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My Yahoo
for all my friend on here that i talk to on my yahoo msgr. i wont be on yahoo prolly till after the new year. i got alot of traveling and workin to do throughout the holidays. so please bear with me and i will be back before you know it. for those of you i chat with on here if you dont have my yahoo id and would like to chat there with me in the future just add me my id is jstewart71982. i love yall leave me comments please so i will know whats up
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Real Friends
Real Friends don't come with "fragile" stickers and are not easily scared off, turned off, or ticked off. Real Friends are cross-their-hearts-and-hope-to-die, fair-and-foul-weather, good-times-and-bad-times,fiflt-fiflty, tell-you-anything, trust-you-with-their-life-and-deepest-secerts friends. Real Friends are Friends like you.
I get sick and tierd of working for or around stupid people. The ones who stand over your sholder and look at every thing your doing, as if you have no idea what you are doing. They try to giued you in there obscure way, and when you tell them i got it, they say the same thing over and over agin. I wish i could tell them to shut the F@#K UP, I'm not a dumb A$$, Dumb A$$. Sorry i thought I would just go ahead and get that one out of the way ;-)
Do you believe there is a god? I mean in the news here in Savannah there is just so much sad shit going on. I mean,I do not know. It really makes you think. How can they preach the love of god,when he lets children his most precious ones die with cancer/SIDS. A 18 month old was killed this morning here when her daddy ran her over he did not see her.2 16yr old boys throw a rock at a girl, and almost killed her, they/it fucked her up "real" bad!!A man tryin to make sure his family had a christmas workin 2 jobs, starts driven a cab, gets robbed and shot and it was his 1st day, only been in the car maybe 2-3 hrs. Kids with cancer there parents not able to afford christmas, get help from I say an angel in hiding, they get gifts to give there kids and money to help with other things(i guess god does answer some prayers), it is great that they got help. But how could god give the cancer to them, beautiful precious babies, they did not do anything wrong!!!!!!!!!!! I am just ranting, not having
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Happy Holidays To Our Troops! ~
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: US NAVY WWII MEMORIAL SITE Date: Dec 20, 2007 3:28 PM HAPPY HOLIDAYS TO OUR TROOPS! ~ Plz Repost for our Troops!These are words from a 6th grade young lady. She is unknown for the writers and family didn't want for her to be exploited. For this song was not to be intended or credited toward any known artist. During the recording, this young lady broke out in tears a few times..So if this don't make you shed a tear or two, all I can say is WOW!!!...... "Bring Him Home Santa"Dear Santa, I need to change my Christmas listThere's one big thing I missedYou see my Daddy's working for away from hereAnd I know Santa, I asked for a Barbie dollAnd a brand new soccer ballBut I'd trade it all, for just one gift this year...Bring him home Santa, bring him home to mom and meLet us wake up Christmas morning, and find him standing by our treeYou can pick him up on your way, he could ride there in your sleighDon't make him
Bi Pride
I consider it funny that everyone can show off their sexuality if they are straight, but if a bi person says anything they are confused. Ok first off I don't need to post pictures up here to prove that I am bi. One if you don't believe me it's on you. Two I don't need your input I am who I am you don't like it too fucking bad. Third I'm not confused I like both males and females. Fourth I'm faithful to whom ever I'm with whether they are male or female. Any more Questions??
True Love
True Love True love only comes once in a lifetime. No matter how many times you think you found true love, it is never so. You will know for sure when true love finds you, and you don’t find it. True love will be either in the most obusie place or in the non- obivise place. When true love finds you, you better hold on tight, but not too tight. Don’t let true love slip away from you, you might never find it again. By: Amanda 9-17-02
Merry Christmas
Greetings....May all of my Friends and Fans HAVE A MERRY CCHRISTMAS...ROCKIN NEW YEAR.Lots of Love& Peace& Joy
A Mother
A Mother’s Prayer I pray my child’s sole to keep. May my child be blessed forever? I pray to god to watch my child safe. I pray to god to watch over my child. May god bless this child of mine so sweet, and so innocent. Decated to my mother 1950-2006 By: Amanda 9-17-02
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Sweet Melissa
for sure makes this gypsy want to pack up her gear and roam....
Hey every one i am home intill jan 2 then i got to leave again for the military so i just wanted to say yo
Sweet Melissa--greg Allman And Dave Matthews
Read On Bumper Stickers
Politicians and diapers should both be changed regularly and for the same reason. Kids in the front seat cause accidents, accidents in the back seat cause kids. Some people are alive only because it's illegal to kill them Learn from your parent's mistakes - use birth control It's God's job to forgive Bin Laden... It's our job to arrange the meeting -USMC Everyone is entitled to be stupid, but you are abusing the privelege U.S. MARINE CORPS.--Everything destroyed in 30 min. or the next one's free! If pro is the opposite of con, is progress the opposite of Congress? Never Underestimate The Power Of Stupid People In Large Groups If you miss your ex, reload and try again! I have nothing against god, it's his followers that I can't stand I have nothing against god, it's his followers that I can't stand eeght yers ago I coun't evn speel grauduat now i is wun I hate to think after millions of years of evolution you're the end product. It's time to pul
Some Good Warnings
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Happy Birthday Bryan!! Xoxoxox
Hi5 Comments @ Please go wish my sexy, good friend Bryan a Happy Birthday! Thanks so much, xoxoxox Jen big bad daddy@ fubar Hi5 Comments @ Hi5 Comments @
To The A Hole
im so mad i just wanna spit wouldnt you know my pix were attacked by some goddamn flag~its if you dont like my sexy ass then turn your other cheek and some real class just cause you wanna hate dont be mean and discriminate
Please Help A Girl Out
this here is one of my family members and one of my best friends she is such a sweet woman I would appreciate if you could drop by her contest pic here and drop a few comments and a rate...I will buy those who drop at least a hundred comments a vip gift :P thanks those of u who help her out....
Tribute To Peter Kooger
I made a Tribute page on Facebook for my husband Peter. Feel free to have a look and join the group please that would mean alot to me! Thank you!
Gone For Awhile/prayers Needed
to my friends on fubar, this is my way of letting you know that i will not be on for awhile. my dad is going to have surgery on xmas eve. he is in ruff shape,,but we have faith and hope that he will make it through. for all of you, who have been praying and thinking good thoughts,,, i have two things to say THANK YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART,, because of these prayers he has survived the last four surgeries he has had. THE SECOND THING IS PLEASE PLEASE DONT STOP,,PLEASE KEEP THE PRAYERS AND GOOD THOUGHTS COMING... they are needed more then ever. i wish all of you happy holidays and a blessed new year!!!!!! blessed be!!!!! xxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxxoxo saphiremoon ( m)
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Shoutbox Working Again
My shoutbox is open again. For a while it was crashing my browser, but I finally got around to updating quicktime and it should be working now.
Merry Christmas Y'all!
"Twas the night before Christmas, in Texas you know, Way out on the prairie without any snow, Asleep in their cabin were Buddy and Sue, 'A dreamin' of Christmas like me and like you. Not stockings, but boots at the foot of their beds, For this was Texas, what more need be said? When all of a sudden from out the still night, There came such a ruckus, it gave me a fright! 'Cross the prairie sky shot a loaded up sleigh, With wheels, not's magic they say. The driver was whistling and shouting with a will, Armadillos (not reindeer) he drove with such skill. "Come on there, Buck, Poncho, and Prince, to the right, There'll be plenty of travelin' for y'all tonight..." The driver in his Levis, and a shirt that was red, Had a 10-gallon Stetson on top of his head. Down he stepped with his sack, he was really a sight! With twinklin' blue eyes and a beard curly and white, As he burst in the cabin, the children awoke, And both so
Pirate Booty Giveaway
ok im gonna jump on the bandwagon... im sure most all of yall have seen the bulletins saying rate and comment pix for fubucks well heres mine... rate and comment all pix (140) in my pirates album during happy hour and ill send you 7000 fubucks thats 50 fubucks per pic. that doesnt sound like much but theres alot of pix and i dont wanna go fubroke :) send me a message (not a shout) when youre done and ill send the bucks over... thanx and gl ♥ froggy ♥
Big Beautiful Freaks Lovers
Hey guys do u love B.B.W's? Do yu love them when they are Freaky? Come and join B.B.F.L? Were u can be u and ppl don't judge u cause u a big Freak like 24HrFreak. Rules: 1)you have to be level 10 or greater. 2)must have a pic of ur self in ur albums 3)you must inter act with other members 4)don't be shy to tell the most freakest thing u have done So u wanna join you must mail me first and tell me y you should be a member and last of all put B.B.F.L Member in your name
Christmas In Fallujah
Here For Those Who Want
If you think I am a friend and want me as such then leave me a message. If you have my email or IM feel free to use it. If you want that info let me know. Otherwise I won't pester you. When I give my heart in friendship I give all, but like with a tree too much growth too fast leads to branches snapping and other branches starving. Some pruning is needed at times so that the remaining branches can grow stronger and healthier. I just have to see which branches are alive and want to grow. I am not looking for mollification, just giving those who want me to talk to them the opportunity say so, and those who wish to walk away to do so.
My Poor Old Heart
* Don't expect too much from my poor old heart You can blame me unforgiven for my scars You might just be the best that I can find But I can't seem to forget the tears I've cried I don't know that I will ever trust again It's a price that I must pay for all my sins Time has changed me and left me full of doubt And my heart may be lost never to be found Once upon a time I did believe In my true love that swept me off my feet Then the wind of change swept him away And left me drowning in my pain I don't know that I will ever love again It's a price that I must pay for all my sins Time has changed me and left me full of doubt And my heart may be lost never to be found ~~~ I don't know that I will ever love again It's a price that I must pay for all my sins Time has changed me and left me full of doubt I don't know that I will ever trust again It's the price that I must pay for all my sins Time has changed me and left me full of doubt And my heart
Dec. 20, 2007
Seether :: Sympathetic And my words will be here when I’m gone As I’m fading away against the wind And the words you left me linger on As I’m failing again now, never to change this And I’m sympathetic, never letting on I feel the way I do As I’m falling apart again at the seam And it seems I’m alone here, hollow again As I’m flailing again against the wind And the scars I am left with swallow again As I’m failing again now, never to change this And I’m sympathetic, never letting on I feel the way I do As I’m falling apart again at the seam And I’m sympathetic, never letting on I feel the way I do As I’m falling apart again at the seam The same old feelings are taking over and I can’t seem to make them go away And I can’t take all the pressure sober, but I can’t seem to make it go away The same old feelings are taking over and I can’t seem to make them go away And I can’t take all the pressure sober (I can’t make it go away. I can’t make it go away)
Givin Props
I just opened the Dirty Bird Lounge and i must give propps where they are due from fubar support thank you stevens for getting me started!!! thank you DJ Jen for all your time and effort much love!!! thank you so much Wild horse for my custom falcom skin and the other skins you gave me couldn't do it with out your help!!! thank you Beto for my first play list !!! soooooo for everyone else dont let their work be wasted come visit the dirty bird adult loung at see ya soon!!!
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Yeah, It's Been A While
Yeah, I haven't been on again for a while. What is boils down to is that my grandmother passed away at the first of this month. I had to go and arrange things for her and serve as executor of her estate. Believe it or not, I do plan on being back folks, just give me a chance to finish up that, work, and other things going on. I think all of ya'll are great, and I hope to talk to everyone soon. Signing off from the hell that is my life....
Are You Interested??
How do you feel about having someone throw an "adult" toy party for you? In your home... You invite the people, we bring the toys. It's a couple's comfortable or ladies only depending on the host. It's so much fun and you don't have to leave your home... If you are interested or know someone who is drop me a line.. Come girls.....I know your thinking about it.
Crazy Political Correctness
Our PC world FROM: Patty Lewis, Human Resources Director TO: All Employees DATE: November 1, 2007 SUBJECT: Christmas Party I'm happy to inform you that the company Christmas Party will take place on December 23, starting at noon in the private function room at the Grill House. There will be a cash bar and plenty of drinks! We'll have a small band playing traditional carols... feel free to sing along. And don't be surprised if our CEO shows up dressed as Santa Claus! A Christmas tree will be lit at 1:00 p.m. Exchange of gifts among employees can be done at that time; however, no gift should be over $10.00 to make the giving of gifts easy for everyone's pockets. This gathering is only for employees! Our CEO will make a special announcement at that time! Merry Christmas to you and your family. Patty ****************************************************** FROM: Patty Lewis, Human Resources Director TO: All Employees DATE
The Prayer
In my life I have loved and lost And every time it has been at a cost The price was me Every time I lost a piece you see From giving all of myself so freely So I pray each day that this is true that each of you use the piece that I gave you To change your life so its less blue There is none of me left to give So what reason is there to live So I pray from this day on Please death come before the dawn
in all my haste and angst, i realized that I have not actually said it here, myself!!! SO : To all of those in uniform, here and abroad...... Thank You. From D~Doggy, and his r/l family !!!!!!
Would You
If you knew If you knew how I felt Would you still be gone? If you knew the depth of my love Would you love me again? If you knew the nights I cried Would you comfort me? If you knew how my heart brakes Would you fix it? If you knew how bad it hurts when you talk about her Would you still do it? If you knew how much I missed you Would you come around? If you knew the memories I held Would you remember? IF you knew the dreams I dreamt Would you make them come true? If you knew how I still stand up for you Would you still treat me like this? If you knew the things I would do to get you back Would you come? If you only knew my love Would you love me too?
" My Sky "
I sit and I see her smile, she just lights up my sky. Don`t see her all that much, but, I do try to be that guy. That she thinks about all the time, even though I am not always around. Yes I do love her with all my heart, and sometimes I don`t stand my ground. When it comes to being with her, I can`t let it all out. See her as little as possible, with her mother I have little clout. That doesn`t matter she knows I love her, and when I am with her we have fun. So I can rest each and every night, when I think about "my sky"!!
I Cut I Bleed
I cut, i bleed, i lose control, i die everyday, trying to find my soul, i don't understand what kills me inside, there's no one to stop me, no one to guide. i wanna scream out loud to everyone, my last days have just begun, so be nice with me in these days, i wanna let go of this craze. if i die, will they care? if i scream, will they hear? cuz i have things to tell them now, i want them to see my pain somehow. please please don't trap me here, loneliness is my biggest fear, hear my pledge nd save me today, or I'll die nd find my way. do i have to tell them what i feel? why can't they know what I'm in real? fear is taking away my life, today I'll end it with a knife. if i die, will they care? if i scream, will they hear? cuz this broken heart will never mend, so today I'll make my problems end.
Christmas With Louise
CHRISTMAS WITH LOUISE -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- As a joke, my brother used to hang a pair of panty hose over his fireplace before Christmas. He said all he wanted was for Santa to fill them. What they say about Santa checking the list twice must be true because every Christmas morning, although Jay's kids' stockings were overflowed, his poor pantyhose hung sadly empty. One year I decided to make his dream come true. I put on sunglasses and went in search of an inflatable love doll. They don't sell those things at Wal-Mart. I had to go to an adult bookstore downtown. If you've never been in an X-rated store, don't go. You'll only confuse yourself. I was there an hour saying things like, "What does this do?" "You're kidding me!" "Who would buy that?" Finally, I made it to the inflatable doll section. I wanted to buy a standard, uncomplicated doll that could also substitute as a passenger in my truck so I could use th
I'm trapped here, jaded, In this world of illusions, Holding so many un-told sorrows, Lost in this confusion. I don't know this world, It just keeps going round, But mine has stopped moving, Like my foot steps on the ground. Something's blocking my way, And I've been here before, I let it all go, Just to get more. And it won't stop, It just keeps going on, I'm so sick of trying, Of pretending to be strong. I go one way, To get pulled in another direction, The path is narrow but not straight, In this tampered line of protection. And it all go lost, All that was to be, I don't know where to look, So I can find me. And all these winding roads, Are knocking me out of place, It seems I just keep running, In this never ending race. And it won't break, So I can just breathe, The carnage I nestle, Just won't leave. I've become so tired, From all I know, I can't cry in the numbness, And my pain won't show. I can't find myself, And hate they
Just My Thoughts, Take It Or Leave It.....
To clear up misconceptions: ~~ I believe that war is a necessary evil. It has, is, and will always be so. I am not in government, and dont know all there is to know about world politics, so I cant really say whether or not I believe in this current confrontation, I am just grateful that it is not here! ~~ I wanted to be enlisted, even went through Naval ROTC, but made some mistakes in my youth, and forfeitted my rights to fight, formally, for my country. Therefore, I teach my children patriotism by fighting the good fight on my home soil, to whatever extent possible. There is a 1/2 burnt flag hanging in my house, that I battled a large crowd to rescue. I am proud of it, as are my children, because it is my way of doing what i can. ~~ "When I was a child, I thought like a child. Now that I am a man, I put aside childish things....." It's a Bible verse, and one that changed my life. Now that I am an adult, and think as such, I realize that nothing is free. If a man buys me a
Target For 12-20 Please Read
All Confederate Bombers “SHOULD” be bombing on the target only, which is The Watchers contest. The targets are for who NEEDS to be bombed and is an approved contest. We need ALL family members on this ASAP please. Below you will find the link to the target… Padame~GeeGee~Confederate Bombers Lt.~Fu-Wife to Obiwan~The Watcher Captain Of Confederate Bombers's
Keep On Going
I'm lost in this place, And things keep going wrong, I'm trapped in depression, I'm sick of acting strong. My heart just aches, My tears continuously fall, There is no escape, From myself, from it all. I'm trying so hard, I just want to go, I'm walking on glass, Broken from all I know. Saying these words, With no meaning held inside, I keep running, But there's nowhere to hide. I'm so sick of myself, I hate what I see, I'm so tried, Tired of being me. And I can't explain, As I rip myself apart, I sink so deep, Into my broken heart. Everything is breaking me, Everything in this place, I keep falling back, As tears roll down my face. And I'm so jaded, I don't know what to say, I keep on going, But I'm not ok.
Over 400 Prominent Scientists Disputed Man-made Global Warming Claims In 2007
U.S. Senate Report: Over 400 Prominent Scientists Disputed Man-Made Global Warming Claims in 2007 December 20, 2007 Posted By Marc Morano - Marc_Morano@EPW.Senate.Gov - 9:47 AM ET Senate Report Debunks "Consensus" INTRODUCTION: Over 400 prominent scientists from more than two dozen countries recently voiced significant objections to major aspects of the so-called "consensus" on man-made global warming. These scientists, many of whom are current and former participants in the UN IPCC (Intergovernmental Panel on Climate Change), criticized the climate claims made by the UN IPCC and former Vice President Al Gore. The new report issued by the Senate Environment and Public Works Committee’s office of the GOP Ranking Member details the views of the scientists, the overwhelming majority of whom spoke out in 2007. Even some in the establishment media now appear to be taking notice of the growing number of skeptical scientists. In October, the Washi
My Christmas
Will suck!!! I have to work 12:30 to 9 pm Christmas eve. I get to miss Christmas with my brother who is moving with his wife to Texas. *sighs* And now I have to work New Year's Eve too. This just sucks.
My Nieces Are Comin Down
Moved Now What
So I moved back down to Brawly been here for about a week and I'm fucking bored. Not much really to do I'm looking for a job. I have my car but no cash to work on it. Other then that it cool don't have to deal with the drama that I did before While living at my Moms. Well hopefully by next week things will pick up
Jeff Foxworthy-redneck Fashion Tips Part 2
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When Do I Get What I Want?
Once again... Someone that I felt I was somewhat close to... Has now proposed to a girl he barely knows... When do I get that? When do I get to be happy? When do I get to find the guy that will sweep me off my feet? That will meet me and want to be with me forever? Don't worry... I won't be that lucky... I've realized that... So, whatever. Thanks, slut.
