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Who Are The Bad Guys?
Here's something for you to contemplate. The ACLU and the liberals are screaming about the CIA's waterboarding Al-Qaida terror prisoners. Follow the 1st link for a definition of waterboarding presented by ABC news and Sen. John McCain. Then follow the 2nd link and compare it to the AP video of a Al-Qaida torture chamber found by US troops in Iraq and decide for yourself exactly whom the good guys are and whom are the animals. Make up your own mind then pass this along for others to think about. ABC News Link: http://abcnews.go.com/WNT/Investigation/story?id=1356870 AP Link: : http://video.ap.org/v/default.aspx?g=133736ad-08e3-4e34-a5a0-51ecbeaaa479&f=txbea&fg=email

Here Is The Cutest Damn Pic I Found
WISHING ALL AWSOME DAY WAHOOOO IM GOING TO BE WITH MY KAGE FOR " NEW YEARS " AND IM THE HAPPIEST WITCH THEIR IS SO , FROM US TO YOU'S Get Funny Pictures at pYzam.com LOVE YOU'S CHERIE AKA WITCHESBREW

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Weeeeeee I came home a tad buzzed last night!! My drink list....or at least what I remember: 2 Yummy mixed shots - not sure what it was..but it was yummy! My friend linda bought em, and I tossed em back! 4 bottles of Bud Light 5-8 shots of Jose Cuervo 2 glasses of vodka and orange juice Im not sure... I think that was it. I was a lil buzzed...I couldn't walk straight last night to save my life. I haven't laughed that much in ages!!!

Holiday Spirit????? Help Pleaze
HELLO Y'ALL I KNOW THAT IT IS CHRISTMAS EVE AND EVERYONE WILL BE DOING THINGS WITH THEIR FAMILY, BUT IF YOU COULD STOP BY AND LEAVE 20-30 COMMENTS ON THIS IT WOULD BE GREAT. MY VIP EXPIRES NONE OTHER THAN CHRISTMAS DAY...AND WITH THE HOLIDAYS BEING ALOT MORE ROUGH THAN EXPECTED THIS WOULD BE MY CHRISTMAS PRESENT. PLEASE HELP ME OUT. I NEED A LIL OVER 5,000 COMMENTS AND I CAN GET MY VIP RENEWED ON CHRISTMAS DAY. IF EVERYONE IN MY LIST WAS ABLE TO DO THIS...I WOULD EASILY REACH THAT GOAL. PLEASE SEND ME A MESSAGE WHEN YOU HAVE FINISHED THE COMMENTS AND I WILL GIVE YOU A SPECIAL XMAS GIFT FROM ME!!! LOTS OF LOVE~ ARIEL HAPPY HOLIDAYS TO EVERYONE!!!!! ~ÄRÌÈL#1ßÄÐGÌR£™~ღ♥£ÄÐ¥ õҒ ÑÄ§Ŧ¥ ŦĦ¥ĦÈ§®ღ~ Just click on the photo ~ÄRÌÈL#1ßÄÐGÌR£™~ღ♥£ÄÐ¥ õҒ ÑÄ§Ŧ¥ ŦĦ¥ĦÈ§®ღ@ fubar

Eyes Of Lies
eyes of lies, i thought i knew eyes that never said we'd be through your every look makes me blush between my legs i feel the rush then your smile cuts my heart eyes of lies tearing me apart **************chorus*************** just like your social invitation it's like your on medication get to your destination swiftly at the end of your lies you'll find me *********************************** it's my life im in control was what i thought till i filled your role your smile used to set me free the price it cost was much to steep **************chorus***************************** i try to say all thats on my mind your response is vicous and kind the contradiction is plain to see eyes of lies you set me free **************chorus*****************************

Say Goodbye To Goldylocks
the walls close tight around me theres no one left to help me squeezing my darkend soul in this house all alone i'm trapped, no place to go i feel i've lost control ************chorus******************** say goodbye to goldylocks it's my life, watch me go my hair blows in the wind my shoulders no longer pinned you thought you had control ************************************** i look deep inside of me only i can set me free i no longer want to feel no other way will i heal i must, but cant leave having no money or means **********************chorus********************* i taste the salt of my tears then i lose all my fears i button my shirt, tie my shoes fight the urge to down the booze here i am, back straight and tall never again will this woman fall ***********************chorus********************

It's A God Damn Joke Folks
for the few of you that have went bat chit this last week over my default pictures not being me. Or your the ass monkey who went through and marked damn near ever photo that wasnt boring nsfw. Get the hell over it. The girl with the bouncing boobies is a joke and will end when the two blast i have end. They kind of go hand in hand with the joke. Now that we got that out of the way. It has amazed me during my time here the things that get marked nsfw and the ones that just slide on by. I dont have a problem with the slide on by stuff. I say let it all hang out for the world to see. As long your prime pic and default folder passes the bouncers everything in the other folder is fair game. My personal feeling is that your prime picture no matter what you use should be in your default. this is the one folder that we all understand is meant for "non NSFW" pics. past that its "VBW" Viewer Be Warned. Or "EAYOR" Enter at your own risk. Hell I don't care what you call it. I would like t

Cinderella Update
Cinderella is now 95 years old. After a fulfilling life with the now dead prince, she happily sits upon her rocking chair, watching the world go by from her front porch, with a cat named Bob for companionship. One sunny afternoon out of nowhere, appeared the fairy godmother. Cinderella said, "Fairy Godmother, what are you doing here after all these years"? The fairy godmother replied, "Cinderella, you have lived an exemplary life since I last saw you. Is there anything for which your heart still yearns?" Cinderella was taken aback, overjoyed, and after some thoughtful consideration, she uttered her first wish: "The prince was wonderful, but not much of an investor. I'm living hand to mouth on my disability cheques, and I wish I were wealthy beyond comprehension. Instantly her rocking chair turned into solid gold. Cinderella said, "Ooh, thank you, Fairy Godmother" The fairy godmother replied, "It is the least that I can do. What do you w

Crazy Man
you move the hair from my eyes i feel your love, it makes me weak theres so much love in our hearts it flows over when we're aprt sometimes i break down and cry **********chorus************ sitting here hitting the strings thinking of different things i play what little i can learned to play from a crazy man a crazy man ill always love lips soft like the song of a dove ***************************** when i met you i came back to life your mind's as sharp as a knife made me look within myself showed me my true wealth i'm sitting here on the stairs wasting time ****chorus***************** i've been on my own for a while now seen this big world spinning round felt so good to see you smile now i'll get both feet back on the ground ****chorus***************** one day, time will tell i'm busten' out of my shell who cares if they like me at all it only matters what i see i would not have known if you hadn't shown me now the world seems so clear ****chorus*********

Cheating
i am fit to be tied....if any of our friends/family have been to Ozzy's page, he has SMEARED my Master's name in the mud....directly under the photo, he has written "got caught cheating" firstly, the s.o.b. didn't state whether other accounts could or couldn't be used...he should have done so, in my opinion....but his childishness has reached the limit..... PLEASE don't give this bastard the time of day or the points, as Master has entered the pic in another comp where your votes DO count...please see us for the link!

The Beginning Of A Christmas Tradition
When four of Santa's elves got sick, and the trainee elves did not produce the toys as fast as the regular ones, Santa was beginning to feel the pressure of being behind schedule. Then Mrs. Claus told Santa that her Mom was coming to visit. This stressed Santa even more. When he went to harness the reindeer, he found that three of them were about to give birth and two had jumped the fence and were out, heaven knows where. More stress. Then when he began to load the sleigh one of the boards cracked, and the toy bag fell to the ground and scattered the toys. So, frustrated, Santa went into the house for a cup of apple cider and a shot of rum. When he went to the cupboard, he discovered that the elves had hidden the liquor, and there was nothing to drink. In his frustration, he accidentally dropped the cider pot, and it broke into hundreds of little pieces all over the kitchen floor. He went to get the broom and found that mice had eaten the straw end of the broom.

Hey All My Friends And Family..i Have Something To Say..plz Read
well i am moving ..and by Christmas i should be moved but i am not sure when my internet will be on ..maybe a week or 2 ..so i thought i let u all know so u did not worry...i will be missing talking to most of u and hope u all still leave me comments and let me know i am loved..i hope u all have a great holiday and have lots of fun..and i see u all soon huggzz..lots of love to u all..u mean alot to me..stacie

Castration
After some initial "experiments"the "Castration" extreme escape will now most likely make use of a running chainsaw POSITIONED BETWEEN MY SPREAD LEGS. The chainsaw will be mounted to a metal stand and a leather belt will hold my waist by chains to the stand. This belt will prevent me from stepping forward away from the saw blade between my legs but WILL allow me to sag if my legs buckle and then the saw to rip my manly parts to bits. Speaking of sagging downwards... did I mention that I will be restrained in manacles and a neck collar with a 10 lb weight attatched to the back of it that is slowly but surely strangling me? The weight around my neck will naturally make me want to drop downwards but I DARE NOT or I will have my best features SHREDDED. This extreme escape is very sick, very real, and will no doubt have evey guy in the audience cringing and hiding thier eyes. As usual, no built in safety devices or gimmicks whatsoever and all performed in FULL VIEW OF THE

What Is It About Me
Saturday morning ramblings. so what is it about me and being poly. i love my slave dearly, i wouldnt hurt her or leave her for anything. but when i was trying to live vanilla i always had desires for others. not sure why or what caused this but it has always been there. it doesnt mean i am seaching for better or want to change what i have. but typical male i guess. so i dont hide it now, i dont sneak around. i dont cheat. i keep it in the open. i involve her when i can or when the situation calls for it. and it doesnt mean i take away from the other either. i give all to anyone i have a connection with. alot of what i see is that others require one on one and that is fine. i hear that they are too jealous of another or too possessing of the one who owns them and to give all they have they have to have that one on one always. back to typical male. our eyes roam, our desires roam, we fantasize, we crave that interpersonal connection. yes there are those masters out there that are satis

Need Help Plz...tyvm
A GOOD FRIEND OF MINE IS IN A CONTEST TO WIN A MILLION FU-BUCKS. iT ENDS AT 6:30 PM TODAY (DEC 22) AND DUE TO UNFORESEEN CIRCUMSTANCES HE GOT BEHIND BUT WILL ALL THE LOVE ON FUBAR WE CAN GET HIM BACK UP ON TOP. WOULD YOU PLEASE GO TO THE LINK BELOW AND LEAVE AS MANY COMMENTS AS POSSIBLE? ALL LOVE WILL BE RETURNED..TYVM IN ADVANCE...THE LINK Ihttp://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=570303&i=42420671S..

Dec. 21st 2007
First Day of Winter Winter Solstice The 2nd day of Eid al-adha 2007. 4 More days until Christmas! 8 more days until my son turns 7 years old on 12/29 10 more days until New Year's Eve 11 for Celebration of officially being the New Year & Day of 2008! 365 more days until December 21st comes again... and I turn 27 in 2008.... December 21st 2007, was.... my 26th birthday & other than my husband kissing me/wishing me a happy birthday. My son calling on speaker phone, my brother Brian...along with Sunny, a person I barely know, leaving a myspace comment and my parents giving a small 'party' on the 19th. I received no phone calls, no ecards, no comments, no presents, no invitations to go out by anyone other than those mentioned above who, besides Sunny, are obligated by blood or marriage to give me well wishes on my birthday. Not even a call/comment from my RL best friends whom I always call/comment for all things including simple hellos. Needless to say, this was u

Our First Fu-owner Is......
RawkStar.... was the highest bidder in our first 2 Fu's 4 U auction. We are pleased to bestow our Fu- Ownership to this wonderful guy. Please be sure to Rate/Fan/Add Him. He has an amazing page with an awesome Stash. Please show our Fu-Owner your Fu Luv!!! =^ЯÄWƘƧ†☆Я^= Proudly Owned By Danielle@ fubar Get this widget | Track details

Dickology 101 -ladies Will Love This
A good friend of mine sent me this....OK....Now the ladies need to go ahead and read up...Fella's you better hope you are not INTERNET DICK! ************************************************* DICKOLOGY 101 MISERABLE DICK - When the guy is extremely handsome. He says the right things, does the right things. When it comes to sex, he is lacking in this department. He sucks your tits too hard, kisses your mouth too long, stays around your neck forever, fingers you like a GYN Doctor, licks your pussy like he was in a track meet and has a very small dick. You try to give him some head and only find that you are actually sucking a pacifier. This is so miserable. You think, "how can a guy so fine, so polite have weak game?" To top everything off ladies, how about just when in your mind your going to try to get the best out of this even if you have to make yourself cum and he beats you to the punch. DAMN, I cannot believe he came in 3 minutes!!! TOLERABLE DICK - Thi

Kosovo,[to The Tune Of The Beach Boys' "kokomo"]
Kosovo to the tune of The Beach Boys' "Kokomo" by the Norwegian Army Telemark battalion ********************************* Croatia, Albania, somewhere near Romania It's Euro, and NATO, why the hell do we go Pristinia, blew up, huh? Head for Macedonia I'll race ya... Somewhere far overseas There's a place called Kosovo That's where you don't want to go If you're Albanian at all Protecting human rights Air strikes and firefights And we'll be dropping our bombs Wherever Serbian bad guys hide Just up from Kosovo Somalia, Grenada, Or rescuing Kuwait-a We screwed ya Rwanda Wish we coulda helped ya Iraqi embargo That's where we got hustled Ooo so now we're helping out in Kosovo We'll kiss some ass and then we'll see how it goes And then we really don't know Good luck to Kosovo Mi-lo-se-vic You sorry son of a bitch [musical interlude] Every time we go To little places like Kosovo We never really know What happens after we go T

What Goes Around..........
And the seasons, they go round and round And the painted ponies go up and down We can't return, we can only look Behind from where we came And go round and round and round in the circle game. --Joni Mitchell High in the mountains near Sun Valley, Idaho, is a small cabin. The cabin is always left open for hikers to rest and refresh themselves. There is food in the cabin and wood for a fire. Often, weary backpackers have arrived there, tired and thirsty, to find just the beverage or snack they needed to help them on their way. The cabin operates on a system of trust - if you use something in the cabin, you replace it with something else. Perhaps it is just the thing the next traveller needs to go on. It is a circle game. We are all part of a big circle. If we give of ourselves or do a favor for someone, eventually - sometimes years later - someone will do something for us that will help us on our way. We do these little deeds without expecting to be rewarded, and we can accep

Action And Attitude
Your actions affect your attitude and your attitude drives your actions. It can indeed be powerful to get your actions and your attitude working consistently in the same direction. A small positive action can often make a big positive difference in your outlook on life. Even something quick and simple can shift your momentum. In the same way, a small positive shift in your attitude can encourage you to take action when you previously were not inclined to do so. Just a brief empowering thought can get you moving forward. So if you cannot quite bring yourself to take action, at the very least you can convince yourself to carry a more positive attitude. After all, thinking does not require any physical effort at all, and before long that positive attitude will surely lead you to take action. Or, if you find yourself resisting a positive attitude, at the very least you can take some small beneficial action. And you'll be amazed at how soon that will lead to a more positive attitude

A Cynical Willyism For The Fuckin' Day 12/22/07;
Alright it's almost New Years, a lot of people are going to be askin' "Who knows where the time goes?" This is my answer, "Hey if I told you where the time goes what you gonna do fuckin' jump in after it?" Thanks you know who LOL!

Scottish-gaelic Phrases
SCOTTISH-GAELIC PHRASES (and one Irish): 1. I miss you!--Scottish-Gaelic: Tha mi gad iondrainn!--Pronunciation: Hah mee gat ye-oondrin! 2. I love you!--Gaelic: Tha gaol agam ort!--Pron: Hah gool ackum orsht! Note: the "ao" vowel combo actually sounds like the German "oe" or "ö". 3. May it go well with you!--Guma math a thèid leibh!--Gumma ma a heht leeve. 4. Kindred Spirit--spiorad càirdeach--Pron: Speeruht cahrshtyuch. Note: "ch" is exactly like "ch" in German. If you are unfamiliar with that then it is sort of in the back of the throat, like a cat spitting or something. 5. White Lightning--dealanach bàn--jelanach bahn or bonn. 6. This one is Irish Gaelic: Love of my heart!--A ghra mo chroi!--A gra mo chree! (I think) 7. You are the love of my heart!--Scottish-Gaelic: Is tù gaol mo chridhe!--Ish too gool moe chreeyeh! 8. It is good to be hearing from you again!--Scottish Gaelic: Tha e math a bhith a' cluinntinn bhuat a rithist!--Ha ey ma uh vih uh cle

Merry Christmas & Happy New Year
To my Fubar Family, Friends & Fans. I wish you all a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year. Enjoy yourselfs and be safe. I will speak with you all in the New Year. Your Friend & Fan James (aka Jimbo)

Australian Men Are Retarded!!!
i don't care how good-looking they are...they have got to be dumber than a box of rocks! just cuz i wouldn't cam with this loser (of whom didn't have a cam in return-which i why i refused) he told me to remove him off my list cuz he 'don't like to play games'. how fucking retarded do you have to be?! was i wrong to refuse to cam with this guy?!

Who Were The Celts?
Well, the Celts were member of the Indo-European people, who probably originated from Central Europe, during the late second millennium BC (late Bronze Age). Traces of their earliest existences can be found in Austria, Germany and France. They established Late Bronze/Iron Age culture called Hallstatt culture, in Austria during the 9th or 8th century BC. When the Iron Age Hallstatt began to displace the Bronze Age Hallstatt, a rich, flourishing trade existed between the Greeks and the Celtic tribes living in the region of Bavaria to Bohemia. The Greeks called them Keltoi; the name has its root probably in the 5th century BC. While the Romans called them Galli, which is "Gauls". A new Iron Age culture emerged during the 6th century BC, called La Tène around the Rhine River. La Tène introduced the distinctive style, which the Celtic arts were famous for. Swords and spear were founded buried with their warriors. The Celtic society had become more warlike. Since 600 BC, a Greek col

Lessons Learned Part 1
i have been given an opportunity and hopefully made the best of it. i knew that there was a lot to learn to stop this princess from becoming stuckup spoiled and downright rude. i didn’t realize how hard it would be to avoid such things. i had already headed down the path to seeing the fruition of these labors and it wasn’t pretty. Yes as most of my friends will attest to, i can be quite selfcentered, egotistical, and pious. i am rarely wrong and if i am i will be the first to admit it. There is a lot of pride in that statement. In all honesty, if i was any kind of friend at all i wouldn’t use that statement. Why does this little girl have such a hard time showing her appreciation of her friends? They bend over backwards for me when i need them the most. They put up with all my bitchiness and shit and love me still. i want to grow to be a better person than who i am now. To sum it up, i’d like to learn the self control and discipline it takes to be a person who can change her corn

Whe Wish You All A Merry Xmas
SANTA IS NEARLY THERE .... Visit www.hostdrjack.com SO ITS TIME TOO WISH YOU ALL A HAPPY TIME...UNDER THE XMAS TREE...TOGETHER WITH YOUR LOVED ONES...THATS WHY THE OWNER AND THE STAFF OFF THE ~~VIBRATIONS LOUNGE~~ WISH YOU ALL A GREAT XMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR... Angel Eyes1974~co owner*stiletto girls~w.i.s.e.~U.K.L~sisterhood~owner*VIBRATIONS LOUNGE~@ fubar JJ - Founder of Stiletto Girls.... Wishing You all A Merry Christmas and Happy New Year@ fubar Ruggyboy - Shadow Enforcer/Bar-man of ~VIBRATIONS LOUNGE~!!!- Fubar Hubby of Rachel W.I.S.E K.U. F@ fubar ♥ AnGeL.BaBy {Wise UK} - Vibrations Lounge Pole Dancer - Fallen From Heaven ♥ ®@ fubar ~~shauny32 ~~Pole dancer at VIBRATIONS LOUNGE~~ Club F.A.R~Single ~ The Sisterhood~~@ fubar ***~T~***W,I,S,E U,K Friends***Fubar Wife to rm450n***staff member at the Vibration Lounge***@ fubar The Stallion -AMR- Alexa's Man@ fubar WHEELSOFSTEELmember of w.i.s.e uk freinds

No Regrets
You only get one life, one choice, and one chance. Can't change the past, you gotta play what's dealt in your hand. I'll help you understand why I do what I do if you could help me understand why I should listen to you. There ain't a perfect person living on this planet today and I'm certain I've been wrong with some decisions I've made, but that's a play that's been played, they say whats done is done, you gotta loose a few battles before the wars won. See appoligies are given but have the balls to recieve it, at the time it seems right so I never reget it. The path I took look buddy, you can go and be mad, I'm a go on and laugh, your packing fun in my laughs. Wanna live life like there's no tomorrow, Drink it all like the who damn bottle, No regrets, no time for sorrow, wanna lead never wanna follow.

Cait Sidhe
The Cat Sìth or Cat Sídhe is a fairy creature from Scottish and Irish mythology, said to resemble a large black cat with a white spot on its breast. Legend has it that the spectral cat haunts the Scottish Highlands. Some common folklore suggested that the Cait Sìth was not a fairy, but a transformed witch. The myths surrounding this creature are more common in Scottish Folklore, but a few myths originate in Irish folklore as well. As proposed by British cryptozoologist Dr. Karl Shuker, in his book Mystery Cats of the World (1989), it is possible that the legends of the Cat Sìth were inspired by Kellas Cats, which are probably a distinctive hybrid between European Wildcats and domestic cats only found in Scotland (the European Wildcat is absent from elsewhere in the British Isles). Typical Kellas Cats resemble large black wildcats, but with some peculiar features closer to domestic cats, and have probably been present in Scotland for centuries, maybe even some 2 millennia or more.

