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Thoughts On Capital Punishment
There ought to be capital punishment for cars that run over rabbits and drive into dogs and commit the unspeakable, unpardonable crime of killing a kitty cat still in his prime. Purgatory, at the very least should await the driver driving over a beast. Those hurrying headlights coming out of the dark that scatter the scampering squirrels in the park should await the best jury that one might compose of fatherless chipmunks and husbandless does. ....Rod McKuen

Is Love.....
For is love only a dream, Beautiful in the slumber But ending with the twilight With the streaming rays of east For love is a rose Full of hypnotic beauty Until the wilting, results in death The last petal falling to the ground Love takes on the sea Mystefying the minds It's beauty evident Until the waves are tossed upon shore Is love but a truth Or is truth never found Only lies escape the lips For the wonder never to live.

Friends
TO ALL MY FRIENDS ALL CHERRY TAP!!!!FIRST I HOPE EVERYONE HAS A WOUNDERFUL EASTER!SECOND FOR ALL THE ONES WHO SEND A GET WELL TY MUAH!!!AND THIS TO MY BEST FRIEND SHE IS THE BEST.SHE CALLS ME AND CHECKS ON ME AND FLIRTS WITH MY OLD MAN AND THAT IS SO CUTE,GOTTA LUV HER OK AND HIM.

If My Heart Could Speak
My heart Can tell A story Beyond anything My mind could ever write the words I express in poetry nothing like what i feel in my heart I have a Pain so deep A sorrow so Plentiful If only my Heart could Speak what A story it Could tell A story of love A story of Deep pain A story of Loss and of greif. If only I could express WIth words These feelings I feel as Well as my heart Could tell These burdens WOuld be lifted The pain washed Away.

*it's Finally Friday*
Hooooooray!!! I Hate My Job I Really Do. But I'm So Glad I Have The Whole Weekend Off. Oh Fuck. I Just Remember That I Forgot To Grab A Schedule For Next Week. Fuck! That Sucks Ass. Oh Well That's What They Get For Making Me Work Overtime. I Was Seriously Running To The Time Clock Today. I Have Witnesses. I Don't Run Ever. Lmao. I Should Probably Throw Myself Into The Shower. Eh. I'll Go In A Minute I Don't Smell Bad :-P. My Poor Feet Hurt. =(. But At Least I Get To Spend The Weekend In My Chuck Taylors =). *Sigh* I Have No Idea What I'm Doing To But I'm Off To Get Ready Cause At 11 I'm Running Amuck. Lmao. Byez!

Passion
The fire, the music Setting the mood A romantic night Just us two Sitting in front Of the roaring fire Holding each other close Wrapped tightly in love It started with just a kiss A peck on the lips Then the feel of a tongue The passion mounting every minute The hand begin to wonder Across each other's body To the most secret places Where the passion is vibrant The feel of the hardness In between his legs The feel of the wetness In between my own The clothes slowly peeling off each others body's Falling to the floor Now just our naked flesh OUr eyes meet and hold They do all the talking As you slowly enter me And we become one The rythmic thrusts The magic hands The feeling of him inside me Excites me even more The peak of love making Is coming near I see it in his face I feel it in my body He releases his cum All insdie me The feeling is like none I've ever felt before I feel myself Sart to climax And tighten my grip On h

Im Very Excited About This
My site is now live go to www.neatobeadwork.com and check it out. No more online shopping mall! YAY!!! **Note** The store is not completely finished. I do not have all of my products on it and am frustrated about the main page being so.... blank (trying to figure out how to fix that and am having a hard time doing so). I plan on adding and updating everyday until I get it exactly where I want it to be but couldnt wait any longer. So keep checking back it WILL get better lol!!

Just Be
Just be my sweetheart Just stay here with me Just wait on more second Let's just be 'we' Just be my own Just be my love Just be together Just be my darling Just stay by my side Just wait one more moment Just let me confide Just be my own Just be my love Just be together Just be my confidant Just stay my friend Just wait a day Just hold my hand Just be my own Just be my love Just be together Just be dependable Just stay all you Just wait 'til we're older Just start anew Let me be your own Let me be your love Let me be together With you

Men Beware
I am so irratated with men right now that I'm warning you to watch what you say to me....I'm pissed off at my ex for how irresonsible he is and how much hell he is putting me thru and most of all his children. I am sick of the bullshit and the lies and the manipulation. I am sick of the excuses. And then I guess because I want to take sexy pictures of me and post them on my page guys assume that I am the type of girl to get on here and cybor. I AM NOT A PIECE OF MEAT!! I HAVE FEELINGS!!! I guess it takes too much effort and time to read a persons profile and find out what a person is about before asking to see a persons PRIVATE!! pics or sending a shoutout about what they want to do to my body. That is why I didn't want to talk yesterday and I am to the point that I am ready to delete my account if people can't grow up!!! I don't like to be rude but what else can I do? I do like the attention I get here on cherry tap and I like to hear the positive things guys think about me

Detective Boudreaux
The Louisiana State Police received reports of illegal cockfights being held in the area around Crowley and sent their famous detective Boudreaux to investigate. Boudreaux reported to his sergeant the next morning. "Dey is tree main groups in dis rooster fightin'" he began. "Good work. Who are they?" the sergeant asked. Boudreaux replied confidently, "de Texas Aggies, de Cajuns, and de Mafia." Puzzled, the sergeant asked, "How did you find that out in one night?" "Well," he replied, "I went down and done seen dat rooster fight in person. I knowed dem Aggies was involved when a duck was entered in the fight." The sergeant nodded, "I'll buy that. But what about the others?" Boudreaux nodded knowingly, "Well, I knowed de Cajuns was involved when summbody bet on de duck." "Ah," sighed the sergeant, "An d how did you figure the Mafia was involved?" "De duck won."

Would That Make Us Kin?
Two good ole boys in an Oklahoma trailer park were sitting around talking one afternoon over a cold beer. After a while the 1st guy says to 2nd, "If'n I was to sneak over to your trailer Saturday & make love to your wife while you was off huntin and she got pregnant and had a baby, would that make us kin?" The 2nd guy crooked his head sideways for a minute, scratched his head, and squinted his eyes thinking real hard about the question. Finally, he says, "Well, I don't know about kin, but it sure would make us even."

Happy Easter
I would like to wish all my friends and family a Very Happy Easter. If any of you are doing going anywhere or meeting up with family over the Easter weekend, then I hope you all have a great time. As for me, well I'm work the Easter weekend, which really sucks :( Love you all! Willie COOL MySpace Comments

All About Toxic Photography
Well here is Cherries, my first blog, about damned time huh, LOL. First of all allow me to introduce myself, I am the exclusive photographer for CyanideDolls.Com Which makes me the luckiest man in the world, I’ve got to say I Really Love this Job. Every day I get to look at some of the sexiest women and men in the world, as part of my second job here at Pinned up Productions. I am also the photo editor, this is where I get to be creative and go a little crazy with some of the photos. As the photographer, at least twice a month we bring our Dolls into the studio for a photo shoot, and I have to tell you, you have never seen so much naked flesh in one place at one time. It is often hard to keep the Dolls off each other and of course when this happens I am there with my camera to capture all the action. You will get to see this when Bloody Kisses comes out of production. We offer pictures with a dark Gothic them to them, some of the sets are quite bloody, others around a

Waiting Love
Silence Broken by the innocence of your love A world I've come to know Shattered into delicate pieces of affection A deep world A silent world I close my eyes and succumb not to darkness But to the comforting light within I smile as I realise that this is what I've waited for The wanted unknown I drift Space to space intoxicated by emotions I have yet to know I've waited I've waited for this moment A moment of truth and love Have you been waiting too? Have you waited for me like I have for you? TIME STANDS STILL As I ponder on a love greater than I A love greater than life A magical world of chocolate-coated whirlwinds I have been waiting for it I have been waiting for love

Prayers
So here we meet again On this bed that we've stained contently Each time we lay together; We become moist on our bodies so young and delicious For the most exquisitely sweet taste Is a warm delicacy which my tongue flicks between your thighs The lips part between the sensitive folds Dripping your juices that make my loins as excited as yours I love your mouth and the art it can perform As it devours in succulence while my masculinity begins to throb You slide your waist over mine with addictive rush Then smiles arise as we both release our tender moans Smooth pace keeps heaven in consistency Shouting your name with a grip on your hair to increase stimulation I place saliva on my fingers seeking clitt Rubbing and penetrating leave you in perfect glow Heavy thrusts stir up a stupendous euphoria Climax with fully embodied pressure as we tremble from pleasure We shake with quenched urges in unison While all this amazing sex will keep my mind repeating "Amen."

Which Egyptian Goddess Is In Your Soul ( With Beautifull Pictures And A Myth With Each Outcome)
Which Egyptian Goddess is in your Soul ( WITH BEAUTIFULL PICTURES and a myth with each outcome) The goddess in your soul is Bast. She is the protector of all animals especially cats. People say that when they discovered her temple in Heliopolis there were a huge ammount of cats in it. She is represented as a cat herselve too. Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

''again''
"Again" You're tearing me apart Crushing me inside You used to lift me up Now you get me down If I was to walk away From you, my love Could I laugh again? If I walk away from you And leave my love Could I laugh again? Again, again... You're killing me again Am I still in your head? You used to light me up Now you shut me down If I was to walk away From you, my love Could I laugh again? If I walk away from you And leave my love Could I laugh again? I'm losing you again Lacking me inside I used to lift you up Now I get you down Without your love You're tearing me apart With you close by You're crushing me inside Without your love You're tearing me apart Without your love I'm doused in madness I can't lose the sadness Can't lose the sadness Can't lose the sadness You're tearing me apart Crushing me inside Without your love (you used to lift me up) You're crushing me inside (now you get me down) With you close by I'm doused in madne

Repost This
There is at least one person on your Cherry TAP list that wants to fuck the hell out of you. So lets play the Fuck or Pass! game. The rules are simple... if you want to fuck the person who posts this, send them a message saying "Yep, I'd Fuck you." SCARED? lol this sH!T's funny YOU HAVE TO RE-POST THIS!! and see who replies. There is at least one person on your Cherry Tap list that wants to do u so!!! Repost this as "Fuck or Pass" Don't be a bitch and not re-post it

Volunteer
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Make a difference in East China in 2007! Find the perfect local volunteer opportunity Category and/or Group (Arts and Entertainment, System) February 16th, 2007 You want to give back, but with so many good causes out there, where to start? There are plenty of great volunteer organizations right here in the East China area and around the State of Michigan. Check out our new Volunteer Resources Guide and learn what they do, where and when they’re meeting next and how to get involved with them. It’s never been easier to find the perfect group or activity that suits your passion. We’ve done the hard work so you can focus on doing the good work. To suggest a resource for volunteer opportunities in the local area, please email us at volunteer@americantowns.com

In Just A Kiss
Antagonizing pleasure Placed upon my lips Where dreams come true In just one kiss! Sharing an afternoon of ecstasy Closing the door on reality Not even the thickest iceberg Could melt the lust I feel inside! I shed my fears faster than my clothes The anticipation begins to unfold My heart begins to pound faster As you come closer Just one look from your eyes And I become hypnotized A river of sins, to which I concede Just one kiss, caused the undoing of me! Your lips gently pressed against mine A silent submission of tongues intertwined My mouth tenderly pressed against yours My voice trembles as you start to explore Electric shocks as your tongue touches mine An erotic dance of passing time My heart's racing as fast as yours My body's craving for something more! Starving and Craving For an evening Of erotic bliss Where dreams come true In Just One Kiss.

Come With Me
Take my hand and come with me To a beautiful place called ecstasy Undressing you with first my eyes And then with my hands My fingers running through your hair A passionate hunger of wanting you so much more My lips meet yours and our tongues entwine. Caressing your body gently as I lay beside you whispering softly, I love you, I want you, I need you. Loving you so delicately, completely and passionately watching your body quiver with such sweet pleasure As my mouth explores every inch of your body Touching your heart, mind, body and soul You tell me not to stop you want more I continue to let my wet lips explore your flesh savoring every taste making me want more of you My mouth can feel your racing pulse The uncontrollable urge to feel your love slow and deep inside me With just one touch you respond Like you could read my mind Slow and easy we take our time Your skin against mine Our bodies melt as one.

Why???
Why get onto CherryTap.com if you can not handle criticism??? Being on here for like 2 weeks I have learned that it is all about what other people think about you. I am comfortable with myself no matter what people rate me. They don't make me or have to deal with me. So, why let their opinion get me down. Here is what I am trying to say...If you can not take a rate below 10 then why be on here? No one is perfect in this world and Opinions are like assholes ...Every body has one and guess what...THEY ARE ALL DIFFERENT! So,do not rely on other people to build your self esteem up only you can do it. You need to be happy with yourself before anyone else can be happy with you. Don't get so offended people rate what they rate for different reasions. There rate doesn't make you any less of a person only you can do that. Luv and Hugs: JDsWoman P.S: If you are going to rate me...Be honest weather it is a 1 or a 10...Just be honest. Give your HONEST opinion of me. I can't stand people

Captive
When unspoken love lingers on your quivering lips, you slowly unravel your bashful passion for our togetherness. Rainbow of love caresses our cherished desire. Gush of happiness mingles with ecstatic colours of our blazing exploration. We embrace each other in our aflamed arms where captive love is treasured for us forever.

Bomb Squad Target For Next 24 Week
glitter text ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- undated every 24 hours . So ever day check for this link .Were were doing well guys so please keep the good work up thanks --------------------------------------------------------- ALL MEMBERS PLEASE NOTE DO NOT POST A BULLITION WITH THE BOMB SQUAD IN IT AS IT IS STARTING TO CONFUSE OTHER MEMBERS SO ONLY RESPOND TO MINE OUR JUICY`S THANK YOU -------------------------------------------------------- juicy and i or on a weeks hoildays from today so we wont be AROUND I WILL TRY GET ON IN THE HOTEL BUT IT IS A RULEL RETREAT IN IRELAND SO CANT PROMICE SO THESE ARE THE LINKS FOR THE NEXT FEW DAY ================================================ this is the target SUNDAY =================================================MONDAY ================================================ TUESDAY ================================================= WEDNESDAY

Rating
I had to laugh this morning when someone (no idea who) rated my default pic (which is currently my drawing called Posiedon) a one. Now if they really thought it would up set me they were wrong. Now had they the balls to rate it a one and tell me why they rated it that way it may have carried some weight. But in all reality unless you tell me why you down rate my art it makes no difference to me if you rate it less than a ten. This is the internet and I probably won't meet most of the people I talk to on a regular basis so why would I care if some anonymous person down rates my work? I do have lots of people who love my work and should one of them tell me that a piece of my work in not up to par that I would take note of. So if you think down rating is upsetting me your so so wrong. I actually hope you enjoy it cuz that is all your getting from doing it.Ok done with this rant now LOL I am having an awesome day how about you?

Adendum To This Mornings Blog
Want to know one more way to win that all-expense paid trip to "Iggy Island"? Lie to me. Thats right, lie and you are gone. Now, Im not talking about the little white lies like people tell to keep surprise parties secret or saying "no, dear, that outfit doesnt make you look too fat", etc. Im talking about the important ones. A lie shows a lack of respect, both directions. If you lie, you dont respect me and you obviously dont respect yourself because honor is one of the few things you can take with you all through life and it comes from the inside out. No one else can give it to you. If you have no honor, what good is there? If you are married, say you are married. I sure do. You should be proud of your husband or wife. If you are not proud and think you should be online lying about your status, then do both you and your spouse a favor and just end it. If you are lying to me, I will sniff you out in approximately 2.3 seconds and its off to "Iggy Island" for you. If you work at

Irritated (copied Form My Bulliten)
I just want to take a minute and pass on something that is irritating the hell out of me! When you are out there and you click on that little "I'm Bored" icon... it brings up pictures of others on the sight.... you can rate them whatever you want. Why the hell would you rate someone less than a 10 on that? If you are going to do that... grow a pair and come to my profile and send me a message WHY you are. If you dont like that picture.... click that damn icon again and get another one to look at... is that so fucking hard??? Some of you rock... thank you for the ratings. The few out there that rate lower... get a life or be big enough to post pictures of yourself to be rated.

Baby & The Bath Water.
In quarreling about the shadow, we often lose the substance. --Aesop There is a fable about a man and his camel who were hired by a wealthy man to get him across the desert. The journey was so hot that they stopped to rest one day, and the only shade to be found was in the shadow of the camel. The two of them began to argue about who had the rights to the camel's shadow--the owner or the renter. They were so involved in their argument that the camel ran away and they didn't notice until it was long gone. Sometimes we get so caught up in being right that we become like these two, fighting over a shadow. Instead of paying attention to our journey and sharing what we have, we let ourselves get distracted. It is more important to notice what we have, to share it as best we can, and continue our journey. What can I share with another today?

Why
Why keep caring Why keep trying Why keep struggling Only to be left sadden with tears Why try to love Why try to feel Why try to trust Only to be let down again Why open the door Why open the possibilty Why open your heart Only to have reality slam it shut Why worry Why cry Why vent Only to realize no one cares Why lose sleep Why lose strength Why lose sanity Only to hurt yourself Why start again Why have a 2nd chance Why dare to hope Only to know how asinine it is Why ask Why F**K IT!

Our Memory
Lost in time, Lost in a memory of you and I, How we used to love each other, How you brought happiness into my life, How I knew everything will be okay, Lost in a memory that can not be forgotten or be erased, Ever since you left, I haven’t been the same, You were my childhood sweetheart, Yet you left without a word, You swore that we would be together and forever, Lost in a memory of our childhood, How you and I grew up together, How you kissed me, Yet you stole my first kiss, Love you like no other, Yet you left me but a memory, A memory I shall keep, Looking back at the pictures of you and I makes me cry, Makes me want to try and search for you, Lost in a memory that can not me traced, Or be erased by anyone but you, I will not forget you,

Memory
memory floats in oblivion trying to grasp the meaning memory slowly floating away when there is nothing to hold memory going away as the coffin lid is closed memory disappearing from the mind shovels of dirt falling on the lid opening in the darkness memories coming in a rush crying banging no one hearing tears falling to the ground puddles of rain forming around memories of me fading from existence

Bloggin
Don't read without tissues because it will make you cry if you have a heart.. Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees; a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teache

Urine Test
Pi$$ Test > > > > I have a question, not only for Jefferson County, > > but for the entire state of Missouri, and all 50 > > states. > > > > Like a lot of folks in this state, I have a job. I > > work, they pay me. I pay my taxes and the > government > > distributes my taxes as they see fit. > > In order to get that paycheck. I am required to > pass > > a random urine test, which I have no problem with. > > > > > What I do have a problem with is the distribution > of > > my taxes to people who don't have to p ass a urine > > test. Shouldn't one have to pass a urine test to > get > > a welfare check, because I have to pass one to > earn > > it for them? > > > > Please understand, I have no problem with helping > > people get back on their feet. I do, on the other > > hand, have a problem with helping someone sit on > > their ass. Could you imagine how much money the > > state would save if people had to pass a urine > test > > to get a public assis

Ok, Lets Try This One More Time
Lets take a moment out of our busy day to clarify things a bit, shall we? Pretty much every day for the last several days I have had to delete and block people. Usually takes less than 10 minutes to figure it out. Why do I do that? Well, it usually boils down to two things. People just not taking the time to read my profile and, secondary to that is that people underestimate me and my ability/willingness to block you the hell out if you are an asshole. Yes, sometimes I like to chat with people on Yahoo or MSN. No, just because I have those programs doesnt mean that I am going to chat with you, just because you say hello to me in a shout. Only people who I suspect are not assholes ever make it to chat. Yes, I have a camera. No, just because I have a camera doesnt mean that you will get to see my camera turned on during a chat. I decide who sees what on my cam. That why its MY CAM. You can make the decisions about your own damned cam, ok? Yes, some people get to see me chat

Save My Bumper Foundation # 2
OK people I got into an accident on Wed. and no it isnt my fault. Well the person that collided into the front end of my car does not have insurance as he had claimed he did. Apparently the papers in his car were expired and I wasnt aware. So when I called the insurance adjuster to come out and look at my car they said yes they will fix the car but I have to pay my 500.00 deductible plus the cost of a rental car. Oh and also since the other driver doesnt have insurnace, I have to pay for my own medical bills. Nice huh? When I went to get an estimate yesterday they said it would only cost about 750.00 total(parts & labor) to fix the car which isnt too bad. But I dont have 750.00 nor do I have the cost of the rental car. So I am pleading, asking, almost begging people to please please please help me out with my bumper/license plate situation! Any and all donations are greatly appreciated(even ones begotten by less than legal means). Either contact me via cherrytap or email me at brid

Is Your Life Style Passionate Or Compassionate?
You Are 65% Passionate, 35% Compassionate You are very passionate, especially when it comes to love. In fact, it's sometimes difficult for you to tell between love and lust. You jump in head first, and figure things out later... usually when it's all over! Is Your Love Style Passionate or Compassionate?

