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New Veiws On Dating
ok...this is my new twisted views on dating... #1...GIRLS CAN MAKE THE FIRST MOVE IF INTERESTED...judging by my picks in the past i suck at it...and besides i want a person that can show some drive in there life to go and get what they want...this will prove to me that there outgoing and not afraid to take chances... #2...I WILL N O T BE PLAYING WING MAN ANY MORE...im not going to be the third wheel and im not going to waste mine or the other persons time sittin around while the other couple has fun while we r clearly not into each other...thanks but no thanks... #3...DATING HAS A SHELF LIFE OF ONE MONTH...maybe im just getting old but the way i see it,,,if your not ready to take it to the next level in thirty days then one of us is wasting the other ones time...im getting to old to be playing these games... AND ON A PERSONAL NOTE... no workaholics... alcolholics... phycos... stalkers... users... game-players... 12 year olds traped in a 20-30 something body

Happy New Year
I just wanna wish eveybody a warm, safe, happy and prosperous new year. Please be safe tonight if you go out, I dont want to lose any of my friends :) Always remember for 2008...Life is short, break the rules, forgive quickly, kiss slowly, love truly, laugh uncontrollably and never regret anthing that made you smile. Send to all the people you love and care for, & dont want to lose in 2008, even me...Enjoy your last day of 2007 Love * naughtiness always... ~Always~ Evil CntryGoth

Whispers In Your Shells And My Ear Bending.
This is about a healer waxing lyrically whilst bending my ears on a beach in Goa. It was just one look and like we had known each other forever. Many people have the gift of the Third Eye in India; usually Muslims and they have a habit of honing in on me. I suppose I am an open book but anyway the man in question having made eye contact came over to my sun bed and enquired whether I wanted my ears cleaning. The man who knows all woke from his slumber and said, "No way!" The ear bender carried on his patter regardless and gave me diagrams of the inner sanctum of the ear and Eustachian tube. Hmmm, not too pretty as postcards go but he was not deterred and gave me all his credentials plus reams of glowing recommendations from past victims. He seemed such a lovely man in as much as he had a wonderful aura and so I looked at Him Who Knows All and enquired whether it would be OK for me to have them done. He grunted and said that they were my ears and he went back to a reclining pos

Deleting My Account
Ok don't worry or jump up happy:-) I am not going to delete anything here...only removing some people from my 'friends' list.How many times do we read people telling us they are going to delete their page,saying goodbye and blabla bla while we all know 9 of the 10 won't do it at all I am sure we all have moments we have enough of things going on here,just as we all have moments we love it here..There were enough times i had enough of this site and most people here..Even made the mistake to write once a bulletin saying that.Unfortunatelly there are people who see this as a great way to get attention and a lot of publicity,points If you want to go than just go but don't make a drama of it

Cheaters
When I was 8 months pregnat my fiancee cheated on me with his ex whom treated him like crap. She even trashed his 2 year old son. This little girl is a real piece of art too. Insane to the core and cheap as hell. When I found out what he had done I told him that the next time he felt like he needed a dog, lets at least pick a decent one up from the pet store!!!

2007
so yes this year has been nothing but crazy for me at the start of this year i laid in the arms of the man i thought i was gonna merry i was full of hope to but doubted i would ever get the schocolarship for school yet i tried anyways i was living in a house with my monther now the impact of a few chances will change me forever wont they i memeber when i got the new i got my scholoarship i also memeber when my faincee tossed the ring at me and i gave it back to him told him to ask proper he slipped it in my bag i really should have know better when i found it he asked me proper had i not mis read this act alot of time and pain could have been avoided i wont forget what it feels like to shortly there after telling all ur friends an family b/c dispite the fact he asked me in the summer and then had the ring for xmas i never told anyone with otu the rin i wanted them to think good things of him ... but yes back to that bad feeling ... of when he told me i didnt

The Shit!
A dookie is a thing of beauty; like a chocolate butterfly springing from the cocoon that is my anus. I've left turds that I felt guilty flushing. I have actually waved 'good-bye' to poop while it was being flushed. In fact in High School we wrote a song about someone who left the biggest crap ever...I shit you not. To the tune of "Amazing Grace" Amazing turd; how great the man, Who pinched a loaf like thee. You once were great, But now you're flushed; Our mascot in stall three. Fecal matter is hilarious; I spend amazing amounts of time dreaming of my next big one. I have decided to share the following scat-based story until the next mud muffin stops by. Here we go... I was at work and needed to poop. Usually I can hold it, or at least free up some room by pissing or trying to slip a fart out. That didn't work on this one though: this one wasn't fucking around - it wanted out in a bad way. This was the dreaded Duke: the kind that makes you sweat like

Married Life
So, I’m generally a pretty level headed person. I know what I like, want, have, and can lose. But lately I’ve been having issues trying to understand why I’m even married. Be sides the fact that we have kids together, and such a long history we have nothing in the world in common. I drink, smoke, go out. He sits at home and plays Xbox. So the dilemma is what do we do, what do I do next? I can’t change who I am.

All For Fun
~~ It's just a game there's levels,points prizes and rewards.Just like any other game played, it's purpose is to have fun. Rates,adds,fans,friends and family it's just away of showing people that you wanna play the game.Feel free to play, and if you make a few friends ,well thats the fun part.So earn points level up cash in on fubucks and remember,It's just a game~~

Retrospect.....introspect....and Resolutions.....
Retrospect: The year 2007 at a glance..... VIRGINIA TECH KILLINGS: Seung-Hui Cho, 23, who had avoided court-ordered mental health treatment despite a history of psychiatric problems, killed two fellow students in a dormitory on April 16, detoured to mail a hate-filled video of himself to NBC News, then shot dead 30 students and professors in a classroom building before killing himself. It was the worst mass shooting in modern U.S. history. IRAQ WAR: The "surge" that sent more U.S. troops to Iraq was credited with helping reduce the overall level of violence. But thousands of Iraqis and hundreds of U.S. personnel were killed nonetheless during the year, and Iraqi political leaders struggled to make meaningful progress toward national reconciliation. BRIDGE COLLAPSE: An Interstate 35 bridge over the Mississippi River in Minneapolis collapsed during the evening rush hour on Aug. 1, killing 13 people and injuring about 100. The disaster fueled concern about possible structural fla

Top 10 Reasons Witches Don't Worship Satan
Top 10 Reasons Witches Don't Worship Satan 10. Scorch marks on the furniture whenever Satan manifests 9. Not even Lysol can mask the smell of brimstone 8. Hard to keep the flaming goat skulls lit 7. Decreased availability of blonde virgins 6. Blood stains from the sacrifices are *impossible* to get out of the carpet 5. Wailing of the damned souls in Hell keeps the neighbors awake 4. The cats keep attacking Satan's tail, which annoys him 3. Repeated stooping motions for administering the "Kiss of Shame" difficult on the older coven members 2. Demons smell even worse than brimstone 1. It's impossible to worship something that doesn't exist!

Ten Spiritual Things To Do When You Are Bored
Ten spiritual things to do when you are bored 1) Light a candle on your roomie's, friend's, or relative's forehead while they are sleeping. See how long it takes for them to wake up. This will tell you how long you will live. 2) Tell your future by interpreting the patterns in popcorn, beer cans and cigarette butts left on the floor after your last party. It's a lot like reading tea leaves. 3) Choose an outfit for the day using a divining rod. 4) Determine what your friends have done during the day by smelling their odor eaters. 5) Go outside skyclad, come in and interpret the patterns in your goose bumps. It's a lot like reading tea leaves. 6) Tape music videos, play them backwards on your VCR and try to find subliminal images and rock stars that take on Satanic appearances. 7) Interpret forms in your sculptured carpet. It's a lot like reading tea leaves. 8) At breakfast, eat all but a few bits of cereal, then stir it vigorously and interpret the resul

Suvival Guide To The Supernatural
Suvival Guide to the Supernatural When it appears that you have killed the monster, *never* check to see if it's really dead. If you find that your house is built upon or near a cemetery, was once a church that was used for black masses, had previous inhabitants who went mad or committed suicide or died in some horrible fashion, or had inhabitants who performed satanic practices in your house--move away immediately! Never read a book of demon summoning aloud, even as a joke. Do not search the basement, especially if the power has just gone out. If your children speak to you in Latin or any other language which they should not know, or if they speak to you using a voice which is other than their own, shoot them immediately. It will save you a lot of grief in the long run. NOTE: It will probably take several rounds to kill them, so be prepared. When you have the benefit of numbers, *never* pair off and go it alone. As a general rule, don't solve puzzles that open p

Art And Artists
So here it is; I'm an artist. Mostly self taught. I do paintings, mostly in tempera and watercolor....in a non traditional sense. My main focal are ANGELS but not your typical cherub cutsie looking fat babies kind of thing. My seraphim are sinners like the rest of us. Tattooed and scarred, full of bull asses like you and I. I have been working on this series for well over three years now and I find that alot of people look at the work and don't understand my take on it. I try....being operative,not to allow negative remarks to effect my flow but there are some people who don't know the true meaning of Art. Art isn't about something pretty, something that will go with your sofa or the color of your walls. Art is mind provking, thought provoking and so forth. I find my work is more accepted in the genre of tattoo design then in any other but I struggle to understand how the world got to be so closed minded when it comes to art......

This Is Another Friends Poem
All color left my world the day my last and worst betrayal was ripped from my blackened heart. In your hands my heart turned to ash and dust, returning to the earth from whence it came. Forsaken, betrayed, and soul shattered, I lay dreaming in black and white, oblivious with no energy to fight and no emotion left to care, while knowing that trust must be earned, not handed out randomly. Knowing only despair and loneliness, I dreamt of everything that I will never have and desires that will never touch my soul. Alas, unconditional love only comes in technicolor dreams. While forever trapped in my world of black and white dreams, I feel an empty hole gapping in my chest that oblivion's hand-maiden takes me into the stillmess of the nothingness of my life.

A Pretty Good Joke
A small town was having a problem. Squirrels had invaded four churches in the town. Each church tried different ways to get rid of them. The Baptists decided to wait until the squirrels wandered into the baptistry and then they would close the lid and trap them. But the squirrels were too fast for them and they ran away only to return the next day. The Methodists decided that they could not do anything to harm God's creatures and so they did nothing. Squirrels overran them. The Presbyterians decided they would catch the squirrels and take them out into the country and release them, whicn they did. However, a few days later the squirrels found their way back. The Catholics took a different approach. They baptised the squirrels and made them members of the congregation. Now they only see them on Christmas and Easter.

A Call To Radical Commitment
Today I am stepping across the line. I'm tired of waffling, and I'm finished with wavering. I've made my choice; the verdict is in; and my decision is irrevocable. I'm going God's way. There's no turning back now! I will live the rest of my life serving God's purposes with God's people on God's planet for God's glory. I will use my life to celebrate his presence, cultivate his character, participate in his family, demonstrate his love, and communicate his Word. Since my past has been forgiven, and I have a purpose for living and a home awaiting in heaven, I refuse to waste any more time or energy on shallow living, petty thinking, trivial talking, thoughtless doing, useless regretting, hurtful resenting, or faithless worrying. Instead I will magnify God, grow to maturity, serve in ministry, and fulfill my mission in the membership of his family. Because this life is preparation for the next, I will value worship over wealth, “we” over “me,” character over comfort, s

Trance Bomb
Trance Bomb This set is a mixture of Deephouse, Hardhouse, Happy Rave, Hard Techno & Trance. This is a 30min Sample mix from the full 80min set. http://www.esnips.com/doc/a94dde3e-a8bd-48b0-b575-97c3d6be8bd9/DJ-Muzik-AL---Trance-Bomb-2005_128

Razorblade
Watching everything through her mind How could she be so blind? Warm on cold heart, and hands Not even she could meet her demands finding whats inside the lies enjoying youth before it dies Blindness is a pathetic way to live your life just one more day Turn the key, open the door another chance? perhaps one more.. walk this path..but not a step too far come to grips with who you are. and a single tear will fall, a single tear will end it all. -Klf (2006)

Lost
I could fill a thousand oceans with the tears I have cried for you waking in the morning being one, instead of two. scars on my heart taken my sanity I have forgotten what it is to be me Lost on a road with a solmn moon mourning the one I lost too soon sunshine, my sunshine you warmed my soul now it is frozen in this hell and I am lost beyond control This was written about someone I lost to death long ago. You will forever be in my memory..

Never Again
How nice it was to have someone to love A hand to hold that fit mine like a glove You were my friend, my partner, my goal The one lover with whom I could share my soul but like all in life, love does fade and I will forever lay in this bed that I have made Perhaps it is good this way, like you said Maybe it's better I battle the demons in my head It could be that its easier to leave me in my shame Even better if you simply just forgot my name Not another night, nor day your arms to hold not one more laugh, one more smile to behold though the times we shared to me seemed few mean nothing now, nothing now, nothing to you. So goodbye my lover, my soul, my friend I hope that one day, my heart will mend until that time one thing is true though you can forget me, I shall never forget you... -K

Senate Voted Social Security Benefits To Illegal Aliens
The United States Senate voted to extend Social Security Benefits to Illegal Aliens beginning in 2008. Now, the following are the senators who voted to give illegal aliens Social Security benefits. They are grouped by home state. If a state is not listed, there was no voting representative. Alaska: Stevens (R) Arizona : McCain (R) Arkansas : Lincoln (D) Pryor (D) California : Boxer (D) Feinstein (D) Colorado : Salazar (D) Connecticut : Dodd (D) Lieberman (D) Delaware : Biden (D) Carper (D) Florida : Martinez (R) Hawaii : Akaka (D) Inouye (D) Illinois : Durbin (D) Obama (D) Indiana : Bayh (D) Lugar (R) Iowa : Harkin (D) Kansas : Brownback (R) Louisiana : Landrieu (D) Maryland : Mikulski (D) Sarbanes (D) Massachusetts : Kennedy (D) Kerry (D) Montana : Baucus (D) Nebraska : Hagel (R) Nevada : Reid (D) New Jersey : Lautenberg (D) Menendez (D) New Mexico : Bingaman (D) New York : Clinton (D) Schumer (D) North Dakota

I Am Only Me
I am only me, that is all that I can be No more, no less, don't second guess. I love, I laugh, I live and cry, I've wished at times, that I wouldn't die. Some days I'm funny, others I'm not, Sometimes I'm in overdrive and just can't stop. I am a loyal and honest friend, You know that I'll be there until the end. I am a mother, my children, my greatest gift, The smiles on their faces always give me a lift. I am a romantic, sensual, sexual, and passionate too, To the love of my life, I'll share this with you. I can be sweet and shy or sassy and bold, I'm quite a handful, or so I've been told. I am not perfect, I do have my faults, Like when I get scared I put up high walls. Or I'm not as forgiving, as I'd sometimes like to be, because when I hurt, I hurt deeply. My logic is all my own, at times misunderstood, Because I don't always do things for my own good. I have many facets, like a diamond you see... I, am only me.

Lmao
ok so I doubt this really qualifies as a blog but I don't care it's hilarious!!! There are a lot of words that you can use to describe men - strong, caring, loving - they'd be wrong - but you could still use them. Men are like a fine wine. They start out as grapes. It's our job to stomp them, and then keep them in the dark until they mature. And hopefully they'll turn out to be something we would like to have dinner with. Men-tal Anxiety. . . Men-opause. . . Men-tal Breakdown. Ever noticed that all problems start with MEN? Q: What's the best way to kill a man? A: Put a naked blonde and a six-pack in front of him. Then tell him to pick only one. Q: What do men and pantyhose have in common? A. They either cling, run, or don't fit right in the crotch! Q: Why do men whistle when they're sitting on the toilet? A: Because it helps them remember which end they need to wipe. Q: What is the difference between men and women? A: A woman wants one man to satisfy h

December 31, 2007 [[2]]
This is my new song off Seether's new album. FYLYHM :: Seether You could've been the real one You could've been the one enough for me You could've been the free one, the broken down and sick one A remnant of a vacant life You come around when you find me faithless You come around when you find me faceless! FUCK ME LIKE YOU HATE ME [DIG IT UP AND TEAR IT DOWN] DIG IT UP AND HOLD ME OUT FUCK ME LIKE YOU HATE ME [DIG IT UP, TEAR IT DOWN] I love the sound when you come undone You could've been the next one [God only knows] You could've been the one to comprehend me You could've been the only one, the broken down and sick one You could've been the one who I lie with You come around when you finally face this You come around when you find me faceless! FUCK ME LIKE YOU HATE ME [DIG IT UP AND TEAR IT DOWN] DIG IT UP AND HOLD ME OUT FUCK ME LIKE YOU HATE ME [DIG IT UP, TEAR IT DOWN] Don't make a sound till I come undone YOU'LL NEVER BREAK ME YOU'LL

Hurry And Read This Now
HA HA GOTCHA Mistletoe game!! Now you gotta repost this as,Mistletoe Game!!! The 1st person to message u saying "I'd kiss u under the mistletoe." ... will be your Fubar sweetheart... you'd be surprised just to see who wants to be yours!!! You have to do this even if your taken!!!!

Conquest!
I totally just had inter-species lesbian sex with an Asarian. Whoo. Blu-bies. It was pretty hot, too. it's cooler because my Shepard looks like Rayne. (mass effect. love it. play it. rape it.) LIARA: Sort of what my shepard looks like, except more gaunt: Now isn't that a sexy pairing?

Fullfilling My Needs
This was written by a guy... it's pretty damn smart. and funny so just go with it (Girls -- Have a sense of humor!) One evening last week, my girlfriend and I were getting into bed. Well, the passion starts to heat up, and she eventually says, "I don't feel like it, I just want you to hold me." I said, "WHAT??!! What was that?!" So she says the words that every boyfriend on the planet dreads to hear... "You're just not in touch with my emotional needs as a woman enough for me to satisfy your physical needs as a man." She responded to my puzzled look by saying, "Can't you just love me for who I am and not what I do for you in the bedroom?" Realizing that nothing was going to happen that night, I went to sleep. The very next day I opted to take the day off of work to spend time with her. We went out to a nice lunch and then went shopping at a big, big unnamed department store. I walked around with her while she tried on several different very expensive outfits

December 31, 2007
I've been listening to this song a lot lately. Enrique Iglesias :: Somebody's Me You, do you remember me?, Like, I remember you? Do you spend your life, going back in your mind to that time?, Cause I, I walk the streets alone, I hate being on my own, and everyone can see that, I really fell, and I'm going through hell. Thinking about you with somebody else. Somebody wants you, Somebody needs you. Somebody dreams about you every single night. Somebody cant breathe, without you it's lonely. Somebody hopes that one day you will see, that somebody's me. That somebody's me. yeaa... How, how did we go wrong? It was so good, and now it's gone, And I pray at night, that our path's soon will cross. What we had, isn't lost. Cause you are always right here in my thoughts.. Somebody wants you, Somebody needs you. Somebody dreams about you every single night. Somebody can't breathe, without you it's lonely. Somebody hopes that someday you will see, That som

Happy New Year!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
as some of u may know i can't post any kind of comments..so tyvm for the comments i already received..and for the ones to come :D Happy New Year everybody and may this new year bring u all the good things u never had!! love,kisses&hugs! Cris. Myspace Comments

Capricorn-the Sexy One
GEMINI -HARD LOVER (5/21-6/21) Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny. Excellent kisser EXTREMELY adorable. good personalities. Loves relationships, Addictive. Loud. 16 years of bad luck if you do not repost CANCER-CRAVES SEX ALOT (6/22-7/22) Trustworthy. Attractive. Great kisser. One of a kind. Loves being In long-term relationships. Extremely energetic. Unpredictable. Will exceed your expectations. Normally not a Fighter, but will if neccessary. Someone loves them right now. 2 years of bad luck if you do not repost. LIBRA- THE PIMP (9/23-10/22) Caring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. High appeal. Has the last word. Good to find, hard to keep. Fun to be around. Extremely weird but in a good way. Good Sense of Humor!!! Thoughtful. Always gets what he or she wants. Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet. 5 years of bad luck if you do not repost. AQUARIUS - THE ONE U CANT TOUCH (1/20-2/18) Great talker. Out sproken. Attractive and pa

Golden Ticket Part 2
So Everything Is going well In Fu-Wonka Land...But I know everyone has not gotten there GOlden Tickets . So what are you waiting for????Dont BE left out.....Come buy one or two or Heck some have bought hundreds.. ITs fun...And Its easy to make the Fu-Bucks back...So If you have already bought your Tickets Check The Oompa Loompa Ladies Pics for your tickets...And watch for a special Lollipop for your numbers...Dont be shy.. GET YOUR TICKETS.....YOUR GOLDEN TICKETS.... Oh yea and I have one more thing to say before I add These Lovely Folks...If you would like some tickets....Go too Southerndelightts Page and click the FU-PAL button and put how ever much* Hint Hint.* that you want to buy on there and the number of tickets and if its for you say so...IF its for a friend we can do that also...Enjoy...And Most of All... Hope to See you IN Oompa Land...AND HAVE FUN........... ~slave~@ fubar $50,000.00 ((100)) Tickets Bought by Jak JAK~Faery Dragon's FUh

So Here It Goes, My Whinings
Ha its funny when you are young you have all the hopes and dreams and it never occurs to you that you may not ever achieve any of them. When I was little I had this picture of this red haired boy, I never knew his name and in fact I found the picture on the ground...I used to say that when I grew up I was going to marry a red headed boy and be a paleontologist and dig up dinosaur bones. Stupid, eh? As I got a little older it was an astronomer and marry a red headed boy. I guess I always wanted to marry a red headed boy, and my heart would never be broken and some how I was going to be someone great aspiring to do great things and loved by an equal. Now, I am 28 years old and I am far from an astronomer nor am I discovering some great dinosaur, and the red headed boy, well, just a figment of the imagination I once had. I am a nursing assistant that had I guess a good paying job, one I have grown to dislike because I moved up the latter I became the staffing and central supply person. M

Precious Pain - Melissa Etheridge
Everybody's got a hunger No matter where they are Everybody clings to their own fear Everybody hides some scar Precious pain Empty and cold but it keeps me alive I gave it my soul so that I could survive Keeping me safe in these chains Precious pain Everybody's got a reason To abandon their plan How can I think of tomorrow With my sorrow in hand Precious pain Empty and cold but it keeps me alive I gave it my soul so that I could survive Keeping me safe in these chains Precious pain Each road that I walk down Reminds me of you This whole town is haunted There'll never be anything new Precious pain Empty and cold but it keeps me alive I gave it my soul so that I could survive Keeping me safe in these chains Precious pain

Author Unknown~ To Am Vampire Family
In this darkness no one can see there is no light and there is no joy you shall die with one footstep my sweet sweet sillhoute your body so fragile your mind so weak your leg's are shaking along with your hand's you soon start sweating and want to scream out but no one that care's will bale you out you know someone's watching you know someone want's you so keep walking foward and don't turn back this person that watche's is hell it self and you have no clue that you shall die no one can hear your scream's anymore no one will care anymore and I wil be the only one who hear's I'm sorry my love your blood so sweet your strugling so desirble your scream's so lustful my love tonight's the night you find the truth that we exist but you found out a little to late goodbye and sleep tight

The Abc's Of A Wiccan Life
The ABC's of a Wiccan Life Accept others as they are. We are all individuals. Belief in yourself is a necessity. Concentration is important in any endeavor, both magickal and in life. Do what you will, so long as it harms none. Empathy is an important life skill... learn it, practice it. Find strength in yourself, your friends, your world and your actions. God is multifaceted... the Lord and Lady, all deities take many names and faces. Help others every chance you get. Intelligence is something that cannot be judged on surface. Judge not... what you send out comes back to you! Karma loves to slap you in the face. Watch out for it. Learning is something that should never stop happening! Magick is a wonderful gift- but it is not everything. Nature is precious. Appreciate and protect it. Over the course of time your soul learns many lessons. Make this life count! Pr

To My Enigma
Your absence in my life resonates in my soul An emptiness longing to be filled Words unspoken deafening to unlistened ears Memories of a touch never to be felt haunting me still I shudder alone, crying alone, dying alone Ah, but sweet death won’t have me yet More despair and grief to rip and tear this heart apart Sleep, precious sleep is as close as I can get… Yet I dare not dream...