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When Do I Get What I Want?
Once again... Someone that I felt I was somewhat close to... Has now proposed to a girl he barely knows... When do I get that? When do I get to be happy? When do I get to find the guy that will sweep me off my feet? That will meet me and want to be with me forever? Don't worry... I won't be that lucky... I've realized that... So, whatever. Thanks, slut.
Jeff Foxworthy-redneck Fashion Tips Part 1
The Unachievable Dream
A few years ago I made a statement that still holds true today, I said to a friend that all my life I had been running a race and just when I’m kicking ass and winning the race by a marginal lead someone comes out to kick me in the nuts and everyone else passes me up in the race. I never really knew where I was going when I came up with that metaphor, but as I got older it started making more and more sense. In the previous statement made by myself I got a lot of frustration out of my system but by no means did I get it all out nor was I looking for a solution, just answers, and possibly a chance. Though it seems only one of those will be given to me, I’m mature enough to go forward albeit begrudgingly but I’ll make it through, I always do. Someone once said “evolve or die”, I think it may have been Charles Darwin, whoever it was was cooking with oil that statement, because it holds true in all society. The only way I can make it through my issues is to evolve and get better with
Free Tickets Being Given Away Again Tonight!!
Its that time again. Traumatic Thursdays starts at 7pm eastern tonight on Cage Rattle Radio!Freddie will be giving away FREE tickets to to our upcoming Spring 2008 tour with Three Days Grace and SeetherSo click the banner to head over to and click listen live for the chance to win a pair of tickets to our show!Also, add the CageRattle Radio Myspace here to know about these events ahead of time:Cage Rattle Myspace
Bad Memories Of Christmas For Me
Back in 1974(Dec 23),my Dad died after being released from the hospital.[a blood clot in his eye broke loose & and hit his heart.I was 15. Several of the people I went to grade school with,died in accidents thru the years around that time of year also. Loosin my dad was bad enough on Dec23,but the most horrific deaths on that day(Dec 23)happened in 2003! Nikki & her 7week baby girl were killed in a house fire that was set by drunks and druggies!7 people died in that fire,& the fire dept& police ruled it an accident!The drunken drug couple that caused it were awarded over 1 million dollars in a lawsuit,while her mom only got $54,000,her dad only got $9000. That isnt even the point of this......Nikki was thrown out of her home when she was only 13!Her mom was worried nikki would steal her boyfreind !! I stepped in when she came to me[nikki] and I gave her a home.She called me mom coz my daughter& her were freinds.I was always there for her when her mom refused.....Even when she w
Life is all about BUTTS You're either covering it, laughing it off, kicking it, kissing it, busting it, trying to get a piece of it, or behaving like one... That's right, you've been 'elfed'.  Pass this on to as many people as possible, but you can't send it back to the person who sent it to you. He who elfs last, elfs loudest!!!!
Minor Gripes About Fubar
I dont come on here as much as I used to before because Fubar is turning into a pretty sad place to me. Your probably wondering how can Fubar be a sad place well let me tell you one thing or two. I used to have fun here on Fubar when I First came on board but its like looking at your tickets you just bought to a barbara streisand concert. It may look good in your hands but once your actually their well its simply not entertaining. It almost sucks. See my first impression of Fubar was like, "Damn this place is so much better than myspace and its more interactive and shit" but my reaction now is, "shit should I check whos sent me shit and check in with people whom I noramlly talk to or should I wait for a few more months"? Yeah I rate my fans and friends and family their new pics and stuff and when I come online and have spare time sure I'll rate and fan who evers online or if I see a pretty lady with big boobs doing her blast sure ill hit them up and rate pics and give tens on profiles
Well I gave the Ex hubby til today at 5 to let him get a lawyer. I did everything that my lawyer said to do. And Now I am moving to another state.... I will not be online for few days and all. I will miss my friends that i have made on here and I will miss my family alot. But things will get better as soon as I get home. I am going home!
Does Anyone Even Read This?
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A Different Christmas Poem
A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed th e magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A
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Not Another Online Blog
Hello to all my readers and Happy Holidays. Oops Did I say something politically incorrect and if so well sue me. Literally! Seems like yesterday I was fretting about another dreaded Holiday season and oh wait here I am again one year later stressing over the same shit again. My Oakland Raiders missing the playoffs again, being single, Hating the New England Patriots and saying the same but meaningful contents over and over again but its begining to catch on because im not the only one who feels like I do and what I mean by this is I feel that Most people have traditionally lost the true concept of Christmas and other social and religious Holiday. Have we forgotten that theirs homeless Men, Women and Children that dont get much or dont get anything at all for a gift. Not even a smile. Just more dread and the thought of being without a home for another year. Sure their are programs installed for our lost souls but seriously folks The Holiday season is not about wondering if your going t
Happy Holidays!
Just wanted to wish everyone safe and happy holidays. If anyone is really interested, you can read my Christmas Card letter here. I will forebear posting the lengthy text here! And feel free to add me on LJ if you're on there!
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Jealous Fubitches
Why do girls on here get all jealous and start marking good pics(tasteful) nsfw. Then they start rating them 1 and blocking us.?? Anybody got some answers?
Breathing fast, moving slow Your steps mustn't be heard Cold sweat, crouching low You cannot say a word Take a step and watch your back The others do the same Trust your training, do it right They'll never know your name Locked and loaded, taking aim Prepared to do your job Not for glory, nor for fame But more than just a job
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My Demon's I'll Share (phoenix)
Why do i remember you through others pain and tears why does my heart go out to those who struggle with MY fears. Why do I always think of you when my loved ones are afraid why does my soul feel lost when i can't contain the rage. How can I go through life thinking I can help. when reality says... you can't free someone from a self in-prisoned cage. struggling with internal demons things i won't accept Why can't i make a difference no matter how i try. I'll never forget your face, it's burned into my mind. your the one i gave my all, till you shattered my every dream left me with one solemn oath I made to only me. NEVER AGAIN... never again will you tell me i'm nothing to make yourself feel better never again will my eyes shed tears thinking it was me That I did something wrong. never again will my heart ache longing for your love never again will i waste my time on someone who isn't true. i walk through life colder then ive ever been all the
This makes sense... MEN-tal illness MEN-strual cramps MEN-tal breakdown MEN-opause GUY-necologist AND When we have REAL trouble, it's a (HIS)HYS-terectomy. Ever notice how all of women's problems start with MEN? I say to that "a-MEN!" I got this from a friend. Feel free to copy if you want.
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One Of My Favorite Raven Poems ( Phoenix)
Into the shadows I cast my soul, Burning through Hell And losing control. The fires that burn have consumed me entire. Bathing my body In unending fire. I lay here in the dark With questions unasked. This burning desire Not up to the task Of holding you close And loving you true Because I can't have A woman like you. This fire's so hot It burns me to ashes, And the sight of your smile Is just one of the matches. Please turn to me If you want to be loved And you'll find I'm as gentle As a soft, velvet glove, But until that day, I sit and I wait. This burning desire, My unending fate. The Dark Tower Tet Contents
You Can See The Hurt In Me
i want make new memories with you. distance be damm i am dammed without you. i want you so bad i can feel it in my chest. your memory has me trapped. i cannot go anywhere without thinking of you. if you are free this weekend there is a movie tickets waiting for you at our theatre for you and a girlfriend. the tickets are unlimited bring more if you want. i cannot be there i will be on inspection tour again this weekend. but i want you to enjoy please. if you dont use they will go to waste. re-organized i want make new memories with you the distance be damm for i am dammed without you. i want you so badly i can feel it in my chest. your memory has me trapped. i cannot go anywhere without thinking of you. i have not changed my mind you can still go to the movie ok i wont jump to conclusions i have hard time understanding you
A Thought From The Wise
Written by a housewife from New Jersey and sounds like it! This is one ticked off lady. "Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not started by Islamic people who brought it to our shores on September 11, 2001? Were people from all over the world, mostly Americans, not brutally murdered that day, in downtown Manhattan , across the Potomac from our nation's capitol and in a field in Pennsylvania? Did nearly three thousand men, women and children die a horrible, burning or crushing death that day, or didn't they? And I'm supposed to care that a copy of the Koran was "desecrated" when an overworked American soldier kicked it or got it wet?...Well, I don't. I don't care at all. I'll start caring when Osama bin Laden turns himself in and repents for incinerating all those innocent people on 9/
Dreams should be kept, you will never know what will happen. every dream is a wish every wish is granted so never let your dreams go one day you will see what happens
I Don’t Know
I don't know if i will change anything I don't know if i will make a new friend I don't know who i am I don't know who i will be All i know is that is who i am
I’m Lonely
I'm lonely in the dark I'm lonely in the light I'm lonely in the shower That's filled with noisy silence I'm lonely in the basement I'm lonely in the living room I'm lonely in the house That is lonely itself I'm just lonely anywhere I go
Illusionary Nature
Woods and the trees Berries and the leaves I don't know what kind of place that will be. Is it a beautiful place,or is it a ugly place, I don't know what kind of place that will be. All I can tell you is it is Fanstasy Dream
Dont Judge Me
When you look in my eyes What do you see? My looks, color, or personality Don’t just see me for my looks, Or the smarts I get from books See me for everything that I am All I’ve done What I can I want to be all the things you see But if I was I wouldn’t be me In the beginning, right from the start You look at me And pick me apart When you do, you see In reality, you still don’t see me You do this and I wonder why There is something, you need to try Now look in my eyes, and what do you see? This time I want, you to see, not just parts, SEE THE WHOLE ME
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A Song For Me :)
Twelve Days of Christmas! On the first day of Christmas, Ed Gein gave to me, Angie in a wet dream On the second day of Christmas, Albert Fish gave to me, Two bloody needles and a Angie in a wet dream On the third day of Christmas, Charles Manson gave to me, Three dead strippers Two Bloody needles and a Angie in a wet dream On the 4th day of Christmas, Jack the Ripper gave to me, Four gutted corpses Three dead strippers Two bloody needles and a Angie in a wet dream On the 5th day of Christmas, Hitler gave to me, Five extra crispy Jews Four gutted corpses Three dead strippers Two bloody needles and a Angie in a wet dream On the 6th day of Christmas, Ted Bundy gave to me, Six FSU cheerleaders Five extra crispy Jews Four gutted corpses Three dead strippers Two bloody needles and a Angie in a wet dream On the 7th day of Christmas, Robert Pickton gave to me Seven severed vaginas Six FSU cheerleaders Five extra crispy Jews Four gutted corpses Thr
Need Friends
I have been single and alone way too fucking long. I am tired of it. It has been over a year since I have been with anyone. I am sad lonely and fucking horny! I want a man to pleasure me in a way I will never forget. My ex constantly cheated and I finally had to send him packing, even though I thought I was in love with him. Sometimes I don't think that love exists.. but I know I am tired of being alone. Talk to me. Jenny
Flying High Again
FLYING HIGH AGAIN Oh my head. My whole body hurts. Flying isnt easy, I did it this time. I was flying there for a moment, maybe two. Shit! Think I broke a rib. I really need to work on the landings. Landings are a bitch. I really did you saw me, I really did it this time. I knew using the roof as a launching point would work. Wished it would have worked longer. I hurt everywhere. Yeah have to work on the landings. Maybe I should flap my arms faster, but I was flapping as fast as I could. Ok, its ok, I did it for a couple of seconds, thats a good start I will get better. Think I need to see a doctor, I hurt all over. Yeah need to work on the landings. I did it. I was flying, I will get better, just a little practice, thats all I need. Tell me what you think. Should I find a higher launching point?
Why do people think that it is ok to play with your emotions? They think that life is a game, going through it and fucking peoples lives up. I am so tired of people thinking that I am one that they can fuck with. It hurts to damn much. I was once told that I needed to stand up for myself. Well i am now doing it. I am tired of the shit that people do, not only to me but to my friends and family. I believe that everyone was put here for a reason. Well I can tell you that the reason that you were put here was not to fuck with my emotions. I am done. I will not be hurt anymore. Life is to fucking short to have someone mess with you. Everyone needs to grow up and be a man, because i dont have time for little boys. You wanna be a man then step up, show me that you can handle it. Until then dont even bother with me.
My Political Endorsement
I Think We Need A Lil Organization...
We have some new faces..or at least are new to anyway some of us have yet to add all of our current Tet members as friends and family. I know even I am guilty of this ( although I can blame Raven for not telling me we have new So I was thinking maybe we should take a minute to say hello to everyone and introduce ourselves to members we havnt actually (met) yet... In addition If anyone has anything they would like to have added to this page to personalize it,they can drop a line to either myself or Raven and we will make sure it gets on here. ( I think If everyone contributes a lil sumpthing that would be awesome) be it a poem a story, a morph, comment, anything you wanna have posted here. Anyway I've rattled on enough for right now but I hope to hear from everyone soon :D Long days and pleasant nights, ~ Phoenix Evenstar~ The Dark Tower Tet Contents
Two things I hate most in this world: 1. Being lied to. 2. Being ignored. Which one are you doing to me? It's funny what people think they can get away with. I don't need fair weather friends. REL
if u wanna talk to me i'm on world 63 probly playing runescape, my name is jewellieo lol
Poem 1
passion of the heart proceesed with desire strive through this life finding bumpy roads waiting for the flats like a calm after a storm bring me a new life the old one is gone passion of the heart its time for a new start
Dear Santa.... Lol :-p
Christmas Time lol... Christmas time and a lot of thinking. The past few days i start to realize and think a lot again, help, and thinking ƒº I been thinking about me, my life, my past and my future. Well my past had many up and downs. I been in shit places where i guess nobady wish to go there, they also mark my life....i had realationship which i luv to look back and remember and i had realationships which i waste my time and wasnt good for me at past wasnt that good at all.. and i guess ii is pretty easy to say i am crazy. Come on people who know me know that and i dont hide it...i been open about my feelings, my issues and everything else. To deal with me i think it is not very easy and it¡¦s maybe a huge challenge to take. But like i said, i never said i am a angel, lol. Anyway i dont wanna bitch about my past, about my mistakes and my bad was my life, it should be a lesson for me and i should learn about it. I should learn not to do over and ov
1. What's so good about the person you like? hes sweet and caring and treats me right 2. So, where's your dad? taft 3. Do you drive yet? been driving 4. How do you feel about racism? not me 6. Who was the last person you talked to on MSN or AIM? dani 7. It's Friday night, what are you doing? goin to be at danis 8. Name a song that reminds you of old memories? photograph by nickleback 9. Do you like the color grey? no 10. Is there someone you really can't stop thinking about? yes but i love the feeling i get 11. How's the weather? its raining and i love it 14. Last time you didn't tell the truth? that would be high school 15. Name something great that happened today... i got me a gift card to red robin lol 16. Do you regret doing something today? nope didnt do anythin but work 17. What would you like to tell your ex? alot of things. but its best that we dont talk 18. When you think of the rainbow, what color pops in your head?
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Exactly Where I'm At
Let's begin With the past in front And all the things You really don't care about now It'd be exactly where I'm at And to think You got a grip Look at yourself Your lips are like two flaps of fat They go front and back and flappity flap I'm all staged It's all an act I'm really scared that I may fall back on the abstract It'd be exactly where I'm at If you're to be The roaming eye Pry it open and let me tell you why it sees The harsh realities
A Million Pieces And One Is For You
When I was growing up I had a dream. to get married to someone I REALLY loved and have kis and watch them grow up with my arms around my wife and a feeling of love that would make the Leave It To Beaver's think they were dysfunctional. My dream came true for a little bit.. then I found out the only reason I was married to was to get out of her parents house... I could do nothing to please her... I would have to buy her something for it to be love for her.. staying home at night to sit down and watch a movie after working all day was me just bieng lazy to her. she had to go out every day to do something even when I was sick.. she can not drive so I have to take her... I got lost in the feeling of hopelessness and watched as my dream broke apart. I tried for many years to fix my dream and in the end I was standing there while my wife runs off with another man. Staring at a pile of dust. My heart had broken into a million pieces and there was nothing I could do. I love her stil
Ropeing A Deer
I had this idea that I was going to rope a deer, put it in a stall, feed it up on corn for a couple of weeks, then kill it and eat it. The first step in this adventure was getting a deer. I figured that since they congregated at my cattle feeder and do not seem to have much fear of me when we are there, (a bold one will sometimes come right up and sniff at the bags of feed, while I am in the back of the truck not 4 feet away) that it should not be difficult to rope one, get up to it and toss a bag over its head (to calm it down) then hog tie it and transport it home. I filled the cattle feeder then hid down at the end with my rope. The cattle, which had seen the roping thing before, stayed well back. They were not having any of it. After about 20 minutes my deer showed up, 3 of them. I picked out a likely looking one, stepped out, from the end of the feeder, and threw my rope. The deer just stood there and stared at me. I wrapped the rope around my waist
What Kind Of Geek Are You?
What kind of geek are you? I am a few of these. LOL
Just Plain Wrong
Please take a look at this mumm I saw. The mum isn't wrong...but the reason the guy wrote it is fucked up!!! The person that caused the mumm is an ass. The one who wrote the mumm deserves 10's and 11's!! I rated the asshole a 1 then blocked his stupid ass.
Iraq 'torture Complex' Discovered Prob Cia Run
Iraq 'torture complex' discovered Intelligence provided by local Iraqis led the troops to the torture centre US and Iraqi forces have discovered a "torture complex" in an al-Qaeda safe haven near Muqdadiya in central Diyala province, the US military has said. Three buildings containing chains on the walls and ceilings, and a metal bed connected to a power supply were found during an operation on 9 December. Mass graves containing 26 bodies were uncovered nearby, the military said. Correspondents say Diyala has been the focus of some of the fiercest attacks by insurgents in recent months. Militants displaced from their former strongholds in Anbar province and parts of Baghdad are believed to have migrated to the province. Earlier on Tuesday, a suicide bomber killed 13 people and a US soldier in an attack on a recruiting centre for local Sunni Arab militia groups that have been fighting al-Qaeda-linked militants in Diyala. 'Atrocity site' The grisly disc
Merry Christmas & Happy Holidays!!
Well since i won't be on til after christmas Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays!!
Letting My Brother Go
This is a new letter I wrote to a family member and his family who are Christians who have been told how they abuse their children. I have other blogs of letters I wrote to them on here also. Today I am letting them go and wishing them well until they choose to abide in love. .................. Hey bro, This letter is being sent because it is clear to me that it is not a wise idea for me to stay at your house the night before I leave, even though I’m staying with the new girl in my life on Sat anyway. I am going to speak my truth once again and for the last time. As always it will be said with compassion but great power. If you, Dawn or Mom think that I have been out of place and that I need to “behave” and respect how you raise your children……….you had better think again because you are sadly mistaken. If I had a child and any one of you were in my house and you witnessed me physically abusing that child or sexually abusing them in a physical manner, you can’t tell me
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Sexy Lingerie Show Part 1
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Blind Faith
Blind Faith Darlin' I know you're sleepin' But there's something I've just got to say Wonder if you'll hear me While you're dreamin' You make a lifetime Out of every day Thanks to you now I know All my dreams can come true Blind Faith in you I got Blind Faith in you oh yeah Your eyes keep things well hidden Just a hint of what You're feelin' inside And the first day that I met you I consider that the first day of my life Thanks to you now I know All my dreams can come true Blind Faith in you I've got Blind faith in you And I'm not sure I deserve A women so true, but I love That you think I do With You and Faith, beside me I'm feelin' stronger every day Blind faith in you I got Blind faith in you It's true Blind faith in you I got Blind faith in you And I'm not sure I deserve A woman so true but I love That you think I do.
