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I'm Sure A Lot Of People Can Relate To These Lyrics
Better Than Me by Hinder I think you can do much better than me After all the lies that I made you believe Guilt kicks in and I start to see The edge of the bed Where your nightgown used to be I told myself I won't miss you But I remembered What it feels like beside you I really miss your hair in my face And the way your innocence tastes And I think you should know this You deserve much better than me While looking through your old box of notes I found those pictures I took That you were looking for If there's one memory I don't want to lose That time at the mall You and me in the dressing room I told myself I won't miss you But I remembered What it feels like beside you I really miss your hair in my face And the way your innocence tastes And I think you should know this You deserve much better than me The bed I'm lying in is getting colder Wish I never would've said it's over And I can't pretend... I won't think about you when I'm older Cause we

Tequila And Salt
This should probably be taped to your bathroom mirror where one could read it every day. You may not realize it, but it's 100% true. 1. There are at least two people in this world that you would die for. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. You are special and unique. 8. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 9. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 10. When you think the world has turned its back on you take another look. 11. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks. So...........If you are a loving friend, send this to everyone, including the one that sent it to yo

Woman's Death Classified As Homicide
I have tragic news that my best friend Rita thought that I should blog about it. Just in case if anyone knows Heidi, who had her on their page and wonder what happen to her. Heidi wasnt just a 360 friend of mine, she was a personal friend as well. Just wanted to let you all know that she was murdered last Tuesday between 12 noon & 2.pm she was shot in the head several times, I am just so devastated and sad and to think what that poor woman must of had went through during her last moments here on earth. They have the police and homicide detectives all over this case, her children cant say anything until this case is solved. One of her son's couldnt get in touch with her over the phone and got worried about her, so he went over to her house to check on her and found her dead in her bedroom on the floor. Soon as this happened she was taken off yahoo, etc. We believe that the detectives had taken her computer and all her data out to try to find out what ever they can. She just e-mailed me

Words Of Power: Bdsm Definitions For Pagans
Words Of Power: BDSM Definitions For Pagans Scene: This term usually refers to a single interaction of BDSM, be it a fifteen-minute flogging or a week-long staged psychodrama. It is also, confusingly, used in the BDSM community to mean the entire community and its activities, as in "So, are you into the Scene?" (The latter definition is sometimes, but not always, capitalized.) In this book, it will be used only to refer to its first definition, in order to avoid confusion. A scene, like a ritual, generally has a beginning where the atmosphere is set, and an ending where people are brought back to "normal" space, or whatever is normal for them. It's important to work out these boundaries so that both parties know what they are, and will be able to respond appropriately. If putting a collar around the bottom's neck is a sign of changing over to an active D/s headspace for a dominant, and the submissive they're playing with thinks that it's just a fun fashion accessory, some wires can

This Would Be My Luck! Lmfao!
A woman was shaking out a rug on the balcony of her 17th floor condominium when a sudden gust of wind blew her over the railing. "Damn, that was stupid," she thought as she fell. "What a way to die." As she passed the 14th floor, a man standing at his railing caught her in his arms. While she looked at him in disbelieving gratitude, he asked, "Do you suck?" "No!" she shrieked, aghast. So, he dropped her. As she passed the 12th floor, another man reached out and caught her. "Do you screw?" he asked. "Of course not!" she exclaimed before she could stop herself. He dropped her, too. The poor woman prayed to God for one more chance. As luck would have it, she was caught a third time, by a man on the eighth floor. "I suck! I screw!" she screamed in panic. "Slut!" he said, and dropped her.

Argh!
This fucking cocksucker! I may kill this mother fucker I work with today!!! I am so tired of this undermining me bull shit! I bust my ass on shit today and had to deal with moron customer and their equally incompetent customer on orders...then had to delete them only for them to get one that replaces a different one...whih we have here...I gave damn order to the fucker to handle because they're on way to pick up and he's not gonna enter it because he wants to see if they want the check feature and crap...so he's gonna wait and talk to them because me telling him about it and showing him deleted orders and what not does not suffice...(REMEMBER I HAVE TITS!) HELLO YOU DUMB MOTHER FUCKER!!!!! They DON'T WANT THEM BECAUSE THAT'S WHAT I DELETED IN THE FIRST FUCKING PLACE! But he still won't listen to me...I'm getting really tired of this shit...I don't know how much more i can take....this is a daily thing...I make decisions and calls on shit...he won't to save his life...no fuckin

I Want To Thank All Of You
I want to thank all of you At this time of year, I want to thank all of you who have taken the time and trouble to send me your chain letters over the past 12 months. Thank you for making me feel safe, secure, blessed, and wealthy. Because of your concern I no longer drink Coca Cola because it can remove toilet stains. I no longer drink Pepsi or Dr Pepper since the people who make these products are atheists who refuse to put "Under God" on their cans. I no longer drink anything out of a can because I will get sick from the rat feces and urine. I no longer use Saran wrap in the microwave because it causes cancer. I no longer check the coin return on pay phones because I could be pricked with a needle infected with AIDS. I no longer use cancer-causing deodorants even though I smell like a water buffalo on a hot day. I no longer go to shopping malls because someone will drug me with a perfume sample and rob me.

You Don't Like It Then Leave Me Alone!
So I'm tired of being treated a certain way workwise because I'm a female...and it never ceases to amaze me how ignorant certain people can be! Then to top it off I have to save their asses and make sure a damn county has water and help talk their service guy thru repair...NOT MY JOB and I shouldn't be doing that cuz I just don't know it well enough! But hey whatever... there's bunch more but not gonna get into it... then I have people approaching me bout things on websites and askin me shit and giving me things and etc...I DON'T FUCKIN NEED IT!!! So I decided to lie my ass off!!! Gonna fuck with everyone! The phrase FUCK YOU YOU FUCKING FUCKS!!! Keeps reeling thru my head! I would like to take this opportunity to explain something about little old me. I am a woman who has an opinion about everything. I have my own thoughts, ideas, morals, ethics, lack of proper judgement, whatever you decide to call it. But they are mine...M-I-N-E!!!! And I am entitled to th

Punishing Pleasure
They sat in the corner, Amused by the show And she knew it. His voice gruff, He commands her On her knees, and She did as he said. Two of the men, One taking each of Her arms, chain Them respectively To the bed's upper frame. Apprehensive, she Didn't know if she Should fear, Or smile. Her back was to them, Facing the wall, and This made the burning Deep inside her core Spark even more. A new blindfold Was carefully placed Over her dark eyes. She felt one of the men Kneel before her, his Heat radiating to her skin. A soft caress of His lips to hers, And she shivers. He moves closer, His erected cock just Barely grazing her Seeping wetness. Slowly he slides into her, Teasingly, tauntingly. Penetrated by just The tip, leaving her Wanting more. She hears him Clear his throat. Her mind wandering, Waiting, unknowing of What was to come. Wind slices the air And the sting makes Her body thrust forward, Pushing him deep into her.

For My Fallen Angel
As I draw up my breath, And silver fills my eyes. I kiss her still, For she will never rise. On my weak body, Lays her dying hand. Through those meadows of Heaven, Where we ran. Like a thief in the night, The wind blows so light. It wars with my tears, That won't dry for many years. "Loves golden arrow At her should have fled, And not Deaths ebon dart To strike her dead."

My Sweetheart
My Sweetheart So often when I am embracing you, It seems that you exist in this world only because of me and I exist because of you. It's not easy to wander in this world and not lose one's way, but the greatest happiness of all is in giving joy to one's beloved. And if the king can have his throne, and if the bird can have his Spring nest, and God can have his heaven, then I, my sweetheart, I can have you!

Needing A Break
I need to take a break as my life has taken such a spiral. I need to focus on healing myself right now. I ended up in the hospital Monday (not going into details) and it opened my eyes. I hope you understand as I will not be on fubar for a bit... till at least after the new year. Those who have my numbers and e-mail.. feel free to contact me.. I will not have my cell back until Friday so call my home phone till then. Love you all! OXOX Suzie

Shattered Life
Shattered Life By Steve Cook Everyone hears me but no ones around As I scream and shout my empty bottle hit’s the ground Been drunk for months trying to find The answers of why you left me behind The questions fill my head like the booze that I drink As I open the bottle here’s to you I think Hoping the next drink will ease my mind They say every heartache heals with time But who are they? Do they really know? Have they traveled this road like a carnival show? Or has it been many nights they lay alone Hoping for the ring of the telephone Wanting and needing to hear their voice To hear the reasons they made that choice For the loneliness that engulfs my broken soul I guess I need some time alone To pick up the pieces of my shattered life So I sit here and drink as I caress the blade of a knife Thinking my life is over with out you here All these questions have my mind unclear For me to end this pain what can I do Sit here drunk and act like a fo

You Are My Air
You are my air The sun in my day The moon in my night The spring in my step You are my everything. You are the stars in the sky The birds in the trees The shimmer, the sparkle, the shine. Without the light you put into my life I would be nothing A single leaf on the ground in autumn, Lost, forgotten, alone. Before i knew you, I was nothing. Now I am everything, With you at my side, I am invincible! Feel the same my baby, You are loved so much, I love you now and forever You are my darling, my baby, my love You are my everything I love you so much.

If I Was Ur Girl???
1.) how many times a day would you kiss me? answer: 2.) Would you hold me? answer: 3.) Would you hug me? answer: 4.) Would you take me places? answer: 5.) Would you love me? answer: 6.) Would you lie to me?? answer: 7.) If I was sick what would you do? answer: 8.) Would you leave me for one of my friends? answer: 9.) Want to have a future with me? answer: 10.) Would you listen to all my problems and help me solve them? Answer: 11.) Would you introduce me to your mom/dad? answer: 12.) Would you care about what I wore when we go out? answer: 13.) Would you hang out with me AND my friends? answer: 14.) If your friend tried to get with me what would you do? answer: 15.) If me and one of your friends argued, whose side would you be on? answer: 16.) Would you give me your myspace password? answer: 17.) If I gave you mine would you read all my mail? answer: 18.) If I said I loved you would you say it back? answer: 19.) Ho

I Get Asked This... Alot.
"How did you meet Ruby?" K. So here's the answer. I met her in the back of a hotel in the parking lot. We went, got tattooed, got liquor, got drunk, and woke up with about 20 other women. *wiggles eyebrows* And no. nothing dirty happened. lol

Like You'll Never See Me Again
ALICIA KEYS LYRICS "Like You'll Never See Me Again" If I had no more time No more time left to be here Would you cherish what we had? Was it everything that you were looking for? If I couldn't feel your touch And no longer were you with me I'd be wishing you were here To be everything that I'd be looking for I don't wanna forget the present is a gift And I don't wanna take for granted the time you may have here with me 'Cause Lord only knows another day is not really guaranteed So every time you hold me Hold me like this is the last time Every time you kiss me Kiss me like you'll never see me again Every time you touch me Touch me like this is the last time Promise that you'll love me Love me like you'll never see me again Oh Oh Oh How many really know what love is? Millions never will Do you know until you lose it That it's everything that we are looking for When I wake up in the morning You're beside me I'm so thankful that I found Everything th

Who The Hell Is Spreading Rumors!!!!!
I just found out from a friend that supposedly SOMEONE.. or SOMEONES... are spreading rumors about me on here... saying im a stalker or something... i would really like to know WHO is.. and put shit straight!!... Because I am NOT NOW.. nor have i EVER been a STALKER. That attack at my CHARACTER HURTS.. and is NOT FAIR to me....i would like the RUMORS to stop.. because they ARE NOT TRUE.. and ... i just dont know what else to say...

Christmas "candy"
Holly was lonely. Most of the time this was fine. Most of the time she preferred life that way. But the holidays got to her. It started with Thanksgiving and all the family togetherness. True, not everyone gathered joyously to fabulously prepared dinners, but we all pretended we did. Other people had to eat dry turkey and repeat old arguments too. At least Thanksgiving came and went quickly. Christmas dragged out for an entire month, during which everyone was supposedly expressing joy and charity but mainly pushing their credit card limits. Holly rolled her eyes at herself. She was turning her own anxiety into bitterness against the entire season. Just because she did not have a date to take to her sister's Christmas party, did not mean the entire season was doomed. Maybe she could at least show up in style. While searching her closet had been a failure, her friend and neighbor Candy might share something better. Unlike Holly, Candy shopped for clothes like a normal woman.

Revised "how To Glitter Your Fonts"
Paint Shop Pro x2 “How to glitter text” Tutorial By: April Sherrill You must have PSP and Animation Shop To use this Tutorial Step 1: You need to go to a site and save some glitter tiles to you hard drive. A site I use a lot is: Bring on the Glitter : Designs By Alana After you have

Ronald Mcdonald
Lunch today, what is the point of asking me if I want salt and ketchup for my fries if they're not gonna give it to me. I'm supprised they didn't ask me if I wanted it for there or to go being that I used the drive through window.

Poem
Laying in bed thinking of you Makes me long for more I want you to hold me I want you to kiss me I just want you near me To have and to hold You make me smile Just knowing that you love me Just knowing that you care You brighten up my day I love you baby *MUAH*

Please Help Level My Fu Man :)
Firemanm88 Head Enforcer @darkness Falls Lounge FU/BF to *huggable*lovable*kissable*jen*@ fubar 6,445 to bad fu, ive rated his pics over and over, ive done all I can, ty to those who help :) xoxoxox

Cassandra's Secret
She was cold and aggravated as she walked to the door. What was she doing out on a night like this? She just had to get away from the distractions of her work and life. She needed some time to think. "Damn car", she muttered to herself. She knew she should of gotten it looked at last week. Now it was too late. She was stranded in the middle of nowhere and this was the only house for a mile. Cassandra was beautiful, smart and her own person. She never let anyone tell her what to do or how to do it. She knocked on the door twice. It felt like she was out there forever. Finally the door opened and there stood a ruggedly handsome man. "May I help you?", he asked. "Umm. My car seems to of broken down and my phone won't pick up out here. May I use yours?" "Sure", he said. "Come on in." She walked in and there on the couch was a striking young lady. She assumed was the wife. "Hon", the man said, "this lady's car is broke down and she wants to use the phone." The woman just nodded and he le

Never Stops
MY GAWD IT NEVER STOPS, THE EX-LAWYER WHO BOUGHT THE BUILDING NEXT TO ME FROM MY FATHER WHO NEVER QUESTIONED THE PROPERTY LINES HAS SOLD THE PROPERTY TO SOME ONE WHO IS TRYING TO CAUSE ME TROUBLE; SEEMS HE HAD A SURVEY DONE AND HES SAYING THAT THE EXCEPTED PROPERTY LINE IS THREE FEET OFF, THAT WOULD PUT IT RIGHT THROUGH ONE OF MY BAYS......HE IS A TRANSPLANT FROM CALIF...WELL WELCOME TO UTAH DUDE....HERE ONCE A PROPRTY DIVISION HAS BEEN ACCEPTED FOR TWENTYFIVE YEARS OR MORE IT BECOMES THE PROPERTY LINE AND GUESS WHAT.......IT HAS BEEN AT LEAST THIRTY YEARS, BUT IT HAS NOW BECOME NESSARY FOR ME TO ONCE AGAIN HIRE A LAWYER TO HASH IT ALL OUT, CAUSE IF I HAD MY WAY ID JUST DRAG HIS LAME ASS BEHIND MY HARLEY TILL HE SEES IT MY WAY.....LOL, WELL MAYBE.

Still Down
I doubt if anyone is reading these, but for any that do, My computer is still down. I'm able to access my email and fubar once or twice a day via My daughter computer. I am working on the computer and hope to be back online again soon. Hope you all had a wonderful christmas. Sir Dave

Fakes
Why are there so many people on fubar, that are using fake pictures? Are they so embarrassed by their own looks, that they have to use other people's pictures! Especially when they use pictures that look like models, or are models. That or is it guys pretending to be women? If you are using other people's pictures, you are pretty much a loser!

Life
the temptress scores the temptress goes but in her wake lays nothing but pain and in her way are all these about to be slain the vamp comes the vamp goes in his wake lays bloodshed and in the future ill have his head the demons come the demons go from me they run for me its fun love comes love goes never will i fall forever will there be a wall an angel comes that angel goes he offered hope i told him fuck the pope

A Sad Day Yesterday
For those that noticed that after a certain time yesterday I was no longer on the air,that was due to the fact that a house directly down the street from us blew up in the early afternoon... so although I regret the fact I was unable to visit with all my friends on here and hope they know I wasn't ignoring them I feel much worse that a neighbor lost everything they own,but especially on a day when everything is closed and people are unable to help supply them with necessities... so to all my friends Happy Holidays and may the most unfortunate thing that you survive this holiday season is boredom.

Happy Holidays.
Happy news first the Laptop is finally ready for pickup. YAY and I was right it was the hard drive that died. Sorry havent been around will be around again soonGo me! and in answer to Alesta..... Here is what I got for the holiday. 1 belated Birthday present from Purple. - A black Fuzzy velour throw blankie. I wub Purple and my Fuzzy blankie. The real world presents: 2 Patricia Cornwell Novels in hard back - Two that I dont have and well I hope I moved the rest of my collection. 1 Black onyx and Silver Pendant with silver chain- From Kittenwithapen. I havent taken it off yet good sign means not allergic to it. 1 bath basket with assorted Vanilla products that are all natural including body butter and facials and incense- From Kittenwithapen. Wow she really knows how much I love Vanilla. and the shocker--- 100 hundred dollars from Michael's Grandparents. And one card from Misti *huggles to her* 4 Coupons from Alexander that he made himself that was sooo sweet. (an

Converting From Myspace
My brother told me to try out fubar and its pretty cool lot more interactive than my space but,I don't know if its this computer or fubars web site its self that every time i go to a lounge it takes for ever to load and really bad trouble with lag but my internet is pretty fast so i don't know but i will keep tryin fubar out.

December 12th 2012 Day The World Ends
On the day of december 12th 2012 an illegal experiment was taking place that would destroy civilization within hours.This experiment was taking gene splicing to a whole new level by taking the genes of humanoid creatures from another dimension and splicing them with out own in hopes of creating a race of supersoldiers powerful enough to walk into heaven and burn the gates down around saint peter but theres only one little problem something in the genes of these interdimensional creatures made the people afflicted lose their minds making their genetic code a highly contagious virus that could go airborne through bite/scratch. on this same day a small group of scientists learned of the experiment and had also reached through dimensions to create an interdimensional creature but they stole the genetic code from one of gods angels none other than rapheal himself.they created a man from his dna and a strand of hair believed to be from the last incarnation of satan in the hopes of having pur

One Day
Early Dec 07 It will be realized that once upon a time happiness was found in all of me. The rain will fall and it will storm yet again, because the air in the world outside of mine, the air that you breathe is filled with the toxins that have been killing you for years. Evolution will be forced to come to pass and this breed of Beast will remain no longer. You will always have all of me but I will be stolen from you... let into a whole new world. The words I speak, just like prophecy will be contridicted, shunned, and wont be understood till one opportune time. Do not shed tears when I'm gone cause it will be too late. Those tears will burn like acid knowing that happiness was also found within all of you. When you cried out for me I tried to be there but you turned your back everytime. You were the one thing I was sure about till you became unsure yourself and pushed me into a swirling tornado of hurt.

The Star Of Bethlehem
It's long been a puzzle for Christian astronomers, and now a professor from the University of Notre Dame thinks he has it figured out - almost, anyway. His quest: discovering just what "the star in the East" was that led wise men to travel to Bethlehem 2,000 years ago. As a theoretical astrophysicist, Grant Mathews had hoped the answer would be spectacular - something like a supernova. But two years of research have led him to a more ordinary conclusion. The heavenly sign around the time of the birth of Jesus Christ was probably an unusual alignment of planets, the sun and the moon. Not a lot was written about the star in the Bible. In the Gospel of Matthew it says: "Where is he who has been born king of the Jews? For we have seen his star in the East, and have come to worship him." The star, though, has long been immortalised in Christmas songs, plays and movies. Astronomers, theologians and historians for hundreds of years have been trying to determine exactly which star might have i

Sinner I Am
i scream against the coming of morning with the light comes the scorning is it because im evil inside or because my soul has died i search the night for something insubstantial making me feel so inconsequential all i want is the light to burn my pain away leave me open to whatever anyone can say am i a man or a beast ill offer my soul up to feast i can feel the ice in veins with a meaning so plain i felt the light burning inside of me once making me feel worhtless and dunce whyd i let the cold grab onto me when through ice i could never be im not a beast but not quite a man something thought lost in times sand i will speak of love and growl of hate because i have given myself to fate may the gods bless me even though sinner i am may the gods bless you another soul damned

Hi My Name Is Pacey And I'm An Addict~
Addiction is something that has greatly impacted my life in several ways. The funny thing about it is that I don't have one anymore. My father was a functional alcoholic. He was never bad to the point where he didn't work, but drinking was something he had to do everyday. As a matter of fact, I knew if I wanted something to wait till 9 or 10 at night to ask because he was a good drunk at least, and the booze would nudge him in the yes directions. It may have caused him to neglect my mother to the point where she found an addiction of her own. Religion. Now I think religion can be like anything else. Once you become unbalanced, too much of anything can cause a problem. My mom had no balance. God dominated her thoughts to the point where I felt invisible. I remember being 17 years old watching her put dishes away. I could tell by the look on her face that not only was she thinking about God, but she her brain was incapable of going else where... and I hated her for it. When my da

So Im Lookin Around Fubar
and I noticed that there is a new obsession with the attention whores for everyone to leave comments on thier pics...... I take the same stance I took about the rate me fan me love me bullshit........ FUCK YOU I will rate who I want when i want and for as many cookies as I wanna take..... that being said....... are you ladies THAT desparate for attention that you have to ask or in some cases DEMAND (yes, I have been blocked for not doing so) for comments over rates? Maybe I dont have the time to comment all ur pics........ or maybe I just dont wanna comment. Most often I just rate anyway......... if you DO get a comment from me, consider yourself lucky..... cuz I dont do it often. I dont feel sorry for you ladies that get played by guys on here......... you put yourself in the line of fire by being desparate for attention........ then as soon as ya get a lil bit of attention , all of a sudden HES THE MAN FOR YOU........... til next week when he drops you like yesterday's news

~~@att@:~bombers~levelers!my Familys!help
http://fubar.com/user/1007162 Evonne & TisMom05 need 140,000 comments to win a 1-Year VIP, a Happy Hour, a 30-Day Blast AND a Ticker Pack!can i get any help out!geeez!xoxoxoxox PLEASE HELP ME thank you!

A Quickie
We had our share of busy times, weve had our share of quiet. Weve had our share of working hard, and times that were a riot. Weve had our share of differences, and sure, weve had a spat. Weve had our share of making up...And man..We're good at that. Weve shared the good, Weve shared the great. Weve shared a tear or two..And I woukdnt trade a moment of the times Ive shared with you. You are my light for my dark days, You are my guide thru an unknown way. Youre the drink of happiness that quenches my thirst for joy. You are the first and last thought of everyday. The love and care you show me is unlike any feeling on this earth, There is nothing I can do or say to show you exactly what you are worth. Tho the sun may go down, and the world gets dark...You light up my life. The first time I saw you..I knew for sure that there was a God and he was smiling down on me..To have such a perfect person to come into my life..There are not enough words to express exactly what I feel...Though I will

Love
Well, I find this Odd... I thought I loved Andrew. i mean, I REALLY freaking did. And I DO miss him at times. But, what i feel for Adam... is unexplainable. I find myself wanting to be around him all the time... I find myself wanting to never leave him, and wanting him to always be MINE. just hearing his voice makes me happy... Everything about him seems perfect. I mean, suuuuure no one is perfect... but still... I feel like everything I could ever want from a man, he gives me. He makes me feel, important... like, I'm the only thing that matters to him. I mean, obviously, i'm NOT... because, well, eevryone has all kinds of important people in their lives... but it's how he makes me FEEL... like I'm "number one" his little world... and I love it. He makes me feel important, and loved. I don't get ignored for stupid shit... I mean, he stays up late to talk to me, and my silly little butt is up at 5a when he wakes up talking to him. I mean, we spend hours each day talking... and m

Deletion (of An Article)
That doesn't happen often. I was wandering around Wikipedia in hopes of being helpful, looking at uncategorized articles - usually easy to find categories to put them in; I used to do that more often... I come across an article that needs a lot of work, and set to improving it a little- and as I suspect, from its tone, it's a copy of someone's promotional material- from the website of the school it describes. The question that immediately arises is with-or-without permission (and for promotional material, this may or may not matter, but I do not know!)... - so I write an e-mail to the address given by the site - which returns, permanently. And go look up the procedures for deleting an article - speedily, for once, since there doesn't seem to be (except maybe the promotional issue) anything to discuss. Suddenly glad I had the hour to waste...

