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Bulletin / Coder Help When Needed!
Are You in Need of a Lounge Coder or Person to Make Lounge Promotion Bulletin's? First off let me say thanks for reading this Blog I will do my best to assist you in your problem or issue. In this Blog I will link you to different sections of Fubar to get you on the right track. Bulletin's - These are pictures or graphics that move flash shake etc. that make people wanna come and join your lounge or event. A lot of people lay claim to being able to make these but when it comes down to the doing the bulletin or graphic they have less or no experience in doing so. Here is a link to the FUBAR Coders Page where it show's the FUBAR Coder's who can help you with any kinda bulletin , skin , lounge coding etc.. you will need http://fubar.com/volunteer-coder-blog/b338751-1140803 ** Keep in mind FUBAR Coders are very busy and it may be 24 hours before they get back to you but please be patient. ** __________________________________________________________________

Invoking Call Of My Immortality
In this haunting stage I creep, Searching for something worthy to keep. In the breaking light of dawn I stare with eyes so red. Glancing at the devoid emptyness beside me at my bed. And with a whisper unheard but true, I call for one being: the memory of being by you. So take my hand and show me to the light. Take my heart and keep it in your sight. I give to you all that's left of me, with the only wish that you set me free. Let me whisper sweet truths in your ear. Let me wash away your fear. I'll hold you close in nights so cold. I'll sing to you the songs untold. Trust not that I am truely there.

Bush Security Official: Al Qaeda Could Use King’s Anti-muslim Narrative As A Recruiting Tool (repost)
Today, House Homeland Security Committee Chairman began his “personal quest” to scrutinize the patriotism of American Muslims through his hearings on the radicalization in the U.S. Muslim community. King insists that his pursuit is “the logical response” to the “threat level” posed by the community, adding “it makes no sense to talk about other types of extremism, when the main threat to the United States today is talking about al Qaida.” Not only are King’s assumptions incredibly inaccurate, a former Department of Defense official in the Bush Administration states that his crusade is helping homegrown terrorism. Jennifer Bryson, who spent a few years doing counter-terrorism work while working for the Defense Intelligence Agency from 2003 to 2008, pointed out that King’s fear-mongering is “dividing the world between Muslims and non-Muslims,” the “same tactic” used by Osama Bin Laden and Al-Qaeda

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[well Timed Explosions]
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Poem: Forbidden Love; Angel And Daemon
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Greenland Ice Melts Most In Half-century: Us (repost)
(AFP) – 1 day ago WASHINGTON — Greenland's ice sheet melted the most it has in over a half century last year, US government scientists said Tuesday in one of a series of "unmistakable" signs of climate change. "The world continues to warm," the National Oceanic and Atmospheric Administration said in a briefing paper for reporters. "Multiple indicators, same bottom-line conclusion: consistent and unmistakable signal from the top of the atmosphere to the bottom of the oceans." An annual climate survey, which includes work by scientists from 45 countries, said that ice sheet in Greenland melted at its highest rate since at least 1958, when similar data first became available. Arctic sea ice shrank to its third smallest area on record, while the world's alpine glaciers shrank for the 20th straight year, the study said. In line with previous studies, the survey said that 2010 was also one of the hottest years on record. Last year was either tied for the hottest

The Ugly Truth
I will tell everyone the ugly truth about a certain subject I try to avoid telling. I have a hard time telling people about my skin condition for fear of being called ugly names ,but I have decided it's best to keep things in the open about myself. I have the skin condition psoriasis. There I said it. I started getting it shortly after moving to Northern Nevada in June 2004. I also have arthritis. It happened in 2002 as a matter of fact 9 yrs ago this month . I was startled by a co-worker and slammed my right middle finger in the car door and broke it . The ER doctor did nothing so now I have a crooked right middle finger that I avoid taking pictures of my right hand. I suppose I'm tell everyone this, because I'm tired of holding it back. It may help someone else to get treatment for the same problem I have.

Judging People
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Anger
ANGER!! I think that anger is not a real emotion, but rather a symptom of an underlying emotion. Those emotions are pain, fear, or frustration. In my experience, people often express pain, fear, or frustration, through a display of anger. Not a FEELING of anger, but a DISPLAY of anger. And I have noticed that I do not respond the same way to displays of anger, as I do to expressions of fear, frustration, or pain. That is to say that when people display anger toward me, or in my presence, I tend to put up walls, and distance myself, and protect myself. When people express fear, frustration or pain, however, I tend to empathize, and draw closer to that person, rather than defend or protect. I suppose it would be good for me to work on realizing that when people display anger they really have some other underlying emotion, and I can still empathize, even though they are expressing anger. But that won't come naturally to me. I will need to work on that, if I want to make it so.

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Tmx Makes All The Right Moves In Takeover Deal 2
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Survivor
To the survivor... Of a broken heart Of an unhappy marriage Of the loss of a loved one Of a suicide.. You have the will not to forget the past or the path you've chosen in life. You also have the will to forgive and go on with your life.

U Turned Out Like All The Rest
When I met you I was at my lowest.. You brought me out of the dark and showed me the otherside of the light, But after time I'm not sure what happened, I guess all the promises you made, all the things we did, all the things you said, were just words to make me feel better, where are you now ? When u said u'd never leave my side, You said anytime i needed you, you'd be there but now, Im sitting in the in the corner of the room, all alone, holding my chest, spreading tears of blood, calling for you, but do you even hear me ? Do you even really care? I took a chance lettin you in and now u just walked out, well fine it maybe be a while, but the tears will stop, and when they do u'll have something to be scared for, because as long as im crying u still matter,

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The Petals Of My Decadence.
The moment was pure.Like sheets of linen laid between maiden and ecstasy.No word was uttered.No clattering, or rending of garments.No thuds as knees fell to granite.It was there.It was not.Then the terrifying stillness came.The colors rained down a trickle.Sharp ran dull.And the terrifying stillness came.There was no choirno blast of the herald callno golden escalator ride on high oxygen and silky clouds of pastry.He was there.He is not.

Well We Might Be Moving Again
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All For Granted...
Because we don't know when we will die, we get to think of life as an inexhaustible well. And yet everything happens only a certain number of times, and a very small number really. How many more times will you remember a certain afternoon of your childhood, an afternoon that is so deeply a part of your being that you can't even conceive of your life without it? Perhaps four, or five times more? Perhaps not even that. How many more times will you watch the full moon rise? Perhaps twenty. And yet it all seems limitless.

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Stupid Encounter #94
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Random Thoughts
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Plainly Unanswered
How should I know how you feel, When you won't say a word? Should I guess or just listen, To things I've overheard? But please don't just say the words, You think I want to hear. But rather say what's on your mind, So I won't live in fear. You see the fear of losing you, (For what I do not know.) Makes me want you all the more, But I hope it does not show. Because showing you would make you run, And that,I do not want. Shannon J. 2006

So Damned Confused
You tell me that you love me and I feel that you love me and I wanna believe it. BUT I can't . I feel this malfunction in me that I am not worth loving, and it makes me feel empty. I am happy with you and i am happy being yours. But I feel like there is something else that is tearing me apart. I feel like I am missing something. I wanna stop feeling this way. I wanna feel whole. I wanna feel complete. I know that its something that I must fix, its just that i don't know how.

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Read This Slowly Jack took a long look at his speedometer before slowing down: 73 in a 55 zone. Fourth time in as many months. How could a guy get caught so often? When his car had slowed to 10 miles an hour, Jack pulled over, but only partially. Let the cop worry about the potential traffic hazard. Maybe some other car will tweak his backside with a mirror. The cop was stepping out of his car, the big pad in hand. Bob? Bob from Church? Jack sunk farther into his trench coat. This was worse than the coming ticket. A cop catching a guy from his own church. A guy who happened to be a little eager to get home after a long day at the office. A guy he was about to play golf with tomorrow. Jumping out of the car, he approached a man he saw every Sunday, a man he'd never seen in uniform. "Hi, Bob. Fancy meeting you like this." "Hello, Jack." No smile. "Guess you caught me red-handed, in a rush to see my wife and kids." "Yeah, I guess." Bob seemed uncertain.

What I Need, What I Believe
I just want to be with somebody who WANTS to be with me Is that too much to ask for? Somebody who is willing to put as much into a relationship as I am. Maybe I want a whirlwind romance. Someone who will sweep me off my feet. Someone who realises how precious life is and how fleeting it can be. Someone who will take advantage of every moment they have to be near me. Someone who is as crazy about me as I am about them.I just feel so hopeless. Like it can never happen for me. I look around me, and at people I have known in the past. I see so many people who don't even seem to realise what they have. Drugged out crackwhores who are married with families that they dont even care about. (admittedly, they are not too discerning and would settle for anyone, which eases my mind a bit to know that I am not just so messed up that nobody would want to be with me.) I see the workaholics, whose values are so askew that they believe that love equals money. Families falling apart

I Hold Onto Life.........
I hold onto life! I hold onto life Waiting for a better tomorrow I hold on to life Despites its constant sorrows I hold onto life For I know I am free to go Once to it, I return what I borrow Life is nice when it flows Life is priceless in life itself In its hardship I strive Enjoying the pleasurables For in life, hope is always near and fresh For dust to dust is the human flesh Life never gives more or less The meaning itself is forever pointless But I still hold onto life like you!

Am I Asking To Much???
Am I asking to much??? We have been through HELL, And we still made it. We may not be close, But in the heart we are. I gave my word that, I would protect you. But, why do you run? I have tried and have failed. I have everything in my heart to offer you! But you seem not to need it or me or my love and my friendship. I'd give my life to change what happened in the past, I'd give my life just to have you as my sister again. I love you, you are my sister. I can't change the past, But I can chagne this i just want the friendship back.. Am I asking to much??? I'm not asking you to change your life. I'm just asking for my sister back. Am I asking to much??? This is for you Amanda!!!

October
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Life sucks,, and you go on.... why? Somdays I think it just isnt worth the pain, energy or effort. I don't want much from life, why does it suck somuch out of me? Why is it that love is one of the greatest things that we strive for in life yet tends to be the most painful? hmmm.. life wins!

Chess
Yes it's about chess... and cheese... I don't fully understand it myself unless I'm under the influence of a combo of mind altering substances... Chess is Like cheese Cause it's square like these Blocks of reality please DON'T TAKE MY QUEEN!

Mirrors
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Some Old Man
SOME OLD MEN Nobody understands why these indigent sweepers keep showing up exactly here Every evening at the edge of the Tuileries park To sweep the garden with sweeping equipment of past days Their eyes are dim their hands can barely grip their brooms Faggot brooms bound with old rushes and things And they chatter with excited gestures And should a lady go by wearing only a grey fur coat, high-heeled shoes, and stockings with ragged runs in them, Beneath which is a frock torn partly to shreds They smile at her understandingly, and then begin to whistle innocently and stare up at the sky... Companion of my days, Companion of my evening secrecy! Oh this must be our favorite spot in the Tuileries-- Shaded and calm and only slightly dusty... --------

Theocracy ...
"Theocracy is the worst of all governments. If we must have a tyrant, a robber baron is far better than an inquisitor. The baron's cruelty may sometimes sleep, his cupidity at some point be sated; and since he dimly knows he is doing wrong he may possibly repent. But the inquisitor who mistakes his own cruelty and lust of power and fear for the voice of Heaven will torment us infinitely because he torments us with the approval of his own conscience and his better impulses appear to him as temptations... The nearer any government approaches to Theocracy the worse it will be. A metaphysic, held by the rulers with the force of a religion, is a bad sign. It forbids them, like the inquisitor, to admit any grain of truth or good in their opponents, it abrogates the ordinary rules of morality, and it gives a seemingly high, super-personal sanction to all the very ordinary human passions by which, like other men, the rulers will frequently be actuated. In a word, it forbids wholesome doubt.

New Book
I just bought the new Nicholas Sparks book on Monday and I have already completed it..which is normal for me. It is called Dear John and about a military man.. made me tear up and it is a great book. I would suggest anyone to read it as I would with all his books. They are so true to life and I have felt like the guy in the book has before. If you get a chance read it or any of his books..his more popular ones are Message in a Bottle, The Notebook and A Walk to Remember..all made into movies. He is a great author who writes about things that happen in real life each and every day.

Hmmmmmm!
People these days are mean and cruel but we must remember to stick to our rule.Who are real; who are fake; well, my friend it's just a chance we must take.We may get hurt; we may get down but dont forget your friend's are around. People come and people go; but don't let it get you low. We get sad; we get mad but in time we will be glad. Things sometimes just aren't meant to be and in time we will come to see. Don't give up; don't give in ; just keep movin on until the end...

Pic Whiners
I know you all get the bulletins or read the blogs and see the messages that float around about how you're a fake friend if you don't do this or that.... what a crock of shit! Have you ever stopped and looked that the picture whores that post 100 pics a day and then whine that you don't fucking constantly rate them and leave comments are the worst offenders for getting back and rating and commenting on yours? So shut the fuck up already!

New Names For Old Songs
It was fun being a baby boomer...'till now. Some of the artists of the '60s are revising their hits with new lyrics to accommodate aging baby boomers. They include: 1. Herman's Hermits -- Mrs. Brown, You've Got a Lovely Walker 2. The Bee Gees -- How Can You Mend a Broken Hip (Still in Falsetto) 3. Bobby Darin -- Splish, Splash, I Was Havin' a Flash 4. Ringo Starr -- I Get By With a Little Help From Depends 5. Roberta Flack -- The First Time Ever I Forgot Your Face 6. Johnny Nash -- I Can't See Clearly Now 7. Paul Simon -- Fifty Ways to Lose Your Liver 8. Commodores -- Once, Twice, Three Times to the Bathroom 9. Marvin Gaye -- Heard it Through the Grape Nuts 10. Procol Harem -- A Whiter Shade of Hair 11. Leo Sayer -- You Make Me Feel Like Napping 12. The Temptations -- Papa's Got a Kidney Stone 13. Abba -- Denture Queen 14. Tony Orlando -- Knock 3 Times On The Ceiling If You Hear Me

Wow, Life
hmmm- so my car died. caught on fire on the interstate. i loved that car. guess they really do need oil. lol. then last weeek i spilled coffee into my blackberry. well, i wanted a new phone anyway. btw- i got me a dash, aka htc excalibur, which is a pda/ mini pc. luv it btw. then- one of the kids decide to get accosted by the P.D..... hmmmm, still not coming to terms with this one. christmas is right around the corner. omg. why?????????? why does everything have to cost soooo much????? gas 2.05 a gallon. kids- money every day. work- cost time and effort relationships- cost- omg- stress, heartache, pain hope you all are having a better time at this game called life than i am luv ya guys

No Damn Luv
ok what is the deal i post new pics of me up here and noone says to much about them or rates them whats the deal?? did i do something to piss in your wheates??? damn or is it because i have not been around that damn much?? if that is the case ...i am working to full time jobs; one of them i own, the other is supporting me while i am going to school, sorry but there just does not leave too much time for anything else...but if you stop by just leave some luv on the new pics and tell me what you think .. thanks i will chat with you later on.. ash

Sean
A lone candle flickers in the wind an unheard scream could mean the end From the distance he comes to me such radiant beauty I don't deserve to see A dream come to life my life I can now handle the flame of two now the burning of one candle My happiness returned all I need is his touch can think of no other no other do I love this much My pain is eased by his caring ways I live to see him through the unbearable days Nothing else matters when I have you my cries have been answered and anything for you I'd do ~~November 26, 2006

Xxx
Butterscotch Sunday Sunday night with nothing to do, All alone just me and you. I've got an idea that seems just right, Lie down and relax 'cause this is gonna take all night. I've got some "Butterscotch" that tastes so sweet, For you to put on me from head to feet. "Butterscotch!" Yes that's the shit, That'll give you a night you'll never forget. First you can start around my tits, From nipple to nipple with a couple of licks. Then you can smother it between my thighs, Only to hear my "Butterscotch" cries. Down my ankles between my toes, This is where the "Butterscotch" goes. Hold on a second 'cause you’re not done, For we've only begun our "Butterscotch" fun. Then up my thighs you'll start to lick, Not stopping till you reach my clit. I think you should stay right here a while, As I wiggle, giggle and give you a smile. Sucking and nibbling gonna taste it all, It's not just a party it's a "Butterscotch" ball. Rubbing my nipples while sucking my clit, Until a ti

First Anal
I grab your hips and start to pump fast. Your "Ohs!" trembling audibly with each slap of my legs against your ass. My hands are eager, reaching under you to cup your tit and squeeze the hardened nipple. Twisting lightly and pulling as your moans get louder. My other fingers have found your clit and it is wet and slippery as I tease it, slap it lightly and rub it furiously. "Ooh yes," I hear as I lean forward and kiss the back of your neck, letting my tongue run over your back, behind you ears and then suckle on the crook of your neck. "I Love you Baby," you grunt and turn your face to kiss my temple, my cheekbone, my jaw with gentle kisses that suddenly turn wild, and I feel your tongue tracing patterns over my face. "I Love you too," I whisper and kiss your ear. I move slower. My cock still buried, and your body flat on the bed. Your soft round bottom has closed around my buried cock in this position and I lean back so I can see it. Yes. Its a beautiful bottom. Two round soft chee

The Black Dove
The Black Dove Wings spread cast for flight I fly forever, never alight And my feathers, dark as night Carry me through the dwindling light Sit atop the tallest hill Sit in your room by the window sill Wherever you wait, wait until The dove appears, and trust he will I search ahead, the past behind I will not land until I find Trusting arms, warm and kind The love for whom I wish to unbind That is what I found in you You healed my darkened wings anew My love for you, as bigger it grew I realized soon that love was true Dedicated to no one... yet.

Constipated/doctor Jokes
Constipated Doctor Jokes A man was constipated, so he decided to go to the doctor. The doctor examined him and explained, "I'm going to give you some suppositories. I'll insert one now, and then I'll give you another one for later this evening." Later that evening, the man asks has his wife to insert the suppository. She agrees reluctantly, then puts one hand on his shoulder and inserts the suppository. Suddenly, her husband shrieks, "Aahhhhh!" "What's wrong? Did I hurt you?" she asks. "No... I just realised that the doctor had *both* his hands on my shoulders!"