The Demon Inside
i sit and cry in the dark where i stay away from lite and the day to day alone with my missery alone with my hate i drink to forget not to excape dont hate me cause im ugly the world made me this way dont call me freak cause i love to play i stay in the dark cause its good for you for the sickness inside is evil its true i sit alone wondering why why cant god just let me die there is no one out there for me doesnt matter how many woman i please if only i could find true happiness but its quite hard to see in this abyss damn this demon i try to hide its better off if he's locked inside i close my eyes and what do i see death pain deception and greed
Merry Christmas/happy Holidays
Just would like to wish everyone a Very Merry Christmas and A Happy Holiday Season Its been a good year so far and I have met some nice people on Fubar Enjoy the Season and don't forget to check out a few more NEW pictures that I have posted Hugs, Bambi
Fubar Issues
well my dear fubar peeps i just wanted to let ya'll know i can no respond to messages shouts or comments and such on my account as my account has been locked so if ya need me please im me on yahoo but if things do not change around here i will be leavin fubar for good so let me say this place has been a wonderful and great place and i have got to know alot of great people but i have also had to deal with alot of bullshit and if things do not change i will be sayin goodbye so if u wannna contact me please im me at the address above thxs sweetbabygirl
Just So Long As This Thing's Loaded
Is it even worth it to love her anymore? I can't think straight anymore.
Stone Sour - Sillyworld
Freedom's just a word today Freedom's just a word When someone takes your word away It's seldom ever heard So take your sentence full of things you're not supposed to say and carry on but don't write it down or you'll be gone Love is just a song today Love is just a song When someone takes the song away You'll seldom sing along So take those lyrics serious and sing your life away and carry on but don't write 'em down or they'll be gone All we ever do is talk We like to ride but never walk We make it so damn easy We get bored Why can't anybody see What's good for you is good for me I can't take your sillyworld I can't take your sillyworld no more Peace is just two fingers now Peace was just a phase When someone put it on a shirt She knew to count the days So take those fingers tape 'em up and shove 'em up your ass and carry on but don't try it now cause peace is gone All we ever do is talk We like to ride but never walk We make it so damn easy We get
A Different Christmas Poem...thankyou To Those That Dont Get To Be Home With Thier Families Protecting Us And Those We Love And All We Live For.......
PLEASE READ A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight.
*wipes Tears* Wedding Time
What Love Has Joined Together You are formally invited to the celebration of Liberated Spice & BigJimmy as we both say "I DO" The wedding will be held: Friday December 21, 2007 6:00pm fubar time at the Centerfolds lounge alicia keys - no o...
We're getting a doberman! So we need your help picking a name, if you don't mind. The names to vote for: ~Nero ~Ace ~Caesar ~Caine ~Ares ~Zane ~Baron If you have any way cooler suggestions, just let me know! The dog's name right now is Parker....and those of you who know me know that I probably think the name sux...sorry if you like it but I don't. Supposed to get him Saturday, so I may blog about what name fits him once I get to know his character more. Thanks! Happy Holidays!! ~Toya
"MakeDamnSure" You've got this new head filled up with smoke I've got my veins all tangled close To the jukebox bars you frequent The safest place to hide A long night spent with your most obvious weakness You start shaking at the thought you are everything I want 'Cause you are everything I'm not And we lay, we lay together just not Too close, too close (How close is close enough?) We lay, we lay together just not Too close, too close I just wanna break you down so badly Well I trip over everything you say I just wanna break you down so badly In the worst way My inarticulate store bought hangover hobby kit It talks, it says, "You, oh, you are so cool." "Scissor shaped across the bed, you are red, violent red." You hollow out my hungry eyes You hollow out my hungry eyes And we lay, we lay together just not Too close, too close (How close is close enough?) We lay, we lay together just not Too close, too close I just wanna break you down so badly Wel
Thai Fried Bananas
Thai Fried Bananas Recipe courtesy Paula Deen, 2007 Show: Paula's Home Cooking Episode: Thai For My Guy Thai Fried Bananas 2 tablespoons butter 4 fresh, firm bananas, peeled and cut into 1 to 2-inch pieces 1/4 cup brown sugar 1 teaspoon black sesame seeds 1 lime, juiced Heat a wok over high heat and add 2 tablespoons of butter. Once melted, toss in bananas and add the 1/4 cup of brown sugar. Cook down sugar and add the sesame seeds and the lime juice. Stir together and serve.
Tomorrow Is The Big Day
Well tomorrow is the day I go in for surgery to have my gallbladder removed...I will be home later on in the day and I will let everyone know how it went....wish me luck!
Coconut Flan
Coconut Flan Recipe courtesy Paula Deen, 2007 Show: Paula's Home Cooking Episode: Thai For My Guy Coconut Flan 1/3 cup sugar 3 eggs 1 (14-ounce) can sweetened condensed milk 1 1/2 cups coconut milk 2 teaspoons vanilla extract 1/4 cup shredded coconut flakes Fresh whipped cream, for garnish 1/4 cup shredded coconut flakes, toasted, for garnish Preheat oven to 325 degrees F. In a small saucepan over medium-low heat, melt the sugar until it caramelizes. Pour it into a flan dish, pie plate or round souffle baking dish with shallow sides, swirling it around to coat the bottom. In a large mixing bowl, beat the eggs until foamy with a wire whisk. Beat in the condensed milk, coconut milk, vanilla extract and 1/4 cup coconut. Pour the mixture into the prepared baking dish. It will need to bake in a water-bath in the oven. Set the dish into a large baking pan with sides and carefully pour water around the flan to come 2/3 the way up the sides. Carefully transfer to the p
Very Sad
December 4th, 2007, Jessica Sherwood had to do something no mother should ever have to do. At 2:29 pm Jessica made a very tough, but the right decision to take her little 3 month old daughter off life support. In memory of little London Marie, i thought id start a little forward.. Jessica had a message that i want every one to know.. This is what jessica said: IF NE ONE HAS KIDS MAKE SURE U KEEP THEM WIT U THE WHOLE TIME DNT GIVE THEM TO NE ONE THAT U DNT TRUST..... TRUST ME I THOUGHT I TRUSTED JOSH..... BUT NOW AS OF 12-4-07 AT 2:29AM SHE IS GONE.... MY ONE AND ONLY BABY....... AND HE IS GUNNA PAY FOR EVER EVEN IF HE GETS OUTTA JAIL SCOTT FREE HE WILL BE DEAD NO MATTER WAT......... TO ALL MY FRIENDS AND THAT KNO LONDON I AM VERY ANGRY AND UPSET I LOST THE LOVE OF MY LIFE MY BABY GIRL.... SHE DIED ON HER 3MONTH BDAY........ SHE HAD 6 FRACTURED RIBS..... BOTH OF HER LEGS WERE FRACTURED.... AND HER BRAIN WAS SO DAMANAGED THAT IF SHE WERE TO LIVE SHE WOULD BE A VEGETABLE.... S
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You Asked..."why Don't I Ever Get Asked Out?"
"My entire adult life, I have gone out to all the places you're told to go to meet someone special. Nothing. I never even get asked out. It's like I'm invisible, and my life has wasted away because there's not a damn thing I can to do to 'make' someone want me. I'm no size 0, but I'm not an elephant either. I have a great personality (that one again!), but I can't get my friends to understand that I simply refuse to put myself through more pain and humiliation by going to a dance and never getting asked to dance. I feel like such a damned freak. Can you help me?" Shelby -- You're not a freak. Lots of people have this problem. Have you had someone review your online profile? Maybe it doesn't really let people know who you are. Going to a dance and sitting on the sidelines waiting for someone to ask you is a losing proposition for anyone. “Get your great personality front and center, where guys can see it.” Get your great personality front and center, where guys can see it. Go t
Dear Santa
They are; Mothers, Fathers, Brothers, Sisters, Aunts and Uncles, They are our American Soldiers and they need to be remembered during this holiday season... Press Play to watch They paid the Ultimate Sacrifice: Please take a moment to remember them when you are with your family this year. Pray for their safe return to their families.. LCPL G****** USMC prior Service (repost of original by 'Dominate07~1,000 yards? No Problem~RL/BF to Abby~' on '2007-12-20 12:10:02')
Hot Questions!
I'm really interested in the responses from these questions. So please tell me about yourself. I'll go first and then you respond. 1. Would you bang or pass the chance? BANG 2. What State do you live in? OHIO 3. What color eyes do you have? GREEN 4. What zodiac sign are you? AQUARIUS 5. Favorite position to have sex? DOGGY...I'M VERY FLEXIBLE 6. Would you ever star in a porn movie given a chance? NOPE 7. Favorite place to have sex? IN PUBLIC 8. Any Tattoos and/or Piercing's? YES BOTH 9. Do you perfer shaved, trimmed or natural on your partner? TRIMMED 10. Are you the one who makes the first move do you just hope they do? DEPENDS BUT I WILL MAKE THE MOVE 11. What would you do if you was in a hot tub with me? GET NAKED 12. Do you like anal sex? HELL NO 13. Worst sexual experience you ever had? HE HAD A SMALL DICK 14. Best sexual experience you ever had? IT LASTED 2 DAYS 15. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me? GET NAKED
Word Of The Week
The word of the week is DEATH Death; a word that describes the excellent quality of something. When we got home we smoked the death buds
I Need You
Master's Need Of His Pets
Something woke me in the middle of the night. My throat was dry, so I slid out of bed and into my slippers, padding down the hall to the kitchen. After a glass of water I headed back to my room, and gasped sharply as I saw a dark shape dart away from me, down the hall toward the front door. I wasn't exactly scared, standing there staring as I tried to figure out if that had been real, or a trick of the shadows. I think it was just the shadows. There is movement again. A lot this time, and I know now for sure that something is there. I watched as a big black shape steps out of the hall, heading toward me. It looked like a man, although it was just big and inky. He had no face and there weren't any details to his clothing, but he was 3D, and as he shifted I could see the shape of his biceps and pecs. He was ripped, but slender, like one of those hottie actors. Like Brad Pitt or Val Kilmer. Or one of those professional swimmers – but I digress. His head tilted and I fe
Cameras Catch A Smile On Bill Belichick
FOXBOROUGH - Bill Belichick took off his headset, pulled his hood back on to shield him from the rain and wind and moved quickly in the direction of Eric Mangini for the most anticipated handshake in NFL history. Belichick didn't pull a mini-videocamera out of his pocket to give Mangini for the holidays. He didn't throw a plastic rat at him, although one did come flying out of the stands during the game and landed on the Jets sidelines, but not near Mangini. Belichick didn't punch Mangini, call him a traitor, flip him off, curse him out or ignore him as payback for humiliating him in the SpyGate scandal. He also couldn't run up the score on him. It was actually a pretty good handshake. Not real long, no man hugs, but long enough for Belichick to say, "Great game, Eric. Great game. Awesome." By Belichick standards, that's a speech. It made a lasting impression on Mangini. "I can't remember," he said of Belichick's words. "Good game or good luck or something like that." An
Re: Dhs Finalizing Spy Satellite Program To Watch Americans
RE: DHS Finalizing Spy Satellite Program To Watch Americans ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 20 Dec 2007, 18:17 DHS Finalizing Spy Satellite Program To Watch Americans The Department of Homeland security is forging ahead and finalizing plans to use a network of spy satellites for domestic surveillance despite the fact that the Congressional committee supposedly overseeing the program has had no update on it for over three months.
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Life Update Read It You Want To Know
good: I did very well on my testing for a job at the Bank of America customer service call center. bad: I failed the credit check, no job. good: my temp agency has an assignment for me bad: the place is closed for the next two weeks for holiday vacation. and the starting pay sucks good: .25 increase every 60 days up to $1 bad: the pay will still suck good: it is 3rd shift so days will still be free to look for better and it is cash flow
Sad News
Well all my dear friends...this will be my last day on here for awhile...i have some issues and will be with out the net for not sure when i will be back..but i'll try to pop on and let you know everything is alright...I WISH YOU ALL A MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A VERY HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!! GONNA MISS YOU ALL!! Much Love Kat
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blah blah blah blah blah, am so bored, blah blah blah. what ever can i do, holidays suk and blah blah blah, dont blah blah blah blah. was thinking of geting drunk anyone up for it blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah i is broke so someone has to pay lol
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I want to thank all who help me get off that nasty level 13, man i hate that number.
My Friends Need Help
**Important All My FUBAR Friends I Need Your Advice** Please Read-n-Vote On My Mumms It's About My Kitty Cat Help
Come With Me As Night Falls
After work last night I went to church for our third Wednesday night Advent service. The Children’s Choir comprised of fourth through sixth graders presented a skit called “Night Falls”, a retelling of the Christmas story from Luke 2 with literal effects. The skit’s title comes from one child dropping a poster with the word “NIGHT” on it weighted down with a brick as the performance began so “night falls”. The shepherds in the field race to Bethlehem (on your mark, get set, go) after Mary and Joseph go around town (the placard “TOWN”) to reach the inn and come to the manger (card “MANGER”) where Jesus is born. The way the skit is worded, it welcomes laughter while demonstrating that the meaning of Christmas isn’t limited by the story. After the service was over, I went with our youth group (seventh through twelfth graders) caroling. When they could focus, the kids seemed to prefer “Deck the Halls” among the three or four carols we’d sing at each house and giggle a bit at “Don w
Yule Tide Greetings
Merry Christmas! In September 1960, I woke up one morning with six hungry babies and just 75 cents in my pocket. Their father was gone. The boys ranged from three months to seven years; their sister was two. Their Dad had never been much more than a presence they feared. Whenever they heard his tires crunch on the gravel driveway they would scramble to hide under their beds. He did manage to leave $15 a week to buy groceries. Now that he had decided to leave, there would be no more beatings, but no food either. If there was a welfare system in effect in southern Indiana at that time, I certainly knew nothing about it. I scrubbed the kids until they looked brand new and then put on my best homemade dress, loaded them into the rusty old 51 Chevy and drove off to find a job. The seven of us went to every factory, store and restaurant in our small town. No luck. The kids stayed crammed into the car and tried to be quiet while I tried to convince who ever would listen that
Have You Ever?
have you ever been teased by someone,that you got the hots for,it damn near drives you out of your mind?Well,I have,and it is torture.And they call us females teases!BS!Grrrrrrrrrrrr,it is driving me up the wall!I dont think I can take this much longer.So I'm just gonna FUCK...take a cold shower,and not look at your damn pic!No,I wont,much as I want to!Not going to give you the satisfaction!GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!SO fucking frustrating!
Who knows what the tide could bring? Last night , TBS ran the movie "Castaway" starring Tom Hanks. Ironically it was the last movie, that my family as I knew it in 20001 rented. The Saturday that We rented the movie , It was my oldest son's baseball teams award picnic. The dragon had scheduled a hair appointment at some salon in Germantown. So I watched the kids at the house while I prepared BBQ Baked Beans and made homemade rolls with the bread machine. I got a call about 11:00 am from the dragon, saying hey the appointment is going longer than I expected I might be a little longer. Okay, No problem I said. Little did I know, the POS she was having her affair with was living in Germantown with his sister-in law. Well around 2:00pm she shows up, Her hair all perfect, The food is ready, and I gotten the kids in to clean up for the picnic. I hopped in the shower, got ready and we leave for the park by 3:00 pm. We do the socializing thing, the k
Unconditional Love Part 3
Unconditional love means to love and accept everyone as they choose to be and how they choose to live their lives. No one needs to be told they aren't liked or loved, but if their behavior is in appropriate, then they need to be told so. Using disapproving behavior to get approval never works and serious crimes are often a projection of self-abuse from past abuse. So it is having a compassion for people but know whether to love them up close or from a distance. Can you deal with those that are difficult to be around with love and compassion? If you can't it is because you are judging them and judgment is just a reflection of your own mirror image projected onto another. Again, The World Is Your Mirror.
Pay It Forward
Coffee customers "pay it forward" by paying for those behind By Christina Siderius Seattle Times staff reporter What started as a small gesture of holiday cheer Wednesday has, in 24 hours, grown to involve more than 500 coffee drinkers in a chain of giving in Marysville. At about 8 a.m. Wednesday, a woman purchasing a drink at a Starbucks drive-through at 3725 116th Street Northeast offered to buy the drinks for the customers in line behind her. She told the employee who was working the window to wish the folks happy holidays, and she drove away, said the store's assistant manager Michele Case. Those customers were so touched that they paid for the order of the folks behind them. Countless gingerbread lattes and peppermint mochas later, the spirit of reciprocity carried on. As of 8 a.m. today, the line of giving had grown to involve 490 customers picking up tabs for those next in line at the store's drive-through and lobby, said Case. Case said it shows that
I Love X-mas Time
To All My Sisters
To all of my sister. I gave everyone a tree for christmas. If for some reason I forgot to give you one just give me a shout. I will give you one. I don't want to leave anyone out. Love to all of you this holiday season! Stay safe and enjoy!! Love you all!! Free Comments & Graphics Free Comments & Graphics
Mutilated Lips
Mutilated Lips I lick my brain in silence rather squeeze my head instead midget man provoking violence listen not to what I said I said please calm it down everything is turning brown Mutilated lips give a kiss on the wrist of the worm like tips of tentacles expanding in my mind, I'm fine, accepting only fresh brine you can get another drop of this, yeah you wish... (REPEAT) Laughing lady living lover ooo you sassy frassy lassie find me the skull of Haile Sellase, I... give me shoes so I can tapsy tap all over this big world take my hand you ugly girl....
Reasons Why I Left
Well with the probs here on and off with the site, i got my dander up and wound up andno way to vent my feelings but to post on the here in my no avail no one said much exceptr a measely few who just said ok lol. so i mummed it and was told several times by several weird and rude pereps if i didnt like what was goin on to leave....after debating over and over i thought i would do a shock thing since i couldnt find a way that i could just hide my profile so when im gone for abreak i can hide mebbe just let my friends see me no one else lol. i just got fed up and delete my old profile and start over. So for those who knew me as Highly you still can....just for Xmas im Scrooged. errr scrooge
I Love This Song...
I know your eyes in the morning sun I feel you touch me in the pouring rain And the moment that you wander far from me I wanna feel you in my arms again And you come to me on a summer breeze Keep me warm in your love and then softly leave And its me you need to show Chorus: How deep is your love I really need to learn cause were living in a world of fools Breaking us down When they all should let us be We belong to you and me I believe in you You know the door to my very soul Youre the light in my deepest darkest hour Youre my saviour when I fall And you may not think I care for you When you know down inside That I really do And its me you need to show Chorus Repeat and fade
Looking In The Eyes Of Love
Looking in the Eyes of Love Profound, like a never-ending ocean Whose waves glisten in the sunlit sky Sweet, like fresh picked strawberries Whose syrupy essence tickles the taste buds Alluring, like a coy mistress Whose desire whispers in the night Secure, like shelter from the rain That shields you from jagged encounters Compassionate, like an affectionate parent Who teaches you right from wrong Optimistic, like a newborn baby Who sees the world through innocent eyes Blissful, like a hopeful young child Defeating the difficulty of learning how to ride a bike Love is... An emotion that cannot be depicted with words But must be felt in the depths of ones heart It takes over the body with a colossal force To experience the sensations love conveys Just gaze into your
Dec. 20th, 2007
I want to start off saying sorry to those that came by my page and rated so many of my pics in the past. I wish I had all the time in the world to rate all of yours as well. I feel rotten inside, like as if I have let down many of you. Don't ever take who ever you have for granted. Cherish them as much as you can all the time. You never know when you might mess up and lose them for good. **I want to wish you all Happy Holidays** ****AMELIA I LOVE YOU SOOOO MUCH**** Rate this blog people:D
Avoid Spam-sign Up For 10 Email
If you search the internet all the time like I do, you often find yourself visiting a site that you want to view content on, then click the link, only to find that you need to sign yourself up. Which of course, means you sign yourself up for 2000 other ads sent straight to your inbox. Now that most of us have spam blockers, or at least bulk or spam folders, it's a bit easier, but.....for a while now, I've been using ten minute mail. It's awesome! It allows to sign up for an e-mail account just by clicking a link-- no filling out a form, or giving you your true e-mail! (They hate spam too!). It's a real e-mail account! You can recieve and send messages just like a real one--but it only lasts for 10 minutes. After ten minutes your e-mail expires and you go back to having no account. Bye Bye spam!
