildest dreams. My Hand softly caressing her cheek. She offers the beauty of the gift one of total trust and control. The softness of this one's smile showing the gift of submission She is to about to bestow and beg me to take. Looking upon the grace of her loveliness... the bareness of her neck... I Set before her a collar. Soft yet cold leather and white golden studs. Her eyes lowering as I place it upon her. A twinkling lock clasping to seal the bond Between this Master and slave. Lifting her chin so her eyes meet mien looking deep int her soul... I see a tear of happiness as it runs from her beautiful eys,dropping down her cheek. Cupping her chin in my hand Her eyes raising to mine Speaking in a soft gentle voice. "From this day forth my lovely one You will wear my collar And I will be your Master. As you serve me well and me me ever proud! I am very pleased.

Heartbreak
Wednesday, November 15, 2006 Heartbreak Current mood: disappointed Category: Romance and Relationships Heart break can come in many forms but for those that are looking for someone honest to be friends with or maybe even to share life with, sometimes it comes from out of nowhere when you least expect it. What is a heart break: Heart break is when you build a friendship with someone and ask for honesty and trust, and they promise to be truthful and you find out the foundation you built with that person is built on lies and myths. Heart Break is when you believe your giving your heart to an honest person, only to find out they are just a big player in game of things. Heart Break is when you know they are lying and you go to them and give them the opportunity to come clean, only to realize your just a pawn and they are still playing the game. Heart Break is knowing he is saying the exact same thing to her that he says to you and you realize your aren't

He's Dumb
I'm crazy about someone that seemed so great and wonderful, but something changed...He went from "I would never blow you off for any reason." to not hearing from him at all. He said he knew I had a kid and it didn't bother him, but when I brought it up, he flaked out on me. I got an e-mail from him 2 days ago after not talking to him for 2 weeks....I have no idea what his malfunction is. He assumed that a blog I posted was about him (it was) and wanted to know why I was mad at him. But the weird thing is, he wasn't just checking out my page, he had to dig through it to even find the blog because it was old enough that it didn't show up. My guy friends have all told me that if he didn't care or like me, he wouldn't have put forth so much energy, effort, and time to e-mail me. Personally, I think he is just dumb.

The One Blog I Will Post Here
When Mistress meets Master The BDSM lifestyle is as individual for everyone that lives it, as there are stars in the sky. No two relationships are the same since it comes from inside us. Though others might have you believe differently, there is no right or wrong way to do it. The only time "wrong" would come into play is if its not consensual, then it's usually called abuse. September 18, 2003 was a night neither Dave nor I will ever forget, which I will explain later. Both of us were fresh out of bad relationships. We always seemed to end up with people who had not figured out who they were and were waiting for us to give them an identity. In order to have a successful BDSM relationship it's very important for you to already have your own identity because it comes out in how you handle your role in the partnership. Some people are born to be the dominant just as some are born to be the submissive. Then, there are people like Dave and I. We are both parts. I tell people that

Before I Was A Mom
Before I was a Mom I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby. I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous. I never thought about immunizations. Before I was a Mom - I had never been puked on. Pooped on. Chewed on. Peed on. I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts. I slept all night. Before I was a Mom I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests. Or give shots. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin. I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep. Before I was a Mom I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put them down. I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much. I never knew that I could love someone so much. I never knew I would love being a Mom. Before I was a Mom - I didn't know the feeling of having my heart outsi

Us Together
Your voice it calls to me. I draw so close to you when we talk...Such a sweetness I hear when I talk to you. Your gentle voice has such a tenderness and compassion in it... Love is what I know I feel for you. Acceptance for all that I am is what you give me. No one till now has understood me as I am and wanted me to be who I am. You have not left me, and nor will u. I know with you I can share my heart and have NO fear.... When we talk sometimes I cry.. Baby, these are NOT tears of sadness but tears of joy... The joy I have found being with you nothing else compares to it. Acceptance is a sweet surprise with you. I have tasted it and I love it. I offer the same things to you that you have given me.... My laughter is so much richer when I am with you...I light up as the noon day sun when I am with you. Giggles from deep in me seem to come ot when we talk. I grin so wide that I think my face will crack sometimes. It is a good thing.... Love, acceptance, peace, joy, passion, s

Geaux Saints
I LIVE IN NEW YORK NOW AS OF LAST MARCH BUT MY HEART STILL REMAINS IN NEW ORLEANS..I LOVE THE SAINTS..REGARDLESS OF THE OUTCOME ON SAT'S GAME..THE SAINTS DID A FANTASTIC JOB AND MADE ME PROUD TO SAY IM FROM LOUISIANA...

Pain...
I hate the cold weather. It is so painful for me. My legs have been constantly aching for the past couple of days and it shows no signs of stopping. I feel like the cold is permeating through my bones. I'm ready for the weather to warm up again.

Flaws
An elderly Chinese woman had two large pots, each hung on the ends of a pole, which she carried across her neck. One of the pots had a crack in it while the other pot was perfect and always delivered a full portion of water, at the end of the long walk from the stream to the house, the cracked pot arrived only half full. For a full two years this went on daily, with the woman bringing home only one and a half pots of water. Of course, the perfect pot was proud of its accomplishments. But the poor cracked pot was ashamed of its own imperfection, and miserable that it could only do half of what it had been made to do. After 2 years of what it perceived to be bitter failure, it spoke to the woman one day by the stream. "I am ashamed of myself, because this crack in my side causes water to leak out all the way back to your house." The old woman smiled, "Did you notice that there are flowers on your side of the path, but not on the other pot's side?" "That's because I ha

Wanna Know More About Me?
1.) What curse word do you use the most? feces!! just kidding...ummm i'll have to go with "fuck". 2.) Do you own an iPod? nah...i have a cheapo mp3 player. 3.) Who on your Myspace "Top 8" do you talk to the most? thor! because i live with him hehe 4.) What time is your alarm clock set for? 6am...i've been an early riser lately. 5.) What color is your house? blue and white...it's pretty :) 6.) Flip flops or sneakers? flip flops in the summer...sneakers in the winter. 7.) Would you rather take the picture or be in the picture? hmmm both i suppose...but i do enjoy taking pictures... 8.) What was the last movie you watched? banditas! it was cute :) 9.) Do any of your friends have children? mmm hmmm! my best friend has a little boy :) 10.) Has anyone ever called you lazy? oh gosh...of course...i call myself lazy all of the time. 11.) Do you ever take medication to help you fall asleep faster? nope...they don't work on me anyway. 12.) What CD is cu

Birthday?
Somehow I must have missed my birthday. CT tells me I'm 55. I'm born april 6, 1952. So this is weird. I was getting depressed already today. I received a letter of the Alzheimerfund and I got a message that I could get a "free" shot against the flue. I belong to the "elderly" who have more risks getting this, the message said. Both letters made me not amused. And now they speed up my age again. it's definitely not my day. It's no fun getting speedy old. NO LOL at all!

Feeling Loved!!!
Most of us in the world need to feel loved to get by, especially when life gets hard and we are faced with challenges!! Thats when we should make others feel loved, not be greedy and care for only ourselves!! For I strongly believe, that in order to receive love, we must first express love for someone first, unconditionally!!! Ofcourse, we all believe in different things! So I challenge you all to show love, unconditionally, to someone, anyone, and see what happens! You will feel a lot better by making others feel special than by waiting for someone to make you feel that way!! We are not here to care for ourselves, thats for someone who loves us to do! We are here to show opthers that without them, we would not be who we are, and we would not love the way we love!!! Its others that bring out the best in us! Lets take some time to show people how much we care about them! It only takes a comment, or maybe something smaller!! Go ahead, I dare you to do it!!!!

Abuse
THERE'S LOTS OF BEHAVIOR THAT CAN BE CONSIDERED ABUSIVE THAT DOES'NT INCLUDE BEING BEATEN ABOUT THE HEAD AND NECK. THAT INCLUDES GETTING YELLED AT, BEING PUBLICALLY HUMILIATED, OR BEING MADE TO FEEL UNATTRACTIVE. IT'S HARD TO FEEL WORTHY OF LOVE WHEN SOMEONE IS GOING OUT OF THERE WAY TO MAKE YOU FEEL WORTHLESS. JUST GETTING OUT OF A RELATIONSHIP LIKE THIS IS NOT ENOUGH, YOU HAVE TO LEARN THAT YOUR WORTH SOMETHING AND THAT YOU ARE STRONG AND CAN MAKE IT ON YOUR OWN. YOU HAVE TO KNOW TO THAT BEING ALONE IS BETTER THAN BEING WITH SOMEONE WHO MAKES YOU FEEL SHITTY OR DOES'NT HONOR THE PERSON YOU ARE, AS THIS IS WORSE. SO STAND UP AND SAY " I LIKE WHO I AM" WHAT YOU SEE IS WHAT YOU GET YOU CAN BE A FRIEND OR NOT THE CHOICE IS YOURS. FOR THESE WOMAN AND SOMETIMES MEN THE ROAD IS NOT EASY BUT ONE TRUE FRIEND CAN MAKE ALL THE DIFFERANCE . TRUST ME: THERE IS ALWAYS AN ANGEL WATCHING OVER YOU

Little Rascals Humor - If Ya Remember Them!!!
One day the little rascals were sitting in school. The teacher walked in, and said, "good morning class. Today we are going to play word games. I'm going to give you a word and I want you to put it in a sentence for me." She said "Spanky you're first. Your word is football." Spanky stood up and proudly said " I threw the football," and sat down. The teacher said "very good Spanky." Then the teacher said, "Darla, you're next. Your word is pretty." Darla stood up and said, " I think I'm very pretty!" Then she sat down. Then the teacher called on Buckwheat. She said, "Buckwheat, you're next. Your word is dictate." Buckwheat stood up looked at Arial, and said, "Hey Darla! How'd my dic tate las nigh?

Re:just My Thoughts, Please Don't Take It Personal
Ok well I guess that I am never gonna find the right guy!!! I am trying to find the right one that wants me for me and I can't figure out why all they want is to hurt!!! I have tried and tried to understand all of them and I can't!!! I guess that I am going to be alone for the rest of my life, LOVE is not in my vocabulary anymore!!! I am going to give up and decided that I would rather be alone then have to deal with this shit any more!!! LOVE is a four letter word like FUCK, SHIT, & DAMN and I am not sure who invented it or every thought it was a good thing, but it really sucks and it hurts way too much!!!! Thanks but no thanks I am at a stage if I just don't feel then maybe I won't get hurt!!!! I hate the feeling that you have when you get hurt. It really sucks!!!!!

Positions
Kind Of Positions I know you like me to fuck you with my mouth to lick and suck on the top of your cock to rub it on the base with one of my hands to message and knead your balls with the other to make a fist and rub the area between balls and ass to move one of my fingers into your ass and fuck it to take your dick deeper into my mouth and move back and forth, up and down to make you come INTO MY MOUTH AND SEE ME SWALLOW IT I know you like to fuck my tits with your cock to rub with the top of your prick over my nipples to make them hard and me get to moan to press my tits together and move in between to fuck them back and forth slow first then fast to let your balls stroke along my belly skin to see me licking your pre come with my tongue to move faster and faster and reach the highest point TO SQUIRT ALL YOUR COMING INTO MY FACE I know you like to fuck my pussy with your mouth to suck on my panties while they are getting wet to lick with your tongue over my

For Blue Eyed
If I could save you the pain I would I know the hurt and have understood I know what it is to love your pet to lose one in anyway is hard even yet remember that they are part of the family That is a pain that is so real to me the hole that they leave is never filled And the empty feeling that leaves us chilled To look for them and know they are gone See them in the mind at play on the lawn That loving nudge from a cold nose the tender looks as they lay in repose The joyful greeting at your return It would be inhuman to not feel the burn to know they are at peace and suffer no more May be the best that life has in store The love never leaves and through it they live It is the greatest gift that any can give By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Knowing
Held by you in this moment we share Knowing it has always been for you I care My soul mate who is all I ever dream of One heart and soul ours forever in love Maybe past lives we shared till now My soul must seek to be with you somehow For you complete me and hold me alone You’re the only love I ever truly have known My desires run wild and my heart takes flight I hold you in our dream all through the night And there I make sweet love only to you The purity of our love is all that will ever do By R. Thomas Dinsmore

I've Had Enough
so i have decided i've had enough... enough of being treated like i don't matter, enough of being being lied to, enough of pretty much being told " fuck you" without so many words. so this goes out to anyone who has every lied to me, treated me like i wasn't equal or anything else even remotely like it. screw you!! thank you and have a nice day.

Wtf
I know that people want people to read their bulletins, I know I want people to read mine, but DAMN!!! More and more people are very demanding: "If you don't read this your off my friends list" "read this or I delete you" "if you don't repost forget about being my friend". Well you know what??? I DON'T WANT FRIENDS LIKE THAT Delete my ass if you want to, if your gonna be that petty then DO IT. I posted bulletins that didn't get read or reposted but I always send my love in them, regardless because they are MY FRIENDS and I don't expect them to jump threw hoops for me just to stay my friend. That's not what friendship is about. Now I see this "read and repost or your deleted" and I don't bother to read. So I don't want your so-called "friendship", so you go ahead and take me off your friends list, block me, whatever, but I don't HAVE to do something on a threat. LOVE TO ALL MY CHERRIES!!! That's my rant, that's my statement, period.

Thank You, Norml
Two recent studies should be the final nails in the coffin of the lie that has propelled some of this nation's most misguided policies: the claim that smoking marijuana somehow causes people to use hard drugs, often called the "gateway theory." Such claims have been a staple of the White House Office of National Drug Control Policy under present drug czar John Walters. Typical is a 2004 New Mexico speech in which, according to the Albuquerque Journal, "Walters emphasized that marijuana is a 'gateway drug' that can lead to other chemical dependencies." The gateway theory presents drug use as a tidy progression in which users move from legal drugs like alcohol and tobacco to marijuana, and from there to hard drugs like cocaine, heroin and methamphetamine. Thus, zealots like Walters warn, marijuana is bad because it leads to things that are even worse. It's a neat theory, easy to sell. The problem is, scientists keep poking holes in it -- the two new studies being are just the mo

Revered To A Certain Destiny.
the other day i had a revelation.. everything i have experienced, Getting fired, moving, Death of a loved one, Heartbreak, Lust, Love, pain, psychological torment, Divorce, getting a job, school, Getting high, Car accidents, Injury, Dreams, Drinking, Premonitions, Backstabbing, Deceit, Freindship, Rage. it has followed me this whole way. there is one thing i've desired most. and that is to raise a family, is it because my dad pressures me to find a mate, i don't know. I don't know if it's biological, or if i was trained this way. none of these things i have listed compare to the responseability that comes with bringing a child into the world. i have been to countless parties, met countless people. drank my way into the depths of oblivion. walked along the beaches with a freind sang songs at volumes most would be to embarased to do. all these things and more have taught me much about life. and though i may not be ready, i am prepared to face the challenge of being a father. to le

Cannot Believe It ...
just bloody got caught speeding ......... bloody policceman sitting in a bus stop didnt see him till the last minute and he zapped me with those stupid ray gun things ...... doing 49 in a 40 .... pluh !!!!!!! 60 quid fine and 3 points on my license which is not good at all im so pissed i know i only have myself to blame but this week has been seriously pants !!!!! pluh pluh and triple pluh !!!

