Fubar Blog Posts 4

Be Prepared To Laugh At My Expense.
ok boys and girls. first off, i am going to tell you that if you think you might have to pee... go do it. because you might wet yourself if you don't. now, buckle up... and prepare for a bumpy ride. yesterday started off as a normal day for me... i guess... i still had the remainders of the sinus infection that's been having its way with me for the past week or so... but nothing out of the ordinary. when i woke up i was coughing and sneezing and blah blah blah so i took some cold meds and tried to sleep off some of the day. i think that might have been around noon... now, i had been hungry for quite awhile come seven o clock since i hadn't eaten anything and i took down two slices of cheese pizza and decided to shower and get ready for the bar. around ten the boy and i hop in the van and we're off. we get to the dub, and everything is standard. chris, the boyfriend, has to work the next day so we make plans for me to get a ride home with blair and he

Happiness
WHO CAN REALLY SAY WHAT HAPPINESS IS OR ISNT? CAN YOU TELL ME WHAT HAPPINESS IS OR ISNT? WHEN I SEE MY FRIENDS FOR THAT MOMENT I FEEL WHAT I THINK IS HAPPINESS BUT IS IT REALLY HAPPINESS? WHEN I SPEND TIME WITH MY FRIENDS I FEEL WHAT I THINK IS HAPPINESS BUT IS IT REALLY HAPPINESS? WHEN HE SAYS "I GET LOST IN THE BEAUTY OF YOUR FACE OR THE SPARKLE OF YOUR SMILE OR THE TWINKLE IN YOUR EYE", I FEEL WHAT I THINK IS HAPPINESS BUT IS IT REALLY HAPPINESS? WHEN HE SAYS "I LOVE YOU, I WANT YOU, I NEED YOU", I FEEL WHAT I THINK IS HAPPINESS BUT IS IT REALLY HAPPINESS? HAPPINESS TO ME WAS THE LITTLE BOY I GAVE BIRTH TO AND GAVE TO GOD ALL WITHIN A 4 HR SPAN. I CAN TRULY SAY I WAS HAPPY WHEN I GAVE BIRTH TO HIM AND YES HE BROUGHT HAPPINESS INTO MY LIFE. THE HAPPINESS WAS THE 5 1/2 GESTATIONAL TIME PERIOD THAT WE SPENT TOGETHER. HAPPINESS WAS WATCHING HIM TAKE THOSE THREE TIME LITTLE GASPS OF AIR. HAPPINESS WAS FEELING HIS HEARTBEAT FOR 4 HOURS, BUT MY HAPPINESS ENDED WHEN HIS HEART STO

3 Whole Weeks
well i have managed to get to three weeks without a cigarette, and I have noticed I don't have as much patience as I used to, my sarcasm is getting worse, I am eating more but at least I can breathe properly now. In another three weeks I will probably be the size of a three bedroom house.

Am I Really That Bad Of A Person?
ive nvr been good at trusting people or lettin them get close.but i recently decided to let someone close.and whut did it get me? PAIN. in more ways then one. i swore id nvr fall for peoples bullshit and i can honestly say hes the first person to really fool me. i thought it was love but now im startin to realize it was more just really carin for someone. but he'll always b someone that played a big part in my lyfe and i will always thank him for being whut he was to me

Your Mother Is Always With You:
Your Mother is always with you: She's the whisper of the leaves as you walk down the street, She's the smell of certain foods you remember, Flowers you pick and perfume that she wore. She's the cool hand on your brow when you're not feeling well. She's your breath in the air on a cold winter's day. She is the sound of the rain that lulls you to sleep, the colors of a rainbow. She is Christmas morning. Your Mother lives inside your laughter. And she's crystallized in every tear drop. A mother shows every emotion.......... Happiness, sadness, fear, jealousy, love, hate, anger, helplessness, excitement, joy, sorrow.....and all the while, Hoping and praying you only know the good feelings in life. She's the place you came from, your first home, and She's the map you follow with every step you take. She's your first love, your first friend, even your first enemy, but nothing on earth can separate you. Not time, not space.......not even death! PASS THIS ON TO ALL TH

I Gues I'm Not Homophbic
table width=350 align=center border=0 cellspacing=0 cellpadding=2> You Are 27% Homophobic You don't want to be homophobic, and you're usually not. You have a few stereotypes about gay people - and they'll eventually be broken. Are You Homophobic?

White Wolf Run
Enchantress came to me And said, meet me at the lake tonight I hunt this world to the white Through the shroud of snow I saw paradise Peace, no more lies Crestfallen soul Rest for this night Love is here Right here under my wings I dream of wolves With them I run For me she lengthened the night I am home I am in peace Crestfallen soul Rest for this night Love is here Right here under my wings

Lilhoochiefromdownunda
Thank you Firestar...this is a poem a friend wrote for me:) by Firestar~Queen of Darkness~ Lil Hoochie From DownUnder Lil hoochie from downunder…. Let me tell you a sweet story about the finest, yet the hottest lady living downunder. She so fine that rain will not rain upon her day, But her beauty is well know about the land of the great downunder. Eyes that will burn like liquid fire. Lips that are like morphine, But all men want to dare to her wicked kiss. Story goes…. To lay your eyes upon her beauty is like feasting upon the sun to where You would lose your mind. Lil hoochie from downunder…. She got what it takes to make a man‘s…. Blood boil like hot water on a stove, Heart bursting like firecracker on the fourth of July. She got the sweet alluring sway about her walk that makes…. The men fall to their knees for mercy. Lil hoochie from downunder…. Sweeter than honey upon a rattle snake meat. Hotter than a brewing day upon Texas. Lil hoochie knows what she

Erotica: Wake Up Call :)
His eyes flutter open. Blinking against the morning light he shifts down into the bed, pressing his arm and leg a little more firmly against you. Taking a few moments to gain his wits and allow his brain to begin to function again, he turns over and carefully drapes an arm over your back as he takes in the sight of you. Laying mostly on your side/belly, an arm cast over the edge of the bed, your soft deep breathing is rhythmic in his ears. Gently his hand moves along your back, touching your skin and caressing you. He gives a tender kiss to your shoulder as he sighs and slides out of bed. Moving slowly so as not to wake you, he moves off to the bathroom intent on a shower. Whispering softly he says "I'll be right back love to wake you up." He strides quietly into the bedroom, wrapped in a towel about the waist. Running the fingers of one hand through his hair he looks at you and smiles. The morning sunlight catches the stray beads of water on his shoulders and back,

Wtf?
I ran out of comments or something. I can't leave a comment on any of my contests or anyone elses... That's never happened to me before, lol... So, if anyone wants to help out with my contests, the links are in my About Me, and I'll return the love tomorrow :)

Can't Sleep
2am Sunday night 1st of April..cant sleep..This time a year ago we knew we were losing my dad. He had fought cancer for seven years, had numerous operations..chemotherapy for the whole time, but the shitty cancer kept coming back. And like so many people who face this horrible disease, he didnt complain,he got up everyday and faced it head on. Diagnosed at 59 with bowel cancer which then spread to Liver cancer my dad was amazing. Six months before he died..he packed up mum and their dog and headed off in the car around Australia, calling me on their satellite phone from the middle of the Australian desert where they were staying on a cattle station in the middle of nowhere.Im so glad they did this..my parents are and were amazing..half way through dads years of cancer..my mum was diagnosed with tongue cancer, she had a massive operation and had part of her tongue removed. Dad stopped his treatments to look after her, and together they fought off this disease...mum has been clear since.

Can Never Make A Woman Happy
A store that sells husbands has just opened in New York City, where a woman may go to choose a husband. Among the instructions at the entrance is a description of how the store operates You may visit the store ONLY ONCE! There are six floors and the attributes of the men increase as the shopper ascends the flights. There is, however, a catch..... You may choose any man from a particular floor, or you may choose to go up a floor, but you cannot go back down except to exit the building! So, a woman goes to the Husband Store to find a husband. On the first floor the sign on the door reads: Floor 1 - These men have jobs and love the Lord. Floor 2 - These men have jobs, love the Lord, and love kids. Floor 3 - These men have jobs, love the Lord, love kids, and are extremely good looking. "Wow," she thinks, but feels compelled to keep going. She goes to the fourth floor and sign reads: Floor 4 - These men have jobs, love the Lord, love kids, are drop-dead good

New Update
Well things have changed abit, I guess everyone sending good thoughts and pryers, is doing some good. thank you the way. angie managed to get us a 2 week extintion, on our move. We still have to move, but this gives us time to get thing together. today is the first day in a week that i am out of pain, ribs, teeth, and back feeling good, so Iwill be going out and moveing heavy things again. and hope to not throw anything out again. lol. We are still not sure where we are going, but at least we have the 2 weeks it helps. now if only I can find others to come and help move. Keep up the good thought, they are really helping.

Meh
Yes I love him. I love him more than anything else in this world and there is nothing that I would like better than to hold on to him forever. But I know it's not for the best. So no matter how much my heart is going to break, I've got to let him go so he can know just how much I love him. Maybe if I'm lucky, he'll come back, but if not, I can make it through this.

I Effin Hate Retail...
Okay. So when your day starts by watching a robin try to dive bomb suicide itself not once but twice in your garage while you are heading to work... it's probably not gonna be the best of days. Holidays in retail.... are HELL. Not to mention we have to get all of our stock out, shoes being one of the two departments that has to tag the ish themselves. Guess what department I am in huh? And THEN. The customers are absolutely horrid. Sure you have a few sweet ones and all which SORT of makes the bad ones okay but.. they knock shit over.. they break shit... they refuse to speak english until you tell them to leave cause you close and then are all WHAT? I NO LEAVE! Argh! And THEN you have to clean the whole damned store before anyone goes aaaaanywhere. Oh AND I had one.. yes ONE person helping me clean my department and the Manager that hates me sent him away. I think on purpose. Oh AND I lost my contact and so I have to wear glasses which kill my ears and gimme a headache like no

Just Not Right
the phone rings, his voice straind, all he says is "you need to come over". i pull in the driveway, somethings not right. i knock on the door with no answer, i know its open so i walk in. its quiet, way too fucking quiet. i shouldev driven faster i shouldev asked more questions, i shouldev done alot. i walk thru the house yelling "hey marty you here?" with no response. i walk down the hall to his room, i smell gunsmoke, i walk faster with my stomach in my throut. i round the corner unprepared, lying on the ground is his body. he had blown his face off with a .45, i run to his side, crying i seek life, any life. none is there he is gone. not a night goes by that i dont have nightmares about that day. all i know is that he lives on in the heart of every motorcycle rider. as far as i am concerned Marty Moates will never die!

Grrrr!!!! Please Read Grrrrr
NO WONDER I AM SUCH AN EFFED UP GIRL!!!! MAN IF I CANT FIND TROUBLE IT FINDS ME AND THE WEEKEND IS PROVING GROUND FOR THAT, I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN A VERY SHY BUT CONFIDENT PERSON, AND IN WAY TOO MANY WAYS I WEAR MY HEART ON MY SLEEVE. SO THAT MAKES ME A STOOPID GIRL, SORRY I HAVE CHANGED MY PAGE PLEASE DO NOT IN ANY WAY THINK THAT THIS IS DIRECTED AT YOU BECAUSE CHANCES ARE IT IS NOT, SOCIETY SUCKS, THIS WORLD FUCKING SUCKS, IM NOT UP TO DATE AT ALL ON HOW THE WORLD HAS CHANGED SINCE I WAS 16, AND SINGLE, BUT I AM LEARNING REALLY QUICK AND I HATE IT. I AM WAY TOO TRUSTING AND LEARNING THAT I SHOULD NOT BE I HAVE BEEN BURNT USED BEATEN AND ABUSED AND I HAVE HAD ENOUGH, IN THE PAST I BECAME A VERY BITTER HATEFUL, AND HEARTLESS PERSON BECAUSE OF IT AND AS SOON AS I LET MY GUARD DOWN, DAMNED IF IM NOT READY FOR IT AGAIN, DO I HAVE USE ME ON MY FUCKING FOREHEAD SOMEWHERE, BECAUSE IF I DO PLEASE LET ME KNOW I NEED ANOTHER FUCKING TATTOO THERE!!! IT IS A WONDER I DO NOT DRINK!! MAYBE THATS TH

Please Come And Show Love, In My Second Contest : )
Hey all my friends. Please stop by and help me in my second contest. The first contest i withdrew from because there were people that were makin new profiles just so they could bomb themselves. I didn't want to stay in a contest with cheaters lol. As always if you help me, i'll be glad to help you anytime you need it. I will return all the love that is shown to me. I want to thank all my friends and everyone that supports me in this contest. I really appreciate it : )

U All Suck
so i come back from the real world and everyone on here acts like their world has seriously ended,all because of some stupid lounge drama bullshit,my advise, put down the keyboard,step away from the computer(i know i know,its SO HARD,but it'll be worth it in the end,trust me) and GET A FUCKING LIFE!!!! seriously,look at yourselfs!!! its pathetic! grown ass people who should have huge ass familys now dont have SHIT because theyre too much inlove with their internet lovers. anyways,im back on here fer a while, so yeah, stop being stupid people and make me glad i came back mmk?

My First Blog Dedicated To....
Those smelly yellow bellied bastards that rate you a 1 and dont even have the balls to let you know it was them who voted for ya. They are homoseckshual and they bother me for being idiotic wastes of sperm cells. Sorry for the profanity to those whom I adore but they really just bug me....fuckers!

I Just Dont Know
Its been a really long time since I have written a blog. Probably will be a long time before another gets posted. But here is one none the less. To get everyone caught up. On what has happened. Since the last blog. Here it all goes. First subject. I almost deleted my account. I got almost completely deleted. When three other poeple convinced me to stay. I thank them so much for making me see I was leaving for the wrong reasons. Second thing. I have been being accused of doing many things online. Which no matter how much you want to blame me for. You cant. Cause Im am not online as much anymore. And when I am I am bouncing back and forth between two pages. My Own personal one, And of course the family page. Ansering questions. Doing what I have too. Which now brings me to my last subject. It also brings all of you up to date. Lately I feel like everything around me is falling apart.Im running all over ct trying to frantically find all my family members. Centralizing them all on to the f

Roll On
Sneaker Pimps Roll on, these doors are open Roll off, you can come next time, I'm in love with your confusion, on your knees When you're breathing through your elbows, Down on me, down on me Roll on roll off, Roll on roll off, Don't take that wrong Don't take that wrong Roll up, these doors are open, Load up, come next time Don't try to hurry me along, Just walk ahead a little gone Roll on roll off, Roll on roll off, Don't take that wrong Don't take that wrong Roll on, going down on me, Roll off, make it easy on me, You cant think you're someone special, On your knees, Were throwing punches underwater, Sink with me, sink with me, sink

Was In Hospital
Ok so my last blog i talked about my neck and my mom goign into the hospital from allergic reaction. Friday night i go overto my friends house after a banquet and after an hour or so my throat started to hurt really really bad.i started to cough up some red shit anf it hurt bad to cough. Soon it was hurting to take a deep breath at all and my throat felt very tender outside on the skin ya know. So i go to the hospital. and Who do i encounter.... my mom she had ot go to the hospital for 3rd time for her analphylactic shock. anywas i ended up their unti l late saturday with the docs pu,ping me full of antibiotics to fight off the sudden virus i caught for my throat. Im home now but i cant talk. not because iot hurts but i completely lost my voice. It hurts to swallow and everything. While i was in hospital my sister and her husband had such a huge fight that he left her ( cant say i blame him shes the most meanest miserable person uve ever met) On the way home from my parents house

My True Love.......
How long must i wait for my true love to come. will it be days, weeks or maybe even years. I have looked all my life for that special man to come in and sweep me off my feet, does this man even exist? What will he look like? How tall will he be? how will he treat me? Is he even what i thought i wanted or needed? how will i know that he is my true love. How many endless nights must i wait for my true love to come and take me away?

No Fucking Joke!!!!!
: : a girl bumps your arm while walking with you she wants you to hold her hand When she wants a hug she will just stand there When u break a girls heart she still feels it when u run into each other 3 years later When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after a few seconds, she is not at all fine When a girl cries she wants you to hold her close and tell her everything is going to be ok When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are playing games When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever When a girl says she can't live without you, she has made up her mind that you are her future When a girl says, "I miss you," no one in this world can miss you more than that When a girl is mean

I'm Not Usually One For Sappy Shit...but....
Go placidly amid the noise and haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence. As far as possible without surrender be on good terms with all persons. Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others, even the dull and the ignorant; they too have their story. Avoid loud and aggressive persons, they are vexations to the spirit. If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain and bitter; for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself. Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans. Keep interested in your own career, however humble; it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time. Exercise caution in your business affairs; for the world is full of trickery. But let this not blind you to what virtue there is; many persons strive for high ideals; and everywhere life is full of heroism. Be yourself. Especially, do not feign affection. Neither be cynical about love; for in the face of all aridity and

Never Have I Fallen
Your lips speak soft sweetness Your touch a cool caress I am lost in your magic My heart beats within your chest I think of you each morning And dream of you each night I think of your arms being around me And cannot express my delight Never have I fallen But I am quickly on my way You hold a heart in your hands That has never before been given away

Really Need Ya'll Now,swimsuit Contest.
I don't usual enter contest matter of fact i entered my 1st after 9 months here just the other day,it started last night and i found out most of ct seems to be in it so i figured why not enter another that i might have a chance of there is only 6 of us.It is only 1 wk long and it is for a 7 day blast which i want so bad. So far i'm losing n both contest:( i posted afew bullentins and afew have helped and thank ya'll so much. I'm abit bummed though i thought some of the people who came to me and asked for lots of help and i spent many hrs doing so could help the way i did not just only come by and say i voted gee thanks lol oh such is life. i knew this about contest and 1 reason i avoided them. Anyway if you could help it would be greatly apperciated.

You Shook Me
AC-DC - You Shook Me All Night Long She was a fast machine She kept her motor clean She was the best damn woman I had ever seen [...that I, ever seen] She had the sightless eyes Telling me no lies Knockin' me out with those American thighs Taking more than her share Had me fighting for air She told me to come but I was already there 'Cause the walls start shaking The earth was quaking My mind was aching And we were making it and you - CHORUS: Shook me all night long Yeah you shook me all night long Working double time On the seduction line She was one of a kind, she's just mine all mine She wanted no applause [Taking no applause] Just another course Made a meal out of me and came back for more Had to cool me down To take another round Now I'm back in the ring to take another swing 'Cause the walls were shaking The earth was quaking My mind was aching And we were making it and you - CHORUS And knocked me out and then you Shook me all night long You had

Just Thinking
I have been on cherry tap for a while. Since it was called lost cherry. Some people on here know this too but this site is becoming like myspace. With people egos, drama and other crap. I hope CT doesnt become like myspace. Cause i had my dramas, heart breaks and other crap on here. I dont know if i really wanna stay now. Cause i met a lot of wonderful people on here. I am both loved and hated on here. I just sit back and watch all this shit going down on here. One thing i dont like are these bombings comments for contests people have on here. Why cant people have one comment. Thats it. I didnt like the way before how they treated fat sonny. He is a real good guy. He always makes me laugh. Then there is o'rly owl. Owls need love too. heh. But really i dont know if i could stay on here. Should i stick to my guns or just plain fuck off. I dont know. I listen to people rant and shit. I wanna rant too and if you dont like it FUCK YOU!!! Down rate me or leave me nasty comments. I DONT CARE!

For One Day Only!!
FOR ONE DAY ONLY, I am leaving my NSFW/Private folder open to Friends and Family! After that it will be Family, Only!!!!!! You have no idea how many shots I took to get those three suckers! Next time, I'll make sure my handy photographer friend is available, lol! Took me forever! And if you don't want to see my "stuff", for the Goddess' sake, DON'T LOOK!! Hope everyone has a wonderful day! I'm already worn out, lmao! Much love and warm hugs for everyone! Blessings for all my friends/fans/family, all over the world! I love you all dearly! Later!

Time For A Change!!!
So Here It Is, The Beginning Of April. I Didn't Think This Day Would Come... The Day That I Have The Strength To Say Goodbye. Goodbye To The One That Has Caused Oh So Many Tears To Be Shed. I Thought It Would Be Harder To Let Him Go, But He Has Made Things A Lot Easier For Me. His True Feelings Shined Last Night, & I'm Done With Him. There Shall Be No More Tears, Or An Upset Melissa Because Of Him. I Really Should Have Listened To My Family & Friends When They Told Me I Could Do Better, & That They Were Tired Of Seeing Me Hurt By Him, But No One Has To Worry About It Now. I'm Going To Take My Time, Enjoy Life, & See What All Is Out There. I Need Someone Whose Going To Make Me Happy, & Who Isn't Going To Change When He Suddenly Gets Really Busy, Someone Who Cares Enough To Go A Little Out Of His Way, Just To See Me, Even If It Is For A Small Amount Of Time. Many Changes Will Be Coming Along As This Year Continues, Hopefully I Will Find True Happiness Within A Guy Who Really Cares Fo

Lost And Confused
Well as i go through life more and more i realize that things never seem to change.I do everything I can to make my life better but then I always have a desire for something I don't seem to be able to obtain.Its like when you have so much love to give and it seems no one wants love anymore love isn't the thing its stability, how much money you make, what you have or don't have.Why cant people love anymore?I just know I have really strong feelings for someone and lately I have not been able to spend any time with this special someone and it bothers me.It bothers me in so many ways like wondering if she actually cares as much as I do or is it just a game wondering if we will actually ever meet and if she truly desires too?I don't really have a clue but only time will tell. I am laying in my bed starring all around I am wondering what has got me to feel so down I am searching for something that can't be found I am looking for love its no where around am I looking to hard am I

My Blood Is Boiling Over This One
Police: Mom offers 7-year-old daughter for sex POSTED: 4:37 p.m. EDT, April 1, 2007 Story Highlights• NEW: 33-year-old mother was caught in a police sting operation • NEW: Mom proposed a fee for pornographic photos and sex with her child • Woman also charged with prostitution • Child had four siblings; 12, 11, 9 and 6, now in protective custody TAYLOR, Michigan (AP) -- A 33-year-old woman was arraigned Sunday on charges alleging she offered to let an undercover investigator take pornographic photos of her 7-year-old daughter and have sex with the girl, authorities said. The woman was arrested Friday after taking the girl to a hotel in Romulus, near Detroit Metropolitan Airport, where she had agreed to meet the investigator, the Wayne County sheriff's department said. A not guilty plea was entered on behalf of the woman, who wasn't represented by a lawyer at the arraignment, department spokesman John Roach said. She was held in lieu of $1 million bail, and a preliminary exam

A Poem For My Daughter
It is comming up to five years (April 17th) since Angela was murdered. It has been hell, personally dealing with the pain, rage, grief and longing that was forced on me. But I found two poems that I want to share and send up to my daughter with loving thoughts and continued longing. No farewell words were spoken, no time to say good-bye, you were gone before we knew it, and only god knows why. THE BROKEN CHAIN We little knew that morning that god was going to call your name. In life we loved you dearly, in death we do the same.~ It broke our hearts to lose you, you did not go alone; for part of us went with you, the day god called you home.~ You left us peaceful memories, your love is still our guide; and though we cannot see you, you are always at our side.~ Our family chain is broken, and nothing seems the same; but as god calls us one by one, the chain will link again. R.I.P Angela Joyce Aho 1981-2002

I Hate Being Single
being single suck being single sucks so bad because i don't have no one to hangout with got to the clubs with or to the movies with helpppppppppppppppppppppppp!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

What Tarot Card Am I
You are Death Change, Transformation, Alteration. People fear this card, but if you want to change your life, this is one of the best indicators for it. Whatever happens, life will be different. Yes, the Death card can signal a death in the right circumstances (a question about a very sick or old relative, for example), but unlike its dramatic presentation in the movies, the Death card is far more likely to signal transformation, passage, change. Scorpio, the sign of this card, has three forms: scorpion, serpent, eagle. The Death card indicates this transition from lower to higher to highest. This is a card of humility, and it may mean you have been brought low, but only so that you can then go higher than ever before. Death "humbles" all, but it also "exults." Always keep in mind that on this card of darkness there is featured a sunrise as well. You could be ready for a change. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

2 Truths And 1 Lie! Ask Me Anything!
Two Truths & a Lie? Ok Guy's and Gal's don't be shy nor bashfull..once ur on this page you have to ask the 3 questions... Here's the deal: I want everyone who reads this to ask me 3 questions, no more no less. Ask me anything you want. Really. I'll answer anything. I may opt to e-mail answers to particularly sensitive questions, however. Then I want you to go to your blog, copy and paste this allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything. Here's the twist: Of the three questions you ask, I will answer two of them absolutely truthfully. As for the other question -- I'll lie like a goat. (Well, not a truthful goat, obviously. The untrustworthy type of goat.) I will not reveal which two answers are truthful and which one is the lie

Looking Into Deep And Soulful Eyes !
Captured by the look in your Eyes Lost in the gaze and taken by surprise Sweetest desires stir the soul Surrender the fight and give in control Day dream of one who is the one Sought inside the mind till dream is done Fed on hope and longing desire Burns so deeply the hottest fire Seeking one who is all to me Praying to god just let me see The one who’s love can make life sweet The one who makes life so complete Lost in the gaze and moment sublime your eyes hold me suspended in time By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Words That Are Feelings
Soft and gentle curves to love Make this man a prisoner of Hot desires to take and hold Thoughts to be far too bold Brazen lust at her form Drive to feel her body warm Give her pleasure beyond the mind She stirs the fires that leave me blind To any other there ever was seen Knowing What I like my sense is keen Rock my world and make me yours to keep I pray this before I go to sleep Take me and let me be your man Of your beauty I am a fan Of your eyes that I loose myself in I know my desires deep within And now you spark the flame does burn I look at you my heart does yearn Soul ensnared by the deep dark eyes To find you so sensual is no surprise one look from you can make me confess I could fall so deep for the Red haired goddess By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Hello Friends!!!!
hello... finally got a wireless connection to say hello to everyone!!! im in tennesse, i got sunburn lol... im the only dude who gets sunburn in 70 degree weather with clouds... but i guess since im lucifer i am supposed to be red, you know all those cartoonie devils are all red lol... anyway, how is everyone doing??? i hope ok... hit me up because im going to try to jump on as soon as possible... any of you from tennessee let me know.... come on over to sieverville... its the home land of dollywood lololol... the party i am with wants to go but i dont lol... but i will... ugh... it just seems corny to me... anyways, take care ill be home the 9th but i will come stop buy... later all!

