As you all know I was CT married to a great guy! I had some issues with how fast the whole relationship was progressing and I told him about them. In which he did back off.
Well in all my confusion in what's going on outside of my "cyber" life I decided that maybe a relationship wasn't what I currently needed. Especially on the thought that he might be a rebound relationship.
I chose to end the relationship before he got any deeper involved and hurt. Mind you we have only known each other 18 days at this point and have never met.
This was a total phone and internet relationship. So now I find myself being accused of ripping his heart out and leaving it lying there and backing him out the door and slamming it on him.
I just want to say in my defense that I'm not the evil bitch i'm being made out to be. I just need time for me to figure out what's best for me and currently it's not a relationship with this man.
I do care about him very much as a friend, but at this time he doesn't even want to be friends and try to understand where i'm personally coming from.
Ok ya'll I just had to vent. Thanks to those of you that read this.