I'm Gonna Be A Mommy!!
I'm Soo Excited. I Just Got Some Of The Best News... 2 Days Before Christmas I Found Out That I'm Pregnant. I'm Currently 5 Weeks And 2 Days Along. I Can't Wait Till My Baby Starts To Grow Bigger And I Can Feel It Move... Its Soo Amazing To Know You Have A Little Itty Bitty Baby Growing In You. Its Just Insane Timing With My Grandpa Just Passing Away Not Too Long Ago.. And Theres All The Sudden A Trace Of A New Life, I Guess The Sayings Right "When One Leaves Another Enters" Or However It Goes. But This Baby's My Familys Joy. Amazingly They Are All Super Psyched About It.... Its Still Hard To Believe That I'm Gonna Be A Mommy

Reflecting
I believe that love knows no boundaries. When this is said, some don't fully know the meaning. If you leave yourself open to anything, and everything, you will have your pick of opportunity.You will falter, conquer hurdles, but in the end the payoff of finding that one true love IS the meaning of life. To experience true love, the greatest feeling of infatuation, THAT is what life is for. We tend to be scared of or question why some things happen the way that they do. The main beauty in life is unpredictability.It's the craziest things that put the finishing touch to the story. I think I just found my final chapter for completion. The sequel, is beginning my life as a satisfied soul.

All I Want To Know Is Why.......
I just want to know why I put so damn much of my heart into everything I do, and always end up with a broken heart. When I am with someone, I do whatever it takes to make them happy. But here recently, I feel like I have ben putting so much in, that I don't have much left to give. While I am extremely patient, even my patience runs out or short. And yes, I have been on my guard lately due to recent events. I just get that way when I feel I am not getting all I am putting in back. It's like, I am putting in all that I am, and I am not getting any of it in return, and in any relationship, both have to fight, or you do nothing more than defeat yourself. I am just tired of getting my heart broken time and time and time again. I just hate when I cater to others, and my feelings don't seem to count for anything. Not saying that is the case this time, but I just hate it. I just don't know how much more this poor ragged heart can take before it breaks for good.....

Who Am I?"
"who am I?" what I think what I feel what I wish I could do.... these parts of me put into words. they are all different pieces of me all of it makes up ME but all of them are different I am a vengeful, violent type I am a loving compassionate kind I am hopeless & sad I am heartbroken & suicidal I am hopeful & full of courage I am a murder I am a healer I am honest I am a liar I am the devil I am a angel I am are yin yang I am all things because I feel all those things I am fucking nuts is what I am... I am the philosophical personification of the very idea of yin yang

Happy New Year
THIS BLOG IS BITTERSWEET FOR ME TO WRITE. IF YOU ARE READING THIS PLEASE BARE WITH ME CUZ THIS BLOG WILL BE SORT OF RANDOM IN MY THOUGHTS. THIS IS SUPPOSE TO BE A HAPPY TIME OF YEAR FOR SOME PEOPLE BUT FOR ME AND MY OTHER HALF IT IS NOT. WE HAVE BOTH LOST PEOPLE WE HAVE LOVED SO MUCH BUT HAVE BEEN CALLED HOME TO BE WITH OUR HEAVENLY FATHER. WE WANT NOTHING MORE THAN TO BE TOGETHER. TO FEEL EACHOTHER'S TOUCH AND EMBRACE EACH OTHER. THIS WAS SUPPOSE TO HAPPEN IN 43 DAYS BUT SOME UNEXPECTED THINGS HAVE HAPPENED AND I CANT HELP HIM TO GET HERE. HE IS CURRENTLY UNEMPLOYED AND HAS BEEN LOOKING FOR A JOB SO HE CAN GET HERE. BABY I KNOW U WANT TO BE WITH ME AND I WANT TO BE WITH YOU TOO MORE THAN ANYTHING. I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT I DO LOVE YOU SO VERY MUCH. I ALWAYS HAVE AND I ALWAYS WILL. SOON WE WILL BE MARRIED HERE ON FUBAR AND IN REAL LIFE AND NOTHING WILL EVER MAKE ME HAPPIER THAN TO BE YOUR WIFE AND THE MOTHER OF OUR FUTURE CHILDREN. TO THOSE WE HAVE LOST, WE WILL LOVE YOU ALWAYS. AND FO

Just Helping A Friend
I am helping my friend with his website. It has music, chat room with web cams, bulletin boards, video blogs and a whole lot of stuff. If you wanna meet a lot of nice people. Come visit us at www.forsakencherry.com

Thirteen Goals Of A Witch
I. Know yourself II. Know your craft III. Learn IV. Apply knowledge with wisdom V. Achieve balance VI. Keep your words in good order VII. Keep your thoughts in good order VIII. Celebrate life IX. Attune with the cycles of the Earth X. Breathe and eat correctly XI. Exercise the body XII. Meditate XIII. Honor the Goddess and God

Our Youth Is Great !!!!
this video was taken while an orchestra practice...almost 300 young people in the age 14-30 met to practice..my youngest daughter is one of the german flutes...i am so damn proud..and conquest of paradise is a really cool song...Oh...and the boy who is humming in the background is my nephew, he took this video by his digicam. *big grin*

The New Year
the new year is just hours away and i find myself thinking about my accomplishments and to be honest i cant find one...today as well as yesterday has been really hard on me..this afternoon i logg on to yahoo and get an offline message that one of my freinds and league members was in the hospital having her babies..then an hr later i get an email that she passed due to complications with child birth..i was in shock i could not belive what i read..myself and other league members where just talking about her the past week..i had just messaged her a few weeks ago telling her congrats on the twins..i was and still am at lost for words..as i sit here i started thinking..most of my family that will hopefully read this will remember that on January 13th 2000 i was hit by a car...i almost lost my life and at one point during surgery i did but cameback..it's been almost 8 yrs now..i sit and think why was i given a second chance...why wasnt Abby given a second chance..i start questioning my beli

What Are Your New Year's Resolutions?
Thinking long and hard about this, last year I made one that I feel was unrealistic. This year ... I am "be my own best friend, not fuck myself in the head with stupid men!!!!!" ~ Amy Winehouse ~ "Tears Dry on Their Own" and no regrets! que sera sera!

Love Can Hurt You
Her head is down, Face to the wind, And she walks with determined steps. Early this morning her whole world fell apart, And now she needs some time to see what’s left. Who is it who knows the emptiness, Brought on when love departs without warning, And takes with them all that you are; For you trusted, Because that’s what you thought love was about, And you gave the best of all that you are, And thought that you were getting it in return, And even if it wasn’t everything that you had hoped for, It was still the best it could be, Or so you thought, Until this morning, When love walked unexpectedly out the door. Now there is no equilibrium, And that’s why her steps are determined. Coat collar upturned against the wind, Sunglasses so they won’t ask questions. She has a gaping hole, Where her heart used to be, And maybe that’s why it’s so hard to breathe. He’s gone, And she knows he’s not coming back. The promises - Just that, Wor

Too Many Haters
i can't believe all the damn haters on this site.... they have no respect for anyones feelings unless you look like an f***ing barbie doll.... i do thank those who voted on my mumm... and gave me some good things to think about.... One asshat even gave me crap that he didnt really think i have a boyfrined... we he is on this site... as for all the crap people gave me about my outfit.... i guess i should have mentioned that i am going to a BDSM party.. and what i am wearing... is perfetly acceptable.. and there will be other people dressed the same way.... makes me regret even posting a mumm....and i doubt i will ever post another..

The Soldier Stood And Faced God
The soldier stood and faced God, Which must always come to pass. He hoped his shoes were shining, Just as brightly as his brass. "Step forward now, you soldier, How shall I deal with you? Have you always turned the other cheek? To My Church have you been true?" The soldier squared his shoulders and said, "No, Lord, I guess I ain't. Because those of us who carry guns, Can't always be a saint I've had to work most Sundays, And at times my talk was tough. And sometimes I've been violent, Because the world is awfully rough. But, I never took a penny, That wasn't mine to keep... Though I worked a lot of overtime, When the bills got just too steep. And I never passed a cry for help, Though at times I shook with fear. And sometimes, God, forgive me, I've wept unmanly tears. I know I don't deserve a place, Among the people here. They never wanted me around, Except to calm their fears. If you've a place for me here, Lord, It needn't be so grand. I ne

The Gift Of Lasting Love
Love is much more than a tender caress and more than bright hours of gay happiness, For a lasting love is made up of sharing both hours that are 'joyous' and also 'despairing'? It's made up of patience and deep understanding and never of selfish and stubborn demanding, It's made up of climbing and steep hills together and facing with courage life's stormiest weather And nothing on earth or in heaven can part a love that has grown to be part of the heart, And just like the sun and the stars and the sea, this love will go on through eternity - For 'true love' lives on when earthly things die, for it's part of the Spirit that soars to the sky. Helen Steiner Rice

It's The Thought That Counts
Often in times of trouble we don't know what to say, So we choose to say nothing, and sometimes run away When friends are really hurting, we don't know what to do, So we offer weak excuses or say we're hurting too. It really doesn't matter what kind of gift we bring; We only need to be there if we don't bring a thing. It truly is amazing what a hug can do, When heartache numbs the senses, and friends depend on you. There's comfort just in knowing that you are not alone, When tears are overflowing, and hearts are cold as stone. It's the loving prayers of others that balance our accounts, For when we measure love, it's still the thought that counts. By Clay Harrison

Heart Prints
Whatever our hands touch We leave fingerprints! On walls, on furniture, On doorknobs, dishes, books. There's no escape. As we touch we leave our identity. Oh God, wherever I go today Help me leave heartprints! Heartprints of compassion, Of understanding and love. Heartprints of kindness And genuine concern. May my heart Touch a lonely neighbor Or a runaway daughter Or an anxious mother Or perhaps an aged grandfather. Lord, send me out today To leave heartprints! And if someone should say, "I felt your touch," May that someone sense YOUR LOVE Touching through me. ~ Author Unknown ~

Moving New Year's Eve
I had originally planned on waiting until Springtime, but I decided to move back to North Tonawanda(Buffalo Area) because I am going crazy with being Homesick. I had been here seven months and besides working found no one to enjoy any fun times with. LOL, I think I only went out twice the whole time I was here. If it wasn't for all my Friends and Fans on Fubar...I don't know how bad the cabin fever may have gotten....so I thank you all for the LUV and Attention.. and I will miss U. I am hoping to be back online by February(I have to MY First Fu_birthDay is coming LOL), unless I am able to share someone's connection where I am moving. Peace, Love, And Frienship! XOX PHIL

Frustrated
Hey, I just found out something out that has me both worried and confused. I have a 21 year old sister who is kinda slow in the head, well anyway shes dating this 17 year old that is going to be 18 in February............... Anywho I just found out that they are getting MArried this Friday!!!!!! Apperantly his dad gave him consent. I know I'm only 19 but I know they're makeing a mistake but she won't listen to a soul. Her Bf is Illegal for her right now but they don't give. I'm frustrated cause I have a 5 year old nephew from my sister and that little boys been through alot!!!!! I feel like I wanna cry I dont know what to do.......... Any suggestions?

For Her
I dont know how I can pine for her, As if she were My own lover. How can she possibly Cause me such pain, How can I do for Her In so much vain. How can I love her When she hurts me so much When she blinds me by her beauty And burns me from her touch. How can I walk back through fire, Time and Time again, How can I be in this for her, If she is JUST my friend?

Writers Block
Decided to call on my trustworthy friend we havent spoke in a while well when i came to speak found out there was lots of time lost well it came to let lose on the tongue it was all tongue tied with not many words to say but the ideas in place unfinished thoughts waiting to be said but the point being unable to come across with the misconceptions or analytical assumptions and the force of thoughts being misconstrewed for what was once easy to be put forth has know become a choir with an uneasy feeling like the stomach churning and doing flips why is it so hard to speak what goes forth through the brain n heart if I could just rationalize all the small talk from the IF AND BUTS n the SO's I would fly at the speed of light n be back by tonight If I could ask you a question, I would ask where you went? you can teach me a lesson everytime I got bent The alcohal dosent always help It dosent matter the season the leaves still fall for as simple as I am how did it get

Some People
Some people are just idiots! I was at work yesterday and got into an argument with one of these tards that work here. I thought this guy was a friend, guess I was wrong. Anyways he said a couple of things that to me shows, that he is nothing more than uneducated, unenlightened, backwater trash! He called me a faggot and a queer; I hear this all the time because of my piercing. WTF. Just because I like poking holes in my skin does not mean I am gay! I have not been gay nor have I ever been interested in being that way! If you are that way then you are that way, that’s up to you does not bother me. But I get this shit all the time here. I have never met so many people who are concerned about somebody’s sexually. I hear shit like “you like guys don’t you?” I hate to tell these idiots, I have had more pussy than all of them put together! If you ask me, there looking for a date, cause there the one’s who need to come out of the closet. I even had to put up with that shit from a doctor! When

My Toast To You....:)
New Year’s Toast Here’s to the new year... May it bring more joy and success And less grief and regret. To our dreams... May we never stop believing in them And taking the actions that will make them a reality. To our friends, loved ones, associates (or colleagues)... May we take the time to let them know How much it means to us To have them in our lives. Let us encourage more and criticize less, Give more and need less. And whenever we can, Let us create harmony and peace. To new beginnings... Let us start fresh, right now, To make this the very best year ever. A very Happy New Year to all of us!

New Calender Year
Just wanted to wish you all a Blessed New Calender Year! I hope everyone has a great time tomorrow night and please be safe! I'll be spending it with my sister and her husband, as it is their anniversary of 9yrs. They want me to preside over renewal of their vows, for their next anniversary. That will be a first for me. I also want to take a moment and thank everyone for their ratings and stopping by, just to say hello ;) See you all next year! lol ~May the Powers that Be, bless you and bless me~

Puppy Xmas!
So I spent Christmas Eve with my favorite doggies (and there humans who are my best friend). Of course Uncle Tom had to bring out the camera and take a buttload of pics. I haven't gone through them all, but I did do a few for a bit of a preview. I'm gonna get that thing, Sam! Yawn. I have defeated you! Sam in Black and White. More to come later.

Poerty
The vast tract of the parched and sandy waste Now teems with countless rills and shady woods, Corn-fields and pastures and white cottages; And where the startled wilderness did hear A savage conqueror stained in kindred blood, Hymmng his victory, or the milder snake Crushing the bones of some frail antelope Within his brazen folds the dewy lawn, Offering sweet incense to the sunrise, smiles To see a babe before his mother's door, Share with the green and golden basilisk That comes to lick his feet, his morning's meal.

Winner - Dj Mr Nice Guy - Prize Ticker
FAQ - You can sign up to WYKD Lounge apon winning Honorary DJ if not already a member.You also can unsubscribe after your set if you do not wish to be a member. This contest is open to EVERYONE!!! WYKD LOUNGE The Link to the Wicked Storm Lounge (Click the tornado!) Updated - Jan 1st ID - TYKTS - ID # PIA - 10 -------- 965140 Will - 30 ------- 333192 LT38 - 2------ 1092365 Rhiannon - 2------ 293983 Michelle - 5--------- 219570 Lonewolfjohn - 302 ------1094581 KngSxy310 - 9 ------ 1465238 DJ Mr. Nice Guy - 375 ---- 1134341 LilMsMaria - 3 ----- 1011035

Claire De Lune
I have this song on my profile song list that I listen to once in a while.It reminds me of someone special that I have lost and she did mean a great deal to me. I think back on how it ended and wondered if things were said differently , if there was a possiblity to reconciliation , but being the reaslist I am , it was never going to happen . It wouldn't have mattered what I said , there was no swaying this decision. I was told to grieve for my loss of love for a short period of time and I have made my peace with myself and what had to be done. But this song is a reminder of the one I once loved and lost. And I don't give my love so freely. Have a listen.

New Year Seeds And Plantings
Sometimes, some people get too busy to remember that someone cares, someone listened and that, that someone took his or her time out to do so. When we lose sight of the important little things and we end up missing the big things that count also. Those little things, that don't count for much in the moment, help water and maintain the seeds we plant in each other. Whether it be a friendship, a romance, our significant other, or with our children. Each one represents a seed we plant in them and they within us. We all need to be like a farmer, remember that the planting of the seed is but one small part, that the seeds need water, good soil and sunshine to help them grow. The soil, the beginning of these relationships. The seed, our interaction through respect and consideration. The water, our tears that we may shed out of joy or sadness. The sunshine is the joy, our time with those special people we plant our seed in. The comfort comes from knowing that someone is ther

Hope Of A New Lucky Year
hey everyone hows it going? good here im bord, havnt been to work in over a week due to automotive layoffs, x-mas kinda sucked this year and the new year is approching and im wondering if things will start looking up for me and my family. prolly 90% of you out there know what im talking about, wanting money to live comfertable maybe more, nice things in life and not have to worry if your going to make a bill payment or have food on the table or anything like that. im not looking for charity, just blowing steam that all. hope you all have a good and safe new year and drink one for me please thanks. paul

Single Forever...
I think I'm doomed to be a bachelorette forever. I like that term better than spinster or other terms for it. I just can't seem to find a man. All I find is boys dressed in men's clothes pretending to be men. I'm so sick of the games it makes me not even want to try anymore. I think I'm a pretty damn good catch. So I'm overweight, I'm working on that. But why is it everyone is so fuckin superficial? I happen to think, even though I'm fat, I'm a pretty attractive female. I'm intelligent, I love sports, I love music, and I can be one of the guys or I can be a girly girl. I don't see what's wrong or what I'm doing wrong. I seriously think I need to just give up and start to love only myself and not put myself out there anymore. It seems every time I do that I get it shoved back in my face and get hurt. So forget it. I'm done. It's over for me.

Just Killing It
the SEPT 16 was the date of birth from there was the alpha to the omega...which way to go but i know come to realize that people notice the loud guy from the eastside many hoplessness I try to celebrate life, most of the time I do it with a pen in my hand just a name in the page n the page that has been just from the motor city madness, act like Im famous BUT still nameless in places like Vegas a love hate relationship now its time to keep the demons Out of mind out of site but some to weak to fight I stand beside every word I write I wrote many of my words to find me a wife it dont matter as long I mean everything set from these symbols of visions that I think I decided to do it all to make myself feel OK I have earned ever scar I wear I earned even the ones I pretend I dont deserve But I don't question God has vision even if UGLY now its in last place , Like I never thought I would now caught a bad case like I was overstood now it seem like a termination day for

Me
I live in a little Town TN. By Bigest thing is my Painting and wood carving. i love all kinds of people. as long as they are close to normal, at least half the time.I work alot but we have to live. i"am not in to the sick sh##T just people who can be true to them selfs.

2008
so, this coming new year will be a huge step in my life... I'll be getting married in May!! I still can't believe it to be honest but he's a great fella =) my new years resolution this coming year will be to continue to lose weight, be happy, find a better paying job, be a good wife, and simply live life to the fullest. meet new friends and love life! what about you?!

