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Some News....
Ok so I bought the brand new 11lbs weights... I gave them a try just to see how my body would react... they're fine I think :-) it's gonna be a hard workout from Monday on, but hopefully it'll be worth it :-)
I look at you And my mind sails away. Will I ever hold you, waiting for that day. Deep within my mind, I can imagine your voice. Wanting to hear your sweet tones, But now thats not a choice. I envision your hands, Almost feeling thier touch. Wishing they we're holding me, Maybe For now to much. These are my wishes As crazy as they may seem. Until the day they come true, Of you all I can do is dream.
Good Eeg Test Results Say That Struggles Are Worth Having And That Which Is Worth Having Is Worth Waiting For.
I had a letter yesterday from the hospital, namely from the Neurosurgeon instrumental to my having surgery.  It read that following the EEG tests to ascertain electrical activity in respect of future seizure activity, the results showed that although they were aware of a small number of sharper waveforms, during the over-breathing exercise test, they were on the right temporal lobe.  These however did not constitute ongoing epileptic activity.  Therefore it would appear that further medication reduction could take place in a year's time.  This will be my next appointment with the Neurologist and hopefully he will write the prescription for reduced dosage medication and the reduction can begin, slowly of course. These results are good news and I wish those who matter to me were still alive for me to share this happy news.  The struggles over the last four years have been worth putting up with although it has to be said that maybe the worst struggles encountered following surgery occur
Story Of Derek
My name is Brandy. As you may have noticed this month, I dedicated myself in posting something here this month to raise Autism awareness. My 13 year-old son, Derek has autism...this is our story.   I had a normal pregnancy with Derek. We were a happy excited newlywed couple expecting the greatest joy that God can give us. I ended up being 2 weeks overdue with my pregnancy and my doctor decided it was time for an eviction notice. I went into the hospital at midnight for the prep to be induced in the morning. I went into labor around 5 am on my own and when the doctor came to check me on the morning rounds at 8 am he looked at the monitor readings and said to the nurse “I don’t like the looks of his heartbeat, I am going to break the water and speed this along.” They broke my water and 1 hour later I had progressed to 10 cm. During the next few hours, Derek had more difficulties with his heart rate. He actually flat-lined in me at one point and then the doctor decided
Loungers Strike Back
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Blood , Sweat , And Tears
ive been so close ..the   soliders that i could smell thier sweat .. ive been to so close to the soliders that ive seen them bleed ive been so close to the soliders that i was there to say ..hi how are doing it must be good to be back  i saw them come home form the war .. the infantry .. i saw the pain in thier eyes .. i saw them toasting to thier fallen brothers , this is one thing i will never forget.. we might celebrate the day , but the day comes a cost .. it maybe a holiday but always for the ones that were lost ,the fathers , the brothers, the sons ,  ive been so close ..the   soliders that i could smell thier sweat .. ive been to so close to the soliders that ive seen them bleed ive been so close to the soliders that i was there to say ..hi how are doing it must be good to be back ..have a drink on me my friend ..  i saw them come home form the war .. almost as soon as they touched down.. so many young boys who became men as the result of the war.. just like vietnam the infant
The Moment
What is the perfect moment of passion well let's see...   The perfect moment would as follows..Coming home to find the one you love waiting for you patiently. Longing to hold you and kiss you.As you walk through the door and say you are home the glistening of the eyes as you meet the gaze tells you all. The sudden rush to greet the other with a loving embrace and words welcoming you home. The longing of the first kiss as you are being held...Cuddling closer to one another after loving words have been exchanged to one another and then that faithful kiss that was waiting to come around. As you kiss one another each others hearts beat faster as the embrace gets slightly tighter to hold each other closer. Feeling the rush of love and compassion you both wonder aimlessly around to find a comfortable spot to sit and relax and talk about each others day briefly. Knowing that there is time for everything in a single moment that stretches beyond time. After knowing that dinner is already made
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Winners Of The 2009 Mensa Invitational
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How I'm Feeling About Something And It Also Explains How I Am,sung By Luscious Jackson
                                                    Stardust   One day I was telling you all about coming from dust, cashed it in to buy a few locks I knew would'nt rust, If I lock you up,will the edges fade, would you understand, how simple I am?   I can walk for many miles thinking that I'll never comprehend, I can't argue worth a damn cause I know my questions never end, If I walk away,will the phrases play or would they all become one, under the sun,   And when the pleasure is done, why don't I wanna know it all,why don't I want to know it all? And when the measure is done, Said how I already know it all.   Answers never satisfy,I wear them out as soon as they come, I lye in between the sides,I'm happy when the fighting is done, So I'll read the news and I'll get the blues, And I'll make it matter, for a minute or two,   And when the pleasure is done, Why don't I wanna know it all,Why don't I wanna know it all? And when the measure is done, Said how I al
Ok So I Might Be An Asshole...
DJ PEACHYG...: drill: Please do not send me your invites to your crappy lounge....thanks DJ PEACHYG...: ok u dont have to be mean about it drill: If I was mean about it I would have called you an intruding cunt who was violating my personal space by posting this fucking garbage in my shoutbox and I would have told you if I wanted to go to your piece of shit lounge I would already be a fucking member...but notice I didn't say that. I held back. Kept it polite. Hell I even said the word "Please". Next time do not attempt to give others a lesson in manners when you invaded my space in the first place. Have a good day and a very merry xmas. DJ PEACHYG...: im sorry DJ PEACHYG...: i dint mean anything bye it and im truly sorry drill: No problem...have a good one I really liked how she was apologizing there at the end....I found that to be funny and I had to share....
As some of you guys know, my aunt Cathy has been in the hospital. She has been diagnosed with a brain tumour. Its in the front part of her brain where the memory & personality is located at. She got to come home last week or the wk before, don't remember. And she was s'ppose to start chemo, 5 times a wk for 3 wks instead of twice a wk for 6 wks. But her body is too weak to handle, so she got sent bk to the hospital in Effingham. My mom went to see her a few days ago, she says that Cathy is so out of it, she doesn't really remember very many people and she kept repeatin' things over of what my mom & my other 2 aunts were sayin'. So this might be a shitty ass Christmas this year...
Fatal Weakness...
Another Hero? (repost Of Part 3)
The plan was quite simple.Send one deligate to the front gate, unannounced, unplanned, and declare victory.Robert, tiny, tan, spindly Robert, new to the boot-outs, and only a little damp behind the ears stood before a full honor guard of white chargers and very shiny armor that glittered in the morning light. The captain had to give his army some credit, at least they knew to attack with the sun at their back.The regular army disregarded Robert, this one straggler as a potential deserter or turncoat, only lobbing a few casually insulted missiles and insults at him.Robert stammered, introducing himself to the assembled enemy knight-captains."My master has a message..." he stuttered and fidgeted with his cap, trying not to look directly at all the spikes, muscle, and stamping horses. He only stood barely over a man's elbow, but what he lacked in stature he made up for in...actually no one was quite sure what Robert was good for yet. He had only just arrived in the band a few
So Don't See A Doctor Or See A Nurse
I have been volunteering at the VA now for almost  two months.  I am starting to get into the swing of things.  I think I have met all the people that work in the ED (it's not an Emergency Room, its a Department with many rooms.)  I've seen some sad things, and a few disorented naked men.  Most of my duties consist of taking patients to X-ray, Cat Scans, or to be admitted, as well as Lab and Pharmacy runs.  I also wipe down the rooms when patients leave to get them ready for the next patient.  I also stock the crash carts for each room to make sure there are plenty of supplies. I got a pretty nice compliment from the Nurse in X-ray last week, she asked how long I had been working there, and I told her I just volunteered, she said I was better than most they pay to work there.  A week or two, we got another volunteer that was working saturdays.  It can be slow sometimes on a Saturday, so to keep up from fighting over work to do, I pushed my hours back and now I work more around lunch
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The Pain Of It Being Over
The Blind Side
Courage is a hard thing to figure you can have courage based on a dumb idea or a mistake but your not suppose to questionadults or your coach or your teacher because they make the rules maybe they know best but maybe they dont it all depends on who you are where you come from didnt at least one of the 600 guys think about giving up and joining with the other side i mean valley of death thats pretty salty stuff thats why courage is tricky should you always do what others tell you to do sometimes you might not even know why your doing something i mean any fool can have courage but honor thats the real reason you either do something or you dont its who you are and maybe who you want to be if you die try for something important then you have both honor and courage and thats pretty good i think thats what the writter was saying that you should hope for courage and try for honor and maybe even pray that the people telling you what to do have some too.   This essay that Michael Oher had to
Because Someone Can't Keep Their Mouth Shut..
So it's come to my attention on more than one occasion that someone thinks they know me better than I know myself. There's people on here that know A LOT about me, but NO ONE know's me better than I know myself. Except for maybe Supreme or Pezzy..or my MOM, Pirate Molly...or perhaps Stummy... You got REALLY mad when you saw the screen shots of YOU making a fool of yourself and when I found out you were telling people my fu-hubby (don1897) is your sugar daddy. Then you got really mad, blocked us both and yada yada..if you'll knotice, you're not blocked. Nor will you ever be. I don't run from anything..espically when I know I've done nothing wrong. Further more, I'm really amused that you twist the words people were saying to make me look like a liar..but it's cool because when your fuwifey came to me and told me what was said and how you twisted it. I'm really amused you approached Tami and said you were gonna be her new gay best friend! HA! That amused me..What amused me even more was
Recent Events...
first off, I'd like to say sorry.. I havn't been myself lately. I've been jumping to conclusions. I've been a real asshole lately. I have been without my anti-depressants, aka my happy pills for  a couple of weeks. I've been stressed beyond my usual daily stresses that I have to deal with. and a few weeks ago, my mom got some bad news, she was diagnosed with breast cancer. so now on top of everything, I've been worried too. I took her today to get the results of the biopsy, and at least it wasn't as bad as I expected. the lump she found was about the size of a golf ball, and I was really worried that she would be the next in a very long list of close family and friends that were diagnosed with cancer and in a flash were gone. the doctor told us that she has stage 2 cancer that started in a milk duct. it hasn't spread, and the lymph nodes do not appear abnormal. she got a call back this afternoon and she's scheduled for pre-op on Tuesday, and surgery on Friday. once she's healed she'll
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So i have been here on Fubar for 3 years now, and I have seen alot. NSFW pics for friends and family...selling credits for fubucks..selling NSFW pictures for bling credits. But now its a new low..I have seen it...selling NSFW pictures for fubucks. and not even stopping at pictures...NSFW Videos... I came across a member who had videos that was posted and was selling for 5 mil fubucks each. Really?? Dont you have more respect for your self than that. Selling your self for fake money on a social network site??? Here are a few videos that was being sold by the member for 5 mil a piece...
When I Was Younger
I used to live in a house right beside a neighborhood bar. They had a small parking lot that connected to our yard. There was a small shed and a broken down fence along the property line. I used to sneak out my window to go have smoke behind the shed. I was 15 at the time and it had to be around 3am on a Friday night. I lit my cigarette leaned back against the shed and took a few slow drags and closed my eyes to relax. That's when I heard a voice, "hello". I replied "hello" and he started trying to make conversation. He appeared to be in his fifties, I wouldn't say he was dirty, but definitely not well groomed. He was wearing blue work cloths and work boots and appeared to have recently gotten of of work. After a few minutes of making small talk, my cigarette was spent and I was about to go back to bed. That's when he said it. "I have $17 and a pack of cigarettes, suck my dick and you can can have it" I was stunned but horny and running low on cigarettes. I took a step back into the sh
  This door closes. They say another opens but I find myself hesitate because my life out of focus. Good intentions, bad actions. Your voice is still laughing.  These voices still laughing. My laugh became maddening. Illusion artist with teasing tricks. Causing fits that fit the symptoms that begin erasing wits. What I miss most is the one I called my bitch, but i'm not missing that one that became this fucking bitch. Nothing is the same about a year and a half ago, an avalanche began to roll.  Now beneath this heathens snow.  Digging up and yet I'm still sinking low. Where i'm at I dont even know but I know where i'm going isnt a place I've ever been before.  That's how the cookie crumbles as things fall apart and that's the inevitable itch from the start.  So now scratching the surface of this annoyance, alone. Leaving crumbs behind hoping it will lead me home.   At a point where I dont cares if the witch feeds my ego. I just want teeth to sink into my flesh of the mind that's feebl
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Day 3 - Whatever (the Final 10)
  A Song That You Can Play On An Instrument - Day 26:  The Glamorous Life by Shelie E Before Fergie there was Shelia E, and this song was probably her biggest hit back in the day.  She being one of many female performers that got fame because of Prince.  This song i use to be able to play on keyboard.  My mom showed me, probably the only song she could do too. It's a good song.     A Song That Reminds You Of A Certain Event - Day 07: The Mortal Kombat Theme Song Ok I dont have events in my life.  So couldn't think of any song for this day.  Why not go with Mortal Kombat.  When you hear this song you know what's about to happen.  Someone is about to die.  Mortal Kombat is huge in my childhood and continues today.  Loving the new game, everyone go get it.  You wont beat me though.  The First movie was great.  Second was alright and the new internet stream series they have is awesome.  Love MK.     A Song That No
What Really Happened
This was from This explains a lot! THE SHOREBANK, OBAMA, CHICAGO CLIMATE EXCHANGE SCAM! Sent in by a reader So . . . You think you know quite a bit about Obama and his band of thieves. Read on and see just how little you know.All of this comes together in the last part... a must read. This is an interesting story put together from various articles and TV shows by the British Times paper.It shows what Obama and his friends are really all about. It's not hope and change, it is money. I warn you, the first part is a little boring, but stick with it.The second part connects all the dots for you (it will open your eyes). The end explains how Obama and all his cronies will end up as multi-billionaires.(It's definitely worth the read. You will not be disappointed). A small bank in Chicago called SHOREBANK almost went bankrupt during the recession. The bank made a profit on its foreign micro-loans (see below) but had lost
Where did you leave your Angel today... The cool winds whisper thru the leaves left on what was once the mightiest shade trees of summer... the sound stirs something faintly reminiscent in your soul.. a familiar feeling..  A de ja vu  You dismiss the feeling as the sounds of leaves crunch under your feet...  drowning out the message your heart needs to hear.... You are not alone.  I never sleep I am always with you beside you, in front of you, behind you.... I will not let you go... Nothing you do can make me leave you...  and refusing to acknowledge me is not going to accomplish anything either... It will just make it more painful for you to deny me...  In your sleep..I bring to you your favorite songs.  I sing them to you. to comfort you  I cause your head to be turned towards the window.. so that you may be graced with the days first light to warm your face  to bring you happiness.....  To remind you that there is still a world ready to greet you out there...  Tha
Crying In The Silence
People can see me smile..But they will never see me cry..They can see me laugh..But they will never see me cry..They will never see this someone who bends her knees at the corner of the room..Without making any sound..She's suffering in silence..Without making any sound..
Mystery Lady
                                                                    Mystery Lady                 Sittin' there all alone             smokin a cigarette             such a sad sad sight,             trying to remember             while trying to forget             what brought her there             that night .               Dressed in black            and feeling blue             I was wondering             what I could do             so I walked over             and offered her a drink or two.               I asked her what brought her here,             in her eye's I saw a tear,             she said "I'd tell you but my story's a little long.               I said, " It's alright, I don't care,               if it takes all night tell me,              what brought you here."              That was 10:00 o'clock            now it's 2:00, and there was nothing            I could do, I was captivated by           
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My Head Hurts So Bad Hish It Would Go Away
Well I have now had this headache for 13 hrs nothing is taking it away.  Dear Mr. or Mrs. Headache would you please find somebody else to bug. thank you
Naughty Qoutes
Sex is evil, evil's a sinsins are forgiven, so let's begin. Kids in back seats cause accidents, accidents in back seats cause kids. If youve been naughty go to your room if you wanna be go to mine. you have been very naughty now go to my room!
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Todays Song Is Country Boy Can Survive By Good Ol' Bosephus
The preacher man says it’s the end of time And the Mississippi River she’s a goin’ dry The interest is up and the Stock Markets down And you only get mugged If you go down town I live back in the woods, you see A woman and the kids, and the dogs and me I got a shotgun rifle and a 4-wheel drive And a country boy can survive Country folks can survive I can plow a field all day long I can catch catfish from dusk till dawn We make our own whiskey and our own smoke too Ain’t too many things these ole boys can’t do We grow good ole tomatoes and homemade wine And a country boy can survive Country folks can survive Because you can’t starve us out And you cant makes us run Cuz we're them old boys raised on shotgun And we say grace and we say Ma’am And if you ain’t into that we don’t give a damn We came from the West Virginia coalmines And the Rocky Mountains and the and the western skies And we can skin a buck; we can run a trot-line And
Islanders, Tavares Agree To Terms On Six-year, $33m Extension
The New York Islanders have agreed to a new six-year,burberry outlet cheap $33 million contract extension with star forward John Tavares. The team has called a news conference for Thursday at which they are expected to officially announce the signing of the deal. Tavares still has one year left on his entry-level contract and will earn $3.75 million this season including bonuses. His extension begins in 2012-13 at $4 million, and will pay $5 million the next season. The contract will pay $6 million in each of the final four seasons of the contract. Tavares, who turns 21 next week, scored 29 goals and 38 assists last year in his second season with the Islanders. He was the first pick overall in the 2009 NHL Entry Draft and produced 24 goals and 30 assists in his rookie season.
Ig Nobel Awards: The Triumph Of Silly Science
Showered with paper aeroplanes, garlanded by admiring Nobel laureates, some of the world's quirkiest scientists will be honoured at a sell-out ceremony at Harvard University next week. The 21st annual Ig Nobel Prizes, conferred by Annals of Improbable Research (AIR), have become one of the most coveted prizes in science. Bringing neither personal riches nor offers of future funding, the Ig Nobels do bestow a heavy dollop of cool on their winners who, collectively, seem to put the fizz in physics and the giggles in gigabytes. Recent winners include a UK-Mexico collaboration, for perfecting a method to collect whale snot, using a remote-controlled helicopter; Dutch duo Simon Rietveld and Ilja van Beest for discovering that some forms of asthma can be treated with a roller-coaster ride; and a team from Otago University, air yeezy 2011 New Zealand, for demonstrating that, on icy footpaths in winter, people slip and fall less often if they wear socks on the outside of their shoes. British s
Craigslist Is Evil
I hate when you find an add.  you are behind someone else in line for something and then they tell you the first person bailed so you get more excited only to then later get an email saying the first person didn't bail but as a consolation heres a link for some website where they make money on.  come on  thats bs.  
Few lines to you my friend from bottom of my heart.Its amazing when strangers becomes friends but its sad when friends become strangers.I never want to lose you as a friend.I met you as a stranger and now i have you as a friend.i hope we will meet in our next walk of life where friendship never ends.I may not be the most important person in your life and surely not.But i hope when you hear my name,You will smile and will say "Thats my friend" :-)
I Only Have Eyes For You
Chapter 1
three strikes Chapter 1 "Hey, Katie, right?" I stared up at the six foot tall figure in front of me. He gave me a flirtatious smile, that made his sparkly brown eyes glisten. The question was, what did someone like Jesse Collins, a notorious playboy, want from me? "First of all, it's Kendall." I corrected. "If you want me to do your calculus homework, it's twenty bucks a piece." Jesse frowned. "W-what?" "Is twenty too much? Fine, I'll lower it to fifteen, okay?" I sighed. Jesse rapidly shook his head. "I don't want you to do my homework." Now, it was my turn to frown. I crossed my arms, and tried to read Jesse's solid expression. "Then what do you want from me?" Jesse bit his lower lip, looking nervous. I almost snickered. Jesse Collins being nervous? What has the world gotten into?! "Could you hurry up a bit? I don't have all day here." I snapped. I saw Jesse swallow a lump in his throat. Oh, God. Whatever he wanted from me was not going to be good. "Kat- I mean, Kendall. I-I need a f
To Love Somebody
My Love
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Can You Imagine?
I wrote this a few years ago.  Not sure when.  Everyone I think deserves to be pampered and worshipped with love and admiration.  This piece somewhat encompasses this idea. Enjoy!   ____________________   Can you imagine? Can you imagine, a day so long, your mind and body exhausted from the work you toil with.  As you step thru my door carrying the weight of the world on your shoulders, all you desire is for all of it to go away, if just for a moment.  The stress of your life bearing down upon you like a carnivore upon its prey ready to consume you. You long for rest, for relaxation, your body craves attention, a break.  Your mind desires to shut down and forget everything for a while, to stop its constant whirling of information running here and there.  Your head hurts, your feet are sore and your back is weary.  You have pushed yourself to physical limits and beyond, demanded by those that seek the admiration for your hard efforts.  Efforts that you deserve recognition for, th
About Love
a song my band did a family band kids age 5 to 10 2 boys one wife and a daughter . peace and love this holiday peace and love
Over And Over Again
I got divorced earlier this year. She was bipolar and had neglected to inform me of this when I asked her point blank to her face. "Is there anything I need to know about you before we get married" Nothing! Not even the desire she has to have a persons arm inserted into her vagina. I think I should of been told about that before.   So I got used bad. Along with the relationship there after. A woman in need, and now a empty wallet.    I have a big heart. Looking for love, respect, unconditional love, and someone that will be there with me when times are hard. So far, I only find people that bail on me when it's convenient. I did stupid stuff in the past yes. But I'm honest, moral, loyal, trust worthy. And a family guy. And I get kicked to the curb, and I travel again, solo!   So yeah, I'm a little bitter I am entitled. But it's the past and no one should have free rent in my head. It's over. I want to find good times, and find someone worthy of my love.