Merry Christmas
Get More at COMMENTYOU.comwishing you all a very happy and peaceful Christmas...If you don't get what you want...be grateful for what you do get...there are many who will get nothing...and still manage to wear a smile on their face

Bombing Help Needed Plz......
This contest ends at 6 pm tonite..(Dec 22)..we'd greatly appreciate all the comment bombing we can get..due to unforeseen circumstances Last got behind but with all the love on fubar we can get him ahead..if u could plz just drop as many comments as possible it would be greatly appreciated..all love will be returned...tyvm..here is the linkhttp://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=570303&albumid=737810&i=42420671...

Blessings To You
"TO ALL MY IRISH BROTHER AND SISTERS" "NOLLAIG SHONA DUIT" "ERIN GO BRAUGH" (AN IRISH BLESSING FOR MY BROTHERS AND SISTERS) The light of the Christmas star to you The warmth of home and hearth to you The cheer and good will of friends to you The hope of a childlike heart to you The joy of a thousand angels to you The love of the Son and God's peace to you. "NOLLAIG SHONA DUIT" 'Nollaig shona duit!' Happy Christmas! 'Nollaig faoi shéan is faoi shonas duit.' A prosperous and happy Christmas to you. May peace and plenty be the first to lift the latch on your door, and happiness be guided to your home by the candle of Christmas. May you have warm words on a cold evening, a full moon on a dark night, and a smooth road all the way to your door. There are good ships, and there are wood ships, The ships that sail the sea. But the best ships, are friendships, And may they always be. May the hinges of our friendship never grow rusty. Here’s to you and yours,

Diet
A guy calls a company and orders their 5-day, 10 lb. Weight Loss program.The next day, there's a knock on the door and there stands before him a voluptuous, athletic, 19 year old babe dressed in nothing but a pair of Nike running shoes and a sign around her neck. She introduces herself as a representative of the weight loss company. The sign reads, "If you can catch me, you can have me." Without a second thought, he takes off after her. A few miles later huffing and puffing, he finally gives up. The same girl shows up for the next four days and the same thing happens. On the fifth day, he weighs himself and is delighted to find he has lost 10 lbs. As promised. He calls the company and orders their 5-day/20 pound program. The next day there's a knock at the door and there stands the most stunning, beautiful, sexy woman he has ever seen in his life. She is wearing nothing but Reebok running shoes and a sign around her neck that reads,

Desires Of The Heart
What do you want? Really truly deeply what do you desire? If you examine this question i guarantee you will surprise yourself. i'm not referring to the simple little things that would be nice for the moment. Like threesomes, there are some things that you experience and the desire is gone. You simply want to experience the moment, not retain it as a lifestyle change. These are not deep seated desires, they are just flippant thoughts of grandure. i have recently been confronted with the decision of what i want. This has led to some deep thinking and consideration because of my princess nature and slave nature. They conflict in many ways and therefore, i thought I had to choose which i desire i wanted more. Yes there are some desires that will conflict with each other. They are constant needs of change in our lives. Like a switch. While they desire to be dominated, they also desire to be dominating. It is not a fleeting wish; it is a constant change that occurs in their lives. S

Grief
That grief gets better, but I guess I will have to disagree on that one. I still miss Jayme my child a lot and it has been 3 years now since I lost him. It hits on some days more then most. He is in my thoughts daily. Sometimes it hurts more then most times.

Merry Christmas To All My Friends
I hope every one has a safe and wonderful Holiday. I work at night now so i dont get on that much. but i am off for 2 weeks...yay. so i will try to spend some time on FUBAR. God bless all of my friends and their family and happy new year Jenn Sexy Comments Galore!Kisses and Licks,Jenn

Idiot Nsfw Fllagging...
Hi, I woke up this morning and logged in here to see if my online friends were about to say "Good Morning" and I find some funny fucker had NSFW's one of my pics. Now I have a substantial abount of homemade porn on here and that is all friend and family onlyas it should be, but this was justa slogan,a selection of words on a plain background. It is my understanding that this site is Adults only, although its obvious by some of their actions that mentally that is not the case, but that is another matter. My original profile pic was flagged asit showed me reclining in the bath similar to the one I have now, but was showing a little more, but nothing of a pornagraphic nature was on display, infact nothing below the water line was visible at all, lol. I can see where some repressed people may feel conflicted and feel the urge to report it though. But flagging a selection of words your average 9 year old is subjected to on adaily basis at school and in some homes, that is ju

Just Random Ranting
Ok. You get an invite into a lounge. You go in, sit for a minute, get asked to subscribe, so you do it. Then you leave, and forget all about the place... I don't know how many times I've done that. So I sit here and go thru my list of lounges, which is vast, and determine which to keep and which to drop. I go into a lounge, hit unsubscribe, and move on to the next one...only to find that there IS NO UNSUBSCRIBE OPTION!! Shouldn't really matter. Just don't go in there. But it annoys me. I don't know if it is intentionally hidden, or if it's a fubar glitch in select lounges, but it annoys me. One lounge I went in to unsubscribe from had no unsubscribe link. I made a comment about it before I left, and was almost immediately contacted by a lounge staff member stating that they could do it for me, but would I reconsider...Why? I asked. Because you don't start drama, and you're fun. Well naturally, this is true. So ok, I will stay in that one. On to the next one, where AGAIN

Im Looking.......
THIS IS GONNA BE SHORT AND SWEET.....IM LOOKING FOR A VERY NICE MAN WHO I CAN GET TO KNOW IM NOT LOOKING FOR SOME RANDOM PERV.! I NEED A MAN WHO WILL SHOW "ME" SOME ATTENTION FROM TIME TO TIME IF THATS YOU SEND ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE AND LETS GET THIS STARTED... XOXO KISSES *****DREAMS****

Cwp Contest Heads Up!!
I have just recently been given the post "Head of Promotions" for CLUB WICKED PARANOIA *****curties***** *****cue applause***** Ok, that's enough! Our goal is to make Club Wicked Paranoia one of the best, if not THE best lounge in Fubar. In order to do that, we're going to need EVERYONE'S help! If you know someone who you think would love it in there (and that will be everyone you know, trust me) than send them an invite! Get them in there! I, Angi, aka Blanche, aka the funniest girl in CWP Ever!, will be sponsoring at LEAST one contest a month to promote the lounge. This is going to start in January, after the holiday shit is out of the way. Prizes for these contests will be either a 1 month VIP, a Ticker package, or a 1, 3, or 7 day Blast! Contests will be advertised ONE WEEK ahead of the start date. Prizes, along with the rules and regulations will be advertised in my blogs, bulletins, and anywhere else I feel like putting them! Several staff will also be av

10 Reasons To Dance
10 Reasons To Dance by DJ Muzik-AL This is a demo from my CD entiteled 10 Reasons To Dance and is a collection of electronica tracks featuring genres chillout, hiphop, latino, tecno, trance & hardcore. http://www.esnips.com/doc/0abf8b08-bd24-41d5-a704-99e074b4ab26/10-Reasons-To-Dance_demo

Saint Sorrow.
Saint Sorrow where does it begin, Saint Sorrow where do you end, I do not understand, This life that I live in, I can't escape this immortal sin... Follow me, Oh follow me, Follow me, And I'll show you the way, Follow me, Oh Follow me, Follow me, And I'll take you to the end... Those harsh words, You said to me the other day, They follow me, And now I can't get away, In my head I see, What you meant to me, I want to be, The one to take you there, I threw it all away, And now I want it back again, So follow me, And I'll take you to the end.... Follow me, What am I to do, Oh follow me, All I want is you, Follow me, And I'll show you the way, Oh follow me, Please tell me you'll stay... I go down this road alone, Saint Sorrow my own, Follow me, Saint Sorrow is shown, Saint Sorrow, What do I have to do, Saint Sorrow, Just leave me alone, Everything is dark to me, I cannot see it by myself, I need someone to come and save me... Follow me,

Christmas And Yule Customs
Now that Christmas is fast approaching and the year has once more come full circle, most of us will soon be busy adorning the house with brightly coloured decorations, a Christmas tree and all the other paraphernalia that goes to create a festive atmosphere. Holly and mistletoe will almost certainly be included in our decorations as evergreens have been used in the winter festivities from very ancient times and definitely long before Christianity appeared on the scene. What Christians celebrate as the birthday of Christ is really something that was superimposed on to a much earlier pagan festival--that which celebrated the Winter Solstice or the time when the Sun reaches its lowest point south and is reborn at the beginning of a new cycle of seasons. In Northern Europe and Scandinavia it was noted by the early Christian scholar, Bede, that the heathens began the year on December 25th which they called Mother's Night in honour of the great Earth Mother. Their celebrations we

I Feel Like Poo
So i am sick of being sick... i woke up this morning to on nostril running like crazy and the other not able to get any air flow in what's so ever... blah blah i want to get better.... fuck being sick .. ::cough cough :: anyway that is all i am writing about... i hope i keep my germies to myself ...

A Different Kind Of Poem
A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I

Untitled 1
There she goes, The girl i never knew existedShe came to me, And I knew i couldn't resistWe started as friends, Then became moreNow i know, That she is the one i adoreI have been hurt in the past, I'm over that nowEvery time I talk to her, She has me like wowEvery time I think of her, I find myself in a dazeI do know one thing, Getting to her will be a mazeThe day we do meet, Life will be great.Believe it or not, I think she is my soul mateI always wonder, Not sure if she feels the sameI know with her, There will be no more gameIf you are reading this, you know who you areI will always love you, no matter how near or far

Damn Dog Crewed My Network Cable
Okay. So my dog chwed through my network cable to my computer. Now I can't get online through my computer. So now I'm on my Wii right now typing this blog up. Not only that. I can't play on my Xbox 360 online either as I had my two NICs bridged to share my Internet connection to my Xbox 360. At least tomorrow morning I'm going down to Radio Shack to get a new 30 foot network cable. Yes. A 30 foot cable to reach from them the room the cable modem and the router is, all the way to my room and into my computer. At least I have my Wii to surf the Internet with. And I have my PSP to listen to online radios (it's modded, if anybody's wondering how). So in short. Oni's not a happy demon. I will be in the morning. Don't worry. See you all later then.

Christmas
I want to put this down before another year passes and the memory is wiped from my consciousness completely. I will try to relate the events as I remember them, though I am old now and can be unreliable. Still, the memory of that time is what I keep with me, rather than the actual facts. So this will be as close as I can remember it and probably as close as you can remember it since a) you weren't present for much of what I am relating, and b) wouldn't be able to do much better either without relying on wikipedia to confirm the true facts. I want to tell you about Christmas in France. Now, I'm sure that every American Exchange student in every different corner of France at any given time didn't witness the same sort of Christmas I did. I was in Grenoble in 1990. At that time, back in the States Bush Senior was gathering a coalition... and when I use the word "coalition" I mean more than just Great Britain along with a handful of Australian and Polish soldiers thrown in, to figh

17 Weeks .....
I AM FINALLY PREGNANT AND ALMOST 17 WEEKS! NO ONE EVER THOUGHT THAT I WOULD ACTUALLY CARRY THE BABY PAST 8 WEEKS AND I HAVE!!! WORDS DONT EXPLAIN HOW HAPPY I AM!!! ME AND MY MAN ARE DOING GREAT AND HIS IS SO HAPPY THAT WE ARE HAVING A BABY TOGHTER, HE HAS A DOUGHTER SHE IS 5 AND SHE IS MY WORLD. I DONT KNOW WHAT I WOULD DO WITHOUT HIM I HAVE FINALLY FOUND SOMEONE WHO LOVE ME AND WANTS TO BE WITH ME. HE TREATS ME SO GOOD! THIS IS WHAT I HAVE ALWAYS WANTED AND I HAVE FINALLY GOT IT AND I WILL NEVER LOSE IT. YES WE HAVE OUR PROBLEMS BUT WHO DONT TRUE LOVE ALWAYS WORKS IT OUT RIGHT? HOPEFULLY WE WILL FIND OUT THE SEX OF THE BABY REAL SOON SO I CAN LET EVERYONE KNOW....TILL NEXT TIME

""mother """
Some of you know about this and some of you don't ..... It is something that bothers me on a daily basis, an I have no control over it.I just get to sit back and watch helpless. My mother and I have alway been very close , like best friends. About 4 years ago she was diagnosed with lung cancer , the worst and most aggressive kind. I was told to immediately get her affairs in order. She also had emphysema very badly in both lungs. So the bad lung could not be removed due to the other not being strong enough . After chemotherapy and radiation ,the cancer spread in to her bones. Now it is going all over her body. I have watched my mother at deaths door many times in the past 4 years .I have prayed many many nights for god to help her and to stop her pain . The most difficult thing for me to do is sit and watch helpless as my mother just withers away and watch her cry from the pain. There is nothing I can do but sit and hold her hand and tell her I love her . I cant even h

Logitech G9: Gaming Mice Redefined
Logitech redefines gaming mice with their latest gamer-oriented mouse The Logitech G9 is nothing to scoff at among the wide range of gaming mice. At first it may have been considered just a large gimmick with it's adjustable weights and two different grips but are actually very solid features. The custom click-on grips are a fresh breath to the gaming-mouse world. Nothing has been introduced like it yet, and this author was very impressed by it's implementation. While it took some time to get used to, it was an feature that is hard to stop using. In the middle of an intense gaming session I found myself switching between the two grips actively and found myself gaining an advantage between the two for different uses. The G9's true innovation is, as stated above, the custom grips. Logitech has hinted that it will be releasing more grips for the G9 (no dates have been mentioned) in the future, which will add a large list of different styles, shapes, and textures to the G9's funct

Christmas Time Is Here.
Well, it is almost upon us.... Christmas is most definately here. I just wanted to take a second to wish all my friends and loved ones on here a very Merry Christmas and A happy New Year. May the season bring u all the joy and love u deserve and may this next year be everything u are hoping for. If any of you need me or just wanna say hi, feel free to contact me.... I am always here for my friends. Love you guys!

Lies, Deceit, & Mistrust
lies, deceit, & mistrust, what are these things? they're what i hate most, but what life brings. it seems these three little words, always finds me, when my search is for truth, and honesty! is it because of something, from my darkened past, that these evil words, i would always be cast? they sure seem to find me, where ever i may go, makes me wonder if truth is still a word, i don't think so. is it because of a lie, i told many years before, or am i living a fantasy, to think there was ever more. is this the way it's been, since the beginning of time? have lies and deceit, never been a crime? or because everything has an opposite, so lies & deceit had to be, if so I just wish, they didn't have to be practiced on me! Lies, deceit & mistrust, is what I hate most! But some people think my body, should be their "host"!

Lied To Every Single Day!
I’m tired of being lied to every single day I’m tired of them telling me everything is okay. It’s not And how dumb do you think I am To accept the bullshit you put in my head It’s not about the shit you say Or the rules by which you play Those are all bad But one day they’ll fade away It’s the fact that you stopped the ball from rolling It wasn’t much but at least it had started going Now it’s falling back and shit is getting worse You made a lot of promises but all you brought was curse And yet you smile and say that good things are on the way And the enemy is me because of all the things I say Do you really think I would step up in your way? Just to get some attention or for some political play Or is it maybe you’re afraid that I’m actually right And all your mistakes will be found and seen in the light And then people will wonder what the hell you’ve been doing Well guess what bitch… that shits already brewing

Dear Santa, I Can Explain...
NOTE: I did not like this one as much ut sharing it anyway! RayvenRed Lucy waited in line to speak to Santa. Her weight shifted nervously from one black stiletto heel to the other as she fidgeted with the bow in her curly blond hair. Most of the women in line had a child with them, but that didn't bother Lucy. Lucy looked up and down the line. Actually, all of the women had a child with them. Oh well, she needed to talk to the real Santa and that's what the advertisement had said, "Real Live Santa at Macy's Department Store, Saturday!!!" So here she was. As soon as this kid was done it was her turn. "Excuse me ma'am," Santa's elf said to Lucy. "You're going to have to go to the end of the line if your son or daughter isn't here. We need to keep the line moving so every child gets a chance to speak to Santa." "I don't have any children," Lucy replied, her eyes widening in surprise then narrowing. "Shouldn't you already know that? Oh well, I suppose only Santa knows all th

Omg
A woman takes a lover home during the day while her husband is at work. Her 9-year old son comes home unexpectedly , sees them and hides in the bedroom closet to watch. The woman's husband also comes home. She puts her lover in the closet , not realizing that the little boy is in there already. The little boy says , "Dark in here." The man says , "Yes , it is." Boy - "I have a baseball." Man - "That's nice." Boy - "Want to buy it?" Man - "No , thanks." Boy - "My dad's outside." Man - "OK , how much?" Boy - "$150" Man - "Sold." In the next few weeks , it happens again that the boy and the lover are in the closet together. Boy - "Dark in here." Man - "Yes , it is." Boy - "I have a Wilson infielder's glove." The lover , remembering the last time , asks the boy , "How much?" Boy - "$350" Man - "Highway robbery. Sold." A few days later , the father says to the boy , "Grab your gloves , let's go outside and have

Best I Ever Had
So you sailed away into a grey sky morning Now I'm here to stay, love can be so boring And nothing's quite the same now I just say your name now. But it's not so bad You're only the best I ever had You don't want me back You're just the best I ever had. So you stole my world, now I'm just a phony Remembering the girl leaves me down and loney Well send it in a letter Make yourself feel better. But it's not so bad You're only the best I ever had You dont want me back You're just the best I ever had. And it might take some time to patch me up inside but I cant take it so I, I run away and hide And I might find in time that you were always right You're always right. So you sailed away into a grey sky morning Now, I'm here to stay, love can be so boring Was it what you wanted? Could it be I'm haunted? But it's not so bad You're only the best I ever had You dont want me back You're just the best I ever had. You're just the

To Everyone Out There In Fubar Land Happy Holidays
MyHotComments MyHotComments Have a wonderful and great and safe upcoming holidays this next week, hugs and kisses to all the sexy ladies out there,and to My friends on here as well have a good one You all, muahz ttyl Ghosty.

Life So Sucks
I am so sick of bullshit i deal with yeah i make my life look good on the outside but reall half the time i am pisssed off and the other half the time i just want to beat some one up. I wish there waws someone around me to talk about how i feel and really know how i feel it is all a bunch of bull I just wish there was a way to make me feel happier than i am i stop people i like to hang with from having fun I piss my bro and sis off and my other sis i can't even talk to so whatever fuck it all the only thing i did good was bring my beautiful baby boy into this world that is it the rest is all bull I just wish i could get out of this place and stop all this shit i deal with no one knows me and no one understands what i go through every day and i doon't trust people because of past issues it is hard enough being the age i am but put all the rest of the bull shit togather and it make it twice as worst I hate getting close to anyone too because i lose most people i get close to and fucking

A Deep Dark Hole(poem)
A Deep Dark Hole For A Lonely, Tortured Soul A Battered Limb Of Existance Clinging To A Lie A Deep Dark Hole For A Bruised And Beaten Soul Bleeding Out False Hope For A Better Day A Deep Dark Hole For A Twisted, Broken Soul Destroyed By Self-Pity And Regret Praying For Death A Deep Dark Hole For My Poor Foolish Soul

Turbine Comes To Fubar
Welcome to the Turbine knowledge base. This blog section is devoted to technology, guides, and computing. If you are into gaming, computers, or technology in general, you will enjoy this log. Keep checking back. Turbine has come to Fubar, considering MySpace was simply not an option to register on considering how immature the community is. Fubar seemed right after a friend introduced Turbine to it! -Turbine

Bitches Who Think They Are Innocent
you know, I am really tired of sneaky bitches and all that shit!!!! I have quite a few good friends.. and i am friendly to most people.... and I guess just a little naive sometimes !!!! You see... my best friend... DJ SHOTGUN.... he and I are really close... and this chick.... pretty much pretended to be my friend.. and then started filling my head with crap... making me doubt my best friend and our friendship... she almost... didn't, but almost succeeded in tearing us apart.... so now i choose to have nothing to do with her.... but some how i think she is up to it again... trying to be buddy buddy again with my best friend.... only.. we both know what she was trying to do... for what ever reason... but she helped us get closer to tell you the truth!!! I just hate the fact that this person feels the need to act like this and try to destroy friendships.. for what.. her own amusement?? Fun?? why do girls feel so threatened by me being his best friend that they have to act like stupid bit

I Sit Here(poem)
i sit here thinking of him his sweet embrace his soft touch his glorified smile his outstanding personality i sit here thinking of how i messed up writing all those things hurting him for no reason believing a rumor causing uneccessary pain i sit here thinking of how i lost him knowing ill never get him back knowing i might not see him again feeling as if the world might end hurting more than ever before i sit here thinking about how i want to cry some how knowing that i can't feeling so numb inside wanting so bad just to die

I Remember(poem)
i will never forget the times we shared for they are planted deep in my heart i remember the night i asked you to marry me and i remember the night you asked me i remember the first time we meet and the first letter you wrote me i remember our first kiss and the first time you said i love you i remember the first time you walked me home and i remember the first time we talked all night long i remember the first time you held my hand and i remember the first time you spent the night i remember the first time you kissed me goodnight and i remember the very first fight i love you baby and forever i will remember the times we shared

So I Totally Got My Toung Perced At Work Tonight!!
so my co worker is a percer and he wanted 20 bucks for any percing and he perced my toung im so fucking phyced like i love it and i cant stop playing with it!! he did it in the break room at about 10 30 b4 we closed tonight it was awsome!!

Want... Click The Pic... Its Almost Over..
Rate all pics 11s during HH only Rate all stash during Hh only Add to family while you own me "Owned" salute #1 friend for the month Pimpout in my About Me section for the month Lifetime pimpout in blog Autographed bra (worn in the salute) 4 salutes (2SFW, 2NSFW) Add to yahoo 4 1 hour webcam sessions (NSFW to be discussed) Personal phone call 50 Custom pics for your eyes only ps... I am throwin in my personal underwear in the webcam session....

