Fubar Blog Posts 4

Dear Ex Wife
*Dear Wife:* *I'm writing you this letter to tell you that I'm leaving you forever. I've been a good man to you for seven years and I have nothing to show for it. These last two weeks have been hell. Your boss called to tell me that you quit your job today and that was the last straw.* *Last week, you came home and didn't even notice that I had a new haircut, had cooked your favorite meal and even wore a brand new pair of silk boxers. You ate in two minutes, and went straight to sleep after watching all of your soaps. You don't tell me you love me anymore; you don't want sex or anything that connects us as husband and wife. Either you're cheating on me or you don't love me anymore. whatever the case, I'm gone.* *Your EX-Husband* *P.S. Don't try to find me. Your SISTER and I are moving away to West Virginia together! Have a great life!* *Dear Ex-Husband -* *Nothing has made my day more than receiving your letter. It's true that you and I have been married for se

Just Wanting To Vent
This is just a vent lol not begging for nothing I hate being broke. Their used to be days in my past where I could afford to buy happy hours but now I can't grrrrrrrrrrr Okay phew vented back to what I was doing

What Each Kiss & Gesture Means .... ;)
Kiss on the stomach; I'm ready. -Kiss on the Forehead; I hope we're together forever. -Kiss on the Ear; You're my everything. -Kiss on the Cheek; We're friends. -Kiss on the Hand; I adore you. -Kiss on the Neck; We belong together. -Kiss on the Shoulder; I want you. -Kiss on the Lips; I love you. ____________________________________________________ What the gesture means... -Holding Hands; We definitely like each other. -Slap on the Butt; That's mine. -Holding on tight; I don't want to let go. -Looking into each other's Eyes; I just plain like you. -Playing with Hair; Tell me you love me. -Arms around the Waist; I like you too much to let go. -Laughing while Kissing; I am completely comfortable with you. ____________________________________________________ -----Advice; Don't ask for a kiss, take one. If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love.

I Don't Know......
Sometimes we say and do things and people don't understand. I got into an argument with my ex earlier and disappeared on someone that I care a lot about and I tried to apologize but I do not think that he wants to hear it. You see he was sending me a file which contained something that he made me. When I got it open it was so pretty that it touched me. And when my ex saw it he got upset and started yelling. So I went to the bathroom and he followed me and we started yelling back and forth and he signed me out of yahoo. And that person not knowing what was going on thought that he made me uncomfortable or upset me when what I felt was far from that. I really hope that I hear from him tonight. I will miss him if I don't. I really wanted to talk to my teddy bear tonight :( but he is upset with me....

Craigslist Ad
Out of boredom last night, I placed an ad on www.craigslist.org. Here's the link: http://inlandempire.craigslist.org/w4m/391135852.html Anyway, I received an email from someone named Robert Donnelly telling me I really need to lose weight before a man will find me attractive. Here is my response to him: http://inlandempire.craigslist.org/w4m/391269480.html After that I got an email from someone named Rob. I have never laughed so hard in my entire life and just HAD to share our email exchange here: Rob: I agree, you need to lose some weight. Sure, you'll get guys telling you that you are beautiful. But they will be out the door the second they get off and no return phone calls. Good luck. Me: Yeah you're probably right. The relationship I was in for 9 years and the last one for 6 years were all hit it and quit it relationships. Thanks for that insight! When men like you can make your dicks bigger, perhaps then I'll lose some weight. Until t

We're A Dying Breed
TO ALL REAL MEN To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait" To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state) to see her. To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes To every guy that would give his seat up. To every guy

Still No Sleep
This insomnia is getting worse. The last 5 nights I have gotten no more than one hour sleep. I've tried TV off, TV on, wine, bananas, and over the counter pain killers but I just can't sleep for more than a few minutes at a time. I know that sleep deprivation causes hallucinations, depression, confusion, and a host of physical problems, but I seem to be healthy by my estimation. Do you guys agree? Yeah? Cool! The little guys in my desk drawer agree, and despite them telling me to pick the Pirates in the Superbowl, I still love them.

Time To Face The Music!!!
Clock is ticking away, and Monday will be here soon enough! You gotta believe how nervous and frightened I am, but in the end I know I will be OK, regardless of what happens! Everyone has been a blessing and kept my ass in gear, and I am blessed to have you all here standing by my side! All of you I will carry in my heart as I have the unenviable task of having to beat cancer a second time! This angel is ready to fly again, and thanks to everyone of you here and a part of my life, that will be so once again! I will write again to let everyone know what has happened! I love you all and know I am far from beaten - I go into this the strongest I have been in as many days! The Black Winged Angel will soar again! Steve Vai Videos | Ringtones | St. Paul Homes

Im A Horrible Person!
Ok Im not horrible LMAO but I have been neglecting my online duties in exchange for living my life. Ive been hanging out with a local friend a lot, something I miss doing. Most of my friends have been online for so long I cant even remember the last time I just hung out with anyone! Its great to have a life, but I feel bad that Im not on as much as I used to be. :( I hope no one forgot about me! I dont get rated anymore, my points stay the same, I get very few comments, except from my sweetpea Synfully (Love ya babe!) and some random comments from various friends, but I dont get much else. Ya'll forgot about poor Skoobz didnt you. :( I shall go cry now. :(

New Erotic Story
While I am gone on this trip I hope to find some time to sit down with my lap top (which I rarely take with me) and rattle out some story or two. It has been far too long since I wrote my last erotic story. Any suggestions on the subject, plot, place, etc., for the next story?

A Mesican
A Mesican from the valley found himself in San Antonio and decided to approach a prostitute down on the River Walk. He asked her, "How mush do you sharge for the hour?" "$100," she replied. "Do you do Mesican style?" he asked. Not knowing exactly what this was, she refused. He tried to sweeten the deal and said, "I'll pay you $300 to do it Mesican style." Again she declined. Being the persistent type, he laid down a final offer. "I'll give you $500 to go Mesican style with me! What do you say?" Finally, she agrees, thinking, "Well I've been in the game for over ten years now. I've been there and done that, and had every kind of request from weirdoes from all over the world. How kinky could Mesican style be?" After an hour of every possible way and position, she turned to him and said, "That was fantastic, but I was expecting something perverted and disgusting. Where does the 'Mesican style' come in?" The Mesican popped open a can of beer and replied, "I pay you next Friday when

Womens Public Restrooms
When you have to visit a public bathroom, you usually find a line of women, so you smile politely and take your place. Once it's your turn, you check for feet under the stall doors. Every stall is occupied. Finally, a door opens and you dash in, nearly knocking down the woman leaving the stall. You get in to find the door won't latch. It doesn't matter, the wait has been so long you are about to wet your pants! The dispenser for the modern "seat covers" (invented by someone's Mom, no doubt) is handy, but empty. You would hang your purse on the door hook, if there was one, but there isn't - so you carefully, but quickly drape it around your neck, (Mom would turn over in her grave if you put it on the FLOOR!), yank down your pants, and assume " The Stance." In this position your aging, toneless thigh muscles begin to shake. You'd love to sit down, but you certainly hadn't taken time to wipe the seat or lay toilet paper on it, so you hold "The Stance." To take

A London Guy
wow this is my first day on here and i think my necks' crooked due the amout of time i've spent hunched over the laptop. great sight you all are very awesome, i just wanna know how u can find woman from the UK, not saying the USA girls are inferiour, there just so far away lol

Today's Adventures At The Indiana Bmv
I went to the BMV today to get my name changed on my drivers license. When I got there the girl said "We can't do that without a court order signed by a judge" I said "No problem and pull one out" She then said "That's no good without an current drivers license" So I pull out my drivers license and handed it to her. She looked at it for a couple of minutes and said "You just got this a month ago" I told that was because I got the motorcycle endorsement added then. She looked at it for a few more seconds and finally said "I am going to need proof you born" I said "Excuse me?" She said "This court order is useless unless you can prove you were born" I said "The fact that I am standing in front of you is proof I was born!" She said "I don't know that" So I turn around and left. True story!!

Justice
I just heard from my exes mom. The man who killed Wayne back in November (see other blog) has finally been arrested. He was arrested in June. So 7 months later but I guess better late than never. He has been charged with a DUI and involuntary manslaughter. Sandy (exes mom) has to fill out a family report. Something that more or less says what the family went through and what shape Wayne was in and what caused his death. This will be taken before a Grand Jury. I will post what happens after the Grand Jury decides. I also know from a friend on the inside with the Mississippi police that this guy has previous DUIs he has been charged with. I don't know what that will affect but I'm sure it will be brought up to the Grand Jury as well.

Simple And Innocent
Play full and joyfull Simple and innocent Just friends fooling around Simple and innocent A healer lending a ear Simple and innocent Nothing wanted Simple and innocent Something gained Simple and innocent How could this be Simple and innocent Not supposed to happen Simple and Innocent No contact Simple and Innocent Confuzzeld by a four letter word Simple and Innocent This can't be right Simple and Innocent Late nights of simply talking Simple and Innocent A Fantasy turn reallity Simple and Innocent Little things thats all it was Simple little things that made me fall in love Innocent to all things but what my heart felt Simple and Innocent My realty fought my fantasy's Confussed and Blinded Didn't see it Confussed and blinded Couldn't hide it Confussed and blinded All ways happy talking with you Confussed and blinded This ain't right Confussed and blinded Miles and milses a

Titled Daddy......i Miss You!
This was writen last year for Fathers day, I did not know it would be my last one with him. Daddy Daddy when I fell you wiped away my tears, when I was scared you took away my fears. Daddy you taught me right from wrong, you tried to teach Brandie and me to get along. Daddy over the years I've grown strong, knowing in your home I will always belong. Daddy you gave me hope when I had none, staying by my side till every job was done. Daddy you taught me to bowl, sing and dance, pushing me harder when there was a new chance. Daddy I told you to "twise it" and you tired, when it worked you laughed until you cried. Daddy you might not know what you mean to me, but one day you will see. Daddy you've seen me at my worst and best, teach me more as I go through the rest. By Candis Thomas for Dwight Holt written May 2006

My Favorite Baseball Fans
So I took a trip up north 2 hours to Anaheim stadium to see the Boston Angel game. As you all know I LOVE the Red Sox. I took my 6 month old son with me so he could experience his first Sox game, although he probaly won't remember it. So I am walking through crowds of people, To my surprise there was alot of sox fans it was so awesome. My seats were so far up! it was crazy steep too! I am walkin up these stairs with Lee in one arm and my stroller in the other with my diaper bag around my neck all these damn angel fans just watch me some even give dirty looks. Out of the sea of red a navy blue familiar hat stands up, a sox fan walks down the stairs grabs the stroller and diaper bag and helps me up to my seat. He couldn't of been nicer. I showed him my ticket and he's like looks like your sittin with us! :) I was so happy I got to sit with a group of sox fans nicest people ever! They were out here from New England visiting family. The sad part of the night was we lost :( but we didn't sw

If You Want To Know Why I Was Leaving
WELL FIRST I WANT TO SAY I HATE DRAMA AND THE LAST THING I AM TRYING TO DO IS KEEP THIS GOING.... SO THE ONLY REASON I AM EVEN POSTING THIS IS BECAUSE MANY OF MY CLOSE FRIENDS HAVE BEEN ASKING AND IT IS A LONG STORY... SO I'M TRYING TO SAVE ME A LITTLE TIME AND TYPING LOL ~~IT STARTED A FEW DAYS AGO WITH A BULLETIN THAT WAS POSTED SAYING I WAS AGAINST THE MILITARY AND VETS... IT HAD ASKED PEOPLE (MILITARY) TO UNFAN ME, I LOST 200 FANS OVER IT, IT GOT DELETED AFTER 30 MINUTES, BUT IT WAS TOOO LATE HAD ALREADY REPOSTED SEVERAL TIMES... ANYONE THAT KNOWS ME KNOWS THIS IS A CROCK OF SHIT (COOLEST GUY EVER IS ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS ON HERE HE'S IN IRAQ AND WOLFSPIRIT WHO I TALK TO EVERYDAY IS A VET) SEVERAL PEOPLE SEEN IT AND JUMPED TO MY DEFENSE ON THIS... SRY NOT NAMING ANY NAMES ON WHO POSTED OR HELPED ME~~ ~~SO THEN I'M SITTING HERE AND MY SHOUTBOX IS GOING ON AND ON, WELL KNOWING I CAN'T REPLY IN IT I WASN'T REALLY PAYING ATTENTION TO THE ARROWS, SOME WANTED TO SEE NSFW PICS, ET

Back Home
Heya friends! Well I am back home again after visiting my family for 2 weeks for my sisters wedding. I had a wonderful time all but getting a bad cold while I was there. I am getting over it now, almost gone. :D I just hated being sick while I was up there and durning her wedding. All in all I had a great time. I am glad to be back home now and able to come on here a lot more and visit with you all. I wished I could haved stayed a few days longer but thats okay. I got to spend a lot of time with my family and my pets. I just miss them all so much now. hehe. How has everyone been? :) Girly glitter comments from www.GirlyTags.com

Life Is Moving Too Fast
Well, seems like I have barely gotten back from WLC. I thought I had a month to get ready for my deployment, and it seems like it is supposed to be next week. I have a month and 1 day till I will be singing "I'm leaving on a jet plane...." It is going to be sad. I am going to miss so much in that year. My oldest son will start First Grade, at least I"ll be there for the first day. Worse off, I'll miss my middle son, Wesley's Kindergarten year. I'll be there for the first 2 days. It will be the first Christmas I haven't gotten to wake the family up at Midnight, all of us open up our presents, and then after lunch, we all take a nice long nap. Then I'll be missing birthdays, New Year's Eve, Beer, fishing, hunting, and so many other things that I have taken for granted for so long. Guess I am just worried. I know that Kuwait is a fairly safe location, but stuff still happens. How will I be remembered? Will I be remembered? Could also be how much me and the wife hav

Sex
SUNDAY MORNING SEX... I will never hear church bells ringing again without smiling. Upon hearing that her elderly grandfather had just passed away, Katie went straight to her grandparent's house to visit her 95-year-old grandmother and comfort her. When she asked how her grandfather had died, her grandmother replied, "He had a heart attack while we were making love on Sunday morning." Horrified, Katie told her grandmother that 2 people nearly 100 years old having sex would surely be asking for trouble. "Oh no, my dear," replied granny. "Many years ago, realizing our advanced age, we figured out the best time to do it was when the church bells would start to ring. It was just the right rhythm. Nice and slow and even. Nothing too strenuous, simply in on the Ding and out on the Dong." She paused to wipe away a tear, and continued, "He'd still be alive if the ice cream truck hadn't come along."

My Prayer!
My Prayer Before I lay me down to sleep, I pray for a man, who's not a creep, One who's handsome, smart and strong One who loves to listen long, One who thinks before he speaks, One who'll call, not wait for weeks. Pulls out my chair and opens my door, Massages my back and begs to do more. Oh! Send me a man who'll make love to my mind, Knows what to answer to "how big is my behind?" I pray that this man will love me to no end, And always be my very best friend.

Drama Queens
Have you ever known someone that always throws a fit when things dont go their way? let me tell you I have had my share on here. and not all of them are women.... LOL if you know a few please post about them here so my drama queen will have company

I Dont Understand It
why is it that some people in this world just dont want to be happy. they do things to themselves to purposely make their lives miserable. i know this kid that has so much potential..hes insanely smart. he dropped out of highschool, decided it wasnt for him, hasnt tried to get his ged, and doesnt plan on going to college, his dad is willing to give him a brand new gar if he just gets off his ass and gets his ged but nope. hed rather rely on other people to drive him around. then he has the balls to complain about how shitty his life is. he comes to parties bleeding everywhere from carving random crap into his arms. it really makes me sad. i know this kid has a good heart and a lot of potential but it just doesnt matter to him. why cant he just try and be happy. look at me, ive just lost my best friend in the world. my mother. the one person whose always been there for me through thick and thin. when my dad was trashed and taking out his frustration on me shes the one who would save me.

~*deliciously Evil*~
I'm a simple woman with simple interests. You will never have to go out of your way to please me. I guess you can say I'm a giver. I love making people happy. I'm a people person. I am a single mom of four beautiful daughters and the most important interest I have right now is making my daughters happy. Seeing them smile makes me smile. So whatever they feel like doing, you will probably see me doing it with them. Acting out the latest drama between Barbie and her friends, playing Mary Kay, watching "Flicka" 3 times a day, having the snarls RIPPED out of my head because they want to do my hair, reading....anything that brings that beautiful laughter out of their soul. I would rather spend a Saturday night watching movies with them than have a night out on the town with my friends. As for the men. It's all about treating the man I am with as my king. A dinner date, a picnic in the park, play fighting in leaves on an autumn day. Running through the house spraying one another with w

So I Wrote Babyj
Mike, my name is Van, aka Captain Cooter. I've been making a bitchfit in the mumms lately, and written a blog saying all my feelings. Please, take a moment to read this: My thoughts. It may be a little long, but please read it all, all 3 blogs in Social Concepts...if you haven't already. Mike, I used to love this site. However I'm tired of being treated like a child. I've been mad for quite some time, but the latest trend in the mumms has been a catalyst for me. I apologize for going about this in the manner I have instead of coming to you directly, however I wanted to see if I was alone in my views. A lot of the older members to your site have disappeared, or are fuming quietly. The newer members are pissed about trivial things like the bouncer checks. I don't really know what to say that isn't mentioned in my blogs, but I do want to stress this one point: I used to love this site, and I want to love it again. I know that it can be great, but the moderators need to be moderat

The Bullshit...
Okay this is to all you drama causing bitches...I am tired of all your he said she said bullshit...get a life..You wanna make someones life hell because you are either jealous or just plain aint happy with your lives...well get over yourselves and move on...if you aint happy change ya life style..and if you jealous stop being...because there aint no need to be...and if you wanna cause shit...then do it to someone else because you aint gonna bring your bullshit to my door... Mandie...I love ya girl...Keep ya head up and remember i am here for you and if people wanna fuck with you remember to always smile and say fuck you get over yourself...and remember they hate on us cause they can't be us... Tara...I know we have just become friends...But i will be there to back you 100% no matter what is going on...and let them be jealous and try to have what you have...because they aint gonna get it... Mary...as for you...i love you auntie...and i am always here for you no matter what...yo

My Snap Out
I have been asked not to say any names at this moment...but I have to know...how can someone who says the love you and then turn around and tell someone else you love them...i don't see it...i don't see why you have to lie about your back round..why can't you be truthful about who you are..why you are always so fucking hateful to people you will have to deal with in your life because of the person you are with...Are you jealous you aren't them...are you jealous because you don't have what they have...are you jealous because i have his son and you don't...is that the reason why you hate me so much...or is it because i was right about you from the start...i don't understand you...I mean you can lay down with a man make love to him tell him you wanna marry him and spend your life with him but then the min you get online you wanna tell another man you love him...i am sorry you are fucked up..do you know what love is...have you ever exprenced love before...or is it all a game to you...or is

Bouncer Resignation
I have sent my resignation as a bouncer, i am moving and going to college, and wont be able to keep up with my duties as bouncer, so i have decided to resign for now, and will probably return as a bouncer in the future, but for now, i am just gonna stick with helping out and supporting the fubar staff team as much as i can. Thank you all, Vampiro

What And The Hell Is In A Womens Head?
My father once explained it as a man and women are standing from different vantage points and no matter where you stand you will never see it from the same perspective as a women. I am not sure if it is chemistry or what but there is a reason why the older you get the less you know about women as a whole. I strongly feel they hold far too much power over men. Only a women can have you higher then high only to slam you back to earth the same day. Maybe it's because men live life with logic and strategy while women are all over the place using nothing more the emotion. All I know at this point is always expect the unexpected and try not to care too much because they come and go out of your life with little remorse

The Monster Of Mumms
Make up my mind: It is a boring concept..to write a mumm. Help me decide a or b....how dull. However, the users on this site have turned it into something different. It has turned into a gathering place of friends and like-minded individuals. It's no longer so much a question-asking format..as much as a topic format. There is a feel and theme to every mumm. The same people will talk to the same others across 3 or 4 mumms..sometimes at the same time, and every conversation would have a different tone. The format of the mumm system layout perpetuates this. A collection of conversations, easy to navigate across, with people you like talking to. Sometimes the conversation has nothing to do with what is posted...sometimes it does. I was asked if it was the points that made the mumms so popular...no. The points have ruined the mumms. Ask any regular and you will hear the same. The mumm community is made up of the ones that go there often, and have been there for a while. When one first

Help Wikid
Wikid is in a contest and it's a really close one. If you could stop by and drop some comments it would be greatly appreciated. Rates count too. She is up against a great bombing team and all she has is her friends. We are doing our best to keep her in the lead.

♥ Shell ♥
Guess what! I have one of the most amazing people here, hands down, no questions asked! This lovely woman is there for you no matter what! I love this woman so much I'd make her my babies momma...ya know, if that were humanly possible between the two of us. :) When you have a spare moment, go lay some love down on this sexy thang!! In fact, I don't care if you don't have the spare minute, you need to stop what you're doing and show her some love!!!!! On top of making yourself an awesome new friend, she also pays back every ounce of love shown to her, she's not just looking for points, she's looking for friends, and I have the best ones out there, so go show Shell what we're all about!!!

Pls Spare Me A Few Mins
Ok everyone, im stuck on this level and i cant get off lol. Ive helped so many people on here level up and theres only a few that return love. So please everyone if you just rate a few pics or stash it will help me lots :p Thank you everyone that takes a few mins to read this and help me x x x x x S h e l l

Great Speeches
If you are able, save for them a place inside of you and save one backward glance when you are leaving for the places they can no longer go. Be not ashamed to say you loved them, though you may or may not have always. Take what they have left and what they have taught you with their dying and keep it with your own. And in that time when men decide and feel safe to call the war insane, take one moment to embrace those gentle heros you left behind. Major Michael Davis O'Donnell January 1 , 1970 Dak. To Vietnam

Southern Survivor
SOUTHERN SURVIVOR Because of the popularity of the Survivor shows, several southern TV stations are joining together and are planning to do their own,entitled: "SURVIVOR-- SOUTHERN STYLE" The contestants will start in Alabama, travel over to Georgia and on to South Carolina. From there they will head up to North Carolina and over to Tennessee. They will then proceed down to mississippi and Louisiana finally ending up back in Alabama. Each will be driving a pink Volvo with New Jersey license plates and large bumper stickers that read: I'm Gay, I'm a Vegetarian, NASCAR Sucks, Go Yankees; Bush for another 4years in 2008,and Deer Hunting is Murder! The first one that makes it back to Montgomery alive, wins.

Weeeee
Ok so I had my interview for the Sylvan Learning Center this week. It went well, but now I*m waiting to see if the head lady in charge wants to meet with me. She's on vacation this week, so I probably won't hear from her until Monday or Tuesday! We'll see!! On another note...I received a call this morning from a middle school only 20 minutes from my house. They wanted to interview with me tomorrow morning for a 7th/8th grade Language Arts position...talk about NERVEWRACKING holy cow...Lol I*m going to be a mess tomorrow!!!! Pray for me please!!!! I*ll keep ya all posted on how it goes ;o)

Im Doing This For The Real "island Lovely"
WELL I GUESS I WILL TELL YOU GUYS ALL ABOUT MYSELF.... I AM THE MOST EASY GOING GUY YOU WILL EVER MEET,I LOVE TO MAKE PEOPLE LAUGH, I ALSO LOVE TO SAY OFF THE WALL STUFF JUST TO GET A REACTION OUT OF PEOPLE.....I GREW UP ON A DAIRY FARM WHERE I LEARNED VERY EARLY THE CORRECT WAY TO GENTLY PULL ON NIPPLES....LOL THAT MADE ME LAUGH....I ALWAYS HAVE A SMILE ON MY FACE, LETS SEE THE REASON I HAVE THE WORDS VOICE OVER BITCH AFTER MY NAME IS,I DO IMPRESSIONS OF ABOUT 20 DIFF PEOPLE AND CARTOON CHARACTERS AND I WAS DOING VOICE OVERS FOR DJ'S , SO IF YOU WANT A VOICE OVER HIT ME UP.....UM LETS SEE I AM NOT USED TO TALKING ABOUT MYSELF, I ALMOST FEEL GAY DOING THIS LOL..... WHICH BRINGS ME TO MY NEXT TOPIC I LOVE LESBIANS, I HAVE ALOT IN COMMON WITH THEM... MY FAVORITE CONVERSATIONS ARE ABOUT SEX, POOP, BREAST, HEMEROIDS, MUDDIN, HUNTING, FISHING.... OK I CAN TALK ABOUT ANYTHING BUT SEX AND POOP ARE THE FUNNIEST, LIKE WHEN YOUR HAVING SEX AND YOU HEAR YOUR SWEATY BELLIES TOUCHING AND MAKING T

Spouses
What in the world would possess someone to make up this cyber world marriage . I am not trying to knock anyone , but come on ..... It almost has me put off on the whole just chatting with people on here because of the imppression it gives . I saw where some people were very proud to display this Fubar marriage certificate and photoshopped marriage pics . Kinda of freaky if you ask me . The cyber world to me is not the real world , and to see some people be completely and totally serious about a CT spouse makes me scared of some of the fantasy world( makes me wonder who might be a nutjob )people I might run accross. So could someone please explain the desire behind having a wife that you may never ever meet in person ???? Please ...

