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Hopeless Dreaming
Hopeless dreamingby Chamorrican06 Lifting me high higher than ever before looking into my eyes always wanting more more than what the outside layer shows needing everything within to be able to see the light that truly shines inside holding my hand guiding me to what is right your the one that makes me complete but when i wake up it would have been just a dream

"if A Child........."
If a child lives with criticism, he learns to condemn. If a child lives with hostility, he learns to fight. If a child lives with ridicule, he learns to be shy. If a child lives with shame, he learns to feel guilty. If a child lives with tolerance, he learns to be patient. If a child lives with encouragement, he learns confidence. If a child lives with praise, he learns to appreciate. If a child lives with fairness, he learns justice. If a child lives with security, he learns to have faith. If a child lives with approval, he learns to like himself. If a child lives with acceptance and friendship, He learns to find love in the world.

Bushy Bush
Bush doesn’t even do a decent job as a life support system for a penis. You know what? I'm pretty tired of hearing about how much money illegal aliens cost the tax payers of America Those who make peaceful revolution impossible will make violent revolution inevitable." John F. Kennedy In a speech at the White House, (1962) The net cost to the federal government in 2002 for public services provided to illegal aliens was $10.4 billion. A billboard in Times Square counts the cost of the Iraq war starting at $134.5B and increases at a rate of $177M per day, $7.4M per hour and $122,820 per minute. $64.605.000.000 per year for war. What’s wrong with this picture?

Broken Dreams And Promises
Broken dreams and promises, Madness and suicide Broken dreams and promises urge flight from here. My spirit cries for freedom from the memory. I can’t go the road they call me down, only madness lays ahead. Once again I have seen the truth, and the truth is a lie. No conviction no sentence only eternal desire without fulfillment. I remember too much, I cannot forget, I would trade all of the memories for just an ounce of forgetfulness. I have been cursed with a desire for which there is no satiation. No cup without a bottom can ever be filled, for it is not a cup, only a conduit to some other place where nothing can be felt or experienced or remembered. Madness and suicide struggle for possession of this spirit of mine, but madness is the stronger,, in madness lay forgetfulness . The way of suicide is madness. Paradox? Possibly. But for now I will limp on. Damaged beyond repair. My will and mind are forever disabled. Only promises keep me here. You see I keep my promises, even when

Just A Basic View Of Me..
take it or leave it Love me or hate me.. It's up to you If you were to ask your family, your partner, your friends … if they REALLY knew you, knew how you felt, knew your fears, your insecurities.. would they know? ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* My family would know some. Not all. They wouldn't understand some things. Hell I don't even always understand why I am/do some things. But I'm trying. * I was abused as a child. *I'm afraid of open doors when I am trying to sleep, and hate that I cant get past it. *I am a cutter. It's how I deal with things when I feel I have no control. It has gotten better in the past few months. *Life has taught me to be afraid of men. I know the power they have and the damage they can do. No, that doesn't make me a man hater. However I throw myself right back into the fire knowing each time I will get burned.. but unable to stay away. Who wants to be alone?

I Was Pissed Off At The World
a few months ago i wrote this Well shit on me !!!! You know something else that really pisses me off? Ingratitude that’s what!!! Some people you work and work to try to help,,, and it doesn’t seem to matter to them until you cut them off from the help, at which point they get mad and want to know why you’re punishing them. Well it’s not punishment, it’s just no longer being willing to be used. I am tired of believing what is told me by certain people and then they turn around 180 degrees and do the total opposite. Well I’ve stood all I’m going to stand, and it is now over babies. So make your own way in the world and try to get along without me. I hope you make it,,, I really do, it’s just not going to be with my help. I’m not into scat and I wont be shit on any longer,, maybe the next person who tries to help you will get a little more respect and caring from you because of this. Dan

For Him
my life was engulfed in darkness reaching out blindly but no one was there i had searched my life time for that one to complete me ready to give up i said just one more prayer please send me a man with a heart full of love someone who knows who i am and still will cherish me a man of great integrity that will protect me at no cost that special one that will finally set my soul free then out of no where You entered into my life You gently took my hand and led me to places i'd never known freely i gave myself to You in body and in soul a white light washed over me letting me know i wasn't alone Master Your love carries me each and everyday pleasure and respect encircle me as i show service to You only You are more then my Master, my Lover and my Friend i can't wait for the day when it will be just You and me cherrie (2007)

Warriors And Wizards.. The First Song I Ever Wrote
Warriors and Wizards, Oaken staffs and steel Battle for a world. his is a dream, it can't be real as I look up from this mountain I see an angry sky I try to make it go away, but I cannot close my eyes These men I see below are good The rest no more than beasts And if the evil wins today, it's on the good they'll feast How can I change this? Is it all up to me? I know I could change this day, and create history My mind goes out to grasp the power in every piece of land And I become a channel. Direct power with my hands A mighty sword held in my hands becomes a blazing rod And power blasts the mountain which has housed the evil god Warriors and Wizards, Oaken staffs and steel Have rid the world of evil It's not a dream its very real As I look up from this mountain I see a clear blue sky And as we voice the victory shout Tears fall from our eyes................... Written by Dpc1960 in 1981

The Way Of Things
THE WAY OF THINGS The way things are..... History is written by the winners... or the survivors, as the case may be. So we can assume that history is a very biased way to learn the truth. For there is no truth in a fact that has no basis in reality. Trying to justify their actions, many have placed the onus of blame on their enemy. How can we draw any conclusions of fact from the teachings of those who are guilty of murder? How can we as a people decide correctly, when we have no truth to base our decisions upon? When we are fed upon a diet of lies and deceit there is no path to follow ,that will take us where we need to go The only way that we as a people can come to any kind of insightful decision, is to trash what we have been taught, and look instead to the individual actions of each person we deal with. The results of their actions and especially the intent of their actions I believe that intent is the only true thing to base your decisions upon.

Just An Opinion & Suggestion
for all of you ladies that thinks every guy is the same. let me tell you something and i hope you listen to this. Not every guy will be the same way as a lot others. Some chose to be a certain way, others weren't raised properly, for those guys that are bad such as the ones that slam you in the face and throw you around a little bit, yell at you, hurt you in ways you wished a man would never his hands on. for guys like that makes the good guys look like the rest of them in ways of saying girls don't look hard enough or just staying with the same type of guys as usual. My suggestion is try a new way of finding a better guy. just cuz hes good looking doesn't always means he has brains or the heart you would like him to have. For a guy like me that has a great big heart and who cares about this world get little in life in return for a stupid reason. so try this ladies... if you are having trouble in a relationship or marrige don't hold back and stay to wait for him to get better such as

The Stain
The Stain Spreading slowly Lifesblood spilling Pooling thicker Heartbeat stilling Growing bigger Growing darker After burial Deathspot marker Slowly weaken Slowlt tire Slipping backward Life retires Never knowing whats to be Wonder briefly, oh why me Curtains closing the play is done Make the journey of only one Cross the threshold on the river Pay the boatman for your souls deliver Pass the dog whose heads are two Down to the underworld it is for you The stain is finished your life is done The elgion fields for you anon Written By Dpc1960 2-26-84

The Right To Kill
THE RIGHT TO KILL? Do we as a people have the right to preach with one hand that it is wrong to kill and yet take a man who has killed in the heat of the moment or as a result of mental illness, and cold-bloodedly order his death? Our laws say that to take a life is wrong, yet, we see every day someone who has committed some heinous crime being sentenced to death for their actions. How is this man any different from you or I? What makes his actions any more reprehensible than our own? In screaming out for vengeance, does this not make us just the same, Or worse than him? At least he can be considered mentally ill. For to go so far against the laws and take a life wouldn't that be considered mental illness? Any person could be considered mentally ill if they are a lawbreaker. SO!! Are we somehow correct in murdering this man, or are we also mentally ill to even consider this as a just way to treat another human. Why don't we just remove these people from society if they are

The Green Man
The Green Man His head topped with horns his heart feeds the land the last was called arthur his time was at hand The bounty he offered was not turned away the story is somehow still passed on today The Green Man or Cernunnos Dionysus or pan they all are the same king who lives for the land for seven years honored he lays with the mother then his blood is shed just like arthur his brother So look not at him with eyes full of dread just honor the the crown the stag horns on his head Written by Dpc1960 Jn 06 2006

Help Wanted
THE TORTURE CHAMBER LOUNGE IS LOOKING FOR HARD WORKING DRAMA FREE PEOPLE HELP US MAKE OUR LOUNGE THE BEST ON ALL OF CHERRYTAP. IF YOU ARE CURRENTLY ON STAFF FOR ANY OTHER LOUNGE YOU NEED NOT INQUIRE. AS WE WILL NOT CAUSE DRAMA BETWEEN OTHER LOUNGES AND OURS OUT OF RESPECT FOR ALL LOUNGES ON CT AND OUT OF RESPECT FOR THERE HARD WORK. WE HAVE COUPLE RULS THAT YOU WILL BE REQUIRED TO FOLLOW IF YOU ARE BROUGHT ONTO OUR STAFF. 1.NO DRAMA 2.RESPECT EVERYONE IN THE LOUNGE AND ON STAFF 3.IF YOU ARE ON OUR STAFF YOU WILL NOT BE ON ANY OTHER LOUNGE STAFF 4.YOU ARE REQUIRED TO HAVE YAHOO INSTANT MESSENGER.(WE HOLD LOUNGE STAFF MEETINGS ON YIM) 5.YOU MUST DO YOUR JOB WHAT EVER IT MAY BE YOUR ASSIGNED TO. 6.IF CALLED ON TO DO MORE , PLEASE DO SO WITHOUT ARGUING. 7.DO NOT PROMOTE OUR LOUNGE I ANY OTHER LOUNGE 8.IF YOU ARE IN ANOTHER LOUNGE OUR STAFF TAGS WILL NOT BE IN YOUR NAME REMOVE THEM UNTIL YOU LEAVE THE LOUNGE YOU ARE A GUEST IN.(ONLY EXCEPTION TO THIS RULE IS MANAGEMENT AND D

Walk The Magma Of My Mind
Walk the magma of my mind The sky is pitch The ground is blind Shapeless forms that hunt and breed Created out of word or deed Piles of flesh that swell and spew The lord of all is walking through Beast and daemons sing in pain Law and Chaos strive in vain Never walking though moving still They gorge themselves On putrid swill Things of fear arise behind You turn, you look, then become entwined Rotting corpses kneel and bow The magma's hot and frozen now No volition, you cannot fight You strive for dark and find the light Walk the magma of my mind Where ego reigns with pride sublime Dpc1960 10-12-91

Fade Away And Rust
Living hard and dying fast Its the only life I know . I want a joyful welcoming When to the elgion fields I go live by the sword and die by the sword It's the life that I must live Ares please don't make me wait When I've no more left to give Don't let me fade away and rust I need to live my life with lust Don't make me crumble into dust Don't let me fade away and rust Sometimes I give Sometimes I take It’s the nature of the steel Someday I'll lose it's been decreed by the power that fate wields. She'll cut my thread and I will die That's the ending of the game But please don't let it come after years of my body sick and lame. Don't let me fade away and rust I need to live my life with lust Don't make me crumble into dust Don't let me fade away and rust When Hades walks the underworld Inspecting his domain, I want him to welcome me and to call me by my name I want to have a special place in the fields that is all my own One that

Imus Got The Boot
what happen to this... Freedom of speech in the United States is protected by the First Amendment to the United States Constitution and by many state constitutions and state and federal laws. Criticism of the government and advocation of unpopular ideas that most people would find distasteful or against public policy, such as racism, are generally permitted. so what happen to imus having the right to say whatever falls out of his mouth. by the way i am a black female and i understood what he was trying to say about those young ladies. They looked rough and that is what he meant just it didn't come out right that is all really his side kick is the one that should be fired for what he said the wanna bee and the jigga boos that was wrong very. well this is just my thoughts i hope no one gets to upset take a blast.............on cherry tap seejaykaygee one love ........always

Goodnight All
www.hostdrjack.com Want to say a special thank you to Wolfie~Freedom's isn't Free CT HUSBAND~General for the Patriotic Bombers of CT~ for helping Jason level tonight! I will soon also be needing help, almost back to level 15 where i had to restart from so keep me in mind. Much love to you all~ LOVE YA~HEATHER

Drift
driving home tonight, the fight is futile... i see the bluish gray black of the clouds as they roll in from the north... ready to rain down on me. torrid rage that rips me, the crash of the thunder within my soul... this was a long time coming... the swirling winds lift me up, opening my eyes to the light... break me wide open, let my heart ache for this moment, the moment i came alive for the storm.