Diverted Air Travel...
I know...I know...I said i would post this before Xmas but i got busy doing nothing...   So let us take a trip all the way back to December 19, 2011... My plan was into Albuquerque (ABQ) for the day for busy and be home that night by 7:30pm... flight leaves at 8am central and am supposed to land at 8:50am mountain... We try to land in ABQ at the correct time but snow, fog and all other things keep us from landing... We climb back out of the shit...they initially decide to divert us to El Paso...I am thinking cool...I can easily get a different flight home from they have really good mexican food (even at the airport)... 5 minutes later they decide to divert us to Farmington, NM...I will wait while you go look up where the fuck that is...we good now??? well we head there to get fuel and try again to get into ABQ...well as you saw by the is fucking small...we land (hardest landing i have ever had)...and barely stop before the end of the runway...
Been awhile since done one of these things.  Doubt if many will read it..but in case you want to know whats been up with gos.  I been working alot not been on much.  When not been working..i been doing housework..and watching boy at wrestling.  I havn't been on much due to all this and fact sometimes being on here just kinda gets me down at times.  I have had alot going on in my life this past few months..but will not go into details..but it has led me to  having to pick up extra work.  I have had a verbal warning last week at work also..which has bothered me I have been down.  I feel like I work with backstabbers alot at times. Anyways..I have been on last few days trying to level.  It has been great chatting to old friends again..but I am done with drama.  I had a so called friend who has showed there trueside.  It hurts alot when you think you have a good friend and they do this.  I ended up having to block them..which if anyone knows me is hard
Your Here
You speak to me Through the winds I hear my name so softly I feel your touch along my skin   Your here right in my heart  in my soul, on my finger tips Your here   I smell your sweet scent it follows me where I go Roses bring me back to solid ground to bring me to your arms  
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Tresure Amongst The Dead
tresure amongst the dead   tresure amongst the dead bitch u give me fine head moveing your tongue back n forth up n down round n round the way u bounce up and down round n round from the top to the ground i like how u were found a tresure amongst the dead always fuckin fed always have a stack of bread always puttin it down alway around your the only one that really makes a sound your name always profound from bostin harber to new york underground i love always n forever how u were found a tresure amongst the dead these word swimming around ur head but u cant comunicate them cus u are dead i love u always will till we meet again i will continue spreading ur name liveing in sin who knows where ill end up in the end maby ill be like u a tresure amongst the dead 
A pig's orgasm lasts 30 minutes. (O.M.G.!!!) A cockroach will live nine days without its head before it starves to death. (Creepy. I'm still not over the pig.) The male praying mantis cannot copulate while its head is attached to its body. The female initiates sex by ripping the male's head off. (Honey, I'm home . What the...?) The flea can jump 350 times its body length.It's like a human jumpingthe length of a football field. (30 minutes. Lucky pig! Can you imagine?) The catfish has over 27,000 taste buds. (What could be so tasty on the bottom of a pond?) Some lions mate over 50 times a day. (I still can't believe that pig ...quality over quantity.) Butterflies taste with their feet. (Something I always wanted to know.) Elephants are the only animals that cannot jump. (Okay, so that would be a good thing.) A cat's urine glows under a black light. (I wonder how much the government paid to figure that out.) An ostrich's eye is bigger than its brain. (I know some people like that.) Starf
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Love Stories
I sit in a candle lit room my mind trying to conceive what my heart is feeling. Some thoughts from the past, the life I had lived, a love story that did not turn out. My mind said to not let my heart be deceived. Was it really? Home is where the heart is, this is what is told. I feel I live a good life, my heart seeking a true love. The pages are turning, waiting to fill a book of love stories.
Now I realize too late Maybe it was just fate Why couldn't I see What you really need I am the one that could have been Why was I so blind to see? We were there, just you and me Now alone I sit Missing the fire that we lit That flame is now blown out Never to burn again without a doubt So I sit here thinking of you and I I just ask the stars, why? oh why? There is nothing to do Its time to get over you. So I say good bye to all we had This is just too sad I wish I didn't have to go through that door I realize that you want me no more.      
What’s The Story?
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All Grown Up
Today I have learned I am officially a grown up... went out on the porch for my morning cigarette, when I would say 2 18'sh year old's walk up to my gate and ask to buy a smoke from me. I politely asked to see if they had I.D. (I will not contribute to a minor)The chunky one's response was no but I got these tattoos across my hands that read EST. 1993.... My response that's still not a damn I.D. So now I'm assuming this kid assumes having his born on date stamped to his skin is the new age personal I.D. lol   Well I simply told them no and to move down the street.. as they walk off I get called an old ass bastard... Then it hit me... I was like that when I was a kid... :( 
Nothing To Do
i really dont know what to do... i just got out of class and have nothing to do.. i just created my fubar account and now.. i wirte!! boredom...
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Crazy Train
"Crazy Train" [Daisley - Osbourne - Rhoads]All aboard! HahahaCrazy, but that's how it goesMillions of people living as foesMaybe. it's not too lateTo learn how to love, and forget how to hateMental wounds not healingLife's a bitter shameI'm goin' off the rails on a crazy trainI'm goin' off the rails on a crazy trainI've listened to preachers,I've listened to foolsI've watched all the dropoutsWho make their own rulesOne person conditioned to rule and controlThe media sells it and you live the roleMental wounds still screamingDriving me insaneI'm goin' off the rails on a crazy trainI'm goin' off the rails on a crazy trainI know that things are going wrong for meYou gotta listen to my words, yeah, yeahHeirs of a cold war,that's what we've becomeInheriting troubles,I'm mentally numbCrazy, I just cannot bearI'm living with something that just isn't fairMental wounds not healingWho and what's to blameI'm goin' off the rails on a crazy trainI'm goin' off the rails on a crazy train
Sperm Whale
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This Time
This TimeAnother round of funerals, another picture collage of grief stricken families, innocent victims, and an outraged populace. Another round of calls for an end to the madness. Another time for the cynics whose actions have foisted this savagery on us, waiting for everyone to calm down and go back to business as usual.When it was Columbine, Virginia Tech and Denver the gun crowd said the killings would have been prevented, if we allowed everyone to carry a gun. As if a bunch of people shooting guns blindly in a smoke filled darkened theater wouldn’t have elevated the death toll, as if our students would be safer with more firearms in our schools and universities.This time was different. This time it was our children each of them shot multiple times at close range. What do they say now? Do they expect us to believe the murdered six and seven year olds would have saved themselves if only they’d been allowed to keep a Saturday night special in their desks?This time it was
A Lonewolf's Howl Into The Night
So many submissives out there who are lonely tonight. So many who want to give their submission to a Dom who would appreciate what she brings to the relationship. So many who wants to please, to be used, to become owned by another. So many dreams not coming true, so many opportunities wasting away. It is such a shame to see so many suffer, not to be held, not to be kissed tonight.I so long for the same things. I want her, I lust for her, and I want to appreciate her when she gives me her all. I see her in my dreams, she beckons me, she begs me to take her and make her mine. I too have so many wasteful nights. No wants or needs fulfilled, no sensual moments, no lustful nights. Just a lone wolf howling into the night in hopes of one to answer his call.Why does a Dom like myself, and a submissive somewhere in this world have to live like this, when we could be together giving each other what we so desire. To feel her close to me, to sense her lust, to taste her kiss, to see her excitement
Selfishly I held on to you when I knew I should let you go - your adoration a manna for my weakened soul it was easy to fall prey and leave the ache behind me for something more. How could I not see you drowning beneath my reservation or trembling under the soles of my feet?  It's okay to hate me. (if it makes it easier) I'm letting go I'm letting YOU go You are free now of me and I'll walk away into the distance refusing to look back. Hope is a death sentence to a romantic and so I can give you none. Fare thee well almost love there is but a whisper of you on my breath left.
This Is A Poem I Wrote Shortly After My Dad Passed Away In 2011
I came to see you today You never spoke a word I sat down right beside you Silence is all I heard I called out your name You didn’t give an answer I told you that I love you The quiet was oh so bitter I looked at your final resting place The tears began to flow I just wanted to see my daddy The wind began to blow I could feel you standing there You told me it would be okay In an instant you were gone The wind seemed to carry you away My heart still aches for you Just to hear your voice again If only I could get one last hug I know I would be happy then For now I have to cry Keeping your memory in my heart You never really went away We’ll never be apart
Carnal Dreams
Carnal Dreams Embraced in these carnal dreams, we indulge, instantly we become rather alert.So alive in this world of deep tantra, yet, we find ourselves wanting to believe.Creating a daring place to endure, temptations allow ourselves to embrace.Artistically we desire to embrace, feeling other spirits, tempts us to indulge.Through consistent times of tests we endure, arousing sensations brings forth alert.Silent orchestra hopes you will believe, the essence of time enhances tantra.Relinquish old times and accept tantra, when witnessed these dreams, you're bound to embrace.Stealth and forbearance makes all souls believe, lavishly living life known as tantra, Erotic impulses make one alert, cautionary, we often still indulge.Until lessons are learned we will endure, remembering the intricate tantra.Profoundly accepting a new alert,&nb
Overdo It Because Nobody Has To Be Spectacular. Everybody Just Has To Come In, Do Their Job And As A Group Were Going To Play Pretty Good Baseball If
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Bitch please, I can remove 90% of your so called "beauty" with a kleenex
Friends And Doctors
it funny how life throws you a curve ball now n then,,,but its not so funny when no matter how hard u try to start to strike out,... the last few years i have had to go to doc alot for alot of diff reasons,..1st ppl said well after 50 patch patch patch,,,,so i guess i shoulda expected it. But in my mind i am still young and strong,,,i still do the same things i always did till a few yrs ago. So now doc says im done for at least the next 4-6 months..i cant do anything ,lift anything or shit shit shit,,,,and all i am is depressed over this crap now. To top it all off my wife hasnt really wanted me sexually for yrs and my best friend is slipping away from me im afraid. I love my Bf with all my heart,,,shes all I really have in the whole world,,,i try to act like im all that for her  but im not anymore. Since shes so much younger than me well im sure she will just let me go too. I know i may be taking this too hard,,,but it may be just cuz i got the news,..good thing is i guess im not dyin
So This Is Me
ok so i joined this site several years ago and doubt my profile is still on here i was a memeber when it was still called cherrytap i rejoined for an alterative to facebook,   im a 31 yr old male from the east coast, i live in a little town in a little state (rhode island) i work 7 nights a week 3rd shift at a gas station and before you knock what sounds like a shitty job its not that bad i bring home plenty of money to live comfortably  i drive a 2000 saturn SC2 (not my dream car) it gets me from A to B i have a wonderful girl friend who puts up with all my shit and still hasnt left me after 4 years (august 12th) i love technology i have an IPad 2 and a microsoft surface tablet as well as a samsung laptop with an intel i5 dual core processor and 6GB of Ram and the samsung galaxy S III anyway long story short youre more likely to find me on facebook then here but feel free to hit me up i'll reply when i see you
The History
As all the stuff that relates to this project is all over the place will attempt to pull it all together here in the one place so you can see the progress and the pitfalls of turning people into cartoons and getting them animated, it will be a bit like the motorcycle diaries but without the bikes, bear with me as there is loads of it.

Well, it only took how long to figure out this now I have to figure this blog thing out too....FUN... well if you want, you can come check out my work in progress, called my homepage, and tell me what you think. thanks for reading. hugs n kisses, Nay
Good Friends And Good Times
dedicated to nissan sentras, BP gas stations, and the old woman who never carded us till they made the under 25 law. and becky keep it up dont start again Tobacco is great a wonderful product, and a big unhealthy part of my life. i have quit smoking aproxximatly 30 times or so in the last year. remember when it was cool to smoke and chew tobacco. going to the gas staion with 4 friends and 3 dollars between you. to get a pack of ciggarettes and $1.53 worth of gas? those were the days no tax on smokes no lawsuits had jacked the prices to an astronomical rate. Dont get me wrong there are smokes at the PX that are 1.75 a pack they are great but this was for the name brands that are $4 to alomost $6 back home at some places. one particular day sticks out in my mind i have no idea why i remember this 25 minute snippet of an uneventful day from so many years ago, is it just one of those lame memories i keep in my head like a usless trivia question? Or was it a life changing e
A Friend
Accepts you as you are Believes in "you" Calls you just to say "Hi" Doesn't give up on you Encourages you to be your best Forgives your mistakes Gives unconditionally Helps you Invites you over Just wants to "be" with you Keeps you close at heart Loves you for who you are Makes a difference in your life Never Judges Offers support Prays for you Quiets your fears Raises your spirits Says nice things about you Tells you the truth when you need to hear it Understands you Values you Walks beside you X-plains things you don't understand Yells when you won't listen and Zaps you back to reality

Ok so, a while ago I had my first ever hair competition. I decided to do it despite the fact I had zero experience doing this kind of shit. There were like 5 catagories and I decided to do Fantasy. So pretty much you can go balls out, you could use anything you wanted to go crazy, but you had to start from scratch. My model had to be dressed the part and hair in rollers, and they gave us 45mins to get out shit done. I decided to keep it Lauren style and did a graveyard. I was hopen to get at least 6th place * which is last* just so I could get a trophy and feel cool, and gues what motherfuckers I GOT FUCKEN 1ST PLACE!!! Serious ya'll, 1ST PLACE! And I had some good competition! I still dont think mine was the best, but it was definatly creative as fuck, So yeah I feel great, and thanks to Heather I have these fantastic pix....feel free to comment!
The Face Of Love
================================== Goodbye ================================== When we met you took my breath away, I know you can hold my hand that way. I have to let you go I couldn't stay, the price is too much to pay. For now your gone and now I stay, leaving me alone for another day. I miss your smile I want your touch, I miss you so very much. For the moments that will never come to pass, for all eternity I wanted it to last. My heart cries out for all the times we should of had. Now all that's left is me feeling sad. One day our paths will meet, but for now I shall walk along this lonely street. Goodbye for now my love I couldn't stay. It fucking sucks it just has to be this way. ================================== Can't ================================== I want to hold you and feel your love, My body is warm and ready but I can't. I want to look into your eyes and see our love, My eyes are open but I can't. I want to kiss you and feel that love, My lips
Friday Comes Again
Friday comes again Friday comes again, promising a men- Men who busted... a new hope.. a bright future... a new lifestyle. Friday comes again, promising a women- Women who harmed.. A lovely hubby... A lovely childs... A lovely family. Friday comes again... promising a child- Child who abused.. A happy childhood... A happy bedtime hours... A happy family. Dear God... Hear me say... Keep this unfortunate life away from us... Keep our Men - a strong FEET to stand by themselves... Keep our Women -a strong HEART to continue a life... Keep our Childs - a strong SOUL to be alive... and.... Keep our Community - a strong HANDS to be lend them to our Men...Women...and Childs who is less fortunate... Amen!

¤¤~Stang~¤¤@ LostCherry stop by here and vote for me in her ink contest I return loveFoxglove@ LostCherry then stop by here and show me some love then I'll stop by and show you some love

So soft,so kind I feel in love and I don't mind. But now as time goes on your love for me has gone. My mind runs through empty memories As my heart breaks in two. In shattered dreams and thoughts of lovers I still remember you. My heart will mend my tears will dry But my love for you will never die.
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Feelings Current mood: stressed As I lay thinking on my bed, A trail of thoughts run through my head. My pillows wet from tears i cry, I only wish that I would die. My days are dark, my nights are long I wonder where my life went wrong. My life is hanging by a rope, I'm losing faith, I'm losing hope. Myself again I want to find, And leave my horrid past behind. I fight to hide my hurt and pain, But death will come to knock again. With you I share these thoughts of mine, And pray someday the sun will shine, My love for you is deep and free, For without you all where would I be. Eileen (AKA Sweet)
Here I Am
Overwhelming saddness Joyness of pain Tears are falling Depression and rain Dreams of making it through Hurt through the night Sadness in the morning But through the years I cry Turning away friends Back tp the wall Here I stand all alone Where no one can see me Hiding behind broken memories Empty box were the pieces of me Stolen of virtue Deprived of virginity Raped I'm a victim A shadow to the crime These thoughts rummage my mind Body damaged His face implanted Here I am The black sheep of the family
Fucking Cheating Whore
so I guess the girl I was seeing cheated on me.. fucking awesome
The Wind
The boy walked into the silent place, and there he saw her beautiful face. He spoke to her with a tear in his eye I love you babe and good bye. As he slipped upon her finger a pearl, he whisperd to her, remember babe you will always be my girl. Then as the door opened and the wind started to blow....They carried her casket out into the snow.
I've come to the realization that life is just what it is. You can't change it, so you have to learn how to deal with all the things it throws at you. The things that happen to you are the things that make you; you. So there really isn't a point to hold grudges. If you don't like me? That's fine.. I don't care.. it's probably over something trivial like a guy.. who really wasn't worth it anyway. I'm nice.. I've always been nice.. and I have always done for others before I'd do for myself. I realize there's no point in that either because most of the time it goes un-noticed.. along with other reasons. I say it's pointless.. but I won't ever be able to change who I am.. I will always be that nice girl who does everything for everyone that gets the shit end of the stick. But that's life I guess. And it's so hard to trust people.. maybe it's just the people I am trusting.. I always seem to pick the winners.. but even my own family.. (excluding my mom, dad, sister and brother) they can't ke
Just Wanted To Say Thanks
It gets a little hard to thank everyone for all the luv they show, so please don't think of this as a impersonal from letter, but thanks to all the people whoahave stopped by and said hi, i luv you all thanks. -Tastee
2007 Si Or Scion Bus!!!
The decision is hard and i need your input. My friends say im crazy if i want a Scion Bus but i think they are tight. I can hall hella people around, go on trips and pack it to the max, but it lacks the power all men need in a ride. The other choice in a car that i want is the new 2007 Civic SI! I will probably slam it to the floor, tweek the engine like i have done with my last import, and zip around in it. So my what do you think? Go with convience and gas mileage, or go with a lil more luxury and power! Keep this in mind, the scion price is about 10,000 dollars less...
What Does Your Mouth Say About You?
What People Think of Your Mouth People see you as both seductive and intimidating. Other women are especially put off by your womanly powers. And men either fear you or obsess over you - sometimes both. No way to fight it - you're a natural vamp. What Does Your Mouth Say About You?
Good Old Advise!!
OK..cherries.. I am adding this Blog and Calling it. Good Old Advise if you need some advise or in many cases a female Point-Of-View.. Please Just ask a question in my message or use the Shoutbox!! Whichever is better for you!! To keep it personal.. I will not say your name.. Just your problem.. Check back and you will see you get the answer!!(you never know there is a good chance that you can get more then one answer!! So will it hurt to just ask!!) So Please let me help you too.. Jeannie
Me In A Nut Shell!
open, tough, irritable, worrying, does not like to be alone, craves attention, low self control, emotionally sensitive, interacting, sad, very social, aggressive, prefer organized to unpredictable, dependent, social chameleon, suspicious, values the heart over the mind, likes large parties, outgoing, likes to make fun, likes to fit in, mildly phobic, vain, makes friends easily, enjoys leadership, clingy, rash
The Prettiest Beaver Contest
"Congrats on finishing third in my Prettiest Beaver contest... here is the first half of your prize.. Please let me know which of the cuddly toys you prefer... the teddy, kitten or puppy... for the other half of your prize.. " "congrats on your third place finish in my prettiest beaver contest here is the second half of your prize.." thanks to all my lovely friends that backed me up in the contest. couldn't have done without you all!!!! and
Back To Europe
heh, after a pretty busy week in india, i got to relax a bit in singapore over the last weekend. Visited sentosa island (very nice). Then on Momday flew to Kuala Lumpur (or KL as it's known here) and then to a meeting in Banting ( mins taxi). The same day I flew back to S'pore, had dinner in the hotel (misu soup, ushi, some hot sake) ad I'm actually writing this in the British Airways lounge. So, a big hug and kiss to all my lc friends who do the effort to read this. Talk to y'all soon!!!