The Luckiest Man In The World
01/12/07 I have to say this, but I have the best Girlfriend in the world. Today, while I was at work, I planned on seeing her for just a bit. She totally suprised me by packing me a lunch today. I know most of you might think, so what? Well for me, that really meant a lot to me. I was in a 12 year marriage. 7 years was a loveless one. She NEVER did anything like that for me. Not that I expected that, but once in awhile would have been nice. But enough of that. not going to rehash and old wound. My wound has been healed by Heather and I am very happy to have her in my life. I love you Heather. My heart belongs to you!!!! ok, ok, I know i'm getting mushy, but for the first time in a long time, i'm happy. Thanks for listening, Jason

No Map In This New Territory
We are traveling into new territorys in this new ago of increased energy and opening of the heart and mind we all are venturing into new territory, that has not been explored. So don't let it overwhelm you. Take some time off from as much as you can, so you can process all the new information coming forth and heal from the increase of new energies and vibrations. Once you begin to take some down time, you can make your own map. Remember that guidance continues to come forth always, so when we are quiet and resting our minds, bodys and spirits, we are more open than when we are rushing all over, stressed, and in the actual mode of gathering information. There is no doubt that there is certainly something going on, and it is universal. Not only are we involved in it but the whole universe is shifting. Our minds, body's and lives are transforming, and our spirit's are jumping for joy over it all. But the best part, is that it is happening to multitudes of people. All light and spirit

Excited!
Well I just took the ASVAB yesterday morning and my recruiter said my score is what they call alpha so aparently I can have the job I want. I want to be an mp so i'm excited! Most of my friends are pissed that I'm going into the military but I just wish they would support me 110%. I'd be behind anyone of you guys no matter what you wanted to do. I'm signing on Tuesday so I'm not changing my mind at all!

I Get It, Okay?
I had a dream last night that just cemented everything: I lived with my family on this huge plot of land with gardens and houses and a few small businesses. I decided I was going to be more helpful, so I went out to weed the front garden. I accidentally pulled up a few flowers, but since I got everything by the roots I was able to carefully put them back in the soil. My mom and dad walked by, and my dad went all ballistic: "What the HELL are you doing? You pulled up all my ground cover! Some of these plants are going to die without this!" I started crying and went to the main kitchen to mop the floor. Part way through my mom came in: "You need to stop now. We can't be working in here with the floors wet like this." I took my mop and bucket to the small restaurant nearby, thinking I could help them because their floors are always so dirty. The woman working there started yelling at me in Spanish as I scrubbed layers of dirt off the floor. I told her I only know E

Fyi For All The New People!
For those who have messaged me! I am 30 years old I am a full time mom and college student I do not "Yahoo" I love to chat on IRC and I can be found there all the time since I have my own network. I am not a stupid girl :) I am not here to "hook up" YOU will not see me naked I am shy I drink Pepsi I love music My fave TV shows are Lost/ER/CSI/Charmed and I like reality shows like The surreal Life and Hells Kitchen. I am watching the Grease one now. I do not think I am anything special. I was not the pretty popular girl in Highschool or anything. My Birthday is April 30th I have 3 computers I am a 80s and 90s junkie...I love pop culture Now reply and tell me stuff about you! You wanna be "friends" well tell me about you!!!!! And don't hit and run on my blog..its insulting..you read it reply!

Nothing Is The Same
Nothing seems the same anymore.. i dont know what to do.. i am losing all my friends well at least it feels that way and i hate it. i want everything to be the way it used to be but it isnt that way anymore. i dodnt know what thehell happened!!!! i hate it... im losing everything.... maybe i just dont deserve anything.. i gotta go..... comment me people....

Quitting Smoking Is A Pain In My Ass
Granted, I know it's good for me and good for the environment and blah blah blah, but it's still, nonetheless, a pain in my ass. I switched to lights, which, I know, really doesn't do anything. And then i switched to light 72s. The other day I was down to four a day, but then last night I went out to a party at some friends of Des's and smoked a jillion cuz i was drinking. But at least the boundries I've set for myself are helping. No smoking in the car. No smoking before noon or after midnight. And since I've started school, I'm in class a lot, I can't smoke those hours, so that works out... I guess. My goal is to be completely rid of them by mid Feb., which is a month from now, so i think that's reasonable. We'll see. Four...Three...Two...One. This packing business also sucks. I move in two weeks and have almost nothing done. Eh, results typical for me.

What Is This Picture?
WHAT IS THIS PICTURE? Obviously, it's a picture in a cemetery. What cemetery and whose grave? Sadly, it's the grave of Casey Sheehan. After two years, and a DoD p ayment of $250,000 to the "Peace Mom", Cindy Sheehan has not had the time or bothered to have a headstone placed on this young hero's grave. And, she doesn't even have to pay for one, the DoD will provide one: "The Department of Veterans Affairs (VA) furnishes upon request, at no charge to the applicant, a government headstone or marker for the grave of any deceased eligible veteran in any cemetery around the world. For all deaths occurring before September 11, 2001, the VA may provide a headstone or marker! only for graves that are not marked with a private headstone. Flat markers in granite, marble, and bronze and upright headstones in granite and marble are available. The style chosen must be consistent with existing monuments at the place of burial. Niche markers are also available to mark columbar

What Sign R U
WHICH ONE ARE YOU?? I AM A VIRGO WAHOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!! GEMINI Nice. Love is one of a kind. Great listeners Very Good in bed. Lover not a Fighter But Still Punch Your Lights Out .Trustworthy CANCER Great Kisser. Very high sex appeal. Great in bed. Most horny. PISCES Caring. Smart. Center of attention. Too Sexy, DAMN IT. Very high sex appeal. Has the last word. LIBRA Very gentle. Nice. Love is one of a kind. Silly and fun! Have own unique sexiness. Most caring person you will ever meet! GREAT in Bed. CAPRICORN Sassy. Intelligent. Sexy. Predict future. Irrestible, awesome kisser. Great talker. Always gets what he or she wants. AQUARIUS Trustworthy. Sexy. Rare to find. Loves being in long relationships. Extremly energetic. Amazing in bed, the BEST lovers. ARIES Outgoing. Spontanious. No one to fuck with. Have own unique sexiness. Unpredictable. Erotic. Funny. Addictive. Take you on trips to the moon in bed. TAURUS Aggr

What Is It?
Love...... what is love nowadays? To some it means a lot of things, but do they know what the true meaning of it is? People care to much about material things or love seeing the pain of others. What do you get out of it? Taking pleasure in the pain of others solves nothing. hell you get a good laugh out of it. Dont sit there everyone and use my kindness as a sign of weakness. BIG MISTAKE!!!! Thats when you're gonna see my bad side. Revenge? why? what do I get out of it? to see the pain of someone else? Shit on that ladies and gentlemen. Im probably one of the few guys left in this world that gives a damn about people, their feelings and etc. Love, is the willingness to go that extra mile, it asks for nothing in return except the same thing....love. a good bit of people out there bitch and whine and piss and moan about how they wish they had someone that could love them. Treat others as they would treat you. real love doesnt have to use their body to get what they want.

How Do You Handle This???
how do you handle this??? how do you know who the right person is for you? what would you do when you think you have found the right person? what are ladies looking for in guys and do they know what guys are looking for in the ladies? i am trying to figure this out so i can figure out where i want to go with my life.

New Cherry Feature!!!!! Crush Button!!!!!!
What is a crush? A crush is an anonymous infatuation with another CherryTAP member! You may only have a crush on one member at a time, but you can change or remove it whenever you like. If anyone has a crush on you, it'll tell you how many on your homepage and public profile page, but it won't tell you *who* they are! You'll need to find that out on your own... :-) When you have a crush on another member, they'll receive an alert that someone has a crush on them, but it won't say who....

Threats And Intimidation?
ok so here's the scenerio, no names mentioned and this can be hypothetical. a somewhat famous and highly rated celebrity here on CT is assisting a friend. now mind you this person rates points as the number one priority for being here, while assisting this friend, bulletins after bulletin is posted to the point where their annoying and the promoter ask for blasts to be bought for this friend that is being helped out. when there's no response to this, many views but no response, this celebrity threathens to leave CT which by the way this prank has been pulled before to get even more ratings. I for one am not motivated to assist someone who threatens and tries to intimidate me but this course of action, but that is my opinion. and now I would like you to express your views on this...

The Midget
Subject: The Texas Midget The testicles of a Texas midget hurt and ached almost all the time. The midget went to the doctor and told him about his problem. The doctor told him to drop his pants and he would have a look so the midget dropped his pants. The doctor stood him up onto the examining table, and started to examine him. The doctor put one finger under his left testicle and told the midget to turn his head and cough, the usual method to check for a hernia."Aha!" mumbled the doctor, and as he put his finger under the right testicle, he asked the midget to cough again. "Aha!" said the doctor once more. The doctor then reached for his surgical scissors. Snip-snip-snip-snip on the right side... Then snip-snip-snip-snip on the left side. The midget was so scared he was afraid to look, but noted with amazement that the snipping did not hurt. The doctor then told the midget to walk around the examining room to see if his testicles still hurt. The midget was absolutely delig

Well This Is Entertaining
you know something weird happened today i ran into someone who has actually in just a few minutes of talking has shown the signs of a great friend. She is inteligent and gorgeous and has a very cute laugh.I just figured i would open up and say she seems so sweet so maye just maybe i will add another true friend to the ones i have.

So Here I Sit And Ponder...
Now this is where you will see me at my best. My mind has no limits at this point. I create the orgasm that will make you tremble until the wave washes you ashore. I am God right now. And you can not take this away from me. You will listen and pay attention. You will obey my every word without hesitation. If you fail to obey there will be consequences. And please do not apologize, it only makes it worse. To my point. If there was a reason to care for me would you acknowledge it? Or would you wait around until you felt comfortable in your own skin at the risk of losing? Would you be upset if I died tonight and you never had the chance to speak to me as you want to? Or am I just insane to think that this moral train of thouhgt is even inside you? Now. Me being the person I am, my words conflict and I know this. And I also know that whoever will read this will wonder who this is directed to. This is in no way in a compass. There is no north or south. This is for anyone. And als

Ohh A Crush Button!......lol
I love the concept of the newly added "crush" button on CT...but lawdhavemercy, brace yourself for the drama that is going to be on the horizon since you can only crush one person at a time and we have a bunch of playa playa's on CT....LOL. One crush button and running game on more than one person? Who gets the crush?...HA! This is going to be good, who's got my popcorn? The bulletins are starting to fill with "who did it?" or "who's crushing me"....now look if they wanted you to know....lol, they'd tell YOU! That's the whole point...let curiosity kill the cat so to speak and have fun with it. The first person who comes to me and says "Stang, I crushed on this guy/girl and they didn't crush me back...." will be bitch slapped....LOL Bouncers can do nothing about that....LOL

I Will Never Forget
Well, last night my sister and myself stayed the night at the hospital and Sassy Girl came up and visited to make sure we were alright and to be there for us with us and help comfort us . When my sister and I woke up this morning, we were told my mother's condition worsened overnight. Her kidneys had basicly shut down and they doubled up the medication to keep her blood pressure and heart beat at normal levels. The DR came in and said today would have to be the day to decide to take her off life support and let her go peacefully or keep her on it and drag it out for , at least, 2 more weeks, knowing nothing, not even dialysis , could help her turn her health around. Basically, he was telling us the ultimate solution would be death. By 1pm today, we had made the decision to take her off and try to make her feel as comfortable as the countdown for her life began. At 2pm, we notified the docs what our decision was, and the staff started to turn off the medication for her blood pressur

Contest
Hello 2 all my friends here on Cherry. I am entering a contest that will start tonight. And end next sunday 21st at 10 pm. Its for the Sexiest Cherry without makeup contest. Comment bombing and ratings count. I have entered 2 contests before, but came in late by a week on both. So I wanted to enter one last contest that Im in from the beginning. So to all my friends, come bomb me to death lol I'm the type whenever someone needs my help, im there, be nice if all.......... my friends would come help me out, would appreciate it alot. Keep an eye out on ur bullentins, I will be posting and reposting info for the contest. Thanks so much!! Jen

January 2007
Hello to all my friends and fans and much love to all of you. I have had a recent streak of bad luck. I found out my mother has lung cancer and I take her for her radiation treatment which has been hard enough but then on New Years Eve some low life stole my wallet with most of my money and all my ID which hasn't been easy getting all back again. Now I have to move due to the fact my slumlord wouldn't keep the building up to code so I may be offline after this month hopefully for only a couple of weeks. Just want to say sorry if I have missed some comments or photo ratings, I try to return all the love I get. Thank you and May this year be a whole lot better than last year. Amen! With much Love, Babs xxxooo

Re: I Don't Care Either !!!
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: AMERICAS MILITARY, POLICE & FIREFIGHTERS Date: 1/13/2007 WOW ........ is this laying it on the line or what? The lady who wrote this letter is Pam Foster of Pamela Foster and Associates in Atlanta . She's been in business since 1980 doing interior design and home planning. She recently wrote a letter to a family member serving in Iraq ....... Read it! "Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not started by Islamic people who brought it to our shores on September 11, 2001 ? Were people from all over the world, mostly Americans, not brutally murdered that day, in downtown Manhattan , across the Potomac from our nation's capitol and in a field in Pennsylvania ? Did nearly three thousand men, women and children die a horrible, burning or crushing death that day, or didn't they? And I'm supposed to care that a copy of the Koran was "desecrated" when an overworked American soldier kic

You Know You're From Texas...
You know you're from TEXAS... This is GREAT!!!!! *You can properly pronounce Corsicana, Ennis, Waxahachie, Palestine, Decatur, Wichita Falls, San Antonio, Waco, and Amarillo. *A tornado warning siren is your signal to go out in the yard and look for a funnel. *You've ever had to switch from "heat" to "A/C" in the same day. *You know that the true value of a parking space is not determined by the distance to the door, but by the availability of shade. *You think everyone from a bigger city has an accent. ****You measure distance in minutes. * *Little Smokies are something you serve only for special occasions. *You listen to the weather forecast before picking out an outfit. *You know cowpies are not made of beef. *Someone you know has used a football schedule to plan their wedding date. *You have known someone who has had one belt buckle bigger than your fist. *You aren't surprised to find movie rental, ammunition, and bait all in the same store.