Mikey's Troubles...
April 11, 2007 AP - Apr 10, 9:03 pm EDT CHARLOTTE, N.C. (AP) -- The witness who discovered Michael Waltrip's overturned car initially thought no one survived the accident until the NASCAR driver wiggled out the back window. The witness, an 18-year-old college student at the University of North Carolina-Charlotte, requested anonymity during a phone interview Wednesday with The Associated Press for fear of reprisal from Waltrip's fan base. But she said she lives near the two-time Daytona 500 winner in Sherrill's Ford, and stumbled upon the accident when she was returning home around 2 a.m. Saturday. She saw an overturned Toyota Land Cruiser in a ditch and rushed over to check on the occupants. She didn't see anyone in the car and no one answered her shouts, so she called 911 for help. ``After I got off the phone I was walking around the car again and somebody stuck their foot out the back driver side of the window,'' she said. ``That's when Michael Waltrip got out. He w

Teeahhhhhh Baby J Fixed It
thank you so very much Baby j - MIKE mate your a wizard fixing it so quick honest all the way baby J so quickly adjusted setting as soon as he new the code rage to fix CT he IS a DARN hell of a GREAT guy thank you onceagian Baby J CT wonder boy !!!

"reflections Of A Parent"
I gave you life, but cannot live it for you. I can give you directions, but I cannot be there to lead you. I can take you to church, but I cannot make you believe. I can teach you right from wrong, but I cannot always decide for you. I can buy you beautiful clothes, but I cannot make you beautiful inside. I can offer you advice, but I cannot accept it for you. I can give you love, but I cannot force it upon you. I can teach you to share, but I cannot make you unselfish. I can teach you respect, but I cannot force you to show honor. I can advise you about friends, but cannot choose them for you. I can advise you about sex, but I cannot keep you pure. I can tell you about alcohol & drugs, but I can't say "No" for you. I can tell you about lofty goals, but I can't achieve them for you. I can teach you about kindness, but I can't force you to be gracious. I can pray for you, but I cannot make you walk with God. I can tell you how to live, but I cannot give you ete

Nascar Drivers
David Letterman's Top 10 reasons why there are no black NASCAR drivers: (I bet his life will be miserable after the NAACP sees this!) # 10 - Have to sit upright while driving. # 9 - Pistol won't stay under front seat. # 8 - Engine noise drowns out the rap music. # 7 - Pit crew can't work on car while holding up pants at the same time. # 6 - They keep trying to carjack Dale Earnhardt Jr. # 5 - Police cars on track interfere with race. # 4 - No passenger seat for the Ho. # 3 - No Cadillacs approved for competition. # 2 - When they crash their cars, they bail out & run AND THE NUMBER ONE REASON WHY BLACKS CAN'T BE IN NASCAR... #1 -They can't wear their helmets sideways.

Hey All Of My Friends ..i Think U Should Read This Plzzz
COME JOIN US IN THE BEAR FAMILY OF CHERRYTAP THE BEAR FAMILY ON CHERRYTAP IS A FAMILY THAT WELCOMES NEW MEMBERS TO THE SITE AND HELPS MEMBERS NEW TO THE SITE WE ARE A FAMILY THAT IS JUST STARTING OUT BUT HOPING TO BE BIG WE WILL BE HAPPY TO ACCEPT NEW MEMBERS AND WILL BE LOOKING FORWARD TO MEETING NEW MEMBERS AND WELCOMING NEW MEMBERS TO THE SITE. WE ALSO HELP MEMBERS BY HELPING THEM AROUND ON THE SITE WE ALSO HELP MEMBERS WITH ANY PROBLEMS THEY MAY HAVE SO IF YOUR QUESTION DOES NOT GET ANSWERED RIGHT AWAY NO NEED TO WORRY THERE IS ALWAYS SOMEONE WHO WILL BE ABLE TO HELP YOU AND GUIDE YOU THROUGH THE SITE AND PAGE. SO IF THIS SOUNDS SOMETHING LIKE YOU COME JOIN THE BEAR FAMILY WE ARE A FAMILY THAT YOU CAN COUNT ON AND TURN TO ANYTIME. SO COME BE PART OF A FUN FANTASTIC FAMILY. IF YOU ARE INTERESTED IN JOINING THE FAMILY PLEASE SEND US A PRIVATE MESSAGE STATING THAT YOU WOULD LIKE TO BE A MEMBER OF THE FAMILY. WE ARE A FAMILY THAT IS HERE TO HAVE FUN AND BE A FAMILY WE WILL NOT TOLERA

Rude, Very Rude (but Funny)
1) Which sexual position produces the ugliest children? Ask your mother. ____________________________________________ 2) How do you embarrass an archeologist? Give him a tampon and ask him which period it came from. ____________________________________________ 3) What's the difference between a bitch and a whore? A whore sleeps with everybody at the party; A bitch sleeps with everybody at the party except you. ____________________________________________ 4) What's the difference between love, true love, and showing off? Spitting, swallowing, and gargling. ____________________________________________ 5) What's the difference between a Catholic wife and a Jewish wife? A Catholic wife has real orgasms and fake jewelry. ____________________________________________ 6) What makes men chase women they have no intention of marrying? The same urge that makes dogs chase cars they have no intention of driving. ___________________________________

Thank You For Loving Me
Spent the whole night looking for the right words, Well, none sound right, I just cant find the sweetest way to say, I want to hold you tight, A poetic way for me to say, I need your lips on mine, A way for me to tell you, I will love you for the rest of time, No nothing seems to fit, No I just can’t make it rhyme, And I’ve tried and tried, 10,000 times, So, here I am, Baby its come to this, I’m just gonna look you in the eyes, And tell it like it is, I can’t live one minute without you, I can’t even breath when your gone, Each moment you are away I feel so weak, The ten feet tall with you in arms, Forever never meant anything, Until you, Now I don’t want one day to pass, Unless I spend it with you, So here it is I said, This is how I feel, Baby, I can’t live without you, I’ve never known anything so real, You’re my every dream come true, You are more than I will ever need, All my love for a lifetime and over, Thank you for loving me…..

Birth Control
A certified redneck and his wife, had 9 children. They went to > the doctor to see about getting the husband "fixed". The doctor gladly > started the required procedure and asked them what finally made them make > the decision--why after nine children, would > they choose to do this. > > The husband replied that they had read in a recent article that one out of > every ten children being born in the United States was Mexican, and they > didn't want to take a chance on having a Mexican baby because neither of > them could speak Spanish. >

Sexiest Look Contest
it can be both guys and girls Rules: whoever reaches 15k comments win (comment bomb) can't comment your self- If violate this rule then your out just message me with a picture then your in Vash@ CherryTAP

=(
My kitten, Spooky, has pneumonia. I hope nothing bad happens to him. I love him so much I don't know what I'd do if something did happen.... He's my baby, well, one of my babies.... I feel I am getting slightly maturnal over a cat... Jesus Christ. In any case... Keep him in your thoughts ( i won't say prayers because praying is over rated and its never once worked for me) Especially since I am always the first to come home and I'd be the first to find him if the pneumonia does kill him.

Have I Ever? What Haven't I?
Given a Hickey? i am appalled by this question... who does that!?!? ::giggles:: i am a hooooovah. Had a one night stand? more than once... not that i am happy about them... Made someone cry? everyday! Opened your Christmas presents early? i hate christmas... but yes. Been online for more than 10 hours in a row? i'm a junkie. Pretended to be someone you weren't online? faux shaux. Eaten food that fell on the floor? tons of times. but then again... i have eaten tons of bugs and other things as well. i have a five hour rule. lol Been caught cheating? no... but i faked it once. don't ask. Been caught naked? yup. i prefer to be at least a little bit naked. Flashed someone? tons of times... i got beads on st. pattys day and everything. Gone out without underwear on? in the summer... i pretty much live in underwear and a tshirt. i once went to a car dealership in nothing but boyshorts and a little boys aeropostale hoody. the dude looked at me like i was nuts. o..

Hot Tattoos Contest
~~ Okay Hot Tattoo Contest ~~ Still taking people for the contest! Contest starts 4/12 thur 4/19 1St Person is...... with 1 comments! 2nd Person is...... with 1 comments! 3rd Person is...... with 1 comments! 4th Person is...... with 1 comments! 5th Person is...... with 1 comments! 6th Person is...... with 1 comments! 7th Person is...... with 1 comments! 8th Person is...... with 1 comments! 9th Person is...... with 1 comments! 10th Person is...... with 1 comments! 11th Person is...... with 1 comments! 12th Person is...... with 1 comments! 13th Person is......

Gothic Through The Darkness
Through The Darkness I lived in darkness Withdrawn from modern life My mind was full of negativity And my mood was depressed I can relate to the melancholic poets And the gothic literature of Edgar Allan Poe These lost souls are misunderstood This is not a quest for evil But a search for positive energy AUTHOR UNKNOWN I will come out of this stronger Wiser and more sympathetic I felt so restrained by modernity By the pressure to conform and look good I took a razor and cut through the superficial layer To get in touch with my soul I had to risk losing my life To realise how precious it is Now I am fully restored A cloak of darkness surrounds me I see the world in crystal clear vision Droplets of blood fall from my eyes A memory of the sadness I endured A bright new spirit guides me But the darkness will always be there To remind me how bright these days are

Gothic Dream Of Death
Dream of Death A time to die When all hope has past And all that lies ahead is misery Is there any point in continuing to fight Time always runs out eventually for the lonely Single meals heated in the microwave Single seats on planes surrounded by happy voices Only half a lifetime But its time to call an end AUTHOR UNKNOWN Euthanasia would be a simple solution But they make it harder for human kind No lethal injection to take away the pain Nothing to lose, nothing to gain Just drifting through the days Waiting for something to happen But it never does, it never does, So all I do is wait in vain A dull, nagging, long endured pain The pain of lost opportunities The pain of stupid mistakes Only the foolish wait for their lives to change You have to make it happen So take the knife And end this life And come tomorrow There will be time for sorrow It is easy to die when you write

A Life Manual......chapter 1
Life is rarely easy, and hardly fair. If it comes easy, then it's probably not worth it. Because of the challenges that Life will give you, be prepared for mistakes. You will make many, and you will never truly apreciate your life without them. Unfortunatly the rookie mistake is to dwell on them in a negative way. For a succesful Life, follow these directions when a mistake is made. 1. Realize the mistake as soon as possible....you can't learn from it if you don't recognize it. 2. Take responsibility for mistake...You may waste time blaming it on others or making excuses, but it wastes the actual time that you could be learning from said mistake. 3. Examine mistake in order to learn from it the life lesson that you need. 4. Once learned you are 60 to 70% less likely to repeat the same mistake. I would love to say 100%, but an important makeup of Life is that nothing is 100%, except death...and you'll get to that soon enough. anyway, this is only 1 section of ch

Southern Security
HOW TO INSTALL A HOME SECURITY SYSTEM IN THE SOUTH! 1. Go to a second-hand store and buy a pair of men's used size 16 work boots. 2. Place them on your front porch, along with a copy of Guns &Ammo magazine and your NRA magazines. 3. Put a few giant dog dishes next to the boots and magazines. 4. Leave a note on your door that reads: Hey Bubba, Big Jim, Duke, Slim, Patty and I went for more ammunition. Back in an hour. Don't mess with the pit bulls -- they attacked the mailman this morning and they messed him up real bad. I don't think Killer took part in it but it was hard to tell from all the blood. Anyways, I locked all four of 'em in the house. Better wait outside. We'll be right back.