Musical Phonetic Punctuation
Lets All Help Out? Thanks All
a friend needs help in a contest.. if you can help it would be great.. ty all last romantic. come on lets help him out
The Mollusk :)
Hey little boy, whatcha got there? kind sir it's a mollusk i've found did you find it in the sandy ground? does it emulate the ocean's sound? yes I found it on the ground emulating the ocean's sound bring forth the mollusk cast unto me let's be forever let forever be free Hey little boy come walk with me and bring your new found mollusk along does it speaketh of the trinity can it gaze at the sun with its wandering eye yes it speaks of the trinity casting light at the sun with its wandering eye bring forth the mollusk, cast unto me let's be forever let forever be free You see there are three things that spur the mollusk from the sand the waking of all creatures that live on the land and with just one faint glance, back into the sea the mollusk lingers, with it's wandering eye...
The Grobe
The Grobe sometimes the ones you hold so close can make you cry but it's a pain in the ass to let 'em go with a battered wish you hoped that the monkey wore a tie but it's no surprise to find he don't put the pointed pencil in the pepper-po and take a little sniff of the things below bring it to a boil and simmer low put the noodle on the griddle as it climbs the Grobe watch the worker shield his heart from the world outside didn't get a chance to let him know Alsace is spinning fast and wine mixed with the tide please don't let my brain explode put the pointed pencil in the pepper-po and take a little sniff of the things below bring it to a boil and simmer low put the noodle on the griddle as it climbs the Grobe
The Fruitcake Lady
Flutes Of The Chi
Flutes of Chi Everything that you are, that you'd like to be Will come in three, my friend Times thine inequity The flutes of the chi Will sound again, my friend Wrap yourself up in gold, The fruits of the old, Are ripe to be told, my friend For, it's not what you are, How you've come to be All this will will end and begin again (solos) Everything that you are, that you'd like to be Will come in three, my friend Times thine inequity, The flutes of the chi Will sound again, my friend
Life For Me
Hi I was thinking of my life today and realized I`ve had a great life, I have 3 wonderful sons, and great friends, I try to be there for every one when I can giving them support and love, they are the ones keeps me going. I came through cancer and happy about that, I have a different outlook on life now. I feel blessed
You Can Mark Today
Yesterday was the last day masturbated and i will no longer be doing such actions so if you want to criticize me be my guest as i don't read this anyhow
Fubar, Fun Or Just Plain Competition
Well as I sit here wondering the ups and downs and differences between fubar and myspace, I cant help but think that when you add the concept of earning something, you spoil the possbility for conversation. Fubar is great for adding pics and having so much happen when your online, but conversation seems to be at the expense of collecting the almighty point, or stash, or rate or mumms.. I messaged 100 people with a hello yesterday/how you doing/whats up/ happy holiday...... out of that I recived 15 responses. 15 % wow thats sad. out of the 15 4 said they were going offline, but you can still see their voting status on the mumms. mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm wonder why that is must be ghosts. its a real shame. if someone says hello to you or sends you a greeting, say something back, if your busy, working, cybering, collecting or just dont wanna talk, JUST SAY SO. even if your lieing which is common too:) LOL yep this site has no advantages over any other site. I just fi
Someday You will hear me sing a love song Someday I'll find a girl to call my own Bringing it all together Doing it on my own Walking hand in hand like lovers And if you wished upon the moon Then it maybe one day soon Sunday Monday Tuesday - is pizza day Bringing it all together Doing it on my own Walking hand and hand like lovers And if you wished upon the moon Then it maybe one day soon
The Grunt
This may be your finest hour, for you are about to meet a "grunt." Take off your cap, if you will, wave a flag, choke back a sob in your throat, wipe away a tear from your eye, for this is the man who is fighting your war. He is the Marine up front, the one who is sticking his nose in the mud each day, every day. He is the one who sees the enemy at 25 yards or less. He is the one who knows what it feels like to be shot at by small arms at close range. He is the one who dies a thousand times when the night is dark and the moon is gone. And he is the one who dies once and forever when an enemy rifle belches flame. If you have ever slogged through a sticky rice paddy or waded a stream carrying 200 rounds of ammunition, a rifle, several canteens and a pack with enough field rations, extra gear and spare clothing to last a week or more, you know why they call him a grunt. It's fairly obvious. But look at him well and know him, for he is really something. He wears, in dirty dignity
Horny Angel Auction
A Different Christmas Poem(please Read)
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some twenty years o
I Feel Like Whining Some More
I think I need to start working more regularly. Having a ton of time off between stores makes me not want to go back. Especially to do a store I don't like. We're counting a gift shop at this lodge. Now on the outside that sounds easy and small right? Yea. No. It has a lot of expensive stuff. A lot of breakable stuff. And we have a lot of clumsy people. It's just annoying mostly. It will be a short day I know that. And I know that we will probably be over staffed because hours are harder to come by... But I don't wanna go! *stomps foot* Blah. I should go make something to eat so I don't feel like crud later on. ...and no one came and tucked me in either. You all suck. :(
Words Of Wisdom From A True Friend
IF A MAN WANTS YOU If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he treat y
Why Is It Always Religion?
Many of you have seen the ads about the movie "the Golden Compass" or maybe you've seen the book. Today a friend from Ikebana school sent me an email asking me to boycott the book & movie because of the authors atheist views. Who cares what the authors views are if the story is entertaining? I read the first book and saw nothing about his views about religion and i look forward to seeing the adaptation of the movie. Enclosed is what I got and what I sent. From my friend: "The Golden Compass" movis is set to premier on December 7, during the Christmas season, and will probably be heavily advertised. This movie is based on the first book of a trilogy by atheist Philip Pullman. In the final book a boy and girl kill God so they can do as they please. Pullman left little doubt about his intentions when he said in a 2003 interview that "my books are about killing God." The movie is a watered down version of the first book and is designed to be very attractive in the hope
Shinedown - 45
Send away for a priceless gift One not subtle, one not on the list Send away for a perfect world One not simply, so absurd In these times of doing what you're told You keep these feelings, no one knows What ever happened to the young man's heart Swallowed by pain, as he slowly fell apart And I'm staring down the barrel of a 45 (45), Swimming through the ashes of another life (another life) No real reason to accept the way things have changed Staring down the barrel of a 45 Send a message to the unborn child Keep your eyes open for a while In a box high up on the shelf, left for you, no one else There's a piece of a puzzle known as life Wrapped in guilt, sealed up tight What ever happened to the young man's heart Swallowed by pain, as he slowly fell apart CHORUS Everyone's pointing their fingers Always condemning me And nobody knows what I believe I believe CHORUS And I'm staring down the barrel of a 45 (45), (And I'm) Swimming through the ashes o
A Message For Christmas & All Year Long
Well written It was the night Jesus came And all through the house, Not a person was praying, Not one in the house .. The Bible was left On the shelf without care, For no one thought Jesus would come there ... The children were dressing To crawl into bed, Not once ever kneeling Or bowing their head.. And Mom in the rocking chair With babe on her lap, Was watching the Late Show As I took a nap ... When out of the east There rose such a clatter, I sprang to my feet To see what was the matter ... Away to the window I flew like a flash, Tore open the shutters And lifted the sash .... When what to my wondering Eyes should appear, But Angels proclaiming That Jesus was here .... The light of His face Made me cover my head... Was Jesus returning Just like He'd said ... And though I possessed Worldly wisdom and wealth, I
Cognitive Distortions
In Feeling Good: The New Mood Therapy Revised and Updated, David Burns highlights 10 distorted thinking patterns that work against a healthy outlook on life. Distorted Thinking Patterns (Cognitive Distortions) All-Or-Nothing Thinking - You see things in black-and-white categories. If your performance falls short of perfect, you see yourself as a total failure. Overgeneralization - You see a single negative event as a never-ending pattern of defeat. Mental Filter - You pick out a single negative defeat and dwell on it exclusively so that your vision of reality becomes darkened, like the drop of ink that colors the entire beaker of water. Disqualifying the positive - You dismiss positive experiences by insisting they "don't count" for some reason or other. In this way you can maintain a negative belief that is contradicted by your everyday experiences. Jumping to conclusions - You make a negative interpretation even though there are no definite facts that convincingly support
For My Tyler And Dan-dan
Don't Get 2 Close (2 My Fantasy) (3:23) don't quiver little boy your daddy's with you now it won't be long anyhow it's just around the corner the destiny that i embrace with you don't get 2 close to my fantasy don't be afraid to clutch the hand of your creator stare into the lion's eyes and if u taste the candy you'll get 2 the surprise stay calm little dreamer and drift off into dreams the gentle kiss of night is better than it seems it's just around the corner close your eyes and soon you'll be with me
Bring Him Home Santa
They are; Mothers, Fathers, Brothers, Sisters, Aunts and Uncles, They are our American Soldiers and they need to be remembered during this holiday season... They paid the Ultimate Sacrifice: Please take a moment to remember them when you are with your family this year. Pray for their safe return to their families.. LCPL G****** USMC prior Service
I"m In A Contest
I entered a silly contest, best photoshop picture staring Big Ben. I have severl in it, some are NSFW, every thing from funny to gross, be warned, lol. If you got a minute or two would appreciate you stopping by and rating and commenting on it. My fav is the one below. Thanks
What Bikers Believe
Harley-Davidson: Live by itAdd to My Profile | More Videos HELL YEAH!!!!
Springtheme (3:00) good morning my love the skies are clearing up today can i kiss you on the boob like i did yesterday? u let me in u let me sin u made me cry u got me high can i touch u in the nude? u lookin' really good in bed how come u ain't talkin' like we was yesterday wake up little wakeup got somethin' to say don't move a muscle i'm gettin' dressed and i can't stay
How Can I Feel You:
I Can Feel You... You're far away, but, I can feel you. You exist in my every breath, in every beat of my heart, adding a spectacular sizzle in all the right places. Even when I close my eyes, I see your face and feel the fire of your caress. Your presence is a tangible thing... yet as hard to grasp as the air. I reach for you, but you elude me. Still, I can feel you; the softness of a petal, a warm wind on my cheek, a ray in my vision, a distant light that ever draws me near.
The Boy Next Door (dedicated To The Love Of My Life)
The Boy Next Door A short time can feel like a life time When I met you, it felt like I knew you With a small hello and no empty line You stole my heart and made it new I can see how we could have been If we were kids growing up together Experiencing the firsts, the good to the sin It’s as if I can say remember how we were My soul recognized yours from the start It’s seems we were always meant to be I give you my life, body and heart Because of everything you are and what you mean to me It’s as if my past has changed Your footprints are now in the before You have always been with me You have always been the Boy Next Door
Dude, He's The Stallion
The Stallion Pt. 3 (3:30) mach 10 at sudden speed flying into the wind now i'm flowing at my feet something of likeness to you now i spotted you in the sun i called your name from a distance i knew you were the one i called again i do declare i can float in the air and with some love from above don't caress the weasel and don't fall too soon don't seek the blood from the panther don't take a trip to you soon i'm the one helding the time back from the sun as i scope the lobe i am the one who controls the sun and i know that things will pass as time elapses time elapsing through the sound of you; and the things we could do just think of the master trying to fool the blastman check the cards at the table scream softly you are able to see the sign of thine self as throughout the ages of time things u thought weren't going to climb the mountain see the sun touch the waves of the earth feel the grass softly and don't think for the one you know i am - screa
~ Christmas Lights To Carol Of The Bells ~
My Newest Stuff
Magic: Sometimes I sleep while the nations roll round, Mimicking bravery, muffling the sound Of unspeakable slavery... Sometimes I weep as the voice in the sky Whispers the reasons I ought not to die, Murmurs of treason, And fades to a sigh. Hesitance followed me, painfully lingering Wrapped round the dreams I was painfully fingering Wrapped round the fire that was slowly receding Wrapped round my life who lay painlessly bleeding. I lived alone when I'd no one to tell. I was my own and I built my own cell. Harsh, stark, and dim, wherein no man could hear me - Wherein no cry could reach me, wherein no sun could sear me. Many men knew me, or saw, or perceived me. Many men loved me, and fewer believed me. Their lives were insane, their faces were tragic, And I went on wandering, searching for magic. The road was my heaven - fair, far, and free, And there I imagined that I ought to be What anyone dared to desire of me. ...Fighting with lies, bathed in goodb
Tender Situation
Tender Situation state this ache as the final break tender situation - create a good illusion feel the grip of your slavation this is indeed a tender situation make a move man state your case taste the waste man taste the waste what is your place in my glorification yeah this is really a tender situation get off the pot man shake and bake taste the waste boy taste the waste pump it up or stray from that old station yeah dude this is really a tender situation
~ Christmas Crazy Lights To Wizards Of Winter & Others~
hehe I am sure the neighbors LOVE the Strobe lights lol Crazy Christmas Lights synchronized to the Trans-Siberian Orchestras "Wizards in Winter" and "O Come All Ye Faithful/O Holy Night". Programmed by dj Dan (Dan Brateris), Brian Brateris, Matt Pinnella, and Trevor Ferguson. Merry Christmas!!!
Cognitive Therapy
What is Cognitive Therapy? Robert Westermeyer, Ph.D. The word "cognitive" or "cognition" means "to know" or "to think". Therefore, cognitive therapy is viewed as a "psychological treatment of thoughts." Simply, cognitive therapy operates under the assumption that thoughts, beliefs, attitudes and perceptual biases influence what emotions will be experienced and also the intensity of those emotions. Cognitive Therapy was pioneered by Aaron Beck, M.D. for the treatment of depression. Dr. Beck and other researchers have developed methods for applying cognitive therapy to other psychiatric problems, such as panic, anger control problems and substance abuse. This form of therapy has received considerable research support, especially with regard to depression. The view that our thoughts influence our emotions and behavior is hardly new. In fact, the origins of this idea can be traced back to the Stoic philosophers, namely Epictetus, who wrote, "Men are disturbed not by things,
~ Christmas Lights 3 From Tso Wizards Of Winter ~
I love them lights on the yard deal :)
Ghost Of A Chance
Like a million little doorways All the choices we made All the stages we passed through All the roles we played For so many different directions Our separate paths might have turned With every door that we opened Every bridge that we burned Somehow we find each other Through all that masquerade Somehow we found each other Somehow we have stayed In a state of grace I don't believe in destiny Or the guiding hand of fate I don't believe in forever Or love as a mystical state I don't believe in the stars or the planets Or angels watching from above But I believe there's a ghost of a chance we can find someone to love And make it last... Like a million little crossroads Through the back streets of youth Each time we turn a new corner A tiny moment of truth For so many different connections Our separate paths might have made With every door that we opened Every game we played Somehow we find each other Through all that masquerade Somehow we found ea
Because I Am Girl.....
this song reall broke my heart... i cried this song for about 100times.... our language.....
A Heart
a heart will love when it wants to giving you hope 'spite all you do a heart will hope even when blue for her return back home to you a heart will cry cause shes not true bleeding inside when she hurts you a heart will die as it will do without that love that once loved you
Big Beautiful Freak
I am starting a grop B.B.F. The Big Beautiful Freaks. If you are as freaky as i am then this is a group for u. If you are proud that u are sexy sedutive and as nasty as u wanna be then holla at me. Y should we be judged cause we like it nasty. Rules: 1)you have to be level 10 or greater. 2)must have a pic of ur self in ur albums 3)you must inter act with other members 4)don't be shy to tell the most freakest thing u have done So u wanna join you must mail me first and tell me y you should be a member and last of all put B.B.F Member in your name
~ Christmas Lights - Tso - Another One Using Queen Of The Winter Night ~
Christmas lights set to the music of Queen of the Winter Night by Trans-Siberian Orchestra.
Sweet Memories....
my sister love this song.....
In The Arms Of An Angel - American Soldiers Tribute
Remember the ones that didn't make it home for Christmas, they paid the Ultimate Sacrifice for Freedom.. Remember them On Christmas day. LCPL G****** USMC Prior Service
Are People On This Site Illiterate?
are people on here illiterate? i can't even tell what half the mummms i read sare supposed to say! i read someone's profile earlier who is supposedly a comic book writer or artist or whatever and there were spelling errors all over the page! seriously, how do these idiots exist in the world? ok. that's all.
Gingerbread Cookies
1/2 C. butter, softened 1/2 C. honey 1/2 C. black strap molasses 1/4 t. ground cloves 1/4 t. nutmeg 1/2 t. cinnamon 2 inch piece of fresh grated ginger 1/2 t. bakg soda disolved in 1/4 C. warm water 2 and 3/4 C. whole wheat flour Cream the butter honey and molasses together well. Add the spices and mix. Add the baking soda/water mixture. Stir in the flour. Chill the dough at least 4 hours. Then roll on a lightly floured surface to 1/4 inch thick. Use cookie cutters to cut into shapes. Place on greased cookie sheet (or parchment lined cookie shet) at 325 degrees for 15-20 minutes. * To make these vegan, just use soy margerine instead of butter.
Sicilian Pasta Salad Piccata
2 c Rotini macaroni, uncooked 1 lb Chicken breasts, boneless -and skinned 1/2 c Dry white wine 1/2 c Water 1/3 c Olive oil or vegetable oil 2 tb White wine vinegar 2 tb Lemon juice 2 Cloves garlic, minced 1/2 ts Salt 1/4 ts Coarsely ground black pepper 1 1/2 c Thinly sliced sweet red -pepper, cut in 2-inch -lengths 1/2 c Chopped fresh parsley 1/2 c Sliced green onion 2 tb Capers Cook pasta according to package directions; drain. Rinse with cold water to cool quickly; drain well. In a small saucepan, place chicken breasts; cover with wine and water. Simmer, uncovered, about 20 minutes or until done; discard liqui
Well Some Net People Omg
Ya know you really gotta laugh about some of the things that people say after they have run around the net looking for your pics. I have heard some terrible things about me and a few friends and it is like this get a life. Dont worry about me. If you dont like who i am or how i look dont look. Anyway thats about all i have to say about that.
~ Christmas Lights - Tso From Andy Rasmussen ~
Andy Rasmussen has synched his Christmas lights to the music of the Trans-Siberian Orchestra.
~ Christmas Lights Chillicothe, Tx Mad Russian Tso ~
Graham Family Christmas light animation in Chillicothe, TX Chillicothe Christmas show
Merry Christmas Tribute To The American Soldier
Always in my Heart, thinking of you all... Merry Christmas LCPL G****** USMC prior service.
