I feel like Im in a dream!
I dont know if its because I continue to drink and the stress or what!
Im stuck in a battle n Im the only one on my side!
He said she said!
Who would have guessed something so simple could ruin someones life!N take tons of there money,Plus drive em into alcoholisim!
Im perplexed in my mind as to who is all involved!
So far its exes but could it be ex friends too?
Have I some how pissed so many people off That I used to know from just not talking to them
cause they create circles?
Iv lived in an area Away from most people!(It's rare that anyone knows where that is!)
Time is so against me
And I cant tell what all is lies But I can see many quite clearly!
n now my emails that were sent to me are gone n I dont know how or why!
It just adds to this game that people enjoy doing just to fuck with me!
I cant even get in my myspace today!
wtf is going on like seriously?
So much bullshit I found out Yesterday (Then all I get is more lies)
Fucking great I swear then this mother fuckin shit too!
I want the visions to stop but they never do!
I didin't ask for this life!
I never did!
I was born a premature blue baby due to the cord around my neck!
2 pounds 2 ounces!
Labeled as a miracle baby!
how?You think its a miracle to be in this world?
Not even celebritys are happy n they can buy anything they fucking want!
Fuck I have stalkers without the money!
It must be nice!
Does anyone ever last like in the movie the notebook?
Or is it a fed illusion to play into the blinding of society?
Fuck I dont know maybe its just my perspective cause Im done with relationships!
I dont know What more I can do other then what I do now!
I just need to wake up from this bad dream!
I like to call it Hell!!!!!
Waiting for my freedom!
Praying the day is soon but then I relize that god gave up on listening to me n u!
Im ment to suffer but the questions are why and how much more time do I got>?
Heres a pic I found that reminds me of karma and what she would say to me!