My Day Running Around
this is what i did today with my life. I moved forward and got up at 8:30.. drank some OJ, took a shower, got in my brothers car and drove over to this place to have my finger prints for security clearance for a job as an armed security officer. then i ran around did some chores instead of sitting at home all day watching TV or be on the COmputer. I'm hoping i get a good paying security job. I'm a little behind on my bills so i need the money for 1 thing and second, my parents are devorced. once i find a job that pays well and can afford to move out on my own i think i can a million times happier. I also would like to find a g/f sometime... my main focus is on this security job. Its better than sitting on my ass doing nothing all day. I'm tired of retail as a cashier, i don't like a receptionist... so, yea.. that was my day today.

Kill Your Tv
You know... If I could afford a true film projector, I would not own a television, at all. I would not, and why? Because television is the root of most evil, second only to religion. It is. Plain and simple, case fucking closed. It is a vile and vicious invention, and not because it supposely encourages violence, because it doesn't. No folks, television doesn't bring about violence, we're a vile and belligerent lot, hellbent on killing. it's inherent in our nature, but NO! That is not why I loathe the television... I loathe the idiot box for many reasons, and all are equal. But we'll start on one I noticed yesterday... It goes into the attention span of the human breed. First, let's break down the average network television program, or even basic cable for that matter. The movie channels are the only exception to this rule. But, the average television program, let's say an hour long program, since most of what's on is hour-long Reality TV fuck offs, or bogus photo-static copy f

Rest In Peace Fred
When you lived you life for others and loved without condition, When you made so many laugh and your smile won’t be forgotten, When you left behind an empty place that no one else can fill, When friendships you shared long to be renewed, When you built your life on hope and fulfilled it every day, The footprints you left behind will bring us together, So goodbye is not forever, you’re only steps away. Goodbye my friend, rest in peace. You will be missed by all who knew you.

Hey Hey
WHATS GOING ON EVERYONE...I JUST WANNA SAY I AM NEW TO ALL THIS SO I WOULD REALLY APPRECIATE IT IF EVERYONE WOULD RATE,ADD,FRIEND,AND FAN ME. AND I PROMISE I WILL RETURN THE FAVOR I SWEAR IT!!! SHOW ME SOME LOVE PLEASE I NEED IT BAD!!!

Hand Update # Vicoden Kicking In :d
This morning the stitches came out. The wonds are healing nicely, although some of them are still open. Left hand will be wrapped for 2 days, as there was some bleeding as well. I also found out that the reason part of my finger is numb is because some of the nerve endings are damaged. Its possible they will heal over time. Next check up in two weeks, pins come out in 4 weeks.

Please Fill Out!!!
THIS IS FOR LADIES ONLY!!! Welcome 2 the Nasty Survey. Are u daring enough 2 answer this 4 this person? if so, message them your answers!!! rules: Answer this 4 the person who posted this and then repost it 4 Other PPL 1.Would u fuck me? answer: 2.What position would u ........ want me to have u in? answer: 3.Would u give me head/eat me out? answer: 4.Would u fuck me hard? answer: 5.Would u fuck me the first night u met me? answer: 6.Give me a naked pic? answer: 7.Would u fuck me in the shower? answer: 8.Would u hancuff me or tie me up 2 the bed and then fuck me? answer: 9.Would u have a 3-some with me? answer: 10.What makes u want 2 fuck me? answer: 11.Would u talk dirty 2 me while we fucked? answer: 12.Where would u fuck me @? answer: 13.Would u fuck me in front of people? answer: 14.Would u fuck me again and again? answer: 15.Would u fuck me in the rain? answer: 16.Would u mind if we fucked like ........ stars

We're All Allowed To Have A Moment Right?
**DISCLAIMER** Not everything in these lyrics or song hits home but bits and pieces do.....so I guess we're all allowed a moment right? *winks*.........It's just something I listen to at times........ SAIL ON - The Commodores Sail on down the line Bout a half a mile or so And a don't really wanna know a Where you're goin Maybe once or twice you see Time after time I tried-a to, To hold on to what we got But a now you're goin And I don't mind About the things you're gonna say Lord I gave all my money, and my time I know it's a shame But I'm givin you back your name Yeah, yeah. Yes I'll be on my way I won't be back to stay I guess I'll move along I'm lookin for a good time. Sail on down the line, Ain't it funny how time can gon on-a friends say they told me so, But it doesn't matter. It was plain to see that a small town boy like me Just-a wasn't your cup of tea, It was wishful thinkin. I gave you my heart and I tried to make you happy, And you gav

For Understanding
Self centered and full of pride Forgotten spirit born and died Bereft of hope unreachable fool Losing the moments greatest jewel Belief to be above all distain Yet alone and left to feel the pain Of erring judgment a living lie Pity the fool who’s spirit did die For lack of knowledge and of love Lost soul seeking answers above Yet living the day with eyes so blind Unable to know the greatest find One moment lived one with all Truly pride leads us to the fall Only in sharing this moment in peace Will life be a joy and salvation release The burden of loads carried beyond due To let go of the past and enjoy the new Free of self and isolation within Without a doubt pride is the greatest sin By R. Thomas Dinsmore To sin is from greek archery meaning to miss the mark ... as human beings we should be striving to not only hit the mark but to raise the standard of all . Drama and self importance rain the immature make public their pain Delusion that the worl

Fresh Meat
Well i am new to Cherry and so far have met some nice people please dont think because i am new means i am niaeve or dumb i do how ever play dumb blonde well im not here to cyber to have fone sex i amhere to check out the site and enjoy and chill please dont approach me and assume im going to fuck you im not . i am liking this site but i see already that the dawgs are coming out in full bloom beware i bite!!!!!!!

My Dick Is An Ex
oh wait, I mean my ex is a dick He's freaking pushing my buttons cause I didn't automatically say yes when he asked if he could get out of picking up our son tomorrow. Playing the bad mother card because I didn't communicate with him my plans for tomorrow and the arrangements I made for our son. I'm having a freaking meltdown cause I didn't sleep decently last night and I grouchy.

In Torment
Pitch black with razor wire I hang from this cross Never thinking of anything just the path I lost In the cold pouring rain I found my pleasure in self righteous pain Gray stones in which I am kept Will never keep me from your luscious neck My torment is you When we are apart You left me hanging with A lonely heart… Scott Lee Baker

Life Goes By
"Life goes by" I'm sitting at my desk now, as life just goes on bye, and I cant help but wonder, the what ifs, how, and why, all the things I've done, and all the things I've seen, the only time I'm trully happy, is sadly when I dream, my reality is far more grim, its sad if I must say, I'm not worth a thing to anyone, and it's always been that way, of course some have acted, and said that they love me, but all of them were lying, and thats much worse to me, they tried to tell my head, what my heart could see right through, the only use they had for me, were the things that I can do, if you dont really love me, dont fucking lie to me, turn around, dont waste my time, just fucking leave me be, it seems I supposed to be alone, for all eternity, because nobody seems to want my time, unless they want something from me, I know that I will go to hell, for all the things I did, and I will die alone, with no wife or kids, I cant say I dont deserve it, I ha

Blindfolded
"Blindfolded" This blindfold will take away your sight, but you're still gonna have fun tonight, without your hands you have no choice, but to wait for the feel of my hands and sound of my voice, this is a whole new sensation for you, it's something erotic, exotic, and new, where this is going you havent a clue, but you cant wait for whats in store for you, you feel the warmth of the fire, you're excited and getting wet with desire, the heat feels so good against your skin, you can barely hold this feeling in, I'm watching everything you do, silently from across the room, what shall I do to you first I think, maybe for now I'll just give you a drink, we have all night, so why should I hurry, anticipation hightens the mood, theres no need to worry, I'll completely mind fuck you before I take off your clothes, which I will do slowly one piece at a time I suppose, the brain and the pussy work hand in hand, and at the same time when grabbed on the ass by

Mumm Rules
Hammies Mumm rules…they’re mine, I make em up. I don’t expect ANYONE else to follow them…but I WILL judge your ass based upon the values contained in them…always. --- If you are whining, shut the fuck up. ---If you ask if you’re hot in front of the whole world, YOU obviously think you are. What the fuck does it matter what I think? ---If you weight approaches 300 pounds and you are on here more than 6 hours a day, I don’t give a SHIT as to your theories of life…you apparently don’t have one. ---Thongs should be worn by female bodies that are a 10+ only…on anyone else they look pathetic…and are unhygienic in any case. Yes, I wear underwear, unless in a kilt. Even hot women SHOULD…shit is shit, know what I mean Verne? ---If you’re a normal person, don’t get intimidated by all the hot pictures you see on here. It’s the internet. It’s 90 % fantasy. ---If all you do is trash mumms but DON’T write your own, or only write puff pieces, you’re not a mummer. You’re a miserable

Pic Of Melody
The tattoo In Memory of Melody that is a picture of her is going to be in a contest. I don't have all the details now but I want you all to be aware that I'd really like to see this tattoo win this contest and any help you all can give is appreciated. Most rates gets first place and most comments is second place. As soon as I get the start date/time and the link I will post it here for you all! Thanks so much! *hugs* Crystal

Road Rage !!!!
Had my second only incident of road rage this morning..taking the kids to school..sitting at a red light...you know the story...chatting away and accidentally missed the EXACT SECOND ..the light turned green.... Well...that was enough obviously to send the driver behind me into a fit of rage..he tooted his horn..gave me the finger..could see his mouth moving im sure he wasnt wishing me a wonderful day...and all of this in about 5 seconds of me pulling away from the light !!.. Obviously wasnt enough for him, he then proceeded to overtake me..on a two way intersection... he put one wheel up on the medium strip and pulled infront of me..slammed on his brakes and proceeded to travel at 30km/hr ....ok...Im normally a pretty calm person..but this sorta irritated me a lil... The Kids said hey mum ..wats he doing..I mumbled something like *$&%($*#$()%$...and then proceeded to raise my pinky and mouth the words..."Little Dick"...and I dont think this helped his mood...he slowed to 20k

Passion Color
Your Passion is Blue You are a total dream in the bedroom. Sex is a fine art for you - and you're a total Picasso in your pleasure making. You like to build things up slowly, savoring each moment. And you'd never think of skipping foreplay or afterplay... they're part of the package. What Color Is Your Passion?