Good -vs- Evil
THIS CONTEST IS OPEN FOR VOTING! THERE ARE 2 TEAMS. THE GOOD GIRLS TEAM IS ON STIXXX'S PAGE AND THE EVIL GIRLS TEAM IS ON BLUE DEAMON'S PAGE (BOTH LISTED BELOW). THE OBJECT IS TO COMMENT THE ENTIRE TEAM AS MUCH AS YOU WANT. PRIZES: EVERY MEMBER OF THE WINNING TEAM WILL RECEIVE 1000 IN CHERRY GIFTS FROM BOTH STIXXX AND BLUE DEMON FOR A TOTAL OF 2000 EACH. ON EACH TEAM THE GIRL WITH THE HIGHEST PERSONAL SCORE WILL RECEIVE AN ADDITIONAL 2000 FROM THE PERSON HOSTING THAT TEAM AND SOME GOOFY GRAPHIC THAT WE HAVEN'T MADE YET! :) SCORING: THE TOTAL NUMBER OF COMMENTS AND RATINGS FOR EACH PERSON WILL BE ADDED TO GET THEIR PERSONAL SCORE. ALL OF THE PERSONAL SCORES WILL BE ADDED TOGETHER TO GET THE TEAM SCORE. CONTESTANTS ARE ALLOWED TO COMMENT THEIR OWN PIC AND RATING A 1 OR A 10 WON'T MATTER. EVERY RATING IS ONE POINT. THIS CONTEST WILL END WEDNESDAY EVENING DEC. 13TH. To vote for Team Good visit: Stixxx@ CherryTAP To vote for Team E

Answering Machine
Answering Machine Silly But Funny Ever heard one of those corny, positive messages on someone's answering machine? "Hi, It's a great day and I'm out enjoying it right now. I hope you are too. The thought for the day is 'Share the love.'" Beep." "Uh, yeah... hello... this is the VD clinic calling. Speaking of being positive, your test is back. Stop sharing the love."

Remember....
If you are able, save for them a place inside of you and save one backward glance when you are leaving for the places they can no longer go. Be not ashamed to say you loved them, though you may or may not have always. Take what they have taught you with their dying and keep it with your own. And in that time when men decide and feel safe to call the war insane, take one moment to embrace those gentle heroes you left behind." The ultimate measure of a man is not where he stands in moments of comfort and convenience, but where he stands at times of challenge and controversy" - DR MARTIN LUTHER KING "THE WILLINGNESS WITH WHICH OUR YOUNG PEOPLE ARE LIKELY TO SERVE IN ANY WAR, NO MATTER HOW JUSTIFIED, SHALL BE DIRECTLY PROPORTIONAL TO HOW THEY PERCEIVE VETERANS OF EARLIER WARS WERE TREATED AND APPRECIATED BY OUR NATION" George Washington the ultimate price a soldier pays is with his life, they gave us freedom they fight for us, they get up every morning wounder

Contest
I AM SUCH AN IDIOT WHEN COMES TO THESE THINGS. I HAD PEOPLE BOMBING THE WRONG PICTURE SITE. NOW I FEEL LIKE AN REAL IDIOT. PLEASE FORGIVE ME ALL OF YOU WHO COMMENTED ALREADY. I HAVE NOW LOST THOSE POINTS AND AM WAY BEHIND SO IF YOU COULD BE SO KIND BOMB ME HARD AND ROUGH TO HELP ME CATCH BACK UP... THANK YOU AND DONT FORGET TO INCLUDE YOUR FRIENDS, FANS, AND FAMILY IN ON THE BOMBING... I NEED THE BEETING AFTER BEING THIS DUMB... THANX HERES CORRECT LINK:

Andromeda Galaxy Taken
it was a long and difficult campaign, but my fleets have successfully taken over the Andromeda galaxy. Due to their high concentration of banking planets and metal rich solar systems will have the money and raw materials to expand my military might. Wohoo

A Clean Joke Texas Style
A man from Texas , driving a Volkswagen Beetle, pulls up next to a guy in a Rolls-Royce at a stop sign. Their windows are open and he yells at the guy in the Rolls, "Hey, you got a telephone in that Rolls?" The guy in the Rolls says, "Yes, of course I do." "I got one too... see?" the Texan says. "Uh, huh, yes, that's very nice." "You got a fax machine?" asks the Texan. "Why, actually, yes, I do." "I do too! See? It's right here!" brags the Texan. The light is just about to turn green and the guy in the Volkswagen says, "So, do you have a double bed in back there?" The guy in the Rolls replies, "NO! Do you?" "Yep, got my double bed right in back here," the Texan replies. The light turns and the man in the Volkswagen takes off. Well, the guy in the Rolls is not about to be one-upped, so he immediately goes to a customizing shop and orders them to put a double bed in back of his car. About two weeks later, the job is finally done. He picks up his car and drives all over tow

Mindfulness
Relief, Peace, well-being, joy and better relations with others will be possible if we practice mindfulness in our everyday life. I am convinced that everybody can practice mindfulness, even politicians, political parties, even the Congress. This is a body that holds the responsibility for knowing the nation's situation well, and knowledge of this kind requires the practice of looking deeply. If our elected officials are not calm enough, do not have enough concentration, how can they see things deeply?

Confused Rite Now!!!
ok this has been happening to me alot here lately. but why does a guy automatically think you want to cyber or just talk about sex and shit when you give them your messenger names? lol i really dont think i sound like thats what im wanting to do when i tell them my messenger names. and why do they always have to ask for my phone number?!?! and why do i get hit on by chciks. do i need to put on my profile in big glitter graphics that i am not bi, or lesbian that i am in fact very strait, as they say strictly dickly! by the way no one on here has done that yet. but im sure sumone will.. it always happens to me. ne ways if u think you could answer that question then please do!!!

People
People where many mask's It is very strange to me how people act online. Most are truthful , other not. Make's me wonder why the Mask? This false front of who and what you are. I understand that most people are just playing a role, Or is the role cast when they go online? It is very simple, if you can not be Who you are in life on line you have to put up a Mask, Other may not like what they see,and thats before they lay eye's on thee. Believe, when people have been played enough, They learn not to trust what the see, Wondering " How many mask's can there be" They have Learned the Eye's are the window to the soul. No mask can Change that. To tell a lie is to bind, To be yourself will set you free, You will find no Mask's around Me. And Accept me as I am.

Another New Feature - Custom Glitter Text
Ok I need to stop workin but I just added a new feature for you guys! Bling your profile at CherryTagz.com Glitter TEXT say what you want TONS of fonts and more coming!!!! Here is the quick link: Glitter Text Let me know what you think! PLEASE SPREAD the WORD and PLEASE PLEASE visit my sponsors thats how I can keep adding new stuff !!! Vlad Bling your profile at CherryTagz.com

Prettiest Babies In The World... (a Little Bias)
My 2 youngest babies are in the prettiest babies contest... comment bombing allowed, so please go show these angels some love and bomb away at em! This one has my heart because they are my world, so please help me out! Love you all!! XOXOXOXO

Road Rage...
so today im goin 2 work and this big ass truck that im followin in to the parkin lot stops in the middle of the road... im like y isnt this fool goin straight to part and so i can park... he then puts it in reverse so he can back in to a space when theres not enuff room to back up... im like wth... this man cant just go fwd and park... so i get pissed cuz im in a rush right... and i end up flippin im off... i park i go in side (rantin and ravin mind u) and then i c one of my close friends clients comin in to the building and i think OMG i just flipped her client off... lmao... i was so embarassed... but thank goodness this guy was cool... i went ova and apologized for my outburst... tho i know i wasnt completely in the wrong lmao... ok so i shouldnt have flipped him off and give him all the dirty looks in the world... but dammit to hell lmao... he shouldnt have tried to back up on me lmao... he was cool about it we laughed if off... but i will NEVER flip someone off again in traffic...

If U Arent My Fan..or My Family...
or u didnt rate ALL my pics,dont beg 4 votes...i helped out a great amount of beauties,here,on ct..with their contests...when i was[and i still am]in any contest,they didnt voted 4 me...only 3 or 4 romanian friends did...i voted u,dear''friends'' because i was bored..and 2 lazy 2 make a blog..well..now,or in the future,if im or ill be bored,ill read kyra's blogs[a real novel...]and talk and rates only few real friends i have here..[they know who they r]...all the best 4 u,claudiu

Bomb My Mom!!!!!
Here is the funniest pic......bomb the hell out of my mom......she is Mojo Risen.....LC Mom, and trying to win this thing legally!!! LOL Contest is now open choose the pic you like and vote like crazy 1st place gets a cherry blast... :) Plz Repost (repost of original by 'Jo Jo' on '2007-01-16 11:43:35')

Pierced.....
OK last night I re- pierced my belly button and now I can not wait todo the other nipple and my hood! Although I am strongly leaning to the clit,,,,, sounds erotic but have to know I really trust the guy doing it,,, don't want to lose the ability to climax want it enhanced! Anyway I have planned that back tattoo. will be awesome, some scroll work with the trinity, the Arabic characters for Submissive, and my slave registry numbers! I can not wait to have Masters mark on my back,,!!!!!!! Then I will be his in every way possible. Have I mentioned that I love my Master, he has challenged my mind, heart and limits already and has made me feel more loved, respected and appreciated than anyother man ever in my life short of my father. I wish for every un attached sub or slave out there , that they too will find such a wonderful Dom to take hold of their collars and compleat them! Kisses to all.. MP's tink

Omg 6 Of 6
OMG this is getting nuts, We here in colorado are on our 6 of 6 weekends of snow!! This is getting nuts, lol. I also found out that its suppose to get to 9 weekends. The snow isn't as bad yet as in my pics, but if it get's there, i'll post em :) or if it just looks pretty. Have a great day all and those in CO, stay warm!!

Moms Home
Mom is back from the hospital today, things were pretty bad before she went in. in the three hours shes been home i've noticed she has come back home worse and my sis is sleepin cause she got off work and dad is still so sick he can bearly leave his room. Gotta install some countertops for him tomorrow since he promised to be back to work and cant by today. I'm tired of trying to walk her back and forth to the bathroom she dont understand me when i tell her to bang on the counter to let me know when she gets done so i can get her up or ring her bell when she needs to get around. Shes very delusional and is thinking people are around that arnt or people are talking when no ones around. Thats one of the hardest things to do, convince someone that no one said anything to someone that beleives someone really had even though no ones with her. bah im tired and moody. So since our dryer completely quit working and my dads to weak to pick his electric screw up im gonna go and put a clothes l

Poem
Tale of a Gothic Princess Princess Dominica looked so beautiful All dressed in black With white make-up and dark purple lips She sat on the throne so full of majesty The onlookers were dazzled by her beauty And worshipped the ground she walked upon The King was not well And expected to die soon And the Queen had died long ago So the young princess would soon rule the Kingdom Everyone was impressed with her intelligence and grace She carried out her duties without question or complaint And she would always greet new visitors with a smile Once the audience was over she would return to her rooms In the privacy of her own room she would cut her wrists And let the blood pour into a bowl She would force food down her throat until she could eat no more Then she would go to the lady’s room and be violently sick Underneath all her garments she was painfully thin She felt so much pressure to be beautiful She had many suitors but none that she loved A stranger from abroad

Love Or Money
You Would Choose Love Money may buy a little happiness, but not the happiness of true love. You rather have a true soulmate than a private jet. And while many people may claim they would choose love too... You're one of the few who would really do it. Would You Choose Love or Money?

* Dimension *
Dimension (Also called Frequency Band) Dimensions are fixed groupings of energy within a specific, geometrically arranged form, build upon crystallized, conscious units, of sound and light called Morphogenetic Fields (MF) or Manifestation Template. From each MF's of Dimensions are composed of stationary points of the vibration of sound and light which together form a fabric of tones, into which smaller MFs are woven From each fixed point of sound vibration, within each Dimension of MF, an electrical current of consciousness emerges. Cosmic morphogenetic structure is ordered into sets of systems, each one comprising 15 dimensions and referred to as a "15 dimensional matrices" grouped in sets of 3, forming a morphogenetic blueprint of five, 3 dimensional reality systems, in each dimensional matrix. Each reality system is called a Harmonic Universe (HU). (The Tangible Structure of the Soul - Lecture Transcripts -Page 3) A Dimension is a full Frequency Band or repeated

What I Really Want
What we all wouldn't give to wake up next to skin, Passionately kiss someone good morning? I am alone in the fact that I just won't sell myself out to anyone to get some form of completion? So I made a list of things I think most of us want..let me know what you think or if you have an add.... 1. Someone who we can talk to but who doesn't ask you 300 times whats wrong if you are not talking! 2. Someone that can touch you and drive you crazy. AKA: That person can gingerly kiss you or push you into wall and know exactly how to do it to drive you wild. 3. We all need sexual compatibility. Without physical intimacy all relationships are doomed! 4. Someone who accepts our faults, over looks them .. and occasionally can even make us see something more in them! 5. Someone with a sense of humor. A person who has a great balance of comedy and seriousness Ok so that is it for now....

Crazy Warnings
Liquid Plummer Warning: Do not reuse the bottle to store beverages. Windex Do not spray in eyes. Toilet Plunger Caution: Do not use near power lines. Dremel Electric Rotary Tool This product not intended for use as a dental drill. Arm & Hammer Scoopable Cat Litter Safe to use around pets. Bowl Fresh Safe to use around pets and children, although it is not recommended that either be permitted to drink from toilet. Endust Duster This product is not defined as flammable by the Consumer Products Safety Commision Regulations. However, this product can be ignited under certain circumstances. Baby Oil Keep out of reach of children Little Ones Baby Lotion Keep away from children Hair Coloring Do not use as an ice cream topping. Wet-Nap Directions: Tear open packet and use. Dial Soap Directions: Use like regular soap. Stridex Foaming Face Wash May contain foam. Hairdryer: Do not use while taking a shower. Old Spice Red

Ky Grammy Nominee
HEY ~ I NEED YOUR HELP ~ FAM, FRIENDS, AND FANS ~ ONCE AGAIN ... PLEASE GO TO THE KYMPMAG SITE ..AND VOTE IN THESE CATEGORIES..VOTE FOR SMOKE E. DILLANGER (WHICH IS MISSPELLED)...UNDER R&B CATEGORY .. PLEASE CAST A VOTE UNDER HIP HOP GROUPS FOR TOO BIG MAFIA CLICK HERE TO VOTE FOR SMOKE E. DIGGLERA AND FRIENDS IN KYMPMAG AND IF YOU HAVE MORE TIME, HERE'S SOME OTHERS TO CAST YOUR VOTES FOR DJ KAOS IN #1 DJ, DJ Q IN MIX TAPE DJ, BLACKOUT IN COLLEGE PROMOTER, BIG DON IN ADULT PARTY PROMOTER, YOUNG SEARS IN #1 PRODUCER, HERLON ROBINSON IN #1 RADIO PERSONALITY, DJ KAOS IN HYPEMAN OF THE YEAR .... > PLEASE, REPOST THIS FOR ME, AND I THANK YOU IN ADVANCE! MUAHZ AND HUGZ TO ALL MY SUPPORTERS ..MUCH LUV TO YA! SMOKE E. DIGGLERA

15
Happy little lamb Soon to be a dinner gone No more sin has he Copywrite info: These are all original Dark Hiaku and thus the sole property of the writer Do not use them in any part or whole with out my writen permission Thank you Dark

Answers
Why am I such a bad person? I figure I must be some real piece of shit for women to treat me the way they do. All I’ve ever done is be polite, kind, RESPECTFUL….and to what end? I give my heart to someone, truly feel a deep affection for them, and what does it get me? Not even the courtesy to say “Hey, I know we had a thing for a little while but now I’m interested in someone else”. Not even a word at all. Instead I’m left to find it out for myself and get met with only silence when I ask about it. So someone please explain to me why I’m such an asshole that I deserve for this to keep happening to me.

Friendship
none of that Sissy Crap!!!!) Are you tired of those sissy "friendship" poems that always sound good, but never actually come close to reality? Well, here is a series of promises that actually speak of true friendship. You will see no cutesy little smiley faces on this card- just the stone cold truth of our friendship. 1 When you are sad -- I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against the sorry bastard who made you that way. 2. When you are blue -- I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile -- I will know you finally got laid. 4. When you are scared -- I will rag on you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried -- I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be until you quit whining. 6. When you are confused -- I will use little words. 7. When you are sick -- Stay the hell away from me until you are well again. I don't want to catch whatever you have. 8. When you fall -- I will poin

Understanding Women
understanding women Current mood: calm Pregnancy, Estrogen, and Women PREGNANCY Q & A & more! Q: Should I have a baby after 35? A: No, 35 children is enough. Q: I'm two months pregnant now. When will my baby move? A: With any luck, right after he finishes college. Q: What is the most reliable method to determine a baby's sex? A: Childbirth. Q: My wife is five months pregnant and so moody that sometimes she's borderline irrational. A: So what's your question? Q: My childbirth instructor says it's not pain I'll feel during labor, but pressure. Is she right? A: Yes, in the same way that a tornado might be called an air current. Q: When is the best time to get an epidural? A: Right after you find out you're pregnant. Q: Is there any reason I have to be in the delivery room while my wife is in labor? A: Not unless the word "alimony" means anything to you. Q: Is there anything I should avoid while recovering from childbirth? A: Yes, pregnancy

Do You Make A Difference??
This past few days I came to realize..I DON'T....make a difference enough. While attending the wake and funeral of Eric "Easy"Fredenburg I realized that the beautifull soul I had been blessed to know, literally hundreds that attended were as well. While talking to others and listening to stories of just how unselfish,loving,caring,considerate,kind,gentle,funny and compassionate he really was. In self reflection, I thought to myself...if I were 1/3 the wonderous soul he was..I might make a difference ..to someone..somewhere..somehow..hell, for that matter ...to myself. From his life I will take those memories and the stories shared..and try harder to become a better mother..a better friend..a better sister..a better person! I will make the effort to extend my hand and my heart and my ear to those I may have simply not taken the time to do so in the past. I learned that although the close friends I have may know that part of me..few others do. It's time to change that..it's time to sm

Deal With The Devil
I have dilemma with the song "Hold On". This song as caused me nothing but Misery, but I still love the song. I guess to get where I am coming from I will have to take you back to the beginning of this horrific dilemma. Back when I was a senior in Highschool, about a month before "Hold On" hit the charts. A group of friends and myself would jump railroad tracks in cars, and other various motor vehicles , jump from moving vehicles , jump from trains, climb water towers, just all around juvenile antics, just think of the worst stunts from MTV's Jackass and there is a good chance we did it.. Being from a small town we can get by with a lot of juvenile behavior that would be stopped in the bigger cities, but for the town I grew up in this was normal behavior or it was until the end of my senior year. The poepoe (cops) decided to crack down on what has been going on for decades in my hometown, making my group of friends and me to come up with alternative ways to continue doing all of our ju

Taxes Suck Hard!!!
Ok, so I've been a business owner for a year and a half. Every 3 months I have to pay my taxes (or file). So, I think I'm doing well and today I get this shitty letter saying my license is going to be revoked if I dont submit the forms I sent in already. WTF???? This is bullshit!!! How many times do I have to pay the same fucking taxes??? The shittiest part is I still have to pay, regardless of the fact I a: didnt make anything that quarter and b: I have all the copies of what I sent it the 1st 2 fucking times. Goddamn shit sux. To make matters worse, my fucking computer's acting up and its all driving me insane.

