Fubar Blog Posts 4

What If
what if everything in this world were free? what if everytime you said hey can i have a dollar somebody gave you one? but if every thing were free why would you need a dollar? if man was not meant to be subjecated why do we endenture ourselves to the government, media, credit companys, ect. ? if there is a thin line between insanity and genius, where is it drawn? choices are made everyday, not always are they the correct ones, sometimes what seems as if it could be the most righteous decision, turns out to be your demise set in motion by your own hand. what many people blame on god is only put upon them by them. you see god gave you the gift of choice, the only thing free in this world is your choice. everyday you choose to get up you choose to breath you choose what to eat and when to blink. if you dont agree with something you have the choice to not do it, even if this means death you still have that choice aswell. in the end the way you live who you live with what you do

God Im So Scared!!!
ok so on firday im gonna meet my real dad for the first time.. when he found out my mom was gonna have me he left her and i now just found out his address and his number so im going to meet him i scared and i have only know two dads my hole life my foster father Sherman who died when i was 6 and my dad who i lived with my hole life David so i dont know what to think i have all these thoughts going through my head well he like me what am i gonna say did he ever wish he never left and stayed does he want to try to be a part in my life do i want to think of him a a dad since he left? i dont know what to do im so scared what should i do??

False Advertisment In Bulletins
on brudda, i'm sittin here peeping through bulletins, and i cant even count how many times the damn thing has some tittle.. "omg look at these tits" "this person pissed me off" "this is NSFW" and then you open it up and its someone that wants you to vote for them for a contest... now i dont mind helping out dont get me wrong.. but with all that bullshyt im bout to the point where i dont even wanna read the bulletins anymore. it reminds me of those bullshyt sales people or emails you get that have some shyt in the subject line and then bam its totally something else... fuckin say what you want and let people choose...

Made A Decision.
Just putting it out here.. I think I am done rating and commenting for "Friends" on their contests. Out of the 8 who have actually taken time to ask me personally (Via Shout or PM) to Vote/Comment their contest, only 2 of them went out of their way to thank me. 1 of them even bought me a gift. On the other hand, the 2 people I randomly voted/commented for (And one in an outside contest to boot) bought me "Thank You" gifts, and were grateful. It's not like I *need* gratitude - But it sure as hell would be nice. If those who are NOT Friends can show it - Why not the so-called "Friends"?

This Made Me Laugh.
Little Red Riding Hood Funny Animals Little Red Riding Hood is skipping down the road when she sees the Big Bad Wolf crouched down behind a log. "My, what big eyes you have, Mr. Wolf," says Little Red Riding Hood. The surprised wolf jumps up and runs away! Further down the road, Little Red Riding Hood sees the wolf again-this time he is crouched behind a tree stump. "My what big ears you have Mr. Wolf, " says Little Red Riding Hood. Again the foiled wolf jumps up and runs away! About two miles down the track, Little Red Riding Hood sees the wolf again, this time crouched down behind a road sign. "My, what big teeth you have Mr. Wolf," taunts Little Red Riding Hood. With that, the Big Bad Wolf jumps up and screams, "Will you get lost? I'm trying to take a shit!"

Cooking 101
OMG I MUST BE OUTTA MY FREGGIN MIND TO COOK FOR 48 HUNGRY ASS MEN. ALL OF WHICH I WORK WITH. NOW BEING THE ONLY FEMALE HERE SUCKS, CAUSE EVERY YEAR I GET NOMINATED TO COOK. GOD HELP ME AND KEEP ME CLOSE FEER IM BOUT READY TO GO CRAZY.

My Younger Sister...
Hi, my name is Krystal. I am 20. I would consider my self to be normal. I am 5' 5" and have a 34C bust. Anyway, about 3 weeks ago, I started noticing what my little sister (Kylie) was wearing. She wore low-cut shirts that bared her nice 36B tits. For some reason whenever I saw her I got this feeling in my groin, and it wouldn't go away until I had an orgasm. I soon relized that I needed my sister. My chance came one night when my mom was out of town on business. She told me to make sure Kylie was in bed by 10:30. So the night went on uneventful, I did my homework, watched tv, you know. I glanced at the clock and Oops, it is already 10:45. I run upstairs to my sister's room. The door is shut, but the lights were on. I slowly opened the door and saw my sister with two fingers in her cunt, looking at a porn magazine. I was very surprised, but was still horny for my sister. I tried to act mad, "what are you doing? and where did you get that magazine?" Once she saw me, she threw down the po

Chapter 3
Chapter 3 I want to force you to your knees so I can hold your head and thrust my hardness into your mouth. Has there ever been another woman who enjoyed sucking cock more than you, my little cocksucker? Is there anything to compare with the excitement you generate in me when you give yourself over to the heat and hardness of a thick shaft between your lips? The sighs and moans. The grinding of your ass as you attempt to quell the heat between your thighs. The wet softness of your lips and tongue around my prick. Lick my balls, bitch, and suck my nut. You know you love it, you hungry slut. That's it. Now nibble my head with your lips. Ah yes - now take it in your mouth - all of it. I want to feel you all around me. I want to feel my head in your throat. Now swallow so your muscles milk my cock. That's it, cunt. Drive me wild with your mouth. Bring it up. Take me to the point of no return. Yes. Now. I’m gonna make you gag on my cock. NOW get down on all fours. I'm going to sti

T Day
Was a good day, went to a friends was just me her and one other person, but we had fun. We had turkey stuffing taters and gravy and other stuff. I am still full 4 hours later and got some take homes so i can eat again tomorrow. Hope you all had a great one

Oh Wow, I'm Going To Lose Friends Quickly...
I thought it was funny... Him: Hi Sexy! Me: Hi green! Him: Green? Me: I thought we were playing the adjective game. Him: aahhh.. ok Him: was a compliment... but whatever... Me: Sorry, I just get that 234957349879348 times a day. Me: I would rather hear, "hey smart girl" or "how are you?" even. Me: Or "Yo bitch" I'm fond of that one. ;) Him: point taken... will remember that Me: I guess you guys don't see it... but we girls... yeah, we get it a lot. No harm done!

The Awakening
MUCH ♥ to Everyone Personal Awakening A time comes in your life when you finally get it . . When in the midst of all your fears and insanity you stop dead in your tracks and somewhere, the voice inside your head cries out - ENOUGH! Enough fighting and crying, or struggling to hold on. And, like a child quieting down after a blind tantrum, your sobs begin to subside, you shudder once or twice, you blink back your tears and through a mantle of wet lashes, you begin to look at the world through new eyes. This is your awakening... You realize that it's time to stop hoping and waiting for something to change, or for happiness, safety and security to come galloping over the next horizon. You come to terms with the fact that he is not Prince Charming and you are not Cinderella and that in the real world, there aren't always fairy tale endings (or beginnings for that matter) and that any guarantee of "happily ever after" must begin with you and in the

Getting To Know Me
OK HERE'S HOW THIS WORK I WILL TELL YOU TEN THING'S ABOUT ME THEN I WILL PICK TEN PEOPLE TO DO THE SAME THING THIS IS A GOOD WAY FOR US ALL TO GET TO KNOW THE PEOPLE WE CHAT WITH AND CALL OUR FRIENDS I THINK IF YOUR MY FRIEND YOU'D LIKE TO KNOW ALL YOU CAN AS I WOULD LIKE TO KNOW ABOUT YOU SO IF I PICK YOU YA GOTTA PLAY DAMMIT LOL And, for the record, I'm doing this because Dave is a sweetie, and he asked nicely :). 1) I'm a widow. I lost my LOML to cancer on Easter Sunday (April 16, 2006) 2) I have 4 kids... 2 that were born to me, and 2 that I was blessed with when I met their dad. 3 girls and 1 boy. 3) I love to cook, but not for myself-- have to cook for others. 4) I've had the same best friend for over 35 years. 5) I'm in Grad School... should finish my Master's in Nursing in September 2007. 6) I feel most at peace when I am in the mountains. 7) I have a Golden Retriever named Clancy-- a little neurotic, but sweet and loyal, and a feral cat named Bella who hates me unl

The Object Of Sexual Desire (and Before You Read, It's Not Porn!)
Out of the seed, It's the life-bud filled with nucleic patterns that attatch meaning to the breath we breathe. We all start in a moment, when two eyes blink and the "Oh My GOD's" can't get any louder as the devil takes hold with his scaley grip. A man in his place, just a push and thrust to create the arms and legs that will yearn to know his story, but will only hear the deaf silence left by the smoke screen. Barbarous decisions as bodies flail in anticipated passion, while spirits dip into hell, sparkled with drunken intentions and forgotten promises. And the news is broken as the glass shatters on the floor, cutting deep to the bone while DNA drops of red spill into an empty resivoir of conditioned effect. Running scarred as the path has been paved and each step leads further and further away from the intersection of Responsibility Blvd and Love Ln. It only leads down a one way street, paved with a smattering of rotten carcses,

Before
BEFORE U MAKE A FOOL OUT OF YURSELF..GET TO KNOW SOMEONE SPEND MORE TIME WITH THEN AGGITATE THEM.... KNOW THE GOOD AND BADD...FIND OUT HOW THEY REALLY FEEL...SPEND A NITE OR SO....BEFORE U SAY THOSE 3 WORDS AND WANTING TO LEAD TO MORE FIND OUT ALOT MORE BEFORE U MAKE A FOOL OUT OF YURSELF.............

Tomorrows The Big Day
Tomorrow is the big day and i know that alot of my friends are wanting to see lots of pics soooo unfortunatley I wont be able to post many cause if I take all my other pics off here i cant put them back. My Pc is not up and running sooo...but I will post pics of the beautiful day. but however it probably wont be until Monday. I am even gonna try and ,make a video with the pics fromt he wedding. So keep looking and I will have them posted as soon as I can. Love to you all and Thank you for all your thoughts and prayers for rays health and our Love and Happiness together... Cindy

Once You Go Black, You Never Go Back
I was a 40 year old woman with a very successful husband, Bob, and two girls, 18 and 16, when my saga started, and it has been going on for three years. I love my husband very much but at that time our sex life had been reduced to about once every two weeks or so. I love the closeness of our sex but I sure wished we did it more often. Then a very fortunate thing happened to change all that. I was driving in our town about ten miles from where I live and suddenly the car heated up and red lights came on. I was almost directly across the street from an auto parts store and so I stopped and entered the store. There were no customers but me and the person behind the counter was a tall, very big black man, who ask what he could do to help me. I told him my story and he was kind enough to go out to the car and look at my problem. He saw immediately what was wrong. The belt that cools the radiator came off. We went back inside the store so he could look for my belt in his store and discove

Dsknskdnask
MY HEART IS SHATTERED MY FAITH IS TORN BROKEN PIECES OF ME LIE I FEEL SO WORN I HATE YOU I HOPE YOU DIE EVERYTHING YOU TOLD ME WAS A LIE EVERYTHING YOU SAID WASNT EVEN TRUE OH I FORGOT....FUCKKKKKKK YOUUUUUUUUUUU Myspace Layouts

Female Comeback
Body: Man: Where have you been all my life? Woman: Hiding from you. Man: Haven't I seen you someplace before? Woman: Yes, that's why I don't go there anymore. Man: Is this seat empty? Woman: Yes, and this one will be if you sit down. Man: Your place or mine? Woman: Both. You go to yours, and I'll go to mine. Man: So, what do you do for a living? Woman: I'm a female impersonator. Man: Hey baby, what's your sign? Woman: Do not enter. Man: How do you like your eggs in the morning? Woman: Unfertilized. Man: Your body is like a temple. Woman: Sorry, there are no services today. Man: I would go to the end of the world for you. Woman: But would you stay there? Man: If I could see you naked, I'd die happy. Woman: If I saw you naked, I'd probably die laughing.

Black Friday
My thoughts: Wow this is the worst day ever. So like your regular insomniac five am rolls around and I am of course wide awake wishing that more new episodes of Aqua Teen Hunger Force, Family Guy, Robot Chicken, Futurama, I mean I dunno something good would be on cuz quite frankly that Inu Yasha shit doesnt make sense. So I'm like I need strawberry applesauce because my supply was diminished and you know that shits like SEX so addicting. I decide to wait til 6 to head to Walmart hoping I'll miss some of the crowd. Yeh fucking right. Ugh I hate people, I mean the stupid ones. Anyways so I walk around wallyfuckmemart and I dont find any lower than normal prices like you would think so I decide to get my applesauce except the lines are not worth the wait for two cases of strawberry applesauce each valued at 1.98 so I leave Walmart cursing their nonlowerthannormalprices. I take a gamble and decide to go to Alderwood Mall after taking five minutes to find parking and cruising the whole

Hottest Pimp & Pimpette On Cherrytap Contest
NEED 10 PIMPS AND 10 PIMPETTES THIS IS A TWO PART CONTEST 1st PART IS A RATING CONTEST. WINNER WILL BE CHOSEN BASED ON NUMBER OF RATINGS. 2nd PART IS A COMMENT CONTEST. WINNER WILL BE CHOSEN BASED ON NUMBER OF COMMENTS. Rules: 1. Please only 1 rating for your favorite Pimp and Pimpette. 2. Comment as many times as u like for your favorite Pimp and Pimpette. 3. You can vote for yourself. 4. Please make sure pics that are submitted are not adult so everyone can see and vote on all pics. THIS CONTEST WILL RUN FOR ONE WEEK FROM THE START DATE. WINNERS WILL HAVE THEIR CHOICE OF GIFT WITH THE EXCEPTION OF V.I.C. GIFTS.

Self Reps....its Too Many Of Em!
WHY IS IT THAT EVERY GUY I'VE MET LATELY HAS BROUGHT A REPRESENATIVE OF SELF INSTEAD OF THE REAL THEM TO THE MEETING IN WHICH WE HAVE....I SPEAK Y TO GUYS ON THIS INTERNET THING THEY PULL OUT ALL THESE DREAMS THEN YOU MEET THEM THEY DONT HAVE A "POT TO PISS IN AND A WINDOW TO THROW IT OUT OF"? DONT FAKE THE FUNK ... WE CAN HANG IF IM ATTRACTED TO YOU BUT AFTER ALL THE LIES DO YOU POSSIBLY THINK THAT IM STILL GOING TO BE ATTRACTED TO YOU? AND GUYS PLEASE WASH WHEN YOU MEET FEMALES [WELL YOU SHOULD WASH ANY WAYS BUT BE CLEAN WHEN YOU MEET PEOPLE FOR THE FIRST TIME ITS A TURN OFF SMELLIN A GUY THAT SMELLS LIKE HE JUS TOOK HIS CLOTHES OUT THE HAMPER I WAS JUS WONDERIN CAN YOU HELP ME ON THIS GUYS!? ITS REALLY DEPRESSIN.....AND BUY NO MEANS AM I SAYIN ITS JUS MEN IT US FEMALES TOO...BUT IM A FEMALE LOOKIN FOR MEN NOT WOMEN THERE FORE I SPEAK OF WHAT IM LOOKIN FOR!

Crazy Dreams
Last night I had an insane dream! I dreamt that my bf showed up at my house to tell me that he didn't want to be with me anymore. Then, for some reason, I was all of a sudden in the running for homecoming queen at my college and I won, but as I walked up to accept my crown everyone could tell that something was horribly wrong and my bf was sitting in the audience and he was overwhelmed with guilt. I have no idea what the hell that was all about.

I Love This.....
By the time the Lord made woman, He was into his sixth day of working overtime. An angel appeared and said, "Why are you spending so much time on this one?" And the Lord answered, "Have you seen my spec sheet on her? She has to be completely washable, but not plastic, have over 200 movable parts, all replaceable and able to run on diet coke and leftovers, have a lap that can hold four children at one time, have a kiss that can cure anything from a scraped knee to a broken heart -and she will do everything with only two hands." The angel was astounded at the requirements. "Only two hands!? No way! And that's just on the standard model? That's too much work for one day. Wait until tomorrow to finish." "But I won't," the Lord protested. "I am so close to finishing this creation that is so close to my own heart. She already heals herself when she is sick AND can work 18 hour days." The angel moved clo

Numb Inside
I'll probably regret posting this but at this point... meh, I don't care, that’s what the delete button is for. Although all this is probably medication level related... I probably really should go get my levels checked, but can't do that till Monday and probably won't do it then. Where to start. I hate feeling this way, I really think I don't have a reason to be loosing my feelings towards people in general. Why is it, I can not find happiness? Why is it the people you love the most end up hurting you? I'm not talking particular person in general, just people in general. Most of this is come from a personal relationship stand point. Mainly? I don't have one. The more time passes the more numb i'm becoming and I hate that. A long time ago I used to keep a wall up, mainly to protect myself from being hurt. I decide that I should try and open up to people more and let people in, so I do and what happens? You just end up being hurt. So up goes the wall again, only to come down

10 Things
So I was tagged to tell 10 things about myself... 1) I have 8 cats! 2) I'm actually quite shy...I hate talking about myself, taking pictures, etc etc etc. 3) I still live at home with my mother. 4) I hate tomatoes...But I love Tomato soup, ketchup..etc, etc, etc! 5) The last person I dated committed suicide...Hence the reason I won't get into a relationship anytime soon. 6) I've got a major girl crush on Gwen Stefani!!! 7) I've got three binders of poetry, short stories, songs etc that I've written in the past 10 years or so. 8) I collect snow globes...Ever since I was about 8 or 9 my parents, family, friends...would always buy me a snowglobe for holidays and birthdays etc. 9) I was born at 6:15 (am) on 6/15. 10)I've got the widest variety of music on my computer...a LOT of everything...basically if its got killer lyrics, or something I can shake my ass too...I'll listen to it. Now to tag 10 people! 1-reddog007 2-CT Queen 3-demented butterfly 4-

Adult Story Strip Poker With The Guys
Hubby would be home any minute with his buddies. The food was prepped and the beer was cold. Their monthly Poker Night was their little tradition and I had no problem with it. It normally consisted of a trip to a couple of strip clubs then back to one of their homes for a night of cards and drinking. It was our turn to host the poker night and I had gone all out. Tons of food, cold beers and the hot little French Maid outfit I would be wearing while I served them. My husband knew about the food and beer but even he would be surprised at my attire for the evening. My husband works hard and I wanted the night to be a little extra special for him. I was in the final stages of primping when I heard the car pull up. I stuffed my big tits into my new black bra with white lace trim and stepped into my thong with matching white lace trim. I pulled on my black stockings and attached them to my garter belt and stepped into my high heels. I stepped in front of the mirror and put the final

I Believe
I believe I have to be myself no matter what. I believe true friends will call or write just to say hello. I believe women are the most beautiful of all of Gods creation. I believe a smile and kind word can lift the lowest of spirits. I believe that there is a time and place for everything. I believe you choose your own path in life, but God guides you through it. I believe you are only as strong as you let yourself be. I believe you choose how confident you are. I believe there is no one greater than a friend. I believe you can find good in everything and everyone I believe long legs and short skirts are sexy I believe that we all can be better than we really are. I believe love is grown over the years lust is instant. I believe we all have a little pervert in us. I believe if you read this I can call you a friend

The Slumber Party
well is friday night and my daughter the lil angel lol is havin her very first slumber party ..so 3 7 year old girls doing there thing ..so its about an hour till show time and my daughter has her tunes turned up singin her heart out dancin around her room gettin ready ..all i can do is laught my ass off ...its funny cause in a couple years from now its not going to be a slumber party she's getin ready from is going to be a date....OH GOD HELP ME ...lol

Woohoo
I am leaving in the morning on an early morning flight to Oklahoma to see my daughter and meet my new Grandson, I'll be gone for a week, back the 2nd of Dec. I'm so excited about going, can't wait to hold the little guy, he is so cute. He was born Nov 9th, two weeks early. It's kind of a miracle she got pregnant, she had cervical Cancer and only has a partial Cervix. Anyway, See ya in a week. Hugs and Kisses, Edie

18 Things You Can Get Away With Saying At Thanksgiving:
1. Talk about a huge breast! 2. Tying the legs together keeps the inside moist. 3. It's Cool Whip time! 4. If I don't undo my pants, I'll burst! 5. That's one terrific spread! 6. I'm in the mood for a little dark meat. 7. Are you ready for seconds yet? 8. It's a little dry, do you still want to eat it? 9. Just wait your turn, you'll get some! 10. Don't play with your meat. 11. Just spread the legs open and stuff it in. 12. Do you think you'll be able to handle all these people at once? 13. I didn't expect everyone to come at once! 14. You still have a little bit on your chin. 15. How long will it take after you stick it in? 16. You'll know it's ready when it pops up. 17. Wow, I didn't think I could handle all of that! 18. That's the biggest one I've ever seen!

New Poem, I Need Opinions
T'was Fate that introduced us T'is Fate that has kept us apart But this I've always believed In the bottom of my heart Time will bring us together In loves cherished beauty For forget not the lesson Brought through Serendipity Hope has always lived And love has always lurked Though the cruel twists of fate Always leave us irked But always have I held you Cherished in my heart A love that does not yield No matter how long apart If I happen to be wrong And we're not meant to be I have but one thought That brings comfort to me I would rather suffer Any hurt you could bestow Than feel the numb of knowing That we will never know Tis better to have loved and lost Than never loved at all So any chance of failing Seems petty and oh so small Always and Forever I am here for you So please turn not away Accept my love as true.

Faery Song
When I see the plover rising Or the cruler wheeling Then I throw my mortal lover Back to me is stealing Oh but something is wanting Oh but I am weary Come my blithe and bonnie lad Come over the knoll to cheer me Why should I sit and sigh Pulling brackin Pulling brackin Why should I sit and sigh On the hillside dreary Twist the dusk and daylight Dawning shall I spy my love come Through the glen and over the hether To me bold and gladsome May that we might mock this spell And fly away together Through the mists of the moon And haze to escape fates crule tether Why should I sit and sigh Pulling brackin Pulling brackin Why should I sit and sigh On the hillside dreary

Used Car
It was a small town and the patrolman was making his evening rounds. As he was checking a used car lot, he came upon two little old ladies sitting in a used car. He stopped and asked them why they were sitting in the car. Were they trying to steal it? "Heaven s no, we bought it." "Then why don't you drive it away." "We can't drive." "Then why did you buy it?" "We were told that if we bought a used car here we'd get screwed, so we're just waiting."

Fasting
four moons have past watching you hunger seeks me out but i refuse the call searching for an answer from this devious curse knowing my pain will end with that first bite hearing in my mind that first fatal scream seeing your fruitless attempt to flee a smiles cracks my face for i know what pleasure the chase is fasting continues til next moon phase

Problem Solving Flowsheet
this made me laugh so i thought i would post it as a blog for the people that may not have seen it in me pics, and thanks to everyone for cheering me up yesterday, I really did appreciate it.

Sexiest Bi/lesbian Cherry
Hey folks...my babygurl's in the comp!! She's an absolutely amazin woman who is veeeeeeery sexy...and errr...have I mentioned how much I just lurrrrrrrrve her looooong tongue?? hehehe Go show her some love!!!

Celt Sign
You Are A Weeping Willow Tree You are a dreamer, and you're into almost any kind of escapism. Restless and capricious, you love to travel to exotic places. You are easily influenced by others, as long as they don't pressure you. You tend to suffer in love until you find that one loyal, steadfast partner. An empathetic friend, you love to make others smile and laugh. What's Your Celtic Horoscope?

What Group Are You? Chav, Rocker, Skater, Emo, Goth, Trendy, Prepy
You scored as Rocker, Mosher. Your A Rocker!Rocker, Mosher95%Goth60%Chav, Townie, Rude Boy, Ned, Kev20%Prepy15%Emo10%Skater5%Trendy0%What Group Are You? Chav, Rocker, Skater, Emo, Goth, Trendy, Prepy Ectcreated with QuizFarm.com

Bleh
♥ My fever broke, but lets see for how long. I hope it stays broken to be honest. I feel like shit. And all i wanta do is cry. Im such a baby. My moms in a crabby mood and i cant really deal with it. Shes in a yelling mood, and to yell back at her it would take too much of my energy so im just ignoring her. The doctor needs to hurry up and call with my test results, cause im not liking this whole having to wait thing. Its making me even more annoyed and nervous then i am with the other thing going on ♥ Thank you guys who are supporting me and being there for me. Thank you for everything i appreciate it. This is all really tough and im sick of being sick. Hope you have a great holiday i really do! -Sigh- Yup. Silly but cute.

My Best Friend Jessica
I was always a little jealous of her. She was the most beautiful girl I had ever seen. 5’4 115 pounds, blonde hair and green eyes. Perfect body, perfect tits, and a perfect ass. Prefect everything, at least that was how I saw her. Most of all she always had the perfect boyfriends. Even though I had never been with another girl, I would fantasize about her. It freaked me out a little bit. I never thought of myself as a lesbian. I had been with my fair share of guys. But Jessica was different, she was my best friend and had been for the last 5 years. We had done everything together. Most exciting we were going to go to college together, and we were going to live together in the dorms. Being only 18, and so far away from home I needed my best friend with me. It was going to be great. A month into school, Jessica and I were sitting alone in our room which was rare. We were just watching a movie while putting off doing our homework. She was sitting really close to me. She smelt so good.