Oh Mom
1. My mother taught me TO APPRECIATE A JOB WELL DONE. > >"If you're going to kill each other, do it outside. I just finished > >cleaning." > > > >2. My mother taught me RELIGION. > >"You better pray that will come out of the carpet." > > > >3. My mother taught me about TIME TRAVEL. > >"If you don't straighten up, I'm going to knock you into the middle of > >next week!" > > > >4. My mother taught me LOGIC. > >" Because I said so, that's why." > > > >5. My mother taught me MORE LOGIC. > >"If you fall out of that swing and break your neck, >you're not going to > >the store with me." > > > >6. My mother taught me FORESIGHT. > >"Make sure you wear clean underwear, in case you're in an accident." > > > >7. My mother taught me IRONY. > >"Keep crying, and I'll give you something to cry about." > > > >8. My mother taught me about the science of OSMOSIS. > >"Shut your mouth and eat your supper." > > > >9. My mother taught me about CONTORTIONISM. > >"Will you look a

Women... You Can't Live With Them
The hormone hostage knows there are days of the month when all a man has to do is open his mouth and he takes his very life into his own hands! This is a handy guide that should be as common as a driver's license in the wallet of every husband, boyfriend, or significant other!! DANGEROUS: What's for dinner? SAFER: Can I help you with dinner? SAFEST: Where would you like to go for dinner? ULTRA SAFE: Here, have some chocolate. DANGEROUS: Are you wearing that? SAFER: Gee, you look good in brown. SAFEST: WOW! Look at you! ULTRA SAFE: Here, have some chocolate. DANGEROUS: What are you so worked up about? SAFER: What did I do wrong? SAFEST: Here's fifty dollars. ULTRA SAFE: Here, have some chocolate. DANGEROUS: Should you be eating that? SAFER: You know, there are a lot of apples left. SAFEST: Can I get you a glass of wine with that? ULTRA SAFE: Here, have some chocolate. DANGEROUS: What did you do all day? SAFER: I hope you

Eight Words With Two Meanings
1. THINGY (thing-ee) n. Female...... Any part under a car's hood. Male..... The strap fastener on a woman's bra. 2. VULNERABLE (vul-ne-ra-bel) adj. Female.... Fully opening up one's self emotionally to another. Male.... Playing football without a cup. 3. COMMUNICATION (ko-myoo-ni-kay-shon) n. Female... The open sharing of thoughts and feelings with one's partner. Male... Leaving a note before taking off on a fishing trip with the boys. 4. COMMITMENT (ko-mit-ment) n. Female.... A desire to get married and raise a family. Male...... Trying not to hit on other women while out with this one. 5. ENTERTAINMENT (en-ter-tayn-ment) n. Female.... A good movie, concert, play or book. Male...... Anything that can be done while drinking beer. 6. FLATULENCE (flach-u-lens) n. Female.... An embarrassing byproduct of indigestion. Male...... A source of entertainment, self-_expression, male bonding. 7 MAKING LOVE (may-king luv) n. Female...... The greatest _expression of i

W.e.n.c.h.
A W.E.N.C.H. Woman Entitled To Nights of Continual happiness A Goddess, Empress, Gate Keeper to the Land Of Pleasure and Bliss Golden mane flowing in the breeze As her pressence demands Universal respect One in a million Standing out in a crowd Body perfectly dimensioned, Mind piercing my walls Soul melting, takign control of my own Her soft, yet determined touch weakens me, my legs buckle Heart pounds, Lips moisten Manhood grows and grows, dedicated to her pleasure In deep meadow As the Spring breezes signify that time of year Love and desire abound Our eyes locked in mad embrace Father SUn warms our skin The guardians of the element of WInd Soothe us Mother Earth and the moistness comfort us The Great rite Begins My hands temidly touch and explore her womanliness The Great hunter now timid as a Virgin Oh How she has captivated, tamed me I Love Her, want her, Desire Her My warm full lips slowly envelop her taut hard nipples Holding my hea

Eh.
Wow, it seems everyone around me is getting married. People i've gone to school with, worked with, or just have known. I was on that road not to long ago; I was going to settle down and be with someone I love. It's funny how fast life can change in less then a year. By no means do I want that life back, I am just moving forward. I just am the type of person who likes to settle.

Siren Calls
Siren Calls Always was Drawn to Water Mirror to the Soul Life giving and sustaining Goddess Calls me to come to her Driving like a demon Can't get there soon enough I can see her golden locks flowing in the gentle sea breeze Her eyes sparkling, pulling me closer Parked at water's edge there she stands, majetic, proud Just us warmed in father Sun's pressence Love, desire, passion await Taken by the hand she leads me to her secret place Quiet private cove Sheltering us from the world Soft but powerful Kiss she has My body pulsates, on fire with need SHe is Mistress and Master of all she surveys Goddess, Empress, Divine Lover Her hardened nipples ptress deeply against my own man nipples As the warm breeze tightens, harden them more Listen to her words and body dedicated to her Pleasure The Kiss of kisses Tongues touch deeply as hands explore everywhere Passion demands its sacrifice To my knees at her command Waiting with bright smile a

Even When She Isn't There
Even WHen She isn't There I worship and Adore Can smell, feel, taste her seductive pressence Even form far away, I am called to her Maybe it is the attention and encouragement Maybe it is her blunt honesty when I ned it most Maybe it is the pure love she pours into our relationship There is no life ever..without her SHe makes love to me with every part of her dynamic Body Her eyes, her walk, ca[ture, inspire My breathing slowls, my pulsates in rythm with hers She brings my orgasmic nectar to the rim My body is her playground Her art canvass, using me to create orgasmic art Starategic strokes of her fingers, touch Waves of meaning pierce my cover, radiate throughout Mind meld to hers, I know without knowing Her every want, desire, motive My Goddess is true Universal Perfection Powerful, Mistress of her own destiny Never to be denied by anyone Not even herself Comandress of my sexual being Brings me true bliss, always and forever Not always a

I Just Had To Post This!
This is a bulletin that is floating around CT: Body: On April 15th all CT members are to not go to the gas station in protest high gas prices. Gas is now over $3.00 a gallon in most places. There are 72,110,073 members currently on the network, and the average car takes about 20 to 30 dollars to fill up. If all myspace members did not go to the pump on the 15th it would take $2,163,302,190.00 out of the oil company's pockets for just one day, so please do not go to the gas station on April 15th and lets try to put a dent in the oil industry for at least one day. MARK YOUR CALENDARS!!! If you agree (which I cant see why you wouldn't) repost this bulletin repost it with 'Don't pump gas on April 15th read My response: Does anyone actually think they are going to get this bunch to cooperate? LOL. You may get 10% of them to pay attention, and 10% of those to think seriously about it, and the final 10% of those to do something. 73 Million? My screen reads 811,000 and

Change Of Life!!
THINGS GET TOUGH FOR EVERYONE!WHEN THINGS DONT GO ARE WAY WE TURN TO THINGS WE SHOULD NOT DO OR SAY!!I AM NOW ALMOST 5 MONTHS CLEAN FROM DRUGS N SOMETIMES IT SEEMS EASY N OTHER TIMES ITS LIKE IT GETS HARDER.BUT,WE ALL HAVE TO PRESS ON!LIFE ISNT EASY ITS ALWAYS GOING TO BE A CHALLENGE!!DO TO SOME OF THE GOOD PEOPLE I HAVE MET ON THIS SITE IT HELPS MY LIFE TO BE EASIER WHEN IT SEEMS HARDER!!SO THANKS TO THOSE PEOPLE!YOU KNOW WHO U ARE!!THANKS!!TODAY IS A TOUGH DAY FOR ME, FEEL LIKE I WANT TO USE,BUT KNOW I CANT.JUST A LITTLE DOWN!! I WILL NOT GIVE IN TO MY ADDICTION!!

Midday Pleasures
Mid day Pleasures of the Flesh... WHat a Bitch Grouchy, elitist, jumping down everyone's throat Ah lunch time fast approaches An hour away form the Dragon Lady Take a Late Lunch Work for you to do Smiles from departiong co-workers As I march to her office, pissed beyond words As the last person departed for lunch she locked her office door Curtains drawn, lights low Ths began her transformation Handing me a taste of sweet blueberry brandy Dream or reality, Is this the dragon Lady? I said you have work to do, Drink it! Doing as she commanded, intrigued Stripping with the grace of a eagle and the prowess of a Lioness My body on fire, and under her spell Yet told not to touch or undress Mama commands and demands Be a Good Boy and Mama will reward you Her long flowing hair, grogeous breasts, glistened sex Divine Perfection, Envy of the Universe My own prowess and control betrayed me My mind, body, soul, in tune with and under her control STan

Man Law
> > 1: Under no circumstances may two men share an umbrella. > > 2: It is OK for a man to cry ONLY under the following Circumstances: > > (a) When a heroic dog dies to save its master. > > (b) The moment Angelina Jolie starts unbuttoning her blouse. > > (c) After wrecking your boss's car. > > (d) When she is using her teeth. > > 3: Any Man who brings a camera to a bachelor party may be legally > killed and eaten by his buddies. > > 4: Unless he murdered someone in your family, you must bail a friend > out of jail within 12 hours. > > 5: If you've known a guy for more than 24 hours, his sister is off > limits forever unless you actually marry her. > > 6: Moaning about the brand of free beer in a buddy's fridge is forbidden. > However complain at will if the temperature is unsuitable. > > 7: No man shall ever be required to buy a birthday present for another man. > In fact, even remembering your buddy's birthday is strictly optional. > > At th

A Woman's Dictionary.
1. FINE : This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2. FIVE MINUTES: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five Minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3. NOTHING: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4. GO AHEAD: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5. LOUD SIGH: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.) 6. THAT'S OKAY: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and whe

Baptizedxfire News
Hello, just a little Baptized By Fire update! We now have merch! Yes, that's right, shirts & stickers! These items can be purchased via the bands myspace, just click the link. http://www.myspace.com/bxftheband Also check out the new banners! Upcoming shows this month! April, 13 2007 at Axis Lounge 316 19th Street, Carlstadt, New Jersey Zombie party ,Face painter, drink specials and free entry in costume 21 and up reduced for girls 18-20 Cover: girls 18-20 $15, girls 21 and up $5, guys 21 and up $10 other bands Dead Frequency April, 19 2007 at Sweeney's Saloon 13639 Philmont Ave, Philadelphia, Pennsylvania 19116 Cost : $3 April, 20 2007 at Metasin 2715 Hempstead Tpike, Levittown, New York 11756 Cost : $8 ages 18+ cover $8, show time 11pm other bands TBA http://www.nocturnalcreaturesny.com/ April, 21 2007 at Blackhole Rock Club 216 German Hill Road, Dundalk, Maryland 21222 Cost : $10 Opening for FUNNY MONEY featuring STEVE WHITMAN from KIX. www.b

Forbidden Love
"Forbidden Love" I watch you close your eyes, as you fall asleep in my arms, for you I’d gladly give my life, if it keeps you safe from harm, I cannot live without you, I just can’t stand the pain it brings, you no longer love him, but you still wear his ring, we know our love is forbidden, and everybody knows, though we think we hide it, in our eyes, it shows, we’ve tried before to end it, because we know that we cant be, but you know I need you, and I know you need me.

Any Ladies Close To Me
Hey I am honest caring clean and have a big heart. I love to give oral. I am telling you that it has been to long and I really need to release some tension. So if there are any ladies that would be kind enough to help me out. Hey it can be no string attached or lets see what happens from there. I do not mean to be so up front but I usually say whats on my mind and right now I just need so sweet pu..y if you know what I mean. So if your are intersted in helping a lonly gut out then get to me ASAP.

Enemas And Ice Cream
So today one of our neighborhood junkies comes in for, *SURPRISE*, syringes...however she had some other purchases to get along with them, just to make it look good. I watch with amazement as I'm ringing up syringes, a twin pack of enemas, personal lubricant, and a pint of ice cream...WTF?!?!?!?! Just looking at this eclectic conglomeration of items had me shaking my head. All I could think was there was about to be one hell of a hootinannie in the hood today! At what kind of fucked up party is someone gonna be yelling, "WOO-HOO! Enemas and ice cream!" THEN she had to stop for beer and cigarettes on the way home...this was 11:30 in the morning!!!! Just needed to share that.