People
I HAVE OVER 500 PEOPLE ON MY DAMN FRIENDS LIST AND OUTTA THOSE 500 I TALK TO MAYBE 3..YOU KNOW SINCE I GOT MARRIED ALL YOU OTHER PEOPLE JUST STOPPED TALKIN TO ME...GROW UP..IM HAPPY...NO ONE RATES OR COMMENTS ME ANYMORE..CT HAS CHANGED SO MUCH AND ITS BULLSHIT...IF YOU WANNA FUCKIN STAY AS A FRIEND TALK TO ME RATE ME OR COMMENT

I Am Only Me
I am only me, that is all that I can be No more, no less, don’t second guess I love, I laugh, I live and cry, I’ve wished at times, that I could die Some days I’m funny, others I’m not, sometimes I’m in overdrive and can’t stop I am a loyal and honest friend, You know that I’ll be there until the end I am a mother, my children my greatest gift, The smiles on their faces always give me a lift I am a romantic, sensual, and passionate too, to the love of my life, I’ll share this with you I can be sweet and shy or sassy and bold, I’m quite a handful, or so I’ve been told I am not perfect, I do have my faults, like when I get scared I put up high walls Or I’m not as forgiving, as I’d sometimes like to be, because when I hurt, I hurt deeply you see My logic is all my own, at times misunderstood, because I don’t always do things for my own good I have many facets, like a diamond you see… I am only me. By Ruth Bourdon

When ....
When you catch a girl glancing at you, she wants you to look back and smile _________________________________________________ When a girl bumps into your arm while walking with you she wants you to hold her hand _________________________________________________ When she wants a hug she will just stand there _________________________________________________ When you break a girls heart she still feels it when you run into each other 3 years later _________________________________________________ When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind _________________________________________________ When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply _________________________________________________ When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around _________________________________________________ When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after a few seconds, she is not at all

If I Knew
If I knew it would be the last time That I'd see you fall asleep, I would tuck you in more tightly and pray the Lord, your soul to keep. If I knew it would be the last time that I see you walk out the door, I would give you a hug and kiss and call you back for one more. If I knew it would be the last time I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise, I would video tape each action and word, so I could play them back day after day. If I knew it would be the last time, I could spare an extra minute to stop and say "I love you," instead of assuming you would KNOW I do. If I knew it would be the last time I would be there to share your day, Well I'm sure you'll have so many more, so I can let just this one slip away. For surely there's always tomorrow to make up for an oversight, and we always get a second chance to make everything just right. There will always be another day to say "I love you," And certainly there's another chanc

12 Signs You Love Someone! (yes It Is Right!)
12 Signs You love someone! (yes it is right!) TWELVE When you're on the phone with them late at night and they hang up, you still miss them even when it was just two minutes ago. ELEVEN: You walk really slow when you're with them. TEN: You feel shy whenever they're around. NINE: You smile when you hear their voice. EIGHT: When you look at them, you can't see the other people around you, you just see him/her. SIX: They're all you think about. FIVE: You relize you're always smiling when you're looking at them. FOUR: You would do anything for them, just to see them. THREE: While reading this, there was one person on your mind this whole time. TWO: You were so busy thinking about that person, you didnt notice number seven was missing ONE: You just scrolled up to check & are now silently laughing at yourself. NOW MAKE A WISH. YOU KNOW YOU WANT TO...... ******* ******

The Knight Without Armour;before Years End
Again the the wheel of time has turn to end another year. In the realm, the Knight is still ever standing,Yet is alone. Watching the passing of time go by and seeing all. The world again doesn't see the knight,in all his splendor, watching all. The people go on with their lives,playing,loving and being. Time marches ever forward and the Knight is still. Letting the ebbs and flows swirl around him,for he is part of the Tapstery. Playing his part on the worlds stage, yet is always left on a stage alone. What things are and will be, yet what can all do in this little play. Watching the world go by and yet still not part of it, it's his calling. Waiting still for the one, which complete his cycle, and a new wheel turns. Time within time, turning, moving,flowing and yet so slowly. The Knight stands before time, and yet is not afraid, for he and time are one. And Time looks upon the Knight and wondors how he endures so. With all the things that have befallen the k

Needing People To Join
OK YA'LL WE ALL REMEMBER BACK IN THE DAY LOL... THIS IS A CONTES FOR FUN. GET YOUR OLD PICS OUT AND FIND YOUR MULLETS. THE MORE THAT JOIN THE BETTER THE GIFTS. THE ONLY RULE IS NO DOWN RATING ANYONE. THE RATE PERCENTAGE DOESNT COUNT ITS THE NUMBER OF RATES THE PERSON RECEIVES. COMMENT BOMBS ARE ALSO NEEDED FOR YOUR CONTEST. PASS THE WORD ALONG TO ALL YOUR FRIENDS AND LETS HAVE SOME FUN LOL.

Champion
The average runner sprints until the breath in them is gone. But the champion has a goal in mind, that makes them carry on. For rest, the average runner begs when limp their muscles grow. But the champion runs on leaden legs, their spirit makes them go. The average man's complacent when he's done his best to score. The champion does their best, and then they do a little more!

Ripped Pics And Copyrighted
Many of you email CTS asking us to referee your ripped photos. The following is our policy on ripped photos. If you do not want your photos ripped: 1. Do not upload anything that you do not want potentially ripped or stolen to the internet. 2. OR, you can take the risk and make a new folder and set the privacy settings to your preference. The Tap allows you to set folder's privacy settings so that you can control who views the content of that folder. You have the option to set it for Everyone, Friends Only, Family Only and Only Myself. We do not referee member drama. If you are having problems with someone, please BLOCK and IGNORE them. If someone has ripped a photo of yours and you want it removed, please read our Terms of Service and the following information on how to remove Copyrighted material. How to remove copyrighted material? CherryTAP requires an official DMCA notice. Please read the following information. Digital Millennium Copyright Act It is ou

Ex Girlfriends
You know i was browsing the alumni section for my highschool on myspace, and i ran across my ex girlfriend. I went to her page, ( i was listeningto Everything Changes by Staind by sheer chance) and saw she was married with kids and was really happy. When we broke up is was fairly nasty, and a good part was inexperience and youth that played in it. There was no cheating on anyones side, but her dating me was a lot tougher for her because it was soo much more of a physical relationship and we saw each other every single day. The thing is we both were in love with each other. I woulda moved the earth and moon for her.... and seeing her profile and listening to that music... it was hard rel hard. i had to click off her page pretty fast..i dunno it felt like i still had some love still for her? I dont know do u ever really stop loving someone, or do u jsut bury it so it doesnt hurt, right now im jsut really stressed in my life and i certainly didnt need ot have this emotion pop out

Green Eyed Monster
hehe I just realized how well that fits the situation. I have no reason at all to be possesive, jealous, or otherwise caught up. Do I? I dunno, I guess I'm used to this game and I just don't want to play any more. I concede, you win...that's what, twice now? I'm sure there will be more to come. Why? It's so...well, high school. Really - why play if you're only going to hurt yourself or someone else? I don't know if there is any justification for these feelings or not, probably not. I mean, I'm not interested, so there is nothing to get anyone's panties in a bunch about, alright? Alright. Or so I tell myself. So why am I all bristled up then? Is it just bitch reflex built into my DNA? I don't think so. Past experience? Yeah, that probably has a LOT to do with it. Fuck that...and fuck the games. You want it, you got it, you deal with it. I don't deal in leftovers, though, so don't come whine to me when you make yourself a mess that you can'

Big Flirt....
I will admit that I am a big flirt...not a tease but a flirt.. That doesn't mean I want to have sex with every guy I talk to online..Most guys take simple flirting to serious..and just because I answer your questions about sex, Does Not mean I want to try it with You. And just because I live close to someone doesn't mean I will jump in my car or have them over to my house to have sex with them either. And to just pop up with an im, pm, or even in someones shout box...with some stupid shit about is it time to play baby or will you suck my cock...wont get you any where either..just gets your ass blocked.. So Remember just because someone is honest enough to answer your questions about sex ,talks nice to you and flirts with you a lil...doesn't mean they want to have sex with you..And don't be childish and call them names just because you get shot down. Because it's not like I don't tell ya up front that I am a Flirt that is all...nothing more nothing less..Not my fault if

An Awesome Story
WHAT WE DONT SEE ON THE NEWS. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Here's one that will make you blink.... A Simple Thank You A very touching story! Last week, while traveling to Chicago on business, I noticed a Marine sergeant traveling with a folded flag, but did not put two and two together. After wed boarded our flight, I turned to the sergeant, whod been invited to sit in First Class (and was seated across from me), and inquired if he was heading home. No,he responded. Heading out?I asked. No. Im escorting a soldier home. Going to pick him up? No He is with me right now. He was killed in Iraq . Im taking him home to his family. The realization of what he had been asked to do hit me like a punch to the gut. It was an honor for him. He told me that, although he didnt know the soldier, he had delivered the news of his passing to the soldiers family and felt as if he did know them after so many conversations i

A Prayer
A PRAYER 4 U THANK U GOD FOR GETTING THE HELP MY DAUGHTER NEED WHEN I ALMOST LOST HER.I PRAY TO U THAT U WILL SEE HER SAFE AND WELL IN LIFE...AND HOPE THEY WILL NOT FIND ANYTHING WRONG WITH HER WHEN SHE GOES TO THE DOCTOR AS I DO NOT KNOW WHAT I WOULD DO WITH OUT HER EVEN THOUGH SHE IA 20 SHE STILL IS MY BABY GIRL,,,SHE STILL AND SO MUCH TO LIVE FOR TO SEE HER SON GROW UP..AND SO SHE CAN WATCH HIM BE WHAT EVER HE CHOOSE TO BE..SO I PRAY THAT U ALLOW HER THAT AND ME TO WATCH HER WATCH NIM GROW UP AND WATCH OVER EVERBODY AS THEY DO WHAT THEY WILL IN LIFE,,I PRAY TO U TO DO THAT FOR ME....THIS IS SMETHING I WROTE WHEN I THOUGHT I WAS GOING TO LOSE MY CHILD IN MY ARMS CAUSE SHE WAS STUNG BY A BEE WHICH IS BAD FOR HER AS I HAVE TO GIVE HER A SHOT AND TAKE HER TO THE HOSPTIAL BUT AS I SAY SHE ALOMOST DIED IN MY ARMS ON THE SIDE OF THE ROAD THE ALMBULANCE GUYS GOT THERE AND GAVE HER MORE MECICANE WHICH SAVED HER AND FOR THAT I WILL ALWAYS BE THANK FOR,,SO WHEN U SEE FLASHING LIGHTS IN UR

It's Not Over
I was blown away. What could I say? It all seemed to make sense. You've taken away everything, And I can't deal with that. I try to see the good in life, But good things in life are hard to find. I’ll blow it away, blow it away. Can we make this something good? Well, I'll try to do it right this time around. Let's start over. I'll try to do it right this time around. It's not over. ’Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground. This love is killing me, But you're the only one. It's not over. I've taken all I can take, And I cannot wait. We're wasting too much time Being strong and holding on. Can't let it bring us down. My life with you means everything, So I won't give up that easily. I’ll blow it away, blow it away. Can we make this something good? 'Cause it's all misunderstood. Well, I'll try to do it right this time around. Let's start over. I'll try to do it right this time around. It's not over. ’Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground.

Do You Like Piercings
Ok i have a question do you like piercings? i have my lip pierced and am going to get other parts pierced but,yeah i had this guy tell me that my piercing i do have was nasty so yeah let me know ok thanks shannon

Threw The Lies I See Now What I'm Not.
As I'm sinking into my Grave I can feel life for once. Is it sad that it takes dying to feel living. I never felt so alive, So close to the end. Blackness is creeping in the adrealin is rushing, Threw the lies I see now what I'm not. Missing you will be just fine. Since I won't. The dirt is cold I should I be scared but I'm not. I kinda look foward to this Next time I see you, You won't, You'll get a chill but you don't know why. Don't close your eyes because when you open them there'll be no one there. My face now covered I can taste it. Don't kill me, I'm enjoying this to much. The terror is such a rush. I think I can hold my breath but my laughter won't let me. In my mind I think of death It brings a smile to my face. C/W '07 By Jimmy

Alcohol
You made me lose my loved ones, I thought your lies were true. You made me lose my dignity, and now I'm stuck with you. My true friends tried to warn me, they said I'd lose my mind, that someday soon my only friend would be a glass of wine. You filled my mouth with poison, turned my heart to ice. You rotted me inside and out, My weakness I despise. I never thought you'd conquer me, thought I was stronger than thee. You made me lose my loved ones, my true friends, and pride, now in limbo, dark and lonely, My cowardice I must Hide....

Lets All Treat Each Other With Some Common Courtisies
In todays fast paced world we often lose sight of old fashioned but yet still important aspects of todays modern world.When entering a supermarket,resraunt or where ever,would it hurt to stop and open the door for that ederly person or couple,how about the mother with her arms full and struggling to keep everything as it should be? How about in the check out line,rushing to get in front of someone you cut them off and nearly spin them in circles,thats just plain rude,disrespectful and un neccessary,where's the fire?I will stop and pick something up from the floor a disadvantaged person has dropped,whether thier hands are full,children in tow or physically disadvantaged. NOW another pet peeve of mine.Road Warriors! Tailgating,cutting them off,speeding at ungodly and wholley unsafe speeds.Would it be wiser just to start out a little bit earlier rather than risk life and limb of everyone around you?Even if you do get where you are going a little bit late? It's a whole lot better than

Loosing The Pounds!!!
Well, I started on a new diet last week. While I did not fully stick with it, if you read my last blog you would know why. But it seems to have worked so far. I have lost 5 pounds so far!!! Not too many people knew that I was starting on the plan, and I know there will be some that say I don't need to, but the fact of the matter is, is that I am unhappy, I have gained 40 pounds in the past year, and I can't take it. I guess I was just comfortable with who I was because Jamie loved me the way I was...(I think he really liked the fact that my boobs got HUGE!!...lol...j/k) I have lost my comfort zone now, so its time for a change....for those that know me...I do not embrace change....it has to be gradual for me...The break up was a sudden change, and I have alot to think about. I still love him so much, and I have desire to be with anyone else for a while. I need to be happy with myself again before I try to be happy with someone else. Anyways I just thought I would brag a bit on

Stressed Out???
Here's a creative solution to the day's problems for you.. Just in case you are having a rough day, here is a stress management technique recommended in all the latest psychological journals. The funny thing is that it really does work. 1. Picture yourself lying on your belly on a warm rock that hangs out over a crystal clear stream. 2. Picture yourself with both your hands dangling in the cool running water. 3. Birds are sweetly singing in the cool mountain air. 4. No one knows your secret place. 5. You are in total seclusion from that hectic place called the world. 6. The soothing sound of a gentle waterfall fills the air with a cascade of serenity. 7. The water is so crystal clear that you can easily make out the face of the person you are holding underwater. See? It really does work. You're smiling already!

Holy Cow
That was definetly a long contest and we worked hard. There are some of u who stayed up till all hours bombing me and u know who u are :)!!! But all of u helped in ur own ways.. whether it was recruiting, trading, or just plain out putting up with me and my "please come help me" u guys are the best friends I could ever ask for!! Then there are the bombin families that came in at the end and bonbed their asses off till the last second!!! If it werent for all of u and i mean every single one of u i woulda never came close!! I not only came in second but i made alot of new friends and became closer with others. U guys showed me how much u cared for me and it brings tears of happiness and WE won no matter what the score was!! Luv always Jess

For The Sexy Bbw Out There.
My Hourglass- by Ol' M.EZY I like my body when it is with your body, It's so quite a new thing. Nothing I could compare to it cause it's beyond an amazing thing. Muscles relaxin yet ur nerves jump on top of a shiver running down ur spine Lovin the fact that ur body is ever pressin with passion up against mine. I like your body. i like what it does, i like the curves you posess. i like to feel the smoothness of your body caressing every esscence, and the trembling -firm-smooth ness and which i will again and again and again kiss, i like kissing this and that of you. Ur body is MY hour glass figure, cause ur always the perfect time, never concerned about other ppl's time. That in itself is what makes you complete in my eyes, and I'm glad I got two cause that makes you twice as devine.

9 Words Women Use...
JUST WANTED TO SHARE THIS WITH ALL OF YOU, ITS HYSTERICAL!!!!! NINE WORDS WOMEN USE 1. FINE: THIS IS THE WORD WOMEN USE TO END AN ARGUMENT WHEN THEY ARE RIGHT AND YOU NEED TO SHUT UP. 2. FIVE MINUTES: IF SHE IS GETTING DRESSED, THIS MEANS A HALF AN HOUR. FIVE MINUTES IS ONLY FIVE MINUTES IF YOU HAVE JUST BEEN GIVEN FIVE MORE MINUTES TO WATCH THE GAME BEFORE HELPING AROUND THE HOUSE. 3. NOTHING: THIS IS THE CALM BEFORE THE STORM. THIS MEANS SOMETHING, AND YOU SHOULD BE ON YOUR TOES. ARGUMENTS THAT BEGIN WITH NOTHING USUALLY END IN "FINE". 4. GO AHEAD: THIS IS A DARE, NOT PERMISSION. DON'T DO IT. 5. LOUD SIGH: THIS IS ACTUALLY A WORD, BUT IS A NON VERBAL STATEMENT OFTEN MISUNDERSTOOD BY MEN. A LOUD SIGH MEANS SHE THINKS YOU'RE AN IDIOT AND WONDERS WHY SHE IS WASTING HER TIME ARGUING WITH YOU ABOUT NOTHING. (REFER BACK TO #3 FOR THE MEANING OF NOTHING). 6. THAT'S OKAY: THIS IS ONE OF THE MOST DANGEROUS STATEMENTS A

Dating Me
I'm Not someone who runs from women but the last few years i have not been able to find a women who is ok with me being over weight at this time in my live. is there any women older or younger then I am interested in what a man is inside then just the hot outside of him. and any women would date me. for real.

