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Wasting Time
I have spent the last hour going through my friends list and making sure everyone is rated and fanned. But I get nothing in return. I guess i am wasting my time but just trying to help everyone out. I thought i would get some to return the favor but i guess all my friends are already my fans! To some of you this does not apply so jsut ingnore ( just venting). Have a nice FUBAR day my friends fans and family! Christy P.S How can you be my friend and not my fan i dont get it. I am seeing now that some of my friends i havent even rated and that is why this all started ( that made me feel like crap) so i am fixing it now Sorry !!!!!!!!!!!!!

Nine Words Women Use...
1.) Fine : This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2.) Five Minutes : If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3.) Nothing : This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4.) Go Ahead : This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5.) Loud Sigh : This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.) 6.) That's Okay : This is one of the most dangerous statements a woman can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when

Just Random Shit..
So yeah... Everything is becoming a big shit hole right now.. People just can't seem to fit in places anymore.. They feel like a babysitter, or what not.. yeah.. im a little upset... who the fuck cares? no one.. My point is.. Yes.. i have a fucking lounge on here... Club Blitz.. And I have/had a great staff.. that helped launch club blitz.. and made it to what it is today.. One of the Great places on Lost..Cherry...umm (what is it this week?)..oH! FUBAR!..anyways.. one of the best places on FUBAR! to hang out.. Although, Seems like the people who have stood by my side for so long, Dont like the diversity of people entering the lounge. Yes, we do get some young people in there.. and we get some older people in there... But Take a look around you in this world.. It doesn't matter if you are on the net, hanging in a bar, walking down the street, or listening to the fucking radio in your car or home... There is gonna be drama everywhere.. and as much as i have been working to get r

Thoughts Since My Divorce
Prologue: I was at the park with my kids today thinking recent events in my life and came to a blinding realization. I am writing from my own perspective and catch A LOT of flak for it. Everyone takes what I say personal because it is personally from me and they relate to it because they feel it is about them or something that can be connected to them. I have seen people in a way that I am not too proud of and people that I feel like they are flawed by their gender roles, lately. I am not "woman bashing" in anyway! I am, however stating what I have seen lately and have broke down these individuals into groups, not by who they are, but by what they do. I want to share this with the planet. Body: Men and Women relate to each other in many ways. The usually pick a mate due to the impact their actions have on them. They are usually attracted to a certain "type". This means a group of individuals hold characteristics (or lack of character or characteristics) that draw them to an

Survey Bout Myself
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The SurveyName:Matthew D. WilsonBirthday:November 7th 1974Birthplace:Pontiac MICurrent Location:Clinton Township, MIEye Color:Dark blue unless im sad then light bluish greyHair Color:Brown with blong hi-lightsHeight:6'0Right Handed or Left Handed:rightYour Heritage:Native america, german, Scotch, English and WelshThe Shoes You Wore Today:ConversYour Weakness:My childrenYour Fears:Failing as a fatherYour Perfect Pizza:Dbl Chz, pep, mush, bacon, onion, g.peprsGoal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:OMG, Many!!!

Prayers Needed
this week i found out my husband has a brain tumor and 6 to 13 months to live it has sadened me to no extent i love him and even tho we are seperated and about to be divorced it has depressed i just want all of you to pray for him and me and the kids,thank you

Family Rules
1.YOU NEED TO KNOW HOW TO BOMB IF YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT BOMBING IS IT MEANS WE LEAVE A LOT OF COMMENTS ON FAMILY MEMBERS CONTESTS THEY ARE IN,TO HELP THEM TO WIN,IT'S NOT ALWAYS POSSIBLE TO COME FIRST BUT WE DONT GIVE UP WE TRY OUR BEST FOR EACH MEMBER.ANY BODY WHO IS NOT SURE ON HOW TO DO THIS JUST ASK WE ARE ALWAYS WILLING TO TEACH YOU.THERE WILL BE A SHORT PROBATION TIME BEFORE YOU ADD THE FAMILY NAME THIS IS TO MAKE SURE THAT YOU ARE WILLING TO BOMB AND LEAVE ENOUGH COMMENTS THAT ARE NEEDED TO WIN CONTESTS YOU WILL NEED TO BE ABLE TO LEAVE NO LESS THAT 300 COMMENTS A DAY MORE IS BETTER 2.YOU MUST HAVE A SALUTE PIC ON YOUR PROFILE 3.NO DRAMA AT ANY TIME AS IT REFLECTS ON THE FAMILY NAME AND WE WISH TO KEEP A GOOD NAME HERE 4.YOU NEED TO CHECK THE BLOGS HERE EVERY DAY SO YOU KNOW WHAT WE ARE WORKING ON THE LINKS WILL BE IN THE BLOG WITH THE DATE ON IT THERE WILL ALSO BE BULLETINS SO PLEASE KEEP AN EYE OUT. 5.UNTILL THE FAMILY GROWS IN NUMBERS WE ARE WORKING ON GIFT GIVE

Rate Me Nsfw!
Why do people rate my pics NSFW? Dont look at them if you dont like them! I dont mark your pics NSFW! I dont complain when I see you trying to put a thong on an ass the size or Japan! I see those tube sock titties and I dont mark you! No more mister nice Guy! How can you mark a picture offensive if it is a cartoon? WTF! The same person that marked me had her beaver walking down the street grabbing small animals and I post 1 pic of a girl with bloody wrists and I get flagged! Maybe I need t post some dude with a big ole hairy sausage! Or maybe 2 big German shepherds humping on the corner! Some chick can post a picture of a dildo the size of a small child's leg going in her ass and I cant post a pic of a dark angel? Maybe it offends me that you keep winter bush all year round! Your page has a link to farmteens.com and I offend you? What about what you did with that donkey and the midget! That's not offending? I dont even want to know what you did with the hamster and the 2 liter bott

Just My Thoughts
I'm Sorry..... That I was not good enough for you I'm Sorry..... That I ever let you into my heart-because you ended up breaking it (again) I'm Sorry..... That I am not perfect (last time I checked no one was) I'm Sorry..... For all the problems I may have caused you I'm Sorry..... For not being a good enough friend I'm Sorry..... For being me I'm Sorry You made the decision to not talk to me anymore-I did nothing wrong I'm Sorry For lying awake for nights on end trying to figure out what I did wrong And Most of all I'm Sorry..... For being there for you and having you turn your back on me....... I had to get this off my chest-its been bugging me for a while-I'm being honest upfront and truthful here!

My Chatbox On Here
I wanted to let folks know that i will be workin onlineand sometimes just leave my fubar page up but not really be lookin at it. So if u message me and fer some reason i dont write back on here i am not ignoring you. Its happened more than once over the last few days and i wasnt ignoring anyone. I will message u if i see later n you wrote me, so please just be patient with me on here. Hope everyones having a good weekend.

101 Ways To Tell If You’re A Filipino
I've always been sure about who and what I am. First, a female. Next, a Filipino. It's often said that our culture defines what we are. How we see ourselves is more likely how other people will see us. We're a sunny kind of people. We laugh at hard times and we smile in spite of everything. The typical Filipino is more likely to take an optimistic view of things, even if things are really bad. One of our better traits is our ability to laugh at ourselves. We'd laugh even if it's ourselves we're laughing at. Though we're a very mixed race, everything we do is distinctly Filipino. Our identity almost always shows wherever we are. Here are some of the things which can determine a true Filipino: 1. You point with your lips. 2. You eat using hands and you have it down to a technique. 3. Your other piece of luggage is a “balikbayan” box. 4. You nod upwards to greet someone. 5. You put your foot up on your chair and rest your elbow on your knee while eating. 6. You think that ha

Ugh Some People...
->ghostrider...: hahaha omg ->ghostrider...: you just dont say shit like that to a woman ghostrider...: with you weight problem u should feel lucky that someone wants to stick a tounge in your pussy ghostrider...: and why is that ->ghostrider...: uncalled for ghostrider...: i would love to stick my tounge inside your pussy Shoutbox convo I just had...Gotta love the people on here...

Faqs.. Getting To Know Me
I only add the frequently asked questions in here, hit me up if you wanna know anything specific. There's no need to feel shy cause I'm definitely not! Q: How old are you? A: Born March, 4th 1981.. do the math Q: What sign are you? A: Pisces! The best... yea I said it, the best! Q: How tall are you? A: Between 6'4 - 6'5.. quarter inches are irrelevant to me lol Q: What nationality are you? A: Black & Panamanian... half and half like some milks Q: Do you have a large one?? A: If you so nosey, unzip me to find out with your mouth! Q: Where are you from? A: Born in Brooklyn, living in The Bronx now Q: Do you have a webcam? A: All I'ma say is ZOOM, PAN and TILT Q: Do you have kids? A: No, and no I don't want kids either Q: Are you single? A: NO and yes I don't cheat Q: Do you care what people think of you? A: No. Why? I never have anything to prove Q: Why do you seem so arrogant? A: Well cause I am, I'm always gonna be confident Q: Well what i

Stuff I Have Written
TODAY~ How do I swallow all this pain when I’m drowning in tears? I cannot cry for fear my kids will see I am lost and alone I don’t know how to pull myself out of this hole Who wants a broken woman with three kids? No hope and no where to run locked in this box of broken despair The Smile I wear, a mask to hide the pain Life goes on whether or not anyone cares In this house I am the last Cleaning out the cobwebs Yet I can’t clean out the ones on the inside It’s the same old tune I have to make sure everyone else is happy and content But I can’t seem to do the same for me Tears flow now but I can’t cry I have to much to do Dishes need to be washed and laundry folded There’s another pair of jeans I cannot replace How do I send them to school in tattered clothes? I miss my lover and my friend but what to do when he is so far away I just want to be wrapped up in your arms and know it will all be okay but You can’t wrap your arms around thin air And there

Why??
Okay, I havent been on CT for a few days, but I heard a yahoo rumour about me and one of my good friends and I just wanna ask.... Rumour is my friend is trying to get me to leave my husband so he can marry me...oy...pull your head outta your ass woman.... Why can't a woman and a guy be just really good friends, with out some jealous chick spreading rumours?? I mean come on!! I get along so much better with guys then I do with woman cause of the damn drama woman seem to wanna create. Why do most woman seem to be jealous of me when all I am is a friend to the guy there has never been any thing more?

Why Do I?
Why do I smile at the sound of your voice? Why do I let you take over me as if I had no choice? Why do I let you touch me in places never touched? Why do I like to have you around so much? Why do I melt at the tenderness of your kiss? Why do I feel like I could live forever like this? Why do I put my heart in your hands? Why do I answer to your every demand? Why do I tell you leaving me is not your wrong? Why do I let you know with out you I'm not quite as strong? Why do I take you back even though I know it's not right? Why do I feel like I should please you by not putting up a fight? Why do I care about you even though you hurt me? Why do I turn my head from what's plain reality? Why do I try to hide from what is true? Why do I still have these feelings for you?

Testicles Black?"
A male patient is lying in bed in the hospital, wearing an oxygen mask over his mouth and nose. A young, student nurse appears to give him a partial sponge bath. "Nurse", he mumbles, from behind the mask. "Are my testicles black?" Embarrassed, the young nurse replies, "I don't know, Sir. I'm only here to wash your upper body and feet." He struggles to ask again, "Nurse, are my testicles black?" Concerned that he may elevate his blood pressure and heart rate from worry about his testicles, she overcomes her embarrassment and pulls back the covers. She raises his gown, holds his manhood in one hand and his testicles in the other. Then, she takes a close look and says, "There's nothing wrong with them, Sir!" The man pulls off his oxygen mask, smiles at her and says very slowly, "Thank you very much. That was wonderful, but, listen very, very Closely...... A r e - m y - t e s t - r e s u l t s - b a c k

I Need To Stop....
.....crying!!! Okay, so Im the one who screwed things up, not him. But Im the one who blamed it on him. Why?! I wish I knew. But now, Im missing him like crazy. Yeah, some of you may know who Im talking about, some of you may not. Sometimes I wish I didnt know. I have soooo tried to get over him. To let him go. But when you see him almost everyday and talk to him all the time, thats kind of hard! I dont know what to do.....Im going insane.

Friday, July 20, 2007
Friday, July 20, 2007 Busy! Wow! It has been a busy last couple days! First off early yesterday AM at 3 the home health nurse knocked on our bedroom door. Kaleb's J tube was clogged. She tried everything to unclog it and it would work. So I tried to do it and it worked... or so I thought. Another knock came about 3:45. The tube was clogged again. At this point I decide to call the PICU and see what they say. They told me to put sprite in his J tube... So we did this. It still didn't work. So they told me to page the surgeon. He called and told us to take him to the emergency room ASAP because if his sodium drops he can have a seizure. SO we called an ambulance and they came and picked him up. As soon as he got in the ambulance he KNEW where he was going. I mean he was tense and crying. I MEAN HE KNEW. I was very upset that he had to go back there because I knew that they would stick him. So we got to the hospital and of course they stuck him. He was crying and arching. They f

Wow Think I Was Out Of It
I had a very good friend that ive been talking to for 5 months call me at noon today. well i was napping and missed his call. Never heard the phone ring and just noticed that he left a messege because he was worried about me. Aww such a nice guy. I havent seen him in three months for obvoius reasons, but we stay in touch. He helped me stop crying earlier and cheered me up. Its really nice to have friends like that. ones that worry about me and are willing at a moments notice to give me a shoulder to cry on when upset. Don I know you wont see this since your not a member here but thank you.

Ok Where Are All My Friends
WELL HERE IT GOS BEAR WITH ME ITS JUST A FEW OF MY FEELINGS, IVE MADE SOME AWSOME FRIENDS ON HERE AND HAD SOME FUN BUT I DONT UNDERSTAND WHY SOME PEOPLE DONT EVEN COME BYE AND SAY HI OR LEVE COMMENTS OR EVEN BOTHER TO VIST THEY WANT YOU TO ADD THEM FAN THEM AND ALL THAT BUT THEN YOU NEVER!!! SEE THEM AGAIN AFTER THAT THEY DONT LOOK AT YOUR PHOTOS OR RATE THEM NOTHING!!! WHATS UP WITH THAT I THOUGHT THIS WAS A PLACE TO HAVE FRIENDS AND WHAT EVER !! GEESH!!! OR IS THIS JUST A PLACE TO PICK UP ON PEOPLE YOU KNOW TO EACH THERE OWN THATS ALL GOOD BUT REALLY!! I GOT LIKE 126 FRIENDS ON HERE AND I ONLY HERE FROM HALF OF THEM AND THATS LIKE ONCE IN A WHILE I JUST WANNA KNOW WHATS UP WITH THAT ARE THERE ANY REAL!! FRIENDS OUT THERE ?? COME ON LETS SEE.

Crying The Lost Of My Woman's Mom
A mother's love, a Mother's care, A mother's sigh, a Mother's prayer A Mother's work, and Mother's day, Leaves little time for any play. A godly Mother with godly love, Is treasure from God above, A godly Mother with godly above, A godly Mother with godly care, Has God's help when she sighs a prayer. Mother is she who spends sleepless night to make you sleep Mother is she who understands you from the very deep… Mother is she who will laugh and cry along with you…. Mother is she who teaches how to drink, eat and how to chew… Mother is she who scolds you for your good Mother is she who will support you in any mood… Mother is she who accepts you in any situation… Mother is she who motivates you for your every little creation… Mother is she who gives you blessings at every step… Mother is she who is always worried for your fate… Mother is she who can catch you if at any moment you lie… Mother is she who never wants to see her baby cry…. Mother is she w

Sorry
ive been kinda giddy and irresponsible lately,espacially since my accident.im really sorry i just went off the deep end i guess.ty renegadelvr for the support both financial and physical.i love you.mr johnson,thank you for the interest and trying to be there.i do want us to meet.kyttykat,you were a sister i never really had,im sorry i filed you.i really messed up.my uncle,renegadelvr bought me an escalade and pc trying to get me to settle down,johnson,darrell i mean,lol.offered me security,hon i have that,i just need to belond.ldcf,ive been a poor member i know but please believe me,im on my feet finally and ill be a good member. i wont hide it ,i had a nervouse break down and i just lost my mind.everyone please forgive me and accept me back.darrell,im comming home soon,real soon.im sorry about the lake,renegadelvr says you never got the instructions,believe me i sent them well.plz let me know if im wlcome back.if not i wont bother anyone anymore,i know ive been a bich and a pain. he

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True Love
The feeling is overwelming, a feeling not many can say they felt when you feel it you know it, it consumes your entire being, It fills a hole you never know you had, and the light of love fills you till a sparkle of light shines from your eyes, you hang on every word, lost in her voice, smile that melts you everytime, and her eyes you get lost in, feeling like your swimming in her soul, when you kiss you feel it down to your soul and you become one, nothing in the world, could break the love, the distance seems like across the universe, the pain from being apart, is torture to the heart, the body and the soul, like you die a million times over and over, and the only apeasement is to be in each others arms, a love that continues to grow stronger and stronger never ceasing to stop, you would do anything for them, there is nothing that you couldnt overcome, and one sorry is all that is needed.

You Are Like The Diamond
You are like the diamond You glimmer and glow And shine so brightly Some, like me, draw close To feel your warmth, your heat Only to find none You are like the diamond You are bright and strong But you have no warmth, or love It's a terrible game To play with people's hearts Like mine You are like the diamond You will last longer than most But you will have no love No warmth to back up that bright light So what kind of life will it be? Besides long? Will you regret it someday? Regret being so much like the diamond Regret being so cold And look for me A find me gone? Can I ever leave? No, I can never leave you I am drawn to this cold light This false sense of warmth you give I keep wishing and hoping That someday, you will give warmth But, this will never be Diamonds last forever

Reason For The Urge
Ok i picked up smoking because of my chronic depression, I'm more relaxed and less depressed when smoking, and I don't feel like a zombie, even when it was only one or two cigarettes i felt better through out the day, i don't know

Sunday Nite Survey!!!
-Longest relationship: 17 years -Shortest relationship: hmmm...I have no idea!!! -How many boyfriends/girlfriends have you told that you loved them and meant it:? are you serious...lmao -Have you ever loved someone so much that it hurt?: yesss -Have you ever made a boyfriend or girlfriend cry? husbands too.....Shame on ME! -Are you happier single or in a relationship? Relationship for sure!!! -Have you ever been cheated on?: yesss -Have you ever broken someone's heart? Yes -Talk to any of your exes? Yes, most of my ex's stay friends with me. -If you could go back in time and change things to where you could still be with one of your exes, would you? yess -Think any of your exes feel the same way? Probably lol. -Do you believe that you are a good boyfriend or girlfriend or spouse?? Absolutely..... -Have you dated people who were not good for you? As it turns out, yes I have! -Have you been in an abusive relationship? Mentally & physically...but he wr

Something I Believe In
As we grow up we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to let you down, probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old love did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset, is a minute of happiness you will never get back.

~~sexiness~~
is a state of mind. if u believe in urself that u are sexy, u are. one should never under estimate themselves. never let another tell them otherwise. big, small or in between, sexiness is in ur mind, who u are and how u carry urself.

Harsh?
THERE WILL BE NO SPECIAL BILINGUAL PROGRAMS IN THE SCHOOLS. *************** THERE WILL BE NO SPECIAL BALLOTS FOR ELECTIONS. *************** ALL GOVERNMENT BUSINESS WILL BE CONDUCTED IN OUR LANGUAGE. *************** FOREIGNERS WILL NOT HAVE THE RIGHT TO VOTE NO MATTER HOW LONG THEY ARE HERE. *************** FOREIGNERS WILL NEVER BE ABLE TO HOLD POLITICAL OFFICE. **************** FOREIGNERS WILL NOT BE A BURDEN TO THE TAXPAYERS. **************** NO WELFARE, NO FOOD STAMPS, NO HEALTH CARE OR OTHER GOVERNMENT ASSISTANCE PROGRAMS. ***************** FOREIGNERS CAN INVEST IN THIS COUNTRY BUT IT MUST BE AN AMOUNT EQUAL TO 40,000 TIMES THE DAILY MINIMUM WAGE. ***************** IF FOREIGNERS DO COME AND WANT TO BUY LAND, THAT WILL BE OKAY. BUT OPTIONS WILL BE RESTRICTED *************** YOU ARE NOT ALLOWED WATERFRONT PROPERTY. THAT IS RESERVED FOR CITIZENS NATURALLY BORN INTO THIS COUNTRY. *************** FOREIGNERS MAY NOT PROTEST; NO DEMONSTRATIONS; NO WAVING A FOREIGN FLAG

Arghhhh .. Sorry ... Rant ...
Ok .. am writing this through utter frustration lol ... I love being on here and chatting to people .. but some just dont listen ... and some of the comments men send are hmmmm .... interesting to say the least .. as they seem to get repeated over and over again I thought id show some of them .. if youre a woman please feel free to list some ive forgotten lol .... Questions that get asked all the time ... Do you have msn? (Im on a pc chatting .. of course I have msn .. ) Can you get on cam for me? (Errr no??!!) Do you wanna see me on cam? (For that I would have to give you my msn .. hence the answer .. no...) Heres my mobile number .. can you send me a pic and then ill delete your number? (LMAO ... yeah right!!!) Youre gorgeous .. why are you single? (If I knew that I wouldnt be single would I .. sigh) Do you want a toyboy? (This gets asked a lot .. and to be honest id rather not .. unless you look like Brad Pitt then I may reconsider ..) Now, those are some

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My Dream/nightmare
This is very personal to me, I almost didn't share this one because it's so personal. It started out someone threatened us, telling me they hid a bomb near our home. We started out searching inside, under beds, in closets. Then we realized the person who made the threat had abandoned a car out back. A truck coming through had hit it pushing it out of a parking area & more into the woods. I went back to check it out & this is where the dream changed (mine jump a little bit sometimes). It was no longer a stranger or friend who made the threat. It was my husband, & he was threatening suicide. I was walking slowly towards the car with him trying to talk him out of it. His mind wont be swayed & he turns to me & says it's time ... before he even finishes the last word he hits a button on a detonator he was carrying. I hear the explosion, feel the shock wave, and see glass & shrapnel flying through the air. Everything seems to go in slow motion as I watch one particularly large piece

Let's Move Her Sexy Ass Up To 12!!
LET'S GET HER IN 12!!! STANG IS IN #13 AND WORKS REALLY HARD TO RATE, COMMENT, HANG OUT WITH HER FUBAR FRIENDS AND HELP OTHERS! IT WOULD ONLY TAKE TWO SECONDS TO DROP A 10 ON HER PROFILE PAGE...IF YOU HAVE RATED THAT ALREADY, PLEASE JUST REPOST THIS IF YOU HAVE NOT RATED HER...PLEASE DO AND REPOST! THANKS!! FU BAD B!TCH ۞Stang!۞ Reppin Stangs Underground & MC Shan ۞@ fubar COME ON PEOPLE GO SPANK HER HARD AND HIT HER WITH SOME LOVIN HAVE AN AWESOME MONDAY AND FABULOUS WEEK WildCat

Little One
I remember your smile and your laugh Everytime you asked for me. I remember your arms wrapped around As you called me Daddy. Its hard to imagine you else where now But its something i must do. You may not be in my life And im not suppose to think of you. But i cant help but look at your picture And be reminded of how much i love you. You are no longer a part of my life Your mom now is someone elses wife. Maybe one day you will remember me. And all the things i would have liked to be. But if you dont, i dont blame you. There was nothing i could do. I just wanted you to know Even though you cant hear me. I do still love you.