Good Friday Greetings, Everyone!
TGIF!!!! For most, we're at the start of a long weekend. How delightful!! The guys have today and Monday off from school. With a few less in the house, I shouldn't have to worry about phone calls regarding holes in walls, major food fight in the kitchen, or that small fire in the upstairs bathroom!!!! Yes, I have received calls of this nature in the past, lmao! The only thing I might hear about is Taylor trying to stuff Dakota down the toilet, if things get too bad, lol! Tonight is a special night, indeed!! I am going out with my niece and her friends to celebrate her 30th birthday! I AM GOING OUT!! I can't remember the last time I went out partying and that is pitiful indeed! She wants to party with her Auntie M - isn't that sweet, lol!!!! My reputation precedes me, I believe, lmao! Should be fun! I do need to pick up my daughter Jen tomorrow, so she can attend the family Easter gathering/Christening party on Sunday, being held at niece Maria's house! Yep, she's the one with

Lmao
THE PRIEST AND THE VODKA. A new priest at his first mass was so nervous he could hardly speak. the monsignor had earlier advised him to put a glass of vodka next to the water glass on the pulpit and take a sip when he got uptight. that sunday the priest had taken the monsignor's advice, and whenever he felt anxious delivering the sermon, he took a drink. he then proceeded to talk up a storm. upon his return to his office,the priest found this note on the door: 1. sip the vodka , don't gulp. 2. there are ten commandments, not 12. 3. there are 12 disciples, not ten. 4. jesus was consecrated, not " constipated". 5. jacob wagered his donkey, he did not" bet his ass." 6. we do not refer to jesus christ as"the late j.c." 7. when david was hit by a rock and knocked off his donkey, don't say, "he was stoned off his ass." 8. when jesus broke the bread at the last supper he said,"Take this and eat it, for it is my body."he did not say, "EAT me." 9. the virgin Mary is not" Mar

Why Does Things Always Happen
for the last year my wife and i have had to deal with a very bad problem. my father in law was dignoused with terminal cancer and given a year. this comes at the same time we are tring to raise our first child alex. who will be 15 moths old the 25 of the month. so if im a littel down and glummy please remeber me and my family in your talkes with the lord

I Don't Say It Enough
I don't say it enough I don't say the things I should I don't know if you want to hear them I know that girls are not Allowed to say what I say to you. You are protective, YOu are wonderful You make me laugh You make me unsure sometimes You say big words I cook, and clean, and I try to be what I want to be I want to be someone you are proud of I want to be that wonderful person I know I can be. You don't let me finish my thoughts You don't let me go into big explinations You don't want me at 21 You don't tell me where this is heading You don't tell me what we are. All of this is ok All of this is fresh All of this is wonderful All of this is in my best intrest All of this is just you being you. Me to be me that is what I want Me being with you Me being with friends Me telling the others I'm with you Me constantly saying I only want you. So I guess this is where I stand So this is where I pour my heart out So this is where I hope you list

You Know Who You Are!
I think it's getting to the point where I can be myself again I think it's getting to the point where we have almost made amends I think it's the getting to the point that is the hardest part and if you call, I will answer and if you fall, I'll pick you up and if you court this disaster I'll point you home You think I only think about you when we're both in the same room You think I'm only here to witness the remains of love exhumed You think we're here to play a game of who loves more than whom and if you call, I will answer and if you fall, I'll pick you up and if you court this disaster I'll point you home You think it's only fair to do what's best for you and you alone You think it's only fair to do the same to me when you're not home I think it's time to make this something that is more than only fair so if you call, I will answer and if you fall, I'll pick you up and if you court this disaster I'll point you home But I'm warning you, don't

Erotica: Weekend Pt 1
The drive from the city had been tiring. There seemed to be more than the usual number of idiots on the road today. Perhaps they, like us, were just hoping to take advantage of the long weekend. At least they were not coming to "our" woods. We had purchased the cabin from a friend of ours last month. We needed a place to just get away and be alone, together. Turning off the main road, we drive the mile and a half through the woods, on the stone lane, to the cabin. Nestled in the woods, the cabin is somewhat isolated. The nearest "neighbor" is about a quarter-mile hike through the trees. We don't know if anyone is there for the weekend, nor do we really care. We unpack the car and quickly store our supplies and belongings. We agree it had been our good fortune to acquire the cabin. After taking a few minutes to look around, we talk of vague plans for our time here. Little do we know what the weekend holds in store for us. It is to be a weekend we will not soo

Attractions
Nice title for a blog entry i think. What attracts me the most if and when i meet someone is their eyes, the window to the soul. Main reason is i can usually tell a lot about someone that way, look hard enough and almost anyone can. Secondly its personality.. Lastly its body shape. This being said im usually attracted to what are referred to now in society as BBW's. All this being said is just trying to give a little more insight into how i tick so to speak. I am not on here for a relationship, don't think that would happen for me. Here to try to make some friends only, always good to have friends.

Friday Links: Patrice Oneal, Henry Rollins, Louis Ck, Finger Eleven, New Boobs On Ratemywow, New O&a Videos, Good Morning Cheating Wives, New Videos
LISTEN TO TODAY'S SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) FYI - The website Patrice mentioned on air was ROUND AND BROWN. There, now stop Emailing. Good morning and Good Friday to all of ye Catholics out there... and if you're not, then... you don't get to go to Heaven...or something. The Opie and Anthony Show is going to be busy as hell this morning, and we're waking up the guys who caught their wives cheating this morning...look out. Patrice Oneal is filling in for our own Jim Norton, who is at the Miami Improv all weekend. Patrice will also be on-air with The Black Phillip Show tomorrow night from 9pm to Midnight on XM202. Henry Rollins will also be stopping by to talk about The Henry Rollins Show on IFC. Our buddy Louis CK will also be thrown into the mix to plug his dates, as well as Lucky Louie: The Complete First Season (if they sell enough DVDs, it's possible the show could come back!). Also, FINGER ELEVEN will be joining the program for an acoustic performance fr

First Playoff Game
Hey every one , I just wanted to share a bit of excitement took down the first game!!! The same team that sandbagged last year and took us out of it ,we returned the favor and kicked their butts 3 times this session! Proves to say what goes around comes around! we shot my brother first & he lost by the skin of his teeth, then our very own Calendar Queen kicked major ASS in the second match, played and ,it was getting a bit nail biting by then and my man Denny B played their highest rated player a 7 and boy oh boy he was down to having to hold him from winning 1 to win & he had to win 3, well I held on to faith and the dog tag my daughter sent and HOLLY SHIT made the shot of a lifetime and won, then we shot Charlie and he lost so which meant it was up to our very own tenacious T Bone Tom and man it was shady and pulled it out for victory #1 !!! Second playoff game next Thursday, but the sad and Ironic part of this is that even if we win next week , my man the highest rated on our team

Update
Steven has finished his first set of Chemo therapy and responding good to it. There is a new lump appearing in his stomach. so they are going to have a look at that over the weekend. There has been a bit of a concern with his blood levels, he is very anemic which is making him feel very lethargic. They are giving him a blood transfusion which will hopefully help that out There is a concern about his leg as well has he has a blood clot. so they are starting him on blood thinning treatment as well. They are hoping to transfer him back to a hospital near us on Monday (which will be easy for us to go to, until his next batch of chemo therapy in about a weeks time. I am going up this afternoon so I hopefully will find out more then

Good Friday And Easter Weekend
Good Morning, hi there, howdy doody, and happy Friday. It’s a marvelous Friday. It’s stupendous, it’s…GOOD FRIDAY...whooo hoooo. Christians all over the world know this is the anniversary date of Christ’s crucifixion. I will not delve into the religious sectors of this wonderful planet as there are plenty of religious wars still plaguing this world and I adding my two cents would not make it better. So today… so today, I am going to be icky sticky licky sweet. So sweet the Cadbury bunny will taste like coffee… well perhaps not coffee, I do not want to ruin anyone’s fetishism with Chocolate or the consumption of it. Oh and no offense to Coffee either. I love the stuff… for the life of me I have no clue why… So sweet the I am going to be gooier then a peeps chick dunked in hot cocoa. Ewww, think about that goofy bird like marshmallow swirling around in cocoa and having to stare eye to eye with it… Now why do they put eyes on those peeps anyway? That’s just sick..but good to eat if you’r

Hot Brains
I didn't get much sleep last night. - What else si new though? - I helped my brothers cleans the house when I got back from school. I went to eat witht hem at a chinese food place that I didn't like. I should have filled out their comments thing that they wanted people to fill out. I'm going against my belifs of tell people who can do somthing about it thing. The food was just overly deepfried. The first few bits were good, but later it was just too much. I came home and read some more of my interpersonal relationship book. and then I was really tired. So this is stupid. I came downstairs to my room and got on my computer. For some reason normally being on my computer keeps me awake when I don't want to be normally. It just wasn't enough. NOw, I didn't want to actually go to sleep, cuz it was only about 9pm or maybe even 830. I couldn't restst just " resting a bit" and knowing it wasn't a good idea at the time, I laid down for a minute witha a small blanket on. My lihgt wa

Dinner Tonight
ok i have a friend whos husband just deployed weds. mornin,well seeings how i wanted to do somethin nice i had her come over for dinner tonight,well i made my famous SLOW BAKED BBQ RIBS.. and i can say this these turned out so good that i was really amazed i didnt try n make myself eat more,i got quite a few compliments from my roommate and my friend.. other than that work is work,and i cant wait till i find a better job,in that case i will make more money,i would love to do nothing but audio installs all day long,but ill have to rebuild my tool collection and supplies first,thanks to my homegirl angel gettin the word out for me on base im getting a few more jobs on base,i just need to get the time away from my current job to be able to make the day up there for nothing but installs and repairs.. and even with my pricing being as low as it is compared to any other shop,i know once i get more on my feet with it,i will be able to make alot more,i just have to be patient and take

More Thoughts
Today has been another day that i almost wish i could start over again. For some reason nothing i seem to do of late seems to matter to anyone, well almost anyone i guess. I do the best i can but that just never ever seems to be enough. Its Friday night , im sitting here much like any other night. Have no real life friends and can't make them easily. Come online to make some and end up getting hurt time and time again. Wearing my heart on my sleeve, heart of gold, caring, trustworthy, loving - all qualities that have been used at some point to describe me. Of late i must say i just feel like crap, worth even less than crap and feeling i have no value being alive.

8th Of Febtuary 1920-winston Cherchill
“The part played in the creation of Bolshevism and in the actual bringing about of the Russian Revolution by these international and for the most part atheistic Jews ... is certainly a very great one; it probably outweighs all others. With the notable exception of Lenin, the majority of the leading figures are Jews. Moreover, the principal inspiration and driving power comes from Jewish leaders ... The same evil prominence was obtained by Jews in (Hungary and Germany, especially Bavaria). Although in all these countries there are many non-Jews every whit as bad as the worst of the Jewish revolutionaries, the part played by the latter in proportion to their numbers in the population is astonishing. The fact that in many cases Jewish interests and Jewish places of worship are excepted by the Bolsheviks from their universal hostility has tended more and more to associate the Jewish race in Russia with the villainies which are now being perpetrated”.

Silver Springs
Fleetwood Mac Videos | Ringtones | Denver MLS You could be my silver spring, Blue green colors flashing. I would be your only dream, You're shining autumn Ocean crashing And did you say she was pretty? And did you say that she loves you? Baby I don't want to know. I'll begin not to love you, Turn around, See me running. I said I loved you years ago, I tell myself, You never loved me, no. And did you say she was pretty? And did you say that she loves you? Baby I don't want to know. Oh, no. And can you tell me was it worth it? Really I don't want to know. Time casts a spell on you, But you won't forget me. I know I could have loved you, But you would not let me. Time casts a spell on you, But you won't forget me. I know I could have loved you, But you would have not let me. I'll follow you down, 'Til the sound of my voice, Will haunt you. You'll never get away, From the sound, Of the woman that loves you. I'll follow

The End Is The Beggining Is The End
The Sewers belch me up The heavens spit me out From ethers tragic Iam born again And now Im with you now Inside your world of wow To move in desires made of deadly pretends Till the end of times begin Is it bright where you are have the people changed Does it make you happy youre so strange And in your darkest hour, I hold secrets flame You can watch the world devoured in its pain Strange Climb my ribcage to The replays run for you Unhook my lights to peek behind the flash For iam crystal chrome Iam shatter dome Iam kremlin king of angels avenged To destroy the end Is it bright where you are have the people changed Does it make you happy your so strange And in your darkest hour I hold secrets flame You can watch the world devoured in its pain The zeppelins rain upon us The guns of love disastrous A shadow lies amongst you To defy the future cast Is it bright where you are Have the people changed Does it make you happy your so strange An

People
Well being back to work after my accident put a lot of things in perspective... fist that people can and will take every opportunity to walk all over you. then when you nicely prevent them from doing so they get bent out of shape. I have done a lot of things in my life and I believe that what comes around goes around... and I am going to get my ass out of that place so the shit don't splatter on me when it comes around. besides I found that my factory days are coming to an end due to my knee injury.

Not Really A Poem.
I stare into the void called reality, thinking of her. Many other women run through my mind, but she stands out. I don't know why. Feelings of anxiety and depression come over me, because I never know what to do. To tell her or not. Sometimes I like to sit, hold it in, and let the feelings gnaw at my empty stomach. Sometimes I would rather surprise her with a passionate kiss. Three and a half months I've known her, but for the last few weeks, I've wanted to embrace her for walking into my life. But I couldn't tell her how I feel. The words would sound awkward coming out of my mouth. I'm not exactly a very smooth talker. I'm a klutz and a screw-up. Actually, I'm not a klutz, but it felt good to write it down. However, I do have my good moments. Like it says in my profile, I'm an awkward soul. How can anybody like an awkward soul?

Yet Again Untitled
Doing anything I can to refrain from seeking solace in familiar pain. Mourning old habits and comforting lies. Helpless, I watch as a piece of me dies. Struggling to keep from turning away accepting that it has to be this way. Hoping it helps my broken mind to mend, but still I know that this isn't the end.

Haters Hater Hater.
I did a test by posting an mumm stating am I sexy. I got almost 300 hits and only 4 said I was sexy. Now don't get me wrong I love haters cuz if sum1 hates on You doin the damn thang. I mean I have over 200 cherry tap friends and ya'll all think other wise and I love you all for that. Me not bein ugly is wut ya'll think and I that makes me feel great cuz I have not a one ugly friend on my C-Tap list. But people ya'll should have seen how many guys voted and commented. It was crazy. Why would a man comment and vote on a other guys mumm that state ""am i sexy'' humm. Cuz nigga love to hate. And get this one lady said I was a wigga "white nigga" and she was white. The last time I checked I'm a black ma not white. So all in all it was a great mumm day. lol holla.

Deer Camp
The guys were all at deer camp. They had to bunk two to a room. No one wanted to room with Daryl because he snored so badly. They decided it wasn't fair to make one of them stay with him the whole time, so they voted to take turns. The first guy slept with Daryl and comes to breakfast the next morning with his hair a mess and his eyes all bloodshot. They said, "Man, what happened to you?" He said, "Daryl snored so loudly, I just sat up and watched him all night." The next night it was a different guy's turn. In the morning, same thing--hair all standing up, eyes all blood-shot. They said, "Man, what happened to you? You look awful!" He said, "Man, that Daryl shakes the roof. I watched him all night." The third night was Frank's turn. Frank was a big burly ex-football player; a man's man. The next morning he came to breakfast bright eyed and bushy tailed. "Good morning," he said. They couldn't believe it! They said, "Man, what happened?" He said, "We

The Empty Egg
Jeremy was born with a twisted body and a slow mind. At the age of 12, he was still in second grade, seemingly unable to learn. His teacher, Doris Miller, often became exasperated with him. He would squirm in his seat, drool, and make grunting noises. At other times, he spoke clearly and distinctly, as if a spot of light had penetrated the darkness of his brain. Most of the time, however, Jeremy just irritated his teacher. One day she called his parents and asked them to come in for a consultation. As the Forresters entered the empty classroom, Doris said to them, "Jeremy really belongs in a special school. It isn't fair to him to be with younger children who don't have learning problems. Why, there is a five year gap between his age and that of the other students." Mrs. Forrester cried softly into a tissue, while her husband spoke. "Miss Miller," he said, "there is no school of that kind nearby. It would be a terrible shock for Jeremy if we had to take him out of this school.

Bad American....i Think Not..!
> >I Am Your Worst Nightmare. >I am a BAD American. >I am George Carlin. > > >I believe the money I make belongs to me and my family, not some mid level >governmental functionary be it Democratic or Republican! > >I'm in touch with my feelings and I like it that way! > > >I think owning a gun doesn't make you a killer, it makes you a smart >American. > > >I think being a minority does not make you noble or victimized, and does >not entitle you to anything. > >I believe that if you are selling me a Big Mac, do it in English. > > >I believe everyone has a right to pray to his or her God when and where >they want to. > > >My heroes are John Wayne, Babe Ruth, Roy Rogers, and whoever canceled Jerry >Springer. > >I don't hate the rich. I don't pity the poor. > > >I know wrestling is fake and I don't waste my time watching or arguing >about it. > > >I've never owned a slave, or was a slave, I haven't burned any witches or

Those Who Wish To Live
Times are changing for our generation, we are no longer in control of our own destinies, we are forced into believing that our ancestors were wrong in what they did to the non whites who were here, we are taught to be ashamed of our own people’s triumphs, we no longer possess the will or courage to speak out of line or act out of passion for our own race. There once was a time in white culture where we had pride and dignity, there once was a time where white men and women never would stray from their own people and there was a time when we would take up arms if someone threatened our way of life. These times have sadly passed us on, now the majority of our people are scared to speak on behalf of their own race they are brainwashed by the very people they feel could never wrong them and they are taught that just because a persons skin tone is different doesn’t mean they are less of a person. Such filth being taught today would not have passed for education not more then forty years a

The Man Of The House
This man came in the house & threw his pants to his wife & said : "PUT THESE ON" ! His wife looked at him & said : you know I can't wear these & the husband said : "WELL I GUESS YOU KNOW WHO WEAR THE PANTS IN THE HOUSE" ! That wasn't nothing because his wife took her pants off & threw them to him & replied : "PUT THESE ON" ! The husband said : Honey, you can't get into your pants & the wife replied : "YOU NEVER WILL EITHER IF YOU DON'T CHANGE YOUR F**KING ATTITUDE" !

Naughty Riddles
Q.What do you call a virgin on a waterbed? A: A cherry float. ~~~~~~~~~~ Q: What's the fluid capacity of Monica Lewinsky's mouth? A: 1 US leader ~~~~~~~~~~ Q: What did the sign on the door of the whorehouse say? A: Beat it - we're closed. ~~~~~~~~~~ Q: Why do walruses go to Tupperware parties? A: To find a tight seal. ~~~~~~~~~~ Q: What's the difference between sin and shame? A: It is a sin to put it in, but it's a shame to pull it out. ~~~~~~~~~~ Q: What's the speed limit of sex? A: 68; at 69 you have to turn around. ~~~~~~~~~~~ Q: Why did Raggedy Ann get thrown out of the toy box? A: She kept sitting on Pinocchio's face, and moaning, "Lie to me!" ~~~~~~~~~~ Q: Why is air a lot like sex? A: Because it's no big deal unless you're not getting any. ~~~~~~~~~~ Q: What's another name for pickled bread? A: Dill-dough. ~~~~~~~~~~ Q: Why are Monica Lewinsky's cheeks so puffy? A: She's withholding evidence.

Facts About Sean
Facts about me. I'll add to this list as I think of things. 1. I'm 31, turning 32 in a three weeks. 2. I graduated college with a degree in journalism. 3. I have a bilateral cleft lip. 4. I'm writing a book about my life growing up with a cleft. 5. I have a dent in the back of my head from an accident when I was a kid. 6. I've been on tv and radio. 7. I've performed on stage several times including in an original off-Broadway (way off-Broadway) play back in 2003. 8. I've written probably close to 20 songs (lyrics only) between 1997 and 2003. 9. I love music. Mostly pop, modern and classic rock. Alot of 60's and 80's music. Some blues and reggae also.