Eh Yeah.......whatever
her eyes used to shine bright with hope that someday this would change years went by slowly it fades dull and sullen is what left thoughts of razors and pills cross her mind things could be better off, without them to point out every slip up, every mistake, thoughts change... Why torment yourself when you can make it miserable for them...dreams fill her mind of a childhood lost to their thoughtlessness Remind them daily it was them that made you the way you are today, cold and collected

Nsfw.... Removal .. .. Questions ...
If anyone can help me out here .. Id REALLY appreciate it .. as Ive no idea what pic they took out . any pics i had that were according to their guidelines were marked NSFW . and put into seperate albums .. i get this note today .. even thou my DOGS picture was marked NSFW .. why ive no clue.. he was sitting in sunglasses I guess thats offensive to someone .. who knows .. .. so .. Please if you can .. give me some help . cuz im about ready to Leave the site .. this is crap .. A photo in your public gallery has been removed by the CherryTAP admins. This photo was removed because it was either offensive or NSFW (Not Safe For Work) in nature. Please read the Terms Of Service. a> CONTENT IS NOT ALLOWED in the public areas of the CT. You can create a NSFW private album or mark your photos as NSFW. You can create a NSFW private album and manage your photos by clicking the images link. This photo removal has been recorded and your account will be deleted if it happens again.

Spring Has Sprung
Yes, Spring has Sprung ~ rounded off last weekend by grilin' n chillin' on the patio drinking beer adjacent to McCumber Swamp. What a lovely evening it was. For those of you who are not familiar with McCumber Swamp here is a brief history:McCumber Swamp has been evolving since 1997; diligently created and maintained by the ever annoying Lawnmowerman who is obsessed with looking into my patio doors. Notice the large dirt ditch he has worn by his repeated passes on the riding mower.The lovely part of spring is the appearance of wildlife as the weather breaks, which we enjoyed immensely last Sunday evening while sucking down large amounts of alcohol on my patio.Of course, this not being their natural habitat, these swamp creature had migrated from a far away foreign place...I do fear that their lives in the swamp will be cut short. With the rain being sparse the past couple days, the swamp was drying up and Lawnmowerman was riding high as I was leaving for work this afternoon. I can only

Check This Out
tis is a poem called destroyed that i wrote you have torn out my heart and tossed it around ripped it to shreads and thrown it on the ground as i lie in pieces crying away my soul my body sits there lifeless lying in a hole i feel nothing its as if im dead my body is alive but theres nothing in my head love is an illusion for it does not exist my hearts been destroyed with an iron fist your heart is cold and cruel to you its all a game but i know one thing i will never be the same i wrote this poem after my fiance left me

Nekkid
Some people should never be nekkid. I'm one of them. I'm ok with that. A lot of people who should never be nekkid are unaware that they should never be nekkid. Now, the tricky bit is telling someone who was kind enough to be nekkid for you that they really didn't need to be nekkid and in fact it would have been better for the entire planet if they had been un-nekkid. I mean, you don't want to discourage the ones who are just fine being nekkid. That was a lot of nekkid.

Ct Drama
Wow....seeing that helping people out in contests is nothing but trouble...if you have more then one friend in a contest and you go help one out and not the other they seem to get anal about it and block you cuz you aint helping them...this site is for fun and i dont see why they have to act like 2 year olds and throw hissy fits cuz they cant get help...and not only do they have fits they have their friends come and talk shit too..how fuckin lame is that....im tired of these games and gonna delete my shit soon cuz these games are childish and im a grown up i dont wanna deal with it...the contests are for fun so why people get so mad...i dont get it...anywho im done venting for the night...thank you

How To Link A Photo
I'm currently hosting my second contest and the most common question I seem to get is how do I link a photo. So I decided to create a little tutorial on how to do it. First off select the photo you want to link to, you can get to it by clicking on the "MY" link at the top of any Cherrytap page. Then Click on "Photos". This will bring up your photos. Now find the photo you want to send a link of to the person holding the contest(or just someone you want to show a particular picture to) Click on it and it will bring up a page that your photo. This page will look something like this Now you want to click on the "LINK Photo" link and it will bring up something that looks like this: Please note: The link photo box will be above your picture and will not load a new page. Now you want to select and copy the text, from whichever box your choose, the box on the left will put a small picture(called a thumbnail) in the message. the box on the right will just crea

Chapter One
this is a story about jaclyn a woman with a lost heart the mist flowed over the valley like a blanket, walking along a trail the faint outline of a girl is noticable, as her features start to show as the morning sun rises, a beautiful girl of 25 emerges,,at 5 ft 4 and 120 lbs, jaclyn has never had a problem getting a boyfriend, but always something was missing. hearing a crack of a broken branch coming from the woods,,jaclyn quickens her pace,,glancing back,,not able to see anything and hearing only the beat of her heart as she heads towards the nearest dwelling, a large victorian style house well kept and off the path spying a light,,she runs up to the door,,knocking loudly,,as she glances behind her again. trying the door as fear over takes her,,she finds it unlocked. quickly entering the dark house, closing and locking the door behind her, in a soft voice she speaks " Hello, Im lost is anyone home",,walking room to room,she finds the house empty. moving a curtain to

Type O Negative!!! Atlanta Georgia Im Going!!!
So today I have just completed a purchase of TWO TYPE O NEGATIVE tickets..for may 4th at the masquerade here in atlanta. One is for me of course, and the other is for my dear friend shawntel's birthday present.... As far as I know it will be her first major band show, so im hoping/thinking that she will have a great time.... Anyone else is welcome to come join us..it will be a hell of a show in a hell of a place and chances are you may actually get to meet the band.... *fingers crossed* Dean Dark

Good Grief
This is the message i recieved....seriously? lmao i wonder if it works for him here ya go daddyknowsbest... Are you a girl who enjoys Orgasmic fantasies and roleplaying, in real time/cam/phone.Oral skills both giving and recieving, TOYS TOYS TOYS. Lots and lots of ORGASMS!!! Go rate and comment on Daddy's hot kinky pics that will make baby very wet! Give Daddy a phone# or webcam address and let the ORGASMS BEGIN!!!!

Johnnie's Neighbor
Subject: Little Johnnie Little Johnnie's neighbour had a baby. Unfortunately, the baby was born without ears. When mother and new baby came home from the hospital, Johnnie's family wasinvited over to see the baby. Before they left their house, Little Johnnie's dad had atalk with him and explained that the baby had no ears. His dad also told him that if he so much as mentioned anything about the baby's missing ears or even said the word ears, he would get the smacking of his life when they came back home. Little Johnnie told his dad he understood completely. When Johnnie looked in the crib he said, "What a beautiful baby." The mother said, "Why, thank you, Little Johnnie." Johnnie said, "He has beautiful little feet and beautiful little hands, a cute little nose and really beautiful eyes. Can he see?" "Yes", the mother replied, "we are so thankful; the Doctor said he will have 20/20 vision." "That's great", said Little Johnnie, "coz he'd be fucked if he ne

Life For All
WELL IM NOT INTO BLOGGING..LOL I JUST WANTED TO SAY TO SOME OF MY FRIENDS THAT ARE HARD ON LIFE AND HAVE SOME NASTY SH*T HAPPEN TO THEM. LIFE IS TRULY WHAT YOU MAKE IT AND UNFORTUNATELY ITS HARD AS HELL TO MAKE IT IN THIS WORLD ITS HARD AND ROUGH AND MOST DEF CRUEL WE AS HUMANS ARE THE MEANEST TO EACH OTHER BUT SOMETIMES I THINK WE FORGET WHAT A BLESSING IT IS TO BE ALIVE CAUSE WELL THE ALTERNATIVE IS DEATH AND THEN THERES NOTHING (WELL DEPENDING ON WHAT U BELIEVE IN) I BELIEVE IN PROBABLY NOTHING!! ATLEAST NOT IN HUMAN FORM LIKE WE ARE NOW!! SO THIS IS MY ADVICE EVEN IF YOU DONT REALLY READ THIS I HOPE MY FRIENDS DO AND FANS CAUSE IF IT HELPS YOU WHEN YOUR DOWN ON YOUR LUCK THEN IM REALLY REALLY HAPPY. I BELIEVE HARDWORK DEDICATION AND REALLY ALL U HAVE IS YOURSELF THAT YOU CAN TRULY COUNT ON INSTEAD OF WORRYIN ABOUT THE PAST MOVE IN WITH THE FUTURE YOU CANT CHANGE ANYTHING IN THE PAST ALL U CAN CHANGE IS THE FUTURE AND IT CAN BE WHAT EVER YOU WANT SOME OF US HERE HAVE AL

Profile Ratings
woo hoo now my profile is gettn rated a 1.. wow these ppl r so cool.. well once again i know who it is... and i will give the name of this one.. it is (tonio25) i love when ppl do this to me.. but im not gonna scoop to nebodys childish level.. im here for fun and to make friends, not to downrate ppl or put ppl down.. so once again this i a adult website, not a child website.. but neways ppl need to grow the fuck up again..have a wonderful day every body..Bradley

Best Ct Dj Contest Please Help Me
If you can drop me some votes that would be awsome. if you leave more then 100 comments hit me up and i will get you something nice, the more you leave the better the gift, the 2 people that i see helping out the most will get a Corvette wooooooooohoooooooooooo (Min. 2000 comments) 500 comments gets you a platnum cherry, msg me when you are done:D the best ct dj contest will start in next couple of hours. > it will be a weeks contest and the most comments at the end of that week wins, self commentin is allowed. > > first prize is a 7 day blast and a gift > second prize is a 3 day blast > third prize is a platinum cherry > > here is the link to your pic for you to give to your friends > >

Today At The Ortho
I TOOK ALAN BACK TO THE ORTHO THIS MORNING, HIS ARM IS COMPLETELY HEALED. HE NO LONGER HAS TO WEAR ANY TYPE OF SUPPORT FOR HIS ARM, SO THAT IS VERY GOOD. WHILE THERE I GAVE HIS DOCTOR ALL OF ALAN'S MEDICAL FILES. HE ASK ME WHAT HE COULD DO TO HELP WITH THE ILLNESS THAT ALAN HAS. I TOLD HIM ALL I WANT IS FOR A LOCAL DOCTOR TO SHOW SOME INTREST IN ( GAN) GIANT AXONAL NEUROPATHY.AND POSSIBLY START SOME RESEARCH ON IT. OR AT LEAST POINT ME IN THE DIRECTION WHERE I CAN SEEK SOME HELP OR ADVICE. HE TOLD ME HIS GOOD FRIEND IN TN, IS THE BIG DOG, SO TO SPEAK IN NEUROLOGY, AND HE WOULD TALK TO HIM AND SEE WHAT HELP WE CAN GET IN STARTING SOME RESEARCH. THAT MEANT SO MUCH TO ME. HE WAS TELLING ME THAT HE WAS DIAGONSED WITH A FORM OF NEUROPATHY LAST YEAR. SO HE COULD UNDERSTAND TO A POINT WHERE I WAS COMMING FROM. OF ALL THE DOCTORS IN MOBILE COUNTY, HE IS THE ONLY ONE THAT HAS TAKEN AN INTREST IN WHAT ALAN HAS. HE SAW ALAN YEARS AGO WHEN WE WAS FIRST SEEING A PROBLEM, AND HE DIRE

Kids Say And Do The Darndest Things!!!! Too Funny!! True Story You Gotta Read!!
Ok, so as all of you know I have a wonderful little boy at home that is my angel! Yesterday, while working, I received a call from Mary, my son’s teacher. She said “ I just wanted you to know that, today on the bus, Dominic punched a girl in the nose. And as any mother would I asked what happened. “They won’t say all that happened and I have sat down with both of them”, his teacher answered, “ but she is ok now” I told her I would talk to him and ended the call there. About an hour after I got home from work, the school bus pulled up and out pop’s Bubba Duv! After giving him his hug hello, I asked him “ I heard there was a problem on the bus today, what happened, why did you punch that girl?” He picked his head up off my sholder and mater a factly said to me “ But Mama, she was KISSING ME!! “ Now, trying to keep my compsure, I commenced telling Dominic that it is not ok to hit and if she tried to kiss him again, to go tell the teacher. After taking him

I'm Sorry
i'm sorry that i wasted all those years of your time I'm sorry that I've hurt most everyone that i hold dear. Im sorry that people have ended up hating me. I thought i was alienated before i called everyone cunts but i guess i wasnt. i was just hurt cause so much has changed. Every single one of my friends that ive known for like forever ive grown apart from. i barely speak at all anymore. most of the time i lounge around in bed till its time to fall asleep? do i need to say im sorry, do i need to beg for forgiveness? well probably not i dont really deserve the forgiveness. with the easter holiday coming up it makes me think what could have been and wonder what if i chose the other path? would i still have friends that didnt mind saying a word or two instead of having no friends just ex-friends lashing out at me for stuff ive said over the last few months. sure i said some cruel things but im only human, it just seemed pretty damn funny to me that after i got back from my trip to meet

There Is Only But One. Poem For A Shadow, A Dream
THERE IS BUT ONE HEART, SOUL AND BODY THAT I ACHE AND LONG FOR. IT IS YOURS, MY LOVE. THERE IS ONLY ONE WOMANS TOUCH AND SWEET LIPS I WISH FOR. HER KISSES, SWEET ,WICKED AND DIVINE. I SO CRAVE, AWAKE OR IN THE DREAM TIME. HER PASSION AND DESIRES, THE FIRE IN HER EYES, I SHALL SATISFY AND FULL FILL. AND SET THEM ABLAZE. TO TASTE HER SWEET FIRE, TO FEEL HER HEART BEAT AGAINST MY CHEST. THE CARESS OF HER HANDS UPON MY FLESH. LOVING HER FOR ALL OF MY DAYS. YOU ARE ALL I WANT AND DESIRE, THE ONE I WISH TO GROW OLD WITH, THE ONLY ONE I SHALL EVERY MAKE LOVE TO. THE LIGHT THAT SHINES FROM WITHIN YOUR SOUL IS AS BRIGHT AS THE SUN, IT'S WARMTH AND RADIANCE, TOUCHES THE VERY CORE OF MY BEING, MY HEART, MY SOUL. I SHALL CHERISH, EVERY DAY AND NIGHT UPON THIS EARTH, THAT I HAVE WITH YOU. TO HONOR AND RESPECT WHO YOU ARE, FOR ALL OF MY LIFE. FOR THE LOVE YOU HAVE GIVEN ME IS TRULY THE RAREST GIFT ONE CAN GIVE TO ANOTHER. AND IN RETURN, I GIVE MYSELF UNTO THEE FOR ALL TIME

Nosey Fuckers
neighbors at it again.... glad I'm up and home before any of them... been dealing with a migrain for 3 days now... also nausia.... ain't I lucky.... still trying to make ammends with some people... but.. not too concerned wether or not it all comes together... everyone's leaving but me... I wish them all well.... Don't know if I'll be around when they decide to come around again... ah well fuck em... woo hoo.. cheery storm is at it again... Damn I need to get stoned... Anyway...... fuck you all.... have a good day...

I Am Soooo Sad
I have a pair of geese that live in the retention pond right behind my patio door. Anyway..it has been raining really hard here today with bad thunderstorms. She layed her eggs on the edge of the bank about 2 feet back. The pond flooded and took her eggs with it. She and Daddy are out there looking around for their babies that are long gone. :(

Big Dick Syndrome!
Hiya Everyone! Okay, ladies, please help me to understand why a 5'4" woman wants a cock 8" or more? Does she realize that less than 1% of the male population has a cock 8" or more? The largest cock group worldwide hovers around a third of all men around the 6" cock size. So, I don't get it, I'm 6.5", 4.5", 1.75", .5", and .25". That would seem a perfect fit for the 5'4" woman or shorter. A woman's G-spot is about 2 inches along the top side of her vaginal wall. Between the clit and the G-spot, what's the need for an 8" cock when a well-guided 6-inch finger or cock will do? Why are women with the Big Dick Syndrome so willing to share that 8" or more cock with hundreds of women, instead of just being satisfied with a 6" to 7" cock that they could have for themselves? It just baffles my mind that so many women line up for the big dick, and ignore the average to above average men who understand that their mind is the biggest sexual organ they have. Maybe I need to mov

Ok Lets See Whos Got Guts.
This idea came along when i was talking to a good friend of mine. LOL I am now running a contest of the man with the most guts. Any man that has guts to send me their picture with them in their underwear, up close or full body is accepeted, I will do a contest and the picture with the most votes get a cross stitched item for free. This item is something i took time to hand make myself proudly. So, who ever has enough guts and gets the most votes whens something im very proud of.

Buttsecks?!? O'rly?!?
LOLZ. Dis is funnie fo sho! Sent to meh by: ♥MÏ§§*ÇĦΞЯЯ¥™♥L.D.C @ CherryTAP Show her sum luvvvv pleeeze. How are mah friendz tonite yarly? Yer all too quite fo sho! Must be on sneeeeekie yahoo yarly =+^(O_o)^+=

Check This Out!!
Free Money with Agloco This is the greatest thing since Google! Agloco is a new and enterprising company that has taken "internet surfing" to the next level. As of today, we are familiar with many search engines and social networks such as: Google, MySpace, TagWorld, FaceBook, YouTube and countless others. The difference between Agloco and these search engines and social networks is the fact that Agloco pays you for being a member. That's right; Agloco pays YOU! Now you might be wondering, what is the catch? Or how much does something like this cost? There is no catch and there is no cost. Agloco is free and pay you a residual income for referring members; and depending upon how large you build your network, the company will issue you shares of stock. And remember, all this is free! How does something like this work? You would receive a viewbar that advertises companies' products and services. Agloco will charge them a fee for advertising on the viewbar. Once Agloco gets paid by t

Remember...
REMEMBER Feel the chill From your breath The warmth is missing Where did the fire go Now covered in frost I search Desperately For the man I knew Sip some whiskey Defrost you soul Strike a match Taste the flame Wrapped in a blanket I’m so cold Freezing I stand shivering Before you I touch you So gently Like ice in hand Melting Feel my warmth Surround you Sinking deep Scraping the crystals One by one Raging water From your eyes My lips I press to yours Flashback Of forgotten fireworks For a spark of hope Remains Never forget The fire That once was within Written by Melody 4-3-07

3 Reasons...
Why I should bother with CT.It's not like I make a difference.it's NOT like the mumms are gonna get any less stupid.And I'm in a loving relationship,so I'm NOT trolling for ass.So the question,my friends,is 3 reasons why I should remain on CT.I hate ta ask...but fer the life of me,I canna think of even one.

Not Just Online
Ok,here i go again speaking my mind very frankly..Well,As much as I am fighting these online predators.I have a very good point to bring up as it has just been brought to my attentiuon in a very,very harsh real way. These sexual offenders are not only on our streets,but they sometimes live right in our own damn houses.They prey on those weak to them.Ones who respect them as adults when if they only knew that in reality they are no more then just a damn coward in disguise as a man.I wish that for once these men would pick on a woman,not just any woman but a woman who isnt afraid to say no.And one who isnt afraid to beat thier asses.but no,they pick on innocent lil children who deserve a happy life.These children also should be able to depend on thier moms for help,but some have to deal with moms who cant help them because they are only worried about themselves.I will promise all,i will definitely get even with this one particular man .He messed with the wrong girl this time.And he will

I Think Ill Become A Nun!
I sent this to a friend of mine on myspace... he couldn't give me any insight. maybe some of you can... lets see if you can answer this for me..... A guy hit on me at the store last week gave me his number and I was hesitant to call. When I did call he was on his way home and said he would call me back later that night.... He didn't and I haven't talked to him since Saturday. He was all "Yeah I wanna get to know you you're beautiful and you seem intelligent. I call you later tonite, I REALLY want to talk to you" and all that BS you know... Why do guys get all pissy when you question them and think you are paranoid, but they do the exact thing you expect them to do? I think I may just become a NUN DAMNIT! AHHHHHHH

Friendship :o)
www.hostdrjack.com What does friendship means ..It means too me cry and laugh together...share things together....Trust each other..its like a wedding in better or worse..i love my friends....when they love you back ...you know you got real friends Friendship does not mean ...back stabbing,jealousy,Lying,trying too get money out off you,not wanting your man/woman,not trying too set you up...if they say you are there best friend ...beware and ask yourself do i need this??!!

My Heart.......
By: ALLEN.. (my heart smiles with thoughts of u) In my heart, I hold your love close, It's your love that I need the most. I sit here as I watch the sunrise In the morning dew, I see the tip of it looking like a flame, As I'm feeling this burning love for you. I sit here alone with all my thoughts of you, Watching the sunlght begin to fill the room. Thinking of our future, And all the things that we will do, You holding me in your arms, Your heart beating against mine, As we get lost in time. As I dream of that distant place, Where you will always be mine. In my heart you will always be, The one, the only one for me! I don't look forward going through the day, Knowing you're not here with me. Thinking of the endless hours, And the days dragging by. Why does it have to be this way? I have a wish for you and me, And I hope that the good Lord grants it, For you see, I wish that you would bring your love to me. In my heart, You will never leave, So I don't h

Why I Love You
I love you when you try to say what you mean and end up confuseing everybody. Somtimes yourself, too. I love you when you try to keep secrets from me, but end up telling me anyway. I love you when you get mad at me, then hug me two minutes later. I love you when you put the soap on the top ledge of the shower. I love you when you make me mad, then madder because you make me happy again. I love you when you listen to me complain about something stupid, when something important happened to you. I love you when you make up games out of nothing, and all of a sudden they have a mountain of rules. Even though they didn't excist five minutes ago. I love you when you cuddle with me, it's hard to sleep without you now. I love you when you tell me you'll never leave me, and mean it. I love you when your depressed, because it makes you look human, even though you scare me sometimes. I love you when you fling me over your shoulder, it's just cute. I love you when you forget what I tell

Love Defined
What is love, but an emotion, So strong and so pure, That nurtured and shared with another All tests it will endure? What is love, but a force To bring the mighty low, With the strength to shame the mountains And halt time’s ceaseless flow? What is love, but a triumph, A glorious goal attained, The union of two souls, two hearts A bond the angels have ordained? What is love, but a champion, To cast the tyrant from his throne, And raise the flag of truth and peace, And fear of death o’erthrow? What is love, but a beacon, To guide the wayward heart, A blazing light upon the shoals That dash cherished dreams apart? And what is love, but forever, Eternal and sincere, A flame that through wax and wane Will outlive life’s brief years? So I’ll tell it on the mountaintops, In all places high and low, That love for you is my reason to be, And will never break or bow. (Poem links to original/author)

Bored
well im bored someone talk to me rate me add me fan me just do somethiong to me lol im in need for something lol its freezing outside and this sucks major ass it was 74 yesterday and now its 31 today wtf i hate ohio!!!!!!!!!

Work
Just wanted to say a quick hello to all my friends and family. I have been really busy this week with work and my kids so I haven't had much time to come one here. I will be catching up with everybody this weekend and next week since I am off all next week due to spring break. Got to love working for the school district with all the holidays and vacations..LOL Hope everyone is well!

