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I Am Really Pissed
Sometime between last night 7/3 and this morning, Myspace completely deleted my account. I can only imagine it is because I was promoting cherry tap. I have been on myspace for months and had over 1000 friends on my list. Apparently the people at myspace are threatened by their competition here at cherry tap and they should be.

Mighty Frog Hunters
wE STARTED THE DAY OFF CATCHING A SMALL TODD, AND A WORM, THEY WERE BUDDIES. THEN WE CAUGHT A BABY TOAD. THEN A MEDIUM SIZE TOAD. WE KNOW HAVE A FAMILY OF TOADS, MOMMA, PAPPA, AND THEIR CHILD. THIS ALL COMING FROM A 6 YEAR OLD, HAS TO BE THE TRUTH RIGHT. LATER ON THE BABY FROG AND THE WORM WERE PLAYING, AND THE BABY FROG STEPPED ON THE WORM AND SPLIT IT IN HALF. I CAN NOT MAKE THIS UP, THIS IS THE STORY FROM A 6 YR OLD. BY THE WAY I'M SUPER DAD, CAUSE I CAUGHT THE FIRST TOAD.

Divided
Lately, I have been reasessing my emotional state. And I have come to a conclusion I never thought I'd see in my life. I am emotionally unstable. I know this through events such as recent and last night. Especially towards my ex wife. There are days I weap for the loss of companionship, days when I feel compeled to be nice and give her stuff as I upgrade in my home, though she deserves nothing. And times like last night, when the hate releases itself. The demon inside flares up in all it's firey glory, and consumes your mind. Last night I went out. I ran a Jack night. I have been drinking Jack for 12 years. In the last 2-2 and a half, he has gone from being my friend, to being my release. The smallest thing, and as my mood shifts, it shifts in full swing. I was having fun, laughing with friends and enjoying the pleasent scenery at Saucy's. It's a normal bar I bounced at. Then it happened, my ex wife showed up. She never goes there, but last night she did. I tasted the blood in my mout

My Desolate Heart
Somewhere within myself there is an oasis. A haven to escape to. Where a lush valley with fragrant flowers and a babbling brook flows quietly in the background. The area of this oasis was a much larger place at one time. Where I could kick off my shoes and feel the grass beneath my feet. Inhaling the intoxicating aromas of exotic fauna that had flourished. To maintain this place beholden to myself was simple, a few moments of happiness. The more bliss betwixt my existence, the more fervently my garden bloomed. Now when I attempt to escape to my secret hideaway, the smaller and smaller it seems. Once the edges were permeated with new growth and shoots of soft blades. Traipsing along the borders of my retreat I am astounded by the emergence of dried patches of ground. The soil that was once rich is now arid and cracked. The desolation is encroaching. How long before this harborage is completely overtaken? With your tutelage my conservatory once throughly covered all

Freedom, Part I
Despite city ordinances prohibiting fireworks, the neighbor children are having a helluva time blowing shit up. Last night, as I lay in bed, exhausted from days of mind-numbing study, I tried to relax, but kept jumping every time another rocket blasted, a whistler screamed through the air. Mauberly jumped, too, and she hopped into bed with me, slept a little closer than normal. I'm not sure how she thought I could protect her from the juvenile delinquents, but it was a sweet gesture. Perhaps she thought she was protecting ME. The incessant popping and banging conjured up memories. Twelve years ago, on the fourth of July, I was freed from my virginity--made fully independent from whatever shred of innocence I'd clung to. I had just turned sixteen and was dating a boy named Tim. We'd been seeing each other since New Years, when we so predictably kissed as the ball dropped, as his balls rubbed against my thighs. We were a horny little pair, a devilish set. He was a y

Fresh Fruit Salsa Chicken
Fresh Fruit Salsa Chicken Here, a tangy-sweet fruit salsa makes a wonderful accompaniment to chicken cutlets. The dish is great with couscous or brown rice, or, if you care to go the extra mile, rice pilaf. Credit: Francis Anthony, the Love Chef Servings: 4 Ingredients: * 4 large chicken cutlets * Soy flour (approximately 1/2 cup, more if needed) * 3 tablespoons extra virgin olive oil * 1 tablespoon unsalted butter * 1/2 cup chopped red onion * 1/2 jalapeno pepper, finely chopped * 1/2 cup white wine * 2 1/2 cups diced fresh fruit (nectarines, peaches, plums, kiwifruit or any combo) * 2 tablespoons fresh lime juice * Salt to taste * Freshly ground black pepper * Cilantro sprigs Directions: Dust the chicken with soy flour. In a medium skillet, gently saute the cutlets in the olive oil and butter until cooked. Remove to a warm platter. Add the onion and jalapeno (and additional oil, if needed) and saute un

In The Kitchen...
So, lately I've been feeling rather creative in the kitchen. Last week, I made pizza (complete with a homemade crust) that was so good, it caused the A/C to go out (okay, so it was the heat of a 400 degree oven for hours on end that did it - still). Last night, I made a chicken jambalaya that was fucking incredibly good - even without the traditional andouille sausage and shrimp. Tonight, I'm making Italian bread from scratch. It's funny, even with my love of food and cooking, I never bothered to try and open my own restaurant. My father used to manage restaurants, and told me about the difficulty of making a restaurant successful. With where I live (between Baltimore and DC), the competition is hellishly intense. Even as a resident, I've seen countless restaurants fail. I think the main reason I choose not to open a restaurant (besides my father's warnings) is that I don't have enough recipes of any single cuisine to really create a theme. I know Italian, Cajun, Marylan

Scopy Scope Has Done Me Wrong
You feel loving, lovely and -- oh, let's be honest -- ever so slightly fuzzy. It's a great time for expressions of affection; ax the canny mental maneuvers. Enjoy this soft and dreamy influence for what it is. And I ask you all my ct friends, fans & family, just who the fuck {pardon my french} am I supposed to use this 'loving, lovely, slightly fuzzy' feeling on???

Geeks Are Sexy Too!
Why Geeks Make Good Lovers One of the Universal Truths that lie just beyond the fabric of modern society is the axiom that geeks, along with nerds and other peoples who overinvest in intelligence but boast underdeveloped social skills, make the best lovers. Once people realize this, the sexual revolution that will sweep through western culture will make the seventies look like the fifties, and I’m not talking about wider pants. The reasons why geeks are unparalleled as lovers are simple and many: Geeks don’t sleep around Geeks, through their higher IQ and therefore greater understanding of the tragedy of human condition, know that the dice only seem to have more sides on the other side of the table. Hence, they instinctively stay loyal to their lovers through thick and thin. Their social skills are also not well developed enough to support an affair, and frankly, geeks generally aren’t quite sure how they ended up with the lover they have attracted. When you date a geek, you know th

Happy
ok on a happier note...i love my friends very much and that last blog wasent about them..it was about a certain situation. if you are my real friend you know that my heart is in the right place and i try to do what i think is best...sometimes i get stuck and i dont know what to do. over the last few months or so ive made some amazing friends and i found someone i love veryyyyy much...its just drama that makes me wanna leave but the good friends i have who make me wanna stay.. So to all those people who made this a good experience for me...THANK YOU!.. oh and PS...i love you rj lol

Barbecued Pork Ribs
Barbecued Pork Ribs Happy Fourth! The magic of these ribs -- well, besides their luscious texture and incredible flavor -- is that you can prep them before your party so that a quick trip to the grill is all they'll need once guests arrive. Credit: Lifestyle Cooks Servings: 6 Ingredients: Ribs * 2 quarts beef broth * 1/4 cup red wine vinegar * 2 teaspoons ground cumin * 1 teaspoon garlic powder * 2 tablespoons tomato paste * 1 tablespoon molasses * 1 teaspoon salt * 3 pounds baby back pork ribs Sauce * 1/2 cup chili sauce * 1/4 cup honey * 1/2 cup ketchup * 2 tablespoons steak sauce * 1/4 cup orange juice * 2 tablespoons tomato paste * 1 tablespoon garlic, crushed * 2 teaspoons paprika * 1 tablespoon Worcestershire sauce * 1/2 teaspoon dried mustard Directions: Prepare the ribs: Combine all ingredients, except for the ribs, in a large stock pot or Dutch oven. He

Golf Attire
What is the proper golf attire? I will start out by saying what NOT to wear. Do not wear blue jeans. Do not wear sleeveless shirts, unless you’re a woman. Women are allowed to wear sleeveless shirts. Collarless shirts are allowed in some courses, but to be on the safe side, especially if you plan to play in a private and exclusive golf course, wear a shirt with a collar. And if possible, tuck your shirt in. The starter may not allow you to tee off if you don’t wear the proper golf attire. You will be forced to buy a golf shirt or a pair of golf pants at the pro shop, and we all know that pro shops almost always OVERPRICE their items! Women are always concerned with fashion. The style of clothing in golf often changes for women. Therefore, they are not very strict with women when it comes to golf attire. But, ladies, please, wear decent and proper golf clothing. Wearing a pair of shorts is allowed, yes. How short it is, well, I have not seen any rule against wearing ver

.quick..catch.up.
k. im alive. kinda. n stuff. *nod* i think im sleep typing...but than...no. can you say...exhausted? cuz i sure can. ya ever just...bust so much ass...you're not completely sure you've made any progress whatsoever cuz the mess looks about the same if not worse? ya...thats pretty much where i am right now. we got internet yesterday... i was too tired to utilise it im also too tired tonite...but i figured i'd take a few moments before i pass out into oblivion and see how well the wireless worked down in my bedroom... i must say its superfantastic. tomorrow the direct-tv peoples are sposed to come...sometime between the hours of 7 - 12...or 12 - 5...which pretty much sounds like oh gee...between the hours of 7 - 5. fuckers. dun try to break it up and make it sound all special... i must say... i havent missed my horrorscopes in the least...get a load of this shit eh? There's a time to move instinctively and then there's a time to weigh each decision as if it were a

This Is Embarrassing(she Can Tell You Who She Is)
My heart has healed nomore is the pain. I have a different outlook on life,I have everything to gain. Its kind of funny what a little hope will do for a man. Thanks to you,on my two legs I now stand. With you by my side theres nothing I won't face. With your love,my heart has finally found it's place. I owe you everything my heart my soul my life. I'm so glad last night you agreed to be my CT wife.

Did You Know ?????????????????????????
HE NEED 4000 POINTS TO LEVEL UP PLEASE GIVE HIM A HAND. HAVE A FABULOUS NIGHT AND GREAT UPCOMING WEEKEND!!! SMOOCHES TO ALL WildCat Fade2B|ack ~Co-Founder of The Godfather Family~@ CherryTAP

Depressed
I am really upset cuz my hubby has my mind jumbled and i dont know what to do.He says he wants a divorce but tells me he loves me and kisses me and treats me like his wife and he cares. He just deployed today for 15 months and it is worrying me i dont want to think he wants to be with me and him end up not wanting to. All his friends have told him that they think i am great and that he is stupid for leaving me. i am just really confused as hell....

Feeling Betrayed
I am one of those people who lays all their cards on the table, take it or leave it, that's how I am. When I put trust in someone, I trust a lot. I don't expect that trust to be broken, nor do I expect omissions of things. That is a breech of trust in my book. When I trust someone so deeply, that I tell them things that I have NEVER told anyone, not even my life partner, you would think they would understand the scope of emotion I have for them. You would think they would not take my trust for granted, or expect that it be given, as it is earned in my book. When a breech of trust happens, how do you get it back? It was not necessarily a lie, but an omission of a specific fact, one that I was told about, but not to the degree, and that part was omitted. Submissive does not equal slave.They are completely different, and being a slave requires a much higher level of trust and devotion, than submissive. I feel crushed. I feel like my heart has been broken, my trust was tak

Talk About An Angel Working Overtime...
...and the pay may not be money, but something a little more precious in my eyes! Last night after I got home from New York City, I logged into my computer and saw an offline message from one of my best friends. I went to see if she was up, which she was, and I had her call me. After hearing what she told me, I started thinking "And I thought I've had days from hell!" (I can not, nor will not get into specifics, so please don't ask!) After about an hour or so, she tried to go to sleep. An hour later, I found I was restless myself, worrying about her and thinking of another having an MRI done today, so I went on my computer around 3:30 AM and I noticed she was still online. I saw she posted her own blog here and knew she wasn't asleep with the computer on. I hit her up and I said if she needed to call, don't hesitate. Within three minutes, my phone rang - it was her. Still very upset, confused, numb - she had a lot on her mind! For the next three hours or so, we talked -

Gonna Lose My Mind
After staying at my sisters for a few weeks and paying her a weekly rent she tells me that I need to go stay at my moms for the weekend. When I tell her that I am not calling my mom hence I work right near my sisters and cant get to work from my moms, she is turning into a royal bitch! She is the one that told me when I come back from Germany I can stay with her if I pay a weekly amount to her, and it was the easiest place for me to find a job till I go back to Germany at the end of August. She just sent me a text and told me that if I don't call my mom that I can find another place to stay and to take my damn computer with me. WTF! Family members now days (at least mine) are fucking ignorant and selfish! I thought families were to stick together through thick and thin. Well obviously blood is thinner then water in my situation. All i want to do is go back to Germany, I am not hurting anyone nor am I bothering anyone.

Apoligy
ok not sure wat happen but for those of u who think i abandend u i have not ok i was incarserated for a bit and if that bothers u so be it.... and actually right now im going through a few problems so i maybe on but just not with it so i apoligize for those who think i have... im just very bored and very well....lonely tired watever.... so again im sorry..... thanks tongue......

I Do Not
i do not ask for you all to rate my pictures i rate because i want to i pick and choose who i rate i dont ask for anyone to like me they just do i dont ask for you too have a crush on me thats on you i dont ask for gifts i dont as for blast or vics geesh why is it that you try to do something nice and i still get people pissed or upset with me

Blue
Have you ever just felt so damn blue? Just after all the rush and chaos of life slows to a halt and you are left standing there wondering what just happened, and it hits you that you missed something. Makes me blue, makes me wonder if anyone knows me. Leaves you wondering if the life you lead is the right way. So many telling you that your life is the bomb, but yet where are they when you need them? Or is it me not letting them in? And why not? You ever wish to let someone in to the point that you are thinking about it all the time? I hate when i start worrying what someone will think of me. Standing up for who you are takes guts, believing in yourself takes guts too. Sometimes though, your 'guts' get torn right out. I know though, that all you can do is be yourself, others will come and go, some will stay. I hope the ones i wish to know all about stay forever.

Ratings
Its nice to have and add friends but i have seen alot of people that accept don't even rate or comment or anything... I know your probably busy but how hard is it to rate, fan and rate a pic? Once someone accepts I usually go back and do that plus alot more. As we all want to go to the next level.....

Internet True Love
You know he loves you when he gets you a blast *kisses* ty Page... Yes Ms. Funky Munky, I know you already got me one and I TRULY love you back too :) THanks to all my friends that stand behind me, no matter what I am going through or I put you through. Love ya, you know who you are. Sherliciousss :)

Fake People
Lastnight I realized I am very mature for my age. Just seems like every friend is the same. There is very few I can talk to heart to heart. Seems like once people find someone they like they throw me to the fucking curb. Why bother being nice or getting close to anyone as a friend? I think I am going to walk my own path in life and could care less about anyone, except a few. So now I lost a friend. Which is not unsual. I am a person who would do ANYTHING for people that are my friends...once I am hurt or blown off or basically ignored I ignore them and stop talking. I am getting used to it really. If I am ignoring people look at what kinda friend you are to me. Would you do anything for me such as listen to me when I need someone tot talk to or NOT BLOW me off? I am just going to go my own way cause society is fucked and I am nto dealing with fake people. If you want a friendship with me you better gain it. My friendship is not fake so I do not being fucked over. And if I am hurt and s

Rigatoni With Hazelnut Pesto
Rigatoni with Hazelnut Pesto Delicious hazelnuts form the base of a smooth and elegant variation on pesto sauce. This lovely summer main dish is great either hot or at room temperature. Credit: Fran Clinton Servings: 4 to 6 Ingredients: * 1 cup hazelnuts * 2 cups basil leaves * 1 cup olive oil * 1/2 cup Parmesan cheese * 1/2 teaspoon paprika * Dash of salt * Juice of 1/2 lemon * 1 pound rigatoni, cooked and drained Directions: In a food processor, finely chop the hazelnuts. Add the basil leaves and process until the mixture resembles coarse meal. Add the olive oil in a steady stream, and then add the Parmesan cheese. Season with paprika, salt and lemon juice and process until smooth. Toss the pesto with the cooked pasta, and serve warm or at room temperature.

Feedback Please
Ok this would be muchly appreciated for those who do look. I put alot of work into this so far and would like to get some feedback from you on it :-) Click here to take a look I will even buy everyone a VIC gift who can give me reasonable feedback. Thank you very much

7/7/07
I have come on to find my shout box over flowing with a ton of stuff. I will gladly help anyone of my friends who needs it but you all need to know something about me first - if you do not already. I have MS and the medications I take (esp the ones at night) mess with my short term memory. I an not blowing you off. I love you allAlso due to my MS I have ptic Neurosis so my eyes do not work well all the time. There will be daywhere I can see ok but the sb is a stretch. If it is important tell me to log on to yahoo and try and have your font large. I am an ordained Reverend and have 2 weddings happening soon. You know who you are. Please contact me via e-mail witchyvampgoddess@yahoo.com and send the dates and other info there and give me 48 hours to respond. This is because there are many times I have had conversations on here at night that I do not remember and I do not want anyone feeling like I am neglecting them. My meds have actual side effects of blackouts and amnesia. I am sorr

Dream Guy
I dont want a guy to shower me in gifts, an fly me to paris on weekends.I want a guy who notices when I get my hair cut, or when I dress up he compliments me on how I look. When I cry he wipes my tears, and when im lonely he makes me feel loved. A hug means more than any gifts or presents.... Someone who will love me with every single beat of his heart, who thinks about me constantly and wondering if im ok. Who can help me reach my dreams and goals. Who will protect me from my fears treat me with respect and love every part of me especially my flaws. Someone who can make me happy bouncing on air happy. I can but only dream that out there,there are guys like that,that are real and not just a dream, and one day my dream will come true.

If Your Interested!!!! (contest Related)
TO ALL WHOM WOULD LIKE TO HELP OUT IN THE CONTEST I AM IN PLEASE LEAVE A COMMENT HERE SO I KNOW WHO TO NAG TO HELP ME WHEN I SEE YOU ON TAP,LOL :-D THE REWARDS WILL BE OF SEVERAL THINGS, GIFTS, RATES, EVEN PERSONAL PIC'S EITHER MADE FOR U OR OF ME *wink* (for the fellas), IF YOU HAVE A REWARD IDEA-NOT TO EXTREME-PLZ FEEL FREE TO SPECIFY! AGAIN, THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR TAKIN THE TIME TO HEAR MY B.S,LMAO......LOVE YA ALL!!! BEEBEE

The Illusion
The world as we view it is much like a dance, you can take what is coming and live it by chance...Or seek answers to questions and live it by choice, just follow your heart and answer its voice. Look clearly at life and not just your own, how much is reality, and how much is unknown. It's not measured in beauty, possessions or wealth, but measured in consciousness and judged by yourself. The world as you see it ...that great illusion, is totally the opposite, and you must reach this conclusion. You only go outward to get further in, you only get further, when you see life from within.

Nun At Hooters
A nun, badly needing to use the restroom, walked into a local Hooters. The place was hopping with music and loud conversation and every once in a while the lights would turn off. Each time the lights would go out, the place would erupt into cheers. However, when the revelers saw the nun, the room went dead silent. She walked up to the bartender, and asked, "May I please use the restroom? The bartender replied, "OK, but I should warn you that there is a statue of a naked man in there wearing only a fig leaf." Well, in that case I'll just look the other way," said the nun. So, the bartender showed the nun to the back of the restaurant. After a few minutes, she came back out, and the whole place stopped just long enough to give the nun a loud round of applause. She went to the bartender and said, "Sir, I don't understand. Why did they applaud for me just because I went to the restroom?" "Well, now they know you're one of us," said the bartender, "Would you l

Heeeeeeere's Johnny!!
I'm baaaack! Thanks to all for the well wishes while I had to attend to family business. I had a lot of messages in my mailbox when I got back, and it gave me a real lift. I'll try and catch up with everyone over the next couple of days. Thanks all my friends!!

Craziness...
Sometimes I feel like I have lost all my freakin' marbles. My heart, my head, and my emotions are just all jumbled up inside. I have tried not to analyze the situations in my life right now, but as the days go by it seems to get harder and harder. I want to understand why I feel the way I feel, and what causes the fear that I allow people to create in my head. A friend that I trust very much told me to trust until given a reason not to, but sometimes I am not even sure what those reasons might look like. People say things to me, and because there is a fear inside of getting hurt, I sometimes grab hold of the things they say and just run with them. Sometimes I think it would be better to not talk to anyone! But I know that overall the people I call my friends truelly are. Then there are the ones that I guess I've been trained to keep close. Reality is that I don't trust most women, I have been stabbed in the back by to many, and had things twisted to a point that they w

Forget Tonight
its been a long time since ive been around its hard to picture that one horse town but you know im still here still tryin to make it after all these years down to still water late at night lost my innocence but it all seemed right back down that old dirt road music playin on the radio and where have those times gone its funny how a life so short can seem so long but until i take my last breath ill keep on trying until my death to make you proud of me even though youre gone through my eyes you see ill live the rest of my days doin the same things its hard to change your ways ive tried to close the doors to the past i think ive settled it in my soul at last the scars of the past are long the ghosts seem to hang on so strong they visit sometimes when i sleep making sure the wounds stay deep but they keep me company in a world designed not to feel or see so close your door shut out the light forget im here in the world tonight

Whoohooo!!
Well I went to Watertown NY last night, that was the nearest best buy and circuit city to me. like a hr and half away.. sucks to have to drive that far to shop. Well anyways I bought a new hard drive at best buy! YAY!!!! WOOooOOoooooooT! So my friend said last night he would work on it and install windows and all that for me. So I pray that my wireless will work! If it does guess whos back on baby!! haha And I suckered my hubbie into getting me a new game. Which I didn't think he would go for.. but haha! So I got "the darkness" awesome game soo far! I'm lovin it and soo fracken happy! YAY!!!!!!!!! Yea Im in a dork mood!

Contest Ride The Train
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Find A Cure...support Me??
If ur truely my friend u will stand behind me and support me...I have survived cancer once and now its my time to be rechecked again...U never know what god hs in store for us and i hope for me its a long life with out cancer...Cross ur fingers say ur prayers and SUPPORT ME... much love Cassie

Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
What a great way to wake up, I am laying here and I just get to hear a fight, where my name is used while I am not present, and I seriously wonder what all is said about me while I'm away at college. People ask why I don't like my family, its because I don't trust them. Shit like this they just talking shit about me I'm seriously done, fucking 11:30am and I'm waking up in a shit mood. Fucking hell, I just got through smoking and now I'm getting blamed for shit like I shouldn't be helping my mom and step dad out with bills, when I'm putting more stress on them and I'm being responsible about it, hell I was working two jobs and going to school, I was running myself ragged. I swear all this shit isn't worth it, and this is half the reason I left my family and went to the other side of the country for school. I never really got along with people here and just wore a smile and said I did. Hell the only person I get along with is my little niece because she has no judgement on anyone and she

Just Do It.....
SERIOUSLY!!!! How much fucking BAD luck can one person have!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Come the fuck on! I got my trans worked on for $900 friend of a friend doing it on payments.... it still wasn't shifting right in the mornings so I took it over there Friday night so he could test drive it Saturday morning... it was working fine so he decided to use it to pick up a trans.... it broke down... He told me he had it towed back to his house, but he really had asked someone to... they never did, so when he got back from upnorth and went to look at it, he went to where it was left and SUrprise surprise... the tires were gone and windows were broke... WTF! Just fucking shoot me, PLEASE!!!! I'm crawling into a corner and burying my head for the next 50 years. Until we meet again... if ever!

Stress Management Ii
Mentally picture yourself near a stream. Birds are chirping in the crisp, cool mountain air. Nothing can bother you here. No one knows this secret place. You are in total seclusion from that place called the "world." The soothing sound of a gentle waterfall fills the air with a cascade ofserenity. The water is so cleat that you can easily make out the face of the person whose head you are holding under the water. There now.....feeling better?