Pearls Of Wisdom
Pearls of Wisdom 1. Life isn't fair, but it's still good. 2. When in doubt, just take the next small step. 3. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. 4. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does. 5. Pay off your credit cards every month. 6. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree. 7. Cry with someone. It's more healing than crying alone. 8. It's OK to get angry with God. He can take it. 9. Save for retirement starting with your first paycheck. 10. When it comes to chocolate, resistance is futile. 11. Make peace with your past so it won't screw up the present. 12. It's OK to let your children see you cry. 13. Don't compare your life to others'. You have no idea what their journey is all about. 14. If a relationship has to be a secret, you shouldn't be in it. 15. Everything can change in the blink of an eye. But don't worry; God never blinks. 16. Life is too short for long pi

Setting The Record Straight
I do want to begin this and end this on a good note. Though I wish I could, I know that there will be something along the way that gets under my skin and therefore causes me to vent. It seems that in a blessed moment of silence, I've found myself at the crossroads again. I find myself asking the eternal question of where the hell do I go from here? I've encountered The Great Duality War again and I'm not really sure which side will win it. Hell, I guess I should just balance it out, right? Just write the damned thing and see what comes of it. For starters, I'm beginning to despise just about any and every messageboard in existence. I find a multitude of idiots there. Many of them not having the common decency to cease reproduction and kick natural selection up a few gears, they seem to bear much in the way of dual-natured primates. Prime example is the user who uses "He Who Angers You, Controls You" in their signature line while resorting to nothing less constructive in any on

Sydney Royal Easter Show 2007
What i've been up to is i went to the Sydney Royal Easter Show 2007 on thursday 5/4/07 Australian Time and it on that day it was day 1 of the show it was totally awesome the fireworks display was totally and way cool and awesome they had extreme corruption which is freestyle motorx and other things and international rodeo Australia vs U.S.A. and that was awesome as well and there was polo on horses not the water kind haha tentpegging globe of death and Lady Cannonball Jennifer Schneider and i spent the whole day out there and i bought 2 WWE DX T-SHIRTS they were $40au each so 2 was $80au and for me that was a good price and the easter show is like a huge fair with rides showbags animals food and anything else you want to see or do hehe i had wicked and awesome time out there well time to finish up this blog until my next blog take care everybody from Bruce

Live Radio Show... Join Us !
We want to invite you to listen in and participate on our Live Radio show. Starting April 17, 07 . Afterwards the show will air on Tuesdays, Thursdays. We are going to be reviewing and interviewing some of the up and coming bands worldwide! We really need your input on the new music, so pass it on... The format of the show as follows: Two minute intro, and right to listening and reviewing, UltraFM Bassist Chuck Miskimon and Studio critic and sound man Jimi will give their thoughts on the music and then the "Phone lines" will open for public discussion and reviews. Please join us and the Mayhem... Your participation is highly encouraged !!! The show starts 6:30pm on the 17th of April, Then it will air on Tuesdays, Thursdays . Who will be the next music icon? Everybody can listen to the show right through their media center on their PC "LIVE"! By clicking the “listen to now” button on our host page, or our myspace web page @ UltraFM Online The bands

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Fuck You show me how important I am to you HE knows me HE learns me HE finds my insides and sees me for who I am You show me how important I am to you You don’t know me You won’t learn me You will never find my insides and see me for who I am HE pays attention HE asks me questions HE reads my space HE feels my vibe You show me how important I am to you You ignore You don’t ask me shit You don’t read my space You don’t feel my vibe You show me how important I am to you That’s the way I feel about you You don’t know me You don’t want to know me Why the fuck do I care to know you Why the fuck to I invest my time into you Why do I want to be there knowing you You show me how important I am to you

For Immediate Release
Hello To, Real Rock Music Lovers! For Immediate Release UltraFM Formed in 1998 by Guitarist and vocalist Victor Yori and Bassist Chuck Miskimon. UltraFM has over fifty songs that span a wide variety of well written, completed and arranged music with meaningful and understandable lyrics. UltraFM has developed in a short time, a local fan base of more then 1600 loyal fans that love our music. “As for being told this very thing by our fans, I must believe it for the simple reason , that most of our followers and more, would not join us at our shows when we perform if it wasn’t true”. A press release sent out with The Creatures of Habit CD described this cd release as " several film scores awaiting a film." All too often, labels get so caught up in their own hype that they make statements in press releases that are far removed from reality. But in the case of several songs by UltraFM, the phrase " film scores awaiting a film" does have some validity; there are songs

Cuz I'm Not In Jail
That's the most used phrase for the night. Along with others like: "Whatever your boobs want, they got it!" "If your boobs want a hot fudge sundae, by god I will make the best hot fudge sundae ever in my life!" "I've never been this soberly drunk in my life" So it was like midnight when my best friends call me up and say Hey you wanna go to cottons? For some odd reason I said sure! Sooo, we get there are one girl didnt have an ID, so we dont even get to drink. We leave, and get followed by a cop. Somehow we get lost on backstreets.. SO................................... I decide, hey pull over in front of this house.. I get out and walk to the gate of the house, look over at the cop, who has now rolled down his window and is looking right at me. "I am so not going to jail for this underage girl I don't even know.." I walk over "Can I help you officer?" Keep in mind I am the only one who has not had a DROP of alcohol!!! He said just making sure everything's ok. I t

Scattered Thoughts
i am having a hard time dealing with people right now.....i have a million things running through my head so if this seems scattered brained i am not responsible.... i am moving in a couple weeks....my brother Dave lives in the house where my gram and pop-pop lived and there is an attached gargage apartment....albeit small we at least have a place to go....which we will be going there in the next couple of weeks.... i am regaining Jenni's trust...i love her so much and wish we had never broken up....Jenni my darling i love you.... Jason and i are talking....losing communication with him was like losing a part of me...for a long time Jason was my life...my reason for living....my reason to drag my ass out of bed everyday....but he is where he belongs and that is with Shannon....and i am also becoming closer to her again...Shannon and i were friends ever before i knew Jason and i did alot of damage there too but i have been forgiven and i love them both very much.... i am goi

Guys, This Is For You.
Ok, this is for all the horndogs out there. MY 10 RULES FOR CHATTING. 1. Yes, I have a cam. No, I do not always want to perform on it for your pleasure. So if I say no, have some respect and don't badger me about it. 2. Sometimes I am not in the mood for sexual chat. If I say no, deal with it. 3. Gentlemen who cam for/with me. I like to see a man's face when he's putting on a show for me. nothing turns me on more than to see the expressions on a guy's face when he's really getting into it. so please don't just position the cam on your cock! 4. Some things are a big turnoff. like animals, scat, golden showers,and rape. If you cross a boundary of mine and I tell you, back off. 5. My cam doesn't always work. Sometimes I may want to, and can't get it running. please be understanding. 6. what is the big obsession with cumming on a girl???? I soooo do not get it. 7. If you have a foot fetish, I can indulge it. If I feel like it, that is. 8. I have odd tastes and k

The Fullness Of The Moon
Draw my energy from you, your fullness. Let me have the drawing. Arms raised torward you. Chanting my verses, to you calling. Flow through me like eternity. Fill me with newness. Bathe me in your radiance. Come to me in trueness. Im focused on your light. Reflecting down on me. Your power is magnificant. I begin to feel so free. Your waxing phase is over. Tonight your beauty is full. Your energy flows through me. The strongest that I know. Perfect beginnings with perfect ends. Perfect love with perfect friends. Perfect reflections of what has been. To you my call is sent. Blessed Be.

For Babygirl
Artist: Lonestar Album: Coming Home Title: I'll Die Tryin' You've been livin' way to long in broken promiseland Your dreams crushed and scattered like a million grains of sand I'd love to be your redemption but I am just a man And I may never be a hero But I'm a rock you can lean on If I don't love you like you deserve If I don't stop every tear you're cryin' If I don't make your life a heaven on this earth I'll die tryin' I'll die tryin' I'll listen to your secret prayer and share your deepest wish Search for a hundred years just to find the perfect kiss Of everything within' my power there's nothin' I won't give To be that part of you and your life That takes what's wrong and makes it right [Repeat Chorus] I may never be a hero But I'm a rock you can lean on I wanna be that part of you and your life That takes what's wrong and makes it right [Repeat Chorus] I'll die tryin' I'll die tryin' I'll die tryin' Don't just call it quits say there

Shhhhhhhhhh! Its The Quiet Storm.. At Work!
I was told I was evil . scartastic grin Because , I like my quiet time and I don't want to talk during my lunchtime and have it eaten up with useless disscussions! lmao Politics.. - save that for dinner at your house. If I wanted to waste my entire lunch on this i'd stay and talk to my dad about doomsday ! lmao Women - I love women.. Just don't want to talk about them and relationships on my lunchtime! sheeeeeeeeeeesh.. it always goes back to that buckcherry song "crazy b" lmao then some guy starts moaning and groaning about his cb and what she did.. he did.. they did.. and my food gets all cold.. cuz I have to calm his butt down! again.. no! lmao Sports- again I love sports! Just don't wanna waste my entire lunchtime on it! lmao I'll say 2 words or one sentence and then all heck breaks loose.. ie.. Florida is gonna win it.. then doom .. and cursing and people wanna fight. ex- girlfriends - see women.. food- ok.. since i'm eating.. thats ok.. do

Lol
fucik her... i already did... dumb cunt thinkin' she's on the shit... couldn't wait to get away from that shit... buried in sin and that's where i begin... got a lisa sized migraine and my wallet's getting thin... fuck you, baby, i'm not lazy, you drove me crazy... then i kicked your door in... i want nothing to do with you because of the shit you put me through... get gone on your own way, cuz i'm happy that we're through... dumb fucking bitch, my daughter needs way more than she can have with a dumb cunt like you

A World I've Never Known
It's still in the work, I wanted to get this out though... (the poem, thankyou angelkiss, and Becca for the inspiration, and the realization) Let me tell you that I'm sorry, Though, I wonder truly if I should be. In my life I've had many struggles, As I know we all of have... I've made many mistakes, not all of them I learned from, Up until now... I've moved where I'm at to start a new life, I've been where I have for life lessons that we all need. I want to live, I want the happiness I carry in my heart. Until now, I've reached so far trying way too hard, Pushing things, when I just needed to enjoy the world, I've left myself hurt in the process. I blamed so many, made excuses, To the simple things I sought to find. I had the best of intentions, But, why rush a beautiful world that is waiting to be seen. So many times I've reached way too far, I was just being me though. Life is so simple if you let it be, I've realized, I love being me, and who I am. I've

Life Ain't The Pits Of A Cherry Finally!!!
Just thought I'd let my friends who care that life is starting to look better to me again.Not so depressed any more, but I do have a long way to still go before things aren't the pits.But slowly, but surely I will get there and be my old self again :)). Luv to all of u that has been worrying about me and thank you for being a friend!!!

A Billion Is A Difficult Number To Comprehend
Even money she gets it next time you hear a politician use the word "billion" in a casual manner, think about whether you want the "politicians" spending your tax money. A billion is a difficult number to comprehend, but one advertising agency did a good job of putting that figure into some perspective in one of its releases. A. A billion seconds ago it was 1959. b. A billion minutes ago Jesus was alive. c. A billion hours ago our ancestors were living in the Stone Age. d. A billion days ago no-one walked on the earth on two feet. e. A billion dollars ago was only 8 hours and 20 minutes, at the rate our government is spending it. While this thought is still fresh in our brain, let's take a look at New Orleans. It's amazing what you can learn with some simple division . Louisiana Senator, Mary Landrieu (D), is presently asking the Congress for $250 BILLION to rebuild New Orleans. Interesting number, what does it me

Life Or Something Like It??
I HAVE A FEW THINGS THAT I NEED TO SAY...OK I GET THE WHOLE YOU HAVE TO WAIT THE OBLIGITORY 3 SECONDS BETWEEN RATINGS OF PICS...I UNDERSTAND THAT WE SHOULD KEEP THIS A PUBLIC SAFE SITE...OR SAFE FOR WORK SITE...WHICH IN MY OPINION SHOULD NOT BE SEEN AT WORK...I KNOW THAT I CAN'T BE HERE WHEN I WORK...ANYHOW...MY POINTS ARE THESE... THIS IS A FREE SITE AND I HAVE BEEN HERE FOR ALMOST A YEAR NOW...THERE WERE RULES WHEN WE STARTED. I GET THAT...NOW IT SEEMS THAT THERE ARE RULES EVERY COUPLE OF DAYS IF NOT EACH AND EVERYDAY! BECAUSE THERE ARE CHEATERS HERE AND PPL WHO ARE NOT WILLING TO WORK HARD AT GETTING SOMEWHERE HERE...I, THE NON PAYING CUSTOMER HAVE TO SUFFER THE CONSEQUENCES!? I KNOW THAT THERE ARE NO GUARANTEES IN LIFE...NOTHING IS FAIR IN LIFE EITHER...BUT FOR GOD'S SAKE...PLEASE LEAVE THIS SITE ALONE...WHY MESS WITH A GOOD THING...SO PUNISH THE ONES THAT ARE CHEATING AND LEAVE THE REST OF US ALONE! THIS IS A LONG RANT FOR ME AND I MIGHT NOT GET EVERYTHING OUT AS I

Quiet Love
This is one of my favorite lines from Smallville Season 2 so I just thought I’d share it with you all. I guess it shows you what a huge Smallville fan I am. That or a weirdo, but that’s ok. Those of you who know me already know that of me so I’m not telling you anything you already don’t know. Anyway I think its beautifully written. Its filled with a tremendous amount of love and yet so sad at the same time. Enjoy. From Chloe with love Hi, Clark Well, this is going to make quite a story. “Clark Kent Ends Record-Breaking Perfect Attendance Streak.” Sorry. I’m doing it again. I just…I’ve never seen you sick before, and it just got me thinking. You know. What if something did happen to you….. and I never got to..? So in yet another classic maneuver to avoid emotional intimacy….I wrote my feelings down so that I could read them to you…thereby avoiding embarrassing eye contact. (Whew!) I want to let you in on a little secret. I’m not who you think I am. In fact, my disguise is

Returning From Darkness
Well I lost power for about 48hours. The main breaker that supplies my home power blew the other night. It sucked so bad. I was able to get online for a little bit last night while at my cousens house, you wouldn't believe the withdrawels I had from not being online!!! So I'm back, just in case any of you missed me, LOL.

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You never know when you meet someone if she’ll be the one Am I your one that you will find my beauty on the inside Is what I have to offer enough for your smiles for your lifetime Did you look at me and wonder if I am the one Am I just the here and now The disposable one that you can kiss and walk away from You never know when you kiss someone if she’ll be the one Did you ask yourself if our kiss made the difference The difference between the before and the now Do you see my truths in my eyes when I tell you I love you Do you feel my body shake when you touch me My anticipation of our us my want for our we On the inside I am wound up Lost in the dreams of tomorrow Wondering if my today is enough to get me there

Attn. Bombers Lets Make It A Confederate Queen
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~QUEEN OF CT CONTEST~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ LETS MAKE IT A CONFEDERATE QUEEN... RATE AND COMMENT BOMB. THE ONE WITH THE MOST COMMENTS WINS. IN CASE OF A TIE THEN THE RATES WILL BE ADDED TO THE TOTAL

You Will Never Know
You will never see the tears I cry while I am lying in the dark by your side. You will never know how much you mean to me and how much I wake up everyday happy to see your smiling face. You will never know the days I count up just to be back in your arms when you are far away. My love for you is deeper still. You will never know.

Myaskovsky
http://www.bbc.co.uk/radio3/cotw/pip/idqrg/ It's appropriate that BBC Radio 3's Composer of the Week tribute to Nikolai Myaskovsky and Nikolai Roslavets should conclude have concluded, back on March 30th, with one of Rostropovich's recordings of Myaskovsky's possibly best-known work- his cello concerto in C minor from 1944. I like the coincidence especially since it was hearing this work, and maybe this recording, twice in a two (one?)-year period, once in my first year of college and once when visiting Hampshire College, that got me interested in this composer, this teacher of many, and friend/fellow-student-of-Prokofiev...

My 2nd Rant...
Ok, I understand CT can be a pain in the ass.. I know, I have bitched my share about it. BUT, I'm getting tired of all these "I'm leaving CT forever" bulletins. Stop threatening...just leave. It doesn't matter after you have whined so much that people are dying for you to do it. Piss or get out of the pool people.

Who Am I
I’m a girl who enjoys hanging out with her friends, having a good time and being myself. I like to do and act anyway I feel. Sometimes I admit I can be quirky and sometimes I can be shy. I can be weird and original or I can be just like anyone else. I tend to be shy when I first meet people but when I get to know you I open up and you can see that I actually love to talk. But if what your looking for is an ear I can be that too. I’m independent and have a hard time asking people to help me sometimes. I’m trying to work on that though. I love to laugh whether it be from a joke, or just something silly someone did or said. Sometimes I laugh with such mirth that shakes the body and sometimes I just smile and smirk. Sometimes I just like to sit, listen, and watch when others are talking and just enjoy the banter. Other times I will join in on the conversation and then there is no stopping me. I laugh when I’m happy and I’m quite when I’m mad. On occasion when you find me reading and I’m q

Thursday Night/friday Morning Survey
1. Do you know anyone in Prison? Sure do 2. Have you ever logged onto a boyfriend/girlfriend/crushes myspace? No need, he sits right next to me. lol 3. When is the last time you ate peanut butter and jelly? Couple months ago. 5. Have you ever gotten naked at a party? Yes 6. Name someone you miss... My Papa 7. Are you named after a grandparent? Yep 8. Who loves you? Lots of people actually! 9. Do you throw up gang signs?I don't think so. 10. Have you ever broken a rib? I've had several broken. 11. Would you rather be a girl or a guy? I'm soooo glad I'm a woman. lol 12. Who is the most spoiled person you know? All those skanks on My super sweet sixteen!! lol 13. Would you rather have a million dollars or true love? I have my true love, bring on the cash! 14. Have you ever had sex in church? Negative 15. Is your boyfriend/girlfriend a marine? No, but I've dated my fair share.. Love Marines!! 16. Do you watch grammys? Not in many years. 17. Wo

Basket Ball
Air ball: When a shot is taken and it hits neither the backboard or the rim. Assist: A pass that immediately precedes and sets up a scored basket. Backboard: The rectangular or fan-shaped board behind the basket. Backcourt: The half of the court that is opposite a team’s offensive basket; the court a team is attempting to defend. Bonus free throw: When a team gets seven Bounce pass: A pass that strikes the floor before it reaches the receiver. Carrying the ball: Also called “palming;” a violation committed by a dribbler that involves placing the dribbling hand under the ball and momentarily holding or carrying it while dribbling. Center: Also called the “pivot player;” an offensive position typically played by a tall player who plays mainly in the key areas (at the post). Charging: A personal foul committed when an offensive player illegally contacts a defensive player who has established position or is stationary. Chest pass: A two-handed pass thrown from t

Not Again...not Ever...(a Tribute To Columbine)
FUCK! I never knew juctice, she was a beautiful lady, till she turned on me, oh i hate her, i hate this world i hate you all, i was betrayed, now vengence is mine, everyone is first in line, You fucked up shit, you stole it all, i'm broken in free fall, all i see is red, flowing out threw your head, by bullet and barrel, a premenate hemorage, on ethe mind of humanity, Voices of two fused as one, They ran ramped in the hallow halls, turning lives red and cold, deluted they raise the fire, they burned they hatred till eve's decent, taken they lives by the same hand, never forget they saw a false, take heed to they're warning, and let never it happen again... (The first two versus are the shooters, the third is the moral of the story don't think i would make a copy of their actions. I'm not that disturbed...)

The Average Military Wife/girlfriend
THE AVERAGE MILITARY WIFE/GIRLFRIEND The average age of the military wife/girlfriend is 20 years old. She isn't old enough to buy a beer, but is old enough to manage the entire household. She probably never saw herself loving a man who was in the military, but she loves him regardless. Her penmanship has improved over the last few months, due to excessive letter writing. She cries alot, because she misses the man she swore to love. Her life isn't complete without him. She looks very tired, because of her many sleepless nights either waiting for a call that never came or one that did and just because she heard his voice, she is too overjoyed to sleep. As a wife, she is classified as a dependent, but she is completely independent. She tends to her household, her kids, her school work, and her job, all without her husband. She manages a smile, even though inside she's crying. She understands that the man she loves has to go far away. She unders

Cherokee Travelers Greeting
I will draw thorns from your feet. We will walk the White Path of Life together. Like a brother of my own blood, I will love you. I will wipe tears from your eyes. When you are sad, I will put your aching heart to rest.

Joke Time
Eight Thousand Metres Up Eight thousand metres up, the plane is falling from the sky, Both engines have failed and they are all about to die The passengers are desperate, the pilot's in a panic A young woman leaps up at last, her voice is clearly frantic She rips off her shirt and shouts to all the passengers and crew 'Someone! Make a woman of me! Any man will do!' A bloke three rows back sees his chance - is this his dying wish? He rips his shirt off, flings it at her and says 'Here! Iron this

Is It Me Or...
Am I wanting too much.. Comming soon on Blue ray and HD Pootytang on HD and blueray I'm gonna get u suckka Don't be a menese to society while drinking your juice in da hood. Low down dirty shame Robin Hood - men in tights speed 3.5 uncut alone in the dark directors cut with hidden scenes! Well think about it.. they can put 20 badly made movies on one huge ass HD or blueray for your enjoyment. hahaha

So Here We Are Again.
I figured for awhile I will just post some tunes that express how I am feeling about Life in General. There are many things a person can feel and come across throughout a simple day of Life. Makes it more interesting to think about yourself, the song and whether it says anything. Not necessarily about you, or me for that matter. It is what it was when I made it or felt it. And it was for me and anyone who feels it when they see it. Got it ?

I Just Do Not Get It
Someone please explain all the complaining to me. I just do not get some people. Ok it was the NSFW bullshit at first. I will say that I think it is worded incorrectly and should have nothing to do with "work" as a warning that it contains adult content. But the fact is it is adult, and yes an adult site, so be the freaking adult and mark it as so. I personally do not care if you want to display your tits, crotch and cock but it should be MY choice if I want to see it. The whole site is about egotistical bullshit. Do people really need a score to make themselves feel better? It blows my mind that anyone actually pays for this shit. I thought it was basically a virtual night club. I would NEVER pay to wear a sign begging for people to like me and look at me, ohh and then judge me while out at a club. AKA a blast. These are the people I would run from. Then you have those who pay to be the cool people with the nifty colored name. WHY do you do this??? So you can rate someone a whole poin

Smile For You
SMILING IS INFECTIOUS;YOU CATCH IT LIKE THE FLU,WHEN SOMEONE SMILED AT ME TODAY, I STARTED SMILING TOO. I PASSED AROUND THE CORNER AND SOMEONE SAW MY GRIN WHEN HE SMILED I REALIZED I'D PASSED IT ON TO HIM. I THOUGHT ABOUT THAT SMILE THEN REALIZED ITS WORTH,A SINGLE SMILE JUST LIKE MINE COULD TRAVEL ROUND THE EARTH. SO, IF YOU FEEL A SMILE BEGIN, DONT LEAVE IT UNDETECTED LET'S START AND EPIDEMIC QUICK, AND GET THE WORLD INFECTED! EVERYONE NEEDS A SMILE!!!! THIS IS WHAT I TOLD A VERY SPECIAL PERSON IT TAKE MORE TIME AN MUSCLES IN UR FACE TO FROWN THEN JUST TO SMILE AN MAKE IT A MUCH BETTER LIFE.

Lost
What have I become? Besides ordinary? Besides trivial? Besides perverse? I thought I could switch between two modes more easily, but obviously, a person can only endure so much before they forget...their roots. I hate what I've become and I want to reverse it, but everything seems to require money and politics. Reality = money + politics. Basically, reality sucks.