One Flaw In Women
One Flaw In Women Women have strengths that amaze men. They bear hardships and they carry burdens, but they hold happiness, love and joy. They smile when they want to scream. They sing when they want to cry. They cry when they are happy and laugh when they are nervous. They fight for what they believe in. They stand up to injustice. They don't take "no" for an answer when they believe there is a better solution. They go without so their family can have. They go to the doctor with a frightened friend. They love unconditionally. They cry when their children excel and cheer when their friends get awards. They are happy when they hear about a birth or a wedding. Their hearts break when a friend dies. They grieve at the loss of a family member, yet they are strong when they think there is no strength left. They know that a hug and a kiss can heal a broken heart. Women come in all shapes, sizes and colors. They'll drive, fly, walk, run or

A Mans Face
A Mans face A study conducted by UCLA's Department of Psychiatry has revealed that the kind of face a woman finds attractive on a man can differ depending on Where she is in her menstrual cycle. For example: If she is ovulating, she is attracted to men with rugged and masculine features. However, if she is menstruating, or menopausal, she tends to be more attracted to a man with duct tape over his mouth and a spear lodged in His chest while he is on fire. No further studies are expected

On Line Friends
I have made this tag to maybe bring some LOVE back to CherryTap... With all the down rates and drama going on lets all just spread some love to all our friends... I know all the junk will still go on, But maybe just for one moment it can come to a stop and we can all "SHOW SOME LOVE" You may rip it here if you like Thank you Fireman 7

An E-mail
YES, I'M A BAD AMERICAN by: George Carlin I Am Your Worst Nightmare. I am a BAD American. I am George Carlin. I believe the money I make belongs to me and my family, not some mid level governmental functionary be it Democratic or Republican! I'm in touch with my feelings and I like it that way! I think owning a gun doesn't make you a killer, it makes you a smart American. I think being a minority does not make you noble or victimized, and does not entitle you to anything. I believe that if you are selling me a Big Mac, do it in English. I believe everyone has a right to pray to his or her God when and where they want to. My heroes are John Wayne, Babe Ruth, Roy Rogers, and whoever canceled Jerry Springer. I don't hate the rich. I don't pity the poor. I know wrestling is fake and I don't waste my time watching or arguing about it. I've never owned a slave, or was a slave, I haven't burned any witche

A Lot Of Cherries Need To Read This...
I'm about to hit the road, but just wanted to get something off my chest before I left. Before I get off in a rant, let me just say that soooooo many of you have amazed and pleasantly surprised me with the responses, comments, and all out love that I have received. I know I don't get on here as often as I used to, but when I do get on here, a lot of you still come by and show luv as if I never left, and I appreciate y'all for that. However, I see yet again more of these bulletins, profile headliners, profile status lines, and what-not going on and on about so-called haters, and how someone is trying to sabotage someone else. And how Cherry Tap isn't fun, or how so many people are jealous. My thing with all of that is, what's all the fuss about? Is that really why you sign on to CT for? To spend most of your day replying or responding to idiots and envious people? Especially with all the good people willing to chat and clown with you. Now I know I am fortunate to not be on here e

Just A Lil Note
hello hope everyone is having a good day and not working to hard.. just wanted to drop a lil note and let everyone know that i really do enjoy looking at your pics and stashes.. and to keep em coming.. but also just wanted to let you know if it seems like im not rating them super fast to forgive me im just trying to keep up to make sure i get everyone and dont leave anyone out.. :) thanx

A Big Wang Shebang.
a poem by coco: I want a big wang. I want the whole shebang. I could pass for a small guy. But do I really want to try? I want a giant shlong. I would do me all night long. Then again, wouldn't you? Don't lie to me! You know it's true. But I was born with a clit. I do not like it one little bit. It's small and nubby and not much fun It's sad to know that you want one. So we should trade yours for mine- I think that would work oh, just fine. So I can have your giant dick And you have my button for you to flick. *takes a bow*

Seriously
All these people with their rants and raves about others being rude or wasting their time or whatever. Please shut the fuck up. It's a website or god sakes. If you don't like something or someone...block them, delete them, or whatever it takes for you to "QUIT BITCHIN". All these "I don't like drama people", you start all the fuckin drama. It's like not caring for stuff on TV or the radio. If you don't like it, change the fuckin channel. If you don't like shit on here, do something about it or shut up. Now, with that being said...HAVE A NICE DAY, I'm out.

.sucking.cheetos.
so. tired. naps at dinnertime are ghey. tho...the kids arent here...so..i could basically do whatever i want... hmmm...well i already did that... i took an invigorating shower...muahaha n then wandered around mah house naked... cuz a person can do that when no one else is around dammit. then i put on clothes cuz apparently i was scaring Drea from 1000 miles away...*laughs* did the mumm thing out of amusement n boredom...ate cheetos n sucked the cheese off...cuz lately im into sucking stuff outta other stuff... n ya its a pretty boring day...but i dun get to have many of those...so i find it enjoyable... my wireless is still being a cockmaster...but thats ok ...cuz i have green tea. tadum.

Come Fly With Me
This is pretty funny. Wanted to share it with my peeps. Just in case you need a laugh: Remember it takes a college degree to fly a plane, but only a high school diploma to fix one. Reassurance for those of us who fly routinely in our jobs. After every flight, Qantas pilots fill out a form, called a "gripe sheet," which tells mechanics about problems with the aircraft. The mechanics correct the problems, document their repairs on the form, and then pilots review the gripe sheets before the next flight. Never let it be said that ground crews lack a sense of humor. Here are some actual maintenance complaints submitted by Qantas' pilots (marked with a P) and the solutions recorded (marked with an S) by maintenance engineers. By the way, Qantas is the only major airline that has never, ever, had an accident. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ P: Left inside main tire almost needs replacement. S: Almost replaced left inside main tire. P: Test flight OK, except auto-land very rough. S: Auto

Old Lady's Back Yard
A little old lady is walking down the street, dragging two plastic garbage bags, one in each hand. There's a hole in one of the bags, and once in a while a $20 bill flies out of it onto the pavement. Noticing this, a policeman stops her and says, "Ma'am, there are $20 bills falling out of that bag ." "Damn!", says the little old lady, "I'd better go back and see if I can find some of them. Thanks for the warning!" "Well, now, not so fast," says the cop. "How did you get all that money? Did you steal it?" "Oh, no", says the little old lady. "You see, my back yard backs up to the parking lot of the football stadium. Each time there's a game, a lot of fans come and pee in the bushes, right into my flower beds!" So, I go and stand behind the bushes with a big hedge clipper, and each time someone sticks his willie through the bushes, I say: '$20 or off it comes!' " "Hey, not a bad idea!", laughs the cop. "Good luck! But by the way, what's in the other bag?" "Wel

Drunken Ramble
So, I'm sitting here drinking some shit and I started thinking, you know how that goes. What I'm thinking about is people. People and their personalitys for instance. I understand we get alot of our personalitys from from life experiences growing up. Being a kid shapes who we are as men. But is that all? We're all born with some kind of personality. Before we're exposed to anything we have ourselves and who we are, what we do, what we feel, etc... Is this something we are predisposed to have? Who decides what we start out as and when does that change to what we turn out to be? Or are we always on a predetermined path? Can you be one way and change yourself to be different? Or is "different" what you were always meant to be, waiting only on the time for change to take place? Ok, fuck it, yes I'm a lil tipsy, but so the fuck what. To me, life is like one big obstical in front of your optical built to make you question yourself, question others, question whats real. Life, i

Fucktards.........cherry Tap Sucks Balls........
TO ALL I HAVE MET ON HERE.....I WANT TO EXTEND MY HAND IN FRIENDSHIP, TO ALL I HAVE MET ON HERE WHO DONT SPEAK TO ME ON A REG BASIS....YOU CAN KISS MY ASS.......HERE I WILL LET IT ROLL OUT FROM START TO FINISH..... BABY JESUS....CANCEL MY FUCKEN VIC ACCOUNT CAUSE YOUR FUCKED UP SITE NEVER WORKS RIGHT.......CANCEL IT, CANCEL IT........I BETTER SEE A CREDIT ALSO....FUCKTARD....... 1)Baby Jesus....YOUR SITE SUCKS DICK...TIME TO UPGRADE IT..... 2)STOP KILLING PEEPS ON MONEY HERE....WHY BUY SHIT WHEN THE SITE DONT WORK CORRECTLY......DUMB ASS FUCK..... 3)IF YOU WANNA GAIN POINTS......WWW.CHERRYTAPBLASTER.COM IS WHAT YOU NEED....COST YOU 9.95 A MONTH AND YOU CAN MAKE SOME SERIOUS POINTS........NICE PROGRAM TO BOMB........ 4)TO THE BOUNCERS, YA'LL NEED A LIFE.....YOU TRULY SUCK AS BAD AS MIKE, BJ OR WHATEVER HIS NAME IS ...... 5)YOUR SITE BLOWS CAUSE IT NEVER WORKS RIGHT. WHY PAY FOR HAPPY HOUR, VICS OR ETC WHEN IT ALWAYS CRASHES......DAMM, YOU NEED TO CALL BILL GATES YOU

You Might Be Giving Pagans A Bad Name If...
You Might be Giving Pagans a Bad Name If... You insist that your boss call you "Rowan Starchild" because otherwise you'd sue for religious harassment. (Score double for this if you don't let that patronizing dastard call you "Mr. or Ms. Starchild.") You request Samhain, Beltaine, and Yule off and then gripe about working Christmas. You expect your employer to exempt you from the random drug testing because of your religion. You think the number of Wiccan books you own is far more important than the number you have read, regardless of the fact that most of your books are for beginners. You've won an argument by referencing "Drawing Down the Moon," knowing darned good and well they haven't read it either. You said it was bigotry when they didn't let you do that ritual in front of city hall. It had nothing to do with the skyclad bit. You picketed The Craft and Hocus Pocus, but thought that the losers who picketed The Last Temptation of Christ needed to get live

Rude
OMG I JUST GOT ASKED IN MY SHOUTBOX IF I COULD DEEP THROAT,,,,I IGNORED IT AND ERASED IT,,HE CAME BACK WITH "I BET YOU COULD DEEP THROAT MINE"...I WAS LIKE WTF,,,I TOLD HIM HE WOULD NEVER FIND OUT IF I COULD OR NOT,,,,SO HE GETS MAD AND CALLED ME A NASTY WHORE. LMAO,,, AINT IT A BITCH TO BE A CT REJECT..LOL

Ooooh, How I Hate Scammers!!
Welp...I gots myself another scam-artist on my messenger. She's popped up a couple times while I was..uhm look, its something shiney! Yeah, anyway she's come up a few times. She (and I will refer to it as she because it proclaims to be female) asks if I got her message about an "urgent matter" or some different such BS. Then she goes into a spiel about being stuck in...Africa? I dunno, some place. The hotel is apparently holding her passport hostage until her fees at the hotel are paid, and she's waiting for the "client" whom she picked up the material for, to pay her..but she can't cash the check until the passport is returned. But she can't get the passport until the fee is paid. BS. But hey, everyone has a hobby..being a degenerate smart-ass punk just so happens to be mine. I love talking to these dumbasses, they are so entertaining. I mean..stupidity at your disposal to play with? Hell, I normally keep them on my messenger for months until I get bored of them. Here's my take on the

Home Depot
Subject: Home Depot Two guys, one old and one young, are pushing their carts around Home Depot when they collide. The old guy says to the young guy, "Sorry about that. I'm looking for my wife, and I guess I wasn't paying attention to where I was going. "The young guy says, "That's OK. It's a coincidence. I'm looking for my wife, too. I can't find her and I'm getting a little desperate." The old guy says, "Well, maybe we can help each other. What does your wife look like?" The young guy says, "Well, she is 24 yrs old, tall, with blonde hair, blue eyes, long legs, big boobs, and she's wearing tight white shorts, a halter top and no bra. What does your wife look like?" The old guy says, "Doesn't matter --- let's look for yours."

Dj Lucky
Well I feel like writing about a new experience that has come my way....I have been blessed to come across a group of ppl a while back that accepted me into there family....for the record I feel like an outsider....I listen to heavy metal, and a few other genres of music....but these ppl accepted me anyway....and I have become a DJ for them....which is an awesome experience.....I enjoy being able to pass along the music I like plus learn about music that everyone else is into...and guess that is one thing about getting in with a group of pple that you can respect and whom respect you...so to you all thanks for making me feel like I belong somewhere....and let me know what I can do to improve....and to you all who read my blogs leave me a comment....let me know how I can make these blogs better...I like the critisim

Outshined
This should be my theme song! I got up feeling so down I got off being sold out Ive kept the movie rolling But the storys getting old now I just looked in the mirror Things arent looking so good Im looking california And feeling minnesota So now you know, who gets mystified Show me the power child Id like to say That Im down on my knees today It gives me the butterflies Gives me away Till Im up on my feet again Im feeling outshined Someone let the dogs out Theyll show you where the truth is The grass is always greener Where the dogs are shitting Im feeling that Im sober Even though Im drinking I cant get any lower Still I feel Im sinking So now you know who gets mystified Show me the power child Id like to say That Im down on my knees today It gives me the butterflies Gives me away Till Im up on my feet again Im feeling outshined

Ignorant People Giving Ratings Below A 10..!!
Well, this has been on my mind for some time now, ever since someone rated my sis's photo AND her profile a 1.....yes....I said ONE!! How effing rude/mean/rotten and down right ignorant is that? I've also gotten rated as low as a 2, and it doesn't make ya feel real good when you come on your CT page and you see that! I already KNOW I'm not the most attractive person, so I don't need someone to come on my page and basically "tell me" that I'm freaking ugly! I've always gone by the motto~~> "If you don't have anything nice to say, then just don't say anything at all"!! Fortunately...my Sis and I are strong enuff types of people that we can over-look the "ignorance" of those that get their rocks off by doing that to us! I'm not saying that it doesn't hurt our feelings, cuz it damn sure does, but WE can move on.....But what these "ignorant A-holes" don't understand, is that there are people that come on here, perhaps that are lonely, looking for friendship, needing an uplift, or whatever,

The Most Talked About Subject
1. According to the Kinsey Institute, the biggest erect penis on record measures 13 inches. The smallest tops off at 1 3/4 inches. 2. The most common fantasy is oral sex. 3. 8% of us have regular anal sex. 4. 60% of men and 54% of women have had a 1-night stand. 5. Women buy 4 out of every 10 condoms sold. 6. In 1609, a doctor named Wecker found a corpse in Bologna with two penises. Since then, there have been eighty documented cases of men similarly endowed. 7. Men say the average erect penis is 10. Women say itfs 4. 8. A female orgasm is a powerful painkiller (because of the release of endorphins), so headaches are in fact a bad excuse not to have sex. 9. 56% of men have had sex at work. 10. Among the Mangaians of Polynesia, 18-year-old couples make love an average of three times a night, every night, until their thirties, when the weekly average drops to a mere 14. 11. 1 in 3 of us have had an extramarital affair. 12. 62% think there

Clearing Something Up!
HEY GUYS IM VOODOO AND THERES BEEN SOME SHIT THAT WAS SAID ABOUT ME BY ANOTHER USER WHO I USE TO DATE. SHE SAID I WAS STALKING HER AND HARRASING HER MEAN WHILE SHE WAS BLOCKED AND WAS IGNORED TILL TODAY TO ASK HER WHY WAS SHE SAYING SHIT ABOUT ME. WELL DUE TO THIS I HAVE RECIEVED A NUMBER OF PRIVATE MESSAGES THREATING ME! WELL SINCE THE STAFF OF CHERRYTAP WONT DO ANYTHING BECAUSE SUSPOSELY ITS IN THE TOS WE SIGN( I DIDNT SIGN ANYTHING LOL) ITS ONLY COME TO MY ATTENTION THAT USERS ARE ALLOWED TO MAKE OTHER USERS KILL THEMSELFS. AT FIRST THIS SITE WAS FUN BUT THEN CAME THE DRAMA. WELL WHEN THIS USER http://www.cherrytap.com/user/601604 GOT A NEW MAN I WAS THREATEN BY HIM SAYING IF I DONT STOP TALKING TO HER THAT HE WILL INFORM MIKE(BABY J) AND HAVE MY ACCOUNT DELETED FOR TALKING TO HIS GIRL. SHE WAS BLOCKED SINCE I LEFT HER. IF YOU GUYS HAVE ANY QUESTIONS FEEL FREE TO HIT ME UP BUT IM WORKING A LONG DAY TODAY SO IM PROBALLY NOT GONNA REPLY TILL TONIGHT SO PLEASE TRY AND PRIVATE MESSAGE M

1 Question
One Question a quick question ONE QUESTION.. Ok, I had this sent to me and I thought it was cool. If you dont want to do this, no biggie! I thought I would post this and see what happened. Question.... 1 question. 1 chance. 1 answer. That's all you get. You get to ask me 1 question. (TO MY INBOX) Any one question, no matter how crazy it is. ANY 1 question!! Conditions: I won't tell ANYONE what you asked me and I promise to answer it truthfully. The catch is, you have to repost this and see what people ask you.

I Hate Moving!
Ok well I hate moving in the first place, but I hate it even more when I don't have a choice. Hopefully something good will come of this, don't know what that will be yet, but I have a feeling that living with the in-laws will have something to do with it (such as humility and a newfound appreciation for living in one's OWN house). In case you were wondering, no I don't currently have a house of my own, I lost it to foreclosure. So now, me and the rest of my family (4 in all) are living with my in-laws in a 55 and over community, so there are no other kids around for my son to play with. Also, my job said not to come back because they felt the commute would be too long and I wouldn't want to do it for long. At the moment life kinda sucks, but thank god for family. Best to you all!

Happy Easter Everyone
Friends Without Faces We sit and we type and we stare at our screens, We can't help but wonder what all of this means. With mouse in hand ...we roam through this maze, On an infinite search...lost in a daze. We chat with each other, we type all our woes At times we'll band together to gang up on our foes. We wait for somebody, to type out our name We want recognition, but it is always the same. Soon friendships are formed - but - why we don't know, But some of these friendships, will flourish and grow. We give kisses and hugs, and sometimes we'll flirt, In IMs we chat deeply, and reveal why we hurt. Why is it on screen, we are so easily bold, Telling our secrets, that have never been told. The answer is simple, it is as clear as a bell, We all have our problems, and need someone to tell. We can't tell real people, but tell someone we must So we turn to our 'puters ...and to those we can trust. Even though it sounds crazy...the truth stil

Read Or Don't Read, Doesnt Really Matter
I was sitting here this morning and thinking that the website I've come to love was getting to the point that it's not that much fun anymore. I then realized that I was letting stupid crap bother me and that I've got enough in my real life to make me feel lousy right now I've made many, many wonderful friends here on Cherry in the past 9 months and still seem to find more everyday. When I first started here 9 months ago I made it an effort to send comments to all my friends every other day. My list has become such lately(and yes i do still try to send to everyone)that I've scaled that back to once or twice a week, but I still make that same effort. I have pretty much stayed away from alot of the drama. I will defend my friends fiercely, but for the most part I stay away from the meaningless stuff. This brings me to the point of all this. We all really need to stop and sit back for a second and realize that it's just a website. Yes there are things that happen that piss alot of u

I'm Back Biotches!!!
AIGHT, SO I'M BACK. WHOLE FUCKING BODY HURTS, CAN ONLY USE MY RIGHT ARM, AND GODDAMN PAIN KILLERS ARE KICKING MY ASS. BUT SHOW MY ASS SOME LOVE, AND GET BACK IN CONTACT WITH ME YOU FUCKS!!! PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL. P.S. NAKED AND GOT SEXUAL HEALING!!

Single Again Lol : )
Hey everyone I'm single again. I'm just goin to be chillin out for a little while. If you want to talk to me then you're more than welcome. There are only a few things i require. I want a girl that meets me half way on things. If we have a problem we should be able to just talk it out and come up with a solution. Also girls, make sure you can keep your word. If you can't keep your promises then there is no reason to even talk to me. You're just waistin both of our times. I'm a preacher's kid and i'm use to havin good girls as my girlfriend. I understand now that people have pasts and you have to sometimes look past them, but at the same time i don't want something that everyone has had. If you can keep these three simple things and just be there for me I'll make sure be there whenever you need me. If you need a shoulder to cry on then you know i'm there for you. I like to have fun with a girl and i like to make her feel special. The girl just has to do the same in return. If anyone is

My Gripe: The Shoutbox
First -simply- the shoutbox drives me nuts! It IS a nice touch for some INSTANT messaging but seems to have issues. Somtimes I can't even see the spot I'm typing in because something is in the way and other times I'll type a long message and scroll off the screen before hitting SEND and it disappears. Annoying.. BUT.. my gripe is mostly about the messages I get in them and the people that send me them. All day I getthe simple common one liners such as "hey sexy, what's up, you're hot, etc. I typically don't respond to these because the amount of them I get and because of part 2 of this gripe. Most of the time people don't seam to mind that I don't comment back but then I'll always get the psycho who starts on the one liner rampage... Are you there? Hey sexy??? are you not talking to me? (then as if they hadn't even sent a message yet) hey sexy, you there? hellooooooooo???? you must be away Finally I say "have I talked to you before" thinking that I must know this p

Why Is There No Love For Me!!
Why is there no love for me, I searched for the answer but still don't see.. There was a time in my life, when I looked for a wife.. Now that is a distant dream, and I have no buisness on a balance beam. you see love is a serious matter, not just a bunch of on line chatter.. Now don't get me wrong, there are plenty of women with the same old song.. they do all that they can to find my heart and lock it, but in the end they just hang on because of my deep pocket.. but what I want is real, and it is deeper that just something you can feel.. But just so there is no misunderstanding about what I like, I want the kind of passion that keeps you warm all night.. A woman's body is special to me,and you are all queens to me.. But the kind of body that I crave, is the one that after one look you are a permanent sex slave.. let try to break it down to it's smallest part, I need a woman that also makes love with her heart.. yes I am and ass man and I love full lips too, I also love round hips and

Kentucky Friends
FRIENDS: Tell you not to do something stupid when drunkKentucky FRIENDS: Will post 360 degree security so you dont get caught peeing ------------------------------------------ FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs Kentucky FRIENDS: Call your parents drunk as hell and tell them about the fat chick you tried to pick up ------------------------------------------ FRIENDS: Hope the night out drinking goes smoothly, and hope that no one is late for the ride home. Kentucky FRIENDS: Know some wild shit will happen, and set up rally points and an E & E route. (true story) ------------------------------------------ FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. Kentucky FRIENDS: Will be sitting next to you saying, Damn...that shit was fun " ------------------------------------------ FRIENDS: Cry with you. Kentucky FRIENDS: laugh at you. ------------------------------------------ FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back. Kentuc

Restrictions
Seems to me that lately this site has been imposing way to many restrictions. nsfw rules, comment bombing rules, picture and rates rules etc. now I see that rating too fast can put you on an endangered list with the threat of getting your account deleted. that's right I said threat, because that's all it is. I take a little bit on exception when I belong to a site that posts rules and enforces regs by intimidation yet at the same time send you e-mails every month telling you to help the site get more members. I remember when I joined here friends told me it was better than myspace, a more adult audience. really? that has yet to be proven to me and I'll tell you all right now, if I get deleted I won't be back. so post your thoughts and comments here if you agree or even disagree with me.

Untitled
I hate that you changed. I hate that you’re the same. I hate that you left. I hate how you’ve stayed. I hate how I cry. I hate how you make me smile. I hate how I miss you. I hate how I feel. I hate how it hurts. I hate that it’s my fault. I hate that it’s yours. I hate that I can’t be around you. I hate how I’ve lost you. I hate how I’ve found out who you really are. I hate that I can’t tell you any of this. But most of all, I hate how I can’t hate you, Not even a little. I hate how I still love you

If
IF] If you can keep your head when all about you Are losing theirs and blaming it on you, If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you But make allowance for their doubting too, If you can wait and not be tired by waiting, Or being lied about, don't deal in lies, Or being hated, don't give way to hating, And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise: If you can dream--and not make dreams your master, If you can think--and not make thoughts your aim; If you can meet with Triumph and Disaster And treat those two impostors just the same; If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools, Or watch the things you gave your life to, broken, And stoop and build 'em up with worn-out tools: If you can make one heap of all your winnings And risk it all on one turn of pitch-and-toss, And lose, and start again at your beginnings And never breath a word about your loss; If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew To serve

Life
Life Life is beauty; appreciate it. Life is a dream; realize it. Life is a challenge; meet it. Life is a duty; complete it. Life is a game; play it. Life is a sorrow; feel it. Life is a song; sing it. Life is a struggle; accept it. Life is an adventure; risk it. Life is luck; make it. Life is a puzzle; solve it. Life is opportunity; take it. Life is a mission; fulfill it. Life is life; live it! May you all live life to the fullest

~~they Walk Among Us~~
Enjoy! They walk among us and some are even related to us. I walked into a Mickey D's with a buy-one-get-one-free coupon for a sandwich. I handed it to the girl and she looked over at a little chalkboard that said "buy one-get one free". "They're already buy-one-get-one-free", she said, "so I guess they're both free" She handed me my free sandwiches and I walked out the door. They Walk Among Us and Many Work Retail. One day I was walking down the beach with some friends when one of them shouted, "Look at that dead bird!" Someone looked up at the sky and said, "Where?" They Walk Among Us! While looking at a house, my brother asked the real estate agent which direction was north because, he explained, he didn't want the sun waking him up every morning. She asked, "Does the sun rise in the north?" When my brother explained that the sun rises in the east, and has for sometime, she shook her head and said, "Oh I don't keep up with that stuff." They Walk Among Us!!