Funny Ha Ha
heres another one to add to my collection!!! lmao dave plays...: im dave im in ny im 32,..i posted a mumm no one likes,.ok nwo you knwo me ->dave plays...: no, I dont know you dave plays...: dont^ dave plays...: you odnt hat eme do ya? dave plays...: lol,.all in funn,.no hard feelings ->dave plays...: ooh ur comment really hurt my feelings, agian STFU and get off my page dave plays...: why you so mean? lol

Lmfao Just Had To Add This To My Collection
DEAR WIFE: I'M WRITING YOU THIS LETTER TO TELL YOU THAT I'M LEAVING YOU FOR GOOD. I'VE BEEN A GOOD MAN TO YOU FOR SEVEN YEARS AND I HAVE NOTHING TO SHOW FOR IT. THESE LAST TWO WEEKS HAVE BEEN HELL. YOUR BOSS CALLED TO TELL ME THAT YOU HAD QUIT YOUR JOB TODAY AND THAT WAS THE LAST STRAW. LAST WEEK, YOU CAME HOME AND DIDN'T EVEN NOTICE THAT I HAD GOTTEN A NEW HAIR CUT, COOKED YOUR FAVORITE MEAL AND EVEN WORE A BRAND NEW PAIR OF SILK BOXERS. YOU CAME HOME AND ATE IN TWO MINUTES, WENT STRAIGHT TO SLEEP AFTER WATCHING ALL YOUR SOAPS. YOU DON'T TELLL ME YOU LOVE ME ANYMORE,YOU DON'T WANT SEX ANYMORE, WHATEVER THE CASE IS, I'M GONE. YOUR EX-HUSBAND P.S DON'T TRY TO FIND ME. YOUR SISTER AND I ARE MOVING AWAY TO WEST VIRGINIA TOGETHER! HAVE A GREAT LIFE! DEAR EX-HUSBAND NOTHING HAS MADE MY DAY MORE THAN RECEIVING YOUR LETTER. IT'S TRUE THAT YOU AND I HAVE BEEN MARRIED FOR SEVEN YEARS, ALTHOUGH A GOOD MAN IS A FAR CRY FROM WHAT YOU'VE BEEN. I WATCH MY SOAPS SO MUCH BECAUS

I Need Some Mad Love!!!! :)
OOOOOOOOOOOH I GOT A REAL HOT THING WITH GUYS AND GOATIES.... LOL.. I ALWAYS HAVE .. DONT KNOW WHY... LOL.. :o :) BUT GUYS WITH GOATIES REALLY ROCK MY F*CKIN SOCKS...... :p AND ROCKERS IN BAND... :) IM A GOOD GIRL GONE BAD.... :p LOL.... SHOW ME SOME LOVE.... ROCKERS AND GOATIES TURN ME ON... I LOVE THE BAD BOYS.... :) ALWAYS HAVE ALSO.... NEVER GREW OUT OF IT.. LOL I AM SOO SINGLE AND LOOKIN FOR A MAN... TURN THIS SINGLE GIRL INTO A SEXY ROCKIN FUBAR WIFE FOR THEM!!!! :) AND CRUSH ME LIKE IT HURTS.... :p :o :p

What Is Forgiving?
What is forgiving? Forgiving is giving up all claims on the one who has hurt you and letting go of the emotional consequences of the hurt. How can we do that? It's done at the price of beating back our pride. By nature we are selfish. Forgiving by definition is unselfish. Being hurt by another person wounds our pride. Pride stands in the way of forgiveness! • When most people think of forgiveness, they think of changing their feeling toward someone who has wronged them, of teary-eyed sweetness replacing anger and a thirst for revenge. But forgiveness is not a feeling at all. It is a choice you make, which may go against every self-centered fiber of your being. So forget the easy, mushy sentiment that the world inserts into the idea. True, you may feel some emotions when you forgive, perhaps gladness at being reconciled and close again. But if you are acting only on sentimental impulse, there's no assurance that your forgiveness will last beyond that impulsive moment. True forgivenes

A True Soul Mate!
Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you've never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can't wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you b

Because A Few Bad Apples.......
Okay, it appears that I am having to bring the rules back to the table. Before you comment on my pics, before you send me an e-mail, before you send me shout - keep in mind that I am still a fucking human being! I'm someone's daughter, someone's sister and most importantly someone's girlfriend. Regardless of what I choose to show, regardless of how little I choose to show, be an adult and stop acting like a damn 8th grade boy going through puberty! Comments telling me how you wanna do me does NOT turn me on. Think about how you would want someone to speak to your girlfriend, your sister, or your mama before you decide to try to send me ANYTHING! The rules are simple...I'm a human being and you may not agree with what I'm saying but you WILL respect it. Comments that I am personally offended by - WILL be deleted with QUICKNESS! If you mouth off to me about it - you will be deleted with QUICKNESS! If you're looking for a little porn chick - move on to the next page because I ain

Ten Rules For Dating My Daughter
Rule One: If you pull into my driveway and honk you'd better be delivering a package, because you're sure not picking anything up. Rule Two: You do not touch my daughter in front of me. You may glance at her, so long as you do not peer at anything below her neck. If you cannot keep your eyes or hands off of my daughter's body, I will remove them. Rule Three: I am aware that it is considered fashionable for boys of your age to wear their trousers so loosely that they appear to be falling off their hips. Please don't take this as an insult, but you and all of your friends are complete idiots. Still, I want to be fair and open minded about this issue, so I propose this compromise: You may come to the door with your underwear showing and your pants ten sizes too big, and I will not object. However, in order to ensure that your clothes do not, in fact, come off during the course of your date with my daughter, I will take my electric nail gun and fasten your trousers secure

Funny....
A woman pregnant with triplets was walking down the street when a masked robber ran out of a bank and shot her three times in the stomach. Luckily the babies were OK. The surgeon decided to leave the bullets in because it was too risky to operate. She gave birth to two healthy daughters and a healthy son. All was fine for 16 years, and then one daughter walked into the room in tears. "What's wrong?" asked the mother. "I was taking a tinkle and this bullet came out," replied the daughter. The mother told her it was okay and explained what happened 16 years ago. About a week later the second daughter walked into the room in tears. "Mom, I was taking a tinkle and this bullet came out." Again the mother told her not to worry and explained what happened 16 years ago. A week later her son walked into the room in tears. "It's okay" said the Mom, "I know what happened You were taking a tinkle and a bullet came out." "No," said the boy, "I was playing with myself a

Needing To Vent...
I hope you all understand that I need to vent right now...so you can either take this blog or leave it...I just want to get it off my chest. I am in a funk right now. That's what I call it when I am depressed. So many good things and positive changes in my life and all I want to do is either cry or sleep the days away. Seems like no matter what I do or say to people, they are either mad at me or treat me like an idiot. I'm getting really tired of it too. People always ask me what I want to do or eat or something and I will give them my opinion. They blow me off and tell me they have a better and smarter idea. WTF! Why even ask then? I don't think my mind or body can keep up with everything going on right now in my life. Maybe that's why I hide in my room most the day lately. I don't know how to explain how I feel except to say...I feel like an unwelcome guest in my own house. My youngest daughter is kinda funny tho. She thinks I am getting old....too old to not

Sensual
We meet in the doorway, the moonlight through the windows casting a silver sheen on your raven tresses. The candles give a golden glow to the ivory negligee that parts just enough to allow me a glimpse of your silken breasts yet still hiding the treasures of your secret places. We speak no words, but enfold each other in a tender embrace. I gently turn your face up to kiss you, your cheeks, your neck, your eyes, and finally your sweet lips. As we kiss, you move your body so your thigh is pressing my awakening flesh and mine can feel the rising heat of you. The negligee slips from your shoulders and falls to the floor, as does my robe, so we may stand skin on skin as we caress each other. Back, shoulders, arm, hair, all come under our questing touch. As your lips part to receive that intimate kiss, my hands of their own accord reach down to cup the sensuous curves of your bottom and draw you nearer to me. You guide us to the bed and we lower to it still holding each other. I gently t

Incredibly Shrinking Friends List
Well, for those of you who actually pay attention to my homepage you might notice a few changes, but there is one I wanted to discuss...:D I call it the incredibly shrinking friends list. Now I can honestly say that everyone on my friends list has something about them I like whether it be Oro.Iterum and Coribell who are my dearest friends EVER, down to a few other people I have added just because they post really cool pics, but I can say with 98% of them that I actually like at least something about them and they all get my stamp of approval, so check them out peoples...:D Now I can say it, love all of you guys, and I'm glad to be rid of the people who just waste your space on the friends list, so please meet each other and rejoice. Ok, I think I need sleep, I'm not making any sense to me, but I just wanted to say thank you for being cool with me. P.s. The 12 stones album "Potters Field" is pretty good, I suggest checking it out. P.s.s. My poor penguin from the picture

Someone Was Introduced
Ok so here are me and catherine heading off to work this morning to get a job, so we got one for this afternoon which was great. Well we headed on the bus on our way to work till we sat at a bus stop for 2 hours or so to find out the other bus wasn't running till tommorow morning so here's catherine not to happy about the whole deal cause we wasted our time and never got paid for it which is what they're supposed to. So we were heading home and i saw something realy nice :P, got distracted and started walking towards the road, catherine turned around to see what i was looking at then as she was turning her head to look forward again *WACK* the side of her head bounced off the pole. :P Thought i'd share that with ya ;)

Red.dots.galore.
"The World Is Our Bedsheet We Share A Geography Now.." MAC LOVES BARBIE COLLECTION Substancial Moments have to still happen., and it seems like my less than adamant feet have been doing the round of late night usuals,(rey, john, ricardo, sara) or perhaps the trips out of town that seemed to have succumbed my friends and I, on the road, and always flowing to what were wearing or some kind of au naturel high I believe, that could lead to anything from politics to religion in split seconds. . And because Ive become such a workaholic, and the promotion has been fairly critical, its enough to say that Ive been indulging and making things decadent as much as i didnt intend to. And It has begun to take luscious cycles once again.,..stampeding On Books, lovely impulsive buys at the cosmetic counters and our spontaneous road trips to...wherever johns Car leads us....and im always buying those utterly cute super shorts, well, because its almost spring time, and looking i

A Very Old Man Lay Dying In His Bed
A very old man lay dying in his bed. While in death's doorway, he suddenly smelled the aroma of his favorite chocolate chip cookies wafting up the stairs. He gathered his remaining strength and lifted himself from the bed. Leaning against the wall, he slowly made his way out of the bedroom, and with even greater effort forced himself down the stairs, gripping the railing with both hands. With labored breath, he leaned against the door frame, gazing into the kitchen. Were it not for death's agony, he would have thought himself already in heaven. There spread out on the newspapers on the kitchen table were literally hundreds of his favorite chocolate chip cookies. Devoted wife, seeing to it that he left this world a happy man? Mustering one great final effort, he threw himself toward the table. The aged and withered hand, shaking, made its way to a cookie at the edge of the table, when it was suddenly smacked with a spatula by his wife. "Stay out of those" she said, "they're for

Does It Matter?
Does it matter,if I hurt? Does it matter,if I cry? Does it matter,to you when my life is at its smallest tormoil that it is huting me! Does it matter to you,if i died tonight. Does it matter to you,i was in tears over you. Does it matter to you,if life is on its end. Does it matter to you,how you make me or make life feel to me. Does it matter to you,if i was sick and not able to do anything? DOes my life matter to you at all?