Bored.....ringtones
I am sitting here bored, watching "Trick My Truck", && talking to Mike. We are talking about different songs we like. We both want new phones so we can have different ringtones for everyone. Here's the ones I want. Mike-Lips of an Angel-Hinder Rob-You & Me-Lifehouse Joe-Girlfriend-Avril Lavigne Ryan-Waiting on the World to Change-John Mayer Jake-Stick Wit U-Pussycat Dolls Andrew-I Cross My Heart-George Strait Spencer-I'll Be-Edwin McCain Rob-The Heart Won't Lie-Reba McEntire These are jus the people I talk to the most

Just Venting
wishing someone would give me an explination for why i am hurting so damn much. i never thought someone could break my heart this way and not even care but he obviously doesnt seeing its been now three days and he hasnt even said a simple im sorry. i guess this is what i get for trusting people. so many times in my life i thought it was just something in my head making me not trust but now that i have opened up and began to trust i realize its not me its the fact that there are just too many people in this world who cant be trusted. i hope that the person who has hurt me is reading this and realizes just what he has done to me cuz seein he wont call me he hadnt had the chance to hear it from me. but im to the point that i just want to hide and not talk to anyone. but im goin to bed so hopefully things will seem better in the morning even though im sure it wont. and to the one who has done this i hope you realize that you have hurt me.....something you swore you would never d

Do You Make A Difference??
This past few days I came to realize..I DON'T....make a difference enough. While attending the wake and funeral of Eric "Easy"Fredenburg I realized that the beautifull soul I had been blessed to know, literally hundreds that attended were as well. While talking to others and listening to stories of just how unselfish,loving,caring,considerate,kind,gentle,funny and compassionate he really was. In self reflection, I thought to myself...if I were 1/3 the wonderous soul he was..I might make a difference ..to someone..somewhere..somehow..hell, for that matter ...to myself. From his life I will take those memories and the stories shared..and try harder to become a better mother..a better friend..a better sister..a better person! I will make the effort to extend my hand and my heart and my ear to those I may have simply not taken the time to do so in the past. I learned that although the close friends I have may know that part of me..few others do. It's time to change that..it's time to sm

Your Cry Baby Whiney Ass'n Isn't Going To Help So Suck It Up, Or Make New Arrangements.
1.Do yall remember back in the Lost Cherry days when everyone protested the new name and made different tags for their default to show their disdain for it? Did the new tag/protest work? No 2. What about the protest when we got the new error comment for spamming? Did the complaints work? No. 3. NSFW rules- people are STILL complaining about that.Yet..still no change (do you see a pattern?) 4. Remember when happy hour first came out and people were complaining (proof you cant make anyone happy) I even remember seeing someone complain about how the blinking red would cause someone to have a seizure. Did that complaint work? Umm..no now, instead people are using happy hour as a way to go against the new flooding error. Odd how things work right? 5. Now, everyone is placing a red X as a protest to the new no flooding rule. I agree its an asinine rule (one of many new rules lately it seems) but in my opinion placing a ginormic red X as your default lights the way to faster delet

I'm Sorry
I want to apologize first of all for lying to you. We had an agreement and I didn't keep my end of the bargain. I want to apologize for all the mean and rude things that I said to you. When a person loves someone they don't say things to intentionally hurt that person. I did it because I wanted you to hurt as bad as I did. And I admit that still is no excuse. I truly love you more than life itself. And I will be forever in your debt for helping me and being the for me during and after my surgery. Spending time with you during your moment of need had a sobering effect on me. It made me realize how much I love you and how much we actually compliment each other. Seeing you in pain did something to me and I know I don't ever want to see that again. And knowing that I have emotionally caused you pain has made me realize that I can be a jerk. You are a wonderful person and most definitely the best thing that has ever come into my life. The majority of our problems was caused by me. I am far

25 Things That Should Be In A Mans Vocab
25 THINGS THAT SHOULD BE IN A MAN’S VOCAB 1) I love you 2) I just called to hear your voice. 3) Is there anything I can do to make things better? 4) You look nice today. 5) Did you lose some weight? 6) You complete me. 7) I missed you. 8) No matter what happens, we will get through this together. 9) Our kids just don’t know how lucky they are to have you as a mother. 10 Enjoy your night out with the girls. 11) I’m sorry. 12) You did a good job. 13) I need you. 14) If that’s what you really want to do, I’m behind you all the way. 15) I’m proud of you. 16) Let’s go out tonight. 17) God must have spent a little more time on you. 18) Whenever you’re frustrated, depressed, confused or feeling that the whole world is closing in on you, remember that I’m here for you. 19) I’ll take the kids with me; you need a break. 20) You were right; I was wrong.

Stupidity Seems To Be Ruling Tonight
OK, guys, the red X things, grow up, if you wanna leave Tap, the door is that way-----> Oh, and quit reposting the same damn things repeatedly, as in the one that appeared 20 times on my list in 4 hours time saying "repost, I want one more friend" Ummm, morons, only your friends see your bulletins, (unless the scroll all the way down to the bottom to see who started it, but, we don't want to) and if you are that desperate...no wait, that's not desperate, THAT"S LAZY!! See all those little pictures scrolling across the top, click one, say "Hi", and put in a friend request. Oh, and be yourself! I can not stress this enough to guys and gals. My Husband, My RT husband and I are both on here, are open about being married and committed to each other, and still have fun. Lying about it, well, it just makes you look like you're pathetically desperate for attention. And too stupid to just talk to your spouse. Bet your partner would have fun on here too, but no, instead you hide it,

Oaths Of Enlistment
U.S. AIR FORCE OATH OF ENLISTMENT I, Zoomie, swear to sign away four years of my useless life to the United States Air Force because I know I couldn't hack it in the Army and because the Marines frighten me. I swear to sit behind a desk and take credit for the work done by others more dedicated than me who take their job seriously. I also swear not to do any form of real exercise, but promise to defend our bike-riding test as a valid form of exercise. I swear to uphold and defend the Constitution of the United States, even though I believe myself to be above that. I promise to walk around calling everyone by their first name because I know I'm not really in the military and I find it amusing to annoy the other services. I will have a better quality of life than all those around me and will at all times be sure to make them aware of that fact. After completion of my -- snicker -- "basic training," I will be a lean, mean, doughnut-eating, lazy-boy sitting, civilian-wearing-blue

5 Most Dangerous Things In The Army
1. A Private saying, "I learned this in Basic..." 2. A Sergeant saying, "Trust me, sir..." 3. A Second Lieutenant saying, "Based upon my experience..." 4. A Captain saying, "I was just thinking..." 5. A Warrant Officer chuckling, "Watch this shit..."

Drill Sergeant Pick-up Lines
You make me hornier before 9 AM than most people do all day!" - "What's a pathetic weak piece of @#$%*! like you doing in a !&%#@$ dump like this??" - "Drop trou and give me 20!" - "Care to accompany me on a quiet, romantic, moonlit beach for a 5-mile hike and a hundred push-ups?" - "Soldier, I'm admiring your strategic frontal mammary tissue mounds, two each." - "Remember 'An Officer and a Gentleman'? I'm neither, baby." - "The penalty for being out of uniform is a spanking." - "Wanna know why I'm called a 'drill' sergeant?" - "Drop and give me 69!" - "Baby, you put the 'fox' in 'foxhole'." - "You'll only have to give me one pushup soldier, if it's your bra." - "Your perfume reminds me of napalm in the morning." - "Drop and give me 20 -- on my lap." - "Wanna help me get an 'honorable discharge'?" - "Uncle Sam ain't the only one who wants you."

The Beginning Of The End.
Wow there sure are alot of people here looking 4 temporary satisfaction. Its seemz that alot of people have no shame in looking 4 the admiration that they hope can make up 4 the ego/esteem they have lost thoughout time via broken harts and bad relationships. Its ashame. I think probably more than 40% of america looks 4 love even while being married. Me? Ive never been married. And 4 the facts i mentioned above, i dont think i will be getting maried or even in a relationship anytime soon. Becauze most people think love iz bout who comez out on top in the end - not about being a team throughout UNTIL the end. 2 all of U peeps out there who are maried and STILL looking...cheerz 2 U. Have fun in your socially robotic lifestylez tangled up in chaos. 4 thoze of U patiently awaiting your turn like me...this round iz on the house.

Wats On Your Mind?? **thought Of The Day** Comment & Rate
silence love "so tell me wat good to speak of love if u cant hear" something evil watching over you coming from the vibe aloaf of good .there is so many things about love that keep us busy that we dont make time to prepare ,,, ..you rescused my attention carrying your care on my back leavin my heart unconcious while distracting your respect on my self esteem. love is transformed so it can see more than it meets is eyes but the grip of holdin back is determined either special or underrated. we dont have enough energons to power a full scale of pleasure but in this finest hour strong enough it will break the bravest heart. there is a hole in its language but it can be pulled together and save us all. slowly u whisper so close for me to feel your heart beat. the battle of pasion have won but the war of romance has just begin it iudgement day and we made our stand with power of silence love has been driven through our heart its way will remain til the day it wants to be heard

You Know Who Yo Are Read This!!
throw my life away, like the world does to us everyday, pain is black brutal and sorrow save you'r tears fight for tomarrow, and everlasting hope a current of anger has grown, for only this can make it go away for all of this is my pain i've left you out and brought back in a whole that eats deep under my skin can not be seen by those who dwell on silence live in fear of this life thats been givin to me for what so i can be another stepping stone ripped from ones own self i have nothing left just this one you test to prove nothing for only if there were something a new brighter day darkened by all our mistakes take back for just one day why where we brought here waht can we do can we honestly say life is a treasure that should be cherrished, or is it a crushing blow of reality that we were never meant not meant to be not meant to see our own hostility pave the way for the next generation save us for this pain has rissen escalading new hights brought down by our peers, a new hope of

The Sgt. Major
An Army Sgt. Major walks into a whorehouse and approaches the madam and says,"My name is Sgt. Major Dick and I'm here for a woman!" The madam immediately escorts the soldier upstairs and selects the best girl they have for him. Sgt. Major Dick immediately disrobes and is standing with his hands on his hips while he looks at the prostitute awaiting him on the bed. He then says, "My name is Sgt. Major Dick, been in the Army thirty years, and I'm a master of my mind and body, DICK, ATTEN-HUN!" Immediately, his penis becomes fully erect. The prostitute is in awe and asks him how he can do that. The Sgt. Major replies, "Like I said, I've been in the Army thirty years, and I'm a master of my mind and body, DICK, AT EASE!" His penis immediately goes limp.The prostitute still can't get over the control he has and asks him for another demonstration. The Sgt. Major says, "I'm a master of my mind and body,DICK, ATTEN-HUN!" (a raging hard-on once again), and he follows this display of

I Can't Compete
I can’t compete with your past She is to much of your future I am not enough Our happy is her jealous I see it in her eyes I hear it in her voice I can’t compete with your past She wants your future I can’t give you what she can give you I see it in your eyes I hear it in your voice I can’t compete with your past She has your memories She has your heart If she didn’t you’d walk away I see it when you look at her I hear it when you say her name Your smile lights with her delight I can’t compete with your past I’m internally dieing I don’t wanna be the other one anymore My heart can’t break anymore I put my all in and got nothing in return My lesson is learned I wasted my time I tried I can’t compete with your past She has your heart

Changes To Recruit Training
In an effort to ensure proper training and readiness among the military services, Congress has approved the following changes to basic principles of recruit training: Haircuts Marines: Heads will be shaved. Army: Stylish flat-top's for all recruits. Navy: No haircut standard. Air Force: Complete makeovers as seen on the Jenny Jones show. Training Hours: Marines: Reveille at 0500, train until 2000. Army: Reveille at 0600, train until 1900. Navy: Get out of bed at 0900, train until 1100, lunch until 1300, train until 1600. Air Force: Awaken at 1000, breakfast in bed, train from 1100 to 1200, lunch at 1200, train from 1300 to 1400, nap at 1400, awaken from nap at 1500, training ceases at 1500. Meals: Marines: Meals, Ready-to-Eat 3 times a day. Army: One hot meal, 2 MRE's. Navy: 3 hot meals. Air Force: Catered meals prepared by the Galloping Gourmet, Julia Child, and Wolfgang Puck and Emeril Lagasse. All you can eat. Leave And Liberty: Marines: None.

Update Finally
well damn sometimes a girl just cant win can they. i have tried everything i can to make my life go smoothly and just when i think things are starting to go the way that i want them to something has to go and fuck them up. and now i am starting to wonder if a certain person is really the person i thought they were. and im not gonna mention any names cuz the person knows who they are. all i know is once again my heart has been broken along with so many promises and i have yet to get a simple lil im sorry from this person. on the up side my babi boi is graduating tomorrow from basic. i talked to him today and he is doing really good. heaven now has four teeth and is crawling like crazy. she is also standing up on her own and crawling up stairs. so she is definitely getting big. we finally have internet again so i will try to update things more often. right now i am in a very pissy mood so im gonna end here before i say something that i dont mean. hope things are goin good for

Death Is A Joke
A Chinese man is divorcing his wife after she pretended to hang herself as an April Fool's joke It happened when Mr Lin, of Shanghai, came home on April 1 after a business trip, reports the Shanghai Evening Post. "When I opened the door, I saw a black object swinging in the air. When I turned on the light I was shocked to see my wife had hanged herself," he said. Lin immediately called police and the property office. Office staff helped Lin take down the 'body' while waiting for the police. "Suddenly, she sat up, started to laugh hysterically, and said this was my April Fool's Day present," says Lin angrily. His wife, Han, a 26-year-old actress, is always playing jokes on Lin as a way of keeping the marriage fresh. She says: "I just try to surprise him everyday." But Lin has has had enough: "I feel as if I'm sitting on a bomb everyday. We're getting divorced! "I can't stand the jokes and games anymore. She hides the dishes in the washing machine, or changes the loc

Wake Me (erotica)
I'm sleeping in my bed alone. You let yourself into my home. You know it's late and I'm already in bed. You slowly walk up the stairs to my room. You open the door to my room and quietly close it behind you. You look at me for awhile. My caramel skin looks golden surrounded by the white sheets. I turn over to face where you are standing but I'm still not awake yet. A smile creeps up on my face as I moan your name. You smile. You know I’m dreaming of you. If I only knew that you were standing less than three feet from my bed. You take your clothes off mindful not to wake me. You try to move the covers back so you can get a better view. I loosen my grip on the covers and roll over on my back. You move away the covers. The sheet gently caresses my breasts as it floats over my skin. You think about how you want to wake me. Should you kiss me? Should you nibble on my nipples? Should you lick your way up my thigh?

Rules Of Combat
USMC Bring a weapon. Preferably, bring at least two. Bring all of your friends who have weapons. Bring their friends who have weapons. Anything worth shooting is worth shooting twice. Ammo is cheap. Life is expensive. Only hits count. Close doesn't count. The only thing worse than a miss is a slow miss. If your shooting stance is good, you're probably not moving fast enough, nor using cover correctly. Move away from your attacker. Distance is your friend. (Lateral and diagonal movement are preferred.) If you can choose what to bring to a gunfight, bring a big weaponand a friend with a big weapon. In ten years nobody will remember the details of caliber, stance, or tactics. They will only remember who lived and who didn't. If you are not shooting, you should be communicating, reloading, and running. Accuracy is relative: most combat shooting is more dependent on "pucker factor" than the inherent accuracy of the weapon. Use a weaponthat works EVERY TIME. "All skill

Whew! The Dumpster Left This Morning
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Add this really great friend of mine, her name is Lexi and she's a really terrific lady and a "must have" on your friends list. rate, add and fan her and she will return the favor in kind. she's really sweet and takes awesome pictures....best part is, she's a canadian girl and believe me canadian girls rock! Clink the link below and check out this beauty, you'll be glad you did :) ~*~ Miss. Sexi Lexi~*~@ CherryTAP

Pain...
If I runaway tomorrow please dont follow, please let me run...for if you follow I shall crumble to the ground like dust and my soul will wither and blow away in the storm of time. If I runaway tomorrow please dont follow, please let me run... for if you come towards me I will weep tears of oceans and flood the lost souls of all time. If I runaway tomorrow please dont follow, please let me run...for if you catch me I will have to face you and come undone and the seams that hold me together will be tattered pieces of my heart. If I runaway tomorrow please dont follow,please let me run...for if you touch me I will remember all the pain and make me realize that I have not forgiven you at all.... So please just let me runaway.... *Perhaps the pain of the past can hurt you in the sands of tomorrow...and can make a clear day pass with storms of the soul* ((And not a day goes by that I dont think of you.......damn you))

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Well Hell
You know I must be Bipolar or something like that. I feel like I've been kicked and kicked and don't want to take shit anymore. You see I was flying high there for a while. A random guy hit on me. This is something that does not usually happen to me. I didn't and I guess still don't take anything at face value when it comes to the male gender. I let myself get into the place where I was thinking ok, maybe I do want to date or something. But all of the sudden I feel like I've crashed. Like I don't care and will never date anyone again. Like I'll never have another first kiss or a guy who knows just the right spot on my neck to kiss. The feeling of butterfly's. I'm just there, here. Just floating and I hate it. I can tell everyone is tired of me talking about it. Like they just want to say shut up if you want something so badly go out there and get it. Which is the same shit I tell others. If you want something so badly go out there and get it at least know what you want. I can give othe

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she never mentions the word addiction In certain company Yes, she'll tell you she's an orphan After you meet her family She paints her eyes as black as night, now Pulls those shades down tight Yeah, she gives a smile when the pain comes, The pain's gonna make everything alright Says she talks to angels, They call her out by her name She talks to angels, Says they call her out by her name She keeps a lock of hair in her pocket She wears a cross around her neck Yes, the hair is from a little boy And the cross is someone she has not met, not yet Says she talks to angels, Says they all know her name Oh yeah, she talks to angels, Says they call her out by her name She don't know no lover, None that i ever seen Yes, to her that ain't nothing But to me, yeah me, It's everything She paints her eyes as black as night now She pulls those shades down tight Oh yeah, there's a smile when the pain comes, The pain's gonna make everything alright, alrigh

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And I thought being a photographer was bad enough but oh no. I had to purchase a small resturant in Ft Walton Beach Florida. I work my natural (cute ) butt off nearly everyday. And finding good help is a natural disaster. If anyone out there happens to know anyone in the area that would like to earn a few more dollars please feel free to email my tired ass and I will definately consider it. Thanks evryone.

I Want A Sim!!!!!
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This time of year, let us all recognize that we have more similarities rather than differences, for we all bleed red, are made up of flesh, blood and bone and wish to exist in love and peace… No matter what beliefs come our way!

Brother
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Semi Pro - on set again! Current mood: cheerful Well folks another booking. I will once again be on the fabolous set of 'Semi Pro'. Look for that in 2008. Will Ferrell, Andre Benjamin, Woody Harrelson and Andy Richter will once again be graced by my presence LOL. It will be this coming up Monday, with a possible recall on Tuesday in Anaheim, California. I will be playing the role of a fan again., but maybe this time it will be closer than last time! Congrats to Brandie on being on CSI and Prom Night [I hate her for that, I wanna be in horror too!]. Be on the lookout! My first paid acting experience. Current mood: bouncy Hey all! Hmm, lots of stuff has happened recently. One, my friend Brandi got her first paid gig like I did, congrats to her! Now, it's my turn! I got a call from my agency today - Booked Talent [I highly recommend them!]. I will be playing the role of a teacher on the set of the new TV show "The Middle". I am truly excited, but also nerv

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Time And Chance (erotica) Published!
He was here. She could sense it. Tall, broad shouldered, lion’s mane hair, her lover. She opened her chamber door and looked around. She couldn’t see him. She closed the door and tried to quiet her quickened breathing. Listening, no she couldn’t hear him either. But he was here. She could feel it. Her heart was heavy as if suddenly filled. Her throat constricted. He was here. She closed her eyes. She took as deep of a breath as her tight throat would allow. Quieting her thoughts, she reached out with her mind. Mmmm. Yes the image appeared to her. There he was. He was on foot. His hurried gait, one two, one two, one two. Not quite running but a very fast walk, determined, intense. Black cloak over his shoulders, a black hat atop his head. The brim of which was pulled so low that it looked almost sinister. Heavy black leather boots. One two, one two, her heart found his rushed rhythm and matched it. The edges of his cloak caught and fluttered in the wind at his sides. He raised h

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They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them, but then an entire life to forget them. I wish you enough sun to keep your attitude bright. I wish you enough rain to appreciate the sun more. I wish you enough happiness to keep your spirit alive. I wish you enough pain so that the smallest joys in life appear much bigger. I wish you enough gain to satisfy your wanting. I wish you enough loss to appreciate all that you possess. I wish you enough hellos to get you through the final good-bye.

I.c.d.
Which means "In Case of Deletion" I'm debating on creating another name, or just letting myself go away if I'm deleted. Well, if I'm deleted, you can find me here.... http://www.myspace.com/handicapmike I really do not want to lose the friends I've made since Day 1, I love you all, but this is something I need to be ready for.

Ladies Vs Bitches
A Lady vs. A Bitch LADIES GET RESPECT - BITCHES GET WHAT THEY DESERVE LADIES WORK HARD - BITCHES WORK YOUR NERVE LADIES TELL THE TRUTH - BITCHES TELL LIES LADIES TRUST YOU - BITCHES ASK WHY LADIES STAY LOYAL - BITCHES JUST CHEAT LADIES ARE HONEST - BITCHES ARE DISCREET LADIES RESPECT YOUR PRIDE - BITCHES DON'T GIVE A FUCK LADIES HELP YOU PROGRESS - BITCHES SLOW YOU UP LADIES FUCK FOR SOME OF THAT GOOD LOVIN - BITCHES FUCK SO YOU CAN BUY THEM SOMETHING LADIES ARE IMPRESSED FOR THE MAN YOU ARE - BITCHES ARE IMPRESSED BY YOUR MONEY AND YOUR CAR LADIES ARE REAL - BITCHES ARE FAKE LADIES SHOW YOU LOVE - BITCHES JUST HATE LADIES TELL YOU HOW IT IS - BITCHES DON'T BOTHER TO MENTION LADIES KNOW HOW TO LISTEN - BITCHES DON'T PAY ATTENTION LADIES STAY BY YOUR SIDE - BITCHES KICK YOU TO THE CURB LADIES CAN TEACH YOU SOMETHING - BITCHES DON'T LEARN LADIES CARE ABOUT YOU - BITCHES DON'T

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hello every one yep i am still alive just been so damn busy worken and racing cars with my son its unreal, i'm just checken in seeing how everyone is doing and miss u all, i dont know when i will be back on again just know that i miss u all and thinken about everyone , stay good and talk to everyone later

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I`ll drink you the fuck away, an everyday annoyance on the existance of life. Chest stabbing depression numbed by the cool freezer sitting liquid. I`m tired of playing fucking games! You`re such a fucking piece of shit! *wipes eyes* I fucking hate you! I didn`t ask for this life! I didn`t ask for you to fucking rape me and bring a child into this world! *wipes eyes* I`m pushing you out! You don`t want to sign the papers but you won`t fucking pay! I`ll fucking make you pay! You`ll never see her again! I don`t care what you say about the future! Her last name will be changed! I`m getting married and she`ll have his last name. He`s going to adopt her! *wipes eyes* Over and over again, I see what you did play through my head, its like a horror flick that will never end! I FUCKING HATE YOU! I`LL DRINK YOU AWAY! YOU ARE THE PAIN THAT ALWAYS STAYS! I used to want to kill myself because of you! I have the greatest thing in the world to worry about though, brought into this world out of hate sh

Best Showin Love Tattoo Contest.
The Best Showin Love Tattoo Contest For this contest contestants must enter there tattoos that show love for someone else. Such as there Husband, Wife, Boy friend, Girl friend, Children ect… First prize 3 day Blast. PM me using the link below and send me a link to your photo. Contest begins when I have enough entries. Lets see who you love! ~Aremis of the Winged Death of LDC~@ CherryTAP

Depressed
I dont really know what else to do, i guess writing in a blog that wont really be read by a lot of people would work. Im just utterly depressed and I cant seem to get out of that stupid little hole that I dug myself. I dont seem to be mending like im supposed to. And Im working so hard only to have it all slapped in my face after two weeks. An insulting paycheck, alone because I wasnt worth it anymore, i have to try and find more jobs to find some kind of balance while going to school and maybe telling myself that I'm worth someones time in the work field. Sometimes I wonder how much my life is actually worth living...and there are more cons than pros. Maybe I should just end it.