Lullaby
Watching Waves Washing over me Im drowning Just leave me be (Chorus) Sun is coming Watch it burn the flesh Sun is coming Will it let me rest? Sensual is the kiss He shall place upon me Silence is golden In my eternity (chorus2) Sun is coming Watch it burn our flesh Sun is coming When will I rest? Lull me peacefully Into the Depths Oh sweet slumber deep Come before me (chorus3) Sun is not coming It has burned all the flesh Sun is not coming And I finally rest

Memo From The Sports Desk...
To all employees without exception Why is the staff so fucking lazy? It's getting so I can't even walk fast through the hallways any more without stumbling over some freak on the nod. Is it drugs? Has it come to that? If so, by God, we're going to clean it up pretty damn fast. My attorney has worked out a series of disciplinary measures that will zap this thing where it lives. Henceforth, anyone caught with narcotics, crazy pills or other stupor inducing agents will be draged down to the basement and have his scrotum torn off..... and, conversely, any offender without a scrotum will have one permanetly attached to her. We feel such measures are necessary, even vital, to the health of this organization. This is the unanimous opinion of the sports staff, & as editor, I mean to enforce it. We will play no favorites. Beginning on the day after Christmas, any employee caught nodding out, jacking off, or otherwise squandering company time, will pay the penalty. This is a business- n

Contest
Good morning SBG family and friends! Well, I have been up since 4am cdt bombing away. When I woke this morning, we were trailing by 1934 comments....as of right now at 6:30am we trail by only 1400!!!! I have to go to an all morning meeting so I'll be leaving shortly! Just want to thank all of you for busting butt to keep us in a position to catch the leader!! You all are tremendously awesome! Keep up the good work and I should hopefully be back early afternoon, if not sooner! Thanks again for all the hard work you are putting in this contest in order for me to win! Coach

Has It Really Come To This?
(Sarcastically) Damn, life just keeps getting better! Don't ya think? I wrote a few weeks ago that my chemotherapy treatments I was getting at the time weren't working, so we were gonna try something else. Well, guess what? This isn't working either! So what we decided to do next is to give me fresh gamma implants and take myself off of chemo for a few weeks in order to clean out my system. However, the cancer is still progressing, and I hate to say it, but it may only be a matter of time before this angel trades in his black wings for white ones. It's scary as hell! To know it's possible you may die gives you a really cold feeling. Granted I've always said that death doesn't scare me, it's the painful road that brings me there that does; the pain to myself and those I love. I know this sounds sickening and morbid, but I actually did think of my own death. How painful that road would be. Who I would be leaving behind. How this world would be without me. How the peop

Dvd Players And Electronic Stores Rant
Ok so I recently purchased a G1 Transformers DVD set (had to get it cause it's from my childhood and the original cartoon series is still the best) anyways the said DVD set was unfortunately formated for region 2. So I contacted the local electronics stores and asked about multi region DVD players. All of the stores (Major electroinic stores not wal-mart) have told me that over the last 5 years they have had several requests for MRDVD Players nationwide and do not have any in stock, on-line, or available to order. I did find one on Ebay but thats not the point of this rant. The point is that if these "Major" Electronic stores (Best Buy, Circuit City, Etc.) have had several requests for Multi Region DVD Players "Nationwide" over the past 5 years why do they not have them available atleast online, I mean the Demand is there why not the Suply. Anyway just ranting, Take Care, Jason

Adam
ADAM is a VERY solid bro to me. He is interested in some pen-pal correspondence (FEMALES ONLY). Any women interested can contact me (KouBoi) for more information. I will require you to send a letter to me (proving you are serious), which I will forward to him. He will choose who he wishes to reply back to. A 4X6 photo is encouraged, but be sure there is no nudity, drugs, alcohol, or obscene gestures (middle fingers, ect.). I will explain more upon inquiries.

Silent
Silent Paws Silent paws trotting on a well beaten trail, alone in the wilderness, so young and so frail. Little yips go unanswered, the moon is now his guide, looking for ones just like him, or have all of them just died? He sniffs the dampened ground and senses man everywhere, the silence is deafening no howls in the air. Oh why did he venture so far from his den, while his pack fell silent at the hands of men? His stomach is growling but the hunger he’ll endure, his pack family is out there it’s their blood he smells for sure. He stops in his tracks and raises his head up high, the terror overwhelms him as he lets out another cry. But still there’s no answer he can’t understand why, he’ll follow their trail or he surely will die. For days now he’s traveled his spirit and body gone weak, he lies down in white clover no more energy left to speak. Soon the soul hovers over this tiny, frail pup, whose future now will be guarded as his soul tr

The Flamingos
I stumped mt music encyclopedia of a sweetie pie with this one. Seemed appropriate. enjoy "Lovers Never Say Goodbye" Please wait for me, for I shall return My love for you, will forever burn Though we must part, there's no reason to cry Just say so long, because lovers never say goodbye I love you, my darling More than life itself I wouldn't try to hurt you For I'd only be hurting myself Just kiss me dear, and hold me tight For, you know, this is not our last night Though we must part, there's no reason to cry Just say so long, because lovers never say goodbye

Man Laws
MAN LAWS..... THE NOW WRITTEN RULES 1: Under no circumstances may two men share an umbrella. 2: It is OK for a man to cry ONLY under the following circumstances: (a) When a heroic dog dies to save its master. (b) The moment Angelina Jolie starts unbuttoning her blouse. (c) After wrecking your boss' car. (d) When she is using her teeth. 3: Any Man who brings a camera to a bachelor party may be legally killed and eaten by his buddies. 4: Unless he murdered someone in your family, you must bail a friend out of jail within 12 hours. 5: If you've known a guy for more than 24 hours, his sister is off limits forever unless you actually marry her. 6: Moaning about the brand of free beer in a buddy's fridge is forbidden. However complain at will if the temperature is unsuitable. 7: No man shall ever be required to buy a birthday present for another man. In fact, even remembering your buddy's birthday is strictly optional. At that point, you must celebrate at a stri

Rude People Suck
I hate when people are rude, there should be a hunting season opened up on them, put a huge tag on them that says "I'm rude" so everyone can take a shot at them. Maybe then people would try to be a little nicer to everyone, and that might just be crazy enough to work!!!

Venting About Work
I have an ok job, the pay is decent for the area I live in, but the assistant coach is a B! Well I have let that go and just ignore her pretty much but someone I had befriended who i thought was a good friend seems to be trying to play sides between me and my co workers. I did not expect this out of her at all. It is hard for me to make a friend and when I do make one seems I trust them to much and end up getting hurt. So here comes my wall again! It wont stay up long, but long enough for me to deal! Her and I on Wed seem to have a disagreement about something and then all of a sudden i am the Bitch and I am the bad guy and everyone is starting to get upset with me and try to make my job hard on me. They only hear her side and dont ask me what is going on. She claims she is not saying anything to them, but just funny how all of a sudden everyone is giving me the cold shoulder and she is hanging out with them and on occasion talk to me. She claims she is not upset with

A Poem About A Soldier
TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I 'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT, OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SOLDIERS WHO WERE W

Its Been A Bad Year For Me
Well I just need to let this out and thought I would do it here. This year has been one bad for me, I lost my brother in Iraq on May 19,2007, then my mothers step dad passed away Dec 12,2007 and then I find out today that my other grandpa passed away on Dec 13, 2007. They say things come in setts of 3's but a person can really only handle so much if you ask me. This has really sent me over the edge, I dont know where, or what to do anymore. God only gives you what he thinks you can handle or so everyone tells me.. But I dont think I can handle all this in one year!!! I really think I am falling fast! I try to put on a face that dont show the pain I am feeling inside for my kids and my sister.. Anyway I have desided that I am going to spend time trying to pull myself together and see how it works.. I hope everyone can understand .. I do care alot for my friends on here..But my state of mind is not what it should be at this point.. ** When will my pain end??**

He Called... After 5 Months
I was just gettin out of the shower and my phone rang, i didnt recognize the number an area code i never heard of, so i had went to open my phone and answer it but my phone had already sent the person to voicemail, well after like 3 minutes i figured nobody left a message, but as i was puttin my hair up my voicemail thing popped up, so i checked my voicemail, and i hear this voice and it says "i dont kno if u remember who this is, but if you do would u plz call me bac" and i couldnt believe it, it was my ex boyfriend that i hadnt spoken to in like 6 months, one day we jus stopped talkin and all of a sudden out of the blue hes calling me, and he must have been thinkin of me because he had a new number and everything and he called me, when we was together we was good together and i was so inlove with him, so get this right, hes peurtorican and he stays in new york, and im in ohio, and he says he still loves me he misses me and wants me bac and im so confused i dont kno what to do,i had m

Im Sorry
Ive been soooo busy with the holidays and work and all that i didn't even realize how long its been since i blogged and that i haven't posted a daily motivator- (keyword DAILY lol) so the one for today seemed a good choice for all who strive for top ranking on a website that has no relevance to real life( Im guilty of this as well before i get hate mail! :P) Saturday, December 29, 2007 The best The best athletes don't care about whether or not they're the best. What they care about is the game. The best actors, musicians, doctors, scientists, teachers and businesspeople are not consumed with being the best. They're consumed with a passion for what they're doing. If your desire is to be the best merely for its own sake, you will strive and struggle against a world that absolutely does not care. If, on the other hand, your most abiding desire is to make a positive difference, you will surely end up being the best at some particular thing or another. The real substance of a

The Women Of My Life
i have found the lady of my life she is my soul mat and i will never let her go she in my heart and soul i care about this women very much to as u see on here she goes by mrs. gathbrooks14321. and she going be my wife in the spring and she will be my wife forever i love u my wife forever till end of mytime and none can stop us now forever ur husband .

Perverts
I now have a whole new respect for the women on this sight, oh but first things first, I'm not a women, that's right douchebags, you have been attempting to get a guy to watch you jerk off and look at your dick pics. I had no idea that there were so many fucking crazy ass pervs on this goddamn sight. Ladies I tip my hat to you all. Its crazy that all I had to do was put up a pic of a girl with big tits and the pervs came flocking. The fucking guys on this sight are fucking pathetic and I would have to say that about 60 percent should just end it all right now. HAHAHAHA have a nice day darlins

Why................
Why........... Life is a never ending freak of time, Twirls and twists. You never know where your going. To far ahead to know where you've been. The faces melt away as you find yourself all alone, The pain grows. Despair settles within, The blood flows throughout your minds eye. You look in the mirror and see the aging, As you wash away the blood upon your hands. Is there an end or is life just a crazy twisted way of pain to endure? Linda Bowers 1-10-08 RIP MY FRIEND PAUL DYE....... MAY YOU FIND YOUR PEACE 1-11-2008 Wish I was to dead to cry The self affliction fades Stones to throw at my creator The masochists to wish I cater You don't need to bother I don't need to be I'll keep slipping farther But once I hold on I wont let go til it bleeds Wished I was to dead to care If indeed I cared at all Never had a voice to protest So you fed me shit to digest I wish I had a reason My flaws are open season For this I gave up trying One good

Ovarian Cancer
Ovarian cancer is a malignant ovarian neoplasm (an abnormal growth located on the ovaries). Causes Ovarian cancer is the fifth leading cause of cancer death in women, the leading cause of death from gynecological malignancy, and the second most commonly diagnosed gynecologic malignancy [1]. It is idiopathic, meaning that the exact cause is usually unknown. The disease is more common in industrialized nations, with the exception of Japan. In the United States, females have a 1.4% to 2.5% (1 out of 40-60 women) lifetime chance of developing ovarian cancer. Older women are at highest risk. More than half of the deaths from ovarian cancer occur in women between 55 and 74 years of age and approximately one quarter of ovarian cancer deaths occur in women between 35 and 54 years of age. The risk for developing ovarian cancer appears to be affected by several factors. The more children a woman has, the lower her risk of ovarian cancer. Early age at first pregnancy, older ages of

Cool Bunch Of Peeps :)
I have been on Fu-bar for well over a year. I have met alot of cool people here. Alot of them have became friends with my wife as well. I finally got my wife to join last Nov. This is a very good thing.. it has helped her to come out of the shell she went into after she got sick. LOL now I have me a Fu-aholic lol. The friends that I have made here are good friends. I am very thankful to have met them and have them in my life. Thanks all!! :D

Wow
RYAN , I LOVE YOU SOOOO MUCH YOU MEAN THE WORLD TO ME AND I CANT BELIEVE HOW THINGS HAVE GONE FROM GOOD, TO BETTER TO THE BEST DAMN THING IVE EVER ENCOUNTERED IN MY LIFE. I COULD NEVER GIVE YOU UP AND THE OTHER DAY THAT WE WERE WALKING AND HAVING A WONDERFUL OUT DAY WAS INCREDIBLE AND I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT I APPREICATE EVERY MOMENT AND EVERY KISS THAT YOU GIVE TO ME AND ALL THE LOVE AND RESPECT WE HAVE FOR EACHOTHER...I LOVE YOU LOVE ALWAYS DEE OXO HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME YESTERDAY THANK YOU ARLEY AND HANNAH YOU BOTH ARE WONDERFUL

My Heart
you held my heart in the palm of your hand and you ground it into the ground and now because of you i will never be the same. you swore you loved me, and you swore you would never leave me, but you left me in pain for nothing.

Blood
BLOOD A Kiss I Am Cold Close Your Eyes Give Me Your Soul For... Your BLOOD For... The Heat For... Your Heart For... The Beat Shades Of Warmth Become A Junkie's Bonfire Fix And The Heart It Clings Like Death To Taste Your Neck My Heart Is An Angry Fist That Seethes And Rages Against Its Cage Sense Your Heat Hide Thy Glow Black Silk Feast A Burning Rose Turn Away Let Me Go Turn Away From Me Let Me Go Drawn And Chased Through The Maze Crazed Dreams Dreams Of Pain A Kiss I Am Cold Close Your Eyes Give Me Your Soul Drink Your Life From A Glass Drunk On Love Alive At Last Caress Or Razor It's Gone So Fast Caress Or Razor Still It's Gone So Fast I Am Trembling My Hand On The Door It Is My Secret I Can Take This No More

I'm G/f Cause Of These People
I JUST WANTED TO SAY THANK YOU SOOOO MUCH I HONESTLY NEVER THOUGHT I'D MAKE IT =P ~*~YOU ALL ARE AWESOME.. I COULDN'T ASK FOR BETTER FRIENDS~*~ Wishful Thinking@ fubar ♫LilBamaGirl♫@ fubar ♠ Krystal ♠@ fubar Love Sex n Death@ fubar ~CONFEDERATE FAMILY OF FUBAR ™©~@ fubar ~RebelBreed™©~*War Chief* ~Founder~CONFEDERATE BOMBERS of Fubar™©@ fubar ~Rebel Lady™©~Co-Founder ~ CONFEDERATE BOMBERS of FUBAR™©~@ fubar ~*RedKandy*~FuOwned by bill118911~S*U*P*~Club F.A.R.~2nd Alarm Hotties Member~*Sisters 4 Life*@ fubar **MRmostunderated**Miss B no.1 stalker,pimped by lsd's shell,FU/BRO/to Cutie and Starr@ fubar Mysticfairy@ fubar BURG

Comments
This is a blurb to everyone informing them that I am going to try to start 2 new blogs and keep up with them as much as possible. One will be comments that have been sent to me from supporters so that the people this page supports can see and read peoples comments and signs of support. The other will be comments that are made by troops,firefighters,law enforcement and ems workers to me that show their appreciation for what everyone is doing. This way everyone can see the effect they are having and tell someone how they feel about its influence on them. I will keep up as best I can. So those are coming soon....I will try to do new ones everyday. Thank you again!!!!!

57 Hours, 22 Minutes
As of this moment right now, when I started writing the blog....it's only 57 hours and 22 minutes until my Love's plane is scheduled to land. YAAAAAAY!!! Holy fucking shit I can't wait. 2 days, 8 hours and 21 minutes...... Can you tell I'm excited?

Hunger For Meaning
been awhile since I blogged any affirmations when i said i would do it daily :P so heres todays- i found it apropos since I'm soooo guilty of this..... Hunger for meaning Are you so busy chasing pleasure that you leave no room for joy in your life? Are you so obsessed with proving how happy you are that you make yourself miserable? Step back for a moment and remember who you are. Even if you reach them, the generic goals and aspirations you borrow from others will not bring you even a moment of real fulfillment. Life does not gain meaning through the things you see advertised on television. If all you want is what the world tells you to want, you'll find yourself in a perpetual state of lack, limitation and frustration. Within you is a hunger for meaning. Within you is a burning desire to make a difference and to express a purpose that is special to you alone. No one can give that purpose to you, for it is something you already have. Let go of the need to nourish y

3 Free Beers
at dinner. i went with 2 friends to a pizza place for dinner. i was of course in usual attire, ripped jeans, slayer t shirt and chain wallet. the other two were dressed up. we sit down and the waitress immediatly saus wicked shirt followed by "dont i know you". we talk a little then she takes our drink orders, the other two reply cokes. i jokeingly ask whats on draft. she tells me and i ask for Bud light. she then asks my age, i say 21. she then asks my real age, i say 19 i mean 21. she says ok. the other two look at me in anstonishment. she brings us our orders. we eat, talk a little more. after ordimg my 3rd beer and asking for the ticket. we get it. there was the pizza and their cokes on it. no beer charged. we pay, and hang around as we arent finished with the drinks yet. she gets off work and sits next to me. we talk about music and other stuff. shes pretty cool. so i ask what days she works. she tells me that we should hang out sometime. so i get her number. what an awesome nigh

Please Helppppppp !!!!
please add him and rate him so you can help me with my rates and comments, this is my 1st contest, i know i am a little peon but it would be nice if the lil guy(girl) would win for a change thank you very much Capt America@ fubar

I Miss......
i miss your voice i miss your touch i miss your kisses i miss your laugh i miss your smile i miss the way you hold me i miss wakin up and seeing you next to me i miss the late nite meals i would cook for you i miss the way you would comfort me when im upset i miss the constant tickling i miss you makin me laugh all the time this is so hard this is so not fair to either one of us but i understand you have to do this for one very important reson i dont understand why it had to be now when you are happy and i might not ever know why but i do know you love me and wont let this get in the way of our love that still continues to grow this is killing me as much as it is you but all i can say right now is i miss you and want you home where you belong

Set #1
Rules of Oregon, Idaho, Washington, and the 'Wild West' are as follows: 1. Pull your pants up. You look like an idiot. 2. Turn your cap right, your head ain't crooked. 3. Let's get this straight: it's called a 'gravel road.' I drive a pickup truck because I want to. No matter how slow you drive, you're gonna get dust on your Lexus. Drive it or get out of the way. 4. They are cattle. That's why they smell to you. They smell like money to us. Get over it. Don't like it? I-80 and I-84 go east and west, I-5 goes north and south. Pick one. 5. So you have a $60,000 car. We're impressed. We have $250,000 combines that are driven only 3 weeks a year. 6. Every person in the Wild West waves. It's called being friendly. Try to understand the concept. 7. If that cell phone rings while a bunch of geese/pheasants/ducks/doves are comin' in during the hunts, we WILL shoot it outa your hand. You better hope you don't have it up to your ear at the time. 8. Yeah. We eat tro

Week 5
OPEN TO EVERYONE now!! Ok, ready for week 5? Pics are in and ready to be voted. Same drill. Ill come back and add up everything again. Going to be another bonus score this week. Hope everyone is still having fun. If you wonder/care where Ive been. I found another website thats more my speed. I like the groups on it. Plus its hockey playoffs tonight. Anyways, rate away and enjoy. :) Also 5 votes each this week. Up to 3 on yourself. At least 2 for someone else!

I Know
I know Im not perfect I get that, come on. Im over 30, not fake. Not really skinny, or beatiful. But dammit I have feelings. I have 3 kids and all my time goes to them. Wish I had something outside of just my kids. A little extra happiness. I deserve it right. Been through alot lately, and my heart cant take anymore. SO I GIVE UP. Its overrated.