Mr Shwartz
A mortician was working late one night. He examined the body of Mr. Schwartz, about to be cremated, and made a startling discovery. Schwartz had the largest private part he had ever seen! "I'm sorry Mr. Schwartz," the mortician commented, "I can't allow you to be cremated with such an impressive private part. It must be saved for posterity." So, he removed it, placed it in a jar of formaldehyde, and took it home. "I have to show you something you won't believe," he said to his wife, taking the jar out of his briefcase. "My God!" the wife exclaimed, "Schwartz is dead?!?!"

Friends
I am asking that anyone that would like to stay on my friends list please let me know.Seems most just want to because of points.If you don't want to actually be friends and get to know me that is cool just let me know...Thank you

My Soul
Why can't I find someone that truly understands me? My soul is dark and in that respect, I am consumed by the darkness never to see light in my soul again. I wonder what would happen if I ever did find someone that could see the darkness in my soul and not care if my soul was tainted with darkness? Could that even be possible? I don't think so. When they do see how dark my soul really is, they find a reason to run away. The question? What am I supposed to do? The answer, who knows.

My New Outlook On Life!
Ok well I see life in a funny way as of right now! Maybe we shouldnt hate or dislike people that lie/Try to ruin our lives and judge us! For its quite ovious that these people have nothing better to do and must be so miserable that they stalk u or create circles n such! I pity people that judge and play into it! Its quite pointless now that I think about it! Why even let it bug u? I do find it odd that our governments try to dominate the world and take land then give a set of rules n if u dont follow them u are labeled! One day It will be to late to wake up to the illusions! I think that the war on drugs should have never been started for weed could fix the envirnment and eliminate the use of oil! Not to mention the government and taliban both make money off the drugs n gun trade! So.. Free = the way to be! If You dont want a country to have nukes get rid of yours! Solar power to all and Lets all be free lol Iv said my peace of mind for today! now peace to all and....

I Did It.. I Did It!!
Well, I passed the riding portion of the motorcycle class!! woohoo!! I am VERY sore though. I have muscles hurt that I never knew I had...If someone were to tell me that I could do a figure 8 in a box, I would have laughed at them, but I did it... I did go out of the lines some, but I did it and that's all that matters to me. Tomorrow night is the written portion, but I don't think I will have a problem with that!! I never knew riding a motorcycle was so hard and that you really have think about your movements!! I don't care if I ever ride a bike, but the fact that I CAN do it is all I need.. lol.

Cherry Tap Marriage
!!!This is called CHERRYTAP MARRIAGE! The first person to message you saying "I do." will be your Cherrytap Husband/Wife. Now, this is just for fun so you can have a boyfriend or girlfriend in real life. You'd be surprised who wants to be yours.=) {Repost this or your marrige will be plagued with bad luck. Repost it with the title of "cherrytap marriage'' }

Worst Day Ever...
Ok so pretty much this is how my day went yesterday, found out my brother left for Afghanistan, and still unsure of whether I will ever see him again...girlfriend leaves me...get pissed off at a friend....get ditched by a different friend who i was supposed to be hanging out with last night, and to top it all off, I walked home, alone, 5 miles....in the rain. In light of these events, I now know how little I feel now, how cursed I am on this thing called love...I feel expendible, lonely, and yet again, completely unwilling to love to spare myself pain. I just wish I could live out the rest of my days without feeling anything...I'm sick and tired of being hurt by people I thought I could depend on. My only hope is that one day I find someone who would throw caution to the wind to be with me. Someone who wouldnt take my love for granted... I'll live though, I'll move on, and eventually I'll forget.

Nice Guys
This is a tribute to the nice guys. The nice guys that finish last, that never become more than friends, that endure hours of whining and bitching about what assholes guys are, while disproving the very point. This is dedicated to those guys who always provide a shoulder to lean on but restrain themselves to tentative hugs, those guys who hold open doors and give reassuring pats on the back. This is in honor of the guys that obligingly reiterate how cute, beautiful, smart, funny, sexy their female friends are at the appropriate moments; because they know most girls need that kind of support. This is in honor of the guys with open minds, with laid-back attitudes, with honest concern, with emotional souls, and with broken hearts. This is in honor of the guys who respect a girl’s every facet, from her privacy to her theology to her needs. This is for the guys who escort their drunk, bewildered female friends back from parties and never take advantage of them, for the guys who accompany

Lost It
lost it a long time ago it is my mind dont you know it was a good mind i have to say if i had it anyway so i go day to day mind less but you know ignorents is bliss so her i go again oh no i lost aneather friend if you read thanks alot but hold on to youre mind whith all you gotr

About Me If You Want To Know More About Me
Well this is about me! I was born in Santa Cruz California. Was put up for adoption and was adopted by my new parents when I was 9 month old. My birth family is from Ireland and where here on Vacation. I have no Idea why they put me up for adoption. But I thank them now. I grew up in a small town near Santa Cruz. I went to a Military school till the middle of my freshman year in high school. I transfered to public school and thats where I stayed till I Graduated. My junior year my first daughter was born. ( Melissa Ann )Her mother moved away taking Melissa away from me in 1987. She left me because she thought I cheated on her but I never did. I grew up with Bikers, Cowboys, Red Necks and Motorheads. We grew up to respect our elders and to stand up for our selves. I joined The USMC in 1990 and went to Desert Storm. I left the USMC in 1994 and went into truck driving. I drove all over the United States for 2 years then went local. I got Married in 1997 and had a b

Please Take A Moment.....
I AM SURE THAT WE ALL KNOW WHAT TOMORROW IS...IF YOU DONT, GET WITH THE PROGRAM. THIS IS NOT TO GET POINTS....ITS TO HONOR A MAN THAT WELL DESERVES IT. TOMORROW IS A DAY FOR HONOR...FOR A MAN THAT WAS LIKE, LOVE AND HATED. A MAN THAT WILL STAY IN OUR HEARTS FOR EVER. HIS WORDS WERE TURE AND HONEST. THIS IS MY HERO...SOME OF YOU MAY NOT RECALL HIS SPEECH, IF NOT GO RESEARCH IT AND IF YOU DO, TAKE HEED TO HIS WORDS....WE ALL HAVE A DREAM...AND YES WE ALL ARE CREATED EQUAL. TOMORROW WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT WHAT HOILDAY IT IS...TAKE A MOMENT IN SILENCE TO HONOR A MAN THAT WLL NEVER BE FORGOTTON.

Blondes In A Theatre
Two blones walk into a ark theatre to watch a movie they sit down and a guy coms and sits beside one of them. After a while she leans over toher friend and says, "The guy next to me is jerking off!" the otherblonde says, "Oh just ignore him!" thefirst blonde says, "I can't he is useing my hand."

Love....
this is what I posted on my other page on myspace..... well, a couple of months ago I remember reading someone's blog & he mentioned that women fall into one of three catagories - Liars, Cheaters or Thieves.... & at the time, I know why he wrote what he wrote. But now that I think about it, how come guys don't see themselves falling into one of those catagories as well?? I don't really know about the Thieves...but the Liars & Cheaters. Some guys lie to the ones they are supposed to love, the ones being loyal to them, in order to cheat. It seems fun to them to go out & be w/ someone else, they don't see any wrong in doing so, it's a game to them. But they seem to forget that doing so hurts the one that they love & they don't realize it, or they do & just don't care. So, how can a guy say that women should fall under these catagories but not say that guys should do the same, you know, fall under the same catagories?? Does anyone have an answer? Cuz I would really like to know, I wanna

Midnight Lovers
Our naked bodies clinched together in bliss, Here on this cool beautiful night, embracing each other in an eternal kiss. the moon caresses our bodies at will. Slowly we look into each others eyes, then i gently brush the hair from your cheek, in my eyes you see the depth of starry skies. our passions forbidding us to speak. My soft lips cascade down your neck kissing, kisses burning like fire within, kisses that bring you passions and desires, showing the love we have been missing. burning embers ignite within releashing the fire. Flames of passions surface making you quiver, my gentle hands caress your body all over, the cool breeze makes your body shiver. I hear you moan softly over and over. The pleasure that is building in you excites me, You feel my warm breath against your skin, Your body is responding to my body now. I feel my manhood growing from within. Slowly i kiss my way down to your nipples, my tounge caressing them making them hard, throug

I Think I Have A Stalker....
What do you call it when someone repeatedly looks at your profile but NEVER rates anything, NEVER leaves a comment, NEVER does anything but show up on the list of profile viewers? I know who it is and I know why...but I don't have to like it, lol. But...whatever, I guess. If it makes her happy to check me out every now and then, I guess she can have fun with that. I have no desire to argue or fight or anything of that nature. Just had to get that off my chest. :)

I Love My Computer (fun Song!)
I love my computer You make me feel alright Every waking hour And every lonely night I love my computer For all you give to me: Predictable errors and no identity And it's never been quite so easy I've never been quite so happy All I need to do is click on you And we'll be joined In the most soul-less way And we'll never ruin each other's day 'cuz when I'm through I just click And you just go away I love my computer You're always in the mood I get so turned on When I turn on you I love my computer You never ask for more You can be a princess Or you can be my whore And it's never been quite so easy I've never been quite so happy The world outside is so big But it's safe in my domain Because to you I'm just a number And a clever screen name All I need to do is click on you And we'll be together for eternity And no one is ever gonna take my love From me because I've got security Her password and a key

I Have A Dream
I have a dream that one day this nation will rise up and live out the true meaning of its creed: "We hold these truths to be self-evident: that all men are created equal." I have a dream that one day on the red hills of Georgia the sons of former slaves and the sons of former slaveowners will be able to sit down together at a table of brotherhood. I have a dream that one day even the state of Mississippi, a desert state, sweltering with the heat of injustice and oppression, will be transformed into an oasis of freedom and justice. I have a dream that my four children will one day live in a nation where they will not be judged by the color of their skin but by the content of their character. I have a dream today. I have a dream that one day the state of Alabama, whose governor's lips are presently dripping with the words of interposition and nullification, will be transformed into a situation where little black boys and black girls will be able to join hands with little white boys an

Crushes
i know this is just a cute little thing but i can definately tell from the lack of any attention i have gotten means only 1 thing..... means i have been way too tolerant of listening to smutt coming from the bulk of the men whom speak to me.... i've been rather friendly up to this point but i can see now that means nothing....so, i guess i'm back to wearing the B***h hat again if you are a guy and want to talk to me...you can treat me with dignity and repect (as all ladies deserve) or you all can go F**k yourselves many razor blade kisses, -Hell

Im A Cancer With Green Eyes, What Are You?
Repost with your sign and eye color....Then everyone knows how you really are! VIRGO: Dominant in relationships. Sexy. Someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget. Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness. SCORPIO: Can be mean. EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Energetic. Predict future. Most erotic. Freak in bed. GREAT kisser. Always get what they want. Sexy. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Caring. LIBRA: Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique sexiness. Most caring person you will ever meet. Amazing in Bed. Not the kind of person you wanna fuck with, they'll make you cry. The most irresistible. ARIES: Outgoing. Lovable. Spontanious. Not one to fuck with. Erotic. Funny. Tak

Please Read
OK, I am gonna say this and I hope that noone is offended by what I am about to say. I LOVE CherryTap. It is the only place that I can be me. In my everyday life and anywhere else I have to hide what I am inside. But on CT I can let the true me shine through. And if you look at my page you will see what I mean. Also, being married to a very controlling and mentally abusive man for 18 years has done a number on my self esteem. So when I joined this site I did put a few "NSFW" shots of me in a privite albumn. You would not believe the comments and what it has done to improve my self esteem. I have met several men and women on here that I have become great friends with. Then we have the, well I guess you can say, pervs. All they want is to see your privite pics. Show me a webcam, please let me see. Well, If you read my page I say plainly "DO NOT ASK!" My privite pics are for me to decide who I want to see them. Dont ask me if that is all you want. Find a porn site to masturbate of

10 Thoughts For 2007
reprint from an E-mail I recieved Ten Things to Ponder for 2007... #10 Life is sexually transmitted. #9 Good health is merely the slowest rate at which one can die #8 Men have two emotions: Hungry and Horny. If you see him without an erection, make him a sandwich. #7 Give a person a fish and you feed them for a day; teach a person to use the internet and they won't bother you for weeks. #6 Some people are like a slinky... not really good for anything, but you still can't help but smile when you shove them down the stairs. #5 Health nuts are going to feel stupid someday, lying in the hospital dying of nothing #4 All of us could take a lesson from the weather. It pays no attention to criticism. #3 Why does a slight tax increase cost you two hundred dollars, and a substantial tax cut saves you thirty cents??? #2 In the 60's, people took LSD to make the world weird. Now the world is weird and people take Prozac to make it normal. AND THE NUMBER ONE THOUGHT

Libra.. [love Profile]
Your positive traits: You are open minded enough to date outside your typical "type" ... successfully! You are diplomatic - and likely to end a fight instead of dragging things out. You are easily loyal and faithful, but only for the right person. Your negative traits: You're a bit gullible, and partners take advantage of you. You still may not know it. You find it difficult to decide where to go to dinner, what movie to watch, who to date... You have to be in a relationship, or else you just don't feel like yourself. Your ideal partner: A smooth talker who enjoys socializing as much as you to. Someone classy and cultured who knows which wine to order with dinner. Is beautiful to you - although not necessarily attractive in the traditional sense. Your dating style: Romantic. If your date comes bearing flowers, wine, and poetry... well, your heart soars. Your seduction style: Giving. Your lover's pleasure is as important as your own.

Rude Ass Poeple!!!!
Have you ever noticed that people feel they have the right to be rude or an ass. However, when someone does the same to them they get offensive. Maybe they should treat people as they want to be treated(or at least pretend that they are an adult).

