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Money
Money can be lost, gained, or spent in dreaming. Dreams about money are often really about power, control, and competency. Consequently, the larger perspective of who is interacting with you around money and what your role in the transaction is are important features of the dream. Many people who dream about money are controlled by it-the desire for it, the lack of it, or the inability to control themselves with it. This last category is seen most clearly in money dreams experienced by people who re drowning in debt. If you gain money in a dream, note from whom and under what circumstances. This may be a dream about blessing. The gain of money in this instance is more a gain of emotional power and renewal through a completed relationship that no longer depletes the soul. You may see yourself as having great wealth to dole out to others. This is often a symbol of needing to convey blessing onto others. The true need is rarely financial, but a need to help others. Losing money

Wtf? I Came Home And Find This In My Sb
hotsexyman: I AM GLAD U LEFT ME U WORTHLESS PIECE OF SHIT hotsexyman: U MUST BE A PUSSY THAT U GOTTA RUN FROM UR MISTAKES AN SEND UR MAN WHORES OVER hotsexyman: I AINT WORRY HE WOULD BE FUCKED UP FOR SURE hotsexyman: U TELL THAT ONE GUY IF HE WANT SUM COME GET SOME hotsexyman: ITS FUNNY HOW U TOLD EVER ONE ON CT I TOOK UR FUCKING MONEY hotsexyman: GET A LIFE YOU TOOTHLESS BITCH CAUSE NO ONE IS GONNA WANT UR ASSS hotsexyman@ CherryTAP HE CREATED THIS ACCOUNT ON MARCH 21 B4 BITCHING ABOUT HIM WANTING THEM TO SHUT DOWN THE SITE, THIS IS MY EX IN WHICH STOLE NOT ONLY MONEY FROM ME BUT FROM MY KIDS FOR OUR FOOD AND IT IS ONE OF THE REASONS I LEFT HIM.......

So What Now????
So its been confirmed.... My 17 year old brother is going to be a father. Or at least we think he is , thats depending on if his 15 year old ex is even physically capable of saftly having this baby. She was suppost to abort it knowing she cannot saftly having the baby with her medication but now apparently its possible. I think this is all a load of bullshit , But it takes two to tango he is as much to blame as she is but he swears to me they used condoms , she says they didn't. Whome i believe i am honestly unsure of but i know this will ruin his young life.... He is not even finished school yet and as for her she isnt anywhere near finishing and now apparently 3 months pregnant. This family dinner is going to be one stinking fat ass mess, Oh man.... What are we going to do? I honestly am lost in this situation , He is my brother and so i will support him regraurdless. I dont want to blame him for this situation but if he had kept his penis to himself he wouldnt be in this me

The Most Functional English Word
Well, it's shit ... that's right, shit! Shit may just be the most functional word in the English language. Consider: You can get shit-faced, Be shit-out-of-luck, Or have shit for brains. With a little effort, you can get your shit together, find a place for your shit, or be asked to shit or get off the pot. You can smoke shit, buy shit, sell shit, lose shit, find shit, forget shit, and tell others to eat shit. Some people know their shit, while others can't tell the difference between shit and shineola. There are lucky shits, dumb shits, and crazy shits. There is bull shit, horse shit, and chicken shit. You can throw shit, sling shit, catch shit, shoot the shit, or duck when the shit hits the fan. You can give a shit or serve shit on a shingle. You can find yourself in deep shit or be happier than a pig in shit. Some days are colder than shit, some days are hotter than shit, and some days are just plain shitty. Some music sounds like sh

They Say Silence Is Golden...
And since that is what seems to be expected of me... That is what I shall be. Silent. Because supposedly I'm lying about my life. Silent. Because supposedly there is no way someone's life could be like mine. Silent. Because supposedly I have too much drama. Silent. Because supposedly I am a burden. Silent. Because supposedly I only think about myself. Silent. Because supposedly I'm not a good friend. Silent. Because supposedly I'm not good enough. Silent. Because apparently being me isn't what people want. So... Even though I've been wanting to write in here to talk about what is making me upset... the surgery, the adoptions falling through, my stress, my schooling, and my battered -n- bruised ego.... I'm not going to be writing in here much. Probably not even going to go on messengers or my cell much either.

Sex Talk 1
Warning for my friend Jess.. me being blunt about sex and all that You may not want to read. haha I don't understand why guys feel an apprehension when it comes to their women using vibrators, or why women are shy/scared about buying them. For the men: You mean to tell me you don't ever look at porn and jack off? Yes, you're not using a toy usually, but if there was a toy out there that was just like getting a blowjob and vibrated, men would buy them. It's just like when guys use lube while jacking off. Feels more like a pussy than a dry hand. Hell, I believe that women should have toys. Most women have never had a good orgasm, or as I tell Lesa, "you had a stupid orgasm." The type of orgasm where you don't have just one or two, you lose count as they blend with each other, and when they finally subside, you're 'stupid'. Meaning you can't think, and your mind is all jumbled. It's a good orgasm, but for the next 5-10 minutes, you feel stupid as you can't even put togeth

Lithium
this is just how i feel right now...and usualy songs express my emotions............ "Lithium" Lithium, don't want to lock me up inside. Lithium, don't want to forget how it feels without... Lithium, I want to stay in love with my sorrow. Oh, but God, I want to let it go. Come to bed, don't make me sleep alone. Couldn't hide the emptiness, you let it show. Never wanted it to be so cold. Just didn't drink enough to say you love me. I can't hold on to me, Wonder what's wrong with me. Lithium, don't want to lock me up inside. Lithium, don't want to forget how it feels without... Lithium, I want to stay in love with my sorrow. Don't want to let it lay me down this time. Drown my will to fly. Here in the darkness I know myself. Can't break free until I let it go. Let me go. Darling, I forgive you after all. Anything is better than to be alone. And in the end I guess I had to fall. Always find my place among the ashes. I can't hold on to me, Wonder what

Wow
BigDaddy w...: first of all kid ... its females like you who does not show fuckin respect ... its females like you who fuckin play games ... i do have fuckin balls kid ... i would love to see you walk in my fuckin footstep havin cancer, loosein 5 year old daughter to drunk driver and comin home and find your partner in bed with someone else ... see i have fuckin balls ... but its females like YOU dont have respect and show yous are 100% real lovers ... so if i where you watch what you say cause you state you have sex .... but it was not love its sex, so in my book, that is called slut ....

The Sexxii Big Men Here They Are (now Plz Repost)
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We Are All One.
I'm not into isms and asms. There isn't a Catholic moon and a Baptist sun. I know the universal God is universal.... I feel that the same God force that is the mother and father of the pope is also the mother and father of the loneliest wino on the planet. --Dick Gregory

Where Is My Energy Right Now?
Any time you sense you are getting overrun by outside influences and losing your feelings, put your attention inside your body. Relax. . ., let your breath sink low. . ., breathe in your abdomen. . . . --Anne Kent Rush When we are feeling as though all our energy is scattered throughout our bodies, we need to practice centering, or focusing this energy into one place. Our center may change from day to day, and each of us feels it differently. When we're walking, we may feel power coming from our hips and spreading through the body, heart, and mind. When we're in a meditative mood, we may feel warm energy at the back of the head. At other times, we might feel a real centering place in the middle of the chest, right where our heart and arms and breathing come together. There is no one way to be at peace. Centering is a way for each of us to find and picture to ourselves our focused energy. When we can do this, we increase our power to bring about those things we want from life, th

Challenge To Move Forward
Without challenge, there would be no achievement. If you wish to own the achievement, you must be willing to shoulder the challenge. Working through a difficult challenge builds strength. It is a kind of strength that cannot be acquired in any other way. Challenges are messy, uncomfortable, complicated and demanding. And yet, they are among life's greatest blessings. For the challenges will make it perfectly clear what has real meaning in your life and what doesn't. The challenges hold your priorities up to you and will show you the best of who you are. Climbing the mountain of challenge is difficult and treacherous, yet the view from the summit is spectacular. And the experience you gain in the effort will continue to bring value long after the work is done. You are truly fortunate to have challenges in your life. For within every challenge is a clearly defined path for moving vigorously and meaningfully forward. -- Ralph Marston

Tuesday April, 2/07
Ok I appoligize for the late post on this one but it was a tough choice this week I had several good storys to choose ffrom. I would have liked areal one but sadly bo one sent one in. So I chose a good one from the several made up ones I was sent. Hope you all enjoy it. Midnight, i am just coming home from work....The house is all dark, I tiptoe trying desperatly not to awake you....I walk through the house towards the bedroom i hear a faint sound of music....I smile thinking to myself you feel asleep while awaiting my arrival...I slowly open the door being as quiet as i can....I glance around and notice 2 candles lit, i walk over about to put them out...But out the corner of my eyes i notice your body gleaming in the candlelight i am breathless as i take in the site....Your beauty amazes me each and everytime i see you...its like seeing you for the very first time all over again....I sigh and slowly and quietly start to undress, as i watch you lying there.....your hair so soft lookin

Generous
No point, I see mountains They take up the horizon Smiling-pissing-cherub fountain You have to go pound for pound and you’re still trying to make an ounce These walls are strong; they can take a bounce Hard hide wide mouth Crawl inside yank out Line of defense continues to regress until you’re pinned against your own boarders Awaiting further orders Overrun by marauders See that you’re flanked as you look over your shoulder Can you spell over? Suicide is painless compared to the suffering at disposal Agony animates arousal Do you think your aphonic pleas will cause a stand-down? The air still holds your taste Your skin still has enough spring to manducate Don’t try to get up just thrash in place Piled up too much trash to plan an escape The blows are coming too fast to think straight Better make some penance because this is the end of your mandate You’re about to meet your magistrate Running loose I’m fucking juiced Disregard a peace pact Squeeze no fruit o

First Kiss
'First Kiss' A feeling that is tender A feeling that is new A feeling that is gentle A feeling appreciated by so few A taste that is so sweet A taste that is so wonderful A chocolate that is rare A taste that is evermore delightful A touch that is so peaceful A touch that is so kind So delicate and soft A touch that is scarce to find A thought that is so passionate A thought filled with such desire A dream on a drifting cloud A thought overflowing with a fire A smell that�s electrifying A smell that is so sweet A strawberry with some cream A smell that no-one can beat A memory from the past Something unforgotten A memory with some lightning A memory never rotten.

She Can Go To Pakistan, And She's Right Here On The Ct
FTW Lost Goth@ CherryTAP OK here's the deal... I've known Lost Goth for a while now. She claims to be Wiccan, has lots of friends here on the CT and I'm gonna get blasted for this I know... But I feel it bears being posted. I just had a shoutbox conversation with her which is posted below. This bitch is going to PAKISTAN folks as soon as she can clear it. One of the terrorist capitals of the world. She claims to not hate America... My response? Well... you'll see it in the conversation and I say this to EVERYONE who wants to leave and go to a terrorist training/harboring country... I AM FORMER MILITARY and I ~*LOVE*~ this country... So my words are as follows: You don't like it here in the United States of America and you want to go to the middle east? GOOD! Get the FUCK out and STAY OUT! Read from the bottom up like you would on the shoutbox itself... DemonStorm FTW Lost G...: i dont hate America and i aint Muslim ->FTW Lost G...: You know wha

Love Me Or Hate Me
Whether you love me or hate me, I am who I say I am. To all who love me: I thank you all for being there for when I needed you. You all are so kind, so caring, so loving that you all bring tears to my fine hazel eyes. My heart beats for all of you, you all are my best friends and you deserve the very best that life has to offer, the love and friendship from a woman like me. To the haters out there: Well, what can I tell you? you used to love me, you used to care for me, you used to understand me. But now I see the truth coming out from you. You did nothing but stab me in the back and used me. I can feel your anger, it's painful enough to bare. But no matter how hard to try to make me forgive you, I cannot take the pain anymore. You have hurt me for the last time, now you are nothing but a painful memory, and that is something that I have to face on my own.

Meat Loaf (feat. Marion Raven) - It's All Coming Back To Me Now
[Boy:] There were nights when the wind was so cold That my body froze in bed if I just listened to it right outside the window [Girl:] There were days when the sun was so cruel That all the tears turned to dust and I just knew my eyes were drying up forever [Both:] I finished crying in the instant that you left And I can't remember where or when or how And I banished every memory you and I have ever made [Boy:] But when you touch me like this (touch me like this) And you hold me like that (hold me like that) I just have to admit that it's all coming back to me When I touch you like this (touch you like this) And I hold you like that (hold you like that) It's so hard to believe but it's all coming back to me now [Girl:] It's all coming back It's all coming back to me now [Boy:] There were moments of gold and there were flashes of light There were things I'd never do again but then they'd always seemed right There were nights of endless pleasure It was more

True Confession.......
"Christopher..." She found herself stuttering. She never stuttered. "I...don't know what to say. I...God,...I can't believe...this is too...I can't. I can't do this." "Can't do what?" he asked, his voice is thick with unrealized passion. "Can't explain yourself? Can't own up to how you shit all over me? All over us? Can't be honest about how right it all was? How much you wanted me? Want me still? I can see it in the way you're standing. Hear it in the way your voice falters. I can smell it on you, Lo. Smell how much you want my hands and mouth all over you; my cock buried inside you." Christopher had managed to cross the room to her during his speech. She shivered as he clasped her arms and pulled her to him. "You know you want this" he whispered, running his lips up and down the side of her neck. "You know you want me, the way we'd always talked about. I know it all. I know all of your deepest wants and desires; your cravings and fantasies. I can make them come true. All you ha

Three Things In Life
Three things in life that, once gone, never come back - 1. Time 2. Words 3. Opportunity Three things in life that can destroy a person - 1. Anger 2. Pride 3. Unforgiveness Three things in life that you should never lose- 1. Hope 2. Peace 3. Honesty Three things in life that are most valuable - 1. Love 2. Family &Friends 3. Kindness Three things in life that are never certain 1. Fortune 2. Success 3. Dreams Three things that make a person - 1. Commitment 2. Sincerity 3. Hard work Three things that are truly constant - Father - Son - Holy Spirit I ask the Lord to bless you, as I pray for you today; to guide you and protect you, as you go along your way. God's love is always with you, God's promises are true. And when you give God all your cares, you know God will see you through. ~~~***My God Reigns***~~~

What About Love?
[Boy:] There's a hole in the sky tonight There the moon drift to far from sight I would search thru this empty darkness To see your face in the morning light We've been lost in a sea of confusion Got caught up in a selfish illusion But make no mistake: I will bend till I break Don't let fate make the choice for us What about love that lasts forever? What about time to see it through? If you don't give you just don't get it What about me? What about you? What about love? [Girl:] Once in a lifetime you'll find someone heaven send for you For a lifetime you'll feel there's a reason to believe In a love that's meant to be [Boy:] It feels like we've fallen from grace Given up on the higher thing 'Cause I know deep inside if we search we will find Something to give us wings What about love that lasts forever? What about time to see it through? If you don't give you just don't get it? What about me? What about you? What about love? [Boy:] I can't

How Have I Lived?
(this was sent and written to me by a very special person... HOPE THAT IT TOUCHES U AS MUCH AS IT DID ME) ********************************************** Without you, how have I lived, How have I lived without you.. I spent the nights with your memories, The moonlight talks to me about you, My nights are lonely without you, My days are unlike days, A lonely body, a lonely soul, my eyes remain wet, Just come before me now, For there is no life without you. My eyes lay unto the road you left by, In the hope of finding you somewhere by mistake, I cannot forget the talks with you, Every moment, there are tears in my eyes, Why should I continue breathing, why should I live, Since life is becoming unpleasant, You became unfaithful, do give me the reason why. How have I lived without you ...

Cry Over Me
Another night sleepless I don't want to feel this Nothing can stop this pain Trying to get to A time I forget you Still tangled in yesterday It's so easy for you To give nothing for me Did you ever feel anything? I want you to cry over me Die over me Even for a moment Even for a moment I want you to hurt over me Feel what I feel I want you to cry over, die over me Baby, just for one time I want your heart broken Some sign of emotion I want to see the tears tumble down Show me I meant something And that you feel nothing But your world crashing to the ground It's so easy for you To forget about me Did you ever feel anything? I want you to cry over me Die over me Even for a moment Even for a moment I want you to hurt over me Feel what I feel I want you to cry over, die over me Baby, just for one time (Cry - cry - cry) But did you feel something? Did we mean nothing at all? I want you to cry over me Die over me Even for a moment E

Therapy For Me
This is therapy for me so bear with me. Today - April 5th Gathered all of Jerry's pills, dumped them all into a bowl and threw out the bottles. The bowl, that can hold half a gallon of liquid, was over half full with pills! I put the pills into the toilet and it started to clog up! The toilet was ODing!! I ran and got spoon and stirred the mix until all the pills went down. He had at least 5 different types of meds for constipation that I threw out in the garbage. If someone wants to steal them, I am happy for them...LOL! Was not sure what to do with the phentenol patches as those cannot be flushed! Daughter suggested cutting them up. Went with Jerry's daughter and son to the funeral home to make all of the arrangements. I did good. I did not fall apart like I did when my mother died. Cremation and no service per Jerry's request. He will be cremated tomorrow morning. They will call when we can pick up the ashes and the death certificates. They gave the flag to Je

Live Life How You Want, Not How Others Want!
LET ME FIRST START OFF BY SAYING THAT WE NEVER KNOW WHEN WE WILL BE TAKEN OFF THIS ROCK WE CALL EARTH. LIVE LIFE ON YOUR TERMS, AND NOT HOW OTHERS FEEL YOU SHOULD. ONLY YOU KNOW WHAT YOUR HEART DESIRES, AND ONLY YOU KNOW HOW TO ACHIEVE YOUR INNERMOST PERSONAL GOALS. I REALIZED AFTER MY CAR ACCIDENT ON 12-21-2006, THAT I MAY HAVE NEVER MADE IT OUT ALIVE. LONG STORY SHORT ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED. AN 18 YEAR OLD KID, IN A HURRY TO GET SOMEWHERE, DIDNT PAY ATTENTION TO A RED LIGHT, AND HIT ME HEAD ON GOING ABOUT 40 MPH. I AM JUST THANKFUL AND FEEL BLESSED THAT NO ONE INVOLVED IN THE ACCIDENT WAS KILLED. THE DRIVER OF THE OTHER CAR, MY NEIGHBOR AND HER THREE KIDS DID NOT RECEIVE ANY INJURIES WHATSOEVER. I SEVERELY INJURED MY FOOT, ANKLE AND NECK IN THE ACCIDENT (YOU CAN SEE THE PICS OF THE CAR AND INJURIES ON MY SLIDE SHOW). I CURRENTLY HAVE TO GO THROUGH PHYSICAL THERAPY FOR MY FOOT AND ANKLE. EACH DAY IS A CHALLENGE, AND EACH DAY I HAVE TO REMIND MYSELF HOW TO WALK CORRECT

Jades Stormy Night
We stood facing each other... just outside my bedroom door.. You.. took my chin in your hand and lifted my pouting face.. and brushed my lips.. "good Nite Jade" you whispered and turned me around.. and gave me a gentle push inside the door...feeling your hand smack my bottom.. a scooted inside my bedroom and stood.. as I heard you shut my door.. and.. let out a soft laughter.. as you walked down the hall back to your company. You always did this to me.. have me retire for the night.. as to where I would not hear or see what you and your friends do... You always said.. it wasn't for my eyes and ears to know what men talk about after the women leave the room.. So at 10pm... you stood and motioned for me to say good nite to the guest and then you accompanied to my room.. .. pouting as always... but never getting to stay up.. I.. entered my room.. ..... I was not ready for sleep....I walked into my bathroom and started a nice hot bath....dumping bubble bath.. and scented oils i

I Am Missing You.....
By: Allen... :) I'm missing you like crazy I think I'm going mad I simply can't stop thinking of the special times we had. Each moment lasts an hour Each hour lasts a day The clock is ticking slowly Just because you went away. I need you here beside me I just want to see your face To feel your precious heartbeat And be lost in your embrace. I gaze out of the window And look up at the moon I play the waiting Game And pray you'll be here soon. They say hope springs eternal Well I only hope it's true For I can't bare the emptiness That comes from missing you.

The Business Trip
Christopher and I had been working together for a long time, and, over the past few months, had taken several business trips together. We had become an effective team in a short time, and wonderful friends as well. There was also a certain chemistry between us that I had never experienced before. Obviously, it was visible to others, because they kept assuming that something was going on between us, but, until this trip, our relationship had remained purely platonic. The more time I spent with this mam, the more difficult it was becoming to resist his charms. As time wore on, just being in the same room with him made my body intensely hot; it was occasionally downright embarrassing. This all was complicated by the fact that I was his direct supervisor, and a personal relationship between the two of us would be seriously frowned upon. This particular night, I was feeling extreamly friendly. I had been teasing Christopher, as i loved to do, about the hard day he had had and how nice

I Want You To Know
By: Allen (so beautiful) I want you to know... That I love you so. Deep in my heart is where you'll stay, Each and everyday, Now, forever, and always. I want you to know... That I'll always be there, To show you how much I care. I'll never let you down I'll do anything to keep away your frown. I want you to know... How much you mean to me You're my eyes to see, My heart to beat, and my air to breathe, Without you, there's no me. I want you to know... That "I Love You".

"he Calls To Me"
He calls to me across the miles Night winds carry his whispers They float on the breeze and through my windows Falling gently upon my ears - Hush - I hear him now. He calls to me from the heavens Glittering stars cannot compare to the sparkle of his eyes When he looks at me, I am consumed by the fire I see him now. He calls to me through my dreams Dancing together in the shadows of my sleep Where we laugh and love once again I am in his arms I feel him now. He calls to me Every moment of every day Distance couldn't keep us apart When destiny drew us together I'll hold him for eternity As long as he keeps calling.

I Found You...
By: Allen :) You're the one I couldn't forget Even at the last breath I take You're the one my heart longs for Because I found real joy in you You're the one I'll love so true For you gave me same love too You're the one I needed most For I am so in love with you You light my life and turn it right And put a music in my heart How can I thank you for all the things And for the love you've given me? I can never ask for more because My life has been complete since I FOUND YOU!

