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Stupid Customer Day!
I work in retail and every week (days vary) it's stupid customer day. This week it happened to be today. Truck day. When you have 200 + boxes of crap to put away before a set time frame. So folks, if you read this and know a stupid customer or ARE a stupid customer, take the following examples of dumbass to heart. I know some people would like to think that they are smarter than they really are. Mmm..dont be self hero. When you come across a Green Dot card and dont quite get it, dont buy a reload card, come back in and complain because it's not what you thought it was. No, they cant be refunded. No, there's nothing we can do about it. And there's no reason for you to yell, scream and throw a 2 year old's temper tantrum because YOU CANT READ! If you see a sales flier and it has a big sign that says " $1" on it followed by writing.....READ! Explaining to you fifty billion different times about what the signs say, when it's evident if you'd take the time to read, gets you the l

If We Had Sex!!!
Lets play the If We Had Sex Game... Now don't be scared.... you never know who really wants to do you! Here are the rules to the game.. REPLY SO ONLY I SEE IT AND REPOST SO OTHERS CAN FILL OUT! 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you pull my hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you, 1 - 10? 16. Would you want fast or slow? 17. Where would you wanna "do it"? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Would you want me to be l

Getting It All In Order
Well here it is. My essay is done, Fafsa is filled out, loans are applied for, O and did I mention I was accepted to the school in CO. Now its just a waiting game. I need to find out how much grant money I will receive, finalize my loans and find a place to live then im off... I wish I would have known about this years program years ago... And for those of you who don't know I am going to school to be a Gunsmith. I figure what better job than do something I love. Not to mention by the time i Graduate I will have made 3 custom guns of my choice by hand, every part part custom made by my hands. This fucking Rocks!!!!!

Long Days And Nights!!
Hey to all those friends that are on my list. I'm sorry that I don't get to check up on everyone as much as I would like to, but with my job driving and being gone almost 6 days a week It's tough sometimes. But i do try to see what everyones up to as much as I can. Other than that not much else different in my boring existence. Just a lot of driving and seeing the country. I hope everyone had a good Christmas and and exceptionally good New Years eve and to you all I hope you have a wonderful New Year.

Beautiful Women! Check Us Out!
We are in a contest, whoever gets the most comments win! There are 7 of us! I am asking for you to help me and the favor will be returned, BUT I am giving you the link to all of our pics.. Comment on your favortie Beauty! Toya MEEEE (NIKKI) Tiffany Lina Darla Shawna Betsy (Wonder Woman) Its up too YOU.. Choose your beauty and COMMENT AWAY!!! Much Love ALWAYS ~Nikki~

Thinking Out Loud
I saw the perfect graphic tonight I mean seriously what DO you do when the only one who can make you stop crying is the one who made you cry? You try everything you can to make everyone think you're not broken when everyone sees that you are.You keep going as though nothing ever happened wearing that fake grin saying how much better off you are without them when deep inside you...you wonder how they are and if they think of you. When did "I'll love you forever" become "I'll love you if?" when did "I'm in love with you" become something that you can just turn off? These days the word LOVE is just tossed around like it has no real meaning it's just something people say to get what they need at that particular moment.I'm not sure that most people understand the impact that one little phrase can have on a person's life it's like a saving grace...a finality on a long life of pain.. a new hope of something and someone to believe in, but what happens to that person when the one they thought w

Being Reborn
Being Reborn Is there a such thing as being reborn? Well, I think not. You will always be who you were from the start. If you ever done wrong one day in your past. There are those humans who will make it last. This is a human world no matter what you may say. Cesar stands around just waiting on your pay. From the ache in your back to the pain in your feet. You fight through a day you never defeat. Payday comes around and you finally get home. Only to find bill collectors calling you on the phone. You bow your head and fall to your knees. While Cesar lays claim to your hard earned deeds. You pray to the Lord asking what must I do? To survive in this life that we all must go through?

Lonely Heart
The loneliest heart is not the one... That sleeps alone every night... The loneliest heart comes undone... When the person they loved is within sight. For the loneliest heart has been hurt... Yet carries faith through all God's time... Of what it is not allowed to assert... That everything will return, and be fine. Years of hope may pass by... As the loneliest heart reaches out... To try to find happiness as it cries.... "It was our love, we were about." But eventually the loneliest heart accepts... What can never be again once more... For when sadness hits it depths... The loneliest heart will slam the door.

A Poem My Ex Wrote Me..long Time Ago When Life Was Good
For Paul I love the way you touch me so soft and sensuously. It makes me tingle all over. I love the way you kiss me. It starts a fire deep down inside of me and makes me yearn for you even more. I love the way you look at me. It makes me feel beautiful and treasured. Most of all I love the way you love me. When you walk in my whole day gets better. And even when you're not with me you're in my thoughts always. It doesn't matter what we don't have or what we do have. The most important thing is we have each other and no one can take that away. I am the luckiest woman in the world and I don't need or want anything but you beside me loving me to the end of our days.

Just Call Me Dints And Crazy!!
Ok all here is how it is, I planned on leaving the bar for good and even went as far as giving my daughters all my fubucks I could, but they have asked me to please reconsider as they don't want me to go. I mean it's not like I was leaving them, themselves but since I am very close to my children and try to do all I can to make them happy, so-be-it. I have lots of friends here who really didn't want me to go either. So the easy solution is to get an external hard drive to hold everything the mail drive don't need. So that is what I did for my Christmas present to myself. This way I will have the room/memory needed to allow this site to run without bogging down my system. So the long and short of it is; am here to confuse everyone as much as am confused myself. I am staying to haunt your dreams with my good looks and extreme good humor. Come show me some love and I will return it since I am staying. Thanks to all my friends and family for putting up with me, and if you have a mind

Yes, I Believe!
Yes, I Believe! Yes, I believe your words are both true and sincere. About our Lord Jesus Christ the first man they really feared. Speaking the word of God with both pride and heavenly skill. Saved our lives and our hearts like it was no big deal. A man you say, when I think not! Was sent to this earth to free us from our tangled thoughts. We do not understand this powerful man. For we are only human from where he stands. We will make mistakes no matter what you may think. But God, the true God will always tickle you pink. A forgiving God, A loving God, an always true God. Will love you for who you really are. He is the most caring God of all time, for he already knows before you know when you are out of line. High in his honor with respect to his son.

Heart Shape Box
Displayed once proudly, on mantle's shore... Tacked to walls, for all to share and see... An image of you, and our love once more.... Illusion of what is, now a memory. Kodak moments, cast into unknown... Instant photos, without any shame... Collages of love, rest in a home... But now the pictures are not the same. Take down each one and put away.... Promising to toss as you do... Box full of pictures remains this day.... Reminders of old love, once anew. A thousand words lie with each one... Waiting to tell, their story again... In a box refused to reveal eyes none... Of what the past, had present been. So I lay here in your box, silently again once more.... My photo lies still, beside your heart... You throw us away, as you go fore.. Life must go on, hearts forever apart

My Everything.....
The loneliness of nights alone the search for strength to carry on my every hope has seemed to die my eyes had no more tears to cry then like the sun shining up above you surrounded me with your endless love Coz all the things I couldn't see are now so clear to me You are my everything Nothing your love won't bring My life is yours alone The only love I've ever known Your spirit pulls me through When nothing else will do Every night I pray On bended knee That you will always be My everything Now all my hopes and all my dreams are suddenly reality you've opened up my heart to feel a kind of love that's truly real a guiding light that'll never fade there's not a thing in life that I would ever trade for the love you give it won't let go I hope you'll always know You are my everything Nothing your love won't bring My life is yours alone The only love I've ever known Your spirit pulls me through When nothing else will do Every night I pray On bended

The Meaning Of Love!
Sonny Jay Receives 2007 Editor's Choice Award from Poetry.com & The International Library of Poetry! You can check it out on their site or right here: The Meaning of Love is caring for one another unconditionally and creating a bond of oneness. Listening and actually hearing what the other has to say. Giving each other freedom to excel in their own fields. Trusting in each other with no strings attached. Communicating when communication is needed. Telling each other secrets that you know won't be repeated. Love is a Gold mine if management is whole heartedly true. This true love, is the best Love that will last two people their whole lifetime through! by Sonny Hairston … Copyright 2007

What Am I To Do
I guess you came and got what you needed from me because now all is silenced. Not a word, not a sound from you do I hear. I look for you daily but you have disappeared from my life. Now what am I to do. You gave me your heart. I gave you mine. Now my heart is broken. Now what am I to do.

Reflections Of A Beautiful Morning
Reflections of a Beautiful Morning The sun rises above the hillcrest, As does the joy of my heart; Rays of warmth and love, From her I will never depart. Fresh dew upon the grass, Young birds chirp in their nests; I watch her gently sleep, My love to her I silently profess. I enjoy the stillness and calm, Watching as she smiles and dreams; She brings me to stillness and peace, Like that of a slow flowing stream. My heart and soul flow with love, And I smile as I quietly reflect; I’ve been handed a sweet princess, A sweet princess to love and to protect. A vow to myself I make, As she quietly sleeps away; To love and always cherish her, Until my last breath... until my last day.

An Introduction
hi i am norm i am 42 i write poetry and make art and collect music i currently live in orange county california i am divorced currently my life is a bit messy and fairly depressing so in all honesty i am that poor bastard at the end of the bar with a bottle of scotch a glass and tears my heart is broken (not by my ex-wife mind you) my mother has stage 4 bone cancer i am currently unemployed and staying on a friends couch if you want to buy me a drink i prefer 18 year old macallan single malt scotch on the rocks i hope everybody is having a better time right now than me

Please
Only you My love will know See how I feel A love of emptiness, nothing more I loved you once That I never lie My soul was yours But I lost Come back, come back You will come back to it For my garden to survive from misery I will let you drink all my power Just for you Only you My love will know That my secret is your love Written with blood on the sea I loved you like no other More than myself I gambled your love And I lost Please, just come back to me

This Wasnt A Big Shock To Me!
BEER... You're young and carefree, and you like to keep things simple. You are Beer. Your personal style is fun, easy going, smooth, and low-maintenance, just like any good beer should be. Take the Drink Quiz at QuizRocket.com!Make Your Own Quiz

The Rain
Lead me away from this heart that's in pain. No longer do I wish to stand in the rain. I've been hurt before, but never like this. I want again, to experience bliss. An ancient tale that many have told. It gets younger and younger, instead of growing old. For every tear, that a face ever shed. Each is a wound, that never has bled. So many times, it's hard to explain. I guess i'm stuck standing here in the rain

Surgery Comming Up
Well as many of you know I have been having problems with pre-cancerous cells on my cervix for over 2 years now. I went to the Dr today and I am having a hysterectomy with in the next few weeks probably on the 18th, I will keep you all informed when, when I know for sure. I am looking forward to the end of two years of worry!!

Iron
Iron is traditionally held as the ore of judgment or power. Thor's hammer was made completely of iron. When Thor wields his hammer of iron, the power is fearsome. If a person is characterized as iron fisted, they are powerful and dictatorial. To dream of iron can mean a dream of being judged or sitting in judgment of others. Either way, the iron object is the power icon for whoever is in control of it. It may also have to do with the building of a home, or thoughts about building a solid foundation with regard to career, relationships, or general perspective on life.

Once My Hero
You pulled me in rescued me from that unsettling sea but the rope you used was tattered and it was thrown with intent for me the passionate tune you played distracted me from your chaotic ways a bittersweet defeat I was smiling before you brought me down Spinning spinning Heart pumping speeding Blushing and blood rushing I loved it Never wanting to regain balance And you were holding me so tight With open hands Eventually you lost grip No, you just let go I was thrown into that ocean once again You silently sailed away and left me unanswered Drowning in my mistake My heart slowing slowly all so deceiving It broke within me and I stopped breathing You saved me with false valiancy Then let me sink because the water too covers your face Once my hero, now my heartbreak

Chocolate Bunnys Train...
This is my first Train!!! All you have to do is Fan, Rate and Add The Rules Are Simple. You must add fan,rate and add the host..... Chocolate Bunny Owner of Bunnybunz's Lounge Owned By Just Derek FU-Wifey to Sleepless & Pooh Bear@ fubar 1 Must fan, rate and add all riders... 2 Send me a private message telling me you are finished adding everyone and then I Will Add You 3 When Adding Others on my Train pls put Chocolate Bunnys Train Or You Will NOT BE ADDED!!! 4 Level 1 must have a Picture fudgesicle33@ fubar ReallyThick@ fubar *Sweetlips*L.U.V.CLUB .*DEMON CREW FAMILY*LOW RIDERS LOUNGE GREETER*THE SISTERHOOD*@ fubar ¤£a$T ? oƒ Å ? D¥in ßR??d¤ ÅKÅ~ §€XÏ £i£ ß*TÇh ~IBN ~@ fubar EmilyIMAX™ "THE IMAX EXPERIENCE~see more, hear more, feel more"@ fubar ~JoAnna~*Happy Holidays~~Leave my presents under my tree* thanks!@ fubar girlnextdoor***married to Sandro*** still totally lost and insane@ fubar

Weakness
Weakness, A feeling experienced, Again and again, No running away, But to chase, And Follow the heart, Because that's where, The weakness lies, From broken hearts, That have not yet healed, And visible scars, Portray the patterns, That once were, And from the heart, Seep to the mind, Which seek pictures, Visual feelings, Emotions, More than just a picture, But of the memories, Long since gone, Only in the hearts, Will those memories stay, And I know, I will never forget, Memories are all that's left.

Happy Bday Dad!
Yep...today is my dad's bday. He is 53. And yet he cant remember my bday. Funny...considering its a month later....Feb 3. He cant even spell my name even tho he named me...and yet...I am to respect my father...and mother but that entry will come later this month. So happy fucking bday dad. Why dont I call him? Because dad and I do not get along. And as far as I am concerned I have no father...nor mother. Yet I write about them. Funny I kno...maybe strange. Yea I want a relationship with him...but he wouldnt have it...that is his choice not mine. I even called him on Fathers day one time...nothing...so I gave up on having him as a father. Gini is his "real" daughter. I am just that daughter that is there but doesnt matter. And dont say "no it isnt true" yes it is. Dont believe me? Check my caller ID? Check my mail? Go with me to the holiday dinners there. Go with me to my nephew's bday party in August. You tell me? You will raise a eyebrow and wonder why I am the bla

Wings
How can I always lend a hand But ignore the cries within myself It brings me joy to bring you a smile But my emptiness still sits up on the shelf Inside my heart will always bleed But I will never let it be shown on my face Only the tear that falls down my cheek Will give you a glimpse, a shadow, a trace I suffocate when I try to breathe The chains you gave won't let my body go I have dreams, and needs, and wants My body is numb, I think maybe you should know I struggle with my demons each day You feed them while you slowly watch me die Please let me be and please set me free I want to smile as I look up at the sky I want the moon to brighten the night I want the clouds to pass me on by I want the stars to guide me to heaven And I want wings to life me and fly

To My Friends! Love You Guys!!
My Wish for You in 2008 May peace break into your house and may thieves come to steal your debts. May the pockets of your jeans become a magnet for $100 bills. May love stick to your face like Vaseline and may laughter assault your lips! May your clothes smell of success like smoking tires and may happiness slap you across the face and may your tears be that of joy. May the problems you had forget your home address! In simple words ............ May 2008 be the best year of your life!!!

One Of My Poems
I wish we could go back in time back to those precious unspoiled moments in our relationship,b4 doubt ever entered our minds. because if we could go back and start from those unspoiled moments once more. I would hold u alot longer, never miss a chance to tell u how much u mean 2me, and that i would never hurt u. But i know we can't go back to those days, I know i can't erase the mistakes. I can't take away the questions u must have or the hurt we both feel in our hearts. But i can assure u of 1thing......I LOVE U AS I DID THEN AND AS I ALWAYS WILL!!!!!!

Lounge Giveaway-come Join To Enter
Money and Corvette Giveaway WE ARE GIVING AWAY A CORVETTE AND 10,000 FUBUCKS. IT WILL BE ALL NEW MEMBERS WHO JOINS WILL BE ENTERED AND WHEN WE HIT THAT MAGIC NUMBER WE HAVE PICKED WINNER WILL BE ANNOUNCED.SO COME JOIN US AND YOU COULD BE A WINNER ONLY WAY TO ENTER IS BY JOINING THE LOUNGE SO COME PARTY THE NAUGHTY BIKER WAY WITH US SO BRING YOUR FRIENDS AND JOIN OUR LOUNGE AND MEET ALOT OF GOOD FRIENDS NAUGHTY PARTIES (THE BIKERS WAY )LOUNGE COME JOIN CLICK ON PIC TO LOUNGE

I Was Sort Of Hoping,
I was sort of hoping, That you would come along, Like the answer to a prayer, And the music to a song. Like the kind of thing that happens, At a special place and time, That will change our lives forever, Like a fantasy of mine. The fantasy was there before, I ever knew your name, And now that I have found you, We will never be the same. So, pardon, if I look at you, Forgive me if I stare, At the fantasy I knew before, I saw you standing there. For I was always hoping, That you would come along, Like the answer to a prayer, And the music to a song

The End?
Sometimes I ponder about what will come next Where will my life turn when it seems to stall? When is the next time I will smile again? and how will I get up, should I fall? Happiness fills me with a touch of sadness. By that I mean I know it can't last. Beauty decays, laughter subsides When will the stones be cast? Tragedy can be measured by the amount of happiness taken away Elusion is our only protection As we fall victim to its prey So when I've reached a fork in life's road and the choices are many or few. I follow the one that leads away from misfortune Thats all I can really do When life is good You have to hold it in your hand You have to close your eyes You have to breathe it in! Happiness may end While tragedy begins Today is the beginning Is tomorrow the end?

Everything You Need To Know
1. Well to start off there is something seriously wrong with me so im just warning you ahead of time. You either like me or you dont there is no gray area with me, I do think outside the box. I am easy to get along with, but I do have moments where I ramble on about sensless things that noone but me understands and I love it when people look at me with a blank face it just gives me more reason to go into the subject further. I do usually speak my mind without thinking about it and have been known to offend a few but its usually after I have said it that I think about it and its too late, I really do need a rewind botton. I like being me and I think I have a kickass personality once you get to know me. 2. The religous part of me... I do believe in God but I dont believe in the way its taught, There are 46 versions of the Bible and you can verify that, If you will go to a museum and look at the oldest bibles they are nothing like the ones that are in print today. I am sorry but the Go

Warning
Notice re: car (not a joke) Just last weekend on Friday night we parked on the foreshore at Mandurah and as I drove away I noticed a sticker on the rear window of the car, (when I took it off after I got home) it was a receipt for petrol, luckily Ken said don't stop as it could be someone waiting for me to get out of the car. Then we received this email yesterday. BEWARE OF PAPER IN THE BACK WINDOW OF YOUR VEHICLE NEW WAY TO DO CAR JACKINGS (NOT A JOKE) Heads up everyone! Please, keep this circulating... You walk across the parking lot, unlock your car and get inside. You start the engine and shift into Reverse. When you look into the rear view mirror to back out of your parking space, you notice a piece of paper stuck to the middle of the rear window. So, you shift into Park, unlock your doors, and jump out of your car to remove that paper (or whatever it is) that is obstructing your view. When you reach the back of your car, that is when the car jackers ap

Daydream
Daydream Whenever I day dream, and day dream I do, in my secret garden, I day dream of you. I day dream of you, in a faraway land; embracing me tight and holding my hand. Holding my hand, and touching my face. Just you and me, in this peaceful place. In this peaceful place a pristine river flows. Where the unicorns run, a breeze always blows. A breeze always blows and sings of a song; our love in a place where you're never gone. Where you're never gone is as it would seem, from dusk until dawn, whenever I day dream. And whenever I day dream, and day dream I do, in my secret garden, I day dream of you.

Are There Angels?
Are There Angels? It is said there are Angels In Heaven above And they shine with the light Of an inner love Of these things I had not a clue But that was Before I found you For in you I’ve found A love that is so right It shines all around With the brightest of light It comes from somewhere So deep within That it has no beginning And knows no end Your love is a light That brightens each day Of all of the people You see on your way Where ever you go Or whatever you do All see the love That you have inside you That God sent you here To a place where you’d be Sharing such love With someone like me Is proof for me That angels exist And are filled with a love That no man could resist I thank God each day For finding the time For looking down on me And making you mine So yes there are Angels In heaven above I know because God Sent me one to love

From A Tanning Salon Owner....ewww Lol
An open letter from your tanning salon owner Date: 2007-11-01, 3:11PM PDT Okay, I am going to start this rant out by admitting a few things that you are probably already thinking. I know tanning is vain. I know that by owning a tanning salon I am probably thought of as a vacuous and plastic vanity Barbie who doesn’t know her ass from a “reality” special on VH1. I used to feel the same way. Incidentally, this is not true, I am an intelligent college graduate who enjoys being her own boss and lucked in to a successful business that was already well established when I bought it. That being said, I have a number of things and people that I would like to address, and I think I will start with the obvious. 1. To the people who tell me I’m peddling cancer, okay, I get that. I’ve never claimed that tanning is safe, or good for you, except when I say that a little vitamin d is healthy every once in awhile, and can really help with things such as psoriasis and seasonal affective disor

Men Funny's
The Why's of Men 1. WHY DO MEN BECOME SMARTER DURING SEX? (Because they are plugged into a genius) 2. WHY DON'T MEN BLINK DURING SEX? (They don't have enough time) 3. WHY DOES IT TAKE 1 MILLION SPERM TO FERTILIZE ONE EGG? (They don't stop to ask directions) 4. WHY DO MEN SNORE WHEN THEY LIE ON THEIR BACKS? (Becau se their balls fall over their butt-hole and they vapor lock) (You're laughing, aren't you?!?!) 5. WHY WERE MEN GIVEN LARGER BRAINS THAN DOGS? (So they won't hump women's legs at cocktails parties.) 6. WHY DID GOD MAKE MEN BEFORE WOMEN? (You need a rough draft before you make a final copy.) 7. HOW MANY MEN DOES IT TAKE TO PUT A TOILET SEAT DOWN? (Don't know....it never h appened) (C'mon guys, we laugh at your blonde jokes!) And the personal favorite: 8. WHY DID GOD PUT MEN ON EARTH? (Because a vibrator can't mow the lawn) Remember, if you haven't got a smile on your face and laughter in your heart... Then you ar

From The Pizza Delivery Guy..craigslist Letter:
From the Pizza Delivery Guy Date: 2007-11-05, 11:49PM AKST It was cold, it was dark, the roads were a little icy. I don't blame you for ordering a pizza for delivery tonight. Nice choice. I'm the lucky one that got the ticket to deliver your pizza. Customer service told you it would be at your door in 30 minutes, I noticed that I was walking out the door with your hot from the oven pizza at the 35 minute mark. That happens sometimes, we get a little behind, especially when Monday Night Football is on. So I show up at your door about 10 minutes late for the 30 minute promise. You didn't seem upset by it being late, and the transaction continued. I politely told you the total was $29, you handed me $30, a $20 and a $10. I paused for a second, waiting for the customary "keep the change", or "thanks, drive safe", or even a silent shutting of the door. But not from you: you just stood there, not asking for your change, but making it perfectly clear that you were waiting for some

I'm Sad
She called today.... i had to send her some money..... Funny last week my ex calls to say happy holidays, and needed money for gas to see his son.... so i sent it. He called today and wished me a belated birthday greeting, and we talked for 2 hours, it was good. His mom is gonna move in with him, i might have ta help her make the move. He still cant see his son as much as he would like, the ex before me hate him... His girlfriend is home from the circus, but his roommates said she can't stay there so he has to drive 3 hrs to see her, not unlike the 4.5 to see his son. He's sad and that makes me even more sad. I sent him and Isaiah a package for Christmas... I was the only person who SENT a gift, and his girlfriend was the only other person to call him aside from me. Boy i sure am a cool ex girlfriend.... ...will i be able to be that cool with her? I'm sad. Shes young, newly 21, and i just can't believe that she knows who she is right now. how much experience does she have?