Perfect Date?
~~~If you had the chance to go on a date with me and you had a whole 24 hours ~what would it be like.... Or would you even really want to spend time with me...It would be in your best interst to be very open and upfront with me...Cause I am wanting to see what the hell I am missing out on~~~

Cherished Friend
God must have known there would be times We'd need a word of cheer Someone to praise a triumph Or brush away a tear. He must have known we'd need to share The joy of "little things" In order to appreciate The happiness life brings. I think he knew our troubled hearts Would sometimes throb with pain At trials and misfortunes Or some goals we can't attain. He knew we'd need the comfort Of an understanding heart To give us strength and courage To make a fresh, new start. He knew we'd need companionship Unselfish...lasting...true, And so God answered the heart's great need With a CHERISHED FRIEND....like you.

3 New Contestants Needing Your Help
Three new contestants need your love.... US Maverick needs help... very close contest needs 20K, ends on the 20th I think, first to 20K mansion wins Krzy Sherry in a sexy eyes contest, come show her some luv.... first to 15K wins.. I'll corect if I'm wrong... lets help lexi tonight. Lets show lex how its done. Lexi dragon girl needs your help --> 1 K needed to finish her give away. She'd like to finish out tomorrow in the daytime...

First Day Back At Curves
So Thursday morning after I signed back up while I was there I was shown how to use the machines and went ahead and did my first workout-felt really good! I slept better yesterday than I have in months 8 solid hours without waking up! I cant tell you how long that has been! My starting measurements,weight, and bodyfat % were rather shocking and as brave as some of you are saying I am for putting myself out there, I am NOT going to post these! LOL I will however post all my monthly check in stats to let you know how I'm improving!I'm hoping this will motivate me to do as much as I can as I will be checking in with all of you as well.I was considering drastically changing my diet as well but decided one lifestyle change at a time will be more successful so for this week I am commiting to working out 4-5 days. Next week I'm going to continue that but add 100 oz water daily- 5 colored bracelets- one for each 20 oz bottle of water I drink- every time I finish one I remove a bracelet.AF

A Heart Of Gold
With a heart made of the purest gold you shine as bright as a star You make happiness feel so real as you touch the hearts of others Seeking out just to find yourself you find love in that one special girl The waves sweep in to try and crumble but the love will always remain deep down..... To Josh with love.... I hope you find true happiness in whomever you you allow deep in your heart. You are a great friend and I only wish you the best... *hugs*

A Trip Not Worth Going To
To whomever reads this blog, I went to a job interview a day early to see a female friend and try to start up a relationship. She told me that she was involded with someone else and that she didn't want anything to do with me anymore. Should I have wished her the best of luck in her relationship. Or option two hope that her relationship ends in disaster along with every person in this world. Now i am starting to belive what people told me at one time that i will never find anybody. Good guys like me will never find anybody. In my opinion a career is mor important than finding that perfect person. Love takes money away from you. If you focus on your career you will not get hurt or worry about it cheating on you. I am not showing any regrets on this blog if i said the wrong thing. It is now time for me to focus on my career and never get hurt agin or get played for a full.

When Is Enough Really Enough
WHEN A MOTHER CAN TELL HER DAUGHTER THAT SHE IS A "FUCKIN SORRY ASS LOW LIFE WORTHLESS DEADBEAT ABUSIVE ,USE PEOPLE PIECE OF SHIT. " THAN TURNS AROUND AND TELL HER DAUGHTER THAN " WE DON'T WANT YOU HERE AND YOU ARE NOT ALLOW OR WELCOME HERE AT ALL ANYMORE. YOU CANNOT COME IN OUR APT." DRUGS REALLY ARE BAD AND CAUSE PEOPLE TO SAY AND DO HURTFUL THINGS...APPEARENTLY THE LACK OF DRUGS DOES THE SAME THING.... WHAT WOULD U DO? HOW WOULD U FEEL? HOW R U SUPPOST TO REACT TO THAT? WRITTEN BY THE DAUGHTER! (ME)

Lightworkers
Are you a lightworker ? "A lightworker is someone who feels compelled to help the earth in a spiritual way, through teaching, healing, prayer, writing & speaking or some other way that sends light and love to others or the environment." As a Lightworker, you have a very important contract to fulfill, and it begins with listening to and following the Divine guidance messages you're getting. Lightworkers are generally in their 30's or older, and volunteered before birth to help Earth and its population at this changing time, as we evolve into our spiritual awakening and Earth changes as we approach 2012. 11:11 Millions of people have one thing in common; they keep seeing the numbers 11:11. These people come from all countries, all races, walks of life, and levels of awareness "Something IS happening and it's more real than any of us can imagine." A Greater Reality is being inserted into our everyday lives. The next time you see the 11:11, stop and feel the subt

Watching The Sunrise!
This morning I sat and watched the sunrise over the mountains. It was a clear, crisp morning and the sky was a deep shade of purple. I could not help but think of you. I was wondering what dream you were dreaming at that very moment. As I sat, I saw the darkness turn to light and all the vibrant colors came to life Again, my thoughts returned to you, and with that awesome beauty before me, I thought how wonderfully colorful you have made my life. After a short time sitting and watching, the day began with jubilant light. As the light became more intense, I felt as though you hadvjoined me there. Just for a moment, I felt your presence, and the warmth of your touch. As the reality set in, that you were not there, a sadness came over me. Just for one moment, sadness that we were separated by so many miles..or are we? Were you there with me? Did you see the same sunrise I saw? Did you hear the words, "I love you" whispered when I spoke? All these things, I feel when I

Your Submissive Sinner
Your submissive Sinner by Raindear816© (sweet lil wicked one) Your submissive Sinner Tracing me with suede tendrils of a flogger You make me beg to die a thousand deaths; to feel Your power behind each lash. Dangling in chains; bound in ecstasy You tease me, leaving my sex swollen and swampy, with nipples clamped; sending jolts to my clit. You lead me to the edge... only to withdraw and pull me back to the reality of Your power behind the tentacles of the blessed suede. Until I gnash my teeth, cursing You for tormenting me, I challenge your control. A submissive, irreverent; no longer singing Your sweet praises of worship; damning You instead... for taunting me. Calmly, deliberately, You remind me of Your religion; to sanctify me, the submissive sinner with each lash of suede. Washing me clean with my own orgasm; I twist and writhe as You stroke me with each strap reddening my flesh; my skin, turning into warm, pink velvet. Surrendering,

Hello All.....
Just wanted to say hello to everyone!!! Please stop by my page and say hello anytime, sign my guestbook, leave me a voice comment or regular comment, anything works, even a simple hello...I'm easy to please. I'm still pretty new to Fubar but having a blast and have met some really cool people on here...look forward to meeting many more! Hit me up, add me, fan me, rate me, whatever...just come see me...LOL Hope to hear from ya all!!! Have a wonderful day Peoples...LOVE YAS!!! oxo~Lysa

Life Without Love
Why? Why do people say that they love you only to tear you apart only to break you down everyday everyday everyday words like razor blades to shred and tear away your happiness and they delight all the while like a child it's a trap an endless cycle and you long.. long... for release and you need.. need to be free but you're bound and chained to the hatred that they breathe the air they pollute and you gasp and grasp at the thought of escape an end to your pain rescue me you scream save me you pray don't abandon me i am dying inside but I am not dead I need a hero to release this poison from my head to heal to love to show me something new I am looking for a miracle man could he be you?

Caliangelz Real Friends Step Up And Be Counted
http://fubar.com/user/228555 The Italian Mami..Cali u wish u looked like me u a beastttttttttttttttttt this bitch "bella mafia" has been having issues for over a year. as you can see by her NEW ID she's OBBSESSED with me lol. She is an insecure lil ghetto bitch who used to stalk me cuz I'm friends with her NOW ex. Can we guess why she's his EX??? now she's stalking another FRIEND of mine on here. She says he's her man LMAO...... they never met and they live close enough to meet. She says I'm after all the dick she's had lol but let's see she's never met this guy so what kinda dick is she getting from him and he knows as well as I do that I'm not after him. it's all in her ensecure mind!!! she attacked me on yahoo talking shit on my KIDS!!! butta4uboo (5:00:46 PM): and your kids are neasts butta4uboo (5:00:47 PM): hahaha butta4uboo (5:00:50 PM): beasts butta4uboo (5:05:50 PM): and stop making up stories pig your so fat and those kids are gross they aint even yours

My Love For You Is An Endless Love......
My love for you is an endless love. Always, like an ocean waves, rolls over inside my heart You are always in my heart and soul and bridged the cap between the ocean My time can not be limited for your love, because I have endless love for you Your love has a hold on me is magically beyond imagination that brings me the most precious gift of love I always think of you day and night and can not be forgotten your sight that gives me pride When my soul rapture as you embrace me then my love travel like a ray of light in your heart My heart and your soul are connected with strong love and it makes us good ingredients of happiness No words I can write and say, how much I miss you and how much you are mean to me Always, I want to share all my love with you because I found in you my endless love.

All Fusion Dj's And Staff
We are soooo frustrated right now with the DJ's not showing up for their shift. Until now, we have both been understanding and just letting it slide. However, going forward 08/11/07 it will not slide anymore. If you miss and you cannot at the very least let someone know you will not be here, you will no longer be DJ'ing. I am sorry it has come to this point, however, it is not fair to either of us nor to your fellow DJ's. In addition to showing up or letting someone know u cannot make it, if you are DJ'ing you MUST be in the lounge. When Dave or Lori are DJing we are always in the lounge and it's the very least you can do to help make the people who do show up feel welcome and have someone to chat with. We have personally witnessed ppl coming into the lounge and no one being in to welcome them and them turning around and leaving. If it's just one of us always welcoming and trying to engage in chat, Fusion will never be more than it is now. Also, it is so nerve wrecking

Treaty With The Apache
Treaty With The Apache July 1, 1852 Articles of a treaty made and entered into at Santa Fe, New Mexico, on the first day of July in the year of our Lord one thousand eight hundred and fifty-two, by and between Col. E. V. Sumner, U.S.A., commanding the 9th Department and in charge of the executive office of New Mexico, and John Greiner, Indian agent in and for the Territory of New Mexico, and acting superintendent of Indian affairs of said Territory, representing the United States, and Cuentas, Azules, Blancito, Negrito, Capitan Simon, Capitan Vuelta, and Mangus Colorado, chiefs, acting on the part of the Apache Nation of Indians, situate and living within the limits of the United States. Article 1. Said nation or tribe of Indians through their authorized Chiefs aforesaid do hereby acknowledge and declare that they are lawfully and exclusively under the laws, jurisdiction, and government of the United States of America, and to its power and authority they do hereby submit. A

Makes You Think
After hearing the news of my friends two year old little girl drowning it has made me sit down and reflect a bit. A perfect little baby girl taken away so quickly. A family left distraught. With my deepest sympathy to my friends I also sit and wonder if I have told my children I love them enough and have given them enough hugs and kisses. I couldn't imagine one of my children being taken away from me and would not hope it for anyone. Even though I know that I am a good mother this brings a realization to me of how a persons life can be taken so quickly even that of a child. I ask every parent who reads this to make sure that they give their child a big hug and kiss and tell them that you love them. To maybe not be so hard on them when they get into something that they maybe should not have. And to enjoy every moment that you have with your children and other loved ones. Loves, Hugs, and Best Wishes. Missy

Sorry
Well if some of you notice i dont talk to alot of people or let anyone get close.. there are a few that i talk to on a daily basis and yeah im sorry if i dont talk to you. i do this in real life too its hard for me i end up gettin relationships with people and then just pushing them away. and on here i notice i do that to.. some know who you are.. i dont mean to be hurtful if you get hurt but i have a very big wall and im sorry but yeah its there and it takes alot to take it down but i had to just let that out cuz i still love you all that are there and blah blah blah.. ok

Lustful Longing
Tell me what I'd have to change. Who would I have to be To slip into your arms; for you to make sweet love to me. Must I climb the highest cliff; swim along the ocean floor Crawl over broken glass - would you demand that I do more? Could you take me as I am, with my issues and my flaws Pull me to your chest without a hesitation or a pause? Slide your hungry tongue between my parted lips. Run your anxious fingers along my quivering hips. Wrap me in your passion, expose your every need. Press your steamy lips to mine, every secret freed. Sprinkle your tears across my cheek, confess every desire Moan my name, call me yours, and set my soul on fire. Need me more with every breath that slips into your chest, Please me nightly, miss me daily, never compare me with the rest. Grip my wrists; look in my eyes, and say the words I long to hear Kiss me roughly, and weep my name, forever hold me dear. Do I ask for wishes that could never quite come true? Is my sin, my greatest faul

Fuck You Drama Queen Motherfuckers!!
it never ceases to amaze me how when someone feels that there life is shit, they have to ruin it for others. they go out of they're fucking way to destroy something that an honest man works soo fucking hard to create and appreciate. some of you know that my marriage has been on shaky ground as of late. but i have put soo fucking much effort in to saving it and then someone comes along a starts telling lies and false claims, just to undermine what i have worked so hard to build. why? is it to try and feel better because they're life sucks? because they're relationship went to shit? IS IT SOO GODDAMNED HARD TO LET WELL ENOUGH ALONE? i dont know, and i dont fucking care. my marriage is now pretty fucking much shit now. thank you so very fucking much, you insecure, sick fucking child. all i did was try and be a friend to you when you needed it. i was up front, and told you that i was in love with my wife, and i wanted for my marriage to work. now two hearts are broken just becaus

How Do Men See You
How Do Men See You?Men See You As UnderstatedYou are an intreguing mix of girl and woman. You're feminine, quiet, and a total mystery to most men. Yet they often feel the urge to protect you, even if they don't know you. You *are* a flirt, but you usually only flirt with those you know well How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

If He Ever Reads Is, He's Gonna Be Mad As Hell!!!
Okay, here is the story of all stories, and DAMN, it is all true. Here goes. I have known this guy(unnamed) for 20 years. We went to grade school together, and even then he had a cute goofy smile. Years have passed, and we'd say hi if we saw each other, but I never imagined that I would end up his girl. THEN I fell for him. Then, almost before I even knew I was head over heals, he leaves me. One of the most wonderful men I have ever known turned out to be a jerk. But here I am, still in love like a dumb ass. THEN he blocked me. He erased me!! He ignored me. SOOOOO.... I did something I have never done before. I lied. I I deceived. All in the name of STUPID FUCKING LOVE!! (And I think to myself... yeah, dumbass... and you are STILL in love!!) I had created an account for one of my friends. She never got on it, so I just got on one day, went to HIS page and started to rate him and comment him. It felt sooo good to be able to chat with him again. It almost felt real. too bad that it was

Fuck.
i dont have a creative name for this.. im not feeling creative.. feeling pissed -- someone broke into my car last night.. they tried to steal the p.o.s. stereo.. failed - tried to steal the car as well.. also failed - but now the inside of the car is all fucked up... and the ignition doesnt work.. even tried to use a screwdriver in it.. which im sure is what they tried - my car is apparantly theft proof.. even for me. Now i have no transportation until i buy a new ignition and get it put in.. plus various other issues like i doubt the stereo works.. and the car is going to be an ugly mess until i have the cash to fix the rest of it. on the bright side.. i do still have a car.. and a piece of shit stereo -- just cant use it til i can start it again.. called into work today.. down cash for that as well.. im about 45 minutes drive from work.. my friend is going to let me stay at his place (close to my work) until i get a new ignition.. i dunno.. just lettin the fubar world know

You Suck Vick ! ! !
I have to vent. This jackbag Michael Vick pissed me off! I am a responsible dog owner who loves pits. I have been around this breed since I was born. This asshole, who is supposed to be a role model, has ruined what so many people have tried to do for this breed. They are NOT a "vicious" breed, they DO NOT like to fight, and they are DEFINITELY NOT the breed that bites the most! Pits are a VERY loyal breed. They are the best when it comes to protecting children. Vick has thrown dog fighting, and pits, into the limelight again. Because of his social status, pits are made out to be nothing more than a gambling, useless, misunderstood worthless life form. If you have seen my pics, you will have seen that they are not what the mainstream media has made them out to be. Granted, I am biased, but I also have the experience to back it up. I HATE anyone that claims pits love to fight.That is not what they ere bred for, no matter what anyone says. If you really want to know about them,

Ismael The Stalker
This jerk has been doing this to the whole KOW and fubar aint doing nothing ..FTW Lost Goth has him on blocked even but he still get s threw ...hell look what he popsted on comments on my profile about her and this time he has been nice about it he is mailing her calling her a fuckin cunt everything and nothng is being done...how can he keep getting threw to everyones profiles and her mail when he is blocked?talk about a stalker · X*XMonster Blac... just checked you out! 2 day ago · X*XMonster Blac... rated your photo a '1'! 2 day ago · X*XMonster Blac... rated your photo a '1'! 2 day ago · X*XMonster Blac... left you a new photo comment! 2 day ago · X*XMonster Blac... rated your photo a '1'! 2 day ago · X*XMonster Blac... rated your photo a '1'! 2 day ago · X*XMonster Blac... left you a new photo comment! 2 day ago · X*XMonster Blac... rated your photo a '1'! 2 day ago · X*XMonster Blac... rated your photo a '1'! 2 day ago

Friends To The End...
Well its almost over, and it looks like no ones giving up....people are still voting like crazy , and thats all theyve done since this thing started...Looks like its gonna be a helluva finish...there is still 2 hours to go... We all know what could happen in that much time... Thanks once again to everyone once again, from all the entrants in this contest and myself for your participation....If you have participated in this contest and still havent recieved your party time gift fom me....Please let me know, i wanna make sure i gave something back to each and every one... The contest and album will be closed at 1:00 I will take a talley and hand out the prizes.... shorlty after i will post a blog/bulleton with the results.....Thank you so much for being a part of this ....Have a WonderFu weekend.... *Add,Fan,rate me....I will return the love because i really do love my Fubar friends!

Finals
1st place: Wikid One 40693 2nd place: Fubar Fred 37628 3rd place: Stephie 26329 Runners up Aleana: 9873 Butterfliez:9172 Robert: 8269 Thanks again to every one...Check out my sticky bulleton and be sure to show these people in it sum Fubar love... Awesome folks ....

Cleavage Contest
Hey all I am in a contest and would love it if you have the time to stop by and bomb my pic with comments this is my first one .=)Thank you all !! http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=261690&albumid=504725&i=3585859588 Contacts There is the link and thank you again =)Dolly

Holy Matrimony
Last night, as I was feeding my youngest niece, her two older sisters were having a pretend wedding. The eight-year-old was the groom, the five-year-old was the bride. A teddy bear--Snowball--was the priest, though his voice sounded suspiciously like the eight-year-old groom. The two sisters marched arm-in-arm up to the altar--a pair of bar stools holding Snowball the priest and a cross propped up on my mother's bible. The girls giggled as they said their vows. Then a full-fledged mass began, and in between perfectly memorized lines of Catholic pomp, the two dissolved into giggles. I was still holding the baby, rocking her to sleep, so I asked the newlyweds if they would try to be quiet. The older sister--the groom--turned to the bride and said, "You need to be serious, you know. No more laughing. This is a SACRAMENT." Then the happy couple kissed, giggled, and walked back down the aisle, showering themselves with M&Ms.

Sex Offers.. #1... Hey There May Be More..
So this guy named noah came in on wed. night... he was talkin to me as i was checking him in. he was really nice.. but right away he decided to ask me to go to his room w/ him! i was like hmm no sorry i cant i am working.. hes like soo wheres ur boss u wont get into trouble! i was like umm hes here dont worry bout that. haha i was like but you can feel free to come down here and hang out w/ me if you'd like... so he came down about 10 min later after i had picked someone up from the airport.. so he was drinking and talkin to me while i worked. Eventually he kept talkin and talkin about how he wanted me to come to his room and i just kept saying no.. i didnt know him and im not that kinda girl anyways... if it was someone i knew them maybe hehe :P But anyways he went to his room and he kept callin the front desk... i believe one of his excuses from wed to sat was "my tv is broken you have to come down and fix it" haha but it was fun he was actually a cool person to hang out w/ no

Bleed It Out
About a year and a half ago i was enlisting in the U.S Army, I passed all the tests and physical, 2 weeks before I was going to leave for boot camp i got custody of my son.... so I became a single parent b4 I could become a soldier.... I wanted to be soldier to prove myself to myself, now im a roofer to provide for my family, I will do anything for my family!!! Regardless how hot it is or how high off the ground I am there is a lil' thought in the back of my mind telling me Im nothing... I work hard, usually from sun up till sun down, I just want to know that Im worth what Ive been givin. How do I prove myself now??? What must I do to know???

Funny Must Read~!~! (( This I Got From My Sexy Mr.salacious--my Fubar Hubby To Be))
Mr.& Mrs. Salacious's is much better...wink,wink ************************************************ Wellhung: Hello, Sweetheart. What do you look like? Sweetheart: I am wearing a red silk blouse, a miniskirt and high heels. I work out every day, I'm toned and perfect. My measurements are 36-24-36. What do you look like? Wellhung: I'm 6'3" and about 250 pounds. I wear glasses and I have on a pair of blue sweat pants I just bought from Walmart. I'm also wearing a T-shirt with a few spots of barbecue sauce on it from dinner... it smells funny. Sweetheart: I want you. Would you like to screw me? Wellhung: OK. Sweetheart: We're in my bedroom. There's soft music playing on the stereo and candles on my dresser and night table. I'm looking up into your eyes, smiling. My hand works its way down to your crotch and begins to fondle your huge, swelling bulge. Wellhung: I'm gulping, I'm beginning to sweat. Sweetheart: I'm pulling up your shirt and kissing your chest.

Some Men R Full Of Shit Even The Few The Proud
they make promises 2 lure us in then they show there true colors they aint red white and blue eithere there yellow belly .and they wonder y we r bitches !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ray's Service
Alot of people went for Ray's service today,because they were not informed of changes.Alot of people were upset that they made arrangements to be here today and had to turn around an go back to where they live.If someone knew the changes before today someone should have called.There were people from all over that I contacted who came and had to go back to get ready for their jobs.

This Is America
Why we import everything????? AIN'T IT THE TRUTH!!?" Joe Smith started the day early having set his alarm clock (MADE IN JAPAN) for 6am . While his coffeepot (MADE IN CHINA) was perking, he shaved with his electric razor (MADE IN HONG KONG). He put on a dress shirt (MADE IN SRI LANKA), designer jeans (MADE IN SINGAPORE) and tennis shoes (MADE IN KOREA). After cooking his breakfast in his new electric skillet(MADE IN INDIA) he sat down with his calculator (MADE IN MEXICO) to see how much he could spend today. After setting his watch (MADE IN TAIWAN) to the radio (MADE IN INDIA) he got in his car (MADE IN GERMANY) filled it with GAS from Saudi Arabia and continued his search for a good paying AMERICAN JOB. At the end of yet another discouraging and fruitless day checking his Computer (Made In Malaysia), Joe decided to relax for a while. He put on his sandals (MADE IN BRAZIL) poured himself a glass of wine (MADE IN FRANCE) and turned on his TV(MADE IN INDONESIA), and then wonder

Websites For Stash
THIS IS SOMETHING NEW FOR THE FAMILY. I HOPE THAT IT WILL HELP SOME OF YOU, IF YOU ARE HAVING PROBLEMS FINDING NEW STUFF FOR YOU STASH. REMEMBER, THE MORE STASH YOU HAVE, THE EASIER IT IS FOR US TO HELP YOU LEVEL-UP. I WILL BE ADDING MORE TO THIS BLOG AS WE GET NEW SITES OR MORE TIPS FOR YOU. IF YOU KNOW OF OTHER SITES, PLEASE LEAVE THEM IN A COMMENT AND WE WILL ADD THEM TO THE LIST. SOME OF THESE SITES YOU HAVE TO REGISTER TO USE THEM, BUT THEY ARE FREE. MUSIC:................................ www.imeem.com www.youtube.com www.pcplanets.com www.videocodezone.com www.flycodes.com www.music-codes.com www.EZ-Tracks.com www.noolmusic.com QUIZZES: www.quizuniverse.com www.quizegalaxy.com www.quizheaven.com FUNNY PICS & JOKES:;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;; www.extremefunnypictures.com www.yikers.com www.free-jokes-online.com OPTICAL ILLUSIONS: www.moillusions.com COMMENT GRAPHICS:....................... www.xoospace.com www.pho

Why The Wedding Ring Is On The Fourth Finger
Why should the wedding ring be worn on the fourth finger? There is a beautiful and convincing explanation given by the Chinese... Your Thumb represents your Parents Your Second (Index) finger represents your Siblings Your Middle finger represents your-Self (centered between all those around you) Your Fourth (Ring) finger represents your Life Partner & Your Last (Little) finger represents your children First, open your palms (face to face), bend the middle fingers and hold them together - back to back Second, open and hold the remaining three fingers and the thumb - tip to tip (as shown in the figure above): Now, try to separate your thumbs (representing the parents)...they will open, because your parents are not destined to live with you lifelong, and have to leave you sooner or later. Please join your thumbs as before and separate your Index fingers (representing siblings)...., they will also open, because your brothers and sisters will have th

Lets Do This !!!!
Come on peeps!! This sexi ass chica is in a best smile contest and we should be there helping her win !! She by far has the most amazing smile Ive seen in a long time. So lets go help her out and drop a rate and as many comments as ya can spare pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeee?? Oh and repost for me too :P hehe Muahhhhhhhhhhh guys.. I LOVE ALL OF YOU !!!!! Pain Is My Passion

For My Grandma
This is for my grandma she died 1030 this morning , i miss n love u grandma! Never Alone by Rodney Belcher I feel you in the morning When at first I awake Your thought is with me With each decision I make You'd been around forever Since the first breath I took Now I have to go on alone But for love, I need not look Cause by what you bestowed In our short time together Will last in my heart Forever and ever Although you've left And now walk above I'm never alone I'm wrapped in your love Enjoy now your long waited reward Feel peace that your love continues on What was taught to me, will be taught to mine Cause you live on in me even after you've gone

Pissed Off
I HAVE ABOUT HAD IT WITH SOME OF YOU STUCK UP PEOPLE~~~~~~~~~ 2 MAJOR GRIPES! I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN COOPERATIVE AND BOMBED PEOPLE WHEN THEY ASKED ME PERSONALLY AND I HAVE NEVER ASKED ANYONE TO BOMB ME BUT A FEW HAVEN'T HAD THE COMMON COURTESY TO SAY TY. (I HAVE COMPLAINED OF THIS B4) NOW ALL I HAVE A BUNCH(WELL I REALLY DON'T KNOW HOW MANY YET) WHO WANTED ME TO FAN THENM BUT DON'T WANT ME AS A FRIEND OR CHOSE NOT TO TAKE THE TIME TO DO SO. SO WHEN I GO TO MAKE A POSITIVE COMMENT ~~I GET THE FASCIST MESSAGE!!!!!!!! I HATE THAT FREAKIN' MESSAGE! SO IF YOU ARE NOT MY FRIEND THEN YOU CAN KISS MY ASS AND I WILL REMOVE YOU AS A FAN! IF YOU DON'T WANT ME COMMENTING ON YOU THEN I AM DEFINATELY NOT YOUR FAN! I WILL POST THIS AS A BLOG TOO MAYBE 6 PEOPLE WILL READ THIS THEN

Biggest Fear