Poems By Me
can it be a poem? Lonesome Fingers itching Burning with eagerness They find my virgin cunt And I roll onto my back Stretched out under the covers My hands stroking and probing I spread my legs And let my fingers glide inside Wet and slippery My thighs open wider Shoving my fingers in deeper I find my clit with the other hand And pull my fingers out To rub my hard nipples My tiny B-cup breasts feel soft Between moist fingers And my clit is being caressed And rubbed raw A dance of caresses I close my eyes And pleasure myself Until the loneliness fades away Scent fills the air black candles surround i prepare myself for you to lay me down anticipation grows an adrenaline rush body starts to shake at your fingers slightest touch you move slow and take your time as we sway to the music sweet songs of sublime a hand on my neck, a hand on my back you pull me near gently cupping my face and whisper sweet nothings in my ear you ligh

Soapbox~ya Might Wanna Read
Hmmm I just uploaded some pics Fubar flagged as NSFW & wow I got alot of "looks" but only a few friends rated. Seriously, that's pathetic guys. Those that looked & didn't rate will be removed from my friends list immediately. Same goes with the blogs. If ya look & don't bother to rate, you're going bye bye; come on like it takes 2 seconds to click; I find that to be RUDE RUDE RUDE & I'm tired of the lack of manners. Treat those the way you'd like to be treated; but sadly around here that's just not the case. Stop asking me to help in contests, I'm tired of being nice to others & getting shafted. Those "true" friends of mine & know who you are, you are excluded in this rant & I love you guys.

Omfg!!!!!!!!!!! Crabs..... Lmao!!!!
Yeah I gotta Dark sick twisted sense of humor... Or maybe its Just all the Medications.... lol... :0) But thought was just tooo funny.. Now dont piss me off.. Or I might have to ZOMBIE cast this spell on you... LMFAO!!!!! ----------------------------------------------------- MAY THE CRABS OF A THOUSAND WHORES INFEST THE CROTCH OF YOUR ENEMIES & MAY THEIR ARMS BE TOO SHORT TO ITCH!

To The Regular People From A Us Marine
I painted myself green to blend in with the trees, now no one knows who I really am, and I can finally do as I please, we're all a bunch of misfits, lead here by some unkown path, some of us dreamers, just running from our pasts, but we now call each other brother, and lend our helping hands, its a relationship of misery, pain, and fate, that few will understand... so we walk by day, and walk by night, one behind the other, to make sure your brother is alright, the pain it comes, and the misery wont go, fate brought us here, and our feelings, we'll never show. So I wear the trees, and my face does too, we'll walk til its all over, and maybe we'll make it back to you, but in the meantime dont forget us, while we're busy doing our time, we'll call once in a while, to let you know we're doing fine, And please don't believe the rumors, Don't believe the lies, We're your husbands and your sons, Not evil people you should despise, No i cant tell you where I'm going, Or when I'm comming home,

If I Am Love I Am Reflecting You...
I wish there was a way for me to peel away your layers and expose you to the love and light that dwells deep within you so you would know that the light doesn't burn and that love has nothing to do with pain so that I can show you that all those layers were just mountains of fear tricking you into thinking you knew what was best for you tricking you into thinking the layers were protecting you I can not peel those layers off for you but I can expose you to the love and light that dwells deep within you because I am your perfect reflection... I will be the love and light that dwells within you so you can know who and what you truly are so you can know that the light doesn't burn and that love has nothing to do with pain I will reflect so you can seen beneath those layers I will reflect what is beneath those mountains of fear that is tricking you into thinking you know what is best for you I will reflect and show you that love is your only true protection If I am lov

Dennis Paul In Bodog Battle
Over 20 years out of the game I swore if I ever got back in, it was going to be a wild ride ... As of July 18th I was recruited into the Bodog Battle of the Bands !! Bookmark this link and *** Vote here Daily *** This is huge, Canada, US and Europe, competing for a $1,000,000 contract ... I intend on winning and to that end have begun to assemble a stage show to do the job. And so it begins ... are your in ?? To all Fans, Musicians, Sponsors and Promoters ... Check this blog to see how you can get involved with me on this venture. While this qualifying voting process unfolds, I ponder the wonders of the universe and plan the next phase ... Building a stage show that can win ... and here is where you can get involved If you fit the bill, as per competition rules, drop me a line right away !! Musicians, I can have up to 12 in the band - must be Canadian and have a valid passport Sponsors, We'll need a full compliment of stage gear - get your name involved

The Bill Comes Due
Michael was a patient man, but even he had his limits. He had arrived home with the expectation of a quiet evening in the company of Victoria, but even before he opened the door, he knew it was not to be. The television blared loudly through the walls of the apartment, and underneath its din he could hear Victoria chatting away on the phone. He turned the key and opened the door, and the sounds nearly deafened him. He crossed the room and came up behind her. She had a habit of pacing while on the phone, so it was a simple matter to catch her unaware with a kiss on the nape of her neck. She whirled and regarded him with irritation. "Can't you see I'm on the phone?" Victoria sighed. "Don't you have any manners?" Michael said nothing. Victoria had been increasingly rude in the last few weeks, and he was fast reaching the end of his patience. He had discussed the matter with her, and met only sarcastic replies in response. Michael decided not to press the

A Little Parabol
She arose every morning to the faint lingering dream that she would find the one, this new day, a new sunrise filled with hope and a new awkward smell of freshness. She never failed in her mind to the concept that the man of her dreams was just around the corner, waiting for her, waiting to display that instilled locket, a phrase, a passionate sequence of words to melt her heart, a glance that would tremble the very fabric of her well balanced being, a man so beautiful to the eye that would shake the earth in his splendor, these facts, these hopes, that's what she awaited. That is what drove her everyday into the next rise of the burning sun. Years passed, yet everyday she awoke with the same blissful dream in her shoulder. She did as any other girl would, she would see date men and boys of all opinions and stature, only temporary tools to fight off the desire that burned in her, of her hope of one day finding that perfect man. She kept to herself about, what others called a 'childi

Judged By Cover
I've realized that no matter what people say to another person, they normally end up actually thinking or feeling the other way about it. Specialy with me. I get told that I'm all these things, such as.... Nice, kind, funny, caring, honest, sweet, romantic, loveable, loyal, and on and on... And they're always alright with me one on one if they know me already, but out in public... Well, that's another story, they pull this 180 on me, and makes me feel like shit, because they jsut go along with what society sees me as, and that's only a visual judgement... now, people that DOn'T know me, and just talk to me online, er the phone, both, whatever... Agian, all the same things... but once again, as soon as they meet me, there they go again, pullin a 180 on my ass... I just don't get it. If I'm such a nice person, and I'm all these things they say, then why look at the outter shell, and not the warm insides? You know, like they already said they have, and that's why they thought those thin

Banned From Exteme X Lounge
I guess i am just supposed to sit in corner when people give me attitude, it seems the powers to be at eXtreme lounge who never said anything to me about using their name or I wouldn't have done it, have decided to ban me because their presious little Tone can dish it out but can't take it. as to my telling people what to say in lounge I was not telling anybody anything, but i have seen arguements started over politics, religion and every other subject known to mankind. So the cowards who run the lounge just ban me without even talking to me, about it well boo hoo poor me, tone queen the 2 of you can kiss my fat italian Butt, But Buzz I at least expected better of you, you could have pulled me aside an said something to me. But Nooooooooooooo like the other 2 you block me from the lounge and your profile cause you don't want to deal with it. thats a great example of a man.for my other friends i will still be here but don't know for how long, Gary if you want me out of DSC just tell me

Dont Open Or Read This
fuck you i told you not to fucking read this asshole...what the hells ur problem...i ought to smack you with fish...then ull listen...itll serve u right too...haha if u read this u got fish slapped...eat me :P

The Lust Wave Part 1
A warm flush of heat swarmed through her insides. Unable to calm herself, she strode down the street with her hands riding up and down her flushed body. One hand tingled passed her breast so soft and gentle. Every layer of her skin was so sensitive, even the touch of air would make her fluster in sweet ecstasy. But in this case, she seemed to want the teasing flick of her hands back and forth on her nipples. They did, but not with her willing it, but they did as to graze flirtatiously around it. Yet she could not figure out how her hands were moving in the direction that they wanted, as if a demon was controlling her body as she watched. Further down the alley she paced, her panties spreading a thin layer of moist, expressing her discomfort out in the open she collapsed to the floor, then one hand exploded down to the evenly split moist in between her legs. All she could do was surrender to the movement of her hands around her sore nipples, and pulsing clit that would explode at a

So Called Friends
This is 4 all my so called friends. To my true friends that actually talk, message me you re not in this message. For all the others who used 2 and ignore me , avoid ,or the ones that avoid me from the beginning, your asses will be deleted by Fri. I'm on here to make friends and talk!! All you people on here just 4 points and nothing more might as well get the fuck off my friends list im not playin games anymore,or huntin you down to try and talk when you won't in the 1st place. Also I've been givin pic comments and more to sum and nothin in return hmm points (u know who u are) not anymore!I thought this place was for talkin and makin friends but I guess sum of you are too good 4 that now, huh?? Well as far as I care you'll be gone by Fri, so basically we can start talkin or I don't need you clutterin up my H page!!

To All Of You Who Have Been My Friend
Just wanted to let you all know I love you very much ..you have helped me so in the last few months...I hve been ill for a very long time...pretending and moving forward everyday but finally it is to the point that i have to face serious consequences....in the morning I go to the hospital and have to have a heart cath...the left side of my heart is dragging behind and not doing it's job..... not a good thing when the old ticker stops ticking you know... they do not know what is wrong and are exploring all options.... I am at high risk because I am also a diabetic and haven't taken care of myself well denying that I was ...now I have to pay the piper and hope he has mercy..... Pray for me please and any other magicical powers you have send my way....as always I am facing these things alone and it really sucks....if I don't write to you in a bit remember you are in my thoughts and I will be back soon as I can the LOrd willing.... hugs and kisses my friends.....

Blank..
Not sure what im feeling about now juat kinda blank i guess not sad not happy just kinda out there like Sabbaths Planet Caravan (dl it if you havent head it thats how i feel lol) here are the lyrics We sail through endless skies stars shine like eyes the black night sighs The moon in silver trees falls down in tears light of the night The earth, a purple blaze of sapphire haze in orbit always While down below the trees bathed in cool breeze silver starlight breaks down the night And so we pass on by the crimson eye of great god Mars as we travel the universe Its a great song anyways back to me lol Still just blank im sure this will pass but man i really dont like this feeling

Mumming Rights
I made a mumm about band camp and if it changes your childs life. OF course, IT WAS FLAGGED. Its great to be SHER :) SO Please write scrapper and beg for my mercy. WHY are mumms being flagged, that have no sexual comment, swearing or anything else.

Ranting For Today....
I have not been talking much on this site lately. But then again no one really notices me enough to tell the difference. All I know is that I am still around. I am still the same me as I always have been. I talk too much and think too little. I finished one of my classes for college with an A. So I have a 4.0 GPA. I am still seperated, single and loving my freedom. There are people that interest me as friends and I am not commenting past that. I sit around a lot and question my value as a mother, a friend, and if I will ever meet anyone that will want to be with me for more than a today fling, or a tomorrow booty call. Yes there are people interested in me and for the most part I am the one uninterested in them. (LOL).. This weekend I am going to go see Jason Aldean in concert and it is so sad he is one of my favorite singers and I am not even excited or looking forward to it. To me it is just one more day to be wondering and waiting to see what the future holds. For me I know it holds

The Shitith Has Hittith The Fannith
Why is it, that when you have a really good day at work...the minute you get home, all the shit hits the fucking fan? Why the hell must my family make me feel like shit on a daily basis. The way my mother was lecturing me, completely made me feel like shit. Like I am worthless. Just because I work a part time job..Its not good enough. Just because I work 39 hours but never 40...Im not good enough. Fuck Fuck fuck fuck fuck! Im so tired of people telling me I'm not good enough. I'm good enough for me. And god damn it - If thats not good enough for everyone else ..go fuck yourself with a fucking knife sideways motherfuckers!!!! In case you haven't noticed - I'm NOT in a good mood. Someone please put me out of my damn misery!!!!!!!!!!

Ahhhh Some Men!
What part of NO do men not understand?? I was just getting cigarettes at the gas station and as I am walking in this guy says “Beautiful” and so I said “Thank You” because that’s the way I am, I don’t think I am all that trust me, getting a compliment is always nice. I am getting the items I need in the store and this guy keeps staring and walking near me, at this point it’s annoying! So, I ignore him and leave the store and there he is right behind me asking me for my number! First of all, you should ask someone their name before asking for their phone number so points off right at the bat! I said, “No, I have a boyfriend”. Do you know this idiot says, ‘Oh so what?” I said “ No, like I SAID I have a boyfriend” with more conviction this time and get in my car. Well, here I am driving and his stupid ass is behind me with his head out the window saying some shit, I was not listening to him and here I am on my way home and this asshole is behind me so I have to go turn off at another ligh

New Work And... Kyogre???
Hey everyone, its almost midnight 24th of July... Ths is gonna be a quick blog cuz im tired as hell... Today I started at my new job, worked my behind off, ruined my body for 7 hours, and got good commendations... I made almost 300 kr, wich i believe must be about 50 bucks... I'm missing everyone badly :( I havent been able to be online as much as being restricted from the puter to focus on work...... Anyway, this is it for now... Btw Chris, I caught Kyogre in the crater :P Haha beat you :)

I Am Afraid To Love, And Yet I Love You
I am afraid to love, and yet I love you. My fear is like a wall I walk right through. The wall is there, and yet it doesn't stop me. I need it still, and yet I still need you. I know someday we will be in a field Surrounded by the blessing of the sky. I'll dance with all the freedom of pure joy, Needing you without a reason why But now I'm still afraid that I might lose you, That you might not accept my desperate need. You make me laugh and cry and be completely. You are the flower, I the slender reed.

Update On My Bike
so i needed a little place to vent my absolute anger right now! so i had my bike started today, finally. had it ready to go, spent most of the day kicking it over and getting it to start then die, took apart the carb, cleaned it out. did all of the prelim shit i had to. so about half an hour ago im ready to give it a final run. i take it off the charger, pull it out, kick it over starts... then dies, check the carb again, open the choke, kick it over again it doesnt do anything. so i do it three more times with nothing, so i start to give up, as i start wheeling it back in, i think what the hell ill try again... give it one last kick, it fucking starts up! i mean inital idle and everything! i let it sit for a minute, and then i go to hit the throttle on it, as soon as i do... BAM!!! i head a thump and then the bike cuts off... as soon as it happens i know exactly what it is, the bottom end of the case has a two in diameter hole and oil is pouring out... omg i was and still am pissed of

Women
Why is it I can never find a nice decent woman.. I alwas end up wih cheaters, lil girls and their drama, or straight up bytches.. I mean I can handle a bytch but I mean psyco crazy...lol I try being faithful, spoiling, what else can I do... Am I cursed..lol

Way Of The Road
So here in Spartanburg it seems the local trucking jobs are few and far between. After alot of thought I've decided to take a long haul trucking job. I've done long haul before but it was different then. I had someone waiting for me to get home. Now I have noone and no reason not to just stay out on the road. James Hetfield said "And the road becomes my bride". Chris Cornell sang "I am the highway". Maybe I will become the subject of one such ballad. Its a horrible feeling knowing there's no reason to return home. For that matter, why even call it home any longer? I don't like the notion of fate or destiny, But I don't think I have much more choice in the matter. Thanks for reading this.

The Lust Wave Part 2
With legs split open in a missionary pose suspended in thin air, she bit the bottom of her lip as she felt what must have been an invisible thick slab of meat that pierced in and out of her tightening vaginal walls; she squirmed with each thrusting impulse. Juice spilling down the shadowed shaft of this shadowed mans balls. The shadowed figure that pumped her with forcing thrusts intensified the soreness around her Labia majora, but as big as this creature was, the pain was so blissfully accepting, as she began to surrender to the tearing of the inward fuck of lust. With her eyes closed, she lunged her head back in utter compliance with the cock pulling the orgasm through her very being. Now behind her the second shadow man grabbed a portion of her hair, and forced a pull even lower as to cause her mouth to rip open. At this precise moment as her mouth flung open she tried to yell, but now sound came out, as another thick shaft of a penis slid deep in her throat, causing this dick t

Last Time I Explain Me
To Those Who Read This And Know, There are many of you who know me and know what type of person I am, then there are a few of you who don't. Those people generally have some preconcieved notions of me and what I must be like for one reason or another. I used to it honestly, I get judged for what those around me do, what my family does or have done in the past, or even who my family is. People judge me unknowingly and then turn on me when I try to correct them, well no more. I am done defending myself and my actions or at times lack of actions. I am who I am and let me tell you I am just as human as you are only I knwo how to deal with things in life better than some and still not as good as others. I'm just sick of it, how many times do I have to explain who I am to people? Ok, this is it last time period. I am due to turn 30 years old n a few weeks and no I am not thrilled about it but I am not heart broken either. I weigh more than I should but am not uncomfortbale with

Downraters
I just got hit by Four downraters back to back. They all rated me 2's and 3's . Dont people realize that it takes longer to down rate than it does to give a 10. Sorry that just makes me mad , why they got to that??????

What Am I Throwing Away?
who are you, why are you reading this? would you give a fuck about me if you didnt think i was good looking, or that i made money, or some other mile long list of trival bullshit that amounts to nothing in my world... im not what you think i am... paint your perceptions, cast your vote... rate me a ten, eat my shit. while youre busy thinking about how big my package is... im dying on the inside... thrown outward, spun to the outside in this stupid chaotic centrifuge that my life has become. do you want some this now?

Car Accident
Ok, ever since I got rear ended by that van I have been experiencing more & more neck pain. I have an appointment scheduled with a neurologist on Tuesday. I'd like to apologize to everyone who I may have been neglecting at this time. I just do not have the focus or energy to comment or rate pics & stash right now.

Essay Assignment That Won Me My Seat Paid In Full And Living Expenses ..woot Woot Im A Dork !!!
Essay Assignment I have been accepted by Kingstec Community College to attend the Human Services Course 2007/2008. I am interested in following up with Youth Services and Addictions Courses. Through job placement over the last two months, I have had the pleasure of working with the Conway Workshop Association. It has been one seriously life changing experience for me. I have had my eyes opened to who I can be and what I am capable of. The time spent with clients and co-workers alike has been wonderful! I never saw myself working with the mentally challenged, nor did I see myself doing personal care tasks for anyone other than my children within my own home, Over time, I have become very comfortable in the shop and feel competent in my work, be it the basics of cooking and cleaning, the dynamics of teaching an individual who has a learning disability or the personal care aspect of the job. I see now that I can be of h

I Had Surgery
Hey ya'll, I'm sure many of you have been wondering where I've disappeared too these last few days. Monday while I was at work I got really sick all of a sudden and the girls I worked with made me go to ER. Seems I had a gallbladder attack, so they did an emergency operation to remove it. They found a gallstone inside of it that measure 2.5 cm wide. No wonder I was hurting so dang bad. Good news though, I am home now and starting to recuperate from the 4 holes I had cut into my abdomen to remove it. I'll try to get on here as much as I can to let everyone know how I'm doing. Love to all my friends (you know who you are).

Beautiful Poem I Copied..i Want...
I want someone to hold me. Someone to love me, And make love to me. Make me feel loved, And to be desired. To share passions and dreams. To giggle at our silliness, And to hold hands and kiss. To love and want you because you love and want me. To lie in your arms because That's where it's safe. That's where I'm loved. And I'm important to you too, Cause you feel about me the Same as I feel about you. You know, I'll laugh at your jokes, And cry at your sorrow, Be obstinate and disagree Just because I want to. Cause it infuriates you. And you know I'm doing it purposely, Cause you know me. You know my moods Will change like the wind, And we'll argue and fight.... Be silly together You'll be angry with me, But you'll forgive me, Cause you know I want to be loved. And you love me, No matter what I do.

3 Years Gone
Today is 3 years since i lost my brother Joey I know ppl keep telling me it gets better and i sure hope it will My heart is still broken and i cant stand he is gone . I have a close family and it is so hard for me to call my mom and dad today I just wish i was able to bring back time . I brang him a yellow flower a few days ago b/c i know it would have hurt me more doing it today He knows i love him the same as always . I just needed to get my feelings out Thank you for being there for me

Truth About Perfection
Once upon a time, a perfect man and a perfect woman met.After a perfect courtship, they had a perfect wedding.Their life together was, of course, perfect.One snowy, stormy Christmas Eve,this perfect couple was driving their perfect car along a winding road,when they noticed someone at the side of the road in distress.Being the perfect couple, they stopped to help.There stood Santa Claus with a huge bundle of toys.Not wanting to disappoint any children on the eve of Christmas,the perfect couple loaded Santa and his toys into their vehicle.Soon they were driving along delivering the toys.Unfortunately, the driving conditions deteriorated and the perfect couple and Santa Claus had an accident.Only one of them survived the accident. Question: Who was the survivor? Scroll down for the answer..... Answer: The perfect woman survived.She's the only one who really existed in the first place.Everyone knows there is no Santa Clausand there is no such thing as a perfect ma

The Bar Menu
Hey man, we need more fuckin drinks. I drink all kinda shit, I don't know bout yall but sometimes I wanna buy some cognac,gin,brandy...etc. I like a bar with variety...brown or white,beer,different kinda shots, damn give us somemore shit to drank

So Unnecessary.
i was heating my lunch in the microwave earlier and i was letting it sit for a couple of minutes so i wouldn't give myself 3rd degree burns when i took it out. why did a coworker take it out w/o telling me and leave it on the coffee machine?!

!!!!garbage ????
So today i had a custody hearing with my ex husband , because ever since september of 2006 when the original ordered was put in effect the kids have all come home complaining that hes abusing them . Well they didn't have marks so there wasn't anything i could legally do except sit and wait for him to screw up .. well he finally did !! .. So i went to modify the existing order , and get full emergency custody , which ofcourse was granted due to the severity of the allegations .. So this morning while i'm sittin there telling the hearing officer everything , all i can hear is my ex talkin smack under his breath .. so everything he was saying i was bringing up , which was basically the assanine accustations he wanted to make against me LoL like i get my kids high *i dont do drugs thanks* and that i have sexually abused my kids *Ummmmm i'm not the one who's been screwing 13 yr olds for years!*.. anyway after i explained everything to the court . I was asked what i'd like the outcom

Badness
A lot of not good shit is occurring in my life right now and it's getting hard to keep my head up. I don't feel very comfortable opening up here since I don't know many people very well. If you're really interested in finding out what's going on, feel free to message me, or you can get some of the general stuff from my latest blog on myspace. Although I could use a lot of different help for a lot of different things, a hug would go a long way right now. Thanks for reading and I hope you're having a good one.

More Losers!
This woman is weird. Now she logs in under other names and leaves me hate mail. What a moron. The 2% club. She states that she has "posted all my letters" so that people can see what kind of a person I am. Yet she keeps emailing me. I think she is in love!

Cant Sleep
cant sleep want to sleep fuccing shit sucks ass why the fucc cant i sleep i might have to call in to work tonihgt if i cant sleep and that will suck ass i hardly had any hours on my last two checks fucc this sucks but i guess i will try one mor fuccing time to go to sleep

Wtf
so i just posted my fist mumm ever...and like 10 mins after i posted it i got a message that said the mumm was either offensive or NSFW but all it said was do you like fubar instead of cherry tap...i didnt think that was either offensive or NSFW...whats the deal

Me As Usual..lol
So I met this totally hot guy last night( online of course)and I like him a lot. Its totally scary to me to actually find a guy a truly like. The guys I talk to always seem to have a room-mate that later turns out to be a woman or they run when they find out how sadistic and depraved I am. So in my head Im always planning a way out of every relationship I get in. I always wall up my heart with anyways and whatevers. But what I really want is someone who loves me for me, someone who is willing to give up control for me, someone who will let me inside their head and dwell in mine. Anyway..whatever..lol.