Give Her What She Desires
Darius made a quick trip to the store to pick up a couple things needed for the night I had planned. When I returned home I simply told her that we were about to have a special night. I handed her a bag with the panties I had just bought her. Jade went and took a nice hot bath then came into the living room wearing just the panties as I had asked her to. I took her hand and led her to the bedroom, where the only light was coming from the candles I had set up while she was in the tub. I had her lay on the bed and she knew what was coming the moment I picked up her leather collar. I put the collar on her. Then I took the straps and tied her arms to the bedpost. I took more straps and went to her feet. She asked about removing the panties, but I told her no and to hush. I tied her ankles to the bedpost. She couldn't move. I went and got the blindfold and put it on her. I gave her a very deep kiss before kissing down her body. I got down to the panties and I ran my hand under them. S

Going Crazy
I feel like I'm going crazy lately. A lot to do, and no time to do it. Working 45-55 hours a week, and taking two classes at the community college. And I found out this week that the math class I'm taking, Business Calculus, may not be transferable when I go to Texas A&M! So all this headache and work for nothing! Now that sucks ass. I could drop the class, but I have 4 weeks left. It would just seem like a waste of time if I do. And I have my research paper due in 4 weeks. Four weeks from this coming tuesday, and I haven't even started on it yet. So now I have more pressure to get it done, and get it done right. Though I will admit, I work better under pressure. In order to transfer, I need to have certain classes completed. And I don't yet. I was taking classes for ACC's associate degree plan, but now that I'm transferring, some of the classes I've taken, are not what I need. So starting next semester, I'm going to do more work, and take three classes. Oh

Have You Ever?
Have you ever just woke up and had so much on your mind? Ive been there over and over repeatedly and the answers Im still trying to find. Have you ever thought of death up close? Do you know what it feels like? Ive seen it since my childhood. It haunts me day and night. Have you ever wondered where in life you took the turn that was wrong? I took it too and have no clue but I know it brings me down. Have you ever felt like giving up and letting go of yourself? Ive felt that way for so long now. Ive stayed up on my shelf. Have you fought your inner demons and the pain that haunts your dreams? Ive fought it for so very long. I know not what it means. My past is very relative in the fact most can relate. Ive been trying to forget that part that haunts and still I sit and wait.

Rules To Live By.
Ok friend and family and fans of all ages! I have some new policies for those of you out there that know me and like me and what to continuiosly holler at me. For those that I just mentioned this will be virtually painless. For those of you that I have as an empty friend I send this out as my way of saying step up or move out. I don't have the time, energy or space to keep you all around. Iam not here to have you loafers taking all the points I grant you and then not dropping by from time to time to say hello or even have the nerve to fan me. Its time to clean out the scum. Some of you are gone. Some of you have a chance to redeem yourselves. Rule #1: If you aren't a fan of me, you get the boot. Rule #2: If you are only accepting my points and love and aren't returning it you are history. Rule #3: If your smiling mug isn't on my map by the end of June 07, say goodbye, you obviously aren't here for me. Thats my new rules. If I offended anyone with these rule,

Under Raters
.I realize that some folks just have to rate low but for you that do why don't you have the guts to show who you are instead of being a coward.If you don't like something or someone then just don't look.

More Shit!
this is an copy of the email i got today... "Adam, God did not say there would be no suffering in life, He allows it. It is how a person handles the suffering that is the important issue. I am sorry you are angry with me and choose to blame God for things in your life which do not go as you want them to be. I have read your blog, and feel badly that you were hurt. Would you really have rather not known? I do not care if you are happy for me or not, I only wish for you to find peace within your life." This is my reply: 1) I know you are going to read this so I deleted the comment you left on my other one. 2) Why do you try to push god on someone that has doubts on if there is a god? 3) WTF happened to you to make you this way? I only cared about you and it is looking like you are going farther and farther off that deep end. You gave up on my ... I never gave up on you. NEVER!!!! 4) YES I am upset... how could I not?!?!?! 5) Would I have rather not been told? maybe... you

Too Soon
when is it too soon to say "i love you" example.... your dating someone for a couple of weeks still getting to know each other. you hang out at eachother's place alot and have meet lots of friends. after a few days they ask you to be their gf/bf... you agree to it and set a rule or two up. about 1 week after that as your busting each others balls. He mutters i love you and u ask "what did you say" he repeats its. ... then you luaggh it off..... later that night while during sex he said "I love you" so is after two weeks too soon. To say " I love You "?

Jades Special Occasion
Jade was more than 10 minutes late and I was feeling distinctly put out, when she finally walked through the door. Even in My anger, the sight of her nearly stopped Me, but lust and anger are a powerful combination so I twined the two emotions together as she approached. "I apologize for being late, Master Darius," she said, kneeling in front of Me. "Mr. Scott had me stay late for a board meeting. I left as soon as I could." I could tell she was worried about the consequences of her tardiness, but kept My plans well in mind. "Stand,my pet, and kiss Me. I'm pissed that you were late, but we'll get to that when the time is right. Come." We kissed, and I felt her lips trembling as a combination of anticipation and fear melded in her soul. We went downstairs to the Playroom, and I turned quickly on her. "Strip," I commanded, "and lay yourself on the table of reconciliation." As always, she obeyed My Command, but I saw a little hesitance. I know how important Valentine's Day i

Criminal Trespass......
The night air felt cool on Darius's face as he grabbed the chain-link fence. With a quick glance over his shoulder, he confirmed the cute security guard was still chasing him. He scrambled over the short fence and continued his sprint. A sharp turn brought him to a sudden stop, revealing an alley, and thus a dead end. Darius could hear the guard climbing the fence now, her boots making noisy clinking sounds on the metal. Darius hopped up on top of a dumpster and flattened himself against a wall. The security guard entered the alley, her flashlight illuminating the area in front of her. As she brought the beam of light upwards to scan the alley for him, Darius leaped onto her, stunning the girl and knocking her prone. There was a startled yelp as Darius pinned the girl to the ground, her flashlight rolling out of her hands. She started to yell something, but Darius pressed his knee into her stomach, forcing the air from her lungs. As she gasped for breath, he pulled the handcuffs fro

Jealousy Makes Me Giggle Gets Me Off Actually Wahoooooo
this is the nice shout out i received this morning from this lovely lil girl jazzy@ CherryTAP jazzy: WOW Can u say boob job this was my response ->jazzy: sorry but my boobs r real so bite me but im sure lil girl if u drank more milk ate more protein and maybe got some sun your boobs would grow and maybe become woman size...so hopefully that advice helps u...dont hate me cause i pack a full meal in my boobs..and if u see the ink on my bood hellllo big sign that they are real and did not pop when the ink was put on..Happy Easter Sunshine..xoxo

I Am A Warrior Goddess
I AM a warrior Goddess that is why when you try to put my fire out.. it triples in stregnth when I lose a couple of believers, I gain 50 more That is why you can;t see me my light of protection is blinding I AM a warrior Goddess I can do battle by walking away to leave you licking yourself and wonder ing what just happened I will diffuse you and leave you to talk idly to yourself shouting out to your bubble but you can't burst it to have anyone else hear I AM that Warrior Goddess Let me tell you I can be your best friend but not your enemy.. Just your subject of envy Where you will always have to talk about me The Goddess I am, I be This is reality not something made up through the other side of this hear screen I Warrior Goddess remember me fin

No More Nonsense Reposts
I have been reposting pretty much anything anything on my friends list asked. Well after seeing the absolute bullshit being reposted, and only 1 or 2 even looking at anything I post at all, I have decided that unless it's regarding children's issues, abuse issues, or military/law enforcement/firefighter support, it's not gonna happen any more. Let the high level VIC's do all the bullshit posts for contests, etc. I've even seen one person repost the same damn thing 9 times in 15 minutes just to keep it on top of the others. Holy fuck no more. And if others would do the same, the bulletin area would be a much more respectable place.

Untitled For Now
I KNOW YOU CARE BUT IS THIS I ASK OF YOU A DARE YOU SAY YOU LOVE ME BUT DO I REALLY CARE YOU KNOW I CARE BUT IS THIS YOU ASK OF ME REALLY A DARE YOU SAY I'M THE WORLD BUT TO THE WORLD I'M JUST ME YOU SAY I'M EVERYTHING BUT IS EVERYTHING WHAT YOU REALLY WANT IN ME I SAY I LOVE YOU BUT DO YOU HEAR WHAT I MEAN YOU SAY YOU LISTEN BUT DO YOU HEAR ME CRY OUT TO YOU OR WERE YOU JUST TO BUSY TO PAY ATTENTION TO ME MY HEART BELONGS TO YOU YOU HOLD THE KEY SO BE GENTLE TO THEE MY HEART IS AS FRAGILE AS CAN BE SO PLEASE TAKE CARE OF ME!

Depressing Easter Sunday
It's Easter. And this doesn't seem like a very good day. My parents are grouchy and they don't know how to act anymore. I asked why we weren't having a big dinner and mom was like because I'm broke. So...get out the frozen meats and cook something. Dad was like stop complaining. If you don't like it get out of the house. If only it was that simple. I really really feel like their failure. All I want is for a normal holiday. Nothing means anythiing to me anymore because they don't care anymore. I promise that when I have my children that I will never do them like my parents are doing me. Sometimes I feel like if I could just vanish that they wouldn't miss me at all. Not really. Their perfect children are Tina Van and Bubba. No one sufferes as much as I do. I think its really because I'm at JC Penney and I'm happy where I am and they don't care. They think of me as a lowlife. All because I don't make a whole heck of alot of money. I'm almost ready to tell them that if they want to b

Timmy T
One More Try Lyrics It's been a long time since you left me I didn't mean to make you cry I didn't mean to disappoint you, I didn't mean to tell you lies And after all that we have been through, Won't you let me tell you why One more try... I didn't know how much I loved you One more try.. Let me put my arms around you Living all these lonely nights without you Hoping babe we can give it, one more try It's been a long time since I've kissed you It always used to feel so good And if you know, how much I missed you You'd forgive me if you could And now that we have found each other Can't we give it one more try (one more try) One more try... I didn't know how much I loved you One more try.. Let me put my arms around you Living all these lonely nights without you And after all that we have been through, Won't you let me tell you why... And now that we have found each other, Can't we give it one more try

Sweet Detachment
So, its 330 am, and I cant sleep. Not that I ever really do. Tonight is especially hard. I dont know why. Well, maybe I do, but Im just confused about things. I am beginning to feel detached from things, life I guess. And I dont really want that. I dont want to be numb again. I dont want to go back to the girl who wanted to end her life just a measly 6 months ago. I hated that girl, yet I wanted to go with the impulses. Ive traded one bad habit for another, which will only kill me in the long run, but its better than my already visible scars. I hate feeling alone, almost helpless and used, although Ive become accustomed to these emotions over the dragging years. I can only remember very few times in my life when I was happy, how pathetic is that? I feel like I've grown cold, yet when I cried, he said I wasnt cold at all. So many things are happening at once, and I dont know what I can control and what I cant. Ive learned not to control most of my feelings, to let them out in some way,

My Favorit Song To 1 Of My Friends
AVRIL LAVIGNE LYRICS "Girlfriend" [Chorus] Hey! Hey! You! You! I don’t like your girlfriend! No way! No way! I think you need a new one Hey! Hey! You! You! I could be your girlfriend Hey! Hey! You! You! I know that you like me No way! No way! No it’s not a secret Hey! Hey! You! You! I want to be your girlfriend [Verse 1] You’re so fine I want you mine You’re so delicious I think about ya all the time You’re so addictive Don’t you know what I could do to make you feel alright? Don’t pretend I think you know I’m damn precious And Hell Yeah I’m the motherfucking princess I can tell you like me too and you know I’m right [Bridge] She’s like so whatever You could do so much better I think we should get together now And that’s what everyone’s talking about! [Chorus] Hey! Hey! You! You! I don’t like your girlfriend! No way! No way! I think you need a new one Hey! Hey! You! You! I could be your girlfriend Hey! Hey! You! You! I know that you

Jade's Surprise Ii
After several episodes of introducing ourselves to the roles of Master and Sub, our respective roles came very naturally. You are an excellent Master -- giving me everything I ever wanted from sexual restraint that was to the point of sheer torture to sexual release so intense, I do cum with fiery explosions repeatedly. Every day, I fall more in love with you and yearn to see you, wondering what you have in store for me next. Tonight is no different, even though I'm tired from work. Rest is, evidently, not in your repertoire any longer. At least, not for me. That's okay as I'm refreshed by your attention. For the most part, I'm a good sub. Although, I have to admit, I am sometimes intentionally defiant in order to feel the glory of my punishment. And, you know of my desire to test you. My pussy tingles and drips just thinking about the warming of my ass against the paddle and my nipples aching with painful pleasure from the clothespins we now keep bedside. I love to feel you sucking

Invisible Names...
Ok whats up with the fucking DoucheBags who just show up as someone on ur alert in the corner that rate u like a 2 or 3?..Im not mad i didnt get a 10 cuz i know im far from a 10 but atleast i got some balls to put a pic up of myself and have my name shown so people can see who rated them.....Ok thats it lol...Im already pissed off cuz im snowed in on Easter and i had to vent somehow so this was it lol

St Andrews Cross
Upside down on the st. andrews cross with legs wide and my skirt dangling in front of my face. I could see only their feet as each one in turn came over to lick my exposed pussy. This was a bizarre ritual they were playing out. Each man nibbling through my panties and when all had finished a knife was used to remove the wet cotton garment. Now each again in turn approached to taste me with nothing between me and tongue. Some sucked my clit others flicked it furiously while still others found delight in pushing their tongues deep into my cunt. With the last man having tasted me it was time to finger my throbbing pussy. With bondage tight my only choice was to allow the men their pleasure's. All of them stood close this time and one after another place a finger or two inside me. As I hung upside down there, I could only imagine their view straight inside me. They argue over who's turn it is and who was getting cheated and then decide all of them to place a finger in me at once. I was fil

Happy Easter ( I Still Believe
Happy Easter I still believe Have a beautiful day from MIKE S I Still Believe VideoI Still Believe lyrics - Jeremy Camp lyricsJeremy Camp Music VideosMusic Video Codes by VideoCure

One Of Life's Little Unanswered Questions?
Why do they call it an Animal Cracker when its actually a cookie? Do you know the answer, if you do please tell me? A proven correct answer may earn the winner a prize.

" Always Have A Dream "
" Always Have A Dream " Forget about the days when it's been cloudy, but don't forget your hours in the sun. Forget about the times you've been defeated, but don't forget the victories you've won. Forget about the mistakes that you cannot change now, but don't forget the lessons that you've learned. Forget about the misfortunes you've encountered, but don't forget the times your luck has turned. Forget about the days when you've been lonely, but don't forget the friendly smiles you've seen . . . Forget about the plans that didn't seem to work out right, but don't forget to always have a dream.

High Heels Anyone?
I get sexy yummy porn and such in my email everyday. Today one of my gf's sent me this sexy high heel gallery...I thought I'd share with you guys as well.. http://gallery-dqszesfdep2hyut.usercash.com/ Enjoy everyone! Happy Easter! XOXO, Aimeelynn

Cocoa Mulch Is Toxic To Dogs
This is the short version: cocoa mulch contains a substance that is dangerous, even lethal, to dogs when ingested. It smells good, so attracts dogs, who will eat anything, including this mulch. Don't use it! If you want a sweet smelling mulch, use cedar. Even if you don't have pets, someone else's pets could possibly eat it it. ************************************************** Read below for more info and sources. I sent this as an e-mail last year. I sent this out last year after someone in my rescue group passed it along. It's spring and people are probably starting to think about working on gardens, so it's worth sending again. :) If you want to know more about it or what to do if your pet ingests it, the first link is the Snopes link, but the others are Hershey, ASPCA, and another dog site. http://www.snopes.com/critters/crusader/cocoamulch.asp http://web.archive.org/web/20031013173740/http://www.aspca.org/site/News2?page=NewsArticle&id=12729 http:

Can You Beg...
The touch of Darius' skin sent electric shivers through Jade's body. Darius ran his hands gently along her spine as he whispered in her ear, causing the hairs on the back of her neck to prickle. A soft field of static electricity that seemed to be building between them suddenly snapped! Their mouths met in a flash of essence, hands roaming each others bodies like birds in flight. "You have no idea how much I missed you" Breathed Jade.... "Oh," Replied Darius between kisses, "I'm sure I do." Jade flicked his ear with her tongue and laced her fingers through his belt loops. "But I want you more." She whispered. Her long auburn hair cascaded gently over his shoulder as he turned his head to her. She was wearing dark blue jeans and a white beaded top that made her look like she belonged in a fairytale, and not here in their small New York apartment. The curve of her breasts was perfectly accented by the thin line of cleavage that spilled above the shirt. The simple words

Message To Contestants For Dpc
Thanks for Entering theDark_Pic_ContestThe contest starts tomorrowAt 12 P.M. E.S.T.If you have lost your link thenrespond back and i will send youyour link right awayNo Need to respond to this message

Damn He Is So Sweet
Hey everyone how are you doing?????? I havn't posted a blog in a while so I though I would take the time and do one today before my kids get home........ I have had a lot going on so I dont know were to start........... lol alright I meet this really nice guy from one of my friends. Damn he is so sweet and I really don't know how to take it some time......... I have been in alot of relashionships and have never been treated like this............ He works wow never been with a guy that will work............ or that has a realy job that pays u and not always under the table for they dont have to pay child support............ Every time we go out he wants to pay not use to that..........lol............ He went out of town for his work for 2 weeks .......... damn I miss him so much I really wish he didnt have to go....... well he left on the 1st to go to cal....... On monday the 3rd he had 2 dozen long steem roses deliverd...... I cryed never had any one do that for me in my life....... Bu

The Playroom
"I'm just going out to run some errands," I tell you, punctuating it with a soft kiss. "I'll be back in a few hours. Oh, and don't go in the computer room Jade." And with that, I'm gone. You lie back on the bed, already counting the minutes until I return. Even though you miss your Master, sometimes you enjoy having the house to yourself. You rise and go to the kitchen to get yourself some water. You wonder quietly why I would tell you to stay out of the computer room. You know I've been doing something in there, but you assumed I was just putting in some new shelves or something. Oh well, you think, Master will tell you soon enough. That thought leaves you when you see the computer on its desk in the living room. What happened to the computer room? What am I doing in there? Curious, you go back to the hallway, passing the door to the basement, past the bedroom, to the closed door of the computer room. What's hidden in there? Overcome with curiosity, you decide to tempt fa

Blond In Trouble - Lol
BLOND IN TROUBLE A blond was driving home after a football game, and got caught in a really bad hailstorm. Her car was covered with dents, so the next day she took it to a body shop. The shop owner saw that she was a blond, so he decided to have some fun. He told her just to go home and blow into the tail pipe really hard, and all the dents would pop out. So, the blond went home, got down on her hands and knees and started blowing into her car's tailpipe. Nothing happened. She blew a little harder, and still nothing happened. Her roommate, another blond, came home and said, "What are you doing?" The first blond told her how the repairman had instructed her to blow into the tailpipe in order to get all the dents to pop out. Her roommate rolled her eyes and said, ... "HELLLLO" "You need to roll up the windows!"

He's Taking Control
The valet takes our bags, leaving me free to watch the sway of your ass as you walk inside to check-in. At the front desk, the look on the girl's face says she can feel the sexual energy between us. I take the key, and we make our way to the elevator. "Jade,...When we get to the room, I want you to go into the bathroom, take off all your clothes, and wait there until I come and get you. Do you understand?" "Yes Darius," you say, looking at me. "I promised I would do whatever you want this weekend and I am going to keep that promise." I open the door and you walk in. I take a quick look at the room. It's basically a small apartment, with a kitchenette and living room. There is a door to the bedroom and one to the bathroom. There is also a door from the bathroom into the bedroom. "This will work rather nicely," I think to myself. Obediently, you head straight for the bathroom. I smile as I watch the door close. This is going to be a very interesting weekend... With you seq

My Definition Of Love
LOVE ISAN AMAZING THING, THEREIS NO FEELING THAT FEELS BETTER. WHEN YOUR IN LOVETESUN SHINES BRIGHTER, AND THE BIRDS SING SWEETER. LOVE JUST MAKES THEWORLD SO MUCH HAPPIER. TRUE LOVE IS A MIRACLE, WHERE LOVE EXISTS WONDERFUL THINGS HAPPEN. IT IS A LOVE TRUTHFULLY SHARED BY TWO PEOPLE. THOS TWO PEOPLE NEVER WANT TO SHOVE AWAY FROM EACH OTHER,ONLY GROWLOSER UNTIL THEY BECOME ONE. WHEN YOUR TRUEL IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE NOTHING ELSE MATTERS. IF THEY TRUELY LOVE YOU BACK YOU FEELVERY BLESSED. AND YOU BEGIN TO HOPE ONE DAY YOU WILL WAKE UO NEXT TO HER. SHE IS THE ONLY ONE YOU WANT, YOU LOOK FOWARDTO WAKING UP TO HER BEAUTIFULFACE EVERY MORNING. BECAUSE IN YOUR EYES SHE IS THE MOST BEAUTIFULWOMAN YOUR EYES HAVEEVER BEHELD, AND THIS MAKES YOU FEEL VERY BLESSED. IF SE SAYS I LOVE YOU TO YOU FEELTHAT MUCH ORE BLESSED. YOU FEEL EVEN BETTER IF SHE PROVES HOW SHE FEELS ABOUT YOU, TO YOU. LOVE IS SUCH A STROG FEELING, SOMETIMES IT HURTS SOMETIMES IT DOESNT. OVE ALSO MEANS SO MANY THINGS, BUT TO MEL

She Belongs
Jade was wearing a black blouse and a long loose black skirt made of wrinkled cotton as she came off the plane. Darius was there to greet her, and immediately held her close in his arms. His voice was almost plaintive against her ear as he hugged her. "I love you..." he sighed. She sighed contentedly in return, closing her eyes and letting herself be lost in the moment of their first face-to-face meeting. Then, he whispered to her again. "Are you wearing panties?" "No," she said softly, smiling and blushing. He slowly pulled away from her, then dropped kisses all over her face. Finally, his lips met hers and the moment became electric, all time standing still as they kissed, deeply, intimately. She came to know his tongue, and he shared with her the exploration of her mouth. Then he looked at her, into her blue eyes. He took her smaller hand in his and began to lead her away. They stopped at the luggage pickup, and she pointed to her suitcase. He took it by

Here's Your Sign ~
Did I read that sign right? TOILET OUT OF ORDER. PLEASE USE FLOOR BELOW In a Laundromat: AUTOMATIC WASHING MACHINES: PLEASE REMOVE ALL YOUR CLOTHES WHEN THE LIGHT GOES OUT In a London department store: BARGAIN BASEMENT UPSTAIRS In an office: WOULD THE PERSON WHO TOOK THE STEP LADDER YESTERDAY PLEASE BRING IT BACK OR FURTHER STEPS WILL BE TAKEN In an office: AFTER TEA BREAK STAFF SHOULD EMPTY THE TEAPOT AND STAND UPSIDE DOWN ON THE DRAINING BOARD Outside a second-hand shop: WE EXCHANGE ANYTHING - BICYCLES, WASHING MACHINES, ETC. WHY NOT BRING YOUR WIFE ALONG AND GET A WONDERFUL BARGAIN? Notice in health food shop window: CLOSED DUE TO ILLNESS Spotted in a safari park:(I sure hope so) ELEPHANTS PLEASE STAY IN YOUR CAR Seen during a conference: FOR ANYONE WHO HAS CHILDREN AND DOESN'T KNOW IT, THERE IS A DAY CARE ON THE 1ST FLOOR Notice in a farmer's field: THE FARMER ALLOWS WALKERS TO CROSS THE FIELD FOR FREE, BUT THE BULL CHARGES.