Shadows Of The Light
in the recess of the Shadows Is where I will find you Hidden from others eyes and lies Yet there is a Light Within your Darkest Shadows A Light that will hold you close and dear A mingling of Light and Shadows Is what we represent and are Your the Shadow to my Light And I the light to your Shadow Finally we are together In the purest of Heavens As we were meant to be Forever it seemed so very long Being separated from each others arms Yet now that we've found each other Forever doesn't seem long enough

Illinois Leads The Way In Helping Veterans
Illinois leads the way in helping veterans By Philip Dine POST-DISPATCH WASHINGTON BUREAU 12/23/2007 WASHINGTON — By mid-January, Illinois will become the first state to require screening of all returning National Guard troops for traumatic brain injuries. And a hot line will provide around-the-clock psychological help for veterans who wake up in the middle of the night panicked by combat-related stress. Illinois officials have spent months preparing, including training clinicians and securing funding, as they seek to help soldiers who have fallen through large cracks in care at the federal level. Illinois is among several states that are beginning to assume responsibility for the detection and treatment of post-traumatic stress disorder and traumatic brain injuries, which military experts are calling the signature wounds of the Iraq and Afghanistan conflicts. The amounts are relatively small but growing, as is the number of states cobbling together f

Always Believe
One day you will see that it all has finally come together. What you have always wished for has finally come to be. You will look back and laugh at what has passed and you will ask yourself. "How did I get through all of That?" Just never let go of hope Just never quit drawming. And Never let love depart from your life.

Is Love Real?
Is love real. I dont believe so, it's just humans not want to spend the rest of their lives alone. Now I know you can love your own flesh and blood but to actually love someone who's not related to you, not possible. For me, hope is gone and this is something I am almost sure I wont just bounce back. Love what a joke. Now dont get me wrong, I hope I am wrong but the things I've seen and been put through makes it hard to believe in anything or anyone.

How To Wash A Cat!
1. Put both lids of the toilet up and add 1/8 cup of pet shampoo to the water in the bowl. 2. Pick up the cat and soothe him while you carry him towards the bathroom. 3. In one smooth movement, put the cat in the toilet and close both lids. You may need to stand on the lid. 4. The cat will self agitate and make ample suds. Never mind the noises that come from the toilet, the cat is actually enjoying this. 5. Flush the toilet three or four times. This provides a "power-wash" and rinse". 6. Have someone open the front door of your home. Be sure that there are no people between the bathroom and the front door. 7. Stand behind the toilet as far as you can, and quickly lift both lids. 8. The cat will rocket out of the toilet, streak through the bathroom, and run outside where he will dry himself off. 9. Both the commode and the cat will be sparkling clean. ! Sincerely, Dog

Life
life is getting interesting for me, i have recently become a single mother as of june of this year (2007). it has been an interesting experience learning what i need to know and knowing what i should do. i have met a lot of men lately and some are good and some are a little scary. i am well aware it is easy to fall for someone online but tht can be hard to do when u and the other person are in different states. you both feel a lot of frustration and anxiety when u want to be together but can't be. or you already see someone you care about very much and u don't get the time u want either due to other things happening in both lives. its been an interesting year and very rough at times too. i am hoping the new year is a better one or at least it is one where i know what i am doing with my life. i guess when the time is right, i will find that someone i want to spend my time with and be with them and only them but until that time, i am going to enjoy my life and enjoy the men and women i

Pain
The pain will never go away; The wound will never heal. The evil that was done to you Is now your eyes, your heart. The black will never turn to gray; The blood will not congeal. The violence is never through; The past does not depart. Time will merely make you whole, Consuming what you are: Part sufferer, part comforter, Part victim, part new song; Part mother of an angry soul, Part child of despair, Part witness and part conqueror Of all that did you wrong.

Written By My Friend Dj Trav
JUST ONCE MORE I've got a million pictures in my heart and here at home But I'm afraid that they'll just fade with time And photographs are cold And a memory's hard to hold And I never got the chance to say goodbye One more day-one more night One more chance to get it right A few more words-a few more laughs Doesn't seem too much to ask And I know it's just a dream But I'd give everything If you'd walk through that door just once more Sometimes I catch myself asking you out loud What you'd do if you were in my place 'Cause every day in every way I've tried to make you proud I wish that I could tell you face to face One more day-one more night One more chance to get it right A few more words-a few more laughs Doesn't seem too much to ask And I know it's just a dream But I'd give everything If you'd walk through that door just once more Seasons come and seasons go But love lives on-you taught me so Oh-I've been blessed, I don't think

Wow The Year Went By Too Fast
i just wanna say i dont know about the rest of you but this yr went by quick!! i went threw alot of ups and downs this yr but 08 has to be better!!! i look forward to new friends to loves and most of all a better outlook on things!! i wish you all the best new yrs ever and hope all ur dreams come true in 08 and maybe at 12 when the ball drops youll find someone to take home and bang lol!!!!

Sad Ass Song (she Knows Why)
I see you standing here But you're so far away Starving for your attention You don't even know my name You're going through so much But I know that I could be the one to hold you [Chorus:] Every single day I find it hard to say I could be yours alone You will see someday That all along the way I was yours to hold I was yours to hold I see you walking by Your hair always hiding your face I wonder why you've been hurting I wish I had some way to say You're going through so much Don't you know that I could be the one to hold you [Chorus] [Yours To Hold lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com] [Bridge:] I'm stretching but you're just out of reach You should know I'm ready when you're ready for me And I'm waiting for the right time For the day I catch your eye To let you know That I'm yours to hold Every single day I find it hard to say I could be yours alone (yours alone) You will see someday That all along the way I was yours to hold I wa

Lost Highway-unskinny Bop
Whats got you so jumpy? Why cant you sit still, yeah? Like gasoline you wanna pump me And leave me when you get your fill, yeah Every time I touch you honey you get hot I want to make love you never stop Come up for air you push me to the floor Whats been going on in that head of yours Chorus: Unskinny bop Just blows me away Unskinny bop, bop All night and day Unskinny bop, bop, bop, bop She just loves to play Unskinny bop nothin more to say You look at me so funny Love bite got you acting oh so strange You got too many bees in your honey Am I just another word in your page, yeah, yeah Every time I touch you honey you get hot I want to make love you never stop Come up for air you push me to the floor Whats been going on in that head of yours Chorus Youre sayin my love wont do ya But that aint love written on your face Well honey I can see right through ya Well see whose ridin who at the end of the race Solo Whats right Whats wrong Whats l

End Of The Year Blog
As we look back over the year just gone, it has been a good year to the extent that we have put good thoughts, good words, and good deeds into it. None of what we have thought, said, or done need be wasted. Both the good and the bad experiences can be profited by. In a sense, the past is not entirely gone. The result of it, for good or evil, is with us at the present moment. We can only learn by experience and none of our experience is completely wasted. We can humbly thank God for the good things of the year that has gone.

Skins Are Hotttt!!!!!
I believe the SKINs are a team of destiny. Sean Taylor's dad asked them to win and they won 4 straight in dominating fashion to make the playoffs.... What do you think???? Redskins Rejoice After Clinching a Playoff Berth Magical Run Continues With Dominant Effort Against Dallas By Les Carpenter Washington Post Staff Writer Monday, December 31, 2007; A01 When the most improbable run to most unimaginable place was over Sunday, they filed off the field beneath a gold sign that said "Gibbsville." And the Washington Redskins players stopped before the FedEx Field tunnel on a misty evening with the roar still spilling all around them, soaking in a scene that four weeks ago they were certain they would not see. From speakers above, the stadium announcer's voice boomed: "The Redskins are in the playoffs!" Linebacker London Fletcher held his helmet aloft, pointing to the Redskins insignia on the side. Wide receiver Santana Moss held his hands above his head -- thrustin

Good Black Men
"A Good Black Man" Good Black Men are indeed all around us. We pass them on the streets, in the malls and the halls at work. Most we can't see because we don't know what a good black man really looks like. He usually isn't flashy enough or rich enough to turn our heads He might not wear a suit or drive a Lexus. He might not have a "body like Tyson with a Denzel face." But, as you mature, you realize it's better to find someone who's got your back than someone who turns your head. A good Black Man doesn't agree wholeheartedly with everything you say. He doesn't just tell you what you want to hear and do the opposite. He doesn't declare how sensitive, sweet, caring, sincere, yada yada he is (he won't have to because it shows). He has his own opinions and you may clash, but he doesn't have to degrade you to prove he's right. He even admits at times to being wrong, especially if you are willing to do the same. A good Black Man is not going to meet every item o

Greatful
I am 42 years old,I am a proud mother of 4 great children,already grown up,I have a grandson that I love very much,and very greatful to have him in my life,I love to party and have a great time,I have been involved in 2 abusive relationships,the last one was the worst ever,he put a knife to my throat,I am so greatful to be out of that relationship,but being involved with the abuse it has made me a stronger person,and I love my self to much to go through it again.I love to have fun,camping,hiking,spending time with the man I love,I am a very clean person,I keep my house spotless or try to any way.I also love to party,and I love to dance and have a good time,I don't feel like I am 42,

Lil Red
Lil red riding hood was on her way to grandmas house. Down this path she happily skipped when a bunny jumped out and said " lil red lil red! dont go any farther! The big bad wolf is up there and is gonna make you unbutton your shirt and hes gonna play with your boobies!" Lil red said to the bunny " dont you worry! I have a gun, he is not gonna mess up this story!" She skipped along.... A lil deer jumped out and stops her. Again Lil red is warned "lil red lil red! dont go any farther! The big bad wolf is up there and is gonna make you unbutton your shirt and hes gonna play with your boobies!" Lil red said to the deer " dont you worry! I have a gun, he is not gonna mess up this story!" She skipped along Sure enough, just down the path, the Big bad wolf jumps out! " lil red lil red, unbutton your shirt, i am gonna play with your boobies!" "The hell you are!" lil red says as she lifts her skirt and pulls down her panties and points her gun at the big bad wolfs head " you are gonna eat m

So Over Everything
I am just so sick of everything, my life in general. The only good thing I have going for me is my daughter, and even then sometimes it gets the best of me. I am tired of giving so much of myself, just to be stepped on and taken advantage of. Underappreciated, unwanted, alone, I just can't handle anymore of what life is throwing at me. Sometimes I wanna say fuck it and just move away from here. Start over, brand new. Leave all the bullshit and negativity behind. I am tired of having my emotions used as a doormat, being made feel worthless and unimportant, and at the bottom of everyone's priorities. Can no one just be honest with me. The main thing that I ask of someone is to be honest with me. Don't hurt me by lying or just acting like I'm invisible. I am so over waiting for someone to see all that I have to offer. Or those who see it just take advantage of it. I am a good woman with a big heart, but lately I am starting to question why I try so hard. All it ever does is g

New Year New Start
I have been doing a whole lot of thinking about things the last cpl weeks and made some decisions with my life.... Tomorrow is new years eve... and i decided im gonna live for me...and my kids but for me....im going to start doing things for myself to make me happy...and i really do not care who gets hurt anymore... I am so sick of living in the fear that if i start dating ppl or whatever my best friend wont talk to me anymore...cuz you know what if you really only want to be friends now you should be ok with this and happy for me.. instead of me sitting home alone and lonely...I need to move on with my life...set new plans forth and make new goals and thats how i am starting out the new year... do i want to lose the friendship hell no..... god no i dont but i need to live and love for me..... so for the new year.... im gonna get a damn job.. i dont care what i do i just need to work... im gonna move into my new place and try like hell to make it a home for me and the boys to co

Tests
I go in for tests tomorrow on my left hand. Even though it my only be the MRI to begin with aat least the tests are strting. My next tests will be with an orthopedic specialist on Jan 7. I will post more info as it becomes availale

624
can you believe this time tomorrow, we will be counting down the last minutes of 2007? What a crazy year it has been. We have all had our ups. And we definitely have all had our downs. What will you remember most about 2007? What do you wish you could forget? Who do you wish you would have told how you really felt about them? Hmm...Take a minute to reflect on this past year. Would you have done things differently? Anyhow - If you are going out tomorrow - Please be safe when driving. And if you've been drinking - DO NOT get behind the wheel of a car. Stay safe, sweet and awesome in the new year. Best Wishes, BrattyBytch AKA Kathy

1 Yr Wedding Anniversary
Its our 1 year in just a few hous.I (Kalina) am very excited. Last year we were married in Vegas at the little church of the west.It was awesome. Anyway I hope you all have a Happy new year and good luck for 2008

Patriots Come Full Circle At Giants Stadium
Patriots come full circle at Giants Stadium December 29, 2007 By Tom Canavan Associated Press EAST RUTHERFORD, N.J. — "Spygate" seems long ago for the New England Patriots. They return to Giants Stadium, trying to finish their pursuit of perfection and a place in NFL history. The Patriots play the New York Giants (10-5) on Saturday night, three months after Bill Belichick and the three-time Super Bowl champions were put under a cloud of suspicion for videotaping an opponent's signals. The focal point of the cameras this week will be the Patriots' bid to become the first team to win all 16 regular-season games. "We've got a lot of records at stake, the most important one being the 16-0," quarterback Tom Brady said. "I hope we achieve that. It'd be a great feat for the team. We'd go down as the only team to be 16-0, so that's the goal I've got in mind." The last team to go undefeated was the Miami Dolphins in 1972, when they won all 14 regular-season games en route t

New To Fubar
Hey Everyone, We are new to fubar and Just wanted to say hello! Feel free to drop in,rate/add etc snd we will return the favor. It would be great to make some real life new friends too. *looking for friends only were married and no threesomes thanks lol

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A Goths Life
being a goth is a great life u get to be whoever u wanna be in this life u get to express urself like no other can. my life as a goth is good i wear black make-up black clothing listen to gothic music. i feel that being gothic is the greatest lifestyle there is. Margaret Pendyke Copyright ©2007 MargaretPendyke

A Gothic Lifestyle"
a gothic lifestyle is a great lifestyle to live and want u get to wear black but u also get judge for wearing black,ur make up how u look its not always a easy lifestyle to have and be in but hey life isnt always easy but it could be better if everyone just would get alone and not judge it would make the world a better place to live and coenside if everyone would just get alone instead of fighting and killing so take my advice and get along dont judge treat others the way u wanna be treated.

Check It Out
I AM BLASTLESS AS LATELY IVE BEEN BUYING FOR FRIENDS AND PRESENTLY DONT HAVE THE CASH SINCE MY SON WRECKED THE CAR TO BUY ME ONE- THESE ARE AWESOME PRIZES FOR THEORETICALLY $500- OBVIOUSLY THE MORE YOU BUY THE BETTER YOUR CHANCES BUT I WOULD BE SO THANKFUL TO ANYONE THAT WOULD PURCHASE ME ONE (OR MORE) IN MY NAME! GET YOUR GOLDEN TICKET TODAY!! From December 30th to January 30th we will be holding a Golden ticket contest. Each golden ticket costs 500 Fu-bucks and counts as one entry. You can purchase them for yourself or for others. When doing a Fu-pal to pay for your ticket(s) Please make sure and put how many tickets you are buying as well as the name and link to the persons profile. We will update the results daily. For every ticket you purchase, you will be given a number. Now although you won't get a seperate ticket for each individual entry..you WILL recieve your numbers for every entry. At the end of the month we will draw 10 numbers

Love Sucks
What were you thinking when you left me behind? I mean are you deaf, dumb, or blind? I have questions that I have yet got the answer to. I called you on it a little over a month ago, you pretended ,but you knew. We started off as friends talking for hours with almost no end. You were different from all the rest, in my eyes you were amazing, truly the best. You treated me with so much respect unlike all the others, more then just a lover. You were brought up to treat people right and all of this I give thanks to your mother. You have the most gorgeous eyes, a nice smile, and lips that were wonderful to kiss. I sit here and reminisce, I can't believe how much that I miss. We did so much together, dinner, movies, quadding, and the hockey game where I had so much fun. You had me believing that I had finally found the one. You were the best that I ever had, you took me places that I had never gone before. I just don't understand why I can't come to gri

A Death In The Night (((((first Attempt At A Story Poem)))))
The cold air grows thick with a stench of rotting decaying flesh What have they done? I ask the darkened midnight sky As I step over the disembodied head that lays before me Today was my first day on the job and I was hoping it would go smothly A few speeders and drug busts was what I had expected But that wasnt so, I was to find out how wrong I truly was I had gotten a call from a young girl named Jill And she told me of the scene in which she and her friend Jack had found Such a bloody disturbing mess she had described to me So I came over as quickly as I could, making good time If Id have to guess at how quickly it took for me to show up there Id say it was only a matter of minutes No more then ten Im sure So here I am on this dark and gloomy night The pale glow of a full moon lays its gaze upon me Along with the stares of the nighttime creatures The scene in which I am seeing before me horrifys me ever so All of the blood and gore from the bodies And how mudilated

The Super Bowl Is Super Bullshit.
I hate how fans pretend to be part of a sports team. They scream, "Yay! We scored!" Who is "we?" Last I checked, watching a game happening two thousand miles away does not qualify someone as a member of the Patriots. Now take something we're actually a part of - our country. All of a sudden it's a "they." "They banned gay marriage"... "They legalized medicinal marijuana." How are Super Bowl fans not a part of their country but are part of a sports team who they've never met or been remotely associated with? America doesn't want us to feel like we're a part of the country. People in control want us to feel free but politically helpless. Ironically, our lives are controlled by the government. To support their agenda, the powers that be have created hypes like the Super Bowl to shroud us from what's important. It's a big slight-of-hand magic trick the government performs to distract us. In one hand they're flashing the fun and exciting Super Bowl excitement and superb commercial experi

The Garbage Truck
(Unfortunately, I have done this. I appreciate those who forgave me for doing so.) How often do you let other people's nonsense change your mood? Do you let a bad driver, rude waiter, curt boss, or an insensitive employee ruin your day? Unless you're the Terminator, for an instant you're probably set back on your heels. However, the mark of a successful person is how quickly she can get back her focus on what's important. Sixteen years ago I learned this lesson. I learned it in the back of a New York City taxi cab. Here's what happened. I hopped in a taxi, and we took off for Grand Central Station. We were driving in the right lane when, all of a sudden, a black car jumped out of a parking space right in front of us. My taxi driver slammed on his brakes, skidded, and missed the other car’s back end by just inches! The driver of the other car, the guy who almost caused a big accident, whipped his head around and he started yelling bad words at us. My taxi driver just smiled an

Karma
People generally suck. Your next reincarnation is no different. He'll probably be a shitbag. Why would anybody resist fun and enjoyment so that some asshole stranger in the future can be born into a good life? Just because we have the same soul doesn't make us friends. He can earn his own god damn karma. I'm going to do what I want and kill whatever creatures I want and treat the universe like the shit harvest it is. It's so stupid when girls are like, "Don't harm that spider, it's a living thing." What else am I gunna do? Harm a dead thing? It's so annoying, I hate it. So I grab the spider and rip its legs off. And I use the legs to make a tally of how much I hate whoever idiot is trying to preach compassion on me. People are like, "Don't dropkick that ferret, it'll give you bad karma." I know for a fact that I'm going to die and be reincarnated into a shitbrick loser who laughs at sitcoms and wears Frank Zappa shirts. Why should I ruin my life for that ass? In fact, I'm

9 Words Women Use Most
9 Words Women Use 1.) Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2.) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3.) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4.) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5.) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.) 6.) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding h

C-phone
Hey. My phone committed suicide yesterday(12/29), and the screen went white on me. I took it in this mornin around 11c/12e. They gave me a new phone (identical to my last). I still have all my contacts and what not, but I lost all my text messages and sounds and ringtones. Soooo.... If you sent me anything within the last 24 hours I didnt get it and im sorry. I would also appreciate any sound text messages to be sent to my phone. I need new ones. Much Love. B.Ninja P.S. Thanks for all the birthday stuff you guys rock!