What I Love Most
If I had to choose what I love about you most, it would be an impossible choice. Your heart I say one minute, your spirit I say the next. Your kindness to others, your honesty. I cannot leave out those things. Your love for your people, Your love for me, it is so hard to choose. I can not forget the most beautiful smile I have ever seen. Your deep black eyes. They way you laugh.Your hands so big and strong. Your gentleness when you touch me. That makes me melt inside. Numalte I love all of you. CHEAYLA

A Special Thank You To My Beautiful ~dream Catcher~
for those of you who are close you are well away of the trouble and stress going on for the past few days. What I want to say is that with out tht specialperson the one who didn't judge didn't to anything just kept true to a friend ship helpped me throught it all. there aren't enought words in the english language to tell you just how much you have helped and no matter what not only did I gain a new friend in you My Beautiful Dream Catcher. you have also helpped me possibly save my best friend and my friendship. I LOVE YOU and again thank you for everything I can't say it enought. remeber that if you ever need anything I'm always here no matter what. Love is a special bond that people take for granted and everyonce in a while things just go to show that there is always mor to life then the ones you expect, but you get the best fromthe ones you never knew. Love you always and you will alway be in my heart ELLA

George Carlin's View On Aging
George Carlin's View on Aging Do you realize that the only time in our lives when we like to get old is when we're kids? If you're less than 10 years old, you're so excited about aging that you think in fractions. "How old are you?" "I'm four and a half!" You're never thirty-six and a half. You're four and a half, going on five! That's the key. You get into your teens, now they can't hold you back. You jump to the next number, or even a few ahead. "How old are you?" "I'm gonna be 16!" You could be 13, but hey, you're gonna be 16! And then the greatest day of your life . You become 21. Even the words sound like a ceremony . . YOU BECOME 21. YESSSS!!! But then you turn 30. Oooohh, what happened there? Makes you sound like bad milk! He TURNED; we had to throw him out. There's no fun now, you're Just a sour-dumpling. What's wrong? What's changed? You BECOME 21, you TURN 30, then you're PUSHING 40. Whoa! Put on the brakes, it's all slipping away. Before you know it, yo

Today Is ..... International Disturbed Peoples Day
Today is International Disturbed People's Day Please send an encouraging message to a disturbed friend... just as I've done. I don't care if you lick windows, take the special bus or occasionally wet yourself... You hang in there sunshine, you're frigging special. I couldn't resist!!

The Gynecologist
THE GYNECOLOGIST A gynecologist had become fed up with malpractice insurance and was On the verge of being burned out. Hoping to try another career where Skillful hands would be beneficial, he decided to change careers and Become a mechanic. He found out from the local technical college what was involved, Signed up for evening classes, attended diligently, and learned all he Could. When the time for the practical exam approached, the gynecologist Prepared Carefully for weeks, and completed the exam with tremendous skill. When the results came back, he was surprised to find that he had Obtained a score of 150%. Fearing an error, he called the instructor, saying "I don't want to Appear ungrateful for such an outstanding result, but I was wondering If there had been an error which needed adjusting." The instructor said, "During the exam, you took the engine apart Perfectly, which was worth 50% of the total mark. You put the engine Back together again Perfect

How Do They Survive???? More Stories...
1. Recently I went to a McDonald's, I saw a menu that you could have an order of 6, 9, or 12 chicken nuggets. I asked for a half dozen nuggets. 'We don't have half dozen nuggets,' said the teenager st the counter. 'You have don't?' I asked. 'No, we only have 6, 9, and 12.' was the reply. 'So I can't order have dozen nuggets, but I can order 6?' 'That's right.' So I shook my head & ordered 6 McNuggets. 2. I was checking out at the local Walmart with just a few items and the lady behind me put her things on the belt close to mine. I picked up one of those 'dividers' that they kept by the cash register and placed it between our things so they wouldn't get mixed. After the girl scanned all of my items, she picked up the 'divider', looking it all over for a bar code so she could scan it. Not finding it she said to me, 'Do you know how much this is?' I said to her, 'I've changed my mind, I don't think I'll buy that today.' She said 'OK' and I paid her fo

Broken
So my personal comp is broken. I somehow got a virus called "smitfraud-c" and its apparently pretty bad. So I won't be around for a few days at the least while I'm trying to avoid smashing my comp in frustration and calling it ethnic slurs. If you have any idea how to fix this problem, please send me an email at: happyvalleysal@yahoo.com I could really use the help, take care.

One Day At A Time.......
LAST NIGHT BEFORE I WENT TO SLEEP I SAID A PRAYER TO HEAVENLY FATHERFOR FOR GUIDANCE AND FOR GUIDANCE AND STRENGTH TO HELP ME THROUGH THIS TOUGH TIME AND FOR ALWAYS. I HAD A ROUGH WEEK AND ALL OF U HAVE BEEN REALLY SUPPORTIVE AND I THANK YOU ALL FOR THAT. A VERY SPECIAL CLOSE FRIEND REMINDED ME TO REMEMBER MY UNCLE AND HOW HE LIVED INSTEAD OF HIS PASSING AND THAT IS EXACTLY WHAT I'M GONNA DO. DON'T GET ME WRONG I STILL MISS HIM DEARLY AND I KNOW THAT I ALWAYS WILL BUT I CAN SAY THAT I KNOW IN ME HIS SPIRIT AND MEMORY WILL LIVE ON FOREVER. TODAY I SANG FOR HIM AND IT FELT LIKE HE WAS SINGING WITH ME AT THE VIEWING OF HIS BODY I SOBBED LIKE A BABY BUT AT THE SAME TIME I FELT AT EASE AND COMFORTED, ALMOST LIKE ANGELS WERE THERE WITH ME. I AM A VERY SPIRITUAL PERSON AND WELL CONNECTED TO THAT SIDE OF MYSELF... TODAY I FELT REALLY SAD FOR A WHILE BUT ALSO VERY UPLIFTED CUZ I KNOW THAT MY UNCLE WENT HOME HE IS NOW WITH HEAVENLY FATHER AND EVERYONE ELSE IN MY FAMILY WHO HAS PASSED ON.. I H

Doggie Dictionary
Doggie Dictionary Author: Fido Dalmatian, Professor of Doglish, Dog University LEASH: A strap which attaches to your collar, enabling you to lead your Person where you want him/her to go. DOG BED: any soft, clean surface, such as the white bedspread in the guest Room or the newly upholstered couch in the living room. DROOL: Is what you do when your persons have food and you don't. To do This properly you must sit as close as you can and look sad and let the Drool fall to the floor, or better yet, on their laps. SNIFF: A social custom to use when you greet other dogs. Place your nose As close as you can to the other dog's rear end and inhale deeply, repeat Several times, or until your person makes you stop. GARBAGE CAN: A container which your neighbors put out once a week to test Your ingenuity. You must stand on your hind legs and try to push the lid Off with your nose. If you do it right you are rewarded with margarine Wrappers to shred, beef bones to cons

Ladies Ladies,,,,do You Get What It Takes?????????
WHO IS THE FUTURE FUBAR PRINCE OR PRINCESS?????????? OK LADIES AND GENTLEMEN ITS TIME TO SEE IF YOU HAVE WHAT IT TAKES TO CLAIM THE TITLE OF FUBAR PRINCE OR PRINCESS!!!! WILDCAT IS HOSTING A CONTEST TO FIND OUT. IT MIGHT BE YOU OR ONE OF YOUR FRIENDS YOU WANNA KNOW ??? CHECK THIS OUT FUBAR PRINCE OR PRINCESS CONTEST CONTEST WILL RUN (10 DAYS)IT WILL START ON FRIDAY AUGUST 17TH & WILL END ON AUGAST 27 AND THE PIC WITH MOST COMMENTS WILL WIN 1ST PLACE WINNER:1 MONTH BLAST OR 3 MONTH VIP 2ND PLACE WINNER:1 WEEK BLAST OR 1 MONTH VIP 3RD PLACE WINNER:3 DAYS BLAST & VIP CART ON WILDCAT TRAIN (YOU CAN INVITE 2 OF YOUR FRIENDS TO JOIN TOO) 4TH PLACE WINNER:1 DAY BLAST & RIDE ON WILDCAT TRAIN THE RULES WILL BE 1~ NO NSFW PICTURES ALLOWED TO ENTER THE CONTEST OR TO BE POSTED AS A COMMENT. 2~ COMMENT BOMBING AND SELF COMMENTING ALLOWED. 3~ NO DRAMA OF ANY KIND . 4~ GOOD SPORTSMANSHIP IS A MUST!!! Points System: Photo Rates= 10 points per rate. Photo Comme

Blah,blah....
Well it has been a LONG ass time since I wrote an actual blog. There has been alot of shit going on in my life, and those of you that care to read this will know what it is.... Well this blog is going to release some kind of depressed energy cuz rite now I am depressed. Lets just say there are some friends out there that I tried soooooooooo hard to help them out and I feel like I failed them b/c they didn't succeed in what they were trying to do. I just ran outta money and resources :( Now I have someone else that is dear to me I love her to death she is like a sister to me that needs help. I CAN'T HELP HER! outta all the ppl in the world I wish I could help her soooooooo badly! BUT alas, I have no money, no resources. If I had the money her ass would be fine but I don't have it. SO for that I feel horrible. THEN, my job is going good other then the fact that school will be starting soon and MOST of you know I have 2 boys(both go to school). SOOO when that happens I

Poetry
The way I feel is hard to explain. When my heart opens it pours like rain. To splash upon your face. This feeling so strong we must embrace. Like the rain drop running down your cheek. Like the rose pedals that are so sleek. This feeling I feel is so strong. As I feel it it's right where I belong. As the light shines through your eyes. This feeling for you I can't despise. Loving every minute i have with you. When I don't see you it splits my heart in two. This feeling I have for you comes from the heart. As I wait for our lives to start. Only you can put these feelings into place. As you see the expression run across my face. The feeling of falling is all so true. To loose you I won't know what to do. I would crawl up literately die inside. This feeling takes away my pride. To go on without you by my side. I love this feeling that is all so true. To actually have this feeling for you. I love these feelings I will not let them go. I'll embrace them and let them

Fu-king Security Checks!!!
IN THE PAST 45 MINUTES I HAVE HAD TO TYPE IN THE STUPID ASS LETTERS AND NUMBERS FOR THESE ASS CLOWNS 48 TIMES..SEEMS LIKE THEY WOULD FIGURE IT OUT AFTER THE FIRST FEW THAT I AM IN NO WAY SHAPE OR FORM USING A BLASTER...THIS SHIT OF CHANGING THE SITE EVERY DAY TO SUIT THEMSELVES HAS ME SERIOUSLY CONSIDERING TAKING MY SHIT AND LEAVING FOR GOOD..IT IS BULLSHIT AND I AM PISSED!...TO MY FRIENDS...LUV YOU GUYS AND GALS, BUT I AM THROUGH WITH THIS PETTY ASS SHIT!!!! GARY

Wanna See Me On Cam??
IF YOU MISSED ME AND ANGELBABY LASTNIGHT YOU REALLY MISSED OUT ON SOMETHING GOOD, BUT FEEL FREE TO CHECK ME OUT LIVE TONIGHT AT 8PM IN THE STANGS UNDERGROUND LOUNGE. http://fubar.com/lounge.php?l=577 (SOMEONE PLEASE LET ME KNOW IF THAT IS THE WRONG LINK. IM TERRIBLE AT THESE THINGS LOL)

Yep, I Lost My Mind...
I'm becoming a comment bomber, lol. The mumms are being overran by idiots and I can't take it right now. I'm going to mumms posted by friends and thats it. So if anyone gets bored, I'm at this contest right now... Eventually a contest will be won by someone without a bombing family behind them :D But it'll be awhile since we actually TALK instead of just type random letters. And we don't cheat with blaster programs. It's actually kinda fun. If you don't want to help, that's fine. Just letting people know where I am just in case :D

River Of Change
i went down to the river with my guitar i must have sat there all night sang a song about wishing on a falling star and I hope every things alright every note I play and every word I write are little pieces of you I let them all out in the hopes that in time some will make it to you so river of change please take me away as i sit here til dawn let your water wash my cares away as my heart slowly moves on now back to that river i always go its my only friend and just like the water nice and slow my heart is on the mend so river of change please care for me and make sure im gone so many moments in this life are worth it to carry on

Comments To My Page. Plz Read
Hi everyone, as much as this hurts me to say I have to.... I am now in training to become a Fubar Bouncer and I have to set an example (yeah me... ) so I need to ask that any comments left on my page be SFW. Even though I don't work, I still have to abide by the rules. Don't stop commenting just be mindful of what you post to me so I don't feel bad if I have to delete it. Thanks

She Needs You All Now! Plz
Alot of us have been working really hard on Cherry's salute contest. She's falling behind now and could really use everyones help. I'm not personally in a bombing family, nor do I usually get involved. However this young lady deserves to win this. Plz go show her Fubar love and help her win. This contest ends at 7pm est tomorrow night. I stayed up til 6am commenting her this morning and I'm currently out of comments. Plz do this for me! MUAHZ

Long Hard Week But Im Back ...
MySpace Graphics & MySpace Codes has been a really hard long week and half so im spreading some hugs around hopen i get a few back to help ease the pain. have had 2 deaths in the family back to back but im back now tryin to get back in the swing of things .

Mia Milfman
well everyone. so sorry i havnt been actively skulking around as much. work and family crap has kept my internet time to a minimum. just in case anybody cares, im doing a 900 mile road trip tomorrow for work. so i wont be on probably until monday, so thats where ill be. i hope everyone has a great weekend, ill be on the road most of tomorrow, if ya needs me, calls me. toodles kids. you dont have to go home, but you cant stay here.

Wicked, Another Chapter
He is so lost in his fantasy that he doesnt realize his car has started to cross the center line. All of a sudden a horn blaring snaps him out of it. When he looks he is about to come head on with a Semi. He jerks the wheel barely avoiding the collision. His car skids and swerves off the road. As it gets caught up on the gravel it blows the front tire. " Fuck " he yells smacking his hands on the steering wheel. All he wanted tonight was to go home, crack a beer and relax. Now he is in the middle of nowhere, on the highway. Stuck with a woman who is making him lose his mind. The jerking of the car woke her. She looked at him wondering what the hell was going on. " What happened?" she asked He realizes she did not see the truck so he does not want her to know it was his fault they almost crashed. Especially when it was due to him mentally undressing and touchig her. " Damn deer ran across the road, had to swerve to avoid it " he says, hoping she asks no questio

Geez!
Why are some people so damn sensitive! If I dont answer immediately, it doesnt mean i dont like you or are ignoring you!!!! WHEW!!! Also, I kind of like looking at our pics....If you want to see ALL of mine, I want to see ALL of yours! Damnit! I like naked bodies too!!!!!

My,tears Too..
The road 17,000 Cherokee Indians plodded into exile more than 160 years ago winds 1,200 miles through the heartland of America from North Carolina to Oklahoma. Today it is a road of hope and promise, but in 1838 it was a road of misery and heartache, sickness, and death known today as “The Trail of Tears.” A proud nation, uprooted and dispossessed, traveled it for six long, bitter months in the winter of 1838-39. Sickness broke out at every mile. One person out of every four died on the forced march. The humiliation and suffering that the Cherokee experienced on this sorrowful march have no parallel in American history. To preserve the story of that experience, the Cherokee Historical Association in 1951 sent an expedition out over the old trail. Four Cherokee tribal leaders headed the group that made the trip through North Carolina, Tennessee, Kentucky, Illinois, Missouri, and Arkansas to Oklahoma.The story of that march into exile and its cause forms one of the darkest chapters in th

Another One Made For Cindy By Justmee...love It
On Monday July 23, 2007 we lost our bird, She will be missed very much. Not only will she be missed by us, the dog is lost without her. We miss her chirrping. It is oddly quiet without her.

I Think It's Nice.
My sister calls me yesterday to tell me that the people at her job want me to do their craft fair this year. They think my bracelets will do really well and especiall my rosaries since they are always the first to go. I don't mind since it's around the holidays and that'll be a good time to get some extra cash in. If that one goes well there was another one I wanted to do. So let's hope for the best! Guess I better get cracking this weekend and start making bracelets and rosaries! :D

I'm Moving To Ohio...
And I need some help from anyone that lives there on what the fuck there is to do up there. Moving from Ft. Lauderdale to Cambridge is a huge change for me, especially since I've been here since I was about 2. I've already heard that the music scene is pretty good as well as the theme parks...but I want to know what's fun to do from someone who really knows how to have fun. Let a girl know please!

The Accident
Ok I was on my way home from work. I worked in Huntington Beach and lived in Long Beach at the time. I was headed up Valley View from the beach and I was almost to the 405 (San Diego freeway). The traffic was pretty heavy (as it always is in the afternoons in Southern California), so I split traffic. (If you aren't sure what this is, it's where people ride their motorcycles between the lanes of stopped/slow traffic. It's a common practice in So Cal.) The facts of the accident I had to get from eyewitness accounts and from the police accident report. I still have no recollection of the actual accident. I was splitting traffic and someone abruptly changed lanes into me, forcing me to rear end a station wagon that was going about 45 or 50 miles per hour slower than me, causing me to come to a rather sudden and abrupt stop. ( I often refer to this as the part where I "wore" a station wagon.) The next thing I remember, is someone pulling the shattered remains of my helmet off of

Hehehehehehe
A Blonde goes over to her friend's house wearing a T.G.I.F. Tee-shirt. "Why are you wearing a Thank God it's Friday Tee-shirt on Wednesday?" "Oh crap!" the blonde says, "I thought it meant Tits Go In Front."

Alone
Little Johnny nobody sit's in the darkness alone. Shakeing and crying and rocking hidden from the world. His heart is breaking but no one seems to care. "Why do you sit here alone" calles a voice in front of him. He lifts his head as his cold dark eyes meet her's. "I chose to hide here hidden from the world. For it's to painful that my blood curls. They pass me by is if i Don't exist. So why be there I'm nothing more to the world then an unwanted cyst. My heart is shattered I am so numb. Because my way Love will never come. So go about your way don't worry with me. Just like Love the world shall let me be." his words so soft and shivered he trembles as he picks up a knife. He slashed his body for every painful moment in his life. When he is done his face no longer she reconizes for it's twisted with pain and fear. "Leave my darkness this place is only for me. You have a life so my drakness you must leave."

Poetry
Alone There is a girl so innocent and sweet, she is so alone because at home she gets beat. She cries every night, because at the end of the tunnel there is no light. This girl cannot decide, if God is really there, or if he is trying to hide. Everyone just pretends she is not there, she is going through life so bare. She does not know Jesus Christ, or the glory of his light. She does not understand, that without him fro Heaven she will be ban. So all unfinished business must be clear, and she must hold Jesus in her heart very dear. Then when she dies and leaves to the heavens above, with him her soul will fly free lie a dove. And for all those who made her stand alone, you will stand the same way, on your judgment day. a poem i wrote in high school lol

What I Want In A Man..
Personality: I want a guy whos not afraid to be himself, I'm not here to crack open any shells. I love when a guy can make me feel like a girl. So, I like when he's not clean and doesn't know a damn thing about shopping. It's cute to me. I like to shop for them

Help And I'll Love You Forever
Do you get bored being online because you ahve nothing else to do??? Do you have kids that like to play games or want pets, but they aren't allowed to have them for real? Do you like games? Join neopets.... Its fun, its cool, and its free! Even if you don't want to join to try it... Least just join so I can get cool stuff, because I like to play :) Here's the link! http://www.neopets.com/refer.phtml?username=_smurfed_ Anyone who joins, I promise to buy a gift for your page, AND make a bulliten pimping you if you want :) Enjoy!

Hes Back In
HEY TO ALL OF MINE AND RAYS FRIENDS ....HE WENT BACK IN THE HOSPITAL THIS EVENING HES STARTED TO COUGH UP THE BLOOD AGAIN AND HE GOT REALLY WEAK TODAY AND NOT FEELING GOOD AT ALL SO THEY HAVE PUT HIM BACK IN. HE LOOKED SO WEAK AND TIRED TODAY AND EVEN MORE THIS AFTERNOON HES NOT REALLY ABLE TO SLEEP WITH ALL THAT RATTLING IN HIS CHEST...HE GETS THE REST AND THE MEDS HE NEEDS WHEN HE DOES GO IN, AND IM GRATEFUL THAT HE DOES SO THAT HE CAN FEEL BETTER BUT ITS SO HARD TO NOT BE ABLE TO BE THERE WITH HIM ALL THE TIME. WHEN WE KNOW SOMETHING I WILL LET YOU ALL KNOW... THANKS FOR STOPPING BY AND TAKING THE TIME TO READ THIS MUAHHHHHHHHHHH

How Cold Is The Water Beneath The Bridges Edge?
Many things this week has made me reflect on my past. All of the joyous moments, as well as the not so joyous that I have endured and or created. I do not know how or why the times that stick out are the not so good moments. How is it that I cannot remember my thoughts and feelings when I first found out about my first daughter and all I remember is how I felt when she never took her first breath? Why is it that I cannot remember why I loved my wife, but I only think of my ex-wife's faults? How is it when a friend passes before you, and that is all that you see? Why is it when someone else loves you, then you push it away? Why is it that you cannot remember the good times shared compared to those that you wish not to remember?

Snakebite!!!
Ok so yesterday I'm outside weed eating the grass around the house, I go to this downed tree in my yard, the winters here have been hard on the trees in my yard. I'm working away, all of a sudden I feel this stinging in my leg. I look down and see a snake pulling back from my leg, a Cooperhead no less!! I took the weed eater to its ass, I uselly dont kill snakes but this one had it coming. Bite my ass will it. So I run into the house grab my keys tell my son that I have to go to the ER, cause I got bite by a snake. I'm driving like a madman thru town not even bothering to stop at stop light, cause the only thing I'm thinking at this point is how long do I have before I die?? I get to the ER run thru the day and yell at the nurse that I just got bite by a snake. You want to get attention in an ER thats the way to do it! They take me back into a room where they inject me with the anti-vemon. Then they start sticking me with needles to take blood put and IV in the whole nine yards. Now I'

Feel Your Heart Beat
tender is your touch, that i want so much, to feel your heart beat, would be so sweet, you rubbing my chest, would feel the best, as our bodies intertwine, you will feel devine, ill make your heart race, when i bring you to that place, and that time, knowing that you will be mine, will you stay true, so i dont loose you, for if you cheet on me, you will see, the person leaving will be me, if you can stay true, ill always be there for you, to stand at your side, never to hide, to respect and care, to show you you are a dear, to honor and love, never to push or shove, to remain true, to no-one but you, this is how i am, so i wait for the day, when someone will say, i want you with me to stay, to hold me every day, to love me in every way.................

