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yes i wrote this one Living in a darkness for so long now Hearing you calling my name turned that world upside down You lifted me from that deep dark hole How can i explain what youve shown me from within your beautiful soul You made me part of your world in turn became all of mine. Cherishing every moment with you wishing i could stop time. Holding you in my arms so close the outside world fades away No matter what happens, in my heart youll always stay. You have left your mark all over my soul You've made me complete you've made me whole. When ive needed you most, youve stood by my side Youve been my shelter, my anchor , my guide. The promise of my love a love never ending. Each day with you seems like a new beginning.

Love Poems & Sayings That I Really Like, And A Few Songs That I Love As Well :)
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Peace
I just want all my friends and family that the time has come for to sign off of Fubar. I really want to thank all those who showed me lots of luv and support. For all the haters kiss my ass lol. If u want to still holla at me u can hit me up at kasanice4 on yahoo IM. If not I guess i see ya around sumday. I have met sum good ppl along the way and u will always hold a special place in my heart u know who i am talkin bout. Yall take care of urself and be easy. PARTY LIKE A ROCK STAR FUCK LIKE A PORN STAR AND SHOP LIKE AN ALL STAR

Contest!!!!!!
in order to help me win u must rate,fan,add sexygirl then u may comment the shit out of me lol ooh i was told if i dont win... well forget wat i was told lol starts at 5pm today.... runs for 10 days but i need it done in 5 so the other 5 will be play time to add more 67,000 point min... thank u all.... *SEXYGIRLBLONDE* OWNER OF *THE DYNASTY CLUB*@ fubar ok i hope this all works but i think this is it and NO cheating...of course we have no cheaters as my friends lol ok so after u click on her link rate,add and fan her comp back to mine and click on mine and rate and comment the shit out of me lol.... thank u all.... ok i would love to thank everyone who has helped me and a few who has so much more....to bad everyone i morphed for couldnt jump in and bomb me for 20 min....id win for sure... thanks.... tongue....

Update
Just an update....Yesterday they put me on midrin , naproxen 375 mg , skelaxin 800 mg nad lipitor..along with the 2 insulins , januvia, metformin, and altace.....My blood sugars are off the charts along with blood pressure and cholestorol....the dr says i have to get shit in order n lower all of this or my heart wont last 6 months..so there y'all go....I will be seein a surgeoub @ 9:15 Monday morning about the knot under my arm..My Dr doesnt wanna play around with it she wants it removed n then we will know more on what that is.... so thats about all i can tell u .. All the meds are making me sick i spent most pf last night throwin up everyting but my liver...But I am alive and I will be better soon. I wont be spending a lot of time online but ill stop by when i feel like it and let everyone know whats up n try n show some love! Have a great Rest of the week and have a kickin weekend!! ~*~HUGS N KISSES~*~ TB

Things I Just Want To Say
I beleive to everything wrong in a realtionship, there is something that can make it right. or how about instead of worrying about the crap that bothers us, we focus on the stuff the person does right. Instead of focusing on the stuff your loved ones do bad, we need to see what they do right as well, otherwise it can be a negative relationship. People have there down sides, but also focus on what they do right. So heres what my man does, he is there for me when i need him most, He makes me smile when i need a smile. Most of all he is my shoulder when i need one. he cares and he is also one of my bestfriends.

In Dreams We Find Sanctuary, But In Nightmares We Find Ourselves....
In Dreams We Find Sanctuary, But In Nightmares We Find Ourselves.... And your suicide note will say "I wish there was another way" If I could drown in sorrow Write my memoirs of tomorrow in a painted plastic kiss throw my cautions to the wind and speak if I spoke would you listen to my words all my hurting goes unheard when I staple lips to emptiness could you listen would you care could you open up your heart to me while I soak up all your empathy in a sudden rush of dire need to tap the vein and simply bleed just to feel my mortality/humanity as I sit alone & wait just to pass the fucking time since when was hurting such a crime & failure opens broken eyes "if I can fall, then I can fly" so let go love I cannot die I will not hit the ground exhaust whispers like haunting dreams and thrilled to speak in chilling screams like unhinged lives that bleed & crawl between the shadows on the wall the w

Sweet Thing *ky*
Sweet Thing is on oxygen and having problems trying to breathe today. Would you please keep her in your prayers. This clan cares very much about each and every one of our members and if one has concerns it is up to all of us to uplift and help them in any way we can whether it be by chatting, praying or even helping them to level up. We are a clan of friends and want to have our friendships grow by personal contact not just by bombing. So if anyone needs anything that we can possibly help you with do not be afraid to contact us. We are good listeners and will try to offer suggestions to help you resolve any issues. We luv you all!!

Heart Are Ment To Be Broken
you go through life looking for that special someone...and when you find them..it scares you...so you do everything you can to keep it in some cases at a distance..and in other cases you let them in completely..not fearing the chance of yet another person breaking your fragile heart..because you come to trust them completely..and they say.."i won't break your heart...i love you too much to do that"...and then you become too much for them to handle...hey everyone has their own issues...but they still can't handle you...you warn them from the beginning that you aren't easily handled...but they say.."oh i'm not afraid of that...i can handle you"....turns out to be one lie after another...and you still forgive them..breaking your heart inch by inch....you lose sight of truth...the only thing left that matters to you is love for this person..forsaking all others before them.....and still it matters not..because they have made up their mind and are too proud or stubborn to change it....welco

People Come Into Your Life
People Come Into Your Life For A Reason, A Season Or A Lifetime Unknown Author When you figure out which one it is, you will know what to do for each person. When someone is in your life for a REASON. . . It is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally, or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend, and they are! They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part, or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered. And now it is time to move on. Then people come into your life for a SEASON.... Be

Transformation
Since most people are never completely satisfied with their physical appearance, transformation dreams come to us easily. We all see our ideal selves as in our minds. These ideal selves work into our dreams.Other times, you may transform into animal, not human, form. These transformations can have numerous expressions. You may see yourself as needing to assert a particular personality attribute. Other times, you may transform in order to disguise yourself. In these dreams, who you are disguising yourself from and why the particular animal is a good choice are interpretive issues.

A Key To My Heart
My heart is a treasure chest locked deep within A key that you may enter is yours to keep so whenever you should open it,inside you shall see stored in a special place how much you mean to me Wherever I go it is with me, In the night where dreams are sweet ,I see us in a horoscope of stars, a future to be ours Each dawn I awake I see you in a sunlight of happiness to be my very own keepsake You are a treasure I shall cherish, sealed with my love, covered with lace.

Wishing You Were Near...
Wishing You Were Near wrote on 5-18-07 How do I wish you were near. For you to wipe off my tear. Wanting you to hold. Protect you and be bold. Be the one you love. Your beauty reminds me of a dove. To hear your voice reminds me of life. When mine gets me down i know i have to carry on in strife. I love you like no other. My heart beats for you always and forever. Dreams i have are so warm and true. What lays ahead i dont know but i want it with you. I try to fight these feelings i have for you but i cannot. Im nothing without you im as a bad apple and its about to rot. The warmth and sweetness of your lips i adore. I want our bodies to be as one on the floor. Making love to you would be so loving and tender. For as i began and now you know how i wish you were near.

It's Everybody
The fall of 1992 was a special time for me being a football fanatic, and the community in which I grew up. What I learned in those few months went way beyond football. Being a former player of my high school team, it was a given that I would roam the sidelines at every game. In 1992, two things changed that made our crowds to big to do that. First, we had an exceptional group of athletes that season and the team was doing well. They were small but enthusiastic single A type players with an obvious hunger to win. And second, West Virginia SSAC had expanded the playoff field for the first time to 16 teams. Since I was a kid we had gone 8-2 or 9-1 every season and failed to make the playoffs. But this year would be different. On a bitterly cold November night, the fans of number 14th ranked Valley High School traveled 3 hours south to see their team play the #3 team in the state. It was 16 degrees when we arrived at the field and hour before the game, lucky to have had my aunt and u

Who Reported Me?
ok so my very special gesture to whoremaster mumm was deleted on me. i didn't do anything wrong... people!! if it's safe for work, try to act grown up for a minute and not post nsfw comments up! common sense here. i followed the rules and tried to do something nice for a friend! you should be ashamed of yourselves!! just because whoremaster's name and picture are in a mumm it doesn't meam it is a nsfw mumm... haha lol i know it's hard to imagine a safe for work mumm revolving around the master himself but sdtill....geeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeez!!!

Pissed Off Rant...
Im soo fucking sick of playing dr. to peoples relationships! im not dr.phil! fuck that bald fuck dr phil anyways! what the fuck makes everyone think i know shit about relationships anyways! hey fuckers if u havent noticed ive been single for a fucking long time! im fucking done stop coming to me for relationship advice....if u need the advice of a single guy like me and cant figure ur own problems out for yourself, maybe you dont fucking belong in a relationship!

I Was Diagnosed With C. A. A. D. D.
Recently, I was diagnosed with C. A. A. D. D. (Child Activated Attention Deficit Disorder) This is how it manifests: I decide to do the laundry. As I start toward the basement, I notice that there are cheerios all over the floor and my car keys are in the cereal bowl. I decide to pick up the cheerios before I do the laundry. I lay my car keys down on the counter, put the cheerios in the trash can under the counter, and notice that the trash can is full. So, I decide to take out the trash. But then I think, since I'm going to be near the mailbox when I take out the trash I may as well pay the bills first. I take my checkbook off the table, and see that there is only one check left, my extra checks are in my desk in the office/playroom, so I go to my desk where I find a sippy cup full of juice. I'm going to look for my checks, but first I decide I should put the sippy cup in the refrigerator to keep it cold. As I head toward the kitchen with the sippy cup a vase of flowers on the

Whats Been Goin On ? Eh .. Not Much ..
yeah nothing all that exciting has been goin on .. Ive been working my hours at the store and am really coming to like getting out of the house and having some conversation and such .. The people that come in are mostly locals and for the most part have been very nice ..The other nite I sold a guy a 500 Dollar winning ticket and he came back and gave each of us girls a lil something to be nice . which was wicked nice of him .. not many would even think of doing that let alone go and actually do it .. Rich has YET to get his fudge i sent him ive gotta get down to the po and check and make sure his didnt come back for some reason .. Kathy and Mom n Dad and the rest of the family got theirs .. That really irks me .. Grrrr

Mozart
Mozart Jackson draws goddamn flowers on bathroom walls for old women on Dago Hill - he's pimping paint in St. Louis for the rich and famous - French Colonials lined up like wedding cakes on winding roads to nowhere. He was on his way to MOMA when he met Beatrice and a glass pipe - now he doodles on plaster walls and spends his break time rifling jewelry boxes, separating the rhinestones from the diamonds. From his ladder, he can see the river, muddy with silt and sewage, drawing a line he can never cross again. Mozart Jackson was a fucking genius, now he's fucked - father to a fourteen year-old crack whore, and married to a habit with a dry hole and an endless hunger for pharmaceuticals. I still have a watercolor of a locomotive on a tumbleweed track across an eternal desert - his last great work - and sometimes (when I am playing my guitar really loud) I swear to God I can hear the steam whistle and the roar of steel wheels turning. © All right

Folks We Have Another Pussy As Whiner About Th Emumms
Dog ~*MMA ...: bye ->~Ashley~Mu...: ok buh bye Dog ~*MMA ...: i did, i deleted it i just dont want to offend ppl so i was apologizin is that a bad thing to do too? ->~Ashley~Mu...: omfg you posted the mumm get over it move on damn Dog ~*MMA ...: u get over it u the one started talking about it.... ->~Ashley~Mu...: waaaa waaaaaaa get the fuck over it Dog ~*MMA ...: i never really considered u a good friend anyways so bye bye bitch!

~~echoindesire~confused&disoriente~~ Wrote Me This..
Words cannot describe the beauty inside her. She is a carefree soul, a wonderous spirit full of love This Poem is written for her and her alone. It goes for nobody else now or ever. When she crys it starts to rain, When she hurts the stars feel her pain. How can this be that an angel set free has all these tears in her eyes? How can this be that this angel so free hasnt the wings to fly? Only she can tell you, because only she knows. What is it she needs to fix her wings that broke? Something so intense that is simple but not a joke. She needs to love. To be loved. So if your the person that can take this task. Why are you not there I ask? Give this angel her wings to fly. So she may no longer be so shy. Give this angel a reason to be. After all, she has blessed us you and me. Let her soar high in the skies. Thats how I feel when I look in her eyes. She is so beautiful and wears no disguise shes Krystal. As clear as a her name says are her feelings for you. Simply

This Is Why Iam The Way Iam
THIS IS WHY IAM THE WAY IAM HI ALL I WANT TO TELL EVERYONE WHY IAM THE WAY IAM. (FAMILLY) LAST START ABOUT MY PARENTS I LOVE MY MOM TO DEATH MY DAD LEFT WHEN I WAS 7 OR 8 AND TOLD ME BASICLLY WOULD ABOUT TO NOTHING I HAVE NOT TALKED TO HIM SINCE 1995. HE HAS BEEN IN TOWN LIKE AT LEAST 25 TIMES AND HE HAS NOT EVEN ASKED ABOUT HIS GRANDKIDS OR SON. THATS WHY I HOLD ON TO PEOPLE TO MUCH IAM NOT SURE IF ITS BECAUSE OF MY STEP MOM OR DAD BUT I DO LOVE MY DAD BECAUSE HE IS MY DAD. THATS WHY IAM THE WAY IAM. I TRIED TO MAKE UP WITH HIM IN 1999 I SENT HIM AN CHRISTMAS GIFT AND HE SENT IT BACK WITH A 4 PAGE LETTER SAYING IF U WANTED MONEY JUST ASK FOR IT MIND YOU I NEVER ASKED HIM FOR ANYTHING. (FIRENDS) THEN ITS THE FRIENDS. I HAD A FRIEND JASON WE USED TO GO TO CLUBS AND GO SHOOT POOL THEN HE GOT A GIRLFRIEND AND THAT WAS THE END OF MIKE AND JASON. I SAW HIM AT THE ECHELON MALL WITH HIS GF AND I SAID HI HE JUST WALKED BY AND DID NOT EVEN SAY HI. I HAVE NOT HAD A GOO

3 Keys To Meeting Women
Most men think there's a magic word they can say to get a woman to talk to them. while there is no such "magic word," there are three keys to communicating with a woman that work every single time. This is not earth-shattering stuff. What I'm about to teach you is a simple approach that has worked every single time I or one of my students have used it. Here are the three simple steps to communicating with a woman: Step 1: Observe What She Is Doing. Take the example of a woman standing behind you in line at the supermarket unloading her groceries. What is she putting on the conveyor belt? If she's behind you in line at Starbucks, what is she ordering? What is she eating? Notice everything she's doing. Let the environment give you something to say. Most guys think of something to say that's so random it makes absolutely no sense in a woman's mind. Women actually make fun of these guys and say, "You won't believe what he actually came over and said to me." Step 2: Act on the Observat

Christian Mckenna (1978-2005)
OMG What can I say about him? Truly an inspiration if I ever saw one! The gentlest soul you ever want to meet, and if you ever had the privilege to call him "friend", he was worth his weight in gold! He would give the shirt off his back and never ask for anything in return. Truly, the kid was a saint! "The Golden Angel" - the original! He can look at you and look straight into your heart! He had a way about him! Slow to anger - I don't remember if he ever got angry at people, as much as he was hurt by them! But to me, he was more than a friend, he was my brother! The man showed me a side of myself that I thought never existed. I'd say he brought out the best in me and I in him. Kianna, our other best friend and the third member of this little triangle, always said we were related somehow. Related - no; connected - YES!!! In 2001, we made a bond so solid between the three of us, it could never be broken! Kianna and I were initiated as angels that summer. That was

Published Poem Gets Editor's Choice Award But I'm Not So Excited
I received notification in the mail yesterday that my published poem (Tonight I Cry) was awarded the editor's choice award for august. Part of this means that if I grant them permission to, my poem shall be included in a spoken word cd collection of poems. As excited as I am for all the attention it seems this poem has been given I cannot help but feel more and more that this is a "legitimate scam". I mean, I do not get a dime from having it published which I am fine with since they copywrite it in your name and thats 35 bucks I did not have to spend. I do have to pay 70 bucks for the book it will appear in though. Is still exciting just to be actually published. Since then I've been getting things about a poetry convention and they say my work was honored but......I would have to send them 500 bucks for collect my trophy and a few other items. Now with this audio collection would be another 70 bucks. So, IF I had bought everything to this moment i'd be in almost 800 bucks. I'm

Um Hero?
Okay look I don't mind a good story every now and then. Hell yesterday I posted a blog asking for them. But when you see me trying to work, WHY do you stand next to me and tell me the story of how you delivered puppies yesterday... 8 different versions of it??????? Now I've got a late start on the day.

Found A House
The hubby and I went house looking yesterday. We found a few places that we are really interested in. The one that sticks out in my mind the most though is a small farm that's close to my kids school. There's 59 acres, a barn, a shop, and a 2 bedroom 1 bath house, which we would obviously have to build on to. They want 259,000 for it. This is the first time we've ever actually been able to buy a house so I was kind of wondering what you guys think of the price??? Land around here is selling for between 5000 to 10,000 an acre. We feel it's a really good deal. We just don't want to get in over our heads. The land would pay for itself because we can buy livestock and make money from it. (Sorry but you city folk probably wouldn't understand any of this :P) Just let me know what ya think.

Messenger Crap
ok, for those of you that keep contact with me outside of here via my yahoo IM, it is dead. sometime yesterday it kicked me out, and wont let me back. so, untill i get it worked out, which i might never from the way things are going, please make a note of my other contact info. msn/hotmail theamazingmarlow@hotmail.com yahoo theamazingmarlow@yahoo.com my hotmail is what i use the most, but i have both running while at work. please please please re-add me. i appologize in advance for any trouble. thank you, ttfn

So, If You Are Interested ....
I will open up my new NSFW album to the people on my Friends list today during the 10:00am Happy Hour (that's 1:00 pm Est. Time). After that, it will be set to Family only again. Just thought I'd give you all a head's up. :) ALBUM

Grrr
Ok so does anyone have a problem with Vicodin's? I haven't had more than 2 hours sleep on these since I got home from the ER yesterday! The pain isn't minimizing much at all.. I had to call in for new stuff but .. DOes it react this way with anyone else? Some tell me they love them, it makes them feel so good & they could sleep all day.. heh fuck ???

Protect Ur Family :) (from Ms.d)
I want to bring something to everyone's attention. This won't apply to all, or even many, of you, but it's something to think about. Feel free to add/edit/blog/bulletin, if you so desire. I've been noticing an increase in the amount of people who are putting their family at risk, in my opinion. I've seen pictures in public folders with children holding school certificates w/ their first and last name and the name of their school. I've seen profiles with first and last names, as well as hometown, listed… with pix of children with the child's first name. I realize that the child's last name is not always the same as the parent, but many times it is. Just today, I saw a picture in a public folder of a little boy standing outside of his school. The school's name was in huge letters and the caption read "Eric's first day of Kindergarten" with a very recent date on the pic. Again, profile had mom's first and last name with city/state listed. A memorable one was someone who had a pic

Wtf??downrater Jerkoffs!!!
Gingerbread is a FRESH MEAT downrater.... what a pussy......maybe if you put a tag on your profile name or post a friggin blog that you would like to have a 2 then everyone will rate you one!! What in the hell is the difference in wanting a 10 & wanting a 2?? What jerkoffs.....so tired of drama bullshit here.....there is a wave of downraters today,I guess....I will not stoop to their level...so if you wanna play...fine....I will still give you a 10 or if ya really wanna play hardball..I might even waste an 11 on your sorry ass!!!!Have a wonderful friggin day!!!! Oh,& I love my FUBAR peeps!!! Y'all know I gots MaD LuV for yas!!!!! ~ReD~

I Hurt.
It is feeling like an old love story to me. Why can't we just be together and none of this is suppose to be this way. Romeo and Juliet tis what this feels like to me. We both are dying, we both need each other but yet you seem to be distant from me. I have tried and tried, You are the ONLY one in this world that I want. YOU are it. I don't look at anyone else cuz if I do all I see is you. Its hurting me as much as it is hurting you. I can't believe that this is happening. Seems so unreal to me. That is this all just a dream and that I will wake up. BUT.....its not happening. I hurt myself today, to see if I still could feel. I saw the blood trickling and it was numb to me, I couldn't feel, so I placed my shaking finger on the sticky red fountain and I still didn't feel. I left it bleed more and more, and then I started to envision you standing there, a blurry vision, so I stopped it. I thought you were there, but you weren't. Maybe next time I won't stop it. I won'

A Poem My 19 Year Old Grandson Chris Wrote
Love Sick) By: Chris Adams I can't eat. I can't sleep. What the fuck is wrong with me? My chest hurts. My body aches. And my vision seems as if its fading away. I try to pray to ease my pain. But some times I get lost on the way. I'm up all night. And I sleep all day. But when my eyes close. I see her beautiful face. I hear her sweet voice that echos in my mind. Till the end of time I will always wish she was mine. I can't breath I can't see. Why is this happing to me.