What If????
this one i woulod like to hear responces from men and there thought's as well.... ladies feel free to comment too!!! ok men if you have a girlfriend that you say you love ever so dearly...... would you hide your love or would you tell the world????
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I Missed Ya All!!!
Just wanted to say hello to all my wonderful friends.I have been out of order for a while,but Im back and just wanted say wuzzzz going on!!! Late
Interesting Thoughts
well he has a few different views from me but i agree that there's a lack of results in the make-me-feel-good approach of churches and society in general! its easier to throw a couple bucks at it & hide it but who is willing to talk to & spend some "quality time" with society's castaways? that is what Jesus Christ did! He didnt consider the preachers of the day his peers but the drunks, prostitutes & the "low lifes" he called the religious leaders of the day "raca" which means fools & "a pit of vipers" but i would really like to hear your opinions!!! so rate me, hate me & tell me your side of the story!!! mmfwcl4LYF slingy "Exposing The Church" By J. Daniel So many churches, so much money, so many people, and yet there is a man, a woman, and a child that will go hungry tonight. There is an alcoholic that is in need of some help. There are families that are in need of some financial help or else their power will be turned off, this same famil
The Butcher
One night, whilst I sat before my computer screen smacking my nuts with a jackhammer, a woman walked through my backdoor. She was tall, blonde, and smelled like cherries. She walked up to me and blinked her deep blue eyes at me, "I'm Jessica and I'm here to fulfill all your dreams.", she said. I looked her up and down ponderously before responding, "My dreams would not be something you'd want to fulfill.", I stated calmly hoping she understood my seriousness. "Oh I think I can handle it baby.", she said sounding so innocent I almost felt bad for her....almost. I stood up to my full height, which made her seem much shorter with her eyes only coming up to just below my chin. I grabbed her around the waist and dragged her to me chest to chest. She smiled up at me with those pools of sky blue for eyes filled with such sweet innocence that I actually took a moment to consider not going through with my plan...but that only lasted a moment. As she smiled at me I spoke to her quietly, "Yo
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What Tarot Card Am I??
You are The Star Hope, expectation, Bright promises. The Star is one of the great cards of faith, dreams realised The Star is a card that looks to the future. It does not predict any immediate or powerful change, but it does predict hope and healing. This card suggests clarity of vision, spiritual insight. And, most importantly, that unexpected help will be coming, with water to quench your thirst, with a guiding light to the future. They might say you're a dreamer, but you're not the only one. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.
Lying in bed fetal position. Comfy cosy topsy turvy world! Sit and cry while smiling Do your jaws ache? How can you be so plastic when you seem so porcelain? Smooth to touch soft! Inside what? Hidden by a baracade your eyelids seem to hide it all Your portals close up and let in no light No love anger hate! So stay dark Let your moon and stars hang Conceal your true beauty Mask it in glitter I care not Not what you do but what you become Un-do it Pull down the zip Shed the mask Your face has started to sweat And your presence has become uneasy Go take a shower Wash it all away Your smell of fear scares me
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Sex Story
... the fact that when I see a pussy, I know exactly what the gal feels like when she's having it touched, licked, fucked... When I see a picture or a movie of a pussy, my pussy tingles as if what's being done to that gal is being done to me. I can feel every touch, every lick, every stroke. It drives me wild. Not to mention the fact that there's just something so erotic about a pussy.. In the evening after a nice hot bath or shower, right before bed, is my favorite time to explore my pussy. It's nice and clean, fresh, and warm... not to mention a little pinker than normal, so I don't have any problems exporing the full depths of it. Just the thought of what I'm about to do makes little electric-like tingles course through my pussy. My nipples become erect in anticipation. In my bedroom, I have a clost with a full sized mirror on it. There's plenty of room in front of it, so that's where I like to be, so that I can get a good view of everything. I place blankets on the floor in f
Since I started my new job All but like 2 of my new co-workers have asked me what high school I go to Not to mention at the hotel I'v been asked prolly 10 times how old I am When I ask them how old I look they all say 18 or 19 no older then 20 How old do i look? like seriously without lookin at my profile.. lol I'm gunna like it a lot more when I'm older!
Firearms Refresher Course:
FIREARMS REFRESHER COURSE: 1. An armed man is a citizen. An unarmed man is a subject. 2. A gun in the hand is better than a cop on the phone. 3. Colt: The original point and click interface. 4. Gun control is not about guns; it's about control. 5. If guns are outlawed, can we use swords? 6. If guns cause crime, then pencils cause misspelled words. 7. "Free" men do not ask permission to bear arms. 8. If you don't know your rights you don't have any. 9. Those who trade liberty for security have neither. 10. The United States Constitution (c) 1791. All Rights Reserved. 11. What part of "shall not be infringed" do you NOT understand? 12. The Second Amendment is in place in case the politicians ignore the others. 13. 64,999,987 firearm owners killed no one yesterday. 14. Guns only have two enemies: rust and politicians. 15. Know guns, know peace, know safety. - No guns, no peace, no safety. 16. You don't shoot to kill; you shoot t o stay alive. 17. 911 - government sponso
So I Bought My Boyfriend A Puppy
I bought him this cute puppy for christmas and I have had it at my house for a few days and he is comming over tomorrow to get his present and I am kinda sad cause now I am attached to it hahaha I know this is what he wanted so without ????????I found him a puppy because he truly deserves to be happy for he has made me so Very happy...I am going to miss Stitch (puppy's name) I know I will see him agin when ever I want but still....hahhaa sorry for babbling on about nothing
A Christmas Story.......
'Twas the night before Christmas--Old Santa was pissed. He cussed out the elves and threw down his list. Miserable little brats, ungrateful little jerks. I have a good mind to scrap the whole works! I've busted my ass for damn near a year, Instead of "Thanks Santa"--what do I hear? The old lady bitches cause I work late at night. The elves want more money--The reindeer all fight. Rudolph got drunk and goosed all the maids. Donner is pregnant and Vixen has AIDS. And just when I thought that things would get better Those assholes from the IRS sent me a letter, They say I owe taxes--if that ain't damn funny Who the hell ever sent Santa Claus any money? And the kids these days--they all are the pits They want the impossible--Those mean little shits I spent a whole year making wagons and sleds Assembling dolls...Their arms, legs and heads I made a ton of yo yo's--No request for them, They want computers and robots...they think - I'm IBM! Flying thr
Shadow & John
I'm Sorry
I just wanted to say I am sorry to all my freinds and fans for not being on Chedrrytap in a while. I was hella busy with the holidays and depression hit me bad too so that didn't help. I am slowly working my self out of my depression and will try to get to everyone's pages over the next week. Please hang in there i am not ignoring anyone I promise. So Happy new year everyone. I love each and everyone one ya'll. ~~baby girl~~
New Pix Finally! 12-27-06
Well finally did, uploaded new pics to my page so hope ya'll enjoy and again feel free to rate and comment as much as you'd like!
My Week Of January 8th
Well, this should prove to be a busy week! I'm scheduled to work over 45 hours and I have 2 shoots, and possibly a third. Tomorrow I'm hopefully giving a thumbs up to my first edited squirting video sale to a production company. I have to proof it first and make sure that I'm happy, and my co-star is happy with the finished product. Thursday evening I'm going to be shooting with one of my best friends and favorite photographers, Tim Gravens. We always push the creative envelope together. I offered to chaparone a shoot for one of my fellow chat hosts and she suggested we shoot some content together. I'm not sure what she has in mind yet, but I'm all for it!! ;) I'll be shooting a Valentine shoot with PBK Photography on Sunday morning. I can't wait. I love being in front of the camera. All that matters is what's happening right there and then. After shooting with photographers one time, I like to be moved to the top of their favorite lists. Wish me luck! Deejay
Making Yourself Smile!
I just wanted to share with everyone something that has kept me going through hard times! We all have hard times, and deal with them in our own way! I BELIEVE IN MYSELF!!!!!!!!!!!!! Simply saying it isnt enough! Say it slowly! Listen to the words as you say them! It wont take long before you feel a sense of joy, happiness, confidence! Atleast thats what I felt! Those words, to me, rank right up there as some of the most powerful words that can be spoken aloud! I think some of you can relate to what im saying! If you havent said it lately, stop, look in the mirror, and speak those words out loud to yourself!! Why not do it right now!! You dont have to be going through hard times to say them! I speak those words to myself every morning, and im that much happier!!!
Reprt Card
post this as "Sexy Report Card" and see what people say! Its actually pretty fun!! F- = YOUR SO ####### UGLY THAT ITS NOT FUNNY F = I HEARD UGLY IS CONTAGIOUS DON'T TALK TO ME! D = YOUR PARENTS MUST BE HATED C- = You're just someone I don't want to talk to, okay? C = You're okay looking, but u need work... C+ = You're just average B- = Your kinda cute and ur cool i guess B = You're cute. And you're a pretty interesting person. B+ = Pretty damn attractive. A- = You're extremely attractive, and you're awesome. I would love to have you in my room with no one home :-). A = DAMN YOUR SEXXXEY!! A+ = Gorgeous ... I want you to be mine : ) A++ = I 'D hit it A+++=ID DROP MY CLOTHES IN 3 SECONDS 4 U
Why Oh Why?!?!?!
Im as much a Hinder fan as the next, but I think if I hear Lips of Angel or better yet see the video on another CT members page, I think I might just pull out the inner workings of my ears. Thank you and goodnight! =P
All The Kids Who Survived
TO ALL THE KIDS WHO SURVIVED the 1930's 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's !! First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they were pregnant. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking. As infants & children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, booster seats, seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle. We shared one soft drink with four friends, from one bottle and NO ONE actually died from this. We ate cupcakes, white bread and real butter and drank koolade made with sugar, but we weren
Saying Goodbye
So soft the brief touch of your lips on my cheek. Was I almost intruding? "Look after yourself " should have been "I love you!" Then the Jumbo flew over my head and I shouted my love above the roar and thundering thrust . . . as if you'd hear. Through the clouds in my eyes I watched you fly away and wished I'd been born with wings
Tattoo Contest Round 2....your Winners!
Here are your winners for Round 2 in my tattoo contest! Sad Girl (642 votes)2ND PLACE!! fire pixi (259 votes)3RD PLACE!! ny mamma (1228 votes)1ST PLACE!!
Its very cold out here, snow everywhere! Just came home from moms place... I have snowy cold feet, house is still not warm, tired from dryving through the snow, etc. So now Im going to try warming up at the sofa with a blanket. TTYL sweety's, Kisses!
Till 'cherry-ripe'
There is a garden in her face Where roses and white lilies grow; A heavenly paradise is that place Wherein all pleasant fruits do flow. There cherries grow which none may buy, Till 'cherry-ripe' themselves do cry. Those cherries fairly do enclose Of orient pearl a double row, Which when her lovely laughter shows, They look like rosebuds filled with snow. Yet them nor peer no prince can buy, Till 'cherry-ripe' themselves do cry. Her eyes like angels watch them still, Her brows like bended bows do stand, Threatening with piercing frowns to kill All that attempt, with eye or hand, Those sacred cherries to come nigh, Till 'cherry-ripe' themselves do cry. THOMAS CAMPION
Happy Valentine's Day 2 The Lady I Love The Most Always & Foreve
You came into my life one morning on a cold and snowy day, I had never seen such beaty you just stole my heart and soul away, you gave my life new meaning, I so did worship you, and as the days past to years your beauty only grew, my most treasured memories all begin and end with you, but this world can be so empty, heartless and cold, I lost you far to early long before your day was due.. You will always be my special angel the one love that will always last and I couldn't let this day go by without saying to you, Happy Valentine's Day My Angel, Mystikal Dawn I So Miss you.. Hosted by
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Comfort In The Dark
As you walk the roads at night, I follow always just out of sight. And sometimes you may feel me near, My footsteps in your mind you hear. I see you, tense, stop and stare, I hear you wondering who is there. Deep in the dark of the night you search, But your mortal eyes cannot see my perch. A flash of light within the dark, You feel fear come into your heart. And you flee to the places of human sin, Where footsteps are lost in the crawling din. Encased in the moving crowd, You feel safe and you feel proud. Until you notice them all leer, Their actions encouraged by the smell of your fear. They pull you into the night by your hair, Your clothes they rip and violently tear. Those Strangers ignore your cries of distress, You are surrounded by enemies in the darkness. But this darkness is my home, And through it I do freely roam. Those strangers now scream and try to fight, But they are no match for a true child of the night. Soothing words I whisper like a lover in
Vienna, Austria, 2006
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Ive been broke in 2 again this is a poem that is for the man that hurt me the way he did... Ya know how damn hard it is to say to someone that ya love them and then they really dont mean it at all? Why is love so damn complicated? Why I ask myself? I feel like i have cried my last tears but they just seem to continue to flow more and more. The pain i feel is like ice cold water that is runnin thru my veins. The knife thats sears into the skin. The knife that pierces my heart. Or even the feeling of havin ya heart as glass and then dropped just as ya would a plate fallin to the floor and shattering. You promised to me that ya would never hurt me but thats just what ya did. Ya said I was ya one and only and no one elses. Ya asked me to marry you. Ya loved the way I had told ya about the kids being mine. Ya loved everything about me and then ya just kicked me away the dirt on the street. Ya say Ill find someone new....Ya have no idea how bad I just want it to be me and you not me and s
Why do people build your hopes up, them shit on you ? This person knows who they are ... But i cant understand why, or what ive done . Tell me... PLEASE
It may take you two minutes to read this, but if you do not take the time to read this you are one of the people this post is talking about. You stay up for 16 hours He stays up for days on end. _________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. __________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. __________________________ You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. __________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. __________________________ You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you. He knows he may not see some of his buddies again. __________________________ You walk down the beach, staring a
It Sucks Being Single
Now that I'm separated, I'm finding there's really not a lot of options out there for people who aren't in their early 20s in terms of places to go and meet new people. I love going out clubbing, but I always feel sooooo old there with all the early 20 somethings getting all the attention. I may be in my mid 30s, but I'm not over the hill yet, and I still love having a lot of fun and being a bit crazy.
hi, oh i have been so sick this week...dont have the energy to even be on line. but wanted to tell everyone hi and that i miss ya all. everyone have a great week and i will talk to you all very soon hugs and kisses kels
It Gets Worse!!
In continuation to the previous blog I posted "The Town I Live In": Now that I've been here in San Antonio for 6 months, I have some updates on the "Turn Around Don't Drown" issue I have: 1.) There is an actual website. If you google the words Turn Around Don't Drown and click on I'm feeling lucky, it'll take you right to it 2.) They actually post success stories on this website 3.) During the 3 days of rain we had about a week or so ago, they had to rescue 36 geniuses 4.) The fire department had to raise the "high water rescue" fine from 500 to 1000 and the police department is now imposing an additional fine to the drivers as well as the passengers. 5.) There are actual bumper stickers that say "turn around don't drown" and people actually put them on their if to say what? Don't follow? Hmmm. 6.) I did not make the graphic below... I miss home!!
Guys - I Wish I Knew
Is there anyway to tell if a guy likes you or if he just wants sex? Ive known him for over a year we kinda had a small thing in july. Then that stopped and started up again in december. but then we got into a fight and he well ive taken him back for a second time and we havent done anything yet. Hes been calling and everything and talking. Then times we did do things we both agreed to it. So there was no real using it involved it was mutual. Grr I wish I knew SOME ONE HELP!!!!!
My Yahoo Got Hacked
some fucker whos convinced im a fake took my old yahoo account, anyone who has the name on their list take it off if i can get it back ill let you all know k thanks Beth Yepsen: ok. but if you prove you're real you can have it beth Yepsen: you think im a fake? beth Yepsen: well if you knew me youd know my cam doesnt work on yahoo it freezes me up Beth Yepsen: i just wanna see that you're real beth Yepsen: my cam doesnt work on yahoo it locks me up beth Yepsen: im real who the fuck are you? Beth Yepsen: ok take a sign pic beth Yepsen: i have 2 on my cherrytap account Beth Yepsen: i mean take one for me beth Yepsen: if you really want the name that bad fuck it i have nothing to prove to a punk bitch like you Beth Yepsen: final answer? beth Yepsen: yeah fuck you Beth Yepsen: you wont take a sign pic for your name? beth Yepsen: nope i have nothing to prove to a punk ass bitch like you
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Help Me! Lol
this contest is 4 a happy hour. ill buy gifts 4 anyone that helps!ty rexford.
Caitiff (World of Darkness) From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia Caitiff are a fictional group of clanless vampires in Vampire: The Masquerade, a role-playing game by White Wolf, Inc. Lacking patrons or allies, holding no real power as a group, Caitiff are held in contempt by the Camarilla. The Sabbat's Caitiff are treated as a clan; known as Pander, a title whose namesake is a politically powerful and clanless vampire Joseph Pander, they find direction through the Sabbat. Since they are clanless, they do not specialize in any particular discipline, but have the freedom to learn any discipline or develop their own. However, finding a mentor for such a pursuit can be difficult. Clanlessness can stem from many circumstances - the sire rejected the individual, the embrace went wrong, their blood is too thin to develop the peculiar characteristics of the sire's clan, or the sire was also a caitiff. Some take great pride in lacking a clan, claiming to be descended directly
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sence your reading my blogs and enjoying them rate them please most of my blogs 40 views 6 ratings ????? whats the matter dont like rating a persons work after you read it.. thats like going a casino and winning the jackpot with out putting money in the slot machine and not entering the casino. to the friends that do thanks for atleast putting a 10 down after reading my antics
The Death Sentence
I was reading in the newspaper yesterday that convicted killer, David Woods (no relation), is arguing about the civility of lethal injection. There is some argument that the drug that stops the heart is being administered before the inmate is completely sedated, thus causing some pain prior to death. It's being argued that this is inhumane. This man, David Woods, was convincted for the brutal murder of his 77 year old neighbor. Did he stop to consider that the murder might be painful for his victim? There was no team of lawyers to plead the victim's case. There was no one there to witness their cries of agony and deem it inhumane. The fact that people are so concerned for the pain and suffering of the convicted murderer seems like the cruelest of tasteless jokes. You want to know what I think is fair? Truly fair? I think the only fair way for a convicted murderer sentenced to death to die is in the same manner they killed. If you shot a man, you are shot in the same mann
It's My Birthday
i like to thank u all for my presents thanks for the all the love here ok now all the women get naked for me and get drunk im half way there ok not naked my sis in law is about to show up hahhhhhhaha lets see them naked pics hahhaaaha
Weekend Pictures
New Photos!
I put up a whole bunch of new stuff in a folder marked "my latest photo shoots" CHECK THEM OUT! thanks!
Happy Mothers Day
MOMMY’S BABIES we will always be your babies, no matter how old we get, compared to you behind our ears will always be wet. momma please fix it. that is what we used to say. come to find out we still say it today. you sat by the sides of our beds, to take care of a cold. in turn we will care for you, when you grow old. momma help me find it, i cannot find my shoe. to us you have mommy magic; nothing you cannot do. you gave us life so we give you our love. i wish the blessings rain down on you from heaven above.
Have You?
Have You ever loved someone But knew they didn't care? Have You ever felt like crying But Knew you'd get no where? Have you ever looked into their eyes And said a little prayer? Have you ever looked into their hearts And wished that you were there? Have you ever felt their heartbeat, When the lights were turned down low? Have you ever whispered "God, I love You" But you'll never let me show? Love is grand, yet it hurts so much. The price you pay is high. If I could choose between Love and Death, I'd rather choose to die. So do not fall in love, my friend, It doesn't pay a dime. It only causes broken hearts, Yet it happens all the time. So do not fall in love, my friend, You'll hurt before it's through. I ought to know, my friend - I fell in love with you. Music Video Codes
The night creeps in and brings the loneliness. I feel a chill and look up with a start. This house, this home I know so well, Suddenly seems so surreal. Alone. Parents are tucking children in bed. Lovers snuggle down under the covers Anticipating much needed rest and the sweetest of dreams. So alone I sit here all alone, I dare not sleep. For If I do the darkness may engulf me and draw me deeper into its folds. Always alone I'll stay up and keep watch on the dark. The night is so still and I anxiously await the light. When once again life will hustle and bustle outside my door. Yet I will still be alone, so alone, always alone. Forever alone
Three Rednecks Working On A Tower
Three Rednecks were working up on a cell phone tower - Steve, Bruce and Ed. As they start their descent Steve slips, falls off the tower and is killed instantly. As the ambulance takes the body away, Bruce says, "Well, damn, someone should go and tell his wife." Ed says, "OK, I'm pretty good at that sensitive stuff, I'll do it." Two hours later, he comes back carrying a case of Budweiser. Bruce says, "Where did you get that beer, Ed?" "Steve's wife gave it to me," Ed replies. "That's unbelievable, you told the lady her husband was dead and she gave you beer?" "Well, not exactly", Ed says. "When she answered the door, I said to her, 'You must be Steve's Widow'." She said, "You must be mistaken, I'm not a widow.".... Then I said "I'll bet you a case of Budweiser you are." Rednecks Are Good At Sensitive Stuff......LOL
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A Smile :)
Researchers have discovered that smiling increases our feelings of happiness and well-being whether we are the benefactor or the recipient, and even whether the smile is genuine or fake. Highly contagious, smiling serves to build a bridge between us and those around us and is the accepted and universal language of love and kindness and peace. So it appears that when you smile, your world really does smile with you. As Mother Teresa said, it truly is "a beautiful thing."