My Christmas
Well Christmas is over and we are heading for a new year. We did Christmas in the heart this year. With Greg just getting back to work on the 18th we havent' had a full paycheck from him. The bouns I got from work as well as Gregs advance vaction pay helped getting a lot of bills paid and put plunty of food in the house. We may not have been able to give gifts but we have each other and a roof over our heads, so we are thankful for that. I went to Christmas eve services then came home and watch the dopler and santa's trip around the world. I did get a new telascope from work. It was the gift to the plant. Each person got one. I already used mine sunday nite. I took it out in the cold, heavens it was cold, and looked at the moon and mars. I think I'll get lots of use out of it............during the summer. Gregs dad went into the hospitle on Christmas eve with gall stones. He was transfered from the county hospitle today to Terri Haute Reginal. No its not spelled right I'm sure but yo

Are U A Pms Disaster? Ladies Only Please
Your PMS Disaster Level: Medium You definitely are a bit of a wreck once a month. But as long as remember to take it easy, your PMS isn't a major crisis.Are You a PMS Disaster?

Whats Your True Birth Month?
Your True Birth Month Is January Loyal Social Logical Easily jealous Loves children Rather reserved Highly attentive Likes to criticize Needs close friends Ambitious and serious Smart, neat and organized Hardworking and productive Loves to teach and be taught Quiet unless excited or tensed Sensitive and has deep thoughts Knows how to make others happy Searches for the greatest romance Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds Romantic but has difficulties expressing love Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses What's Your True Birth Month?

What's Your 1996 Theme Song?
Your 1996 Theme Song Is: 1979 by The Smashing Pumpkins Shakedown 1979 Cool kids never have the time On a live wire right up off the street You and I should meetWhat's Your 1996 Theme Song?

Questions
YOU CAN ASK ME SIX QUESTIONS (seriously, anything) 1.. 2.. 3.. 4.. 5.. 6.. __________________________________________________ No matter how random, revealing, rude, or pointless __________________________________________________ I promise to answer them 100% truthfully __________________________________________________ All questions are COMPLETELY confidential __________________________________________________ [[[Repost this to see what others ask you...]]] as "6 questions?" __________________________________________________ IF YOU DON'T THEN YOU'RE SCARED OF WHAT PEOPLE MAY ASK

Through These Eyes
Through these eyes Can you see The pain that lies inside My soul crying for help From all the wounds Ive received All the battles that Ive lost My heart is broken And I struggle to fix it Reaching out to someone Anyone at this point in time To help me out of this cell I wasnt looking when I found you Someone who makes me smile Constantly picking me up when I stumble Leaning on you I found something Not intending to I found myself falling for you Day by day The more we talked And the more you comforted me The more alive I became You stimulate me more than anything Making me want to believe in myself I'm far from being perfect The scars on my arm prove that But it doesnt matter to you I dont have to be anything more than me For you to like me To want me You welcomed me with open arms And cradle me with warmth But now,after all this time,you want to leave I'm begging you to stay Dont leave me alone We waited so long to talk one-on-one And you want to let

Christmas
You know Christmas is supposed to be a great time of year. I would say this Christmas for me was the worst. It was the first time I ever missed my Childrens Christmas. I just couldn't afford to go home. I talked to them and they were still happy. But they missed there Daddy. Then a good friend and I decided to visit our extended family (Military Vets) at the local VA. That turned out fantastic for all that showed up. That was the second piece to the Crappy Christmas. My Boss and I went and we waited around for an hour for a new friend to show. Then I found out what kinda happened. Its some drama shit. Then to top it all off at 1530 or so, my Dad called to tell me my Grandmother passed on Christmas Eve. I am hoping that life will get better soon. And I find myself in another pickle. Do i spend the money to go to the funeral. Its probably in a few days, so it would almost be same day booking for the ticket to Houston. Oh well. I imagine life goes on.

Ugh!
is it time to go home yet?! i wanna go home and mess with my stupid game. i almost didn't wake up on time for work this morning, which is special all things considering that i've been waking up early all damn week. the ONE day it counts, i almost didn't do it. lol

Chicken, Vodka And The Two Ronnies
Well, Christmas is finally done for 2007, and 2008 is already getting ready to pay a visit. Me and Yvvy had no clue what we were going to do for Christmas, and considering we now have double the family size we had last year, we had offers of Christmas dinners coming out of our ears, from my family and hers. In the end we went to her brothers house with the dogs and had it there. All was good, he was drunk before we even got there and we quickly joined him a state of near comatose. We drank and reflected on the year thats gone by and looked forward to the next year. Its been a special year for me and The Princess, after all, last christmas we were alone, albeit 4 doors apart as I had just moved here and spent most of the period from Boxing Day to just after new year with my mum in my new house, and I didnt even know Yvvy existed untill I met her on the 6th of January this year. But after that, my life took a turn for the better. Met Yvvy on the 6th of January, started datin

After Christmas Inventory Sale
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Forgotten
i cant remember anything anymore the person i use to be the things i use to do the things that made me happy why have i forgotten why now of all times im already confused why more confusion these tears i hold back make me question myself why do i want to cry over something ive forgotten what do those things have on me to pull at my emotions if i threw everything out what would i have left an empty room but i wont do that some things hold strong but why did i forget the person i was what is this taking over me that makes me so numb inside that makes me want to destroy everything around me i want answers but i dont know where to find them my mind is blank... god...why did i forget the happy things the happy me why did i forgot myself altogether

Forgotten Myself
sitting here with all this glass tracing the edges with my fingertips watching the blood slowly drip from my fingers i thought i knew myself better than this and here i sit,thinking how wrong i am yet again what do i do now with all my faults displayed before me on these cards one right after another thrown on the floor everything i poured into each person spilt back ontop of me covering from head to toe my blood soaking my clothes to my body i should have seen it coming and yet i refused to look all the things wrong with me i cant change i try,but it never works i'm beginning to give up on myself ready to stop trying all together i've lost myself again i wish i could find myself here in this darkness drawing shapes with my blood i need guidance but where do i find it? who can give it to me? hell,who can help me? damn,someone help me please...for my sake...help me.....now....

I Hate You
I hate you For the way you made me feel The way you made me think The lies you spoke to me The fact I let you close To see deeper into me As we spoke The fact I started falling for you The fact I cried because of you And your ignorance You disgust me now You're so full of it and we all know it You're a pathetic excuse for a man A loser and asshole My hatred grows more and more Day by day The only way to heal the wound you caused I wish I could see you hurt like me But you deserve worse You wonder why no-one wants you This is why You're a fake You're so full of bullshit it's oozing from your skin You pretend phobias to gain sympathy Suck it up Life's a bitch and the rest of us deal with it So why do you think you should be cradled and given sympathy? You deserve nothing of any sort God you're a waste of perfectly good human skin and organs Grow the fuck up..

Christmas With My Wife's Family
Yesterday afternoon and evening my family went to my wife's uncle's home. There was her dad, step-mom and many cousins. We had ham, rolls, two types of fruit salad, potato salad, pea salad, dip & crackers, green bean salad, macaroni salad and pie. There were gifts for all the kids. My wife got some candy and a candle. While there were no out-right fights or arguments, there was somewhat of a chill in the air. (And I don't mean the cold weather.) First, my wife has this cousin who is somewhat successful in the construction business. He comes to family events but he tends to keep his wife and kids away from the others. I thought it this is odd. Second, my wife kept getting comments all night about our oldest daughter's (M.) lip rings. Relatives were saying "Why did you let her do it?" and "Why haven't you taken them out?" She would reply that M. did it on her own, and that she can't be watched 24/7/365. My wife got upset later about everyone mentioning it. (I think h

Lost Dream
what am i suppose to do now you've left me with nothing i'm so empty and cold how could you do this to me yet again why must i always be the one to feel this pain i wanted more from life i wanted to be with you and you saw that and used me i'd like to say i've changed but that's a lie i cant speak this feeling i still have keeps harboring i wish i could cut it out to watch it finish dying i wish this never would have happened how could i let you do this to me i really must have been stupid all i wanted was to be happy you couldnt let me so this is goodbye what am i suppose to do now what have you left for me this feeling inside must die just like i have heaven nor hell can contain me a ghost i will be lost in the background i hope what you did to me happens to you and when it does,i hope it rips you apart limb from limb the blood splashing the walls your heart no longer will beat and your eyes will roll into the back of your skull and when that happens,

Key To My Heart
Key To My Heart I had closed the door upon my heart And wouldn't let anyone in, I had trusted and loved only to be hurt But, that would never happen again. I had locked the door and tossed the key As hard, and as far as I could, Love would never enter there again, My heart was closed for good. Then you came into my life And made me change my mind, Just when I thought that tiny key was impossible to find. That's when you held out your hand And proved to me I was wrong, Inside your palm was the key to my heart... You had it all along. for her, gw07

Pain For You
be warned,as i see you walk towards me death hangs watching you the stench of hatred flowing all around and you dare to pick a fight with me? patience no longer exists i've had enough,i can tolerate no more your words all fill me more with excitement my mind races with ideas,plans,ways and finally tis my time to speak "of all that you've said to me, you disgrace me with your presence you think it's ok,to speak to me that way well,i hope you've enjoyed yourself for it ends now,i hope you liked your tongue you'll be seeing it as i cut it out of your mouth i hope you've enjoyed your sight b/c when i'm done with you you'll regret it all the words you've said have lashed at me and as i prepare to mutilate your existance i rehear every word i have no sympathy for you nor regret for the things i intend to do i shall scoop your eyes out with a rusty spoon and as your eyeballs hang from your head and the blood pours down your face i hope you can feel the pain you've dea

Dunno What To Do
so ive been going through alot lately. ive been takin my grandfather to his dr. appt every week and takin care of him daily. on top of that i found out my friend jesse is in the hospital. i dunno what happen to him cuz no one is talkin about it. i'm so worried about him. every time i ask mel if hes gonna be ok she tells me she doesnt know. so whatever happen to him it is serious. hes been in for a week and a half. no one can go see him except his family and mel. so if anyone can say a prayer for him that would be great.

Blasts
All you people who do a blast and say fan add rate...I will return and then don't return when we do it are really wrong...do what you say and don't be a point whore...blah blah blah I know complaining--but I am sick of helping you and you just accept a friend request...and show no love ---you know who you are...get with it and don't be a jerk!!!!!!!!!!!!

Untitled
When I'm with you, eternity is a step away, my love continues to grow, with each passing day. This treasure of love, I cherish within my soul, how much I love you... you'll never really know. You bring a joy to my heart, I've never felt before, with each touch of your hand, I love you more and more. Whenever we say goodbye, whenever we part, know I hold you dearly, deep inside my heart. So these seven words, I pray you hold true, "Forever And Always, I Will Love You g07

People Hate Me
I'm wretched, I'm infested, rejected and infected I'm a loser, I'm a winner, a born-again sinner Cut my throat and watch me bleed, addicted tragedy And I hate you and you hate me So stand in line motherfuckers don't waste my time See me in the headlines Manipulate your simple minds So put your hands up and praise I'm your god and you're my slave And people hate me, cause I'm better than you And people hate me And that's the motherfucking truth People hate me and you can all fuck off I'm perfect, pissed off, beautiful, I'm God I'm a hooker, I'm your priest I'm you brand new disease I'm Satan with distortion, your overdue abortion And now I'm singing out of key, the God of your T.V. And all you children will worship me So give me drugs, your bitches, and your S.T.D's I'm wicked and addicted, middle-finger double-fisted I'm neurotic drug-induced and chemically abused Cut my throat and watch me bleed Addicted tragedy And I hate you and you hate me Wipe the snot ont

"tough Questions For Men"
"TOUGH QUESTIONS FOR MEN" The five toughest questions that women ask men and the answers... The questions are: 1. What are you thinking about? 2. Do you love me? 3. Do I look fat? 4. Do you think she is prettier than me? 5. What would you do if I died? What makes these questions so difficult is that every one is guaranteed to explode into a major argument if the man answers incorrectly (i.e., tells the truth). Therefore, as a public service, each question is analyzed below, along with possible responses. Question # 1: What are you thinking about? The proper answer to this, of course, is: "I'm sorry if I've been pensive, dear. I was just reflecting on what a warm, wonderful, thoughtful, caring, intelligent woman you are, and how lucky I am to have met you." This response obviously bears no resemblance to the true answer, which most likely is one of the following: a. Baseball. b. Football. c. How fat you are. d. How much prettier she is than you. e. How I

My Solitary Night's Mind Shaped By The Thought Of A Broken Heart
My first blog was inspired by one of the best days in my life. I try not to fool myself into believing that this is a world where we can all be happy, but for one night I let my skepticism go, and enjoyed a beautiful summer night with someone that has the potential to steal my heart. For the first time in a long time I felt that there was someone that had my back, the way that I so readily do for my loved ones. How do you let love go? I asked myself that for a long time, but I finally realized that if you love someone, but they choose to keep you outside their hearts... that is not love. The body, soul , and mind work in weird ways, in that emotions are based on a one way perspective that can be very deceptive in situations of love. Or maybe its because Im young, and unaware of the signs indicating deception. Either way emotions can be invoked even when there is no "genuine love in the air." Sometime you are deceived, sometimes you deceive, and sometimes you deceive yourself. Reality e

Dreaming With A Broken Heart
I always ask why, when I should be asking why not? Why shouldn't a man get what he wants? ....Because there is a whole world out there that is eager to take something from you. They are intent on ruining your life for their own personal gain, and sometimes just for the sake of doing so. Even with all this I find myself being the person that I choose to be....someone that is willing to give instead of take. Although I must say that I am not perfect, I have many flaws...many which become evident when relationships disappear. But I always wonder why this happens. Even at work, people really trip because I am a different racial category...but they're Asian. Does that even make sense when the majority of the US population can not recognize the difference? Their deliberate ignorance is borderline assault. Yet this doesn't deter me from having my dream, and fighting for what I believe is the way to it. I think of a day where things are different, and the only way to do that is to really evalu

Today On World Rock Radio
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A Moment Is Just A Moment
"I would take back those things i've done, because I'll give you..... my heart if you would let me start all over again. " I have often wondered why I see things so differently than others, but as I explore the world and my life I see that there are many individuals that follow the same code of honor. To be honest I don't know what to make of my life at this point. The only thing that seems to be constant in my life is myself. I have envisioned myself in the future, and have spoken of a solitary path. I have seen the other side of my situation and I can't help to feel embarrassed. I realize that I expect a lot of people that I interact with, I think because I expect so much from myself. However, I have must acknowledge the fact that it is not fair to expect a lot, if not anything from anyone. This is a place where if you don't try to take for yourself, then someone will try to take from you. They don't even try to make it a "fair" deal after trying to play you...amazing that people can

Last Day! Need Your Help!!
My photo commenting contest ends tonight at 6 p.m. Pacific/9 p.m. Eastern! I'm currently in FIRST PLACE!! Rumor has it one of the other contestants has been away and has *50 bombers* coming to help him today!! Please come by and leave some comments for me if you can to help me secure my lead!! Any and all help will be greatly appreciated and remembered!!

Man
What determines a man..... Strength, leadership, passion, loyalty, compassion, love, and sometimes fear. A life born to a circumstance unknown to him. A life that has the potential to see happiness. A child scorn for the color of his skin, the size of his eyes, and even the size of his waist. As the child grows to the body of his teens, eyes start to see someone that has always been there. Flattery...starts to change his path, as he views what seems to be the friends that everyone wants. A life becomes comsumed by oneself. A life in the midst of others, becomes a world of one. One life that is fill with hate, pain, payback, envy, disloyality, and loss. A child becomes a man as a piece is taken from his life. The world that was built is lost, as the light dims. Grains fall without meaning, and as a grain becomes a mound the only thing that changes are the people around you. And those same people that have seen your back more than your face, are by your side. And a realization that life

Poetry
Was the world one big tragedy? Roaming through the shadows of traveled roads Starving for a hope fulfilled, a dream that touches your hand. Motivation through the clarity of geniune thought, of what must be done No tragedy will deter the will of man, if in his heart he believes it must be done. -Ajc

Dispelling Christian Lies About Wicca And Buddhism
As both Tibetan Buddhism and Wicca are growing rapidly in the English-speaking countries, there will come a time when there will need to be an interfaith dialogue between the two paths. The purpose of this article is to examine the similarities and differences between Wicca and Tibetan Buddhism. Dispelling Christian lies about Wiccans and Buddhists But first to dispel the misinformation. There is a great deal of misinformation and plain lies about both Wicca and Buddhism spread by Christian fundamentalists. Wiccans are portrayed as baby-blood drinking Satanists, and Buddhists as life-rejecting and self-obsessed. If there is to be a dialogue between the two, then each must rid itself of any divisive stereotype of the other derived from Christian propaganda. Anti-Wiccan propaganda Despite what Christians may claim, Wicca has nothing to do with Satanism. Wiccans no more believe in Satan than do Buddhists. Satan is a bogey-man dreamt up by Christian theologians to explain why, if G

Reply
Sub: The only way not to hurt...is to not give a fuck. I have often felt the same thing. I have tried to live my life as a giving individual, and although I have seen many hardship arise out of this mentality I will never regret it. It may seem illogical to continue to act or think in a certain manner when you are constantly taken advantage of. However I have come to an understanding. I understand that it is not the nature of the perspective or mentality that instigates cruelty or disrespect, it is the way that we present ourselves that gets us what we receive. I always asked myself why these people take advantage of the situation and me when they don't have to. The simple answer is, because they can. It happens because they are presented with a situation where they can do what they like and not suffer any consequences. It happens because I show them all the cards, and they get to pick from the bunch. It happens because we offer them an opportunity that many would not refuse. i

Life
Good morning. In the calm of daily life, switches turn and friends are found and lost. Sometimes I truly think that I stir up chaos in my life, just to make sure I am still breathing. In my heart I know that I try to keep a place in my heart for those that have gone through the same journey with me, by my side. Evidence contradicts that thought, as I look around and see only new faces. There is no remorse, or regret...I would say its more disappointing then anything. But even still, I find myself not caring. I have watched people my whole life and have thought to myself that this world of selfishness is quite remarkable. It is remarkable because so many can be all about themselves yet interact with so many around them, and in that selfishness there "mark" appreciates the time even more. Yet when you devote time and energy, you create the "mark" in yourself. Giving the masses a target to take advantage of. Not to say that this is the end of my compassion...it is a realization that one

More More More
Please my angel of love, be the wings through which I am excluded from the untouched perils of this world. Lead me onto the uncommonly serene pavement, where all hatred and reality is exiled. Tell me you're there when I need you, hold me in your arms when I'm with you, and with the gentle stroke of your wonderous fingers touch my lips. Hold me until my fear subsides, and the darkness has drifted off. *************************************************** As you enter you say I cannot touch. Naked with your hands and mouth all over me. Wanting to touch you has never been this much. I am in ectasy from what I feel and see. Our passion consumes us making it hard to restrain. My head is filling with fantasies for us to do. I am overwhelmed and my resistance is pain. Our lips now meet as I expose you too. I worship your body and cannot get enough. We come closer with a connection thats true. I realize why you did this even though it was tough. You made me want you more than

Why?
Why is it even when I know something isn't good for me... I can't just let it go.. can't walk away? Why do I hold onto hope that it will change? I'm terrible when things change in a friendship.. when you are no longer close.. when things force you apart. I want to fix what I can't.

We Indeed Also Maintain With Regard Not
We indeed also maintain with regard not Only to the fruits of the earth, but to every flowing stream and every breath of air, that that the ground brings forth those things which are said to grow up naturally,____ that the water springs in fountains, and refreshes the earth with running streams,______ that the air is kept pure, and supports the life of those who breath it, and only in consequence of the agency and control of certain beings whom we may call invisible husbandmen and guardians; But we deny that those invisible agents are demons....

The Headless Horseman
I'm not sure if i should be putting this on a blog I mean wtf is a blog anyway for all these people on here who must not like theirself i can tell when you have taken your head off your photo and put it on somebody elses hot body it so easy to do in windows paint but think about it first just because the body looks better than yours doesn't mean that a big ass head like mine goes with a small body and a small head looks funny on a bigger body have you fallen and hit your head its getting rediculous what people will do just to get a rating just dont try to do anything with my big ass head because its gonna look weird no matter wtf you do but i'm honest atleast

Christmas Aftermath Lol
Christmas was good. Everyone loved the presents. Only problem now is we can't get the xbox live account to work on the 360. I was on the phone with xbox last night and have been on well over an hour not today. They can't figure out the issue and I am on hold waiting to be bumped up to a supervisor. David was so suprised at getting a camera. I have to keep telling him no pics of me until I get a shower lol. Christmas Eve service went fine. Next year I have to start playing my trumpet earlier to get my lip in shape. This yar I started practicing a few days ahead and I should have weeks before. David is still here and as far as I know he will be with me through New Years :). He is eating way too much. I swear he wants something every 5 minutes!

Thanks To All Who Helped
i want to thank everyone one who helped me level up i might have missed the fubar gift but the fubar family came thru and helped me. Merry Christmas everyone and thanks for the help Alissa aka Blondie

New Contest!!
Am Hosting another new Contest. The Greatest Fubar member of 2007!!! so you think you got what it takes?? then enter this contest and see if others think so too. 1st price = a 30 day blast and 300.000 fubucks 2nd price = a 7 day blast and 150.000 fubucks 3rd price = a 3 day blast and 75.000 fubucks. as for the rules!!!!!! 1)) everyone is allowed to bomb and selfbombing is encouraged!!!! 2)) no downrating or harrassing the other contestants for this will lead to immidiate exclusion of the contest. 3)) only sfw pictures will be accepted!! 4)) no need for people to rate /fan and add me to bomb their friends!!!(unless they want to) 5)) each comment counts as 2 points and each rate counts as 5 points. 6)) just have fun bombing your favorite!!! the contest will start as soon as i have enough entries in and will last for 2 weeks tops!!!! don't enter yourselfs when your not active please. if you like to win these prices then send me a pm with the link to y

Dry Your Eyes
Dry Your Eyes Lyrics Mommy just dry your eyes, mommy dont you cry I know we’ve been through hard times and the struggles And I just wanna tell you I love you Verse 1: Only 15 put under pressure First month 27th day, They took away my mother I was left to be raised by my brother Taught to be a hustla Mommy gone gotta stick together Stay strong through the stormy weather Became a top seller Look how we stackin this chedder When you jump mommy life would be better Just like Rihanna, you can stand under my umbrella Hook: You know how to make me better Even when we low on cheddar Even through the stormy weather You hold me down Chorus: Mommy just dry your eyes, mommy don’t you cry I know we’ve been through hard times and the struggles And I just wanna tell you I love you (x2) Verse 2: 17 got a little money Feelin kinda blue Cause it’s lookin you doin 10 to 20 Ridin bein broke aint funny It’s hard bein hungry But imma keep hustlin for my mommy Until

Colonoscopy
Colonoscopy All the organs of the body were having a meeting, trying to decide who was the one in charge. 'I should be in charge,' said the brain , 'Because I run all the body's systems, so without me nothing would happen.' 'I should be in charge,' said the blood , 'Because I circulate oxygen all over so without me you'd all waste away.' 'I should be in charge,' said the stomach,' Because I process food and give all of you energy.' 'I should be in charge,' said the legs, 'because I carry the body wherever it needs to go.' 'I should be in charge,' said the eyes, 'Because I allow the body to see where it goes.' 'I should be in charge,' said the rectum, 'Because I'm responsible for waste removal.' All the other body parts laughed at the rectum And insulted him, so in a huff, he shut down tight. Within a few days, the brain had a terrible headache, the stomach was bloated, the legs got wobbly, the eyes got watery, and th

Way To Go Cowboys
Home Sweet Home What a nice Christmas present, huh Cowboys fans! With Green Bay's loss to Chicago today, the Cowboys have clinched home field advantage throughout the playoffs. No matter the outcome of week 16's games, the Cowboys will have the comfort knowing they will be home because they defeated the Packers back in November. Dallas has not been the No. 1 Seed in the NFC since 1995, which is also the last time they won a Super Bowl. Coincidence? Only time will tell! Following the last game of the regular season next week, the Cowboys won't play again until January 12-13 for the NFC Divisional round. This will give some of our recently banged up players a chance to rest up and get ready. "This weekend's results give me a great feeling of pride in the job that has been done by our players and our coaching staff," Jerry Jones said in a statement. "I am particularly pleased for the Dallas Cowboys fans who have given us so much support. They are truly deserving of being able

What Meat Are You?
You Are Fish You have a well formed palate and a daring appetite. If it's served to you, you'll at least try it. People are pretty scared of your exotic ways. But once they get a taste of you, they're addicted!What Kind of Meat Are You?

