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If You Love Who You Are Wsith Dont Play With Their Heads, This Is What Happens
Girl is on the couch making out with a hot guy, her cellphone rings... Girl:Hey babe, I'll be right back. I need to take this call. Boy: Yeah okay. Sure. She walks into the next room. Girl: Hey! What's up? Guy [on her cellphone]: Nothing, hey hun, do you think we could go do something later tonight? What are the chances my boss let me get out early. Girl: Yeah, sounds great! Guy [on her cellphone]: Okay. I'm right by your house, I'll come to get you now. Girl: That's not such a good idea... Guy [on her cellphone]: Why not? Girl: I'm busy right now... sorry. Guy [on her cellphone]: With what? It's our anniversary! You didn't make any other plans did you...? In her head she yells, SHIT! Throws clothes back on quickly. Girl: No No... I was just eating... with the family. Guy [on her cellphone]: But I thought you said your family was away this weekend, up at your resort? The guy walks into her house, turns the corner into the hallway. Goes downsta

Please Show Jt A Little Love!!
PIMPING JT'S BLOG!!!I am asking my friends, family and fans to stop in and rate my friend JT's blog so click the link and go show him some love PLEASE!! thanks in advance! JT's BLOG!!!!

Poetry
(((CLOSURE))) A LOVERS HEART. RIPPED ALL APART. A LOVERS DREAM. RIPPED AT THE SEAM. HER HEART SHE LOCKS DOWN. AND RETURNS HER FROWN. INSIDE GIVES THE NEED TO CRY. BUT SHE WONT ALLOW HIM THAT HIGH. A FOOL FOR THINKING HE WAS THE ONE. JUST LIKE THE REST IT WAS ONLY FUN. FOR HIM SHE WOULD HAVE GIVEN HER LIFE. HE STABED HER HEART JUST LIKE A KNIFE. NOTHING MATTER BUT THE MOMENTS WITH HIM. DREAMING SHE CAN RELIVE IT OVER AGAIN. HOW COULD IT HAVE BEEN NOTHING BUT A LIE. WHEN THERE WAS FIRE OF PASSION IN THERE EYES. HE TOOK HER LOVE AND PLAYED IT LIKE A GAME. ALL FOR WHAT TO CLAIM IT LIKE FAME. ANOTHER LESSON SHE LEARNED THE HARD WAY. SHE LIFTS HER HEAD TO GO ON ANOTHER DAY. KNOWING IT WAS ALL WORTH THE WHILE. SO SHE ENDS THIS WITH NOTHING BUT A SMILE.. WRITTEN BY LADY OF KAOS

Ok Fine.
Friends. Ha. 655 so called friends on my friends list. Maybe 20 actually help me out when I need it. WHAT THE HELL???? I've made two or three new friends this past week. They busted their ass to help me, and they didnt know me before hand. A little fuckin help would have made me a very happy person. But instead - your actions made my day even worse. Whats wrong you ask??? My bank account - Overdrawn. My current balance is NEGATIVE 99+ dollars. A long time customer of mine told me today that shes got a terminal cancer. I couldnt look at her the same after she told me. What the fuck kind of doctor tells someone that JUST before the fucking holidays. HAPPY HOLIDAY MA'AM YOU'VE GOT ABOUT 6 MONTHS TO LIVE. I'M SORRY. fucker. in case you haven't noticed - i am in a VERY bad mood.

Haha
"God is dead." ~ Friederich Nietzsche "Nietzsche is dead." ~ God "Yeah, real mature, God." ~ Nietzsche "I'm rubber, you're glue, whatever you say bounces off me and sticks to you." ~ God "Well then you're an awesome and cool philosopher who gets all the ladies. Nyah." ~ Nietzsche "Oh, that doesn't count." ~ God "Hey, don't call it if you can't stand the fact that I found a loophole." ~ Nietzsche "It's not a loophole, it's retarded." ~ God "If I had a gun I'd shoot you." ~ Nietzsche "Too bad I have a bulletproof vest" ~ God "Yeah well my bullets go through bullet proof vests." ~ Nietzsche "Nuh-uh, my vests made of titanium and nothing goes through titanium." ~ God "Well then I'd shoot you with a laser that melts the titanium and then kills you." ~ Nietzsche "No way, this is special unmeltable titanium, you can't melt it." ~ God "Yes I can, my laser has infrared, and like, ultraviolet light combined that melts even unmeltable titanium." ~ Nietzsc

Hurt!
Hey guys I just wanted to give you a heads up on things...if i seem distant tonight and tomorrow I'm sorry...just left the visitation for my cousin...where I thought I could be strong and handle things...until I saw pictures of my dad (which I lost 2 years ago)...The pain came back 10-fold and I am trying to cope...but it hurts so bad...

Guess I Should Introduce You All To Him!
You can find my hunny Mike at his own page here: jammingracebike@ CherryTAP Please stop in and show him some love for me...he hasnt been a member for too long and could use some more friends and such. Thanks in advance.

I Must Be Fucking Stupid
Never ever trust a guy on here. Thats what ive learned. I knew by the way he always tried to cover his ass that he was lying about shit. Whatever. I'm not going to bitch you out, not that youll even bother to take the time to read this, like the other girls. Im just gonna say it was fun and good luck finding someone who will be willing to be your little toy. Im better than that and damn sure deserve better than that. God I wouldve bent over backwards to try and see if this wouldve actually had a chance. You didnt even try. You should spend a little more time taking care of your daughter then trying to hook up with girls off the fucking internet. Im not playing like I didnt try and initiate things either because I did. Im not going to take being lied to or hidden. Ive seen it happen to people I cared about and I wont be the girl to sit there wait and cry. Fuck that. Im a strong independent smart fucking cute girl and ive got plenty of time to find someone to be with. Its your loss..if y

Your My Favorite Thought
Your My Favorite Thought In his thoughts he thinks of his most caring thoughts that bring him so much joy. Then all of sudden that caring thought that he was so tenderly thinking of is her; holding,kissing,caressing and whispering sweet nothing into her ear ever so passionately and lovingly,his favorite thoughts is of her cause her love and beauty shine bright forever in his heart and thoughts. Poem By: Charles LaMark Nelson Copyright: Charles LaMark Nelson 2006

Christmas.....
All credit and respect for this goes to my friend Simion for designing this and sharing this with us here on Cherry this season - thank you Simion - I wanted to ensure that all my friends saw your work - so I've posted it here in my blogs.... you did incredible work! HolidayHugs, ~Mz Mic~ ~Simion~@ CherryTAP

The Whisperer's
It's Christmas once again my friend and the angels dance so free, the magic surrounds each one of us as we all have one you see. They whisper all around us and they sing us Christmas songs, and it's up to us to listen if we want to sing along. The whisper of your Mother, her voice so sweet and clear, The one that fills your heart with joy this special time of year. We all have someone whispering in the silence of our hearts, we remember all the love they gave from birth till we did part. These voices that I hope you hear will make you smile I will pray, And may the voice of all the whisperers bring you joy this Christmas day. Luv&Hugs, ~Mz Mic~

Mspassions
MsPassionsCreations I have had Alot of Mail, asking where is Mspassions.com, Its there,out there in the puter world... It was a forward to the MsPassionsCreations.com Anyways I had someone that offered their unlimited, Photobucket space for the tags...Didn't Know that there was gonna be a price... When I refused the unwanted advances and then for a man(As My Best Friend Call this guy *LIL Biatch*) to start stalking and harrassing...he deleted my folder... I have recieved a call saying I was a Niggar Lover (Im colored Blind...LOL) My Domain was changed to point elsewhere... My sites were hacked into... Attempts were made to get into my computer... all because of a married man that thinks he can come into my life and take it over... Not! So people ...Be careful of who you trust... You just don't know who they really are and what they are trying to do... Most of the Tags are now switched over to working links... Also I have unlimited space now..

So
The last thing in the world I should do is write in this thing about anything I've been thinking about or wanting to do... So.. I guess I won't.. Anyone know where there's online journals that are private? Oh.. I'm currently reviewing all the different aspects that could determine wether or not one is a stalker.. Cause I'm thinkin I got a couple.. lol (yes... I was looking at you when I said that) ~off in search of that fairy tale~ See ya'll

My Interview At Mybabespace
Meet Mizz Shady Published 10/12/2006by angelic bitch Click here to go to Mizz Shady's My Babe Space Page Hi this is Angelic Bitch and I got lucky and got to interview today's " Featured babe of the day " Mizz Shady, She is awsome guys, with hot pictures and a wicked personality to match. Today we are giving you the inside scoop on Mizz Shady, enjoy the interview and be sure to go vote for her afterwards. MBS: (Angelic Bitch) -- What do you like to do in your spare time ? (Mizz Shady) When and if I have spare time I use that time being a myspace junky and now thanks to Chris a mybabespace junky now as well. MBS: (Angelic Bitch) -- When you were little. What did you want to be when you grew up? (Mizz Shady) I had always dreamed of being someone famous. LIke a movie star or a model that everyone knows

One Of My Most Amazing Friends
I want everyone to know that I have one of the most thoughtful, caring and amazing friends. Who will go out of there way to do and make someone feel loved.... My best friend Leanna...aka..Kinky XXX...Kinky-XXX@ CherryTAP wrote an email to a radio station to put in for a Christmas wish for our family. She wouldnt let me read it but only told me bits and pieces of what she had put in. She let them know about our situation on to why we had to move here with their family, that Ray was terminally ill,and that regardless of the time we have left we were still married and I was still standing by him becuase I LOVE HIM..I never hesitate for that answer he is my life, and that my son has had to make alot of sacrifices as well as her family and children, which there daughter made the biggest sacrifice of all she gave us her room. How loveing and thoughtful she is. And though her and her husband has made sure that my son will have Christmas from Santa on that morning, She wanted to make sure t

The Agony Of The Longing
The Agony of the Longing (Fractured Thoughts of an Insane Mind) The pain seeps forth like blood Sending a scream of torment From a fractured soul, Yet it is without sound. Silent yet deafening. Piercing cries that drive those around away. Elucidating thoughts torture the innocent victim. The agony of the longing, to be intimately close to someone Yet always so desperately far away. Life slowly seeping out behind the inner wall. No door, no key, no way in and no way out, Locked inside this prison of the damned Slowly going insane. Knowing this and knowing also nothing can be done to halt the process. He sleeps. Sleeping, dying Dying in the agony of the longing.

The Thing That Shall Never Be
The Thing That Shall Never Be Black roses, Blackest of nights. Piercing the darness With my immortal sight. Searching for what was lost, For what cannot be found. For my dark gift Has me nestled safe and sound. No more brightness, No more light. My life was lost On that dark and fateful night. Now I seek to find Some form of mortality, Before I go too far And fall into insanity. For I want the light To consume my very being, But the darkness is too strong, So that shall never be.

Heart's Cry
Heart's Cry What to do, Where to turn, Lost in a sea of madness, My heart is set to burn. Searing heat, Flames too high, Burning me up From the inside. My heart is broken, The pieces are laying bare, There seems no escape From this endless despair. I wish I could die, I wish I would melt away, Then I could not hurt those Around me another day. Lord and Lady Show me what to do, Show me how to truely love, Show me how not to wound.

Don't You Know
Don't You Know You say you want To enter into my dark domain, See what lies behind these walls Of my blackened heart, my burned out soul. You think that you made it past the barrier, You think that what you've seen does not go any deeper, But you've never seen true darkness That comes from a lifetime of isolation. You don't know. I don't believe in your god or any of his empty promises. He kicked me to the curb and then I shot him the finger. Now I walk alone here in this endless abode. How dark is dark? You just don't know. The light that you think you see, Is actually a false reality. There is no hope for this shattered soul Set up to be torn apart just as before. Don't you know the darkness is in control Of me.

Broken Heart, Leaky Eye
Broken Heart, Leaky Eye Broken heart, Leaky eye, Too much pain In my mind. Can't get away Can't break free From the overwhelming Sense of misery. Too much to handle, I cannot bear, Want to crawl up in a ball And just stay lying there. Want to give up, Want to die, Life's not worth living, Being this empty inside. Let me die! Let me die! Let me die!

Hope
Hope Dark mists swirl Through ever bending trees. Dark currents run pulsing Through my head with no ease. Angry waves of despair Crash upon me with no relief. Crimson floods flow forth From my wounded soul, The pain never letting go. The mind's despair, The heart's defeat, The hope of love Has all but vanished from me.

These Walls
These Walls These walls i'm locked behind Reach from floor to sky, I built it myself, My pain sealed inside. I'll never get out, You'll never get in, Though we pound on the walls They're hard as steel. It's too high to climb, Just give up, I'm here to stay So don't even try, You can't make this pain go away. These walls, Prison and sanctuary, Never to be hurt again, Yet enprisoned from love come my way.

Someone Make This Happen
So we are lying on the beach on a lazy Sunday afternoon....you are lying on your stomach and I am slowly rubbing lotion on your back....massaging your shoulders...down your long, strong legs ...arms.....lower back....more lotion and now my hands move down your thighs... calves.....you look up and see me lying there. so you move up and lie next to me ...the sun is warm and sensuous on our bodies....the waves roll up and gently pound the beach....You stroke My cheek and reach over and kiss me softly...I open My eyes and smile...you are so incredibly sexy...I could look at I forever...we lie there for awhile...enjoying the sound of the ocean...enjoying each others company...How about a swim?. I stand and pull you up as we walk hand in hand to the water...I pull you into the surf with I...the wave's crash against our warm bodies. cool and refreshing as we make our way to deeper water....we make our way past the breakers and float on the gentle rolls...I disappear under the water and surfac

Block Me... Delete Me.... The Truth Will Still Be Told.....
As a follow up to my earlier blog "just fyi".... The sender of the famous email that outed Jellybean as faker and as a liar and as not really having cancer oh and yes as being crazy is none other than the lovely "Miss S" - you know the one - that whines and begs for rates and to be kept #1 on this damn blog thing - as if anyone really cares!!! Oh did I also mention that she outed me as actually having cancer? LMFAO - yes this supposed wonderful friend of mine that has had many conversations with me about my illness couldnt get it right during her evil doings. and no I dont have cancer - hell most days I would rather have cancer....it has a chance of being cured!!! but at anyrate.. a 2bit attention seeking pornstarpicpostingsoshecangetmoreratings child does not deserve the chance to even discuss me! Not two weeks before she sent this lovely email to Amelia outing her "BESTFRIEND" whom she dearly loves - Miss S, sent me an email warning me never ever to trust JT nor anyone aff

A Simple White Envelope
SIMPLE WHITE ENVELOPE It's just a small white envelope stuck among the branches of our Christmas tree. No name, no identification, no inscription. It has peeked through the branches of our tree for the past 10 years or so. It all began because my husband Mike hated Christmas -- oh, not the true meaning of Christmas, but the commercial aspects of it -- the overspending, the frantic running around at the last minute to get a tie for Uncle Harry and the dusting powder for Grandma -- the gifts given in desperation because you couldn't think of anything else. Knowing he felt this way, I decided one year to bypass the usual shirts, sweaters, ties, and so forth. I reached for something special just for Mike. The inspiration came in an unusual way. Our son Kevin, who was 12 that year, was wrestling at the junior level at the school he atte nded. Shortly before Christmas, there was a non-league match against a tea

Just Because
For no other reason then my sheer enjoyment am I writing this blog. I have been under the weather for the last week. Maybe the Holiday pictures I took in the album dated 12-17-06 of my in a black thong and black sheer scarf or a red bow and high heels did it to me..was a little chilly taking those picture. I am so elated to be able to express my self artistically on one site and sexually on another. We all obviously know this is the sexual freedom site for me. With that, I will have to say that I think I have talked to some of the hottest and most erotic men and women I have ever encountered in my life on here in the last month. Today marks the one month anniversary to coming to Cherry Tap. i have to thank a friend for that. He was oh so correct about me loving this. I also have been speaking with someone who fits me so well personality wise...like that old pair of shoes...(it is scarey to say when i get the chance to be with him i know we were meant to be together like soulmates a

Well Now...
Its the first day of Winter and we are inching ever so much closer to Christmas yet again.... Seems like this year flew by quicker than last year...Thankfully it did..lol... We, as a society, have made it thru another year thru the good times and the bad...We had our ups and downs and in-betweens and still managed to survive it all...lol.. I hope everyone has a very Merry Christmas, Hannaukah, Yuletide, Kwanzaa, or whatever your faith is and you celebrate this time of year.... To my Wiccan friends, have a good season ender...Blessed be.... And I also hope everyone has a SAFE and very Happy New Year....Lets make it to 2007 everyone! Happy Holidays to all my friends and family... Alison Angel

What Is Love
Love is the greatest feeling, Love is like a play, Love is what I feel for you, Each and every day, Love is like a smile, Love is like a song, Love is a great emotion, That keeps us going strong, I love you with my heart, My body and my soul, I love the way I keep loving, Like a love I can't control, So remember when your eyes meet mine, I love you with all my heart, And I have poured my entire soul into you, Right from the very start.

Lol Some Guys Are Soooo Funny
so i read a blog from a guy that i used to talk to. it kind of made me laugh cuz everything he put in there was basically about me...lol...anyways here are somethings that we always fought about when we were talking. Absolutely no flirting!!!!! this was not aloud, could not talk to any other guy or give them my phone number, could not leave comments on a guys page or get a comment from a guy on my page. but yet he had chicks all up on his page and he did the same right back to them! sexual and flirty. You have to say brb or hold on a sec when talking on the computer!!!! cuz god forbid if u have to throw up or you have the runs, cuz you have to say brb first...screw cleaning up the barf from in between your keys! Not saying GOD DAMNIT!!!!!!! ok, i am not a christian and i am far from any religious person what so ever! but do not sit there and tell me that i can not say something when i am 29 years old. i respected the man and tried not to say it since he was such a god fearing man!

This Is So Pissing Me Off
WTF is this all about? Why is it when someone rated your profile from a 10 to a 9? Or any other number. WHAT IS UP WITH THAT FAWKING BULLSHIT!? ASSHOLES! *lmao* And it don't even tell you WHO re-rated you, just says 'someone re-rated your profile a '10' from a '9'! Can someone explain this to me??

Death Penalty
i have a question How do u feel about the death penalty? now....if u knew some of the reasons that people have been executed and how many innocent people have died on death row would u feel the same way? a man died becuz he raped someone and then attempted to murder them...he DIED becuz of this! then you have some people that died becuz they raped someone....should these people have died for the crimes that they did? do you know how many women are on death row? there are 52 women on death row. the military have their own death row..and right now they have 7 men waiting to be executed...6 of them are black men. i live about an hour away from where they execute WOMEN in pa..and not to much farther away from where they execute the men. in pa we only have the lethal injection, but did u know that they still give people the gas chamber and STILL HANG PEOPLE? there are a total of 3500 people right now in different states that are waiting to die....yes some of these crimes are

Fyi For The Guys
Guys always want to know what bra size girls with large breasts wear, but guess what, bra size means nothing. It varies from brand to brand and I don't mean just a bit. I can wear a size 40FF in one brand of bra, but in others I wear a 40K. So bra sizes aren't universal! Sorry, I'm just so tired of explaining that to people...

Mild Next To Some Of Mine ! Lol
Passion explodes in our dance of desire You beauty ignites my inner fire And your eyes seduce my soul I am drawn to you by their pull To make you feel ecstasies high Kiss you in places and make you sigh Feel you squirm as in my tongue you delight See you surrender and give in all fight Animal impulses drive us to buck and grind Passion over takes us and leaves us blind To fate and to cares of this world of sin We are lost me in you since you let me in Now we remain locked in our love embrace Feel the orgasms as our hearts race Sweet nectars of our love flow long and deep You ensnare me with love I am yours to keep We remain me in you though our love grinds done We kiss deep and hold and stay there as one I love you is whispered a sweet pleasing sound One heart, one soul, one unending love found By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Daughter Of The Goddess, Part 1
I am a daughter of the Goddess! I am my Mother's daughter: I am the Maiden. Offspring of the Mother am I. Intuitive, curious, filled with wonder at the Glory of Life. The Journey begins with lessons at my Mother's knee; in fields, forests and meadows, my tutors are all around me. Blood marks my passage into the Circle of Mysteries. I am strong, gentle, demure, sensual, exploring life in its fullness. I enter into the Mysteries, exploring the depths of my femaleness. Sensual, sexual; with exploration, fascination, jubilation. A feeling of great Power and Strength grows deep within me. All is knowledge! All is possibility!

Ache For You
Ache For You My body aches for you and yearns for your touch You are my burning desire My inspiration whom I love so much Your kisses are so fine yet so sweet With my mouth my tongue to seek Lost in your eyes I am losing control Its your body I want to know You set my heart on fire, because you are my disire Sensations overflow Your kisses are so fine yet so sweet Tracing my skin with your tongue to seek You make me so wet as I am controlled by you Raising my hips to greet your flow Entering my body so smooth yet so slow I am in ecstasy, just to have you next to me Quivering and shaking with the love that we make, I am breathless and Its makes me so weak I breath for you, and you for me Look into my eyes search your soul and I will always be.

A Card For You...
A card from me to you...if the click thing do not work, just copy and paste the link... http://www.angelrays.com/snow/4.html Smiles, hugs and love ...and thank you for all the joy you have given me while I was in here. Celina

Damn ....im Feeln Ollllllld !
OK , SO IM CRUZN THRU YOUTUBE TRYN TO FIND SOME MUSIC VIDS TO THROW INTO THE STASH ......IM REMEMBERN STUFF AND FINDN IT , AS I DO THIS I START TO ACHE AND FEEL FATHER TIME BREATN DOWN THE BACK OF MY FRGN NECK ! I CAN REMEMBER GOING TO MOST OF THESE SHOWS WHEN THEY CAME OUT AND HOW IT WAS BACK THEN . I CAN REMEMBER (I CANT BELIEVE IM PUTN THIS IN WRITEN) I USE TO HAVE VARIOUS COLORS OF CROSSCOLORS SHORTS ...MY FAV WERE THE PURPLE ONES WITH A WHT MISFITS"EARTH AD" T AND A PAIR OF 21 EYELET DOCS , WITH A FOOT HIGH BLEACHED WHT HAWK !!! GOOD I LOOKD STUPID ! OR BETTER YET ...CHINO STYLE SHORTS (FLAT FRONT ONLY) WITH THE HAWK A WIFE BEATER AND 3 EYED DOCS WITH EG'S (DO YOU REMEMBER EG SOCKS ?) FK , THIS WAS THE TREND BACK THEN (EARLY 80'S TO THE 90'S) !!! I LIVED BOTH COASTS AND GREW UP BOTH SIDES OF THE STUPIDITY !(FL,CA,NY) I WAS A FKN DORK !!!!WELL , AT LEAST WE WERE ALL DORKS BACK THEN !!! I DONT MISS THAT ! I DO MISS MY BOOTS AND BRACES THO !!!I RETIRED THEM MANY YEARS AGO (PRO

What I Really Wonder Is...
what i really wonder is... when do women take a shit? i seriously see chicks 5-6 days a week for yrs and have never seen them take a shit or discuss having to take a shit. Im not saying that it should be a topic of discussion at the dinner table BUT it would make women seem less like androids with no ass functions...I rarely hear women fart....except when i saw a movie on tv where they played battle shits... it just got me to thinking...i wonder how much other stuff women do that they dont tell the men about...how often do they masterbate...do they shit with the door open...while they are on the phone with us...do they scratch their vaginas like men scratch our balls? Do girls that like football watch it for the sport or because the big muscular men in tight pants with jock straps on? i wonder... this has been a POINTLESS PSA brought to you by JustIncredible

100+ Facts About Me
I AM 1. 5'8''+ or 175cm tall 2. too darn skinny, but still happy 3. a flirt and a tease at times 4. a hopeless romantic 5. a good friend 6. an optimist for the most part 7. the baby of the family (one brother) 8. caring 9. compassionate 10. very creative I HAVE 11. collections of Eeyore, and fairies 12. a ton of movies (I think lol) 13. blonde hair in the summer and almost brown in the winter 14. green eyes 15. too big a big heart 16. love everyone 17. the skill to strike up a conversation w/ total strangers 18. no broken bones... yet ~ Knock on Wood! 19. an ex husband and a wonderful child which I would marry all over for again just to have him! 20. a very vivid imagination I LOVE 21. to travel ~ just have to wait for my son to go to college lol 22. walking barefoot on the beach 23. orange flavored water and coffee 24. my son to pieces 25. seafood, italien 26. to read (up on you ~ hehe ** Dean Koontz, Dan

Qoute Of The Moment
our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure! it is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us. we ask ourselves, "who am i to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, and fabulous?" actually, who are you not to be? you are a child of god, your playing small doesn't serve the world. there is nothing enlightened about shrinking so others won't feel insecure around you. we were born to make manifest the glory of god that is within us. it is not just in some of us; it's in EVERYONE. and as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give others permission to do the same. as we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others nelson mandela

Hurt But Imma Be Ok!
Well,to all of you that said "too bad you're not single" you'll be happy to know that I AM SINGLE NOW! lol I mean I am hurt,sad,wanna cry,but imma be ok n move on! I still love the ex bf to death,but I can't go thru the stupid shit anymore,I have enough stress,etc in my life right now.....don't need him adding more! So everyone hit me up if you wanna talk! ;-)

My Girls Won 1st Prize In Best Kid With Pet Contest !! Thank You All In Bunches !!
MY GIRLS WON 1ST PRIZE IN BEST KID WITH PET CONTEST I WANT TO THANK ALL OF YOU THAT VOTED & COMMETED MY GIRLS YOU'RE ALL SO AWESOME AND MY GIRLS ARE GONNA BE SO PROUD OF THE MOTORCYCLE !! THEY LIVE HALF-HALF WITH ME SO THEY ARE NOT WITH ME ON CHRISTMASDAY THEY WILL BE HOME WITH ME ON 26TH DECEMBER... SO THIS MEANS A LOT TO ME YOU CAN IMAGINE.. THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH I CANT THANK YOU ENOUGH!! MERRY CHRISTMAS & HAPPY NEW YEAR !! LENA

Get Away From My Desk
i've been sitting here most of the day randomly rating people's pictures and leaving random comments on pictures and rating profiles and all kinds of shit like that for this... I WANT TO POST A FUCKING POLL!! i am going to call them polls, cause i dont like that gay word they use for them...how retarded. but anyway, i have to be at level 5 to post one, and i'm like 2 hundred something points away from that. lame, i know. i'll get there eventually. my work gets on my last fucking nerve. i got paperwork from one of the drivers, and someone who works here was like "did you get all 5 pages?" and i'm like "yes" and he's like "are you sure?" and i'm like "yes" and i sit there and go through them again one more time. and he WATCHES me go through them...so then why the fuck does he pick up the papers and go through them one more fucking time like i'm a moron?? oh i was shitty. i'm thinking okay fuck you, you can go ahead and stay here and put the damn signatures in too while you're g

Some Men Are Not All Bad
If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he treat you any differently? Always have you

God's Whisper
I gaze out into the stars one night wondering about life & if I'll ever get it rite. Thinking about things I've done. Trying to make sense of it all is no fun. Then it came to me clear & bright God whispered in my ear that night, my child let go there is no future in the past I have forgotten it whats done is done you must grasp. Take hold of my hand have faith in me, I will help you through life you will see . I created all things It is no big task for me.