I'm sure alot of ppl mighta seen today that I'm not in the greatest moods. Time has caught up to me. I go to court tomorrow, with a big chance of goin to jail for some time. I'm not the kinda person who belongs there along with alot of other people. I always seem to be in the wrong place at the wrong time. On top of that I feel like I have eyes on me, just waiting for me to slip.. Why you ask I may worry, this is my 4th public Intox, note I was set up on two. Ask and I'll explain. I go to court tomorrow at 3:30 not knowing what to expect. I expect the worst and I know I shouldn't, I guess it's so I know it can't get worse, but then again it may be better than I expect.. It's just paining me not knowing and I fear that I'll be jailed, although I might get to walk away with a hard sentence but no jail time. just hope for me I don't go.. thnx I can't think of anything else to say.

101 Clear Contradictions In The Bible
Contradiction #1 Who incited David to count the fighting men of Israel? (a) God did (2 Samuel 24:1) (b) Satan did (1 Chronicles 21:1). Contradiction #2 In that count how many fighting men were found in Israel? (a) Eight hundred thousand (2 Samuel 24:9). (b) One million, one hundred thousand (1 Chronicles 21:5). Contradiction #3 How many fighting men were found in Judah? (a) Five hundred thousand (2 Samuel 24:9). (b) Four hundred and seventy thousand (1 Chronicles 21:5). Contradiction #4 God sent his prophet to threaten David with how many years of famine? (a) Seven (2 Samuel 24:13). (b) Three (1 Chronicles 21:12). Contradiction #5 How old was Ahaziah when he began to rule over Jerusalem? (a) Twenty-two (2 Kings 8:26). (b) Forty-two (2 Chronicles 22:2). Contradiction #6 How old was Jehoiachin when he became king of Jerusalem? (a) Eighteen (2 Kings 24:8). (b) Eight (2 Chronicles 36:9). Contradiction #7 How long did he rule over Jerusalem? (a) Three months (2 King

9 Words Women Use Most
9 Words Women Use 9 Words Women Use 1.) Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2.) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3.) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4.) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5.) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.) 6.) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and

Hey You All
hey friends and family, well out of 26 teams we came in third this is an amazing feet. the whole team got trophies and medals, the boys played their hearts out,,had 6 games in the last 2 and 1/2 days. won 4 and lost 2. they are ranked 3rd in the nation on the east coast. these kids are awesome! hugs and smiles,,,,saphiremoon

Lmao Ummm.. New Spin On Ur Zodiac
Hornyscopes!! AQUARIUS Jan 21 - Feb 19 Ruling Planet: URANUS. The God of unexpected sexual twists and turns Aquarians make much better friends than lovers, but when a typical Aquarian gets some bang-bang, it's more an intellectual experience than an emotional one. Looks aren't important to Aquarians in a relationship, it's the mind and spirit of a lover that turns Aquarius on.They are very entertaining in bed and are probably the most inventive of all the signs.Mental stimulation is more important to them than physical, which means that pornography gets them hot! Aquarians are impatient and like sex to be fast and satisfying. They are very particular about hygiene and contraception and sleeping around holds little interest for them. FAVE POSITION Mutual masturbation. BEST SEX TOY A Dildo. Whether gay, straight, male or female, Aquarians will have some fun with this. AQUARIUS MALE IN BED He has amazing staying power in the sack. He can keep at it and control hims

What Finger Are You
You Are a Ring Finger You are romantic, expressive, and hopeful. You see the best in everything. You are very artistic, and you see the world as your canvas. You are also drawn to the written word. Inventive and unique, you are often away in your own inner world. You get along well with: The Pinky Stay away from: The Index FingerWhat Finger Are You?

Ocean
I live about a 5 minute or less walking distance from the beach. Tonight I decided to just randomly walk there to see meteor shower. Didn't see any meteors though but it was just so relaxing. The sea breeze was gently blowing through my hair, and the sound of the waves rolling onto shore filled my ears. The moonless night left only the street lamps to cast a reflection on the water, which was a dark as the night sky itself. The weather was just right, not unbearably hot nor too cold. Perfect for a hoodie and yoga pants. I sat on sea wall and just watched. I watched the waves come crashing to shore, the small bird looking for food, the occasional car driving past. My mind had been filled with many a thought, but by sitting there alone on the sea wall none of it seemed to matter. Just the sounds of the night filled with the sounds of the ocean to create a perfect harmony. I love living by the sea and hope that I will always be living by the sea. But if not I will always

Some Times Feeling Alright
Sitting here day and night, sometimes feeling alright, waiting for the day light, wondering if i will find the one, who i would call hun, is she out there to be found, i never hear a sound, my heart full of fire, with passion growing higher, wish someone would want me with desire, will i grow old alone, or is that how im to atone, im honest and true, feeling so blue, to look into your eyes, to never hear lies, to wipe your tears, and erase your fears, hold you close to my heart, never wanting us to part, being there through the good and the bad, making sure you are never sad, is just a part of who i am inside, hoping you will never hide, our hearts to take the ride, to see where it will go, our love to always show, as i sit and wonder why, inside it makes me die, from my eyes i cry, for i am that unique guy, the one no one knows, in these poems it does show, for now i must go, have a wonderful day, as my friends i hope you will stay, so smile and be

The Message Im Trying To Send
when things seem so dim and bleak, slow going goes your week, redness enters your cheek, while happiness is what you seek, here is just alittle peak, you are all beautiful in your own way, friends which i hope will be here to stay, beauty in side and out, dont sit there and pout, find the happiness you desire, let that in your heart become fire, get lost is what you say to the lier, dont take anyones shit, they are the ones acting like a twit, they are morons to the end, but i will always be here as a friend, all you ladies are beautiful and true, dont let someone make you feel blue, because they are the ones that dont have a clue, of that special person inside each of you, im happy we have met, with me happiness is what you will get, so smile and feel right, you are all a wonderful sight, true friends are hard to find, and you are all in my mind, so smile and be free, this is what you will see, no one can bother you, if you dont feel blue, to your self be

I Am Home...
Oh its so good to be home! a little tired but i did Make it if anyone cared :D! But for now i'm in Ohio.. and hopefully later on the end of the year or the beginning of 2008 i'll head to Jacksonville Florida! i have to wait for all my furniture gets here and it won't be until probably like Dec. time frame when it does get here... thats the sucky part... but then i can get a move on and decide where i want to live at and stuff! well this Jet Lag is really suckin so i am off to bed again :D talk to you all later...

He Couldnt Be At Peace Living What Makes Me Think They Will Let Him Now That Hes Gone...
I HAVE BEEN THROUGH AND DEALT WITH ONE OF THE HARDEST THINGS IN MY LIFE THIS PAST WEEK. TO SAY GOOD BYE TO MY BEST FRIEND, HUSBAND, LOVER, AND SOUL MATE. AND TO BE BELITTLED AND RIDICULED JUST CEASES TO AMAZE ME. TO NOT ONLY HAVE TO TRY AND DEAL WITH THIS ISSUE THROWS IN THOUSANDS MORE. PEOPLE HAVE NO COMMON COURTESY. BUT THEY SAY THEY LOVE AND LOVED RAY. AND IN MY HEART I KNOW EVERYTHING I HAVE DONE TO FIGHT FOR HIM HES BEEN SMILING ABOUT. HE KNEW THAT I DIDNT GIVE UP WITHOUT A FIGHT AND WOULD ALWAYS STAND UP FOR HIM. BUT BEFORE PEOPLE KNOW WHATS GOING ON THEY ARE QUICK TO JUDGE, HELL THEY CAN JUDGE ME ALL THEY WANT DONT REALLY MAKE OR BREAK ME, WE KNOW AND THATS ALL THAT REALLY MATTERS...AS FAR AS HIS SERVICE WENT IT WAS BEAUTIFUL. LOOKED JUST LIKE HIM, WELL EXCEPT FOR THERE WAS NO SMILE. HE HAD LOTS OF PEOPLE THAT LOVED AND MISSED HIM AND DUE TO THE NIGHTMARE THAT WE HAD BEEN THROUGH TO GET HIM LAID TO REST WELL PHONE CALLS WERE THE LEAST OF MY WORRIES. AND THEN HAVING SOMEONE SO SE

Looking For Love
Looking for love in all the wrong places His face filled up all the warm places His laugh his smile they did me in His voice filled with just the right amount of sin He said all the right things to make me feel fine Made me believe at some point he just might be mine Now it’s all over and he didn’t even say goodbye I say screw him with a lonely sigh He let me discover he had another Couldn’t even take the time to bother To let me know this from him Just posted their picture I’m sure not on a whim Well our friendship is done and we will part I’ve torn my love for him from my heart Never will he hurt me again no pain to impart Yes I’ve torn him from my heart

Some Days This Place Is So Awesome!!!!
I wasn't in a very good mood this morning, basically because I only got 2 hours sleep last night. I fell asleep on the train and was almost the last person off. But then, when I got to work and logged in here, some of my good friends here made my day brighter in totally random and unexpected ways. You guys so rock!!! :)

Local Heroes
(Reposting This Way. My Bulletins Not Wanting To Work Well) My father was a fireman, he drove a big red truck, And when he'd go to work each night, he'd say, "Mother wish me luck". Then Dad would not come home again, 'til sometime the next day, But the thing that bothered me most, was the things some folks would say. A fireman's life is easy, he eats and sleeps and plays, and sometimes he don't fight a fire for days and days and days. When I first heard these comments, I was too young to understand Cause I knew, when people had trouble Dad was there to lend a hand. Then my father went to work one day and kissed us all good-bye, but little did we realize, that night, we all would cry. My father gave his life that night, when the floor gave way below, And I wondered why he'd risk his life, for someone he didn't know. But now I realize, the greatest gift a man could give, Is to lay his life upon the line, so that someone else may live. So as we go from day to day, and we pray t

Stupid Girls
what is it that girls dont understand about NO!!!!, tis girl phones for an appointment.. i say i might be able MIGHT!! to squeeze her in (MIGHT)sooooooooooooo she turns up with her 2 fiends 30 mins before i shut shop. her friend the one with the loud mouth!!!proceedes to ask me over and over again to do a small star (WOW) on her stomache.. i refuse saying im going home "go on man it will only take 5 minutes" how long she been tattooing??? i say i might be able to get her in tommorrow she finally say's ok when i ask her for a small deposit she say's "ive got no money on me!!! SO!!!! tell me this how was she gonna pay for her tattoo TODAY!! DER!!!!! i give up..

People Taken' Personal Photos
i missed up an left my pics,,so everyone can veiw,,,mistake #1,,had someone come an take a photo of me an made it into an pic with them and had it morph to two wolfs kiss'n,,,seems like there would have been a ????there...like do you care if i do this,,,,,,but no,,,just took it an some dude who made it has it on his page an she has it as her primary one...i think people like this should be removed from fubar..there take'n away from some of the fun of photo share'n ...so i made most of mine friends only...had to vent ...thank..in if the one who has this morph comes threw here please sHoW respect an remove thanks SKINDEEP

From Wishful Thinking Thanks Jodi
Ok everyone yoday is this awesome womans birthday...so go give her some birthday spankins!!! LSD's SHELL ~WILL ALWAYS PIMP A/LSD & COOLEST GUY EVER~~STEALING SYN~~@ fubar (repost of original by 'wishful thinking' on '2007-08-13 12:42:32')

What The F*#k
I know this is gonna sound harsh but I don't give a fuck. If you've ever read my page you would know that. And to the 10 people that have read it thank you. Now then I would like to start by saying that I love talking to everyone on here and I'm glad that so many people have felt they could share their stories and their problems with me. I don't mind at all, really if I can help just one person through a tough time or just give them a virtual shoulder to cry on then I feel I have helped the world in the best way I can. But, and theres always a but, I don't need drama, people getting mad, boyfriends looking on my page, (if you don't trust your girl take it up with her not me.) I have enough problems. I don't need stalkers, or anyone getting pissy with me. I see things in people that most never would notice till its to late. No matter what you believe 99 percent of the time somewhere down the road you'll find out I was right. Sorry it's a gift I was born with. If you don't believe I can

Think About It
yesterday is a wrinkle on your forehead yesterday is a promise that you've broken don't close your eyes, don't close your eyes this is your life and today is all you've got now yeah, and today is all you'll ever have don't close your eyes don't close your eyes this is your life, are you who you want to be this is your life, are you who you want to be this is your life, is it everything you dreamed that it would be when the world was younger and you had everything to lose yesterday is a kid in the corner yesterday is dead and over this is your life, are you who you want to be this is your life, are you who you want to be this is your life, is it everything you dreamed that it would be when the world was younger and you had everything to lose don't close your eyes don't close your eyes don't close your eyes don't close your eyes this is your life are you who you want to be this is your life are you who you want to be this is your life, are you who you w

Stuped Cunt
Dragon Lady sent you Hot Wings Show header Date: Mon, 13 Aug 2007 17:19:40 -0700 (PDT) From: To: lindaice@fubar.com Reply-To: Size: 904 B "Choke down a few more of these and call me in the morning, Chunky!" well not sure how to take pics with the comp that look good so this is the second best damn thes dum cunt sent me this and rated my pic a 1 whats up with that damn i hate people like that 1 day i hope she gets fat but damn that makes me so mad thanks 4 looking ~LindaICE~

I Am Very Hurt Sad And Upset Right Now!!!!
I am very very very HURT and upset right now ..... And very sad..... I told everyone I dont do drama... So then I do not TALK to you the persons that bring it or start stuff... Dont anybody talk to me and do NOT help me in my CONTEST!!!! You bring drama to ME I shut you out and turn you OFF.. Goodbye.. I am way to sweet and nice and sick for this crap.....I am very hurt and in tears right now....... Dont talk to me.. And dont help me out and dont need it or want it from anyone.. You want drama go take it to someoene who likes it NOT ME!!!! :( :( ......................................... ......................................... ......................................... ......................................... ......................................... ......................................... ......................................... ......................................... ......................................... ......................................... .................

New Members
Of all of the new members in the last few days , please read the blog "Read before joining" and also "tips for successful bombing" I also post a blog every day and there mey be several blogs in that folder. That is how I keep in touch with you. If you get a shout or email from Rachel, she is the co-owner, or Zarrius the family manager....If you have any questions whatsoever, please feel free to ask any of us...but you can find the family officers in the photo album titled...you guessed it "family officers" Glad to have you all. Each new addition makes us a better , stronger bomber family..the best on the FU! Peggy Sue, Owner

What's The Part Of You That No One Sees?
The Part of You That No One Sees You are passionate, romantic, and emotional. You put love first in your life, even though you have often been disappointed by it. You expect to be swept of your feet, and you never expect infatuation to die out. Underneath it all, you are scared that you aren't lovable. Your insecurity has ruined many relationships, as you are unable to see the love that's really there. You are secretly afraid of being alone. Confronting your insecurities is incredibly painful. What's the Part of You That No One Sees?

The Friends I've Met...
I was sitting here thinking about the friends I have met since joining ..so I went into my friends list and decided to clean house and delete the ones that I haven't kept in contact with and vice versa. I found that I had 258 friends..so I started looking..each one I clicked on I have visited their site at least twice..each one I have bought or recieved a gift from..I have rated sites and all of them had visited and rated mine...I realized that even though the ones I have met here I will most likely never meet in real life..each one of you have given me the pleasure of entering a little piece of your world as I have opened up a little of mine..whether it be the real person or someones online fantasy self..friends. After I went through I only deleted 10 people off my list..they were one time never hear from again..lol..or have left the site...I was happy to know that each one of you left are the ones I try my best to keep in contact with..and some of you are very special people in rea

Damn You Stephen Hawking
So a while ago I heard his new theory about black holes. From what I knew about it, I thought it was bullshit. Since personally I hate the people who make their minds up about something with little information to go on, and even worse are the people who will argue with you when they don’t really know or understand the information. My intentions were to make sure I understood the information before calling it crap. To do that I had to understand not just the information, but the information that led up to it. I bought a couple of his books, A Briefer History of Time and Black Holes and Baby Universes. I tried to approach the information with an open mind. However I kept coming up with questions that were not being answered. For example what is the mass of light? Or is the speed of light absolute? I had a number of lively debates and exchanges of ideas both in person and online. None of the discussions were remotely hostile, just people trying to understand and working with the infor

Housing
So I think that I was able to solve my housing problem up at school. I will be living with a random roommate who sounds kinda nerdy on the phone, but it beats being homeless. I'm not cut out for the homeless life, I need to shower every few days to stay fresh or else I really start to stink.

To My New Friends
THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR SUPPORTING ME ON MY SPOTLIGHT. I WOULD LIKE TO WELCOME U TO MY FRIENDS LIST, AND ASK THAT YOU PLEASE TAKE A SECOND TO MAKE SURE THAT YOU HAVE BOTH RATED AND FANNED ME. IF YOU FEEL YOU HAVE RATED AND FANNED ME AND I HAVE NOT RETURNED THE LOVE PLEASE SEND ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE AND I WILL GET RIGHT ON IT I PROMISE. ALSO PLEASE CHECK OUT MY BLOGS. I HAVE SOME PRETTY INTERESTING ONES. OH AND SINCE SO MANY PEOPLE HAVE ASKED ME TODAY WHAT THEY NEED TO DO TO GET A PERSONAL SALUTE FROM ME, I DO PERSONAL SALUTES IN RETURN FOR BLASTS, SO IF YOU BUY ME A BLAST I WILL MAKE YOU A SALUTE.BUT ANYWAYS THANKS AGAIN MY FRIENDS TOTALLY ROCK! NEABEAR

Rest In Peace
I didn't really know you as much as I would have liked to. You were always kind hearted and lively. When we talked you were very sweet and happy. I don't really know what all to say because I knew you for such a short time. I honestly believe that you will be where you wanted to be. I Hope that one day we will meet again. You and I believed and put faith into the same gods. Here is something I have writing. It isnt much but it serves its point. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ THE GODDESS THAT PROTECTED YOU WITHIN YOUR LIFE THE GODDESS OF LIFE AN FERTILITY THE ONE WHO LOVED YOU... THE GODDESS ISIS THE GOD WHO WILL PROTECT YOU THE GOD AND PROTECTER OF PASSING SOULS THE ONE WHO WILL GUIDE YOU THE GOD ANUBIS YOU WILL BE MISSED MY SWEET FRIEND, ANGELA KARA SWARTOUT A.K.A. DJ ISIS

Never Wants 2 Get Married Again???
my so called bf doesnt want 2 ever get married married again. and i've been married twice. but the thought of gettin married again isnt what i care about its about more then a paper 2 me. i deserve a man who will take care of and be 50/50 with me in life. but the ? is should this bother me that he never wants 2 get married aagin? can u honest love someone and never get married 2 make it be real and true?

My Thoughts
Well as I sit here I think so people have said that I think to much for my own good.. I know nothing and especially life makes no sense what so ever. Try to be a nice caring person and we get shit on. I know been there many a time. I do understand. The boy's Mother was a maniac depressive so I have been through it all worse in person then just emails. I have been through the mill. I lost my Mother and I lost a child and have been used by a few women. Now all I want to do is find a friend with benefits. LOL I learned that term in 2005 when I was down in Louisiana for hurricane duty. I doubt I will get married again. I think I might move in with someone but marry no not again I think. But I haven’t met any friends with benefits either lol. Sorry I guess I'm just being an idiot tired of being alone and having no sex life or cuddling or someone to go to the movies with me or to hold hands with, etc. I try then feel like not trying because no one else seems to want to try. Maybe I do think

News And A New Creation
OK...GREAT NEWS Im only going to be offline for a couple of days Should be back online by saturday. SO i was thinking..since the collector series trading cards were such a hit Im going to produce a numbered collector series for the military support. If anyones interested in recognizing a family member, friend, or friend of a friend that is or has served in the military by giving them one of these please send a pic of them in uniform with their screen name and dates of servicewhat branch they are with , their ranks and MOS. Their status active, retired, national guard or reserves. If they were a POW or MIA specialseals will be put on the tag honoring that fact.Each card will also have the seal of the branch they serve with AND their HOME STATE seal. I think these will be a great gift idea for those wanting to say thanks to our military friends that are serving this country and protecting our freedom. Send ALL emails to monkey_buisiness@yahoo.com so i can keep better track

The Time Is Finally Here..
I've met some great people on here. *really* great. If I invested time into you, you really were worth it even if I didnt always show it. and i'm sorry. i mean, this is the fucking internet and yet i still get my feelings hurt. on a daily basis almost! guess i'm just not as mentally strong as i thought and even taking a single minute out of my day to say hey to someone.. makes me feel somewhat attached to them. my screwed up mind tells me that yes, even though i may be busy doing stuff away from the comp, certain people would just know i'm thinking about them. but it doesnt work that way.. and right now, this particular point in my life, i dont have energy or time to change. i want to curl up under a pile of covers and sleep forever. but having a 2 year old doesnt allow that. so i must slick on the happy face so many are accustomed to seeing me wear. funny, i cant seem to remember what smiling Vicky looks like... ps~ i never meant to string anyone on or lead them to belie

Dont You Love Work.................
I had just started working in the archives at a large communications company when I met the hottest forty-five years old woman I'd ever seen. She worked in the Music Clearance department and her name was Jane. She was about five ten, 130 lbs, and an hourglass figure that made my dick hard the every time I ever saw her. We would chat in the hallway and I would see here around, but never thought I'd get her alone, much less fuck her. One day she was walking down the hall rubbing her neck, and I asked if I could help. I'm pretty good with my hands, so I started messaging her neck. She seemed to be enjoying it and I said that if she came back to my cubical and sat down, I'd be able do a better job. She agreed and off we went. My cubical was large with seven-foot walls and a door, which I closed and locked as we went in. She sat in my desk chair and I started back massaging her neck. I had her sitting backwards in the chair so I could get her back as well. After about ten minutes I started

Me
Well I know I have screwed up and messed up in my day I hurt someone very close to me and I know I did wrong for doing what I did..... I guess I dont know what real love is cause I have never been taught how to love someone..... I also had a very good friend tell me that hiding my love one that I am with away from my family is not good... And that if I keep him hidden away from them that it will make our love life not soo good... So now is the time for me to step up to the plate and start tellin my family what I am doing with myself..... Also it is in Gods hands weather or not my family will accept my new love of my life and still love me for me. I do very deeply love this man with all my heat and soul,and I have put him through hell and back in little over 3 months of us knowing eachother... I am not trying to push my kids on to him either my daughter is a lover like I am and loves to hug and cuddle and give kisses... So I have to be careful not to over do it with my daughter on him

The Eternal Hug
Some Stories are Worth the Telling Valdaro, Italy - Scientists said they are determined to remove and preserve together the remains of a couple buried 5,000 to 6,000 years ago, their arms still wrapped around each other in an enduring embrace. Instead of removing the bones one-by-one for reassembly later, archaeologists plan to scoop up the entire section of earth where the couple was buried. The plot will then be transported for study before being put on display in an Italian museum, thereby preserving the world's longest known hug for posterity.

Whatever Dude :p
So this guy shouts me out of the blue...i have never talked to him before, i don't think hes even on my friends list...anyway this is the convo.....I tried responding to his Whatever DUde...comment but he had blocked me LMFAO....I love this site :P Its people like him that really make it fun :P

Rip Aunt Peg 8-13-07
How many lives can one soul touch? How many people change? How big of a difference can be made in an hour twice a day? Just look around and count them all, You could never get it done, A sea of faces she touched in life, by name she knew each one. She drove us all to school and back, Field trips, side trips and more, How many lives were better made, By simply going through her school bus door. She watched them grow and marry, And have children of their own, How many kids are the second generation, first the father then the son. Ms. Peggy’s face was known by each and loved by one and all. When she fell to ill too drive again , they sounded a clarion call That love that she so generously showed, Though sometimes was not earned, They rallied round in support of her and her love to them they now return. But God looked down from heaven, And saw she was in pain. And called her to come home to Him, and in a new position reign. He had need of a caring soul, with laughter a

When It Comes To Love (i’ll Walk Alone)
When It Comes To Love (I’ll Walk Alone) In the shadows of the night, you'll find my hands are raised as melodies of pain and fright sweep across a moonlight gaze and love's monsters bring to light the paths taken by evil ways. In the center of the room, locking in heartache and despair, you'll find me warding off love's gloom and pretending I don't care that loving reigns with death and doom and there's no hope to share. Within the hate that builds and grows you'll find my shattered heart; broken like heartache's all it knows because cruel hands tore it apart and the tears it no longer shows when it knows not where to start. You see, I'm lost within my mind, too scared to even shout because in darkness you will find my veins run with my doubt as the world upon its axis grinds and I beg my heart to let me out. For I'm the one who gives too much; I promise myself away as upon my heart is left hate's touch with bitter words

Raiders Point Buy
Raiders Season Week Date Opponent points for win 1 Sunday, Sept. 9 Detroit Lions 14 2 Sunday, Sept. 16 at Denver Broncos 9 3 Sunday, Sept. 23 Cleveland Browns 16 4 Sunday, Sept. 30 at Miami Dolphins 13 5 Sunday, Oct. 7 BYE WEEK 6 Sunday, Oct. 14 at San Diego Chargers 2 7 Sunday, Oct. 21 Kansas City Chiefs 4 8 Sunday, Oct. 28 at Tennessee Titans 7 9 Sunday, Nov. 4 Houston Texans 11 10 Sunday, Nov. 11 Chicago Bears 5 11 Sunday, Nov. 18 at Minnesota Vikings 10 12 Sunday, Nov. 25 at Kansas City Chiefs 6 13 Sunday, Dec. 2 1:05 p.m. Denver Broncos 8 14 Sunday, Dec. 9 at Green Bay Packers 15 15 Sunday, Dec. 16 Indianapolis Colts 3 16 Sunday, Dec. 23 at Jacksonville Jaguars 12 17 Sunday, Dec. 30 San Diego Chargers 1 The bet: Winner gets salute from loser stating "winner pwns loser and loser's team" in losers team gear, and bragging rights for the year.

Story From The Heart!
I once heard a story straight from the heart About a girl and how her world began to fall apart It all started when she met the boy that made her life complete Just thinking of him made her heart skip a beat They were the couple everyone wanted to be There were no imperfections as either one could see As the weeks passed they fell more in love and were less aware Of how often life turns out to be unfair Until one day she finally gave in She realized there was no way she could win She said I'm sorry but i have to let you go As he reached for her hand she pulled away whispering no When she turned around a tear slid down her cheek He just stood there speechless, forgetting how to speak The next few days were the hardest at home She truly felt she was all alone Her mom pushed in her face how she had won Her dad said "i knew he was just another one" Her sister said "come on you'll be ok" And her brother just tried to stay away At school it was like her friends weren't ev

Something To Think About
Something to think about...... I bought a bird feeder. I hung it on my back porch and filled it with seed. Within a week we had hundreds of birds taking advantage of the continuous flow of free and easily accessible food. But then the birds started building nests in the boards of the patio, above the table, and next to the barbecue. Then came the poop. It was everywhere: on the patio tile, the chairs, the table...everywhere. Then some of the birds turned mean: They would dive bomb me and try to peck me even though I had fed them out of my own pocket. And others birds were boisterous and loud: They sat on the feeder and squawked and screamed at all hours of the day and night and demanded that I fill it when it got low on food. After a while, I couldn't even sit on my own back porch anymore. I took down the bird feeder and in three days the birds were gone. I cleaned up their mess and took down the many nests they had built all over the patio. Soon, th