Texas
TEXAS When you're from Texas , people that you meet ask you questions like, Do you have any cows?" "Do you have horses?" "Bet you got a bunch of guns, eh?" They all want to know if you've been to Southfork. They watched Dallas . Have you ever looked at a map of the world? Look at Texas with me just for a second. That picture, with the Panhandle and the Gulf Coast , and the Red River and the Rio Grande is as much a part of you as anything ever will be.. As soon as anyone anywhere in the world looks at it they know what it is. It's Texas . Pick any kid off the street in Japan and draw him a picture of Texas in the dirt and he'll know what it is. What happens if I show you a picture of any other state? You might get it maybe after a second or two, but who else would? And even if you do, does it ever stir any feelings in you? In every man, woman and child on this planet, there is a person who wishes just once he could be a real live Texan and get up on a horse or ride off in a

Make Love To Me In The Rain
You called me today Oh.. once my angel You've flown so far I'm trying to be strong But dear It's been so long. You used to laugh At certain words Teasing about my accent Then youd whisper in my ear About how sexy I was Oh...What was lost So much space now All the static on the line I dunno how You came to not be mine When I try to talk I hear you softly sigh I'm such a little girl You think out loud I try not to cry Oh.. try not to frown It's hard to be strong It's been so long. I miss the smile in your voice The way my phone rang So late at night Where did this go wrong? It just doesn't matter I try to talk to you You make me sadder Once my life My best friend Such an angel Oh you were sent If you could sustain me again My beautiful lost friend. Oh my sweetly loving confidant I miss you a lot I'll cry myself to sleep again I've tried so hard to be strong But darling It's been too long. Swaying Gently so slowly I

It's Saturday, Again!
All my days are starting to feel the same! I'm not sure if that is good or not so good, lol. I have an early client to treat this morning, then I'm watching the store for my friend Paula, from 10 a.m. to 2 p.m. She has the opportunity to go away for the weekend - without husband or daughter!! This is a rare treat for her. I believe she is staying with friends at their cabin in far Northern Wisconsin. I wish her a wonderful time!! Have a wonderful day, everyone! Much love and warm hugs for one and all! Blessings go out to all my friends, all over the world! I will leave a longer blog entry later today or tomorrow, lol. Later! Muahz!

Always One Thing After Another
As most of you know, I have been fighting lever decease for the past year and a half now. My g/f Carolyn drives over 3 hrs just to take me to the VA hospital in Tampa Florida because it’s the nearest hospital in the VA system that can give me the level of care needed. She is my god sent angel not only dose she drives the 3 + hrs to get to me we then have to drive an additional 2 ½ hrs to the hospital. Well the medical report is as follow...my liver is showing signs of normality and the hep-B levels in my blood is below 60, and according to the doc that’s almost none existent...that’s the GOOD news. As for the bad news my kidney are failing and are down to 25% function, I know have to start thinking about dalasis and a possible kidney transplant on top of everything else. Well that’s all for now till my next appointment.

My Birthday Horoscope - Should I Take A Hint?
Everybody needs a little tenderness -- including you! So even as you're pushing yourself to achieve, perform and strive, give yourself some room and space for self-care, too. Rest is as important as effort.

Stressin'
Well not sure how many know this so I will just tell you all here...I am a water treatment operator...that means i clean the water and make it safe for ya'll to drink...I am very proud of the job i do...the water we produce is over 100 times cleaner than what the DEQ requires of us. With that said...i am taking a course to raise my license class...and well i am starting to stress about it some...lol...and yes i know that i hardly use caps in my writings and i use the freakin dot thingy...so bite me if u don't like it...lol! anyway...my friends wish me luck on this course...my test will be August 24th.

Please Read Very Important Leave Comments If You Want
I wont be on for quite awhile I might come back and I might not I dont know what I am doing anymore My life sucks so I have to go for awhile so please just leave me messages and I will get back to you as soon as I can. Thanks to all my friends I am going to miss you guys and I will never forget anyone take care everyone. My life seems to have gone bad to worse. My life is over so I will see everyone if I come back please keep me in your prayers going to need them. Send me your love cause I will need all I can to keep going.

It Doesn't Interest Me...
"It doesn't interest me what you do for living. I want to know what you ache for, and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart's longing. It doesn't interest me how old you are. I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool for love, for your dreams, for the adventures of being alive. It doesn't interest me what planets are squaring your moon. I want to know if you have touched the center of your own sorrow, if you have been opened by life's betrayals, or have become shriveled and closed from fear of further pain. I want to know if you can sit with pain, mine or your own, if you can dance with the wildness and let ecstasy fill you to the tips of your fingers and toes without cautioning us to be careful, to be realistic, or to remember the limitations of being human. It doesn't interest me if the story you are telling me is true. I want to know if you can disappoint another to be true to yourself; If you can bear the accusation of

Omg Haters.
u know what i have been here for over a year and never had any issues this place is getting rediculus . I place a mum on superstition that was it nothing else and it was flagged inapropreate or nsfw whatever. fuck u haters go jump off a bridge FUUUUUCCCCKKK U!!!!!!

The Cat That Predicts Death
Oscar the cat seems to have an uncanny knack for predicting when nursing home patients are going to die, by curling up next to them during their final hours. His accuracy, observed in 25 cases, has led the staff to call family members once he has chosen someone. It usually means they have less than four hours to live. "He doesn't make too many mistakes. He seems to understand when patients are about to die," said Dr. David Dosa in an interview. He describes the phenomenon in a poignant essay in Thursday's issue of the New England Journal of Medicine. "Many family members take some solace from it. They appreciate the companionship that the cat provides for their dying loved one," said Dosa, a geriatrician and assistant professor of medicine at Brown University. The 2-year-old feline was adopted as a kitten and grew up in a third-floor dementia unit at the Steere House Nursing and Rehabilitation Center. The facility treats people with Alzheimer's, Parkinson's disease and other

Cheers To All My Friends.......
(B)(D)(B) Cheers to ALL My Friends There comes a time in ones life when they must take a stand for what they believe in rather it be right, wrong or indifferent. For that is where you draw your own strength & grow wisdom. Morals & Ethics very from different cultures but if you stay true to your own NO ONE can knock you down for you are being YOU and not coping someone else and trying to be one of the crowd. For ALL the people out there that can HONESTLY say they do this My Hats off to YOU!!! I have come to find that so many can not, they are whimpy and cower down to those they feel are stronger or fear are stronger when all along they COULD be the strong one themselves........ Take a Moment of your time and think about who you are and what you stand for, maybe it is time for you to take a change and stand up for what you believe in.... Stay Strong My Friends & Know that at the end of the rainbow there is NO POT OF GOLD but what you make for yourselevs.... Koodoes (B)(D)(B)

Impossible
Can I get a woman that: Loves Sci-fi? Can name a comic book hero that they like, that is not Wonder Woman? Or even have a subscription to a comic book? Can like a wrestler other than John Cena or Sean Michaels?(ok, that's a hard one) can name beat my score in Defender? Knows the meaning of foreplay? Yes, I said it, oral is not the final frontier. Hates Emo? Thinks those so called thug rappers may actually be gay? Can bring a gf 4 play...?(keep dreaming) Has enuf clothes and I don't--lol Can get a tattoo of my name?(tre cool) Can accept that we will look, but not wanna screw the chick becuz yer hot already? We will not wash, fold, and put away at will? Do not care how many people you had sex with, as long as it stops with us? That does not tell a lie...meaning no omissions of detail?

Cry-babbies
OK....Heres the deal. This is my first blog and I really didn't want it to be this subject matter but, some people on here really chap my ASS! If you are a woman and you are on here and showing your body in pics that are really revealing and even naked. Quite your "bitching and moaning" when someone comments you on the pics that you posted for the whole world to see! Just because you do not like what that person had to say about you. Take the good with the bad. If you want people to jump through hoops just to add you as a friend ....get over it! you are not that special and for the record neither am I! And while I am on the subject why do you little shits rate someone's pics less than a 10? If you don't like what you see move on! don't down rate their pics just to be an ASS! or to be mean to someone! I am so frusturated with some of the people on here, they are expecting way to much from you on here! It is supposed to be a site for grown adults and I am seeing more and more gro

She Can Watch!
SHE CAN WATCH she can watch, just not touch, she might get so horny that she might not be able to contain herself, then she can play with herself, well what if I just pulled her over there and made her just start licking and sucking your wet dripping cunt while you sucked my hard cock? You sitting on the soffa with your legs spread wide and her kneeling down and just going crazy licking that wet juicy pussy as I stand beside the soffa and you take my hard cock in your hand and pull it in your mouth slow and easy at first, as you pull me deeper and deeper inside those wet moist lips I feel your tongue just roaming around the head of my throbbing cock.....you reach down with your other hand ang grab a handful of her hair and pull her warm tongue deeper inside you waiting pussy, your knees start to raise and your back starts to arch and you are squirming with desire, moving your hips in unasin with her tongue...as you take more and more of my hard cock deeper in your warm wet

New People
they expect us to rate them help them level up but does that mean cuz we are a higher level we shouldnt get rated back? no i honestly wish people would please rate me back when i rate them i have all sorts of new stash and wonderful pics please dont hesitate to help me get out of this rut im in...

For The Record
From the Shouts I have been receiving when I log on, it seems that it shows me online when I'm not. So - if it shows that I am online, but I don't answer your Shout, PLEASE don't think I am ignoring you. Odds are that I am not online. I have seen bulletins from other people saying they are experiencing the same thing. Hopefully they'll get this problem fixed soon. Thanks!

7 Minutes Til 10
Seven Minutes til 10 So-- the unending circle stopped its path while pausing for a deep breath... One that would never come without giving away the ending-- Somehow spiraling to the next, Energy never dissipates fully, merely becomes transformed With the new shape creating epiphanies For the next metamorphosous Or is all o fit idealistic crap...? Designed to make the weak feel better While the play-doh reaches the light? All I really know is there is a constant Now missing from the equation of me. (written sometime after her death while i cried in a window sill) For those of you who don't know, my Maw Maw died. And for those of you who don't speak Southern (as Booz puts it), that would be my Grandmother. The last one I have left. I was blessed with 4 and that is a long story, in and of itself! She is the one who taught me how to cook, how to live, and to be. I live in my kitchen, i live to feed the people I care about. I really need my own

Can't Win For Losing...
I have realized something that makes me wonder about life...I would rather stay at home all the time and stay on the computer, because that's where some of my best friends live. I get e-mails on a regular basis asking me how my day's going, or if everything's ok, and if there's anything they can do...The only REAL person I know that does that, is my mother. Not a person in my family calls me, offers help for anything, or even e-mails. It is honestly pathetic that I race home from places to see if my friends have left me a message or something on Yahoo or FUBAR. The only reason I've remained on FUBAR is because I have great friends here. But there is a GENEROUS amount of people here that probably wish I would leave...lol But that's ok. Everyone's entitle to their own opinion, just remember, NO ONE said I had to LIKE YOU or YOUR OPINION. I'm certainly not asking you to like mine. That decision is totally up to you. I will voice it though, as many times as the FU will allow me to repost t

Here I Lay Hur Down
its been three months now still no babii? its been a sad tyme in life yet we still try to create this lil miricle yet those all around us are getting knocked up with out trying as hard as we are? maybe its me maybe its stress? why god why? Just wish it would happen .... well good nite thanx for here n me out

My 1st Pimpout
ok everyone this is my first attempt at an official PIMPOUT!! This is my FAMILY list....... HIT EM UP!! QuickSilverGirl a/k/a Katrinity@ fubar QUICKSILVERGIRL a/k/a KATRINITY evil*the bi-bitch@ fubar EVIL*THE BI-BITCH Harley Princess Honorable Society Of Wolves@ fubar HARLEY PRINCESS CrazySexaliciousBitch@ fubar CRAZYSEXALICIOUSBITCH / DARKANGEL ~Cherry*Splash~I.B.I.C.~Dirty South Crew~Club F.A.R.~@ fubar CHERRY*SPLASH `blakpnthr68`~Honorable Society of Wolves~Official L.U.V. Club Co-Founder~@ fubar BLAKPNTHR68 ~~Rhanda~~@ fubar ~~RHANDA~~ Simply Complicated@ fubar SIMPLY COMPLICATED RECK ~Founder~Native_Rebels & Owner of the Native_Rebels Lounge@ fubar RECK .... she's pretty much my favorite disaster!! lxl_Purple_Killer_lxl ~~founder~~ Native_Rebels ~~ Bombers & Owner of Native_Rebels Lounge@ fubar lxl_PURPLE_KILLER_lxl .. a very good friend w

Why Do Men Do This On The Net?!
i have noticed and been in the stinky end of the stick a few times and twice in the last days...one idiot called me a whore because he couldnt see my tits on the net..the other called me a tease because he couldnt see my pictures or my body on another site.....DUHHHH..boys get a clue my body is for a real man to touch and smell and do and see. if you cant or wont come to rochester then it is YOUR LOSS not mine!!! the net is a great way to find new friends or even a date or a wife/ gf....but why the fuck do you have to be sooooooo stupid in just trying to use or abuse the smarter of the ones that want no part of being your jerk off only subject. my tits are big and very mine and if you want to see them or anything else on me other than my smile you better be prepared to show up here to wine and dine me for the pleasure of my REAL assets. other wise you get what you get on the net....pc pics and my sharp wit of the nyer smartass. have a great day boys.

To All My Good Friends :-) Hmm Sorry But Is Vacation Time
Well people here is my traveling route cross Europe Oslo, Goteborg, Kopenhagen, Hamburg, Hanover, Munich, Gratz, Ljubljana, Trieste, Pissa, Ancona, Split, Dubrovnik, Sarajevo, Beograd, Skopje, Thesaloniki, Athen, Istanbul and back hehe someone wanna come Hope all you stay safe on FUBAR and having fun those who have my email send me some good words people Catch you from time to time HUGS and love to ALL of you. Dino

Attention Friends>>>> I Need Your Help
im in a contest and its gonna take every one of your help to win. all i need is a rate. no comments please, so please just take a second to click on the picture and help me out. thanks!!!

Alive But Damaged And Sore.
Valhalla! Well, To sum it up short and sweet... - Over 5000 people lined the shores of the harbor to see it - I spent over 3 minutes trapped in a totally aflame wooden box - The flames rose over 12 feet into the air - The fire was so hot rescue boats had to stand off 10 feet - And, the crowd went nuts. Massive media coverage that I will post in the coming days as well as pics. Oh yeah, I hurt my arm getting out and spent time in an ambulance while they patched me up. But was it worth it? HELL YA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Gone But Hopefully Not Forgotten
Well the time has come for my summer holidays. This yr I am travelling all over Southern Ontario with my kids. We will be on boats, trains and automobiles. Should be lots of fun!! I plan on spending some time on the beach sipping Mai Tai's and relaxing, afterall thats what holidays are for. I will miss you all!! Leave me lots of love to come home to. A whole week without my puter or Ct will seem like a lifetime. P.S. Seeing as i cant send you all a postcard, this will have to do :P TTYL!!

Trial And Error!
Man let me tell you have I been thur this Trial and Error thing and it isn't a fun thing to do! Last year in April I kicked out a person out of my life and my house because he kept secerts from me dealing with my kid! In the past month or so we have been talking some and seeing each other and visiting with her and her boyfriend but now I think that with me doing this was a mistake because I am setting myself up for heartache. Is there anyone here that can help me out with this so that I don't hurt myself again and start trusting her again. I will sled a little light on this matter: Ok in April of last year I let my cousin that calls me mom move in because at that time her and her husband was fighting really bad and she needed a place to stay so I wasn't not going to turn her away and in that same week I let my so-called bestfriend move in with us also and it was a tight living area. But anyways, my kid starting seeing this young man in Lawton, Ok and it had came out at the la

An Observation
im sitting here bored, watching ppl do whatever they do on here, and with over 2200 ppl on my list, no one says a word to me i change my status to naked and all of a sudden they all come running, asking if they can join me, asking if i ever cam, do i want to see them on cam? naked doesnt mean horny, and if i was horny i wouldnt advertise guys stop acting so desperate like you cant get a woman in real life, i just happen to like being naked so talk to me like a human not a piece of meat, or go back to not talking to me dont think i crave your attention, but at least its easier to pick out the ones who never talk to me anyway im done for now :)

Does Anybody Else Have This Much Bad Luck?
All this within 1 week. A Friend died. 1 gyu that I've been talking to off and on and asked me for a date is all of a sudden in a damn relationship and his defualt pic is of them kissing and his status changed to In a Relationship. Yeah so me being the nice person I am I sent him a nice email :D I thanked him properly for leading me on. Thanksed him for the game hwas playing. I also told him to have a nice life :D I didn't hear back from him. At least have the damn balls to say "hey I'm sorry this other chick I've been talking to and I are gonna try to make things work" ok fine but don't hide the shit from me. Another guy and I decided things wouldn't work between us and we'll just be friends. His son was mad and very upset about it. He's ok now. He's 15 so yeah hard to deal with. His son not the guy.Yeah I doubt that would have worked to begin with. I'm on my way to the gas station o get gas for the lawn mower. My tire blew. I don't know how to change a tire. It rarely happens

Venting!
my landlord.. AGAIN.. he sees me outside and in his asshole way "asks" me to move to the second floor apt on the other side of the building because it's empty and the person that is interested in it can't climb up the stairs (I live on the first floor).. he told me he'd move me so I wouldn't have to lift a finger and he'd give me a reduced rent for moving. I'm sorry but it's just not worth it to me. I'm not going to be lugging a baby up and down the stairs everyday.. not to mention running the risk of my 130lb dog pulling me down the stairs when I go to take him out. He really didn't make it sound like I had an option and it really upset me. I told him it would be too much and then he told me that I'd only have to carry the baby up the stairs for a couple of years and after that it would be able to walk.. and how I'm young and it would be good for me to go up and down the stairs.. he asked me what he could give me as incentive to move up there.. I told him I wanted to think it over and

Vote For Me Special Editions Model Of The Year 2008
Hey what's going on? I wanted to remind all of you that voting has started for Special Editions Model of the Year 2008. Please click the photo and vote for me. Thanks so much! I really mean it when I say, I have such wonderful fans and all of you have made my dreams come true. I am such a lucky girl. I love you all! muah xoxo, Bre

A Huge Thank You
I just wanted to say Thank you to Everyone who's helped me over this past week ive been stuck at that damn level forever !!!.. you all are wonderful and I will return the favors .. When needed lemmie know !!! COOL MySpace Comments COOL MySpace Comments COOL MySpace Comments Lotsa Luv ... Cherrypye Aka Wendy :)

To All My Friends And Fans This Is Very Important Please Read
This was sent to my girlfrend from a guy that totally runs down our country and our troops even hoping all our troops die in iraq and this is message below is what he said about my girlfriends daughter and the link to his profile is at the very bottom of this bullentin.For those who believe in our country and our troops please try to send this along to all im sure your daughter would love to get a hold of me. im not running this country down its already run down. i hope your kid dies in iraq, just cause your so proud of her fighting and killing " people like me". mohamedq@ fubar

Words
A heart full of hurt and yet is as empty as the vastness of space. A person in a crowd, blaring noise all around, and yet as alone as can be. A world full of color and brightness, is a gray and bland as a fogged-filled night. A single rose with its beauty can bring happiness, and yet its thorn can bring pain and sadness. The quietness of morning, so quiet to hear the stopping of a beating heart. The blade can bring relief from the emotional tangle called life. It can be a slight distraction from this craziness. Or a long term decision to end it all. To die alone a bigger fear than of itself. Not ready to leave just need a small distraction from the emotional tangle. Hopes of a past love made real again, scorned by another who loved another, all twist and turn not being able to escape their bonds that hold them in. They need to escape before they kill their host. Before the eternal sadness overtakes the hope for future happiness. And the day the will power stops

A Little Sadness For The Evening
My cat is 16 years old and has diabetes....I need to give her insulin twice a day, but in order to do so, she has to eat first. The past few days, she won't eat. So tonight I tried feeding her again and she did not eat, so I could not give her the shots. I tried feeding her again in my mom's room and she's not doing well at all.........I think she won't last the week. Now I know a lot of you are going to say, it's her time...She's had a nice long life...But it's hard letting a pet go. Especially one you've devolved a bond with and have had since you were 13. She's the best cat I have ever had and I shall miss her terribly......Honestly, I cannot stop crying right now. The only thing that is helping me is my mom and the love of my two friends Tom and Kevin. If it were not for them right now, I would be in my bed crying again, having anxiety attacks. So, this is my blog for the evening. It's a serious one, unlike the ones I normally post. Sometimes, getting this stuff off your chest help

The Anger Sharks
I had a long crappy day but it would have been alright if I could have just come home and relaxed while listening to some music. Sadly... the virus I thought I had killed came back while I was gone and wrecked the system so that all I could do was a system restore which cost me all of my music except what I had on a data CD. So starting today I had about 1700-1800 sound files... now I have about 250. This sucks. So if I'm a little testy for the next few days, you know why. I miss my music already.

The Unloved Story
Dearest Jay, How I love you. How I've loved you in ways unknown to you. You know I've always wanted to see you happy. You're my best friend you know. You've been there for me helping me to feel better when things in my life couldn't go more wrong. Consoling me through your hilarious words making laughter my sought after remedy. Tonight I had to tell you that I wished you luck when you told me you planned on getting married. A huge surprise it came to me. I had no idea. Of course its always kinda been that way...when I found out about the other ladies you loved that was a heart-breaker and Jay you've never been mine. You never will be and still I'm broken. You tell me "you're beautiful, smart, amazing; don't sell yourself short; you're young still." Isn't it funny how that's what they all say to me. If I had a dollar for every time ... I guess its just kinda funny to me how so many people can say these words as my heart struggles to beat with the pain of my life coating it like a thi

Promise
You look at me, as if you'll drink me in. Slowly savoring the taste of me. While the thought of your hands traveling the length of my body. Sets my senses aflame. Your lips partaking of my neck. Shooting desire to the very core of my being. The thought of you entering me. Finding that place deep inside. Making me feel thing's my body had forgotten. You leisurely begin to move. My blood begins to hum. From the aching beauty of the moments spent in your arms. You moving ever faster. As ecstasy turns to liquid heat. Coursing through my veins. My body yearning for the release. It knows will come. From the ministrations, you will provide. Blood pumping, passion's sky rocketing. Our bodies intertwined. Trying to find the memory of the flame. We have ignited in each other. Can I denie this ecstasy I have finally found. As you drive me to distraction. Chasing all thought's from my mind. Leaving me drowning in the sensations, you cause me to feel. Wanting to be with you always. Yet fearing the

My Contest Update! Please Help!
If you still haven't voted or would like to help me out in my contest, click the link below & vote "5 STARS" for my design. It would be greatly appreciated. Thank you again for your help.

Ozzy Osbourne Undergoes Surgery To Remove Blood Clot
From Colorado's 9NEWS: 9NEWS Entertainment Reporter Kirk Montgomery has confirmed singer Ozzy Osbourne had surgery at Rose Medical Center Saturday night. The 59-year-old was in town for Ozzfest 2007, which took place at Coors Amphitheatre on Saturday. Kirk reports that Osbourne was complaining of leg pain for most of the day. After the show, Osbourne was taken to Rose where he underwent surgery on his leg for a blood clot. Kirk says Osbourne was released from the hospital Sunday morning." ## No word yet as to how this will effect Ozzy's remaining Summer tour schedule.

How Do You Really Know?
How does one really know if someone feels as strongly towards you,, as you do towards them? You really want to tell them but you are so afraid that they will not feel the same back. You are friends,,yes,,,,but you sit back and contemplate wether or not you telling them will ruin a good friendship. What do you do? You joke and laugh and carry on,,,but that question still remains.How can one really give their heart to someone and say those 3 words openly,,,,without the fear of them not feeling the same and showing you?