My Name Is..... (re: Fibromyalgia)
MY NAME IS FIBROMYALGIA by Terri Been Hi....My Name is Fibromyalgia, and I'm an Invisible Chronic Illness. Iam now velcroed to you for life. Others around you can't see me or hear me,but YOUR body feels me. I can attack you anywhere and anyhow I please.I can cause severe pain or, if I'm in a good mood, I can just cause you to ache all over. Remember when you and Energy ran around together and had fun? I took Energy from you, and gave you Exhaustion. Try to have fun now! Ialso took Good Sleep from you and, in its place, gave you Brain Fog. I can make you tremble internally or make you feel cold or hot when everyone else feels normal. Oh, yeah, I can make you feel anxious or depressed, too. If youhave something planned, or are looking forward to a great day, I can take that away, too. You didn't ask for me. I chose you for various reasons: That virus you had that you never recovered from, or that car accident,or maybe it was the years of abuse and trauma. Well, anyway

Sayin Goodbye...
some of you know that i am leaving tomorrow to go home for a week (or more...) i want to say bye to everyone because i wont be on here much seeing how ill be spending time with family and yeah. when i am on ill only be on for a short time, im doing this to clear my mind of a lot of things and see what i really want to do with my life. i would like to put a few people in here, its the people i talk to on a regular basis and who always been there for me no matter what... ill miss everyone while im gone x-x-x Riot Girl - TF! my BEST friend, like a brother to me, and has my best intrest at heart THROATF*CK!@ CherryTAP - Momma Stang, always gave me advice when i needed and has always helped me when i was in trouble ۞Kings Queen Stang۞@ CherryTAP - Army Wifez, this girl has one of the biggest hearts, and she does what she does and she does it well, doent care if you like it either lol couldnt get her link so just click the pic! - Auntie Chaos, she

Amnio & Sonogram. It's A .................
VERY SHY BABY. We did NOT get to learn the sex. Today, did not go well. During the sonogram, Liz got so lightheaded (lying on her back) that she almost passed out. They turned her to her left side so she could get her breath back, but she missed the last part of the sonogram. We checked to see the gender, because at 18 weeks, we SHOULD have been able to tell - had things gone well. But, all we found out, is that the baby is SHY. He/she (assuming she!) kept their legs CLOSED SHUT TIGHT. Which confirms our suspicions as far as we're concerned - if it was a boy, it'd be showin his stuff off. Girls are a little more modest ;-) And then, the consultation with the doctor. First off, I must say, Dr. O'Hara is FABULOUS. She is not Liz's normal OB - but Dr. Depew referred us to her for the amnio, because she is "The" high risk doctor in our town. Her resident, Dr. Hoskins, is learning from a WONDERFUL example, and if he follows her lead, he will have an amazing career ahead of hi

Pain...
If I runaway tomorrow please dont follow, please let me run...for if you follow I shall crumble to the ground like dust and my soul will wither and blow away in the storm of time. If I runaway tomorrow please dont follow, please let me run... for if you come towards me I will weep tears of oceans and flood the lost souls of all time. If I runaway tomorrow please dont follow, please let me run...for if you catch me I will have to face you and come undone and the seams that hold me together will be tattered pieces of my heart. If I runaway tomorrow please dont follow,please let me run...for if you touch me I will remember all the pain and make me realize that I have not forgiven you at all.... So please just let me runaway.... *Perhaps the pain of the past can hurt you in the sands of tomorrow...and can make a clear day pass with storms of the soul* ((And not a day goes by that I dont think of you.......damn you))

The Beginning Of The End.
Wow there sure are alot of people here looking 4 temporary satisfaction. Its seemz that alot of people have no shame in looking 4 the admiration that they hope can make up 4 the ego/esteem they have lost thoughout time via broken harts and bad relationships. Its ashame. I think probably more than 40% of america looks 4 love even while being married. Me? Ive never been married. And 4 the facts i mentioned above, i dont think i will be getting maried or even in a relationship anytime soon. Becauze most people think love iz bout who comez out on top in the end - not about being a team throughout UNTIL the end. 2 all of U peeps out there who are maried and STILL looking...cheerz 2 U. Have fun in your socially robotic lifestylez tangled up in chaos. 4 thoze of U patiently awaiting your turn like me...this round iz on the house.

Scattered Thoughts
i am having a hard time dealing with people right now.....i have a million things running through my head so if this seems scattered brained i am not responsible.... i am moving in a couple weeks....my brother Dave lives in the house where my gram and pop-pop lived and there is an attached gargage apartment....albeit small we at least have a place to go....which we will be going there in the next couple of weeks.... i am regaining Jenni's trust...i love her so much and wish we had never broken up....Jenni my darling i love you.... Jason and i are talking....losing communication with him was like losing a part of me...for a long time Jason was my life...my reason for living....my reason to drag my ass out of bed everyday....but he is where he belongs and that is with Shannon....and i am also becoming closer to her again...Shannon and i were friends ever before i knew Jason and i did alot of damage there too but i have been forgiven and i love them both very much.... i am goi

My Opinion...
this blog could be taken offensively to some ppl but ya know what if u don't like it get the fuck off my page! i personally just wanna say i'm sick of all the ppl on here bitching about the changes to this site. they sit there and claim that some of the stuff babyj does is childish but stop and take a look at who's throwing the tantrums. this is an adult site and we all need to start acting like it. this site isn't about contests or comment bombing its about meeting new ppl. so if u don't like the changes than go find a new site! quit sittin here bitching bout something thats never gonna change and go away. xoxo valerie

Sometimes....
....I just want to shove an ice pick in my nose. Today has not been great. Could have been worse, I suppose, but it definitely could have gone better. First off, traffic blows...even at FIVE o'FUCKING clock in the morning, there is traffic. Whatever, I'm used to it. But this morning, the idiot in front of me happened to be driving a truck full of compost...that shit stinks. Especially when it's flying off and swirling into the crack you have in your window to smoke. So now I have a shit-covered cancer stick, some on my shirt, my car is filthy, and I'm sure I'll have flowers growing on my dash here shortly....but I make it to work on time. Yay? No, no yay!! I do the normal opening thing, and the VERY FIRST customer happens to be the biggest bitch of all time. She's one of our regulars, has a course membership and all, but also our biggest complainer. So at 6 AM I have to get bitched at because we charge holiday rates for Good Friday? You think I'm gonna put up with that? No, I don't eit

Attention Harleys/chopper Contest
MUST BE SAFE FOR WORK 1ST PRIZE 3 DAY BLAST 2 PRIZE 3 DAY BLAST 3RD VIC GIFT OF YOUR CHOICE 4TH..POSCHE CONTEST STARTS AS SOON AS ALL ENTRYS HAVE BEEN FILLED PRIVATE MEESAGES TO ME ON WHAT BIKE SOI CAN RIPAND ADD IT WEN ALL ARE ENTERED..ILL POST A STICKY PLUS SEND Y UR LINK GOOD LUCK..BIKES RULE MEN/WOMEN ARE TO ENTER MUST BE SFW ANY FLAGGING OTHER CONTESTENTS WILL BE AUTOMATIC DELETED..WILL NOT BE TOLERATED JELOUSEY..

The Lemon Curse
(Originally Posted on July 11, 2006)I got this from a Pagan board I belong to.The Lemon Curse You Will Need: 1 Lemon 1 Black Candle 9 Nails Cursing Oil Picture of the person (to be cursed) Athame Black Bowl The Spell: Light the candle and cut a slit into the lemon. Place the picture of the person you want to curse inside the slit of the lemon. Take one of the nails and feel your anger rise, visualize your anger and then pierce the nail into the lemon, do the same with the remaining nails. With each nail your anger for the person should rise getting blacker and blacker. When you reach the last nail, place the lemon into the bowl and pour the cursing oil onto the lemon and filling the bowl until the lemon is half covered with the oil. Let the lemon rot in its bowl on your altar, and as the lemon rots, so too will the life and luck of the person you have cursed.tag: satan, satanism, satanist, satanic, religion, anger, revenge, ceremony, ritual, hate

Me
ok leates get one thing streat all u guys out there i know u think im sexy and hot and cute im telling all u im just me there is nothing special about me comment if u want i will read your comments plus I am happly married for 13 yrs now

Update On The Job Front
Well, when it rains, it pours. I've been interviewing like a madman lately. It's been mostly A/V jobs, offering good salaries. There is one interview that I have scheduled for Tuesday, however, that I'm really excited about. Yesterday, I got a call from Lockheed Martin, who seemed VERY interested in hiring me for a Technician position (besides dealing with electrical and mechanical equipment, they didn't reveal much more than that). The initial position is simply entry level, with no security clearance needed, but still offering a very nice salary. It was also stated during the phone interview yesterday, that if they hire me, they would like to try and move me up as quickly as possible (meaning getting my security clearance, better pay, and being in a position to learn a LOT). This is VERY exciting for me, and I will be doing EVERYTHING I can to make sure this works out. This is the big time. Mom always said I should get into the aerospace field. Looks like this is my chance.

Cats & Dogs
A little background: I’ve been trying to “domesticate” Butch, a bad-ass and semi-violent 15-lb. stray cat that adopted me, so that I can bring him into my house full-time. I originally thought I would foster him for adoption through my rescue group. I’ve become way too attached to do that now, so I am going to keep him. Good: **He doesn’t have any problem with my current cat, Mojo, who could have been the prototype of the original “’fraidy cat.” **I’m also very pleased that my 90-lb. dogs don’t bother him at all. **He is very tolerant of my two-year-old daughter, who is still trying to master the idea of “gentle” and “soft hands.” Bad: **It appears that Mojo (half Butch's size), *does* have a problem with Butch, who barely escaped a fight by allowing himself to be chased out of my house. **The reason the dogs don’t bother Butch is that they are scared of him, and with reason. Imagine a 90-lb. beautiful and strong yellow Labrador retriever, who could literally tear t

Well Choice Is Made
After long consideration and many talks with my kids and family I have made the choice to go for it and get my CDL. My kids understand why and have decided it sounds cool getting post cards and gifts from all the places I will go. They said they will be excited to show thier friends all the stuff they will get and tell them of all the places I will be going. I explained to them many times it means I will be gone a lot and they said that was ok we can talk on the phone every night before bed and get on web cam so we can see each other. Then they asked if on holidays they can ride with me so they can travel too *laughs* So now its time to start studying to get my permit. I know this is a chance to turn my life around and get ahead finally and support my family like I need to do. Cant depend on anyone but ME to make my life better and get back on track. Went through hard times and life went down hill so time to go back up the hill and make a life for my kids and myself.

Heres Is A Lil Something
One day you will think of me The way I thought of you... And one day you will cry for me The way I cried for you... One day you will love me as I have loved you... But the day you realize you love me... Will be the day you realize you through it all away!

A Chance Of Meeting...
A Chance Of Meeting... On my screen you came out of the blue, Awakening my heart from pain to feelings before I never knew We are both scared of the road fate has shown Two souls paired to a destiny still unknown Should we choose to meet and tempt these hands of fate It would take two, for the odds to be beat To lead us to eternity and heavens gate Should we choose to not would our minds constantly wonder, Was that the one I always sought On that do we dare to ponder? For you have touched me deep I long to hold you for all time To be mine, forever to keep For us to share a lifetime I want your passionate kiss to take my breath away Never want to miss your touch while in each others arms we lay So now the decision is ours to make I'll treasure you whatever may be My heart is here for you to take Loyalty I'll vow should you give yours to me

Heres A Another One
The days of the past were dark and gray, then with one look at you it all went away. The moment I looked into those beautiful eyes, I knew that you would never tell me any lies. A comfortable feeling moved over me, like this whole thing is meant to be. I want to to make you forget about the past, and give you a relationship that will last. You are so gorgeous and so sweet, you possess a smile that can't be beat. It melts me and I'd do anything for you, and I believe you would do anything for me too. We're going to build something great together, and we can make each other happy forever. Your name defines you all too well, you are truly one special lady.

This Is Me, Take It Or Leave It...
So many have asked me to "define" a witch. As you can tell, I'm not green and full of warts..I do have a broom, however it works better on floors. I am a Pagan High Priestess who practices solitary. I am also a teacher to a few, those have become my dearest friends. I am not white nor am I black..hence using the term "witch". It seems to fit who I am. I guess that means I practice spells doesn't it? Hehehe! Yes I do! I can not turn you into a toad, and NO I don't worship the devil! I guess that is the biggest misconception of them all. Pagans and Wiccans do not even believe in the "devil". We believe he was created to instill the fear of God and belief into others, a way to force them to follow the path of Christianity or Catholicism. Paganism WAS the first religion. Some will argue, but research. I am a normal mother to 4 children. I do NOT force my beliefs on to them, they have their opinions and I guide them down whatever path they choose. I am their mother and will support

Wait For Morning Light
There's a tear, in those soft eyes, An uncertainty left wondering, what the truth hides, How do I tell her, To have no fear, when i know, Its a long hard road from here, tears fill her eyes, I see the heartache inside, I say "Baby, it'll be alright" just lay your head by me tonight, We'll say a prayer, And wait for morning light, I know she make it, just wish i could ease the pain, Carry her fear, add some sunshine to the rain, in her heart lives a savior, I know she believes, Even through her darkest hour, he'll never leave, tears fill her eyes, I see the heartache inside, I say "Baby, it'll be alright" just lay your head by me tonight, We'll say a prayer, And wait for morning light, I love you sweetheart, always here for you.

Morning Sex
Soft sleep..feeling myself rise. your mouth..i awaken to your tongue..licking my nipples. they rise and harden..tighten as you suck and bite gently. mmmm..so good..to feel your hardness, your warmth in the morning. your fingers seeking my wet pussy..knowing i am still full of cum from the night before. god..can i ever have enough of you, or you me? i don't know..as i moan when i feel your lips then your teeth biting my shoulder. moving up to the curve in my neck you suck..marking me as yours. feeling your fingers pinch and twist my nipples as you trace your tongue up to my ear. your mouth on me.. by Warmspirit

My Poem
THE GIFT OF LOVE ...................Ever hopeful, filled with dreams, bright new,brand new,hopeful schemes, pastel shades and wedgewood skies, first light of loving in your eyes, soon to dim and then you flee, leaving me alone with me,the things i fear, the things you said burning rivers in my head, bereft of all we shared, my soul so old,.so young, so bare,afraid of you, of me, of life, of men ... until the bright new dreams begin again, the landscape never quite the same, eventually a different game, aware at last of what i know, and think, and am, and feel, the gift of love at long last real.....

The Darkness
If only it were so simple, to cruise through life smelling roses; but the obstacles blacken the countryside, and we unwittingly crush them beneath our boots. Dreams sustain us through the madness; goals give a finish line to our race. Yet they change with every turn, around every wall, and remain elusive throughout the quest. Mistakes are made, and regrets are our luggage; we will drag them with us to slow us down. The victories are flashes of light, sudden and unlasting, which allow us to glimpse the road ahead before darkness descends. Love is bitter, yet it is the bread that keeps us. Over and over it fills us up, only to starve us. The people whom we love shape our destinies and give us our strengths, yet leave us cold and alone in the darkness. There are others trying to race to the end; occasionally, we bump into one or two. The bonds we form help us down the path less lonely but eventually, we lose each other in the darkness. Alone is

Someone To Belong:)
" bOy wAs AbOut tO die bUt bEfOre hE did.. He gAve his gUrL A dOzEn RosEs.. 1 wAs ArtificiaL And 11 wAs reaL And sAid.. bAby iL Love yOu tiL d LAst One diEs... This story has touched my heart and leave million questions in my minds...when do you know when you are in love?... when the love is real? is it when you are ready to do foolish things in the name of love? or IS LOVE ENOUGH????.. they say love is blind..for me,,its not true love can see everything.. from the small holes up too the big .. from one dirt to a bigger mess, they just i t is blind because when you start loving it is not the naked eyes that see but its the eyes of the heart that knows and it is our choice not see what is right and what is wrong it is us who accept even when the truth is in our face and saying..STOP...or you will die because of so much love.. love will make or break you!!! you really dont know what is love is until you get to appoint where you are ready to trade 10 years of your life for a si

Miss C.
I dont wanna lose your friendship. I know what your going through. When you disappeared for a week i was worried.I am sorry for whatever that has to be sorry for. You mean the world to me. I loved every min of your friendship. Seeing online brighten my day. I liked the lounge you and made some good friends in it. Please miss c. I dont wanna lose your friendship . You brighten my day when you said one day you will visit. But now i dont know if you every will due to what happen. I known you for a while now. Please sweetie. Message me.

"waiting On Love"
I'm walking away with every intention of never looking back. Even though it seems I'm gone forever, I know I'll always be in the back of your mind. It seems we've gotten some bad luck, but I'll come back for you.Don't worry, I'll always love you. Only our own stupididty poisons the love we share. If we can make it through what we've made it through, we can do anything! Do me a favor, never stop loving me!

I Love My Friends But...
The fake display pics thing has gotten out of hand. I don't recognize alot of yall anymore. Each one of you using some sexy hot person as a display pic is also beautiful in thier own right. I have like zero self esteem. I hate how I look and though its tempting,I can't do it. What is socially acceptable and pleasing to the eye is ingrained in our brains by the media. Yanno it is ok to be yourselves!! I understand the race to the top. I really do but can't you just be you? Beauty is in the eye of the beholder. I am not knocking anyone here. Some of you I am very close to. I just see more and more ppl using models and pr0n stars as thier main pics. What does that say about cherrytap? And what does that say about the men here? Think about it. Don't get mad at me...this is totally my opinion and not infleunced by anyone. Unlike many others, I think for myself here. And I just want you all to know that you are beautiful as yourselves and that points aren't anything. And to the men who go g

Reflections Of A Soldiers Hell !
as these walls are caving in i find it hard to breathe again vivid pictures in my mind another place, another time the visions that keep haunting me of the lives they took from me look for a reason to this rhyme to find the man i was inside send me out so young and bold although i feel scared and cold i sleep with my eyes open wide thinking i am next to die wake in the morning , lack of sleep to the slaughter, lambs we will be from behind , they ambush us my friends commended to the dust the war is over , going home things have changed since i've been gone for the life i've offered up in return i get no love the people shut their doors on me a wounded soldier , not a disease the dues i paid nearly killed me think of that as i sleep in this street! this is dedicated to the Veitnam War Veterans! ask one of these guys what this poem means, they will tell you! and our own country did this to them! shame on us! Jack Pardue 4/5/2007 copyright 20

Dam Bevers
this is something that a friend emailed me years ago, i have had it sitting in my email for over four years, so i figure ill share it with all of you. A Dam Building Permit is Required This is an actual letter sent to a man named Ryan DeVries by the Michigan Department of Environmental Quality, State of Michigan. His response is hilarious, but read the State's letter before you get to the response letter. -------------------------------------------------- SUBJECT: DEQ File No.97-59-0023; T11N; R10W, Sec. 20; Montcalm County Dear Mr. DeVries: It has come to the attention of the Department of Environmental Quality that there has been recent unauthorized activity on the above referenced parcel of property. You have been certified as the legal landowner and/or contractor who did the following unauthorized activity: Construction and maintenance of two wood debris dams across the outlet stream of Spring Pond. A permit must be issued prior to the start of this t

Just Being Me
My sweet angel broken and afriad, Torn apart by love that has led her astray. Feeling nothing but a broken heart and pain. Knowing that only one cares upon this day. Holding tight to the hand of a friend. never letting on what truely lays within. Taken a walk along the water hand and hand. Chatting with eachother like noone else can. Her heart in pieces for the friend to mend. Her soul in shambles from the arrogance of some men. He takes a look into her eyes knowing in a moment what lays behind. Caring deeply and not letting go. He keeps her close to let her know she is loved. Loved for who she is and what she brings. Bring life to her tired eyes as he walks along singing her song and drying the tears from her eyes.

Why Are Rabbits Associated With Easter? * I
Easter is the Christian perversion of Ostara, the Pagan holiday that celebrates fertitily and new life. Ostara coincides with the Vernal Equinox, which hails the coming of Spring...another reason for the celebration of fertility and new life. The rabbit is significant because it symbolizes fertility. Ever heard the term "fucking like rabbits"? *Note from Karoline* I'm in love with Morrigan for giving this as a reply to the question why are rabbits associated with Easter..

To Leeann Gordon
look at me look without eyes used your soul as eyes it is there buried near your heart search for ie take it out patch it's worn parts don't worry use will strengthen its weak parts and u may start now look at me a man who love u look to my soul to see the real me some say the eyes are windows of the soul i say they just show a refection a hazy copy to see a soul without an ideal image ruler we can share what we see don't be afraid we are talking equal rist it is our soulsthat will live on making the gift we share everlastey

Just A Little Update :)
Hey Friends :) i havent talked to the most of you lately, because im really, really busy. I will get back at all your messages when i have the time, promise :) I just came back from MIA. I had a blast there. Exxxotica was awesome. I finally met my Number One Idol/Hero/Inspiration Jenna Jameson there and she was super kind and signed all my stuff.. anyways i will keep this short... Right now im working almost 15h every day.. and to be honest i have no idea how i do this.. haha.. as the most of you might now im working on my own cosmetic line and right now i put all my energy and all my power into this project.. my website will be released in a few weeks, (www.ashley-b-cosmetics.com, stay tuned) oh so excited for that :) i finally found the right ppl to work with. i have awesome ppl behind me, people who share my visions and ppl who are ready to give 100 per cent for me. I love em. (Alex Paul you will probably never ever read this, but you are my fucking hero. Thank you for EVERYTHIN

Unconditional Love
Unconditional Love To describe what love is its something words can't grasp actions speaking louder telling if its forever almost always its never forever is almost never seen its unrecognizable in these times crisis deters us from whats dear we don't know what we have til we don't have it no more you may love me you may say you do but do you truely do even when the clearest skies turn black when nothing is right but what we have? does it have to be sexual can it not just be love can i not depend on my friends is it wrong to have someone to rely on is it hard to beg for something just to get smacked back I'll never know what love is cause i can't seem to find it but if I ever do get it will i even know i have it? ~Timmy~

I Had This Urge
Today i had this urge The urge to call someone When i awoke from this urge I realized There was on one to call No one to express my love to There was no one to talk to No one i could share my heart with So i sink into myself once again This place i am used to The quiet inside Love so pure And the innocent fear the world A place of solace Away from the coldness No humans there Not to see With eyes closed I enter myself

Wtf, This Stupid Crap Has To End
lets be grown ups on this...i seen adults act worse then kids? thi is supposed to be a adult site.. but latey its kiddy....if some one down rate ya big deal, so what. there just ignorante..

Make Room For Da Phat Girls!
Big Girls are in now! If you don't like us, it's okay, just keep on stepping bro! Monique is doing her thing and she is representing us well! I have always loved myself, Big Beautiful and all

Serenity
Picture yourself near a stream in the White Mountains. Birds are softly chirping in the cool, crisp mountain air. Nothing can bother you here. No one knows this secret place. YOU are in total seclusion from that place called the world. The soothing sound of a gentle waterfall fills the air with a cascade of SERENITY. The water is clear. You can easily see the face of the person you are holding under water. There now, feel better?

Lmfao
Now, I have gotten a couple of dirty messages on here but this guy's message takes the cake! Luckily I have a sense of humor and I'm too amused to be insulted, lol. ================================== from: the devil dick date: 2007-04-08 06:46:29 subject: hELL oooo read receipt: Yes replied: No block user wow!!!!! let me know when you will be ready to talk about our futur honey!!!i will give you the riden you need!!! right in the ass!!!am so ready to make you cum like know never had you will beg me for more and more sex so bendover for your master...dont be mad at me am the DEVIL and am here to do my job... i will keep a eye on you from hell xxx

Sweet Detachment
So, its 330 am, and I cant sleep. Not that I ever really do. Tonight is especially hard. I dont know why. Well, maybe I do, but Im just confused about things. I am beginning to feel detached from things, life I guess. And I dont really want that. I dont want to be numb again. I dont want to go back to the girl who wanted to end her life just a measly 6 months ago. I hated that girl, yet I wanted to go with the impulses. Ive traded one bad habit for another, which will only kill me in the long run, but its better than my already visible scars. I hate feeling alone, almost helpless and used, although Ive become accustomed to these emotions over the dragging years. I can only remember very few times in my life when I was happy, how pathetic is that? I feel like I've grown cold, yet when I cried, he said I wasnt cold at all. So many things are happening at once, and I dont know what I can control and what I cant. Ive learned not to control most of my feelings, to let them out in some way,

First Kiss
'First Kiss' A feeling that is tender A feeling that is new A feeling that is gentle A feeling appreciated by so few A taste that is so sweet A taste that is so wonderful A chocolate that is rare A taste that is evermore delightful A touch that is so peaceful A touch that is so kind So delicate and soft A touch that is scarce to find A thought that is so passionate A thought filled with such desire A dream on a drifting cloud A thought overflowing with a fire A smell that�s electrifying A smell that is so sweet A strawberry with some cream A smell that no-one can beat A memory from the past Something unforgotten A memory with some lightning A memory never rotten.