Iam So Geeky
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Whats For Dinner Tonight
Shrimp and Mushroom Linguini with Creamy Cheese Herb Sauce INGREDIENTS * 1 (8 ounce) package linguini pasta * 2 tablespoons butter * 1/2 pound fresh mushrooms, sliced * 1/2 cup butter * 2 cloves garlic, minced * 1 (3 ounce) package cream cheese * 2 tablespoons chopped fresh parsley * 3/4 teaspoon dried basil * 2/3 cup boiling water * 1/2 pound cooked shrimp DIRECTIONS 1. Bring a large pot of lightly salted water to a boil. Add linguini, and cook until tender, about 7 minutes. Drain. 2. Meanwhile, heat 2 tablespoons butter in a large skillet over medium-high heat. Add mushrooms; cook and stir until tender. Transfer to a plate. 3. In the same pan, melt 1/2 cup butter with the minced garlic. Stir in the cream cheese, breaking it up with a spoon as it melts. Stir in the parsley and basil. Simmer for 5 minutes. Mix in boiling water until sauce is smooth. Stir in cooked shrimp and mushrooms, and heat through. 4. Toss

Love Defined
What does Love mean? Slow down for three minutes to read this. It is so worth it. Touching words from the mouth of babes. What does Love mean? A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds, "What does love mean?" The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined. See what you think: -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- "When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love." Rebecca- age 8 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- "When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth." Billy - age 4 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- "Love is when

In Memory Of Ryan Berg! R.i.p 1/9/07
A Memorial Day Special Tribute to Ryan Berg Despite the weather, Memorial Day was still a day of celebration for two unique families who came together to honor the memory of a local hero. Two Memorial Day ceremonies were held Monday, one at the Golden Triangle Veterans Memorial Park in Port Arthur and the other at Oak Bluff Memorial Park in Port Neches. The highlight of the ceremony in Port Arthur was a presentation of a �Sacrifice for Freedom� memorial through efforts of the Peggy Moody and her family, to the family of 19-year-old Spc. Ryan Russell Berg of Sabine Pass, who died earlier this year while serving in the U.S. Army in Iraq. Memorial artist/designer Michael Letney of Tulsa, Okla. was on hand at the ceremony to present an inaugural award for his 501C3 organization that �supports fallen heroes.� He said �Sacrifice for Freedom� honors those who paid the ultimate sacrifice so we can live in the freedom in this country. &

To The Drunk Hottie That Fell Off My Motorcycle...craigslist Letter..
To the Drunk Hottie who fell off my motorcycle Date: 2007-11-07, 5:23AM PST I met you at the bar last night, and we hit it off. Ya we were both a little buzzed, but you seemed as into me as I was into you. Things got to things, we made out a bit, and you ended up going home with me on the back of my motorcycle, which was awesome because that doesn't usually happen to me. I luckily had the extra helmet with me and let you wear my bike jacket while suffering the cold on the way home. I was feeling pretty happy and lucky to say the least. This is where things got crazy. I don't know if you slipped, or thought I was taking you home to kill you, or if your're just plain crazy and had a change of heart, but all of a sudden you let go of me MID-TURN and went flying into the bushes at about 10-15mph near the park by my house. I was so freaked out!!! when I looked back to see you fumbling in the bushes I could only PRAY TO GOD that you didn't hit the asphalt or something worse. I

My First Tattoo
I want my first tattoo but it has to be something that means a lot to me... only problem is i cant draw. I can describe it to my best ability...when i was 16 i was date raped by 10 or more guys at a party, well nobody knew about it till about a few years ago but my parents gave me this ring that really meant alot to me that christmas. It was a ring that had butterflies circled around it. That ring has always symbolized strength and protection to me. Well the whole point of this story is that I want a circle of butterflies with my kids names on the inside symbolizing they would always be protected by me. I want the butterflies to be shades of blues and purples going from darker shades in the inside of the butterflies to lighter shades on the outside. then I havent quite figured out what kind but i want some sort of ivy and flowers going to the outside of the circle. My daughters names are Lexi and Savannah. If you think you can draw it up for me please tell me... i will get you my ema

To Ease Your Pain
Jo O'meara Lyrics "Jo O'meara To Ease Your Pain lyrics" I See The Sad Eyes Behind Your Smile Tears Would Be A Welcome Release If You Could Let your Guard Down For Awhile You Know You Might Find Some Peace Ain't Nothing You Could Do Or Say That Could Shock Me Or Drive Me Away And I Would Do Anything To Ease Your Pain You're Not Alone You're Not Insane You Come From a Place Where It Always Rains And I Would do Anything To Be Your Cure So Lay Down With Me And Let Me Ease Your Pain (Let Me Ease your Pain) (Let Me Ease Your Pain) Cant Move On If your Stuck In The Past And Now Its Time For You To Let It Go But if You Want To Make Love That Would Last (Oh Baby) You Know That I Need You To Tell Me So Aint Nothing That You Could Say Or Do (Oh no) That Would Make Me Lose My Belief In You And I Would Do Anything To Ease Your Pain You're Not Alone You're Not Insane You Come From a Place Where It Always Rains And I Would do Anything To Be Your C

Perfect New Years Resolution
1.) Take a 10-30 minute walk every day. And while you walk, smile. It is the ultimate antidepressant. 2.) Sit in silence for at least 10 minutes each day.Buy a lock if you have to. 3.) Buy a Tivo (DVR), tape your late night shows and get more sleep. 4.) When you wake up in the morning complete the following statement, "My purpose is to___________today." 5.) Live with the 3 E's -- Energy, Enthusiasm, and Empathy. 6.) Watch more movies, play more games and read more books than you did last year. 7.) Always pray and make time to exercise. 8.) Spend more time with people over the age of 70 and under the age of Six. 9.) Dream more while you are awake. 10.) Eat more foods that grow on trees and plants and eat less foods that are manufactured in plants. 11.) Drink green tea and plenty of water. Eat blueberries, wild Alaskan salmon, broccoli , almonds & walnuts. 12.) Try to make at least three people smile each day. 13.) Clear your clutter from your hou

Dear Vending Machine Operator.......craigslist Letter Funny!
Yup...another lol Dear Designated Outside Contractor Food Supplier: I must give you high marks for the excellent selection of above-average foodstuffs in our cafeteria. The portions are sensible, the service is wonderful, and the prices generally reasonable, except when it comes to snacky bits. $1.25 is not market rate for a bag of M&Ms. A brace of PopTarts at $1.29 is overpriced by almost 40%. This sort of madness drives me to our building's vending machine emporia... which in turn are driving me to madness, and to authorship of this screed. Who is the crack-smoking numbnuts incapable of competent repetition in the maintenance of a vending machine? I'm not talking about keeping the damn things online (although the snack vendy just around the corner from the cafeteria is suspiciously "out of service" frequently). I'm also not complaining about the slings and arrows of outrageous Fort.: the bag of chips stuck against the glass, the HoHos clinging, mockingly, to the wire sp

Dear Myspace Hacker Letter On Craigs List
OMFGGGG Another FUNNY one......this was on Craigs list as well...haha Dear Cockless Fuckmuppet, I want to express my most sincere appreciation of your tremendous efforts to hack my Myspace account. My friends and I thoroughly enjoyed the well-crafted spam I left in their comment boxes, courtesy of you. Seems that fourth grade education and relentless dedication to computer porn is really paying dividends eh?, Your father and the goat he impregnated that blissful drunken night behind the barn must be overwhelmed with pride. Seriously brother, you need some help. Fortunately for you, I be in the givin’ mood. Y’know, tis the season an all that. Here we go. First, turn off your grandmother’s computer. Yes, I realize this will mean a temporary interruption of your marathon ‘watching child pornography while rectally pleasuring yourself with the back end of a Mag-light’ session but bear with me here. This is apt to contain words with multiple syllables so you’ll need all

Dear Conceited Penis
Ok, SO im surfing craigs list trying to find a few things for my candle biz. And i come across this LMAO .......Gotta read this too funny! Dear Conceited Penis, To my amazement, not only have you learned to take pictures of yourself, but you have figured out how to upload them on the computer AND post said pictures in the personal section of Craigslist! Now, having never met a miraculous penis such as yourself, who can do things without knowledge or consent of anyone, I thought I'd tell you how this works. 1. Believe it or not, you have an owner. Your owner and I are in a committed relationship where: a. he is allowed to play with you, b. I'm allowed to play with you, OR c. WE together are allowed to play with you. If for some reason you find someone else's mouth, fingers, vagina, or asshole in, on, or around you..SCREAM. Play dead, blow your emergency whistle, do something and then at the earliest convenience, tell me. 2. A conceited penis is the first place

Pictures
Just in case you didn't know, I added another folder of pictures. So if you're bored or it's happy hour, you can rate my pics in there or any of the other regular folders. You don't get pts for nsfw pics, just in case you were unaware, I found that out months ago. So if you do go in the nsfw folder you can leave comments but make sure you show me some love in the other folders. Other than that? Er.... maybe I'll put some more pics up later. Ciao! And as always if you rate me I'll return the love. Gracias!

New Contest I Just Entered!need Love!
Ok Here It Goes I have Two 3 day blast w/350.000 Fubucks each! What you need is 15.000 photo comments. Rates will also count 10 points each for fu-bucks as a added bonus! (example 100 rates = 1,000 fu-bucks) This will begin as soon as I have 2 entry photos. They Wont Last Long! A FEW SIMPLE RULES ... No NSFW Pics Or Course. Must Have 15,000 Comments To Win Rates will also count 10 points each for fu-bucks as a added bonus!(example 100 rates = 1,000 fu-bucks) Self Comment Bombing Is Allowed And Encouraged. Bombing Families Are Also Allowed To Help. Anyone Being Disrespectful Or Bringing Any Drama To The Contest Will Be Removed Immediately. You don't have To Be My Friend Or Fan To Rate or comment,However You MUST Have A Salute And Be A Level 5 And Above To Take Part. You Can Pimp Your Entry Pic Any Way You Like .. In Blogs, Bulletins, Private Messages And Comments Left On Your Friends Pages etc. Please private message me with you entry link. Thanks!

Help Dylon Be King And Kiki Be Queen Of Fubar!!!
PLEASE DIVAS AND ALL OTHERS HELP THESE 2 PPL OUT DYLON WANTS TO BE KING OF FUBAR AND KIKI WANTS TO BE QUEEN PLEASE COME HELP THEM OUT AND COMMENT BOMB THESE 2 GREAT PPL... DYLON KIKI THANK YOU ALL FOR ANY SUPPORT YOU CAN GIVE THESE 2... Much Love & Respect Candyrain

These People Rock
These are SOME of my favorite friends on Fubar! I like everyone for all different reasons, some of them I know better than others, but above all, the people on this list have shown me love and respect wich I appreciate. If you are on the Up & Up, (meaning, if you show fubar friendship and respect and are not some shady down rater / hater / drama queen) and you are worthy of great friends, then ADD - FAN - RATE the people below! ♥Bi Chpmnk ♥ Ŧ©M MemBer۞BFF/Fu GF 2 Crystal~LuStiNg AfTer YoU~@ fubar * lisasweet *@ fubar ⌊¡ττ⌊εβ¡τ§ωεετ@ fubar Cherry Flavored Doom@ fubar ~~Scorpio Temptress~~@ fubar Happy Country Girl@ fubar DJ bertman1968@ fubar Neppi@ fubar ISLAND GIRL's TIKIBAR~Club F.A.R.~Fu-Sis to Garbage (Harv), KEV & P(.)kerB(.)(.)bs@ fubar rose

Fubar Vs Myspace.
I'll admit, I've never been too excited about either site. I'm trying to make up my mind about which I'd rather keep. Therefore, sounds like a list of Pro's and Con's is needed. MySpace: - Cons Unneeded Drama. Tom. - Pros I can keep in touch with my underage friends and family. Bands / Music. Neater / Cleaner Looking. Able To Do More With My Layout. Fubar: - Cons Lots Of Fucking Drama. People Who Bitch About Judgment Yet Still Go Out And Rate People / Hypocrites. "NSFW" Crap. "Do You Like Older Cock" Remarks (Comments/Shouts/Messages). Rate Whores (i.e.- Rate/Fan Me And I'll Do The Same For You!!). Adults That Act Like Children, And Spell Like Them Too. Retarded HTML Used For The Changing Of Profiles / Lack Of Being Able To Change My Profile To Where It Doesn't Look All "Doom & Gloom". - Pros Well, I can't think of any Pros. I suppose I'm taking my leave then. ---- Don't tell me that MySpace is for kiddies. It's as much for adults as

The Prettiest Star
"The Prettiest Star" Cold fire, you've got everything but cold fire You will be my rest and peace child I moved up to take a place near you So tired, it's the sky that makes you feel tired It's a trick to make you see wide It can all but break your heart in pieces Staying back in your memory Are the movies in the past How you moved is all it takes To sing a song of when I loved The Prettiest Star One day though it might as well be someday You and I will rise up all the way All because of what you are The Prettiest Star One day though it might as well be someday You and I will rise up all the way All because of what you are The Prettiest Star

Why
Why is that people never stop and look around anymore. Everyone seems to always on the go! You'd be surprised what you might see if you just stop and look around sometimes. You might see your next true love or smell something new that you just have to find out what it is. I sugest at somepoint you sit in a crowded area for just fifteen minutes and just look around. I think you'll like it!

Read This They Are Inspiring Words
Remember the guy who got on a plane with a bomb built into his shoe sole and then tried to light it? Did you know his trial is over? Did you know he was sentenced? Did you see/hear any of the judge's comments on TV or radio? Didn't think so. Everyone should hear what the judge had to say; Ruling by Judge William Young, US District Court. Prior to sentencing, the Judge asked the defendant, Richard Reid, if he had anything to say. His response: After admitting his guilt to the court for the record, Reid also admitted his "allegiance to Osama bin Laden, to Islam, and to the religion of Allah," defiantly stating, "I think I will not apologize for my actions," and told the court "I am at war with your country." Judge Young then delivered the statement quoted below: January 30, 2003, United States vs. Reid. Judge Young: "Mr. Richard C. Reid, hearken now to the sentence the Court imposes upon you. O

Any Cruisers Or Vacationers Out There ?
I was hoping to go on a cruise this year or an all-inclusive vacation to like Cancun or jamaica , Aruba or somewhere... so I was wondering if anyone was possibly thinking of travelling this year ? Do we have any travellers out there?

A Shame
It's ashame when someone contacts you on here and then tries to rate all your pic's a 1 when you try to be nice and say... NOT INTERESTED. Wife was contacted by " da sox " and he got kinda rude with her. Why are poeple like that??? GEESH!!!! How the hell would he feel if people rated HIS a 1??? Isn't this suppose to be for fun?

Motorola Unveils Mobile Live Tv Device
Motorola, which has recently lost cell phone market share, is introducing a mobile device for playing live television to expand its reach in portable consumer electronics. By Reuters InformationWeek January 3, 2008 04:30 PM NEW YORK - Motorola (NYSE: MOT), which has recently lost cell phone market share, is introducing a mobile device for playing live television to expand its reach in portable consumer electronics. Motorola said on Thursday that its DH01 device, to be showcased at the Consumer Electronics Show in Las Vegas next week, will also play on-demand video clips and programs saved on digital video recorders. It is the first foray by the world's No. 3 maker of cell phones into devices solely devoted to mobile TV, an emerging service that wireless carriers hope will boost revenue as phone call prices fall. Motorola and rivals Nokia, Samsung Electronics and LG Electronics already offer phones with live TV. Apple's popular iPod and iPhone let users download

Win $$$$ From My Friend Lisa's Contest!
I'm thinking of throwing a contest to give away a million dollars in fu bucks. Picture comments count as votes & the most comments wins. It will run for 10 days , and as soon as I can get 10 contestants . So yall contact me and let me know and lets have some fun. * lisasweet *@ fubar (repost of original by '* lisasweet *' on '2008-01-03 10:20:00') (repost of original by '~PASSY~-"Wifey To My Sweetheart Joe"' on '2008-01-03 10:29:03') (repost of original by '* lisasweet *' on '2008-01-03 11:28:30')

4 Days And Counting!
My birthday is in 4 days..YAY! Oh boy I SO looked forward to it...NOT! Oh well my house is freezing and my heater is as hot as it can get.GAH! This sux, Im freezing 24/7. Oh well Im out just wanted to blog quick! Ciao! ~me~

To My Special Friend....you
To My Special Friend....." You " May your day begin a little brighter And progress as the day goes along May a loved one hold you a little tighter And no one ever does you wrong May your day be even sweeter As it progresses towards the end You deserve only the very best For you are a very special friend May your day be filled with joy From one minute to the next For when it comes to friendship Let me tell you, you are the best ; And Many friends I've come to know - who are loyal, kind, and true, but I never knew what a great friend was - until I met a friend like you. I don't now if it was planned that way - or the very reason why, but I was touched by your very self - and you filled that void inside. I can see God so plainly clear - as He's dwells within your heart, and the faith and love you always share - is just a tiny spark. I am so graced and grateful - and a better person, trough and trough, because I didn't know what a great

2007
2007 In The Beginning...... Where did you bring in the New Year?: At home Who were you with?: My mom Did you kiss anyone at midnight? No Did you make any resolutions? I always do 2007 Your Love Life... Did you break up with anyone?: No Did you get anything for Valentine's day?: Yeah Did you meet anyone special?: I met Matt Did you fall in love?: Yes Are you still in love?: Yes 2007 Friends and Enemies...... Did you meet any new friends this year?: Yes Did any of your friendships end?: Nope Did you dislike anyone?: I'm sure Did you make any new enemies?: Not that I know of Did you resolve any fights?: I didn't get into any fights Who was your closest friend?: Crystal. Cuz she talks to me on a daily basis! Who did you grow apart from?: Who knows Do you have any regrets when it comes to your friendships?:Yes 2007 Your BIRTHDAY!!! How old did you turn?: 25 Did you have a cake? at work I did What did you do for your birthday? I went to Humpy's Did you have a pa

To My Darling Master.. A Slaves Fantasy..
Master Daniel had me stand in the middle of the room and told me to strip. I did as told of course, shivering with anticipation with what was to come. He stood behind me using his crop to touch me in places along my body to make me quiver. I could feel his breathe on my neck as he moved in close to blindfold me. He then whispered in my ear to put my hands above my head and he tied my wrists together with a silk scarf oh so gently yet tight enough to make it to where I could not get out of it. He started caressing me with his hands feeling me all over very gently using his fingertips and kissing me in various parts of my body making me shiver with delight. Every so often he would smack me with his crop or hand just to heighten the intensity of touch. He kept talking to me in his sensuous and soft voice making me quiver even more. He would tell me what to do and where to move in various positions to examine me and touch me exciting me all the more. Master Daniel led me to the couch a

Weeds
There are just a few certain people you'll come across in this journey of life whom, indirectly, can allow you growth and improvement of character. Re them tools, using them gracefully for your own personal growth and maturity. However, beware the weeds in your garden... While they intend no personal malice, they will indeed vex you, sometimes in the most bothersome of ways. Likewise, these weeds impose their own unwarranted, selfish interests upon you, and often, so carelessly impliment a saddening lack of compassion and respect upon your soul. Stop! Allow them no effect; rid yourself of these weeds as soon as possible and pursue those ardent and worthy assosiates awaiting your hand in this wonderful journey of life. Be humble; continue to edify and grace others, and watch the vehement come forth...

Thelatinromeo77 Not Until The 12th Then Show Some Love
Get this widget | Track details | eSnips Social DNA thelatinromeo77@ fubar Go Go thelatinromeo77 It's your birthday! We're gonna party! It's your birthday! Go show this great friend Some awesome birthday luvin! thelatinromeo77@ fubar

New Year...new Me
New Year…New Me With the dawning of the New Year I have made some changes to my outlook that some people will not like. I have spent too much time caring what people think of me and worrying about the feelings of others and letting my feelings get trampled on. So, I have decided to change all of that. If anyone wants me to treat them with the respect and dignity they feel they are owed they will have to treat me the same way. I do not think that this is too much to ask. DO NOT come to me with ultimatums, I will not have that in my life. If you have a problem with me or something you feel I am doing then talk to me about it. DO NOT assume that because I haven’t spoken to you that I am mad at you or that I do not want to be your friend. I have a very busy life and cannot always spend the time that some people require. If they want to be my friend they will have to understand that. DO NOT expect me to give 110% while you give 10%, life does not work that way. If I give 110%

Live Life
LIVE THE LIFE YOU IMAGINED.. THE PURPOSE OF LIFE, AFTER ALL, IS TO LIVE IT, TO TASTE EXPERIENCE TO THE UTMOST,TO REACH OUT EAGERLY AND WITHOUT FEAR FOR NEWER AND RICHER EXPERIENCES.. CELEBRATE THE HAPPINESS THAT FRIENDS ARE ALWAYS GIVING,MAKE EVERY DAY A HOLIDAY AND CELEBRATE JUST LIVING.. WE ARE CUPS, CONSTANTLY AND QUIETLY BEING FILLED.. THE TRICK IS,KNOWING HOW TO TIP OURSELVES OVER AND LET THE BEAUTIFUL STUFF OUT

Life
LIFE As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So, take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back

Ablue Rose 2 You...my Friend
The blue rose is so rare Like the friendship between me and you They are so seldom seen Because they come so very few They are sent here by God Like all living things To be enjoyed by us all With the happiness that it brings They shine like a star Flickering in the night Just another way for us to know Everythings going to be alright So when you find a blue rose Please handle it with care Then find you a good friend With whom you might want to share I'm sending you my blue rose To let you know what I think of you Now pass it on to someone else Who you think is a good friend too

Angel Eyes Ct Wife To Jay 'bob Vila' ~git-r-done Rebel Family Bombsquad Not Until The 12th Then Show Some Love
Get this widget | Track details | eSnips Social DNA angel eyes CT wife to Jay 'bob vila' ~GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY BOMBSQUAD~@ fubar Go Go angel eyes It's your birthday! We're gonna party! It's your birthday! Go show this great friend Some awesome birthday luvin! angel eyes CT wife to Jay 'bob vila' ~GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY BOMBSQUAD~@ fubar

For One's That I Said This Too
I KNOW I SAID KAGE WAS COMIN TO GET ME , UNFORTUANTELY SOMETHING UNEXPECTED HAPPEN HE LOST A FRIEND DO TO A ACCIDENT .AND WAS OUT OF TOWN . PLEASE DON'T CALL HIM ASS OR THAT , BECAUSE HE IS MY OLE MAN AND I UNDERSTAND WHEN THINGS HAPPEN . SO, PLEASE RESPECT US THANK YOU KAGE N CHERIE

Live ,luv,& Laugh
Dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go; be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do. May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human and enough hope to make you happy. The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way. The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past; you can't go forward in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches. When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling. Live your life so at the end, you're the one who is smiling and everyone around you is crying.

