Man
I wonder how i got myself here in all this, Not that i think i am complaining i dont think i am.
For those who have not the idea what i am talking about. I happen to be stuck in a great big middle ground between a woman who has been the love of my life since i was 13 years old.
And my best friend and we have not known each other as long but damn it sure feels like it. I think i know her better then her own supposed mate does.
So how do i get myself in these messes? i was honest. Goes to show you that being honest can get you in trouble too lol.
I think of one as much as i think of the other and dream of one as much as the other. I look forward to seeing them both.
Ah i guess i will just have to work threw it all? i do know i am looking forward to smelling the ocean again. And watch the battleships come in and out of dock. But i guess being a military officer has something to do with it.
Well i guess thats all for now.
later all