Vacation 8/4-8/12
Just wanted to let everyone know that I will be offline from Saturday 8/4 through Sunday 8/12. Now, I know what you're thinking. You're thinking, "Gee, Tanya, last time you said that, you were online all the time!" Well, this time I'm reasonably positive about it. While last time I planned to be offline more to avoid ignoring my friends and relatives, this time I will be offline due to no internet connection. I cannot imagine anyone in the vacation home area of Twin Lakes, Wisconsin, has invested in both an internet connection and an unsecured wireless connection and would thus happily allow me to connect. And there are no trendy coffee shops with wireless in Twin Lakes, Wisconsin, thank you very much. They can't even manage a decent bowling alley. For those that are curious, I will be spending a wonderful, relaxing week with my family. We stay in vacation homes on the lakes. We read a lot, swim, boat, water ski, fish, and generally relax and enjoy ourselves for the week.

Help Me Out Here!
Due to my friend list being at the number it is, I feel I can not control my page, SOooooooo if you are not a mummer, a VIP, someone I am having sexual relations with, or one of my CT GFS kindly delete yourself from my page :) and IF you are from OHIO, PLEASE LEAVE :)

The Depths Of My Love
Rivers of my love run deep, Into the valleys of your heart, Neither height, nor depth, Nor mountains too wide, Could show you, The depths of my Love, Way beyond the seas, Throughout all eternity, Could never show you, The depths of my love, Into the sun, Far beyond the sky, A thousand tears, That I have cried, Could never show you, The depths of my love, Forgiveness beyond measure, Memories to treasure, Love written as a lullaby, Enchanted dreams of you and I, Could never show you, The depths of my love, Miles and time, Song and rhyme, Money or gain, life or pain, Could never show you, The depths of my love, Loving me, embracing me, Eternally, Will show you the depths of my love.

Pissed Off
Why the fuck are there stupid rules to follow? I'm talking like I had to remove the backgroud on my page, because you saw the top part of a PORN STAR'S clit. I was told that I had to remove the photo because it was innapporpriate! I thought that we were all FUCKING adults on here! I guess that some people can't seem to handle the fact that a womans body is sexy and oh, by the way, NO ONE ever complained about the picture.

Love My Life........
I can't say it enough......my friends, my health, my passion for life, my future......all are good if not great........not bad for chick who got let go from their jobby last Friday.....Resume's are out and I already have a part-time gig bartending at the newest club in the area opening soon.......more info to come on that very soon........So say hello and maybe even have a drink with me......Gotta love a girl who loves shots... Peace & Love, Becky

Portrayal Of An Alcohol Induced Mind
Here I am just wondering, is it just me? I know that everyone thinks differently, but is their any similarities between the way people talk and the way they think at a bar. OK come on, I spent my time in the Marines, so I know a little about going to bars and drinking. I just never discussed it before. Of course I can assume women differ on this issue, but let me know. OK let's start on this. You are sitting at a booth at a local Pub, intentions of getting slap drunk with your best friends. You sit and listen to the comments made on every possible soul in the joint and of course, rate them all. You try your best to con your way to the seats facing the entrance, but far enough away to still be in the mix. You start to warm up braving the world of beer and shots. Now someone catches your attention from across the room and you make eye contact. Now you know that you just ruined your entire reason to be there in the first place. Now everything you say, you do or even look like y

Thats What Friends Are For
As with the others, my posts are all experiences that I have had. One evening a girlfriend and I decided to go out to dinner together. We went into the restaurant and ordered a couple drinks. Not long after we got there a couple came in and sat down at a table across from our booth. The husband was facing us..and the wife with her back to us. The gentleman kept starring at us....so I took my straw and wrapped my lips around it sucking on it..just to see his reaction. He seemed a little uncomfortable...moving in his seat. We then both starting licking our straws and sucking on them ..tormenting the gentelmen. his wife went to the restroom and he had clear view of us. I put my hand under the booth and started rubbing her leg..gliding my fingers wantingly up her thigh...caught up in the moment for a few ..i then looked at the gentelmen..he was intently watching me play with her leg..I then moved my hand up slowly. She opend her legs wide..she was wearing a skirt and no panties..just as i

25 Signs You're Getting Old
25 reasons you know you have grown up 1. Your house plants are alive, and you can't smoke any of them. 2. Having sex in a twin bed is out of the question. 3. You keep more food than beer in the fridge. 4. 6:00 AM is when you get up, not when you go to bed. 5. You hear your favorite song in an elevator. 6. You watch the Weather Channel. 7. Your friends marry and divorce instead of "hook up" and "break up." 8. You go from 130 days of vacation time to 14. 9. Jeans and a sweater no longer qualify as "dressed up." 10. You're the one calling the police because those %&@# kids next door won't turn down the stereo. 11. Older relatives feel comfortable telling sex jokes around you. 12. You don't know what time Taco Bell closes anymore. 13. Your car insurance goes down and your car payments go up. 14. You feed your dog Science Diet instead of McDonald's leftovers. 15. Sleeping on the couch makes your back hurt. 16. Y

Time Will Tell
I am here, but where are you? My heart lurches in fear. I write to free my mind it’s true. When I write it’s not clear. I look to my souls inner clock. I watch the ticking, only time will tell. My heart bleeds, my soul a block. I hear the seconds, only time will tell. Every vision I have is of you. My heart breaks with each beat. The words you spoke, are they true? My mind feels a heated defeat. I look to my souls inner clock. I watch the ticking, only time will tell. My heart cries out, my soul a rock. I hear the seconds, only time will tell. We loved each other once and we were tore apart. Can we salvage it, can we forget the past? Remember to rely on each other, become smart. We have a love, I know will always last. I look to my souls inner clock. I watch the ticking, only time will tell. My heart and souls are yours for stock I hear the seconds, only time will tell.

Cooperstown!
So I spent Fri-Mon in Cooperstown to see Cal Ripken be inducted into the Hall of Fame. Tony Gwynn also from the Padres. There was rumor that 80,000 people were their. Most were Baltimore and was suprised to see alot of people from Cali. Now I am getting ready for my 10 days in Florida! Beach volleyball, Tampa Bay/Oriole game and Disney World for the day. For the most part, I will be immatating a Corona commercial.

Quivering Comfort
I feel a quiver It travels Starting in my eyes Down to my nose Lips And it slows my thoughts Speeds up my heart My breathing Makes every ambition Every hope Unclear I taste these bitter tears that Fall from my Quivering eyes I taste the weakness In me Wrapping around me, Suffocating But yet I feel warmth In this blanket of mine Of insecurities I am comfortable in My weakness That I've got to let go of....

Dirty Little Slut (in Progress)
Dirty little slut He met her at the restaurant, as they'd agreed - a nice, neutral, public place for a first time meeting between online friends. She was trying to obey the "rules" for meeting a man she'd only known online, trying to be safe. "Safe," she thought, laughing to herself, "He should worry about being safe from me!" She blushed, thinking of some of the conversations they had had - for a stranger, he knew more about her fantasies and desires then the friends of hers who warned her about meeting strange men online. He stood and smiled when he saw her ... (fill in) He grabbed her by the hand, and pulled her towards the back, where the restrooms were located. There, between the men's room and the women's was a handicap, gender neutral bathroom. It was that one he quickly pulled her into, locking the door behind them. Her breathe caught as he pushed her hard against the wall with one hand. His voice rough, he whispered harshly, "I bet your pussy is wet alread

Frogs
True words to live by!!! FROGS Once upon a time there was a bunch of tiny frogs.... Who arranged a running competition. The goal was to reach the top of a very high tower. A big crowd had gathered around the tower to see the race and cheer on the contestants.... The race began.... Honestly,no one in crowd really believed that the tiny frogs would reach the top of the tower. You heard statements such as: "Oh, WAY too difficult!!" "They will NEVER make it to the top." Or: "Not a chance that they will succeed. The tower is too high!" The tiny frogs began collapsing. One by one.... Except for those, who in a fresh tempo, were climbing higher and higher.... The crowd continued to yell, "It is too difficult!!! No one will make it!" More tiny frogs got tired and gave up.... But ONE continued higher and higher and higher.... This one wouldn't give up! At the end everyone else had given up climbing the tower. E

My Very Own Looking Glass
I want my own looking glass... Per chance to go trough it... See what its like on the other side. It seems anyplace could be better than the one I am at. I'm quite certain anyplace could be just as worse... In any event I would like to try. Take the chance at a superior land. My hopes and drams… My imagination wandering and all my fears tied to one minute space. A room of which I have created for better AND worse. Created to make me most happy and bring me to my angriest state all at once and all separated. It would be all well in that manor My emotions so confused… For it is all done due to the own mind of which I obtain. My own choice. Consciously or outright unwillingly. My creation of heaven or hell. Is there heaven and hell? If so: which am I in? Hard to believe it is much of either… But through my own looking glass would be both.. And neither would be gone. And both always present. Take me to Wonderland on

Venting.... Please Read
~~I ABSOLUTELY LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS ON HERE.... ESPECIALLY MY CLOSE FRIENDS... I'M NOT GOING TO NAME NAMES.. YOU KNOW IF YOUR A CLOSE/GOOD FRIEND OR NOT.. THAT'S NOT THE POINT OF THIS BLOG.. ~~LATELY I'VE BEEN WORKING MY ASS OFF AND HAVEN'T BEEN ON HERE AS MUCH AS I USUALLY AM... AND I MISS IT... YESTERDAY I WORKED THE BRICKYARD HAD TO BE THERE AT 3:40AM AND I DIDN'T WALK IN THE DOOR TIL 9:45PM AND I WAS TIRED I JUMPED ON HERE TO CHECK IN AND CHECK MY MESSAGES FOR JUST A COUPLE MINUTES~~ ~~I AM TOTALLY ADMAZED AT SOME OF MY COMMENTS AND A FEW MESSAGES I GOT.. SO INSTEAD OF REPLYING TO EACH OF YOU... I HAVE A FEW THINGS TO SAY... 1. I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS, I GOT REALLY BUSY WITH AARON'S/LSD's CONTEST AND I DID NOT MEAN TO IGNORE ANY OF YOU... I WOULD HAVE DONE THE SAME THING FOR ANY OF MY FAMILY MEMBERS OR CLOSE FRIENDS... ~~IF YOU DO NOT FEEL THIS IS TRUE FEEL FREE TO ASK ANY OF THEM, I AM SURE THEY WILL GLADLY SET YOU STRAIGHT 2. ANYTIME SOMEONE LEFT ME A PROFILE COMMENT..

Create A Masterpiece With Me. . .
Create a Masterpiece with Me. . . Let me be the canvas Upon which you paint my desire With each stroke of your brush You skillfully fan the flames of lust's fire With each little variance In subtle color and hue You bring my body alive As I eagerly succumb to you . . . Let me be the parchment

Poem
at the bottom of a bread box you will find a doorway into the back of my mind fly into my dreams and see what you’ll find floors that talk to you late at night and the walls watch over you as you sleep tight people are not quite as they seem use them as candles they all start melting down to the ground they are now one or the same the flame burns out with each drop of rain the clouds fade away into a blackened sky and the birds fall to the sea one by one they all die this place in my mind I call the land of gilt and regret washes away with the tide and helps me to forget brick by brick a wall takes it form keeping me safe from anymore harm the clocks turn to dust and my bones they decay bringing me to a new day what happens next its so hard to tell i could only say now I know this is not hell by sonnie

I'm Tired
Over the last few months, I've taken a hit because of the friends I choose. I have had men on the site that I've been involved with that had certain pics of me that I did not want to be public b/c I truly believe that some thing should only be shared among couples. Recently, I've found someone that i'm really feeling. I am NOT a person that believes in double standards or hiding anything so I've posted it all. I hope that he will realize that the person I am in private is the same person that I am in public and get to know me for me. If I end up with a friend...awesone...if I end up with someone who means more......even better........ I hope that you all understand that I am the same ride or die bitch I always was... Further more, if you read my bulletin, you'll know, I am loyal to all of my friends, no matter who they are.

Tuesday?! Already? Lol
Time is moving at a faster clip all the time! It's a matter of learning those "life lessons" on the fly and move on - or else, lmao!! Take those vitamins! I have a late start to my day today, as you might have noticed! And I have another Belly Dancing class tonight - we dance at the Children's Miracle Network fundraiser on Sunday afternoon. Practice, practice, practice! It's supposed to be hot, but there will be shade this time. I have decided to officially join the second belly dancing group in town. That will mean two classes a week routinely! I need the exercise, lol. The fun will come with all the performances in the Summer. Fall is close, however!! Hope all are finding ways to survive this Retrograde! Not too terrible so far, but we've only just begun, lol. Question for my energyworker/Pagan/Wiccan friends: Has anyone ever dealt with dragons and dragon energy? I seem to have found "my dragon." So delightful! I do have Dancing With Dragons by D.J. Conway. Just wondered

Aaron Got Fitted With His New Arms Yesterday
Last nite on the ten'oclock news I watch Aaro get fit with one of his new arms and the other one is here in Des Moines,Iowa as soon as he has time to get use to his one arm they will conect the othe other on he will be able to mow the grass he has picked up the first thing in his life thanks to the Iowa bikers,shriners,and all the people who showed support Last nite on the ten'oclock news I watch Aaro get fit with one of his new arms and the other one is here in Des Moines,Iowa as soon as he has time to get use to his one arm they will conect the othe other on he will be able to mow the grass he has picked up the first thing in his life thanks to the Iowa bikers,shriners,and all the people who showed support THESE TWO GUYS WERE A BIG PART OF HELPING AARON SHOW THEM SOME LOVE AND THANKS PLZ EXECUTIONER/Leading the way to help aaron get his new arms today/thanks for fubars support he gets f@ fubar Grey@ fubar THANK YOU BOTH FOR ALL YOU DID TO HELP

My Birthday Present.
I'm getting really anxious. Eric ordered this beautiful ring for me for my birthday.. My birthday was yesterday. We went to the store and had it ordered Friday. It's beautiful.. But they said since they didn't have it in white gold at the store, that they would have to have it transferred from the store in Indianapolis and that since the store isn't open on the weekends, that it would be around Monday or Tuesday before it would get to the store up here. Well, they said FedEx usually runs around noon.. and they would call me when it's in. I didn't hear anything yesterday and they haven't called yet today either. Of course it's only a few minutes past noon right now. but I'm so impatient. I want it now. lol. Eric is going to call them in about 20 minutes and see if it's there or if we can get a status update of when it will be there. Wish us luck. I really want it today.

Damn, The Boys In School Were Right About Me After All!!!
You scored as Faerie, Faerie: Aren't you a cute little flying person? Faeries are earth spirits. They live among each element completely hidden. They have cousins called Pixies. Pixies however, are very mischevious. They enjoy tormenting other creatures for fun. Little pranksters.. I hope you never meet one. Pixies have a bad reputation for finding a creature and clinging to them until death. Faeries can be somewhat close to a Pixie, but mostly they are loving, playful, and carry with them a child-like enthusiasm for life. Hide among the pedals of a Daisy, you are a Faerie.Faerie75% Demon75% Angel67% Dragon67% Mermaid67% WereWolf58% What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

Karma
We all accept responsibilities at the time of birth. God creates a blueprint of life, so to speak, for each of us when we are born. Certain things in each blueprint cannot be changed. This is what maybe referred to as destiny. Other things in each blueprint are subject to revision in accordance to the way we live our lives. Environment is a key factor too. Think about it, we all affect one another in subtle or dramatic ways. Remember the old saying, "When you marry someone you marry their family." Many times we unknowingly take on the Karma of loved ones, family, and friends. One soul can affect multitudes of lives. I am sure we are all thankful for Thomas Edison. Let there be light! Every action and reaction is important. We can transform negative into positive. Concentrate on surrounding yourself with white light or the light of God. As you begin to sense or visualize this light you can surround others with the light too. This loving, healing, energizing light is there for all to use

These Guys
OK SO IM WRITING AGAIN CAUSE I AM REALLY GETTIN FRUASTRATED. HERES THE DEAL.. MEN OF FUBAR PLZ QUIT ACTING LIKE IM THE ONLY WOMAN U HAVE SEEN ON HERE THATS CUTE. DONT GET OBSESSIVE CAUSE ITS SO NOT ATTRACTIVE. NO I WILL NOT POST NUDE PICS OF MYSELF BECAUSE THATS NOT ME. GREEK AND ITALIAN FAM ...POPS AND BRO WOULD WHOOP MY ASS.AND I DONT WANT TO CYBER SEX U SO DONT BOTHER. AS I SAID I AM A GURL WHO DOESNT NEED TO DO THOSE THINGS TO GET A MAN. LIKE IT OR NOT.. AND NOT KNOCKING THE ONES WHO DO..DO UR THANG.IM THE KIND OF GURL IF IM DOWN 4 U,LOOK OUT CAUSE THE REAL ME BEHIND CLOSE DOORS WILL HAVE U UP IN A CLOUD BEGGIN 4 MORE

A Lost Soul
A lost soul This past Friday was a normal day for me. I take great care and time to spend a lot of time near the front desk of the building I manage downtown. Nearly everyone that passes it the building has to go past me, I look at it as a chance to get to know my tenants and be able to answer question they have. One of my tenants sisters who I have gotten to know, passed by me and my co-worker, and we engaged in polite conversation. I was in a joking mood so we all shared a laugh, she left and we wished her well. That was not good enough as she was killed this past Saturday by her friends daughter. I was thunderstruck. This has happened to me before, my friends Mom had quit taking her meds after her husband died. The day before she died she took me out to eat, at dinner she made two request, 1. That I always look after her son, and 2. That I give god another listen. To be honest I have not either well. Her son, my best friend no longer lives in the area and I lost his phone

Greg's Leaving!
Hi Everyone! Just wanted to let everyone on my list know That I'll be away from any routine you (may have) noticed me in. (daily comments & such) I'm unsure if I'll be on the site for the next 16-17 days I'll be in Las Vegas during that time, house sitting. well animals & house (yes being a "Pool Boy") 8-p lol 8-p Happy to announce that my "SunShine" My Angel Cindy will be joining me there for a few day as well :D So - in my upcoming days, if you don't hear from me ... It's a good thing! And if you DO hear from me ... It's good too, just means I missed you all! Anyway - Viva Las Vegas! Greg If anyone on my list is from or going to be around Vegas ... Please let me know, love to meet cha!

Neber Again...
This is for all the guys and gals out there who have been through this same experience as me..... I been engaged 3 times in real life 2 guys 1 girl..... And they all cheated on me.... But Ya must move on.... :) What goes around comes around.... ya gotta keep your chin up!!!!!! This is for of my friends and family on here who have been through what I have been through ..... The engagement and the cheating...... We must keep trudgin on... But we will never forget how PISSED and how HURT those ppl had made us....... Read the lyrics and you will understand .. :) I love yas..... :) ================================================== Never Again I hope the ring you gave to her turns her finger green I hope when you’re in bed with her you think of me I would never wish bad things but I don’t wish you well Could you tell by the flames that burned your words I never read your letter 'cause I knew what you’d say Give me that Sunday school answer tryin' make it al

Now A Days Sex Is A Matter Of Life Or Death
I'mma Flirt... I'm happily married with two kids. I like to flirt. I flirt with my wife and with my wife watching. Flirting is both a turn on and fun. I love it when women flirt back because it challenges the mind. But no matter what I say or how I say it, I'm not breaking my vow. My most treasured rule has helped me keep that vow. I will not have sex with a woman I do not trust. (And just for the record... I will never have sex with a man.)

The Dark Lords Family
The Dark Lords Family Chapter One I was almost in…it had take so much and so long and now I was almost there. In this strange world. Would I pass the test? Would they see right though me and all be lost. It had take five years to find them then another two to getting to know the right people. Now I set at the doorman’s desk as he looks at my file. “So I see you have been though all the test and they have come back all clean. As you know we don’t let any thing in our home with disease.” He set down at the end of his desk and looked at me. “what make’s you think you well fit in here?” He asked. The look in his eyes told me he was not looking for words. I stood up and walked over to him. I looked around the room as his crony’s looked on with smirks on there faces. He was not the best of looking men but was not what I would call unattractive. I reached out and undid the front of his pants and pulled his soft cock out and went down on my knees. I took him in my mouth and gave th

The Top Ten Reasons Men Prefer Guns Over Women
The Top Ten Reasons Men Prefer Guns Over Women #10. You can trade an old 44 for a new 22. #9. You can keep one gun at home and have another for when you're on the road. #8. If you admire a friend's gun and tell him so, he will probably let you try it out a few times. #7. Your primary gun doesn't mind if you keep another gun for a backup. #6. Your gun will stay with you even if you run out of ammo. #5. A gun doesn't take up a lot of closet space. #4. Guns function normally every day of the month. #3. A gun doesn't ask , "Do these new grips make me look fat?" #2. A gun doesn't mind if you go to sleep after you use it. And the number one reason a gun is favored over a woman.... #1. YOU CAN BUY A SILENCER FOR A GUN

Can't Ther Be Peace
If the white man wants to live in peace with the Indian, he can live in peace... Treat all men alike. Give them all the same law.Give them all an even chance to live and grow.All men were made by the same Great Spirit Chief. They are all brothers. The Earth is the mother of all people, and all people should have equal rights upon it.... Let me be a free man,free to travel, free to stop,free to work,free to trade where I choose my own teachers, free to follow the religion of my fathers,free to think and talk and act for myself, and I will obey every law, or submit to the penalty.

507
I am taking off for the night. I've got a long day ahead of me tomorrow. I start training for my new position tomorrow. Oh well. I will see you all when I come home. Hopefully I'll have good news tomorrow. BrattyBytch - BED!

How
How do you say sorry for mistakes you made. How do you go about correcting the debts that need paid. How do you go about telling people that you did wrong that your sorry. When my past life came out of nowhere and consumed me. How was I supposed to take cover when I had no warning. These things in life I wished I knew. To take these problems i've got I wished I can undo. Sorry is just a word that's tossed around like nothing anymore. A simple word that's been abuse and thrown on the floor. How do you get back what you have screwed up in life. How do i say sorry who cares about pride. But one thing is perfectly clear. I sit all alone with no one here. My past has came and bit me in the ass. When I go through this faze I have no class. Oh well I say which means I messed up. You can't say your sorry so I just shut up. Silence has been my friend for many years. It's better than smoking dope or drinking beers. There's got to be a better way to hangle this. Rather than t

My Personal Vow
I have been dealing with alot in my life lately. I lost sight of me and am very fucking dissapointed in myself and ashamed as well. So If you see a different side of me soon. Its because Im weeding out the problems. Fixing my life and doing what I have to. I want my life back. I want my happiness and I will do it at any costs!I will lose friends over it and you know what......? If you cant accept me for me. Theres the door get the fuck out! Im serioud as shit on this! I lost the best thing I had going for me cause I was lost in the fucking clouds. Being a god damn moron! Well, heads out of clouds and Im more determined now to take action and fix my life than I ever was before! I dont give a damn who appreciates this blog. Nor do I give a damn if your behind me on this. If you are then your a great friend. I will always have your back from here on out. If your willing to be in the trenches with me so to speak. If not ... then fuck you get out of my life. I dont need nor want you! This i

To Every Guy !!
To every Guy... To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait" To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state) to see her. To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes To every guy that would give his seat up. To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every

We Will Always Love You & Keep You In Our Hearts Forever
God saw you getting tired when a cure was not to be, so he closed his arms around you and whispered come to me. You didn't deserve what you went through and so he gave you rest, God's garden must be beautiful, he only takes the best, and when I saw you sleeping so peaceful free from pain, I could not wish you back to suffer that again. Mike we will always love you & miss you w/all of our hearts for you were a kind beautiful soul. I know one day I will see you again in God's beautiful garden.