More Snow
Yeah so I wake up finally, not even really feeling good great. It's Easter and theres snow. It sucks a moose cock. Take the dog out and all she wants to do is play in it. My cars pretty much covered as it shows in the pictures. Go ahead shovel a walking path at least to the street so brother can come. It would take about 5 hours to shovel all the damn snow, be nice to have a snow blower, yay. My car has at least a nice tower of snow on top. Yeah fun, Happy Easter. Hope it starts warming up soon.

Merry Easter
THATS IT BASICLY IT SELF EXPLASNITORY...WHEN I WAS A KID WE GOT SOME CANDY ,NOW IT TURNED INTO A MINI CHRISTMAS....WHAT FUCK...MY KID THINKS ANYONE CAN GOTO ONE OF THOSE MACHINES AND JUST GET MONEY OUT??? HELLO??? HES NOT STUPID, THEY JUST DONT UNDERSTAND THE VALUE,I GUESS I NEVER DID AND STILL DONT...HELLO TO ALL

Happy Easter
Today is Easter. I know where I would like to be, but cant be there. Maybe I will be there tomorrow and see whom I am wanting to see. Just have to go after work. Anyway Happy Easter to all. God Bless

True Friendship
True Friendship" (With none of that Sissy Crap!!!!) You will see no cutesy little smiley faces on this card- just the stone cold truth of our friendship. 1 When you are sad -- I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against the sorry bastard who made you that way. 2. When you are blue -- I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile -- I will know you finally got laid. 4. When you are scared -- I will rag on you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried -- I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be until you quit whining. 6. When you are confused -- I will use little words. 7. When you are sick -- Stay the hell away from me until you are well again. I don't want to catch whatever you have. 8. When you fall -- I will point and laugh at your clumsy ass. 9. This is my oath..... I pledge it to the end. "Why?" you may ask? "Because you are my friend". Friendship is like peeing

The Kill
What if I wanted to break Laugh it all off in your face What would you do? (Oh, oh) What if I fell to the floor Couldn't take all this anymore What would you do, do, do? Come break me down Bury me, bury me I am finished with you What if I wanted to fight Beg for the rest of my life What would you do? You say you wanted more What are you waiting for? I'm not running from you (from you) Come break me down Bury me, bury me I am finished with you Look in my eyes You're killing me, killing me All I wanted was you I tried to be someone else But nothing seemed to change I know now, this is who I really am inside. Finally found myself Fighting for a chance. I know now, this is who I really am. Ah, ah Oh, oh Ah, ah Come break me down Bury me, bury me I am finished with you, you, you. Look in my eyes You're killing me, killing me All I wanted was you Come break me down (bury me, bury me) Break me down (bury me, bury me) Break me down (bury me,

A Few Personal Thoughts From Your Minister.
I've seen a lot of things. I've never seen a child being born, but I've seen Death up close and personal. I've seen columns of fire 150 feet high spinning over the desert sands in nevada like tornadoes made of God's own wrath itself. I have engaged in nearly every human perversion you can imagine, give or take. Have I learned from any of these experiences? I don't know. I know I often ask myself "What's the point of it all?" ...and after 35 years...I still can't come up with an answer that makes sense. Maybe there is no point. But there is still so much more to do, to see, to feel. SO many things to experience. I feel old, and bitter, and jaded quite often...and I'm not even middle-aged yet. With science and my genetics being what they are, I can reasonably expect to live for at the very least 90 to a hundred years. More than likely, even longer, once we progress a little further. In that light, it is silly for me to feel so OLD. A good chunk of tha

Comment Bomb Me In The Lips Contest.... Ends At 4 Pm Today I Think!!
THE LIPS CONTEST IS ONLY FOR THE WEEKEND AND THE OTHER ONE I FELL BEHIND IN BEING SICK ALL WEEK :-( IM IN THE SEXY LIPS CONTEST AND ALSO WHICH COLOR HAIR IS THE SEXIEST.. HERE ARE THE LINKS IF YOU GET AROUND TO HELPING OUT THAT WOULD BE GREAT ;-).. SEXIEST LIPS CONTEST WHICH COLOR HAIR IS THE SEXIEST THANKS FOR YOUR HELP IN ADVANCE MICHELLE AKA HOOVERGIRL COMMENT BOMBING ALLOWED SO COMMENT TILL YOUR FINGERS HURT ;-)!!

What Does Your Name Mean
What Christopher Means C is for Captivating H is for Helpful R is for Refined I is for Intelligent S is for Spectacular T is for Twisted O is for Openhearted P is for Placid H is for Hilarious E is for Exuberant R is for Radiant What Does Your Name Mean?

To Thine Own Self Be True
“To thine own self be true…..” Most of us are familiar with the above quote taking from Shakespeare’s Hamlet, but how many of us know this verse: “And it must follow, as the night the day, Thou can not then be false to any man.” Unless we can be true to ourselves first, we cannot be true to others. To thine own self be true…..how profound. How many of us have a hard time being true to ourselves? Those of us that gave our life to another at the cost of loosing who we are in the process will have a hard time being true to ourselves. Allowing someone else to define who we are, we lose our ability to discover and grow inwardly. We no longer are able to discern a truth from a lie. For many of us, we have accepted lies for so long, that finding out what is true takes time. Having done this very thing, I know how difficult the journey to self-discovery can be. Truth….truth is a word that brings out such negative reactions to many of us. You see truth is

Fighting
To one in all on my friends an fans list, I pose a question? I was out last night having a good time, some whore walked past meon the dance floor and gave me a nice firm shove out of her way while her and her friend walked by! Now I just looked over my shoulder and thought hmm I could ass kick now or let it go, I let it go! Then I saw and chance to give her a little nudge back, but my hubby saw it to and shoved me into her from behind, I was not ready for this so I hit her hard! I was walking away from that and she came up to me in a frenzy and asked what my fuckin problem was, I tried nicely to tell her I was shoved, she didn't care, so I started throwing punches and grabbed her by the face and looked rather good doing this! I was the total aggresser in this fight and would have beat her ass down, but she called the bouncers and screamed at me she was gonna have me kicked out! My hubby grabbed me and I just threw my arms up and walked away to the door! Now I ask this, was I wro

It's Your Boyfriends Birthday And...
Your still awake at 3am after only sleeping only a few hours the night before, because your exasperated that: 1)you're so poor than you can't do anything very worthy of him for his special day. 2)you're thinking even more about how you wish you could make things better for him and do anything at all about the way his so called [fuckhead] 'friends' have treated him lately. 3)you wish you had an answer for all the madness running around in your head killing off brain cells. 4)you're not sleeping yet.

For All My Friends!!!!!!
Since recently I have way to busy to comment all my friends on Cherry tap and leave them greeting for a Happy Easter I thought maybe I would take the time to put it in a blog. So here goes. I also want to thank each and everyone of you for being so kind to me since I Came to Cherry Tap. HAPPY EASTER. Hugs to all. MyHotComments MyHotComments MyHotComments

Have People Forgot The True Meaning Of Easter?
As I took my children to church this morning I saw yards full of chilren hiding eggs, laughing and playing with their families. Most children these days think that Easter is all about the eggs and candy and the Easter Bunny of course. When my 6 year old asked me a few days ago if the Easter Bunny was real, I didnt lie to her again this year. I told her that it was just a story, then I told her about the true meaning of Easter. At first knowledge of the bunny not being real, she almost cried. But by the time I got done telling her what Easter really is all about she was tickled to death. She told her dad the Easter bunny was fake, of course he just looked at me wide eyed, not knowing what to say to her. I told him it was ok not to lie to her either, Boy! was her relieved!!!! I know Im rambling, but the reason behind it is this..........If your kids ask you this year about the Easter Bunny being real, what will you tell them? Are you going to continue to lie to them? I think yo

Job
HI, WELL ITS TIME TO GET NERVOUS TONIGHT I START MY NEW JOB ON 3RD SHIFT. WISH ME LUCK. I SURE HOPE ALL GOES WELL IM SO NERVOUS. I GOT TO FIND A WAY TO GET SLEEP SO IM WIDE AWAKE TONIGHT IM NOT USED TO THIS. HAVE A SAFE AND HAPPY EASTER AS WELL. TTYL MISSY MyHotComments

Lifes Like A Box Of Chocolates Hmm..
Life... is like a box of chocolates. A cheap, thoughtless, perfunctoral gift that no one ever asks for. Unreturnable because all you get back is another box of chocolates. So, you're stuck with mostly undefinable whipped mint crap, mindlessly wolfed down when there's nothing else to eat while you're watching the game. Sure, once is a while you get a peanut butter cup or an English toffee but it's gone too fast and the taste is fleeting. In the end, you are left with nothing but broken bits filled with hardened jelly and teeth-shattering nuts, which, if you are desperate enough to eat, leaves nothing but an empty box of useless brown paper. - Smoking Man

Have You Ever Been In Love??
Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up these defenses, you build this whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life. You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They do something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own any more. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. not just in the mind. It's a soul hurt, a body hurt, a real gets inside you and rips you apart pain. I hate love. - Neil Gaiman

Just A Thought
Now I lay me down to study, I pray the Lord I won't go nutty. If I should fail to learn this junk, I pray the Lord I will not flunk. But if I do, don't pitty me at all, Just lay my bones in the dorm hall. Tell my prof I did my best, Then pile my books upon my chest. Now I lay me down to rest, And pray I'll pass tomorrow's test. If I should die before I wake, That's one less test I'll have to take

Trust Or Lie
1 should you keep your slave in the dark and lie to her to make her feel secure yes no 2 should you have more than one slave and not let her know yes no 3 keep her as lover and partner as well as slave yes no 4 forgive her if she strays or lies yes no 5 treat the slave as chattel yes no 6 release slave for indiscreations or work them out work them out release and bannash

Easter Links: Download The O&a Show, New Boobs On Ratemywow, Today's Boner Updated
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Lips Contest Ends In Aobut 7 Hours... Comment Bomb Please... About 500 Behind Still For 1st Place :-(...happy Easter To U All
THE LIPS CONTEST IS ONLY FOR THE WEEKEND AND THE OTHER ONE I FELL BEHIND IN BEING SICK ALL WEEK :-( IM IN THE SEXY LIPS CONTEST AND ALSO WHICH COLOR HAIR IS THE SEXIEST.. HERE ARE THE LINKS IF YOU GET AROUND TO HELPING OUT THAT WOULD BE GREAT ;-).. SEXIEST LIPS CONTEST WHICH COLOR HAIR IS THE SEXIEST THANKS FOR YOUR HELP IN ADVANCE MICHELLE AKA HOOVERGIRL COMMENT BOMBING ALLOWED SO COMMENT TILL YOUR FINGERS HURT ;-)!!

Happy Easter
Happy Easter to you all....hope it's safe and happy for you even if it isn't the religious holiday you celebrate. Wish me luck....for i the heathen am headed to noon mass with the fam....umm i don't normally go to church and i am not catholic...so if the walls fall down or the altar bursts into flames...i do apologize!! HAPPY EASTER YA FREAKS!!!

For Those Who Celebrate Easter
I am not religious and therefore do not celebrate but I want to wish the best to any of my friends who do and their families! take care! Cin Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com

Happy Easter...everyone
" If you ever felt love, then you've most certainly been touched by an Angel. " " Join in on the movement and go out and do a ramdom act of kindness. Then say, " My Angel made me do it. " " For without being seen, Angels are present around us. " " Angels guide their immortal lives by the law of Love, not by our desires, however noble they may be. " " Angels bring healing into our lives, and when we need it, a snese of direction. " " Some people come into our lives and quickly go ... Some stay and make footprints on our hearts ... And we are never, never the same. " Im Your Saint Happy Easter...

My Trip With Prince Charming
So I am back from a wonderful trip. I just spent the last few days in Eau Claire WI. It was so COLD! That is the one thing I am not missing. I got there on tues night I was greeted by one of the most WONDERFUL people I have ever had the pleasure of meeting. We had a few beers that night and then it was off to the hotel. Wed was a BLAST we went to The Mall of America in Minneapolis MN. We also went out to a cool little bar in Eau Claire(it had the coolest name..Whiskey Dicks) Yet once again back to the hotel :) Wed was a sad day Kinda I was going to be all alone after 3:30 We went about our day but the feeling of being by myself was still there. I had a GREAT day right up until 3:30. We went to the mall had lunch Went in the hot tub ;)(probably one of my favorite thing about the trip) I flew back home this morning and was back in sunny CA by 11:30am. All in all It was one of the best rips EVER! LOVE YOU BABY!

Someone's Lookin For A Can O Whoop Ass...
Custom Motorcycle Stolen In BristolBike Built Around Image Of Jigsaw Puzzle BRISTOL, Conn. -- A unique, custom motorcycle was stolen in Bristol within the past week, according to police.Bristol police said the motorcycle is valued at $62,000 to $65,000 and was stolen from a house garage on Jacqueline Drive between 7 p.m. on March 30 and noon on March 31. The motorcycle is described as a 2005 composite, custom-built motorcycle that was won in a raffle to benefit the Autism Project of Rhode Island."It was one-of-a-kind, it was unique, it was built for a good cause, for autism," said Bob Guenther, the owner of the motorcycle. "It just stuck out. Wherever you went, people would ask you questions, like, 'Where did it come from? Who built it?' "The unique motorcycle is designed around the image of a jigsaw puzzle, the universal symbol of Autism. The gas tank is in the shape of a jigsaw puzzle, the paint job and the stitched seat has components of a jigsaw puzzle pattern, pol

Lmfao
Now, I have gotten a couple of dirty messages on here but this guy's message takes the cake! Luckily I have a sense of humor and I'm too amused to be insulted, lol. ================================== from: the devil dick date: 2007-04-08 06:46:29 subject: hELL oooo read receipt: Yes replied: No block user wow!!!!! let me know when you will be ready to talk about our futur honey!!!i will give you the riden you need!!! right in the ass!!!am so ready to make you cum like know never had you will beg me for more and more sex so bendover for your master...dont be mad at me am the DEVIL and am here to do my job... i will keep a eye on you from hell xxx

Happy Easter To All
COOL MySpace Comments COOL MySpace Comments COOL MySpace Comments COOL MySpace Comments WISHING EVERYONE OF MY FRIENDS A HAPPY EASTER. TOUGH THIS WOULD BE EASIER THEN SENDING EVERYONE ONE I WOULD BE HERE UNTIL NEXT EASTER DOING THAT

Girls Only
Would you makeout with me? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe [] already have ;) Would you sleep with me? [] In an instant! [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Am I attractive? [] Heck no [ ] hot as Hell [] Fine [] Cute [] Okay [] Ugly! Do you think I'm a virgin? [] Yes [] No I look like.. [] A player [] a wifey/hubbie [] One time thing [] Next bf/gf [] A friend [] A friend with benefits [] A possibility [] A loser [] A stud If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No [] maybe Would you rather.. ?? [] Hook up with me [] Cuddle with me [] Date me [] Friends [] Friends with benefits [] marry me [] have sex On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. [] 1 [] 2 [] 3 [] 4 [] 5 [] 6 [] 7 [] 8 [] 9 [] 10 What would you want me to be to you? [] Friend [] Girlfriend/Boyfriend [] Friend with benefits [] Husband/Wife Would you give me a lap dance? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Are you going to repost this so i ca

Scars Of A Failing Heart
sometimes, it's not about who i deserve. it's about who i want. regrettably, the person i do want turns out to be an a**hole who just stole my heart away and left it out in the open to bleed. it's unfair and at the same time stupid...because I LET HIM...and for a moment , i actually like the feeling of faliing and being fooled. what's sad is that after the crying, when im already sober, id STILL LET HIM steal my heart away...

Serenity
Picture yourself near a stream in the White Mountains. Birds are softly chirping in the cool, crisp mountain air. Nothing can bother you here. No one knows this secret place. YOU are in total seclusion from that place called the world. The soothing sound of a gentle waterfall fills the air with a cascade of SERENITY. The water is clear. You can easily see the face of the person you are holding under water. There now, feel better?

Easter
My children are being baptised this morning...i am so excited for them! they dashed around the house this morning hunting Easter eggs, dumping their baskets, gathering towels to take to church... i am sad this morning...my children are being baptised and their father will not be there...they invited him, i invited him, seems he has other plans... We are happy this morning..my children and i..as we head out the door to celebrate Our Father's life, death and resurrection...we are one family..us..the world.. HAPPY EASTER ALL....

The Promise Of The Resurrection
In the world of modern medicine, body parts can be replaced by plastic and metal. Human beings are kept alive by machines. And some people even choose to preserve their bodies after death in hopes of being re-animated at some point in the future. All of this tinkering may make us feel more comfortable for a while. But it can’t keep us from dying. Man is powerless in the face of death. Some people are frightened by the fact that death is unavoidable. But, for believers, the end of physical life should be greatly anticipated. They are about to see the Lord. Jesus’ victory over the grave took away death’s sting. Through Him, we’re made righteous. The Lord looks upon our cleansed soul and welcomes us into Heaven. 2 Corinthians 5:8 indicates that believers "absent from the body” are “at home with the Lord.” The very thing which causes fear and uncertainty becomes a sure doorway to eternity with God. In addition, Christ’s resurrection assures believers thei

Onestone ... The Indian With One Testicle
Onestone ... The Indian With One Testicle There once was an Indian whose given name was "Onestone." So named because he had only one testicle. He hated that name and asked everyone not to call him Onestone. After years and years of torment, Onestone finally cracked and said, "If anyone calls me Onestone again I will kill them!" The word got around and nobody called him that any more. Then one day a young woman named Blue Bird forgot and said, "Good morning, Onestone." He jumped up, grabbed her and took her deep into the forest where he made love to her all day and all night. He made love to her all the next day, until Blue Bird died from exhaustion. The word got around that Onestone meant what he promised he would do. Years went by and no one dared call him by his given name until a woman named Yellow Bird returned to the village after being away for many years. Yellow Bird, who was Blue Bird's cousin, was overjoyed when she saw Onestone.

Erotica: 19 Hours On Train Part 1
“Where are you?” You ask me on the cell phone, your voice straining to be heard over the throngs of people in Union Station. “I’m here Hun, waiting for you as I promised.” I reply, you can hear the laughter in my voice. “You see me, don’t you?” You laugh. “Yes I do. I’m right above you actually. Nice blouse by the way, love the blue silk.” I watch as you visibly blush and I smile, “I’m right at the top of the stairs. Follow the rose petals.” “Rose petals?” You say confused, and I see you look around, then you see them. Although kicked and moved around, a trail of rose petals is on the floor, leading you to the stairs. “Oh, rose petals.” I watch as you follow, and feel my heart begin to pound. After all this time talking, and flirting, and falling for each other, finally I’ll see you with my own eyes, not some picture taken with a cell phone camera. I watch as you follow them, your smile broadening as you come up the steps. I hold a single red rose i

Happy Easter/blessed Oestara!
Happy Holiday morning/afternoon, everyone! I think I have finally caught up on my sleep, lol! Sarah's friend Kayla has decided we need to do the Girl's Night Out thing once a month, lmao! I think I need to up my vitamins, so I can keep up, lol! JagerBombs, here we come!!!!!! My camera is loaded up and ready for the day! I promise to have pictures of the family doings for everyone, lol. My Mom will have a fit, lmao!! Would have liked a little sunshine today, but that's OK! I'll take what I can get, lol! Have a wonderful Holiday, Everyone! Much love and warm hugs, one and all! Blessings, all over the world, for all my friends/family/fans! I love you all and appreciate your friendship so very much! Muah! Later!

Sunday 4/8/07
Happy Easter everyone! I'm not going to be on much until tonight so I thought I'd go ahead and do this entry before I forgot. I am having family over for Easter lunch this afternoon so I've been helping my parents clean and get ready for that. Not sure what all we're having yet other than potato salad though lol. Well, I guess I'll end this entry here. I hope you all have a great Easter.