Move On
i feel another house of doom another broken down thing a vision of bad things to come face down out in the rain I dont think life will let loose of the grip it has on me I dont think it will allow me peace and serenity I can feel that something happened I know its just not right and even if youre here holding me tonight when we turn out the light It wont be the same because something has gone wrong like a verse from a sad song you took the chance to move on

Solution
I almost got lost, In the mouth of a shark, As I closed for the light, And walked in the dark. I’ve been in this circle, For way too long, I thought it was right, Although it was wrong. The truth was covered, And a story was bought, Reality was nothing, Like the way I was taught. The shadows made room, For the secret that was hidden, And the truth that some, Wanted forbidden. Logic is now, Just illusion, The life I had, Full of confusion, But deep within, I found a solution.

Heaven Can Wait
Tell the angels no, I don't wanna leave my baby alone I don't want nobody else to hold you That's a chance I'll take Baby I'll stay, Heaven can wait No, if the angels took me from this earth I would tell them bring me back to her It's a chance I'll take, maybe I'll stay Heaven can wait You're beautiful Each moment spent with you is simply wonderful This love I have for you girl it's incredible And I don't know what I'd do, if I can't be with you The world could not go on so every night I pray If the Lord should come for me before I wake I wouldn't wanna go if I can't see your face, can't hold you close What good would Heaven be If the angels came for me I'd tell them no Chorus Unthinkable Me sitting up in the clouds and you are all alone The time might come around when you'd be moving on I'd turn it all around and try to get back down to my baby girl Can't stand to see nobody kissing, touching her Couldn't take nobody loving you the way we were What goo

Thoughts
When life gives you lemons, make orange juice… Sometimes I wish that things could be easy. I wish that things could be defined in terms of black & white, right & wrong or even start & finish. Sadly this is not the case. There are no definitive answers, no cut and dry. The truth is, everything in the world is complex, one event dependant on some previous action or one person's reality dependent on some one else's. There is a fine line between losing oneself and adaptation. Both have a negative connotation but in fact only one is truly a negative. Adaptation is great provided you never forget who you are. Now here is the REALLY fucked up part---You'd better be sure of whom you are BEFORE you try to adapt. Example: You can in some cases substitute Limes for Lemons and vice versa but you cannot substitute a lemon with an orange. Yes they are in fact both fruits, both citrus for that matter, but very different in taste so therefore a trade is usually out of the question. If by some s

Always Wear Underwear
From the Northwest Florida Daily News comes this story of a Crestview couple who drove their car to Wal-Mart, only to have their car breakdown in the parking lot. The man told his wife to carry on with the shopping while he fixed the car in the lot. The wife returned later to see a small group of people near the car. On closer inspection, she saw a pair of male legs protruding from under the chassis. Although the man was in shorts, his lack of underpants turned private parts into glaringly public ones. Unable to stand the embarrassment, she dutifully stepped forward, quickly put her hand up his shorts, and tucked everything back into place. On regaining her feet, she looked across the hood and found herself staring at her husband who was standing idly by. The mechanic, however, had to have three stitches in his forehead.

Tears
ok tonight is so shitty i feel as iam loseing everyone i love walks away from me why do i keep getting hurt? why do guys seem to walk all over me am i that stupid i cant see it ? why am i open to all these freaking questions with no answered... oh that's right i know why here's the story i was hanging out with my bestfriend tonight we have known each other sence we were in 3rd grade so thats a pretty long time we we're hangin out around here playing pool just laughen acting (goofy) like we have always had to other friends here b4 i new it i was standing a lone he told me he hated me (tears) streaming down my face i couldn't breath for a second what have i done wrong for everyone to leave me like they do i just want some one to love me for me im smart i love life iam not spoild tonight it felt like my whole life i based it on is a lie i am loseing my friends why?? im am honest person why do guys tend to keep breaking my heart??? someone answer me cause i seriously don't know anymore !!!

Too Much Thinking Isn't Good..
Gettin in one of those moods once again. The kind of blah-fuck-your-life-fuck-the-world kind of moods. I feel like I wanna just scream at everyone, hit a few select people and have good cry so that I'll feel better....or at least convince myself that I'll feel better. I'm a great listener to everyone, I see myself as a great friend to people but can't seem to go to any of them when I need to. I wanna be able to go to someone instead of keeping it all in all the time, and I know there are a couple here I could do that with but Im not used to that so I know it won't happen. So this is kind of a waste of your time and my time...but I got nothing but time to waste.

Satan
- Sufficiency - Completeness - "From moment of Birth to moment of Death, I am and ever shall I be." - Perfection - Self Acknowledgment - "Look around and be witness that there are none like unto me." - Mastery - Independence - "Even when down, there are none who may lift me without my consent. 1. As a Satanist I believe in the autonomy of the idividual. One should know thy self and develop thy own skills, character, and talent to the utmost. Be free to be thy own self. 2. As a Satanist I believe in striving for perfection. Being good at something, brings success. BE something, ACHIEVE something, then you have respect for yourself. 3. As a Satanist I believe in the 'gifts' unto the deserving. Respect, love, friendship, monetary awards, political power; must be Earned. To give freely to those who deserve not, or is ungrateful only cheapens the gift, till it means nothing. 4. As a Satanist I believe in the Law of Retribution. An eye fo

Just A Little Rant!
Ok, when I first joined lostcherry//cherrytap, the site was the best! I spent all my days here, meeting and greeting new commers to the site. I even invited over 400 people here, that is on my old account before 'babyjesus' delete me. I've put the word out about this site all over the internet. I've always said how it was amazing not to have a big brother type thing looking at everything you do, all your pictures, and how there was no restrictions besides the age. Boy, if I were to say that now I'd be a huge liar! Now I have to tell them it's another wanna-be Myspace site, I don't care if you don't like that I call it a wanna-be myspace, it's true. The only good thing about this site any more is it's easier to find 'friends' because of the top photos, top cherry's, and the scroll thing at the top. This site is becomming so restricted! NSFW what the fuck is that shit? Why the sam hell are you on the interent; on any website while you are at work? If I was your boss, I'd fire

My Latin Maid
Hi there, my name is Jennifer Bridges and I’m a housewife living in Miami. I’m brown haired and 5’7 with 34C tits that fit my frame perfectly. Now I had never considered myself lesbian or even bi, but with my husband away on business all the time, I constantly felt horny, most of the time I could satisfy myself with a dildo or my fingers but lately I developed a longing for the same sex, and that was when we hired Mariana. She was a 20 year-old Latin girl working here to pay for college, so she would do just about anything, which is why she had no problem with wearing the skimpy French maid outfit that I suggested. When I saw her working in that little skirt I knew that I had to have her. She had that great Latina look, caramel skin, a nice round ass, but nothing compared to her ample 34D breasts. One day when she was working in the kitchen, I walked up behind her in my nighty and grabbed her ass, she turned around and realized it was me and jumped. “Mrs. Bridges! Um, I was ju

Evil Overlord Winners!
OK here are your winners! yes I SAID WINNERS. All 3 of these guys worked VERY hard to get votes. And to get as many as they did took alot of time. So All 3 of these guys will get a prize from me. Shadoe was #1 with the most votes. PlayfulGod #2 and Lord Darkness #3. As I said they are all winners in my book. And as far as Evil goes...well...well see what happens theres a few guys who didnt make it here that are definately Evil! I may hold round two with just the top 3 guys to see what happens. I will be making Each guy a graphic and will send it when it is done! #1 Evil Overlord Shadoe with 8094 Votes #2 Evil OverLord þ£ªÿFµ£GøÐ with 6456 Votes #3Evil Overlord LORD DARKNESS a.k.a. the twiztid serail killa hachet riddin juggalo shadow walker with 4550 Votes! Oh ya..The HENCHMAN!!! Well that goes to myfriendssaythatmakesmea lesbian with 169 rates!

A Letter To Santa
A LETTER TO SANTA.......December 26, 1998 Dear Santa, You must be surprised that I'm writing to you today, the 26th of December. Well, I would very much like to clear up certain things that have occurred since the beginning of the month, filled with illusion I wrote you my letter. I asked for a bicycle, an electric train set, a pair of roller blades, and a football uniform. I destroyed my brain studying the whole year. Not only was I the first in my class, but I had the best grades in the whole school. I'm not going to lie to you, there was no one in my entire neighborhood that behaved better than me with my parents, my brothers, my friends, and with my neighbors. I would go on errands, and even help the elderly cross the street. There was virtually nothing within reach that I would not do for humanity. What balls do you have leaving me a Fucking, Yoyo, a stupid whistle and a pair of Socks! What the Fuck were you thinking, you Fat Son of a Bitch, that you've take

Be My Razorblade Valentine
Come to me.. You're still clothed in some of my skin. I still have the tattered remains from where your heart grew too papery-thin. I wrote love poems on it with the blood of a bear and buried it in the forest snow. Mixed with my tears .. I see the sand flow through the years. A secret buried within, so deep not even the heavens can hear. Won't you be mine my razorblade valentine Come to me.. make the circle complete

Ahhh What To Do.. =]
sooo last night. umm, where to begin..it was amazing. so all my college friends came home from the break, right? and i didn't get to see them until last night since ive been busy with family and evan. me and evan have actually been doing great, we went to the tree lighting downtown friday night. but anyways, everyone was over at my house in the basement just hangin out and stuff. i was so excited to see most of them, it has been a while. but the one guy i cant ever resist is kyle, he's just so adorable. me and him and james were sittin in another room just talkin..then kyle had to leave and he said he wanted to talk to me..i didnt know what to expect. but he basically told me that he is upset that im going back out with evan and that he's still in love with me. it really sucks that he lives at college now and he said that he wants to try a relationship next summer. this really sucks for me though because i used to be soo in love with him and he didnt care for me much, and now that

Current Members Of Our Chapter
Head of the Forgotten Chapter- BLOOD N ROSES BLOODS ASST.- XX The Genetic Freak XX XxPixiexX Natasha Nosferatu sexy woman Nikodemous SatanicWitch The Legendary AXL SXEisBACK Evil Deadly Whispers Babyluv69

Gah.
No more hospitals for me. Nope nope nope. I hate them more than anything. Miserable nurses who dont want to do there jobs. And idiotic people with there heads up there asses PRETENDING to work. Blah atleast when i work i do my fucking job. I hate incompetant people. They should be shot. Seriously. Fucking roar. I feel a little better. My fevers completely broke now. Still a little stomach pain but thatll all be over with soon. I can sorta swallow. And i keep thinking today is monday. Im not sure why. But i do. Its like wait no its not monday its sunday. And i should know that cause they're watching football in my living room. I know i havent been on much, and probably wont be for a while. And for that im sorry. Ill read all 216 messages and reply when i get 3 mins. And As for blogs and bulletins, ill get there day to day. Oh and for the record imh.imh.imh. For real < 3 Icon of the day ♥ Always I gotta wrap christmas presents. But im waiting till we get the

Day
I hope everyoned day is doing good. Mine is not that good. I just wanted to let everyone know that i am here and alive and thinking about u all..Hope u all have a good night and sweet dreams.. I will be on off and on but wanted to make sure this gets out now just incase i can't do it later..hugs and kisess to u all.I am so glad to have u all as friends. Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics by www.sexiluv.com Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics by www.sexiluv.com Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics by www.sexiluv.com

Drinking
I don't drink anymore after 10 years...... I don't mind if my friends drink, Have fun..... my pet peeve is this.... How can a person put a time limit on drinking.....? I used to hear...its toooooo early to drink.. if the damn liquor store opens, then that means its time... Ya know i worked the 3rd shift and got off at 6 am, and in California inthe summer, a tasty wine cooler or 22oz brewskie was a lovely way to relax.............. Do you think its a time limit to drink?

Christmas What A Wonderful Time Of The Year
what is Christmas and why do we celebrate it. Christmas is a time when we celebrate the birth of Jesus Christ when he was born in a manger with the 3 wise men, mary, joseph, and all the animals and to this day we still celebrate his birth. Christmas is another one of those times where we can get together with family and friends and neighbours and to open presents and share memories that will last a lifetime. its a time for sharing with the needy, and staying up late at night waiting for santa to bring us our gifts under the tree. and then waking up in the morning rushing to the tree and seeing all the gifts that were ummm left there by our parents and not santa oops did i just tell everyone the secret lol. now as i grow older its not the gifts that matter anymore its the giving and the fellowship with each other that matters more to me. and just seeing the smile on peoples faces. today i have found that like any holiday it has become too commmercialized and that we have lost the true m

Vision
i feel the night coming on and i think of you i can hear the blackness closing in a feeling of content overcomes you as you feel yourself begin I have yet to let loose of the thing that hates but perhaps the time is near I have felt the thing that brings them fear as the light of the morning shines in fall from grace once again shine down on me revelation of freedom letting me be free a memory takes the place of you a time of gentle paths feeling what is done is meant to be true feeling someone's wrath

Book Of Desire
sun set fade to red the night has come again a star filled sky catches my eye as my mind opens within im filled with many visions of great and wonderous things truths be told as the story unfolds as the bells begin to ring close to me you sit and wait two hearts around the fire our souls hang close and anticipate reading from the book of desire sweet control giving in to lust our bodies become one letting you in with complete trust our misery finally gone

Nughty Scop For Mee
Virgo (Aug 23 - Sept. 22)-- This is the MOST confused sign on the planet. This sign is pretty realistic: No Frills. They love to fuck in showers not because it's kinky...but because of hygenic reasons...they are big into sanitary issues. Every Virgo I have ever met has issues...always going back to hygiene. They have to arrange time in their busy scheduals to have sex...But when a reservation is made...You had better be there on time, if not a little early. With flowers. And Clean. Virgos want to make their partner happy. That's it. USUALLY. You will always get a freaky Virgo, but not often. Even so, they will TRY to get YOU to cum. And if they can't make you cum, they will buy someone or something that will. Yes you read that right. The sign of the virgin believes in prostitution. Missionary is their big thing. I wish I could give Virgos more kink...but, that's about it. Except maybe try spanking them sometime and see what will happen. They LIVE to masturbate...whether its you

Invasive Species
OK, first a confession. I'm an educational tv addict. I love the history channel, the national geographic channel, etc. And it was while watching one of these channels that I started to think about something. I started to make a mental connection that hadn't really occured to me before. You see, I was watching a special on Burmese pythons. Specifically, it was a study of the problem they're having with Burmese pythons in the Florida everglades. Now obviously, Burmese pythons are not native to Florida. They were introduced to the region by people who brought them in as pets then, when the python became too much to handle, they just let them go into the wild. Australia has a similar problem. Dingos, or wild dogs, are also not native to Australia. They were introduced by people who brought them in because they served a useful purpose, then they were either released or escaped into the wild, where they began to reproduce. It happens all over the world. With the growth of globilization

The Countdown
There were no two ways about it...she had to be punished. As much as it pained Him, He could not claim to love her and yet allow her error to go unchecked. She had masturbated while He was away. It was not that He forbade such a thing. It was that she had not asked His permission, had not thanked Him for her orgasms, and had not even intended to tell Him. She had only inadvertently revealed her error to Him as they talked of other matters. Her orgasms belonged to Him, and while He was generous with them...they still were his. She had violated the rules, and she knew it. She belonged to him. All of her belonged to him. She reiterated His ownership of her each time He strapped His collar around her neck, and asked her, "what belongs to Me?" He relished the very memory of the words she spoke each time... "My tits belong to You. My cunt belongs to You. My ass belongs to You. My mouth belongs to You." At His prodding, she would continue. "My heart belongs to You. My body belongs to You.

Britain Gives China Toxic Shock
Check this video out... I was gobsmacked really. I have to make an effort to recycle in the town I live in because they don't come and collect it and now I wonder why I actually do it and it in some ways it becomes immoral to do so. CLICK HERE TO VIEW

Humility
Humility is perpetual quietness of heart. It is to have no trouble. It is never to be fretted or vexed, irritable or sore; to wonder nothing that is done to me, to feel nothing done against me. It is to be at rest when nobody praises me, and when I am blamed or despised, it is to have a blessed home in myself where I can go in and shut the door and kneel to my Father in secret and be at peace, as in a deep sea of calmness, when all around and about is seeming trouble.

Their Parents Must Be So Proud...
MOST SEMEN SWALLOWED: Michelle Monahan had 1.7 pints of semen pumped out of her stomach in Los Angeles in July 1991. LONGEST PUBES: Maoni Vi of Cape Town has hair measuring 32 inches from the armpits and 28 inches from her vagina. MOST CAVERNOUS CROTCH: Linda Manning of Los Angeles could, without preparation, completely insert a lubricated American football into her vagina. ZITS: In July 1987, Carl Chadwick of Rugby, England, squeezed a zit and projected a detectable amount of yellow pus a distance of 7ft 1inch. WORST DRINK: The most horrible drink to be considered a beverage and safely drunk is Khoona. It is drunk by Afghani tribesmen on their wedding night and consists of a small amount of still-warm very recently attained bull semen. It is believed to be a potent aphrodisiac. MOST OFFENSIVE COCKTAIL: This is available from a few select bars in New York. It contains tomato juice, a double shot of vodka, a spoonful of French mustard and a dash of lime. It is not mixed,b

Attention Hoes
You guys are a bunch of attention hoes and you know it too *lol* and i'm not rating ur damn pics just coz u said so... so if u're rating mine, just coz u think i'm rating u back... DON'T!!!! Rating = unconditional love!! ha ha ha if u wanna front on that, leave a comment, so i can hack ur damn page :) I love you too MOboogs

Push
So Yeah...I showered, took some pics..and now I feel blah. This time of the year just depresses me. I hide it well tho. I have the uneasy feeling again. It usually happens after DJ visits...i just feel like it will all inevitable fall apart yanno? AND IF ONE MORE OF YOU GUYS ASKS ME TO SEE MY PRIVATES TODAY IMMA SHOW U TUBGIRL! Anyhow heres some lyrics: Push She said I dont know if Ive ever been good enough Im a little bit rusty, and I think my head is caving in And I dont know if Ive ever really been loved By the hand thats touched me, well I feel like something gonna give And Im a little bit angry, well This aint over, no not here, not while I still need you Around You dont owe me, we might change Yeah we just might feel good (chorus) I wanna push you around, I will, I will I wanna push you down, I will, I will I wanna take you for granted(2x) I will She said I dont know why you ever would lie to me Like Im a little untrusting when I think that the truth

Been Sick But Feeling Better
NOW MY COMPUTER HAS MESSED UP USING THE OLD ONE AND IT FREEZES UP ON THIS SITE MY EMAIL IS scott33@charter.net SEND ME EMAILS ANYTIME AND AS SOON AS I GET THE OTHER COMPUTER FIXED I WILL BE BACK DONT FORGET ME I LOVE YOU ALL WITH ALL MY HEART HERE IS A SONG THAT TELLS YOU THAT YOU ARE ALL I NEED OR WANT IN A FRIEND YOU ALL ARE AMAZING AND THE BEST EVER IN THE WORLD She's a yellow pair of running shoes A holey pair of jeans She looks great in cheap sunglasses She looks great in anything She's I want a piece of chocolate Take me to a movie She's I can't find a thing to wear Now and then she's moody She's a Saturn with a sunroof With her brown hair a-blowing She's a soft place to land And a good feeling knowing She's a warm conversation That I wouldn't miss for nothing She's a fighter when she's mad And she's a lover when she's loving [Chorus] And she's everything I ever wanted And everything I need I talk about her, I go on and on and on 'Cause she's everything

Okay I Need Some Help - Web Page One
I have to put together 4 pages for the scarybirds website and as I am crap at writing and keeping things down to a paragraph or two I thought i could get some feedback off you while i muck about with the layout of the pages. anyway here is the first one for the home page. Evolution The League of Scarybirds emerged from the need to connect with others around the world who possess intelligence, imagination and a dark sense of humour. Once connected we realised that we could conspire with each other to create a positive uprising in a dark and sinister manner. And so was born the Immortal Ego Project which can only be described as Creative Schizophrenia at its best. okay tell me what you think about this is it too short? Would it make you want to know more? Does it need more? I forgot to add that i am in the lounge if you want to help me kick about ideas Immortal Ego Project Lounge

Grr Argh
Unfortunately I was once again turned down for a job. I guess the Olive Garden found someone they liked better *sigh*. I made a couple calls last night and found out that Burger King down the road is hiring, so I'm gonna head over there today at some point and fill out an application. I'll probably be in and out today depending on the weather, so I'll try to make it in later. Also, I'm still trying to figure out my internet issue. My roommate has been looking for the wifi installation disc for me and hasn't found it yet...although I should have my connection up and running some time this week. Then things will be back to normal.

New Pics Added To My Adult Folder
Enjoy sweeties.. Hope everyone is havingn a good monday. I was trying to find some sexy christmas pics to add for you. Hugs and kisses..Lorie Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics by www.sexiluv.com

Ok, It's Official.... I Signed Up!!!!!
Ok, I have officially signed up for the harley motorcycle class.... it starts Jan. 4th... I'm scared shitless, but gonna give it a try... Wish me all luck and keep your fingers crossed for me.. LMAO

Something To Offend Damn Near Everybody....
Where does an Irish family go on vacation? ~ A different bar. *Did you hear about the Chinese couple that had a retarded baby? ~They named him "Sum Ting Wong". *What would you call it when an Italian has one arm shorter than the other? ~ A speech impediment. *What does it mean when the flag at the Post Office is flying at half mast? ~ They're hirin' *Why do drivers education classes in Redneck schools use the car only on Mondays, Wednesdays and Fridays? ~ Because on Tuesday and Thursday, the Sex Ed class uses it. *What's the difference between a southern zoo and a northern zoo? ~ A southern zoo has a description of the animal on the front of the cage, along with a recipe. *How do you get a sweet little 80-year-old lady to say fuck? ~Get another sweet little 80-year-old lady to yell * BINGO * ! *What's the Cuban national anthem? ~ "Row, Row, Row Your Boat" *What's the difference between a northern fairytale and a southern fairytale? ~ A northern fairytal

Something I Found
SOMETHING I FOUND . THOUGHT IT WAS WORTH ADDING. 'Twas the night before Christmas, he lived all alone, in a one bedroom house made of plaster and stone. I had come down the chimney with presents to give, and to see just who in this home did live. I looked all about, a strange sight I did see, no tinsel, no presents, not even a tree. No stockings by mantle, just boots filled with sand, on the wall hung pictures of far distant lands. With medals and badges, awards of all kinds, A sober thought came through my mind. For this house was different, it was dark and dreary, I found the home of a soldier, once I could see clearly. The soldier lay sleeping, silent, alone, curled up on the floor in this one bedroom home. The face was so gentle, the room in such disorder, not how I pictured a United States Solider. Was this the hero of whom I'd just read? curled up on a poncho, the floor for a bed? I realized the families that I saw this night, owed their lives to th

Vote Stratification
My personal views are that I hold theocracy to be the worst form of government, and a semi-democratic meritocracy to be the best. For the purpose of this blog a dictatorship is counted as the government where commands of one individual are automatically obeyed by others. Fascist governments are not automatically dictatorships. Dictatorships are recognized by the absence of a system that could be used to replace the dictator no matter how poor he becomes and where s(he) is not accountable for their policies. Dictatorships put an entire country under the control of a single individual. Julius Caesar, the original modern dictator, maintained control and gathered increasing power over the Roman Empire (which was previously democratic) by keeping the empire in a state of war during which elections were not held and other hierarchal mechanisms were frozen All people have their day and then decline; and a dictator is a person like any other. All dictatorships in history (correct me if I

To Whom It May Concern...part Vii...
hi angel... i've missed you...missed your voice...missed your smile...your eyes... this heart..if only you could see...maybe you're too blind to see or maybe you chose not to...either way...it doesn't matter...what i feel is unconditional... i kept asking myself...if i've come to the last page of the last chapter...what's next?? maybe you're right...maybe we'll never meet...but i can always dream... if i tear my chest apart...rip out my heart and offer it to you ...(lol...most probably you'd run away...)... would you believe my love is pure and true??? looks like it's going to be another sleepless night... somehow i'm beginning to derive a distorted..perverted pleasure from this heartbreak... i'll wait for you in your dream... still yours... rain

The First Line Is From "grand Theft Auto 4"
Lock up your daughters, and shoot your sons The new revulsion has begun Pimp the children and give them guns Indoctrinate how the whorehouse is run You teach but you don’t understand Wash their minds with dirty hands The pixilated tongue of sedations seduction Licks at them through their flickering screens Still moldable, so impressionable, You’re supposed to protect them from innocence thieves Are you a human parenting? Or are you just a fucking bank machine? Typically parenting is NOT giving kids everything they think they need Tweens goose-stepping in high-heeled boots That reach just below the knee Reduce the girls to jail bait Before they’re even 13 You don’t get why we hold our breath You can’t see the fucking tragedy You think she’ll be safe, But the truth is, You’re scared to walk down these streets Being safe isn’t something that just happens, it’s something you have to teach And the only thing you’re teaching now, is how to sell her own ass, str

I've Been Spammed!
CAREFUL FOLKS!!!There are some sick fucks out there! another account i have, on another web site was tapped into by some obnoxious bastard. this MF decided that they would use my photos to beef up their porn site, w/o my permission! This of course makes me feel totally violated. therefore, i am leaving a warning to all of you that would be bothered by this, BE CAREFUL WHAT YOU SHARE ONLINE. ESPECIALLY PHOTOS!!! THESE DAYS ANTHING CAN LEAVE YOU FEELING THE SAME AS I DO, LIKE CRAP ANGRY VIOLATED.. LATER!-RIO

Dr. Visit
Well, Matt went to the cardiologist (sp??) today to have his tests done. He did the treadmill test and aced that one....then they did a cardiogram (or something to that effect), which was basically an ultrasound of his heart and then did an ultrasound of his kidneys..... of course no one would say what they did or didn't see... but his family dr's office called this afternoon and told him that his renal artery was ok (the dr. originally thought he had a blockage and told him from comparing the ekg's from last year that it looked like he had already had a heart attack), so that was good news, but wants to see him next week to discuss the rest of the tests...... hmmmmmm... seems like if everything was ok, they would have told him that when they told him his renal artery was fine.... now I gotta worry about what is wrong until next week......I have worrying and wondering......keep your fingers crossed!!!