Spellng To Get Into Heaven
Spelling to get into Heaven A woman arrived at the Gates of Heaven. While she was waiting for Saint Peter to greet her, she peeked through the gates. She saw a beautiful banquet table. Sitting all around were her parents and all the other people she had loved and who had died before her. They saw her and began calling greetings to her "Hello - How are you! We've been waiting for you! Good to see you." When Saint Peter came by, the woman said to him, "This is such a wonderful place! How do I get in?" "You have to spell a word," Saint Peter told her. "Which word?" the woman asked. "Love." The woman correctly spelled "Love" and Saint Peter welcomed her into Heaven. About a year later, Saint Peter came to the woman and asked her to watch the Gates of Heaven for him that day. While the woman was guarding the Gates of Heaven, her husband arrived. "I'm surprised to see you," the woman said. "How have you been?" "Oh, I've been doing pretty well since you di

Blah...
I've been thinking here lately that maybe I'm meant for something bigger...I want out of Mississippi...Out of a trailor...Out of this life. And no, I don't mean I don't want my fiance', or my animals, or my family...I LOVE THEM ALL...I just know there's something more out there. Wherever I go, my fiance' and my animals will go too. I don't want to struggle to survive...Don't want to worry about what I'm gonna cook, or if I HAVE anything to cook, don't want to have to dream about that outfit I see in the store, or the car I want..I want to be able to just buy it and enjoy it. The problem is...I don't even know where to get started...lol I'm working on BODacious magazine...curvosity...and looking into a couple of other things...Any ideas? They'd be greatly appreciated...I love y'all!

Jaws
So... over the last few days there have been several 'supposed' sightings of a large great white shark just off the South coast of England near to tourist resorts. The local Mayor has said something along the lines of "It's probably a basking shark because that's what my four year old son told me." A representative of the tourist board has said "There are no great white sharks in English waters and it is perfectly safe to go in the sea." Does any of this sound familiar to anyone? I wonder what Chief Brody would have to say.

Good Thing I Like Black
Today was a very good day to wear black. I was just doing battle with a Fax machine on one of the floors. Who ever put toner in it last spilled it all over the inside of the machine. My hands were covered in the $h!t. If I had worn a light color today, I just know I would have gotten that mess on me.

The Pains Of Today...
I find myself in a strange place I don't want to be in. Lately i've been isolated and thats fine usually but without the love and affection I thrive on, its a very cold and lonely place. I've been single for 8 yrs. now and dating random women is not only old but not at all satisfying. One man, one woman, that's how it's suppose to be is'nt it? That's all I can think about lately. Seems like that's an impossible dream for someone who's 35 and whos car broke down...grrrr. Oh well, I guess it'll find me. I'm so tired of waiting...

My Apologies...
I want to apologize to everyone that I have been neglecting lately. If I have been bitchy, short, or have had an attitude with you then I apologize. There is so much going on in my head and in my heart right now along with the everyday things such as the kids and my ex. And yes I know there is no excuse and that to some an apology is too late and I am sad to have lost the few friends that I had. There are two people in particular that I want to thank. One knows who he is because he was up with me last night until damn near 4 listening to me whine and complain and babble. And the other is someone who will probably never read this but he is so very important to me and he deserves to not have to deal with me and my attitude so I want to thank him for being there for me and making me smile and laugh a countless amount of times. Here in the next few days my vip will be up and I am not sure that I am going to renew it or if I am going to just go ahead and delete my account and try to move on

One Day...
One day there will be there will be no more crying and no more pain. Don't let the devil come in and destroy or steal the truth your heart holds inside. In lifes turbulance don't freight. Lift your head to the heavens and Remember true love and happiness is waiting... Writen By.Jen(Te amo)

Why??
why is it that why i do anything some ppl question me about what im doing? or if someone leaves something on my page i end up getting a smart a** comment about it? i thought everyone was here for fun but there are some that are jealous of anything that others get? i mean come on this is a fun community not for hatting on one another. just a thought treat others the way you want to be treated.

Why Do People Assume!
You know I am so sick of people assuming I am superficial when I am the farthest thing from it!! People automatically assume I am only interested in status, money, clothes, shoes etc. I am so down to earth its not even funny! I don’t judge or discriminate against people based on race, religion, size, sexuality, money etc. I am just a down to earth girl who likes real people... It pisses me off! So what I do my hair and like to dress nice? Does this mean that all I care about? No of course not, I care about what’s going on this country more than name brands or stylish clothes. It was never an issue on Long Island because most people are like that but here it’s the opposite and so I get judged based on where I am from and how I look. You know what? If you want to judge me before knowing me then I don’t want to know YOU! You’re the one missing out on a friendship or relationship with me.... I don’t care if you’re a garbage man or a stockbroker, I would never judge you till I know you, tha

To Every Guy
To every Guy... To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait" To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state) to see her. To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes To every guy that would give his seat up. To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every

Will He Really?
As many of you know I am single and tired of being that way. For a while now I have been looking for that one wonderfull man who will sweep me off my feet and accept me for who I am. My family and friends have told me to stop looking and he will find you. I have really tried to stop looking and just hope that he does find me. I am tired of the lonely feeling and being alone. I want that man to find me and start a wonderfull friendship to begin with. From there I can only hope that we form a bond with one another and the friendship then turns to a wonderfull relationship and then hopefully one day, marriage. I am not asking for much, just a good man who will love me and know that I will love him in return. I am just tired of thinking that maybe I might of found someone only to be jaded in the end. If he is out there, I only hope that he finds me and knows that I am a wonderfull, kind hearted woman who only wants to love and be loved. So I ask myself, will he really find me? I hope so.

I Wish For More
I wish for more.. with every word spoken every thought shared I wish for more I wish for more time spent with you desires grow strong I wish for more I wish for more fantasies played out forbidden ecstasy I wish for more

1 Week
In one week's time I'll be flying back to WVA, sadly I can't wait to go, being home has been nothing short of serious drama that I wish to avoid, fought with the father, Heather, and my crappy friends, it's sad but hey I now know home isn't here in California anymore...

Whats Up!
LETS SEE I HAVENT REALLY BEEN IN HERE AND WROTE ANYTHING.....SO HERE I GO I HAVENT BEEN FEELIN VERY WELL FOR AWHILE ......HAD A MINOR HEART ATTACK FRIDAY NIGHT SO I BEEN IN AND OUT OF TEST AND MORE TOMM .....BEEN DEPRESSED AND MOODY BEEN SCHOOL SHOPPING BROKE WELL LETS SEE ALL THIS IS is A RANT APPERANTLY LOL.......ant way put up new pics and im thinking about deleting soon just dont feel the same anymore you know what i mean..........i better headout just wanted to say hey everyone!!! xoxox

Ugh... Walmart
so mom and i went to walmart tonight not expecting to be there allll night long..... well we were.... we joined the long line after finishing getting what we needed and they decide that the registers went down and after standing there for another 15 minutes while they walkie each other they finally decide to send us to good 'ol electronics.... so they cram everyone in there and if you werent standing up there in line then you didnt know what was going on. so we stand there for another half hour and the lady on the other register drops the guy's milk ALL OVER and then our lady drops moms ID and credit card in it .... all the while trying to get them to come over and clean it up and the lady walks by and goes "I'll get to it later" YAY WALMART..... so then we are walking past this other manager on the way out ... cuz we had to walk ALL THE WAY BACK THROUGH .... cuz they are going remodeling in the MIDDLE of the store. and we ask the lady why the FOUR of them have to set up one display of

Jokes For Females Guys Beware & Remember It's Just A Joke
Men are like.... 1. Men are like...Laxatives...They irritate the crap out of you. 2. Men are like...Bananas...The older they get, the less firm they are. 3. Men are like...Weather...Nothing can be done to change them. 4. Men are like...Blenders...You need One, but you're not quite sure why. 5. Men are like...Chocolate Bars...Sweet, smooth, & they usually head right for your hips. 6. Men are like...Commercials...You can't believe a word they say. 7. Men are like...Department Stores...Their clothes are always 1/2 off. 8. Men are like...Government Bonds...They take soooooooo long to mature. 9. Men are like...Mascara...They usually run at the first sign of emotion. 10. Men are like...Popcorn...They satisfy you, but only for a little while. 11. Men are like...Snowstorms...You never know when they're coming, how many inches you'll get or how long it will last. 12. Men are like...Lava Lamps...Fun to look at, but not v

I Just Don't Get It...
I don't understand... -Why I am like I am. -Why I can't forgive and forget. -Why I can't let go of the shit people have done/said about me. -Why I'm so angry. -Why I don't smile. -What people mean when they say "We expected more from you..." -Why some people LOVE the exact same attitude that most other people HATE me for. -Why people judge me based on no good reason at all. -Why the higher power has taken away everyone I've ever loved. -What I've done that is horrible enough for my entire family to not have anything to do with me. -Why I'm not the wifey type. -Why my family can't accept that I'm bisexual. -Why they say it's just a phase. (I'm IN LOVE with a girl for fuck's sake.) -Where that bitch in Cali, who called me just to say she hated me, GOT MY NUMBER. (cunt) -Why people can't seem to grasp that I just don't give a fuck what they have to say anymore... Ok.....................I'm going to go now before I get pissed and break someth

Wtf????????????
I need to vent and I guess I am going to do it on FUBAR... Maybe I will feel better if I do.... What is the world coming to when you get so upset that you need the internet for advise? Where to begin..? When you lose your childhood and all your friends for the sake of "love" and then you relize that the only place you were really at was at a dead end... it sucks... Ya know, Daniel left for a married woman and got her pregnant. She is due in Dec and they are naming the baby Daniel Dewayne Chance Jr... Not to mention my youngest was born 8/22/03 (Johnathan Daniel) and he cheated and had Daniel Bailey 9/22/03.. Through that and a year in prison- I tried. When he nearly killed me and he overdosed on cocaine.. I tried... I can't try any more... Here is where the story gets fucked up... I knew Chris before Daniel- he had actually hooked us up... Chis's mom was married to Daniel's step grandfather... The first week of March Daniel did not come home.. The phone rang one day and it was Ch

8-2-07 Ray
[Glitterfy.com - *Glitter Text*] AS EVERYDAY THIS IS UP AND DOWN, GOOD THEN BAD, AND IM SORRY CAUSE THIS IS GETTING VERY FRUSTRATING TO ME.... TALKED WITH HIS MOM THIS MORNING SHES ALREADY THERE WITH HIM AND HE HAS HAD ANOTHER BAD NIGHT. THE LAST TIME I TALKED TO HIM WAS AT 930 LAST NIGHT AND THERE WAS NO BLOOD AND HE WAS GONNA GET SOME REST, WELL HIS MOM SAID THAT THE COUGHING OF THE BLOOD IS BACK AND WORSE... SO SHE SPOKE WITH HIS DOCTOR AND THEY ARE GONNA TAKE IT DAY BY DAY... SO PLEASE LETS KEEP THE PRAYERS GOING... MAUHHHHHHHHHHHHH MCUH LOVE TO YOU ALL!!!!

Scented Toilet Tissue?
So, I've just made a rather startling, if weird, discovery. A few moments ago, I realized that I had to tinkle and thus I hefted my bottom out of my bed and made my way to the restroom. Because I'm detective material, I immediately noticed the absence of toilet tissue. As such, I went to my handy dandy supply closet to get a roll. With me so far? Well, come along then! I haven't all day! Anyway, so because I'm high speed, I take myself back to my restroom and I proceed to tinkle (this is also known as going pee-pee). As I was completing my task, I noticed a fragrance wafting up, tickling my senses. That's right! Like any normal person, I chose to smell the roll of toilet tissue! Exactly! My toilet tissue smelled like cinnamon and vanilla, just like the little sachet in my supply closet.

Final Moments’ Silence (too Afraid To Leave Alone)
Final Moments’ Silence (Too Afraid to Leave Alone) And I wanted you to know that these tears were named for you, stroking paths down weathered cheeks before being swallowed into hungry pores because I'm too afraid of leaving to scream your name aloud. I wanted you to hear the chaos in my words so I wrote them out for you, but you may never read me the way you always should have, and I'm too afraid of leaving to explain my trembling pen strokes. I wanted you to see how dangerous this is and understand how much this battle hurts so I penned my syllables in poetry and made my cursive sing, but you may never realize how close I am to fading, and I'm too afraid of leaving to send my message to the stars. I wanted you to taste what it means to fall apart so I left acid screams inside a cup and set it on your night stand, but I don't think you'll find a flavor, and I'm too afraid of leaving to pour my heartache down your throat.

Shaved
Ahhhhh... so much better. I just got out of the shower and while in the shower I shaved my legs and all over my sweet spot. I am very smooth all over... just the way I like it. And my husband surely appreciates it too. I am going to be home for only overnight and then off out on the road again tomorrow with my nursing and my husband is leaving in the morning also. That means only one thing. My husband will be all over me tonight when we go to bed. That is why I shaved all over. In anticipation of the fun we will have tonight. For now I am out the door and doing some errands to get some things done before nightfall. I will wear shorts today so I can feel my smooth legs and to also keep cool in the heat that we are expecting here today. It should be close to 100 here today.

Computer Is Shutting Down All The Time
Sorry to all my friends that have been trying to reach me in the shout box. The last couple of days i have been having computer problems where it boots me off my computer completely. So if i don't respond to you i am not there. I have been booted off and it just has not registered to log me off Fubar. Again please bear with me. Thanks! Lucy

Old But Funny
I wrote this awhile back but i still think its hilarous and decided to share it with you. Who knew while hungover i would be so entertaining. hope you enjoy! OK so i have learned i dont recover well from a night of drinking!Here i sit @ 7am in my flannel pj's (shirt wrong side out and i don't give a fuck) with the worst hang over I've ever had in my life. Wondering why i do this to myself. Then it hits i do it cause its fun while its happening and remind myself Tylenol will be my best friend for the better part of the day. I am pretty sure i atleast kept my clothes on while in public ( not positive though)! Not that some articles where not open at one point or another but they stayed in place ( as far as i remember), Till i got home and climbed in bed the first time. Friends showed up and wanted to continue partying so basicly i was adultnabbed. While there i had a feeling something was missing ( ever get those?) I'll be damned i got redressed but didnt put my underclothes back o

Seduction Is The Allure
Seduction is Alluring... The dance between the sexes is a wonderful thing when it comes to the subject of seduction. Making ourselves alluring and attractive to the one we desire is both fun and exciting. If that were not so, then there would not be as much need for glamorous lingerie shoppes, hair dressers, rows and rows of cosmetic shelves in department stores, stores that sell sexy clothing, and hundreds of fragrances from namebrand manufacturers. Women know how to be alluring. Men just try to look nice. Yet, there isn't a person alive who doesn't appreciate a lover who works hard to be attractive and inviting. It all depends on what turns on the object of your desire. Some women love a man with a full beard, whereas, others couldn't tolerate all that facial hair. Some men are switched on by a female in black, lacy lingerie and five inch heels while other men couldn't care less as they would rather have less packaging to deal with. A pair of sexy legs ar

For All To See.... Lets Dance!
Get a cool scroller sign at MyToolSpace.com K guys it's me Mizz Shady and I'm in a one month blast give away! I really could use all the help that I can get. In order to win the blast I need to get 50,000 comments. To some of you a number like that is just nuts. For the rest of us we have seen numbers double that amount and then some. To reach a total of that amount it does take the help of friends.. I am the leader of a bombing group here on Fubar but this time my team can't help. They are busy with other contests that we have on our board. So you guys my wonderful fantastic Fubar friends I come to you. Just lay me down a few is all I ask.. 10 would work just fine. If we all did that my contest would be done in no time. Thanks all BOMBS AWAY!!

Wel I Have Another One
If There's... If there's one face I want to see, so beautiful, so true, one smile that makes a difference, to everything I do. If there's one touch I long to feel, one voice I long to hear, whenever I am happy, or just needing someone near. If there's one joy, one love, from which I never want to part, it's you, my very special love, my world, my life, my heart.

Tease
let me start at your lower back... kissing , biting and licking you all the way up to your neck... then i'm going to suck on your ears and kiss your soft lips... after i get to your soft lips... im going to work m way down your hot sexy chest... then when im at your hips... im going to to tease you just a bit... i just may let you suck on my clit... as we get into i wrap my soft lips around your hard ass dick... as im sucking on it like a lolly pop... your breathing like a hound... feeling all around... its wet you found... and you anticipate on the sounds... so your body starts to heat... with a tingling in your feet... as you start to pull my hair... your hoping to foam the town... and your kisses descend down... finally your juices spring free like an eagle... violently i slurp them up like some fruit punch in a cup... my eyes close innocently like a pup... as i lay while the volcano erupts... excitingly i scream w

A Poem That A Friend Sent Me It Will Give You Goosebumps
A Poem That Gives You Goose bumps... A drunk man in an Oldsmobile They said had run the light That caused the six-car pileup On 109 that night. When broken bodies lay about "And blood was everywhere," "The sirens screamed out eulogies," For death was in the air. "A mother, trapped inside her car," Was heard above the noise; Her plaintive plea near split the air: "Oh, God, please spare my boys!" She fought to loose her pinned hands; "She struggled to get free," But mangled metal held her fast In grim captivity. Her frightened eyes then focused "On where the back seat once had been," But all she saw was broken glass and Two children's seats crushed in. Her twins were nowhere to be seen; "She did not hear them cry, " "And then she prayed they'd been thrown free, " "Oh, God, don't let them die! " Then firemen came and cut her loose, " "But when they searched the back, " "They found therein no little boys, "

Weird
Ok it is official, I am completely stressed out. Last night I had a dream in which I was at some sporting event and I was cheering and heckling and I got cussed out, I cussed the person back, got into a huge fight and then had to walk off. It's weird I haven't had a fight dream in ages, and the last time I did I exploded my tension and anger onto one person, sending them to the hospital. So the volcano that is me might be exploding soon.

Why Am I Blocked???
ah once again i find drama. i guess when i see a mum putting down the entire south.i have to ask,isnt that being a hater?which got nothing but insults as a response.then he ask his band of clones to hurl insults also.it was at the point it left mums an went to my page of pics.to have there cut and paste fun with. whatever. i blocked him and the bands of clones.one of which is a southerner.who probally has no idea why she is calling me a moron. sheep. kinda reminds me of the juggalos going after rev,but what ever,if your not reading this. this why you are banned from my page.and im still asking the question. why dont you think,.you are a hater?

63 Ways To Piss Off A Cop
1. When you get pulled over, say "What's wrong, ossifer, there's no blood in my alcohol?" 2. When he asks why you were speeding, tell him you wanted to race. 3. When he talks to you, pretend you are deaf. 4. If he asks if you knew how fast you were going, say no, my speedometer only goes to...... 5. Ask if you can see his gun. 6. When he says you aren't allowed, tell him I just wanted to see if mine was bigger. 7. Touch him. 8. When he asks why you were speeding, tell him you had to buy a hat. 9. Ask him where he bought his cool hat. 10. Refer to him by his first name. 11. Pretend you are gay and ask him out. 12. When he says no, cry. 13. If he says yes, accuse him of sexual harassment. 14. If the cop is a woman, tell her how ugly she is, but in a nice way. 15. If he asks you to step out of the car, automatically throw yourself on the hood. 16. When he asks you to spread them, tell him you don't go that way. 17. When he pu

Men And Shopping...lol...thanks Jake
This is so funny, I had to share! This is why women should not take men shopping against their will. DON'T TAKE ME IF I DON'T WANT TO GO........... After Mr. & Mrs. Fenton retired, Mrs. Fenton insisted her husband accompany her on her trips to Wal-Mart. Unfortunately, Mr. Fenton was like most men--he found shopping boring & preferred to get in & get out. Equally unfortunately, Mrs. Fenton loved to browse. One day Mrs. Fenton received the following letter from her local Wal-Mart. Dear Mrs. Fenton, Over the past six months, your husband has been causing quite a commotion in our store. We cannot tolerate this behavior and may be forced to ban both of you from the store. Our complaints against Mr. Fenton are listed below and are documented by our video surveillance cameras. 1. June 15: Took 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them in people's carts when they weren't looking. 2 . July 2: Set all the alarm clocks in Housewares to go off at 5-minute

Taking A Break...
After today 8/2/07 my VIP will be expiring I just found out that I start my new job this Tuesday so I'm not even sure what hours I'll be working. Just that I need to take some time off the "Internet" for a bit. Still have my SIMS2 game that I need to figure out why it keeps freezing. lol When things get heated and shit, you can always tell who your real friends are. A few things I've learned, and not just from being on this site but just by having true friends. I have never liked being told who I can or can not have for a friend. Sometimes ya just gotta put your foot down and go with your gut feelings. I've lots some friends that I thought were friends only to learn they really weren't. I've met some pretty AWESOME people on here, and I've met some major assholes too. Also some REALLY AWESOME friends and some that I thought were friends A true friend stands by you A true friend will listen to your opinion even if they don't agree. A true friend will not turn on you in

Stop Complaining !!!!!
I saw this on a bulliten last night. This person wasn't asking for anything...just an unselfish bulliten for the troops. I again saw it on a friends blog and asked her if I could have a copy...Next time we complain...think about this !!! I know I will... I think this should be passed on... Thank you LSD !!! You stay up for 16 hours.He stays up for days on end.You take a warm shower to help you wake up.He goes days or weeks without running water.You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you.He knows he may not see some of his buddies again.You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls.He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists.You complain about how hot it is.He wears his heavy gear, not daring to

Pics
Ok...i wanna put pics of of people on here that i talk to on a daily basis...if i can put one up of you let me know and send me a message....i dont just wanna take some and put them up without permission..please let me know if i can...ty

My Pregnancy Blog Continued... 8-2-07 Update
8/2/2007 33 weeks. wow! im almost there. i went to my 3d ultrasound on tuesday, it was awesome. im gonna post pictures later on tonight. My first childbirth class was super boring, i already knew all the stuff they were telling me from watching TLC, and DHC. Today i went to the doctor. i didnt gain any weight WOOO HOOO. she says my baby is around 4 lbs and that they estimate she will be between 6.5- 7lbs when she is born. that makes me real happy. i was so scared i was gonna have to push out a 10lb baby. When jason was here he was super supportive and sweet, opening up doors, helping me up the stairs, in and out of the car. rubbing my feet and back. he went a little overboard but it was nice to have someone to take care of me. only 50 days to go!!!!

V.f.p.
Voting For Points.for the past week or so im pretty much ignoring all mums.i vote A and move to the next mum.A and only A.if its a good mum i will comment.or an extra stupid i will argue for 2 days.but thats my policy on mums since everyone else is putting out theres.

Breaking Into Your House
Let's say I break into your house. A lady wrote the best letter in the editorials in ages!!! It explains things better than all the baloney you hear on TV. Her point: Recently, large demonstrations have taken place across the country protesting the fact that Congress is finally addressing the issue of illegal immigration. Certain people are angry that the U.S. might protect its own borders, might make it harder to sneak into this country and, once here, to stay indefinitely. Let me see if I correctly understand the thinking behind these protests. Let's say I break into your house. Let's say that when you discover me in your house, you insist that I leave. But I say, "I've made all the beds and washed the dishes and did the laundry and swept the floors. I've done all the things you don't like to do. I'm hard-working and honest (except for when I broke into your house)." According to the protesters: You are Required to let me stay in your hou

Remember
Written by my son Logan *Remember when getting high meant swinging at the playground. *The worst thing you could get from girls was cooties. *Your worst enemies were your siblings. *Race issues were who ran the fastest. *War was a card game. *The only drug you knew of was couqh medicine. *Wearing skirts didnt mean you were a slut. *The only thing you smoked was the tires on your bike. *The only thing that hurt was skinned knees. *The only things that can get broken were your toys. *Life was simple & care free but what I remember the most...was wanting to grow up. *"Wow, Has Life Changed...."