The Phantom Hourglass.
i JUST started playing it yesterday morning and I'm so hooked right now that I'll be in a bad mood til i get to go home and turn it back on. lol Damn Hyrule. Just when I thought I was out, it pulls me back in! How was everyones Navidad?

Can You Be Violent?
There's a Chance You Could Be Violent Overall, you're a pretty chill person - and you have a good handle on your emotions. Sometimes your anger gets the best of you, and end up regretting how you act. Try to curb your temper more often. It only has to get out of control once to do some damage.Could You Be Violent?

Will You...
Will you still love me if I go? Will you still feel the touch you have known? Will you cry into the night, Say it just isn't right? Will you just sit and say "so"? Will you still want me if I leave? Will you feel lost and bereaved? Will you pull on through, Meet someone new? WIll you feel hurt and decieved? Will you remember my eyes? Will you ask God "why?" Will you play a new song, Maybe sing along? Will you reminisce of me and cry? Will you miss me forever when I'm gone? Will you say you knew all along? Will you flash that smile, Every once in a while? Will you keep my love? Will you still yearn for me if I disappear? Will you realize what you've got, dear? Will you think of me as a friend, Cherish the times that've been? Will you howl at the moon cuz you want me near? Will you make me honest when I'm fifty? Will you grow old and grey with me? Will you treat me like your queen, Tell me everything? Will you open your eyes and finally see..... Before I

Whats Your Personality?
Your Personality is Very Rare (INTP) Your personality type is goofy, imaginative, relaxed, and brilliant. Only about 4% of all people have your personality, including 2% of all women and 6% of all men You are Introverted, Intuitive, Thinking, and Perceiving.How Rare Is Your Personality?

Survivor, Texas Style
Due to the popularity of the Survivor shows, Texas is planning to do its own, entitled Survivor - Texas Style. The contestants will start in Dallas, travel to Waco, Austin, San Antonio, over to Houston and down to Brownsville. They will then proceed up to Del Rio, on to El Paso, then to Midland, Odessa, Lubbock and Amarillo. From there, they'll proceed to Abilene, Ft. Worth and finally back to Dallas. Each will be driving a pink Volvo with bumper stickers that read, "I'm gay", "I'm a vegetarian", "I voted for Al Gore", "George Strait Sucks", "Hillary in 2008", and "I'm here to confiscate your guns!" The first one to make it back to Dallas alive wins.

Omg! My Cat Is About To Have The Shock Of His Life....
as he (Moobaby) keeps heading to my blue ethernet cable to chew on it. I keep shooing him away from it, but he keeps returning to it... What is wrong with my cat??? K

Why Do I Still Love You?
Why do I love you? Is it the things you do Or the things we've been through? When we were one, I tried many things for you. I made sure I gave you pleasure But you never gave me the same measure. Why do you constantly abuse me? Why do you continually misuse me? When we would fight, Day after day Night after night I would cry Asking God why I forgave you But still I ask Why do I still love you? After all the shit you put me through....

For The Man I Love
He has this way That commands attention A smile that can Ignite the sun His laugh can infect The strongest of immunities A mind vibrantly brilliant And second to none You'll never know A sweeter soul He can turn a Bad day around With a simple glance In your direction His eyes can melt With a desire unfound Voice with a whisper Can soothe on demand A cherished way of Making me smile Never met a stranger Heart deeper than The length of the Nile His dynamic personality Will turn your head With a word can Subdue any hurt A perfect body That was built for sin GQ would want him Without his shirt I thank my lucky stars Everyday for him He has tenderness Every woman dreams of Talent that inspires My every urge And this Is the man that I love.

Just For You
Some days are simply harder than most Those are the days with this lump in my throat Some days I miss you more than I should Cry for no reason, even if I feel good Some days I yearn for your body to lie next to mine While I wish for the heavens to give me a sign Some days I laugh at your silly little grunts I giggle to show you I am strong. It's my front. Some days I can feel your kisses on my closed eyes Other days, I believe in my minds fabricated lies. Some days I want nothing more than to hold your hand Watch the sunrise from the ocean, our toes in the sand Some days I am a better person than I think Those are the days I like to wear pink Some days I am ok with everything between us Others I miss you so damn much I start to fuss. Some days I just want to bask in your glow While the wind shakes my core with its burly blow Some days I want to hold you tighter, closer to my heart Others I dream of you whispering " I hate when we are apart." Some days I wish

Angels Cry
Eyes full of life And smiles do lie Cause now I know Angels do cry I just can't say How much I care For you to hurt Is just not fair. And when I see You shed a tear You feeling pain Is my worst fear. Confide in me And all the while I will search for words To make you smile. I'll hold you in My warm embrace I'll wipe those tears From your sweet face Through any pain That you might feel Remember that Our bond is real However bad Things seem to be Know in the end You'll still have me

Goodbye
I waited forever for someone like you, What is it that you do? One wave, I cave. But not this time It's me you'll never find. I was born to cry, hide, and lose, But I was raised to think, love myself, and choose. You loved the drug, never me. I trusted you, so just leave! Everyone warned me, But I couldn't see. Your hands covered my eyes, And now they're dry, I won't let myself cry. So I'll move on and just let go, No more wondering, now I know. Don't care if you're ok, Your calls are just too late. So it's you I loved, But it's me I put above. Our relationship has died, And it's me who hasn't cried, So I can finally say…goodbye.

The Dream
I finally crawled into bed last night, late. With visions of you still in my head. Anticipation pounding in my heart. All my senses filled with your existence. As I escaped into the dream world I know so well, I took you with me. We walked down the beach together. Our hands touching and our hearts bonding through them. The wind kissing our faces gently. The sand giving way under our feet. The warmth in our hearts that only a poet would understand. Finding an oasis in the never ending edge of the world, We sit beneath the giant tree, on the patch of thick grass that seems to have been put there just for us. We talked for what seems to be hours. Never running out of things to say, feelings to share, thoughts to exchange. I reach out to touch you and you stop my hand with yours. Our fingers touch. Our hands envelop each other. Almost as though they were making love to each other. Our fingers dancing. Our eyes gazing into each others. A soft and gent

Turn Me On.... Oops I Mean Tune Me In! Lol
I'm On air today!!!! My DJ Schedule will actually begin this Tuesday from 3:00 PM EST to 6:00 PM EST. My regular schedule as of right now will be every Monday, Tuesday & Wednesday from 3:00PM EST to 6:00PM EST. So I hope you get a chance to tune in! Just click on the banner link below to go to the site :) You can find all the info you need on that page. If you need help, just IM me!! All of my IMs are on my MySpace page :) This station plays all kinds of rock!! Doesn't matter if it's Modern Rock or Classic Rock... you can request it anytime, any day!!! And you can request directly from the website!!! All you have to do is go to the main page and click on "Our Schedule" on the left (top link). Find the DJ name, and click on it. Once that page is loaded, click on the link that says My Playlist. Find the song in the list... then click Request and fill out your name and dedication :) I hope you come visit us!!

Until The End
So clever, whatever, I'm done with these endeavors Alone I'll walk the winding way (here I stay) It's over, no longer, I feel it growing stronger I live to die another day, until I fade away Why give up? Why give in? It's not enough, it never is So I will go on until the end We've become, desolate It's not enough, it never is But I will go on until the end Surround me, it's easy, to fall apart completely I feel you creeping up again (In my Head) It's over, no longer, I feel it going colder I knew this day would come to end, so let this life begin Why give up? Why give in? It's not enough, it never is So I will go on until the end We've become, desolate It's not enough, it never is But I will go until the end I've lost my way I've lost my way But I will go on until the end Living is, hard enough, without you fucking up Why give up? Why give in? It's not enough, it never is So I will go on until the end We've become, desolate It's not enough, it

Contest Starting On The 30th, Four Days Till The Party Gets Rocking!
THE TIME IS WINDING DOWN FOR THE SEXIEST, BADDEST, MALE AND FEMALE OF THE YEAR 2007, TO SHOW OFF THERE SKILLS. 4 DAYS AND THE KING AND QUEEN CONTEST BEGIN! 7 PM SHARP EST. GOT TIME TO ENTER FOR THE FREE VIP OR BLAST GIVE AWAY. THE QUEEN WILL BE CROWN AND MALE WILL ALSO BE CROWN ALL MALE CONTESTANT TO BE VISIT MY PAGE: AKAMRS. T @ FUBUR_ ALL FEMALE CONTESTANTS TO BE , GIVE A HOLLER TO BIG POPPA @ FUBAR) Music Video: Same Girl by (R. Kelly)

First Christmas
THIS WAS THE FIRST CHRISTMAS IN 18 YEARS WITHOUT MY LOVELY WIFE,WHO PASSED AWAY ON JAN 2,OF THIS YEAR.THE MOTHER OF MY 2 WONDERFUL CHILDREN,MY BEST FRIEND!!AND THE GREATEST PESON IN THE WORLD..YOU ARE SO BADLY MISSED,BUT NEVER FORGOTTEN.R.I.P. MY DEAR.AND WE WILL BE TOGETHER AGAIN SOON..

Searching For Peace?
I take it that what all men are really after is some form of, perhaps only some formula of, peace. --James Conrad When snow drifts quietly down on a winter evening, the hush of nature brings a great sense of peace. Each of us has known times like this. Many of these times did not depend on conditions like snow, or soft music. When we are able to keep a quiet center within ourselves, we are truly in tune with the spirit. Peace of the heart comes from a Power greater than ourselves, and from the faith that all of us, and all that happens to us, are part of a great plan. Just as the snow falls softly, without fear, without regard for whether it will land on a tree bough or in the street, we, too, can live our lives with peaceful acceptance of whatever comes along, knowing it comes to us naturally and from a Higher Power. Am I prepared to accept wherever I will land today?

Let Life's Richness Flow
Let life's richness flow Accomplishment comes when you allow it. Fulfillment comes when you allow it. Worry, resentment, anger, envy and fear all serve to prevent your best possibilities from being realized. The more you learn to let go of the negative influences, the more easily and naturally will the richness of life flow through you. How many worthwhile and fulfilling experiences have you missed because you were worried about what others might think? How many precious days have you wasted by being filled with resentment or fear? You have so many beautiful places to go. There are so many valuable and fulfilling things you can do. Begin today to more faithfully follow those bright and shining purposes that are deep within you. Let the negative, limiting thoughts and perceptions fall quietly and uneventfully away from you as quickly as they come. Open your spirit, and allow your most beautiful possibilities to come to life. Remember who you truly are, and let life's richnes

Cleaning Out Friends And Family Lists
Over the next few days I will be cleaning out friends and family lists. I am leaving comments on e1's pages if comments aren't returned or you and I don't talk you will be removed

Did You Get What U Wanted For Christmas ?
Hi to all My dear Friends and Fubar FANS !! Christmas is over , and for some it is time to go back to work.. I was wondering with all the planning that goes into Christmas... all the money that gets spent... How many of you actually got what they wanted for Christmas? I am sure that there are some of you , that perhaps did... and I want to know who they are ... and what it was that you received... LOL Then there may be some of you that dont have family or friends nearby... that may have spent the Christmas season ALONE... Give me a HOLLER too !! I want to hear from everybody that is what we are hear for , correct? to listen & to be heard How did MY Christmas go , you may ask... I spent it alone with my 2 kids I cooked , I tried to clean...LOL I made it through the Holiday thank goodness !! Did not receive any presents but then Christmas is

"i Dont Like Your Pics"
I had a...woman...message me and told me she didn't like the pic of me holding a pistol. She said she didnt like having a gun pointed at her. THEN she procceeded to tell me that I am harming people and that since I dont give my money that I get from shooting in tounaments to children, that I am an asshole basically. THEN she spewed forth statistics about Switzerland and how well they do...blah...blah...blah. Well...ITS A FUCKING PICTURE you whiny ass bitch! I seen a picture of a garage....it doesnt make me a fucking CAR! And YES...I have given to charities. I have given money to breast cancer research because I feel that between whales,the rain forest and all that other shit....titties should be saved first! And Switzerland? Fuck em! Let THEM assholes ski...I am keeping my guns and since YOU dont LIKE it...DONT BUY A GUN. When someone breaks into your house and threatens your family and does WHATEVER THEY WANT TO becaue THEY have a gun..Call the police. Me..the coroner wi

Screen Names
i want everyone to tell me how they got therescreen name and what it means. Unicorned1...I have a tattoo of a unicorn on my right sholder so i am unicorned one ok now the rest of u tell your screen name story and rate as u go

Another Wonderful Day
Yesterday was better then I could have imagine. Her Folks were so nice and loving. There is no doubt in my mind that I am with the person I was always suppose to be with. How else can I explain everything? We get along so well and the chemistry is so strong. We went for a walk last night when we came home. It was so nice to just walk and talk. Everything was just picture perfect and it felt so good just to talk about how we both feel up to this point, about areas that could use a little polishing, and about the future. My Boo completes me in so many ways. She is my equal and my best friend. I am just so happy right now. Today looks to be another wonderful day.

Yeah...
I am debating on just deleting my profile and not even bothering coming back. I don't know why I even log in. I just watch my bar tab as other people get love, and hop into lounges to hardly get talked to unless I buy a round. On the off chance someone does talk to me... I hardly ever hear from them again. I'm just not a real popular guy. It's the same here as when I go to a bar in person. It's just depressing.

Have You Been There?
Many times I search the web to find a decent man. Well all I seem to get is someone who can't come to me or I can't go to them. All I wanted was a friend but that friendship turned to love, then I wanted to go there and couldn't. Oh man that hurts. Well that's my life right now. I feel I can't find someone close to home cause there already taken, I search far to find my mate and when I do, well,I'm way to far. What can I do? OH before you start saying stuff, I believe a man should find his lady, I am a lady in waiting. Take care. Eve.

Live Life, Love Life
LIVE LIFE, LOVE LIFE written by: "envi" wakin up in the morning everyday is a blessing and i ask the lord to forgive me for all my confessions, i know i aint alright, every day is a struggle but i live life, sometimes i think its only a matter if time before im back on my grind, i aint even gon lie, sometimes i just gotta get high, cuz it just gets me by, i aint even gon lie, cuz im just livin my life, through time you live & you die, i wanna multiply, some kids one day, ill be in this place until i fade away, ima live my life, till theres no more life, with all my might, with you by my side, its a must i try, and im gonna try, cuz the fact of life is just to live it right, so im movin on, im holdin strong, and im holdin on, cuz im movin strong, i can make life, take life, i can even hate life, break life if the price aint right, i was movin too fast, needed break lights, came to a fork in the road i just stood tight, long nights, hood fight

How Can Some Douche That Has Me Blocked Do This??
Ninja Downrater... rated your photo a '1'! · Ninja Downrater... rated your photo a '1'! · Ninja Downrater... just checked you out! · friend ~kit~ updated status: bye hagd!

2:30 Am Till I Cum
Written sometime in mid 06 Its 2:30 in the morning and I awake to a soft knocking at the door. I take a minute to gather myself and make sure Im not dreaming. Its a cold and rainy night, who would be out on my doorstep in this weather, I think to myself. I put on some boxers and a tank top and go to answer the door. All I can see through the rippled glass windows is a silhouette of a woman. Curiously I open the door and to my amazement a face from the past is staring back at me. Moving away from the doorway to let her in, I open my mouth but before any words can come out her fingers are covering my lips and are followed with a light shh! She looks beautiful. Shes wearing a white top that ties around her neck. Its wet from the rain and sticking to her body like a glove. Oh and yes shes cold. Her low rise white Capris are laced up on the sides and a pink g is peeking out the top. The outfit is sexy all the way down to the clear bottom stripper 3-inch heels. Everyt

Can It Be Real?
I wrote this in April of 07 It's cold out tonight, the air is still. The silence is killing me. I close my eyes and see you clearly. I shut out the sounds of the world and I can hear your moans. The scent of your love lingers on my comforter and blanket. Oh how I wish you were here but.. your not. The memories of our encounters are fresh in my mind. I can almost feel the warmth of your body. Your breathing becoming heavy as I kiss your neck. My hands slowly.. softly running down your chest, teasing your breasts, and circling your nipples. We kiss as I let my hand wander down your panties. Gently I start rubbing your pussy. As you become wet your clit becomes hard and I quicken the pace. Sliding a finger in and out massaging it as you move with my hand. You start to climax for the first of many tonight begging me to suck on your nipples. Laying on my back you climb on top of me. Slowly pull the shirt over your head and massage your beautifully expo

Neva Leave Me Alone
neva leave me alone, neva leave me alone, at night im prone to this pain, whats to gain? its a shame, because this pain wont neva leave me alone what did i do to deserve this pain, mother gave birth to the earth like kain, its such a shame, im goin insane, im to blame, cuz im standin in the freezin rain, ya'll niggaz could neva live my life, ya'll niggaz dont know what pain is like, whats life when at night its like ya dead, and with crist ya still couldnt see the light, ya'll niggaz could neva picture this, its like a frame thats pictureless, in a incident, im given invision by writin my life in sentences, and now im cursed with hatred, blood, my niggaz rest in the dirt from slugs, now you tellin me this motha fuckin pain is love, what? neva leave me alone, neva leave me alone, at night im prone to this pain, whats to gain? its a shame, because this pain wont neva leave me alone now look at my face, you can witness it, given infinite breath, tak

My So Called Life
i did something on friday i got drunk and did something stupid i should of never got drunk and should of never trusted another guy. i am afraid to get close to ppl after my ex put me threw he was abusie and controling i am 25 and made some mistakes in my life i just wish i could go erase them but i cant i learned not to trust ppl in chat rooms who says they care bout u all they are after is sex or money. never trust someone who use for money all the time and my so called friends from my town are getitng on my last neve love trudy

12/26/07
Hey guys hope everyone had an awesome holiday and santa gave you what you wanted. Anyhow this is our daily finds so if anyone wants to help level these great people that would be sweet if not hopefully catch you tomorrow...have a great day 1,049 ElleBelle@ fubar 4352 THIS IS JAY EVERYDAY@ fubar 2,715 Rev Tom [Co-Owner Slapps Happy Hour] Thizz or Die you beezies!@ fubar 3,079 kellyinmt@ fubar

It's My Party And I'll Cry If I Want To...
Today, I am 26. My father and I have argued for the third time that I am in fact 26 and NOT 27 as he keeps telling ppl. This birthday is big, not because of the age but because my brother's gf KT's birthday also, so I finally have someone to celebrate it with! Shopping, drinking and meeting with friends later for a party at the club WOOOOP WOOOOOOOOOP!!!! Watch out for the pics!! Thanks to everyone that have sent me birthday wishes and gifts xoxo

Its You
Its You There's a laugh in my eyes There's a waltz in my walk And it's been such a long time Since there was hope in my talk If you never knew What it is that's new.. it's you 'Cause when your hands are in mine You set a fire that everyone can see And it's burning away Every bad memory To tell you the truth If it's something new.. baby it's you It's you in the morning It's you in the night A beautiful angel came down To light up my life The world's a different place Where nothing's too hard to say And nothing's to hard to do Never too much to go through To tell you the truth Everything that's new.. baby it's you It's you in the morning It's you in the night A beautiful angel came down To light up my life My life, my life Ohh So if I get to grow old (oh if I get to grow old) With many years behind me (many years behind me) There's only one thing I want (aahh) One thing I need beside me For all that you are For everything you do For all th

I Do
I Do Tell me can you feel my heart beat Tell me as I kneel down at your feet I knew that there would come a time When these two hearts would entwine Just put your hand in mine Forever For so long I have been an island Where no one could ever reach these shores We've got a whole lifetime to share And I'll always be there Darling this I swear So please believe me For these words I say are true And don't deny me A lifetime loving you If you ask will I be true Do I gave my all to you Then I will say I do I'm ready to begin this journey [ Lyrics found at www.mp3lyrics.org/p8 ] Well I'm with you with every step you take And we've got a whole lifetime to share And I'll always be there Darling this I swear So please believe me For these words I say are true And don't deny me A lifetime loving you If you ask will I be true Do I gave my all to you Then I will say I do So come on just take my hand Oh, come on let's make a

Listen To My Heart......
Listen To My Heart So cold an emotional strain that pushes me to a nothing less state To be held so close is what I longingly contemplate All my love unleashed as I wish to be held only by you But it’s my heart that you hold so dear a love meant to be so true Passions of a lethal ending stemming from what started off as a romantic beginning Still I find my life steadily descending I strive to love and to live a life of sanity because that is the essence of living My sanity is just a formality of this reality that really doesn’t exist Covered from head to toe in a tear created mist My heart has began to miss the gentle touch of your hand and a heart felt kiss Those moments that showed me love unconditional Those moments that felt to be more than just mystical I just wish that my life could be swarmed by you All of my gray skies will be sunny clear and my life again will never be blue Each day I await this pain to be just a dream But

Have You Ever
Have You Ever [ Chorus: ] Have you ever loved somebody so much It makes you cry? Have you ever needed something so bad You can't sleep at night? Have you ever tried to find the words But they don't come out right? Have you ever? Have you ever? Have you ever been in love Been in love so bad You'd do anything To make them understand? Have you ever had someone Steal your heart away? You'd give anything To make them feel the same? Have you ever searched for words To get you in their heart But you don't know what to say And you don't know where to start? [ Chorus: ] Have you ever loved somebody so much It makes you cry? Have you ever needed something so bad You can't sleep at night? Have you ever tried to find the words But they don't come out right? Have you ever? Have you ever found the one You've dreamed of all your life? Do just about anything To look into their eyes? Have you finally found the one [ Lyrics fou

Just Letting Some Friends Know...
In case anyone notices that I have deleted everything off my page, no, I'm not deleting my account or anything. Over the few days I will be redoing my whole page. I removed everything to start over. I know most never look, but the few who do, I didn't want them to think I was leaving FUBAR or anything. Thanks for your time guys & gals... I just hope I can do a better job with my page, make it new & fresh and maybe just a little different too. Have a great day out there in FUBAR LAND !!!