Mommy's Little Baby
Mommy's Little Baby By LisaMarie Emerle Mommy's little baby is not really far away I'm keeping you in my heart and that's how it's gonna stay! Although you didn't meet me and look into my eyes Mommy will be thinking of you when I look up in the skies And when I feel the sunshine ... shining down on me I will know you're safe & happy and where you have to be I have so many questions and there are no answers to find But don't think for just a second that you'll ever leave my mind You my precious angel made a mommy out of me But our Father up in Heaven chose to raise you instead of me God must have so much in store and wonderful plans for you So I will carry this burden of pain so all your dreams come true! So don't you cry any tears my love - be happy and be free When God decides it's time....you will meet Daddy and me You are very special both here and in heaven above No matter where you are my angel you have Daddy & Mommy's Love!

The Truth
Life is a masterpiece that we each paint by our actions! You do evil things to people and eventually (Your shit canvas with drip onto u and karma will make u smell forever) But if u do good things (sure the odd bad thing might happen from others karma being so bad) But for the most part u will be rewarded! The key that I have learned in my life is people try to taint u and make u into a fake fuck that spreads like a virus of fake shit and ruins all that follow its actions! It Spreads so fast u could call it air born! Thats why u dont want a shit canvas (the last thing u want is for people to smell your bullshit comming) You want a good smelling canvas like roses (so why not help the suffering that dont have a choice?) Nobody wants to be poverty! Even the worst poverty in our countrys of great wealth is nothing compared to the suffering of countrys that have differin't religious belifes then our governments! The time of judging needs to end! The time of anarchy needs

Im In The Mood! Lol
ok im in the mood to write some erotic/fantasy stories. i could make up a subject or pick a profile and change the name to protect the innocent but I figured asking for volunteers would be more fun. lol think you can handle the steam? just let me know what you like or are into , ie boy/girl, girl/girl, bondage, cause otherwise you get what my mind spits out...and might find yourself thinking about something new to try lol ok if noone volunteers I will just make up a name and pick a profile and everyone will wonder who its based on lol Hope everyone is having a happy holidays

Hmm
why cant i live in utah where u can have more than one wife if u live in a poligamist colony.because theres 2 thats right i said 2 women im marrying tomorrow night..lol..they know who they are.one speaks german the other speaks ebonics and they both hood.one can cook the other can wash dishes and have like 50 more kids for me so i can grow a tribe of mixed gangstas who speak with a german accent and have puffy afros.on our next jerry springer..lol...oh yeah im the new CEO of fuck hatas dot com.this damn hata blocker aint working i need to get the full strengh version

Redneck Man's Pick Up Lines
1) Did you fart? cuz you blew me away. 2) Are yer parents retarded? cuz ya sure are special. 3) My Love fer you is like diarrhea ... I can't hold it in. 4) Do you have a library card? cuz I'd like to sign you out. 5) Is there a mirror in yer pants? cuz I can see myself in em. 6) If you in I were Squirrels, I'd store my nuts in yer hole. 7) You might not be the best lookin girl here, but beauty's only a light switch away. 8) Man - "Fat Penguin!" Woman - "WHAT?" Man - "I just wanted to say something that would break the ice." 9) I know I'm not no Fred Flintstone, but I bet I can make yer bed-rock. 10) I can't find my puppy, can you help me find him? I think he went inta this cheap motel room. 11) Yer eyes are as blue as window cleaner. 12) If yer gunna regret this in the mornin, we kin sleep til afternoon. and.... the best for last! 13) Yer face reminds me of a wrench, every time I think

3 In One Post Lol
I sit here alone in the dark Wishing for her and the spark I wait for her and long to see If we share perfect chemistry To hold and look deep in her eyes To share the wonder and surprise At two who feel loves bond grow And deep in our hearts it does show For none can guess the mind of god To try is an effort to be found odd Destiny calls and we must be Together till end of eternity By R. Thomas Dinsmore Never sure of life and the things that will be Psychic impressions that do come to me let me know that something will change A feeling I get that is always so strange And always to pass in the coming storm Why do I suffer these visions that swarm I saw you there in dreams and thought I knew you’re the one my soul had sought I felt the coming of change all before I see the visions and wish I knew more But what is to come and how it will unfold Is to me a mystery , a story yet untold And now free of bonds one more time again As I felt it coming blowing in

1) For War Crimes
Bush and Cheney need to be Impeached 1) For War Crimes 2) For Criminal Negligence In letting 1000 plus drown in New Orleans from Katrina 3) For Illegal Wiretapping Please Review My Photos It Ticks The Republicans Off to See This Profile Displayed So Many Times.

A Request From Aeliyah's Father!!!
Today is Saturday the 23rd of December!!! I had just spoken to Aeliyah's father!!! He is sooo gratful that you all have stopped for a moment to show and pay your respects to myself and falcon69. He understands now that his daughter's pic is the main pic of everyone's profile. His request is to please remove the candle light picture of her and put up your own of your choice now. You may keep the pic in your profile as a memory of paying your respects or you may go ahead and remove all together. We all request that though you do keep us all in Aeliyah's family in your thoughts and in your prayers. Remember to always kiss your kids everyday, all day if you have to. If you don't have kids kiss those who mean ALOT to you!!! Thank you so ever much to you all!!! You all are truly amazing people and you will always be remembered!!! Kim aka booshine and Andrew aka Falcon69 Most important Aeliyah's Father!!

That Feeling
I finally got it. Every year it seems to come later and later. But today, as I was driving back to work from lunch, I suddenly had an uplifting in my heart. I felt the need to smile. I grinned at little old ladies, and let people at the 4-way stops go before me with a wave. Not that I don't do these things normally. But during the holidays it just comes easier and puts a smile in my heart. Yep, I'm a big cheese ball. I believe in the magic. I'm going away for a few days to visit family, but I just had to say to you all... MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! I hope you get that feeling too.

My Feet Hurt
i have lots of pictures... battery park, central park, museum of modern history, ground zero, ellis island... had to get the cheesy I heart NYC shirts... i have snowglobes, i am such a fucking tourist. my feet hurt... i need beer..

Holding On To Memories
It is soooo easy to hold on to things. Doesn't make it easy to let go, but when we do, we are free of the chains of those memories while the memories can remain in our treasure chests of our minds. For my deceased husband, I bought a small treasure chest box at a place similiar to Pier One or World Trade Market or something of the sort. In the box, I placed one of his favorite shirts, our wedding bands, the unity candle at our wedding, and the like. Things like that I hated to destroy or give away. At least, it isn't the suit. Oh, you haven't heard the suit story. I'll have to find that story from another blog that I have had running for more than 2 years now... LOL.... At any rate.... I still hold onto those type of things, along with some photographs. QUESTION: Do you think that this is necessarily a good thing or a bad thing? If you had a boyfriend or girlfriend that was holding on to a few things from his/her ex-spouse, would you allow them to keep those things

The Best Christmas Present For The Troops - Is A Bush/cheney Impeachment
* * * The Best Christmas Present For The Troops - Is a Bush/Cheney Impeachment * * * Tell your congressman and 2 Senators to Vote to Impeach Bush & Cheney In 2007 or we will Vote you out of office in 2006 CLICK HERE To Check Us Out Today "

Bulletin
i just read a bulliten about impeaching bush for war crimes. if your a friend or in my family and you have a problem with the way the military is bein run, let me know so i can delete you from my friends and family list. i know we in the military defend your right to your opinion. but until you put on the uniform and support our country, then dont make any statments about my commander and chief. Put on he uniorm and do our jobs for a week, then maybe u will have the right to talk shit about the president.until you do that shut the fuck up.

Christmas Greetings
He laid her on the table, So white, clean and bare, His forehead wet with beads of sweat, He rubbed her here and there. He touched her neck, Then felt her breast, Then drooling, felt her thigh. The slit was wet and all was set, He gave a joyous cry, The hole was wide........ He looked inside, All was dark and murky, He rubbed his hands, And stretched his arms......... And then he stuffed the turkey.

The End
So we are here once again without a reason. In the back of this dark alley. The rain hits our face through this funny season. This is what we have chosen to be our reality. Through it all we ended up here. I wipe the hair and tears from your face. You look at me so full of fear. Knowing this will be our last place. You have chosen a road full of love. The only way I knew was full of hate. The message was brought by your faithful dove. Some how this ended up being our fate. You are made up of everything so pure. I was told nothing but the worst lies. They cursed you something that has no cure. I have done everything except die. Our souls were one once before. I left you so you wouldn't see my ways. The only thing I have ever cherished and adore. So we are here at the end of these days. Your reaching for the love that was once there. I am trying to fight the ways I feel. Our lives for now on is full of despair. Tired of the things we have to conceal. I

Is Hockey The Only Sport In An Ice Rink?
Driving by the Rink tonight reminded me of what I did there one year ago. A while back I had been dating 3 Joe's. Crazy Joe...worthy of his own blog, School Teacher Joe..should be an on going blog..and Tall Joe. Tall Joe used to be a professional athlete years ago and tries to stay fit. Part of him having an extra job at the local Rink is to be able to get extra cash for his kids and be able to play Hockey for free in the League. We had been sleeping together for a few years off and on by this point..always hot...the reason it was so fucking hot was because..I may be a BBW but I am only 4'11 and very small in the right spots. Tall Joe happened to be 6'7 and about 300 lbs.and very athletic. It was always like a sexual amuzement park for me. One night after he finished cleaning the ice...very late..I snuck into the rink. The two of us were so hot we went into the locker room. Once in there...nothing held us back. Clothes were flying and I found myself laying on my back balancing o

I'm Ready Now
Take my hand and lead the way, tell me all you want to say. Whisper softly in my ear, all those things I want to hear. Kiss my lips and touch my skin, bring out passions deep within. Pull me close and hold me near, take away my pain and fear. In the darkness of the night, be my beacon, shine your light. In the brightness of the sun, show me that you are the one. Give me wings so I can fly, for I can soar when you're nearby. Enter my heart, break down the wall. It's time for me, to watch it fall. I've been a prisoner, can't you see? Break my chains, and set me free. Strip me of my armor tight, you'll find I won't put up a fight. Release my soul held deep within . . . I'm ready now, let love begin. M.J.B. 1/31/2006

Whip Me
Today,I decided that I needed to do something different.To stay away from sex.So,I decided in my mind that whips and handcuffs and the 'fun' a person could have with that wasn't sex.Am I wrong? Nah!!!!!!!!!!!!I don't think so.After all its all about the state of mind(well at least for me).After all I have done both roles.Both the DOMI and the submissive.I personally have enjoyed being the domi.Although,I must say being handcuffed and having feathersran over a persons body is fun tooooooooo. So,the question I have in my mind,is that kind of fun still considered sex too?

In Memory
I JUST WANT TO WRITE THIS IN MEMORY OF MY NEICE, KILLED BY A DRUNK DRIVER QUITE A WHILE BACK. THE LOSS HER MOTHER SUFFERED WAS A GREAT ONE, BUT THE LOSS TO THE WORLD IS GREAT TOO, BECAUSE I,M SURE, GIVEN THE CHANCE TO GROW UP, SHE WOULD HAVE BEEN SOMETHING GREAT. PLEASE DRINK RESPONSIBLY AND DESIGNATE A DRIVER, OR BETTER YET, STAY HOME WITH YOUR LOVED ONES AND OFF THE STREETS. MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL MY FRIENDS, AND MAY YOU HAVE AN AWESOME NEW YEAR

Anticipation {guys, I Love Having This Done To Me Under The Table }
His hands were sliding under the table. I watched them out of the corner of my eye and couldn't wait to see what was next. I took a quick breath as I felt his finger tips on my thigh. Looking around the restaurant, I checked to see if anyone was watching. I lifted my wine glass to my lips and took a sip as his fingers walked up my thigh, skimming my skin. I felt my heartbeat race and my breath stall. He smiled at me over his glass. His lips took a slow drink on his scotch and water as his fingers moved up the top of my stockings. The waiter came to the table and asked if we needed anything. Our entrees would be out momentarily. I smiled and tried not to moan as his fingers finally touched the apex between my legs. My panties were soaked. His finger slid up and down my pussy, rubbing my panties against me. I wanted to moan but somehow held it in. I looked up at him and he smiled, licking his lips. As the waiter placed our plates in front of us, his finger slipped under my panties

Finished. =)
I'm finally done Christmas shopping. sort of. what counts anyway. But yeah apparenlty last minute Christmas shopping costs about $70.00. I've already told my family the plan for tonight. Hook my Game Cube back up and then tomorrow.... hand me the Legend of Zelda... Mama's got a new adventure with Link!!!!!!!!!!!

Happy Christmas Eve!
To all of you Merry Christmas!! Make sure you have a good time with your families. Enjoy! Love to all! 'Twas the night before Christmas, when all through the house Not a creature was stirring, not even a mouse; The stockings were hung by the chimney with care, In hopes that St. Nicholas soon would be there; The children were nestled all snug in their beds, While visions of sugar-plums danced in their heads; And mamma in her 'kerchief, and I in my cap, Had just settled our brains for a long winter's nap, When out on the lawn there arose such a clatter, I sprang from the bed to see what was the matter. Away to the window I flew like a flash, Tore open the shutters and threw up the sash. The moon on the breast of the new-fallen snow Gave the lustre of mid-day to objects below, When, what to my wondering eyes should appear, But a miniature sleigh, and eight tiny reindeer, With a little old driver, so lively and quick, I knew in a moment it must be St. Nick. More rapi

Ooo Im Pissed!
ok so im pissed off right now cuz of something that someone said about me. i responded to a blog about something and some MAN tells me that i am greedy for "milking" my ex husband. u know something, maybe i did milk his sorry ass! maybe i wanted him to have to pay for shit when he walked out on me and my kids, for making me lose my car and house cuz he wanted to go have sex and sniff his coke...but IM in the wrong? i stold diapers so my kids had their asses covered, i stole food from where i worked so i could feed my kids, i had to move in with my sister cuz i couldnt afford to live on my own anymore! but it was SOOOOOOOOO wrong for me to make my husband pay for it all....he cheated and he lied and he took the car i bought for him with my income tax check....and if paying 275.00 a month in alimony and 350.00 a month is child support is so bad, and then getting a 1000.00 settlement when the divorce was final is so bad, i wonder what is so wrong with women that really milk their ex's? a

Merry Christmas To All My Friends And Family Here On Ct
I just want to wish all my firends and family here on CT, MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! Hope you all get what you desire. For some reason I am having a problem leaving comments here for my family and friends. But I Love you all. Have a Wonderful time and I hope to hear from you all soon. Don

Alone On Xmas:(
im alone on xmas, 1 year ago today, my ex gf cheated onme last xmas with my brother and best freinds cusin, and came over on newy years and toldme about it, and then a couple years ago, my ex gf cheated on me with my brother 3 times a guy from wallmart and her x bf, , so now i have been single for a year now, and before that i was single for 2 years, im sickof being alone, its not that i cant get a gf, but they wanna use me, and no one ever aproches me and just flat out says i want u, i wish that would happen, also my family disowned me wheniwas 15 my dad droped me off in vermont and told me to have a nice life, and my mom was shot and killed in front of me in california when i was 5 :( so if u wanna make me feel better have any sexy pics, or a cam or just want to get together and think im cute sexy or hot please let me know pce:(

So Alone
people all around me but i feel so alone sit right next to me i still feel all alone iam so tired of being alone so very sick of being alone when does it stop feeling alone does it ever go away being alone i am so used to being alone someday i might not be all alone

Alone For The Holidays
Christmas? Just another day in the life. Nothing special. The quiet is deafening. It's raining harder now. If I reach out Will you be there? If I call out Will you answer? Sleep doesn't come easy now. Unconciousness would be a far sight better. But only to wake up Christmas morning. I guess Santa missed me.

Quiz Time----what Vamp Clan Are U
Your clan is a dysfunctional one. That is because you are a Malkavian. Something is poisonous about this clan's blood that drives all those embraced to madness. However, in this madness, you tend to have great insight. Unfortunately, people just take it as senseless ramblings. In every family there is an insane one. You're it.What Vampire Clan Do You Belong To?

She Said She Loved Me...
I knew it from the start It was a bad idea to give up my heart So you say you love me All I hear is 'less than three' But you was frontin, playin like you was my baby I told you I loved you too, but maybe You don't feel the same, and now I see. I knew it from the start You weren't capable of holdin my heart To you I wouldn't lie I just wanted to lay and look into your eye.. S Eyes, of an angel Or so I thought And little did I know my heart you'd mangle I knew it from the start That you'd break my heart...

Erotic Thoughts-
I FEEL YOU YA KNOW,...IM MEMORIZING EVERYTHING,YOUR LIPS,YOUR TONGUE,YOUR LARGE DICK THAT I WANTA FEEL SO BADLY INSIDE OF ME,...WHAT IF WE WENT TO A CLUB AND WE WERE SO TURNED ON,..WOULD U SHOW ME BABY,..WOULD U DO ME BEHIND THE CLUB JUST BECAUSE WE WANTED IT THEN,..URE SO FUCKING HOT!,..PUT YOUR SNAKE LIKE TONGUE TO MY MOUTH ,..MMMM' FUCK URE GOOD' I WANTA DO SO MUCH 2 U,...PUT YOUR HAND 2 MY THROAT.I FEEL MY PUSSYS GETTING WET,O NO,I DONT DOUBT YOU COULD MAKE ME CUM BY CHOKING ME,..SO WAT R U WAITING FOR,...SQUEEZE----------NOW WHAT DO I DO FOR MY SEXY,...DO YOU LIKE TO BE WHIPPED BABY!,CAN U HANDLE ME,...UP AGAINEST THE WALL AND DROP THOSE JEANS NOW!,..THATS RIGHT BABY,.""PLAY THE GAME"",..ONLY NOW ITS MY TURN!!,...ILL BE CAREFUL NOT TO DRAW BLOOD,.MUCH;;;

Merry Bloody Xmas! Now Get A Hobby!
Okay I'm bored, depressed and annoyed because it's xmas, everyone is gonna keep to their own families, the 36 pint polypin of beer isn't ready to drink yet as it wasn't made bright, the atmosphere is screaming at me, I want this day to end... Why celebrate the birthday of someone who brought misery and oppression to people by creating an organised religion anyway? Can't you people all get a fucking hobby???

Merry Christmas!!
I am thankful every single day of my life for Jesus Christ dying for my sins... I am thankful for the person who created this FANTASTIC forum that attracts so many nice people... I am thankful for the job I have even though I am on vacation and was called at 11pm Christmas Eve and ordered to work today... I am thankful for the friends and family that will stop over today for dinner and say "Where's Tom?" To each of you who I have called friend and even more so those I am a fan of.... May God Bless You and Your family and it is my prayer you are all able to gather again a year from now AGAIN to celebrate the birthday of Jesus Christ - the Messiah!! Love Tom... p.s. If you expected to get a giggle and a laugh just go read some of my other posts... :)

What Would Journey Do?
WHAT WOULD JOURNEY DO? by Bill Wasik, originally published in the Sept. 24, 1998, issue of The Weekly Week, a humor magazine published in Somerville MA You've all seen the "W.W.J.D." bracelets and T-shirts that remind teens and adults alike about a good rule of thumb for living a holy life. Many, however, ask themselves these questions: Does Journey know about my battles with the enemy of my soul? Do they understand the fierce temptations that challenge me? Do they have any clue what I am going through -- the sorrow, the sadness, the depression that overflow my cup? I've been betrayed by a friend, a lover, someone very dear -- does Journey understand? I am here today to tell you that Journey DOES understand. Because, my friend, Journey has been there before. SITUATION ONE Gregg and Heather have a picture-perfect marriage. The two are young and wildly successful -- Heather is a bank-credit analyst, Gregg a top loafer salesman at a department store. But Heather's job requi

Merry Christmas
To all my friends and fans!wishing you all a safe and wonderful holiday and if i'm not responding to you it's just because on friday dec 22 2006 I was at the hospital when i found out my beautiful grandmother has pancreas cancers so i hope everyone can say a prayer, For her love nd kisses Shea

Rose ~ Best Message In Some Time! Read And Learn! I Have Long Ago...
The first day of school our professor introduced himself and challenged us to get to know someone we didn't already know. I stood up to look around when a gentle hand touched my shoulder. I turned around to find a wrinkled, little old lady beaming up at me with a smile that lit up her entire being She said, "Hi handsome. My name is Rose. I'm eighty-seven years old. Can I give you a hug?" I laughed and enthusiastically responded, "Of course you may!" and she gave me a giant squeeze. "Why are you in college at such a young, innocent age?" I asked. She jokingly replied, "I'm here to meet a rich husband, get married, have a couple of children, and then retire and travel." "No seriously," I asked. I was curious what may have motivated her to be taking on this challenge at her age." I always dreamed of having a college education and now I'm getting one!" she told me. After class we walked to the student union building and shared a chocolate milkshake. We became instant friends. Every day for

A Holiday Thank You
THANK YOU SO MUCH AND I AM HAPPY TO HEAR THAT MY POEM I SENT HAS REALLY MADE YOUR YEAR I AM SINGLE YOU KNOW SO ALONE I WILL BE BOTH CHRISTMAS AND NEW YEARS NO ONE TO CELEBRATE WITH ME WHAT WILL YOU DO TO CELEBRATE THIS YEAR DO YOU HAVE LOTS OF PLANS HOW WILL YOU SPREAD YOUR CHEER REMEMBER THAT CHRISTMAS IS SPECIAL NEW YEARS IS OUT OF SIGHT WE GET LOTS OF PRESENTS KISS STRANGERS AT MIDNIGHT MEETING NEW FRIENDS ON LINE IS TRULY A GREAT THING MAYBE OUR FRIENDSHIP WILL LAST THROUGH THE SPRING BUT WHAT EVER HAPPENS I JUST WANT YOU TO SEE YOU ARE A GREAT FRIEND AND VARY SPECIAL TO ME

Be Careful Of Those Southern Grandmas!! :)
Lawyers should never ask a Southern grandma a question if they aren't prepared for the answer. In a trial, a Southern small-town prosecuting attorney called his first witness, a grandmotherly, elderly woman to the stand. He approached her and asked, "Mrs. Jones, do you know me?" She responded, "Why, yes, I do know you, Mr. Williams. I've known you since you were a young boy, and frankly, you've been a big disappointment to me. You lie, you cheat on your wife, and you manipulate people and talk about them behind their backs. You think you're a big shot when you haven't the brains to realize you never will amount to anything more than a two-bit paper pusher. Yes, I know you." The lawyer was stunned! Not knowing what else to do, he pointed across the room and asked, "Mrs. Jones, do you know the defense attorney?" She again replied, "Why, yes, I do. I've known Mr. Bradley since he was a youngster, too. He's lazy, bigoted, and he has a drinking problem. He can't build a normal rel

Well I Have To Shut It Down...
My entire wall space is covered cards. So I'm going to stop doing blasts and live with what i have. Now i have the task of going threw and finding all the addresses off everything and sending back a thank you Post Card. I would like to thank all of those that have sent me things in the past. I would also like to thank everyone that has talked to me and kept me company. I will be here to June and I'm not leaving the site. I'm just putting an end to the post card deal beause of lack of wall space. for those that don't want to loose my address for some reason... Guy Cooper ITT/SWA Unit 60516 Camp Bucca APO, AE 09375-0516 for those of you in the US, its regular postage... The mailing adddres goes to NY, where the Army takes delivry. So US postal only cares about postage to NY.