Dryer Lent...
she use to be my lover,she use to be my friend... i thought she was gone for good ,but now she's back again... the good times were great,but the bad left evil feelings and heartache... if i wasnt such a romantis hopeful i'd give her what she deserves another mouthful...(hehe)

Bird Feeder
I bought a bird feeder. I hung it on my back porch and filled it with seed. Within a week we had hundreds of birds taking advantage of the continuous flow of free and easily accessible food. But then the birds started building nests in the boards of the patio, above the table, and next to the barbecue. Then came the poop. It was everywhere: on the patio tile, the chairs, the table...everywhere. Then some of the birds turned mean: They would dive bomb me and try to peck me even though I had fed them out of my own pocket. And others birds were boisterous and loud: They sat on the feeder and squawked and screamed at all hours of the day and night and demanded that I fill it when it got low on food. After a while, I couldn't even sit on my own back porch anymore. I took down the bird feeder and in three days the birds were gone. I cleaned up their mess and took down the many nests they had built all over the patio. Soon, the back yard was like it used to be...quiet, serene and no one deman

No More Naps!
I been suffering from insomnia lately so his afternoon I laid down for a nap. In the span of an hour I had two vivid nightmares, one about each ex-wife! Both were "looking down their nose at me", seeing me as much worse off than with them. What do you all think that means? Feel free to discuss.

2800 To Level
SHE JUST NEEDS A LIL MORE HELP..SHOW SOME LOVE Linda ~*IBIC*~**~*Wifey of Billy*~@ fubar THIS IS MY LAST FOR THE NIGHT,...AWESOME JOB TODAY WE HELPED 15 PEOPLE LEVEL UP. OVER 70,000 IN POINTS .... THANKS EVERYONE FOR AWESOME TEAM WORK...GOOD NIGHT AND SWEET DREAMS

38,000 To Godfather
WOOT WOOT SHES ALMOST THERE..IM WAITING FOR A HAPPY HOUR TO RATE THE REST OF HER STUFF..THANKS FOR ALL YOUR HELP.SHOW SOMEV LOVE AND MAKE HER THE NEXT GOD MOTHER:) a href="http://fubar.com/user.php?u=526076&friend=526076" target=_blank>Luscious♥Mami - (Fan/Rate me then add, plz)@ fubar

Ok Guys
How many of u think it's hot to watch porn? To watch a girl masturbate? And to see a couple go at it? And why in the hell do u guys insist on talking only about sex? Don't u realize there's more to life than just sex and some of us like a personality more than a sexy body.

Ok So I Been Thinking
When I am at work I have nothing much to do other than ring up customers lol. Well one customer made me start thinking tonight. The more I sat and thought the sadder my heart became. You see the customer reminded me of the one girl who touched my soul 18 yrs ago when I was 20. She meant the world to me and I let her slip through my fingers. I have googled her name and nothing not that I expected it. I clicked a link that took me to a people search and it found her but this was with her maiden name since I can not remember her married name. I think it is Holiday or Holliday but I could be wrong. My memory ain't as good as it once was. Anyway this is driving me crazy knowing that my heart still burns for her after 18 years but also knowing that I can never have her again. All this because I was stupid when I was 20. I am hoping that by writing this down I can get past it and go on with my life and learn how to truly love someone again. Goodbye Linda Sue Enfinger it's been gre

Weekend Getaway, Part 2
By the time we have made it back to our room, it is nearly 4:00. We still have plenty of time before our 7:00 dinner reservations, so we decide to lie down for a nap. Stripping off our sweaty hiking clothes, I slip into the bottoms of the orange pajamas you bought me as a gag gift for my birthday, and you pull on the top. We climb into bed and fall asleep in each other's arms. I wake before you, only to discover that while we slept you have turn around so that your back is towards me and my left arm is resting beneath you. Sliding my right hand up over your PJ top, I cup your breast as I kiss you behind the ear. I continue to fondle your breasts and kiss and nuzzle your neck and ear until you wake. You turn in my arms and kiss me as I begin to unbutton your top. Sliding the orange fabric off your shoulders, I lean down and take one nipple between my lips, flicking it with my tongue. I climb off the bed and slip off the bottoms, and retrieve the easy chair from across the room. Se

20,000 To Godfather
YIPPEE WE GOT ANOTHER HAPPY HOUR..GO SHOW HER SOME LOVE..SHE DID ADD MORE STUFF AFTER THIS MORNINGS HAPPY HOUR...WE CAN DO THIS DURING THIS HOUR Luscious♥Mami - (Fan/Rate me then add, plz)@ fubar

What A Pick Up Line...
A guy from Newfoundland is sitting at the bar in New York City and looks at his watch several times in the space of a few minutes. The woman sitting nearby notices this and asks, "Is your date running late? "No," he replies, "I have this state-of-the- art watch. I was just testing it." The intrigued woman says, "A state-of-the- art watch? What's so special about it?" The Newfoundlander explains, "It uses alpha waves to talk to me telepathically. " The lady says, "What's it telling you now?" Well, it says you're not wearing any panties." The woman giggles and replies, "Well it must be broken because I am wearing panties! The Newfoundlander smirks, taps his watch and says, "Bloody thing's running about an hour fast... Can I buy you a drink?!

Poor Black Eyed Bastards!!
Black Eyes People with black eyes spend the shortest time in relationships except for the one with their current addiction. They are leg humping friendly to borderline sleazy. They always fall in love with anything that that has two legs, a pulse and a wet spot. They are great kissers----until they vomit all over you. They are very easy to please unless they haven't had their latest fix of alcohol, meth, cocaine, or prescription medicine. If you repost this and you have black eyes you will either O.D., spend the night in jail, or wake up next to some skank you've never seen before within the next 2 days. Blue Eyes People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. They are kind, pretty or handsome,very good kissers and are really hot. They always fall in love with their closest friends and never understand why. They are very funny, outgoing and don't care what people think or say. They are very satisfying and love to please. Are straight up WARRIORS when necessary. if yo

The Bull
A man took his wife to the rodeo and one of the first exhibits they stopped at was the breeding bulls. They went up to the first pen and there was a sign attached that said, "This bull mated 50 times last year." The wife playfully nudged her husband in the ribs and said, "He mated 50 times last year." They walked to the second pen which had a sign attached that said, "This bull mated 120 times last year. " The wife gave her husband a healthy jab and said, "That's more than twice a week! You could learn a lot from him." They walked to the third pen and it had a sign attached that said, in capital letters, "This bull mated 365 times last year." The wife, so excited that her elbow nearly broke her husband's rib, said, "That's once a day. You could REALLY learn something from this one." The husband looked at her and said, "Go over and ask him if it was with the same cow."

La Fiesta Eres Tu ..
Muchacha morena y tierna, Se te ha roto tu vestido, Por ahí te miro la pierna Con ojos de lobo herido. Muchacha morena y triste, Se te perdió la alegría, Acércate a mi guitarra para cantarte la mía. Ay, ay, ay Ay, ay, ay. Muchacha morena y dulce, Como llevarte por ahí. Muchacha morena y alta, Tu marido se murió, Ya que la vida es tan corta En su lugar vengo yo. Muchacha morena y grácil, Como consuela tu vista, Mirándote de tan cerca No hay corazón que resista. Ay, ay, ay Ay, ay, ay. Muchacha morena y linda, Como tomarte por ahí. Muchacha morena y suave, Ven que te quiero besar, Cuando el amor se detiene Un beso lo obliga a andar. Muchacha morena y lista, Se te ha caído el corpiño, Veo tus dos corazones Y digo: Quién fuera un niño. Ay, ay, ay Ay, ay, ay. Muchacha morena y plena, Cómo beberte por ahí.

Madeleine 'seen' In Belgium
Madeleine 'seen' in Belgium The parents of missing Madeleine McCann marked three months since her disappearance as a possible sighting of her emerged in Belgium. A customer at a restaurant in the Flemish town of Tongeren, not far from the Dutch border, said she was "100% sure" she had seen the youngster. She said the girl was with a couple, a Dutch man and an English-speaking woman, who were acting strangely and not like "normal parents". A police spokeswoman said they were treating the report "seriously" and are looking for DNA on a drinks bottle used by the girl. They have also issued an identikit drawing of the man based on the description given by the "trusted witness". It is the latest in a string of possible sightings since Madeleine disappeared in May, although none have turned into concrete leads. As news of the Belgian sighting spread across the continent, her parents Gerry and Kate McCann were travelling to Spain to mark the three months since her abduction. From

Polyamory
Polyamory (from poly=multiple + amor=love) is the desire, practice, or acceptance of having more than one loving, intimate relationship at a time with the full knowledge and consent of everyone involved. Polyamorous perspectives differ from monogamous perspectives, in that they respect a partner's wish to have second or further meaningful relationships and to accommodate these alongside their existing relationships.

Fubar Love Note
A mum you have posted has been removed by the 'fubar' admins. This mum was removed because it was either offensive or NSFW (Not Safe For Work) in nature. Please read the Terms Of Service. NSFW CONTENT IS NOT ALLOWED in the public areas of 'fubar'. This mum removal has been recorded and your account will be deleted if it happens again. So lame. I make a mumm about restroom butt gaskets and get slapped with crap

What Vampiric Power Do You Most Possess
You scored as Shape shift, You are most like a Shape shifter. Can't catch you cause your already gone!! Come play with me!Shape shift69% Telepathy63% Perception56% Charisma50% Shadow walking44% Mind Control44% What vampiric power do you most possess?created with QuizFarm.com

About You......
I have lots of people on my friends list. Some I know really great, some I don't very much about at all. SO this is what I want from everyone on my list.....Tell me 2 things about you that I don't know. NO matter how silly or how important. Anything at all. Two things about me that you may not know: 1. I have a pillow named pee-pee. It is a body size pillow with fishy on it. NO matter where I go to spend the night, my pee-pee has to go with me or I can't sleep. 2. I am very shy when I meet someone for the first time in person. Very few people that chat with me online ever believe this, but it is true. Some of the people that have actually met me in person from here know this for a fact. It takes me awhile to warm up to someone in person, and then the brakes are off, and here I come. So now, tell me something about you that I don't know. ~~Hugs and Humps~~ Mary

Signs Showing You Might Be From Canada
Signs showing you might be from Canada... You're not offended by the term "HOMO MILK". You understand the phrase "Could you pass me a serviette, I just dropped my poutine, on the chesterfield." You eat chocolate bars, not candy bars. You drink Pop, not Soda. You know that a Mickey and 2-4's mean, "party at the camp, eh!!!" You don't care about the fuss with Cuba. It's a cheap place to go for your holidays, with good cigars and no Americans. You know that a pike is a type of fish, not part of a highway. You drive on a highway, not a freeway. You have Canadian Tire money in your kitchen drawers. You know that Casey and Finnegan were not part of a Celtic musical group. You get excited whenever an American television show mentions Canada. You brag to Americans that: Shania Twain, Jim Carrey, Celine Dion, Michael J. Fox, John Candy, William Shatner, Tom Green, Matthew Perry, Mike Myers, Neve Campbell, Pamela Anderson Lee & many more, are Canadians. You

Jokers Play.
How does it feel, To feel like you do? How does it feel, Do see like you do? How does it feel, Do be dead inside like I do? Wandering thoughts on this cloudy night, Why are the stars our tonight? The time when I need them the most, They are hiding and laughing amongst. No more stars to sleep under, The moon as long since slept, All I see is this bottle and my Old Friend, And I precive a long night ahead.. Good night my friends, And sleep well on this trip, Goodnight my loved ones, Who are long since dead. Dream on, and see the play about to unfold, For I am the joker and this story is mine to be told.. Do you not love poetry on the fly? I just wrote this randomly, let me know what you think. Odd mood, sick, and drunk.. PE@E, -Lupo

Where To Go From Here
Life just takes you for a loop! You think you know what you want and then you take another look and this isn't it at all. Hey it's fixable, but so many strings attached. Where do yo start, what to do when it's fixed. Well I guess starting here is the best place lol...Well I hope I haven't completely confused you. Just great to vent!!

Things To Do At A Music Festival
Tent Activities for a Camp-Out Music Festival Before Bonnaroo there was the moe.down, a three-day camp-out music festival held Labor Day Weekend at the Snow Ridge Ski Area in Turin, New York. I was introduced to the likes of moe., The New Deal, and Soulive by the moe.down. Didn't know until I looked at my concert T-shirt listing the lineup that Soulive and Cracker were there, though. I was having too much fun playing games in my tent. Following are some activity suggestions should you find yourself stuck in your tent and unable to make it to the concert field. 1. Decorate the outside of your tent with snowflake Christmas garland – goes well with the summertime heat. Bonus: when you're inside your tent tripping, the silhouette of the garland can provide what seems like hours of perplexity. 2. Hang a mirror outside your tent with a note next to it that says, "Have you seen this person?" 3. Suspend portable black lights from the ceiling of your tent, draw up some flyers, and

You Know It's Time To Dump Your Sweetie When...
. Disclaimer: If you realize while reading this that any of these moments are about you, please do not get offended. I don't mean to belittle the incident or your feelings at the time. Just wanted to point out how strange (and amusing) human behavior can be. 25) When you're still good friends with your ex, her phone number keeps disappearing from your cell phone contact list, and the only other person who has access to your phone is your current girlfriend. You even tried to enter the number under different names to thwart the culprit, but the number still vanishes. 24) When your current girlfriend instant messages your ex and pretends it's a random IM conversation, but in fact she's trying to find out who you have been chatting with online. 23) When your boyfriend gets upset that you want to go see the bison exhibit at the zoo, rather than walk him to the bathroom when he's not feeling well. (You and your boyfriend are both over the age of 21.) 22) When you throw the

Some People Should Be Ashamed
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: cherisa. Date: Aug 4, 2007 5:01 PM This is inside of the placenta"I could've been a future president!!!""Mommy, didn't you love me?"ABORTION IS WRONG!STOP KILLING BABIES!"Was I really a mistake?""I'm sorry you didnt love me enough to give me a chance!""I could've been a doctor and found a cure for cancer!"Please repost this!Hit "Reply" copy the code and repaste in bulletin.If you don't repost this, you don't have a HEARTto repost.. cli

Ty To Everyone
Well i wanna thank each of yall fer yer nice bday wishes n comments, it means alot to me.I am truely blessed to have such caring n wonderful friends.It really does mean a whole lot to me, just wish i could put it into better words. But we're having bbq chicken today, cake n other good stuff. I might sneak n get me some crown royal later after everything settles down hehehe. But ty again, i hope everyones having a greaday too. And i cant thank my mom dad n sisters enough! Got a riot gun, new gerber multi tool, ammo and all sorts of goodies fer my bday. Tell me that anit a real country birthday fer ya..........

More About The Water Heater...
I just got a little punked out (and I DESERVED it) by a buddy of mine who came out to look at the water heater today on his lunch break... This is my friend, Danny: slay@ fubar He services appliances of the water variety, and without him I would have been shooting in the dark. Oh, and NOW he tells me he could have installed the damn thing! Thanks big guy!

August 4th Horoscope
No matter where you are in life, you still feel you could use more education -- and you can tell the next step is going to be fun. Whether you're taking a new class or studying on your own, it's rewarding. Starting school in January to become a Surgical (Scrub) Tech...yippee no more desk for me in 2 1/2 years

A Jen Pimp Out & Thank You!!
I want to thank all of you for helping me level last night, u guys are awesome! Thanks to "LilBamaGirl" she went above and beyond to help me out, ur an amazing woman ((Hugs)) Thank you from the bottom of my heart, it meant alot to me. It was nice seeing my friends and people I never met before, come together and help me out. I have some awesome friends and made some more awesome friends as well. I will return the love, may take awhile but I will come through. Much love 2 u all! xoxox Jen ♥LilBamaGirl♥@ fubar ~~Tizz~~@ fubar _Cappy_@ fubar IONE4U~~~Head Greeter" Guilty Pleasures" LOUNGE@ fubar *~*fu girl Bambi *~* *~*"Carpentress"*~*@ fubar ♥BooBoo...KDM'Z AnGeL Founder of Shadow Levelers@ fubar jfloranine~reppin DSC~in the underground@ fubar Jon@ fubar ~Tracy~ CO-OWNER OF THE BIGSEXY BOMBERS AND PR

Wat Tp Get [points On "fubari* ..
What are Points and how do I earn them? You earn points while you surf and interact on fubar. When you reach a certain level, you will unlock features and benefits such as increased photo storage, ability to rate and comment more photos, ability to create MuMMs and more. You can see your point total on your home page or profile page. Points also help your Ranking. Points are awarded when you: * Rate a photo * Leave a photo comment * Upload a photo * Leave a comment * Change your trackz * Rate a member’s profile * Upload a mobile photo * Someone becomes your fan * Someone adds you as a friend * Take someone’s cherry comment * Configure your mobile phone * Configure your trackz * Upload a stash item * Rate a stash item * Comment on a stash item * Successfully invite someone to join fubar (500 points each) * Stop by the fuBank and participate in one of the product offerings. * Post a Blast! - e

1st Letter She Sent Me (04/08/07)
tracy martins Hi Sweetie How are you doing today...I was born in England and grow up in US..Since when i lose my parent i decide to follow my step mom to Nigeria cos she has been taking good care of me I would Love to meet you and get to know you better I am not here for game I am looking for a Man to spend the whole of my life with you seem to be the man i am looking forward to meet...Distance dont mean anything to me what matter most to me is True Love and Understanding...I love reading,listening to music,like action comedy movies,love meeting people far or near, i love been with friend and going out for camping and most of all been close to the nature..Am looking for a man that can make me happy and be there for me through thick and thin and that can help me find the treasure that i have lost and will see me through all my ups and down, a man that is loving caring,undestanding,that will respect my oppinion and most of all that play the game of love I am very outgoing,commun

Directions For Oral Sex For Men Who Don't Know What They're Doing
Oral sex We all know that the road to a lasting sex life is paved with -- among other things -- oral sex. But most of us could use a few pointers on how to sharpen our oral skills. HERE ARE SOME FOR MEN: Oral sex is always grounded in preparation: You want to be enthusiastic and passionate about giving pleasure to your woman, and give her all the pleasure you can. That way, you can virtually guarantee that she'll want to go down on you as well. That said, here are 14 ways to enhance your oral expertise. 1- Start slow Kiss your way down her body and tease her thighs and butt for a while before you make contact with any part of her pussy. This will turn her on before you start the real action. Get close so that she thinks you're going to zero in on her at any second, but don't give in immediately. 2- Warm her up Before you remove her underwear, breathe hot air through it against her pussy. Breathe softly but warmly for short bursts at a time. Also kissing he

Shit Happens I Geuss...
The sound should be deafening... The silence broken... with unmitigated violence... not even a smiling token... Yet no one cares... that I scream alone... without the love.... that I crave to own... But such is life... even played my part... To fall in Love... Only to be broken hearted...

August 5, 2007
I've been listening to this song on repeat a lot lately. Toez, this is who I'm going to see on Monday. [[I'll make it pretty later]] Teardrops on my Guitar :: Taylor Sift Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see, what I want, what I need, and everything that we should be, I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about, and she's got everything that I've had to live without, Drew talks to me, I laugh 'cause it's so damn funny, that I can't even see anyone when he's with me, he says he's so in love, he's finally got it right, I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night, he's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar, the only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star, he's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe? and there he goes so perfectly, the kind of flawless I wish I could be, she better hold him tight, give him all her love, look in those beau

"who Wants To Live Forever" By Queen Aka Saddest Song Ever
There's no time for us, There's no place for us, What is this thing that biilds our dreams, yet slips away from us. Who wants to live forever, Who wants to live forever....? There's no chance for us, It's all decided for us, This world has only one sweet moment set aside for us, Who wants to live forever, Who dares to live forver, When love must die. But my touch tears with your lips, Touch my world with your fingertips, And we can have forever, And we can love forever, Forever is our today, Who wants to live forever, Who wants to live forever, Forever is our today, Who wants to live forever anyway?

The Truth About My Sickness
for the last 4 years i have been sick.. i've got endometriosis. most people don't really know what that is. not really important i guess. but it has caused me to be in pain every day for the last 4 years... every day i wake up and i suffer... so my senior year of high school i decided to have surgery. when they " got in " they found that my condition was much worse than they thought that it was. i had a massive tumor that was thankfully benign. the dr. wanted to do an emergency hysterectomy at the time but my parents wouldn't consent to it because they didn't think that it would be what i wanted. i thought the surgery was my godsend..i thought it would help me..but after i healed and the pain from the surgery went away i felt better for maybe a month and the problems started back up again. that's when i went to the pain pills. and i stayed on them for a long time until the pain started to become so severe that even that didn't help. i ended up having another surgery, wher

Bitch Blog
ok, i say i'll let yer child stay here at 4pm while you go out with the girls. ...you drop him off at 2, when i wasnt home knowing the door was unlocked. he wants to stay the nite, ok no problem. ...he calls u, u never called 2 check up on him. ...it's 230 in the afternoon now and u havent called. aint that a bitch?

Home
I see the sunrise as it breaks across the waves ill be home soon if its still there its been a long time like a cradle to the grave I doubt anyone still cares sometimes in life you got to go back to move on and sometimes youve just got to carry on and even if you dont hear any sound the wind and sky will keep you from crashing down once again im back home i feel that old familiar place i see that spot where we used to roam now and then i see a familiar face i close my eyes and try and feel you know ill never be the same its hard to know sometimes whats real a heart with wounds can always feel shame i sit and listen to what i heard said it doesnt matter anymore like a book my heart is easily read the lines on my face cut me to the core sometimes all you have left is home good or bad its always there

Its Play Ooff Time`babyyyyyyyy/ !! Please Repost!!
** ITS THE PLAY OFFS BABYYYYYYYY !! ** FORGET WHAT YOUR DOIN RIGHT NOW AND TAKE 5 SECONDS OF YOUR TIME TO PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEE DROP ME A RATE!! THATS ALL THATS NEEDED ... ONE RATE. COMMENTS DONT COUNT! CAN YA DO THAT FOR ME? PWEASEEEEEEEEE. AFTER YOU RATE MINE .. SWING THROUGH AND DROP A RATE FOR MY TEAM MATES OF " SMOKE THA PAIN AWAY " THEN REPOST FOR ME TOO !!! SHOW ME YA KNOW HOW TA SMOKE WIF ME BABYYYYYYYYYYYY !!! MUAHHHHHHHHHHH... CLICK ON THE PIC BELOW ... MUCH LOVE TO YOU ALL ... PAIN IS MY PASSION ( COACH )

Lets All Remember
Right now Im not on my computer. I am on a friends....I cant be on long at a time because I dont want to take advatnage of her sweetness. So that means friend requests may or may not get accepted TODAY.. Most wont and if you bug me about yours it wont be...... Im in a shitty mood and people that are thinking they are prioraty #1 to be added just make me madder..... I will go thru 99% of friend requests when I get back online at my own house. oK IN THE LAST 10 MINUTES i HAVE HAD AT LEAST 20 PEOPLE EMAIL ME ABOUT MY PICS.. i WILL start blocking if it keeps UP

You Know Who You Are....
ok.. well... this isn't a writing of mine.. I have one that I am working on... but I have writers block at the moment.. everything i put down.. I hate... so... I just wanted to put this down and let it be known.. I have a few people in my life at the moment who are just so wonderful to me... kind, honest and don't let me get away with.. "Oh, I am ok..no worries." like I aways say.. I say it because I don't like to complain, I don't want to end up like some people in my family who everyone wants to separate themselves from. Those people who complain about everything under the sun... These people who are now alone cuz everyone has abandoned them. They don't ask how they are cuz they know that is opening up a can of worms.. Thank you for putting up with me... and making me talk... making me let my feelings out... knowing that when I type out I am ok... I am really crying ... I mean.. actually crying while you ask.. thinking... they can't see me.. so they don't need to know... but you

Update..
Well my cousin is still in ICU, she is listed in Stable condition now, but the nurses and doctors said that she could take a turn for the worse.. She now has fluid in her lungs, and is still on the machine that breaths for her.. She is still delusional... She is taking small baby steps to recovery, but it is going to be a very long road.. she is not out of the woods, and wont be for a long time.. Im not sure if I mentioned it in my last blog or not, but when she was put in ICU they gave her an IV in her main artery(by the heart).. Because the antibiotics and pain medication, basically anything they need to give her, will get to her a lot faster than a regular IV would.. They are keeping her pretty much sedated.. Please continue to keep her in your prayers.. Thank you.. Also, I don't know if you all read the blog about my grandparents dog.. Sadly to say, he had to be put to sleep yesterday...