A Short Story I Wrote For A Writing Class
The long walk home. By. Dean Good. As the sun rose over the mountains all was quiet and still. The sound of canons and rifles no longer rang out across the countryside. I lay there wide awake on my bed roll listening to the company flag flapping in the wind. I was waiting for the unmistakable sound of our artillery firing it’s first volley at the Rebs. My company is the 18th New York had been marching for the last three days towards Appomattox court house. We had only arrived yesterday evening at twilight. As I laid there staring at the rain stained canvas of my old tent, it was hard to believe that the war was going to be over in a few hours after four bloody years of fighting. I rolled over onto my stomach and folded my arm under my head. I had just closed my eyes when my friend, Sergeant Major Shamus O’Hara stuck his head into the tent. “Time to get up laddy.” “Ok, Sergeant.” “Come on now, Davey boy. You don’t want to miss seeing the Reb General do

Metaphycial Ramblings - 11.27.06
I've always been a firm supporter of the infinite power of the mind and to that end I have several basic fundamental principles which have been my guiding force and temperance through many avenues of my existence... "Think a thing to be a thing, and it shall become a thing; get others to think likewise and it will be realized sooner" I have found that this simple principle is the truest of all reality bending techniques within my repetoire....and with a confident and unwavering belief in a thing, you will find that many doors open up to you....I have found by application that this prinicple applies in multiple ways and layers, hence the generic nature of the non-exacting "thing". For instance on a simplistic level If one were to think that something bad was going to happen then you are in fact giving energy and positive reinforcement to the universe that it is your will and that in turn encourages said bad thing to occur with a greater probability....or on a different extreme, if one

I Buried My Mother Today......
The funeral had to be fairly quick due to the fact that she didn’t want embalmed. We didn’t have a viewing, one reason being she always thought that was a morbid practice and said it was weird for people to want to go look at the dead, they should have the last memory of them as they were alive and laughing. The funeral home that took care of her did a great job. She was buried in her blue jeans, blue jean shirt, moccasins, and the suede jacket with beadwork I had given her. She had her medicine bag, white sage, sweet grass, her favorite coffee cup, prayer tobacco, her knife, a necklace I had bought her, a bracelet my daughter had made for her, her eagle and hawk feathers, and my son put his ring in her medicine bag. Her coffin was silver, her favorite. We left the funeral home here in and went to my uncles place. She had picked out her spot on his farm this past summer already, little did we know it would be so soon. My uncle with the help of his neighbors dug the grave. All wa

Six Weird Things About Ix
TAG - YOU'RE IT! So the rules of this little game are, once you've been tagged you have to write a blog with 6 weird things/habits about yourself. In the end you need to list 6 other people to tag and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment saying "You've been tagged" in their comments and tell them to read your blog..." I've had a hard time puzzling out 6 weird things about me, but here goes....1. I like sadistically hot/spicy food especially home-grown hot peppers: habenero, scotch bonnet, Thai Dragons you name it....most people (even those who already know I'm crazy) think I eat insane levels of hotness such that your ass will spew burning fiery death the next morning.....ah nothing like a cleansing colonic of doom :)2. I have a "thing" about good foot care....I'm a pisces, it sorta comes with the territory....and not just my own either.....although I've been known to be a bit more agressive than most people's liking because of #3 below.... 3. I have an abnormall

I Feel Like I Will Not Ever Find Love
Well Love that is a Dirty Word cause everytime I find love something happens to it everytime I get close to someone or something it falls apart , dies or leves me so I am givin up on Love or getting close to anyone and no man will close to me it will not happen again I am not going to set up for a heart ack and to be shot down again so as far a Love nope it aint happein I am not going to let it happen besides most men are only out for onr thing and it isn't love or a realtionship all they want is a one nite stand , a botty call or just to have a woman they haven't had but THAT ISN'T ME but you know what WHAT THE FUCK DOES LOVE HAVE TO DO WITH IT

Poem
My Dilema I just got news today that 7 of my poems are being published which has me very excited . one of them is one of three finalists for a ten thousand dollar grand prize i hope i get it i need the money but this is the poem Life is a weak adventure However death is the ultimate one How can I face the thrilling adventure of death If I can not face the mere travels of life So you know i wrote this when i was fifteen when i was going through a bad part of my life, I recieved an F on it in school when it came from the heart well haha to them and fuck them it is being reconized all i want os for one person to understand relate and remember it Please give me your honest comments i want to write i know my spelling sucks but i did spell chek on original

All Men Want ?
lmaoo ok I've been told that all men really want is : 1.Food 2.Beer 3.Football 4.Pussy hmmm ok ......so girls whatcha think? Let's give 'em all a pocket pussy n leave them to their fun!?!? LMAOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!

If Ur A True Friend [[not A Stupid Chain Letter]]
ok so right i have a pounding head ache and comes and goes and i can feel my heart. no not my heart beat through my chest but i can feel my heart as it contracts and pumps blood through me...Im extreemly shaky right now its a wonder i can type right now to tell u the truth i have gone back to correct many mistakes ive made in the little ive typed so far..every now and again i get shooting pain through out my body...i feel as though im going to die...everything ive done for the past hour feels like a memory...or a dream...dream is a better word..im having dizzy spells as i type..so basically i just wanted to let u know if im not here tomorrow...if i dont sign on im mostlikly gone. i really do not feel well... ♥Deseo

I Want Some Answers..
WHO LIKES ME ???? Body: Lets find out who has the BALLS to say they like you, repost this under " Who Likes You??? " to find out! Reply!!!!!!! with a number to the following options (yes you can pick more than one): 1-I used to like you 2-I used to love you 3-I dont like you 4-I have a HUGE crush on you 5-I'm in love with you 6-I think im still in love with you and i shouldn't be... 7-I really want to talk to you and get to know you and hopefully something will happen... 8-I'm with someone else but for some reason i still have feelings for you 9- I want to marry you 10- I want to do you 11- I want to makeout with you again 12- I want to makeout with you for the 1st time 13- I want a relationship with you 14- I want to hold your hand 15- I'm not a lez/gay but you're cool :] 16- I'm scared of liking you 17- I have a gf/bf but i like you... 18- I love you but its starting to fade away 19- I love you 20- I don't really kn

Makes Me Laugh
i can post all day long but nobody cares if i do or not i put up new piic's and nobody comments them but 2 or 3 people and the sad thing is their 63 people on my friends list you figure they would like my pic's i guess not. Well that is it for now. Bye Bye For Now

All My Bags Are Packed......
.....and I'm ready to go....I'm standing here outside your door....I hate to wake you up to say goodbye....... Why does that song always run through my head when I'm getting ready to travel? I don't know. Maybe it's because the song is about leaving a loved one behind....or about a man dreaming of home. Strange how it makes me smile to think of that song when I'm headed off to God knows where. Anyway.....now that THAT rambling is out of the way.....I'm just posting that we're outta here in the morning (Tuesday morning....for those that read this later). 6 months of fun in the sun (yeah....right). Quick trip to San Diego to pick up our Helo det.....and then off to Counter Drug Ops off the coast of central and south america. Should be an interesting trip. I've been hearing a lot of things about other ships taht have been doing this duty....and it's not all been good. I just hope that we all stay safe....do our jobs well....and get back home in one piece. I'm sure we'll all

Im Screaming
If I scream real loud Will you hear my cry Or the pain I feel inside. If I scream real loud Do you think the mirror That watches me cry Will break If not i'll break it I'M so tired of the tears falling from my eyes And resting on my breast If I scream real loud Do you think he would wonder why And if I told him why Do you think he would care I don't think so I don't think so...not at all I guess i should yell inside I maybe the only one listening So why not scream loud..... I should I am I'm going to keep screaming Screaming out loud until my vocal cords Die!!!!!

Marketing Genius
This is the first blog cross posted here. Archives can be found at Shockingly Provincial. Now on with the rant. These days the PC thing to attack fast food restaurants for is not labor practices or wages. It is advertising directed at children. Every television sweeps season one of the major networks runs an in depth investigative bit about childhood obesity. Sometimes it is a one times news item that goes along with some sort of medical announcement. Sometimes we see a series of interviews done over a period of time with parents, doctors and of course the children themselves. This scares people who make and or sell products that help make children fat. They want to maintain their "child friendly" status. So we see announcements about how different chains are cutting out trans fats. We see corporate pledges to decrease and or eliminate entirely marketing directed to children. Networks like Nickelodeon and Disney start to become somewhat more pickey in what products the

Sex, When It's Perfect.
When I suck his cock I want him to be as pleased as he would be just to wake up next to me. If he's as happy to be with just me he should be as happy to be with me and her. When we make love we can fuck. He still LIKES me when I just want to be left alone. He knows when I act slutty I still just want to have him like me. When I can cum and he can be happy to stop. When I can make him cum and he's happy enough to just stop. We can wake together and be glad to see one another. Laughing at our silly selves during sex is OK. We aren't afraid to ask for what pleases us. We aren't afraid to try what we think pleases each other. Without asking. I don't give in until he's as satisfied as I am. He is enough to please me. Even outside of sex. We enjoy just touching and seeing where it might lead. Or just touching. Not having to ask if it was good...unless that's part of being together and it's after-play. Just grabbing me... Enjoying the kissing

Why Me
why lord why must i be the one to live when all of my friends and family are dieing. i know it is not for me to question but i must ask why have i cheated death 3 times and all my friends and family never had the chance to cheat it once. i guess the real question is how much more must take and how many more friends and family must i bury. how many more times will i have to endure such pain please lord i must know?

The Big "o"
By Kara Jesella Health.com Adjust font size: Decrease fontDecrease font Enlarge fontEnlarge font When Meg Ryan faked an orgasm at the deli in When Harry Met Sally, audiences were embarrassed and a little shocked. That was 1989. Today? Orgasms -- real ones --are everywhere. The interns on Grey's Anatomy seem to have them regularly, and Sex and the City's Samantha thrashes and moans two nights a week -- in prime time! It's enough to make the average woman feel like a bit of an underachiever. While we all suspect that endlessly orgasmic Samantha isn't entirely "normal," we're not sure we are, either. The truth is, only one in four women regularly has an orgasm during intercourse, and a third rarely or never do. This news may be reassuring -- or depressing. But what's healthy when it comes to orgasms, anyway? To find out, Health went in search of a sexual reality check and uncovered everything (well, almost everything) you'll ever want to know about the Big O. It isn't all easy

When Things Go Wrong
Tuesday, November 28, 2006 When things go wrong When things go wrong, stop and ask yourself a question. Do you want to make circumstances worse, or do you wish to make things better? Getting angry and resentful will take a bad situation and make it even more difficult. Focusing solely on who is to blame and seeking some form of retribution will not solve the problem. Instead, step back from what's going on, and make every effort to look objectively, with an open mind, at all the factors involved. Take a few moments to calmly put everything into perspective. When things go wrong, you will always find an abundance of opportunities for making a positive difference. Difficult situations, as undesirable as they may be, often carry with them valuable possibilities that cannot be found anywhere else. Look for a way to respond that will end up putting you in a stronger position than you were before the setback occurred. See the situation as an opportunity, and that's what it

Da Police
After reading.. that tragedy in NY.. Police shoot a drunk brother cuz he hit there unmarked survellence van .. they were looking to kill them !! not arrest them! I'm reminded where I LIVE again. How the whole usa fears a man based on his color. Sad really.. all this talk about feedom and I'm still not free. Sure that guy was drunk on his final night as a single man. But you arrest a man not shoot him to death! He was shot to death because he was black. But.. It will be ruled as a "clean" shoot.. they were following him.. yeah right.. He looked suspicious.. meaning.. he had rap music up in his car. or wore certain clothes. My friends in Europe say.. travel outside the usa.. not inside it.. And when I read about a guy like me getting shot up and he didn't have a weapon . I think there right! I was in a local VP at night.. with my buddy on my lunch break.. The guard.. had his hand on his pistol the whole friggin time I was in there.. un

Love Survives
Love Survives Time to share is always there I peered thru life Ever avoiding strife But now am undone My barriers broken For one has found me Reached in and unbound me His love has burst my bonds And set music to my songs His need for me And mine for him Has made my Winter Spring A new start With hammering heart We color the world with our dream Nothing is as it did seem The darkness of my solitude is done He - is my rising sun. - by R.K. Charron -

House Renovation Headaches!
God it's a nightmare!! Save me from Double-glazing salesmen! First you have to be brave enough to actually ring them (OMG now they have my phone number, they will never leave me alone....Noooooo!!) Secondly you need to know exactly what you want, and stand your ground, once the salesman is through the front door! 1 x Light Oak Bay window 1 x Light Oak Bedroom window 1 x Light Oak Front door with Top Light "That will be fine thank you - No I don't want the rear windows doing! No thats what the pile of glass blocks are for! Nooo Trust me when I say I don't require new back windows, I'm taking 3 of them out, bricking one up and replacing 2 with Glass Blocks, Yes, very trendy! ... No, No I don't want a conservatory, I need planning permission, no seriously I already have an extension, so have to get planning permission!... yes I understand that could be a problem...." Sheesh!! Thirdly, you have to hope and pray that once you've signed the piece of paper that says; YES your

Speaka De English
> NO SPEAKAH DE ENGLISH > A bus stops and 2 men get on. They sit down and engage in an animated > conversation. > > The lady sitting next to them ignores them at first, but her attention > is galvanized when she hears one of them say the following: > > "Emma come first. > Den I come. > Den two asses come together. > I come once-a-more! . > Two asses, they come together again. > I come again and pee twice. > Then I come one lasta time" > > The lady can't take this any more, > > "You foul-mouthed sex obsessed pig," > she retorted indignantly. > > "In this country. we don't speak aloud in Public places about our sex > lives. > > > "Hey, coola down lady," said the man > > "Who talkin'abouta sex? I'm a justa tellin' my frienda how to spell > 'Mississippi'." > > $5.00 says you're gonna read this again!

End Of November
Ohhh what a birthday I had! Two of my best friends flew out from the east coast, and along with a couple others we spent all WEEK playing. (amazing meals, lots of drinking, the arcade, movies, adult board games- I won those cause I'm the biggest pervert...) First of course, came the birthday present from the boyfriend- lack of sleep. He was more than happy to keep me up all night, my neighbors probably thought someone was being abused. Well... actually.... lol. I didn't complain about having to function on two hours of sleep... he made breakfast for me and all my friends. Crepes. Yum. Talk about a fantastic fucking boyfriend. Then it was off to do some go kart racing... I beat everyone- thoroughly. Oh and then we had a crazy orgy.... my boyfriend, me, and four of my girl friends. 8 pairs of hands, 6 mouths... licking, screaming, begging for more.... Oh wait that was my dream last night. Nevermind. Now I have to make xmas plans... and new years too.... I'm thin

Friend Requests
When I get a friend request I think "Cool! Someone who either knows me personally, or someone that has a/some common interests. to I get to wondering about the others, you know, the ones that have the little prissy girls. Im not one of them! For one I hate your 50 Cent, Christina Agulara (whatever way you spell it), Hillary Duff...I hate it all, rap, r&b, pop. Two, I dont dress like you, I hate pink! I hate flowers on the things I wear (unless its black or red). Im not a priss! Im a Old School Metalhead Goth Chick Who's Pagan! If this upsets some of you, well its just my thoughts. To those who understand where the hell Im coming from, Rock On!!!

Just A Wonderful Day
There was an angel that fell from the sky, he landed near the window near by, I looked out to see that the angel was looking at me. With his smile I seen the hope, the love and the future of knowing there is a tomorrow.. BY ME...shy... HUGS SHY

She's Lost It
Forget the indespensable, the vile and reprehensible understand the violence that comes in silence. Describe the manifestations profound alterations beyond the desires inside all liars. Bound in confusion blackend illusions forgiveness is lost martyr and it's cross. Unveil the deceptions many masked intentions if it's really just a game no desire to blame. Incrimination with sound the voices all around I've given all my power in my soul's final hour....

Guys Posing As Women!
Ok is it just me or what? I am on several swinger sites and several sites like this. I can smell a fake a mile away. I love women, yes I do but come on guys. Just because a girl likes girls doesn't mean she is going to send them nude pics and videos. And drop everything because a few messages on a shout board! We REAL women need proof that we are talking to a Real girl! You build up to that after phone calls and IM's and text messages. These guys that pretend to be women to try to see us REAL girls naked. Grow Up! If you are that desperate for porn there are plenty of sites to go hit up all you need is a credit card! LOSERS!

Wounds Of Love
left hand on black turning the night on seven years and then come back greater things to come I can feel you want it I can feel you near when you feel me crawlin will you still be here a long night in a long black dress as the moon shows you come to me looking for the pain only a lover knows i can hear you cry my name i can feel your tears long for me to play your game trembling with fear pull your hair as you scratch my back only stars above move within as you arch your back licking the wounds of love I can hear you call my name I can hear you all look to me and call my name ill catch you when you fall

Power Metal:still A Valid Choice(just Please People,get Better Vocalists) :p
Me again,in one of THOSE moods.Been pondering,why the FUCK does it seem like all newer power metal bands cloned the same dude on vocals?Where are the Bruce Dickinsons,the Hansi Kursches,the Michael Kiskes nowadays?I love the genre..but sheesh!We need individuals.I'm probably as guilty as the rest,being my clean vocals sound at times,a LOT like certain other,better vocalists..but I've ALWAYS tried to maintain a sembalance of my own identity,even when doing covers.It just bugs me a little,when I can hear 4 bands,and not be able ta distinguish between them.(And no,I'm not just picking on power metal;Lord knows,black metal,death metal,grindcore,etc are JUST as guilty..only in those cases,being the vocals are gutterals,I suppose it's harder ta sound unique.Clean vocals should have more of an identity to them,I guess.)Anyways,this is just my opinion,I am NOT God.(Just His left hand,lmao.)

Dont You Just Hate It
I braved to the freezing wind today to take some new photos of where I live. I started out Climbing the hill up to the Roam fort and took some photos there or the reconstructed Gatehouse and the Roman Villa, then across to the Beacon Lawe, this are was the highest point and it overlooked the entrance to the river, whilst there took some snaps of the 2 old guns that used to defend the town. I followed the river round to the statue of Dolly peel, here she stand looking out to Sea. Dooly was a famous Smuggler in Shields. I finished off taken some of the declined industry on the river. Having rushed home ready to upload them, I had the camera on the wrong settings and everything was dark, argh well better luck the next time

Two Travelin' Angels
Two traveling angels Keep reading to the bottom of the page -- don\'t stop at the feet (You\'ll see). Two traveling angels stopped to spend the night in the home of a wealthy family. The family was rude and refused to let the angels stay in the mansion\'s guest room. Instead the angels were given a small space in the cold basement. As they made their bed on the hard floor, the older angel saw a hole in the wall and repaired it. When the younger angel asked why, the older angel replied, \"Things aren\'t always what they seem.\" The next night the pair came to rest at the house of a very poor, but very hospitable farmer and his wife. After sharing what little food they had the couple let the angels sleep in their bed where they could have a good night\'s rest. When the sun came up the next morning the angels found the farmer and his wife in tears. Their only cow, whose

Don't Know What U Got Till It Gone
can't tell ya baby what went wrong I can't make you feel what you felt So long ago, I'll let it show I can't give you back what's been hurt Heartaches come and go and all that's left are the words I can't let go If we take some time think it over baby Take some time let me know If you really wanna go Don't know what you got till it's gone Don't know what it is I did so wrong Now I know what I got It's just this song And it ain't easy to get back Takes so long I can't feel the things that cause you pain I can't clear my heart of you love It falls like rain, ain't the same I hear you calling far away Tearing through my soul I just can't Take another day, who's to blame If we take some time think it over baby Take some time let me know If you really wanna go Don't know what you got till it's gone Don't know what it is I did so wrong Now I know what I got It's just this song And it ain't easy to get back Takes so long Do you wanna see me beggin' baby

School!
Hello everyone! Just updating on my school situation. I'm almost at the end of the first semester and things are going great. I still have a LOT of work to do, in a short amount of time, to finish up, but I 'THINK' I'm getting a good grade in both of my classes..yayy! lol Also, I registered for next semester, which will be on the MWF schedule, and I'm excited about that. :) Wish me luck on my last few papers and quizzes and of course the finals! Big loves and hugs to you all.... Jessica

Wishing Star
Morning star from where you are Can you see my tiny heart From so many Can you see the only me Can you see me way down here Making a wish oh can you hear Oh morning star I am wishing with all my heart All I want in all my life Is someone to walk beside in life So lonely I’m so lonely Can you make it right daddy had always told me The first star that I see Make a wish upon the morning star The morning star will answer me Morning star morning star Would you take away the loneliness Could you ever be so kind

Just A Thought
So I was just thinking about the whole NSFW flags and how you can't have any cleavage or what not as your default photo but...I wonder why they don't make you have a "SFW" default name also. For example , today's Cherry Spotlight person is named "sextoylady" lol that doesn't sound very safe for work to me. Neither does anything with the word "Fuck" or "Sexy", etc. etc. I personally don't care about any of this, because I don't even have computer access at my job, it was just something that popped into my head.

Must Know Words For The Workplace
Funny Sayings - NEW WORDS FOR 2006: Essential vocabulary additions for the workplace (and elsewhere)!!! 1. BLAMESTORMING : Sitting around in a group, discussing why a deadline was missed or a project failed, and who was responsible. 2. TERDBIRD : A Sea Gull manager, who flies in, makes a lot of noise, craps on everything, and then leaves. 3. ASSMOSIS : The process by which some people seem to absorb success and advancement by kissing up to the boss rather than working hard. 4. SALMON DAY: The experience of spending an entire day swimming upstream only to get screwed and die in the end. 5. CUBE FARM : An office filled with cubicles. 6. PRAIRIE DOGGING: When someone yells or drops something loudly in a cube farm, and people’s heads pop up over the walls to see what’s going on. 7. MOUSE POTATO: The on-line, wired generation’s answer to the couch potato. 8. SITCOMs : Single Income, Two Children, Oppressive Mortgage. What Yuppies get into when they have children and

Contest
AIGHT YALL THE CONTEST IS OPEN SO GO HAVE FUN GET VOTES NOW REMEMBER IT IS ALL GOING TO BE BY COMMENTS AND RATES AND REMEMBER NO VOTING FOR YOURSELF COMMENT BOMBS ARE A GOOD THING HAVE YOUR FRIENDS HIT YA UP

Fantasy
In my favorite tickling fantasy I am bound by my wrists and ankles in a standing, spread-eagle position. I am wearing a very tight sleeveless blouse and bell bottom pants that fit super tight from the waist through the crotch, then smooth but not tight through the thighs, then flaring out to very wide bottoms. My outfit is made of very sensuous nylon jersey, or sometimes fluid, slippery satin. I always picture the crotch seam pulling deep inside my labia, and the top molded to my huge breasts so that my erect nipples are clearly visible. He tickles me by running his fingertips or fingernails over the slick, shiny fabric. I howl with laughter, begging him to stop, crying out in total exasperation that I cannot stand it another moment. My screams are accompanied by wild gyrations, limited mostly to hip twisting and head shaking by the ropes that keep my limbs spread and my body vulnerable. For a long time he avoids my pussy, but eventually his fingers trace the groove in the fabric pulle

Phat Asses
Ok....I have been all over Lost Cherry or Cherry Tap and I have seen many a ass. And a lot of you women out there have some nice, plump, juicy, Badoonkadonk, Donkey, bounce that ass like you hovering over my dick, kind of asses. And I thank the Lord for you women who have the eye candy that makes me get rock hard. I can name a lot of you women on here that have them but I am not gonna call you out. You know who you are and you knwo I have told you. But now there are some of you out there who HAVE NONE! Not even a speed bump ass! But you have the nerve to caption your fuckin pics, "Look at my PHAT ASS!" Are you fucking kidding me? oe of you look like you were dropped on you asses as a child and never recovered. Some of you look like you been standing against the wall all your damn lives so your ass didn't have room to grow. If your back looks like a ruler from the small of your back to your thighs...YOU HAVE NO ASS and it is really not attractive. And then some of you women try to

Guts Vs Balls
Medical Distinction We've all heard about people having guts or balls. But do you really know the difference between them? In an effort to keep you informed,the definition for each is listed below... Guts - Is arriving home late after a night out with the guys, being met by your wife with a broom, and having the guts to ask: "Are you still cleaning, or are you flying somewhere?" Balls - Is coming home late after a night out with the guys, smelling of perfume and beer, lipstick on your collar, slapping your wife on the ass and having the balls to say: "You're next." I hope this clears up any confusion on the definitions. Medically speaking, there is no difference in the outcome, since both ultimately result in death.