Hillary & Slick Willy
I personally don't care how you vote or are registered, I just thought this was interesting so I posted it here :) HILLARY & SLICK WILLY ~PLEASE REMEMBER THIS WHEN HILLARY RUNS FOR PRESIDENT~ REMEMBER THIS FOREVER -- It is worse than you thought and remembered and well worth reading. P.S. This was written by a Democrat. Dear Mr. Ex-President Clinton: I recently saw a bumper sticker that said, 'Thank me, I voted for Clinton-Gore.' So, I sat down and reflected on that, and I am sending my 'Thank you' for what you have done, specifically: 1. Thank you for introducing us to Jennifer Flowers, Paula Jones, Monica Lewinsky, Dolly Kyle Browning, Kathleen Willey, and Juanita Broderick. Did I leave anyone out? 2. Thank you for teaching my 8-year old about oral sex. I had really planned to wait until he was a little older to discuss it with him, but now he knows more about it than I did as a senior in college. 3. Thank you for showing us that sexual harassment in the

Ok, Who Can Explain The Fubar Relationships To Me?
Hey folks, I see folks that have in their handles things like "Fubar Wife" or "Fubar Hubby" and now I want to know a wee bit more about it. Those of you that have done this, what is deal? What does Fubar marriages mean to you? I'm not in any way putting it down. I am just trying to figure out what the deal is. After all, should I be looking for a Fu-Honey?? Well, looking is all well and good, but is there a Fu-Honey that is interested in me? Oh well, its all in fun, right? Hope you all are having a great day @};-

The 60-is..! Lyrics. Lmao.
Some of the artists of the '60's are revising their hits with new lyrics to accommodate aging baby boomers. They include: 1. Herman's Hermits--- Mrs. Brown, You've Got a Lovely Walker. 2. The Bee Gees--- How Can You Mend a Broken Hip. 3. Bobby Darin--- Splish, Splash, I Was Havin' a Flash. 4. Ringo Starr--- I Get By With a Little Help From Depends. 5. Roberta Flack--- The First Time Ever I Forgot Your Face. 6. Johnny Nash--- I Can't See Clearly Now. 7. Paul Simon--- Fifty Ways to Lose Your Liver 8. The Commodores--- Once, Twice, Three Times to the Bathroom. 9. Marvin Gaye--- Heard It Through the Grape Nuts. 10. Procol Harem--- A Whiter Shade of Hair. 11. Leo Sayer--- You Make Me Feel Like Napping. 12. The Temptations--- Papa's Got a Kidney Stone. 13. Abba--- Denture Queen. 14. Tony Orlando--- Knock 3 Times On The Ceiling If You Hear Me Fall. 15. Helen Reddy--- I Am Woman, Hear Me Snore. 16. Leslie Gore--- It's My Procedure, and I'll Cry I

Heavens Tears
when you feel a gentle breeze caress you when you sigh its a hug sent from heaven from a loved one way up high. if a soft tender raindrop lands upon your nose they've added a small kiss as fragile as a rose. if a song you hear fills you with a feeling of sweet love its a hug sent from heaven from someone special up above. if you awaken in the morning to a bluebirds chirping song its music sent from heaven to cheer you all day long. if a tiny little snowflake lands upon your face its a hug sent from heaven trimmed with angel lace. so keep the joy in your heart if your lonely my dear friend hugs that are sent from heaven a broken heart will mend.

No Name Yet
I'm an angel on my own Trying to find my way back home Can't fall in love all alone Allah I feel my heart get colder Each day that I grow older Can't sit on my own shoulder Allah I feel this anger building In a heart thats willing Can't tell if it's worth killing Allah Let my heart be ready Let my aim be steady You can't kill a love thats dead already Allah

So This Is How Liberty Dies
If only Pakistan had better press with the West or even was a Western nation with attendant paparazzi, former Prime Minister Benazir Bhutto who was killed last week would be on her way to acquiring the cult status of Princess Diana. I was thinking about it shaving at six-thirty this morning (or was it when I took some ibuprofen for a headache at four?) and it hit when I saw a news photo on the front of the Minot Daily News. It doesn’t even seem to be clear HOW she died (sounds familiar) and Pervez Musharraf, the general who’s been Pakistan’s president since 1999, seems to have his left hand not knowing what his right hand is doing. I think this is the second time in light of various outbreaks of violence in the major cities that parliamentary elections have been moved. The first was when Bhutto, who had the big hubbub made about her being the first head of state of a “Muslim nation” (the quotes are because not everyone there IS Muslim, but that’s often how you hear it in the news)

How Will I Laugh Tomorrow, If I Can't Even Smile Today
- Suicidal Tendencies.. Here I sit and watch my world come crumbling down I cry for help but no one's around Silently screaming, I bang my head against the wall It seems like no one cares at all Always an emotion, but how can I explain Kind of like the scent of a rose, with words I can't explain The same with my pain Caught up in emotion - goes over my head Sometimes I got to think to myself is this life or death. Am I living or am I dead The clock keeps ticking, but nothing else seems to change Problems never solved - just rearranged And when I think about all the times that I've had some were good - most were bad I search for personality and look for things I cannot see Love and peace flash through my mind - pain and hate are all I find Find no hope in nothing new - never had a dream come true Lies and hate and agony - thru my eyes that's all I see If I'm gonna cry - will you wipe away my tears If I'm gonna die - Lord please take away my fear Before I

Decoding Woman,s...
DICTIONARY FOR DECODING WOMEN'S PERSONAL ADS: 40-ish.................................49. Adventurous.........................Slept with everyone. Athletic...............................No breasts. Average looking....................Moooo. Beautiful.............................Pathological liar. Emotionally Secure................On medication. Feminist..............................Fat. Free spirit...........................Junkie. Friendship first......................Former slut. New-Age.............................Body hair in the wrong places. Old-fashioned.......................No BJs. Open-minded.......................Desperate. Outgoing.............................Loud and Embarrassing. Professional.........................Bitch. Voluptuous..........................Very Fat. Large frame.........................Hugely Fat. Wants Soul mate....................Stalker. WOMEN'S ENGLISH: 1. Yes = No 2. No = Yes 3. Maybe = No 4. We need = I want 5. I am sorry =

Painters Bulletin
This Is My Personal Pimpout To All the People That Helped Me Level,So Go By And Show Them Some Luv And Meet These Great People You'll Be The One Missing Out If You Don't! Be@uTiFuL @nGeL DrEaMs Of ThE SpIrIt LeVeLeRs's FaMiLy@ fubar **BaldPunk**Manager of Spirit Levelers**@ fubar GARY - Owner Dirty South Crew & Dirty Addiction@ fubar ~Rox~*Indian Princess*~The BLOCK Security~*Spirit Levelers Greeter*~Club F.A.R.~*@ fubar DJ IVORY TIGRESS(DSC)-DIRTY ADDICTION@ fubar Evonne~ Spirit Levelers~FUSISTA AND FUBROTHA'S LEVELERS AND BOMBERS ~~CLUB FAR ~~`@ fubar Sixtyninemunch2000~Founder ArchAngel Family@ fubar ~Krystal~*KrystalKlear*~Proud Member of Spirit Levelers~*PLZ SIGN GUESTBOOK..TY~*@ fubar Khandy {"Belongs To Tree Top Flyer"}~~Member of WTC~~Manager of Down Town Bombers ~~

Op
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Help A Sista Out!
I have entered a giveaway for a 3 month blast and I need 25,000 comments to get it. I need all the help I can get.Please come and help as much as you can. Thankyou, ~Mydnyte~Founder of I.B.I.C.~D.S.C.~D.T.B.~Real Life Wife to Jayrod874~ Here is the link:

Alone
Purity once had a name, And beauty once had a face. Life once had a meaning, And once I was safe. Once there was freedom, And once I could laugh. Happiness once was alive, And once I had another half. Once I shared her love, Once I was by her side, Once I felt I fitted, So quickly that died. Her grace so great, Her beauty so vast, All I ever wanted, Was for it to last. Fate maybe had another plan, Or maybe she had another love, But it all fell apart, The hand too big for the glove. Now it's all died away, Happiness, joy, love; all memories. Now I walk alone in this dark, dark world, With no light to guide my way.

Who I Am
I was that which others did not want to be. I went where others feared to go, and did what others failed to do. I asked nothing from those who gave nothing. And reluctantly accepted the thought of eternal loneliness... should I fail. I have seen the face of terror; felt the stinging cold of fear; and enjoyed the sweet taste of a moments love. I have cried, pained, and hoped...but most of all, I have lived times others would say were best forgotten. At least someday, I will be able to say that I was proud of what I was. Myspace Layouts

O-zone: Numa Numa Lyrics
Mi-a-hii Mi-a-huu Mi-a-haa Mi-a-ha ha Mi-a-hii Mi-a-huu Mi-a-haa Mi-a-ha ha Mi-a-hii Mi-a-huu Mi-a-haa Mi-a-ha ha Mi-a-hii Mi-a-huu Mi-a-haa Mi-a-ha ha 1) Allo, salut, sint yel, un hydook, she teraw, youbeera mah, primesh der, vericheera, 2) Allo, Allo, sint yel, Picasso, Tiam dat beep, she sen voynic, un dar sege ti notes cher nimeek [Chorus] vrais a pleche dar numa numa i-ay numa numa i-ay numa numa numa i-ay kipul tow she dragosta din tay, ma mintesc day oki ti-ay vrais a pleche dar numa numa i-ay numa numa i-ay numa numa numa i-ay kipul tow she dragosta din tay, ma mintesc day oki ti-ay 3) Desoon, set spoon, cheseet, ah kum Allo, youbeera mah, sint yel, vericheera 4) Allo, Allo, sint yarshio, Picasso, Tiam dat beep, she sen voynic, un dar sege ti notes cher nimeek [Chorus] vrais a pleche dar numa numa i-ay numa numa i-ay numa numa numa iay kipul tow she dragosta din tay, ma mintesc day oki ti-ay vrais a pleche dar numa numa i-a

Slave In Training...
There is a woman who considers herself to be the ... well.. the slave. A slave to her was a person who is will and able to do anything and everything her master asks her to do. If not ... you are not a true slave. She was not a slut, bitch, or whore not in the manner that she were one for everyone that she met for she was devoted to one man and one man only. He was her master. She was to always have several things done before she was to see her master. One night , unexpectedly she had an "encounter" with her master. He had her to take off her clothing, lay down on the bed and she was tied to each one of the bed posts. She was a little self conscientious for he had told her several times how sexy she was and how much he loved certain parts of her body, but every once in a while she thought of herself as needing something more in order to please her master. He began to pull at her pussy lips, and tweaking her clit. He found that she had broken one of the masters rules. He continued to me

I Am..
I am nothing special, of this I am sure. I am a common man with common thoughts and I've led a common life. There are no monuments dedicated to me and my name will soon be forgotten, but I've loved another with all my heart and soul, and to me, that has always been enough..

The Biker Rhyme...
The Very Best Bike! There's been some yellin' there's been some cussin' there's been some fightin' and been some fussin'. The war's been long and hard and hot blood has flowed lots more than not. What's the beef and why the strife? Why the gun and why the knife? Lend an ear and get a clue. I'll tell it straight and tell it true. I'll tell you why we're in this pickle It's over what's the very best motorsickle. Some proclaim with all their might that others are wrong and they are right They state that if you have the luck the very best bike will have a knuck. Others shout "ugh and yuck patooie" guys with knucks are a little bit screwy. These people shout throughout the land "the very best bike must have a Pan." Others shout "Pan? You must be crazy and old and fat and slow and lazy. Now go away home go back to your hovel the very best bike must have a shovel" Then there's the ones that everyone dreads the ones who say "you'r

Sway
When marimba rhythms start to play Dance with me, make me sway Like a lazy ocean hugs the shore Hold me close, sway me more Like a flower bending in the breeze Bend with me, sway with ease When we dance you have a way with me Stay with me, sway with me Other dancers may be on the floor Dear, but my eyes will see only you Only you have the magic technique When we sway I go weak I can hear the sounds of violins Long before it begins Make me thrill as only you know how Sway me smooth, sway me now Other dancers may be on the floor Dear, but my eyes will see only you Only you have the magic technique When we sway I go weak I can hear the sounds of violins Long before it begins Make me thrill as only you know how Sway me smooth, sway me now You know how Sway me smooth, sway me now

More Than You Need To Know About Me
1. Is there anyone on yourtop friend you would ever consider having sex with? yes 2. Sex in the morning, afternoon or night? anytime the mood hits 3. What side of the bed do you sleep on? left 4. Pork, beef, or chicken? Chicken 5. Have you ever had to pull over on the side of the road to have sex? yes and one time no 6. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money? No hehe 7. Shower or bath? both 8. Sex in the shower? yes 10. Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed? aggressive 11. Do you love someone on your friends list? all of them 12. Do you know all the people on your friends list? yes 13. Love or money? love 14. Credit cards or cash? cash 15. Had a threesome? yes 16. Sex in public? yes 18. Had any sexual fantasies?? who doesn't is more like it 20. Ever been to a strip club? yeah loved it 21. Ever been kicked out of a bar or a club? no 23. Kissed someone of the same sex? yeah 24. F

Moments In Life
MOMENTS IN LIFE There are moments in life when you miss someone so much that you just want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real! When the door of happiness closes, another opens; but often times we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one, which has been opened for us. Don't go for looks; they can deceive. Don't go for wealth; even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile, because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright. Find the one that makes your heart smile.

Unworthy
Unhappy soul wondering about... unworthy of trust.... unworthy of love never knowing what happiness feels like. Oh but to feel love, that would be grand. Instead her hearts burried deep with in the sand. a longing ... a desire..... a dream.... yet..........unworthy..... Worthless soul... cant get close enough to anyone Cant feel any emotion other than sadness...hurt...pain....confusion.... unable to feel what the other feels...... unable to love.... never shown love..... unworthy.... Afraid ...running from what hurts her..... Knowing evil is there...yet he cant be seen... knowing his one desire is to hurt her... To see her alone.... withered like a cold rose... unworthy....... She longs to feel the love she once felt to embrace the one she trully desires.... to forget the past..... Longing....wanting...desiring.... yet..........Unworthy

The Early Stages Of Addiction
Yeah, yeah, yeah, I realize that I'm giving myself away as having newbie fever over this place. But I am having a freaking blast! I mean it. This place fucking rocks. I've learned a lot about myself in the last couple of days, since I've actually been participating in this Fu thingie... First. I love the boobs. I am an idiot for boobs. I never quite realized it before now, but most of my ex's had large breasts... And every single time I come across a profile of some beautiful woman with a bra on, I get giddy. I'm a boob fool. It's tragic. Are there support groups for this problem? Not that I'd go, I'm just curious. Secondly, after having discussed being single, I now realize that I want to purchase a private jet so that I can date about half of the women on Fubar. I have no idea what "fuowned" means yet. But I'm not to that point quite yet. I'd be happy with "fudrinks" or a "fudinner". And, if all went well, maybe a "fuhandjob", or whatever came to pass. Again, adding "fu"

The Strength Of A Man
The strength of a man, isn't seen in the width of his shoulders. It's seen in the width of his arms that circle you... The strength of a man, isn't in the deep tone of his voice. It's in the gentle, words he whispers.... The strength of a man, isn't how many buddies he has. It's how good a buddy, he is with his kids... The strength of a man, isn't in how respected he is at work, It's how respected, he is at home.... The strength of a man, isn't how hard he hits. It's how tender, he touches.... The strength of a man, isn't in the hair on his chest. It's in his heart, that lies within his chest... The strength of a man, isn't how many women he has loved. It's in can he be true to one woman..? The strength of a man, isn't in the weight he can lift. It's in the burdens, he has or can carry.

Peotry
Who gave yourself to te death of the cross to save sinners, look uopn me most lustful of all: And I did love him with every inch of my flesh burning with his fingetips and the sound of his voice. My body upon his made me feel angelic and his kisses so seductive uopn my neck to my lustful lips. It started so easy as he held me tight agianst his frame, but as the candle dimmed his breath hastened as he touched me, my eyes shut tight with the biting of my lip tasting blood. As he kissed his way above my heart I whimpered softly. Hands all around my curves as if sculpting a wine glass. The scent of the vineyard arousing his craving as the kisses dwelled down te slope of my midriff to a decadent yet mysterious valley. Candy raindrops softly reflecting off the folds as he explored taking into him all that I hold sacred and cherished, and oh God did he touch with such respect of the temple, finding the gem that lies hiddin. Thighs shudder in a wake of tide overcoming me, drown

Jan 3rd 08
Some of the worst feelings. I often wake up in the middle of the night feeling extreme sadness. Normaly i tend to keep it in, but i guess i can only hold so much, every now and then it comes out. After all these years, i still havent figrued it out a good way to destruct myself from negative thoughts. Sometimes i thought i did, but it never last long enough. "In every relationship, the person who cares less has the greater power." I learned that this quote is very true over the past few years. I cannot help but to feel "failed", and i guess thats where my sadness comes from. My head is killing me and want to go back to sleep, but my mind wont let me. All i want is to be able to sleep at night, and wake up feeling normal.

Paying Off Christmas.....argh!
It feels like it should be Tuesday even though it is Thursday. Next week is going to feel like a long week because there is no holiday to break it up. :( Oh well, I will get over it. Chris starts his medicine to help him wit focusing this weekend. He only needs to take it during the week for school and not on the weekends but his doctor wants him to start it a couple of days ahead of time to get him used to it. He said he should not really feel much but just be able to get everything done he is supposed to. He said it wears off about 12 hours later so he should take it an hour before school starts. I am hoping this helps because he is so smart but just can't sit still long enough to get any work done. I have been paying bills this morning and working. Oh joy. We spent a LOT on Christmas because of what Peter bought me. I had it all planned out with what we would spend and had the money set aside because we do a Christmas account and then he ended up spending $3200 more t

Men! Good Or Bad!
Why are all the good ones so far away? Or are already married or with someone or about to propose! I know that there are good ones out there that are here locally but most just out to get something and leave! Tell me in the comment below! Why you would be good for me and why you would wanna be my 3rd man I have ever been with! Also just cause we may hook up dont mean you will get any play till I can trust you wont screw me over! Be Honest I can spot BullShit at a 1000 meters away!I am fluent with Remington AR 15 and Winchester Shotguns and my Remington bolt action 30-06 so come now one and ye all and tell me why you should be number 3!!!!!!!!! Natalie Raye Talison taliraye

What Is Hemodialysis?
I thought I would write this blog in order for my friends to really understand what I am going thru and what happens to a person that has to be on Hemodialysis in order to stay alive until the transplant if that is what route they want to travel. So thank you for taking the time to read this and have a good one, feel free to share this with your friends here, because so many do not understand how or why one has to live on the dialyzer. Hemodialysis uses a machine to clean your blood. The dialysis machine has a filter on it called a hemodialyzer or dialyzer. The dialyzer works like an artificial kidney and removes the waste and the extra fluid that builds up when your kidneys are no longer working. In my case, I was born with Polycistic Kidney Disease and was only born with one, which was small. Hemodialysis ca

Dolphins Fire Cameron
Dolphins fire Cameron By STEVEN WINE, AP Sports Writer 57 minutes ago DAVIE, Fla. - Cam Cameron was fired as the Miami Dolphins' coach Thursday by new boss Bill Parcells after plunging to an 0-13 start in his first year on the job and finishing with just one victory. The dismissal comes three days after Parcells ousted general manager Randy Mueller and means the reeling franchise will have its fifth coach in five seasons. Parcells began work Dec. 27 as executive vice president of football operations and quickly concluded the Dolphins need another fresh start. It has been 37 years since the Dolphins fired a coach. But they never finished 1-15 before. All but two members of Cameron's coaching staff were also fired, although some might be rehired by the new head coach, the Dolphins said. Retained were assistant special teams coach Steve Hoffman and linebackers coach George Edwards. Parcells made the decision to fire Cameron in consultation with new ge

I Am
I am what you see I am what I can be. I am that man who loves a family to raise I am that man now with a heart in a case I am a loving man who tried always to give I am someone who failed twice to provide for those whom I was with I am a father of four I am still feeling lonely, though I am strong in appearance I am weak because of situations perseverance I am with no one by choice I am inundated with so much noise I am seemingly nothing more than a loving father I am no one in regards to being someone's lover. I am but a weeping child inside I am always trying for my children to provide. I am still very lonely I am treated to feelings of coldly I am screaming deep inside I am frustrated at this world's bad side. I am wishing always for something more I am only getting my heart more tore. I am wanting to be more intimidating I am only becoming more accommodating. I am living only by my wits I am tired of all these hits. I am strugglin

Just Moved...need Help!!!!
I just moved to the lansing area and I am in need of a bed/mattres, computer desk & chair,tv stand, sofa, chair, pullo-out sofa-bed and anything else house hold. I am in need of a car as well. I'm looking to spend 100 to 400 to buy, must run and run good, don't care what it is (NO STICKSHITFS PLS!!) I don't wanna die...LOL I can make payments if over a 100 bux. If you know of anyone that could help me out I would greatly apper. Let them know they can mail me on here. I will be checking daily! Sincerly, Romae and thank you for your help!!

Deleting Some!!
Well.. here we go again... It is the same thing over and over again. There are lots of people on the train that NEVER repost anything! So... I just posted the newest update and will be checking to see who posts it... if it doesn't get reposted by Sat by some.. you will be deleted! Thanks again to those of you who repost the bulletins pretty much all the time for us!

Bad Start To The New Year
2008 has not had a good start with me. Went into work yesterday, a 45-minute drive, not realizing it was only the 2nd and I still had the day off. So I got there and turned right back around. And then halfway home on the highway someone tried to pass a truck on the right and pulled right into my car. Guess I was in his blindspot, but it still took a half hour to wait for the police and get that all straightened out. Now I have no mirror on the driver's side. Don't realize 'till it's gone how much you use it. The last couple weeks my supervisor at respite and I have been trying to rearrange my schedule because my classes changed, and both have different starting dates. We finally got it, and then one class was canceled. Now today my adviser called and added me into another class. Unfortunately it completely conflicts with my new schedule at respite. At least I don't need to work the preschool around my classes, but it's a pain in the neck to have to change my schedule every semester.

01-03-08 (still Want To Put 7)
Welcome to my nightmare - oops blog I mean! How's things on your side of the screen? We've got about five inches of good 'wet' snow ... For the lucky non-snow knowledgeable: WET = Heavy, very 'packable' white stuff! (good to make snowmen in, bad for driving or shoveling) *holds achey-breaky back* I'd actually go 'play' in it but I've got that nasty ass cold/flu that's going around ... And besides - my daughter not around to blame for my childish behavior -lol- I miss my little one, she's been with her mom since NYE - she'll be back tomorrow! My dog just adores her, she gets down for a couple days when the young bloods not here ... (although it doesn't like my grandbaby much) -They fight for table scraps from me- haha Any snow where your at? Do you enjoy it?? I'll continue my 'Tuesday Train' starting next week ... I've made a bunch of new comments - which get mixed in with some older one in the weeks ahead. Tod

You Should Get One
How would you like a picture like mine?! Well now you can for only 2,000 fubucks. If you would like one just private message me with the link of the photo you want done and the fubucks and I can make that happen for you. Brought to you by ~*Demented Kitty*~@ fubar

Sorry To All My Fubarians
im sorry for my last posted mum to all that commented on the last mum im sorry if u got affended by it and the reason i said it was there where some people that didnt like what i commented back to some of there comments accept or dont my appologie up to u

~ The Next.....~
I dreamt of you last night. I felt your touch again. I love it when I visit you, if only in my dreams. I smiled once again. I always seem to do, when you come to me. I am shining just for you. Time does not matter. Distance is but a thing. Nothing holds back the feelings, or the passion that you bring. I wait so eagerly, for the next one yet to come. The next time we're together, the next time in the sun. Because it shines so bright. The darkness goes away. you fufill each desire. I love it when you stay. But then I wake up, to the real world that I live. I have to let you go again and all the love you give. But I know you will be back, my dreams will keep you near; to keep you close to me , till the next time we meet on here.