Amnio & Sonogram. It's A .................
VERY SHY BABY. We did NOT get to learn the sex. Today, did not go well. During the sonogram, Liz got so lightheaded (lying on her back) that she almost passed out. They turned her to her left side so she could get her breath back, but she missed the last part of the sonogram. We checked to see the gender, because at 18 weeks, we SHOULD have been able to tell - had things gone well. But, all we found out, is that the baby is SHY. He/she (assuming she!) kept their legs CLOSED SHUT TIGHT. Which confirms our suspicions as far as we're concerned - if it was a boy, it'd be showin his stuff off. Girls are a little more modest ;-) And then, the consultation with the doctor. First off, I must say, Dr. O'Hara is FABULOUS. She is not Liz's normal OB - but Dr. Depew referred us to her for the amnio, because she is "The" high risk doctor in our town. Her resident, Dr. Hoskins, is learning from a WONDERFUL example, and if he follows her lead, he will have an amazing career ahead of hi

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Is it ever too late to dream? I wish I would not have been such a fuck up. I wish I was never a criminal. Never an arsonist. I don't regret the weed(haha), but all the other stuff I was doing. Man. I could've actually done something with myself. I'm not stupid; I could've been smart. If I only would have tried. If only I would've walked away from those cars. If only I would've paid attention. If only I would've done something, besides piss my life away. But that is all it is; a lot of "if only's." I want to have some fucking direction for once in my mother-fucking life. It was nice having a direction, a neon-sign, a light, and now it just feels like everything is fucking dark again. I don't know who I am or where I am going. And I want to get there, and I want to know. I am trying my ass off damnit. I ain't gonna give up. I ain't gonna bitch out. I won't back down. I will tear through this shit. And I will find my fuckin' path, and when I do; I will not falter, I will not

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There are a lot of people who believe in extra-terrestrial life. I do to be honest. However, at this point we should have had some form of confirmation through radio signal or other electrical signal of these beings existence. There is a reason for that. Earth is the dork planet of the universe. The aliens coming by to anal probe people are doing the equivalent of high school hazing on the freshman. We are sealed off with a giant dork wall and there are a couple of very good reasons. Now, what planet do we live on? It's earth, which in greek is terra. That means dirt. We named our planet dirt. Thats not the end though. The start we orbit. Its called the sun. Its a sun, but we call it the sun. We are a creative bunch aren't we. No guess what our solar system is called. There are two pretty common names. The sol system and the terran system. We named where we live the dirt system. We live in the dirt system. Its like we live on planet swapmeet when you say that. Come

Mike
Well this'll probably be one of the toughest things I ever post here. I know I promised some of you that I would post pics & a story about my recent adventure, but I hope you'll understand why I haven't done so yet when you hear what I have to say here. I'll be brief. A few days after I got home, and had just gotten back into a routine of work etc, I got a call from my friend Jon here in Camden that our friend Mike had been killed in a snowmobiling accident the day I left for Arizona. At first I didn't really have any overwhelming reaction; "No shit! Wow, that really sucks!" Now understand that I haven't really known Mike for all that long, but as the days have crept by this week, I started to realize how deeply this hurt. Mike was one of those people who always had a smile on his face (a rarity I think these days) and you just knew that he always had your back. He didn't have any enemies, which was confirmed by the fact that the only local venue large enough for his memorial was th

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She sat in his lap with her legs straddling each side and her back against his broad chest. She bent forward placing her hands on the floor. He held her stroked her with his hands. Over the curve of her hips down her sides and back down towards her rounded ass. She rolled back up. He wrapped one arm over her hip and down between her legs. Then he wrapped the other around her body to rest on her breast. She groaned as his hands caressed each breast. He held them, testing their weight, teasing the nipples to hard stiff peaks. She was so wet. He whispered such thing in her ear words of love, lust, and promises. She moaned louder. His fingers teased the apex of her thighs, gently teasing the newly trimmed patch of hair. Her legs parted further providing him entrance to her core. His fingers delved in between her dewy folds until they touched her clit. She groaned as his fingers went to work, circling and rubbing her. “ Mmm do you like that baby?” He whispered in her ear. “Ahh” was the on

Tonight...
One look in your eyes, One taste of your lips, And I knew where I belonged, Baby, I’ve waited for so long, Now I found you, One touch of your hand, The feel of your skin, Everything else just went away, Yes everything else went way, My angel, I want to make love to you, Just like lovers do, Kiss you and hold you through the night, I want to make love to you, Forever run through you, Lets make love tonight, The sound of your voice, I see heaven in you, I know where I belong, Now I found you, Let me take your hand, Feel you against me, Let the world fade away, Yes, let the world fade away, My angel I want to make love to you, Just like lovers do, Kiss you and hold you through the night, I want to make love to you, Forever run through you, Lets make love tonight, I love you

Pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
ALRIGHT I AM BEGGIN HERE WE NEED HELP IN A MAJOR WAY RIGHT NOW ANYONE WHO COMES AND HELPS WILL GET A GIFT FROM ME THE MORE COMMENTS THE BETTER THE GIFT. I KNOW MANY OF U DONT LIKE TO BOMB BUT WE ARE BEING CLOWNED HERE THEY SAID THERE IS NO WAY WE CAN DO IT PLEASE HELP US PROVE THEM WRONG AND JOIN US IN THE CRUSADE LOL JUSY CLICK THE LINK

A Man And A Woman!!
Sitting at the bus stop watching the people rush by, In the corner of her eye, she sees this great looking guy in a nice suit and well shaven, he walks past her and she can smell his after shave and gets a chill down her spine, thinking to herself what it would like with him, the bus shows up and she gets on the bus, she goes threw the day with this stranger in her head not able to get him out, the next day she is getting coffee at this little place she as been for the past couple of years, and out of no where this same guy is standing in front of her, once again she can smell his after shave and a chill goes down her spine, thinking to herself should I say something to him or not, she takes a deep breath and says hi, he turns to her with a smile and says hello, turning red and with her heart in her throat, she says how are you? He says fine and pays for his coffee and walks out the door, a week goes by and she's at the park reading a book on a blanket she had brought, down the way the

Real Women
Real Women Don't need your money, but apperciate that you make yours to get the bills paid. Don't need a gift, but like to have a reminder of your feelings. Don't always come in a size 1 Don't want your lies, but will work hard for your respect.

Happy Easter To All
I take Easter just as seriously as Christmas. You can't have the beginning without the end, although it isn't really an end, is it? Anyway, my wish is for the Holy Spirit to touch your heart with the deep love that was freely given to us all. Roy

Wtf??
Okay guys... it's not funny... some son or daughter of a bitch decided that it would a GREAT idea to rate every pic I had as all 1s... on top of that, they decided to rate my profile as a 1. What the hell guys... I'm here because I enjoy it here, I'm not here for my health, so whoever the hell did it, I find out, I will personally nuke your entire life. Enough of this crap. No more mister nice guy. You rate me 1s, I will nuke you, end of story. -- This rant has been brought to you by the Sons of Degenerate Radio, and in no way reflects CT management.

Say When
Say When Your heart's been broken you don't want to open up to me but can't you see all that your needing is someone who believes in you and when you are no longer afraid darling I'll be just one word away (chorous) Say when I'll be there by your side for a day for a year for the rest of my life I know your not ready but someday your hearts gonna mend I'll give you love without end say when Could be tomorrow maybe a little farther down the road your heart will know my love is timeless and your gonna find its true and no matter how long it takes if it means holding you I can wait (repeat chorous) (final chorous) I know your not ready but someday your hearts gonna mend I'll give you love without end say when

Lifeline
It was just a matter of time before you needed me it had to happen sooner or later you get into me you don't have to worry you don't have to worry at all and if you should stumble I'll be there for you after the fall Just remember to hold on tight I know it's your life in my hands reach out for the one you trust you've got to be strong and keep holding on to the lifeline Take my hand and don't let go again I'll be around I won't let you down on that you can depend diamond time won't keep me or keep me away from your side and if I am needed I'll be there for you ready for the ride Just remember to hold on tight you know its my heart in your hands reach out for the one you trust you've got to be strong and keep holding on to the lifeline Keep holding on to the lifeline you've got to be strong Diamond time won't keep me you don't have to worry at all and if you should stumble I'll be there for you after the fall Just remember to hold on tight I know its your life in my h

Me And You
Ordinary knows really don't think so not a love this true a common destiny we were meant to be me and you like a perfect sceen from a movie screen where every dream comes true soon the perfectly for enternaty me and you (chorous) Every day I need you even more and the night time too there's no way I could ever let you go even if I wanted too Every day I live try my best to give all I have to you thank the stars above that we share this love me and you (Repeat Chorous) (final chorous) Ordinary knows really don't think so just a precious few ever make it last is lucky as me and you Me and You

21 Reasons I Love You....
Reasons Why I Love You ! I can be myself when I am with you. Your idea of romance is dimlights, softmusic, and just the two of us. Because you make me feel like,like, like I have never felt before. I can tell you anything, and you won't be shocked. Your undying faith is what keeps the flame out of love alive You and me together, we can make magic. We're a perfect match. Thinking of you, fills me with a wonderful feeling. Your love gives me the feeling, that the best is still ahead. You never give up on me, and that's what keeps me going. You are simply irresistible I love you because you bring the best out of me. Your terrific sense of humor Everytime I look at you, my heart misses a beat You're the one who holds the key to my heart You always say what I need to hear (You are perfect). You have taught me the true meaning of love. Love is, what you mean to me - and you mean everything. You are my theme for a dream. I have had the time of m

They Find It Hard To Believe....
Most people have a hard time understanding why it is I spend some of my nights wandering sleeplessly through cemeteries... Sometimes even I don't understand it; but for some reason, it helps clear my mind. I'm always in the same cemetery, sitting between two people I lost thanks to the negligence of others. When I first started visiting, I felt weird. The place felt empty, as such a place probably should feel. I would visit, stare down upon the plots of dirt of the people I cared deeply for, and I'd stay there in silence, feeling nothing. As time passed, each visit started to grow more and more meaningful. Whatever started to spark the feeling I get now when I make my nightly walk, I will probably never understand. To describe how you feel when you're encircled with the deceased is not the easiest thing to push yourself to do. Its almost like talking about some taboo subject; something you know people will never understand. When I'm in my usual spot, I feel... alive... mo

The New Roommate
Chapter 1 (summarized) I'm an 18 year old senior at an all girls boarding school. I'm a fairly attractive girl. I have long, golden blond hair, blue yes and full lips. I stand 5'9" and my credentials are 36C-28-30. I'm fairly top heavy and get plenty of looks when I wear my uniform. My uniform consist of a button up, fitted white shirt, a mid-thigh, pleated blue plaid skirt. I usually wear white stocking or knee socks with my black shoes. I always wear my sexy lace bra and tight lacy panties. I live in a dorm and my roommate is absolutely gorgeous! She is 5'7", has light blond, very long hair and the most amazing green eyes I have ever seen. She has large supple breasts and a cute little ass. We hang out all the time, go to clubs and tease the boys on the other side of town. Neither of had ever been with another woman before and after a while we found ourselves becoming very close. So close in fact that we'd practiced kissing with each other. We'd always find a way

I Just Came Back From A War
The first thing I did when that plane finally landed was kiss the ground the next thing I did was to go find my friends down at the old hang out drank some beer and talked a lot about old times but when the blue’s finally hit Billy Joe Grimes he said I don’t what it is but you seem different to me I said I just came back from a place where they hated me and everything I stand for a land where our brothers are dying for others who don’t even care anymore if I’m not exactly the same good old’ boy that you ran around with before I just came back from a war The very next morning I took a walk through the neighborhood I thought its been long since I’ve been in a place where everything is good people laughing and children were playing as I watched them I found myself praying lord keep them safe here at home in the land of the free Cause I just came back from place where they hated me and everything I stand for a land where our brothers are dying for others who don’t even care anymor

Tied And Bound
the world is a mistress mean and crule keeps you on a short leash beats you into submission she controls your life evey minor detal from how you dress to when you sleep you have no control no say in this life your opion means nothen your ideas are throw away she controls your life from birth to death your socal group all your friends your thoughts and your freedom she is mean and crule never will free you beats you into submission every chanse she gets takes away your self respect removes all self confadence cares not of your wishes nore of your pains only what she wants only what she needs the world will never let you be free as you get older your leash gets shorter controls were you work and how you live she will never forgive you for any mistakes walking you around like a trained puppy now this is the end and she still dosnt care she throws dirt on you and gets a new boy

My First Contest (need Sum Help)
If you could I need all the luv you could show in my first Tap contest....It ends April 26th. Much luv to all my friends and supporters & to all if you ever need me I will always do my best to help.... Also vote for my babies in the cutest kid contest if you would.....MUWAH Cup of Joes contest: Vodka Gurls contest:(ends April 15th)

No Really... Whats A Blowbang?
so after talking to rotten a bit tonight... he's let me in on the shoot he's doing in may that Im going out to LA for... 15 girls, 15 scenes, 2 days, 0 prep time... its all girls blowing guys and its called a 'blowbang' for an upcoming metro release called "swallow my children"... basically not only am I getting a crash course on the porn production industry... but I'm going into hyperoverload as I'm helping film 15 scenes in 2 days (which normal for him is 6 in 2 days) so im sure i will be spinning in no time... luckily, I'm the behind the scenes guy... so im playing double duty in that I run around, film girls getting made up, arriving on the scenes, instigating drama, waredrobe changes, arrivals, catty conversation, girl fights, bloopers... and oh yeah I get to eat from the deli tray too... SWEET! and as I was telling jeremy... "thankfully this is all oral and I just have to duck and cover against mass amounts of flying babies" as I saw in one of Rotten's DVD's that h

Age Is Just A Number ...
How old were you when you first.... 1. Fell in love - Real love 18 2. Lost someone close to you - 4 3. Got drunk - 15 4. Smoked weed - Never. 5. Got kissed - 17 6. Went to the hospital for surgery - Had a C-section at 22, but not scheduled ... 7. Got your heart broken badly - 18 8. Lost a pet - 2 9. Got arrested - Never. 10. Smoked a Cigarette - 13 11. Broken a bone - Never 12. Went to a concert - 18 13. Had 1st boy/girl friend - 17 15. Got a cherryTAP account - 24 16. Sneaked out of the house - Never. 17. Pierced other than your ears - No piercing here, allergic to everything... but I love me my ink. 18. Sneaked someone in your house - Never. 19. How old are you now? 24 20. Learned to drive - 15 21. Totaled a car - I totalled my boyfriends car at 20. 22. Went to a nightclub or bar - 20

Help...........need All My Friends To Help Me Out In The "queen Of Ct" Contest. Thanks
Please click on the pic below and rate the pic and comment bomb, thanks so much. Due to CT acting up so much, and me getting blocked 3 times last night, I have fallen into 3rd place, when I was in 1st. So to all my friends, I please ask for all ur help, I wanna win this contest. Ends April 15th 8PM (Est)

Lately....
Lately, my life has been in kind of a bad place. This past monday, I was woken up at 11:30am by a phone call from my dad's cell phone. It was my mother calling me, and informing me that I didn't have to go into work that day. I asked why. She said that we are at Rochester General, your grandmother has a severe stroke this morning. At that very moment, I could feel my heart being torn apart. Tears started to stream down my face as my mom said that she would call me later in the day and let me know whats going on. Later on that day, I recieved another call from my mom. She said that, your grandmother is in a coma, and the Doctors don't think that she will come out of it. I dropped the phone and started to cry. Thinking to myself what am I going to do with out her. She is someone I could always talk to. She would never get mad at me, and give me the best advice. What am I going to do. After I hung up the phone with my mom that time, I got up, got dressed and went over to my be

Sayin Goodbye...
some of you know that i am leaving tomorrow to go home for a week (or more...) i want to say bye to everyone because i wont be on here much seeing how ill be spending time with family and yeah. when i am on ill only be on for a short time, im doing this to clear my mind of a lot of things and see what i really want to do with my life. i would like to put a few people in here, its the people i talk to on a regular basis and who always been there for me no matter what... ill miss everyone while im gone x-x-x Riot Girl - TF! my BEST friend, like a brother to me, and has my best intrest at heart THROATF*CK!@ CherryTAP - Momma Stang, always gave me advice when i needed and has always helped me when i was in trouble ۞Kings Queen Stang۞@ CherryTAP - Army Wifez, this girl has one of the biggest hearts, and she does what she does and she does it well, doent care if you like it either lol couldnt get her link so just click the pic! - Auntie Chaos, she

A Simple Drabble. I Thought I'd Share.
He raised his eyes and stared out at Paris' dazzling landscape. On his right, across the Seine, the illuminated Eiffel Tower. Straight ahead, the Arc de Triumphe. And to the left, high atop the sloping rise of Montmarte, the graceful arabesque stone glowing white like a resplendent sanctuary. Here at the easternmost tip of the Denon Wing, the north-south thoroguhfare of Place du Carrousel ran almost flush with the building, with only a narrow walkway separating it from the Louvre's outer wall. Peace at last. Peace could be mine... His thoughts prodded as he inched just a little closer to the edge of the window sill. A single step and it'd be over with. No more pain, nor hurt, nor lies. France had been a place she had enjoyed, a place she found solace in years ago. Now, she was gone just like everyone else he had come to trust and call friend. The truth had been found out and it was only a matter of time before those He had sent would find him. There's nothing left for me in this

My Name Is..... (re: Fibromyalgia)
MY NAME IS FIBROMYALGIA by Terri Been Hi....My Name is Fibromyalgia, and I'm an Invisible Chronic Illness. Iam now velcroed to you for life. Others around you can't see me or hear me,but YOUR body feels me. I can attack you anywhere and anyhow I please.I can cause severe pain or, if I'm in a good mood, I can just cause you to ache all over. Remember when you and Energy ran around together and had fun? I took Energy from you, and gave you Exhaustion. Try to have fun now! Ialso took Good Sleep from you and, in its place, gave you Brain Fog. I can make you tremble internally or make you feel cold or hot when everyone else feels normal. Oh, yeah, I can make you feel anxious or depressed, too. If youhave something planned, or are looking forward to a great day, I can take that away, too. You didn't ask for me. I chose you for various reasons: That virus you had that you never recovered from, or that car accident,or maybe it was the years of abuse and trauma. Well, anyway

Beyond The Secret
04/05/07 Dear Readers: Here is a section of my new book \"Beyond The Secret\" explaining a little more about this book. Take the time to read this newsletter through and join us at the upcoming party in Phoenix. Important Facts About \"The Secret\" In 2006, a new sensational movie entitled \"The Secret\" came out and the production was quite phenomenal, but also significantly incomplete. The movie was also endorsed by Oprah Winfrey and broadcasted on her television program. In the overpowering optimistic script, nothing pertaining to the negative manifesto of this Universal Law was exposed or explained in the Oprah show. Realize also, that I do support, understand and even promote not only the \"Secret\", but also all other Universal laws that make the human experience possible. However, the question remains after watching this well-produced movie, what will you be able to do or accomplish with it? \'The Secret\" is an overwhelmingly inspired production, ski

Dirty Sex Poems
roses are red Lemons are sour Open ur legs and give me an hour Kissing Is A Habit Fucking Is A Game Guys Get All The Pleasure Girls Get All The Pain 10 Minutes Of Pleasure 9 Months Of Pain 3 Days In The Hospital A Baby Without A Name The Baby Is A Bastard The Mother Is A Whore This Woulda Never Happend If The Rubber Hadn't Tore!! Sex is like math You subtract the clothes Add the bed Divide the legs And Pray to god You dont multiply Roses are red Grass is green Open your legs And I'll fill you with cream Hickory dickory dock This bitch was suckin my cock The clock struck two I dumped my goo And dumped her to the end of the block Sex is good Sex is fine Doggy Style & 69 Just for fun Or gettin paid Everyone likes gettin laid Sex is evil Sex is a sin Sins are forgiven So stick it in!!! roses are nice violets are fine. ill be the six if you be the nine.

Sooo Funny And True.
Illegal Immigrants I cross ocean, poor and broke, Take bus, see employment folk. Nice man treat me good in there, Say I need go see Welfare. Welfare say, "You come no more, We send cash right to your door." Welfare checks, they make you wealthy, Medicaid it keep you healthy! By and by, Got plenty money, Thanks to you, TAXPAYER dummy. Write to friends in motherland, Tell them 'come, fast as you can' They come in turbans and Ford trucks, I buy big house with welfare bucks. They come here, we live together, More welfare checks, it gets better! Fourteen families, they moving in, But neighbor's patience wearing thin. Finally, white guy moves away, . I buy his house, and then I say, "Find more aliens for house to rent." In my yard I put a tent. Send for family they j

Seeking Others In My Aread To Maybe Create A New Study Group...and/or Coven Eventually?????all Religion..nobody Left In The Cold
If you did not see my bulliten............. Ok for those of you who already know, I am Wiccan...I have just really begun my journey.... I have been seeking for years...I want to meet people of like mind and ideas and beliefs so I can progress farther in my journey. I don't think this life journey was meant to be traveled alone. I want to make a group for others of the same like mind..... if I get enough people, I am thinking of even starting a lounge..if you live I'm the area of me, I am talking REAL meetings, where we get together and learn the beliefs together...maybe even starting a coven? who knows but lets take this one step at a time...I have thought about this for a long time, and I think the time is right....please no perves, psychos,or anything like that.... send me your ideas....thoughts, and no I don't mean lets get together and have orgies so get that out of your mind......I love my husband... I Do however want to go farther in my journey and do not feel Wiccans, o

Wear The X If Ur Unhappy With Ct
As in I might leave soon ...thinking about it after GF not sure yet ...wait and see game now! Thanks ALL this auto delete program is not right. not at all Just click the x above and rip it to your gallary and set as primary!