Support Our Troops Please!!!!
AS USUAL MY FRIENDS YOU ARE THE BEST,YOU ALWAYS LOVE TO HELP EVERY ONE.SPECIALLY WHEN SOMEONE NEED YOUR HELP I HAVE A VERY DEAR FRIEND OF MINE WHO IS TRYING TO BE THE FIRST USMC GODFATHER I'M SURE WITH ALL YOUR HELP HE WILL MAKE IT THERE VERY SOON ,PLEASE HELP OUT BY RATING HIS PIX AND STASH. JUST AS A LITTLE SUPPORT FOR OUR TROOPS...DON'T YOU THINK SO???????????? HAVE A FABULOUS WEEKEND Y'ALL LUV YA XOXOXOXOXOXO WildCat .:Coolest Guy Ever™ (FUBARS FINEST™):.@ fubar

Giving Up
Giving up When hate fills your eyes and like a lil bitch you fucking cry…You don’t know where to turn, all you can think about is when and why, when you want to walk away and never look back… When enough becomes enough and you just want to die, but all you can do is once again cry… Why, why is this getting to me why can’t I turn it off and walk away??? Why can’t I say I don’t care anymore and that you are not even worth this??? Why do I stand up for you when no one else will, when ever one else waits for you to fall on your face why and I there holding you up???? I fucking hate you and I wish you would die…Fucking Die already leave me alone…. by Satondra

Dementia Test
dementia test Test for Dementia "It's that time of year to take our annual senior citizen test." Exercise of the brain is as important as exercise of the muscles. As we grow older, it's important to keep mentally alert. If you don't use it, you lose it! Below is a very private way to gauge your loss or non-loss of intelligence. There are only 5 questions, so don't get all excited and confused yet. Take the test presented here to determine if you're losing it or not. The spaces between the question and answers below are there so you don't see the correct answers until you've made your answer. OK, relax, clear your mind and begin. 1. What do you put in a toaster? Answer: "bread." If you said "toast," maybe you should give up now and do something else Try not to hurt yourself. If you said, bread, go to Question 2. 2. Say "silk" five times. Now spell "silk." What do cows drink? Answer:

Got A Birthday !!
OK THERE IS SUMONE SPECIAL AND DEAR TO ME AND HE GOES BY "BLAZE" TODAY (AUG 24) IS HIS BIRTHDAY SO DO ME A FAVOR AND GO DROP HIM SUM BIRTHDAY LUV THANKS !! XOXO *BOSSLADY* ** FAN/ADD/RATE/COMMENT** Blaze/Fallen Angels Security/JLM Member Blade/Rock Stars Owner@ fubar

The End
in the past week i have had 2 people in my life ell me that they can no longer ber to be in my life I am hurting those who i have come to love a nd cherish please forgive me all bu ti have to go and be alone it sux but i am tired of hurting and hurting other that i love LEX

Whats Up? Hmmm
I sorta need some peoples opinions here. I'll give you some back ground on me if you don't already know. Since I was 12 years old I wanted to own my own radio station. I have 12 years (ironically enough the numbers match up) I've done the programming, production, copy writing, etc.. as well as running a station, and of course being on air. Long story short, for the last 9 years I've owned my own business and been successful at it.. its a mobile dj service, I just added bigger then life professionally made mascots as a side business. Its basically all I do for a living. But I want MORE! I want to have my child hood dream come true. I can get a station cheaper if I buy an existing one, then if I were to start one my self, Not to mention the FCC licenses are easily transferred. I digress, Anyway, do you think I should start looking into a station to own on my own? After being self employed for so long, I don't know that I could work for someone else again. B

Almost Over
Please help me!!! My contest ends in 2 hours and I am 600 comments behind. I will give pimp pimpin gifts and 11's to anyone who gives me at least 100 comments. Thanks SO much!! Here is the link to get your Gift and 11's Bisexual_Rachel *FU-Bombers Co-Owner Co-Founder*@ fubar

I Put My Penis In A Goldfish's Bowl Once.
A few months back I stumbled across an anonymous confession website called grouphug (thanks Joshie). I could not believe some of the shit that people have written and done. Some of its depressing but some of its really fucking funny. My favorite confessions are below: *When I was little I used to poop behind a tree in my backyard. *I put my penis in a Goldfish's bowl once. *I get really uncomfortable when there are two anchorwomen on the news. It's weird. Only when there are two anchormen or one of each can I watch the news at ease. *I think I’d fuck anything with tits. *I wish I could have wild orgies all the time. Why can't girls just put their mouth on my ding dong? *I absolutely hate you Amy. Especially your giant nose *I can't remember the last time I brushed my teeth *I saved myself for marriage. And sex sucks. *I swallowed three quarters and a dime yesterday and still haven’t pooped them out. *I let my dog hump my leg for about 10 minutes before he stopped. T

Poetry Shorts 1
Work Horse Muscles Aching, Back Breaking, Working Daily for a Buck$ Chump Change Making, In My Life Forsaken, Caught In This Circle, Ya’ll Knows It Sucks. Constant Fatigue, But Still Pressing On. My Free Flowing Happiness Is Now Long Gone. Thursday Paid, Monday Broke. Occasionally in my tears I'm soaked. Is This The Fate Of The Human Race? Labor All Your Life To Die? Tick tock Drip drop This is a play on words, just for fun To amuse others & dumbfound some I conceived this poem as the clock went tick And was writing before it tocked Was half way through when it flipped Yet was finished before it flopped No use to aim, I can shoot from the hip Hitting bulls’ eyes as I hop The weapon I use is my pencil tip Aiming str8 dead center top From my tongue, the words dew drip To the page is where they’ll drop They come really quick, I just let’em rip But this is where I’ll stop. Volkswagen Earrings I have hubcaps for ear rings aren’t I so cool

Mre Dinner Date
MRE dinner date, The following is a true story....told from the point of view of a Marine ... I had a date the other night at my place. On the phone the day before, the girl asked me to "Cook her something she's never had before" for dinner. After many minutes of scratching my head over what to make, I finally settled on something she has DEFINITELY never eaten. I got out my trusty case of MRE's. Meal, Ready-to-Eat. Field rations that when eaten in their entirety contain 3000+ calories. Here's what I made: I took three of the Ham Slices out of their plastic packets, took out three of the Pork Chops, three packets of Chicken-a-la-King, and eight packets of dehydrated butter noodles and some dehydrated/rehydrated rice. I cooked the Ham Slices and Pork Chops in one pan, sauteed in shaved garlic and olive oil. In another pot, I blended the Chicken a-la-king, noodles, and rice together to make a sort of mush that looked suspiciously like succotash. I added some spices,

Breast Size
Women With Small Breasts vs. Large Breasts There are advantages to each. DIFFERENCE BETWEEN WOMEN WITH SMALL AND LARGE BREASTS WOMEN WITH BIG BREASTS... ..can get a taxi on the worst days ..have a neat place to carry spare change ..have always been the centre of the arts (art) ..make jogging a spectator sport (a personal favourite of mine) ..can keep a magazine dry while laying in the tub ..have more negotiating power (with men shorter than them) ..usually can find leftover popcorn after a movie ..can always carry a little extra ..always float better ..know where to look first for lost earrings ..rarely lack for a slow dance partner ..have a place to set their glasses when sitting in an armless recliner WOMEN WITH LITTLE BREASTS... ..don't cause a traffic accident every time they bend over in public ..always look younger ..find that dribbled food makes it to the napkin on their lap ..can always see their toes

My Love!
Dear my love, I've been thinking about you so much that my heart hurts me so much & that all this talking about us being together has got me thinking that i am missing something soooo special in my life, something so sweet, so tender, so romantic, so caring, so loyal, so trustworthy, so sincere, so dedicated. I totally enjoy our weird yet fun conversations that we seem to be having on msn. I so wish that i was with you right now & i so feel terrible that are caught in a trap of pain. I bet you are thinking that i'm the enemy & i'm always here to help you if you like. For us to becoming as one i am so looking forward to it immensely. If you can't come to me next month with your mother then i will do everything i can to get there before christmas that way we can at least meet each other before christmas & take things to the next level. I'm glad that your son thinks that i'm cool. I certainly hope that daughters both like me that way too. I am PROMISING YOU & the CHILDREN th

New Contest Is Cancelled
i did post a blog and bulletins, and not one of my friends repost but yet i repost bulletins all the time, i had one got one person to enter my contest and no one else. What you think i dont pay up well just so ya know i pay 3 mins after my contest ends. But thanks. now i know who my friends are. i'm out for the rest of the day. so i'm not hosting contest anymore. my vent

This Was Written At A Very Dark Time In My Life
worthless i feel like the core of an apple the peel of an orange like an umbrella being carried when there ain't no storm or like carrying a jacket when its ninety degrees or preparing for the wind whent there ain't even a breeze a bald man with a comb deaf man with a cell phone a kid with no ice cream just holding the cone or like climbing endless mountains still seeking the zenith or like a song with no words but my dumbass is singing it worthless sometimes i feel like ending it all saying fuck it and just giving in to lucifer's call shit i cant even pray right i stutter stammer and pause a long silence as if somebody wired my jaws is silence worthless screaming to god what is my purpose whatever it is i'm feeling like this shit ain't worth it no answers and i've been sitting here for hours hoping god can read my thoughts like misses cleos' powers my thoughts are worthless fuck where the hell is my gun and at that very moment i get a vision of my son and h

When I Become Famous
This for my friends, my fans and people who like reading what I have to offer. One of these days it will all come together for me and I'll enjoy the fruits of my efforts and labors. I'll need a huge mansion so I can have all my real good friends over for a pool party. I'll have a shark tank too, so if you think you're gonna crash my party - think twice. If I wind up on Cribs then you'll see how I like to live and relax. I have 1 dream car, a Lambourghini Murcielago, other than that I would get another Harley and have a nice car for nights out, and an everyday car to get my stuff done with. I don't need more cars than there are days of the week. I plan on being smart with my money and my time. But believe me when I can I will always make time for my friends, just like I do now. My style won't change, I won't be trendy and jumping onto the latest fashions unless they suit my personal taste. I will always be someone who can hang out in jeans and a t-shirt and be just fin

Shout Box Dick Of The Day
She did not like my MuMM comment in her MuMM. Her name is Ghetto and Proud. I don't remember the question. My comment was *thinks the ghetto must be a strange place* So of course, start from the bottom. And yes I got blocked. Ghetto And...: no prob dick! ->Ghetto And...: So now that you know everything, will you get off my box? Ghetto And...: u can tell that by just talkin to u Ghetto And...: and ur a dick Ghetto And...: cause ur not opened minded that is why ->Ghetto And...: Hahhahahaahaa...........! and you know this......how? Ghetto And...: that u are sheltered ->Ghetto And...: what is your point? Ghetto And...: huh u think the ghetto is a strange place?wow shelter!

♥♥♥
just wanted to announce to those that didnt know, Ali and I were FU-married last night...WOOP WOOP!! A big Thanks to DJ-Lucky , our Juggalo pastor. And to those that helped make it happen...MCL to ya!!..and ...ali, I love u baby...i am the luckiest Lette.To our Fam that wasnt there, we are sorry...we didnt mean to exclude ANYONE, it just kinda happened. We love ya all!!!MMFWCL!!

Michigan
You know you are from Michigan when.. 1. You've never met any celebrities. 2. "Vacation" means going to Cedar Point. 3. At least 1 member of your family disowns you the week of the Michigan/Michigan State game. 4. Half the change in your pocket is Canadian 5. You drive 86 mph on the highway and pass on the right. 6. Your idea of a traffic jam is 40 cars waiting to pass an orange barrel. 7. You know how to play (and pronounce) Euchre. 8. It's easy to get VERNORS Ginger Ale, Sanders Hot Fudge sauce and Faygo Pop. 9. You know how to pronounce "Mackinac." 10. You've had to switch on the "heat" and the "A/C" in the same day. 11. You bake with SODA and drink a POP. 12. The movie "Escanaba in Da Moonlight" wasn't funny. You consider it a documentary. 13. Your little league game was snowed out. 14. The word "thumb" has geographical meaning, rather than anatomical significance. 15. You show people where you grew up by pointing to a spot on the back

On Schedule
ok, the contest will begin Monday....I will send everyone entered in it a link to their picture prior to the start.... I have 18 contestants at this time...I know I said 15, but the more the merrier I guess...and if anybody else wants to join before Monday, it works for me:D dont forget that it is up to the contestants to pimp themselves out...I will promote the contest, but I can not help any one person, it wouldn't be fair...:D oh, and there are no default winners no matter how much I luv you or how sexy you are!!!:P I want to thank CC for reposting my bulletin too!!

Bulletins!!!
Welcome to another RANT by me urs truly, J£§§Å »§t¡t¢µ« Øwñê® Øf HÿÐåWàý ®ãÐ¡ø... ok where do i start? hrmm..... ok.. like this is how its gonna be ill play too i dont GAF.... k.. I am so Effin sick n tired of reposting everyone's bulletins and no one reposting mine (cept those in my lounge) Will even repost one.. Yeah sure I know alot of my friends dont do lounges.. but have you ever thought that maybe one of your FRIENDS might care? so here goes nothing,. I'm soo not even making a bulletin,(for others) im not reposting any of yours.,till i see pplz repostin mine.. Ok thanks for reading my rant... Love, always... J£§§Å »§t¡t¢µ« Øwñê® Øf HÿÐåWàý ®ãÐ¡ø †Po0f†

Newest Update
Sooooooo I send sincere apologies for my continuing absence to my friends. I have been continuing the fight for my little girls safety. Dealing with OCS, Sheriffs, Juvenile Detectives, mental health professionals and counselors, to assure that no more harm comes to her from people supposed to be keeping her safe on her bi weekly vists. Went to an emergency Exparte hearing yesterday and it was denied. However Taylors father did not show up to pick her up follwing court like ordered from the judge. I do beleive in Divine intervention and yesterday was a prime example. Taylor is safe with me until further court date. By that time we should have all reports from Law enforcement available and hopefully put a stop to the madness. Needless to say I have not had alot of time to chat or say much of anything to anyone. I still miss my friends and hope to have this nightmare over soon. Muahs and good nite

A Few Questions
i doubt any of the pervs will read this but i have to ask, why is it that these guys dont talk to me even though they are on my friends list, unless i put something perverted like lick me as my status? is it possible for these guys to have a decent conversation without sex? i doubt it maybe they need to get some in real life, but thats just my opinion hell i offered to show my boobs for a blast and i didnt get any takers lmao, should i be insulted? oh well carry on

Pitbull/iceman/whatever He Is Callin Himself
pukeface or whatver be a man lol whose a snitch ya big baby..if u dish out insults u better learn to take them too or let me know when ur balls have dropped from ur chin and ur man enough to talk back too lol grow up ass munch

Living With It...
I saw my dad today and it has been two years. My dad has Huntingtons disease. Since it was a family reunion I was happy to see everyone. But when i walked up I saw him in a wheel chair and looking 10 years older than what he should. I thought i could keep my composure and visit with him, but when i began to talk to him I didn't get much of response just a faint sound coming from him. In two years my father went from being able to talk and walk to being in a wheel chair and only able to make just a little noise. It killed me I had to walk away and I lost it. Now I sit here trying to remember the last time I got to have a conversation with him and I can't remember what it was. Don't ever let a day go by without telling someone that you love them and keep a good relationship if you can. I am loosing my dad to this dreadful disease, just like he lost his mother to it as well. There is no cure for it and it is hereditary.............. Not sure why I wrote this, just felt I needed

Passion Released
At night I lay cozy in my bed, While images of you dance through my head. You are standing there naked for me to see. You are beautiful and vibrant, a total fantasy. You walk slowly towards me with that look in your eye. That wanting, haunting look that gets me so high. Come closer my love and closer still. I have a void I want you to fill. Reach out your hand and caress my face, Oh please, oh please pick up the pace. I want you so bad I could just scream or cry. Touch my neck, now my breast, now my thigh... I feel your hot breath upon my cool skin, I feel your hardness probing to get in. My body painfully aches for yours, I want you inside me... on all fours. Now enter my love, and feel this pure bliss, Fuck me, suck me, seal it with a kiss. Faster and deeper, now slow and then steady. I wanna make you climax, are you almost ready? Your breath and your moaning are growing strong, I realize now that it will not be long. I writhe my hips against you, just to teas

What Do I Do?
Some of you that I talk to regularly, know that I have a 15 year old cousin that suffers from a seizure disorder. Although he has been through much testing, the doctors have never established why. Anyway, because of the seizures, he has the learning ability of a child around the age of maybe 6 at the most. To me he is my heart and there is nothing I would not do for him if it's humanly possible. He takes several different medicines to try to control the seizures and they normally do a pretty good job of it. However the medications all have different effects on him....one being that it makes him very aggressive. I will admit he is spoiled. I will also admit that he knows right from wrong. But at the same time, he IS mentally challenged. When he is around his family, as he was today at a wedding reception, he is wonderfully happy. Dancing, laughing and just being a child. What he doesn't like is when it is time to go home. He just likes to be around a lot of people. When h

Subterreanean.homesick.alien.
tonight was a mixture of more and more and more and more and more...subconscious ramblings. So I spent the night yakking my arse off in Black Pumps. Nina and Kjerstie were there...and I dont really feel like blogging.. BUT. Lets just say we had to debate on Ok, Computer Vs. The Bends. You cant really fucking compare a radiohead album.. when they are musically, lyrically different. Then we had to get on the subject on Ann Coulter-Satan's whore and all... But other than that..... Ive got that nostalgic feeling...and feeling a little ....breathless...and i didnt even visit that very..VERY..emo hookah bar Yet. " ..I keep fallin over and over when I see a face like you.. what am I coming to? Im gonna melt..." ~radiohead-street spirit (fade out) It was caffeine...Partial Cigs, and Radiohead all over again.

A Young Fiend
a young friend, came to his end, so my love to his family i do send, a smile that can brighten your day, always nice with ever word he would say, 9 years old and more of a man, then anyone in this world can, died of cancer friday night, when you close your eyes you see his face in plain sight, for knowing him was a true delight, his pain is now gone and i know hes alright, he gave up his lonely fight, now god has him in his sight, wonderful and true, he would be there for you, as you were for him too, his life was short and bleak, friends is what he did seak, even though at his end, pain was never shown to any friend, he was a wonderful person to have known, all that knew him feel so blue, for we no longer have you, your grandmother out lived you all, she has a heart as big as the sky, she never questioned or asked why, for she has a heart of gold, as you were the one who was so bold, to be so young and know your fate, you never even made it to your first d

Goodbye
For those that didn't catch the bulletin I left then here is the same thing in a blog...lol. For those that haven't realized it yet, I am leaving Fubar and no this is not an attempt to get people to try to talk me into staying. I am gone and I am not going to point fingers or make this into a Dramatic Event. I just wanted to say thank you to all that have been great friends and those who took the time to just say hello. Several ppl are added on my yahoo and I hope you will keep me as a contact, but if for some reason you don't want to, please send me a message. If you are not on there and would like to be added then just send me a private in here. This account will stay active for a few days then *Poof*.

Going To The Beach
I am online right now at my sister Heathers looking for an apartment online...then I am heading to the beach for the day...then back to work tomorrow...3pm to 11pm shift...I hope everyone is having a great weekend.

Just Graduated!
i'm tired and yes i uploaded the pics of my graduation click this and it will take you to my album okay this is the explanation: i graduated like 11 months ago... but since they only do 1 graduation party in the year, and i was too late for the one in 2006, i had to be part of the one in this year... and yes my title degree says graduated in 2006 lmao i'll take a pic of it later to show you :D hummm nothing else for now... ahhh this is my LAST week working in the bank yay :D

Thoughts
its been said men only have to things n the hearth!1 is love,and the other hate,,i ask my self sumtimes witch 1 will preveal over the other,,and ive come to the point where i feel like which ever 1 u feed the most,is the 1 tht preveals!!!hmm,i wonder which i has filled mine??!!

The Brewed Right Family Members
Ok My Brewed Right Family Members.... Due to a few messed up pictures I was requested to redo the family photo album I have collected all the new pics and am finally making it so RELAX & CHILLAX My Family lol I am getting it done YAY!!! I will post it on my profile page as well as post it on each and everyone of your profiles in a comment then mailing you the codes so you may add it to your pics or profile yourself.... I am sorry it has taken so long to actually get this done I needed to wait for the new pic's. (B)(B)(B)(B) Cheers 'FÖŖĔVĘŘ ŴĘ ŜŦÅŊĐ' FOREVER By: Skid Row......

One Last Happy Hour
So tonight me and that dude RJeezy got back to back HH's. Come show us mad luv. I'm trying to make one last push to get as close to Godfather as I can. This will be my last Fubar Happy Hour. Thanks for all the help so far.I'm convinced that I got some of the best friends on the FU This is what the HH picture looks like for tonight help me get there thanks:P

What The Fu?
ToXic is back and Deadlier than ever! Here’s a bit of what happened… Some hater starts reporting a bunch of my stuff as NSFW, those pictures were already labeled as such and I am thinking WTF? I’m in the NSFW business, the irony here is the pictures I am posting were taken while working. After about six reports of NSFW, this gets some bouncer’s attention maybe even baby jesus who knows, this happens to be while I am uploading even more pictures using the mass upload tool into a Private folder no less with plans to mark the pictures once I got them up, they were not all NSFW and the one that got me the boot wasn’t either IMHO. Just a girl with a nice rack a whole lot of cleavage and NO NIPPLE! Enough of that I’m back and thanks to a few very special loyal dedicated friends back up to a level 10 in just THREE DAYS! Of course I have had to slowly add back pictures, trying to put some different ones up there this time and I have created two new folders. A CyanideDolls conte

What's On My Finger ???
I felt some warm liquid touch my middle finger. I looked and it was a milky white in color and thick in content and texture. I looked at it closer and sized it up. I sniffed it and it was that of something very familiar. OMG ... I wanted it in my mouth. My mouth was watering as I anticipated it being all over my tongue and taste and swish it around in my moistness. I pointed my finger at my face and opened my mouth, wide open. I slipped my finger deep into mouth and I let it fall onto the softness and warmth of my tongue. I closed my mouth around my finger and sucked on it very, very hard to vacuum off as much of the liquid from my finger as I could. I wrapped my tongue around the length of my finger to enjoy the flavor as I identified the taste of all those I have in my memory. It was the familiar taste of mayonnaise that had dripped off the hot dog I was eating at the family BBQ.

Just F'n Read It
I have to get this off my chest. I HATE LIARS. Don't lie to me and we will not have a problem. I would much rather hear the truth about ANYTHING than be lied to only to find out the truth in the end. I always find out the truth. I am old enough to know better and way to smart to NOT figure things out, so please don't lie to me. I am here to make friend, if you don't want to be my friend then don't talk to me, if you do want to be my friend than be straight up honest with me. If you like me and like something that I do tell me, and vice versa if you don't like me or like something I have done tell me that to. I am not sensitive enough to get pissed just because you don't like me or don't like something I have done. Criticism is a part of life and I don't expect everyone to like me and I don't expect everyone to like everything that I do or say so please just be honest with me! HONESTY ROCKS and trust me I can handle it!!!

I-n-t-i-m-a-t-e-l-y
INTIMATELY I want you to be so into ME That you will know me I-N-T-I-M-A-T-E-L-Y When we are apart I want you to remember; The curves of my body... The strut in my walk... The twinkle in my eye... And the way that I talk... I want you to be so familiar with ME That you will know me I-N-T-I-M-A-T-E-L-Y When those times come and you have to leave, I want you to remember ME; The scent of my body... The softness of my skin... The sounds that I make, when you are deep within... I want you to be so much apart of ME That you will know me I-N-T-I-M-A-T-E-L-Y When you are lonely and yearning for me you will remember ME; The way we started fights just to enjoy making up... The way I would sneak up behind you and squeeze your butt... The way we made love on the sofa made of soft leather... And nine months later planning our future together... I want you to know when you feel that sudden chill, or suddenly you think its me

Being Hurt .........
apparently i fucked something up somewhere... i thought i had found the man of my dreams.. only to find out... he can hurt me just like everyone else... right now my heart is empty... seems like everyone i meet is the wrong one... instead of the right one... i sit here in tears right now wondering where i went wrong... or what i even did wrong... for once i was myself... i was smiling.. and actually happy... i had something to look foward too... a reason to wake up... a reason to smile... and its gone.. just like that....no warning no nothing.. my heart aches so bad because i fell again without guard.... i wish i would have listened when i was told to keep it up... i am told i was emotionally unstable... i believe it true... but i have went through so much in life...and i try to be happy with myself and be confident but once i get that way.. i am slammed down on my face again... i can say... i give up..... on it all.......