~mom's New Boyfriend~
Mom's new boyfriend What a fun guy Never knew how it'd end In the blink of an eye. Shoulders to sit on Endless jump rope The new beginings dawn Future so full of hope. Asleep on the couch Hands caressing her body Hearing a subtle vouch "Just wait til you have me" Forbidden places He touches so gently Her broken heart races "What's he doin' to me?" She stirs, 'make him stop' It's never mentioned then Her "why" never drops Trust can't be given again.

Banana Nut Bread
2 OLD NUTS 1 LARGE BANANA 2 LOVING EYES 2WELL SHAPED LEGS 1 FUR LINED MIXING BOWL. 2 MILK CONTAINERS LOOK INTO 2 LOVING EYES PART 2: 2 WELLSHAPED LEGS GENTLY SQUEEZE 2 MILK CONTAINERS GREASEFUR LINED BOWL ADD1 LARGE BANANA AN COVER WITH 2 OLD NUTS WORK GENTLY TELL WELL GREASED. BE SURE TO WASH MIXER DO NOT LICK THE BOWL IF CAKE STARTS TO RISE LEAVE TOWN. TAKE 2 WITH 8 INCHES FOR 5 FIVE MINUTES 9 MONTHS=1 KID

Cursed
"Cursed" Why is this forced upon me, everything in my life is for all to see, nothing I do can be a damn secret, and I can tell no one, because no one will keep it, most people love me, and very few hate me, sometimes it feels like I'm a rockstar, all I lack is the money, and the expensive cars, but the way I'm treated is usually the same, people I've never met, greet me by name, how the hell did this happen, and what did I do, I never asked for this, I'm not sure what to do, it's most peoples dream, to be adored like this, but its literally hell, sometimes you cant even take a piss, without somebody talking to you, and tagging along, I've searched the store but so far I cant find the People-Be-Gone, everywhere I go I'm invited to a party or show, and asked to join people I dont even know, when I'm on a stage I know thats what I was made to do, sometimes I feel just like a pay-per-view, because it's like I'm in demand, everywhere I go, I get a new fan, theres

The Truth
Trust no future, however pleasant, Let the dead past bury its dead; Act, act in the living present, Heart within, and God overhead The evil, that men do, lives after them, The good is oft interred with their bones. Is this the land your Fathers loved, The freedom which they toiled to win? Is this the earth whereon they moved? Are these the graves they slumber in? To palter with us in a double sense: And keep the word of promise to the ear, But break it to the heart. God speed the year of jubilee The wide world o'er! When from their galling chains set free, Th' oppress'd shall vilely bend the knee, And wear the yoke of tyranny Like brutes no more. That year will come, and freedom's reign. To man his plundered rights again Restore. God speed the day when human blood Shall cease to flow! In every clime be understood, The claims of human brotherhood, And each return for evil, good, Not blow for blow; That day will come all feuds to end, And

I Ate Dog Food! Ok I Said It!
I am such an idiot! My mom made Brownies and put them in a little package for me and the kids. Well, I opened the pack and some of the Brownie crumbled onto the counter... so I picked up a chunk and ate it. It tasted like smoked beef! As I started to throw up a little in my mouth... my daughter announces that she spilled canned dog food on the counter where I opened the Brownies! OMG! It was GROSS AS HELL... and now I am the laughing stock of my house! Great... now I probably ate the RAT POISONED dog food and I will end up in tomorrows obituaries! LOOK FOR ME THERE!!!!!!!!!! LOL LAUGH BITCHES LAUGH!!!

Cleaning
I'm usually not one who complains or rants about things but this is something I HAVE to get off my chest. I'm not nor have I ever been a person who asks for help or rate my stuff etc. I have a select few friends on here that are just that "friends" (you know who you are) Alot of people in my list like to ask me to rate their stuff or expect me to vote for them in contests etc. I ask you.......When was the last time you popped by and just said HI to me ?? or even dropped a rate or 2 on my pics etc? Some friends haven't even seen my page let alone rate things. Those days are over as of right now I'm going thru my friends and even family list and cleaning out people who never talk to me or even let me know they exist I have maybe about 10 people I can count on to talk to @ any given time on here. What does that say about your so called friendship with me?? It means you want me to rate you so you can climb the ladder of CT stardom Well guess again....no more free ride Start reciprocating o

Panties?
You Are Lacy Panties You're one seductive chica, but you've also got a ton of class. You are like a pinup girl, with timeless beauty and sexiness. Men are afraid to talk to you, knowing they'll be addicted to your charm immediately. Only a true manly man, confident in himself, is your perfect match. What Kind of Panties Are You?

Poem For Daddy
I know there were times we didn't see eye to eye but deep down I knew our love was always there and now you're gone but I am still here I'm not sure how to go on but somehow, I must fine away until we meet again

Sex Appeal?
You Are 63% Sexy Your Sex Appeal Is: Extremely High You're very sexy. You just have that certain something that takes over a room. You know how to attract, entice, and keep whoever you want. You are truly appealing. How Much Sex Appeal Do You Have?

So Sad
I AM SO SAD,TEARS KEEP POURING DOWN LIKE THIS DAMN RAIN I ALWAYS SEE,...SO SAD I CAN'T LOOK UP TO WISH ON A STAR,...SO SAD IT'S CRUSHING THE LIFE FROM ME,SO SAD,IM TOO BROKEN,SO SAD MY HEART HAS GOTTEN LOST,DOES ANYONE CARE?DOES ANYONE MISS ME?WILL I EVER FIND MY WAY BACK AND BE HAPPY?I HURT BUT WILL ANYONE FEEL MY PAIN,GOOD FEELS LOST AND COLD IS SETTLING IN,...WHY SHOULD I CARE?CAN ANYONE MAKE ME HAPPY AGAIN?I DIE MORE,WHEN I AM SO SAD,...

Lil Ol Biker Lady
A little 80 year old lady had always wanted to join a local bikers club. One day she goes up and knocks on a biker's door. A big, hairy, bearded biker with tattoos all over his arms answers. She proclaims, "I want to join your club." The guy was quite amused, but says she needs to meet certain biker requirements in order to join he explains. The biker asks; "Do you have a motorcycle? The little old lady replies,"Yep, my bike's parked over there," and points to a flamed black Harley chopper in the driveway. The biker asks, "Do you drink?" The little old lady replies, "Yep, drink like a fish. I'll drink everyone in your club under the table." The biker asks, "Do you smoke?" The little old lady replies, "Yep, smoke like a chimney. At least 2 packs of cigarettes and three joints a day and a couple more in the evening, while I'm shooting pool." The biker is becoming very impressed and asks, "Last question, have you ever been picked up by the fuzz?" The little old lady thin

Skittles..... Red !!!!
The Skittle Game!! Yellow skittle: Taken And About To Break Up Dark Green skittle: you don't care Red Skittle: Taken And Lovin every minute of it Purple Skittle: Taken And Confused Orange Skittle: Crushing On Someone Blue Skittle: Like someone who you are not sure likes you back Peach Skittle: Single and like someone, but they said they dont like you like that Pink Skittle: Like someone who likes you back but not going out.... Green Skittle: Just broke up with sumone, but still have feelings for them Strawberry Skittle: just feel like giving up, layin back and let the right person come to me White Skittle: In an abusive relationship Hot pink Skittle: just confused and watever happens happens Invisible Skittle: I'm single.....who cares. Silver Skittle: Gave up on love a long time ago Black Skittle: if a man appears over my bed with a knife I'll shove skittles up his @$$ and make him taste the rainbow yes-s-s-s Brown Skittle: so confused

Happy
In a better mood today maybe it was that hummus I ate. Yummy! College going alright, just highly stressful. They told me in high school that college is the same. They lie, just saying that so you don't get scared. Lol! Actually the social life is a lot better not so pettyness. Just sittin here drinking Rockstar. I need to study but I keep procrastinating. I got a new CD Billy Squier. :)

How Well Do You Think You Know Me??
Name: Where did we meet: Take a stab at my middle name: How long have you known me: Do I smoke: What was your first impression of me upon meeting: Color of my eyes: Do I have any siblings: What's one of my favourite things to do: Do you remember one of the first things I said to you: What's my favourite type of music: What is the best feature about me: Am I shy or outgoing: Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules: What's your favourite memory of me: Any special talents: Would you consider me a friend: Would you ever consider ever going out with me: How many children do I have: If there was one good nickname for me, what would it be: If you and I were stranded on a desert island, what is one thing that I would bring? I can't wait to see the answers.

1 Year Ago
Identity Crisis and Green Lantern: Rebirth * Sue Dibny is murdered by Jean Loring. * Jack Drake (Robin's father), and Captain Boomerang kill each other simultaneously. * Wally West and Zatanna return the Top's memories and he subsequently starts the Rogue War. * Hal Jordan is resurrected.[28] * The return of the Guardians of the Universe. * Green Lantern Corps re-forms, doubles its membership. * Guy Gardner is promoted to the Green Lantern Honor Guard. Batman: War Games * The Spoiler becomes the fourth Robin but is soon fired. * Black Mask unites the gangs of Gotham City. The Spoiler is killed. Countdown to Infinite Crisis * Superman erects a new Fortress in Ecuador. * Alexander Luthor, Jr. of Earth-Three begins to masquerade as Lex Luthor and forms a new Secret Society. * Maxwell Lord kills Blue Beetle Ted Kord. * Superboy-Prime instigates the Rann/Thanagar War. * Jason Todd reveals his presence fo

About Area Code
I got this from a friend and wanted to share it with you all... We actually received a call last week from the 809 area code. The woman said "Hey, this is Karen. Sorry I missed you--get back to us quickly. I Have something important to tell you." Then she repeated a phone number beginning with 809 . "We didn't respond". Then this week, we received the following e-mail: Subject: DON'T EVER DIAL AREA CODE 809 , 284 AND 876 THIS IS VERY IMPORTANT INFORMATION PROVIDED TO US BY AT&T. DON'T EVER DIAL AREA CODE 809 This one is being distributed all over the US. This is pretty scary, especially given the way they try to get you to call. Be sure you read this and pass it on. They get you to call by telling you that it is information about a family member who has been ill or to tell you someone has-been arrested, died, or to let you know you have won a wonderful prize, etc. In each case, you are told to call the 809 number right

Redskins Home Games Come And Tailgate !
These are the homegames I will be at :) I will know about which color parking pass I will have at a later date. 9/9 - opening game versus Miami 1:00 pm 9/23 - giants 4:15 pm 10/7 - Lions 1:00 pm 10/21 - Cardinals - 1:00 pm 11/11 - Eagles - 1:00 pm 12/2 - Bills - 1:00 pm 12/6 - Bears - 8:15 pm 12/30- Dallas - 1:00 pm Hail to the Redskins :)

2 Years Ago
* Green Arrow Oliver Queen dies and his son, Connor Hawke, takes up the mantle. * A new JLA and JSA are formed. * Superboy, Robin, and Impulse form Young Justice. * The Titans reform. * No Man's Land. Gotham City is struck by a massive earthquake. The Federal government, finding that the cost of rebuilding Gotham would be too great, declares the city a "No Man's land", meaning Gotham is no longer a property of the United States. Most of the populace evacuates, but those who remain form territorial tribes in order to protect themselves. After restoration by Lex Luthor, the order is lifted one year later, and Gotham city is readmitted into the U.S. * Our Worlds at War. Planets such as Almerac and Warworld are destroyed. Imperiex Prime almost succeeds in destroying the universe and recreating a Big Bang only to be deterred by the Earth and the alien alliance. * Oliver Queen is resurected and becomes Green Arrow once again. * An old friend of Batman

3 Years Ago
The Death of Superman. * The monster Doomsday defeats the entire Justice League and kills Superman in Metropolis. * Superboy, Cyborg-Superman, The Eradicator and Steel emerge. * Coast City is destroyed by Mongul and Cyborg-Superman. * Superman is resurrected. * The Parallax entity possesses Hal Jordan * Jordan / Parallax ravages the Green Lantern Corps and destroys the Central Power Battery. * The Guardians of the Universe are killed except Ganthet. * Kyle Rayner becomes the last active Green Lantern. * Batman suffers a broken back at the hands of Bane and is replaced by Jean-Paul Valley. * Iris Allen returns from the future with Bart Allen. * Zero Hour. Parallax kills the Time Trapper and defeats Extant. The Golden Age Dr. Mid-Nite and Atom perish; the first Hourman, believed to be killed, is removed from the timeline and replaced by the third, android Hourman.