Never Again
rip away at my heart take everything you want cause i wont say a word not this time not the next time never agian cant cry over fools wont cry over you never tears always blood youve made this angel cry youve made this angel bleed dont want this anymore cant take this anymore never agian never agian not your little rag doll just your precious masochistic angel stapled to a million crosses in your fuckin night sky so wish on a star just wish for forgiveness for everything you are but im fuckin serious when i say dont you ever wish for me never agian never agian no matter how close i come you will always be coming to close to me

Shitty Friends!!!
here is my problem, I have like 187 fiends, and every time i get on this shit i leave every one of them a profile comment! i spend like 2 to 2 and a half hours doing that shit! don't get me wrong i don't mind cause if your on my friends list i feel i owe it to you.. What really pisses me off is i only get like mabe 6 to 8 back! now thats fucked!! I'ts not every one, cause i do have some down mother fuckers who always return the luv!! its the other that just blow shit off!! here is the question.. Does this shit happen to you? and how do you feel about it? Tell me what you think? Am i just being a bitch? or do i have a lagit point!

Poetry
This is for all the poeple out there that is in love. A touch, soft and tender. A whisper, full of desire A gasp of sweet surrender As passion fuels the fire No words spoken between them No promises to be kept No lies being told tonight No looking back - no regrets Longing to hold each other Such precious little time Both vowed to another Being lonely their only crime Tomorrow bringing sorrow A brief moment of shame With the memory of this one night A release from passion's flames

Take A Shot For You
I'm holding on your rope, Got me ten feet off the ground And I'm hearing what you say but I just can't make a sound You tell me that you need me Then you go and cut me down, but wait You tell me that you're sorry Didn't think I'd turn around, and say... That it's too late to apologize, it's too late I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late I'd take another chance, take a fall Timbaland - Apologize Take a shot for you And I need you like a heart needs a beat But it's nothing new - yeah yeah I loved you with the fire red- Now it's turning blue, and you say... "Sorry" like the angel heaven let me think was you But I'm afraid... It's too late to apologize, it's too late I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late whoa..... Bridge (guitar/piano) It's too late to apologize, it's too late I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late I said it's too late to apologize, yeah- I said it's too late to apologize, yeah- I'm holding on your ro

Why We Are No Better Than Communists!
I've come to realize that our nation has been taking hits in the popularity department for years! Other countries are seeing that we are affluential enough to hold our own, and have been for some time! Our problem has always seemed,we love to stick our noses where it doesn't belong! It's been going on since we hightailed it out of Europe to found our own "Community" & Country! So first, we "borrowed" (more like stole) this land from it's current residents, the Native Americans! Then we started plotting on how to force feed out religious beliefs (Quaker at the time) to everyone around us, whether they liked it or not! Remember the witch burnings? A proud example of how our society "cleanses" the world around them! Then we have all of the wars... the great depression... too many negative aspects in America's legacy to mention (besides, my hands are getting tired!)! It just goes to show you how we like to bully everyone around us in close proximity, as well as overseas! Th

I Really Need Help On This One!
When I get out to Florida I'm hoping to join the Tampa Bay Derby Darlins but I need a name!!! Finding one that's witty, hardcore and NOT already taken is looking to be near impossible. Please help!

The Holy Of Sexual Desire!!
Sexual desire is always a subject that all of you are interested in. Everyone has to eat, drink, breathe and make love. They are the physiological and essential needs of life. ..... Sexual drive seems to be the most desiring essentials in life of a man. It is ofcourse one of the ways to let out our emotions, tensions and frustration and of course to show how how much u like the other person. Let us begin with a definite statement. Sexual desire and sexual ability is a gift from God to us, not a consequence of evil. Firstly, why is the sexual desire a gift from God to us? Sexual desire is a gift of married couples. Since two lovers love each other, besides of loving, the sexual desire may be a vital spice of love. For this reason, love and sexual desire are two sides of a problem. Obviously, a happy family depends on a married couple when they satisfy some demands of life at least: foods, clothes, house and sexual desire for creating their lovely babies . In summary, a happy

How I Feel About My Life
Can You Feel? When you feel death,do you fall. When its all gone,do you scream. When the pains too much, do you cry. All these things I feel, but cannot let out. Why can't you feel, feel the pain I feel? HOME(damnKatrina) Just wanna go home, so tired of being alone, wish I could just go home,it hurts to be alone. Far from safe, gone from faith. Wish God would take this place. Wish I got just erase(the pain you feel) God watch us so long, now we feel to hell. Damn the land, send me back, to the hell where I once dwelled. Take away this shit we made. Break Her She gives her soul. To all of those who do not care. Sells her hands, to those who abuse and misuse. She screams in pain, but only inside. Always alone to her demons wish.Why cant she break free,save herself from hell. She's always there to drain her spirit dry, of all the tears she's cried for you. All the little things build a wall, to break her down, destroy her. Thrown to the side, who could have cared any l

This Bugs Me... I Need To Rant.. . Kthnx
WTF is wrong with the lot of you skanks on here... it's funny how you have to hit on a married man and be a fucking home wrecker... most of you fucking whores need to get your asses beat the fuck down... actually if you want to get technical you all should crawl under a mother fucking rock and kill yourselves... I hate to be the bearer of bad news but this is a battle that you will never win... when it comes to a man and his child you will never win that battle and next time you should probably listen to me when i tell you that because if you don't you are fucking stupid... your ass got owned lol... it will always get owned... you are a fucktard for thinking that you could win over a married man... and what's even funnier is the fact that most of you fucking bitches are OLD, WRINKLY, SAGGY, meth addicts, fat, or just plain ass mother fucking FUGLY... so pull a clue out of the fucking sky and get a life... kthnx

Beating Hearts Baby
(Beating Hearts Baby) Baby is this love for real? (Beating Hearts Baby) Let me in your arms to feel (Beating Hearts Baby) The beating of your heart, baby (Beating Hearts Baby) The beating of you heart, baby You, you want nothing to do with me [x2] I, I don't know what to do with you 'cause you don't know what you do to me [Chorus:] Baby is this love for real? Let me in your arms to feel The beating of your heart baby The beating of your heart, baby [repeat] Girl, you really got your hold on me [x2] Girl, you gotta get away from me 'Cause you want nothing to do with me [Chorus (x2)] In spite of you Even out of view Still I love all of you I do, yeah [repeat] You, you want nothing to do with me [x2] Baby is this love for real? Let me in your arms to feel Your Beating Hearts Baby The beating of your heart baby [2x] (Beating hearts baby) Baby is this love for real? (Beating hearts baby) Let me in your arms to feel (Beating hearts baby) Y

Might Be Leaving
ITS ROUGH WHEN YOU HAVE CRUSHES ON PEOPLE, AND ONE YOU ACTUALLY SEE AND START HAVING REAL FEELINGS FOR THEM., IM NOT SURE WHAT I WANT TO DO , I TRY TO STAY AWAY BUT ITS HARD WHEN YOUR HEART PULLS YOU IN..I GET CRUSHED WHEN THEY LEAVE COMMENTS FOR SOMEONE ELSE, OR THEY FLIRT ..I KNOW IM NOT INNOCENT IN THAT DEPT..BUT I KNOW WHAT MY FEELINGS ARE..AND ITS HARDER WHEN YOU KNOW YOU CAN NEVER BE WITH THAT PERSON..

Morphs
if you like the morph of my pic and you have looked at the ones on my page and would like to get one for your self they will be going on sale as of the first of the year at 2000 a pop, and a shout out to us on your page. just shout box me and then email me the pic you want morphed and into what Happy new year Jess Owner and founder of TureLycan FreeLance Bombers

You're Invited To A Celebration!
You're Invited To A Celebration! You are cordially invited to A BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION!!! Guest of Honor: Jesus Christ Date: Every day. Traditionally, December 25 But He's always around, so the date is flexible... Time: Whenever you're ready. (Please don't be late, though, or you'll miss out on all the fun!) Place: In your heart.... He'll meet you there. (You'll hear Him knock.) Attire: Come as you are... Grubbies are okay. He'll be washing our clothes anyway. He said something about New white robes and crowns for everyone who stays till the last. Tickets: Admission is free. He's Already paid for everyone... (He says you wouldn't have been able to afford it anyway... It cost Him everything He had. But you do need to accept the ticket!! Refreshments: New wine, bread, and a Far-out drink He calls "Living Water," Followed by a supper that promises to be out of this world! Gift Suggestions: ; Your life. He's one of those People who already ha

Remember When We Were Such Fools
You took my hand You showed me how You promised me you'd be around Uh huh That's right I took your words And I believed In everything You said to me Yeah huh That's right If someone said three years from now You'd be long gone I'd stand up and punch them out Cause they're all wrong I know better Cause you said forever And ever Who knew Remember when we were such fools And so convinced and just too cool Oh no No no I wish I could touch you again I wish I could still call you friend I'd give anything When someone said count your blessings now 'fore they're long gone I guess I just didn't know how I was all wrong They knew better Still you said forever And ever Who knew Yeah yeah I'll keep you locked in my head Until we meet again Until we Until we meet again And I won't forget you my friend What happened If someone said three years from now You'd be long gone I'd stand up and punch them out Cause they're all wrong and That last kiss

I Have No Freakin Idea What To Title This...
Tonight I went to a Company Christmas party with a man I had shared a part of my life with for the past 7 months... I had a great time... I so looked forward to this night so I could spend some time with Daren... Often over the past 7 months I had questioned where I stood, as far as relationship status with this Daren, and for 7 months received a lot of mixed signals... and the end result was "were dating"... I often tried to find out exactly what "Dating" meant... did it mean we date others while dating each other or did it mean we were dating to see if a relationship was possible... I never got a clear answer... Well despite how well the evening went, and how comfortable I am when I am around Daren-- I wasn't prepared for what happened... While I am very grateful I was told in person, and not via email or instant messenger... the hurt was none the less painful.... I heard those words... "I met someone else and I won't be seeing you any more"... I felt the tea

I Want You To Stay
I want you to stay Never go away from me Stay forever But now, now that you're gone all I can do is pray for you To be here beside me again *Why did you have to leave me When you said that love will conquer all why did you have to leave me When you said that dreaming Was as good as reality And now I must move on Trying to forget all the memories Of you near me But I can't let go of your love That has taught me to hold on I want you to stay never go away from me Stay forever But now, now that you're gone All I can do is pray for you To be here beside me again And now I must move one Trying to forget all the memories Of you near me But I can't let go of your love That has taught me to hold on I want you to stay never go away from me Stay forever I want to stay but I have to go my way Oohhhmmm

Diamond In The Rough
diamond in the rough Someone or something with potential or talent but lacking training or polish: “Her singing voice is beautiful, but she needs help with her gestures; she’s a diamond in the rough.” This phrase refers to the fact that diamonds found in nature are rough and uneven. They must be cut and polished to bring out their true beauty. I have been told that i am a "Diamond in the Rough"

Rules For The Men When Talking To Women
1: Always remember the little things. 2: Don't forget to ask how her day was 3: If you forget her name, you better not guess 4: Don't always think her flirting means your going to get sex. 5: Don't drop to the gutter so quick. Only on a need-to-basis 6: Giving hugs are importent. Even though you want to kiss her 7: Tell her something different every day 8: Say she is beautiful. 9: Say "I feel" and "I think" blah blah blah 10: Don't interrupt 11: Unless she's cussing be a gentlemen 12: Don't be to gentlemany 13: She's a person not an object 14: Find out what she likes and surprise her 15: Don't forget (again) little things count

Psycho Ninja Bitch
Psycho Ninja Bitch Psy·cho (s--'k--) adj. Crazy; insane. Ninja (n--n'j?)) an assassin or spy in Japanese culture, usually trained for stealth. Bitch (b--ch) term typically used to describe a young female regardless of personality or looks. What's the first word here folks? We know this one... All together now. There are those that do, there are those that don't. What? Doesn't matter. Anything. It's almost a certainly that those who need this reminder will never see it and that those who don't need the reminder, will wonder what's up. Nothings up, I just felt the need to share. la la la dah dah

10 Minute Peanut Brittle
1 CUP SUGAR 1/2 CUP LIGHT CORN SYRUP 1/8 TSP SALT 1 1/2 CUP ROASTED P-NUTS 1 TABLESPOON MARGARINE 1 TEASPOON VANILLA 1 TEASPOON BAKING SODA IN A 2 QT MICROWAVE CASSEROLE DISH COMBINE SUGAR CORN SYRUP AND SALT MICROWAVE HIGH 5 MINUTES STIR IN P-NUTS MICRO 3-5 MINUTES STIRRING AFTER 3 MINUTES UNTIL SYRUP AND P-NUTS LIGHTLY BROWNED..STIR IN MARGARINE VANILLA AND SODA UNTIL LIGHT AND FOAMY SPREAD TO 1/4 INCH THICKNESS ON A WELL BUTTERED COOKIE SHEET..WHEN COOL BREAK INTO PIECES

Models & Such...
It's not that I don't appreciate beauty like the next guy, it's just that society has put way TOO much emphasis on it!Because of all of the "Glamour" floating around in Hollywood, it has made our nation to concentrated on the exterior aesthetics! Models have taken us by storm since the latter part of the 70's, & it seems like there is no slowing down! I was in a conversation about this earlier with someone, & that is what has brought this blog to a head! I made a folder in my pics, to showcase two of the many beauties on Fubar! It started out a joke, it still is a joke, & will remain a joke (until I delete it)! I'm not knocking the two gorgeous women in it, only pointing out how shallow a society has become, when people are more focused on gaining approval & validation from others telling us we are "Hot or Not"!*Shakes head in shame* We should be ashamed of ourselves! Since when is it more important what others think, than what we think of ourselves? There was a

How Old Is Grandpa
> > How old is Grandpa??? > > > > > > Something to ponder, as we head towards the future > > > > > > > > How old is Grandpa??? > > > > Stay with this -- the answer is at the end. It will blow you away. > > > > One evening a grandson was talking to his grandfather about current > > events. > > The grandson asked his grandfather what he thought about the shootings at > > schools, the computer age, and just things in general. > > > > The Grandfather replied, 'Well, let me think a minute, I was born before: > > > > ' television > > > > ' penicillin > > > > ' polio shots > > > > ' frozen foods > > > > ' Xerox > > > > ' contact lenses > > > > ' Frisbees and > > > > ' the pill > > > > There w ere no: > > > > ' credit cards > > > > ' laser beams or > > > > ' ball-point pens > > > > Man had not invented: > > > > ' pantyhose > > > > ' air conditioners > > > > ' dishwashers > > > > ' clothes dryers > > > > ' and the clothes were hung out to dry

Survey
First of all I figure some of you won't fill this out and it is ok. These are just some random questions I have come up with or borrowed from other surveys. Although if you would please fill out as many of these questions as you fill comfortable with and send it back. Also I will send this back to you if you would like. I warn you that this going to be long. Hopefully not to long for those of you who are filling it out. As always thank you. I want to save these so I can know you better. 1.What is your full name? 2.Do you go by any type of nickname? 3.What is your age? 4.What is your birthday? 5.Where were you born? 6.Where do you live now? 7.What is your natural hair color? 8.Hair color now? 9.What is your eye color? 10.What is your height? 11. What is your weight? 12. Do you smoke? 13.Do you Drink? 14.Do you do any type of drugs? 15.Would you ever date someone who smoked? Drank? Did drugs? 16.What is your e-mail address? 17.What type

1-2-3 Peanut Butter Cookies
1 1/3 CUP GRANULATED SUGAR 1 EGG 1 CUP OF FIRMLY PACKED P-NUT BUTTER I PREFER CHUNKY PREHEAT OVEN TO 35O IN BOWL I CUP SUGAR EGG AND P-NUT BUTTER USE A WOODEN SPOON STIR UNTIL BLENDED TAKE A SPOONFUL ROLL INTO A BALL AND ROLL ONTO THE REMAINING SUGAR P PUT IT ON AN UNGREASED COOKIE SHEET AND PRESS DOWN WITH A FORK CRISS CROSS BAKE 10 - 13 MINUTES SO SIMPLE COOL COMPLETELY THEN REMOVE THEM..

The Lyrics To 1 Of My Favorite Songs...the Softest Place On Earth(xscape)
It’s a growing little feelin like a summer’s sun that slowly rises on a new horizon of love and it’s more exotic than Jamaica or tha rain that falls in Coasta Rica like a waterfall to the sea so tell me baby do you wanna fly I can take you high come ride on these midnight skies if you’re lookin for heaven’s only door you’ve got the key baby open me Chorus: Baby won’t you come inside I’ll take you on a fantasy ride take a journey through my universe my love’s the softest place on earth you don’t have to pull the blinds let the neighbors lose their minds baby you can be the first inside this softest place on earth Overflowing with emotion I will make you feel so sensual When I touch you you’ll lose all control come on baby kiss me all over from my mountains to my valley low there’s an ocean of love just for you, just for you do you wanna fly I can take you high come ride on these midnight skies if you’re lookin for heaven’s only door you’ve got the key b

Rules Of Love
Reassure me when I'm afraid miss me when I'm away. keep the good promise you made believe in what i say. laugh when I'm happy cry when i am sad. and when you say you love me prove the love you have. correct me when I'm wrong stand by me when I'm right. think of me in the morning and dream of me at night. comfort me when I'm lonely have faith in what i do. follow me to the end of the world as i would follow you forgive me when I'm not myself or at least try to understand just put your arms around me or tightly hold my hand. keep these rules of love with everything you do and remember that my love is only meant 4 you

It's Christmas Time....and Stuff!!!!!
Well, tomarrow is the big christmas party at my grandma's and I just can't wait till it starts. Unfortunately, though I've got two little ones who have a nasty cough and cold. I have not really decided if I should go to the party with them coughing and such. My daughter however is very excited to be wearing her christmas dress...the same one she wore in the christmas pictures that I will hopefully be posting soon. My son is as handsome as a prince I can say and his christmas pictures were soooo great too. Surprisingly, he actually smiled for his pics and wasn't so jumpy and running everywhere. I just can't wait to get the pics sent out to everyone. Anyhow, my baby sis, Tina, is in town for the holiday and I got to see her newest little arrival to the family...Hayley Marie. Well, I hope to have at least one more baby before I get any older myself but who knows. Lets just hope that everyone gets better before the party. UPDATES!!!!! Well, I finally got some of my things

Remeber Some Cant Come Home
They are; Mothers, Fathers, Brothers, Sisters, Aunts and Uncles, They are our American Soldiers and they need to be remembered during this holiday season... Press Play to watch They paid the Ultimate Sacrifice: Please take a moment to remember them when you are with your family this year. Pray for their safe return to their families.. LCPL G****** USMC prior Service

Ty For Including Me On This Love To All
This is a special pimp out for those that i feel deserve to be noticed. They help out others when asked, are kind, and friendly, and the out most of good friends. Please go and check them out and get to know them..and they all say NO TO DRAMA! babyjesus@ fubar SCRAPPER@ fubar

Americans.. I Really Hate Your President But Your Guitars Rock!
Fact : American guitars are way better than guitars made in other countries, i know, i have owned around 40 guitars and the ones made in the Usa run circles around guitars made elsewhere. Fact : Rock and roll was invented in the Usa and the true sound of rock and roll is built on american guitars, ok, you guys may be losing it big time these days with all the goddamm phony made direct for MTV crap that you export to the rest of the world but the guitars havent changed all that much, sure, the MTV target audience needs polite overly saturated guitar sounds that fit better behind talentless cute looking 18 year old vocalists with 500 dollar haircuts but these fads come and go, the basic Les Paul into a Marshall stack sound will still be there when people grow sick of guitars that just sound like some synthetic wash of sound. Fact : Your president is a dangerous asshole and he isnt the first asshole you elect for president, his father was no better nor was Ronald Reagan or indeed th

Dungeons And Dragons
I Am A: Lawful Good Human Paladin (6th Level) Ability Scores: Strength-11 Dexterity-11 Constitution-13 Intelligence-12 Wisdom-15 Charisma-10 Alignment:Lawful Good A lawful good character acts as a good person is expected or required to act. He combines a commitment to oppose evil with the discipline to fight relentlessly. He tells the truth, keeps his word, helps those in need, and speaks out against injustice. A lawful good character hates to see the guilty go unpunished. Lawful good is the best alignment you can be because it combines honor and compassion. However, lawful good can be a dangerous alignment because it restricts freedom and criminalizes self-interest. Race:Humans are the most adaptable of the common races. Short generations and a penchant for migration and conquest have made them physically diverse as well. Humans are often unorthodox in their dress, sporting unusual hairstyles, fanciful clothes, tattoos, and the like. Class:Paladins take their adventures seri

Fathers Day Without Daddy Here
That Father's day the sun was bright, The morning promised joy I felt the trill of Father's day Like every little boy I still am very little, But even I could see, That something wasn't right that day Oh dear, what could it be? My Daddy was away that day And all the whole year through My Daddy's over in Iraq To safe-keep me & you My Mommy told me not to cry She told me to be strong She knew that I would understand Although this year proves long That morning I woke up with glee I knew just what to do I had to do Daddy would If he could be here too I took a bath quite leisurely I dressed my very best Grandpa set the B-B-Q And I did all the rest Mommy cooked the bacon But Grandma worked the most She knew if she left Mommy there We'd have to eat burnt toast We filmed our little holiday So Daddy could share too We wanted him to feel at home I think it worked, don't you? We ate up Daddy's breakfast I thought that it looked yummy I think t

This Is Dedicated To My Soldier And Our Love
I HAVE DEDICATED MY LIFE TO A US SOLDIER SGT.SCOTT PHILLIPS AND I HAVE NEVER BEEN SOO PROUD OF SOMEONE IN MY LIFE .. HE IS TRULY MY HERO IN EVERYWAY THERE IS...I WILL WEAR HIS LAST NAME PROUDLY NEXT SUMMER. HE IS COMIN HOME SOON FROM IRAQ (JAN) BUT ITS NOT SOON ENOUGH FOR ME BUT I ALSO KNOW HE IS DOIN HIS JOB AND LOVES IT AND THAT I HAVE RESPECT FOR. HE IS MY LIFE MY BEST FRIEND AND IM SO LUCKY TO HAVE A LOVE LIKE OURS... MOST PEOPLE LOOK THEIR WHOLE LIVES FOR WHAT WE HAVE AND NO MATTER WHERE WE ARE TOGETHER OR APART OUR LOVE GROWS MORE AND MORE EACH DAY..... I WILL BE HERE PATIENTLY WAITING FOR HIS RETURN TO MY ARMS ONCE AGAIN AND CHERISH THE TIME WE HAVE TOGETHER TILL HE IS GONE AGAIN I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL BABY YOU ARE TRUELY MY HERO I WOULD BE LOST WITHOUT YOUR LOVE

Military Love
MILITARY LOVE THE GREATEST LOVE EVER KNOWN OR FELT. THE WEIGHT OF THIS LOVE WE CARRY, SOME WOMEN CAN NOT GRASP WHILE OTHER WOMEN WOULD DIE TRYING. WE LOVE OUR MEN JUST HAS YOU DO.. BUT UNLIKE YOU WITH OUR LOVE WE HAVE TO KNOW PAIN, SEPARTATION, AND YES EVEN DEATH.. THATS WHY WE LOVE HARDER , STRONGER, AND ARE PROUD TO BE A MILITARY FINACEE , GIRLFRIEND, AND WIFE!!!!