We Cant Let This Happen !!!!!!!!!!!
PLEASE SIGN YOUR NAME TO THIS AND IF YOU DON'T... there is something wrong with you! Do you remember February 1993 when a young 3 yr. Old was taken from a Shopping mall in Liverpool, NY by two 10-year-old boys? Jamie Bulger walked away from his mother for only a second and Jon Venables took his hand and led him out of the mall with his friend Robert Thompson. They took Jamie on a walk for over 2 and a half miles, along the way stopping every now and again to torture the poor little boy who was crying constantly for his mommy. Finally they stopped at a railway track where they brutally kicked him, threw stones at him, rubbed paint in his eyes and pushed Batteries up his anus. It was actually worse than this... What these two boys did was so horrendous that Jamie's mother was forbidden to identify his body. They then left his beaten small body on the tracks so a train could run him over to hide the mess they had created. These two boys, even being boys, understood what they did w

Fireman's Tears
The alarm rang, as it had so many times before. He was the first of the fireman up and out, awakened from his bed at the station by the clanging of the bell. Engine 3 pulled out of the bay, dispatch paged another station. And all the firemen aboard the truck were tensed with anticipation "It's gonna be a nice 'un, boys," He said as he donned his gear. And the young bucks smiled at him as they drew ever near. They turned onto his own street and he could see the fire's work He hoped their mother woke his kids to see their dad at work. His heart sank as he saw the home that he so dearly loved going up in smoke and flames as he donned his gloves. Agressively he hit the fire and searched the rooms above. And with a flare of personal vengeance he saved what remained of his home. As he left the world of flaming hell he saw his little girl He ran quickly to her side and said "Honey, Daddy's here." He would never forget what next she said

Why I Am Doing This
Well my really good friend sent me this and like a bonehead I am doing it. Like myspace wasn't enough to keep up with. She just likes this one cuz it is easier. Anyhow you can also check me out at www.myspace.com/cowgirlingaston Enjoy!

Easter With Interesting Jelly Beans
It's magical. It's incredible, and it just arrived! The new handy personal sized box of Bertie Bott's Every Flavor Beans, the jelly bean preferred by Harry Potter. Discover the wild flavors of EARWAX, DIRT, GRASS, BOOGER, SARDINE, BLACK PEPPER and the 2 latest new flavors ROTTEN EGG and BACON. And, everyone's favorite VOMIT. Think of stinky limburger cheese, think salami gone bad--that's VOMIT all wrapped up in the disguise of a jelly bean. Fortunately, the beans come with a mystical guide on the back of the box to help you recognize the flavors. 4.25 ounces. These products are manufactured by the Jelly Belly Candy Company. 10 Individual Flavors: Earwax, Booger, Bacon, Black Pepper, Vomit, Dirt, Soap, Rotten Egg, Grass and Earthworm I just want to know one thing..WHO tests this??

Sunday Mornings
It's Sunday morning. I wake to the sound of a light rain blowing against the windows. All is quiet in the house. Opening my eyes more clearly, I see you're still asleep. You look so peaceful lying there and for a long while, I just lay watching you. You're so handsome and yet, you have a boyish look. I send up a silent prayer thanking God for sending me such a wonderful man. I reach to run the back of my hand across your cheek as you begin to stir. I take this opportunity to move closer to you as you fall back asleep. Your body is very warm. I run my hand across your soft sexy chest and you stir again...this time wrapping your arm around me. Without opening your eyes, you begin to lightly kiss my forehead while reaching for my bare breast. Twisting and pinching my nipple, you feel it beginning to swell. With my open palm, I gently push you to your back as you pull me with you. Lightly, I run the tip of my tongue over your nipple. Gently, I begin to bite your nipple and suck on it. I

First Time Together
The flight was on-time and I had butterflies in my stomach. He was here, my love was finally here! I sit in my truck and wait for him to come out of the terminal. We have only talked on-line and over the phone. We had seen pictures of each other, but have never seen each other physically. I keep running conversations through my head, smiling and giggling like a teenager. We had waited for so long to be together, and now the day was here. I look out the passenger side window and see him looking for my car. I get out and stand on the running board on my Pathfinder, waving my arms and calling his name. He finally sees me and a huge grin splits his face. My face feels like it is going to crack as I smile back at him and I am giggling, again. He gets to my truck, opens the back door and throws his bag in the back. Then, he opens the passenger door and slides into his seat. He turns to me, and says, "Hey there, baby girl." I look over at him and just smile. He knows that makes my heart

First Meet
She nervously adjusted her short skirt. She had never taken a risk like this before, yet knew she was ready. She had been chatting online with Dom for months, and was beyond ready for the next step. They both had to be careful since they were both married, albeit in unhappy marriages. Dom was working alone in his office tonight, and had told her to meet him there. She had very carefully picked out her clothes, even though she didn’t think they’d be on long. Flirting with Dom they had began to be very graphic about sex, and had teased each other till they were both more than ready. Walking to the door she saw he was waiting for her. He was just as handsome in person as in his picture. “Welcome love,” he said, kissing her hand and pulling her inside. Turning he locked the door behind him. Grabbing her hand he tugged her deeper into the darkened building. He led her back to an office in the back, which had a soft low light on the desk. That was the only illumination in the whole bui

Our First Night
I’m there at your bedroom door. I move on the spot, watching you light the last of the many candles in the room. It is lit with shimmering light. The bed has fresh hunter green sheets on it with rose petals thrown across it making an invitingly soft haven for us. Vases of roses stand on the bedside tables, along with a bucket with a bottle of champagne and two crystal glasses. There is a plate with a cover sitting beside the bucket. I am amazed by your thoughtfulness, down to every last detail, and a smile plays on my lips. But I am still nervous. I know you...but I don't. We played this scene a hundred times, this and so many others. But I never touched you till today. Our minds had touched, even our voices over the telephone, but I never felt the touch of your skin until I felt you reach your hand out to mine at the restaurant this evening. Your pictures could never do you justice. Your words sound so much sweeter coming directly from your lips. I knew that all those months of our

I Want
I lay in bed at night thinking of you. I wonder what you are doing as I close my eyes at night. I wonder if I will dream of you. Will I be with you in the dream? What will we be doing? How can I guide the dream, do the things I think of doing during the daylight hours? I have saved all the e-mails you have written me, all of the conversations we have had. I keep them in a red, orange, and purple striped box in my closet, on the floor, hidden behind stuff. I don't want anyone to be snooping and find them; the words you have written on the pages are for my eyes only. I can not share them with others, I don't want to. You are my secret. I have told people minor details about you. I have not revealed much, I don't trust anyone with any personal information. I don't want anyone to know exactly how I feel when I open a recently received e-mail from you, or when we talk on the phone. No one knows who you truly are, except for me. I am learning more and mo

Forever
The morning sun streamed in warm and bright through the window. She lay on her side, sheet draped loosely over her body with one leg exposed, watching him. He sat on the floor, facing the sun, deep in meditation. She had waited so long to get here. From the moment they began chatting over a month ago, she knew that they belonged together. He was slow to open to her. Even now so much of him was still a mystery. She would get close, so very close to his heart, and then he would push away. He always kept her at arms length. When she had the opportunity to finally go to him, he didn't answer her for some time. She had just about written it off when he agreed. He did want to see her. He did want her. But did he need her? Did he love her? She took her time as she lay there, imprinting everything she could about his features into her memory. Thick, dark hair with speckles of gray here and there. A shadow of a beard beginning around reddish-pink, full lips. She smiled to herself, thinki

Good Morning
The sun sneaks through the blinds and one of the warm rays reaches down to caress my cheek. I yawn and stretch, rolling over onto my stomach quietly so as not to wake you. I smile remembering the party we had last night...good friends and lots of wine. My eyes flutter open and I greet the new day, propping myself up on my elbow to watch you for a bit. You lie peacefully next to me, sound asleep, unaware of my eyes skimming over your body. I watch your chest rise and fall rhythmically as you breathe and in the silence of the morning I can almost feel your heart beating in time with mine. My hand rises unconsciously to touch your cheek, but I pull away at the last second, a mischievous grin making its way across my lips. I lean over you, making sure you really are quite soundly asleep before I grab hold of the covers. Inch by agonizing inch I slowly pull them down, exposing your chest, your belly, your groin and your thighs. I sigh in contentment as i take time to look over every

What A Fuck Up
why is it that i always have a way of fucking shit up . i over step my boundries . i say things i shouldnt say . even though true i say how i feel and it always , and i do mean ALWAYS bites me in the ass . you would think that i would have figured shit out by now but no . just as stupid as i have always been . well happy fucking easter . oh yeah and i am moving in with trey today . so if anyone wants to help move and then get drunk afterwards let me know . after the night i had last night i need a fucking drink so maybe i wont think about how big of a god damn idiot i can be . anyway just give me a call if you got my number . later

Yesterday Was Easter Here ( Saturday)
yesterday, all was happy. I cooked n cleaned to have 25 ppl at my house.. but something funny happened... I would like to share.. My 6 grands were here, my oldest grandson age 11, normally a real good kid, we never really have to speak to him about something.. he had done something .. I can't quite remember what.. but I spoke with him.. during all that was going on.. and said.. hon, why did u do that? he replied, " To give you something to live for." It just caught me off guard..all I could do was chuckle n smile. Being as busy as I was, it caught me off guard but but a funny.

Pussy Law!
Pussy Law Here are a few fun little 'pussy law's' I found on a website for and aboutescorts Men that fart in your incall (loudly and more than once) must insert a glade plug-in in their rectum for the remainder of the appointment. Pussy Law! Any guy who thinks sticking his finger in and out (and in and out) of an escort, or any other woman’s pussy without ever a thought of touching your clit and thinks this will get you hot and ready must submit to having his elbow touched as a way of getting him hard. Pussy Law! Any man who attempts to stick a finger in a provider’s ass without permission or lube should be shown what it feels like first……roughly. Perhaps with a thick zucchini or cucumber!!! Read More Pussy Law HERE!

Clubbing With Fin
yepyep we went to a goth/ industrial club it was so fun and it was kool cause fin and i got to hang out without christina ... so it was different anyways hes a kool cat with bad ass tattoos . thanks fin

Easter Sunday
Wanted to tell all Happy Easter, you know easter is a day for family, so get off ur cherry tap butts and spend time with your kids, famaily, loved ones and such, if no kids get ur butt to mom and dads, just get off of here!!

The Thing About Guys On Here..
is the lack of respect you give us women on here.Now I understand that there are some pretty under handed women on here too.The thing about it is this when you come across a good chick I mean she has looks,brains,sex appeal,her own money,and personality too boot.And what do you do?You say all the right things you know the things she wants to hear.Whether the words are in a sexual manner or just friendly chit chat.And then when we go and message you or even instant message you you guys ignore us as though we never have spoken to each other before.is that your guys definition of friendship? If so I really don't feel sorry for myself but for those of you that do.It's sad and pathetic and to hear you spew out what we already know are lies to begin with.I have said it before and i will say it again...Wouldn't it be easier if you just told us the way it is?

Si Sexy
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Honestly
1. Honestly, what color is your underwear? Red 2. Honestly, whats on your mind right now? i gotta headache lol 3. Honestly, what are you doing right now? typing 4. Honestly, what did you do today? dont know its still early 5. Honestly, do you think you are attractive? no 6. Honestly, have you done something bad today? not yet hehe 7. Honestly, do you watch disney channel? yes 8. Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now? nope 9. Honestly, what makes you happy most of the time? friends 10. Honestly, do you bite your nails? no 11. Honestly, what is your mood right now? sleepy 12.Honestly, have you had an eating disorder? no 13. Honestly, do you want to see someone this very minute? yea 14. Honestly, do you have a deep dark secret? nope 16. Honestly, do you hate someone right now? yes 17. Honestly, who/what do you want to hug right now? no one 18. Honestly, are you loyal? yes 19. Honestly, are you in denia

If I Was A Hitman...
Knee BenderPeople Iced:Twenty FiveCar Bombs Planted:SevenFavorite WeaponSwitch-BladeArms Broken:Thirty FourEyes Gouged:EightTongues Cut Off:FiveBiggest Enemy:The BullGet Your HITMAN NameAWSOME-GAME

Hear My Good News
Hear my good news First of all, I want to make a point here, I wasn't always a Christian. I was "saved" when I was about 9 or 10 years old, and one bible verse stuck in my head all my life. "For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him, shall not perish but have everlasting life." John 3:16. I wasn't brought up in a home where we all got into the car every Sunday and went to church, in fact, my parents never took us to church. I went to church with my brother who was engaged and later married a preacher's daughter. It was there where I first learned of Jesus and what He done for me (us). As I grew up, I'd still talk to God as i would any of my friends, as if He was there (and He was). But then I started a journey away from God, slowly but surely leaving Him out of my life more and more. I was involved with after-school activities, and girls (premarital sex) and started smoking, then doing drugs, drinking, and more and more I was getting

Happy Easter!!!
Happy Easter to all my friends and fans on cherry. Im so sorry cause work is keeping me soo busy and i dont come on here so much as i should do. I will try to fix that as soo i can... lots kisses for all of u... Luigi

3d Power Blendz
Well, I finally got to go away for a couple of hours and do something that relaxed me yesterday. Traci, Jason and I went to see some wrestlers in Melbourne, Florida. One of the Team 3D wrestlers named Devon was opening a brand new smoothie shop 3D Power Blendz there and we decided to go and see them. We got to see Devon, Maven and few guests were there too. It just so happened that Matt Bentley, Jamie Noble and a surprise guest was there. It was Chris Jericho. OMFG, he looked amazing and hot! He was so sweet in person too. Jason got to shake his hand and talk about his band, Traci got to stare in his gorgeous blue eyes and I got to talk to him. I was flustered the rest of the day and Traci's face was so red because she was blushing. We also actually rubbed elbows with Matt Bentley. We got pics and autographs too, in which we will scan them and I will put them in my pics later. It was an amazing experience and I'm so glad we went. I needed that good time after the crappy week I've had(

Poems, Works That Were Caused By My Fiance. Lol
4/8/2007 I looked at her for days hoping she would give me just one look that one look that would tell me that she loved me that one look that says I want to be with you forever then she did it... it took nothing but a little smile to tell me that I would spend the rest of my life with this girl for she is the one I was meant for two souls turned into soulmates how sweet the fruits of life are 4/8/2007 To tell is to let everyone know and to let everyone ruin such a pure thing as love why let ruin such a true love for love isn't that blind to the hatred of others so many destroy love while so many work so hard to build and rebuild for love is better kept in the heart and left between you and the person there. 4/8/2007 Love is elegantly stupendous yet slightly odd all at the same time for to love is great but with love also comes craziness a person in love will do great things just for the love of another like bite his own hand or sacri

Get Ready For Postseason!
The Condor's season ended with somewhat of a whimper, dropping two home games against the Idaho Steelheads, but we have at least clinched a playoff spot and are getting ready for the postseason for the 3rd year in a row. Unfortunately, the Steelheads had 7 men on the ice both wednesday and friday, with the 7th man wearing a striped jersey (Ref you suck!!). Inconsistent and poor penalty calling, and what appeared to be a bias against us, were major contributing factors in our two home losses. As close as both games were, if the refs had done a better job, we probably would have won at least one, if not both, games. Playoffs begin April 10th, and it looks like we'll be facing Fresno in the first round, although Victoria may also be our first opponent.Either way, we have the first 2 games at home and the postseason should be very exciting. Whether we play Fresno or Victoria, I'm sure we'll advance to the next round. As long as the refs call a consistent and even game. REF YOU SUCK! R

Can We All Show My Brother And His Unit In Iraq All The Support And Bomb The Hell Out Of His Below Please Please. I Miss U Brother I Love And Come Ho
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > MASTER GUNNERY SERGEANT JEFF ONEILL OF THE USMC! SEMPERFI!! HOORAH.. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > NOT ONLY THAT THIS MAN SERVES IN THE UNITED STATES MARINE CORP. > > > > > > > AND IS CURRENTLY SERVING OVER IN IRAQ AND MAKING IT SAFER FOR ALL OF US!!!. > > > > > > > SO WHY DONT YOU GO SHOW HIM SOME LOVE ON HERE AND BOMB HIM. PLEASE SHOW HIM SOME SUPORT FOR WHAT HE IS DOING FOR US.. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >

I Can't Believe It!!
2007-4-8 2:43:35 you are most welcome ugly This was the comment that was left to me after I left a comment on one of my friend's blogs...but not before I was insulted by a 1 rating on my profile page! So I let it get to me and I went and left a nasty comment on it's page!! LMAO!! Did I not just say grow the hell up?? LMAO!! I am such a hypocrite ain't I??

Damn It Dont Get Any Better
well if tusedays avent was not great enough. 2 days ago i stub my toe and end up breaking the fucker. so yea my week is goin good fuck i hate this week wish it was over. oh and its ma middle toe on ma left knee which got spraind in the car wreak tuesday. so yay im on good drugs but damn it I BROKE MA TOE LOL. ok im done

Can I Enlighten You?
It was a drizzly and windy night outside. As we dined, I marveled at how the evening was progressing. The conversation in person had been altogether different from what I had imagined and even more different from our online and phone chats. He was indeed witty in a subtle way and had managed to speak to me not in a condescending manner, but as I imagined myself...an intelligent woman. Our table was in a secluded corner of the restaurant overlooking the river. Boats slowly passed ... trying to find their marinas as the storm lashed at them. Thru the windows, their lights looked musical as the rain ran down the glass, making them seem to undulate along the river. As the lightning flashed, I looked at his eyes and saw a gentleness and kindness that had first drawn me to him. Seated next to him...he had been very insistent that we sit next to, not facing....I felt a canny comfort emanating from him as more lightning flashed. Seeing me look at him, he leaned over and whispered in my

Easter
Happy Easter Well if you’re like me, rate and comment on this. I would like to know who out there is like me, single, home or at work, and all my family lives out of town and spending this Easter by your self. I’d like to make a toast to you! Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com

I Love You Brother
=== '☠ ~Highlander~ ☠ Dead Mans Cove {Pirate Assassin}☠' spewed forth the following at '2007-04-08 02:09:12'.. > > > > MASTER GUNNERY SERGEANT JEFF ONEILL OF THE USMC! SEMPERFI!! HOORAH.. > > NOT ONLY THAT THIS MAN SERVES IN THE UNITED STATES MARINE CORP. > AND IS CURRENTLY SERVING OVER IN IRAQ AND MAKING IT SAFER FOR ALL OF US!!!. > SO WHY DONT YOU GO SHOW HIM SOME LOVE ON HERE AND BOMB HIM. PLEASE SHOW HIM SOME SUPORT FOR WHAT HE IS DOING FOR US.. > >

A Taste For Jade
I'm standing at the registration desk of the hotel we agreed upon, a small bag in my hand. I didn't pack much, as you requested. I don't think I'll need much else, this weekend, do you? The woman returns with my credit card and hands me a slip of paper. "You have a message, ma'am." I open the paper and read: "Jade...here are your instructions: Leave a key to your room in an envelope with my name on it at the Front Desk. Get to your room. Shower quickly. Lay naked on the bed, legs spread WIDE, and wait for me. Do nothing else. Hurry." My stomach flips as I read your note. What have I gotten myself into? As I crumble the paper, mindlessly searching for a trashcan, I realize that my entire body is flushed, warm, tingling. It begins. I quickly take the elevator up to my room, drop my small bag on the floor and hop into the shower, remembering your words. I'm so aroused already that I'm tempted to linger a bit, but I don't want you to catch me in here (God only knows what you wo

Is It Just Me?
Is it just me or have things really changed that much since I was in my twenties? I mean it seems like these kids have absolutely no respect for anything including themselves. I was having a conversation today with one of my close friends about a kid that hangs out with his brother. This kid is constantly stealing stuff from my buddies house. I told him he needed to handle that situation. He told me he won't because it's his brother's best friend. Now when I was a kid if someone was stealing from your family or friends that person either got a beating they'd never forget or at the very least a scare of a lifetime to teach them a lesson. His cousin agreed with me. I'm not saying that everyone in their twenties are like this, but a majority of the people in that age range that I come across where I live just don't have a clue what's right from wrong or simply just don't care. I see too many of my friends let things go that just wouldn't float when I was their age. It's one th

Jades Cell
The footsteps rang out on the stone floor as they approached the heavy door of her dungeon cell. The feel of her binds around her ankles and wrists cut sharply into her tender skin. Each step closer her heart pounded faster and louder, surely her Master could hear her fear. Not once had he spoken nor looked at her as they made their way down to the place she dreaded so greatly. Maybe if she begged or pleaded then he would relent and forgive her, but she knew this time she had pushed his love just too far. Looking up she saw it, the cold, dark cell. He stopped and took out his key. The sound of his keys clashing together broke the silence. Still he did not dare to look into her pleading eyes. She knew that this hurt him almost as much as her self. The door creaked as her Master Darius threw it open. Then he turned to her, his face full of sorrow but they both knew this time she needed to learn a cold harsh lesson. "Inside now" he commanded, and with that the tears welled up in h

I Can't Sleep Without Him
I thought of him again today, as soon as I closed my eyes to fall into a peaceful sleep. I saw his face inches above my own, staring so passionately into mine. I know that look, that longing, that desire . . . I love it, I want to see it all the time. How am I to try to sleep with that image in my mind? I can’t, so I give in and let my mind wander freely to what it will. Right back to him I go those eyes that stare through to my very soul. I feel naked though I am wearing clothes, I am fully exposed and waiting for him to take me mind and body. He knows how eager I am I can see his lips begin to curl. One more moment and it begin. He swoops down and sinks his teeth deep into the flesh of my shoulder and I let a moan escape my lips. I grab his hair and hold him where he is for a moment then rip him away. The sting of the bite too much to take. I want to feel more, but I need to feel all of him. He knows what he is doing. My grip on his hair loosens and he dives onto my

Um...ok...
So...um...hi. Whoever is looking, breathe deep the voyeuristic fumes that seep from the letters I type. I'm cranky, I'm not exactly nice at first glance and I will probably confuse then annoy the hell out of anyone. Does it get better? Is the needle jab less intense as time goes by? Depends on the vein, brothers and sisters, depends on the vein. Until next time, boys and girls....

Random, Meaningless, Shit
It's 1:45 a.m. and once again, I am wide awake. This is what, the third night in a row? I think maybe it was the two cups of coffee today... I've been home all week. Suze has been outta town. The only grown-ups I've seen all week were my sister, my mom, and Joe. I was so ready to go out tonight. Had a blast. I sang several new songs. How you remind me, Nickelback, Wicked Game by... what the hell is his name? I also did Time of your life by Greenday. Everybody loved that one especially.