Money!!!!!
OK. Im being told not to stress to calm down, but thats just me. Everybody knows thats what i do i stress. To the point that i make myself sick. In the past i have delt with it in another way and i will never go back to that. What is all the stress over, MONEY of course!! See my hubby is movin up a class in drag racin which means more money alot more then we had planed on spendin, let me just say that i said yes to usin the money for the down payment on our house. I love racin just a much as he does and i know it makes him happy. Im not pissed about the money that we spent im just stressin. He tells me that everythin is alright to let him take care of the family for me just to relaxe. I hear him and insure him that i will stop, but i can't help but stress. I dont know how to relaxe when it comes to money. Maybe im makin an fuse over nothin. If i am sorry to wasted ur time. If not then thank you for listenin. Robinowitz

4 Years Ago
* Lian Harper is born to Speedy (Roy Harper) and Cheshire (Jade Nguyen). * Lonni Machin, then age 12, becomes Anarky.[15] * Tim Drake, then age 13, becomes the third Robin.[16] *Lex Luthor fakes his own death in a plane crash. He later returns as his own "son" in a younger clone body.

5 Years Ago
* Dick Grayson, then age 18, as Robin is "fired" by Batman. * Jason Todd, then age 14, takes up the mantle of Robin from Dick Grayson. * Shortly after leaving the mantle of Robin, Dick Grayson makes his debut as Nightwing. * The Crisis on Infinite Earths. The Flash dies while saving the world from the Anti-Monitor; his nephew Wally West takes over the identity. * The wizard Shazam grants Fawcett City teenager Billy Batson the power of Captain Marvel. (The Power of Shazam! limited series) * Nathaniel Christopher Adam makes his debut as Captain Atom. * Katar Hol and Shayera Thal come to Earth from Thanagar as Hawkman and Hawkwoman.[13] * Superman executes three Kryptonian, Phantom Zone criminals from a pocket universe. * Robin (Jason Todd) is killed by the Joker.

Years 7-10
c. "10 Years Ago" * Barbara Gordon makes her debut as Batgirl. (Batgirl: Year One) c. "8 Years Ago" * Kara Zor-L, then age 18, lands on Earth after her rocket ship departs the Krypton of the Earth-Two dimension.[8] She joins the JSA and makes her debut as Power Girl. c. "7 Years Ago" * Wally West graduates high school.

Ew Do You Really Wanna Know The Answers To Some Of These?
Given a Hickey? Lots. Had a one night stand? negetive Made someone cry? yup. Opened your Christmas presents early? Of course. Been online for more than 10 hours in a row? Yeah im pretty sure i have. Pretended to be someone you weren't online? yup Eaten food that fell on the floor? yeah i have the five minut rule, not five second rule. Been caught cheating? never cheated to begin with. Been caught naked? Nope im never naked, ever ever ever fully naked. theres a ff about me. Flashed someone? Ha um.... Gone out without underwear on? yeah but i dont like it. Got into a fist fight? many. Swallowed bath water? Prolly, on accident though. Peed in the pool? Im sure i have when i was lil. Thrown up in public? yessir Been so drunk you can't walk? Oh god yeah, i had two people carry me up stairs once. Peed in public? all the time. Broken wind and blamed someone else? yes, but no one specifically, mostly i just put on a appaled face and look aro

11 Years Ago
* Dick Grayson debuts as Robin. * Wally West makes his debut as Kid Flash. * Garth makes his debut as Aqualad. * Donna Troy makes her debut as Wonder Girl. * Robin, Kid Flash and Aqualad unite in Hatton Corners to defeat the villain Mr. Twister (The Brave and the Bold #54). * Shortly thereafter, the three join forces with Wonder Girl and Speedy and call themselves the Teen Titans (Teen Titans #53; Secret Origins Annual #3).

13 Years Ago
* Clark Kent emerges as Superman. This inspires a new generation of superheroes to debut as well. Later, he joins the staff of the Daily Planet as a reporter. * Bruce Wayne begins his career as the Batman in Gotham City. Selina Kyle is inspired by Batman to become Catwoman shortly afterward. The Joker appears within weeks. * Diana, princess of the Amazons, arrives in America, where she takes the costumed identity of Wonder Woman. (Infinite Crisis #7) * Central City police scientist Barry Allen is hit by lightning (actually, a manifestation of the "Speed Force") and chemicals, becoming the (second) Flash. (Showcase #4) * A dying member of the Green Lantern Corps, Abin Sur of Ungara, chooses test pilot Hal Jordan to succeed him. (Green Lantern: Emerald Dawn; Green Lantern: Emerald Dawn II) * Oliver Queen makes his debut as Green Arrow. (Green Arrow Year One Annual: From the Beginning) * Roy Harper makes his debut as Speedy. * Arthur Curry Jr. begi

Writing
I havent been feeling like doing much lately. I guess i figured that if i just start writing thn something will magically appear from the keyboard that I havent been able to find on my own. I don't really think I'll be able to hold a job, ever. I realized this finally after 2 years of proof, It shouldn't be this way but I don't see the light where I become this hugh impact player on the world seen. Fuck it, even the neighborhood scene, I just want to do what I want to do all the time. If that conflicts with your interests then we can part ways. I have submilinally trained myself for whatever the fuck it is that I do. It's not anyones perfect picture of what life should be, but it seems to work for me. My arrogance is going to be what ultimately forces me to the challenge that I won't be able to overcome. It's just at this point you have to keep fighting. The trampoline that I have under me is made of dental floss and cardboard. I'm 300 feet up and juggling fire, but it's f

20th Century
* October 31, 1938 : Coinciding with the panic caused by Orson Wells' infamous broadcast, Newspaper publisher Lee Travis, assisted by his Asian chauffeur Wing How, makes his debut as the Crimson Avenger, the first of the twentieth century's masked heroes. * 1940: The first superheroes debut; they soon form the first superhero team, the Justice Society of America. * December 7, 1941: the Japanese attack on Pearl Harbor brings the U.S.A. into the second World War; America's heroes try to retaliate only to find that a spell cast by Hitler and the Dragon King (using the Spear of Destiny and the Holy Grail, respectively) causes magical and magic-sensitive people to fall under their control if they enter Nazi-held territory. This leaves most of the truly powerful heroes out of the War. President Roosevelt then organizes all of America's superheroes into the All-Star Squadron, to protect the homefront. Normal people without special powers (such as Easy Company) fight the war, al

Ancient Times
* Civilization begins on the planet Krypton. * 100 million years ago. – Captain Atom travels through time in chase with Monarch. He also encounters Chronos. * c. 50,000 YA * Caveman Vandar Adg gains immortality from exposure to a strange meteor, setting him on the path to becoming the evil Vandal Savage. (As retold in The Flash #137 and other DC Comics) * c. 30,000 YA * Anthro, the first Cro-Magnon Man, is born. He will become a leader among early humans. (52 Week 2) (Date from Cro-Magnon Man article.) * The Guardians of the Universe accomplish mass genetic tampering with the Martian species, giving them a weakness of fire and making them shy away from being chaotic creatures. (JLA) * A spaceship crashes into Earth, containing a Guardian of the Universe and a Burning Martian. The Martian kills a tribe of Cro-Magnons and is later killed by Vandal Savage. (JLA) * A plague wipes out most of the Martian race. * A great ci

Merrie Monaarch Iz Tomorrow!!! :)
Merrie Monarch Hula Festival starts tomorrow i am super excited! I can't wait it is a hawaiian dancing competition that happens once a year and it's really beautiful to watch. it is on t.v. and kit is just great 2 watch!this year is very special because it's my cousin's first time there. I wish I could go and watch but i gotta stay home and work but it's all good cuz i love my job :)

Interesting Statistic - Texas A&m
A 2006 study by Texas A&M University found that the average American walks about 900 miles per year. Another study by the American Beer Institute found that Americans drink an average of 22 gallons of beer a year.That means, on average, Americans get approximately 41 miles per gallon - not bad! Only in Texas - folks!!!!

Billions Of Years Ago
* The GodWorld is destroyed in a great war caused by the Old Gods' greatest weapon, Mageddon. The gods are killed, and the "Godwave" is unleashed on the universe. This creates forces in the universe (such as the Speed Force and the Metagene) that will allow certain superpowers to work. It also gives birth to new gods on planets all around the universe, including Earth. * Mageddon is imprisoned in a gravity sink on the outer curve of space-time. * The remains of Godworld form the planets Apokolips and New Genesis. * An experiment by Krona, a member of an immortal race of aliens from the planet Oa creates the Anti-Matter Universe; his people decide to atone for allowing this to happen by becoming the Guardians of the Universe. (52 Week 2) * c. 3,000,000,000 B.C. – The Oans split between females (the Zamarons) and males (the Oans). * The Guardians bind all the wild magic in the universe into the Starheart orb at the farthest reaches of space.

Just Figured Someone Needed To Say It!
What the f*ck is wrong with guys these days? Hell I guess if I could answer that I would be a damn millionaire. Why do guys seem to think that they can tell you anything that they think you want to hear then turn thier asses around and totally contradict themselves. Why is it ok for a man to cheat, sleep with a shit load of females, get drunk and do whatever whenever BUT when a female does it its wrong. Who the hell do they think they are? We are no different from you we both cant live with or with out each other so get your heads out of your asses and stop judging us and look at your damn self first. Just be truthful with us from the get go we'll respond to that alot better I can promise that. Don't feed us lines of bullshit about you like us and you can see yourselves with us when all you really want is some ass! Hell you don't think that some of us girls just want some ass too??!! If you really want to have a realationship with us then respect us when we take things slow, if all you

Dawn Of Time
* c. 20,000,000,000 B.C. – The Anti-Monitor appears at the dawn of creation to undo the universe. The Spectre, backed up by superheroes, fights the Anti-Monitor and allows the universe to be created (Crisis). * c. 19,000,000,000 B.C. – The current universe is created by (and in turn creates) The Source (Jack Kirby's Fourth World). * The Endless appear into existence. They appear in order: Destiny, Death, Dream, Destruction, Desire, Despair and Delight. (The Sandman) * c. 18,000,000,000 B.C. – GodWorld is formed. * c. 17,000,000,000 B.C. – Life begins to evolve on GodWorld. * c. 15,000,000,000 B.C. – Humanoid beings on the GodWorld became known as the Old Gods and fought titanic wars. * Imperiex is reborn in the new universe and begins his eons-long destiny of remaking the universe again.

Before The Big Bang
* The Hal Jordan / Parallax entity is defeated before time begins. The Spectre initiates the Big Bang through Damage.(Zero Hour) * Imperiex destroys the previous universe. He is sent back again with Brainiac 13, who helps recreate the Big Bang (Our Worlds at War) * Superman and Waverider leave Doomsday at the end / beginning of time, where history loops over.