Taste The Rainbow? No. Suck The Volcano!
It shows up one week before the new-year and sticks around for a couple weeks after. It carries the same weight as when people ask you in college, "What's your major?" What's your New Year's resolution? I'd really love to figure out the true percentages, but for the most part new year's resolutions revolve around losing weight or quitting smoking or getting more "me" time. Every once in a while you hear something different, but not so new: "I'm swearing off men this year." "I'm going to get a new job." "I'm going to spend more time with my family." Etc., etc… I don't know anyone who has ever stuck with a resolution past the month of March. There's something about two-and-a-half months of diligence that makes people slip-up. "Sure I've been good, maybe I'll just smoke ONE cigarette, or maybe I'll have another slice of pie, or maybe I don't have to look for a new job THIS hard, blah blah blah…" It's people with weak minds who come UP with resolutions in the first

Cigarettes And Tampons
A man walks into a pharmacy and wanders up & down the aisles. The sales girl notices him and asks him if she can help him. He answers that he is looking for a box of tampons for his wife. She directs him down the correct aisle. A few minutes later, he deposits a huge bag of cotton balls and a ball of string on the counter. She says, confused, "Sir, I thought you were looking for some tampons for your wife? He answers, "You see, it's like this, yesterday, I sent my wife to the store to get me a carton of cigarettes, and she came back with a tin of tobacco and some rolling papers; cause it's sooo-ooo--oo-ooo much cheaper. So, I figure if I have to roll my own ... so does she.

The Purina Diet
I was in Wal-Mart buying a large bag of Purina for my dogs and was in line to check out. A woman behind me asked if I had a dog........ Duh! I was feeling a bit crabby so on impulse, I told her no, I was starting The Purina Diet again, although I probably shouldn't because I'd ended up in the hospital last time, but that I'd lost 50 pounds before I awakened in an intensive care unit with tubes coming out of most of my orifices and IV's in both arms. Her eyes about bugged out of her head. I went on and on with the bogus diet story and she was totally buying it I told her that it was an easy, inexpensive diet and that the way it works is to load your pockets or purse with Purina nuggets and simply eat one or two every time you feel hungry. The package said the food is nutritionally complete so I was going to try it again. I have to mention here that practically everyone in the line was by now enthralled with my story, particularly a tall guy behind her. Horrified, she aske

Damn Right
The following has been attributed to State Representative Mitchell Aye from GA. This guy should run for President one day... "We the sensible people of the United States, in an attempt to help everyone get along, restore some semblance of justice, avoid more riots, keep our nation safe, promote positive behavior, and secure the blessings of debt-free liberty to ourselves and our great-great-great-grandchildren, hereby try one more time to ordain and establish some common sense guidelines for the terminally whiny, guilt ridden, delusional, and other bed-wetters. We hold these truths to be self evident: that a whole lot of people are confused by the Bill of Rights and are so dim they require a Bill of NON-Rights." ARTICLE I: You do not have the right to a new car, big screen TV, or any other form of wealth. More power to you if you can legally acquire them, but No one is guaranteeing anything. ARTICLE II: You do not have the right to never be offended. This country is Based

I Have Decided That
Some people here wouldn't know what the hell being a friend is if it bit them in the ass. I hate popularity contest and ppl who only want to friend you because it looks good that you are on their list. Ill make friends with all the hot girls and that will make me more special. I also hate conceited guys. Driveeeeeeeeeees me nuts. I know who my true friends are! Every time I try and spend time on here something inevitably ticks me off. And no I don't have PMS this week!

I Am Living A Dawsons Creek Re-run (military Style)
Man I wonder how i got myself here in all this, Not that i think i am complaining i dont think i am. For those who have not the idea what i am talking about. I happen to be stuck in a great big middle ground between a woman who has been the love of my life since i was 13 years old. And my best friend and we have not known each other as long but damn it sure feels like it. I think i know her better then her own supposed mate does. So how do i get myself in these messes? i was honest. Goes to show you that being honest can get you in trouble too lol. I think of one as much as i think of the other and dream of one as much as the other. I look forward to seeing them both. Ah i guess i will just have to work threw it all? i do know i am looking forward to smelling the ocean again. And watch the battleships come in and out of dock. But i guess being a military officer has something to do with it. Well i guess thats all for now. later all

Royal Flush...
Seems like poker is the IN thing these days, mainly Texas Hold 'em. However for straight poker fans, here's a tip-A Royal Flush will get 'em most of the time. just watch out for your "queens". She may lie to you....

The Memory Tree
I remember when danced beneath the old oak tree, hand in hand remembering the way we used to be. Kissing in the moonlight for the very first time, was an unspoken promise, between your heart and mine. You gave shelter to my soul from the frigid night air, as we swayed to the rhythm of my heart's answered prayer. From the warmth in your eyes I could suddenly see, that together we would dance for all eternity. Yes, I knew you were the one right from the very start, God made a perfect angel then placed you in my heart. Just a glimpse of our destiny on that magical night, would seal our love forever, and forever hold it tight. And I need you more now than I ever did then, you'll always be my lover and my very best friend. There's no other place that I would rather be then dancing with you, my angel beneath our memory tree.

Something To Think About
A popular speaker started off his lecture by holding up a $20 bill. In the room teeming with people, he asked. "Who would like this $20 bill?" Hands started going up. He said, "I am going to give this $20 to one of you - but first, let me do this." He proceeded to crumple the 20 dollar note up. He then asked. "Now who wants it?" Still the hands were up in the air. "Well," he continued, "what if I do this?" He dropped it on the floor and started to grind it into the floor with his shoe. He picked it up, now crumpled and dirty. "Now, who still wants it?" Still the hands went into the air. "My friends, you have all learned a very valuable lesson. No matter what I did to the money, you still wanted it because it did not decrease in value. It was still worth $20. Many times in our lives, we are dropped, crumpled, and ground into the dirt by the decisions we make and the circumstances that come our way. We feel as though we are worthless; but no matter what happened or what will hap

Are You Addicted To The Internet?
You Are 65% Addicted to the Internet In your opinion, life without the internet is hardly worth living. Could be, but you probably need a bit more fresh air and sunshine to think clearly. Are You Addicted to the Internet?

More About Me!
FAVOURITES Alcoholic Drink: vodka Actor: johnny depp, brad pitt, antonio banderas, sean penn, al pachino, robert de nero, matt damon, mark wahlberg,..etc Actress: angelina julie, julia roberts, julianne moore, nicole kidman, susan sarandon, cameron diaz, renee zelweger, salma hayek, lauren graham, kim director.. etc THIS OR THAT Pepsi or coke: pepsi Fruit or veggies: fruit ofcourse Day or nite: nite Hot or cold: both Summer or winter: both Surf or snowboard: never tried any.. *sighs* =( Books or movies: movies McDonalds or Burger King: burger king Socks or Barefeet: if its cold > socks...if not > slippers r on ;P Beer or Liquor: both Chocolate or Vanilla: both HAVE YOU EVER Kissed someone: maybe Gone past someone kissing: yeah.. lol Had sex: nope Smoked: yes Drank: yes Done Drugs: umm.. hehe Thought about suicide: never Slit your wrists: nope Gone skinnydipping: nope..but i would love to Kissed the same sex: yuck! Won an award: nope Gone skydiving:

This In Thoughts Of A Soldier's Sweetheart..
mesmorized by your beauty i feel powerless in your gaze ostracized, treated unfairly at night i dream of blood filled days because in this world no one has your back a lifetime of devotion all i feel is had what's the price of freedom what's the price of integrity should i suffer for your sins and live this life of agony because in this world a lifetime is devotion and all i feel is had a generation of apathy with folk heros from infamy empty lives now have direction just one bullet changed perception kicked and beaten for so long pushed around and told i'm wrong with you in my sights i'm free no longer fear but strength you see

God Knew
GOD KNEW THAT EVERYONE NEEDS COMPANIONSHIP AND CHEERS HE KNOW THAT PEOPLE NEED SOMEONE WHOSE THOUGHTS ARE ALWAYS NEAR HE KNOW THAT WE NEED SOMEONE KIND TO LEND A HELPING HAND, SOMEONE TO GLADLY TAKE THE TIME TO CARE AND UNDERSTAND GOD KNEW THAT WE ALL NEED SOMEONE TO SHARE EACH HAPPY DAY, AND TO BE A SOURCE OF COURAGE WHEN TROUBLES COMES OUR WAYS SOMEONE TO BE TRUE TO US WETHER NEAR OR FAR APART SOMEONE WHOSE LOVE WE CAN ALWAYS HOLD AND TREASURE IN OUR HEARTS AND THAT WHY GOD GAVE US FRIENDS AND THAT WHY I'M GLAD HE GAVE ME YOU!!!!!

What To Do
A million thoughts through my head, as I lay in Bed. A thousand thoughts to think, I can't get a wink. Thinkin about you, and what to do. I care a lot, Can't help the thought. What is to be, Between you and me. To see you glum, hurts me hun. I like your smile, I'll see it in a while. I've removed my mask, an unwilling task. Your speacial to me. For you to be, The one i seek, My secrets i will leak From you i ask, the difficult task. To do the same, Please bear no shame. I love you the way, You are today. feel no fear, of anything my dear. My past is no cup of tea, The person i used to be. I was cold and hard, I hurt and scarred. I choose not that way, atleast for today. To let you know, I want to grow. For you to see, the real me. It's hard to do. all this is so new. For me to love, is to accept love. The life i live, a life to give. With you i dare, no worry to share. This is no game, I hope you fee

The Answer To The Question....
I came up with the answer to the question that has Plagued man kind for centuries. "If a tree falls in the forest and noone is around to hear it, does it make a sound?" my answer is simply this. find me a tree that does not make a sound when it falls. Just because noone is around to hear the sound doesn't mean it doesn't. When Bethoven Played the piano he did not hear a thing, but we all know piano's make a sound. So that was my exciting night at work. I love you all and god bless SDMF

Car Accident
on january 31, 2005 at about 11:45 pm i was involved in a car accident. i was diving 125 mph in a ford taurus station wagon when i hit a dip in the road that caused me to go airborn. i landed, took out a road sign and started fish-tailing. i then barrell rolled 8 times and got ejected from the car. the car then landed on my arm and then took down an electrical pole. when it ejected me, it ripped off my ear, mangled up my arm to the point amputation was the only thing left to do, and broke my back in three places. i know everyone has thier own issues and this is my biggest one. im trying day by day to learn to deal with the loss of my arm but some days its very hard. now you all know why my user name is one-armed bandit. thank you for letting me rant a little bit.

Oldie But A Goodie
THIS IS A RANT THAT IS ABOUT A YEAR OLD Fuck this. Here it is the fuckin truth. Plain and simple. You are all fucked. Go ahead and be pissed off at me i don;t give a fuck anymore. The difference between me and you ppl is that i knwo ia m fuycked. You 'll have to erxcuse the typo' si am oin a fuckin rant now. Its time to tell the whoel truth and i don;t giuve a fuck who reads it. No, i dunno if i wanna take the chance because yo have too much shit with you. I cannot be the one the one who will save you, i will not be th eone who will save you. You need to face yoru shit and you need to do it now before it kills you. Do i care about you all. yes i do. if i did not i wouldn;t be writin this right now. And you, get off teh fuckin pot and stoip hiding from yourself. the only difference betwene our lifestyles is that i changed miune from what yours is. Stop fucking hiding. It will kill you. You think i dunno what its like to wanna take my own life, try again. I ahve been there, i have bee

Good Morning Eh?
Just out of curiosity do I lead you guys to think I am into this shit? I try and be a nice friend and this is what I get in my Messages!I deleted the dood and if any of you others are thinking on sending me any messages like this remove me before I make an example of you on my blog. It is in the top 20 and ppl will see it. Edited to add..THIS Is why I do not answer my shoutbox! What a great start to the day! from: ~~ ITALIAN TOY BOY ~~ date: 2007-01-16 03:27:39 subject: hello my friend :D read receipt: Yes replied: No block user I've just taken some pics of me selfsucking while i cum wanna see??

Preschhol
So yesterday was a busy busy day for me lots of appointment trying to get everything set up for Tristen to start preschool. Will at 2:30pm I had my sudsidy appointment and everything went great. Tristen was approved for 5 days Monday to Friday 8:30-12pm. They wanted me to start him today but I still have a few things that I need to get him so I asked for him to start monday. I also had my YMCA appointment to get him set up for preschool and sign all the paper work looks like he gets to swim twice a week. Its kinda weird knowing that I am only going to have two kids in the mornings. Going to be kinda nice. So starting Monday I have to get up at 7am so I can get Tristen ready and get on the bus at 8:15am. I have to take him to preschool myself and pick him up so its not to bad. So I cant wait to see how Monday goes. I know 100% that I will end up crying its going to be hard to leave him there but its something that I have to do. I hope his speech will improve. Also we had his last word p

You Know You're A Ricer If...
Clear tail lights and turn signals. They’re colored for a REASON! you are a white kid driving an import.. wear baggy pants/hat turned around, walk with a fake limp and end every sentence with "yew know wha I'm sayin? Relate." drive around in a $20,000 import with $10,000 in mods.. and still live with your parents. You are a skinny, backwards hat wearing, dog chain wallet, 2 ft wide pants leg, Limp Bizkit looking white boy fag with a badly applied peroxide hair color treatment and temporary rub-on tattoos! You've spent more on graphics and decals than you have in gas, for the whole year Yugo's give you a run for the money You bought the big ass tach to try to scare off the fast cars But all it does is let people know how hard you have to push it to exceed the legal speed limit You rev on school busses Hell, you rev on people in electric wheelchairs You buy and install custom rims a pair at a time YOU REALIZE THAT ALL OF THE ABOVE IS TRUE AND YOU STILL THINK YO

Sometimes In Life
Sometimes in life, you find a special friend; Someone who changes your life just by being part of it. Someone who makes you laugh until you can't stop; Someone who makes you believe that there really is good in the world. Someone who convinces you that there really is an unlocked door just waiting for you to open it.