Ignorance Runs Wild
to you people who have no idea,why dont you just leave your stupid ass comments off of here. you gutless wimps who DARE TO GO ONTO PEOPLE sites who are serving for this country and for you! you all should be put in anyone of these brave men and womens shoes just for one day! you would shit in your pants, you would be on your knees praying for your mommies to take you home! HOW DARE YOU take cheap shots on any of these men and women! you mindless wimps. you have no right to go and tell anyone of these people that they are anything less then priceless, anything less then brave and have a courage surpassed to anyone. you should be licking thier boots and kissing thier asses, literally,,and even that is too good for you.then to show just how gutless you are , you go and block them whats the matter can't take the heat! you low life pieces of worm shit! these awesome kickass men and women of the military are out there putting thier lives on the line for you and you are going to put them

I'm Here
In the past few months I have been on a whirlwind of a rollercoaster ride of life. I have had alot of things happen, and most good, but not all. I have finally achieved a few goals that seemed beyond my reach. The main one was letting go of the sorrow and hurt that I feel inside about my previous relationship. I was told today that I have a mean heart basically, and I was so pained by it, that I had to think. It was shocking for me to say the least, The most shocking is that I realize that it may be true. I have become hardened. I thought I was ok...with everything that went on in my life before. I know now that is not the case. I have become a different person. I am a person I don't want to be. I have taken the things that have happened in the past and have incorporated them in to my very existence. I know why...but it doesn't matter. I should not be this way. Part of my growing and accomplishing the things that I have, should have also given me strength to find myself. WHO I was a

Why Men Prefer Guns Over Women...
The Top Ten Reasons Men Prefer Guns Over Women 10. You can trade an old 44 for a new 22. #9. You can keep one gun at home and have another for when you're on the road. #8. If you admire a friend's gun and tell him so, he will probably let you try it out a few times. #7. Your primary gun doesn't mind if you keep another gun for a backup. #6. Your gun will stay with you even if you run out of ammo. #5. A gun doesn't take up a lot of closet space. #4. Guns function normally every day of the month. #3. A gun doesn't ask , "Do these new grips make me look fat?" #2. A gun doesn't mind if you go to sleep after you use it. And the number one reason a gun is favored over a woman.... #1. YOU CAN BUY A SILENCER FOR A GUN

Ladies Beware Of This So Called Man
THIS GUY ACTED LIKE A MENTAL PERSON, BECAUSE I WOULDNT CHAT WITH HIM, IM GONNA POST WHAT HE SENT IN MY EMAILS. LADIES STAY CLEAR OF HIM, HE STALKED ME FOR DAYS AND ONCE HE SAW I WASNT GIVING IN, HE STARTED TO CALL ME NAMES, WHAT A LOSER! IF IM SO FAT AND SUCH A WHORE WHY WAS HE STALKING ME LMAO GO FIGURE, NO WONDER THIS SO CALLED MAN IS SINGLE. READ FROM THE BOTTOM UP :D pauly676767@ CherryTAP Show header Date: Sat, 07 Jul 2007 02:16:05 -0700 From: To: huggablelovablekissablejen@cherrytap.com Reply-To: Size: 5 KB fuck u u fucking whore!!!!!!!!!!!! ohhh and and a fat one toooooooooooooooooooo On 7/7/2007, huggablelovablekissablejen@cherrytap.com wrote: I DONT WANNA TALK WITH PEOPLE LIKE U, I WAITED TO SEE HOW U WOULD RESPOND, U ARENT A PARENT U WOULDNT UNDERSTAND ENJOYING ALONE TIME WHILE UR KIDS ARE IN BED, HAVE A GOOD LIFE! On 7/7/2007, pauly676767@cherrytap.com wrote: fine..... im done with this shitty add site!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Dont Read My Blogs If You Are An Asshole
why the fuck must guys tell me to look at thier naked pics? 1. Dont boss me around, if I am gonna do something, i will do it. 2. theres only 1 guy i wanna see naked, and he knows who he is. 3. if i wanna see you naked i will fucking tell you so. 4. if u hit NSFW on this blog then you are a fag with no life and i hope you die :)

Fairy Tale
Once upon a time in a land far away, a beautiful, independent, self-assured princess happened upon a frog as she sat contemplating ecological issues on the shores of an unpolluted pond in a verdant meadow near her castle. The frog hopped into the princess' lap and said: "Elegant Lady, I was once a handsome prince, until an evil witch cast a spell upon me. One kiss from you, however, and I will turn back into the dapper, young prince that I am and then, my sweet, we can marry and set up housekeeping in your castle with my mother, where you can prepare my meals, clean my clothes, bear my children, and forever feel grateful and happy doing so." That night, as the princess dined sumptuously on lightly sautéed frog legs, seasoned in a white wine and onion cream sauce, she chuckled and thought to herself: I don't freakin think so.

Old Timer Sex
he husband leans over and asks his wife, "Do you remember the first time we had sex together over fifty years ago? We went behind this very tavern where you leaned against the back fence and I made love to you." Yes, she says, "I remember it well." OK," he says, "How about taking a stroll around there again and we can do it for old time's sake?" Oh Charlie, you old devil, that sounds like a crazy, but good idea!" A police officer sitting in the next booth heard their conversation and, having a chuckle to himself, he thinks to himself, I've got to see these two old-timers having sex against a fence. I'll just keep an eye on them so there's no trouble. So he follows them. The elderly couple walks haltingly along, leaning on each other for support aided by walking sticks. Finally, they get to the back of the tavern and make their way to the fence. The old lady lifts her skirt and the old man drops his trousers. As she leans against the fence, the old man moves i

And To Top It Off.....
lookee here at my horoscope for the day... It's understandable that you don't want to make a scene, but there's something rotten in the state of Denmark. If you're the one who notices, it's up to you to point it out. You know how to do it in just the right way. its on :P lol

Saturday 06/07/2007
A thought for the day from: Peter Britt "In deepest night she comes. She is darkness, dressed in an undeniable flesh. She reproves resistance with sensuality. Her lips subdue all embattlement with little effort. She, the caller of a lustful cry and her screams carry me from reality. I make no pretense to my desire, it becomes the dreams which haunt me where none can see and but she, can follow. She is truest lust as none other, and I leap to this fate, freely, willingly. She leads me to the abyss with genuine desire, and I must follow, I must." © 1999-2007 Peter Britt Krystal Vision Productions

I Want To Be..
i want to be ur lover and find the passions that move u to action. i want to be the softness that induces u to trust. i want to be the naughty that makes you come back for more. i want to please you. i want to share your breakfast and ur dinner, i want you in the shower and in ur bed and with soft steps to bring u coffee no its no secret, my love, and to put it very simply, i want YOU.

Why Do U Hate Me
Since when have become just another "someone"? When everyday I could call you when your moods would fall. Be there for you night and day when you were to tired to pray. I thought that I was more than and old empty soup can. You speak of your new boyfriend like he will be there until your end. And we all know how that works in time just look at all of mine. So many years and so much pain are you letting wash away in the rain? Since when and what made you change to keep you out of my range? I'd like to know as your best friend even if its not the same on your end. I love you more than anyone even when all you do is make fun. And tease me about a girl who is the only good thing in my world. She used to be your friend too but its not good enough for you? How can I not argue when you complain like an old hen. You've not said anything good to me since I was in pain so plainly. You call me after I had cried but now you act like our friendship died. What is it tha

Engla Is Back To Do What She Do Best Pimp Out Her Friends And Have A Happy Time :d
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Summertme Fun
Another reason that I am gonna be MIA is in the summertime we have what they call "Sea Fair" Its a long summertime celebrations from alot of cities and runs from the end of June til the first weekend in August. My family has been going to them since I was a little kid. There for my time online will be scarce til after the first week in August. I will try and post when I am able say hello to you all when I am able. Hope everyone has a great summer. I am off for now. I will check in when I can Take care! Denise aka Army Mom

Relationships
Being in a relationship is like walking in a mine field, one wrong move and it could be over! Most would say that the aftermath of it all is the destructive force to kill it, but the one thing people don't grasp is that 9 times out of 10 it was'nt the actual move made that ended the relationship but the contents with in. The contents spoken of is the pain, the grief, and the fucking bullshit our last relationship caused! Some of us hold on to that pain, the grief, and the bullshit to keep us sane and safe in our new relationship, but forget that depending on how we use it, it is also the one thing that can ruin, has ruined, and will ruin every and any new relationship we get into. Eventually our partner will feel as if he/she is and has to walk on egg shells to keep from setting off the mine field, not knowing why he/she is put in such a position, and it well take its toll on them, you, and in the relationship! We all keep one eye open to the normal signs we have grown to know and love

Why
Where to begin, I have a lot of women as friends on here for one reason, I LOVE WOMEN. I love the way a woman looks. Her eyes are kinder. Her lips are softer. Her smile is warmer. I don’t care what her race is women are beautiful no matter what their color. It does not matter if they are young or older; they all have something special about their look. Tall, petite, thick or thin, a woman’s body is fantastic to me. I love the softness of the curves, the warmth of her skin. Good lord I could go on for hours. A woman’s body is a gift. If she chooses to give her body I am honored. The female body is a beautiful gift. If she wants to be taken do it with fever. If she wants to be loved, do it with passion. Most of all I try to please her, because I know she will do the same for me. I think my favorite reason is to have the opportunity to form a relationship. A friend, a woman is easier on my eyes and ear. She is someone I can talk. I have a lot more reasons but I was t

2 Funerals
Today I left at 9:45 to go to a funeral that didn't start till 10:30 because we knew it was going to be packed. I live in a small community and this was for a 17 yr old girl that was in my sons grade at his school. It was standing room only. We left the church at 11:45 and couldn't even go to the grave side service because we had to head directly to another funeral for a 15 yr old girl, also from our small community but this one happened to also be a distant cousin and I'd been very close with her father & his brothers & sister when we were growing up. Hers didn't start till one and we were at the church by noon. By 12:30 it was pretty much standing room only. We did go to the grave side service for her funeral. They had a white casket and handed out permanent markers after the sermon so people could sign her casket before they committed her to the earth. Terribly terribly sad .. and oh so draining.

Ct Marriage
im thinking about getting myself a ct husband, im bored and no one wants to get me a blast lol, so start proposing, remember its only for fun, and only pretend so i dont really love you lol well i do love you but only as a friend :P oh yeah i forgot to mention, im having a ct son and would like to be married first lmo

Amazing What Music And A Drive Can Do For You
Alright so there I was in the car a lil while ago driving aimlessly pondering what the hell I am doing. I was driving north and no clue as to where I was going or anything, just driving and thinking. I had no plan, I had no goal, and I just wanted to clear my mind. I guess in some way it worked because I was listening to the radio singing along once in a while and was transported back in time to some happier place, some happier memory, a happier Jessie so to speak. Isn’t it amazing how music has that ability at times? So, anyhow there I was when Pearl Jam came on the radio. Now I have never been a big grunge fan, never a big Pearl Jam fan, hell never a big Eddie Vedder fan . . . But Shannon on the other hand - she was so in love with him that she would have killed her first born just to meet him. That is what I was thinking about during that song, walking into her old bedroom and seeing posters of Eddie Vedder everywhere and listening to her tell me how wonderful he is because

Why Get Married?
Why would someone want to get married? What happens if you just stop loving someone and can't keep the relationship going anymore? Should everyone get married? Is there a type of person who should never get married (outside of pediphyles, rapists, and anyone who's a fan of Back Street Boys)? Who knows...I just think it's just setting yourself up for a commitment some might not be willing or capable of fulfilling...Ah yes...I guess there is always the priesthood! Just venting...Lemme know what y'all think!

Dream By Me
Dream 7/7/07 Everyday you awaken to your nightmare, waiting to awaken everyday to Your dream. And everyday you dream is waiting for you to come sleep by her side Every night. She longs to be taken into your arms, held closely, and kissed Like she has never been kissed before by any other man. You long to feel her lips pressed to your’s as you slowly begin To lay her down. Both of you long to feel the touch of the other’s skin Against your’s As you start making all your dreams come true, in the course of One night. On this fateful night that you and your dream become As one You both shall start the true beginning to your journey Finally together. In each other’s arms you shall fine peace, happiness, love, And completeness. After the first night together has ended though, when you awaken the Next morning You shall find that for the first time in along time, you have awakened To see Your dream right there before your own eyes and above all else In your a

An Evening Alone
An Evening Alone I look down and see bright eyes and inquisitive faces and expectant smiles ….hands tugging at My shirt….”Dad, can We go fishing today?” The vision fades taking with it My joys and sorrows of a fatherhood remembered……….joys and sorrows lingering………victories and failures blending as one into a love of those dependant……….memories ….and a realization of those now independent…..the “wish I could do overs” unavailable…… The sound of the battlefield roaring heavy in My ears, behind Me a battalion of Me, energetic and vigilant ready to die for the cause of protection, honesty, passion ,love and honor……in front of Me , the enemy….My self………polluted, scarred, the energy of hate running hot and deep within its veins…….alone….disillusioned by an unfulfilled search for that one that was cert

Roswell Nm....what Really Happened?
As most of you have guessed, today marks the nearly 60 year debate of what really happened at Roswell New Mexico on that hot summer night in 1947. Nearly everyone will agree that something fell from the sky....however what fell would spark a 60 year debate that forsees no sign of giving up yet. As it was first reported in 1947..a 'flying object' crashed into a field in Roswell New Mexico on July 08, 1947. The region at that time had received rain, and reports say that a thunderstorm was moving across the area at that time, (This has been confirmed by the NWS.) A local farmer went out early that morning to inspect his crops for any damage that might have been done during the storm. What he found would undoubtly set the stage for a debate that has gone on for 60 years. Upon getting to his fields..the local farmer discovered a wreckage of some sort....he wasn't sure what it was. It was described as a 'tin foil' that was resistant to bending, and crumpling. The local farmer calle

Rating People
I don't know about y'all, but I don't rate anyone less than a "10". If I can't give ya a 10, I don't give ya anything at all. Guess that is the "southerner" in me. My mama always taught me that if ya can't say something nice about someone, then don't say anything at all. I just think it is a little snotty to go into someone else's site, check out their pics and then give them like a 7 or 8 (or worse).... like they aren't good enough for a 10. (and who says the rator is worth a 10 anyway?) I just think it is a little mean and tacky to do that. What do you think? Am I off target here? Maybe I take this too seriously? lol... won't be the first (or last) time, I get too involved with something. LOL But how does it make you feel when someone gives you less than a 10? I probably shouldn't worry about it. But you know what I do????/ I go to their page and say, something like well I see I couldn't reach a 10 myself, but at least I can leave one for you! LOL (Guess t

Good Morning/good Afternoon, Everyone!
I promised a longer blog and I will try to oblige, lol. It may be a weird one, but one never knows! I was starting to feel tossed about on the restless energy waves that seem to be building today! Grabbed my flower essences and the crystals I usually wear daily - I'm feeling a bit more stable again! I hate waking up feeling relatively fine, though I did have lots of weird dreams last night, lol, and immediately start the anxiety - sadness - palpitations shuffle. Very disconcerting and doesn't bode well for the day! I take a particular flower essence called Flow Free - helps me ride the waves of energy with a bit more aplomb, lol! If you try to fight it, makes it worse, as some of you might know! That last "odd day" that I blogged about turned out to be a very interesting day! As I blogged, I realized I was picking up on one of my past life connection's feelings and emotions, as well as my own. Sure enough, I got a PM from someone I did not realize I was that closely connected to

Good Lord! I Really Hate Silly Contests!!!
Since the day I joined CT (back in the LC days), people have had photo contests. Everything from best ink to best breasts to prettiest penis...there was a contest for EVERYTHING! And even then, I'd see bulletins (this was pre-blog time) by people promoting themselves..over...and over...and over...and over again! They'd say stuff about how if you don't rate their pic and/or comment they would immediately drop you from their friends list, blah , blah, blah. Well, I didn't rate, and they didn't drop, and I still didn't care...pretty hard to go through 6000 friends and check! And all of the families, squads, groups, mafia, etc! It's like an internet inner city with little gangs trying to establish turf! Come on, give me a break! I don't care about your ethnicity, area of the country, or inbred family! What can I say, I like my individuality (probably a consequence of being military...we tend to be freer to be ourselves than civilians). And as far as levelling up, I think it's c

Sexually Suggestive Lines From The Star Wars Trilogy...
Sexually suggestive lines from the Star Wars trilogy... 'Get in there you big furry oaf, I don't care what you smell!' 'Luke, at that speed do you think you'll be able to pull out in time?' 'Put that thing away before you get us all killed.' 'You've got something jammed in here real good.' 'Aren't you a little short for a stormtrooper?' 'You came in that thing? You're braver than I thought.' 'Sorry about the mess...' 'Look at the size of that thing!' 'Curse my metal body, I wasn't fast enough!' 'She may not look like much, but she's got it where it counts, kid.' 'I thought that hairy beast would be the end of me.' 'Size matters not. Judge me by my size, do you?' 'There's an awful lot of moisture in here.' 'But now we must eat. Come, good food, come...' 'That's okay, I'd like to keep it on manual control for a while.' 'Hurry up, golden-rod...' 'I must've hit it pretty close to the mark to get her all riled up like that, huh kid?' 'Po

What Color Are Your Eyes?...mine Are Blue!!!!
Black Eyes People with black eyes spend the shortest time in relationships except for the one with their current addiction. They are leg humping friendly to borderline sleazy. They always fall in love with anything that that has two legs, a pulse and a wet spot. They are great kissers----until they vomit all over you. They are very easy to please unless they haven't had their latest fix of alcohol, meth, cocaine, or prescription medicine. If you repost this and you have black eyes you will either O.D., spend the night in jail, or wake up next to some skank you've never seen before within the next 2 days. Blue Eyes People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. They are kind, pretty or handsome,very good kissers and are really hot. They always fall in love with their closest friends and never understand why. They are very funny, outgoing and don't care what people think or say. They are very satisfying and love to please. Are straight up WARRIORS when necessary. if yo

Idiots!!!!!!!!!!!!!
What is WRONG with people? I was TRYING to be nice...Couldn't do it... Read from the bottom up, cuz it's from my shoutbox... Smartass: i won't be in one dumbass...i DON'T DO CONTESTS Smartass: ok ill remember that when your in a contest ->Smartass: i was TRYING to be nice....you can go away now ->Smartass: what part of i don't do contests did you not get? Smartass: all you do is click on the link and leave all the comments you can please ->Smartass: sorry, i don't do contests....it's right at the top of my profile...but good luck to your friend Smartass: no but your help would be greatful ->Smartass: do i know you? Smartass: help chicagobeebs win a one month vic and cherry blast by voting for her at this link please & thank you http:...

Passion
Your Passion is Purple Sophisticated and classy, you're a bit picky about sex. You're more likely to be turned on by a fancy hotel room than a dirty flick. Sex is fine enough, as long as it doesn't mess up your hair. For you, sex is more about power and favors than actually pleasure. What Color Is Your Passion?Get More at COMMENTYOU.com

Submission What It Is To Me
After reading some comments on a mumm today I had the urge to go on a small rant. First things first vanilla people who think they have a fucken idea about dominance and submission need to get a clue. 1. Submission dose not = a doormat 2. Submission dose not = wussy 3. Submission is not about being less of a person. If anything its harder then most in the vanilla world would ever understand. From birth men are taught to be dominate and in control, being submissive as a man is some how looked down on as being less then a man. News flash numb nuts, it takes a whole lot more confidence and self knowing to be able to buck the tide and be submissive if that’s what you truly are. Just because I choose to submit to a special somebody doesn’t mean I will submit to just anybody. And to get put into a classification I don’t fit in weak, wussy, ECT. Means 1. You have no fucken idea who I am and 2. Your making a blanket statement based on the lames punks you deal with in your w

Soul Dejection
Following on from the Tainted Anticitizen theme, the new style of Earthwhore songs, a new song, Soul Dejection, covering some more political messages and casting forth more hatred for humanity. My sweet choice guides me, My final means to be free, This decision is to bleed with dignity, Too fucking human, For that I despise myself, No other reason could I ever need, I could never pretend to live as one, No greater good in a world divided, Just invisible borders scar the landscape, Showing the putrid flesh of pathetic empires, So here stands the solitary one, Bleeding from flesh rent to shreds, My spark of human life dejected as a crimson sea, I bear witness to the annihilation. Power without restraint, Blindly following belief, Faith has such manipulative effects, Innocence loses meaning. So with this pathetic species damned, I prefer to simply bleed, With your fucking empires annihilated, Maybe hope is reborn, For now, I wish the dominion of ma

Death Again..
Oh SHIT what a week... Sorry if I don't respond to you quickly... but I lost a girlfriend to Cancer Fri 7/6/07 and this a.m. 7/8/07 I lost my grandfather... Both of these people were at the end of their lives... I knew it ahead of time... Linda my girlfriend had been fighting cancer for 6 years.... She was 53. My grandfather has had Alzheimer's, he was 1/4th of the man that he used to be... frail... didn't know anyone... He was 86. I have a 'viewing' for Linda Monday night... her funeral Tues a.m.... my mom isn't doing a funeral for my grandpa which is leaving me a bit lost... I feel like I should be in CA giving her and the family support but if they're not converging for anything then how do I do it? Damn... what a week...

Old Age, I Decided, Is A Gift.
The other day a young person and my significant other, asked me how I felt about being old. I was taken aback, for I do not think of myself as old. Upon seeing my reaction, she was immediately embarrassed, but I explained that it was an interesting question, and I would ponder it and let her know. Old Age, I decided, is a gift. I am now, probably for the first time in my life, the person I have always wanted to be. Oh, not my body! I sometime despair over my body, the wrinkles, the baggy eyes, and the sagging butt. And often I am taken aback by that old person that lives in my mirror (who looks like my mother!), but I don't agonize over those things for long. I would never trade my amazing friends, my wonderful life, my loving family for less gray hair or a flatter belly As I've aged, I've become more kind to myself, and less critical of myself. I've become my own friend. I don't chide myself for eating that extra cookie, pizza, or for not making my

Wal-mart Greeter
A very loud, unattractive, mean-acting woman walked into WalMart with her two kids, yelling obscenities at them all the way through the entrance. The WalMart Greeter says "Good morning, and welcome to WalMart. Nice children you have there. Are they twins?" The ugly woman stopped yelling long enough to say, "Hell no they ain't. The oldest one's 9 and the other one's 7. Why the hell would you think they're twins? Are you blind, or just stupid?" "I'm neither blind nor stupid", replied the greeter. "I just couldn't believe you got laid twice."

The Cherrytap World
I've been thinking about the little pseudo-world of Cherrytap that we exist in and comparing it to real life... What if, in the real world the same kind of rules applied when it came to making new friends and maintaining friendships. I think it would work something like this:- At any point that you decide that you want to meet someone or talk to someone you simply walk down the street past rows of houses. All the houses look the same, save for a big picture stuck to the outside. This is usually, but not always, a picture of the person that lives inside. If you see a picture that you like you can simply walk inside - no knocking is required. Once in the house, you can introduce yourself to the resident, but this isn't necessary. Instead you can just start having a look around. You can look at the decor, go through journals, listen to the music they have. Most popularly, you can go through all their family albums looking at photographs. If you choose, you can tell them which of the

You
The Philosophy of Life and it's true meaning.Its how you make it.No one can do it for you.Nobody can help you.It's the decisions you make and the mistakes that you learn from that makes up your life.That's the true meaning of life.The people you love and the relationships that failed.You sit back and wonder what you did?The thing is it's not what you did it's lifes plan for you that the relationship wasn't meant to be.Lesson learned.Move on and hope the next time you might find what you were looking for,or not.But keep in mind life is what you make of it.Always smile when hurt,laugh when you feel like crying.Never let your guard down help one another.The world is fallin apart cuz we all lost the true meaning of life.Never forget your past cuz your past is what you learn from that helps you in the future.

Lame
So I loaded this new image and I think its hilarious...but only 5 of you came and rated it! Which is sad because I have 2k and some friends...Jerks! Even sadder is those 5 people who rated it will probably be the 5 that read this...