A New Poem - Just Wrote It For New Year's Day
CHRISTMAS THIS YEAR WAS WONDERFUL AND I AM SURE EVERYONE HAD A BLAST IT’S TOO BAD IT ONLY COMES ONCE A YEAR THIS HOLIDAY I WISH COULD LAST BUT IT IS OVER NOW AND WE MUST LOOK AHEAD TOWARDS THIS WEEK AND THE COMING YEAR WILL WE EXPERIENCE LOTS OF LOVE AND JOY WILL OUR JOURNEYS BE VIOD OF FEAR AS WE LOOK TOWARDS THE COMING NEW YEAR AND RESOLUSIONS WE WANT TO MAKE SOME OF THEM ARE TO IMPROVE OURSELVES MOST OF THEM WE WILL PROBABLY BREAK BUT WITH THIS NEW YEAR AHEAD OF YOU ENJOY EVERYDAY AND MAKE THEM LAST AND NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS GOOD OR BAD JUST KNOW OUR FRIENDSHIP IS STEAD FAST ~~ Dan ~~

I Will All Ways Be There
when life becomes difficlt sometimes you find that it help if you know you're on somebody mind and i just want to say that whatever you do please remember that someone is thanking of you so don't ever feel lonely or full of despair if you need me i promas ill always be there

When Mother Earth Shudders...
We've had 3-pointer earthquakes four days in a row here in the NorCalifoolya(Come on all my Yay Area folkerzz, who felt them?). Anyone remember the 'Quake of 89? There had been minor shocks a couple of days prior, if my memory serves me honorably. Anyone get what Im reachin at? I don't think my childhood home can take another 7-pointer!! Head for the hills!...or New Jersey or whatever...!

Normal
Normal Most people wake up and do their normal life. But who is to say what normal is? Is it doing what youve always done, or is it doing what needs to be done? I am anything but normal i live my life in turmoil The everyday "joes" of society bore me, I wish they could just see. That what they do is pointless The life they live is futile They need to live in my shoes for just a while And see what its like to be what they call me, A freak, loser, When actually im doin what they like to call "normal!"

Ok Time To Vent
Work sucked ass tonight. Not only did i work with a slick talking (I didnt fall for his shit but anyway) LAZYASS, but it was super busy and we were closing 3 hours earlier cuz of it bein christmas . That lazy little shithead didnt do a goddamn thing all fucking night. "Oh, my back hurts, I have a back condition," he says. My response to that is what the fuck are you doing , working at a gas station if you cant even do the most basic tasks? Of course, he didnt respond. Now I'm physically tired, but im so fucking mad at his lazy ass that im not even close to bein sleepy...... so anyway im here now, a bit cranky, and wound up. I'm not expecting a pity party either , I just needed to vent so I can get all this shit off my chest. Ok Im dont bitchin now and feel slightly better. Merry christmas everyone, have a reat night!

Soldier Story
Today he was getting his oil changed and was chatting with some of the men about Iraq. This is a bit unusal for Bobby since he doesn't talk about the war much. He found himself being interupted by the lady working at the counter. She made it a point to say she did not think we had any business fighting in Iraq. Usually my brother just ignores such comments but today he chose to shine!! He said, Ma'am, I appreciate you may have your own opinions and beliefs. As a soldier I am trained to protect the rights of all of our citizens, but with all due respect ma'am, I am sure you would not choose to see us fighting these monsters down the street in front of the bank. Maybe someday you will. I am sure you would not like to see our civilians in the line of fire. I feel it is better to take the war where it starts and preserve our safety and our families. She stuttered a bit and said, "well why aren't those people thrilled to see you when you were there"? Again, my brother took a

A Poem..by Myself
The Pain I see you everyday You look through me; I know I’m only in your way I don’t occupy any of your heart I’m empty space; I’m just a missing part You moved on, and have lived better day by day You got someone younger, better, prettier, you say What a surprise, I wasn’t good enough You proved your point; I’m tired of this stuff I pray that you come back to me Love, hope, want us to be free But that would mean we’d have to find trust This is supposed to be love, not lust This want for us to be together Would mean you’re not in the relationship, and that’d be better I’m sorry I loved you, and now you’re only a thought You’re only a memory, that I have forgot I thought I was lost, when you went away I would pray and pray and pray, everyday Now I realize I’m better off To act like you’re not that big of a loss My heart might say something different, but I know the truth Why act like a different person, can’t you act like you are you? I can’t live like I’m

Damn You Would Think They Could Wait!!!
Tonight, our dog Chief started barking like crazy. My son went out to the back to see what was going on. The back door was open and the back gate was open. He wasn't sure what was going on until someone said, "Oh fuck!" Four people scrambled to get into a Honda Civic and took off. My son came running in yelling, "Call 911!!! Call 911!!" I thought he was joking until he picked up a baseball bat and started running toward the back door. I called the police. Thomas got on the phone and told them all that he had seen and that the neighbor behind us heard them too. His dog was barking. When the police came, he said, "Y'all sure are having a lot of break ins!" He went back and talked to my son and the neighbor but said, "Well since they didn't actually do anything we don't really need to write up a report. You don't even have a license plate number just the make of the car but, we'll keep a look out." I just don't get it. Why do these little punks keep messing w

What Style Of Photographer Are You???
I love closeups.... My family of camerabug folks, I was irritated at family photos with such a great distance between the camera and the family... no details... I love details in preserving the details that we want to remember in folks as our memory fades of them... QUESTION -- What about you????

Romance Or Storm
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com Two lovers, face to face, drowned in curiosity, Blissfully fall, Endlessly, And completely, Into their own limitless lust. Passion sweeps through their veins, As if a drug controlling their impulses. The first brief meeting of crimson lips, Drives a force greater than any storm. A short calm as they part. Perhaps in hopes of finding, Some recognition, As to what the proceedings may include. The teases of the first kiss, however, Merely stokes the coals, Which now grow red with curiosity, Lust and excitement. Noble intentions travel along a forgotten road, Narrowly escaping contemplation. Intrigue surpasses all rational thought, Perhaps even manipulates it. The impulsive result, Is intricately woven with, Instant gratification, To produce an infatuation with pleasure, Which tempts yet more passionate intervention, Upon seemingly mundane physical boundaries. The two sus

Fuck You
“Fuck life”? No its just, “fuck you” You’ve turned everything around and placed the blame on me I hate that you said I was the one for you I hate that you said you wanted to marry me I hate that I ever trusted your words All I ever was, was honest and open True to who I was, and you loved me for that But when something troubled me about you You completely went off and said I needed to change I was a fool for still wanting to be with you, then But Im a fool now, for not ending it sooner I hate...that you said I was your world That you would love me ‘til death, and no one else Now we’re seeing how much bullshit that was That my love was not enough, nor the person I am You’ve broken me into more pieces than anyone has ever done Thank you so much, now go pretend you’re an angel

Hmmm....
So there talking about taking some fluid off my uncle with a needle to test it and see how to treat it....but there's a good chance of puncturing a lung or causing an infection...so my mom and my uncle's son went over to the hospital to talk to the doctors and see what the options are....he finally came to last night and freaked out because he was hooked up too all that stuff....the only good during all this is I found one person who can make me smile...you know who you are I just got off the phone with you :)....thank you for being such a good friend...Anyway I hope everyone one had a great Christmas!!

Oh No Hide Ur Kitty Cats
=> NAME: *Expecteria Trouserius* (Trouser Snake) => LOCATION: Throughout the world => DESCRIPTION: One-eyed, with mushroom-shaped head (other types come with extra layers of skin) Varying from pink to black. Fang-less with a highly venomous spit. (Spit can reach distances up to 2-3 feet) *Size varies from 3 to 12 inches, depending on its mood & sub-species. => SYMPTOMS: This snake attacks mainly women in the lower front abdomen, resulting in an inconspicuous bump. Then a severe swelling followed by excruciating pain after nine months. The attack is not usually fatal. Beware: It has been known to attack men in the rear lower abdomen! => HABITAT: Usually found in bedrooms, but has been known to appear in the most unusual places. => ANTIDOTE: Various types of vaccine available for women. However, once the venom is injected into the body only drastic measures will ensure complete recovery. There is no known antidote for men. => WHAT TO DO WHEN ATTACKED TOURNIQUET: Do not

Ok This Is Random But
Anyone feel our toys today are a bit more secured then our borders or airports lmao. I swear i fought for awhile trying to remove a piece of doll clothing off the box so the damn doll can use it. Rubber bands, twists , plastic all > me. Just to get into the damn toy you gotta like use a blow torch and crap. Then my niece gets bored in 5 min and wants to play with her bike..so mean!!!!!!!!!

Hottest Male On Ct
I could use the help of all of you who read this cast your vote for me... We in Florida have started a trend when it comes to voteing so vote as often as you can. Yes I feel like I am whoreing myself out. So what I am a whore, And you can be my pimp... [ CherryTAP.com photo: 884329079 ] http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=415621&i=884329079

My Angel
My Angel ever at my side how lovely you must be-- To leave your home in heaven, to guard a child like me. When I'm far away from home, or maybe hard at play I know you will protect me, from harm along the way. Your beautiful and shining face, I see not, though you're near The sweetness of your lovely voice, I cannot really hear. When I pray, you're praying too, your prayer is just for me. But, when I sleep you never do, You're watching over me.

If Santa Answered His Mail Honestly
Deer Santa, I wud like a kool toy space ranjur fer Xmas. I'v ben a gud boy all yeer. Yer Friend, Billy Dear Billy, Nice spelling. You're on your way to a career in lawncare. How about I send you a book so you can learn to read and spell? I'm giving your older brother the space ranger. At least HE can spell. Santa ***************************************************** Dear Santa, I have been a good girl all year, and the only thing I ask for is peace and joy in the world for everybody! Love, Sarah Dear Sarah, Your parents smoked pot when they had you, didn't they? Santa **************************************************** Dear Santa, I don't know if you can do this, but for Christmas, I'd like for my mommy and daddy to get back together. Please see what you can do.

A New Me!
Well not sure how many of you stop by and look at my pics.. I have decided to change up my image a bit.. I dont want to be thought of as easy or some sleezy person.. those of you that know me well know that I dont have any really tacky pictures or sleezy ones but I worry that the ones I have put up give off a certain image about me.. one I am not sure I want to have.. so I have deleted all the sexy pics.. will be getting some new ones soon of just regular every day life.. but someone brought to my attention recently that all BBW's have naughty pics some where and they are thought to be easy... I am not easy by any means and dont want to be looked at or thought of in that way.. so as for a New Years Resolution for me.. I have no more naughty pics.. I know that many of you enjoyed them and would gladly share them with you outside of being posted online.. just have to give me a private email address but its only because I trust that you would not plaster them on the net some where else..

Pearls
How I so desire to entwine my legs around you, just as our souls entwine and spiral like thousands of twinkling diamond stars. How I ache to feel you deep within me, one with me and my heart, our bodies finally merged as are our souls and intoxicate on the blend of our essences creating a unique perfume. Heady and sweet. Oh, to feel your weight upon me, I, deliciously impaled immobile - to feel the force of loving thrusts each urgency climbing higher. To visualize it, is almost ecstasy - the moment of ultimate trust between such souls as you and I. How I long for that sacred moment when with throbbing pulses ours, I hold my breath to savour your gift of the purest of you, your essence. The ultimate blissful pleasure! I would hold you captive with my most intimate muscles until every pearl of 'you' was mine, greedily treasured, precious jewel. I would kiss away your tears of joy, as my own wash my eyes

Life
this year has went by so fast...the days are gettin shorter and we need to live everyday to the fullest and try to have fun...thats what some ppl forget to do...thats why i keeps it 100 alldaye everyday and if u dont like it then u can kiss ma ss and thats that.

Nobody's Girl
Nobody’s Girl Lost and alone wondering around Looking for someone to bring you up instead of bringing you down Trying to find what’s not really there Hoping to find love somewhere Looking for that state of mind Where everything stands still even time Searching for truth in any given lie But not finding anything but the tears that you cry You want your life to change today But your only seeing your hope fall away Tasting the salty tears that fall from your eyes telling you to let it be But you only can scream and fall to your knees Hope is long gone And your world has become all wrong Love is becoming a fantasy Instead of becoming your destiny The fear is there and very real As it breaks your heart instead of trying to heal you see people walking around as happy as can be Because of the love they have found that you can’t see It seems to you that love is only what they feel Instead of changing it and making it real You want that childhood f

Yes, I Am A Bitch.....
Just thought I'd share this with ya'll. Maybe you'll get a laugh like I did. Some dude named SUM DUM sent me a friend's request and being the nice person that I am, I had to respond to him. So here goes. YOU SAID: ARE YOU KIDDING ME YOURE KILLING ME OVER HERE ADD ME AS A FREIND BEAUTIFUL AND LET ME CHECK OUT THOSE PRIVATE PHOTO ALBUMS....IM DYING. My reply to this is: TY for calling me beautiful. However, if me not allowing you to be a friend is going to cause your death, I should hope that you have your funeral arrangements planned out. I don't need you to check out my private photo album, as it is doing just fine without you. Perhaps before you fall over in death, you will have time to visit www.whoresRus.com to see some pictures of what you're hoping to find. And please don't think bad of me, but I should tell you in advance, I won't be sending a flower to your service. And P.S., your name, Sum Dum, seems to fit you well. Have a Happy Day!

Image Sexual Horoscopes Image
I'm a cancer woman! AQUARIUS WOMEN: A slow starter, you idealize love and encompass it with tenderness. Once aroused though, anything goes! Extremely imaginative and like trying new things. There is nothing in any sex manual that you won't try. Belief that anything that increases the pleasure for your partner is worthwhile. Best sex mates: Aries, Gemini, Libra, Sagittarius and Aquarius. Favorite sex position: standing up, and in water. AQUARIUS MEN: Never treats a woman like a sex object and prefers a variety of foreplay before getting down to it. May have be to revved up, but once his engine is started, he is free and inventive with amazing persistence. He will always see you through to climax. A woman who knows what she wants will be very happy. He usually ensures an orgasm twice - once orally and once genitally. Erogenous zones: gently touching the calves and ankles will get him going. Be careful thoug

Wat An Ass Lol
so my brother got one of those ski masks for christmas.. he puts it on and tries to act like a bank robber and says.. "put the money in the bank" LMAO! what a retard HAHAHA! so if you ever see a bank robbery goin down or see it on tv and the person says put the money in the bank, yup! thats my brother haha.. he'd end up on the stupid news on z100... if anyone listens to them they know what im talking about lol! thought i would just share that with you all!

Computer Death
LAST YEAR ON THE COMPUTER I must send my thanks to whoever sent me the one about rat poop in the glue on envelopes because I now have to use a wet towel with every envelope that needs sealing. Also, now I have to scrub the top of every can I open for the same reason. I no longer have any savings because I gave it to a sick girl (Penny Brown) who is about to die in the hospital for the 1,387,258th time. I no longer have any money at all, but that will change once I receive the $15,000 that Bill Gates/Microsoft and AOL are sending me for participating in their special e-mail program. I no longer worry about my soul because I have 363,214 angels lookingout for me, and St. Theresa's novena has granted my every wish. I no longer eat KFC because their chickens are actually horrible mutant freaks with no eyes or feathers. I no longer use cancer-causing deodorants even though I smell like awater buffalo on a hot day. Thanks to you, I have learned that my prayers only

Again Im Back
Well to all the wonderful peeps on here , It's great to know and feel that ur missed.... Well i hope that you all had a wonderful christmas, and are looking forward to a better new year. I am greatful for your kind wishes, and thoughts. I love you all ......... ALL THE BEST FOR 2007 ! MAY IT BE A GOOD YEAR FOR U ALL XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

Rage (blood)
As I walk threw these dark halls of rage I look down to my feet all is see is blood this blood is not mine its his, the one I so do hate my rage is built from his pleasure and disire to have something he can not hold onto Crimson, pain,the smell, it reaks of him Batterd, beaten, torn how much I so wanted to kill him but I couldn't because he was already dead to me he lays there staring at me with the devil in his eyes but he's dead and it's all because of him him, who looked apone me him,who the devil did posses him,who I killed As pain rips threw me I look down theres a hole a hole, he had inflected blood runs dry and the darkness turns to light as I look up I realize im dead because of him Yes, he killed me no im dead laying here cold and stiff not being able to move, or to plee for my life

Drops Of Blood
Waisting every second of life I don't care Waisting every minute to do nothing I'm not scared Shoot me kill me Rip me cut me Destroy and mutilate me Slash me and gut me I'm dead anyways It don't matter I'll die soon enough Make my blood splatter Running around like the Mad Hatter Insanity plagues me Screaming like the Queen of Hearts Insanity plagues my body Seeing all that hides Seeing black as white Seeing far into your eyes Seeing further into the night The stars glitter The diamonds gleem The sounds are great Sounds of a scream Blood rains on my head The clouds pour The blood soaks my hair And it stains my door Red drops of beauty Red drops of scarlet I wait with my tongue out And swallow when they hit Bloody drops of life Pouring from each wrist It's starting to hurt It hurts when I make a fist It pours and falls It drips into the glass It looks like wine And I drink it as a pass A pass to death A pass into the dark A p

Untitled
With the pain that is in my heart as I try not to fall apart.. I once again made the mistake and started to love again.. What was I thinking that it will all work out that all that matters is what is in your heart.. Haaaa I say its all a mystery in so many ways.. Does everyone deserve to be loved?? Or is love like a precious dove.. Things come and things go and once you notice your all alone.. But this time its different and brought me to light.. That I will not longer put up fights.. I will resend and back away yet once again.. Love is no longer on its way.. It cause to much pain and misery.. Leaving me bleeding internally. For once I realize its time for me to stand alone and stay alone as no one can comperhend me until I grow old.. For over 10 years I have waited for that special someone.. But all I got was a bunch of dum ones.. Wasted 7 1/2 years of my life trying to hold on to what was the love of my life.. Haaa I say as he cheated on me day after day.. Was I an idiot to

Update...on Shadows Poem
Just a update..Found out today I won the Editors Choice Award for Shadows, I'm totally blown away.I never dreamed it would do this good. Thank you to all my friends for you support and encouragement.

" I'm Sorry "
I'm sorry that i bought you roses to tell you that i like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of goin out. I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just fuck you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I am me I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new man hit you and dropped you off in the middle of nowhere, but not good enough to listen to me when I ne

My Move
Well here it is December 27th, 2006.....I am 32 years old, was married for almost 8 years and now seperated for the past 8 months or so. Well the time has come to finally move into my own place come friday....and personally i'm scared shitless.......This will be the first time i have ever lived ALONE!!!!!!!!! It's one of my biggest fears....I'm extremely excited and yet i'm very nervous at the same time...I love my new apartment..it's very cozy and quiet....I guess I just wish i had someone to share it with.

Stalker
Ok, I think that I officially have a stalker now. Every time that I log onto yahoo..he is constantly sending me messages. I have tried to put him on ignore..that doesn't work. I have logged in as invisible and that doesn't work. He knows every time that I log in and won't leave me alone. He got upset with me because I wouldn't be his online girlfriend so now he is harassing me about photos that I have on my yahoo messenger and calling me a shallow person because of my sexy photos. Anybody got any hint on what I should do?

Contest For Lttle Girls
So as I have received questions about rules for this contest. The comments and ratings will be added together for first prize and second prize. There is also a prize for the little girl with the most ratings. You may comment bomb. Please keep it clean please. This contest is for little girls not grown women. No rude comments for others in the contest. If I recieve word there are rude e-mails being sent to other mothers the contest will be closed and prizes will be giving out at that time. If any questions please e-mail. Remember contest opens Friday 12pm(EST) and rusn till January 5th at 9pm(EST). Good luck to all.

If U Have A Daughter
IF YOU HAVE A DAUGHTER ALWAYS PAY ATTENTION WHEN SHE IS SPEAKING BE CAREFUL THAT YOU LISTEN WHEN SHE IS SILENT KEEP A WATCHFUL EYE SHE MAY BE HIDING FEELINGS AND JUST MIGHT NEED TO CRY TELL HER YOU ARE PROUD OF ALL THAT SHE'S DONE BRAG ON HER IN THE MIDST OF COMPANY NOT JUST WHEN YOU'RE ALONE TELL HER SHE CAN NEVER SAY SHE'S TOO WEAK ENCOURAGE HER ALWAYS, HER DREAMS TO SEEK NEVER UNDERESTIMATE OR COMPARE HER TO ANOTHER MAKE HER FEEL SHE'S COMPETANT JUST AS GOOD AS HER BROTHER TELL HER THAT YOU LOVE HER THAT SHE'S IMPORTANT TOO WHEN SHE'S OLDER SHE'LL DO THINGS YOU NEVER DREAMED SHE COULD DO THEN POLITETLY, LIKE A LADY, SHE'LL TURN AND SAY "THANK YOU." I WISH SOMENE HAD DONE THIS FOR ME

My Christmas!
it was pretty much amazing. i got a new computer! which is good news for all of you because ill be on here a lot more, especially on messenger..for those of you that i talk to on there. and i also got a new pink slvr which i love..and tons of new clothes of course along with other things. if any of you care, me and my boyfriend are doing alright, just great sex is the extent of it. im still talking to that other guy though..he is on break from college so we've been hanging out. nothing else really exciting has been going on, i cant wait for new years of course :)

What Is A Vet?
What is a vet? He is the cop on the beat who spent six months in Saudi Arabia sweating two gallons a day making sure the armored personnel carriers did not run out of fuel. He is the barroom loudmouth, dumber than five wooden planks, whose evergrown frat-boy behavior is outweighed a hundred times in the cosmic scales by four hours of exquisite bravery near the 38th parallel. She - or he - is the nurse who fought against futility and went to sleep sobbing every night for two solid years in Da Nang. He is the POW who went away one person and came back another - or did not come back AT ALL. He is the Quantico drill instructor that has never seen combat - but has saved countless lives by turning slouchy, no-account rednecks and gang members into Marines, and teaching them to watch each other's backs. He is the parade - riding Legionnaire who pins on his ribbons and medals with a prosthetic hand. He is the career quartermaster who watches the ribbons and medals pass him by.