Stupid Females Of Your Acquaintance...
Boys are a tiresome lot. Seriously. Just thought I'd let you all know that. Moving on, I'm somewhat bored tonight and to be honest, I don't feel like dealing with people. Genuine people, perhaps, but not so much the people who make me feel as if I'm a "reserve" friend. You know, a filler, so to speak... I tend to respect honesty and gumption moreso than sickly sweet words and subtle attempts to whitewash a black wall. Just be honest in your response/approach. Even if it doesn't come to fruition in a conventional sense, it will at least bear the fruit of respect. And while I'm on this subject, I might as well get some other garbage off my chest. Stop lumping me in with every other stupid female of your acquaintance. I understand that whoever she is, she did something stupid and she may have injured your pride and/or your feelings. I'm truly sorry that she treated you in such a fashion, but how dare you judge me according to the merit of another? Her conduct does not d

The Way I See You And How You Make Me Feel
When i seen you for the fist time, i had goose bumps head to toe woundering what to say or what to do but it dident matter what we did still seem alright even when you think things might be going wrong but they get even better, when we hug felt like it was ment to be, with you by myside im ON top of the WoRlD and no body can tell me any different!! or am i crazy and it's going past my head then when i thought it couldent get any better, we laughed soo hard that it reached the heavens, then when we went our ways it pored from the heavens even got the angels tearing up and crying, hours later you got me reminessing thinking am i going crazy?? maybe soo but i never changed what i did or what i said, damn feels soo good like im on cloud 9 reaching outter space and no body can touch me the way you did THEN....i woke up damn what a dreamn!!!!! -Jay Mills

The Dash Poem
The Dash Poem by Linda Ellis I read of a man who stood to speak At the funeral of a friend He referred to the dates on her tombstone From the beginning to the end He noted that first came the date of her birth And spoke the following date with tears, But he said what mattered most of all Was the dash between those years For that dash represents all the time That she spent alive on earth. And now only those who loved her Know what that little line is worth. For it matters not how much we own; The cars, the house, the cash, What matters is how we live and love And how we spend our dash. So think about this long and hard. Are there things you’d like to change? For you never know how much time is left, That can still be rearranged. If we could just slow down enough To consider what’s true and real And always try to understand The way other people feel. And be less quick to anger, And show appreciation more And love the people in our lives Like we’

Comments
Yes, I know, I swore that I'd never turn comments back on... but I figured, as long as they're tasteful, Sure why not... The reason i had them turned off was because I was tired of the haters deciding that I was ugly and leaving me hate comments. I got VERY tired of it, so I turned them off... but, i've decided to turn them back on :)

Anyone Seen A Blog Or Anything Else About Me?
Because of this, now all my pictures are private and I will be going through my friend list to remove anyone that doesn't talk to me or rate me. Because they are probably just here to steal my pics, etc. Stuff like this really makes me wonder why I am nice to everyone on here and why I am on here period. If anyone knows of a blog, etc, about me, please let me know. ---------------------------------- Recent conversation with some random girl, level 3, comes to my shoutbox and here is the conversation... perky and firm@ fubar ->Mely (New ...: grow up, it was someone that couldn't have me perky and ...: LOOK I remembered your picture from a blog saying you were slut and all this rude stuff and for guys to save your pics and use em to get off i was trying to be nice and let u know but u were a bitch so now i am laughing at think it is funny i see why someone did that GO AWAY U R BLOCKED ->Mely (New ...: lol you came to my shoutbox to start shit with me for some reason.

Morning!!
Its 5 til 7.. Just crawled out of bed. My back is totally killing me... I worry it might go out again... Anyways ill be busy most of today.. Getting kiddos ready for school.. Then off to run a few errands.. Thanks for all the love i received over the weekend! You guys are the best.."Huggers" I will get back to everyone soon.. Soo this is what i woke up to... This Comment Made my day!!! This was left with an "friend request" YOU ARE THE REASON MEN FALL IN LOVE I DON'T MEAN TO BOTHER YOU, BUT WHEN I SAW THOSE DEEP BEAUTIFUL EYES, AND THAT SEXY, BUT VERY SWEET SMILE, I FELT I WAS DREAMING. BECAUSE I CAN TELL IN THOSE EYES THAT U R AS SWEET INSIDE AS BEAUTIFUL YOU ARE TO THE EYES. I SAID TO MYSELF THIS WOMAN SHOULD HAVE A MAN SPENDING HIS LIFE SPOILING HER. Thanks for putting a smile on my Face! I needed it Tight Hugs and Wet Kisses to my Fubar Friends!!!!

Shoot This Fucker
From: Roni Date: Aug 26, 2007 7:17 AM This guy should be tied to a tree, pour gas on him and see how he likes it. FN jerk off. Once a survey asked "what do you hate?" I hate stupid ass shit heads like this MF!!!!!*APRIL*Date: Aug 24, 2007 7:56 PMmeggy=)Date: Aug 19, 2007 2:19 PMmegg;;,,Date: Aug 19, 2007 10:31 AMTake a minute and read this..please.. do it for maximusOn July 12, 2007 a pitbull names maximus was found. He was tied to a tree and badly burnt over 60 percent of his body. Someone had poured gasoline all over him, set him on fire and then walked away while he was still burning Shortly after being found, undergoing multiple surgerys and recieving veterinary care Maximus' short life (he was only 2 years old) ended. One of the vetrinarians who tried to save Maximus described him as " ...a good dog up until the very end ... giving licks and kisses."

Gift
Gift I don't have much to give you in the way of material things. But then, I have never been a material person . . . so it wouldn't matter much anyway. I do have something to give you, though . . . and I hope you accept this gift with joy. I have chosen not to wrap it . . . I want it to be presented to you as pristine as can be. And anyway, decorations or wrappings would certainly ruin the effect. And so it is . . . that I stand before you . . . unclothed, but surprisingly, unashamed of my nakedness. You have already captured a piece of my heart, and you have captivated my soul. The only thing left for me to present to you is my very being . . . and I do that willingly, happily, and most of all . . . lovingly. Standing before you . . . watching your every movement . . . seeing the desire in your eyes for the very first time. I don't believe in all of my life, I have ever witnessed a moment as beautiful as this. Neither one of us can speak . . . and we are

Updates For 8/27/07
Military Support Pages on Cherry Tap U.S. Air Force U.S. Army U.S. Coast Guard U.S. Marine Corps U.S. Navy Canadian Armed Forces Personnel Support Pages Support Our Troops HERO SUPPORT Capt. Jack SparrowArmy (97-01)Brother-in-Lawis in ArmyDeployed to IraqVisit his PTSD BlOG ~ Echo Angel ~ Check out herWhen A Soldier Comes Home...21 Pic Salute!! Ok, I know this update took me a long time. I'm sorry for that! But I have some health problems, mainly Serious Mirgraines, to deal with. If you sent me a message to add you & you don't see yourself, You might be in the almost 30 messages I still have to go through. If you want to make sure, please send me another message or wait till t

I'm Afraid
I'm afraid I'm afraid of losing you, the one I care about I know I shouldn't but there's always doubt. I pray you care and not for another I want you to be happy just you and I together Please prove to me that you do care even though I can't see if your heart is really there I don't want to tell you but I have to I've been hurt to many times That's why I'm scared to take action because I may not reach your satisfaction If you don't love me then leave me alone but if you do let it be known.

Help Me Leve?
Hey all, never done this before but I see it all the time. I'm a mere 2000 points away from leveling.. I'm pregnant and on bedrest and this is my only source of entertainment.. sad huh? LOL. Would you mind helping me level? It would be greatly appreciated and if you need help in the future of the same nature, shoot me an email and I'll be happy to help. Hope you all have a good week and thanks in advance to those that help. Muah!

Ggrrrrrrrrr........
im having a bad day... im in pain, it hurts to move, cant turn my head, having trouble lifting my arm, walking hurts, sitting hurts, laying down hurts, i think ima take a hott shower, it sometimes helps, all this pain cause i was folding clothes yesterday ssooo... for the ones who care (the ones taking the time to read this) dont worry bout rating my stuff,, forget the comments n points for today the only thing i need is thoughts,, belief n faith are powerful tools i have faith in my true friends and believe with your positive thoughts i will feel better,,, so think of me,,, ill try to get back on here later depending how i feel, sitting here hurts :( thank you for your thoughts and have a wonderful day ~nnc~

A Subbie's Blackboard Lessons
a subbie's blackboard lessons by Blades baby gyrl (formerly, Torm's tiara) Copyright©1997 by Blades baby gyrl (formerly, Torm's tiara) i will not carve the flogger handles i will not spank others i will not aim for Master's head i will not yell safeword in the grocery store i will not sell the names on my newsgroup list to the National Enquirer i will not read and giggle at Master's logs from the Dom Forum i will not yell fire everytime Master lights a candle funny noises are not funny i will not slap Master with my bra Punishment is not boring or pointless i will not call Master, Dr. Death i will not defame the Eugenspeil Society i will not put laxatives in the candy bowl before Master's d/s party i will not hide the newbies or send them snipe Dom hunting i will not bring sheep to the subbie forum a burp is not an appropriate response to Master i will not eat all Master's m & m's while he is at work i will not yell she's tied up at the subbie forum Master's gags

Inside
If you could see inside my soul see inside my heart you would know how I long for you whenever we're apart If you could see inside my head if thoughts were things to see you would know how I cherish you how much you mean to me In all the ways you comfort me the way you hold me near the way you know just what to do to chase away my fear The sparkle in your beautiful eyes your smile, laugh, your touch are just a few of many reasons I love you oh so much Knowing I can talk to you about any and everything and knowing together we will get through whatever life may bring I could search the whole world over and this I know is true I would never find another love like the love I found with you Though with each new day, each sunrise we can't know what's in store there is one thing I know for sure each day I love you more So if you could see inside my head if thoughts were things to see you would know I blessed I feel to have you here with me

I Won My First Contest Woot!!!!!
Oh my gosh! I am so happy! I feel like I've won in more ways than one. Thanks to Cappy for holding the contest and my VIC. :) I want to thank everyone that helped me out and supported me. HUGE THANKS go out to Chris, Pete, Theresa, Jeff, and BooBoo.. You guys RAWK thanks so much. Love you all. BooBoo Thank you so much for having my back sweety and introducing me to the best damn family a girl could ask for. Unlimited Thanks and much love to Confederate Bombers Family. I LUV YA PEEPS!!!!

Awww...disappointed Like A Lil Kid On Christmas Day !
There's a rumor about Mars going around the internet. Here are some snippets from a widely-circulated email message: "The Red Planet is about to be spectacular." "Earth is catching up with Mars [for] the closest approach between the two planets in recorded history." "On August 27th … Mars will look as large as the full moon." And finally, "NO ONE ALIVE TODAY WILL EVER SEE THIS AGAIN." Only the first sentence is true. The Red Planet is about to be spectacular. The rest is a hoax. Here are the facts: Earth and Mars are converging for a close encounter this year on October 30th at 0319 Universal Time. Distance: 69 million kilometers. To the unaided eye, Mars will look like a bright red star, a pinprick of light, certainly not as wide as the full Moon. Sign up for EXPRESS SCIENCE NEWS delivery Disappointed? Don't be. If Mars did come close enough to rival the Moon, its gravity would alter Earth's orbit and raise terrible tides. Sixty-nine million km is good. At t

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this girl rated one of my very close friends a 1 so i rated that bitch back, whatever i don't care but shes a fucking n00b and then it began: ->ThE PoIsoN...: whatever you say dude ThE PoIsoN...: stfu bitch ->ThE PoIsoN...: and i readily admit i'm a dick ThE PoIsoN...: dick ->ThE PoIsoN...: have a good night ->ThE PoIsoN...: hey thanks ThE PoIsoN...: fuk u then there were some comments: her: FUKKING FAGOT eat sht me: hey learn to spell bitch now shes rating all my shit 1s and leaving some incredible comments that are just burning me one after another: her: fuk u her: fuk u (again, i swear to god) life is great

Life Gets In The Way!
Maybe if I write it down it will begin to make sense, because as hard as I try to make it make sense, it just doesn’t – or maybe its because I don’t want it to…… Recently I met someone that I’m crazy about, which that in itself is amazing. I usually don’t like anyone for more than a few weeks, that may not be entirely true, but I’m very busy and I definitely don’t have time for games…enuff said. So anyway, this person that I’m speaking of… well, i knew several months ago that I wanted to meet him, but he never knew it. He intrigued me and I’m not sure why – I just knew that I wanted to meet the person behind the “blogs”. Anyway, the first nite we actually met began as a fluke (that’s a story for another blog) It was a fortunate accident – “serendipity” if u will. I ended up meeting him out that nite and we had a great time together. We continue to hang out although after just a couple of dates we realized we have “major obstacles” – quite possibly “deal breakers”. I genuinely like

Being A Mom
Before I was a Mom I never learned the words to a lullaby. I never thought about immunizations. Before I was a Mom - I had never been puked on. Pooped on. Drooled on. Chewed on. Peed on. I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts. I slept all night. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple little grin. I never sat up for hours watching a baby sleep. I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much. I never knew that I could love someone so much. I never knew I would love being a Mom. Before I was a Mom - I didn't know the feeling of having my heart outside my body. I didn't know that bond between a mother and her child. I didn't know that something so small could make me feel so important and happy. I had never known the warmth, The joy, The love, The heartache, The wonderment or the satisfaction of being a Mom

Im Lonely :(
hi guys! im over here comment bombing my contest, and im all alone :( its kinda lonely in here...if you feel like stopping by to keep me company, or just saying hi...that would be awesome! :D i have cookies! :D:D:D:D:D:D come say hello!!! click picture... love you guys! **muah**

Why I Love Being A Firefighter
In Phoenix, Arizona, a 26-year-old mother stared down at her 6 year old son, who was dying of terminal leukemia. Although her heart was filled with sadness, she also had a strong feeling of determination. Like any parent, she wanted her son to grow up and fulfill all his dreams. Now that was no longer possible.. The leukemia would see to that. But she still wanted her son's dreams to come true. She took her son's hand and asked, "Billy, did you ever think about what you wanted to be once you grew up? Did you ever dream and wish what you would do with your life?" Mommy, "I always wanted to be a fireman when I grew up." Mom smiled back and said, "Let's see if we can make your wish come true." Later that day she went to her local fire department in Phoenix, Arizona, where she met Fireman Bob, who had a heart as big as Phoenix. She explained her son's final wish and asked if it might be possible to give her six-year-old son a r

To Those Who Miss Me
Hi all I'm not gone for good. I'm still here, just unable to get access to PC. It will improve soon. Thank you all for the care and attention. You know how much I appreciate that. PS I should be back by the end of this week.

Sisters
SISTERS I remember when I first met you I knew there was something special about you were brought to me in heart,soul and mind I knew you were always gonna be there for me no matter what and I am greatful that you were I would be so lost without you. I know that sisters never forget eachother and are eachother's backbone and to hold one another up so we don't fall to the ground. Your are the light that shines down on me you are my tears that i shed your my heart that beats I will always love you dj skyler dawn no matter what we may not be blood but we are sisters in spirit mind and the soul. I will never forget you and you are in my prayers your are the angel I had waited my whole life for I am glad you came into my life I will be here waiting for your return.. Please Get Well I never knew how much you meant to me until i heard you say you were leaving I have not stopped crying for you but I am going to be strong and thank you for everything you ha

Looking Through Your Eyes..
When I look through your eyes.. I see deep inside your soul.. I feel my spirit rise.. I've never felt like this before.. I don't know how this can be.. The power you seem to posses.. Touched though you've never been close me.. Feeling like my soul's caressed.. A few words exchanged.. I'm left longing for more.. Our live's rearranged.. Soul's left tattered and torn.. I long for the day when you're by my side.. So we can do away with those sad days.. Our feelings we no longer hide.. We finally get to say those things.. A love we can share.. To last longer than time.. Someone who cares.. To be yours and you'll be mine.

What Is Love?
I believe that it is the single most important thing in all of creation. An emotion that eclipses all others, one that drains and yet at the same time fills ones soul with such happiness. I helps you to feel secure, special and gives you a sense of acceptance that allows you to accomplish such wonderful things. Love defines us yet does not control us. It is the ultimate act and expression of trust in another human being. It is truth and honesty. it is the celebration of sharing yourself and your life with another. It is giving everything you are and only taking that which is freely given in return. Love is not demanding or demeaning. Love hurts but is never hurtful. It is such a wonderful concept. Is it not? The problem is everyone sees love as something different We, in my opinion, are all born with an ideal picture of love. Then as we begin to grow every person we interact with effects our perception of love. Our parents abuse or ignore us. Our brothers a

Im A Grandma
HELLO MY NAME IS TERRY KRISTOPHER AND I JUST WANTED TO SAY HI TO ALL OF GRANDMA'S FRIENDS AND FAMILY I CAME INTO THE WORLD AT 5:5I AM AUGUST 28TH AT 8LB.S 3OUCES. AN 21 1/2 INCHES LONG. Thanks for all the thoughts and prayers we love you all. DreamWeaver :)

Because My Friends Are The Best!
Today's Horror-scope: You're getting massive support from your friends, or at least some of them -- even if you can't see the effects quite yet. No matter how weird things get, you know you have something to fall back on.

Lmao
Well, hell...I did it again. Went and got myself blocked from the mumms. That sucks cause I had so much fun last night. Oh well. I am so stupid sometimes. Stayed up until 5am drinking, got drunker than a skunk. My boss calls at 8:20 and wakes me up. LOL I have a good boss and am very thankful for that. Missed two hours of work....still drunk, got the shakes. Will I ever learn? Hmm, I think it might have been worth it! Oh btw, I am marking every damn thing NSFW. Damn bouncers.

Love Or Money?
I was asked the famous question the other day "next time will it be for love or money"? lol Well, the answer to that is definitely LOVE but I will not settle, if someone wants to come in my life and not participant 100% then get the hell out (I was all done with settling a long time ago). That's where "wants and needs" come in to play.... those guys that are willing to cheat on you, leave you, pay little attention to you .. well those are the guys that are wants... they are a dime a dozen. They fill a void for a moment, day, week , month, and even sometimes years, but it's not real love. The one I want in my life, isn't going to try to change me, they're going to want me to be me all the time. I don't need someone to complete me, I need someone to compliment me (and I don't mean "you look nice .. you're sweet"), I mean compliment my personality. I feel that if you have two people that are already complete, they already know who they are and what they want then together they

Love, Respect, Trust, Friend.....
hon·es·ty ~>n. moral uprightness: the quality, condition, or characteristic of being fair, truthful, and morally upright Now why is this so hard? I don't get it.... I really don't. I don't know any other way to be. Ok fine it gets me in shit sometimes but its worth it in the end. Some of my best friendships have come because people cant believe how honest I am. Baby, when I say I call it like I see it ... its no joke. We all know no matter what I will be honest with anyone in this world. I have no reason not to be. I just don't understand why people have to be such liars all the time. If there is one thing that pisses me off its a liar. Ask anyone who knows me this is a proven fact....I hate lairs. I will purposely make them look like an ass. Most of the time its straight up lies to ... you know their lying and they continue to do so. See that's were I come in and burst their little bubble....LMAO. I don't give a shit how little or big the lie is or who the fuck you think you might b

Destroying Space-time
It's been one of those days where the entire universe seems to be conspiring against you. You would call it a bad hair day were it not for the fact that you are bald. You have tried wearing wigs but they make you look like a child molester. Your only recourse has been to shave off all remaining hair like a neo-Nazi. You awoke to find a strange green crust on your breakfast cereal. Your job as a copyeditor is unfulfilling and when you tried to photocopy that really important report the photocopier promptly ate it leaving you with some garbled nonsense and a picture of some guy's ass. A hobo on the train stole your shoelaces. Even coffee doesn't cheer you up. Your addiction means you no longer get that sublime caffeine kick - you now only drink it to prevent yourself becoming a gibbering mess. That fucking Fall Out Boy song is constantly on the radio. In short, life sucks. Sounds like its time to collapse space-time and destroy the universe. Contents 1 Sounds Good 2 What do

Why Oh Why...
×º°”˜`”°º×...: yes bye you want everyone too vote on you and rate your shit but you hold your rates for a selected few sorry doesn't work that way grow up ->×º°”˜`”°º×...: bye ×º°”˜`”°º×...: you are drama ->×º°”˜`”°º×...: i uploaded 5 pics. ×º°”˜`”°º×...: i have seen you upload pics for the last 20 min ×º°”˜`”°º×...: you think im an ombecile ->×º°”˜`”°º×...: ok fine i am not into drama so ya have fun ->×º°”˜`”°º×...: i am not just into myself..i am in a contest right now..and i just got on...not 2 secs ago ×º°”˜`”°º×...: you are like that ->×º°”˜`”°º×...: come on don't be like that ×º°”˜`”°º×...: im not mean too anyone good luck ->×º°”˜`”°º×...: what! don't be mean to me ->×º°”˜`”°º×...: no i mean one 11 to each person hun,you know we only get so many a day ×º°”˜`”°º×...: i voted on your contest but whatever don't bother i knewq you were into nothing but yourself ->×º°”˜`”°º×...: i can give u 10s,but the 11 as for now are for ppl who vote on my contest..after th

Meaningless
I am at my lowest of lows today. I hate going through these emotions. Sadness,guilt, and anger. My stomach is tied in knots. I apologize for everything even when I didn't do it. I down myself afterwards. I blame myself for everything that happens instead of placing proper blame. Cutting sounds like a great option right now but I know it does not release the pain. Cutting only nmbs what is there. If I cut today, it would be the darkest gray matter to ever fall from my wounds. Then, I would have to keep doing it to release even more and more at a time. I am so tired of being pushed. I am so tired of crying. I am so tired of being lonely. But yet I push everyone out. How I have no idea but I do. Maybe happiness is a figment of an imagination we create. I have never found it. Maybe love is imaginated also. Pain is all i feel deep within me. Pain that I can not release for some reason. I just can not escape it. I am tired of being that person that everyone comes to when they are bored or th

Pulling Some Weeds
well gang, its time to cut down the ole friends list. seems there are a few dozen on there that i havnt seen since the day they were added. so, over the next few days, i shall be removing certain people from said list. if i talk to you once or twice a month, no need to worry. if you are on my IM list, no worries. if you have my phone number, no worries. if you have seen me naked, you are stalking me, lmao. and you have nothing to worry about. the point is, its a friends list, not talking to me ever, is not a friend. so, buh bye. if i happen to remove you and you have been in a coma for months, sorry, ill re-add you. and also, for some of you this is a repeat or a threepeat. but my yahoo ate itself, theamazingmarlow. it works for yahoo or msn. toodles doodles you dont have to go home, but you cant stay here.

Just Feels So Insecure
Why do I get insecure, why do i feel like i dont deserve anything good coming my way? I cant seem to be able to give myself the ease of mind to think that someone might like me for me. Always worried that someone better might come and take my special away. Someone that will trumf me in everyway. Or just plain out right that i will be caught out that someone really good looking cant be with this horrible looking person that is me. Am I good enough for anyone?