Enough Of The Nasty Emails Already
First, this entry may not make sense to many of you--however there are a few that it will make perfect sense too and those are who it is directed toward. Now, in the last few weeks, I have received a few emails--NOT nice ones--informing me that Roo visited their profiles and left comments on photos...these emails, whatever the purpose was, did nothing but piss me off. The women who sent them are childish and I refuse to let them get to me...at first, after the third email...I'd had enough. No, I didn't go to their profiles and downrate them or reply to the emails, or show any signs that it got to me-- hell for all I know those could've been fake accounts. I'm bigger than that and I'm not into the whole drama thing. I was going to let this fade away, but the third one well, all it did was piss me off. When I finally told Roo about it, he wanted to delete his account...I told him that that is not the reason I told him; and that I hadn't mentioned anything sooner because he doesn

Too Hungry To Eat...
And too empty to sit still. Too tired to sleep. But too awake to focus. Mind racing, on no particulars. Choices, choices. Socially inadequate, just enough, to hide in the back, eyes to the ground. But outspoken enough to know not to go totally un-noticed. Running in one pack. Straying from the group. Picking up the random objects. Realizing again, lost, which direction should have been followed? Eh, make a path. Bring it back to the den. Hidden amoungst other items. Nothing needed, collected for memory. Collected for comfort, for reminders of times long gone. Brought out into the light to help another laugh, to wander back into the shadows when the time calls. Intelligent enough to read the streets, stupid enough to wander down them. Don't think before you speak, if you think it, you mean it. There is no time for euphamisms. Speak clearly, with enough resonation to be heard, yet still mumbling. Today has come and gone. Like yesterday. Minor details lost in the frailty

Looking For Someone
i cannot find any information on someone that i am desperately trying to find. Does anyone know how i would go about finding this person other then the usual people finder? i am looking for a address with no results!! The last known address is one i already have i just have come to a dead end and was hopeing someone out there could help!!! thanks

Bleeding Heart
NightwishWish I Had An AngelMusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.com I gave you my heart you crushed it I had my wrongs but gave it to you again Only to have it shreded to pieces you had to riped it out in public you are no fallen angel as an angel would never do what u have done you have kids so do i why bring innocents in adult things you want to blame me fine ill take it all but dont u ever dare call your self an angel i may not have a heart no more but some day some where i will find my Angel the real one Fallen Dark Angel you riped me apart fine ill heal in time but be woman enough to leave me alone and let me heal all i ask leave me and my kid alone just move on and let us be good bye baby 2 chances not 3

Sc(poem)
And .... ... for the silent tears inside she cried Lay invisible upon her cheek Where could she run, where could she hide Only solace she did seek Lay invisible upon her cheek A lifetime of hardship and pain Only solace did she seek Would her dignity ever remain A lifetime of hardship and pain Tribulation etched in stone at her birth Would her dignity ever remain Will her existence be of worth Tribulation etched in stone at her birth Where could she run, where could she hide Will her existence be of worth For the silent tears inside she cried

Dude, Change Your F*cking Name!!
Hell of a name gets boy banned from Australian school A boy called Hell has been barred from enrolling in a Catholic school in Australia because his surname jarred with its religious teachings, the child's father said Monday. The youngster's dad, 45-year-old Alex Hell, has expressed outrage after the primary school in the southern city of Melbourne allegedly refused to admit his son, Max. "We are victims of our name," said Hell, whose name is of Austrian origin. "We're quite devastated by the whole thing," the Catholic father of three told the Australian Associated Press. "It's 2007, not 1407 -- it's not the Dark Ages." Hell said that at one point he offered to change his son's name to his wife's maiden name of Wembridge, a suggestion that he said was welcomed by the principal of St Peter the Apostle primary school, Michael McGrath. But he changed his mind, and was then told that Max would not be able to attend the school, Hell said. School officials later had a change of hear

Why Men Are Happier
Men Are Just Happier People-- What do you expect from such simple creatures? Your last name stays put. The garage is all yours. Wedding plans take care of themselves. Chocolate is just another snack. You can be President. You can never be pregnant. You can wear a white T-shirt to a water park. You can wear NO shirt to a water park. Car mechanics tell you the truth. The world is your urinal. You never have to drive to another gas station restroom because this one is just too icky. You don't have to stop and think of which way to turn a nut on a bolt. Same work, more pay. Wrinkles add character. Wedding dress $5000, tux rental-$100 . People never stare at your chest when you're talking to them. The occasional well-rendered belch is practically expected. New shoes don't cut, blister, or mangle your feet. One mood all the time. Phone conversations are over in 30 seconds flat. You know stuff about tanks. A five-day vacation requires only one suitcase. You c

Home
lonliness,creeps up on you when u least expect it.Then the questions, should i or shouldn't I. whats left here for me. Phone doesn't ring, no one comes over. Your thoughts are all you have. stress and pressure are getting to you. so you pack up and head home to the place you know best. FAMILY Where there is no more lonliness.

Emo
kk we were in hookah talking about emo blogs..so...its now my turn to write one lol -sniffle- whyyyyy wwwhhhyyyy whhyyy did Fox stop making new episodes of DRIVE?????????? so like this morning I made toast n it burnt a little.....Im such a fucking loser So like I called my gf and she let it ring 3 times before picking up.... 3 TIMES!!! ..shes gonna dump me i know it... I hate you all Except you The End

Women To Rule New Town
source: Ananova | Apr 10, 07 | submitted by Pat Coate China is to create the world's first 'Woman Town' where women make all the decisions and disobedient men face punishments. Chongqing is to convert its Shuangqiao district into Woman Town, covering 2.3 square km, reports Chongqing Morning News. The slogan: "A woman never makes a mistake. A man can never reject a woman's request" will be carved into the town gates. "Construction will take around two years, and the place will become a very good destination for entertainment and relaxation," says Li Jigang, director of Shuangqiao district tourism bureau. "In any tour group entering this town, female members would play the deciding role, concerning shopping and other items of the itinerary. "We are drafting a township law, which stipulates clearly how men should be punished and for what. A disobedient man will be punished by kneeling on an uneven wooden board or by washing dishes in a restaurant." (repost of original by '

July 8 2007 Sunday El Porto
Sunday, July 8, 2007 Wow! What a day....where do I begin.... Well, for one thing, surfing every single day is really starting to pay off. That and some quality advice from a few trusted sources. This dude I talk to, who gives me really top-notch advice told me that arching my back is the key to taking off, without going over the falls, and keeping the board in trim, or, on an "even keel" as he put it, however, that single piece of advice really changed things for me. Keeping that in mind gives me amazing control when taking off. I not afraid of pearling anymore, because I know that I can keep the nose up this way, also, that once I get to my feet, everything is gonna be under control. Not being afraid of getting tossed has really opened doors for me, I go for bigger better shit, without the hesitation that was holding be back before. In fact, I landed my first trick today. A 180. It was AWESOME!!! The day was really trippy. I have come to find that blazing a bit of herb half w

Ode To Boobs.
Dear boobs, dearest boobs Thanks for all you've done You've helped me get out of trouble And into lots of fun You're always there for me You always lead the way You rock, thanks again For hanging out with me every day You two are pretty cool I'm sure others would agree As long as you both know How much you mean to me Yay, boobs!

And The Lord Struck Him Down!
I guess God wasn't pleased!! Ha ha!! Religious Book Seller Struck By Lightning (CBS4) HIALEAH A man making a trip from Puerto Rico to South Florida to raise money for his religious education remains hospitalized Monday after he was struck down by a bolt of lightning which flew from clear blue sky on Sunday. He was selling religious materials when he was hit. Hailu Kidane Marian was working with members of his religious group, selling religious materials door-to-door in a Northwest Miami-Dade neighborhood, when the bolt from the blue struck him down. "I heard a boom, and I looked and the guy jumped back, and he just laid there, stiff," said witness Maria Martinez. Paramedics say Marian was not breathing and his heart was not beating when they arrived, but they were able to revive him and rushed him to Jackson Memorial hospital, where he was in critical condition Sunday night. Members of his religious group waited outside the hospital throughout the night for word of hi

No One Cares
I love how you become a member of a lounge and when u least exspect it you are removed. I had never done nothing to no one except being a friend. But it is like that is not enough for some this days. So now I am gonna walk the nights alone and without a care. Everyone wants to be rated and yet they treat others like dirt. For those who care if you want to find me, look for the blood moon.

Lmao
Monday, July 09, 2007 10:05 AM PT Posted by Steve Bass Gotcha! Geek Squad Caught Stealing Porn In a three-month sting, the Consumerist loaded a PC with porn, set it up with a keylogger, and asked the Geek Squad to install iTunes. Consumerist said the hidden program recorded everything and produced a very revealing video. Watch as the tech pokes around, finds what he wants, and copies files to his flash drive

More More
awwww it's snowing here yes i love winter and snow but Buenos Aires isn't ready for it, no chains for the car wheels or anything it's getting even colder and i hope it stops, or the transport system will be a disaster i uploaded a couple videos, and i can see through my window it's still snowing :( note: the audio sound in those videos SUCK! i'm going to look for another site where i can upload them

Looks Like I May Have Won!!
i was just informed that at the current moment i am the unoffical winner of the 3 day blast!!! will be rewarded tonight at midnight but i wont have pc acess till tomorrow from the library. thanks to all who helped me win. Porcelain, looks like that 'vette is yours!!! more to come tomorrow weatger permitting! Check my update blogs to keep voting till midnight!!!!

How Little Green Men Do It…
How Little Green Men Do It… If anyone has read the Postulate on GUT’s blog and has stopped rolling on the floor in fits of laughter then I’ll explain how the little green men show up to check us out every now and then. As per Einstein no massive object can attain the speed of light due to the relative mass of the object would increase to the point it would require infinite energy to accelerate the mass of the object. So this would mean that no craft could visit earth because any life that could travel the distances required would have to have a 10,000 year life span. And even at half the speed of light a molecule of hydrogen would punch a hole clean through our little puddle jumper. Also inertia would make the occupants become a sticky mess on the wall starboard wall if you tried to make even a slow turn to port. So lets inject the postulate that the universe is indeed a quantum state where all matter is connected by the indefinable energy that was the quantum point of

God Bless America!!!!
I think everyone on this planet needs to read this. It was sent by a 78 yr old former nun. The thoughts are pure and we all understand the point.... There are a few things that those who have recently come to our country and apparently some native Americans need to understand. First of all, it is not our responsibility to continually try not to offend you in any way. This idea of America being a multi cultural community has served only to dilute our sovereignty and our national identity. As Americans, we have our own culture, our own society, our own language and our own lifestyle. This culture, called the 'American Way' has been developed over centuries of struggles, trials and victories by millions of men and women who have sought freedom. Our forefathers fought, bled and died at places such as Bunker Hill, Antietam, San Juan, Iwo Jima, Normandy, Korea, Vietnam, just to name a few. We speak English, not Spanish, Arabic, Chinese, Japanese, Russian, or any other language

Amputation Tomorrow...
For anyone who actually reads these, I will not be on for 1-4 weeks due to my amputation being tomorrow @ 11:00 a.m. So if you guys arent doing anything around then please say a small prayer for me. Much love cherries.

Pro Sports.....
OK WTF is up with pro athletes? All I see is a bunch of way over pay punks... These assholes dont play for the love of the game they do it for the fucking money... So should I quit doing what I do because I dont get payed enough? I have a very high chance at dying in what i do, So I feel we should be getting payed millions not them... So to any pro athletes that read this pull your head out of your fucking ass and take a fuckin pay cut... Play for the love of the game not the money... Kids look up to you and all you show them is how to be money hungry... I love sports but I play them because to me they are fun and not some pay check...

Sex, Love, And True Happiness...
Yes all 3 of these are together because I think in some way that they all relate... Do I personally think you need all 3 for a strong healthy relationship, Yes I do... Well lets break it down... With love comes sex at some point... But for sex you should be in love... Now if you are getting some from the one you love you should truly be happy, right? Well why the fuck doesn't that always work? I believe there are too many variables to be able to have all 3 but can it happen, Yes it can... How you ask? Honestly I have no clue but there is a way, there has to be... So Here is the catch... Can you find the answer to this? Please feel free to share your opinion...

Pets & Animals
THE RAINBOW BRIDGE... ... ... ... "FOR MY PERITA DAISY"**R.I.P. 04/28/03-06/27/07*** THERE IS A BRIDGE CONNECTING HEAVEN AND EARTH. IT IS CALLED THE RAINBOW BRIDGE BECAUSE OF IT'S MANY COLORS. JUST THIS SIDE OF THE RAINBOW BRIDGE THERE IS A LAND OF MEADOWS, HILLS AND VALLEYS WITH LUSH GREEN GRASS. WHEN A BELOVED PET DIES, THE PET GOES TO THIS PLACE. THERE IS ALWAYS FOOD AND WATER AND WARM SPRING WEATHER. THE OLD AND FRAIL ANIMALS ARE YOUNG AGAIN. THOSE WHO ARE MAIMED ARE MADE WHOLE AGAIN. THEY PLAY ALL DAY WITH EACH OTHER. THERE IS ONLY ONE THING MISSING. THEY ARE NOT WITH THEIR SPECIAL PERSON WHO LOVED THEM ON EARTH. SO, EACH DAY THEY RUN AND PLAY UNTIL THE DAY COMES WHEN ONE SUDDENLY STOPS PLAYING AND LOOKS UP. THE NOSE TWITCHES THE EARS ARE UP. THE EYES ARE STARING. AND THIS ONE SUDDENLY RUNS FROM THE GROUP. YOU HAVE BEEN SEEN, AND WHEN YOU AND YOUR SPECIAL FRIEND MEET, YOU TAKE HIM OR HER IN YOUR ARMS AND EMBRACE. YOUR FACE IS KISSED AGAIN AND AGAIN, AND YOU LOOK ONCE

To All The Men That What Wifes
1. Learn that women are not the only ones that can change the toliet paper roll. 2. You can clean up after your self. 3. Never offer to help and then when she says thats okay i got it go and find something else to do we are only being nice. 4. If we ask do i look good you always say yes 5. Never miss a day of tell us: -how nice we look - how much you love us -how much we are needed

So Much For That
What can I say? Men constantly dissappoint. Kurr is in jail. Extreme dissappointment. There comes a point when you must choose to be with the one you love or be happy. For most lucky people this is one choice. But when your lover loves his fantasy life more then his reality it becomes difficult. I can not take the lies. to myself but mostly others...I can NOT take the theft...the lack of control. I have made the only decision left to me. I hope in the long run it benifits everyone. I will always and forever love him. He has my heart and my soul. One day I hope he learns what that means and how to live for someone other then himself. Thats love..thats freedom. oxox Fair the Well.

Passion Song
Deep and embraced in rapture of love and lust our bodies join our passion grows firy with each touch feel me enter you with each thrust feel your body tear asunder around me feel my hands drag down your body feel and taste our firy kiss deep with passions we did not know feel the hours slip away in a blink of and eye feel eachother explode in passion feel the night slip to day and lay in my arms and sleep tight for this is our passion song

To Lose The Chance To Be With You
your hair flows like thegentle breeze blowing through a garden of red roses... your eyes sparkle like the glistening stars in the warm night air...your skin is so soft and gentle like a new born baby crying for attention...the curves of your body beat an hour glass times ten... i get speeding tickets every time i think of you, because my heart races 1,000 miles a minute... your sweet aroma stops me dead in my tracks, like the lonely stop sign on the corner...i wood be but in heaven if you was to stand by my side and become my lady, lady i would die if i was to lose you and the chance to become your man i would have to drop to my knees and die... by lonely white wolf

It Broke 1,000,000
well i been waiting for this. i got to admit that cherrytap is alot cooler than what it started out to be (lostcherry.com) but i'm glad that people are getting into this site, it's great. i've been a user since before mumms (which i'm not allowed to post btw grr) since before happy hour, blasts, or even gifts for that matter. yup, i'm old school cherrytap. and this day is a crazy day for me. i feel like an elderly fool even though i'm only 25 yrs old, because so much has improved. welcome all you newbies from this point on, and i hope my orig. friends will all be true

Barrio 101
Alright many of you mummers have seen Urban and I speak barrio in the mumms, but how many know what we are saying. This blog is to teach you the basics so you can enjoy the fun and maybe join us. Lesson 1: Learn to type slang: Ju = you Dat = that etc etc... This is very basic level, a sample sentece would be like this: Ju kno dat mang(olmes, esse) be sprung fo dat ruca(chica, puta) which translates to: You know that man(close friend male, man) is in love with that babe(chick, bitch). Lesson 2: Barrio is derived from Mexican decent so throw in some spanish. common words: Puta = bitch mi = me y = and loco = crazy gringo = American or Americanized person sample sentence (Lesson 1 and 2): Ju kno dat puta is loco fo mi y ju dun kno wat to do olmes. translation: You know that bitch is crazy for me and you don't know what to do brother. Lesson 3: Minimal grammar, no punctuation, and simple words. This means most of the words used properly in this blog are

I Like Todays 07/10/07
The nearer your destination, the less sure you are that you actually want to arrive. Hey, that's normal. Sometimes the fear of success is a lot stronger than the fear of failure. The goal will be worth it eventually.

How Your Ct Profile Gets Hacked
This is how your site gets hacked....You will be surfing your page and reading the add requests. You may see a profile that you like. Then you may decide to add that person so you do. Very soon after you add this person you will probably go to post a comment. Then what happens is you will get a message that says YOU MUST BE LOGGED ON TO PREFORM THIS ACTION ...... DON'T DO IT! This is how they get your password...Trust me Immediately close your browser then Log back in. If you had paid attention as I do you will notice two things that are dead giveaways. The first one is how many times you have been viewed. I reset to Zero after every session so for me it was easy. Ninety Nine views in 30 seconds- NO way.Then the other thing is when the Fake Login page does come up. Look at the URL in the bar and you will see the word redirect in it. I hope you all post and repost this over and over. NEVER RE-LOG ON During a session Close Out and RE-Log on the proper way

I Will Always Remember
the truth is that our time has come no need to make anymore excuses the plans that we made to go for life i guess the pain caused them to die i am sorry that time changed us deep insidei am stillme... but you believe what you want to believe... stillliving we had a great love once upon a time but i guess fairytales do end... yet it was quite beautiful the way it began great things are coming... for your star does shine and as the day goes by... i can tell of a love i lost that i wasn't able to find there are 2 sides of every story but listen baby... i will never say anything bad about you i have shared the pain... as well the glory so listen baby... i will always remember the truth truth being... i will always remember you.

Wtf Is Wrong With People????
To those of you who have truely been my friend, please ignore this rant but to those of you who have taken me for granted and think that I'm some kind of "disposable" friend.......FUCK YOU ALL!!! Because of my aquarian nature, I tend to wear my heart on my sleeve and take people at their word, you know the whole benefit of the doubt thing...Well not any fucking more. I am tired of being lied to, stabbed in the fucking back by people that I considered to be friends. I want you all to know that Im not after a boyfriend or girlfriend though I can have either one that I wanted.. All I have ever asked of any of my friends is to be just that....my friend. Is it too much to ask for some common courtesy if plans need to be cancelled? Is kindness and honesty too much for people to afford anymore? Jesus people are so fucked up and it seems they all put on a facade until they get your trust then FUCK YOU OVER royally. Well, this last time for me was the final straw. From now on people, if

Ahhhhh Vacation Was Amazing !
Ive made it back .. it took everything I had not to try and talk my way into staying at the beach for the longest time allowed ( 21 days) .. Granted Tenting it was tough at times ( rain rain and some more rain ) .. but .. it was amazing, Everyone had a blast .. met some Very cool people and we're hoping to meet up with them again next year .. we've exchanged names and addresses so we can all plan on it ..The first nite there was so cold my teeth were chattering to their own beat .. and I did have a lil tumble .. ok . .was a big tumble but i survived . thank gawd for Boobs ..and we all got a good laugh about it . my neice said i was airborne for a good 2 seconds Hahahahahaha .. Thank gawd it happened at nite or the whole campground would have had a good laugh with us .as i said in one of my pics ... not far from us they were filming the newest Indiana Jones movie so every day we'd see something to do with it going on .. and one of the people staying near us .. worked on set .. we really

*sighs*
so i am going to be facing one of my biggest fears on July 25th @ 5:30PM est. I will be going to the dentist for the first time in over 5 years. The biggest reason I haven't been is because I don't have dental insurance. I still don't,however, I was referred to a good dentist by a friend that takes patients without insurance, and offers them a monthly payment plan. I can handle that. I can't however handle the lectures, that I'm sure I'm going to get when I go see him. I'm terrified. Ever since I was a little kid, I was afraid of the dentist. Only reason I'm really going now, is because I've had some really bad toothaches these past couple of days, and I need to get it taken care of. Anyone have any suggestions to calm my nerves down about going to the dentist? If I don't seem too much like myself for the nexty few weeks, at least now you all know why. I'm sorry.

Wow
well i have to say that i have met someone really nice. been talkin to them for just a short while. its so nice to meet someone and make friends with them and have no expectations. just get to know each other. its nice to feel happy. to not be so stressed. it still cracks me up that my ex wants to follow me around on here like i dont know whats goin on. i am free and i can do what i want. i just want to scream "get over it and get on with your life" just leave me alone. anyway im not gonna worry about it cause right now im very happy with the way my life is goin. couldnt be better. ive learned to take things slow and not move so fast. its so much better this way. well i wish everyone happiness in their lives. may God bless all of you.

Mom
Well everyone mom finally got operated on yesterday, n luckly there was no stones in her kidney, just infection and scar material. But she looks 100 percent better today, more like her old self than she has in months. Shes just tired as hell n give out. I thank everyone fer thier prayers n concern, i do appericate it. Ty again everyone n hope everyone is doing well.

The Letter
Today the letter came in the mail saying that I was chosen to be in the pageant. Me!!!! I jumped around and did a little dance in my living room with groceries in hand as my dogs looked at me like I am crazy. First person I called was my boyfriend. Now I get to send them a check. Good thing for bday money. Thing that sucks is we have to raise $695 in sponsorships. It is to help cover the costs for the pageant weekend and for prizes.

The Fakeness Within!
The Fakeness Within Let’s be real for a second and not so fake Only a second, this will take. You are a hypocrite and a liar. You screwed up a good thing because of desire. Now you’re standing there looking stupid Can’t say anything- it’s just muted. Chasing after some club chick Who only wants you for your stick? She doesn’t want to be there by your side, Not like I have – and done it in stride. You would rather get something new Than fix what you’ve got. But now you’re all alone with no one to call on the phone. You are so damned blind that you can’t see That the real bitch that has been there for you is ME! I’ve been the one who has been there to listen And yet I am the one that you keep dissin’ Go out and preach to others about How to handle their turmoil But then you go out and cheat on your girl. Tell me- with all of your logic in you Why is it that you can’t be true? Why can’t you give me the things that I want? but can send her $10

Question
So I have my digital camera... a Kodak Easyshare C310...Is there a way to get pictures from the internal memory? I have a picture of myself that I actually kind of like on there. But its not on my memory card...and I don't have the cable that goes from my camera to the pc anymore. My dog chewed it up a while back. Any help??

Past & Present
The problem about adding people back from the past, in my past is that they still rarely talk to you. To me it's the new friends that make an effort to talk. Is it just me or is that how it seems too anyone else?

Respect ... Why Dotn People Have It Anymore?
Ok so in this thrilling installment of my rants I'm going to cover something I feel there isnt enough of anymore R E S P E C T. NO not the song made popular by the queen of R&B. NO the real honest to god true art of have respect for other people. What brings this on you ask? Well thats simple. Some trash talking fool right here on CT had the testicular fortitude step up and slam Whiskey Dust, now before any of you self severing nay sayers get all up in arms.... yes I know everyone is aloud there opinions but there is a limit to that too. If you are going to give your "opinion" on something, using diplomacy and tact is something this person lacks. Here judge for yourself: "this is the band you see playing at that really shitty bar down the street from you, this sounds like it was recorded in a utility closet of a sanitation factory" Now to me that sounds like someone that has nothing better to do with there time than to talk trash. Critic? I doubt it..... if this person works for s

Tuesday 07/10/2007
A thought for the day from: Peter Britt "Her heart lays shattered on the floor. Salvation awaits in this loving hand, the gentle word. This offer, is blood of my own in a wish to mend it. Thy wish is the sun, might it shine and warm her soul. The wind, may it give unto her a cool breeze of calm. The stars, may they sing to her each night of peace. Love, might it devour her so she may know happiness and be whole once more. This soul, that it might mingle with her own and find peace. For only she may unlock this prison and release this heart. Only she, may know the path which leads deepest within me, and truly find me." © 2003-2007 Peter Britt Krystal Vision Productions

Another One
How can I know so surely that I'll love you No matter what the future has in store? Time is like a cave in which our torches Show only the circumference of our minds. But love is will far more than it is passion, Though passion may at first sustain the will. One chooses love the way one chooses faith Because that is the way that heaven lies. My love for you is vaster than the ocean, More rich in loveliness than coral seas. I could no more relinquish it than let go Willingly the precious gift of life. I am afraid to love, and yet I love you. My fear is like a wall I walk right through. The wall is there, and yet it doesn't stop me. I need it still, and yet I still need you. I know someday we will be in a field Surrounded by the blessing of the sky. I'll dance with all the freedom of pure joy, Needing you without a reason why. But now I'm still afraid that I might lose you, That you might not accept my desperate need. You make me laugh and cry and be c

Away Messages...and Pissy People..lol
kk...I've had a few people get upset with me because sometimes I don't respond...if my away message says "not here"....yeah...more than likely not here...If it says "nite nite"...that means I am sleeping...If it says "working"..I don't work from a comp so again...not here...you get the picture..lol...so if I don't respond to you...it's not that I am a stuck up bitch or that I am ignoring you...It's actually because I am not there...I can't sit at my comp 24/7...I try and talk to most everyone...unless you shout me with something random like "nice tits" or "can I...etc etc etc"....then yeah...you're probably being ignored...lol...I like substance people...talk to me...have a actual conversation...insult me (in a joking manner of course)...I insult back..lol...make me laugh....that's the best!!...thanks for listening!!....MWAHZZZZZ

11
There has to be a way across these mountains. Somewhere there's a pass we haven't found. The setting sun casts rows of jagged shadows Swallowing the hope we had allowed. Cold descends, the iron will of darkness, When nothing can be done except survive. Love like burning embers keeps us breathing As bitterness engulfs the icy stars. Ah, my love! There will be, will be morning! The sun will rise up like the cavalry. We will find our way across these mountains To build our lives within the dream of peace.

