you go through life looking for that special someone...and when you find them..it scares you...so you do everything you can to keep it in some cases at a distance..and in other cases you let them in completely..not fearing the chance of yet another person breaking your fragile heart..because you come to trust them completely..and they say.."i won't break your heart...i love you too much to do that"...and then you become too much for them to handle...hey everyone has their own issues...but they still can't handle you...you warn them from the beginning that you aren't easily handled...but they say.."oh i'm not afraid of that...i can handle you"....turns out to be one lie after another...and you still forgive them..breaking your heart inch by inch....you lose sight of truth...the only thing left that matters to you is love for this person..forsaking all others before them.....and still it matters not..because they have made up their mind and are too proud or stubborn to change it....welcome to my life