Color
Do not judge me for the color of my skin. Race does not make the color of my skin but creates the culture, which I am derived from. Humanity creates the person I am for if my skin would be any color other than what it is, wouldnâ€™t I still be human. Is it wrong for a person to be their own person without the shadowed judgment of others? Does my skin color have its own voice, does it yell out to you when it interacts with a person of another skin? If so what is it yelling to you, two skins not of the same color are in interaction so you must speak on it. And speak you do, oh she is just tryna fit in, why she gotta come and take all the fine men doesnâ€™t she have enough in her own race. She is ok to fuck but I cant see myself marring someone outside my race. Why are people so vain to let something as simple as the color of a person skin affect their view on someone.

Survey: Secrets About Me
1.What does your CT Name Mean? I'm named after Lord Peter Wimsey, a character in Dorothy Sayers' books. I got it in college... my roomie and I nicknamed each other. She was Holmes. 2. Elaborate on your default photo: Hm. I said, "I think I need a better photo of myself." So I took one. I did my hair and wore makeup and everything! 3.What does your headline mean? Whoops -- Myspace to CT doesn't always translate. Thank goodness we don't have headlines here! 4. What is your current relationship status? Single. Not too thrilled about it. But not willing to settle just to not be single, either. 5. Honestly, does your crush like you back? Hm. Usually not. :) 6. What is your current mood? Okey dokey. 7. What do you love most? My family. 8. What makes you most happy? Spending time with my nephews. Sunlight. My flowers blooming. Sleeping in. Lots of things! 9. What's your middle name? Marie 10. If you could go back in time, and change something,

Quotes About Pixie Stick
once again ive gone emo (i think its the weather) ill be okay... just got a lot on my mind... uhmm yeah but read these and youll know a LITTLE of how im feeling... ~*~ ive got this whole pattern down... i like him... he likes someone else... i get over it... its that simple ~*~ i know im not the prettiest girl in the world, nor will i ever be. there will be times you just want to hit me. i will push your buttons and make a complete fool of myself. but if you just give me a chance, i promise you that there is something about me worth keeping. ~*~ I know he's out there. the one i'm supposed to share my whole life with && in time, You'll show him to me. will You take care of him? comfort him & protect him? until the day we meet. ~*~ && shes so scared to get close to anyone because everyone that said "i'll be there"... left ~*~ && ill always be that girl that gets her heart broken ~*~ && shes got bite marks on her tongue from all the th

I`m Going To Open Up My Heart Today
Sometimes, there are things that happen right in front of your eyes and you are not even aware of them, isn`t it? That usually happens when you are totally distracted or you have shut yourself to the world outside. I`m not trying to beat around the bush, but it would have been very nice to have started this letter by saying right away that I am totally in love with you; it`s so strange for me to be so blinded by love whereas you seem to be blind to my love. If it`s pure distraction and you are really not aware of the way I look at you, then there is still hope this letter will produce some effect. My only fear, however, is that you have already noticed my interest in you and you couldn`t care less. Is that the case? I sincerely hope not... I suspect you haven`t even realized that there is someone who looks at you in a different way and whose heart beats faster every time you are near. Much as I try to be discreet, I can sometimes be too obvious; but know that I have brought myself

Someone Has To Say It!!!
WITH ALL THE DRAMA I GOT CAUGHT UP IN, ABOUT THE NSFW, AND STEPPING BACK AND REALIZING THE PRESSURE THE STAFF IS PROBABLY UNDER from us, and others. Also the fact that, yes I have in the past, stressed over points and leveling up, with all things considered, I have this to say: I reposted a lot of Bulletins for people, a lot were very important, a lot were from friends, real friends here that I will continue to. I have re-posted Drama, no MORE! I have friends that have me on their list STRICTLY to get POINTS. I am much too busy for that. I NEVER said I wouldn't rate profiles, and pictures. I Said: IF THE ONLY,O-N-L-Y REASON that you have me as a friend is to get points, PLEASE DELETE ME. I am not here for that I have helped people out, people have helped me out that I still have to get to. This is because of the Leeches. wASTING TIME ON THESE PEOPLE WHEN I COULD HAVE BEEN RATING PEOPLE THAT HAVE HELPED ME OR REALLY BEFRIENDED ME! Yes something has me "ticked off" toni

Missin Mom!!
Now that all my friends fams & fan know a little about me I would like ta share a bit of whats goin on in my head, My MoM past away bpout 5 yrs ago, I was down here in San Jose locked up & she waz in L.A. on her death bed no I didnt get ta c her all I got ta do waz talk 2 her on tha phone 4 5 mins & tha next day they saifd she waz gone and yeah that really fuced me up & I still had three more months ta do locked up I had ta be really fucin strong at that time cuzz I waz there but not there ( if u know what I mean ). I waznt around my MoM my teen yrs so that kills a mutha f#$&a too Missin her gets ta tha point where well if u've lost sumone u know what Im sayin very hafd ta talk about but yeah at times like this I miss MoMs, just thought Id share that wit all yall just a little bit of my life, NOW CUZZ I DID THAT DONT THINK THIS BLAC MAN IZ SOLFT NEVER THAT STILL STRONG & BLACA THEN A TRILLION MID-NIGHTS, just enjoy that I gave u just a little bit, cuz all a brotha need is a little

Ck Contest
Yes thats right im doing another contest.. Cutest kids contest... think your kids are cute? of course you do so send me a pic.. Everyone who particpates in the contest will win some sort of prize.... Contest Will start November 30th @ 6am central time send pics here>>>,JO JO@ CherryTAP

Ratng Pictures ~ Reason I Am Not Liking This Site
I received a message from someone who viewed my photos....apparently he was disappointed because I have no nude pics so he rated my pics a 1 !! I will NEVER have nude pics on here ! So, yes I deleted that person but I still think it's stupid that because I don't have them...my others are only worth a 1 ? I am not letting one person bother me by any means...I just think that it's silly ! So, if you read this please know that you will never see naked pics of me. If you want to delete me i could care less. And, he told me that's why he did it !! So there is no debating the issue. I always rate a 10....maybe that's not right either...but who really cares !!

For What I Wait
For What I Wait I sit upon the seashore, I stare into the skies. Waiting always for you. Teach me how to fly. I do not want to be here. Chained here to the ground. I want wings like yours dear. Let me soar and not be found. I sit her on the ocean. My legs to tired to stray. Waiting for you angel. Come show me your way. I don't want to be here. You're never here around. While you soar to the stars above, i'm can not hear a sound. I tarry by the water, as night begets the day. Waiting for you always. Hoping you'll come to play. I do not want to be here. In a world where you are not crowned. Or where you can not see me. You lost me in the crowd. I stare across the ocean. I have done it for awhile. But i wait for you still gladly. Because you always make me smile. I do not want to be here. The moments go unabound. When I tell you that I love you. I want you to be around. Devl

Dating Women
WHITE WOMEN First date: You get to kiss her goodnight. Second date: You get to grope all over and make out. Third date: You get to have sex but only in the missionary position. IRISH WOMEN First Date: You both get blind drunk and have sex. Second Date: You both get blind drunk and have sex. 20th Anniversary: You both get blind drunk and have sex. ITALIAN WOMEN First Date: You take her to a play and an expensive restaurant. Second Date: You meet her parents and her Mom makes spaghetti & meatballs. Third Date: You have sex, she wants to marry you & insists on a 3-carat ring. 5th Anniversary: You already have 5 kids together & hate the thought of having sex. 6th Anniversary: You find yourself a girlfriend. JEWISH WOMEN First Date: You get dynamite head. Second Date: You get more great head. Third Date: You tell her you'll marry her and never get head again. CHINESE WOMEN First date: You get to buy her an expensive dinner but nothing happe

Anatomy Of An Influence
To you it's like It is not even there You're bouncing around Still pretending Not to care When you gonna stop How does this story End? The clearly fake is Real enough With the fears, egos and attitudes Careful now baby That misery Will Rub off on you I've been there After the door gets Slammed Go pretend you can fix Another Imperfect man You hide you Inside yourself And act like Somebody else I hope this ride Gets old Before your heart Is too cold And your soul Is left on the shelf

Women Be Haten
ok so have u ever thought why women dont like other women? well i sit here and i think about it sometimes...usually when i get some shit from some jealous bitch...and i think i know why. im a big girl..im pretty..i speak my mind..i aint afraid of telling a man i think he fine...i have 5 kids and i still get the attention from a man...makes those skinny or ugly bitches mad..they got nothing going for them. you all see that i change my name alot on here. well i think the one i have right now is gonna stay awhile...seems to make them women even more jealous of me...good! i like that. they wish they were me and wish they could get the attention of those hot sexy men that they cant. ok so i seem a lil conceited right? its ok...im not im convinced! i look good on my bad days...sweats, no bra, hair up in a pony tail and no makeup...natural beauty is far better than anything cover girl can do for ya! hate me or love me...as far as women go id rather u hate me...i keep you all at a distanc

Winners Of The Ct Promoting Contest
FINAL RESULTS: 1st Place (with 1581 referrals): Broccoli @ CherryTAP Prize: Brand New iPod Shuffle + One (1) 30-day Cherry Blast + 100,000 Cherry Points/Bucks - - - - - - - - - - - 2nd Place (with 1189 referrals): LC Man @ CherryTAP Prize: Brand New iPod Shuffle + One (1) 30-day Cherry Blast + 75,000 Cherry Points/Bucks - - - - - - - - - - - 3rd Place (with 1148 referrals): babydol18 @ CherryTAP Prize: Brand New iPod Shuffle + One (1) 30-day Cherry Blast + 50,000 Cherry Points/Bucks - - - - - - - - - - - Congratulations to all the winners!

Layouts
So here I sit, holding my cranky 3 month old in one arm & trying to code with the other. I just wanted to take a minute to share my frustrations lol. I tried viewing the page source to define css classes to customize.. let's just say it didn't go very well ;) Oh well- I always did like a good design challenge..

Dicks
Boogie Nights (1997) Jack Horner: We're about to make film history, right here on videotape. I got a feeling that behind those jeans is something wonderful just waiting to get out. Dirk Diggler: [Rollergirl] Aren't you gonna take your skates off? Rollergirl: I never take my skates off. Colonel James: So, Jack tells me you've got a great big cock. Amber Waves: Let me just check on something. [Takes off Dirk's pants.] That is a giant cock. ======================================== Do you have a big cock? Four Steps for Proper Big Cock Measurement 1. Get a flexible tape measure; 2. Make sure you are fully erect, take an extra Viagra if necessary (every centimeter counts as these measurements can have a severe impact on many areas of your life!!!!!); 3. Brush way any pubes; 4. Take a proper measurement : Place measuring device at the point where your big cock meets your pelvic area (below the belly button); Stretch measuring device to the tip of you

Wtf
Ok, so I've been a big girl all my life and have finally gotten to accept that. So now I call myself aBBW. Well, I got told I'm not fat enough to be a BBW, yet not skinny enough to be curvy. WTF... I can't even get accepted by BBW lovers...thats fucked up.... I don't understand it.

Thanksgiving At Grandmaws
Little Logan and his family were having Thanksgiving dinner at his grandmother's house. Everyone was seated round the table as the food was being served. When little Logan received his plate, he started eating right away. " Logan , wait until we say our prayer," his mother reminded him. "I don't need to," the little boy replied. "Of course you do!" his mother insisted, "We say a prayer before eating at our house." "That's at our house," Logan explained, "but this is Grandma's house, and she knows how to cook!"

The Utlimate Sex Survey
Do you like it rough or sensual?: Yes. ;-) Do you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both?: The opposite How often do you like to have sex?: 23 1/2 times a day. Is sex a top priority for you?: Yes. Ranks right up there with laughter, fine wine, air and sunshine. ;-) Do you have sex face to face with your partner?: Um, yeah...that's one way How often do you get drunk and have wild, crazy sexy with a complete stranger?: Never How do you feel about one night stands?: I'm not particularly fond of them. How many one night stands have you had?: Zero What's your favorite position?: From behind Where's your favorite place to have sex?: Azteca Mexican Restaurant Do you prefer to make love or f*uck?: Again, yes. Have you ever watched porn while having sex?: Yes, but not for long... How long do you usually fore-play b4 doing the deed?: That depends on my mood...sometimes, it's better to just get right down to it. ;-) Do you get off firs

Life
Life's a one-way ticket To the end of the line There's no going back Except in your mind You're wasting time along the way Dwelling on what's been The past will be your enemy Til you're begging death to be your friend ~RKE

Damn!!!
I wish everyone would stop askin me if i want to see their cock...I dont get over it and ya self! Damn i have a life and you and ya cock are not in it and never will be!!! Damn i dont care to kno how big it is, how long you can go with it, how much you can do with it, how deep you can go with it, or even how it tastes! I DONT CARE!!! I stop askin me do i give blow jobs because i dont!!! and even if i did its not like you'll be gettin one from me!!! But any...uh...ways im tired of all these sexually questions! DAMN ASK ME WHY THE SKY BLUE? OR WHY DID THE CHICKEN CROSS THE ROAD? YOU CAN EVEN ASK ME WHY AND I STILL A VIRGIN AND BLAH BLAH BLAH, I DONT MIND THE SEXUALLY QUESTIONS BUT SOME PEOPLE JUST GO TOO FAR WITH THAT SHIT! DAMN I HAVE A BAD TEMPER, I TOLD A LOTTA PEOPLE TO BLOCK ME BECAUSE THEY DIDNT THINK THAT THEY COULD HANDLE MA ATTITUDE WELL IF YOU STOP ASKIN ME IDIOTIC QUESTIONS I WOULDNT HAVE AN ATTITUDE! DAMN IT'S AS SIMPLE AS 1-2-3 TADA!!! AND ALSO PLEASE STOP ASKIN ME WHEN AM I

I Know Its True
by an old friend named marijo You are my night You are my day for you I'd fight so don't you stray You're everything I have hoped for your smiling face makes me want to soar You talk to me when I am near I must admit I've felt some fear You are my friend I know its true my heart will always belong to you standing together hand in hand holding forever isn't it grand You are quite sweet that is no lie why you're like that don't ask me why if this dream could only come true I would stand forever next to you

Santa Don't Cry, This Life Is My Choice
REPOST THIS ITS BEAUTIFUL TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY THE MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I 'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT, OWED THEIR LIVE

Fibromyalgia
Being as how I have fibromyalgia, I figured I would post this info. What is Fibromyalgia? Fibromyalgia (FM) is a chronic pain illness characterized by widespread musculoskeletal aches, pain, and stiffness, soft tissue tenderness, general fatigue, and sleep disturbances. The most common sites of pain include the neck, back, shoulders, pelvic girdle, and hands, but any body part can be affected. Fibromyalgia patients experience a range of symptoms of varying intensities that wax and wane over time. Who is affected? It is estimated that approximately 5-7% of the U.S. population has FM. Although a higher percentage of women of all ages and races are affected, it does strike men and children. Because of its debilitating nature, fibromyalgia has a serious impact on patients' families, friends and employers, as well as society at large. What are the symptoms? FM is characterized by the presence of multiple tender points and a constellation of symptoms.

See, The Trouble Is....
So I was at Best Buy and everything, scoping out the digital cameras, talking to a sales person, but...I just couldn't do it. I'm cheap, and it is starting to become a slight problem. I would like to have a digital camera, but I don't really NEED it. All I would do with it is take pictures of myself for this website daily LoL that just sounds like a bad habit. My dad refuses to buy me one for Christmas because he bought be one once before like 6 years ago and it never worked right with our computer and blah blah and he is still bitter about all the money he spent on it LoL. Oh well, maybe I will break down and just do it eventually. Another problem is, there are so damn many to choose from! I don't want anything too cheap, but nothing too expensive either. Anyway, I did do something constructive when I was out the mall. I bought some much needed pants (on sale of course) and a couple t-shirts. YaY. Now I have clothes that fit, what a concept!

Dads Dating Rules.
Rule One: If you pull into my driveway and honk you'd better be delivering a package, because you're sure not picking anything up. Rule Two: You do not touch my daughter in front of me. You may glance at her, so long as you do not peer at anything below her neck. If you cannot keep your eyes or hands off of my daughter's body, I will remove them. Rule Three: I am aware that it is considered fashionable for boys of your age to wear their trousers so loosely that they appear to be falling off their hips. Please don't take this as an insult, but you and all of your friends are complete idiots. Still, I want to be fair and open minded about this issue, so I propose this compromise: You may come to the door with your underwear showing and your pants ten sizes too big, and I will not object. However, in order to ensure that your clothes do not, in fact, come off during the course of your date with my daughter, I will take my electric nail gun and fasten your trousers securely in place

Deep Thoughts
God here lately i have been thinking so much no one knows...i wished people could walk in my shoes and look at my world...sometimes its nice and sometimes its good its like that song from the judss..."love can build a bridge" but what if that bridge falls and your all alone in a big ocean of water? what do you do? what do you do? its like someone left you all alone and you have to find yourself out in the ocean with just you and what you have... wtf im so lost in my life i dont know what to do anymore...but god if i knew i would be so happy sorry guys i have had a long day today and i was on the phone with my friend eric and just thinking about what im typing right now oh great im hearing the best song from meatloaf "when you touch me like this" makes me think of my love life lmao its shitty i wished i could find that one true guy, just that one true guy i could cuddle with and spend the rest of my life with... i thought i did and i went 3 months through hell and

Ive Had Enough Of This Shit.....
You know........im going through alot but this blog is not about me.....its about my daddy....I am sick and tired of females....{ NOT GOING TO NAME NAMES, YOU ALREADY KNOW WHO YOU ARE YOU SHITHEAD} taking his heart, spitting it out, and smiling about it as your going boy crazy with someone he thought was his friend......you fucking females give females like me a bad fucking name and do not deserve to breathe the same air that i do you worthless bitches...... I hope Karma and the fates take spike metal dildo's up your asses with no vasiline while they take a chesse grater to the rest of your sexual organs....Im very over protective of my daddy rather he likes it or not ...just like my daddy is over protective over me.......I love my daddy and i find out whos hurting him and that includes guys as well..........they may find me one day collecting on the over due payments of hurt taking the payments out of their asses..........those of you that have hurt my daddy as of late take me off yo

*warning*
Imma start deleting friends. I hear from maybe 30 out of 2000. Also if your friends with a certain troublemaker you may make the list. If I delete ya and u decide u really wanna be my friend message me. You should know I stay out of drama and I am a pretty nice person to those who know me. When some child sits there accusing me of reading his blog thats just plain retarded. First off if you dont want everyone reading it...FRIENDS ONLY....Grow up...life is more important than who reads your blog or cherrytap. Or who did what to whom. Sure I read blogs on here cuz its something to do besides deal with the pervs. I am not here to get laid or get off. I joined this place almost 6 months ago cuz shell told me it was cool and I have met cool people. What I am saying is I think it is more important to be your self and not be fake. I am too old for this shit. One more message gets relayed to me via anyone you make the list. Including the person who delivered it! I have no time for bullshit. T

Points To Ponder On.....
1. The nicest thing about the future is that it always starts tomorrow. 2. Money will buy a fine dog, but only kindness will make him wag his tail. 3. If you don't have a sense of humor, you probably don't have any sense at all. 4. Seat belts are not as confining as wheelchairs. 5. A good time to keep your mouth shut is when you're in deep water. 6. How come it takes so little time for a child who is afraid of the dark to become a teenager who wants to stay out all night? 7. Business conventions are important because they demonstrate how many people a company can operate without. 8. Why is it that at class reunions you feel younger than everyone else looks? 9. Scratch a dog and you'll find a permanent job. 10. No one has more driving ambition than the boy who wants to buy a car. 11. There are no new sins; the old ones just get more publicity. 12. There are worse things than getting a call for a wrong number at 4 AM. It c

Damn The Man!
in many cities/states is has become illegal for sign-holding panhandlers to loiter our grocery store and mall entrances. this apparently is not the case in Steubenville, Ohio. anytime i want to stop off to buy some ramen noodles or a box of Banquet chicken...i am forced to sit at the stop light just outside of the stores parking lot and look at a not-so-clean man in tattered clothing, wielding a sign that almost always reads, "will work for food". i think that because i am a female and because i was raised to be an empathetic and sympathetic person, my heart always breaks at the moment that i notice the man in dire need of income. more times than not, i reach over and grab my handbag and pull out whichever denomination of paper money that i can grab the quickest and hand it over without any second thought, whatsoever. it is not until i have gotten past the stop light and am parking my car that i actually begin rationalizing my thoughts on the whole ordeal...maybe because

Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Good gawd . I went thru my Entire Self Pic album .. fixed the NSFW labels .. updated the LAST one . and the freakin thing says .. Im sorry you cant use a NSFW pic as your primary .. WTH its my Face damnit . Arghhhh . has this happened to anyone else ??

Am I Liked
Do People REALLY Like You? VERY LIKED!I must say you are quite the people person. People like to be around you. People like everything about you, even the things you don't like about yourself. You're one of the lucky ones! Take this test

I Will Return As Soon As Possible
That's right folks.... Gonna be getting ready for the big move so I might be gone for a little while, but I will return. I'll try to stop in at least once a week even if I have to hit one of those damn internet cafes and hang out with the yuppies. Keep listening to the tunes at PhoeniXXXX Radio and stay in touch with the crew. I will try to keep them posted so if ya care, they can probably let ya know how I am doing until I get set up. Until then, Know I love ya all and will keep you in my prayers. Justin Russell AKA The Evil Monkey King AKA DJ Monkey NUTZ

#2: Nsfw
You know what grinds my gears? This "Not Safe For Work" thing. Here's why I liked LostCherry in the first place. You could put up pics that you can't put up on MySpace or any other site that you otherwise have to pay for to use. Since this NSFW thing, I've noticed I've been on here a lot less. I think this site's starting to turn into the very site they were supposed to be the opposite of in the first place. And not just because of this NSFW thing. Have ya noticed a lot of the bulletins in recent months? Yeah, me too. That's why I have shut them off. No offense, I deal with enough drama in my own life. I don't really want to read about anyone else's, thank you. This site used to be fun. And I mean FUN!!!! But as with all things, when it gets too big, it gets corporate. And soon you're just like the thing you're were trying to be against. So apparently we can't post adult stuff here anymore. It's cool. I'll simply find a place where I can. I'm sure someone knows of on

666 The Number Of The Beast!
[666] Number of the Beast 660 - Approximate number of the Beast DCLXVI - Roman numeral of the Beast 666.0000 - Number of the High Precision Beast 0.666 - Number of the Millibeast / 666 - Beast Common Denominator 666 ^ (-1) - Reciprocal of the Beast 1010011010 - Binary of the Beast 6, uh... what was that number again - Number of the Blonde Beast 1-666 - Area code of the Beast 00666 - Zip code of the Beast 1-900-666-0666 - Live Beasts! One-on-one pacts! Call Now! Only $6.66/minute. Over 18 only Please. $665.95 - Retail price of the Beast $699.25 - Price of the Beast plus 5% state sales tax $769.95 - Price of the Beast with all accessories and replacement soul $656.66 - Walmart price of the Beast $646.66 - Next week's Walmart price of the Beast Phillips 666 - Gasoline of the Beast Route 666 - Way of the Beast 666 F - Oven temperature for roast Beast 666k - Retirement plan of the Beast 666 mg - Recommend

Suck My Dick At The Library
This is a fun way to find out when your friend's birthdays are... :) Choose your birth month and day to get the subject of your bulletin post! JAN. - make love to me FEB. - call me a slut MAR. - spank my ass APR. - suck my dick MAY- shut up and kiss me JUN.- I'm a sex freak JUL.- I'm a freak AUG.- I wanna fuck SEPT.- Im so fucking horny OCT.-Cuddle with me NOV.- I want to make out DEC.-Let's fuck harder pick your day of birth -- 1-on the couch 2-in the kitchen 3-in the car 4-in your parents bed 5-in the morning 6-at the movies 7-because i love you and always will. 8-when you're horny 9-in my bed 10-at skool 11-right now 12-because i am am drag queen 13-under the stars 14-at a wild party 15- after I brush my teeth 16- on the washing machine 17-on the teachers desk 18- in the shower 19-when im sweaty 20-everyday!!! 21-right here, right now 22-on the kitchen table 23-on the couch 24-while watching porn 25-all night 26-at the library 27-whil

My First Blog
OK gang I'm not sure what to write here. So I'm just opening up this Blog thing. I have no idea what to write. I have no idea what I should write. But here I am writing anyway. Now I have been known to write a thing or two. I've written over 40 songs. Co-written numerous others. I've even written short stories. I am currently writting a new short story. I even write music. But in here I have no idea what to write. So I have no decided I am not going to write anything in here. What you are presently reading is a whole bunch of nothing. But you are reading it. WHY? I have no idea. There is no form or substance to what you are reading. It is not even gramatically correct. The punctuation is off and even the spelling is not correct. So again I ask you why am I doing this? I still have no idea. I still have nothing to write about right now. But here I am still writting. Or more correctly typing words in here. And still you are reading. You might even be hoping there is a point to all these

My Little Blurb In The First Edition Of Ct News
innocentprncss™@ CherryTAP Our featured cherry this week is Angela. She has a page dedicated to pregnancy and infant loss awareness and supporting the troops. Her blogs reflect the trials and tribulations that come with being elated about pregnancy and the pain that comes with its loss. She want's men and women to know they aren't alone in this loss and dont have to grieve alone.