I have a crush calculator on my page now so if you have one on me let me know hehehe its pretty cool!!
Random Ramblings
Some of us dream in technicolor, seeing the things that we wish to see. Upon waking the reality begins to creep back in wringing the color from life like a dishrag. Sure there are things we can do to escape this reality. Put on rose colored glasses and deny the stark focus of pain. No matter how many times you close your eyes the truth will still be there staring you in the face. As if the pain of daily living is not enough, we chose to seek out one to be a witness to our trials. Mostly in the hopes of evening out the burdens we all carry. The choice we make to share our lives is also to opt to help relieve some of the others load as well. Sometimes colors flare like fireworks against a darkened sky. These bring a few precious moments of happiness and bliss. Eventually even these moments get ground against the wheel. Until the ashes of our euphoria ride along the breeze. Leaving us once again to face the loneliness and agony. The question then follows if the moments are
Bad Things Happen
I don't know if other people will see this as being appropriate, but I am not afraid to speak out about these things. Maybe I could even help someone else going through the same things. When I was 9 years old I was molested by a family member. When I was 13 I was sexually assaulted by a drunk man. I have been in two different relationships that were very abusive. I have been through alot over a course of many years. Very few people are willing to speak out about their bad experiences. My only hope is that someone may read this and see that they aren't alone. The feeling that no one else in the world knows what you are feeling is a horrible feeling to have. If I can help even one person see that they aren't alone, this will be worth the effort to write. Things sometimes happen that are beyond our control, but it's important to remember that there are good people out there too. Don't hold these things in, it could be dangerous to do so. Keeping things like this inside could ultimately
Some More By Me And Other Authors
That in the world in which you seek shall come and find you when you're weak - Me Happiness depends upon ourselves - ME They always say time changes things, but you actually have to change them yourself - Andy Warhol God can heal a broken heart if given all the pieces... don't always go for what you want, look at what you already have or you might miss something special...Sometimes the sound of goodbye is louder than any drum beat - Me Speak when your angry and you will make the best speech you'll ever regret - Me You can discover what your enemy fears most by observing the means he uses to frighten you - Eric Hoffer Holding on to anger, resentment, & hurt only gives you tense muscles, a headache, and a sore jaw from clenching your teeth. Forgiveness gives you back the laughterand lightness in your life - Joan Lunden Anger makes you smaller, while forgiveness forces you to grow beyond what you were - Cherie Carter-Scott The reasonable man adapts himself to t
Calling All Seren Bombers
ALL THESE ARE GIFTS AWAY THEY ALL NEED HELP 7000 comments (come on everyone poor superman needs a vacation) needs 15000 comments 2500 COMMENTS=BIKE (add 500) Cindy is going for one month blast + Surprise Gift = 13 500 COMMENTS Good luck :) THANKS
Something I Wrote ... Hope Ya Likes It...
                                        "Friends Are"   Friends are people that care, people that are always there. Friends are honest and true, people who would never do anything to hurt you, like a family member that grew up with you. Someone you can confide in, who will always listen.. A shoulder to cry on when times are tough, a hug when times are rough. And like you I'd be , the best friend I could ever be. when you need to talk you can call on me... i'll be there to listen and help you.. through thick or thin, no matter what's going on, I'll be your friend a lifetime long..
To Good To Be True
I am finally happy I have had a crush on this woman since February 2006 and we have come together and she has made me so happy. I have to be honest that I think I could fall in love with this woman, is this to good to be true?
I'm Back
Well i'm back. Texas was fun. I was at this place called "The Gaylord Texan Resort and Conference Center" be we all just called it the Bio-Dome, since the whole hotel, even the "outside" was under a glass bubble. It was pretty fun, between the workshops and parting i hardly had any free time to make it out of the bio-dome anyway... Thanks for the luv you've dropped on me while i was gone...
I'm An Evil Bitch.
As you all know I was CT married to a great guy! I had some issues with how fast the whole relationship was progressing and I told him about them. In which he did back off. Well in all my confusion in what's going on outside of my "cyber" life I decided that maybe a relationship wasn't what I currently needed. Especially on the thought that he might be a rebound relationship. I chose to end the relationship before he got any deeper involved and hurt. Mind you we have only known each other 18 days at this point and have never met. This was a total phone and internet relationship. So now I find myself being accused of ripping his heart out and leaving it lying there and backing him out the door and slamming it on him. I just want to say in my defense that I'm not the evil bitch i'm being made out to be. I just need time for me to figure out what's best for me and currently it's not a relationship with this man. I do care about him very much as a friend, but at th
The Carny
THE CARNY It was always the same in every little town and hamlet that the carnival stopped in. Walt would try and hook up with some of the local talent for the four or five days they were in town. To a homey, the life of a carny roustabout seemed like a glamorous way to live. "Some glamor," thought Walt, "dusty dirty jobs setting up and tearing down the rides and exhibits that constituted the Kingston Karnival, and Eddie Kingston made sure that you earned every dime of the crummy pay that he forked over on every Friday. In between set up and tear down, Walt would handle any number of odd jobs around the midway. If he wasn't running one of the many rides for the sters, he was operating a game stand, you know, the kind that for a buck you have to knock down the three milk bottles with two throws, or maybe shoot a moving target with a gun with bad sights. Where ever he was needed, that's where you'd find him. It was when he was running one of the games that Walt had a c
Well I must be really slow cause when I logged on this morning, I found out my Fubar wife no longer had an account.....I am not sure what happened to does this mean I am not married anymore? Well for now I will leave my name bare and do what I do....except I dunno what to do......Well I will figure something out
Well, it's Friday and the Blogathon starts tomorrow. I'm still in need of some sponsors so if you are willing/able, please help me out. The Blogathon is a 24 hour period where you write a post in a blog every 30 minutes and you do it for the charity of your choice. My charity is the World Wildlife Fund. The Blogathon starts tomorrow morning at 6am (PST)! I can take donations throughout. Now, I will never see a penny of this money. It's going to be paid online through Blogathon (so they can keep track) and go directly to the World Wildlife Fund. You will have to sign up on the Blogathon site but I assure you they will not sell your email address or send you spam. It's just so I know who sponsored me. If you sponsor, I promise to give you a lovely gift! SPONSOR ME!!!
Just Rambling
To all who care, I havent been spending a lot of time on the site,I am burned out,I miss you all!!!!!!!! Plus its been really hot out and the puter room is upstairs,no AC....Anyone wanna fan me? LOL The good news is my Mom and Dad both got home from the Nursing Home on July 20 th..Both doing good still a slow process,I am going over this next week to chauffer them to Drs appts and to spend a few days with them. Have a good weekend!!!!! Hugssssssssss Julie
Purdy: Walsh Snubbed By Bengals, But `it All Worked Out'
Purdy: Walsh snubbed by Bengals, but `it all worked out' By Mark Purdy Mercury News The last time I spoke with Bill Walsh, in April at his Stanford office, we covered a lot of ground. I was interviewing him for a column about the 150th anniversary of San Jose State, his alma mater. But we also talked about the 49ers, the Raiders, Stanford and old times. Maybe he didn't think it would be our last conversation. I knew it probably was. So at the end, I told him the truth. I told him he was the most interesting person I had covered during my 23 years of writing sports columns in Northern California. I thanked him for never being dull. And for always answering my stupid questions. "Oh, come on," Walsh said. "Well, I guess we always just sort of . . . got along." Actually, that wasn't true. There were moments when Walsh definitely didn't like what I wrote. And let me know about it. "Anyway, thanks for everything," I said as our conversation concluded. "Look, I'm not dy
You are the World Completion, Good Reward. The World is the final card of the Major Arcana, and as such represents saturnian energies, time, and completion. The World card pictures a dancer in a Yoni (sometimes made of laurel leaves). The Yoni symbolizes the great Mother, the cervix through which everything is born, and also the doorway to the next life after death. It is indicative of a complete circle. Everything is finally coming together, successfully and at last. You will get that Ph.D. you've been working for years to complete, graduate at long last, marry after a long engagement, or finish that huge project. This card is not for little ends, but for big ones, important ones, ones that come with well earned cheers and acknowledgements. Your hard work, knowledge, wisdom, patience, etc, will absolutely pay-off; you've done everything right. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.
Things I Need To Change And Why...
Five Reasons to change Five things I need to Change about me and why. 1. Thinking that friends don't let you down....THEY DO Even Your Best Friend.. 2. Stop believing in People who say one thing and mean something else....Cause its never what you think.. 3. Thinking that I need someone in my life to make it complete....I DON'T 4. Stop being so damn trusting and letting people take advantage of me....(this should be number one) 5. And stop falling for the same old lies and bullshit every time....I know they are lies and bullshit..but i still fall for them...cause I have a good heart and want to believe in the good in someone.. BUT NOT ANY MORE...NOW THE CHANGES ARE ALL ABOUT ME...ITS MY FUTURE NOW AND AM THE ONLY ONE THAT CAN MAKE IT BETTER...
I am a sports lovers so I am creating this blog to give my opinion sports events past present and future. I hope all sports fans out there take a look. Thanks
A Jew, A Catholic And A Mormon Were Having Drinks
A Jew, a Catholic and a Mormon were having drinks at the bar following an interfaith meeting. The Jew, bragging on his virility, said, "I have four sons. One more and I'll have a basketball team." The Catholic, waived off this accomplishment, stating, "That's nothing, boy. I have 10 sons, one more and I'll have a football team." To which the Mormon replied, "You guys ain't got a clue. I have 17 wives. One more and I'll have a golf course."
For My Naughty Boys Folder..........
I want to thank everyone that came and rated me and leveled me up. It was unexpected, but greatly appreciated THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!!!
You Know You Are Living In 2007 When...
1. You accidentally enter your password on the microwave. 2. You haven't played solitaire with real cards in years. 3. You have a list of 15 phone numbers to reach your family of 3. 4. You e-mail the person who works at the desk next to you. 5. Your reason for not staying in touch with friends and family is that they don't have e-mail addresses. 6. You pull up in your own driveway and use your cell phone to see if anyone is home to help you carry in the groceries. 7 Every commercial on television has a web site at the bottom of the screen. 8. Leaving the house without your cell phone, which you didn't have the first 20 or 30 (or 60) years of your life, is now a cause for panic and you turn around to go and get it. 10. You get up in the morning and go on line before getting your coffee. 11. You start tilting your head sideways to smile. : ) 12 You're reading this and nodding and laughing. 13. Even worse, you know exactly
What's deserved Always gets served.
Jeffy And His Family
My words may mean nothing But they come straight from my heart I have prayed for your recovery from the very start I know you do not know me I am a stranger this is true But I think of you every day In hopes that you pull through Your family really loves you They show it every day I feel as though I know you In a special kind of way So the only way I can show you this Is to sit and write to you I wish that god sit by your side And lovingly guide you through Help you through your rough times And Ease away your pain In hopes that you can Ride your board At least one more time again May God Bless you and Guide you through All you have to endure. samantha Small O'Hair 8/29/07
"They can take six years of my life, but they can't take my FREEDOM!!!!" For all those that don't know yet, the day time has finally come. I am now out of the Air Force. I am on terminal leave, again for those who don't know what that is, I'm getting a full pay for another 2 1/2 months to do nothing. Now it is just job hunting time. Anyway next time you are having a drink, do me a favor raise your glass and and do little toast. Toast to freedom, toast to me finishing my enlistment alive, toast to those who will be getting out in the future or have in the past, toast to those who have decided to make it a career, and most definitely toast to those who have sacrificed their lives for our country and will never finish their time or decide to make it a career and most importantly ever see their friends and family again and enjoy the freedom they have made possible. To my friends and family and to all CHEERS to FREEDOM!!!!
Romance And Relationships
Girls leave their schedule wide-open and wait for a guy to call and make plans. Grown women make their own plans and nicely tell the guy to get in where he fits in. Girls want to control the man in their life. Grown women know that if he's truly hers, he doesn't need controlling. Girls check you for not calling them. Grown women are too busy to realize you hadn't. Girls try to put a man 'on lock' by using sex. Grown women know that it's the sex of the mental kind that makes a man want to 'lock' you down. Girls fake-moan, lay there and take the stabbing. Grown women say, "Just stop", get up, get dressed and walk it out. Girls are afraid to be alone. Grown women revel in it-- using it as a time for personal growth. Girls ignore the good guys. Grown women ignore the bad guys. Girls worry about not being pretty and/or good enough for their man. Grown women know that they are pretty and/or good enough for any man. Girls try to monopolize al
left to myself i sit here wondering if anything really matters. will i always be just alive without living any kind of meaningful existence. i work, i get up each morning and put myself through all kinds of pain. physical emotional spiritual, for a check that i cannot enjoy. i cant keep my children happy and safe. they look forward to the time when they can escape. and i work. the bruises fade, the memory remains. and i work.
Guess What???
Tomorrow Sept 15 is my one year anniversary. My husband and Ill have been married one year. Im so excited. I cant wait to see what he has planned for us tomorrow night.
Tuesday's Joke Of The Day
Deep within a forest a little turtle began to climb a tree. After hours of effort he reached the top, jumped into the air waving his front legs and crashed to the ground. After recovering, he slowly climbed the tree again, jumped, and fell to the ground. The turtle tried again and again while a couple of birds sitting on a branch watched his sad efforts. Finally, the female bird turned to her mate. "Dear," she chirped, "I think it's time to tell him he's adopted."
Defending Video Gaming!
Halo 3's launch marks a milestone on the journey of video games from niche hobby to cultural phenomenon. Yet those who don't play can be dismissive. Can the myths be laid to rest? Master Chief Petty Officer Spartan-117 unleashed his wrath in hundreds of thousands of homes around the country in the early hours. He was looking for a way to beat the Covenant once and for all, and to exterminate the deadly Flood parasites. The future of the human race hung in the balance. For the owners of the 1.25m Xbox 360 consoles in the UK, Wednesday marked the end of the long wait for Halo 3, the final instalment of a hugely popular video game trilogy. About 1,000 games shops around the country opened at the stroke of midnight so fanatical gamers could buy a copy and assume the role of Master Chief. First day sales may well have grossed more than any other game, film or album in history. If, on the other hand, you're not male or aged between 16 and 40, you may neither know nor care that Halo 3
Work Sucks
My job has me working a lot of overtime and I seem to have ZERO time for much else besides , work, eat, shower, sleep. Couple that with the fact that I STILL cant comment or post bulletins and it seems like Im ignoring everyone. I Rest assured I am NOT! I miss everyone very much! I came home to see I had made slave princess sticky for top 50 sexy women of Fubar. Made me smile!Hence the silly status! For those that havent heard about the grounding(LOL its what I lovingly refer to my ban as)you can go a few blogs back to the enough already blogs to read up. TTFN Smooches! Temptress please rate this blog if you havent already to help me get to top 50 blogs!
Get Your Votes In!!!!
REMEMBER Each person gets SIX VOTES PER ALBUM Please remember that in order to vote for me, You MUST read and sign their blog called "Rules of Decadence". It's nothing crazy... just the normal things that one would expect from a contest page. It's really just the owner's no-drama policy. Each vote must be a separate comment saying "Vote" in it somewhere. ♥CLICK THE BANNER TO VOTE♥
East Texas Shows
Appearing in Tyler & Kilgore this weekend!!!Support your local live music scene by attending a concert in your area this weekend! Here is the weekly bulletin announcing this weekend's concerts at the hot spots for the Tyler, Longview, Kilgore, & Canton area:Friday Night, 10/5/07Click's 1946 E. SE Loop 323, Tyler, TX 75701. Phone# 903-593-6499Featuring:Neverset, Overscene and Soulidium9PM $5 ages 21 + up, $10 ages 18-20*****Side Pocket Lounge/Corner Pocket Billiards 1011 Kilgore Plaza, Kilgore, TX 75662. Phone# 903-986-3838Featuring:A Theory on Conquest andStir the Silence 9PM, $5 ages 21 + up, $10 ages 18-20*****Club Down Under212 Grande, Tyler, TX 75703. Phone # 903-939-3339 Featuring:N 2 Deep8PM, $5 cover, ages 21 + up*****Half Moon Grill & Saloon16884 FM 2493 (Old Jacksonville Rd), Tyler, TX 75703. Phone # 903-534-1884Featuring:Grant Cook8PM, no cover, ages 21 + up********************************************************************************************
Do You Love Me??
hey guys! first of all i want to say thank you to all who helped me stay in the lead today :) i started my new job, and it was so nice to come home to so much love from yall :D in case you dont know in a contest!! im trying to win a 7 day blast, so please help me out if you can! every rate is worth 5 points and comments are worth 1 point :) its a bombing contest so you can comment as much as you like :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D it goes until sat, oct. 19th, so i will be posting a lot on this :) PLEASE! EVERY RATE COUNTS! IF YOU HAVENT YET...PLEASE AT LEAST GO RATE THE PHOTO!!! CLICK PHOTO TO VOTE! (rate and comment) HERE ARE THE STANDINGS: As of 9:15pm est Rates Shortyseceret: 113 x5 = 565 Comments-> 9959 Total Points: 10524 Rates J-Roxx: 68 x5 = 340 Comments-> 10838 Total Points: 11178 J-Roxx leads by 654
New Trifecta
Win - Brett Sommers ('Match Game", wife to Jack Klugman) Place - Marcel Marseau (mime, "Silent Movie") Show - Joey Bishop (talk show host, member of the Rat Pack)
The people you see every day -- fellow students, coworkers, family -- could be more difficult than usual. It's not that they're especially moody, but they may be more resistant to playing along with the group. MY horoscope today hahahaha how appropriate...
Tmasterwizard Passed Away
Hi my name is michelle, email I also have a yahoo account under the name I have access to all T's, or as some of you know him GiveUpain1, emails and ims. I am trying to make sure that everyone is aware of what happened to TMASTERWIZARD. Below is his obituary. It would help the family and friends if you could make sure you sign the guestbook. Thank you for taking the time to read this. Terry Ginder SPRINGFIELD - Terry "Wizard" Ginder, 53, of Springfield died Saturday, Nov. 3, 2007, at his home. Terry was born July 2, 1954, in Springfield, the son of Jack Ginder and Juanita Faulkner. He married Ann E. Elfgen on Sept. 24, 1998; they renewed their vows Dec. 18, 2001, in Springfield. Terry owned and operated Northside Tattoo and The Wizard's Pen Tattoo shops. He had been a tattoo artist for more than 30 years. He was preceded in death by his father, Jack Ginder; and brother, Lee Ginder. He is survived by his wi
Whos Bin Nauty& Whos Bin Very Nauty!!
All u bad girls be ware santa's bin watchin u and he likes wat he see's:)
Help Mr. Badie!!! :d
The Mr. is working an 5k comments for a 1 week blast!!! Not a bad deal! I am trying to get it for him... we all know how much he does for me and it is the least I can do in return! If you guys don't mind, stop by and help me bomb him :D We are sitting at 1444 now so only 3556 to go :D x♥x♥, Alysia
Xmas Tree
just in case ya missed it on my profile :) i want lots and lots of gifts! mwahhhhhhh
Baby Its Cold Outside!
brrr brrr brr brrr that is all I have to say! I need someone to come keep me warm! HEHEHE That or move to somewhere warmer! Or I could do both and be good then ;) We got more snow today not a lot just a dusting but still its snow. I went and got my x-mas tree didn't get it put up but hey atleast I got it! I have wednesday off so hopefully it'll get done then.
My Giveaway Latest
I am participating in a giveaway in which i need just over 45000 comments in 51 days to win myself a happy hour All help is appreciated Thanks Mick
For My Crushes
If your one of my crushes and would like a "special" salute made just for YOU please let me know... LUV YA GUYS
Finally !!!