Amazing Dack Of Cards
Amazing Deck of Cards It was quiet that day, the guns and the mortars, and land mines for some reason hadn't been heard. The young soldier knew it was Sunday. As he was sitting there, he got out an old deck of cards and laid them out across his bunk. Just then an army sergeant came in and said, "Why aren't you with the rest of the platoon?" The soldier replied, "I thought I would stay behind and spend some time with the Lord." The sergeant said, "Looks to me like you're going to play cards." The soldier sad , "No, sir. You see, since we are not allowed to have Bibles or other spiritual books in this country, I've decided to talk to the Lord by studying this deck of cards." The sergeant asked in disbelief, "How will you do that?" "You see the Ace, Sergeant? It reminds me that there is only one God. The Two represents the two parts of the Bible, Old and New Testaments. The Three represents the Father, Son, and the Holy Ghost. The Four stands for the Four Gospels : Matth

Military
> > >> THE SOLDIER AND THE NUN > >> > >> A soldier ran up to a nun. Out of breath he asked, "Please, Sister, may I > >> hide under your skirt. I'll explain later." > >> The nun agreed. > >> > >> A moment later two Military Police ran up and asked, "Sister, have you > >> seen a soldier?" > >> > >> The nun replied, "He went that way." > >> > >> After the MP's ran off, the soldier crawled out from under her skirt and > >> > >> said, "I can't thank you enough, Sister. You see, I do n't want to go to > >> Iraq." > >> > >> The nun said, "I understand completely." > >> > >> The soldier added, "I hope I'm not being rude, but you have a great pair > >> of > >> legs!" > >> > >> The nun replied, "If you had looked a little higher, you would have seen > >> a > >> great pair of balls I don't want to go to Iraq, either."

Am Always With You
When I am gone, release me, let me go. I have so many things to see and do, You mustn't tie yourself to me with too many tears, But be thankful we had so many good years. I gave you my love, and you can only guess How much you've given me in happiness. I thank you for the love that you have shown, But now it is time I traveled on alone. So grieve for me a while, if grieve you must Then let your grief be comforted by trust That it is only for a while that we must part, So treasure the memories within your heart. I won't be far away for life goes on. And if you need me, call and I will come. Though you can't see or touch me, I will be near And if you listen with your heart, you'll hear All my love around you soft and clear And then, when you come this way alone, I'll greet you with a smile and a "Welcome Home".

Finally Some Decent News!!
Well to start off...I fell today. My right ankle just gave out on me and I ate pavement. I am really sore and in alot of pain this evening BUT on a good note I FINALLY got into see another neuro surg doc for a 2nd opinion. There is still hope that I can get some pain relief. I actually go this Saturday. I was shocked to get in so quickly when I have been back and forth with them and my workers comp about getting an appt. If he says he can give me some pain relief back surgery is in my very near future. My brother just had back surgery yesterday and he is doing really well. Still in pain of course but should be doing better very soon. I am excited. I do have a small glimmer of hope that has returned after 3yrs of constant pain!! So if you believe in God pray for me. If you dont then send positive energy my way. Whatever you believe will help me!! I was told that I will most likely end up getting a Mylogram (sp?)...They shoot some kind of dye into the spine. I will write another blog on

Gamertags
Yep yep I am going to be getting on xbox live once in a while you might see me. I got a bunch of 48hrs and stuff to use. Soo you just might see me playing halo 2 :) My Gamertag is RabidPUGrl ugh i can see all the friend requests now hehehe.. yay I can't wait to be on halo again! its been soo long! woot! soo add me if you wish!

Haters In Fubar
why is it someone would rate you low and they have no idea who you are? why is it someone would flag a photo NSFW? if you dont like it move on to something you do but no reason to hate on someone because they arent a 10 to you. try smiling and being nice for a change and you might make a few more friends. talk to someone and find out who they are or just move on. i was asked if i flagged a few pics today and sorry thats not my style. but if you bust my balls I WILL RETURN THE FAVOR! do unto others as you want them to do unto you...

How A Soldier Feels......
If I ever go to war Mom, Please don't be afraid. There are some things I must do, To keep the promise that I made. I'm sure there will be some heartache, And I know that you'll cry tears, But your son is a Soldier now, Mom, There is nothing you should fear. If I ever go to war Dad, I know that you'll be strong. But you won't have to worry, Cause you taught me right from wrong. You kept me firmly on the ground, yet still taught me how to fly. Your son is a Soldier now Dad, I love you Hooah, Even if I die. If I ever go to war Bro, There are some things I want to say. You've always had my back, and I know it's my time to repay. You'll always be my daybreak, through all of life's dark clouds, Your brother is a Soldier now, Bro, I promise I'll make you proud. If I ever go to war Sis, don't you worry bout me, I always looked out for you, but I can't do that anymore, Cause I'm a big bro to all in America. I love you so much and you know that, Your brother a soldier now Si

Bitchology
When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a bitch. When I stand up for those I love, they call me a bitch. When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts or do things my own way, they call me a bitch. -------------------------------------------- Being a bitch means I won't compromise what's in my heart. it means I live my life MY way. It means I won't allow anyone to step on me. When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speak against it, I am defined as a bitch. The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead of being everyone's maid, or when I act a little selfish. It means I have the courage and strength to allow myself to be who I truly am and won't become anyone else's idea of what they think I 'should' be. I am outspoken, opinionated and determined. I want what I want and there is nothing wrong with that! ------------------------------------------------ So try to stomp on me, try to douse my inner flame, try to squash every ounce of

For My Son
**BRIGHT STAR** The sky has a bright star, Brighter then all the others by far. I can see it night or day, I know it's you, showing me my way. Helping me travel through my grief, It doesn't matter what others say, it IS you that's my belief. Keep shining bright for me my son, Until my time on earth is done. Then you can meet me at heavens door, and I will hold you in my arms once more. The sky has a bright star, Brighter then all the others by far. This is a very hard song to listen to it was his favorite song ..I miss you boy this is for you, I hope you can hear it, from way up there in heaven...Happy birthday your Dad loves you.

I Tried
LEAN LIKE A CHOLO: If you're taken... CUPIDS CHOKEHOLD: If you're taken &confused... THIS IS WHY I'M HOT: If you're taken and u like someone else.... BUY YOU A DRANK: If you're single but your heart is taken.... MAKE IT RAIN: If you're single and just goin' with the flow.... I WANNA LOVE YOU: If you're single and you wanna tell someone you like them but not sure how that will go.... POP LOCK AND DROP IT: If you're single....and like some1 and they like u bakk WALK IT OUT: you like someone and they like you back but you aren't going out yet.... THIS IS THE WAY I LIVE: If you're single and like someone but confused whether they like you back or not..... AY BAY BAY: If your taken and really happy with that person I TRIED:You're just so confused and waiting for someone that wont completely tear you apart..... PARTY LIKE A ROCKSTAR: if your single. kinda like someone. but not sure. and you like being single I WILL WAIT FOR YOU: If you're still in love wit

Phenomenal Woman :)
PHENOMENAL WOMAN by Maya Angelou Pretty women wonder where my secret lies I'm not cute or built to suit a model's fashion size But when I start to tell them They think I'm telling lies. I say It's in the reach of my arms The span of my hips The stride of my steps The curl of my lips. I'm a woman Phenomenally Phenomenal woman That's me. I walk into a room Just as cool as you please And to a man The fellows stand or Fall down on their knees Then they swarm around me A hive of honey bees. I say It's the fire in my eyes And the flash of my teeth The swing of my waist And the joy in my feet. I'm a woman Phenomenally Phenomenal woman That's me. Men themselves have wondered What they see in me They try so much But they can't touch My inner mystery. When I try to show them They say they still can't see. I say It's in the arch of my back The sun of my smile The ride of my breasts The grace of my style. I'm a woman Phenomenally Phenomenal woman

Proud
6 months ago I weighed 254. I then decided it was time to lose some weight before it was to late and I had a heart attach.Thanks to my dr. and the plan he set for for me I have lost about 30 lbs. and have gone from 254lbs. to 220 lbs. for this I am proud of myself.I have more energy and my blood pressure has gone down.Hopefully I will keep it down.For this I am proud of myself.

Five Rule's
1. It's important to have a woman, who helps at home, who cooks from time to time, cleans up and has a job. 2. It's important to have a woman, who can make you laugh. 3. It's important to have a woman, who you can trust and who doesn't lie to you. 4. It's important to have a woman, who is good in bed and who likes to be with you. 5. It's very, very important that these four women do not know each other.

My Crush
well im so crushed and sad the crush that i have had since the whole crush thing on here has a crush for someone else i so thought he liked me enough to crush me back... *CRIES* oh well i guess... many more crushes out there i guess but this one really makes my heart skip beats lol and yes u know who u r if you read this... your the biggest pain in my ass but i really really do lust you ... lol ok got that out i feel better muahhhh and yes i know i am a retard lol

Everything.... Lifehouse
find me here speak to me i want to feel you i need to hear you you are the light that is leading me to the place where i find peace again you are the strength that keeps me walking you are the hope that keeps me trusting you are the life to my soul you are my purpose you are everything and how can i stand here with you and not be moved by you would you tell me how could it be any better than this you calm the storms you give me rest you hold me in your hands you won't let me fall you still my heart and you take my breath away would you take me in would you take me deeper now 'cause you're all i want you are all i need you are everything everything

Goodbye To Yesterday
Time to center and ground myself, time to let what I do best work for me. Its time to let all of the power that resides within me raise me up and make me whole again. I cannot do anything about Bob and my sister, I can not do anything about all of the lies and hurt they have told me and caused me. Karma will take care of that for me. All I can do is focus my energy inwards and heal myself. I can accept that they are insignificant to my life anymore. They arent even worth the time it would take to cast the spell that would reap havok upon their sad little lives. I can live here where I am until I find a better place and simply look through him. Anger has no place within me, and I am not going to let myself be effected for one more moment by the negetive energies they have brought my way. So with this blog and of course a bit of magickal cleansing, I have set myself free.

The Punishment
In the dark..I hear the breathing... I can smell the lust mixed with the desire to punish Have I not behaved as Your Slave should? I bow to You, plead for Your mercy The sting of the leather is my reward. I feel the creamy release between my legs I wanted this punishment I craved it I disobeyed to receive it. Again..the leather A reminder of my ignorance of Your authority. I throb endlessly My thighs slick, my core hot I beg to be shown the error of my ways.

Buddy Pet Help Line New Website
My dog Buddy He woke up one day in june of 2007 and lost all mobility of his hind legs,,I did some searching for an organization that would be able to help me out with this, well I was finaly able to get a pet credit card so that I was able to pay for some of the vet bills, after running up a nice bill with the vet I was told he needed surgery or he wouldn't be able to walk again on his own, or I could have him put down to sleep, well I've done this before with another dog and because of not being able to afford the big vet bill they told me it's best to put her down so I did and still got charged big time, well thinking of all this I started to dig even deeper to find some help as the surgery for Buddy would cost anywhere from 2500.00 to 5000.00 and with the very little fixed income I have wouldn't allow me to even make the smallest payments if I was allowed to do that but they wanted 2500.00 up front and then the rest if any was to be paid when the surgery was done. I search

Hahahaha, Idiot
Some idiot tried to call me out...we had a pleasant little SB convo...sorry I missed the beginning of it. First person I've had a discussion like this with, so I thought I'd share. He was trying to stick up for someone who posted a "lime pepsi vs summer pepsi" bullshit non-mumm. As always, bottom to top ->The Mogul: Oh, I'm not into gay porn...thanks The Mogul: peace The Mogul: keep bein an unhappy lil man... I've got money to make, keep workin for guys like me fool The Mogul: right... and that's why you're you, and that's why I'm me ->The Mogul: fuck yeah. I beat that little bastard with a tire iron. little fucking thing The Mogul: Im sure you smack your dog around too The Mogul: beatin up on the weak and young isn't? ->The Mogul: only in your own feeble little mind The Mogul: so now you're stupid too The Mogul: any manchild that derives fun from being a mumm nazi should be ->The Mogul: I'm not embarrased The Mogul: lol right The Mogul: givin you a taste of your own m

Daily Gratitude
Daily Gratitude Most of my dreams have been shattered I Guess, what I planned didn’t matter. The schemes I had, they seemed so grand. God might have laughed when, I told him my plans. The door to the future, wish I held the key. Even still, I don’t always know what’s best for me. Given the choice, would we allow pain? Would we allow the storms even if, it meant rain? There’s so much I don’t know. Why does it take sorrow to help us grow? Why can’t we have the beauty of snow without the cold? Why can’t we stay young and never grow old? I now know, I can’t change time but, Time can change me. No longer am I, the person I used to be. As each day starts to unfold, I know not, what it will hold. I shall take each day as a blessing. I’ll overlook the bad that, makes life depressing. I’ll be thankful for each day and every minute. I’ll be thankful for life, just to be in it. Chris

Fake Or Real??
FAKE FRIENDS: Never ask for food. > >REAL FRIENDS: are the reason you have no food... > >FAKE FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr/Mrs > >REAL FRIENDS: Call your parents DAD/MUM > >FAKE FRIENDS: bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong > >REAL FRIENDS: Would sit next to you saying 'Damn ... We fucked up. > >FAKE FRIENDS: never see you cry > >REAL FRIENDS: cry with you > >FAKE FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back > >REAL FRIENDS: keep your shit so long they forget it's yours > >FAKE FRIENDS: know a few things about you > >REAL FRIENDS: Could write a book about you with direct quotes from you > >FAKE FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing > >REAL FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds ass that left you > >FAKE FRIENDS: Would knock on your front door > >REAL FRIENDS: Walk right in and say 'I'M HOME!' > >FAKE FRIENDS: Are for awhile > >REAL FRIENDS: Are for life > >FAKE FRIENDS: will talk shit to th

Fuck Mystical
Its Mysticals HH so I'm not doing shit. She says her husbands home now he gets to see who she really is. After all all the HH's Sgt. Ski bought wasn't him at all it was her on his account. Shes a fake bitch. They aren't married I doubt he's even seen here.

My Apologies To Any Innocent Jackasses I May Offend
My Apologies To Any Innocent Jackasses I May Offend Every time someone opens his or her mouth... and makes a stupid aspersion or racial slur.... Here come these two morons out from the closet in the pretense of rescuing the 'Offended' The Reverend Al Sharpton and Reverend Jesse Jackson are two of the biggest race baiting activist asses.... Who will exploit one people at the detriment of all people shamelessly and irresponsibly promoting themselves.... as Healers......and Peacemakers....It's good to be King.... and they're no Martin Luther King Will people never learn that 'equality' is a matter of perception....and not conjecture? A man can never be free until he frees himself of himself.... Welfare of any kind is a tool of the 'MAN' to keep you dependent!

Oh Yes, I'm So Happy
oh yes, i'm so happy cause i get to hear your lies i'm so happy surprise! oh yes, i'm so happy cause you tell lies on me i'm so happy see? oh yes, i'm so happy cause you call me names i'm so happy i'v fame! oh yes, i'm so happy cause you break your promises i'm so happy i'm joyous! oh yes, i'm so happy cause you gave me some attention i'm so happy i'm in heaven! oh yes, i'm so happy cause i get to be used i'm so happy i'm amused! oh yes, i'm so happy cause you spare me a few minutes i'm so happy i must be nuts! oh yes, i'm so happy cause you let me love you i'm so happy i'm through with you! oh yes, if i was so happy cause of you i'll be happier now without you!

The Move Thanks To Elvis
well here i sit thinking how life is so weird,thinking i would have never moved out here to vegas if it wasnt for Elvis,my dad started working for Elvis in 1969,so when he came to vegas he loved it,so my dad decided to move us out here,he countinued to work for Elvis until 1976 one year before Elvis passed,my dad said Elvis was a great guy,the type of person would give the shirt off his back,he loved to joke around,and its all true Elvis had his moments of bein pissed off,but who doesnt,my dad said he was just a normal man,just under alot of pressure sometimes,having to do corny ass movie roles he hated,but because of bein locked into contracts,he had to do them,my dad blames his manager Tom Parker for the passing of Elvis,by him working the guy to death and not letting Elvis do real movies and songs he wanted to do,so my dad belives Elvis just gave up in he last years of his life,turning to pills more and more to find happiness and to feel numb,my dad said its was very sad thing at th

What My Friends Say About Me
I did not make this up........ I have a hard time explaining who I am so I hope this helps alittle . If anyone would like to add to it be my guest please. I think you are one of the most passionate, self-sacrificing people I've ever met in my life, not to mention a gorgeous woman with a wonderful personality. You are a true one-in-a-million type of woman that I am blessed to get to know. ................................................ Well, from our talks with each other, I see that you are a very caring and gentle woman. You have a very free-flowing personality, you take life as it comes and you are receptive to people, but you keep yourself guarded so as to keep yourself from being hurt. You are a realist, not too pessimisstic, not too optimistic, just enough to keep you grounded. You are an affectionate person and are a pleasure to be around.

~ Nothing
Struggling every single day of our lives to make it, and to be happy, we slowly wear ourselves down. All of lifes tests and torments, beating us with the smallest of whips, removing only a cell at a time, unnoticed. We need not shed blood, become bruised, or show any other physical signs of lifes abuse to prove that it's happening. In our minds, and our souls, we hide the growing scars of needless emotional wounding and punishment. When they told you that you could do better, be better than you are, dispite the fact that deep down you knew you were doing everything you possibly could, it left a mark, and it grew from there. A small scratch, barely existant, growing over the many years of added bumps and bruises, for lack of having time to heal properly, is now a growing abyss. Abyss. Swallowing and consuming everything good that tries to enter, or even happens upon you by mistake. Beyond the point of being able to reach out and cry for help, you let it fester, let it take over.

Dying Spirit
Dying Spirit By; MHG a.k.a. Proud Mary SHE SITS, UNAWARE OF THE NOISE AROUND HER SHE THINKS WITHOUT ANY THOUGHT SHE CRIES WITHOUT ANY TEARS SHE’S HERE BUT GONE….. SHE LOOKS BUT DOESN’T SEE SHE HEARS BUT DON’T LISTEN SHE NEEDS A PLACE TO LAMENT THE DEATH OF HER SPIRIT HAS FINALLY COME A FRIEND SHE SEEKS BUT THEY NEVER STAY IT’S WARM, BUT OH SO COLD INSIDE HER CREEPING UP TO FREEZE HER GUTS GONE IS HER SMILE…. SHES INVULNERABLE, YET IN PAIN SHE HURTS AND CUTS DEEP TEARS FINALLY ROLL, ROLL UPON CHEEKS THAT’S COLDER THAN HER RAIN…. A SAD LONG WAIL A DEEP MOURNFUL MOAN SHE WHIMPERS, SHE CHOKES, SHE GAGS SHES ALIVE YET DEAD SAD TIRED EYES STARE BACK EMOTIONLESS, THE GRIN HAS SLOWLY FADED LAUGHTER TURNED INTO A SUBTERRANEAN GROAN SHES DRIFTING… SLIPPING…YES… SHES GONE…......

Don't Let The Dream Die
i am an educator. Through my daily life i ger to talk to all sorts of troubled youth. I am lucky they seem to respond to me. This is due in part to the fact that came from auspicious beginnings myself. I am the product of a major housing projects and a life lived in poverty during my childhood, ain't too much better now, lol. As a child when asked what we wanted to due when we grew up, we usually responded with a career that would bring us good income and that was legal. We had dreams, hope, and faith in the future and what we could do. I ask so many of my students what it is they want to do with their lives, and so many not only say i don't know, they have never even given it any consideration. They have no clue it seems about possible options and careers. Granted i am in an alternative school, and a lot of the kids have had legal issues, but they don't even know that they still have a future as long as they want one. They no longer even dream. It is as if they are wai

It's Thursday Already?? Good Grief!
My days and weeks are flying by! The boys are registering/picking up their schedules already - not that I mind, lol. Jenn, my oldest daughter who has been sitting it out at the LaCrosse County Jail, is scheduled to be released somewhere around September 15th. Has she learned her lesson? Stay tuned for further developments, lol. I've got an early start on my day today. Need to be out of here by 8:30 a.m. That's about 4 hours away, for those of you on the other side of the world. Couldn't sleep, so I decided just to get up and get at it. The coffee is on, lol!! For those of you having a hard time finding my new friend tinydancer, I will try to give you her link at some point. She's new to Fubar, not new to me, lmao!! She is a belly dancing classmate of mine! Let's see if I can add her link, lmao!! Yesterday's energy was a little bizarre. I felt very lightheaded and had this lovely brain fog I sometimes get, lol! It's all cleared now. I did have a couple of intere

Today Is A Bad Day For Me
HELLO ALL, TODY IS A BAD DAY FOR ME TODAY BECAUSE TODAY 4 YEARS AGO I ALMOST LOST MY LIFE IN A CAR CRASH. IT IS 7:57AM EST AND ALMOST TO THIS MIN GIVE OR TAKE 5-6 MIN WHEN I WROTE THIS BLOG. I WAS DRIVING TO MY FIRST DAY OF WORK ON A NEW JOB AND I STOPED AT A WAWA TO GET COFFEE. THATS THE LAST THING I REMEMBER. THE NEXT THING I KNOW IAM IN THE BACK OF A RIG WITH 2 EMTS AND A MEDIC. I FREAK OUT WHAT HAPPENED THEY ALL SAID YOU WHERE IN A CAR ACCIDENT Cooper University Hospital OK RIGH THERE I KNEW IT WAS BAD MEDIC IN THE RIG WITH US AND TAKING ME TO ONE OF THE BIGGEST TRAUMA HOSPITALS IN THE AREA. IAM AN EMT FIREFIGHTER AND I WAS FREAKING ALL THE WAY THERE BECAUSE IT WAS A RAINY OVERCAST DAY THE CHOPPER GOT NOT TAKE OFF TO FLY ME THERE. IT ALSO SUCKED THAT I HAD A MASK ON TO HELP ME BREATH. I ALSO HAD TO BE RESTRAINED BECAUSE I WAS FREAKING OUT AND TAKING MASK OFF. SO WE GET THERE AFTER A 45 MIN LITTLE DRIVE. AND I STOP BREATHING TWICE AS SOON AS I WAS WHEELED INTO ER. THEY

Follow Up From Yesterday Mornings Message!!
OK HERE IS THE DEAL IF YOU ADD ME AS A FRIEND OR WHAT EVER THEN YOU START TALKIN TO ME AND ASKING ME QUESTIONS LIKE DO I WANT YOUR DICK AND HOW DO I LIKE TO BE FUCKED THEN I ASK YOU POLITELY TO SHOW ME RESPECT.... DONT GET YOUR EGO HURT THEN CALL ME NAMES AS IN A FAT UGLY BITCH BECAUSE APPARENTLY THERE WAS SOMETHING THAT MADE YOU ADD ME IN THE FIRST PLACE!!!! SO IF YOU ARE GOING TO TALK TO ME IN THAT MANNER FROM THE GET GO DONT EVEN BOTHER TALKING TO ME OR ADDING ME... YEAH I HAVE PICS ON HERE AND A LOT IN LINGERIE THAT DOESNT MEAN I DONT DESERVE RESPECT IT MEANS IM CONFIDENT IN WHAT I LOOK LIKE WHAT YOU SAY DOESNT HURT MY FEELINGS BUT AS YOUR MOMMA SHOULD HAVE TOLD YOU WHEN YOU WHERE YOUNGER IF YOU DONT HAVE NOTHIN NICE TO SAY DONT SAY ANYTHING AT ALL!! IM TIRED OF THESE LOW LIFE GUYS ON HERE THAT ADD ME AS A FRIEND JUST TO SEE IF THEY CAN GET IN MY PANTS... IT ISNT GOING TO HAPPEN... IF YOU WNAT TO FLIRT AND BE FRIEND FINE BUT I AM A VERY OUTSPOKEN PERSON AND I WILL LET YOU KNOW W

Heart Like Fire
heart like fire, burning with desire, never to tire, and im not a lier, so true and kind, a unique find, passionate and sureen, in bed i'll make you scream, ill do it and never be mean, bring you to a place of deire, make your body feel like its on fire, as our extasy gets higher and higher, as your muscles get tighter and tighter, ill make you feel so much lighter, as unbelievable as it will seem, i will get you to scream, pleasure with out pain, im not being vane, in the morning youll have to clean the stain, two hearts beating as one, as we have terrific fun, never to rest until we are done, hours we will go, as orgasms will show, all i want you all to know, im always ready to go, as we stay in bed, on my chest lay your head, give me your heart, we will never part, pleasure of the body and mind, inside me is what you will find, so dont be afraid to explore whats here, you might be the one who gets lucky, and has me with you there, have a wonderful

Soulmates
Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies. -Aristotle Sometimes in an ordinary life something extraordinary happens - Love... Love that is so rare and special that it's a gift from heaven itself - the love of a soulmate. It will change you forever and it will always be with you. Your life will never be the same again no matter how much time has passed. Years after meeting your soulmate you will call his/her name with a longing and ache in your heart like you've never felt before. You will know what a unconditional love feels like and all the mysteries of life and the universe will be revealed to you. God himself will whisper his secrets in your ear and you will know Love. Will you follow your souls destination or will you close your heart and run away? That choice will be yours. Still, at the end, if nothing else, you will be able to say "I have loved.." After all, that's all there is... Nothing else is real. There are no questions or doubt.

Thru Out The Earth
thru out the Earth I’ll turn on the news and I don’t like what I see All the bad world events really bother me. The news that they’re trying to sell, Makes me think, we’re on a high way to hell There’re evil men all filled with greed. All the money, can’t be taken with you so take heed! Earthquakes, famines and floods, Another dead soldier all covered in blood Sad to think, news always has a bleed it leads. There has to be someone out there someone doing good deeds. Do we live in a world of such despair? I know there are people out there that still care! When, things are at there worst, we seem to be at our best. I often wonder if, we’re being put thru a test. But, oh how it makes the heart ache. The innocent lives man and nature takes. This Earth could be utopia an more. Instead, all thru history, we’ve had wars. Why does man have to be filled with hate? I pray for peace and hope, it’s not too late. Chris

The Defiant Sub....
She awoke from a deep slumber feeling a bit disgruntled and defiant... No reason... Just a mood... Angry at the fact that "he" always got to shower first, which sometimes left her taking a cold shower as he used all the hot water... She watched as he stepped out of the bathroom, freshly showered and wrapped in his robe... His eyes intent on her... "If you're going to have my usual Saturday morning breakfast ready on time, I would suggest you get yourself ready." "Yes Sir"... was all she could manage to say as she got up out of the bed and headed for the bathroom. She felt his eyes on her, watching and a part of her wanted to look at him and tell him to fix his own breakfast for once. Turning the water on in the shower, she slowly stepped in... Damn... Cold again... Quickly she soaped her body and rinsed off... Drying herself off with the small towel, she eyed the nice fluffy towel that was his... Reaching out to touch it.. So tempted... Then snapping as she turned t

Update On My Dad
TWO DAYS AGO MY MOM CALLED ME TO TELL ME THAT MY DAD WAS TAKING TO THE HOSPITAL FROM HIS KIDNEY APPOINTMENT...HE HAS A BLOOD CLOT IN HIS ARM WHERE HIS SHUNT IS FOR HIS DIALYSIS...HIS IS WHITE ,SICK ,AND IF THIS BLOOD CLOT CANT BE DESOLVED AND IT GOES TO HIS HEART HE CAN DIE AND IF IT GOES TO HIS HEAD HE CAN GO INTO A COMA. PLEASE PRAY FOR HIM! I AM GOING THRU SO MUCH AND I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO IF I LOSE MY DADDY!

A Supposed Friend.
Seems one of my friends on here is reporting my photos NSFW... I know it is a friend because those photos were open to "friends only" and they are just jokes. You seriously need to grow up! If you don't like it then don't rate it and grow some balls! I am just gonna close them all to family only.

The Grandmother!