Us Against The World
Us Against the World [ Nicky: ] Us against the world Against the world Us against the world Against the world [ Shane: ] You and I, we’ve been at it so long I still got the strongest fire You and I, we still know how to talk Know how to walk that wire [ Mark: ] Sometimes I feel like The world is against me The sound of your voice, baby That's what saves me When we're together I feel so invincible [ Shane: ] Cause it's us against the world You and me against them all If you listen to these words Know that we are standing tall I don't ever see the day that I won't catch you when you fall Cause it's us against the world tonight [ Nicky: ] Us against the world Against the world [ Mark: ] There’ll be days We’ll be on different sides but That doesn’t last too long We find ways to get it on track And know how to turn back on [ Lyrics found at www.mp3lyrics.org/xh ] [ Shane: ] Sometimes I feel I can’t keep it together Then you hold m

First Dec. 25 Christmas Celebration To Pagan Wolf Shrine
By Associated Press ROME (AP) - The church where the tradition of celebrating Christmas on Dec. 25 may have begun was built near a pagan shrine as part of an effort to spread Christianity, a leading Italian scholar says. Italian archaeologists last month unveiled an underground grotto that they believe ancient Romans revered as the place where a wolf nursed Rome's legendary founder Romulus and his twin brother Remus. A few feet from the grotto, or "Lupercale," the Emperor Constantine built the Basilica of St. Anastasia, where some believe Christmas was first celebrated on Dec. 25. Constantine ended the frequent waves of anti-Christian persecutions in the Roman empire by making Christianity a lawful religion in 313. He played a key role in unifying the beliefs and practices of the early followers of Jesus. In 325, he convened the Council of Nicaea, which fixed the dates of important Christian festivals. It opted to mark Christmas, then celebrated at varying dates, on Dec. 2

Home
Home (SHANE) Another summer day, Has come and gone away, In Paris and Rome, But I wanna go home, Mmm Maybe surrounded by, A million people I, Still feel all alone, I just wanna go home, Oh I miss you you know, And I've been keeping all the letters, That I wrote to you, Each one a line or two, I'm fine baby how are you, Well I would send them but, I know it's that it's just not enough, The words were cold and flat, And you deserve more than that, (MARK) Another aeroplane, Another sunny place, I'm lucky I know, But I wanna go home, I've got to go home, Let me go home I'm just to far, [ Lyrics found at www.mp3lyrics.org/dA ] From where you are, I've got to come home, Let me come home, I've had my run, Baby I'm down, I want to come home, (SHANE) And I feel just like I'm living, Someone - else's life, It's like I just stepped outside, When everything was going right, (MARK) And I know just why yo

Just A Few Quick Things...
1. Go to www.bangmagone.com and check it out! My best friend owns runs and operates it. If it does well online it will soon be in print in stores! 2. Let's help me boost me level please!!! I have added a few pics and updated a few other things as well.. That is all for now. Love you all! Mistie

Leather Fantasy
I play the game well I tease, torture, tantalize I am the Master- The Master of Disguise. You think I'm in control: I know all the moves, just what to do. I'm dying to give up power. I want to surrender myself to you. Tear down these walls I've worked so hard to build. Hold me fiercely 'Til all my doubts have stilled. Take me gently, Break my chains, Remove my fears, Let trust remain.

Dreams
At night I dream of you, Coming to be by my side. I see your silhouette at first; I watch your calm, quick glide. Vivid images; Pictures in my mind. My night's love, my passion; All in you I shall find. Once again, you'll whisper to me, "Hello, my dear. " Your touch eases me, Removing any fear. Your gaze meets mine; The warm look in your eyes, It melts my heart. From now on Nothing but blue skies! Tonight you romance me; Our bodies entwine. You enter; I gasp! Our souls combine. A touch here, a tickle there, It enthralls me; I am captivated. Our bodies move, the motion constant; My body's completely activated. Throughout the night Our passion flows, Coming together, My emotion grows. For you, in dreams, Oh, how I care. But when morning comes, I am left in despair. Anther night gone and passed. I awake in ecstasy all alone. For you visit at night; In dreams you come. And I dread the coming of a new dawn.

Who's Got Da Funk
Who's Got Da Funk mixed by DJ Muzik-AL 'WHO'S GOT FA FUNK' FEATURES SOME CLASSIC CLUB TRAX WITH A 90'S DISCO FLAVA. This is a 30min preview from the full 48min House mix. For a full tracklist visit www.djmuzikal.moonfruit.com/whosgotdafunk http://www.esnips.com/doc/4cc8042d-0347-4a4d-81a9-34db910ed65b/DJ-Muzik-AL---Whos-Got-Da-Funk_128

Morman Temple!!
so i went to the mormen temple tonight and for those of u who dont know what im talknig about its like a church but the decorate it with millions of lights every yr and add more every year and some missonary guy started to ask us about things u know but the funniest thing was he was talknig about how god put us here for good and bad desiisions or something like that and i said out loud to him i like to have a good medium of good and evil!! then he asked us if we had any friends we would like to reffer to the religion and first thing that poped in my head was my bitch of an ex roomate and i wanted to do it but i thought to my self its called karma dont do it amy be the bigger person out of the both of us!! i just thought i would share that lol!!

Crap Everyone Can Be Without!!!
Trying to help out in the fight against chain letters, fake viruses, Missing people hoaxes and other crap that is a waste of my time and probaby yours too...Just some URL`s that i found on a veryinforming site.................................... http://www.snopes.com/inboxer/missing/trembley.asp http://www.snopes.com/inboxer/nothing/microsoft-aol.asp http://www.snopes.com/computer/virus/postcard.asp http://www.snopes.com/inboxer/medical/slowdance.asp http://www.snopes.com/inboxer/missing/ashleyflores.asp http://www.snopes.com/inboxer/nothing/blockbuster.asp I`m just posting a few..ok, more than a few..but it goes to show that some people beleve anything they read, thats why they forward this stuff on. Anyways..as you can tell, i dont like chain letters or any of the other stuff thats like what i have posted here, so please dont forward me anything even remotely close. P.S I know some maybe a lot have actually received 1 or more of the ones i have put because i

Nobody
It's gone What's gone? My mind? Soul? No, I'm fine Not really Deep inside, something is missing The love and tender kissing She walked out herself Now all I do is talk to myself in the mirror, with my reflection My heart is dead Soon it will make a resurrection Once the wounds heal And I'm loved for real A type of love I can feel But nobody loves me Nobody cares Nobody loves me That nobody is me I can't love myself because no one does I'm all alone and no longer what I once was But the only thing that keeps me alive Is knowing that the next day, it might all change For the best And that "nobody" becomes somebody

Poem For My Daughter Rebecca
My Little Girl Days and nights come and go Daddy’s little girl is almost home. I will try my best To give all you need And I will try my best To protect you from all bad things The day you came was a shock in itself Four days after daddy’s birthday Daddy almost past out I held you in my arms You looked at me and I looked at you And that’s when I knew My wish had come true My little angel had arrived To help daddy on this journey called life As you grew things were so clear You are my little girl that I hold inside here In my thoughts and in my heart You have always been from the very start No matter the distance between us or our time apart You could always find me in your heart I hope you know that no matter what you do Daddy will always be proud of you When I’m gone don’t be sad You’re the best thing my life ever had God gave you to me and me to you For he loves us through and through Until that day comes when I take my ride To the beautiful p

First Christmas Without You
My first Christmas with out you, I'm wishing you were here, I promised myself I wouldn't, But I've cried so many tears. It's only been 3 weeks, Since you were taken away, I've gone through today, With so much to say. I dropped by your spot, My Christmas gift to you, I laid some pretty flowers, It was all I could do. And the necklace you got me last year, Has always been on, I haven't taken it off, Since the moment you were gone. I wish you could come back, I miss you so much.. It's been so, so hard, Not having you around, It's so difficult to believe, You're gone and in heaven, The way I feel, Is so hard to express, All of my emotions, I tend to suppress. I still expect to see you, But you're not there, I can't feel you around me, And it's just not fair. Oh, I'm missing you terribly, I wish you could see, Missing you so much, Wishing you were here with me. I love you momma

2nd Tattoo Contest
THE NEW CONTEST WILL BE OPEN AT 5pm AND I WILL STILL TAKE ENTRIES FOR THIS CONTEST PLEASE LET ME KNOW WICTH TAT YOU WANT ENTERED AND ILL GET IT IN THERE I WILL TAKE NEW ENTRIES UP UNTILL THE 1ST OF JAN GOOD LUCK ALL

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Newbie
OK just b/c I didn't feel like typing this earlier... I'm new as of today. I'm currently visiting family and will be leaving my family in a couple days to get back home. Ready to just get back to my normal routine. Friends, jokes, fun, and the only ways I know how to pass time.

I Died For Love
I met a boy I loved so well He came and took my love from me And now he's going to set me free He sat a stranger on his knee And told her things he never told me Then I went home and cried on my bed Not a word to my mother had I said My father came home late that night And looked for me left and right He came upstairs the door he broke And found me hanging by a rope He took a knife and cut me down By his picture a note was found In this note it had said: Dig a grave Dig it deep Place his picture by my feet On his picture place a dove To show the world I Died For Love

Poem # 2
Thank you polish avenger:) he is a sweetie and a dufus hahaha i wish i could write like that! Letter to an angel You shall never know the powers of what started it all. Such a stare, time does not exist when given the chance to look into your gaze. I can see your soul so clearly, everything about you, what makes you smile, what makes you blush, what makes you happy. Such an emotion I shall not stray from, for it keeps me warm in the winters, and a cool breeze during hot summers. You are my autumn, spring, summer, and fall. The majestic leaves that paint a poem of lost beauty reborn each day. the rebirth of remembrance as to why I cannot stop smiling whenever I think of you, the heat of passion, and the ice I thought unbreakable now shattered by your being. A thunder's drum, merely the beat in my chest as your name echos in my mind. Each day I look up in the sky, and think, no matter how radiant, how magnificent a painting god shall create with his brush; you shall always be my

Truth Of My Soul Pain Of My Spirit
I aint been on here since october since my aunt died which ever since i aint been the same. Ive been more depressed since shes left than I ve ever been in my life. I used to go to bars with her and she was always the one to buy drinks even for a stranger thats just how she was. I miss her everyday more and more this christmas with out her didnt seem the same and the rest never will. Every day I go through life wondering if I even want to go on with my life alot of the time I dont. Unfortunately I do. I have thoughts going through my head of close family members Ive lost and thoughts of the women who have crushed my heart and it gets to me Im the type of guy who doesnt have the balls to let that shit go cuz when u fall in love and the women crushes ur heart u lose ur mind and it hurts and the pain never goes away. Us guys just want to know why? Why do u crush are hearts when we put everything into these relationships love u with all are heart then all of a sudden u dont want nothing to

Does Size Matter?
Blog size, that is! I just started wondering, do people tune out if your blog is too long? I mean, does anybody really read these things, or do they take one look and say, OMG, that's too freakin' long - I'm not even gonna read it. I've thought about this before, but then...when I started this blog it was really more for me than for anyone else. I know it's supposed to be a conversation, but when I tried to shorten the entries, they didn't really make sense. Plus, then I'd have had like ten entries every day for a week, ha ha ha. So....does size matter? Do people tune out if the blog entry is too long, or will they muddle through if it's interesting enough? Enquiring minds...

My Friend Wrote This For Me Tonight
Because you’re Beautiful This poem’s addressed To you Because you’re beautiful No matter what You do Because you’re beautiful The sun rises Every day Because you’re beautiful The mist shrouds a Dreamy day Because you’re beautiful A blossom blooms and holds Its scent Because you’re beautiful Songs sung in your heart Are meant Because you’re beautiful Reflections shine And glint Because you’re beautiful Poems are written Heaven sent Because you are beautiful This is all that this Poem’s said Just in case you may have Any doubt This poem's heaven sent To tell you You are beautiful And that is what this poem Is about.

Leroy, The Gold-tooth Reindeer
"Leroy, THE GOLD-TOOTH REINDEER"... SING IT!!!! Leroy the GOLD TOOTHED reindeer had a very NAPPY fro and if you ever saw him, he was at the LIQUOR sto' All of Leroy's 'homeboys' use to PLAYA HATE his 'game' but they can't mess w/ Leroy.. 'cause' he got a big OLE thang! Then one smoggy CHRISTMAS day SANTA came to say, "Leroy...have you seen my sleigh?" I know you had it the OTHER day! So Leroy BROKE out runnin' and SANTA pulled out his 'nine' and SANTA shot poor Leroy DEAD in his black behind....

Triple X Mas!!
So here it is another Christmas has come and almost left. Just as in 06, the New Year is a total enigma to me. Last year I was home for vacation and found myself staying to hopefully find happiness. That happiness left me with little warning. This coming year I’m aiming to find it again wherever it opens it‘s doors. Everyone in my life, past present, and future… you have every ounce of love I can give. I may not always be active in all of your lives all the time, but anytime we reunite my life always welcomes you all in. A small few of you, know and accept all of me. An even smaller few, less then a hand full know… but do not. Even you… Have all of my love. My life is still in turmoil but it’s heading back on track. I finally have a grasp on my goals, and a new appreciation for my dreams. This holiday season while I am not whoring out a mass of Christmas cards, comments, Emails, and messages… if you are reading this then know it’s still heartfelt. I wish you all the

Xmas
WELL MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL Today was a good day I was very surprised at how today turned out I had not planned to even be home for christmas now i am glad i came back monday though i have decided only to stay for a day or so being in mississippi is just not where i want to be And i have told very few people where i actually am It feels great to be alone and not have no one around to take care of or have to worry about I can just worry about putting myself back together and being me again and for me to be me again that is leaving mississippi It is something i have always done since i was 14 When i want to get away i leave I'll be back but i have to put myself back together more than i already am I dont think in over 2 years i have had a worry free day or not had someone to take care of till last week but i felt guilty about not being in ms for christmas so i came back for atleast christmas i kinda want to be here for new years but i think id rather start the year

The Sad Truth...
The Sad Truth... I thought things were good now, I thought we'd overcome the bad Now I see through the illusion Of the love I thought we had. You told me that you met him, Now you don't know what to do I smiled and said "Just pick him I'll be fine not having you" But I couldn't hold my tears back So I whispered "Got to go..." Then I quickly hung the phone up So my hurting wouldn't show Now I'm shaking and I'm crying And I don't know what to do Cause the truth is, I was lying I can't make it without you gw07

****poem******
****Poem****** In submission she offers a part of her her thoughts, her hopes, her dreams so that He might know her In submission she offers a part of her that which makes her unique encompassing her heart and soul so that He might know her. In submission she offers a part of her that which she has kept hidden being dark and having caused pain over the years so that He might know her. In submission she offers a part of her extending her hand, a part of her flesh soft and pale, tender and giving so that He might know her. In submission she offers a part of her something kept carefully guarded over the years, something not easily given, her trust so that He might know her. In her submission she offers herself so that she may thrive so that she may grow so that she may bloom in her submission to Him ******************************************** Sub vs. Slave To me a slave is someone who does things for others

House Sitting Escapades
RE: House Sitting Escapades > I am house sitting for my parents over the holidays. They left yesterday morning on a Caribbean cruise. It is 2:00 in the morning, when I hear a light tapping on the front door; I am up late surfing the internet and I just finished reading some erotic stories on my favorite site. Looking at the clock, I am hesitant to go to the front door when I hear the voice of my parent’s next-door neighbor, you. “ Mrs. Lust, it’s Mike, from next door...May I come in?” I open the door with a long nylon housecoat with nothing under it, except white silk panties.You seem happy to see me. Besides being my parent’s next-door neighbor, you are also a family friend. You are a mature man, Handsome, grey haired, athletic body, a playful smile, and hypnotic eyes, you have my attention, standing there peering at me, practically naked. You are wearing sweats, from your nightly run, I notice your cock is beginning to come to life when I stammer, “I-It-Its cold outs

Answer This For Me...hmmmm
1.Your Name: 2.Age: 3.Favorite position: 4. Do you think I'm cute? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8.Would you take a shower with me? 9.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10.Would you leave after or stay the night? 11.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 14.Condom or skin? 15.Have sex on the first date? 16.Would you kiss me during sex? 17.Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Would you use me as a booty call? 19.Can I use you as a booty call? 20.Can we take pictures of the act? 21.How long would we have sex? 22.Would you tell your friends about me? 29.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Friends
Friends A friend is someone we turn to when our spirits need a lift. A friend is someone we treasure for our friendship is a gift. A friend is someone who fills our lives with beauty, joy, and grace. And makes the whole world we live in a better and happier place.

Ok, This Is Gettin' Out Of Hand!
I swear, this site is getting less and less fun. God forbid you want to rate pics and profiles as fast as they pop up, but no, you rating "too fast". And then get the FU-Bouncer telling you to enter some random keystrokes to continue what you were doing in the first place. Now tell me, how much time do I have to wait before I rate or comment again? I'm trying to keep up with photos and comment replies, but damn, this is starting to become a part-time job! You give people between 50 to 2500 pictures that they can post. Can I rate 5 pics in a row before being "bounced"? And it's Christmas time. Can I leave my Christmas love without all the unnecessary pauses? I understand that there is some blatant abuse with the commenting and rating (all the "bombing" and such), but what about giving some one a genuine rating or sincere comment? I don't know. It's rather frustrating. So if you don't hear from me in a while, don't blame me, the virtual security force is holding me back. Bu

I Feel Like Dying
I feel like dying because I have no place in this world I feel like no one cares the pain I feel is constantly hurting I feel my sorrows constantly burning I feel like dying because no one cares but I believe no one is aware the pain I feel is deeply intense and my tears are heavy from all the pain I feel like dying because you left me here to rot like I am worthless and you dont care when I think of you I feel like I am being stabbed with a blade full of shame for one second I wish you could feel my pain I feel like dying because no one in this world cares they just think about themself and no one else I feel like dying and no one cares

Dying
Dying (I feel like dying) When I say things that hurt you (Yes, I feel like crying) When we don't talk cuz we fighting (It's only when the drugs are gone) You my strongest drug cuz I'm addicted to ya love (That I feel like dying) When I listen to what others say (I feel like crying) When you leave me and I gotta walk away (It's only when the drugs are gone) You da one thang that keeps hope alive When everyone else abandons me and leaves Me to cry and tells me to silence my voice Without you baby I FEEL LIKE DYING

Forever
Forever I swore to myself I would never love again, the last time was the last time I'd ever let someone in... But then you came along and I knew right away, that with you is where my heart will stay... You quickly erased all my fears, and made me believe I'd never have to cry those painful tears... Every time I see you, it puts a smile on my face, and every time you kiss me, my heart begins to race... How did I live so long without you in my life, I hope this lasts forever and maybe someday you'll be my wife...

I Need You
I Need You Just as a poet needs inspiration to write a masterpiece I need you... Just as an artist needs a subject for his work of art I need you... Just as a teacher needs a student to mold into greatness I need you... Just as a composer needs a theme to create a timeless melody I need you... For without you, my life would be empty of all inspiration. There will be no work of art for me to gaze at; no person of greatness before me; no timeless melody to listen to. My life will exist in shades of gray instead of vibrant colors and I will be less than whole.

Fantasy Becomes Reality
Hope this one stirs the juices in your loins as it is written with you in mind... Think you will readily recognize the characters as being You & Me...Need I say more...get comfortable and read on... Fantasy Becomes Reality: Standing in the shower, hot water splashing down her back she thinks of him. Her hands running along the sides of her breasts she closes her eyes and sees him, his lips almost touching her nipples. She squeezes them and pretends it is him... pinching them, kissing them, sucking her hard nipples into his mouth. She pushes them together, offering them to her fantasy lover, and feels the pressure of the suction as she imagines him pulling both her nipples into his mouth at once. Opening her eyes she half expects to see him standing there, but reality hits and she closes her eyes... preferring the fantasy for now. Her hands rub the soap across her belly as they make their way down toward her soapy mound. She feels t

Taking Chances
Love is ...taking chances. Going places you've never gone. Feeling emotions you've never thought real. Making a fool of yourself. Not being able to live without that person. Looking in their eyes and feeling the connection. Walking away and still thinking about them. Your heart skipping a beat every time you're in their arms. Happiness is seeing them smile. Life isn't complete without them whispering 'I love you' in your ear. Thinking how you ever went through life without them. Putting your feelings out there not knowing if they feel the same. Crying and smiling at the same time on your pillow because you love them so much. Surrendering your heart, body, and soul. Let the person you love know how special they are to you. It may be hard to let your feelings show but that's what I mean by saying 'Love is...taking chances'.

The Aftermath Of X-mas.
What a long couple of days its been. I wanna kill my niece and nephew for being screaming little brats. My dad constantly amazes me with his penchant for getting me some cool as gifts.The new amplifier for my guitar will be fun. Saw the movie Water Horse today and AVP:Requiem and had an amazing time. Good times indeed. Merry X-Mas everyone.

The Final Inspection
"The Final Inspection" The policeman stood and faced his God, which must always come to pass. He hoped his shoes were shining, just as brightly as his brass. "Step forward now, policeman. How shall I deal with you? Have you always turned the other cheek? To My church have you been true?" The policeman squared his shoulders and said, "No Lord. I guess I ain't. Because those who carry badges, can't always be a saint." "I've had to work most Sundays, and at times my talk was rough... and sometimes I've been violent because the streets are awful tough." "But I never took a penny, that wasn't mine to keep... though I worked a lot of overtime when the bills got just too steep." "And I never passed a cry for help, though at times I shook with fear. And sometimes, God forgive me, I wept unmanly tears." "I know I don't deserve a place among the people here. They never wanted me around except to calm their fear." "If you've a place for me here, Lor

If I Knew
If I Knew If I knew how to write a song I’d write one everyday It would say that I’m in love with you And why I feel this way It would have to say you’re pretty And as rare as a desert rose It would say you’re a looker From your head down to your toes You are funny, dainty, fragile And as feminine as can be You’re smart charming lovely And everything to me You’re my comfort when I’m lonely You’re my peace when I need rest Of all the women I’ve known I must rate you the best. You’re the orchard in the jungle, you’re the better half of me You’re all of this and so much more, you mean the world to me Still so much is left unsaid, It would take me far to long I know how much I love you, If only I could write a song. gw07

Online Petition For Getting Married
Ok, as some or all of you know I am physically challenged with Cerebral Palsy and blind in my left eye and deaf in my left ear and I'm also on SSI and SSDI but from what Social Security has told me that if I was to get married that I'd lose my SSI and my Medicaid totally which I think is crap to me! Now somebody else with Cerebral Palsy has sent me an onine petition wanting Social Security to change it's regulations about getting married and being on SSI and Medicaid and getting married when you're physically or mentally challenged and I was wondering if people wanted to sign it, if so, please ONLY private message me your e-mail address if you have one and I will forward this to you, I've already signed it and so has Kate my girlfriend who is on this site, so if you wish to sign it and leave a personal message on there after you put your name on it, that would be greatly appreciated my friends and fans! Thanks Todd There is only 670 signatures and there needs to be 10,000 too.