Best Friends.
A man and his dog were walking along a road. The man was enjoying the scenery, when it suddenly occurred to him that he was dead. He remembered dying, and that the dog walking beside him had been dead for years. He wondered where the road was leading them. After a while, they came to a high, white stone wall along one side of the road. It looked like fine marble. At the top of a long hill, it was broken by a tall arch that glowed in the sunlight. When he was standing before it he saw a magnificent gate in the arch that looked like mother-of-pearl, and the street that led to the gate looked like pure gold. He and the dog walked toward the gate, and as he got closer, he saw a man at a desk to one side. When he was close enough, he called out, "Excuse me, where are we?" "This is Heaven, sir," the man answered. "Wow! Would you happen to have some water?" the man asked. "Of course, sir. Come right in, and I'll have some ice water brought right up." The

Want Some Fu Bucks??
I WANT A COOL MORPH OR JUST SOME COOL GRAPHIC MADE FROM MY PIC. RIP ANY PIC OF ME, MAKE ME LOOK EVEN SEXIER OR COOLER(IF THAT'S POSSIBLE) IF I LIKE IT, I'LL GIVE YOU SOME FU CASH.IT'S A CONTEST. TOP TWO WIN. HAVE FUN WITH THIS.

Gone From May 15th Till The 1st Of June
JUST TO LET EVERYONE KNOW, I WILL BE GONE FROM MAY 15TH TILL JUNE 1ST, BECAUSE I WILL BE AWAY ON MY FIRST CRUISE EVER..WHOOT HOO!!! MY SCHEDULE IS AS FOLLOWS: MAY 15TH: LEAVE TO MEET AT MOMS FOR HER GRADUATION MAY 16TH: LEAVE MOMS AT 3AM TO DRIVE TO NEW YORK MAY 17TH: BOARD CARNIVAL MIRACLE CRUISELINES MAY 18TH: OUT TO SEA MAY 19TH: OUT TO SEA (AND ALSO MY OLDEST DAUGHTERS BDAY IS TODAY...HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY....I LOVE YOU) MAY 20TH: ARRIVE IN SAN JUAN PUERTO RICO MAY 21ST: ARRIVE IN ST. THOMAS US VIRGIN ISLANDS MAY 22ND: ARRIVE IN TORTOLA BRITISH VIRGIN ISLANDS MAY 23RD: OUT TO SEA MAY 24TH: OUT TO SEA MAY 25TH: ARRIVE BACK IN NEW YORK MAY 26TH: SIGHTSEEING IN NEW YORK MAY 27TH: SIGHTSEEING IN NEW YORK MAY 28TH: GAMBLING IN ATLANTIC CITY MAY 29TH: GAMBLING IN ATLANTIC CITY MAY 30TH: DRIVING BACK TO MOMS MAY 31ST: DRIVING BACK HOME JUNE 1: BACK HOME AGAIN I WILL MISS EVERYONE WHILE IM GONE...BUT WILL COME BACK WITH LOTS OF PI

Music Time 2: Update
Well, I went, I played, I conquered and I had fun. It was such a great night that I had a hard time going to sleep last night. Everything went well and had alot of people come up to me after my segment complimenting me. It had been roughly 6 years since I played on stage and the butterflies were just on a rampage. New place, new crowd, different guitar and a WHOLE LOTTA CAFFINE. Anyway, I hope to do this again and beable to record it. It would have been nice to re-listen to what I played and hear all of my mistakes...(ha ha ha ha ha). Have a great day and a aesome weekend all! PJ

Tues 05-27-08 (computerless World)
- - Tuesday, May 27. 2008 Computers ... computer problems ... That's the only thing I can think about - Seems fitting that it's my Topic for Discussion ... I've been experiencing computer issues for months and each time I fix something -or- think I fixed something It's either not what was wrong or something else GOES wrong! My RL is in shambles - but, thats not my issue -lol - It's because its so screwed up and outta control - That my salvation is by taking a break from said RL things, Is to relax in the cyber world -here- at the

A Pledge To Pagan Spirituality
I am a Pagan and I dedicate myself to channeling the Spiritual energy of my inner self to help and to heal others and myself. I know that I am part of the Whole of nature. May I grow in understanding of the Unity of all Nature. May I always walk in balance. May I always be mindful of the diversity of Nature as well as its Unity. May I always be tolerant of those whose race, appearance, culture and ways differ from my own. May I use my psychic powers wisely and never use it for aggression or for malevolent purposes. May I never use it to curtail the free will of others. May I always remember that I create my own reality and that I have the power within me to create positivity in my life. May I always take responsibility for my actions be they conscious or unconscious. May I always act in honorable ways, being honest with myself and others, keeping my word whenever I have given it, fulfilling all responsibilities and commitments I have undertaken to the best of my ab

Curent Events In My Life
Just a few notes on what has been happening in my life recently. I got a new job driving a rickshaw or bike taxi at sporting events, concerts, and in downtown Houston. I really loved my job and was enjoying myself until Saturday June 14, 2008 when I was hit by a car while on my way to an Astros vs Yankees game. I was injured and have cuts and scrapes on my torso and arms. I also have torn muscles and tendons in my right shoulder. I also have a broken rib and had to have staples in the left side of my head. The staples were taken out Saturday June 21, 2008 and the broken rib and muscle and tendon damage to my right shoulder are the only remaining injury for me to deal with. The doctors are telling me these injuries will take another 4-5 weeks to heal properly.

So Much To Me
Another day is passing And still there is no word On how your life is going And who is in your world I pray you will consider These words I write to you I liked you in my life Yet maybe now it's through I don't want to see our relationship come to an end And I don't want to find our lives standing still We are moving towards the end And we really ought to wait Because God planted something special Deep within our hearts I know your life is hectic You are busy all day through My life is busy also But I still think of you I want to send my love And remind you of these things Just so you will know You mean so much to me

Tagged
That punk Jeezy tagged my ass so if you are reading this then chances are i tagged you:P Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 15 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 10 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1.) Although Im terrified of heights, i LOVE roller coasters! 2.)Im extremely ticklish- just about everywhere 3.) I cant bowl for shit 4.)I sang choir solos both in H.S. and in church but hate my voice 5.) I dont even know my natural haircolor i dye it so much 6.)I cry at sappy chick flicks and even some kids movies LOL 7.) although i hate my body, I prefer to be naked:) 8.)I'm bi-curious :) 9.) I took 4 yrs of French in hs but still cant speak, read, or write it fluently 10.) I can count my total lovers on my hands :P 11.)I'm addicted to Pogo

Black Rose
Ok, somebody set me a black rose. Who ever it was.... THANK YOU. A black rose is hard to come by and in all honesty a beautiful thing. You can find any color of rose in any flower shop on the next corner down... but will you find a black rose... NO. To make a true to life black rose takes years of breading of roses and that means that somebody took the time to think of me. Thank you much, and if I knew who it was, I'd pay you back 10 fold. Yes I realize that it was probably sent in anger or spite, but hey, how could they know I would appreciate it...

Ripples
Ripples Painting a lilly pad with the tip of your finger The thoughts of the pond and images still linger Plunging deeper to the depths you search and explore Ripples never reaching the lips of the parched, thirsty shore The body and mind it’s waters has drenched Still leaves you yearning , the soul left unquenched Why do you come here begging to be pleased the ripples of water only promised and teased What still brings you here, like the rabbit and fox, the hunter and the deer. It is knowing, when you return, I will always be here Though the time and distance we seem so far apart We will always be close, with the pond in our heart Tim Rogers aka: Jolly Roger

New Blog
ar m'intinn means on my mind in Irish. i can read the language but have a horrid time pronouncing it unless i'm with other speakers of the language for a couple of days and then it slowly comes back to me... the language is especially tough because even though a small place there are many differences in dialect and pronounciation i do some writing in the tongue of my grandmother... and some poetry. but my intent for this section of my blog is for some of my more emotional endeavors

Couch Sex
They had known each other for years. They had some friends in common. And even a few relatives that knew one another. After all, it was a small town. Although Lexi and Galvin had been familiar with one another for years they never quite got long. As cliche as it was, it all started at a party. It was late, and for the most part, the party was over. Beer had been chugged. Conversations had been had. And good-byes were said. Lexi's ride home had passed out, leaving Lexi stranded. Galvin noticed Lexi standing in the middle of the living room surrounded by the usual mess a party leaves behind. "Do you have ride home?" "No. If I did I wouldn't be here right now" Lexi snapped placing one hand on her hip. She wore a summer flimsy summer dress. But when she placed her hand on her hip Galvin couldn't help but notice her curves. "Well, shit. A simple no would have been fine." Galvin said with his voice roughening up making Lexi's underwear soak and nipples harden. She walked over clos

Rambling I Suppose
what i want and im sure what every other girl wants in a man and the same for what a guy wants in a girl(or guy what ever ur choice) most ppl expect one to say "i want a guy/girl thats tall/thin built/small and has money" yeah well thats all fine and dandy if you want a superficial self absorbed brain dead person as a bf/gf. not i. i want a man thats caring,honest,trust worthy,dependable,open hearted, a comforter,a protector,my best friend as well as my lover,a great personality,sense of humor,knows when to be serious,loves kids, communicates on the regular basis COMMUNICATE COMMUNICATE COMMUNICATE cant emphasize that enough (that i can COMMUNICATE with at all times) even if its just to talk about useless everyday things youve got to communicate or you have nothing a guy that calls me by name and not baby and sexy all the time someone that respects me just as much as i respect them someone that loves me for me that can separate online life with REAL LIFE and not

Meet Mr. Woman
Stargate Log - August 13, 2008 I happened to watch this man getting out of his car... but wait, what is this? A skirt? hose? heels? Another glance at the top half... definitely male... I think. Another passerby had a camera phone on his person and got a half way decent shot. I left a note on his car requesting him to email me the picture if he would. This is what he sent me. Thanks dude I don't know! It's not every day you get to witness such a glorious (?) sight.

Prayer Request!
Need to send special prayer request for two angels, Sunshine and GeminiDolly who are both feeling the effects of TS Fay. Send prayers and angel love not only for our dear angels but all the people being affected by TS Fay.

About Me.
I just wanted all my friends and family know that I am back. I have been gone for a long time. I was hit by a drunk driver and it all most killed me. If you look at me I look the same I just had to get back to myself. I am not going to say everything about it. I have a long time for the court to do what they are going to do to him. I will keep everyone updated on what is going on. I just hope that my friends are still around and I hope to make some new ones. Love ya all Sweet girl.

A Poem...
This is a poem i wrote years ago..and just fouind it..ihope you can appreciate thetiem i took toshare it with everyone.. I sit up at night with tears in my eyes.. My head throbs in pain from thinking of you I never wanted to lose you though it is too late now I cant believe you are gone, out of my life,return is uncertain You were my life, my soul, my one and only You said you believed in me, and taught me to be strong You made me love you then broke my heart You left me scared and alone That night I realized it was over Love is like an illusion both of the mind and heart At first it is beautiful and proper The next thing you know, it has become completely unbearable I close my eyes and see you before me with arms wide open, smiling I try to reach out to you, to feel you once more As I extend my hand, you seem to dissappear, never to return In my dreams I hear you call my name I try calling back but silence fills my room Al

By Laws
BY LAWS TO JOIN AND BE A MEMBER OF HARLEY'S FAN CLUB: 1: ALL MEMBERS MUCH FAN AND ADD ME 2: YOU MUST LOVE HARLEYS AND ANYTHING AMERICAN MADE 3: YOU NEED TO ALWAYS REMEMBER SEPT. 11TH. 2001 IF YOU CAN MEET ALL THIS THEN YOU CAN BE IN MY FAN CLUB JUST SEND ME A MESSAGE IN MY INBOX AND I WILL MAKE YOU A TAG. HARLEY SAUNDERS....

Stating The Facts...
I'm 26yrs. old, I'm recently married my highschool sweetheart. Eventhough he was in the Marine Corp and I was a senior in highschool. Long story short, I'm 4 going on 5 months pregnant with his child. I'm excited about it, but yet alittle scared; too. I've never had someone treat me so well as he does everyday. I know that I have hurt him in the past, but I do my best everyday to somehow make it up to him. Even if it's in the smallest way or not. I love my husband and nothing could ever change that about me. He's devoted to me and I am an shall be devoted to him for the rest of my life. I Love You, Jason!!!! Thanks for listening....~Chrissy

My Accident
JUST TO LET MY FRIENDS KNOW CAUSE I HAVE HAD SOME OF YOU ASKING AND I REALLY DO APPRECIATE THE CONCERN AND PRAYERS. I FELL THROUGH MY PORCH DUE TO THE FACT MY LANDLORD DID NOT FIX IT THE LAST TIME I FELL BECAUSE OF LOOSE BOARDS. THIS TIME I WENT ALL THE WAY THROUGH WITH ONE LEG AND THE OTHER SIDE OF THE BOARD CAME UP AND HIT ME ON THE NOSE AND HEAD. I KNOW NOW I SHOULD HAVE CALLED 911 BUT BEING ALONE I WAS IN SHOCK AND PISSED AT MY LANDLORD. SINCE THEN I HAVE CALLED MY DR AND HE SAYS IT SOUNDS LIKE I MIGHT HAVE FRACTURED MY NOSE OR BROKE IT AND I HAD THE SYMPTOMS OF A CONCUSSION AND HE HAS WANTED TO SEE ME SINCE IT HAPPENED I JUST HAVEN'T BEEN ABLE TO FIND A RIDE THERE AND I HAVE BEEN SLEEPING ALOT AND PRETTY MUCH LAID UP IN BED. THANK YOU FOR ALL YOUR SUPPORT AND I'LL LET YOU KNOW WHEN IM FEELNG BETTER AND IF I MAKE IT TO THE DRS WHAT HE HAS TO SAY. LOVE YOU ALL BUNCHES. BIG HUGSSS. BABS

Healing Energies Requested
This is one of my babies, Mystic. Several years ago (before I brought her into my home) she was diagnosed and had surgery for cancer of the mouth of some sort. Unfortunately, It has returned, much worse this time. I don't know what I'm going to do yet. We have her on antibiotics for now. I'm going to take it one day at a time. If you could keep her in your thoughts I'd appreciate it. She's one of my 3 babies and love her to death.

Joint Pain I
Ok, I've never really blogged. Never really needed to. It seems things are changing now. I have this terrible pain in my right knee and hip. I have been to a chiropractor and an orthopedic doctor. I had an xray on the hip and an MRI on the knee - all they could see is "Mild arthritis" - not even anything unusual for my age. The pain comes after being on my feet for just a couple of minutes. It is intense enough that I find myself leaning on anything I can find. Everything else is seemingly fine. I'm at a point where I can't exercise much because it hurts too much. I'm at a total loss. I need to paint and I can barely stand long enough to clean my studio space so I can paint. Fuck. It seems that everything else in my life is going fairly well. The pain ruins it all.

Alot Of Thoughts
I used to be a very independent person needing only myself! What happened? I'm not even sure who I am how am I supposed to find someone to love? I want to feel loved, wanted, needed! I feel like I'm a bother to everyone. No one calls me except my mom and she only calls to make sure I'm up for work. I talk to her about my baby shower she's planning for me only because she has to I don't have anyone else. She's told me over and over " I'm not supposed to be the one planning this" if I hear her say that one more time I'm just going to scream at her that I don't need a fucking baby shower then. She complains about how much everything costs. She doesn't even seem excited about all of this. How am I supposed to be excited when no one else is? The father wont willingly talk to me I mean he has short responses to my text messages. Its as if he doesn't even think about his son unless I call or text him. Maybe it'll change after Jaydn is born. I'm glad his life is going good but the order of

Judge Me Not
HOLIER THAN THOU (Hetfield/Ulrich) No more! The crap rolls out your mouth again Haven't changed, your brain is still gelatin Little whispers circle around your head Why don't you worry about yourself instead Who are you? Where ya been? Where ya from? Gossip is burning on the tip of your tongue You lie so much you believe yourself Judge not lest ye be judged yourself Holier than thou You are Holier than thou You are You know not "Who The Hell Are You!!" Before you judge me take a look at you Can't you find something better to do Point the finger, slow to understand Arrogance and ignorance go hand in hand It's not who you are it's who you know Others lives are the basis of your own Burn your bridges build them back with wealth Judge not lest ye be judged yourself Holier than thou You are Holier than thou You are You know not Song #2 on playlist.

A Story Or Two Started And Not Finished - Let Us See.
Henrietta was sitting under a shady tree whilst reading the Gecko Echo. As she turned the page the tree shed a pod and ‘Thwack’ it hit Henrietta straight between the eyes. She did not read anything into it and held no grudge about the pod shed but she let out a huge sigh which blew the Echo over backwards so it could only be seen and not read. What came into view was something Henrietta had never come across before, mainly because she never finished the Echo to the * There in front of her eyes was not only the bean pod but also the cross word. The visions were enough for much crossing including her eyes and she dropped the paper then shook the bean pod off her face. The newspaper fluttered everywhere as it fell open again and blew as if it was free to *(spread the word). Henrietta took scant notice of this and decided that she had a bean to pick with the tree. Whilst she scrambled up from her sitting upright position, one that was natural to her, Henrietta noticed a huge nook i

A Bruce Update #2
hey everybody iam back on fubaryou may be say back what do you mean by back Bruce well more pc problems occuredfor me this time it was the modem playing up on me and i hadn't been on fubar for 2 weeks Sydney Australia timeand igot a new modem and as of 16/10/08 or 1016/08 date in both usa and australian ways i am back on the internetand i wasn't purposely ignoring anyone on fubar just bad luck my end that's all it was until my next blog from Bruce.

Another One Done By Chris
My son's death left so many questions unanswered and this I found on line by one close to the situation in my sons death you be the judge.. .Time Left Me In the Dust By:christian Kalei Time is Something we hold in our hands What we do with it we'll never understand It's gone with a hello and a shake of the hand. Never enough time for those you hold dear But an entire Lifetime for sadness and tears. Time is something you'll never see at all For it passes so quickly, while you lean on a wall. Who knows where time goes, But Im sure of What I have Done For the Words I've said It must've Stunned And now I hide my emotion's inside Just Because I wanted her by my side So Time had stopped for me here No Wind nor Noise could I hear So Im really alone in this world after all And in the end, I Knew I would fall So Love I say Goodbye to you Now there's nothing For me to do I guess this here ends My chapter Goodbye Everybody here on after...

Marinated Vegetables
2 c broccoli florets 2 carrots 1 c zucchini, sliced 1 c cauliflower florets Peel carrots and slice into circles or matchsticks. Mix vegetables together in mixing bowl and set aside. In a separate bowl, mix together the following ingredients: 3 T extra virgin olive oil 1/2 t garlic powde r 1 T fresh squeezed lemon juice 1 T Bragg Liquid Aminos 1 T Italian seasoning Pour over vegetables and chill overnight for flavors to marinate.