The Grandmother! (wisdom comes with age, she's a smart woman) A sweet grandmother telephoned St. Joseph 's Hospital. She timidly asked, "Is it possible to speak to someone who can tell me how a patient is doing?" The operator said "I'll be glad to help, dear. What's the name and room number?" The grandmother in her weak tremulous voice said, "Norma Findlay, Room 302." The operator replied, "Let me place you on hold while I check with her nurse." After a few minutes the operator returned to the phone, "Oh, good news. Her nurse has told me that Norma is doing very well. Her blood pressure is fine; her blood work just came back as normal and her physician, Dr.Cohen, has scheduled her to be discharged Tuesday." The grandmother said, "Thank you. That's wonderful! I was so worried! God bless you for the good news." The operator replied, "You're more than welcome. Is Norma your daughter?" The grandmother said, "No, I'm Norma Findlay in 302. No one tells

76-standing On The Tracks Waiting For The 9:15
Here I am again, waiting on the 9:15 I see you standing...alone at the station gate I'm blown wide open...by the way you look right through...me And your kiss.... Is like a freight train through my brain And your lips... Are like water in my desert And your eyes... Are skies of emerald fire And your touch... Is my ressurection I hear your laughter..ringing in my head As I'm standing on these tracks again...waiting for impact My eyes are closing...as the earth moves beneath my feet And I'm falling..further from your light As I'm calling...I remember you can't read my mind And your kiss.... Is like a freight train through my brain And your lips... Are like water in my desert And your eyes... Are skies of emerald fire And your touch... Is my ressurection

I'm Not Supposed Too
I'm not supposed to love you, I'm not supposed to care, I'm not supposed to live my life, Wishing you were HERE I'm not supposed to wonder, Where you are or what you're doing, I'm sorry I can't help myself, Cause I'm in love with you

My Dad's Round 2 With Cancer
My Father had a kidney removed today due to it have a massive Tumor Growing on it. They took it all out and are hopefully that they got all the cancer. needless to say It was not fun to watch your dad there hooked to all those tubes and stuff Please Keep my Dad Me & My son in your Prayers as we go through this situation

Tacky Very Very Tacky
OMG DO SOME OF YOU PPL AROUND HERE HAVE NO SHAME..................... STATUS SCREAMIN OUT BUY ME A BLAST IS THE TACKIEST THING I HAVE EVA SEEN WHY WOULD YOU ANNOUNCE TO THE WHOLE OF FUBAR THAT YOU R TOO LAZY TO GET OFF UR OWN ASS AND MAKE SOME MONEY................. BLAH IT LOOKS FUKN SAD THAT IS ALL I GOIN SAY

Whats Going On
I just want you all to know I'm not here to hear I'm sorry or to get sympathy. I really don't wanna sound like a bitch either and I'm sorry if I'm coming like that but I want you all to know I'm not going to be myself and if I don't respond to comments or anything in that sort or get to any pictures to rate I'm sorry. But today my grandma died and I'm not one that can handle death all to well...I just want people to know and do me a favor tell the people how much you love them even if you don't think anything is going to happen because you will never know. I was glad that I was able to say goodbye and that I loved her right before she passed. Mike And The MechanicsIn The Living YearsMusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

My Longing Prayer..
she, the content of my cognition, engulfs my heart in laminar flow. a low momentum convection, with the viscosity of pastry dough. and what sweet confection, no, what altogether sapid concoction, and yet how absurd, i know, that this palatable combination of mind, body, and savory soul this that commands infatuation with no promise of quid pro quo would grant this lone exception and have me as her own.

Release
I'm a free spirit that has been shot down and wronged I pleaded for help a kind gentle mercy My heart felt like it rose up to my throat as you choked the life from me I cried with pain; can barely speak your name Throat swelling burning like a flame This fire this burning I'm yearning for help This is all I have ever felt My life as its slipping Veins running cold My blood as its churning its last My lungs choking for air breathing heavy And nobodies there to hold me tight Or watch this site as I fall to my knees In a last try to be set free abandoning all of me Because there is nothing left for me Why can't I ever just see? As the rain falls it sucks the life from me My one joy to hear and feel the rain and it consumes me And this ending pain; no more shame, For I have shown it all.

Top Ten Most Polite Ways To Say Your Zipper Is Down....
Top Ten most Polite Ways to Say Your Zipper Is Down.... 10. The cucumber has left the salad. 9. Quasimodo needs to go back in the tower and tend to his bells. 8. You need to bring your tray table to the upright and locked position. 7. Paging Mr. Johnson... Paging Mr. Johnson... 6. Elvis is leaving the building. 5. The Buick is not all the way in the garage. 4. Our next guest is someone who needs no introduction. 3. You've got a security breach at Los Pantalones. 2. Men may be From Mars... but I can see something that rhymes with Venus. And the #1 way to tell someone his zipper is unzipped... 1. I always knew you were crazy, but now I can see your nuts

Blogus Part Dos
Sorry for the delay in blogs. Seems my carousing in TN caught up with me and transformed me into some pillow loving fool. Along with some problems with the 'sugar thing' I have, I have been out of commission and out of cell and internet range. Sorry to those who tried calling. Back to Bucksnort, TN (really there is!!) Day 5. Gatlinburg here I come. I've heard amazing things about Gatlinburg. Beautiful city, kind of romantic-that didn't do me alot of good. I had no one to get romantic with. Anyway.....Did the Ripley's Believe It of Not Museum....such a waste of money. The highlight of the museum was a rusty old chastity belt that looked like someone tried to pry it open with a chisel. Such fun those virgins must have had!!! I enjoyed the Pancake Pantry much better. I took a walk on the wild side and got a tatoo. Okokokok..so it is only henna. BUT, it is the Chinese symbol for peace. I find myself almost being the Shirley Temple of emissaries. Should we come under

Happiness Can't Last...
It's almost as if theres a cloud shrouding my eyes and a blanket stuffed inside my lungs asphyxiating me causing my throat to tighten and that feeling like I'm going to gag my eyes water my breath is shallow I feel like my eyes are producing tears of mace dripping in torrents burning my face making it turn that sickly bright red . . . . today I saw my reflection on the window in the bus I didn't even recognize who it was staring back at me trying to mask that melancholy look that shows the world your sorrow that look that conveys so much more then any words could say that look you see on the ones the world has beaten down but they still refuse to let go holding on to a last hope the hope that theres a chance to be happy but knowing happiness cannot last

I Don't Get People!
So, in the Cafe wher I work, they have a station where you can get omlets. They also have ready-made breakfast sandwiches there. I go over to get a breakfast sandwich and there are a bunch of people huddled around waiting for their omlets, which they've already ordered. But yet they all feel the need to block the sandwiches. I said "excuse me" so I could get one and I got the dirtiest looks. Hey, don't blame me because you have to wait.

Lmao I Have To Say One Thing To Guys And Their Rudeness
GUYS WHOM THINK ASKING ME , IF I WANT TO SEE THE WILLEYS , " GET A CLUE " I HAVE BEEN IN THE NURSING FIELD " SINCE THE AGE OF 16 YRS OLD. YOU SEE ONE YOU HAVE SEEN THEM ALL . SO, IF YOU THINK SHOUT BOXIN ME IS GOIN TO IMPRESS ME THINK AGAIN . BECAUSE ITS NOT . 2 GET A WHORE OR GET A LIFE . BECAUSE YOU MUST BE PRETTY BORED WITH YOUR LIFE . AND IM VERY CONTENT WITH WHOM IM WITH . AND CALLIN ME A " BITCH " WELL , YOU GOT THAT RIGHT , BECAUSE IM A BITCH WHEN , YOU DISRESPECT ME .

Time Flies
Time Flies fooled, used, rejected, neglected pick up the pieces, little girl no use cryin over what you can't change gonna be a long road so dry your tears & rest your eyes face the new day time's gonna fly you found yourself you found your strength belongs to you now & no one else isn't it nice to know who you are & what you want? nice to know where you've been & where you're going? you picked up the pieces no use livin for tomorrow when we've still got today gonna be an adventure so hold your head up high enjoy yourself time's gonna fly

Leaving
I'm going to Dallas tonight on a red-eye flight! There's going to be a myspace meet at Billy Bob's and I'm going! I have a friend I already know there, and haven't seen her in a few years, so it was a great excuse to go see her. I made a bet with one of my other friends in the chat room that I wouldn't tell anyone I was going. Then *SHE* blabbed that to someone else and he's having a riot saying stuff in the room about me and my flight and the search process.. etc.. doh! Some people just AREN'T FUNNY. I'm going alone.. and determined not to be a naughty bird. So no drinking chocolate martinis... or else I won't be able to help myself. So many fun people and such urges inside. *sighs* Not easy being married, sometimes. But a vow is a vow. Right? I said.. RIGHT? okay then!

Pray For Taylor
Hey all, some of you may remember the bulletin i posted for Taylor a few days ago. I just wanted to let ya all know what is going on now. They have put her into a medical induced coma because the pain was just too much for her. She is still on the ventilator but they want to start turning it down slowly to try to get the hole in her lung to close on its own. Her dad put up a page for her with updates everyday on myspace. the link is http://www.myspace.com/taylor_hittlet if anyone is interested in any of the updates. If not that's ok but could you say at least one prayer for her. Any thing helps. Thanks Remember she is only 4 years old and we all know that something like this would be bad for anyone but think how it is on a 4 year old little girl!!!!

Seduction (lesbian)
I see you immediately across the dark, smokey room as I make my way onto the stage, the only female in a crowded room of men. Our eyes meet, shooting daggers at each other, locked together in a passionate stare. Your face flushes, your breathing quickens, I smile. Though I am not the only dancer on the stage, your eyes remain glued on me. I know what you're here for. My smile broadens and I begin my SEDUCTION. The music blares out in the background but I ignore it, moving to the music in your eyes. I slowly strip off my clothes, baring myself to you, body and soul. Your eyes drink deeply of me, your desire plainly visible in them as I dance my way across the stage to you. I sway seductively back and forth in front of you, teasing you, tantalizing you. My hips churn, my nipples burn, my passion a mirror of your own. Our eyes remain locked as I descend from the stage to dance at your table, my dance only for you, ignoring the whistles and laughter from arou

My Beautiful Daughter!
A precious little flower that is in constant bloom I watch as yet another milestone around the corner looms. It seems like only yesterday that we shared a breath but now it seems like tomorrow you will leave and I'll be left. A tiny little angel that always is in flight as soon as you came into my life you brought me so much light. Your beauty is so stunning your smile makes me melt I'm so proud to be your mommy It's the best I've ever felt. Oh perfect little princess with you I'm so in love every night before I dream I thank the lord above. How did I get so lucky to have as sweet of a gift as you If ever you should need me there's nothing I wouldn't do

A Mothers Love!
A mothers love is something that no one can explain It is made with deep devotion and of sacrifice and pain It is endless and unselfish and enduring come what may For nothing can destroy it or take that love away It is patient and forgiving when all others are forsaking And it never fails or falters Even though her heart is breaking It believes beyond believing When the world around condemns And it glows with all the beauty of the rarest brightest gems It is far beyond defining it defies all explanation And it still remains a secret Like the mysteries of creation A many splendored miracle Man cannot understand And another wondrous evidence of God's Tender guiding hand.

For Some One I Feel Is A Good Friend And You Know Who You Are
the broken heart(aka john's poem) i see something shattered on the ground smashed beyond normal repair it is beautiful and full of pain and ache i pick it up and wipe away the dirt and dust i wash away the tears that have been shed on it and i lovingly place it one piece at a time back together knowing it will never be completely whole again but i will try anyway i try to leave the pain and hurt out but it turns out they are a necessary evil because with out them it cant be whole i know thisand as i am placing the pieces back together i shed a few tears because of the pain this something carries hurts to be seen at times but i will mend this i can and will willingly carry some of the burden for you are wonderful and i know it will never be whole again a piece will always be missing but i will help hold this together because after all what else are friends for?

Things I Never Tell Ppl
in life we have many chances to tell people in our lives just how much they mean to us..but how often do we actually TELL them??? Let this be MY declaration to allt hose importnat to me, both online and off! ok this list is in no particular order so dont freak and if i miss anyone my appoligies now, its not intentional. Dor- words can not discribe the love and support you've given me over the years and i cant begin to thank you enough, you are more than just a sister, youre among my list of personal angels.. Tanya- what can i say about tanya? shes a bitch..lol but id have her on my team anyday because her loyalty is unsurpassed. Lou/Kira- well folks whats new with the old ppl n dogs? i owe the two of you a huge thanks and if its meant to be ill be delivering that huge hug u2 have coming to u in person... bobby- my owe personal pet dragon.*tosses dragon treat* you've been an amazing friend and friends like the ones listed here are rare and precious jewels. in my sho

Shallow Accomplishment
Yay! I'm down to 113.8 pounds today. Thats my accomplishment of the month, hopefully I'll be down to 110 pounds soon or even a size 1 or 0 again . . . My line dancing and clogging classes are whats keeping my weight down; I'm even giving up yoga to continue my dance lessons since my yoga classes are moving to the same slot as my dance time and on the same day. Oh well I'll live.

As Days Flew By
The very first time I saw you, Was special how we met. You took me by complete surprise. I knew my heart was set. As days flew by, we talked again, But you never seemed to care. I tried my best to help you out, By a favor here, or a favor there. Although I made a fast approach, Our friendship grew and grew. I realized how deep I cared, But the feeling I felt was new. In time I became attached to you. From a hug, I wouldn't let go. I soon saw how close we were, And the feeling was good to know. For you, I wrote sweet letters and songs. You were on my mind all day. The thought of sleeping was nowhere near, Unless I knew you were okay. It hit me then, what I was in - A unique and precious love. For the person I said was only mine, Was an angel sent from above. The minutes without you turned into days, And the seconds with you flew fast. I could only wish to see you more, And make each moment last. The times I spent with you, Were what made my hea

I Love Dirty Weeds!!! Lol :p
Us Zombies love Dirty weeds..... YUMMY.... lol. Me and Goddess got so many of them last night... I thought it was Christmas!! Lmao!!! Dont you ppl know that Zombies love Dirty weeds.... Rofl!!! They are good for my ZOMBIE Diet, and good Ruffage !!! LMFAO!!! But for good ness sakes at least if you send us some yummy dirty weeds.. Dont send it Anonymously.... ROFL!! We want to repay you in the upmost utter fashion!!!! LMFAO!!! ROFL!!! :P:O:P:O:P:O:P:O:P We coudln't wash the dirty weeds first .. LMAO!! Or else the wouldn't be dirty weeds.. ROFL!! :O:O: They would then be clean weeds... LMFAO!! PMSL!!! :P:O:P:O:P:O:P:-S:-S But now I gots an aching Zombie tummy ache from eatin all them Dirty weeds we got sent.. (((BURP))))......((((Burp))))))..... hahaa.... Where's the Zombie Tums...lol... :P:O:P:O:P:O

Argh
Okay, So I've just been stood up for the 875th time in my life. So basically now I just hate men. I could just shake it off the other times, but now I'm to the point where its just like "Why me? Why do people make plans with me and then just blow me off? Is it some kind of joke to them?" I'm a catch! I'll admit it. I'm smart and fun and easy on the eyes even! So why do guys do this? Does something that much better come along? UGH! I can't take this. I turn down all these other plans so I can go out w/ this one person on this supposed big date...and now i'm stuck home on a Friday night w/ no kids...Maybe I'll just go get a bottle of vodka and get blotto by myself.

Listen And You'll Hear The Other Boot Fall...
So...I finally thought I was gonna get my chance at happiness...but *BUZZ* Wrong again! Ive been seeing this guy, some of you know that already. He's an old boyfriend infact. We were once engaged as kids, I was 18 he was 19. He went in the service, we broke up. I missed him always, he says the same about me...yadda, yadda, yadda.. No sense in dwelling on the mushiness of this relationship now.. Anywho.. Things were going along just fine..we were hanging out (no sex involved), just hanging as friends..although all the old feelings have come back between us. We decided to wait on any huge commitments becuz unfortunately he's going thru the end of a very messy divorce. So tonight he calls, tells me its over..after professing his love to me..Its over becuz the ex-bitch has decided she's pregnant...and its his.. Uhm..hello? They havent been together in over 9 months. Everything was going swimmingly with the divorce til he moved on...now she's pregnant? Neither of us belie

Oh, The Things I Think
well... nothing new that I am here talking to myself again. I am on a hate fest today I think. I am sick of my job. I hate it. I am a slave & get paid shit to do it. all I want to do is try to support my family & pay my fucking bills... whats so wrong with that??? I don't see why I always take all the shit from everyone.... OH I KNOW... ITS CAUSE I AM SOOOO FUCKING NICE!!!! well ya know what.. fuck them & fuck nice! it only gets me stepped on. I am so sick of getting the blame for shit I didn't do... (and I dn't tell cause I'm NOT A SNITCH) but where the hell does it get me? in better with a fucker who lets someone else take the fll? fuck that! so whats right? I beat myself up over all of it & I don't know why cause they don't give me a second thought.... so why should I care? I wish I was selfish sometimes. nice gets you nothing but shit on! oh well...ranting doesn't help either I guess... but it sure makes me feel better to say fuck alot!!! smiles!

Im No Better
just realized today that im no better than my fucking father.i just want to fucking carve myself up like a thnksgiving day turkey.im a worthless no good piece of shit just like him i guess no matter what i do its true what they say. like father.....like son

Shit Never Changes...
So I got stood up...ME...OF ALL people. ME. I wanted to go out. My best friend said I could go to the bar with her. She was gonna turn around and come get me. The car "runs hot". Her boyfriend takes them to the bar, and turns all the way back around to come get me. NEVER FUCKING MIND I tell him. It's not worth the drive. On top of that...I don't know where my girlfriend is...Haven't heard from her since she left work...Stood up TWICE in one day. Damn, don't you wish you had my life? :'(

Im Such A Fucking Perv... Another Older Stoy I Wrote..
Read and Comment.. Im cleaning out one of my old email accounts before I delete it and I had sent copied of my stories to my email.. Here is another one.. ENJOY!! LOVE YOU GUYS!!! Im lying on the bed and you are beside me at my side. you look at me as you pull your cock out from your boxers and you rub the tip of your cock around my lips, smacking my cheeks with your cock, then letting me suck on it.. I take my tongue and slowly start to lick the tip of your cock with my tongue.my legs start to spread a little.... You take my thighs and spread my legs apart further...My skirt lifts exposing the wet crotch of my fishnets.. I start sucking on your cock harder, taking it all in my mouth... I can feel your hands rubbing my cunt thorough those stockings.. I take my hands and slowly start to massage your balls, as my mouth wraps around your cock tighter... I can feel you throbbing in my mouth, and your fingers making a hole in my stockings...You can hear my moans growing louder as my mo

To A New Friend
"I FEEL THE SAME" I FEEL THE SAME, WHEN I LOOK IN YOUR EYE'S. WANTING YOU MORE, I ALMOST CRY. I FEEL THE SAME., WHEN I SEE YOU SMILE. I KNOW IT'S, BEEN AWHILE... I FEEL THE SAME, WHEN I HOLD YOU NEAR, WISHING I COULD, HAVE YOU HERE.. I FEEL THE SAME, AS YOU LOOK AT ME. JUST LOOK IN MY EYE'S, YOU WILL SEE..... LIKE LONG BEFORE, I FEEL THE SAME. LETTING YOU IN, I FEEL NO PAIN...... by;Paul A. 8-16-7

Dj Darkwarrior Your An A*s
ok so this goes out to one sorry excuse for a man!!! so you think my friends are ridiculous and you think my friends are scorned by you...and you think they just want you...heres a reality check...you arent sh*t...no one cares...and u say you've been wanting me to run out of money and fail...well its not going to happen...im strong and i will rise above it all...i certainly dont need you for anything...you only wish you had friends like mine...my friends in real life and even all of my fubar friends are top knotch and i love them all...i just hope all the women beware of you bc the women you've gotten to on here are well aware of who u are...stay away from my friends....ur a predator is what you are. ok so this goes out to one sorry excuse for a man!!! instead of worrying so much about about your lounge and ur fu groupies you need to start worrying more about taking responsibility for your child. im done playing your "i promise i will and i'll take care of it" games. thi

Great Plan!!!!
PLEASE READ THIS AND PASS ON. IMPORTANT. We all carry our mobile phones with names & numbers stored in its memory but nobody, other than ourselves, knows which of these numbers belong to our closest family or friends. If we were to be involved in an accident or were taken ill, the people attending us would have our mobile phone but wouldn't know who to call. Yes, there are hundreds of numbers stored but which one is the contact person in case of an emergency? Hence this " ICE" (In Case of Emergency) Campaign The concept of "ICE" is catching on quickly. It is a method of contact during emergency situations. As cell phones are carried by the majority of the population, all you need to do is store the number of a contact person or persons who should be contacted during emergency under the name "ICE" ( In Case Of Emergency). The idea was thought up by a paramedic who found that when he went to the scenes of accidents, there were always mobile phones with patients, but they

In Case Of Emergency
PLEASE READ THIS AND PASS ON. IMPORTANT. We all carry our mobile phones with names & numbers stored in its memory but nobody, other than ourselves, knows which of these numbers belong to our closest family or friends. If we were to be involved in an accident or were taken ill, the people attending us would have our mobile phone but wouldn't know who to call. Yes, there are hundreds of numbers stored but which one is the contact person in case of an emergency? Hence this " ICE" (In Case of Emergency) Campaign The concept of "ICE" is catching on quickly. It is a method of contact during emergency situations. As cell phones are carried by the majority of the population, all you need to do is store the number of a contact person or persons who should be contacted during emergency under the name "ICE" ( In Case Of Emergency). The idea was thought up by a paramedic who found that when he went to the scenes of accidents, there were always mobile phones with patients, but they di

Why Do You Still Ride?
ok yall a little background it was a saturday like any other except i was only working a half day ,i got off at noon walk out to the old putt sittin out front of the shop pulled off my shirt and stuffed it into the saddlebag.i swung a leg over her and fired her up the smooth stroke and throb of the motor started to clear my head ,i looked out acreoss the 8th street traffic as i gunned her across the road and into traffic 25 minutes later i was pulling up outside the house.my daughter came up asking daddy what he was doing i gave her a hug and went into the house, the brother in law (bob) was playing on one of the extra pc's in the livingroom and the sister in law(kathy) was down the hall in their room. i walked thru the kitchen and down the short hall into my master bedroom where my wife was on her pc,gave her a little kiss and asked her if she was gonna go with me today .of course she said no she wasnt up to it but i could still go so i grabbed my favorite harley t shirt with no s

Trying To Get To Godmother....help Me Get There
Im really trying to get to godmother, yes i know i have posted about this but im doing it again. I have done everything short of begging for a fricken HH to get leveled, but I just want this bad, Im not asking for someone to give me one. Im willing to comment or do what ever it takes to get one. If any of you that are reading this know of a HH give away link me to it and ill work my Azz off to get one. thanks.

Weird Foreign Guy
Hmm so not yesterday but the day before i checked in these two guys. and one of them is foreign and the other is originally from here.. Well the foreign guy would be talkin to me... saying "why do you work this shift you are too cute to be working this late" then he would look at his friend "isnt she cute?. i mean look at her.. too cute!!!" then he would look at me... "were goin to have ur number tomorrow right?" im like "uh.. the hotels number is..." HAHA!!!!! then tonight.. i picked them up from the bowling alley. and the normal guy was liek i will watch the front desk for you while u go wild! HAHA i was like umm no that sokay i can watch the front desk just fine myself... and he lsike nooo you go crazy i'll watch it! hahaha he was like you guys can go in a clouset while i watch it! i was like A CLOUSET? hes like or a bed w/e u like! the foreign guy was like YEAH w/e u want i can do clouset if u want clouset! hahahaha i was like umm no thats okay! ha... And

Another Fyi
If I add you to this page, and for any reason what so ever I find you to be dishonest with me or I find you to be lacking I will tell you I am deleting you and I won't lose any sleep over it. I have lived my life with enough bullshit in it...I don't care to spend my time intended for enjoyment with it. Just so you know this now :) Do have a great day all.

A Few Things About Me
A few things about me.... * I am 31 years old * I have two beautiful children * I live at home * I have a big heart * I love my family and friends * I love reading anything by Nora Roberts/JD Robb (same author) * I would rather get a bouquet of daisies than a dozen roses * My eyes are hazel, they are my most favorite part of my body * I am a Colorado native, that now resides in Connecticut * I work at a department store overnight setting the ad * My name is a combination of my parents middle names Alan and Marie * I am extremely honest and have little tolerance for dishonesty period * I love playing games, when they come in a box or have set rules * I have played the slide trombone, flute, piano, and the recorder * I love MUSIC! * I am very selective at times and other times I am open and friendly * I love to crotchet * I like waking up in the morning and having my first cup of coffee sitting on the back deck listening to the birds

Stupid Things People Do....
Stupid Things People Do.... Ok so everyone knows i work at Speedway... Well i decided to list a few things ive encounterd over the nearly 5 months of being there... So here they are in no specific order.... Why is it that you can take a shit in a bathroom and then decide to write on the walls with your own fecies? If you cant operate a gas pump... you maybe shouldnt own a vehicle.... If you have no money on you, why must you get almost everything in the store, put it on the counter, then realize you have no money, and leave the shit for me to put back.... DO NOT get mad at me about the gas prices.... I have no control over them, i pay the same damn expensive price as you do!! When you come to the counter to check out, GET OFF YOUR DAMN CELL PHONE, or atleast ask them to hold. I cant read minds, i dont know what you want. and pointing to something doesnt work either. Besides its extremely rude. Dont squeal your tires in the parking lot, your not cool, your an

Moon's Health
OK for those of you who talk to me on a daily basis you pretty much know the ins and outs of what has been happening. This is for those who kind of care about me and wonder where in the hells I have been, heard I have been sick. Or were possibly secretly hoping that I have fallen off the face of the earth. Yes I have truly been very sick. What started off as having a couple of really killer migraine headaches has turned into something more serious. All joking aside I am very sick. To quote Arnold "It's not a tumoa" meaning I do not have a brain tumor. While I was having problems with my head I was also having a couple of stomach issues that I thought were no big deal. Apparently that is what I get for thinking. I pushed them to the back of my mind and didn't give them much thought... I attributed not being able to eat to having the migraines and didn't even think about it. After two weeks of not being able to keep anything solid in my system however I started to get a b

What I Am
What I Am I will never be an ice queen. I encourage chaos. I live for right here, right now, and something more than. I want to bathe in fire and skinny dip in the ocean in the middle of the night under a full moon, skin pale and gleaming under the harsh white rays. I want to be everything, everywhere, tasting and touching all, always burning with desire, always being stimulated. I like to jump up and down on hardwood floors in my big black clodhopper platforms, Beastie Boys screaming “No Sleep ‘Till …” until the cops come. I am in love with discovery and awakening. I live to be: raw, fierce, hare, fast, pounding, nasty, sick, twisted; breathing fire and swallowing swords, looking for pure visceral experience – pleasure, pain, art, history, drama, sex, drugs, rock ‘n’ roll, good beer, good bars, good food, party people in da house, laughing, loving, fucking, talking, shocking, trashing shit, going forever wild crazy free.

Great Spirit