New Years Cleaning .... Just Another Sunday To Be Honest With You
sooo every sunday i am cleaning just to keep the house looking good, everything from sweeping mopping of the floors dusting , to scrubbing the toilet and counter tops.... now i feel a lil anal retentive i dunno if its the army or what when cleaning my house and everything looking organizes sometimes even dress right dress lol... but my room is trashes always ... ug my roomate just told me we were getting like 4-6 inches of snow and i am supposed to drive to boston tomarrow to pick up jayna from the airport. greeat.... not only is it new yrs even tomarrow but boston and snow... this is going to be hecktic.. but on a positive note the house is nearly done being cleaned. and my room is looking fairly well.. i have to interveiw a new potential roomy.. its just been me and charlene for almost 3 months now.. hope this new girl andrea moves in she is quite cute looking i do miss some of my x roomates..but everyone has there place n time and this blog is really starting to sound

New Years Wishes To Each And Every One ..
Weather we've talked a Lot or just a little .. The closest of Close or just getting to know ... I hope you all have a Wonderful New year .. May 2008 bring you all much happiness, Many Smiles , Love and Compassion ...Be Safe .. Be Happy CommentJunkie.Com image graphics CommentJunkie.Com image graphics Take care... Much Luv Wendy :)

Boyfriend Application! Honesty Is The Best Policy!!!
Okay I so stole this from Sceater so show the man some luv.. Pleaze and thanx. Boyfriend Application BASICS: Name: Age: Location: Height: Hair (color and style): Eyes: OTHER: 0. Are u a virgin? 1. Where would we go on dates? 2. Who is your favorite rapper? 3. Do you drink/smoke? 4. Do you like the rain? 5. If so...would you play in it with me? 6. Would you give me a lap dance? 7. Would you like for me to give you a lap dance? 8. Could we cuddle and just fall asleep together? 9. Would you kiss my neck? 10. Do you play any sports? 11. If so...what? 12. Would you call me right after we saw each other? 13. How would you rate your kisses from 1-10? 14. Favorite body part on you? 15. What would you say is the best thing about yourself? 16. Do you have any reps (ie: heartbreaker, prick, slut etc)? 17. Would you give me a kiss just because? 18. Would u sleep in the same bed wit me? 19. Would u take me home

The Rules Of Vermont
THE RULES OF VERMONT ARE AS FOLLOWS: 1. Pull your droopy pants up. You look like an idiot. 2. Turn your cap right, your head isn't crooked. 3. Let's get this straight; it's called a "dirt" road. I drive a pickup truck because I want to. No matter how slow you drive, you're going to get dust on your Lexus. Drive it or get the fuck out of the way. 4. They are cattle. They're "live" steaks. That's why they smell funny to you. They smell like money to us. Get over it. Don't like it? I89 or Rt 7 goes north or south. Pick one. 5. So you have a $60,000 car. We're impressed. We have $150,000 corn pickers and hay balers that are driven only 3 weeks a year. 6. So everyone in Vermont waves. It's called being friendly. Try to understand the concept. 7. If that cell phone rings while an 8-point buck and 3 does are coming in, we WILL shoot it out of your hand. You better hope you don't have it up to your ear at the time. 8. Yeah, we eat perch and lake trout. You reall

Army Green (something I Wrote Awhile Ago)
Mommy's crying Daddy's left again I felt him kiss my forehead last night I couldn't open my eyes Not wanting to say goodbye I told mommy it's okay He'll be back again some day Not soon enough She always seemed to say I'm proud of my daddy Proud to say he fights for us every day You see, my daddy is a soldier I feel the wind in my hair As he holds me even tighter The sun kissing my skin It's not the same goodbye as before I can barely stand here long enough To watch him board that plane And every night I pray It's been weeks since I've heard his voice As I pick up the phone and hear him speak Smiling, my tears fall Upon the letter I got last week Written with special care And signed Love always, your soldier I glance at the mantel My son's picture standing out I raised him right I raised him proud Now he stands out amongst the crowd Dressed up head to toe Standing proud in his camouflage Now I just pray the phone doesn't ring I've been worried sinc

More Drama
[7:30pm] So to add specific dates re: my previous blog... Dec 30th 2006 - little brother's car accident Feb 24th - molestation and attempted rape... also went to the police. had my mom call me a slut b/c I had bruises all over me, and she had no idea what happened to me, or hesitated to cry b/c I hadn't been home all day :( March 2nd - started seeing a therapist b/c of the situation. hey the govt offered it July - met my future fling August 24th - hooked up for the 1st of many times, until it led to drama! Sept 20th - ended my fling Oct - drama from my fling's ex Sept & Oct - drama from this chick at work who like(d)/(s) him Oct - met a guy I liked, but he sort of got scared b/c he fell for me, so I guess he ran away like a pussy... yup I said it! Nov - hooked up with my bff, because he moved far far away Nov 11th - went to my crush's house for the 1st time. We had our own fun, but he's the same guy that I mentioned who ran away like a pussy, and we didn't e

Fubar Party
Hey I have a great idea maybe someone has came up with it before but I think fubar should have a real party have one big get together for all memebers in one big city and have drinks and what not. book a hotel for a couple of nights or weekend and have a good time each member could bring a friend Im sure it would be cheap if they said it was a group meeeting or class reunion Let me know if yall think this is kool holla back at ur boy

Forgive Me
I while back ago I wrote a blog telling all that were in my family that I would rate each and everyone.But thanks to the changes on FUBAR that has been hard to do.So as of now i promise to rate a folder a day from each family member and if possible more.any stashes and blogs I will get as many as I can when I rate..again sorry I really didnt mean to lie.Thank you and to all have a great New Years Eve.

Wrapped
she asked to be wrapped, so I cuffed her and put her leg irons on, attaching her steel chain to her collar and irons, put her into the bed of the truck and drove for miles into the woods.. I yanked her out of the truck.."come girl". Making My way through the woods I found the tree that I wanted, and began wrapping her against it with wire.. the barbs slowly pressing deep as I wrapped her tight against this tree. I wondered if the tree was really thinking about all this. Actually I could have cared less about any of it, especially her. she began screaming as the wire ripped and tore her skin..breasts..I tightened down more..I left her there..screaming

Pissed Off!!!
You know, I am a single mom and YES I made that decision to have my little girl, But I did NOT make the decision for her father to be a total asshole. I Do NOT trust people with my daughter nor do I have the money to just BLOW and go out and party and meet people, so yes the internet has become my social life, Now those of you who like to leave shity comments on peoples mumms because you have nothing better to do with your life, Go to HELL. I am not going to apologize because I dont have the money to barely pay all my bills on time and I am damn sure NOT going to waste money going out to bars and leave my child alone with someone she does not know. You can all kiss my ass. As for those little bitches that want to tell me to get a life FUCK YOU. I am doing what I can, to make a good life for my daughter, and since her father is a dead beat dick, I am doing it alone. So until you have walked in my shoes, GET THE FUCK OFF MY BACK!

I Think You Willfind This Intresting
Very interesting, read until the end..... It is written in the Bible (Galatians 6:7): 'Be not deceived; God is not mocked: for whatsoever a man soweth, that shall he also reap.' Here are some men and women who mocked God : John Lennon (Singer): Some years before, during his interview with an American Magazine, he said: 'Christianity will end, it will disappear. I do not have to argue about that. I am certain. Jesus was ok, but his subjects were too simple, Today we are more famous than Him' (1966). Lennon, after saying that the Beatles were more famous than Jesus Christ, was shot six times. Tancredo Neves (President of Brazil ): During the Presidential campaign, he said if he got 500,000 votes from his party, not even God would remove him from Presidency. Sure he got the votes, but he got sick a day before being made President, then he died . Cazu za (Bi-sexual Brazilian composer, singer and poet): During A show in Canecio

Contest
best smile contest will start jan 5th send me the link of the pic you want in it winner will receve a 3month vip or month blast second prize ticker pack OR 7 day blast third prize one day blast first to 20,000 coments gets a big pimpen gift and 20,000 fubucks rules coment bombing is alowed and you can coment bomb your slef so have fun DJ FAUST

Hurt
How can you claim to love me when you hurt me so. All I want is to be happy once just this once and you cant saport that. I found someone to make me happy, someone to love me. I want to spend time and make my self happy. I am tiered of making everyone else happy, it is my turn. I dont understand why you cant saport me in this. I know it is just somthing about me that everyone betrays me. Maybe it is writen in my forhead or somthing I dont know. I did not expect this from you of all people but well I guess I should have, it is in me to be betrayed. This is my life I have to except it.

For My Fiance
To Love and to Cherish You walk down the Aisle You cry when you say your Vows You cry when say your I do's I promise to always hold you and I vow to never let you go Do you really promise these things to your one and only? He says his I do's but you wanna just get it over with To love and to cherish To be with you forever and ever I cry as I say this but my heart knows the truth to trust and be loved is known in my heart. To bend the words backwards and spoil me to a pulp YOu've already given me all I need Now we're one Now we can be what we always wanted to be To love and to cherish To hold and to care for To my Fiance my one and only true love Kiel

Ack Caught Up
I am in school to become a paralegal. I hope to be done with it this next year. I was a little behind these last 3 weeks do to the passing of my grandfather. Tonight I was working on a paper that I had not been able to turn in, but it is done and has been submitted tonight. Thank God it is done. Oh this was for my psychology class. We live in a world full of ever changing sites, sounds smells and other things that are constantly stimulating our senses. There are two ways that our brains process the things that are going on in the world around us: Perception and Sensation Perception is the way we process and make sense of the world going on around us. This is not automatic process. Not everyone perceives things in the same way either. The death of a loved one is a perfect example of this. Some people perceive the death of someone that you love as an almost crippling occurrence. Some people are not able to move on from this type of occurrence and have even committed suicide as

How To Love Unconditionally........
How to Love Unconditionallyexcerpt from 'Friendship with God'by Neale Donald WalschHow can I love unconditionally and unlimitedly?The first step in being fully loving is that you must fully love your Self. If you believe that humans are by nature non-trustworthy and evil, you will create a society that supports that view, then enact laws, approve rules, adopt regulations, and impose restraints that are justified by it.If you believe that humans are by nature trustworthy and good, you will create an entirely different kind of society, in which laws, rules, regulations, and restraints are rarely required. The first society will be freedom limiting, the second, freedom giving.God is fully loving because God is fully free. To be fully free is to be fully joyful, because full freedom creates the space for every joyful experience. Freedom is the basic nature of God. It is also the basic nature of the human soul. The degree to which you are not fully free is the degree to which you are not f

The New Year
stanger than a life of fiction... Right now Jason is typing his "end of year" blog. He sits at his arrogant iMac, positioned in his compressed wood desk space, nestled in his tiny apartment, struggling to put his ideas out there for all of cyberspace to see. In this blog, he attempts to make sense of things that have happened over the course of the last year as well as add his dime store witticisms. Quietly he ponders the past year and any remotely interesting things that have happened to him. In his completely snobbish and faux-intelligencia manner, he puffs away on his $23 clay lined pipe, filled with $5 cherry tobacco purchased too long ago at the nearest monopolized grocery chain. nothing is coming to mind. the blinking cursor in front of him seems to mock him. each blink a testament to the Universe's sense of humor and irony, as Jason fancies himself a writer. yet again the cursor blinks at him mocking his every second of lack of inspiration. twenty minutes have gone by

Suicide
Desperate Plea From a Child 12/30/2007 Dear readers: Yes it should be the last newsletter reaching your mail box but I would like to make my last point to those undecided about joining my Star family. Sad enough I have to do it with this email I received from a desperate teen on Myspace. Read this desperate call and please realize that LOVE only CAN NOT explain what the Universal Code (Tail of the Dragon) has done to her boyfriend and is about to do to any of those unaware, unlucky kids… its very hard to read such an email and no cry! ----- Original Message ----- From:Tam My Leo boyfriend killed himself two days ago...what is up with that. I know he was sad...and now we are all sad. He will have to repeat this life again as his lessons were not over...I can't believe this. I know Cappy's and Leo aren't the perfect match, and I know it wouldn't of worked in the long run, but for now we leaned on each other and were good friends reguardless....I know I did

Breathing Part Ii
Breathing closer to the edge of reason waiting, calculating the change in season I stopped breathing I started bleeding the actions, the words hurt more than the cut just smother my heart , and maybe i'll stop breathing. Alone in the darkness I am waiting for someone to reach out and free me from the shackles of what my life is all about behind me a whisper of dreams that will never be In front of me I see the only one who can set me free. He says hold on girl I hear you and I want you to know you're nothing, you're hateful and I know without a doubt he'll walk away just like the rest. 6:46 PM - 0 Comments - 0 Kudos

Breathing
Breathing... I wanna walk right into your room and tear down the walls Breathing... I wait for someone to grab me and throw me down, down So long don't know left from right anymore Looking at my hand, fuck that ring, didn't mean a thing I didn't mean a fucking thing 2 U Did I? Took your vows like pills and now you've finally pissed me out of your system JLT copywrite 2007

Live Your Dreams
i know its been a long time coming but this coming year I AM going to college NO matter how hard it gets or what happens. I need to do this... I have a talent and God gave it to me for a reason and I need to use it. So i'm checkin out schools and programs that have to deal with Art Therapy. I want to help others and also myself. and I believe this is what i should do. I'm gonna be taking a class this coming month with the local college and their gonna help me figure things out and where to go & such.Also I believe they give a lil money to help you thru college. I need to do this or I will be going no where for the rest of my life. I know im not happy and its hasn't been healthy for me doing what i am now. This is a new year and I have to do what's good for me and my future. and that's even making a jump off and not knowing what's gonna happen to me. LIVE YOUR Dreams-Don't be scared of failure- Here's the chance of life Get ready, set, fly High Above the fear of you mind Go fo

Crazy Little Thing Called Mumm
holy shit, my "date" mumm backfired.... i was trying to see what was out there and i get ambushed my haters and douchebags!!!! maybe i shoulda just posted a blog instead. but seriously ladies...feed my curiosity....look at my pics, maybe read my little profile and let me know...if the planets were all in alignment and the situation was right...who wouldnt mind going out? simple question...simple answer dont hate...dont be an ass....just tell me

Like Eating Glass
its so cold in this house..... now drink the poison like eating glass.... I cant eat I cant sleep, I cant sleep I cant dream....... we have crosses on our eyes were walking into the walls again, we have crosses on our eyes were walking into the furniture, we have crosses on our eyes for richer or poorer for better or worse, weve had crosses on our eyes, weve been walking into the furniture...

My Form Of "anger-management"
Anger Management > >When you occasionally have a really bad day, and you just need to take >it out on someone, don't take it out on someone you know, take it out on >someone you don't know. > > >I was sitting at my desk when I remembered a phone call I'd forgotten to >make. I dialed what I thought was My Moms number. A man answered, >saying, "Hello." > > >I politely said, "This is Robb. Could I please speak with Debbie?" > > >Suddenly a manic voice yelled out in my ear, "There's no Debbie here. Get >the right f**king number!" and the phone was slammed down on me. > > >I couldn't believe that anyone could be so rude. When I tracked down >My Moms correct number to call her, I found that I had accidentally >transposed the last two digits. > > >After hanging up with her, I decided to call the 'wrong' number again. >When the same guy answered the phone, I yelled "You're an asshole!" and >hung up. I wrote his number down with the word 'asshole' next to it, and >put

Luv My Friends
i just want to thank each n everyone of u who have sent me comments cards n cake for my b-day i luv u all i am so glad that i went to the iron horse saloon i have met the most awsome friends there rawwwkin tunes n always good times i luv my family there could not ask for better i luv u all at ihs hugs n kissses misty

Sadness
I can't believe i didn't realize this, but January 17th will be one of the MOST depressing days of my life. It's my 5 year wedding anniversary and I won't be able to celebrate it because chris is leaving me. How pathetic is this? He picked a horrible time to start a divorce. I should've left him before we even had our 3rd ann. Sigh.

My New Year's Resolution
2007 was an eye opening year for me, I finally grew some balls and did some shit that made life a little easier. I finally got off the unemployment line and lost some weight. That's cool. I felt I took some steps back, and I haven't been more stressed or depressed than I am right now. With that I made some reaolutions for the next year, 2008 Resolutions 10. Spend less time on the net, well having a job cut my net time already, but it is time for me to go back out in the real world again, do things that make me happy. 9. Lose more weight, my goal is to lose 50lbs by 2009, and I will go to the extreem to do so. With that, it includes a strict diet and a rough exercise regiment, fact is, I hate the way I look and I am going to do all I can to change my outer appearance. 8. I want to have my own car and place by 2009 by any means neccesary. 7. Back to my appearance I am putting more emphasis on my wardrobe, I'll explain that later on. 6. Purchase a gun. I want a 38 specia

Against Child Abuse!!!
This is something that i was sent that i think everyone should read. This is happening in homes around the world please read and lets stop this!!! My name is Chris I am three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me. I cant do a wrong I cant speak at all Or else im locked up All day long. When im awake im all alone The house is dark My folks arent home When my mommy does come home I'll try and be nice, So maybe ill just get One whipping tonight. I just heard a car My daddy is back From Chariles bar I hear him curse My name is called I press myself Against the wall I try to hide From his evil eyes Im so afraid now I'm starting to cry He finds me weeping Calls me ugly words, He says its my fault He suffers at work He slaps and hits me And yells at me more, I finally get free And run to

Thinking About The New Year
New beginings, the old to fade away Ok im not on here that much but i need to get this out. My life has gone up and down from the moment i was born. This past yr has been my most hardest yet. I gave birth to the cutest little girl, My son turned two, with all the fun and hard times that goes on with that and i lost the love of my life. Things happen for a reason and i know this all did. Im stronger now and not going to let anyone push me down again. Im now a fighter, and will fight for the right thing time and time again. I have been good, i have been the best mother i could and now i think i have found someone who is well undiscribable.... im not tell who... just yet. So to next yr, with my head glued on, my heart meading and my life on track. The two people in this world that mean everything to me, i hope they know that im giving my all for them

English
A few things about English.... First, why should I have to press "1" for English? I know you've all heard that before, but seriously, why should I? Second, why don't people know how to spell? For heaven's sake, you don't sound smart using words that you can't spell or that you don't really know the meaning of. Type it in Word first and spell check it!!! I can't take you seriously enough to vote on or comment on your mumm if you don't. I just can't stand it, it's ridiculous. Third, and possibly the most important point, if I speak to you in English, why should you debate what I say. I'm telling you something, not asking your opinion. Suck it up and deal with it. I refuse to argue with an idiot. They drag me down to their level and beat me with experience always if I do.

Look For Wifee
Wut I'm trying to find is a real woman that know how to take care of business and here fam, and know how to take care of a real man. Becuse as being a good man, I will take care of a good woman. You know wut I mean. I'm dont wont to play game justing being real. I'm not trying to lose all my dog's becuse wife is mad at me for to much time with the dog's. I like to have a real fam run business. I have one started now. But it's just me running it. I like to get to know you better. Tell me your like and dislike's. I wont to know wut make's you smile. Did you like my picture?

How You See It
I TRULY BELIEVE THAT IF YOU THINK NEGATIVE THOUGHTS YOU MAKE YOURSELF START TO BELIEVE THEM.I AM ONE OF THE WORLD'S WORSE FOR THAT AS MY SELF ESTEEM IS SO DAMN LOW.I TRY TO PULL OFF A POSITIVE APPEARANCE TO OTHERS AND IN MY PICTURES BUT THEN I DON'T ACCEPT THE COMPLIMENTS OR I NEGATE THE POSITIVITY WITH NEGATIVE CAPTIONS. SEVERAL PEOPLE TELL ME I'M PRETTY BUT I JUST DON'T SEE IT.I FELT LIKE THIS ONE TIED IN A LOT WITH MY QUOTE FROM EARLIER SO POSTED THIS ONE TODAY AS WELL. How you look at it When you look at the world, what is the first thing that comes to your attention? Do you zero in on the problems, the heartaches, the fears and the disappointments, or do you first take note of the beauty, the joys and the positive possibilities? If you look at life through a lens of negativity, life will dutifully arrange itself to meet your expectations. When you approach life from a more positive perspective, your expectations will just as surely be met. Is it unrealistic to look at t

Happy New Year
To all of my Fubar friends , family, fans and those I am fans of...Happy New Year...I know some of you are just aquaintances but Im glad u crossed my path. And to the ones Ive gotten so close to thank you ..thank you for accepting me faults and all ..I hope 2008 starts off wonderful for each of you and only gets better each day of the year. Its easy to wish for all of you to get what u desire and I hope u do but more than that I hope each of u get the things u need in 2008 to make your lives completely the best. So as 2007 comes to a close let me say Thank you , bless you and I love you. I cant wait to see where 2008 carries us! Much love Melinda AKA Texas Bitch

Guys = Confusing
I just don't understand guys and what they are thinking. I know I am not goin to find my next guy on here or any other website. But if I show you alot of attention I am into then I hope you do the same, if your not into me let me know. If I am not showing that much attention then I don't want anything from you but maybe a friendship. I just dont know how to read guys and what they want, I know some voice what they want but it does me no good if it's not felt the same way back to you. I can't help if I don't click with someone, but if I say let me get to know you then let me. Don't push something on me or I will back off and not let you in because you are making thing uncomfortable for me. I just need to vent.

Shoots In Jan
Greeting everyone. This months Shoots are as follows. 3rd - 5th South Carolina 7th - 13th Vegas 14th - 19th L.A. area 20th - 31st Jacksonville Fl. I am open for at least 2 shoots. Contact me if interested! Lady_liz

Much Love
I LONG TO HAVE YOU NEAR ME, TO HOLD YOUR HANDS IN MINE. TO LOOK INTO YOUR EYES MY SWEETEST LOVE, TO ME YOU ARE SO DIVINE. I THINK OF THREE THINGS I LONG TO DO, TO HAVE YOU IN MY ARMS IMMERSED. TO KEEP YOUR LOVE DEEP WITHIN MY HEART, TO BE WITHOUT WOULD BE A CURSE.I LONG TO HOLD YOU NEAR ME, TO KISS YOUR SWEET , SOFT LIPS. TO RUB YOUR BACK AND THROUGH YOUR HAIR WITH ONLY MY FINGERTIPS. I TELL YOU THESE THINGS SO YOU WILL KNOW, THAT YOU ARE MY HEARTS DESIRE. AND TO SAY THAT I DID NOT LOVE YOU, I WOULD SIMPLY BE CALLED A LIAR. THESE WORS I WRITE TO YOU ARE COMPLETE AND FROM MY HEART. AND WHEN I GET YOU NEAR ME , I FEAR MY WAY TO START. I WILL LOOK DEEP INTO YOUR EYES, AND SAY WITH A SOFT, GENTLE VOICE, I AM THE MAN YOU ARE LOOKING , YOU HAVE MADE THE PERFECT CHOICE. PATRICK G. BOWES

"there Is A Gem-in-i"
Gemini is the third Sign of the Zodiac. Moving beyond the physical exploration of Taurus, Gemini examines the world through intellect. They are fascinated with gathering as much information as possible, and their facility as communicators -- both written and verbal -- arises from this need. Bright and quick-witted, people born under Gemini display great imagination and tend to be very expressive. They love to learn. As the third Sign, Gemini also rules the third House: the House of Communication. The Sign In Depth The Astrological Symbol of Gemini is the Twins. Like twins, Geminis often have a dual nature and are skilled at seeing both sides of a problem, but they may also be fickle and restless. They are changeable and sometimes noncommittal. In this way, Gemini exemplifies the Mutable Quality assigned to it. They are adaptable and able to tackle multiple tasks simultaneously, and they know how to reason with people, but they may lack follow-through or seem ungrateful. Within

What Would You Do If
Think about this for a min...... If I happened to show up on your door step crying, would you care? If I called you and asked you to pick me up because something happened, would you come? If I had one day left, to live my life; would you be part of that last day? If I needed a shoulder to cry on, would you give me yours? This is a test to see who your real friends are or if you are just some one to talk to you when they are bored . . . send this to everybody on your list including the person who sent it to you. I just did.....because you are my friend. If I don't get this back I guess your not my friend

On This Summertimes!!!!
We are thinking about marry with Mike at VA!! We had been together for over 6 months!!! I am so happy and I got Mike from fubar! I found him that Right man for my life and cares and understanding!!! We will moving out about end of Jan to first of week on Feb 2008!!! I loves Mike So Much!! My 2 sons love him too!!! thank you Roycie!!!!!! P.S. I love him lot!