After kissin' many frogs I finally found my prince I know w/all my heart he's the one we have been together 4 mos. now & I fall in luv more & more every day not only is he hotter than hell but he actually loves me & does everything to show me that more & more I luv ya SAM KOERING don't ever change!!! muah Unfortunately SAM KOERING needs 2 change turned out 2 be a dunk in denial my worse nightmare I divorced a drunk I don't need another so I still haven't found my prince
I'm Preggers Dear Fubar Friends and Family: Wanted to share some joyous news with all of you. Not many of you know this yet but I am pregnant and expecting my first child along with my boyfriend Mark so pretty soon we will be the proud parents of a bouncing baby boy whom we are planning to name Zachary Mark. We are very happy about this and I am glad to report that both baby and myself are doing very well so far. Had some rough patches at the beginning with morning sickness and ended up in the hospital for fourty days back in August/September because some well meaning but misinformed psychologist decided to panic and pull me off of my meds cold turkey so I decompensated until they figured out the best and least harmful medication to give me but I am doing very well now and feeling better every day. I am six months along now in my pregnancy and little Zachary is due on March 11th, 2008 or thereabouts. The little trooper is kicking away inside of me now. My little karate ki
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i cant think about everybody else i need to get away far away cut the strings taht tie me to yall but i will always know my way back i want my own life if only for a little while i dont have to runa way but your gonna make me ive always thought about everybody else whens it going to be my turn to break free free from the chains of family that i love but i need to get away to a place where i cant be dependent i wanna be the one person i cant be here the real ME!!!
Plz Read
Hey everyone I really wanted to tell u all about a brand new lounge called Spaz's Corvette Club. We r hiring for all positions and r looking for experienced djs. Please stop in and subscribe.
This Mortal Plea
Take me to the undaunted realm where death and time have no boundary. Show me love's pure and content face. Release me from my earthly prison. Must I beg? Must you taste my salty tears, feel my lips quiver, my heart sob eternal? Insatiable hunger it possesses me. My dreams extend to that which I covet. Swallow my soul, my heart, my being. Suffocate me in your dark and infinite embrace. Give me your eternal kiss so that I might feel. My body's numb, yet my mind is burning. Take me to the edge of night and spare me this mortal coil! Loneliness........,Hunger........,Despair.......... Poverty..........,Hate.........,Pain......... To each of these I shake my head in disgust. My breath escapes me through clinched teeth. What is beautiful to those who are blind, yet their eyes see? What is happiness to those who know no sorrow? What is Love to those who live to hate? Where is this undaunted realm that I long for? Why do you keep these secrets to y
We Got A New Song On Our Myspace Music Page
Copy and paste the link if ya wanna check it out...its pretty groovy :) WWW.MYSPACE.COM/LOCUSTANDSWYLLA
Thanks To The Family
just want to say thanks to everyone in the family who bombed me so that i could recieve my free 3 month vip my first and time. i just want to send many thanks to those who hel ped and especially to the ones that went went beyond the duty thank you everyone you're all the best i love you all sweet&sassy (patty)
Happy New Year
Own Me For A Month
I'm in a contest that Drew is having, this will be my first contest...Highest bidder gets to own me for a month...I will rate all your pics and stash during HH will give you 11's during HH...You will need to go to Drews page for the rest of the contest rules, and what you will get out of it besides what I'm offering...Come on, you want that attention from me for a month don't ya??? I promise not to bite TOO hard :D..Some of the rules highest fu-bucks bid wins me--or buying gifts like blasts, tickers, VIP, or anything like that over rides any amount of fu-bucks!!!!.While you're at it, pls rate the other contestants she has running in the contest as a personal favor for me...If you're not interested in owning anyone, just pls visit Drews page and give her some rates for the work she's done...Thanks everyone for taking the time to read this...Oh yeah, click my link to get you to the right place...
I just wanna say that i try to get along and be friends with EVERYONE here.I can honestly say there isn't anyone here that i HATE- only a couple that i pity and wont even tolerate seeing their crap to the point that i have removed as friends people who constantly post their drama crap. While i find it amusing and its always fun to gossip,I try my best to avoid the drama. I might read it but never comment or take sides. Of course i have many friends that don't get along, some are even in my family. They know i don't repost any drama related bullys or comment blogs( at least not with a stand one way or another) does this make me a hypocrite? Does it mean I play both sides of the fence? I don't see it that way.I just say hell its only a website folks!Cant we all get along? I just long for the days when this place was FUN! For the people that try to make me choose just because they don't like someone in my fam- its best you just remove me now and move along.I don't have the time for
So Why Me?
So I am finally sitting here with nothing to do and no one to talk to. Wow that's a first. First off I am starting this blog just because I need to so get some things off my chest and because I feel some things need to be said. First off why is it that I always seem like the target? Why am I always the one getting my heart broke? I keep asking myself what did I do to deserve to be treated like this? I give almost my all to someone just to hear later that they cant even give me any. What's with that? Why do I feel like I sit here and waisted the last week with this person? I had it in my head that me and him shared so much in common how could I go wrong with him? What's the deal with me? What is so messed up about me that no one wants to be with me? I get told everyday by guys on here and yahoo and other places as well that I am gorgeous, sexy, blah blah blah and all that good stuff. But see it doesn't mean a thing to me if I don't have feelings for that person back.
155 Thanks For All The Birthday Love
I have the best friends ever !!.. what an overwhelming show of love. You should all come over my house... I have cake and drinks enough for everyone. I really don't know how I could thank everyone. Just know that i love you all. drinks...................40 cake.....................40 cards....................33 balloons.................15 hugs......................4 hearts....................4 roses.....................3 ice cream sundaes.........2 lolly pop.................2 teddy bear................1 kitten....................1 puppy.....................1 lips......................1 romantic dinner...........1 oscar.....................1 big pimping gifts '64 Impala 2 silver motorcycles men's bracelet a 3 day blast a 7 day blast some very special birthday comments,including one singing happy birthday to me
Even More Creepy Guy On Yahoo
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I Need Your Help!
This year, I have the honor and pleasure of participating in MDA's Colorado Springs Central Lock Up 2008- Old Chicago to help "Jerry's Kids®". To reach my goal I need your help! I'd like to include you or your company on my list of contributors who are helping me reach my goal. Your donation would help MDA continue the important fight against muscular dystrophy. Check out my web page by clicking on the link above. There you'll find all kinds of information about MDA, and be able to make your tax-deductible donation on-line using your credit card. MDA serves people in our community with neuromuscular disease by providing clinics, support groups, assistance with the purchase and repair of wheelchairs, braces and communication devices, and summer camp for kids. MDA also funds research grants to help find treatments and cures for some 43 neuromuscular diseases that affect people of all ages, right here in our community. I sincerely hope that you'll take the opportunity to suppo
Clothing Model
Would U like me 2 model your own personal line of clothing..or just a single I just did 4 one of my top fans?? I can model just about anything U send me..panties..bras, cute dresses..T's...ect.. Let me know what U think?? Kisses.. Lily
Might Be Going Bye Bye
hey, i dont know yet but i might be saying goodbye to cherrytap. alot of people i know on here dont really come on or found that special. i try talking to ppl one on one but i feel that i have to kiss butt to get the to like me or they dont believe me when i say let just be friends. well school start next week for me in nyc so i glad and will be busy with what i love to do. i guess i am at the point in my life, its time to start letting things go, i have a hard time doing that but it something i might have to start getting ready to do alot. to all my true friends on here, if u read this. thanx for being there for me and if i dont come back on, u always have my email or cell number to talk. if i do delete this and the people that do care about me, i will let u know so u dont think i just deleted u.
From My Ex G/f
I believe the sun should never set upon an argument, I believe we place our happiness in other people's hands, I believe that beauty magazines promote low self esteem, I believe I'm loved when I'm completely by myself alone, I believe you can't control or choose your sexuality, I believe that trust is more important than monogamy, I believe your most attractive features are your heart and soul, I believe forgiveness is the key to your own happiness, I believe in love surviving death into eternity, I believe in Karma, what you give is what you get returned I believe you can't appreciate real love 'til you've been burned I believe the grass is no more greener on the other side I believe you don't know what you've got until you say goodbye
Reverse Funnel System Reviewed
Reverse Funnel System Reviewed Are you FAILING online? Train yourself to succeed today The Reverse Funnel System is gaining a lot of momentum on the online Network Marketing scene of late. It is even being embraced by many traditional MLM “gurus”! What makes this online marketing system stand out from the rest at the moment? This online network marketing opportunity offers a highly automated, finely tuned system that eliminates the need for old school traditional prospecting methods i.e. • uncomfortable phone calls • on-site meetings • high cost seminars • presentations one on one • canvassing your “warm” market (family and friends) Simply put, The Reverse Funnel System eliminates everything that has been difficult about Network Marketing and replaces it with a self-qualifying sales process that takes the pressure off you personally. This allows your results to become consistent and to a greater extent, predictable. This Home Base Network Marketing opportunity is gaining
More Ks Weather
70 degrees right now, 3-2-08 10:30 am Thunderstorms later, then 2-3" of snow tonight! Geez!!
Is it obvious to you when you walk into a room Your face is all I see And my heart races so fast I never knew a rush to feel like that Every time you're touching me I never did believe in anything I couldn't hold between my fingers But the way you make me feel It's just so real the way it lingers I get lost inside your stare Lost when you're not there When everything I have doesn't mean a thing If it's without you If it's a dream, don't wake me up I'll scream if this isn't love If being lost means never knowing how it feels without you I wanna stay lost forever I wanna stay lost forever with you No, this feeling doesn't end It's with me everywhere I am Hope it never goes away It's like defying gravity Losing all control and being free And I always wanna stay I never thought that I'd let go Long enough to fall for someone deeply Who had the power to erase my fears And find me so completely I get lost inside your stare L
Reverse Funnel System - An Expert System
The Reverse funnel system is an expert system designed by expert internet marketers to automate the building of a highly profitable internet business. The reverse funnel system allows entrepreneurs and marketers to do nothing other then focus on traffic generation. That way you don’t have to spend countless money, hours, and time developing offers that can prove to convert at a decent rate. The reverse funnel system has ALL of that created for you. That’s why the reverse funnel system is breaking records throughout the internet marketing community. There has NEVER been a system designed that converts as high as this system does. The entire system was designed by expert copywriters, for over $25,000 per page. This system has allowed average people to take advantage of systems, copywriting, and a funnel process that they normally never would have access too. Because of this, many entrepreneurs from all over the world have created more full time income from home usi
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End Of The Road
5 Ways To Trigger "sexual Tension" With Women
5 Ways To Trigger "Sexual Tension" With Women >NOTE: If you'd like to read the story of how I learned to attract and meet women... and get dates with models, dancers, actresses... and many fantastic "regular" girls as well, just go here: SEXUAL TENSION... AND HOW TO CREATE IT... Let me ask you a quick question. It's a question that MOST men do NOT know the answer to... It's also a question that most women DO know the answer to... The question: "What is SEXUAL TENSION?" Take a minute and "mentally answer" that question. Think it over if you have to. I'm not kidding. Think about it. What did you come up with? To most men, the words "Sexual Tension" are a MYSTERY. They just don't make sense. Or if they DO make sense, they make sense in a way that DOESN'T make sense. Make sense? In other words, some guys think that the words Sexual Tension mean "negative anxiety
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A Nightmare
" A Nightmare" A nightmare can happen anywhere. In your dreams or when your awake,everywhere. We all know that in our dreams at night, when a nightmare happens we can over come it. But when a nightmare happens when we are awake; its like time just slowed down like a slow moving ship. You really can't believe its happening. You have to blink a few times to understand it. Your shocked at first. But reality hasn't set in yet. Your so numb all over and everything around you is a blur at frist. You really don't get it yet. It plays back in your head over and over. Saying to yourself this isn't happening; it just a nightmare, and I will wake up soon, all it will be over. A nightmare... Rhoda Suzette Doggett Copyright ©2008 Rhoda Suzette Doggett
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Damn Ex's
Okay so I have been doing alright lately. Im so tried of all the bullshit though that my ex brother in law is trying to pull. So my niece had a red mark on her arm and it was from a stamp that was rubbed off. No he thinks its child abuse and even it was a bite mark from my nephew why would CPS be called anyways bec hello thats what kids do..All I know is if my sister ever has to go to court for anything I will be there 100% and I hope he never gets any rights now of his kids bec he doesn't deserve a damn thing to do with those kids. As I know of he is the dirt on my shoes bec he doesn't want anything to do with those kids he just wants to see my sister fail in being a single mom so he can take the kids over. He is a piece of SHIT!!!! THIS IS WHAT HE WROTE A MUMM ABOUT THE OTHER DAY: we just received Christmas photo's from my ex wife. I have had emails in the past about possible abuse. My oldest with her is being held back in kindergarten because of his behavior. In this photo my da
Pouring My Heart
A year ago I got my Ex GF of 2 years pregnant I was a lil scared at first but then I got used to the idea and for 4 months was happy and ready to be a daddy then something happened that hurt worse then anything in the world she had a misscarrage and I was devastated I could barely live it was hard and I just had to act like it didnt hurt though because I had to be strong for her well it is a year and 3 months later and I still feel the pain. It doesnt feel like I will ever get over it.
The L Word
Perhaps that's love, the great love Who took me by the hand This cold feeling in the back And suddenly warms me up, when everyone is cold Perhaps that's what makes my heart beat. And during hours will make me remain there, in front of a telephone. Just to hear a voice. In front of a telephone which will not ring. Perhaps that's love, the great love. Who took to me by the arm. This brutal feeling when everything was going wrong. And suddenly feel great without knowing where that comes from. Perhaps that's what makes me cry of joy And makes me run on midnight under the rain Under the rain, without coat While screaming "the weather is nice!" While screaming that life, life couldn't get better then this. Before, right before going to sleep. Perhaps that's....Love. Amazing Love!
They say that our eyes are the window to our souls, so if this is true, Then what are tears? Tears are the way for us to wash away the pain that our souls hold. It is also away that we let go of our fears, how we show joy. When we shed tears it is away to let our hearts and souls heal. Tears let us know that we are alive. So Yes the answer to that age old question it is okay to cry!
Slave Tryouts ....
Spring Ii
Twelve years ago I built a blind over one of my back decks and planted wisteria in hopes someday it would be covered in bloom and provide shade. The last two years it had some blooms but this morning it's a huge roof of purple over my deck.
Back On Track!
264 lbs this morning. An hour at the gym last night. Nothing special, just the elliptical.
"thinking Of You"
I'm thinking of you today... thinking of how much i miss you and wishing you was with me, I'm thinking about the closeness we share and all the good times we've spent together. Of course memories will never be as good as having you at my side but they help me feel a little closer to you, while we are apart. I can't imagine anything.... I'd enjoy more, than being with you right now... because everything in my life has meaning when I'm sharing it with you. You're SO important to me, and that's a feeling; that neither time nor distance will ever change. When we're apart,I realize even more how much I APPRECIATE YOU! how happy i always am when we are together; I remember how happy you was too.... That BEAUTIFUL SMILE. I'm wishing for that same kind of happiness today. I want to share in that beauty with you once again... Because I care so much about you. Please remember that... and as you go about your day, Please REMEMBER, Too.... How much "I LOV
Cyber Romance
A lot of people are meeting over the internet now, with the chat rooms. I really hate the chat rooms, cuz I think the only thing worse than getting rejected is getting rejected by someone who’s NEVER MET YOU. Ooh, hi, sex kitten. BOOP - ignore, dammit! And it’s scary, you never know who you’re talking to online. I was chatting with a girl, she says - “I’m kind of a bigger girl.” That’s cool, how big? “I’m not gonna tell you.” Come on, tell me, just ball park estimate. “Ball park? YANKEE STADIUM!” And a lot of people love the cybersex, with the dirty talk. I have to say, I’m still kinda torn on this concept, because I love sex, but I really hate bad spelling and grammar, and a lot of people suck at typing. Granted, it’s tough to type with one hand, but come on. Hard to keep the candle lit when you’re correcting more bad spelling than a 3rd grade remedial English teacher in Arkansas. Really, I hate typos, nothing’s going to kill the mood for me faster than a woman tellin
Culture Shock
As some of you know I've moved to Germany. Many things here are a bit different from in the states. Since I've been here I've realized that many many Americans are a bit uptight when it comes to certain things. I, myself, am one of those Americans (I guess) and I never realized it until a couple days ago. ~Side note~ I'm not one to be easily offended and I'm pretty laid back and go with the flow. I go to this toy store called Rodu Kinderland that one of my coworkers tells me about so I can look at things for Aidan's birthday. I pull into the parking lot and find a spot. As I'm walking to Rodu I have to pass a couple other stores in the little strip mall. I look at the first store and it's a dollar store of sorts. I window shop for a second and begin my journey again to Rodu. There is one other store between Rodu and the dollar store. I walk past the store in the middle and read the sign... "MEGA-X Erotic Outlet". (As you know most Adult stores in the states have windows that ar
Winston Churchill
"The truth is incontrovertible. Panic may resent it, ignorance may deride it, malice may distort it, but there it is."
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Bling Me
Please help bling me I need 3,000 comments Please click the picture and bomb away Comment bomb the hell out of it.
Spotlight Fund
I am going for the SpOtLiGhT!!! **See Comment Offer Below** All I'm asking for is a little help in raising the fu-bucks. Even if it's just rates!! Donations are of course appreciated but anything can help! I will be rating people like crazy to get there myself! If a donation is made in fu-bucks ($100, 000 and up) ...I will make you 1 SFW salute. The salute can say whatever you want! YOUR choice! My way of saying thank you for helping me achieve this goal! Not only that but your profile link and your donation amount will be added to this as well, so you get pimped in the process of giving! Yay!! ***In a contest/giveaway and need comments? Both me and Jason, will help bomb you! $10,000 fu bucks gets you 100 comments and all the way up to $100,000 fu bucks donation gets you 1000 comments to your contest/giveaway! I love all of you! Click on me to donate or rate! Your Ultimate Desire¢¾Wifey & R/L G/F to Jason & Greeter for FuLuvBombSquad & Owned by ED@ fubar The A
Ughhhhhh Nothing ever goes right for me i swear im gonna go crazy one day lol.....just venting
I want to take you to a gay bar!
Nsfw Auction Ends Tonight!
Now that the last auction winner has had his way with me, it's time for a new auction everyone! Guys & Gals, I need some fu-bucks, so i'm going to do a auction for one-time only viewing of my NSFW pics to the highest bidder. AUCTION RULES: Starting bid is 50,000 fu-bucks & each additional bid must increase by at least 10,000 fu-bucks. Bling pack-10,000 fu-bucks1 day Blast= 50,000 fu-bucks3 day Blast= 100,000 fu-bucks7 day Blast-200,000 fu-bucksTicker-250,000 fubucks30 day VIP= 350,000 fu-bucks3 month VIP-400,000 fu-bucks30 day Blast= 500,000 fu-bucksHappy Hour= 1,000,000 fu-bucks Winnings: - Allow you to view/rate my NSFW pics for 2 weeks- Own me for 2 weeks- Will rate 11's up to 100 pics- Fan & Rate Your Profile- 2 profile comments- 2 pic comments of my choice- 2 gifts of my choice*NOTICE*Any bidder who takes advantage/harasses me in any way, he/she will forfeit their winnings and will be turned over to the bouncers.Any side deals between bidders is accepted, but one one
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A Message From Dream,please Read My Friends
~ATTENTION~ It has come to my attention that a friend of mine that held a giveaway has reneged on some of the people that were in it after they had fulfilled the agreement. I asked one of the contestants to enter the contest so the hostess would have the amount of entries she wanted to start the giveaway. The contestant finished the giveaway getting 10,000 comments as promised on May 4th , 2008. That is when the hostess moved the contestant’s picture to an album with the rest of the contestants that had finished. I was in the same giveaway & received my VIP. After the contestant finished she waited for her VIP. The host even moved her pic to the finished folder And asked if she could wait two weeks for her prize but still has yet to hand over the prize. I am not naming names, YET. However, I think that this problem should be taken care of. I spoke with the host about the “mix-up” three weeks after the finish & she guaranteed me & t
Slideshow Of Me
Los Angeles
I'm home....sort of.
I Was Tagged By Dave
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 6 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you.... 10. I pack my cigarettes exactly 13 times before I open them. 9. I love owls. 8. My dream car is a Shelby Mustang Fastback. 7. I set my parents house on fire when I was 3, leave me alone and bored will you. 6. I have a scar on my back from getting thrown on a barb wire fence by my horse when I about 12. 5. I have a birthmark on left bicep that used to look like a bat now I don't know more like a bear. 4. I am a nurse. 3. I am a Virgo but I was supposed to be a Libra, I came 2 weeks early. So I'm obsessed with fairness. 2. I have 3 awesome kids. 1. Married the guy I crushed on in Junior High.
This Site
so as others view my page can they tell me whats so great about this site? no one talks they just look at your page and thats it? seems like a waste of time to me so leave me a msg on why this is worth using thx jerry
Awesome Lounge
CLICK THE PIC, AND COME TO SWEET & SPICY LOUNGE!! Come Check Out A Great Lounge:) THanks, Matt
So we out dooig some kabobs on the grill, my youngest a 6 yrs old wanted to bite the jalapeno. after repeatedly telling her no she takes a big hurkin bite lol. starts running through the yard, house and down the street yellign its hot its hot, all I could do is ignore her and lmfao. Served her right for not listening . well then started scramign help me help me, I am like whats wrong she like its just hot help me . I am like come here I need to know what u did first. she like just get me some water its hot its hot. lol any ways you had to been there it was funny.