Study...
movements should follow current. force and inertia make up current. wether your current or opponants force and inertia can be warped thus stability in movement is crucial. find hara (center) for perfect stability. do not move around or away from hara. move with hara centered and perferably in positive state (underneath opponents hara) these movement s make it easier for one to control opponents current. a negative aproach (above opponents hara) should only be used during forceful movements or attacks. I.E. toppling movements. in the positive position shoulders should be kept even in aligned with hara during physical spiral. during negative aproach shoulders should not be forced downwards upon or around opponents torso. control of the opponents arm adds to your stability and weakens theirs due to applied pressure (twisting of joints). fingertips should be the guiding force in spiral and wrist should follow suit for secured grip and manipulation. use your fingers to b

Baby I Want You To Know
I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT I WANT TO BE IN YOUR ARMS. I WANT TO FEEL YOUR TOUCH. I WANT YOUR LIPS ON MINE. I WANT TO WAKE UP BY YOUR SIDE EVERY MORNING. I WANT ALL THIS AND I KNOW I CANT HAVE IT. I KNOW I HAVE TO WAIT AND BE PATIENT. I MISS YOU MORE THAN WORDS COULD EVER SAY. I PRAY EVERYDAY THAT YOU'LL COME HOME SAFE. ITS NOT EASY BUT YOU'RE WORTH IT. I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT IAM PROUD OF YOU AND I WIL ALWAYS BE HERE WAITING FOR YOU. I LOVE YOU , TODAY, TOMORROW, AND FOREVER. YOU WILL ALWAYS BE IN MY HEART.

A Different Kinda Christmas Poem
A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some

A Soldiers Wife
A Soldier's Wife I hate to watch Each time you leave And I hide from you How much I grieve I know it's your duty And you will go But once you are gone I will miss you so I know you'll come home As soon as you can But right now you'll deploy Like an honorable man So I'll keep things together Till you can come back But, this is where you belong Not some desert in Iraq Yet, I do understand Why you risk you're life For that's a Soldier's job And I'm a Soldier's wife

A Soilders Christmas
A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzle

Me As A D&d Character
I Am A: Neutral Good Human Fighter (4th Level) Ability Scores: Strength-11 Dexterity-12 Constitution-12 Intelligence-14 Wisdom-14 Charisma-14 Alignment:Neutral Good A neutral good character does the best that a good person can do. He is devoted to helping others. He works with kings and magistrates but does not feel beholden to them. Neutral good is the best alignment you can be because it means doing what is good without bias for or against order. However, neutral good can be a dangerous alignment because because it advances mediocrity by limiting the actions of the truly capable. Race:Humans are the most adaptable of the common races. Short generations and a penchant for migration and conquest have made them physically diverse as well. Humans are often unorthodox in their dress, sporting unusual hairstyles, fanciful clothes, tattoos, and the like. Class:Fighters can be many things, from soldiers to criminal enforcers. Some see adventure as a way to get rich, while others us

2008 Is Coming
So here it is getting closer to a new year. I am kind of excited because that means I don't have much longer until the love of my life comes home. January 2010 he will be home again for good! But I am happy that he is being a man and taking care of things that he has done wrong in his life. But I am so excited for that, but on the other hand I am not wanting to get my hopes up just in case something happens and they wont release him when they are supposed to. But I know that he has changed for the better, he isnt the go for guy that I knew a few years ago. He has grown up a lot and I love him even more for that, he has changed my life so much and I can never thank him enough for that. He is one of the main reasons why I decided to go back to school. Too show him that you can accomplish your goals no matter how old you are, you are never to old to change your life around. Other then my relationship, I am loving my job. It is really easy work, not very long hours most of the time. But I

Little Darlings
This morning I was awakened at 4:30am by a call from a police officer. He'd found my 14 year old daughter in a parked vehicle with a 19 year old boy. Guess he'd be a man, not a boy, but the principle is the same. Suffice it to say I'm not particularly excited about her hanging out with guys that much older. Although dicey, the officers did state that they'd come upon the pair "before either had finished." I guess that's a small blessing, in spite of the situation. Still, it sickens me that she has such low self esteem that she feels she needs to give this part of herself away in order to feel better about herself. How does one help a child to develop good self esteem? I've done everything I can think of to help her see her as I see her, and to find value in herself, but no matter what I do to "fill her cup," it's never enough. She never gets enough filling, and I recognize that until she loves herself, no amount of love from others will ever make the void go away. And so I have

Stupid
i am so sick and tired of people reporting my nsfw pics as nsfw.....doesnt anyone know how to read anymore? is it that hard to see that you went into the nsfw folder. its not that its such a big deal but i hate gettin emails all the time that one of my pics has been reported again. then i send back the reply that it is already marked. sorry just blowing steam im tired of people not reading.

Broken Hearted
so we talk and we laugh we dream and we cry we live and we learn we yearn and we die ive come to terms that not everything in live is fair every time i hear her voice something deep inside me awakens i feel a lump in my throught a loss of words a shortness of breath ive finally found true love and ive always wondered what true love was and now i know no one else matters to me in the world but her she is my other half my completion i know one day i will lose her as much as i pray it never comes i know it is inevitable its just how life is we are hundreds of miles apart and yet i feel soo close to her i asked her to marry me she said yes i asked if she loved me she said yes i asked her to move here with me once again she said yes so why is it that she has broken my heart and left me to be by my self i know ive done some wrong things in life and ive hurt a few ppl but nothign i have ever done deserves this much torture this much heartache im always alone and

Raider Nation Prayer
"Our owner, who art in Oakland, Davis be thy name. By draft day come, thy will be done. On the field as it is on paper, Give us this day our weekly win And forgive us for our bashing, as we forgive no one who bashes against us Lead us not into a top 20 draft pick, but deliver us from mediocrity. For thine is THE NATION and the glory, and the power for ever and ever AMEN"

Raider Nation Pledge Of Allegiance
I pledge allegiance to the Raider Nation of America, and to the Republic for which we fight for, one Nation under a God of War, undividable, with vengeance against all haters and justice for those who stand proud! Our Nation's colors are Silver and Black. Our flag is a symbol of the life we lead, and is feared by all those who appose. We are a Nation feared by all other nations and though we may have fallen at times, we have never given up. The day will come when we shall stand and take our place at the top of the world. We are the RAIDER NATION, we have the will, we have the strength and we have great leaders to lead us into battle. We have a commitment to excellence. We are a family of many, that stand as one. LONG LIVE THE NATION!

I Hate The Holidays
So this year I get to spend christmas, my birthday, and possibly new year's by myself. My mom walked back out of my life. My good friend is going home tomorrow to visit family, and my girlfriend is in PA with family and I have no money to get out there. God the holidays are depressing.

Dec. 21, 2007 10:01 Pm "strange Shit, Ain't It?"
Dec. 21, 2007 10:01 pm I was sitting here alone reading Nikki's new book the Heroin Diaries. Outta the blue it told in the book who Nona was. It was Nikki's grandmother who raised him. Much like I was raised by my Grandmother as a child. Strange shit, ain't it?

True Friends
Why is it that we feel pain, we get no warning as with the rain. the loss of someone dearly loved, or the remnants of a shattered love. Moveing on is hard to do when every day you feel so blue. Friends seem distant, so far away, it's hard to take another day. there is it seems no one who cares, one that your heart they can repair. I've been there friend I feel your pain, it's hard to be strong when your soul is strained. so take my hand, I'll lift you up, upon my sholders your burdons' thrust. Now dry your eyes and never fear, and know my friend that I am near.

Christmas Smiles
CHRISTMAS SMILESIt was the day after Christmas at a church in San Francisco. The pastor of the church was looking over the crÃ¨che when he noticed that the baby Jesus was missing from among the figures.He hurried outside and saw a little boy with a red wagon, and in the wagon was the figure of the little baby Jesus. So he walked up to the boy and said, "Well, where did you get your passenger, my fine friend?"The little boy replied, "I got Him at church."."And why did you take Him?" asked the pastor.The boy explained, "Well, about a week before Christmas, I prayed to the little Lord Jesus, and I told Him if He would bring me a red wagon for Christmas, I would give Him a ride around the block in it."MERRY CHRISTMAS, EVERYONE!!! Click on the Swinging Star to see the First Christmas Gift

Christmas Greeting From Jessi!
JC Penney Christmas song! Current mood: happy Endless Noise, an award-winning music and sound design company, recently collaborated with Jessi Malay on a new holiday track, which will soon be available on iTunes. "Any Little Thing for Christmas," is a remixed dance version of the "March" from the Nutcracker Suite. The idea came about after the track was created for a holiday commercial campaign for JC Penney. Endless Noise was inspired to create a full-length track and was introduced to Malay, who signed on to record the song. And now a clip is available on Jessi's myspace pg for your previewing pleasure! Check it out!

Want To Post Your Picture On Jessi's Website?
It's easy to do.Just follow these direction and it is as easy as 123! Get Your Photo on JessiMalay.com! Want to get your own picture featured on JessiMalay.com? Send in a picture of you with JessiMalay.com. Feel free to get creative! Email them to jessimalayteam@gmail.com and look for new photos coming soon!

Friday Even'
Today, had medical things to attend to early in the morning, then took a 12:40 bus- which felt like it was afflicted with the plague of traffic, and Friday afternoon buses always are; it's an express bus but this helped make up for any lack of stops (it had very few between Ithaca and NYC) - it still took five hours and a bit to get to the terminal here. Because of the season, I suppose, it felt especially cramped. But I'm with the rest of my family again, just had a good dinner and enjoyed the last episode of House for the year, so...! :) :) Eric

Request Booty Bangs On 106.fm
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Why Did She?
well i found out from my mom tonight that my ex husband has got married to some chick off the internet. I wish them the best of luck, but I will be really surprised if it works out. You never know with people.

My Beloved Eldest Brother Len!
His full name is Leonard Rooney, we all know him as jut Len. Len was born in October 1961 in Georgetown, Guyana. He was always bright boy and proved this academically by passing 'O'Levels 'A'Levels and going on to study to be an Accountant. I was fortunate to work with Len for a company called Blanchards. It was a summer job while I was student, which Len kindly organised for me. He was a Managment Accountant and I was his summer slave. The was something unfair about this relationship, but I couldn't quite put my finger on it. After all, he did buy me lunch every day. He was absolute professional at work and commanded a high degree of respect from his colleagues. The same respect that I think we all feel for him. If you know Len then you will know that he liked to keep in shape. He played cricket, football and worked out regulary at Crystal Palace. He ate whatever he wanted, but never put an inch of fat on. He was good looking and in shap, but never vain. Len wasn't married and has no

What A Day
Today turned into a somewhat profitable day! I took Jen to work, then I went to pick up my phone. Got a phone that will stay on the charger even if I move it! WOOT! I grabbed some lunch then headed back to the office to find a quiet corner to read. I told them if they wanted to put me to work then I'd be ok with that. So of course they did. I was able to pick up two more hours doing that. Then about 10 minutes before Jen got back to the office Barb gets a call from someone saying that the person running a store didn't show up. Since I was there they sent me. Jen ended up having to wait a couple of hours for me. So on a day where I wasn't supposed to have any hours I ended with about 4-5 hours. So today was a longer day than I originally planned but good over all :) XOXO

Not Up To It
I HOPE ALL MY FRIENDS HAVE A MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR.. I AM NOT FEELING TO WELL AND WONT BE ON FOR A FEW.. I'LL TRY TO POP ON, BUT, JUST NOT UP TO IT RIGHT NOW, I WILL GET BACK IN TOUCH WITH YOU ALL SOON.. ANVE A GREAT HOLIDAY ALL....

Christmas Present
my sweetie, whom i love dearly and i would do anything for has given me the best christmas present this year. I love cats and have been begging him for 2 years to get one. he is not a cat person and for christmas surprised me with a 8 week old black and white kitten. i have name her pepper and she has torn me up with her claws, but she is so cute. I know that it was hard for him being that he doesn't like cats at all.

Jessi's Favorite Performance
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Jessi's New Dance Blog!
Check out Jessi’s New Blog! Jessi posted a new blog about how she started dancing and some of her experiences. Check it out here. Log in to leave comments for Jessi or post your own blogs. If you haven't joined the site yet, register here for your chance to win a call from Jessi! - Team Jessi Text "Jessi" to 99499 to get the "Booty Bangs" ringtone

Sarge's Bad Girls Of Fubar
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Booty Banging Videos
Booty Bangin Fan Video! Current mood: bouncy Soooooo a lot of people have been asking to see that video of the girl dancing in her dorm room to Booty Bangs, so I figured I'd post it here permanently for your viewing pleasure! Thank you girl for getting so into my music! http://myspacetv.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual&videoid=18274536 Anybody else got any booty bangin videos??? I wanna see em! Be in a city near you soon ;) XOXOX,

First Ever...
Ok so here I am...new to this whole world of things...gonna try it out! Don't get me wrong I'm a myspace junkie but I spend alot of time in certain places where access has been blocked...lol! I'm just looking to keep myself entertained and make the time pass quicker! If you have any advice or tips feel free to send them my way...&bare with me as I try to figure this whole thing out!

Goodbye For Now, My Love!!!
My beloved Fu-Wife, Lizelle, pasted away last night. I love her very much. Most of you know Joanie and how much they loved each other. When I met Lizelle, she told me about her. We talked for a long time. Over the next few weeks we fell in love. I told her that I never want to replace Joanie...as thatI could never do that...I want us have a relationship together that is us. She told me she loved me and Joanie and that Joanie is and always be in her heart. Lizelle then told me that there is another spot in her heart for me and that is where she was going to keep me. I truely fell in love with her. We decided to get married on Fubar. She then wanted to get married to me in real life...and I accepted her love and proposal. Then last night happened. My heart bursted into pieces. I have not stopped crying since I found out. I love her so much. She had told her mother and brother about me and they accepted me and her. My heart and love goes out to her family. I want her f

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Martha Stewart's Pagan Yule
Martha Stewart's Pagan Yule December 1: Bury turkey carcass from Thanksgiving under the Holly tree to decorate the halls with. Draw pentagram in the dirt with silver dust to prevent pet She-Wolf from digging up the bones. December 2: Order 20 cases of Irish whiskey to be left for the Good Folk on Yule. Re-bury turkey carcass, redo pentagram in gold dust. December 3: Draw pentagram on each sheet of toilet paper using silver marker for that festive holiday touch. Have staff re-roll the paper onto Victorian "crackers" for that surprise element. Re-bury carcass, consecrate concrete block, spray paint with gold and use as planter for poinsettia. Place over carcass. December 4: Take She-Wolf to vet for eating poinsettia. Send out telepathic party invitations to 200 witches, shamans, and druids for Yule party. December 5: Ex-mother in law's birthday. Send Victoria Secret's nightgown rubbed with stinging nettle. Begin receiving telepathic RSVP's for Yule party. De

King Arthur And The Witch
King Arthur and the Witch Young King Arthur was ambushed and imprisoned by the monarch of a neighboring kingdom. The monarch could have killed him, but was moved by Arthur's youthful happiness. So he offered him freedom as long as he could answer a very difficult question. Arthur would have a year to figure out the answer; if after a year, he still had no answer, he would be killed. The question was: What do women really want? Such a question would perplex even the most knowledgeable man, and, to young Arthur, it seemed an impossible query. Well, since it was better than death, he accepted the monarch's proposition to have an answer by year's end. He returned to his kingdom and began to poll everybody: the princess, the prostitutes, the priests, the wise men, the court jester. In all, he spoke with everyone but no one could give him a satisfactory answer. What most people did tell him was to consult the old witch, as only she would know the answer. The price would be

Jesus And The Elves
Jesus and the Elves" And Joseph went up from Galilee to Bethlehem with Mary, his espoused wife, who was great with child. And she brought forth a son and wrapped him in swaddling clothes and laid him in a manger because there was no room for them in the inn. And the angel of the Lord spoke to the shepherds and said, "I bring you tidings of great joy. Unto you is born a Savior, which is Christ the Lord." "There's a problem with the angel," said a Pharisee who happened to be strolling by. As he explained to Joseph, angels are widely regarded as religious symbols, and the stable was on public property where such symbols were not allowed to land or even hover. "And I have to tell you, this whole thing looks to me very much like a Nativity scene," he said sadly. "That's a no-no, too." Joseph had a bright idea. "What if I put a couple of reindeer over there near the ox and ass?" he said, eager to avoid sectarian strife. "That would definitely help," said the Pharisee, who kn

Witches Creed
The Witches' Creed From “Witchcraft for Tomorrow” by Doreen Valiente Hear now the words of the Witches, The Secrets we hid in the night, When dark was our destiny's pathway, That now we bring forth into light. Mysterious water and fire, The earth and the wide-ranging air, By hidden quintessence we call them, And will, and keep silent, and dare. The birth and rebirth of all nature, The passing of winter and spring, We share with the life universal, Rejoice in the magical ring. Four times in the year the Great Sabbat Returns, and the witches are seen At Lammas and Candlemas dancing, On May Eve and old Hallowe'en. When day-time and night-time are equal, When sun is at greatest and least, The four Lesser Sabbats are summoned, And Witches gather in feast. Thirteen silver moons in a year are, Thirteen is the coven's array. Thirteen times at Esbat make merry, For each golden year and a day. The power that was passed down the age, Each ti

The Amero
So the American government has decided to start the devaluing of the dollar to the point that normal people will go bankrupt. After this happens it( the gov.) will issue a new coinage system called (as of right now): The Amero. This is after Bush has scrapped the US constitution and installed himself as a dictator. His power to do so comes from a little clause in the Homeland Security Act that give him the power to imposed the suspension the the Constitution the the case of a "national emergency" HATE ME, LOVE ME, OR FLAME ME. IDGAF JUST THINK FOR YOURSELVES FOR ONCE.

A Sad 2007
Wow! The last couple years of my life has been a series of ups and downs...MAJOR ups and downs. I lost 3 brothers, my parents, and most recently, the love of my life. It's almost Christmas and I have no family, barely any money right now, no job, and the woman that I thought I was going to spend the rest of my life with left me and won't talk to me. LOL...As I write this, I have my two ferrets running around my bedroom playing and it's making me laugh. Shelly, my cat, is following them around and making sure they stay out of trouble (I guess). They usually only run free in the bathroom, but I decided "What the hell"...and they are having a blast. My animals is all I have right now. And they miss Lisa too. Shelly is constantly coming to me crying and looking for her. She cuddles up to me at night when I sleep. They are all I have. I'm sorry if this is too depressing, but writing these blogs is one of the only things I have to keep me sane and sober. The only thing I want for Chri

Today.
Well I went to Agusta if anyone didn't know thats the Capitol of Maine. Had to get my moms windshield fixed, because on the way to work wensday a huge rock hit the window. Then we went out for dinner. and Went to clairs so I could get my mom her nose studs for christmas. She got 6 packs for 18 dollars. they are having good sales right now for stuff. Then we came home and I didn't realize I left my cell phone at the house. I had 5 text messages, 2 missed calls and 1 voice mail. And most of them where from my boyfriend. I think he kinda got freaked out when I didn't answer or something I'm not sure.

The Witch Alone
The Witch Alone Beyond the town, beneath the moon Beside the standing stone There lives a woman, fair of faith We call the witch alone. She sings to sun and moon and stars And gathers herbs and weeds With which she fashions ancient charms And other magic deeds. She worships not at altars built, By hands of mortal men But deep within the misty glade Beyond the farthest glen. What need has she of flashing swords Of crystals glowing bright Of censors and of colored cords That grace the wiccan rite? Her tools are fashioned from the earth And wind and fire and rain Her rites are dances wild and free That call the gods amain. When spring and summer pass to fall And twilight fills her eyes She'll lie upon the browning grass A smiling as she dies. For though she leaves her mortal shell Of flesh and blood and bone She knows she dies to live again, as the witch alone....