Life Sucks Until You Get A Clue
Just when I thought I could stand on my own after all the tormoil, today I buried my 14 yr old niece. There is nothing worse than saying goodbye to someone you were teaching about life and what was in store for them ahead in life. Only to find out, they taught you more than you can ever learn in life in a horrific day. How many times did I tell my son he couldn't stay out and ride his scooter because I was tired of sitting outside? how many times did I not give him 5 more minutes to try his best again on the monkey bars? Saying goodbye to my niece opened my eyes to what I was not indulging myself to in my life. How many times do I have to be selfish or too tired before I realize what I lost? Today I realized, as I said goodbye with tear-filled eyes to my Mindy, that I don't have tomorrow, I only have today. What do I actually have to do that is that important that I can't throw a ball to my son or watch him learn another stunt on his scooter, bike, or skateboard? Pay bills, clean a ki

The Most Epic Week Of Evqr Is Coming Up (pictures And Videos Included!)
July 26-29 = Highlands war, which means a nice peaceful weekend in the tree covered mountains of Flagstaff. It also means I get to hang out with Holly, and see John and Aja and Steele, and getting an AMAZING massage from a pseudo-lesbian(who happens to give the best massages I've ever felt in my short life) July 29th, I'll head back down to Tucson, hang out with Miku and hopefully get my hair cut and re-dyed. Sometime either that night, or the next morning (I still have to talk to her about that part) we'll head up to Burbank, California to see + (Last Call with Carson Daily taping). Thennnn either after, or before AND after the taping of said show it will be ME + MIKU + RICHEE + MIKE DIVA AND MAXXXXXXXXXX JENGA + GODSCOLON +

Do You Know?
Do you know what love is? Real love? Soulmate love? Do you know what it feels like to have the most beautiful person you ever met love you unconditionally? Do you know what it's like to have that person think you're wonderful and adorable and sexy....and think these things about things that you've just always done and been....and no ones ever thought they were wonderful or adorable or sexy before? Do you know what it's like to have someone be so embedded in your soul that you dream about them every single night? Do you know what it's like to wake up in the morning and go about your day and feel like you never even left the dream? Do you know how it feels to have a person come along and change everything? Do you know how it feels to have someone make you better just by being in your life? Do you know what it's like to have someone make your heart melt? Do you know what it's like to meet the person that you've been looking for from the time you were born? Do y

Night Swimming Part Five
Losing myself for a moment in the feel of your lips, I pull away, taking your hand I lead you out of the water There is a soft blanket waiting for us back on the beach. Kneeling togethr on the blanket our hands roaming each others body, a deeper sense of desire can be felt now, struggling to see who will have the lead this time. Kissing more passionately, more hungry for one another now that our bodies are awake to evry little touch and sensation. Lying togethr on the blanket I pull you on top of me, positioned so there is no mor struggle we can share in each othrs sweetness. Teasing you by kissing your inner thigh, softly biting andd tugging on your flesh Accidentally nipping a little harder as I feel you running your tongue along my lower lips I cant help myself anymore, needing to taste you, no teasing this time, my tongure running between your lips and darting inside you, pulling your hips down to slide it deeper, enjoying your soft whimpers and the feel of your b

Don't You Just Love Fuck
The Fucking Disclaimer: If you are offended by the use of bad language fuck off now! Don't read all of this and then say it annoys you. Uses of the word Fuck: FUCK is an international word. It doesn't matter where you are in the world, everyone knows exactly what you mean when you say "Fuck Off". It's the atmosphere it creates, that's why you will never read something like: "Fuck off", he hinted. Grammatical Usage: In language, "fuck" falls into many grammatical categories, making it one of the most versatile words in the English language. It can be used as a verb, both transitive (John fucked Jane) and intransitive (John and Jane fucked). It can be an active verb (John fucked Jane) or a passive verb (Jane was fucked by John) or an adverb (Jane is a fucking bastard) and a noun (Jane is a terrific fuck). It can be used as an adjective (Jane is fucking beautiful). Further Structures: As you can see there are few words with the versatility of "fuck". Besides its sexual co

Late Night Ramblings
here it is 5:30 am and i still cant sleep... thought i would write a little bit til i get sleepy. first of all a great big thank you to all my new friends and fans. this last one was a very successful blast for me. i'm a bit on the lazy side so i don't talk to everyone. but if you buy my next blast, i promise i'll talk to you. ;-) and honestly i'm getting quite tired of the "nice tits" and "hey how r u" kind of messages. thing about that is i like compliments, but how about saying something of quality to me? maybe show me that you read my profile and not just drooled over my NSFW pics? say something INTERESTING? is that so much to ask for? and while i'm on it... type out your damn words. grrr. so i went to see the transformers movie tonight. it was actually very well done. good character development. so good that i cried when bumblebee got tied up by the military. yes i cried over a robot. and i'm not a big movie crier. sappy ending but what do you expect, it

Welcome To My Abode
I've been thinking a lot about homes lately. no, not to put the parents in, nothing like that, but homes, a place to live. Yeah, I live with my parents right now and one day I may even have this place, but do I really want to live here the rest of my life. What kind of home would I like and where. My tastes have varied over the years, but lately I've managed to narrow the choices down. Oh, I've had some nice ones over the years and the tastes have varied. Once, I thought about a Geodesic Dome home, during my modernistic, environmental phase. Then there was the farm up in Virginia, off the Blue Ridge Parkway. Even a Houseboat on the lake. So here's my top 5: 5 - A beach house with wrap around porch, either down on the coast of Sc or Texas. 4 - An Adobe Hacienda somewhere in New Mexico or Arizona. I've always loved the desert and would love to live there. 3 - A cozy cottage in Ireland or Scotland complete with Thatched roof. you've probably seen the kind in travel books, lo

Wow!!! I Can't Believe That!!!!
On Aug 4th, We having a bash party for me to moving out of my parents to living with my new girlfriend! Her parents coming to help me out to moving all my stuff to her van and they will meeting my parents. I just got her from cherrytap.com.... WoW I just bought a Brand New sidekick3 and I give to her my Sidekick2 and keeping to touching each other on my PDA!!!!! I just confuse on new sidekick3 all are different from regluar sidekick2!!! I already sign-up for her but no voice phone!!! It is Coming True Loves from online person!!!!! Thanks Mike

Okay, Okay...so I've Calmed Down....
Okay. It's a new day and I feel much more positive. I had a bad couple of days...so sue me. LOL. I am back to being optimistic. One needs to only look to themselves for happiness and pleasure. Finding someone to share it is gravy, don't you think? Here's what I plan to do: Move on with no regrets. Yes, you can spend time with someone and they can shit all over you. It's better to experience life, all it's ups and downs, and BE ALIVE rather than sitting around being cautious and wondering what might have been. Mind you, this doesn't mean being totally STUPID. But I believe that it's all good as long as you don't hurt anyone. Be HONEST and look at things with someone of the opposite sex for what the ARE and not what you WISH they were. Oh, I must be frank here...honesty means not omitting little facts that could change someone mind about whether to be with you. Just wanted to clarify that. I know some things are better left for later in the relationship, but MAJOR t

My Nephew Is In The Air Force
You stay up for 16 hours He stays up for days on end. You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you. He knows he may not see some of his buddies again. You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls. He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists. You complain about how hot it is. He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow. You go out to lunch, and complain because the restaurant got your o

Venting Or Um Least Sharing Current Things
So people i got a temp job its pure physical labor but a little hard work never killed anyone infact it makes um stronger... I'm atleast hoping to have enough cash from the temp job to buy a new desktop....but im not going to count my chicks before they hatch... im happy an all ima be working for a goal an for someone i love dearly so someday she'll be with me an thats about all i can really hope for shes perfect for me in every aspect she knows how to push my buttons to get me in the right moods for anything she challenges me aswell as keeps my attention very well... As for those that cant be helpful or least say hey it'll happen someday HA you can all kiss the fattest part of my ass though lol ive been told i aint got no ass which is good i think dont wanna be a yoshi. Well so far this is all im going through couldnt have found a better looking woman then my fiesty Redheaded Goddess damn shes bad ass an dangerous lol yeah Abby whatcha gonna do now? huh yeah thats right :P br

Bbw/bhm Bombers Meeting Tonite!!
TO ALL BBW/BHM BOMBERS FAMILY THERE WILL BE A MEETING TONITE AT 9pm EASTERN TIME ALL MUST ATTEND...IF YOU HAVE A REASON YOU WONT BE ABLE TO ATTEND PLEASE LET EITHER ms, maine or rubia KNOW PLEASE...IF THERE ARE ANY PPL WHO ARE INTERESTED IN JOINING OR JUST STOPPING IN TO SEE WHAT WERE ABOUT PLEASE FEEL FREE...HERE IS THE LINK TO OUR LOUNGE. http://www.cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=7895 THANK YOU CANDYRAIN BBW/BHM BOMBERS SECRETARY

Just Me
Frist thank new friends i get from frist blast. This is for all people who ask about my disably my back is conpress and arthrites so bad i get three back disc low back and three in upper back. Pls i get agaent orange with that i get diabetic and high blood pressure next i loss 50%if my hearing . So with dose problem i can't work and more it really hard walk or do anything. I still do thing around hose and do litter gardening you see same picture but i'm most hope hard go any place . I'm ok with it but just don't like chattig or talking about it. ps. my seplling not thst good LOL

The Freak In Bed
Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictionist. Read your sign, then repost this in a new bulletin with your zodiac sign and label. If u dont repost this, u will have bad luck for as long as it says in your description!! VIRGO: The Whore Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget. Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness.Great kisser. 7 years of bad luck if you do not repost. SCORPIO: The lover Can be mean somtimes. EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Energetic. Predict future. Most erotic. (Freak in bed.) (GREAT kisser.) Always get what they want. Sexy. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. The sexiest ever....Romantic. Caring. 4 years of bad luck if you do not repost.

What Is Sjogren's Syndrome?
Sjogren's {Pronounced SHOW-grins) syndrome is a chronic autoimmune inflammatory disease in which moisture-producing glands are damaged, significantly decreasing the quantity and quality of saliva and tears. The disease was first identified by Swedish physician, Henrik Sjogren, in 1933. Although the hallmark symptoms are dry eyes and dry mouth, Sjogren's also may cause dysfunction of other organs, affecting the kidneys, gastrointestinal system, blood vessels, lungs, liver, pancreas, and nervous system. Patients may experience extreme fatigue, and joint pain and have a higher risk of lymphoma. Sjogren's is one of the most prevalent autoimmune disorders, striking as many as 4,000,000 Americans. Nine out of ten patients are women. This and Lupus is a disease that I and many others suffer, please check out the website, you can either click on the link which is on my front page or go to wwww.sjogrens.org Thank you! www.sjogrens.org My next blog will be on Lupus

Who's Your Friend?
I thought I had made some real great women freinds but I have learned this week that that is not so.....they thought I was using them and NEVER once asked me about it...Aren't freinds suppsoe to do that? I thought so but I guess not in this day and age. One woman i liked becaseu she always sounded awesome when another freind talked about her...I wanted to get ot know her...What happened I am not sure. She has not talked to me. The other I feel is a misunderstanding....Talk to me and lets settle this...I have spent an awful weekend becaseu I hurt two friends...I didn't mean ot hurt with carless words but please just talk ot me. I do not know what I am suppsoe to do here. I feel I am lost...What is wrong with making freinds? Does no one want to be friends with me becaseu of me and not becasue of WHO I know? I guess not...TO all who may read this....I love all my friends and I would die for each and everyone of them...don't shut out or bar something becasue it bothers you...as

Starfish Got Hammered!
I was working on my reef last night when I accidentally knocked my red knobby starfish down into my hammer coral. I was able to get the starfish away from the coral but not before it sustained some stings from the coral. Today it is all fucked up. Two of it's legs are all shriveled up. I'm hoping they will regenerate and it will be OK.

Loving You
I think about your smile. And all I do is cry. I think about your voice. And all of a sudden I die. I miss you more than ever. And I can't give up on you. I can't move on at all. And I don't even want to. You're still my everything. And my angel from above. The one who completes me. And the only one I love. You did what you had to do. You didn't have the choice at all. I can't stop thinking about you. Thinking maybe you will call. I continue to break down. Cause its the only thing I can do. I can't let go at all. And I can't stop loving you.

Love
Love is a beautiful thing dont u agree?Love is a wonder thing to be in so r u in love with neone. I know alot of u r in love and that is good stay in love but dont be in lust that is not good. I am in love with the most beautiful woman in the world and she is all i can think about. She is my heart and my soul so if u feel that same way I do about your boo comment on this and say it. One Love to all KK AKA DA PRINCE

A Grandfather Lost
Yesterday i found out that one of my dads best friends died. I had grown up with my dads friend wally. When ever i got go visit my dad on thursday nights when he was bowling i always got to see wally. Growing up i had both my grandmothers, but unfortunately my grandfathers had died years before i was born let alone tought of. Wally was the closest thing to a grandfather that i had, my dad would always joke calling him grandpa Wally. When i was 16 my dad finally let me bowl on his team as a sixth man. and every time i bowled i always sat next to wally and it was fun just talking hearing about his experineces. I really loved hearin about how his drill seargant could not pronounce his last name when he was in the army durng WWII. Dont mind me at all if for some reason i am a little slow to answer or if i do not respond at all, today is the wake and be first time in a few years that i get to see a man i had so much respect for and loved. Thanks to all my friends for being ther

~ Think Before You Show Off ~
hehe i don't know if this was true or a set up but this stupid ass was getting out of his car and riding on it like some kids do now days except this time a dude jumps in and steals his car hehe What a dumb ass.

Pissed Off!!! And I Dont Get Mad
I have a few things to say first off to those ppl that are friends with bot Cyber and myself i never once asked you to stop being her friend! Secondly when i let Cyber go from Fantasia it was nothing personal, it was do to the fact that ppl got tired of drama and it was time to move on, i dropped it at that, i was not the one that made her come clean about who she was, i was not the one that was on yahoo with her when she revealed the secret about her not being the one in those pics!!! That was her and someone else!!!! And it was all done after she was gone from Fantasia! Now things probably could have been worked out if she hadnt went and betrayed the trust i had for her and deleted the stream for fantasia, Iam not a bad person i would have given her the chance, but i also let her quit fantasia and come back multiple times, i was done with it all it was time to move on for the sake of her and the rest of the ppl that were getting angry!!!!I dont like drama so when all was said and don

Guest Book
hey are signing guestbooks cool or nor? if they are cool would you mine signin my guestbook please? when u have time of course lol. much love to all of my friends and family thanks to you i would be where i am now on ct thanks to you all

Just When I Thought Poeple Couldnt Have Any Less Confidence.....
Some of the higher point people have now come up with....... fan me and I'll buy you a drink............ LIKE IT MEANS SOMETHING TO ME TO GET A FUCKING DRINK ON CT! maybe i dont want to be your fan.......... did you ever think of that? or maybe you could develop an inviting personality that would ACTUALLY cause me to fan you. and then to beg for it or attempt to BUY fans without paying actual money? were you people dropped on your heads as kids or what? Thank god I have my fucking dignity!

Cowboy Boots
The Cowboy Boots An elderly man, Bert, always wanted a pair of authentic cowboy boots. So, seeing some on sale one day, he buys them, wears them home, walking proudly. He walks into the house and says to his wife: "Notice anything different about me?" Margaret looks him over, "Nope." Frustrated Bert storms off into the bathroom, undresses, and walks back into the room completely naked except for the boots. Again, he asks, a little louder this time, "Notice anything different NOW?" Margaret looks up and says, "Bert, what's different? It's hanging down today, it was hanging down yesterday, and it'll be hanging down again tomorrow." Furious, Bert yells, "AND DO YOU KNOW WHY IT'S HANGING DOWN, MARGARET?" "Nope," she replies. "IT'S HANGING DOWN BECAUSE IT'S LOOKING AT MY NEW BOOTS!!!!!" Margaret replies, "Shoulda bought a hat, Bert. Shoulda bought a hat."

21 Picture Salute To Our Soldiers Returnin Home
God Bless Our Men And Women Over Seas That Have Fought For Our Countries And Are Now Coming Home... And For What They Have Faced And What They Are Coming Home To... Here Is The Link To The First Of The Pictures... God Bless You And Thank You!!!!! Layout Comments Graphics Military Images New Comment Codes HOT Darryl Worley - I Just Came Back From War

Shannon
this is to my girl..the one that knows me best you are the one that has beat out all the rest when my day is dark and there is no light you give me the strength to want to fight people try to mess up the bond between us but in the end all they made was a fuss thank you for all the times we have had we remain strong even on days we get mad our friendship will remain till the end of time even on our last day i will know you were mine by alanna..to shannon

Thoughts....
What does love feel like? When we reach that stage in our lives where we are at peace with our sins and in acceptance of our past do we feel a calmness in our souls or a roaring in our hearts? Do you love someone enough to give all of your mind body & soul ... Does love give you that person that walks beside you in life never in front or in back of you? How do we know when we find that person? Is it a look, touch, taste, smell, laugh, smile....does it hurt... does it consume you so much that you lose your breath? Does your heart bleed when you are apart?

20 Ways To Maintain A Healthy Level Of Insanity
1. At Lunch Time, Sit In Your Parked Car With Sunglasses on and point a Hair Dryer At Passing Cars. See If They Slow Down. 2. Page Yourself Over The Intercom. Don't Disguise Your Voice. 3. Every Time Someone Asks You To Do Something, Ask If They Want Fries with that. 4. Put Your Garbage Can On Your Desk And Label It "In." 5. Put Decaf In The Coffee Maker For 3 Weeks. Once Everyone has Gotten Over Their Caffeine Addictions, Switch to Espresso. 6. In The Memo Field Of All Your Checks, Write "For Smuggling Diamonds". 7. Finish All Your sentences with "In Accordance With The Prophecy." 8. Don t use any punctuation. 9. As Often As Possible, Skip Rather Than Walk. 10. Order a Diet Water whenever you go out to eat...use a serious face. 11. Specify That Your Drive-through Order Is "To Go." 12. Sing Along At The Opera. 13. Go To A Poetry Recital And Ask Why The Poems Don't Rhyme. 14. Put Mosquito Netting Around Your Work Area And Play tropical

Soldiers Poem (left As A Comment On Page And Didn't Want To Lose It)
Pain Is My Passion If I ever go to war Mom, Please don't be afraid. There are some things I must do, To keep the promise that I made. I'm sure there will be some heartache, And I know that you'll cry tears, But your son is a Soldier now, Mom, There is nothing you should fear. If I ever go to war Dad, I know that you'll be strong. But you won't have to worry, Cause you taught me right from wrong. You kept me firmly on the ground, yet still taught me how to fly. Your son is a Soldier now Dad, I love you Hooah, Even if I die. If I ever go to war Bro, There are some things I want to say. You've always had my back, and I know it's my time to repay. You'll always be my daybreak, through all of life's dark clouds, Your brother is a Soldier now, Bro, I promise I'll make you proud. If I ever go to war Sis, don't you worry bout me, I always looked out for you, but I can't do that anymore, Cause I'm a big bro to all in North America. I love you so much and you know that,

Not Here For Popularity......
I'm asking that all my friends please comment me, message me or give me a shout to let me know you wanna stay friends. I'm here to meet people and discuss things in common not rack up a million friends i dont know shit about. So go ahead, Shout It Out Loud baby, let me know your alive!!! Muah, LUV Becky

Beauty
Original Poem - do not rip Beauty Beauty that knows no bounds… Curves so soft and round… Breasts so large and lips so lush… Makes me beg for the slightest touch… Words like gorgeous, ravishing, come to mind… No prettier girl will a man ever find… Sexy, sensual, describe you too… Passion welling when I think of you… The sight of you fills me with wanton desire… Your slightest smile sets my body on fire… Your beauty dazzles me with ever turn… To hold and kiss you is what I yearn… gaze into eyes, like fires of blue… and lose my self in you… Brian - 2007

Dont Know Why I Wrote This.it Is Just A Letter To An Emotion Im Not Sure Ill Keep It Up Of If It Even Came Out How I Wanted But Hey None Of Us Are Per
are you there? I have waited patiently.It seems like an eternity.I see you every night infront of me just out of reach.I try to approach you and never get closer. I want you.My love grows more painful everyday,tearing at my soul.Such a cruel joke.Wanting something so pure and beautiful and to recieve such pain. My body is thick with lust.Just hoping for that kiss.Your lips parting allowing me to taste you.To feel your embrace arms and legs wrapping around me pulling me to you showing me that I am loved. I wish to be in you.To feel your warmth,Smell your scent,hear your moan,to feel your nails drawing blood down my back in the heat of passion.I can feel your bite on my neck followed by your moan in my ear urging me on to take you ,fill you , satisfy you. and yet i wait some more on and on it goes.I will not give up hope not even in the darkest of nights.I will not let my passion for you die out,like a smoldering ember it just waits for you to breathe

How?
How do you share your feelings with someone when you dont know what your feeling? you feel yourself twisting in so many ways, feeling things you never felt before. Being ripped apart, being tossed aside time and time again. when you think you finaly found the one theres often nothing there! when you found someone to care they often long for another! oh this thing called love is an evil temptation leading us in wasy we think we want only to be lead astray and to be ripped apart time and time again! So honetstly tell me how do you tell someone one your feelings? How do you share yourself with someone who either wants someone else or just dosnt have the time to know what you feel?

Pitbulls
I hate when people blame pitbulls.We all know it is the owner.I own two pitbulls and they are no harm to anybody.Its when you chain them up,or fight them is when they will bite you you have to love them like your child but thats it just sick of the pitbulls shit!!!!!

You Ever
you ever have a dream about what your lover was going to look like or what she or he would feel like to hold and touch? or am i the only one lmao oops i let one of my secrets out lol ok here is another question have you ever wondered what it would feel like being the other person when haveing sex what there oragasm would feel like lmao if it is the same as how you feel when you have one

Anger
Darkness creeping all around... the steely call from the ground... sorrow continually hammered into her heart... meteal claws of fear tear it apart... shadows slinking through the night... slashing and screaming she tries to fight... she looks in the mirror at her battered face... angry her heart begins to race... she will no longer be his punching bag... she will no longer be tossed aside like a dirty rag... she greets him home with a smile... though her plan evil and vile... she cooked him dinner nice and sweet.. he has no clue the fate he will meet... she tells him tonight she wants to play... tells him they will do things her way... she cuffs his hands to the bed... her demons now stirring in her head... he has a smile on his rugged face... she leans forward for one last embrace... from under the pillow she pulls a knife... she will teach him to beat his wife... his e

Terrorist Reid Aka Shoe Bomber
Everyone should hear what the judge had to say; Ruling by Judge William Young, US District Court. Prior to sentencing, the Judge asked the defendant if he had anything to say. His response: After admitting his guilt to the court for the record, Reid also admitted his "allegiance to Osama bin Laden, to Islam, and to the religion of Allah," defiantly stating, "I think I will not apologize for my actions," and told the court "I am at war with your country." Judge Young then delivered the statement quoted below: January 30, 2003, United States vs. Reid. Judge Young: "Mr. Richard C. Reid, hearken now to the sentence the Court imposes upon you. On counts 1, 5 and 6 the Court sentences you to life in prison in the custody of the United States Attorney Gener al. On counts 2, 3, 4 and 7, the Court sentences you to 20 years in prison on each count, the sentence on each count to run consecutively. (That's 80 years.) On count 8 the C

Excuse Me While I Puke In My Soup.
Since the Pledge of Allegiance and The Lord's Prayer are not allowed in most public schools anymore Because the word "God" is mentioned.... A kid in Arizona wrote the attached School prayer. I liked it. ~~~~~~~~~ Now I sit me down in school Where praying is against the rule For this great nation under God Finds mention of Him very odd. If Scripture now the class recites, It violates the Bill of Rights. And anytime my head I bow, Becomes a Federal matter now. Our hair can be purple, orange or green, That's no offense; it's a freedom scene. The law is specific, the law is precise. Prayers spoken aloud are a serious vice. For praying in a public hall Might offend someone with no faith at all. In silence alone we must meditate, God's name is prohibited by the state. We're allowed to cuss and dress like freaks, And pierce our noses, tongues and cheeks. They've outlawed guns, but FIRST the Bible. To quote the Good Book makes me lia

R.i.p Cole
Heyy Cole!!...I just thought i would write a little letter for you b/c i know you will read it. Not only were you an amazing soldier but you were a amazing guy, brother, uncle and friend. I remember the time you picked me and joey up and we went to WEM. I've never met a guy more picky about his clothes in my LIFE!..It was fun watching you model them :P...You were quite the hottie :)...And then the alcohol shot checkers game haha im sure you had many fun filled nights and then a il throwin up in the end. :P...Ohhhhhhh and of course when me and joey tryed to hook you up with meghan...And you thought she was ugly..HAHAHA...she was not..she just looked like crap that day!..Anyways hun, i hear your family is doing fine..I wish i could be there with them rght now..more than anything...Your family is amazing and they will get through this and i will to. You died protecting us and i am very honored to have got the chance to meet you. You'll forever be in my heart. -Ashley

Venting........
Ok so i have had one of those weeks well months...between the stress of basiclaly watching my grandma die and cant do a damn thing n the stress of ex wh is the biggest loser there is ..I get shit here the one damn place i come to let my reality slide away and kinda just have fun BUT OH NOOOO ..and NO I AM NOT playin the damn victim Im just venting.....To those who have said this week ive never been there never cared if thats what u think so be it but dont youdare come crying to me the next time u need help or u need s shoulder cause this time it wont be there.........to those of you who seem to think the world revolves right on u get a flippin clue other people need too.......and thennnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn for the people who wanna judge before they know a flippin thing ya know what just FUCK YOU... Now for the few who actually take 2 minutes to say hey or m thinkin of ya or love ya...Thank you ..you are the ones who keep me going who make me realize for all the fucktards out there there r

My Canadian Pimp Out
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Update From Birmingham-7-12-07
WE JUST GOT HOME FROM BIRMINGHAM. THE NEWS CONCERNING ALAN IS NOT GOOD AGAIN. HE HAS COMPLETELY LOST ALL STRENGTH AND FEELING IN HIS LEGS. FROM HIS TOES UP TO THE TOP OF HIS KNEES. ALSO HE HAS LOST FEELING FROM THE TIPS OF HIS FINGERS TO HIS WRIST. DR. MCGRATH HAS PUT HIM ON NEUROTIN NIGHTLY NOW, ALAN HAS TO TAKE 100 MG OF NUEROTIN EVERY NIGHT.HE WAS JUST TAKING IT AS NEEDED FOR PAIN. ALAN HAS PROGRESSED ALOT SINCE WE WAS THERE IN MARCH. I ASKED DR. MCGRATH WHAT COULD BE EXPECTED IN A YEARS TIME, AND HE DID NOT HAVE AN ANSWER FOR ME. WE GO BACK TO BIRMINGHAM ON OCTOBER 24 FOR ANOTHER CHECKUP. I SHOULD BE GETTING HIS NOTES IN ABOUT A MONTH, WHEN I GET THEM I WILL POST IT.