All In 1 Minute
All In 1 Minute I look at the clock, it says 1:41, I know thinking of you, I will never be done. You run through my mind, and occupy all my time, wondering why you're gone, and why you're not still mine. I think of you constantly, for some reason I cant stop, knowing that for always you'll forever have my heart, My days go by so slow, cause you run through my head, i said I'd love you forever, isn't that enough said? You also haunt my dreams, if you know what I mean, i wake up often, with sweats and screams, Why do I sleep by myself, I'm alone in my bed, I know I'll be thinking of you, till the day i am dead, Now still all these thoughts, just run through my brain, cannot stop thinking of you, I think I'm going insane, I feel I wanna kill myself, people say thats not what to do, but I turn and look at the clock, and it says it's only 1:42... gmw2007, ouch

Untitle
Do it and i'll do it for you... would you kiss me? [] Yes [] No [] Maybe [] Already ***************************** Am I hot? [] No! [] OK [] Fine [] Of Course {}Cute {]Sexy ***************************** Would you hug me? [] Yes [] No [] Already did ***************************** Do you think I'm a virgin? [] Yes [] No [] Don't know ***************************** Name one thing you would like to do to me... ____________ ***************************** I look like.. [] A player [] One time thing [] Next bf [] A friend [] A friend with benefits [] A possibility [] Another somebody ***************************** If you saw me for the first time, would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No [] maybe ***************************** Would you rather... [] Hook up with me [] Cuddle with me [] Date me [] Friends [] Friends with benefits ***************************** On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highes

After Christmas Diet
After Christmas ================ 'Twas the week after Christmas, and all through the house Nothing would fit me, not even a blouse. The cookies I'd nibbled, the eggnog I'd taste At the holiday parties had gone to my waist. When I got on the scales there arose such a number! When I walked to the store (less a walk than a lumber). I'd remember the marvelous meals I'd prepared; The gravies and sauces and beef nicely rared, The wine and the rum balls, the bread and the cheese And the way I'd never said, "No thank you, please." As I dressed myself in my husband's old shirt And prepared once again to do battle with dirt I said to myself, as I only can "You can't spend a winter disguised as a man!" So away with the last of the sour cream dip, Get rid of the fruit cake, every cracker and chip Every last bit of food that I like must be banished "Till all the additional ounces have vanished. I won't have a cookie - not even a lick. I'll want only to chew on

Remember
Do you remember some time ago? I asked if you were perfect but you said no Did you ever think that: In my dreams you're the sweetest thing In my life you are everything Still you say you're not So I ask, why is it so hard to let go? Everyone thinks I'm strong But tears were falling from my eyes On the day you left us and said goodbye Now I know my feelings I should no longer hide I love you and I want you to stay by my side Longing to hold you in my arms so tight that I'll never let go Wishing to be with you forever, I hope now you know That when I'm around you, it just feels like heaven You're my angel and your heart is my safe haven To live a life that's so incomplete To live a life with nothing dear to keep Is that how you want me to be? You know without you I'm so weak Because you're the only strength that I seek So please... don't go, I'm being so bold Just by saying i need your hand to hold Don't leave me like this so broken,so torn, so cold S

Why!!!
Why the fuck do I care? What should it matter to me if an asshole is well an asshole to me? Its just a reason to rid myself of the influence.Im thinking that all the men of my life should really get a damned clue that Im not dealing with this shit.If I wanted games and getting lied to I would have stayed with Jeremy. I would have been miserably happy in that situation. But I left and I wanted a new life and a new damn chance.Yeah I fucked up.Yeah I didnt do what was right everytime that I should have.But regardless I deserve respect honesty and the chance to make my amends.I am broken--I need help gluing myself back together.I am on my knees begging and the only problem is you dont even see me at your feet.Im a slave to the impossible and the impossible is being loved and wanted and kept.Why am I not good enough? Why do you discard me and through it in my face? Sad part is I know why---Because I let you.Because you know I will be back and because Id rather be at your feet begging t

If I Could Dream At Night
If I could Dream At Night If I could dream at night and if those dreams came true, I would force myself to sleep at night so I could dream of you. If wishes were given to lonely guys, and if I were given just two I would wish that you would always love me, the other I would give to you. If my tears could write love songs Before my tears were through you would know just how I feel and how much I love you But dreams are for dreamers, and wishes seldom come true my tears do not write love songs but when they fall...they fall for you. gw....07

Fucking Tool...
here soon theres a few of us starting up a TOOL TRIBUTE BAND...but with that said we`ll also be greating our own origonal stuff but it will be 100% TOOL influenced...be on the look out...WE WILL KEEP THEIR LEGACY ALIVE...thx, darren #17...

No Matter What
No Matter What I know that I should try to find somebody new.. But all I find is myself always thinking of you.. You don't even know it.. And why should you care? Your happy just pretending that I'm not even there.. Forever means nothing if I don't spend it with you.. But theres just nothing more I think I can do.. I try to tell you I love you but you just don't stop to listen.. Then I guess you'll never know that I'm the one your missin.. Give me just one minute and look into my eyes.. Forget your friends.. Forget the world.. Forget the pain and lies.. Forget about what people say and what other people might see.. All I want you to think about now is what you think of me.. Cause nothing really matters except for the people you love.. And it kills me inside not knowing what you think when your all I'm thinking of.. Maybe I am wrong and you really just don't care.. But why sometimes do you act so sweet if no feelings are actually there.. All I want is for you to te

Games I Don't Need Them
oh the games that people play.... who to trust, who to believe. everytime I think I know someone, they turn around and prove me wrong. oh the games that people play.... never there when you need them but expect you there for them anytime they call. oh the games that people play.... who is real and who is fake? i dont know how much more I can take oh the games

Happy
Happier now than i've ever been if i ever was i dont know when I feel like i could almost fly fly so high and touch the sky I know that i am loved very much i almost melt when i feel His touch I will forever and always belong to Him when i'm by His side things seem less grim

Because Of You
Because Of You Because of you my world is now whole, Because of you love lives in my soul. Because of you I have laughter in my eyes, Because of you I am no longer afraid of good-byes. You are my pillar my stone of strength, With me through all seasons and great times of length. My love for you is pure boundless through space and time, it grows stronger everyday with the knowledge that you'll always be mine. At the altar I will joyously say 'I do', for I have it all now and it's all because of you. gw07

I Just Got Married!!!
I got married this past friday 12/21. I met my wife online, we went on our first date in October and we haven't hardly been apart since. I asked her to marry me 6 days after our first date and have been living in bliss since she said yes.

It Happened One Day...
It Happened One Day... On a summer's day not so long ago I fell in love and I'll never know Just what it was that made me feel So drawn to her, what the appeal That set my pulses so to race When ever I gazed upon that face Of one who was scarce but a child Yet even then could drive me wild I'll never know the how's and why's I lost my heart to those Brown Eyes But when I got that long sought kiss I knew I'd found my Perfect Miss My elfin girl from down the lane And I'll never let her go again For how could I describe our love? Romantic love, all hearts and flowers No way to count the days and hours Spent in self-indulgent wishes And thoughts of long awaited kisses Of sweet embraces, tender sighs And gazing into love filled eyes Oh yes, it is that kind of love Or, is it yet the love of passion The ecstasy that knows no ration That shuddering nerve-tingling feeling The climax with your senses reeling The wondrous joy when you discover That sweet surrende

The Miracle Of Friendship
The Miracle Of Friendship There is a miracle called Friendship that dwells within the heart and you don't know how it happens or when it even starts. But the happiness it brings you always gives a special lift and you realize that Friendship is God's most precious gift. gw-=-07

Tearing Down The Christmas Tree
Well I guess by now, most of you have opened the gifts, and have decided to either return them or keep them, Time to take down the tree. I Ritual which in my family requires a great deal of debate. First of all we have an Artifical tree, that comes apart in pieces. Which means we always misplace a piece and frantically search the whole house to locate it, seems the dog has developed a taste for artifical tree tops and has neatly dragged it off, quietly munching on the ornaments as he goes. Then decideing that it is his property growls at us when we attempt to take whats left of it back. Whats worse the tree Never fits back in the box it came in! seems its somehow grown an inch or two over the years. Then the final insult is that once we put it it away for the year, come christmas we can never find it. Well it isn't where we put it! until we realise that it is but that since it was last used, we accumulated more stuff and covered its box with several tons of unused stuff that we got

Vote Yes For Unpolarized's Picture For Jpg. Magazine
My Dearest Friend Unpolarized has Summited "The Sun Sets On The Atomic Age", to JPG magazine in the Surroundings theme for the upcoming issue. He really needs your support to get enough votes to have it selected, and for it to be included in the issue, so please go vote for it using the link below: http://www.jpgmag.com/photos/388007

The Gift Of Knowing You
The Gift Of Knowing You There are gifts of many treasures For both the young and old, From the tiniest little trinkets To great boxes filled with gold. But, put them all together And they could not stand in lieu, Of the greatest gift of all The gift of knowing you. When your times are filled with troubles Sadness, grief, or even doubt, When all those things you planned on Just aren't turning out. Just turn and look behind you From the place at which you stand, And look for me through the shadows And reach out for my hand. I will lift from you your burden And cry for you your tears, Bear the pain of all your sorrows Though it may be for a thousand years. For in the end I would be happy To have helped you start anew, It's a small price to pay For the gift of knowing you. gw...07

Cherished Friends
Cherished Friends God must have known there would be times We'd need a word of cheer, Someone to praise a triumph Or brush away a tear. He must have known we'd need to share The joy of "little things" In order to appreciate The happiness life brings. I think He knew our troubled hearts Would sometimes throb with pain, At trials and misfortunes, Or goals we can't attain. He knew we'd need the comfort Of an understanding heart To give us strength and courage To make a fresh, new start. He knew we'd need companionship, Unselfish... lasting... true, And so God answered the heart's great need With cherished friends... like you! G.W--->07

Crazy Fubar Women!
These crazy women will add you for points, rate ur pictures so you will rates their's and then BLOCK you. Well you know who you are and I could careless what you damn blog says. You are a crazy woman and nothing you say will matter. I know what I know and you...know only the story you have made up in you head. You convince your freinds that what you say is truth but do you even know what the truth is? NO! You silly woman. Grow up! Act your age!

Loser
Call me what you will haha, but I'm hanging out alot more on myspace. I haven't talked to a lot of you in a long ass time but I haven't forgotten any of you. Hit me up on yspace if you've got it. Or just call me lame and tell me to fuck off. www.myspace.com/that_guy0311 or something like that. For those of you whom I actually talked to and those who are interested. I'm home from Iraq and I'm in the process of training for Afghanistan. Peace. Lots of love and Merry Christmas. P.S. I'm still the Coolest Guy Ever

Omega Man
So I guess the bovine-witted, dread-breeding doomsday forecasters and survivalists were correct when they said the end was near. But the Apocalypse wasn’t as bad as they predicted. On December 31, 1999, I sealed myself into a bomb shelter called the Mayflower and watched as the nuclear clouds burst all over the world like a flourishing mushroom patch -- until the satellite fritzed and the Mayflower went dark. I stayed in there for 11 years. On January 1, 2011, hoping the radiation had settled, I emerged because I couldn’t bear to eat another can of tomato soup and watch my only VHS tape, Armageddon’s Funniest Home Video’s (my favorite is the segment where the guy gets hit in the nuts with a nuclear warhead). Anyway, I wandered into the Zombie District -- what was once San Diego’s Gaslamp -- and took a job bartending in a popular mutant bar called the Subterranean. It’s a good job, even though most mutants are boil-brained bugbears who booze like sailors on a Bushmill’s

Club-oblivion-radio
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“by Then It’ll Be Too Late.”
“By Then It’ll Be Too Late” One of the most asked questions in this world is, What is the point of loving someone if you’re just going to end up getting hurt? In a sense that’s like saying, What’s the point of living if we are just going to die? But in fact it is very different. I’ll explain why. In life there are so many things to experience, both good and bad. Still some may say, What’s the point in having those or any experiences, we are still going to die. Well what happens after we die? No one can say for certain. So as for me I want to experience life and hope that what I have learned and felt comes along with me. I believe that we must face every situation as a chance to learn something. Well I have given love a chance. Quite a few chances actually. And it has always ended up the same. To different degrees, but still the same. Hurt, pain, and emotional scars. Sure the feeling of love is great. It is the one feeling that can’t be topped. To love and be loved is the ultimate ex

Got The Surgery Date
Hello peoples, I know I haven't been on here for a while, just getting every thing ready for surgery comming up next month, for my hip. A total hip replacement. Just wanted to give an update, on how things are going to be and that. The surgery is Jan 16th 2008, as I won't be on that much before the date or much after as the recovery is about 3 months. I hope that you all have had a wonderful Xmas and New Years! Cheers and I will be in touch!

From A Friend
This was written for me...when I really needed a friend. I hope he doesn't mind me keeping it and sharing it. You're worth a dozen roses with a kiss,a ride over the rainbow with a wish attached,when the world starts to get in the way you are the one that looks faithfully,and will understand that tomorrow you will be someone on the whisper of a man who needs the best that there is to be given. Thank You Steve! You truly are a poet and one hell of a guy! Love ya!

Friends
Friends, Life can pass you by in the blink of an eye, If you are alone no one ever cares when you walk down the street you feel the cold hard stares. When you have someone to hold it never gets old, your heart is filled with happiness that only two can share. How can we tell when someone is being a friend? The way that they listen, the looks that you get A genuine concern that doesn't come in a book. A true friend will never leave you, tho they sometimes forget things, they are always there when you need to talk, and eager to spend a little more energy on what matters most. I used to be told that you can tell the measure of a man by how few friends he, or she has, because those were the only ones that really cared, but time has taught me that you can never have enough friends, but you need to take care of them any way that you can. Life is too short to only have short term or one sided relationships. Like the song says...you just call out my name...and I'll come r

Guy Facts And Gril Facts
Guy Facts: When a guy calls you He wants to be with you When a guy is quiet, He's listening to you... When a guy is not arguig, He realizes he is wrong. When a guy says, "I'm fine." after a few minutes he means it. When a guy stares at you, he wishes you would care about him and he wonders if you do. When your laying your head on a guys chest, he has the world When a guys calls/text/comments you everyday, He is in love When a (good) guy tells you he loves you he means it When a guy says he can't live without you he's with you till your done When a guy says, I miss you," he misses you more than you could have ever missed him or anything else Girl Facts: When you catch a girl glancing at you, she wants you to look back and smile When a girl bumps into your arm while walking with you she wants you to hold her hand When she wants a hug she will just stand there When u break a girls heart she still

Making X-mas Gay
Whats up Everybody, In my personal opinion, 2007 sucked ass. but seeing its the holidays, and I normally make a holiday card that pokes fun at someone. I'm gonna put a disclaimer at this one. for those of you that know me, my custom cards have always been in poor taste, and deciphers someone in a light that they would later curse at me about. Adam Walsh did when I make one of him fucking his mother and handed it out of his workplace, Dan got pissed off as his Mr.Turkey X-Mas card. so I'm used to bad Views on my Holiday cards. Normally, its all in good fun and I dont mean any of it. Sadly, this year, I was quite pissed off when I made this one. Now Before I show ya, I may want to backtrack at to what lead to this one. A Few Weeks ago, I posted a bulletin that showed a Danceing Elf (yes, I know, will I ever stop talking about it.) IT showed who I thought was a good friend, Mr.Freeze of No Luck Recordz, in a elf suit dancing to X-mas Music. Now when I originally did this, I did it in go

The Meaning Of Christmas
Every year in October my staff and I start the tedious process of finding the poverty stricken and homeless in our community who will not be able to have a Christmas. This is my baby, for I can't stand the thought of someone going hungry or not getting a gift on Christmas. I work hard all year to find donations to fund our project and interview people for suitable volunteers to help with the project. We buy clothing and one toy for each child, take the food needed for a Christmas dinner, and on Christmas Day we prepare a Christmas dinner for the homeless. This past Friday, 4 days before Christmas, someone turned in the names of 125 more children who would be getting nothing for Christmas. I went into a panic something I never do at work. This was Friday morning. The next two days would be Saturday and Sunday and we would not be working. Monday morning we would start loading the trucks at 6am with gifts and food. There was no way I could find the size of clothing for 125 chil

My Friends And Family Xoxo
I JUST WANTED TO SAY THANK YOU TO EVERYONE WHO HELPED ME LEVEL TO GODMOTHER! THERE WERE SOOO MANY OF YOU WHO HIT MY PAGE MY BAR TAB FILLED UP SO QUICK....HERE ARE JUST A FEW OF MY FRIENDS WHO HIT ME UP AND I KNOW IM MISSING SO MANY MORE OF U SO PLEASE HIT ME UP SO I CAN RETURN ALL THE LOVE... THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH! THIS WAS THE BEST GIFT FOR CHRISTMAS.. MERRY CHRISTMAS! MZ DREAMS ~~~*BITCH_WHISPERER @ LARGE*~~~@ fubar *Liberated Spice****Club F.A.R.****Owner of LOL****I.B.I.C.@ fubar #●Mölly●Cö-Öwnër●Öf Clṻb F.A.R●#@ fubar THE BOSS@ fubar DGAZ/Club F.A.R. Member!@ fubar MsPleasure47@ fubar BIG CROSS DA COMMONLY UNIQUE ONE@ fubar LONEWOLF1498@ fubar ~Mz Attitude~ Shadow Leveler@ fubar CuteFa

My Life
Locked in my cage, I stare at the emptiness; this very emptiness possesses my soul - we are one. The months pass, as do the years, yet as time progresses, it loses all relevance. I sit here trapped in a recurring nightmare, never to awaken. I feed on my own self-pity - I never hunger. I merely exist, captive in this asylum, biding my time; my sole gratification, inebriated isolation. The door to my cage is ajar, as is often the case, yet it's pointless to leave; each journey leads me back to this God-forsaken realm of suffering and despair. Long ago, I was free; I remember faces, smiling faces. A different me, in a different time - it was a time of fulfillment, of togetherness, of love. Then one day the fantasy ended, and I was here . . . but enough about the past; I must face my reality. Distant voices race through my head, as I stave off insanity. But this time, the voice is real. Unsure of its origin, I feel my soul is not as cold; my

I Got Married!!!
Hey everyboy.I just got married. Walking down the aisle was the most nerve wracking thing I've ever done in my life. While I walking, I kept having to remind myself to breathe. When we were saying our vows I was shaking so badly, I'm surprised the pictures aren't blurry. Above all else though, it was the happiest moment of my life this far. I still can't believe I just got married. I'm so excited and amazed. My husband is so wonderful. He once drove all the way from Longview to Texarkana just to surprise me and bring me tacos from Jack in the box because he knows I love them.

Happy Holidays And Suff
Well damn. The holidays sure did thier sneaking up on me again. Didnt have the time ore money to buy anyone anything. Guess thats fine since i didnt get anything. Well actually a good friend and her girlfriend did give me and Gio some money.I told her not to since they are all the best well off. But she insisted. Gio and I do plan on paying them back though. $100 is a lot of money just to be giving out. Or maybe it is to me. This friend i recently found out has a crush on me. And its funny cuz she was always jealous when i would talk to her girlfriend and how highly she spoke me of.And now shes the one crossing the line. BUt shes really cool and nice. Gio likes her too. I'm glad he talks to her too or else he might be worried about that situation.But all is good. The baby is growing. Just tonnight i felt my tummy getting bigger. Like this pressure pushing out.And its so hard. Its crazy. Alittle less then three months and she'll be here. My family is upset that I;m sp

Bah-humbug!
I think I figured out why I hate this season so much. I see and hear about all my friends and the likes having a great, wonderful time with their families. It makes me think about the family that I have, and how screwed up it is. Before she moved the NE, my mom could barely afford rent because of her meth addiction... They came to visit the weekend after Thanksgiving, and we were supposed to have a belated Thanksgiving/my Birthday dinner, and what happens, my mom and step-dad get thrown in jail. I guess, what I'm feeling, is that, I see Christmas as a family holiday, but, I don't really have a family, or at least not one that acts like it, and it makes me angry and depressed. I really just needed somewhere to vent.

The Bathtub Test
The Bathtub Test During a visit to the mental asylum, a visitor asked the Director how do you determine whether or not a patient should be institutionalized. 'Well,' said the Director, 'we fill up a bathtub, then we offer a teaspoon, a teacup and a bucket to the patient and ask him or her to empty the bathtub.' 'Oh, I understand,' said the visitor. 'A normal person would use the bucket because it's bigger than the spoon or the teacup.' 'No.' said the Director, 'A normal person would pull the plug. Do you want a bed near the window?' ARE YOU GOING TO PASS THIS ON, OR DO YOU WANT THE BED NEXT TO MINE ?

What Is Drink?
This blog is a response to a question I received. "Dear Dustin, I have never had an alcoholic beverage in my life. . . and I don’t want to start now. I was wondering, could you define the experience of an alcoholic beverage so I can drink vicariously through you? Joan" What is Drink? This is not a simple question. Drink is yin and drink is yang. It is both demonic and divine. Drink fastens a golden halo of euphoria over your head -- but it also beckons you to rage like a hell-bird. Drink is collusion between Heaven and Hell. Let us begin with the tumbler. Tumblers are made of glass. Glass is fashioned from sand. Sand comes from the desert. The desert burns like a spine in Cerberus’ paw. And yet, the tumbler is cool to the touch and moist from condensation -- like a cloud in the Kingdom of God. Now, there is a difference, of course, between "drink" and "booze." Drink is sacred. Booze is evil incarnate. Booze is Hell-broth. This is why a drink needs ice and mi

Because I
Hopelessly bound unfettered by the chains of love's grip - greatest gift, fate's cruelest curse. Wherefore do I weep at knowing the joy, the warmth, at feeling the peace, the fire. Wherefore do I weep unable to complete , to be, unknown the kiss, the flames. Wherefore do I weep at loving not living seeing not touching breathing not sharing holding not loving? All, because I, The Fool, am no more?

T.g.i.f Vs S.h.i.t
T-G-I-F vs. S-H-I-T A business man got on an elevator. When he entered, there was a blonde already inside who greeted him with a Bright, "T-G-I-F." He smiled at her and replied, "S-H-I-T." She looked puzzled and repeated, "T-G-I-F," more slowly. He again answered, "S-H-I-T." The blonde was trying to keep it friendly, so she smiled her biggest smile, and Said as sweetly as possibly, "T-G-I-F." The man smile d back to her and once again, "S-H-I-T." The exasperated blonde finally decided to explain. 'T-G-I-F' means 'Thank Goodness It's Friday.' Get it, duuhhh?" The man answered, "'S-H-I-T' means 'Sorry, Honey, It's Thursday'

What's On The Menu?
I come home from work on a Friday night, happy that it is a weekend and looking forward to having a weekend alone with you. You greet me at the door with a warm hug and kiss. As I stroke your face and arms in my hands, I can feel my slit grow hot and wet from your touch. You pull back and guide me to the bathroom. "Take a shower and put this on for me." I look on the bathroom counter at see that you have bought me a corset that leaves the breast exposed, beside it is a pair of black stocking and a pair of high heel shoes. I look at you and smile a naughty smile and you chuckle. You give me a peck on the lips. "I'm going to make dinner. Come into the kitchen when you are done." And you leave me alone in the bathroom. I turn the shower on and undress. My nipples are hard thinking about what you might have in store for me. I take care in preparing myself for you. After shaving my legs and pussy smooth. I put on lotion and blow dry my hair. I put the corset on and then the panty hose then

Hope Everyone Had A Merry Christmas!!!
I have eaten way to much today and I am getting ready to kick back, watch a movie, and get some sleep. Before I do I just wanted all those fellow Lost lovers to check out the new Season 4 Trailer. Peace to all and to all a good nite!! - Shit gets real starting Jan 31!!! Nite Nite ":P

None
Nearly Unnoticed he is lonely Even though you can't tell he is reaching out For what, he doesn't know he will continue to sit in silence And hope that someone may stumble across him and all of his emptiness But they only hope that they do it in time Otherwise he will have drifted too far And he may let go Of whatever grasp of the world he has As he slowly fades out of the lives of everyone Nearly unnoticed

The Greatest Albums Of All Time
According To Users At Rate Your Music http://rateyourmusic.com/charts/top/album/all-time 1 The Beatles Abbey Road (1969) 2 The Beatles Revolver (1966) 3 Bob Dylan Highway 61 Revisited (1965) 4 Miles Davis Kind of Blue (1959) 5 Charles Mingus The Black Saint and the Sinner Lady (1963) 6 John Coltrane A Love Supreme (1965) 7 The Velvet Underground The Velvet Underground & Nico (1967) 8 Radiohead OK Computer (1997) 9 Bob Dylan Bringing It All Back Home (1965) 10 Bob Dylan Blood on the Tracks (1975) 11 Bob Dylan Blonde on Blonde (1966) 12 The Beatles The Beatles (1968) 13 David Bowie The Rise and Fall of Ziggy Stardust and the Spiders From Mars (1972) 14 Pink Floyd The Dark Side of the Moon (1973) 15 Jimi Hendrix Are You Experienced? (1967) 16 Pink Floyd Wish You Were Here (1975) 17 Miles Davis In a Silent Way (1969) 18 Television Marquee Moon (1977) 19 Wu-Tang Clan Enter the

Andy's Accident
Hi and Merry Christmas and happy holydays to all. This is GINO , ANDY (Cisco Kid) Brother, before anything else, I would like to forward to all his friends, my brother good wishes for this holydays . Unfortunately Andy had an accident , on Saturday last week , while we where coming back from the fields and opening a gate , Andy was bitten by a venomous snake , fortunately by his prompt response and his dog presence of mind and my help we were able to act very fast and after applying a tourniquet and Mellow ripping the snake out of his arm an I could find the antidote fast enough we toook him at the hospital that we have inside the plantation.The doctor was able to perform first procedure. Immediately after my father flew him to Miami , where there is a special place for a research center and cure about venoms, and slowly they have been able to get him back to health . He w

Little Bits
Ok I haven't posted in a bit so here's what I can tell you at this point. Every year around this time I take alot of time to think about the past year, I've been doing this over the past few weeks, so I've been in a ver reflective mood, as I allow myself to think about this past year, letting all those memories, emotions etc wash over me. I'll most likely post a novel of a blog on 12/31. I changed the music on my profile, so yeah, more changes to my profile are coming. More poems are coming both in the general poems area and in the journey series. The Story that is locked from everyone will remain that way for a long time, for 2 reasons. 1. It's not done. 2. I dont have the right inspiration to finish it, maybe one day I will but for now, it's too painful. My heart is heavy with reflection, there's so much I want that I just dont have right now. The sad part is, it's not "stuff" it's nothing that you can buy, ah well, in time I guess. ~Tony

Wanted Dj's
ATTENTION: IF YOUR LOOKING FOR A HOT LOUNGE TO SHOW OFF YOUR MUSIC TALENTS PLEASE DROP ME A EMAIL. ONLY SERIOUS INQUIRIES OR YOU CAN JUST WE ARE ALSO LOOKING FOR PROMOTERS/GREETERS!!! click on this picture and enter if you think you can handle the heat MAKE CLUB POISON YOUR ONLY GUILTY PLEASURE. THIS LOUNGE IS FOR ALL YOU THAT LOVE EROTICISM!! Where the only thing HOTTER then the WOMEN and the DJ's is the MUSIC!!!