Morally Rong?
ok, so im sat in my friends wood shop lesson right now. We were just engaging in a rather odd conversation with the teachers. My friends are both girls and in a relationship with each other, as they have been for near on 5 years. After the usual conversation of trying to explain that even though they are in a same sex relationship neither are gay but just bi sexual my friend brought up some screen caps of the show 'queer as folk'(uk version) the teacher turned around and said 'get that queer shit off the screen its graphic and offends me' My question is this, is this comment impeaching in my friends right to view what she wants on the internet and talk about what she wants, her right to free speech, or is she abusing this right and forcing her views down our teachers neck? Ive got this wrapped right round my arse and it probably makes no sense what so ever!!!!! Ther is also probably an easy answer to this conumdrum! oo i like that word. I wud really like ur input on this. Cheeri

Weird Labels...
Well here are a few prime examples of the Label Copy-writer's art. The label on the chain-saw warning that: You should not try to stop the blade with your hand. The label from the company manufacturing wing mirrors for cars and bikes warning; Remember, objects seen in the mirror are behind you. The label on the camera stating; To take photographs this camera must have a film in it. The labelling on Sainsbury's Peanuts stating; Contains nuts And on the subject of nuts, the instructions on the packet of Peanuts provided by an airline which states; Instructions.Open Packet. Eat Contents. The cigarette lighter label which warned; Do not light the flame near the face. The Marks and Spencer Bread and Butter pudding whose label states the clasically obvious: Take care - Product will be hot after heating Rowenta, manufacturers of electric irons felt the need to instruct users that; Do not iron clothes whilst on the body. Nytol, the herbal sleeping mixture whose label

Those Born 1930-1979
TO ALL THE KIDS WHO SURVIVED the 1930's 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's !! First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they were pregnant. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking. As infants & children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, booster seats, seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle. We shared one soft drink with four friends, from one bottle and NO ONE actually died from this. We ate cupcakes, white bread and real butter and drank koolade made with sugar, but we weren't overweight

Misrepresenting
LADIES AND GENTLEMAN Does it aggrevate anyone else, when people put up pictures that are not themselves for there profile photo? I mean its OK if you use art that represents an aspect of you personality; althought it still is not my favorite. Should I place the hottest guys picture I can find instead of my own; just to solicit traffic. If it was not supposed to represent u it would not be attached to your profile. I guess I just see it as false advertising or lying. If you also feel this way, let me know?

Sex Application
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s) ? 4. Do you think i'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Three sum? 19. How many times would you like to cum? 20. Would you let Me Cum inside of you? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is fore play to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Boudreaux And Thibodeaux Hit Bourbon Street
boudreaux and thipodeaux decide they going to bourbon street to mess around.well before they go.thipodeaux tell boudreaux.bou you need to go get some comdings. boudreaux say,"comdings,whats that" thip say"ma thats them things ya put on ya privtes so ya don't catch nuthing." so boudreaux gos down to the drug store and he goes up to the cashier."ma sa.i need some comdings" the woman says"comdings,sir whats that?" boudreaux say,"them thangs you put on ya privtes so ya don't get sick." "oohhh,you mean condoms"she say. "yea yea,i guess thats them" so she ask boudreaux"what size ya need?" boudreaux looked puzzled"ma i don't know.never wear them thangs before" the cashier tells him to go in the back of the store.theres a room there with a sheet of plywood with holes.to stick his dick in each hole and come back and tell her the size. so boudreaux starts to the back. well she slips behind the plywood.boudreaux takes out his dick and sticks it in the first hole.she gives him a blowjo

Friendship Goes Along Way
You are friendly, kind and caring Sensitive, loyal and understanding Humorous, fun, secure and true Always there... yes that's you. Special, accepting, exciting and wise Truthful and helpful, with honest blue eyes Confiding, forgiving, cheerful and bright Yes that's you... not one bit of spite. You're one of a kind, different from others Generous, charming, but not one that smothers Optimistic, thoughtful, happy and game But not just another... in the long chain. Appreciative, warm and precious like gold Our friendship won't tarnish or ever grow old You'll always be there, I know that is true I'll always be here... always for you. - Written and owned by Angela Lee Hillsley

Go Bless Those Who Serve Our Country
EVERY DAY YOU SACRIFICED SOMETHING--SOMETIMES THOSE SACRIFICES WERE SMALL AND SOMETIMES LARGE YOU SACRIFICED FOR EACH OTHER, FOR YOUR FAMILIES AND FOR YOUR NATION. BUT MOST OF ALL, YOU SACRIFICED FOR YOURSELF BECAUSE DEEP WITHIN YOU BURNS THE FIRE THAT DEFINES OUR NATION- THE FIRE OF FREEDOM. AS YOU GO ABOUT YOUR DAILY LIFE, AS YOU LOOK ABOUT YOU, AND AS YOU REFLECT ON YOUR SERVICE,REMEMBER THAT THE SACRIFICES YOU MADE, AND ARE STILL MAKING, IS A BIG PARTY OF WHAT WE ARE TODAY------ THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA. FOR THE BRAVE MEN AND WOMEN WHO CURRENTLY SERVE OUR NATION-- WE THANK YOU FOR THOSE WHO HAVE COMPLETED THEIR SERVICE-- WE THANK YOU

Boys
First of all I am not asking for advice because I will do what I want to do in the end. I just need to vent. How complicated is it for an 8yr boy to understand what NO means?! I don't get it. No means no, not ask me again in a few minutes, not to whine about it, not to do it behind my back!! How fucking difficult is that???? And why push me and push me and push me until I explode? Do you guys enjoy pissing women off even when you are young? I know when I was young I didn't wanna do anything that would piss off my mom cause she got scarey as hell when she was pissed, but my brother would just try her every chance he got.... still does. GRRRR I wanna pull my hair out and throw some furniture!!! I won't though. Okay thank you for letting me vent.

Ladies And Gents
Does it ever seem like your always getting dicked over by someone? Friends, family and the ones you care about? Sometimes i wonder if it's really worth having friends cuz seems like i always get dicked over, walked all over and used.........

Just An Ass...'so.fla.paul No Guys'
OK so...I rate people when i get chances when i am work...I try to stay on top of all my friends with the whole new pics and sometimes when i see pics on top that i dont no I go t there profile and rate them a 10.. NEVER would of thought rating someone a 10 would cause so much drama and shit from this asshole... @@@@@@@@@@READ FROM BOTTOM UP@@@@@@@@@@@@@@ I am sorry for rating you a 10 if it caused all this i was being nice and friendly and IF i wanted your ass for a friend i would of requested it and i am glad that i didnt because of your fucken attitude, I thought that rating was saying hi BUT some ASSHOLES dont like that i guess..Ill tell ya what i am now blocking ya so no talking anymore to useless pieces of shit like you!! >=== '~*~Ass Kickin Redneck Bitch~*~' spewed forth the following at '2007-01-14 08:52:11'.. > you are just another wack job, there is no point to rating profiles just for the sake of it, the end of your name seems to fit well === '~*~Ass Kickin Rednec

Okay, Let's See How Many Read This Time...
Sorry, I'm quite exhausted. I feel as though I have neglecting my cherries, I've been too damn busy.... so first five to rate my blog and comment on it and I will rate their photos :) Love to you all!! M U A H! ~Playmate~

My Snakes
Hi to all my friends there realy seems to be a problem with people bein afraid of my snakes they dont bite there tame and theres no fangs or venom either and yes I do have 1 that will be very huge but shes tame still the same.. I don't understand nor see why people are soo afraid of something that cant hurt you no worse then a dog or a cat or either 1 of them 2 could hurt and or even a dog can eat a kid geeze .. Way to many people reading phony books and watchin movies ugh there are people out there that have birds and parrots and can die from them just alone in the messes that they make and the bird food but people sure dont read that book huh ... I am single yes because of my looks but not only that because people are afraid of something they dont understand people out there have spiders and aligators and them things bite and eat anything that gets in the way geeze.. My snakes are not like that at all ... thank you for your time...

Darrell " Dimebag" Abbott A Great Friend
I grew up listening to Pantera. I never thought in a million years I would ever meet him and actually become friends. I was blessed to be able to meet him. I Moved to Texas to start a Custom Motorcycle Company. The first week I was there I meet a guy who owned a local club (Matt). He was one of the guys backing our company. I heard Pantera over the speakers and started banging my head to the music. The Matt said " you like Pantera?" I answered " Fuck ya best Metal Band Ever"!!!!! He smiled and said you know they used to play here right. I had no Idea. So anyways a few weeks go by and every night I was at the bar. Matt kinda made me Security and his right hand man. I walk into the bar just like I had been doing and Matt looked kinda wierd. I asked him if he was ok and he said he was but I wasnt going to be in a few. I had no idea what he has talking about. I thought I was going to get fired or jumped. The night kept going like any other night. I heard someone laughing in the back

Blowjob Etiquette [[too Funny]]
Blowjob Etiquette for Men! 1. First and foremost, we are not obligated to do it. 2. Extension to rule #1 - So if you get one, be grateful. 3. I don't care WHAT they did in the porn video you saw, it is not standard practice to cum on someone's face. 4. Extension to rule #3 - No, I DON'T have to swallow. 5. My ears are NOT handles. 6. Extension to rule #5 - do not push on the top of my head. Last I heard, deep throat had been done. And additionally, do you really WANT puke on your dick? 7. I don't care HOW relaxed you get, it is NEVER OK to fart. 8. Having my period does not mean that it's "hummer week" - get it through your head - I'm bloated and I feel like shit so no, I don't feel particularly obligated to blow you just because YOU can't have sex right now. 9. Extension to #8 - "Blue Balls" might have worked on high school girls - if you're that desperate, go jerk off and leave me alone with my Midol. 10. If I have to pause to remove a pubic hair from

The Work Of Gods
I know the draw, I’ve danced in the war I can show you how to draw water out of dirt Re-maul old scars belly crawl across fragmented stars Wake up a wretch and lay down a god Who’s ready to stand up and admit they’re a god? That all your suffering is part of a divine dogma Question all decisions all the time But regret is something with which I do not bother My only regret is that I could have been harder Create more scars then my current marring Deeper carvings Longer periods of sleep deprivation and starvings In love with my torment I became a messiah once I recognized my martyrdom From then on every act of self defilement has become an act of self prayer Finding ways to pull food for my soul out of thin air Never enough to make me smile But enough to keep me alive if only for a while Even if it did take a fair bit of error and trial And a number of years of denial Here’s a tip to disinfect suet Make decisions as a god, be absolute Turn every action and choic

Genocide
Genocide is the intentional destruction of a people or culture in order to benefit the destructor. I, being Indian of Alsea, Klickitat, and Lower Umpqua ancestry, would like to tell you about the things that affect me in present-day life. Sports Teams Native Americans are used in advertising and as sports team names. We are mocked and made fun of so a few non-Indians can amass great amounts of wealth. These stereotypes and caricatures have a dehumanizing effect. By "dehumanizing" I mean: to make other than human of that which is human. What dehumanizing does is make it easier for humans to do inhuman things to their fellow human beings. If you don’t consider Indians to be a people, it makes it easier to attempt to separate us from our remaining lands which is genocide. When Indians protest these names and advertising, people don’t care because we have been dehumanized in the eyes of most people through the use of advertising and sports team names. Advertising and sports te

Good News, And Bad News....
Well, I have some good news and some bad news, depending on what point of view you're at this... Bad news first.... for those of you who really like me, and really want to date me, and whatever.... here's the bad news.... scott has requested we formally date... so, he's my boyfriend.... I know this is bad news to quite a few people, and I'm sorry.... but he's captured my heart, and for whatever reason, it was sooner than anyone else did... LOL kinda like my heart was up for auction... but, seriously, he is a great guy~ and i do expect some people to actually be upset, because last time i put him as my cherry boyfriend, people flipped... i got cussed at, come on!!! I am the reason he even got ON cherytap!!! So, there!!! *lol* Anyways, thats also my good news... He really makes me happy... so, if you wanna bitch at me or whatever, you may do so!!! But, for those who don't wanna bitch, we can, of course, remain friends!!!

Depression Destroies Us All?
Fallen in the deep sea, Forever drowning in the depression of the world. Sinking like a stone hurled. The depression has seeped into me like a sponge. There's no way I can get this wieght off that feels like a ton. slipping...slipping away from reality. It's harder and harder to breathe til it's a fatality. Closing my eyes and going into a deep slumber seems like paradise. It's so peaceful i don't ever want to arise. Maybe if I quit breathing for just a little longer. And close my eyes I can ponder. What do i have to live for? And as my breath sneaks away even longer. Then I can ponder. Does depression destroy us all?

Friends Written By Bruce Romanis
You’re so beautiful you are my world and without you in it I am nobody And you might be a angel but also at the same time you might be the Devil and I try to be the same as you but my heart is uncertain where it May lie so I am saying I need you I want to be with you forever but my feelings are now mixed feelings everybody has those at times at yet my life is in your hands and I never know what I want or what I need because when it comes to love it’s a uncertain thing at times but I know in my heart what I want and what I need but to keep a secret like that to myself is a scary thought because it might backfire on the person you might like and the other way around to me my life is uncertain and all I know is that my world contains you in it and that makes me feel wanted and needed at times I know I might feel a bit sad if I don’t speak to you all the time but what it all comes down to is we’re friends forever and to me that completes us even with the distance I alone care

Lol
Jenn everything might be fun for u but u dont relize all the shit u do to me..Still leaves u at the bottem of the shit pile Iv steped in! The government is the top n Kadys the middle that handed me over to them! See yeah shes accusin me of shit yeah but shes not goin to court n there still tryin to charge me! Does anyone else find that odd? Not to mention there not even tellin her what days to go! Im fuckin screwed lol!! I got your crazy ass on the one hand followin kady everywhere she goes as u snort coke! Cause u know I cant protect her cause Im banned from seeing her due to shit she said! Im goin to be lucky if I get outa this one Cause the government knows how much of a threat I am to them For Iv connected there lies n bullshit Through symbols! See u think u make me look nuts by hackin all my shit! Well news flash your the only crazy one here u even advertise your stalking ways! I just think its funny that u can fuck with my life for about 8 years n the cops dont do noth

A Song I Wrote
another falling tear There a moon that shines over you my dear I look up and wish to god that you were here So I could take you in my arms And partake of your charms Oops there goes another falling tear Oceans aren’t deep enough to hold my love And mountains aren’t high enough to touch the dove That carries on it wings sweet peace For only you give me release Oops there goes another falling tear Time will tell if one day I will hold you near And only then will I know peace forever here To taste your honey sweet lips And see that loving halo slip Oops there goes another falling tear I need to tell you all about this little fear And how these moments drag on just like a year To look deep inside those eyes And feel just like I won first prize Oops there goes another falling tear Maybe dreams come true and I will be with you And I can build the perfect life just for two Holding you in my arms so near And hearing what I longed to hear Oops there goes

I Can See
diamonds and lust death comes and turns to dust things that burn deep inside of me I feel your sin rush in and set me free whiplash again and again taking control with marks of a pen filling your head with my words of hate seal the deal along with your fate pass the time of the beggar's ball watch time pass and see you fall fill your world with feelings of despair wash the blood from the demon's lair control me with the blood of the night revenge comes quick with certain delight

My Night Creature
You scored as You are a Vampiric Elf!. Congratulations my friend! You are a Vampyric Elf. Your kind are few and far between! Your hobbies include drinking the blood of innocent victims or just draining it and mixing it with herbs and spices. You were once one of the noblest of white magic creatures but you turned against those who you loved, most likely because of lost love, and turn yourself into their greatest fear to punish them all!You are a Vampiric Elf!67%Vampire50%You are a Demon42%Black Witch42%Fallen Angel33%What creature of the night are you you most like? (Pics!!)created with QuizFarm.com NOT QUITE SURE BUT THIS IS WHAT THE TEST TOLD ME. :D :D

Moments In Life
MOMENTS IN LIFE There are moments in life when you miss someone so much that you just want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real! When the door of happiness closes, another opens; but often times we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one, which has been opened for us. Don't go for looks; they can deceive. Don't go for wealth; even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile, because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright. Find the one that makes your heart smile. Dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go; be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do. May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human and enough hope to make you happy. The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along the

The Evil Monster I Am Fighting
To know how hard the road for recovery is going to be for me you have to look at the road I have already traveled. It is filled with many obstacles. It started about 5 years ago when I was 14. During the school year I was fine I would eat at home with no problem. Then summer came and the swimsuits. Had to look good in those swimsuits. That is where my patterns of self starvation started. As I got older I skipped meals during the school year finding ways of hiding it from the parents. Then I became a Junior and started working. It made it easier. I did not need to eat at home. At first I would eat all the time at the job, which was Wendys. I was eating there 7 days a week. I gained a few pounds and then summer came again. Back to self starvation. Senior year my mom and step dad would go away on trips leaving me home alone for weeks at a time. I would eat maybe a few times a week. I was so malnourished senior year that one day I could not hold down Gatorade. I had started

Just To Love You
Just to Love You by David Kowal When we were little, I would share my milk with you before we took our naps; ...just so I could play with you. When we were teens, I listened as you talked about your boyfriends, (and thought of us together); ...just to ease your mind. When we grew older, I helped you move into his house (and wished you were going to mine); ...just to make you comfortable. When you got married, I gave my best friend away (and kept my heart hid); ...just to see you happy. As you lay there, so very sick, I whisper how beautiful you are (because it's still true); ...just to see you smile.