One Of My Poems
Love Lost To Time A soft sigh in the night, a few little words Nobody knows the event that occurred He hurts over the past and the things that cant be fixed Thinks of her face and of all the things they missed If only they had looked into one another’s hearts They might not be lost in this life spent apart She is gone now and he knows not why she left But he does wonder what really is best The love lost to time and the words to the night He hears them each time the winter wind blows by The day his heart froze with the words goodbye And in the middle of the lonely night he sighs He falls asleep not knowing what tomorrow holds Nor caring if he lives or if he goes He wonders how he’ll go on, without her there is no means To him she was his life, now lost as a dream © Kole Law Faith In Love You can have faith in something so strong And believe each day nothing will go wrong To have your heart held in another person's hand To sacrifice parts for

So Tired
God saw you getting tired, When a cure was not to be, So He closed his arms around you, And whispered " Come To Me ". Your golden heart stopped beating, Your gentle hands at rest, God broke our hearts to prove to us, He only takes the best. So keep your arms around her Lord And give her special care, Make up for all she suffered, That seemed to us unfair, So many times we need her So many times we cried, If love could have saved her She never would have died

Hell's Kitchen
So... In the Beginning there was Heaven.. and then there was Hell. For every good there is a bad. For everything good that happens, there is always something bad to counter balance it. I created Hell's Kitchen as an ideal, a place for those who had no place to go, to call home. A place for those who had "supposedly" lost their home, to call home, have fun. There is never anything 100% good about the internet , and certainly not Hell. People get attached, people put in countless hours, even behind the scenes, to make things work. Nobody ever recognizes you when you are doing stuff in the shadows. I personally have put a Lot into making Hell's Kitchen, and had help when i could not, and i have certainly put a lot in for those who are a major part of IT. I used to have all the time in the world to put in to Hell's Kitchen, but then when I had to leave, due to work, and real life, everyone considered me to have abandoned the lounge, and therefore was not an actual part of it. Regardless of

You...
I want to feel temptation...Wrapped all around me..teasing my body..making my mind wander..goosebumps on my skin. I want to feel the heat of your lips on mine..tasting you...your hands caressing me...sensations that I've never felt before..wanting you badly. Thoughts of you deep inside me...filling me completely...making me scream..absolute pleasure. Afterglow...bodies spent..touching each other...kisses and soft moans...at the thought of being together again. My temptation...

To All My Friends
I know I haven..t known you very long and I shouldn..t be asking you for this so soon, but I really need it badly. I haven..t had it for a while and I can already feel it going in good and hard and coming out nice and soft. If you would do this for me no one would ever know. I am sure you can satisfy my needs and I..d be very grateful if you would. I am very desperate and I need your help. You must think by now that I have a lot of nerve but I can feel my tongue wrapping around it and sucking out all the juices until it..s very dry. I am not going to beat around the bush any longer so. Do you have a piece of gum

Seriously Now.....grrr
So I have decided that I am officially annoyed. I love how guys are all ok to come to your site and check out your NSFW pics, but when it comes to any others there are barely any (if any) comments or rates. Then, several times a day I decided to take a chance and respond to some of the people in my shoutbox and its always "Do you wanna have some naughty fun" When I said no or tell them that I do have a boyfriend...I am not good enough to talk to. I want to meet some cool people on this site, but I have mainly encountered a bunch of sick perverts who care nothing except to see nudes to wack off to. I am seriously considering making my NSFW pics family only. Don't mind my rant. I have dated guys like that and have no patience at all for them. Grrr..

One Last Thing.....
*jumping back on the soapbox* Get rid of the freakin "Bouncer" bullshit. We're all freakin adults. Yeah, so what, it's supposed to make us rate slower.... bullshit. It locks up IE every freakin time it comes up. Now, getting back on adults.... Give us points for rating the NSFW stuff... You've gotta be 18+ to join the site, so therefore we're all freakin adults... Now, staying with points... What fucking gives with the "you've gained (x) points for being online"? Are we supposed to get them once a week, once a month, once an hour? What? Someone fix that. Now, getting off the shit on whatever we want to call this place this week.... Going back to my favorite rant... the downraters... SURPRISE ASSHOLES we still get points no matter how you rate us! One last thing... If you don't like what I'm saying... don't agree with it... I DON'T CARE! This is MY blog, You don't have to fucking read it. *jumping off the soapbox again*

A Rant
Ok so many have asked so dammit I'm gonna get it all the fuck off my chest right fucking here and right fucking now. I hate Washington I've hated shit ever since I've fucking left arizona. FUCKING MORMONS CAN'T FUCKING DRIVE they can't I fucking swear it..bunch of peligimist fucktards that they are should be more worried about how to navigate I-15's fucking rush hour than how to navigate into wife number 82's sloppy fucking cunt. My car is a fucking retard ass huge piece of fucking shit, goddamn worthless hunk of steel on four fucking wheels that it fucking is. Things have gone fucking wrong ever since I left AZ and I have sinced learned that the people in AZ's DMV are a bunch of misinformed cock juggling thundercunts who should know about the information they're supposed to fucking distribute. So I say fuck em, the whole lot of worthless asses maybe the fucking mormons should deal with them. This state fucking sucks some how I'm OVERQUALIFIED for McDonald's.. how in the fuckin

What Is This
Is this feeling I'm feeling called love or am I in lust I'm laying here with all types of thoughts going through my head trying to decipher this situation Cause when the morning comes e need to know where we're going Taking this to the next level may be the best thing to happen to us if that's what we want If we're wrong damaging a friendship learning to hate one another So what comes next If I say yes I'm letting go and we both been down this road Always ending with the same outcome What makes you different from the rest as you ask me the same I can say separate me from the rest because I'm not him As you say put me in a different category cause I'm not them Putting down my guard because I'm comfortable giving you my all You share your world letting me in and I'm exploring all of you On this journey called love The sex is like honey coated molasses slow and sweet Tasting the nectar from your cup of life savoring it on my tongue Your humming around the fountain of love

Leaving ...
I have come to the conclusion from talking to several people that FUBAR has changed them. I know from my own experience that I have changed, and not for the good. I still have my same beliefs and feelings. But when I log on to FUBAR I become someone else. I wasn't that way until recently. So until I can be me again, I wont be back on. This should make some people happy. Best wishes to everyone. Hope to see ya soon. Cathy

Relationship
I Was In A Relationship, I Was In Love & Everything Is Going Great Then Like For Some Reason My Girl At The Time Just Starts To Act Strange & Her Attitude Does A Straight 360 Turn Around & Just Turns On Me Because Of Her Friends At The Time Was Feeding Her Bullshit In Her Head & They Break Us Up. Then Like Three Mouths Later Same She Tries To Get A Hold Of Me & Tells ME From Up One Side Down Another That She's Sorry For Everything She Said & Did, That It Wasn't Her Fault & Blames It The Fact That She Was Stupid For Listening To Her So Called Friends Bullshit... She Claims That She Still Loves Me & Wants Me But For Some Reason My Anger Towards Her Went From Hurt & Disgusted Too Love For Her & Being Happy To Hear Voice Again So I Get Back With Her... But Now That I've Being Thinking About It For A While Those Feeling Aren't So Strong Anymore... Part Of Me Tells Me That Shouldn't Hurt Her Like She Hurt Me Like She Did Me Cause Two Wrongs Don't Make A Right At The Same Time The Part Of Me

Knowing Your Heritage
I have always been interested in knowing about my Ancestors. My father's family came from Germany by way of England. I also have a little Irish from his side. My mother's family is German, Czech, Slovenian and Hungarian and came to the US prior to WWI. How much do you know about your Ancestors? Wanna share?

Ellalator Goes Down The Hole...
People who take the elevator to go up or down 1 floor really annoy me. So far, I have been successful at keeping my inner dick at bay, but I don't know how long I will be able to contain it before I say something.

Timmys Bedtime Story Part 1
It was a lonely Friday night in this small country town. For miles and miles no one to be found. Everyones down at the "do drop inn" this is where my story begins. Sitting at a table, shes there all alone. Wishing she hadnt come there, wishing she'd stayed home. A stranger walks up.. "is this seat taken?" She looked up at him, his eyes had such a glow. Little did she know, what the night beholds. For such a beautiful girl, why is it you're alone? Everyone knows who my father is, I should have just stayed home. Well, I dont know your father, he says with a wink. I'd like to get to know you, may I buy you a drink? He says my name is Hunter, you can be my prey. I'd like to sit and talk awhile with you, if thats ok. Little did she know his prey is what she would be. For the Demons he possesses had yet to be set free. Her beautiful hair lay gently across her face. The gown that she was wearing, consisted of silk and lace. They sat and talked for hours when he said th

Ignorance Towards Lesbians
THERE IS A GUY NAMED "BAD NEWS" ON FUBAR TALKING MAD STUFF TO WOMEN AND ITS VERY OFFENSIVE. I POSTED A BULLETIN AND NOW IM TELLING YOU SO YOU KNOW. HE NEEDS TO BE ERASED. DONT BE SURPRISED IF HE HITS YOU NEXT. Bad News: & you need my dick bitch Bad News: yeah now you need a cock ->Bad News: yes i am ->Bad News: ok first of all we dont like furry faced smelly men second you need to respect the lesbians on here cause that is just plain rude Bad News: now what do you think bitch? Bad News: & then rip out their sexaul organs & hang 'em on my cock Bad News: yeah i fucken wanna lick their pussyholes THIS IS THE STUFF HE WROTE TO ME. ISNT THIS AWFUL? HELP ME OUT PPL PLEASE?

Dreams
At night I dream of you, Coming to be by my side. I see your silhouette at first; I watch your calm, quick glide. Vivid images; Pictures in my mind. My night's love, my passion; All in you I shall find. Once again, you'll whisper to me, "Hello, my dear. " Your touch eases me, Removing any fear. Your gaze meets mine; The warm look in your eyes, It melts my heart. From now on Nothing but blue skies! Tonight you romance me; Our bodies entwine. You enter; I gasp! Our souls combine. A touch here, a tickle there, It enthralls me; I am captivated. Our bodies move, the motion constant; My body's completely activated. Throughout the night Our passion flows, Coming together, My emotion grows. For you, in dreams, Oh, how I care. But when morning comes, I am left in despair. Anther night gone and passed. I awake in ecstasy all alone. For you visit at night; In dreams you come. And I dread the coming of a new dawn

Dude
No you self important tempramental dick. I didnt have to tell you that your girlfriend was sucking face with some dude at the bar. If you didnt treat her worse than you treat your dog she wouldnt be out sucking other guys off. Now what?!

My Birthday Weekend! :(
Ok, my birthday weekend….starting on Thursday before my birthday my husband called me at work mad about some money issue that I told him I wasn’t sure about and would have to look into when I got home. Hurt my feelings because his tone was like I had took it…give me a break here. Then he called me back later to apologize because he thought we started with more then we did. Then my oldest had a home soccer game that night. My husband had to work, but met us there for awhile till he had to leave. My daughter’s team won and after the game I tried to call my husband, but he was on the phone with work. I took the kids to Sonic to get a drink (all the team was going there). I thought it would be a problem, but my husband called me back and got made that I had stopped there and wanted me to get home as quickly as possible after my order arrived. Because he was taking his lunch break and would be waiting for us at home. Once home, we argued about me stopping there and I’m not sure what else. H

Real Quotes
"Kenny, your problem has always been that you only love negative attention" ~ Dad "what?.....oh nevermind, I just translated that from Kennish to English.." ~ Leah "Kenny: I hear you are breaking things. Doesn't matter why. Stop. What about a job? We are both concerned about that." ~ Dad "Stop being so cynical you goddamned new yorker." ~ Chani "You are such an asshole, Ken. I've missed you" ~ Matt W. "How come you're the only one in years to act this way? Everyone else is cool but you. Yes, out of thousands, only you, Ken. You do not know the real meaning of science, manners, or life." ~ Steve

Death; Friendship; Eternal Peace
God sends angels in many forms, To break the waves and weather the storms, God had a very different plan for you, And He took you from us when He knew you were through, We felt it was too early, that you were so young, Only sixteen, but your job here was done. You were such a warm spirit, a smile so sweet, You touched the hearts of all you did meet. Your untimely passing took us all by surprise, We could not keep the tears from our eyes. I miss you so much, still to this day, You were such a good friend in so many ways, I wrote this poem as a tribute to you, For all that you did and all you would do. You were one of God's angels, now you are gone, Because He wanted you with Him, so he called you on home. This poem is for anyone who has lost a young member of their family or a close friend. May God bless each of these families and may their souls rest in eternal peace.... Donna R. Brown Forrest Copyrighted May 4, 2006

In The Woods
I chase not the deer in the woods what purpose would I have, what kind of mmods I chase not the devil in the trees what purpose would I have, bring satan to his knees? I seek not danger in the forest there is plenty of that at my nearby florist I run not thru the woods bare for none to see I am a free man, however, not quite that free I look upon the stream that divides my path it looks so peaceful, but, was it a journey of wrath? I can stare at the surrounding for ever to create such beauty with my words, I am not so clever So, journey with me in my trek thru the pines we'll travel any direction, damn all the signs I can envision the confusion and look in your eyes when you first notice the tree lined look into the skies

I Have No Idea..lol
I am not sure whats wrong with my thinking lately....but I am starting to get really lonely for some reason. I mean life has become so routine for me I am tired. I feel like I want to do something out of the ordinary..something crazy!! I've always wanted to throw a dart at a map and go where it lands..lol Sounds like so much fun! Anyway...somethings got to give for me, cause I feel like I am about to explode!!!...LOL Just thinking..:)

If You Feel The Need
I guess I have some friends on my list that want to talk about me to others. You know who you are...and to whom you are talking..LOL I just want to say...Pft....LOL I am a grown woman and do what I want to do. I have no boyfriend and have not had one. Any online interactions have been illusions and delusions...leave it at that. I don't want to hear about TONGUE and he doesn't want to hear about me...get it? Get over it already!

Life # 2
Hey ya'll just wanted to say thanks for everything as of today things are much better and i couldn't ask for anything else. Sense last we decided to sell our house that burned so we can start buying a new one. I'm no longer kinda depressed but, actually really stress free and happy. Good news i finally met a wonderful man and were going to take things slow oops did i forget to tell some of ya i was gay LMFAO. I also have met a very few dear friends on here that are always there and you know who you are and i just want to say THANKS A MILLION TO YOU ALL. Now with that said i hope ya'll are enjoying your days and i'll keep you posted on the relationship and the new house bye for now. Your friend CORT 1976

Women To Avoid
Women to avoid: The feminist She laments that all of the evils in society are perpretrated by men and that women by nature are pure, angelic beings completely incapable of doing wrong no mater what the circumstances. This woman has no problem treating a man in a way she would NEVER allow herself to be treated. Her catchphrase is easy enough to identify her by: "all men think with their penises". Just avoid her and anyone like her. Miss Greed Incarnate She's just after the loot -- at any cost. Miss Greed Incarnate is the gold standard in high maintainence. She expects constant adoration from all men and expects them to finance a lifestyle she's grown accustomed to, just because she's a woman. For her, the only reason men exist is for her pleasure -- for them to pay for her drinks, dinners, trips jewelery, and whatever else her evil, black heart desires, and feels absolutely no guilt or compulsion to return the favor. She's nothing more than a cleaned-up prostitute. She's greed pers

The Watcher
He sat in his office, looking across the quad, watching her through her office window in the next building. Most of the lights on campus were off. Evening classes were over and the offices were closed, but she stayed, as she did most evenings, finishing up her paperwork. He reached across his desk and his many piles of books and research material to click off his desk lamp. Illuminated only by the soft glow of his computer monitor he sat back and watched her for a few minutes. Slowly, his hand reached for the phone. He dialed her extension and watched her jump, startled, as the phone beside her rang. "Hello" she answered, hesitantly. Instinctively looking out to try to catch a glimpse of him but his office was too dark: he could not be seen. In the background he could hear the music she was playing. The haunting Celtic harp music filling the space around her, making her seem even more ethereal. "You look so beautiful tonight, my precious. I love watching you work. I

Work/military/respect
so i got into some trouble at work today but i really dont care but it kind of irritated me though so i got in trouble for giving free donuts to 2 military guys dressed in their uniforms... yeah i gave them smoothies too but i paid for them after they left... but what i dont get is why do police officers get special treatment at fast food places and not our military? what makes a police officer differnt from our military? They are both protecting us from dangerous people... They both sacrifice their life to makes our's better... There is only one difference in my book, one is local and the other is world wide. (one carries bigger guns and protects us on a grander scale) If it takes me telling every military person who comes into the store that they get free donuts and a drink to make them feel apreciated and what not and then me turning around and paying for it after they leave then so be it, but i will not charge military members or police officers for anything when im wor

Friendship (directed To Her)
My thoughts on Friendship. Let me preface this with a few definitions; Faith – the belief in that which is unseen, untouchable, and unknown. Friendship – faith in a relationship which is benevolent in nature. Love – an emotion, the prime mover in friendships and close intimate communication between thinking beings. Not long ago I happened across a profile that caught my eye. Normally I would have just checked out the eye candy and moved on, but there was something there. I could see she had a mind, lived through some dark times, and something else which I still can not place my finger on. I wanted to know more but to what ends and why bother? Think about it, I’m in the Midwest and she in the Northwest, from what I could see I’d be just another in guy, that and a host of other reasons to just not bother. I don’t know why or how but I really felt and still do that I was suppose to try. So I offered my friendship, something I value highly. We plied the waters of pets, past re

One Complaint
Everything is working out great with my new place and school but I do have 1 complaint. We were forced to get wireless internet provided by this new company, getwireless.net, and it is terrible. I don't know how many times I am going to have to try and post this. I can't upload/download anything, it keeps timing out and freezing up. I hate wireless, I hate wireless so much... fuck you wireless.

Would You?????
1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you whisper freaky shit in my ear? 3. Would you talk dirty to me? 4. Would you kiss me with a little or a lot of tongue? 5. Would you go down on me? 6. Would you give me a hicky?? 7. How many rounds would we go? 8. What would you wanna do afterwards? 9. Would you take off all ur clothes for me? 10. Would you lick and bite me all over? 12. Would you take your time if I told you to? 13. Would you fall asleep when we were done? 14. Would you want to go fast or slow? 15. Where would u wanna "do it" at? 16. Would u be loud or quiet? 17. Do you think u could make me have an orgasm? 18. Would you fuck me today? NOW....ARE YOU GONNA REPOST THIS SO I COULD ANSWER THEM????

The Difference In The Branches Of Service
Well, you know how each branch of service has different names for the same thing, right? Take a helicopter, for instance. The Army calls it a chopper, the Navy calls it a helo, the Air Force calls it a bird, and the Marines call it (a Marine points up in the air and says), "Ooooooooo.....ooooooooo, oooooooooo, ooooooooooo!"

2 Year Anniversary
2 years ago at this time i was sleeping from being up 24 hours driving to get away from a storm that was unbelieveble.... i was woken up by my husband at the time crying thanking me for making him leave slidell ... our home... he was gonna stay and wait the storm out... he had told me there was no contact with slidell they lost all signal.... i was scared to death thankful that he had come with me.... then it hit me hard i thought of my children and there dad! last i heard he wasnt leaving he was staying... and with no phones ... tv ... no wazy of communication i was worried if my kids would ever see there father again...actually the only way of communication was nextel walkie talkie... . then i sat there and all i could hear about was new orleans they never ever said anything about slidell... just like now no hardly no words talked about slidell or mississippi who were hit the hardest out side of st bernard. and some what the east... 2 days later i finally got ahold of there dad he

Duhzz
.I wish you would give me the time of day.. .I wish i knew why i wasn't right for you. .i wish for answers you wont give.. .i pushed you away for my own fears .wishing i hadn't made another mistake, .My thoughts punish me .i lose control, .I wish i could disappear and make these memories fade, .The memories of words that i thought were real, & made me feel. .Now i'm numb again and lay here in tears .Confused and confronted with my own disray, .I wish i could make you laugh ,and see you smile everyday.. .To take your pain away ,as you would mine, .To see you at your best,and love you at your worst. .I will fade ,you will wonder...Find new life and i will ponder.

This Is Not Nsfw
to whoever keeps marking this nsfw it is not i think the bible clearly states nsfw has no face in it and full nudity this has a top no nudity and my face this picture is sfw i have had other bouncers remark it sfw so please stop marking it nsfw

Him......
the look in you eyes the grin on your face is sumthin i will remember everytime and every place i wana hear your voice say those words to me, those words that will last forever, and finally set me free... i wana be your 1 and only i wana be your girl.. just say the word and u kno im there, because u kno im dyin to be yours the darkness in your eyes show life ive never known the fullness of your lips makes me wana feel them with mine. i lose control when i hear your voice its the only thing that i hear, theres a passion about u that drives my mind wild for i cant place a finger on it but i can feel it in my soul. its like were meant to be together as 1 livin soul. for i hope that sum day soon i will become 1 with u

Ur Prayers R Needed!!!
IF U BELEIVE IN GOD, WOULD U LIFT MY DAUGHTER UP IN PRAYER. YESTAERDAY WE FOUND OUT DAT HER CANCER MIGHT BE COMIN BACK, SO DA LAST THING I WANT IZ 4 HER 2 GO THRU ANOTHER ROUND OF CHEMO. SO PLS PRAY 4 US. THANX SO MUCH. MAY GOD BLESS ALL!!! YA BOI CHO$EN 4ROM DA CITY of ROSES. P.S. WILL BE UPLOADING PIX OF MY LIL 1NS IN A FEW DAYZ

Honor Poem
Honor I watched the flag pass by one day, It fluttered in the breeze. A young Marine saluted it, And then he stood at ease. I looked at him in uniform So young, so tall, so proud, With hair cut square and eyes alert He'd stand out in any crowd. I thought how many men like him Had fallen through the years. How many died on foreign soil How many mothers' tears? How many pilots' planes shot down? How many died at sea How many foxholes were soldiers' graves? No, freedom isn't free. I heard the sound of Taps one night, When everything was still, I listened to the bugler play And felt a sudden chill. I wondered just how many times That Taps had meant "Amen," When a flag had draped a coffin. Of a brother or a friend. I thought of all the children, Of the mothers and the wives, Of fathers, sons and husbands With interrupted lives. I thought about a graveyard At the bottom of the sea Of unmarked graves in Arlington. No

Monday
I know it is a long shot, but just wanted to let everyone know that there is a little shin dig being tossed at my place on Monday. Should kick off about 1 or so. I have been told that there will be a keg, margaritas, some type of daiquiri, food, and live music. There will be a moonbounce for the kids, and lots of fun. Just wanted you all to know. I will find sober person and give them the camera.