Urgent Ron Paul Action Alert - Do Not Delay Act Now‏
URGENT RON PAUL ACTION ALERT - DO NOT DELAY ACT NOW‏ TWO PHASE ACTION ALERT: TWO PHASE ACTION ALERT:Once again Fox news is attempting to squeeze out Ron Paul from their "Republican Presidential Forum" on January 6th. From The Baltimore Sun: "While campaigning in the Granite State on Saturday, Paul called Fox News, one of the debate's supposed sponsors, "scared of me." They "don't want my message to get out, but it will," according to The Boston Globe's Primary Source blog. "They are propagandists for this war and I challenge them on the notion that they are conservative." Kent Snyder, Paul's campaign chairman continued in a statement: "Given Ron Paul's support in New Hampshire and his recent historic fundraising success, it is outrageous that Dr. Paul would be excluded." Jesse Benton, a campaign spokesman, said they haven't heard directly from Fox that Paul is excluded; and if so, why that happened. "We've called Fox six times and have not had our calls r

Before We Have Sex! Could You Sign This?
The Booty Call Agreement This booty call Agreement (hereinafter referred to as "The Agreement") is entered into on this ___day of ______________, 20 __, (hereinafter referred to as the "Participant") between _______THATGUYROBB________, (hereinafter referred to as the "Holder of 'The Booty Call Agreement'") and ____________________ (Participant). ****This Agreement shall cover the following rules and principles for the Participant: 1. No sleeping over!! Unless it is very good and we need to repeat it in the morning. 2. No meeting in public except for dinner or drinks before the events of the evening. 3. No calls before 9 pm. We don't have anything to talk about. 4. None of that "lovemaking" stuff, only mind-blowing sex allowed. 5. No emotional discussions!! i.e. where are we heading with this? Do you love me? The answer is "no", so don't even ask. 6. No plans made in advance. That is why you are called "the backup." Unless you are from out-of-town, then it

Update
Hey everyone! Hope you guys are doing good i started my new job today..i'm a shoe associate at walmart..so i wont be around as much as i usually am...feel free to send me messages, coments ect ect i'll be sure to get back to you. hope to chat soon! much love ~cin

Overrated
Every body is so afraid to be different Please excuse me now if I don’t get it I think sex is overrated So is always getting wasted Designer drugs and dead end jobs and Classic rock is so outdated I’m so sick of therapy and all the things it’s done to me How can I be satisfied when everything is overrated? Maybe the problem is me But I won’t make believe And I can’t take this mediocrity What if this is a test and I deserve what I get Will I wake up with all the answers? Every body is too afraid to be different Please excuse me now if I don’t listen I think sex is overrated So is always getting wasted Designer drugs and dead-end jobs and Classic rock is so outdated I’m so sick of therapy and all the things it’s done to me How can I be satisfied when everything is overrated? When everything is overrated When everything is overrated Can’t stand the normal Can’t stand the ordinary Find me anything That’s extraordinary Show me something Show me an

Lost To Her
Lost I am to you…. When I close my eyes I can see you here with me. In my dreams is where I find the peace you bring to me. Wanting it to never end I drift away to a place and time where time never ends. Feeling your soft touch upon my cheek brings a smile to my face. Hearing your laugh fills my heart with a joy that cannot be explained. Holding you in my arms is all I have ever wanted. It's in your touch that I find peace. The storms that once filled my head with rage are calmed with the simplest of smiles. Are you just a dream that was created in my mind? The dream of a woman that could make me lose my thoughts when she entered the room. I know she must be real for it is in my heart that I feel a connection that caused all of my thoughts to come to a standstill. Could she just be a muse used to awaken the wants and needs of my fragile heart? I must find her. For she is the key that could change this man into something better than he is. Is she the wind that tussles my hair? Or i

My Cousin Gave Me Her Page. She Quit Fubar
My cousin quit fubar the original owner of this page, because she is tired of the bs and drama on here, people talking stuff about her when they do not truly know her, when people put false information on here, she is a different person, she is not here for popularity and people to backstabb her, she is looking for friends, but if you guys wanna get into touch with her, feel free to add her yahoo messenger under celtic_xo, Please respect that my sister made this choice to due false drama idiots who she could care less what they think of her, but she decided to leave on her own, because seem to be not adults on here and not GROW THE HELL UP! So please people who started enough drama, problems and trouble, leave her the hell alone, if you don't like what I have to say delete me or block me, K Thanks. Also she is checking her emails and messages since I am her account holder now of looking after it for her while she's on vacation, so leave her some love on our page, and emails to her sinc

Love, Existance?
Honestly I lost faith in love, may be awhile before i can really love again. I got married at 19 (big mistake) and met him at 17. Now i'm 24 and getting divorced. The first time he brought it up was only AFTER we had sex for two days straight, and on the same day of having sex he asks for a divorce. First he tells me it's been a month, then later he changes his mind saying "it's been 2 yrs i've been wanting to leave you" So in other words he used me, to take care of him, to give him sex and to help further his career. This is not a man to be with ladies, stay away from him! Not only that he gave me two weeks of space and expected me to JUMP to the divorces papers and get them filed immediately. 2 weeks of space is apparently enough time for him, not me. I needed more time to relax and get my mind straightened up. I was so messed up in the head because of the whole divorce that I let things sleep and he screwed me out of things. I know it's petty, but he took BOTH the

A Story That Was In My Head.....
Well, one night it was nice and the weather was just perfect. You decided to go for a drive in your truck. You pull up next to a woman wearing all black sitting in a nice mustang. She is wearing a short skirt, thight highs and at the top was some lace and as you looked you could feel your manhood move and get harder with every inch of looking at this woman. You slowly move your eyes back up and see she has a plunging neckline on and it is showing her very plump breasts. You can't help but start to rub your manhood there in your jeans. You can't see the womans face and you want to so badly....so just as you get ready to day something to her....the light changes and she drives off......You decide to follow her.....She drives fast and this turns you on even more.....She finally pulls over into a parking lot and gets out.....you see she is beautiful to the point of breath taking and you want her badly! She goes into this bar and you wonder " Should I go in?" then you say to yourself " Fuck

The Drive
The whir of the car motor the only thing I hear miles and miles fly by The clear of the night can't strip the smoke screen in my heart. The rubber of tires wears a slow path North As I leave my heart South, South, South. Dim light from the dash casts a warm glow that doesn't quite reach... I turn the radio on just to let it play a gentle balm The speedometer reflects The urgency of a love gone awry The gravel beneath the tires leads me back home; This time, and now, it's for me.

Sipped
I want to be sipped like a fine wine, with every drop savored until the last clinging moment of reluctant release. I want to be held up to the light and swished gently, to display all my different hues and how they shine when the sun hits them just right. I want my aroma to be drawn in with a delicate sniff, so my scent softly flavors the taste buds. I want to be enjoyed. I want to be digested. But instead, every time my cup over flows, I am greedily gulped, devoured in a giant swallow. I will not be consumed only to be dissipated. I want the memory of every mouthful to stay fresh on the tongue, savored until the last clinging moment of reluctant release. I want to be sipped like a fine wine, and I won’t be feasted upon until I can be tasted.

A Little Love Goes A Looong Way
Hey friends.... Can you PLEASE go visit my Fu~Godmother Sassie Laurie and show her how awesome she is! She is trying to improve her stats! RATE~FAN~ADD~CRUSH HER......She has lots of AWESOME pictures and stash for you to check out! SHOW HER THE LOVE PEOPLE!! ~♥~THANK YOU ALL~♥~ ~/~ Sassy Laurie~/~Club F.A.R.~The Sisterhood~D&DC~Ind. Fam.~Co-Mng. Fu-Sistas~Fu-Ownded By Squirt@ fubar

Private Folders
I often wonder why anyone would put a private folder (not for anyone, family or friends) in their files of their pictures? I've heard explanations along the line of "Oh, those are pictures I'm working on". It'd make more sense to me if they just keep those type pictures in their computer, fix them, or whatever they do to them, then load them up onto Fubar. Now another thing is they'd prefer to think someone will be willing to jump thru some sort of cyber hoops or perhaps buy them a blast to gain access and we already know how I feel about whoring oneself out here, I don't care for it and don't want anyone to be my friend if they do that. I've already deleted several friends from my list after I found out that was what they were doing. I guess no one reads my profile before they accept my friend's request or don't make it known that they do that by posting it in their profiles. Oh well, I vented, thank you and don't forget to tip your waitresses or waiters.

Chased By Animals
This kind of dream is common among children. Often, it reflects a deeply held fear of the animal doing the chasing. However, it may reveal an anxiety about something completely separated from the animal kingdom. In cases like this, it is important to think about what is chasing you and what your experiences have been with that particular animal. For example, if a relative whom you did not particularly like had a German shepherd dog, you may dream about being chased by the dog. This may reveal either the desire of the relative to obtain your attention and affection, or it may validate your fears and anxieties about that person. If you often use animal characterizations of people's personalities, this may be particularly telling. (He's a bear, she's a momma bear, he works like a horse, etc.) Depending on who the others are, it may be useful to determine what common relationship exists among your persecutors. You may feel indebted to them or simply hated by them. The former may inc

Gay
My Secret ...: no, fiance clicked on it. i shut it down. , guess what..........you are gone now thanks for dropping by and have a wonderful day ->Psychowolf...: but you clicked on it, after i sent you a ripped open rectum. Thats AWESOME< lmao My Secret ...: no, it started and i shut it down. just cus you are sick and need help doesn't mean i do. ->Psychowolf...: you looked, didnt you, YES? My Secret ...: if you send me shit like that again i'm blocking you. why would you think i want to see that? ->Psychowolf...: 4girlsfingerpaint.com... My Secret ...: geee, i needed to see that thanks. ->Psychowolf...: goatse.cz... My Secret Sex Toys -Co-Owner and Iron Mistress of Diamonds and Ice Radio~ Kneel and Beg Slaves!!@ fubar

New Year Resolution For 2008
I HAVE DECIDED THAT THIS YEAR I WILL NOT BE SAYING WHAT I WANNA DO OR WANT FOR THE NEW YEAR BC EVERY YEAR I SAY A NEW YEAR RESOLUTION OUT LOUD TO MY FAMILY AS A TRADITION DURING DINNER AND I NEVER FOLLOW THRU OR SOMETHING STOPS IT FROM COMING TRUE. SO IF N ONLY IF I DECIDE TO MAKE ONE I WILL KEEP IT TO MYSELF AND GOD WILL ONLY KNOW ITS NOT BEING NEGATIVE ITS JUST KEEPING IT TO MYSELF N HOPE IT DONT GET JINXED LOL..BUT I WILL DO WHAT I CAN TO MAKE O8 GREAT FOR MYSELF N I WANT TO WISH MY FAMILY N FRIENDS A HAPPY NEW YEAR N HOPE EVERYOJNE HAS A GREAT ONE FULL OF LOVE N MONEY N RESPECT N WHAT NOT GOD BLESS N BLESSED BE LOVE TESS AKA KATHY

Doms
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Deep
Who is this that makes me feel How I didn't think, could be real You've glimpsed inside and are not afraid Deep within I feel so frayed Over endless bound I feel I could walk I feel so alive when we talk For I cannot tell yet if this is real Every fiber tells me to feel Each new day has a bitter taste Low and behold, this I cannot waste Sarrow has allways seemed to hold me down Over my dead body, I'll refuse to frown Depths of my heart you may become Eventually we may, be as one Eternal love is how I live Poised and guarded, but I want to give....

My Babyboy
i really do appreciate all u guys rating my mans pics on my page... could y'all please go to his page and do the same... show ur support for those who defend your freedom.. thank y'all so much.. they do alot so we can remain free..and to keep the booger man from under the bed and the coyotes outta the yard..lol takes wolves to gaurd the door yard here is the link to his page click it and see why i love him so Chazzz.. Enigma , Konundrum & RL /Hubby to Upstatehotlips@ fubar

Kids Can Be Honest!
A 5-year-old boy went to visit his grandmother one day. Playing with his toys in her bedroom while grandma was dusting, he looked up and said, "Grandma, how come you don't have a boyfriend now that Grandpa went to Heaven?" Grandma replied, "Honey, my TV is my boyfriend. I can sit in my bedroom and watch it all day long. The religious programs make me feel good and the comedies make me laugh. I'm happy with my TV as my boyfriend." Grandma turned on the TV, and the reception was terrible. She started adjusting the knobs, trying to get the picture in focus. Frustrated, she started hitting the backside of the TV hoping to fix the problem. The little boy heard the doorbell ring, so he hurried to open the door and there stood Grandma's minister. The minister said, "Hello son, is your Grandma home?" The little boy replied, "Yeah, she's in the bedroom bangin' her boyfriend." The Minister fainted.

Odd News From 2007
BERLIN (Reuters) - From a Greek nunnery turned into a marijuana farm by two men posing as gardeners to a South African man with a gunshot wound told by a doctor to "walk the pain off," the world was full of weird news in 2007. A Moscow woman set fire to her ex-husband's penis as he sat naked watching television and drinking vodka. The couple divorced three years ago but continued to share a small flat. "I was burning like a torch," the wounded ex-husband told Tvoi Den newspaper. "I don't know what I did to deserve this." In another unusual living arrangement, a German man left his dead mother seated in her favorite armchair at their shared home for two years after her death of natural causes at age 92. Yet not everything that smelled like a corpse was really dead in 2007. In the German town of Kaiserslautern, police broke into a darkened flat expecting to find a corpse after neighbors complained of a nasty smell seeping out into the hallway. But instead they found a te

Happy New Years
I WANTED TO WISH EVERYONE A SAFE AND HAPPY NEW YEARS. LET'S ROCK IN THIS NEW YEAR WITH STYLE MySpace Comments & MySpace Backgrounds MySpace Comments & MySpace Backgrounds MySpace Comments & MySpace Backgrounds

My Secert
my lil secert is............................................................................................................................................................................................................ for Chris... babe I love you!! kisses...... ok I finally told my secert

What Is Wrong With People?
why does everyone have to be retarted, what is wrong with just loving someone for who they are? why do they all have to have a motive for something else, or to backstab each other... this weekend has been the worst weekend ever with friends going crazy over each other and fights brewing....I ask why??? if i love someone, so what.... thats my problem and nobody elses and if someone else likes someone else then thats there problem, and yet everyone seems to but there nose in everyone elses shit....WHY!

The Big Sale...for My Ladies
Ok so I thought I would write it in my blog so it was a bit easier but....here is what I have at 40% off! Foundations (limited selection of Ivory but lots of Beige) Lip primer Age fighting eye cream and firming cream miracle sets-normal/dry only day/night solution TW cleanser/moisturizer (norma/oily) Moisturizer with sunscreen cleansing bar eye makeup remover satin lip mask/balm deep cleanser for oily skin and moisturizer so far this is what I have counted in my inventory. Please call me or email me if you want to try or look at anything else. I want to move this stuff before I move :)

I'm Back
Okay for all my true friends. I am back on fubar again. I have alot of family issues with my baby boy and alot of hater issues on here. So i took a little break. I missed my true friends alot and i hope you all will welcome me back I have some kick ass family on here and love the shit out of you!!!!

It That Time To Get This Party Started
Get a Clock for your page! MY TIME IS 7 PM EST CONTEST NOW OPEN AKAMRS. T~LIL PLEASURE~LIL BUSINESS~DYLON'S DIVA~@ fubar FOR THE KING CONTESTANTS CONTEST ON THE 30TH FOR THE SEXIEST QUEEN ON FABUR!@ fubar FOR THE QUEEN CONTESTANTS

Me And Mine
Well My name is Shantel and I'am 20 years old!!! I have a beautiful daughter and I'am expecting my son in April!!! I'am married to a wonderful man with whom I love very much!! I love to chat with friends as well as spend time with my family....!!! So needless to say I'am very family oriented for my age!! SCARY thought if you knew what I was like growing up!! LMAO

How I Know If I Really Want Her
(Do not skim this blog- There is a huge question at the end) I have been blown away by a few girls in my day. Out of all of them though, I can say that with only 3 of them, I have seen real long term potential with. I am 28 years old... 3 girls. This includes my son's mom who I thought I would spend the rest of my life with. Now I think guys and girls are different about this to the point where I will blog about that later but... In order for me to want to settle down with a girl I require two things. Mental and physical stimulation. Mentally- I need a girl to be able to challenge me intellectually, and be somewhat entertaining or entertainable. There are more things needed but I am not going to rip into a huge blog about that again. Physically- I have dated some good looking women despite my ugly mug. I am not gonna settle down with someone who is not at this point. You may call that superficial, but as I have said before, those people can have fun fucking each

Posting A Toast And Cheers To That.
I did try to make a toast and all came down to money, which I do not have to hold or spend. I spoke to a young man in Goa today, well actually, I emailed him and he emailed back asking for my Yahoo id. Unfortunately, it is not allowed here as I spend enough time on the internet without talking to everyone too. Anyway, just for the sheer devilment I secretly followed instructions to sign up for IM or whatever and was told I already had an account so I now have a sixth identity but my Gmail is not easy to remember. The knotty problem arrived in the form of a demand for money to pay for the IM service so I had to apologise to my friend because I was financially challenged and could not rise to it. He said it was fine and we would email. We had been discussing the New Year and how they celebrate it in Goa. It is fine to do it on the beach when it is 80 deg f but it is only a mere 50 deg f here at present. He tells me they eat at a beach restaurant and at midnight, they dance and

Whats Your Sign? -virgo For Me
Mine is true......Is yours??? GEMINI -HARD LOVER (5/21-6/21) Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny. Excellent kisser EXTREMELY adorable. good personalities. Loves relationships, Addictive. Loud. CANCER-CRAVES SEX ALOT (6/22-7/22) Trustworthy. Attractive. Great kisser. One of a kind. Loves being In long-term relationships. Extremely energetic. Unpredictable. Will exceed your expectations. Normally not a Fighter, but will if neccessary. Someone loves them right now. LIBRA- THE PIMP (9/23-10/22) Caring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. High appeal. Has the last word. Good to find, hard to keep. Fun to be around. Extremely weird but in a good way. Good Sense of Humor!!! Thoughtful. Always gets what he or she wants. Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet. AQUARIUS - THE ONE U CANT TOUCH (1/20-2/18) Great talker. Attractive and passionate. Laid back. Knows how to Have fun. Is really good at almost anything. Great kisser. Unpredictable.

In A Funk!
So, I have been in a funk lately. Trying to get myself out of this black hole that I somehow seemed to drop in. Not even sure how I got here but I am looking for some inspirational or uplifting phrases I can say to myself to get me out of here. I did some Googling on the net and found the following (not sure who said these otherwise I would quote them): 1. If I have the courage to begin, I have the courage to succeed. 2. I may not be there yet, but I am closer than I was yesterday. 3. Heal the Past. Live the Present. Dream the Future. 4. Some people think it’s holding on that makes one strong; sometimes it’s letting go. 5. Strength. Compassion. Courage. Wisdom. 6. Difficult things take a long time, impossible things a little longer. 7. Know your Self. See your Self. Accept your Self. Be your Self. 8. SWAT: Surrender, Willingness, Acceptance, Trust 9. Change your thoughts, and you change your world. 10. The power within me is greater than any fear

Kids Blamed In Christmas Eve Theft
SOUTH BRUNSWICK, N.J. - Local police said it was a typical holiday Grinch tale: A home was broken into on Christmas Eve, and wrapped presents were stolen Little did they know the culprits were kids. Authorities said Friday that a 9-year-old girl and a 5-year-old boy used a gift card to pick the lock on the back door of a home a block away. They then took about $200 in wrapped presents that were located on a kitchen table, including Hannah Montana and Jonas Brothers CDs. The couple who lived in the home returned from some Christmas Eve shopping to find the house broken into, and the presents gone, South Brunswick police Detective Jim Ryan said. One of the children's relatives who also lived in the neighborhood spoke with the couple and realized the gifts matched some mysterious extra presents the children appeared to receive on Christmas. The relative contacted the children's mother, who got the truth out of them on Wednesday, and then contacted police. "A 9- and 5-year-old would n

Updated King List
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My Christmas Wishes...
Get This | Make on Snapvine ******************************************** ************************************************* Twas the night before Christmas...& I began to pray... Dear Santa...please bring me my sweet Ville I've been a very good girl... just a wee bit naughty But only in my thoughts... and just very flirty, not dirty I've got my stripey sock hung by the chimney with care... and hopes of finding my Ville stuffed in there Or if you like...leave my Ville under my tree... with a bow that says..."Loey, please unwrap me!" I'll hug him & kiss him & squeeze him all night... & hope I won't wake anyone with my squeals of delight! Oh, Santa...dear Santa...please bring him to me... for I adore & have wanted him for so long, you see But alas...I waited all through the night... and on Xmas morning...no sweet Ville in sight I won't give up...there's always next year... and Ville, my Ville you are always near... You're in my heart, though

A Broken Heart
A Broken Heart You break my heart then you want to mend it you say sorry but do you really mean it? You say you love me but it seems too good to be true. I say I love you and you say whatever.... A Broken heart if only to mend A broken heart if only to fend for, You say hurtfull things but you never apologize If you love me then why don't you show it? If you want to be with me then why don't you be with me? If you can't have me then don't bother me. In many ways you broke my heart I cry out and you just laugh I get hurt and you just smile and drink Who do you love? Is it me or her? You break me into two then you go off and be with her...... I KNEW IT WAS TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE!!!!!!