Someone Needs A Bitch Slap!!
Ok, so i havent wrote a real blog in awhile, and i keep catching hell for it. Really ppl, i have nothing interesting to say. BUT today while at work something hit me funny and i thought OMG, i need to blog about this!! So here i am...eating sugar free ice cream (which believe it or not is pretty good) and writing a blog. I really should be cleaning or doing laundry but i just had to vent and get this off my chest. We all have "pet peeves". Its human nature. Some of these "pet peeves" are everyday occurances...like Tim Hortons screwing up my tea DAILY even though i am there EVERY morning ordering the same darn thing. Here lets see if you can remember it...Large Tea, with milk and sugar...bag in. Not that hard is it?? You don't need to be a rocket scientist to do that simple task?? Or do you?? Repeat after me LARGE TEA, with MILK & SUGAR BAG IN!! But noooo i get coffee sometimes, other times i get no milk or too much sugar. IF and thats a big if they do acutally use thier kindergar

Pure Fucking Arrogence
So my last ex ended up going into porn after I broke up with her. The ex before her went to black men. And the ex before her hasnt dated a man under 6'2 sinse me. Am I wrong for thinking my cock is to dangerous for most girls :) hahaha

Support Our Troops, It Matters To Us.
I was browsing Cherrytap today, latida, as I normally do, looking for any hotties, and beauties that I haven't come across yet, when someone popped up in my list that had viewed me, that was very beautiful. So, hey, Imma guy, had to return the favor. I never expected to see what I saw. Here's a beautiful woman, who is happily married to a soldier that is currently over here in Iraq, for the first time(just like me). *~ You Be 6 I'll be 9! ~* Is her id. I never expected to be so moved by someone's undying devotion and support. This woman has put her all into supporting her husband, without even knowing what it means to him. So, here's my message about what your support means to us. Courage isn't something you're born with, it's something that most of the time doesn't even come out until it's absolutely necessary. The support of our loved ones at home helps us bring that courage to the surface, and face obstacles that we never imagined we would have to endure. Face losses that there was

I Wont Be On Much Today
my grandson chris was jumped late last night. and hurt pretty bad.. he does have a concussion. he was admitted to the hospital at 4:30 this morning. so right now i am working on very little sleep.. they admitted him for the concussion but also the blood work up they did . have them alittle concerned. havent talked to a doctor and neither has his mom. she is up there with him now. but as soon as i know something i will let all of u know. i will be going back to the hospital around 10:30. so i wont be on here much.need your prayers thank u and have a good day vickie

Too Funny
In pharmacology, all drugs have two names, a trade name and generic name. For example, trade name of Tylenol alo has a generic name of Acetaminophen. Aleve is lso called Naproxen. Amoxil is also called Amoxicillin and Advil is also called Ibuprofen. The FD has been looking for a generic name for Viagra. After careful consideration by a team of government experts, it recently announced that it has settled on the generic name of Mycoxafloppin. Also considered were Mycoxafailin, Mydixadrupin, Mydixarizin, Dixafix, and of course, Ibepokin. Pfizer Corp. annouced today that Viagra wll soon be availabe in liquid form, and will be marketed by Pepsi Cola as a power beverage suitable for use as a mixer. It will now be possible for a man to literally pour himself a stiff one. Obviously we can no longer call this soft drink, and it gives new meaning to the names of "cocktails", "highballs" a just good old-fashioned "stiff drink". Pepsi will market t new concoction by the new name of: M

Friends Forever No Matter What
ON HERE YESTERDAY SOMEONE TRIED TO COME BETWEEN ME AND LINDA AND TRIED SO PUT DAMAGE TO OUR FREINDSHIP. LINDA AND I FELL OUT BECAUSE OF IT. BUT THE PERSON WHO TRIED TO DESTROY OUR FRIENSHIP DIDNT SUCCEED BECAUSE LINDA AND I ARE STILL BEST FRIENDS AND WE ALWAYS WILL BE.

Done
Pretty sure I'm done helping other people's friends level up. I went and left someone a bunch of 11's the other day to help him out. Got him leveled. And 10 hours later, i got a comment that said "Thanks" nothing more nothing less...Maybe I'm just being spoiled? Thinking I deserve more? But that just seems unappreciative to me. I dunno.

Welcome To Fubar.com
Yes in a very short time Cherrytap will be on the internet using a new name. babyj made some new changes and wants to change the name. for all info on this new change please check out babyj's blog. Cherrytap is going to be Fubar woooohhooo repost this bulletin please so all can read on the changes that are about to happen (repost of original by 'F******HOT Marina *¢¾someone's lover¢¾* -tagged NSFW [member to the band of brothers]' on '2007-07-13 10:28:35') (repost of original by 'Boycott Wal-Mart' on '2007-07-13 10:36:23') (repost of original by '~I Love Iceman00725 4 Life~Please Sign My Guestbook' on '2007-07-13 10:41:06')

Being Totally Happy Now
I HAVE JUST GOT TO SAY TODAY HAS BEEN THE MOST HAPPIEST DAY IN MY LIFE IN ALONG TIME WELL FOR THE LAST FEW MONTHS REALLY...I NEVER EXSPECTED TO BE HAPPY AGAIN OR EVEN REMOTELY TRUST ANOTHER MALE ON THIS SIGHT BUT I WAS PROVEN WRONG LAST NIGHT AN TODAY THAT I CAN TRUST ONCE AGAIN AND EVEN MAYBE TRY TO OPEN MY HEART AGAIN AND LET ANOTHER IN. THOUGHT ITS JUST THE BEGINNING OF SOMETHING NEW I WANT TO SAY TO YOU WOMEN AND MEN OUT THERE ARE STILL A FEW GOOD ONES LEFT YOU JUST HAVE TO SEEK THEM OUT SOMETIMES THEY ARE RIGHT UNDER YOUR NOSE AND YOU DON'T EVEN REALIZE IT. IT TOOK GETTING MY HEART SHATTERED AND BROKEN AND BEING KICKED TO THE CURB BY SOMEONE I CARED SO MUCH ABOUT TO MAKE ME REALIZE THAT EVEN THOUGH IT DIDN'T WORK OUT FOR US AND THEY LET GO AND MOVED ON I COULD TOO THOUGH FOR ALONG TIME I COULDN'T DO THAT UNTIL NOW. THIS NEW HAPPINESS IS SOMETHING VERY REAL AND THERES A DEEP CONNECTION I DON'T LOOK FOR THIS HAPPINESS TO END IN ALONG TIME JUST REALIZE PEOPLE IF YOU HAVE BEEN HURT

Whats Really Going On.
Hello to all. In case you haven't noticed I haven't been on that much, I haven't returned a lot of your calls/IM's. I just started a new job at the Baymont Inn hotel. This week alone I have worked 48 hours, and have had 3 days of school around it, so i've been really really busy. everytime i turn my comp on all my messenger programs turn on and I'm usually swamped with homework, and falling half asleep so this is a big reason no one has heard from me. Once i get everything caught up, I will be on as much (hopefully) as i used to be. I miss you all and talk to ya soon :) D-Bac

And Further More
you all can take your crushes and stick them up your ass i dont care if anyone rates my pictures and i could give a fuck about your damn crushes you can all take them off god why in the hell would you put one on and take them off again geesh im sorry guys but this is stupid i feel like i did something for them not to like me i see that im not doing anything wrong it is all out of fun you either like me or you do im sorry for the aditude but someone left a comment that he should have wrote private to me if you all have a problem with my pictuers dont putt it in a comment private will do it

Dependency: The 8th Deadly Sin
My heart is heavy today. I found out news that I was totally unprepared for, and floored me beyond the realms of recognition. My friend of 17 years died last night of a morphine overdose. I'm not sure of the exact details and did not wish to inquire about them at this particular point in time. Jimmy is gone now and there is no bringing him back. Jimmy is a few years older than me, and I always looked up to him because he was able to party like a fucking rockstar. 17 years ago that was cool as hell to me. I remember in my days of hustling pool when I was just shy of 21, he would constantly try to slip me a beer or a shot in the local pub where we used to hang out at. I was always allowed to play there, because at hat stage of my life, I was usually a lock to win a significant amount of money playing pool. I would always make sure to give the bartender at least 20%. They knew I wouldn't try and jeopardize my "hustle" by sneaking a drink and getting them into trouble. All who worke

My Erotica Story
When the slightest touch puts you in a place you have never dreamed of. And to hear the voice that makes you melt. Wanting and yearning for the touch not knowing if it is going to happen or not. When the whispering of sweet nothings make you warm all over and moist at the same time. Wanting and waiting for the time and the place, and coming to the conclusion that it doesn't matter the time or place it is here and now. Getting closer every moment wanting him to hold you in his arms and just to feel the slightest breathe on your neck, the kind that sends shivers down your spin. The softest kiss says so much and not having to say a word. The brush of the hand softly on your cheek slowly moving to the neck, wanting him to grab your hair and tugging so slightly. Gentle kisses on the neck and shoulders, and wanting so much more. Feeling his skin next to yours starting to heat. The breathing becomes more rapid as you don't know what his next move may be. Closing your eyes

Avoid This Werdo At All Cost
Beware of this sicko, he just now out of the blue asked my RL GF, CT Wife and the love of my life tha following in her CT Mail: ------>was kinda wondering......have you ever done freaky things with the horse?.......just between me and you.....i really think that is very hot and a turn on if you have.........and if you have can i have details of what all happen and what you did.....and how it felt. His SN addy link is http://www.cherrytap.com/user/46592 just cut/paste that to your search or addy bar and give this sick bastard some hell, I felt this was very insultive. I'm going there now to give him hell.

Bambi Visits The Horses
Bambi paid the Horses a visit one day while Momma Deer watched. The horses didnt pay Bambi any mind at all and eventually walked off. After they left, Bambi and Momma Deer went on their way........was a pretty cool sight to see :D

Poem: High In The Sky
Those precious thigh's, its the inner sides, that I loved to kiss as you, spread your wings to fly.. I would love to be the bird, that gets trapped between, your beautiful legs, and does make you sore, high in the sky. Sign:Raymond Starns Dated:7/13/07

My Mind Is In The Gutter!!!!
WHERE TO START (EDITED)???? IF I HAD YOU IN FRONT OF ME I WOULD GRAB YOU AND START KISSING YOU. I WOULD THEN MOVE TO YOUR NECK. AFTER THAT I WOULD TAKE OFF YOUR SHIRT WHILE I AM DOING THAT I WOULD BE KISSING YOUR CHEST. AS I AM KISSING YOUR CHEST I MOVE DOWN SLOWLY TO YOUR WAIST AND START TO UNDO YOUR PANTS. WHEN I GET TO YOUR WAIST I THEN TAKE YOUR PANTS OFF. I THEN START TO PLAY WITH YOUR BIG HARD DICK. I TEASE YOU WITH MY TOUNG FOR A LITTLE BIT. I STOP AND STRATTLE YOU ON THE BED THEN TEASE YOU MORE BY TAKING YOUR DICK AND SLOWLY MOVING MY HOT WET PUSSY UP AND DOWN IT THEN I PUT YOUR DICK IN MY HOT WET PUSSY. AS I AM RIDING YOU I GO FROM THE TIP ALL THE WAY DOWN NICE AND SLOW A FEW TIMES THEN I START GETTING FASTER AND FASTER...... SORRY YOUR TURN NOW!!!!

Rant
Younger men. I'm very popular with them, ya know. And while my search for a serious relationship has gone nowhere, I'd settle for a decent friends with benefits relationship. So, since 80% of the local guys who contact me are young and cute, why not take one adorable and energetic kid up on his offer? As long as he understands the concept of friends with benefits -- getting to know me, ensuring we have things in common, hanging out with me, being my friend outside of bed as well as in it -- it should work out just fine for both of us, right? But egads, it's like pulling teeth! I mean, I'm cool, right? I'm fun. I own lots of movies. I like to play Nintendo. I have a great sense of humor. I'm young in spirit. I'm comfortable with myself and who I am. And I'm pretty good in bed, or so people tell me. You'd think it wouldn't be that much of a chore to hang out with me. But noooo. They say they want a friend with benefits, but in the end, they're blowing off plans with m

Each Man
Our bodies are both physical and spiritual. At our very center we are spiritual. Our bodies are built around the spiritual. The center is the unseen world. Therefore, we cannot see it with our eyes and we tend to judge the body because we can see it. The body is not who we are. We can see thes piritual if we are spiritual ourselves. We won't see this always with our physical eyes. Usually we will see it with our spiritual eye. We will hear ourselves say "I know this to be true." At the center of all human beings is the place of good. That includes myself. At my very core is good. I can find this place by staying free of resentments, fear, dishonesty and self-seeking motives. My Creator, keep me free this day of resentment, selfishness, dishonesty and fear.The human ego is a place that can do more harm than good. It is up to us to make sure our balance is in check daily Rebelbreed

How To Smiley's
Okay, I don't know if everyone knows but I just found out. Here are the smiley faces and things. No spaces. : ) = :) : D = :D : ( = :( : P = :P : O = :O ( D ) = (D) ( B ) = (B) ( Y ) = (Y) ( N ) = (N) 8 -P = 8-P : -S = :-S : @ = :@ END [Massacre]

God Said ,no
I asked God to take away my habit. God said, "No. It is not for me to take away, but for you to give it up." I asked God to grant me patience. God said, "No. Patience is a by-product of tribulations; it isn't granted, it is learned." I asked God to give me happiness. God said, "No. I give you blessings. Happiness is up to you." I asked God to spare me pain. God said, "No. Suffering draws you apart from worldly cares, and brings you closer to me." I asked God to make my spirit grow. God said, "No. You must grow on your own, but I will prune you to make you fruitful." I asked for all things, that I might enjoy life. God said, "No. I will give you life, so that you may enjoy all things." I asked God to help me LOVE others, as much as he loves me. God said... "Ahhhh, finally you have the idea

Meeting.....
this starts out again on a beautiful spring morning. We have talked back and forth and finally decide to take the plunge and meet. The only thing you would tell me about when is that is would be sometime soon. You wanted to keep the anticipation going. We decide that you are going to come to the leasing office that I work in and we can go somewhere from there. I am wearing a jean skirt that has a button down front and is loose fitting along with my black boots that go half way up my calf & have about a 4 inch heel. My top is a button top that is similiar to the one in the last picture I sent. I have on a petal pink plunge bra with matching lace panties & thigh highs. I make sure to wear something sexy under my clothes every morning since I don't know when you are planning on arriving. Also with having talked to you thru emails and on the phone, I made sure to bring a change of clothes and leave in my truck. Today I arrive and my boss is out on a vacation day, so it's just me

Someone Mean On Ct!(please Repost)
subject: Someone Mean on CT! (Please Repost) date: 2007-07-14 06:18:23 Hey my friend McSusie just got a mean remark from someone named St. Patrick. If you don't want friends like this please repost. This is what he said to McSusie. some guy just told me I was old, wrinkled, saggy, out of shape and living in a dream world and He was turning all his friends against me Doesn't sound like much of a friend does he. Lets try to block this guy if he comes up on ur profile! Thanks CT Friends!

Interview Part 1.a
As I am about to get into my Jeep, I see your reflection. You turn me around and back me against the truck. I am still only in my heels and coat, completely naked underneath. You push against me and say "I've decided I'm not done with you yet. I need more now. You must still come to me tonight but you must also give me what I want now. That's your job." I look at you and respond "We are out in the open, in the parking lot...." Before I could finish you state "As I told you before in my office, you are to do as your told when you're told." You reach thru the front of my coat and slide your fingers across my pussy, playing with my lit as you go. You look at the truck... "Unlock the back." I do and you lead me to the back of the Jeep. You open the back door and bend me foward into the Jeep, still standing. You move my coat off to the side and start to play with my pussy again. I gasp as you shove 2 fingers in fast and hard. I can hear you unzip your pants. You take your co

Wtf!
You know i dont get things now a days! I try to be a nice guy and have fun and treat others the way i want to be treated! and all i do is get shitted on! Like the lastest is the ex! I did so much for her and her two kids! I tried to show her as much love and respect and make her feel like a queen! I bought her flowers all the time! She has never gotten flowers from anyone execpt her mom! Shes 26 y/o! And no man has ever bought her flowers! WTF! Then i always opened the door and make herwalk away from traffic the way my old man brought me up to do! and be respectable! And what do I get in return? Someone who gets hammered all the time then argues with me, cant hold onto a job! Shes a fucking shot girl! I mean come on! whos is 26 and is a shot girl with two kids and lives with her mom! She thinks everything should be handed to her on a silver platter! then she has the nerve to say I never appreciated her! I gave her the world! and always wanted to know her opinion! Always kept her in my

Friends
I am def. not a man who has tons of money! I guess I like to have fun! You arent going to use it when your dead so may as well have fun with the money you make right! But what I do know is I am rich in friends! I love meeting new people and actually getting to know them! I guess if i had to choose either to be hated and rich! Or poor and have people that love and respect me as friends! well not a real hard choice there! I love my friends! new and old! If you are my friend and actually make an attempt to talk to me and wanna get to know me I will give you my heart and trust! And will never turn my back on you in a time of need! I will do as much for you as I can! And enjoy doing it! Well most of the time! Unless your my buddy Jesse and aaron! who call me to go out for lunch and drinks at night in Ill and it turns out I am moving them into a new place! Damn a-holes! haha! but gotta give them credit for the trick! haha! But anyways! As long as my friends are happy I am happy! I dont like

Are You Earth, Fire, Water, Or Air
You scored as Earth, You are the element Earth. You have strength that can daze the people around you. But watch out - when your in one of thoses moods you tend to let people know about it! But your kindness and beauty is all around, and thats what people like about you.Earth85% Water50% Air25% Fire15% Are You Earth, Fire, Water Or Air?created with QuizFarm.com

A Rough Week
Hey everyone, sorry I haven't been on. Thanks to everyone who has left comments and messages checking up on me, I appreciate it. We had a huge virus attack our computer. Those who know me well, know we have been fighting it for some time now, well it finally completely chewed down the hard drive. I have a new one in here now and am slowly starting to regain some of the things I have lost, luckily I have saved much of my information all over the web so all I have to do is navagate and find it all again. Unfortunately, I have lost my novel I was writting and both of my children's digital baby pics from the hospital after they were born...that hurts the most. We had them saved on computer and were waiting for the paper and ink to print all the pics up... Well I will be in an out this week. This weekend we're moving to Charlotte, NC and I'm not sure when or if I'll be on after Saturday a week until things get situated. I just wanted to give everyone a heads up and alleviate

Love N Life And All That Logic .
lets see where do i start. well lets just start by telling everyone what a broken hearted head case i am and where this is coming from lol. i have been emotionally abused from childhood to marriage and ya u know. well heres my deal.insead of this ruining me it has made me a better person and more honest and caring for other peoples feelings but i still tend to ware my heart on my sleeve for some odd reason and im so cold at the same time. by saying that i dont mean i trust everyone who walks thru the door simply means i tend to still have a heart my own self regardless of their screw up.so heres how i see it i feel that when people screw up their are reasons and weaknesses ,we all have .and we mess it all up to hold a grudge . that isnt realistic to me but if an azz hole does this on on purpose because their so cold they dont care anymore RECOGNIZE! and DROP ! so we sit and the good people are sitting in sorrow because they dont understand how the so called bad people can hurt yet it

"sometimes In Life, You Find A Special Friend..
Someone who changes your life.. just by being part of it. Someone who makes you laugh until you can't stop.. Someone who makes you believe that there really is good in the world. Someone who convinces you that there really is an unlocked door.. just waiting for you to open it. Thank you for being that kind of Friend.

Yet Another Compilation Of Thoughts....
Ok so im here....in my house....bored out of my mind. And of course like always my mind started to wonder aimlessly into an abyss of deep and complex thoughts of a proportion that no one but myself can understand. Why? Because thats what I do. So anyway I'm just gonna scrape the surface of my thought for you eager readers because if I were to divulge any deeper than that the world, itself, would end. LoL. Thats how complicated I am. But anyway....on we go. Ok so is there really someone for everyone? Maybe...maybe not. Well, actually, there is someone for everyone...but the difference is that your not limited to one person. I dont believe that there is only one person that is made for you. Not at all. However, not everyone is for you. Like for instance I learned that I dont mix well with crazy boys or very controlling boys. But I like someone who gets me. Someone who understands why I like working overnight shifts because I'm not a morning person. Someone who knows why I do the thing

A Lot Of Something About Nothing....
You know....I dont even have a point to this shit, so it should be interesting. Do you ever feel like the world revolves around you? I mean, I don't wanna seem concieted or anything but thats how I feel a lot of times. I mean what other proof do I have that it doens't? How do I know that there ARE actually people outside of my house right now living life? How do I know that they aren't all just sitting there waiting to be a part of my life? I have no proof, and neither do you. For all you know I could just be a person put into your life to do what I was meant to do in your life and then after that I would cease to exsist. You follow? Probably not but w/e. See this is what I'm talking about. I know your reading this and getting so confused about what I'm talking about but I understand it as clear as day. So as far as I'm concerned the world either revolves around me or I'm just some intrigal part of someone else's life. Which means that I was meant to write this. Which means that n

More Complications
Assumption. I have to say, assumption is one of the biggest problems with people today. The funny thing is that assumption is like air. You dont know your doing it until someone tells you about it. Like when your a kid, you dont know what air is until someone tells you about it. I learned about assumption when I working at my job. And you know what I learned? (And Im sure some of you have heard me say this before) Assumption is the mother of all fuck-ups. You see assumption falls back to human nature. We develop patterns in behavior and assume that because that is what happened the last time, that is what will happen over and over again. You see anywhere you look. Now some can argue my point by saying things like "well, what about what we know is going to happen?" Like gravity, if I drop my laptop right now I know it will fall to the ground because gravity exsists. But do I really know? I dont. I assume that it will fall because the last X amount of times I dropped something gravity a

In Memory Of 9/11 Never Forget
Creed Videos One Affirmative may be justified take from one give to another The goal is to be unified take my hand be my brother The payment silenced the masses sanctified by oppression Unity took a back seat sliding further into regression Chorus: One oh One the only way is One One oh One the only way is One I feel angry I feel helpless, wanna change the world yeah.. I feel violent I feel alone, don't try and change my mind no.. Society blind by color why hold down one to raise another Discrimination now on both sides seeds of hate blossom further The world is headed for mutiny, when all we want is unity We may rise and fall, but in the end we meet our fate together Chorus: One oh One the only way is One One oh One the only way is One I feel angry I feel helpless, wanna change the world yeah.. I feel violent I feel alone, don't try and change my mind no.. I feel angry I feel helpless, wanna change the world yeah.. I feel violent I feel alone, do

Update
Well i been trying to contact all yall n tell u what alls been going on here n i am sorry i anit message each one, but i been so busy here its been hard too.If i have worried any of yall i am sorry n i didnt mean too, but i been trying to contact everyone personally. Well mom is doing alot better n feeling alot better since her surgury the other day. There was noi kidney stones, but infection n scare tissue in that kidney. They put a stint in to drain the nastyness out of it n she just seems so much better. Today was her birthday n she had a good one, had fried chicken n cheese cake.N ty to everyone fer yer prayers to her. As fer me i'm alot better n the infection from the brown recluse bites has been put in check by all the medicines they put me on, just took awhile. Oh and i anit gonna loose that finger where the really bad bite was, just gonna have to have all that bad flesh removed but that dont worry me too much. N the othe bite areas are healing real well, n the infection in my

Haunting Me
To my angel of darkness Haunting my silent dreams No, not dreams but nightmares Making my blood run cold Until, at some point, you reach out Caressing my very being And all relaxes behind your shadow Then I fight sleep again For fear of it happening But, also I wish for it sometimes Just to see you within One glimpse of your uniqueness And I feel like my heart is bursting But why this beauty in my hell The one hidden deep in my mind Where do you fit in How, in that inner darkness Does such beauty thrive But I have finally found you elsewhere Than just deep within myself Next to my own personal demons I found you the one I truly Love.