Auction
*~Drew~* is holding an online auction! Rules are as follows: Running from January 1st to January 11th Fubar Auction: your chance to virtually own someone! 1. You can bid on anyone in the contest including yourself. 2. Your bid has to be higher than the previous one. 3. What do you bid with? (fubucks, tickers, vips, blasts, happy hours...) 4. If someone offers any of those things they will trump over any fubucks bid. 5. No rude comments. 6. Who recieves the rubucks or anything that is offered in the auction? The people that are up for auction! (Drew is only in it for the comment points!) 7. Whomever has the highest bid at the end of the auction will win or take ownership of the person for one month!! What you get from the person you OWN? - all pics rated - all stash rated - a salute pic from them with your name included - a Mumm done about you - Comments daily from them and their undivided attention!! This should link you to my page in the auction... while th

Stress Level: Critical
I woke up this morning realizing how much I hate my goddamn job. Only about 3 or 4 of you know why. I was telling one of my sisters about it and she just presented me with the best job ever... in Arizona. But I'm seriously considering it, because I just have to get the hell away from all these people. I'm not even pretending to be happy at work anymore. I do my work, I file, and I sit at my desk and type up my job requirements because, that's right, I'm being a good little worker. When INSIDE my real persona is screaming at me to get up and beat the hell out of the person that put me in this mood. *deep breath* But if i get arrested, I REALLY can't go to Arizona, so I'll behave.... for now.

This Is Why We Are New Yorks Finest !!!!
http://news.yahoo.com/s/nm/20080103/us_nm/newyork_crime_dc NY police credit rookies for declining murder rate By Edith Honan 3 minutes ago A 5-year-old program that sends rookie police officers to crime hot spots in New York City has helped the city achieve the lowest murder rate in 45 years and will be doubled in size in 2008, police officials say. New York police said there were 494 homicides last year, down from 596 in 2006 and the lowest since 548 in 1963 when the city began keeping records of the total number of murders. When asked last week if there was a single reason for the decline in crime, Police Commissioner Ray Kelly cited Operation Impact, which sends rookie police officers to narrowly defined areas that have suffered from high crime, some no larger than a housing project or a shopping corridor. This month, all 914 members of the most recent police academy class will join the program, bringing the size of Operation Impact to more than 1,800 officers

What Is A Men Whore?
Today i had a conversation to that one i fall badly.... to that one i care bunches.. Well everybody who was talking to me in the past or reading my profile....they knew i am want things working out with somebody i do know a long time now. I always thought or belived we can not be together and we also can not be without eitch other...we like cats and dogs...we laughed, fight and cryed in the past together...we try to support eitch other as much as we could...with him being deployed and now back in the states and me in germany. I try to watched his back as much as i could. I know for a men its hard to be without sex...but for an woman as well...lol...i understood and i took it that way...i was pretty open about that part... Well lets say it that way...i asked him few times before...would u like me doing the same things what u re doing? Would u like me to f.. around as muchest u do? His answer was no he would like that idea but he can not stop me... right he cant. But i know how bad

Page One
So...this is my blog, such as it is and welcome to it. It was suggested to me that I start writing down thoughts and feelings and such and create a "journal". Well, I don't see any use in making and writing a journal that others can't read, so I'm sharing "ME" with the world (wide web). There will be no set rules here...no schedule...no itinerary...just me expressing myself whenever I ding dang feel like it. Today, I have nothing much to express, so this will be short and sweet, but there should be more soon (or maybe not...no set rules).

Lost
I believe everyone that comes into your life shapes who you are. Its hard after a while not to turn cold. I've met some truely amazing people over the last couple years. Its so hard to move on once someone is no longer ment to be in your life. Wether it be death or lifes journey im thankful to all those that have come and gone. Im a little heart broken over those that are lost and those hanging by a string.

Six Days.
All my life I have sold my soul. Little here, little there, it has took a toll. Nothing more than a jig-saw puzzle. Mouth covered by a sinners muzzle. Caught up in the holy tussle. Good vs. Evil, standing in court. Swear to myself, I'm safe in my fort. Still they both find ways to get to me. Ladies asking me things I don't wanna hear, Then hearing the preacher all up in my ear. All my life He has called my heart, Even though I swore I was to far apart, So first he wrecked my car. And let me walk way, still I didn't stay. I went back to my old ways. Then I silently overdosed, Left me up in a comatose. He let me wake up, still then I walked away. This time he took my breath away. Gave me time to think, exactly six days. Now tears are rolling down my face. Hoping this time, He can wash my sins away.

Beryl (aquamarine)
Mineral and precious stones have historic meanings based on their color, value, and rarity. Geology and various crystal structures have significance in the New Age movement, which has renewed interest in these materials. Beryl is a crystal that represents courage and tranquillity. Dreams that include this stone may reflect material gain, or they may reflect self-esteem and inner calm given by another as a gift to you.

Forever My Love Will Be
When troubles bring you down and you don't know what to do, just look inside your heart and you'll know that I love you. Every one has a destiny to find, looking in your eyes I have found mine. You're all I ever wanted, you're all I'll ever need. I will be yours always, you will have my love for eternity.

So Much Hate
Have you ever felt so much hate for some one you didn't even know. I sure as hell do. Though I know a lot of people with the same hate for the same guy. Becouse of this ass hole, my best friend is going to the middle of the desert for 15 months, she's leaving behind a little boy who just turned one. I don't know a single person who doesn't know some one over seas right now. Fuck the worst part of it all is, they call her on New Years at midnight to put her on notice. Happy fucking new year. Fucking ass face mother fucker.

Have You Ever
Have you ever been around someone and just couldn't think? Have you ever been around someone lips, soft as a rose's pink? Have you ever been around someone heart as vast as the open sea? Have you ever been around someone together forever you wish to be? Have you ever been around someone into their eyes you gaze? Have you ever been around someone piercing the soul like the sun's rays? Have you ever been around someone and chose to run and hide? Have you ever been around someone scared of what feelings are inside? Have you ever.........

We Take Things For Granted Everyday
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Charlie Date: Jan 3, 2008 7:47 AM ----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: ♥Wishing upon a Star♥Date: Jan 3, 2008 4:25 AM>HUG A SOLDIER! PLEASE KEEP THIS ONE GOING. (THANKS DEBBIE)Please turn up the volume on your speakers and read the entire bulletin. Wishing everyone a great Holiday Season, but let us not forget what others are giving up for the price of freedom, and for us to celebrate this Holiday. Please take a moment and say a prayer for those that are serving our country and their families and loved ones.Happy Holidays to All,He stays up for days on end.You take a warm shower to help you wake up.He goes days or weeks without running water.You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.Yo

A Rose Without You
With this rose, I not only give you merely a rose, but I give you my heart and soul. I send to you all the love I have to give, and anything else that would give me the chance to touch your heart. With this rose, I reveal all my thoughts and feelings about you that I have withheld for so long. I feel when I am with you... I am like a rose, not because of it?s beauty, but because I am able to bloom and grow with you. To me you are like a rose's sunshine, so full of energy and light, that never does it fail to lift my spirits. Just by the sound of your voice and that look in your eye. I could never tear my eyes from you, you are able to make my life worth living. But, without you, just like a rose, I would wither and die. Not all at once, but little by little, petal by petal. Slowly at first, because you have made me stronger and stronger each day you're with me. But eventually, without you, I will loose all those beautiful petals you

I'm Fucking Nuts
So i'm in the kitchen talkin to my roomie about how wonderful mania is for keeping a clean house...one thing leads to another, and i just remade a shitty song i never liked from the get-go. She's a maniac maniac on the kitchen floor and she's sweepin like she's never swept before. Yeah, i've lost it. Time to finish that joint.

A Cute Poem For A Cute Girl
You changed my world with a blink of an eye That is something that I can not deny You put my soul from worst to best That is why I treasure you my dearest You just don't know what you have done for me You even pushed me to the best that I can be You really are an angel sent from above To take care of me and shower with love When I'm with you I will not cry even a single a tear And your touch have chased away all of my fear You have given me a life that I could live worthwhile It is even better everytime you smile It so magical those things you've made To bring back my faith that almost fade Now my life is a dream come true It all began when I was loved by you Now I have found what I am looking for It's you and your love and nothing more Co'z you have given me this feeling of contentment In my life something I've never felt I wish I could talk 'til the end of day But now I'm running out of things to say So I'll end by the line you already know "I LOVE Y

Smart Blonde
The smart blonde Scott gets on a plane and finds himself seated next to a cute blonde. He immediately turns to her and makes his move. 'You know,' he says, 'I've heard that flights will go quicker if you strike up a conversation with your fellow passenger. So let's talk.' The blonde, who had just opened her book, closes it slowly and says to the guy, 'What would you like to discuss?' 'Oh, I don't know,' says the guy. 'How about nuclear power?' 'OK,' says the blonde. 'That could be an interesting topic. But let me ask you a question first. A horse, a cow, and a deer all eat the same stuff -- grass. Yet the deer excretes little pellets, the cow turns out a flat patty, and the horse produces muffins of dried poop. Why do you suppose that is?' The guy is dumbfounded! Finally he replies, 'I haven't the slightest idea.' 'So tell me,' says the blonde, 'How is it that you feel qualified to discuss nuclear power when you don't know shit?'

Heart Shaped Snow Flakes
Heart shaped snow flakes are curling around my feet. as she strokes the back of my neck them times you cant beat. we watch together as the snow flakes fall from the sky like a billion jagged needles it all seems a treat. as we both step forward we both smile as the snow falls beneath our weight compact like concrete. hand in hand we talk now without a thought of anything else on our mind. we walk gently through snow flakes,seeking words that at this very moment,we simply cant find. i feel sweeped off my feet even though this is just a casual sort of thing. i smile to my self occasionaly as i see the diamonds shine in your ring. i gave you that ring my love,a token of appreciation and love. how i have been blessed by some unnatural force from above. i cant believe my heart is full now,a while ago it was broken so much. but you reshaped everything,with one single beautiful touch. you are my angel,and you cure me in every way you can. you make me see clear ,but mostly you m

This Is Dedicated To My Handsome, Sexy Friend Le Big Money!! (to Be Finished Later Today)
So I find myself sitting in my office on the chair.. Normal, right? maybe, except for the fact that I can actually feel my sweet, freshly shaven pussy getting wet, throbbing from looking at that nice cock.. Imagining what would happen if he was here right now.. Thinking about the first time that his strong hands touch my soft skin.. Waiting to feel his hot breath on my neck, telling me what a dirty little girl I am,while his fingers start to roam.. Feeling him run his hands over my shirt, squeezing and groping my tits.. Feeling my knees starting to buckle.. His mouth on my neck slowly, kissing and nibbling... feeling his teeth graze my skin makes me moan out loud.. My pussy is aching for him to touch it.. His mouth runs down my neck, over my chest as he unbuttons my shirt.. I can feel my heart beating fast as he slides my bra straps down my shoulders, his tonuge tracing my hard nipple.. He moves from one side to the other, pulling on my nipple rings, making me sooo fucking wet!!.. I ca

Bud The Idiot Extraordinaire
So there was this guy Bud, posted a stupid MuMM. He said any rude commenter would get one back. I made two before I asked where my rude comment was. This is his shout to me and my response (bold) ->Bud: Excellent!! Now, try again, only this time in English! Ready? Bud: theres your comment Bud: i got your bitch hagging u sonofbitch This happened over the course of the following 10 minutes. My response is bold, of course: ->Bud: I'm a wrench? A tool? Is that really the best you got? Jesus Christ, I've seen slugs with a higher IQ than you. And it's "whore" and what the fuck is a closet queen bitch? I know I'm a bitch, Captain Obvious, anything else I already know that you want to point out? Bud: so what do u want for to say u a cum sucking closet queen bitch and hore and a wrench Maelbolgia: lol ->Maelbolgia: He keeps going on about me hagging him ->Bud: Buy? I didn't buy anything you insolent shit. Learn some English-you DO live int he United States, yes? Maelbolgia: he

Pure Passion
When I'm with her, I want to tell her Everything I feel. So, this is what I whisper... "It's a yearning, a desire, a need. It feels like you'll take my breath out of me, and my body quivers with the slightest touch. I breathe in the warm air of your exhale." "My heart pauses as my lips tremble. It's like our bodies are in tune. Nobody leads, we just go; In time with one another." "The hair on my neck stands up as a shiver crawls across my skin. My mind is dancing with racing thoughts. Of everything I want to give." "Time seems to stand still, yet we know it's flying by. No concern for the past or future; Just the here, the now, the present" "Sometimes strong and yet sometimes just a light touch; A feathery sensation, tingling, Or a hunger for the lower lip" "This is passion, in its truest form. An indescribable urge To bring our lips together In any kind of kiss."

Love Me Like That
feeling alone and afraid thinking nobody cared thinking no one was there in a world of tears in a world of pain in a world of heartache you rescued me you were a light and the end of a tunnel but you were a dream cuz nobody i said nobody can love me like that you picked me up stopped the tears from fallin and you gave me hope you saved me from life from a world of tears from a world of pain from a world of heartache you carried me you were a light and the end of a tunnel but you were just a dream cuz nobody i said nobody can love me like that

Words From My Heart
I could not sleep at all last night Could only recall yesterday's sight Your eyes spoke words straight from the heart The things they said shook my world apart The walls around me have tumbled down Simply due to your voice's sure sound Around you I experience not one bit of fear Happiness, to my eyes, brings a tear To God, in thanks, I cry today For bringing Love to me, pray you stay! I had asked for love but he gave me more An Angel, you, he instead brought forth If you give your love like he meant it so Love will flow between us, to and fro And if your love is strong and pure You are the one meant for me, I am sure. I could not sleep at all last night Could only recall yesterday's sight Your eyes spoke words straight from the heart The things they said shook my world apart.

Nufu
Wow. This Fubar thing is a total trip! I really should have spent more time here instead of spending hours on freaking Myspace! This is way more involving and fast paced! Now I get to learn terms like "fu-owned" and, unreal, I see naked people, they're everywhere and I'm not sure they even know their naked! I have got to get a bottle of Crown Royal and spend an evening here causing chaos!

Poems
To Say Goodbye To say goodbye kills the soul; It's a pain you'll never forget; Goodbye is such a depressing word; And it's something you may regret. To say goodbye can bring tears to your eyes; And a sadness deep in you heart; To know that the ones you love; And yourself will be apart. To say goodbye can shred your heart; And leave a scar like you'd never know; A scar that may never heal; Because you had to let someone go. Christopher Allen McVeigh Copyright ©2008 Christopher Allen McVeigh

I Found Love On Fubar
Theres this girl on here, her name is realist barbie you know. she is my princess, i love her with all my heart and ill will do everything to make her happy cause she means everything to me. to me she is my soul mate, she makes me happy in ways i cannot describe and i want to be with her for the rest of my life.

Barking Dog
A gal, might have been blonde, and her husband are in bed listening to the next door neighbor's dog which has been barking for hours. She jumps up out of bed and says, "I've had enough of this." She comes back, and her husband says "The dog is still barking, what have you been doing?" "I put the dog in our backyard; let's see how THEY like it!

Thank You All You All Rawk
Click Here :D I am just blown away with the way everyone jumped in and helped me reach "GODFATHER", I would love to thank each and everyone of you but I wouldnt know where to start.I have some ideas how I can return my thanks to you all, And again thank you all very very much you all RAWK!! THANK YOU ALL SO VERY MUCH!! PAINTER

Toby Keith - I Love (fu)bar
We got winners We got losers Chain-smokers and boozers We got yuppies We got bikers We got thirsty hitchhikers And the girls next door dress up like movie stars Hmmm, Hmmm, Hmmm, Hmmm, Hmmm, I love this bar We got cowboys We got truckers Broken-hearted fools and suckers And we got hustlers We got fighters Early-birds and all-nighters And the veterans talk about their battle scars Hmmm, Hmmm, Hmmm, Hmmm, Hmmm, I love this bar I love this bar It's my kind of place Just walkin' through the front door Puts a big smile on my face It ain't too far Come as you are Hmmm, Hmmm, Hmmm, Hmmm, Hmmm, I love this bar I've seen short skirts We've got high-techs Blue-collared boys and rednecks And we got lovers Lots of lookers I've even seen dancing girls and hookers And we like to drink our beer from a mason jar Hmmm, Hmmm, Hmmm, Hmmm, Hmmm, I love this bar (Yes I do) Break Toby: I like my truck Crowd: I like my truck Toby: And I like my girlfriend Crowd

I Was Alil Mad
As your body bleeds Im sitin there laughin As your body bleeds Ima still be clapin As your body bleeds Its a shame how this happend >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> As you bleed all over the streets everyone is pointin an laughin they all new this would fuckin happen. You messed with the rong person i tryed to be nice but it still wasnt workin. I was tired of tryin to impress you shit i cant believe it took this long for me to deck you. Im done with this shit your bitch ass deserves what you get shit people tell me this will be hard to forget! nah it wont be i had fun doin it i dont regret shit that had to be done even if it was for fun haha! Say shit now bitch nobody to help you ur just layin there wishin someone would care for you! You thought you were better then me didnt you oh yeah thats rite i cheated on my wife wen she was pregnet wit my daughter i was fuckin sum other chick behind her back shit thats rite that was me fuck im stupid! You had no rite to judge me buddy after a

I Don't Want To Be A Jerk About This
Please people understand I love Everdreamer's Babygirl. I am happy and want nor wish no one else. I don't ask that you respect me, but please respect my feelings. My heart belongs to her, and You are NOT going to change my mind or heart on the matter. I don't want to see your nude photos, or your NSFW photos. I do not want to visit your personal website. Nor am I interested in "secret rendevous"(yes you know who I am talking about!!). And I do not wish to be a Fu-Husband, I am loyal and Love MY Everdreamer's Babygirl. If this continues I will block and have nothing to do with you. All I do is rate photos, help in contests, and occasionally will talk to my fans, friends and family. Really the relationship I am in is the one I want so please respect that. Thank you, ahead of time for your consideration.

Most Recent Dream Of Zombies....
Damn.... another bad dream that was cool. Seems like my worst fears reAlly shine in dreamland. In my current dreams, there is a day once a year that the dead return from their graves to kill humans.... and we have to secure ourselves properly and make sure we don't get overrun. The best part? You know what day it is and have time to prepare, yet everyone still panics. I wrapped myself in a holy shroud and only had a .22 to defend myself at one point, and it didn't work out very well. I stayed on the run all night with a group of 4 or 5 people. We were going to stay in one place, but decided that was to dangerous... so we ran away in a huge truck and tried to stay on the road, shouting at zombies and running them over whenever possible. We would go to other people we knew to check on them, and they had weapons... that's when it got better. Blasting off a zombies head with a shotgun is not only exhilarating, but it's down right disgusting as well... but hey, you have to do what you need

Untitled
Into the void my mind wanders thoughts of love are streaming As I sit and ponder do we all really have meaning? inside us there's a part of fate powerful and gleaming searching without peril for it's mate though it's only half of a whole it's strong and amazing I've found it in you, the rest of my soul.

Sweetheart, Gone
The hardest part about leaving is saying goodbye. Everything here has meaning. this is to tell you why. I just couldn't go without letting you know Just how much you've meant to me. very special you've become to be. I'll cherish our memories. all the time spent Saying things we really meant. treasuring the love we felt Held tight in eachothers' arms. just being there to help. I just want you to know that even though We are finally apart you are in my heart. With words so kind you're still in my mind Our love was so true i'll never forget you I hope you stay the man I knew Enjoy each day be happy in what you do. If I never see you again here's my goodbye, Friend.

A Million In Fu Bucks
I'm thinking of throwing a contest to give away a million dollars in fu bucks. Picture comments count as votes & the most comments wins. It will run for 10 days , and as soon as I can get 10 contestants . So yall contact me and let me know and lets have some fun. * lisasweet *@ fubar

Vicks Vapor Rub
Vicks Vapor Rub I've done this for years....also for a sore throat, put vicks on your neck..wrap and pin a sock around you neck....go to bed ....the next morning your sore throat is gone. You'll feel silly but it works!! Try this for coughing. VICKS VAPORUB...TRY IT, IT WORKS When we had a lecture on Essential Oils, they told us how the foot soles can absorb oils. Their example: Put garlic on your feet and within 20 minutes you can 'taste' it. Some of us have used Vicks Vaporub for years for everything from chapped lips to sore toes and many body parts in between. But I've never heard of this. And don't laugh, it works 100% of the time although the scientists at the Canada Research council (who discovered it) aren't sure why. To stop night time coughing in a child (or adult as we found out personally), put Vicks Vaporub generously on the bottom of the feet at bedtime, then cover with socks. Even persistent, heavy, deep coughing will stop in about 5 minutes and stay s

Embraced By A Thought... A Dream.
Even stars fade... Some explode, some implode... Others fall, shoot, and some even rise. Look deep into my words. We all play a roll in this play called life. The rolls sometimes change and at times the show is disbanded. BUT, while the curtain is open the show must go on so make sure your cast is full of true stars. Superstars are rare and most are facade. When you find fake ones let them shoot to their own destruction far from you. The problem is distinguishing true from false. You get burnt from time to time but bask in glory when you survive just to see that "superstar" read the same lines to the next playwright. Remember all stars fade, even your own. So make sure while you shine... shine as bright as you can for as long as you can. Find only the purest of lights to rise with and never let burning stars bring you down. So which star are you? "If you are what you say you are A super star Then have no fear the camera's here and the microphone and they wanna

Love
Have you ever been so in love that you couldn't straight? Have you ever been so in love that you turned yourself into something you are not? Have you ever been in love so much that you know what's going on but, you don't care because you love him/her so much. No matter what you do you feel like it's not good enough. I love so gard and get my heart broken so much. Sometimes I wonder if loving someone is worth the trouble. Then I think back and I have to believe in love. I can't let the past mess up my realationships in the future. I believe in love because it is the greatest gift God gave us but, it hurts so much sometimes. I want that man that is going to prove to me all men are not the same. I want that man that is going to be able to tell when I am hurting. I want that man that can wrap his arms around me and say "baby it's going to be okay". I want that man that is going to be by myside good times and bad. I want that man that has eyes for only me. I want that kinda love I can feel

Starting The Alabama Gang On Here!
Lets all see how many people we can get to join from our state. I'm from Alabama so thats the state I'm gonna try and get add the most!!! if your up for it post back here, and lets get this party started! Ben "O"

Please Give Me One More Day
Please give me one more day, Please say you'll stay. Never meant to stray. Wanted to make a new start never meant to break your hearts. Please give me one more day, please say you'll stay. I wanted to make a change, but now it feels so strange. I only wanted my mother, never meant to be a bother. Please give me one more day please say you'll stay. Never meant to cause you pain, didnt mean to cause the rain. Please Give me one more day, please say you'll stay. Now i only want to cry, cause i know i did try. I only sigh cause we said goodbye, I want to die, how could you lie. Please give me one more day, please say you'll stay. I only wanted my father never meant to be a bother. I thought i was strong how could i be so wrong. Please give me one more day. please say you'll stay I promise I wont stray. Just one more day. I dont want to say goodbye. I love you mom and dad, but why do you make me sad, why cant you be glad, i feel so lost but what's the c

Photo And Stash Update !
Happy new year ! I hope 2008 will be a great year for you. I have added some photo's to my 'grand daughter' and 'stuff made by me' albums and i have updated my stash in the 'dunno' section. Please stop by and leave love. Thanks kindly Love Lin xx

Re: Bill O'reilly Admits He Is "frightened" By Ron Paul
RE: Bill O'Reilly Admits He Is "Frightened" By Ron Paul ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 03 Jan 2008, 18:03 Bill O'Reilly Admits He Is "Frightened" By Ron Paul Talking head blowhard Bill O'Reilly admitted on Fox News last night that Ron Paul frightens him and that he completely agrees with the decision to exclude him from a Fox presidential forum this weekend. http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/january2008/010308_bill_frightened.htm

Black & Gold Mafia
Peeps, been thinking of starting a new fu group called the "BLACK & GOLD MAFIA" if your from the burgh or just a black & gold junkie, let me know and if enough respond, well start the group & get a lounge set up.