Help Me Win!!!!!!!
OK so I made a bet... that I could level before my friend does... I need your help!!! I know a few of you have already helped and I appreciate it!! I will be making it to your page to return the love... HOWEVER, I am not getting points fast enough!! lol I need MORE help!!! Thanks so much who have already helped. It means the world to me... Please remember to rate my stash as well... I HAVE to win this!!! I REFUSE to lose!! There is soooo much at stake! Love you guys! My friends are the BEST!!!!

Barns
This is something my mom wants to do for my grandma. Plz help!! To All my Friends!! This is One of my New Years Resolutions.... My mom told me once that she would like a book of barns. Soooo,,,,,,, I am attempting to put together a book of barns from across the US. Please feel free to forward this to EVERYONE you know. Your contributions are Greatly appreciated!! You can email to: andersonlegal4u@aol.com, include barns in your subject or snail mail to: Anderson Legal, P. O. Box 481, Lawrenceville, IL 62439. Please include the location of the picture and your name if you wish. THANK YOU for your help!!

End Of Year
It has been an interesting an eventful year for me personally in 2007. Life changing event after life changing event have left their mark on my very being. I would say the most significant event that kicked off last year was my wedding. Hands down one of the greatest days of my life…yeah, yeah everyone says that about their wedding. But this, this was different my wife and I did it our way. We had a medieval themed wedding along with a Hand Fasting ceremony performed by a wonderful and beautiful "Wiccan" Priestess and a wonderful and eloquent "Wiccan" Priest. As an Anthropologist I have great admirations and respect for the Ancient Religions. I do not have affliction for the Ancient Religions I only expound my dislike for the Modern Religions. In any case it was a beautiful and meaningful day. Even the office party that was taking place on the other side of the room during our first dance couldn't blemish the overall beauty of the day. It was great to see my family embrace our wish

Relax And Enjoy
TODAYS MOTIVATIONAL QUOTE :) Relax and enjoy The world will wind you up into a tight little ball if you let it. Don't let it. Relax and enjoy the ever-changing flow of being alive. There's no point in working yourself into a frenzy about anything. The more uptight you are, the more mistakes you make. Relax, stop taking everything so seriously, and you'll find that you're vastly more effective. Put a big, authentic and friendly smile on your face. Put some delightful positive thoughts in your mind. The worst that could happen will almost certainly not happen. And even if it does, you'll find a way to handle it. Live with passion and purpose while letting go of the tension and anxiety. Relax and enjoy every moment as it comes, and you'll be giving the world your very best. -- Ralph Marston

Folders Labeled "don't Rip"
Being naive, ASpie and whatnot I find this hard to understand. Now that there is a feature that allows you to set a folder to "no-rip", making it a test instead - ... I'll put it this way instead; if yours is the sort of personality inclined towards that sort of test, mine is the sort of personality much inclined to be far away from yours. Is that at all clear?

December 30, 2007
When you have quiet a bit of history with someone and about eighty percent of it is bad; why do you think about it so fucking much? I know there are alot of us out there that know the entire situation is wrong but I guess the out come we are looking for may seem that it may follow through. But in the back of our minds way deep down we know that we are just lying to ourselves. Then the questions arise: when is enough, enough?, what is it going to take to realize what the real reality is? You can ask yourself those questions over and over but is thier ever an answer? That certain someone knows how to get in your head and keep you thier and every word that comes out of thier mouth is truthful to you but bullshit to everyone else. So like a dumb ass you stay, you sleep, you buy, you basically do whatever it is they desire but it's gone in an instant and you feel like shit! Then when you actually know your tired of it and just totally loose contact right when your on the right track, they c

Weight Training
A new friend of mine is a body builder. We went out today and did a lot of cardio a the gym: elliptical trainer, treadmill, swimming ect. Starting this next week we are going to be doing weight training. That is what I like to do. I did a lot of it when I was in high school and some afterwards. I stopped when I married my ex husband ( he thought it was stupid). I started a little of it since I left my ex- but not like I should. It will be nice to have someone push to do what I know that I can. After the work out we came back and watched the MET-RX worlds strongest man competition. I find it fascinating always have, that is what started me on my weight training in high school are all of the fitness shows that I would watch. Do not get me wrong, I do not want to be this huge female body builder. I have never wanted to look like that. I just want to be toned with some muscle definition.

How To Make Love...
Ingredients: 4 Laughing eyes 4 Well-shaped legs 4 Loving arms 2 Firm milk containers 2 Nuts 1 Fur-lined mixing bowl 1 Firm banana Directions: 1. Look into laughing eyes. 2. Spread well-shaped legs with loving arms. 3. Squeeze and massage milk containers very gently. 4. Gently add firm banana to mixing bowl, working in and out until well creamed. For best results. Continue to knead milk containers. 5. As heat rises, plunge banana deep into mixing bowl and cover with nuts, leave to soak (preferably NOT overnight). 6. The cake is done when banana is soft. If banana does not soften, repeat steps 3-5 or change mixing bowls. Notes: 1. If you are in an unfamiliar kitchen, wash utensils carefully before and after use. 2. Do not lick mixing bowl after use. 3. If cake rises, leave town.

The Five Stages Of Drinking
The Five Stages of Drinking LEVEL 1: It's 11:00 on a weeknight, you've had a few beers. You get up to leave because you have work the next day and one of your friends buys another round. One of your UNEMPLOYED friends. Here at level one you think to yourself, "Oh come on, this is silly, why as long as I get seven hours of sleep (snap fingers), I'm cool.". LEVEL 2: It's midnight. You've had a few more beers. You've just spent 20 minutes arguing against artificial turf. You get up to leave again, but at level two, a little devil appears on your shoulder. And now you're thinking, "Hey! I'm out with my friends! What am I working for anyway? These are the good times! Besides, as long as I get five hours sleep (snaps fingers) I'm cool.". LEVEL 3: One in the morning. You've abandoned beer for tequila. You've just spent 20 minutes arguing FOR artificial turf. And now you're thinking, "Our waitress is the most beautiful woman I've ever seen!" At level three, yo

"i Cut Myself"
"i hate myself but why do you hate me? i wanna love you but you only berate me i won't die for anybody else when i think about you i cut myself. i hate myself i want you to love me i'll bleed for you but you only shove me. i hate myself you don't even like me i'm so damn sad- i'm gonna strike me"

The Fireman And The Little Girl- Do To My Husband Being A Fireman
The fireman and the little girl A fireman is polishing his fire engine outside the fire station when he notices a little girl next door in a little red cart with little ladders hung on the side and a garden hose tightly coiled in the middle. The little girl is wearing a fireman's helmet and has the cart tied to a dog and a cat. The fire-fighter walks over to take a closer look: "That's a lovely fire engine,' he says admiringly. 'Thanks,' says the little girl. The fireman looks closer and notices the little girl has tied one of the cart's strings to the dog's collar and one to the cat's testicles. 'Little colleague,' says the fire-fighter, 'I don't want to tell you how to run your fire engine, but if you were to tie that rope around the cat's collar, I think you could probably go a lot faster.' The little girl pauses for a moment, looks at the wagon, at the dog and at the cat, then shyly looks into the fireman's eyes and says: 'You're probably right, but then I woul

New Years Contest!
my new years contest starts tonight at 8 pm ....please click on my pic in the comments section of my profile and please help me out......whom ever helps me out the most i will give 50,000 fu bucks...will be keeping tabs I WANT TO WIN THIS THING! SO PLEASE BE DEAR FRIENDS AND HELP ME OUT!XOXOXOXO

Rounders
Hello all or the one person who clicked on this, This is an entry I will call my favorite movies. This weeks movie is Rounders. Rounders came out in 1998 and took in a modest amount of money at the box office. The movie stars the always solid Matt Damon and Edward Norton as collage law student and low rent criminal respectively. These characters are connected by a childhood where the Ed Norton character ("Worm") takes the fall for his friend at a prep school that neither of their parents can afford. The movie revolves around the ever popular card game No Limit Texas Hold 'em. Before this movie came out I never heard of the game but now it's everywhere including ESPN. The movie pulls you into this little known world right from the beginning when Matt Damon grabs his stash from every possible hiding place in his apartment. He is going to make a "Run" at it. He loses and loses big. When worm comes out Damon is back in the game and he has a natural gift to Worm's cheating way

Interesting Sex Facts
♥ Everyday, 200 million couples around the world have sex, which is about over 2000 couples at any given moment. ♥ Women are most likely to want to have sex when they are ovulating. ♥ 30% of women over the age of 80 still have sexual intercourse either with their spouse or boyfriends. ♥ Mosquitoes, which mate in the air, perform a sex act that lasts only 2 seconds. ♥ Women with a Ph.D. are twice as likely to be interested in a one-night stand than those with only a Bachelor's degree. ♥ Fellatio ranks as the number one sexual act desired by heterosexual men. ♥ Australian women have sex on the first date more than women the same age in the USA and Canada. ♥ It's illegal to have sex without a condom in Nevada. ♥ Today, Japan leads the world in condom use. Like cosmetics, they're sold door to door, by women. ♥ More Americans lose their virginity in June than in any other month (must be all those weddings

Medianoche
My cellphone rings, but before I answer I must tell you don't cry. They will come and go and he will come and not go if it is worth it. Worth what? Priceless you are. Not gold or titanium but the rarest of rare elements. You can't be mixed in with anything else. One of a kind, unique. I can't even begin to compare you with anyone else. Not even me. Docile, yet strong, powerful. Everything you touch turns into a beautiful hue. You've painted that town from pale snow white to sunny and bright. It was blind from such greatness until you came along. You taught it how to appreciate its own greatness. They are lucky to have you there. Lucky to live the way they do filling their glass with their juice to escape their fears that are only absent for that moment. Here come the tears. Another reason to gulp it down, but that's the cycle. Wash it down, rinse the glass, then the world starts spinning right before your eyes and you hurl it all out, then its over, only to begin the c

Update
Hi All! I just wanted to let you know what's going on with me. If you didn't read my earlier blog titled *Yawn*, this might not make sense to you. Check it out if you want to. My problem started getting better on it's own on Christmas day. I was so relieved! Until this morning.....ugh. It started up again and is worse than before. I still can't get in to see the doc until January 7, but I will be calling every day to see if they have any cancellations. Meanwhile, I'm trying my best to rest and take it easy. Kinda hard with 3 other people to take care of. LOL Anyway, I'm probably not going to be on here much for the next week. I'll try to answer your messages when I see them. I hope all of you have a safe and wonderful New Year! Remember New Year's Eve is amateur night for drinkers. Please be very careful!! FEEDINGTHEDESIRE.COM.COM Hugs and Kisses to all of you! I miss you! Laurie

When You Thought I Wasnt Looking
When You Thought I Wasn't Looking When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw you hang my first painting on the refrigerator, and I wanted to paint another one. When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw you feed a stray cat, and I thought it was good to be kind to animals. When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw you make my favorite cake for me, and I knew that little things are special things. When you thought I wasn't looking, I heard you say a prayer, and I believed there is a God I could always talk to. When you thought I wasn't looking, I felt you kiss me goodnight, and I felt loved. When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw tears come from your eyes, and I learned that sometimes things hurt, but it's all right to cry. When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw that you cared and I wanted to be everything that I could be. When you thought I wasn't looking, I looked... and wanted to say thanks for all the things I saw when you thought I wasn't looking.

Grrr
so today i'm attending the rosary at the funeral home and then tomorrow is the thing itself. i made a collection of songs that she loved and ones that i felt appropriate and i'll hand them out to family members later i guesss... hmmmm... new years... i dunno if i'm doing my annual getting plastered at the space needle... too much i think... but man do i want to... btw, does anyone know when the paain from the tooth is suppposed to end????

Another Random Entry
i've just been noticing since i've signed up that more and more people are posting "mumms" that are not mumms. mumm- make up my mind. the last one i read said, do you like no strings attached sex..? that isn't even close to a mumm. another thing i've noticed is a lot of people on this site like to fan you, rate you, but then not add you. if you're going to that much trouble, go ahead and add me...i mean i'm either going to say yes or no. but if you are that anal about a few trivial points from getting a friend request then don't even fan or add me. i don't do that stuff when i browse people i want to be friends with. it's just dumb.

Do I Qualify As Sane??
I'm kinda havin' an existential break right now. I am admittedly about a half bubble off plumb, but I think that maybe I'm farther than that anymore. Now, I ain't sayin' that I wanna die, or start datin' members of my own sex, but I am starting to wonder about my sense of self and justice. I used to know what I was capable of, my skills and whatnot. Now, I don't really know, or maybe I don't really wanna. I can still do amazing things with steel and wood, but I find myself starting to wonder why I can do what I do. If you hand me a flat piece of good steel, I'll hand you back a good knife that's ready for war. Give me a drawing and the appropriate supplies, I'll give you what you asked for. You want a tank, I'll build you a tank. Now on the flip side, you hand me a gun, I'll hand you back a highly tuned tool of warfare. It's my nature. I have an M1911A-1 .45acp pistol that'll run perfect and punch 8 holes into 2" no matter what. I have a Beretta m96 .40 S&W that'll run all day and grou

When God Made Truckers
When the Lord was creating Truck Drivers, he was into his sixth day of overtime when an angel appeared and said, "You're doing a lot of fiddling around on this one." And the Lord said, "Have you read the spec on this order?" " A truck driver has to be able to drive 10-12 hours per day, through any type of weather, on any type of road, know the highway traffic laws of 48 states and 10 provinces, he has to be ready and able to unload 40,000 lbs of cargo after driving thru the night, sleep in areas of cities and towns that the police refuse to patrol." " He has to be able to live in his truck 24 hours a day 7 days a week for weeks on end, offer first aid and motorist assistance to his fellow travelers, meet just in time schedules, and still maintain an even and controlled composure when all around him appear to have gone mad." " He has to be in top physical condition at all times, running on black coffee and half-eaten meals; he has to have six pairs of hands." The angel

Friends Wit Benefits
Statistically speaking, unless you are a total hermit, social retard, or ugly as a bag of spoiled monkey food... There's at least 1 person on your fubar that wants to date you or sleep with you. So..... lets play "friends w/ benefits" The rules are simple... if you want to date the person who posted this, send them a message to their inbox saying "Im yours". If you just want to sleep with them and stay friends, send them a message that says "I'd hit it". SCARED? LOL THE TWIST IS YOU HAVE TO REPOST THIS, EVEN IF YOU'RE TAKEN & see who replies. There is at least 1 person on your list that wants to date you, and maybe more that want to sleep with you. SO... re-post as "Friends with Benefits", as it doesn't matter if your married, in a relationship,single, gay or straight! You opened it so you HAVE to repost it! A test of your bravery. Don't be a chicken!!

Truckers Christmas
Twas the night before Christmas. He drove all alone. In a freightliner condo made of steel and cargo. I had come down highway With foot to the floor, And to see just who, was behind that door. I looked all about, A strange sight I did see. No kids, No wife, Not even a family. No wreath on grill, Just a man with a smile, I read on the truck, we go the extra mile. With lights of color, Wheels spinning round, I thought to myself, He must be city bound. For this truck was different, It was dark and dreary, I found the home of a trucker, Once I could see clearly. The driver sat driving, Silent, Alone, Sitting up on the seat In this one bedroom dome. The face was so gentle, The truck looked a new, Not how I pictured A professional driver, who knew. Was this the hero of whom i'd just read? Who saved a small child, From being dead? I realized the families That I saw that night. Owed their lives to these truckers Who drive by night. Soon

Ghosts In The Night
They travel cross our land at night From coast to coast they are a site They're large and tall and long and sleek Can travel coast to coast within a week They work for their owners that have a need They have a special job to do They fill the needs of me and you They travel both near and far from home But they spend most of their time alone They must leave their families behind But they are definitely one of a kind We never really learn to appreciate their skills Or realize they're determined to conquer those hills They are like the ghosts of the night But oh they are such a beautiful site Their lights twinkle as they travel the roads Moving to deliver all of their loads They are the giants that travel to your town and mine They are the trucks of the highway, and one of them is mine

Purgatory
I follow this line with ghost of the pass. Of a family tradition, I am the last. It was pass on to my father by those before him. And of this family tree I am the last limb. These men a tall shadow they did cast. For me to carry on their legacey from the past. My destiny they have cut the way. I am to travel the highway, day to day. Their spirits are bound in this cab with me. Heaven nor Hell can set us free. We roam this land like cast outs from above. Our torement now was once our love. We gave up god, family and home, To take this truck and travel alone. We all live by the same story. And now we are forever in this Truckers Purgatory.

Long Black Ribbon
The glimmering black ribbon stretches before me, reaching into endless darkness far ahead, begging I follow - follow unspoken promises of returning into new born light. On its' back I run. Fearsome, ancient mountains, pushed outward from her raging host, deep scars slashed in her earthen flesh, never healing, open wounds parting the landscape upon which black ribbons lay. Her silent agony grants me passage. On her back we run. Wood and steel stabbed through bloodless shoulders. Words and pictures speak of destinations, renewal. Towers of glass and stone shield the roving masses. Reaching, seizing, always more. False prophets of light fracture the sky, pushing back a hidden night. My black ribbon a refuge from the void of souls. On its' back I run. Hearts exiled, infinite returns to the end of our begining, witnesses to meaningless, faceless seasons. Tortured whispers, embraced by loves tears, fall. The black ribbon. On its' back we run. The glimmering bl

Iliteracy In Fuland?
Okay people... it has come to my attention and I'm sure others as well. WHY do people choose to be illiterate when it comes to profiles? I wonder if there are people who actually wonder WHY someone did not add them into their fu-circle. Personally I don't think it's too much to ask for someone to READ MY PROFILE. I mean after all YOU'RE the one wanting ME to add YOU. I take the courtesy to actually READ your profile, provided there is something to read. Otherwise I don't even bother requesting to add you. But hey! Thats just me... So be fair warned or not. If you want me to add you READ my profile. Cuz if you DO NOT have a SALUTE or put something in the request field you WILL be DENIED. I just did a few cuz they can't seem to read. I'm NOT here to see how many friends I can get. There is a REASON why I don't have thousands of friends. Not even I can't keep up with that many! So on that note.. I hope you all have a wonderful day!

Dec 29 Thru Jan1 Punishment
CORPORAL PUNISHMENT SAYS THAT THESE BADD GIRLS NEED TO BE PUNISHED! Sunshine*Corporal Punishment* Sarge's Bad Girls@ fubar WHIP THEM, SPANK THEM OR TIE THEM UP, BUT REMEMBER TO LEAVE THE LOVE ALL OVER THEIR PAGE! Ecuadorian Goddess-Promoter of Goddess' BadBoys Of Fubar-AfterHrs Greeter-Sgt.Raiders fuwife@ fubar BAD DD ( lots of new pics)@ fubar Meowzette

Sensual Amber
My ispiration came from a bottle of bubble bath that I use at night called Sensual Amber. SENSUAL AMBER I am sensual amber, Warm and delicious, Sinfully sweet, Yet wicked and vicous, I am sensual amber, Come drink of my liquor, Become drunk from my beauty, and die even quicker, My skin is vanilla, Lips cherry red, Eys soft and green, And hair cinnimon red, My warmth beckons you, Gaze into my eyes, Melt into me love, My flames hypnotise, I am dripping molasis, Sticky and sweet, Come taste of my pleasures, And get burned by the heat, I will scrorch your soft flesh, But you'll love how I burn, I will boil your blood, And cause you to yearn, I'm a little of heaven, and a little of hell, I have you entranced, You Are under my spell, For I am sensual amber, Warm and deliciouS, Sinfully sweet, Yet wicked and vicous, I am sensual amber, Come drink of my liquor, Become drunk from my beauty, and die even quicker. The End

House Of Pain
The House of Pain This is house that u have built to protect, but u let ur guard down and let them close to u. Therefore u open the windows and doors and let them in, and that is when the House of Pain prevails itself.

Ideal Man?
Ok, ladies - so what is your ideal man? You can only choose from the following traits 1)Muscular, fit, strong, arogant, hard headed 2)Intelligent, funny, but a bit shy 3)Talk the talk, charismatic, well hung 4)Passionate, good natured, not too attractive 5)Attractive, un-kind, selfish, but loaded 6)Sarcastic, cruel, very successful, a looker 7)Massive willy, ugly face, unsucessful 8)Dyanamic, go getter, own man, sporty 9)Health mad, conservationist, artist 10)Life saver, no time for you, caring

New Year
Well, I thought this would be a good.. first blog.. Well first off .. I am always stressed and worrying about this and that.. well.. I am hoping to start off my new year and every you after that good.. I am tired of relationships where i am always being bitched at and told its over then told its not ... its fucks with my brain.. which don't need any more fucking with.. I don't need to end up in stress center ( mental hospital) I just want that one special person to love me and me to love her... (true love) .. I am pretty sure i have found that person.. but how my luck things always tend to not work.. idk if its my disorders or what but.. i am not going let this special person go.. we can work through anything and everything that is thrown are way.