"My grandfather is the fire My grandmother is the wind The Earth is my mother The Great Spirit is my father The World stopped at my birth and laid itself at my feet And I shall swallow the Earth whole when I die and the Earth and I will be one Hail The Great Spirit, my father without him no one could exist because there would be no will to live Hail The Earth, my mother without which no food could be grown and so cause the will to live to starve Hail the wind, my grandmother for she brings loving, lifegiving rain nourishing us as she nourishes our crops Hail the fire, my grandfather for the light, the warmth, the comfort he brings without which we be animals, not men Hail my parent and grandparents without which not I nor you nor anyone else could have existed Life gives life which gives unto itself a promise of new life Hail the Great Spirit, The Earth, the wind, the fire praise my parents loudly for they are your parents, too Oh, Great Spirit, giver o

A Year Already?!?!
ITS HARD TO BELIEVE THAT IT HAS BEEN ONE YEAR SINCE I FIRST LOGGED ON TO LOSTCHERRY. I HAVE MET ALOT OF NEW FRIENDS AS WELL AS THE GIRL OF MY DREAMS, WHO HAS COMPLETELY CHANGED MY LIFE... IVE BEEN THROUGH ALOT IN THE PAST YEAR, IVE BEEN IN COUNTLESS LOUNGES, IVE DJED FOR A FEW OF THEM, AND IVE BEEN A BOUNCER. IVE SEEN MY UPS AND DOWNS, AND I HAVE ALOT OF PEOPLE TO THANK FOR HELPING ME THROUGH EVERYTHING. FOR NOW, I WANT TO MENTION TWO. FIRST I WOULD LIKE TO MENTION MY FRIEND PUMPKIN KING, HE HAS BEEN THERE FOR ME ALMOST SINCE MY FIRST DAY, HE AND I HAVE SEEN ALOT TOGETHER, WEVE HAD OUR UPS, AND DOWNS, BUT WE WERE BOTH STILL STANDING WHEN THE SMOKE CLEARED, AND FOR EVERYTHING WE HAVE DONE AND THE TIME WE HAVE SPENT TOGETHER, I WOULD LIKE TO THANK HIM FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART, HE WILL BE A FRIEND FOREVER. THE SECOND PERSON I WANT TO MENTION IS THE LOVE OF MY LIFE, KAT. I LOVE HER WITH ALL OF MY HEART, AND COULD NOT LIVE WITHOUT HER, SHE IS THE BEST THING THAT HAS HAPPENED TO ME THIS Y

Two Priests
Two priests are off to the showers late one night. They undress and step into the showers before they realize there is no soap. Father John says he has soap in his room and goes to get it, not bothering to dress. He grabs two bars of soap, one in each hand, and heads back to the showers. He is halfway down the hall when he sees three nuns heading his way. Having no place to hide, he stands against the wall and freezes like he's a statue. The nuns stop and comment on how life-like he looks. The first nun suddenly reaches out and pulls on his manhood. Startled, he drops a bar of soap. "Oh look" says the first nun, "its a soap dispenser". To test her theory the second nun also pulls on his manhood....sure enough he drops the second bar of soap. The third nun decides to have a go. She pulls once, then twice and three times but nothing happens. So she gives several More tugs, then yells! "Mary, Mother of God - Hand Lotion too.

Kelsy Briggs(daddys Little Solider)
Please watch her story and share it with others. It is a TRAGIC story but one that must be shared. Hopefully her story will touch your heart and you will be willing to step up to the plate and help children who can't help themselves. she was such a beautiful little girl.I cannot believe someone can be so heartless. How could the mother allow this to happen. No one person is worth your own Childs life.

Single Moms
For all you single mothers out there...I found this and wanted to share it with yall. You ladies keep doing the damn thing, keep your head up and stay strong. We ask what is a single mother? Is she a woman with much strength and love or pain and fear? Maybe she's the devil in disguise or perhaps the angel beneath the pain. Could she be a woman of much style and grace? One thing is for certain; no one can understand what a single mother is unless they experience the feeling themselves. A single mother is a woman who is filled with everlasting, unconditional love, and words of wisdom to guide the way through life. A single mother doesn't recieve much credit today for the way she dedicates her life to working long hard hours and making time in her busy schedule to take care of what is hers. She goes through life trying so hard to do her best for her child, yet sometimes she feels as if the world is caving in, although one thing goes up, another one comes down

Great Nite !!!!
Tonite has been fun so far. Met bunc of people, wife has gotten drunk (time to take advantage of situation) LOL and I am still looking at hot chicks on Fubar. Thinking of creating a folder for the hotties in here under my pics Titled "Big Bully's Fubar Hotties" Tell me what ya think ?????

Love
LOVE The word love has a strong meaning Love is explained all different ways some people don't understand love, alot of people can't feel love. Love is expressed through the hearts of other's who care and that are kind, Love can also hurt when you fall in love and your heart is shattered by the one person who you thought would never destroy that love. Love is a special word you shouldn't abuse or mistreat it ever!!!! You need to look inside your soul, heart and mind to find that love you were taught by your Mother,Father,Brother or even your Sister. Once you find the love don't let it go because you never know when or if you could ever get it back again. Find that special someone and show them the love they ask for don't run away or ignore it. It will haunt you if you just turn your back on love. Written By: Virginia Itri

A Fireman's Life
You stay up for 16 hours Hes been up for 48 straight _________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. The rain in the middle of the interstate keeps him awake. __________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He's chilled to the bone, hasnt eaten all day, has the flu, and then runs into a burning building __________________________ You drink your coffee on your way to the mall. He pumps on a five years olds chest on the way to the hospital. __________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He makes sure the pass device on his pack is working. __________________________ You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you. He watches his buddy fall through the floor. __________________________ You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls. He walks down the highway looking for the motorcyclists missing limb. _________________________ You compl

Dear Ex Boyfriend
(This is the actual letter I left on the kitchen counter the day I walked away) *I wrote several drafts because I am OCD about that* And if any of you wonder why I have too much fun now....this letter displays the last 3 years of my life. Dear *Ex Boyfriend*: For over 3 years, I had cooked your meals, washed your clothes and cleaned up your messes. For over 3 years, I had "accepted" the lack of my own foreplay, yet still licked the fleshy patch that you think are balls, and I had tolerated always being on top because....seriously, you are fat and I got tired of being blinded by your sweat. For over 3 years, I had put up with your children (Who, by the way are manipulative, pathological liars with an EXTREME sense of Entitlement) and I know you don't believe me, but your 13 year old really did ALWAYS piss on the floor on purpose. But you NEVER had to wipe up piss that wasn't yours so I don't expect you to believe me. For over 3 years, I have gotten your beer, yet picke

Helping You...
My other blog entry today is about not apologizing and I left the weight of all that guilt in it. You can feel the same thing too, just comment with one thing you have stopped being sorry for and stop apologizing to people. You don't have to and you can make some bs comment about hippie new age, or just close and go back to internet porn, but I'm hoping you'll comment and stop apologizing for just one thing in your life. You'll feel so much better.

Enjoy Rickey Lee Watson Add Him, Will Be A Featured Artist Today On The Round Up Show
www.myspace.com/rickeyleewatson IN MY FANS OF HERE enjoy his video he will be a featured artist on the round up show today U.S.A TodayAdd to My Profile | More Videos

Life
After a 19 year marriage and attempt in relationships i am giving up all hope i cant take any more heartaches no more lies and so tired of men cheating that i have just gave up i dont want to try anymore seems like just when you think that right one came along he leaves as fast as he came into the picture so as of now i am 41 and cant find MR RIGHT so i give up looking he has hide himself well as not to be found so i will just stay alone and have no worries anymore never have to worry if i am being lied to or cheated on!!!!

Mummless
Well,,I'm outlawed from the mumms..was going to mumm...but can't(N),,i pissed on the mumms a few weeks ago...about the bouncer check when it 1st started wildly..i put a NSFW pic on there,,,well,,i guess...it was a pic of animal hold'n a hotdog like it was his picker..(B)8-p...don't think that should have been marked as nsfw..when the same ones i have in stash now,,,but where in photos an never marked as nsfw,,,so how long do you all think i should be punished for it...are should i have been???

#12 In The Rain.
Waking up to the sound of rain hitting the roof. You stretch, not wanting to be awake yet and find that I'm not in bed with you. You turn to look around the room, your eyes trying to adjust to the darkness. You see my silhouette as lightning flashes outside. You walk slowly over to the chair im sitting in, watching the storm You reach down slowly running your fingertips from my shoulder and down my arm, locking our fingers together. Standing up i put our hands behind your back, slowly caressing your face with the other hand. Placing my finger to your lips, a sly grin across my lips. I lead you out of the bedroom and down stairs. "What are you doing?" you ask. Looking back at you i tell you to just come with me. Walking out the backdoor, onto the patio. The rain so cool on my bare chest, you stand in the open doorway looking at me, laughing. I come to the door and pull you out with me. Pulling you into my arms, kissing you, the rain making your hair wet and heavy, m

In My Room Last Night...
or this morning whatever. I get home today at five from the bar and hanging out with some friends afterwards, change into some pj's, and light a candle, and turn off the lights, and lay down. I start talking to my boyfriend and am really tired. I tell him I am blowing the candle out before we fall asleep and catch the house on fire, and I blow the candle out. Two hours later I am woke up by my boyfriend screaming oh shit!!! I open my eyes and I see fire right beside my bed. I jumped out of bed and watch as he is trying to beat the fire out for a second and realize it's not going out. I run into the next room, and I see a glass of Pepsi, and I grab it, and I run back into my bedroom and throw the glass of Pepsi onto the flames, and he is still frantically beating the flames. I run back and I get the biggest container and I fill it with water, and I run back into the bedroom and throw it on the fire. After about ten minutes we get the fire put out. I guess I maybe didn't b

I Don't Know What To Think.
My Marine has a comment on his profile stating that this person hopes he and "Melissa" will have a great wedding and a good new life together. At first glance, I thought it might be someone just trying to get him into trouble or something. However, he IS home this weekend bringing his stuff to his Aunt's house before he gets deployed back to Iraq and his phone has no reception because of how far into the sticks he is. So, I can't talk to him about what I read and he hasn't been online since Friday to read it himself. I don't know what to think, I just found out my ex is having a baby boy with his ex that he cheated on me with and my mom's jumping down my throat because I won't give her one of my last 2 cigarettes. I want to move NOW!

Cleaning Time
I'm fed up and bored, most of you so called friends on my list, dont talk to me, even after i send you comments or i shout at you, so i am going through my list, if i havent talked to you today, then your getting deleted off my list, i only want real friends and i am tired of being the only one to initiate conversation that is all

He's A Jerk
Well..let me see..I have met a few people on here and thank you to those who talk to me on a regular basis. But someone pissed me off on here..actually he hurt my feelings and he probably has no idea. I'm not one to piss off..its not nice to do and you just don't want to be on my bad side. He says things and makes me smile..yet seems to be so fake!! Its actually unbelievable. I thought I knew him pretty well..yep dead wrong!! So let me just stress this,...thank you for making me see how you really are and I'm sorry that you will never get to know me. It could have been great ya damn ass!!!!!

On Another Note
I forgot to say that last night I made my kereoke debut. lol yup sure did. Had a blast. but I did hide behind Jessica for part of it. lol This saturday night has i said last is going to be a hell of a party. Going to ENFIELD, Illinois. whoop oh yea.. just to bad Ill be going alone without a man... oh well.... then Sunday afternoon is my sisters baby shower... oh boy. lol thats gonna be a rough one. outside all afternoon in the heat.. icky.

Baby Kristopher
A dream come true for the daddy...after waiting 47 yrs John finally became a dad!! I have worked with John going on 6yrs now and he honestly never thought he would get married or become a father. His dreams came true when he married his bride a yr ago next month and another one came true when his beautiful son was born Aug. 15th @ 2:22pm We recieved the call at work around 3 from a very joyful father. The babies name is "Kristopher Ean Robert". We didnt get a weight due to the fact that the baby was under lights to bring up his body temp. We waited 2 days to hear news about the lil guy, and yest John called again from a childrens hospital 1.5hrs away. Little Kristopher was born with his umbilical cord wrapped around his waist and his lower extremities were blue when he was born. They saved his legs but they couldnt control his breathing. He was airlifted to childrens hosp for further evaluation. Once there it was confirmed that he had swallowed amniotic fluid and that he ha

Men
What is it with men I am seperated from my ex,something he did made me no longer want to be married to him. I am in the process of getting a divorce. He pretends to be someone else on here so that he can chat with me and then while doing so he rips some of my pics and makes one of them his background. I find out through a friend that he has been harrassing another girl on here using a different screen name and saying that he has so many different profiles because of his psycho ex WHAT IS WRONG WITH THIS PICTURE???????? CAN ANYONE TELL ME IF YOU CAN PLEASE COMMENT ME BACK CAUSE i AM SO CONFUSED WITH MY BLAME IN THIS WHOLE THING

Tag
So the point of this game is to post a blog about ten weird habits/random facts about yourself, and then "tag" ten people who, then, have to post a blog about their ten weird habits/random facts. You have to tag them in your blog and then post a comment on their page saying that you tagged them. No tag-backs are allowed! 1. i HATE the color pink 2.i think most people have an internal defensive block that causes them to be mean 3. i can cook southern food like no tomarrow 4.my kids are my greatest donation to life as we know it 5. i have one birth mark 6. there is one spot on my body that if you blow on it i will become jello in your hands (lol) 7.i want to be a massage therapist 8. on the inside i hate everything about me 9.i know i am no goddess and i will tell you to your face that if you say so 10.i think everyone is beautiful some are just more so because of their attitude towards situations and people

Stories
Something i am writing for Lord Fury...here is part one....please feel free to leave any thoughts and ideas....and even critisism....all helps...thank to everyone!! A Night She Will Not Soon Forget!! To: my Lord Fury From: His precious One Saturday night, around 6 in the evening, precious was in the house doing her preperations for her Lord as she is expected to each and every Saturday night. she had just gotten home from dropping the three children off at her mom's house where they were going to stay the weekend. she had been soaking in a bubble bath, shaving her legs and her pussy as her Lord had instructed. she was laying in the tub, soaking up the warm water, being particularly careful to make sure that her skin was clean and smooth just as her Lord loved. As she lay there in the bath tub soaking, her mind wandered off as she began to go

Birds And Illegals
I bought a bird feeder. I hung it on my back porch and filled it with seed. Within a week we had hundreds of birds taking advantage of the continuous flow of free and easily accessible food. But then the birds started building nests in the boards of the patio, above the table, and next to the barbecue. Then came the poop. It was everywhere: on the patio tile, the chairs, the table...everywhere. Then some of the birds turned mean: They would dive bomb me and try to peck me even though I had fed them out of my own pocket. And others birds were boisterous and loud: They sat on the feeder and squawked and screamed at all hours of the day and night and demanded that I fill it when it got low on food. After a while, I couldn't even sit on my own back porch anymore. I took down the bird feeder and in three days the birds were gone. I cleaned up their mess and took down the many nests they had built all over the patio. Soon, the back yard was like it used to be...... quiet,

A Bad Day
went to bed feeling shit,tossing and turn cant sleep,open my eyes from time to time with nothing but doom and gloom. woke up this morning sleepy and glum with nothing to look forward to in the day to come,body feels strange all twisted and numb, but no rest for me work has to be done,and life moves on,cant wait for night so maybe i can dream and not be alone

Your Chill Zone
Great businesses often start from being frustrated from others not necessarily meeting your own needs. A friend's husband has started this Your Chill Zone site as an alternate to MySpace in a sense, although not as populated. Please go check it out sometime and let them know what you think; the more feedback he can get, the more opportunity he can have to improve Your Chill Zone. Check it out by clicking here... Your Chill Zone

Hmmmmm
If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition to save you from your headache. Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then NO, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is! Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You will be mad at yourself later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, and he's not going to treat you any differently! Always have

Visit Me On Myspace Or Im Me
Well it looks like I will be leaving Fubar. look for me on myspace at http://www.myspace.com/bwyldecom Unfortunately All the Fubar officials are pussywhipped and if there is a problem they will choose women over men. Even though i was harassed I had my old profile deleted... So Visit me on myspace and tell me your from Fubar or just ask me for my IM Scott www.bwylde.com

Part 10
Part 10 “I want you to tell me how much you want it. How much do you ache for me?" I looked at you and told you "I want you so bad I can't take it. Please put it in, please fuck me." It aroused you so much when I begged that you couldn't wait anymore either. You took my hard cock in your hands and then put it inside of your wet pussy. You began to ride me moving your hips in the shape of a figure eight. You wanted so bad to feel every inch of me possible. I began to groan along with you and you knew I was close. You wanted to feel my arms around you before I came so you quickly freed me. I sat up while you continued to ride. Your hips moved swiftly and I could see in your eyes that you were about to cum. I grabbed your breasts held them tight and then you screamed "Oh yeah, Oh hell yeah, fuck me mother fucker, Fuck Me"! I always loved to look in your eyes when you came. I then released you and laid back. You took my cock out of you and rested your head on my chest. You put your a

Silly Boys....women Are For Men!
I used to have a "thing" for younger men. I thought they were sweet and fun but as time goes by, I am realizing just how "Frontal Lobotomy" they are. Silly games and stupid gestures just really aren't for me. I'm not diggin' them. I went out with a younger man not severely long ago.....and he informed me, as he drops me off...(with a laugh I might add)..."I implement the 3 day rule". (For those of you wondering, I didn't fuck him). I just looked at him with a motherly smile and said "Whatevers clever". And I went into my house. I asked my sister "What the fuck is the 3 day rule?" She looked at me quizzical like and said "I believe that means that he is going to try to make you twitch, waiting for his call" I answered back "He don't know momma very well does he?" And we shared a laugh and a *sort* As sure as taxes....after 3 days, he calls. Here is our conversation in a nutshell: Me: This is Cynthia (This is my answer no matter who you are...except for my son) Infant: Hi

Jack's Birthday
It was Jack’s 40th birthday party and the room was packed with people. You were happy to see such a turn out for him, he was a nice man. You had on a black dress, knee length, low cut front and a cut out in the back, garter hose underwear and bra were both black lace. You searched the room finding him in the center with a crowd around, all laughing. You slowly walked over and you notice his smile when he makes eye contact. The approval is evident as he takes in your appearance, and whispers in your ear as you hug that you look great this evening. The scent of his cologne and the feel of his body start a stir in you and as the embrace which lingered maybe a little too long breaks, you know you could have stayed longer. There are many offers to dance and much going on so it isn’t until later that you get to ask Jack to dance, but first you have to freshen up. When you return, it is with a mischievous grin. The song is a slow one and you two are holding each other close; you sli

Bribing & Begging For Gifts Now??
What is the fuss about getting gifts?? I know yall get this too.. a shout from some random person begging you for a gift! I think its silly and I don't bite my tongue about it, so don't be persistent when I tell you no!! If I wanna send you a gift, then guess what.. I WILL! If I don't, then take a hint or the gift I do send to you may be "A Clue" or something of that nature. Earlier today, some girl sends me a shout saying "you're so fine, buy me a romantic dinner and we'll go out".. lame, I know.. So I said, 'no thanks but thanks' and she obviously didn't understand what that meant. She then says to me, "someone bought you an impala!! the least you can do is buy me a drink!!"... I said, 'no, the least I can do is nothing at all like I'm going to do!' I figured she would get the point by then, but nooo.. she then buys me a Corona lol.. I didn't say or send anything back either. Then I get another shout from her saying, "why you faking?? buy me a drink!!" I say, 'Fakin would be if

Just So You Know!!
I've had one complaint about my updates with where I am going to be and what I'm going to be doing, lol! Get over it, Hon! You'll live. This is belly dancing night, so I will be out of touch for an hour or two. Should be back online about 8 p.m. or so. Taylor has a job - Woot! Woot! At Burger King, lol! Seems BK is the stepping stone to responsibility in my house. Ah, well! I wish him the best with his first working experience. He just better keep his grades up!! Lots of rain here, complete with flooding! LaCrosse, Winona, all along the Mississippi River. It's wetter than heck here, but no flooding in town (Sparta). I do however have some leaks in the roof at work, lmao! The owner is aware. Have a great evening, everyone! Much love and warm hugs! I'll be on again later! Muahz!

Fire
Burning is a tremendous fear many people from many different cultures hold in common. However, it is often simultaneously associated with purification. To pass through fire intact is to see oneself as becoming purified. However, being burned may indicate that one perceives life as extraordinarily threatening and painful. If a particular object is on fire (house, car, etc.), this may symbolize over-commitment to it or fear of a world without it. Freud found fire to be a symbol of male power. In this case, fire may indicate control over a circumstance or a struggle to feel that way, depending on whether the fire is controlled or not. Do you question your own morality at times? Are you seeking cleansing from a bad experience? Do you perceive your own life is about to go through a significant transition that requires spiritual preparation?

To All My Friends...
you know, it's a true blessing to have all the friends i do on fubar... just because we don't always talk or chat... or just because i can't post a comment on your page all the time... or send gifts... or do some random act of kindness... doesn't mean that i don't appreciate every single one of you. Nor does it mean that i'm a kind of guy where i just don't give a shit about any of my friends... This blog is for you, the ones who in some kind of way, have touched my heart, or who have made me smile or vice-a-versa. I'll always be here if you need me, to talk to in times when your down. I'll give you an anchor to be supportive with. I'll do whatever in my powers to show you just how loved you truely are. Always and Forever, YOURS Truely, Derek

Explanation Of Recent Mumm
Alright I got all the information I need so the MuMM can now be contaminated. The test was one of a sociological matter in which the theory my friend is working on is that people will react to something that indirectly refers to them, with out referring to them by name. The first sentence in the MuMM was, "so i'm sitting here watching people bash people and realize how uneducated some people are" and the majority of the comments were talking about how the bashers aren't uneducated, when I never called them uneducated but called some people. So therefore, it proves that people online will twist words and sentences just to create something in turns attacks them so they can attack you. The other place used was a set of random papers, handed to a test group of about 30 people. Each paper had something against people as a whole, and one touch subject; i.e. race, sex, sexual orientation, or creed. In person people are less aggressive then they are online, and the ones that were agg

Kiss Or Sexx Game
So lets play the kiss or sex game. =] The rules are simple... if you want to kiss the person who posts this, send them a private message saying "Yep, I'd kiss you." or "Yes I'd sex you" SCARED? YOU HAVE TO RE-POST THIS!! And see who replies. There is at least one person on your friends or family list that wants to kiss you so... or sex you.... Repost this as:Kiss or Sex

Took My Chance
Well, tonight I took my chance on one of life's toughest journey's. I have known this person for over 5 years. We have dated, in the past. Well, being part made me realize or I hoped made me realize. Just hope much she meant to me. So I decided about a week ago to start writing a letter. It went from the time we met, until today. It covered my feelings, and how I felt. I talked about my emotions and how emotionial I feel today. I talked about alot of things. The good, bad and ugly we went through. So, tonight all 15 to 20 pages of notes and letter. I got in my car and went to take it to her. She was not home so I left the letter with her roommates. And not long ago I got a phone call. Well I have to pick myself up again look people in the eye's. Because as my tears run down my face, I still have to do my best. I can't let this stop me. I know that as much as I screwed up and had the best thing besides my daughter in my life, I must move on. I don't want to but it re

If Ya Wanna To Help Me To Level Up!!!
If you wants to rating pics or stashes!!! You have to put ur names on comments so i will know who u wants to put say I will or I do! on comments then I will give away 1 each big pimpin gift for over 1450 pics or 2355 stashes let me know ok 1) Diamond Earrings OR 2) Platinum Cherry Your pick it! OK Thank you Mike

Sometimes I Feel
Sometimes I feel by Raso Sometimes I feel that life goes by fast, other times I just feel like I just have gas. Sometimes I feel as if I'm a loner, other times I feel that I just have a boner. Sometimes I feel as if I'm on top of the world, other times I feel like a dried up old turd. Sometimes I feel as if i just can't go on, other times i feel like a used tampon. Sometimes I feel that I'll never find love, other times I feel like having sex with a glove. Sometimes I feel like a famous rockstar, other times i feel like wearing a bra. Sometimes I feel like a river that flows, other times I feel like picking my nose. Sometimes I regret moments from my past, other times I feel like I just have gas.......

Cali Trip So Far
I arrived about 6:00a.m. at the LAX airport. We got a taxi to the renessance hotel and booked a night stay. I woke up about 1:30 pm and got dressed went on a haunted tour of the city. It was really interesting. We visited Hollywood Forever cemetary which is suppose to be haunted by a very old hollywood actor named Cliffton Webb. (No idea who that is lol) Anyways he is suppose to haunt his moseleum. Tomorrow we are going on rodeo drive to do some shopping. I am very tired after leaving so early in the morning and not sleeping.

Introverted Babbling
wow an interesting day. I keep finding more depth to myself and its kinda strange. I was sitting here wondering how people are cruel and out of the blue someone just shows kindness for no reason. It got me thinking of how I have been to some people. Maybe short fused sometimes but other times i can be the upbeat cheerful bastard i usually am. I just hate the way society is going these days. Out for themselves, hateful, and makes me feel hopeless about the future for all of us. Love is not as mysterious as some believe. I think whats more mysterious is the way alot of people use it to get what they want, and how they can use it to keep others hanging on. I have often been screwed over, but im not giving up on it yet. I know its there for me and ill die waiting for it to show its true face. Why cant we be each others saviors instead of looking to an empty sky for it? Why do we have to hate in order to be happy? When will we learn that its ok to let go? Hope i find at least one answer

Taking Time Out
I am taking a time out for personal reasons .. but i have also come to see with this decission what real freinds are .. and who they are as well .. for a few i never expected this to happen but it seems it has and just shows me what i should have expected .. i won't lie and say it doesn't hurt because it does but it is better to find out now then find out later what i am now .. I thought * Friend * meant that no matter what they are there for you as that , even if things get rough , but oh well i was wrong .. to those i wish them well .. i will be removing my other account wikedbrat and deleting it .. so who ever has her on it might want to delete her .. no sense in having 2 VIP accounts on here .. thank You devil