Everytime I Think Of You I Puke!
So my day has crashed and burned. I dont know. I just feel really sad and alone. really alone. more alone than I have felt in a while. and I just think that I am tricking myself. tricking myself into thinking that things are good, or what I want to be good is better than what it is. but who I am kidding?

The Beginning....(part 1)
The Return It’s been ten years since I seen him. Ten years since I felt the heat of his embrace, the warmth of his lips, and the passion he ignited in my body. I have been searching for someone to fill that void for me. I have been to swinger clubs, strip clubs, escort services, but nothing. No one can touch me like he can. I don’t know how he knew what to do. I miss him so much. I have been in several relationships since our rendezvous, but the men can’t quite capture what I am looking for in a lover. I loved each one in their own unique way, but my heart desired him. I got an invitation to go to my ten-year class reunion. I was dreading the thought of going alone, so I called my best friend Brian who anxiously agreed to go. He wanted to see if he could finally score with a high school hottie. I also reminded him that the hotties he was looking for were probably married with kids or divorced with angst. “You can’t be serious about trying to score with a woman there? They

Preface
This is a story of seduction...and sexual exploration. This is also a sequel to a story I wrote a while back. Feel free to comment, suggest, or whatever you want with this story. Who knows. Your ideas just might end up within the story line. :D Enjoy!

Some Personality Thing
1. You are not alone. You are walking in the woods. With who? - Someone who wants to be walking with me 2. You are walking in the woods. You see an animal. What kind of animal is it? - An elk 3. What interaction takes place between you and the animal? - He looks at me and my companion and then acknowledges that we know what he is doing and then he struts away 4. You walk deeper in the woods. You enter a clearing and before you is your dream house, what kind of house is it? - A little stone cottage 5. Is your dream house surrounded by a fence? - No 6. You enter the house. You walk into the dining room and see the dining room table. what do you see? - A half eaten sandwich sitting on a plate next to a glass of melting ice with a slight trace of brown coloring in the bottom 7. You exit the house and a cup is on the ground. What kind is it? - A silver goblet 8. What do you do with the cup? - Look at my companion and then down at the goblet and decide to leave

Ten Commandments Of Human Relationships
1. SPEAK TO PEOPLE: There is nothing like a cheerful word of greeting. To really connect, look them in the eye as you speak. 2. SMILE AT PEOPLE: It takes 72 muscles to frown, only 14 to smile. They can hear the difference in your voice - even over the phone. 3. CALL PEOPLE BY NAME: The sweetest music to anyone's ear is the sound of his/her own name. Be sure you say it correctly. Say it often. 4. BE FRIENDLY AND HELPFUL: To have friends and build relationships, be a friend first. 5. BE CORDIAL: Sincerely speak and act as if everything you do is a genuine pleasure. 6. BE GENUINELY INTERESTED IN PEOPLE: You can like almost everybody if you try. They don't care how much you know until they know how much you care. Be sure they know how much you care. 7. BE GENEROUS WITH PRAISE: Praise publicly, correct privately. Everyone wins this way. 8. BE CONSIDERATE: Of the feelings of others. There are usually three sides to a con

My Heaven, My Hell
the darkness inside burns out the light drowns out the feeling that i just might live in peace the endless hole gets deeper and deeper darker and darker i try to clime out with now success im trapt in the dark were i am know im stuck in the pit that i call home this endless pit causes endless pain fighting back tears to just move on one more step one inch closer every time i see the light the darkness returns covers my soul like a dime grave yard dead bodys surround me the same for years hatefull feelings starting to surface the light is dieing faster each day if i dont escape soon it will conmume me swallow me whole like a peice of meat create a bein as evil as death end the life of just another man souless and painless killing each day tricking others into the path im on showing false hope and fake emotion laughing at how they connect with me while im feeling nothen hurting those as i once was this is my peace this is my hell wa

Pissed Off!!!!!
PISSED OFF!!!!! Have you ever been so pissed off at a person that you cared about that you thought cared about you? What do you do when that happens? I am at a fucking loss!!!!!! Some one that I care about that told me that she would never be able to be with a man or in a serious relationship sent me an email after not hearing from her in FOREVER saying that we should be just fucking happy for her because she got married last week to someone that she once told me she thought was a fucking homosexual.... WHAT THE FUCK?????? are you telling me that a gay guy is better for you than I could have been? Not only are you a LIAR but you are such a wench!!! I was there for you through all the bad things and this is how I get treated? You should have just not told me .... just kept me in the dark not contacted me... whatever!! I hope you are happy... Even tho I am so mad I cant wish bad things toward you. I give up. I am not going to let my heart out again!!! EVER AGAIN!!!! Fuck I am stupid!

To All Fans, Friends, Family
OK It's OFFICIAL!!! ARMY WIFEZ ARE TOUGHER IS OFFICIALLY LEAVING TO GERMANY APRIL 10th... MY HUSBAND IS ALREADY THERE AND HASN'T HAD MUCH CHANCE TO GET ONLINE SINCE HE GOT THERE SO PLEASE SHOW HIM LOVE... I WILL MISSSSS ALL THOSE I GET THE CHANCE TO SPEAK WITH EVERYDAY!! YOU GUYS ROCK AND I HOPE TO STAY IN TOUCH WHEN I DO GET A CHANCE TO GET MY INTERNET AND WHATNOT HOOKED UP XoXo JESSICA ~*Army.Wifez.are.Tougher*~@ CherryTAP Army Papi 718@ CherryTAP YOU CAN LIKE MY STYLE BUT DON'T COPY... ~2 THAT SHORTY WHO STOLE MY PICS LOLZ XOXO TO MY PUERTO RICO, BRONX, QUEENS, BROOKLYN AND MANHATTAN FAMILY HOLDIN IT DOWN.... I'LL CATCH YA IN 3 YRS LOL!!!! BELOW ARE JUST SOME THAT I GET THE OPPORTUNITY TO TALK WITH ON A REGULAR BASIS... MUCH LOVE TO YOU GUYS AND RESPECT SHOW THEM ALL SOME LOVE XOXO (in no particular orfer) my momz xoxo Latin Diva@ CherryTAP stang u been there through thick & thin and are the greatest please show her some love for reals!! a

Family Lists And Bullshit
The longer I am on this site the more I see ppl joining "families" or other such groups. Some of these, such as the bomb squad (or whatever the hell it's called) seem to serve a specific purpose. Most seem to be a group of ppl who have similar interests, jobs, etc and that draws them towards eachother. (Some folks seem to join these groups because they have an obsession with making their names longer.) For the most part these groups, LDC for instance, seem to be pretty fuctional and user friendly. However, I have noticed one group in particular around here that seems to be pretty controling and occsionally hateful. Or maybe it's just the 2 seeming "leaders" of this group. Lately i have seen repeated postings on my bulletin board from people in this group "calling out" on person or another. Seriously ladies and gentalmen, if you want to pick a fight with someone do it in a blog or private message, PLEASE do not flood, or have your groupies flood, the page of every unfortunate who happen

Do U Believe This??!!
NaughtyPoll.com - take your own poll! 1. How old are you?27-29 2. What is your sexual orientation?Straight 3. Have you ever given somone oral sex?Sure I have 4. Have you ever received oral sex?Yes, of course 5. How many sexual partners have you had?None, I'm a virgin 6. What is your pubic hair style?Landing strip, a little hair still there 7. What is your choice of underwear style?Thong 8. Have you ever had anal sex?No, not for me 9. What is your favorite position?Anything that gets me off 10. How often do you masturbate?Never, that's not for me 11. Have you ever kissed a girl?Yes, for sure 12. Have you ever had sex with a girl?Yes, I sure have 13. Have you ever taken, or been in naked photos?Never done either 14. Have you ever had multiple partners at once?Yes, a threesome 15. Have you watched porn?Yes, of course. Who hasn't? 16. Have you ever been to a nude beach or nudist area?Nope, I am modest 17. Have you ever watched others, or been watched ha

Going Off Eye Of The Tiger Remix
Yo please can ya feel the piece of mind that I speak when going bleak no thats the juice that pumps the feet. yeah jesus creeps in the streets of life livin while he sleeps. Hear this peeps as he wheeps then changes his tears to u fallin on your knees. Goin down to the south path to the pound yeah and now. boys livin life like they in a crowd. Dog wild feel it now. Yo home boy take these people on out. While I do a lil turn about. They pout and then they laugh. Feelin my inner stash yet it lasts. Even with dark pasts not after any cash. WHIPLASH then a dash hear the sound of my feet as they smash. Into concreate choke on it while you eat. Face defeat you can't handle I.C.O.S when he lyrically busts your teeth.

Work In Progress
H.O (2 People Talking) I remember when my hos we're runnin it all. Hell mine still do, come down to the basement and look. You arn't gonna make me jealous are ya. Hell you can play with any 1 of my hos as long as you want. Well alright then. (Begin 1st Verse) Slippin the throttle so it grabs tight. Hope your rails are stickin just right. Cause when I come through it's all in force. Nailin sharp turns to the point your a corpse. Bing bang boom maxed you out with a spoon. Hurt you so bad you belong in a dusty tomb. Accelerating faster as the tunnel approaches. Slam into it so hard china complains of comotions. Going round oceans zipping past lakes. Girl you ain't seen true earthquakes. Watch this as I bounce it all off. Hoppin the rails at the criss cross. Wham into the small compact micro machine. See my eyes as they start to have a red gleam. Then we all start to laugh and say what the fuck. You busted out the engines headlight you really su

Maybe We Aren't Ever Supposed To Know What It Is Like To Hold Each Other, With A Tightening Grip, To Smell What He Smells Like Because We Were So
Can he hear me? Way out there. Pondering in the glistening light, looking as if he were dropped from the sky and I was to await for his appearance. Can we make it if we meet? Can we make it if we kiss? Can we make it if we hug, share nights together, hold hands...live? If we have not each other, we have nothing at all, no? We have something extraordinary. Something people don't think about. Something people don't care about sometimes. What is it you ask? Love. It is simply love. "What on EARTH does love have to do with living?" Love is what keeps most people living. Without it, we are skeletons waiting for our death to slowly appear and take us away. "Can you kiss me before you leave me?" "Can you kiss ME before I leave?" "Can we talk before you leave me?" "We can talk before I leave." "Can we flutter like we are butterflies, floating freely above the ocean?" "We can flutter like we are butterflies, floating freely above the ocean." As we sit there, talking, holding e

I Wanna Hear You
SO I HAVE ADDED THIS NEW FEATURE TO MY PROFILE, IF YOU WANT TO HEAR MY VOICE JUST CLICK ON THE ARROW AND YOU CAN HEAR WHAT I SOUND LIKE, AND IF YOU WANT (I WOULD LOVE IT IF YOU WOULD) YOU COULD CALL AND LEAVE ME A VOICE MESSAGE TOO. ITS A FREE CALL SO WHAT YOU WAITING FOR? PICK UP THE PHONE!

Busted At Work Lmao
Seriously I guess .. I can't stand loud ass arrogant, moronic , idototic people. yet I work with some . and deal with those daily. Well , when I work with people like that. I just get quiet and act like I can't do anything without there dumb ass .. feeding there little ego. I could care less.. looking at the clock hoping to go home! lmao Anyways.. Sometimes.. I show my "TRUE" self. Highly Intelligent , funny, and can win almost any debate and erode any chance of hope of you winning. But if you keep bugging me.. I will give ya a taste of "you best leave me alone" lmao Well, This person .. he thinks he trained me on the core cutter. He won't listen cuz he's 27 and blonde and knows it all! So , I let him droll on about how great he thinks he is with women and the machine then he cries like a kid when the machine messes up. geeeeez.. He tried to get loud with me one time.. and i had that .. "I will crush you little man look in my eyes" (t

Im So Mad
Ok I am so mad i could scream...here we are having a nice fun conversation on the phone and she freakin calls so im blown off for the threat...i dont even think he wants her...i broke down and asked him today if i was his type and he said yes...see we had this conversation a few months back and he said i wasnt his gf type and so i asked him today if things were different in my life if i was his type and he said yes.....BUT he cut me off to talk to a girl he thinks is blowing off his freakin phone calls....GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Love....
ok for a few of yall you have heard this many times but its still botherin me...ok i was with brandon for almost 9 months and i truely loved him but i found out he cheated on me so i ended it and i thot i was over him so i gave derrick a chance and we really hit it off hes as i thot was gonna be the one guy that was different then all the others but i was wrong and i fell fast for him and i loved him but he lied to me and that hurts just as much as brandon cheatin on me but i still love the both of them and then theres this guy at my school that i never thot myself to like he used to be the geeky lil nerd kid in my class that i cheated off of jus os i can pass but over the years we became friends and hes changed ALOT hes still the really really smart guy at school but now hes clear over 6'4 or so and is muscular and he plays basketball and runs track and is at almost every single softball game weve had that was close enuff to drive too but im not sure on if he likes me but my friends s

Untitled
We kissed in shattered mirrors and romanced in the grey ashes. Writing our names across the city like a burning effigy of love. Holding hands as the sun stagnated over the horrizon. Bitter sweet memories of better past time settling themselves on bitten tongues and tasting like burning leaves. The cinders fell around us like snow. The sound of breaking hearts destroying the calm quiet. Fallen stars clung to your face glistening like tears of joy. The marquee read ' true love is forever.' Child like wonderment filled us as we carved our names into the dirt preserving the unspoken promise we made. We kissed in shattered mirrors... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ By moi

I Ment What I Said When Outlaw Angel Came Back
IN CASE ANYONE HAS FORGOTTEN WHAT I SAID ABOUT OUTLAW ANGEL WHEN SHE CAME BACK I SAID I WOULDNT TOLERATE PEOPLE FUCKING WITH HER AND I MENT IT IF AND HONESTLY I DONT GIVE A SHIT AS TO WHO YOU ARE YOU FUCK WITH MY SISTER YOU FUCK WITH ME JUST ALITTLE REMINDER SHE MIGHT NOT SAY MUCH BUT I KNOW AN HEAR ALL ANYONE SAYS OR DOES TO HER I AM HER PROTECTOR ON THIS SIGHT AND MY PROTECTORS ARE MY OUTLAWS SO DONT THINK OF COMING AFTER ME OR YOU WILL DEAL WITH FIREMAN185, OUTLAW ANGEL OUTLAW ICE , OUTLAW L/H COUNTRY BOY THEY WATCH OVER ME MORE THEN WHAT YOU THINK. THIS BLOG IS FOR ANYONE WHO HAS ANGEL ON THEIR LIST YOU SHOW HER RESPECT AND IF YOU GET PISSED OFF AT ME FOR STATING MY MIND THEN FUCK YOU AND THE HORSE YOU RODE IN ON! DON'T DO IT SIMPLY LEAVE HER ALONE!

~~they Walk Among Us~~
Enjoy! They walk among us and some are even related to us. I walked into a Mickey D's with a buy-one-get-one-free coupon for a sandwich. I handed it to the girl and she looked over at a little chalkboard that said "buy one-get one free". "They're already buy-one-get-one-free", she said, "so I guess they're both free" She handed me my free sandwiches and I walked out the door. They Walk Among Us and Many Work Retail. One day I was walking down the beach with some friends when one of them shouted, "Look at that dead bird!" Someone looked up at the sky and said, "Where?" They Walk Among Us! While looking at a house, my brother asked the real estate agent which direction was north because, he explained, he didn't want the sun waking him up every morning. She asked, "Does the sun rise in the north?" When my brother explained that the sun rises in the east, and has for sometime, she shook her head and said, "Oh I don't keep up with that stuff." They Walk Among Us!!

Friends
"Friends forever," you promised. "Together till the end." We did everything with each other. You were my best friend. When I was sad, you were by my side. When I was scared, you felt my fear. You were my best support - If I needed you, you were there. You were the greatest friend, You always knew what to say: You made everything seem better. As long as we had each other, Everything would be okay. But somewhere along the line, We slowly came apart. I was here, you were there, It tore a hole in my heart. Things were changing, Our cheerful music reversed its tune. It was like having salt without pepper, A sun without its moon. Suddenly we were miles apart, Two different people, with nothing the same. It was as if we hadn't been friends; Although we knew deep in our hearts Neither one of us was to blame You had made many new friends And luckily, so had I But that didn't change the hurt - The loss of our friendship made me cry. As we grow older, thi

Plz Rate Me A 1
ever since i realized that it is impolite to rate other than a 10 i have wanted to make level 10 so i could create polls if i wish and then make it to a 1 rating. yes this is really what i want so if you actually like my shit rate me a 1

Goodbye My Friend
I didn't mean for it to happen You fell in love and I broke your heart You loved me enough to turn and walk away I will miss you What we shared was priceless No one will ever replace that I am sorry that it had to end this way Goodbye I love you That is the last thing he said

Got Some Funk ?? Send It This Way
Hey Music Lovers .. Have a Big Funky Favor to ask of Ya'll .. Im making a Funk List .. and have run aground on songs .. artists .. so if you can offer me any .. Id love the help . .Thanks Xoxoxoxoxoxoxx .. Ive got the following artist so far The Ohio Players .. Wild Cherry Commodores Rick James Bill Withers War The Gap Band George Clinton & the Parliment Funkadelic Earth Wind & Fire Rufus Kool & the Gang KC & the Sunshine band Would really appreciate any additions Xoxoxo thanks A bunch :)

Loosing My Boy
It has saddened me to learn a very dear friend of mine will be leaving before I can see him again and say good-bye. I have been working with him for about 2 months and although I knew he was leaving, it was suppose to be next weekend not this one. I thought I would get to see him before he left, now I won't. So today I sent him a yellow rose and a card to tell him how very special he was and how glad I was that we had met and became freinds. I'll probably never see him again - but am glad he touched my life. I wish him all the love and happiness in the world. Best of luck to you Sachin - Luv Ya!!

My Style
Capricorn - Your Love Profile Your positive traits: You are serious about relationships and ready for a commitment. You tend to help your partner attain the success they dream of. You are a rock. Relationship problems don't seem to phase you. Your negative traits: Sometimes it's very hard for you to accept your partner's past. You are emotionally reserved, and difficult to connect with. You expect your partner to take care of you - and make cheat if they do not Your ideal partner: Is incredibly powerful and well respected. Is often older than you - and could be a superior at work. Has a good amount of money... or the ability to be rich someday. Your dating style: Practical. A "get to know each other" coffee date is just fine by you. Your seduction style: Bossy - you like to be the one in charge in the bedroom. Slow and patient. You know that good sex takes time. Calculating. You'll use sex to get ahead, if necessary. Tips for the future:

Master^mirror...a Master Offline.
I had known the man called Master^Mirror.. or as I know him JT for... almost a year before I found out he was a Master. He came into Flying J where I work and bought gas all the time. (Still he gives me a hard time from the first time he walked in and .. though I swear he had no way of hearing.. with the door shut and he was almost to his car.. with a whisper to my coworker I said.. "Damn he's hot! and yet.. he knew I said it.) Hesitantly at first I took his phone number down to hang out. When I said I would call him each time he came in I never did. I stayed shy in my ways. Being Married for the 3 years I had.. I was so used to only spending time with my husband that I was scared to socialize outside of that again... Well aside from the phone and the computer. My life was... go to work.. come home, get on the computer. spend time with hubby.. sleep and do it all over again. This was my life aside what I had as a submissive and following the rules of my Master. At the tim

Cyber Queen
I'm a cyber-queen, eyes are burning bright And the glare of the screen is my only light tonight And I can say what I mean, never mean what I say, it's a whole other role I play And I can play with the fire, surfing in electric space, when it comes down to the wire Baby I'm the one ahead of the game When my baby's gone until the midnight hour I take a hyper-link into the new age of the mind I can forget all my troubles it's a holiday It's a whole other role I play And I can play with the fire, surfing in electric space, when it comes down to the wire Baby I'm the one ahead of the game Baby I'm the one ahead of the game!

Easter Weekend!
Some Of You Already Know This, Some May Not, So Here's The Scoop, Every Other Weekend I Have My Kids And Will Not Be Here On CherryTap So If You Comment/Rate/Fan And All That Good Stuff On My Profile I Wont Be Able To Return AnyThing Until Monday. I Wish Everyone A Very Happy Easter And Have A Safe Holiday, Enjoy Your Family And Kids And Dont Take For Granted Anything!