Whatever
All i know is that i feel so alone anymore,i start to talk to someone and then they dont talk to me,like i did something wrong when i know of nothing i did.And then there is family who say they are there for helping you, but then all they do is yell at you and fight with you, say things that hurt you. Why dose it seem like anymore all people are here to do is hurt other people and there feelings. I have so much love to give and no one wants it seem like family dont want my love friends dont want it, so why do i have it? Whatever

2008...off To A Bad Start
so my year has already started off wrong but i know itll change.. it started in a bed at midnight..because i was sick..LAME! i know..lol senior year and not one drink =P but all i can think about is graduating..even when kassie walked into our hotel room..we both yelled GRADUATION!!! at the same time lol this year hopefully will make a difference.. spring break..my "mom" and i are heading to new york and looking for an apt and she wants to bring her daughter up there with me after graduation... i dont plan on living there but i have a few ideas that i want to try and make work for a few months..and if they do..who knows where im headed...if not..i wanna go to north carolina for college and stay.. but leaving ohio and staying in new york from june for the rest of the year makes me so HAPPY! i HATE it here!..even my mom said she notices how ready i am to leave.. i may not know what exactly i want right now but i have a damn good idea lame blog but oh well eat me =]

Profile Pics
When I signed up for Fubar again, I used a generic pic as my profile image because I wasn't in the mood at the time to search though my flash drive for a pic of myself. My profile really didn't get alot of notice. Yesterday I decided to dig out a pic or two of myself and finally post it as my profile pic and was amazed by how many people actually stopped by to check out and rate my profile. So I have to ask the question and I have to do it here because I've not reached the 5th level yet... Do my fellow Fubar patrons prefer to rate only profiles with pics?

Just Some Words.
Ok here is the thing, i have found here on Fubar, an alarming amount of Master's that allow Thier submissives to act jealous and bratty and create situations, that i have found 9 out of 10 times, is a bunch of shit. Well i for one am so freakin finished with that kind of crap, so You as a Master want to allow Your sub to top from the bottom, that is on Your hands, i dont have a problem with that, but leave me and my friends out of it. Trust me the drama is not worth my time, nor any of theirs, i would just as soon block You and Your submissive before i deal with any kind of false accusations whether it be towards my friends or myself. i love having contact with a large variety of people here, and enjoy my time with both Master's and submissive along with vanilla people, but i will tell You all this. i serve One, He is the owner of my heart, my mind, my spirit, my soul, and my body, i do not and will NEVER play with Another. i have a wonderfully close friend of mine who has been accused

Don't You Think Your Identity Is Worth It
You understand identity theft is a problem facing many people. You may even know some of those people, or be a victim yourself. Those who have not experienced it firsthand may not think about identity theft except when it pops back up in the news again. Unfortunately this complacency can lead to an underestimation of the risk. Unfortunately, we’re all at risk: * Do you hand your credit card to servers at restaurants? * Do you sign your credit card? * Do you supply personal information over the internet? * Do you leave mail at your home or business for the postal carrier to collect? * Do you shred unwanted mail containing personal information? What if you discovered that your identity had been stolen? * Call your financial institution and/or credit card company * Contact the three major credit repositories * Go through the helpful but extensive steps recommended by the Federal Trade Commission in its 30-page consumer support publication

Poems
SILENCE Your silence says it all ... No responses, not even a wow ... Without saying or doing a thing ... You've shown me everything! I have no choice but to turn and walk away ... with absolutely no regrets ... but not without any tears or memories. BROKEN DREAMS It's time to stop wishin on this fantasy This dream that will never be Am I giving this up? Yes it is time to toss it away It's the reality that I know it will never come my way. As hard as I try I still sit here and cry This dream, this fantasy felt so real to me It is very hard to admit that it's only just a dream It's not reality or even truly a part of me.

If Ya Wanna See "the Goods" Lol
hey pplz...ovbiously i dont juss have my nuder side juss for everyone to oogle over...if ya want to see freind or not...ya gotta ask and ill shoot ya to my family long enough to see em....if ya really good ill leave ya there ;p

Just Here
I want to leave this place Just to get away and feel the breeze upon my face And just be myself By leaving this place behind and everything else. As i sit here in this chair I feel this emptiness inside my soul Praying that questions will be answered for the stories in my life untold As i stare out my window thinking about my past I think of how i use to be and why it didnt last Everyday I walk around with a fake smile Knowing that the pain inside of me will hurt only for a little while Sometimes when i'm alone i want to cry And other times i want to crawl inside myself and die As i think to myself I feel that i will never see happiness, never containing my insanity Because of the thoughts and criticism of the people around me One day I will understand my life's Plan That is in store for me In this world of hatefulness and cruelty And let go of the pain that is holding on inside of me

Come On Over To House Of Celestial Dreams And Get $100.00 Fubucks!
Every person that goes into my lounge and subscribes to lounge gets $100.00 in free fubucks hurry before the time is up CLICK ON THE PICTURE BELOW TO COME IN!

One Pissed Veteran
Well, I think the time has come to BURN MY FLAG! You heard me right. I am a Marine Corp veteran. During the first war in Iraq, Daddy Bush cut many many benifets for our vets. Well, I went for an eye appt at VA yesterday. 80 Miles round trip. They tell me I need glasses, but I have to go elsewhere because of "cuts in government spending". WTF??? Well, if this is how Uncle Sam is gonna treat the MEN AND WOMEN that stood up for their country...he can KISS MY FKN ASS!!! No, I WONT wrap myself in it first. And yall can say anything you like. I DONT FKN CARE ANYMORE!!! Im tired of seeing all the fkn immigrants getting financial assistance while we have HOMELESS VETS living in the streets. Proud American? NOT ANY MORE!!! My Cherokee flag is going up, MAYBE, with the US flag UPSIDE DOWN under it!!!

The Pain That Hurts
I gripe a Pepsi and my Chocolate Sit down to listen to a sad country song on the radio Song remaind me of all the hell you put me threw I cry the blues when you left me I couldn't see pass the tears and the pain Seem like everything came to an end in my world My heart was reap a part Everybody said it would get easier I couldn't see how I was so miseraale I didn't care if my world turns or not Just wanted to be left a lone Nobody seem to understand why I wanted todo that I was trying to deal with what you had done to me With your cheating and lying ways I will not deal with it any more You need to go away I only ask you one thing to leave me alone So I can go on with my life with out fear That you will do something to me again I never could understand why you did what you did to me You were not happy unless things were going your way I always wonder were did I go so wrong All thats left is the pain and anger of it all Only time can heal the pain I feel Good-by

Three Flames
three flames three flames drawn together. three flames are forever. three flames burning bright. Somewhere in the night. They nourish and they feed, their deep and lasting need. three flames are now parted, parted by the winds. They are dimly glowing, as their fire bends. all having faith. all having trust. all enduring as they must. Wishing to be one. One day their time will come. Ohhhh, three flames. three flames drawn together. three flames are forever. three flames burning bright, somewhere in the night. They nourish and they feed, their deep and lasting need. eternally - meant to be - eternally. three flames are now waiting. One day their time will come. One day they will be one, they will be one. three flames, forever, forever

My Daily Love Tarot
The King of Pentacles card suggests that when it comes to your relationship or love life, there can be too much of a good thing, particularly if you fall into the trap of showing off. Like an all-you-can-eat buffet, where what you want is quantity, the situation changes or disappears once the want has been sated. But in matters of the heart, do what you believe, which, like a banquet, is all about quality. Tend to what you need, consider those who rely on you for support and practice gratitude. You may find that you are surrounded by a cornucopia of abundance and in a position to share this bounty with others. The more you give, the less you will suffer want in the first place. Get back to basics and make a clean sweep of those things that are cluttering up your love life or distracting you from true commitment and sensual pleasure.

Parrots
A teenager takes a seat on a bench next to a middle aged man reading a newspaper. After a few minutes the man looks over and stares intentively on the youth's multicolored mowhawk. The teenager looks over at the man and says "What's the matter old man, never done anything interesting in your life?" The man responeded with "I once got drunk and had sex with a parrot, I was just wondering if you were my son."

Show Dylon Sum Mad Love!!
If you have a chance PLEASE come and bomb DYLON in the King of Fubar contest. He lost his lead and is down like 300 comments. LETS SHOW DYLON SUM DIVA LOVE..Thanks MsMaine Just click the pic below and start commenting..

Taking A Break
I think I'm going to take a break from the FU for a while. Too much bullshit going on. People too into themselves and the bullshit drama that goes on. When I first started with this site, it was fun, people were nice, and they didn't act holier than thou. Now it seems like people get their feelings hurt at the drop of a hat. So for my own sanity I think it's best that I take this well deserved break and try to concentrate on getting well and getting back to work. To those who are good and decent and have been around and not changed.. thanks for the good times.

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It seems like every day’s the same and I’m left to discover on my own It seems like everything is gray and there’s no color to behold They say it’s over and I’m fine again, yeah Try to stay sober feels like I’m dying here And I am aware now of how everything’s gonna be fine one day Too late, I’m in hell I am prepared now, seems everyone’s gonna be fine One day too late, just as well I feel the dream in me expire and there’s no one left to blame it on I hear you label me a liar ‘cause I can’t seem to get this through You say it’s over, I can sigh again, yeah Why try to stay sober when I’m dying here And I am aware now of how everything’s gonna be fine one day Too late, I’m in hell I am prepared now, seems everyone’s gonna be fine One day too late; just as well And I’m not scared now. I must assure you, you’re never gonna get away And I’m not scared now. And I’m not scared now. No… I am aware now of how everything’s gonna be fine o

A Sure Delight
A Sure Delight We now have many profile sites, who say they are here for a sure delight. A place to mingle and meet new friends. Because of some messages they allow you to send. Is this true a new friend you meet? Or only a dream that is so damn discreet? Hidden behind pages and doors and walls. Making you believe you’re having a ball. Meeting a new girl you care for so much. And all she is doing is playing with your trust. I feel in love so fast like a fool, and she used my heart like it was her personal tool! I would have done anything for her if she would have just been real. But it was only my money she wanted to steal. How can you trust what is on your screen? Hidden behind code you know what I mean. I know this is not every woman I speak of in this way.

The Women Of My Life
i have found the lady of my life she is my soul mat and i will never let her go she in my heart and soul i care about this women very much to as u see on here she goes by mrs. gathbrooks14321. and she going be my wife in the spring and she will be my wife forever i love u my wife forever till end of mytime and none can stop us now forever ur husband .

Written By Dj Trav
Blind Faith Darlin' I know you're sleepin' But there's something I've just got to say Wonder if you'll hear me While you're dreamin' You make a lifetime Out of every day Thanks to you now I know All my dreams can come true Blind Faith in you I got Blind Faith in you oh yeah Your eyes keep things well hidden Just a hint of what You're feelin' inside And the first day that I met you I consider that the first day of my life Thanks to you now I know All my dreams can come true Blind Faith in you I've got Blind faith in you And I'm not sure I deserve A women so true, but I love That you think I do With You and Faith, beside me I'm feelin' stronger every day Blind faith in you I got Blind faith in you It's true Blind faith in you I got Blind faith in you And I'm not sure I deserve A woman so true but I love That you think I do.

I Love You Holley Anne....my Daughter
I GOT UP THIS MORNING AND SAID A PRAYER...MY DAUGHTER TURNS SWEET SIXTEEN TODAY...AND I CANT TELL HER HAPPY BIRTHDAY OR I LOVE YOU..OR ANYTHING ELSE...BECAUSE OF THE BAD DECISIONS I HAVE MADE IN MY LIFE.. BUT BECAUSE I DO KNOW FINALLY THAT I AM NOT A BAD PERSON...IM JUST HAVE A DISEASE......CALLED ADDICTION... I HAVENT SEEN OR TALKED TO MY KIDS IN ALMOST FOUR YEARS...THAT DOESNT MEAN I DONT LOVE THEM WITH EVERY BIT OF MY BEING....BECAUSE I DO IT JUST MEANS THAT I COULDNT GET THE UNDERSTANDING OF WHO AND WHAT I AM UNTIL IT WAS TIME FOR ME TO UNDERSTAND.... I AM SHERI...AND I AM AN ADDICT...I HAVE 3 CHILDREN WHOM I LOVE VERY MUCH...AND I KNOW THAT I KNOW THAT I KNOW THAT WHEN I AM SUPPOSED TO BE A PART OF THEIR LIFE...WHEN ITS GODS TIME FOR ME...IT WILL BE THE PERFECT TIME...I HAVE TRIED FOR YEARS TO FORCE WHAT I THOUGHT WAS THE RIGHT THING...AND IT ABSOLUTELY WASNT....HENCE...I PUNISHED MYSELF TIME AND TIME AGAIN BEHIND MY GUILT AND SHAME.....I DONT EVER HAVE TO DO THAT AGAIN...

Omg These People Rock
They came when I called cuz I needed leveling :) They worked really hard and deserve more than I can possibly repay myself, so go give em some love :) Ðá Mäinê MÁn®@ fubar sweet and sassy{no salute no add, new policy}@ fubar Smiling Angel@ fubar Witchie Woman---Taken and adored...@ fubar Cathy "Member of the Inked Angels Family"@ fubar Poleguy09@ fubar Southern COUPLE@ fubar ~DJPhilburg360~~ ~Co/Owner of Viper Network Radio~Dirty South Crew~Founder Of Wakan- Tanka Clan~~@ fubar ~Bubbles~@ fubar Ladyneptune *Kingdom of Wolves* /(Lounge staff bouncer of Lilith's Lair)@ fubar DJ Luger Axhandle - co-owner Chill Factor Lounge@ fubar

A Pair Of Ballet Slippers
A Pair Of Ballet Slippers A pair of ballet slippers are all that she needs. To walk on her toes without bending her knees. To dance across the floor feeling as free as a bird. Listening for the crowd to give her a good word. Dancing on stage while the audience give rave. To her best performance with all the desire she gave. You are feeling good inside for seeing her in all her glory. But when people get home it's a whole nother story. Then what they read the very next day, that the little girl never made it home not even to play. Another child was stolen in broad daylight. Not even a second thought you will give her tonight. She taught you joy and laughter and style. In a pair of ballet slippers that was well worth her while. A family in pain from a child they just lost.

Chinese Astrology
The Chinese astrological cycle begins with the year of the Rat; consequently those born within this category like to be first, pioneers, at the forefront of the action. Because of this, they tend to see themselves as a cut above the others. Restless and inquisitive, those born under the influence of the Rat are active, both physically and mentally, and tend to lead busy lives. Challenge is essential to them for they love the thrill of living dangerously, adapting easily to different environments and surviving against all odds. With clairvoyance, intuition, perspicacity and an eye for detail, Rats are formidable problem solvers, finding workable solutions to the knottiest problems. Travelling is one of their favorite pastimes. They have a natural talent for the arts, specifically writing. The Rat possesses attributes ranging from charming and humorous to honest and meticulous. The Chinese say those born in these years make good and wise advisors, yet they can never decide for themselv

Spin The Bottle Style
The rules are that you post this and wait for someone to send you a message telling you what they would do with you. All you have to do is repost this with the subject "SPIN THE BOTTLE YEARBOOK STYLE" 1. I would wrap my arms around you 2. I would kiss you on the cheek 3. I would kiss you on your forehead 4. I would just give you a hug 5. I would kiss you on the lips 6. I would make out with you 7. I want to go out with you 8. I would sleep with you 9. I would do it all with you 10. It depends on who the bottle lands on 11. I will fuck the shit out of you & I would wrap my arms around you

So Far Away
So far away why can't you stay, my skies are grey. So far away my friend why did it end, why can't we mend what's been done, why do we run? So far away why did we stray, I wiped your tears through the years. And now your so far away, my friend. why did it end? I have to cry, why would you lie, i really did try. I only sigh, cause we said goodbye. So far away, why cant we mend and be friends again I feel the pain as it begins to rain, why cant we break the chains, the causes the strain. So far away my friend why did it end? Why So far away?

Live On Stage In Toronto
Santini will be performing in Toronto in late Feb and March at numerous venues. Stay tuned for gig particulars to be posted very soon. Santini's show will feature a number of drop dead dangerous extreme escapes set against a shattering background of hard edged metal music. "Suffocation", "Lobotomy", "Dagger Trap", and "The Ripper", will all be some of the extreme escapes featured in this particular series of shows and there will be a few brand new death devices introduced as well.

More
I can't see through this, can't take much more of this. Bounded is the one who's shame can't be undone. These places is my mind are farther left behind. Thoughts of you begin to fade, but my hate still stays the same.

Someone Sent Me This Poem And It Is Very Special! I Will Let The Author Comment If He Wants To Be Known!
The sun has stopped shining And the sky is slate gray. The flowers won't bloom Since you've been away. My garden is withered And nothing will grow. The life can't return Until you do-- I know. This house, it is rotting, The windows are cracked, But it's clean and it's tidy-- In case you come back. The porch light burned out So there's no light to see, But I've kept the walk clear Just in case you miss me. The stars flickered out And the sky has gone black, But there's a light in my window In case you come back. Any spark in my eyes Died out weeks ago, And my heart turned to ashes-- I thought you should know. But I've left one door open For you to come in In case you should choose To come love me again

I Know I Haven't Been Around
This pregnancy has really taken it's toll on me. I am on partial bedrest from here on out. I still have 8 weeks left! I can't stand it but I have to be careful. This kid keeps trying to make an early entrance. She needs to stay in there just a little longer. :o) My other kiddo is sick as well an has been since Christmas Eve day so things have been a bit chaotic here. If you get a chance,send some get well and stay put vibes my direction. I could use them. lol

Gravity
Something always brings me back to you. It never takes too long. No matter what I say or do I'll still feel you here 'til the moment I'm gone. You hold me without touch. You keep me without chains. I never wanted anything so much than to drown in your love and not feel your rain. CHORUS Set me free, leave me be. I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity. Here I am and I stand so tall, just the way I'm supposed to be. But you're on to me and all over me. You loved me 'cause I'm fragile. When I thought that I was strong. But you touch me for a little while and all my fragile strength is gone. CHORUS Set me free, leave me be. I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity. Here I am and I stand so tall, just the way I'm supposed to be. But you're on to me and all over me. I live here on my knees as I try to make you see that you're everything I think I need here on the ground. But you're neither friend nor foe though I can't seem to let you g

Glad It Is Over, Hope This One Is Better
Ok so it is the New Year plus a few days. All I can really say is that I am glad 2007 is over. That year started off ok. I was dateing a beautiful and smart woman. But by the end of January that was over. I should have seen how bad things were going to get from there. Not to tell everything that happened I will skip to the end. Just days before the new year I get laid off from work. Needless to say that is why I am glad 2007 is over. So here is to 2008. Hope things are better for us all.

Re: Ron Paul Air Corps Set To Soar Over American Cities
RE: Ron Paul Air Corps Set To Soar Over American Cities ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 03 Jan 2008, 15:43 Ron Paul Air Corps Set To Soar Over American Cities Ron Paul supporters are being urged to take the revolution to the air as funding is sought for a squadron of 50 flights to take to the skies before the end of January, dragging behind them gigantic 90 by 30 feet banners promoting the Congressman's presidential campaign. http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/january2008/010308_air_corps.htm

Thoughts And Feelings I Had Long Ago.
Who am I, what have I become. Broken thoughts scattered in time. Picking up the pieces of what I cant find. Why do I feel like im the only one? Thoughts of you are what torment my mind. I am the one that got left behind. What does it take to keep you satisfied. Inspired by pain and forgotten the same. My thoughts thicken with rage, I want out of this cage. Locked up inside, I have nowhere to hide. You poisined my mind, when you left me behind. Breaking away, my mind has decayed. Burning with hate just take it away.

If You Go..
Heard you talk about leavin' Heard you talk about leavin' before Heard you talk about givin' up on me Heard you talk about changin' But talk is cheap and I've heard it all before It used to be that I'd fall apart but that don't work no more Cause you cant leave half way And i cant let you stay Take your promise Take your pain Take your restless heart If you go Go all the Don't look back Cause in my heart you've been gone so long I wont miss you that bad If you go Go all the way Don't look back She asked me why I'm not crying Cause I did all of my crying before I took off my pretty party dress And I don't dance no more I don't need someone else To make me feel myself Take your promise Take your pain Take your restless heart If you go Go all the way Don't look back Cause in my heart you've been gone so long That I won't miss you that bad If you go Go all the way Don't look back If you go Go all the w

The Devil’s Prey
The Devil's Prey They keep telling me that this is the way, but yet little do they know we are only the devil's prey. When you pray only when in times of need, the devil lays claim to your spiritual deed. You must honor thy father with heart felt truthfulness and sincerity. But for most of us my friends it is only a rarity. I don’t believe in a church or a building man made. But my heart is the start on a life to be paid. My feelings, my thinking are controlled by my heart. That the devil, an Angel is determined to rip apart. Listen close and believe when I say, He is an Angel who has only lost his way. Who is the first one to teach us deception and lies. With Adam and Eve, Gods first gift of our lives. A powerful being you can not even see.

For All My Fu Friends
OK Heres The Deal..Pit An His Girl Are In A Contest 4 Hottest Couple On The FU Drop A Rate On It Im Askn 4 Ur Time If U Drop A Rate On It Lemme Kno...And i'll make u a personal salute Just click the pic ty and luv ya all

Plz Help Hh Giveaway
OK EVERYONE to start off i would like to thank everyone that has helped me out on the hh contest i had going on sexygirlblondes page. HOWEVER that task was going to be pretty well impossible to complete in the ammount of time i had to do it. ACHILLES has been kind enough to give me a sweeter deal. I have to get 50,000 comments for a happy hour but i have 6 weeks to do so and he credited my commments from the other one off of the 50,000 so if you had been helping me your comments didnt go to waste. Here is the link to that picture Everyone has been a lil confused about where to go so just click on this picture and it will take you right there As a matter of fact had achilles not done this for me your comments would have went to waste but now i have a chance. Thank you everyone for helping me out. I can complete this task now that i have a reasonable timeline and requirements for this. Thank u everyone.

Just Random Stuff
These are great you guys!! Enjoy!!! In the 1400's a law was set forth in England that a man was allowed to beat his wife with a stick no thicker than his thumb. Hence we have "the rule of thumb" ------------------------------------------- Many years ago in Scotland , a new game was invented. It was ruled "Gentlemen Only...Ladies Forbidden"...and thus the word GOLF entered into the English language. ------------------------------------------- The first couple to be shown in bed together on prime time TV were Fred and Wilma Flintstone. ------------------------------------------- Every day more money is printed for Monopoly than the U.S.Treasury. ------------------------------------------- Men can read smaller print than women can; women can hear better. ------------------------------------------- Coca-Cola was originally green. ------------------------------------------- It is impossible to lick your elbow. ------------------------------------------- Th

Fubucks For Pics
Hey Fellow Fubarians!!! I am offering up some handmade graphics for fubucks! 1k per graphic depending on details of it!! Price can be negotiated!! I do all SFW and NSFW!!!! here is some of my work as follows!! HIT ME UP HERE AND LETS DO THIS!!!