Hindsight Finally Kicks In, Just In Time For 2007
Last night I had a dream. A dream about my marriage. It was all an analogy. If you know me, you know I have analogies like nobody's business. My interpretation is in parentheses. Anyway, we were driving down the road. We were sitting high up, like in a large pick-up or SUV. My ex was behind the steering wheel. The vehicle represented our marriage -- something we are in together, working on together. And it is taking us into the future together. Well while going along I am sitting there opening the mail. One letter is my mobilization order from the Army. I say, "Honey can we pull over here for a little bit? I have to get out. Maybe you can take the car for a check-up or visit your Mom. I have to go do this real quick." I show her the paperwork. She gets upset and starts hitting on my shoulder while she is driving. She loses control of the vehicle for a little bit but gets back on course (hmmm, think this is her DUI). It is in the late evening (hmmm, maybe the late evenin

Life Is Good
I sorta new at all of this! Alot to check out but let me tell you a little about my self. Im a very outgoing male who loves to make friends and have a good time. Just like any other male who thinks about sex every 8 seconds, yes it is true!! I would like to meet women for friendship, pen pals or what ever? I love nascar, swimming, old rock, nature, hiking in the deep woods camping and all that stuff. Im a romantic, kind, gental, man who loves the enjoyment of life meeting new people no matter where they live or how they live, it is the quality of happiness we all want in life, weather it be sex, or just letting someone know you care enough to email them. Pen pals are special people because they write to someone who listens and we all need that from time to time? The other thing is feelings that overwhelm us and to have someone to deal with them is a gift !!!!!!!!!! As for the sex thing well Im a male I think about it about every 8 seconds

*savage Heart* Family
I see so many different "families" on here, so I decided to start my own! I don't expect there to be many members, since my bulletins barely ever get read. The SavagE HearT family is for those that have loved & lost more times then they care to remember. Having your heart broken & torn so many times that it has become savage. If you decide to join my little family, ther only a couple of little rules. 1> You must repost any bulletin another family member posts 2> You must vote on all of the other family members pics (even nudes & yes even if the same sex) 3> You must help promote any member that is in a contest to help them out 4> You must never forget to show all Family members love every day that you are on. They need the love, cause they have a SavagE HearT! 5> You must have *SavagE HearT* family at the end of your name at all times to stay in the family! I highly doubt there will be many more members then myself, but thought I would give this a try to help out myself & any

Letter To My Husband/wife
Dear Wife, I am writing you this letter to tell you that I'm leaving you for good. I've been a good man to you for seven years and I have nothing to show for it. These last two weeks have been hell. Your boss called to tell me that you had quit your job today and that was the last straw. Last week, you came home and didn't even notice that I had gotten a new hair cut, cooked your favorite meal and even wore a brand new pair of silk boxers. You came home and ate in two minutes, and went straight to sleep after watching all of your soaps. You don't tell me you love me anymore, you don't want sex anymore or anything. Either you're cheating on me or you don't love me anymore. Whatever the case is, I'm gone. Your EX-Husband P.S. Don't try to find me. Your SISTER and I are moving away to West Virginia together! Have a great life! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Dear Ex-Husband, Nothing has made my day more than receiving your letter. It's true t

My Theme Song...
Your Theme Song is Born to Be Wild by Steppenwolf "I like smoke and lightning Heavy metal thunder Racin' with the wind And the feelin' that I'm under" A total independent spirit, you can't be held down or fenced in. You crave the feeling of wind on your face... and totally freedom. What's Your Theme Song?

What I Want
I read this on a friends page and totally agree with it so I'm posting it here I just want to be with somebody who WANTS to be with me Is that too much to ask for? Somebody who is willing to put as much into a relationship as I am. Maybe I want a whirlwind romance. Someone who will sweep me off my feet. Someone who realises how precious life is and how fleeting it can be. Someone who will take advantage of every moment they have to be near me. Someone who is as crazy about me as I am about them.I just feel so hopeless. Like it can never happen for me. I look around me, and at people I have known in the past. I see so many people who don't even seem to realise what they have. Drugged out crackwhores who are married with families that they dont even care about. (admittedly, they are not too discerning and would settle for anyone, which eases my mind a bit to know that I am not just so messed up that nobody would want to be with me.) I see the workaholics, whose val

Red Haired Wonder
A WONDERFUL SWEET SPIRIT FRAGILE YET STRONG A GRACIOUS WOMAN AND A PLAYFUL KID KIND BEYOND WORDS SOFT AND GENTLE AND EASILY HURT SMART AND ENTHUSIASTIC ENERGETIC AND DEPENDANT INSECURE AND PROUD AND DEFIANT SEXY BEYOND BELIEF AS GIFTED BEAUTY AS GOD HAS MADE YET NO IDEA OF HER POWER HER POWER IN BEAUTY AND SEXUALITY HER POWER IN ANATTRACTING PERSONALITY SHE LOVES LIFE SHE LOVES FRIENDS SHE LOVES FAMILY SPECIAL BEYOND BELIEF YET AN INTOXICATING VULNERABILITY A SOULFUL QUEEN OF GRACE AND DIGNITY A WOMAN WHO TURNS HEADS MALE AND FEMALE SIMPLE YET COMPLEX A PARADOX OF GREAT EXTREMES A WOMAN I AM BLESSED TO KNOW

Some Thoughts....about People
Living in Vegas I have the prime research ground for people watching and seeing plenty of ordinary people along with celebrities making complete asses of themselves. I know everyone is entitled to a few nights of blowing off some steam, but when you do it on a regular basis, it is indicative of "who" and "what" a person truly is. I've seen ordinary people carry beer on The Strip and get tickets. But Paris Hilton, Tara Reid, Dennis Rodman, Madonna, Britney Spears and Linsey Lohan (to name a few) can walk out of Casino plow ass drunk with drink in hand and get a police escort and no ticket. Yes being famous has it's perks. Furthermore Ms. Lohan isn't even 21 she shouldn't be in an establishment drinking anyway - let me know if you figure that one out. I luv a good time don't get me wrong, but if I'm going out I make sure I have a ride home or that I have a room waiting (have fun but plan ahead ppl). From my very own personal interaction with some people here in Vegas I have de

Top Photos....
Below is what I've seen on my homepage over the past 5 minutes which I'm pretty sure isn't SFW....hmmm what's the point of making them private if there gonna be plastered all over everyone's homepage anyway...like I really wanna see that....

Salutes....
First off let me state that this bulletin is NOT attacking ANYONE here on cherry, I am just using this pics as examples....Between the NSFW BS and now the decision making process on the salutes I am getting fed up.... there is several salutes that have been approved that do not even have the correct criteria like , here is the criteria for a salute: A salute is a candid photo of yourself proving to the world that you're the real person behind your CherryTAP profile. Your face should be clearly visible, along with your homepage on your computer in the background, a hand written note with your name, or while wearing a site t-shirt. All Salutes are approved by the CherryTAP bouncers. Using fake or bogus photos will result in your account being removed. Here are the salutes for your top ten cherries here on Cherrytap: and here are the shots that I HAD approved but due to personal probs had to remove and then when I tried to readd - they've been reje

Getting Ready
well its time to go back to work but im taking my new lap top with me so i can keep in touch with all of you.headed up to omaha ne. be there tommorow.then off to somplace not none yet.to all my freinds and family and fans be safe and happy new years.talk soon time to ride

I Have Green Eyes
|G|R|E|E|N| |E|Y|E|S| -Sex Addicts!!! People with green eyes have the most passion put into relationships, they have long lasting relationships. People with green eyes are also the horniest and most beautiful. They long for the touch of another. People with green eyes are very sexy and very attracted towards the opposite sex. You will meet the person you're going to spend the rest of your life with if you repost this.

Marriage Of Us & Canada? (at Least, In Health Plan Issues??)
LOL... That'll never happen (insofar as a merge), but.... CANADIAN EMBASSY@ CherryTAP has made an analogy of the US and Canada being like husband and wife. Immediately, I thought about their health insurance plans up there that I have talked about with other Canadians, here at work, in Austin, and around. They do have a much better perspective made on health insurance that is more in tune in thinking about the fellow human being as a human being and treated with respect for living. Perhaps, the Candadian government could come to the US and demonstrate how their model works and how it could be set up to work in the US as well???? It would be nice to have a marriage of the minds and souls to work towards a more humanistic and caring society.

Best Ladies Ink Contest...please Help!
I have entered myself in a best ladies ink contest. my competetion all seem to have a lower back tat entered...seemed a little generic even though I have one myself...I wanted to be different so I chose the best art I feel I have on my body...please stop by and leave 10's and as many comments you are willing to spare. I appreciate it much....please do this for the love of the art!

Quiz Time----what Kinda Sex?
You prefer Casual sex! You're all for casual sex. That's not to say whoever, whenever. It's more like - you don't actively seek it out, and you're not the horniest or more lustful person in the world ... but you like a good lovin' when it presents itself. Your attitude toward sex is pretty casual - it's no big deal, either way. 'What is the best type of sex for you?' at QuizUniverse.com You prefer Rough sex! You like it ROUGH. Hard, great, wonderful slamming sex is your type of sex. More the product of lust than love - and utterly horny - rough sex is what satisfies you. 'What is the best type of sex for you?' at QuizUniverse.com

Sucking.................
Ok. I dont want ya'll to think I was just gonna talk about eating pussy. Because there are some of you Lying ass bitches that say "I don't suck dick". You trifeling bitch. YES the fuck you do. SOme of you obviously dont have a phuckin clue. Sooooooooo, allow me. FIrst you begin by gently stroking the dick. Just to arouse it a little. If you want to make him earn this nut. Have him stand up. You sit. In a chair on the bed ,hell I dont really give a phuck where just sit down. while he is standing in front of you : lick your lips to get them moist. With the tip of your tongue (about the first inch of it) place the dick there lick it , pop it in your mouth. Dont be afraid of it. The mutha phucka dont bite. Be gentle. Oh and DON'T use your teeth. I am sure that shit dont feel good. Now. move you head in the same manner you see a chichen peck his food. YOu know what I am talking about. Insert it all the way in your mouth(as far as you can) slowly. Now slide your mouth off it again.

My Quest To Better Health Begins Anew
Okay... in truth it began some time ago... Several months ago I went to the Dr for some problems I was having in my leg.. an infection got very bad from a cut and my legs were swelling dangerously. I went to the Dr and he put me on the scale I almost cried at the weight. We, my wife and i, said we would do something and we didn't.. not really. Then i saw this one diet and decided to try it and it works, works well, but it was decided that things were just too bland, or too bitter (to the point they actually burned the tongue), so we would change our diet back to another we knew would work. Now.. before starting this other diet i was at a GHASTLY 375... yes ladies and gents, the man you, for some unknown reason seem to find appealing on this site, was a in deed moby dick.. the great white whale Anyway... on the diet i lost 30 lbs in no time.. so down to 345 where i hovered for awhile... i went on my trip for a week and came back at 352.. UGH Now this morning I am at 33

Life And Love
I am laying here in bed not wanting to move a muscle. For 2 weeks we have all been sick. Katie and I got the worst of it. I feel like theres n elephant sitting on my chest. oh no.. thats just my cat.. nm I am still trying to make sense of my love life. It's not making any sense right now. I haven't talked to him since Sunday and he's called once since he left 3 weeks ago. We have had some online time together and thats it.He tells me how much he loves me and how I am so perfect. I dont feel it. I just don't know how I am supposed to feel right now. I love him and I am not giving up on him. I am just entitled to my pain I suppose. My pain and my confusion. If I am so wonderful and so perfect, why isn't he here? Why hasn't he called? I am trying to be strong and supportive of him, but there are those times when I need to hide and not let him see my heart breaking. Put on a face and stay strong. I'm not feeling so strong right now.

What Kind Of Animal
What kind or animal are u in bed? TigerYou are the mighty tiger of the bed. You know how to give and recieve, and u are not afraid of trying new things. You are an excellent teacherTake The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

What Is ...............
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com Love is often in the air True love is in the heart Love always comes together True love never falls apart Love ignores all the lies True love know the truth Love is the reason True love is the proof Love keeps you warm at night True love keeps you awake Love is real what you see True love is never ever fake There's a difference between love and lust and I hold both for you; I love you, but I want you, so bad... to see you, breathing heavy, and wanting me back; to see you, loving me tenderly and me holding you back; to love you, ever so dearly, as you dry my tears; I love you, but my lust is all I fear...

Inspiration From Cat
Well .. Thanks to Mindi i'm going to kick into my new Years Resolutions early .. well the Big ones .. Quitting smoking and Losing weight .. Not going to set stupid goals .. Ive stopped smoking before I can do it again .. and Hell Ive lost about a gazillion pounds over the years ( althou we wont talk about the ones that came back to haunt me ) Going to set my losing goal @ 50 lbs by My Birthday ( August) So if I seem a lil moody you'll know why .. Thanks Mindi for sharing your inspiration Love ya Girl !

Safe At Home
i got word tonight Micah made it home and is at home til next round of Chemo on the seventh. I know i shpuld keep my spirits up but i see this happening more than once as i told my son this is so familer.

This I Promise You
1: I promise to do my best to give you all the support you need to succeed. 2: I promise to do my best in putting you first, above myself and all others. 3: I promise to do my best to always be by your side thru good times and bad times. 4: I promise to do my best to listen to all you have to say. 5: I promise to do my best to be loyal to you and to us and all that we are. 6: I promise to do my best to give you the respect you so well deserve. 7: I promise to do my best to give from my heart, the kind of love you need. Not just today or tomorrow but always. 8: I promise to do my best to solve any problem we may face with an open heart and a caring attitude. 9: I promise to do my best to never let you down in any area of our life. 10: I promise to do my best to never disappoint you or hurt your heart. 11: I promise to do my best to stand up for you. Even if it means losing family and friends. You’re worth that much. 12: I promise to do my best not to judge you on what you say or do. 13:

Eragon
Mom and I did our annual movie night tonight. Our pick for this year was the movie Eragon. And I have to say that I quite enjoyed our pick for movie to see this year for Christmas to each other. Mom and I started the movie tradition for Christmas the year the Lord Of The Rings: Fellowship Of The Ring came out. We usually eat out for dinner too, but didn't this year because of the fact that we went to see the late show. But, anyhow, I quite enjoyed Eragon. I thought the acting was good. Everyone played their characters well. I thought the special effects were very well done. And the scenery was beautiful, quite breath taking. And mom and I like Fantasy/action/adventure movies to begin with. I thought that the dragon:Saphira, voice done by Rachel Weisz, was well done. I liked her, she rocked!! LOL!! Plot Outline: In his homeland of Alagaesia, a farm boy happens upon a dragon's egg -- a discovery that leads him on a predestined journey where he realized he's the one person who can def

Big Difference
i dont understand how people will ball their eyes out over a boyfriend leaving them or something else petty like that, but you still have your family and friends right allong your side, but you dont even bat an eyelash to hear of the soldiers who every day have to watch the only near friends they have being hurt killed and broken down but their in another country nobody but theirselves to turn to, maybe you dont have it so bad. you think?

With A Little Help From A Stranger
With a Little Help from a Stranger By Beadrin Youngdahl I met a friend of a friend when they included me in their lunch plans. My friend is a rare enough bird so I could have anticipated that her friends would rise, exponentially, on the scale of non-traditional species. No surprise, then, when I was led into a home eclectically decorated with exotic remnants of extraordinary places. Not a spoon collection or snow globe in this riverfront bungalow. How about a coconut shell, carved into a totem likeness of my hostess; "a gift from the shaman," she explained casually. Over lunch I had to pretend perfect calm as I noted not one but four wasps buzzing at the overhead plant in her kitchen. "Oh, those are rescued. I had to save their hive and they live in here and on the patio. They won't hurt you." And they didn't. She supported herself as a freelance art photographer. Her work was tastefully exhibited in discreet clusters. Her name was some

Our Darkest Days - Eighteen Visions
[Chorus] We must escape Our darkest days Or face the fall and fade away There is a place to mourn Where all the angels pray And if I close my eyes I'll see you there again someday We have been torn apart Left with our fragile hearts Still it's yours that's not beating anymore tonight Darkness is broken by the flame of our love Lost were we all and still through this we survived [Chorus] We must escape Our darkest days Or face the fall and fade away For you we drown in tears Our sorrow kills our fears I'll drink the blood from your poisoned heart to be with you Darkness is broken by the flame of our love Lost were we all and still through this we survived We must escape Darkness is broken by the flame of our love Lost were we all and still through this we survived We must escape Our darkest days

And It Ended 5/17/2006
Yes The tropical night embraces Sticky sweet and lingering Native insects circle swirling Whirring in the breeze Leaning on the rail His scent weighs heavy Rising from his shoulders Natural and so male His naked chest rises Heaving with each breath Pierced protruding nipples glint Winking with the moonlight His eyes squint serious Peering toward the distance Change is in the air Seeping from the seams In silence our connection deepens Guarding against the world We two standing together This moment must be the test He turns to me My bare feet planted firm He takes my waist And my arm Something’s happening I feel it too It lies behind his eyes Travels to his tongue He crouches to one knee Right there before me My mind’s puzzled The obvious it denies My own breath is stifled I feel a tear in my eye He fingers my skirt Playing with the hem A devious smile flashes And then he digs in His tongu

Dark Night
Bloody hands Rub it all over my face Looking up at the sky Wishing I could fly But my wings were cut You haven't quite got yours yet Haven't felt enough pain yet What the fuck was that? I don't fucking care nobody else ever did so why the fuck should I Boot print on your face fits mighty nice Do you feel your heart slow down as your blood mass drops Tiny cuts itching unbearably Releasing the toxins from the veins The breathing slows down As you take your last breath Remember its not over yet

To My Wonderful Friends...
AS I GET OLDER, I HAVE FOUND THAT I HAVE LEARNED A LOT IN MY LIFETIME. I'VE EXPERIENCED A LOT AND HAVE BEEN DEALT SOME PRETTY ROTTEN THINGS...BUT, IN THE END AS LONG AS I KNOW WHO I AM AND WHAT I STAND FOR, I'M OK WITH THAT. FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE, I HAVE FINALLY STARTED TO LIKE MYSELF FOR WHO I AM...I KNOW THINGS HAPPEN FOR A REASON AND WE DON'T EVER KNOW WHY UNTIL ALL THINGS IN EACH CIRCUMSTANCE COME TO PASS. LIFE IS A STRUGGLE FOR SOME AND COMES EASILY TO FEW. BUT, WHAT I HAVE LEARNED FROM THAT IS..THOSE WHO STRUGGLE SEEM TO BUILD MORE CHARACTER AND BECOME STRONGER AND MORE SURE OF THEMSELVES AS LIFE MOVES FORWARD. THOSE WHO ARE HANDED LIFE ON A SILVER PLATTER ARE THE ONES THAT HAVE NEVER LEARNED THAT YOU SHOULD APPRECIATE EVERYTHING THAT THEY HAVE AND EVERYONE IN THEIR LIFE. LIFE IS TOO SHORT A JOURNEY TO TAKE ANYTHING OR ANYONE FOR GRANTED. SO, TAKE TIME EVERYDAY TO LET THOSE YOU LOVE KNOW THAT YOU LOVE THEM, MAKE SURE TO CAPTURE EVERY MOMENT WITH THOSE AROUND YOU BECAUSE Y

Loppy ?? ...yeah Im Gonna Be ..
If any of you happen to talk with me in the next week or so . and I seem a lil more loopy than usual .. I'm on a Cocktail of pain meds n muscle relaxers for a lil while ..also they found that My Accessory kidney is whats been flaring up .. actually its been buggin me for about 2 years now ... .and im going to have to go in for more tests .. I hate those freakin MRI's .. They freak me the hell out ..Keep your fingers crossed for me , that I dont wig out in there again LMAO ..

Christmas Break!
I can not wait till it is over!. The boys have been out since Dec 14th and they go back Jan the 4th.3 freaking wks least next yr it is being narrowed to 2 week! The 1st day out they where fussing about being bored so you can imagine how bored they are now.2 even said they wish school was in i almost fainted on the spot hearing that. I had planned today to take them to a nearby canyon to do some hiking but crazy Texas weather surprise it is pouring.Tstorms, a tornado watch till 8 and flash flood advisory all till tonight.So there goes outdoor plans which we all need badly.There is 5 of us all squished up in a small place as we are staying n a extended stay hotel.Did get a gift card for chuckie cheese's barf but the kids love it i could take them there but can bet it will be crazy as every parent in Austin is probably as desperate as i am to get the kids out. if i have to watch one more cartoon on the cartoon network i think i might need to be locked up lol what to do? what

I Am Alone And Bored
HERE I SIT ON A FRIDAY NIGHT WITH NOONE TO KEEP ME COMPANY....I HAVE SO MANY GRET FRIENDS ON HERE BUT THEY ALL ARE SO FAR AWAY..PLEASE STOP BY AND SAY HI TO LET ME KNOW YOU GUYS ARE THERE...HOPE YOU ALL HAVE A GREAT NIGHT AND A HAPPY AND SAFE NEW YEAR........................CASANOVA

Fuckin' Up My Christmas
mc chris (For Coco) Ladies that are fat ladies that are skinny Ladies that are all night on my jimmy Ladies that won't charge me a buck fiddy Just wanna get with me cuz I'm so pretty Bitties who wanna bite off a lil sumpn Best part's the top like a drew barry muffin Bittie's that wanna turn on their love oven And cook up a caserole of stove top stuffin (woo hoo!) Don't stop the suckin cuz you're filled with my gumption take care of my beaker cuz I'm honeydew bunsen Got ya jonesin for my potion, got my finger on the button That's why mc be struttin Wish I could erase this erection Honey's comin at me from every direction Lookin for the love connection I stink of sweaty sexin without protection So line up the contestants I'll open their drawers like the kid in the sixth sense (I see dead people!) I won't persist this distance, gotta get up in this She fuckin up my christmas chorus Fuckin up my christmas is a new way of saying fuckin up my shit This is

I Am Sick Of Drama, This Woman Is Crazy, Help Me Figure Out What To Do,and Ignoring Her Doesnt Work She Has Been Stalking Me For Over A Month Maybe 2
This is what she posted online currently online & new members Members: 546,324 (36,775 online) Cherry Bucks Spent: $429,167,333 Recent readers: Tom and Jami ~Free2Xs~ tomcat naughtybutshy L... Vixen Lala ( L... *ANGEL~BABY*®™ ... CherryTAP Bulletin!MAKE STICKY! naughtybutshy L... remove friend subject: LADIES BEWARE OF THE PSYCHO!!! PLZ REPOST (repost) date: 2006-12-29 11:22:51 OK , SO SOME OF YOU MAY OR MAY NOT HAVE SEEN MY RANT ON THIS.... I CAME ON ONE MORNING TO SEE SOME SCUMBAG HAD LEFT ME SOME NASTY COMMENTS ON MY PAGE AND PICS AND HAD DOWNRATED THEM .... SUCH AS C*NT, WH*RE, ETC. ALTHOUGH I DIDN'T WANT TO, I WAS URGED BY MY FRIENDS TO MAIL SCRAPPER SO I DID... HERE IS HIS RESPONSE You just got to ignore it. Delete the comments and don't sweat it. Block the person and do not communicate with them. === '*HELLCAT*THE CONTEST IS ON!' spewed forth the following at '2006-12-2

2007
Happy New Year !!!!!!! My Wish for You in 2007 May peace break into your house and may thieves come to steal your debts. May the pockets of your jeans become a magnet for $100 bills. May love stick to your face like Vaseline and may laughter assault your lips! May your clothes smell of success like smoking tires and may happiness slap you across the face and may your tears be that of joy. May the problems you had, forget your home address! May God pour down blessings all around you that there shall not be room to receive them. In simple words ............ may 2007 be the BEST YEAR OF YOUR LIFE!!!!!!