Bang Bang Xxxmas Party Sat Dec22 In Los Angeles
I just found out that there are a few tickets left for tomorrow nights (Dec 22) BANG BANG XXXmas Party in Los Angeles. If you would like to spend a intimate evening with me being naughty just email me for all the info: MsKitty@MsKittyBangBang.com It is going to be a Christmas to remember!!! XOXO Kitty Langdon

The Crow's Story
The Crow's Story The following story is based on a legend of the Lenape people. I’m not quiet sure who the Lenape people were (I’ll be doing research on the subject as soon as I find the time), but I think that they were inhabitants of the Caribbean islands or Puerto Rico centuries ago. The Crow’s Story Legend has it that long ago, when the Earth was still young, there lived a people most blessed by the Gods, for they lived in perfect harmony with one another, without greed or avarice. To honor these simple people, the Gods were most generous with their gifts, and the greatest of all of the gifts was that of the Crow. You see, the Crow was the most beautiful creature to ever be created; a bird so colorful, with wings sprinkled with shining pearl dust, and a voice so beautiful, so melodic as to calm the angriest man or lull the fussiest baby. These people were most fortunate to share their land with such a miraculous creature. But as often it happens, there became,

In A Witch
In a Witch's Cupboard Incenses and oils and fragrance, a slew. Notions, and potions, and lotions, a few. Concoctions of herbs to make magick sublime From the Secrets of Yore that the Ancients remind. Sweet resin of the Dragon from a palm far away A pinch burned on coal and your lover doth stay. Dust from a Graveyard to keep demons a field But from Patchouli or Mullein they also do yield. The streaming, sharp vapors of Camphor so strong Or the scent of Eucalyptus boiled quite long Both they do purify, each cleansing the soul, Yet the Lilac and the Tulip, that is also their role. The oils, but pure, of both Bay and Nutmeg Inhaled and examined ’til visions do beg. Marigold, Mimosa, Mugwort and Rose For prophetic dreams, these often they chose. One carries a stone, an herb or a seed These to fulfill them their magickal need. Held in a pouch or a cupboard some place Sacred and cared for, the magick kept safe.

Myfirst Christmas In Heaven
This is for anyone who lost a loveone this year I hope it helps.[p's keep a tissue near by] I see the countless trees around the world With tiny lights,like heaven's stars,reflecting on he snow.The sight is so spectacular,please wipe away the tear, for I am spending Christmas with Jesus this year. I hear the many Christmas songs that people hold so dear, but sounds of musican't compare with the Christmas choir up here. I have no words to tell you, the joy thier voices bring.For it is beyond description,to hear the angels sing.Iknow how much you miss me,I see it in the pain inside your heart.So be happy for me dear ones.You know I hold you dear and be glad I'm spending Christmas with Jesus Christ this year. I send you a special gift, form my heavenly home above,I send you each a memory of my undying love.After all,love is the gift more precious than pure gold.It was always important in the storiesJesus told.Please love and keep each other,as my Father said to do.For

~~the Real Night B4 X-mas~
The REAL Night Before Christmas (By Parents) 'Twas the night before Christmas when all through the house I searched for the tools to hand to my spouse Instructions were studied and we were inspired, in hopes we could manage "Some Assembly Required." The children were quiet (not asleep) in their beds, while Dad and I faced the evening with dread: a kitchen, two bikes, Barbie's townhouse to boot! And now, thanks to Grandpa, a train with a toot! We opened the boxes, my heart skipped a beat - let no parts be missing or parts incomplete! Too late for last-minute returns or replacement; if we can't get it right, it goes straight to the basement! When what to my worrying eyes should appear but 50 sheets of directions, concise, but not clear, With each part numbered and every slot named, so if we failed, only we could be blamed. More rapid than eagles the parts then fell out, all over the carpet they were scattered about. "Now bo

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can i get aleast30-40 poeple on here i know i have friends here! so ther is the pic please if i can get 10-20comments from each of u it will help out BIG~TIME~ OR MORE THANK YOU !! SO MUCH! FOR THOSE THAT DO HELP XOXO

The New Night Before Christmas
HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT, OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE

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"Portrait of a Friend" I can't give solutions to all of life's problems, doubts, or fears. But I can listen to you, and together we will search for answers. I can't change your past with all it's heartache and pain,nor the future with its untold stories. But I can be there now when you need me to care. I can't keep your feet from stumbling. I can only offer my hand that you may grasp it and not fall. Your joys, triumphs, successes, and happiness are not mine;Yet I can share in your laughter. Your decisions in life are not mine to make, nor to judge;I can only support you, encourage you, and help you when you ask. I can't prevent you from falling away from friendship,from your values, from me. I can only pray for you, talk to you and wait for you. I can't give you boundaries which I have determined for you,But I can give you the room to change, room to grow,room to be yourself. I can't keep your heart from breaking and hurting,But I can cry with you and help

Remember Them Always
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some twenty years old, Perh

You And Us
You stay up for 16 hours He stays up for days on end. ____________________________________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. ____________________________________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. ____________________________________________________ You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. ____________________________________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. ____________________________________________________ You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you. He knows he may not see some of his buddies again. ____________________________________________________ You walk down the bea

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Soldiers come in all shapes, shades, weights, sizes, and states of sobriety, misery, and confusion. He is sly as a fox, has the nerve of a dope addict, the stories of an old sailor, the sincerity of a politician, and the subtly of Mt. Saint Helen. He is extremely irresistible, totally irrational and completely indestructible. A Soldier is a Soldier all his life. He is a magical creature. You can kick him out of your house but not out of your heart. You can take him off your mailing list but not off your mind. Soldiers are found everywhere... in love...in battle... in lust... in trouble...in debt...in bars and ... behind them. No one can write so seldom and yet think so much of you. No one else can get so much enjoyment out of a letter or clean clothes or a six pack. A Soldier is a genius with a deck of cards. A millionaire without a cent and brave without a grain of sense. He is the Protector of America, with the latest copy of playboy in his back pocket. When he wants somethin

Words Of Inspiration?!?!?!
So im sitting here thinking.....i know you all can smell the smoke but oh well. I have a lot of friends that are going through rough times right now, alot of friends that hurting and are having to make decisions that are in no way shape or form easy to make. I have no great words of wisdom for you, what i do have is this...Do what is best for you and your own. If you have to leave the area in pursuit of a better life than do it. Leaving friends is hard losing your family is heart breaking. Above all else when you find yourself digging yourself into a hole do yourself a favor and put the shovel down. Have faith in yourself and the God that you believe in and thats it. For the powers that be do not give us any task that we cannot accomplish on our own. Do not rely on anyone else, they will let you down. I have learned in this 30 years i have been on this earth, (there are days i wake up and it feels like 60), that only you can do for you, people may or may not cut you a break but for

This Is Me
SO we all have seen them hell i have posted some of them. The surveys where you tell thing about that are supposed some sort of secret or, something that keeps you separate from the rest well y'all here is the real me! No im not going to go into the my past and give you all my life story im just gonan bust me out right now I am a man first and foremost i think like one act like one and well am on. Thanks to my 7 months in the sand box I have minor PTSD, tends to come out more when im driving or insanely stressed out. I cannot stand Stupid people, or people that have absolutely no desire to better themselves or to move above what they used to be. Self improvement is key in my life at any cost. I have trust issues been burned a few too many times to trust anyone outright. My general belief is that everyeon has an alterior motive, wether they believe it, think it or not. I love my animals and my religion and my army they are foremost in my life and i would do anythign for them. Unlike

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this holiday season is going to be very hard on me. i get to go see my youngest son the day after Christmas and have an overnight visit with him and i cant wait. on the 27th there will be a meeting and that is when we will tell my son that he is going to be placed in long term foster care until he turns 18 (he is 16 now) and we go to court on jan 10th. i found all this out today about what is happening on the visit and the court date and it has been weighing heavy on my heart. i just needed to get this out in some way. thank you all for reading this a mothers ramblings. dolphin

Shot Gun Blast
ok so this is what we call in the Army a shot gun blast. AKA an if the shoe fits wear it kind fo thing. I just got done with a rather bizar conversation with a woman that is using a MUMM do decide if she should stay with her hubby or not. Long story short there are far more issues there then whether or not she should stay with the hubby here is my thing...... Some of you people have a hard time discerning the difference between your real life and your internet life. SOme of these lives are so intertwined that the line between reality and fiction is not blurred but erased completely. Folks I ahve never seen more people with more issues on the internet than i have in this past year. I have had converesation where people have had to deal with incest drug addicts rape torture lack of money to pay for bills things getting shut off. The common denominator is this.....people living beyond their means and a total lack of communication between the two adults involved. Its easy folks get rid

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Ok so the past few weeks..I had 3 deaths. They were so painful I still cry at times. To add insult to injury, I had a work function with a grab bag thing. I have not had a drink in over 7 years. I ofcourse pull out a big bottle of Grey Goose. No one trades with me and I have a panic attack. One woman finally traded with me. Literally shaking in my office I break down in tears and can not stop crying. I get home finally after being so upset at work I was crying about it I ofcourse have a fight with my 13 year old. I come online to get a little rest and read something to make me laugh when.....I look and 19 of my pics have been NSFW. Ok..just shove a sharp stick in my eye. I try to flag the guy doing it and he's a Bouncer in training.He doesn't respond when I shout to him. Ok..so not the end of the world but gimme a break. 3 deaths, problems with my landlord, feeling uncomfortable my BF dying of Bone Cancer in Texas, Family 1000 miles away and something as simple as someone getting powe

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These are my best friends here on Fubar I love each one of them dearly...I guarantee if you take the time to check them out Add Fan and Rate them as well you will see exactly why I love them so much... My Fu Husband is so Hawt SgtRaider™*Fu-Husband Of Ecuadorian Goddess*@ fubar I love me some Peachy Peachykeenjellyb©*Tiffy'sFuWifey*HeadGreet@AfterHours*SexxyMammasFulover*@ fubar These two are such a sweet couple Ðj Frëëky @ AftërHǒurs♥ŠybërMilës♥RL G/F & Fû-fiåñcë♥Phyre Approvedϖ@ fubar and SyberMile ~ Freeky's Fu Fiance@ fubar She's soooo Hawt Tiffy*Peachykeenjellyb'sFuWifey*@ fubar This man is Always making us laugh gotta love him K E N O.........F&H Head Cap'n@ fubar This one here…no words can describe Sexxymamma~♥~FuBaЯ'sAfte®HoursGreeter~Fu Mistress2Peachykeenjellyb~Fu Owned by Trell@ fubar So be sure to Fan/Rate/Add them you won't be sorry

This Is Me
THIS IS WHO I REALLY AM....I AM A BISEXUAL FEMALE FROM LAKELAND FLORIDA. I AM 19....MY BIRTHDAY IS JANUARY 17TH....I AM A SINGLE MOTHER OF 2.....MY LIFE IS BASED ON TRYING TO MAKE IT IN THIS WORLD...AT 13 I WAS GANG RAPED BY 15 GUYS...ALTHO THAT IS WHAT HAPPENED AND I STILL DEAL WITH ALL THE PAIN....I KNOW THAT WHEN THAT HAPPENED IT SCREWED MY ENTIRE LIFE UP...BUT I AM COPING WITH IT ALL..I STILL HAVE NIGHTMARES (FLASHBACKS)FROM THAT EVENT....I NOW AM TRYING TO KEEP MY HEAD UP AND FORGET...BUT HOW CAN I FORGET SOMETHING SO TRAUMATIC???? NO ONE KNOWS THE PAIN I GO THROUGH....NO ONE KNOWS HOW IT FEELS TO BE ME.... I WAS RAISED IN A VERY STRICT OLD FASHIONED FAMILY....WHEN I WAS RAPED I HAD NO ONE TO TURN TO....MY GREATEST FEAR WAS MEN....I COULDN'T EVEN BE AROUND MY NEPHEW...AT THE TIME HE WAS ONLY 3.....I COULDN'T EVEN WATCH T.V. BECAUSE EVERY TIME I SAW A MAN I WOULD PANIC....MY VIRGINITY WAS STOLEN FROM ME....TAKEN IN A BRUTAL WAY....I ALMOST DIED FROM THE BEATINGS.THEY DRUGGED ME UP

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> You won't be sorry stop by and check out this hot,beautiful girl....she always returns all love that is given to her and is someone that you would love to have for a friend....So stop by and Rate,Fan,Add and tell all your friends about her And for all you guys out there be sure to check out her bad boys on her page and join Ecuadorian Goddess-Fan & Rate B4 You Add--After Hours Greeter---Sgt.Raider's Fu-Wife@ fubar

My Sign: Scorpio
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Nothing But Agony
Nothing But Agony I can´t take this much longer the emptiness is killing me nothing lies, ahead for me nothing but agony a piece of shit I sit and rot there is no way to stop these thoughts and I know I cannot undo the damage I´ve done where´s the love I once had inside? where´s the strength? I said would never die? emptiness I can´t seem to fill but the hate grows every day until the day that I die until I die Broken down inside

A Best Birthday Gift!
WELL SINCE MY BIRTHDAY IS COMMING UP VERY SOON AS WELL AS XMAS ME WINNING THIS CONTEST WOULD BE THE BEST GIFT EVER SO PLZ COME BY AND COMMENT BOMB ME AND ASLO RATE ME JUCT CLICK THE PIC BELOW! THANK YALL!!!!

Support Our Troops Xmas Poem
I found this on the net somewher and thought it was totally awesome. A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of t

Dreaming
I see ribbons of ecstacy when you're sleeping. You seduce me in slumber as you dream beautiful dreams. Currents of adoration surge through me as I watch you breathe in peace, And I synchronize my breaths with yours in my own awakened dream. I want to rest with you, but I am too busy gazing at you with the deepest of loves. I bend forward and touch my lips to yours with the softest of kisses in the most fantastical fashion. As I arise you smile as though it were only a part of your dream. I watch you rest some more, until I sit beside you and hold your gentle hands. Then I lie beside you and wrap your warm, relaxed body in my arms and I close my eyes, waiting to dream with you.

Endangered List
The Great White Shark is a widely distributed species of coastal and offshore shelves in temperate and sub-tropical areas. It is thought to have local populations that show some evidence of migratory behavior. It is a large (5 m) marine predator, vilified for its occasional attacks on humans. It is thought to have a low reproductive rate, reaching sexual maturity at 9-10 years of age and producing between two and ten pups after a 12 month gestation period once every two to three years. The species is relatively long-lived. The Great White Shark is uncommon compared to other sharks and evidence from protective beach netting in Australia, California and South Africa as well as game fishing and commercial captures are all reporting declining captures of the Great White Shark indicating that the population of the species is in decline. Australia proposes to list the Great White Shark (Carcharodon carcharias) and including all species which any Party identifies as being subject to re

Rules And Guidelines To A Successful Relationship( As Posted On Another Site I Am On. Now I Put It Here).
1. COMMUNICATION: Communication is an Important factor in a relationship. Always communicate how you feel to your partner. Never be afraid to communicate to your partner about anything & everything. 2. OPENESS Always be Open about everything with your partner. Never ever hide anything from your partner because if you do & your partner finds out the consequences will be present & your relationship may suffer. 3. HONESTY: Always be Honest with your partner regardless of his/her reaction. Whatever his/her reaction may be whether it be positive or negative will reflect you as a person & gain you More Trust with your partner. 4. NEVER FEAR: DO NOT EVER FEAR how your partner may react to you. Express Everything to your partner. ''Fear is what makes you stronger Not weaker. Face & Conquer it & you become Stronger. Run away from it & you become Weaker." 5. STIMULATION: Always stimulate your partner's Needs, Wants & Desires. Never ever occupy with your time with something else other

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i have a little problem i would like help with here it is i go to this site that is suppose to be fun and all but it seems when they write stuff people dont like instead of dealing with it they run to the big bosses of the site no here is my question should i be fun love and forgive and forget or should i go straight to the top my self and fight it im not a im not a get even type person but when people purposly set out to be hurtfull its hard to sit back oh and this is marked nsfw so that some dont get offended well this was going to be a mum but it seems some haters got me banned from writing mums for no reason i thing the shop has taken it to far when the allow the mummers to control the site i have seen miore then my share of mums that shouldnt be allowed and some very offencive comments on mums but day in and day out i see mummers get away with and type of behavior they want if you read this i wold

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First Ham
First Ham A young couple got married. When the wife prepared to bake a ham to celebrate their first Thanksgiving, she carefully cut off each end before placing it in the pan. Her husband asked her why she did that and she replied, "I don't know - it's what my mother always did. But I can ask her." She called Mom, who responded, "I always saw your Grandma do it, so I did the same." They decided to check further, so the young woman called Grandma, who explained, "It was the only way I could get it to fit into my pan."

Innovative Uses For Fruitcake
Innovative Uses for Fruitcake - Hold up your car when changing tires - Slice and use for poker chips - Use it to carve your turkey on - Use as replacement for Duraflame log - Take it camping with you...use it to weigh down the tent - Use it as a seat at a stadium event - Stand on it when you change a lightbulb - Put it in the back of your car/truck for snow/ice driving - Replaces free weights when you work out - Use as book ends at the school library

Re: Estulin: Neo-cons Behind Potential Hit On Ron Paul
RE: Estulin: Neo-Cons Behind Potential Hit On Ron Paul ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 21 Dec 2007, 21:30 Estulin: Neo-Cons Behind Potential Hit On Ron Paul Investigative reporter Daniel Estulin has gone further with his bombshell revelation first voiced last week that political insiders are considering a plot to assassinate Ron Paul, today identifying the Neo-Con camp as being behind the potential hit. http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/december2007/122107_potential_hit.htm

Messing With Santa's Head
Messing With Santa's Head - Leave a plate filled with cookies and a glass of milk out, with a note that says, "For The Tooth Fairy." Leave another plate out with half a stale cookie and a few drops of skim milk in a dirty glass with a note that says, "For Santa" - Take everything out of your house as if it's just been robbed. When Santa arrives, show up dressed like a policeman and say, "Well, well. They always return to the scene of the crime." - Leave out a copy of your Christmas list with last-minute changes and corrections. - While he's in the house, cover the top of the chimney with barbed wire. - Leave lots of hunting trophies and guns out where Santa's sure to see them. Go outside, yell, "Ooh! Look! A deer! And he's got a red nose!" and fire a gun. - Leave Santa a note, explaining that you've moved. Include a map with unclear and hard-to-read directions to your new house. - Leave out a Santa suit, with a dry-cleaning bill. - Paint "hoof-prints" all over y

Reflections Of A New World
"Each friend represents a world in us, a world possibly not born until they arrive, and it is only by this meeting that a new world is born." - Anais Nin I am alone. If I needed any more evidence of that I would need only look at the plumes of smoke billowing from the lit cigar hanging from my lips. I am sitting at my computer. Smoking the first cigar I have smoked in a long time. Inside my house. This would normally be accorded as the most heinous of acts were I in a house occupied by other than myself. But such is not the case tonight, nor will it be the case for the next week. My intent today had been to journey early this morning to Missouri with my wife and son for a Christmas get-together with my wife’s family. My wife is one of thirteen siblings and it is their custom to unite each year in the small farming community where they grew up in central Missouri for a Christmas dinner attended by all brothers, sisters, cousins, children and grand-children. As you can imagin

26.2 Reasons To Run A Marathon
1. You have something to look forward to. When you register for the marathon and have it on your calendar, you have something exciting to look forward to. As the marathon gets closer and closer, excitement and anticipation build. You'll probably be a bit anxious, as well, but the anxiety is part of the excitement. 2. Emotional release. Angry? Frustrated? Stressed? Go for a 5-mile run and I guarantee you that those problems will just melt away. You'll feel so wonderful when you're done that you will temporarily forget what you were so upset or stressed about. 3. It's a good conversation topic. When someone asks you how you spent your weekend, you can say "I did an 18-mile training run". It's likely that the person will be in awe of you and you'll have something interesting to share rather than "oh I just relaxed and watched TV". 4. Runner's high. After about 4-5 miles (perhaps a bit more depending on the person) endorphins are released into your system giving you a pleasant

In A Contest!!
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Keeping It Real!!!
YA KNOW A LOT OF MEN CALL THEMSELFS A PIMP,PIMP DADDY,AND PLAYER.BUT IN THE WORDS OF MR.XSTRDNY,A REAL PIMP,PLAYER,BALLER IS THE MAN THAT CAN KEEP 1 WOMAN BY HIS SIDE AND KEEP HER HAPPY.TO BE A REAL LADIES MAN KNOW THIS THERE,S 1,001 WAYS TO LOVE A WOMAN AND 2,002 WAYS TO MAKE LOVE TO A WOMAN,SO WHILE ALL THE MEN ARE TRYING TO BE SO CALLED BALLERS SEE IF THEY KNOW THIS,WHAT IS YOUR GIRLS HIGHEST FANTISY AND HOW SHE WANTS IT FUFILLED!!I,ON THE OTHERHAND KNOW THIS SO DONT BE SUPPRIESD TO FIND IM GIVEING THE WOMAN OF YOUR DREAMES, ALL OF HER DREAMES!!!!!HELLO. MEET MR.XSTRDNY LADIES!!!YOUR REAL DREAMES IN A MAN AWATES YOU HERE IN ME.I WILL FIND THE ONE AND YOU WILL FIND ME .IT HAS BEEN WRITTEN!!!!!I ONLY NEED 1 AND THERE CAN ONLY BE ONE!!

My New Want
for Xmas my new want is one of those mini slideshow icons folks are using in their pics. Anyone on my friends list know how to make those? I've attempted it a couple of times with horrible failure. Any help would be appreciated. :-)

In A Darkened Room
Grab my head and just want to scream, to many thoughts driving me insane. Life just gets more complicated, to many twisted things going through my brain. Why do I let it bother me, just want my friends to know I care. Need to show them all, the love i have to spare. Such a beautiful day out , I need to go out and play. Here in this cold room, is where i perfer to stay. Glad you came bye to give me a hand, I will return the favor when i can. You know that I am grateful, and I am a tender hearted man. Look in the mirror what do I see, just a lost soul staring back at me. Haven`t always tried that hard, to be the person that I want to be. Sometimes I wish i was in a grave, six feet under like my father. Life sucks all the time, so why should i even bother! Contemplating what to do next, maybe talk to another friend. Or maybe wallow in my sorrows, and bring my life to a bitter end!