Do I Need To Pull It Out?
~~~~~~~CONTESTS~~~~~~~~ ALL POSSE NEEDS TO BE HERE HELPING EVERYDAY WITH MICHELLES CONTEST. THEY HELPED US NOW LET'S HELP THEM. SHE NEEDS 250,000 RIGHT NOW SHE'S AT 106,801 SHE JOINED THE POSSE AND SAID CAN I GET SOME HELP ON MY CONTEST.. ITS A GIVE AWAY FOR 14,000 COMMENTS. OMG WORST TIME EVER TO HAVE JOINED OUR GROUP. WE WERE NOT EVEN ABOUT HALF WAY THROUGH OUR LIST OF A MILLION CONTESTS YET AT THAT TIME.. AND I HAVE SOMEONE NEW THAT WANTS HELP ALSO. I'M LIKE WHAT THE HELL. NO WAY SORRY. DO YOU SEE THE LIST WE HAVE NOW.. PLUS I PUT OUT A NO NEW CONTEST ORDER FOR THE TEAM. OUR GOAL WAS TO GET EVERYONE DONE AND TAKE A GOOD TWO WEEK VACATION.. ME I WAS TO TAKE A MONTH. ON TOP OF THAT EVERYONE HAS TO AT LEAST WAIT A FULL MONTH MAYBE EVEN TWO BEFORE THEY CAN REQUEST TO ENTER ANY CONTESTS WITH BACKING OF COURSE.. YOUR INTERNET YOUR FREE TO DO REALLY ANYTHING YOU WANT. SO POINT BEING I PRETTY MUCH TOLD HER THAT HELP FROM US FOR THAT WONT HAPPEN. WELL WELL WELL. GUESS

People Are Sooo Rude!
seriously, have people become so damn rude these days taht we cant let people out of their damn complex!!?? Case in point... I was driving to work this morning and I was sitting in bumper to bumper traffic. Well, traffic started to move and there was a guy turning left out of the neighborhood to my right. I stopped to let the guy out and the lane to my right kept on driving. They could clearly see that I was stopped trying to let the guy out. Needless to say, I had to jus tget moving because no one let him out. I flicked everyone off on my way past for not letting him out. Seriously, how rude!

Documentary Blog
I Just got out of my sociology class n i found it fascinationg. We saw a film called Born Bad. It was a documentary trying to see if psychopaths were born that way n it took its toll when they got older or if they learned it while growing up.. So I wanna hear from ya all...All opinions are welcomed Do u think children n ppl were born bad from the beginning or do u think they learn it? Tess

Confused
Well, it seems I really jumped the gun this time. Damn Im good at that lol It seems Sean wants to put us "on hold" as he puts it. Seems he needs to work on himself so we can be a better couple. I was getting mixed signals the whole time we talked and truly dont know what to think. I am still whole heartedly in love with him. I doubt if this will end sometime soon. I just dont know what to think or do. Everytime Ive been told this before it was the kiss of death. I was basically just told this because it was a way to let me down easy because there was someone else. This is why Im so very confused right now. I would love to believe that as he said when he gets himself right we can work on US. But then in the same breath I was told that IF we cannot be a couple at least we can remain friends. Please I need some thoughts and opinions about all of this. I am hurtin because I feel like Im losin my soul mate and best friend. I cannot do this. I love him too damn much. My mind doesnt work so

I Don't Get It.
why do i NEVER coincide with what Libra says: LIBRA - The Harmonizer Nice to everyone they meet. Can't make up their mind. Have own unique appeal. Creative, energetic, and very social. Hates to be alone. Peaceful, generous. Very loving and beautiful. Flirtatious. Give in too easily. Procrastinators. Very gullible. Being alone makes me happy, I am NOT gullible, not nice t everyone I meet, and i'm NOT social

Spit Or Swollow??????
I dont get it? Whats the big issue.....is there something im missing here?......is it a "Lady" , "Slut" thing , taste...what? just wanting some insight from the ladies on how to me a good man....and where you fall?

Update On My Mom
Well she went to the specialist today and sadly it is a tumor. She goes the 13th of September for surgery. Because it is so close to her ear and jaw there are critical nerves there that 30 percent of people who have surgery there have some permanant facial paralysis. So please will all of you keep her in your prayer!! Thank you all for your prayers so far!!!

Thoughts
I am a little confused at the moment, trying to figure out life and such..But i seem to ponder on the thought of love. Now i was recently in a relationship with a man that seemed to have to be in control at all times, I am not use to that at all and when i say in control i mean like, Knowing where i am 24/7, who i talk to at all times. I couldnt go out unless he said I could, I had to call him every break i had at my job and every morning before i went to work,had to get rid of friends he didnt like cause he was always scared that someone was going to take me from him.. now to where i don't understand is that he couldnt do the same for me. Everything and everyone was more important, he found excuses to call me.. Its like everything that he wanted out of me he could not do in return. I dunno maybe i'm being childish but i think it was a bit unfair.. and when i said anything about it I was in the wrong.. I'm always in the wrong. Can anyone tell me if yall think i am wrong? I just feel so

Congratulations
Congratulations TO ALL THE KIDS WHO WERE BORN IN THE 1930's 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's !! First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they carried us. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, our baby cribs were covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking As children, we would ride in cars with no seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle. We shared one soft drink with four friends, from one bottle and NO ONE actually died from this. We ate cupcakes, white bread and real butter and drank soda pop with sugar in it, but we weren't overweight because...... WE WERE ALWAYS OU

Women Of Northern Tradition
Women of The Northern Tradition Courage,Truth,Honor,Fidelity,Disipline, Industriousness,Hospitality,Self Reliance, Perseverance The Nine Noble Virtues may have been given to the men of The North by the Gods to live by, but it was the women of The North that most faithfully extolled these nine virtues. Courage: she lived in a cold cruel world populated by wild beast and wilder men, still she maintained her home and bore her children. Truth: Her word was her bond in all public and private affairs. If her husband mistreated her or her children or her family she could on her word,simply divorce him by declaring to her neighbors at the door and in her bed room that the marriage was over. Honor: The family name and reputation came first and she would do nothing to shame or dishonor her husband or family. Fidelity: Faithful,loyal,accuracy and exactness all of these she used in taking care of her husbands farm and belongs when he was away. She managed the farm or business in the s

Martyrdom
I need to exercise my prerogative, to humor the ridiculous, go out on a limb or remain the pious hold out and risk persecution. So be it. I can't validate the guilty pleasure, hang-up or self-indulgence, but I can rationalize being a willing slave to its pressure or condescend to acquiesce to avoid real suffering, even garner sympathy for my righteous sacrifice or implied martyrdom. Thus I can step it up or hang out, submit to the charade, or sacrifice to what end? But it's the inevitably lame justification that prompts posturing, or playing victim, dumb or innocent. Today I can take it, fake it, quit kidding myself, or put an end to tempting resistance and just grin and bear it. Or, call their bluff!

Haunted- My Story
I looked into his eyes one last time as I got into the car, I never dreamed it would be the last time I'd see him alive. All I knew was the anger I felt at that very moment and i just didn't want to talk to him. So i put my son in the car and drove away.I didn't look back. His eyes still haunt me, I'd hurt him just like he'd hurt me so many times in past. They screamed at me why, why, why?! Then came the fateful phone call, hes gone Trace, come home. No it can't be true I screamed, how could he do that to me its just not fair!Now I can't ever make things right. He burned the bridges and now it can never be taken back. He left me, asking alot of questions.Why did you do it? why did you leave me, why didn't you love me? Theres no way you can ever take any of the stuff you did back.now I'm left still asking so many questions that have no answer. My dad had committed suicide, three days before my birthday.He'd left no note or anything telling us why.He and I had unfinished business

Creatures
Did you watch Godzilla right before bedtime? A lot of our unknown creatures come from visual images out of horror films. However, they may possess power or destructive potential that hits at the core of our being. In these cases, we are confronted by a sense of angst or loss from unknown dangers through these creatures. There are some mixed creatures that are more playful, however. These creatures may be combined characterization of favored friends or pets, or may come from favorite literature or mythology images. In this case, the images are positive for us.

I'm Pissed Cause....
Sorry guys. I didn't expect to get 20 "why you pissed" messages when I changed my status. lol. To answer everyone's question, this is what happened. We gave our landlord's over $1600 in June. That was 6 months rent. Well we found out a couple hours ago that all they paid on the place out of OUR money was $400. Now they are going to foreclose and we have to move. Thank God another one of our friends is going to let us move in one of his houses with no deposit. The only thing that SUX about the house we are moving into is it's only 2 bedroom, 1 bath and there are 5 of us. But oh well. I guess it could be worse. I'm just really trying to calm down right now. I hope you all have a great night. pray for us please! *hugs* ~Melinda

After Math...
So, I got my surgery done. It hurt pretty damn bad, but I got it over with. I go back to my doctor in two weeks, I guess to see how I'm healing and make sure that they got all the cells. Lol, I got to watch the whole thing on a screen, that was a bit weird. And they gave me fucking pictures of it too! It's hella creepy and gross to look at, but kinda cool at the same time. lol

2 Lose Someone You Truely Love
subject: 2 Lose Someone You Truely Love date: 2007-08-30 23:02:43 All I can say is I really know what my Granddaddy meant about losing love. No the women I truely lovely didn't pass she left cause I wasn't the man I should have been; I will admit this Grandaddy love does hurt alot when you lose that women that really turns your world so my advice to guys, love that women and don't play her for a fool trust me you'll be losing the best thing that ever happen to you when you find yourself sitting alone in the dark crying. DarkThunder AKA ThunderWarrior P.S. This is about real love it aint about bein pussy whip. The old timers did love the right way I feel growin up

Contest Update 4
hi everyone! well, as of this moment im in second place with 17,110 votes. first place is lil devil with 17,490 thanks to everyone who has helped me! you guys seriously rock!!! if you havent stopped by yet...please do! every rate and comment counts!!!! if you have a few minutes to kill drop some lovin on meeeeeeee! i need all i can get to win. :D CLICK PHOTO TO VOTE (rate and comment) thanks again guys!! **muahs**

April, Cause I Am A Pimp
pick your birthday month and read it, then repost with whatever you are. JANUARY = SLUT Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you. You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hu

Boiling Point
Simplistic in nature. Nothing compares to it's irruption. Raw and unmoving Dare to face it's unyielding judgement. The force of a million pounding waves Beating it's way into your gray matter. Unforgiving and destructive To survive it's wrath is a miracle itself. Give not it entrance to your labrinth It knows no prejudice no mercy. Be weary, remain diligent Your heart and soul are susceptible It can overtake It can erode It can replace light with saturating darkness. Disallow such violations, do not yeild. REMAIN DILIGENT. REMAIN DILIGENT. REL

Crap Wait For The Spell Check Man This One Is Important 2 Me
SHADY'S UNDERGROuND POSSE ~ S*U*P*!!! FEEL THE VIBE S*U*P*@ fubar Okay you guys we have a family home page. Wahoooo. Most of you guys know about our home page but most of you that are new most likely don't. We had a really kick ass one that me and a few other Posse members had worked on. Had it leveled pretty high and all decked out looking nice. One day right before the huge family bombing contest was about to start our Posse home page was deleted. I know who did it and when. I just don't know why.. It really broke my heart. I had spent hour upon hours on that page along with the help of a few others just to for no reason given taken right from under us.. It's not about that contest. Posse home page or not if the score is that close for one profiles comments could of made the win or not bet my ass I would of found just that many more people to help us and make up for that difference if it would of came down to that.. That page is the Posse home page. Its our home. I was so upse

Friends Please
My dear friend Savannah is in a contest and needs less that 1000 comments or rates, can we all just drop her a 10 and a couple of comments to help her get her VIP. It ends today so just click on this lovely lady's pic and do what you can do for her. Thank you everyone Shell xxxxx

Remember 911
Please Join RIGraywolf and I in remembering 911. If you like you may rip the poem for your site or album and use the morph as your primary on 911. "GOD BLESS EVERYONE" and Remember All the Troops from all over the world that are helping to keep all of us free. Please stop by and thank RIGraywolf for writting the poem. RIGraywolf (fubar Dad to V1RUS)@ fubar You may rip them here and thank you all for your support Fireman7

" What I Do For A Living"
Today I went to the grocery store. If ya ask me, I will tell ya I go to the Walmarts EVERY DAY. But in truth, I probally only go 5 out of 7 days a week! It is what I call "food moving". The food on the shelves, it all looks simple enough, some packages even boast and brag, 'only 7 minutes from freezer to table. Who are they kidding? Not me, I've already invested that much time in finding my keys, to begin the food moving mission. After I have measured and calculated its portion per package capacity. And compared generic vs. what I can afford, from the shelves into the cart this is where the food becomes my responsibility. I move this food around the football stadium size of a grocery store until I cant take the running and screaming any longer, isnt it time for the snowbirds to go home! It's time to stand in line, Whatever happened to the sign that states that if there is more than 3 people in line they open another register. Gone! The bag boys took all the signs when they went into wi

Time Is Precious
If there's a deed you've left undone before the setting of the sun... DO IT NOW!! If there are words you didn't speak to soothe a hurt or boost the weak... DO IT NOW!! If you can make a sick friend well, or just a happy story tell... DO IT NOW!! Time is precious every day... Make it count in a selfless way.

Mandarin Pork Salad
Mandarin Pork Salad East meets West in this amazing main-dish salad, where soy sauce and ginger marry beautifully with tangy oranges and sweet balsamic vinegar. Credit: Lifestyle Cooks Servings: 4 Ingredients: Salad * 2 tablespoons dry sherry * 1 tablespoon sesame oil * 1 tablespoon soy sauce * 2 teaspoons brown sugar * 1 pound pork tenderloin, sliced across the grain and cut into strips * 2 tablespoons vegetable oil * 1 shallot, minced * 1 head romaine lettuce, rinsed, dried and chilled * 2 seedless oranges, peeled, cut in half and then sliced * 1/2 cup walnuts, chopped and toasted Dressing * 2 tablespoons balsamic vinegar * 1 tablespoon soy sauce * 1 teaspoon fresh gingerroot, minced * 2 teaspoons sesame oil * 1 clove garlic, crushed Directions: Combine the sherry, sesame oil, soy sauce and brown sugar in a medium bowl. Add the sliced pork and stir to coat. Marinate in the r

The Lookout
The only way to pull off a Sunday afternoon "quickie" with their 8-year old son in the apartment was to send him out on the balcony with a popsicle and tell him to report on all the neighborhood activities. He began his commentary as his parents put their plan into operation: "There's a car being towed from the parking lot," he shouted. "An ambulance just drove by!" "Looks like the Andersons have company, he called out. "Matt's riding a new bike!" "Looks like the Sanders are moving!" "Jason is on his skate board...." After a few moments he announced, "The Coopers are having sex!!" Startled, his mother and dad shot up in bed. Dad cautiously called out, "How do you know they are having sex?" "Jimmy Cooper is standing on his balcony with a Popsicle."

Anger...or Has Life Become One Big Fight Fest?
Is it me or do people seem to be more on edge these days? Every time the news comes on you see where some kid was tired of being bullied. So he shoots up a school. Or this thing called road rage. I don't know what's caused this but even I suffer from random anger. We all do. I'll start of with the trendy anger these days. You know, road rage. What is it about when we're tooling along in our cars, singing with Bon Jovi's "Living On A Prayer," and all of a sudden someone cuts us off that we just snap? Is it because we were in tune with the course and we're cut off? "HEEEEEEY WE'RE HALF WAY THERE---HEEEEEEEEEEY WE'RE LIVING ON A---a car cuts you off, you slam on the brakes. You forget about Bon Jovi and prayers. All you're thinking about is how much you you want to beat the person ahead of you with a hammer. The thing is, we've cut people off. Yet, at that moment in time that doesn't matter. Who cares that at some point someone wanted to beat us with a hammer for the s

Stupid
Every so often we come to a point in our lives where we have some major realizations. These can be big or small. I realized today just how stupid I really am. I am way to trusting and want to see things in people that aren't there. From now on my attitude is just fuck em all. Fuck everybody who ever lied to me or used me. If you don't like it then fuck you too! I have too much shit to worry about!

Crippled Heart
Crippled Heart 2007-05-28 17:09:07 The wind tends to burn me.. As it blows through my heart.. The emptiness consumes me.. The longer we're apart.. I tried not to loose you.. As I begged you to stay.. Now I struggle so hard To live another day.. You're love meant so much to me.. Yet you still walked away.. I don't want to hurt you.. Is all you could say.. If you really cared.. Then why didn't you try.. Left me for dead... My insides have died.. Searching for something.. That was already there... The times that we had.. And the love that we shared.. Was it not real? Was it all just a dream? My soul longing for you.. I just want to scream..

Scorn Heart
Scorn Heart 2007-05-28 15:24:20 I can't describe what I feel inside Wish there was a place I could run to and hide The pain has really got a hold of me Is this the way things have to be I stay up late at night thinking of you Was everything bullshit and nothing true I wish to God I didn't feel this way But these are things I have to say You kicked me in the face when I was down You fucking left me when I needed you around The hurt is eating me; driving me nuts You fucking bitch I hate your guts My heart is empty thanks to this hole Burning through me consuming my soul No more feelings for you my heart is scorn I say goodbye to you as I'm closing the door

One Heart's Desire
One Heart's Desire 2007-05-24 03:19:59 The days turn to night The nights turn so grey The love that I have Is fading away Like a candle that burns Your love shined the way The darkness now falling I wish you would stay You're all that I want And that's all I can say Is it really the end Does it have to be this way Give me one more chance To show that I care Let me be the one That is always there Our love shined so bright That people all knew That the love that we shared Was so pure and so true Can I please be the one That you run to and say That everything is wrong And I save the day I'll take you away To a place you once knew Where your heart was so happy And our souls were not two May we come back together To living as one Our love will be shining As bright as the sun Our souls now rejoined For all eternity Two hearts beat as one It was our destiny

So Here Is The Latest
as it stands now..it could be about a month before i get my net service back up and running..so until then i will be stopping here at the library to catch up...once i get my net back up and i have time to actually sit here and go into detail of the hell ive been dealing with, i will catch you guys up...i wont have time to return rate/fan/comments from the library cuz ive only got a limited time unless it isnt busy and they extend me more time...so be patient and i will be back asap!

Just Letting All Of U Know
Starting tomorrow i wont be at my pc much..With my mom going to have surgery in 2 weeks and being under so much stress from it ive decided to suprise her and clean her whole house so she doesnt have to worry about it before going to have her surgery. So i will be back and forth all weekend so dont think im ignoring u if i dont respond right away. Im just trying to do everything i can for her to lessen some stress! Hope u all understand!

I'm Not A Doctor, ...
but I play one in a FRICKEN MOVIE! That's right, I got yet another call back to be an extra in "The Dark Knight", the next batman movie, which is known by it's code name of "Rory's First Kiss". So, for the last two days, I clocked thirty hours, of mostly sitting in the extras holding tent. In fact I didn't even make it on set at all yesterday(which kind of sucks). I had a few close encounters with the camera in a couple of scenes I did on Wednsday, but there were a lot of other extras (300 plus) and a lot of scenes, so we'll just have to wait and see if anything I was in makes it past the cutting room.According to my character sheet, I was playing Andre Chaintrueil, Admissions manager for Gotham General Hospital, but wardrobe wanted me in scrubs as opposed to a shirt and tie. And during the set line ups I was placed in the "administrative looking hospital staff" group. So take it for what it is. Most people on set referred to me as a doctor.It was an interesting experience. I got to me

And Another Thing...
Some people lately all over the place have made reference to possibly being the one to take me out and finish the job. Its all funny to me but if you think you have what it takes to finally bring down this cancer beating, car wrecking, bear fighting, death defying bastard... then stop on by anytime. I'm the road runner and God is my Wiley Coyote... if he can't finish the job then I don't think anyone else can. I'll pull the plug on myself when I get tired of playing, until then... you can't stop me.

Lies
...this is short and to the point...but you know its funny...how people will lie...and its a blatant obvious lie...but yet...either deny it and dont have the balls to admit it...or...are completely unaware that its obvious and think youre stupid and just cant figure it out...it makes me laugh really... FUCKING SICK AND TIRED OF IT!

Is It Really Worth It
Ok heres my scenerio......my best friend wanted me to go out and my bf got all pissy at me for it....well it came down to me blowing my best friend off and goin to see my man tonight....the thing is my man doesnt like my best friends husband and now thats why he doesnt want me to go...I feel tho Iam torn between my best friend whom I dont get to see very often and my man that I basically see anytime....To make matters worse my best friend claims that the ONLY reason my man is doin all this is cause he pissed at her (my best friend)....but she wouldnt tell me online what was going on and that she was going to tell me or a few beers tonight!!! ughhhh wtf!!! So I have already told my bf I was coming over but do I now say fuck it and go or do I just stay home and wallop in my own dreaded misery? Opinions on this would be nice bhut if they are going to be rude and negative save em cause I dont wanna get more boggled then Iam already thnx all

Be Man Enough
Ok to the person that shouted me out, to tell my friend to back off of his girlfriend, be man enough to do it yourself, just leave me and my friends alone, enough with the bulls**t, i do not know what you are talking about nor do i care, i am her to support every1

Trusting People
Well seems tonight I got another lesson in you can trust anyone. Seems that sadly I can't realy trust people with the same problem/birth defect I have, either. Figureing they would understand me more than most people. Guess I was way wrong there!

Since I've Been Pestered, And Should Have Done This Before....
Well, I'm 32, male, from West Lafayette IN, home of Purdue University. I've been in the Army National Guard for a total of about 10 years, have been a musician for about 17 years, and spend most of my free time with geeky stuff like Warhammer, comic books, sci fi shows and movies, and collecting certain Transformers. Wow, I never realized I was that simplistic... Anyway, getting to know me, you'll find out that I'm really easygoing, but fiercely defend my personal beliefs (some of which I won't go into here, as I like my friends and their beliefs aren't a reason to lose them). Also, don't ask if you aren't prepared for brutal honesty. I'm not a horndog, on here surfing for porn, but I AM male and only human. You won't catch me asking for it, but you might catch me looking... I'm not always the fastest at answering comments, or commenting on blogs and such. Be patient, I'm not a hater.... Oh, and as of right now, I'm at Ft. Dix stuck on med hold before deploying. Anythin

Guardian Angels
ok..this is my first blog, so let me know if it was done right. On october 2nd, 2006, i left work at 8:30am and went to drive home. After 5-6 minutes in the car, i had a seizure while driving and lost control of my car. Nobody was hurt but car crashed into a pile of boulders. Police and emt came asking how i was and i was ok , but couldnt tell them due to multiple seizures that were still going. They took me to the hospital for observation and i agreed to it. They did a test, put me in emergency and then i waited. A couple hours later, my brother came and then my seizures were stopping. I got dressed and was going to sign myself out. The dr. came up to me and said "what are you doing"? I told her i was going home with my brother. She then said,"oh no..i admitted you. we found a growth on your neck...your staying". The drs, did 2 cat scans, 3 mris and 1 biopsy. The tests showed that i had a cancerous tumor in my neck and bone damage was done to my vertabrae. My dr. was concerned

