ok tonight is so shitty i feel as iam loseing everyone i love walks away from me why do i keep getting hurt? why do guys seem to walk all over me am i that stupid i cant see it ? why am i open to all these freaking questions with no answered... oh that's right i know why here's the story i was hanging out with my bestfriend tonight we have known each other sence we were in 3rd grade so thats a pretty long time we we're hangin out around here playing pool just laughen acting (goofy) like we have always had to other friends here b4 i new it i was standing a lone he told me he hated me (tears) streaming down my face i couldn't breath for a second what have i done wrong for everyone to leave me like they do i just want some one to love me for me im smart i love life iam not spoild tonight it felt like my whole life i based it on is a lie i am loseing my friends why?? im am honest person why do guys tend to keep breaking my heart??? someone answer me cause i seriously don't know anymore !!!!!! i feel so lost and empty