If I Had Just One More Day
If I Had Just One More Day, to make you smile, I would run a mile to be with you. If I had just one more day, to make you laugh. I would climb that mountain regardless how steep it was, just to be with you. If i had just one more day, to give you a hug, i would ride on a flying rug just to be close to you my friend. If i had just one more day, to be with you. If i had just one more day i would call your name hopes that you could hear, i would wipe away your tears, and chase away your fears, if i had just one more day to be with you my friend. if i had just one more day, to be with you my friend. i would run a million miles just to make you smile If I had just one more day.

Justice For All On Court Tv
Pre-Paid Legal Media Spotlight Event JUSTICE FOR ALL | ACCESSING THE PROMISE Pre Paid Legal will be featured on Court TV! Justice for all is a nice idea, but does it really happen in our courtrooms when lawyer fees seem to be outside of the average person’s budget? The majority of injustices never find their way into the courtroom. As life happens around us, there are times when unfairness rears its ugly head. The examples are limitless: * a company denies a warranty claim * a service provider overcharges a client * a credit card company takes advantage of a person they claim to want to help * and thousands more… When it happens, perhaps we make a few calls, talk to a few supervisors, but sadly, most of us are forced to pay the fee of whatever injustice that day brought and move on. It doesn’t have to work that way. More than 3 ½ decades ago Pre-Paid Legal became a pioneer in the legal industry and today provides access to justice for common, and n

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As i sit here with you on my mind I can't help but ask myself if it's real this time I couldn't dream of a women more Perfect and Kind Not perfect in a since of Flawlessness But perfect in a since of everything a man could Desire You have bought out a side of me i thought That i would never see again With a love so strong, it has to be sin Tho i must admit at first it was lust Then out of nowhere i fell in love with the thought of us I still remember the first time you said you loved me You sent my head flying higher than the highest tree Because you seen through Everything and yet still loved me for ME...

Do You Want To Own Me
FUBAR AUCTION IS NOW OPEN MIN BID IS 100,000 FU BUCKS HIGHEST BID WINS AUCTION RUNS 1 WEEK ALL CASH VALUE BIDS CONVERTED TO FU BUCKS $1= 50000 fu bucks $5=250000 fu bucks $10=500000 fu bucks $20=1000000 fu bucks $50=2500000 fu bucks $100=5 million fu bucks What Im offering is 100 11's during that month(during HHs) Rating Stash & Photos Daily Comment Personalised Graphics including animations Owned by ..... on my name A link to their page from my page A weekly pimp out Plus anything else I can think of at the time

Okkervil River.
Sit back, no song is written, nothing you thought of yourself. It's just a ghost that came unbidden to this house. This infection gets stronger every year, this seed in the water of your tear, there is no escaping it. This seed in the water of your tear. The way an unborn baby's ear unfolds in your belly, this infection gets stronger every year. This direction of a tear rolling down your cheek, and there is no escaping it. There is no escaping the thing that is making its home in your radio. Bless this tiny alley; we have fallen, from tall buildings we have fallen through the air into a garden sweetly smelling of the softest sleeping flowers (now they sit under the sidewalk, now they're waiting for the shining of some future sun to show us all that is your beauty and all that brings you pleasure); I could sigh into your hide and say "I hope I'm here forever, but black sheep boy--with your lovers, with your list of favorite pillows, with your list of missing children, with the wall w

Not As Some Loves...
Sometimes, some loves will merely drop away— indifference will most any love condemn. It's best that some loves die, and then decay. Sometimes, contention sends weak loves astray, and love grows stagnant, dull, before the end. Sometimes some loves will merely drop away, but not a proper love, a love for which we pray, one that is fervent, and never needs amends. It's best that some loves die, and then decay. Our love's not weak. It's firm. Yes, others say that they'll be always joined. But that's pretend. Sometimes some loves will merely drop away. That's not our love. Ours is the only way to make us whole, both as lovers and as friends. It's best that some loves die and then decay. At end our love is sure. Again I say our love is straight, is pure—our love won't bend. Sometimes some loves will merely drop away. It's best that some loves die and then decay. Is this even possible? Can this happen even if we were to fight with all we ha

My Link To Contest/giveaway Please Help Me
THE KING OF FUBAR ARE COMING DOWN THE RED CARPET! SHOW STOPPER AND THE SEXIEST MEN ONLINE BAR! HERE ARE THE CONTESTANTS FOR THE 30TH AT 7 PM...................! AKAMRS. T @ FUBAR_ Music Video:BRING EM OUT (by T.I.)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone CONTESTANT # 1 CONTESTANT # 2 CONTESTANT # 3 CONTESTANT # 4

13 Steps To Inner Control
1. I honor the energy of *birch*, for a new beginning. I am able to change myself as I will to do. So mote it be! 2. I honor the energy of *rowan* for protection against evil enchantment. I will not hobble myself with the chains of past failures. So mote it be! 3. I honor the energy of *alder*, for the protection of my inner oracle. I will listen to the voice of the Goddess Within. So mote it be! 4. I honor the energy of *willow*, for the lunar rhythms within me as a woman. I will recognize and heed my own body's cycles. So mote it be! 5. I honor the energy of *ash*, the magician's staff. I will recognize that "as above, so below," I play a part in the larger scheme of things. I will link my inner and outer worlds. So mote it be! 6. I honor the energy of *hawthorn* for cleansing and restraint. I will choose what I place within my body, and empty myself of all that violates my personal well-being. So mote it be! 7. I honor the energy of *o

Contest Info ...part....1.......
GET Your Golden Tickets These Wonderful People have...Dont be scared... What can it hurt...Work harder for those Fu-BUcks and have fun why your doing it...Golden Tickets are $500.00 a piece..ANd you can send them through your Fu-Pal just in case you was wondering how...And If you dont want them buy them for your friends..Its a great way to Start off the New Year Year.. Get Them While In DEMAND.....12/30/2007 until 1/30/2008.... southerndelightt@ fubar SO LETS START IT OFF WITH THE GOLDEN TICKET BUYERS........ Cathy Jo The Sisterhood@ fubar $50,000.00 ((100)) Tickets ~Sweet Shalyna~TN Hottie™~FuOwned by DomKing123~@ fubar $50,000.00 ((100)) Tickets lexi-dragongirl@ fubar $ 1,000.00 ((02)) Tickets ☠AZRIEL☠ OWNER OF AZ'S ANGELS {graveyard family member}@ fubar $ 500.00 ((01)) Ticket ~~DJ OzzKat™~Club F.A.R~I.B.I.C~The Sisterhood~@ fubar $ 5,000.00 ((10)) Tickets **Stargazer**(member of Flamming hearts )@ fuba

Get Your Golden Tickets...
GET YOUR GOLDEN TICKET TODAY!! From December 30th to January 30th we will be holding a Golden ticket contest. Each golden ticket costs 500 Fu-bucks and counts as one entry. You can purchase them for yourself or for others. When doing a Fu-pal to pay for your ticket(s) Please make sure and put how many tickets you are buying as well as the name and link to the persons profile. We will update the results daily. For every ticket you purchase, you will be given a number. Now although you won't get a seperate ticket for each individual entry..you WILL recieve your numbers for every entry. At the end of the month we will draw 10 numbers (tickets). Those 10 will be winners of the prizes below: What's in it for you? - There are REAL prizes involved!!! At the end of the month, Prizes will be given to the 10 winners..The prizes that are up for grabs are: 1 Happy Hour 1 One month Blast 2 7 Day blasts 4 3 day blasts 2 1 month VIPs And the person with the most

Pat
Pat Benatar is a certified rock'n'roll superstar, a four-time Grammy winner with six platinum and four gold albums to her credit as well as such hit singles as "I Need A Lover," "Heartbreaker," "Fire and Ice," "Treat Me Right," "Hit Me With Your Best Shot," "Hell Is For Children," "Shadows of the Night," and "Love Is A Battlefield." Long acknowledged as one of the leading female rock vocalists in the industry, Benatar will be embarking on her first live concert dates in over two years before going into the studio to record her first album since '93's Gravity's Rainbow. After capturing industry ears with her showcases at New York's Catch A Rising Star, Benatar signed to Chrysalis Records and released the million selling "In The Heat of the Night" in 1979, followed by the multi-platinum "Crimes of Passion" a year later. From 1980-83, she captured an unprecedented four straight Grammysin the category "Best Rock Vocal Performance, Female" for the Top Five album "Crimes of Passion" ('80)

Hate Me!!
I was told I was the most hated woman on Fubar due to a friend of mine!! Hate me or love me either way you are thinking about me. Why can't you ask me the questions if you want to know something instead of hating on me. All the advice I can give you dumb ass haters is, "Don't hate the player hate the game". This bitch knows how to play the game and play it well. So, all yal haters back the fuck off of me. More eComments

Get Your Golden Tickets..........
GET YOUR GOLDEN TICKET TODAY!! From December 30th to January 30th we will be holding a Golden ticket contest. Each golden ticket costs 500 Fu-bucks and counts as one entry. You can purchase them for yourself or for others. When doing a Fu-pal to pay for your ticket(s) Please make sure and put how many tickets you are buying as well as the name and link to the persons profile. We will update the results daily. For every ticket you purchase, you will be given a number. Now although you won't get a seperate ticket for each individual entry..you WILL recieve your numbers for every entry. At the end of the month we will draw 10 numbers (tickets). Those 10 will be winners of the prizes below: What's in it for you? - There are REAL prizes involved!!! At the end of the month, Prizes will be given to the 10 winners..The prizes that are up for grabs are: 1 Happy Hour 1 One month Blast 2 7 Day blasts 4 3 day blasts 2 1 month VIPs And the person with the most

Dust In The Wind
I close my eyes Only for a moment, then the momen't gone All my dreams Pass before my eyes, a curiosity Dust in the wind All they are is dust in the wind Same old song Just a drop of water in an endless sea All we do Crumbles to the ground, though we refuse to see Dust in the wind All we are is dust in the wind, ohh Now, don't hang on Nothing lasts forever but the earth and sky It slips away And all your money won't another minute buy Dust in the wind All we are is dust in the wind All we are is dust in the wind Dust in the wind Everything is dust in the wind Everything is dust in the wind The wind

Love's Rapture 2
Love's Rapture Follow me, release your love, Join me at love's Elysium. Envisage my body neatly buried Beneath the petals of your seduction. Reveal to me your secret desires, Encompass your warmth around my soul. Dance with me, chant my name, Feel the passion burn within. Embrace this moment, as we two Indulge in love's rapture.

Last Free Newsletter
Humility, Errors, Misconception etc. 12/30/2007 Dear readers. This is the last FREE newsletter getting to your email box. First let wish everyone of you a fantastic New Year and THANKS all of you for your support. I will do all in my power to give you accurate information and education material throughout the year if you are a VIP “Cosmic Code” subscriber. However NEVER forget errors are only a part of the human experience and as always never assume anything about anyone unless you know the facts. Yesterday I wrote a newsletter titled “Fatal Dragon Of Mrs. Bhutto” and mentioned a few people born with the Dragon’s Tail (negative) in Leo (fame/life/ego). I also referred to Ron Paul having the same Dragon’s Tail in Leo than Steve Irwin, Princess Diana and Mrs. Bhutto when actually he has not. Ron Paul’s Dragon’s Tail is in Cancer (July 4th 1776/USA) and his Dragon’s Head (luck) is located in the sign of Capricorn (politics). With so many things going on in my life things

Stupid Shit
WHY DO PEOPLE DO STUPID SHIT????? LIKE CHEAT, LIE, BREAK YOUR HEART, TELL YOU THEY LOVE YOU WHEN THEY DON'T, SOME ARE ONLY AFTER ONE THING.... WHATS THE POINT????? THERE AIN'T ONE!!!!! BUT THEN PEOPLE LIKE ME WHO HAS A BIG HEART LOOKS OVER ALL THAT STUPID SHIT & STILL CARES!!!! & I KNOW SOME OF THIS MAY NOT MAKE ANY SENSE.... BUT HEY IT'S OK LOL

Lita
Lita Ford Biography Birth Name: Carmelita Rossanna Ford Date of Birth: 19 September 1958 Place of Birth: London, England, UK Spouse: Jim Gillette (13 May 1994 - present); Chris Holmes (1986 - 1992) Trivia and Miscellaneous Information * 36B * Was in the all girl rock band the Runaways with 'Joan Jett' * Is Italian * Guitar magazine voted her Best Female Guitarist (1989) * Married former Nitro singer, Jim Gillette on May 13th, 1994 * Son named James Leonard Gillette, born on May 13th, 1997 He was 6lbs 10oz and 17 3/4 inches * Gave birth to a second son in June 2001 * Grammy nominee 1982 for Best Female Rock Performance, alongside Wendy O. Williams and Pia Zadora Combined Filmography Edgeplay (2002) [Actress .... Herself] Detroit Rock City (1999) [Composer] Southie (1998) [Composer] "Howie" (1992) TV Series [Musician: lead guitar] Highway to Hell (1992) [Actress .... The Hitchhiker] "Herman's Head" (1991) [Actress .... Herself] Episode: "Love Me Two-Timer" (episode

Moving
I'll be gomne for a week moving into my new home. I have to get the net set up through the cable company at the new house. So email me if you want to keep in touch between now and then . I'll be back as soon as I can

I Just Dont Know Anymore..men Suck
well ...gee where to start..well for starts i really hate men!!!..lol.. the recent "relationship" i just got out of was a FUCKING JOKE..apparently i was just a rebound...lmao .he did'nt give a shit about me ...didnt give a shit that i was pregnant with his kid i ended up miscarryin... i should of seen this crap coming but i guess u could say that i was blind i thought he' cared about me ,things were soo great..but it was too good to be true he pretty much broke my heart and now i have to somehow explain to my 3yr old daughter why he isnt coming around ...and she aint stupid shes a smart little girl screws me over with a cell phone... but i guess all men are assholes..and all i have to say is karma is a bitch so watch out and when it comes to u i hope it bites u right in the ass hard... i mean yeah im pissed off at no end but deep down i still have all these feelings for him that wont go away I GIVE UP THATS ALL THERE IS TO IT AFTER HE BROKE MY HEART I JUST DO

Times Like This
It's at times like this that you realize the things you are blessed with, the things you have lost, and all things in between. Your heart is filled with joy and sullen with sadness. Erupting with laughter and toppled with anguish. The crux of the situation is often lost in translation. Although it may be easy to let one take control, maintaining the harmony is paramount. You never want to forget what you have, but do not want to disregard your mistakes. It is from the latter that one masters the most. To err is human and those that forget the past, are doomed to repeat it. So you live to lead another day, hoping that tomorrow is healthier than the past. That all of this has some greater purpose, that faith can lead you to higher ground and one can find peace on this place called Earth. Chad

For Hot Ladies Only! =)
I will tribute another cutie soon, I will do it live on my webcam. Let me know if you want to watch, just send me a message with your Yahoo Messenger ID. Otherwise, check my galleries! :) - Some skin for friends album (must be FRIEND over 18) - Shots Gallery album (must be FRIEND over 18) - Made for Me album (must be FRIEND over 18) - Tribute album (must be FRIEND over 18) Kisses Nice Boy PS: Comments on my pictures and videos are also welcome :) Below, you can see what to expect:

General Stuff...
Things in General that we do not want to deal with but we do just cause because of Whom We Are. Why Do things and or People have to change in a Relationship.? The 4 Big Things that We need to make things go Right.... 1.)Trust, First and Close 2.)Honesty, Telling the Truth is Good 3.)Friendship, This is good because u always have to beable to talk outside of relationship 4.)Conversation, If U cant talk after sharing everything else, U should not be Together I (myself) have been in the dating scene and Married Scene for 15 yrs, And have 2 Beauitful Children whom I love with all my Heart. And if they were not here I dont think that I would really excist any other way else. I had my Daughter at 22 and my Son at 27. The Man Whom Came into My Life While I waz Pregnant with my Son Is a Great Man. I really dont get how Men are in Life. They Tell Us that they are looking 4 the Ideal Woman and when they come Across her, That is all they Do Look Across and walk away, But If th

I Believe
I believe the eyes are a gateway to the soul when they let you inside you will see the true beauty that lies beneath the persons skin the only way to see true beauty is first to see the beauty within yourself.....once you see the beauty in you the world will never look the same thorough your eyes

Faster-than-light Take: Sweeney Todd And The World's End (five Years From Now)
A miracle of sorts has happened: Watching TWO film musicals on the big screen in the same calendar year. Amazing. Not since my late junior high school years and falling instantly for cinematic versions of Jesus Christ Superstar, Godspell, Little Shop of Horrors, Tommy, Grease, West Side Story and Top Secret (dammit people, that IS a musical!) had I felt exuberant over musicals. But you know, the planets and closest constellations (not to mention the right plot, songs and casting) must first align to create the perfect storm for me. I'll keep this review of Sweeney Todd brief. It's bloody good. Pun and no pun intended. As I said on my MS calendar, it was another role Johnny Depp seemed destined to play, even when he first joined forces with Tim Burton for Edward Scissorhands. Still fresh of 21 Jump Street and film fans were beginning to take notice 16-17 FREAKIN' YEARS AGO! Burton has made a career out of reveling in the truly ghoulishly, sardonic, mischievous delights that reign

Too Funny !!!!!
HOW SMART IS YOUR RIGHT FOOT? I could not believe this!!! Just try this. It is from an orthopedic surgeon This will boggle your mind and you will keep trying over and over again to see if you can outsmart your foot, but, you can't! It's pre-programmed in your brain! 1. WITHOUT anyone watching you (they will think you are GOOFY......) and while sitting where you are at your desk in front of your computer, lift your right foot off the floor and make clockwise circles. 2. Now, while doing this, draw the number "6" in the air with your right hand. Your foot will change direction. I told you so!!! And there's nothing you can do about it! You and I both know how stupid it is, but before the day is done you are going to try it again, if you've not already done so. Send it to your friends to frustrate them too

Whats Your Love Sign?
Scorpio - Your Love Profile Your positive traits: You're red hot passion makes anyone you date feel extremely wanted Loyalty, to the point of doing anything to protect your lover You are mysterious and charismatic - and you easily draw people in Your negative traits: You tend to be paranoid and think that the worst is going on with your lover You turn cold and mean at the first sign of conflict in relationship You sometimes become obsessed with dates - so much so that you develop jealousy early on Your ideal partner: Someone who will take the time to win you over. Not an easy task! Is able to keep up with your carnal appetite... lots of stamina needed. Reassures you of their love and loyalty on a daily basis. Your dating style: Intense. You prefer to stay in with take out and conversation - so that no one else is distracting you and your date. Your seduction style: Hot. New partners have trouble believing that your libido is for real. You have incredi

What Pesonality Are You?
You May Be a Bit Borderline... Your mood swings make a roller coaster look tame! When you're up, you're a little bit crazy... And when you're down, your whole world is crashing Scary thing is, these moods can change by the minute!What Personality Disorder Are You?

Whats Your Religon
You are Agnostic You're not sure if God exists, and you don't care. For you, there's no true way to figure out the divine. You rather focus on what you can control - your own life. And you tend to resent when others "sell" religion to you.What's Your Religious Philosophy?

Up All Night
My 12 year old sun informed me yesterday he was staying up all night last night, playing on xbox. He is always asking to, and I knew this would get it out of his system. I let him stay up, but informed him he still had to go to church with me, and then go to lunch with the family. I sing in the choir so I had a perfect view of him in church. Watching him fighting to stay awake was one of the funniest things I have ever watched. He now regrets staying up all night lol.

L.o.v.e
i am a person who heart has never been broken i guess love to me was never spoken i been through situations, the things unknown my hearts been borrowed never owned the situation i go through my heart wonders why? if all was real or just a lie my hearts an amateur to this thing called LOVE the choices i have to make, is very tough the fact of hurting someone or getting hurt by the honesty of it or the lies and dirt with my situation my heart seeks advice whether to follow my instinct or say goodbye cause being in love you end up with 2 options the path of learning to let go or self destruction like one has told me, only time can tell it's the journey of finding out, suceed or fail my heart has this scared feeling of being hurt but as i am learning, cearly my hearts alert so as i take this journey of finding out all of what love has to offer and what it is about through the stories and advices told, i soon will see and my heart will no longer wonder about LOVE!!!!!!

B Day Creeping Up Again
Well, here's another b day com ing up on the 6'th. I'll be 36 yrs, but not really sure i have done a lot with my life. I've done the Army, been a rodeo rider(Bullrider), but im not sure if im satisfied with life yet. Should i just chalk it up to a midlife crisis, and just let it go. Or should i just follow the path im on now and see where it leads?