Merry Christmas
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Casual Sex
Went to this quaint little bar, seen this woman get out of the car. Asked her " hey can I buy you a drink" , she says " what do you think" ? So we sit and talk for a while, she tells me of her ex-boyfriend named Kyle. I think we are going at a good pace, so she asks me back to her place. Asks me do I want to stay the night, I think about it and say alright. So we watch t.v and make some popcorn, get real close together, our clothes are getting torn. Make our way into her lovely bedroom, I tell her I Think this is too soon. She says " No guy has ever told me that before" , I ask her"Oh really what are you a whore"? She said I cant believe you said that, So I go to the living room and grab my hat. She says wait i really want you to stay, not unless you have turned out to be gay. I tell her you got to be fucking kidding, would I be here if I really was? She said I guess not will you still stay, I say well I am off tomorrow anyway. So we stay together and cuddle for a while, because yes I

More To Life
Dark gray clouds are in the distance, on the horizon I see the rain. Reflecting on my ordinary day, sometimes I wish I could catch a train. To a place far,far away... where nobody even knows my name. Someplace where the people are different, and there faces aren`t all the same. You ever just want to get away, drop everything that you have to do. Not a job to worry about, nobody will even miss you. Forget about the troubles of the world, maybe even on a desert island. Where the skies are blue, and there is plenty of white sand. Jerked back to reality once again, sitting on the porch watching the grass grow. Thinking of the things I haven`t seen, and everything that I don`t know. Have you ever asked yourself, whether you wanted more out of life? Well I am not sure about you, but I want more for me!!!!

Tequila Chicken Fajitas
Tequila Chicken Fajitas Tequila adds a unique flavor to the marinade for these chicken fajitas. There's lots of crunch here from the peppers, plus a nice shot of spice -- you can pull back on the heat by cutting the amount of red pepper flakes. Credit: The Juan-Carlos Cruz Calorie Countdown Cookbook by Juan-Carlos Cruz with Martha Rose Shulman Servings: 4 Ingredients: * 3/4 pound boneless, skinless chicken breasts, cut across the grain in thin strips * 1/4 cup tequila * 1/4 cup fresh lime juice * 1 tablespoon Worcestershire sauce * 1/2 teaspoon red pepper flakes * 1 teaspoon chili powder * 1/2 teaspoon salt * 1/4 teaspoon freshly ground black pepper * 4 cloves garlic, minced * 2 teaspoons canola oil * 1 red bell pepper, sliced in strips * 1 yellow bell pepper, sliced in strips * 1/2 medium red onion, sliced in strips * 4 (6-inch) corn tortillas * 1/4 cup chopped cilantro Directions: Place the

A Reason!
Why it is hard for me to see, what it is I really want to be? Always kind of hard to start the day, with nothing really good to say. I feel frustation,anguish and guilt; as if my brain is going to tilt. Surrounded by so much strife, and all I want is a brand new life. Need to start out on another foot, digging through all the ashes and soot. No matter what other people think, I know I cant pick up that drink. I dont know what life has in store, but there is one thing I know for sure. I have been shown a different way, and have learned what it means to pray. So no matter what it is that I do, I need to walk with you. Even through all the memories I kept, you were by my side with every step. So now I have a reason to live, and I know what I have to give. Thank you GOD, for showing me the light, and I will serve you with all of my might.

Dying
Cut into my heart, take a piece of me you can not have all of me, please let me be My soul fading away from all of your lies and with each lie, more of me dies i feel the grief from a love once known I have nothing left of me, I have become stone full of pain, hatred i have become cold living in my hell with noone to hold I'm hurt and alone, it's hard to see past my pain Confusion rapes my mind, making me insane I know I hurt you, i live with the that truth everday but how many more years will I have to pay paying with my tears that have turn to ice how much more of me do i have to sacrafice? D.L. Abrams

Lies
I'm living a lie And it's not the best thing for me But anyone and everyone is gonna hear another story I'm building a house Of murderous intention To keep it all from coming down I've gotta focus my attention 'cause confidence is key When violating trust I'm making sure that I believe I'm doing what I must Which is attempting to kill The little boy inside But as hard as I try... The child will not die Now I'm burning alive, just like you I'm irrelevant And I'm living down in the shit I follow these pigs around But I never get used to it 'cause they keep building and building Their feculent franchise I wish I could see this filth Through someone else's eyes 'cause ignorance was bliss But now I must adjust These animals, they operate On jealousy and lust I'm taking back what was lost And I will not be denied I'm crawling my way to the surface outside Now I'm burning alive, just like you ------------------------------------------ Black Light Burns

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My Thoughts On God!
A higher power greater then ourself's (humans) exist. This higher power comes in two forms, Holy & Evil! Yin-Yang, they co-exist. GOD represents the Holy, Satan represents the Evil. But what is, who is GOD & Satan? The image of GOD has never been revealed only glimpses of the mind & spirit of GOD have been revealed, thru the Holy inspired writings of the Bible. GOD is NOT a super natural being. GOD is everywhere & in everything. The energy that exist in everything that we know & don't know to be of molecules, atoms, ions, protons, electrons, neutrons, photons, & neutrons! Science has proven that all things are made of these. The energy that makes these things, "things" is GOD. And in everything there is Positive energy & Negitive energy, Yin-Yang. This makes life. You can NOT have Positive without the Negative. One may from time to time out balance the other but will always recoup in one form or another. Energy never dies, it's constently transforming & evo

Our I.b.i.c. Sistas
I.B.I.C. is looking for more members! We are an all female group! I.B.I.C. stands for Insane Bitches In Command! If you would like to join all you have to do is go to my blog and add, rate and fan all the members listed!When you are done with that add I.B.I.C. in your name somewhere then let me know so I can add you to the blog and the home page! Rules 1. You must have I.B.I.C. added to your name! 2. You must treat everyone of the sistas with the respect that you would like to be given to you! 3. If you have any problems with another I.B.I.C. member come to me with the problem! 4. No Drama! 5. Repost any I.B.I.C. bullys you see! 6. Please help the sisters level when they ask for help! Thank You, ~Mydnyte™~Founder of I.B.I.C.~D.S.C.~Real Wife To Jayrod874~ And Mystêfyï☼I.B.I.C. Owner☼D.S.C.☼»Fu wife to Jim«☼ ~Mydnyte™~Owner of I.B.I.C. ~D.S.C.~D.T.B.~Real Wife To Jayrod874~@ fubar Mystêfyï☼I.B.I.C. Owner☼D.S.C.

Giants, Not Patriots, Might Sit Out Season Finale
People awaiting the New England-New York Giants season finale on Dec. 29 want to know if the Patriots rest their starters that evening. Not me. I want to know if the Giants rest theirs. Because that is more logical -- provided, of course, the Giants have a playoff spot clinched by then. We don't need to wait on a Bill Belichick announcement to know what the Patriots will do. Just rewind the videotape to their season finale in 2004, when they played the San Francisco 49ers in a game that was meaningful to neither. Tom Brady may still be chasing the TD record when the Patriots visit the Giants. (Getty Images) Tom Brady may still be chasing the TD record when the Patriots visit the Giants. (Getty Images) The Patriots were 13-2 and guaranteed a first-round bye; the 49ers were 2-13 and looking for the next tee time at the Olympic Club. There was no intrigue, no playoff implications, no domino effect, nothing to the game because Pittsburgh already held the home-field adva

Me And *~j~* Had A Fight !!
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Sweet Potato Casserole
Sweet Potato Casserole 3 cups cooked and mashed sweet potatoes 1/3 cup packed brown sugar 1/3 cup eggnog 2 tablespoons margarine, melted 1 teaspoon vanilla extract 1/2 teaspoon salt 2 egg whites 1/2 cup packed brown sugar 1/4 cup all-purpose flour 2 tablespoons butter Preheat the oven to 350 degrees F (175 degrees C). Coat one 2 quart baking dish with non-stick cooking spray. Combine the mashed sweet potatoes, 1/3 cup brown sugar, eggnog, melted margarine, vanilla extract, salt and egg whites. Spoon mixture into the prepared baking dish. Combine the 1/2 cup brown sugar and flour. Cut in the chilled 2 tablespoons margarine until the mixture resembles coarse crumbs. Sprinkle over the sweet potato mixture. Bake at 350 degrees F (175 degrees C) for 30 minutes. Yield: 8 servings

63 Ways To Piss Off A Cop
1. When you get pulled over, say "What's wrong, ossifer, there's no blood in my alcohol?" 2. When he asks why you were speeding, tell him you wanted to race. 3. When he talks to you, pretend you are deaf. 4. If he asks if you knew how fast you were going, say no, my speedometer only goes to...... 5. Ask if you can see his gun. 6. When he says you aren't allowed, tell him I just wanted to see if mine was bigger. 7. Touch him. 8. When he asks why you were speeding, tell him you had to buy a hat. 9. Ask him where he bought his cool hat. 10. Refer to him by his first name. 11. Pretend you are gay and ask him out. 12. When he says no, cry. 13. If he says yes, accuse him of sexual harassment. 14. If the cop is a woman, tell her how ugly she is, but in a nice way. 15. If he asks you to step out of the car, automatically throw yourself on the hood. 16. When he asks you to spread them, tell him you don't go that way. 17. When he puts the handcuffs

Update On My Mom By My Sister
December 21, 2007 at 10:58 AM EST 12/21/07 10:35 am Sorry I did not get a chance to update everyone last night but I was so exhausted emotionally when I got home that I couldn’t think to write clearly. GOD stopped by Greenville Memorial Hospital in Greenville SC yesterday about 5:15pm. Here’s how it all happened (this is for you Brodie from “Monk”)….. I arrived at the ICU unit about 4pm and sitting there waiting for me was my Dad (the greatest man I know) and sitting beside him was my Uncle Phil (moms Brother whom she is in the picture with on this site). That was exhilarating to see him. A nurse came to up about 5 minutes later & said Mom was in the surgery area and they would let us know something later. The waiting room had several families in there but there was one family in particular that seemed to have more and more members showing up. Then about 4:45 that family got the word that their precious loved one had passed away. I may not have known them but just thinking that

For The Armed Forces Personnel!
I just wanted to take the time to honor the many men and women that fight for our freedoms...without y'all, there wouldn't be an us. I want you to know that even if I personally feel a war is unjust, I will not turn my back on those that carried out their duties with honor...so to all of you that serve, have served or are planning to....I THANK YOU! A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it w

A Very Merry Christmas Pimpout
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Swollen
Just close your eyes Ignore my love There is no way it can hurt you more Don’t follow me With hollow words I can’t hide in my swollen tears Some one give me a way out of this mess I got to get out and I really don’t know what happened I tried and I tried to follow you But we both know it’s not how this goes I cried the day I knew I could not die for you Don’t ask me this You can’t hear me When I say there’s a line in the sand I can not cross I will not cross Without swallowing all your fears Some one give me a way out of this mess I got to get out and I really don’t know what happened I tried and I tried to follow you But we both know it’s not how this goes I cried the day I knew I could not die for you

A Second Chance
Long Ago I knew you, And every memory I shared with you And how painful sometimes it is to remember Every Word Every Day Every Time I was with you And how close I felt to something special Something deep inside You were a part of me You had a part of My Soul My Heart My Mind And how every day I got up 'cause of you And everyday I couldn't wait to see you And how I regret those days I kept my silence And how I wish I would have said something said anything, to make you understand And then we left We stopped talking It was my fault. It was. And how I wish I could change that. And how sometimes late at night, I can't fall asleep cause I wish you were here And how I wrap myself so closely with that blanket you used Just to remember Just to feel something to feel a part of you And how sometimes I lay lavishing myself in tears Waiting, Longing, Yearning to feel your touch Just to be with you Just to hold you Just to kiss you.....once

Mmmmmm Yeah Baby Come Kiss Me Under The Mistletoe! (repost)
SO I WAS ASKED IF I AM KISSABLE... THEN I WAS TOLD I AM... SO NOW I WANNA GET KISSED. A LOT!!! HEARTISTIC SOUL HAS HER KISSES 1/2 PRICE RIGHT NOW, SO THEY ARE 4 FOR 1,000 FUBUCKS. NOT MUCH, EH? TELL YOU WHAT... FOR EVERY 1 KISS YOU GIVE ME, I WILL GIVE YOU 2 BACK. CLICK ON THE LINK I HAVE PROVIDED YOU BELOW AND IT WILL TAKE YOU TO HER BLOG AND EXPLAIN HOW ALL THIS WORKS. YOU CAN SEND HER THE FUBUCKS THROUGH FU-PAL. THE ONLY WAY I CAN KISS YOU BACK IS IF YOU TELL ME THAT YOU HAVE KISSED ME! SO YEAH BABY, KISS ME ALL OVER TILL I SQUEAL IN ANTICIPATION AND EXCITEMENT! YAY! LET'S HAVE FUN WITH THIS!!! CLICK ON ANY OF THE GRAPHICS BELOW TO FIND OUT MORE!!! (repost of original by '~Slave Princess~R/L GF Of Ser William~I ~♥ ~Sultry Princess~' on '2007-12-20 21:39:01')

I Want Ur Number
I WANT UR NUMBER Body: ___ Number:__________ Best time to call:________ text messaging (yes or no) _______ I dare you to copy and paste this and see how many numbers you get. If you don't, you will get bad luck for 7 years=] Repost as: "i want ur #"

A Funny....lol
I took my dad to the mall the other day to buy some new shoes. We decided to grab a bite at the food court. I noticed he was watching a teenager sitting next to him.The teenager had spiked hair in all different colors: green, red, orange, and blue. My dad kept staring at him.??? The teenager would look and find him staring every time. When the teenager had enough, he sarcastically asked, "What's the matter oldman, never done anything wild in your life?" Knowing my Dad, I quickly swallowed my food so that I would not choke on his response; knowing he would have a good one. And in classic style he did not bat an eye in his response. "Got drunk once and had sex with a peacock. I was just wondering if you were my son."

Tim And Tammys Wedding
hey every one that wants to come to mine and s3xxylays wedding u all are welcome to come it will be next sunday at 10 pm and it will be held at the charmed angels lounge so bring ur friends and invite them to sub scribe to it and me and tammy will welcome each and every one of u when u all click sub scribe for the wedding we both would love to have u all come to it and we wanna get the charmed angels lounge rocking so please stop by and click the sub scribe to the lounge i will post the link when i get it from pheebs so please bare with me u all and i want the best wedding i have ever wanted and i wanna get the charmed angels lounge rocking so bad so please bear with me about the link ok heres the link if u all wanna come so please lets all get this room rockin and have it maxed out ty http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=52504

Removed Connector Key To Finding Root Cause Of Sts-122's Problems
A major effort is continuing on pinpointing the specific root cause of the Engine Cut Off (ECO) sensor system issues, responsible for the delay of Atlantis' launch on STS-122. Image Above: Space shuttle Atlantis stands on Launch Pad 39A at NASA's Kennedy Space Center in Florida. Photo credit: NASA/George Shelton 12-21-07 Data continues to be evaluated, alongside ongoing testing at various NASA centers, on a fault that occurred on an unspecific location of the LH2 Feed-through Connector inside the External Tank. The connector assembly is to be removed and sent away for testing. NASA engineers managed to rule out various ECO hardware - such as the sensors themselves - from the fault tree, via the Time-Domain Reflectometry (TDR) equipment installed into the stack during Tuesday's tanking test. While the TDR data showed that the fault is associated with the Feed-through connector system, it is still not known exactly which element of the hardware is at f

Me
i met alot of people in my life some i keep around others i might wanna take they life. seen an heard a lot of crazy shit in my life someone tried to take my lil homies life and all they used was gas and a match, i feel lucky to be a nigga thats turning his head right. all my enemys are no longer enemies now they just niggas i watch closely, 4 those who know im maybe an asshole but we all have r own ways of doing things. ill apopologize to anybody so if i owe u one let me know ill continue this later

Recipe For Christmas All Year Long
Recipe for Christmas All Year Long Take a heap of child-like wonder That opens up our eyes To the unexpected gifts in life— Each day a sweet surprise. Mix in fond appreciation For the people whom we know; Like festive Christmas candles, Each one has a special glow. Add some giggles and some laughter, A dash of Christmas food, (Amazing how a piece of pie Improves our attitude!) Stir it all with human kindness; Wrap it up in love and peace, Decorate with optimism, and Our joy will never cease. If we use this healthy recipe, We know we will remember To be in the Christmas spirit, Even when it's not December. By Joanna Fuchs

Christmas Magic
Christmas Magic Are we too grownup to feel a thrill As we light the Christmas tree? Are we immune to cookies, Christmas cards and Christmas glee? Are we too adult to "Ooh" and "Aah" At the Christmas candle's glow? Are we blasé about our gifts; Do we shun the mistletoe? Are we too mature for carols, For merry or for jolly? Do the decorations leave us cold, The ornaments and holly? Fat chance! We'll never grow too old To love the Christmas magic. A year without a Christmas Would be boring, even tragic. So bring it on! The candy canes, The feasting and good cheer; O Christmas, lovely Christmas, You're the highlight of the year! By Joanna Fuchs

What To Do About This?
How do you tell someone that youve been friends with for over a year that your not in love with them the way they say they are with you? They post blogs and stash and mumms about it, they have treated you like crap over and over again. but yet you still remain their friend? you forgive them their faults. but still they keep it up and post crap over and over again? what do you do?

T&a
OK...so...im really annoyed with the male species right now. i dont understand why a guy has to go on and on to me about my own chest and my own ass....they are mine, so i have seen them before so i know what they look like and i know i have big boobs. but i also have a brain, so, while its flattering to hear nice things about myself, it would also be nice if someone took an interest in something else about me for a change.

There Are Some That Can't Spend Christmas With Their Families
They are; Mothers, Fathers, Brothers, Sisters, Aunts and Uncles, They are our American Soldiers and they need to be remembered during this holiday season... Press Play to watch They paid the Ultimate Sacrifice: Please take a moment to remember them when you are with your family this year. Pray for their safe return to their families.. LCPL G****** USMC prior Service

Drs Orders
Hey all my fubar friends and family, unfortunanlty i have managed to due some damage to my back and the Dr. has ordered me not to sit or stand for more than 39 to 60 minutes at a time......therefore i will do my best to try and help balie in her contest and get trese's page caught up as well (trese your graphics are great and i think i'm safe in sayin we all love them). I am on a few meds to try and help with the pain i am dealing with but the Dr thinks i have either a ruptured or herniated disk and he's talking about doing an MRI and then back surgey (neither of which i am happy about), so please keep me i your thoughts and please please bear with me for the next several days as i will not be able to be online as much as i want to to help ya all out. Love ya all, Janet AKA tastytease

*not A Happy Meagan*
My boyfriend isn't feeling well. Work sucked. Christmas isn't coming fast enough. The present that I ordered for Jason's step-mom hasn't come yet. I don't feel like wrapping presents.I have so much to do, and really, really don't want to do it. On top of it all? My Christmas presents disappeared out from under my tree on my profile. There were some really nice ones, too! *sob* Oh well, I guess I'm done bitching and will go find something productive to do. Leave me a present to make me feel better? :)

Pimpin Out...fu-style
nuttin fancy or anything here but i dont know when i will do this again but im pimpin out my best friendz so plz show them sum luv...tysm the sweetest guy i know...sorri gurlz hes already taken lol VaCwby@ fubar my sis...u mess wit her then u will have 2 answer 2 me ~ÐJ £ÎßÊ®Tÿ~* §í¢k & TWî$t€Ð's R/£ G/F & FÛ FîÂñÇê' † Demon Crew Recruiter۞Dylons Diva@ fubar this next gurl will keep u laughin...she RawKsss! SweetNTastyRed@ fubar now this next guy is so freakin awesum...hes the best & he totally kix @$$...hes alwayz been there 4 me & gave advice on anything i needed 2 know plus hes HawT!!! PieDaDDY@ fubar now last but not least this next gurl knows how 2 party & have a good time...i havent known her long but shes very nice & kix @$$ 2...thats a + in my book Kinkstar Sin *Fu Owned*@ fubar Now if u have not yet rated fanned & added these ppl then i suggest u go do so...u wont b sorri & dont forget to show me luv 2 tysm This pimpout waz brou

Winter Solstice
Pagans all around the globe will be celebrating their own winter holiday that stems from ancient rites honoring the birth of light into the world. Winter solstice, also known as Midwinter, occurs once between December 20th to 23rd each year in the Northern Hemisphere when this part of the earth is at its farthest distance from the sun. It is at this point we begin the trek back to the sun. Because of this apparent return of sunlight, ancient peoples considered this time the ending of the darkness and coming of the light. From this belief sprang myths surrounding the birth of various sun gods from around the globe. It also brought forth the many death and rebirth stories in so many cultures including the myth of the Egyptian gods Isis, Osiris, and Horus. Osiris had been killed by his brother Set who wanted his throne. Isis, Queen of Heaven and Osiris' sister and wife, was able to bring him back to life briefly with the use of magick. At this time she became pregnant by Osiris with th

Some Lines .. Fuck..don't Know..
Lover move quickly; time's not for you Fingers frantic in mood design Draw heart on my heart, feel me breathing Know I'm alive, even when we're through Words whisper on too many breezes, Cross uncross, live in winds, love Life, lies, know that forever is Until another ever comes along my body responds to you, heart beats breath quickens, face red, flushed excited my heart begs to hide from you, walls build, words catch, roads close I am learning: even though you've been inside my body, there's still a distance to my heart

Feeling Grinchy
Today has not been my day for having the Christmas spirit. First, I am still struggling to pay my rent. This isn't being helped by the fact that I am getting zero job interviews or offers. Second, I had to go to Wal-Mart to get a few things. The place was crowded. Check-out lines were long. And what really pissed me off was that there was this woman in the "20 items or less" line with at least 30 items. Not only was she clearly over the limit, her family kept adding new stuff to be bought while the cashier was ringing her up. Not helping things is that it has been cold and couldy here in AZ. So I feel even more depressed.