January 2008
January 2008 is designated for 5 issues to be made aware of. These are all month long awareness recognition. Although you may not be personally affected by any of these, someone you know might be. They may be open about it or scared to admit there is a problem or health issue. They may not know where to go for help, counseling, or for someone to lean on when it gets them down. People are generally scared of the things they do not fully understand, so I encourage everyone to read up on these… and other subjects. That way, we can all be there for our loved ones, friends, and family. They are not alone. You are not alone. I am not alone. In this month, I have been affected by one of the Awareness. Cervical Health. I had cancer cells on my uterus and cervix. I am cancer free, but I still support the cause, the research, and all of those affected by issues relating to this matter. And, another helped my two of my children when they were born. They did not have a birth

A New Year
Well things in my life has been a roller coster for me every time I think things was going good it would take another turn for me. Bad or good it would be both I guess that is just life though. My mother has been very depressed latly worried about me being so far away from home and at the end of January will be 8 yrs seance my Grandmother has passed away from cancer :( She was the rock of our family she always knew what to say and when to say it. No matter what time it was you could call her and she would be there by your side. I just hope one day I can be a wonderfull woman like she was. Things have been going slowly good for me I have a job I love here in SLC I have a Van now to get me to and from work and Hopefully I found my romeo he has been so sweet and helpfull to me too and I thank him so much he knows who he is too ;)My best friend and I are trying to rent a house so we will find out eather today or tomarrow if we got it I am really hoping we did becouse at the momment I have

Jan 3
Dear Tawnya, Here is your couple's love horoscope for Thursday, January 3: Concentrate on making gradual progress rather than hoping big, dramatic changes will do all the work for you two. These conditions are ideal for making genuine improvements. That may seem small, but it's really not. ==================== This is actually exactly what I am doing. Hoping the slow steady progress is better then anything. I mean there are so many questions I want answered but for right now those are on the back burner.

Forever My Friend
Forever my friend seems there is no end. There was a bend at the end of the road. It was so cold. You reached out to me. I couldn't see. what was to be. You took me in when noone else would. if only I could. Take back the pain and undo the chains that bind you. Take back the strain that causes the rain to fall. Can't you hear me call. Forever My friend seems there is no end. But forever my friend you will always be in my heart, even though we are apart. We have shared the tears, chased away all the fears. Made eachother smile through the miles even through lifes trials we will always be the best of friends cause there is no end. It was only a bend in the road my friend. So lets climb this mountain together. Forever my friend. there is no end. I will wipe the tears chase away your fears. You will always be in my heart you were from the start. Forever My friend.

Have A Terrific Thursday!
Fubar's been freezing up & my morning computer time is at an end. I hope to swing by everyone later but with the kids still out of school, just forgive me please. I hope everyone has a terrific Thursday! The end of the 1st week in January 2008 is almost at an end & I pray each of you have had a wonderful week. Much love to all! ~*~XOXO~*~Lizzy~*~ Free Comments & Graphics

Breath (live)
Breaking Benjamin Lyrics "Breath" I see nothing in your eyes And the more I see the less I like Is it over yet? In my head I know nothing of your kind And I won't reveal your evil mind Is it over yet? I can't win So sacrifice yourself And let me have what's left I know that I can find The fire in your eyes I'm going all the way Get away please [Chorus] You take the breath right out of me You left a hole where my heart should be You got to fight just to make it through Cause I will be the death of you This will be all over soon Pour the salt into the open wound Is it over yet? Let me in So sacrifice yourself And let me have what's left I know that I can find The fire in your eyes I'm going all the way Go away please [Chorus] You take the breath right out of me You left a hole where my heart should be You got to fight just to make it through Cause I will be the death of you [Bridge] I'm waiting I'm praying Realize Start hating [Ch

Friends?? Ineed Ur Help...
Please show me some love by commenting on my picture. Just click on my link. My contest photo: My contest link: http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1176107&albumid=774401&i=2300676114 Please repost/sticky.... Much love always, Toya MWAH!!!

Dark Soul A Work In Progress
You left me in chaos and madness. My heart decaying, bleeding out sadness. No longer beating, laying so still. Body feels numb, can no longer feel. Shards of glass pierced my heart You told me you loved me but you didnt care. You told me youd wait you couldnt, unfair. You sent my soul to a very dark place. Nothing can be seen, tears rolling down my face. coldness is all around Screams of torture... harmonious sound. Searching and searching to find my way out. Left with the feelings of dispair and doubt. Will I ever feel true love again? Will this darkness become my only true friend? Am I damned to remain nothing more than a dark soul?

For You Pt2
My heels are already off, I untie the shirt, taking it off & let it drop to the floor, I unzip my skirt, and let it slide down my legs, when it reaches my ankles I step out of it, now wearing only my bra and the fishnet hose, I pick up the bag I brought in, I hold out my hand for you to take and lead you to the bed. Smiling I hold the bag open so you can see what's inside then set it on the bedside table. Wrapping my arms around your neck I kiss you again, making sure that that kiss tells you how badly I want you and how much you turn me on, you toss me on the bed and climb over me, your mouth and teeth blazing a searing trail down my neck over my breast pausing there long enough to tease and nibble my nipples before moving on down my stomach. I moved my legs further apart to give you total access to my waiting pussy, I gasped when your tongue slowly licked my slit and you began to give my pussy a thorough tongue-lashing probing and nibbling and sucking my clit so exquisitely, the firs

Computer Problem
I was having trouble with my computer. So I called Bob the computer guy, to come over. Bob clicked a couple of buttons and solved the problem. He gave me a bill for a minimum service call. As he was walking away, I called after him, "So, what was wrong?" He replied, "It was an ID ten T error." I didn't want to appear stupid, but nonetheless inquired, "An, ID ten T error? What's that, in case I need to fix it again?" The computer guy grinned.... "Haven't you ever heard of an ID ten T error before?" "No," I replied. "Write it down," he said, "and I think you'll figure it out." So I wrote out.... I D 1 0 T I used to like Bob!

What Happened To All The Nice Guys
I see this question posted with some regularity in the personals section, so I thought I'd take a minute to explain things to the ladies out there that haven't figured it out. What happened to all the nice guys? The answer is simple: you did. See, if you think back, really hard, you might vaguely remember a Platonic guy pal who always seemed to want to spend time with you. He'd tag along with you when you went shopping, stop by your place for a movie when you were lonely but didn't feel like going out, or even sit there and hold you while you sobbed and told him about how horribly the (other) guy that you were fucking treated you. At the time, you probably joked with your girlfriends about how he was a little puppy dog, always following you around, trying to do things to get you to pay attention to him. They probably teased you because they thought he had a crush on you. Given that his behavior was, admittedly, a little pathetic, you vehemently denied having any romantic fe

Still
well, I got my phone back on after a slight disagreement with my phone company(YES I payed the bill) but still no dsl! ARRRGHHHH so if I can't figure it out after work tonight I may just be on dialup for a while (fate worse than death)

Rip To My Son Blake Ashton Perkins Dec 29 2007-jan 1 2008
Blake Ashton Perkins was born on Dec 29 2007 at 1:30am.I went into labor with him on my birthday Dec 28.Blake was born at 25 weeks Gestation.Born at only 6 months he was 3 months early weighing only 1 pound and 7 ounces and 12 inches long. He was taken to a NICU unit.He was on a ventilator and his lungs not not developed yetI thought he would make it thru it it look good for a couple of days till the doctor said he was bleeding on both sides of his brain the doctor gave me and my boyfriend a choice to let him go on like this or to take him of life support and hold him in are arms for the frist time so we decided to take him off life support for he was in pain and the doctor said he wouldent make it past 5 days he passed away on Jan 1st in our arms im so glad my boyfriend and i got to hold him even if it was for just 1 time.You never know pain till you lose a child that was the hardest thing i ever had 2 do but he couldent be in pain any longer.we was looking so forward to to him now h

Re: Paul Campaign Manager Urges Boycott Of Fox News Sponsors
RE: Paul Campaign Manager Urges Boycott Of Fox News Sponsors ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 03 Jan 2008, 14:44 Paul Campaign Manager Urges Boycott Of Fox News Sponsors Ron Paul's 2008 presidential campaign manager Kent Snyder has slammed Fox News' decision to bar the Congressman from a live televised January 6 forum as "an insult" and has urged supporters to boycott Fox sponsors if they follow through on their promise to exclude Dr. Paul. http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/january2008/010308_urges_boycott.htm

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Life
Life is crazy huh? Well you know how some of us spend all there time trying to understand this world and there are some that dont give a shit. Well im one of those ppl that spend all there time trying to understand, but knows thay will never understand nothing ntill thay die, lol i have a crazy out look on things so if you want to ask any thing i will tell you want i think about it. If you realy dont care i dont blame you. Why would you like to know what i think. Well come on ppl talk to me try to get to know me befor you try to juge me. LOL i know things a hard to understand, but for some reson ppl tell me i need to write a book. As always i say "SHit" so some one give me some thing to think about and to talk about and ill get back to ya on how i think about shit lol Much Clown love Peace

Cfr..
ACCEPT | DENY Richie Rich 2008-01-02 11:43:24 more Funny PicturesDailyHaHa more Funny PicturesDailyHaHa more Funny PicturesDailyHaHa more Funny PicturesDailyHaHaMySpace Comments Please!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Well on May 11, 1997 at 22 years old. I had the bike wreck. I bought a racing bike on Tuesday put another front end and lights on it. Friday I took it to the drag strip. Sunday on Mothers day I had the wreck because some one pull out in front of me in a Ford Explorer and I hit the back coner for it and totaled them out and my bike at over 100 miles per hour. Their was a state trooper right their eating and he said I was doing over 100. I was in a choma for 6 months. But mom said I was still in a coma for along time. I am very lucky to be here because I died several times. Motorcycles are real danagerous because people pull out in front of you all the time. I can`t walk now and im in a wheelchair. But what put me in the chair was a Aortic A

Nightmares!!
I had a nightnare lastnight that has realy upset me allday, I firstly couldn't get to sleep so came down stairs at 12.20am and sat in agony on the soffa untill about 2.40am. while i was laying there in the darkness of my room, i saw what i can only describe as orbes floating around 2 very tiny dim glowing lights in the air! Im used to these sorts of things and thought nothing more of them and soon drifted of to sleep. To beging with i had in my dream, recieved a letter in the post which told me i had to go for my end of life time termination! Which meant i had to go to a place similar to a court house wait my turn in a que to be PUT TO SLEEP! jeff my husband was more than abliging and even filled the car with our kids and sat talking to a random guy in the waiting room. I panicked and decided to leave taking my 2 year old with me. then just as i aproached the door to leave i was grabbed by the arm and taken back up stairs to see the guy who was ready and waiting to give m

I Aint Gonna Say (unfinished)
i aint gonna say i still love you hurts me everyday thinkin bout who u been kissin on no no no not me i will speak the truth i aint gonna lie let u get away with all these tears i cried i thought we were fine should have known you werent forever mine always doint things behind my back always creepin around town had enough of it i need to pack im tired of playin around

Odd ... Disturbing ...
Last night I went to the mall with Chris. As we passed a group of guys one of them started yelling, "Hey you in the blue. Excuse me! HEY!" That's so not how to get my attention so i kept walking. Whilst we were outside smoking and having a conversation of epic proportions, I noticed this one kid standing directly across from us staring at me like he's never seen a girl before or something. Finally, sick of being stared at, i stared him back in the face and he smiled and dropped his cigarette. Me and Chris went back in after we were done smoking... and the kid went over to his gf but turned to stare at me as we walked by. Odd because I looked like hell last night. Disturbing because I hate being stared at/watched.

New Years Eve 2005
New Years Eve 2005 As the title suggests, this was my new years eve 2005 mix. Originaly this was mixed for the Tsunami Disaster Appeal and sales from the CD helped raise £200. This is a 35min short version of the full 80min Club Set. For the full track listing please visit my website @ www.djmuzikal.moonfruit.com/newyearseve2005 http://www.esnips.com/doc/b1805cb7-1f00-483f-8072-020adf8b818e/DJ-Muzik-AL---New-Years-Eve-2005-Demo_128

Thue I Dea Of You Lyrics
I saw you walk You know you say Like a ghost you know to me babe Combat boots make you look slick Oh now I see you walking home from school You got so lost on your way You got me feeling like a kid But this man is no kid you know So I'm not gonna pull your hair I fall so hard inside the idea of you That's why with you can't say what I mean Wanna stay but I think I'm gettin outta here I fall so hard inside the idea of you Aw there you go again I know you're shy And I see you walk past with your friends And I saw you laugh and whisper And I'll talk, I want you here But you turn back and smile at me Aw you got me feeling okay with that So I'm not gonna pull your hair I fall so hard inside the idea of you That's why with you can't say what I mean Wanna stay but I think God get me outta here I fall so hard inside the idea of you Bus stop dreamer The late night You with me There's something moving You cant stop, saying that you love me You love me, you l

All I Really Need To Know I Learned In Kindergarten
All I really need to know about how to live and what to do and how to be I learned in kindergarten. Wisdom was not at the top of the graduate-school mountain, but there in the sandpile at Sunday School. These are the things I learned. *Share everything. Play fair. Don't hit people. Put things back where you found them. Clean up your own mess. Don't take things that aren't yours. Say you're sorry when you hurt somebody. Wash your hands before you eat. Flush. Warm cookies and cold milk are good for you. Live a balanced life-learn some and think some and draw and paint and sing and dance and play and work everyday some. *Take a nap every afternoon. *When you go out into the world, watch out for traffic, hold hands, and stick together. *Be aware of wonder. Remember the little seed in the Styrofoam cup: The roots go down and the plant goes up and nobody really knows how or why, but we are all like that. *Goldfish and hamsters and white mice and even the little seed in the Styrofoam cup-th

Omg I Still Owe Salutes Guys Im Trying Bare With Me Here They Are Coming
MY OWNER I OWE HIM A PAPER SALUTE TOPLESS WITH JUST PANTIES ON AND THEN I OWE HIM A VIDEO SALUTE AND THEN A HAND WRITTEN LETTER SNAIL MAILED TO HIM WITH THE SAME PANTIES I WORE IN THE PAPER SALUTE TO HIM.. i1269/ PROUD OWNER OF MIZZ SHADY/RATE/FAN/ADD@ fubar THESE I OWE PAPER SALUTES FOR COMPLETING THE COMMENT AND RATE ALL PIC FOLDER FOR A SALUTE.. Slowey@ fubar misterfeet@ fubar sarah 's fiance@ fubar _______________________________________ WOW JOE IS NEXT.. Joe@ fubar billyki1973@ fubar trebor42~Alabama Swamprat@ fubar REALXTREME1269@ fubar hobbes68@ fubar Metal Ron@ fubar jackdemosley@

Twins Reunited After 35yrs Apart
To meet them today you would imagine that they had known each other all their lives. They share an easy intimacy that belies the fact that identical twins Elyse Schein and Paula Bernstein spent their first 35 years in total ignorance of the other's existence. They were given up for adoption to separate families as part of an experiment in the US to discover how identical twins would react to being raised in different family backgrounds. Neither set of adoptive parents knew the babies were part of a study or that they had been born twins. The research project took place under the guidance of a leading US child psychologist with the co-operation of prestigious New York adoption agency Louise Wise Services. It wasn't until Elyse Schein contacted the agency in 2003 to find out more details about her birth that the truth began to emerge. "I received a letter that said: 'You were born on 9th October 1968 at 12.51 pm, the younger of twin girls.' It was unbelievable. Suddenly another element o

Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha
So Just because I can I quit my job today!! I wonder how bad they want to keep me....... I hate Ford!! I'm a chevy girl all the way!! LOL I think its funny I love having the freedom to just say screw you........ Just had to say it!!

Still Here, Just Taking A Break
well, friends, this has been one new year I won't soon forget. I have had many tests this past week. I have more biopsies and MRIs to have done. I am already known at the radiology office by name. I walk in and they know who I am and what procedure I am having done...is that a good thing or not? I am not sure about that yet. haha~ But anyway, I am still here on fubar but I am just taking a break. I have done a lot of thinking and have come to the conclusion that I have made several friends on here and I can't leave just yet. And besides...I get a new boob job so I have to show them off when it's done~! WOOHOO~! LOL Seriously though, I am going to be on here just checking in from time to time. Feel free to send me some love sometime. And when I am on I will be sending all my friends lots of love. I just need to take a break and get this cancer beast taken care of.......I know you all understand. Check out Jeff's page (audio) and leave him some love too. He needs some lov

What I Am
I was that which others did not want to be. I went where others feared to go, and did what others failed to do. I asked nothing from those who gave nothing. And reluctantly accepted the thought of eternal loneliness... should I fail. I have seen the face of terror; felt the stinging cold of fear; and enjoyed the sweet taste of a moments love. I have cried, pained, and hoped...but most of all, I have lived times others would say were best forgotten. At least someday, I will be able to say that I was proud of what I was.

Hair
I really want to know what the current fascination with shaving is. I mean whats wrong with a bit of body hair? Its meant to be there, if it wasn't it wouldn't grow in the first place. To me you have to blame the porn industry for the fact that every women know things she has to be completely bald down stairs. And they are only doing it for a) hygine (i mean one money shot and your there for hours trying to clean it out your hairs) and b) so it doesn't obscure the filming. I mean its the same reason that there is a huge fascination with anal sex. Its in Porn so all men think its normal and expect there women to do it. But porn isn't real life, so why copy it? to paraphrase David Ducnovy from Californication, when im eating a girl out I like to know shes actually passed puberty. Im not talking some 70's afro, but nicely trimmed is so much better. And its starting in men now as well. I mean if your a cyclist or swimmer or whatever, then yeah shave your arms legs etc, but if your not i

Gone
Well, my friends Kerri and Jay have left fubar and they really were the only reason I have been on. So I am thinking I will just go also. I hate how people have talked about them and caused them pain by saying hurtful things. Grow up people! Get a life and leave others alone! I don't do well with ignorant people so I must leave before I say some very bad things. (you know who I am talking about) I wish all my friends here well in your life. bye for now..... Laura

My First Blog Of 2008
Gee, I haven't written in here in a while. Anyways, you ever had one of those days where you're just tired of people in general cause of all their drama and problems and what not? I feel like I've been having one of those days like every day for the last week, and this morning took the cake. I got fussed at at 7:30 in the morning. Not exactly something I wanna wake up to with a doctor's appointment in a couple hours. But I lost a friend at the end of it, and quite honestly, I don't know how to feel. One side feels sad, but the side right now says screw it and move on. Maybe that's what I should do. I know no one will probably read this, so there ya go. Have a great day.

~ Kailey
I'll watch as you wander down your path,unknowingly. I'll watch as you trip and fall. I'll watch as you pick yourself back up and start back down your chosen path, only to trip and fall again. I'll watch as you cry, get angry, and throw things at nothing. I'll watch as you try to understand why things won't go how you want them to go. I'll watch as you slowly begin your endeavor again as many times as you choose to do so. I'll watch as your tears create rivers, wash away bridges, and flood all potential havens. I'll also watch, with just as much love and faith in you as I had when you first wandered from me, as you realize that through all of your trials I've been here, arms open, hand held out... waiting for you to accept it and let me guide you. I love you. ~Mom~

I Wish
I wish you knew how it felt, to like someone who doesn't like you. I want you to just try and live your life one day From my point of view. I wish you knew what it was like to always want to cry. You don't know it yet but soon you will, The me you see, is a lie. I wish you would give me a chance, To show you that things could work out. Then maybe I would be happy again, Myself I wouldn't doubt. I wish you could just give me a hug, Maybe that would help me get through the day. I want to tell you what is on my mind, To see what you will say. I wished that things would have worked out by now But none of my wishes ever come true. Still every night I will pray, For a chance of me and you.

One Liners And Silly Thoughts For My Inspiration. I Will Add As They Happen So Just Ignore The Edits. Sun 6/1
THINKING ABOUT THINGS TO COME, A SIGN OF THE TIMES FOR FUTURE REFERENCE. None of this is copywrited and it has not, to the best of my knowledge, been plagiarised or copied. Well, it was just an afterthought. A chilling and curdling thought about Cold Comfort. One trying day, Gofer it before ADS runs rings around circles. Waiting for a Gift from the Gods, well Ikea at least. Pray that there is an unsub button to get me off the Clash hook. You can vouch for that. It will never win the day. Goodie Two Chew. Too Neurotic to be Conversant. Tales of a close shave and a Virgin's first head encounter. ======+++ It is no good harking for the past when you are in the future or trying to change the future when you are in the past. It is all mapped out so stick to the straight and narrow and not the bowed and arrowed.++++ Existence starts at the beginning but you can exists without living. Life begins when you let it and not a minute before.++++ The Diminishing Repu

Godmother Her Please
GODMOTHER HER PLEASE!!! HELLO FUBARIAN AND HAPPY NEW YEAR. WELDINGANGEL IS ONE OF THE SWEETEST AND MOST HELPFUL PERSON ON FUBAR,SHE HELPED MOST OF YOU TO LEVEL UP ,TO WIN YOUR CONTEST AND EVEN HELPED YOUR FRIENDS. NOW ITS TIME TO PAY HER BACK AND SHOW HER YOUR LOVE. SHE IS VERY VERY CLOSE TO BECOME A GODMOTHER AND SHE NEED ALL YOUR LOVE AND HELP. GO TO HER PAGE RATE HER PIX AND STASH NOW OR DURING A HAPPY HOUR EVERY POINT WILL COUNT AND WILL HELP TOO. HAVE A FABULOUS AND WONDERFUL WEEKEND LOVE TO ALL HUGS AND KISSES ۞WÌ£ÐÇÄŦ۞® weldingangel ĦÈĦßÈR õҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ. ( READ MY PROFILE )232,357 Points to go! THIS ANNOUNCEMENT BROUGHT TO YOU BY THE ONE AND ONLY: ۞WÌ£ÐÇÄŦ۞®ÖWÑÈR ÖҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ. Ñ WÌ£ÐÇÄŦ ŦRÄÌÑ,@ fubar

Stupid Can't Be Fixed, Or Can It...
Good Morning and how ya doing? Ever play cops and robbers while younger? Not now mind ya because if you’re playing it at our age, You are either the cop or the robber and that would not be a plastic colt 45 stuck in your waist band and further more it’s for real at our age. Well I ask that because some goobers have to play and sometimes that play gets out of hand and someone gets hurt or worst gets shot. Unlike the plastic guns where we would make our own sounds.. like Bang… or kapow! Or those who like to imitate Clint Eastwood… KABOOM! Anyway guns are dangerous and well, I guess boys will be boys and forget they to often to into men but forget that fact. Like the following articles I would like to call… Armed and Clumsy People who accidentally shot themselves recently: Opherro Jones, 32, shot himself in the stomach while allegedly pistol-whipping a man (Honolulu, June). [Star Bulletin (Honolulu), 8-7-07] Hmmm karma is hell sometimes…. ( A 23-year-old San Francisco police officer a

Well Todays The Day
I will be returning to work this afternoon, after a visit to my surgeon. I hope the appointment goes ok. He'll be checking the incision area from my surgery. I fear i've got an infection, but we'll see. I'll be on Fubar until about 9:30am (est) and I'll be back this afternoon about 5pm. I hope everyone has a good day and doesn't miss me too much lol.