Booty Call Application
BOOTY CALL APPLICATION!!! Body: BOOTY CALL! Please fill out the below application if you want to be a booty call for this person. RE-POST IF U WANNA SEE WHO WANTS TO BE YOUR BOOTY CALL! Name: Age: Phone: Occupation: Height: weight: Married:(Y/N)__ Single(Y/N)__ Sexual Orientation: Age rangre of Booty Call recipient: How often do u wanna have sex?(check appropriate answer) Daily__ Weekly__ Monthly__ As much as possible__ How long can u last? (check appropriate answer) 1min ___ 15min__ 30min__ 1hr__ all nite__ Do u like Giving oral sex? (Y/N) What could you do for me that no one else could?: Which do u prefer? (check appropriate box) One on one __ Doubles__ Group___ While having sex, what do u do? (place "X" in all appropriate boxes) Faint__ Cry__ Moan__ Wiggle__ Twist__ Jerk about__ Pant__ Sweat__ Scream__ Hum__ Whistle__ Just lie there__ List three positions u like: 1. 2. 3. What is ur preferred pace? (place "X" in

Total Pigs!!
OMG!!! IM SOOO TIRED OF TRASH ON HERE ASKING ME TO SEE NAKED PICS,VIDS OR ANYTHING ELSE OF ME!!! GET IT IN YOUR THICK SKULL IM NOT SOME RANDOM WHORE FROM ONLINE LOOKING TO HOOK UP,SUCK YOUR DICK,GET NAKED OR WHATEVER NASTY THING YOU WANT FROM ME OR ANYOTHER CHICK ONLINE!!! IM WORTH WAY WAY WAY MORE THEN THAT!! I HAVE MORALS AND VALUES IN LIFE. OH OH OH THEN MY FAVE... YOU DOWN RATE ME OR CALL ME A WHORE??? UM HELLO I JUST TURNED YOU DOWN AND YOUR CALLING ME A WHORE? WOW, GET A LIFE OR SOME MEDS LOOSER! IF YOU THINK RATING ME A 1 OR CALLING ME A NAME IS GONNA HURT MY FUBAR FEELINGS....GET REAL! THIS IS THE INTERNET AND NO MATTER WHAT YOU SAY OR DO WILL EVER MAKE ME OR BRAKE ME, SO KEEP TRING YOU LOW LIFE,SCUM OF THE EARTH,NO BRAIN HAVING,SMALL DICK LOOSER!! YOU JUST MAKE IT EASER AND EASER FOR ME TO SIT BACK AND LAUGH AT YOU. :)

#1
I think it is about time to have one of my infamous rants lol I have been on fubar for nearly a week now and a few things are eye-catchingly (I know it’s not an official word) obvious. The first thing anyone would notice is the huge amount of cleavage galleries, especially of older women. The first thing that comes to my mind is that they must be trying to distract from something else, namely face and brain. But that would be like having to choose between electric chair and lethal injection; what ever you choose it is a bad choice lol But honestly, posting tons of booby pics? Where is the self-worth there? Would you not get attention otherwise? Are you so pathetically in need of attention? And then they complain about the perverts they attract. I am sorry but THEY are attracting THEM and have to take just as much blame for the drama they are creating. They want to come across like a cheap piece of meat then they shouldn’t complain if they are being treated just like this. Primit

Bad News...
last night, after work i got bad news of a friends passing.. he was a wonderful person that i knew through song.. he was on his way home yesterday from visiting his children in san antonio.. he will be missed greatly. R.I.P Ernie.. we will miss you always.

Stuttering Kitty
A teacher is explaining biology to her 4th grade students."Human beings are the only animals that stutter", she says. A little girl raises her hand. "I had a kitty-cat who stuttered", she volunteered. The teacher, knowing how precious some of these stories could become, asked the girl to describe the incident. "Well", she began, "I was in the back yard with my kitty and the rottweiler who lives next door got a running start and before we knew it, he jumped over the fence into our yard! "That must've been scary", said the teacher. "It sure was", said the little girl. "My kitty went 'Fffff,Fffff, Fffff'... and before he could say "Fuck," the rottweiler ate him!"

I’m Writing It Down
Sometimes a man’s mind and tongue seem disconnected. My mind realizes your wonderfulness, but my tongue might fail to tell you. Maybe, since my eyes and brain see how very obvious your lovely, endearing qualities are, my tongue thinks I don’t need to let you know. In case there is any doubt about what I am thinking and feeling, I am writing it down for you: I always think you are the prettiest, smartest, most wonderful, kindest, most loveable girl in all the world. I want to hug, kiss, love and adore you forever. Please try to have patience with the negligence of my tongue. I am working to keep it in the loop better.

Competition
hi, i am in a race with someone here on fubar. we are racing on leveling up. i am behind 15,000 points. Please help me by rating my photos and spreading the word. thank you to everyone that helps me to win

All The Things I Love About You
I love you for the warm, sweet affection in your eyes whenever you look at me, and the special smile you save only for me. I love that you always seek to have your body close to mine, reaching out to touch, to hold my hand, to wrap your arms around me. I love how you show me you care by looking for ways to make my life easier and more comfortable. I love that when I ask you to do things, you try to do them instead of thinking me demanding. I love that your favorite place is near me, that you’d rather be with me than anywhere else. I love you for more reasons than this page has space to write, so I’ll try to tell you and show you in person all the things I love about you.

Beautiful
My thoughts of you are like raindrops on flowers... Beautiful. My thoughts of you are like a rainbow at a splashing waterfall... Beautiful. My thoughts of you are like a full moon shining through a cloudy night sky... Beautiful. No matter what wonders my eyes have seen, Nothing compares to the beauty I see when I look at you. My love for you is beautiful.

New Friend Requests
Just like all Fubarians, I thrive on Friend Requests. When I see the "New Friend Request" thing-a-ma-bob light up I get a stiffy. At this point I'll click to find out who has added me. With any luck it's a sexy vixen, or at least a 'could be sexy vixen with 2 or 3 bottles or Jager in me'. Usually I'm wrong and it's some dude (hopefully with a shirt on) or someone who has chosen Pokemon for an icon. Let me continue by saying Pokemon is stupid, the game is stupid, the cartoon is stupid, and the movies are stupid. Pokemon is for stupid kids who dont know what not stupid is. Yet, I digress... Every once in a while I'll click and find a hot chick has requested my friendship...which makes me uber happy. I'll think to myself "maybe this internet chick will want to me since I am so fucking hot lol not but none the less" and I right click (not left), select 'open in new window', and wait for her spank-worthy pictures to load. When her profile finally load

Reasons Why
Our love is the long lasting kind; We’ve been together quite awhile. I love you for so many things, Your voice, your touch, your kiss, your smile. You accept me as I am; I can relax and just be me. Even when my quirks come out, You think they’re cute; you let me be. With you, there’s nothing to resist; You’re irresistible to me. I’m drawn to you in total trust; I give myself to you willingly. Your sweet devotion never fails; You view me with a patient heart. You love me, dear, no matter what. You’ve been that way right from the start. Those are just a few reasons why I’ll always love you like I do. We’ll have a lifetime full of love, And it will happen because of you.

Creatures Of The Fire
We swan-dive into the volcano, burning; We’re creatures of the fire, Mingled male and female, yearning For the heat, the sweet explosion of desire. I splash into the pleasure, all consuming; I’m joyfully insane, My passion for you deep, and fully blooming; Long after, sweet warm flickers still remain. You make my body sizzle with your kisses, And yet there’s so much more; My heart is kindled, too; It knows what bliss is, This closeness that I’ve never felt before. My body and my heart belong to you; I’m peaceful and complete. I see more adventures coming for we two, We creatures of the tender fire and heat.

A Love Song
Let me sing you a love song About what I feel in my heart; Butterflies can't find nectar Whenever we're apart. You're a flower in bloom. In the dark, in the gloom, It's you who brightens my day. How many ways do I need you? Every day, every way, come what may.

New Year’s Reflections
Looking back on the months gone by, As a new year starts and an old one ends, We contemplate what brought us joy, And we think of our loved ones and our friends. Recalling all the happy times, Remembering how they enriched our lives We reflect upon who really counts, As the fresh and bright new year arrives. And when I/we ponder those who do, I/we immediately think of you. Thanks for being one of the reasons I'll/We'll have a Happy New Year!

My Little Brother Is Gone......
As some of you know my brother Brian made a really bad choice and killed himself on Dec. 26th. He found a real perminent solution to some temporary problems and hurt alot of people who knew and loved him including his 9 yr old daughter.Telling her what happened last night almost sent me over the edge and i cant even begin to describe the pain in her cries and how much they to this moment haunt my consciousness. Last night alot of our friends came to my place to support me and console me and even friends here on fubar have been helping me through what is with out a doubt the hardest fukking thing i've ever had to deal with. I cant even begin to explain how horribly damn empty i feel inside and wish so bad i could just wake up and find that this was all just a bad fukking dream. Brian was one of the most energetic and happy people ive ever known and i admired his ability to bring others around him up when times were hard. I'll never understand why he did it and no-one including me saw i

The Gift Of A New Year
Here’s to the year that’s almost past its expiration date—2007. We all had some surprises, didn’t we? Some good, some distressing. Let’s use everything we got from our experiences, everything we learned, to enrich the new year. Here’s to the new year, 2008, a gift we haven’t opened yet. May its bright, shiny package contain even more than we hope for. And even while we’re delighting in new treasures, let’s appreciate fully what we already have— the blessings we take for granted. Make a list, and check it twice. And here’s to all you wonderful people (wave glass around to encompass the whole group) who are putting up with my toast; I hope in the new year you see yourselves the way I see you: intelligent, interesting, and likable. (Raise glass) To 2008: May it give a whole new meaning to the phrase, "the good life."

How F*ckable R U
Your Score: " The Punching bag" You are 79 fuckable! Yeah, you're fuckable. Probably fucked, too. You can be so wild sometimes that you may even be, well, how should I put this nicely, easy. Wild and kinky is good, but you should learn to use it in maderation. Hold out a bit when it comes to having sex with a new person. You don't have to let it all hang out! Sure, people want you, but it's probably because they know they could have you. It's ok to play hard-to-get once and a while. In fact, it makes you even sexier! Link: The how fuckable are you? Test written by ShizzleBitch on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the The Dating Persona TestView My Profile(ShizzleBitch)

Troubled Times
There comes a time in our life when we don't understand why things happen the way they do But God knows You see I know this because that time is now for me I cannot understand or see with my own eyes Because I have to trust in God to show me the way and to be my conscience He is my eyes and my guidance He will show me and lead me in the right direction I feel lost, but I know God will find my way I feel broken, but I know God will mend I want things to happen now, but I know I have to be patient I have given my life to Christ and I know that He is my forever friend! Sonya D. Free ©Sonya D. Free February 1996 I wrote this poem during a very troubled time in my life. I then submitted it to poetry.com where it was honored and published in Great Poems of Today by the Poetry Guild. I dedicated this to my dad, who had committed suicide in August 1997 when the book was released.

Ghost Colored Dawn
Ghost Colored Dawn (Written 1998) Her big green eyes moved over me. They would slide along slowly and then suddenly pounce on something, someone, as if there were many beautiful things in the world to watch, to explore. She was sitting on the edge of her bed, blinking her eyes at me, waiting patiently for me to finish. I was looking at a painting that she had completed only a few weeks before. I studied the black brush strokes that varied from intense to gentle against a pale bluish, almost ghost-colored dawn of a background. They merged to create an almost feminine form, so aesthetic, so mutable, so much a function of it’s own motion, the light across it, that any attempt at a static interpretation seemed doomed from the outset. The broad, black strokes began to fade towards the center or the painting, covered by faint impressions of a musty gray, not quite like fog, so much as mist. Not a mist that obscures, but more like one that surrounds, comforts, provides a gossam

Tears
Through the years I seemed to have cried so many tears sometimes wishing I had died I seem to trust and care too much And sometimes wonder Why I dare to crave that human touch even after he lied. ©Sonya D. Free October 3, 2007

Nightshade Blossoms
Nightshade Blossoms (Written 1998) Twenty-five days. It has been twenty-five days exactly since I have heard her voice, twenty-nine days since I have seen her face. The first minutes, hours and even days had been the easiest, of course. The bliss from our weeks together had been like the emotional euphoria from a thousand holidays wrapped into those briefest of moments that we had shared. The emotions had inevitable outlasted her presence, her essence outlasting her touch. After she left, flown away like some dove that belonged not on this undeserving Earth, had departed on the southern winds to some home more magical, more deserving. It is unfortunate that as a part of this world, I am equally undeserving of her, a fact that may not have been entirely lost on her. However powerful the emotions may have been, their ardor could not last forever. Now they are but a series of confused, vague memories that cloud my mind and serve to haunt me rather than comfort me. Ostensib

Want To Hear Me Sing?
I recorded some songs online a few months ago and have been searching for the site since my old computer crashed and I lost everything. So...go here and listen then come back here and give me your feedback please. Thanks so much!! The songs I recorded are two of my favorite songs. (1) Valentine by Martina McBride (2) Amazing Grace - Elvis Presley's version I hope yall enjoy and don't laugh too hard...LOL Here is the site: http://karaokeroom.com/profileView.php?user_id=1126 Be gentle on me please!! :-)

Whoever You Kiss At Midnight...
You know the old saying about whoever you kiss at midnight on New Year's Eve is the person you'll be spending the year with? Well... Any volunteers??? lol Have a Happy and SAFE New Years Everyone!!!!

Dark Day Winter
Dark Day Winter (Written 1998) I was thinking of her (when wasn’t I?). The familiar signs were all present; dry mouth, wet palms, slow breath. She was in my mind’s eye again, like some creature from some more perfect place, some place better than here. Such unlikely beauty in such a common place. The image forms slowly at first, then becomes a perfect simulacrum of her. Flawless, her skin and always cool, always pale. Her body was lithe, too graceful to appear at home on this Earth. Her hair was blonde, like she had been baptized in the purest platinum. It was shoulder length, but the gentle way it moved made it seem much longer, like her laughter. Her smile varied somewhere between seraphic and villainous. Her eyes had no less than every seasonal shade in them. The emerald of spring morning at the edge, the jade of high summer, then the gold of childhood autumn and at the center, the deepest black of a dark day winter. Most often I imagine her standing in front of me

A Broken Heart
Why do I feel like such a fool? I opened up and cared for you. I trusted my heart once again and now I feel it's been taken for a spin. Why do I always care so much? Why do I still crave your touch? Why is it so easy for some? Will I ever be lucky enough to find the one? Why is my heart so pure? I'm beginning to think I need a cure. My heart has so much love to give. Why couldn't you see what could have been? My heart was true, I cared for you. I think I'll give up on love for now. My heart was fragile couldn't you tell? Looking inside what do I see? A broken heart looking back at me. ©Sonya D. Free December 14, 2007

Doro Pesch
Information Name: Dorothee Pesch Born: June 3, 1964 Birthplace: Düsseldorf, Germany Training: Graphic designer and typesetter Musical Influences: KISS, Led Zeppelin and Judas Priest. First Band: Snakebite Second Band: The Nobodies Third Band: Warlock Music History 1983 - Founded the group Warlock 1984 - 1st album: Burning the Witches 1985 - 2nd album: Hellbound EP single: You Hurt My Soul 1986 - 3rd album: True as Steel 1987 - 4th album: Truimph & Agony Warlock breaks up and Doro continues under her name. 1989 - 5th album: Force Majeure 1990 - 6th album: Doro 1991 - 7th album: Rare Diamonds (Best of first 6 albums) - 8th album: True at Heart 1993 - 9th album: Angels Never Die - 10th album: Doro Live (Compilation from tours) 1995 - 11th album: Machine II Machine - 12th album: Machine II Machine Electric Club Mixes - 13th album: A Whiter Shade of Pale 1998 - 14th album: Love Me In Black

Pen, Broken
Pen, Broken (Written 1998) Beside the shirt, lying on the beige carpet of the bedroom, lay her pen, broken. I sat quietly and stared at it in something of a daze, reading the inscription, vaguely, repeatedly, hoping to find some small consolation in it. I had thought of the details of her journey, details she had described in the darkest witching hour of night, lying in my arms, talking as the warm night air had embraced us as much as we did each other. I imagined where she was at that moment, what she might be feeling, if anything. Would she cry? Small consolation if she did, and a smaller likelihood still. I could not imagine a woman with the least shred of compassion so coolly stripping me of the chance to say good-bye. Now I was sitting here as the minutes fell away to hours, staring at her pen. Such a meager offering on the altar of Passions Denied. A shirt, mine, but she had worn it that last night when her clothes accidentally became soaked because of a neglected sh

Should I Fall Away
Should I Fall Away (Written Sept 1997) The day was beautiful, but in a subtle way. It was one of those days when you wake up feeling good for no particular reason at all. You decide not to look at it too closely, you don’t want to know why you feel good. You just know that you feel that way now, and you want it to last forever. That particular Saturday was just such a day. It was late September. I had always loved the month of September since childhood, though I haven’t the slightest idea why. The wind was from the north and very light, so much so as to be barely noticeable. The sky was blue. Not a particularly brilliant blue, more watery than anything, but striking in it’s own way nonetheless. It was speckled with a few, silver-light, almost transparent clouds that drifted lazily across its countenance. We had just left the last of a few antique shops that she had wanted to see. We were in my truck headed west, with no specific destination in mind. It was still earl

A Wonderful Sunday To All!
PIMP.myYearbook.com - No. 1 Pimp Site Well, it's all quite here at the house. I'm by myself, so thought I'd drop in to say "HI", to all! We discussed last night about going to church this morning. Needless to say, I didn't get up as early as would have been needed to make it to church, and even though I didn't have time to get ready, Lee and Kirk were able to get ready in time to leave, so it is "boys day out at church" today. It doesn't take them quite as long as it does "us women". lol Church should be over with in about 30 Mins., and then I may be meeting them someplace to grab a bite of lunch. Other than that, I don't there's a lot planned for the rest of the afternoon. After Lee and Kirk left, I did get a load of laundry thrown in the wash....I don't know why I always let it pile up like I do. It seems to always get put off until I have umpteen loads to do. Lee has today, Monday, and Tuesday off. Kirk is off today, but works all day tomorrow, and is reall

Once More
smacking my head against the wall tired of this circle we make you watching me take the fall dead and tired, no more to take, once more is my blood to flow for all the pain i cant endure and you walk away from me, not caring ...as if i existed nevermore.

Hey!
Ok, so I know I put a lil bit on my page about me so everyone will know a lil bit but I think it's time for a more in depth sight into me. My name is Megan, but I really prefer to go by Storm or even Baby Storm. I am a truck driver & I live in Joplin, Missouri. I have been driving a truck for the last 5 years. Oh, if anyone has questions on what kind of truck, I drive an 18 wheeler. For the last 5 years I have been to 45 of the Continental 48 states, I'm still missing Vermont, New Hampshire, and Maine. I have also been to Canada. I have been so close to Mexico I could throw a rock into it, but I have not gone to Mexico. Driving a truck is fun, exhausting, and stressful, but I love the job. I guess you could say I have diesel running thru my veins. I thought that my love of driving a truck came from my 1st step father & my 2nd step father. I found out recently that I was wrong. My love for truck driving actually goes all the way back to 1935 as far as I was told anyway. It's in my fami

Shit I Done In 07
DJ resume... Shit i did in 2007 Jan-April DJ parties in my apt. hot spots in Bloom April-DJ two frat mixers at Bloom Sept 2006-Feb 2007 - Started BloRadio - very 1st Radio show. not dat good March 2007- Joined Sweet Azz Radio w/ Ravin, Neurotica & DJ Scarface from Detroit May 2007 - Changed to Sweet Azz Crunk Radio; joined Live 365 July 2007 - Station Folded; Benz a Live 365 Free Agent June 2007 - Released Kiko Kaniver : True Face July 2007 - Constructed a Mega Freestyle wit my Warriorz Crew July 2007 - Kaysarasara(track off Revolver mixtape) top 10 in Underground August 2007 - Joined Stang's Underground w/ Jeezy n Stang. one of top stations in Fubar August 2007 - Released Kiko Kaniver: Probable Cause August 2007 - Signed to Argento Records September 2007 - Became an Incasso Rep September 2007 - started workin in A&R studios; makin albums wit C.F. Don La Chez October 2007 - Released True Face online October 24th 2007- Conference Call

This Morning
I was able to sleep until almost noon (aside from a quick trip to pee at 830.) This bodes well for my day. Mom's day hasn't started off quite as well.. but it will get better. We get to see Kayla (my cousin) and her bf Kreg today. Yippee! Last night ended up being kinda shitty for me. And I'm being kicked fairly regularly now. Mostly NOT on a nerve. WOOOHOOO.

Happy New Year 2008
Hey Everyone!! Well, it's that time of year again. The transition from 2007 to 2008, forgetting for the first half of the year that you have to write down 2008 instead of 2007, lol, trying to make sure that everything goes smoothly, trying to make sure that you're resolutions come true, and having one night of fun and getting drunk and bringing in the New Year the traditional way by celebrating. Because I am a truck driver, holidays are difficult to celebrate, but I get to celebrate this year, but having the frame of mind that I do because I am a truck driver, I think of others before myself, so I'm asking that all that plan on going out to bars or parties on New Year's Eve, please if you drink, DON'T DRIVE. Please have a designated driver, call a cab, or sleep where you are if that's possible. There are too many deaths on New Year's Eve because of people who choose to drive drunk and we really need to cut down on that. Ok, enough of my preaching. LOL. I wish everyone a great New Ye

Katrina Pics
Hey friends, just posted some awesome pics of Hurricane Katrina in Mississippi, sent to me from a friend that lost everything but their lives to her. Please rate and if you rate you can rip. Happy New Year. Garry

Why
Why is it so hard for me to explain what my heart and soul truly contain The words come to me with ease but when you are around they become difficult to seize For my love towards you is blind and it is also..... one of a kind I have never felt this way so I always want you to stay because when you are not around..... I feel broken so my love for you is my only token Somehow I wish to be with you forever I do not wish to ever be severed For when my love for you was born my heart and my mind felt as if they were torn For I wish to be more with you but I cannot So I will try to love you with all Ive have in my heart