New Song...actually Put Effort Into This One..
Was awake early this morning..I had originally intended these lyrics to be a poem, but my buddy who walked in for a break from night shift read them and said we should make a song..so we actually dragged out all of our crap to record, and i actually put some effort into this one..he threw in some harmony, and with a little reverb and echo, it sounded great, which i couldnt believe for an hours worth of work...these words just came to me, as most songs do when they come from the heart and can describe how youre feeling at that moment. So anyway, we recorded, and then brought it over across the hall to an audio editing guru lol who did some more work...with this ending result...the guitar part was something that i got off of an old garth brooks song--just similar, not the same lol..and had just always been messing around with, and occasionaly just used it as a warm up, but extended it through here to use for a song..voice might be a little rough, but i toned it down so i didnt really ha

~l~o~v~e~
It has become very apparrent to me that most ladies I meet have grown to fear love, they have become engulfed in the worlds mis-guided beliefe of what the true meaning of love is. I am convinced that most ladies whom I have met through various means of communication cant even comprehend what love actual is intended for or if they have ever truly experienced true love and all of its attributes. First off just set aside all you have been taught about love through all of your learned behaviors and all of the sources that have been able to corrupt your mind , heart, soul and spirit. Love is so easy , love is not difficult but we do make it difficult to receive. We have put our own learned boundries on love. We have allowed our instilled thoughts to dissillusion us, we have allowed the purety of love to become tainted by not being able to accept it freely.This usually is the result of a person not able to love themselves thus rendering them selves not worthy of being loved so therefore the

Okay...
So as a lot of you know I've lost a lot of weight from gastric bypass. I had a 14 month check up yesterday and they took a new picture and copied it side by side to my before surgery pic. I'm officially down 125 lbs and have lost something like 54 inches everywhere. Well, today I brought my new picture to work to show some friends. Everyone is amazed of course because none of the people here saw me when I was 365 lbs. Well this volunteer that works in the lobby here(I work at a hospital) made a comment to another co-worker that I was pretty but if I lost another 50I'd be beautiful. I know he didn't exactly mean it to be rude but I have a hard time taking it any other way. He didn't think I could hear him but for some reason everything ressonates(sp?) into my little office. Any tips on how I should approach the situation? Should I just let it go? Or should I tell the the conversation they had wasn't appropriate? Maybe even tell the supervisor?

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh
Well I got a phone call from the dr and........................ I won't find out my results til THURSDAY!!!!!!!! GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR I hate this bull shiznat. And for those of you that are wondering why I have been entirely too busy lately, its b/c my boss gave me the job of making lesson plans and writing worksheet and making tests for our new book that is coming out in sept. I have ALOT of crap to do with it. and it sucks. I just wanted to say it sucks, sucks big fat donkey d*ck cuz there is 26 chapters! GRRRRRRRRRRRRR

This Is A Poem I Write To My Brother And Sister-in-law That Was Decicated To My Nephew ~ Whom Was Born This Morning:)
So your baby is here! What joy and what pleasure! Now your life is expanding, To make room for this treasure. A darling newcomer To have and to hold-- His smiles are more precious Than silver or gold. He'll demolish your schedule Though he's helpless and small; he'll make his needs known, And he'll rule over all. See, a new parent's work Is just never quite done, But you'll never mind, 'Cause it's all so much fun. When you hear her cute giggle You'll start "aahing" and "oohing," And he'll soon reply back By "ga ga" and "goo gooing." Those big innocent eyes See a world strange and new; To make sense of it all he'll look only to you. So cherish this time Of miraculous things-- The excitement and wonder That a new baby brings

Single Forever???
Not looking, but am looking. Looking for a sexy, kind man that rocks my socks off. Is this like winning the lottery? I think it's harder than winning the lottery...... So tired........do defeated...... for now....

Very Good News!!!!
I just fill out a job appt.. then they look at my work history and they offered me to work for bindery job and they hired me right now and start work at 8am to 4pm!!! They pay me $12.75 an hours!!! I am so happy and I putted a reserviced for my double happy hours from my unemployment debt cards for all fubar!!! I used it for 2 of Happy Hours and 3 of 7 days fubar blast!!! I just wants to use up on that card!!! Thank you!!! mike So I hopeful I will be in Godfather in 1 week later!!!!

The Fubar Gods
the fubar gods couldnt tell thier arms from thier asses without a map and a tour guide i swear...they change one thing and fuck up everything else...heres a hint..figure out all the bugs BEFORE you make the changes dumb asses! you wonder why people bitch and moan? its cuz you decide to get a wild hair up your ass and change something and in the process fuck up the rest of the damned site!! could you atleast least send out a site wide warning and let us know you asre ganna fuck with shit? of course not..thats the easy solution..you would rather just up and change shit, acting with a total lack of common sense..and then wonder why people bitch...get a fucking clue!! people spend money on this site...for VIP's, blasts, happy hours...atleast give us the heads up when you are ganna make changes...how hard is that?

Nuts Or Not Lmao
u all will think im strange if u dont already..but when i get serious like i did on my last blog i like to after let it go and have fun..so no i have not gone off the deep end i just at times use humor to handle things instead of letting it all out everyday like i did in that blog..so i would like to share another kind of funny story about my adventures and oh yes i have many lol so im at the bar these women are dressed up as cave women..i go to washroom and one left her bones well dog bones tied up lmao so i quickly go to find her to return them and omfgggggg she thought i was trying to pick her up for fk sakes she gets all snotty with me i just said to her look it lady for one thing i dont do old women and if i did i wouldnt be picking one who dont know what to do with her bones..ah huh that kinda shut her up and she avoided me for the rest of the night..so um yeah ya think i was a lil rough on her??

Dumb Move!!
I got a DWI the other night... I hate my life right now!!! I'll deal with it but it doesn't mean it'll be easy. I'll be ok but right now all the reprocussions are setting in. *sigh* I don't even know why I'm writing this... maybe I hope by writing this out it'll clear out my head. So far it's not working!!

Noob Mummer Go Figure
Check out this guy's problem, evidently he goes by Damian, and he purposely posted a mispelled mumm then proceeded to rail on me when I pointed out that I prefer adding quality people who can spell. His mummm was a joke and my reply was a joke as well, but I guess he took it a bit too personal. ×º°”˜`”°º×...: fuck you ->×º°”˜`”°º×...: okay keep dreaming and stay out of my shoutbox ×º°”˜`”°º×...: things are changing around here all the time ×º°”˜`”°º×...: both ->×º°”˜`”°º×...: actually you only get points for the votes in your mumms not the comments ×º°”˜`”°º×...: the mispelling was on purpose don't you see i get points for every comment ty Wow, I mean really instead of having a sense of humor this guy goes off the deep end. Congrats you are truly a noob, points or no points.

Sex Quiz Take If You Dare
The Sex Quiz.....Do you Dare?? Body: Start at 50 and add or subtract points as stated for each statement that applies to you... +Above75 means you kinda suck in bed. +Above 50 means you are not so good in bed..and not so fun --Below 50 means you are fun in bed --Below 25 means you are damn great in bed! AFTER you're done... put your name at the bottom, along with your score. (TIP: USE A CALCULATOR...THINKING...pfft!!!) Copy this and post your own bulletin! Put the subject - "The sex quiz...Are you up for it?" -Add 10 if you are a virgin. -Subtract 5 if You have had sex before. -Subtract 5 more if you have had sex with more then 5 people. -Add 5 If you have never had oral sex. -Subtract 5 if you have had or performed oral sex. -Subtract 2 if you have had sex in a public place. -Subtract 3 if you have done 69. -Add 5 If you have never had an orgasm. -Add 5 If you cant name 3 types/brands of condoms. -Subtract 2 if you have masturbated. -Su

Feeling It Comeing
we've had a short summer, here in montana. its not quite over, yet, but i can feel it. the nights are getting longer, colder, the days cooling off. and my heart waits, almost impatently, for the first gentle falling of snow. yearning for the muffled quiet and slow pace it will bring. a repreive from fathers demanding schedual. oh, goddess, bring it closer!

Serious Issues!!
Ok ya know..if i wanted a fucking myspace account....ID HAVE A MYSPACE ACCOUNT!!!!!....What the hell is goin on here...the profile setup is just like myspace.....Is Tom hangin out around here somewhere?????? How far are they gonna go????

Happiness
One feels so giddy When Happines Comes to Knocking on their Hearts. Constantly wearing a smile To show some of the Inner Light That shines so bright from Within How can one describe Happiness? Other then bg light as a Feather Or Flouting on a Pillowy Soft Cloud? Can a feeling truely be described In mere words spoken by our tounges? Or is it best displayed by our actions? Happiness comes and goes as it wills Beeing there one day, while gone the next Freely Flowing from one to another It isnt something that can be caught Or held within a jar for safe keeping Or locked in a small box, for no one to see For One to Truely experience Happines One must be willing to let it be seen For Happiness comes from others that love you 8~21~07

Funny Lady Needs Commenting Love
Hey everyone, I hope your Wednesday is going well. I need mad commenting love if you all dont mind. This contest started at 5:00pm, on Tuesday the 21st, and will run for ten days straight. You need to add fan rate sexy girl blonde to get into my folder. Here is her profile link: *SEXYGIRLBLONDE* OWNER OF *THE DYNASTY CLUB*@ fubar Here is my pic link Just click the pic if it doesnt work, contact me through shout box and I will send the link directly to you. the pimpout added fanned This contest pimpout brought to you by: ~/~ Sassy ~/~ Founder of The Lancasters Bartender Fusion Radio@ fubar

Writtings Of Anxiety
You stupid fucking bitch. Such damaged goods. Why are you even trying? Cant you see your just no good? not normal, fucked up, broken, you don't function properly. Not even equally damaged want you. Trying so hard to just breathe. JUST FUCKING BREATHE. fight the want. I WANT TO CARVE THE IMPERFECTIONS OUT. Sometimes its just too much. The pain is the only distraction from all the distortion. The guilt. The rage. The cycle. It feels like my head might explode. I feel trapped. i feel sick. I damage myself more one way or another. Nothings ever right, I don't deserve to be happy. Its my fault. just breathe.

Omg...please Pray Or Me And Wish Me Luck!
*out of breath* No sooner than I hit the send button on the e-mail, I began typing this blog....I have just NOW sent my pictures off to BODacious Magazine...I am soooo nervous! If I don't make it, I'll go crazy! There are so many beautiful women out there and I'm scared! lol PLEASE PRAY for ME! I'm not spiritual, but this I need help on! My body is numb with...I guess anticipation! OMG...........*DIES OF RAPID HEART RATE* LOL PLEASE LEAVE ME SOME ENCOURAGING WORDS AND PLEASE CHECK OUT BODACIOUS! http://www.BODaciousMagazine.com Dazzy

Help Find Some Pics
im looking for pics of scorpions. its for my next tat. it has to be something special. its to remind me of my grandfather (the most important person that was in my life). i have found alot of pics but nothing just right so far. you can either send me a link or mail me the pics...thank you

Nsfw Pics
Alrighty then, recently one of my pics was rated NSFW. Not that i mind that sombody might have been offended by it but the thing is the pic that was marked wasnt all that bad. I mean you see partial nudity in everyday life. This pic showed no nipples or pussy...at most you saw the top of my breast...In fact its my dipalsy picture! Its kinda annoying when you have to delete a picture and all the wonderful comments that came with it just to prove a point becuase some idiot and to be a huge baby about it. I mean seriously this entire site is adult and ppl should act like adults on here and take the high school shit back to were it belongs! Not to mention that if you found what you saw offensive in the frist place dont come to my damn page! Nobody made you look at my pic, you chose to do it. So get over it. PPL let me know what you think.

An Apology From Me To A Special Someone, U Know Who U R :)
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m I wanted to say im sorry from the bottom of my heart, I shouldnt of been so quick to judge and that was wrong on my part. I can admit when im wrong and this time I was. I hope u can forgive me. Much love, xoxoxox Jen

Cleaning Up Friends List
This evening, I will be going through my friends list and cleaning house. Soooo, if you want to continue to stay on my friends list - I need to hear from you...either comment here or send me sum luuuuuuv! Otherwise, unless your profile name contains "HTA" - or unless I speak to you on a regular basis - yo azz is hiss (as in HISTORY - YA LIKE DAT ONE, don'tcha DADDY? lol)

My First Blog
Sadly my first blog has to be dedicated to fake bitches... A lot of females have gotten deleted from my friends list and family as of recently. Most people I delete because they are just point whores, no offense.. If you don't bring some type of intelligent conversation or at least something fun to talk about then there's no reason to be friends.. Then again, if you're on here to play mind games and bullshit like that, take it to someone else's front door because you're not going to like what I've got to say. :) I really am a nice guy, but don't fuck around, I haven't been a child for a long time and don't want to be treated like one.

Sexual Position Number 9
Sexual Position Number 9 lover lover with eyes that shine our bodies and heart entertwine sexual position number nine I liked to do moving on making love to you riding ontop of you arching my back tugging gently to hold yourself back between us deep currents of love chemistry is strong making love literally all night long hold me gently so intimately near feeling your face your lips even your ears gliding your hands across my body complete drawing so slow in and out of me pacing yourself you never do stray sexual position number twelve your smooth body I touch my hands roam you too the passion so strong between me and you you take my legs and sit astride my feet on top of your shoulders they do ride watching you move deeper and slower inside of me sensations of love joy and ecstacy sexual position number twelve we unite with feelings that we can't let go looking into your eyes that holds a tender glow

Booty Agreement
BOOTY CALL AGREEMENT This pre-booty call agreement (hereinafter referred to as the "Agreement") is entered into on the _____day of __________, 2006, between ____________and______________. THIS AGREEMENT SHALL COVER THE FOLLOWING RULES AND PRINCIPLES: 1. No sleeping over - unless it is very good and we need to repeat it in the morning. 2. No meeting in public except for dinner or drinks before the events of the evening. 3. No calls before 9 PM. 4. None of that "lovemaking" shit - only sex allowed. 5. No emotional discussions (i.e. Where are we heading with this? Do you love me?) If you have to ask the answer is no, so you are better off not asking. 6. No plans made in advance - that is why you are called the "backup," unless you are from out-of-town, then it's only a one-time advanced arrangement. 7. All gifts accepted - money is always good. 8. No baby talk - however, dirty talk is encouraged. 9. No asking for compa

Would U Date Me?
Yes or no? Am I cool? Do I have nice eye's? Do you know my name? I am bored are you? lol Would You kiss me? Where would you kiss me? Do you think I have kid's? Do you want kid's? I am random, How about you? Do you think I am annoying? Well I know I am Are you? Do you wear men's cloth's? Do you wear makeup? Do you like My ass? Ehh Am I fat? Are you Fat? Do you like these question's? I don't. Am I pretty enough to be a model? Are you a model? Do you like drinking? Do you think I am on drug's? Hmm what should I ask Next? Lmfao I am so bored.

Butterfly Kisses
ButterFly Kisses Your Kisses Are So Gentle, Your Touch, ButterFly Light, But That Is Not What I Want, On This Dark Stormy Night. I Want You To Let Go, Of All Those Warning Bells, I Want To Throw Myself At You, With A Growl Like A Huntress From Hell. I Want To Feel You Enter, With A Lil Carnal Lust, I Want To Hear Us Both Cry Out, Under Every Forceful Thrust! I Want To Feel Your Lightning, And Hear The Thunder Inside, I Want You To Open The Floods, Of Passion Forced To Hide. My Thoughts Are As Dark, As This Electric Stormy Night, I Succumb To Your Gentle Kisses, And Your Touch, ButterFly Light.

Girls
Girls are so fucking stupid. Well I should just say people in general. On this website thing. People believe what other people are saying about things. But really you have to think if its true or not. If you love someone you have to trust them period the end. It doesnt matter if they did you wrong. Once you love them you love them. There should not be any distrust there. Dumb bitches. If you cant trust the person dont waste their time. Move on. You dont really have feelings for them. Dumbass! xoxo

Saying Hello An Goodbye
I lost my dad yesterday at 8:21 am. Im doin ok, im just kinda askin y i never talked to him before, an y i waited for so long to do so. But ive realized that he was just as stubburn as me an the hand movment after his was takin off of life support tells me that he heard everthing i said an that brought a big closure to me. Well anyways im on my way out so ill keep ya all updated :)

Should Have Learned By Now, I Ain't Never Gonna Win
Looks like I really screwed up again. I should've learned by now that I ain’t never gonna win. I know the reason, I didn’t even ask, because I’ve heard it all before from relationships past. Now I’m on my own again, but as you leave, I say there goes another good woman. I should’ve learned by now, that I can catch ‘em, but I can’t hold ‘em. So I take it all with a grain of salt, don’t worry darlin' this ain’t your fault. Sometimes you just gotta know when to fold ‘em. Tonight I'm headed to the dancehall, I'm a single man. I'll be laughin’, and dancin’, and knockin’ ‘em back, and throwin’ caution to the wind. You can search my heart for answers, and what I'm all about; but these are my ways, I'll never change, you should've learned that by now. I still get down when I think of you. I ran you off like a brown card carryin’ fool. There'll be no justifyin’, not even worth the tryin’ I'm wrong, we both know it’s true. You know I'd change if I really thought it'd work, but I hate bein’ respo

A Little Bit About Life
I DON’T PRETEND TO KNOW IT ALL, BUT I HAVE COME ALONG WAY OF KNOWING A LITTLE BIT ABOUT LIFE, LOVE, HEART BREAK, FRIENDSHIP,DEATH,AND JOYS. AND I DO KNOW IN THIS LIFE WE WOULDN’T BE WHO WE ARE TODAY IF IT WASN’T FOR THE FACTS OF LIFE YOU CAN TAKE THIS HOW YOU WANT TO BUT THROUGH EVERY TEAR DROP,SLEEPLESS NIGHT, WORKIN YOUR ASS OFF TO HAVE A DIME TO YOUR NAME,BROKEN HEARTS,WHATEVER IT BE WE ARE SHAPED INTO THE PEOPLE WE ARE THIS VERY MOMENT IN TIME… YOU CAN EITHER BE A BETTER PERSON FOR THE LESSONS LEARNED OR KEEP BITCHIN ABOUT THEM AND GO NOWHERE... BUT IT ALL COMES DOWN TO THIS WE DO NOT LIVE IN A PERFECT WORLD NEVER WILL EITHER !!!! SO MAKE IT WHAT YOU WANT BUT REMEMBER WE ALL WALK THE SAME ROAD.LOVE THE PEOPLE CLOSE TO YOU WHILE YOU STILL CAN,AND REMEMBER NO MATTER HOW BAD YOUR LIFE IS SOMEONE ELSE’S MIGHT BE A LITTLE WORSE THAN YOURS... Get this widget | Share | Track details

Analingus Lesson
Top Five Tips for Eating Ass 1. Clean up Cleanliness is even more of a issue with analingus than with traditional oral sex. Taking a sexy bath or shower together is a relaxing form of foreplay and will allow your partner to get squeaky clean. You or your partner should soap their butt and asshole, inserting a finger into the rectum, and rinse thoroughly with warm water. An enema usually isn't necessary if you wash well. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 2. Ease in Let you partner relax and get comfortable with you exploring their posterior before you bury your tongue in their ass. Massage their back and buttocks, kiss and caress their thighs and ass cheeks. Spread their cheeks and blow warm breaths over their hole. Lick, suck, and nibble their butt, perineum (the area of skin between the asshole and genitals), and the skin around their pucker. Get everything warm, wet, and lubricated with saliva. Assholes usually c

Guess What Yall?
Just wanted to let you know I am here for FRIENDS....FRIENDS....FRIENDS...FRIENDS....AND...................YUP YOU GUESSED IT....FRIENDS.... DO NOT ask me out....DO NOT ask to see me naked on cam....DO NOT ask for my address....DO NOT ask to be mine forever....I am here for friends.... If something at some point were to be more then it will happen....If you can't respect this then move on....I am far from easy and will be just as stubborn if you try to (convince) me otherwise. I am not dumb....but yes beautiful.. I also for the record dont like to be called pet names...like baby...sugar...doll...love....unless you are my Man or we have a connection that can't be denied by both of us. My name is Sarah..Tigress...or yes you may call me sweetie...cause I am! You earn your trust with me and I will tell all you right now that I do not trust you. You will have to earn my trust and that is by showing me you can be and not cause you just say you can be trusted.....I don't tolerate lie

I Wonder...this Guy
IT'S BEEN RAINING ALOT IN PITTSBURGH THE PAST WEEK AND I HAVE FOUND MYSELF JUST LYING IN BED,STARING AT THE CEILING,LISTENING TO MUSIC....WHAT AM I STRESSING ABOUT? WHY AM I IN SUCH DEEP THOUGHT LATELY? LYING HERE DRIFTING OFF.......THIS GUY. WHAT IS IT ABOUT THIS GUY THAT IM LONGING FOR? I CAN FEEL MY TEMPERATURE START HEATING UP AND MY BODY YOURNING FOR THAT ONE TOUCH. I START CARESSING MY SKIN ALL OVER MY BODY THINKING OF THIS GUY AND I CLOSE MY EYES TRYING TO SEE HIM. I DRIFT OFF INTO THIS FANTASY WHERE I AM IN A ROOM AND OUT OF NOWHERE THIS GUY WALKS UP BEHIND ME,TURNS ME AROUND,LOOKS IN MY EYES AND SLAMS ME UP AGAINST THIS WALL.IM SO TAKEN BY IT..HIS LIPS ALL OVER ME,DEVOURING EVERY PART OF MY BODY..HE PICKS ME UP AND GIVES IT TO ME SO HARD I CAN HARDLY CATCH MY BREATH AS I'M BEGGING AND SCREAMING FOR MORE.WHO IS THIS GUY? DO U EXSIST? OR HAVE I ALREADY MET U AND DONT KNOW IT YET. THIS GUY....WILL I EVER KNOW......

Home Again
Dallas was a blast. I loved it. Three days.. and it was packed with so much fun stuff. Thank you to Jeff for all his kindness in showing me around. Thank you to Dee and to all the other friends I met. Thank you to Renee who became my friend. And most of all, special thanks to DFW for *everything*. Coming home was okay. I had to get my act together for work, but I was still wound up from the trip. Ended up not getting to bed until after 1 or so.. and having to get up by 6ish for work the next day. I was proud of myself. I made it all day. So glad to get home. But still stayed up until midnight. bah.. I'm being such a rebel. right now, I don't care so much, either. oh well. I have no idea what's going to happen, but for now, I'm doing what I wanna do. And that's it. Sounds a might self centered, but I'm plenty tired of the neglect. Time for me to do for me. And baby.. I *AM*.

Bedtime...all Alone
So..I ran out of comments..and I am sitting here, wet, all alone, thinking what a bitch it is that I have to go to bed alone, and play with myself again!..Damn it...not to mention I have to think about getting up and commenting myself as soon as I get up so that I can at least half ass make a good go of it...and I wish that someone was here to Play With Me!!! Just so you know..:) Come on, one more time tonight...click the pic and comment!!!...

What Are The Odds? (part 2)
To truely tell this story, I must go back to the month before my accident. On 10/6/02 my daughter and I were on our way home from her softball practice. As we drove by the highschool (going from a single lane to two lanes), a woman exited the parking lot and pulled into the right turn only lane. As I approached the intersection, she made a U-turn in front of me. Needless to say, this accident totalled the small Jeep Cherokee that I was driving. No one was significantly hurt in the accident. However, it always amazed me that someone would actually pull a U-turn from a right turn only lane. So, by the middle of November I bought a new car. It is the one seen in the pic from the previous blog. It was a full-size Ford Explorer. I always wondered how it was that I survived my accident as opposed to being crushed inside the car (remember the 3 foot impact from the previous blog). When I asked this question, I was told that I was still seat-belted in the drivers seat. This only

Pharmacology News! ;))
In Pharmacology, all drugs have two names, a trade name and generic name. For example, the trade name of Tylenol also has a generic name of Acetaminophen. Aleve is also called Naproxen. Amoxil is also call Amoxicillin and Advil is also called Ibuprofen. The FDA has been looking for a generic name for Viagra. After careful consideration by a team of government experts, it recently announced that it has settled on the generic name of Mycoxafloppin. Also considered were Mycoxafailin, Mydixadrupin, Mydixarizin, Dixafix, and of course, Ibepokin. Pfizer Corp. announced today that Viagra will soon be available in liquid form, and will be marketed by Pepsi Cola as a power beverage suitable for use as a mixer. It will now be possible for a man to literally pour himself a stiff one. Obviously we can no longer call this a soft drink, and it gives new meaning to the names of "cocktails", "highballs" and just a good old-fashioned "stiff drink". Pepsi will market the new concoction by the name of:

A Massage
A Massage for My Lady I see you lying on your stomach on top of a table, a robe concealing your ass. The rest of your body is free of clothing. I can see your delicious breasts being squeezed by the table. I feel a stirring in my pants that I massage as I move towards you. A soft light that is over us baths your body. I ask if you are ready. Not waiting for an answer, I pour cool lotion onto your back. The scent of jasmine and vanilla adds to the scent of sexual tension that wafts from both of us. You gasp as the first drop touches your skin. I rub the lotion into your back, hearing you purr as your skin glisten. "Lower," you tell me. I rub my slick hands lower and lower, until I reach your robe. Gently, I remove the robe. I rube more lotion onto your ass. This time, I hear a loud moan from you as I spread your legs, getting a glimpse of heaven. I rub lower and lower, cupping the cheeks of your ass in each hand. Then, I make my way closer and closer, rubbing your inner thi

I've Decided
That... life sucks and then you die. AND that I'm a fucking moron. Bleh. I always get myself worked into stupid situations. It's retarded. Never seem to be able to handle life in the proper fashion it seems. This is my condensed version of the real blog that's on my myspace... not that anyone is really interested. But, yeah I don't usually like posting the whole things on here since this is open to everyone ;) ... sorry my mind is scattered. I blame it on the massive amounts of latin and hours of crying.

About The Tattoo Itself (part 4)
As a reminder, here is a pic of my tattoo. It was taken not long after it was completed (thus the redish tint around it). > The tattoo design was actually created by my Guardian Angel. It was one that she had wanted for herself. However, because of the various treatments she has gone through over the last several years, it was no longer an option for her to have it done. I had asked her once if she would mind me getting it done sometime and she said that it would be alright. So, while sitting around doing nothing on my birthday back in 05, I decided it was as good a time as any to get it done. I hoped into the car and drove to the tattoo parlor, showed them what I wanted, and got it done. So, my tattoo is in fact symbolic of my Guardian Angel. Not only that, but as the designer of the tattoo itself, she is a real part of it.

Man Time!!! Explain
Why is it that most guys, not all, but most guys are never on time for anything? They say i'll call you back in a minute but hours later still no call! An then say their sorry for not calling. If you know your not gonna call then why say your gonna call. The same with getting together, they say i'll be there soon, and show up over and hour later? I just dont understand how you can tell someone to be ready or wait for a call and then not do it. I've learned that if a guys says either of those then i got time to dink around. I hate that but its come down to it. WHY? If i say im gonna call at a certain time then i call at the time. I dont like people to wait for me but why do they think im willing to wait for them?

Deleted Mumm...
A mum you have posted has been removed by the 'fubar' admins. This mum was removed because it was either offensive or NSFW (Not Safe For Work) in nature. Please read the Terms Of Service. NSFW CONTENT IS NOT ALLOWED in the public areas of 'fubar'. This mum removal has been recorded and your account will be deleted if it happens again. END OF MESSAGE I find this hilarious that people take anything serious on this site...to take offense to my mumm. which read...(and i have to pull from memory since it was DELETED) "TO ALL YOU MUMM SNOBS WHO CARES IF MUMMS ARE IN CAPITAL LETTERS? WHAT DOES IT MATTER THAT YOU HAVE SEEN THE SAME QUESTION ASKED ALREADY? WHAT DIFFERENCE DOES IT MAKE IF THERES A VIDEO IN IT? WHO MAKES UP THESE RULES? BTW THERE IS NO QUESTION HERE WHATSOEVER." once again..get a life people...get off your ass, out the computer chair..and go out in the world!!!!