So What Now????
So its been confirmed.... My 17 year old brother is going to be a father. Or at least we think he is , thats depending on if his 15 year old ex is even physically capable of saftly having this baby. She was suppost to abort it knowing she cannot saftly having the baby with her medication but now apparently its possible. I think this is all a load of bullshit , But it takes two to tango he is as much to blame as she is but he swears to me they used condoms , she says they didn't. Whome i believe i am honestly unsure of but i know this will ruin his young life.... He is not even finished school yet and as for her she isnt anywhere near finishing and now apparently 3 months pregnant. This family dinner is going to be one stinking fat ass mess, Oh man.... What are we going to do? I honestly am lost in this situation , He is my brother and so i will support him regraurdless. I dont want to blame him for this situation but if he had kept his penis to himself he wouldnt be in this me

Just If You Were Wodering
YES i love peeps. YES i am a dorky Nerd. YES i like to drink. YES i like being naked. YES i am bisexual. YES i can do whatever the fuck i feel like doing. YES i am outgoing (thats y im posting this). YES I AM VERY RANDOM. YES i am fun. YES I AM SPONTANEOUS. NO you cant rape me without my permission. FUCK YES i feel awsome and powerful. YES i can kick your ass. YES i have 2 tats (in secret places). YES i like to have sex. NO i don't want ur body dead Anna Nichole Smith. YES sometimes i hear voices in my head (doesnt everybody??). YES im agnostic. NO you cant put that there. and YES my favorite words are penguin, onomotopia, FUCK, lerve, Suave, and Felipe (my imaginary Mexican boyfriend).

Birthday Shouts
I'm just writing a little note to say Happy birthday to my friend Daniel Roblee, He would of been 19 today but he passed away August 12, 2004..Still think about you everyday beautiful and I know you're still up there looking down at all of us, We Miss You Like Crazy Boy..Happy 19th Birthday Baby Boy Also its my friend Olivias birthday too, Happy Birthday Darlin =] ALSO..HAPPY EASTER EVERYONE hehe/div>

He Speaks
He Speaks He speaks my head lowers my eyes lower my voice lowers my soul soars He approaches my pulse quickens my heart pounds my body trembles my nerves electrified He touches me my body shudders my sex swells my knees weaken my mind explodes He owns me my head is high my esteem rises my heart swells my joy complete ~dayna~

Rob
To Year of the Dragon and Razor, Good afternoon. I do hope you are having a great Easter. I, as you can see, have to work. I have read your blurb about avoiding being bounced from the mumms, and decided that you were just the critter I needed to speak to. I contacted 5 bouncers yesterday, all with the same message, which follows... Howdy, User http://cherrytap.com/user/681563 has taken my primary pic, adulterated it, and is using it as HIS primary pic...as an insult. Is that something I just need to deal with? He's been blocked for ages, but apparently can still rip photos. Thanks, Gene Only two of these 'bouncers', all of who were on line, bothered to reply at all. BOTH replies were to "block the offending user. We can't get involved in member disputes." So much for the theory that the bouncers DO read what is presented to them. In every posting window, this statement is posted... NOTE: If you post content that is offensive, adult, or NSFW (Not Safe

Miss Me?
My computer puked, had to do a system restore therefore deleting all my saved passwords and I couldn't remember my password or screen name to log in with so I haven't been on and that's why, it's been a long month! For some reason I just kept guessing and remembered so I'm baaaaack :)

Naughty
1. Your Name:? 2. Age:? 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Have sex on the first date? 15. Would you kiss me during sex? 16. Do you think I would be good in bed? 17. Three sum? 18. How many times would you like to cum? 19. Would you use me as a booty call? 20. Do you like fore play? 21. What is fore play to you? 22. Can we take pictures of the act?

Gah, Boys Are Like Brick Walls.
I am sooo tired of men thinking they know what I want. You don't know me, You have no idea how things work in my head. You have no idea what I think about love. Dont tell me I just want to be loved,or I need to be loved. Yes, I want to be loved, have my dark prince charming sweep me off my feet and be everything I could hope for...Id also like to grow some faerie wings or have a pet unicorn, but the chances of that are about as slim as my prince charming. Realisticly he doesnt exist, no man will ever be who I want. Im so tired of being upfront, that im not interested in a relationshop and yet Im still told I apparently am. The last two men I officially dated... both bugged the shit out of me untill I was tired of it and just agreed. Why do I have to be like a normal girl? Why do I have to want the boyfriend and the family and vomit. Why is it so fucking hard for you guys to comprend. Why do you have to frustrtate me so much. Bah, its like talking to a brick wall half the time, a bri

Sorry I Am Not Taking Voodoo For No Ct Hubby !
Show Recent Messages (F3) Shawn Thompson: am now maria martinez: what u doing? Shawn Thompson: just had a shower Shawn Thompson: u alone? maria martinez: yeah Shawn Thompson: wanna see ur baby naked? Shawn Thompson: okay wat? maria martinez: well what did u do yesterday Shawn Thompson: played my game lol Shawn Thompson: u wanna see down there? maria martinez: lol maria martinez: why u want to show me? Shawn Thompson: ur my girl Shawn Thompson: and its all urs Shawn Thompson: so i take that as yes lol Shawn Thompson: so lol maria martinez: don't u work today? Shawn Thompson: in like 3hours maria martinez: what do u do? Shawn Thompson: service clerk maria martinez: at what kind of store? Shawn Thompson: grocey shawn Thompson: so u dont wanna watch me cum then maria martinez: naw Shawn Thompson: ur cam fixed? maria martinez: no son never showed up and he's not answering his cell either i hope he's okay Shawn Thompson: im horny for u Shawn Thompson: so what

Enjoy
Scene 1 “Loving my Pet” By Hollow Master walked into the room and sat in his chair. Acidalia came and laid her head on his thigh. Looking up at him lovingly, and ask “How may this girl serve you, Master?” Master replies, “You can bow before me.” Acidalia eases from her resting spot on her master’s thigh, kneeling before him. “Master is what you want of me?” She asks. “Yes, but I want you to unzip my pants and pull out my cock.” He commands. “Now, bow and hold your closed mouth against my penis.” Master explains to her. Acidalia, kneeling face pressed against her master’s genitals. She feels her face getting warm from her breathing. His cock becomes harder and harder as she pays her penance firmly in his crotch. His now erect penis has pushed against her eye. As a good submissive she only did as her master has instructed her to do. Master entangles his fingers in her hair, pulling her head up he asks her, “Do you think I am a good master?” Acidal

10 Things
ONE there is NO SUCH THING as a CherryTap tracker. it does NOT exist. so quit posting stupid bulletins like "OH-MY-GOD this WORKS!!!" no, it doesnt. TWO To the people who have like 100,000 friends, are you serious? You're stupid. Go play in traffic. THREE Don't ever post pictures and say "OMG, I'm so ugly" "OMG, I'm so fat" because if you were, you wouldn't post them. And if u do ur a freaking mongoloid. FOUR Nobody cares about threats over the internet. Don't try to act hardcore with the keyboard. Fighting online is like racing in the special olympics; even if you win, you're still retarded. FIVE Quit crying b/c you're not on someones top 8. who cares? ITS CherryTap SIX Who really cares if I don't accept you as a friend? MOVE ON!!! Don't send me another request or message asking "what's up with you not adding me?" I don't want you as a friend, that's what's up frui

Report Card
sexy report card.. F = I HEARD UGLY IS CONTAGIOUS DON'T TALK TO ME! D = YOUR PARENTS MUST BE HATED C- = You're just someone I don't want to talk to, okay? C = You're okay looking, but u need work... C+ = You're just average B- = Your kinda cute and ur cool i guess B = You're cute. And you're a pretty interesting person. B+ = Pretty damn attractive. A- = You're extremely attractive, and you're awesome. A = DAMN YOUR BEAUTIFUL A+ = Gourgeous ... be mine? A++ = I want to marry you

No, I Don't Want To Do Your Work For You...
Wow. So that was a bad way to start off the morning and the week. I’m already sick of the boss and his wife being back. We have an ftp site at work for people to use if their art files are too large to send through email. It’s really easy to access from our end. Heck, I have the login and password save in my IE so all I have to remember is the site name and that’s bookmarked. It took all of 5 seconds to set that up. Everyone has the instruction sheet that has that information on it. I even made sure that the boss made an extra copy for himself the last time he asked me for the info. This morning he comes over and asks if anything was uploaded to the ftp site. I said yes, here’s the file name. He then looked at me expectantly and after a moment he asked me if I could go to the site and save them. I asked him if he lost the instructions and he said that no he still had them. WTF?!?!? For the record, Monday mornings are usually a little busier than other mornings. I

A Single Tear
today a single tear I shed for a man whos path was tread an unfair circumstance had cost his loving wife to him is lost so real his pain must still be this tear i shed i shed for thee i pray for joy to shine bright and fill his world with its light i see a soul that stands strong and though his journey's been long he continues to live his life in memory of his beloved wife. A. Boudreaux '07

Our Lil Jasmine
I actually took this video with my phone. Its of our puppy Jasmine who is now 12 weeks old now. She's a toe biter as well as a foot biter........mainly she bites mine which makes me wonder why in the hell she's constantly bitin muh toes,lmao. I hope ya like it........pardon the quality of the video.......ya have to remember that it was taken off muh phone! This one is of Jasmine and muh mom in the background talking to her in the morning......too funny!

What Happened To Us
What Happened To Us? Sitting here wondering What happened to us We used t be so close And then I look around and your gone I know I’m the reason why But I’m not sure what the reason is Can you clear up what I long to know? So many questions, so little time No one seems to hear a word I’m saying Am I talking loudly enough or to soft? Should I yell it or just not speak at all? What about if I just keep everything in Then are you willing to be there again? Sometimes I cant say a word without offending Sometimes I just regret ever living Sometimes I feel like your leaving Sometimes I know your not going anywhere Sometimes I wish for you to decide, Decide what your going to do Either stay with me forever Or say goodbye for good.

Wow Life Is Confusing
I don't understand how a month into a relationship, you can just not talk to the one you are in a relationship with, wow its weird.. And us women are the ones wondering wats up.. The men don't think any harm has been done.. I am confused with life right now.. Its hard to keep anyone close because I have a fear of my son being hurt or shot down twice as hard as me.. I don't know what to do, Im done... Im too happy of an individual to give up on my heart now.. My son needs me and if you can't see that and you know who you are, just leave us be.. You find out what you want in life and then let me know if your interested.. I can't do this anymore, its not good for either of us..

Impossible To Please
Impossible to Please A group of girlfriends is on vacation when they see a 5-story hotel with a sign that reads: "For Women Only." Since they are without their boyfriends and husbands, they decide to go in. The bouncer, a very attractive guy, explains to them how it works. "We have 5 floors. Go up floor by floor, and once you find what you are looking for, you can stay there. It's easy to decide since each floor has a sign telling you what's inside." So they start going up and on the first floor the sign reads: "All the men on this floor are short and plain." The friends laugh and without hesitation move on to the next floor. The sign on the second floor reads: "All the men here are short and handsome." Still, this isn't good enough, so the friends continue on up. They reach the third floor and the sign reads: "All the men here are tall and plain." They still want to do better, and so, knowing there are still two floors left, they continued on up. On the f

This Poem Was Writtin For My Brother That Is In The Military N To All Servin N Military N Stuff Hope Yall Like It
He joined the Armed forces... You went to college. He signed a retarded contract... You can read. You go to work, he goes to work. You get paid to do your job, he gets paid to do his job. Get the picture? Military vs. Civilians You stay up for 16 hours He stays up for days on end. _________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. __________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. __________________________ You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. __________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. __________________________ You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you. He knows h

This Vision
This Vision I see myself, Hanging like a wretched wreck, A belly full of pills, And a broken neck. Lonely and forlorn, Stranded in my mind, My soul ripped And torn. What does it matter, That my life is no more, I see no one around Around my pool of blood on the floor. This vision of death is What I see. This vision of death Consuming me. Take this vision from me If you can, Take this vision from me Before the blood runs out of me Like the draining sand. This beautiful vision of death.

Soapbox Time Again
this is me->The master: no, i just think your an ass who has a total inability to show an ounce of any respect for a lady The master: I may if she was the last woman on earth-lol I ask many women that and they ssay hmm and they have done it also so what is your point u r a lil pussy and frigid..many of those this is me->The master: do you ask your mother to wrap her lips around your big cock? The master: vulgar? Be real this is me->The master: that's because usually i ignore you because of your vulgar manner of addressing me The master: I see now but usually you don't say a word when I shout to you? this is me->The master: i am online The master: you in hell you are never here or online it seems? The master@ CherryTAP this kind of behavior really ticks me off............most of you who know me, know that i can cut loose at times but always remain at a level of a total lady not once during my whole membership at Cherry have I ever posted pics

A Temporary Goodbye.
To all my CT friends....I'll only be on until this next weekend. I'll be offline for 2 or 3 weeks, but I'll be back after that. (Sometime after May 8th.) Granted, I won't be on as much, but I'll see all of you when I get back. Take care. :)

Pissed Off
yeah so i guess ive pissed everyone off in my life i care about so if ive pissed u off im sorry im having a realy bad few weeks so please let me know if ive pissed u off so we can talk becouse i do love all my family and friends

The Mirror Of My Past
The mirror of my past The mirror of my past is full of shadows and fears It reflects a life that was wasted by depression and tears All the self-pity that one miserable life can have Wallowing, suffocating, drowning in the past Holding onto a sorrow that won’t let me go It was the most comfortable me that I know Climbing, reaching, scratching my way out Clawing my way through all the jungle of doubt Somebody help me! My god, where are you?! I can’t do this on my own! O god! What do I do? I’m tired of crying. I’m sick of those fears My guilt has plagued my life for too many years I need to change. I need to get well I need to get myself out of this hell! I don’t want to be that woman that I was back then I’m ready for that new life to begin I can’t do the same things that I did When I screamed and ran and cried and hid I must stand and face the world without fear To walk the steps of advice that I hear Yeah, I’ll get frustrated and I’ll probably cry But I won’t

A Night,....she Says....
I turn on some music and slowly begin to sway my hips to the music. I run my hands all over my body. I caress my way up my legs, over my hips and slowly glide them over my stomach still moving with the music. My hands creep up further over my breasts and give them a gentle squeeze. I pinch my nipples making them hard and visible through my shirt. I caress my throat and slowly begin to work my way back down my breasts, my stomach, my hips, my thighs and my legs. I turn around and stand with my legs spread and my hips swiveling. My head is turned to face you. I slowly begin to raise my white halter-top. Teasingly I raise it a little and lower it a little until it is right below my breasts. I then take it and pull it over my head and toss it to the side. I'm standing there with my bare chest because I 'm not wearing a bra. I dance with the music my hands covering my breasts. Every so often you can glimpse a peek at my nipples. I remove one of my hands and then the other and hold t

Soulmates
I never believed in soulmates, until you came along, but once you did, l knew, with you, l belonged. l felt you deep inside my heart, as l never have before, l felt another feeling too, one l can't ignore. l felt your soul, within me, as if we were as one, everything was brighter, the stars, the moon, the sun. l felt a need to be with you, forever and all times, for without you deep in my heart, l felt so left behind. You touched my heart in such a way, that l will not forget, in your arms and in your heart, l've nothing to regret. Your touch sends me floating, far off of the ground, for it's your love, inside me, that l have truly found. To feel your love, your kisses too, is to my hearts content, for now l know, that when it's said, it must be truly meant. To hear the words, "I love you", means so much to me, and to reply, " I love you too", you surely must believe. That we are soulmates through and through, made only from above. With all our hearts, our mind

Very Sad
I don't know how to start or what to say. Only that I have a heavy heart, and very sad after this past weekend. Easter, was wonderful and spent it with my daughter and a wonderful friend. Someone who I adore and admire. I have been separtated and divorced for over five years and have dated this friend on and off for that period of time. And only recently have I come to realize how much she has meant to me. At the end of the evening we talked, and though I know the feelings I feel for her. She let me off the hook by letting me know that we would not have any more romantic involvement. It hurt because of the fact that over the four previous years. We tried and and tried and things just never worked out. Mainly because of my anger and total lack of compromise. I will grow and learn from this and from the person I now know as my Best friend. I will always know how wonderful she is and always do my best to be there for her when life is tough. Because I know in my heart she will

Cherish The Blessing
My own, my love It is odd how I've changed. Now, I need the old man. Not my dad, but the man I use to be. The one who saw her and was lost to himself. The one that said she's mine, she's the one. The gentleman that would do anything to hold her. I'm told he's in me somewhere. If I'm good, he'll show me the way. To cherish the blessing. Renew, refresh, ... And rediscover the pleasure of "I love you." I love Jennifer. Now and forever. Duane

Grow The Fuck Up Asshole
grow the hell up people if u have to fight with others on here thats between u and them but when u bring kids into it then that is wrong ..i dont care if i get my account deleted after this either..i came on this site for fun and i have my fun my own way but hell if il let someone hurt people's kids or insult then thats just wrong and cherrytap better do something about this dam fkr cause if they dont someone else might if they find out who he really is..like grow up already its an adult site not lil kids stuff.. check to see if ur pics will be the next in his photo album degrading ur kids or family.. check out all his pics and the disgusting things he has by peoples pics he ripped Thats right you wish you were me@ CherryTAP and i dont give a shit who thinks i should keep my mouth shut bite me u dont like it or take me off ur friends list its that simple

Have Christians Become Dupes?
Chuck is a good friend of mine and I decided to share his logical views involving the deceiving world of both politics and religions. Enjoy... DT Have Christians Become Dupes? By Chuck Baldwin April 10, 2007 This column is archived at http://chuckbaldwinlive.com/c2007/cbarchive_20070410.html As I peruse the hundreds of email letters I receive, one observation leaps out at me: in the last few years, there has been a distinct philosophical shift taking place in the reasoning of professing Christians. Somewhere along the way, politicians seem to have been granted a kind of spiritual status. This trend is very troubling and portends great problems for our country. Let me see if I can explain. Whenever I take issue with the policies or actions of President George W. Bush, I am inundated with all kinds of emails from Christians who usually tend to quote Bible passages regarding "spreading gossip" and "not loving a Christian brother," etc. The same is tru

Love????????
Here I sit wonderign why I think I have the right to be hurt. He never told me I was anthing else but freind so why do I feel hurt that SHE talks sex to him? Becasue I wanted to be with him not just with my body but my being. I want to walk holdign his hand. Feed birds and watch people. Experience new things and enjoy beign with him. She on the other hand I think is wantign sex. She claims she loves him and i think a part of her does but all I see from her writign is sex and her pictures! I guess that is why HE doesn't feel that way about me. I am not forward, well ok I don't come out and say it to someoen's face that I want them. I feel hurt and I want to cry and yet I know I have no right to cry. Right now i want to smoke and I have been tryign to stop this becaseu I hate the smell of smoke on me and in my house. It's a habit I only pick up when I am stressed and depressed which in this case I Am both. I want to make this guy happy and I am not sure I can. I know he

Friends
No offense but...People are getting too lazy on here. So I gave in, let's see who will actually read this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Lets see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are... Repost this if you are a friend.. Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as ...My so called friends

My Dreams Vs. Reality
It's been so long since I've had the nightmares, I was actually beginning to think I was getting over them. I have been sleeping better & happier than I have been in so many years lately. Reality always kicks me in the ass, it comes back to haunt me in my deepest quietest moments when it knows it can effect me the most without me fighting back. Two nights in a row now of reliving horrid scenes, screaming inside, tormenting dreams. I don't want them back, I want the damn future, I'm sick of my fucked up past. I had to take xanax as soon as I woke up this morning my whole body was trembling, I haven't had to do that in awhile. I am still, hours later with hands shaking as I write this. I thought it was all gone, why is it back? Why can't they just leave me the fuck alone?? I refuse to go back into my fucking shell and shy away from people again. I have my friends back, some new, some old and I'm not going anywhere this time. It would be so nice to have someone to reach out and hold ont

.cats.n.dogs.
my cat is a dog. i might have said this before im not sure but she is. seriously. she comes when i call her she gets down off stuff when i say 'no' she stretches up against me in order to be pet she chases toys she retrieves yes..i have a dog...in cats clothing...cept i dun hafta take it outside n pooper scoop. which is awesome tadum!

Detached
sitting here just staring at this damn screen, not really feeling anything but empty no real reason for it, it just is. i have no motovation for anything i dont know what brought this mood on, but it needs to go away. i feel weak and stupid and that just fucking pisses me off. god i need a night of drunken fun with the girls.

Fuck...again?
Damnit...I slept in again today. 2 hours late for work....I'm so fucking dead, right? Nope...nobody cares. Absolutely nobody...I'm in awe. The starter (who is a volunteer, he does NOT get paid) was here at 6, and when I didn't show up he just sent everyone out and collected credit card numbers. Fuck...I got in at 8 o'clock and everything is running smoothly, without me. Nobody is in the pro-shop, the golfers are all doing their thing. And the best part...every single one of them came back in after they were done playing and willingly paid. My boss comes in and says "Everything going smoothly?"...and that was it. Boy, if I knew it was gonna be like this I would have slept in more often.

I Landed Safe....
Pce I want too thank u all for the messages u left me ...but damm a couple people pulled there crushes out.. lol. its all good ..I wont be around as much as before but i am internet ready so i will be checking in and comments and leaving comments... Hope u all had a Great Easter... Talk 2 u soon love Infinity J.O.

Me
Yea for me! I quit smoking. I started taking the new pills chantix. They are awesome. In one week I went from smoking one pack a day to three cigarettes a day. Now another week has gone by and I’m done. There were a couple of drawbacks though. The main one is that you stomach hurts, bad. I had to stop drinking coffee. I also have to make sure to eat before taking the pills. But as long as I do these simple things I’m ok. I did have a few really rough days though, not because of the cigarettes but because of the coffee. I had to go through caffeine withdraws too. However, I’m ok now and I feel great. The best I’ve felt in years.

Getting Married..... Yay
James and Kristi i must say that I'm on cloud 9... Me and James have set a date for our marrage it will be October 20th 2007. We haven't set a time but it will be in the late afternoon hour... We are trying to do this the cheapest way possable but ever romanci... I never thought I would find my soul mate, but thank god I have... I love his man with all my heart he's the love of my life and he means the world to me... I love you baby...

I May Be Deleted Again
Just a heads up, I am writing babyjesus this: I just wanted to stop by and thank you for deleting my account. I didn't know that voicing an opinion in the form of leaving a comment saying "x marks the spot" in protest of timing out while rating pics was a reason to have my account deleted. However, it is ok to have people steal my pics and make an account with my pic on it with a nasty name on it. I have referred people to this site and have defended this site and talked my friends out of leaving because the one thing I thought was that at least you can be heard here. Being an adult site I thought that voicing opinions was part of what this site was about. I have spent money on blasts here and worked hard on my page and to have it taken away, without so much as a warning, let's me know that this is not the place I thought it was. There are some wonderful people on here, and within a matter of an hour my new account is now at a level 7. That says alot about the good people on h

It Hurts So Much
Today I attended the funeral. The funeral of Momma Rose. I watched my best friend. Break down in way I have never seen before. I watched family memebers. I never really get along with. Shake my hand, then tell me they were extremely happy I was there. My father stood right by my side. During the whole event. Trying to be a father to me. Try to pay respect to a woman he respected so much as well. Yet I still felt alone and lost. Looking at her coffin. Telling myself. Why did sucj a wonderful hard working woman. Have to leave us. Why did I lose my rock. Why did I lose the only one that truely understood. The one person I admired and looked up to the most. Why is she gone? Why why why? Asking myself inside. Will I ever be the adopted son in her that will make her proud? Will I ever live up to the degree and hopes she had for me. Who do I go to now for all my problems. Whos words do I listen too. Then hearing so many walk up to me and say that it meant so much for me to be there. The outsp

Great Loss
Well I just found out today that two people i know fairly well were killed in Iraq . these two men were stationed at NAS Whidbey Island , with EOD . I got to know them when i was in the NAVY . And i am deeply saddned by this loss . My prayers go out to their famillies . I have many friends still in and over there fighting for us , and to tell you the truth i wish we would bring all our boy the fuck home !!!!!!!!!! we are lossing way to many for no reason !!!!!