Recognise Urself Before Loving Any One
YOU WANT TO KNOW THE END,.... LOOK AT THE BEGINNING! ***AFRICAN PROVERB*** WHEREVER YOU ARE .... IN YOUR HEART AND MIND .... AT THE ONSET OF THE RELATIONSHIP .... IS .... WHERE YOU WILL BE AT THE END! WHATEVER YOU BRING .... TO THE START OF THE RELATIONSHIP .... IS .... WHAT YOU WILL HAVE TO CLEAN UP .... IN THE END! YOU .... CANNOT BEGIN A RELATIONSHIP .... IN .... DISHONESTY AND DECEIT .... AND .... HOPE TO EXPERIENCE .... AN HONEST END! IF .... YOU RUN INTO A RELATIONSHIP .... TO GET AWAY FROM ANOTHER,.... YOU WILL RUN INTO ANOTHER ONE .... TO GET AWAY FROM THIS ONE .... OR .... THAT ONE! IF .... YOU ENTER A RELATIONSHIP .... IN FEAR, ANGER, OR GRIEF,.... YOU STAND A PRETTY GOOD CHANCE .... OF .... FINDING MORE OF THE SAME! IF.... YOU ENTER A RELATIONSHIP .... IN SADNESS, DESPARATION, AND PAIN, .... GUESS WHAT? YOU WILL FIND IT AGAIN! IF .... WE WANT TO PUT AN END ...

Removeing A Nuisance
It would be wonderful to be surrounded by people who were a pleasure to be with, but life isn't like that. Occasionally there is someone who we would dearely love to be free of, an irritateing neighbor. However, to do so would go against the Rede, and negative magic invariably rebounds on the person performing it. It is always worth trying to resolve our differences: perhaps you were not firm enough when invited out, or your noisy parties caused a breakdown in communication. If, however, you can find no way of resolving the situation, and it is really is making life a misery, then it is time to take steps. First, rid yourself of all negative feelings towards this person. Take a bowl of rainwater to which you have added some sea salt and place the fingers of both hands into it. Visualize all your annoyance, pain and irritationflowing through your body, down your fingers and into the water. Repeat this on three sepearate nights, disposing of the water carefully each time. Set your Alta

My Life, My Love...
stroking your hair softly as you drift slowly into dreamland, i want to be by you every minute. holding you when you're sad and sharing in your happiness, i want to be with you through it all. and though i've never seen you grow taller by the minute or saw your eyes turn color, i was there. i was in your heart, i curled up to sleep in your arms. i was a fly on your wall the first time you took a step, and i was the wind drifting past your cheek when you spoke your first word. you're still my life, my love. you're the reason the blood still pumps through my veins and i take in breath every day that we both exist.

Updates
Ok, ok, I know....I suck at updating this thing with anything like regularity. lol. I could say I've just been soooo busy, but that's not entirely true, just too lazy to mess with it until something big happens. lol. So, I've been working at the hospital for about 7 mos now & that's going pretty well, sitll can't believe its been that long. lol. Last review I had with my boss went really well, should do well on my annual (which really counts b/c that one determines how much more $$ they're going to give me. lol) in october. I went car shopping saturday, my van is getting not only pretty worn out but costs a small fortune driving to & from Abilene everyday from Clyde. I'm getting a '98 Chevy Cavalier. Not exactly fancy, but it's a pretty nice little car. Have to come up with another $400 to finish up the down payment, then I can bring it home. They moved to the "not for sale" section yesterday. :o) Not a whole lot other then that going on lately, just work. Been staying fairl

Today Sucked
ok soo i came to work and it was sooo COLD and wet.and like soon as i got to work they let this guy joe off and let him go home..i was like okay no biggie..but then later on my manager was like i could go home next but this girl i work with was like "i'll go home"....grr.. pissed me off.. not like i didnt want to go home or anything..bu ya...soo me and ash. were stuck there the whole fucking day with like a sporadic amount of customers..just wanting hot chocolate..ugh..soo basically everybody else closed early while we closed at like 11:15 fucking sucked..i swear i was pissed off the WHOLE day..and then i got kind of upset cuz of what some guy told me..but oh well shit happens..well i'll write more later...HAPPY EASTER..

I'm Back For A Moment Friends!!!!!!!!!!!
Hey everyone, I just wanted to say Hi. I've been busy with an extremely lucrative, and exciting new job which I love. Also, my fiance and I are expecting our son to arrive approximately May 8th, 2007. So please realize everybody that I still have tremendous love for each and every one of you but I've been very busy the last 2 months. I hope God will continue to Bless you all and guide you in the right directions. So until I get more free time all of you guys be safe. DeWayne

My Husband Is Coming Home Next Week
my husband come home next week and can't wait to have him in my arms again. it has been to long since i have seen him. the cats are looking foward to see him to. i love my andy alot.

New Poetry!!!
Forever quiet, She comes to me, In a forbidden forest, Deserves its peace. Her body shimmers, From the light of the trees, Her hair glimmers, From the wetness and the breeze. Her bodies frozen, In an audible climax, Shaking violently, From the fevers lust. Passion flows, Like the sands of time, To her pleasant valley, Of forgotten vines. Pleasure lost, And treasure gained, Are forever gone, With a child’s game. Her pleasure rises, To her valleys peaks, Her voice is gone, For her master speaks. Dear child what have you done? The toys are all gone, And alone is her care, Of the one pleasure she has, That nobody did care. Grecian form of perfections bliss, Shadowed mist of sapphire, Her eyes did insist. She said what have I amiss, For she has shed her forgotten bliss. Shed is the way that all life has been, Pleasure in most, Of all is his bed. She screams and screams, But all that is heard, Is the pleasure he gives, From the kitt

My New Yahoo Id
WELL AS MOST OF YOU KNOW BY NOW SOMEONE HAS STOLEN MY SISTERSICK3 SCREEN NAME ON YAHOO, (ASSHOLE) I TRIED TO SEND AN EMAIL TO EVERYONE THAT WAS ON MY OLD SN BUT IF I HAVE FORGOTTEN YOU TRUST ME IT WASN'T ON PURPOSE, I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS, MY BRAIN IS JUST A LITTLE SCRAMBLED RIGHT NOW. IF I MISSED YOU AND YOU WANT TO STILL BE ON MY YAHOO SEND ME AN EMAIL ON CT AND I WILL GIVE YOU THE NEW SCREEN NAME. LOVE YOU GUYS!

I've Noticed Some Things
I know, I never post on here for blogs but I was reading through my journals on dA again and I just wanted to share this one. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Before "myspace," "dA," Britney (or Jamie) Spears. Before I worried about boys or came out to liking girls too; there are memories that I miss that most never think about anymore. So Im gonna list them and explain a few (and none are in order or year or how much I miss them). I miss having a yard to take care of. I used to live in a 4 bedroom, 2 bathroom Cape Cod (style of house) whith a nice sized front, back and side yard. I miss that. Even though Im allergic to freshly cut grass...I miss cutting it. I miss the 4 big flower beds we had in our front yard; the 4 different rose bushes, the many types of flowers, the big lilac bush right under our front window, the big tree in our front yard that I used to climb. With that front yard, I miss sitting on my front porch...and no on cares or stares at you.

Who We Are
I have assembled here a list of some of the traits and potentials of Indigo people. There are many Indigo-ray souls reading this who are still trying to figure themselves out, and realize that they are different somehow, but don’t know why. This work hopes to be of some assistance in sorting you out, and pointing you in the right direction. It is written primarily for the adult Indigos who find their way here (there are no accidents in the universe!), but applies to the younger Indigo children, too. The seeds of many of these traits are present in the children today, and will flower into full power when they make it to adulthood. These traits and characteristics are based partially on my own experience and Guidance as an adult Indigo, and from talking and reading and corresponding with other adult Indigos. Some are self-identified, others are not. I use the word ‘we’ collectively and "I" personally. Who are the "Indigo" people? Why are we here, what purpose do we serve? Are we a thr

A Brief Second
Gentle now, go as softly as lost time, these whispered seconds, only have as much meaning as you want. I listen to your sigh, easy on my ear like summer wind, I'll tell you a secret, if you tell me one first. Easy now, easy as kissing, easy as breathing, in this quiet hour laying together, measure shadows on the ceiling, laugh, and have precious now. have now.

The Death Of A Soul
I gave all the love my heart possessed, all the spirit my soul held dear. Asked for nothing in return and was given wicked betrayal to worthless tears. I trusted as no other could. Believed and hoped as Angels would. Crushed is my soul and torn is my heart for you deemed fit to tear us apart. The agony you wrought makes you smile but know without a doubt in your pitiful denial. My hatred and sorrow will not kill me yet, it will fuel my desires for you deserve what you get. A day will come when karma unfolds and I will watch as the story is told. My hand will not be reaching for you as it always has before. You've forfeited that courtesy for my ardor you ignored. My love and compassion are no longer yours. I have none left for your ignorant course. Your life you have chosen through all the lies and deceit. Now wallow in your emotionless misery and live it complete. A bed of roses I gave a bed of nails you made. I hope you enjoy the cold lonesome for your damag

New Featured Image On Profile Page
I am featuring a new 3D image on my profile page. My Latest work: Taurham A work in progress sculpted in ZBrush with the a base mesh by Glen Southern Hope you all like it. •MAH•

Heartache
I was willing to give every part of my being. My eyes for you to look into and know that you could've been my angel. My arms so you could feel safe for all eternity. My heart so you could understand that I would pull the stars from the heavens and the sunset from dusk to see one smile from your soft lips. I was prepared to give you the most important piece of what makes humanity worth living through any trial or tribulation... my soul. So that we might have lived every sweet moment of our existence as one with nothing but our hearts to follow and to know what happiness truly was. I can not offer such precious things any longer for they have faded away like the sunrise stealing away the last breaths of twilight. I no longer have them to give. I feel as though I am a wilting rose that yearns for the heavens to cry as I am alone in the vast expanse of an endless desert. I have found that those tears will not be shed for me. I cannot say what the future holds nor do I want to know. I d

Erotica: Weekend Part 3
Daybreak arrives too quickly. The bedroom seems to glow, lit by the morning sun filtering through the trees. I awake slowly from a wonderful dream - a dream filled with sexual encounters of the best kind. As I lay in the morning reverie, I become aware of a presence in bed with me. The presence is her - under the sheets inspecting my penis. Not wanting to disturb her, I continue to lay quietly while she is at work. Her body is at right angles to mine. I can't see what she is doing, but I can feel it. I feel her breath on the hairs of my leg. Hovering over my penis, she gingerly touches it with her fingertips; rolling it over to inspect the underside. My penis lies there, limp, against my leg; not yet responding to her attention. She once told me how curious it was that something so small and soft could become something so large and hard. And how she delighted in holding and sucking on my limp cock and feeling it grow in her hand and mouth. She continues her

Make Room For Da Phat Girls!
Big Girls are in now! If you don't like us, it's okay, just keep on stepping bro! Monique is doing her thing and she is representing us well! I have always loved myself, Big Beautiful and all

Poetry: Orbit
How can I be yours alone? I’m just another star but burning less brightly than those about you Old enough to know Young enough to desire close enough to feel and yet, I’m but a mere speck in your universe; smoldering on, caught up in your stardust trail I can’t glow any brighter for my hard years have dulled me I shine on only for you Should I resign to be a planet? To slowly revolve around your being? Or just stay that star that you sometimes gaze upon never realizing what hides beneath the sparkle but I know I can brighten your days and I desperately long to capture your nights

What A Kiss Means..
Kiss on the stomach; I'm ready. Kiss on the Forehead; I hope we're together forever. Kiss on the Head; Your my everything. Kiss on the Cheek; I like you. Kiss on the Hand; I adore you. Kiss on the Neck; We belong together. Kiss on the Shoulder; I want you. Kiss on the Lips; I love you. _________________________________________________ What the gesture means... Holding Hands; We definitely like each other. Slap on the Butt; That's mine. Holding on tight; I don't want to let go. Looking into each other's Eyes; I just plain like you. Playing with Hair; Tell me you love me. Arms around the Waist; I like you too much to let go. Laughing while Kissing; I am completely comfortable with you. _________________________________________________ Advice; Don't ask for a kiss, take one. If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love.

Poetry: Something You Should Know.
Something you should know Before you go to bed You're always in my heart These thought of you in my head Even if it seems There is no more you and me I know someday We will truely be I wanted you to know Even if we're apart It doesn't matter cause You're still in my heart.

What Have I? Ii
I shouldn't be this depressed... I have the world, and regularly give it away. I want to be someone else sometimes. I want to believe, but the rational side of me can't. I shouldn't be this worried about my family. I shouldn't be this crippled with sorrow. Where is the other side? Where is the salvation? Where is the solice from soul-starvation? Where is that feeling of contentment... in this empty shell. I shouldn't... but I feel so far from humanity. Outsiders. Fragile... beautifully flawed strangers. Wholey different from myself. Perfectly imperfect. I wish one would touch me. But if I am not humanity.. then who am I? What am I? What have I? Who am I? ...someone please... reach me. Identify me. Define me. Explain me. As something other than different..unfamiliar... outsider. It's so unkind. It's so unbearable. To be this far out of reach. Lonliness. With emptiness. Concern. With confusion. Doubt. With faith. What do I believe..

Poetry: Love (very Short)
My love, you mean the world to me. I think every day of seeing you, Of touching you Of feeling your lips on mine. My love, you mean the world to me. I think every day of feeling you, Of exploring you Of teasing your body till you quiver and moan. My love, you mean the world to me.

Even If I Tried
Another sleepless night. And since I'm up, this came to my mind. Hope you like it. Even If I Tried There are days that I love you & days that I don’t. Days I'd like to be friends & days that I won’t. Days I'll pick up the phone & give you a call. Days I’m so sad I don’t want to talk to you at all . Days I look back at all the things that we shared. Days I question myself if you really even cared. There’s so many things I wish I could say, But I’m scared it will all come out in the wrong way. No matter how much time goes by, I'll always be by your side, Because I can’t stop loving you..even if I tried……

Rant
I WAS READING ON YAHOO ABOUT THE TSUNAMI THAT HIT THE SOLOMON ISLANDS..YES ITS SAD I ADMIT..UMM I WONDER IF THE U.S. IS GOING TO SEND HELP..PROBLEY WHAT ELSE IS NEW WE HAVE ALL THESE FUCKEN TAX DOLLARS THAT ARE BEING SPENT TO HELP OTHER COUNTRIES..BUT THEY CANT FUCKEN SIT BACK AND HELP THE ONES WHO REALLY NEED IT LIKE US HERE IN THE U.S.A GRRRRR THAT PISSES ME OFF..HERE IS ANOTHER THING PPL WHO ADOPT OUT OF THE COUNTRY..YES THERE IS TONS OF RED TAPE INVOLVED BUT ONCE AGAIN FUCK THERE ARE KIDS HERE THAT NEED LOVING HOMES..DAMN IT WHEN I HIT THE POWERBALL IM BUILDING ME A 6 BD ROOM 3 BATH HOME STRICKLY SO I CAN BE A FOSTER PARENT..YES MEAN BITCH ME WANTS TO DO THIS..BUT HELL CHILDREN NEED HOMES...THEN EVENTUALLY ADOPT A CHILD..OHH YEA NOTE TO SELF DONT STAY AWAKE THIS LATE EVER AGAIN CAUSE MY FREINDS ARE GOING TO HATE READING MY RANTS..

Hoplessness (read At Your Own Risk)
Here I am. I'm not sure what shortcuts I took to get here so soon. I thought I would be much older before I reached this point. Perhaps I can pass on the knowledge I've gained to those who follow me on life's path. Are you ready for it? Do you want to know life's big secret? Yes, I said secret and not meaning. Life has no meaning. That's just a myth to get you out of bed everyday. Eventually you build up and immunity though. Once that happens, you can waste a whole day lying there, looking at the ceiling and trying to find a reason to move. Somedays it works. Most days you just go back to sleep and try again in the morning. So here it is. The big secret I promised. The person you always wanted to be. The things you always wanted to see. All the stuff you dreamed of doing someday. IT WILL NEVER FUCKING HAPPEN!! Life is a disease. From your very first thought, your first glimmer of hope, it begins eating away at you. Rotting you from the inside out un

So, Who Reads These?
A few people do. The really awesome ones. So to all you who do actually read this, Happy easter. I've been busy working on school stuff the last few days. Homework is basically goint to be my weekend, and other days until the end of the month. The last month of school sux. It's alot of work, studying, reading, writing, all that stuff that makes my head hurt. It also distracts me and I forgett to eat cuz I'm so busy, so my stomach hurts too. I've been eating lots of cheese to go with my wine when I do eat though. Tomarrow is a math day I guess. Hopefully I atleast get enough done to be cought up with stuff. I have to do well on the next test. If I don't, it's the second time I fail this class, and bad things happen. NOt really failing, so to speak, but I got a D+ lastime, and I need a C to get credit in it. If I don't get atleast a c, I'm not sure exactly what happens. But I'll probably end up taking the philisiphy class that can be used as the quanitative literacy credit. I mig

Strip Club
i went to a stripclub lastnight had so much fun its been a long time since ive been to one i havent been so close to a stage in my life lol but i was at these 2 yay i was at club1444 and shakers in springfield club1444 got some tall girls one of the strippers pulled my chair over and i was scared cuz i didnt know who it was lol then i turned around naked girl there gave her a dollor she kissed my neck and that was hawt wow white girls are always gonna rock to me yay weather its on a pole or not i didnt get anything goin on in my pants lol nothing went up in my pants i tryed but nothing had fun in the end one of my friends got a strippers number oh so cool i got nothing the other 2 got nothing 2 got a lapdance i almost did but we were leaving will i ever go there again probbly not no cuz i want a cellphone and im saveing my cash for the love of my life if i ever fuckin find her shit lolz oh yeah strippers smell oh so good yay one girl put her booty in my face so hawt first time a girl h

They Still Grind Horses Don't They?
When God Closes A Door He Opens Another,But What If You Don't want To Go Through It?.....ok strange way to start this but I'll get back to that quote a little later...So Friday I saw a movie I;ve been waiting all year..Fuck spiderman 3 Fuck Pirates 3...Grindhouse baby..thats what what I'm talking about.Okay back in the 70's when back when drive-ins were still pretty popular and they had midnight showings at theaters still they use to have low budget films filled with sex and violence and blood and really bad acting and plots..these were called Grindhouse movies..Now if you know the history of these movies one will get a kick out of Robert Rodriguez and Quentin Tarantino's double feature ode to those old 70's classics.Planet Terror and Death Proof are the films shown and at 3 hours and 11 mins it's worth every minute...also the treat of some fake trailers thrown in,is just great...I don't want to give to much away but I will warn you these movies are bloody are violent and are fucking f

Cherrytap Skin Generator
Woohoo! I completed the CherryTap Skin Generator! Check it out on my site: Click here for the Skin Generator I made a previewer on it too so you can check out how it looks before you save it over here on CT! Enjoy everyone! Any feedback will be great too! Johnny

Tears Of Love
Tears of Love: So there’s all these different tears and reasons that people have for crying: Tears of Pain, Tears of Sadness, Tears of Happiness, Tears of Joy, Tears of Loneliness. There seems to be tears for absolutely everything. Where’s the Tears of Love. I mean, really, we talk about heartbreak, and losing the one’s we love. But we never really call our tears anything. We focus on our heart, well what about the rest of us. I bring this up, only for the fact of the other night I lost two pounds of water weight alone, sitting and crying my eyes out. Why do we love? Is it human nature? Is it some kind of predetermined emotion that is keyed into our existence? Was it god’s way of saying, hey fuck you, I’m gonna make you feel something like you’ve never felt before, the best feeling in the world, and then take it away, just to show you I’m in charge. Just to show you that I pull the strings. I think my heart is done being broken, not because I’ve decided, but because i

The Two Of Them - Pt 6
Standing there in complete silence in shock at his comment she didn't say a word, He stood there looking at her unbelieving of what he said yet he knew he had and now he awaited her reply... "You're right..." she said ..."Thats why you can't let me off the hook with things because all i'm going to do is continue running , Because i'm so comfterble with running its all i know what to do" *My problem isnt the fact you Run Steph its who you run to, You run right into his arms every single time we have a fight and i cant compete with the fact he's part of your past i just cant* She sighed after he spoke and looked him in the eyes "But he isnt who i love, it's you i love and you know that he is just part of my past, Part of my childhood and its a completely purely innocent love that he and i share"... *Apposed to a dirty ranchy one we have right ?* He said with anger in his voice... "No thats not what i mean at all i mean it was a childhood thing we had, but i dont see life when

Silly Survey
Do you talk in your sleep? Allegedly Red jello or Blue Jello? Jello is schnasty!!! What's getting on your nerves right now? Not a thing Whats your favorite color(s)? Blue Window seat or aisle seat? Window seat of the emergency exit row Ever met anyone famous? Yeah. I live in NYC. Everyone here is famous. Do you feel that you've had a truley successful life? Not yet, but I've got a few shots left. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? Twirl Dr. Phill or Oprah Winfry? I wish the two of them would have a freakin chainsaw fight and hack each other to bits. Basketball or football? Football How long do your showers last? I guess maybe 5 minutes Do you know how to drive stick? Yup Personality or looks? Personality, but looks matter too. Are you self-conscious? Yes Have you ever given money to a bum? No Where do you wish you were? Minnesota Have you ever ridden in an ambulance? lol....sure Last gift you received? ummmm....

It's Amazing To Me Now That I've Become More Active Downvoters Are Turning Out In Droves To Drive My Pics Rating Down
I really could care less, just find it interesting that the more friends I make on here the more and more frequently my profile photos are being nailed with 1's and 2's, especially right after adding someone. If that's how they get their kicks then more power to them but I think it's pathetic! Edit: I meant the downvoters, not the friends I added..just wanted to make that clear! Oh and Hoppy Easter all! :)

Don't Hate Me Because I'm Better Than You
I'm not as caddy as I sound, But I am a bitch. High maintnance as hell and sexy too boot. only a real man can taim me. but sorry boys I found my man,dark brown hair and peircing green eyes my man is the only man that can taim me.we have a perfect little boy named leelee, after his Daddy. I was just 18 when I had my son. some people like to give women crap about having children young but to them i have to say, at least I can do things like play with my son like he wants me to. so to all the people that have a problem with young parents, screw you. my name is Jessie I am currently 21 years old,I have blonde hair blue eyes and I am about 150 lbs 5"4 and most my junk is in my trunk but thats what a baby does to the body. my hobbies are smoking down in my free time and I also play guitar and sing I have so much talent it is coming out my ears well thats about all for now get to know me I'll go easy on ya. XOXOXO

Dj Adams Has Brought Nvasion Radio To Ct
YES ITS TRUE. DJ ADAMS HAS BROUGH NVASION RADIO TO CHERRY TAP. COME ON IN AND CHECK US OUT. ADAMS IS ON AIR NOW!!!!! http://www.cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=6291 You are now listening to a live stream of Nvasion Radio http://www.cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=6291

Times
well time for updates.. i finished my BSM class for work.. made the deans list.. overall score for the 3 days of work for me was 94.9.. yehhh me.. but wait there is more.. during the class we were put into teams.. we had 3 teams for the class.. the team i was on won the team compitition and we were all awarded 2 things.. 1 a new stop watch.. lol and 2 a pin for team player.. yet there is still more.. the class as a whole each voted for a person in the class for the most outstanding class contributor award.. and well the winner was me.. for that i gained another pin that is a star with the mcdonalds arches on it... something i never thought would happen.. but i was wowed also when my owner operator brought me flowers and a gift card for walmart.. a card that says we are proud of you ... i can't believe it.. Some people can't understand my actually liking where i work.. but i can explain a few things.. first off i like people.. and i love the people i work for.. the owners are great..