Interoffice Politics Leads To A Lonely Kloey...
I am so wretchedly alone in my new town/county. One of my senior offices chewed my bottom out the other night, as he said I'm too nice to the officers and that it could reflect poorly on the department. It was my own fault, though. I do say things such as "thank you", "please" "you're welcome", "my friend", and "sweety". Per this senior officer, I'm not to use any of that type of language with anyone in the department nor am I to initiate or encourage friendships between myself and any of the other personnel. He advised me to leave my "niceness" at the door. As such, I've sincerely tried to distance myself from the others. I only go to the gym now if it's empty. I didn't attend the party last night. I no longer ask anyone about their day. I try to refrain from speaking of anything that is of a personal nature. I find myself in a situation which I consider to be untenable. If I go against my senior officer, I run the risk of losing my job. If I continue to abide by his st

On The Way Home
well to all my closet frens, i wont be online for a week or so coz im heading back home to singapore, no internet access for me while im in boston and new york for 5 days, hope to catch up with u the following week.....see u all and have a good day to all..............

11's And Stash
Since I cleaned out my friends list, I've actually been able to give away all my 11's. If I haven't hit your page, I will ;) Also, please let me know if you have any stash or blogs or whatever. I'd like to rate that too - and I don't need 11's to do that ;) Stay safe /kisses.

Santa Cruz
So went to Santa Cruz today, Twin Lakes beach to be exact. Well 17 was congested so we took 9 which is a little two lane winding into SC, well got some good pictures of different things on the way to. Well we get to the beach and it is packed, I mean like hella heads, so we find a place to chill and built us a pit to sit in out of the sun. After that was done Alex and I went boggy(sp) boarding since the waves on the north shore are shit. That's about it of my trip other then my verbal slip ups.

Morphs N More
Glad everone is enjoying the morphs and reflections ive been creating here lately lots more coming soon. To those who havent checked out all the morphs ive done pop on over and take a peek. Soon on the list i will be creating tags for ppl when i get requests in for them. Also dont forget ya wanna morph or reflection or tag created let me know what ya want and i'll have it up and ready for ya.....thnx

Listen Babe
Listen up Babe! How to make a woman happy by robert cali 1. Whatever you do, don't just show up at their house [without notice]...they run around in their underwear just like we do. 2. DON'T CHEAT ON THEM. It may seem foolproof, but girls tell each other everything about everything. Trust me, they WILL find out and you will be mud. If you do cheat on them do not ever talk to the girl or see the girl you cheated on them. They will be hurt , no matter what they say. 3. Beware of every single male relative and all guy friends. Any of them would kick your ass at the drop of a hat, and a lot of them wouldn't even wait for the hat. 4. NEVER miss an opportunity to tell them they're beautiful. 5. DON'T refuse to kiss in front of your friends. If they laugh at you, it's because they're jealous. 6. If they slap you hard, you deserved it. 7. Don't be afraid to touch them if you want to. If they're going out with you in the first plac

I Want Pain For How I Love
I Want Pain For How I Love Tossing and turning in my bed I cannot sleep for voices whisper whispering sweetly, darkly poisonous thoughts They want her to call me Yes, thats what they want. They want to hear her cry "I'm so sorry...", I want her to wail to me for leaving your side without words or reason I want to relish in her grief OH how I want to hear that deserved apology, and feel the reciprocation of helpless agony And then the voices stop, and you get out of bed. You can't help but to keep moving Those thoughts lie, for it shall not pass The walls of this dusky sufferage stare back silent, and utterly still Waiting, praying. Hoping. I hold the phone, so tempted to call again. I know I will hear only a message machine. Amazing how history repeats itself A good friend you trust to be there, vanishes Phone calls, keeping in touch, the array of text messages... ceases entirely. Was this her plan? To fully bend to the will of her lover sacrifici

Help Me Win This Poster Contest!
hey yall! will you do me a HUMONGOUS favor and vote for my poster at pandora.com?!!? i would greatly appreciate it!! especially considering the person with the most votes wins and i'm entering late.. thanks, everyone!

My Results...
You scored as Marius, You are the quiet cool. You are so mellow people are lulled into a false sense of security. When you are pissed god help anyone who crosses you?Blade100% Marius100% Lestat92% Dracula92% Armand67% Deacon Frost67% Spike50% Louis50% Angel25% Akasha17% Whose your Vampire personality? (images)created with QuizFarm.com

A Cry For Help
Apparently, I've reached the limit for my level for photo ratings (and blog ratings and everything else ratings). So I'm stuck at work, on a miserable day, and I can't even aimlessly flick through random peoples photos, racking up those all important points (note hint of bitter irony). If anyone feels like rescuing me for CT Purgatory (which I thinks still exists, it was Limbo they abolished), PLEASE drop by and say hello. At the very least you could point, laugh and run away. Otherwise I might have to resort to desperate measures. Like doing some work.

Naughty Story!
The Waves and the Pounding............... We were all sitting around the campfire on the beach as the sun was just starting to set into the sky. I had taken my wet bathing suit off, and to my surprise forgot to bring panties for under my skirt. I sat on the bench with my legs closely guarded. When I looked up across the fire, I could see that he was staring at me again. We had flirted and played with each other all day, and I could see from the look in his eyes he wanted me bad. There were several people sitting around the fire, but all seemed to be engaging in conversation or just enjoying a cold beer. As I licked my lips, I slowly spread my legs letting him see my secret. It was as if his eyes were frozen on me and couldn't move. When he finally did break his stare he looked at me and smile with this huge grin. I could tell by the bulge in his pants, that he liked what he saw very much. As it got cooler he slipped a blanket across his lap and motioned for me to come over. I had bare

Will You Guys Help A Gurl Out!!!!!!
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So I Dream.
In my mind I have been kicking myself for a very long time, its so hard at times to even look up from the ground like a kid on his way home from school kicking a can, they say the toughest critic is yourself, its time for me to put away my steal toed boots at least after this dream. Its very rare that someone find peace with themselves after losing a part of yourself, how can there be peace when some of the pieces are missing, but last night was a dream that I will always remember. I was sitting on a pier on a lake, the sun dancing off the water as I looked out into it, as wonderful as this sounds I felt overwhelmed with grief I felt tears on my face as if it was raining inside of me , then I felt a little hand in ,mine, I looked and there was Zachary,it was good to see him again I said to him I have missed you are you OK? he looked right at me and said "daddy sing the song for me" and I thought what song" what song Zachary? the song daddy you know the song, and as if he was singing

Back To Ct
One thing history has taught us about ourselves is we get one chance for for every decision. big or small great or mild,..one chance to make it. i made a choice to leave ct last week. the cause was justified but there was another way to go about fixing it without leaving ct. as soon as i left i felt a great freedom,and soon after along with that feeling came a heart ache for missing my friends. i have pretty much all my friends on yahoo that i had on ct but it wasn't the same. for whatever reasons you cant converse with your friends as easily on yahoo all at once. people are either not on or hidden or you find yourself unable to catch up with them. during my brief leave from ct i did have a time of clear thought to gather my reasons for being here or not being here. my reasons in the beginning where to meet others, share my music, and my art. to make a connection that could carry over past online and into real life. i can say i believe with almost all of my friends i have that. along t

More Scars..........
i miss my friends. but due to recent events, i haven't been on much. things have been chaotic at best. i am healing well, from the bike wreck. but it seems that some other scars are starting to show through now. anyway, like i said, they are healing, and i hope to be around soon. i had to quit taking the painkillers, they were making me crazy. so now i am just dealing with the pain. but pain is good for the soul, they say. if thats true, then my soul should be in good shape in no time at all. lol. i should be around sooner or later. i miss my friends.

Morph Contest Ends Today
I just want to let everyone who voted for me in the contest a big thank you very much, the contest ends today at 5:00 pm ET, so if you want some easy points and help me out some more please do so. here is the link again...

Still Havent Gotten My Blast
thats right...still havent gotten my blast that you guys and gals helped me win....dont know what the deal is..the contest ended on the 8th and it is now the 15th...go to my update blogs from the contest and click the link to go to the profile of the person who held the contest and write her and let her know she owes me a blast...maybe i'll finally get it...thanks again y'all!! eric

You Can't Play These Playas!!!
WHAT YOU KNOW ABOUT THAT!!!! NEW FOOT BALL GAME IN PROGRESS NOW SO PLZ PLZ PLZ STOP BY AND RATE MY TEAM ALL 10’S, NO COMMENTS NEEDED!!! Green baby green!! Smoke The Pain Away ~*~ CT's Hottest Football Team!! Click here for SMOKE E. DIGGLERA on myspace!

Welcome To Ct...let's Be Friends!
Well, I’m back into my somewhat addiction to CT again. I left it back in January because of some drama with a particular person who rated a bunch of my photos as NSFW just to be a bitch. Of course, as you all know, if you have too many pics rated NSFW by someone else then your account can be deleted. I, being the stubborn redhead that I am, decided that I didn’t need this petty drama in my life and I deleted every freakin photo that could possibly…remotely….come anywhere close to being rated NSFW and put everything else to private and left CT for a while. Let me tell ya, it felt great to not be a slave to such an addiction for a while. Recently, out of boredom and curiosity, I decided to come back. I see the drama hasn’t changed much and I also notice that people are getting a little too involved in being a Cherry Point whore. My sexy friend Crunk wrote a blog about the same thing and it tickled me because he’s so very right about this pathetic rule that you have to rate and fan so

To My Sisters, And All My Friends
If one day u feel like crying.. call me. I dont promise that I will make u laugh, but I can cry with u. If one day u want to run away.. dont be afraid to call me, I dont promise to ask u to stop but I can run with u. If one day u dont want to listen to anyone... call me. I promise to be there for u but also promise to remain quiet. But one day if u call and there is no answer, come fast to see me. Perhaps I need you. Send this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk, or how close you are, and send it to the person who sent it to you. Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will. Remember, everyone needs a friend, dont ever leave the one u love for the one u like, because the one u like will leave u for the one they love. Tonight your true love will realize how much they love u between 1 and 4 in the morning. tomorrow the shock of your life will occur if u break the chain. You will have bad luck for 10 years, if you don't pass this on to

False Friends
Seems my trust has once again been shattered by all you so called adults here on CT. I had all my albums set to friends only. One of you became a friend only to go through my albums and flag them as NSFW. My albums being set to freinds only could not offend anyone who didn't wish to view them. I will be closing all my albums to family only and deleting many of the new friend I have add recently. My "True Adult Friends" will be kept on my list. CherryTap changing it's name to FUBAR fits very well. Fucked Up Beyond All Recognition! Sir Dave

Haunted Places In Washington State #13
Vancouver - Fort Vancouver - At Fort Vancouver, the ghost of Dr. John McGloughlin still haunts his old house, they say you can hear his heavy foot steps walk up and down the halls. Some say there are people in the look out tower that can be seen from the ground. Vancouver - The Grant House - The Grant House is a part of Officer's Row. The row is a strip of colonial style houses that was housing for officers of the Vancouver Barracks, which have stood since the mid 1800's. The Grant House was the first built and was once home to President Ulysses S. Grant during his tenure before his presidency. Anyways, a former officer named Sully haunts the house. The ghost is even mentioned in the pamphlet at the front door. (The house is now a folk art museum and restaurant). I used to work in the kitchen and my boss claimed to have heard and felt Sully's presence, as have many others. Vancouver - Hazel Dell - Dark Park - It is said that two little boys haunt the park late at night in the w

Words Do Hurt.........
Today I have been sitting here lost in my thoughts...... I keep attempting to clean house but for some reason, I cannot stop thinking about something that my friends husband said to me last night......We were getting off the boat at the end of a very relaxing and fun day...when out of no where he says to me "you are gross, but you're nice".......I looked at him and told him to go fuck himself......I was pissed but it really didn't bother me the rest of the evening and he was drunk so I thought he doesn't know what the hell he is talking about anyhow! I dress for my size and smell clean 24/7 so wtf......I brushed it off cuz he is a jerk, my gf quit smoking and gained 20lbs and he's on her back about it constantly.....Like he is a prize or something! So today I decided I am overweight and I have been for a long while, so I quess that.... him saying it to me was a reality check and I am going to really do something about it.... So no more twizzlers for me...and I am going to EXERCI

Ok Tired Of My Blood Family And Their Lies They Spread
Ok well since January 2007 my family have been feuding like all families do, but this family is different. You see end of December 2006 my in-laws (Divorced father and step mother) got to travel 17 hours out of their way to have my sisters two children for three months was the verbal agreement. Upon arrival the children smelled like smoke beyond reasoning from being at my parents house, which I won't go there on that one, but yeah that was bad. Secondly not enough clothes were given to the in-laws for the three months that they had them. I don't care if my other sister gave clothes to her, but the actuallity of was not very much clothes. If I heard right a weeks worth and that was it. The clothes were also one size too small, and the shoes were too small for their feet. So being the nice parents the in-laws were, they went and bought new clothes, HAIR CUTS, and other essentials needed to be done at the time for the children to be there for the three months. After being ther

Lollipop
I feel like writing some poetry but then againI feel like just writing my thoughts down. I'm a deep thinker, sometimes depressed but gorgoeusly spoken words come from my soul, soulful thinking. Wishful thinking. It's all about the same. Desires though, well thats a completly different story. A desire is something I'm willing to work for, after all I desire to go to Texas and I desire to get my first tattoo on my birthday this year. I wish it was already my birthday and I had enough money to move to texas. See although they share the same subjects each one is unique to my twisted mind. Don't ask I feel like being random; in fact I feel that my grammar is horrible and that I look terrible but when people call me a genius and beautiful I'll shoot you a look that says you must be joking. I can be smart when I apply myself. I can be anything or anyone I desire to be. hmm I should be a writer; then again maybe not. Maybe I'll just be a foxy english lady living in the states. Cherrio mates!

Im Moving!! :(
Hey guys how are you all doing? Just wanted to let you know if im not on for a couple of days its because im in the prosses of moving to my new house.... But I just wanted to let you all know what was going on.... Wish me luck and a safe trip...... Talk to you all soon....

Stuff N Things
Cherry Points: 3,997,715 (#52) [?] ... wowee to 4 million points!! Cherry Insider --> Cherry Godfather 2,002,285 Cherry Points to go! Fans: 1,931 ... Im going to be going through my friends and fans list starting tomorrow to make sure I have rated and fanned everyone. Hoping to get people to do the same back. Is it that easy? lol So if ya read this.. double check.. are you my fan?? Have you rated my profile? Rated my salutes?? Let me know if I havent done the same for you.. I am a baby carrott ya know :D AND my bar tab still dont work lol Send me a mail or shout so I dont miss it! xox

Show Some Love
Hey Guys and Gals today is my real life and CT/FUBAR sister's Birthday. I really want her to feel special today...so will you go by and wish her a Happy Birthday and show her some love. She is a great sister...here and in real life!!!! Thanks and always .....MUCH LOVE ~Jamie Cherry Splash A.K.A Stacy ~Cherry*Splash~I.B.I.C.~Dirty South Crew~Club F.A.R.~@ CherryTAP

Dont Mess With The Motorcade
These are mounted inside the Black SUV's you see in Presidential motorcades and VIP caravans. You need the windshield wipers going to clear the spent casings. They simultaneously fire 7.62mm bullets from six barrels at up to 4000 rounds per minute.

To The One I Hurt
I died that day when we had are first fight. I died the day when we grew apart. I died the day when i heard i hurt you. I died the day when i couldn't be there with you. I died that day when i saw you sad. I died that day when i couldn't make you glad. I died that day when you believed i lied. I died that day when you didn't try. I died that day when you left my side. I died that day when you wouldn't listen. I died that day when you stopped caring. each day i die a little more knowing your gone. Knowing i will never love another as i did you. I fell in love but was afraid to try. so i tried to run and i tried to hide for fear of the hurt i feel inside. But as i did i hurt you the most. I kneel before you know to say i am sorry. with a knife in my hand i take one last breath. sliding the knife in my chest to kill the last of the hurt i have inside. So i may never hurt another as i hurt you. with my final breath i leave you this I am sorry my love for the pain i caus

Stupid
This one is for the girl you can take home to mom, but won't because its easier to fuck a with a whore than work on a relationship; this is for the girls who have been led on by words and kisses and touches, all of which were either only true for the moment, or never real to begin with. This is for the girls who have allowed a guy into their head and heart and bed, only to discover that he's just "not ready", he's just not over "her", he's just not looking to be tied down; This is for the girls who believe the excuses because it's easier to believe that it's not that they don't want you, it's that they don't want anyone. This is for the girls who have had their hearts broken and their hopes dashed by someone too selfish to have cared in the first place; this is for the nights spent dissecting every word and syllable and inflection in his speech. For the nights when you've returned home alone, for the nights when you've seen him from across the room leaning a little too close, or st

Punkass Kids
There are these punkass kids at work that like to steal ciggarette butts. Yep that's right the ones that people have already smoked and put out in the ashtrays that are surrounding the building. So my boss has kicked them off the property a ton of times, and now we're not even supposed to give them a warning, we're just supposed to call the police, because they are trespassing. So I go out there, tell them to get lost and tell them about all the diseases they could be getting from those butts, because no one knows who put that one out and why they were at the MEDICAL BUILDING for... So one of the kids tells me he isn't some punk kid that I can tell what to do, and he continues to call me a cunt and every other name in the book. So I tell them to get the fuck off the property before I call the police, and if they come back I'm calling and they'll be taken away. WTF is it with kids these days? Are they so stupid that they think nothing can happen to them? And maybe I'm old fo

Cute-o-meter
CUTE-O-METER Post this and watch the answers you get sent back to you in your messages!!! If you don't repost your a scaredy-cat and you will have relationship problems for 5 years. So post it now. -2= Nasty -1= Ugly 0= Not Ugly 1= Almost Okay 2= Okay 3= Average 4= Cute 5= Really Cute 6= Beautiful/Handsome 7= Gorgeous 8= Sexy 9= Incredibly Sexy 10= Breath Taking 11= Me you bed noww 12= Come Fuck the shit out of me ...Which one do you think I am? Tell me in a message. Then, repost this as: "Cute-O-Meter"

In The Middle Of A Tornado...
My life has been so turbulant as of late... my mind seems so cluttered and everything seems completely different... chaos is reigning supreme. im not sure where to file my life right now... how about "the only thing constant is change" file, or "holy shit, im in the middle of a tornado." However, my gods (and goddesses)provide me with strength courage and integrity... to feel joy as well as pain, and to keep my head up regardless of the situation... and for that i am grateful; to experience life as its meant to be lived. i often say BRING THE PAIN... well today, i am rather glad that the pain has subsided for a little while.

Anniversary
The Anniversary I knew you never in a million years expected me to remember that this weekend was the first anniversary of the first time we made love, so I planned carefully. I made sure you had no plans with friends or family. Reservations at our favorite restaurant and the five-star hotel downtown, and for you, an appointment at a nearby day spa for an afternoon of pampering. Thankfully your boss is an old friend and I convince his to give you Friday afternoon off. So now here we are, after the manicure and pedicure, after the massage; after penne ala vodka and chocolate mousse, after the hand-holding and sweet wine-flavored kisses; you are soaking in a luxuriant bubble bath as I make final preparations. Joining you in the bath (altho, not in the tub), I towel you dry, and secure a silk scarf around your eyes, blindfolding you. I lead you to the bed and kissing you gently, ask you to lie back and relax. I stretch your left arm high above your head and use another silk sca

Why Does Someone Always Have To Be The Dumbass?
Don't run screaming from the bears and parents keep close watch on your children on this trail people have fallen to their DEATHS!!!! …A couple of warnings that are posted on the trails and throughout the Great Smokey Mountains National Park. Also things that some people would think were common sense, but not so. Sign coming into the park Don and I went to Pigeon Forge for a few days this week and the first day we were there decided to visit the park and go on a hike to one of the waterfalls. We got to the park, went to the visitors' center and bought a guide to the trails and decided one hopped in the car and started making our way there. When I started off to our destination I had well over a quarter tank of gas, which I thought would be more then enough to get us there. BOY was I wrong before I knew it I had way less then a quarter of a tank and we were only half way there, but still I was sure we could make it. Then we hit the "scenic loop" which we had to go on. It's a one

Sweet Poison...
words...honey coated...intoxicatingly sweet... flows so effortlessly from your mouth... smoothly...like a gentle summer breeze... brushing against my heart... seductively enticing...beckoning.. lost...in your world of illusions... blinded by the lies...behind the rainbow silk... spiraling...like a movie in slow motion... towards the gaping blackhole of your deceit... for your words...sweet they may be... like wild honey... are just as poisonous... as a viper's venom...

Canvas
Canvas A river-she shivers and I contently cry with her until we merge into the same immensity. An ocean, her potion in my veins it runs so thick inside of me but I don’t mind because I’d give my life for her to draw a single breath and paint a smile. Her poisoned corrosion, her voice inside my head It beats and beats…an equalizer full of bass that’s interlaced with cruel mystique. But even if my ears were to bleed, I’d still make love to all her phrases and embrace all of her phases …because she was meant for me. “She utilized her eyes to lobotomize your mind.” At least that’s what they say. Well I might be the blindest man around for somehow I cannot live without this pain. A quiver- I watch her lips as they tremble feverishly and I purposely convulse within my skin and cover up her eyes and pretend that laughter has gotten the best of me: ~ She’ll never know how much it hurts inside ~ And I’ll sacrifice myself just to watch her paint a smile upon

I'm Sorry
I'm Sorry if I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs. I'm sorry.. if I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl". I'm sorry.. if I'm not tan enough for you. I'm sorry.. if I'm not a playboy model so I don't act like a porn star for you. I'm sorry.. If i don't have a dream body that turns you on. I'm sorry.. if I'm too tall or too short for you. I'm sorry.. if i won't drop down to my knees to get you to like me. I'm sorry.. if my hair isn't just the way you like it. I'm sorry.. if I'm not the "hottest" girl you have ever seen. But most of all... I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are. If you're a girl and you agree with this letter, repost as "I'm sorry." If you're one of the few GUYS with enough balls to repost and you would never make your girl feel this way, repost as "I love you just the way you are... ~MIKA~

The Love Of My Life!
Monday, July 16, 2007 JIMMIE, My love, My fantacy, My EVERYTHING Current mood: loved Category: Romance and Relationships Jimmie Berryhill... My friend... My love. I am falling so in love with this man. I can't help it. He is just so.. different. He reminds me of my father and my brother. Next month I am going to KY to visit him and he is paying for everything.. he demands it. ha-ha. My parents, my family, my friends know about him, my family didn't even know about Jason. At any rate.. Jimmie wants to meet everyone in my life, and from what I can tell he is honest, he is too lazy to lie about anything is what he says. so if you have ANY QUESTIONS for him at all, he is more than happy to answer them. He loves me.. why I still don't know, but he loves ME. As I am, he loves me, is falling in love with me. And I love him for that. I am falling for him as well, its weird and scary because we have yet to actually meet, but I cannot wait to meet him, to hold him, t

Sad But True
why is it we play the games we play? why is it we always hurt the ones we care and love? why do they always hurt us? no matter what why does joy and happiness anyways turn to sadness? why does love turn to pain? I'll love you always. twunt goodbye.

Men Strike Back Finally
How many men does it take to open a beer? None. It should be opened when she brings it. ------------------------------------------------------------- Why is a Laundromat a really bad place to pick up a woman? A woman who can't even afford a washing machine will probably never be able to support you. ------------------------------------------------------------- Why do women have smaller feet than men? It's an "evolutionary thing" that allows them to stand closer to the kitchen sink. ------------------------------------------------------------- How do you know when a woman is about to say something smart? When she starts a sentence with "A man once told me..." ------------------------------------------------------------- How do you fix a woman's watch?

