I didn't get much sleep last night. - What else si new though? - I helped my brothers cleans the house when I got back from school. I went to eat witht hem at a chinese food place that I didn't like. I should have filled out their comments thing that they wanted people to fill out. I'm going against my belifs of tell people who can do somthing about it thing. The food was just overly deepfried. The first few bits were good, but later it was just too much.
I came home and read some more of my interpersonal relationship book. and then I was really tired. So this is stupid. I came downstairs to my room and got on my computer. For some reason normally being on my computer keeps me awake when I don't want to be normally. It just wasn't enough. NOw, I didn't want to actually go to sleep, cuz it was only about 9pm or maybe even 830. I couldn't restst just " resting a bit" and knowing it wasn't a good idea at the time, I laid down for a minute witha a small blanket on. My lihgt was still on though. I ofcourse passed out. so then I woke up later, around midnight. Now it's gong to be hard to go back to sleep. II need some sleep so I can do stuff tomarrow during the day. So this is highly anoying. And I brought it on myself. I should have just brushed my teeth, and got allready for bed, and then read some more, and then eventually went to sleep at time, and state of mind to sleepi until morning. I guess maybe I"ll be able to learn from my mistake and do better nextime..
The tittle, Hot brains. Where did that come from? I'm on a few of " social networking " sites. There's all these people who just have a picture or something and no, or almost no writing on their page. I just just thinking I want someone hot, and smart. That would be cool. Can I get someone like that? And I'm not saying I'm looking for anyone to meet really on these sites, or that I don't have people in my friends lists that aren't smart and pretty. It's just that looking through sites conjured that thought to my head. Are there any smart pretty non-mormon or overly religious people in utah around here? They are probably hiding in the cracks somewhere away from the rest of the stupid utah world I guess.
Don't semd me empty " feel good " messages either. If you do send a reply to that, send an honest assesment. This isn't a plea for making adam feel better thing. It's more of a rant, thinking outloud, I think it would be cool to find someone pretty and smart sort of thing.
Next thought- One of the worst things to do for someone is to feel sorry for them. Especially if they don't feel sorry for themselves. Sometimes it's like there are all these people so concered, or worried about me, or feel sorry for me. I don't. But sometimes when all kinds of other people do, It makes me thing that maybe I should, everyone else seems to see some reason for it, maybe they see something I don't. Maybe I should be worried, or feel sorry formyslef. These aren't very often productive feelings, either for yourself, or others. Tell peopole that they are going to be ok, or how to be ok. Maybe give people advice into going the " right " direction, what ever that may be. North east maybe? Tell people why they are OK. Don't give people reasons to feel sorry for themselves, or make them think that maybe they shousld feel sorry for themselves. That doesn't help them. - This one is mine, it didn't even come from my book. There might be parts of it in my book, howver it's a complete coincadense. And the key word being might.
Ya'll have a nice weekend.