Woman Admits To Killing Her Fiancee's 3 Year Old Son, Covers It Up
Dan Shearer and Senta Scarborough The Arizona Republic Apr. 2, 2007 12:00 AM A 3-year-old boy missing since Thursday night was found buried under a tree along a north Mesa canal early Sunday, and his father's fiancee admitted she killed him and made up a kidnap story to cover it up. Isaiah Vargas' body was found in a shallow grave about 100 yards off McKellips Road three days after he was reported kidnapped from the parking lot of a nearby apartment complex where Heather Nicole Miller lived with the boy and his father. Miller, 22, told police Thursday that she pulled into the parking lot of the Windscape apartments about 9:45 p.m. with Isaiah and another child. advertisement She said she took Isaiah out of the car, put him down and went back to get the other child. When she turned around, a man hit her three times, grabbed Isaiah and drove off. A large-scale investigation was launched involving the FBI, National Center for Missing and Exploited Children, U.S. Marsha

Next Order Of Business And You Know Who You Are
OKAY WHY IM ON MY RANTING IM ADDRESSING THE ONE WHO DECIDED TO LEAVE MY SISTER A MESSAGE STATING TO NOT LEAVE ANOTHER COMMENT ON HER BOYFRIENDS PAGE WELL IM NOT BEING MEAN OR NASTY BUT YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO SEND HER AN EMAIL TELLING HER NOT TO LEAVE A COMMENT EXSPECIALLY WHEN HE'S BEEN ON MY PAGE NOT ONCE TODAY BUT SEVERAL TIMES I WOULD LIKE FOR YOU TO SEND ME A MESSAGE TELLING ME NOT DO SOMETHING BECAUSE I LEAVE COMMENTS ALL THE TIME FOR PEOPLE AND WELL IF YOU DON'T LIKE PEOPLE LEAVING HIM COMMENTS MAYBE YOU SHOULD ADDRESS IT WITH HIM NOT ONLY THAT I BET HE ISNT AWARE THAT YOU LEAVE SEXY COMMENTS ON OTHER MENS PICS AND PROFILES AND IF NEED BE I CAN GO GET SOME OF THE RECENT COMMENTS THIS ISNT SOMETHING I TAKE LIGHTLY WHEN IT COMES TO OUTLAW ANGEL SHE IS MY SISTER AND NORMALLY I WOULD HAVE PROBABLY SAID TO HER TO BLOW IT OFF BUT SEEING HOW YOU HOLD A POSTION IN MY GANG I WASNT GOING TO LET IT DROP THE COMMENT SHE LEFT HIM WASNT BAD AT ALL IN FACT I RATHER FIND IT TASTEFUL IM NOT BEING M

Grieving Couple Commits Suicide After Loved One Dies
HYDERABAD, India (Reuters) - Unable to come to terms with the death of their pet dog, an elderly couple in southern India committed suicide by hanging themselves, police said on Monday. The bodies of 67-year-old retired soldier C.N. Madanraj and his wife, Tarabai, 63, were found on Sunday in their home in a suburb of Hyderabad. Police said the childless couple had held a burial ceremony for their dog of 13 years, called "Puppy," and hosted a feast for friends before hanging themselves in their bedroom. "The couple described the grief over their pet dog in the suicide note they left on March 29," said police inspector V. Anantaiah. Reuters is the world's largest international multimedia news agency, providing investing news, world news, business news, technology news, headline news, small business news, news alerts, personal finance, stock market, and mutual funds information available on Reuters.com, video, mobile, and interactive television platforms. Reuters journalists a

Firestorm
You came into my life like a Firestorm Your flames swirl around me touching me in ways no one has touched me before. Your flames touched my soul melted and moved my heart my body moves and sways with your flame with you i never do what to part This Firestorm is like no other it moves with a purpose wraps me with his flame caresses me guides me slowly It's a Firestorm unlike any other its a storm of love and passion but unlike most other Firestorms that burn out fast this one is a slow controlled burn a burn to last ever after

Let Me Knoe
There is at least one person on your Cherry TAP list that wants to fuck the hell out of you. So lets play the Fuck or Pass! game. The rules are simple... if you want to fuck the person who posts this, send them a message saying "Yep, I'd Fuck you." SCARED? lol this sH!T's funny YOU HAVE TO RE-POST THIS!! and see who replies. There is at least one person on your Cherry Tap list that wants to do u so!!! Repost this as "Fuck or Pass" Don't be a bitch and not re-post it

My Last Day....what Do I Do Now???
So in 24 hours my 12 years of service to my country comes to an end. I get to be a regular guy again. Not sure if I'm ready for it...I'm all twisted about it. Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr....oh well such is life. Just venting.....OK...I'm done.

I Should Write A Book!
Today didn't start off good. I am in college and so one of my teachers wanted me and my class mates to meet at a specail school. Today I didn't and still don't have the gas to run around so I got to school early so i could ride with someone else. Everyone had already left so off I went looking for this school. I rode around for 30 mintues without finding the school. We were told to observed what was goign on in each class room and then write a report on it. After I couldn't find the school i pulled over ot the side of the rode and wept. I cried and creid. I couldn't beleive that I couldn't even find my classmates vechiles! I gave up and went back to school. I went to my office as I am a clinical student, to do some work. It took all of an hour and I went ot my van got my books and preceded to go upstairs to the computer lab room to work on other class work. Yeah right. My teacher saw me and asked me for help. Our club was selling Easter baskets and she needed some

If I Ever Put Food To Music It Would Be Like...
If I could put food to music.. i'd... Current mood: hungry 1. quiet storm - I like to eat when its stroming outside.. 2. grilled cheese - girl why did you have to burn it 3. Yeah, I ate already... so what? the remix 4. No , this won't spoil my dinner.. Oh you went there ... ft too much gravy and crew. 5. yes, I went to hooters for the hot wings.. what? 6. I was singing to that hardy's thickburger.. oh your jelious now? 7. I like a girl that eats cornbread.. remix 8. If you were like the cheese cake factory i'd never leave.. retro mix 9. You know da rule .. I don't talk during dinner.. How can I with my mouth all full of good food. instramental 10. Yeah I got up at 4am to grocery shop for biscuits what? 11. I luv some biscuits extra gravy mix (diddy version) 12. If you were golden corall i'd marry you! (quiet storm mix) 13. bonus track - for the luv of cheese. extreme 7 min extended mix! the album would have someone eating

Ratings
Ok I get it that some people either dont like me or dont like the lifestyle that I lead. Thats fine I don't care much What I don't get is rateing my picture a "2" if ya don't like me fine just don't rate anything and go on your merry way. My picture isnt the best in the world but its the best i got right now. Either way it goes if ya dont like what u see just go on your way and don't diss me.

Servers Suck.....
So here I am, trying to get my server up and running so that I can help out the local candle shop (of which I can get just about anything I want for free because of it), and my server decides to nosedive... so here I am, 4 hours later, still working on it, and it's STILL not working right... I've reformatted the drive at least twice, and sheesh... anyone want to donate a video card they're not using, maybe a few IDE drives? lol

All U Need Iz A Little Treazon
Myself and the TREAZONN StreamCast are new 2 CherryTap. If U send gifts, comments etc...it may take sometime 2 return the favor or get back 2 U. We re under alot of construction az well az tying up the loose endz 4 this weekend. Last weeks Show waz A total BLAST!!!!!!!!! If u need more info on treazon streamcast...all i can ell u iz check it out this weekend fri - mon 9PM est on TREAZON.INFO. I will be there personally on cam and in chat. (possibly buzzed) SHhhhhh. TREAZON STREAMCAST - WILL U CUM?

~ ~love In The Dark~ ~
My expressions are carefully subdued I am agnupiac .... The vines have crept up and wrapped around my ankles, I am bound.... My once beautiful dress now hangs in tattered rags I am torn.... The red roses in my hands have turned black and wilted I am dead.... In death I am peaceful, by eternal slumber I am embraced .... Soon I will awake to satiate my hunger with human blood I am vampire .... My breath sends chills along your spine, "Hello lover" I am here.... My fangs pierce your flesh, your sweet essence flows across my lips You are mine .... Together forever to haunt the night before morns' first light We are one ....

Mumms
What in the hell is wrong with the MUMM system here? I post an innocent (albeit lame) mumm called "hot or not" and I get swarmed with attacts? Do you people just sit around looking for mumms to dis on? Half the comments had nothing to do with the subject. If you want to bitch about your right to comment any way you see fit, than its my right to delete any comment I see fit. Remember its my mumm not the publics. Some people should learn to grow up and not be so negative. If you don't like the mumm, why waste the time commenting. I didn't make you read it, it was your choice. You so-called "mumm police" are retarded.

~ ~ Confessions ~ ~
Forgive me Father, for I have sinned I took the life of another "Death by your own hand ?" Let me take you back to how it began My act was done with love and favor For centuries terror reigned this land Known as the Vampire Bruxsa Human by day Vampire by night The land plagued by phobia She drank the blood of children Birthed from her own loins She used the art of witchcraft Creature to creature her shape could shift Hunters staked her heart, covered her eyes with coins Yet she lived, terrorizing travelers This being of evil grew quite despised As descendants go there are no males She would devour them whole This evil had no, known means of demise A grandmother generations before me To the Bruxsa a trusted friend Grandmother kept a secret journal she passed Down through her own from hand to hand Because of her our family lived The journal revealed two deadly secrets To grandmothers dying ear, Bruxsa spoke of infection To kill the beast, you must de

I Strangled Your Sister Because Thats How I Roll!!!
> This is funny - type out the sentence you end up with in the > subject > line and forward to your friends....and also, send it back to > the > person > that sent it to you. > Pick the month you were born: > January--I got high off > February--I dry humped > March--I bannock slapped > April--I dry humped > May--I choked on > June--I strangled > July--I partied with > August--I cracked out with > September--I sold my ass for > October--I chewed > November--I blew > December--I masterbated > Pick the day (number) you were born on: > 1-------a big fat penis > 2-------a pink sparkly dildo > 3-------some food stamps > 4-------a grocery bag > 5-------a gay guy > 6-------a gangstah > 7-------my drug dealer > 8-------my dog > 9-------my best friends' man/woman > 10-------my neighbor > 11-------a big fat joint > 12-------a banana > 13-------a toenail > 14-------a stuffed animal > 15-------a goat > 16-------a pickle > 17-------your mom > 18-------a spoon >

The Story Of My Life...
"Almost made you love me Almost made you cry Almost made you happy, baby Didn't I didn't I You almost had me thinkin' You were turned around But everybody knows Almost doesn't count Almost heard you saying You were finally free What was always missing for you, baby You'd found it in me But you can't get to heaven Half off the ground Everybody knows Almost doesn't count I can't keep on lovin' you One foot outside the door I hear a funny hesitation Of a heart that's never really sure Can't keep on tryin' If you're looking for more Than all that I could give you Than what you came here for Gonna find me somebody Not afraid to let go Want a no doubt be there kind of man You came real close But everytime you built me up You only let me down And everybody knows Almost doesn't count Maybe you'll be sorry Maybe you'll be cold Maybe you'll come runnin' back, baby From the cruel cruel world Almost convince me You're gonna stick around But everybody k

Bar Tab
My bar tab is $735.00 This is fun to do. Just read the "offense" and if you've done it, you owe that fine. Keep going until you've read each "offense" and added up your total fine. Title your bulletin "My Bar Tab is$........" You don't have to confess your answers, just the amount of your fine. Smoked pot -- $10 Did acid -- $5 Ever had sex at church -- $25 Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you-- $40 Had sex with someone on MySpace -- $25 Had sex for money -- $100 Ever had sex with the a Puerto Rican -- $20 Vandalized something -- $20 Had sex on your parents' bed -- $10 Beat up someone -- $20 Been jumped -- $10 Crossed dressed -- $10 Given money to stripper -- $25 Been in love with a stripper -- $20 Kissed some one who's name you didn't know --$10 Ever drive drunk -- $20 Ever got drunk at work, or went to work while still drunk -- $50 Used toys while having sex -- $30 Got drunk, passed out and d

Manifest
"You see I loved hard once, but the love wasn't returned I found out the man I'd die for, he wasn't even concerned And time it turned, He tried to burn me like a perm Though my eyes saw the deception, My heart wouldn't let me learn From um, some, dumb woman, was I, And everytime he'd lie, he would cry and inside I'd die. My heart must have died a thousand deaths Compared myself to Toni Braxton thought I'd never catch my breath Nothing left, he stole the heart beating from my chest I tried to call the cops, that type of thief you can't arrest Pain suppressed, will lead to cardiac arrest Diamonds deserve diamonds, but he convinced me I was worth less when my peoples would protest, I told them mind their business, cause my shit was complex More than just the sex I was blessed, but couldn't feel it like when I was caressed I'd spend nights clutching my breasts overwhelmed by God's test I was God's best contemplating death with a Gillette But no man is e

True Friends!!!!!!!!!!
True Friendship (With none of that Sissy Crap!!!!) Are you tired of those sissy "friendship" poems that always sound good, but never actually come close to reality? Well, here is a series of promises that actually speak of true friendship. You will see no cutesy little smiley faces on this card- just the stone cold truth of our friendship. 1 When you are sad -- I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against the sorry bastard who made you that way. 2. When you are blue -- I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When yo u smile -- I will know you finally got laid. 4. When you are scared -- I will rag on you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried -- I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be until you quit whining. 6. When you are confused -- I will use little words. 7. When you are sick -- Stay the hell away from me until you are well again. I don't want to catch whatever you have. 8. When you fall -- I will

I Need Everyone's Opinion! Please!!
Okay all, my issues in life have always been confidence, I need to know what everyones opinion is on this photo: I really need to know if I am wasting my time or if there is hope for me yet! Please respond: Yes there is Hope! - or - No Give it Up!

~ ~ Cerulean Fantasy ~ ~
You enter me in cerulean light Slow and gentle, quick and hard it matters not You're inside I'm open and waiting each night Feel the heat from my body rise Calling you to me Come inside Phantom criminal Ride me like the stars ride the skies Invade my core Sully me in dirty desire Paint that once vapid abyss of darkness Shimmering white Breathe in me against me For me Hold me, body and soul Hostage to your heart As you are held in mine As I dream each night

~ ~ Sun Of The Morningfire ~ ~
We were victims none the less Collected souls of circumstance Gathered within darkness Of dismal existence Alone without a voice but with thoughts We hear the sounds outside these walls The eerie moaning haunts When the evil beckoning, calls An eternity spent with the wisps of death Steam rises from the oozing blood Screams in the night now ceased breath Eternal kiss across swollen cusp Quickening of fiery luminescence Rage inside the vampire A celebration of a new souls presence We dance in the sun of the morningfire

I Didn't Lie, It's Just That Shit Happens.
This is the new philosophy that I heard from a person that I know pretty well. The person claims to never lie. Of course, that is a lie. But the philosophy in the subject line more or less covers anything that can be called a lie. If you are caught cheating on your lover, the phrase works as a charm! If you go to court and the DNA proves that you committed the crime, that would be your retort. Isn't it amazing to never be called a liar by saying that you always tell the truth, but shit happens?

--------------- Momma--------
SHE HAD THE MOST BEAUTIFUL SMILE, HER EYES WERE PIECING BLUE SHE'D GO WITH YOU TEN THOUSAND MILES, OR JUST WHATEVER SHE COULD DO HER HAIR WAS SILVER AND AS PRETTY AS COULD BE, SHE WAS AN ANGEL TO MY DADDY, WELL, SHE WAS WORLD'S BEST MOMMA, AND SHE MEANT THE WORLD TO ME SHE AND DADDY RAISED ME STRONG, SO I KNOW BEFORE LONG WE'LL HAVE A GREAT DAY. A GREAT DAY INDEED FOR WE'LL BE TOGETHER IN HEAVEN, JUST YOU WANT AND SEE.

For Our Heros
In a darkened room I sit Bowed over head in hands and think of Doom and Gloom The shadows from the moonlight stretch across the wall Creating pictures of The Nightmare that haunt's us all The sorrow, the pain we must endure Why must we share another mans fight To do battle in vain? No it is not I that suffer the most Trojans and Warriors suffer the pain Of bullets and rockets that are fired from rifle and plane Roots of Earth, man made plans Ricochet around the Heroes of this land No it is not I that suffer 'Tis soldiers that wear Medals of Honor around their neck Medallions worn to protect them Badge's of Courage on their chest No it's not in vain that some will die These are men worthy of our prayers As they do battle to protect each other And to keep us free These are men the world's best trained Soldiers of the Light, Fighting for the Right I salute them as I hope you will. For it is they who suffer! The Real Pain.

A Day In The Life Of A Fallen Angel
Whose to say, what tomorrow will bring. What this grand scheme has in store for us. Each moring I awake, and wash away the sorrow of yesterday, hoping today will bring the light I so long for. I put my had upon my breast, yes...its still beating. Sometimes I think it has stopped all together. Shriveled up and turned to stone. I stand in front of the mirror, brushing my hair, I don't recognize the reflection. Just a leathery shell, home to a broken soul. I pick up my ring and slip it over my finger. A symbol of the hopes and dreams I once had. It still sparkles, shimmers, relects rainbows into my eyes. A glimmer of light on my dark facade. Off to wake the tiny zilla. I stare sometimes, her sleeping perfection. I tickle her side and she sighs a tired long sigh. As she wraps her little pink arms around me I think maybe part of me was not lost in the dark abyss. Off to the grind, the traffic and cars, the dark forboding building and the world of 4 x 4 cells. Numbers and

Icp Cursor & Layout Codes
Codes For Various ICP Cursors: Ani ICP: ICP - The Wraith: ICP - The RingMaster: ICP - The RiddleBox: ICP - Jekyll Brothers: ICP - The Great Milenko: ICP - Carnival Of Carnage: ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ http://i128.photobucket.com/albums/p177/nightqueen21/milenkocd.gif http://i128.photobucket.com/albums/p177/nightqueen21/sdf2.jpg MY Generated ICP Layout: Same ICP Layout As Above, EXCEPT With Larger Font Size:

Slave's Prayer
Allow me the strength to answer questions I can't fathom. Allow me the spirit to know his needs. Allow me the kindness to choke back retorts. Allow me the serenity to serve Him in peace. Allow me the love to show Him myself. Allow me the tenderness to comfort Him. Allow me the light to show us the way. Allow me the wisdom to be an asset to Him. Let me be able to show Him each day my love of my service to Him. Let me open myself up to completely belong to Him. Let my eyes show Him the same respect, rather I sit at his side, or kneel at his feet. Let me accept my punishment with the grace of a woman. Let me learn to please Him, beyond myself. Grant me the power to give myself to Him completely. Give me the strength to please us both. Permit me to love myself, in loving Him. Allow me the peace of serving Him. For it is my greatest wish, my highest power To make his life complete,as he makes mine.

Life
Life Life is beauty; appreciate it. Life is a dream; realize it. Life is a challenge; meet it. Life is a duty; complete it. Life is a game; play it. Life is a sorrow; feel it. Life is a song; sing it. Life is a struggle; accept it. Life is an adventure; risk it. Life is luck; make it. Life is a puzzle; solve it. Life is opportunity; take it. Life is a mission; fulfill it. Life is life; live it! May you all live life to the fullest

Death And Her Maiden
Every one of your lies caress over your split bleeding lips, dance on your tongue to the symphony of deceit. I lie within your devils lair, entwined within the tangle of the shattered dreams you weave. My soul has withered within, a fading memory of lost tomorrows. Life slips through my fingers, pooling at my feet as the years slip by. Branded by wounds that time will never heal. I am suffocating in the emptiness, as it eats me alive. His talons ripped so deeply within my breast, tearing me apart piece by piece. As deafening beat of my heart is silenced, I feel serenity wash over me. Death caresses my face, free from the devils gaze.

Im Leaving Ct
HI EVERYONE-IT HAS BEEN NICE TALKING TO YOU ALL AND MEETING U ALL BUT IM LEAVING BECAUSE I THOUGHT PEOPLE HERE LIKED TO MEET NEW PEOPLE AND HAVE FUN ON HERE AND ARE FRIENDS BUT IVE MADE A LOT OF FRIENDS ON HERE AND I ASKED A SIMPLE THING FROM EVERYONE AND IT SEEMS LIKE NO ONE REALLY CARES SO I THINK AFTER APRIL 30TH IM CLOSING THE ACCOUNT UNLESS THINGS CHANGE FROM ALL MY FRIENDS ON CHERRY TAP. THE ONE SIMPLE REQUEST I ASKED IS LISTED BELOW IF I AM WRONG ABOUT WHAT I SAID ABOVE AND U DONT WANT ME TO LEAVE THEN PLEASE READ BELOW AND SHOW ME THANKS 10,000 IN 1 WEEK THANKS HEY ALL HELP THIS MAN OUT HE IS AN AWESOME GUY SO PLEASE GO COMMENT BOMB HIS AND SHOW MORE THEN U EVER HAVE AND THERE WILL BE A SUPRISE IN IT FOR THE ONE WHO DOES 10,000 IN 1 WEEK NOT ONLY THAT THIS MAN SERVES IN THE UNITED STATES MARINE CORP AND IS CURRENTLY SERVING OVER IN IRAQ AND MAKING IT SAFER FOR ALL OF US SO LETS SHOW HIM OUR LOVE AND SUPPORT FOR ALL HE HAS AND IS DOING FOR US!!! T

Lost At Sea
I don't think I have ever been so confused in all of my life. How do things change so quickly? Where was I when my life all shattered before me? Did I miss it? I sit here among the scattered debris lost in a haze. I thought so many things were real, but, I think I fabricated them in my mind. A silent solace, a sheer gauze to cover the pain. I opened my veins and spread life crimson on the floor for you to see. Plain and simple I stood. Aware of your gazing eyes. It all simply disappeared with a blink of an eye. Shifted the sands in my hourglass. Words that speak empty phrases over gently wagging tongues. My mind is coiled. Lost between the memories of who you were and the hollowness that lays before me.

Various Shit 1
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Definitions Random
deb·u·tante deb·u·tante [débby? t?nt] (plural deb·u·tantes) n young woman introduced into society: a young woman who is being introduced formally into society by appearing at a formal social event such as a dance or party for the first time [Early 19th century. < French , "leading off" < present participle of débuter (see debut)] Encarta ® World English Dictionary © & (P) 1998-2005 Microsoft Corporation. All rights reserved. +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ ca·pri·cious ca·pri·cious [k? prísh?ss, k? pr?sh?ss] adj given to sudden changes: tending to make sudden unexpected changes -ca·pri·cious·ly, , adv -ca·pri·cious·ness, , n Encarta ® World English Dictionary © & (P) 1998-2005 Microsoft Corporation. All rights reserved. (also known as: capricious (adj) unpredictable, changeable, variable, impulsive, whimsical, unreliable, fickle, erratic, wayward, flighty antonym: predictable Encarta ® World E

Rate Me What You Want To
THIS IS JUST SO STUPID IF RATEING ME A 7 MAKES WHOEVER HAPPY THEN THATS FINE.I PERSONNALLY DONT GIVE A DAMN ABOUT THE RATINGS.I AM HERE TO MAKE NEW FRIENDS,BUT YOU COULD AT LEAST HAVE THE BALLS TO PUT YOUR NAME UP THERE.THATS SO HIGH SCHOOL........I PERSONALLY RATE 10'S I'M HERE TO MAKE FRIENDS AND MAYBE MEET SOMEONE LOOKS AND ALL THAT DONT MATTER THIS INTERNET NOT MY LIFE.