~ Another Light Show Using Queen Of The Winter Night - Trans-siberian Orchestra ~
Shrimp Sauce With Linguine
1/4 c Extra virgin olive oil 2 Bay leaves 2 Tbsp Fresh squeezed lemon juice 1/2 lb Rock shrimp or small prawns -- shelled 1/2 tsp Dried rosemary 1/2 tsp Dried oregano 3/4 lb Fresh linguine 1 tsp Paprika - sweet or hot 1/2 tsp Salt 1/4 tsp Cayenne pepper 2 c fresh spinach leaves -- cut into chiffonade 8 medium garlic cloves -- minced 2 Roma tomatoes -- cut into 1/4″ pieces 1/2 lb Butter Freshly grated Parmesan Cheese for garnish 1. In a food processor bowl equipped with steel blade, puree to a paste the olive oil, lemon juice, rosemary, oregano, paprika, salt,cayenne, and garlic. Stop the motor a couple of times, and scrape down the sides of the work bowl with a spatula to m
~ Christmas Lights - Tso - Queen Of The Winter Night ~
~ Christmas Lights Timed To Music ~
Christmas Lights Timed To Music - The most popular videos are here
Don’t Forget The Gift Tags
Don’t forget the gift tags: I’m feeling a bit frazzled. I’ve been running my last-minute Christmas errands. You’re probably in the same boat as me. Unfortunately, it is easy to overlook things when you’re in a rush. I often find out too late that I’ve forgotten to buy enough gift tags. At this point, the pickings will be slim at the stores. So, why not make your own gift tags? You can do it the old-fashioned way. Or, you can visit today’s Cool Site and print up some tags. There are many different designs. You can even fill them out before you print them! That means you have a little more time to enjoy the Christmas season with your family. TO VISIT , GO HERE:TODAY'S COOL SITE
It's A Wonderful Life. (and It Sucks)
[original post from late December 2007] [this was deleted - the people that know, know... the people that don't, can read my minsday blogs - - for the whole sick story. I chose to delete this, because I don't want reminders of how miserable I was last year, on my blogs here anymore, especially things regarding my daughter. I have a hard enough time just seeing her, and I don't need to be reminded all the time of how insane it was back then. We choose our state of mind, and I choose to be happy, dammit. If anyone really wants to know, just ask me, I'll tell you, or show you the blogs - they're saved on my PC.] ♥ Rob
On Air Today - Turn Me On!!!
I'm On air today!!!! My DJ Schedule will actually begin this Tuesday from 3:00 PM EST to 6:00 PM EST.  My regular schedule as of right now will be every Monday, Tuesday & Wednesday from 3:00PM EST to 6:00PM EST.  So I hope you get a chance to tune in! Just click on the banner link below to go to the site :)  You can find all the info you need on that page.  If you need help, just IM me!!  All of my IMs are on my MySpace page :) This station plays all kinds of rock!!  Doesn't matter if it's Modern Rock or Classic Rock... you can request it anytime, any day!!!  And you can request directly from the website!!!  All you have to do is go to the main page and click on "Our Schedule" on the left (top link).  Find the DJ name, and click on it.  Once that page is loaded, click on the link that says My Playlist.  Find the song in the list... then click Request and fill out your name and dedication :) I hope you come visit us!!
The Sky Angel Cowboy…
The Sky Angel Cowboy… The Sky Angel Cowboy! Since posting this audio it has taken on a life of its own. People are forwarding it all over the world. Some corrections… We originally said Logan was 12. He actually turned 13 in August, so we don’t want to deprive him of such a big birthday. Logan listens to us (89.3 KSBJ which broadcasts from Houston, TX) on Sky Angel because he lives on a ranch in a very small town in Nebraska. He called us distraught because he had to take down a calf. His words have wisdom beyond his years. Listen to what Logan had to say… A huge thanks to Frank Lazano the Media Director at Velencia Hills Community Church in California. He took the phone call from Logan and created this flash presentation. If you are out of the area you can listen our great Christian Music online as well at We have had reports of radio stations playing Logan… If you are from a radio station please email us so we can keep track of where Logan has been.

Fix That Kid A Drink
I read a story in the Houston Chronicle the other day about a recently released study on teenage drinking. The article was your standard missive about how the country is going to Hell on a Hell-shuttle because teenagers are—shudder—drinking alcohol. In order to prevent teen drinking, Fred Becker of the Becker Institute in Carlsbad offers the following advice: “If a parent really wants to make a good impression on a child, take all the booze you have in the house and put it somewhere.” Whoa, hold on a minute there. It already is somewhere. It’s in the booze cabinet. If I put it somewhere else, then that’ll be the place where the booze is. Will I have to put it somewhere else again? Or is he suggesting I should spirit the spirits out of the house entirely? Like maybe rent a storage unit so that every time I want to make myself a goddamn drink, I gotta drive out to a storage unit to access my stash? Becker also said that parents should “stop drinking in front of their kids.” I
50 Things All Men/boyfriends/husbands Should Know
1. Saying "I love you" immediately before, during, or following sex doesn't count. 2. Real men drive stick shift. 3. I will leave if you lie. 4. You are cute in raglan-sleeved T-shirts (two-toned baseball undershirts). 5. I'm convinced I'm pregnant and obsess about it for a minimum of 24 to 48 hours before my period, even when I have no rational reason to think so. 6. I love it when you hug me from behind and whisper in my ear. 7. "Fine" is never an appropriate response when I ask you how I look. 8. Most of the time when I fantasize, it's about you. 9. I'm terrified of becoming my mother, even though I admire her. 10. I get turned on simply seeing that I have an e-mail from you. 11. I expect you to call me. 12. Only rock stars are allowed to wear leather pants. 13. I'm scared of losing my independence. 14. I'm more forgiving of you than I really should be. 15. Oral sex is your get-out-of-the-doghouse-free card. Manolo Blahnik shoes also do the
Awww Man....
So a guy post this as a mumm... I replied.. see reply.. Then he gets in my shoutbox.. Tries to talk idiot to me and I don't speak idiot.. Then he blocks me (I guess?) leaves me a profile comment... In which he CALLS ME STUPID... LMAO.. WOW...I'm impressed...I laughed..figured you might too...
White Women Twice
I probably never mentioned this before, but I think I was a black man in a former life. Not that I'm a big believer in reincarnation. Nor do I have any particular black tendencies, if such things exist. Yet I have a connection to American blacks that I cannot explain. And that connection is this: Whenever I am exposed to anything related to the black holocaust in America, I experience a deep physical response. Don't get me wrong, I despise, as you probably do, all the oppressions throughout the ages—the concentration camps, the Crusades, the systematic slaughter of Native Americans and slavery are all equally repugnant to me on an intellectual level. However, for some inexplicable reason, the simple act of thinking about, reading or watching anything about the black holocaust injects dark venom into my bloodstream that causes all sorts of disturbing, sometimes violent, physical reactions within me that other oppressions do not. It was a Salon article that recounted the history
Looney Toons
Bugs Bunny was sitting at the end of the bar drinking a Caratini (gin, vermouth and carrot juice). Elmer Fudd sat beside him chewing on a cigar and pounding Buds. He was spraying Bugs with dark brown spittle and talking about guns and hunting. Bugs knows that Elmer is a buffoon. But Elmer has his ear and is talking about the classic Winchester rifle and his first Daisy B.B. Gun. Then he starts spouting the virtues of the Aryan Nation and how Rabbits are taking over, and disturbing property values. As would anyone, Bugs became unnerved. A lot of folks running around in bars have a propensity for chewing your ear with mindless banter, or tampering with your safety. Elmer did both. As Lou Reed said: "You gotta be careful who you sit next to in a bar these days." So Bugs, in his infinite wisdom, reached beneath his stool, pulled out an anvil, and dropped it on Elmer’s head… Problem solved. Do you know why Bugs Bunny always wins in his conflicts? Why he always defeats his
Oh Noes!!!!
I thought snow was supposed to fall down. Someone's disrupted the laws of gravity. We're all doomed!!!!
My Highlander..
He makes me laugh when im feelin blue His eyes put the pitter patter all the way thru to the heart and my soul When the skies seem gloomy and grey his voice causes all that to disipate and go away His heart so warm and full of love filled with compassion beyond the outer limits of love Hes found a part of me hes freed not knowingly I love this man so its been told for all time and ill never let go So Highlander know this from me to you- Hun I'll always love you for you being you...
Best Wishes
I wish you all a Merry X-mas and a good start into the new year 2008!!! LOVE YA ALL... Just for you the best christmas-song ever...
One beautiful December evening Pedro and his girlfriend Rosita were sitting by the side of the ocean. It was a romantic full moon, when Pedro said, "Hey, mamacita, let's do Weeweechu." Oh no, not now, let's look at the moon!" said Rosita. Oh, c'mon baby, let's you and I do Weeweechu. I love you and it's the perfect time," Pedro begged. "But I wanna just hold your hand and watch the moon." replied Rosita Please, corazoncito, just once, do Weeweechu with me." Rosita looked at Pedro and said, "OK, one time, we'll do Weeweechu." Pedro grabbed his guitar and they both sang..... "Weeweechu a Merry CHRISTmas, Weeweechu a Merry CHRISTmas, Weeweechu a Merry CHRISTmas, and a Happy New Year."
Lmfao You Rock Andrew
there once was a girl named Kat, she chased me around with a bat, so i fed her some gin and thought I could win but she finaly cought up with the bat.
A Poem I Wrote A Long Time Ago.
Prison When there is a love that just can’t be The love is a prison of which you can’t break free My love for you could reach the stars But still I’d find these prisons bars The sentence I serve is always hard Because you are the one from which I’ve been barred I hide my feelings god know where But the pain in my heart is always there Made for each other is what we are But we’re never together always so far The Sentence When there is a love that should never have been The love is pain again and again My love for you reached the stars But now I’ve found those prisons bars The sentence I’m serving God its hell But for you all is well All you wanted is to be free And I get this hell that you’ve left for me
Mind Of Me
I may seem like you, on the outside you see, but in my mind is what i am, its the pain and sorrow thats woven me! I've hidden it for so long, its impossible to learn, unles you look into my eyes, and see the love I yearn. my mind so much like a desert, so dry, and filled with death, the more I walk, the more I run, the more I'm out of breath... to leave this place is all I want, to leave and live my life, I want to live up there with you, and forget all of this strife... my mind is so desolate, so twisted from fear and pain, you'r the only one who can save me, and give this desert its much needed rain!
One Day
There are many thoughts and fantasies Wandering in my head. While I dream about you, And when I am asleep in my bed, I wish many things. I wish with no fear That right here beside me You would be here. I wish you could tell me In person every day Just how much you love me. And never would we say To go our separate ways. It would just break my heart To have to know That we were apart. A dream can go Where a wish cannot. A dream can bring true What a wish never thought. When I dream about you You’re holding my hand. My feelings for you; These I had never planned. Gazing at the stars On a dark, cold night, We utter sweet words Under the pale moonlight. If you were here beside me, I could look at you. It would all come together; That you are my dream come true. I am smiling as I realize That although we are apart, It is only in body; Never in heart. I hate not having you here, But I know that some day, Fate will bring us together And never pus
Matthew Paris
for those who are confused, my friend was wrongfully taken from this world do to a horrible car crash back in march. final court date was today... well the verdict is in my opinion is out right bull shit! 18 months for dui/manslaughter! 10 years w/ 9 suspended for manslaughter and 12 for the dui w/ a few suspended! i'm outraged! i mean what is this country coming to. lil kim got a worse sentence (in my opinion) then that for lying to the police. she got 366 days! the time dosn't match the crimes!! come on america! your fucking up!! justice has failed not only matthew but also everyone he left behind! i can only hope he fucks up when he gets released and gose right back in for the rest of his time and also become someones bitch!! now thats justice!!! so if u read this do me a favor... light some candles and send some love to the ones you have lost and not forgotten. they're still with you! with love, nicky
Help Me Gank Her From Myspace.
Hey everyone. Stop by and say hi to my old shit talking friend from myspacae from long time ago.
60 Second Poem
sittin in the dark, its blindingly black... my blade in hand, the patience i lack, to just cut so accurately, ive never done before, to just cut wildly. seems more.. more like me, just cut until i bleed blood covers my everything, your love is all i need...
One kiss, one touch... these are the things I long for. the miles between us conspire to prevent me from making them become reality no matter the distance, i will come to you. there is no reason that stands to keep us apart. there is only love for you in my heart the first moment that i get to touch your face, i will never forget. a soft caress of your skin reveals to me your beauty within. until i get to see you, my mind goes in circles, trying to make sense of how strong is this thing. i know on your finger, belongs a ring
we've not yet kissed but i feel like i've done it a thousand times your lips are so soft and inviting the taste of love is upon them to not yet kiss you is to invite madness in my dreams, i've kissed you often like rose petals your lips are so soft the ardor of our love intensifies with each new kiss, it grows stronger i never knew love could be so powerful the day i first kiss you will be the first day of my life i will have not lived until i see your eyes gaze longingly into mine then close, as we share our first kiss
Sept. 24 Was The Day...
Blades pass through the skin, the pain it seems so pointless, like a fly in temptation's web, struggling seems so worthless. Blood rushes down your arm, it leaks from wrist to wrist, the pain you crave is back again, with the scars youve oh so missed. your blade it lies, in your motionless hand, your tears they are dried, like the dryest of sand. at school the next day, people wonder what is wrong, but he shakes his head and smiles and says, "nothing, just singing my song" but he knows whats wrong, and so does the girl of his dreams, she snatched his heart and crushed it, and ripped it at the seams...
N.a.p Not A Real Family
Hello, I'm just sending you a message to tell you that I will no longer be a member of the N.A.P family. I had gotten really sick & was in the hospital for about 2 weeks, I had let Chief Donnie know about my sickness & had asked him to let Robin & Sweet know bout my health problem, which is really serious. When i got outta the hospital & back home I seen that my position as "Spirit Mother" was given away with out any notice. I have talked with Sweet & she seems to think I did something wrong by being hospitalized. But like I said their is no computers in the hospital & as soon as i could I got a friend to bring me a laptop to let someone on here know what happened to me but even with my illness they really dont even care now i'm getting told that she is a better "spirit mother" anyways.. so have fun with the so called "family" heads up tho if you get sick they will turn their backs on you. All they really care about is adding people to their "family" but they have alot to learn on what
Russian Roulette
lets play a game, let us see who wins, Grab that gun, and put only one bullet in. You spin the Chamber, the Game has started, My real question waiting, whos body will be carted, away from this place, with one hole through the head, with their brains in a bucket, their body lay lifeless and dead, You put the gun to your head, You close your eyes, you pull the trigger, and to your surprise, youve past your turn, and now on to the next, you hand me the gun, your face i detest, i spin the chamber, i care not of death, i ready my finger, and take one last breath, i pull the trigger, and i open my eyes, why, oh why was this such a surprise, to have escaped that easy, would have been sin in itself, so why not just wait out the pain, instead of killing myself? a permanent solution, to a temporary pain, by doing all that, what would i gain, to burn in hell, with demons and the sort, where russian roulette, has 6 bullets, not just one!
God Father Return Luv
I Want to give Special Thanks to all the tight knit family /friends /fans that made this all happen with me & for me . I want to think everyone for the fun & friendships. i look forward to all the fun to come with everyone. I',m looking forward to keep give back the love forsure . Here's 4 of the Top Families that i can say have awesome friends as well that give luv to their family members . ~CONFEDERATE BOMBERS FAMILY OF FUBAR ™©~~HOME OF THE~GIT-R-DONE REBELS BOMBSQUAD~ MIZZ SHADY LEADER OF SHADYS POSSE S*U*P* Club F.A.R. Official Home Page DSC HOME
I Can Only Imagine-mercy Me
Awww F**k, It's Christmas Again?!?!?!
My sister and her husband, both well-to-do individuals.....have gone "Balls to the Walls" this Christmas and to be honest....I feel a little insignificant when it comes to my sons gifts. I purchased a TON of Under Armour gear (several hundred dollars)for my son, and a new riding helmet......a wake board, a nice knife and several things from Abercrombie and Fitch, not to mention, the ever popular Old Navy. My son is doing good so far. He doesn't ask for much which is why we feel compelled to be ridiculous around the holidays. He is an Honor Roll student, he plays sports 3/4 of the year and although he finds girls cute...he is very vocal in his speech's to them "I HAVE NO TIME FOR YOU". sister and her hubby, who love my son as their own (A story I might share some other time) proceeded to purchase the following items because Joshua "deserves" them: This game goes with the 360 he just got a month ago. This pitching machine goes with the batting cage that hi
Moped And The Ferrari
An elderly man, on a Moped, looking about 100 years old, pulls up next to a doctor at a street light. The old man looks over at the sleek shiny car and asks, "What kind of car ya got there, sonny?" The doctor replies, "A Ferrari GTO. It cost half a million dollars!" "That's a lot of money," says the old man. "Why does it cost so much?" "Because this car can do up to 320 miles an hour!" states the doctor proudly. The Moped driver asks, "Mind if I take a look inside?" "No problem," replies the doctor. So the old man pokes his head in the window and looks around. Then, sitting back on his Moped, the old man says, "That's a pretty nice car, all rig ht...But I'll stick with my Moped!" Just then the light changes, so the doctor decides to show the old man just what his car can do. He floors it, and within 30 seconds the speedometer reads 160 mph. Suddenly, he notices a dot in his rear view mirror. It seems to be getting closer! He slows down to see what it cou
The Trouble Has Started Already Lol
My ex's mother recently moved in with them, and already they are having issues lol. Her mom doesn't think Sue feeds him enough lol. This gonna be fun to watch lol. I can't wait until they have Steve sleeping on the couch and her Mom in the bed. Yes his name is also Steve lol. Oh and before they moved, her mom hit a tree at the old house and smashed the back of her car. The woman has hit the tree with at least 6 different cars lol.
Crying The Blues Lmao
once again i have a free weekend and its so close to christmas i dont know what to do. my ex-bitch(sorry if that affends) is takeing the kids, my little brother is probably going back to jail so no party at his place. so like usaul i'll be all dressed up and have nowhere to go. i was thinking nightclub but i dont want to go alone and my other brothers are busy and taken so that wont work. i would go to shippensburg to do this tat ive been putting off cause the lady im doing it for wants to fuck me but im not looking to get laid just to have fun plus she already had my brother while his girlfriend was next door at my cuz's. i would ask someone here but again one im shy and two no one ever wants too. so i guess its another drunken weekend in my room unless someone might want to hang out well i vented enough for right now FUCK ok now its enough
From This Moment!!
Our Wedding song!!AUG.28,1999
come check out my lounge the woods enter at your own risk thanks to my good friend dj mystik
My So-called Life
About an hour ago I was told my grandmother was put in a group home and that it would be pointless sending a christmas card, or anything for for that matter to her because she has no idea who i am....still I put the card with the others to be sent out today. It is almost impossible imagining her without memories of me...even at the age of 92. I am so angry with my family for allowing my grandma to be taken...from her home for over 50 years...not to live with other family members (what family does...) fuck no, let strangers take care of her in a strange place...i am so ashamed of my family. When she passes, I will have no reason or interest to ever speak to them again. I wasnt told till now because the family always hated me because i was my grandpa and grandma favorite grandchild. I am the last Francisco, but truth be told i was the favorite because i was all they had left of their only son....who was their favorite child. He died at the age of 23. I know just a baby. My grand
Twas The Night Before Spanksgiving
It was the night before Spanksgiving and all through the dungeon Not a subbie was stirring, cause Sadist Claus was comin', The floggers were hung by the chimney with care, In hopes that Sadist Claus would use them when he finally got there The subbies all snuggled together in bed While visions of naughty spankings danced in their heads The dungeon was quiet, you could hear a whip crack, Then a window opened and he pulled in his sack His bag of toys being tugged caused such a clatter The subbies stayed still for they knew better than to get out of bed and run over to Him for the punishment then would be quite grim. Sadist Claus looked over, mentally making a note Sorting the good subs from bad, as He unbuttoned His coat. When, what to His wondering eyes should appear, but a smart ass subbie wearing underwear!!! She shivered and looked at Him pleading with her eyes Slowly she slid the panties down her thighs Faster than lightning, He crossed the floor firmly grabbed
Happy Hour At 11am Cst 12/21
Hey im gonna do my first happy hour tomorrow at 11am CST so I hope everyone can be around then! Happy Holidays everyone! xoxo -cotton
4 Years
"I'd withstand all of hell to hold your hand." Another year has passed without Tracen. I tell myself each time that I won't let this date make me fall apart, and each time, I am crushed. I laid in bed crying uncontrollably this morning with my daughter wiping my tears and asking why I was so sad. How do you tell a three year old that a piece of you is missing? Or how much it kills you to look at her face and wonder what if? I'm trying so hard to keep it all together when I have every reason not too. It's just so overwhelming that I can't catch my breath.