Help
Everyone says let it just go Walk away and just say no But if nobody cares And we don't try All we get is empty times So use your heart feel with your soul Set them free to do what they know How many times will it take For God to forsake The ways of men, yeah, all mankind Because the forgot the divine Spark of life show the way So they can see another day One at a time take a step Love your soul Whose already wept Hold yourself high tell the world You gotta have hope and love All of you boys all of you girls Hold hands and cry For whatevers lost we can find And spare our children of that landmine Get rid the hate that is a thorn Pull it out so it won't poison us anymore I see it everywhere people just shells I wish they could see where it all leads Just like the blind they keep walking on Ignoring the beauty of life we had all along They have ears yet they cannot hear Love and Lifes wonderful song Serenaded by angels they don't believe in anymore And oh w

What I Live With Im Let U All In A Lil More
Hypopituitarism is a disorder in which your pituitary gland fails to produce one or more of its hormones, or doesn't produce enough of them. The pituitary is a small bean-shaped gland located at the base of your brain, somewhat behind your nose and between your ears. Despite its size, this gland secretes hormones that influence nearly every part of your body. In hypopituitarism, you have a short supply of one or more of these pituitary hormones. This deficiency can affect any number of your body's routine functions, such as growth, blood pressure and reproduction. Hypopituitarism is a rare disorder. Treatment for hypopituitarism involves taking hormone replacement medications. If I don't go back on the hormone I will age fast and die at a young age the doctor could not say how long and or when.I thought let everyone know about this I very shocked when i was told about the message I have been fighting this problem since I was 4 years old.Plz don't feel sorry cause I the don't help I kno

Survey Me
Your Name: Age: Favorite position: 1. Do you think I'm cute?. 2. Would you have sex with me? 3. lights on or off? 4. Would you have to be drunk? 5.Would you take a shower with me? 6.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 7.Would you leave after or stay the night? 8.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 9.Condom or skin? 10. Have sex on the first date? 11.Would you kiss me during sex? 12.Do you think I would be good in bed? 13. Would you use me as a booty call? 14.Can I use you as a booty call? 15.Can we take pictures of the act? 16.How long would we have sex? 17.Would you tell your friends about me? 18.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 19.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? 20. One thing that you would like to do to me

No Words I Can Say For Comments You All Leave But What They Mean To Me Ty
Sexy Comments & Profile Graphics" IF I COULD TAKE AND PUT INTO WORDS " WHAT MY FRIENDS ARE TO ME THEIR ANGEL'S YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHAT THAT MEANS TO ME HUGS AND LOVE CHERIE'MARIE KNOWN AS WITCHESBREW

Merry Christmas
Just wanted to Holla at all of fubar and tell everyone Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year too all of u. I might not be on for a while so i am doing this now.. Hope u all have a joyful time of the year and enjoy it with all of ur family and friends... Come holla back at ur girl... Merry Christmas 2008 And a happy new year of 2009

Coolest Cat Train Tags
Hop on Board with The Coolest Cat! Coolest Cat Train Tags for new riders joining December 8, 2008 and on With the economy the way it is and the Holiday Season among us I have chosen to drop my VIP to put the money towards other much needed things. With that being said, I will be posting all new train tags in a separate blog entry with the train for new riders to right click on their tag and save to their PC to upload to their account for use. B1tch The link to join this train is below Coolest Cat Train

Am I Loosing My Mind?
So the great holiday is over and we can all go back to being the broke poor bastards we were before the holiday right.We hope now its time to file for our taxes and wait to pay off all the crap we just bought. Ba Humbug.

The Difference Of This Friendship...
Okay...So here's What's Going On In My Mind IN case Any Of You Negative Assholes Have Anything to Say About Me And My Friendship With *AnotherHeadcase*...Not That It's Any Of your Businessess....He And I Are Good Friends. We're Not Dating Eachother There Is An Open Possibility With That...And The Only Reason Why I Feel The Need To Explain Myself...is Because This Feels Different In A VERY VERY Good way...And I Know That There Are Questions At My Sudden Interest Change...But That I Will NOT Go Into Details As It Was A Stupid Misunderstanding That Cannot Be Reversed So WHY Bring It Up...Clearly If Certain People Are Not Over What They Are Feeling And Not Honest About It...Then i Cannot Change ANYTHING...I Am NOT A Mind Reader. I'm Not In Love With Gil...I Haven't Known Him Long Enough To Love. Plus I Am Still Fresh On The Whole David Thing... He Is Not My Boyfriend...For Now I Am Still Single... I Really Like Him Because We Can Be Silly And Not Have To Worry About What Words Mea

There Are More Than A Dozen Alternative And Advanced Fuels In Production Or Use Today
U.S. Department of Energy Bringing you a prosperous future where energy is clean, abundant, reliable, and affordableEERE HomeEERE Home U.S. Department of Energy - Energy Efficiency and Renewable Energy Alternative Fuels and Advanced Vehicles Data Center Alternative Fuels and Advanced Vehicles Data Center About the AFDCFuelsVehiclesFleetsIncentives and LawsData, Analysis and TrendsInformation ResourcesHome Search Help More Search Options Search Alternative and Advanced Fuels Site Map EERE Information Center News Events Features Petroleum Reduction Planning Tool Propane Tank Overfill Safety Advisory Alternative Fueling Station Locator Clean Cities Printable Version There are more than a dozen alternative and advanced fuels in production or use today. Although government-regulated and voluntary private fleets are the primary users of these fuels, consumers are showing a growing interest in them. Use of these fuels is critical to reducing dependence on foreign oil

Feelings.......
Tuesday, September 12, 2006 Feelings....... Current mood: confused Category: Life I hate feeling the way that I am feeling, right now. I'm so unsure about everything. I'm so confused. I'm so excited and scared in the same sense. How can one person feel all of this at one time. And to top it off, I'm anxious, hyper and eager in the process. How can one person, make another feel all of this. And what does it all mean. But I guess, it's easy when the person is vulnerable to all these feelings, very easily to begin with. What does one do when they are but a "lost soul" trying to figure out, who they are, where they belong, what makes them happy, and where do they fit in.... Someone who is like a lost "little girl" in a grown woman's body. Waiting to be loved, by one special someone. Hell, she already could be, and just doesn't know it. I've been told to look deep inside myself for the answers, but I don't have a clue, as to how to do that. I've been told that th

1-11- Spotlight
ll, it was a close call, but I've been trying for tha Fu-Spotlight for weeks now, and its all I had left to accomplish on the site other than Oracle, lol whenever that happens...And so it has happened. Was a close call because for 2 different days I could of won but I dozed off.. And so tonight someone wnet head to head with me, but I stuck it out at the last 30 seconds to 3am, so...Yay..I finally made it! I would like to dedicate this to all my friends, who accompany me..yeah I have A.D.D and I've had very few real life friends over the years..it's go to see Im remembered..so to those I salute you! And may you all be blessed in this hard economic time, I know Im managing ok.. Mwah

Death Again
Hi all iam kinda back off and on just been alot of stuff going on in my life that I need to take care of and been Busy with that. I have to go to Viewing tonight and it scares me to death. It happened over 5 years ago and it still gets to me even today. A friend of mine Dad died last week while he was working and I have to go because I said I would but even though of death brings Flash backs to the time I almost died not once but twice. People say let it go your still alive live your life. I say easier said than done, Death does not scare me or anything like that but it does hurt to see people I know greev over someone and think that could have been me lying there. I will suck it up and go for my friend but its going to be hard for me and It all may come back it may not who knows wish me luck! For all that know me real well they know what iam talking about but for those who dont look in my death folder and then you will find out Love to all DJ BARTAB

Hot Summer Day
HOT SUMMER DAY The neighborhood was busy that typical early Saturday morning with the humming of lawn mowers, buzzing of weed eaters, water splashing on the streets and the neighbors all working like little bees trying to be better then the other. The single, light brown haired, blue eyed, tall, tanned man who lived in the well kept house at the end of the cul-de-sac, sits on his front porch, in his bathrobe, drinking coffee and reading the paper. He quietly but attentively sat and watched one of his neighbors, a beautiful, petite, dark haired, green eyed neighbor working in her flower bed. She sat there in the dirt, in her cut off shorts and tightly fitted tank top, digging and planting her flowers. She would change position often as she moved through the flower bed pulling weeds and planting the new plants and flowers. Looking around often to acknowledge the fact that she knew he was watching her every move. She would get up on all four and crawl from place to place to make sure

Im Not Stupid I Know
Blogs nomraly help me out they let me get all my thoughts in order. If that can even be a possiblity but ya never know! If you readin this I will warnin ya now it could jump around and not make any sence but when does anything from me lol There has been a lot goin on lately. Been doin a lot thinkin. How old friends outta the blue one day decided to pick the phone up and call you and with just one phone call can open years of memories some good some bad but they all add up and make you who you are today! Well I had a GF call me that I haven't talk to in some time we were catchin up on times and lettin each other in on a glimpse of each others lives. She brought something to my attention. Helped me out and didn't even know it. She told me she loved how I always handled everything and that I wasn't stupid i always saw everything that was goin on weather I said anythin about it I did see it. With her tellin me that made me realize for all the mixed emotions and everything that I have be

My North Facing Door
My apartment complex is painting my front door Black. It used to be a tan color. I am very excited about this because in Feng Shui my door should be black because it faces north. At least that's what the book says. Also I am really bored today and it is very entertaining to watch my dog try to figure out what is going on out there. He stands at the door with his head tilted and it is very cute.

Dear Enemy
Awake and losing sleep and wanting to be anything but me another day one more headache knock me out it hurts too much give me something give me anything ill burn this bridge when it comes crashing I'll write down all my mistakes to remind me why my heart is still beating I think I'm going insane and to think I knew myself Talking to myself but everything I said I wanna take it back All the things I never meant All the words that shattered glass give me something give me anything i'll burn this bridge when it comes crashing I'll write down all my mistakes to remind me why my heart is still beating I think I'm going insane and to think I knew myself I'll write down all my mistakes to remind me why my heart is still beating I think I'm going insane and to think I knew myself (think I knew myself) I'll write down all my mistakes (while my heart is still beating0 I think I'm going insane and to think I knew myself ©ALightDivided2009

Late Nite
As I walk through the valley of the shadow of Death Where for art thou Lord? I can’t catch my breath The valley of ghosts and bones is my home Hidden away, I ravage alone drunk and stoned Hiding from the light, is it a heaveanly delight? Or another reminder of sorrow just for spite The road I’m on feels dark all around While the fog rolls in, I inhale the smoke and lie on the ground Looking by the moonlight at the start filled sky I wait to die live fast stay high and live a lie The road to rightousness to to straight to walk while filled with demons I feel their presence and my soul is their reason for breathin I lay awake dreaming and life and its surrounding seam so unreal While others conform and cower, I stand tall and am ready to deal As me and death play roulett I stay close to the steal Against my own will I’m forced to hold on to the pill And repeal anything that may actually help me break the seal To my right is the ocean, to my left the sand I look back at

Make Me A Salute 4 A Bling Pack!
Salute Me 4 Blingy Bling!Make me a personalized salute and enter it in my Bling Pack Giveaway/Contest!I will upload your picture on Friday morning (February 27th). As soon as it’s uploaded, start inviting your friends to rate away!The top 3 salutes with the most rates by Sunday (March 1st) @ 6PM Fu-Time will be will be selected and judged based on the originality or humor in their salutes.There will be three prizes given:-Grand Prize-Minimum 400 Rates – 25 Credit Bling PackORMinimum 250 Rates - 12 Credit Bling Pack2nd PlaceMinimum 200 Rates – 5 Credit Bling to you!3rd PlaceMinimum 200 Rates – 1 Credit Bling to you! There’s just ONE rule: No Nudity (Thanks to asshats who like to mark things as NSFW!) But Sexy will be accepted… *winks* So what are you waiting for? Make me a creative, funny, witty salute!! Then PM me with the link! All entries must be submitted before the contest begins on Friday! Sweet Kandy Kisstina@ fubar PM Me with ?s

February - Love
The Universe is the giver of all things...by means of love. The spirit is always at peace. There is no argument in Divine Mind. The spirit has never doubted itself, or disagreed with itself. This is the Oneness that is the Universe. Deep within is that which never gets angry, troubled, or afraid. When I seem to be in conflict, I become still so that I may listen. All the Love there is is right here, right now with me. I hear nothing but the words of Wisdom, guiding and inspiring me. And when I listen there is a response from something greater than myself. It is the mysterious energy of Love, the active principle of unity. Everything loves, and everything responds to love. It is a universal quality, shared alike by all, the central flame of the Universe. Desiring to be loved, I allow myself to love greatly, to feel warmly inclined toward all people, and to be helpful on thier behalf. I give as I wish to recieve. As I love and cooperate with other people, so do they love me and give me

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My Blog (first On Fubar)
This is my first blog on Fubar (Of Course...) and also Fubar is my first foray into social interraction on the internet. First of all, it is almost like real world interraction. People bring their viewpoints along with them. From what I have seen with the ladies that I rated and fanned and pretty much interracted with have had a lot of "guys" that, if they acted as they did with the ladies in Realworld, would be incarcerated or taken to task for their attitudes. First of all, I try to give people, men and women, respect and honesty. This approach seems to surprise people. I have heard things like... "Why are you so nice?" "How can you be so nice?" "I've never talked to someone whose so honest." I just act as how I wish to be treated, honesty and respect are very important to me. My great-grandmother always said "Treat people as you wish to be treated." I try to live by that, no matter the cost. I just try to make the world a little brighter, a little happier than before.

Flame On!
You know, I'm kind of an old school geek. I cut my teeth on a Vic 20, had Pong when it was a complete console game (not just some cartridge for your fancy-pants Atari 2600), and I had a Bitnet account long before this whole inter-tubey thing came out that these kids are playing around with today. And as much as technology has changed over the years and improved the speed, reach and content of the digital tribe, one thing will always remain the same: virtual anonymity lets some people be fucking assholes for no reason other than to amuse themselves. So, I posted a Mumm a few minutes ago asking what I thought was a legitimate question, which seems to have been mistake number one in this place. I got some genuine feedback, which helped with my curiosity and I appreciate everyone that took the time to express some real thought into what they said. And I'm not really bothered by the random pictures or unrelated comments, although seems a waste of time to put in your two cents worth

Friends
well just wanted say that i miss you all... ive been getting things ready to move into an apartment and things have been hectic. have forgotten about yall... and i cant get online very much at work anymore so it makes it hard too....

Shoes - A Blonde Funny
After becoming very frustrated with the attitude of one of the shopkeepers, the young blonde declared, 'Well, then, maybe I'll just go out and catch my own alligator and get a pair of alligator shoes for free!' The shopkeeper replied with a sly smile, 'Well, little lady, why don't you go on and give it a try?' he blonde headed off to the swamp, determined to catch an alligator. Later in the day, as the shopkeeper was driving home, he spotted the same young woman standing waist deep in the murky water, shotgun in hand. As he brought his car to a stop, he saw a huge 9-foot gator swimming rapidly toward her. With lightning reflexes, the blonde took aim, shot the creature and hauled it up onto the slippery bank. Nearby were 7 more dead gators all lying belly up. The shopkeeper stood on the bank, watching in silent amazement as the blonde struggled mightily and barely managed to flip the gator onto its back. Then, rolling her eyes heavenward, she screamed in frustrat

Kissing
Kissing is often associated with youthful love. It is teenagers, and not parents, who kiss until they are weak in the knees on the escalator in the mall. You can be kissing another, watching others kiss, or experience that I'm about to be kissed moment. Kissing another is often wish-fulfillment or sexual acting out. The wish-fulfillment may not be to kiss per se, but to experience the youthful energy of love. Kissing in this sense is the desire for the awakening of passion, not necessarily the passion acted out. Watching others kiss may be a sign of knowing too much about them personally or participating in their lives at too personal a level. The exception here would be if you are watching your partner kiss another, which is an obvious herald of infidelity or a desire for voyeurism in the relationship. The about to be kissed moment is an interesting one. Often, it occurs as we wake up. This is the dream that may most accurately reflect a desire for actual passion with another

Its More Than A Drop
The picture seized her temporary fear, swearing under her breath she headed to the car. She didn't care what he said, she was going there. The drive took forever as horrible images flashed through her mind, finally she pulled in the drive way. She shook her head as she got out of her car and walked towards him. Laying in the gravel, eyes closed, and an empty bottle smashed at his side. She sat down next to him and waited for him to open his eyes. He opened his eyes a little and whispered i told you not to come. she smiled sadly and ran her hand across his face and i promised you i'd always be there lets go inside. he allowed her to pull him to his feet. you're the one. he whispered his head buried in her neck. she could feel his tears collecting on her collar bone. i'm NOT the one, but right now i'm the only one you got. lets go inside. he pulled himself from her and grabbed her hands staring at her feet he whispered three words she didn't want t hear. no you dont. now lets go in

Reverse Funnel System Review
Reverse Funnel System ReviewLearn about making REAL MONEY right nowCarbon Copy Pro and the Reverse Funnel System are powerful marketing and sales systems which do all of the telling, selling and explaining on behalf of the home based entrepreneur and as a result frees up a significant amount of time. The old ways of network marketing are slowly becoming redundant as the power of the internet and online sales and marketing systems take over as the most effective way to sell and market a home based opportunity. There really is no need to follow the old systems of buying cold leads and hammering the phone all day trying to recruit people into a business. Even the idea of face to face meetings is really no longer required in the internet age and is in fact counter productive compared to the amount of leverage the internet allows. This is not to say that communication, one on one, is no longer required, of course communication will still be necessary, because people will always want to do b

No Computer
My computer died last night. Died dead. I took it to the repair shop he said he thinks it's the motherboard. Fuck. I brought my old laptop in too. "This one we can fix." Great! 5 days. Damn. Maybe less. about $100.00. not bad. I bet if I met this guy in a bar he'd do it for free. he'd do it for a hand job. Damn. Oh well $100.00 is not so bad. I'll deal. I have to call India on the other one. I hate their scripts. I have no patience for it. I'll try and be on when I can. If you have my number call me I'm bored. Really bored.

Men
okay here goes "what was i thinking", i have been dating this guy for 5 years now and things havent been the best for a very long time. You see he is an over the road truck driver, and a jerk. he has been cheating on me for years now and i just found out he has a child with a chick that was on his truck with him for awhile! Stupid me i didnt realize it but okay she tells me today that her daughter is one years old and i am dating her father have been for 5 years lol! i must be really stupid to think that everything was getting better for us! Now all i want to know is where and what do i do now!!!