Bs!
I know I don't post Blog's about my life and all...but I have to say this.... Damn life SUCKS at times! You know you think you have full and total control over your life then it goes to hell. BELIEVE ME!!! 1. I am sick of sordid drama. I really at times totally tired of it. You know it is ALWAYS around you....but I hate being in the middle of some fukked up situations. 2. People ragging on me....YES I get it all the time and I am tired of it. I am an adult that can take care of my own problems!! I don't need someone telling me what I can or can't do...Most times I just say "fuck off." 3. Poeple who say they can talk to them whenever you need to need it. Those people are nice but the ones who say you can come and talk to them you talk to them and TOTALLY blow you over....They can go away. I hate that!! 4. No one is expected to be perfect...SOO DON'T BE THE PERSON THAT SAYS YOU ARE....I KNOW YOUR NOT!!! 5. "Keep your friends close and your enimies closer" Yeah I know

Bad Dreams...
I feel it crushing me from all sides I saw my life flash before me... but my mother said it's alright Long nights I spend tossing and turning Like I was brought up in hell, I feel awful, I'm burning... So I reach out, just in hopes someone will speak out And be the friend I need, and put my mind at peace now But there's no one there, so I'm forced to take it head on I'm not scared, even though I know I could be dead and gone... Be head strong, is what people are now saying to me But let me see you swim the ocean with wieghts on your feet Yeah... let me see you make it halfway I've done it for years, I guess that means I'm mad brave.... I hate these bad dreams, why can't I just wake up It's alot more to Nemesis than just writing and blazing blunts Every night I feel the devil creeping in Breathing over me while I pray to Jesus "please end"... all these bad dreams... -Nemesis the Nazerene-

So Confused....
So what do i do? I am so screwed inside and so toren a part. Between my ex who i know still loves me, I still love her too... We're suppost to meet in NY and decide where to go from there but yet at the same time ..... I love another and its driving me mad inside, She has someone else too, I do not honestly think i could put someone else threw a waiting game by the phone waiting for it to maybe ring and maybe not. So much of a chance of re-deployment .... Is it fair to bring anyone back into that??? Is it fair? I dont know if it is, I dont even know how i can love two people at the same time? And yet in a nother sence my heart is broken in 3 pieces, for an ex i will always love and never get back , for another who has been my childhood sweetheart and for the woman who has run off with the other piece. God how do i get myself into these messes? Am i doomed to have this kinda drama? the hell if i know. All i know is i am tired... going to go to bed too. Later All.

Little Boys.....
Why is it that little boys.....aka grown men with underdeveloped minds always seem to find me? K look...if you're a dude reading this.... 1. If you just wanna cyber or phone bone...leave me out of it...you have to use your hand anyway. 2. If you just wanna flirt...AWESOME! Cause frankly i;m not interested in packing up my life to haul my ass across the country. 3. If you are married, that's cool...provided your wife knows you are a flirt. Not really interested in gettin angry emails and the like. 4. If you are just playin games...leave me out of it...i tend to get attached to those i talk to, so if you wanna see how long it takes for me to become attached then drop me like a hot potato...well fuck off.... Ok nuff said i think

Happy Snowy Hump Day!
Yep, we got the snow coming down again! Nice heavy wet snow. Roads are only wet, but the snow is sticking to everything else! Warning is out until 10 p.m. tonight with a total of 9 inches. At least that is what was said a little while ago, lol! Could change again at any moment, you know, lmao! Yesterday turned into a much longer day than planned, added on a late client. Today should be better, I think! Damian officially turned 20 years old yesterday! Woo-hoo! As a gift, Tim decided NOT TO GO TO SCHOOL, lmfao!! Oh, welcome to my world, sweetie! The legal guardianship papers haven't been signed by the Judge yet - I may still get Tim back, if he keeps this up, lol! I've readjusted my energy shields a little bit. My past life companions with the tightest connections to me were starting to "leak" thoughts and feelings in to me. That can be kind of odd on my end of the equation, distracting, too, lol! Now that I think about it, could be my telepathic ability is getting stronger, whi

Funny!! ......lmao
--Go to Google.com --Click on Maps. --Click on get Directions. --From New York,New York --To Paris,France. --And read line # 23. If u laugh then please leave me a comment. :) GOOGLE ^ ^ This should open a new window.Doesn't mean it will...

I Hate Girly Men
I hate people so much sometimes!! I hate how some men can have that feminine mentality. I don't date girls for a reason. They're fucking insane!!! I do not want to have something to do with you if you're going to act like a bitch! Why?! Why do I bother sometimes?? I hate effeminate men! Give me a man that doesn't give a fuck. One that knows just because I'm breathing in the general direction of something with a penis does not mean I want to marry it. Give me a man that is not going to be up my ass asking where I've been and why I went 3 hours without talking to him...Jesus Christ!!! I feel better now. Sorry to have to anyone who actually read this. I just needed to get that off my chest.

Call To Love
Call To Love Give to me your smile, and I will lock it away in my heart forever Give to me your eyes of innocence, and I will look back to you with strength Give to me your hand, and I will close your eyes with the touch of my passion Give to me your nightmares, and I will put them to rest, forever Give to me your fear of the unknown, and I will make it known to you Give to me your heart, so that I may leave it pounding in your chest for days after I am gone Give to me your faith, for with it I can do the impossible Give to me your lips, for with them I will take you to another world Give to me the one chance to know you, and I will give to you the reality of the truest love of all… Our Own... by Jskins

Badass
From Tainted: So Me and Jelly have been here for a longtime. We have seen alot of crap go down. One thing we both talked about is the game that is played here. It's gotten tired. We are real people with real feelings.We are both nice people til we get messed with. And watch out for Jelly cuz shes like RAWR and she pulls hair! Tainted watches and pounces when noone expects it. :P Anyhow we sit here and work our ass's off to get called cheaters and its bullshit!!! So if you agree with us that the little people on this site need more love lets do it!!! Welcome the new people!!! I posted a long time ago that it would be nice to see people make it to the top that you wouldn't expect to be there. Love us or hate us were are gonna stick around. Remember "When you judge another, you do not define them, you define yourself.” Everyone here has feelings. Think before you act, speak or slam people or accuse them. This sites wonky anyhow who knows whats goin on around here lately. Anyhow the mess

A Rose In A Dark Place
A Rose in a Dark Place By Cursed Cowboy Peacefull yet in pain, Dying but not in vain. With thee last breath, I give unto you all in my heart I know is true. In the dark I will sit, all alone I will wait. Until my time is near, I am given the grace of fate. I turn slowy from black to red, but not before I my heart bled. Look in my heart see my story, its not of pain and its not of glory. I am but a rose sitting the dark.

This Pain I Feel
This Pain I Feel By Cursed Cowboy This Pain I feel so deep inside me, It eats away at my heart and soul. With every breath I take It hurts me more, Almost to the point of ending it all. But all I can do is fight this feeling, Enbrase the pain as if it were a part of me. Make it mine and hold it tight, Never let it go for it makes me stronger. I will take this pain and embrase it , Hold it like it were a child soft yet strong. For this pain is mine and mine alone, I will not share and I will not put it on others. I love this fire that burns inside me, It hurst but yet is warm burns yet sooths. Anger and pain will keep me safe, hold me tight and help me tell my story. For it is not a pretty one and it never was, It is a life filled with pain and envy. Wishing and hoping living and dying, Everyday is a new pain a new feeling. I love this pain I feel.

Long Life Alone
Long Life Alone By Cursed Cowboy Do you ever feel alone like theres no one there? The world is a cold and empty place, Where the darkness is your only friend. You sit and wait but no one comes, All alone you die inside just waiting. With every passing day you lose more of your self, Soon you will be just a shell empty and hard. No one will see you now for you look different, Cold and empty is what you feel inside. Anger and hate are your only friends, For they see your pain growing. But no one care about you, All alone you wait just wanting to be loved, To feel what everyone esle feels. Is love real or is it a dream? Where is it and how do you find it? For it comes to those who wait, So you wait a life time if you have too. All you want is too feel loved, Too feel needed is what you crave. Your hunger grows with every passing breath, Your starving now all because you feel unloved. You ask yourself why are you like this? Why is everyone else happy but your

Remind Me Never To Be Nice Again.
So a friend of mine, gets kicked outta her house by her dad. Well her mom lives in Cali and cant come get her until a few weeks from now. So since I live in a two person dorm room all by myself, I said hey ya know what, you're more than welcome to come stay with me. I laid it down for her though, I can't help you with food too much, I'm a messy person, andI won't be here half the time due to class and work an my own social life. She says ok cool, she has 7 bucks, doesnt eat alot and will even clean up my messes. Im like ok sweet, so i go get her and all her stuff, she gets settled in, and for the next few days....she barely even talks to me. i take her to walmart, she buys a movie with her 7 bucks....instead of food or anything, she acts a complete fool in front of some dude that works there, embarrassing everyone, and im just like.... ok whatever. So she tells me saturday, that shes decided to go back to live with her dad, and she needed me to take her back. i was like....sure i gu

Capricorn: The Passionate Lover
Ok, I don't believe in this stuff, it is just for fun. (So no private messages about it PLEASE.) Read description for your sign and leave comment saying if it is close or completely off. TAURUS: The Tramp Aggressive. Freak in bed. Rare to find! Loves being in long relationships.. J Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Sexy as........ Loves to help people in times of need. Outstanding kisser. Very funny. Awesome personality. Stubborn. Sexual as......... Most caring person you will ever meet! One of a kind. Not one to #### with. Are the sexiest people on earth! VIRGO: The Virgin Dominant in relationships. Sexy. Someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loud.. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness. SCORPIO: The sex addict Can be mean. EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent.

Poor Billy Bob
Billy Bob and Luther were talking one afternoon when Billy Bob tells Luther, "Ya know, I reckon I'm 'bout ready for a vacation. Only this year I'm gonna do it a little different. The last few years, I took your advice about where to go. Three years ago, you said to go to Hawaii.I went to Hawaii and Earlene got pregnant. Then two years ago you told me to go to the Bahamas. And Earlene got pregnant again. Last year, you suggested Tahiti and darned if she didn't get pregnant again!" Luther asked Billy Bob, "So, what you gonna do this year that's different?" Billy Bob said, "This year she's goin' with me!"

Like What The Fuck?!
So I was driving today from Middletown to my place and I had this asshole in front of me (IN THE PASSING LANE MIND YOU!!) and he had like at least a fucking football field of space infront of him... For some reason everytime this dickwad would pass a car, he'd look over at the driver in the other car... I bet the fucker was thinkin, "Look at me in my old rundown piece of shit and look at you in the nice new Nissan Altima... Im going faster than you... I'LL BEAT YA IN A RACE, BITCH!" God damn... I wanted to really just like fucking ride his ass and tell him to get in the fucking slow lane... mother fucker... Then I had a guy in front of me and it scared me to fucking death... He had NO BREAK LIGHTS! I mean wtf?!! People let their cars get like that?! I mean its not that FUCKING hard to put 3 tiny little bulbs in the taillights of your fucking car! I was SOOO fucking tempted to park my car, get out and tell the fucker to get his lights fixed because its a driving hazard... WT

Life In Chicago
I'm still in Chicago helping my uncle. Since I've been here, I have learned that I will be able to donate a kidney to him so that he can finally get off of dialysis. Once we get back finish the packing we will be going back to Texas and undergoing the kidney transplant surgery. Sorry I haven't been on much, but with everything going on here I haven't had much time. Big hugzzz and kisses to all my friends.

So Sad
I AM SO SAD,TEARS KEEP POURING DOWN LIKE THIS DAMN RAIN I ALWAYS SEE,...SO SAD I CAN'T LOOK UP TO WISH ON A STAR,...SO SAD IT'S CRUSHING THE LIFE FROM ME,SO SAD,IM TOO BROKEN,SO SAD MY HEART HAS GOTTEN LOST,DOES ANYONE CARE?DOES ANYONE MISS ME?WILL I EVER FIND MY WAY BACK AND BE HAPPY?I HURT BUT WILL ANYONE FEEL MY PAIN,GOOD FEELS LOST AND COLD IS SETTLING IN,...WHY SHOULD I CARE?CAN ANYONE MAKE ME HAPPY AGAIN?I DIE MORE,WHEN I AM SO SAD,...

I Ate Dog Food! Ok I Said It!
I am such an idiot! My mom made Brownies and put them in a little package for me and the kids. Well, I opened the pack and some of the Brownie crumbled onto the counter... so I picked up a chunk and ate it. It tasted like smoked beef! As I started to throw up a little in my mouth... my daughter announces that she spilled canned dog food on the counter where I opened the Brownies! OMG! It was GROSS AS HELL... and now I am the laughing stock of my house! Great... now I probably ate the RAT POISONED dog food and I will end up in tomorrows obituaries! LOOK FOR ME THERE!!!!!!!!!! LOL LAUGH BITCHES LAUGH!!!

Eh.
Wow, it seems everyone around me is getting married. People i've gone to school with, worked with, or just have known. I was on that road not to long ago; I was going to settle down and be with someone I love. It's funny how fast life can change in less then a year. By no means do I want that life back, I am just moving forward. I just am the type of person who likes to settle.

Uncertain And Scared
i have had alot of things going on in my life right now... and i dunno wat to do about alot of them. one thing is certain, there is sum1 in my life that i do not wanna lose. and im afraid that im going to. i feel like im walkin on glass with everything i say and do. i wanna tell him how i feel, but im scared to death. im afraid that if i tell him, that he will walk away and not come back. he makes me smile and laugh. not too many people can do that very often. thinking of him gets me through my dayz... and lately my dayz have been very stressful. i dont know wat im gonna do when he deploys. i am so scared and confused right now. i hate going to sleep every night knowing that im going to wake up alone the next morning. i dont wanna do anything to hurt him, nor do i wanna be hurt. those who know me well enuff, know that ive been hurt more than enuff. i guess it builds character, but i think i have enuff character to last me the rest of my life. but i guess i will shut up

Wtf...
Is wrong with Americans...I can say that shit because I'm still Canadian, for now anyways. But American Idol was complete garbage. How are people voting for Sanjaya? Ughhhh If he makes it to the top 4 even I'm never watching that show again...complete Bullshit!!!

.d's.satanic.survey.
TAKE THIS!Youuu...Name?:Samma Place of birth?:new york Which spice girl would you have been?:fuck you spice Are you a good/bad girl?:i put out Are you a virgin?:yes. *rolls eyes* Do you smoke weed?:got some? Drink alcohol?:sometimes Smoke cigarettes?:*inhales* Do you love life?:only when im gettin some Do you consider yourself lucky?:are you puttin out? What would you change about yourself? Don't say NOTHING:my sex life...duh Your dream date:the one that puts out Are u spoiled?:no....why dont you put out n spoil me? What do u hate about people?:they dont put out Are u a good student?:student of sex? Are u more flirtacious or shy?:gee i wonder Do u talk a lot?:only if my mouths not full What is ur zodiac sign?:sagifuckasauris Which character on sex n the city would u be?:prolly Miranda...honestly Do u get along with your parents?:only when they're not having sex your best quality:determination the best quality in someone of the opposite sex:their ability to intellectually hurt my brain

Sexual Harrassment & Stupid Women
It's time to bring up a subject that many women have totally misconstrued and it's the wonderful subject of sexual harrassment. Many women need to understand what sexual harrassment is. Too many of them are complaining and bringing up these stupid fucking lawsuits over something that is about as dangerous as a god damn teddy bear. Look, if a guy is grabbing your ass, your tits, then hey, sue the motherfucker for sexual harrassment. However, if you happen to walk by the water cooler and a couple of guys are telling a joke and the punchline happens to contain the word, CUNT, don't go screaming sexual harrassment. Please! Why is the word CUNT regarded in such a bad way? That happens to be my favorite word. CUNT, CUNT, CUNT, CUNT, CUNT Stupid women cry that they want equality, but when it comes down to it, they fucking whimp out in a second. If you can't handle the verbage, shut your mouth, sit down and leave the rest of us alone. Some of us can not only handle it, but w

Kenneth Duane Brush....
About Kenneth Duane Brush If you you could hear the voice of my dads spirit,these would be his spoken words of wisdom. "I was born as Kenneth Duane Brush, but my friends call me Duane. I have always had a passion for the great outdoors, hunting is my middle name and it was like a game to me. 'Cause it required combining the precision of true marksmanship, eyes like an eagle, timing and the technique skills. Losing the game was simply not hitting the target, but the agony of defeat was feeling like a disappointment to my family by coming home empty handed. The game prize was the fixings for a good homecooked supper. Normally, what would be considered your typical homecooked meal, was more like a daily Thanksgiving feast

Mikey's Leveling Club
Mikey ĆŦ¬¬¬¬-МǎҒїǻ killin em with a :)@ CherryTAP *NOTE* IF YOU INTEND TO BE ON THIS LIST, PLEASE RETURN THE FAVOR OF FANNING & RATING OTHERS. EVERYONE ON THIS LIST WANTS THE SAME THING, SO HELP THOSE WHO HELP YOU! BrattyBytch@ CherryTAP ۞RJeezy۞AsH.WeeEs CT Husband۞UNDERGROUND HEAD DJ۞TEAM SHOCKER CO-FOUNDER@ CherryTAP ~*BossLadywitdaSeXxXyEyEz*~@ CherryTAP Ser William ~♥~ YummLollyPop's CT husband400,000 Cherry Points to go IVORY TIGRESS(CLUBF.A.R)DIRTY SOUTH CREW@ CherryTAP H♥llieH♥ttie™{President of I.A.R. Bombsquad & Founder of I.A.R Fan Train}@ CherryTAP Irish Sweetheart...RENEGADE REBELS OF CT (Please sign my guestbook)

Outside Video With George Michael And Brittany
I found it! I have been wondering which video Brittany did with George Michael for some time. I thought it was the video called Amazing. But I found out it was the video called Outside. The behind the scenes story on this was this happened right after George was arrested in West Hollywood for Indecent Exposure. Brittany appears as in several scenes at 1:15 making out in the van, 2:07 in the pool, and 3:45 making out in the office. Brittany had told me she wanted to be in the elevator with George but the director was afraid that Brittany might end up raping him. And she really would of. Have to post this on Brittany's Cheery tap site now.

U Name It We Will Call It That
~The way to love anything is to realize it may be lost. ~To dream of the person you'd like to be is a waste of the one you are. ~I wasn't kissing her, I was whispering in her mouth. ~Let your heart guide you. It whispers so listen closely. ~The best and most beautiful things of the world cannot be seen or touched. They must be felt with the heart. ~The greatest pain that comes from love is loving someone you can never have. ~You never lose by loving. You always lose by holding back. ~If you judge people you have no time to love them. ~Kiss my lips and I'll close my eyes, break my heart and I will die. ~If it's a crime to love you then I would be sentenced to death. ~If you love somebody, there's nothing in the world that can keep you apart. ~If you love someone, just say it, otherwise the moment just passes you by. ~Love is when you're a better person, just because that someone is in your life. ~I think we dream so we don't have to be apart so long. If we're in each other's dreams, we

Pastoral
I haven't cried or held your hand In over six weeks And every time that we do this we promise Never to repeat And every time that we do this we kiss And we get some sleep Then we wake up and we go out And we find something to eat, well Let's move to the country All our city friends will envy We will find the time for blue skies Always called you baby I never called you honey or dear Because you fill me with good spirits And you help me clean my beard I'd like to thank you oh so much For the last couple of years Just lock the door when I am gone We will both shed tears, well Let's move to the country All our city friends will envy We will find the time for blue skies I hope they all wil never find you And your blue eyes stay clear I hope you know I love you And that my words are sincere, well Let's move to the country All our city friends will envy We will find the time for blue skies

To Watch You Leaving
To Watch You Leaving . . . is to know such pain, it's jagged edges tearing into my soul. As a stake from the garden tears into the warm, dark earth. To Watch You Leaving . . . knowing all the while that never again will I fit myself, warm with sleep, against your solid back. Nor hear your steady breathing. Or feel the beating of your heart. To Watch You Leaving . . . aware in every moment of every day that my dreams, my future; once tied with silken ribbons to yours, will never come to be. And the mornings once so silent and hopeful, us gazing at the mountains and so gently awaiting forever - are now but small pieces of my past. To Watch You Leaving . . . your heart a tight fist of anger and your dry eyes betraying nothing of you. I cry for both of us, my love, because you will not. To Watch You Leaving . . . is to know that I've lost my place on this earth. My station. My heart's home. That I will wander, forever a nomad. Alone and afraid. And in my tr

Update
Just an update on my youngest..She was home shortly after, the doc checked her nose and said that the bleeding is normal because she's had her cold for so long, never bothered to check for infection or anything, damn doctors. Tara

Hello Friends & Fans
I have really been busy with the husband in the hospital since the 23rd of March and my son has had me running errands/business for him. I will be on Tonight & Tomorrow. I have missed playing with you ALL! XOXOXO ToyfulSweetartMavMOM

Tell Me What You Like
I am looking for some idea for tags... let me know what kind you like, Sexy, Faries, Tigers, Wolf, Native American, and so on. What colors you like, What kind of message you likd to see on them... Thanks for your help. Fireman 7

Every Time....
Every I love you, you whisper, is like rain for the trees, moonlight for the ocean, nectar for the bee Every kiss bestowed upon me is like fragrance on flowers, heat upon the desert, mist from morning showers Every glance in my direction is like flame to the fire, a twinkling of stars, a spark of love's desire Every moment in your arms is like waves to the ocean, a rushing, primal urge, a sweet mix of emotion Every passing year were together is like joy without measure, a life without limits, I shall love you forever.

Update
Ok I'm a little late on posting an update had some stuff I had to deal with...Ok after spending an hour or two with this other heart dr i seen he thinks it might be my lungs..maybe some blockage or even clots so he wants me to see a lung specialist to see what is going on...But recently I recieved a phone call from the one heart specialist before this one and he wants me to do another hour and some change car ride so they can do all kinds of blood work and x-rays...he believes it can still be my heart and also my lungs....So my question is how am I suppose to sleep at night not to worry about my health when these high paying morons have no damn clue what to do? Damn I would kill for a bottle of Jack Daniels right about now...I will do a better update after my appointment on the 18th of april

Show My Girly Some Cherry Birthday Love.........w00t
IT IS THE INFAMOUS DEZ'S 22ND BIRTHDAY TODAY A.K.A YOUR FAVORITE TWAT WAFFLE...PLEASE GO AND SHOW SOME CHERRYLICIOUS BIRTHDAY LOVE TO ONE OF THE BEST CHERRY FRIENDS YOU COULD EVER WANT & NEED AROUND....WE LOVE YOU DEZILICIOUS.... the INFAMOUS dez aka your favorite TWAT WAFFLE! R.J.A.B.W.G.B.D. (Birthday GIRL!)@ CherryTAP Make your own Zing! the INFAMOUS dez aka your favorite TWAT WAFFLE! R.J.A.B.W.G.B.D. (Birthday GIRL!)@ CherryTAP

Pervs
These BOYS on CT need a good lesson. All they care about is talking nasty and looking at nudes, but they're not getting that here! After I decline them from looking at my pics they try to talk shit. I'm a married woman I'm not here to look for sex or a man I have that already so fuck off pervs!!! banana_boy2k@ CherryTAP PSEbowhunter2007@ CherryTAP

Act Like A Man, Not A Boy!!!!
...some dudes act like they have never in their existence seen an ass or a pair of breasts. Some of the 'males', I CANNOT use the word men or man, need to grow up, they act like 10 year old little boys sneaking into their fathers adult magazine stash and losing it. Although I LOVE a woman's body, there is a way to approach a woman without blurting out obscenities like a RETARD on CRACK with TOURETTES SYNDROME. A lot of you cats make 'men' look bad because u may have hair on your nuts or face, but sometimes when a woman is approached by a 'REAL' man she cannot initially distinguish, because of the disgusting behavior by certain 'MALES'. If a woman has a nice backside or breasts its NOT ok to state the obvious ESPECIALLY in such a sophomoric, moronic way as 'NICE TITS', 'NICE BOOBS', or the more sexual things you'd LIKE TO do to her 'ASS', most of you assholes have mother's, sisters, aunts, grandmothers, ETC...hmmm I wonder how you would feel if a male approached a woman in

Gwawing Anger
She sat looking at me, Not listening to a word. Every time we talked, she Said my opinion was absurd— You should have seen my face; The anger I showed was a disgrace. For years, I have lived with such anger, Gnawing anger, the kind that lingers Like roadkill. To be sure, I am not stranger To rage. Its long bony fingers Have touched my heart many times, Urging me to commit heinous crimes. But to blame anyone for my rage is unjust. No one is responsible for my fury, Though I may think so, my eyesight is simply blurry Anger is seeking a new slave; As for me, I’d rather be brave, Before anger puts me deep down in a grave.

Just Sitting Here
I'm sitting here listening to music, letting my mind wander. I have had my trials in life as we all have, but overall, my life is going pretty well. I have a family that I adore, I love my classes in college and am very excited about starting a new chapter in my life. It hopes to be new and exciting with some similar experiences to be enjoyed as well as some new adventures to be had. These new experiences are going to involve some travel, but that part of it is also very inticing to me, for I will be traveling to destinations that I have yet to experience firsthand. I know I am just rambling, but when I am excited about something, I tend to put it to pen....or keyboard as the case may be.... Have a great weekend to those who read this... ~Pounce!!!