A Womans Worth
Only You--the Platters
Who I Am!
My name is mina i am 36 years old. I have four children and 4 grand children. I have tatoo's and i love them all. If you look at them you will learn my life. That is how i see it. I love to write poetry and do have some published. I am into all sport wear to play them or watch them. I love the out doors and anything to do with the out doors. I am single but not sure if i am looking for anything as in the past nothing but headacks. I have raised my children by myself and i am very pround of this. My children are my #1 and i live for them. If you don't like what you have read then i will say it simple. MOVE ON!!!!!
You know your kinky when .......... = you keep fake hanging plants around the house ,just so your mother will never know what the ceiling hooks are really for. = You have more toys then your kids = You take up macrame,just learn some new knots . = You have a locksmith on speed dial =You try to get arrested, just for the handcuffs, body search and time in a cage . =Your kids ask if they can borrow your costumes for halloween. = Your body piercings set off the metal detector at the court house. = You spend more time on your knees then a catholic priest = Getting tattooed and pierced is merley forplay =Someone tries to talk you out od a blind date saying he is sick and sadistic and you say "God I hope so " = You can accuratley convert horsepower to # of ponygirls harnessed = Some one calls your wife a slut and you thank them. = You need to rent a u-haul to get all your toys to the play party. =Your toilet seat is leather = You call people
Today is the anniversary of my wife's death...hopefully she found the peace and comfort in death that she couldn't have in life. I pray she's happy with the children and the direction they are going. Take the time to cherish those you care about while they still can return the love....once it's's gone. Take the time to tell someone that you do care and if at all possible try and perform a random act of'd be surprised at the positive ripple effect it can cause.... Those are the thoughts and ramblings of this grumpy old man for the day.... Stay well, One love and God bless to all!
Your The One
Christmas? Bah-fucking-humbug!! (work Rant)
Well, the last bit o' Christmas Spirit I had just went down the fucking toilet, and I've officially joined the haters club. Work did it specifically...I, right now anyway, have the boss from Hell. We have a technician that checks patients into the doc's office (I work as an Optician for a local eyeglass place), who's one of the mildest people I've ever met...tamer than even ME at times (and if you know me, that's saying something) and he somehow managed to piss her off! I've never seen Angela angry...never in the 5 years I've worked with her...and now she's in a rant whenever he's around. It's un-fucking-believeable! He's pissy around everyone right now...he's even to some degree on MY shit list (which is short...I don't feel there's a point in keeping one) for an incident involving helping a customer when I was all alone on the sales floor, and I put a phone call on hold. It's funny how philosophies change over a 5 year period...for 5 years he's been drilling me to "stay with
Zeitgeist: A German term meaning "spirit of the time." It refers to the moral and intellectual trends of a given era.
They Can't Get Anything Right
The Weather Channel is predicting a snowfall today of 2 to 4 inches. I think they are grossly underestimating that .... again! There was about 2 inches of snow on the ground at 9AM and it has been coming down pretty heavy and steady all day. Unless it is melting that fast (which I doubt since it is 30 degrees right now) we are probably going to me more in the neighborhood of 6 inches. And it doesn't look like it is going to be turning into rain this afternoon either, like they said it was.
Good One!
One day, when a seamstress was sewing while sitting close to a river, her thimble fell into the river. When she cried out, the Lord appeared and asked, 'My dear child, why are you crying?' The seamstress replied that her thimble had fallen into the water and that she needed it to help her husband in making a living for their family. The Lord dipped His hand into the water and pulled up a golden thimble set with sapphires. 'Is this your thimble?' the Lord asked The seamstress replied, 'No.' The Lord again dipped into the river. He held out a golden thimble studded with rubies. 'Is this your thimble?' the Lord asked. Again, the seamstress replied, 'No.' The Lord reached down again and came up with a leather thimble. 'Is this your thimble ?' the Lord asked. The seamstress replied, 'Yes.' The Lord was pleased with the woman's honesty and gave her all three thimbles to keep, and the seamstress went home happy. Some years later, the seamstress was walking with her husband
Smoke Gets In Your Eyes
Up North!!
Just How It Is I Guess
Loving you Isnt the right thing to do How can I ever change things That I feel If I could Maybe Id give you my world How can i When you wont take it from me You can go your own way Go your own way You an call it Another lonely day You can go your own way Go your own way Tell me why Everything turned around Packing up Shacking up is all you wanna do If I could Baby Id give you my world Open up Everythings waiting for you You can go your own way Go your own way You an call it Another lonely day You can go your own way Go your own way
Where Should My Hatchetman Tatt Go?
I Need A New Heart
Happy Holidays
You Do Not Deserve Me.....
My eyes beg for your attention and you easily assume that I'll always be staring at you....waiting for it. My lips urge you to soothe them as they burn for you and you assume that I'll never say a word as you just let them burn.....while I wait. My arms quiver from exhaustion as I've kept them up and open, waiting for you to embrace me and you assume that I'll continue standing there waiting with open arms. You Don't Deserve Me... My heart beats profoundly and in tune with our song while I beg you to dance. You assume that I'll always love that song and that I'll always want to dance. I sing for you, at your will and I wait for your praise that never comes. Yet you assume that I'll always have the ability to sing so beautifully. And when I have finally had enough, and I start to cry, you tell me that you won't want to see. You tell me to hide. I wish you understood that you put these tears right where they are....or maybe you know exactly how they got ther
Roadside Attractions-1
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Crazy Train....
You hear My voice….”Take off your clothes” You have been here before… you know to do as you are told. You slowly undress…. neatly folding each garment, then placing them on the only shelf you see. A pretty girl enters the room …and blindfolds you… you are alone again… naked…. A chilled breeze brushes across your skin. Raising every little hair on your body…. You wait… You hear someone enter the room. you feel cuffs being placed on each wrist… then each ankle… You are lead into another room… pushed against a cross…. One arm lifted up then fastened into place above your head…. Then the next. Your ankles are then locked down. The blindfold is removed.. the room is pitch black. You are alone… You wait in the dark It’s quiet…. Very quiet…. So quiet you can hear your heart racing.. A strobe light fills the darkness and your senses… flashing so quickly that your eyes cannot focus. You think there is someone else in the room now… but you are not sure. You wait… You think you fe
aighty i figured i would edumacate all squirting feens and anyone you reads this... i got bored of explaining this actually so i went searching and found my fav explation... so i would like to thank for there very indepth teaching... all i have to say is have fun reading. if i offened anyone oh well stop bieng prude... History of Squirting If you were to refer to literature over the last 50 years you would be lead to believe that females have only been able to ejaculate since about 1980. Of course this is absurd, and just shows how "the experts" can be wrong for decades on just about anything. Many knew the experts were wrong, but had little success in convincing anyone. Needless to say this lead to many problems, needless surgery (to fix the poor women who would ejaculate), expensive counselling (got to find out what happened when they were children to cause this "problem"), and in some cases divorce. "The G Spot" by Alice Kahn L
Journal Entree..............................
listening to Evanescence"lithium" How long can one go holding so much inside until it is unable to hold anymore? is this a test i put myself through? i feel tortured by the things i know almost haunted by them they throw me into fits of depression severe depression to the point of relapse on more than one occassion..blocking it out never helps i feel numb im wanting to escape but even if i do so it will catch up to me sooner or later... that is the disaster ive become a disaster i havent changed ive convinced myself i have but i havent perhaps my old behaviours never left to begin with they were just stuffed away thusly i become a tragedy defeating myself.. silence is preferrable but not optional agh wtf im restless i am quite the liar unitentional to myself and others the past is the past i will leave it there and forgive myself for what ive done that is all i can do
The Day Before The Day Before.......
I sit and ponder amongst the cob webs of my mind. Sweeping confines clear of clutter. Dark and musty, lost in thought. Weepy, weary, lonely, lost... The shutters creak, the panes are dirty, Corners dark and full of dust. Take a rag and clean them bright. Bringing in a bit of light. Joyful, soulful peaceful, glee... The day before the day before
So Pissed Off
I have this a**hole that I work with who thinks he is all high and mighty being an a**hole. Now all (well most) of you know that I am not racist but this MFer is pissing me off so bad... he keeps telling me that I don't like him because his black. EXCUSE ME???????? Since when do I not like someone just because they are black? DO YOU KNOW WHO I AM YOU IGNORANT SON OF A BICH? Take a look at my friends... all different races and nationalities... and then this SOB gets loud says this: hey cleaner girl.. i expect the next time you clean to pick all this sh*t up up under here you hear me... referring to under his desk... I am not your fucking personal maid you ass wipe... I have just had it.. my legs are shaking and I need a cigarette so bad right now.. lol.. I swear this dude is gonna piss me off to the point where I am seriously gonna have his ass kicked.. or I will file a suit against him... I am so tired of dealing with his stupidity on a daily basis!
They Can't Take That Away From Me--gershwin
The End Of An Era
just to let you all know, im quitting fubar. dont have enough time for it anymore. if you have myspace you can add me at .....its set to private so the only way you can get in is if youre a real fubar friend. make sure to send me a message so i know who you are. if you dont have myspace and still want to see whats up in the world of "jozie" i set up a hotmail id like to take this moment to thank everyone for thier kind words, ratings, and everything else. i will miss you all (mostly) for a moment of truth= if any of you ever come across a sick old pervert name dane fish, aka "homesteadmale" he is a son of a bitch. bombard him with nastyness. the short time we spent together, he drugged my drinks and raped me, took all my money, and abused me in every way possible. he is a 44 year old firefighter for the homestead airforce base in southern florida, so ladies, PLEASE dont let him do to you what he did to
Always In My Heart
I crave for thee so badly Thy absence hast made life dreary I long to feel thy arms enfold me Thou whose soft words caress me gently Oh why hast thou left me lonely? When all I ever needed was to have thee My life, my love why did you go away? I miss thee so much; it aches I need thee, oh please come back!
I stand alone on silent nights, my scares of feelings dawn new light. I cannot reap a soul nor weep, and at night I cannot sleep. For the demons wake in silent beds, to pull all my fears and dread. I must stay on my chosen path; hope to outrun their gentle wraith. I cannot stop 'til peace has shone, but then I fear I am all alone. Like a candle I flicker light, shedding tears and shedding fright. The people cling with all their might, to hold to my dieing light. My fears and dreams came close to thee, stop what's right for me. All but your presence is unknown, how can I make all seem alone? it brings so much strength to stop these tears; Yet somehow your touch will wash my fears.
hopefully you'll all in enjoy this one I wrote: A Childs eyes Thru the eyes of a small child There is no difference between color or race What they see is mearly a warm smiling face Can not a world learn of this amazing grace Young simply follow what we vow to teach Living happy joyful lifes on what we vow to preach Posiply we are the souls now ment to take hold So look to the eyes of a child Or just the lovely world they behold. Jerome T Ochs
I Can Dream
there's no fairy godmother to make my wish come true. no genie in a bottle to bring me to you. no prayer on a fallen star no magic potion in a jar. but i can dream and when i do. i dream that i'm there with you
Just Thinking
Well as you all know I haven't been around much lately....I am thinking about maybe canceling my account on here. I haven't wanted to be on much. If I do decide to cancel it I will write the people I wanna keep in touch with and give you either my MySpace or Yahoo name. Chris
Life And Times Of Rye
I am back in Henderson Kentucky and alone....I had a b/f and he broke up with me over stupid reasons. I moved to Colorado and had a g/f, then she broke up with me over stupid reasons and I found out that she had another girlfriend. Then I moved to Wyoming and lived with a friend and he kicked me out and sent me to a homeless shelter for three days while I waited for a bus ticket to come for me. I met a guy named Wesley Barton and he changed my life forever. I will always remember him for that wonderful gift of friendship. I dont understand why people are sweet to your face and then kick you out the next moment. I am gonna give up on love all together. I hate getting my heart broken.
Forgiveness Is King
Forgiveness is king By Emeka Azuine Hatred comes from hearts That have drowned their love Enmity thrives in hearts For whom God means no love. War comes from hearts That have dwarfed their brotherhood Mayhem grows amidst faults Unreconciled for the boom of good. Forgiveness blossoms from hearts That discover triumph in humility Vendetta moulds around hearts Like caves plundered by brutality. When emotions trample over wisdom We must step backwards and pause For revenge is like a curse It denies souls the triumph of freedom.
Visit To A New Park
Our First Visit to a New Park (straight) After a couple visits to the same park, we agreed to meet at the new park, which we had talked about. She didn’t want to go to the same park, too often as a couple, with her being married too. Once at the park, we drove into the park a couple miles. We left our cars at a pull off and walked down a path. The path wound along a creek, for half a mile or so. Seeing a nice big sand bar across the creek, we took off our shoes to wade across. She had brought a blanket, which we spread over the ground. I pulled off my shirt and laid down on my back. She laid down next to me and snuggled up close, cuddling and kissing. After a while, she moved to sit on top of me, at my waist. I reached up slipping her dress over her head. She surprised me, by wearing a new pair of Blue Lace panties, bought just for today. I pulled her face to mine, kissing her. She moved her kissing to my neck, then down to my shoulders and across my ches
Christmas Blessings
Every year I must give thanks to the Lord for his many blessings through the year..Sometimes, I think it's only by the grace of God that I get through the holiday season..Everyone that knows me well realizes the holidays are a difficult time of the year for me with no family other than my children and the loss of Ron back in 2006 but this year I am holding together quite well..I have gotten little/ no help during this time from my kids' father to whom I had to beg for money for the boys' Christmas...I beg for nothing but for my children, there is nothing I wouldn't do...I don't know why I believe all his false's gotten to the point where my children don't even want him here for Christmas- that is sad...I am blessed to have such a bond with my boys- I know this will be a gift forever for me..I got money out of my ex for Christmas-5 days before Christmas to buy my children gifts...five days..yes, you heard me right..he wanted them to wait til after Christmas when things are
Happy Holidays
OK, I was going to try to tag everybody with this cute little tag I made but Fubar is giving me hassles lol telling me I have no fans and such so IM placing it here for all to see. Happy Holidays to all and a safe new year. Hugzzzzzzzzzz
Its Only Make Belive!!
Come Help Some One Please
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My Own Trip Down The Yellow Brick Road...
There is no judgement of me here. This blog is about me, my mind and the sanctions within it. I share because I choose to and here is a little story of my own personal crusade over the last year to maintain life. November 8th marked the 1 year anniversary of my fathers death. November 8th, 2006 is the day that I began losing myself. I had become so cognitively crippled it is: I walked into work in my Franco Sarto hot pink 4" heels, my DKNY black V-neck short sleeve capped with hot pink fabric at the collar and sleeves and a great pair of black slacks. I was especially confident because I had a lucrative appointment that would be there by 3pm. I sat in my office when the phone rang about 2pm. I picked it up "Thank you for calling ------------, This is Cynthia" and on the other end of the phone was a vibrating bellow that sounded almost like a premonition that I had held from days earlier. "Sister.......*pause* Dad died. GET HERE NOW!" and I thought she w
Elmo Scared Me
Last night when I got home from Christmas shopping I didn't bring all the bags in. I just went out and opened the trunk. As I reached in a grabbed a bag, this little voice said something. Boy did I jump. Then I remember I bought a little talking elmo for my nephew. Thank God its going to someone else's house and not staying here lol.
Thursday (peeking)
Good Morning! Look out you window What do you see? Sorry different window ... Umm, wrong time of the year oops, wrong window ... Took long enough, now let me in - I'm freezing! lol Enjoy Your Day!
Reality Rainbows and dreams are never what they seem Rainbows give you false hope in the stormy skies Dreams fill your nights and make you cry You can never touch a rainbow or ever hold your dreams They always hover just beyond reach and neither are what they seem When I’m all alone and dream at night I dream of her and hold her tight I dream of her and starry nights Each holding the other in a rainbow swirl And just for a moment I can pretend she is my girl But when dawn comes I open my eyes Feeling empty inside, feeling like my heart has died And lonely little tears blind my eyes Cause the reality of it all was she never loved me
My Son . . The Miracle . . . The Passing Of My Beloved
My son was a miracle to me . . . I was a miracle that he was conceived. You see, I had a serious case of the mumps, when I was a child, that left me sterile (not completely, according to the doctors I have a 13% chance of conceiving a child.) I was sceptical at first whether he was mine, because of me working long hours and my beloved was home alone. You never know. (He is mine -I requested testing prior to his birth and I opened the results six months ago.) He was born on June 10, 2002 - 17 inches tall - 11.2 lbs. He was perfect. . . . but my beloved had problems . . . doctors said that she will be fine with natural childbirth . . . so we went for vaginal delivery. She had third degree lacerations in the birth canal and the vaginal opening . . . she lost a tremendous amount of blood and had to received several blood transfusion. One top of that she got pneumonia and further complications. I admitted my son to the nursery in the hospital and stayed with my beloved until her p
Amy Winehouse
What were the execs thinking when she named herself winehouse as a last name? Didn't they get the clue number 1? Clue number 2, her song was no no no. lyrics are, they told me I need to go to rehab I said no no no. Clue number 3, her boyfriend was arrested for selling crack. This was before the big bust that came after. Ending result, Amy is arrested in the big bust along side her boyfriend. At least her cd came out first.
The Mall
Christmas and the mall Current mood: crazy Category: Life Ok... so today I did the unthinkable and went to the mall. Why you ask?, because I love my children and they deserve mall clothes once a year :-) Now let me just say, I only shop the clearance racks because my kids arent that good. There is nothing that could make me bring myself to spend 49.50 for a zip up hooded jacket~! Are they kidding me, and who is it that is spending that kind of money? They wanted 29.50 for a thermal underwear shirt, what??? I guess its better then Walmart because its pink and not white LOL So I have come to the conclusion that 75% of Americans are retarded. Now, I say "retarded" light heartedly, not because Im making fun of anyone but in the sense that you really have to have some kind of brain damage to justify spending that kind of money on a piece of clothing. I dont think theres anything sexier than a man in a good suit, so for that I can understand spending some money. But have y
Book Of Love
Oh I wonder, I wonder, I wonder who. . .’ -- the Monotones I don’t know who wrote the Book of Love, but it was most certainly a woman. I know this because our system of romance is completely screwed up -- the Book of Love was written without men’s interests in mind. Which is why it’s usually men who are the romantic outlaws: They must operate outside accepted norms of sexual behavior to accommodate their special needs. They become scoundrels, liars, cheats, cads, gypsies, tramps, and thieves; they routinely betray marital commitments, trick women into bed, consort with prostitutes, and blame the dog when they rip a fart. So if it’s true that men are pigs, it’s because nobody consulted us when the rules of love were being written. As if the Bible didn’t screw mankind up enough, they had to throw in another book to finish the job. According to the Book of Love, mankind has just two options: be married or be single. Choosing between them is like choosing whether
Showing Offline!
Hey ya'll i'm just can't see me! Another fubar malfunction...GRRRRR!
Still Alone Yes, I am alone again Isolated and without a friend My heart and pain, at the same tone And all I loved, I loved alone Yes, I am alone, my love in vain No one sees my sorrow nor feels my pain No one to love and no one to hold Experiencing love that's bitter and cold Living life one step behind and one day late Desolation being my ultimate fate When will these lonesome feelings stop? When will the loneliness come to an end? When won't I be alone again? Hear my pleeds, Hear my moans Here I lay, still alone
Soulja Boy - Soulja Girl (ft. I-15)
words Current mood: blank Category: Life A DAY AWAY a helping hand a warm smile a gentle touch a word of praise a friendly hug a simple I love you put off.......