The Empty Basket
Would somebody please tell me....what the fuck is wrong with me?? Why do I endlessly walk around in an empty haze? The truth is so hard to find...elusive and beyond my grasp. You say nothing has changed...and if it has not...then why do I feel so alone? Why is it that my voice speaks only silence? My empty rage flares within me, pointed at noone and everyone at the same time. There is no peace in these murky waters. I wade to the shore but am held fast by the waves, forever drawn back into their watery embrace. I showed you my torn and tattered soul, all that was left of me. For a moment I thought that meant something to you. For a moment...I was real. Within your gaze my wings unfurled and I felt as if I could fly. Why did you turn away from me? Ripped away the very wings you gave me. I am ugly. So ugly on the inside that you have turned away. Banished me to the shadows. Sitting in the quicksand, sinking further and further into nothingness.

Life
Death and dying do no matter Lying and crying do nothing but shatter Fragile will holding all together Jealous reigns in hearts divided Seasons come as seasons do Love lost and then found again Rings exchanged and promises made Only to be shattered by a blade Darkness, sorrow and pain ends A new life is begins

Things I Don't Like.
I know I did a "things I love" entry - now it's time for things I don't like. 1. Pushy people. If I don't accept your friend request, don't send them over and over again. Pushy person, meet my block list. 2. Cats. It's not really that I don't like them, it's more like they terrify me. 3. Balloons, fireworks, anything that can make a loud sudden noise. I startle VERY easily. 4. Tomatoes. They creep me out. 5. Too much stuff on my sammiches. If I had wanted a salad, I'd have ordered one. 6. Having my hair touched. I'm getting better about it, but it gives me the heebie jeebies. 7. Chocolate. Yes, I know I'm weird. I'm sure there's more to add, but that's all I can think of now, LOL.

Let There Be Peace
If There is to be Peace If there is to be peace in the world, There must be peace in the nations. If there is to be peace in the nations, There must be peace in the cities. If there is to be peace in the cities, There must be peace between neighbors. If there is to be peace between neighbors, There must be peace in the home. If there is to be peace in the home, There must be peace in the heart. - Lao-Tse May all find the peace in there hearts.

Show This Girl Some Luv Also!!!
plz hit this person up as well.. show her lots of luv.. have known her on net for over 4 years now.. plz hit her up and fan and rate her, also add her as a friend as well.. ty all.. :O) Daphne@ CherryTAP

Show Her Some Luv Plz!!
hey my friends show this girl some luv.. she is the nicest girl you can meet.. and have known her for over 3 years on the net.. plz hit her up fan her and rate her and add her as a friend.. ty :O) Lanie@ CherryTAP

Cleaning Up My Profile..
subject: Cleaning up my profile.. date: 2007-04-05 17:55:08 ...I won't be on as much. This week break has shown me that there is really life beyond this computer screen, and I have many important pressing possible life altering and vital matters that I have been neglecting since I have been spending so much time online... (some nights spending 6-7 hours here...) waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay to much! I will back on, here and there.. but no where near that often. leave me a message if you want to, but I won't be immediate in responding like I was.... I am also cleaning up my friends list, (1200 friends? what was i smoking?) and making those whom I have really talked to on my family list.. (if I fill that up, then the rest will stay on my friend list)... later!

If
IF] If you can keep your head when all about you Are losing theirs and blaming it on you, If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you But make allowance for their doubting too, If you can wait and not be tired by waiting, Or being lied about, don't deal in lies, Or being hated, don't give way to hating, And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise: If you can dream--and not make dreams your master, If you can think--and not make thoughts your aim; If you can meet with Triumph and Disaster And treat those two impostors just the same; If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools, Or watch the things you gave your life to, broken, And stoop and build 'em up with worn-out tools: If you can make one heap of all your winnings And risk it all on one turn of pitch-and-toss, And lose, and start again at your beginnings And never breath a word about your loss; If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew To serve

Angel Of Hope '' 2
It doesn't matter what you look like, doesn't matter where you live, doesn't matter how you are brought up, doesn't matter what your beliefs are. All it matters is that you love me, that you truly care for me, that you understand how I feel, that I belong to you and only you, that you are there to wipe away my tears, that you will always be around when I need you, that you will always tell me the truth, and that you won't do anything to hurt me. This matter is coming straight from the heart. Wherever you are, whatever that you are doing at this moment. Just remember, there is someone here who loves you...............buy kitty to anger

.how.old.when.blah.blah.blah.
How old were you when you first.... 1. Fell in love - 17 2. Lost someone close to you - 19 3. Got drunk - 18 4. Smoked weed - 21 5. Got kissed - 18 6. Went to the hospital for surgery - 21 7. Got your heart broken badly - 20 8. Lost a pet - 19 9. Got arrested - nope not me not i 10. Smoked a Cigarette - 17 11. Broken a bone - 18 months 12. Went to a concert - 17 13. Had 1st boy/girl friend - 17 15. Got a cherryTAP account - 31 16. Sneaked out of the house - nope not me not i...n shouldnt it be 'snuck' 17. Pierced other than your ears - 28th birthday

The Wildtaco Story.. If You Care...
The Wild taco story.. Well its sort of a goofey story. Way back in the 90's me and anout 60 of my closet friends used tear up the town on our rockets. After racing around we would stop up at hte local Taco Bell in Crystle and get a bite to eat.. At the time Taco bell was running a campaing for their wildtacos.. So were just hanging out about 60 of us and this Older couple walk up to me and Jeff Fuller and ask if we were a gang. We snickerd and pointed up the the sign that read. " TACO BELL " The WildTacos Are HERE!!! Yeah Were a gang we said we are the Wild Tacos. and a nick name was born. its lame but true. For all of you who ride.. Ride fast and ride Hard. (Could be a bike or it could be your partner your choice) Cheers Tim

Salute Contest (2 Days, 6 Hours, 13 Minutes Left To Enter)
Anyone on my friend or family lists can enter. All you have to do is make me a salute, having either my sn or name on it, that is sfw. The contest will start Sunday (April 8th) so you must enter by then, so I must receive your entry by the end of Saturday (the 7th).

Lost
Im dying inside. Inside im lost. Inside i feel pain. Inside Im dead Im lost I cant Find my way home. Im lost in peril I cant find the way. I ve lost the path. Wheres the way God im lost Lost in my fears Lost in everything i think

What Do You Do Best?
I had the following conversation on Hot or Not yesterday with a boy whose profile identified him as a “professional party photographer.” BOY: ooh. you might be my favourite double match yet! are you as pretty in real life as you are in your photos? or did you just get a few lucky photos... SUGAR: I'm actually severely obese. I just found the right angles. BOY: you must be an amazing photographer. good job. i hope you have a good sense of humor also. SUGAR: Me, sense of humor? Surely you jest. What, pray tell, is a professional party photographer? The partier who takes lots of photos? Or the not-partying photographer who documents the party? BOY: you don't have to pary, to get me to tell you things. My life is like an open book... A party photographer, is the life of the party. I get people to be their best while sober, wasted and everything in between. In fact that is what i do best...helping other people strive to be their very best. What do you do best? This is wh

Personality Survey
Personality survey.. If you don't read it.You won't know how I am ..> TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey Name: Itchy Taco Birthday: 6-66 Birthplace: Uranus Current Location: St Paul Eye Color: blue Height: 5'8" Right Handed or Left Handed: right, unless masterbating Your Heritage: white The Shoes You Wore Today: Wooden clogs Your Weakness: Non itchy tacos Your Perfect Pizza: Hot Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: Don't use instant messenger. Thoughts First Waking Up: Sex. with someone other than myself. Your Bedtime: After a spent load. Pepsi or Coke: Mt Dew.. Duh!!!! MacDonalds or Burger King: They both suck. Jimmy johns Single or Group Dates: orgeys Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Not a tea toaddler Chocolate or Vanilla: Choc Cappuccino or Coffee: Expresso Do you Smoke: Only when theres no lube on the condom. Do you Swear: Does a bear shit in the woods Do you Sing: like a dying

An Adult Storie About Joan And Jackie!
Joan decides to go out with some friends to a bar up town for a couple of drinks and to have a good time, she works all the time and never has a chance to do anything. Sitting with her friends and having a good time she sees this women sitting at the end of the bar all alone not sure if she was with anyone, she told her friends she’d be right back, approaching the women she says hi, my name is Joan and the women replied back I’m Jackie and asked her if she wanted to join them for drinks, so they all have a great time and by the end of the night they had hit it off as friends and exchanged numbers, talking everyday they had become the best of friends and always going and doing things together, one day out shopping for clothes they were in the dressing room and Jackie caught herself checking out Joan while she wasn’t looking, she knew about this side of her but how was she going to tell Joan? So they end up eating lunch at a little café in town, and during lunch Jackie says to Joan I ha

Survey 2
SERVEY NUMBER 2.. CHECK IT OUT Current mood: bitchy 1. WHAT CURSE WORD DO Y0U USE THE MOST? Fuck.. if you don't like it fuck you, you fucking fuck. 2. DO YOU OWN AN IPOD? No.. seems like every one else does. Radio is free..:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" /> 3. WHAT PERSON ON YOUR TOP 8 DO YOU TALK TO THE MOST? Rogue and Chris 4. WHAT TIME IS Y0UR ALARM CLOCK SET TO? don't use one 5. DO YOU WANT TO FALL IN LOVE? all ready there 6. DO YOU WEAR FLIP-FLOPS WHEN IT'S COLD? Only with socks to the garbage 7. WOULD Y0U RATHER TAKE THE PICTURE OR BE IN THE PICTURE? Depends who's naked. Me or them. 8. WHAT WAS THE LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED? Good movie. A night at the museum. 9. DO ANY OF YOUR FRIENDS HAVE CHILDREN? A few. 10. HAS ANY0NE EVER CALLED YOU LAZY? My wife.. He he he. 11. DO YOU EVER TAKE MEDICATION TO HELP YOU FALL ASLEEP? yes, my wife. Just kidding. Pills mann! They are the greatest 12. WHAT C

A Daddys Poem 2
Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees; a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name, every child turned to

Whatever.
Just writting some angry thoughts. Does anyone else get tired of life kicking them in the Meat and 2 Veg? I am tired of whinny stupid customers. People that start something they won't finish. (Okay Guilty on that for a few things) Two faced people are the worst they say one thing to you and Do something completely different. Basically the whole humane race sucks ass. Except all the innocent kids and animals.

Just Blowing Off Steam
I Love my job most days, even though I'm a Shift Manager for a fast food resturant. But when I have crew, that disrespcts me and the rest of my team, it angers me!!! I work hard to get where I'm at profesionaly, and ask no one to do any job that I would not do myself. Then to have one Bitch cruse out a customer and try to belittle me.. Who is she and what gives her the right? Even worse I clock her out, write her up and send home, she dares call my boss, and tries to get me in trouble.. WTF?!?! Then I come here for a little fun, and what do I find, more drama.. Come On this is the net.. I say get a life!

Concust, Tired, Drugged, And Frustrated.
Eck, and when I thought this week couldn't get any worse!! So, to start off this horrible week - My plans to travel to Raleigh fell through and I wasn't able to make it to GOUGE's last show at The King's Barcade. Yeah, that sucks! Not only was I hoping to see some people that are very near and dear to my heart, but I also missed my chance to help be a part of the last show at The Kings Barcade. No, GOUGE itself isn't shutting down..The Kings Barcade is being renovated I guess..and it'll be a long while until it comes back. Which sucks ass, entirely! So, I had to work on Tuesday.. ...my schedule was from 10am to 3pm. So I drag my ass out of bed to show up for work bright and early..So, to lay a little bit of the "foundation" for the story. It is my 3rd week working at my new job..and I'm the only female on the stock crew. So it's about 10:30 or so and I'm unloading a palate of paper cases into the designated area with a fellow co-worker of mine. (A paper case is very heavy. 1 re

Friendship With Romance
So you want a piece of my Rosy, cushy, juicy pie I’m afraid, without romance on supply This refined lady is not going to comply Before into my world You make your entrance Remember this lady loves romance So how about friendship with romance Maybe you may stand a chance Send me sweet roses once in a while Make it your number one style I need you now, not as a lover If that is your immediate aim You’ll be sucked out of my life with a hover So how about friendship with romance Now and then, take me out to dance Hypnotise me, enchant me in a trance With words and your exquisite rainbow smile Don’t just tell me, ‘you fancy me’ I’ll buzz these words to you like a bee Go take a hike by the sea Till you roast and dry So you want a taste of my Rosy, cushy, juicy delicious pie I’m afraid, without romance on supply This refined lady is not going to comply You have no money! That’s no excuse There are so many different ways to amuse I love romance I eat

***respect***
I really enjoy meeting new people... I get a kick out of some of the people I meet or have met from CherryTap... But the one thing that really bursts my bubble is when somebody sends you a friend request, and when you accept it, the first thing they want to do is know if you have a messenger of some kind. When you tell them NO, they ask a few days later if you have one yet. You finally get one and tell them you have one, and because you won't give it to them right then and there....They stop talking to you! Guess they really didn't want to be your friends then.. I'm sorry, but I'm not givin out my yahoo to every Tom, Dick and Harry just because! Deal with it or leave me alone! Besides the fact that most guys see me on here and see that I have rated some of their pics and think they can talk to me like I'm a 1-900 number or something! I have a man! He is the only one i want to talk dirty to And that's it. I don't want everybody on Cherry Tap knowing how I like things done in the bedr

My Thoughts....
If He Only Knew.... If he only knew how much he means to me. If he only knew how much I care about him. If he only knew how greatfull I am to of met him. If he only knew how wonderfull it feels to be held by him. If he only knew how I long for his kiss everytime I see him. If he only knew how I get lost when I look in his deep hazel eyes. If he only knew how much it means to me that my daughter really does like him. If he only knew how greatfull I am that he does not mind that I am a single mom. If he only knew how he me makes me feel just to hear his voice. If he only knew how his touch sends shivers up and down my spine. If he only knew....well I hope he knows now. This may seem corny but it was something that just came from my heart.

Six Pack Summer
Winter sure was cold and miserable Cooped up, shut down, baby it was pitiful Anyhow, it's over now We owe to ourselves to have a little fun The pace car's pacin' now the green flag's wavin' Uh, oh another six-pack summer comin' Sing to me babe I'll be your dashboard drummer and Let's turn the radio up as loud it can go Got the ultra-ray wraparound sunglass vision Got the sails up iced down a cool ambition Just to relax and let the six-pack summer roll We've got the sun block, a blanket and the best of Jimmy Buffet T-bones for the grill, hey ain't it great to rough it The party's on from dawn to dawn 24-7 'til they pull the plug No more waitin' come on and kiss me baby Uh, oh another six-pack summer comin' Sing to me babe I'll be your dashboard drummer and Let's turn the radio up as loud it can go Got the ultra-ray wraparound sunglass vision Got the sails up iced down a cool ambition Just to relax and let the six-pack summer roll Slow and steady, I'm so rea

Untitled
I hate that you changed. I hate that you’re the same. I hate that you left. I hate how you’ve stayed. I hate how I cry. I hate how you make me smile. I hate how I miss you. I hate how I feel. I hate how it hurts. I hate that it’s my fault. I hate that it’s yours. I hate that I can’t be around you. I hate how I’ve lost you. I hate how I’ve found out who you really are. I hate that I can’t tell you any of this. But most of all, I hate how I can’t hate you, Not even a little. I hate how I still love you

"thats When I Love You" - Phil Vassar
When I hear you stop and laugh out loud When you're fallin' fast asleep When you're in the middle of a crowd When you're lyin' close to me When I hear you softly say my name When you're high and when you're low When you don't need me to explain 'Cause you already know When you smile that way I know, every night and day That's when I love you, when I need you When I care about you That's when I know without a doubt That I can't live without you Everyday I find another reason Every season we go through And every little thing you do That's when I love you When you're drivin' in your car When you dance and sing to the radio When you're walkin' underneath the stars Anywhere and everywhere you go When you're dressed up or you're dressed down When you're talkin' on the phone With a million people all around Or when you're all alone When you're near, or you're far You're in my heart no matter where you are That's when I love you, wh

Jasmine
I dont know what to do with myself. My son is asleep in his swing. He loves that damn thing, cries when I take him out! Normally id get high but my sister in law pretty much my only friend went to jail and life sucks since. Shes a cool kid... Shes almost 18 just so everyone here knows im not gettin high with a 12 year old!

Just Things
I started writing this yesterday but I always forget that when I open a new tab.. and exit it.. its all the same window.. so.. What was I saying again? Something about how I think people put too much hope and expectation into me.. Which I guess is my own fault really. I'm always the guy who's always just an im, email, or text away from being there.. The open arms who will always catch you if you're falling. I'm a good listener.. And I have a big heart.. I care too much.. My three biggest problems. Well.. what happens? People start to lean on me a little bit more.. thinking.. Brian is such a good guy, he'll always be there for me.. which of course I will be.. But I don't think anyone knows about what lies beneath all my warmth and kindness.. This bitterness, lonliness, sadness, hatefulness.. So what happens when they start trying to get too close? I push myself away.. I'm too reclusive, so back in my little burrow I go. If I'm upset.. I don't lean ba

I Am Only Me
I am only me, that is all that I can be No more, no less, don't second guess I love, I laugh, I live and cry, I've wished at times, that I could die Some days I'm funny, others I'm not, sometimes I'm in overdrive and can't stop I am a loyal and honest friend, You know that I'll be there until the end I am a father/mother, my children my greatest gift, The smiles on their faces always give me a lift I am a romantic, sensual, and passionate too, to the love of my life, I'll share this with you I can be sweet and shy or sassy and bold, I'm quite a handful, or so I've been told I am not perfect, I do have my faults, like when I get scared I put up high walls Or I'm not as forgiving, as I'd sometimes like to be, because when I hurt, I hurt deeply My logic is all my own, at times misunderstood, because I don't always do things for my own good I have many facets, like a diamond you see... I am only me.

Vac
sup folks right now im in roxborogh im no my girls computer. lets see whats been going on with me, well i ended my nightshift week on tues morning, wasn't very good it felt the longest and hardest off all that week, i have been in roxbrough for almost two days, and im loving it, for thous how don't know or have never been, its a small town thats about 45-hours drive from Durham, its mostly farm and factorys most of the lawns are huge, is has this country beauty about it that reminds me of my grandpa's old hores farm, execpt no hores. Ashley's family actually have good size land they have alot of pets including 6 dogs,2 cats and 3 ferrents. i love pets! next time i come back out here ill bring my dog sophie out here for another vist, she loved it the last time she i brounght her out here. well the biggest this i have been doing is trying to take care of ash, she hurt her foot last week and shes been walking with her dad's kane, the only this i don't like about is that she now has

Please Add.. Hahahaha
I took this from my myspace blog.. :P Please add the following friends. Yes some actually exist on here! :) Yo yo! Here's my not so real bulletin. Please add the following friends.. I had a weird dream I posted this.. so.. Add my friend "Taco Bell" they have been there for dinner and lonely nights when I want beans. and coleslaw. Add my friend "Pappa Johns" he rocks.. I can order pizza online.. How cool is that? I mean wow! plus i'm a good tipper! haha add my friend "BurgerKing" even though the king creeps me out! Has that "scream" look to him. But the fries and burgers are good for a cheap date. j/k I only did that when I was 25 . (get outta my gravy!) lol Add my friend "New Egg" it seems I will accept the fact that pc upgrades are important more important than dating a playboy looking model. New egg has helped me through some rough times.. and i've spent $$$$ there. "New Egg is my gf that I always go back to " hahaha Add my frien

What???
An hour and a half stuck in traffic on I79 due to traffic accidents due to snow. What a nightmare! Sunday was a balmy 80 degrees. Dear God, it's gotta get better! On a great note, my car was fixed in one day (caliper froze up and ground down the brake on that side) My test is over and I'm inching toward summer break.. it's gotta just get better! Happy Easter!

Hi!!!
Well this is my first time on here and its pretty kool i still dont know how to do anything yet but ill figure it out i always do. Thanks to everyone who talked to me and welcomed me it was very nice. Now all i gotta do is put some color to my profile :)

The Last Sleep
this poem is to show bothe men and women feel and react to the pain of being alone. The Last Sleep Her hair frames her face while looking off into the abyss. She drops her coin into a waterless well. Her hands feel only the cold stones, when she yearns to feel warm flesh. Her lips ache as she cries, longing for that one kiss. Alone. Alone. Alone. He looks for her as he runs in no direction. His sweat mixes his tears as his soul cries for her love. He knows she never existed, but the loss is painful. He now knows his way as he makes a coarse correction. Alone. Alone. Alone. They reach for the sharp escape from this empty pain. They cry out into the night as their warm life slips. They no longer hurt as their eyes darken. They are free from life, that heavy strain. Sleep. Sleep. Sleep. Ryan Hadley

Police Traps
While she was "flying" down the road yesterday, a woman passed over a bridge only to find a cop with a radar gun on the other side lying in wait. The cop pulled her over, walked up to the car, with that classic patronizing smirk we all know and love, asked, "What's your hurry?" To which she replied, "I'm late for work." "Oh yeah," said the cop, "what do you do?" I'm a rectum stretcher," she responded. The cop stammered, "A what? A rectum stretcher? And just what does a rectum stretcher do?" "Well," she said, "I start by inserting one finger, then work my way up to two fingers, then three, then four, then with my whole hand in. I work from side to side until I can get both hands in, and then I slowly but surely stretch it, until it's about 6 feet wide." "And just what the hell do you do with a 6 foot a** hole?" he asked "You give him a radar gun and park him behind a bridge..." Traffic Ticket $95.00 Court Costs $45.00 Look on the Cop's Face.............. PRICELESS