For Us Moms And Grandmoms
MOMS & GRANDMOMS > > > > > > Somebody said that a child is carried in its > mother's womb for nine months. > > > > Somebody does not know that a child is carried in > its mother's heart forever. > > > > Somebody said it takes about six weeks to get back > to normal after you've had a baby. > > > > Somebody doesn't know that once you're a mother, > normal is history. > > > > Somebody said you learn how to be a mother by > instinct. > > > > Somebody never took a three-year-old shopping. > > > > Somebody said being a mother is boring. > > > > Somebody never rode in a car driven by a teenager > with a driver's permit. > > > > Somebody said if you're a "good" mother, your child > will "turn out good." > > > > Somebody mistakenly thinks a child comes with > directions and a guarantee. > > > > Somebody said "good" mothers never raise their > voices. > > > > Somebody never came out the

Layouts For Fubar
I don't know how many of you out there know how to set up these layouts, but if you have any problems and/or looking for new ideas check out my girl, Liquiddreamscape. She is an incredible 'artist'. She'll be posting new layouts on skem9.com, soon. For those of you that don't know what skem9.com is, its a must see for any and all layouts. Enjoy! and... ~Cheers~

Xpeeps Fake
http://xpeeps.com/member.php?u=584256 This person is using my photos on xpeeps.com Who ever it is has apparently used my photos before and been busted using my photos since it says they were deleted before. Please help get this profile busted for the fake that they are.

Another Christmas Come And Gone
have you ever just wanted to... eh just sit and cry?? I have no idea whats going on in this little head of mine- im hoping its just a phase. doesnt matter WHO i talk to lately i just get irritated with them. ha- and for it being christmas day... im very irritated. Maybe its all the caffine ive been puting into my body. Blood pressure goes up, attitude arises! god. i just want today to be over with. So yeah, on christmas- i had to work... ok i understand this. I think where i work- The younger people should work christmas eve and christmas day that way the older crowd with children can spend the day with them and what not. BUT New years eve should be when the younger people should be off- considering they tend to go out and party and have fun and what not. You know. i dont want to sound selfish but thats what i think. The older people usually just stay at home and what ever (when i say older- i mean the people that are in their 30's with children). Ive been at outlook pointe/elm

‘night’s Promise’
‘Night’s Promise’ I am solitude, tranquility, reflection, The deepest part of your soul, I come to offer serenity, calmness, Fulfilling my timeless universal role. I am reliable, steadfast, unswerving, Existing since time’s very beginning, I can take your distress, sorrow, deepest pain, Soothing you, then depart from you grinning. I come when all others have left, Even your preeminent and dearest friend, I instill peace in your heart, There is nothing I can’t transcend. Welcome me, greet me, and receive me, You beautiful, innocent child of earth, Trust me, have confidence, and deep faith, I am ageless, having been with you since birth. I pledge and promise to be with you, At your last earthly breath, right to the very end, Kissing your lips, closing your eyes for the last time, Assisting you, as you begin your magnificent ascend. I’ll absorb you within my mass, A forever loved and cherished part of me, To take your place amongst the stars, Leaving

The Gift...a Unique Story...
This morning my Mistress gave me a gift. After i served breakfast, she handed me a pretty gift bag with a big red bow and gave me permission to open it. i had never seen anything like it before! Inside was shiny black rubber panties. They have two HUGE hard rubber dildos made into them! The one in the front must be 10 inches and over 2 inches thick! The other looked like maybe 8 inches but it's skinnier. The panties are so smooth and soft. They feel slick and Mistress said She treated them with something so they'd be pretty and shiny. Silicone spray i think She said. i didn't know what to say, but Her smile told me that She knew what I felt. i can not hide that i really really love Her making me sexy. It's difficult to put in words. i'm a worthless, plain girl, mousey, not very smart. Every time She touchs me or tells me to do something, it starts something in me. Every time it's like a warmth grows inside me and spreads. i know i'm really really loved. i know i'm going to get the be

Movie-alvin And The Chipmunks
this movie rocks. take the kids. dont have one, borrow one. too creepy? go with some friends. its worth every penny, every minute of your time. if you dont enjoy it, you have no sence of humor.

Love In The Rain
Love in the Rain: It is a beautiful day. About 75 degrees, slightly breezy, sun is shining but not too hot. So you and I have decided to go on a picnic. We pack tuna salad, one of those great crusty French breads, some veggies and dip, a bottle of champagne, and, of course, strawberries for dessert. When we get to our designated site, an area with beautiful green grass and water babbling nearby, we spread out the blanket. We sit down and start in on our leisurely lunch, talking and laughing. We decide to save the strawberries for later.... I say that the water looks so inviting, and so you take my hand and we walk to its edge. I gingerly dip my right foot. It's so refreshing that I walk all the way into the water. You join me and we play like uninhibited children. We return to our blanket after we notice the sun has gone in a bit. You dip strawberries into the rest of our champagne, and let the wetness slowly drop onto my tongue. I love the sexy smile you have on your face as you do

Pool Fantasy...
... sneaking up behind me in the swimming pool... You reach underneath and pull my suit aside... getting me nice and wet with your fingers .You slide the head of your dick just inside my swollen lips and I feel you begin to grow inside me. People all around us, are unaware that you're slowly opening a path deep into my hot body with your rapidly hardening cock... As i feel the heat of your cock continue to move deeper up into me, you watch as I desperately try to keep a straight face. Grinding my pussy back onto your swollen hardon, It causes the ripples in the water around us to become bigger. The surface becomes more agitated as the action under the water becomes more intense... While both of us are struggling to keep the parts of us above the water looking as normal as possible. Your cock now fully erect, you begin fucking me hard and fast with short, quick thrusts of your hips. I arch my back a little in order to take you as deep as I can . Our breathing lets the other know

Public Park
“Can I at least have a hug?" He says. "Sure" I say as I lean over and wrap my arms around his shoulders. So comfortable. I don't want to let go. I realize I'm lingering, then again, so is he. I pull back to allow the embrace to stop if he wants, hesitating close to his face. He picks up on the subtle hint and proceeds to kiss me. I kiss back, surprised, this man I've JUST met face-to-face for the first time. He seems a bit nervous, kisses very possessively and is suddenly confident. I like it and don't want to stop kissing him. We continue kissing, out in the open in a public park. Slightly hidden behind a bush, but oblivious to our surroundings and showing our hunger for the other in our kiss. I press my body against him, knowingly arousing him. I want him to be hard. I want him to feel good. I want him to want me. I succeed. More kissing. His hand moves to my breast. Subtly at first, testing the waters I suppose. I turn outward toward his hand so that he may fully touch me. He begins

Adventures On The Ranch
This story is not my usual erotic story, I wanted to write a sexy and romantic story about a couple in a ranch setting ranch..., I hope you like it and it makes you smile with a glint in your eyes. Adventures on the Ranch... By: Anna 2007 It happens at Santos' Ranch one weekend when we decide to shut the world out and just enjoy some Quiet Time alone..., we are sitting together on the front porch swing, my head on your shoulder, and your arms around me, gazing at the lake beyond. The late afternoon sun is still warm, and its reflection shimmers on the lake’s surface. It’s a sultry summer’s day. We sit there for awhile, enjoying our closeness, the private woodsy surroundings, and the scents of cedar and pine in the air. We decide to have a picnic by the lake where you and your buddies come to fish every summer. We sit together, stealing kisses, feeding each other strawberries, chicken fingers, and Caesar salad, and sipping some sparkling wine. The sun begins to fade and t

Love Is Eternal
LOVE IS ETERNAL Once you have learned to love; who you are, what you do, and those around you, you will have truly learned to live. Search for love, for it is the most important ingredient of life. Without it, your life will echo emptiness. With it, your life will vibrate with warmth and meaning. Even during any hardship, love will shine through. To love abundantly is to live abundantly. To love forever is to live forever. Be thankful for what you have now, and the opportunities for love and success that are before you. Happy Holidays Copyright 2007 www.yourdailymotivation.com Reproduce freely but maintain Copyright notice. No I did not write this one but a friend sent it to me and I thought it was worth passing on specially during this time of year.

Imagine: Stress Relief...
You come home from a long day of tedious work, stressed to the point of exhaustion. I offer you a shower, where I wash your back and hand you the sponge to finish while I prepare a place for you to lie down... and ask you what you would like to drink...I disappear while you finish. As you exit the bathroom you notice me sitting on the end of our bed , looking sly and with a sheepish grin on my face, you ask what I am thinking about...I softly laugh and tell you to just lie down and rest ... let me take some of the pressure off for you... you look curiously at me , wondering what I have in mind but know not to ask... Now it is my turn... As you lay spread eagle on the bed; I tie your wrists and ankles to the bedpost. And then I start to have my way with you. I take your cock in my mouth...very slowly, inch by inch, slowly devouring all of it. As I gently roll your balls with my finger tips, I lick around your ridge and along your veins, tracing each one , knowing this will drive y

Moving To Canada
In one month I shall be moving to Canada to be with my Master. He does own me and will fully control me and everything in my life. I am so looking forward to this. I look forward to these big changes and giving myself to my Master. I will be giving up my life here to live in Canada and not be returning to the USA. I will love serving my Master 24/7 365 days as a housemaid/slut/slave. I will work my ass off for Master to make sure he is comfortable and well taken care of. He will have control over everything I do and have. It cant go by fast enough, well I must start getting things together now so I be ready for this big day.

The Best Christmas Present Ever!
OK... I am soooo incredibly excited right now.... I had to post a blog about it!! Bec & Rich get the "Best Christmas Present of the Year" award. (lol, if there was such a thing... haha) Everyone that really knows me knows I have a huge (sometimes psychotic) obsession with Sea Turtles... Sooo....THEY ADOPTED A SEA TURTLE FOR ME!!! I am able to track her online at anytime. How fucking creative & cool is that?!?! Hehe.... I think it's pretty awesome. Anyway, just had to share :) Hope everyone has a wonderful & Merry Christmas!! :)

False Promises
I hate false promises.. but i hate it more when someone makes a promise to my kid and doesn't follow through. A family member at that. I don't particularly get along with my family. I guess you could say i am the black sheep of the family.. but if you knew them you would understand why i would rather be different to them. They all have alot of growing up to do still. i grew up with always being told i was the responsible one in the family. Pretty sad when that includes your mother. Don't get me wrong. I love my family.. i just can't handle being around them for too long. It's been 4 months since i spent any great deal of time with my sister. But christmas was at her house this year so i went.. after being pushed into a corner with not much choice might i add. (My mum showed up at my house only a few days before with my sisters kids and had them get my son all excited about christmas at their house.. how could i disappoint my son?) The day wasn't too bad i guess but then the

1st Entry
merry meet everyone! This is my first blog on Fubar! I'm not sure what to talk about. I'm lonely. I've been single for two years. I hope I find a nice guy in my area soon. I mean I am not in a rush or anything, I"m just lonely and tired of having no life. Would be nice to have someone else's companionship to share my life with. Of course with my daughter as well. I have a 2 y/o daughter. Someone kinda started talking to me, but I don't know if they are serious about "talking" to me---and I haven't really got any positive or negative energy vibes from this person as of yet. So I don't know where or how to go on that. I've been single for 2 years now. Most guys don't want to enter a relationship with someone who has baggage. Meaning a child. And if that's the attitude they have I don't want them knocking on my door in the first place.

Vampyre Wiccan Flyght 12-25
WELCOME. THIS IS A NEW TRAIN WITH A NEW TWIST. THIS ONE IS EXCLUSIVELY FOR VAMPYRES AND WICCANS. SO WE CAN EACH MEET MORE OF OUR KIND. RULES ARE SIMPLE. FAN RATE AND ADD EVERYONE BEFORE YOU. THERE IS NO PARTICULAR ORDER. MAKE SURE YOU PUT IN FRIEND REQUEST THAT YOU ARE DOING THE VAMPYRE WICCAN FLIGHT. IF YOU ARE ABOVE LEVEL TEN YOU MUST HAVE A SALUTE. MUST BE A LEVEL FIVE TO RIDE. EMAIL ME RAVEN QUEEN WHEN YOU ARE FINISHED. AND FOR ANOTHER TWIST ANYONE WHO CAN ANSWER ONE OF TWO QUESTIONS WILL RECEIVE A BLACK ROSE. PUT THE ANSWER IN THE EMAIL WHEN YOU FINISH RATING. QUESTION 1, WHO OR WHAT IS NOSFERATU? QUESTION 2, WHAT IS THE PRIMARY RULE FOR WICCANS AND VAMPYRES? NOT THE WHOLE CREED SUM IT DOWN TO A FEW WORDS. IF YOU FIND BLACK ROSES OFFENSIVE, I DO NOT. I WILL GIFT YOU WITH SOMETHING ELSE LET ME KNOW. RAVEN QUEEN * PROUD MEMBER OF THE SISTER HOOD 1st hh 12-15 Sat 4pm fubar time Thanks Unholy Darkness@ fubar Master Nosferatu Founder Of Unholy Darkness@

Moon Brite
MOON BRITE The moon is out and brite The moon lights up the dark sky The moon is brite it makes a brite grey light The moon is full and when the moon is full and brite it makes for a cold night The brite moon light makes everything look like a black and white photograph The moon is out ever so brite The moon light is brite enough to walk,sit,talk,and see by The moon is out full and ever so brite ~ Scorpio 2007 ~

Credit Card Hell
If there’s a hell below, then we’re all gonna go.” -- Curtis Mayfield The clock on the wall says ten o’clock. The club is packed to the hinges and my body has fused with the wet bar to form a single, massive, smoking, drink-making machine: hands and feet churning like pistons; booze gushing from bottles, guns and spigots; cash registers singing “Overture 1812” in a chorus of beeps, clangs and clunks; and my brand new New Balance bar shoes, soaked to the socks from standing in middle of the disgusting oil slick that has formed below my well. And then the engine seized as I have found myself smack in the middle of Credit Card Hell. The clock on the wall says twelve o’clock and I am hunkered over a forest of plastic – trying to find the credit cards of two customers: 1) Tim Rappert – who wants four Red Hooks and yet another subtotal. 2) Susan Delillo – who is closing her tab of one virgin pina colada extra whipped cream. I scan the tabs, “Robbins, Thomas, B

Kayla Raynes
Just as I promised her. Here is a message from Kayla to me. Kayla I hope this puts a smile on your face if your reading this! Awwww, thank u so much for saying that...I have a hard time keeping up with my replies, but I am trying...and honestly that is the very reason why. Anyway, I was going to ask you if you would post part of what you wrote to me below as a comment on my page, or something public, so people know I do interact as much as I can, and when I can...and that I do rate others back when I know that they've rated, etc... Hope everything is well with you and that you have a happy holiday season. xoxoxo, Kayla === 'Midnight Club {Owned By SNAP} Live for today because I could die tomorrow' spewed forth the following at '2007-12-25 06:57:31'.. > > "I'm glad your a real person. Unlike those on myspace like Tila who have so much people as friends and yet doesn't reply to anybody from what I can see. Thank you! Much Love and Aloha"

Evils Of
We are more inclined to hate one another for points on which we differ, than to love one another for points on which we agree. The reason perhaps is: When we find others that agree with us, we seldom trouble ourselves to confirm that agreement; but when we chance on those who differ with us, we are zealous both to convince and to convert them. Our pride is hurt by the failure, and disappointed pride bring about hatred.

About My Study Habits
For those of you who have read my other blog regarding my study habits... I took on 20 units Fall quarter and I just found out I got all As and Bs...which is good considering I have two kids and an important job. Yayyy me! Thanks to everyone who still showed me love while I was away. I'll be back for a little while, until about Jan. 7, then I'm back in school and gonna take on 21 units. Wish me luck! HOpe everyone had a great Christmas!! Teresa

Im Done.....
hey guys just wanted to come in and say im sorry that i havent been on here much.....i have joined a new site that has taken up most of my time.... my pixs r locked down (most naughty ones) and their wont be any more taken....im sorry ....the only way i will do pixs is if they r requested to my taste.....any request pm them to me.....

Naughty Application
1.Your Name: 2.Age: 3.Favorite position: 4. Do you think I'm cute? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8.Would you take a shower with me? 9.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10.Would you leave after or stay the night? 11.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 14.Condom or skin? 15.Have sex on the first date? 16.Would you kiss me during sex? 17.Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Would you use me as a booty call? 19.Can I use you as a booty call? 20.Can we take pictures of the act? 21.How long would we have sex? 22.Would you tell your friends about me? 29.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THIS BACK TO YOU! TITLE IT-Naughty Application

Christmas
So its xmas nite....sigh.. this has to be the worse xmas i ever ever had, yet the best... I love my kids ... i have to say i have 3 of the best kids ever.... I learned xmas to my kids is more then what they are getting.. Its about who they love and how much they do love and care about me and everything going on with me.... They put their own wants and needs aside to make sure mom was ok on her first xmas in 19 yrs without them.. This is my first xmas in 20 years that i was alone... Sometimes i kick myself over and over again for moving to Ga and not stayin in Pa but i wasnt strong enough to..I am still not strong enough to be home.. It was nice to be with my brother and his family for the first time for xmas though.. they made me feel so welcome.....even got xmas presents which i wasnt expecting!! I really fuckin miss my kids alot....and i can not wait to see them again.Wish i had the money to take the trip home to see them i really do.. but i will soon and i am gonna go see them s

Christmas
Well i had been working out 4 about a month then christmas came i went from 280 to 267 when i got weighed at the military place. Hope i didn't screw my diet up to much had to show my mother that she could still cook I put some food away if you know what i mean. Gotta work hard to get rid of what i migt have put on for the holidays.

My Christmas Dinner
Well I was going to eat some frozen crab rangoon for my christmas dinner tonight and I guess I didn't read the box directions very well because ummmm....OMG they burned in the microwave and I had to open the doors to the house to get rid of the smell....LOL.....Crab Rangoon does not smell very good when it's burnt and on fire.....LOL So much for Christmas dinner....I guess I'll have a microwave meal or some soup....Merry Christmas!

Sandi420 Luv U Baby Girl!
I Love You Baby girl.. Current mood: depressed Category: sad Life Sandi I hope someday you can read this and know how much I love you.. Perhaps you will be mad at me 4 talking to Mom and Dad...I did it because we love you..I love you.. We are desperate to help you annd it was the only way..If I had 2 do it again and choose between you getting mad 4 a while or trying 2 help the Dr's and you parents save your life..If I had to I would do the same thing all over.. From the moment we met we bonded.. you have been my BFF, my love, my sanity 4 2+yrs now.. I wish I had been more available these last few weeks..perhaps we would be on the phone now or online or exchanging gifts.. Instaead I'm writtting this..trying to ease the pain in my heart.. It's not helping... I look at your pictures, comments, messages, everything reminds me of you.. I call the house everyday to check on you...I talk 2 your mom or dad 4 awhile then I hang up and cry I hope Don had nothing t

Bouncer Id Check
Yes, I am talking to whoever came up with, or dictates the bouncer ID check. Why am I talking to you? Because you are a fucking idiot, that's why. In 10 minutes time of rating pics in one person's profile, I got hit with the ID check, not once, not twice, not even three times. No, I got it, four fucking times. Come on. I was me when I did it the first time, I am me on the forth one. How many times does a person have to do this shit? And you wonder why people don't just go through and rate stuff. Because they can't. They have to be asked if they are still themselves every two and a half minutes. So yeah, you are fucking stupid. I have been on here since it was LostCherry. When this site was more fun than anything. That means, I have been here longer than more than three-fourths of this "community". Hell, my member number is "156753", and how many are there with 6 digits in their number on here anymore? Most are more, and they are twice the level I am. Which means, I also have been here

Christmas
This has been the worst Christmas ever. I'm used to being single && that never makes me sad && it didn't this year. What ruined it was my brother. Don't get me wrong....I'm so happy he's doing something good with his life by being in the National Guard but once again I have become invisable in my family. Everytime I talk to my mom all she talks about is my brother && how happy she is && how much she misses him. Anytime I make a joke about him I get yelled at. This is how it's always been tho. My brother has alwats been the screw up && I've always been the good kid. He still got all the attention cos my parents always had to bail him out when he got in trouble. Always had to stay on him about his school work. Always had to take him to court for something else he did. I always get the short end of the stick. I worked my ass off in school && never got any praise for it. The best part of high school for me was choir && I had to beg && pleed for my parents to come to one of my performances.

Leaving The Bar Soon
to all the wonderful people that i have met on here i will be deleteing my acount soon after the new years. i dont get on here that much anymore i am on myspace more i have an IM acount so it is easier for me to talk.if you have become a good friend and would like to still chat with me and stuff you are more then welcome to add me to your myspace if you have one if not then go make one its free. here is my url # its www.myspace.com/naughtynice79 hope to see some of you there soon. lots of love to you all

Ex-roomates
Well I was going to move out of this house three of us were renting. The next day I went to get my stuff and the A#@hole refuses to give my electronics back and 42" tv. Well I guess it is of to court I go.

New Computer
ok..so I got a new lap top for Christmas..and its taking some getting use to. I got a question/problem though. When I am on yahoo..I type to a friend.. when I press enter..it doesnt show up in the box but I know they got it..because I see them typing to me also. I do not get there text either. I will get it in the message archives though,, anyone know what could be wrong?

Who Are You?
Who are you? And...why are you just standing there looking at me like that? What do you want from me? I feel naked in front of you Like you're looking right through me Your eyes piercing my very soul Who are you? And...who sent you to me? Why are you just calmly smiling at me? I feel strangely drawn to you Like you're beckoning me Your soul silently calling mine Who are you? And...why can't I look away? Why are you touching my face that way? I feel my breath being taken away Like you're drawing me in Your heart beating with mine Who are you? And...why do I feel so connected to you? Why do I want you to hold me close? I feel a strong desire to kiss you Like I'm losing myself in your eyes Our souls intertwined til the end of time Who are you?