Signs I Have Seen
Did I read that sign right? TOILET OUT OF ORDER. PLEASE USE FLOOR BELOW In a Laundromat: AUTOMATIC WASHING MACHINES: PLEASE REMOVE ALL YOUR CLOTHES WHEN THE LIGHT GOES OUT In a London department store: BARGAIN BASEMENT UPSTAIRS In an office: WOULD THE PERSON WHO TOOK THE STEP LADDER YESTERDAY PLEASE BRING IT BACK OR FURTHER STEPS WILL BE TAKEN In an office: AFTER TEA BREAK STAFF SHOULD EMPTY THE TEAPOT AND STAND UPSIDE DOWN ON THE DRAINING BOARD Outside a secondhand shop: WE EXCHANGE ANYTHING - BICYCLES, WASHING MACHINES, E TC. WHY NOT BRING YOUR WIFE ALONG AND GET A WONDERFUL BARGAIN? Notice in health food shop window: CLOSED DUE TO ILLNESS Spotted in a safari park:(I sure hope so) ELEPHANTS PLEASE STAY IN YOUR CAR Seen during a conference: FOR ANYONE WHO HAS CHILDREN AN D DOESN'T KNOW IT, THERE IS A DAY CARE ON THE 1ST FLOOR Notice in a farmer's field: THE FARMER ALLOWS WALKERS TO CROSS THE FIELD FOR FREE, BUT THE

Hell
HELL EXPLAINED BY CHEMISTRY STUDENT The following is an actual question given on a University of Washington chemistry mid term. The answer by one student was so "profound" that the professor shared it with colleagues, via the Internet, which is, of course, why we now have the pleasure of enjoying it as well: Bonus Question: Is Hell exothermic (gives off heat) or endothermic (absorbs heat)? Most of the students wrote proofs of their beliefs using Boyle's Law (gas cools when it expands and heats when it is compressed) or some variant. One student, however, wrote the following: First, we need to know how the mass of Hell is changing in time. So we need to know the rate at which souls are moving into Hell and the rate at which they are leaving. I think that we can safely assume that once a soul gets to Hell, it will not leave. Therefore, no souls are leaving. As for how many souls are entering Hell, let's look at the differ

Car Accidents
My nephew was in a really bad car accident the other day. It was so bad we did think he would live but the cops told us the only reason he's alive is because he was drunk. Mind you his jaw is broke in 3 places(he got 15 pins and a plate in yesterday). If you guys are wondering no he wasn't the the blame of the car accident He had a green light the person who hit him ran the red light. The good thing about that is they have it on tape. Yes I want to kill him for drinking and driving. But anywho If any of you have anything to tell please feel free to comment...

Alone, Hurt, Lonely
Well as I sit here at 8: 31 pm heart hurting, lonely dont feel like I do enough for camden even though in every sense I do. Lonely in my litte world only thing that helps right now is the smile on my sons face which in due reality wont be much longer cause a number of factors which one of them is my own happiness is probley the number 1 reason for it all sad it took me 6 years to relize someone who I thought was close to ended up being a thorn. So my situation with it as it is for my son and tearing at me daily, good for him bad for my heart. On another note being alone is so much harder then I ever expected bad thing about it I been along all my life feels like I have been alone all my life even through the 2 relationships I have had they lacked everythign from cuddling to sex to simple hand holding. Sometimes I just wish I had someone just to hold me without having a relationship and etc. I would cerish the fact someone would wanan hold me just to make me feel better not asking for s

Why Do People Have Such A Problem With Constructive Criticism?
Kinda long, sorry. But it's a great read, lmao. This chick posts this mumm... http://www.cherrytap.com/mum.php?id=112973 ok wuts more out to fail...a friend or bein friends with benefits ----------------------------------------------- So I post this comment... ok wuts more out to fail Could you repeat that again in American English instead of whatever ghetto bull that is? ----------------------------------------------- So then she gets in my shoutbox...skip to the bottom and read up :D ->~*~The Bit...: then learn to spell or use spellcheck, because you will hear nothing good about your spelling in the mumms......or stay out of the mumms....whatever.....or just deal with the comments...i am NOT the only one who said something, but i seem to be the one you singled out to have a fit too.... Vanilla: look i didnt come on ct to have people tell me how to spell i came for other reasons ->~*~The Bit...: it just makes people dislike you more...just saying....

Deleting
subject: Ladies and Gentelmen .............................................please repost (repost) date: 2007-07-17 02:22:07 THIS IS FOR EVERY ONE ON MY FRIENDS LIST I'M NOT TRYING TO BE MEAN OR RUDE BUT I KNOW THAT I HAVE OVER THAN 2781 FRIENDS ON MY FRIENDS LIST AND MORE THAN 2000 OF YOU NEVER RATED MY PROFILE OR BECOME MY FAN EVEN THOUGH I DID BECOME A FAN OF YOU BUT RECENTLY I DECIDED NOT TO FAN THOSE WHO DIDN'T FAN ME,SO PLEASE BE KIND AND CHECK IF YOU DID OR NOT AND I'LL RETURN THE LOVE TO ALL...BECAUSE I'M GOING TO START DELETING WHO EVER IGNORE THE FACT TO RATE AND BECOME MY FAN.. JUST CLICK ON THIS LINK BELOW TO FIND OUT stefan58 @ CherryTAP THANK YOU SO MUCH AND HAVE A GREAT WEEK HUGS AND KISSES stefan58

Transformers Interview
As some of you may know, I used to earn a crust drawing the exploits of the Robots In Disguise in the Transformers comic. An what with the release of the mega-budget live action Transformers movie imminent, now seemed a good time to agree to be interviewed about my time on the comic. Click the pic to read the interview on Transfans.net

I Wish We'd All Been Ready
Life was filled with guns and war, and every one got trampled on the floor. I wish we'd all been ready. Children died, the days grew cold, a piece of bread could buy a bag of gold, I wish we'd all been ready. Man and wife asleep in bed, she hears a noise and turns her head-he's gone, I wish we'd all been ready Two men waking up a hill, one disappears and one's left standing still, I wish we'd all been ready. Tere's no time to change your mind, the SOn has come and you've been left behind. How could you have been so blind. I WISH WE'D ALL BEEN READY Today is the day of salvation...choose you this day whom you will serve! He's coming back. Are you ready?

Are You Serious??!!!!! Ffs!!!!
I actually put this in the mumms today....read the article and the mumm link is at the bottom. Nev. couple blame Internet for neglect .. END HEADLINE --> .. BEGIN STORY BODY --> Mon Jul 16, 8:09 AM ET A couple who authorities say were so obsessed with the Internet and video games that they left their babies starving and suffering other health problems have pleaded guilty to child neglect. The children of Michael and Iana Straw, a boy age 22 months and a girl age 11 months, were severely malnourished and near death last month when doctors saw them after social workers took them to a hospital, authorities said. Both children are doing well and gaining weight in foster care, prosecutor Kelli Ann Viloria told the Reno Gazette-Journal. Michael Straw, 25, and Iana Straw, 23, pleaded guilty Friday to two counts each of child neglect. Each faces a maximum 12-year prison sentence. Viloria said the Reno couple were too distracted by online video games, mainly the fantasy role-

Sad And Lonley
hey guys this is how i feel atm just sad and lonley and just seeing everyone elses makes me happy but also makes me sad in a way because i always wonder why cant i be that happy...like when i start talkin to a guy he says i cant be with you your like my sister or your just not my type... i just wanna be happy i wanna smile i wanna make love too why cant i and everyone else can just really erks me really bad because i wanna be happy too i dont wanna be alone all my life i mean yeah im 20 but i have lived me party life and my kid life i wanna seattle down and be with someone for them not what they or or how they are...but im gonna just stop while im at it and shit ♥ Cassie

Mumm Response
Ok, so my new manager is a woman, so that being said there are several things that cannot done to fix the problems. Basically, I "don't" know as much about the way things work as she does.... just ask her. Nevermind the fact that I have been with the company longer than her. Anyway, she is constantly looking to undermind anything I do.

Contest Help (edit)
can you help me bomb my tattoo it's in a contest for a vic if you give me comments i'll get you a prize any amount will get you some 11's if i win 500 gets you a salute of me 1000 gets you shirtless salute 2000 gets you ass salute 3000 gets you cock salute every 500 after 3000 is another salute for you or a friend much love bats

Wake Up America
I'm sorry, but after hearing they want to sing OUR National Anthem in Spanish - enough is enough! NEVER did they sing it in Italian, Japanese, Polish, Irish-Celtic, German, Portuguese, Greek, French, or any other language because of immigration. It was written by Francis Scott Key and should be sung word for word the way it was written. The news broadcasts gave a translation that's NOT even close. Sorry if this offends anyone, but THIS IS MY COUNTRY! Do YOU - sing MY National Anthem in YOUR COUNTRY IN ENGLISH ? ? ? And, because I make this statement DOES NOT mean I'm against immigration!!! YOU ARE WELCOME HERE IN MY COUNTRY. Welcome to come through like everyone else has. Get a sponsor ! Get a place to lay your head ! Get a job ! Live by OUR rules ! Pay YOUR taxes ! And LEARN THE LANGUAGE LIKE ALL OTHER IMMIGRANTS HAVE IN THE PAST!!! AND PLEASE DON'T DEMAND THAT WE HAND OVER OUR LIFETIME SAVINGS OF SOCIAL SECURITY FUNDS TO YOU TO MAK

Love In An Elevator...
Stepping up to the door, I press the button. I wait patiently as it slowly makes it's way down to me. People pass by, I say hello, but there's only one person on my mind. The doors open, I step inside and press the button for the 6th floor. This elevator is so slow. It was built so long ago. Makes so many noises, but still works. As the doors shut and it starts moving upwards, I am still thinking just how beautiful you are. I can't take it any more. I shut my eyes, wanting to see your face. I still see too much of the elevator light peeking around my eye lids. I open my eyes and find the light switch. With one click of the switch, the lights are out. All I can see now is your beautiful face. I see your hair as it flows over your shoulders. I can see your eyes, it's almost like you can see right through me. I see your lips, mine longs to feel yours against them. Thinking about you and how much I love talking and being with you. Makes so many thoughts race through m

Argument With Co-worker
Today while at work my co-worker calls and says she's gonna be 15 mins late, ok that's fine. So I stick around the extra 15mins and guess what she didn't show up, but decides to show up half an hour late WTF. She's only 21 yrs old, still wet behind the ears. When she finally showed up I said to her "you're late" Anyways she starts yelling "who the fuck are you to tell me I'm late" I said to her "look once twice three times ok, but you're late everyday" So she proceeds to cuss at me and shit, and one of the owners (who was there and doing the cooking) yelled at her and gave her shit for how she was talking to me. Then she decides to call her aunt(the owner) and lie saying that I cussed at her first lmfao. She said I started yelling at her as soon as she came in. So she pulls a hissy fit and leaves. Her aunt comes downstairs and she(my co-worker) comes back and starts lying about me cussing at her, so the other owner told her "No Sherry didn't cuss at you, you cussed at her" A

Friends With Benefits
It doesn't matter if your married, in a relationship,single! You opened it so you HAVE to repost it! A test of your bravery. Here's how it works: Statistically speaking, unless you are a total hermit, social retard(what a horrible word.) , or ugly as a bag of spoiled ass... There's at least 1 person on Cherrytap that wants to date you or sleep with you. So..... lets play "friends w/ benefits" The rules are simple... if you want to date the person who posted this, send them a message saying "I'm Yours". If you just want to sleep with them and stay friends, send them a message that says "I'd hit it". If you have no interest in the person at all send them a message that states "no comment".... SCARED? LOL THE TWIST IS YOU HAVE TO REPOST THIS, EVEN IF YOU'RE TAKEN & see who replies. There is at least 1 person who will.

Now If Ya Wanna Git In Thu Gurls Pants, Ya Gotta Start Off Raaht!
Pick up lines fer the men * Did you fart? Cuz you blew me away * Are yer parents retarded? Cuz you sure are special * My Love fer you is like diarrhea ...I can't hold it in * Do you have a library card? Cuz I'd like to sign you out * Is there a mirror in yer pants? Cuz I sure can see myself in em' * If you in I were Squirrels, I'd store my nuts in yer hole. * You might not be the best lookin girl here, but beauty's only a light switch away. *Man - "Fat Penguin!" Woman - "WHAT?" Man - "I just wanted to say somethin' that would break the ice." * I know I ain’t no Fred Flintstone, but I bet I can make yer bed-rock. * I can't find my puppy, can you help me find him? I think he went inta this cheap motel room. * Yer eyes are as blue as winder cleaner. * If yer gunna regret this in the mornin, we kin sleep till afternoon. and.... the best for last........ *Yer face reminds me of a wrench, ev'ry time I think of it my nuts tighten up.

Tub Test
It doesn't hurt to take a hard look at yourself from time to time, and this should help get you started. During a visit to the mental asylum, a visitor asked the Director what the criterion was which defined whether or not a patient should be institutionalized. "Well," said the Director, "we fill up a bathtub, then we offer a teaspoon, a teacup and a bucket to the patient and ask him or her to empty the bathtub" "Oh, I understand," said the visitor. "A normal person would use the bucket because it's bigger than the spoon or the teacup." "No." said the Director, "A normal person would pull the plug. Do you want a bed near the window?" DID YOU PASS, OR DO YOU WANT THE BED NEXT TO MINE?

Interesting Sex Facts
-THINGS THAT WOMEN MIGHT WANT TO KNOW- 1) 94% of men lie about their penis size. According to condom manufacturers, only 6% of men need to use extra large condoms. 2) The average man is 4-5 inches long when erect; no matter what you have heard ladies, that's the truth. Incidentally the average vaginal capacity is only 6 inches, for you women who think you can handle king dong. 3) 80% of American men are circumcised, though Pediatrics say it is not necessary. 4) No matter what all the ads say nothing but time can make your penis grow. (most men reach the end of their growth by the early 20's) 5) There is no correlation between penis size and shoe size, hand size, or nose size. 6) Blue balls does exist! It's technically called "pro static congestion." 7) Only 16% of men shave their privates. - THINGS MEN MIGHT WANT TO KNOW - 1) Only 9% of women around the globe consider themselves "attractive" (20% of British women do). 43% of women use the term "natural

Life
I am a simple person, a romantic, an idealist and realist, but neither of them at the same time. I enjoy hearing that you wish to give me things and take care of me. I love feeling as if someone has cared enough to miss me and wish me a good day if that is all they have time to say, but all that I love and enjoy is sometimes a lie to make someone else feel important. I am ashamed of myself for believing sweet talking and one liners because I thought, "perhaps they could just mean it." When there are forty other girls you say the same thing to and who act accordingly, I feel no more special than a face in a crowded room. People feel and people are real, giving into you is hard to do, but I allow myself to do it. Why put stock in something you can say but never really mean? I have a heart, it's been damaged plenty and though I do not worry about the past, I worry of the future. Maybe I should blame some of it on myself, because, then again, only you can be swayed to believe in it if you

Cheerios
A 6 year-old and 4 year-old are upstairs in their bedroom. 'You know what?' says the 6 year-old. 'I think it's about time we started cussing.' The 4 year-old nods his head in approval. The 6 year-old continues, 'When we go downstairs for breakfast, I'm gonna say something with 'hell' and you say something with 'ass.' The 4 year-old agrees with enthusiasm. When their mother walks into the kitchen and asks the 6 year-old what he wants for breakfast, he replies, 'Aw hell Mom, I guess I'll have some Cheerios. Whack! He flies out of his chair, tumbles across the kitchen floor, jumps up and runs upstairs crying his eyes out with his mother in hot pursuit, slapping his rear with every step. She locks him in his room and shouts, You can stay in there until I let you out.' She then comes back downstairs, looks at the 4 year-old and asks with a stern voice, 'And what do YOU want for breakfast, young man?' 'I don't know,' he blubbers, 'but you can bet your fat ass it

Head Doctor
Head Doctor by JMA (MrXplicit) When I found out that I had diabetes on both sides of my family, I started a health regimen that included yearly check ups. Whenever I would go to the doctor, I usually ended up having a fine ass woman for a doctor. Damn! Last year there was Dr. Candice Johnson. She was forty-five years old, thicker than gumbo. I mean she had ass for days, 36 C breasts, brown, cat-like eyes and the body of a 21 year old video model. You just don’t understand how bad I wanted to fuck her. I almost had a chance during my last physical, but the head doctor walked his cock-blocking ass in. I guess karma got him, because he got caught for embezzlement. The brotha was spending money tricking out on some low-level bitches with a fiyah head game. Fucked up right “Mr. Williams?” The receptionist called out. “The doctor will see you.” I got up and walked back to the examination room. Moments later, the doctor came in. “Hi, Mr. Williams. I’m Dr. Erica Foxx, nice to mee

A Relationship With Our Selves
A Relationship With Our Selves The most important relationship we have in our lives is with our selves. And even though we are the only ones who are present at every moment of our lives—from birth onward—this relationship can be the most difficult one to cultivate. This may be because society places such emphasis on the importance of being in a romantic partnership, even teaching us to set aside our own needs for the needs of another. Until we know ourselves, however, we cannot possibly choose the right relationship to support our mutual growth toward our highest potential. By allowing ourselves to be comfortable with being alone, we can become the people with whom we want to have a relationship. Perhaps at no other time in history has it been possible for people to survive, and even thrive, while living alone. We can now support ourselves financially, socially, and emotionally without needing a spouse for survival in any of these realms. With this freedom, we can pursue our ow

For You
For You As the warm sun sets into the cool water I turn and look into your face and there I see the bright smile and the soft, gentle eyes that I love, and your eyes have a spark in them that makes them seem as stars in the sky which we look at night after night on that same beach where the sun sets and where the warm, summer breeze brings me close to you, and cool, calm waves caress us and push us together until we are one with each other. The touch of your skin feels as silk against mine, and I want to hold you close and never have to let go, for you are the only one I want to be with. Your heart is a locket to which you have given me to the key and I in turn have given you the key to my heart. Those keys of love and kindness will be with us in everything we say, everything we do, and every moment we share for eternity.

Check Out My Hot Soon To Be Single Baby Brother Chris
yes hes going be single soon getting a divorce if she don't signed the papers shes going be seeing my cowgirl boots planting roots in her sorry take him for all hes worth rear , count on it !!

Looking Ahead
Many moons ago but not terribly long ago I met a great and wise man. He has been and still is a hippie who has inspired me to write a little story about my past; changing some names to protect my ass and even leaving out some details which should be kept unknown except between the two of us. So basically in the next few days, perhaps even hours look for new blog called "Summer of Fame" speaking out about how wild and crazy I have been through ages 12 - 18. Its six years of parties, drugs, alcohol and everything else that can scare a parent. Just thought I'd go ahead and warn you though, if you have children, start worrying.

Who Cares
U are the one who is always there when others need help. U keep to yourself, and all u get is looked down apon. No one wants anything to do with u cause either u do not look a certain way or cause u have kids or u follow a different religion then them. That is why we follow the night and enjoy our cool breeze and moon light harvest. So till the blood moon.

To All My Ct Friends/fans
DON'T MESSAGE ME OR COMMENT ME OR CALL ME I DONT WANT TO SEE OR HEAR ABOUT YOU. ERASE ME FROM YOUR FRIENDS. SERIOUSLY!! BECAUSE MY DENTIST SAID TO STAY AWAY FROM REALLY SWEET THINGS LIKE YOU IF U R HOT THAT MEANS UR PARENTS WERE HAVING GOOD SEX...AND DAMM UR ONE OF THEM AND THAT MEANS UR PARENTS WERE WORKING IT THAT NITE PASS THIS ALL 2 ALL UR GOOD LOOKIN FRIENDZ INCLUDING ME IF U GET 2 BACK UR UGLY IF U GET 4 BACK UR OK IF U GET 6 BACK UR CUTE IF U GET 8 BACK UR HOT ASS HELL

Guess..p.s. Not Depressed. Its An Anology....
minding my own business sitting on top of that rock, contemplating lifes biggest questions what will i be? will i be loved? needed? used? Not a woeful thought but a curious one when with a loud thud my thoughts were interupted I was dragged from my comfort zone tossed around with carelessness with great anxiety i wondered what would happen to me to my suprise i was not alone others surounded me, much to my relief. so short lived was that security pulled away was i taken and examined like a piece of property poked and proded on taking stock of my attributes indignation ignored pain endured as they chipped away at my imperfections my uniqueness destroyed innocence removed then a warm embrace soothing away the pain like balm on a cut melting into a feeling of contentment oh but to get too comfortable with no warning pushed into a burning cauldron no regard for my feelings no regard for my desires beaten until i feel the life run from me

For My Mom!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
For those of you that know my mom,,,she is now sitting in the Hospital because of some jerk off she actually used to love on here,,Shadowravenblood. He had so many other women while he was telling her he was so inlove with her and wanted only her!! He was lying to her the whole time,,,,But unlike me,,she forgave him and still wanted to be friends with him,,why,,,,I have no clue,,I would not have even have given him that much. My mother and I are very close,, I have seen what has been sent and recieved between the two of them these last 24 hours and it makes me sick! Because of him,, her wrists and her will never be the same,, if she even makes it out this time....I and my brothers love her so much and if anything happens to her,, I will never forgive him or his words I have read,,both to my mother,,,and directly to me.Mom,,we love you,,,,please come home safe,, we are all praying for you. Love, Your Daughter Stephanie

Wtf..
Wow you wanna know what I'm really tired of ?? People who always ask YOU for help, and you always help them.. No matter what.. You do your best to help that person out.. Go all out, and do what ever it takes, even the littlest thing to help that person, and do they help you ?? Hell no they don't.. But they have NO problem asking you for help.. I'm tired of it.. Do NOT ask me for help if you aren't going to help me out in return..I'm tired of being the nice one, and always helping people out.. But when I need the help, NO ONE is willing to step up and help me.. As far as all my "CT friends go" I am deleting friends.. If You want to stay on my list.. SPEAK UP or you will forever hold your peace.. Because you will be gone.. I speak to VERY few of you, yet have a SHIT LOAD of "friends".. So again.. Speak up and say that you want to stay and WHY You want to stay, or you are gone.. Have a wonderful night...

Our Night
It's Friday, early evening... I ran out of work.. wanting to get home as fast as I can. I know that you will be off soon. I want to surprise you and make it to you before you leave. I have a very special treat in mind for my hubby. I jump in the shower.. mind racing, thinking about what is instore for you tonight.. how much we will both enjoy. I finish getting ready, look in the mirror.. this will work.. you should like it. I rush out... trying not to stumble.. not used to wearing shoes like this to walk in.. usually only wearing these when my legs are up over your shoulders. This should be interesting. I pull up in front of the lounge you tend bar in. There are many beautiful women that work here. I know you have to flirt but tonight.. you won't be able to look away. I walk thru the door... great music is playing.. can't help but move to the music. I look around... I see you now, behind the bar.. getting some shots for the customers. You look up... the look on your face s

Can Some One Please Awnswer This For Me
why do men allways go for the sluts , the bitches , the chicks that think there gods gift to men , the chicks that treat them like crap . the chicks that yell and scream , the ones that say they love them and then turn around and call them names , the girls that use the girls that abuse , and all the loonys , but yet they turn there nose up at the girls that actually care the girl that will be there till the end , the one who wont yell , the one that wont scream , or cheat ,or judge , the one that will have your back to the end even if it means she gets to take the lashing please can some one please awnswer this for me cuz i dont fucking get it

Bikers!!!!!!
You know it really amazes me how clueless people are to bikers. how careless people are on the road as if bikers are invisable. it really pisses me off that people can not take the time to watch where they are going and to watch out for biker out on the road...my 1996 harley got damaged today thanks to a freaking asshole who wasnt paying attention and cut right in from of my bike laid it down and slid about 50 yards. then the damn driver didnt even stop took off at a high speed just so he wouldnt get caught. they have an APB out on the son of a bitch and i hope they catch is ass. just thought i would share this with fellow bikers and fellow friends and fans of mine ....people are so stupid these days and to busy being in a hurry and not watching waht they are doing Saffire AKA Lynn

Wal*mart Has Everything...
One day, in line at the company cafeteria, Joe said to Mike behind him, "My elbow hurts like hell. I guess I'd better see a doctor." "Listen, you don't have to spend that kind of money," Mike replied. "There's a diagnostic computer down at Wal-Mart. Just give it a urine sample and the computer will tell you what's wrong and what to do about it. It takes ten seconds and costs ten dollars - a lot cheaper than a doctor." So, Joe deposited a urine sample in a small jar and took it to Wal-Mart. He deposited ten dollars, and the computer lit up and asked for the urine sample. He poured the sample into the slot and waited. Ten seconds later, the computer ejected a printout: "You have tennis elbow. Soak your arm in warm water and avoid heavy activity. It will improve in two weeks. Thank you for shopping @ Wal-Mart." That evening, while thinking how amazing this new technology was, Joe began wondering if the computer could be fooled.