Pay Attention To Me! Hehe
Im a nutty Cherry, im so excited....first of all thanks to everybody who paid attention to me and left me comments and to those who didnt, Get on it! hehe Love ya all.....im just happy so i thought id let everybody know.....

My Kids
Im not sure how to start this.But here it goes. Im one lucky mother to have my 4 children.Roughly about 19 years ago we left abusive relationship.And it was so great to get out of an be able to start all over. Now Im able to say my kids have all grown up an on there on.Except my lovely daughter who I cherish with my life. I see the other 3 an at least an have them come home when they can.Its great to be loved by your children instead of us getting abused. A happy Mother:

A Means Of Contact For Survivors In Need
I opened a special yahoo mail account JUST for the survivors of pregnancy and infant loss and those dealing with infertility. Please feel free to write me if you are or have dealt with this loss whenever you arent on here. I will be sure to write you back about any questions or support you might need. If anyone else writes me there for any other reasons the letters will be deleted as they can write me here. My survivor friends take precedence in my new email. thanks so much for reading and please help spread the word. innocentprncss00@yahoo.com

Take Me Away
I can't allow myself to breathe And so my lungs are caving in Because I can't take in the air For it's poisoned with my sin So here I suffocate With nothing left to do Until you pull me close and whisper "I will die for you" You kiss me bittersweetly But I taste approaching death You offered your life, so I took it As I inhaled your breath I felt your spirit leave And now I don't know what to do Overcome by guilt for accepting your life For how can I even live without you? I thought I lost you forever And so I jumped into the sea I wanted to perish with you But you came back for me You carried me through a tunnel Speeding away from this black lagoon To an enchanted somewhere far away From the vultures and their wicked tune Landing gently on a private beach The portal behind us, closes The breeze carries with it, a song And the ocean is made out of roses But these flowers have no thorns I'll get lost benieth the wav

To Much T.v.???? Lol
I got a call from my son's teacher last night. Yesterday he was having a tough time with a problem in school and was getting very frustrated. He finally slammed his hand down on his desk, looked up at his teacher and said, "I just need some male enhancement!" His teacher said she had to leave the room because she was laughing so hard! Do you think I'm letting him watch too much T.V.??? lol He is 10 years old.

What Tarot Card Are You?
You are The High Priestess Science, Wisdom, Knowledge, Education. The High Priestess is the card of knowledge, instinctual, supernatural, secret knowledge. She holds scrolls of arcane information that she might, or might not reveal to you. The moon crown on her head as well as the crescent by her foot indicates her willingness to illuminate what you otherwise might not see, reveal the secrets you need to know. The High Priestess is also associated with the moon however and can also indicate change or fluxuation, particularily when it comes to your moods. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

A Little Background
My birthday is next month, and I don't celebrate it anymore. 7 years ago I lost the most important person in my life on that day. My Mom passed away on Feb. 13, 2000, my birthday, and as it draws closer again this year, my thoughts turn to her. I miss her so much, and time has not lessened the pain, the hurt of losing her. She was such an amazing woman, she suffered for many years with heart problems, but no matter how much suffering and pain she was in, she was the most loving, happy woman. She raised me and my sister by herself with the help of my grandparents. She taught me the power of laughter to overcome the darkness, the power of love to get thru any obstacles. How important it is to be the kind of friend to others, that you wish them to be for you. And how to love your family and the closest of your friends unconditionally and with everything you have. We knew back then her time was short, but you can never truly prepare yourself to lose someone you love even when you know

For My Friends..i Thank You!
Cherished Friends Author Unknown God must have know there would be times we'd need a word of cheer, Someone to praise a triumph or brush away a tear. He must have known we'd need to share the joy of "little things" In order to appreciate the happiness life brings. I think He knew our troubled hearts would sometimes throb with pain, At trials and misfortunes, or goals we can't attain. He knew we'd need the comfort of an understanding heart To give us strength and courage to make a fresh, new start. He knew we'd need companionship, unselfish....lasting....true, And so God answered the heart's great need with Cherished Friends....like you!!

Nothing Happens Just Because It Does
Read Each One Carefully and Think About It a Second or Two 1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.. 2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is,won't make you cry. 3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have. 4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart 5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them. 6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile. 7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world. 8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.

Broken Heart (lies)
Hey girl, is he everything you wanted in a man You know I gave you the world You had me in the palm of your hand So why your love went away I just can't seem to understand Thought it was me and you babe Me and you until the end But I guess I was wrong Don't want to think about it Don't want to talk about it I'm just so sick about it Can't believe it's ending this way Just so confused about it Feeling the blues about it I just can't do without ya Tell me is this fair? Is this the way it's really going down? Is this how we say goodbye? Should've known better when you came around That you were gonna make me cry It's breaking my heart to watch you run around 'Cause I know that you're living a lie That's okay baby 'cause in time you will find... What goes around, goes around, goes around Comes all the way back around Now girl, I remember everything that you claimed You said that you were moving on now And maybe I should do the same Thought it was me and you, babe And now, it's all just a sh

Random Old Poem Of Mine
Thermal Enigmatic and pragmatic Skin so weathered Only way to have it And I know I've said this before but I still don't know So what's your reason? Leave this cheap disguise behind Make truth from the lies spoke Going for broke just to leave this war So go make your choice Go voice your voice Pick you place 'Cause im waiting, Holding breath and hating This feeling of kneeling to accept the noose around my neck.

R.i.p Dorothy E. Ashton
At 2:13ET 1/17/07 My Grandmother passed away from a massive stroke in the ICU at Lower Bucks Hospital. She was a very strong woman who believed that family came first in any situation. Her life was an inspiration to all who knew her and her passing will be felt by many. She is now reunited with her husband Howard and the rest of her loving family in the Kingdom of Heaven. She will never be forgotten.

The One True Friend..
You know there are times in our lives, When we need a special friend. A friend that will understand and care for us, A friend that will be there 'til the end. The friend that always stands by us, Through the good and bad times we overcome. The only true friend to help us make decisons, The once voice we all hear beyond the sun. The friend that guides us through the day, And helps us to sleep at night. The friend we wake to each morning, that makes our day so bright. The friend that walks beside us, And shows us to not hate but love. The friend that makes our lives complete, That friend is the Lord above. He will always be there for us, cuse he cares a great deal. He is the one to turn to , For it is he who mends us to heal. "So" Always know you have a friend, No matter where you are. He is always watching and guiding, For He is our one true shining star.

Rebels Read This
OK THIS IS GONNA BE A SHOCK TO MOST BUT DUE TO SOME LIARS AND BACKSTABERS IN THE REBEL FAMILY WE ARE SHUTING DOWN THE REBEL FAMILY . SOME BULLSHIT HAPPENED THAT RUINED THE FAMILY NAME THAT WE HAVE WORKED SO HARD TO BUILD AND WE HAVE LOST SOME GOOD FREINDS BECAUSE OF THIS . ALL I HAVE TO SAY IS THANK YOU FOR FUCKING UP IN 5 MIN WHAT WE TOOK MONTHS TO BUILD UP . SO TAKE THE REBELS OF CT OUT OF YOUR NAME CUZ AS OF NOW THERE IS NO MORE REBEL FAMILY .

Congressmen Want To Pardon Border Agents
SAN DIEGO -- Last-minute pleas are being made in the case of two former Border Patrol agents who are due to report to prison. Jose Compean and Ignacio Ramos were convicted in a court in El Paso, Texas, for shooting and wounding a Mexican drug smuggler. Congressional representatives, including Duncan Hunter and Dana Rohrabacher, have been urging the president to pardon the two. The agents have been sentenced to serve 11 and 12 years in prison, respectively. According to the Washington Times, the agents found 743 pounds of marijuana in the smuggler's van. Do you think these Border Patrol agents should be pardoned? Take a national poll at: http://www.nbcsandiego.com/news/10773809/detail.html

Passionate Desires
When I hear your whispered words of desire, It melts my heart, and ignites a fire. The touch, of your fingertips upon my skin, Causes, my body to shake and tremble within. Feeling, your lips as they caress mine, Meeting the hunger, they seek to find. In this magicial moment, the passion soars, And the flames of fire are mine and yours. With each breath, that escapes our lips, A kiss of desire, at our fingertips. Two hearts, beat faster at just one touch, As our craving for each other, becomes to much.

This Story I Have Posted B4 But I Have Had Alot That Havent Read Enjoy It It Is My Favorite
One night I could not sleep. I hate those nights. The moon was full and I was very restless. I decided to go for a ride. I wondered what it would be like to go naked. My mom always told me that I should dress nice with clean underwear whenever I left the house. I mean what if I was to get into an accident? You know me; I am always playing by the rules. Everyone is in bed sleeping, I get into the car backed out of the driveway. It was a very hot, humid night. The moon was out you could see the shadows from the moon. I got on to the highway and started cruising down the road. I had no destination just driving. I was speeding feeling the cool wind in my hair and all over my body. It felt so good. I had the radio cranked up I was listening to some hot tunes not paying any attention to where I was or how fast I was going. All of a sudden I saw blue lights behind me. I had not a stitch of clothing on, I was freaking. What am I going to do. I can not be seen like this. There was a blanket

Abc's Of Love...=)
"(A)ccepts you as you are (B)elieves in "you" (C)alls you just to say "HI" (D)oesn't give up on you (E)nvisions the whole of you (even the unfinished parts) (F)orgives your mistakes (G)ives unconditionally (H)elps you (I)nvites you over (J)ust "be" with you (K)eeps you close at heart (L)oves you for who you are (M)akes a difference in your life (N)ever Judges (O)ffer support (P)icks you up (Q)uiets your fears (R)aises your spirits (S)ays nice things about you (T)ells you the truth when you need it (U)nderstands you (V)alues you (W)alks beside you (X)-plains thing you don't understand (Y)ells when you won't listen and (Z)aps you back to reality

A Redneck Poem (lmao For All Of My Cowgirls/boys Of Ct To Enjoy!)
Thanks for the memory: Of things I can’t forget, our kids with cigarettes, Sleeping on mattress that are wet, and having no regrets. How red is my neck.! Oh, thanks for the memory: How I looked at you with pride, all rumors aside, No one was buzzin’ that you were my cousin, How happy we were. Oh, thanks for the memory: Eloping with daddy’s pick up, hitting a garbage truck, And here we were stuck, covered with muck. Wasn’t that our luck! And thanks for the memory: Of road kill on the table, shoeing flies when able. Loving that Jack Daniels lable, feeling so unstable. How happy we were. And thanks for the memory: Of the trip to the county fair, pitching cow chips with a flair. Eating hot chili on a dare, puking on your hair. Weren’t we a pair! Oh, thanks for the memory: Of travels to the zoo, of monkeys oogling you. Of birds that swoop, and the smell of animal poop. We’re part of that group. Yes, thanks for the memory: I’ll remember th

The Beginning Of My Insanity..=)
LiFe...=) do we ever really truly know what to do with our lives...=) what i pick 2day..will i want to do 2morrow...=) the person i want to be with now..=) will they want me 10 years from now? for that matter...will i want them? we get ONE life...=) so sit back and read how ive chocked mine full of...=) love, hate, relationships, kids, happy times, sad times..=) and a lil of everything in between..=) but im warning you now..=) get a soda and some headache medicine...=) your gonna need em...=)

New York State Of Mind
This is my city...the place where i was born and raised...the Big Apple... the city that never sleeps. I have taken in all the views and visited all the sites...this is my playground. I have been to lots of places here and there and almost every where, but the city is really my home ...with its protruding skyline still intact and it's majestic bridges that carry us along the path to familiar sites such as Chinatown, the Empire State Building and Central Park with it's horse drawn carriages to the lights of Time Square and Rockefeller Center with its studios and ice rink all a glow...across to Broadway that still sings our regards. It's Museums and Concert halls to its taverns and restaraunts in Little Italy and all around the town, reminds us of yesterdays long gone. While in the ballfields of our youth we can still hear the crowd roar. The energy still flows from within and you can feel the hustle and bustle of its citizans ...as electricity fills the air ....

Hmmm What To Do....
After a year of not seeing a guy that I was best friends with he finds me on myspace and wants to talk again lol I knew that site was not good for anything....he's the one who said he didn't want to have anything to do with me after he found out I was pregnant with my son.....apparently he changed his mind, he use to drink really heavy and I guess he quit that and is going to church now and is really close to graduating college...I know people can change I've watched myself go from where he was to where I am now....It's just that it honestly hurt when my best friend wasn't there for me...maybe he did it for my own good I don't know....