One Word
USING ONLY ONE WORD Not as easy as you might think! 1.Where is your cell phone right now? DESK Your significant other? AFGANISTAN Your hair? REDDISH Your mother? PERFECT Your father? LOVING Your favorite thing? KISSING Your dream last night? ORGASMIC Your favorite drink? BUD LIGHT Your dream/goal? HAPPINESS What room are you in? OFFICE Your hobby? COMPUTERS Your fear? LOVE Where do you want to be in 6 years? ALIVE Where were you last night? BED Something that you are not? EASY Muffins? BLUEBERRY Wish list item? COMPUTER Last thing you did? BUBBLEBATH TV? SELDOM Your pets? DOGS Friends? FEW Your life? BLESSED Your mood? CONTENT Missing someone? YES Drinking? YES Smoking? WHAT? Your car? COBALT Something you're not wearing? BRA Your favorite store? WALMART Your favorite color? BLUE When is the last time you cried? YESTERDAY Who will resend

Read Im Sorry
Im sorry That I bought you roses to tell you that i like you. I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk. I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants. I'm sorry That I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised. I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy". I'm sorry That I am actually nice, not a jerk. I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things. I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club. I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just screw you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date. I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy. I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4 am when your new man hit you and dropped you o

Rate Contest...go Rate Me..
I'm in a rate contest..u must rate fan and add the person also..i could use your help if ya will..all it takes is one rate from u.. here is the link for the pics to rate..and then go add her..mine will say "DRTYGRL" http://www.fubar.com/images.php?u=274746&albumid=1598378 MUCH LUV 2 THOSE THAT HELPS ME...xoxo

The United States Of Leland
Just saw it. Knew it was critically acclaimed, but irrelevant at the box office. I can't tell you if this is a movie you'll enjoy. If you're at all thoughtful, or educated (I spent plenty of time in philosophy classes, with Camus' "The Stranger"), or just want to know why seemingly good people do bad things, I'd recommend you put this on your Netflix list. There are NO heroes in this movie. Everyone is at least a little broken. All star cast: Don Cheadle, Kevin Spacey, Jena Malone, Ryan Gosling, Lena Olin, Chris Klein, Michelle Williams, Kerry Washington, even Ann Magnuson (where has SHE been lately?) Simple story, simply told: a troubled teen (Ryan Gosling) kills a retarded boy (whom he knows). Its the WHY part that is troubling. We spend the movie unravelling his story in flashback. It's about heartbreak, loss, trust, personal motivation... real human issues. If you pay ANY attention during the film, the climax, especially the last line, will SLAY you. Selah.

Been Doing Some Thinking Again, Lol..
Yeah.I'm thinking, 3 years or so is too long fer me to be in any one place, perhaps.I'm bored, and it's cold here anymore.If you need me, add me on messengers if ya haven't already.Dunno what I'm doing yet, just..I'm not happy here anymore.We all had some good times but life goes on whether we want it to, or not.So yah, lol.This ain't goodbye;Idk what it is.Needs more thought.But it feels like goodbye, ya know? For what it's worth, I learned a lot, and grew as a person here.And I hope I entertained you all with my goofiness and decent music. This is NOT because of anyone, this is an internal decision.And it's not set in stone, I'm just thinking here.But as someone who probably thinks I dislike them said once,'Don't be suprised."So...this is to ensure nobody is suprised.By anything I do at this point, lol. So this is an old man's rambles.Twisted, brutish, half-maddened.But admit it, I was a fun ride, lmao. We'll see what happens.Either way, if I dinna see ya again, may y

Pro-gas Chamber Bill
NC House Ag Committee Passes Pro-Gas Chamber Bill Gas Chambers Update May 7: The North Carolina House Agriculture Committee has voted to pass HB 27. The original bill was re-written, and the final language was withheld from the public until after the vote. Go here for a copy. The secrecy was probably to limit protests. This bill now sanctions the use of CO gas for killing all shelter animals. In fact, use of CO gas chambers is now one of 2 methods that must be used in killing shelter animals. CO gas chambers would be elevated by HB 27 as not only an acceptable means of killing shelter animals but one sanctioned and even preferred by the state. This bill will mean it is less likely that North Carolina shelters will stop using gas chambers. The other method of euthanasia allowed is intravenous or intraperitoneal injection of sodium pentobarbital or an equivalent drug. HB 27 does not indicate one method is preferred over the other, meaning the state would sanction both equal

Beyoncé Knowles - Listen
Listen, To the song here in my heart A melody I've start, but can't completeListen, to the sound from deep within It's only beginning to find release Oh, the time has come for my dreams to be heard They will not be pushed aside and turned Into your own, all cause you won't listen....Listen, I am alone at a crossroads I'm not at home, in my own home And I tried and tried To say what's on my mind You should have known Oh, now I'm done believin you You don't know what I'm feelin I'm more than what you made of me I followed the voice you gave to me But now I gotta find, my own..You should have listened There is someone here inside Someone I'd thought had died So long agoOh I'm free now and my dreams to be heard They will not be pushed aside on words Into your arms, all cause you won't listen...Listen, I am alone at a crossroads I'm not at home, in my own home And I tried and tried To say whats on my mind You should have knownOh, now I'm done believin' you You don't know what I'm feelin' I'

Koi Tattoo Meaning
The koi fish in Japanese folklore represents the overcoming of obstacles, because the koi fish travels up the yellow river and when it comes to the end of the river it transforms into the dragon; thus overcoming the adversity represented by the strong river to fufill its own destiny. The Legend of the Rainbow River (also known as The Yellow River) Japanese legend has it that every year thousands of Koi, a courageous, strong, and dedicated fish, make a perilous and difficult journey up the Rainbow (or Dragon) river. Out of perhaps a million Koi, only once in many years, one Koi is dedicated and strong enough to swim all the way to the head of the river, known as "The Dragon Gate" (or "The Rainbow Gate") and leap from the water. He is transformed into a dragon. The Legend of the Nine Warrior Koi According to Chinese Folklore there is an ancient tale of the nine holy Koi, who's quest was to endure the long arduous journey to Dragon Gate to make the magical transformation to become

Love Is
Love Is knowing how lucky you are becasue you dont deserve them its doing everything in your power to make someone as happy as they make you its having nothin so you can give them everything Love is carrying the wieght of the world upon your shoulders becasue with out them you would have no world

Help Me Level To Oracle Pls
center>I Need Your Help!MILITARY SUPPORTERI AM TRYING TO MAKE IT TO ORACLE!!!!!!!!! I WOULD APPRECIATE ALL OF THE HELP THAT I CAN GET!!!! SO, IM CALLING OUT TO ALL OF MY FRIENDS, FAMILY, AND ANYONE WHO HAS A MOMENTTO HELP A TRULY DEDICATED FUBAR MEMBER OUT....PLEASE, Take A MomentAnd Stop By, RATE, FAN, COMMENT....Help Me Level To ORACLE!!!!!!! MILITARY SUPPORTERThank You For Reading And Passing This On!!!!

Survey For My Friends!
1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. How have I affected you? 5. What do you think of me? 6. What's the fondest memory you have of me? 7. How long do you think we will be friends? 8. Do you love me? 9. Do you have a crush on me? 10. Would you kiss me? 11. Would you hug me? 12. Physically, what stands out? 13. Emotionally, what stands out? 14. Do you wish I was cooler? 15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I? 16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 17. Am I loveable? 18. How long have you known me? 19. Describe me in one word. 20. What was your first impression? 21. Do you still think that way about me now? 22. What do you think my weakness is? 23. Do you think I'll get married? 24. What makes me happy? 25. What makes me sad? 26. What reminds you of me? 27. If you could give me anything what would it be? 28. How well do you know me? 29. When's the last time you saw me? 30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? 31. Do you think I could ki

My Story
HELLS TRAITOR By Michael d. Futhey Jr. The time is 2:30 a.m. a night club on Washington street in down town St. Louis is closing a young girl comes out and stumbling around in a drunken state of mind decides to drive home the only problem is that her car is a few blocks away. In the drunken state that she is in she decides to take a shortcut through the alley. As she is walking down the alleyway all she sees is nothing but abandon building and spray paint that makes a gang symbol. She keeps walking and as she is walking the alley seems to get darker and darker. Till it gets so dark that she cant see her hand in front of her face. She rummages through her purse for a lighter or something to light the path in front of her. Need a light lady? a mysterious man voice says. With that headlights from a car turns on in front of her she starts to run the other way but another set of headlights from another car turn

For Joanna..... A Great Friend
I know I can't always offer you much especially when you look at a screen. A virtual hug or words across the screen are nothing at times. Sometimes someone means a lil' more even if you never see them eye to eye. I do hope you get to feeling better, my friend.I hate to see you hurting and not able to help you. JoAnna is in my top friends and family. Stop by and wish her well, however you like. Thanks!

???
BELIEVE EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON. PEOPLE CHANGE SO THAT YOU CAN LEARN HOW TO LET GO. THINGS GO WRONG, SO THAT YOU APPERCIATE THEM WHEN THEY'RE RIGHT. YOU BELIEVE LIES SO YOU EVENTUALLY LEARN TO TRUST NO ONE BUT YOURSELF, AND SOMETIMES GOOD THINGS FALL APART SO BETTER THINGS CAN FALL TOGETHER.

A Little Disappointed...
There are a couple of people around here I'm a little disappointed with today...Is it so hard to wish someone you're supposedly good friends with a happy birthday? And I definitely know these people were on....But anyways... Thank you to everyone who has made this day great! I appreciate every gift and well wish I got today! *group hug*

Lyrics - 80's Edition
Guess the song, 80's style. ANSWERS IN THE BLOG! Usual rules, first lines of the song, and no cheating allowed. My last one of these did not turn out that well, so here's to a better outcome. Most correct guesses by the time I go to bed gets a ticker credit paid for by me. Let's get down to it. 1 - "Do you remember a guy that's been, In such an early song" 2 - "Well I've been waiting, Waiting here so long" 3 - "I have a picture pinned to my wall, An image of you and of me And we're laughin' with love at it all" 4 - "Well we know where we're goin', But we don't know where we've been" 5 - "Since you've been gone. I shut my eyes, and I fantasize that you're here with me." 6 - "Well, there was no reason to believe she'd always be there, But if you don't put faith in what you believe in it's getting you nowhere" 7 - "Looking out for love, In the night so still" 8 - "She'll only come out at night, The lean and hungry type " 9 - "Looking in your eyes I see a paradise, This wor

So True
In my dreams, I try to see you and take in your whole expanse-- from the beauty of your smile to the depths of your soul where an ocean swells. I'm rebuilding you out of pieces of clay, with some illogical hope that you'll materialize out of the darkness. The heart alone can perceive these dimly lit realities, and trade longing for patience. And I'm living on the hope borne of these dreams of you, that we'll be together soon.

Learning To Live
Lyrics are a bit off because it's a live performance but you get the idea... I keep my head on straightAnd my eyes wide openI try to move forwardWishing and hopingI took a hold of myselfIn the middle of NovemberDon't you look back nowIs all I can rememberI feel like I'm leavingLike I'm leaving homeLike he clouds are parting, and I'm not alone[Chorus 1]I'm learning to liveLiving to learnStarting to sing my songRight, or wrongBreaking awaySetting me freeFree to be, my own meI'm learning to liveI got my vanity crisisFrom my beautiful motherI'm not gonna go thereI'm anything otherTake another deep breath nowIt's just one more hurdleI'm breaking this lineBefore it comes full circleI feel like I'm leavingLike I'm leaving homeLike he clouds are parting, and I'm not alone[Chorus 2]I'm learning to liveLiving to learnStarting to sing my songRight, or wrongBreaking awaySetting me freeFree to be, my own meI found a place, where I can lay my shit downSomewhere that I can finally be myself - be mys

Cubs Sold According To Sources
Tribune Co. reaches deal to sell Cubs, Wrigley July 6, 2009 12:34 PM | 73 Comments | UPDATED STORY Tribune Co. intends to sell the Chicago Cubs to the Ricketts family, sources familiar with the matter said Monday, ending the company's flirtation with another buyer after negotiations with the Rickettses had stalled two months ago. After more than five months of negotiations, Tribune Co. has a written agreement to sell the baseball team and other assets to the Ricketts family for about $900 million. The two sides reached a deal over the weekend and forwarded an outline of their transaction -- what is known as a term sheet -- to Major League Baseball for its initial comments, according to sources who declined to be identified because an agreement has not been announced. The two sides still have details to work out that will be included in a definitive agreement, sources said. The term sheet sent to MLB includes information on the deal's capital structure and how the Ricke

The Past.
IWROTE THIS BLOG A WHILE BACK IN THE MISDT OF GREAT PAIN AND SUFFERRING, I WROTE WHERE I WAS AT AT THE TIME. I AM MUCH GREATER NOW, BUT YOU CAN NEVER FORGET WHERE YOU CAM FROM IF YOUR GOING TO BE INTENT ON THE FUTURE AND ITS CHANGE! In this part of my life, i realize that i have made an incredible amount of mistakes. Honestly, not knowing what i was doing. It is true that i am very intelligent, but when your lost in a maze, puzzling to figure out your way, situations arise that can be very damaging. Things in life have led me to try to make a better life for myself. Emotions get caught up in moments that bring contentment, peace, rest, and the finding of newness. It is very possible to become so lost that you really forget good judgement. Your sight can become so cloudy and so mystical, that you could be in a moment that is surreal. I think what happened to me was my mind took an alternate way of thinking just to survive. Trauma, will do that to you. It will cause one to just make

Shamanism Vii
HistoryHypotheses on originsShamanistic practices are sometimes claimed to predate all organized religions, dating back to the Paleolithic, and certainly to the Neolithic period.Archaeological evidence exists for Mesolithic shamanism. In November 2008, researchers announced the discovery of a 12,000-year-old site in Israel that they regard as one of the earliest known shaman burials. The elderly woman had been arranged on her side, with her legs apart and folded inward at the knee. Ten large stones were placed on the head, pelvis and arms. Among her unusual grave goods were 50 complete tortoise shells, a human foot, and certain body parts from animals such as a cow tail and eagle wings. Other animal remains came from a boar, leopard, and two martens. "It seems that the woman … was perceived as being in a close relationship with these animal spirits," researchers noted. The grave was one of at least 28 at the site, located in a cave in lower Galilee and belonging to the Natufian

Lets Just Forget It
If I could count the people I have met and thought enough of to befriend, I wouldn't. The reason for this is simple. Just because I think a lot of them as people..doesn't mean they feel the same about me. Regardless of words typed or spoken..it is what it is. So when I sit back and wonder how someone is doing? I should really just purge my mind of any short term friendships. I understand better than anyone that life isn't always simple or that time isn't always bountiful. However; I also know a damn brush off when I receive it. I don't take the time to talk to everyone who wishes to talk to me. I don't have the time for it. But when I make time for the people I care about it would be awesome if I could get 5 minutes of genuine conversation. I am thankful for the friends I do have. The ones who stand by me through all of my silent modes. As well as my not so silent modes. I decided to not bother meeting anyone else to befriend, it's just not good for me to get that attached to people.

Heading To The Coast
As of now, we're planning on a trip to the coast this weekend. We had originally planned for last weekend but changed it so we could have 3 days of fun and sun instead. So please keep your fingers crossed that Mother Nature cooperates and we get to go this time. Thanks so much, love you my friends... ROCK ON!!

42147
I am throes of my denial, logic in me crumbles I take this fateful ride through my mind Daydream fluid thoughts washing shores of warm confusion I'm one with this beautiful disorder Another world, was this the transition? Slowly I returned to the familiar,spiralling in costant flux What have I created? The experiment is over

Welcome
My Darling! Follow me, out of my mind, where the howling of souls and your heartbeat combine. Where the pavement is littered with corpses at dusk, and the jaded night sighs and gives in to my lust, as the moon plays on silent in sorrow.

Secret Mission
I went on a secret mission today.... I drove may miles... I got a windshield full of dirt.... Ran out of Windshield washer fluid Stuck head out car the sun came up A gas station appeared out of no where I LOVE TODAY I won the mission GIRL SCREAM!!!!

The Beauty Of A Woman
The beauty of a woman Is not in the clothes she wears, The figure that she carries, Or the way she combs her hair. The beauty of a woman Must be seen from her eyes, Because that is the doorway to her heart, Is the place where love resides. The beauty of a woman Is not a facial mole, But true beauty in a woman It is reflected, in her soul.

Never Think By Robert Patterson
I should never think What's in your heart What's in our home So I won't You'll learn to hate me But still call me baby Oh Love So call me by my name And oh, save your soul save your soul Before you're too far gone Before nothing can be done I'll try to decide when She'll lie in the end I ain't got no fight in me In this whole damn world To tell you to hold off You choose to hold on It's the one thing that I've known Once I put my coat on I'm coming out of this all wrong She's standing outside holding me Saying oh please I'm in love I'm in love Girl save your soul Save your soul Before you're too far gone And before nothing can be done 'Cause without me You got it all So hold on Without me you got it all So hold on Without me you got it all Without me you got it all So hold on Without me you got it all So hold on Without me you got it all So hold on Hold on

Most Beautiful Smile.....
http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=119458&albumid=1883979&i=2834938771 IN A MOST BEAUTIFUL SMILE CONTEST!!! WOULD APPRECIATE IT IF YOU WOULD TAKE A MINUTE OR TWO OF YOUR TIME TO GO RATE MY PIC AND EVEN BID ON ME I'M GIVING AWAY A BLING PACK TO THE HIGHEST BIDDER!!

Simple
Theres Something special about you, im not sure exactly what is it, i dont even know why, but everytime in around you, you always make me cry. It's Something unexplainable report, a unique phenomenon or unsolved mystery of sorts that remains from a complete. You've unbound me from the chains of burden, totally random and free, soaring into the sky, like a bird overlooking the sea, not having to wear the mask of obscurity, for knowing you has set my soul free. The Senses Electric, the five sensations brought to new heights, I can hear every sound, from my outstretched arms can touch the cloud nimbus, Gravity losing its hold upon my world, I'm no longer blinded by your love, taking in all the smells and provided sights. Hands moisture, racing heart pounding in my chest, Mind a torrent whirlwind, can not you feel nor see this turbulant riddle within me Oblivious you've caused? You approach me cautiously, Embracing me with loving eyes, Securing me in warm arms and surrounding me in to

Our Troops Need Your Help!
1.5 Million people have served in Iraq and Afghanistan. Almost one-third of them will have a serious mental health problem such as depression or Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD). That's why I'm supporting IAVA and Drowining Pool's "This is for the Soldiers" campaign to make sure the mental health needs of our troops is a top priority. Please help our men and women of the military get the help they need. It only takes a few seconds to fill in the petition form. Remember - freedom isn't free, there is a sacrifice made by each and every service member that's ever been to war. Don't let their sacifices be in vain. http://www.thisisforthesoldiers.org/

Have You Ever?
(Chorus:) Have you ever loved somebody so much It makes you cry? Have you ever needed something so bad You can't sleep at night? Have you ever tried to find the words But they don't come out right? Have you ever? Have you ever? Have you ever been in love Been in love so bad You'd do anything To make them understand? Have you ever had someone Steal your heart away? You'd give anything To make them feel the same? Have you ever searched for words To get you in their heart But you don't know what to say And you don't know where to start? (Repeat chorus) Have you ever found the one You've dreamed of all your life? You'd do just about anything To look into their eyes? Have you fin'ly found the one You've given your heart to Only to find that one Won't give their heart to you? Have you ever closed your eyes and Dreamed that they were there And all you can do is wait For that day when they will care? (Repeat chorus) (Bridge:) What do I gotta do to get you in

My Brookie
I Miss You Terribly, I Miss You More. I Cant Believe, Your Not Here Anymore. You Were The One, Who Brightened My Day. You Were The One, That Made Me Want To Stay. Without You Now, While Your Away. I Dont Know How. To Spend Each Day. Everyday That I Wake, Without You Here. I Cry To Myself, I Just Want You Near. I'll Never Understand, Why He Took You Away. I'll Never Forget, The Place You Now Lay. Close To My Heart, Forever You'll Be. Closer To God, And Farther From Me. I Wish I Could Hold You, I Wish He Would See. Without You Here, I Dont Know How To Be. Please God Hold Her Tight, And Dont Let Her Go. My Little Brookie, How I Miss You So.