Friendship Flower
Friendship's Flower Life is like a garden And friendship like a flower, That blooms and grows in beauty With the sunshine and the shower. And lovely are the blossoms That are tended with great care, By those who work unselfishly To make the place more fair. And, like the garden blossoms, Friendship's flower grows more sweet When watched and tended carefully By those we know and meet. And, if the seed of friendship Is planted deep and true And watched with understanding, Friendship's flower will bloom for you. Thanks For Being My Friend!

I Dont Know Why I'm Sharing This Info...
But i was perusing the net (as usual) and came across some pictures of...well...nude lady parts. And I am going to tell you all something. Some women are...uh, bushy. And on my worst day, I am not. I mean, I still have to "mow the lawn" *cough*, to keep it neat and tidy...but even though, i dont have a frickin tumbleweed in my pants. Ick. I saw one undercarriage with so much hair...i'm slightly traumatized. And sickened. Same goes for you fellas. TRUST ME when I say, TRIM! First of all, its nicer to look at, and it gives the illusion of more "length". *cough* Okay...and so ends this episode of TMI w/ Strawberry!

A New Year For Me , A New Blog ...happy Easter ..
Today is Easter and its also my birthday .I have lived a long time and learned so many valuable lessons .Although I think I am still young at heart ...often I become concerned that time on earth isn't as long as we wished it would be . Who are we to say ? I have ,this past year lost loved ones in their 70's and in their 20's .Are we really guaranteed another tomorrow ? Shouldn't we really make today count ?I write a lot on my yahoo360 and its there that I open my heart and soul .I want to live life in a big way and usually do .Dance like no one is watching , sing like no one is listening , love like youve never been hurt before and live today as if it were your last because you never know ....That has and probably will forever be my favorite saying .It just says it all ! So whether I will be 50 or 70 ...age is a number .I feel young , dont ever get guessed the correct age anyway so ...maybe I can pull this Jack Benny thing off another year! Hahahah Im only 39 !NOT ! NO I am 50 toda

Hoppy Easter
Well it is time for the bunnies to deliver us all cream filled eggs, Peeps, chocolate bunnies and tons and tons of jelly beans. Okay do you eat he ears first or the feet first on those chocolate bunnies?( It is ok I won't tell) I get to finish the house tonight so i can have a family day today.Anybody wanna clean my bathroom? No cooking for me today it will be a strictly brunch thang at a restaurant with the folks and I get to dress up. Gotta love that. Ooh, Seven Spanish angels by Ray Charles is on right now. It is an awesome love song.

~crying~
My emotions are stirring inside of me like a whirlwind blowing I have a yearning that is in my heart and a fear in my soul Why do I always find myself alone in this big world I have so much love to offer someone that is special to me But I don't think the feeling is mutual So I will cry myself asleep once again And force myself to get up in the morning with a smile on my face If I did not hurt so much, I would not know that I was alive at all

Erotica Finished...yay Nsfw
She hadn’t expected it to turn out the way it did. At first it was just another night at home, but soon enough, it turned into much, much more. They had been dating for 9 months now. Jamie and Kyle spent 6 hours a night on the phone at first, and by now, they knew so much about each other, they thought there was nothing left to hide. The night started off with a few bottles of alcohol and a couple of friends over. Jamie had always found Kyle’s best friend, Mike, very appealing, and tonight was no different. The small group of friends played drinking games, joked around, and laughed into the wee morning hours. The party had dwindled down to just Jamie, Kyle, and Mike. Not ready for bed, Mike sarcastically suggested they play scrabble, but to his surprise they were up for it! “Drunk scrabble? Hell Yeah!”, Jamie was all about it! After the first few turns, Mike spelled out clit, Jamie followed suit and spelled cock, and the group continued with their now erotic scrabble game. As Jamie s

Ricky Waller
1yr ago today I lost my best friend to an enemy sniper on a rooftop in Khandari Iraq. He was a father of 3 who never was able to see his third child tyler born only 2 weeks earlier during our deployment. His presence in my squad was the driving force that kept us moving through the hard times that iraq presents us with. He has been greatly missed. Rest in Peace Rick Milhouse

Star Wars Horoscope
Star Wars Horoscope for Libra You are on a lifelong pursuit of justice and determined to succeed. You convey the art of persuasion through force. You always display your supreme intelligence. You have a great talent in obtaining balance between yourself and your surroundings. Star wars character you are most like: Obi Wan Kenobie What Is Your Star Wars Horoscope?

Gotta Go To Bed.. Keep The Comments A Cummin In The Lips Contest Over Night Pleaseeeeee
THE LIPS CONTEST IS ONLY FOR THE WEEKEND SO COMMENT IT THE MOST IM ALMOST IN THE LEAD ;-) AND THE OTHER ONE I FELL BEHIND IN BEING SICK ALL WEEK :-( IM IN THE SEXY LIPS CONTEST AND ALSO WHICH COLOR HAIR IS THE SEXIEST.. HERE ARE THE LINKS IF YOU GET AROUND TO HELPING OUT THAT WOULD BE GREAT ;-).. SEXIEST LIPS CONTEST WHICH COLOR HAIR IS THE SEXIEST THANKS FOR YOUR HELP IN ADVANCE MICHELLE AKA HOOVERGIRL COMMENT BOMBING ALLOWED SO COMMENT TILL YOUR FINGERS HURT ;-)!!

Fair Enough.
You Are Pop Art When it comes to art, you're definitely not a snob. You can appreciate the mainstream aspects of culture, even if you need to twist them a bit to make them your own. Whether you're into comics, retro pinups, or bold colors, you embrace what's eye catching and simple. As far as most other art goes, you consider it a little too elitist and high brow for your tastes! (Not true!) What Art Movement Are You?

Sexiest Texan Girl Contest
Papi RH@ CherryTAP Sexiest Texan Girl Contest Hey ladies lets see who is the Sexiest Texan Girl Rules: Any picture you like of you that is SFW Profile must show you are in Texas Taking Contestants, 1 spot left Current Contestants. JoJo@ CherryTAP CuteNChubby@ CherryTAP TexasCherry@ CherryTAP ~Chelsey~CT Wifey of MakeMeYourAddiction@ CherryTAP SWEET SEXY LATINA Texas Tea ~FFF of CT~ CT Wife Of~Inferno Radio *DJ*~DJ Devil Dog@ CherryTAP justzan@ CherryTAP Cheeto@ CherryTAP Alexis@ CherryTAP Abby angildna

Boricua God~daddy And Maniacal Bliss Club F.a.r. (fan,add,rate)
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One Sick Dudette
i am very sick and will be forever i guess...i am now on high blood pressure meds and the doctor thinks i may have sugar diabetes....on top of everything else....i have a yeast infection that i have been battling for over a week and miss being with Master in that respect....it seems to be getting better though or is that just optimistic thinking? i feel bad in a way because this isn't fair to Master....i mean his is a young virile man and here i am broken down not able to please him even in the carnalistic ways....but i love him and i try to do other things to make him happy....and i don't want to lose him....i mean after all he proposed to me before when i was broken and we still talk and play and laugh and he still says we are getting married but still i worry... i recently lost my best friend....due to misunderstandings and i miss her alot but i told her if she wants she knows how to get ahold of me...i won't push her...but i don't know if i will ever hear from her again eithe

I Have Until The 15th!
For any of ya that haven't done so already...pleeeease please(yes i'm begging)click on the pic above! It will take you to the contest thing automatically and all ya gotta do...is leave a comment..or two lol. Don't comment on it in my photo album cause it won't count. Comment through the pic link above...I have until the 15th to try winning this. For those that have...I thank you very much. Just know that if you're ever in a pic contest of some sort that I will return the favor and help ya out too. *hugs* ~Kell

Somewhere Out There
Last time I talked to you, you were lonely and out of place. You were looking down on me, lost out in space. Laid underneath the stars, strung out and feeling brave. Watch the red orange glow, watch you float away. Down here in the atmosphere, garbage and city lights, you've gone to save your tired soul, you've gone to save our lives. Turn on the radio, to find you on satellite, I'm waiting for the sky to fall, I'm waiting for a sign. All we are is all so far. You're falling back to me, the star that I can't see. I know you're out there, somewhere out there. You're falling out of reach, defying gravity, I know you're out there, somewhere out there. Hope you remember me, when you're homesick and need a change. I miss your purple hair, I miss the way you taste. I know you'll come back someday, on a bed of nails I'll wait. I'm praying that you don't burn out, or fade away. All we are is all so far You're falling back to me, the s

Not Happy
Well....gotta find a new place to go sing now....Buddy announced tonight that he is closing the doors tonight. All the waitresses walked out on him...apparently they were mad about not having a job after tonight...but we all kept it going. Man...I am gonna miss everybody. All the regulars that go to Buddies...lets all go to Side Pockets Tuesday night and show 'em how it's done!!! Oh...and Johnathon's Saturday night. DA DA DA DA DATS ALL FOLKS !

Please Explain
I don't understand why people are on here if they won't allow you to rate thier photos, send a shout, send a private message, comment or do anything that would be interactive on thier page. Can anyone explain why?

4am
I walked around my good intentions and found that there were none I blame my father for the wasted years we hardly talked I never thought I would forget this hate then a phone call made me realize I'm wrong If I don't make it known that I've loved you all along just like sunny days that we ignore because we're all dumb & jaded and I hope to God I figure out what's wrong I walked around my room not thinking just sinking in this box I blame myself for being too much like somebody else I never thought I would just bend this way then a phone call made me realize I'm wrong

Keeper Of My Dreams........
When you're not here to share my days and nights My life is so incomplete For you are my heart, my soul The ‘oneness’ I had known to seek Without you I merely exist from day to day With you I know that I will find All that I have been searching for My completeness, my eternal peace of mind You are the keeper of my dreams The man who holds my heart in his hands The one I want to spend my life with The one with whom I will always stand Stand beside through thick and thin Through all that life will throw our way Knowing that this special love we share Will guide us, each and every day This journey was started long ago Before this time and place The journey of completeness As two hearts and souls embrace Forever is what I want with you For the search is at an end Our hearts have found each other As lovers, as soul-mates, as friends

Sunday April 8th At The Serra Bowl...
I'm going to be in a Karaoke Contest at the Serra Bowl on Sunday April 8th!!! If you're in the area stop in and cheer me on... I will be singing "Stand By Your Man" This contest is going on for the next 4 Sundays I believe... and at some point there is a prize of $5,000 and there was something about Vegas... when I know more I will be sure to post updates. ;) Wish Me Luck!!! ~Sarah Klee

I Might
who pays attention? imma bout to delete hydaway, do you want it gone? let me know should i keep it? and ya know im not asking mummers. they are just strange pplz so ill ask you here.. if i dont get responce ill just delete it kk ty

Two Red Necks
Two red necks, Bubba and Earl, were driving down the road drinking a couple of bottles of beer. The passenger, Bubba, said "Lookie thar up ahead, Earl, it's a dadgum police roadblock!! We're gonna get busted fer drinkin' these here beers ! Don't worry, Bubba," Earl said. "We'll just pull over and finish drinkin' these beers, then peel off the label and stick it on our foreheads, then throw the bottles under the seat. "What fer?", asked Bubba. "Just let me do the talkin', OK?, said Earl. Well, they finished their beers, threw the empties out of sight & put the labels on each of their foreheads. When they reached the roadblock, the sheriff said, "Howdy boys, ya'll been drinkin'?" " No sir," said Earl while pointing at the labels... "Me and Bubba's on the patch."

Shady Ladies Wanted
Ladies, Do you consider yourself both independant and adventurous? Have you ever wondered what it would be like to star in your very own adult website? Would you like to make an assload of money working only a couple hours a week? Well, the Shady Bastards want you! We a currently looking for fresh faces to introduce into the adult industry. We only have a few guidelines. You must: -be at least 18 years of age -have two valid forms of I.D. -have a few hours free each week for photo and video shoots -a sexy assortment of clothing -live in the Tampa Bay area (some acceptions can be made) Shady Productions have been creating adult websites for over 8 years, and have developed several extensive affiliate programs. Through our pre-existing affiliates, your website will be immediately marketed through multiple outlets. Keep in mind we are looking for models for adult websites, so there will be nudity involved. Anything and everything beyond nudity is completely

I Have No F*in Clue What This Is
There comes a time when you need to just suck it up and realize everything you thought and hoped for was nothing more then a bad joke. Letting go is never easy , but when reality bites you in the ass and finally you begin to see things for what they are and will never be , you need to cut your loses and say goodbye.The offering of one , is null without the other , you cant settle for what you dont want , so no use in pretending . If I cant love you the way I want to , I wont settle for for loving you the way I can.Goodbye fairytale , we'll be friends till the end

Military Spot Light (week Of 4-8-2007)
Courtesy of MsTags.com OK ADOPT A SOLDIER HAS PICKED 5 MILITARY MEMBERS TO BE IN THE ADOPT A SOLDIER SPOT LIKE FOR THE WEEK. PLEASE STOP ON BY THESE MEMBERS PAGES AND SHOW THEM SOME LOVE. THEY NEED OUR SUPPORT, FOR WHAT THEY DO. THEY FIGHT FOR OUR FREEDOM, AND WE NEED TO THANK THEM FOR IT. Jumpmaster82@ CherryTAP RadioGuy@ CherryTAP Just J@ CherryTAP buttman@ CherryTAP

Happy Easter
To All of my friends and fans and ct family i wish you all a safe and Happy Easter and to take care of yourselves over the holiday period and i know it's the easter break but please be careful on the roads everybody and so with hat in mind i say once again Happy Easter 2008 everybody from Bruce

Vampire Vixen
Into the night cold and dark vampire vixen, to leave her mark she smiles sweetly to the gentleman there he thinks to himself she is so fair little does he know at death won't wait in her embrace she is his fate he comes up behind drawing her near she lets him... she has nothing to fear she lets him play touching here, there she bides her time she hasn't a care they become locked in loves' embrace play time over horror on his face a vampire vixen ready for a feast he's but a man she's a beast. she latches on like a leech, undead. she drains him... until she's well fed. her dark hair shines, her dark eyes gleem. she isn't at all what she may seem. vampire vixen, into the night... blood on her lips, the moon is so bright.

Wtf, This Stupid Crap Has To End
lets be grown ups on this...i seen adults act worse then kids? thi is supposed to be a adult site.. but latey its kiddy....if some one down rate ya big deal, so what. there just ignorante..

New Web Site
ok, i have Created a NEW Web Page to Show off my Slaves Abilities. if you Go to: Irisheaglesnest.com Then Go to The Button that says: A New Day Dawns You See Just how Well She Did for her first Power Point show. I Think she did Great!! Hope you Enjoy it.

Introducing Myself
my name is karl I look like a druggie i guess but I dont do them. I have never cheat on a women and i am not about to start. I am deeply in love with a gal named gracie. funny thing is although she likes many styles she is a country fan and I am heavy metal ... I write melodic music and my lil passion is a southern gal so I have been trying a southern metal style and love it... my tille girl of 8 is briahnna I have full custody of her. she is awesome and between her and gracie they are my world. I love my friends and family and you will find me honest and loving. I was injured on a job had many sugeries and told I would be crippled and I defied that and I am going to try making my own business this summer and work my ass off. I got a new lease on life. drumming singing poetry amusement parks concerts and clubs nature and new experiences I love animal or domestic abuse I hate best wishes karl

Keep Your Fork
* A girl friend of mine sent this to me. The 'faucets' almost started again...* Keep The Fork There was a young woman who had been diagnosed with a terminal illness and had been given three months to live. So as she was getting her things "in order," she contacted her pastor and had him come to her house to discuss certain aspects of her final wishes. She told him which songs she wanted sung at the service, what scriptures she would like read, and what outfit she wanted to be buried in. Everything was in order and the pastor was preparing to leave when the young woman suddenly remembered something very important to her. "There's one more thing," she said excitedly. "What's that?" came the pastor's reply. "This is very important," the young woman continued. "I want to be buried with a fork in my right hand." The pastor stood looking at the young woman, not knowing quite what to say. "That surprises you, doesn't it?" the young woman asked. "Well, to be honest, I'

Ok All Comment Lots In The Lips Contest Im A Little Over 400 Behind And It Ends Tomorrow... Pretty Pleaseeee!!
THE LIPS CONTEST IS ONLY FOR THE WEEKEND SO COMMENT IT THE MOST IM ALMOST IN THE LEAD ;-) AND THE OTHER ONE I FELL BEHIND IN BEING SICK ALL WEEK :-( IM IN THE SEXY LIPS CONTEST AND ALSO WHICH COLOR HAIR IS THE SEXIEST.. HERE ARE THE LINKS IF YOU GET AROUND TO HELPING OUT THAT WOULD BE GREAT ;-).. SEXIEST LIPS CONTEST WHICH COLOR HAIR IS THE SEXIEST THANKS FOR YOUR HELP IN ADVANCE MICHELLE AKA HOOVERGIRL COMMENT BOMBING ALLOWED SO COMMENT TILL YOUR FINGERS HURT ;-)!!

Its All Good
Ok just wanted to put it out there before the hate mail arrives. As everyone knows we can rate and comment on one anothers photos as long as it isnt offensive, vulgar or just plain down right rude and immature. However Creativity is permitted and prefered. So I just want everyone to know that any and all comments I post to their profile is just in fun and if i take the time to write one well its cause I like what I see so please dont anyone take offense ok. in no way do I intentionally try to hurt anyone or be mean spirited and for those who may think so. Please stop reread comment then get over yourself and just laugh and have fun. Cause Laughter is cool as long as its not at the expense of anothers feelings unless their dumb a@$#@ goes and do something Brillant like putting firecrackers in their mouth and lighting them to see if they can smoke them. then by all means you deserve to be laughed at but, then promptly rush to the Er to be attented to and then laughed at again by them als

Great Masters Of The Lie
by Dr. William Pierce Let's begin with a few simple statements of fact. First fact: The September 11 attack on the World Trade Center and the Pentagon was a direct response to the U.S. government's long-term support for Israel's aggression against her neighbors in the Middle East. The attack was not irrational or cowardly or unprovoked. And we were not attacked because fundamentalist Muslims hate America's freedom and democracy or because they want to oppress American women. America was attacked simply because the U.S. government has helped Israel attack and plunder her neighbors. Second fact: Everyone of any consequence in the U.S. government and in America's mass media understands with perfect clarity the first fact. Third fact: Everyone of any consequence in the U.S. government and in America's mass media has lied consistently and deliberately about why America was attacked and also about why the U.S. government started a new war in the Middle East a few weeks ago. Fo

Feces, Fetuses, Etc.
by Dr. William Pierce Let me begin by responding to a few listeners who had trouble believing the bizarre things I reported three weeks ago, when I wanted to illustrate the fact that there are profound psychological differences separating the various human races, and these differences have evolutionary origins: which is to say that they are inborn, genetically determined differences that were established over a long period of time during the evolution of the various races in various parts of the world, where there were differing evolutionary environments. In particular, I illustrated the psychological differences between the Chinese and Europeans, and between Jews and Aryans. In the case of the Jews I used the often-remarked Jewish tendency toward scatological humor, which is a much greater tendency than appears in Aryans. I cited as an example of this tendency a new MTV program, Dude, This Sucks. I mentioned that in the filming of a recent episode of this program two men -- the

Fast And Furious
by Dr. William Pierce Last week I gave an interview to an English-language radio station in Teheran. The program was "The Islamic Voice of Iran." We talked about a number of things, including Ariel Sharon's visit to the White House, which was taking place at the time, and about President Bush's popularity ratings. The Iranian interviewer asked me whether Bush would take a more sensible, pro-American policy in the Middle East or would continue taking orders from Israel, to the detriment of American interests, the way the Clinton administration had. Of course, I explained to him that there was really no difference between Republicans and Democrats in that regard. They both dance to whatever tune the Jews are playing at the moment, and that George Bush would no more dare to disobey the Jews than Bill Clinton would. I told the Iranian interviewer that there are minor differences between the Republican Party and the Democratic Party, with the Democrats pandering a bit more to the welf

Face Crime And Anthrax
by Dr. William Pierce Some novels are worth reading just because they're entertaining or exciting. Others are worth reading because we can learn something worthwhile from them. Occasionally, a novel may even be prophetic: we can learn something about the future from reading it. It is a rare novel indeed that is both entertaining and prophetic. Such is the novel 1984, written in 1948 by the Englishman Eric Arthur Blair using the pen name George Orwell. I first read 1984 in 1955 when I was a graduate student and found it so fascinating that I reread it at least three times in subsequent years. What fascinated me about the novel was the feeling that I had, while reading it each time, that it not only was prescient, that it not only was telling me things about the future that I felt were likely to come about, but it also was revealing to me very fundamental things about the nature of people and governments: things that I had not been taught elsewhere because they were Politically Inc

Diversity Is Our Strength
by Dr. William Pierce Three or four years ago the slogan most diligently promoted by the controlled mass media was "diversity is our strength." Posters with this slogan and a broad, multi-hued band of stripes representing skin colors of various races were displayed in classrooms and workplaces all over the country. Clothing advertisements in all of the slick, yuppie magazines pushed the same theme. The idea was that the fewer White people and the more Blacks and Browns and Yellows we have in America, the stronger and more prosperous we'll be. I had friends who laughed at this propaganda campaign. They couldn't believe that anything so stupid would catch on. I didn't laugh, because I had learned long ago that P.T. Barnum was right on target when he said that no one had ever lost a nickel by underestimating the intelligence of the American public. Actually, it's not that the public is stupid in the sense that they can't learn how to tie their shoes or get across the street safely.