Tell Us About Your Favorite Sexual Encounter.
To date this would have to be it! Just a couple nights ago 01/14/07 after going to the Meet N Greet in manchester together to see our friends from AFF with michael.. It was a great party, with a turn out of about 250-300 people! I got to see my sexy female friend whom always makes me so damn excited.. I danced with her, kissed her, touched her as much as possible all the while making eye contact with michael as he loves to watch me work my mojo with the ladies! when we got home we made love as usual and I was hyper sensitive that night to every touch..He knew this so after a long time of playing and he knew I had already cum numerous times and he finally came, he got up to get a warm cloth and towel and water for us both.. When he came back, he washed me off, made me drink water (as I lost a lot of fluid from all the very wet orgasms.) When he climbed back in bed he noticed how hyper sentitive I was still so he decided to go for more orgasms with me.. He proceeded to start rub

Love So Pure
LOVE SO PURE Defeat... Resignation... Through the Shades of Black, Of this I'm sure! Loneliness... Depression... In the Eye of Darkness, There must be a Cure! Grayness... Hope... In the Darkness, I see a Light! Lightning... Thunder... So Loud! So Bright! Happiness... Calming... I've found the way, Of this I'm sure! A Hug... A Kiss... Your Love, So Pure! James L. Gardner January 10, 2007 rate it..comment on what it brings to your mind when you read it...have fun. J.

The Results Of My Car Accident
So, I got in a car accident at the night of the NYE. And my insurance car company decided that my car was totaled loss. Here is the mortal rests of my 2004 Dodge Neon SXT (LOL): My insurance car company will be paying me a really good money for my car. And I already bought a new car. Actually, it is a brand new car, Babe! Here it is: It's a 2007 Chevrolet Cobalt LS. It's not the car that I was looking for but..... It is a nice car. I really like it! And I bought by my own, with nobody's help. That's awesome!!! A moment of happiness is going on in my life...... Good!!!

This Goes Out To Everyone That Has Lost Someone That They Truly Love
Hurt - a Poem by CDN Geoff Whynot For all of those who has lost someone that they truly loved When everything fades to black all you can think about is how much you want them back Searching for the light at the end of the tunnel, cautiously and slowing moving forward searching for the light And with every baby step you stumble,.. remembering the good moments and you wonder,... Wonder if you'll ever again be in their sight and the weight on you shoulders makes you ponder,... Will I ever make it through,...? Will I ever get over the loss of you? Knowing that no one in this world could ever replace feeling all heart broken and sad we ware a mask Remembering the way they made you feel,...their pretty face Some may reach for the flask... and some may drown it out with tears... Some may explode with rage and fury... all remembering the eyes and smile of theirs and the way their inner beauty shined And a lot of the time we find ourselves asking Why,...? Why,...? Why,..?

Have Ya Been Voting?
Hey Everyone! Thanks so much for the votes! I'm still hanging in at 2nd place thanks to you! I hope you're able to swing by and vote a couple of more times before the month ends. Once a day you can ;) http://friends.freakdaddys.com/voteme/vote.pl?action=results Thanks so much everyone! THis update went up yesterday on SC. A new update will be up at Dreamnet tomorrow (see sample below) as well as one on SC (haven't done that one yet LOL) Enjoy! XOXO, Aimeelynn

We've Got Another New Cherry With Us
Hey all .. Make sure you stop by and rate her Profile . She's a Sweetie .. and an All around good Person .. So stop reading this and get your butts over there and Show her some Luv Will ya !!! okie413@ CherryTAP

My Karate Kid
I can't remember the last time I laughed so damn hard. It all started with "just one more piece of candy mom pleaseeeeeeee" Which was met with the millionth "NO NOW STOP ASKING ME!!" Which led to the begining of this blog. She (my 6 yr old) proceeds into her karate stance. Does she take Karate? No..well, only at school during gym I guess, but it makes me laugh anyway. I can see the challenge rising in her eyes which makes me laugh even harder. So, I challenge back "whatcha gonna do with that little girl?" She scoffs at me and says "If you dont give me a piece of candy, I will Karate you!" (ok I am almost SURE this is NOT the technical term!) So, I did what any good mother would do..I proceeded into my own fake karate stance!(while sitting in a chair of course. That way I didnt have quite a height advantage) Thats right people! I know me some serious fake karate! Be afraid, be very afraid! It was her turn to laugh but thats ok, because I know I have moves shes never seen before! At

More....thoughts....pondering
how many of you remember the movie "meet joe black" with brad pitt, where he was death on vacation and wanted to know what it felt like to be human and feel things. anyways remember the older daughters husband how he caused his father in law to be forced into retirement.... ya i know get to the point... well the part right before the party he was sitting at the bar with joe black telling joe about how him and the daughter got together and how much he loved her... joe asked him "how do you know she loves you?" **listen good people** he said that he knows she loves him because he is free to be himself...she knows everything there is about him. all his faults...all his strengths and all his weaknesses and she loves him in spite of all this. this makes him free in every sense of the word to love her with everything he is...EVERYTHING. how many of you want that kind of love? thats what i am looking for. forget holding things back...let me pour myself into her...every drop. le

Anniversary
january 31, 2007 will be the second anniversary of a terrible car accident i was involved in. the car i was driving- me after- this car went airborn, flipped 8 times after landing, threw me out in the process of flipping, and then took down a power pole. i broke my back in three places, got a mangled arm, ripped my left ear off, and minor head trauma. im still not over this, everyday is a struggle trying to learn how to do things one handed. im just really nervous about how im gonna react or deal with this anniversary. i want to put this all in my past but im not sure how. im not sure how to move on.

*tap Tap*
*ahem* straight up now tell me do you really wanna love me forever...oh oh oh! or am i caught in a hit and run? k...i got that out of my system... so...the president of india...pretty much looks like a grown up oompa loompa...if they were to grow up, that is. see: also...riku and sora from kingdom hearts are totally gheyyy for each other...

Fatherhood
Well for those of you who have taken the time to get to know me, You know i am a father of 3 children. Well apparently thats about to change. My wife has taken to home tests and they both say that we are about to have a new bundle of joy. She is going to the doctors tomorrow to have a proper test done just for final confirmation, but we are pretty sure that it will be the same result. This wasn't planned, but we couldn't be happier. We had planned on trying in April but looks like plans have changed. Watch here and i will updat you with new information as i get it.

All Men Should Read N Do These :)
*1. Tell her she is beautiful (not hot, fine, or sexy) *2 . Hold her hand at any moment . . . even if its just for a second. *3 . Kiss her on the forehead. *4 . Leave her voice messages to wake up to. *5 . When she is upset, hold her tight and tell her how much she means to you. *6 . Recognize the small things . . . they usually mean the most. *7 . Sing to her no matter how horrible your voice is. *8 . Pick her over all the other girls you hang out with. *9 . Write her notes. (she loves them) *10 . Introduce her to family and friends . . . as your girlfriend. *11 . Play with her hair. *12 . Pick her up, tickle her, and play-wrestle with her. *13 . Sit in the park and just talk to her. *14 . Tell her funny jokes, tell her stupid jokes, or just tell her jokes. *15 . Let her fall asleep in your arms. *16. Carve your names into a tree. *17 . listen to her... but REALLY listen. *18 . Give her piggyback rides. *19 . Bring her flowers just because. *20 . Treat her the same

Another Headache....
Okay for some of u, u know that I have had some problems in the past which have led me down the wrong roads. I have made decisions that were not well kept and it seemed like I did a lot wrong. Well, I guess i am making up for that now being that I do not have a job right now and I am struggling to make ends meet. But that does not mean that I am giving up on myself and what I hope to do in the next few years to come. For starters, my ex husband and I agreed that he needed to spend some extra time with the kids and I needed to make a new change in my life.. a new job that is stable and an apartment that I can keep. So as of now my ex has the kids and once he got them he automatically thinks that they are unhealthy and that i was an unfit mother to be taking care of these kids. Well, actually, this is not my ex that I am talking about...it is his fiance that seems to be all of the talkn because she thinks that she is the most perfect mother of all and that I am not taking care of

Which Is Worse???
Which IS Worse? Recently a man had to go to the hospital to have his wedding ring cut off his penis after his mistress found the ring in his pants pocket and got so mad at him she stuck it on him while he was asleep. Which is worse? 1) having your mistress find out you're married. 2) explaining to your wife how your wedding ring got on your penis. 3) Or finding out your penis fits through your wedding ring.

Hahahahahaha
Awww poor baby you didnt like the truth so you just decided to block me again. I gave you my MOS and you fuckin ignored it like a serious fucking asshole. You say you are 35 you served in the gulf? really what reg were you with? where were you based? You sit there and point out to me i have no pictures of me sitting there with my m-16. Sorry that i dont show off i was out there to do a job asshole. You said you sat there in a bunker? I bet you spent most of your time hiding in one. Get some fucking guts. Come face me like a fucking man. So i am playing in my daddies uniform my dad never fucking served asshole. I miss my big brother? I am the oldest of all my brothers! So fuck you! A real soldier aint gotta prove shit to no one. OH your going to go around and tell people that i am not a real soldier, Be my fucking guest most of the guys on here are buddies of mine. And if you want to start shit i will take it to a higher athority and watch you get laughed at for being

Help Quicktime???
WTF is Quicktime? LOL I don't even have it installed on my PC sooooo ermmm Help someone? I don't want the new version and I sure ain't downloading it, cos I have no use for it. So how do I stop getting this block message? I can't disable something thats not on my system..... arghhhh i need more coffee and if anyone has a clue please speak up!!!

Protection In Place
Someone to see Something to hide Somewhen to be Somewhere far and wide. Noone to see Nothing to hide Know when to be Nowhere far and wide. Who is there to see? What is there to hide? No time to be No place far and wide. The mirror hangs high The mirror shines low Reflections above Reflections below The sun and the moon Together do grow. The shields do build The walls put up high. The wards are in place The battle is nigh. Protection in place in time and in space. Be warned, cold chaste. Be advised thus apace.

After A Long While Of Temp Labor....
I have got a full time 'real' job after working temp labor for far too long. That's right true believers I am now Working @ KFC in Knoxville, TN averaging right now about 20 hours/week @ $7.00/hr. the low hours is due to the fact we are training new people for another store that has not opened yet, this new store is due to reopen on the 23rd. Once this happens i'll be getting about 30-40 hrs a wk. keep in mind KFC pays every 2 weeks. so this means i'll have loads of $ soon. this is one step I have in getting my life back in shape. I'll ofcourse keep you guys posted on what happens next, I am looking into getting my own comp and full Cherryship here on Cherrytap.

Prayers Needed
I have some friends in need of a miracle so your prayers are needed. I have known Liz for about 7 years now. A wonderful friend for a laugh, advice, a shoulder to cry on. When going through my roughest timesshe was always there to support me. She sent emails, care packages, made calls. Kind of a mom yet a wonderful friend. Her husband Ted fell last weekend after suffering a heart attack. His skull was fractured in the fall and he suffered brain damage. Things have gone downhill since and yesterday he suffered a stroke. They expect by the weekend he will be on total life support. For those of you who believe in the power of prayer, please keep them in your prayers.

Wiccan Symbols And What They Mean
The pentagram is a five pointed star commonly associated with Wicca. In Wiccan/Pagan lore, the pentagram symbolizes the five elements- earth, air, water, fire, and spirit. The Wiccan emblematic pentagram faces point upward to symbolize the triumph of spirit over matter; the Satanic pentagram is transposed, point downwards, to symbolize earthly gratification. Some Wiccan grades also utilize a reversed pentacle, although for different purposes. A pentagram enclosed within a circle is known as a pentacle. In Wiccan and Neopagan belief, the triquetra symbolizes the triple aspected goddess (maid, mother, and crone). Some Christians have protested this "appropriation" of the symbol...however, ironically enough, the original Christian fish symbol was derived from an early symbol of Venus, one representing female generative organs- making the triquetra perfectly appropriate symbol for a Goddess revival. The triquetra is also considered to represent the triplicities of mind, body, an

All Aboard!
Throughout my countless blog accounts, I’ve written many of blogs on what direction my life was headed in. I know, I know, snore! A few months back, I was crushed and felt as though I was drowning, I treaded like hell to get my head above water. Was I skeptical about my abilities? You better believe it. I knew what I had to do and worked like hell to get where I am. To make things clear, I do not regret anything I have done or experienced in life. I know we learn and grow from each and every experience that is placed in our path in life. Also, each person we meet on our road through life, no matter what length of time they may be with us, we learn something from them. I have learned a lot about love and life over the last year, also I learned a great deal about people. One of the biggest things I have learned is that no matter how long you may know a person, sometimes, you may not truly know them. They may just show you what you want and need to see. I am now aboard this

How It Normally Is
Psst....can you hear me? whispering into your ear. Are you comfortable because the straps won`t tear. Did you think it was funny, or that I wouldn`t care? I`m coming after you for the shit you did, I`ll make your existance rare. All I want are your rights. You shouldn`t have the priviledge of keeping them. THEY SAY HATE IS A STRONG WORD. I SAY IT IS AN UNDERSTATEMENT FOR ME TO USE IT WHEN TALKING OR THINKING ABOUT YOU. YOU ARE TRASH TAKEN OUT, THE GUM ON THE BOTTOM OF MY SHOE, THE DOG SHIT PEOPLE HATE WALKING THROUGH. YOU`RE A FUCKING LOSER, YOU ARE NOTHING. YOU`RE A FAILURE TO EXISTING PROPERLY. YOU`RE A FAILURE TO BE A RESPONSIBLE FATHER. YOU ARE A FUCKING FAILURE! MY HAPPINESS COMES WITH YOUR DEMISE. ALL I EVER SAW WERE LIES AS I STARED INTO YOUR EYES. KARMA COMES TIMES THREE. IF THAT IS TRUE YOU`RE IN FOR A WORLD OF PAIN LIKE NOTHING YOU EVER ONCE KNEW. I`M FUCKING THROUGH WITH YOU! hehe i feel better, a little

Huh?(for Cupcake And Me)
In the gifts thing, where you can spend money that isn't really money on things that don't exist (arrrgh! the exisential horror!), why is it you can buy a volcano? And just what the jeeping fuck IS a volcano? Does anyone know? Am I just monumentally naive? Actually, don't answer that last one... I'm going for a personal record: how many pointless blogs can I post in one day? Is there such a thing as a pointed blog? Too many questions. My head hurts, I need a lie down.

Quiz Time-what Is Your Mind Rated?
Your Mind is NC-17 Rated You're mind is so filthy... you should should be washing every part of you out with soap. If your thoughts can go dirty, they do. Almost everything is NC-17 to you! Do You Have a Dirty Mind?

