I offically broke up with Chase. I think for good this time!
The other night his dad got on his screen name and started talking to me saying how it's all my fault that he's in trouble with his parents, because he wasn't suppose to have a girlfriend and all. Then my bestfriend started in on me saying how it's all my fault to. I'm not friends with her no more.
I'm sick of the mind games he wants to play. I'm sick of him thinking he's a player and can get any girl that he wants. If it wasn't for his body & his personality he wouldn't of gotten me in the first place. I'm just sick of him and his bullshit he wants to play. I don't want no games. I guess I'm to mature for people these days. Who knows.
His cousin got on talking to me today saying how Chase flirts with all these girls at his games and everything. It's like fuck that I don't need that shit. Then he covers up by saying that he pushes girls away and don't talk to them. I was like yeah, bullshit.
Well people. I'm single again. Not loving it, but there's this guy named Tony I like. The bad thing. He's a year younger then me. He acts mature though. When I'm with him we can just stare into each others eyes forever. I know he likes me, because his eyes tell me so. Can eyes really tell? Or is it just my imagination? Or just me wanting it to be true?