Christmas Memories
For some reason I woke at at 6:15 this morning.. I laughed at the thought that from somewhere deep inside me that the Santa's been here memory must have been triggered. I closed my eyes to go back to sleep and as I drifted away I thought of Christmases long ago. I remembered Christmas trees bright with lights in the early morning darkness, and I remembered my dad. I remembered having so much to see I didn't know where to look. I remembered being so happy I almost had no words. I remembered Christmas spent at Grandma Gails. I remembered Grandpa and his reindeer antlers. I remembered arguing with Richard and Valarie over whose presents were better. I remembered Dakota's first Christmas. I remembered how he really didn't want anything to with the packages.He was more intrested in the tree. I remembered the Christmas before last...spent with David.... I remembered how David gave Dakota the huge remote control Dodge Ram I bought him because they wanted to take it and play in

Centering
sometimes. I am a fool. I am unforgiveably foolish. I am foolishly unforgiveable. I can't seem to help myself. The strange thing is, I feel nothing but happiness, fulfillment, excitement, promise. He says he is "centering" What does that mean? Either I have never centered, or I have never been off-center. Either way I am missing out on something important. Aren't I?

Drowning Your Memory
You slip silently into the shadows of my mind. So I grab a bottle and toss it back Hoping you'll go away. You always manage to ruin my day No matter how far I go. You're always there waiting and watching. I'm drowning your memory tonight. Your smile, Your laugh, Your stupid voice. I grab the bottle drink some more. I feel the burn and ignore the pain. Why won't you go away? Your touch, Your kiss, The way you fuck. I hate that I still remember All these things about you. I'm drowning your memory tonight. It's been a year But I can't forget The days we shared or the nights we spent. I don't regret one thing. I just want to forget.

Weird Dream
Ok so I had this dream last night. I woke up thinking to myself that I was insane! Ok tell me what you think... Ok I dreamt I was in this nice big home that was surrounded by gates and I lived there with my hubby and my son. Well for some reason I was scared of my hubby. I mean hes nothing like this in real life so thats why this is a weird dream. But I was petrified of him and just so scared to leave. He was plotting to poison all of my coworkers with their coffee and I had to leave to warn them. Also I wasnt allow to go in the garage cuz the cars were there. He wouldnt let me leave. And also I knew he had body parts stored away in some dresser drawers. Then this is the scary part. I could see it in his eyes and feel what he was feeling. But he had some knives and he held them between his fingers, like edward scissorhands, and he just stared at them. He was admiring their beauty and dreaming of the damage he could do with them. Then I begged him to stop, but he took a

Saying Goodbye To You
If I could get inside your head, Maybe then I'd understand, Why you make me feel so stupid! You pull me in then push me out, You raise me up and bring me down, Until my common sense is found! You don't care, because you're never there, This is the third time, And your last time I'm saying goodbye! I ain't ever coming back to you, I see through what you're trying to do! A broken heart each time, But you don't mind, I'm in pain, but it's all just fun and games… With you! You only care about yourself, Your heart goes out to no one else, I thought I could be the one to help! But now I see you can't be saved, You're heading off the other way, And I refuse to do the same! Surrounded in a premises, The moment so promiscuous, I know there's no forgiveness, So I'll build you up so tall, And then I'll glower as you fall, Break you 'til there's nothing left at all!

When You Realy Love Someone
I'm a woman Lord knows it's hard I need a real man to give me what I need Sweet attention, love and tenderness When it's real, it's unconditional I'm telling ya’ll Cause a man just ain't a man if he man enough To love you when you're right Love you when you're wrong Love you when you're weak Love you when you're strong Take you higher, when the world got you feeling low He's giving you his last, cause he’s thinking of you first Giving comfort when he's thinking that you're hurt That's what's done when you really really love someone I'm telling ya’ll, I'm telling ya’ll Cause you're a real man And Lord knows it's hard Sometimes you just need a woman's touch Sweet affection, love and support When it's real it's unconditional I'm telling ya’ll, oh Cause a woman ain't a woman if she woman enough To love you when you're right Love you when you're wrong Love you when you're weak Love you when you're strong Take you higher, when the world got you feeling low S

Without You
Let me go, Don't say that it's all right. Just take me home, So I can think of you tonight. In my dreams, At least I know you're mine. But when I wake, I have to leave the "us" behind Without you, I don't know who I would be. But when I'm with you, I can feel my heart breaking. And it seems so right, To be here with you tonight. Without you, could I be all right? Too many times have I left with a broken heart, An empty soul. You'll never know that you've ripped me apart, My lips so cold, Without your touch, and without your love, I might as well give up. Can I stay strong? And was I wrong? It's all in my head, What you give is what you get, Well I guess you didn't notice. My mistakes came too easy Cause you still don't love me, You never loved....

Freedom
Each time I try to throw away my pain It finds its way back up the drain. I want to go away. Each and Everyday. I look in the mirror I see dead, cold, glaring eyes staring back at me This isnt the way things are suppose to be. I walk away. Its time for a change. I get in my car. For once it not to a bar. As I drive, feel so alone. I dont know where I'm going. Man what am I doing. I turn the curb, and I feel my heart break. Everything is turning colors From Black and gray. To full colors and rays. The sun is shining to my soul. It Feels so good inside. I finally feel free.

The Way You Loved Me
Think back to what was yesterday When it all seemed so right. But you took it all away I forced my tears to dry. Our time, it all flashed before my eyes And I said I'd leave this all behind. But I can't understand, How this slipped through my hands Cause it's hard to regret… The ways you held me, How you'd keep me around. The way you'd look into my eyes Yeah, the times we had to figure out… Were we going anywhere? But you never really cared. And you gave up so easy, On the ways you loved me. Underneath the darkest sky, You watched me cry. I fell apart, picked up my heart, And you just walk on by. But how can you not shed a tear, When seeing all that we left here? I still don't understand Why I slipped right, through your hands How can you forget…? I'm nothing to you, Be nothing to me. You've wasted my love, Why can't you see? Yeah, I'm not coming back, And I'll just runaway, So don't chase me, You'll never get me…

You Are Pathetic.
It's the end, but it feels like a new beginning Cause in this romance I'm the one who's winning It's so easy for you to say we're over With your heart on your sleeve as you run for her And it's funny to me how you're so surprised To find no true emotion in my eyes Well, at least I get to be the one to say that "Baby, I never loved you anway."

Close My Eyes
I live my days with the nights that we spent all the love we shared, I put my heart on the side for a while knowing you're not here, I tried to carry on to face the fact you're gone, but I need you, so I close my eyes Close my eyes and I dream about you, I close my eyes I can almost feel you in my arms again Mornings remind me of showers and talks in the soft sunlight, evenings of passion and cries of joy hold your memory tight, you've been away so long, I sing so many songs about you, I just close my eyes When I close my eyes I'm a kid again, I can think about the time we became best friends, and we played in the park didn't have a care, than you smiled at me and I knew right there, I would hold your hand it would be the start, of a promise that no other love would steal my heart, now the pain that looks like you I just cannot wait, but when I close my eyes it's a better place No one really sees, you're watching over me, and I hope you feel me

Everything
Everything I have ever looked for seems to be hidden within your eyes. Everytime were together its as if time flys I long to fall asleep in your loving embrace and wake up To look up to your handsome face I'm thinking of your image in my mind Theres this place in my heart I must find. A place to let you in is a must I have to get over my fears and open up and trust. It will not be an easy road to tread I have believed every single word you have ever said. Being with you may help me become wise I see everything as I look into your eyes.

No One
I just want you close Where you can stay forever You can be sure That it will only get better You and me together Through the days and nights I don't worry 'cause Everything's gonna be alright People keep talking They can say what they like But all I know is Everything's gonna be alright No one, no one, no one Can get in the way of what I'm feeling No one, no one, no one Can get in the way of what I feel for you, you, you Can get in the way of what I feel for you When the rain is pouring down And my heart is hurting You will always be around Yes, I know, for certain You and me together Through the days and nights I don't worry 'cause Everything's gonna be alright People keep talking They can say what they like But all I know is Everything's gonna be alright No one, no one, no one Can get in the way of what I'm feeling No one, no one, no one Can get in the way of what I feel for you, you, you Can get in the way of what I feel I know, som

Reflecting On Christmas Past!
My Active Duty Christmas Locations 1971 – Basic Training – Lackland AFB, TX 1972 – 379th Avionics Maintenance Squadron – Wurtsmith AFB, MI 1973 432nd Avionics Maintenance Squadron – Udorn RTAFB, Thailand 1974 – 1981 4th Avionics Maintenance Squadron – Seymour Johnson AFB, NC 1982 – 1984 50th Component Repair Squadron – Hahn AB, W. Germany 1985-1987 5th Avionics Maintenance Squadron – Minot AFB, ND 1988-1991 7th Avionics Maintenance Squadron – Carswell AFB, TX The Seymour Johnson AFB assignment did allow me to visit my parents during most of the holidays I was stationed there. All the rest were spend at my assigned duty station. I was fortunate to never see combat duty in my 20 years with the Air Force. However, given the chance in today’s world, I’d do it all over again. God bless all U.S. Military personnel, past, present and future! Alan R. Thomas TSgt., USAF, Retired

The Quest For Love
Why do we search for love? Is it just for acceptance? Is it the whole point of life? Why do we search for something that seems so out of reach that it would stop even the most lovestruck of fellows, yet we do not quit? Why are we obsessed with finding someone to share our time with, to ease and relax our pain, to talk to at 3 in the morning, to sleep with only for warmth? What is so special about finding someone to understand each and every word that we speak, or even the ones we never say at all? Is there something beyond survival that drives our lust for these people? Is there something more to life than just success, stability of mind and decent surroundings? Is there some fulfillment not yet carried out in our hearts? Something seems necessary about a relationship in society, the tangible status of togetherness, the lack of aloneness that normalizes a person to the rest of the world. Something makes a relationship a necessity, and the lack of it nearly unbearable. We turn to fri

Memoirs Of A Meth Addict....
I am an addict. I'm not the only one nor will I be the last. I know what I am, I know where I have been and I know where I will not be going again. For me this is the reality I wake up with and falll asleep with each day. Maybe I am bitter. Maybe I don't want to look in the mirror to see who started this cycle. Drugs tried to take my life, and I gave myself openly. It didn't accomplish what it sought to do, but it left the residue all over the place. I was also told the first step was to quit. I could not quit because I refused to admit I had a problem. I was eighteen years old the first time I tried methamphetamine. I do not make excuses today for why I tried it that night. It may have been the people I was with. It could have been my intense desire to stop feeling. I am not honestly sure but after that first time I was hooked. I went back to it time and time again like a love sick fool. I could not stop. I did not want to stop. In August 2006, I found myself in a jail cell for th

Nice Guys Finish Last....
Nice guys are like crocodiles who think they can expose themselves, open their mouths and the prey will just jump right in saying "EAT ME." Everyone is quick to tear the nice guy apart but no one wants to help them. They say, "Be a man. DON'T let her walk all over you. Quit the lost puppy act. Have a life outside of hers." Let's show these nice guys how to snag a meal..... 1. Try your best to break out of being shy more and more each day because being shy isn't gonna help you with the ladies in the long run. A lot of women think that it's cute when a guy is shy but for the most part we will see you as more of a friend then a potential boyfriend. A lot of guys think that being shy is a pheromone that'll attract MORE woman when the truth is that it is a repellant. A lot of us associate shyness as softness, indirectness and unassertiveness. Shyness is about fear and fear is the worst thing that a man can have when dealing with women. We can smell fear coming off men like it's bad body

Saying Goodbye
His smile now fades away, along with the great memories we once made together. My heart starts to drop into my stomach, as we both begin to move on, and my only wish is that I could just freeze time back to the good moments. From the window I watch time slowly pass by, as my tears cloud the images of us no longer being together. Inside I'm screaming for him to think about what he's doing, but it only comes out as faint sobs. I appear happy that another has found me, yet I secretly close my eyes and wish he was still there to hold me, or to just see his smile when I awoke on his shoulder. As the days go on, I realize it was probably inevitable, and although regrets and "what if's" drown my mind everyday, reality takes hold of truth and the fact that soon it will all be a memory. It's just a matter of getting over the hardest part- saying goodbye.

If I Was Ur Guy
1.) how many times a day would you kiss me? answer: 2.) Would you hold me? answer: 3.) Would you hug me? answer: 4.) Would you take me places? answer: 5.) Would you love me? answer: 6.) Would you lie to me?? answer: 7.) If I was sick what would you do? answer: 8.) Would you leave me for one of my friends? answer: 9.) Want to have a future with me? answer: 10.) Would you listen to all my problems and help me solve them? Answer: 11.) Would you introduce me to your mom/dad? answer: 12.) Would you care about what I wore when we go out? answer: 13.) Would you hang out with me AND my friends? answer: 14.) If your friend tried to get with me what would you do? answer: 15.) If me and one of your friends argued, whose side would you be on? answer: 16.) Would you give me your myspace password? answer: 17.) If I gave you mine would you read all my mail? answer: 18.) If I said I loved you would you say it back? answer: 19.) Ho

Forgetting The Past.
How does one forget a time so happy and wonderful, that the dreams of my remaining future life, this one time, would come true? I let my guard down this once because I really felt he was different. I thought I could see his soul as he would look at me, it was a beautiful and warm place to live in those good times. Did I ruin this or did he? Each of us have reasons but what really happened? In my past, I never allowed myself to completely let go of my feelings and give my heart and soul to another, not ever. But, rethinking this statement, I guess I would give enough that a piece of my heart would disappear. I learned that I am too trusting, have been this way all my life. I am also too sensitive and forgiving, always thinking the best of people and not wanting to believe that they are taking advantage of me. Or do I just have a high tolerance for pain. But each time I always did loose a little trust, become harder and harder, and better at concealing my true feelings.

Christmas
well i have to be honest even with out my rl being here to celebrat christmas with me this has been the first time in a very long time that christmas has felt like anything other then a real christmas. so in the season of this day i wish all to have a safe but yet a great christmas and a happy new year

Leeches
Leech (lech) n. One who preys on or clings to another : Parasite A leech is a parasite that will suck all the life out of your body if it could. The only way to get rid of them is to cut them off. After doing a self-assesment, I have decided to identify some leeches in my life and begin cutting them off. Here are some examples of leeches that you may also find in your life...... 1) Ride Leech ~ You only see these people when they need a ride somewhere. 2) Payday Leech ~ They only call the day before to find out what you are doing on payday. 3) Broke Addict Leech ~ They come over because they can't afford to support their own habits. They go to where they know they can find what they want. 4) Sexual Leech ~ They only call when they are horny or need to get fucked.....( Wait...this isn't so bad.) 5) Lazy Leech ~ They come over to see what you are making for dinner/ lunch/ breakfast and then invite themselves over because they are too lazy to cook for themselves. I

Save The Sock Bunnies.....
I believe that for years women were intellectually superior to men. For centuries, women knew their power. If one were to compare the situation to a poker hand, she had the royal flush every time and he could not bluff his way to the pot. Women were treated like queens. Our doors were opened, men bowed before us and if we extended our hands, they were kissed tenderly. We have a power over men that we are no longer tapping into. We have earned the right to be equal. We used to be superior. This is the only time in history that a group of people has fought to achieve a lower position. Women, years ago, never worried about getting off to the office. They were the queens of their castles. They stayed home with their children, Had coffee with their friends , and made sock bunnies for the church bazaar. Men learned not to drop their socks on the floor unless they wanted them turned into sock bunnies. Women took care of things at home. They were their own boss. A good wife helped her husb

Four Letters
Ok these 4 letters were written to 4 completely different people. I chose not to put the names on there cuz frankly it doesn't matter. If you think one of these might be to you, message me. I will tell you. :) This is Letter 1. Dear You, I normally don't like going about it like this. It is rather impersonal and without human touch. Yet, I have felt it forth coming in my mind that I should tell you of my dreams and the emptiness that has filled my heart. I could have looked another way. Openness has never been my forte'. It has always troubled me that I cannot open so quickly yet I wear my heart on my sleeve. I yearn for the attention of you. First words are never much. A simple "Hello. How are you?" was concieved. You followed me with quiet looks and silent words at the beginning. Ours was a friendship that spoke nothing but was something. Every word that trickled from you lips, I gathered and scored across my brain, allowing the meanings to set in. Each tumble of my thoug

"as I Sit Here"
“AS I SIT HERE” As I sit here thinking My thoughts Are drawn to One person and I Don’t know why As is sit here and think This person is in my mind, My heart and in my soul Every hour every minute and every second of every day as I sit here thinking more about this person I feel he is attaching to my heart and soul more and more as I sit here I truly am wondering if the thoughts I am having for this person are mutual for the both of us or are they just thoughts I am having as I sit here deep in my own thoughts about this person I reminisce about the conversations we have had together I see his face smiling back at me wondering what his answer is going to be to that one intimate question as I sit here and re-read what I have written I wonder if god has really and Truly Sent me my “knight in shinning armor” After all these years

Untitled
As I went Surely, shall I go. Left one to the rain, Right into the heart of the storm. So I sit and I wonder Why I don't remember The thunder, And the soul That was you. Where did you go? Why are you gone? I feel better now. I feel good Better than you Ever Made Me Feel. I don't even remember you anymore. You are a face in the crowd. Don't do anything stupid. I am not there for you anymore. I don't remember you. What happened to that part of my life? I miss it like I think I Would Miss Cancer.

Sex Is Not Everything.
Understanding that sex isn't everything, people sometimes miss the point. Sex is a huge part of any relationship. It is sometimes the driving force that brings two people together. The complete and utter loss of control that accompanies that feeling of excitement. Yet how is it that a one can live on a realtionship just purely on sex? Can you sit back and not have any mental compatibility with someone after you have just screwed the hell out of them? I have been there. I have had that feeling of complete sexual attraction but no mental compatibility at all. Lately it is coming about that I have lost all intrest in the whole idea of sex just being sex. I want more. I don't want to come home with someone, roll around in the sheets and call it a day. Now don't get me wrong, I love having everything and anything done but I want to be able to talk the next morning. Not that awkward silence that accompanies most times. Tell me that when we wake up you are actually going to carry on a

Kateri Tekakwitha
Kateri Tekakwitha was a young Mohawk woman who lived in the 17th century. The story of her conversion to Christianity, her courage in the face of suffering and her extraordinary holiness is an inspiration to all Christians. Follow us as we share with you the life of Blessed Kateri Tekakwitha, who soon will become the first Native American Saint in the United States of America. Many private miracles have already centered around Blessed Kateri, known as the Lily of the Mohawks and the holy grounds at the National Shrine of Blessed Tekakwitha located in Fonda, New York. The Shrine was founded in honor of Kateri, for it was here that she was baptized on Easter Sunday April 5, 1676, and lived her teenage years. Kateri was born in 1656 of an Algonquin mother and a Mohawk Chief in the Mohawk fortified village of Canaouaga or Ossernenon (modern day Auriesville) in upstate New York. When she was only 4 years old her parents and brother died of smallpox. Kateri survived the disease, but it

Where Is My Happy Ending?
My future, my loneliness, my cries...nobody hears me; nobody understands me. Trapped up inside lonelier than Rapunzel. Well at least she could talk to her lover using her long hair! I'm not complaining of my hair not being long enough or anything, C'mon I know that it can't be done. Then there is Snow White who lived with the dwarfs and she got rescued by her Prince Charming. Oh that is impossible since I'm not the fairest of them all! And I can't go and live alone...Hmm... Dissapointment. Then I remember Cindrella, but where is my fairy god mother? And I officialy hate rats so I can't be her either. I wish my life would turn normal with the "bibidi babadi boooh!" oh what ever the magical words were. Anyways that is not going to happen. Oh, what about Sleeping Beauty or Thumbelina or or or Oh, God... I was told stories that had a happy ending all my life. But the reality is my life has no happy ending. Fairy Tales are just made up! Well I know, ok? It's not like I'm like those kids who

Lap Dance Or.....
I'm trying to come up with a really hot kinky treat to give Master for New Years. I've thought of sending him out to a strip bar with a bunch of money to get a lap dance. Or can you come up with a better suggestion for me. leave me a comment with your suggestions

Don't Know How?
I don't know what this means lol But-i rated someone's picture & they said it declined as a salute? Sorry to make a blog, but just need a lil help. I know I need to submit a salute photo to receive more points! Thanks:)

Razorblade
**** My ex wrote this as a song for me from a poem I wrote for him....Not really my cup of tea but I found it and figured I would share it....Enjoy....**** I'm falling down and it's getting cold. You left me with no place to go. I'm reaching out with bloody hands, Spinning room trying to understand. You always said I was a liar Being with you is like playing with fire Don't let this moment pass Cuz each breath I grasp I swear! You're my RAZOR BLADE But I can't put you down. You're the cut I made. I should know by now That this will never work. I must enjoy the hurt But for what its worth You're my Razor blade. I try to get some sleep But the wounds are too deep Do you see this hole in my chest? I gave you the knife. You did the rest. I never want to lose you again. You cut your name into my skin. I'll never be the same again. I swear! You said you'd always love me You said you'd always be there. Yo

She Was The Angel Who Guided Me
She walked into my life and touched my heart. She lent her ear and when I was thinking stupid she was not afarid to tell me so. She had a way about her that made you stop and look at yourself. She was a wonderful friend. I called her sister. She was the one I turned to when I didn't understand my bf. She was the one that told me to trust him and love him. I hope she knows just how much I love and miss her. I at least got to talk to her one time Sunday and it made my day. I told her i Loved her and she was gone off with her sister and cousin. Little did I Know that it would be the last time I got to talk to her. God I hope she knew just how much she touched my life. Kianna I will miss you for as long as I have breath in me. Till I get to see you again in heaven. I don't think anyone realizes just how important this woman was to me. I told her everything and now she is not here. I look at my IM and see her name. I do not have the heart to delete it...to earse her lik

My Family
well how do i start i am 29 yrs old i have 2 girls 1 lives with my mom and one lives with her father and my son lives with me and my husband he has autism spectrum its a hand full everyday its hard sometimes i cant cope with it but he goes to preschool where they help him also its great to get 2 hours alone time but then i miss him i see my other two girls every other weekend if there is anyone that would like to talk about autism spectrum with me and wants to learn i want to learn more about so i know how to handle it more he is 4 yrs old ....

Complicated
Don't ask me to change It's not who I am I can't be perfect I don't want to walk away Yet I can't force myself to stay I can't force a smile Not with out you here I'm still longing for your touch It's complicated and you'll never know So just forget Just stay away I'll always be a big mess Stay away, and don't come near Just save your words for another girl The ones that are always in my mind Find someone who'll be perfect Someone who'll never let you go That girl will never be me. So just stay away

Bitchin!
Its hard to realize your worth to some people.Tainted or worthless. Someone you can trust with your life one day is the same person who would let you fall the next.Yeah I made mistakes but so did they. They lied and took something away that wasn't theirs to take-my trust in myself that I was better at not being deceived. Apparently not. My judgment is no better than it ever was before.I still fall for the stupid ass shit and the belief that I may actually be valued to someone. BITCHIN! Oh-PS for Weds--MENTAL MASTURBATION!!!!

Xmas 2007
So this xmas really suked for me.. one week b4 xmas i got replaced,WHY? I'll never have the answers cuz our relationship was one I never had b4. he was the man of my dreams..so xmas rolled around and i thought for sure everything was gonna work out and we would be back together and i would go visit him inna week....ummmm NO. so the night b4 xmas i layed in bed and thought all the material things im gonna get will never make me as happy as he did. so i woke up the next morning tying to keep a good face for my kids but deep down i was dying inside. I stared off at my tree inna daze and thought the one gift i wanted would not be under my tree. i wanted my boyfriend back but i knew it was already too late. so i guess that means i was a naughty gurl this year.But hey theres always next year

What Each Kiss Means...
-Kiss on the stomach; I'm ready. -Kiss on the Forehead; I hope we're together forever. -Kiss on the Ear; You're my everything. -Kiss on the Hand; I adore you. -Kiss on the Neck; We belong together. -Kiss on the Shoulder; I want you. -Kiss on the Lips; I love you.