Definition
Operation: Hooah! For those of you who aren't familiar with that term, hooah is an affirmative word of action! It means I can...I will...that's great...yes...you go,girl...awesome...sweet...etc... It's positive! Now, operation: Hooah is my approach to health. I can do this. I will do this. I am doing this. I will consciously choose to succeed each day. If I stumble, I'm going to get right back up and keep on truckin' because that's what you do when you fall; you get back up and go again! Operation: Hooah is rough, tough stuff, but then again, I'm rough, tough stuff. I survived my brothers and let me assure you that that was no easy feat! And that's Hooah!

I Have No Title
Tired, pained, not in a very good way Pretty shitty night Preceded by a pretty shitty day Idle, unmolested, over-tested, rejected I reject myself, I’m a fucking reject Circumvent floating negativity And all it’s adhesive magnetism Multiplying bile’s acidity Stagnating creativity Waiting for the cycle to reach apathy Because that’s at least one step away from functioning And two steps away from reveling In the beauty of lust and wrath But right now it’s something I cannot grasp Right now it feels like my chest is full of trash Kick myself in the ass Trying to distract, to get past Finding brand new reasons not to press my body against shards of glass Because that’s taboo But maybe not to someone who isn’t you Wait, hold on… ….I’m about to rage through can you hear it? Shhhh

Today Is The First Day Of The Rest Of Your Life
So in my very lame career planning class, we have been working on our resumes and the career advisors are going to hang on to them so that when it comes time for my externship and/or job searcing, they can help send them to potential employers. The trouble is, I'm having a hard time getting motivated to actually start looking for a job. I have to start my externship in January, and I graduate in April. I'm only turning 21 in March! I don't know if I wan to jump into a career right away and become a "real adult." I don't want to take too much time off, maybe just wait a few months, do some much needed partying being ripely 21, and THEN begin the rest of my life. I don't know, it's just crazy to me to think that in the next 6 months I'm supposed to be starting my career. I don't even know if this is what I want to spend the rest of my life doing! Geez, I'm currently not even old enough to drink my troubles away LoL. Oh well, I guess I better just roll with it and see how it all plays

Native American Flutes
A Yuma flute player photographed in about 1865. He is playing a cane flute. This demonstrates that the flute, while not common among all Nations, did indeed stretch from the west to the east. The majority of the flute music heard in the contemporary world comes from the Plains Peoples, in terms of how the flute is made, and the modes of tunings, fingerings, and style. NATIVE AMERICAN FLUTES There are many stories among the various Nations as to the origin of the flute. Some American historians believe that the flute was developed after German organ-pipe craftsmen came to America in search of woods with which to make organ pipes. Given that these craftsmen did not arrive in America until the late 1700's, this could not be a plausible theory, as indigenous flutes dating back nearly 2000 years have been discovered by archeologists. The flute was used by some Nations in ceremony or healing at one time, but it has been said by the Elders that these ceremonies

Havent Done One In A While
ok so im home from work and man it is colder than a witch's titty out there tonight DAYUM, so as per the usual request at this time, who wants to come rub my feet..... I can make it worth your while in the morning *wink*

The Bacn Tree
Two Mexicans are stuck in the desert, wandering aimlessly and close to death. They are close to just lying down and waiting for the inevitable, when all of a sudden....... "Hey Pepe, do you smell what I smell? Ees bacon I ahm sure of eet." "Si, Luis eet smells like bacon to meee". So, with renewed strength, they struggle up the next sand dune, and there, in the distance, is a tree loaded with bacon. There's raw bacon, dripping with moisture ... there's fried bacon, back bacon, double smoked bacon... every imaginable kind of cured pig meat. "Pepe, Pepe, we ees saved! Eet EES a bacon tree!" "Luis, are you sure ees not a meerage?; We ees in the Desert don't forget." "Pepe when deed you ever hear of a meerage that smeell like bacon...ees no meerage, ees a bacon tree". And with that ....Luis races toward the tree. He gets to within 5 meters, with Pepe following closely behind, when all of a sudden a machine gun opens up and Luis is cut down in his trac

Immunity Boosters
IMMUNITY BOOSTERS AT A GLANCE. * Foods rich in vitamins A,B, complex, C and E. * Foods high in minerals including zinc, selenium,, and calcium. * Omega-3 and -6 fatty acids, found in nuts, seeds and oily fish. * Protein, found in lean meat, fish, and pulses. * Fiber, found in grains, pulses, fruit, and vegetables. * Spending time with friends. * A positive outlook on life. * Regular exercise. * Adequate sleep. * Daylight. * Yoga and meditation. To keep the body's immune organs and cells healthy and in balance, it is vital to eat the right foods. The entire immunity system needs vitamin C to function, so include plenty foods rich in this antioxidant most fruits and vegetables contain high levels of it. Vitamin A is powerfully anti-viral, and helps to mailtain the thymus gland. It is found in liver, dairy foods, oily fish, cod, liver oil, and plant foods in the form of beta-carotene, which the body then converts into vitamin A. The B vitamins are important for phagocyte

How To Treat A Lady...
(let me say right up front -- this is a joke. I do not want ladies all deleting me from thier friends list because of this posting... It was meant to make you SMILE!! Lighten up - a sense of humor is GREAT for ya!! ) These sure fire tips will get any woman lusting for you. Use with caution, or you may find yourself overwhelmed with women. How To Treat A Lady 1. When she asks how she looks, shrug and say "Could be better." This will keep her on her toes, and girls love that. 2. Never hold her hand. This can be interpreted as a sign of weakness. Or--if she grabs your hand, squeeze hers really really hard until she cries. This will impress her by showing her what a strong man you are. 3. Once a month sneak up on her from behind and knock her over. Girls are like dogs. They love to be roughed up. 4. Call her in the middle of the night to ask if she's sleeping. If she is say "You better be." Repeat this 4 or 5 times until morning. This will show her you care. 5.

Mouses Models Room - January Cover Girl Contest
Hello! If you get a chance, please feel free to stop by Mouses Models Room and vote for me in his January Cover Girl contest. It is a Yahoo group so you must join first. Thank-you! Melanie http://groups.yahoo.com/group/Mouses_models_room/surveys?id=2389737

Prepare
Friday, December 1, 2006 Prepare Prepare yourself fully for the opportunity you seek. And that opportunity will surely come. When it does come, your preparation will put you in an ideal position. You'll have what it takes to make the most of the opportunity that comes your way. Races are won not only in the competition itself, but also in the preparation. Those who win are those who take the time and effort to best prepare. Preparation can be tedious. It is usually not very glamorous or exciting. And yet preparation most certainly leads to many exciting and magnificent things. Preparation puts you in control of your own destiny, and opens the door to spectacular achievement. Prepare yourself to the highest degree that you can. And that preparation will pay off many times over in the valuable rewards it brings. -- Ralph Marston

Onions & Christmas Trees
A family is at the dinner table. The son asks his father, "Dad, how many kinds of boobies are there? The father, surprised, answers, "Well, son, there's three kinds of breasts. In her twenties a woman's breasts are like melons, round and firm. In her thirties to forties, they are like pears, still nice but hanging a bit. After fifty, they are like onions." "Onions?" "Yes, you see them and they make you cry." This infuriated his wife and daughter so the daughter said, "Mum, how many kinds of willies' are there?" The mother, surprised, smiles and answers, "Well dear, a man goes through three phases - each like a different type of tree. In his twenties, he is like an oak tree, mighty and hard. In his thirties and forties, it is a birch, flexible but reliable. After his fifties, it is like a Christmas tree." "A Christmas tree?" "Yes, dead from the root up and the balls are just for decoration.

The Most Difficult Question I Have Ever Asked Myself
for what profit is it to a man, that he should gain the whole world but lose his own soul? i still don't even understand this question. and i can't answer it truthfully to save my life but maybe. my friends on here will know.if you do please comment on this

Photo Comments
Why is it that soo many people can rate your photos a 10, but they can't leave comments to show who they are?? I think that is total BS! If you think the pic is hot enuf to leave a 10, then you should be able to comment on the pic, i love hearing good things about my pics, it makes me feel so good about myself....and I am sure it does the same for others...

Almond Banana Smoothie
I cup blanched almonds 2 small bananas 2 1/4 cups water a pinch of cinnamon 2 tsp vanilla extract 2 tsp honey Place the almonds, bananas, and water in a blender and whizz until smooth. Add the vanilla extract, honey and cinnamon and whizz again. Serve. Almonds These strongly flavored nuts contain healthy oils and other vitality-enhancing nutrients. Almonds are one of the top sources of cancer-preventing antioxidant vitamin E, containing 24mg per 100g as well as being a good source of the anti-viral mineral calcium. They also provide laetrile, thought to be a powerful tumor-fighting compound, and are rich in zinc, which helps to build up immune strength and improve wound healing. Rich in nutritious monounsaturated fats, almonds can also help to lower cholestrol levels. Almonds are an excellent skin food, providing vitamins E and zinc which are both crucial for a healthy complextion. Nutrients Vitamins B2, B5, E, biotin, calcium, iron, magnesium, phosphorous, pota

The More I Listen To Kill Hannah...
The more I love them, and I can't wait to see them on Sunday! "Scream" I saw the clouds forming tornadoes in the sky The winter winds blew on lake michigan that night I carved your name into my arm So i would remember you Sometimes it hurts so bad i don't want to know what to say Enacting sybil vane in some tragic way So afraid that i can't ever explain So now i Scream And hope it's a dream It's hard just to breathe When you say goodbye I wanna sleep but there are nightmares when i try The birds are circling I know the reasons why Maybe a sad song some time I will make you remember me Somehow i feel that it's my destiny to fail Get dried and hung upon a gallery wall Holding on by just a thread to my heart So now i Scream And hope it's a dream It's hard just to breathe When we say goodbye Scream It's not what it seems I still cant believe That we said goodbye

Christmas Recipes To Share
Please feel free to post your favorite winter/ Christmas recipe(s), and feel free to copy any recipes that you find posted into this blog. Anna Gingerbread People Cookies These classic cookies make great holiday treats and ornaments: Prior to baking, make a hole in the top of each using a wooden toothpick to be able to add your strings or hooks for hanging. 2 1/4 cups all-purpose flour 1 1/2 teaspoons ground ginger 1 teaspoon ground cinnamon 1/2 teaspoon baking powder 1/4 teaspoon baking soda 1/4 teaspoon salt 1/4 teaspoon ground nutmeg 1/4 teaspoon ground cloves 6 tablespoons granulated sugar 1/4 cup butter or stick margarine, softened 1/2 cup molasses 1 large egg white cooking spray 2 tablespoons dried currants 1 1/4 cups powdered sugar 2 tablespoons lemon juice 1/4 teaspoon vanilla extract Lightly spoon flour into dry measuring cups; level with a knife. Combine the flour and the next 7 ingredients ( flour through the cloves) in a bowl and set aside.

Is Anger An Illness Or Behavior???
I have been, throughout the years of my life, always believed that ANGER is more of a behavior that can be corrected if one wishes it to be. Today, though, Dr. Keith Ablow on his show presented scenarios that the "Anger Illness" could be conceivably be an illness that contains symptoms of rage, changes in sleep and appetite, decreased ability to concentrate and decreased self-esteem (See his Web Page on Anger Illness.) Do you agree with Dr. Ablow, or think that it is a behavior?? I would love to hear from you....

Bored This Morning
Clearly I was very bored this morning... so there's a bunch of new pics. They're all of me before I hauled my ass out of bed. They're not nudes or anything, but Maddox prolly ain't gonna be into them. ;) Rate em if that's your thing... I'd appreciate it!

Ck Contest Part 2
Due to the vast amount of people wanting to enter the Ck contest I will be having another one that will Start on Tuesday afternoon.. for those intrested in entering a child into this contest plz send the pic to me asap... voting will not be based on comments the second time around.. it will be based on ratings.. :) ( to send a pic- go to the pic you want to use and click on link photo.. copy the link and send it to me in a private msg.. thanks :) JO JO@ CherryTAP

An Ode To Jugs
Just sitting here and gazing off At Breasts What a wonderful and beautiful Diversion To the everyday mystery of life Rounded, Supple Large or small Some have too much Others None at all They can be natural or Enhanced I would choose either If given the chance Their purpose is to provide Nourishment For a young life Yeah! Right! They are for playing with All day And All night I love to see pictures When they are bare For hours and hours I sit and I stare If you believe in a God Of all creations Then you must agree The best thing he made Was the pair of titties

Answer The Prayers
> > PITBULL GENOCIDELETS STOP MAN'S BEST FRIEND FROM BECOMING ONE OF MAN'S RECENT MEMORIES > > > There is currently a bill going through that will ban the dog breed pitbulls from the United states. A breed who has gotten a very bad name, of all dog bites from all breeds of dogs, pitbulls rated number 4 FROM THE BOTTOM. So to eradicate a species based on something that is not the fault of its own, like any animal it learns to adapt to its environment. Any one who owns a pit bull know that he breed is one of loving and caring nature. > > > Breed / Percentage of Bites > Mixed Breeds - 34% > Shepherds - 7% > Labs - 7% > Rottweilers - 6% > Boxers - 4% > Chows - 3% > Pit Bulls - 2% > > As you can see, pit bulls are extremely low on the list compared to other breeds which do not have the negative reputation which society has given pit bulls. Approximately 77% of all dogs pass the temperment test, while a whopping 95% of pitbulls pass. As a breed the pitbull does better

Answer The Prayers
PITBULL GENOCIDELETS STOP MAN'S BEST FRIEND FROM BECOMING ONE OF MAN'S RECENT MEMORIES There is currently a bill going through that will ban the dog breed pitbulls from the United states. A breed who has gotten a very bad name, of all dog bites from all breeds of dogs, pitbulls rated number 4 FROM THE BOTTOM. So to eradicate a species based on something that is not the fault of its own, like any animal it learns to adapt to its environment. Any one who owns a pit bull know that he breed is one of loving and caring nature. Breed / Percentage of Bites Mixed Breeds - 34% Shepherds - 7% Labs - 7% Rottweilers - 6% Boxers - 4% Chows - 3% Pit Bulls - 2% As you can see, pit bulls are extremely low on the list compared to other breeds which do not have the negative reputation which society has given pit bulls. Approximately 77% of all dogs pass the temperment test, while a whopping 95% of pitbulls pass. As a breed the pitbull does better on the temperment test than retrieve

To Me
I'm always assuming the worst, but you're going on nonetheless and there's nothing to cushion your heart led fall. Letters from further away keep pulling me close to home. And there's something to cushion my callous sighs. And I know that you hope for longer good-byes embracing for forever and falling in your eyes. (In your eyes, your eyes) Pouring over photographs. I'm living in your letters. Breathe deeply from this envelope it smells like you and I can't be without that scent. It's filling me with all you mean to me. (To me) Continually failing these trials but you stand by me nonetheless and you won't let me sink though I'm beggin you, I'm begging you Phone calls from further away and messages on my machine, but I don't ever tell you this distance seems terrible. There is no need to test my heart, with useless space. These roads go on forever, there will always be a place, for you.. in my heart So I'll hit the paveme

Boysboysboys
Sometimes i wish that i was a lesbian, cuz you guys out there can be such heartbreakers. i know i'm just ranting, but i wish i had a boyfriend a [normal] boyfriend, cuz my last one was a gangbanging tweaker who is now in jail for 5-10 years. no more psycho's. i just want a cute boy to go out with, to hug, and cuddle, and fuck, and talk to when i'm down, and all the other things you do with boyfriends. :( o well. i 'm done complaining. xoxoxoxo sandra

Fakers!
SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO I have decided to call out all the fucking loser guys who pose as women on profiles. The story goes like this- I get home from the gym and low and behold is another girl talking to be because I like women. I look at her pics and they are of all different women! Yea she is a master of disguise! Like I'm Nikki Sixx's wife! I'm so over it. If your a guy and want to chat with women who are Bi-at like a human for gods sake and act like a man! So I have created a section in my pics for pics of people who are fake! If you like it and want to contribute please do! Just message me on here and I will send you my email so you can send me whatever you want me to post! To all the lovely REAL ladies on here have a wonderful Friday! *SMOOCHES*

Being A Smart Ass
Two couples were playing poker one evening. John accidentally dropped some cards on the floor. When he bent down under the table to pick them up, he noticed Bill's wife Sue wasn't wearing any underwear under her dress! Shocked by this, John upon trying to sit back up again, hit his head on the table and emerged red-faced. Later, John went to the kitchen to get some refreshments. Bill's wife followed and asked, "Did you see anything that you liked under there?" Surprised by her boldness, John courageously admitted that, well indeed he did. She said, "Well, you can have it but it will cost you $500." After taking a minute or two to assess the financial and moral costs of this offer, John confirms that he is interested. She tells him that since her husband Bill works Friday afternoons and John doesn't, John should be at her house around 2 p.m. Friday afternoon. When Friday rolled around, John showed up at Bill's house at 2 p.m. sharp and after paying Sue the agreed sum of $500

Ok What The Fuck Is Going On
FIRST I GET FLAGGED FOR STUPID SHIT NOW MY PICS ARE GETTIN BLOCKED AND BOOTED WHAT THE FUCK KIND OF BULLSHIT IS GOING ON ON THIS FUCKING SITE WHY ARE PICS OF MY DICK GETTING BOOTED YET THERE IS MORE PUSSY ON HER THAN IN A CHINEASE RESTAURANT (no offense) BUT FUCK COME I THOUGHT THIS WAS AN ADULT SITE IM FUCKIN 30

In Case You Were Wondering......
For those of you who may have wondered why I havent been on in a while, I was in a motorcycle accident on Sunday afternoon which landed me in the hopspital for a few days. I am now at home nursing broken ribs, 6 ribs with 9 breaks all on the left side. The hospital told me 8 weeks recovery, I am shooting for 2 to get myself back on my feet. Well for now its back to thae pain killers.....

Purple Milf
Oh yes its another of your favorite contest blogs...woohoo...lol Sexiest girl in purple (2nd ed.) Contest ends sunday. It's rates only comments don't count. So drop a ten and you're done :) I got second place last time...and I'm not even in the running this time. Pretty sure I'm in his MILF contest too but I have no idea the rules on that one. I do however know I'm in Sydney's MILF contest...comment and rate all you want...getting my ass kicked there. I think its a super cute mommy pic but apparantly that is not the point of a MILF contest..lol. Some people have been working hard to put me in the running though. I might even be in third place? Haven't checked in awhile. Click Here. If you want to do this I appreciate it...I wouldn't mind placing at least although with the last couple weeks I've had I just don't care all that much you know?? Thanks a ton to those of you who ALWAYS have my back I can never thank you enough.

For My Good Friend Curtis
LIFE WITHOUT FRIENDSHIP LIFE WITH OUT FRIENDSHIP IS LIKE THE DAWN WITHOUT THE SUN LIFE WITH OUT FRIENDSHIP IS LIKE THE SKY WITHOUT THE MOON WHEN THE EVENING HAS BEGAN LIFE WITH OUT FRIENDSHIP IS LIKE A ROSE WITH OUT RAIN LIFE WITHOUT FRIENDSHIP.... JUST WOULDN'T BE THE SAME, LIFE WITH OUT FRIENDSHIP IS LIKE THE SHIP WITHOUT A SEA LIFE WITHOUT FRIENDSHIP JUST COULD NOT BE WITHOUT A FRIEND LIKE YOU FRO ME. I CANNOT IMAGINE LIFE WITHOUT YOUR FRIENDSHIP

Sex....?
ok ladies i wanted to post this in a mum but was too scared of getting deleted! So basically my boyfriend is obsessed with anal and always asks me, nicely and sweetly never pressuring me, to try it. I love sex and am pretty open minded to trying things, but this one leaves me a bit squeamish. Does it hurt as much as it seems to in porn, or is it actually pretty hot? I don't know if I want to try it, was hoping for some feedback from women who have tried it/do it, or don't do it and why. Please shed some light for me!

Sensual Finger-tips
How much I want you to whisper I love you Lightly softly sensually into my ear How I want your finger tips to sweep along my curves I want magic to seep into my veins for you to make the pain fade away I dream sweetly about you Always at the corner of my thoughts I want you to soak beautiful into me So I'll blush at your words not cringe inside I want your hands to find my perfections for your lips to make flawed imprints I want my eyes to sparkle as you enter inside and corrupt my soul Claiming me with each thrust Taking my heart with each body melting kiss I want to sink into soaked sheets of my sweat of my juice I want you to swill my forbidden fruit on your tongue to turn me inside out For you to taste me as I come quickly Hardly breathing as you take me away I want to lose my sanity in you To forget the world around me To only see you when my eyes open instead of shadows of the lover in my dreams I want to make m

Breath
hearing you there softly breathing seeing the moon shine on you seeing such beauty i gasp in suprise illuminated by my love for you knowing what i see knowing what is right softly i kiss you on your cheek cuddles close holding you to me for i have reached heaven cause you are here with me

Happy Birthday Chris
MY GRANDSON CHRIS TURNED 19 TODAY.. IN JUST A FEW MONTHS HE WILL GRADUATE AND THEN HE WILL BE JOINING THE MARINES... PLEASE ALL OF MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY . LET'S WISH HIM A VERY HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY. CAN YOU TELL I AM PROUD NANA?

Naughty X-mas Eve
'Twas the night before Xmas and all through the house The whole damn family was drunk as a louse Grandma and Grandpa were singing a song And the kid was in bed flogging his dong Ma, home from the cat house, and me out of jail Had just crawled into bed for a nice piece of tail When out on the lawn, there arose such a clatter I jumped out of bed to see what was the matter Away to the window I flew like a flash Threw open the shutters and fell on my ass The moon on the crest of the new fallen snow Gave a whore-house-like luster to the objects below When what to my blood shot eyes should appear But a rusty old sleigh and two mangy reindeer With a little old driver a pounding his dick I knew in a moment, it must be Saint Nick Slower than snails his reindeer they came He bitched and he swore as he called them by name Now Dancer, now Prancer, up over the walls Quick now, damn it, or I'll cut out your balls. Then up to the roof he stumbled and fell And

Candy Hearts
Your Candy Heart Says "Hug Me" A total sweetheart, you always have a lot of love to give out. Your heart is open to where ever love takes you! Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a surprise romantic evening that you've planned out Your flirting style: lots of listening and talking What turns you off: fighting and conflict Why you're hot: you're fearless about falling in love What Does Your Candy Heart Say?