Chris Brown - With You ( Video Premiere )
Composure & Two Nights Of Hell
The last two nights at work have tested my composure.First off,I had to train a newbie.The newbie is in a culinary program at the community college but I get the feeling that the program doesn't do much besides giving the basics in order to get you in the door of a good restaurant or hotel. The chefs tend to throw new hires into fire to see if they have the instinct or mentality for the job.The bad thing about this is that it puts pressure on me especially when it's busy.I have to keep up the orders coming in and tell the newbie how to do things. Last night,I wanted to climb through the window and choke the expediter because his drill sargent tactics were not FUCKIN' helping . I understand what he was trying to do but DAMN. The newbie kept her cool despite the circumstances but the jury is still out on her and it will be for a while.Students from that culinary program have yet to perform well in this particular hotel.As a matter of fact,one of them was blamed for setting off
Life Can Be Stressful....
Just wanted to take a moment during this crazy time of the year, to breath and remember things happen for a reason... The L I T T L E Things... As you might know, the head of a company survived 9/11 because his son started kindergarten. Another fellow was alive because it was His turn to bring donuts. One woman was late because her Alarm clock didn't go off in time. One was late because of being stuck on the NJ Turnpike Because of an auto accident. One of them Missed his bus. One spilled food on her clothes and had to take time to change. One's Car wouldn't start. One went back to Answer the telephone. One had a Child that dawdled And didn't get ready as soon as he should have. One couldn't Get a taxi. The one that struck me was the man Who put on a new pair of shoes that morning, Took the various means to get to work But before he got there, he developed a blister on his foot. He stopped at a drugstore
Pain And Pride
I wrote this at time when my strength, resolve and faith were being tested...I finally came to a place where I accepted I just wasn't going to be "normal" again so I decided to be the best human being I could be because I now knew what it means to suffer. I am once again facing overwhelming pain and as a result I go through I thought it appropriate to post this so my new friends/passersby/or just plain curious could gain a little more understanding of me....well, at least the ones that do read this UNTITLED A long time ago, or so it may seem, my life was filled with such joys... An abundance of friends, a wife and some kids, a girl and two of them boys. Then one fateful day, when just cruising along, my life took a drastic wrong turn.... Now daily I struggle with pain and despair, and for happiness I constantly yearn. Did I do something wrong? Am I bad in some way? Why must it be me to endure?... Questions I've asked and still no reply, plea
To All My Ladies
sorry i haven't been commentin you all but i am sick of this stupid bouncer shit.. Myspace Comments Myspace Comments Myspace Comments love ya gator
ITs TIme for a NEw BLog !! Current mood: annoyed Category: Life There are always times when I realize how little we do to actually control our lives and happiness. What is happiness worth? I mean what do we actually do and who do we leave behind when we need to make that change? Ive learned life is not about being alone, its sharing your happiness with others. Ive watched sadness drain the life out of the ones I have loved and became ill watching them let it happen. I believe there are two types of people, ones that allow themselves to be wrapped in happiness and those that wallow in self pity and negativity. Do those people ever change? and if so what is it that makes them realize how precise and wonderful life can be? I mean how can you listen to a great song, or see a fragile flower, or the birth of your child and not realize you only get one chance to enjoy all of this... I was told along time ago, I was a "caretaker" and always wanted to help that "wounded soul
Girlfriend Application
LADIES TITLE IT BOYFRIEND APPLICATION GUYS TITLE IS GIRLFRIEND APPLICATION 1.Your name- 2. Age- 3. Fav. color- 4. Whats your sign- 5. Phone number- 6.Location- 7. Height- 8. Hair color/ style- 9.Peircings- HERE COMES THE FUN 1.Are we friends? 2.Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talked about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would u take a nap with me? 16.Do you think I'm cute? 17. If you could change anything about me -would you? 18.Would you dance with me? 19.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? What Do You Think Of
Boredom And Christmas Holidays W00t
I have only today and half a day tomorrow then i'm off 11 days for Christmas...can't wait but right now i'm bored out of my mind. It doesn't help that work has now blocked facebook and myspace which were my boredom killers so instead I guess I'll just ramble in here. Yes I know there are proxies you can use to get around blocked sites but the IT department has gone as far as to block anything with those words in it so i'm out of luck. Anyways hope you all have a Merry Christmas :) Merry Christmas Comment Graphics
Which Should It Be Christmas,hoildays,or Seasons Greeting ??
Sex Facts
1) 94% of men lie about their penis size. According to condom manufacturers, only 6% of men need to use extra large condoms. 2) The average man is 4-5 inches long when erect; no matter what you have heard ladies, that's the truth. Incidentally the average vaginal capactity is only 6 inches, for you women who think you can handle king dong. 3) 80% of American men are circumsized, though Pediatrics say it is not necessary. 4) No matter what all the ads say nothing but time can make your penis grow. (most men reach the end of their growth by the early 20's) 5) There is no correlation between penis size and shoe size, hand size, or nose size. 6) Blue balls does exist! It's technically called "prostatic congestion." 7) Only 16% of men shave their privates. - THiNGS MEN MiGHT WANT TO KNOW - 1) Only 9% of women around the globe consider themselves "attractive" (20% of British women do). 43% of women use the term "natural", 24% say they have "average" looks, 8% prefer
So I Went Out Yesterday And Bought Some Medicine.
thats right I went out yesterday looking to do something fun and started feeling ill so I went to the store and got some cold and flu medicine.. I hope that its just a 24 hour bug I hate being sick... my head is pounding like I spent all night drinking but I'm done dry as far as booze... I just don't understand how I fell to being sick... I got all those good multivitamins the doctor says take and I eat lots of fruit and vegetables.. I think we should boycot Dr.'s until they fix the way they work... I mean its ok to tell me to take something if I'm sick but if you tell me to take it when I'm not sick and I get sick... all I can say is thats FUBAR... well I will let you go don't want to keep you to long... :D
BELIEVE A PRELUDE TO RAINBOWS AND DREAMS To believe in your Dreams is to believe in yourself And also In Christmas and silly little elves So it would seem If you believe in your dreams You believe in God and Jesus too And everyone knows that a rainbow is a miracle that only they can do And if the truth be known they make the rainbows just for you
You Fucking Bastard.....
I'm HEAVILY guarded!! There's a matrix that one must travel through just to get to the confines of my heart. I know myself all too well! Admittedly, I believe that everyone has ulterior motives at first. It is a protective device that I have adopted. I trust no one until they show me why I should....and yes.....I do things backward. There is NOTHING wrong with that! I used to trust with the belief that "I will trust someone until they give me a reason not to". Well that didn't work to my advantage after being the one left holding my "dick" on more than one occasion. Trust is earned....PERIOD! I don't think that you are a liar, I just don't trust you. Don't take it personal. When I trust a man, I give him the power to destroy me. Are you with me? Do you get it now? Growing up, all I ever wanted was a husband to love and nurture me. STUPID, STUPID GIRL!! I woke up one morning, nursing yet another pair of black eyes and a split lip. I looked at my husband sleeping soundly and
Merry Christmas
Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays to all my wonderful fubar friends and family. I hope you and yours have a great and safe Christmas.
Let It Be Known
This morning I thought I would read my yahoo 360 and then I thought why not read this other person 360 who has since passed on. What I seen angered and hurt me. A woman claiming that she was pregnant with my bf child. Right there on yahoo! How crazy can you be? This same woman talked ot me and pretended not to know who I was. To me that is low down and dirty. I never mentioned my bf and let her talk...after all she has "cancer" THis I feel is a lie but only GOd knowns the truth. Why can't someone for ONCE fight for me and tell these stupid ass women that this man is my bf..I dare not speak his name here becasue these woman would make his life hell and for what? They have the problem. For once i want someone ot tell this damn sorry excuse for women that he has a gf and to quit their crap and their drama! He has been thru enough! Damnit if you damn women really care for this man then quit it! Quit going to him and saying, "your gf is not faithful", or "I love you more
Officer, here is how THE FIGHT STARTED I rear-ended a car this morning. So there we are alongside the road and slowly the other driver gets out of the car...and you know how you just get so stressed and everything seems to get funny? Well, I could NOT believe it.. he was a DWARF ! He stormed over to my car, looked up at me and said, "I am not HAPPY!" So, I looked down at him and said, "well, which one are you then?" That's when the fight started....
My Beloved – Our Story
Here is a story about my beloved. My beautiful asawa (wife for all you english speakers). She was born on April, 1972. In Julita, Leyte . . . in the Philippines. She put herself through college . . . and became a midwife. Later she began to work overseas . . . Singapore, Thailand, and finally Vancouver, British Columbia, Canada. That was when we first met . . . well not actually. She was in Canada, I was in the US when we first met. I was working with a Start-up Company at the time. . . we had less than 20 people at the time. I was the Operations Manager. Vendor negotiations . . . Logistics negotiation . . . product management . . . planning management, etc. In a start up company . . . you need to wear a lot of hats. I was single, not really seeing anyone. Been burn so many times by visual meetings, so I decided to place an ad on a website . . . . don't know if it is still existing but it was . . . . Funny thing, is that we responded to each
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Truth, Honesty And The Way Of Life....
As many of you know, and some are just learning, I am a force of honesty. I believe that if you can't be honest with yourself, how can you be honest with others. My mind goes where others fear to tread and my mouth follows shortly after. I don't ask that you love me. Hell, I don't even ask that you like me, but respect me for the things that I embody. So in this blog, come with me on a journey into my mind and on a path of my beliefs. I don't ask that you agree: 1. If someone leaves my life, it is because I didn't want them to stay. If you really want someone to stay, there is always that ONE thing that you can do to convince them. 2. I believe that the definition of "Courage" is being the only one who knows that you are afraid. 3. The possibility of a friendship lays in two single pieces of pie (Ask me. I'll tell you) 4. I NEVER lend money to a friend. For a friend......I'll give, because what they give back, repays in spades. 5. Speaking of friends...I have 5 t
Astronaut's Mother Dies While Son In Space
Crash Kills Astronaut's Mom Daniel M. Tani, NASA Astronaut. Image Credit: NASA The mother of a veteran NASA astronaut who is now on board the International Space Station died Wednesday when her car was struck by a freight train in a Chicago suburb, the police said. Rose Tani, 90, the mother of the astronaut Daniel M. Tani, was pronounced dead at a Lombard, Ill., hospital after the accident, the police said in a statement. Johnson Space Center in Houston had no immediate comment on when and how Mr. Tani had been informed of the death. Mr. Tani, 46, arrived at the space station on Oct. 25 aboard the shuttle Discovery for a two-month tour. But the stay has been extended because of problems launching another shuttle. The shuttle Atlantis is scheduled to bring Mr. Tani home, but will take off no earlier than Jan. 10 while the National Aeronautics and Space Administration works on problems with fuel tank sensors. Chief Raymond Byrne of the Lombard police said in
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Please Come Home For Christmas
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Its Been Awhile
Well its been a while since I left a blog anywhere. Something happened last night that kinda made me need to just get out some things. I was on yahell with a friend of mine and during our talk she told me about how sad she was feeling. Work was going bad and her husband who is in the AirForce was still in another state for cross training. She felt alone and useless. I spent the next 4 hours reminding her of all the things that make her a joy unto this earth and why she should not let anything get her down. After 4 hours she finally found the strength to not do anything well...stupid. I think you know what i mean. It got me to thinking about this time of year for so many. Many ppl call this time of the year the silly season. A big holiday and being alone at this time of year could be misery. I prayed last night for all the people that ever have to deal with this that they find a friend..a light in their dark to help them through like i did my friend. I thought of our brave troops scat
My Family . . .
My Parents - - With the State's assistance, they are clean and detoxed, afterward I sent them both to counseling . . . currently they are property managers. They manage one of my complexes and several others in the San Diego Area. They still live in my original house, the house I bought to gain guardianship of my siblings. My Sister (the oldest of my remaining sibling) - - She has her accounting degree and works in an accounting office of one of our military bases. She married to an Italian (who is also my mom's cousin) and they have one son - - three months older than my son. They currently live in the house right next door to my original house. My younger brother - - Still lives in my original house . . . he dropped out of high school and don't work . . . I blame myself . . . what could I have done to motivate him . . . I set him up with interviews . . . opportunities . . . including college education (I had a college fund set-up for all my siblings), but since he didn't gr
No More Women For Me!
These two guys had just gotten divorced and they swore they would never have anything to do with women again. They were best friends and they decided to move up to Alaska as far north as they could go and never look at a woman again. They got up there and went into a trader's store and told him, "Give us enough supplies to last two men for one year." The trader got the gear together and on top of each one's supplies he laid a board with a hole in it with fur around the hole. The guys asked "What's that board for?" The trader said, "Well, where you're going there are no women and you might need this." They said, "No way! We've sworn off women for life!" The trader said, "Well. take the boards with you, and if you don't use them I'll refund your money next year. "Okay," they said and left. The next year this guy came into the trader's store and said "Give me enough supplies to last one man for one year." The trader said "Weren't you in here last year with a partner?" "Yeah" said
Merry Christmas From Me!!
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A Christmas Tale
Myspace Codes Free MySpace LayoutsI got this Sexy Comment from! A Christmas Tale They all fell off the cliff and rolled down the hill of snow and the residents of Fubarland were laughing as they reached the bottom. Then Babyj, said to the residents, "Come on. Let's have some fun" The residents all yelled "Yes!" and went with him. When Babyj and the Fubar residents stopped rolling at the bottom of the hill, they saw a wonderous sight before them. Before them was a teeny tiny house all decorated for Christmas. Lights were twinkling, puffs of smoke were billowing out of the chimney, and there was an imaginary winter scene of ice skaters dancing in a circle. Babyj said, " I wonder who lives here? Maybe they will have some hot chocolate for us. Let's go see." Babyj and the Fubar residents went to the front gate and rang the bell. As soon as the door opened to the wonderful Christmas house the smell of fresh baked gingerbread cookies filled the air.
I can't fall back to sleep. This makes me one unhappy chicky. Wah.Wah.Wah. Some one come and tuck me in. :(
Thought For The Day!. Family
F A M I L Y I ran into a stranger as he passed by, 'Oh excuse me please' was my reply. He said, 'Please excuse me too; I wasn't watching for you.' We were very polite, this stranger and I. We went on our way and we said good-bye. But at home a different story is told, How we treat our loved ones, you ng and old. Later that day, cooking the evening meal, My son stood beside me very still. When I turned, I nearly knocked him down. 'Move out of the way,' I said with a frown. He walked away, his little heart broken. I didn't realize how harshly I'd spoken. While I lay awake in bed, God's still small voice came to me and said, 'While dealing with a stranger, common courtesy you use, But the family you love, you seem to abuse. Go and look on the kitchen floor, You'll find some flowers there by the door. Those are the flowers he brought for you. He picked them himself: pink, yellow and blue. He stood very quietly not to spo
Christmas With Family
I'm trying to be positive about the things in my life now. When I compare things to what they were 10 years ago, there is such a change. For the most part its a good change. As usual my son will be here. Technically we are to split the day. But only once in the last 5 or 6 years has my ex wanted our son for Christmas. And never for New Years. Its the best present I could ever have, to have him here Christmas morning. Waking up alone that day is never fun. But its more than just having my son. I get to spend time with most of my family. When I was married, I was never allowed to see my family on Christmas, unless they came to see me. Its about a 2 hour trip. But the distance was not the issue. My ex insisted we spend Christmas, and every other holiday, with her mother. Sad thing is, she saw her mother every single day. It was just her way of keeping control even on those days. I know working around the family time on holidays can be tough, but you have to figure a w
Re: Karl Rove Worried About Ron Paul "momentum"
RE: Karl Rove Worried About Ron Paul "Momentum" ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 20 Dec 2007, 14:47 Karl Rove Worried About Ron Paul "Momentum" Without mentioning his name, Karl Rove made it clear during a recent appearance on Hannity and Colmes that he is worried about people jumping on a bandwagon and supporting a candidate who picks up momentum as a result of the early Republican primaries being bunched together tightly.
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December 20, 2007 Quote of the Day "Your life becomes the thing you have decided it shall be." – Raymond Charles Barker
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Just Lust
Lust is that look he gives you that you can’t resist. Lust is how you crave him to pin you at the wrist. Lust is how wild you feel clawing at his flesh. Where there is love, There is lust, No matter what you hear from above. Lust is that feeling you get when you watch her hips sway, Lust is that tempting feeling we get everyday. Lust is that urge to grab this and pinch that, And how you can’t take your eyes off of her back. It’s the love you have for their skin, And how you want to rush on in. It’s the reason you close your eyes when a hand runs up your thigh. Lust is that voice telling you to shove her up against the wall. That temptation to push up her skirt, and fuck here in the hall. This is why, if you try, you can have any one at all It’s the reason people do what they do, The reason you have to Reassure yourself that they really do Love you. Lust is what blinds you, Lust is what Binds you. Lust can tear you up from the inside out, And throw all these emotion
Christmas Presents
So I am done buying presents this year. Everything for David was so expensive that the number of gifts is down, though I know he will be happy. I can remember as a kid running downstairs and seeing huge piles of gifts, though I am sure the piles were smaller than my memories make them out to be lol. I enjoy buying presents again. Can't afford what I want to buy people though lol. But at least I enjoy it again. When I was with my ex, I grew to hate buying presents. It didn't matter what I bought, it was returned. I had friends help, still no luck. I had HER friends help, no luck. I had her mother help, still everything was returned. And she would even buy herself stuff, wrap it and say give it to me for Christmas, and she would still return it, even though she had bought it herself. Kind of took all the fun out of buying presents. But now I have David to buy for, and my parents, and nephews. Even Grandpa Dick. And they don't return things. :)
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Emotional House-keeping Time.
For me this time of each year is a point of renewing the cycling journey through life's emotional roller coaster. Sometimes life is like moving from one place to another. When we move into a new house, it is unorganized and chaotic until everything gets put in the right place. In life, emotions and thoughts are often like the new house full of boxes. Sometimes we gotta unpack one emotional "box" at a time, throw out what's no longer need, and put what is needed in its proper place. It's a hard job, but it's all part of the process of controlling emotions. When my emotional work gets too hectic, I will remember to keep things simple, to deal with one "box" at a time. Eventually, I'll get through the craziness, and everything will be in its rightful place.
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BLAH! All my coworkers keep blinding me with their camera flashes because of how i'm dressed today. They keep saying it's a miracle I have a skirt on. Yeah I was just FREEZING outside with this skirt on. Had some skeezy ass guy on the main road there ask me if I was cold and wanted to be warmed up. Then I had more guys asking me the same thing. I mean originality is the key. And um. No. LOL
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My Cam Can Kick Your Cam’s Ass
My Cam Can Kick Your Cam’s A% HELL Yeah, Ok I loved my sony it's great and I'll still use it but he was getting a little hard to just snag and drop into my purse. So I ordered me a nikon, & I LOVE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's slim and pink, and weighs less then my cell phone. So it's perfect to slide into my clutch for going out, and out of the way on the table at events where I like to take pictures. So both my sony and my nikon are great for helping me share all my memories!!!!!