My Life Story As A Best Selling Book Lol
Okay so i have had to do something with my now free time as my life is at the moment drama filled once again like dawsons creek / 90210 / jerry springer.... So here we go you can tell me what you all personally think lol. Hi welcome to my life, If you don't already know who i am my name is Dominic i'm 22 and my life is insane. I've often wondered exactly why my life was so shitty but i figured it out, Because i am suppost to write this book on my life so it can become a best seller that will later be looked at by hollywood turned into a movie staring Jashawa Jackson to play me and Kattie Holmes to play my on again off again love interest Lol. Now i know you are all thinking god this guy is freaking insane but there is a point to my madness so please read on. I'm 22 years old and a member of the armed services,And A duel Citizon between the United States of America and Canada. Starting my life off both my parents worked for a living to make a decent life for me and my br

1 Majorly Memorable Night
I have dreamed of this day for so many many years.. Tonight I finally got to chat with my daughter who I havent been able to see or talk to since she was a year old. I can't explain how happy it made me .. the closest I can think of how to describe it is the way I felt the day she was born... seeing her make her way into the world, holding her in my arms and feeling like God himself had blessed me with so much happiness and love that it seemed like it should be almost illegal or something.. I haven't yet seen a picture of what she looks like now but I will soon.. and I am going to send her a microphone and webcam so I can see my lil' angel more often.. or as often as I possibly can.. She knew who I was, her mom had talked to her about me (which I can't lie .. did surprise me greatly) I just wish I could have been more of a part of her life... I wish I could have been there to see her during her birthdays, christmas's , school functions, and well every other day ... ju

Fro Neil, Angelmaker(greg) And All My Other Osu Buddies Out There
What It Takes To Be A Buckeye Never agree to get married on a Saturday Ohio State is scheduled to play football. There are typically 40 other freakin' weekends to choose from...sack up and make her choose one of those! Never attend a wedding during an Ohio State football game unless you carry a TV......and watch it even during the ceremony. It is OK to wear an OSU football jersey even when old....and fat....and bald. Extra points if you've got an OSU baseball cap on backwards, sit in the "Huntington Club" seats and repeatedly spill stuff on anyone named "Chas" or "Muffy." (Make sure you do so early and often because they'll be long gone by the end of the third period). Maybe some "real" fans will take their seats. Always, and I mean ALWAYS, return any "O...H" with a hearty "I...O." This is true even during funerals, sex, in foreign countries or when witnessing the birth of your child. When driving on I-75 during spring break season (March through April), every fifth vehi

The Execution Of Saddam.
Ya know, I don't deny that the man is a tyrant and a criminal who deserves to pay for his crimes... But I just have to say I'm a bit disappointed...and ashamed...to see how many people are actually ENJOYING this. It makes me kind of regret the fact that I'm a part of the human race...a race of people who could actually RELISH in the thought of seeing someone put through the horror of hanging. I wonder just how much better than Saddam the rest of us really are...

About Me Leaving
I have had a lot of questions as to why I am leaving CT. I have a lot of things going on in my life right now and the politics are crazy here. Everyone needs to just get over themselves. My friends and fans have all been very nice to me but I'm afraid I am going to have to just stick to Myspace and Tagged. Sorry there is just too much DRAMA here. If you want to talk to me on myspace or tagged just let me know before next friday 1-5-07. I will be happy to let you know how to get ahold of me. Even if it is on messenger. Anyway, you have all been great here and I will miss you if you are not wanting to keep in touch. Take care and God Bless. Serena

Here It Alll Is
so yeah i got a shitload of stuff to get out so here it all is. first off why is it when i guy wants to end shit with ya he dont go t the fucking balls to say so just runs and sticks his dick between his legs and hieds? well i was in complete love with someone who claimed he was with me also and well now that he is prolly already home by now from overseas..he is totally ignoring me wont say shit i mean come the fuck on i am a human being i got feelings to i treat others the way i wanna be treated and that is with respect so why is it i am always gettin fucked over. second why is it when someone got a problem with you and you yourself see it so ya say io am gonna find oiut wtf s goin on but to no avail the truth never coes out.. i am goin thru that and i aitna fucking stupid ass i can see the signs i been thru it enuff.. third idiots here in ohio are freakin stealing catalic converters off of cars and YAYYYYYYY i was one of the lucky ones hit boy that made me day...FUCKING NOT. for chr

The Male G-spot
It is generally thought that the female G-Spot and the male prostate are composed of the same tissue. The prostate, therefore, is often referred to as the male G-Spot. This might stretch the analogy a bit, as the area identified as the female G-Spot is in-and-up behind the her pubic bone and it swells as the woman becomes aroused. The male prostate, on the other hand, is deeper and resides at the neck of the bladder. In fact, it is the "valve" that "decides" if the man is going to ejaculate or urinate... men cannot come and go at the same time! A lot of men are "goosey" about getting a rectal prostate exam by their doctor, but there is nothing erotic about this experience. With sexual arousal and in the course of sexual stimulation, anal stimulation is pleasurable for some men. Some men also enjoy stimulation of their prostate (which does contract some during ejaculation). Physicians often have to push in pretty hard and deep to reach the prostate, so some women with short fingers

Jade
This is for the Mistress of Wolves.... She prowled restlessly in her cage, anxious for her master to return. She lowered her head and lapped from her water dish, the gentle splashing of the cool liquid against her tongue easing her tensions somewhat. She jerked her head up slightly, tilting it to one side inquisitively as she heard the sound of the key in the front door. The tiny bell that hung from her collar jingled from the sudden movement. As it opened, she heard Michael’s voice calling from the hallway, and she began to meow urgently, letting her owner know she desired his attention. He strode into the room and knelt before the cage, sliding his fingers between the bars. He began to scratch her behind the ears. She pushed up against his fingers, butting his hand with her head to maximize the sensation of his touch. “How’s my kitten today? Did she miss me?” Her tongue slipped from between her lips and she quickly and delicately licked his fingers. She lifted h

From A Friend To Me/feedback Is What I Want On How You Feel Bout This
Courtesy of my friend Maria Milagros. Apparently this appeared in "The Washington Post" some 13 years ago. It was written by a black woman for black women, but it could just as easily apply to women of any color. Women want most to feel secure in a relationship; men want to be respected. If we could all take that to heart...men and women...we might just see the trends toward more divorces, more dysfunctional families, and more aloneness in this country broken. As the apostle Paul said in his letter to the church at Rome: For by the grace given me I say to every one of you: Do not think of yourself more highly than you ought, but rather think of yourself with sober judgment, in accordance with the measure of faith God has given you. Romans 12:3 The Washington Post By: Joy Jones Have you met this woman? She has a good job, works hard, earns a good salary. She went to college, got her master's degree; she is intelligent. She is personable, articulate, well-read, intereste

Today--friday
is it really Friday? doesn't seem like it... every day is the same in my world. LOL I can't wait to have a job again. I'm applying at convienece stores too. the good ol' Mini Mart job. yayyyy!! I loves me my minimum wage, mmmmmhmmmmmmmm.. in all actuality, though, I will do anything to pay my bills. we didn't go to the zoo today. awwwwwww.. hopefully soon, though. we lazed around, he played GTA: San Andreas, and I played on the 'tap. I LOVE MUMMs about punching babies. & abusing handicapped people.. and blonde twin 8-year-olds having their first 3-some with their big beautiful pit bull while Uncle Davey videotapes it... well, ok, we haven't done that MUMM yet, but we will soon. mmmmmhmmmmmmmmm. LMAO it's so fucked up. I regularly make jokes about running elderly people over in my truck, but I'd never actually downshift & stomp on the accelerator. c'mon. I have a sick sense of humor, but I'm not a fucked-up psychopath. I'd never actually punch a baby, or kick a r

Cable Service In Fernley
12/20/06 Wednesday morning. Landscaper cleared the tumbleweeds out of the back yard. No buried treasure or dead bodies discovered in the process. Jimmy, the cable guy, showed up to hook up my television and internet. I told him that the electrician was coming tomorrow to wire a couple more rooms for cable. At that point Jimmy informed me that Charter Communications hasn't yet launched internet service in my area and that contrary to what I'd been told by the morons who answer the phones at his company, wiring rooms for cable is part of Jimmy's job description. He was real apologetic about all the misinformation. I didn't blame him. So while Jimmy is hooking up the TV, I called the electrician to cancel the appointment. The next call was to order DSL from AT&T. Now I have to wait another eight days to get back on line. I got Robert at the Charter call center on the phone to verify that I wouldn't be getting a monthly charge for the internet and he assured me tha

I Wanna Tear You Apart
Ripping and tearing feeling the skin rip open as the blood rushes out The feeling of a hand around your neck squeezing just tight enough the pain goes through your very soul and it feels so good clawing the flesh off biting a chunk of skin letting the sweet taste pour into your mouth one taste and your addicted Hold me close and take me completely As i whisper in your ear I wanna fucking tear you apart

Have A Great Day, Everyone!
I'm off to work momentarily! I have a client at 9. Then I man the store from 10 to 2. I'll be back online after that, lol! My Dad's doing fine and hopefully will be in a regular room today! Have a good one, everybody! Much love and hugs to all! Blessings all around!!

I Dunno
just looking at bulletins and its getting to where all u c is stuff about how these suck ass excuses for men act..its sickening and give the rest of us a bad name..ladies are special and r suppose to b treated as such..sometimes some of em make me want to reach through these wires and choke the shit out of em...just venting , seen a bulletin about a suck ass dude that pissed me off..LEAVE MY LADIES ALONE..

Happy New Year My Cherries
just wishing my cherry tap friends a happy new year some of us will ring in the new year before others and as i'm irish and this is my first new years of work in a while i may be to tipsy to see the key board later and as i'm seven hours ahead i would just like to toast you all 'Go mbeire muid beo ar an am seo arís.' May we be alive at this time next year. 'Athbhliain faoi mhaise duit!' A prosperous New Year! In the New Year, may your right hand always be stretched out in friendship but never in want. its an old irish toast love bee. Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com

Lost My Job!
I went into work today as usual; after being ther for 2 hours my boss came up to me and said got bad news, we have to go to gaming commission office,which is a bad thing! I was told open envelope and they did a background check for my new badge, and they came across in their check, "uttered forgery instrument" which is listed as a felony! in henderson county in 2006.Which I never stepped a foot in such county, I was escorted out of casino, and my badge was taken away! I immediately came home and looked on interent for said felony, which does not apply to me, and also called the said county and they referred me to clerk office, which is closed til tuesday! if i cannot prove i am innocent, can't work at casino for 10 years, which i am very upset, ilove my job, plus has great benefits! and hope my bf will stick with me, i am so scared, don't want to go to jail! '

The Player
The Player He'll meet you and sweep you off of your feet He's nice and he's funny, so cute and so sweet Surprisingly, he likes the same things as you He does all the things that you love to do He's the perfect guy, the one of your dreams You belong together, or so it seems! He looks in your eyes, and plays with your hair He tells you that he'll always be there His touch is so soft, his hold is so tight, His words are so soothing, his kiss is just right! You ditch all your friends for your new obsession You don't realize your future is full of depression You think that you love him, you give him your heart Little do you know that he'll tear it apart You do what he wants, you know its not good You told him slow down, and you think he understood You let it slide by, he's just having fun You'll learn to like it as time goes on! He's taken your heart, and locked it away And you see him with a different girl the next day You cry and you grieve, but then you forgiv

Fuck
This is my happy thought for today. Fuck the fucked-up mothafucking fuckers. Yeah I said it and I liked it and I will probably say it again too maybe even several more times. Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck them stupid bastards and the fucking bitches too. Fuck this Fuck that Fuck me Fuck you Fuck him and her fuck them fuck the dumb shit and the smart shit too just fuck it all Fuck them fucked up mothafucking fuckers. And I dont fucking feel any better yet. Fuck Guess I will have to go get fucked up then. Fuck off, I'm out.

Last Name
LMAO this thing says there's no one else in the U.S. with my last name....well that's funny considering my dad's side of the family all have that last name....so much for accurate statistics.... HowManyOfMe.comThere are:0people with my namein the U.S.A.How many have your name?

Keep In Touch
Ok, geeze if you are gonna add someone on your list or on an instant messenger, say hello once in awhile. At the very least, just respond when someone IMs you. I lost count how many freakin times someone adds me then never wants to chat! If it is just for cherry points, don't bother. Add me because we click or you'd like to get to know me better. Otherwise keep moving

How Do I Move On!
How do I move on? I'd really like to know. im reminded of my pain no matter where I go. I try to watch a movie, it shows up in a scene. I try to forget about it, but there is no such thing. so how do I move on? when it causes me such pain. I try to block it out, but my pain just breaks through. so how do I move on?....with friends just like you!

Make This A Top Rated Picture...
I happen to think that I really do good work with my art for the girls here and I put a lot of time and effort into it and I take a bit of an exception when some deadbeat has got the audicity to rate one of my latest works a "1" my response to whoever did this? FUCK YOU! This is the image in question and I think I did a good job with it. OKie so I'm asking everybody to help me out here I want this graphic rated as a top picture, treat it like it's a contest picture and put in the top photo section of CT. bomb it with comments and 10's

I Hate
k sorry but my first blog is going to be a vent. i don't know why people think that i am soo freaking stupid. all i ask of my friends and people that i meet is to pls be honest with me. yeah the truth might hurt, but lieing to me is going to hurt soo much more. i know i shouldn't let this get to me, but i just don't understand i guess. why is it that people would much rather hurt me with a lie, then to just tell me the truth? i swear i'm not going to be pissy if u lie to me. and i mean they aren't even lies that the truth would bother me. i have been lied to soo many times and i don't understand why. and yes i'm repeating myself, but it's cause i'm soo upset right now. i honestly now believe that nice people finish last. you can't be a good person that cares, cause if u do you'll get stepped all over like a damn rug. maybe i just need to grow a back bone and tell people what i think. but then again i always worry about hurting peoples feelings. but then people don't worry about my

The Meaning
The Meaning Love- When your eyes meet across a crowded room. Lust- When your tongues meet across a crowded room. Marriage- When you try to lose your spouse in a crowded room. Love- When intercourse is called making love. Lust- When intercourse in called screwing. Marriage- When intercourse is a little town in Pennsylvania. Love- When you argue over how many kids to have. Lust- When you argue over w ho gets the wet spot. Marriage- When you argue over whose idea it was to have kids. Love- When you share everything you own. Lust- When you steal everything they own. Marriage- When the bank owns everything. Love- When it doesn't matter if you don't climax. Lust- When the relationship is over if you don't climax. Marriage- When.... uh.... what's a climax. Love- W hen your heart flutters every time you see them. Lust- When your groin twitches every time you see them. Marriage- When your wallet empties every time you see them. Love- When all the songs on the r

Happy New Year
Happy New Year To all my Friends on Cherry Tap/LostCherry and i look forward to hearing from you all in 2007 ok i know it may be early morning for some people of 12/31/06 but it's only 4 hours to go before 1/1/07 for me in Sydney AUSTRALIA so Happy New Year everybody from Bruce

Love Me Forever (my Everlasting Fairytale)
I never knew your touch could make me weak in the knees, just how much I could love you with every beat of my heart. It feels like i've known you forever, all my days. My heart beats for you, my smile is only for you. You stole the galaxies from the sky and set them alight in my dimples, leaving the world glowing in ways I never imagined were possible and forcing me to wonder if perhaps the world never looked so sweet because you weren’t at my side. I trust you in ways I’ve trusted no one else, leaving my scar-marred heart within your chest so that you might keep better watch over it then all others who’ve ever held it in their palms (because they always seemed to have a habit of letting it drop from their fingers and shatter upon the concrete). But you painstakingly took the time to piece my broken heart back together and put it in a glass safe where only you could touch it. You made my love yours, for eternity and beyo

Why Is He Blind?
What do I have to do for him to see me? How do you tell someone that you love them without the fear of a friendship being lost. We have shared many times. Some of them bad but most of them good. He has been there when it seems like the whole world has shut it's eyes to not see my pain. I want more then anything for him to know what I feel in my heart but I can never find the worlds. I am so afraid of telling him and nothing being said or being laughed at. I know I couldn't handle the rejection. Also I don't want to break a friendship that has become very stong over the years. I had the chance once but was to afraid to leave the one I was with who was causing me so much pain. I wouldn't leave because of a promise I had made and now I am afraid it is too late and that I have passed up something that could have been wonderful. Why was I so stupid? I knew where I was I didn't need to be but I didn't want to break the promise and now I sit here kicking my self left and right because I was s

Listen To This
The song below was brought to my attention by my brother. I heard it and simply fell in Love with it. What it is not is a over emotionally sung song but one that feels that it comes from the heart... Brilliant.

Heaven Remembered
how can one say he met an angel how can he said he was in heaven an still alive how can he say his touch awaken that angels spirit kissing her sweet lips an remembering every second how does he try an stay sane knowing what he had in his hands meant so much how can he let her go from him after all they shared how does he sit here remembering all they went through as a tear falls down his face he remembers

I Love You All From The Bottom Of My Heart
During the year may you have Enough happiness to keep you sweet. Enough trials to keep you strong. Enough sorrow to keep you human. Enough hope to keep you happy. Enough failure to keep you humble. Enough success to keep you eager. Enough friends to give you comfort. Enough wealth to meet your needs. Enough enthusiasm to make you look forward to tomorrow. Enough determination to make each day better than the day before

A Small Reflection.
It amazes me how fast this year as gone by; it seems in a blink of an eye it was all over. Looking back over the last year, I can happily say I have done a lot of growing up. Not to say I was immature, but over the last year I have had a lot of experiences that have helped shape me into the person I am today. It saddens me that I will be starting off this year without having someone that I love to kiss me at midnight. Yet, looking back on what I left behind some five or so months ago, I now know it is for the best. A new year is upon on us, hopefully it brings joy to everyone I know. I hope everyone has a happy and safe new year. Oh, the kiss at midnight, I know is not really that importent. It is just that I miss having the comfort of a person I care abouts arms.

Top Photos Of The Hour
Greetings Cherries: First, I want to say Happy New Year. Thanks for tuning into the site and supporting the TAP. If it were not for all of you, this place would not be so cool. On another note, I wanted to clarify a few things about the Top Photos Over the Last Hour. 1. We are a community regulated site. If you see an NSFW photo pop up, please simply flag the photo NSFW. There is NO reason to screen grab it and then post a retarded bulletin flogging us for it. You only make yourself look like a dram queen when you do this, and you clog our bulletin system with pointless hot air. 2. If you are SO offended by a random NSFW photo popping up in the Top Photos of the Hour, you have the option to turn it off. Actually, you were the one that had to turn it on in the first place as this is not a default setting. If you want to turn it off, you can do so in your Profile settings on the upper left navigation. 3. If you feel compelled to do the Screen Grab thing, please send it

Starting The New Years Of 2007 Off With A Blog! ( Instead Of A Bang Lol) Blog -1
To all those on my friends list, I will being doing this blog to communicate with you along with dropping a comment on your page every once in while. I look forward to developing a friendship with those that are truly interested. I realize that all of us are here for different reason. Some are real and some are not. We have all experienced that along our online journey or at least those of us that have been on along time have. We gather a large friendship list in the beginning but as time goes on many go different ways. Some are just interested in getting as many points as they as the game is played out. For me its more then just collecting cherry point, although that has made it fun too. I am more interested in knowing people from all walks of life and by doing that you get to see and experience things that you may not have been able to. Such as the lovely pictures I have enjoyed from different countrys. Sites I would not have enjoyed with such personal influences and now I

Last Entry
This Wut Happens Wen Ya Push Me To My Limits,,,Keep Ya Fake Ass Bullshit....IF U LEFT A KNIFE IN MY BACK BE SURE TO WRITE UR NAME ON IT SO U CAN RETRIEVE BY THE END OF THE DAY....THERES PLENTY OF EM SO DONT GET EM MIXED UP NOW RIGHT,,,,,,,IM FUCKIN DONE.....DEUCEZ

Blah
i understand i realized last nite that im better off everyones friend cause they always push me aside when something better comes along.. so for n e one reading this dont take pitty on me cause u feel bad for me...just remain my friend and ill live.... go out be happy.....ill live.....lol

Happy New Year!
Hello to all my friends, family and fans and Happy New Year to all of you! I hope everyone has a spectacular 2007! As for myself, although 2006 was a tough year for me as far as my health was concerned, it will be one of the most memorable. As some of you may know (meaning the ones that have spoken or written to me), I was diagnosed with Lymphoma in the beginning of the year, and spent the better part of it going for treatment. It was one of the most hellacious experiences I have ever had, and I pray none of you have to go through what I went through. But through it all, I had my friends, my family, and people that I met here to keep me strong and keep me focused on getting better. The best part about it is, I learned that I will NOT be starting 2007 stricken with cancer. Earlier this month, I learned the cancer has gone into full remission. I will have one more treatment in a few weeks and that will be the end of this very rough road. I count my blessings that over all,

My Tattoo
You are burned into my skin Burned into my mind No matter where I go You are always there to remind I can’t get away from you You are always there I made one mistake and I am scarred It isn’t fair I realize now that I was wrong I realize now I made a mistake But I am stuck with you now It is too late I cannot rid myself of you Without causing myself more pain I cannot cover you up You always leave a stain I realize now That I am stuck with you You are the biggest mistake That I can never undo You are marked to me permanently Like a tattoo I cannot get away from you No matter what I do or say I will have to stare at you Each and everyday I cannot find the strength To wish you gone forever Til the day I die We will always be together You are burned into my heart Burned into my skin No matter what I do You always seem to win I hate you but I love you I need you but you cause me hurt And every moment around you Makes my life even worse Like poison You

The Question Of The Fuckin Century
Why am I single? I get asked that question on a daily basis. I WISH I knew the answer. I figure, you men, asking the question, should already know the answer because, again, here I sit alone. No date for New Years. So WTF is it? I have been told a million times I'm hot. Ok, that's not it. I don't get jealous or mad, or do drama of any kind....K...that's not it either. Hmmmmmm?!! So WTF?? If anyone, especially you dumbass men that already know me and has had the chance to have me, knows the answer to this puzzling question, PLEASE fill me in. Thank you for your time. LOL Silver

Happy New Year!!
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com I THINK I WENT AND COMMENTED ON MOST ALL MY FRIENDS ..the ones that comment back anyway.. IF I MISSED YOU..Im telling you now. HAPPY NEW YEAR to ALL My FRIENDS and FANS!! Evil

Strange Freaky State Laws
A local ordinance in Atwoodville, Connecticut prohibits people from playing Scrabble while waiting for a politician to speak. A Virginia law requires all bathtubs to be kept out in the yards, not inside the houses. It is illegal to ride a streetcar on Sunday if have been eating garlic in Toronto, Ontario, Canada. In Cleveland, Ohio, it's illegal to catch mice without a hunting license. It is illegal to hunt camels in the state of Arizona. In the country of Turkey, in the 16th and 17th centuries, anyone caught drinking coffee was put to death. Before the enactment of the 1978 law that made it mandatory for dog owners in New York City to clean up after their pets, approximately 40 million pounds of dog excrement were deposited on the streets every year. In Harrisburg, Pennsylvania it is illegal to have sex with a truck driver inside a tollbooth. Louisiana law prohibits couples who are shopping for a new bed from putting it to the "ultimate test"-- in other words,

Relationships
Do you think it's possible for 2 people to love each other so much that it's impossible for you to be together? And do you think that some people no matter how much they love each other but fight all the time just really do enjoy the arguing? Do you think it's possible for a person to be so in love with someone that when that person hurts them so bad that they just push all those feelings away into a hole so they can't be hurt anymore and when that person comes back and you give them another chance seeing they have changed and everything that even tho you do care they just have such a wall built up that they may not realize they aren't letting their true feelings out and think that they aren't in love with them anymore and that no matter what nothing will ever change it?

My Computer Speaks!!
All the sudden, my computer just said, "Hey, sexy!" and I have no clue where it came from. LOL... Come out, come out, wherever you are!!! Dang.... if I didn't have to head off to work in a matter of moments, I'd search the culprit out and thank him personally!! :D Kat

Go Vote
WELL SINCE I AM PRETTY MUCH BOYCOTTING BULLETINS, AND I HAVE MORE READERS HERE. I AM ASKING FOR YOU TO GO AND VOTE FOR THIS YOUNG LADY AND FORMER MARINE. THEN REPOST HER LINK SO SHE CAN WIN. THIS IS HER FIRST CONTEST. AND SHE DESERVES IT. ON TOP OF BEING A FORMER MARINE, SHE IS REALLY SWEET TOO. SO PLEASE GO VOTE AND PIMP HER BIG TIME. JUST CLICK ON THE PIC TO VOTE.

I Think This Says It All
My Wish for You in 2007 May peace break into your house and may thieves come to steal your debts. May the pockets of your jeans become a magnet for $100 bills. May love stick to your face like Vaseline and may laughter assault your lips! May your clothes smell of success like smoking tires and may happiness slap you across the face and may your tears be that of joy. May the problems you had, forget your home address! In simple words ............ May 2007 be the best year of your life!!! HAPPY NEW YEARS TO ALL MY FRIENDS..FANS!! evil

Dream
FOR EVERYONE THAT MAKES YOU CRY. THERE ARE THREE TO MAKE YOU SMILE. AND A SMILE WILL LAST A LONG, LONG TIME BUT A TEAR FOR JUST A LITTLE WHILE. DONT LET SOMEONE WHO HATES THE WORLD CAUSE YOU TO HATE IT TO. BEHIND THE CLOUDS IS A GOLDEN SUN, AND A SKY THATS FULL OF BLUE. IF SOMEONE'S SAID A THING THATS CRUL, DON'T LET IT GET TO YOU. YUOR ACHIEVEMENTSARE GREATLY NUMBERED, AND YOUR FAULTS ARE VERY FEW. SO IF A CERTAIN PERSON SHOULD ACT A CERTAIN WAY, THINK OF THOSE WHO LOVE YOU, AND DONT LET IT SPOIL YOUR DAY. REACH HIGH,FOR STARS LIE HIDDEN IN YOUR SOUL, DREAM DEEP,FOR EVERY DREAM PRECEDS THE GOAL....