Daughter Of Hell - 3d Version
Just realised you can link back to photos etc, anyway after a few chats with me good friend Omebra he said he would have a go at creating a 3d version of Daughter of Hell, which I cant thank him enough for. So thought I would show you the progress so far, as with anything it takes ages but I am really chuffed with the progress so far. I have put them in order as he has sent them to me, its kind of spooky watching it as it develops as I had been wanting the daughter of hell character to be 3d for over 6 months and it was just as we were chatting that it suddenly started to become a reality. just added another pic link on the end as Omebra has been working on it, I love watching this evolve

Dont Try To Scare Me, Lol
I have to laugh when the someone sends me a chain message or even worse a chain bulletin saying you have 2 min to repost or you'll have relationship problems for the next 2 yrs. ROFLMGDAO, please, I've had relationship problems for the last 22 years, what like another 2 will matter to me.

Poor
i just got paid yesterday and i am already broke as fuck....ugh...i shouldnt have done so much xmas shopping yesterday... any one wanna give me some money so i can get gas and get to work for the rest of the week?

The Girl I Truly Want...
I feel bad taking this off of someone else profile but more then likely these aren't there exact words anyway. But regardless..whoever the author is..that is the women I want/need in my life. I am :: tough :: soft :: strong :: stubborn :: sensual:: intelligent :: vulnerable :: crazy :: know what I need :: fight for what I want :: motivated :: determined :: love to laugh :: like to cry :: have a career :: can take care of myself :: like feeling special :: friendly until annoyed :: dedicated :: devoted :: I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because she's sleepy, but because she wants to be closer to you. I'm the girl who likes to be kissed under the stars, more than inside your bedroom or an expensive restaurant. I'm the girl who holds your hand just to feel your touch. I'm the girl who loves it when you hug me from behind or kiss me on the forehead. Im the girl who smiles each time you enter a room. I'm the girl who stares into your eyes looking for what you se

Kiss
KISS by PRINCE... I went to see Happy Feet tonight..and this song was in there... just had to play it!!! Gotta love the PRINCE.. :) U don't have 2 be beautiful 2 turn me on I just need your body baby From dusk till dawn U don't need experience 2 turn me out U just leave it all up 2 me I'm gonna show u what it's all about U don't have 2 be rich 2 be my girl U don't have 2 be cool 2 rule my world Ain't no particular sign I'm more compatible with I just want your extra time and your Kiss U got to not talk dirty, baby If u wanna impress me U can't be 2 flirty, mama I know how 2 undress me (Yeah) I want 2 be your fantasy Maybe u could be mine U just leave it all up to me We could have a good time U don't have 2 be rich 2 be my girl U don't have 2 be cool 2 rule my world Ain't no particular sign I'm more compatible with I just want your extra time and your Kiss Yes I think I wanna dance Gotta, Gotta Little girl Wendy's parade Gotta, gotta,

Damn People
OK, Now how bad is it when you go to some new persons page and you see that someone put " hey i think you need to post some more pics of yourself..preferably the one of your third leg"...WTF is up with that? why is it so damn important for you to see what the man has in between his legs? you get off by seeing a PICTURE of a soft dick and a damn orgasm when you see one thats hard? is your life so damn deprived that you never get any sex from a real human being and you NEED to see what some man has? its getting stupid on here with the naked pics...can i have one day when someone does not come to me and ask why my pics are closed? or if they could PLEASE see them so they can rate them? ok and those 1/2 of a point is gonna boost both mine and your level? they arent all that great and your gonna die if you dont see them. i have NEVER begged someone to let me see their pics..if they wanted me to see them then they would have them open for me to see them or tell me to go and check them o

Call Me A Slut All Night
This is a fun way to find out when your friend's birthdays are... :) Choose your birth month and day to get the subject of your bulletin post! JAN. - make love to me FEB. - call me a slut MAR. - spank my ass APR. - suck my dick MAY- shut up and kiss me JUN.- I'm a sex freak JUL.- I'm a freak AUG.- I wanna fuck SEPT.- Im so fucking horny OCT.-Cuddle with me NOV.- I want to make out DEC.-Let's fuck harder pick your day of birth -- 1-on the couch 2-in the kitchen 3-in the car 4-in your parents bed 5-in the morning 6-at the movies 7-because i love you and always will. 8-when you're horny 9-in my bed 10-at skool 11-right now 12-because i am am drag queen 13-under the stars 14-at a wild party 15- after I brush my teeth 16- on the washing machine 17-on the teachers desk 18- in the shower 19-when im sweaty 20-everyday!!! 21-right here, right now 22-on the kitchen table 23-on the couch 24-while watching porn 25-all night 26-at the library 27-whil

$20.00
$20.00 On their wedding night, the young bride approached her new husband and asked for $20.00 for their first lovemaking encounter. In his highly aroused state, her husband readily agreed. This scenario was repeated each time they made love, for more than 30 years, with him thinking that it was a cute way for her to afford new clothes and other incidentals that she needed. Arriving home around noon one day, she was surprised to find her husband in a very drunken state. During the next few minutes, he explain that his employer was going through a process of corporate downsizing, and he had been let go. It was unlikely that, at the age of 59, he’d be able to find another position that paid anywhere near what he’d been earning, and therefore, they were financially ruined. Calmly, his wife handed him a bank book which showed more than thirty years of steady deposits and interest totaling nearly $1 million. Then she showed him certi

The Luckiest Man Alive
I've been struck by lightning three times. One of these times was while in a crowd at a soccer game. I never fear, for I am the luckiest man alive. I dropped a glass bottle in the street that contained my heart pills. Moments later, my heart started to seize while a car blew two tires on the glass shards and crashed into a light pole. They survived, because I'm the luckiest man alive. I saved my money for twenty years to make a bank deposit. That day at the bank, it was robbed. The robber took my money from my hand before it could be deposited. The FDIC doesn't insure that. I once had a winning lottery ticket, but on my way to claim my prize, it began to rain. I grabbed my coat to pull it tighter from the wind and the rain, and lost my grip on the ticket. The wind blew it into a storm drain. I couldn't remember the numbers and had no receipt. I chased a cat out of my yard. I later found out that it was the cat of Liz Taylor, and she was offering a reward of o

West Of The Fall
I keep telling you That you’ll be Alright That things will Be fine I ain’t so Sure About me I can’t ask you To stay Or get in Your way You need to Test your wings You need to Experience things That are only Stories To you now My soul weeps My windows are Wet I’m glad I Have you to Miss I look forward To more moments I’ll never forget My dreams are not crushed Cuz forever is Now So I’ll just Love you forever And still love you Right now

Who Says Men Don't Remember Anniversaries
Who Says Men Don't Remember Anniversaries A woman awakes during the night to find that her husband was not in their bed. She puts on her robe and goes downstairs to look for him. She finds him sitting at the kitchen table with a cup of coffee in front him. He appears deep in thought, just staring at the wall. She watches as he wipes a tear from his eye and takes a sip of coffee. "What's the matter, dear?" she whispers as she steps into the room. "Why are you down here at this time of night?" The husband looks up, "Do you remember 20 years ago when we were dating, and you were only 17?" he asks solemnly. The wife is touched thinking her husband is so caring and sensitive. "Yes, I do," she replies. The husband pauses. The words are not coming easily. "Do you remember when you father caught us in the back seat of my car?" "Yes, I remember," says the wife, lowering herself into a chair beside him. The husband continues..."Do you remember when he shoved a shotgun i

Come Vote For Me :)
So I entered another contest...I know, goodie for me...lol. My hubby thought I should enter...he said I look HOT for a woman whose had 2 kids :) I hope all my friends think so too and come vote for me :) You can click on the pic above or below and it will take you right to the page...please rate the pic and you can comment as many times as you want...so please go vote and rate and comment bomb the hell out of me :) Thanks!!!

The Good Die Young
i hear from people on here and on yahoo about people they know getting killed in iraq.people that are really younger then me. i wish i knew what to tell them. i wish at times i could take their places so they will be home with friends and family. sad thing is, there is only one of me, so i cant take their places. i get asked why i keep voluntering to go over. the answer is i like being useful. im not afraid of dying. if i wasnt ready for death or afraid of it, i wouldnt volunteer, i wouldnt be in the army. i get to help train people to go over there, train them on the job i did there. i doubt they will let me train them like i wanna do it, makin it as real as possible at the same time being safe. god i need to stop thinking so much. not only am i boring the shit out of you, i will probably depress a few of u that have lost people over there.

My Fitness Related Websites
FYI - I manage a MSN fitness group: http://www.fitnessnanaimo.com (mainly for those interested in fitness in beautiful British Columbia, Canada) and I am an assistant manager at: http://groups.msn.com/fitnessfirst I will start to post some of my previously published fitness articles in my "fitness" blog over the next few weeks. I've also just started up a lounge called "Fitness Freaks" - this lounge is for those of you who are interested in fitness and want to share ideas. Feel free to stop by and join! Have a great day! Melanie www.melaniepitts.com

About My Art!
Hello! First I want to thank you for taking the time to look at my art work. I would like to tell you a bit about my work and why I chose this style. First I am an award winning artist. I have not had any professional training. I have been doing art work, drawing, painting and sketching for as long as I can remember. It gives me great pleasure to be creative with my work. I do not plan my drawings but instead let the creative energy come from where it will. I have spent any where from a few hours on some of the smaller ones to more than a week on the larger more detailed pieces. Years Ago I was told that I could never be an artist because I have a hereditary hand tremor that if you look closely you can see in some of my work. It takes me longer to complete these pieces because of that but I think, as well as others do that it adds to the character of them. I have sold many pieces over the years and I am proud of what I have accomplished. Yet these (Vandoodles) are my favorites becaus

Husband Shopping
A store that sells husbands has just opened in Dallas, TX, where a woman may go to choose a husband. Among the instructions at the entrance is a description of how the store operates: You may visit the store ONLY ONCE! There are six floors and the attributes of the men increase as the shopper ascends the flights. There is, however, a catch?.. you may choose any man from a particular floor, or you may choose to go up a floor, but you cannot go back down except to exit the building! So, a woman goes to the Husband Store to find a husband?.. On the first floor the sign on the door reads: Floor 1 - These men have jobs. The second floor sign reads: Floor 2 - These men have jobs and love kids. The third floor sign reads: Floor 3 - These men have jobs, love kids, and are extremely good looking. "Wow," she thinks, but feels compelled to keep going. She goes to the fourth floor and sign reads: Floor 4 - These men have jobs, love kids, are drop-dead good looking and help wit

Little Essay (more To Come)
The world exists in two forms of order. The natural, or coincidental order, that which is defined and restricted by the laws of science, laws which give little under variation of circumstance, which are rigid and strict, such as the law of conservation of energy. All energy lasts forever, it merely changes form when necessary or allowable. All energy is capable of acting on and joining with other energy to aid in change and adaptation. Change is natural and inevitable, due to existence not being uniform. The other form of order is the affected or complimentary order these are the laws of nature that are not uniform within all circumstances. These kinds of order can be affected by beings and energies by exerting their will to change the circumstances. This being the basis for magickal working, focusing the will to achieve an end outside of the limits of ordinary function. Within these orders exists the fundamental energy. All knowledge and will is contained within this energ

Life
LIFE IS SHORT LIFE IS SWEET LIFE CAN BE LONG LIFE CAN BE SAD These sayings are true my friends for Life is many things to many different people For as we travel yet again The wheel of the year almost has come to an end The Holidays are upon us Yes we celebrate life This time of year In with the new out with the old Ah Life So as we hustle and hurry about Remember this no matter what Holiday we celebrate Life rolls along Just as the wheel of the year rolls on Life rolls along as well Not even caring if we are here For we are but a small part of its many parts Yes Life is grand so Celebrate it! Here’s to you my friends new and old alike We survived yet again another year! ENJOY IT! CELEBRATE IT! BE OF FINE CHEER FOR HERE WE ARE YET AGAIN TURNING ALONG WITH THE WHEEL OF THE YEAR! ENJOY WHATS LEFT OF THIS ONE FOR SOON A NEW ONE WILL APPEAR! AND WE START IT ALL OVER AGAIN! Caty

Computers!!
I'll tell you now: most of my rants will be about my evil nemesis, the computer! This kind of technology is not my area of expertise. Any problem becomes HUGE to me. OK! I'm not always the most logical person. I'm an empath and an intuitive! Yes, I'm a medical-type person; and your point is? I still interpret energy flow and feelings, first and foremost. Any feelings with this computer, other than the anger and frustration it generates in me?! The problem today is: too many media players on profiles!! I can't even get into some profiles because my computer vapor locks and I see a Media Player:Error displayed. Now, what! I know blessed little about computers - I'm a relative newbie - so what do I do! I need to get into this person's profile, they want to be a member of my Family, can't do it without getting into their profile! I could just blow this individual off, but I don't do that sort of thing. That's not me. Only the truly obnoxious will get that response from me! Talked

Holy Shit.
Yay at the yelling in my living room. I was suppose to have a day off. But ive been being the fucking peace maker between my brothers and his little drug friends. I seriously dont know how i havent been hurt yet. Seriously. Bad situations. And the funny thing is they ALL ex fucking cops. The cops were just here mhmm and finally just left. For now. They'll be back cause my brothers dont know when to SHUT THERE FUCKING MOUTHS. Oye. Im moving. Officially. I love my mom, and i know she wants me here. But if they're gonna stay i gotta go. I cant do this no more. Im a grown adult i dont need to be a fuckimg mediator in situations that could get me KILLED. My mother dont need to deal with this shit too. She needs to let me make them fucking leave. Seriously. My lungs hurt the last thing i needed to do today was cuss out cops. And i did. Oye. Now i gotta go to my brothers apartment which WAS mine, and fucking get the kid and take her to HER grandparents so that when they go after andr

My Night Out.....
Ok so I went out to the strip club for the first time last night. Today I feel a lot like death. My stomach is in revolt and I think my hair actually hurts. Each tap of the keys on here pretty much feels like a drum in my head but I think I'm starting to recover some. I've had enough people ask me how last night went though that I figure since I've gotten to where I can actually lift my head a little I'd share my experience. First I have to say I did expect a strip club to have better looking women. I guess I found a bad one but then I had been told that all of them here in this town pretty much suck. Most of the women didn't have bodies to write home about thats for sure. The two who did have really awesome bodies were kinda scary looking when you got close enough to look them in the eye. But what the hell I still had a good time. I got my tit grabbed by a cute little black chick and I think I found the worlds softest skin on a blond chick with a nice set of fake tits wh

I Miss My Baby :(
I'm so tired of being here Suppressed by all my childish fears And if you have to leave I wish that you would just leave 'Cause your presence still lingers here And it won't leave me alone These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears And I held your hand through all of these years But you still have All of me You used to captivate me By your resonating life Now I'm bound by the life you've left behind Your face it haunts My once pleasant dreams Your voice it chased away All the sanity in me I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone But though you're still with me I've been alone all along

Ha Ha! Guess What!
I offically broke up with Chase. I think for good this time! The other night his dad got on his screen name and started talking to me saying how it's all my fault that he's in trouble with his parents, because he wasn't suppose to have a girlfriend and all. Then my bestfriend started in on me saying how it's all my fault to. I'm not friends with her no more. I'm sick of the mind games he wants to play. I'm sick of him thinking he's a player and can get any girl that he wants. If it wasn't for his body & his personality he wouldn't of gotten me in the first place. I'm just sick of him and his bullshit he wants to play. I don't want no games. I guess I'm to mature for people these days. Who knows. His cousin got on talking to me today saying how Chase flirts with all these girls at his games and everything. It's like fuck that I don't need that shit. Then he covers up by saying that he pushes girls away and don't talk to them. I was like yeah, bullshit. Well people. I'm single ag

Moods Of Women
The Moods of a Woman An angel of truth and a dream of fiction, A woman is a bundle of contradiction, She's afraid of a wasp, will scream at a mouse, But will tackle a stranger alone in the house. Sour as vinegar, sweet as a rose, She'll kiss you one minute, then turn up her nose, She'll win you in rage, enchant you in silk, She'll be stronger than brandy, milder than milk, At times she'll be vengeful, merry and sad, She'll hate you like poison, and love you like mad. The Moods of a Man Hungry. Horny. Sleepy.

"contradictions In Black And White"
"Contradictions in Black and White" BREATH INHALE EXHALE SIT STAND LISTEN TALK THINK SHOUT SOUNDS SILENCE THOUGHTS WORDS INSPIRATION DESPERATION FEELINGS HAPPINESS SADNESS PLEASURES PAIN PRIDE GUILT FORMAL INFORMAL STRENGTH WEAKNESS GOOD BAD HAPPY SAD BLACK WHITE DAY NIGHT LIGHT DARK WRONG RIGHT CLEAN STAINED YIN YANG FULL DRAINED HERE THERE ARRIVED GONE FIXED BROKEN TRUTH LIE GROUND SKY SMILE SIGH WORK PLAY GO STAY LOVE HATE DEPRESSED AMUSED FRIENDS ENEMYS WHY BECAUSE ME THEM JO$HUA

Fat/ Skinny
I HAVE BEEN TALKING TO PPL AND AS MY FIRST BLOG SAID I AM HAVING GASTRIC BYPASS AND I HAVE HAD GUYS TELL ME THAT THEY WOULDNT BE INTERESTED IN ME AFTER I LOSE WEIGHT WHICH I DONT CARE BUT I AM WONDERING EVERYONES OPINION WOULD THE FACT OF FAT OR SKINNY MATTER TO YOU IF IT WAS YOUR WOMAN OR MAN GOING THROUGH IT OR IF IT WAS YOUR FRIEND

Denial
Denial Act like a friend to my face Turn around and nothings a disgrace Tell your friends you're the best In the end you're like all the rest The lesson to be learned Which you cannot see Blinded by your senseless mind The truth crosses your eyes Making fun of those not around Shit hitting to the ground Tell me one thing to my face Than say it's all a waste Life full of lies Tricking of minds Your lack of will Denial Seeing through you Pointless and hopeless Shows you have no life Denial Pray for your hope Cry for your lies But yet your have been Denied Wasting your breath Explain to your friends You put nothing on me But for hate to yourself Breakdown your life Open your eyes Your weak and pathetic For your will always be Denied

Common Sense
Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Common Sense, who has been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was, since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He will be remembered as having cultivated such valuable lessons as knowing when to come in out of the rain, why the early bird gets the worm, life isn't always fair, and maybe it was my fault. Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend more than you earn);and reliable parenting strategies (adults, not children, are in charge). His health began to deteriorate rapidly when well intentioned but overbearing regulations were set in place. Reports of a six-year-old boy charged with sexual harassment for kissing a classmate; teens suspended from school for using mouthwash after lunch; and a teacher fired for reprimanding an unruly student, only worsened his condition. Common Sense lost ground when parents attacked teachers for doing the job

I Need Advice.....
Okay here's the situation. The world's most deadly man for two year's in a row is Hank Williams. I'm not shittin you, look it up. He's got 14 black belts in 14 different styles of fighting. He's trained people like Goldberg, Shamrock, and Wesley Snipes. He knocked the UFC champion clear across the octagon with one hit. He can kill you with one hit with accuracy every time. He carries 9 cards and a license for his hands becaue they're leathal weapons. You get the picture...he's a walking death machine. I got to meet him this weekend and he's teaching a class every other weekend here in Lynchburg, VA in the fine arts of Communist Hapkido. Basically he's going to teach someone like me to break a man's arm in one motion and take him to the ground with out breaking a sweat. Those of you who don't know what Hapkido is I'll tell you. Its the martial arts that was developed the defeat all other forms of martial arts. So whatever you know, whether its ju-jitzu, kung

Dear Santa,
Dear Santa, I wud like a kool toy space ranjur fer Xmas. I'v ben a gud boy all yeer. Yer Friend, Billy Dear Billy, Nice spelling. You're on your way to a career in lawncare. How about I send you a book so you can learn to read and spell? I'm giving your older brother the space ranger. At least HE can spell. Santa ***************************************************** Dear Santa, I have been a good girl all year, and the only thing I ask for is peace and joy in the world for everybody! Love, Sarah Dear Sarah, Your parents smoked pot when they had you, didn't they? Santa **************************************************** Dear Santa, I don't know if you can do this, but for Christmas, I'd like for my mommy and daddy to get back together. Please see what you can do. Love, Teddy Dear Teddy, Look, your dad's banging the babysitter like a screen door in a hurricane. Do you think he's gonna give that up to come back to your frigid mom, w

Thanks A Lot Moron!
I just wanted to say thanks a lot to the ass that flagged a picture of my cleavage, with a shirt on, as NSFW. It wasn't even my primary photo. I suggest you get a life. I've always tried my best to keep my naughty pictures out of my public folder. This photo was in my public folder for 6 months before you came along and reported it. I suggest you dial your offend-o-meter way down and relax. Thanks so much! Illuminaughty

Because I Love You
Because I Love You I fall asleep with you in my heart. I sleep, with you in my dreams. I wake, with you in my soul. Everything I do, Everywhere I go, Everything that I am, Is because I love you. You are my memories of yesterday My reality of today And the dreams of all of my tomorrows. I dedicate this to my daydreamer... ...Because I Love You... Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com

Who Will See?
I vote for you..many times. As you ask! I go to your page. I comment, rate, fan..etc I repost your bulletins I am the SWITZERLAND dolphin...I do not take sides. I LOVE you all. :) I am about to just leave..

Truth And Relationship
you know when you meet someone for the first time, sometimes you have no idea how far the relationship can go and since you really do not want to completely trust someone that quick, when you fall in love with the person and there isnt anything you can do if you didnt tell them everything and the truth, your stuck and how do you get out, i am in the position that i have no earthly idea what to say or do to makes things as they should have been from the beginning. This person i love with all of my heart but then the other guy is going to get hurt, how can you keep yourself happy but also not rip someones heart out.