Shoot
I have been offered to shoot for the Musclecars pinup girls calendar. I will also be modeling for them. very excited but a little freaked out to. I have never had anyone else take my pictures before. Should be fun and exciting..

Subject: Fw: Kids & Cussing
Had to share this one. A 6 year-old and 4 year-old are upstairs in their bedroom. "You know what?" says the 6 year-old. " I think it's about time we started cussing." The 4 Year-olds nods his head in approval.. The 6 year-old continues, "When we go downstairs for breakfast, I'm gonna say something with 'hell' and you say something with 'ass.' The 4 year-old agrees with enthusiasm. When their mother walks into the kitchen and asks the 6 year-old what he wants for breakfast, he replies, "Aw hell Mom, I guess I'll have some Cheerios." WHACK! He flies out of his chair, tumbles across the kitchen floor, gets up, and runs upstairs crying his eyes out with his mother in hot pursuit, slapping his rear with every step. She locks him in his room and shouts, "You can stay in there until I let you out." She then comes back downstairs, looks at the 4 year-old and asks with a stern voice, "An what do YOU want for breakfast, young man

Cheaters!!!
A few people on here got caught for cheating, using programs to up their rank, without actually earning. Some are in the process of getting caught, and the rest of you cheating WARTS on the body of CT will get caught eventually. and why will you get caught? cuz u cant shut up about it, u feel the need to brag. so to each of you who have cheated to move up on here , wether u got caught or not........ your character will reveal itself eventually and I WILL LAUGH MY ASS OFF at you when you do get caught...... WAY TO GO DUMBASSES! AAAAAAAAAAAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHHAA

Repost Of "the Female Squirting Orgasm Part 2"
Hey everyone. First i want to apologise to everyone for taking so long to get this second part posted. I have been swamped with request's from other websites, and had to take a break to catch up. I promise, i wont take so long to get to the third one. With that said, i guess im goin to jump into this head first. The very first thing that i want to make clear, is that i will not specifically teach in an article that write, because every person is different, and i dont want to cater to the "typical" person, and leave others out. I cant very well write every single way to make you have a squirting orgasm....i would be here all day everyday for the next ten years. The reason behind contacting me, is because i need to ask a couple questions before i get into teaching, so that i can cater it to you. The reason i write these articles is to inform people....to let them know that they have a place to turn if they have questions about this subject. I write them to dispell any

Grammar Lesson
Ok I know I'm not perfect and most people do it out of laziness,but this is a pet peev of mine.. They're = they are ie.They're coming to my house. There = something is somewhere ie. Their place is over there. Their = is a posesive ie. I'm going to their house. I might not have explained it the best,but I think everyone'll get the idea. Oh and the word stupider...is not a word! say what is more stupid... Ok I'm done and sure that someone will pick on my grammar and yes I notice the blog name I wrote grammer,to late to fix that. Oh oh wait I forgot Threw = I threw it out Through = I'm through with this blog

Why Couples Don't Have Sex
TO MY DEAR WIFE: During the past year I have tried to make love to you 365 times. I have succeeded 36 times, which is an average of once every ten days. The following is a list of why I did not succeed more often: 54 times the sheets were clean 17 times it was too late 49 times you were too tired 20 times it was too hot 15 times you pretended to be sleep 22 times you had a headache 17 times you were afraid of waking the baby 16 times you said you were too sore 12 times it was the wrong time of the month 19 times you had to get up early 9 times you said weren't in the mood 7 times you were sunburned 6 times you were watching the late show 5 times you didn't want to mess up your new hairdo 3 times you said the neighbors would hear us 9 times you said your mother would hear us Of the 36 times I did succeed, the activity was not satisfactory because: 6 times you just laid there 8 times you reminded me there's a crack in the ceiling 4 times you told me to hurr

Visiting Profiles
Maybe just a pet peave of mine, but if I take the time to rate you the least you can do is acknowledge it. Even if I am the most hideous thing you have ever seen, there is nothing wrong with just saying thanks. But that's just my opinion, I could be wrong.

Nope Not An Cyber Ho
listen im getting really tired of these guys on ct thinking every female is a easy. just because an hyna is pretty doesnt make her a slut. im getting to many guy from the u.k and shit asking to have cyber sex with me. but i do gotta give proper respect to those who have geiven the respecrt and female deserves. and i respect those and pay attension to those who do. i got enough stress and shit at home with my kids i dont need any more. i want an feature on here to be able to have certain country to be able to be able to contact youor even be able to see your profile. i ahte foreiners guys. they are p0erverted like they dont get enough sex over there. shit please. like my name say come at me correct or not at all. thank you

Matt's Online Adventures: Vol.2
[Talk]mody10000000000 speaks to All : PLZ TEAM[11:33] [Talk]mody10000000000 speaks to All : PLZ TEAM[11:33] [Talk]Sheol speaks to All : I'm going to rape your eyesocket.[11:33] BR-Tastic!

The Escape
Four walls,, dingey blueish indoor outdoor carpeting,,,just a room. As she looks around through tear filled eyes at the photos of her children on the walls and the chatchkies scattered here and there; her heart only grows heavier. Thoughts and memories of missed oppourtinities... a lifetime of bad choices. As she pours over picture after picture of her father she chases another pill with chug of diet pepsi. "What's the use?" she says aloud! She chases the pink with the little blues and reds....and more flat white rounds to dull the pain. She walks froms room to room weeping watching her children sleeping. and for a fleeting moment the pain eases. Things are feeling knumb now.. as she opens the bedroom door all the pain comes rushong back in waves of red ..searing hot ..blue and orange. Quickly she closes the door and begins to sob again. She makes her way down the hall to the den and collapes to the table. How did i go so wrong? I can't take one more day of the abuse, the pain,..the

Friend List Spring Cleaning Coming Soon
Ok people. The time has come to prune my list down. So this is to let everybody know that I will be going through my list deleting people in the following categories: 1. Haven't talked To In Many moons 2. Hasn't rated/commented on any of my pics lately 3. Begs for fans/rates and can't even take time to say hello. 4. Requested a friendship just to make it look like they are the shit and had no intention on speaking to me at all. 5. Is conceited enough to believe that they ARE a 10 and will bitch about anything less. I do not need friends like that. 6. Has "FAN ME BEFORE REQUEST TO ADD" in their name. I know my friends list will diminish by a whole lot but who actually gives a fuck. Those that are really interested in a friendship know who they are and know they are not in no threat to be deleted. The Mouthpiece has spoken.

Purple Contacts?!
For something totally different opt for these violet coloured lenses. 30 day usuage. Retail Price: $39.95 Our Price: $21.95 + $8.00 Shipping Strong 20 inch Alchemy wallet chain with razor link, split ring, trigger-clip and black leather coffin belt loop. Retail Price: $15.00 Our Price: $8.00 + $8.00 Shipping Black and red 2 in 1 ripped top with Skull Embrace Print. Retail Price: $19.95 Our Price: $14.95 + $8.00 Shipping Short sleeve black t-shirt with an all over print of the Skull Wrap design. Retail Price: $19.95 Our Price: $10.95 + $8.00 Shipping The popular Mortum chain format, with heavy pewter links, but with a razor blade of despair and vitality. Retail Price: $19.95 Our Price: $16.95 + $8.00 Shipping A sturdy black leather, Psalter style ring binder with velcro leather clasp and fitted with topaz cabochonned pewter trimmings. At their centre is a bone-resin disc plaque, available in two versions. Retail Price: $

Stupid Fucking People
HEY ALL I JUST WANNA COMMENT ON THE FACT THAT PEOPLE R FUCKING, I REPEAT FUCKING, STUPID. RECENTLY.....PEOPLE HAVE BEEN GIVING OUT "INFO" ABOUT A PEDOPHILE WEBSITE....A SUPPOSED HAVEN OF SORTS FOR THOSE INTO CRADDLE-ROBBING. YERS TRULY DID NOT GO TO SAID SITE, AND I AM PERSONALLY HOPING ITS A JOKE.....BUT WAT UPSETS ME THE MOST IS THAT THESE STUPID PEOPLE PUT A LINK, CLEAR AS DAY, IN THE FIRST SENTENCE OF THE BULLETIN, "WARNING" YE TO NOT GO THERE.....AND IF YE HAVE COMMON SENSE...WHICH IF YER READIN THIS THEN THAT MEANS YER MY FRIEND AND MOST OF MY FRIENDS HAVE COMMON SENSE.....YE FIRST OF ALL ONLY WOULDA GIVEN INFO ABOUT Y ITS SO BAD BUT MOST OF YE WOULDNT HAVE PUT A DIRECT LINK TO IT....AGAIN DRIVING HOME MY POINT THAT THERE IS A LOT OF STUPID FUCKING PEOPLE IN THIS SITE NOW IN CASE THIS IS SOME BIG JOKE I ONLY HAVE THE FOLLOWING TO SAY..... YALL SOME SICK FUCKS

Outsmarted Again....
I love my son. He's got his issues (who doesn't) but he's got this amazing sense of humor, he's smart and he's like a miniature version of me. The only problem is that he's far smarter than I am. Not to sound like the arrogant ass I am but I'm no slouch in the brains department...I've got a good IQ, I'm literate, well-read, and I have more education than a lot of people. But Kyle, well, he sort of has this gift for outsmarting me.... Here's an example: Back during Thanksgiving when we were traveling through Arizona, he spotted this Thomas the Tank Engine pillow. The thing is shaped and colored just like Thomas (i.e. it's not just a pillow-case). Being the train and, more specifically, Thomas fan that he is, and because he was exceptionally well-behaved on the car trip, I bought it for him. Well, Thomas has become like a family friend. To the point that if I refer to Thomas as a "pillow," I get yelled at. Sooooo, last night, as is our nightly routine, I waited for h

Just Thinking
I am thinking about how much of a fuck up I am. Not sounding all whinny or pathetic, but I seriously just love to fuck shit up. No matter how hard I try I let something little and stupid come in the way of true happiness. It amazes me how easily it happens, or the bad luck I must have. Do I try to hard? Maybe I am just not meant to be happy. I will never give up, but it is not that easy when I screw stuff up so easily. I promise to keep my head up and fight to make my dreams come true the best I can. No matter how much everything will try and bring me down. Wish me luck people! Massacre

Love And What I Learned
like always... there are few things i learned with the years: 1) the one that really loves you wont make you cry, only for happiness (add a ring here) 2) a man that is proud of his lady will take your hand wherever you are and will show you to the world, no matter who else is there or what friends can say 3) it really offends me when the person i am with tells me i need to lose weight: bodies are just a jar that contains a soul... with the years it will be old and even more ugly, so then what will you do with someone that was only a sexy or beautiful body? 4) love is blind: yeah, i dated guys that you can considere very ugly and they were the most interesant men i talked to... (i dated the ones you can think are Gods but really they were just a body and absolutelly nothing else behind, no brain) 5) love is so powerfull that if you live in the other side of the planet, that will make you do everything to stay with the one you love, and i have many proofs hehehe (friends, family,

Came From A Friend Of Mine
My lady's presence makes the roses red, Because to see her lips they blush for shame. The lily's leaves, for envy, pale became, And her white hands in them this envy bred. The marigold the leaves abroad doth spread, Because the sun's and her power is the same. The violet of purple colour came. Dyed in the blood she made my heart to shed. In brief: all flowers from her their virtue take; From her sweet breath their sweet smells do proceed; The living heat which her eyebeams doth make Warmeth the ground and quickeneth the seed. The rain, wherewith she watereth the flowers, Falls from mine eyes, which she dissolves in showers.

Come To Me!
This is a short story based in BDSM if this offends you well grow the fuck up and stop reading my stuff. :) For the rest enjoy. Come To Me I know what you need. You need to leave yourself and come to me. Do you trust me? Come to me. Don't be afraid. I will take you on a voyage. I will take you to another place. I will make you forget yourself and teach you how to satisfy me. Come to me. Now. Let me hear you say yes. I will be dressed in clothes that you love, that make me look so soft and voluptuous you hunger to hold me in your arms. But I won't let you. You won't dare to touch me. You know that I will laugh at you and push you away. The fear of that humiliating rejection keeps you frozen in place; shy, unsure of yourself, humble before me. Without command, you are already serving my will. Even without bonds, I can immobilize your body. You inhale the warm aroma of my skin, lightly perfumed by Rapture. For a moment, the fragrance intoxicates you so that you think you have wa

My Sisters Hubby Died Tonight
TONIGHT I HAVE GOT A CALL FROM MY MOTHER TELLING ME THAT MY SISTERS HUSBAND HAS DIED.WHICH I HAVE KNOWN EVER SINCE I WAS A BABY.MY HUSBAND AND I WILL NOT BE ON CT UNTIL TUESDAY.WE ARE GOING TO MY MOMS AND THEN GO TO MY SISTERS IN GA.I LOVED MY BROTHER IN LAW AS A BROTHER OF MY OWN AND HE HAS ALWAYS BEEN THERE FOR ME WHEN I WAS GROWING UP AS A KID INTO BEING AN ADULT.SO IF ANYONE LEAVES ME OR JUGGALO SCRUB A COMMENT OVER THE WEEKEND WE WILL NOT BE ABLE TO ANSWER THEM UNTIL TUESDAY. THANX LUCI(Shreeky) R.I.P TOM GLOWACKI April 13th 2007

Click..click..click
click click click goes the mouse silently echoing in this house do i see you i think not are you sexy cute or hot i cant tell you do you know why i only see pages as they go by if i comment its heart felt insult not below the belt kind i am until upset bitch unseen by you yet shout obscenely desperate fool here's a towel for your drool lick the screen may you get shocked piss me off you will get blocked! A. Boudreaux 2007

Nightmares...
many times i face nights where im afraid to go to sleep- knowing whats waiting for me when i close my eyes..... i wonder how many others go through this, and if theyve found a way to face the world of dreams....

The True Meaning Of Friendship
ok, i don't get it what is the true meaning of friendship ? this will evoke different emotions and answers amongst many of you and to be honest, i dont really want or expect any answers from any of you this is just somethng that i need to vent... to me, friendship has always been quite black and white there were people that you got along with, shared a mutual respect with, had a shared or common interest in something together etc, etc, etc then there were those special few (or more than a few if you are lucky) these are the friends who know you inside out, upside down and can tell you too your face you're being a fucking idiot ! these are the friends that you share your innermost thoughts and life experiences with these are the people that you will do anything for and they will do anything for you they don't judge you they simply accept you for all that you are as you do them....... whatever sort of friends you have, i'm sure you will interpret their f

Fucktard!
BIG_SEXY a.k.a. BIG_PAPA@ CherryTAP Yes that guy up there..a big Fucking dicksmack! Ya see he made friends with one of my friends..Kimy..yes Kimy..gotta love her. What does he do..well he took her ID..but no worries said he would return it to her..as long as she shows him her tits and ass...If yall know Kimy she aint going out like that and said FU..atta girl Kimy. So really what kind of insecure lil boy needs to take a womans ID to see tits and ass? This net is full of cam whores..so to you lil man with no BALLS get a fucking life..you waste of skin! here is his ID if anyone feels the need to play...*wink* onegr8hockeyplaya I hate FUCKING dumb ignorant usless lil dicksmacks! ~Razor~

Men
I'm curious about something....are there any men out there who still know how to treat a woman?? What I mean by that is...are there any of you who still open doors...pull a chair out....call just to say "Hi" and see how things are going....actually have concern for her feelings???? Is chivalry completely dead now?? Do any of you believe in love??

A Dear Friend
On Wednesday 11, 2007 I lost a friend and a co worker, they had misdiagnoised him and he thought it was just his liver, but to come reality he had panaric cancer. He served his country in Vietnam,and stood strong when most wouldn't have. Then through out his life he was in various Law Enforcement Agencies. He was 56 yrs old, he ended his career with serving the public in Department Of Corrections. I am going to miss him, already do, cause really he was more than a co-worker, friend he help me get through my dad's death, he took over like a real father and held my hand to the end. This is dedicated to his memory.

Us Us Army #1 Of 2 On Fubar (updated 12/08/07)
Because of size limits, I had to split up the US ARMY Thank You Blog This is #1 of 2. So if you don't see someone on this BLOG, please check the other US ARMY BLOG also. Thank You! U.S. Army I GOT A BAD REPUTATION OMGFreedom Fighter DeMan Jumpmaster82Wife: Flamewalker MoRiArTi RaptoR sabo blackhawk13 armyman4u05 hrdrfstrNational Guard WP Albert: AmericanSoldier

My Dad And Stepma
Today I got a letter from my dad and my stepma.They have decided to adopt my oldest son and give him a stable home in which he will be able to grow up in.My oldest son his name is Cory has been bounced around a few times in the last few years.Nothing that I am proud of but also I had no control over the siyuation either.But I cried when I read the letter enclosed with the court papers.My dad and stepma have unconditional love and I know that my son will be taken care of and get the attention and love he needs as a growing boy.Even though my parents nor my son will ever be on cherrytap I just wanted to give them credit where credit is due.And yes I thanked them with my whole letter as I signed the papers handing my son over to them.Good luck dad and ma...Love your daughter...

Good Advice
For those of you who didn't know, Kurt Vonnegut has passed away. If you have never read his work, well....shame on you. Go do it. Vonnegut had published some lovely advice on writing short stories. I try to follow these rules, but suspect I fail often. No matter, I'll get better, and hopefully some of you may learn from this: 1. Use the time of a total stranger in such a way that he or she will not feel the time was wasted. 2. Give the reader at least one character he or she can root for. 3. Every character should want something, even if it is only a glass of water. 4. Every sentence must do one of two things -- reveal character or advance the action.* 5. Start as close to the end as possible. 6. Be a sadist. No matter how sweet and innocent your leading characters, make awful things happen to them -- in order that the reader may see what they are made of. 7. Write to please just one person. If you open a window and make love to the world, so to speak, your

In Hopes...
Well today will be my last day online for a short while..and hopefully not long..To all my close friends on here know that I'm still thinking of you..and will truly miss you all..And to my sweetie..know that I am always right with you...and you lay heavy in my thoughts!!! I Love You.. Sandra

Everything You Ever Wanted To Know About Australia
The questions below about Australia are from potential visitors. They were posted on an Australian Tourism Website, and the answers are the actual responses by the website officials, who obviously have a sense of humor. Q: Does it ever get windy in Australia? I have never seen it rain on TV, how do the plants grow? (UK). A: We import all plants fully grown and then just sit around watching them die. Q: Will I be able to see kangaroos in the street? (USA) A: Depends how much you've been drinking. Q: I want to walk from Perth to Sydney – can I follow the railroad tracks? (Sweden) A: Sure, it's only three thousand miles, take lots of water. Q: Is it safe to run around in the bushes in Australia? (Sweden) A: So it's true what they say about Swedes. Q: Are there any ATMs (cash machines) in Australia? Can you send me a list of them in Brisbane, Cairns, Townsville, and Hervey Bay? (UK) A: What did your last slave die of? Q: Can you give me some information about hippo r

My Llama Story! Its Funny So Read It
here's my llama farm story, hope you enjoy : picture it.... cicily.... 1957..... oh shit wait, wrong intro anyways it was summertime, back in 1957. my best friend Richard Head, and myself became utterly entranced by the beauty of our furry mamal friend, the llama. we decided to buy ALOT of llama's and open up a "llama farm" (similar to today's petting zoo's with them damn goats and such). things went great for a long time. we were making some good money. but unfortunately, about 2 years down the road our sales started declining. came to find out that llama's are big, ugly, stinky creatures..... plus they spit on ppl. got this one old lady right in the eye one day even still trying to pay off that lawsuit....... we were getting desperate and had to think of something... QUICK so my partner RICHARD HEAD, and myself built ourselves a time machine, and traveled back to 827 a.d. to find the greatest ninja and kung-foo masters of all time. we trained our lla

Your Life Is Hard.....
Your life is hard. Your life is hard, simply because it is your own. No matter what you do or do not have to put up with, your life is hard. The degree of difficult varies from person to person, but even if you have never had a rough day in your life, your life is hard. Inevitably, someone will tell you that things could be worse. They could be, but that does not matter. Inevitably, you will say those very words to someone else, and they will be just as true. They still won’t matter. Sometimes you will say them in an attempt to comfort someone. Someone you will say them to someone because you think they are being a baby and their troubles pale in comparison to your own. Sometimes people will say them to you, and they will say them for all the same reasons. You will be right. They will be right. It won’t matter, because those words will not help. You may think that others have it easier than you do. They do. You may think that others have it harder than you do.

Da N Word. Is It Wrong Or Not.
NOTE: Be for u read dis if ur offended den step off and go cry to ur mommy. If u got da realest heart, gust, and everything else den speak ur mind on dis on here ok. U got da power to say wha u want to say. So don't write down wha u got to say, just let out and say it. So don't lie on here be real if u do lie on den i know ur fake. Black people around the country are on fire. It seems White folks are getting a little too comfortable using the N-Word. Even fellow Black folks are using the word to denigrate members of their own race in front of white people... a clear violation of the code. But do we really have the right to be angry? Or have we brought it on ourselves? The focus of this special takes a provocative look at one of the most notorious and controversial racial epithets in America and perhaps the world. We turn the mirror on ourselves as we deconstruct and examine the confusion surrounding the word. We have to ask ourselves, are we responsible? Has our repeated us

Hmmmm......
Ya know, i have never figured men out sometimes, probably never will, but im a female and cant even figure some of them out...but what i really dont understand, why does a female want to stay or keep being involved with a guy who has lied to them, and cheated on them, and the proof is right there in their face? I really dont understand, ya know, i have been hurt, several times now, but i sure in the hell am not stupid enough to keep being involved and believin the man who hurt me, once u hurt me, im done, ok lesson learned, but i sure am not gonna go back for more, and i really dont understand how a female can keep going back, not once but twice with a guy who has not been honest with her from the beginning, and then she wants everyone to feel sorry for her when he does it again....Ya know, probably most of u reading this r men, so u really only have a mans opinion about this, im not looking for comments jus wanted to write something in a blog and figured this would b something good

Lonely Already...
Less than a week and my husband will be gone for several months to San Diego for work. I can't even really say how long it'll be. Could be June, could be October. It's been pretty rough. I was not this upset last time. Perhaps it's because I truly know now how hard it can be. Or maybe it is because we are at a better place in our relationship. Last time when he left, things were feeling a bit stale and distant. Since then, things have rekindled greatly. I'm just going to miss him so much! And while he's gone, I will not likely have any opportunity to go out since I don't really have anyone to watch the kid so I'll be pretty much celibate while he already has dates lined up for while he's down there. *sigh* It just doesn't seem fair. On the up side, I have a feeling all that pent-up sexual energy and the many lonely nights will likely lead to much new material from me so I'll probably have all sorts of new stuff to share. :cP

What A Juggalo Truly Is........
Juggalos (and juggalettes) are society's underdogs... poor ghetto freaks... eating ramen noodles... drinking faygo cola... and sporting pro wing shoes... made fun of in school... never accepted by anyone... tossed out by the world that didn't want them... these group of outcasts... brought together by the music and real life messages of the insane clown posse... are followers of the dark carnival and scapegoats of the world... Being a juggalos isn't about being a "fan" of icp... j and shaggs are juggalos themselves... being a juggalo is about individuality... no one is ever fully accepted in this world... and juggalos just don't give a fuck... so we sling our faygo, jam to the wicked shit, and wave our middle fingers to the legions of hypocrites, haters, and rich ass bitches trying to bring us down... Everyone in this world is so quick to judge... the close minded percentage of the population hears the "cuss words" in icp's music and automatically labels them "satanic" or "trash"...

Police Academy Is Starting Again
For those of you who knew how hard of a blow it was for me to get dropped from cop school here i am starting at point 1 again! No one is going to friggin stop me.I wil go as many times as it takes to become a police officer; Now i just have to understand why i am so friggin scared! Well i guess tommrow i will figure it out...just a wake-up away. 0530 is going to come way to early......