Happy New Year!
TO ALL MY FRIENDS FAMILY AND EVERYBODY ELSE I WANT TO WISH YOU ALL A VERY HAPPY NEW YEAR! I KNOW IT IS ALREADY 2007 THERE BUT HERE IN CALI WE STILL HAVE A LITTLE LESS THAN 2 HOURS. I AM AT WORK RIGHT NOW AND I GET OFF IN 25 MINUTES...SO IN 35 MINUTES I EXPECT TO HAVE SOME TYPE OF ALCOHOLIC BEVERAGE IN MY HAND OR BOTH HANDS!! LMAO. BUT PLEASE ON THE REAL...EVERYBODY STAY SAFE. HAVE SOMEONE WHO IS ABSOLOUTELY FREE OF ALCOHOL DRIVE YOU HOME. WE ALREADY HAVE ENOUGH FATALITIES FROM DRINKING AND DRIVING THROUGHOUT THE YEAR THAT WE DO NOT NEED ANYMORE! KISS THE ONES YOU LOVE AND MAKE SURE YOU GET YOU SOME TYPE OF RESOLUTION TO BETTER YOURSELF IN THE NEW YEAR. I DON'T CARE IF IT IS THAT YOU PROMISE NEVER TO PICK YOUR NOSE AGAIN OR WHETHER YOU PROMISE NEVER TO RIP OFF A TOE NAIL AND USE IT AS A TOOTHPICK. JUST GET SOME TYPE OF NEW YEARS RESOLUTION! MUCH LOVE TO YOU ALL AND I WILL TALK TO YOU IN 2007! "AND THANKS TO EPMD I AM O-U-T-T-A-H-E-R-E!"

You Let Me Down
THE UPS, THE DOWNS, THE MERRY GO ROUNDS THE STILLNESS, THE SILENCE THE EERIE SOUNDS THE LOVE, THE HATE CAN'T SEEM TO FIGURE OUT MY FATE. TO YOU I LEAVE THIS PARTING SONG, SO SAD AND YET SO TRUE, FOR NEVER HAS THERE BEEN SOMEONE, WHO BROKE MY HEART LIKE YOU. I DID'NT NEED A MANSION JUST A HOUSE UPON A HILL, I DID'NT NEED THE MONEY OR CARS JUST YOU AND ME AND THE STARS. I DID'NT NEED MATERIAL THINGS, LIKE JEWELS AND DIAMOND RINGS. ONLY NEEDED YOU AND YOUR TOUCH, GUESS YOU DID'NT FEEL THE SAME AT LEAST NOT AS MUCH. WOULD HAVE SACRIFICED MY SOUL WOULD HAVE GIVEN UP MY LIFE, TO ME THE WORLD REVOLVED AROUND ME BEING YOUR WIFE. THE CRUEL THINGS YOU SAID, YOU MIGHT AS WELL HAVE PUNCHED MY HEAD, THE WAY YOU LOOKED AS YOU WALKED OUT THE DOOR, YOU MIGHT AS WELL HAVE RIPPED OUT MY HEART AND THROWN IT ON THE FLOOR. INSIDE I'VE DIED OUTSIDE I'VE CRIED, BUT NOT ONE MORE TEAR I'LL SHED BECAUSE WHEN YOU WALKED OUT THAT DOOR MY HEART YOU COULD NO LONGER SHR

*ding!*
What the fuck? No dear, no Bleu Cheese. It's fucking FOOTBALL. We have Ranch. *tackles!* Now look!? No blue cheese, OR ranch! I Told you I would! Why'd you doubt me!? Now we get escorted. Good job. All we needed was some goddamn ranch. (Can I bum that hoodie?) Fine, be that way. What!? Think you're special cause you're member #668? I swear, if I didn't love you, I choke the shit out of you. I may anyway. Yeah, I know. It's hot. Oh yeah, Re-re? *TACKLES!* Ding, bitch.

Join 2007 With Me!
This is going to be a GREAT year! Who wants to start it off with me! I hope to get back to the USA this month. Maybe stay one night in England as a layover. A few weeks ago I was thinking hey let me stay longer, I am used to it here, but I miss the freedoms our country offers! Woohoo!

Finding Love
when you least expect your true loves is right there on the otherside of the computer screen talking to you sometimes it starts slow alot of times its wham right there but when you do realize what you have found your heart melts so often an so hard the heart is dealt but when you find your true one hold on for life

The Senses
WHEN WE ARE PUT ON THIS EARTH WE ARE GIVEN 5 SENSES HOW WE CHOOSE TO USE THEM IS UP TO US. HERE ARE SOME EXAMPLES; YOUR SIGHT- USE YOUR SIGHT TO SEE THE BEAUTY IN THE WORLD. - USE IT TO SEE HATE AND PAIN AND SUFFERING YOUR HEARING- TO HEAR THE LOVE IN SOMEONES VOICE TO HEAR THE CHILDREN CRY AND A MOTHER SING A LULLABY - TO LISTEN TO THE RACISM AND HATE REMEMBER YOUR CHOICE ,YOUR FATE THE SENSE OF SMELL- TO SMELL THE ROSES AND THE COFFEE THEY SAY - TO SMELL THE RAIN ON A CLOUDY DAY - TO SMELL THE HATERED IN THE AIR - TO SMELL OUT THE PEOPLE WHO REALLY DON'T CARE TASTE- TO TASTE THE MOISTNESS OF YOUR LIPS OR TASTE THE BITTERNESS OF BETRAYAL TOUCH- TO TO

Starting The New Year Off On A Positive Note
Hello All.. And Happy New Year to each and every one of you .. Ive decided to start my new year of a positive note .. and Jump on the Band Wagon for the Free Hugs Campaign .. After finding the Video on You tube .. about a man named Juan Mann....who was giving out Free Hugs and was at one point Banned from giving out free hugs due to his lack of a license for Insureance in case someone got hurt during said hugs ... well .. They started a petition and got the required 10,000 signitures .. and Now Juan's Free Hug Campaign is going strong .. video's are being posted from all over the world .. The Song you'll hear is by the band "Sick Puppies" .. called "All the Same" . So come on everyone .. Jump on the wagon with me and Give out those hugs .. make someones day a lil brighter .. maybe share a smile.. Below im posting both the Youtube site and the Sick Puppies Myspace page . I hope you all enjoy and for petes sake .. Give a hug today !!!! it'll make you and your hugee feel better

So Many Words For Perfection...
This is for my perfect love. Excuisite, desirable, attractive, superb. Striking, unique, flawless, enticing. Rare, unadultured, awe inspiring beauty. Delicate, refined elegance embellished with the prettiest smile. My belle chose. A deity like none other. You are the one I want. All I need. All I ever prayed for. My dear sweet love. I would die happy to have only known your affection. To be it's only object... Heavens Redemption I truly am blessed. I love you more with each breath. My love shall be perpetual, eternaly my unceasing amor. Your hold on my heart amanthine.

Me A Suicide Girl???
i applied to suicide girls lastnight in between lighting my arsenal for new years... they accepted me omg..... should i do it.. keep in mind i want desperately to get custody of my 4 year old daughter...what should i do ...i didn't even think they would accept

Very Important! Please Read - Points/ Salutses/levels
hey cherries, just a heads up-- people with a salute now receive a 10% point bonus everytime they're awarded points/cherry bucks. vics also receive a 15% point bonus. these bonuses stack, so if you're a VIC with a salute, you get 25% extra points everytime. one last tweak for today, in order to move beyond level 10, you'll need to have a salute. if you don't have a salute, you'll keep gathering points, but your level won't go any higher. this tweak is not retroactive, so if you're already over level 10 without a salute, you'll stay there.. you just won't move up anymore. hope everyone had a great new year! -mike

I'll Never Drink Again
I will never drink again I will never drink again I will never drink again I will never drink again Shall I write this 100 X and hope that it works... I had my Parents and My friends WE brought in the New year with a bang, From tons of food to fireworks and car horns at midnite. (We brought her in GOOD!!) And lots of alcohol consumption! I think I will have a hangover for the next three days.. :)

Thanks
basically this is just to say thankyou to everyone i have spoke to on here so far, been on this site for like 2 days now, and im totally loving it. a special thankyou to andrea!!! keep in touch everyone xxxxx

In The New Year
Now that the new year has arrived, I feel like its one of those times where we look back on the year that has just passed, we look at what we've done and see if there are things we can change or improve. As i look back i know that there is one thing i need to do, I need to try and speak to everyone who has added me as their friend, althought it may seem impossible, im gonna try because i feel that it would just be sooo rude of my to not at least say a hello or make small talk with any of you.

Dreading The New Year
2006 is almost down the drain. and so is my freedom. At the end of December Im moving back in with my parents house just around the corner. Crap. Going back for great reasons and its for the best in the end... but-its-my-parents. The most dreaded part. Dont get me wrong, I love my parents and all, but IM sure you all understand, being 26, almost 27 and moving back in with your parents SUCKS! At anyrate, its not forever, just long enough to get myself outta debt, and save up for a comfortable cushion so I can move up closer to work in Addison. MY OWN APARTMENT.. I CANT WAIT. 2 years max is what Im thinking.. so tell me, is that wishfull thinking, or is that a good mount of time... I just hope I dont go crazy. If you know my parents or have heard me talk about them and how Holier than thou they can be.. than you know my delema. I love my parents, I do, they brought me up well enough, but its the part where IM AN ADULT, and HAVE MY OWN LIFE that bothers them. So... it

How I Feel Tonight...
Imprisoned inside this mind. Hiding behind the empty smiles. So simple, the anguish, as it mocks me. Crawling back into the dark. Running, always running into the distance. Stop me before I bleed again. The echoes of my voice, follow me down. The shadows I cast, follow me down... Deeper, Im falling into the arms of sorrow. Blindly descending into the arms of sorrow. There must be serenity... The echoes of my voice follow me down. The shadows I cast follow me down... Deeper, Im falling into the arms of sorrow. Blindly descending into the arms of sorrow. The demon of my own design. This horror must not remain. Deeper, Im falling into the arms of sorrow... Blindly descending into the arms of sorrow... There must be serenity... There must be deliverence... -Killswitch Engage, The Arms Of Sorrow.

Long Lost. . .
He stood there looking out his front window. The sun just setting on the horizon, the warmth of the dwindling light caressing his skin, wishing the sun was his lost love. A tear softly rolled down his cheek. He let it remain as he turned from the window and walked to his bedroom. The only light came from a few candles he had lit. Every night he lights those few candles in the hopes that she would return to him. That dim light was flickering like his hopes, his dreams. Without her, he is nothing. He wanders through his life with no direction. Right now he is wandering to his room, dropping his clothes piece by piece. He slides his naked body under the covers and begins to drift. The end of another long, lost day. Sleep comes easy to him this night. He drifts off to the land of dreams quickly, not hearing the creaking of the hall floor. A figure appears in the room’s door. Silhouetted by the candlelight, she stood there, just watching him sleep for what seemed like forever. Afte

Damn The Heart
I'm so tempted to just pack it in and give up the fight. I don't get what I'm doing wrong. I reach out and feel no ones hand there. So I try a different turn. Again, this road is empty. I could just cry you a goddamn river. If you wanted to go sailing. There are no more Knights. The White horses are gone. It's raining in my little piece of Hell. No one hears me anyway. The pain is deafening.

The Gloves Are Offfff
I just saw pictures posted by fornicates...and she even put one as her profile pic..of a heavy weight lady...when I saw she was of normal size I asked her were those pics trying to make fun of large people..she said take as I want to...so off my list she goes... if anyone else has a problem with large size people please remove yourself from my list.. see we have a heart just like everyone else. Thank you RedMex Dark Princess of Eternal NIGHT

New Year's Resolutions
I guess it's that time of year for personal reflection and to find ways to be a better person. The pace of life is so hectic and unplanned sometimes I'm reluctant to devise a long list of things to accomplish for 2007, so I'll keep it simple: 1. Be a better husband (I forget to take the trash out--I wish that's the worst I've done :-( ) 2. Be a better dad (I'm tired when I get home from work, but I need to do more) 3. Be a better Airman (show my people I care about them personally and professionally) 4. Be a better citizen (be more patient, forgiving, and volunteer) 5. Meet more CT friends! If I can do these five things, 2007 will be a better year. Sean

Sweet
Am I the only dude that notices every chick with "SWEET" in thier handle looks like a working girl?? :) I know if you are a friend of mine and reading this, it is not the case for you... All my friends are angels.... Have an awesome day - say it out loud.. I AM GOING TO HAVE AN AWESOME DAY!! Hope to see ya online or better yet -- in person!! Peace... the tomcat...

Salute Photo
OK, I know I told some people that I never do one, but I did it. I submitted a picture to be considered as a Salute. Evidently Mike and the gang are trying to weed out the "fakes" or just trying to make more money off the site. I wouldn't be surprised if the next rule is you have to be a VIC to advance beyond some level. It was a pain in the ass to take that picture. At first, I tried writing out all the info they wanted, but the light reflected off the paper so badly, it washed it all out. I'm not even sure the picture will be approved because the user# and such is kind of blurred. Oh well, my friends know that this is me and that's what really matters. On another note. Sorry I haven't been around much this past weekend. I was working 12 hours shifts. I was only coming online to check emails and messages. I hope everyone had a safe and happy New Year.

Freinds Or Not ...??
this is to everyone on here im getin tierd of ppl adding me just to get there cherry points up ...thats kinda sad so if u are thinking of asking me to add u as a friend il only do that if u really intend to chat with me .. and if it ends up that we only talk 2 or 3 times il be removing u from my friends list ... ooo and by the way all he guys that look and rate my pics ... thats nice but just to let u know im not gay so would u pls stop with the comments about how i look thank u . and in a few days i will be taking off ppl that i havent talked to in a while and the way i see it they just added me to get there cherry points up ... kinda sad really who knows !!

Non Cherry Lovin's
Some of you might know that I am in the middle of trying to win a tort claim I have filed against the state of Indiana for wrongful termination. See my previous blogs in this section for more information. I need to keep this story in the news and fresh in people's minds as the Attorney General's office is in the middle of their decision to settle this without having to go to court. If you could just click the link below, read the story if you'd like, but the click alone will hopefully help me to stay in the news. I would appreciate it very much. Here's the link: http://www.wishtv.com/Global/story.asp?S=5589004&nav=menu35_1 If you could please repost the bulletin I have going around about this, that would be great. A click from all of you could help to start my year off right. It could really make a difference. Thanks! Karen (Leogal)

~~changes~~~
Well its a new year now.. time for change Im just fed up with the way my life is going right now, im going to be making some major changes over the next few months .... 2006 was just a bad year all together, I have learned not to trust anyone,, even if u think they are ur best friend in the world... most guys are after one thing girls and thats sex so dont give it up ... which i always new that.. Im going to start beauty school here soon Im going to also start college, and try to get a degree in business... im going to move out of my parents house Im going to start saving money to move out of somerset as well... may take me awhile but im going to do it... as for my dating life.. i pretty much dont have one rright now... and im not worred about it it seems like everytime i find someone im interested in they screw me over so im just going to let that part of my life come to me... if i find mr. right i do if not then im cool cause im not lookin for mr. right now...

Poem
When I look back upon my life, no matter when or where, at every age and step and stage, She made me feel so safe,so loved,her kindness meant so much, I still can hear her words of cheer and feel her gentle touch... When I'd set out to bring about some special dream or pain, her pride in me was plain to see- she was my biggest fan...If I had news to celebrate or hopes that had been shattered, she always knew just what to do to show my feelings mattered... She'd hang in there to help me bear the stresses and stings and always know when to let go so I could try my wings... And still today I'm glad to say I feel her loving care in the deepest part of my grateful heart.

Selective Salutes
I guess most folks would consider this a stupid rant and perhaps I might too if it had not happened to me. Someone mentioned that we had to submit a salute to get past level 10, and I said noo way, it doesn't say that anywhere.. well guess what they were right.. I am at level 11 totals yet my indicator says cherry level 10...why because I don't have a salute, even funnier, I signed up to become a paying member, which means I have to put my personal information out there to pay for this account. I have enough pictures that identify who I am. It's obvious that the salutes aren't approved by the guidelines, it says Either 1. A frank picture of yourself with a sign of your name in front of your homepage, or with a site T-Shirt one. Well let me tell you I have seen many salutes that don't adhere to either requirement yet because its a pretty smile or some cleavage it has been approved, and btw good for you folks that got it approved. We simple folk are having the pleasure of gettin

My New Sponsor
Hi my name is Jay Koons I race bmx bikes for a company out of Austrailia name ozcrank.com im 35 and single alot of people say im to old to race bmx and that I ride alittle kids bike my bike cost 3000. dollars there is no little kids riding that around and you sure can't buy it from toys r us or wal-mart or even target . im here in tx soo im a over seas rider for the company and my pics are on there site too. besides me working as a shift manager for arby's I race bikes and travel too.. remeber this your never to old to fallow your dreams.. because 1 of my friends who races with me is 59 years old and hes been racing sence he was 9 ... thank you to all my friends... Jay Koons

Story By A Friend...
My phone rang, I picked it up with one hand while the other was on the steering wheel, the caller ID read "Sir." My breathe caught quick and my heart started to pound, "Hello Sir, How May I Service You?" "Ahh, my good little slut. Where are you?" "Driving from the gym Sir" "Good, I want you to open the envelope I gave you yesterday. Follow the instructions, and then come to see me. Now" Yes Sir, I will be there as soon as I can. I pulled a U-turn in the middle of the street, excited to go see Sir, his place was about 15 minutes away, I wanted to be there now. Just hearing his voice over the phone made me excited and I started to get wet. I opened the envelope and read "Open the glove compartment, use it on high, cum at least twice while driving, so turn it on high. You better be wearing a skirt like I told you to. And take the clips out of your hair and attach them to your nipples. These all better be in when I see you." I opened the glove compartmen

What Leads To Sex
a smile leads to a laugh ...a laugh leads to a high 5 ...a high 5 leads to a hug ...a hug leads to a kiss ...a kiss leads 2 makeout ...a makeout leads 2 finger ...a finger leads to a hand ...a hand leads to a lick ...a lick leads to a suck ...a suck leads 2 a fuck. ...So tell me how many people are you gonna smile at after you heard this cuz sex is like math. ...u add the bed ...subtract the clothes ...divide the legs ...leave your solution ...and pray you dont multiply! post this right after u read it, something good will happen at 2:25 tomorrow. Get ready for the biggest shock in your life!! Whoever breaks this chain will be cursed w/ relationship problems 4-10 years. If you post this in 15 mins, your safe. Something good will happen tonight at 1:11a.m. REPOST THIS AS "How Sex Starts

Feeling Kinda Down
I wrote last night that it was too quiet since I took my son home. He had been here since Christmas Day. He is 11. And he is my whole world. Well today felt just as quiet and empty. I wish he was here all the time. I told my best friend I feel guilty for leaving him. Sometimes I think it would have been best if I had stayed and ignored everything that went on. Maybe it would have been different had I fought hard to keep him. But I didn't. When I left I was too depressed, and needed to heal. I didn't have the will to fight for more. After years of abuse, you kind of feel you are not worth it. Yeah, guys get abused too. Problem is we know even less how to deal with it and where to turn. After a lot of healing, I Do know it was best to leave. But I still have that guilt for leaving him. I just try to be a good Dad when I have him. And go to allhis activities. But I still have that empty spot when he is gone.

Name Change
*lol* Ok those of you who know me from myspace I've been BLicious for over 2 years now so I'm toying with the name ARIES ANGEL and seeing how I like it here! I'm still *B* so call me that but I wanna know what'cha think of the new name cause I just might fall back into BLicious at the end of the day *lol*

Why I Stare At This Snoose In My Hand..
[taken off myspace] First of all, I dont give two fucks who reads this. Im doing this to get it out of my system. To those are are gonna read it, be warned, I am not gonna sugarcoat anything and names of people I choose are going to be left secret. Now. I dont know why life is being the way it is all of a sudden. Im not happy. I am not satisfied. I am jealous. I am pissed. I am starting to act alot different than how I normally act. I know why. It was part of this sexual act I was involved with sometime ago. That being said, can I get out of that mindset? Probably. Does it seem like I am anytime soon? No. I doubt it. Days recently havent been treating me well. If you dont think so, I guess Ive succeeded in hiding it. I did win best actor senior year of high school for a reason. I just wish there was someway that I can run away by myself, for a fucking day, the least, so I can just sit and think about my life and why its been heading downhill so bad.

Souls Unknown
Your voice is music in my ears With you I let go of all past fears I am free to express every thing I desire To let you know how hot burns my inner fire My thoughts of our love making drive me insane I have spoken of what I would do so plain To make the sweetest love only to you blue eyed woman you’re the one who made life new Boldly my soul cries out to be with you there To take you in my arms and show how I care To caress you and kiss you so deep and so long To listen to the melody of our sweet song To make our passion last through our whole life Being without you cuts deeper than any knife I am commanded by god to give in all fight Live as he desires and do what is right My soul and yours are one in sweet joy You make this man blush like a little boy All my desires I wish to see in your eyes sweet love For you are a wonder sent from heaven above I think you I want you I lust you sweet dream I wish for our love making and passion scream To

Yeah!!!!!!!!!!! Go Cherry Tap Support
Whoever is over there THANKS you ROCK!!! FINALLY Your SALUTE has been approved! So folks, if your salute meets the requirements, go to Cherry Tap Support email them and ask why it was turned down. It might save you a few hours of Frustration and hugs to all that hung in there with me* XOXOX ROCKER* MOM

Wanna Know Something??
THE 5 ANSWERS WE HAVE ALL BEEN WAITING FOR Q: WHAT ARE THE SMALL BUMPS AROUND A WOMAN'S NIPPLES FOR? A: It's Braille for "suck here". Q: WHAT IS AN AUSTRALIAN KISS? A: It's the same as a French kiss, but only "down under." Q: WHAT DO YOU DO WITH 365 USED CONDOMS? A: Melt them down, make a tire, and call it a Goodyear. Q: WHY ARE HURRICANES NORMALLY NAMED AFTER WOMEN? A: Because when they come, they're wild and wet. But when they go, they take your house and car with them. Q: WHY DO GIRLS RUB THEIR EYES WHEN THEY GET UP IN THE MORNING? A: Because they don't have any balls to scratch.

Wow Im Getting Up There!!!
well it seems like yesterday i turned 21 where the hell did the time go !!! im turning 50 tomorrow and im still going strong thank god!! the guys at the firehouse call me the everready bunny i just keep going!! im taking my advanced firefighter course next month then im taking line officer 1 course after that and i have to fit in a trip to the new york state fire academy this winter . guess im gonna be busy for ahwile .. well just an update on what im doing. and thank god i have an understanding wife thru all of this!! keep the faith and be safe!!! david

Videos, Blinkies, And Morphs
I see these everywhere scrolling across my screen, on nearly everyone's page. Frankly the morphs creep me out. Especially people that morph into animals. No offense to my morphing friends I just don't get it. I have seen some cool ones...like a girl that morphs into a pinup that one was cool. For the most part I don't like them and usually they annoy me. The flashing blinky photos on the other hand I like for the most part. I wish I had some but I have no idea how to make them. Anybody have some tips I'd love to hear them. There are some tasteful cool ones out there that wouldn't incite seizures in most viewers. The video clips that get uploaded...while I would like to have some and would like to learn how to do it...I have yet to see one that doesn't gross me out completely!! K the bouncy boobs gif isn't so bad but there are some just plain foul clips on this site. So the point is some of this stuff annoys the shit out of me, and I'm super jealous that I can't d

New Years
So my New Years Eve was spent with a very good friend of mine. And it was amazing but I was sooooo drunk that I couldn't make any serious resolutions. lol. So here they are New Years Resolutions for 2007 1. NO SMOKING not even social/drunk smoking. NONE of it. 2. Go to ALL my classes, every day. I'm going to get better grades then I did last semester. 3. Take more risks... trust more. Love easier. :) 4. STOP associating with assholes. Don't lower my standards for anyone. 5. Work out daily (even the days I have dance classes) 6. Keep in touch and make the people I love know it. 7. Spend at least 2 hours in the library studying daily. Wish me luck!!! Happy new year!!!!