What Do U Think I Am
post this as "Sexy Report Card" and see what people say! Its actually pretty fun!! F- = YOUR SO ####### UGLY THAT ITS NOT FUNNY F = I HEARD UGLY IS CONTAGIOUS DON'T TALK TO ME! D = YOUR PARENTS MUST BE HATED C- = You're just someone I don't want to talk to, okay? C = You're okay looking, but u need work... C+ = You're just average B- = Your kinda cute and ur cool i guess B = You're cute. And you're a pretty interesting person. B+ = Pretty damn attractive. A- = You're extremely attractive, and you're awesome. I would love to have you in my room with no one home :-). A = DAMN YOUR SEXXXEY!! A+ = Gorgeous ... I want you to be mine : ) A++ = I 'D hit it A+++=ID DROP MY CLOTHES IN 3 SECONDS 4 U

My Thoughts
I may never see tomorrow There's no guarantee And things that happen yesterday Belong to history. I cannot predict the future I cannot change the past I have just the present moment I must treat it as my last. I must use the moment wisely For it soon will pass away And be lost to me forever As part of yesterday. I must exercise compassion Help the fallen to their feet Be a friend to the friendless Make an empty life complete. The unkind things I do today May never be undone Any friendships that I fail to win May nevermore be won. I may not have another chance On bended knee to pray And I thank GOD with humble heart For giving me the day. Just to let you all know that this is how we all should feel. I got these in an e-mail from my aunt and I tried to send them here but can't figure out how to do that. Any ways~~ everyone could learn a little something from the things we read (weather it be from e-mails or whateve

Oh Society....
I am amazed that Iv been blogging/warning society for awhile that were going to be nuked and fucked by global warming n nobody fucking listens to me! but some dude in a wheel chair who talks out a machine says it and sets up a count down to doomsday clock n everyone is like thats so true god hes smart lol Were goin to fucking die lol Funny shit good job humanity u sit there n take it like the government tells u too! Heres some pics for u n peace to all!

Learn Me
Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com I am darkness as it is part of me in me it flows in my veins be a friend for who i am not what i am not what i can bring you learn to know me before assuming who i am or what i am i am gentle and patient yet cold and harsh when provoked i am passionate and love yet cold hearted and brutal when hurt i am a father and a lover at time but a father first always i blog my darkness on several sites as it is a passion it is me i am a dark one my heart is black and my soul hurting crying i have a choosen path a destiny that i follow it is a lonely one darkness is my life my passion it is what i am who i am no one has to love it or like it but that is who i am i write i blog for me my inner toughts and feelings my hurts my pains my sorrows my sadness some call me to negative that is their choice but they should look deeper in themself before judging if you cant befriend the who i am then you are not worth my fr

Just Want To Say Hello To Everyone...
Just want to say hello to everyone. I'm taking a few classes at Long Beach City College.. Beginning typing class which the last time I took a typing class was around 1984 or 85 which was when typewriters actually existed and was more common than computers of today...Also I don't remember my typing speed so this will help me refresh my typing speed plus. I'm also taking another class as well..I had a terrible week of sleep which really sucked!!! I went from sleeping 14 hours one night to 0 the next night!!!! Yuck!!!! I slept okay but I kept waking up a lot last night... Nervous energy that I have to deal with a lot!!!! Besides that I am okay and I want to say hello to everybody and hope things are well with everyone!! Take care always!! :) Jeremy

To All My Friends
As Most of My closest friends on Cherry Tap knows. I turned 50 today... I want to thank each and everyone of you that sent comments and gifts that I am very Thankfull. I have met a lot of AWESOME people here,and I consider you all My friends. I use to think 50 was old..but My friends and family keep Me YOUNG at heart; As most of you know Im not much on words..I just want to say THANK YOU!!! NOW..IM GOING TO PARTY LIKE I DID WHEN I WAS 25.. YOU ALL DRINK A BEER FOR ME!!! EVIL MEAN and NASTY..and OLD..hehe

Pieces
as I sit here broken hearted, thinking of what I could change. wondering if it was something I did. to make things happen like this. please tell me. help me to understand. don't just ignore me, don't ignore my feelings. don't leave me here alone. wondering, thinking, waiting, going crazy. I miss you. I miss the way we used to talk. we could talk for hours. it didn't matter what about. we just enjoyed the conversation. I miss the way you made me feel. you made me feel like I was loved. like I was wanted. you made me feel alive. now, I just feel alone. alone and empty inside. my heat is in a million pieces. and now there is not one to help me pick them up. I wish you were here to help. I need you to help me. I need you to just be there for me. just be there.

I Need Your Opinion
Something came up in one of the sites that I follow and I need your opinion on something, the site in question is a contest site for models which has monthly and yearly competitions. recently the site owner started to e-mail members about voting for one particular model. my opinion is this, as a site owner I don't think that you should be contacting your members and encouraging them how to vote. a site owner must in my opinion remain objective and it's up to the members to decide who should be the winning model, to do anything else is showing favortism and that's not cool. please lend your opinions here my friends.

Want To Help A Girl Out?
Hello everyone Well i thank totally like everyone who has added me as a friend and sent me some great comments but now i have a favour to ask. this big loser that goes by the name of PoWhiteTrash has been insulting my best friend and causing me Drama. And just to top it all off he called me a dude! And sorry powhitetrash but last time i checked i was a woman and for anyone who can agree with you needs to grow up! So if any of you boys want to help a girl out and tell this loser to go grow up i'd be really very greatful! thankies to you all!

Cheap Food
Mastication of the faithless When weak souls are exposed you have to take them The lights are on but they’re on vacation Ransack the residence, raid the refrigerator They won’t miss what they don’t recognize They’ll just feel tired and sick But that will pass with time Grease, squeeze, bruise knees acting out an act of self prayer I know I said admission was free But the truth is you’re going to pay oh so dearly -------------------- Holly shit I think I’m bleeding I can’t feel it but my seven eyes can see it It takes my last few ounces of strength to stop the seepage Mutilation, I think I need it Seek a feast of degradation I’m not sure I’ve become so weakened I can’t taste, I don’t think I’m drinking My teeth are lost and I really need them Having a hard time paying attention My last hope is the physical manifestation Your little death of unused creation It’s not the same but it bares relation It’s just so small and lacks the flavor of salvation and dam

Newest ... I Was Going To Write A Song But Ended Up With Just A Poem
Heaven in your eyes My world may crash and burn yet this globe continues to turn In a moments time I seek peace And a solace blessing of release To lift my spirit and carry on hope To never left go at the end of the rope And know the moment soon passes away And all that was lead to a better day A sweet smile that tells me the world is right For in your eyes there shines a light That lifts me up and helps me to believe no matter what comes our love won’t deceive And in your eyes I found my soul And your sweet kisses made me whole And tears that shed for loss and fear Are lost in time and drift away from here Paradise found me and I seize the prize Undeserving the heaven in your eyes By R. Thomas Dinsmore

I Am Back
Hey cherries how are you all hopefully doin okay? please forgive me for not bein on in the last week or so buti have had probs getting on this site was modem settings so spent 1 hour & a half with Technical support fixed it all this morning. Have missed you guys terribly Hi Bee Stephilicious imp Tazzy Travelin Bob Mystic snow tiger the list goes on will get to you all soon once again am sorry. luv you all MUAHHs Jovichick

A Vision Of The Apocolypse....
In a sample of sexually active college females, condom use, as an indirect measure of the presence of semen in the reproductive tract, was related to scores on the Beck Depression Inventory. Not only were females who were having sex without condoms less depressed, but depressive symptoms and suicide attempts among females who used condoms were proportional to the consistency of condom use. For females who did not use condoms, depression scores went up as the amount of time since their last sexual encounter increased. These data are consistent with the possibility that semen may antagonize depressive symptoms and evidence which shows that the vagina absorbs a number of components of semen that can be detected in the bloodstream within a few hours of administration. Dr.Drew recently said that 75% of American's have some sort of STD. Suicidal vs. rotting genitalia........ Promiscuous gurls... please take Prozac. Thanks.

Ok....my Limit Has Been Reached!!!
THERE IS A FUCKING NAKED GUY ON MY PROFILE PAGE!!!!! HOLY SHIT....I'M GONNA BE SICK!!!! Are you people kidding me??? If there is one thing I did not want to see when I got on here tonight....or any other night ever...it was a freakin' hairy old naked guy!!! I cant even keep my thoughts straight now I'm so disturbed!!! I need to go take shower now!!! Hey hairy old naked guy....if you read this.....GET THE FUCK OUT OF HERE!!! DON'T COME BACK HERE EVER AGAIN!!! God, I'm gonna puke all over myself....

Pet Peeve #1489
Hairy old men with naked primary pics on my page!!! AAAARRRRGGGGHHHH!!!!!!!! This, my friends, may be the mother of all pet peeves. Dude....don't be that guy. NOBODY wants to see that!!! NOBODY!!! I'm a fairly fucked up individual, mentally speaking....but I am happy to say that the thought of posting my package on Cherry for everyone to see has never entered my mind. MUCH LESS as a primary picture!!! What kind of a jacked up ambush is THAT?!?!? At least give me a choice!!! I feel like I was just shot up in a drive by!!!

Vegas 2-/13 - 2/20
Creating a fresh start on life.... Taking the $$$ I would have invested on a worthless cause and investing in an even more unworthy cause..... VEGAS!!!! It's someplace I always wanted to go and well hell...after the stupidity and hell I've been thru well heck I thinnk I deserve it... by then I will be definitely healed... (scars and all lol) Anyways... I will be at he Mirage during that time, refreshing my heart & soul.... Anyone from the area(or any1 thats been there) with ideas of stuff that I should or should not do , please let me know!!! luv&hugs, mzmic

Men Preference Of Thicker Women Or Skinnie Minnies
♥BlondeAquarius♥@ CherryTAP posed an interesting question in her blog, wtf?, wherein she questions why the same men who profess that they are wanting a thicker woman often times end up with a Miss Skinnie Minnie. My response to her was: Sad thing is.... men often say anything to get laid. Brutal, but true. Some... honestly do prefer thicker women, but the real proof is in the puddin' when you find out who they are really vying for. Some... have mothers or grandmothers or other relatives that are thick women and who they admire greatly. As such, perhaps, the real test to see how honest they are about their admirations for thicker women is to see who in their own family that they admire. It isn't a fail proof test, but it is an insight into who they truly are. :D Do you think that I was way off base????? or, right on target???

More Ways Of Seeing Life As A Whole
These days we as a people quicken to fast to anger and hatred and are to slow to seek out peace, kindness, and further more mutualism. It saddens me we all as a people let things like religion and politics and further more minor differances seperate us at the core and we as a people seek war and revenge to many times. We as a people should listen to our faith for all faiths no matter what you be, so have it be any of the following, Christian, Catholic, Jew, Muslim, hindu, pagan and so forth they all call for peace not WAR. So let it be our differances that join us together may OUR differances blend together in mutualism so we may join in the song of PEACE. Theres times I watch the news and see the wars and pain and all the killing and all of it is made by the need for revenge, and it saddens me. I say to you as the Great wise Ghandi said *eye for an eye will make a world blind* for this he was speaking of the beauties of forgiveness through the actions of forgiveness it brings us t

So True
There was a blind girl who hated herself because of her blindness. Not only did she hate herself but she hated everyone else, except her loving boyfriend. He was always there for her. She said that if she could only see the world, she would marry her boyfriend. One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her and then she could See everything, including her boyfriend. Her boyfriend asked her, "now that you can see the world, will you marry me?" The girl was shocked when she saw that her boyfriend was blind too, and refused to marry him. Her boyfriend walked away in tears, and later wrote a letter to her that simply said. "Just take care of my eyes dear." This is how the human brain changes when our status changes. Only a few remember what life was like before and even fewer remember who to thank for always being there even when times were painfully unbearable. Life Is a Gift Today before you think of saying an unkind word - Think of someone who can't speak.

Job Interview
As some of you know I got fired...oh wait I've been told I shouldn't say that...I got "let go" this Tuesday. It's ok kinda, cuz the job really really sucked, and evidently I sucked at it. LOL! Anyway.... At the exact time I got canned someone was leaving me a message at home wanting me to come in for an interview. Coincidence??? Fate??? Dunno, but my interview is today at 2pm cst..so if ya'll could send me some good vibes that would be wonderful. I really don't want to be a stay at home mom again and go bonkers. :-) Thanks in advance to all of you who read this and send me well wishes. xoxo Wonder Woman aka Tinabelle

Just Food For Thought Folks, Nothing Personal
good morning people. as i was surfing CT this this morning, noticing all the little quarks that make us individuals, more and more things popped out that really just were very silly. so heres part 2 of my observations. if you are bringing sexy back. along with everybody else. you might not belong here. where did it go anyway? if you have 200 pictures of your arm out with you cell phone over your head making the same face. you might not belong here. if you have a reference in your name to a cat, kat, or kitty. and your name isnt really catherine. you might not belong here. if you have 3 music players on your page, and all 3 start playing at the same time. you might not belong here. and my very favorite. if you have a link to your myspace page where your "about me" should be. you surely dont belong here. anyway, no offense meant to anyone, i hope some folks will get a good laugh. more to come. mwah!

Deep Thoughts
I just did a comment on a mum about the government n white ppl apologizing to black ppl about slavery n honestly i dont think they owe we african americans an apology. I think that its clear enough that america is apologetic about the whole thing because we are free. If america didnt care about what it did id still be a slave n so would anyone else of the black community. The people of TODAY (white ppl) dont owe me anything. They had nothin to do with what happened then. Although money would be nice, it isnt owed to me...im fine with the fact that i get an equal chance to make money, get an education, n have a home that is nice to live in. Im fine with equal opportunity n i thank america for just giving me n my brothas n sistas that chance n realizing that we are all equal.

Ungrateful People
So Does anyone else have those people in their lives that are so ungrateful. Like Ungrateful to the point where they didn't accept your help, and then all of a sudden it's your fault for not helping. Well, I am tired of being shit on for trying to be a nice guy. So if you need help with anything find someone else. I don't have time to get shit on anymore. I am soon gonna need chest-waders to get through all the bullshit. The best part about it, is when their side of the argument is over they hang up the phone, or go offline, or just walk out the door and not let you finish what you wanted to say. That's my favourite part of the whole ordeal. Generally it means they were offended by something I said. Now, I dunno about you, but I know when I get offended it's because I heard the truth about myself. I might be wrong for the rest of the world but, I highly doubt it. So next time Someone asks me for help and turns it down, and then complains to me that they didn't get any help. Imma just s