For Bulletin
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911 Poem
'MEET ME IN THE STAIRWELL' You say you will never forget where you were when you heard the news On September 11, 2001 . Neither will I. I was on the 110th floor in a smoke filled room with a man who called his wife to say 'Good-Bye.' I held his fingers steady as he dialed. I gave him the peace to say, 'Honey, I am not going to make it, but it is OK...I am ready to go.' I was with his wife when he called as she fed breakfast to their children. I held her up as she tried to understand his words and as she realized he wasn't coming home that night. I was in the stairwell of the 23rd floor when a woman cried out to Me for help. 'I have been knocking on the door of your heart for 50 years!' I said. 'Of course I will show you the way home - only believe in Me now.' I was at the base of the b

Did You Know
Pound for pound, the human body produces 5 times more energy than sun You could cut the brain directly out and not feel a thing The human heart produces enough pressure to squirt blood 30 feet into the air You will shed 600,000 particles of skin in the next hour Your hair is almost indestructible, only fire can destroy it A normal head has approximately 100,000 hairs One eyelash lasts 150 days A sneeze may produce as much speed as a caliber five hurricane Your brain will continue to send electrical signals, for 37 hours after your death Newborns will not be able to produce tears until 6 weeks old During thier monthly, women's ring finger shrinks If you flattened and unfolded a set of human lungs, it would cover a tennis court The average person, man and woman, farts 16 times a day

Merry Christmas
This year I am going to brief. I am sending this out to family, friends, associates, and all that in some way have touched my life. It seems as I get older I am learning that some things I thought were important, perhaps may not be quite that important whilst others may be more important than I may have thought. The world around me is surely not the world I was brought up in and I long for days past and times that were just as complex and complicated, but more loving, caring, and compassionate for ones fellow man. A time when the few did not rule the many, and there was not a concerted effort to drive God from our country. I thank God for all the Good things in my life, and all the things that make me understand and realize that those are indeed good things. I thank God for my family, as they are my rock. Surely happiness is an illusive state of mind based on ones particular perspective of life. None the less, I extend to you my very best wishes that you have and will con

First Pro Game
Last evening the Minnesota Wild played the New York Rangers. Big deal right?? Wrong! It so happens that my daughters hockey team was invited to play a exibition during the second to third period intermission. This was her first Pro Hockey game she has been to. in case you are not aware. Marion Gaborik scored 5 goals and had a assist in the other goal. He came very close to scoring a sixth goal, hits the pipe. What a glorious invitation to Pro hockey for her. She has been playing for 5 yrs. and just lives and loves the game!! This season(so far) her team has scored 34 goals. She has scored 19 of them !!! Go lex.

Texas Hold 'em
Almost every day of the week i go to different bars in the North Snohomish County area and play Texas Hold 'Em No Limit with a bunch of my friends.. The company is called Win your Way in and you can just go to WinYourWayIn.com and they have a website and tell you were they play at on what days and what bars and come out and have some fun.. I usually go to Flights in Everett, One Eyed Jacks in Lynnwood and Waldos in Lynnwood... I got kicked out of the bar Hawkeyes in Lake Stevens... Come out and play

An Italian Christmas Story
Dont know if you guys have ever read this, but it makes me giggle each time. I thought it would be a nice idea to bring a date to my parents' house on Christmas Eve. I thought it would be interesting for a non-Italian girl to see how an Italian family spends the holidays. I thought my mother and my date would hit it off like partridges and pear trees.....I was wrong! I had only known Karen for three weeks when I extended the invitation. "I know these family things can be a little weird," I told her, "but my folks are great, and we always have a lot of fun on Christmas Eve." "Sounds fine to me," Karen said. I told my mother I'd be bringing Karen with me. "She's a very nice girl and she's really looking forward to meeting all of you." "Sounds fine to me," my mother said. And that was that. Two telephone calls. Two sounds-fine-to-me. What more could I want? I should point out, I suppose, that in Italian households, Christmas Eve is the social

Are You Freaking Kidding Me Here People???????
ok so this is what we call in the Army a shot gun blast. AKA an if the shoe fits wear it kind fo thing. I just got done with a rather bizar conversation with a woman that is using a MUMM do decide if she should stay with her hubby or not. Long story short there are far more issues there then whether or not she should stay with the hubby here is my thing...... Some of you people have a hard time discerning the difference between your real life and your internet life. SOme of these lives are so intertwined that the line between reality and fiction is not blurred but erased completely. Folks I ahve never seen more people with more issues on the internet than i have in this past year. I have had converesation where people have had to deal with incest drug addicts rape torture lack of money to pay for bills things getting shut off. The common denominator is this.....people living beyond their means and a total lack of communication between the two adults involved. Its easy folks get

My Resolution
This year I'm gonna set my new years resolution and obtain it... I won't give my current stats but will post pictures along the way... my hope is to reach 270lbs by next year. this is a big task for me and I will be fighting with it... I want to lose it the healthy way but I don't want to make myself sick in the process... wish me luck and support this the end results will blow your mind...

Astronaut Dan Tani's Statement On The Death Of His Mother
The following statement is from Daniel Tani, NASA astronaut and Expedition 16 flight engineer on the International Space Station, regarding the death of his mother. Daniel M. Tani, NASA Astronaut. Image Credit: NASA "I would like to thank everyone who has expressed their condolences during this time of grieving for me and my family. Living on the space station means that I experience all aspects of life -- be they joyous or tragic -- while circling the Earth without a convenient way to return. Of course, I was aware of this situation before my mission and I fully accept that I will proudly complete my mission on the International Space Station and join my family when I return. My NASA management and colleagues have been fully supportive through this and I would like to thank them for their concern and compassion. "My mother was a complete joy. Those who knew her will know that words cannot describe her vitality, generosity and warmth. She was my hero. We will all mis

Mind Reading Games For Christmas
What's going on inside that head of yours? That's nobody's business, of course -- except, perhaps, for companies planning to roll out games and gadgets with supposed "brainwave-reading" capabilities. Among them is Sega Toys in Japan, which makes Brain Trainer, a portable electronic device with various mind-expanding exercises that retails for about $30. Last week Sega announced it will incorporate bio-signal-reading technology from San Jose-based startup NeuroSky into unspecified products. While NeuroSky's technology is available now, don't expect to find mind-reading toys or videogames at Toys 'R' Us just yet. That's because NeuroSky's technology is aimed at manufacturers and developers, and it will take awhile before products incorporating the technology reach the market. NeuroSky sells a systems-development kit incorporating a sensor that picks up bio-signals, which are processed into digital signals. A manufacturer can incorporate the sensor into a headset of its own design. The se

Death
so me and a friend were talking about death..and how it can be really easy or long and painful. she said she wants to die old and in her bed, like a titanic death [lol]. i said i dont really care either way because when you die, you die. it isnt something you can choose, it just happens. she thinks im pretty much crazy because in a way she feels it can be chosen. i dont know how but alright. the way i feel is once your dead, your in a better place pain free whether you died in pain or not. you can die in your sleep and end up in the same place...you can die from a heart attack and be in pain, but once your dead your fine. pain isnt something i worry about and it really doesnt scare me. it happens and its over with. then she asked me well what if you got into a car accident and had a tree through your head or chest..? well if it happens, it happens...its meant to be, right? everyones death is already "chosen" from the moment your born..i dont know how you can manage to change that. i wa

Dear Santa- 2007 Edition
Dear Santa, I don't want anything for myself for Christmas. I have a job that sort of helps pay the bills, a great son and loving wife, and five kitties that think I'm great (especially when I feed them and clean their litter pan). But I'd like you consider delivering gifts for the following people who really need and deserve them: 1. Mayor Don Williamson - A case of humble pie and a copy of Dale Carnegie's "How To Win Friends and Influence People". I think you know why... 2. The Voters of Flint - Prozac for those too apathetic and discouraged to vote. And a big dose of common sense for those who re-elected King Don. 3. To the teachers in the public schools of Flint - A big sack of love, patience and a free pass to Heaven when the time comes. They've had their dose of Hell already. 4. To the administrators and board of Flint Public Schools - A huge lump of coal. They should know why. 5. To the unengaged parents of students in the public schools of Flint -

A Christmas Wish For Lovers Apart
if i could wish upon a star, i'd wish to be right where you are, to give you love and not let go, to tell you how i love you so, to keep you safe n make you smile, to show affection all the while, if i could have my wish come true, i'd wish to spend my life with you.

Meaning Behind The New Status Message
It's about a song I listen to and a story goes thru my head. Picture is u can a woman standing on a cliff. Looking out towards the ocean.. She is lookign for her love. She feels she has lost him and looking at the waves as they crash onto the lands edge...she thinks about over her life with HIM. The love she fetl from him and the life she wanted to have with him..At this poin in the story she is not sure where he is or if he feels love for hher any more...they haven't spoken in a while and she is thinking she has lost the one true love of her life...Looking down at the waves she wonders if she would feel anything if she were to jump into the water as it crashed ot the ocean...Then in the distance you see a man...He sees her on the cliff and sees her look down..He runs to her and grabs her as she moves her feet to jump..He spins her around and tell her that his life wouldn't be worth livign without her and he kisses her and holds her tight... SO what I am saying...I feel I am tha

Merry Xmas To Me
I think I'm gonna buy myself a new webcam. I mean I've only had my webcam for um..... almost 8 years? LMAO Um yeah and the damn thing still works, but the clarity on it is shit. So.... time for a new one. Mind you I still have to go shopping for the midget. But I'm going to buy myself a few things too. :) Gotta be good to me!

!!!!!
Scorpio You are very dominant in bed, and you like to control your relationship in general.You are so intense in the sack that none of your partners will ever forget you. You are an amazing lover, because you like to have an equal amount of give and take.Sex matches: Cancer, Capricorn, Pisces 'What is your Sexual Zodiac?' at QuizUniverse.com

Poetry
i could fight but i won't try, i know we'll never say goodbye, I swear i'll love you til i die, you are all i live for, yes i could try to pretend, make you think that this could end, but i wont cos ur my best friend, yes you are all i live for, i might not be there by your side, i won't deny the tears i've cried, but there's so much love here inside that i could never let go, understand how it's hurting me, know that you are all i need, i don't ever want to be free, cos u are all i live for.

How Freaky Are U In Bed?
HOW FREAKY ARE U IN BED...: GET A PIECE OF PAPER AND NUMBER IT FROM (1-13) AND NO CHEATING! SEE THE RESULTS AT THE END OF THE TEST! WHEN YOU SEND IT ON PUT YOUR SCORE IN THE SUBJECT BAR... ((pssst, I scored a 61!)) ___________________________________________ 1.WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES? A. LIGHT COLOR B. CHANGE COLORS C. DARK 2.IF YOU WERE TO MEET UP WITH THE CRUSH OF YOUR LIFE YOU WOULD... A. SEDUCE THEM B. JUST CHILL C. CHILL AND THEN SEDUCE 3.WHATS YOUR FAVORITE TYPE OF WEATHER? A. RAIN B. THUNDERSTORM C. SUNNY D. CLOUDY 4.WHATS THE BEST TYPE OF FRUIT? A. STRAWBERRIES B. CHERRIES C. GRAPES D. PEACHES E. KIWI 5.THE BEST PART OF THE 24 HOURS IS.... A. NIGHT B. DAY C. AFTERNOON 6.WHATS THE BEST SEASON OF THE YEAR? A. FALL B. SUMMER C. SPRING D. WINTER 7.HEADBOARD OR NO HEADBOARD? a-HEADBOARD b-NO HEADBOARD 8.WHATS YOUR ZODIAC SIGN... A-LEO B-VIRGO C-SCORPIO D-LIBRA E-GEMINI F-A

Parker Breaks Leg, Steelers Beat Rams
Parker breaks leg; Steelers beat Rams By R.B. FALLSTROM, AP Sports Writer Fri Dec 21, 5:28 AM ET ST. LOUIS - Willie Parker's season ended after his first carry, and the Pittsburgh Steelers will miss the NFL's leading rusher if they get to the playoffs. But they don't miss him yet. Najeh Davenport, a career backup running back with typical nondescript statistics, has two huge games since entering the league as a fourth-round draft pick of the Green Bay Packers in 2002. Both have come against the St. Louis Rams, with Davenport's two-touchdown, 123-yard rushing effort pacing a 41-24 victory on Thursday night. "I took it upon myself to put the offense on my back and carry it," Davenport said. "He's our guy, he's our breadwinner. Not having him, everyone has to pick it up a level." Parker broke a bone in his lower right leg in the first quarter, giving the Steelers plenty of time to adjust to the new reality. "Our heart goes out to him because he's a competitor

Shawn Mullins-lullaby
She grew up with The children of the stars in the Hollywood hills and the boulevard Her parents threw big parties Everyone was there They hung out with folks like dennis Hopper, bob seeger, sonny and cher Now, she feels safe In the bar on fairfax And from the stage I can tell that She cant let go and she cant relax And just before She hangs here head to cry I sing to her a lullaby, I sing Everythings gonna be all right Rockabye, rockabye She still lives with her mom Outside the city Down that street about a half a mile And all her friends tell her Shes so pretty But shed be a whole lot prettier If she smiled once in a while cause even her smile Looks like a frown Shes seen her share of devils In this angel town But, everythings gonna be all right Rockabye, rockabye I told her I ain1t so sure About this place Its hard to play a gig in this town And keep a straight face Seems like everyone heres got a plan Its kind of like nashville with a tan But, ever

A Farwelll
I love you more than words can say I have found great joy and happiness being with you yet, i have also seen my worset fears come true You love your cocaine You love your booze Those are your poisons and you are mine I beg you to stop go on about how they are killing you well you are truly killing me For years your the one i wanted The one I compared most to But, now i have found a breath of life I do wish you could find yours too But, I can no longer hold your hand I can no longer be by your side. I am sorry i have failed you Sorry i wasnt stronger Maybe this is what they were all warning me and you about not the good but the hurt we will now feel and the hole that we will now have I didnt mean to break your heart but please dont cry I have done that enough for the both us Just remember the good times try to forget the bad but now its time to let each other go and know that it was love it was deeper and true then most will ever know but if we try

20 Reasdons To Date A Girl That Rides Horses
20 Reasons to Date a girl that rides horses 20. We Mount with ease 19. We can to the distance 18. We have good hip control 17. We know how fast or slow to go 16. We can ride in many different positions 15. We ride until we score 14. We dont mind getting bucked around 13. We will ride for hours 12. We will use whips 11. We love to try new things 10. We are good with our hands 9. We get a lot of practice 8. We know what we are doing 7. We do it in lots of places 6. We are always on top 5. We get off easily 4. We are use to something between our legs 3. When we fall, we get right back on and ride harder 2. We have lots of stamina 1. We like it dirty

These 2 Songs Go To My Grany Nail Rip Granny
Amazing Grace Lyrics "Amazing Grace, how sweet the sound, That saved a wretch like me.... I once was lost but now am found, Was blind, but now, I see. T'was Grace that taught... my heart to fear. And Grace, my fears relieved. How precious did that Grace appear... the hour I first believed. Through many dangers, toils and snares... we have already come. T'was Grace that brought us safe thus far... and Grace will lead us home. The Lord has promised good to me... His word my hope secures. He will my shield and portion be... as long as life endures. When we've been here ten thousand years... bright shining as the sun. We've no less days to sing God's praise... then when we've first begun. "Amazing Grace, how sweet the sound, That saved a wretch like me.... I once was lost but now am found, Was blind, but now, I see. (end) Go Rest High On That Mountain know your life On earth was troubled And only you could know t

Merry Xmas Anthony, I Miss You, Buddy
My First Christmas in Heaven I see the countless Christmas trees around the world below. With tiny lights like heaven's stars reflecting on the snow. The sight is so spectacular, please wipe away that tear. For I am spending Christmas, with Jesus Christ this year I hear the many Christmas songs that people hold so dear. But the sounds of music can't compare with the Christmas choir up here. I have no words to tell you the joy their voices bring. For it is beyond description to hear the angels sing. I know how much you miss me; I see the pain inside your heart. But I am not so far away, we really aren't apart. So be happy for me dear ones, you know I hold you dear. And be happy and be glad I'm spending Christmas, With Jesus Christ this year. I send you a special gift from my heavenly home above, I send you each a memory of my undying love. After all "love" is the gift more prescious than pure gold. It was always most important in the stories Jesus told. Pleas

???? 4 U
1.Your Name: 2.Age: 3.Favorite position: 4. Do you think I'm cute? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8.Would you take a shower with me? 9.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10.Would you leave after or stay the night? 11.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12.Condom or skin? 13.Have sex on the first date? 14.Would you kiss me during sex? 15.Do you think I would be good in bed? 16. Would you use me as a booty call? 17.Can I use you as a booty call? 19.Can we take pictures of the act? 20.How long would we have sex? 21.Would you tell your friends about me? 22.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Nothing To Me
Searching and searching just to find yourself, Every time I see you, now you're someone else. Build your image to mask the hollow insides. Build your image, is there substance inside. Never have, never will, all that shit means nothing to me. I see through the fashion parade, it's so fucking fake. Never, it means nothing to me. Look inside your heart, that's who you fucking are. Sometimes it's all you are. Build your image, to mask your hollow insides, Build your image because some things you just can't hide.

Hotties Hotties Hotties R Us Guys
HERE THEY R...ALL THE HOTTIES R US GUYS...FIRST AND SECOND SELECTION...LETS SHOW THESE HOTTIES SOME SEXY LOVE...FAN...RATE...ADD THEM ALL...KEEP UR EYES PEELED THERE IS MORE HOTTIES ON THE WAY!!! FIRST SELECTION HOTTIES under contruction@ fubar MulattoJ@ fubar Brayden@ fubar Nixon 286@ fubar Pryme@ fubar `BRICAM` HIDEOUT BOUNCER/co/owner of TWISTED PG/MANWHORE HOTTIES R US MEM@ fubar Simplicity At Its Finest@ fubar ♠BADSEED®♠@ fubar iyellatmymonkey@ fubar bogalusa_banga

“home Sweet Home”
I have been pondering upon myself since I arrived back in the states because I have spent 13 years in the Philippines! I have spent most of my young adulthood life in the Philippines for my studies and self-development upon what I should do in my life and I experienced being married for 4 years. Well, I guess most of my college life in the Philippines was pretty interesting because I studied in 2 different colleges and 2 different vocational schools. The colleges in the Philippines are quite different compare to the colleges in the states even through, I did go to a junior college in the states during January 1993-February 1994 (I wasn’t a regular full-time college student in the states). The colleges in the Philippines are bi-seminar comparing to the tri-seminar junior colleges and the 4-year colleges in the states. Plus, the age differences between the ages of entering college in the states to the Philippines. In the state for college, it’s usually the ages between 17-18 and in the P

Lost In A Cold Cruel World
sometimes i feel so lost, alone, and afraid....but yet i push and plug away at this so-called life...i listen to everyone else problems and worries and yet i cannot voice mine to anyone....why? because i have no one to tell, no one that really cares....all i have is my blog space.... i feel so unloved sometimes and i feel so disrespected sometimes.... i know no one wants to read depressing things like this but i need to let it out somewhere.... i have nothing to offer anyone....i really don't....i have no money, i have no car let alone have a license, i am crippled, i don't even have my own place to live...i have to hope that my mom doesn't put me out......i don't have alot in the way of food or clothes....the only thing i have to offer anyone is love....and love doesn't make the world go around.... what do you do when you only have that to offer and no one wants it? i know that my b/f and my kids love me......i know that some of my family loves me....but most of my fami

Cats Dream
Cat's Dream By me. How neatly a cat sleeps, sleeps with its paws and its posture, sleeps with its wicked claws, and with its unfeeling blood, sleeps with all the rings- -a series of burnt circles- -which have formed the odd geology of its sand-colored tail. I should like to sleep like a cat, with all the fur of time, with a tongue rough as flint, with the dry sex of fire; and after speaking to no one, stretch myself over the world, over roofs and landscapes, with a passionate desire to hunt the rats in my dreams. I have seen how the cat asleep would undulate, how the night flowed through it like dark water; and at times, it was going to fall or possibly plunge into the bare deserted snowdrifts. Sometimes it grew so much in sleep like a tiger's great-grandfather, and would leap in the darkness over rooftops, clouds and volcanoes. Sleep, sleep cat of the night, with episcopal ceremony and your stone-carved moustache. Take care of all our dre

Dj Diesel
Once you hear this DJ's show... You'll definitely want to come back for more... What are ya waitin on??? This DJ knows how to Rock YOU!!! And He Has ... One Hell Of A Good Sense Of Humor... He Knows How To Make You Laugh But One Things For Sure... You Will Only Find This Sexy DJ At... Awesome People... Always Ready To Greet You When You Walk Into The Bar And Hopefully Bring A Smile To Your Face.. This DJ Definitely Knows How To Do That... Come On In And Get Your Groove On... Meet Some Awesome People... Where We Treat You Like Family And Escape The Drama... ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ HERE IS A LIST OF THE AFTERSHOCK RADIO DJ'S ~*~DJ BROWN EYED DAVE (OWNER)~*~ ~*~DJ MERCEDEEZE LAINE (CO-OWNER)~*~ ~*~DJ BRAE (CO-MANAGER & PROMOTIONS)~*~ ~*~DJ SHADOW~*~(CO-MANAGER) ~*~DJ EARTHWALKER~*~(Lead DJ) ~*~DJ WILL VON

Empty
Pale eyes, a blank expression, wander through clouds of indescribable dreams. Cold mist air, surrounded isolation flaws my occupied mind with either hate or death. Something certain will be for always; change in time forbids movement. Fearing you understands myself; help me open up, just a little more.