Raining Again
It's raining again. Rain has been pouring down all week, just as the tears- and it is the only thing that comforts me. I lay alone here, in my room, and think of nothing else but you, to whom my heart WAS bound. A virtual recluse i have become, much like Emily Dickinson. Yes, the soul selects her own society, all right. My soul selected the wrong society. I look out my window, and my gaze falls upon the trees. trees that are bare, that will never grow, but still remain, just the same. I resemble these trees. And now i am numb to the world. Submission and subserviance. My, what fools women make of themselves. but society says we should be that way. Society. i hate society. i look out of the window again, and see nothing, and nothingness stares back at me. I SEE PAST THE WORLD'S COLORFUL DILLUSIONS AND PITIFUL LIES. And now i wait. i am waiting for a promise, waiting for a vow. my how stupid i've become. the rain continues to fall all around. it is filling the yard, drow

Goodbye 1-07
The deepest pain I have ever felt the emptiness I have come to know Is finally over now that you've left No more facade No more show I cant believe I lost myself to try to help you see, you needed to love yourself instead of loving to hate me. So today you decide, to finally admit that this was going no where that this it; wasn't IT I hope you find you somewhere -Joey

Sunmaid Bastards!!
So there I was, Just getting stoned With a raisin. So the raisin asks "So what are we smoking here?". And I say "We're smoking some grapes!". Then the raisin is all "Mother Fucker! We are smoking my family?!". I gave him the crazy eye and say "You're a dumb bitch, Ain't ya?" That's when a donkey Comes running down the street And kicks my head open. True story!

Mixed
So am I supposed to wait until the end Look through the glass without ever going in To be happy with the way things are I pretend I know the way I feel should be a god damn sin So I will make my mistakes everyday To live alone without anyone by my side To be the one that keeps all my feelings at bay I am used to be th one that is always denied So there is no more lying to my heart For all the wrong reasons I keep myself here The same reason I stay so damn far apart I will never again know what it is to shed any tear Licitus at numquam concedere vita. Numquam Mortuus.

Dear Abby......
Dear Abby, I have been so blessed in my life. Great parents, great wife and kids, great job, and a great education. When I finally retired, I could hardly wait to spend time enjoying my favorite pastime -- bass fishing. I got my own little fishing boat and tried to get my wife to join me, but she just never liked fishing. Finally, one day at the Bait & amp; Tackle Shop, I got to talking to Sam, the shop owner, who it turned out loves bass fishing as much as I do. We quickly became fishing buddies. As I said, the wife doesn't care about fishing; she not only refuses to join us, she always complains that I spend too much time fishing. A few weeks ago Sam and I had the best fishing trip ever. Not only did I catch the most beautiful bass you've ever seen, only a few minutes later Sam must have caught his twin brother! So I took a picture of Sam holding up the two nice bass that we caught and showed the picture to the wife, hoping that maybe she'd get interested. Instead, she

Please Help Me Help You !!!!!
I'm sorry my friends if I haven't got to your pics yet. I have been really busy and I'm just now starting to catch up. If I haven't made it to your pics or have not done something I said I would please send me a private message so that I make sure I get there. I just uploaded a shit load of new pics. Maybe you would like them. And as a reminder to my friends, if there is a pic ya want, rip at will. Thanks, Mike

Help Me Out
Can someone help me out? Can you lead me from my pain? I feel as though I'm dead, and my life is but a blood stain. Help me find a way out, to a place I will hurt no more. A place where I can find love, and a man that will open my door. Help me get out. so I may let my heart fly free. Where I can let everything go, so I can finally just be me. Help me get out, to a place where I have no pain. To a place where I'm not crazy, but where I am sain. But also let me in to all of these places. A place in your arms with no other faces. LaKesha Lennie Edmay Meaux Copyright ©2007 LaKesha Lennie Edmay Meau

Stupid U.s. Laws
-- In Bakersfield, California, anyone having intercourse with Satan must use a condom. (An asbestos one we presume.) -- In Oblong, Illinois, it's punishable by law to make love while hunting or fishing on your wedding day. -- In Minnesota, it is illegal for any man to have sexual intercourse with a live fish. (Apparently it's OK for woman.) -- No man is allowed to make love to his wife with the smell of garlic, onions, or sardines on his breath in Alexandria, Minnesota. If his wife so requests, law mandates that he must brush his teeth. -- Warn your hubby that after lovemaking in Ames, Iowa, he isn't allowed to take more than three gulps of beer while lying in bed with you -- or holding you in his arms. -- Bozeman, Montana, has a law that bans all sexual activity between members of the opposite sex in the front yard of a home after sundown -- if they're nude. -- In hotels in Sioux Falls, South Dakota, every room is required to have twin beds. And the beds must alw

Dvd Cases
This morning... besides listening to BLINK audio CDS, writing an occasional blog on CT, etc. I have also been taking my DVDs out of the cases and putting them into CD sleeves. Then taking the cover sleeves out of the case, I would fold it up like an envelope and insert the sleeved DVD in its cover sleeve. I have then put them into a plastic shoebox. It may not be the BEST solution to space issues; however, it is reducing dramatically the need for sooooo much shelf space for my DVDs. QUESTION -- What do I do with the plastic DVD cases? I hate to throw them away. You would think that SOMEONE would need them to recycle in some form or fashion. Do you have any idea of who I can give these to in order that they might be recycled???? Just curious....

Please Help Me Ladies!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sitting here all alone Just my usual Day Thoughtsa running through my head Should I give this Away Thinking to myself again As I sit and Pray That One of you,Might Just might,Steal my heart away Alone at night whist I sleep Thoughts are running through my head Trying to stop these endless tears wetting all my bed But No matter how hard I try I Just cant Seem to hide All this pain inside of me I'm Losing all my Pride So Here I go one final shot At trying my damned hardest To see who Really cares the most Or Who really does detest To all of you I care about Each and Every Day heres to hoping As I sit and Pray That One of you,Might Just might,Steal my heart away

I Found That Funny.
Wake up with an erection, and the need to piss Improve yourself, relieve the pressure Off to buy some dollar store porn No money for a rubber but fucked a 20 dollar whore Don’t you feel so much better? The life of a lush, a fifth in hand Weak minded, strong fisted and with no ideas to spare. And for nothing you stand. Crash and fall. All the answers, they’re right there. Just open your mouth, but you’re too fucken scared.

I'm Back!!
I start classes Friday, yes, Friday, So I am back in my dorm, with wonderous internet connection...so yes, more updates and more pictures from me!! Things are still pretty shitty for me right now, but I have this feeling that things are going to be...better. I can hope *crosses fingers* Everyone cross your fingers for me! Love you all!!

Crapmments
Think of all the fun you could have if you could add a single letter to all of the shitty comments that end up on your page and pictures. Hott! could become SHott! Thanks for the add! could become Thanks for the padd! Or even Thanks for the dadd! badd! comments: please stop them. Do your part, friends! Join your local chapter of SAD. (Sluts Against Douchebaggery) Kim Jong-Il is collecting dues. If you don't pay, he'll leave a mushroom cloud on your page. Or he won't. Because dicktators disapprove of html.

Urgent
The Centers for Disease Control has issued a warning about a virulent new strain of Sexually Transmitted Disease. The disease is contracted through dangerous and high-risk behavior. The disease is called ‘Gonorrhea Lectum’ and is pronounced "gonna re-elect him." Many victims contracted it in 2004, after having been screwed for four years. Cognitive characteristics of individuals infected include: - anti-social personality disorders, delusions of grandeur with messianic overtones, extreme cognitive dissonance, inability to incorporate new information, pronounced xenophobia and paranoia, - inability to accept responsibility for one's own actions, cowardice masked by misplaced bravado, uncontrolled facial smirking, - ignorance of geography and history, tendencies towards evangelical theocracy and categorical all-or-nothing behavior. The roots of this destructive disease were tracked to a bush found in Texas.

Wtf
I have very few pics in my default folder as these damn people ate everything as NSFW I mean if you look in my default there is one with me in a tee and jeans and hat d someone has rated it NSFW, I mean WTF, If you don't like themainpic why click onmy photos and just go thru and ate them NSFW, sometimes I cannot help to wonder if its some lady whom has no life and just jealous, I am damn people get a life.

How To Be A Cam Whore (lol)
Ever wanted to become a trashy internet cam whore, but you just don't know how? Tired of earning money for things the honest way? If you're shameless and conceited enough, then the exciting world of online prostitution may be for you. It's hard at first, but don't get discouraged. Being a cranky bitch and undressing yourself in front of a cam for middle-aged men isn't as easy as it seems, so here are five simple rules to keep in mind when becoming an internet cam whore: 1. Never smile. Smiling gets you nowhere. Guys totally dig ornery chicks who wallow in self-pity. Be sure to give yourself a clever moniker like "SEX_GODDESS" or bring out the real cock tease inside you by naming yourself "2_HOT_4_U." It's very important to mope and look depressed because people don't like talking to other people in a good mood. Depressed losers are cool and totally original, don't hold back! One other subtle point: never use proper grammar or punctuation. Why type "you're" when you can type "ur"?

Reborn
Reborn from Another's Blood All I knew was sadness- Angry emotions and some fears- There was no more laughter in my heart- Only heartache through my tears- I was headed for destruction- In my wreckless misery- And then my blessed Jesus- Opened my eyes, so I could see- I looked up to the heavens- As I fell down to my knees- "I can't live this way dear Jesus."- "Will you help me please?"- He answered, "My sweet child,- I've been waiting here for you,- To pray for ME to take your pain."- "That's all you need to do."- I then prayed "Please for give me,- For all the damage I have caused,- But, sometimes I am frightened- I feel so alone and so lost."- He said, "Yes, I forgive you- And I will take away your grief."- I started feeling joy again- And undescribable relief.- My strength is coming back to me- And my laughter has returned.- My faith is even stronger now.- There is so much I have learned.- My God is always waiting- Right outside my d

No Title
When the pain from the silence is stinging your ears----and out come creaping, all of your fears---when does the pain ever go away---will I find someone to heal my heart some day---you can fight away all of the tears---seclude yourself from life, and wait until the dust clears--There is nowhere left to run and hide--you start pushing all of the pain deep inside--Noone can hear your heart as it dies--too tired of the abuse deceit and lies--I want someone to hold my soul instead of my hand--I want some one to listen and understand------------------ (still working on this one)

Goodbye
GOODBYE! Leave with me only memories Of the way I thought my life would be Take from me the painful past The promised love that didn't last The angry words The hateful stares The way you told me That no one cares The sting of your hand across my face My mind would take me to a safer place. I won't be your prisoner anymore I've turned the key and locked that door and now alone is where you'll stay While I move forward to another day. ...Shawn C

Lmfao
Hahaha I'm talkin to one of my CT friends on here..I find this convo hilarious!..She said she couldnt post the bulletin..So this is where it started...read from bottom up! ->*Tiff* -Ni...: it was seriously moving???? LOL *Tiff* -Ni...: serioulsy lol.... it wouldnt let me hahaha... i fought it hard and i won LMAO ->*Tiff* -Ni...: lmfao thats funny *Tiff* -Ni...: lmao it wasnt lettin me at all... it kept movin hahahaha.... i swear im sober ->*Tiff* -Ni...: you cant click "repost bulletin"?? lol

This - Is A Good One
MJ™ [family] one♥love@ CherryTAPWE HERE AT FAKEBUSTERS WOULD LIKE TO THANK THIS USER FOR HER ENTHUSIASM AND SUPPORT. PEOPLE LIKE THIS MAKE CHERRTAP THE GREAT SITE THAT IS IT TODAY. SHE EVEN MADE US A PICTURE! THAT IS SUPPORT! SHOW SOME LOVE!

Contestants..please Read
Overnight someone decided to be an ass and flagg one of the contestants pics as NSFW....therefore, blocking them from getting any votes.....This is why it is so hard to have any fun and hold these contests...some people should just take their ass back to Myspace where it is all happy and clean...anyway, I was trying to change the setting and accidentally blocked the folder....so if any of your friends were having problems getting through...that is why...I have it fixed now so you should all be able to vote again....very sorry....and if anyone in the contest was the one who flagged the pic....you are making it hard for everyone else including yourself...if it was'nt a contestant than please if you know who done it...please let me know so I can block them.....happy voting and good luck

Funny
Subject: Guts v. Balls We've all heard about people having guts or balls. But do you really know the difference between them? In an effort to keep you informed, the definition for each is listed below... GUTS - is arriving home late after a night out with the guys, being met by your wife with a broom, and having the guts to ask: "Are you still cleaning, or are you flying somewhere?" BALLS - is coming home late after a night out with the guys, smelling of perfume and beer, lipstick on your collar, slapping your wife on the butt and having the balls to say: "You're next." I hope this clears up any confusion on the definitions. Medically speaking, there is no difference in the outcome since both ultimatelyn result in death. __________________________________________________

For My Friend Susan
Lessons on Life There was a man who had four sons. He wanted his sons to learn not to judge things too quickly. So he sent them each on a quest, in turn, to go and look at a pear tree that was a great distance away. The first son went in the winter, the second in the spring, the third in summer, and the youngest son in the fall. When they had all gone and come back, he called them together to describe what they had seen. The first son said that the tree was ugly, bent, and twisted. The second son said no it was covered with green buds and full of promise. The third son disagreed; he said it was laden with blossoms that smelled so sweet and looked so beautiful, it was the most graceful thing he had ever seen. The last son disagreed with all of them; he said it was ripe and drooping with fruit, full of life and fulfillment. The man then explained to his sons that they were all right, because they had each seen but only one season in the tree's life. He told

I Got This From A Fellow Shipmate Back In 2003
>Subject: I got your back--soldiers poem > > > > >I Got Your Back > > > >I am a small and precious child, my dad's been sent to fight. > >The only place I'll see his face is in my dreams at night. > >He will be gone too many days for my young mind to keep track. > >I may be sad, but I am proud. > >My daddy's got your back. > > > >I am a caring mother. My son has gone to war. > >My mind is filled with worries that I have never known before. > >Every day I try to keep my thoughts from turning black. > >I may be scared, but I am proud. > >My son has got your back. > > >I am a soldier's sister, my brother's out at sea. > >He's on his way to Iraq today, to fight for you and me. > >I pray for him each day and night, my voice will often crack. > >The tears may come, but I am proud. > >My brother's got your back. > > >I am a strong and loving wife whose husband's off to war. > >Often times I'm terrified in ways unknown to me before. > >I bite

Coocoo Clock
cookoo clock Why females should avoid a girls night out after they are married!.. The other night I was invited out for a night with "the girls." I told my husband that I would be home by midnight, "I promise!" Well, the hours passed and the margaritas went down way too easy. Around 3 a.m., a bit loaded, I headed for home. Just as I got in the door, the cuckoo clock in the hall started up and cuckooed 3 times. Quickly, realizing my husband would probably wake up, I cuckooed another 9 times. I was really proud of myself for coming up with such a quick-witted solution, in order to escape a possible conflict with him. (Even when totally smashed...3 cuckoos plus 9 cuckoos totals = 12 cuckoos = MIDNIGHT!) The next morning my husband asked me what time I got in, and I told him "Midnight". He didn't seem pissed off at all. Whew! Got away with that one! Then he said, "We need a new cuckoo clock." When I asked him why?, he said ........."Well, last night our clock cuckooed

Story Based On True Events
“An Evening out with Friends” By Hollow It was a cool fall evening; the foliage under foot was making crisp crunching noises as I escorted my divine Kelli to the van. She was wearing a pair of blue jeans that hung to the curves of her ass like a sports car on the open road. My fingers coursed across her velvet blouse as I put my hand on her back as she stepped into our chariot. Kelli looked so good her, soft brown eyes that pierce my very soul casting stares in my direction. Jon and Kassy were good company on the journey. Jon was long time friend of Kelli’s and Kassy was his wife. Kassy was assisted by an adaptive chair the results of a car accident and Jon had been taking care of her for over a year with little assistance. So, they could really use the change in atmosphere. We arrived at the club and was escorted to our table. There we sat just rows from the stage, ordered some appetitizers and drinks awaiting the first act. There were three comics and the

The Reward
From afar...I was beckoned By something still unknown A voice that whispered in dreamland Calling me back home To where my reality awaited Still nameless unto me Carved in a stone of granite Was my truth, my destiny It told me to be patient Endure what has to come To pass the tests I'm given And learn from every one And when I least expect it I will recieve my great reward And with it will come peace of mind I've never had before And then I did awaken Gasping in the air Trying to remember But forgetting in despair The years began to pass away My struggles seemed to gain But something pushed me deep inside To get through all the pain I didn't hear the whispered words But that voice was calling It picked me up from all my grief Caught me when I was falling It lead me to a time and place I had never been before And unbeknownst to me I stood at destiny's front door A message that seemed nothing Would bring with it great surprise But it bared no real import

Played
Again. my ex. Josh. Is tryin to get me back with him. sike. that isnt goin to happen. Me & my best friend Jamie came up wit a plan tho. So hehe, its time to turn the tables on him. Ima play him like he played me. but its really a bad idea to piss me & Jamie off, & he did a fine job of that so this should be fine. Im goin to make him think that ima take him back & get a few things out of him & then break his heart like he did mine. He said that he loves me & only me, and I even went off on him about him sayin "I love you" to EVERY single girlfriend he has had. Ive said it once in my life to one of my ex's & I meant it. Plus me & him went out for longer then a year & a half before we ever said it. so yeah. If he thinks Ima believe him when he says I love you to me he is on crack. But he said he was gona send flowers up when he gets his check in 2 weeks. I had my ex Jake tell him to get me something other then flowers, and he said he'll do that instead. So lets see if I get anything

Touch
Touch me … please touch me .. The world turns and does not care Of all that is and what may be I think of things that I would dare Is it a dream ? In time we may see Will any notice this love affair Touch me.. Please… touch me ! lingering Touch Words that reach into the heart telling me we both know the part playing the roles we know so well sharing our past nightmarish hell something stirs inside me deep you awaken desires and haunt my sleep I see your face and feel the pain it washes over me and over again such beauty and yet so far from reach old lessons learned by others who teach seeking to be just a friend who knows in time something built to last and be sublime I listen to where your life has taken you I know that road, it was mine too I was in that state of limbo not long before wasted life and licking my wounds and sores not knowing if I could ever mend not knowing if pain would ever end losing all and knowing regret looki

Rain
More rain! That’s what the weatherman on the radio said. It had been raining now for three days, and there was no sign it was going to stop anytime soon. She normally loved the rain, but it was getting very old. And driving in it at night was just miserable. The road was dark; Roxy could barely see the lines. This particular road was seldom traveled anyway, and the lack of cars anywhere, made it all the lonelier. But she knew where she was going, and there was no amount of rain that could dampen her spirits. Ron was waiting! Roxy had never before tonight met Ron. She knew him only by his words. Written across her computer screen, his passion and sensitivity was already known to her. Roxy had been "internet friends" with Ron for quite sometime. They had met on a web site, and become very close friends. At least, as close as one can get having never met someone. But tonight, was different. He was in town, just to meet her, and was waiting in a restaurant for her. Her excitement g

Back In School
I start my classes again tonight. Instead of both classes on one night, I have one on Tuesday and one on Thursday. Hope it works out for me. For the record, in my first two classes, I got an A and an A-. (One of the two I was one point from a perfect score.) Just thought I let ya know. Happy new year!!!!!!!

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Seems one of my albums vanished sometime today...no idea how or why...im thinking aliens. Anyways i had to redo it and upload the pics again...So all your previous comments and stuff are gone :( Sorry Feel free to re-rate them and say a silent prayer that they wont disappear again lol The Album is called *Cherry Friends Only*...if you cant see it let me know...i have redone it twice now and it seems im the only one that sees it...damn aliens x0x0x0x0x

For My Upstate New York Friends!!!!! - But Others Might Enjoy This Too!
If you consider it a sport to gather your food by drilling through 36 inches of ice and sitting there all day hoping that the food will swim by, you might live in Upstate New York. If you're proud that your region makes the national news 96 nights a year because Saranac Lake is the coldest spot in the nation, and Syracuse gets more snow than any other major city in the US, you might live in Upstate, NY. If your local Dairy Queen is closed from October through May, you might live in Upstate New York. If you instinctively walk like a penguin for six months out of the year, you might live, bundled up, in Upstate New York. If someone in a Home Depot store offers you assistance, and they don't work there, you might live in Upstate NY. If your dad's suntan stops at a line curving around the middle of his forehead, you might live in Upstate New York. If you have worn shorts and a parka on the same day, you might live in Upstate New York. If you have had a lengthy pho

Birthday Love
Grr... I'm a person renowned for remembering birthdays. I'm serious -- I keep track of ALL of my real life friends' and family's birthdays and always drop them a line on their birthday. But it's too hard to keep track on CherryTap! (At least Myspace gives me upcoming birthday warnings, as long as I pay attention to them.) And it just took me a half-hour to go through just my family and a few select friends and write down their birthdays. It would take me hours and hours to go through 500 friends' pages. :( So, if you want love on your birthday, drop me a line, especially if your birthday is in the next couple months. Right now, I have, written down: Wendi/Angelkisses 1/16 Stangme 2/4 Lindale 2/23 Talkietoasta 2/26 Speedball 3/11 Amazon 3/16 Poopsiekinz 3/18 Bilicious 3/26 Will/TexanMarine 4/12 Ringling 4/12 Joecub 4/14 Anyone else in those months, please let me know, and I'll be sure to leave you some birthday love!

I Appreciate You
I appreciate you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect; not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not thin enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open my mouth and told you how I felt, and am not a player like most guys my age are I'm sorry That I'm not a dime or fine enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually faithful; not fucking everybody I'm sorry I don't have a car to come see u everyday I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make you wait then just make love to you on the first couple of dates like some random guys. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held the feeling in and at parties you always went with another guy that was thin and fine I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new

The Flame
I sit here in the night and i see the flicker of the candle..It draws me in closer and closer....its flames seems to ignite something in me....what is it about this flame that is so inviting....i know if i touch it i will be burned...yet, there is such a warmth that comes from it...such a beckoning I get closer and the flame seems to get bigger...i am nervous. should i reach out and try to capture this flame? should i see if it will go out? it bids me closer and closer....i take my hand and slowly let it get nearer the flame....i feel the heat from it but i do not care....i must touch this flame...i must feel its heat....my head tells me that it is dangerous, i no longer care....i must have this for myself.... Closer, and closer i get to this flame....I can almost reach.......

Tickle Me Elmo
TICKLE ME ELMO There is a factory in Northern Minnesota which makes the Tickle Me Elmo toys. The toy laughs when you tickle it under the arms. Well, Lena is hired at The Tickle Me Elmo factory and she reports for her first day promptly at 8:00 AM. The next day at 8:45 AM there is a knock at the Personnel Manager's door. The Foreman throws open the door and begins to rant about the new employee. He complains that she is incredibly slow and the whole line is backing up, putting the entire production line behind schedule. The Personnel Manager decides he should see this for himself, so the two men march down to the factory floor. When they get there the line is so backed up that there are Tickle Me Elmo's all over the factory floor and they're really beginning to pile up. At the end of the line stands Lena surrounded by mountains of Tickle Me Elmo's. She has a roll of plush red fabric and a huge bag of small marbles. The two men watch in amazement as she cuts a little piece of f

Showers For The Sexes!!!
(Part 1: HOW TO SHOWER LIKE A WOMAN) Take off clothing and place it in sectioned laundry hamper according to lights and darks. Walk to bathroom wearing long dressing gown. If you see husband along the way, cover up any exposed areas. Look at your womanly physique in the mirror make mental note to do more sit-ups/leg-lifts, etc. Get in the shower. Use face cloth, arm cloth, leg cloth, long loofah, wide loofah and pumice stone. Wash your hair once with cucumber and sage shampoo with 43 added vitamins. Wash your hair again to make sure it's clean. Condition your hair with grapefruit mint conditioner. Wash your face with crushed apricot facial scrub for 10 minutes until red. Wash entire rest of body with ginger nut and jaffa cake body wash. Rinse conditioner off hair. Shave armpits and legs. Turn off shower. Squeegee off all wet surfaces in shower. Spray mold spots with Tilex. Get out of shower. Dry with towel the size of a small country. Wrap hair in su

Losing A Friend...i'm Sorry...
I have done something stupid and I feel so bad...I did not think it was that bad of a thing... Now I am sitting here, eyes wet with tears, because instead of losing one friend I have lost two... In the last three days now i have lost three friends who were so dear to me... I think I may leave Cherry Tap for awhile...So I have time to reevaluate...Not sure yet... Well I am sorry to you...most of all eli...