Poem Called "cherish"
I cherish the way you make me feel I cherish that you are for real I cherish your very thoughts I cherish life by your side I will cherish you till the day I die I will cherish you when you are sad, I will cherish you when you are mad I will cherish you thru the good and bad Cherish you any time of day I cherish the words that you say I cherish the love that you provide I cherish you deep inside I cherish you as my wife, I cherish you with my life Never will i change my mind, About the cherishing love I have for you inside! I love you with all my heart! Till death will do us part!

How Lame
How lame con some poeple get. If your going to be a low class moron and rate someone low, at least have the balls to admit and be a man. I was hoping this place wouldnt have as many gomers as yahell, but it isnt looking like it lately.

Trying To Be Faithful.
Just wanted to let all my cherry friends know that I didn't forget about you guys. As you know, it takes time to get to everyone, but I will get to you. Please be patient with me as I do work and have a family to take care of also. LOL I'm in the process of getting to everyones stashes and blogs as we speak. I'm trying to be thorough, lmfao. But I do appreciate all the cherry love from everyone and feel free to rate, add, and fan me. As I will do the same for you. Be blessed and have a great day. Thanks for stopping by and just taking the time to check me out! Tracy

I'll Be There!
When times are tough Know that I am there! When life gets rough Know that I am there! When you need to cry Let me wipe the tears from your eyes! When you need to be alone! I will sit and wait by the phone! When you feel like you can't go on, And life seems to drag along, Just close your eyes, Picture me by your side, Wrapping you in the warmth of my arms, Whispering to you sweetly Reminding you of your charms! Loving you so discreetly Let me hold you all night Till all your wrongs are made right.. Forever with you I will be.. Loving you throughout eternity. Let me wipe away all fears, Let me kiss away those tears Let me show you I love you There's Nothing I would Not do To have you by my side You know i cherish you on the inside! You have won my heart! But you knew that from the start! I can not hide anything from you, You always see right thru You know my very thoughts It is you that I have always sought You are an angel sent from above I would die

Wishes!
There is a wish in my heart! If only wishes would come true! Sitting in the dark, Thinking till my thoughts turn blue! This wish that I desire Is, so far out of reach! It burns thru my soul like fire! This wish consumes me Each and every day! Strongly and tenderly! I will love you all eternity

Love & Pain..yet Another Poem!
The time that we have been apart, Is taking a toll on our hearts, There was once a passionate fire, You knew our hearts every desire, Day by day we grew so close, Our love was blooming like a Rose, As precious as our love can be, We feel like we are drifting at sea, Lost on the sea of love, Dispelling thoughts undreamed of, Our love has drifted apart, While we watch the one we love depart, Time and space is what she needs, Meanwhile our heart bleeds, Wondering if all is lost, Wondering if our paths will cross, Cross the space that divides us now, Regaining our spoken vows, Will three hearts beat as one? At the rising of the sun, Come back to us before to long, Cause the love we feel is just too strong, To let it fade away and die, Please don't say Goodbye! This poem is about a female that walked into our lives and changed our lives for the better. She made us feel like we were loved, cared for and desired.

Poem Called "bleeding Heart"
Bleeding heart Why did it start? Wishing I could stop the pain, Waiting for love in the cold rain, The love has left my life Rocky roads paved with strife, Tearing thoughts inside apart As i am left alone in the dark Crying on the inside Feeling I have nothing left to hide. What was my dreams, Has started to float down stream She has left me after all, Time to prepare for the fall... Spiraling downward quick and fast, Hoping someone will rescue me at last, Know as you walk a way That i will always remember those days!

Poem Called "missing You!"
Missing you during the day, Missing you when you are away, Missing you during the night, Missing you making my days bright Counting the minutes till you are back, So we can get back on track Learning more about you each day, Listening to every word you say, To be there for you , This is what we will do, We will never hurt you, Our love will be true, If you should give us a chance, We promise you in advance To be by your side, To cherish you inside, Forever and a day, In our heart, you will stay

Dfw Area Peeps! Edgefest 16!!
Is anyone goin? If so...look for me!!!! I will be with....4 guys (my hubby is one of them so don't get any ideas. lol). So, one chick and 4 guys. Look for us PizzaHut Park, this Sunday! We will be tailgating early with plenty of beer. Cheers and Beers! Sam

The Big Blue Pond
Okay... so... in two days time I will be approaching Chicago Airport... once there... i have a couple hour layover and then i get to head on a very long flight overseas to Scotland.... to say I am excited really is an understatement of epic proportions... however, with that, i am scared whitless!!! have i mentioned how much i hate to fly? even having done it more recently, i still hate it though my flight to Texas was a smooth one, i still hated it.. and this brings me over a huge ocean... an ocean, i might remind you, that has the wreckage of BOTH the Titanic and the Lusitania!! AND.... i mean.. come on.... aren't there high powered boats that can get me there safely?? /sigh /tones down panic /packs Tylenol PM

Will You Answer?
Here's another one of those "20 Questions". Please reply to me your answers...though you are certainly welcome to post them publicly here as well (I still want a reply though ;) ) 1. Do you bite your nails? 2. At what age did you lose your virginity? 3. First time you masturbated? 4. First time you orgasmed? (guys, believe it or not, this is usually a different age than the above for women) 5. What is your favorite movie? 6. If you could be anywhere in the world right now, where would it be? 7. Do you watch porn? 8. Do you fish? Bait your own hook? 9. Age you first gave oral? 10. Have you ever cried in public? 11. Have you ever been caught masturbating? 12. Age you first tried anal? 13. Last time you had anal? 14. Have you ever stolen anything? 15. Does your best friend know you are on CT? 16. Do you consider yourself to be wild and passionate or hesitant and let it happen? 17. What is your most recurring fantasy? 18. Do you like yo

Beth
Beth, I hear you callin But I cant come home right now Me and the boys are playin And we just cant find the sound Just a few more hours And Ill be right home to you I think I hear them callin Oh, beth what can I do Beth what can I do You say you feel so empty That our house just aint a home And Im always somewhere else And youre always there alone Just a few more hours And Ill be right home to you I think I hear them callin Oh, beth what can I do Beth what can I do Beth, I know youre lonely And I hope youll be alright cause me and the boys will be playin All night

Smashingpumpkins Love...
BODIES cast the pearls aside. of a simple life of pain. come into my life forever. crumbled cities stand as known. all the sides you have been shown. all the hurt you call your own. you know, you know. love is suicide. love is suicide. love is suicide. love is suicide. the empties bodies stand at rest. casualties of their own flesh. afflicted by their dispossession. no body's ever knew. no bodies. no body's felt like you. no bodies. love is suicide. love is... now we drag the knife. to the agonies of peace. you can hold the knife forever. the tragedies reside in you. the secret sides hide in you. the lonely nights divide in two. into, into. all my blisters now revealed. in the darkest of my dreams. in the spaces in between us. no bodies ever knew. nobodies. no bodies felt like you. nobodies. no bodies ever knew. nobodies. no bodies felt like you. nobodies. love is suicide. love is suicide. love is suicide. love is suicide.

Statis Of Sexiest Beard On Cherry Tap Is As Follows......
Manly.....1011 Comments Erik...... 302 Comments Harley.... 266 Comments ACE2...... 45 Comments DieHA..... 1 Comments WildC..... 0 Comments DRAKE22... 0 Comments This is the contest information...Please take notice that the contestants are still climbing... Great Going Guys...Your Doing Great!

Always Grouchy
Grouchy Body: Children today are well aware of what goes on in the home I do believe.... A 2nd grader asked her mother the age-old question, "How did I get here?" Her mother told her, "God sent you." "Did God send you, too?" asked the child. "Yes, Dear," the mother replied. "What about Grandma and Grandpa?" the child persisted. "He sent them also" the mother said. "Did he send their parents, too?" asked the child. "Yes, Dear, He did," said the mother patiently. So you're telling me that there has been NO sex in this family for 200 years? No wonder everyone's so damn grouchy around here

My Song
Anyone who has been on my list since the beginning knows this was my first CT song on my profile and the song is totally me. Mercy don't think she's pretty no more Staring at the stars through her back screen door She tries and tries to make it all work out No matter what she does She's left standin in the middle of doubt CHORUS In a lonely night And in the pourin rain You can count on me Sometimes she cries When shes alone at night Sometimes she weeps When she's feeling cold and weak Sometimes the pain It tears her up inside Sometimes she cries Ooh, I wonder why Mercy don't have a love no more Plays with her pillow Stares at the bedroom floor Used to have a million They've come and gone No matter what she does She can't figure out what she's doin' wrong CHORUS Living, loving, give it everything you've got After all the heartache Maybe give love just one more shot, yeah In a lonely night And in the pourin rain The only thing I really wanna k

Why I Hate People
i hat people cause the dont take the time to know me or get to know me and in nt that bad of a kid but if people are going to lie to me and tell me bullshit for get it i have enought of that in my life and i dotn what aney more

Kiss Me Deadly
I went to a party last Saturday night I didn't get laid, I got in a fight, Uh, huh It ain't no big thing Late for my job and the traffic was bad Had to borrow ten bucks from my old man, Uh, huh It ain't no big thing I went to a party last Saturday night I told you that story, I'd be alright Uh, huh It ain't no big thing But I know what I like I know I like dancin' with you And I know what you like I know you like dancin' with me Yeah, yeah Kiss me once Kiss me twice C'mon pretty baby, kiss me deadly Had a few beers, gettin' high Sittin', watchin' the time go by, Uh, huh It ain't no big thing Nothin' to eat and no TV Lookin' in the mirror don't get it for me Uh, huh It ain't no big thing But I know what I like I know I like dancin' with you And I know what you like I know you like dancin' with me Oh, yeah Kiss me once Kiss me twice C'mon pretty baby, kiss me deadly Kiss me once Kiss me twice C'mon pretty baby, kiss me deadly You know I like dancin'

A To Z
1. A is for age: 32 2. B is for beer of choice: none really.. heineken if i have to 3. C is for career right now: medical reception for plasma collection center 4. D is for your dog's name? Don’t have a dog.. used to be tequila 5. E is for essential item you use everyday: Computer 6. F is for favorite TV show at the moment: american justice, SVU (law & order) 7. G is for favorite game: hot shots golf 8. H is for Home town: ocilla GA, now sprfld MO 9. I is for instruments you play: saxophone, trumpet and drums.. but none for yrs 10. J is for favorite juice: apple 11. K is for whose butt you'd like to kick: my stepfather.. long story 12. L is for last place you ate: auntie anne's pretzels.. the mall 13. M is for marriage: how about never 14. N is for your full name: tina marie 15. O is for overnight hospital stays: too many to count as a kid.. 16. P is for people you have talked to today: about 100.. at work.. only about 3 since then 17.