Destroying Order
by Dr. William Pierce George Bush had his wife on television last Saturday drumming up public support for his war. The basic theme of her message was that the Taliban -- and fundamentalist Muslims generally -- don't treat their women the way Politically Correct Americans believe they should be treated. The Muslims make them wear head-to-toe covering in public, won't let them drive cars or hang out in shopping malls, and there's hell to pay if one of them is caught flirting with a man who isn't her husband. Worst of all, from Laura Bush's point of view, the women under Taliban control aren't permitted to work in factories or offices but instead must stay home and take care of the kids. The message was that it's our duty to make the folks in Afghanistan treat their women the way Mrs. Bush thinks that they should be treated. If they won't do things her way voluntarily, then it's our duty to use cruise missiles and B-52s to force them to do it her way. Another theme of Mrs. Bush's me

Demonstrating For Freedom
by Dr. William Pierce Two weeks ago my organization, the National Alliance, held a small, peaceful demonstration at the German Embassy in Washington. On Sunday, July 29, we had about 70 men and women carrying signs in front of the embassy protesting the lack of civil liberties for dissidents in Germany. We were protesting the fact that the German government puts its citizens in prison for saying or writing anything deemed Politically Incorrect. In Germany people are locked up even for listening to Politically Incorrect music or for having Politically Incorrect ideas about what really happened during the Second World War. People are in prison in Germany now for having questioned some detail of the official "Holocaust" story, for example, or for singing forbidden songs or for being caught at an underground concert where forbidden music was being played. There is no freedom of speech in Germany, no freedom of association, no intellectual or artistic freedom, and we want everyone to

Countering The Poison
by Dr. William Pierce Today let's talk more about a very disturbing phenomenon that we've discussed several times in the past few weeks, namely a conditioned inability of White people -- or at least, a substantial percentage of White people -- to defend themselves against non-Whites. When I first told you about the rapes and murders of those Whites in Wichita, Kansas, by two Blacks -- rapes and murders the news of which was blacked out almost completely by the media outside of Wichita -- I commented that the most shocking thing about this atrocity was the total lack of resistance by the White victims, their complete failure even to attempt to defend themselves against two Blacks armed only with one relatively anemic pistol. The White men just stood and watched the Blacks rape and abuse their women, and then they all knelt obediently in the snow when the Blacks told them to and let themselves be shot in the back of the head, one at a time. For the past two weeks we've been talking a

Child Porn, Ecstasy, And Pardons
by Dr. William Pierce Today we'll take a look at what Bill Clinton did with his last few hours in the White House, but first I'd let to give you an update on some things we talked about in earlier broadcasts. In my broadcast of October 7, 2000, I told you about a child-pornography ring that kidnapped Russian children and then made videos of them being raped, sexually tortured, and killed. Wealthy perverts in the West buy these videos, paying as much as $20,000 for the videos in which a child actually is killed. The pornographers had a temporary setback in October last year when Italian police raided the homes of some 600 Italian perverts who had been buying these videos. Nine of the importers and distributors of the child pornography in Italy were arrested, and two men in Russia involved in making the videos also were arrested. But there was no news coverage of the arrests, and none of the big shots in the Russian child-porn business were arrested: just two thugs actually involve

Behind Liberalism
by Dr. William Pierce When anyone wants to eliminate a problem or overcome an obstacle, it's usually a big help to him to understand the nature of the problem or the obstacle. If he misunderstands the nature of the problem and bases his attempt to eliminate it on that misunderstanding, he's far more likely to fail than if he tackles the problem with a thorough understanding of its nature. That's self-evident, and probably my worst enemies would agree with me on that. And yet there are some very important problems that are frustrating us in our efforts to solve them simply because most of us have made no serious effort to understand their true nature. We have just assumed that the nature of the problems is self-evident when in fact it is not. The most important example of this is the assumption that the reason our civilization is self-destructing is so-called "liberal" social and political policies. There is a general belief that we have a preponderance of liberals in our governme

As Ye Sow . . .
by Dr. William Pierce First, I want to admit to an error I made in last week's broadcast. I attributed to the circus impresario P.T. Barnum the statement that no one ever lost a nickel by underestimating the intelligence of the American public. At least two alert listeners have since pointed out to me that the statement actually was made by the journalist and writer H.L. Mencken. The statement for which P.T. Barnum should be remembered is that a sucker is born every minute. Last week we talked about the rewards of increasing "diversity" in America. The primary reward is the growth in alienation as young Americans fail to develop a healthy sense of racial identity and fail to find satisfactory role models. Diversity goes up, and homogeneity simultaneously goes down. And as homogeneity disappears, so does the individual's sense of community, of belonging, of identity. And we also talked about many of the side benefits of diversity: rising suicide rates, a greatly increased incid

An Awakening
by Dr. William Pierce First, I want to correct a misstatement that I made two weeks ago, in my broadcast of November 17. In that broadcast I said that the prime minister of Israel, Ariel Sharon, who instigated the murder of thousands of Palestinian women and children in Lebanon in 1982, is being sought for trial by the International Court of Justice in the Hague, the same international court that succeeded in extraditing former Yugoslav President Slobodan Milosevic for trial on charges of crimes against humanity in Kosovo. Actually, the charges against Sharon haven't made it to the Hague yet. Charges have been brought against him in Brussels by survivors of the 1982 massacre, however, and the public prosecutor in Brussels made a decision earlier this year that the evidence against Sharon is sufficient to begin court proceedings. A few days ago, a summons was issued by a Belgian court for Sharon to appear at a hearing on genocide charges. Both the Bush government in Washington and Sh

Neighborhood Bar
So I drive all the way to a "neighborhood bar" in Mission Beach to try to get a job. Now when I saw neighborhood bar, I mean total dive. I get down there and wait fifteen minutes for the owner to show AFTER I called her to tell her I'd be there at 6:45. Whatever. Then she finally arrives to inform me that I called her too late and that she gave the job to another girl. Mmmkay? Could've told me that on the phone when I talked to you bitch. If she wanted me to call at 2, she should have told me. Instead she just told me to call and remind her that I was coming. She didn't fucking say when. Then she tells me she waited all week to see me because I sounded nice on the phone and she wanted to meet me. Huh? I told her I could have come Thursday, but I thought Saturday was when she was interviewing people. She said that Saturday was the day she had available for people to work. My mistake. Then she proceeds to lecture me on the importance of coming in for a job as soon as possible. Had I know

Red Neck Easter Egg Hunt
Well today I learnt how to go on a Red Neck Easter Egg hunt. Essential Equipment: 1 High Powered Rifle 1 Quality Rifle Scope Lots of ammunition (preferably same caliber as rifl) Easter Eggs - Plastic - fillable, normally with candy for kids. Tannerite - a binary explosive Mthod: Mix Tannerite CAREFULLY Fill Easter Eggs Find a Fluffy Toy, (Barney is ideal) Stuff Egg up butt end of Barney Save a couple of eggs and place in cleft in tree stump Retire about 30+ yards Load rifle, sight scope and pull trigger Roll on floor laughing uncontrollaby as barney totally disintegrates, parts appearing in tree tops some 25 ft up, others spread over a radius of around 25 yards. Say Shiiiiiiiiit!!!!!!! as you look at the foot thick rock that Barney sat on and marvel at how it is now pebbles and dust. Repeat above steps for remaining Tannerite eggs. Yes, I must admit, best Easter Egg Hunt I have ever been on, these Rednecks certainly know how to have

Advice For Patriots
by Dr. William Pierce Today, let's talk about some of the things that have changed in America since September 11. I'm not thinking about all of the new rigmarole at airports or about how Mr. Bush's campaign of cruise-missile diplomacy in the Middle East is going, or even about how opening the mail each morning in media offices around the country and in politicians' offices in Washington has become a much more exciting operation than it used to be when Ted Kaczynski was the only person putting dangerous things into letters. I'm more interested in the changes in the Politically Correct party line laid down for the lemmings by the media. I'm interested in changes in the way Americans view the world. And I'm interested in the changed prospects for the future of America. The most interesting thing about the new party line is its stupidity. The Jews were caught by surprise last month, and they had to whip up something in a hurry in order to deflect blame from Israel and from the U.S

A Riot In York
by Dr. William Pierce Thirty-two years ago, back in the summer of 1969, the Blacks were rioting in York, Pennsylvania, just as they had rioted in many other American cities during the 1960s, with the encouragement of liberal and Jewish elements in the media, the government, and the universities. Democratic President Lyndon Johnson, just six months out of the White House, had provided an enormous stimulus to this Black disorder during his administration with his so-called "Great Society" programs of special rights and special governmental protections for Blacks. The general feeling among Blacks in 1969 was that the White man was too soft and too comfortable to fight, and that he could be persuaded to buy them off if they raised enough hell. Certainly, this had been their experience during the past few years. Every time they burned an American city, the White politicians and the White businessmen not only would not punish them but would offer them more handouts and more privileges

Zimbabwe: Liberal Consequences
by Dr. William Pierce Today let's talk about liberalism. Let's look at what this disease of the soul is doing to one group of our people. Let's look at the consequences of liberalism in a country in the southeastern part of the continent of Africa, a country that until 20 years ago was known as Rhodesia and today is called Zimbabwe. The reason Rhodesia is called Zimbabwe today is that in 1979 the Rhodesians, under intense diplomatic and economic pressure brought to bear against them by liberals in America and Europe -- and to be completely honest about it, showing some symptoms of the disease themselves -- decided to let Blacks vote for the next government of Rhodesia. Since there were at that time six million Blacks living in Rhodesia and only 275,000 White Rhodesians, this was in effect a decision by the Rhodesians to commit collective suicide. Some of them realized that fact at the time, but most didn't, because, as I just mentioned, they were showing some early symptoms of li

Why Do They Do It?
by Dr. William Pierce I have an update on what we talked about two weeks ago: that was what happened to a lawsuit a group of aging American veterans of the Second World War filed in a Federal court in California against some of Japan's biggest corporations, who had used the veterans as slave laborers during the time they were prisoners of war of the Japanese. The American veterans were asking the Japanese corporations to pay them compensation for their slave labor. Well, Madeleine Albright's State Department asked the judge to rule against the veterans and in favor of the Japanese companies which made them do forced labor during the war. This was the same Madeleine Albright who has vigorously supported the claims of Jews who want compensation for the work they did during the same war. But the American veterans aren't Jews, and different rules apply for Jews and non-Jews. And so last month the Federal court did as our Jewish secretary of state asked and threw the veterans' lawsuit

What's Important
by Dr. William Pierce A couple of weeks ago we talked about the case of a young German musician, Hendrik Möbus, who was arrested by the Clinton government's secret police while he was my guest in West Virginia. I told you that the reason for the arrest was an extradition request from the German government. The "crimes" cited in that extradition request all were what George Orwell would call "speech crimes" and what the Jews, feminists, and liberals in America call "hate speech": he made some statements to the press in Germany that the German government didn't like, and he was seen giving the Roman salute at a music concert. Of course, those aren't crimes in America; in fact, they are activities which are activities specifically protected by the Constitution. Nevertheless, Hendrik was arrested by the Clinton government's thugs, with such force that his arm was broken, for making a Politically Incorrect statement to the press in Germany. Well, Janet Reno and the rest of them though

Drama
Since I have joined Cherry Tap I have noticed there is a WHOLE LOT OF DRAMA here. Just one question....WHY?....Is life not full of drama enough. i joined this for fun and enjoyment. I love to flirt, laugh, love, and above all feel good about makin others feel good. My friends and family are very important to me and those of you in this category should already know that. I read and repost everything that comes my way at least once, then I wait for an answer from friends. If none is forthcoming I refuse to answer anymore. True friends and family are just that......TRUE. Points and ratings mean nothing to me but I will surely help any one out. Do me the favor af showing some respect and let me Know you have at least read my comments, bulletins, reposts, or whatever. Once again i am here for fun and laughter. Make me smile and I will try to do the same for you...

What We Can Do
by Dr. William Pierce One of the more common responses I receive from listeners goes something like this: "OK, you've convinced us that we have some very serious problems, but you never tell us what we should do about these problems." Two weeks ago I spoke in general terms about the sort of White world we want to have in the future, and again I received many letters along the line, "I agree with your vision of the future, but you didn't tell us how to get from here to there." But, of course, I have often talked with you about what we must do. Sometimes, I should admit, what I tell you is very general. Two weeks ago, for example, I told you that the new, White world we want can only rise out of hard and bloody struggle. That's not very specific. But in other broadcasts I have been specific. I have talked specifically about some of the things we must do to get from here to there. I think that the people who complain that I never give solutions to the problems I present are lo

To Be, Or Not To Be
by Dr. William Pierce I've spoken about the murderous racial attacks against the farmers in Rhodesia during the previous two broadcasts, but the situation there continues to worsen, and I'm obliged to speak about it again today, because the mass media in America continue largely to avoid the subject. In addition to the invasion of White farms by armed Black gangs and the murder of White farmers, the Black supporters of dictator Robert Mugabe have turned to a new terror tactic against Whites: the gang rape of White women. Eleven days ago, on April 18, a Black gang burst into the home of a White family just outside Salisbury, now called "Harare." They seized 28-year-old Brendan Jowett and repeatedly smashed him in the head and face with a brick, until he lost consciousness. They dragged his 25-year-old wife Tonia into a bedroom and gang-raped her. Then they found Tonia's 18-year-old sister, Laura Wiggins, hiding in a cupboard. They dragged her out and raped her repeatedly. Then

There Will Be Hell To Pay
by Dr. William Pierce I've spoken with you on several occasions about the international White-slave trade: that is, the enslavement of White girls and women from eastern Europe who are lured to Israel under false pretenses and forced into prostitution by Jewish organized-crime gangs from the former Soviet Union. I have pointed out that the White-slave business flourishes in Israel because in that country slavery is not illegal, as long as the slaves aren't Jews. White slavery is, in fact, sanctioned by the Jewish religion. There are several aspects of this Jewish trade in White women in addition to forced prostitution in Israel that we still haven't discussed: child pornography, for example. And a few weeks ago I mentioned the child-prostitution operation in Brazil being run from the Israeli consulate there. Brazilian girls as young as 10 years old were being recruited to entertain Israeli tourists at sex parties in the consulate. That, fortunately, got excellent coverage in Braz

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The Wages Of Selfishness
by Dr. William Pierce When I began to think about today's program, I had the notion that I would talk with you about something positive and optimistic for a change, instead of telling you about still more instances of media cover-up of Black-on-White hate crimes or about the Clinton government's crooked shenanigans or about the Jews' efforts to corrupt our society even further and take away even more of our freedom. Unfortunately, I couldn't think of anything really positive to tell you about. I mean, when you see everything around you coming to pieces, when you see your whole society going down the drain, when you're having your face rubbed every day in the prospect of imminent racial extinction, when you see Bill Clinton's grinning mug on every television news program, it's pretty difficult -- and unrealistic, I believe -- to be optimistic. But then I remembered a book I had read while flying back from an interview in New York last week. It's a book someone had sent me, and its

The Significance Of The Holocaust
by Dr. William Pierce I was very pleased by the response to last week's broadcast. I've always thought that most people are more interested in specific, anecdotal, and personal commentary than in more general and impersonal commentary, and that's why I so often talk about very specific instances of Black crime, or liberal hypocrisy and nuttiness, or political corruption and treason, with names, dates, and places. But I am pleased to note that we do have many listeners who really care about the general principles underlying all of the specifics. Today I'll begin in a general way, but then we'll move on to specific evidence to support the general theses. We'll start with the general role of the Jews in European or White or Aryan or Gentile society, whichever term you prefer. My thesis has been that the Jews -- as a whole -- always are destructive: morally destructive, socially destructive, even intellectually destructive, but above all racially destructive. Any society, any nation,

Chris Daughtry.. Over You!
Now that it's all said and done, I can't believe you were the one To build me up and tear me down, Like an old abandoned house. What you said when you left Just left me cold and out of breath. I fell too far, was in way too deep. Guess I let you get the best of me. Well, I never saw it coming. I should've started running A long, long time ago. And I never thought I'd doubt you, I'm better off without you More than you, more than you know. I'm slowly getting closure. I guess it's really over. I'm finally getting better. And now I'm picking up the pieces. I'm spending all of these years Putting my heart back together. 'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through, I got over you. You took a hammer to these walls, Dragged the memories down the hall, Packed your bags and walked away. There was nothing I could say. And when you slammed the front door shut, A lot of others opened up, So did my eyes so I could see That you never were the best for me. Well,

Everything You Said Was A Lie Boy..
Everything you said was a lie boy lyrics.. song by Cori Yarckin I can remember everything you ever said Like a broken broken record spinning in my head If you want me to I can play it back for you Whats that gonna do now? Cuz I wont change my mind So dont even try Well I guess I always knew it was too good to be true Everything that you said was a lie boy Thats the reason Im saying goodbye You will never find another who will love you any better No When everything that you said was a lie boy And Im tired of wasting my time Its ringing in my head Everything that you said Dont try to come around begging me to take you back Hope you know you lost the greatest thing youll ever have Nothing you can do Im happy where Im at And I hope you are too Cuz I wont change my mind So dont even try Now I dont believe in you And I guess I always knew that Everything that you said was a lie boy Thats the reason Im saying goodbye You will never find another who will love you any better No When everythi

The Rubes And The Carnies
by Dr. William Pierce In our last two broadcasts we have talked about the Jewish trade in White slaves and about why the Jews engage in such activity. Today we'll expand that discussion to some related subjects. First, however, let me tell you that after last week's broadcast, just as after the broadcast of the previous week, a number of listeners wrote to me that I am wrong about the Jews, that they really are not the evil and destructive creatures I have made them out to be; they are clever and sensitive and creative and have made many important contributions to our society. They reminded me of Jesus and Freud and Einstein and suggested that our civilization is based on the contributions of these three Jews. I don't know why they forgot to mention Karl Marx. A few years ago, when communism was still fashionable, the apologists for the Jews used to list Jesus, Marx, Freud, and Einstein as examples of great contributors to Western civilization, and then they would slyly mention t

The Nature Of The Beast
by Dr. William Pierce Last week we spoke about the growing trade in White sex slaves in Israel and the reaction -- or lack of reaction -- to that trade in America. I read to you from the June 16 edition of one of Israel's major newspapers, the Jerusalem Post, in which two Israeli feminists reported on the luring of Gentile girls from Russia, Ukraine, Latvia, Hungary, and other eastern European countries to Israel with the false promise of high-paying jobs as secretaries or teachers and then the grabbing of these girls by Jewish slave dealers as soon as they land in Israel. The girls are raped, beaten, and terrorized by the Jewish slave dealers to make them compliant, and then they are auctioned to the owners of brothels and sex clubs, where they are kept in locked apartments and forced to work as prostitutes. The Jerusalem Post article also reported that the reason Israel is the center of the international trade in White female slaves is that in Israel it is perfectly legal to buy a

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The Killing Of Kayla
by Dr. William Pierce A number of listeners have told me that I really must comment on the series of horrible murders of White people by Blacks during the past two weeks. My initial response to these suggestions was negative. It is not the purpose of these American Dissident Voices broadcasts to tell listeners what they already know. If the Jewish media report something well enough for people to get the essential facts of what happened, then I'm inclined to leave it alone. In the case of these recent race murders, however, it is not entirely clear that the facts were presented adequately. Many people asked me whether or not the carjacker who dragged the six-year-old White boy to his death in Independence, Missouri, on February 22 is Black. They assumed that he is Black, because the murder occurred during a carjacking, which is an almost exclusively Black crime, and also because the murderer wasn't shown on television. Americans have learned from experience that when the media ref

Poetry
The shell of a man left in the dark, No brain no bones and no heart, The rain from the storm will wash him away, Atleast thats what they said until this day, Oh the world is too big it will rip him apart, Thats what he was told from the very start, The world seen him and took a bite, I guess they were right, So young but so wise, People didnt care until God closed his eyes, Your all he has and all he wants but your not here, Losing you is his only fear, His heart, drained of all the blood, For you he did all he could, Bones rotted until theres nothing left, Everything he did for you, he did his best, His skin as pale as snow, He fell apart and didnt let anyone know, No one knows until now, People ponder and ask why? and how?, This is the story of the man who had nothing left to spare, You took his heart and it was him you scared, It was you he really missed, Its just a shame it had to come to this.