Nicetits?
Ok guys..... my friend Bauer thinks that you would like his blogs a heck of a lot more than you like mine. I generally point out that I have less blogs posted and more views than he so therefore I must be either a hell of a lot funnier or it's just the tits. Go by... check out Bauer's blogs. Check out my blogs. Then post on this one and we'll see who's the better blogger :) http://fubar.com/blog/102701/503919 and just because my headline on this blog said tits:

Its Neck And Neck!!
yay! im in the lead again, but shes right on my tail! wow is she a great competitor! :D we are both very determined :) thanks to all who helped me today...you guys are in for some lovin when this is over...win or not! thanks so much to yall. if you havent voted yet...please do!!!! its a very tight race, and i can use all the help i can get :) CLICK HERE TO VOTE (rate and comment) once again...thank you! **muah**

Goh!!
Welcome to another RANT by me urs truly, J£§§Å »§t¡t¢µ« Øwñê® Øf HÿÐåWàý ®ãÐ¡ø... Ok.. yeah i know i rant alot. most dont care some do.. but yanno i dont care what you think.. i just well basically watched everyone today. i mean WTF do you pplz honestly think i care if you loose your red status? i mean come on now. how bout going out there in the real world becoming famous then comming back to fubar with proof your real and well known to get what ? i think its like baby teal? wtf eva i got told today in my sb that I had no life haha cuz i was supporting my lounge, Well yanno he is prolly right. but @ the same time. neither do any of yall.. I'm keeping this blog nameless so if you think your guilty then do something bout it , wink wink clue clue.. ok im done im dog tired and i had to get that off my chest! that is all tyvm love always.. J£§§Å »§t¡t¢µ« Øwñê® Øf HÿÐåWàý ®ãÐ¡ø...

The Players On Fubar
to the ppl that are players on fubar. I know this is just the internet and its just a game to some but if you get close to someone on here and you make them feel like they are something special to you you should stick by them. dont lead her or him on just to let them down later be honest with them treat them with the respect you want to be treated with and remember that on the other end of your conversation is a real living breathing person with feelings. if you play them you hurt them and nobody deserves to be hurt by some body they think cares for them.

Come Again..
come again.. you came to me you shared my bed i have you stuck inside my head i cannot shake you i just cannot those hours spent they make me hot my passion simmers as i wait for you you get me going you know you do make me long for your caress lips so tender to mine you press i want you now its plain to see so come again to stay with me A.Boudreaux 2007

Cooking Part 1
COOKING... Wow anyone that know's me know's cooking and I don't get along very well.. in my opnion anything that takes more than 5 minutes prep time, is not worth the effort. You see I am one who has actually burnt instant mashed potatos, I have had a fire in my oven when I made my first thanksgiving meal, I brought frozen solid pumpkin pies to my mom's house for on my first thanksgiving where I actually lived away from home...My daughter has a friend staying with us for a couple days. This time the cooking bug actually bit. I wanted to make a real meal, so I even bought fresh chicken, or so I thought. Now don't go getting any fancy notions that I am a gourmet suddenly. It was just going to be shake n bake chicken. I opened the package, dreading the thought of touching raw meat, having the soap ready for when I was done, and it smelled funny.. I leaned down to get a closer sniff, the chicken was actually BAD!!!! Miffed, but also relieved that I didnt' have to touch it, I went back to t

To All My Friends
hey all how are u all doing well for me it has ben a bad couple of months so i am looking for a place to rent right now and in the process of packing and getting ready to move when a place is found thought i would let all of u know why have not been on in a while if u want to know anything else hit me up on yahoo under lightenlady hugz

Humiliated
I was approached the other day by someone asking me if I have ever entered a contest on here and if I'd like to join her new one for Best Cleavage. I said sure I'd join, I think I have a chance of doing good. Well I sure was wrong! I posted 2 Bulletins on it and posted it in my profile. Now most people on here know that when in a contest you have to be comment bombed in most of them, like this one. I got one or two comments from a couple of the people on my friends and fans list...someone I don't even know left me 100 comments...someone I don't even know!!!! So I showed my appreciation and sent him a gift, a mans bracelet. So last night I sent the person hosting the contest an email asking to be removed from the contest. This morning I checked it and I am still there and a couple more friends had commented me. But I still don't have a chance, the lady in the lead has over 3,000 comments, I have just under 500. Anyway....The fact that only a couple of my friends did comm

Opacity Sucks
OK... Here goes... For some of you the new default opacity is making it really hard to scroll & browse profiles and/or have had complaints about how slow your pages loads now. I have a solution that you may like... I have made to very simple skins using the base css code given when you click create a skin. One has absolutely no opacity at all & the second the same, but hast some completely transparent table backgrounds, both allow you to set your own backgrounds from pictures you have uploaded to fubar using the "set as background" in you photo album. No-Opacity 100%-Transparent For best results in previewing them replace my ID# with yours and reload the page. To rip them simply scroll to the bottom and click the rip link. I hope this helps. :) KDM

Ok I Think She Is Done
continuation of the other two blogs prior to this ->Pydc Bats....: yet if you truely read it to understand a post you notice that it says we. We is a term describing oneself and others that said person associates with, so therefore the attack is mor on me and other commenters. very basic grammar ♥ru...: How would you be attacking other commenters and your self with that song? ♥ru...: Well, I didn't know what stuff stood for... and it doesn't matter we or you when you read it fast and dont look and pay attention to it very good then you get the wrong impression ->Pydc Bats....: how, all attacks in the song are a we, and a "penguins RFC," we stands for me and someone else, and penguins rfc well that's a rugby club, so therefore, if anything I'm attacking myself and other commenters more likely then your mother. ♥ru...: I dont need the last word in, I could really care less.... and I wouldn't need to block you.... i'm sorry i took it the wrong way ok.... just wh

This Is Twisted Pixie
A blonde had just gotten a new sports car and was out for a drive when she accidentally cut off a truck driver. He motioned for her to pull over. When she did, he got out of his truck and pulled a piece of chalk from his pocket. He drew a circle on the side of the road and gruffly commanded to the blonde, "Stand in that circle and DON'T MOVE!" He then went to her car and cut up her leather seats. When he turned around she had a slight grin on her face, so he said, "Oh you think that's funny? Watch this!" He gets a baseball bat out of his truck and breaks every window in her car. When he turns and looks at her she has a smile on her face. He is getting really mad. He gets his knife back out and slices all her tires. Now she's laughing. The truck driver is really starting to lose it. He goes back to his truck and gets a can of gas, pours it on her car and sets it on fire. He turns around and she is laughing so hard she is about to fall down. "What's so funny?" the truck driver aske

Ive Held
"I'VE HELD" I'VE HELD PAIN, IN THE PALM OF MY HAND'S. PAIN SO HARSH, YOU COULDN'T UNDERSTAND. I'VE HELD SADDNESS, AND CRIED THOSE TEAR'S. HIDING MADDNESS, FOR ALL THESE YEAR'S. I'VE HELD DEPRESSION, CLOSE TO MY HEART. WONDERING IF HAPPINESS, WILL EVER START. I'VE HELD HATRED, BEHIND THESE EYE'S. ASKING MYSELF IF, ANYONE WILL TRY? ALL THESE THING'S, I'VE HELD SO LONG. I'VE EXCEPTED MY FATE, AS I DON'T BELONG....... by:Paul A. 9-1-07

Why I Need Someone With A Penis...
dawndee: i neeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed a boy@ -Lo: how cooooooooooooooome dawndee: i neeeeed help!!! dawndee: there is a dead mouse in the pool filter! dawndee: he has no hair! dawndee: i can't gert him hout!! dawndee: heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeelp meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee dawndee: i tried! dawndee: i did dawndee: i really did dawndee: but he is so gross -Lo: eeeeeeeeeeeeeew -Lo: ew -Lo: ew -Lo: ew dawndee: and hairless -Lo: ew dawndee: and -Lo: ew -Lo: ew -Lo: e -Lo: we -Lo: weww -Lo: eeeeeeeew -Lo: ew -Lo: ew dawndee: he moves when i try to scoop him -Lo: ewwwwwwww -Lo: wwwwwwwwwww -Lo: ewwwwww -Lo: hes aliveeeeeeee? dawndee: i neeeeeeeeeeeeeed heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeelp -Lo: he aliiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiveeeeeeeeeeeee? dawndee: no! dawndee: he is deadddddddddd -Lo: ewwwwwwwwwwww -Lo: wwwwwwwww -Lo: w -Lo: ww -Lo: wwwwww dawndee: and all of his hair is oooooooooooooffffffffffffffffffffffffffff -Lo: eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeew -Lo: eeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Thought Process For A Mumm
When it boils down racism is a big thing that hurts modern society, but also racism, of all types, is breed in areas in where money is less available to the majority. This brings up my thoughts on an idea call economical classism. This is where people are treated as sub-human, not because of skin or creed, but because of their relative socio-class standing. Think about it, schools with the highest test scores get more money, to get the higher test scores you must have money, so to get money you need money, same idea with loans. Now how does this effect our society. Well it creates a division in which unless you are in the upper middle to upper class economically you are fucked, even if you have a house and nice toys, you still don't have much. In fact those that are on welfare, after you take out all the debt those in middle class owe with credit issues, are about as rich as a person in middle class. So what makes this difference the ability to be loaned a few extra dollars, that yo

Freedom//defined
Desparado..The Eagles described "freedom" as walking through this world all alone.. Janis Jopplin said "freedom's just another word for nothing else to lose" Freedom :: Being able to make choices. Performing an action of your own choosing. Freedom will always be relative to the environment/situation which you inhabit. (An attribute strongly sought by America. More laws strngthen the bars of your prison.) Freedom:: Does it exist... There are levels of liberty but none are free... despite what America says... Freedom:: 1. To bring under control; conquer. 2. To make subservient; enslave. Freedom:: one's way of living, meaning one's language (Wisdom), and customs (ways and actions) also Culture. Freedom, (a liberated mind) or to lack restraints. (freedom, justice, and equality). Freedom:: 1. Freedom is society providing a semi level playing field for individuals to pursue goals and achieve or fail as the individuals characte

Two Horses
Two Horses Just up the road from my home is a field, with two horses in it. From a distance, each looks like every other horse. But if you stop your car, or are walking by, you will notice something quite amazing. Looking into the eyes of one horse will disclose that he is blind. His owner has chosen not to have him put down, but has made a good home for him. This alone is amazing. If nearby and listening, you will hear the sound of a bell. Looking around for the source of the sound, you will see that it comes from the smaller horse in the field. Attached to her halter is a small bell. It lets her blind friend know where she is, so he can follow her. As you stand and watch these two friends, you'll see how she is always checking on him, and that he will listen for her bell and then slowly walk to where she is, trusting that she will not lead him astray. When she returns to the shelter of the barn each evening, she stops occasionally an

The Poem I Buried My Dad With.
If Tomorrow Never Comes... If I knew it would be the last time that I'd see you fall asleep, I would tuck you in more tightly and pray the Lord, your soul to keep. If I knew it would be the last time that I see you walk out the door, I would give you a hug and kiss and call you back for one more. If I knew it would be the last time I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise, I would video tape each action and word, so I could play them back day after day. If I knew it would be the last time, I could spare an extra minute or two to stop and say I love you, instead of assuming you would KNOW I do. If I knew it would be the last time I would be there to share your day, well I'm sure you'll have so many more, so I can let just this one slip away. For surely there's always tomorrow to make up for an oversight, and we always get a second chance to make everything right. There will always be another day to say our I love you's, And certa

The Doctor And The Speculum
My sister "Goddess" (aka Lo) is probably the funniest, sweetest, most soulful and tolerant person that I know. She stopped apologizing for me and started laughing at me long ago. We have been very, very sick this last week and mine has almost run its course. Hers....not so much. She is still very sick. So she finally called Urgent care and got an appointment for 10:15 pm. We arrived at the doctors office at 9:54, signed in, was called into room #4 by the doctors shy Philipina assistant and his assistant said "He is with another patient. He will be just a few minutes late". We looked at each other and just shrugged with a "Thats cool" expression. I get a little ansy in doctors offices. I just don't like 'em. So we sat there with our face masks on (the cough that we have is sooooo vicious, it actually makes you piss yourself)and we wait. I start poking around in the drawers and my sister just watches me...with a cocked eyebrow and then says "Sister....whatcha doin?" and I replied

Cherish The Moments...
One day someone special will be gone. And on that clear, cold morning, in the warmth of your bedroom, you might be struck with the pain of learning that sometimes there isn't any more. No more hugs, no more lucky moments to celebrate together, no more phone calls just to chat, No more "just one more minute." Sometimes, what we care about the most goes away. never to return before we can say good-bye, Or say "I Love You." So while we have it . . it's best we love it . . And care for it and fix it when it's broken . and take good care of it when it's sick. This is true for marriage .... and friendships .. And children with bad report cards; And dogs with bad hips; And aging parents and grandparents. We keep them because they are worth it, Because we cherish them! Some things we keep -like a best friend who moved away or a classmate we grew up with. There are just some things that make us happy, No matter what. Life is important, and so are the people we know . And s

For A Special Some One
As you kiss my lips I am really happy when I feel like this! You hold my hand, I am glad that your my man. I know we just met,but your the one I cant forget. I want to make my dreams come true but baby I will never cheat on you! So please trust me. I only want to be your girl~! All that i say is true When I'm missing you I'm only loving you more!

Guess What???
My daughter was in a pagent for Reynolds County. She didn't win but she was runner-up. Her float won for most creative. We all had a blast. She was soooo beautiful!!! I am so proud of her!!! Just wanted to let everyone know. Thanks for reading.

Day 2
As most of you know from just talking to me or reading previous blogs my mother has been very sick, she had cancer which is now in remission but the radiation treatment messed up her intestines. She had part of them removed. Shes was in the hospital for almost 8 weeks. On the first day whatever could of went wrong did. I wont go into detail because its not very pleasant. We have a great nurse thats comes in. Shes very helpful and patient. Shes teaching how to take care of my moms machines and other things. Now the family everyone seems to know whats best but when it comes down to it no one wants to step up and say hey Ill spend the day with her so you can have a break....family you gotta love em. Well I think Im done babbling just had to get a few things off my chest.

Conflict (poem)
You tell me “no” and then hold it against me Had you said “yes” you’d be angrier still- Well, happiness hides around every corner and the corners are hiding from you. I try to please, try to help, try to hear you. Each waking minute I wonder what if? And try to remember that I have no fault- In your situation, this gift to yourself. Look down on my life, laugh if you must I can accept what you don’t have to give. I stumble and blunder through every day Hoping that each breath was worth it.

Today Is Just Another Day
today is just another day. and tomarrow is just another tomarrow.i have come to this realization and it SUX!!!! ive lived my life trying to follow the rules,do whats right and be faithfull to what i believe in. and what has itgotten me? NOTHIN!!!!! if it wasnt for my son id prolly be in some institution for trying to figure out this stupid game with no rules and no victory. the question is why is it when u wake up in the morning... the first question u ask urself is that u pray that today s better than yesturday. its a common event. everyone has them,some more than others. but its a reality. for a long time waking up was like buying a winning lotto ticket and knowing it ws the winner. every morning was like a exciting anticipation to be able to enjoy it. well things change and people change.its been a long time since i have asked myself the question and i was due i guess. my life has changed and i woke up today asking that question. i guess im just nieve and thought that somethin

Jealousy
Hmmmmm ok somewhere i have 1 jealous woman who is more jealous then others... hmmmmm marking pics NSFW thats childish... well i'm warning u now STOP!!!!! i will find out who it is and when i do yur jealousy will end cuz u will no longer be looking at my pics, nor talkin to me....If yur pissed cuz we havent spoke then maybe u need to learn how to speak as well.... ok yes this might pertain to a few of u so im not singlein anyone out..... so get over the pics i make cuz i have a friend who will tell me who marked it nsfw the next time its marked.....and if she cant then i will do it my way and im sure if i was to post my certain one pic of mine it would get the hen out of the hen house to peckin on me huh lol behave now i have 7 days left.... want me gone....yur wish may come true.... works both ways u have a ph.2 or do u??? thanks n sorry..... Tongue......

Waste Of Time
Have you noticed that most people you cross paths with online are really nothing more than a waste of time..... I mean you spend countless hours getting to know people develope a realtionship with them only to be fogotten when the next best thing comes along.....As I look back and think about how much time I've spent online and I have to ask myself........what for where are those friends now? Moved on to what they find entertaining to them now....yea huh its cuz its because im another year older and im venting because im getting older and still continue to learn life lessons.........just saying its funny when its all said and done what you really mean to people after all I dunno I just wonder why I continue to hang around....I mean what for yanno.....

Tired Of All The Same Old Shit
I need something new in my life. Im so sick n tired of working all the time, partying all time, being single, and stupid men. Is it bad when u have a friend that does drugs hardcore n he has been doin them for years...u find out he overdosed last night...n u just dont seem surprised. I mean i feel terrible that im not freakin out about it but i just knew something like this would happen. Im tired of having to pick up the pieces for ppl, im tired of having friends that get wasted n do extremely stupid things...im just tired of life i guess lol. Ok im done bitchin

♥who Wants To ?♥
Fire My Words ............................................. COME ON DONT BE AFRAID LETS SEE WHO HAS THE MOST ORIGNAL IDEAS ??....ILL PLAY Texture My Words MAYBE WE CAN EVEN THING OF A PRIZE ..? .................................................. HERE ARE SOME EXAMPLES SO FAR..YOU DO ME ILL DO U. ..................................................... Firework My Words TO PLAY NEXT ?????? ABOVE IS MERELY EXAMPLES OF IDEAS NOT WAT U HAVE TO DO ! ANY KIND OF PERSONAL SALUTE !!! JUST SAY HI TO ME ON PAPER? LIKE FUBAR SALUTES ?? YOU CAN WEAR A SPACE SUITE DONT HAVE TO SHOW NO SKIN !!! WRITE MY NAME ON UR HAND ???? JUST ANY KIND OF SALUTE TO ME ?????/WHAT IS SO BAD ? ABOUT THAT ????? I DONT GET IT ???? ILL RETURN THE LOVE ?////////// Laser My Words

Good Night
What a day! Worked 12 long fuckings hours and on my way home a tooth ache hit !Could you imagine driving home which takes 27 min with a tooth ache from hell!! Ive taken 3 ibuprofens half a vicodin and tried to drown my mouth in vodka!Its what 11 pm and finally my pain has subsided! Anyways!!! Soo update on my HOUSE! I signed the papers today. Yep during my tooth ache! We get to move in on the 8th! I'm sooo excited... Anyhoo! Sorry i haven't been around! I'm a working mom now! But i should try to get some rest while i can. I have to work again tomorrow.. Bright and early 7 am :| Ill be off Tuesday-Friday.. But will be packing up my house! Tight hugs and Wet kisses! Jen

Always There
Our lives are so busy and complex it's true, yet it's really quite simple....Im just thinking of you. That one memory that seems to last forever is the one thinking of you. Amongst everything else I find it true, it all comes back me, I'm looking for you.....

Imitation Is The Sincerest Form Of Battery - Etid
Don't try to resist, you're coming with us. provisions are made and combinations are met, your words are recoded in the bleak genetics of the bog. Praise! A pocket full of bittered and bled, to relieve all the guilt pumped out of our sin. we've sacrificed discourse at the feet of your clever turn-of-phrase. now you owe it to us, we demand to be taken aback, to be showed the revival of hope, for which your words are responsible. Oh, it's the end of the line, I'm quoted by pest in at the steering public eye. My job here is done. My job here is done(you're fucking welcome). Retract, you have to light the candle to claim, inspiration is cutting your flaws, regurgitate headlines, or a theory on modern art. You've been fooled again, the red herring's a joke. I've tried so hard to tell you, that I tapped the world dry, but there's no fire. Stay with fallen young, the affected are making us oblivious. It's a drought of a bitter hope and we're sold by the way they wro

Labor Day
Hello . I wanted to wish all my Family & Friends a wonderful labor day , I hope you all have a had a great holiday weekend . Enjoy your day today with your family and friends , bbq. picnic's, or just getting together . Luv ya all . Tom Free Graphics & Comments Codes

Why Oh Why Oh Why
So, I finally start talking to someone I like, and she likes me, and what happens, everyone who I liked before hand come running out of the wood works to talk to me. what the fuck, is there like a beacon that states, "Wes is no longer available." The reason I ask this is, this person we just got everything set up and good to go. The other two, one I tried getting something going a year ago, and no she was too stuck up for that shit, and the other, fuck I've been wanting to be with her for ages, and no she says she wants to be with me, but doesn't feel right. The person I'm talking with now, she enjoys talking with me, the works, (most into me it seems of all the people I have pursued). Oh well this was more of a rant cause people now want to try and make it tough on me and choices, but I've already made my choice.

Post Number 2, For This Blog And The Day
This blog as stated before, is more for me to vent out my frustrations of my personal being rather then those that are directed to others. This is a vent to the anger I put on myself, for everything going wrong. I was talking on yahoo the other day to a friend, and they asked me a question as to why am I a different person each day? Simple question, hard answer. Most see me more as the laid back person, when in fact the laid back person is like that because I am always at constant battle with myself. I grew up a lone wolf, and it's harder for me to let people in to my life. (This is the reason this blog was created, I can let people into my life at a little time, with no true dire consequences.) Well back to the story, I raised myself, paid household bills since I was 14, everyone I did let into my life hurt me beyond belief: examples of which include; father claiming mother left me, year later he started working double/triple shifts so I thought the same about him (these are age

Trouble Making Bitch
So Im just getting a little off my chest this morning. Ive got this crazy bitch who at one time was an online friend. Well now shes accusing me and talking to her men and making up stories so thay wont talk to her. She has threaten to come to my house now and beat my ass. Shes the one that contacted a guy that I know and been telling him stuff about me, we laugh. Like I have time for this. I have enough to deal with my mother not on line drama. Anyone got any suggestions? laura lee: just want you to know that it didnt do any good for you to tell mark that everybody could see his pics cuz when he looked there isnt even a folder marked only for me so try again bitch what jack wont talk to ya now lmfao you got what you deserved dont fuck with me remember adam knows where you live and I wont hesitate to beat your ass ..........your fuckin with the wrong person now bitch

For Those That Weren't Up At 5am :p
I started posting my poetry in my "dunno" stash, feel free to run by there and read/rate them... i was getting yelled at because blogs can only be rated once... i will be moving these from here into the stash as well later on this week, only the NSFW's will remain/be posted in this blog