My Desire
I want your powerful big arms around me, protecting my fragility as if I'm breakable. I want to wake up to your serene angelic face. To that playful smile on your lips. I want to heed your strong voice, gentle and soothing while you whisper in my ear. Your alluring laugh, so deep and sensual, too tempting to resist. I want you to embrace me, strong with the gentlest of touches for me. I want to burn with the flame your lips promise. I long for our bodies and souls to merge together and become one. All of this I desire but one caress would suffice. But I'm denied even the simplest of things, because you stand on the other side of the world. And I have no way of knowing if the person I'm in love with is really you or but a fragment of your imagination.
Lancashire Hotpots
Here's a taste, if you're interested, of some authentic music from Lancashire... This is pretty much what they're all like in the North of England.
""""PLEASE HELP ME"""!! BOMB CRAZYRABBIT69 IN HIS GIVEAWAY CONTEST!!..."HE REALLY NEEDS OUR HELP"?PLEASE TO ALL OF MY "FRIENDS AND FAMILY AND FANS"..IF YOU WOULD BE SO KIND TO TAKE JUST A FEW MINUTES AND HELP BOMB HIS GIVEAWAY PICTURE. "JUST DROP A FEW BOMBS" I SURE WOULD APPRECIATE IT!!...."THANK YOU ALL YOU FUBAR CUTIES"!!!JUST CLICK ON PICTURE BELOW,IT WILL TAKE YOU THERE!! > P.S HE PROMISES HE WILL RETURN THE FAVOR TO THOSE WHO HELPED BOMB HIM?? > > === 'crazyrabbit69 =Owned by Sweet Sexy Latina - Confederate-Friendship Circle-Justice League- Club F.A.R' wrote the following at '2008-07-19 22:48:19'.. > > > > (repost of original by 'crazyrabbit69 =Owned by Sweet Sexy Latina - Confederate-Friendship Circle-Justice League- Club F.A.R' on '2008-07-20 00:53:58')
Happy Hour
OK Well as u all know Sammy was bought in an auction final bid was a HH!! I am now Proudly Owned by Venom RAWRRRRR. So he Bid an HH..and now that i have that HH Id love for you to show me some love On Thursday July 24th @ 6pm Fubar time!! Which is 8pm Central time where i live!!! Would love for you stop by and say hello!! :)
Read Me!
Well, I very rarely go out of my way to blog about people... for many reasons... partially because I may say something that could or would offend them, or because it would offend someone else... But, recently I've noticed a fair amount of my friends in contests and giveaways... And I noticed one specific name behind many of these... and many of you know her... Stephanie Lynn... She's been on my friend's list for quite awhile... but I so often hear people saying "I'm in this contest, or this giveaway" and SHE is the one Hosting this. So today, I was helping a friend, who was in the contest, and was reading through her past blogs, and noticed how often she does stuff for other people... and Why? She's an oracle... she's not gaining points and levels (like many people on fubar who are hosting such giveaways) and her current giveaway is massive... the number of people in it... into the 70's I believe... they all have to get a certain number of comments in a certain time frame in order t
For Safe Keeping
"For Safe Keeping" I give to you my heart. please protect it and keep it safe, do not damage it do not crush it do not cause it pain. It is the only one I have and it has been broken before. Each time you let yourself love someone your heart grows and grows and soon your heart is very big but with tears and mends from all the years! Past hurts can be felt again when reminded from the heart so Please take very good care of mine please do not cause it pain Please protect it .. and hold it close keep it next to yours for I believe if you safe guard yours mine will be safe too!!!!! Hearts are a fragile thing and people are afraid to let you in too many hurts .. too much pain but the heart is where the love is .... if we don't let people in ... they can not see the love we hold within our very souls So .. although love is risky and it could cause us pain our hearts will stay small and cold if we don't let people in !!!!! So open up your
To all my family and friends, i want to thank you all for helping me level. i apprecaite those of you who stood by me me.... At this time i do not want any of you sending me blings i have a request to plz send what you would send to me , to 1 of my family memebers of your choice Ty xoxo muah love bearhugs!!!!bwahahahahahahaha
Yesterday Was Awesome!
i did my first tattoo on someone! it wasnt so great but the tattoo artists watching said it was pretty good for my first one. its super exciting for me... yayyy
Audrey Hepburn
To all the beautiful women I know.... all she wants to do is, dance, dance, dance . . . D id you know that it's Beautiful Women Month? Well, it is and that means you !!! I'm supposed to send this to FIVE BEAUTIFUL WOMEN, and you are one of them !!! Below is a wonderful poem Audrey Heyburn wrote when asked to share her 'beauty tips.' It was read at her funeral years later. For attractive lips , speak words of kindness... For lovely eyes , seek out the good in people. For a slim figure , share your food with the hungry. For beautiful hair , let a child run his/her fingers through it once a day. For poise , ! walk with the knowledge that you never walk alone... People, even more than things, have to be restored, renewed, revived, reclaimed, and redeemed; never throw out anyone. Remember, if you ever need a helping hand, you will find one at the end of each of your arms. As you grow older, you will disc
Loosin My Mojo
so umm think i'm loosing my fu-mojo.. used to be able to get whatever i want. w/out showing my tits and ass. but of course all the fu sluts(if this offends you than umm think bout's probably what you are) make it harder and harder for us nice chicks to get what we want. we have to enter giveaways or contests. and actually work for it. and all that's better to earn it the hard way than just get it all handed to u.. r u kidding me..adults just say that to get u to do something for them or to do all the work. who honestly wouldn't want free stuff. of course when i did get the free stuff(thanks mostly to my close friends) i actually gave them something in return for there generous kindness...and nothing that required me to take my clothes off for them. i get asked buttloads if they give me freaken cheap ass fubucks..if they can be in my family..pfft are other chicks goin as low as that to get fake shit.. oh how i miss those lost cherry days where all u had to be wa
The Troof
THE JOB - URINE TEST (I sure would like to know who wrote this one! They deserve a HUGE pat on the back!) I HAVE TO PASS A URINE TEST FOR MY JOB... SO I AGREE 100%. Like a lot of folks in this state, I have a job. I work, they pay me. I pay my taxes and the government distributes my taxes as it sees fit. In order to get that paycheck, I am required to pass a random urine test with which I have no problem. What I do have a problem with is the distribution of my taxes to people who don't have to pass a urine test. Shouldn't one have to pass a urine test to get a welfare check because I have to pass one to earn it for them? Please understand, I have no problem with helping people get back on their feet. I do, on the other hand, have a problem with helping someone sitting on their butt, doing drugs, while I work.. Can you imagine how much money the state would save if people had to pass a urine test to get a public assistance check? Pass this along if you agree or simply delete if yo
1 John 4 7-21
7Dear friends, let us love one another, for love comes from God. Everyone who loves has been born of God and knows God. 8Whoever does not love does not know God, because God is love. 9This is how God showed his love among us: He sent his one and only Son[b] into the world that we might live through him. 10This is love: not that we loved God, but that he loved us and sent his Son as an atoning sacrifice for[c] our sins. 11Dear friends, since God so loved us, we also ought to love one another. 12No one has ever seen God; but if we love one another, God lives in us and his love is made complete in us. 13We know that we live in him and he in us, because he has given us of his Spirit. 14And we have seen and testify that the Father has sent his Son to be the Savior of the world. 15If anyone acknowledges that Jesus is the Son of God, God lives in him and he in God. 16And so we know and rely on the love God has for us. God is love. Whoever lives in love lives in God, and God in him.
Shadow Warriors
Shadow bred and Shadow born Through scales of grey descending Skating through the fogs of night Breath of Dark is rending. Gliding here and lurking there Wherever you must turn Light not the wicked candle This darkness will not burn. Sliding through the grounded clouds No step heard nor felt But gathering shades of warriors Into the shadows melt. Look not too hard, or you may see Those long lost returning Bygone heroes with eldritch light Their restless eyes are burning. T'is not safe to stroll alone Through midnight's gathered mass But wait for dawn, and with its light, This madness soon shall pass. (c) 2008 D. R. Hyden 9/8/2008
~my Fu-owner~
Dj Super Tony
A woman went into a bar in Newfoundland and saw a Mountie with his feet propped up on a table. He had the biggest boots she'd ever seen. She asked him if was true what they say about men with big feet. The Mountie grinned and said, "Sure is, little lady. Why don't you come over to the barracks and let me prove it to you?" The woman wanted to find out for herself, so she spent the night with him. The next morning she handed him a $100 bill. Blushing, he said, "Well, thanks, ma'am. I'm real flattered. nobody ever paid me for my services before." "Don't be flattered...take the money and buy yourself boots that fit."
Want To Own Me?
Im up for Auction! This is what you win Click to place your bids R/F/A the host tell him I sent you ~*~ Radissongirl ~*~@ fubar
The Shit People Go Through For Beauty. ..
Try a placenta or bird poop facial Facials can contain placenta, bird poop, gem stones and light Woman: Boyfriend sees improvement after "fanny facials" Doctor: Treatments may improve state of mind more than state of body By Liane Yvkoff (LifeWire) -- Diane Maler searched for the perfect way to care for her sun-damaged skin for 20 years. The Los Angeles resident had scores of facials and tried practically every product on the market, but nothing really worked. That is, until her dermatologist, Dr. Harold Lancer, recommended a facial treatment that contains human placenta. "I get more compliments now than at any time of my life," says Maler, a 47-year-old industrial designer, of her improved complexion. "(The facial) smells good, it feels good. I don't have any problems with it. I think of it as a very nourishing treatment." The placenta is obtained from Russian maternity wards and is treated to prevent biological contamination and disease transmission.
I'm Hosting An Auction
I have decided to host another auction. Simple rules: *Entry fee is 30,000. Minimum bid will be 50,000 fubucks so you will get your fee back and some. *Email me the link to the pic you would like to use along with what you are offering. (I will not choose a pic for you) *Auction dates are October 4-October 12. *All entries must be in by October 3 so that the tags can be completed. So come on and join the auction block. This auction brought to you by: Happy Country Girl {{Shadow Leveler}}@ fubar
It's like you're a drug It's like you're a demon I can't face down It's like I'm stuck It's like I'm running from you all the time And I know I let you have all the power It's like the only company I seek is misery all around It's like you're a leech Sucking the life from me It's like I can't breathe Without you inside of me And I know I let you have all the power And I realize I'm never gonna quit you over time It's like I can't breathe It's like I can't see anything Nothing but you I'm addicted to you It's like I can't think Without you interrupting me In my thoughts In my dreams You've taken over me It's like I'm not me It's like I'm not me It's like I'm lost It's like I'm giving up slowly It's like you're a ghost that's haunting me Leave me alone And I know these voices in my head Are mine alone And I know I'll never change my ways If I don't give you up now It's like I can't breathe It's like I can't see anything Nothing but you I'm addicted
Forgiving Him
i gave up on love when he gave up on me i tried so hard not to hate him but he hurt me so much i said i would never forgive him for what he put me through but i am not mad any more i am done crying i am done letting the past run my life no more will i fall for the lies no more will i cry myself to sleep at night no more will i fall for what men say i know that one day i will find "love" again but till then i will not play this stupid little game "of love" i will NOT get hurt i will NOT open my heart up till i know that it will not get hurt again i will go on with my life i will forgive him and in forgiving him i will also protect my heart from others that want in
***he Aprendido***
LEE HASTA EL FINAL......HASTA LUEGO He aprendido....que nadie es perfecto hasta que no te enamoras.. He aprendido vida es dura pero yo lo soy más!! He aprendido que...las oportunidades no se pierden nunca las que tu dejas marchar...las aprovecha otro. He aprendido que...cuando siembras rencor y amargura la felicidad se va a otra parte. He aprendido...que necesitaría usar siempre palabras buenas... porque mañana quizás se tienen que tragar... He aprendido...que una sonrisa es un modo económico para mejorar tu aspecto. He aprendido...que no puedo elegir como me siento... pero siempre puedo hacer algo. He aprendido que...cuando tu hijo recién nacido tiene tu dedo en su puñito... te tiene enganchado a la vida. He aprendido que...todos quieren vivir en la cima de la montaña... pero toda la felicidad pasa mientras la escalas. He aprendido necesita gozar del viaje y no pensar sólo en la meta. He aprendido que
Why do bad things happen to good people?
Holiday Relish
Holiday Relish 1/3 lb cranberrys 1/2 apple, cut into thirds 1/2 orange, cut into fourths. peel, remove but keep 1/4 cup chopped nuts 2/3 cup sugar Place all ingredients in food processor bowl woth metal blade. Be sure to include orange peel. Process to desired coarseness. Fine is about 15 to 20 seconds. You may have to scrape bowl down twice.
I'm Home!!
I am finally home!!! I had a wonderful, relaxing time, took 100s of pics {lol}, and spent quality time with my mother and sister but I am glad to be home. :) I'll have pics up soon. :P
This touched me so much I had to share.. I wish to all to find this one day...
Auto 11's On At 7 Pm Est/fubuck Given!
Hello everyone Hoakie is one of the sweetest lady you can ever meet on fubar go show her some love an im sure you wont regret it..she always returns it... An as a added bonus she also has auto 11's on until 7 PM tonite, so you will also get the big points from visitng her...Just click the link below an enjoy meeting a wonderful friend... She is offering 20,000 fubucks for rating certain albums during Happy Hour too! Just PM her when done and add the name of the album. Hðåkïê-Gïrl £ðµñÐêr 𣠣rïêñЧhïþ Çïr¢lê' ,@ fubar This Bullitin brought to you by: ~Wizard~Owner of Club Tabu~@ fubar@ fubar "> (repost of original by '~Wizard~Owner of Club Tabu~' on '2008-10-16 19:39:03')
Chicken-broccoli Enchilada Casserole (mexican Chicken Divan)
CHICKEN-BROCCOLI ENCHILADA CASSEROLE (MEXICAN CHICKEN DIVAN) 3 to 4 c. (or more) chopped broccoli, steam, lightly frozen broccoli may be used 12 corn tortillas 8 oz. of Weight Watchers cheddar cheese, grated 2 or 3 onions, chopped and cooked lightly in Pam 3 to 4 boned and skinned chicken breasts Simmer the chicken breasts with 1/2 an onion, water and a teaspoon of chili powder. Prepare all the vegetables as above; grate the cheese. When tender, cut the chicken into bite sized pieces. SAUCE: 1 can chicken broth 1 can water 1 pkg. Butterbuds 1/2 c. sour cream 3/4 c. non fat dry milk (in its dry form) 1 tsp. garlic powder 1 tsp. onion powder 1 tsp. cumin 1/2 tsp. chili powder 3 tbsp. cornstarch 2 tbsp. medium picante Blend all items in a pan with a wire whip. Heat slowly; stir often; continue until sauce thickens. Remove sauce from heat. Layer the casserole in a deep casserole dish. Order: sauce (tortilla, onions, broccoli, chicken, sauce, cheese); repeat
Firefighting At It's Best
Beauty Tips!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
For attractive lips, speak words of kindness... For lovely eyes, seek out the good in people For a slim figure, share your food with the hungry. For beautiful hair, let a child run his/her fingers through it once a day. For poise, walk with the knowledge that you never walk alone... People,even more than things, have to be restored, renewed, revived, reclaimed, and redeemed; never throw out anyone. Remember, if you ever need a helping hand, you will find one at the end of each of your arms. As you grow older, you will discover that you have two hands; one for helping yourself, and the other for helping others.
Love The Ryot!!!!
Number Made
You made me a number A cold nothing An object of amount not worth You made me a number Lured into the mass you have collected me Now to forget who I am So lost am I Written By: Labyrinth aka Teresa 11/8/2008
November 10,2008
Please welcome Lil Mama to the family Please A/F/R her..... Lil Mama ~Member of the Devils Advocates Bombing and Leveling Crew~@ fubar Welcome to the family hun MsBratt, Angel Eyes, Basstracker
New Auction Coming Up 2 Enter
Tis the season coming.. I am hosting my First Auction... Music Playlist at Christmas is right around the corner. I got an auction for you. Time for giving instead of receiving. Bid on a fu of your choice, a Christmas present with the list of offers they are giving out. You can bid fubucks, bling, happy hours. whatever your heart wants to bid for that special someone on the fu. The time to enter is NOW. I will be accepting ppl who want to enter the auction up until thanksgiving day and that is when the auction will open is the day after. It will run for two weeks. the highest bidder gets to give that gift to whomever they w
Summary Of This Year On My Computer
SUMMARY OF THIS YEAR ON THE COMPUTER I must send my thanks to whoever sent me the one about poop in the glue on envelopes because I now have to use a wet towel with every envelope that needs sealing. Also, now I have to scrub the top of every can I open for the same reason. I no longer have any savings because I gave it to a sick girl (Penny Brown) who is about to die in the hospital for the 1,387,258th time. I no longer have any money at all, but that will change once I receive the $15,000 that Bill Gates/Microsoft and AOL are sending me for participating in their special e-mail program. I no longer worry about my soul because I have 363,214 angels looking out for me, and St. Theresa's novena has granted my every wish. I no longer eat KFC because their chickens are actually horrible mutant freaks with no eyes or feathers. I no longer use cancer-causing deodorants even though I smell like a water buffalo on a hot day Thanks to you, I have learned that my prayers
To All On Facebook
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New Officer
Hi everyone this is Sapphire the new VP. Sapphire RLW of Slimreb · Devils Advocates Bombing and Leveling
This Creature..... At times lost in darkness Covered by shadow Adorned by light A twisted Being of never ending webwork There is no one set idenity in this ever changing story Scars in stone each a testament of pleasures, desires, strengths and weakness of wisedom earned through endless weeping of tears Yet peering out like so many jewels Hope, Love, Faith, and Dreams still endure Enter then if you dare.....Fancy words written and of speech will not guide you ...for there are none...Seek the eyes and for what can not be spoken or written the eyes will tell all For should the power be given the mouth shall you taste, the body touch, the mind see, the soul enter I AM LABYRINTH Written By: Labyrinth aka Teresa 11/24/08
Cough Cough Ouch
So my throat's been annoying me the past few days but today went to a whole new level. Hurts to swallow, cough, sneeze and yawning is murder. On top of that am finding it harder to talk now. Been drinking a lot and even had some ice cream to try and soothe it some but to no avail. All I know is this better go the hell away.
what does ThanksGIVING means to me.... To me life is about giving THANKS durring lifes ups and downs,,, IN the middle of all the storms in our lives.. we all have them.. we all have our stories... so here is mine for the last almost 2 yrs has been a battle for me in my life.. lots of stuff that could way me down if i allowed it to.. BUt i dont... I made the choice to smile and be happy and make others laugh. well some of the things going on in my life are... my x started having an affair (this mothers day will be 2 yrs.).this black friday will be a yr since the last time i said i was done and told him to leave.. i took him back 3 times durring the affair... i did this so i never had any WHAT IFS in my what if i would have tried this or said this... so i have no what ifs in my life about it now.but it was very rough time.. he got her pregnant. but she lost it.. and then she got pregnant again.. and she should be giving birth any day now.. so much i could tell u that s
Curiousity Stolen From Witchiepoo
Ask me a question, any question. I'll answer it truthfully and ask you a can get quite amusing. Thoughtful questions, humorous questions, technical questions..anything. Something you have always wondered about me, something you want a true answer to but never thought I would answer honestly, something that has nothing to do with me that you have always been curious about...anything. Shoot away.
Just Some Background Info.
Live Today Like Tomorrow Will NEVER Exist. [Just some background information] - Please, don't pity me, or tell me how sorry you are. It tends to get extremely annoying. - I am doing this to help others understand, so I don't have to explain all the time. So recently I found out I had this disorder. It's called Syringomyelia. [] Yeah, big big big word. Hard as hell to pronounce. Its just a fancy word for saying "a cyst in the spinal cord." [[Yes.. I have a cyst in my spinal cord.]] How did it happen?? It could be caused by Chiari [] Malformation. Thats just a fancy word saying "the base of your brain goes lower than it should." Because of the base of your skull [the bone] being where it is, it causes the brain to put pressure on your spinal cord, blocking the flow of spinal fluid. The fluid builds up and causes a cyst. This cyst grows over time, and as it does it eats away the nerves and center of the spinal cord, causing [all o
What Is Good?
People come and go. Friends who say they are true to you come and go. You give a little and lose a little. The heart breaks but yet they say it is repairable. Drama comes and goes. Makes you wonder if there is any truth out there or if it is all a bunch of lies for people to get what they want. What gets me the most is these ones who say you have too much drama in your life so i can't be friends with you. But yet they have real life boyfriends or girlfriends or husbands or wives. But yet they can say they are in love with people on here and they want to be with them. Now that is a laugh and a half because it makes you realize who the players are let alone fakes. So for all the fakers and players out there I know I am true to me and you guys can kiss my azzzz.