Fairy Tale Love
I want to be on your mind as much as you are on mine I want to be loved by you as much as you are loved by me I want to be as important to you as you are to me I want a lot of things from you that you get from me I want..... the Fairy Tale Love

Taylor
Well folks .... Tuesday is show time .... court for Custody and other assorted craziness... I am so ready to wipe this out and get it over. This has been very taxing and costly ~ the most so of any thing I have ever had to deal with in my life. Please keep us in your prayers and I will update you as we reach resolution. Thanks for all the support and understanding; I have far from been my normal relaxed involved self. You folks that have supported me with encouraging words and just an ear to listen. I luvs ya and its a two way street. If you need me holler at me. Very soon I will not be so frazzled. God Bless you Laura and Taylor

These Are My Thoughts..
I have remunerated for all my imminent sins The sorrows are mine to be taken, I have cried everyone tears Let me cry my own this time MHG 8/05 I am Mary Madeleine Hagedorn-Gamboa, these are my thoughts and this is ME! Marriage is not like getting you a dog that you can chain, tame and train.. I hate rules ...... I hate it so much that the thought actually makes me want to throw up! I dont need rules because the only rule every human being must have is respect for one another, respect for ones pride, integrity, happiness, emotions and respect for the ONE who created and made you. (I am very sensitive to that) I know right from wrong... rules are for kids, but only to mold them and not to hold them. I depend on no one for my happiness, I create my own, I find my profound bliss through the wind blowing on my hair, dancing under the rain, listening to loud music, the butterflies that flutter over a flower (there is something cheery in the way they flicker and move the

Xxx Sex Survey
The Ultimate SEX Survey by game_gurl69Do you like it rough or sensual?: depends on my moodDo you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both?: i prefer men, but i love womenHow often do you like to have sex?: dailyIs sex a top priority for you?: very much soDo you have sex face to face with your partner?: oftenHow often do you get drunk and have wild, crazy sexy with a complete stranger?: every so oftenHow do you feel about one night stands?: they're funHow many one night stands have you had?: a few...What's your favorite position?: me on topWhere's your favorite place to have sex?: anywhereDo you prefer to make love or f*uck?: both, but it really depends on the guyHave you ever watched porn while having sex?: yesHow long do you usually fore-play b4 doing the deed?: depends....Do you get off first or do they?: usually me when im with a guyDo you like kissing during sex?: yesDo you moan? If so, are you loud or quite?: depends on how good the other person

For The Ladies
Software Upgrade: Installing Husband 1.0 Software ============================================================== Dear Tech Support: Last year I upgraded from Boyfriend 5.0 to Husband 1.0 and noticed a distinct slow-down in overall system performance -- particularly in the flower and jewelry applications, which operated flawlessly under Boyfriend 5.0. In addition, Husband 1.0 uninstalled many other valuable programs, such as Romance 9.5 and Personal Attention 6.5 and then installed undesirable programs such as NFL 5.0, NBA 3.0, and Golf Clubs 4.1. Conversation 8.0 no longer runs, and Housekeeping 2.6 simply crashes the system. I’ve tried running Nagging 5.3 to fix the problems, but to no avail. What can I do? Sincerely, Desperate ________________________________________________________________________ Dear Desperate, First keep in mind, Boyfriend 5.0 is an Entertainment Packa ge, while Husband 1.0 is an Operating System. Please enter the com

10 F/u's Of Ct
Fuck You number ONE. To the people who bitch about the people who have like 25,000 friends; Are you fucking serious? Don't be jealous. Go play in traffic. Fuck you number TWO. Don't ever post pictures and say: "OMG, I'm so ugly" because if you were, you wouldn't post them. If you do you're a fucking moron. Fuck you number THREE. NOBODY cares about threats over the internet, so don't try to act hardcore with the keyboard. Fighting online is like racing in the Special Olympics; Even if you win, you're still retarded. Fuck you number FOUR. Quit crying because you're not on someones Family. Who cares?!? ITS CHERRY TAP!!! If you really cared that much, you would pick up the damn phone! Fuck you number FIVE. Who really cares if I don't accept you as a friend? MOVE ON!!! Don't send me another request or message asking "What's up with you not adding me?" I don't want you as a friend, that's what's up, Asshole.... Fuck you number SIX.

Outsider
I hate the feeling you get when you think people don’t actually want to talk to you. The feeling like you’re just annoying them. I constantly worry that I am in the way, bothering, or annoying people. It is a feeling that persistently torments me. Another never-ending battle with me is the awkwardness of always feeling out of place. No matter whom I’m with or where I am, I never feel like I belong. I continuously observe social situations from the outside, only offering my input when I feel I have something important or intelligent to offer to the conversation. I wish for once I could just feel like I belong and that I am truly wanted. I crave for the feeling of acceptance and ease. Yet, those feeling seem far out of my grasp. Almost like a wonderlust, things that I will never experience. I am just use to having my feelings jerked around. My emotions fucked dry of any meaning. As I stand naked, exposed, baring all, my emotions spread out like playing cards. Nowhere to run o

Gun Control, Watch It Before History Repeats Itself!
Whether you agree or not, it's an interesting lesson in history. Something to think about... ----------------------------- In 1929, the Soviet Union established gun control. From 1929 to 1953, about 20 million dissidents, unable to defend themselves, were rounded up and exterminated. ------------------------------ In 1911, Turkey established gun control. From 1915 to 1917, 1.5 million Armenians, unable to defend themselves, were rounded up and exterminated. ------------------------------ . ------------------------------ China established gun control in 1935. From 1948 to 1952, 20 million political dissidents, unable to defend themselves, were rounded up and exterminated. ------------------------------ Guatemala established gun control in 1964. From 1964 to 1981, 100,000 Mayan Indians, unable to defend themselves, were rounded up and exterminated. ------------------------------ Uganda established gun control in 1970. From 1971 to 1979, 300,000 Christi

Weird 9/11 Facts
Sent To Me In Email ... 1) New York City has 11 letters 2) Afghanistan has 11 letters. 3) Ramsin Yuseb (The terrorist who threatened to destroy the Twin Towers in 1993) has 11 letters. 4) George W Bush has 11 letters. 5) The two twin towers make an "11" This could be a mere coincidence, but this gets more interesting: 1) New York is the 11th state. 2) The first plane crashing against the Twin Towers was flight number 11. 3) Flight 11 was carrying 92 passengers. 9 + 2 = 11 4) Flight 77 which also hit Twin Towers , was carrying 65 passengers. 6+5 = 11 5) The tragedy was on September 11, or 9/11 as it is now known. 9 + 1+ 1 = 11 6) The date is equal to the US emergency services telephone number 911. 9 + 1 + 1 = 11. Sheer coincidence..?! Read on and make up your own mind: 1) The total number of victims inside all the hi-jacked planes was 254. 2+ 5 + 4 = 11. 2) September 11 is day number 254 of the calendar year. Again 2 + 5 + 4 = 11. 3) The Ma

If Today Were To Be Your Last Day Here, Would You Be At Peace With Yourself And Your Life?
When I really think about my own life... I'd say for the most part yea... I am and would be at peace with myself for the most part... but going into the deep stuff. There so much I would just like to a lot more people but sometimes I just find myself really not saying anything and I know some of you know what I mean. Sometimes we choose not to say it and leave it for another time. 2 1/2 years ago I was at a real moment of life and death and I wasn't really doing anything so much where anyone would have died. I have asthma and it not like I'm handicapped and can't do certain things. I run and do everything like everyone else. So its not like I actually put myself to doing something causing me to get out of breath. But going back to my situation about 2 1/2 years ago I bought myself a fresh new pair of Timbs boots and decided to by the water proof spray for the first time. I sprayed down the timb so I could wear them the next day... At 3 am that night I woke up unable to breath... an

Long Conversation With Suga
Suga: go on last comic standing lol Bats: fuck that Bats: last comic standing the American idol of the comedy world, you have to suck to make it big Suga: lmfao Bats: I'm serious who has made the most money off of American idol, William hung Bats: and he fucking sucked more then a 4 year old Vietnamese hooker Bats: so the cuter you are the more offensive you can be Suga: yep Bats: shit that means i got to be as non offensive as a hindu in a 7-11

I Just Want Everyone To Know This Is Not Me!
THIS IS NOT ME, BUT SOME GUY WHO WANTED TO BE WITH ME, WHEN I WOULDN'T HE GOT PISSED AND STARTED MAKING THREATS NOW HE'S CREATED THIS PROFILE WITH MY NAME ON IT HE HAS A PIC OF MY SON AND CINDYLOU'S SON IN HIS PROFILE AND SAYS THAT HE HAS NUDE PICS OF ME AND WILL SHOW ANYONE HE'S PISSED AT ME CUZ I WON'T BE WITH HIM SO THIS IS HOW A SICK MIND LIKE HIS WORKS TRYING TO GET BACK AT ME....GO SHOW THIS SICKO SOME SDMF LOVE I*AM*SDMF*SEXY*HOTBABE*COME*BE*MY*FRIEND*AND*SEE*ME*NECKED!!@ fubar

Ungrateful Newcomers
I try to help all the newcomers when they join fubar by maxing them out on everything. I usually get squat in return, most of the time I would settle for a simple thank you, but that even seems to be to much to ask. I may be looking at this all wrong, hell I dont know, maybe someone has some suggestions.

Worst Date Ever
Not to be confused with Second Worst Date Ever. So, a few months ago I was talking with this guy online and on the phone. A Methodist Preacher who was taking a break to pursue his PhD in Theology down in Virginia Beach. He was polite, intelligent and funny online and on the phone. And so, after some time chatting I promised this guy a date--but not until after August first. My daughter was here for the summer, and I become a recluse when she is around, but I digress. So after my daughter is safely back with her father I call him up, make plans for him to drive up and I would give him a tour of DC. And so he does. He arrives in town perfectly on time; I am just leaving my shift when he calls. We go back to my place so I can change and freshen up. And then we head over to one of my favorite restaurants for dinner. This Methodist Preacher surprises me by ordering Wild Turkey and Coke (my drink also). And we have dinner (I have chicken and rotini pasta and he has the jambalay

Can You Survive Yourself??
Karma Karma is a law in Hinduism which maintains that every act done, no matter how insignificant, will eventually return to the doer with equal impact. Good will be returned with good; evil with evil. Since Hindus believe in reincarnation, karma knows no simple birth/death boundaries. If good or evil befall you, it is because of something you did in this or a previous lifetime. Karma is sometimes referred to as a "moral law of cause and effect." Karma is both an encouragement to do good and to avoid evil, as well as an explanation for whatever good or evil befalls a person. Why would such an amoral principle such as karma be paraded forth as if it explained the ultimate justice of an indifferent universe? "We are on this earth to learn lessons. This is our schoolroom here. . . .We must go through certain lessons in order to grow." Life on earth is actually life in purgatory. We are here working out our sins, evolving our souls, burning off some karma. These are the same f

Im All About You
There's somethin' that I've got to say You're always with me Even though, you're far away Talkin to you on my cell Just the sound of your voice Makes my heart melt Oh girl, well it's true I'm all about you I'm all about us No, baby, you never have To question my love And every night There's a new crowd But it's always you That I'm singing about There is only one these words Are going out to Oh girl, I'm all about you Some other girl will make me forget you're mine There's not a doubt in this world That anyone could take the Place of my number one girl It's true I'm all about you I'm all about us No, baby, you never have To question my love And every night There's a new crowd But it's always you That I'm singing about There is only one these words Are going out to Oh girl, I'm all about you When i close my eyes i can see you It's like your right here And this feeling's only gettin' stronger You're with me everywhere I'm all about you

Wtf?!?!?!?!
Is anybody else getting the message that you've already rated a stash when you know you haven't? It's letting me rate one stash on a person and then I get that error....what's up?!?!?! FUBAR is definately the right name!!!!! .:*de*:.

Best Sex Joke
kay so a guy is near the end of his senior year in high school. Unfortunately, he still has to share a room with his younger brother who is only 9 years old. One night, he decides to bring his girlfriend home for a little fun. They have bunk beds and the guy notices that his little brother is already asleep on the lower bunk, so he and his girlfriend climb up to the top bunk. As you might expect things start to heat up. The guy remembers that his little brother is sleeping below so he tells his girlfriend to whisper "lettuce" if she wants it harder and "tomato" if she wants it faster. Lettuce!!! Tomato!!! Lettuce!!! Tomato!!! Lettuce!!! Tomato!!! She screams. Lettuce!!! Tomato!!! Whoa!!! PULL IT OUT!!! PULL IT OUT NOW!!! I can't get pregnant! Then the little brother shouts up, "Hey, would

Thankyou!!!
Well first of all before i actually start doing my blog,i would just like to thank you all for being such friendly people and making me feel welcome on here,as you all know i only joined tonight and im so glad i did thankyou guys..muahzz

Teen Moms
Ok, so this is my first blog... beware before you read, I’m on my soap box with this one... Last night I watched a programme on TV titled ‘Teen Mom’s’, the programme was a fly on the wall documentary about a group of young girls ranging from 15 to 18 who had recently given birth, they were all being offered help in a unit to help them bond with their babies and learn the art of parenting. As I sat watching my blood began to boil, the girls were all claiming social benefits from the government, in most cases had been given a house/flat by the local council, and they all sat there crying, telling the world how hard it is being a mom and a teen. There were two issues with this programme that really annoyed me, the first being... teen or not... no matter how old you are parenting is hard, not everyone bonds with their children in an instant, people adapt differently, but not everyone is offered the help these girls were given, just because they were teens.. It’s not just teen moms that

Giving Your All
For those who still want to accomplish more than 100%. This is a strictly mathematical viewpoint - it goes like this: What Makes 100%? What does it mean to give MORE than 100%? Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more than 100%? We have all been to those meetings where someone wants you to give over 100%. How about achieving 103%? What makes up 100% in life? Here's a little mathematical formula that might help you answer these questions: If: A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z is represented as: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26. Then: H-A-R-D-W-O-R-K 8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98% and K-N-O-W-L-E-D-G-E 11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96% But, A-T-T-I-T-U-D-E 1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5 = 100% And, B-U-L-L-S-H-I-T 2+21+12+12+19+8+9+20 = 103% AND, look how far ass kissing will take you. A-S-S-K-I-S-S-I-N-G 1+19+19+11+9+19+19+9+14+7 = 118% So, one can conclude with mathematical certainty

1st Pimp Out
OK...heres my first PIMP OUT....I am trying to help my baby level up to henchman status. If any of you havent already checked out her page please take a few minutes and drop some love. Shes an awesome person and a great friend to have. THANK YOU ALL

Words Women Use
1.) FINE: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2.) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five Minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3.) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing Usually end in fine. 4.) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5.) Loud Sigh: This is actually not a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an Idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.) 6.) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women Can make to a man. 'That's okay' means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when

Sex Kwiz
My Neece (& babee sister) came hom frum 8th grade health class yesterdee wiff this kwiz. I wuz helpin her owt. Let's see how yoo do on it too: A menstrual cycle has three wheels. True or False Asphalt describes rectal problems. True or False Spread Eagle is an extinct bird. True or False Vagina is a medical term used to describe a Heart Attack. True or False The clitoris is a type of flower. True or False A G-string is part of a fiddle. True or False Semen is a term for sailors. True or False Anus is a Latin term for yearly. True or False Testicles are found on an Octopus. True or False A pubic hair is a wild rabbit. True or False KOTEX is a radio station in Cincinnati. True or False Masturbate is used to catch large fish. True or False Coitus is a musical instrument. True or False Fetus is a character on Gunsmoke. True or False An umbilical cord is part of a parachute. True or False A condom is a large apartment complex.

+know Your Metal+
Metal Genres all work/research done by DanzigThrall, look for him or Darko666 on adultswim.com Black The term Black Metal was coined by the Speed Metal band, Venom. Later it was created by bands like Bathory, Hellhammer, and Celtic Frost, all being debated as the originator but all of them also lacking true Black Metal qualities. Real Black Metal (or True BM if you prefer or if you want to get real technical Norwegian and/or Slavic BM) was largely started and pioneered in part by Mayhem and shortly following bands like Emperor, Darkthrone, Immortal and Satyricon. All these bands being from Norway. The lyrical basis in Black Metal has probably the biggest factor in definition of a band then any other in the Metal category. But this doesn't equate to everything, so several subgenres are needed. The most common lyrical basis' in Black Metal are Anti-Christianity, Satanism, Luciferianism, Occultism, Paganism and other various religious Mythos and beliefs. Also Gore, Death, and su

Im So Tired Today
Im so tied today, I was up till the early hours with 2 gorgeous females. I dont even know why I went to bed as the sun was just starting to rise. But to the ladies involved you know who you are it was good fun, we will have to do it again sometime :)

Eye Color
Black Eyes People with black eyes spend the shortest time in relationships except for the one with their current addiction. They are leg humping friendly to borderline sleazy. They always fall in love with anything that that has two legs, a pulse and a wet spot. They are great kissers----until they vomit all over you. They are very easy to please unless they haven't had their latest fix of alcohol, meth, cocaine, or prescription medicine. If you repost this and you have black eyes you will either O.D., spend the night in jail, or wake up next to some skank you've never seen before within the next 2 days. Blue Eyes People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. They are kind, pretty or handsome,very good kissers and are really hot. They always fall in love with their closest friends and never understand why. They are very funny, outgoing and don't care what people think or say. They are very satisfying and love to please. Are straight up WARRIORS when necessary. if yo

Husband Free To Good Home:
for those that may be interested in married life this is for you: male, aged 37, 6'6" about 230 lbs. brown hair, blue eyes and disabled. for the truth in disclosure rules: the male suffers from: 1. diabetes 2. hyper tension 3. high cholesterol 4. degenerative disks (4) in his lower back, walks with a cane 5. bi-polar with manic episodes 6. refuses to converse with the one he is with 7. dementia 8. ulcers 9. in my opinion, though hasn't been diagnosed, self-delusional 10. technically on fifth "legal" marriage 11. severe restless sleeper when sleeping with someone 12. asthma 13. heart condition 14. an ego the size of the northern hemi-sphere as far as i know that about covers it.

I'm Leaving Ct....
WELL THE LAST 2 DAYS HAVE BEEN FILLED WITH NOTHING BUT BS....MOST OF YOU KNOW WHATS GOING ON (ALTHOUGH HAVE NOT TALKED TO ANDREA YET... WHERE ARE YOU?? LOL) I COME HERE TO GET AWAY FROM MY REAL LIFE BS AND I TRULY LOVE ALL MY REAL FRIENDS ON HERE, BUT THE HATE I'VE BEEN GETTING THE LAST FEW DAYS IS JUST NOT WORTH IT. NOR DO I UNDERSTAND IT... I AM NICE AND TALK TO EVERYONE (I DON'T CARE IF YOUR A LEVEL 1 OR A FREAKIN GODFATHER A FRIEND IS A FRIEND) I GO OUT OF MY WAY TO HELP MY TRUE FRIENDS AND I WILL MISS YOU ALL VERY MUCH, BUT MY FEELINGS ARE HURT AND I DEAL WITH ENOUGH SHIT IN REAL LIFE TO HAVE TO GO THROUGH SHIT HERE TOO....IF YOU WANT TO KEEP IN TOUCH GET A HOLD OF ME AND I WILL GIVE YOU MY YAHOO... I WILL BE DELETING MT ACCOUNT ON MY BIRTHDAY THE 13TH, THAT WAY IT WILL GIVE EVERYONE WHO IS INTERESTED IN KEEPING IN TOUCH A CHANCE FOR YOU TO GET TO ME AND ME GET BACK TO YOU...AND MY BLAST WILL BE OVER THEN **MUCH LOVE** SHELL HERE IS THE LINK TO MY PROFILE.... EVEN THOUGH MOST W

Surgery Update!!!
Friday August 10th @ 10:30am I go for pretesting Tuesday August 14th @ 8am I go for my surgery. First time I can remember go'n to the hospital and I'm not very fond of needles so I'm gonna be freak'n out bigtime. Wish me luck & please show me ur support, I'm gonna need it :P Johnny Thomas III

Do You Know Sex's Basic Math
ody: ...a smile leads to a laugh ...a laugh leads to a high 5 ...a high 5 leads to a hug ...a hug leads to a kiss ...a kiss leads 2 a makeout ...makeout leads to a feel up ...a feel up leads 2 a finger ...a finger leads to a hand ...a hand leads to a lick ...a lick leads to a suck ...a suck leads 2 a bang. ...So tell me how many people are you gonna smile at after you heard this cuz sex is like math. ...u add the bed ..subtract the clothes ...divide the legs ...leave your solution ...and pray you dont multiply post this right after u read it, something good will happen at 2:25 tomorrow. Get ready for the biggest shock in your life!! Whoever breaks this chain will be cursed w/ relationship problems 4-10 years. If you post this in 15 mins, your safe. Something good will happen tonight at 11:11

The Straggly Cat
I have a new perspective on vets!! The Straggly Cat She was a sorry sight. Starving, dirty, smelled terrible, skinny and hair all matted down. We felt sorry for her, put her in a carrier and took her to the vet. We didn't know what to call her, so we named her "Pussycat." The vet decided to keep her for a day or so. He said he would let us know when we could come and get her. My husband (the complainer) said, "OK, but don't forget to wash her.....she stinks." He reminded the vet that it was his WIFE (me) that wanted the dirty cat, not him. (My husband and my Vet don't see eye to eye.) The vet calls my husband 'El-Cheap-O', and my husband calls the vet 'El-Charge-O'. They love to hate each other and constantly 'snipe' at one another, with my husband getting in the last word on this particular occasion. The next day my husband had an appointment with his doctor, who is located in the same building, next door to the vet. The MD's waiting room was full of people waitin

Just Because
just because i put nsfw pic up doesnt give anyone the right to be rude i can handle the comments on my pics and some flirting but when some one comes right out and tells me he would fuck me because of the nudes i am not an easy fuck just so we get this straight if anyone cant handle my pics or dont like them or thinks i will be easy your wrong i think i am a good friend and a good person