Rules Of Drunk Dialing (and Texting!!!)
Rules of Drunk Dialing (and texting!!!) 1. Only drunk dial when you are drunk. Everything else is false advertisement. 2.It is okay to call someone 27 times in one night. If you don't remember it, it didn't happen. 3.If you are going to drunk dial a family member, say something nice. Ex. "Mom I'm in McDonald's and they're playing our song. I love you" 4.Dirty talk while drunk dialing is always preferred. Who doesn't want to hear your best raspy, phone sex voice at 3 in the A.M. asking to bend them over something. 5.Voicemails are always better. This way your friend can let their friends have fun at your expense for days, even weeks to come. 6.Drunk texting is alright... If you are prepared to read what you wrote the next day when you are sober. 7.It is definitely a good idea to call all of your exes and remind them that you were the best lover they've ever had and everything they know, they learned from you. This way you can sleep well at night. 8.You ca

Bed Time‎
One night as a husband and wife are in bed together. . . She feels his hand rubbing her shoulder. She says, "Oh, that feels good." His hand moves to her breast. She coos, "Gee, honey, that feels wonderful." His hand moves to her leg. She whispers, "Oh, honey, don't stop." But, he stops. She asked, "Why did you stop?" He replied, "I found the remote

I Need Your Prayers
DEAR CHERRY TAP FAMILY & FRIENDS: IT'S ME, SUSAN A.K.A. MZ. PONYGIRLSUE, AND THE REASON WHY I AM WRITING THIS BLOG TONIGHT IS THAT I AM ALL TORN UP INSIDE. MANY SAD AND HORRIBLE EVENTS HAVE OCCURRED IN MY PERSONAL LIFE OUTSIDE OF THE CHERRY THESE PAST FEW WEEKS SINCE I HAVE BEEN AWAY. I DON'T KNOW IF I HAVE EVER SHARED THIS FACT WITH YOU GUYS BEFORE BUT I SUFFER FROM MANIC DEPRESSION OR BIPOLAR DISORDER BROUGHT ON FROM YEARS OF CHILDHOOD SEXUAL, PHYSICAL & EMOTIONAL ABUSE AND TORTURE. IT IS A LONG SAD STORY BUT I AM NOT YET READY TO SHARE ANY PERSONAL DETAILS OF IT AS OF YET. BUT THE HORRIFIC EVENTS OF MY PAST HAVE COME CALLING IN MY CURRENT ADULT LIFE AND ARE HAVE MANY TERRIBLE REPERCUSSIONS INCLUDING BEING HOSPITALIZED FROM THE DAY AFTER MY BIRTHDAY (APRIL 2ND OF THIS YEAR) UP UNTIL THIS APRIL 12TH. IT IS THREATENING MY WHOLE SAFETY AND SECURITY AND MY USUALLY HAPPY WAY OF LIFE WITH MY BOYFRIEND MARK. HE IS VERY LOVING BUT VERY CONFUSED AND FEAQUENTLY MISUNDERSTANDING OF THE TURMO

Done
some of you might be wondering about my recent statis message, Well basically it says what my heart feels i'm done with love. I've asked for help in contests etc and such as well as just dealing with things. When i go look there are no comments on my picture except my own. How pathetic that makes me feel. I love you all and will continue to help out especially to those on the fan train or who actually return the love but im done with love. I wont ask for help anymore because i dont like the way it makes me feel. I've been through a divorce recently, moved into a new apartment and had some issues health wise that i just wont get into. I dont think my anxiety meds are working and well i've debated on leaving ct and the computer all together. There now i've had my say and im going to try and go back to sleep hopefully it works. Well so far no luck sleeping again. wow just reread my words and I seem pathetic but you know what i dont care I want my feelings known.

~came In 5th In The Best Morphing Pic Contest~
Wanted to thank all my awesome friends who voted and bombed my morph pic. You guys and gals are the greatest and I luv you all. I came in 5th and that is great. Luv Cheryl Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com

Confused
I wonder why when you care about people you hurt them whether you know it or not. I find my self pushing friends away when they are the main people in your life and the ones you depend on the most. Is it possible I am sabotaging my friendships to make me return to the past. A past that included moolestation and abandoment by just about every1 in my life. It took me 40 years to find unconditional love and I have found it in the form of my best friend. We were lovers and then she gave her ex a second chance and since then we seem to push each other away even though we are each others best friends. We needed to find a middle ground in our lives and we belive we had but then things popped up we did not expect. And now we see each other differently and I think it a better prospective . One day soon maybe we can see just what we mean to each other but for now we are best friends and that is the most important thing in my life I'll write soon thanks for reading my blog. :)

Off To Vegas
HEY EVERYONE IM OFF TO VEGAS FOR 2 WEEKS TO SEE MY MOM AND SIS. ILL BE ON FROM MY MOMS HOUSE SO ILL TALK TO U ALL SOON ANYONE WANT SOMETHING FROM VEGAS?? I MIGHT NEED A BIGGER SUITCASE LOL LUV YA ALL!!!!!

My Husband Is A Devil
This man who claims to love me and my kids has taken money fro mus to buy us food, keep us warm and clean. I am in college and thsi man turned the interent off and treid to turn the phone off. He is a bastard and I will be glad when God whips him!A real man will not leave his family with no way to eat or keep warm but thsi man has and he , you can say has already divorced me

Sadness
How sad when you realize the one you are with is not the one you need. How hard to give up the good as you accept the truth of it. Sad but necessary. Not willing to accept less or be less to anyone anymore.

Deleted For Cheating? Part 2
SO I guess I have something to prove with this site making it up in levels one day at a time using LEGIT means by rating and other ways LEGIT ways, I want to make the Rock Star Level for me...thats right for me and for the memory of my Son, I looked at him like he was a Rock Star and I know in my heart of hearts he looked at me that way too. So after I make this level I will leave cherry tap like I found it...lost cherry.

Family Death
In the wake of everything going on in Virginia, I find out that an Aunt of mine and Uncle have passed away. No, they were not involved in the tragedy in Va. They battled their own illnesses. It just really sucks. last week I had to deal with the death of a friend of mine, and now family! Whats scary and worries me, is that my Uncle had diabetes. Bad. His disease finally took his life. Friday, my step father went to the doctor over his diabetes. His sugar was OVER 900!!! For anyone that doesn't know anything about diabetes, that is BAD. Now he is on insulin because his body completely has shut down making it on its own. I know that half of you that read this don't know me, so for you, sorry. I just needed to get it off my chest.

My Insta-bitch Store
I just wanted to let everyone know that if you haven't already checked out The Official Insta-Bitch Store I highly reccommend doing so. Not just because it's my store but because the stuff that is for sale is nice quality. If you're wondering how I know I've actually ordered some of my own products mainly to make sure they are worth the price. The Insta-Bitch teddy bear is large, fuzzy and squishy. The magnets look great, the buttons are a hit and the thong is most awesome. Go on and check it out. If you have any ideas please let me know or if you have any specific requests let me know as well. I just designed a shirt for a coworker and she's quite happy with it. I do plan to offer a calendar for 2008 as well so go ahead and start hunting up or planning your best Before/After Insta-Bitch photos. If I have more than 12 people interested then I'll make it into a contest. :) Again, I'll be happy if you just stop by the store and check it out. Thanks! --Elf

Livestrong Challenge 2007
I am riding in the LiveStrong Challenge bike race in August. It is an event that raises money for the LiveStrong foundation, which supports cancer research and also gives support to survivors such as myself. Last year I raised $1,500 but I only had a month in which to fund raise. This year the goal is at least $3,000 which is very doable. Please leave anything that you can, I promise that this is not a scam or anything... It is just something that I believe very strongly in. I am a cancer survivor, I was diagnosed at 20 and I had a 5% chance of survival. Even a few dollars will save someone's life, someone just like me. If you read this and don't donate... save me the trouble of deleting you from my friends list. http://philly07.livestrong.org/macstrong215

Ummm...eek...
I'm not complaining...I'm just ummm....a bit un nerved about something that just happened in my alerts.... I just had someone send someone(else) one of my photos...I saw the link with the photos, but never thought much about it...guess it's about like ripping... NavyTiger just sent your photo to someone! Thing is...I couldn't ask him because damn near everything is set to fans/friends etc...pisses me off that I couldn't...at least ask...where he sent it...

Leaving Me
I want to leave myself and where will I find you? Through the lull of tides or in the shimmering wood Can I leave myself behind? Through the grave undertow in the depths that press upon me the water will bring comfort; wash away the sundry sparks leaving polished stone to linger. Let the moon play out her cycles; let the sun lay down her rays; in this, will I see myself? The throat of the bird will tremble with her joy or with unrest, a sigh along the banks of the river or through the arch of the blue, blue sky. At evening, all the world will lie for the hands of darkness send me Will I lay me down more quietly and there in dreams find myself?

Wow, I Feel The Love
Actually, I don't and I'm pretty sure that I'm not gonna enter another contest ever cause it is pretty much a waste of my time. Posting bulletin after bulletin asking for a few votes and comments and only two people have given me a rate and/or comment. So psh, whatever. So yeah, to those who comment me telling me that they'd like to see "my sexy bod", forget it. I'm not putting up more pics of myself in little clothing just for you when you can't take five seconds out of your day to make me smile. Fuck you. So from here on out, I'm gonna say what I want to say, do what I want to do, and put up whatever fucking pics I want to put up. Seriously, even if the new pics don't get a huge amount of ratings. . .I DON'T CARE. I don't care if this blog makes you hate me or stop being my friend. I don't care about being popular on a fucking website. FUCK YOU

What About Fags?
what about them but this one is my brother he is in my family and he goes by homo1. he is my brother so if you would everyone make friends with him and show him lots of love. and no one hate on him please unless you are man/woman enough to say who you are this is my brother and he is dear to my heart so show the love sweetys and gentelmen.

"biker Trash'
I thought it was time I go ahead with my blogs about my family. :) I'm starting with Jeff a.k.a. "Biker Trash" since thanks to him, I was brought into the Happy Tappin world of CherryTap. Jeff and I have known one another for many years now. We first met through Yahoo. Not long after, we met in person and the rest is history. He is one of my best friends to this day. All of my friends here love him and think he's great! He might look a little rough around the edges but my dear friends, not to make him look like a total softie but looks CAN be deceiving! Trust me here! :) Even though he has a number of tattoos (some cool ones too) and piercings, he is just Jeff. :) Ummm...don't get me wrong here. If he needs to be Mr. Bad A$$, he can be when needed. :D He is a wonderful friend and I can depend on him for absolutely anything! I won't tell all of his secrets *giggles* but he is very smart and talented. He can work on anything with a motor, can cook anything (we're talking mouth

I Got Something To Say
u know i been on ct for some time now anyone who knows me know if some need there pic rated i do it if they needed to be bomb i did if u was nice to me i was nice i never ask anything in return . now i found that poeple want to clam that i said something that i was mean. if i was what the hell u did to piss me off then. but do u come to me and tell me no u go to orther poeple and bitch and cry grow up and come to me i started djing because i wanted to have fun thats what ct is for . yet its seem all poeple want is drama and its getting old. and i am getting tried of it u know who you are as for my true frinds and family ty for the fake ass friends can go to hell and u know who u are. for noow on its a new knightwing like him or not i donot care

To All My Sister's On My List...........
I love my sister's so dear to my heart, I love my sister's even if we are apart. They do not feel my love for them, even though it is so apparent. they are like darling angels, fluttering their graceful wings. I hope they see my love one day, my sisters are so dear to me.

Because His Wife Hates Me
DevouR_: And to once again clarify. No, this is not a sick game that me and Christy and I are playing. She hates your guts, I don't, but when you continually go against my wishes...... DevouR_: You make it impossible to maintain a normal friendship. That is all this could have been, but you wouldn't do it my way, and now this can go on no longer. DevouR_: Goodbye Cassandra. It was fun knowing you. I hope someone is able to give to you what I couldn't. Please, do not contact me anymore. (Things he just sent me in my shouthox) Christopher.. aka SatansLefthand and DevouR... just told me just because his wife doesn't like me he can't be my friend anymore.. and because I did't follow HIS orders.. He was playing me and his wife..and when it blew up in his face.. he blamed me for it.. I am not the one that is married and playing around with women here.. HE IS. Anyways.. Christopher O'Dell enjoy your miserable marriage ( his words )!!!

Change Is The Constant
One thing in life that is always a constant is change. I know change is painful..and most times helps us grow...maybe I am afraid of the unknown..the changes in front of me. I know this change will end up being good. I know my entire living situation, income, lifestyle will change for the better but OMG the place I am in right now is so turbulent..unsettled..and i find myself trying to be the best I can with wanting to just sob. I moved from the place I was at for 4 years suddenly. April 15th we had to be out. My 12 year old and I are alone in Jersey. She does have her father..him and I are not friends.I drew upon people who love me unconditionally. I had about 20 people help me move the entire house to the trash and storage. After 40 years of living I am reduced to a 10x15 storage unit. I realized it is all just "stuff". A friend and her husband said we could stay with them until the other place opens up in May. Right now I am writing this from a friends basement. I have been here a

Family Comes Together................
Family Comes Together Family comes together For always and forever In sickness and in health In poverty or in wealth Family comes together For always and forever Without any reason Anytime or any season Family comes together For always and forever In death or in life In happiness or in strife Family comes together For always and forever In anger or in kindness Whether all seeing or in blindness Family comes together For always and forever Whether for work or for play They somehow find a way For family to come together Because families are forever

Ugly And Unpopular
damn i have been on here 2 months i must be the ugliest and most unpopular guy on here i cant even get one cherry blast lmao oh well i'll just keep my friends and fans they are what matters most anyway

Lips Of An Angel
This song has been on my mind ever since the first time I actually listened to the lyrics. I hope this helps me. Artist: Hinder Album: Extreme Behavior Title: Lips Of An Angel Honey why are you calling me so late It's kinda hard to talk right now Honey why are you crying is everything okay I gotta whisper cause I can't be too loud Well, my girls in the next room Sometimes I wish she was you I guess we never really moved on It's really good to hear your voice saying my name It sounds so sweet Coming from the lips of an angel Hearing those words it makes me weak And I never wanna say goodbye But girl you make it hard to be faithful With the lips of an angel It's funny that you're calling me tonight And yes I've dreamt of you too And does he know you're talking to me Will it start a fight No I don't think she has a clue Well my girls in the next room Sometimes I wish she was you I guess we never really moved on It's really

Embrace The Cold Winter
I sit here in Solemn.. In between the living day and dead of fall a living dusk, a living twilight, a personified purgatory awaiting for something I should have never wished for.. And now each day I gain more and more of it till it bleeds from my fingers like blood seeping through a cut, I feel my soul departing through open seems of lost hope and I gather all my fear and turn them into desires and regretfully learn to accept your dark gift I no longer wish I had.. I sleep in silence.. and fall to a world of promises and hopes made alive for the moment in dreams, there I see your eyes and brush your hair aside one last time before I die another death inside I hear the ravens about in the air, and sense the smell of sulfur along with cries of wolves permeating everywhere I sit alone here.. Yet I'm alone there.. with a vanishing vision of you before my eyes and stare out far enough to see myself from behind with pillars of salt keeping me company like monolithic b

Spanky?
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10 Minute Ban?
Has anyone else been hit with this yet? I wait almost 15 seconds between rating photos, blogs, etc. and I get the message that I'm flooding the server and that I'm banned for 10 minutes. What gives? I know that it was supposed to hit for under 3 seconds, but (let's do the math on this one...) 15 seconds is 5 times longer. How in the world can I be flooding the server by rating every 15 seconds, that's 4 rates a minute, as opposed to the 20 rates a minute that 3 seconds gives you. Oh well...

Poem I Like
White knuckles, clenching fists Night demons, slitting wrists Jagged pills, muffled cries Fading will, no goodbyes Distant hopes, dying dreams Endless tears, soul redeems Broken life, falling fear Wasted days, death is near Bad memories, feelings torn Hopeless love, heartache born One more slice, two more pills Praying for that one that kills Nowhere to run, no place to hide Reeling thoughts of suicide For those I hurt, I apologize But truly, my life, I deeply despise I want to thank you for all you've gave But I am the one that cannot be saved Goodbye....

Today Is Going To Be An Emo Day
I can just feel it!!!! Which means someone will get cussed out by the end of the day... or maybe more than one person even. And at least a dozen people will be told to fuck off. YAY!

Leaving Cherrytap
Friends and Family... With what has happened with the last two days and weeks beore.. I have given it a lot of thought.. I had one friend last night tell me Good bye.. and I just had another friend tell me he doesn't want to be friends with me anymore.. I have lost so many people here in CherryTAP.. I have given it some serious thought.. I might be leaving CherryTAP.. I have 4100 "friends" on my list.. none of them talk to me.. I built a lounge.. at first many came to it.. and drama started.. they left it..some won't talk to me anymore because of it. My lounge died.. Now I am blocked from another lounge which I love. So I am stuck making one of the hardest decisions I have to make.. either stay on CherryTAP.. or leave..Stay and try and work past the extreme pain I am feeling now. of losing those people.. (Yes I have met some offline ) or turn tail and leave.. I just don't know what to do anymore. I feel so alone anymore.. I sit and I cry.. I miss all those people that have left me a

Loss
So one of my closest friends on here lost somebody extremely important to her a year ago today. I know words could never bring this person back, but I also know they can help the healing of a broken heart. I just want her to know that I'm here for her and that she doesnt have to be alone.

Our Anniversary
On Thursday it will our 21st anniversary of marriage for my husband and I ... April 19, 1986. He and I both have the day off... just wondering what others have in mind for something for me to give to him. I already have something in mind but am interested to see what others might say. Any suggestions?

Wine Vs. Water
In a number of carefully controlled trials, scientists have demonstrated that if we drink one liter of water each day, at the end of the year we will have absorbed more than one kilo of Escherichia coli (E. coli), the bacteria found in feces. In other words, we are consuming one kilo of Poop. However, we do NOT run that risk when drinking wine (or rum, whiskey, or other liquor), because wine goes through the purification process of boiling, filtering and/or fermenting. Remember: Water = Poop, Wine = Health Therefore, it's better to drink wine and talk stupid, than to drink water and be full of shit.

This Darkened Hell
When you look in my eyes, What do you see? An everlasting darkness Consuming me. Tears of blood, Stream down my face, Signs of the shame, Scars from the pain. You try to stop it, But to no avail. This all consuming darkness, My living hell. Stand back, run away I dont need you now, You can't understand, You never could lend a hand. For how can you save, My fractured soul, I'm too far gone, So just go and leave me alone. Alone to die, Alone to dwell, I dwell alone In this darkened hell. (c.)(4/2007)

Water Vs Wine
In a number of carefully controlled trials, scientists have demonstrated that if we drink one liter of water each day, at the end of the year we will have absorbed more than one kilo of Escherichia coli (E. coli), the bacteria found in feces. In other words, we are consuming one kilo of Poop. However, we do NOT run that risk when drinking wine (or rum, whiskey, or other liquor), because wine goes through the purification process of boiling, filtering and/or fermenting. Remember: Water = Poop, Wine = Health Therefore, it's better to drink wine and talk stupid, than to drink water and be full of shit.

Prayer For Virginia Tech
Father, right now we acknowledge You & we acknowledge Your presence & >Your sovereignty. Father we lift up Virginia Tech & the people affected >by the evil that has taken place on the campus. We pray that Your >Spirit be with them. We pray that Your loving arms be wrapped around >them & comfort them in this tragic time. We pray for families, >neighbors, & friends. We pray for staff, professors, & administrators. >God, we pray for people. We pray for humanity. We pray that this event >will not cause people to turn from You but it will cause a nation to run >to You like they have never run before. We pray for increased faith. >We pray for spiritual growth. We pray for Christian fellowship & >salvation of souls. We pray that your hand will move mightily over >Blacksburg, VA & over this nation. Touch souls right now & comfort >broken hearts. Forgive us for our sins Father. In Your Son Jesus >Christ name we pray. Amen. > > > >***Please forward this so that

Why Do We Hurt And Hurt Others?
Very often, we shut our hearts or shut others out to protect ourselves from being hurt. While we are on guard, we are defensive. Often we become unapproachable and unavailable. We look for, and usually find, an ulterior motive in everything and everyone. The motives and agendas we see, whether they exist or not, are the reasons we must protect ourselves. At the same time, we are isolated and lonely. We dont want to be hurt. We dont want to be alone, but we dont know what to do about how we feel. In general, people are not out to hurt you. They hurt you because you expect to be hurt. They hurt you because your barriers look and feel very similar to their barriers. When people see their issues being reflected back to them, they often become afraid of what they see and feel. In response, they want to get to you before you get to them. In the process, you get hurt. You must accept that people are not out to hurt you. They hurt you because they dont realize that what they do or how they

I Did My Best!
I did everything in my power to make you happy! You were never happy! After 5 years and you still weren't happy I finaly realized that you weren't going to be happy! I also realized that it wasn't my fault that you weren't Happy. I admit that I gave up! There wasn't much else I could do, Your being unhappy was killing me! I finally realized that you weren't going to be happy, So I left hoping that it would make you happy. Not a chance cuz you are still not happy! I hoped that the new "one" in you life would life would make you happy, cuz I still care and want only the best for you, But apparently not because you are still not happy! I really wish I knew what to do, mostly because the love I had left for you has long turned to pity and is slowly turning to disgust. Not hate becauese I am long past that. (i will admit that I tried) Am I happy? not at all. there isn't a day that goes by that doesn't remind me of something that happened while we were together, and make me feel like I fa

Sleeping Disorder
I seriously think I have a sleeping problem. Every night, no matter how little sleep I get the night before I still cant go to sleep until about 3 AM. And it is sooo fristaring becaue my mind says I am sleepy but my body won't respond. It is fristrating because I only get about 4 hours of sleep every night before my son wakes and he wakes up at 7 AM like clock work. So now I am up and tired but I cannot let him run around the house unsupervised. He is a good child...save from the potty training....and I know he won't cause trouble, but I know as soon as I let my guard down is when he will hurt himself doing something or worse. I am constantly falling asleep at work...tho I never get caught but that is still not right. And i know that the reason I have had a bad attitude lately is due to lack of sleep, but I still cant get a goodnights rest. I need to see a specialist!

Me? Really? Mmmmmmm!
You Are a Pegasus You are a perfectionist, with an eye for beauty. You know how to live a good life - and you rarely deviate from your good taste. While you aren't outgoing, you have excellent social skills. People both admire you - and feel very comfortable around you. What Mythological Creature Are You?

Seven Days Make One Weak
I wrote this about 1 year ago. A tribute to prolly one of mah best friends.. Seven days have come n gone still my heart forever plays yer song While only seven days have passed Forever lost in mah mind you last When another seven days go n dies My cheeks will have felt seventy cries N so I whisper Don't let another day go by Just let this path collide Not another seven seconds come to a close in this silent place ima alone It's been seven years what I knew This route I traveled was never true n I bet not a seventh moment in time until you hear mah heart cry yer rhyme N so I say Its only seven days yet ima weak You are but the strenth I seek So if Seven months I abide You will always remember these times we Tried So I will never give up never watch you walk away Not ever be alone And its only Seven months to hear your heart be by mah side n so I wonder Will the next seven years be not a trial only lived that moment Its only in that moment I'll know to

If You Get This A Dozen Times You Are Loved.
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In A Heart
Happiness once, did prevail, Upon shadows in ones life, A key that was once found, now lost, A hope and dream once realized, going thru strife, A ray of light shines through, A friend is still there in many ways, His kind words help lift my soul, and gental embrace always saves the days, A true dream of realization, Of which whom has my heart, A dream that maby one day, Will lead us, to not be so far apart, I will be there if he should need me, Never, will i completely turn my back, For this man that has my heart, And is really worth all of that! Nuff said! Besos!!

Fat Girls Rant
Well the Title says it all.... This past week has been to say the least hell and I am at a loss on where to even start.... first of all I hate and I mean HATE SKINNY BITCHES!!!! and what I mean by that is skinny people who think that because they are skinny that they are some how superior to everyone who isn't a size 0. I'm just so tired of dealing with narrow minded ignorant people. I used to dream about being that skinny girl who in my mind had everything I did'nt..the hot guy...the cool clothes...the tonnes of friends.. but now that I am older and alot more mature I realize I did'nt need all of those things and that maybe the " material" life wasn't for me. Now getting back to whole skinny bitches rant this girl a girl a work with who is in fact probably a size 0 pissed me off so much I swear to god if it was legal to kill someone she would be number one on my list and I am usually not a violent person. so that really is saying something. Now what she did..its actually a nu

Sick Of Not Being Loved
It's gone What's gone? My mind? Soul? No, I'm fine Not really Deep inside, something is missing The love and tender kissing He walked out my life Now all I do is talk to myself in the mirror, with my reflection My heart is dead Soon it will make a resurrection Once the wounds heal And I'm loved for real A type of love I can feel But nobody loves me Nobody cares Nobody loves me That nobody is me I can't love myself because no one does I'm all alone and no longer what I once was But the only thing that keeps me alive Is knowing that the next day, it might all change For the best And that "nobody" becomes somebody. Yeah I doubt that will be, come on think about it, someone could love me? What do I have? A broken heart, trust me everyone can see that from the very start. I give up, I am done, something I never do, But this whole love thing to me was new. It really doesn't matter I should be use to the pain, maybe one day I will turn around and ask 'Oh, what was

Believe It Or Not
Imus's comment was very disrespectful. He apologized and it should end there. My opinon, these young women non older than 23 dont listen to imus. Someone put a battery in there back and watched some controversy work. Now the blame is being put on musicians for saying bitches and hoes in there songs. ur favorite comedins are not going to be able to tell actual jokes because it offend people. and people are gonna bring this to capitol hill.... I dont get it