Stupid Tagged Thing
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? lost 2. Your significant other? jail 3. Your hair? brown 4. Your mother? loser 5. Your father? no 6. Your favorite thing? pizza 7. Your dream last night? sex 8. Your favorite drink? whiskey 9. Your dream/goal? rich 10. The room you're in? bathromm 11. Music? rock 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? here 14. Where were you last night? here 15. What you're not? loser 16. Muffins? poppiesedd 17. One of your wish list items? car 18. Where you grew up? town 19. The last thing you did? fart 20. What are you wearing? clothes 21. TV? bonanza 22. Your pets? dead 23. Your computer? compac 24. Your life? dead 25. Your mood? ok 26. Missing someone?
What If Life Was Backwards?
Life is lived backwards. You'd start out dead and get it out of the way. Then, wake up in an old peoples' home feeling better every day. You get kicked out for being too healthy; go collect your pension, then when you start working, you get a gold watch on your first day. You work 40 years until you're young enough to enjoy your retirement. At retirement - 18 years of age - you drive the sportscar you can actually enjoy! You eat what you want, you party... and you get ready to start school. You go to primary school, you become a kid, you play, you have no responsibilities, you become a baby, and then ....... You spend your last 9 months floating peacefully in luxury, in spa-like conditions; central heating, room service on tap, larger quarters every day... And then, you finish off as an orgasm
If The Red Shirt Thing Is New To You, Plz Read
If the Red shirt thing is new to you, read below... Last week, while traveling to Chicago on business, I noticed a Marine sergeant traveling with a folded flag, but did not put two and two together. After we boarded our flight, I turned to the sergeant, who'd been invited to sit in First Class (across from me), and inquired if he was heading home. No, he responded. Heading out I asked? No. I'm escorting a soldier home. Going to pick him up? No. He is with me right now. He was killed in Iraq ; I'm taking him home to his family. The realization of what he had been asked to do hit me like a punch to the gut. It was an honor for him. He told me that, although he didn't know the soldier, he had delivered the news of his passing to the soldier's family and felt as if he knew them after many conversations in so few days. I turned back to him, extended my hand, and said, Thank you. Thank you for doing what you do so my family and I can do what we do. Upon landing in Chicag
Passionate Storm
PASSIONATE STORM   A vivid flash of light igniting sapphire studded sky; The rolling thunder growling, like a tiger in full cry. The fury of a million raindrops, pounding overhead. Foretold in graphic warning when the morning sky was red. Now the tempest gathers impulse as the night is closing in; Like the power of his heartbeat ‘gainst the softness of my skin. And his fingers running gently through my golden strands of hair Spur the driving force of nature as he rises to prepare... The crescendo of the heavens, in a blinding cannonade Like a thousand philharmonics, as a symphony is played. There is lightning for the cymbals, there is thunder for the drums And the raindrops are percussion, and the wind, euphoniums. Soon our lips are touching softly, and our spirits are as one And I hold him to me gently, like its only just begun. There is thunder in the valleys there is lightning on the peaks As we tremble with sensations... such that neithe
Nobody Puts Baby In The Corner
Drink down that Gin and Kerosene, And come spit on bridges with me, Just to keep us warm. Light a match to leave me be. Light a match to leave me be. I keep my jealousy close, 'Cause it's all mine. And if you say this makes you happy, Then I'm not the only one lying. [Chorus: x2] Keep quiet, Nothing comes as easy as you. Can I lay in your bed all day? I'll be your best kept secret And your biggest mistake. The hand behind this pen relives a failure every day. And I keep my jealousy close, 'Cause it's all mine. And if you say this makes you happy, Then I'm not the only one lying. Drink down that Gin and Kerosene, And come spit on bridges with me, Just to keep us warm. Light a match to leave me be. Light a match to leave me be. [Chorus x2] So wear me like a locket around your throat. I'll weigh you down. I'll watch you choke. You look so good in blue. You look so good in blue. [x3] [During 3rd repeat:] (Keep quiet, Nothing comes as ea
2008 In Review
2008 my review So this is the review of my life in the last year..... It started ok..I wasnt liking my job by this point. I seemed to have co workers conspiring againist me . But I made it thru it in Jan. I was starting to get sick. I was in and out of the hospital at this point and they didnt know what was wrong but I will say that I had some great friends that took care of me. In Feb. I was still sick but feeling better...I was doing well in poker it was my only safe place it seemed. I had met this guy who has turned out to be a friend after everything that had happened. He even bought me a cake on my birthday which means the world to me becuz no one else has ever done that. Which brings me up to my birthday weekend..It was a blast thanks to Jenn my sister her friend Wendy Becca Michael Chris and everyone else who helped celebrate it.I never thought my sister would ever come down ..Thanks Michelle for being one of the best times in my life. March I was getting sick
Been Brought To My Attn.
'*Trisha*- Queen Living My Life {Owner Of Sweet Temptation EVERYONE PLEASE REPORT HER PAGE AS WELL SO IT GETS DELETED THANX was brought to my attn some chic was using my pics but she has me blocked completley from her page go figure and Im tryn to find out what pics etc.. and get her to take them down.. I was told of at least 3 sfar. Me layn down in my chair in my Black n Pink Bikini with a white tshirt layn on me, Me by a Red car,The one of me holdn the kiwi and my purse sayn Shhh, the Hieniken pic where Im faded.. those are the ones Ive been told of so far.. I was just told she is aware ppl are ceckn into her now she is lookn at my stuff. I want this taken care of. She has a friend too using pics of me or of me and some friends claimn to be a friend. Leave her comments on her page under all my pics letn her know we are onto her etc. Thanx luvs. Ur all wonderful.. Trisha Nicole Jones (Douglas) is her real nme sleep one
Wanna Own Me
Ok Ive gone in another auction wanna own this island goodness just click on the link below much love Milk & Honey
Check Him Out
Ty From Twistedwhispers
Auto's are active!! I want to say "Thank You" to all the wonderful friends that left gifts, rates, comments and messages on my birthday..January 2. You guys are so awesome!! I have Auto 11's active today. I also have several EZ Rate Folders. So come on by and rate and level up on me. I will return as much love as I can. But, to be sure I don't miss anyone private message me so I can return it. just click the pic below and get started rating...xoxoxo ~~Twisted Whispers ~~ Owned by the one and only TAPPINIT!!@ fubar And to my Fu-Owner, Tappinit: "Thank you!! from the bottom of my heart for being such a great friend. You are one of the best around. Glad to have you as my #1. And, thanks for the wonderful pics you make! Much love and respect...xoxoxo" So, go show this wonderful man some love to. He so deserves all he can get!! xoxo Tappinit@ fubar
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DJ Killer @ Gods Forsaken Radio Killer was influenced at a very young age by the music that his older brother listened to and he still loves that music to this day. These bands included Pink Floyd, Led Zeppland, Ian Hunter, and Thin Lizzy. He will always thank him for that. Killer's favorite bands are Disturbed, Iron Maiden, Dream Evil, Judas Priest, and Helloween. The reason he likes being a DJ is the Live interaction between music and people has always made him happy. Metal unites us and makes us one. So what are you waiting for come and rock out with DJ Killer @ Gods Forsaken Radio!!!!!
Auto's R On Come Level
For Kendra
Special Friend And Friends
There are times in our life when you think your world is falling apart and you thing nobody cares. Then along comes that special person that picks your chin up off the ground, dusts you off, and tells you things will work out.Something you think will never happen. The special people you let close to you, you try to chersish their friendships, but sometimes you take that for granted and you lose them for a time, but some how some way you are lucky and find them again. Just remember special friends are hard to come by so cherish ever bit of time you can spend with them. I have made some very specail friends on here 3 of them i could never replace, but have made more since them and i hold everone near and dear to my heart. Mira (Moon) has left but she is with me always and forever. My brother Rhoadie left but came back and very glad that he did and him and Tammy are apart of my life. Sot picked my chin up off the ground, dusted me off and helped me believe in me again. I l
The Wisdom Of Larry The Cable Guy...
The wisdom of Larry the cable guy...... 1. A day without sunshine is like night. 2. On the other hand, you have different fingers. 3. 42.7 percent of all statistics are made up on the spot. 4. 99 percent of lawyers give the rest a bad name. 5. Remember, half the people you know are below average. 6. He who laughs last, thinks slowest. 7. Depression is merely anger without enthusiasm. 8. The early bird may get the worm, but the second mouse gets the cheese in the trap. 9. Support bacteria. They're the only culture some people have. 10. A clear conscience is usually the sign of a bad memory. 11. Change is inevitable, except from vending machines. 12. If you think nobody cares, try missing a couple of payments. 13. OK, so what's the speed of dark? 14. When everything is coming your way, you're in the wrong lane. 15. Hard work pays off in the future. Laziness pays off now. 16. How much deeper would the ocean be without sponges
Every moment without you I wish that it wasn't true An hour with you, seems like a minute A minute without you, seems like an hour I no we won't get to see each other much But it will be so special every time we touch I realize that I love you so much When you hold me in your arms I will never be alarmed I love you so much And I hope you can tell Every time that we touch
Hahahaha Bi-polar Bear...
(this is shoutbox, so read from bottom to top :P) ->Aleister C...: no, i laugh @ you because you act like the most bi-polar person i have ever met! but hey, go for it....seems to work for you. i could care less if you blocked me or not, it's not really a matter of concern. Aleister C...: go on laught bitch Aleister C...: stupid Aleister C...: i spelled wrong again i bet you will laught at me for sputid now to Aleister C...: are you going to laught at me anymore because if youd o i will block your tramy ass ->Aleister C...: how in the sweet unholy hell would i know what you look like?!? you've got a picture of a yogi asr default Aleister C...: you proved what you are Aleister C...: see you do hate me because im not hot ->Aleister C...: i'll pass Aleister C...: fuck you ->Aleister C...: HAHAHAHAHA such a snuggly lil fuck, you can correct yourself Aleister C...: streetwalker Aleister C...: slut whore tramp hoe stretwalker ->Aleister C...: thank hell Aleist
Bizzy Bone
Auto's On!!
My autos are on! Get Mad points and bonuses too!! One of the best guys I know on the Fu is having his FIRST Auto! It's real simple! Let's do the Fu thing and level while we make great friends! Go Rate ALL his pics! He will be sending love right back to you! AND if you PM me when your done! I will be buying drinks for everyone and blinging Every 3rd person to pm me. I might even throw in some more perks! WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR! GO GET HIM! † TboneDaddy †Tumbling Dice just keeps on tumbling.@ fubar Mz.ǵffêÐ Ðê§ïrê™ Your Next Ex GF
Jess 2
I played into the fairytale, let it take me and make me, set me free then break me If something seems to good to be true, and you bite then its on you see i played the game, cuz i thought it was real and she went along with it, she taught me how to feel see i mistook a game, for something thats unreal flipped and fucked with feelings, never fucking heal Chorus-Love doesnt exist, its all a state of mind once you've fell enough, thats the truth you'll learn-end chorus if you buy into the lies, and believe in the disguise if you listen when she cries, you've lead your own demise true love is a fairytale, cuz they're both fuckin fake give that mystic sensation, make you quiver and shake or the conflicting ideas of faith and hope, no fairytale ending, love is just a joke call it as i see it, see through the lie, yet when the end comes, still so damn surprised chorus fuck this make believe bullshit, a fools fantasies this fairytale drama is fucking damaging your world s
A Must See
Fucking Lounge
I was in a certain lounge tonight and a certain lounge manager or owner w/e she is starts acting like an uptight bitch, i was doing nothing fucking wrong, i was having a great time and getting into all kinds of shenanigans and everyone was laughing and enjoying themselves.....well she starts acting uptight and touchy and i told her drop the fucking act im doing nothing wrong but having a good time.....EJECTED! She didnt try to talk to me or try to cut things off at the pass....Then she has her DJ's who im friends with come and tell me she said she apologizes and was only joking.....sorry i dont accept that! If she were being sincere and meant it then she would have come to me like an adult and talked with me and things would have been cool, but she hasnt so fuck her and fuck her lounge until she can woman up and come to me like an adult and have a civil discussion about it.....if she does i will be willing to squash the the whole thing and i will have respect for her and would be willi
Completely Random
Anyone remember this?
Paradise City
Music Video: Paradise City by (Guns N Roses) Music Video Code by Video Code Zone
I read all profiles. As many as I read, I do not always keep everyone's personal preferences straight. I may occasionally comment 'wassup?' without meaning any offense. I rarely use SB as I find it awkward and cumbersome. I find it extremely offensive when I get an invitation to a lounge (READ MY PROFILE)! Some people find it offensive (IN THEIR PROFILE!!!) that others do not bother to read THEIR profile but deem it acceptable to ignore reading that person's profile. I try to treat everyone with the respect that I would appreciate but I am very irritated when the people who STATE SPECIFICALLY in their profile that they despise improper grammar, syntax, punctuation or spelling are consistently incorrect in some or all of it!!!!!!!! I AM NOT PERFECT!!! If you find anything in my profile or in any message that I send using an improper use of the language, I welcome your constructive criticism. ** I do, however, find it disrespectful to criticize using improper etiquette.... OK, I have h
Lesbian Sex
Why do lesbians rub their nips on the other chicks cunt? And scissoring, what the fuck is up with that?
Her Song
I face the world with a smile, no one knows what is hid inside. They see only happiness, they cant see the tears I've cried. When I am alone I hurt, because here I do it well. In front of all the watchful eyes my heaven turns to hell. The judge and jury awaits me, everyone has a say. In a life that hangs suspended for yet another day. Who are they to judge if what I have done is right or wrong? In the end I gave her up, but inside still sing her song. I don't know how to find the strength I thought I had. If only I could play tough it wouldn't be so bad. They say that life goes on and someday I'll smile again. But, how do they know my pain without being where I've been? I've traveled so far from home, and can't find my way back. Somewhere along the way I must have jumped the track. I saw her just today and her smile is still the same. She looked at me so sweetly, but never spoke my name. I wonder if she remembers me, It hasn't been that long. She may have forgotten me, but I still sing
Greatest Love Ever
                  Greatest Love Ever           How could I ever explain this love of ours this love is the love that last forever and ever and it can’t break up with any force this is the greatest love ever.           This love angel could never be explaned by words alone It seems like we knew each other all our lives. This is the love talking. The greatest love ever.           Angel I love you more than life itself. I could never show my love for you in words. The words are not enough to express my love. It is strong too. This is the greatest love ever it is the best.
In A Rambling Mood
I found this quote earlier: "We are the perfect couple, we're just not in the perfect situation." How many of us can look at that, read that and truly understand what it means? It really hit home for me. While circumstances in some relationships make it seem impossible that it'll end in a good way, how many of us simply give up, lose faith and move on? How many of us realize what a treasure we hold and WORK at making it possible? I'm a firm believer that your happiness is what you make of it. Most believe that luck plays a huge part in it. I dont. I'm the one responsible for the happiness in my life. I'm the one that has to work hard to make it stay that way. I dont rely on anyone else. I've realized just lately, that you can appreciate what you have and work on making it better, OR you can sit there and try to place the blame of your misfortune on others and let it go because of lack of faith. I've always believed that each person has their ONE true love. I'm not saying you c
BITCHOLOGYWhen I stand up for Myself and my beliefs, They call me a Bitch. 
Kick Ass Bitch!!!!
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I'm In Another Auction
I am in another auction. Come check me out and see what I am offering.
God Loves Ugly
I wear my scars like the rings on a pimpI live life like the captain of a sinking shipThe one thing that i can guaranteeI'm like a stepping razor, i suggest you stay fair with meBeen payin dues for a decade plus,Before that i was just another face on the busTappin my foot, to the beat on the radioDreamin 'bout the mic and the money and the menOh mom, i promise im gonna be largeSomeday im gonna stop tryin to borrow your carGonna go far, with charisma and skillUntil they put my face on a million dollar billDiscretion is the name of my cement-feathered birdAnd if you didn't hear, fuck whatevers heardI think you got the sickness i suggest you get it curedCaught up in the mix, of a bottle full of fixIm gonna hobble down the street 'til i reach knob creekIts not that i don't like you, i just don't wanna speakYou fuckin freakNow keep your days out my weekThe world keeps a balance, through mathematicsDefined by whatever youve added and subtractedIm pushin on the hammer, to trigger the brainEmb
Still A Long Way Off!
I'm still a long way off from my goal for spotlight...Help ME Please!
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Dog @ After Dark 2
Is DJ Kev Dog finally on a leash??? Come check him out live on air and taking your requests in After Dark!!!
A funny thing, time... cures and kills in the same moment. Like wet lips kissing a flame. In a moment everything is pain, in that same pain you can find dark solace. A way to cope without trying. Time heals all wounds. Not every hit to your soul is a wound, some are fatal. A quick death gives no closure, and solace is lonely.
Poetry- Truth Is Utterly Divorced From Reality
  Fate must be mistakenOr conducted entirely by deceptionBecause the bravest thing is a dangerous confessionAnd a poor medium creates an unsecured loveTruth isn’t the property of an individualThe individual is the property of the truthAt first I neglected the duties of truthAnd found it left me with unsatisfied desiresCoupled with violent emotionsBut I decided to make a movement towards a larger influence of the worlds forcesI decided to build the foundation for civilizationThere was creative force behind the projectI’m convinced the world creates confidenceA confidence that is utterly divorced from realityAnd I figured Risk must be the production of enthusiasmAnd ones enthusiasm constitutes what they view as realityThough our elders try to penetrate the veil of confusionSooner or later they have to face the factsIt’s the intoxicating mentality of youthAnd when one realizes motives are rarely honestThey will move on without fearThey will move on in the face of compl
Wild Horse
©  Trish Beckwith Aloft the windI ride the night skyI see the world through a much different eyePower, beautyStrength and graceI feel the spirits of ancestral spacePride of herdSisters and brothersI live ever watchful standing by othersA kaleidoscope of colorsNo two ever the sameThe short, the tall, the long of maneI know the chance I know the fearI live on the edge for death crouches nearOn my back I carry a loadThrough storm and calmEver vigilant and boldI have died in battleKilled by manHunted by predator as I roamed the landNo more roomNot enough grazingCaptured, shot, sold by pound on bills of ladingYet I surviveSometimes an insurmountable courseI am feral, I am Mustang, I am Wild Horse
Cowboy's Prayer
Cowboy Prayer Thank you Father for choosin the cowboy life for me Riding the range, mending fences and sleeping under the stars Enjoying all your creations, Father how awesome you are. Some folks spend their days chasing silver and gold, you see And when they finally get it it's easily wasted away Me, I chase horses and cows most all of the day. When the night comes, I'm tired, sore and cold I make myself a fire, eat my vittles, spread out my bedroll. Then I play my harmonica, singing out loudly and bold, Til my good friend, Pumpkin is sound asleep. And as I sink into peaceful and irreversible sleep Please, please do not for me weep, I happily lived my life as a cowboy, the life God chose for me.
Daily 11's
Handy Little Chart
HANDY LITTLE CHART HANDY LITTLE CHART - GOD HAS A POSITIVE ANSWER:       YOU SAY       GOD SAYS       BIBLE VERSES           You say:  'It's impossible'       God says:   All things are possible       (Luke 18:27)           You say:  'I'm too tired'       God says:  I will give you rest       (Matthew 11:28-30)           You say:  'Nobody really loves me'     &nb
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Performance Enhancing Drugs?
I must admit as a youth I was a huge baseball fan.  Baseball, to me, will always be the great equalizer of childhood sports.  There's a place for each childtype.  From the large power athlete.  The rangey lanky kid.  The pudgey kid and everything in between.  But, that's kids... Professional athletics is a Multi-Million dollar business and so the question of chemical enhancement and its use has arisen.   Before we attempt to denounce it consider this.  Michelangelo was a drunk.  Bob Dylan, very obvious as well as bands like Dave Matthews.  Hell what's Viagra if not a performance enhancing drug?   And, while wives still might not pay their husbands millions for using it, how many men who need Viagra wouldn't want to reward its makers millions? The point is. we accept performance enhancement in all the asthetics around us, everyday.  What is sports, if not physical asthetics? So, do you want to pay to see bunts or home runs? Just asking... DP
Very Kind Of Breast Cancer
New Kind of Breast Cancer New kind of Breast Cancer - DO NOT DELETE Please forward to all of the women in your 
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What Exactly Is A Friend?