Poetry
One touch of these hands will bring heart break, Broken so many hearts these frail hands shake, These hands turn pail and cold, My heart does the same i can feel it in my soul, Let me go because you dont deserve a pain like this, As i fall into a deep sea of my lonliness, My thoughts cludder my mind, And i attempt to work on my problems one at a time, My heart is so lonely and just getting cold, Growing weary and less valuable and so does my soul, Without love my soul crimples like that of a rose, With no food and no hydration and a feeling that no one knows, Let my soul turn black, Because theres no turning back, This day is the day of reckoning and the day of the silence, Are we gonna keep quiet or solve this with violence, I dont know this much is true, But for the cause of this problem all signs point to you. -Matthew T. Musselwhite

Poetry
Your love is like a noose, Wrapped around my neck and could kill me at anytime, So let me jump and let this love strangle my mind, Its like im living a nightmare and love is the worse enemy, The worse thing i could've ever done is let your love into me, Its like im at a funeral with a priest and my family and flower baskets, But im not there oh wait im in the casket, My body and mind is dead my soul remains alive, Longing for love but my heart has been cut as if with knives, So my soul wanders the earth looking for someone to pull the knives out, I met a girl and she was what i made my whole life about, I got burned and just added another knife to the collection, All i want is someone to show me some affection without the recollection of an imperfection, Giving your heart to someone is rolling the dice, It could give you everything you've ever wanted or ruin your life, Love is doing whatevers neccessary, Even if your shovel

The Jewish Mob In America
by Dr. William Pierce I promised last week that I would tell you in more detail about what organized Jewish criminals are doing in the United States, and that's what I'll do today. Actually, I've discussed this subject with you a few times in the past, especially in my broadcast of May 16, 1998, which was titled "Paying the Organizatsiya." There have been many new developments in Jewish organized crime during the past few years, and although the mass media have carefully avoided talking about these developments, never using the word "Jew" and referring only to "Russian" organized crime when they do occasionally mention the subject, a new book was published just a few weeks ago by Little, Brown and Company, which provides an up-to-date and reasonably good introduction to the topic of Jewish organized crime. I'll refer occasionally to the book during today's broadcast. The title of the book is Red Mafiya: How the Russian Mob Has Invaded America. Interestingly enough, the author of

My Day On The Set Of "the Middle" By Warner Bros.
Hey everyone! Just worked a 12 hour day, I am pooped but it was so worth it! I played an elementary school teacher on the set of a new TV series called "The Middle". The release date is undefinited, as it is just a pilot, which means that they have to decide whether or not there will be a lot of viewers to make it a TV series. The main star is Ricki Lake. She is such a sweetheart by the way! She LOVES her sons, they were on set with us, she looks amazing, has lost so much weight and always smiling. The first scene I was in consisted of a church scene. I was the girl in the black suit sitting DIRECTLY behind Ricki, so look for me. The next scene I was in, consisted of me being in the background and walking back and forth on the sidewalks. The last scene I was in, I had to carry a church bulletin and walk in front of the camera and walk and pretend like I was talking to someone, I was wearing a greenish sweater and black pants for that one - wardrobe change! I met a lot

The Hurricane
by Dr. William Pierce In the flood of mail that I received in response to my broadcast two weeks ago about the deliberate lies and distortions of supposedly "educational" television documentaries, I was pleased to note that many of my listeners already are fully aware of this sort of mendacity and have been keeping their own notes. I pointed out in my broadcast two weeks ago that the people in Hollywood who make these television documentaries not only lie to us, but they also are very careless with their facts, and I gave some specific examples of incorrect dates used in a History Channel program that was supposed to inform us about the secret history of Nazis in America. Several listeners who saw that History Channel program wrote to me about other careless errors they noted in the program. For example, Timothy McVeigh, the convicted Oklahoma City bomber, was described in the program as a Nazi and as a former Marine. The claim about being a Nazi was a deliberate lie. The claim abou

You Lie...
You lie, it seems like every word. You can say it again but I know what I heard. You lie, I gave you a chance and I was sincere. You toyed with my emotions, when you knew that was my fear. You lie, Your the only one you fool, you believe in yourself and think your cool. You lie, even when you tell the truth, it's still a lie, like the boy who cried wolf, now the boy will die. You lie, Soon you will meet your mate, karma will come to haunt you and your lies will be your fate.

Ghetto Easter Baskets Lol
My step dads way of making easter baskets for my brothers and sisters is.. saving milk cartons.. cutting the top off then stuffing it with the easter stuff! LOL! how wonderful is that?! hahahaha

The Health Of The Nation
by Dr. William Pierce A physician who wants to ascertain the health of a person checks his weight and blood pressure, listens to his heartbeat and breathing, examines his skin, and so on. The physician knows what signs to look for, what measurements to make in order to decide whether his patient is healthy or ill. He knows what signs are important and which have no fundamental significance. If we want to determine the health of a nation, we likewise look for signs and make measurements. And of course, it's necessary to understand which signs are the important ones. Most Americans today seem to believe that the only important signs are economic signs. They believe that if the stock market is going up, unemployment is low, and people are spending lots of money, everything is rosy. Which is to say, if they are economically comfortable, if they can buy the things they want, they are inclined to believe that the nation is healthy. Of course, they do worry a little about the schools

The Faustian Spirit And Political Correctness
by Dr. William Pierce When I was seven years old I asked for and received my first chemistry set as a Christmas gift. It became the basis for a little laboratory I had in the garage from then until the time I went away to military school eight years later. Even before my first chemistry set I prowled through curbside trash heaps in my neighborhood, looking for discarded radios, which I would take home and disassemble completely, trying to figure out how they worked. At six I didn't understand much, but I was fascinated by every sort of technological gadget. Later the fascination extended to tools and weapons of every kind. I think it was an instinctive thing, which I inherited from my tool-making ancestors of a million years ago, who inherited it from their tool-using ancestors of five million years ago. When I was 12 years old I discovered science fiction, and from then on I knew that I wanted to be an astronaut and explore other worlds. That was a long time before Sputnik or ma

Woow
so last night my mom had a rumcake.. whatever they're called. So she was eating it and her cat went to go smell it and started eating it haha! sooo she went to give him more and he fell off the bed! lmao!! so does anyone know of any AA meetings for cats?! LMAO!

Things You Remember
i was just setting here and the song im leaving on a jet plane just came on by john denver . that was the last song i herd in canada the first time i went on a tore over seas to chad africa . i remember sitting in a church with my friends for the last survice before departure .and that song came on , that song holds a lot for me i guess we all have things that take us back to happier times .

Trippin' Me Out
Man... You know what be trippin' me out? When you are browsing CherryTap and you look at the little thumbnail and see someone who looks soo fine... When you go to their page and see the big picture they ugly as all get out.

The Evil Among Us
by Dr. William Pierce Today I have some new information I want to share with you. It is information on a subject I've discussed with you more than once in the past: namely, the Jewish trade in White female slaves. The reason this new information is noteworthy is that it comes directly from the horse's mouth, so to speak. It is from the June 16 issue of the Jerusalem Post -- actually, the Saturday supplement to the Jerusalem Post. In Israel, of course, they have Saturday supplements instead of Sunday supplements. The Jerusalem Post's documentary article on Israel's trade in White slaves, published just two weeks ago, is astoundingly frank and straightforward, and in today's broadcast I will read to you directly from the article. You know, one of the biggest problems facing me or anyone else trying to inform the public in a way that contradicts the party line propagated by the television networks is credibility. I tell the average citizen something like, "In Israel it is legal to b

Finally
since i just finished school i thought it would be a good idea to get a job doing something i went to school for. so i had 2 interviews with AT&T the past week and i had to go for a physical and drug test the other day..(good thing i was prepared) so its looking like i got the job. it pays handsomely and what im excited about is i might get to relocate to chicago. my ultimate goal is to get out west but out of state is a nice start. me and my girl just broke up too, so i'll really be able to save money and get my life completly situated before i do something dumb like have kids or get married before its the right time.

Fate
FATE Current mood: crushed Category: Life My Heart Was Broken Just today. I never saw it coming. As soon as you think life is finally going your way, Fate thrusts it stealy knife into your heart! You think you made the right choice slowing down to take a breath. But then you find it turned round to kick you in the ass! I never thought fate would be so cruel to take my love from me. I just wanted to clear my head To make sure my judgement wasnt clouded. I needed to know my path was right. But taking that breath open the door to pain in my life. Fate tries to console you by telling you " you lost a lover not a friend". So maybe my heart wasnt broken. But its got a hell of a crack in it and hurts like it was. To Fate I say FUCK LOVE!

Join The Ministry.
Hello, children. It is I, your beloved Minister. It's good to see you all again. KNEEL BEFORE ZOD, SON OF JOR-EL! I have decided to open the Ministry to all who wish to join. There are a few simple rules. The first rule is this: NOTHING IS TRUE. EVERYTHING IS PERMITTED. The other rules are pretty much irrelevant after that one. CHAOS. ANARCHY. THE BLOOD OF THE INNOCENT AND THE DAMNED ALIKE SHALL POUR FORTH FREELY. Also, there will be cookies.

Poetry
Trying to rid myself of this pain is like climbing a hill, And i dont think i can reach the top and the scars will never heal, But when i see that face and that precious smile, I feel happy once again for a little while, I hope you give me your love and you take mine, We can plant it like a seed and it will bloom in time, All the past relationships have led me to nowhere, And im hoping this time it will be different and you will take me somewhere, Could you be the medicine i need to heal my scars, Could be the best thing to ever happen to me thus far, Noone knows and only time will tell, If this relationship is closer to heaven or hell, The feelings in my heart rinder me speechless and unable to speak, Could you be that pure soul and heavenly angel that i earnestly seek, I sincerely hope so thats all i can say, As i wake up to see your face tommorow and the next day, So this is my judgement as of right now, I hope we la

Poetry
Where does this demon inside come from?, Why do I find myself depressed God what have i done?, Can someone out there help? Does any care?, That im alone in this life and i have nothing left to spare, I need something to cure the itch or a supernatural rescue, Will anyone ever care like you, Or should i say used to because now im forgotten, Left in this grave lifeless and letting my soul become rotten, I close my eyelids and feel my eyes roll into the back of my head, Asking and wondering to myself am i alive or dead?, Im not quite sure but i know what i wish i was, The reason is not you, me, or them but just because, Do you know where i am? Or how i might feel, No you dont so just let me kill, Not you or just anyone else but me, myself, and I, All three of us just wish i would creep into a closed crypt and die, I held out my hand once before in search of help, But no one cares or knows exactly how bad the pain felt,

The Club
by Dr. William Pierce I've been following with interest the reaction of politicians and media spokesmen in Europe to recent developments in Austria. Basically, what has happened is that a man named Jörg Haider won enough votes in Austria's parliamentary elections last October so that his party, the Freedom Party of Austria, became the second strongest faction in the Austrian parliament. Last week members of the Freedom Party became ministers in a coalition government with the Austrian People's Party, which has the largest faction. That's the way the system is supposed to work in a democracy, right? So why are the Jews and their hangers-on around the world screeching and threatening and generally acting as if the sky were falling? Actually, that's not the way the system is supposed to work. The way it's supposed to work is that the only people who get elected are those who have been given a stamp of approval by the Jews, those who have been certified as "Politically Correct." Real

Poetry
Could you understand the love that i long for, The need to be happy now and forever more, Who would've thought i would be where i am, Loving an angel and trying to keep her and doing what i can, Begging God please not to take her from me cuz she means so much, The feeling i got from seeing your smile and the shakes i get from your touch, It feels so good to know i finally found you, Its kinda weird knowin that i love you and knowin what to do, This came along so fast, And before too long a couple years will pass, I will be right beside you holding your hand, Being your fighter your lover and your man, So lets make this work and be together forever, Spending the rest of our lives hand in hand together. -Matthew T. Musselwhite

75 Random Questions
75 Random Questions Do you have any pets? yes - one cat What color shirt are you wearing? grey Name three things that are physically close to you: a book, a coffee mug, a telephone What is the last book you read? "Gates Of Fire" by Steven Pressfield Are you or were you a good student? not really What's your favorite sport? bowling Do you enjoy sleeping late? yes What's the weather like right now? its snowing (in April!! Global warming, my ass) Who tells the best jokes? Lewis Black What was the last thing you dreamed about? Can't recall but it left me feeling vaguely disturbed when I woke up Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed? no Do you believe in karma? no Do you believe in luck? no Do you like your eggs scrambled or sunny side up? scrambled Do you collect anything? If so, what? movies & books Are you proud of yourself? yes Are you reliable? yes Have you ever given money to a bum? yes What's your fav

A Little Walk
*from a friend, to all of you* Dear Friends and Family, Some of you may already know that our son Philip was diagnosed with mild Autism in September of 2006. You can read Philip’s story by visiting: www.autismwalk.org/goto/PhilipJames . Autism is a complex neurobiological disorder that typically lasts throughout a person's lifetime. Today, 1 in 166 individuals is diagnosed with autism, making it more common than pediatric cancer, diabetes, and AIDS combined. It is four times more likely to strike boys than girls. Autism impairs a person's ability to communicate and relate to others. It is also associated with rigid routines and repetitive behaviors, such as obsessively arranging objects or following very specific routines. Symptoms can range from very mild to quite severe. Currently, the causes of autism are unknown and there are no specific medical treatments or cure. Physicians have no blood test or scan that can definitively diagnose the dis

I Had This Urge
Today i had this urge The urge to call someone When i awoke from this urge I realized There was on one to call No one to express my love to There was no one to talk to No one i could share my heart with So i sink into myself once again This place i am used to The quiet inside Love so pure And the innocent fear the world A place of solace Away from the coldness No humans there Not to see With eyes closed I enter myself

Poetry
Can you feel what i feel?, Am i wrong for wishing my heart would be still?, Just please oh please leave me alone and go away, I beg of you just one time of peace for just atleast one day, Spend one day in my shoes and deal with my pain, My heart is a battlefield after the war and everybody is slain, Your killing me like a leech just sucking the life out of me, I gave you everything and it just didnt work so let me be, The words cut like a 1,000 teeth that dig into my flesh, The sweetest dessert for me right now would be a big bowl of death, So hand me a fork and let me eat, Until my strength disappears and i cant hear my heartbeat, Halloween isnt just a holiday but every time of the year, Because you shouldnt believe everything you hear, And an open mind just might be the key, Because everyone isnt what they appear to be, Hello? Is anyone listening to my words?, Or are you refusing to listen because of what you've already

This Easter Season....
The tomb of Christ was just a bed, on which he rested for three days. The angels came then he arose, now we offer him our praise. Oh thank you Lord for your son, which you gave to save mankind. He showed us all how to live, and our laws were then defined. Now come this Easter Season, as the gospel is being read. I think about you lord, lying there upon that bed. To die so we may live, was not a selfish task. Now I beg for forgiveness, in a prayer for which I ask. May I be forever grateful, and do as you command. So when it's my time to leave, you'll take me by the hand.

Time
As time passes by I still remembeer the past I know I should be happy I know I should be glad But all I could do is be sad I still remember the time That we had each other The day I felt glad But as time past We can't live in the past Things didn't go our way But still had that time If I could stop the time I would to the time The day I felt glad Time is passing And I know that so I know and so I am I Just remember me always You know that I Remember you too No mater how much time pass I will be back by your side Just let this time pass Just don't let it die

Poetry
Im falling into the darkness, Without any help from you or anyone else, I wonder how long i will fall until i hit the ground, I feel totally weightless and like i lost every pound, Will you catch me? please oh please, But if you catch me then you would be in the darkness as well and unable to see, Let gravity consume me and let me hit the surface, I could never deciphir a reason or just one purpose, For my living and my life wasted to this day, I just want i love you to be the three words you say, When you discover a puzzeling death hung over your head, Where did he go? and since when is he dead?, Do you know where i am? Do you hear my screams?, Do you know why? and what it means?, Just take me home to that comfort zone, Its so cold out here so dark and so alone, Let the blood flow like a drunk purging over a sink, You can look at me all you want but you wont notice not one blink, Because im alive but my heart and soul ar

Angel
Thank God I found you My little angel from above You close to me And hold my tight Or little angle from above I know your close To set things right Oh my angle from above You don't let things hurt me And don't seem is true That I have An angel from above I thank you Oh little angel from above I hold you close And never let go Cause God has given me My own Angel From Above

Tequila & Salt
This should probably be taped to your bathroom mirrior where you could read it everyday. You may not realize it, but it's 100% true.. Be sure to read to the end. 1. There are at least two people in this world that you would die for. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happieness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, someone thinks about you before they go to bed. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. You are special and unique. 8. Someone you don't know even exists, loves you. 9. When you make the bigest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 10.When you think the world has turned its back on you, take another look. 11. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks. And always remember......When life hands you Lemons, ask for Tequila & salt and call me over..:)

Hope
Hope I Hope when you read this tears don't come falling from your eyes these thing I have to say I hope it dosen't make you cry I know you no longer with me I hope you doing fine my love for you is eternal and know this It will never die I hope to see you again later some other time I hope you can forgive me for all those bad times I hope that when I see you I hope you stop and say "hi" I hope you still smile and that you never cry

Poetry
That feeling so deep and loving, No more arguing and pushing and shoving, You love me and i'll love you, Keep in your head that we're unique and theres noone like us two, That smile so fragile and heart-warming, Like i'm in heaven with thousands of angels swarming, Noone will ever take your place or fill your spot, Your love is so rare and unlike anything that can be bought, Someone help me down from this emotional high, You fill my heart with happiness and joy you can see it in my eyes, Look me in the eye and stare into my soul, No longer heartless and cold, I would kill if it meant forever this feeling would stay, Embrace me and dont let go and take this feeling away, God must really love me to send one of his most precious angels to me, But i'm gonna try my best and let things be the way their supposed to be, And thats me next to you heart to heart, Always together united and never apart, I hope you understand wher

Look At This.....?????
Now That i have your attention. Id like to say that I voodoo am engaged to ~*~ SeXxY * MaMa~*~~*~ Soon To Be CT Wife Of VOODOO~*~Owner of A.F.H.~*~And ~*~ArchAngel~*~ Of Angel Family~*. Stay tune for our wedding date. Come chat with us in our lounge just click the picture. Voodoo ~Soon To Be Ct Hubby Of Sexy Mama~@ CherryTAP ~*~ SeXxY * MaMa~*~~*~ Soon To Be CT Wife Of VOODOO~*~Owner of A.F.H.~*~And ~*~ArchAngel~*~ Of Angel Family~*~@ CherryTAP (repost of original by 'Voodoo ~Soon To Be Ct Hubby Of Sexy Mama~' on '2007-04-07 20:45:42')

Poetry
When did I enter the gates of heaven and get released from the ones of hell?, I feel like I spent the last year or so trapped in a jail cell, Now I'm released thanks to your love and happiness, Thank you for taking my heart and making my life sheer bliss, Nothing could compare to the things you make me feel, I'm yours and your mine and thats our little deal, I knew the time would eventually come, When we would unite and become one, Kill all my suffering and pain, Keep trying so we can make our feelings last and never let things be the same, Same as they used to be, living in pain without one another, Just be you, my girl, my baby, and my lover, If i ever lost you I would have no one to turn to, Because no one will ever love me like you do, Lay with me under the stars, And let our love surround us and make us forget the scars, Kiss my lips so I can sleep knowing your still here, As long as your mine you wont ever cry anot

Turn Back Time
If I could go and turn back time, I wouldnt be who I am. Im strong because the hands dont reverse. My past made me a man. Ive made a lot of mistakes and choices but still I dont regret. Ive survived so much in my very own life and still I dont break a sweat. The story of time is so cunfusing like cells and atoms and all the fusing. Some may even find it amusing. The story of time can leave so much bruising. So Im glad and Im sad for the past that Ive faced. Its made me much stronger today. And bit by bit I chip at the past until it finally breaks away.

Waiting
Below you I rest and await my time, to join you all. The ones I miss so very much, that early took a fall. I keep you alive with memories, memories we all share. Its hard at times when Im down here alone with nothing there. I wonder what its gonna be like when its my turn to fall. Is there a feeling to describe it? Do I get a wake up call? My destiny is the same as everyone elses. We all must meet that fate. Its a little scary to know whats real but still I sit and wait. One day we will embrace again and Ill never let you go. I miss you all so very much. My waiting makes me glow.

1 Wish...
I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you.

Those Fucking Surveys.
has anyone here [besides Pee], actually made it through the beginning of a cherryland survey? i think they are a fucking joke. apparently i never happen to "qualify" to even take one. funny how its not even a real survey if they only accept people who give them the answers they want. therefore, its not even a real "survey" at all. fuck'em!

Under Your Spell.........
Every time I look at you my heart skips a beat I wonder if you know, my love, that my heart is at your feet I leave it there for you to do whatever that you wish You could take my heart, and love me, Or just leave me in this bliss.

Me And My Baby Boy
Me and my babyboy, we ride like soldiers. We got each others back. Hes my life and sanity. For me he will attack. My babyboy is greyish blue and he means everything. Theres many nights we go to the park and in the darkness, out loud I sang. Without him, i wouldnt be here, thats why hes my sanity. I love my Malachi with all my heart and he is my everthing. Just me and my baby boy, soldiers til the end. Hes unique just like his dad and hes also my best friend

Poetry!!!
Slowly we travel the water, silly creatures of the deep, wandering through the underwater oasis, to the dragon’s keep. There you may find me, as I wander the sea, listening to the sounds of the waves, and how the people above behave. Can you hear my whistle blow, for it is you that I call, for who that bell doth toll, me who else. Creeping death awaits everyone, Loneliness shrouds everything, why me he asks? Because you are alone he adds! Lonely heart, Sleep well tonight, for the shadows that haunt you, Shall hide from the light. Lonely heart, throw away your fright, become demons of pleasure, Oh that would be a sight. Masterful is the season to which we belong, angels strung from high above, singing a faint lullaby, teeming with brilliance, every pore bringing it together, running through the puddles of life. another reason for life never brought to mind deemed never perfect by those who cant see Sorrowf

Masked Soul
As I smile cant you see I am smiling from the outside but not the inside? They say that when you look into someones eyes you can see inside their soul Can you see clearly through mine? Only some can see and only some can understand My smile flashes all the time Everyone well almost everyone thinks Im happy. But you cant see inside me, I am happy about that You can try to see inside my eyes Inside my soul You can try to see the real me when my eyes are open The real me beyond this smile Try to see behind this mask of a smiling face See me before my eyes close Intruder

I Have Never Downrated Anyone!!!
i am fucking pissed. i got rated a 1 from an 11. the sad part is i know who it was. she says i rated her a 1 from an 11. there has only been one person on my profile that has vic status. i took a couple pics to prove that i rated her an 11 from a 10 and here there are: there that should prove that i didnt down rate her and dont intend to. i am just not like that damn it.

Angel
What Order of Angel Are You? Congratulations, you're a Throne! A member of the third highest choir, you have the dubious distniction of existing in the realm where the emenations from God begin to take material form. Thus, you are the strangest-looking of God's servants, and are described as a giant wheel with many eyes. This may be more of a reference to your primary function, however, which is to carry justice and the essence of God Himself to the Earth and through the Heavens, than an accurate reflection of your appearance. More than any other angel, you are humble, patient and just- attributes required of one who bears God and His justice as a chariot bears its rider.

Thoughts...
Why do we even bother to fall in love? I spent 30 years not hurting because I never let myself open up to someone so much that it hurt when they left... Now my heart hurts because I let someone in... Now it is like my heart is dying... I can't say that I am sorry for it, but I can't say that I will be happy anytime soon... When you love someone and them lose them for whatever reason, it is never the same for you again... I guess it is the same feeling for everyone... I hope the pain will grow less over time (which is what I've been told). But for now, when you see me smile or I type lol to you, I thank you for that second of happines because I feel like I am falling apart... Love Sucks...