I Am A Fubarlord...
yeahhhh I LEVELED!!!!! I'm now a FubarLord, so this is my dirty white boy celebration dance. To all those who wanted to know what i looked like, this is IT!!!!! LMFAO....AND YOU THOUGHT I WOULD BE NAKED AND SHAKING MY ASS DIDN'T YA???? Come on Confess!!!!!!! I know YOU like watching my banana dance for you hehehe

I Got A Call From Heaven Today 12/25/2007
I got a call from heaven today. He said that he was near. I got a call from heaven today. He said that he was here. He said he knows the kids are wearing me down. He said he knows I'm worried. He said he knows i'm tired and that I'm growing weak. I got a call from heaven today. He said that he was near. I got a call from heaven today. He said that he was here. He said he knows I moved and that it took awhile to find me but now he'd be my strength and would always be around me. I got a call from heaven today. He said that he was near. I got a call from heaven today. He said that he was here. written by Laurie Shields 12/25/2007

Poem For Thoughts
I don’t care that you’re five I don’t care that you’re fifty Because I am more than just thrifty To the new I’m a donor To the pro I’m a shark I float them I sink them in the day and in dark I shine in the light Yet also when not And carry this rhythm that one can not stop I come to the mother lying in bed And go with the father when eyes blood shot red Due to the time I now can be mapped With your resources I’m purged and or trapped A love that is stronger more devoted than mine Came with me at time now you can ask why

Bumper Stickers To Look For On The Road
The fastest way to a fisherman's heart is through his fly Stupidity is not a crime so you’re free to go " I'm already visualizing the duct tape over your mouth!" Buckle up... it makes it harder for the aliens to suck you out of your car I break for........................OH SHIT NO BRAKES There are 2 types of pedestrians, the quick and the dead. Learn from your parent’s mistakes use birth control He who laughs last thinks slowest. All men are idiots, and I married their king. Friends help you move; real friends help you move the body. Very funny Scotty; now beam down my clothes Low riders are for little boys who can't get it up. Saw it, wanted it, threw a fit, Got It!! Want to get laid? Crawl up a chicken's ass and wait! Mothers with teenagers know why animals eat their young We're not old people we're recycled teenagers! IF THIS STICKER IS GETTING SMALLER, THE LIGHT IS PROBABLY GREEN YOUR TURN SIGNAL IS STILL ON IT'S IMPOLITE TO STARE U.S.M.C. UNCLE SAMS MISGUIDED

At Night!
One of my favorite smells is lavender. I especially love it at night. I have a lavender candle in my bedroom and I usually light it for a while before I go to sleep. That way the scent envelopes the room before I go to sleep. Lavender is one of the relaxing scents. Plus it's very romantic.

Funny How People Think
I set here watching the news, reading news, and all I see is crime. Crime rates up a lot at the holiday times. What I find funny is, people will go rob somebody for a little cash so they can provice a Christmas to their child, or family member. Myself, I would much rather tell my child, or family why I couldn't get them a gift rather than tell them "I am sorry I can't be with you, but I am in jail". To me, this would have to be the very hardest thing on a child.

My Angel Left Me....
Yesterday when I got up my daughter was on the computer. I looked over her shooulder and seen what site she was on....Myspace. and I say my bf's message..R.I.P. My heart fell. I move my daughter out of the way to look at the message that had come thru that she didn't let me see. I had a message from my best-friend's mom. What I read there tore my heart out. TO never talk ot her again! TO never see an IM from her! I cried so hard that day and then I dried my tears and got on with my day. I buried a puppy that day and thought no more about death. Today I learned that my momma dog was dying. This evenin she lost the battle and died. Now all this brought all the dying has taking it toll on me. I am not taking her death well. My best friend not my dog. I love my best-friend! She was always there for me. Whenever I needed her she was there! Right now I need her so bad and I can't call her. My heart is tearing out and I am not sure what to do. I have cried on and o

Merry Christmas To All With Love!
And Joy is Everywhere; It is in the Earth's green covering of grass; In the blue serenity of the Sky; In the reckless exuberance of Spring; In the severe abstinence of gray Winter; In the Living flesh that animates our bodily frame; In the perfect poise of the Human figure, noble and upright; In Living; In the exercise of all our powers; In the acquisition of Knowledge; in fighting evils... Joy is there Everywhere. Merry Christms to all filled with love and happiness!~Donna~

16 Blocks (2006)
Thought I reviewed this already - maybe I did. I saw it in the theaters, last year, then again today on television (taped). Bruce Willis plays a police detective asked to transport a witness, well, 16 blocks from holding to the jury- to give evidence in a major corruption case... It's a very eventful trip. Enjoyed it a whole lot the first time, and even more this time. (Suspense, not a comedy, but very good writing and acting- together with "Nobody's Fool" - and yes, I have read the book, in that case - very much one of the better acting jobs I recall from Bruce Willis... which is not at all meant to damn with faint praise. This was -good- - though admittedly there have been only a few movies I've wanted to pan, one of them an independent production I've kept silent about since it hasn't come out yet and may still not- and I only saw less than half of that film.)

Some Quiz Results
These are pretty darn close to who I am. LOL You Have Good Karma In general, you like to do the right thing when it comes to others. Your caring personality really shines through. Sure, you have your moments of weakness - and occasionally act out. But, all in all, you're karma is good... even with those few dark spots. How's Your Karma? What's Your Inner Beast?The Werewolf:The Werewolf is the symbol for Spiritual Paths. You have the soul of a wolf inside you, which makes you warm and caring to those you love.Strengths: Protection is a number one priority, and therefore you always guard the ones you love and keep tight bonds with your pack mates. Loyalty is strong within yourself, and you also expect it from the ones who are close to you.Flip Side: Even though you care for those you love deeply, if they betray you, anger races through your veins. The Werewolf, despite it's warm fun-loving personality, can also stand up for itself if need be. You would have no problem

Merry Mischief
Merry Mischief Merry Too Merry Season's Greetings Galore! The joy of festivities and so much more Should you open this email? Not unless you are alone. Not unless male anatomy, Chills you to the bone. Bone? Boner? Bonafide, Cannot hide, The lust I feel inside. You smile and it moves me, Jingle, Jingle, Not Santa's sleigh. My jewels are ringing, As they sway. Coming, Yes Cuming, For you today.

Boredom Has Overcome Me
1. Name Please? Miss Jessie 2. Okay, who was the last person who held your hand? Fuck if I know, Jason probably 3. Have you ever kissed someone with braces? Uh, hmmmm . . . . Oh yeah I guess I have 4. Who is the fourth received call on your call log? Reverse 911 call from working searching for squad coverage 5. If you could change your eye color what would it be? I guess just black, oh maybe red, hehehe 6. What is the wallpaper on your phone? Happy Bunny (Cute but Kinda Evil) 7. How many pillows on your bed? 8 I think 8. Who was the last text message you sent to? Telling my lil bitch Merry Christmas 9. Is there someone you can't stop thinking about? That is really none of your business now is it? 10. What was the best thing that happened to you this year? Oh hell I don’t even know - still have a few days 11. Have you ever had a surprise birthday party? Nope 12. Who/What is the third person on your contact list? Amber 13. When was the las

Voice Blogs And Voice Comments On Snapvine
To all those on Fubar friends, I have an account on Snapvine please feel free to listen to the voice blogs and leave comments there if you desire. or leave me a Voice Comments To leave a Voice Comment call (641)715-0202 Or to leave a Comment to the Blog call (206)420-5997

Christmas
Well, I've been asleep most of the day. Mainly because I'm exhuasted. The past few weeks mysleeping habits have been erratic. For a long of reasons. Thinking mostly. So i slept A LOT today. And i'll sleep a lot tonight... yay me. So, anyways... Yesterday/ last night, I spent a lot of time on the phone with Adam. The more I talk to him, and the more I get to know him, and all the little things about him. He is so amazing. I just feel like, he belongs in my life. He makes me happy. When I'm with him, I feel something I've never felt in my entire life. I'm comfortable. I feel safe, I'm happy. Like, everything in the world will be ok. He means so much to me... and he's so important to me. I really dont know what I would do with out him. I mean, honestly, he's the most amazing man I've ever known. He takes care of all of my emotional needs... as far as, attention, and the annoying little reassurances, and things like that. He's increcible. I'm in aw of how insanely lucky I got to have

A Different Christmas Story
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some twenty years o

Survey Survey Blah Blah
Question #1: Something that keeps you going everyday? Most days I have no fucking clue Question #2: Do you own a gun? They have laws saying that I can’t dammit Question #3: Do you like who you are? Most days Question #4: Do you have A.D.D.? Who me? Nah never, I don’t think. What do you think? Question #5: Country you've been in? Spend most of my time here in the US but been to Canada, England, and Italy as well Question #6: Aren’t thunderstorms awesome? Better with someone else Question #7: Who is your cell carrier? Sprint/Nextel Question #8: Would you rather be rich or famous? Not rich per se but comfortable would be nice Question #9: Do you like the cold? Oh good god no Question #10: Are you happy you are alive? Certain days Question #11: Do you think gay marriage is wrong? Why the hell would I? Question #12: Do you like looking up at the stars? Depends on what is on my mind Question #13: Would you ever cheat on anyone? Don’t think

Dreamers Dreams
When dreamers dream so beautiful of love that lights the darkest night, no logic strong enough to break as lovers spread their wings in flight. Suppressed within our deepest parts this truth each soul desires, still searching for what can't be found faith and hope this truth requires. For love that stands the test of time and overshadows all the lies, can not be forced upon a soul even chains the heart denies. To love enough to let it go the soul that's longing to be free, a sacrifice too great for words with heart alone is how to see. When broken wings prevent such flight and sorrow cries her deepest cry, again to question fate herself for even dreamers wonder why. Somewhere within the midst of all as this dreamer still does weep, she knows to rest her heart again for dreams still wait there in her sleep.

Wow
one night, a guy and girl were driving home from the movies. The boy sensed that there was something wrong because of the painful silence they shared that night. The girl asked the boy to pull over because she wanted to talk. She told him that her feelings had changed, and it was time for them to move on. A silent tear fell down his cheek as he reached into his pocket and gave her a folded note. At that moment, a drunk driver was speeding down that very same street. The driver swerved right into the boys side of the car, killing him. Miraculously, the girl survived. Remembering the note he had given her, she took it out of her pocket. She began to read it : "Without your love I would die.

Relationship
A little girl and her father were crossing a bridge. The father was kind of scared so he asked his little daughter: "Sweetheart, please hold my hand so that you don't fall into the river." The little girl said: "No, Dad. You hold my hand." "What's the difference?" Asked the puzzled father. "There's a big difference," replied the little girl. "If I hold your hand and something happens to me, chances are that I may let your hand go. But if you hold my hand, I know for sure that no matter what happens, you will never let my hand go." In any relationship, the essence of trust is not in its bind, but in its bond. So hold the hand of the person whom you love rather than expecting them to hold yours...

Bye Bye Baby...
I am writing this in loving memory of Desiray Anne Diorio or Todd Anthony Diorio, II... miscarried December 21, 2007. Their birthday was supposed to be in August of 2008. I was scared of course when I found out I was pregnant, but i realized it could be a new start to my life. I knew some how some way I could make my baby's life special and so full of love the they would never feel alone or neglected, always have a mom that would always be there. I miss her/him terrible, but also know that he/she is in heaven with lots of people who will watch out for him/her until i get to make the journey to meet him/her and that there is no sickness there. I love you my special baby and one day we'll meet in heaven. Just know that mommy is still thinking about you and missing you everyday. Love, Mommy... PS... as for the other things going on, I am going to the breast clinic this friday, so pray for me... and thank you for all your prayers already, they are really helping. Love,

Now That The Holidays Are Over!!!
OMG! Now that the holidays are over it is time to work on getting back in shape. I have always been into working out and being very active. When I met my ex husband 7 years ago I weighed 120 pounds. To make a long story short: We got married 2 years into the marriage got pregnant, lost the baby at 6 months then found out that I cannot have anymore kids. My husband did not want to be married to someone that did not want to have kids, depression set in and on top of the baby weight I put on depression weight. When I left my husband and moved back to Texas I started to get back into shape. So now that the holidays are over I am going to start working on it again and here is where I will be keeping up with it. Just in case you are interested.

Who Is It ...that Has The Crush ?
I was just wondering who it is , that has the crush on me ? Now is anyone going to Confess... or is everyone going to take the credit ...??? HMMM? do things have to remain anonymous ? you can tell me in a private email if you want.... I wont tell a soul... I AM SINGLE & LOOKING so no one is about to be in trouble... LOL I love to be adored anyways !!

Too Nosey!
I've been on here a little while now and I have found there are some very nosey people on here, they will say they are your friends and want whats best for you but then they turn right around and stab you in the back. One of my friends on here has fell in love and the person that they are involved with has a few ex's I guess you can call them that and now they want to start all kinds of trouble and not leave them alone, I mean I got on this site for adult friendships not childish bullshit but this is getting ridiculous, why can't people just move on I mean if they are not bothering you then why put so much energy into trying to hurt them cause really all they are doing is sitting back and laughing at you behind your back. If you are so happy in your own life then why bother being so into theirs and just walk away and leave them be. I am honestly tired of the drama that goes on this site and I can't see how people lay their heads down at night and sleep knowing they are hell bent on hur

Not My Type
Pfft. Prom night. I leaned against the wall of the gym, one high-heel on the cinderblocks and my head resting against the corner of the wall. Give me a lunch table full of conversing students, and I could fit right in no problem, but dancing, seduction, and running out to the parking lot to sneak a smoke wasn't my scene. I looked cute, too. Strapless dark blue satin dress with paler blue lace over it, my waist-long light brown hair cascading down my back, and makeup that I managed to apply myself flawlessly for the first time ever. But I couldn't bring myself to smile. A few guys had asked me to dance, and I almost complied, but I was not in the mood for leading them on. Guys weren't exactly my scene either, but few people knew that. I must've zoned out watching the couples sway back and forth "dancing," because I didn't notice her come stand beside me. She was definitely not the type of girl I'd go for, not that I knew if she went for that sort of thing. She had shiny jet black

On Christmas Day
Merry Christmas to all. I hope everyone hada joyful one. I, had a weird one. I slept until 3:00pm. I have never done that before. My friend may be mad at me becuase I was supposed (even though I told him I would try to make it) to be at his family's house for dinner. I will have to make it up to him later on. One thing I did notice today that does kind of irk me. I ran out of Mt. Dew in the fridge. So, I was thinking of getting some until I realized (remember I am just waking up ehre) it is Christmas nothing is open. So I decided to take a drive through my small town. At first it was as I suspected and things were closed down until I saw a BP station open and doing business. I thought everyone was supposed to be with their families today? Then I was talking to some friends on here and talking about a McDonalds being open in her area. I drove past this one factory and there were cars in the parking lot. Apparently they were working. Now if these workers were give

The Blackness Is Almost Over....
Sitting here alone Watching Mother Nature attempt to snow I thought I should at least write something Thoughts of my big brother My kids My grandkids My life in general Most of it I am thankful for Not being able to share it with someone Is getting harder and harder to face I keep a secret in the back of my head Hoping for that one Christmas miracle The one meant for me Again it passes with only disappointment This year has passed with a lot of pain My faith in myself and others has been waned The new year is fast approaching Midnight is yet another star A black star in Silvers world It's so quiet right now Almost as if Christmas never existed Wow It's worse than I thought

Breathless (song)
Breathless baby lingers im a bow round your little finger ive gone and lost my way lead me to water long lost daughter since you can't hide will wash away with the time baby i fall apart you gone broke my heart everything falls away im Breathless at your name how you move me your eyes wound me kill me with every word you dont say secret lovers don't leave me for another stay until nights come and gone all have left to remind me is your song baby i fall apart you gone and broke my heart everything falls away Im breathless so breathless at your name baby i fall apart you gone my broke my heart everything falls away im breathless so breathless at your name Im breathless so breathless at your name

Kisses (poem)
Kisses The very first kiss, I do not recall,for I, you see was very small, But someone was happy to welcome me in The next, I remember was painful and long, I couldn't imagine just what had gone wrong. He said that he loved me but he couldn't stay, And that was the kiss, that took trusting away. And then I remember that kisses were gone, and started to wonder if kisses were wrong. Instead of beginning, they seemed to mark ends, and thats were you'd lose all your family and friends. So kisses were arrows and targets I wore, avoiding the piercing yet keeping the score. And each time I witnesses another love kissed, I knew deep inside that they soon would be missed. Then I learned kissing was merely a key, that opened the door to what soon was to be. Two little heartbeats fell into my hands, And I thought perhaps now, I would understand. But like his intentions, his kiss was a lie, the hurt and deceit was just waiting inside. And when he had finished and all had

For The Man That Holds My Heart
Baby when I look at you You know it breaks my heart in two How beatiful you are I've seen you in a million dreams Now your finally here with me We will never be apart I wanna hold you forever Thats all I'll ever need You are my love You are my life My heart and soul The truest friend I've ever known You are my world All of my dreams My fantasy, my reality I love everything you are Every time I close my eyes It hits me so deep inside How real this feeling is I'm intoxicated by your touch It's a sweet sweet rush I'm in love with your kiss You're the one I trust hte most You changed me You are my love You are my life My heart and soul The truest friend I've ever known You are my world All of my dreams My fantasy, my reality I love everything you are Everything, I love everything you are!

Christmas
This holiday was not as bad as I thought it would be. My roomie did not go away, instead her Grandma came here. She is a very nice lady and nice to have around. We had a big dinner last night with my son, his wife and my ex-hubby. So we had 8 people in our little house... LOL It was very nice though. Not much fussing or anything. Today was more or less a lazy day. The boys got there presents this morning, Heather got hers, Grandma got her and I even got a present from Heather. This turned out to be a very nice time, the only way it would have been better is IF a certain guy was around. Hopefully I will get to spend some time with him soon. I miss him alot! I hope everyone had a great time and hope we have a great New year coming up!! HUGGG to you all!

Blah Blah Blah....
alright...i guess im back to this again... Current mood: discontent pulse starts to slow....ur like "finally" i know.... u've been waiting for it since ur very first breath... here it is just one inhale left....it's almost over, this quest... laying here besieged by cockyness and low self esteem... i didnt think it was possible either, but ur a shirt minus the seams... a fuckin anomoly, wrapped in a riddle, surrounded by a puzzle... like the greatest speech never heard cuz they were wearing a muzzle... infinite possibilities, but life doesnt live in tranquility.... however it does end there, with final thoughts on deaf ears... gone are empty useless thoughts, broken promises, and fears... all thats left is hindsight and a lack of knowledge of what's to come.. ......to be continued.....

More Old Random Thoughts...some Change, Some Stayed The Same...
more random garbage some things in life are just too good to be true.... other aspects are just fake, but at least they're up front, u have to respect a "FUCK U"... specially if its face to face and u can sense that they mean it... only cowards go behind ur back...smart pussies, ur a "VAGenius"... but misrepresentation is just another tale in a world full of lies... everyone's a actor, people get shit on all the time, nah i dont sympathize... maybe im cynical or maybe im just cold hearted.... but before i lose my pride i'll get dicaprio'd and be dearly "DEPARTED"... honestly that will probably lead to my demise... live..."when keeping it real goes wrong pt.4"... right before ur eyes... but this shit lets me understand why some dont give a shit about life... like "we all just in line for a toe tag, what's the purpose of having a wife?? cant take the shit with u, so why try to make more than u can spend??? no matter how u live we're all gonna

I Guess...of Course Its Unfinished...as Always..lol
i guess... sooooooo...im sittin here....im bored...im moody...and this is all i have for u..... apparantly i read too deep into shit quite often... i've heard that shit before, but the blow doesn't soften... like what am i supposed to do, just skim through life and breathe easy??? i guess i could do that shit, but it really wouldnt beeeeee me... that would be some preconcieved notion, or misconception rather... what u wish i was, if i was going through the motions, or fake as pleather... but then what would be the purpose??? just living a lie.... if u cant live honestly with urself then i wish u'd die!!!! cuz ur just contributing to greenhouse for no damn reason... u aren't even a person so why do i care what the fuck do u believe in??? u might as well only speak in other people's quotes... or paraphrase some shit of what some other dude wrote... ur plagerizing with every breath that u take... i'd rather lose my soul and be dis

Larry
HEY ALL IF YOUR MY FRIEND....YOU WILL GO BE LARRY'S FRIEND! HE'S ONE OF MY DEAREST FRIENDS AND HE WON ME AT AN AUCTION FOR A MONTH. WOOHOO. PLEASE GO SHOW HIM SOME LOVE. HE'S A GREAT FRIEND TO HAVE! LarryB@ fubar

The Purpose Of Life...
the purpose of life.... apparantly my outlook is bleek like memphis when it comes to life... u live, do some fucked up shit, u die...experience pain, happiness and strife... this pulse has no purpose and i think its on purpose... whichever intelligent design that designed the mind made breathing worthless... a oversized antfarm but with insight to feeling and the ultimate pay off is nothing... no white light at the end of the tunnel or pearly gates and no angels to sing... i cant say that its fact its just me coming to a conclusion using facts... not that i can forsee the future but we are all the future and a purpose still lacks... the future entails tomorrow and every groundhog day after that is like it... but people have to find a meaning to it so they made up a higher being but i fight it... not that im at war with religion just most of the hypocrites that preach... even the ones that perpetrate as a holier person than i because they read a

Not Real...some Old Stuff...unfinished
not real....some old shit u dont exist....im sorry but its just not possible... u must be a myth like the lochness monster or something ur not plausible... how could u, im not sure if u did that i would even acknowledge ur presence... ur beyond my imagination like heaven and u keep me second guessin'... myself and what i believe or what is possible to perceive... my self worth or value of the breath i take as the co2 starts to leave... its true i cant see gasses either but at least they have a presence in this world... they even help with mollusks to create gems and impearl... i've never seen or imagined u in a dream plus i know things aren't always what they seem... ur too good to be true, fuck i cant deserve u, i mean ur too good to be in my dream??? maybe my imagination is gone and i cant even imagine stuff that exists.... trying to figure that out alone is reason enough not to slit my wrists.... not even the best reason but a reason none th

Have A Great Holidyas
WELL I FIGURED THIS IS EASIER IN MY BUSY LIFE TO JUST BLOG IT TO EVERYONE....PLEASE HAVE A SAFE AND FUN HOLIDAYS. I WILL BE THINKING OF ALL MY NEW FRIENDS THAT HAVE MADE OVER THE LAST YEAR AND THE ONES THAT DID NOT MAKE IT DUE TO UNFORESEEN SITUATIONS. I WILL KEEP EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU'SE IN MY HEART AS THE HOLIDAYS KEEPS ROLLING THROUGH. THANK YOU AND MARRY CHRISTMAS.

Christmas And The Power Of The Dark Side
Christmas and the Power of the Dark Side December 25, 2007 The power of the dark side is a strange one. I’ve often heard, “Come to the dark side. We have cookies.” I suppose they must be killer cookies because I make some rockin’ cookies. No temptation there for me. I am strong in the force and cannot be swayed. Or so I thought. It was this unsuspecting Christmas morn that the power of the dark side compelled me to reconsider. My lovely 9 year old son got a Darth Vader/Death Star Transformer (like the one that Jesus got from his cousin on the first Christmas). Anyway, we were moving right along, cussing out boxes that held onto the toys with a super tight grip and cutting into packages with blades usually reserved for carving dead birds. And that’s when I was called. Darth made it safely out of the box and we were testing all the cool little things he says. That’s when my son pointed out the obvious, “Look, mommy, he’s even got a robotic wiener!” (He h