Warped & Twisted
Harsh words & violent blows Hidden secrets nobody knows Eyes are open, hands are fisted Deep inside I'm warped & twisted So many tricks & so many lies Too many whens & too many whys Nobody's special, nobody's gifted I'm just me, warped & twisted Sleeping awake & choking on a dream Listening loudly to a silent scream Call my mind, the number's unlisted Lost in someone so warped & twisted On my knees, alive but dead Look at the invisible blood I've bled I'm not gone, my mind has drifted Don't expect much, I'm warped & twisted Burnt out, wasted, empty, & hollow Today's just yesterday's tomorrow The sun died out, the ashes sifted I'm still here, warped & twisted

Dj Diesel
Once you hear this DJ's show... You'll definitely want to come back for more... What are ya waitin on??? This DJ knows how to Rock YOU!!! And He Has ... One Hell Of A Good Sense Of Humor... He Knows How To Make You Laugh But One Things For Sure... You Will Only Find This Sexy DJ At... Awesome People... Always Ready To Greet You When You Walk Into The Bar And Hopefully Bring A Smile To Your Face.. This DJ Definitely Knows How To Do That... Come On In And Get Your Groove On... Meet Some Awesome People... Where We Treat You Like Family And Escape The Drama... ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ HERE IS A LIST OF THE AFTERSHOCK RADIO DJ'S ~*~DJ Brown Eyed Dave (Owner)~*~ ~*~DJ Mercedeeze Laine (Co-Owner)~*~ ~*~DJ Will Von~*~ ~*~DJ Squid Lee~*~ ~*~DJ Brae (Manager & Promotions)~*~ ~*~DJ Shadow (Co-Manager)~*~ ~*~DJ Raven Lady X~*~ ~*~D

Gone
Staring at a blank screen waiting for your arrival but you never come. How could you leave me like this alone in a world so cold You told me you loved me with all your heart I should have known from the very start that our love would come to a bitter end. I will remain waiting for you, though, staring through my teary eyes and hoping for an I.M. that will never come knowing that I am just a figment from your past and that this is really the end.

I Die
And Yet I Die by me. I see the stars sparkling so bright, Within the moon kissed sky. I hear the lark so sweetly sing, Amidst the morning dawn. I smell the flower full in bloom, And see their royal pomp. And yet some place so deep within, I'm shrouded and I'm closed. The brilliance there I can't see, In mists of misery. Enshrined inside, unable thus, To touch the warmth without. I gaze upon this passion spent, And yet . . . Inside I die Again i am alone……… Mrrcp2007

A Different Christmas Poem... Thank You ~*darkstaph*~
Please Repost In Honor Of Our Service Men & Women. A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know. Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood

A Nun Grading Papers
Can you imagine a nun sitting at her desk grading papers, trying to keep a straight face and maintain her composure! THESE EXCERPTS ARE FROM A CATHOLIC ELEMENTARY SCHOOL TEST ABOUT MIRACLES IN THE OLD AND NEW TESTAMENTS. THE FOLLOWING STATEMENTS ABOUT THE BIBLE WERE WRITTEN BY CHILDREN. THEY HAVE NOT BEEN RETOUCHED OR THE SPELLING CORRECTED. 1. IN THE FIRST BOOK OF THE BIBLE, GUINESSIS. GOD GOT TIRED OF CREATING THE WORLD SO HE TOOK THE SABBATH OFF. 2. ADAM AND EVE WERE CREATED FROM AN APPLE TREE. NOAH'S WIFE WAS JOAN OF ARK. NOAH BUILT AND ARK AND THE ANIMALS CAME ON IN PEARS. 3. LOTS WIFE WAS A PILLAR OF SALT DURING THE DAY, BUT A BALL OF FIRE DURING THE NIGHT. 4. THE JEWS WERE A PROUD PEOPLE AND THROUGHOUT HISTORY THEY HAD TROUBLE WITH UNSYMPATHETIC GENITALS. 5. SAMPSON WAS A STRONGMAN WHO LET HIMSELF BE LED ASTRAY BY A JEZEBEL LIKE DELILAH. 6. SAMSON SLAYED THE PHILISTINES WITH THE AXE OF THE APOSTLES 7. MOSES LED THE JEWS TO THE RED SEA WHERE THEY

No Name
The night I met you in words only on a screen I knew I had to have you not only in my dreams! The words that we have shared have caused my heart to care At first I was a little frightened to share myself with you but you showed me ways to make my nights brighten You loved my body over and over again you took me to heaven and made me live again! I have come to want to devour you not just on this place but I want to touch your body and feel you near I want to hold you tightly not just in words but face to face: I want to pleasure you in all the ways we shared, I want to do things to you that others would only dare: I want to make our fantasies all come true for, babe, I want to fly with you.

Steps
i want to live my life, live it my own way over throw the shame, the shame you dealt brought me to my knees always trying to please you instead of living for me, you say you say you know whats best for me time change the time has come for me to change and you controlled my dreams, i never asked you and i never agreed to your requests goal destinies i abandoned you and now im free, now i, i live my life live it my own way forget yesterday no expectations just my ambitions identity the choice is up to me

Christmas Carols For The Psychiatrically Challenged
Schizophrenia: Do You Hear What I Hear? Multiple Personality Disorder: We Three Kings Disoriented Are Dementia: I Think I'll be Home for Christmas Narcissistic: Hark the Herald Angels Sing About Me Manic: Deck the Halls and Walls and House and Lawn and Streets and Stores and Office and Town and Cars and Busses and Trucks and Trees and Fire Hydrants and...... Paranoid: Santa Claus is Coming to Get me Borderline Personality Disorder: Thoughts of Roasting on an Open Fire Personality Disorder: You Better Watch Out, I'm Gonna Cry, I'm Gonna Pout, Maybe I'll tell You Why Obsessive Compulsive Disorder: Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells

The Secert .
The Secret One day, one friend asked another, 'How is it that you are always so happy? You have so much energy, and you never seem to get down.' With her eyes smiling, she said, 'I know the Secret!' 'What secret is that?' To which she replied, 'I'll tell you all about it, but you have to promise to share the Secret with others.' 'The Secret is this: I have learned there is little I can do in my life that will make me truly happy. I must depend on God to make me happy and to meet my needs. When a need arises in my life, I have to trust God to supply according to HIS riches. I have learned most of the time I don't need half of what I think I do. He has never let me down. Since I learned that 'Secret', I am happy.' The questioner's first thought was, 'That's too simple!' But upon reflecting over her own life she recalled how she thought a bigger house would make her happy, but it didn't! She thought a better paying job woul

Good News!!!yea!!!
received good news today.... no anuerysm or brain tumor yea!!! bad news is.... they also still don't know what is wrong with me. have another mri schedualed for the 1/18...this time to look at my back for a pinched nerve. i dont understand how something in my back can cause problems with my vision and cause blinding stabbing pain in my head??, but i can understand how it can affect my motor skills. i just want the crap fixed... now more good news...lmao john is getting his brains screwed out tonight since i dont have to worry about my head blowing up now....wohoo!!!i'm getting laid...rotflmao. hugs and kisses, patricia have a merry christmas and remember to thank god for your blessings

Looking For A Slut
I AM JUST LOOKING FOR SOME QUICK CASH I DON'T HAVE ANY INCOME AND I JUST MOVED IN WITH MY PARENTS SO I NEED HELP BAD.ALL I NEED IS LIKE TEN TO FIFTEEN BUCKS AND I WILL SUCK YOU DRY.I AM NOT A PROFESSIONAL SO DON'T EXPECT MUCH THATS WHY I CHARGE SO CHEAP.I FIGURE THE MORE CALLS I DO THE MORE MONEY I'LL MAKE.I WILL EVEN DO WOMAN JUST SO I CAN GET SOME WEED AND PUT GAS IN MU CAR. $15 FOR A QUICKIE $30 FOR THE WORKS CALL ME AT *8*3*7*9*8*5*5* ASK FOR DINA

Loves Small Flaw
It will catch up to you whether you want it to or not, Make your heart swell and tie it up in a knot. You wont know what it is but you'll feel it inside. Your feelings for this person well up inside. Then no matter how far and no matter how near... Each word or phrase she says, You'll always hold them dear.

Taxes
This is too true to be very funny The next time you hear a politician use the word "billion" in a casual manner, think about whether you want the "politicians" spending YOUR tax money. A billion is a difficult number to comprehend, but one advertising agency did a good job of putting that figure into some perspective in one of its releases. A. A billion seconds ago it was 1959. B. A billion minutes ago Jesus was alive. C. A billion hours ago our ancestors were living in the Stone Age. D. A billion days ago no-one walked on the earth on two feet. E. A billion dollars ago, was only 8 hours and 20 minutes, at the rate our government is spending it. While this thought is still fresh in our brain, let's take a look at New Orleans It's amazing what you can learn with some simple division . . Louisiana Senator, Mary Landrieu (D), is presently asking the Congress for $250 BILLION to rebuild New Orleans . Interesting number, what does it mean? A. Well, if you a

Ageing
What is the difference between girls/woman aged 8, 18, 28, 38, 48, 58. 68, and 78? At 8 -- You take her to bed and tell her a story. At 18 -- You tell her a story and take her to bed. At 28 -- You don't need to tell her a story to take her to bed. At 38 -- She tells you a story and takes you to bed. At 48 -- She tells you a story to avoid going to bed. At 58 -- You stay in bed to avoid her story. At 68 -- If you take her to bed, that'll be a story! At 78 What story? What bed? Who are you?

My First Contest
I AM IN A CONTEST STARTING ON 12/30/07 RUNNING THROUGH 1/8/08. I REALLY NEED ALL YOU TO HELP ME WIN...COMMENTS ARE THE WINNING TICKET!! IF I WIN I WILL BE CROWNED FU-QUEEN FOR 2008!!! WOULD BE SO COOL TO WIN!!! THANK YOU FOR ALL YOUR HELP!!! HAVE A JOYFULL HOLIDAY!!!!

One Of My Fav Songs
(What would the music be without sounds) Pitbull: Young Boss, Miss Trina, Pitbull Let's show em' how we get down I Party like a rockstar I Look like a movie star I Play like an all star I F**k like a pornstar Baby I'm a superstar Always posted at the bar Always wit' a couple broads Maybe I'm just dat dat raw Dawg check da resume I hit somethin' everyday Ask about me n' dey'll say That chicko run MIA Pitbull, young boss That’s fire Go girl wear it out ‘til your tired Just tryin’ to pay tuition Liar My corner is like HBO's wire So please don't play no games And baby don't say no names And we can do this one more again Next time you can bring your friends So go get your friends And I get my friends And we can be friends Do dis every weekend pre-hook: we can hit your place we can hit my place she’s on my top 8 I bagged her off of myspace Chorus: Go girl x8 Shake dem dice and roll em' x 2 When dey ask u whats dat dance U say dat’s the hu

People And Garbage
How often do you let other people’s nonsense change your mood? Do you let a bad driver, rude waiter, curt boss, or an insensitive employee ruin your day? However, the mark of a successful person is how quickly he/she can get back her focus on what’s important. Sixteen years ago I learned this lesson. I learned it in the back of a New York City taxi cab. Here’s what happened. …… I hopped in a taxi, and we took off for Grand Central Station. We were driving in the right lane when, all of a sudden, a black car jumped out of a parking space right in front of us. My taxi driver slammed on his breaks, skidded, and missed the other car’s back end by just inches! The driver of the other car, the guy who almost caused a big accident, whipped his head around and he started yelling bad words at us. My taxi driver just smiled and waved at the guy. And I mean, he was friendly

Twas The Night Before X-mas
Twas the night before x-mas and all through the house everyone felt shitty even the mouse. Mom at the whorehouse and Dad smoking grass, and I just settled down for a nice piece of ass. When out on the lawn I heard such a clatter, I sprang from my piece to see what was the matter. Then out on the lawn I saw a big dick I knew in a moment it must be St. Nick. He came down from the chimney like a bat out of hell, I knew in a moment the fucker had fell. He filled all the stockings with pretzels and beer, and a big rubber dick for my brother the queer. He rose up the chimney with a thunderous fart, the son of a bitch blew the chimney apart. He swore and he cursed as he rode out of sight, "Piss on you all and have one hell of a night!!!"

Mental Hospital Phone Menu !!!
Hello and thank you for calling The State Mental Hospital . Please select from the following options menu: If you are obsessive-compulsive, press 1 repeatedly. If you are co-dependent, please ask someone to press 2 for you. If you have multiple personalities, press 3, 4, 5 and 6. If you are paranoid, we know who you are and what you want, stay on the line so we can trace your call. If you are delusional, press 7 and your call will be forwarded to the Mother Ship. If you are schizophrenic, listen carefully and a little voice will tell you which number to press. If you are manic-depressive, it doesn't matter which number you press, nothing will make you happy anyway. If you are dyslexic, press 9696969696969696. If you are bipolar, please leave a message after the beep or before the beep or after the beep. Please wait for the beep. If you have short-term memory loss, press 9. If you have short-term memory loss, press 9. If you have short-term memory

Casual Sex
~An article from another site, not me. I found it interesting~ College women engaging in casual sex are more likely to experience depression symptoms than college men with similar sexual practices, a study published in the Journal of Sex Research found. Although the finding might be conventional wisdom among students dealing with unpredictable relationships in the sometimes whimsical college dating scene, researchers said the study, published in August 2006, shows evidence that women can suffer more psychologically negative effects than college-age men. "We were really trying to get a sampling of how [college students] conceptualize sexuality and sexual behaviors," said Dr. Catherine Grello, a clinical psychologist and one of the study's authors. "I think for some people, [casual sex] seems to be an OK thing. For some people it's not." The study analyzed factors and circumstances surrounding casual sex to discover links between casual sex, depression and infidelity. It use

Troubleshooting Beer
Troubleshooting Beer For all of you beer lovers, like me.... SYMPTOM: Feet cold and wet. FAULT: Glass being held at incorrect angle. ACTION: Rotate glass so that open end points toward ceiling. SYMPTOM: Feet warm and wet. FAULT: Improper bladder control. ACTION: Stand next to nearest dog, complain about house training. SYMPTOM: Beer unusually pale and tasteless. FAULT: Glass empty. ACTION: Get someone to buy you another beer. SYMPTOM: Opposite wall covered with fluorescent lights. FAULT: You have fallen over backward. ACTION: Have yourself lashed to bar. SYMPTOM: Mouth contains cigarette butts. FAULT: You have fallen forward. ACTION: See above. SYMPTOM: Beer tasteless, front of your shirt is wet. FAULT: Mouth not open, or glass applied to wrong part of face. ACTION: Retire to restroom, practice in mirror. SYMPTOM: Floor blurred. FAULT: You are looking through bottom of empty glass. ACTION: Get someone to buy you another beer. SYMP

And To All A Good Night ...
A little Christmas poem courtesy of Phillies VP Public Relations, Larry "the Baron" Shenk: ’Twas the eve of another holiday season in the Phillies’ home, Not a creature was stirring, not even the big green drone Pinstriped uniforms were once hung with care But now the clubhouse is totally bare Instead there is an electric train and a decorated tree Creating a beautiful picture of holiday glee In the stands where the fans used to cheer All is totally quiet to anyone’s ear From Phillie Phanatic to Bull’s BBQ Nothing could be spotted from anyone’s view While nestling in for a long winter’s nap One realized something big is on tap Jimmy, Ryan, Chase, Brett, Pat, Shane and Cole Will soon be back in the field ready to roll Charlie’s crew gave us a great thrill in ’07, By capturing the East, creating baseball heaven One can hardly wait for spring training to start But until then, there’s only one thing on the chart Goosebumps from a typical Harry Kalas

A Different Christmas Poem
A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some twen

Yipee !!!
Helloooo ... Yep back again :-D .. Not taken long to connect me at all :O just 2 months .. grrr .. still ere now eh :-D .. Thanks to Jersey for keeping an eye on my page :-D .. Muchly Appreciated .. :-D .. Not going to be here as much as I have been but will be in and out a fair bit .. hee hee .. ;-) So old friends and thems not yet met Helloooo again :-D

The Pursuit
You lived a time of lies until you told me everything I hope we make amends, but you don't Life taught you how to fly and then you flew away from me You left me haunted, star the ending image of the one 'Cuz they're still in you too low All the voices you don't know And they're still in you too low All the choices that you chose You harbored all the wasted sighs to define the quiet drone I'll let you start again, but you won't I saw you pray for change and then you walked all over me You wanted what you could not have and now you are alone 'Cuz they're still in you too low All the voices you don't know And they're still in you too low All the choices that you chose Make the voices tell me who you are and who I am to be Are you alone where you are tonight? I'm alone when you're right here But I'm still in you somehow I never left at all Now I'm stealing you too low So my voice is all you know 'Cuz they're still in you too low All

Its Already Over
You never go Your always here (suffocating me) Under my skin I cannot run away Fading slowly I'd give it all to you Letting go of me Reaching as I fall I know it's already over now Nothing left to lose Loving you again I know it's already over, already over now My best defense, running from you I can't resist, take all you want from me Breaking slowly I'd give it all to you Letting go of me Reaching as I fall I know it's already over now Nothing left to lose Loving you again I know it's already over, already over now! You're all I'm reaching for It's already over All I'm reaching for! It's already over now I'd give it all to you I offer up my soul It's already over, already over now! Give it all to you Letting go of me Reaching as I fall I know it's already over now Nothing left to lose Loving you again! I know it's already over now! It's already over now! I know it's already over, already over

Breathe Into Me
And this is how it feels when I ignore the words you spoke to me And this is where I lose myself when I keep running away from you And this is who I am when, when I don't know myself anymore And this is what I choose when it's all left up to me Breathe your life into me I can feel you I'm falling, falling faster Breathe your life into me I still need you I'm falling, falling Breathe into me Breathe into me And this is how it looks when I am standing on the edge And this is how I break apart when I finally hit the ground And this is how it hurts when I pretend I don't feel any pain And this is how I disappear when I throw myself away Breathe your life into me I can feel you I'm falling, falling faster Breathe your life into me I still need you I'm falling, falling Breathe into me Breathe into me Breathe into me Breathe into me Breathe your life into me I can feel you I'm falling, falling faster Breathe your life into me I still need you I'm falling

Re: Gun Owners Group Condemns "treacherous" Legislation
RE: Gun Owners Group Condemns "Treacherous" Legislation ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 21 Dec 2007, 19:51 Gun Owners Group Condemns "Treacherous" Passage Of Anti-Second Amendment Legislation Gun owners and second amendment rights groups have condemned the passage by Congress yesterday of legislation that re-writes the law in order to regulate gun ownership. http://infowars.net/articles/december2007/211207Zelman.htm

Mistletoe Lovin
The door slams behind me I let out a huge sigh of relief it is so cold outside and the stores were mobbed. I drop my shopping bags to the floor. A large smile appears on my face from realizing that I am done with all my holiday shopping and you are who I get to come home to. You come strutting out of the kitchen with this devilish smirk on your face… You grab me by my waist and hug me tight. “hunny look we are standing under the mistletoe” you whisper in my ear as you dangle the mistletoe over our heads. You tilt my head up and brush your lips over mine gently… I lick my own lips tasting sweet peppermint, must have been from the candy cane you had earlier... I love kissing you; the yearning it starts is like nothing anyone could ever do to me. You slide my jacket off my shoulders down my body to the floor… You lift my sweater over my head and throw that to the floor… You slowly unbuckle my belt and unzip my jeans sexily pulling off my pants you kiss each piece of skin uncovered…

Nuts Or Inlove
For almost a year now I have been in a relationship with a very beautiful and kind woman. Over this time we have had her ex black mail her and almost cost her her job. Her friends treated her like crap till I left town. I lost a house, truck and farm to go and be with her. And even here on fubar she has had a friend of hers ghost her page and steal over a million in fu bucks, delete all her pics, and do things to her and made it look like it was me for over the last two months. He has made her do things to hurt me on purpose. All just to break us up. He has her so scared she will not even put me or pics of us on her page. And after all this I am still here, wanting to marry her, love her, protect her, and hold her so high that nothing can hurt her ever again. I do not know of many men or women who would have put up with all this and still be here. So tell me am I nuts or Truly InLove? PLEASE COMMENT I REALLY WANT TO KNOW WHAT YOU THINK!!

I Need Your Help! Anyone And Everyone
Please...Please Please......Would someone please make a salute for me? I cant level up without one, and I have no way to make one mysepf, no cam, camera or anytihng like that. PLEASE............If someone would be willing to help me I would DEFINATELY appreciate and love you for it. Luisa

How To Avoid Bouncer Checks
WE CAN ALL AVOID BOUNCER CHECKS IF WE ALL TAKE THE TIME TO WATCH AND WAIT UNTIL THE PHOTO YOUR RATING IS DONE LOADING THIS DOES NOT TAKE A LOT OF TIME, WE ALL ARE GUILTY OF IT DURING HAPPY HOUR BUT,IF YOU TAKE A FEW SECONDS LET THE PHOTO YOUR GOING TO RATE LOAD WE CAN ALL AVOID GETTING BOUNCER CHECKS, OR AT LEAST NOT FLOOD THE SERVER. THIS IS A PHOTO I AM RATING LETTING THE GRAPHICS LOAD LOOK TO THE BOTTOM LEFT, ITS READING THE HTTP: WHERE THIS PHOTO IS LOADING FROM. IF YOU LOOK TO THE BOTTOM LEFT SIDE YOU WILL SEE IT NOW TRYING TO READ ON FUBAR, THE GRAPH ON THE RIGHT IS SHOWING THE LOADING PROCESS...HOLD ON ALMOST LOADED. GIVING IT TIME TO LOAD WILL LET YOU GET THE MOST OUT OF THE RATING SYSTEM, IT IS SAFE TO RATE THIS IMAGE NOW.... IF YOU GO TO THE NEXT PICTURE AND JUST RATE, YOUR GOING TO GET A BOUNCER CHECK WAIT A FEW SECONDS AND LET THE PHOTO LOAD BEFORE RATING THE IMAGE. TO AVOID THIS, ALL YOU NEED TO DO IS SLOW DOWN, LET THE IMAGE LOAD BEFORE YO