One of my peeps just did a lil question thing, and it made me wonder, "What exactly is a friend?"  Well, here's my answer.....   A friend is a person who is there for you no matter what the circumstances are. They stick by your side through thick and thin, even after you've fucked up beyond repair it seems. U may lose touch with them but they forgive you and still take ya back no matter what. They love you for being you, even if that means being an idiot at times to being the biggest goofiest dork. No matter your choice of music, movies, books, and boyfriend or girlfriend, they still love you for who you are. They help u up when you fall down, they catch you if your falling, or they help you to break your fall. They let you cry on their shoulder when everything goes wrong, even as they laugh and tell you they told you so....But they never rub it in....They wanna hurt those who hurt you, they laugh for you when you cant laugh and they cry when you run out of tears.... No matter what
A Biker's Wish
A man was riding his Harley along a California beach whensuddenly the sky clouded above his head... In a boomingvoice, the Lord said, "Because you have tried to befaithful to me in all ways, I will grant you one wish."The biker pulled over and said,"Build a bridge to Hawaii so I can ride over anytime I want."The Lord said, "Your request ismaterialistic. Think of the enormous challenges for thatkind of undertaking; the supports required to reach thebottom of the Pacific and the concrete and steel it wouldtake! I can do it, but it is hard for me to justify yourdesire for worldly things. Take a little more time and think ofsomething that could possibly help mankind."The biker thought about it for a  long time... Finally, he said,"Lord,I wish that I, and all men, could understand our wives; Iwant to know how she feels inside, what she's thinking,why she cries, what she means when she says nothing'swrong, and how I can make a woman truly happy."The Lord replied, "You want two lanes or four
Fundamentalism is one of those things that is often associated with religion. There are Christian fundamentalists, Islamic fundamentalists, Mormon fundamentalists and so on. But what has it ever occurred to you that all of these movements have something in common? Once you see that they do, you also see that fundamentalism is present in many other aspects of life as well.Religious fundamentalism is a reaction to any part of the religion that is complex. It is often law centered and always centers itself around and issue about what you personally should think or do. For instance, the religious text says that it is a bad idea to (whatever) or a good idea to (whatever) then that is how it is. There are no exceptions. Do this believe that. Circumstances, events, and all of the things which make life complex are completely ignored.But if fundamentalism is a reaction to complexity, then it can be found in so many other aspects of life that it begins to amaze. An example that comes to mind is
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What's My Gimmick?
An aura that steals the heart of men,A grin that pleasures the eye;The unique thinking within your mind,Making us smile as each day goes by. Eyes of diamonds, far beyond treasured,A soul of silver, and a heart of gold.The El Dorado is within this divine, sweet girl,A legend to be passed down, to the days of old. Hair of fine silk, smooth to the touch,Glowing so gently, against the wind...It beholds a scent, like none other,A hint of it could return love, once again. So you ask for your gimmick, that guarantees success,Why you just may never fail.It is you, everything, perfection emanated,How your beautiful mind will be a legendary tale.  -Absolute Boyfriend-   Isn't he nice and flattering. :P
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Read And Wither
O Profound, Silent tree, by restraining valour With patience,you revealed creative power in its peaceful form. Thus we come To your shade to learn the art of peace, To hear the word of silence; weighed down With anxiety, we come to rest In your tranquil blue-green shade, to take Into our souls life rich, life ever Juvenescent, life true to earth, life Omni-victorious, I am certain My thoughts have borne me to your essence- Where the same fire as the sun's ritual Fire of creation quietly assumes In you cool green form. O sun'drinker, The fire with which-by milking hundereds of centuries of days of sunlight- You have filled your core, man has recieved As your gift, making him world-mighty, Greatly honored, rival to the Gods: His shining strength, kindled by your flame, Is the wonder of the universe As it cuts through daunting obstacles. Man, whose life is in you, who is soothed By your cool shade, strenghthned by your power, Adorned by your garland-O tree, friend
1 Yr. Update
It has officially been one year since I became attached to oxygen tubes. UNM for now it seems is more of a fantasy than a reality. I miss my bad ass RA Sheena. I miss bumping DeathMetal followed by Too Live Crews "Hoochie Mamma" Having someone knock one my door to introduce themselves and seeing the look on their face when I whiteboy dressed in black from his head to his feet with braids answers the door.  Since then I've have to learn to let go of a lot of things. Visiting Ms. Davis, and then visting my God Mother for a face to face about everything. Yes, people she is THAT important to me. I've had to miss out on a lot of great parties this summer but hopefully when my mother leaves I'll be able to make up for it. I've given up smoking and drinking regularly. I'll have a bottle of Wild Turkey 101 on handy for those nights that nightmares keep me awake. I miss out on a lot of spontaneous stuff. I've learned to let go of a life without pills. YES! Those kind. Nothing to hardcore, no
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Am bored so figure I would pose questions to those on My list.   Women. If I slapped your ass and tied you would you [A] Cry and want Me to stop [B] Cry and get turned on [C] Ask for more and suggest other things [D] Stare scared, and become worried about what would happen next.   Men If I kneed you the balls and told you I screwed your girlfriend would you... [A] Say great, cause you could not satisfy her. [B] Cry and tell Me how much you loved her(which case I would grin and walk off) [C] Stare shocked that I would screw your disease infested girlfriend you pimp out [D] Go to cry to your mother     I am addicted to being bored...damn.. entertain Me.
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What should I do I'm just watching you I can't even say a short farewell Your hands slowly slipping away What should I do I no longer held your hands Nor utter a word My heart overwhelmed with tears Barely can I hide my bitterness You are walking farther away The heart that I couldn't hold on to What should I do Don't forget the memories we loved Even if you find another person that makes you smile Even thou this is a painful farewell,I'm glad that it was you For now, this is a journey, I must walk alone Goodbye        
Me? A Grown-up? Nah! - 12/4/09
  ME? A GROWN-UP? NAH! Summers used to flow like molasses And try as they might, elders' forecasting of time's demise always fell on deaf ears.   "It will not always be this way." "When you get older..." Was it jealousy? Envy perhaps? What was the trigger?   They forgot that they too once wore bulletproof vests against the pelting of Father Time's seconds.   Remember those seasons that stretched like taffy? Where September's freshly sharpened pencils took their time in mocking hopscotch freedoms?   When do we stop just living our lives and start picking it apart like dissections in science class? I felt like I swallowed a jawbreaker when I first uttered these horrific words: "You will understand when you are older"   Thank goodness the little girl that was me tagged me, told me I was "It" and ran away giggling.   And in that moment I stopped the cycle. I may have become an adult but I will never be a stuffy old "grown-up" So there!  
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I'm Offering 100 11's everyday during HH for 2 weeks 2 Salute pics of your choice Add to my family for 2 weeks Add as my #1 friend for 2 weeks Put your name in mine R/F/A if I havent already If I get a blingpack of 135 ot larger, I'll buy you a cherry bomb or an auto 11 I'll Keep You shitfaced when I'm online Leave your offers as a comment        
All the cool kids seems to be doing this, so I thought I'd have a go... Spell your name with bands/artists B - Black Uhuru L - Lily Allen O - Orbital O - Orb (the) K - King Crimson Y - Yellowman layer two.- name: Blooky- birth date: 06-AUG-71- nicknames: Blurky, Bent-one- current location: Work- eye color: Green/Grey/Blue...with a bit of brown- hair color: Brown- righty or lefty: Left- best friend[s]: Morning Star, My sister, James & Davelayer three.- the shoes you wore today: Biker Boots- your perfect pizza: Pepperoni- the last time you cried: Couple of days ago thining about my Godsonlayer four.- your best physical feature: Don't know... - most missed memory: Summer on the canalslayer five.- pepsi or coke: Dr Pepper- mcdonald's or burger king: BK- adidas or nike: Don't care- lipton ice tea or nestea: Dar-jeeling- chocolate or vanilla: Vanilla- cappuccino or coffee: Coffee, strong, blacklayer six.- curse: May all your teeth fall out except one, which gives you toothache.- do
Hatchet Rydas Detroit Presents "a Strange Night With Prozak"
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Squandered (By Me) When I was young and fool heartedI found true love and then I squanderedI lived and lost but always wonderedabout that one true love I squandered Through the years I often thought, about that one true love I left for noughtshe occupied my thoughts so many timesI wondered if she thought of me Many years have passedthe gray set inI come to find my one true loveHas thought of me as I have her Her beauty surpased my wildest dreamstime has been so kind to herI still feel love from pastbut so much more this time will last I find myself at heavens gateto thank the Lord for my great fatefor he has brought her back to meMy one true love I had squandered
Had A Horrible Day, Just Wanted To Let It All Out
WORK IN PROGRESS(arent they all)   BROKENBroken , a million pieces , never a wholeBroken glass always emptey never fullBroken dreams, broken promises, broken livesshattered remains of what once seemed realembracing pain, it lets me know im still aliveand  witha big dimpled smile i try to hideof the dreadful secret ive been keeping inside that being to scared to die                                                                               is the last thing that is  keeping a badly broken heart beatingAshamed for the lies ive told and the people i have let downfor being a burden to those that have tried to love me,I Never met to hurt any of you, Inever met to let u downI miss that little boy that only knew how to lovemommy always  held him tight, warm sheltered protected from cold nightA little boy that always went to sleep t with the same dreamTo grow up big and strong some day, and with strong  buxom arms hold a wife and child of my own,So i could Share with them the love i once
There have been several people who have left the turf and  as much as it does bother me I have to draw some lines here... I would really like all of us active players to get together as soon as possible and discuss how we would like things to go in our turf ... What expectations do we have of our turf members How do we handle conflicts from outside the turf and within Tonight we had some people leave, I had tried many times to explain that I didnt want unnecessary heat brought down on the turf as a whole... I dont see a need to antagonize turfs or the use of vulgar language... if they come into our home we have a right to defend it but there are also limits there, one thing we don't need to do is go looking for trouble in other turfs ecspecially without cause or reason  we dont need to disrespect others just cuz its funny...Like the name of our turf Id like to see us rise from the ashes  and show people that we can play this game with a sense of respect as well as fun, but we ne
When we look ahead,Our paths look paved almost clear.Sometimeswhen we look back,Always brings a tear. Behind us our paths,Lay worn and scarred.Filled with sullen memoreys,No matter how near or far. New roads open ahead for us all,The choice is ours,no one elses.We must each choose which way,So we remain true to ourselves.
For My Family
I've realized lately that I'm not the same person I used to be.  I'm growing up, and I'm not sure it's a bad thing either. I'm learning that when I was younger, and trying to change myself to make other people like me, for maybe a glimmer of home of acceptance, maybe for a kind word here and there, that that was completely wrong. Well you know what? Fuck this.I'm learning that life isn't always good, it certainly isn't always bad, and anything else that says other wiseFuck that.   I thought maybe by cutting my hair, losing some weight, and changing how I acted and did things, and in effect, changing myself, that those people who have treated me like shit, who have taken advantage of me, would maybe see fit to be nice to me once in a while.  Maybe I was going at it the wrong way, well you know what? To all of you who think you're better than me, Fuck you.   Mom We've had our blow-ups, or ups and downs, and our all out brawls, but you're my mummie, and I love you
Sitting here I have been trying to think. When have I been truly happy? To the point to where I had no cares or worries in the world..As far back as I can remember, I have always been stressed about something, have always worried about something, had a fear in the back of my mind that something, sometime, somewhere, something bad is going to happen to me and there is nothing I can do about it.Sure I can change things...but my version of changing is not what is needed. My change is chasing everyone that I care about away for me to be left to my own devices and destruction to try to see what will happen on the other side. The depression and anxiety takes me faster than I can realize, faster than I can comprehend.My whole life has been filled with disappointment. Dealing with a mentally abusive, alcoholic father, a mother that no matter how much she showed the front of being a dominant type person, in her own reality, she is afraid of being alone. She will not admit it, but I can see it.H
My Life
you know life has been really hard for me but i have the best boyfriend never and someday i would love to marry ...... i have two kids that he has taken care of and i love him for that sean i love you with all my heart.. you never know what you got untill it is gone and last nite was that nite my baby had to spend it in the hospital and i was alone and it got me thinking what would i do if i lost him baby i love you with all my heart and i am so sorry for everthing i have done. i know i could not be without you for long it is like part of me was gone last nite .. it was sad ... i cried and talked to  my pdp family will be 2 year with me and sean .aug4 we need to do something that day just us we made it and it has been very hard i am sorry for all the bull shit you have gone thur.. thing are going to get better from now on ..... just take one day at a time .... i love you baby
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1. My mother taught me TO APPRECIATE A JOB WELL DONE."If you're going to kill each other, do it outside. I just finished cleaning."2. My mother taught me RELIGION."You better pray that will come out of the carpet."3. My mother taught me about TIME TRAVEL."If you don't straighten up, I'm going to knock you into the middle of next week!"4. My mother taught me LOGIC."Because I said so, that's why."5. My mother taught me MORE LOGIC."If you fall out off that swing and break your neck, you're not going to the store with me."6.
Warning For Men
Here is a statement that  is written on a glass from a bar called" The Bulldog" in New Orleans.. it reads as follows: Police are warning all men who frequent The Bulldog to be alert and stay cautious when offered a drink from any women Many females use a date rape drug called "Draft Beer" The drug is found in liquid foram and is available anywhere, but  is much more effective from the Bulldag. Beer is used by female sexual predators at parties and bars to persuade their male victims to go home and sleep with them. A woman only needs to get a guy to consume a few units of beer, and then simply ask him to go home for no strings attached sex. Men are rendered helpless against this approach. After several beers, Men will often succumb to the desires to sleep with horrific looking women whom they would never normally be attracted to. After drinking beer, men often awaken with only hazy memories of exactly what happened to them the night before, often with just a feeling that something ba
Like Mother Like Smartass
Usually my blogs are fairly well sculpted pieces of comic genius. Ok, perhaps not, but either way you look at it, this is just a quickly jotted note to share the funniness I have handed down to my child.  I slaved over a pot of homemade vegetable soup today. After spending 15 minutes discussing how good it was with him before giving him the bowl, he still turned his nose up and said he'd rather just go to bed. Keep in mind that he's only 4.  I told him that wasn't an option. He sighed and attempted to gag on every vegetable besides the corn. I held firm, though, and told him that all the chicken nuggets and french fries he eats when he has dinner with his nana were going to make him a fat weakling like his papa.  He threatened to tell nana what I said.  Damn him.  I bribed him with a popsicle which seemed to do the trick. The soup is actually delicious. I get requests for it often from friends that have had it, but he's just hard headed. He was hoping he could hold out for a grill
hey everyone! i know, i know....haven't been on in a long ass time! but computer crashed and it took awhile to get a new one. alot has happened. I'm a grandma two times over now! i adore my lil men! grant and his wife have 2 sons, shawn and alex. shawn is 16 mo. and alex is 4 days old! Shareena graduated high school, and is getting ready to go to college. dahlia made the cheerleading squad for her 8th grade year. they are keeping me busy as hell! hope to hear from you all soon. much love and bright blessings
Cant Keep To Myself
Looking for the cure the moment when lonely doesn's find its way into my thoughts the spark of truly feeling free seconds from  taking myself to the edge not quite jumping  wanting to feel the burning of struggling beneath you fire of rope on my skin the need to say not and yes slips from my lips the aching of wanting more desperation begging for you  to touch the deepest parts of me reaching into my treacherous darkness and making me beautiful only for one my heart pounding my body shaking and  pleas in whispers and whimpers of anticipation yearning for a split second for the misery to end all I know  is desire, servitude and the sweet pain keeping it hidden behind my eyes looking for the cure the moment when I am truly pacified.
Buffy St Marie - Bad End
You'd better watch yourself That's what people say It's too late for that I believe I've had my day Oo, I've had a hard time With this soft thing of mine Seems like bad boys always Knew how to get through to me Blow my mind And I believe I'm coming to a bad end Oh. I believe I'm coming to a bad end A bad end  Mmm there was a time I was okay And yo I loved to baby him Do anything he say Then he start to turn on me And it ain't no fun no more Now there's bruises in the bed at night Needles in the drawer There's blood all in the mirror And there's strangers at the door And I believe I'm coming to a bad end Bad end A bad end Aah, coming to a bad end I'm coming to a bad end Oh, bad end I believe I'm coming to a bad end 
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empty dreams,hollow thoughts,a dark black past,a horrible nightmare,frightening screams of painful torcher,look into my eyes, can you see me or are they empty?call my name, do i answer?in a daze so confused i'm lost.tears of emptiness fall like rain,do you see them or in your eyes are they non-existing?my dreams a nightmare,wake me up, somebody, anybody,can't you hear my silent screams?don't you know how i'm in so much pain?can't anyone see the tears streaming down my face?the sadness in my expression?help i scream,gone, one hears, no one heard.
Chance favors the prepared mind.  -  Louis Pasteur
No Rhyme No Reason
  Same ol' freakn reason,Same ol' freakn' rhyme.It's always this or always that,It's hardly ever time.Time for hearts to heat up,and maybe stay that way.Time for someone special,to come into my life to stay.Why does my heart always torture,my mind and soul inside?Why is it that my dreams never bring meto that place where I don't have to hide?Oh why do I continue,to bring this on myself?Why can't I just keep thriving on,instead of layin' my heart upon a shelf?But...NOOO someone comes hither,into my CRAZY world.bringing my mind to heightened realities, and my SOUL is soon unfurled.No sooner passion and emotion,begin to craze my mind. they grow without a rapture,not allowing me to unwind.Things go great for a little while,I'm happy as a silly lark.But, then something comes along,and snatches away that spark.Tears my heart in pieces,makes fantasies come stumbling down.Then I end up where I began,in my OWN broken hearted town.©-RebeccaJeanine71
Sour Day!
according to wikipedia, today is ssweetest day and apprently is has been celebrated for 80 years........ I did some research and found out this is entirely a hallmark holiday. It was created to give gifts to the poor. In other words, this "holiday" has no historical significance, but merely designed to tug on peoples' heart strings in order for them to buy goods and services. It is NOT recognized nationally and has no actual event to base off of. Im sure it is special to a few people, but to the masses this is a giant scam. so lets make a more real fake holiday, FROM TOMORROW FORTH I DECLARE THE THIRD SUNDAY IN OCTORBER TO BE SOUR DAY! To observe this holiday we must all buy lemon drops for each other............... in addition fubar is to make a lemon drop bling worth at least $3 to commemorate this national holiday.   P.S. this holiday is JUST as legitimate as sweetest day......
Unnamed... Random Writing
No More Sad Words Said It Is What It Is Classically Said.   Some things last Some things don’t Sometimes we lose the best And are stuck with the rest   Somehow we end up in this place A toss up for the human race You do yours and I’ll do mine   In the End I’m sure we’ll find Which way to go And reap what we sow   You Do yours and I’ll do mine Should we meet, It’ll be heaven divine
My 100% Woman...
I hear people talk about what they want in a reletionship, it's almost like a never ending story, there are people that look for 100% of what they are looking for and there are the ones that settle for 50% and there are the Hopeless Romantics (such as myself) that try their best to appreciate the 10% to 30% which means that they must look over the wrong that person does and keep on trying to the point that they end up fading away from that 10% to 30% they thought they could deal with, I've never made it to 40% because I don't look at the outside, it's what's on the inside that counts to me. Before I got to where I am now, I tride to piece together that 100% and as long as I was willing to run across town to get what I was looking for to comfort me, it equaled me having my 100%, in other words, when I was back in St. Louis, MO. I had 5 diffrent wemen but slept with only one, there was one that I could talk to about anything = 20%, there was one that didn't mind cooking for me = 20%, the
Blue Orchid By White Stripes
You got a reaction You got a reaction, didn't you? You took a white orchid You took a white orchid turned it blue Something better than nothing Something better than nothing, it's giving up We all need to do something Try to keep the truth from showing up How dare you How old are you now, anyway? How dare you How old are you now, anyway? You're given a flower But I guess there's just no pleasing you Your lip tastes sour But you think that it's just me teasing you You got a reaction You got a reaction, didn't you? You took a white orchid You took a white orchid turned it blue Get behind me Get behind me now, anyway Get behind me Get behind me now, anyway You got a reaction You got a reaction, didn't you? You took a white orchid You took a white orchid turned it blue
Are You Paying For Your Business... Or Is Your Business Paying You???
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A Friend (in Reality) And I Were Talking This Morning
We were rattling off Christmas songs... Name your favorite?
That Would Be Me
Here i am just tryin to figure this all out place looks great so hope yall can be patient with me lookin forward to meetin lots of new people an makin so friends round here thanx all
Black Is The New Black.
Leave me here where you found me. I'm tired of all your indecision. Heavy hearts weigh the least in here. I can taste the fear on you, and my subtleties are lost on deafened ear. Perhaps I wasn't clear. All in none and none for all is my loudest cheer. Make it so. I know you will.  The blood in me has yet to spill.  The sane attack the sane in waves of calming discord. And then.... And Now.... Over.... Above... Below.... Don't fret. Safe in the know. Black is the new Black.
On The Prowl
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