My Personal Resume
This is at the request of my good friends who want to know if I'm the real deal and some of my finer qualities. Height: 5' 7" Weight: 150 lbs., but I'm working on bulking back up to my fighting weight. Hair: Auburn, but I cut it really really short. Eyes: Brown (yeah, yeah I know the joke already) For starters, I'm a great cook and really do enjoy cooking for my friends and family when given the chance. I'm comfortable either on a stove or a barbecue, but I prefer a barbecue. Everything from seafood, to steaks, to Italian and Mexican, I can do it all pretty much, I can even prepare escargot (that's snails, in case you were wondering). I have a knack for knowing what goes into a dish and adding my own flair to it. I like things spicy, but tend to calm things down for my friends so that they can enjoy it as well. Some things I enjoy in my spare time, dancing, shooting pool, a little gambling, swimming, going to the strip clubs and just hanging out with my friends and

Laugh For September 3
Funny Foreign English Phrases Cocktail lounge, Norway: LADIES ARE REQUESTED NOT TO HAVE CHILDREN IN THE BAR. At a Budapest zoo: PLEASE DO NOT FEED THE ANIMALS. IF YOU HAVE ANY SUITABLE FOOD, GIVE IT TO THE GUARD ON DUTY. Doctor's office in Rome: SPECIALIST IN WOMEN AND OTHER DISEASES. Information booklet about using a hotel air conditioner. Japan: COOLES AND HEATES: IF YOU WANT CONDITION OF WARM AIR IN YOUR ROOM, PLEASE CONTROL YOURSELF. In a Nairobi restaurant: CUSTOMERS WHO FIND OUR WAITRESSES RUDE OUGHT TO SEE THE MANAGER. On the grounds of a Nairobi private school: NO TRESPASSING WITHOUT PERMISSION. In Aamchi Mumbai restaurant: OPEN SEVEN DAYS A WEEK, AND WEEKENDS TOO. The best! In a Tokyo bar: SPECIAL COCKTAILS FOR THE LADIES WITH NUTS. Hotel, Japan: YOU ARE INVITED TO TAKE ADVANTAGE OF THE CHAMBERMAID. In the lobby of a Moscow hotel across from a Russian Orthodox monastery: YOU ARE WELCOME TO VISIT THE CEMETE

Life In Paradise
Nothing quite like going to the coast and cruising up and down it. Saturday my buddy Stu and I went up Old La Honda road and made our way to the Pacific. The weather was amazing for driving in my jeep with the top off. The ocean was tropical blue for a change. We headed south to Santa Cruz and made our way to Capitola. We must have had a good time at Margaritaville, the parking ticket said it all. It must have been 80 degrees with an amazing breeze. There were quite a few people out and about. A couple of bachelorette parties. Cute drunk chicks can be so fun! Made our way back over the hill and home safe and sane after a dumb and dangerous day.

Ok This Is Me Brew And How Im Today And Will Be From Now On
FOR PEOPLE WHO COME TO MY PAGE AND I SHOUT BOX THEM AND ASK THEIR PROMBLEM OR PRIVATE MESSENGE THEM ON WHAT WTF IS WRONG . ITS LIKE THIS , EITHER SPEAK WHICH IS BEING POLIET OR STAY THE FUCK OFF AND REMOVE ME FROM YOUR LIST OF FRIENDS . DONE BEING NICE , NOW THE BITCH IS OUT . CHERIE AKA WITCHESBREW

I Am An Eagle
I am an Eagle, I work best alone. I sit on a perch waiting and watching silently. When I see something that interests me, I swoop swiftly. I have no conception of fear, but I install it into my prey. They can't hear or see me until it's too late. I have great will and determination. I like to fly higher than anyone else. I try to break limits set by others. While I fly by myself I have time to think, Then I fall back down to earth. I have great eye site and can see things others can't, this gives me a great advantage. I see things in the distance and prepare for them. I am an Eagle By: Lucky to be Irish

Level Up
This is my awesome Cali friend "Munky" - Stone. He's a sweetheart and very much a doll. He's ready to level up. I've rated all his pix, so I'm of no help. :( Send him some love? All help is much appreciated. Thanx in advance. :) Munky@ fubar

Slips Away
It starts to happen when you dont even notice it little things change less attentio, less communication more fighting less affection fewer sweet words fewer loving gestures One minute it is " Hey just had to tell you you were on my mind" the next it's " I dotn feel like talking right now the smallest changes, that get overlooked but in time become bigger and bigger Is it we really dotn notice or we just deny what is happening? shouldnt we notice the signs? Why is it always when its too late that we recognize? shouldnt we feel the little pieces of our hearts being chipped away, before it finally shatters?

77-floating (that Sinking Feeling)
Here I am again waiting for solid ground And here I go again trying not to drown The moment I lost control was the moment you figured me out I never saw the rocks and i never felt the waves Swept overboard with nothing left to save You had me spinning You had me rolling From the beginning Blown wide open You had me floatin' Blown wide open Here I am burnt by the sun yet again Set adrift pointless to try and swim The moment I caught your gaze was the moment I lost my sight The sky went black and the earth was gone Left with nothing more than a small sense of wrong You had me spinning You had me rolling From the beginning Blown wide open You had me floatin' Blown wide open

"set Me Free"
SET ME FREE Light a candle, Set me free, release the pain inside of me. Replace this sadness on my face, your love will fill the hollow space. Open up for ALL to see, Pleeease--Don't let go of me. Trapped and lost within my walls, tear them down, my savior calls. Filling in my every need, light the way for me to see. Make me whole as once i was, spin a web of undying love. Exsisting for your eyes to see, Light a candle, Set me free!

Problem Solved:)
Just wanted to share the good news as an update to earlier... I was told that the Family Block crap wasn't the issue. Apparently, it was the issue. Someone who grieved Shannon and me earlier this week blocked Shannon apparently. I removed this chic from friends and wasn't aware that I had to remove her from family as well. I just found her in my family list and deleted... no block, of course. And guess what's in my bar tab!!!! Here, lemme show ya... · ~*~The Bitch~*~... rated your blog a '10'! 5 min ago · ~*~The Bitch~*~... rated your blog a '10'! 6 min ago · ~*~The Bitch~*~... left you a new blog comment! 6 min ago · ~*~The Bitch~*~... left you a new profile comment! 10 min ago I'm soooo excited.:P The Bitch is back. lmfao Anyway, most of you have this chic in your family, so I'm not name dropping tonight. Have a great night all! Much love and remember to share a smile with someone today. You never know who may need it! Here's my smile to you... :D

My Cat Is A Pussy!!!
So I'm sitting here, watching tv, with my back door open, just the screen door closed to let air in. When I hear this wierd scratching noise, so I get up to go see what it is, AND A POSSUM IS CLIMBING MY SCREEN DOOR!!!! And where are my cats might you ask, HIDING UNDERNEATH THE DINNING ROOM TABLE!!!!! I mean where the hell is the defense of territory, or the predatory instincts... So I've come to the conclusion that my cat is a PUSSY!!!!!

I'm Almost Back
Hi It's so good to feel you are missed. You receive those signals with even the tiniest pieces of attention and you feel good. You feel you have somebody who cares, you feel you have somebody you can really talk to, not just happily rejoyce. I do not agree with the quote of some famous person that friends are just for happy moments and if you are sad and low you'd better stay alone. I like sharing all with my friends. This week was tough because I only had so much paperwork and no fun, no usual chats on IM, no Fubar, not even proper emails. Rush everywhere and about almost everything. I do hope things will get less hectic by the end of this week and I will finally sit dow and relax a bit. Thank you all for the comments and attention. , K

Artistic Creation! Sfw
Wrote this last night at work, was quite bored, and needed to fill some time. Enjoy!! ----------------------------------------- Stepping into a lavish garden an old man walks up to his canvas. The canvas is situated on a marble patio surrounded by floral growth which fills the air with intoxicating scents. He is an artist, even the very garden in which he now stands was meticulously arranged, planted, and created by his hand. His love and appreciation of beauty is ever so evident in all that surrounds him. He is after all, a Master of Beauty. This learned and wise artist picks up his easel and brush and looks to the skies above and pulls in a long deep breath of the aromatic scents that float about him in the cool afternoon breeze. With his eyes closed brush and easel in hand the master artist contemplates a spring day, images slowly assemble in his mind, a marble bench before him, a fountain off to the side, the world begins to take shape. Suddenly he is wisked away to another

My Plans....:)
Good morning! :) Hope that everyone is waking up to a glorious day! After all, this is going to be a short week for most of us as yesterday was a holiday! Hope that you all had a wondeful weekend and got to spend the last "official" weekend of summer doing what you wanted to do... Well...I was rather busy all weekend. After many thoughts, considerations and deliberations within my heart, I called my very best friend and talked to her for a very long time. She listened very intently...letting me pour my heart out to her without any interruptions. After everything was said...my heart and soul bared...tears shed...she told me to follow my heart. If it was meant to be then it would be. If not, then I could always come to her...that she would always be here for me no matter what. I guess that's what best friends are for, huh? I have never been one to talk about such personal things with her...I know how much she has going on in her life and I've always felt that it would just be an added

I Am Home!!..
i am out of the hospital and just wanted to say thank you to everyone who responded to my freinds message for me...i had a stroke..luckily a mild one and i am not parralyzed i did however lose mobillity and stregnth to my entire right side but..I LIVE!!..lol so again thank you to shuebox for posting the messaGE ON MY SITE AND TO ALL OF YOU WHO THOUGHT TO CARE ANDY

Another Fool On Yahoo
God I hate arrogant fuckers that think I cant see thru their bullshit......BTW this is some dude from myspace, not here, that I ignore most of the time, didnt get the whole thing cause I kept closing the window.....and hes crazy if he thinks Im sendin him pics LMFAO jay brendell: ok we will see when you send that pic and we will work it out jay brendell: I am coming there soon jay brendell: but where will we stay jay brendell: got to get a room lexipinkmango: I think I may be too much of a bitch for you sorry jay brendell: why you say that lexipinkmango: because I am jay brendell: I am a boss to so we might like beening bossy lexipinkmango: who knows jay brendell: thats right jay brendell: anyway tell me more about yourself lexipinkmango: Ive told you all about myself on myspace, if you cant remember than your not as sincere as you try to come off as, anyways I gtg, maybe Ill refresh your memory later jay brendell: ok and I do remember a lil jay brendell: catc

Okay, What's The Deal Here?
Can someone tell me WHY, all at once, am I getting e-mails to let me know about a bulletin that was posted by one of my friends? And is there a way I can turn it off or is it like most things have been with Fubar lately - they change it and we just have to deal?

Want A Chance To Meet Me?
My company is in the process of expanding our financial education programs. We have offered these classes through the Eastern Panhandle of WV, but are now beginning to expand through the East Coast and possibly farther depending on demand. We offer classes for adults, companies, high school, and intermediate school students. Our class topics include: Understanding Credit: Repair, Maintenance, and Protection, Budgeting, How to save for your future, Retirement Planning, First Time Home Buyers Course, and Techniques for the Job-Seeker. We also customize classes to suit what you or your organization are looking for. We do offer more individualized programs, but I am specifically asking you, my FU friends, if any of you think the classes and seminars mentioned would be vital in your areas. I am trying to get at least one out of state class under my belt before October. EEK!!! If you, your business, or anyone you know may be interested in hosting us for a seminar, or in attending

Being Emo In Heart.
You might be DISGUSTED when you look at me. The way I walk with my head bowed down to let anyone STOMP on me if they wanna. The way I might STALK you or in other ways try to learn things about you without making you ANGRY or make you feel im too much. The way you LOOKED at me made me wish I was never BORN. I don't HATE you for the PAIN you inflict I can't HATE at all, you see. I let all the PAIN tear up my soul and HEART because nobody cares anyway. The reason I can't HATE even though I wanted to I really REGRET that day My fangs were ripped off at birth. You can call me anything you want but no matter what I'm an EMO in heart. Written the 3rd of September 2007.

Don't Talk To This Guy!!
SexyBeyotch made some rude and nasty comments on my salute pictures. He called me a four eyes dork and on the other said I looked like a feeble old F*%^. What a jackass!! So don't go there or if you do, don't be nice to him!

Vanilla Boys Are Stupid......
Vanilla boys are stupid...... this is a cut and paste from My shout box this morning ..... He asked Me what I would have him do ... I told him to lick My boots.... this was the conversation that followed.... ride_withm...: wen i do that then wh at ->ride_withm...: then I will take the heel of said boot and grind it into your balls ->ride_withm...: make you scream with pain ... and beg Me to stop ride_withm...: u not gonna please me? ->ride_withm...: LOL Not My job... it's your job to please Me

Something Before Sept 21st?
i have put together some articles i have seen over the past couple weeks to create this blog.this is the 1st....A mystery trader risks losing around $1 billion dollars after placing 245,000 put options on the Dow Jones Eurostoxx 50 index, leading many analysts to speculate that a stock market crash preceded by a new 9/11 style catastrophe could take place within the next month. The anonymous trader only stands to make money if the market crashes by a third to a half before September 21st, which is when the put options expire. A put option is a financial contract between two parties, the buyer and the writer (seller) of the option, in which the buyer stands to benefit only if the price of the asset falls. thats a very odd trade to say the least.when i first saw it i made some calls and talked with friends from ny.we talked for some time and thought it could have something to do with the sub prime lending problem and matbe china would start to sell off the dollar before the feder

What Happened
What happened to us as people? Our word used to mean something. It was a bond of trust if a man/woman gave their word it meant something. Now days not even their word on paper mean much anymore. We have to sue in order to sometimes make sure people abide by the words on a paper. We have lost our own morals. On the net men/women become wild beast almost. Drooling over people saying things they would never say in person. You would never see someone walking down the street saying what size penis or breasts do you have. What happened to respect for others? Trust,values, morals, respect... is what we have lost. On and Off line.

Nsfw Folders
OK I AM GONNA TYPE IN ALL CAPS CUZ MAYBE YOU PEOPLE MIGHT READ IT. I HATE FREAKIN ALL CAPS. IF I WANTED YOU TO SEE MY PRIVATE FOLDERS I WOULD HAEV THEM OPEN FOR YOU TO LOOK AT WOULDN'T I? BUT SINCE I DON'T THAT MEAN NO!!!!! YOU CAN'T SEE THEM SO QUIT ASKING. NO I WILL NOT ADD YOU TO FAMILY EITHER UNLESS WE CLICK AND I LIKE YOU. EVERYTME SOMEBODY ASKS ME TO SEE MY PRIVATE FOLDER AND I HAVE SEEN THEY READ THIS I WILL USE THE DELETE AND BLOCK BUTTON. EVEN IF YOU ARE PLAYING EBCAUSE I AM JUST THAT SICK OF IT. IT ISN'T LIKE THOSE PICS ARE THE HOLY GRAIL. SHEESH. OH AND IF YOU HAVE TO ASK PROVE THE SAME AS WHAT? REFERRING TO MY STATUS THEN YOU ARE JUST LIKE THE REST. AND WHAT IS TI ABOUT ME? LMFAO I EITHER..... #1 Click with somebody but they end up being married (and no I dont' mess with married men) OR.... B: Live too far away Or.... #3.. no mutual feelings Or.... D: they turn up liek the rest? Ok Obviously none of them are meant for me but still.....there's

Will You Fu Love Me Forever?
* I will include definitions for the Fu Impaired... Here I am, chatting with one of my Fu Friends (someone you only know through FuBar), and the topic of Fu Marriages (a very serious FuBar ceremony where you online marry someone, complete with a Fu Marriage Certificate) came up. So while he is telling me that his Fu Wife left him for another member (resulting in a Fu Divorce, you do not have to split half of your fubucks or lose custody of your account or fupets)I got to thinking, is a Fu Marriage the only Fu Relationship you can have? Obviously you have Fu Friends... but what do you guys think about these? Fu W/ Benefits (aka the Fu Fuck Buddy): A Fu Friend that you have cybered with. You may not have tapped it in r/l yet, but you are wearing out the print on your O key...ooooooooooooooooo yaaaaaa baby!! FUSO: Your Fubar significant other. You're not quite ready for the commitment of a Fu Marriage but you want them to know they are more than just a FU W/ Benefits Fuga

The 11 F-yous Of Fubar (this Cracks Me Up) Lol
The 11 fuck yous of fubar Fuck you number ONE OK PEOPLE STOP POSTING GOODNIGHT BULLETINS ON FUBAR. ITS NOT LIKE MYSPACE IS UR FUCKING HUSBAND OR WIFE, DUMBASS. Fuck You number TWO To the people who have like 25,000 friends; Are you fucking serious? You're stupid. Go play in traffic. Fuck you number THREE Don't ever post pictures and say: "OMG, I'm so ugly" because if you felt the pictures were ugly, you wouldn't post them. If you do you're a fucking moron. Fuck you number FOUR NOBODY cares about threats over the internet, so don't try to act hardcore with the keyboard. Fighting online is like racing in the Special Olympics; Even if you win, you're still retarded. Fuck you number FIVE Quit crying because you're not on someones 'Top Friends'. Who cares?!? ITS FUBAR!!! If you really cared that much, you would pick up the damn phone! Fuck you number SIX Who really cares if I don't accept you as a friend? MOVE ON!!! Don't send

Newsworthy? Lmfao
NEWS: Men stole hearse for pub crawl Two South African men have been arrested for going on a drinking spree in a stolen hearse with a body in the back. The men were caught in Soweto after the hearse ran out of petrol, reports the BBC. They had asked three women they had met at a drinking den to help push the hearse, but the women told the police. The hearse's driver told The Sowetan newspaper he was shocked at the theft. Siphiwo Mkhize said he had parked the hearse outside his house while he went inside to get money to buy fuel. "It is a shocking thing to realise there are people who could steal a hearse with a dead person inside," he said. "Going shebeen-hopping with a corpse takes the cake. What kind of people are these?" John Dlomo from the Community Policing Forum in the township of Soweto said the men appeared to be drunk when they were arrested. Home - News - Entertainment - Sport - Business Copyright © 2007 Ananova Ltd Stamp this one "COOL!" oh

Pic Giveaway
I am trying my hardest to get to Godfather. I dont know why but I want to get there before October. Or at least before Halloween. Sooo if you can I am giving away big pimpin prizes. 10,000 fu bucks and below during happy hour. All you have to do is rate all the pics in either of these folders. They are only opened during Happy Hours. There is no time limit! Rainbow - All things Rainbow Hot Babes When you are done just let me know and let me know what prize you would like! I will know if you don't rate all. I mean its less then 200 pics soo nothing huge. Please help me get to Godfather! MWAH!! xo GamerChick ox

I Just Noticed Something Rather Disturbing
Ok, I was in somebody's stash and found Nazi flags and symbols and considering the fact that I'm part German, I sure as hell don't go for Nazism or any other form of racism at all, not KKK and definitely not Nazism like in the days of Adolph Hitler and that, so I am going to be dropping people off of my list that has anything involving the KKK or Nazism because that's just ridiculous, yes I did click on one Nazi flag and hit thumbs up on it only because the damn flag was so small but when I clicked to the next one and seen what it looked like I wasn't very pleased at all, so from here on out, I see that and that person WILL be dropped off of my list because I'm not in favor of it, now or later or anytime in my life or on here, no way, no how, that's just bull to me, that's like hating any other person's ethnic background and I don't not until you've done something to me that warrants me to dislike or hate someone, PERIOD!

Ugh!!!!
my horoscope says i want to say whats on my mind..but not to..so i will try to follow that little bit of advice...suffice it to say..I am invisible...so when I am not I will return. Love to my friends..and those of you who arent..go away. hmmmm...honesty..the lost art in todays world! update.. I will be here and there but not anywhere. I have a need to shut everything out..but don't want to shut out the people I visit with daily or almost daily. I love all of my friends..and I really like some of the newer ones...I don't know why I take life so seriously but I do..and since there isn't a happy medium to be found I will be scarce. xoxoxo enjoy the weekend all, sorry if I don't respond for a bit. me

Sad And Depressed!!!!!
I just feeling bad and trying to find someone else but I just give up and I am so tired to finding or not!!! Some ladies lives too faraway from me!! Most of good ladies lives over 300 to 1000 miles away!!! I just trying but little bit stressful and I just thinking I don't needs anything right now!!! JUST DEPRESSED!!! Thanks Mike Have fun at FUBAR!!!!!!

Pimpout!!!! Funusladybug!!
Its Time For the Fire Side Pimp out!! Make sure yall go and chack out FUNUSLADYBUG!! Shes a great person and will return all the love so make sure yall show her lots of love!! Fan Rate Add do all that good stuff and she has tons of great pics yall can go and comment and rate as well!! So show her lots of Love and tell her Bubba Sent ya!! (¯`·._)FUNUSLADYBUG(¯`·._)@ fubar And lets not forget Yesterdays Pimpout!! NeaBear!! ?Neabear?@ fubar

How Manyluvs Can U Have?
Laser My Words TELL ME WHAT U BELIEVE CAN A MAN LOVE JUST ONE WOMAN ? OR A WOMAN JUST ONE MAN ? WHAT IS LOVE.. IS IT LUST...HEARTBREAK...TEARS...ASS.....LIES CAN YOU REALLY SEE THE SOUL OF ANOTHER Laser My Words

Wow A Second Post For The Good Blog. Lol
OK. I've got a date on Thursday night. We're going out to dinner and then to a free concert in town. Any suggestions on what I should do would be greatly appreciated. I've never been on a real date before.

Pffft
never ever fooking listen to a woman, i asked a fellow mummer not naming names how to use the washer and she said just put it all in and turn it on and so i did an hour later i got a whole new pink wardobe. then she tells me i have to seperate whites and colors wtf.

**love For Love**
do you want help getting to the next level? all you need to do you comment 25 of his pictures and i will make sure that you level up NO MATTER WHAT LEVEL YOU ARE AT NOW i will make sur you get to the next one. so... go comment his pix... then let me know when you have and im here to help! :D Silver Blood@ fubar

Crazy But Sweet
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Farenheight Bombers
Have you ever wanted to be in a bomber family that rates their family members stuff???? Are you a helpful person when it comes to a bomber family??? I'm starting my own bomber family, I'm tired of being in a family that doesn't help it' s members. If your tired of the same join my new family Farenheight Bombers RULES FOR FAMILY 1. Must rate all family members stuff. Weather it be all at once or a bit at a time. 2. Must add/fan all family members 3. Must add founder to family 4. Must read founders blogs for contest updates. Please also comment if you can or can't help on the contest at the present time. 5. must join farenheight lounge our headquarters. http://fubar.com/lounge.php?l=7964 I'm taking serious members only. If you join and I see that you aren't keeping up with the family I will remove you immediately. We are gonna be a bomber family, who will be helping family members and friends.

Poetry- Angel Of Fire
Angel Of Fire I See You Walking To Me In That Long Silk White Dress Your Black Hair Dancing In The Wind The Flames Around You Seem To Shine Through Your Hair You've Come Into My Life With What To Gain? I Can Give You My Heart I Can Give You Unconditional Love Be Forever A Loyal Friend & Protect You & Respect The Beautiful Goddess That You Are But I Know You Don't Expect Much In Return So I'm Offering You My Heart My Soul I Love You & I Promise You This I Will Walk Beside You On This Long Road Ahead Side By Side Wharever This Path May Take Us Tell The Very End Of Time.. By Bi_Chics_Rock_69

Overwhelmed
Ever feel like you're down in a hole, even when you are content with your life? Wow, just started unpacking one suitcase and became a little overwhelemed so I had to come out of the room for a few minutes. Trying to figure out why that overwhelmed me, perhaps I am scared to unpack in fear that in 3 months I will have to re-pack again. Rudi told me the other night soon we will be going to the Government office to apply for a work visa. My biggest fear is what happens if they deny it? Will I have to go back through this whole process again? I got to Germany Friday and he left early Monday morning for the week to work. I am actually ok with that, but I do miss him like crazy, seems like it was just a tease after being away for over 3 months. I was starting to think that things were not *quite* the same with us, but I am fairly certain they are now, he just has alot on his mind with all the work he is doing. I am super proud of him and how well his business took off featuring he started

Vicks Kleenex
If any of you have not tried the Vicks scented kleenex, you really should they are great...I do have one suggestion though, when you run out of toilet paper and think about using them, ya know, on ya lol...Think twice, it feels as if someone wiped ya with a vicks lozenge ya get that tingly coolish feeling...Don't ask me how I know this, I JUST KNOW... lmaooo

To My Kids