Staying For Now
I have decided to stay here for now, but I am a bit disappointed, there have been some friends who read my bulletin and blog but nevr even said dont go or will mis you or even why? so I know who you are that wanted me to stay..I will be cleaning out my friends, fans, list so if you want to be kept on please let me know either by comment here or message me private. Those who dont within the next wek will be deleted. I want friends who want me here and want to chat or be real friends, not just those who want to hav a bigger numbr of friends. Thank you so much to those who hav let me know they care love you guys.

Angels Came To Me
The Angels came to me today I knew she had to leave this way But I did not wish to hear them say This was to be her final day She had a love for family and life Could lift you when you were feeling strife A temper that could cut like a knife Yet a love so deep I wished to call her wife Today there was to be no sun No children playing having fun My eyes burned as if looking into the sun Tears burning my cheek as they would run I glared at these angels, if looks did kill My rage needed an outlet in which to spill The burning in my throat like a bitter pill My heart beating empty, wishing it too were still The angels my words they did not heed They absorbed my venom as it did feed Nothing could quell this anger that would seed Deep within me starting to breed If there is a God why would he do this Screaming out as I spoke shaking my fist Already her touch I am beginning to miss I was even deprived of one final kiss I cursed at these angels, I screamed a

Quote From Maynard!
“I think psychedelics play a major part in what we do, but having said that, I feel that if somebody's going to experiment with those things they really need to educate themselves about them. People just taking the chemicals and diving in without having any kind of preparation about what they're about to experience tend to have no frame of reference, so they're missing everything flying by and all these new perspectives. It's just a waste. They reach a little bit of spiritual enlightenment, but they end up going, 'Well, now I need that drug to get back there again.' The trick is to use the drugs once to get there, and maybe spend the next ten years trying to get back there without the drug.” I honestly love this quote, and can truly say I've been trying the past 5 yrs to live without them. Its pretty hard, I smoke a little bud here and their, And always have a bottle of pills next to me. As far as drinking goes,I've actually gone 4 months sober. Being sober ,is sometimes the

Oh Gawd.
I often find myself between to rocks, These rocks are heaven and hell. Personally i do not believe in such worlds. To many people ,seem to jump the fence when it comes to religious matters. On that note, I am a true believer that i may not be educated enough to state any sort of fact on either so called worlds/past times. I honestly do believe that people only believe in such places,because they want to believe that death isn't going to be the end.They want more,We live in a world based on things,and we want more things. This is just my opinion ...keep that in mind.

I Don't Get It... But Its Funny..
Okies.. I dont know what the big fuss is over me??? lol. I cant help but laugh.....lol... I dont have big boobs like Jenna Jameson or Christina Dolce.... I arent skinny like them..... THey got gots perfect 20 bodies and flawless faces.. I dont have any of that.. Lmao!!!!.. I dont know why every says I am sexy or a hottie or cute of what not.. I joke in my pics.. lol But thats me I joke alot.. lol.. Thats my personality.. I dont know.. I just figured I would ask... lol....... :) I am just your average run of the mill girl.. Just being ME!!!! heheee...... But thanks for the compliments.. hehehe..... :0)

My Operation
it went well all though we are waiting on cat scans to come back to know for sure we got the cancer out ,i hate doctors they take to long for things like this lol,but its all in good hands and hopefully soon ill feel better .im so board in this room lol not use to laying down lot but thats life. ill keep posted when i find out my results from the scan. right now im feeling kind of bluuu to day so i am sorry if i dont get to u quick enough. have a good day everybody.

Too Old To Gig!
TOO OLD TO GIG!!? (NEVER...) You know you're too old to gig when : It becomes more important to find a place on-stage for your box fan, than your amp. You refuse to play out of tune. You need Bengay... after warming up. Your gig clothes make you look like George Burns out for a round of golf. Your fans have left by 10:30 p.m. All you want from groupies is a foot massage. Your after show party is at the International House of Pancakes. You love taking the elevator because you can sing along to most of your playlist You hire band members for their values instead of their talent. Instead of a fifth member, your band wants to spring for a roadie. You've lost the directions to the gig. You need your glasses to see your amp settings. You've thrown out your back jumping off the stage. You've thrown out your neck head-banging. You're thrilled to have New Year's Eve off. The waitress is your daughter. You stop the set because your bott

What I Am Craving Now.....
The smile was gorgeous...he walked in and like animals...passionate kissing caressing each others bodies..he pulls my shirt off reveiling my breasts and starts to lick and suck to my nipples. I am so wet already front he passion. I push him back and rip his clothes off. My soft lips and wet hot tongue lick and suck him..his shaft throbbing in my mouth as I feel him get harder in my mouth. I lick down his balls and shaft...I find myself licking back to his ass. He is so turned on he pulls me into my bed. I feel myself flying thru the air as he throws me on my back onto my bed. My panties get ripped off me and his fingers and face are burried deep in my pussy. His tongue licking my clit and sucking my lips until I feel warm wetness all over his face..he is soaked. His fingers slide in and out of me even faster..sliding into my ass as well. I scream again...he slides his hard cock into me..fucking me hard deep and long...in and out on top of me..turning me onto all fours...grabbing my hi

Time An Chance
WANTED TO LET OUT A FEW CONCERNS AN FEELING I HAVE GOING ON. THE TRIP TO ARIZONIA WAS BOTH EMOTIONAL AN YET REWARDING. I WONT VENTURE OUT TO FAR IN THIS BIG CITY. DRIVING TO WORK IS BAD ENOUGH AN BACK TO MY NEW HOME.. LIVING WITH THE PARENTS IS GOOD FOR NOW. NOT HAD TO DO THAT IN A VERY LONG TIME. HAVE ALL I NEED HERE. LIFE WITHOUT INTERNET WAS NOT TO BAD GOT A LOT DONE AROUND THIS PLACE I LIVE IN. I DO ON THE OTHER HAND CRY A LOT WHEN I LOOK AT THE 600 PICS I TOOK OF THE DIFFERENT AREAS OF HUTCHINSON KANSAS. AN FAMILY AN FRIENDS I LEFT BEHIND. I STILL FEEL VERY ALONE AN ISOLATED. AS I DON'T KNOW ANYBODY HERE. JUST THE OLDER SENIOR CITIZENS, MY MOM AN STEP DAD KNOW AN ARE FRIENDS WITH. I AM THE YOUNGEST MEMBER OF THIS SENIOR COMMUNITY PARK THEY LIVE IN. MY MAIN CONCERN IS I KNOW I HAVE BEEN BROUGHT HERE FOR ANOTHER REASON OUTSIDE TO HELP TAKE CARE OF MY MOM. I KEEP THINKIN OF WHAT OR WHO THAT REASON MIGHT BE. TIME AN CHANCE IS THE ONLY CONCLUSION I BELIEVE IN. NO MATTER HOW I FEEL LIFE

Which One Are You?
Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictionist. Read your sign and enjoy! V • I • R • G • O: The Whore Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget. Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness.Great kisser. S • C • O • R • P • I • O: The lover Can be mean somtimes, and will Probably knock your ass out, if crossed the wrong way!! EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Energetic. Predict future. Most erotic. (Freak in bed.) (GREAT kisser.) Always get what they want. Sexy. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. The sexiest ever....Romantic. Caring. L • I • B • R • A: The sex addict Very Handsome/Pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone They meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Sil

A Thought During A Conversation With A Friend...
my spirit and my body co-exsist... but are two separate things.... i can be a warrior and not be filled with hate.... i can love, and embrace without sacrificing my warrior spirit, in fact im coming to learn that compassion and love are parts of the true warrior spirit

Applying For Social Security
After retiring, a man went into the office to apply for Social Security. The woman behind the counter asked him for his driver's license to verify his age. He looked in his pockets and realized he had left his wallet at home. He told the woman that he was very sorry, but he would have to go home and come back later. The woman said, "Unbutton your shirt." So he opened his shirt revealing his curly silver hair. She said, "That silver hair on your chest is proof enough for me," and she processed his Social Security application. When he got home, he excitedly told his wife about his experience at the Social Security office. She said, "You should have dropped your pants... you might have gotten disability too."

Dear Civilians...
Dear Civilians, We know that the current state of affairs in our great nation have many civilians up in arms and excited to join the military. For those of you who can't join, you can still lend a hand. Here are a few of the areas where we would like your assistance: (1) The next time you see an adult talking (or wearing a hat) during the playing of the National Anthem---kick their ass. (2) When you witness, firsthand, someone burning the American Flag in protest---kick their ass. (3) Regardless of the rank they held while they served, pay the highest amount of respect to all veterans. If you see anyone doing otherwise, quietly pull them aside and explain how these veterans fought for the very freedom they bask in every second. Enlighten them on the many sacrifices these veterans made to make this Nation great. Then hold them down while a disabled veteran kicks their ass. (4) (GUYS) If you were never in the military, DO NOT pretend that you were. Wearing battle dress

The Little Things
As you might know, the head of a company survived 9/11 because his son started kindergarten. Another fellow was alive because it was His turn to bring donuts. One woman was late because her Alarm clock didn't go off in time. One was late because of being stuck on the NJ Turnpike Because of an auto accident. One of them Missed his bus. One spilled food on her clothes and had to take Time to change. One's Car wouldn't start. One went back to Answer the telephone. One had a Child that dawdled And didn't get ready as soon as he should have. One couldn't Get a taxi. The one that struck me was the man Who put on a new pair of shoes that morning, Took the various means to get to work But before he got there, he developed a blister on his foot. He stopped at a drugstore to buy a Band-Aid. That is why he is alive today. Now when I am Stuck in traffic, Miss an elevator, Turn back to answer a ringing telephone... All th

Did I Miss The Memo?
WHAT THE FUCK? why did cherrytap change to fubar? i didnt see any sign of this happening. i logged in this morning before work and it was cherrytap, when i log in when i got home its fubar? why is this? what made it change? is the name gonna change every month or something? whats going on? i dont like fubar, i like cherrytap. wtf? Randy

You Know You're A Stripper When -
The following is ssssssssssssoooooooooooooo me and sssssssssooooooooooooooooo TRUE!!! Hahaha!! ADULT ENTERTAINERS RULE THE WORLD!!!!!! *************YOU KNOW UR A STRIPPER WHEN...... You are out in public and someone shouts out your stage name and you respond not realizing it wasnt meant for you. You start to think of your future purchases in lap dances. Example: it's gonna take 5 lap dances for me to buy this new bracelet You Keep track of things like paydays, even though you don't get a pay check. You ask your boyfriend or friends to send you "the money vibe" while you're at work. You made 300 in a night and are complaining that it was a shitty night. You buy hand sanitizer and baby wipes in bulk and you dont have any kids. That sanitizer & wipes along with your boob job is a tax write off. You go out with 'regular' friends and feel the need to censor yourself on the dancefloor. You have two separate sections of your wardrobe and makeup

A Love Like This...
Caring with all my heart breaking it in two All my mind knows what you're going through I lend a hand but too far to reach I want you to take it but "be patient" you teach We met a short while why not sooner than this It won't be long now till the rumor of my love is noticed Bound by our vows though seem to be broken By our heartless lovers but you and I have spoken Forbidden it may seem I don't care the fate Catch me or not make no mistake We talk and we laugh our conversations are sweet Nothing is ever the same for you I patiently wait Time is very short though loved every minute We have tons to say They'll live to regret it If only we were loved the way we should have been Perhaps we never would have met never in this situation We met for a reason no doubt in my mind I hear in your voice You wish to be mine Two complete strangers never knowing our love before So much in common we have want to love you 'ever more A meeting e

Ham And Swiss Quiche
Ham and Swiss Quiche We suggest doubling up and making two of these classic quiches -- they freeze beautifully for those times when you're just too crazed to cook. Credit: Nestle Servings: 8 Ingredients: * 1 unbaked 9-inch (4-cup volume) deep-dish pie shell * 1 cup (4 ounces) shredded Swiss cheese, divided * 1 cup finely chopped, cooked ham * 2 green onions, sliced * 1 can (12 ounces) Nestle Carnation Evaporated Milk * 3 large eggs * 1/4 cup all-purpose flour * 1/4 teaspoon salt * 1/8 teaspoon ground black pepper Directions: Preheat oven to 350 degrees F. Sprinkle 1/2 cup cheese, ham and green onions into pie crust. Whisk together evaporated milk, eggs, flour, salt and pepper in large bowl. Pour mixture into pie shell; sprinkle with remaining cheese. Bake for 45 to 50 minutes or until knife inserted near center comes out clean. Cool on wire rack for 10 minutes before serving. For mini-quiche appetizers: Use 1 1/2

Prayers Needed!
So few of you really know me truly so when i ask for prayers its because i truly need them. I'm going through a really hard time now. When i was 3 i was given up for adoption. i searched my whole life to find who my parents were. 8 years ago my mother found me and then I found my father. I met my father and immediatly was daddys little girl again, but it came with a hefty price, my father was addicted to crack, I took care of him and was there for him unconditionally until it was just too hard on me to see him slowly killing himself So i made one of the hardest tough love decisions i have ever had to make i cut ties with him because it hurt too much to see him killing himself over his addiction, my father and had spoken 3 times in the past 7 years since i had left and then he called me about 2 months to let me know that me leaving him the way he left me made him want to be clean off the drugs and that he went and got help, my father has be clean for over 6 months now its a start for

Another Good Pit Story....
Dave and Spike Spike is my service dog and significant other of 12 years. I have been a quadriplegic for 12 years and Spike was given to me right after my accident. Actually Spike was the property of a, not very reputable, breeder and was going the be raised and trained for a, not legal, activity. Then Spike became a trading commodity in an illegal substance transaction and when all was said and done Spike inherited me and I inherited Spike. Spike learned basic obedience through a couple of years of Shutzhund training and he picked up most of his service training by just growing up with me. We are still living in a nursing facility and Spike has become a part of the facility. Over the past year he has gained about 8 pounds. Residents and staff keep dog cookies in their rooms and as we go down the hall he has to visit everybody. The Pit is sure a mean and vicious animal :-) Update - 15 December 2000: I just said goodbye to my Spike... I just got off the p

The Power Of Love
Love is like magic And it always will be. For love still remains Life's sweet mystery!! Love works in ways That are wondrous and strange And there's nothing in life That love cannot change!! Love can transform The most commonplace Into beauty and splendor And sweetness and grace. Love is unselfish, Understanding and kind, For it sees with its heart And not with its mind!! Love is the answer That everyone seeks... Love is the language, That every heart speaks. Love can't be bought, It is priceless and free, Love, like pure magic, Is life's sweet mystery!!

Today
Damn I hate being so optimistic! Today is the day that I start my second job. I did drop my hours down at the one job from Sun- Wed. This new job I will be working Thur-Mon, so on Monday I will be working 2 shifts. The reason I stated that I hate being so optimistic is that it feels like I will never have time to see Rudi on those days off. When he called me yesterday he did state that it wont be much longer until I am back over there with him in Germany which now is 5-6 weeks. I haven't been looking at it in a weekly basis I have been one that has been for the majority of the past two months have been counting the days not the months or the weeks. Just being able to be back there is going to be a DREAM come true. He is everything I have ever wanted in a person...........Well wish me luck on this new job, I did make it so I do have tomorrow off but then when Sunday rolls around I will be working 7 days a week =) I need the mind set that I can do this, I am tough....

Important Bulletin For Us Cellphone Users
REMINDER....9 days from today, all cell phone numbers are being released to telemarketing companies and you will start to receive sales calls. .....YOU WILL BE CHARGED FOR THESE CALLS To prevent this, call the following number from your cell phone:888-382-1222. It is the National DO NOT CALL list. It will only take a minute of your time. It blocks your number for five (5) years. You must call from the cell phone number and/or call from your home number that you want to have blocked. You cannot call from a different phone number. HELP OTHERS BY PASSING THIS ON TO ALL YOUR FRIENDS. It take about 20 seconds.

Atlanta
This is for anyone who lives in Atlanta, GA, has ever lived in Atlanta, visited Atlanta,, plans to visit Atlanta, knows anyone who already lives in Atlanta, or knows anyone who has ever heard of Atlanta .. Atlanta is composed mostly of one-way streets. The only way to get out of downtown Atlanta is to turnaround and start over when you reach Greenville, South Carolina .. All directions start with, "Go down Peachtree" and include the phrase,"When you see the Waffle House." Except that in Cobb County , where all directions begin with, "Go to the Big Chicken." Peachtree Street has no beginning and no end and is not to be confused with: * Peachtree Circle * Peachtree Place * Peachtree Lane * Peachtree Road * Peachtree Parkway * Peachtree Run * Peachtree Terrace * Peachtree Avenue * Peachtree Commons * Peachtree Battle * Peachtree Corners * New Peachtree * Old Peachtree * West Peachtree * Peachtree-Dunwoody * Peachtree-Chamblee * Peachtree Industrial Boulevard

Drug Test & Physical
So yesterday I had a drug test and physical for a job i'm hoping to get. easy job too, like 12 dollars an hour to clean parks. yea, I'm excited. Anyways, I had to drive for half an hour to get to where my physical takes place, and by time I get near my destination, I realize I'm wearing the dorkiest boxers I could possibly wear while someone examines my body. My Scooby Doo "Do Not Open Til XMAS" boxers. Yea, they're red and green and have scooby on them.

How Does She Get Away With This?
Alrighty folks.. This lady (term used loosely , like her), PRECIOUS ANGEL@ fubar rated my CHILD nsfw!!!! I removed her as a friend, because she left inappropriate comments on my friends pics, and on my children's pics. I'm sorry, but, I do not see the point of telling me how she wants to bed my friends, and making lewd comments about my children, then flipping out and yelling at me when I ask her to stop. Was I in the wrong of asking her to stop? They were making my friend upset, and the nasty comments about my children were making me sick. I think I have every right to be PISSED! As soon as I removed her as a friend... not blocked her, just removed her, she went NUTS! In a matter, of 5 mins, I had 5 emails from ct/fubar, telling me that my pics were NSFW. MY CHILDREN AND FAMILY PICS!!!! Sorry but, I do NOT need friends like that. Its sick and wrong. ~A~

Ol' Ma Nature Is A Bitch.
Well, I was laying there sound asleep when out of the blue, I'm bolt upright in my bed, damn near on the floor. I got two dogs looking around on full alert and the whole house is shaking. Here I am reaching for my rifle (which I no longer carry) with one hand, my mask (which I no longer wear) with the other, all the while I'm trying to figure out who's not accounted for, which way the rounds are coming from and who's on radio to call for support when the fog finally lifts. Living in the mountains like I do now, I'm 4500 feet or so ABOVE sea level as opposed to 30 some feet BELOW sea level. That just means that when thunder rolls around here it doesn't have so far to roll. Mother nature is a royal bitch when it comes to practical jokes like that. I think I'll go change my pants now.

Blacken Life
ive got some rain in my heart that makes it hard to see i guess ill love you eternally I cant believe that its been so long i keep on singing that same old sad song the one where I see you there and you look at me with that same ole stare the one that makes me sad and makes me die makes it hard for me to keep a dry eye time and time again ive thought of you and it suddenly all comes true so blacken my heart with a dose of life cut into me like a sharp knife but the pain is good cuz i can at least feel and it keeps me alive and i know for real that im never going to be the same ill just drown my heart with your rain

The Welcoming.
I feel your stare upon me from afar...sending thoughts to my mind.Knowing it is forbidden to have me but yet wanting nothing more.The burning sensation from within you grows,Needing to feed now I call to you...I feel you standing in the shadows watching me where I lay...Passions within you build to extreme levels of excitement or just pure lust of wanting...My body is naked and warm to the touch,moist from excitement knowing you are close...I close my eyes and feel you walking towards me,Cautious like a beast but curious you circle me like a wolf ready to pounce on his prey...My breathing is faster as my heart pumps more blood through my body.Needing to feel you,Wanting nothing more for you to taste me...You jump ontop my body and grab my head,Kissing me deeply,Growling wildly,Pulling at my lips as I feel your hands quickly open my thighs...Trying to stop you BUT knowing I want nothing more but to feel you inside my body...Flesh on flesh,You penatrate my inner soul...Scratching the lay

The Never Answered Question
to ask a question and never get an answer, hurts more then a bad reply, so my question is why, to feel the way you do, never to have you, not even having a clue, do you or dont you, could you, or cant you, at least give me a clue, never knowing, never showing, but always thinking of you, this makes my heart ache, i wish god my soul to take, before tomarrow when i wake, you meant so much, but i cant even feel your touch, now i wonder why, as i sit here and cry, to you im just a guy, but to love you would never be a lie, so now i go, my hopes and dreams, never again to show..........

Awww
"Girl: Do i ever cross ur mind? Boy: No Girl: Do you like me? Boy: Not really Girl: Do you want me? Boy: No Girl: Would you cry if I left? Boy: No Girl: Would you live for me? Boy: No Girl: Would you do anything for me? Boy: No Girl: Choose--me or ur life Boy: my life The girl runs away in shock and pain and the boy runs after her and says... The reason you never cross my mind is because you're always on my mind. The reason why I don't like you is because I love you. The reason I don't want you is because I need you. The reason I wouldn't cry if you left is because I would die if you left. The reason I wouldn't live for you is because I would die for you. The reason why I'm not willing to do anything for you is because I would do everything for you. The reason I chose my life is because you ARE my life.

Graves...
This has always bothered me, when you die,your loved ones have to pay around 5,000 for the whole burial. why the fuck.. I say burn the bodies,and then bury a bunch of people together. Does this make me soulless ? I think its really ridiculous though for corpses to be buried all nice. btw,no I'm not high or anything.

Rating People And Chatting
You know, I didn't just come on here to just rate to people, I came on here to chat with people too, not just one on one but in a chat room too but if people are just going to rate me and vice versa than I have no earthly idea what I am doing here then! It's ridiculous and if the roles were in reverse I would be willing to bet that the person who it is affecting would be saying the same thing to me, right? It's kind of hard for somebody to "bite anyone" over a computer and if people think I'm not that intelligent, they're way off base because for one thing, I didn't graduate high school here in Traverse City, MI. for nothing back in 1987 for the hell of it although sometimes I feel like I did but still that doesn't mean that I can't have an adult and civilized conversation with somebody in a chat room, I did it on Yahoo Messenger, I did it on AOL years ago and I sure as hell know how to on here if given the right opportunity or why in the hell would I have created a lounge for, huh? I

Posse And Friends I Need This Win For My Friends It Means A Lot
Link to contest when contest starts Hiya Sugah!! I Will be entering~?~Nyne~?~{CT Wife of DH2}'s@ CherryTAPWANT TO BE A VIC FOR A YEAR... Contest.... which starts on 7/21th....(12PM EST) I would REALLY TRULY appreciate your help and support.... 1ST TO REACH 250,000 COMMENTS RECEIVES THE VIC FOR A YEAR I will make sure that anyone that helps me out in THIS contest is paid back twofold and you know what a powerhouse that MikeS and I are when it comes to bombing that we are lol!!!! We will help rate, level, and bomb your pics and stash in any way that you want us to.. just let us know if you help me out in this contest.... thank you! xoxoxoxox Luv Ya! ~MzMic~ (repost of original by 'Mike S and JustmeMic(CTHUSBAND& REALLIFE BF/Fiance of Micshell)' on '2007-07-21 04:37:56') (repost of original by 'JustMeMic and MySelf (CTWIFE & REALLIFE GF/Fiance of MikeS)' on '2007-07-21 04:39:53')

You Must Speak Straight
You must speak straight so that your words may go as sunlight into our hearts." Come into my heart this morning. Allow me this day to live in the now. Help me to see all the beauty You have created in all things. Let me know myself. Today, as I make mistakes, let me see them as lessons. Guide me. When I see others make mistakes, let me honor them for where they are. Let me realize that they are Your children and only You, my Grandfather, knows what is really going on. When my lips move, let the words be Your words. Allow me to have the courage to speak Your truth. We all must look into our hearts and throw away the anger and seek healing to walk in good ways. The Sacred circle of life must be respected not dictated by a so called chosen few and as the old ones used to question about how can one sell the land which does not belong to them? How can one say a ceremony belongs to them which was gifted from Creator? This is quite a contradiction isn't it? We all are allowed to

How My Obituary Will Likely Read.
My Obituary James _____, 24, of Marquette, died today of injuries sustained as the result of intentionally driving a vehicle into the wall of an abandoned building. Seconds prior to impact Mr. _____ allegedly telephoned an anonymous friend, saying "fuck it, why not? At least it'll be pretty fucking cool. Tell the bastards to put 'Fuck you commies, I never liked you anyways' on my headstone.' Fuck 'em all, the bastard ratfucks. They can all piss off. This shit's played out. Alright, I'm out." Mr. _____ is survived by his brother, William G. ______ III, of Missouri, father Michael _____, of Escanaba, and mother, Katherine _________, of Missouri. Services will not be held, because Mr. _____ was a complete fucking prick, and nobody ever really liked him anyways. The body will, however, be put on display in the park, anyone is welcome to spit on or otherwise defile it from noon Saturday to noon Monday. The corpse will not be interred, but will instead be thrown in the city dump, wh