Well
Well it's another Monday , and i feel like crap.. Ive just spent another weekend alone, : ( And my bed empty . And to be woken with rain again . Don't u just hate December's weather? Argggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhh Sorry im being a stick in the mud. XX

Seven Kinds Of Sex
SEVEN KINDS OF SEX The 1st kind of sex is called: Smurf Sex. This kind of sex happens when you first meet someone and you both have sex until you are blue in the face. The 2nd kind of sex is called: Kitchen Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a short time and you are so horny you will have sex anywhere, even in the kitchen. The 3rd kind of sex is called: Bedroom Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a long time. Your sex has gotten routine and you usually have sex only in your bedroom. The 4th kind of sex is called: Hallway Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for too long. When you pass each other in the hallway you both say "screw you." The 5th kind of sex is called: Religious Sex, which means you get Nun in the morning, Nun in the afternoon and Nun at night. (Very Popular) The 6th kind is called Courtroom Sex. This is when you cannot stand your wife any more. She takes you to court and screws you in front

Never Give Up!
One day I decided to quit... I quit my job, my relationship, my spirituality. .. I wanted to quit my life. I went to the woods to have one last talk with God. "God", I said. "Can you give me one good reason not to quit?" His answer surprised me... "Look around", He said. "Do you see the fern and the bamboo?" "Yes", I replied. "When I planted the fern and the bamboo seeds, I took very good care of them. I gave them light. I gave them water. The fern quickly grew from the earth. Its brilliant green covered the floor. Yet nothing came from the bamboo seed. But I did not quit on the bamboo. In the second year the Fern grew more vibrant & plentiful. And again, nothing came from the bamboo seed. But I did not quit on the bamboo. He said. "In year three there was still nothing from the bamboo seed. But I would not quit. In year four, again, there was nothing from the bamboo see. I would not quit." He said. "Then in the fifth year a tiny sprout emerged from t

People, Places, And Losing Everything
Dreaming about you hurts enough When I think of how things were It feels like I am Catching darts Swimming against the tide Fighting back my pride Did I do all I could Have I tried all I should When exactly Do you let go How precisely Am I ever to know Watching you sink Dispels a quote Though I never Believed That all of it floats Is it guilty pleasure Or a way to measure How much I changed And still I remained Connected to you The eyes go dull The skin turns gray Somehow I just Go on with my day I recall The very first glance The time I caught your eye I guess now is forever This is Goodbye Funny how the second hand Keeps moving around Time ought to stop Until I finish my frown There, I took another Breath I see a smile on My face I will go love another Instead of trying To replace

Spicy Chicken
1 tsp cayenne pepper 1 tsp chopped chillies juice and zest of 1 lime 1 tbsp honey 1 tbsp dried oregano 1 tbsp dried basil 4 chicken breast halves 1/2 cup soured cream In a bowl blend together the cayenne pepper, chiliies, lime, honey, and herbs. Coat the chicken breasts in the marinade and let narinate for 2 hours. Cook under medium broiler for about 40 minutes. Serve with the soured cream. Cayenne Pepper This fiery spice is actually a finely ground variety of chili and has the same properties. Cayenne is a circulatory stimulant, helping to dilate blood vessels and increase blood supply to all parts of the body. This makes it useful for those experiencing general debility and malaise, such as post viral fatigue suffers. It is also powerfully anti-bacterial, can break down catarrh and has antioxidant properties which aid the body in fighting the damage caused by free radicals. Nutrients Vitamins B3, carotenoids, calcium, iron, magnesium; flavonoids; volatile oils

Just In Case U Wanted To Know
JUST TO LET YALL KNOW...............LAST NIGHT WAS THE FIRST TIME IN A LONG TIME THAT I WENT TO BED MAD, AND THIS MORNING IM STILL PISSED OFF AS ANYTHING. LET ME TELL U SOMETHING IF U WANT TO TALK SHIT ABOUT ME THEN YOU FUCKING SAY IT TO ME. DONT GO AROUND AND DO IT BEHIND MY BACK. LAST NIGHT I SAW WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU TRUST SOMEONE AND I LEARNED MY LESSON. SO IM TELLING YA DONT EXPECT ME TO TRUST YA WITH MY EMOITION, OR MY HEART OR MY FEELINGS. TODAY I PRAY THAT NO ONE GETS IN MY WAY BECAUSE SHIT IS GOING TO GO DOWN SO HARD AND FAST. PEOPLE HAVE CHOOSEN NOT TO CARE ABOUT MY FEELINGS SO DONT EXPECT ME TO CARE ABOUT YOURS. TODAY WE WILL SEE WHO MY TRUE FRIENDS ARE. IF U ARE REAL AND TRUE U BETTER LET ME KNOW RIGHT NOW CAUSE IM NOT DEALING WITH THIS SHIT ANYMORE. NO ONE FUCKING HAS ME, SO IF U THINK YOU DID YOU WERE WRONG. SORRY TO TELL YA THAT, BUT ITS THE TRUTH. READ THIS AND THINK ABOUT IT. I DIDNT DO SHIT TO ANYONE ON HERE, AND YET YOU CHOOSE TO TALK SHIT AND FUCK ME OVER. WELL HERE

Hi
just letting anyone who wants to know im leaving lc soon.its been so fun but its time for me to go for a while.if anyone wants to keep in touch please feel free to write me an email and i will let ya know how to do it.Thanks to everyone...Randy

Are You A Freak ??????????
1.WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES? A. LIGHT COLOR B. CHANGE COLORS C. DARK 2.IF YOU WERE TO MEET UP WITH THE CRUSH OF YOUR LIFE YOU WOULD... A. SEDUCE THEM B. JUST CHILL C. CHILL AND THEN SEDUCE 3.WHATS YOUR FAVORITE TYPE OF WEATHER? A. RAIN B. THUNDERSTORM C. SUNNY D. CLOUDY 4.WHATS THE BEST TYPE OF FRUIT? A. STRAWBERRIES B. CHERRIES C. GRAPES D. PEACHES E. KIWI 5.THE BEST PART OF THE 24 HOURS IS.... A. NIGHT B. DAY C. AFTERNOON 6.WHATS THE BEST SEASON OF THE YEAR? A. FALL B. SUMMMER C. SPRING D. WINTER 7.HEADBOARD OR NO HEADBOARD? a-HEADBOARD b-NO HEADBOARD 8.WHATS YOUR ZODIAC SIGN? A-LEO B-VIRGO C-SCORPIO D-LIBRA E-GEMINI F-ARIES G-CAPRICO RN H-CANCER I-PISCES J-AQUARIUS K-TAURUS L-SAGITTARIUS 9.PI CK A PLACE YOU WOULD HAVE SEX AT OUT OF THESE... A. ASTRO VAN B. ON THE ROOF TOP OF A BUILDING C. PARK D. AIR PLANE E. ELEVATOR F. ALL OF THE ABOVE

Only You
I hear you're voice and I start to smile. I now know that everything is ok I can talk to you about anything But yet I don't I don't know how to tell you That I think I'm starting to fall for you. People say we hardly know each other But you can see right through me I love every minute of it I can see your face And my cheeks get red I lay my head down And all I dream Is you.

Moooove Over Cows On Parade - It's Austin's Guitar Town On Parade Now!!
For years, there have been cow statues in many, many cities that have caused a great deal of entertainment and discussions. In fact, when they were in Houston, my (now deceased) husband and I went on a hunt for all of the statues located throughout Houston. It was great because it also took us in areas of town that we wouldn't have been exposed to normally. Now..... Austin Guitar Town is being toured in Austin. A long process and worked out in connection of Gibson Guitars, the tour is being set up as of November 27th and maps will be available as of December 8th. I am really looking forward to the exploration possibilities......and seeing how creative the various artists have been in creating the various guitars. In May 2007 (I believe), the tour will come to an end when the 10 feet guitars will be sold in an auction. What would my future husband think if I told him that one thing he would have to accept would be a statue of a guitar in our own front yard!! lol... J

The Best News Today
ok well today basically sucked. i realized i had more due than i thought today. i didnt have a presentation for english OR a take-home quiz AND i still have to catch up in the reading. PLUS, i have two papers due tomorrow. so what i did was i told my parents i had a ton of work and i wasnt feeling good so my dad came and got me. i've been reading since 1-something and i've read like...60 pages, mroe or less in english. now i have to write the quiz answers up, my two other papers and research my presentation and i'll be fine. and my tutor comes tonight so my calc will get done. THE BEST NEWS ALL DAY!!! i got an acceptance letter from the university of redlands (southern california). I GOT IN!!!! i have a college to go to especially if the next 3 colleges reject me. redlands is my 1st choice (i hope still, cuz my feelings for the school COULD have changed) and i cant believe i got in!!! my dad almost started to cry and my mom DID cry when she saw it. holy crap, i feel hap

Racism On The Ct
I am so saddened by this. Race should not be an issue on here. You cannot judge a person by skin color. Grow up and be real people. This is american. EVERYONE here is accepted no matter what race. We have come far but not far enough. I am just sad. This is a poem Maya Angelou wrote...read it and find the message! THE ROCK CRIES OUT TO US TODAY (1993 Clinton Inaugural Poem) A Rock, A River, A Tree Hosts to species long since departed, Mark the mastodon. The dinosaur, who left dry tokens Of their sojourn here On our planet floor, Any broad alarm of their of their hastening doom Is lost in the gloom of dust and ages. But today, the Rock cries out to us, clearly, forcefully, Come, you may stand upon my Back and face your distant destiny, But seek no haven in my shadow. I will give you no hiding place down here. You, created only a little lower than The angels, have crouched too long in The bruising darkness, Have lain too long Face down in ignorance. Your mouths spel

Just Think Of Me
When you start to feel lonely-and a little blue Just think of those words I have whispered to you Lips pressed gently against your ear I love you escapes for you to hear When you feel sadness- and thoughts start to change Remember our dreams that we plan to arrange When your laying in your bed and just can't sleep Feel my heart it's yours to keep Remember the smiles and what they'er about Just stay in focus whenever in doubt Anything else is simply not real Listen to your heart it hears how I feel And if you get tempted and start debating Be reminded again for you I am waiting When thoughts run wild and you start to wonder Just remember the sun shines after the thunder And when it gets hard and you want to give in Despite all opponents our love can win So hold your head high feel the rain through the drought Remember my love for you whenever in doubt...

Drama
Ok here is some shit that i have seen recently.. Where i live and the folks i know have just been settling for some real bullshit lately.I mean folks have been choosing for comfort or just settling for what this society choose to label as normal.They have choosen to stay with drama and other useless shit.Get this would you stay with someone who serves you no purpose,nor can they help you to move forward?These crazyazz nigga's stay because they fear what is out there.The unknown for some is like jumping off of a cliff.Hell i say let's jump we can only land on 2 things our ass or our feet. And also when you stay around bullshit you keep flies,cause flies love shit.So we will say the flies are drama.And those folks who just sit there swapping at the flies are the complainers.do you feel me? So maybe it is just where i live ,but crazy azz PEEPS's are everywhere these days.And for myself i say that we should just shake the shit out of them...lmao... So tell me about the crazyazz

Sex Joke
Body: This is a goood one! Okay so a guy is nearing the end of his senior year in high school. Unfortunately, he still has to share a room with his younger brother who is only 9 years old. One night, he decides to bring his girlfriend home for a little fun. They have bunk beds and the guy notices that his little brother is already asleep on the lower bunk, so he and his girlfriend climb up to the top bunk. As you might expect things start to heat up. The guy remembers that his little brother is sleeping below so he tells his girlfriend to whisper "lettuce" if she wants it harder and "tomato" if she wants a new position. Lettuce!!! Tomato!!! Lettuce!!! Tomato!!! Lettuce!!! Tomato!!!

Love Hurts
Love is like a disease. You never know when it will hit. Although it's usually just good, it takes a lot to commit. Usually all the passion and affection comes along. But it can be disaster if your heart is not strong. There's probably only one man who knows what I have been through. He had his heart ripped out, spit on, and stomped on too. Can't really hate to love, can't really love to hate. There are just so many feelings being stacked upon your plate. Can you get it all down? Or will you start to cough and choke? Love is not some kind of game. People treat it like a joke. All these emotions overwhelm you. You can't help it but to cry. Next thing you know you got a gun, and you dont know why. But don't let little things like love go and get yourself hurt. 'Cuz the next thing that you know, you'll be sleeping in the dirt. And your soul will be standing over your corpse asking you why? "How could I let me kill myself? How could I let me die?" Then you r

Roses Are Red
Roses are red Violets are blue Words can't express How I feel about you My hair is brown My blood is red My heart is as fragile As a small baby's head The sun is yellow The grass is green Not once to me Have you ever been mean Some cars are big Some cars are small I'd rather be friends Than nothing at all

Ready To Be A Mommy
I'm in the last stretch now and I am so ready to get Emma out of me! I'm not trying to bitch about being pregnant, after all, it's me that has wanted to be a mommy since the day I was born. I am just so frustrated and at that point of being tired of being pregnant. I'm sure any woman who has been there understands where I am at with this. It feels like I have been with child for years at this point. My body is huge, my ass is drooping, and my tits are swollen. "Would you do it again?" I've already been asked and the answer is for sure. Given the right circumstances and despite how hard this has really, really been for me, I would do it again. After all....I want my son. I guess for now though all I can do it wait for Emma's arrival, hoping and praying that she is as beautiful and healthy as I have imagined her to be in all my dreams!

Whyyyyyyyyyy?
Why ..... Do we press harder on a remote control when we know the batteries are going dead? Why do banks charge a fee on "insufficient funds" when they know there is not enough money? Why does someone believe you when you say there are four billion stars, but check when you say the paint is wet? Why doesn't glue stick to the bottle? Why do they use sterilized needles for death by lethal injection? Why doesn't Tarzan have a beard? Why does Superman stop bullets with his chest, but ducks when you throw a revolver at him? Why do Kamikaze pilots wear helmets? Whose idea was it to put an "S" in the word "lisp"? If people evolved from apes, why are there still apes? Why is it that no matter what color bubble bath you use the bubbles are always white? Is there ever a day that mattresses are not on sale? Why do people constantly return to the refrigerator with hopes that something new to eat will have materialized? Why do people keep running over a string a dozen times with their vacuum cleane

Laying It On The Line.......
So this is how fucked up my life is... Was married and w/my first husband 17 yrs,,, Divorced in 2000 (He was shot and killed in sept......) We have a daughter....Miranda. Stupid me.......gets married again,,, Paul.... Divorcing......don't know what i was thinking... OOOOOOOO yeah I believe in love and romance..... Yet I will never it see it happened...... So ppl........Please don't play me......im not as naive as you may think I am.....Getting stronger and standing on my own... Dont ask to cam or anything else........won't happen..... Dont ask anything sexual....wont answer... If you have NO respect for me as a HUMAN BEING......Then get out of my life.... Now its time to start living ........

Real Men
REAL MEN 1.) A REAL MAN respects his mother and places his family first. 2.) A REAL MAN loves his kids. 3.) A REAL MAN supports his woman to develop herself. 4.) A REAL MAN doesn't worry about what others depict as a real man. Walk in his shoes first and then tell him what makes him A REAL MAN. 5.) A REAL MAN doesn't Break Promises 6.) A REAL MAN calls you beautiful, not hot, sexy, or fine as fuck. 7.) A REAL MAN will cuddle with you without expecting sex! 8.) A REAL MAN calls you on a daily basis - NO MATTER HOW BUSY OR TIRED HE IS. 9.) A REAL MAN looks past what he's heard about you or what his friends think of you. 10.) A REAL MAN wants to spend as much time as he can with you & won't get sick of you. 11.) A REAL MAN comes over just to watch movies with you. 12.) A REAL MAN kisses you on the forehead just because. 13.) A REAL MAN doesn't tell you what he thinks you want to hear. He tells you what's real. 14.) A REAL MAN should be treated l

Being Sick Blows Ass
So yea for the past like 4-5 days Ive veen sick. It all started off from me being hot, so I turned my fan on.. Well I fell asleep with it on and and I ended up getting sick.. Yay Go Sarah.. haha. So Yea I was getting better till Saturday came around.. I went out with Mandy and got into a bunch of shit, screamed, flicked people off, hung out of the camaro, the usual shit.. and yea.. I lost my voice on Sunday from it.. Im getting slowly better. Right now my stomach just hurts.. Gahhh. I go back to work tomorrow. .BOOOOO.. lol. Im also redying my hair black so yea, keep checking for new pics.. Prob will take new ones tomorrow after work =) -- Rah Rah --

Poem I Wrote Myself... =)~
Thinking of You I look out the window and just stare... As the wind blows the dirt through the air.. The howling sound in the night... Twinkling stars, such a beautiful sight... I think of you and how you are... Making a wish on a shooting star... I think of what could be... If you was here next to me... Looking out at the darkness in the sky... Really wanting to just cry... I long for your caressing touch... From the bottom of my heart I love you so much... Tonya

Will Be Off A Couple Days
to all of cobras friends, he will be out for a couple days, he got a head injury in his shot was found passed out on the floor, he is awake and seems to be ok, he will be kept for a couple of days for opservation, so just to let u know, he didnt want anyone to think he was being an ass, so he should be back soon

What Reindeer Are You?
http://www.blogthings.com/whichofsantasreindeerareyouquiz/ You Are Dancer Carefree and fun, you always find reasons to do a happy dance. Why You're Naughty: That dark stint you had as Santa's private dancer. Why You're Nice: You're friendly. Very friendly.

Dec. 5 2006
The UnLoved has Returned once again… his stay will not be for long… For you see, this world is not his home… He is still searching….. Although soon, he will fade away….. Will He return again? Only if he doesen’t find what it is he searches for

To Everyone
For all of you who have been wondering where I've been. I was on vacation I went out of state for thanks giving and got sick, I was out sick for a week on top of being on vacation before that. Anyway I am feeling better now and I'm glad to be back. Thanks to all of my friends were worried about me.

Why God Made Moms - As Told By Kids
This was shared with me by Towtheboat, and I really enjoyed reading the answers by the kids, so I hope that you do as well! BRILLIANT!! Answers given by 2nd grade school children to the following questions Why did God make mothers? 1. She's the only one who knows where the scotch tape is. 2. Mostly to clean the house. 3 To help us out of there when we were getting born. How did God make mothers? 1. He used dirt, just like for the rest of us. 2. Magic plus super powers and a lot of stirring 3. God made my Mom just the same like he made me. He Just used bigger parts. What ingredients are mothers made of? 1. God makes mothers out of clouds and angel hair and everything nice in the world and one dab of mean. 2. They had to get their start from men's bones. Then they mostly use string, I think. Why did God give you your mother & not some other mom? 1. We're related 2. God knew she likes me a lot more than other people's moms like me. What kind of little girl wa

Fun Stuff... Huh?
hey everyone online on for a sec... had clincals last night.. ended up laying down after 3, but have an advisory board meeting at 11am. fun huh? tried to let my hair air dry- and woke up with it still wet lol. But got asked by the program directors to be on this board because they need student opinions. well off i go... not sure what they have gotten me into exactly lol.

What Is Love?
Honestly, what has the world come too? The pharse I love you has become so casual. Does that bother anyone? I believe that pharse has power behind it but it seems for most it as just become weak and can say it just to about anyone. For those of you who use it casually make it hard for those you use it in its terms. And has just become a word people take for granted. So dont be upset when someone really loves but is afraid to use because everyone else says it and now they feel is no point for you hear it cuz you hear it so often from those who dont give a shit

Vampire
There was a time when I Could breath my life into you One by one your pale fingers Started to move And I touched your face And all death was erased And you smiled like an angel Falling from heaven Just to be lift up again And you kissed my lips With those once cold fingertips You run me back to life And all things come to an end We don't have to pretend Slowly we fall asleep And never wake up again We're so Christ like We're so lifelike Vampire Christ We're so alive We're so lifelike Vampire Christ In the grace Of this love We rise in pain And death is not far away And soon we'll sleep And never wake up again There was a time when I Could breath my life Into you And all's been come to an end We don't have to pretend Slowly we fall asleep We're Christ like So lifelike Vampire Christ We're so lifelike So Christ like A Vampire Christ

Office Party
So….tonight is the night of the evil party that our front office has been invited to. It’s a Promotional Products organization party thing. The fun bit is that it’s held at Play here in Nashville which is a really awesome gay bar that I like to dance at. Also, there will be karaoke, drinks and dinner on the boss. The bad news is that I have to deal with people from work and people that I don’t like over the phone while I’m consuming the alcohol. However I plan to drink and sing and leave. I know that Nickey and I are gonna break out some Barbara and Celine and perhaps some other duets. I also plan on some Hinder (running gag between Nickey and I), Peggy Lee, maybe some Connie Francis, and if there’s time a specific 80’s song I love. Any other suggestions for the joys of karaoke?

Dreaming
He gently reaches for her, gliding his hand over her warm skin. He pulls her close. His cool skin pressing against her heated body, absorbing her warmth, his flesh medling with hers… He whispers softly in her ear, nuzzling his words so that his murmured words melt into her heart. His hand caresses her hair, reveling in the softness as he inhales the scent of her hair. As his other hand travels up her rib cage, to tease and take pleasure in her soft breast. In response to his touch, her back arches… rising to meet his loving caresses more firmly, giving herself over to him. Their lips touch, igniting a firestorm, passion washing over them … He feels her hands trail ever so lightly up his shoulders, to bury her fingers in his dark hair as he explores her mouth with his own. Bodies held tightly together, yet never close enough. His lips trace her jawline, tenderly kissing the hollow of her throat… delighting in the taste of her skin, the heat of her flesh… The soun

Will You?
If I leave here tomorrow, how will you remember me? Will you remember me for the good times? The bad? The times when I was happy? Or the times when I was sad? Will you even remember me at all? And if you will, for how long? Will you carry me with you till your dying day? Or will you think of me for awhile, until the memories fade? Will you be at my funeral cause you feel that respects due? Will you be the one crying even though I told you not to? When you think of me, will a smile cross your face? Or because of the circumstance, will anger take its place? Will you visit my grave year after year? And ten years from now will you still shed a tear?

The Miracle Of Toilet Paper
THE MIRACLE OF TOILET PAPER Fresh from my shower, I stand in front of the mirror, complaining to my husband that my breasts are too small. Instead of automatically telling me it's not so, he uncharacteristically comes up with a suggestion: "If you want your breasts to grow, then every day take a piece of toilet paper and rub it between your breasts for a few seconds." Willing to try anything, I fetch a piece of toilet paper and I stand in front of the mirror, rubbing it between my breasts. "How long will this take?" I ask. "They will grow larger over a period of years," he replies. I stop. "Do you really think rubbing a piece of toilet paper between my breasts every day will make my breasts larger over the years?" Without missing a beat he says, "Worked for your butt, didn't it?" He's still alive, and with a great deal of physical therapy, he's trying to walk again.

The Peeping Tom-ette
She looked at the clock on the wall in the kitchen and soon was headed upstairs to her room. Turning off the lights, she ran to the window and slowly peeked through the blinds. What she was looking at was a swimming pool, but that wasn’t what she was aiming to see that evening, it was who was going to be at the pool that she wanted to see. And there he came, wearing nothing more than a blue towel around his waist. His back was towards her so he never noticed her gazing eyes as he took off the towel to reveal nothing underneath. Her heart started to skip a beat when he dove into the pool. Sometimes she wished that she was the water in that pool and when he did dive in, she would feel every part of his body as he rippled through her. It made her shiver every time she thought about, it sending her mind racing. He would do this every single night at around 9 o clock and would swim for about ten minutes or so, and then by her surprise would masturbate in the lounge chair.

Your Taste In Music
Your Taste in Music: 80's Alternative: Highest Influence 80's Rock: Highest Influence 90's Alternative: Highest Influence 90's Rock: Highest Influence Classic Rock: Highest Influence How's Your Taste in Music?

Help Those In Need!!!
Its that time of year to be thankful for what you have and help those less fortunate. My Great Grandfather was a Minister for the Salvation Army for many years. To honor him and all those Good People who stad out in the cold and ring those bells We at Club Illusia set up an Online Red Kettle to Help raise money for the Salvation Army. ALL DONATIONS GO DIRECTLY TO THE SALVATION ARMY NOT INTO A PERSONL ACCOUNT!!! Please...In the Spirit of the Holidays...Help Those who need it the most! Click on the pic to donate Money to the Club Illusia Kettle for the Salvation Army!! *Ringing Bell*

Who'd A Thunk It?
image00128.gif According to the Alaska Department of Fish and Game, while both male and female reindeer grow antlers in the summer each year, male reindeer drop their antlers at the beginning of winter, usually late November to mid-December. Female reindeer retain their antlers till after they give birth in the spring. Therefore, according to EVERY historical rendition depicting Santa's reindeer, EVERY single one of them, from Rudolph to Blitzen, had to be a girl. We should've known... ONLY women would be able to drag a fat man in a red velvet suit all around the world in one night and not get lost. . .

Power Of Words
Two Frogs A group of frogs were traveling through the woods, and two of them fell into a deep pit. When the other frogs saw how deep the pit was, they told the two frogs that they were as good as dead. The two frogs ignored the comments and tried to jump up out of the pit with all their might. The other frogs kept telling them to stop, that they were as good as dead. Finally, one of the frogs took heed to what the other frogs were saying and gave up. He fell down and died. The other frog continued to jump as hard as he could. Once again, the crowd of frogs yelled at him to stop the pain and just die. He jumped even harder and finally made it out. When he got out, the other frogs said, "Did you not hear us?" The frog explained to them that he was deaf. He thought they were encouraging him the entire time. Lessons of the story: There is power of life and death in the tongue. An encouraging word to someone who is down can lift them up and help them make it through the day. So

My Surgery
im getting really nervous surgery is only 8 days away but im looking forward to it and i want to thank all my friends who are here for me and that are going to stick by me its going to be a hard journey at first but i know it will get easier but any way thanks again

Contests
I support my friends on here in everything that they do, and wish you all the best of luck, but I'm not going to be participating in anymore contests. I'm just a little tired of seeing every single bulletin being about a contest, which is why I don't even read them anymore. Contests where you can vote as many times as you want for someone was a good idea at first, but now I think it's just a way for the person hosting the contest to get points. I mean, they are the ones who really benefit from the contests. You get 5 points per pic comment I believe, so when you have people comment bombing the pics, your getting a shitload of points. I was half tempted to host my own contest LoL. However, there are exceptions to every rule, so if you ask me personally to vote for you in something, I won't mind going and throwing a few votes your way. Just don't get upset if I don't go comment bombing your pic in a contest, it's not anything personal, I'm just ignoring all contest bulletins from here

I'll Be Back For You!
A little girl sits on her porch looking across the street were a boy she use to play with lived, She starts to have memories of birthday parties, playing at the park, and a shared moment when there hearts where beating at the same moment. Could she have felt love at the age she was but just dont know it yet. She starts to talk to herself as if he were there with her. Do you remember when we were at the pond and i started to fall in and you caught me but lost your balance and fell in, even though you ruined your favorite shirt you looked up at me and ask "are you ok"you were there for me, remember when you had to change your shirt and you told me to "wait here Ill be back for you". Your mom said it was to late to go back out remember, I waited for you. Cont............... JW

Happy *hump* Day.,. Some Stuff
WELL ITS *HUMP* DAY AND SOON IOT WILL BE WEEKEND.. SEEMS LIKE DAYS ARE GOING BY SO FAST.. ONE THING I DID.. IS DELET MY PRIVATE PICS.. FOR A FEW REASONS.. SEEMS LIKE SO MANY WANT TO SEE.. AND I KNOW MEN ARE VISUAL AND CURIOUS.. BUT IT WAS A ON GOING THING AND SINCE I JUST WANT FRIENDS I THOUGHT I WAS KIND OF BEING TWO FACED AND THATS NOT ME.. SO I TOOK THEM OFF AND SAVED THEM SOMEWHERE ELSE..NOW IF ANYONE LEAVES ME I KNOW WHY..ALSO BEEN GOING THRU MY LIST.,. KEEPING THE ONES WHO ARE GOOD FRIENDS AND DO CARE AND NOT JUST ON MY LIST TO SEE PICS OR WANT POINTS.. SO BE GOING THRU IT HERE AND THERE.. 3RD.. SOMETIMES I AM BUSY BUT I DO TRYU TO SAY HI TO EACH OF MY FRIENDS.. BUT IT DOES TAKE TIME SINCE COMPUTER IS GOING SO SLOW AND HAVE PROBLEMS .. BUT I DO CARE AND MOST KNOW ME KNOW THAT..... I AM NOT SITTING HERE ALL DAY.. JUST NEED TO DO MORE THAN BE HERE.. ALSO MY ANUT PASSED AWAY.. IT WAS MY MOMS SISTER.. AND SHE HAD BEEN BAD FOR AWHILE.. HAD LUNG CANCER.. AND EVEN THOU WASNT CLOSE TO

Contest For Sexiest Eyez..
I'm in the contest at the page below, stop by and make a comment or two if you get a chance. The amount of comments are what count. Thank you and have fun... http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=169231&albumid=104805&i=555108287#

Life In General
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin.