daddy's sorry he failed you so sorry he's not home if it's any consolation i'm sad to be alone so sorry that i left you guys although my hands were tied i know i said forever so sorry that i lied sorry mom and dad just couldn't get it together enough to compromise on things to make all of our lives better so sorry that i'm missing those things a dad's supposed to see and i'm missing out on u guys becoming the people that u will be i love you kids with everything that lives inside my soul i hope i've told you this enough so that you'll always know i'm sorry if your feeling pain cuz daddy's hurting too cuz daddy never dreamed there'd be a day away from you

Stop Asking
For my yahoo. If you read my WHOLE name it says I will not give it out and thats what it means. I SAY WHAT I MEAN, AND MEAN WHAT I SAY. I only have a select few on my yahoo and they are ONLY close friends that I know from around here.

I Give Up On People
seriously...i just ran across about 3 "white supremacists" pages and i dont get it...how could u stand for the "aryan" race when you have brown/black hair and brown eyes? dumb asses u support a man who would have killed u too. Seriously the so called aryan race [[which doesnt exist]] was suposted to be tall blonde and blue eyes people....hitler him self wasn't any of those things...u people support and follow a man who was a hypocrite. People are going to have sex with other races....GET OVER IT!...some people sicken me.

554
So today at work, they were bringing out the Halloween stuff in our "Closeouts" Department. I can not wait till I get paid next Friday.. I am going to be buying a few items...I usually work on Halloween, during the day time, and We are allowed to dress up in costumes if we'd like...so I think I just may this year. I'm finally going to get my 'tiara'! and I'm thinking of getting angel wings to go with it. And probably some sparkly makeup! I think it'll be cool!! :D Though - With my luck, I'll end up having Halloween off. Oh well - Things since yesterday have gotten better at home. For now anyways. Hopefully it'll last a while. We'll see. BrattyBytch/OUT!

My Wish...
Is to stop being the biggest bitch in the world before I lose the most important thing in my life. Why I am a bitch...I wish I knew. Maybe its all the asshole that have hurt me and I think he is gonna do the same or maybe I am just a MISTAKE! Vamp

In A Better Mood
Well today I am in a better mood!! YAY!!! I went to the doctor and found out I lost some weight, so that helped alot, that's the first time in a year Ive been there and haven't gained weight:D!!!! I just wanted to to say thanx to all of yall that helped me feel better last night, especially some one I chatted with last night that helped pull me out of the hole I was puttin myself in, you know who you are *hugs*. Well I hope everyone is havin a good night, much love to you all!!! ~Lexi

The Masses Are Asses
I met a new friend from Iraq this week. I am not sure why but he found me somehow. We have been talking a lot about his work, his life, and his views on what is happening over there. He is a doctor over there and was born and raised in Iraq. If the American people only knew what intelligent people in Iraq thought about America maybe they would change their minds about us being there. Sometimes it really upsets me when people who have no clue about what is going on in the world, listen to politicians who just want to get peoples votes and are willing to say anything to do so, and suddenly form an uneducated opinion on something they know nothing about. I am just rambling on about something that the uneducated people would try to argue with me about and no matter what I say I will be wrong. THE MASSES ARE ASSES!!!!!

Yay *rolls Eyes*
So, I've been up for 37 hours right now. Step Dad, in the hospital again, the cat got poisoned and died, been taking care of my mother, and I have had two panic attacks the past couple days (more then normal I usually have one once a blue moon). My mom is getting on my last nerve, I can't wait to move out on Friday.

This Sums Up My Single Life For The Past Year... Luv The Lyrics
I lost a piece of me in you I think I left it in your arms I forget the reasons I got scared But remember that I cared quite a lot You see but lately I’ve been on my own Yeah one, but one by choice You see that’s a first for me This only me, yeah there’s only me And I realize for once it’s just me It’s just me It’s just me and I’ll find a way to make it There’s no one left to stop me, here I go Can we take it from the top So wide, so long, so sad I want to be strong Don’t try to take this from me I’ve already spent living half my life undone So wide, so long, so sad I want to be strong Don’t try to take this from me I’ve already spent my life living half undone I’ve been talking to my aunts and uncles, Mom and dad again I’ve been finding out that I have What this world has called friends I’ve tried to push them all away They pushed me back and want to stay And that’s one good thing I have I’m gonna feel a peace in me I’m gonna feel at home I’m gonna make

79-carcrash
Did you feel this moment Could you hear the tear These scars are too shallow And i'm too hallow to care Shattered dreams like broken glass The strain you represent Like a carcrash I wait it out You left this soul bruised and bent 20 ways do die in this wreckage I found out the hard way at least a dozen Selfless sacrifice was ur mask Realised too late my mistakes are golden I wanna blow this whole thing to pieces Make you see I'm empty as these words Bracing for an impact that never comes As I turn upside down moments begin to blur Insecurities turn to tragedies gained I lose track of who's scars are which Tattooed memories are forever Self destructive and that's the bitch Losing myself in what you want me to be Never asked you for more than you are Why do I have to make mountains from a grain of sand Walk away now before it goes too far.........

The Best Woman?!
THE MOST AMAZING GIRLS I KNOW, ARE RIGHT HERE! THEY HAVE MY BACK, AND I WILL ALWAYS HAVE THEIRS. THE MOST AMAZING WOMEN I HAVE MET, QUITE POSSIBLY IN MY ENTIRE LIFE ARE IN THIS BULLETIN. GOOD WOMAN IN THIS WORLD THAT REALLY, YOU GOTTA APPRECIATE THE ONES THAT YOU FIND. Aussie_Goddess™ [[DRUNK1's TOP STALKER 24/7]]@ fubar RebELLe {Stevens RL Wifey}{the Tanks Owner n Enforcer}@ fubar (¯`·._)ThePurestofAngels(¯`·._)@ fubar *~þöŁşķįĆħęŗŗŷ~*@ fubar THESE AMAZING LADIES, YOU PROBABLY ALREADY HAVE, WITHOUT A DOUBT, I HAVE PIMPED THEM OUT A MILLION TIMES, BUT IS TOO MUCH LOVE EVER ENOUGH? I MEAN, C'MON NOW! WITH MUCH LOVE, THIS IS BROUGHT TO YOU BY, FUBAR'S RESIDENT DRUNK: Drunk1{AussieGoddessStalkingVictim}{theTanksGM}@ fubar Fine Print: Hope should be on this bulletin BUT a gerbil stuffing moosefucker and his lil queer ass bitch got her deleted cuz they couldnt handle the truth about their own fucked up mentalities.

5357
i serve machines they keep me blind sometimes i get away only for awhile my name is lost a new one found number 5357 til im in the ground i serve machines they give no breaks they keep me working til i sleep they took my name traded it in im number 5357 working for them the sun is lost im stuck inside my number is written keeps me alive im 5357 5357 5357,5357,5357 i serve machines

My Guy Facts...lol
Guy Facts: When a guy calls you, he wants to get laid When a guy is quiet, he wants to get laid When a guy is not arguing, he wants to get laid When a guy says, "I'm fine." after a few minutes he wants to get laid When a guy stares at you, he wants to get laid When your laying your head on a guy's he wants to get laid When a guy calls/texts/comments you everyday, he wants to get laid When a (good) guy tells you he loves you, he wants to get laid When a guy says he can't live without you, he wants to get laid When a guy says, "I miss you,". he wants to get laid

Whatever
Whatever has become my favorite word lately, I wanna say Im doin good, but whatever, how are things, whatever....blah blah blah... Im sick of bein alone and maybe I should get me some birthday sex tomorrow....its been 3 months and the last guy i HAD SEX WITH HAS BEEN CALLIN ME, SOOOO.... maybe I should get me some, fuck it, no one wants me for theierir girl so,,,maybe I should go for it, god knows I need to get laid so......

Does Anyone Know?
You know the small pics. on our profile page in our info. box? Is there a way to change which of pics. are shown there? Lame blog but I want to know! Please and thanks in advance if I don't get back to you right away. *muah*

Oh, It's The End Of The Line....!
I was thinking this morning after I received a text message and a voicemail from someone about one of the main reasons I'm single. Well one being cause I happen to like it for the time being, but secondly I'm so busy fixing other people's relationship problems, including said texter, that I don't have time for my own. HOW MANY TIMES CAN I TELL YOU TO STOP ACTING LIKE A FOOL????? I drove to work in a rage this morning because since I was asleep I KNOW that anything that happens between said texter and whomever they were with last night will be MY FAULT for not being awake to answer the phone and "talk them out of it." You're a grown ass adult. Talk yourself out of it.

Shit
Even if you feel great, you still have something to get off your chest. See if you can find someone who's willing to listen for as long as it takes, as it might take more time and energy than you anticipate. (oh fuck this can only be bad........... because yes I do have something thats bothering me)

Bestiality..or Not To Beast..
or Bestiality new Aids myth ~ Is this what is being taught to children in Africa? Bestiality 'safe sex' says boy But the SABC interviewed at least one boy who admitted he considered bestiality as safe sex, and that he and his friends had sex with goats up to four times a week. "We know about Aids and we are very afraid of it. That is why we are having sex with these goats. Goats don't have Aids. "We see people in the village dying every day. It's because they have slept with one another and infected each other. Goats can't get those infections. We would therefore rather have sex with them," a Grade 11 pupil told the broadcaster. "It's obvious that if I'm not sick there is nothing I can transmit to goats and goats to me. We won't become HIV-positive because goats don't get Aids. We often share the same goat and don't get each other's diseases," he said. Am I a crazy close minded person to think this is INSANE?

Prayers
MY DEAR FRIEND AND FU-WIFEY HAD TO BRING HER SON TO THE DR. TODAY CUZ A BOY AT SCHOOL HIT HIM IN THE BACK OF HIS HEAD. HE WAS HAVING HEADACHES AND BLURRED VISION. I'VE BEEN PRAYING FOR HIM AND THEIR FAMILY, AND THOUGHT I'D MENTION IT.

Bad News Prt 2
Went an took my boy in to the doctors today, after him getting hit in the head with a book by some kid at school, well doc said he has a grade 2 concussion then after I had to take an get the cat scan done. Said he was not allowed to play any sports of any kind, an no school tomorrow.. Goes back in Monday, although I'm still waiting on the results from the CAT SCAN. Just hope it's nothing serious...

God Bless Miss Billie
PLEASE SEE THE BULLETIN I POSTED JUST NOW. MY DEAR SWEET FRIEND AND NEIGHBOR HAS PASSED AWAY. SHE WAS 90 YEARS OLD AND SO FULL OF LIFE. SHE DID HAVE A HEART ATTACK ON MONDAY. THANK GOD FOR HER AND THAT I HAD TIME WITH HER. NEVER THINK PEOPLE ARE PUT IN OUR PATH FOR NO REASON...IT IS ALL JUST A PART OF THE PLAN. SO BE KIND TO ONE ANOTHER.

When Will She Stop?
so, my sister is going downhill fast. i dont know what to do...well, theres nothing i can do. after my mom died she kept using my moms bank card for random crap. she even withdrew over 500 dollars to spend on who knows what. in total on just my moms cards shes spent over 1300 dollars. my dad just got his bank card statement. one time about a month ago he gave her his card number so she could order pizza. his statement comes out with over 20 orders of pizza, sometimes totaling over 54 dollars worth of pizza [so we know shes not just feeding herself], best buy charges, cd warehouse company charges, and random clothing store charges. in total almost 2000 dollars she spent using my dads card when he told her she could get pizza once. today my dad calls me up and tells me he just received a package sent to my sister from best buy with over 300 dollars worth of psp games. the best part...she tried to blame it on me. first off, i dont have a psp..second if i was going to use my dads car

*yawn*
I'm starting to tire of fubar. So I probably won't be on as much anymore. (or I might come back in a bit and whittle down my friends list and such. who knows). So hope y'all have fun at the "bar". I'm outtie (for at least a while). "um, why bother posting about this? just leave." eh, I felt like it. And hey, it's a blog, not an annoying bulletin. so there ;op

Well, What Wass The Point Of That?
I just went down to the Coffee shop to get some chocolate. They had one Mocha brownie left. So the guy behind the counter wraps it up so that all the frosting comes off with the paper. Now I'm left with a Naked brownie!!! :(

I'm So Glad Its Raining
I'm So glad its Raining V1. I'm So glad its Raining So noone else around Can see the Tears fall From my face And slowly fall to the ground I'm So glad its Raining So noone else can see That I started to fall for something Something that will never be Ch1. I know, Yes I know That you're his queen and hes your king I know yes I know Thats why I'm Glad its Raining V2. I'm So glad its Raining So noone else I know Can not tell how Much How Much I still love you so I'm So glad its Raining Because it Helps Me hide That i want you Forever Forever By my side Ch2. I know yes I know Your love is ever lasting I know yes I know Thats why I'm glad its Raining Repeat Ch1

Get Nice And Cozy In There...
Uggh...another one... =========================================== Name: "The Unwritten Sentinal Of Subc... (Online) Level: Idol (15) Gender: Male UNITED STATES Buzz: 30% Enter message: Name: "The Unwritten Sentinal Of Subc... (Online) ->Mely: welcome to my block list, make yourself cozy with all the other losers in there ->Mely: lol, you apparently were upset that I wasn't talking to you so you had to "tell" me that you were removing me rather than just removing me...funny how that works.. "The U...: well durr I don't...you remember...I wanted to be a friend I added you...not you with me...is basically the gist of what you said...I can't know a person who doesn't even try to talk to me...yet has a lot to say when I say I am gonna remove her and tell her she isn't decent...lol kinda funny how that works... ->Mely: omg, I'm not a decent person? You obviously don't know me.... "The U...: oh I'm sorry stupid me...I thought when

When
When you cry you know i wont die, often times though i will wonder why....why things went so wrong why you passes without your song...you left us here with lots of tears to wonder why and have our fears, did you leave us did we do you wrong, or did you leave because your song had been song??? i look back on you and i wonder and cry why did you leave me without even a good by...I miss you

My Story
I was born on September 20th, 1976 . When I was 6 weeks old I suffered from meningitis. I got sick and almost died. I sometimes wonder how my life would have turned out if the meningitis did not occur. Sometimes I wish I could turn back time or have some supernatural powers. Well after seeing the Butterfly effect those kind of ideas can run though my mind. Over the years they did not know what I had and later I was put on Ritalin to calm me down. Later In life I found out I had epilepsy. I would have Petit-mal seizures. It drove me crazy because I could not drive and stuff when i turned 16. I knew after I took care of my seizures my life would get back on track. I played sports and a couple times during the games I would have seizures and blackout. Like on the basketball court or the football field. After high school I had been going to Cleveland for tests where they hooked up wires to my head but each time I went I would not have a seizure when the time i needed to ha

♥ The Greatest Gift ♥
WHAT IS THE GREATEST GIVE YOU CAN RECIEVE ? WHAT IS THE GREATEST GIFT YOU CAN GIVE ? WHICH IS BETTER ? CAN BE ANYTHING-MONATARY-SPIRITUAL-????? YOU TELL ME........?//////////// WILL BE HAPPY TO SEE YOUR COMMENTS.. YOUR LINK WILL BE POSTED IN A SPECIal blog for those who comment on any blog SO YOU WILL GET A EXTRA PIMP-OUT COMMING SOON YOUR GRAPHICS AND SOUNDS AND TESTAMONIALS Laser My Words

Aaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrgggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhh
OK So I went on my date tonight. Had a pretty good time. When I got home my (ex?)wife just starts laying into me. I mean just tearing me up. Saying stuff like you treat her better than you ever treated me. WTF? I've met her one time. How the hell should I have treated her? I know I messed things up with my marriage, and by the time I was willing to do the right thing it was too late. But now that I am trying to do things right with someone else how does that give her the right to be so angry. I've admitted and apologized to her for the wrongs I've done, and she knew I was willing to really try to make things work. But she wouldn't have it, I didn't make the effort soon enough so f**k me, right? Am I being an insensitive ass here? She asked me if I felt bad at all during our date. I told her no, and she got all pissed of saying "Well, then you're over me." I'll never be over her. She was my first true love. But she no longer loves me. Why do I have to suffer for what she d

Message To The Canadian Embassy... Lol (nsfw)
hey puke Hide header Date: Thu, 06 Sep 2007 23:53:05 -0700 From: Size: 4 KB To: canadian_embassy@fubar.com Reply-To: just wanted to let you know.... i do hate your guts but, unlike you, i have to balls to say it out loud. i don't pretend to be some high and mighty fucktard. you are one sorry excuse for a human being... a waste of space... Christian... worse still you are a coward. You create a group that is supposed to battle 'haters downrates & drama', or so you say. There are mor & more of us that see through you bs Christian, you created this group not to help it's members and not at all for positive reasons. You created this group for your own personally gain, for grip, for power. You use these people to do your dirty work PERIOD. that is the only reason you founded this group and you know it. so do your worst you cowardly bastard... call me a pedo, photoshop up some stupid evidence.. maybe edit ur own blaster billings to look like mine... lol... How can you say you lead a

~be Back Soon My Friends~
My computer went down a few days ago. So I'll be down for a while but hopefully not to long. I should be back up by next weekend or the following week. Thanks my friends for all the comments. Have a great weekend and a great week ahead. Hugzzzz Cheryl MySpace Graphics & MySpace Codes

Domestic Violence
This video really got to me. I can relate completely because of my own life experiences. Listen to some of the things said, and how off the wall they seem. But to anyone who has gone through anything that relates to this even the slightest bit, these "off the wall" statements make so much sense.

What Is An Orgasm?
Hey... I have a question for you all out there...it was asked of me and I was at a loss of words..*giggles*..yes I know hard to believe..but very true... Someone came to me and asked what is an orgasm? Can you say brain freeze of the nth degree? Yup... I mean I know what it is ...and I know what causes said things to occur... But damn...how do you explain what it is really? I mean there is the technical cold sterile way of describing it .. But..even as I said it in that way ..it left me with a...yuck feeling..if you know what I mean...so I have a lil wee challenge for you all... Sooo...Tell me..describe to me... what is an orgasm? ..creativity is a must..and no points deducted for spelling and grammar and all..nope..I just want to know...

The Body
All the organs of the body were having a meeting, > > trying to decide who was the one in charge. > > > >'I should be in charge,' said the brain , > >'Because I run all the body's systems, > > so without me nothing would happen.' > > > >'I should be in charge,' said the blood , > >'Because I circulate oxygen all over > >so without me you'd all waste away.' > > > >'I should be in charge,' said the stomach,' > > Because I process food and give > >all of you energy.' > > > >'I should be in charge,' said the legs, > >'because I carry the body wherever > > it needs to go.' > >'I should be in charge,' said the eyes, > >'Because I allow the body to see > >where it goes.' > > > > > >'I should be in charge,' said the rectum > > 'Because I'm responsible for > >waste removal.' > > > > > >All the other body parts laughed at the rectum > > And insulted him, so in a huff, > >he shut down tight. > > > > > >Within a few days, > >the brain had a terrible head

Where Are My Blog Urls
hmmm was wondering why my blogs urls aren't on my main page , I was thinking maybe they are to Naughty to be on here!!! Oh well more to come If u go to the top bar look up the top blogs u will find mine there are still here , With more to come more naughty ones very soon Been one hell of a summer !!! Hope u all enjoy...Redqueenbbw xoox thanks for all the fubar luvin !!!!!

Contests
Hello everyone! I have to leave for Cleveland very early tomorrow morning...the trip was planned last year. Unfortunately, the hotel I am staying in does not have internet capabilities...how about that for "bush league". The trip, coupled with all the love many of is have been showing for Mary (Dreamcather), has left me sort of in the lurch. If any of you can help, I would really appreciate it...20,000 comments needed for a one month VIP. The link is below and I thank you in advance for your consideration...even if you can't help! manly!!!!

A Member On Here Thinks He Can Get Away With This, Please Help Me!!!
sugardaddy is his name, and being a dirty fucking pervert is his nasty game. LADIES.. please check this link and make sure your not on here. This ASSHOLE thinks he can publish pictures on a website without OUR permission, we can take him to court. These are pictures of our TITS, your body being exposed with out permission, he just took it upon himself. I don't care to have that shared with the www... here is the link: http://www.angelfire.com/fl5/jacksgiftshoppe8/ and his name is sugardaddy... and you wonder why our folders are marked private, to keep asshats out like HIM!!! please help me, tell him he needs to emove this site!!!

Hahahah...idiot
Some idiot tried to call me out...we had a pleasant little SB convo...sorry I missed the beginning of it. First person I've had a discussion like this with, so I thought I'd share. He was trying to stick up for someone who posted a "lime pepsi vs summer pepsi" bullshit non-mumm. As always, bottom to top ->The Mogul: Oh, I'm not into gay porn...thanks The Mogul: peace The Mogul: keep bein an unhappy lil man... I've got money to make, keep workin for guys like me fool The Mogul: right... and that's why you're you, and that's why I'm me ->The Mogul: fuck yeah. I beat that little bastard with a tire iron. little fucking thing The Mogul: Im sure you smack your dog around too The Mogul: beatin up on the weak and young isn't? ->The Mogul: only in your own feeble little mind The Mogul: so now you're stupid too The Mogul: any manchild that derives fun from being a mumm nazi should be ->The Mogul: I'm not embarrased The Mogul: lol right The Mogul: givin you a taste of your own m

Inspired By Dreams
Inspired by my Dreams Dreams of only You You are my Need Need must be Fulfilled Fulfilled by letting Go Go into our Souls Souls that are Connected Connected through our Desires Desires of our Hearts Hearts beating as One One breath one Passion Passion takes us Higher Higher into the Stars Stars burst and Shatter Shatter into tiny Pieces Pieces of my Dreams Dreams you have Inspired ~JMW~ 9-7-2007

Stop The Violence!
Hi, I'm Jane Doe, Meet my husband John Doe. He loves me & I love him... These are my kids... We have 3 children together that he loves as much I do He cheats on me, It's ok, I know he loves me. He got fired today because he drinks on the job. It's ok I found him a new job..., He loves me. He works late every day, I hardly see him.., It's ok, he loves me. Tonight he was drinking heavy, he chocked me, it's just the alcohol.. he loves me. I went to buy food for the kids today, the bank account was empty... he's been gone 3 days... it's ok he loves me. He comes home finally, I was so worried. He was doing drugs all weekend with his friends.., it's ok, he loves me. I told him I missed him, I told him the kids were hungry. I asked him to stop... He beat me, I had to go to the hospital... it's ok, he loves me. Our car got reposed today, he's drunk and high. My best friend called him today. She told him I said I didn't love him anymore. I had a disagreement with her about some

Over You
A million tears wouldn't make this better. I know because I've cried. Finding someone else couldn't make me forget you. I know because I've tried. Telling people everything's fine doesn't make it so. I know because I've lied. But one day soon I'll be okay again. I know because I'll get over you. And your luck will run out to leave you all alone. I know because it happened here too. But we'll still have the memories, the laughs and the smiles. I know because our love was true.

Domestic Violence You Can Change It
Hi, I'm Jane Doe, Meet my husband John Doe. He loves me & I love him... These are my kids... We have 3 children together that he loves as much I do He cheats on me, It's ok, I know he loves me. He got fired today because he drinks on the job. It's ok I found him a new job..., He loves me. He works late every day, I hardly see him.., It's ok, he loves me. Tonight he was drinking heavy, he chocked me, it's just the alcohol.. he loves me. I went to buy food for the kids today, the bank account was empty... he's been gone 3 days... it's ok he loves me. He comes home finally, I was so worried. He was doing drugs all weekend with his friends.., it's ok, he loves me. I told him I missed him, I told him the kids were hungry. I asked him to stop... He beat me, I had to go to the hospital... it's ok, he loves me. Our car got reposed today, he's drunk and high. My best friend called him today. She told him I said I didn't love him anymore. I had a disagreement with her about some

Dreaming Of You
I Dream of You In the stillness of the night Your arms are the wind Holding me Tight Whispering softly Calling my name It's your voice i hear again and again My heart is full.yet empty to Because the one thing I want and can't have Is you!!!!!