Holding Your Hand
The warmth of your hand in mine will be a long time's wait to feel again. Expectation of the unexpected My heart ached to say "bye" As i knew it would be a long time before I see you again. Your friendship i cherish deeply. Seeing the starting of packing up bags on the floor. It was harder than i thought it would be. I told myself I wasn't going to feel this way But somehow you wormed your way into my heart. You hold a place no one will replace. You hold a memory no one can ever take. When i think of you I smile. To be there for your hardships The good, then bad, then ugly. To sit with you that night on the doorstep talking. For you to be there for me thru the holidays Thru the days you know i dread Thru the memories of my surgery two years ago. Some things worked out and some didn't, that's ok. Why i feel this way i dont know. Nor do I wish to explain. You touched my heart like no other. For all you did i thank you. When i needed you, you held m

Please Help Your Ct Casanova Out
I AM ENTERED INTO MR. CHERRY TAP USA FOR THE STATE OF GEORGIA...PLEASE PLEASE ALL MY FRIENDS HELP ME OUT....YOU ALL KNOW THAT I RETURN THE FAVORS...I WOULD LOVE TO WIN AT LEAST 1 CONTEST...PLEASE CLICK ON MY PHOTO BELOW....COMMENT BOMBING IS ALLOWED....I KNOW I HAVE THE GREATEST FRIENDS ON TAP, SO PLEASE DON'T LET YOUR CASANOVA DOWN...........TY TO THOSE THAT HAVE ALREADY VOTED AND TO THOSE THAT ARE GOING TO...PLEASE REPOST

Awww...so Sad
Okay, with the death of one puppy our final count is six new babies...I think we may have to keep one...the runt is only palm sized and adorable as anything I've ever seen... sorry the pic is grainy...had to use my phone cam since my digital is dead atm...

Life Without Black People
A very humorous and revealing story is told about a group of white people who were fed up with African Americans, so they joined together and wished themselves away. They passed through a deep dark tunnel and emerged in sort of a twilight zone where there is an America without black people. At first these white people breathed a sigh of relief. At last, they said, No more crime, drugs, violence and welfare. All of the blacks have gone! Then suddenly, reality set in. The "NEW AMERICA" is not America at all-only a barren land. 1. There are very few crops that have flourished because the nation was built on a slave-supported system. 2. There are no cities with tall skyscrapers because Alexander Mils, a black man, invented the elevator, and without it, one finds great difficulty reaching higher floors. 3. There are few if any cars because Richard Spikes, a black man, invented the automatic gearshift, Joseph Gambol, also black, invented the Super Charge

This Is Getting To Get Old Very Fast
Ok, Honestly, its getting old onthe fact that people like each other and are dating one another...Thats fine,however, constantly looking at ppls pages that talk to the other person is getting very very old and quite frankly pissing me off along with other people...Get a fucking life and i do hope u read this....However this isnt just for one person, its for all the fuckers out there who are that possessive and insecure...FUCK YOU AND GET A FUCKING LIFE...WE are their friends, they wanted to be our friend, so get the fuck over it and do somethin wiht ur life, not waste our time havin to look over and see uve been stalking our pages again to see if ur "other" has been there and if she left anything you dont approve of. Sorry people, keep doin that and more problems will endure from ur Stupidity.....

Funny "haha"
I left some recent viewers a silly comment about not asking for help when in a store and the employees thinking they are stupid for it. You know, one of my lame things to make people laugh or ban me. Some lady sends me an almost incoherent message about "cander patents" and how I'm the same age and some guy named Jack being so wonderful. I think the gist was me being a terrible person... maybe, difficult to tell. I wrote her back, saying my comments are all in fun, then I bought her a dictionary. I thought it was fitting. I believe she anonymously got me that bottle of aspirin early this morning... only she forgot to buy me a shot of alcohol to wash it down with. You know, if you want to insult someone you should do it all the way.

Mine And Ashleys Kick Ass Conversation Lol
..[Nicole].. ι мιςς γоū ιсн Ľιεвε đιсн says: ugh..I wa salready supposed to have tooken 2 pills today..but since I didn't wake up I only took one so far lol x0x..(((.l|l.I.Lub.Him.l|l.)))..x0x.. ..x0x....{{..Deep.Inside.The.Corner.Of.My.Mind.Im.Attached.To.You..}} says: eek ..[Nicole].. ι мιςς γоū ιсн Ľιεвε đιсн says: I just puked a lil x0x..(((.l|l.I.Lub.Him.l|l.)))..x0x.. ..x0x....{{..Deep.Inside.The.Corner.Of.My.Mind.Im.Attached.To.You..}} says: omg x0x..(((.l|l.I.Lub.Him.l|l.)))..x0x.. ..x0x....{{..Deep.Inside.The.Corner.Of.My.Mind.Im.Attached.To.You..}} says: barlow? ..[Nicole].. ι мιςς γоū ιсн Ľιεвε đιсн says: no ..[Nicole].. ι &

Betrayal
You say got my back you say you won't say anything you say trust you say i love you that i am always there for you til death but when you see me struggling and trying to be kind you fuck me from behind you slit my throat and wrist i bleed while you laugh i cry while you live i die while your breathing you showed me two faces but i see your true self now just too bad it took me so long to see who you really are i wish i would have known back then what i know now maybe i could have saved myself the pain and anguish and anger i have now because of you but i will see you in hell

A Year On My 'puter!
SUMMARY OF THIS PAST YEAR ON MY COMPUTER: I must send my thanks to whoever sent me the one about rat poop in the glue on envelopes because I now have to use a wet towel with every envelope that needs sealing. Also, now I have to scrub the top of every can I open for the same reason. I no longer have any savings because I gave it to a sick girl (Penny Brown) who is about to die in the hospital for the 1,387,258th time. I no longer have any money at all, but that will change once I receive the $15,000 that Bill Gates/Microsoft and AOL are sending me for participating in their special e-mail program. I no longer worry about my soul because I have 363,214 angels looking out for me, and St. Theresa's novena has granted my every wish. I no longer eat KFC because their chickens are actually horrible mutant freaks with no eyes or feathers. I no longer use cancer-causing deodorants even though I smell like a water buffalo on a hot day. Thanks to you, I have learned that

Poetry(((razor Whispers)))
RAZOR WHISPERS She whispers but sounds like thunder. Picks me up when i am going under. When she speaks you should listen. Your heart she touches from with in. If you need to run or even hide. Know shes right there by your side. The game of life we fight to devoir. The bond will never wither like a flower. Does she whisper to you as well. When your right at those gates of hell. Razor whispers but i hear it loud. Her voice can cut right threw a crowd. The whispers of a razorblade kiss. Will leave you in utter bliss. When razor whispers all can hear. A heavenly voice that sounds so clear. Razor whispers to my broken soul. With out her whispers i woudln't be whole.

Dark In Here.......
A woman takes a lover home during the day while her husband is at work. Her 9-year old son comes home unexpectedly, sees them and hides in the bedroom closet to watch. The woman's husband also comes home. She puts her lover in the closet, not realizing that the little boy is in there already. The little boy says, "Dark in here." The man says, "Yes, it is." Boy - "I have a baseball." Man - "That's nice." Boy - "Want to buy it?" Man - "No, thanks." Boy - "My dad's outside." Man - "OK, how much?" Boy - "$250" In the next few weeks, it happens again that the boy and the lover are in the closet together. Boy - "Dark in here." Man - "Yes, it is." Boy - "I have a baseball glove." The lover, remembering the last time, asks the boy, "How much?" Boy - "$750" Man - "Sold." A few days later, the father says to the boy, "Grab your glove, let's go outside and have a game of catch. The boy says, "I can't, I sold my baseball and my glove."

What Kind Of Mythological Creature Are You?
cellspacing='0' width='600'> You scored as Mermaid. Mermaid: Mermaids are also known as Sirens. These creatures were beautiful women who tricked sailors into becoming completely entranced by their haunting voices and found death soon after. Not all stories of Mermaids are about gentle loving sea people. They are mystical, magical, and extremely dangerous. They have a way about them that brings anyone they are around to seem enchanted. They are very mysterious creatures and to meet one... Would mean certain Death. Let the song of the Sea fill your soul, for you are a Mermaid.Angel75%Mermaid75%Dragon67%WereWolf58%Faerie58%Demon8%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

First Date
I DON'T KNOW IF THIS IS A TRUE STORY, BUT IT SURE IS FUNNY! This is probably the funniest date story ever, first date or not!!! We have all had bad dates.. but this takes the cake. This just tells you how tough it is to be single nowadays. This was on the "Tonight Show" with Jay Leno. Jay went into the audience to find the most embarrassing first date that a woman ever had. The winner described her worst first date experience. There was absolutely no question as to why her tale took the prize! She said it was midwinter... snowing and quite cold...and the guy had taken her skiing in the mountains outside Salt Lake City, Utah. It was a day trip (no overnight). They were strangers, after all, and truly had never met before. The outing was fun but relatively uneventful until they were headed home late that afternoon. They were driving back down the mountain, when she gradually began to realize that she should not have had that extra latte. They w

My View On Salutes
ahhhhhh ok i know you all have been waiting for the day when i come with some more ignant ( slang for ignorant for all those who think they are english teachers) ( btw FU its my blog and i will write and spell how i want to , i happen to enjoy it and have fun with it) but thats getting a little bit off track. SO ANYWAY, here we are another episode in cherry tap...lets talk about the dreaded salute. NOW, first of all salutes ARE NOT REQUIRED. they ARE AN OPTION. you DONT HAVE TO POST ONE. however the new cherrytap rule is basically in a nutshell if you want to advance in levels then you must post a salute. awhhhhhhh poor thing, you cant use a pic of angelina jolie and say its you anymore to become a top cherry. GET THE FUCK OVER IT. are you SO dumb you dont realize that its a rule that helps YOU. if ever a rule they had made sense i would think this would be it. Now of course there will be people to find a way around it. too many times have a read someones DUMB ASS...exc

Let's Stop Sexual Predators And Save Kids!!!
PLEASE, PLEASE PLEASE WATCH THIS VIDEO. WE CAN HELP THE CAUSE OF MISSING/ABDUCTED CHILDREN AND THE VICTIMS OF SEXUAL PREDATORS BY GETTING THIS SHOW ON THE AIR OR ON THE WEB. HELP ME HELP KIDS. RATE IT HIGH AT YOUTUBE. HERE'S A LINK: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZsJEm8oFkrQ HERE'S THE VIDEO!! .. width="425" height="350">..> PLEASE SUBSCRIBE TO THE YOUTUBE PAGE, VOTE AND COMMENT AT: http://www.youtube.com/marcklaasproject

Feb 14th Valentines Day
FEB 14th Valentines Day by BlueWolf 02/14/05 I'm usually pretty silly, when I show you how I care, but Febuary 14 th is very special, and be silly, I don't dare. I thought of sending flowers, but thought, no, not to you. I thought of sending candy, but that was silly too. I wanted to send a card, with all the frills along, or send you all my love in a silly little song. I could have sent balloons, but that is getting old. I could have sent a heart made of 14kt. gold. I could have sent a teddy bear to snuggle with at night, but I'd rather it be me you snuggle with, when you turn out the lights! I couldn't think of how to show it, in any special way, So I guess there's only one thing left for me to briefly say. I love you , and I'm so glad you're mine. So would you, if I asked real nice, be my Valentine?

~~~~~~ When It Rains ~~~~~~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ WHEN IT RAINS ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ by BlueWolf 12/01 © "When it rains it reminds me of you. Although 10,000 miles away is so far I still always walk outside in the rain and kiss it just for you. It never fails me. The rain will always come and I'll always love you. Next time you see a storm on the horizon please don't fear it's just heaven doing me the favor of taking you my kiss. Walk outside and kiss the rain whenever you need me."

Big Dude Lil' Dude!!
skinny little white guy goes into an elevator, looks up and sees this HUGE black guy standing next to him. The big guy sees the little guy staring at him, looks down and says: "7 feet tall, 350 pounds, 20 inch private, 3 pound left testicle, 3 pound right testicle, Turner Brown." > > The white man faints and falls to the floor. The big guy kneels down and brings him to, shaking him. The big guy says, "What's wrong with you?" > > In a weak voice the little guy says, "What EXACTLY did you say to me?" The big dude says, "I saw your curious look and figured I'd just give you the answers to the questions everyone always asks me. I'm 7 feet tall, I weigh 350 pounds, I have a 20 inch private, my left testicle weighs 3 pounds, my right testicle weighs 3 pounds, and my name is Turner Brown." > > The small guy says, "Turner Brown?!...Sweet Jesus, I > thought you said, "Turn around"!

What Type Of Girl Are You
You are charming. You are very bright, and able to completely express yourself verbally. You have a lot of charisma and people are naturally attracted to you. 'What is your seduction style?' at QuizUniverse.com

Darkness Poem
Darkness by DeezNutz I stare into the darkness, I can’t help but wonder why, Things happened just the way they did, Why wasn’t I the one to die? Ever since I lost you, Not one single day goes by, That I don’t stare into that darkness, Wipe my tears, and wonder why? And I gaze up to the heavens, Not a twinkling star in sight, For I have always been the darkness, While you were everybody’s light. And I stare down the road, Not a flicker up ahead, Just left alone in darkness, With the tears that’s I’ve shed. Ever since I lost you, Not one single day goes by, That I don’t stare into that darkness, Wipe my tears, and wonder why, Why wasn’t I the one to die?? And I peer out to the ocean Waves crashing in the deep, There’s no ships out in that darkness, I sit in loneliness and weep. And I look deep into my heart, Into nothing but a hole, Just emptiness and darkness, I’m just a lost and wandering soul. Ever since I lost you, Not one si

Little Girl - Poem For My Homegirl, Chonch
A Little Girl by DeezNutz A little girl will lick her lips and bat her eyes, And beg for attention from your guy. But you’re a down ass chick, who tells it like it is, You don’t lick your lips, you lick his. A little girl will laugh annoyingly at all his jokes, Stick her titts in his face and beg to be poked. But you’re a down ass chick, you make him put in some work, You don’t just laugh at his jokes, you accept all his quirks. A little girl will act like she’s the bomb and claim to be a model, When she really looks like she’s hitting more then the bottle. A little girl will front and try to act all hardcore, She’ll try to steal your man because she’s a fucking whore. A little girl will try to come as a friend in disguise, She’ll try to break you guys up with her bullshit lies. But you’re more then she’ll ever be, you don’t play or pretend, You aren’t just some dumb bitch, you’re his best friend. You’re a down ass chick, That’s why you own that dick

Starting Over For The First Time... Again
A shadowed past, of horror's unreal. A childhood spent, in years of fear. ~ Now a adult, so far out of reach. I'm looking for answers, yet the people only preach. ~ Time at it's end, yet only the beginning. Feelings of doubt, and never surrendering. ~ Tomorrow will come, even if I'm out of breath. I need time to touch reality, before I end it all in death. ~ What a awful waste, of my childhood dreams. Hell has taken the place, of my heaven it seems

Reality Check
LOOK YANNO WHAT LMAO....IF U CANT SEEM TO ACCEPT THE FACT THAT I AM TATTOOED AND IN MANY DIFFERENT PLACES FUKKIN DEAL WITH IT. IF SOME OF U IDIOTS WOULD TAKE THE TIME AND READ MY PROFILE AND SEE THAT THIS IS WHO I AM B4 TRYIN TO PUT ON A FAKE FRONT JUST TO GET WHAT U WANT....WELL GUESS WHAT GET OVER IT. I AM NOT HERE TO IMPRESS NO ONE AND THATS ON MY PROFILE. IF U CANNOT ACCEPT ME FOR WHO I AM OR WHATEVER U AINT WORTH MY FUKKIN TIME. MAYBE U NEED TO FACE UR ISSUES IN LIFE B4 FUKKIN JUDGIN ME FOR WHATEVER IT IS. IM HERE TO MAKE FRIENDS NOT TO BE JUDGED .... TAKE A LOOK AT MY PROFILE..DO EXACTLY WHAT IT SAYS " DONT JUDGE ME BASED ON UR IGNORANCE" ...TAKE SOME ADVISE B4 U JUMP DOWN MY SHIT. IM DAWNIE AND NOTHIN WILL CHANGE THAT UR LOSS NOT MINE.

My Doggy Jd
My dog JD who was 14yrs old feel ill on the 2nd and passed on today the 5th. He was just a mutt, I resecued him from the pound when he was 7 wks. He out lasted two wives and several girlfriends. He will be greatly missed by me and my other dogs. He spent the last days of his life in the house, just as he started out. I did all I could for him in the end. I sat with him his last mourning, petting him and just talking to him. I will miss him soooo much. He will be my last outside dog. The only reason he became an outside dog, was cause I lost my place and had to stay with my mom and her asshole of a husband so outside he went and thats where he stayed. Rest in piece buddy. I Miss You.

Been A While.
so i havent been around for a while. none of you are to blame. i've been focusing on my writing. a good friend of my sister is publishing a book of short stories very soon, and they asked me to contribute. as of 15 minutes ago, im finished with it and will be mailing it off. none of this affects any of you, and i only told you all that to tell you this: you ought to see more of me now.

For A Friend
I met you on the internet. Both happily married, both not looking for anything but a friend ship. Me, having no real friends since leaving the Navy, wanting to meet someone he could talk to outside his personal life. You, dealing with the stress of everyday life raising two small kids, wanting a distraction or possibly something to fill a void that you felt from time to time. It did not matter. What mattered was that our paths had crossed on this web site. And even though neither had pursured the other, we found ourselves chatting. I loved to write stories...erotic stories. I had no one to share them with though. You loved reading stories, and found a passion in mine. This day, as every other day started with us chatting back and forth, discussing one story or another, and at times, flirting sexually back and forth. You knew I wanted to make love to you, and I had told you that many times. I found you captivating, both physically, and mentally, and could look at pictures of you all d

Ok, Here We Go Again...
Ok, it's been way too long since I posted a new blog, so I'll make another one. I was at the strip club the other day, (surprised? you shouldn't be, I go a bit) when one of the dancers comes onto stage. She starts her set, things are goin great...then all of a sudden, she stares straight at me and shouts out (literally, shouts in a room full of 60 guys) "HEY!! Your on MySpace!!!" I just about died. Yeah, I am on MySpace, but...c'mon. There is a time and place for everything, and when your dancing on stage about to take your clothes off...I don't think thats the time to proclaim your MySpace addiction....Don't get me wrong, nothing against her. She's gorgeous, and from the little interaction I've had with her she seems like a nice girl with a good head on her shoulders, but COME ON!!!! MySpace is the net equivalent of sitting outside a Jr. High school in an unmarked van right before school gets out, huddled over your steering wheel with a bag of candy grasped firmly in your hand....

Israeli Experts Say Middle East Was Safer With Saddam In Iraq
Israeli Experts Say Middle East Was Safer With Saddam in Iraq Orly Halpern | Fri. Jan 05, 2007 Jerusalem - Although few tears were shed in Israel over Saddam Hussein’s death last week, a small but growing chorus — including government officials, academics and Iraqi émigrés — is warning that Israel could find itself in more danger with him gone, and that it might even regret having welcomed his toppling. “If I knew then what I know today, I would not have recommended going to war, because Saddam was far less dangerous than I thought,” said Haifa University political scientist Amatzia Baram, one of Israel’s leading Iraq experts. Saddam was feared and reviled in Israel, both as a tyrant and as an enemy of the Jewish state. He demonstratively supported Palestinian terrorists, and few have forgiven his bombarding of Israel with Scud missiles during the 1991 Gulf War. “Retrospectively, justice has been done,” Deputy Defense Minister Ephraim Sneh told Israel Radio this week.

Lost
sitting..... thinking... trapped in a place with padding.... solid walls..... no way out...... only one way in...... its light at times but mostly dark...... theres no way to escape...... lost........ alone........ no one around but hundreds of voice being heard......mere existance ...... hearing your heart beating.... feeling blood flowing through your veins........ time goes by at a pace to where you dont know if it has been minutes, hours or days....... what is the real time lapse? what is the real meaning and being of what is happening? is it real or are you just trapped in your own mind........ no way out.... only one way in.... its light at times but mostly dark..... theres no way to escape......lost ..........alone

Will I Live Again.......
All of these things became a reality. The miles became only inches. I could for a while hold you near. I could truly see your face. The silence was broken, I heard you call my name countless times. I did feel your hand in mine. Actually touch your skin. Your skin so soft and delicate. The fragrance of you skin so inviting. I still close my eyes and your sent ever lingers in my mind. I actually felt your lips press against mine. Your lips were like the petals of roses. Soft and Sweet. Everything seemed so right that night. Was it? I know it was. For when the time came for me to leave, I was regretful for having to go. But You left me with a fire inside. A burning desire to live life again. Will I live again, or will I simply Die with the Flames of Desire? Time will show me the answer, As for now, time stands still. And the Fire Rages On Within Me! "TheUnLoved ®" & His "SecretPassion"

Please Help Me Out If U Can
Hey :D help me out please if u have the time... im in a contest and i need as many votes as i can get... the address is... http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=335512&albumid=167667&i=472538728#

10 Things Men Should Know About Women
1.No matter how furtive or quick the glance, a woman always know when youre looking at her breast. 2. A good woman is as excited about a gift that cost nothing as she is about a gift that cost a lot. ( The perfect, quirky gift that shows that you’ve been listening is worth twice the value of anything youd find at Tiffany’s.) 3.Never ask a woman why she’s mad at you - she will only get madder for your not knowing 4. An unsolicited kiss is to a woman what free play-off tickets are to a man. Even better, flowers on days that arent Valentines Day. Anniversaries, or birthdays. 5. Sometimes woman want it when you don’t, and for you not to give in on such occasions set a terrible precedent. 6. If youre buying her a sex toy, do not presume she wants the biggest one - most likely she does not. 7. How to lovate the G-spot: Aim for it, and then askher if your aim is true. ( that said, if you ask every step of the way, you’ll begin to remind her of her gynecologist. 8. The wo

Just A Mom
JUST A MOM A woman, renewing her driver's license at the County Clerk's office was asked by the woman recorder to state her occupation. She hesitated, uncertain how to classify herself. "What I mean is," explained the recorder, "do you have a job or are you just a......?" "Of course I have a job," snapped the woman. "I'm a Mom." "We don't list 'Mom' as an occupation, 'housewife' covers it," said the recorder emphatically. I forgot all about her story until one day I found myself in the same situation, this time at our own Town Hall. The Clerk was obviously a career woman, poised, efficient and possessed of a high sounding title like, "Official Interrogator" or "Town Registrar". "What is your occupation?" she probed. What made me say it? I do not know. The words simply popped out. "I'm a Research Associate in the field of Child Development and Human Relations." The clerk paused, ball-point pen frozen in midair and

Geez I Hope That I Am Not Getting ...
what everyone else is seeming to get. Woke up from my nap not feeling up to par. Yuck! Queasy stomach... Bit of a dizzy sensation... Overall yuckiness... LOL... tell a doctor that and look at his puzzlement. It is no wonder that some doctors are so puzzled when patients come into the office; and, it is a wonder that any doctor can figure out anything. Usually, the standard answer is, "Must be a stomach virus. Be sure to get plenty of rest and drink plenty of fluids." They all say that when they really don't know, I think!! (I know because I got the same thing from my Dad when growing up.) LOL... reminds me of the old Midas commercials where someone brings in a car saying that it makes this kind of a sound or that kind of a sound and expect the mechanic to know exactly what is wrong with the car. I think the standard mechanic's answer is, "Must have got some bad gas in the car," when they aren't quite sure what is wrong with the car. Hee hee.... Anyhow....

I'm Scott And I Am An Alcholic.
a buddy of mine called me this afternoon and asked me if I would be the guest speaker at tonight's meeting. Well I siad yes ofcourse. I'm sitting here now, fresh home from work. Waiting to get into the bathroom to get cleaned up. I'm a little nervous however I know what it is about and I know what I need do to. Unlike last time I spoke at a meeting! lol this is my second time and I think that I somwhat have it togther what I"m going to talk about, what it is I have to say. the "big book" of AA tells me that I have to speak of "what it was like, what happend and what it's like today". shouldn't be too hard. anyways I will prolly post a blog when I get home to tell you all how it went. :D