People Being Idiots
This is one of those moods I am in that has me writing this Blog. I am the kind of person that enjoys life and when it comes down to talking with people I am pretty honest about everything. Their are guys out their that are just wanting to meet people just for a booty call and it pisses me off, because it screws things up for us nice guys that want to meet people and get to know them. I know this person that it happens to all the time and she feels that their aren't any real people or nice guys out their. I have been working on showing her that their is still one left in this world that isn't gonna take advantage of her. For awhile it was working but because of these other people it has gone in reverse and it is going to be a long road back to get her back to where she was. If you agree with me on this go ahead and comment. If you just happen to be that special person I am talking about I just have one thing to say and that is you know how I feel and what I want to do in

Yesterday My Nephew Made My Whole Year Better
Yesterday I got an email. It read: Hey there. Just a cute little story I wanted to share with you. Andrew brought home a project tonight he has to do this week about his hero. I told him tonight to think about who his hero is and tomorrow we would start the project (we have a meeting tonight). Andrew responed with "I don't have to think about it. I already know who my hero is". I prepared my self for the answer of "my dad" (everything is my dad these days) when he said "Uncle Scotty" I said that was nice and he needs to write why this person is their hero and he told me "Uncle Scotty is my hero because he saved me in the water this summer when he got hurt." So.... in case you thought he may have forgotten about that incident - you had a very lasting impact on one little boy!! Hope that made your day!! It made mine! Back on the 4th of July my nephew had been swimming in the lake at my parents summer camp. He's about 8, and doesn't do much but doggy paddl

Asked Me If I Loved Him? Give Me Some Ideas To Make Him Realize That I Do.
Galen told me on the way to taking him to work that he loved me and then asked me if i truly loved him. If i dont' love someone then I am not going to do things for them or want to be around them. I would rather sit at home with him then go out and go drinking. he told him that sometimes i act certain ways that makes him think that i dont' love him. If anyone has any ideas to show him that i love him I would appreciate it very much

Is This Your True Love? - Aries
Is This Your True Love? Check out your astrological sign's compatibility with another sign. by Dr. Turi M.D.S.U. Important note: This basic comparison chart is generated for the masses only. A Full Comparison chart involves a tremendous work and will help you to understand your business/emotional partner to great extend. Thus if you experience stress in your relationship a 90 MN taped Comparison chart between you and your lover or marriage partner is a must as to comprehend your celestial differences. This awareness will bring a huge difference in handling and understanding your partner and avoid heartaches. Go to Order And Services http://www.drturi.com/readings.php ARIES AND ARIES Both of you intent of dominating the relationships. A fervent situation, but neither of you is willing to back down. The Aries female talks too much (generally because females need to express their feelings more than males). Be ready for serious competition and lots of firecrackers.

Seeing Past The Wounds
Tragedy A serious drama in which a central character, the protagonist—usually an important, heroic person—meets with disaster either through some personal fault or through unavoidable circumstances. In most cases, the protagonist’s downfall conveys a sense of human dignity in the face of great conflict. Aforethought - a•fore•thought; ADJECTIVE: Planned or intended beforehand; premeditated: malice doubting Thomas - NOUN: One who is habitually doubtful. confidence game - NOUN: A swindle in which the victim is defrauded after his or her confidence has been won. Violable - vi•o•la•ble ADJECTIVE: That can be violated: a violable rule; a violable contract Trust – NOUN: 1. Firm reliance on the integrity, ability, or character of a person or thing. 2. Custody; care. 3. Something committed into the care of another; charge. 4a. The condition and resulting obligation of having confidence placed in one: violated a public trust. b. One in which confidence is

Why?
Why do things happen the way they do? I guess it is easier understood in real life than in cyberspace. Yet, funny as it seems, it does happen here. For some unknown, or un-understood, reason, we let our emotions get the best of us, even in cyberspace. I find myself disappointed when a lovely lady I have been chatting with all day suddenly decides to stop talking, or dismisses me sumarily. Ladies, just so you know, that hurts! Or in the very least is very disappointing. A man likes to feel desirable and worthwhile even here. Sometimes he can find no other place to feel so. As for me, I am inclined to think there are no safe places anymore, no cities of refuge, so to speak. But alas, life must go on. What do you think?

I May Go Crazy
Ok im not one to complain or nothing, but im not gettin the sex that i used to have. Ya'll know that night when every things goin so well for you, and neither one of u can do or say the wrong thing. That night when the clothes come off before u even hit the bedroom door. When you do all the things that u been dreamin of but never acted on. That night when ya'll go longer than u ever have before, and more times too. And when its all over, u just fall asleep with no words, cuz u dont have the energy for it. I miss that, sorry just had to get that off my chest. Well talk to ya'll later.

Twas The Night Before Christmas (bdsm Style)
TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS 'Twas the night before Christmas, when all through the domain, Not a subbie was stirring, (they were tied down with chain) The shackles were hung by the chimney with care, And the St. Andrews cross stood empty and bare. The subbies were nestled all snug in their beds, While visions of floggers danced in their heads; The Dom in his leather, and I in my slave cap, Had just settled down after getting our whacks. When out on the lawn there arose such a clatter, I crept from the bed to see what was the matter. Away to the window I flew very quickly. Tripped over some handcuffs and cursed soft and thickly. The moon on the breast of the new-fallen snow Gave the luster of mid-day to objects below, When, what to my sleep-crusted eyes should unfurl, But a miniature sleigh, pulled by eight pony girls, With a Dominant driver, so forbidding and stern, I knew in a moment I'd a great deal to learn. More rapid than eagles his pony girls came

Buss
“Mother fucker get back here” did you think it would end there? With your palms on my chest, thrusting me backwards, pushing me into other passengers “We could move more easily if you took off your bag” “Mind your own business” “Fuck you, eat shit, you’re the one in the way you fucking pack mule” That was all the fuel You needed to become a violent fool You have no idea how furious I am That other people got shoved as I fell into them Which is why I stand silent, not raising alarm Because I will not force others to witness the oncoming harm Fall into calm, ring the bell at your stop Get off the buss, and noticed that I’m stalking Ditching my restrictions Bag, jacket, and Discman As they hit the ground I’m screaming for you to turn around But you only glance over your shoulder, and quicken your pace Goddamn disgrace and obviously not as violent as I hoped Just another pushy dope As I consider ru

Stupid Boyfriend!
Yep... so it looks like me and the boyfriend may be comming to an end.... are all guys such complete assholes? dont ever care that im in the midst of exams and i have projects comming out my ass due in 3 days and i dont have time to see him every second of the fuckin day! then he makes me feel like shit that im going to school and making something of myself. screw off... i deserve better than that... I need a new bf...

Beautiful Ladies Of The Ct
You know Christmas is around the corner and Santa has a list of all the naughty, and nice things you've done this year. But I don't! I want to know what is the wildest, sexiest, naughtiest thing, or things you have done this year? The naughtiest entry will win a gift. Courtesy of me.. Have fun.

Asked Out
So..like today i was asked out (to be someone's girlfriend) and i kinda blew him off ;/ but gosh he is not really my type...well i just said ahh i have to think about it :( i didn't wanna hurt his feelings!! im just nice like that

Pet Peeve #1123
Hey Wendys........YOU SUCK!!!!!! How many times are you going to fuck up my order at the drive through before I have to just come right through the window and kick everyones ass?!?!?!?!? IT'S COMING SOON!!!! And the thing that makes this more fucked up is because it's SO easy to fix!!! First of all, get a real intercom, not that Radio Shack crap you currently use. You talk to me through that and all I hear is Charlie Browns teacher!!! "WAH wawa WA wa WAH WAH WAH wawa WAH WAH......" As if this isn't torture enough, YOU PUT PEOPLE THAT SPEAK NO ENGLISH WHATSOEVER AT THE WINDOW!!!!! AAAARRRRRRGGGGGGGHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE!!!!!!!! These people go to "Wendys School" and learn like 13 words. Hamburger, cheeseburger, fries, Frosty, chicken, salad, Pepsi, Sprite and a few more. If you go outside the official Wendys vocabulary, you're just fucked. I am obviously not perfect. I can live with imperfection from others. The problem is Wendys IS perfect. They fuck

Story Behind My Stitches
Some background - at work I am a parts driver for a big car dealer (Honda, Volvo, Infiniti), delivering parts to their wholesale accounts (other shops). Last Tue at work, the mexican over at Honda had a frame rail laying across some hoods and panels. I needed to get to a couple of those panels, so asked Julio to move the frame rail. He does move the frame rail, and puts it on the ground. As I'm pulling one of those panels out, I hit that frame rail with the inside of my right ankle. A couple mins later I look down, and see my sock is red, so I pull my sock to the side, to see a deep cut. I instantly knew this would need stitches, and let my boss know. He sent me with one of the other drivers over to the hospital, to get it checked out, and they too said it would need stitches. Six stitches actually. After they were done sewing me up, they said I could not drive, at least until the stitches come out. So I had it arranged at work that one of the other drivers who lives somewhat clo

Homework, Finals, And Going To The Bar
ok. so my board meeting went well i guess. ugh. fun huh? still would have rather got to SLEEP. this is the week before finals you know that time of year when teachers say "oh shit" and suddenly remember all those things they were going to teach you so they go into hyperdrive the last few day? Yea that is where I am now. My birthday is a week from tomororw. Dec 13th. I have finals on my birthday now how bad does that suck? But it is my last day of school for the semester... woo hoo. So def want to go out and have a great time!! Now to just find someone to do that with. Love my bf to death- but he doenst drink or go out to bars... so going to try to get Misty to go with me. Or all you guys can just come =) Well hope you guys are having a great week... sorry i am not on much- there is just so much to do... like have two test friday and three monday. wtf. lol. see told you they are in hyper drive. cant wait til i just have to work six days a week over xmas break- sad that will

My Job Interview
Well, it looks like my job interview went very well. The supervisor Maureen that interviewed me said that they definately think that they can place me very soon! They are looking at a place somewhat near my home doing what I was doing at my last job. I would be working in the Worker's Comp field. Scheduling diagnostic procedures. I actually liked that quite well. It pays a decent wage. Just getting my feet back in the work force is actually all I am really looking for at this time anyways. I am not really looking for my life long career or anything. Just something I don't hate, and to get me back into the swing of things so to speak! A nice little pay check sure as heck doesn't hurt at all either now does it? Especially with the HOHOHOlidays fast upon us. OH wait they are HERE aren't they...(shivers at the thought of the presents) So, still keep me in your good luck thoughts. I will keep everyone posted on my progress. They said they will let me know by Monday if I

One For The Ladies (wrong But Funny)
Sing it to the tune of "i will survive" > > >Sing It Girls > >At first I was afraid, I was petrified. >When you said you had 10 inches, Lord I almost died! >But I'd spent so many years just waiting for a man that long, >That I grew strong, And I knew that I could take you on... >But there you are, another lie, I was ready for a Big Mac and >you've brought me a French Fry! I should have known that it >was bulls***t, just a sad pathetic dream Should have known >there was no Anaconda lurking in those jeans! > >Go on now - go, ! Walk out the door, >Don't you promise me 10 inches, then turn up with only 4! >Weren't you a brat to think I wouldn't find you out!? Don't >you know we're only joking when we say size don't count??!! >[Chorus] > >I will survive! I will survive! >Cuz as long as I have batteries, >My sex life's gonna thrive! >I will always have good sex, >with a handful of latex! >I will survive! I will survive! Hey! Hey! > >It to

Thoughts On Government Corruption.
OK, so I seem to do a lot of my real thinking late at night or early in the morning. It probably has something to do with the quiet, the lack of activity and stimulation. My phone's not ringing, my rommate's asleep. Hell, even my cat is curled up, unconcious on the couch. So typically, what I do at this time of night is replay the previous days events and conversations in my mind. One particular conversation seems to stand out from yesterday. I can't remember what sparked the conversation, or even who, specifically, I was talking to, but I was discussing the united states government as it is today. I also read a blog posted by a friend here on CT that touched on the topic of our leadership. (You can read it here at: http://cherrytap.com/blog/29521/120347) What I've come to realise in the last few months is just how broken the system really is. Now, I used to be one of those flag-waving patriotic god-bless-america-she-can-do-no-wrong types. More so after the events of 9/11. But, as

Please Help An Old 38 Year Old Girl Out? Lol
HERE'S THE LINK TO MY PHOTO! PLEASE GO COMMENT AND RATE IT AS MUCH AS YOU CAN! LOVE YOU ALL AND THANKS SO MUCH FOR TAKING THE TIME!!! http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=93659&albumid=138061&i=281962988

You Make Me Sing Love Songs
Deep in my soul A love so strong It takes control Now we both know The secrets bare Feelings show Driven far apart I make a wish On a shooting star That there will come a day Somewhere far away In your arms I'll stay My only love And even though your gone Our love will still live on The feeling is so strong My only love My only love.... Gotta feeling It coudn't be clearer All I want is for you to be nearer Closer to the heart That beats for you Don't you know That I want want wantcha? I need you more Than the air I'm breathin So you better better Be believen That your the only one In this world For this girl I want someone to love To give my everything I just want to be with you Be with you baby Cuz if I had your love I'd have everything I just want to be with you Be with you baby Baby yeah...

Things Have Gone Way Tooooo Far!!!!
I HAVE CAME TO THE CONCLUSION WHY I DONT LIKE FEMALES ALL THAT MUCH!!! THERE ARE ONLY A FEW FEMALES THAT I CAN ACTUALLY STAND TO TALK TO. I REALLY HATE IMMATURE FEMALES. THE ONES WHO SHOULD PROB ACT THEIR AGE! OH WELL BUT NO THIS TIME THERE IS A FEW ON THIS SITE WHO ARE TAKING THINGS WAY TO FUCKIN FAR! IF YOU GET BLOCKED HMMM GOOD SIGN IS THAT WE DONT WANT TO TALK TO YOU ANYMORE DOESNT MEAN YOU NEED TO MAKE A NEW ACCOUT SO YOU CAN HARASS THE SHIT OUT OF US. WOW.. ACTUALLY IM NOT EVEN REALLY WRITING THIS ONE ABOUT ME BECAUSE YEAH EVEN THOUGH THE GIRL THAT WAS HARASSIN ME MADE A NEW ACCOUNT AFTER I BLOCKED HER. I THINK SHE GOT THE POINT THAT I DIDNT WANT TO TALK TO HER... OR MAYBE SHE DIDNT WANT THIS ACCOUNT TO COME UP MISSING, I NOTICED THAT...I DONT PLAY GAMES ANYMORE I GET IT DONE RIGHT AND RIGHT TO THE POINT FUCK ALL THE MONKEY BUSINESS!! ITS STUPID YOU KNOW JUST BECAUSE YOUR MISERABLE DONT MEAN YOU HAVE THE FUCKIN RIGHT TO TRY TO MAKE EVERYONE ELSE MISERABLE, ESSPECIALLY MY FRI

The Ten Tenets Of Radical Paganism
1. ALTERNATE CONSCIOUSNESS The ordinary, rational, daytime, thinking state of consciousness is not the only valid or useful one. Natural substances exist in Nature that allows humans to explore, understand, and utilize other states of consciousness. Sacred substances should never be abused to harmful, hurtful, or injurious ends. Sacred substances should only be used safely & with cautious respect. The restricted & responsible use of psychotropics for religious purposes is a tenet. Natural psychotropics are sacraments. 2. THE CIRCLE A circle has no beginning & no end. It is eternal. A circle is all beginnings & all endings. It is infinite. A circle which circles is a cycle. A cycle which moves is a spiral. The universe, Earth, nature, humankind, & individuals are in a spiral of existence. The question is, where is it going? The Circle is the noun & verb of a Pagan religious service. 3. DIVERSITY Diversity is a virtue. Diversity is necessary for biological & spirit

Peek A Boo From Texas
HEY YALL IM BEHIND 402 VOTES....HOW DID THAT HAPPEN....WHERE ARE ALL MY FRIENDS AT...THANKS TO THOSE OF U AND U KNOW WHO U R WHO REPETEDLY VOTE YER THE BEST.... LOVE N KISSES HERE IS THE PIC LINK HOP TO IT..SEE YALL SUN

My Daddy's Hands
I Remember Daddy's Hands Folded silently in prayer, And reaching out to hold me, When I had a nightmare. You could read quite a story, In the callouses and lines, Years of work and worry, Had left their mark behind. I remember Daddy's hands, How they held my Mother tight, And patted my back, For something done right, There are things that I've forgotten, That I learned about that man, But I'll always remember The love in Daddy's hands. Daddy's hands were soft and kind when I was crying Daddy's hands were hard as steel when I'd done wrong, Daddy's hands weren't always gentle, But I've come to understand, There was always love in Daddy's hands. I remember Daddy's hands, Working till they bled, Sacrificed unselfishly, Just to keep us all fed, If I could do things over, I'd live my life again, And never take for granted, The Love in Daddy's hands.

Forgot To Mention
ages ago I fell across a site called Machinima anyway I thought it was a great idea but couldnt find anyone up for helping me get to understand it, as I was having a chat with Susan tonight she only told me that she was working with the guy who created it and he lives in the same fookin area of Edinburgh as myself. So she is going to tell him about the project and see if he can find me some help, cant wait really.

Kindred Is The Spirit
This is the place. Stand still, my steed,— Let me review the scene, And summon from the shadowy past The forms that once have been. If I could read you like a book Or like a wizard’s glass of old I might discover why you look so cold. We all have a story to tell, the mistakes of our past, break the mold to create who we are today. We learn wisdom from failure much more than from success. We often discover what will do by finding out what will not do; and probably he who never made a mistake never made a discovery. Man ... cannot learn to forget, but hangs on the past: however far or fast he runs, that chain runs with him. Slow me down, Ease the pounding of my heart by the quieting of my mind. Steady my hurried pace with a vision of the eternal reach of time. Give me, amidst the confusion of my day, the calmness of the everlasting hills. Break the tensions of my nerves and muscles with the soothing music of singing streams that live in my memory. Teach me the art

I Like Black Men Cuz Im Fat? Wtf????
i was told today that the only reason i like black men is becuz im fat..hmmmmmm that would be by some ugly white man that wishes that he could have something like me on his arm to walk down the street with...nasty ass, so i left him a comment....seems like everyone be haten today!

I've Been Very Busy Lately...
...so i'm sorry if i haven't stopped by to say hello to anyone most of u don't know...but.. i'm a culinary student, and for one of my classes we had to make a cookbook with a theme.. ..and i couldn't think of anything better than: 'The Dave Matthews Band and Friends Tribute Cookbook some of the recipes include: Murph’s ‘Is This Real or Am I Dreaming?’ Roasted Red Peppers with Mozzarella, Basil, and Angel Hair Brandy’s ‘Sittin on Top of the World with Your Legs Hanging Free’ Five-Spice Salmon with Leeks Stacie’s ‘Kissing Whiskey by the Fire’ Chocolate-Mint Cheesecake Pretty groovy, eh? my email is adsantay@hotmail.com...or you can send me a message w/ yours if you'd like a copy ..peace, love, and dmb ;)

Not Much Better
She is still very ill. The after hours nurse thinks she has Strep and that the office somehow missed it. We will find out for sure tomorrow morning when the second test comes back. Right now I'm just trying to make her comfortable. Having a child that is so sick and miserable takes it all out of you. Especially when they are usually so energetic and chipper. She has been on the couch under a blanket for the most part of the past 72 hours. More good thoughts/vibes if you can spare em. :o) ***kisses*** Sam

Thoughts And Dreams
Thoughts thinking of you I know this love is true It just feels right When I wake I've dreamt of you all night First thing I wanna do Is find a phone and call you We talk for hours at a time Conversations with meening and rhyme Beautiful stories stuck in my mind I'll find my way to your heart with words Writting them down hoping my feelings will be heard As the day goes by I hope and try To cross your mind and be a part of your life I wonder what your doing and where your at And if you've even thought of being with me yet Even though we've never met And i've never even touched your skin I'm honored just to have you as a friend I hope this friendship will never end As the sun goes down and I enter the night Another day gone by and I still havn't lost sight I believe in my heart that we will meet Then I lay my head down to go to sleep And dream of you all over again My beautiful friend Dreaming of you Dreams

Root Beer Contest!!!
Hey all just wanted to invite you all to be apart of my new contest. "FUNNY ROOT BEER PICS CONTEST" there are only a few simple rules: 1. All pics must contain a ROOTBEER or ROOT BEER content. 2. No NUDITY please. 3. Winners will be chosen based on RATES & COMMENTS, You may comment as often as you like. The contest will beginas soon as I have sufficent entries. Just click the dancing banner below to link to my page and leave me a message if you wish to enter. THANX S~E~X~Y.

Here's The Season Gifts Oh Just Please! Lmao
I like.. no love the bulletins that say... "If you really like me" get me these? Ummm.. NO!! iTS always somebody that is on my list that never ever holds a converstation over 5 mins. I mean come on! How hard is that??? lol I just don't get it.. There lucky I don't take them off the list . lol Then there are people who deserve gifts. Like my friend kim.. she sent me a Christmas card. So, She will be getting a nice gift from me on here! Why, Cuz , she's a REAL friend. WE talk longer than 10 mins.. We talk.. chat.. write.. And she knows about giving from the HEART. I hate those .. oh get me something cuz I look so damn good and stop traffic. give it a rest ! lmao I was just chatting about this to my Canadian friend.. she will get a nice gift too! hehehe Whenever I see a bulletin like.. if you lust after me get me this.. Its annoying.. I'll get you something but its not what you want. or deserve.. cuz you don't say anythi

The Garden Of Empty Dreams
There are some Things That stay with You forever I have always Known That I will End up Not lonely But alone Shy but not Scared Wondering why Anyone even Bothered to Care See I had it All once The love we All crave The angel that Rescued me From the wretched And depraved A rose without Thorns The hearts’ Finest days I can carry Love with me From then to The grave There are some Things That stay with You forever If you are Lucky They cause Both smiles and tears

Waiting On A Dream's Return
Unforseen Waiting on a dream's return And I watched and I waited As it all slipped away And the reason She says she just dont know But I know, I said You were never coming back Then I saw her shining on a summer's day and we talked and she smiled and I went falling again Then I told her I really think its better this way Then we cried and we kissed and I watched her pull away And I called her with really nothing left to say and I hoped and I wished it would all just fade away Then I met him the angel who "saved the day" and she laughed and she smiled and I watched them drive away And these feelings just won't fade away but I know, that I know, its better off this way...

My Perspective On Me Kissing Jenn.
This is Illysia. A cuple weeks ago Jenn and I went to a bar and I kissed her. This is how I saw it. I though Jenn was pissed at me all night and i was drunk. I pulled her over to see if she was mad. Her long hair glistened in the light as she gently removed a strand from her face. No, that's a lie. anyways, she said she wasn't mad and was all smiley and I couldn;t hear what she was saying and then I kissed her to show that no one was mad and she pulled back quickly and remarked" what! i was telling you to kiss that guy!" so for her it was awkward. This is now Jenn's perspective of what happened that night. Jenn: ( as written by Illysia, because she's making me) I went over to lindsay who was looking exceptionally hot that night. My thighs quivered with delight.. k no. I wednt over to lindsay to tell her i wasn't mad at her, to come outside with us. Then i repeatedly told her to kiss some guy and started singing the you gotta kiss the girl from the little mermaid. I replaced girl w

Xmas Story
Get out your Kleenex before reading this... A good reminder: take time to appreciate what you have now. On the last day before Christmas, I hurried to go to the supermarket to buy the gifts I didn't manage to buy earlier. When I saw all the people there, I started to complain to myself: 'It is going to take forever here and I still have so many other places to go...' Christmas really is getting more and more annoying every year. How I wish I could just lie down, go to sleep and only wake up after it was over. I started to curse the prices, wondering if kids really play with such expensive toys. While looking in the toy section, I noticed a small boy of about 5 years old pressing a doll against his chest. He kept on touching the hair of the doll and looked so sad. I wondered who this doll was for. Then the li