I Got A Job Today:d
well i got some great news... was called this morning to say i've been offered a new job... omfg how excited am i... anyways this job couldn't be anymore perfect for me as a single mum... start at 9 in the morning, finish at 1 in the afternoon so i'm home in time for Taylah when she finishes school... the new boss, Michelle, is lenient when it comes to days off in regards to Taylah being sick *lucky for me she rarely gets sick* but naturally i'm not gonna abuse that privelege... anyways i start next Tuesday & i can't wait

Thursday Opie And Anthony Links: Mike Destefano, O&a Podcasts, New O&a Photos Online, Doug Stanhope Holiday Voicemail, New Videos Online
LISTEN TO TODAY'S OPIE and ANTHONY SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) O&A ANIMATIONS ARE ON iTunes NOW!! (new videos added every week!) Today on the Opie and Anthony POgram, we're hanging with our pal, comedian Mike DeStefano, who will be on Late Night With Conan O'Brien. Remember, turn on your PALTALK if you want to see any of the in-studio banter, booger-eating, or boobies (well, those are online anytime if you go to the Opie and Anthony Live room) Our Comedian Buddy Doug Stanhope left us a wasted holiday voicemail: Listen to Stanhope Ramble HERE Thanks to our own EROCK, we have a TON of O&A Photos online: John C. Riley Visits Opie and Anthony Jim Norton's Creepy Glasses Dave Attell and Lou Berella (from the AMY FISHER SEX TAPE!) Bree Olson and Kayden Kross (Get Bree Olson on DVD HERE) Ken Burns Visits Opie and Anthony (

Annual Staff Meeting
My boss called me last night and asked me to be part of the agenda at the big annual staff meeting that is going to last all day on Monday. He wants me to make a presentation on how I was able to get so many kids from the high schools in my area to join the nursing club I created for three high schools. So far I have got 99 students from these schools to join the clubs at their school during the last week of the school year before their winter break. He also wants me to be in a role playing effort with him in front of everyone at the meeting to show how I was so successful in creating the interest by selling the idea of these clubs to the principals first. So...there goes my weekend. I will need to be writing out the presentation and preparing handouts for everyone at the meeting. Oh well...

Laura 'laura_ozz' Osborn
Laura 'laura_ozz' Osborn Apparently didn't like my "Fubar, A Place For Drama Whores" Tag and downrated it... LoL Guess she didn't like being talked about. View Downrater Block Downrater Leave Comment For Downrater

Voice Comments!!
Hey love chatting with everyone on here, but the curiosity is killing me and I want to put a voice to the faces I see day after day!! So hit me up and leave me a voice comment, and I will return the love!! Thanks! And for those of you who are worried about me getting your personal information ... the voice comment system is like a messaging system .. the only thing I get is your voice .. and a pic if you want to create an account, but I have no access to your phone numbers!!

I Gave Up This Time!!!
GODMOTHER HER PLEASE!!! HELLO FUBARIAN AND HAPPY NEW YEAR. WELDINGANGEL IS ONE OF THE SWEETEST AND MOST HELPFUL PERSON ON FUBAR,SHE HELPED MOST OF YOU TO LEVEL UP ,TO WIN YOUR CONTEST AND EVEN HELPED YOUR FRIENDS. NOW ITS TIME TO PAY HER BACK AND SHOW HER YOUR LOVE. SHE IS VERY VERY CLOSE TO BECOME A GODMOTHER AND SHE NEED ALL YOUR LOVE AND HELP. GO TO HER PAGE RATE HER PIX AND STASH NOW OR DURING A HAPPY HOUR EVERY POINT WILL COUNT AND WILL HELP TOO. HAVE A FABULOUS AND WONDERFUL WEEKEND LOVE TO ALL HUGS AND KISSES ۞WÌ£ÐÇÄŦ۞® weldingangel ĦÈĦßÈR õҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ. ( READ MY PROFILE )232,357 Points to go! THIS ANNOUNCEMENT BROUGHT TO YOU BY THE ONE AND ONLY: ۞WÌ£ÐÇÄŦ۞®ÖWÑÈR ÖҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ. Ñ WÌ£ÐÇÄŦ ŦRÄÌÑ,@ fubar

If You Cant Hear Music In A Lounge Here Is The Fix
How To Get Music In Certains Lounges Using Internet Explorer and FireFox This is for lounges with music but you cant hear it after refreshing, restarting fubar and restarting computer. FOR Internet Explorer: 1.Open Internet Explorer 2.Go to and click on "Tools" on the tool bar 3.scroll down to "Internet Options" and click on it 4.Click on the "Programs Tab" 5.Select the "Window Media Player" add-on to highlight it in the Add-On list 6.Go to the bottom to the "Settings box" 7.Select "Disable" 8.Then click "OK" button 9.Restart Internet Explorer 10. Come back into lounge and you should hear music FOR FireFox: 1.Open FireFox 2.Go to and click on "Tools" on the tool bar 3.scroll down to "Options" and click on it 4.Go to the "File Type" box 5.Click the "Manage" button 6.Scroll until you see mp3 7.Select mp3 - winamp 8.Click the "Change Action" button 9.Click 1st option: "Open with the default application" 10.winamp or windows media player should be in

Significance Of Ribbon Colors:
YELLOW: Amber Alert, POW/MIA, Troop/Military Support GREEN: Depression, Organ/Tissue Donation, Environment TEAL: Sexual Assault, Ovarian Cancer ROYAL BLUE: Arthritis, Child Abuse, Education PURPLE: Alzheimers, Cystic Fibrosis, Domestic Violence RED: AIDS/HIV, Drug Abuse Resistance, DUI (Drunk Driving) ORANGE: Leukemia, Racial Tolerance, Hunger BLACK: Gang Prevention, Mourning PINK: Breast Cancer GRAY: Diabetes, Mental Illness, Asthma/Allergies PEARL: Lung Cancer, Emphysema, Multiple Sclerosis Rainbow: Gay Pride, Same Sex Marriage Red White and Blue Flag: Fireworks Safety, National Support, World Trade Center Heroes, World Trade Center Victims, 9/11 Puzzle: Autism Awareness

For The 5 Year Old On Tonites News
they found that man guilty of all he did the rape kidnapping and murder of that little kid he'll be sentenced sometime next week i watch and remember try not to freak her dads anger her moms tears of woe in Florida to the chair he may yet go its to late to save her shes been gone awhile just news shot photos left a lost smile the the lawyers will plead compassion and mercy i wonder if he gave any did she see i watch the case my girls held close the 5/6 year old a pale ghost of to bed they go in safety while i spend a moment with a memory they caught that one i hear me say to bad they weren't there on our day my shadow nods her little head yes but yours are safe tucked up in bed i weep for her loss and she for mine two separate people caught in time let me go please the guilt the nightmares too it wasn't your fault what could you do i am here i know you will not forget but Michele the woman should not regret my hands and heart shake as she i draw to one her eyes dark and light shadows a

Jan3-kinda Special
yeah it is first of all i recieved mms from my bestfriend from SC, Second, i was kinda sad today but with what i saw cant help but smile and giggle as i try to take a close look :) (undisclosed)..third i recieved a videocall for the first time seeing the other side of the world.. ahh thank God today

Fu Wedding
THE SKY IS BLUE.... Visit www.hostdrjack.comCLICK HERE! ALL PEOPLE ARE WELCOME IN THE ~VIBRATIONS LOUNGE~~ IF YOU COME FROM THE U.S.A ORE FROM GERMANY ORE FROM THE UK FROM ALL OVER THE WORLD YOU ARE SO WELCOME TOO JOIN THE LOUNGE.... SOON COMING UP A FU WEDDING BETWEEN THIS 2 WONDERFUL PEOPLE... Lady*~T~*W,I,S,E U,K Friends***staff at the Vibration & DUBURAS DEN PROMOTER@ fubar AND Blackblade 2010@ fubar FURTHER DETAILS WILL FOLLOW... AS I SAY WE GOT 24/7 RADIO FROM ADRENALINE RADIO THERE ARE SOME DJ'S WHO TAKE YOUR CALL... SO PUSH THE LINK BELOW AND JOIN THE BIG FUN FAMILY ON FUBAR...NO DRAMA NO BANNING WITHOUT A REASON ...NOTHING AT ALL LIKE THAT... Music Video:WHITE WEDDING (by Billy Idol)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone Visit www.hostdrjack.comCLICK HERE! THIS BULLETIN IS BROUGHT TOO YOU BYE HENNIE AKA MISS~SHAUNY32

Walmart,dennys And A Bank
So me and my roommate and her bf went to walmart and then went to dennys. when we got in the parking lot a cop pulled up behind us and really didnt think anything of it. we went in and then the cop pulled back in along with 2 more cops and then i was like wtf.... so i went out to see wat was goin on. found out my license plates arent registered and they accused me of robbin a bank... so not normal they ran my license and looked in my car it was soooo messed up and i am never goin to that town again

How To Fix Music Player Problem's In A Lounge
How To Get Music In Certains Lounges Using Internet Explorer and FireFox FOR Internet Explorer: 1.Open Internet Explorer 2.Go to and click on "Tools" on the tool bar 3.scroll down to "Internet Options" and click on it 4.Click on the "Programs Tab" 5.Select the "Window Media Player" add-on to highlight it in the Add-On list 6.Go to the bottom to the "Settings box" 7.Select "Disable" 8.Then click "OK" button 9.Restart Internet Explorer 10. Come back into lounge and you should hear music FOR FireFox: 1.Open FireFox 2.Go to and click on "Tools" on the tool bar 3.scroll down to "Options" and click on it 4.Go to the "File Type" box 5.Click the "Manage" button 6.Scroll until you see mp3 7.Select mp3 - winamp 8.Click the "Change Action" button 9.Click 1st option: "Open with the default application" 10.winamp or windows media player should be in the box 11.Click "OK" 12.Restart FireFox 13.Come back to lounge and you should have music *NOTE: Even if you could

One Freaky Tale
OH ITZ ON NOW FUCCIN SHIT YOU CRAZY ACTIN LIKE YOU DONT THINK ABOUT THIZ CUZ CHOCOLATE ALL IN YA FACE GETTIN YA PUSSY MOIST NOT WET CUZ YA ISNT THERE YET I WHISPER IN YA EAR SWEET NAUGHTY PERVERTED SHIT IN YA EAR CUZ I WANT YOU WETTER IT FEELZ GOOD WHEN YA THAT WET CUZ MY THICC DICC SLIDEZ IN NICE & SMOOTH FEELIN EACH INCH BY INCH DAMN I BET YA PUSSY FEELZ REAL GOOD IZ WHAT I WOULD WHISPER IN YA EAR BEIN IN THAT MISSIONARY POSITION BABY WIT CLOTHEZ ON YA FEEL MY BULGE THEN YA IN MY EAR SAYIN MMMMMMMMMM......... I FEEL YA PUSSY BEAT 2 A MARCH SWEET TASTIN' PUSSY ON MY MIND THE TEASE OF THE MOMENT IZ IT GREATER FOR YOU I LOVE A TEASE THAT CAN GET TEASED BACC OOOOWWWWW THAT SO FUN SOUNDZ REAL GOOD JUST THINKIN ABOUT IT PUSSY IZ NEVER THE SAME SO IM EXCITED 2 SEE YOURZ LIPZ POKIN OUT POUTIN ABOUT WHAT I SAID BUT IT JUST POUTZ OUT CUZ YA PUSSY KNOWZ IM A FREAK THAT LOVEZ 2 PLEASE IT LOVEZ 2 SEE MY LONG FINGERZ POKE ITZ BU

Your Promise Moved My Heart
Sue the blog you posted "this promise to my baby" has moved my heart and my soul. The words on that page made me smile and know what the love of a woman truly is a love that is not just said but felt. Those words are that of someone willing to do what it takes and fight for her love not runaway when things get to hard, but the love to fight and make it. I know that love is not what you say or what you have but the true joy and the smile you get being in each others life. If what someone says or they have is all you care about that is not love. I gave the kinda love you displayed to another and it was not returned. The pain of myself and my 4 children is evidence of that and the pain still trying to be inflicted shows that. But I have no more pain I have you in my life. We have only talked on the phone and on the PC we have never met and never slept together. But your words your actions have shown more love than any person that have had their arms around me. That promise is the promis

~~touchin~~play Music While Reading!!
The end of your finger tips~~ Softly circlin' my lips~~ Runnin' your hands through my hair~~ you givin' me a sexy stare~~ With a gentle yet strong touch of a man~~ Down my back goes your hand~~ Feel the softness of my ass~~ This is turnin' me on and I want it to last~~ Around the front you go caressin' my breast~~ I'm breathin' real hard my heart is beatin' through my chest~~ A soft moan & I close my eyes~~ As I feel your hand between my thighs~~ I'm creamy with antisipation that I can't hide~~ Cuz I know you will soon be ~~Touchin~~ me inside~~ KB~~*

Reality
i cannot be labeled as this although many of those things has happened in the past......therefore i can just be me. it is not my choice to how i get treated by others...i can only gain the experience needed to understand how to better myself & those around me(if im given a chance). i do not blame anyone or anything that has occured in my life. i have just gained the knowledge to know & understand how to treat people as fairly & without judgment as possible until im proven wrong................ As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take alot of pictures, laugh, and love like you've nev

Mistreated And Hurt
my mom has been under a lot of stress lately earlier tonight momma fainted and if my brother and boyfriend wasn't here she would have nocked the gas heater over. All we know is she was on yahoo when she fainted. All her stress comes from someone we all know and her real friends know the truth.I got tired of hearing her cry at night and she would cry when certain songs would come on the radio. She would stay up all night waiting on a phone call or wait at the computer until the sun was up. And I know for a fact that she is not eating enough.I just want my mom happy and not hurting anymore I love her and I don't want her to have a nurves brack down,I know she has come close to it alot the past few weeks.Say a prayer for her she is trying her best just to keep us feed and warm and keep her self out of jail cause of this fucking town we live in.She gets no help from in side the state or out side of it.If your her friend say a prayer or send her a message we will tell her and if you see her

3 Jan 2008
haha well I am going out for breakfast with Mo (that chick that ... and u know the rest), does that count? i shoulda make some plans for later...haha Dear Alexa, Here is your single's love horoscope for Thursday, January 3: Do something great for yourself today. Try something new, get a good workout, or go on a hot date. When you're on, it shows and everyone else notices. Nothing like taking care of yourself to include the world in your energy.

3 Jan 2008
Dear Alexa, Here is your AstroSlam for Thursday, January 3: My, you're an eager beaver. Stop grasping for all the glory and let someone else get his or her due credit. It's time your hyperactive ass took a backseat.

I Cant Sleep
I just cant sleep....I had oral surgery today and have been sleeping on and off all day from the meds. But now I am soooo wide awake I just CANNOT sleep. I am rather sleepy but...grrrr. SO very annoying. I wish I had more pictures to upload. I have been working on some photography. I just love photoshop. I hope I can sleep soon Im going nuts!

Speeding
A policeman was sitting on the hard shoulder watching the traffic go by when a car zoomed past him doing at least 120 mph! The policeman chased him down, and pulled the car over. He went up to the car and asked, "Do you know that you were doing at least 50 mph over the speed limit?" The driver replied, "Was I officer, I'm terribly sorry but I wasn't aware of that." The policeman said, "May I see your drivers license please?" The man replied, "I don't have one officer." "Of course you do," said the policeman. "No sir, I don't," said the man. "So why do you have this car?" asked the policeman. "This is not my car, I stole it," said the man. "You are driving a stolen car?" said the policeman. "Yes I'm afraid so sir," Looking puzzled the policeman said, "Let me see the registration, so we can find out who it belongs to." The man said, "There is nothing in the glove compartment except some candy, oh, and my gun." "Your gun!" exclaimed the officer, clea

Daily Wisdom, Still A Quote...158
Daily Christian Wisdom If this is to be a Happy New Year, a year of usefulness, a year in which we shall live to make this earth better, it is because God will direct our pathway. How important then, to feel our dependence upon Him! -Matthew Simpson

The More Things Change.....
...the more they stay the same. Hey, guess what, I had a date for New Year's Eve this year! With a different man this year. Guess what else....he didn't show up either! That makes 3--count'em--3 years in a row. So still never been out or been kissed at midnight on New Year's Eve. Must be a world's record. At least he did call to say he wasn't coming. After 6 p.m. I suppose that is a improvement over just not showing period? Maybe? Tell me, do I have "Go ahead, ask me out--no need to actually show up!!" tatooed on my forehead?? LOL. So, my New Year's Resolution is that I will never, ever, ever, EVER make another date for New Year's Eve. UNCLE!!! Happy New Year everyone!! I hope all of your celebrations were WONDERFUL!!

Xmas
Three men died on Christmas Eve and were met by Saint Peter at the Pearly Gates. "In honor of this holy season," Saint Peter said, "you must each possess something that symbolizes Christmas to get into heaven." The first man fumbled through his pockets and pulled out a lighter. He flicked it on. "It represents a candle," he said. "You may pass through the Pearly Gates", said Saint Peter. The second man reached into his pocket and pulled out a set of keys. He jingled them and said, "They're bells." Saint Peter said, "You may pass through the Pearly Gates." The third man started searching desperately through his pockets and finally Pulled out a pair of women's panties. St. Peter looked at the man with a raised eyebrow and asked, "And just how do those symbolize Christmas?" The man replied, "They're Carol's."

First 2008 Version Of "getting To Know Your Friends"
First 2008 version of "getting to know your friends&quo If you could eat lunch with one famous person, dead or alive, who would it be? Fame does not impress me, I know several “famous” people, and they are just people. I like having lunch with my best friend. She makes me laugh so hard I nearly wet myself. That’s WAY better than fame. Gold or silver? Silver. Oh, and I absolutely HATE diamonds. What was the last film you saw at the cinema? The Pirates of the Caribbean, At World's End. What do you have for breakfast? Coffee with Hazelnut or Chocolate creamer, sometimes both. I don’t do food in the mornings well. Never have. Can you touch your nose with your tongue? Actually, I can. My grandchildren find it very entertaining too. I can also tie a cherry stem in a knot with my tongue. Now THAT makes an impression. LOL! What inspires you? My grandchildren. They see the world with the wonder of new eyes and innocence, they haven’t yet learned how to lie (well

Who Is Moon Knight
Marc Spector was the son of a rabbi whose family had fled Europe in the 1930s to escape the Holocaust. As Marc matured, he rejected his father's morality and embraced materialism. He became a heavyweight boxer, then a U.S. Marine, and then a CIA operative. At the CIA, Marc worked with William Cross, who betrayed the agency, later becoming the villain Crossfire. Marc's brother Randall joined him in the CIA but he also betrayed the agency, selling weapons to both sides in an altercation in Italy. When Marc's lover Lisa overheard Randall's plans, he killed her with a meat cleaver. Marc hunted Randall down, inflicting injuries that left Randall psychotic. Marc befriended fellow CIA agent Amos Lardner, but unknowingly turned him over to Operation: Cobra, a CIA project designed to control its agents' minds. Fed up with the CIA, Marc became a mercenary and spent several years as a hired gun. Although he ostensibly sought to fight for causes he believed in, Marc was easily persuaded to fight f

The Demon
Day turns to night Creeping in the darkness Four walls turn black Everything is silent Anxious to leave So scared to stay Noises in the shadows In a dazed state Everything is fading Demons all around me Why are they waiting Suddenly in a trance Cant think straight Black crystal ball Deciding my fate Skin getting so tense Hairs standing up Nothing is certain My time will be up Standing here bleeding Not knowing why In another room In another world I see things differently As if a second chance I open the door Light is to brite I take a few steps Just complete darkness Close my eyes Thinking its just a dream Open my eyes- the demon is me ....am i going crazy?

1st Day.....
Well... first day into the new year. Not that bad so far I guess. I Am working Swingshift this month so who knows what will happen out in the wild streets and back roads of Pierce County. My first call of the new year.... well you want to guess what it was?????? YEP!!!! A Death Investigation!!!! Who'd a thunk it huh? I cant give many details on here but all I can say... if you have a decent home... not spectacurly clean or anything but not filth... pat yourself on the back. But the fact is that the first call was a death.... the Reaper is going to make me earn my money this year... I just have that feeling. :-)

Your Last Breath
Your Last Breath Son you died, not but just yesterday I wanted you to be here, but God wanted you to stay. I surrendered to his choice, but not without a lot of crying. I was so angry, and felt like I was dying. I didn’t want you to go. I wanted you with me. Yet I walked into your room, with arms so bare and empty. Nothing in life prepared me, for you going away. I live a little bit… and still die every day. I never get to see your face, or your smile so bright. I cant sing you songs, on a cold, winters night. I know you must be in heaven, because only angels are. I want to touch your face, but you are so far. You’re in my thoughts on this so lonely night. Out of reach… but never out of sight.

Untitled Poem #2
Wanted alot then got nothing Tried my best and lost the worst I may give up but ill never give in Things are down but I always look up Seen many things desperate situations Becoming someone im not will never happen A long life so many flaws True Love? ...dreams of happiness

Untitled Poem #1
Sitting here with my head down Not knowing what to do All that was has made me frown Just thinking about you I've tried to heal these open wounds From the deepest of my soul And now that day has come too soon As i sit here slowly wiping the tears from my face I've come to realize ..dont let friendship go to waste

Asleep
Fall asleep watching you anything i can for you id do I would cross the ocean just to see you smile even if its just for awhile I look at you and i go blind when you laugh i feel warm inside I try my hardest to make you happy if you only knew how much i have trapped in Your voice is like a warm summer breeze that my heart will keep forever to infinity Loving you is like chasing a dream filled with clouds nothing is what it seems

Billy Is Going In February...
Get ready to add Billy to your prayers once again, ya'll... He is going back to Iraq in February... Each time he was suppose to go last year, the prayers worked and it kept getting pushed farther away... Well, now I have seen the paperwork and he goes next month... I know he's not the first nor the only one for that matter, but please keep him in your prayers and I will keep you updated while he's there... He should be back in September... This is to be his third tour over there and it scares the living hell out of me this time... He turned 19 there and looks like he will turn 24 over there this time... Wow and that was right after it started... Can't it just end and no one go back, unless they go of their own free will ??? I will get his myspace and email address on here before he leaves... I know he would love to hear from ya'll, while there.... Huggs and Kisses and Much Love To All ~ Sadie Grace ~

Family
THINGS ARE NOT FORGOTTEN JUST LET GO YOU ARE STILL FAMILY THIS YOU KNOW A DECADE IS SOMETIMES LONG FOR SOME SO FAR APART NOTHING GOT DONE YOU SAY ITS MY FRIENDS AND THOSE CHOSEN FEW YES IVE MADE MISTAKES BUT I STAY TRUE SO MANY THOUGHTS AND EMOTIONS TO EXPRESS TOO MANY THINGS TO GET OFF OF MY CHEST I SHOULDNT FEEL THIS WAY KNOWING THAT YOU'RE THERE YET YOU SAY NO WHEN I ASK FOR HELP ITS JUST SO UNFAIR IVE MADE ATTEMPTS TO GET YOU TO SEE ALL THE PIECES TO THE PUZZLE LEFT HERE FOR ME IVE DONE SO MUCH AND SEEN SO MANY THINGS KNOWING NOW WHAT IS MY RESPONSIBILITY IVE TRIED TO MAKE YOU UNDERSTAND SIMPLE THINGS MEAN MORE YOU HAVE RUINED JUST ONE PART OF ME RIGHT DOWN TO THE CORE ...........TO BE CONTINUED!

A Man Says," She Get's What She Deserves!"
©A man says, "I wouldn't have beat her if she didn't deserve it and it's not like I did it all the time." The womans friend stands there by the door silently as not to provoke the situation. Eight months later that same man says to the woman, "When the divorce goes through, I don't care what anyone has to say, I had no fault in this. I wouldn't have done those things if you were different and did what I wanted of you." She hurts from the boiling poison his word burn into her half dead soul. Ready to erupt if her pride would allow such a man this pleasure. She replies in a calm, low tone, "No woman deserves any abuse, let alone every abuse possible which has been repeatedly inflicted over five long years. A real caring man would walk away or punch a wall, anything but take sadistic twisted pleasure from harming another human, man or woman, child or animal." Any one who knows a person as cruel as the man in this story had better run far away and not ever look back!!!