My College Years And The Return Of My Family
There wasn't really much to say about my college years. I continued to work as an entertainer, mainly for private parties and occasionally work the club on male review nights in various clubs in San Diego and in Vegas. During that time, I also became a licensed massage therapist and worked with a very select clientele, mainly other entertainers and several of our clients. One day, when I was in college, when I received a phone call from CPS (Child Protective Services) regarding my family. They needed me to contact them ASAP. My family must have really deteriorated, for the State to get involved. So, I called CPS the next morning. They explained the situation to me and I told them about my story, well not the complete story . . . but as it related to me and my family. CPS seemed more determined to remove the children out of the household and put them into protective custody and into foster care. I was able to contact an attorney, and we fought for custody. It w
Hey people, my loving hubby is in a contest for a 6 month VIP!!!!! Please help him to win. He is a great guy, and I love him very much. He deserves this win. Why??? You ask, well, because he has put a lot of his time into making things work on fubar. he has been here for all of our friends, and family members. PLEASE HELP HIM TO WIN THIS. IT IS VERY IMPORTANT TO HIM. THANK YOU ALL IF YOU DECIDE TO HELP, IF NOT THEN DON'T ASK US FOR HELP!!!!!!! HERE IS THE LINK FOR YOU TO HELP... THANK YOU FOR TAKING THE TIME TO READ THIS BLOG. MANDI A.K.A. AMANDA THE SEDUCTRESS 69
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Well, I admit it.  I am depressed.One of our cats was missing for a few days.  When she got back, she was very sick.We took her to the vet on Tuesday (when she came back).  The vet kept her overnight, giving her fluids and such.  The vet said that she might have feline AIDS or feline leukemia, but since she was in such a poor state he didn't want to stress her with a blood test.Yesterday when we went there, the vet said that she hadn't eaten anything overnight, but that she might eat at home.  We brought her home to see.She didn't.We force-fed her a few bites, but truthfully I don't think she's gonna get better.We put her in a little room I made in the bottom of a bureau, giving her an animal heating pad and her food and water.  Today at lunch if she isn't better, we're probably going to take her to the vet to get her put to sleep.I wish we didn't have to do so, but I don't want her to suffer either...Be sure to visit my websiteJohn U. Seed's Seeds of Utopia
Just The First One.. Meet Kelly
My sister Kelly Jo Marlene Good born in 1969. She was the best person I ever met. She had downe syndrome.... for those of you who do not know what that is... it is eing with an extra orless one chromosone.. also called mongoloid.. retarded.. She was born at a time when they wanted nothing to do with this. My mother and father fought tooth and nail to gt her everything she should have had. For those of you with children how would you like to hear from the doctor "put her away in an institution and forget about her. have some REAL babies". I will go forward in time. what I know about her and why I call her my Hero. I am 34 now.. I look around.. she has been gone for almost 5 years.. and I feel the love sucked out of that which is around me. I remember her love.. her counting down the days till special events... 10.. 9 .. 8.. 7.. ... christmas birthdays .. every holiday.. when someone is coming to visit her... When you came or went no matter how long or short she would give yo
Falling Behind
Well that's what it feels like anyway. Kelly and Dad's surguries went off with out a hich. Kelly came home Sunday and Dad was back home the same day he went in. So that great!!!!! My other sister is coming up from Alabama with her kids, so were trying to get my parents house ready for the house guest. Luckly were having christmas eve at my aunts house so that should make it easier on all of us. And since me and Ryan exchanged our gifts last week i don't have to worry about hauling around alot of gifts. Fa la la la........
Now My kids want a puppy for X-Mas.....Does anyone in my area have any puppies they are looking to get rid of?....Please let me know.
Smattering Of Truth...
He who makes a beast of himself gets rid of the pain of being a man. (Avenged Sevenfold) This quote makes me think....this song makes more sense to me as the days go by!
Good Morning
Saw something last night that made my day. I needed the good laugh and it was provided in the expected place! hehehe Had a weird ass dream last night... and of course I woke up before it was over. I hate that because I always want to know how it ends. Phooey. I'm still tired. I'm thinking of taking a nap already. Especially since I have to work tonight. I REAAAAALLLLYYYY don't want to do this store. I did it last year and it was a bit of a pain. I dunno. Cindy's supposed to run it this time so maybe it will be different. Ah well... If I'm going to go back to sleep I should do it now. So I will. Sleep > You. Remember that. XOXO
Love is in those eyes but where are they looking? See: it’s not that they haven’t had the time to settle, the opportunity, or the space, it’s just that they wonder too much. Questions Questions Dialogs and it’s all written down. There is never a lie when- it’s all written down. So I turn phrases and ask questions and write them all down. down down down Then I look and see your eyes and remember that there is nothing to remember. So I cast mine down down down Then I brush against your side I fight I try I hide and still down down down So I write this down and take it off my chest. Let myself try to relax and try try try to learn the very best. Keep the questions Ask them. Argue them. Know the meaning. Questions Questions and dialogs are seeming to become more of a way of life then a mission for times of ripe lies whys? and mine’s. Because in the end that is it: Questions: Questions: Dialogs: Mine.
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The One
this is the one that did it last night and too brought it all to a head and made my decision to leave fubar for a while and all i did was accepted her friendship then later started rateing her pic's then she got all nasty well i don't usaly do this but here she is
Its Mistletoe??
December 20, 2007 @ 5:12 am 1.) Go to the profile of the person who sent this message. 2.) Pick their most KISSABLE pictures and post a comment saying I WOULD KISS YOU UNDER THE MISTLETOE! Remember you can choose more than one. *NOW THE FUN PART* 3.) Resend this message and see how many comments you get!!!
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Somehow when the system went down today, more than just your shoutbox and bar tab were reset. It seems that even though your picture ratings have stayed the same and NOT reset, ALL of the people who have rated your pictures are able to re-rate them, and you get full credit for the second rate. That means that you can also re-rate ANY picture that you had rated prior to the reset this morning... So go back and re-rate your friends, and maybe they will do the same... EVERYBODY WINS!!!!! -- We ALL get credit for the rates we receive, as well as the rates we give SO MAKE IT HAPPEN PEOPLE!!!!!!
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Happy Holidays
To all my friends and everyone else on Fubar,have a great christmas and a very happy new years,but be safe. Melanie xx
Love....and Friendship
You know, I used to think I knew what love is. I used to think that I had felt passion. I had felt these things and lost them. Never to be replaced. Gone. Forever. But something happened. I ran into a dream i had let go of a long time ago. I chased that dream for one hell of a long time, but, finally, i had to put it to rest. I lost hope. I lost a dream. Now, almost 7 years later, my dream finds me. And after every time we talk, I'm left feeling so......unwhole. I've felt sensations I've never felt before. Not even for Mary. Sometimes, I feel this intense need to just be with her. It consumes me like a fire and all I can do is clench my fists and grit my teeth, because she's so far away. It's like this beast is taking over me, and at those times, when she is fresh on my mind, I feel so capable of doing things unimaginable. I....tremble sometimes in unspoken emotion, when the thoughts drift over me. She's so pure. She's confident. She doesn't just let me have
Happy Holidays All!!!!!!
"ufo's Exist" Says Japan Official
Japan's chief government spokesman has announced that unidentified flying objects (UFOs) exist. Earlier, in response to a question from an opposition lawmaker, the Japanese government issued a statement saying it could not confirm any cases of UFOs. But Chief Cabinet Secretary Nobutaka Machimura later told reporters he believed they were "definitely" real. It is the sort of question politicians dread but, under Japanese rules, are unable to ignore. A member of the opposition asked the government what its policy was to deal with UFOs. He said work should begin urgently to try to confirm whether or not they exist because of what he called "incessant" reports of sightings. The Japanese civil service swung into action. In a statement it said that should a flying saucer be spotted in the country's airspace, a fighter would be scrambled to attempt visual confirmation. But it emphasised that the government was not aware of cases where a UFO from space had been discover
One well known theme of cult activity is that of apocalypse – that the world is about to come to an end. I’ve dealt with the most well known cases in Cult Suicides, but the ‘tradition’ is far more widespread. Sometimes the process can appear almost comical, rather than tragic, as we shall see. And we shall also attempt, here, to come to an understanding of what impulses may be behind this idea of mass destruction. Well, it isn’t exactly destruction. NOT AN END BUT A BEGINNING This is the essence of the End Times - not destruction per se, but renewal; the removal of problems in the world, to be replaced by Paradise. The Hebrews first devised such a concept in the 6th century BC, when they were first exiled from their Promised Land. They developed the idea of a Messiah, or Saviour, who would come to save them. To Christians, Jesus was this person, but when his death didn’t provide Paradise, the idea of the Second Coming of Christ was born. Many End Times predictions have been ma
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Away For Christmas
Hey y'all I'm gonna be away for a bit over Christmas. We're gonna start our trek home to Wisconsin starting tonight and will be gone for a lil over a week so you probabley won't see me till after new years I'm gonna miss everyone so hope you have a merry christmas and a safe but kick ass new years and I'll see y'all when I get back. PEACE!
Too Much Christmas Party?
People are having a hard time getting into work this morning it seems. The company Christmas party was last night. And although the party ended at 7PM, people are coming in an hour or more late for work. People that are supposed to be here at 7am just sauntered in at 8:30. At least half of my group is still M.I.A. This should be an interesting day!
Well everyone I am heading out for the holidays. I leave tonight for 4 days in Tn and 3 days in NY. I hope everyone has a safe and Merry Xmass. I will not be online for about a week and I want to let everyone know that I will miss them and talk to you all when I get back.
You Light Up My Day
You light up my life with your smile You give me a hope with your love Whenever I think of you in my heart My troubles are gone and I can smile again Knowing that there's an angel out there Who can light up my darkest nights Take my fears away with his tender kiss Its enough for me and I want him to stay forever By my side Please stay forever Baby, you've lighted up my life You've taken all my troubles away from me If there's any reason that I must give to make you stay Its because I love you and you will always be In my heart
A Day Without You
A day without you, Is like a candle without a flame. Like the burning I feel inside, Every time I hear your name. A day without you, Is like the ultimate test. A blank sheet of paper But no answers to fill the rest. A day without you, Is another day I want to cry. Feeling lonely yearning, And aching inside. A day with you, Is a true endeavor But one day closer To being in your arms forever.
Just Wanted To Share:
Just wanted to share: I got an email today at the bank. A customer was in an Evansville Cinnabon store and paid with her debit card. When they gave it back to her she just put it in her purse with her receipt. Later that day she checked online and her card had been used all over town. She checked her purse and had someone else's card who she later found out had the same thing happen to them and it wiped out their entire bank account. Obviously you give them your card and they give you one they have already stolen and maxed out. You most likely won't find out until you try to use it or check your balances. This will work with all credit cards not just debit cards! After checking with police and the bank apparently this is happening alot around here. If this happens notify the bank immediately to stop your card. You only have 24hrs to report it lost or stolen to get all of your money back. Otherwise, you will be responsible for a portion of the stolen purchases.
Your Smile
I know it is dangerous for me to write this poem about you; it'll move me inside, 'Cause we're separated by so many miles, And all I can think of is your sweet smile. It's etched in my mind like marble stone, It won't let me go like a dog and its bone, Captured like a picture in a frame on the wall, It comforts me at night like a child and her doll. So beautifully carved on an angel's face, And at times the warmest laughter escapes like music to my ears that echoes all day, It wraps me up softly with its serenade. But no matter how far away you may be, Roads stretched far and wide in front of me, Over skies and seas, lands high and low, Your smile is with me everywhere I go.
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Not Just A Dream
You make me melt Making my heart explode My eyes are stucked on you Enchanted by your moves Your hair frames you face Hiding your cat-like eyes Glancing quietly to the world Seeing everything as a dream Lips are talking to me Making soft, sweet words Forming music notes inside my ears That make my mind turn over The touch by your body Causing my skin to pimple Shivers cut through my anatomy Blood is stilled, paralyzing me Then you walk away My eyes follow your gliding Seeing you slowly fade away Disappearing in magic smog I follow you, try to find you But no matter where I go Youre gone, left me behind Waking me up in my bed It was a dream, but not just a dream You were here, I know for sure Everything was real, your touch, smell I will find you, I search for love
To All My Friends
After serious & cautious consideration.....your contract of friendship has been renewed for the New Year 2008! It was a very hard decision to make. So try not to screw it up!!! My Wish for You in 2008 May peace break into your house and may thieves come to steal your debts. May the pockets of your jeans become a magnet of $100 bills. May love stick to your face like Vaseline and may laughter assault your lips! May your clothes smell of success like smoking tires and may happiness slap you across the face and may your tears be that of joy. May the problems you had forget your home address! In simple words ............ May 2008 be the best year of your life!!!
Time Slowly Turning
Each night as I sleep Crying out your name All my hopes and dreams Have gone up in flames Each day as I wake With your memories I shut my wet eyes Wish you were with me Lonely teardrops fall Don't erase a broken heart Or fill love's empty arms That life has ripped apart Colors seem to fade In this book of life Still searching those pages For a reason to survive Living in darkness As Time slowly turns Reaching for the light For your touch I yearn Faith is all that i have Taking my final breath Visions of your face As i'm embraced by death
Dream Lover
Seems I'm always searching For my love so true Running through life blindly Waiting and dreaming of you I am thinking that maybe you could be the one When I dream of you at night my body catches turned on I just have to imagine That your laying here with me All my senses reach a new height I wish i could make you see If ever my wishes would come true You will be here right beside me If i ever make through these dreams Forever together we will be The lingering sense of you constantly flowing through My heart craves your embrace I'm praying you'll come to my rescue As dawn's grey light approaches with leaded heart I find an empty space beside me you were a figment of my mind. Alas, the dreams of morrow shall comfort me tonight It's there I find the solace of when our souls unite
I Scared My Father... Finally!
yesterday he could see that i was pissed with my whole bank situation, so he was making Cocquito. It's like Egg Nog, but him and Mami put a HUGE bottle of Bacardi in it. Anyway, so he saw me eyeing the bottle so he relented and gave me a double shot. Totally forgetting he's never seen me drink before I took the whole thing in one shot and then said thanks. This ensued: Papi: "What the hell was that?!" Me: "Um... it was good?" *Papi walks into the living room and in Spanish to Mami: "You missed it! You're daughters a fucking alcoholic! When did that happen?!" hahahahahaha! iRule!
Thursday, December 20th - All Good Things Must Come To An End
Well good things don't stay good for too long. Yes, Tuesday night Lou can home and I was rejoicing the night away or the hour or so he was with us before taking him home. lol Wednesday? Can we redo it? I managed to get someone very special to me not upset with me per se but feel bad about something I didn't do. Man, it wasn't meant for any reason other than I need to protect myself here and it seems more and more evident that is the case. See, I realized I couldn't be somewhere tonight online for what I thought was an important event and requested like an hour and a half delay so I could be there and was actually denied because this is JUST the internet and because someone is "stubborn". So if you don't see me online today, I'm alive but just busy doing my work.
I Am Not Mia
I figured I'd let my friends know that i am not missing in action!! I have been in this contest and i have been busy trying to win. Not only that I have been holding down another job. Most of you know how to get a hold of me if you need me. so muahzzzzzzzzz and I'll talk to you soon!!
Thursday Opie And Anthony Links: The Return Of Homeless: Tippy Tom And Papa Rock, Naked Chicks And The Money Honey Contest - Turn On Your Paltalk! Jud
LISTEN TO TODAY'S OPIE and ANTHONY SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) O&A ANIMATIONS ARE ON iTunes NOW!! (there's a new one up there now!) It's a busy busy Opie and Anthony show filled with homeless people, naked chicks, and celebrity guests! If you want to see any of it, you'll want to Log In To Paltalk and go to the 'Opie and Anthony LIVE' room. Today we welcome back the super-stinky and super-homeless Tippy Tom and Papa Rock, who will be participating in the Big Money DUMB-OFF PYRAMID along with Twitchels, Big A, Francine, and Sandy Kane. Also, we'll have NAKED CHICKS getting all sticky and rolling around in cash in the Money Honey Contest! Our pal Judah Friedlander is also coming in to promote his Caroline's Shows this weekend in New York City. 'Baby Bird' Reaction Video!: A nice guy videotaped his three children reacting to the infamous Egg Nog Challenge 'Baby Bird' Video and we encourage you all to do the same: Check out the video online Here or you can
Hi All, I just thought I would give whoever actually reads these a clue. I'm 44.. yes, it's true... I am a mom of 3 daughters... I am NOT online for a hook up, 1 night stands, players, drama, liers, or anyones BS. but that seems to be all I get. Do I think I'll find my 'soul mate' or a real 'relationship' with someone from online... well, it is possible, but I won't hold my breath b/c again, all I seem to attract are the types of men that I mentioned above. I've been threatening to take my Fubar account and close it. I've only stayed on for a couple of people and well... all anyone who is SERIOUS needs to do is ASK for my personal email or my yahoo msgr ID before I shut this down for good. So.. all you BS artists, drama queens and disrespectful people.. get a clue.. For those who might be serious... you know what to do. Christmas Day is D Day... No if's, ands or butts.. Have a nice Life Missy
Moving Update
Ok, the latest on my move... I will be moving into my new place Saturday, but my internet won't be hooked up until sometime Sunday afternoon, so don't be surprised when you don't see me on line friday or saturday! lol I want to thank all of you who have taken the time to keep up with the saga of my move this last's been hectic, but is almost over, your support and kind words have meant a lot to me. HUGS to all of you! XOXOXOXOXO
The Look
The Look It is hard to Describe, yet Each time I See it the Softness and warmth, The quiet Countenance, takes my Heart to a place of Peaceful remembrance Of youth spent Chasing the blossom Of a first kiss, The shudder of The first caress The salty taste Of sweat stained bodies In tender embrace It is the look in your eyes Whenever we meet And the fading of it When we depart Poet
You Know Ur A Pot Head When...
You know you're a Pothead When... You Know You're a Pothead When... You think the song "I smoke two joints" by sublime should replace the national anthem.Your music collection is worth more than your vehicle.Your bong is taller than your dog.It takes you more than 30 minutes to roll a joint.You set your wedding date for 4/20.You take off April 20th every year and treat it as a holiday.You spent your last bit of money to score some herbs and don't have enough gas money to get home but you don't care.You start every sentence with - uhhh!.You intentionally roll seeds in your joints on independence day so you can hear the popping because y
Going Home!
Soooo I am going on leave here Saturday to go back to IL and it be nice to see that I leveled to 15 (it's 25,000 pointz) sooo it be nice to see that you guys did whatever it took to help me level since I wont be on much till I come back to GA from leave! Wish you all the best holiday! Rob
Another Poem
Love to me is when you think of some one so much that it hurts to be with out them. When you're with that person everything just feels right! Love, ultimately, is realizing the responsibility that love entails. To truly love, one must first love one's self and secondly, be worthy of the love one is given. Love involves both selfishness as well as selflessness. Listless nights filled with laughter instead of lonliness. The cure for the human predicament. No beginning, no end, a suspension in both space and time. Like when lying on your back in a pool, floating, with your ears underwater. Although you can hear the sounds of the world, they're muffled, unclear, unnecessary. Love quiets, and calms the world around you, so that you may focus on what truly matters. Basically, in a nutshell, love is always swallowing! Hey girls, the world can use a lot more love! Gulp!
And The Winner Of Diablo's Den Staff Challenge Contest Is.........
CHAOTIC SERENITY...... THANX FOR ALL THE WORK YA DID HON AND CONGRATS FROM ALL OF US IN DIABLO'S DEN! LOVE YA! Serenity is receiving the following prizes for winning ..... she's brought in the most new members in this past week, good job! a free morph $1000 fubux a big pimpin gift a 1 day blast woot woot, you go girl!! Ya'll show her lots of fuluvin! ChaoticSerenity ~*~ Promoter for Diablo's Den ~*~HeadGreeter@Shane'sShack~*~Bartender@MB@ fubar We'd also like to thank ALL of our staff in the den for doin such a great job with everything, you all RAWK!! and we love ya!! and don't forget to come in the Den and join our family everybody! Thanx! :D CLICK THE BANNER TO COME JOIN IN ON THE FUN! :D

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