Kant’s Fundamental Principles Of The Metaphysic Of Morals.
The Good Will: Nothing can possibly be conceived in the world, … which can be called good, without qualification, except a good will. Intelligence, wit, judgment, and the other talents of the mind… or courage, resolution, perseverance, as qualities of temperament, are undoubtedly good and desirable in many respects; but these gifts of nature may also become extremely bad and mischievous if the will which is to make use of them, and which, therefore, constitutes what is called character, is not good. It is the same with the gifts of fortune. Power, riches, honor, even health, and the general well-being and contentment with one's condition which is called happiness, inspire pride, and often presumption, if there is not a good will to correct the influence of these on the mind, and with this also to rectify the whole principle of acting and adapt it to its end… Other virtues and qualities of character are not intrinsically good, since they can be put to bad uses: T

Christmas
why is it that ppl think Christmas is just about presents??? Im so tired of hearing ppl ask me if I have all my shopping done !!! Christmas is about love and showing love . If you want to buy someone something-take it to heart and find the special present for that person--A gift card just shows you dont have the heart or time to find something special.Pll now a days think its all about the gifts. Im sorry--I had to voice my opinion on it.

Robots
"We can lift up our hands to the sky Find all those strings that they're pulling And keep from falling back Into our old rythmic poses turning us into machines" -Darkest Hour "Demons" http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pu-8wGbWMro Interesting usage of the song Illusion by VNV nation to AH's really inspiring short movies. I'll post the vid in the stash section since fubar hates me.

Blah Blah Blah
I dunno anymore I feel like it is just the same shit different day!! I am the one that is always os busy that I hardley have time to get online and see my friends.....no wonder why I don't have that many. The internet anymore is just becoming a hassle....I thinkI would be a lot happier if there was no computer in the household at all. That can't happen though the husband needs his time on the computer, every day when he comes home. Is it his release? Does he not want to be here? I dunno but he likes being on here and if that is what he wants than that shall be what he gets. I am thinking strongly about deleting all my accounts on everything and just keeping my e mail. That is how some of my faimly is able to keep up with me. I just don't know what to think or feel anymore. I am lost and would like to find my way back but I need a helping hand.

For H.r. 3974 Viral Hepatitis And Liver Cancer Control And Prevention Act Of 2009
for H.R. 3974 Viral Hepatitis and Liver Cancer Control and Prevention Act of 2009 (Introduced in House) After reading this legislation in full, the Board of Directors of Debbullan Inc. have convened and agreed to fully support H.R. 3974. As currently written, this legislation well-opens the door to the future funding of Hepatitis focused programs as well as holds the best interests of the entire citizenship of the United States of America in its attention toward: * Prevention * Education (of medical professional to average citizen) * Vigilance of infection statistics and more You can read the entire bill in PDF version by accessing this link: HR3974 PDF SOLIDARITY OF VOICE Be well noted, there is more at hand than simply supporting the existence of this pending legislature. We wish to see this legislature progress through the US House of Representatives to the Senate. We see this as defining moment in the creation of a direly needed voice of solidarity calling attention to

New Things On The Horizon... (update)
Well, there have been many different things to happen in the 1st month of the new year. A lot of it was actually pretty unnecessary, but can't change that now. Gotta look forward. As you all know, I've joined the band 'Cry For Lily' and I'll tell you what, this has probably been the smartest musical choice I have made. And it's not a metal band!! But that will not change the fact that I still put the effort into it as I would if it was a metal band. That's just how I roll. My writing and playing styles WILL NOT CHANGE!! It hasn't before, why start now? I'm as comfortable, and happy as I was in S.I.N., and I like where I'm at and what I'm doing with this band. The fact that my bandmates/friends are some of the most musically creative people I have had the pleasure to play music with. It really is a beautiful thing when people with different musical backgrounds and interests, can work so well together to make some of the coolest, kick-ass music that I have heard in a long time. I thoroug

Clustered Random Thoughts
Well for starters.... I am very happy now and no one will change that. People think that if they say certain things that I will change my mind or feelings about stuff or people. I do what I want and believe what I want. Yes you guys do say some persuasive things but I have the final decision about the way I feel about it. I believe everyone has their own opinions on everything and that is the way it should be. I have finally found what I have been looking for in life. Yes it took me quite a while but I think in the long run it was well worth the wait. I have learned a lot along the way. Some stuff good some stuff bad. Some things I have done I do regret but I know I learned from my mistakes. Everyone needs to have a good outlook on life instead of it always being a downer. I used to be one of those types of people that thought anything and everything bad that could happen was happening to them. Well I turned that around finally because I found a good outlet for my feelings instead of r

Cold By Evans Blue
Hello, I'm your martyr.. Will you be my gangster? Can you feel my trigger hand moving further down your back? When you hide, hide inside that body but just remember that when I touch you the more you shake, the more you give away.... [Cold]but I'm still here. [Blind] 'cause I'm so blind [say never] We're far from comfortable this time. [Cold]now we're so cold.[mine] and you're not mine. [Say never] We're far from obvious this time. Wait, another minute here, time will kill us after all Can you feel that second hand wrapped around your neck? So fall into my eyes, and fall into my lies but don't you forget the more you turn away the more I want you to stay. [Cold]but I'm stil

August/september 2010 Update
Around August 19th 2010 which will be a thursday i will be heading back to Ringwood/Melbourne Victoria Australia for a 4 week holiday but there's a twist to it this time,this time is different because this time i am house sitting as a favour to my sister and her boyfriend as they're taking a well deserved holiday and i go back to sydney around about 20th of september 2010 from Bruce

Story 2
-It only takes one, and I am on a missionI pull you up to me leaning back on the bed with you lying on top ofme and between my legs. I star to kiss you with a deep passion,running my hand down your back, grabbing your ass, as my other handcontrols your head from the back of your neck. I start to kiss yourneck and move down to your collar bone. My hands grab a hold of youright under your breasts lifting you off of me just a little bit andpushing you forward so that your breasts are in my face. I continue tohold you off of me and my tongue begins exploring your breasts. Ireach behind you and with one hand snap your bra off. I start bykissing your nipple. Soft little kisses followed by a little bit ofsucking on them. I bite down on your nipple with my lips and pull awaywith my mouth until it comes out of my mouth. The pain feels too good,and you moan with pleasure full pain. I move my face right in betweenyour breasts and kiss them letting them rub on my face. I move over toyour other bre

Duty
obscene mannerisms give way to an offensive nature with no control and no regard for the absurdity of it all. you vote like it's your duty. FUCK your duty, that's your job - you'll get paid, minimum wage and when your body dies, choked by chapped old hands, your mind will survive on a sweet little pension check that you've worked your whole life for. your christian children will dance for joy around you- then burn you on their white picket fence. with more political cliches then my writing, somebody will shut you up, just like they shut me u-

Rules For Women !
Rules men think women should follow.... We always hear "the rules" from the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us griping about you leaving it down. 2. Birthdays, Valentines, and Anniversaries are not quests to see if we can find the perfect present yet again! 3. Sometimes we are not thinking about you. Live with it. 4. Sunday = sports. It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 5. Don't cut your hair. Ever. Long hair is always more attractive than short hair. One of the big reasons guys fear getting married is that married women always cut their hair, and by then you're stuck with her. 6. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way. 7. Crying is blackmail. 8. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints d

True Colors (original By Aimee Lynn)
I could have never seenWhat you would do to meI was blinded by your face..Lost in those distant eyesSo many nights i criedDrowning in my discrase...(Chorus) Now I see that its youYour true colors shining throughNever going back nowPerfect Poison, Silent DeathNow I'm screaming my last breathand I'm never going back now...Where did i go wrongLike a siren's songYou pulled me in and drug me down..Back and forth we goDid you even knowThat my head was spinning 'round...This is the final wound, that i take from youI am finished with it all (backup vocals: You wont catch me when i fall)(Chorus)Now I see that its youYour true colors shining throughNever going back nowPerfect Poison, Silent deathNow I'm screaming my last breathand I'm never going back..Now I see that its youYour true colors shining throughNever going back nowPerfect poison, Silent deathNow I'm screaming my last breathand I'm never going back....Now

The Truth
ALL MY LIFE Author: Raven It was not so long ago when I thought I'd never meet someone like you. Wrong was I, thinking I'm in control Believing I'd never fall. All my life I thought no one would melt a heart like mine, a heart so cold, a heart hardened by the past, protected by shields so vast. Slowly I was falling without even knowing. Only to find out too late I have no choice but to accept my fate. I could dream, I suppose forever, I could hope there will never be any 'us', that's our destiny so I wake up to reality. I lied when I said I didn't love you, that my feelings for you are through. I lied not because I wanted to but because I love you and I still do. I wouldn't do a thing to hurt you but I just have to let go. I can't hold on much longer 'coz for us there's no forever.

For Jules
just brightens my day wheneven shes around u make me feel all squishy inside loves to please everyone around her excites and entices all the guys special to me and to many others JOVIAL UNDERSTANDING LOVEABLE INTELLIGENT ENIGMATIC

Invictus- William Ernest Henley
Out of the night that covers me, Black as the pit from pole to pole, I thank whatever gods may be For my unconquerable soul. In the fell clutch of circumstance I have not winced nor cried aloud. Under the bludgeonings of chance My head is bloody, but unbowed. Beyond this place of wrath and tears Looms but the Horror of the shade, And yet the menace of the years Finds and shall find me unafraid. It matters not how strait the gate, How charged with punishments the scroll, I am the master of my fate: I am the captain of my soul. I wish I had such a command of language.

Birthday Gifts
So a friend of mine talked me into making a birthday wishlist on amazon. I picked out a few things. Well low and behold a few friends bought me gifts from my list. I got four beautiful rings today, but.... I have NO IDEA who sent what. LOL There is no packing slip in any of the boxes. The return address is the company. etc. etc. So FESS UP! Who sent me what? haha If you're interested in seeing the wishlist, here it is: Wishlist

How To Be A Gentleman
1Good hygiene is a must. Don't just use a bar of soap, but do scrub yourself. Make sure ears have no wax in them and that privates and facial hair are clean and at least trimmed nicely. When applying deodorant or cologne, don't use a lot. Also, make sure you don't use too much hair gel (it's sticky).2Pay attention to how you look. Wear clothes that fit your body well, eliminate flashy clothing and avoid fashion "faux pas" (i.e. baseball hats cocked slightly to the side). A simpler wardrobe will keep the emphasis on you, not your clothes, which will change your outlook. Get regular haircuts.3A true gentleman is polite to everyone, in action and words. Always be aware of how you can help people. Wait an extra few seconds to hold the door for the person behind you. Offer to help an old or pregnant person get their grocery bags to the car. You don't have to be paranoid or risk killing yourself (i.e if you've got a precarious grip on something heavy, don't open the door for so

Life
Why does the world have to be so cold? Why does all that is wrong have to hurt so much? Why do people do such mean things to others? The world is a scarey place at this point in time. I wonder from one day to the next what is going to happen to me, to my children, to the future. Some daysI struggle to get out of bed just to go to work and hear of everyones problems and I share some of mine but I also keep them smiling. At least I hope I do. I wonder how many people I have touched and changed their lives for the better cause it feels like I have not changed mine. I feel like I could have gave more. Done more. Helped more. In all the times I have done my best only a few have said thanks. To those who feel I have made them open thier eyes at one point in time I am glad. For those who have opened my eyes and helped me along the way. I bless you in all of ur march forward to make ur life better and to go on. To those who stray from what is a good choice to a bad choice I hope someday that u

The Rules For Staying In My Family
ok people some of u seem to forget what the rules are for being in my family on here so here they are: 1). family add for family add!! and yes i do check to see if im in ur family, if i am not.... i will not give u warning but remove u from mine without hesitation 2). NO STEALING MY PICS!!!!! if there is one of my pics that u would like to have, just ask. 3). No going for more then a week without chatting with me or at least lettin me know that u was on my page (for those that are on a different schedule then me) for those of u that were lucky enough to get in my family, u know how u got there so please continue to be respectfull and dont break these simple rules. thanks, jami *aka*swtnsxyj

This Little Guy Needs A Name!
Next Monday, I will be adopting this little guy and his sister. I have a name chosen for the little girl, Mocha, but I've yet to fall in love with a name for him. Ideally, it would somehow go with Mocha's name, because they are littermates. Possibly another coffee-related name, or a name that starts with M. So, I'm looking to my Fu friends to help me out here! P.S. The name MUST be SFW! :)

So Over It
So over this life and planet. We squabble over petty issues. He/ she has this and we don't. He/she loves him/her and not me. This person has earned this many points and reaches this level and been on the FU less time then I have...This is the most critical time and we should all pull together and say enough is enough. Governments, politics and leaders are making the most bold attempt to steal our money and our very freedoms in the history of mankind through manufactured lies which they created. Countries are threatening to wipe each other off the planet and arming to fulfill that. Debts are soaring to the point we will never be able to repay them, no matter how many years it takes. Earthquakes, tornadoes, volcanoes, tsunamis, droughts and flooding are happening at record levels but all we can say is, as long as it doesn't effect me. Everything we do effects someone else and the ratio is geometric. Stop living a selfish existence and think of the effect of what we do on others, as well

To Dance Or Not To Dance
So wally world pays me jack shit. Keeps cutting my hours and the like.... I'm honestly thinking of changing my availability to 12-7 and going back to the strip club in the evenings. They've changed shit around too. The girls have an hourly pay. No house fee. And you claim your tips (up to $50). I'm really thinking of going back for a few nights a week to help with this shortness of moo-lah. Any thoughts on the matter?I mean I've been looking for other day jobs but its really not working out the way I want it to and with this I'll still be getting the same amount of sleep.

The Reason I Cry
I'm going to turn all your pain aroundI'm going to hold you till you don't need me anymoreI'm going to travel forever and everI'm not going to stop even if I get soreYour My one hope of happinessThe one I can only dream of right nowIf I ever lost you, I'd be afraidBut I'll get over it somehowSo baby, hold me when you are happy.Baby please hold me when your sadHold me, and squeeze me, never let goBecause you are the best That I've ever hadYou are The angel the was meant only for meThe one girl That I want in my lifeYou are the girl of my dreamsThe one who makes my life just rightAnd I would never want you to leave meAnd I never want you to hurtBecause If I see a single tear come from your eyesI promise you, someone will get hurt.You are the butterflies in my stomachYou are the stars I see in the skyYou are many things that I have in my lifeThe only things that really get me byI will never leave you heart brokenIf someone promised you thisI promise you ThatI even loved you from the start

Woman In Baloon
A woman in a hot air balloon realized she was lost. She reduced altitude and spotted a man below. She descended a bit more and shouted, "Excuse me Sir, can you help me? I promised a friend, I would meet him an hour ago but I don't know where I am." The man below replied, "You're in a hot air balloon hovering approximately 30 feet above the ground. You're between 40 and 41 degrees north latitude and between 59 and 60 degrees west longitude." ''You must be an engineer," said the lady balloonist. "I am", replied the man. 'How did you know?' ''Well", answered the lady in the balloon, "everything you told me is technically correct, but I have no idea what to make of your information, and the fact is I'm still lost. Frankly, you've not been much help to me at all. If anything, you've delayed my trip even more." The engineer below responded, "You must be in Top Management." ''I am", replied the lady balloonist, "but, how did you know?'' "Well," said the Engineer, "You don't know w

Bury Me Deep In Your Heart
Bury me deep inside your heartWithin the abyss of your loveSo when this world falls apartI'm who you'll be thinking of.For when the outer walls crumble,From the times she left you thereAnd your mind feels in a jumbleYou'll see it's me who cares.For with each rock falling downLike a chisel, it'll find a way throughAnd when you reach oncoming groundI'll be there to keep carrying youI want to be all that remainsThe core of your soul, every part.But in order to bear the painYou must bury me deep in your heart.

American Airlines Flight 11
AMERICAN AIRLINES FLIGHT 11: FROM BOSTON TO LA; CRASHED INTO NORTH TOWER WITH 92 VICTIMS ON BOARDFLIGHT CREWBarbara Arestegui, 38, Marstons Mills, Massachusetts*Jeffrey Collman, 41, Novato, Calif.*Sara Low, 28, Batesville, Arkansas*Karen A. Martin, 40, Danvers, Mass.*First Officer Thomas McGuinness, 42, Portsmouth, New Hampshire*Kathleen Nicosia, 54, Winthrop, Mass.*John Ogonowski, 52, Dracut, Massachusetts*Betty Ong, 45, Andover, Massachusetts*Jean Roger, 24, Longmeadow, Massachusetts*Dianne Snyder, 42, Westport, Massachusetts*Madeline Sweeney, 35, Acton, Massachusetts*PASSENGERSAnna Williams Allison, 48, Stoneham, Massachusetts*David Angell, 54, Pasadena, California*Lynn Angell, 45, Pasadena, California*Seima Aoyama, 48, Culver City, Calif.Myra Aronson, 52, Charlestown, Massachusetts*Christine Barbuto, 32, Brookline, Massachusetts*Carolyn Beug, 48, Los Angeles, California*Kelly Ann Booms, 24, Brookline, Mass.*Carol Bouchard, 43, Warwick, Rhode Island*Neilie Anne Heffernan Casey, 32,

Caresses
As u approach me, my heart starts to beat, fast,pulsing, racing with time. Kindling , and glowing , like we are to be intwined.Panting, gasping for my air to release from your fiery embrace,wanting , desiring, like i was wrapped in soft lace.You are there, slightly touching my silky skin,waiting for u to reach further within.You slide your hand down my arms, temperature risingfeed me , feel me, i can already feel a uprising.You move my hair licking and kissing at my luscious neck.oh touch me baby, for i will become such a wreck.You kiss me passionately on my luscious lips, you reach around me and start to grab my hips.Your kiss has done it, i start to melt and fall into your embrace.You gentley look at me staring into my beautiful face.You run your hands down across my back feeling my heat.oh my love i am feeling so good right down to my feet.Slowly u guide your hand to that satin pleasure,kissing down my chest and stomach looking for that treasure.Slightly , licking, savoring my delig

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Just So You Know
Its that time of year again where my Christmas stock is streaming through the door and there are boxes to the ceiling .... This means my days are getting busier and my time to fuck around shorter. This means you might see me comment something one second and the next I am off cleaning, stocking ,helping customers, wrapping baskets ,or sitting in a corner rocking and humming. SO ... this also means that I am going to have some who think I am either in a bad mood, ignoring them or wishing them to jump in a lake. No ... I am busy I am heading into my 3 months of having a snowballs chance in hell of making a profit for the year I am run off my feet and dog tired and its not going to stop until January Every year at this time I have a certain percentage of friends who are convinced I suddenly went through a personality change and they have done something to piss me off. NOPE ... I am busy and I am fucking tired . so now you know