"my Life"
Well, this is what most people dont know about me. So it begins at about 10 years old when the beatings start...To answer to that i was beaten from 10 to about 17 & yea it might have done damage in certain ways to me. With that said i dont really have a family, its just me and my mom. The people who are family have treated me like shit my whole life so i dont consider that family!...To keep goin with the problems family & friends have all turned on me and not cared at all..I was forced to sleep outside in the rain or in freezin weather by my brother. And the friends that i thought were friends turn on me and end up jumpin & pistol whipping me in the head.......(15 staples). To top all of this i was accidentally set on fire in 1996 and 3rd degree burned my left leg from knee to ankle( i am walkin and ok..) The main thing is ive learned and realized who i am and what i want in life and not to do anything that ive been shown and to remain to be myself & try to make people happy. Ive alwa

This Little Angel Asking For Your Prayers
PLEASE HELP ME OUT LOOK INTO MY EYES,CAN YOU FEEL HOW MUCH I NEED YOU??? PRAY FOR ME PLEASE!!! I REALLY NEED ALL YOUR LOVE AND PRAYERS... This LiL Angel Needs Your Prayers Tonight She Is Nicu and been fighting hard for her life over the past 11 months she is a strong fighter with her loving grandmother there by her side the whole way... She needs a lil extra prayer tonight for her life... She has been in nicu since new years and has lil brain activity what so ever!! Say a prayer for her tonight PLZ!! She needs all the prayers u can give and she can get!!! Thanx in advance! This Is Her Loving Grandmother Say A Prayer For Her As Well She Has Had A Rough 11 Months With This Precious Angel Ladymoose760~Founder of The Misfit~Angels Leveling Crew@ fubar Thanx You ALL For Prayers And Repost Plz Lindsay!!

Rockin New Year's Eve
Had a blast with my BF and BBFF on new years eve. Went to my BBFF's sisters house to celebrate. We had plenty to drink, marinated steak on the grill, cervici, crab salad, potato salad, menudo and much more. It was a great family type get together and I felt very much at home. There was a lot of love. we also had a large bon fire to chill by and chat. Great dancing and many new friends. I had a margarita and two JD/& 7 up mixers in which I got totally snockered. Then we all rang in the new year and I got my greatest new years kiss ever. Thanks to my baby.

Love & Long Distance Relationships
If given a choice, it would be advisable not to get yourself into any long distance relationship. But then again, sometimes we just don't have the choice. And well, when don't have a choice, we just have to make it works. So, what would be that key to maintaining a successful long distance love relationship? My answer for you? Well, it is still going to be that same old answer which you probably have like heard over and over again, "Mutual Trust and Commitment". Ha, sick of hearing it again? But well, have you been truly spending that time and effort of yours in giving and ensuring of that trust and commitment in your relationship? In any love relationship, mutual trust is certainly a must and it especially applies when involving long distance relationship. When the both are not able to physically be there for one another, that belief and trust has to be there. The both must have strong belief in the relationship, believing in not only their partner but also themselves. To maybe put

How Things Have Changed
Looking at my family this Christmas Day with The karaoke machine being used (mainly by adults after their dinner and drinks!). The computer awaiting the first release of life for the day to connect us to the wonderful world of fubar and MSN for family across the world. I thought back to the good old days of huge family get togethers. Those family members travelling from different parts of the globe to join in with the festivities. Everyone waiting for the one important phone call from loved ones elsewhere that couldn't join us and the game of cards for the evening entertainment. Once it was just a telephone and card deck. Now it's computers and karaoke machines. My, how things have changed.

Gone For 3 Months
So I am going out to sea for 3 months.. not really looking forward to it, but had to happen sometime, right? i leave tomorrow and i wont be back till sometime in april.. if anyone is going to miss me feel free to comment so! :) will check them all when i get back :D

Forsaken
You told me that you cared and liked me, you said I was special and we would someday be. I adored you, and gained feelings for you I tried my best to love, and let my feelings show trough. You where my angel and the sunshine in my sight, Knowing you liked me I was able to face the night. But now the rising sun has never felt so cold, This wasn't the way it was supposed to unfold. Feeling no more, emotionally numb by the pain, its too real Deeply hurt inside I no longer desire to feel. Once you made me feel like i belong, I walked the path of life, and you came along. Filling the well with the painfull tears i shed, as even now i think of you teardrop splatter on my bed. I'm still wading in this well called life. I long to end my breath as i grab the knife. You've forsaken me, and now love another, to you I'm nothing, so why did I even bother? It was all a painfully illusion, called: My love I still love you for I am as loyal as a dove. But you never wanted

Why Only Good People Suffer
I wrote this before my dad died but think I will keep this the same: I have wondered for years why bad things only happen to good people,if anyone would like to respond,please do. My parents are two of the sweetest people I've ever known,I know that's bias but they really are.My father suffers from Alzheimers and is a shadow of the man he used to be,in a way the man I knew and love died several years ago.Thank God he kept his great sense of humor,it helps us deal with this and if he can smile and laugh through his ordeal,than we can too for him.For those who don't know,I live with my parents and help my mom take care of my dad as well as her sometimes.I wish everyone took care of their parents when they get ill,but I guess nursing homes would go out of business. My mom is by far the sweetest and most dear lady I will ever know.She does so much for those she loves and never gets nearly enough credit.If you are fortunate to be someone she cares about,there is NOTHING sh

Not A State Of Emergency? When Will It Be?
Here is another blog entry that I posted in my Myspace sometime back. ------------------------------------------------- Again, another blog of mine that has the "current mood" set to something on the angry side. A couple of states have declared the their states in an emergency due to the border control problem that we are having here. If anyone seems to think that we don't have a problem, you really need to have your head examined. The part of the state of emergency that I am referring to is not the fact that terrorists see our border control a fucking joke, and that it is an easy way into our own backyard, but the problem with us having to fund the illegals that are running about in our state, much less country. I am sure that every state has a some of these fools to deal with, but I know that Texas has a really bad problem with it. I love this issue with my friend Robin. It is one of the few political views that we both agree on and can really into. Her husband is cu

Part 4 Military Pimp Out
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"when Did My Country, Right Or Wrong, Come To 'fuck This Shit'?"
Here is a blog that I posted on my Myspace. Thought it would be an okay one to start out my blog thing on here. ------------------------------------------------- I think that the quote in the subject line perfectly falls hand in hand with a current situation that I just read about in Yahoo News. A young Lt. in the U.S. Army is going to be on court martial tomorrow for refusing orders to go to Iraq. In the article from the, it provides the transcript from the interview with the reporter. It just BOGGLES my mind to know that there are people in this country, much less already in the service, that feel like this. I will spare a long blog that you would have to scroll forever by just giving the link the article. Telling the story is not my intentions in this mornings blog, but merely to convey my feelings on it and what I expect to see coming about it. http://hotzone.yahoo.com/b/hotzone/blogs19056 Check it. It is pretty interesting. I believe that, although he is yo

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Part 1 Military Pimp Out
We will keep this short, since we are limited on space with this being such a huge pimp out! We would like to thank all that participated in this pimp out. We have so much gratitude and undying respect for all military. While we were gathering all the information need to do this, we made some new friends and heard some incredible stories. Which only strengthen our pride and respect for all people who have chosen to enlist in the military, past or present. Words can not express our admiration and gratitude towards all of you. You are truly our heroes! Please see the slide show at the bottom of this bulletin to see the salutes some fumember did for the military! Jarrod@ fubar ohsnap_ugotdaaids @ fubarLost in the Sauce@ fubarbucnasty@ fubarfifield@ fubarcrazy180

I Don't Care
'Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not started by Islamic people who brought it to our shores on September 11, 2001? Were people from all over the world, mostly Americans, not brutally murdered that day, in downtown Manhattan , across the Potomac from our nation's capitol and in a field in Pennsylvania ? Did nearly three thousand men, women and children die a horrible, burning or crushing death that day, or didn't they? And I'm supposed to care that a copy of the Koran was 'desecrated' when an overworked American soldier kicked it or got it wet?..Well, I don't. I don't care at all. I'll start caring when Osama bin Laden turns himself in and repents for incinerating all those innocent people on 9/11. I'll care about the Koran when the fanatics in the Middle East start caring about the Holy Bible, the mere possession of which is a crime in Saudi Arabia .

Azkadellia/djselenecorvenios
Azkadellia/DJSeleneCorvenios Up for offer: ~ I will put your name at the end of mine "Owned by you" for 3 months ~ 2 personal salute (1sfw 1 nsfw if you chose) ~ Top friend for 3 months, along with rating of all pictures only (during any time of the day) ~ Link to your profile on my page for 3 months If the bid includes 7 day or 30 day blast: ~ I will be "owned by you" for 6 months, and I will put that in my name ~ 2 personal salutes (sfw or nsfw) ~ Rates of all pictures OR stash, during happy hour. ~ Top friends rank for 9 months. ~ Link to your profile on my page for 6 months. ~ I will send you ONE personal letter. ~ One gift a week of your choosing (within fu-bucks spending limit) for a month. ~ You can have my phone number for text purposes only. (I have unlimited Texts) If the bid includes a Happy Hour or VIP membership: ~ I will be "Owned by you" for a year, and it will be in my name for that whole year. ~ I will add you to my family for an enti

'the' Password
Here's your laugh of the day !!! Password A woman was helping her husband set up his computer, and at the appropriate point in the process, told him that he would now Need to enter a password..Something he will use to log on. The husband was in a rather amorous mood and figured he would try For the shock effect to bring this to his wife's attention. So, When the computer asked him to enter his password, he made it Plainly obvious to his wife that he was keying in... P... E... N.. I... S... His wife fell off her chair laughing when the computer replied: PASSWORD REJECTED. NOT LONG ENOUGH GIGGLES LOL HAVE A GREAT DAY NOT DIRTY...BUT, NOT SQUEEKY CLEAN EITHER...=NSFW

Saga Of My Tears
Saga Of My Tears I sit all alone in this room As memories unfold Tears streaming down my face again This pain never grows old Some say it's a state of mind But it's my heart that really hurts I only aim to please you all But what's a smile really worth? This is the story of my life The saga of my tears A story told a thousand times Remade over the years If you listen up closely Maybe you might hear The beating of my heart And the saga of my tears They say that life's a trip I hit the ground face first Lost everything I ever wanted But it could have been worse Or that's what they tell me Do they sit alone in the dark? Or stare into broken mirrors Thinking it's the pieces of their heart This is the story of my life The saga of my tears A story told a thousand times Remade over the years If you listen up closely Maybe you might hear The beating of my heart And the saga of my tears This is the saga of my tears A saga that

Commnt Me..plz
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Ladies And Gentlemen We Are Floating In Space
Ladies and Gentlemen We Are Floating In Space Spiritualized All I want in life's a little bit of love to take the pain away Getting strong today, a giant step each day I've been told only fools rush in, only fools rush in But I don't believe, I don't believe- I could still fall in love with you I will love you till I die, and I will love you all the time So please put your sweet hand in mine, and float in space and drift in time All my time until I die, we'll float in space just you and I So please put your sweet hand in mine, and float in space and drift in time I'll love you to death, I guess that's what you get And I don't know where we are all going to Love don't get stranger, it is what it is And I don't know where we are all going to Everything happens today, and that's what you get And I don't know where we are all going to

Broken Down
Never thought i would feel this broken down like i do right now, feel like my Heart has been ripped out, feel lifeless, worthless feel like a fool but feeling the way i do, there is one special person that i became friends with that my heart goes out to, not worrying about myself, but about my new friend, wanting to make sure they are ok and going to be ok because my new friend is strong, not like me, but i know in time we will be ok, its just going to take time, but know i will be your friend every step of the way always Lisa

My First Salute!
well people, I did my first salute tonight. My camera is broken, so I borrowed a cheap one from someone, the light is bad and I havent slept much since last year (ha) so its bad! but what the hey! enjoy Ben "O"

Copied From Wonder Woman :d
Don't tell me your age; you probably would tell a lie anyway-but sex math will know! YOUR AGE BY SEX MATH This is pretty neat. DON'T CHEAT BY SCROLLING DOWN FIRST!It takes less than a minute .Work this out as you read ..Be sure you don't read the bottom until you've worked it out!This is not one of those waste of time things, it's fun. 1. First of all, pick the number of times a day that you would like to have sex(more than one but less than 10) 2. Multiply this number by 2 (just to be bold) 3. Add 5 4. Multiply it by 50 -- I'll wait while you get the calculator 5. If you have already had your birthday this year add 1758 ....If you haven't, add 1757. 6. Now subtract the four digit year that you were born. You should have a three digit number The first digit of this was your original number(i.e., how many times you want to hav

Up Against The Wall
"Up Against The Wall" It's over Look out below And I'm wasted I still taste it It's so hard to let go So breathe in now And breathe it out The forecast A car crash It's looking like another... Breakdown, rebound This could be my last goodbye You cross your heart, I hope to die No rewinds No second times And I won't break I won't waste, everything you left behind So don't follow Just let it go The weather's, been better All the nights you spent sitting nowhere out there on your own All the nights I waited by the phone when you were going in alone And all your different faces and all your different ways are making everything a mess And all I'm saying is that all your different places and all the complications laid to rest And I can't deny your eyes You know I try to read between the lines I saw a warning sign And then you threw me up against the wall Who said that it's better to have loved and lost? I wish that I had never loved at all

Im New
Hey every one....Send me some messages to let me know how this place works...I think i like it...I also have a myspace www.myspace.com/hotgirl_livinhigh_420 add me there if you would like My Yahoo is Crazyhoursen05@yahoo.com Holla atcha girl!!

Little Things Lost
i am completely hopeless... i am stronger than this i know, but for some reason i cannot let this go. i cannot keep to this road or i will completely self destruct. i hate for the first time in my life. and i don't like how it makes me feel. i don't want to be here, stuck in my head. in a hell created by someone else. i want to my life back. i want to feel again, something other than the blackness inside. to be the person i know i am, not the fragile corpse i am now. lost my mind, lost my heart, lost my love, lost my soul. peace

The Damage Done (part Ii)
So here I was, mad and upset with her for the things she said and how she was acting altogether. At this time, all the things about her that nag me also came to the front of my mind. Yes, she has mannerisms that I don't like. For example, she'll just randomly say 'blahhh' if she can't think of anything else to say and she'll even text it to me every so often. I also started discovering more about her. I turned my phone off, I didn't feel like talking to her. I had nothing to say to her and I didn't want to hear anything more that she wanted to say. That Sunday, I logged into MySpace because it told me I had a crapload of messages from her, so I figured I would see what she had to say at this point. Nothing new really. I just find it funny at how she doesn't want to hurt me, then she starts doing this crap. I started looking around myspace a bit and I noticed she had posted bulletins--you know, surveys and crap--but cleverly gave them titles such as "This weekend sucks", etc. Needless

Pppffffffffttttttthhhhhhhh
i have it... now i don't have it... i'm in control... i've lost control... this time around is harder than before i can't seem to make up my mind... i figure one thing out it is replaced by ten. why can i not jump out of this circle? i am dizzy here...

The Damage Done
So, I got into a big argument with my girlfriend over the past weekend due to us not seeing each other as much as she'd like. I'm not trying to sound like I don't want to see her more--if possible, I would like to see her more but it isn't really possible at this point. Anyway, she is always complaining because she only gets to see me once or twice on the weekends. Usually we only get to spend Saturday or Sunday together because I fly home on Friday nights and I usually have a lot to catch up on during the weekends. So, this Saturday we were going to spend the majority of the day together alone without having to worry about her son or her mom. We were just going to spend time together doing whatever. I get headed towards her house and call her to let her know that I'm on my way but she doesn't answer so I leave her a voicemail letting her know I was on my way. I get a text message back from her within a few minutes saying she didn't feel like doing anything and she didn't feel like se

So....
ok. so heres the thing, and i know im making a big fool out of myself just by posting this blog, but whatever, its important. i am currently 900 $ in debt, and i have no way of paying the money right now. my parents are also in debt with their own bills and shit, so they obviously cant help me out. ive tried looking for a job but no ones ever hiring around here. so i wanted to know if anyone knew an easy way to make the money, online possibly. you probably dont care but i really need to get the hell outta here already or im gonna lose my mind, and the only way im gonna be able to, is if i pay the debt, because otherwise, i may have to go to court, and then eventually ill probably go to jail. and i really dont need that stress, plus its uberly miserable here, because my parents are assholes. so if you have any ideas, please let me know. thanks.

Rich Who???
I'm giving today's "Pat on the Ass" award to WVU's offensive coordinator Calvin Magee. The Mountaineers' offensive coordinator couldn't walk out on his players with a Tostitos Fiesta Bowl game to be played against Oklahoma. "I think it's the right thing to do to put closure on it," Magee said. "We went through a tough season together." Special Honorable Mention goes to interim coach Bill Stewart who did a tremendous job preparing the abandoned players for their bowl game. Hes the only interim coach to win a bowl this season. Magee showed a dedication not shown by 7 head coaches who ABANDONED the teams they coached this year for better jobs at other schools BEFORE their bowl games. The result - those teams were 1-6 in their bowls. And to that, I'm giving a guy I played against in high school, Rich Rodreguez today's "Kick in the Ass" award. He doesn't even get a pic here! Here's how his story unfolds, and you won't hear this on ESPN. Every year in his tenure, Rich

Written By Ff John Owner Of Firefighters Hall
well it was fun while it lasted but seening how no ones care the fire fighters hall will be closing i or merci cant be there all the time and our members just dont care just like any internet site people are all fakes hope all have a good life bye bye IM GOING TO ADD THIS- TO ALL THE FF HALL MEMEBERS THAT HAVE ASKED JOHN AND I TO KEEP IT OPEN CAUSE YOU ALL LOVE THE HALL SO MUCH AND WE USED TO HAVE FUN JUST LIKE IT WAS MADE FOR-TO ALL YOU FF'S OUT THERE THIS WAS DONE AS A PLACE TO BE ABLE TO GET AWAY FROM THE REAL LIFE B/S YOU SEE EVERYDAY FOR YOU TO HAVE A PLACE TO BE SILLY TO TALK ABOUT YOUR DAY OR NIGHT TO JUST HAVE SOME CYBER FUN BUT I GUESS ALL MY HARD WORK SITTING IN THAT LOUNGE FOR 18-20 HRS A DAY MAKING IT FUN OR JUST TO HAVE A PLACE TO CHAT JUST DONE MATTER SO I WANT TO THANK ALL OF YOU THAT STILL DO SUPPORT THE HALL AND FOR ALL THE FAKES THANKS FOR LETTING JOHN DELETE ALL THE HARD WORK WE BOTH HAVE DONE IF THIS PISSES ANYONE ONE OFF GOOD! JUST DELETE ME CAUSE YOU WERE NOT

My Love For You
I have never been this close to anyone. I can barely believe how much in love I am..with you. I have whole days that go by when you're on my mind the entire time. Without ever consciously bringing you near, you quietly appear in my thoughts as my day begins, and somewhere in my imagination, you and I find special ways to spend our time together... I love sharing that closeness with you. Even though you aren't here, I feel I could reach out and touch you and trace the smile on your face. When you are we are together, I want yo u to see more love in my eyes for you than you could imagine anyone could experience. I have never been this happy. There has never been a time in my life when all my wishes came true...until I discovered the sweet and wonderful closeness of you. Moon, I have loved you for quite some time now, and my love grops deeper each and every moment that passes. I LOVE YOU!!!

A Poem To My Love
Inside my Heart, there is a place only you can reach.... Inside my Heart, there is a feeling of trust and the security that you always want the best for me. Inside my Heart, there is the knowledge that I can turn to you with my greatest hopes and dreams and darkest fears. Inside my Heart, there is a childlike happiness knowing that whether I am silly or serious, frowning or smiling, happy or angry, you will always love me... Inside my Heart, and inside my very soul, there is the deepest joy and truest contentment - for all I could ever want is what I have with you!! Moon, you are my sun and stars, and I love you dearly!!

Pain
K, where to start... Have you ever loved someone so much that it hurt? Have you ever had feelings for someone and they dont have them back or wont tell you they have them. Well that is what is going on with me. I love this person with all my heart and soul and in my heart I know it is supposed to and meant to be. But they have this problem with saying how they feel. For a while we were really happy together then things went bad. Life through rough spots at us, and instead of working through them, he gave up and walked away. Now time has passed and we both have learned from our mistakes, but 400 miles are between us and I am willing to try again, but he is not. No matter how much I try and show him I love him, he shows no signs of wanting to be together again. Instead its a constant reminder that things went bad in the past. Well I see it as the past is the past, if you can learn to forgive one another for bad choices then why hold it against them. When you love someone, the way I lo

This Is Good...
Ok so this guy is a real winner!! He blocked me before I could even say my side of things. The poor poor jaded little boy.... What follows is a conversation he started! His full screen name is "every woman is a lier and a cheat" Classy eh?? every wome...: looks like ur negative 1 sweets every wome...: cant handle truth? then get out kitchen rofl every wome...: women like u r a joke imaoo every wome...: u cant even remember what u said in blog, imaoo every wome...: then why be defensive? truth hurts doesnt it? rofl and my name is th truth and yes it does says it all bout women like u, which u obviously cant handle the trtuh and u said that u wanted privacy in ur blog so what does that say? ->every wome...: And I am all for that, I hold nothing against you for it..lol every wome...: well just an opinion ->every wome...: Your blog comment about not trusting me every wome...: bout what every wome...: negative? ->every wome...: hello my negative friend...lol every wome...: hi

Mozilla Plugins
There are alot of new interesting pluggins for Mozilla Firefox. You can find a list as well as the link to download them here. (click picture) Also if you dont have Firefox, I would recomend getting it installed because it works better with reading the codes of Fubar.com. Just click that picture to download it. If you need help installing or setting up FireFox then click the pic bellow. This is provided by G33K1N73HP1NK. Thanks Tex

Azriel..
Your nothing but a user! So, all this time me and you been "dating", you were using me?! Your fucking pathetic. I don't even think you need someone. So that didn't mean I was your "kitty" you had your scarleterra to be your fucking kitty. You think the main thing in a fucking relationship is to have a girl have webcam sex with you. Thats not the number one thing in a fucking relationship dipshit. And you wanting to start shit with Jasyn....hell no. Dont piss me off by starting shit with Jasyn. He didn't do anything. He treats me right...unlike you. You lied to me about liking me. I liked you still...which was a bad mistake...you were like my last relationship..dating someone else while we were. Thats fucked up. Dont worry about why he's still in my friends list. I LOVE HIM. Deal the fuck with it. Stop being such a bitch about it. Your pathetic. Fuck off and leave me and Jasyn alone.

Who Is Barack Obama?
Probable U. S. Presidential candidate, Barack Hussein Obama, was born in Honolulu, Hawaii, to Barack Hussein Obama, Sr., a Black Muslim from Nyangoma-Kogel, Kenya and Ann Dunham, a white Athiest from Wichita, Kansas. Obama's parents met at the University of Hawaii. When Obama was two years old, his parents divorced. His father returned to Kenya. His mother then married Lolo Soetoro, a RADICAL Muslim from Indonesia. When Obama was 6 years old, the family relocated to Indonesia. Obama attended a Muslim school in Jakarta. He also spent two years in Catholic school. Obama takes great care to conceal the fact that he is a Muslim. He is quick to point out that, 'He was once a Muslim, but that he also attended Catholic school. Obama's political handlers are attempting to make it appear that Obama's introduction to Islam came via his father, and that this influence was temporary at best. In reality, the senior Obama returned to Kenya soon after the divorce, and never again had any

Sorry
i said things that hurt i said things to upset you i never meant to hurt you i never meant to upset you sorry for what i said i never meant for that sorry for what i did i never wanted to make you sad i love when we are happy i hate when you are sad i love making you laugh i hate seeing you down sorry for not holding you when you need it sorry for not making you laugh when you are down i promise to be more supportive i promise to keep you laughing i promise to show all my love to you i promise to hold you all night long sorry for all the stuff i said that hurt you sorry for all the sadness you had with me sorry for all the times it felt that i pushed you away my love for you will always be strong as time grows my love for you grows my heart is full when you are with me my life is worth millions as long as you are around