Theres A Few Peoples
On My Family List In Which I Will Be Removing Do To Them Not Showing Love And Or Rating My Shit When Posted,,, These Are People Who Should Mean The World To You However They Don't Look At You In The Same Way,,, I Will Not Be Adding Anymore To My List Untill I'm Sure That Whomever I Do Add Is Worthy Enough,,, Yes I Know This Some What Sounds Bad But Hey I've Done My Fair Share In Showing All The Love In The World To Ya'll,, Anyways Love You Guys Much And Do Hope To Hear From Ya Soon Till Then Have A Wonderful Day.... ~ Jaime ~

Shit
Man blogs are stupid no one really then unless they are your really good friend which is very few on here.... i have about three maybe that really do care.... other then that everyone else seem fake.... anyways so much for a blog that no one wil read except probably Jay cause hes a true friend and maybe Dan if he notices or Rick if he notices but on one e;lse will read it... but oh well its a good way to just vent and i have been needing to do aolt of that lately.......Anyways laters

Naughty App
NAUGHTY " Application just between you and me 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think i'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Three sum? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is fore play to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Two New Tags 4/11/07
I have made two new tags to everyone here ar cherrytap.. You may rip them from the links before... "PLEASE LEAVE COMMENTS" I am not asking for points... I like to know what you think of my work You may rip this tag here [ CherryTAP.com photo: 3611296496 ] You may rip this tag here [ CherryTAP.com photo: 1675918506 ]

Poem Called "pretty"
Theres this lady so pretty, I seen her walking towards me, My heart skipped a beat, As she walked down the street, She looked into my eyes, At that moment, i thought i would die, She looked so pretty, An angel in red, What did she want with me? What words would be said? She told me her name, I knew I never be the same, I knew right then and there, I found i could only stare At the beauty before me, It was all my eyes could see, From that moment in time, I wanted her to be mine, But a voice spoke from within, Saying, you don't have a prayer, The internal struggle begins I let her know that I care, Theres this lady so pretty, Now walking with me, On down the street, As my heart skips a beat! I love this lady so pretty, I will stand by her side thru all eternity

Book, Please Check This Out.
Author: Irma Louise Chase-Sholes (RIP) Front Back Entire painting by my Uncle Charles (RIP) I have blogged a few of her poems also. A journey, through poetry and verse written by my Grandmother to her children and loved ones, she wrote of the seasons, her emotions and feelings, relationships, and life. This collection of poetry has helped me to get to know my Grandmother, even though she passed away a year before I was born. Since publishing this book and passing it on to my loved ones I have decided that my Gramma would want me to share her work with the world and use it for good things. That being said, I am going to donate all the royalties from the sales of this book to the American Cancer Society, as well as to the research of the cause and cure for Alzheimer's Disease. I have chosen these research groups due to the fact that I lost my Father and Uncle to Mesothelioma and also I have several relatives that are stricken with Alzheimer's Disease. I know that

Will You Help?
Will anyone help me. IF you would please go rate fan comment add. Whatever you would like but he really needs to bump up and he doesn't have many friends that will do that so please to all my friends, family and fans..please help me. I can't do it on my own.....Thanks

Ghost Live!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!for Show
EVERYONE I WOULD LIKE U TO REPOST AND CONTACT THIS PERSON IF YOU COULD PLZ AND LET HIM KNOW THAT YOU WOULD LIKE TO SEE A LIVE GHOST SHOW AND THANKS TO ALLtrswartz@hotmail.com

:o) Do I Look A Year Older Yet???
They say that age is "just" a number, if that's true then I'm ONLY 25 now :o) That's how I feel most of the time anyway... Yesterday was my 37th birthday *sigh*... I actually spent two days crying over this birthday, guess I just didn't like the sound of it and to know that 40 is only 3 years away :o( ... Drew, Haley & Eric tried their very best to make me feel better and to let me know that they loved me :o)... They gave me cards, a new bike (yes I like to go bike riding), a new cell phone and a new digital camera... They also took me out to dinner last night :o) I just got a new cell for Christmas but I ended up washing it in the washing machine :o( Yep, that was a DUHHHHHHHH moment!!! Hopefully this one will have better luck as it was my 3rd one that I've gotten in the past year... *PSSSSST* little secret for ya "CELL PHONES AND WATER DON'T MIX!!!!!" One was water damaged from talking while taking a hot bath, another was ruined when it was in my pocket and my

Life In Chicago
I'm still in Chicago helping my uncle. Since I've been here, I have learned that I will be able to donate a kidney to him so that he can finally get off of dialysis. Once we get back finish the packing we will be going back to Texas and undergoing the kidney transplant surgery. Sorry I haven't been on much, but with everything going on here I haven't had much time. Big hugzzz and kisses to all my friends.

Like What The Fuck?!
So I was driving today from Middletown to my place and I had this asshole in front of me (IN THE PASSING LANE MIND YOU!!) and he had like at least a fucking football field of space infront of him... For some reason everytime this dickwad would pass a car, he'd look over at the driver in the other car... I bet the fucker was thinkin, "Look at me in my old rundown piece of shit and look at you in the nice new Nissan Altima... Im going faster than you... I'LL BEAT YA IN A RACE, BITCH!" God damn... I wanted to really just like fucking ride his ass and tell him to get in the fucking slow lane... mother fucker... Then I had a guy in front of me and it scared me to fucking death... He had NO BREAK LIGHTS! I mean wtf?!! People let their cars get like that?! I mean its not that FUCKING hard to put 3 tiny little bulbs in the taillights of your fucking car! I was SOOO fucking tempted to park my car, get out and tell the fucker to get his lights fixed because its a driving hazard... WT

People Suck!
I have had so few unigue thoughts lately that I have found no real reason to find a voice for them or it,or what ever. We live with six large dogs....funny how people that aren't around dogs much go and wash their hands..then after awhile they say, "fuck it". I love my dogs and cats( we have an uncomfortable amount for most people). Why are people irresponsible with their pets? They neglect their shots and do not give them heartguard against heartworms which kills many dogs and cats each year. My man came in holding a dog the other day and I had to walk away....Later, I learned that he had found the frisky,looks like a fox terrier running up and down a very busy highway...We have tried to track his people but noone seems to care. Meanwhile The General ( I shit you not, that is his name)lives with Shadow( another found dog that was preparing for that trip to doggy heaven...in a pen..hoping someone will want to take them in...so that's 8 dogs....

Morphing Pictures You Dork!
Ok , The whole picture morphing thing was cool for like 5 minutes. Now the whole thing has taken on a life of its own ...Come one people!!! Every damn picture?? Really ok...you morphed into a dog then an Angel..yippie,And lets not forget about the infamous farie! Your kids morphing into pets Your pets into cars Where does it end? So any chance we can slow the process down a bit and save it for one special picture and make it just that "Special". Any comments , Cause I really am interested..."cough"

Just Like Tha Title Says...
hey guys! Dont exactly know what all to do with this thing since i just joined tonight! I will say that ya'll are a very friendly group and its very nice to see real people hangin out!! Feel free to add me or whatever! I did post some pics but for some reason it doesn't want to let me add any more....so who knows but for now Ciao ya'll from a southern girl and her fam!!!

My Little Girl
Death of a Child Sandy Eakle Sorry I didn't get to stay. To laugh and run and play. To be there by your side. I'm sorry that I had to die. God sent me down to be with you, to make your loving heart anew. To help you look up and see Both God and little me. Mommy, I wish I could stay. Just like I heard you pray. But, all the angels did cry when they told little me goodbye. God didn't take me cause He's mad. He didn't send me to make you sad. But to give us both a chance to be a love so precious .. don't you see? Up here no trouble do I see and the pretty angels sing to me. The streets of gold is where I play you'll come here too, mommy, someday. Until the day you join me here, I'll love you mommy, dear. Each breeze you feel and see, brings love and a kiss from me.

Note To My New Special Person...
Love is something that is shared between two people who care for each other. It is something that is unexplainable when you love someone you want to be with them all the time when you are not with them you feel lost and out of place. You long to be with them. But what happens when that love is ripped away from you? You feel like dying the pain is so unbearable that your whole body aches because your heart has been shattered into a million pieces. You cry yourself to sleep at night. You cry when u hear a song that reminds you of them. Sometimes you just cry because you miss them so much. You put a fake smile on your face and pretend everything is ok even when it is not. You don't want people to know how u feel because you don't want them to feel sorry for you. When you are having a bad day you long for the one you love to be there and after they break your heart they aren't there. Then you wonder how you are going to survive life without him by your side. When she finally moves on it

Sex
First some stuff about the boys 1) 94% of men lie about their penis size. According to condom manufacturers, only 6% of men use extra large condoms. 2) The average man is 5.1 inches long when erect (no matter what you have heard ladies, that's the truth). 3) 80% of American men are circumsized. Even though Pediatrics say it is not necessary. 4) No matter what all the ads say, nothing can make your penis grow but time (most men reach the end of their growth by the early 20's) 5) There is no correlation between penis size and shoe size, hand size, or nose size. 6) Blue balls does exist! It's technically called "prostatic congestion." 7) Only 16% of men shave their privates. Some stuff on girls 1) Only 9% of women around the globe consider themselves "attractive" (20% of British women do). 43% of women use the term "natural", 24% say they have "average" looks, 8% prefer the term "feminine", 7% say they are "good looking", and 7% say they are "cute", and finally only 2% of women

Fuck You General Jones
American girls and American guys We'll always stand up and salute We'll always recongnize When we see Old Glory flying there's alot of men dead So we can sleep in peace at night when we lay down our head My daddy served in the Army when he lost his right eye But he flew a flag out in our yard till the day that he died He wanted my mother, my brother, my sister, and me To grow up and live happy in the land of the free Now this nation that I love has fallen under attack A mighty sucker punch came flying in from somewhere in the back Soon as we could see clearly through our big, black eye Man,we lite up your world like the 4th of July Uncle Sam put your name at the top of his list And the Statue of Liberty started shaking her fist And the eagle will fly and its gonna be hell When you hear Mother Freedom start ringing her bell And it'll feel like the whole wide world is raining down on you Brought to you courtesy of the red, white, and blue Justice will be served a

To Leean Gordon 2
i love u you are the morning sun shining upon my face warning me deep within your a gentile breeze blowing my summer after noon easy and care free you are the autumn sunset colorful quiet and beautiful you are very speacel and i love u

I'm Alive....what Happened
I'm alive all....Laptop went kapoot on me back in Jan....why I haven't been on....just got a new one and will update everyone more when I have a chance....just wanted to let everyone know that I am ok

Fiend
the sight of lust in my eyes as i close in, it puts me in a state of mind like nothing else is around. the smell of your scent in the wind drives me nuts as i close in on your position. your in trouble, im a fiend for your beauty, i cant have enough. your eyes drive me wild, your hair like silken strands of gold. To have and to hold you is what i strive to achieve, when shall you be mine? when will time break the barrier of the distance that holds us apart? you are too good for me, i know this, yet i cant give up now. your perfect in every sense of the word, you will be the one i cherish this i promise. im a fiend for your beauty, your in trouble, i can never have enough. your body is what i long to hold close and dear, when shall time take over and bring us near?

Well Lo And Behold... I'm Kinky!!!!
I did one of those Quiz/Survey things and what a surprise... it said I was kinky. What do I consider kinky? Nunya. That's for me to know and for you to maybe find out if you happen to be the solid gold kewpie doll winner.

Redbull, A Camera, And California
(written 4-10-07, pics will be added soon!) Wow, what a day. Here we are in fucking California, I remember the first time I found out we were coming here I was sooooo excited, then when I got here I was sooooo disappointed! It’s so dirty, crowded, it stinks, and for some reason this is the ONLY state where highways finest decides to stop us and give us a warm welcome- a fucking speeding ticket! Again. Well this is our second speeding ticket and a while ago we also got a ticket for non-emergency parking in an emergency only parking…..blah blah blah! I am serious, we have never gotten a ticket in any other state!!! Grrrrrr, I swear I think when we come to Cali we have “ticket me” written on our forehead! (well I will admit my hunny has a bit of a lead foot J ) I do admit there are certain parts of this state that are just gorgeous, but otherwise……..well ya know. We went to Shaver Lake today to drop part of our load, I went camera happy! Of course it didn’t help I was hyped up on

Dear Dad
Dear Dad, This feels a little funny writing to you right now, you've past away 2-1/2 years ago but here are some of the things I wished we could have talked about. First a little background. I was your typical fat kid growing up. I had 3 younger brothers who were all normal ( skinny ). Being a fat kid really sucked, because it's easy to pick on the fat kid, all your faults are on the outside for everyone to see. Most normal ( skinny ) kids faults can be hidden from all the other kids. Not the fat kid. You can't hide behind anything ( no pun intended ). You can't even hide from comments your own father says about you. Remember dad when I was about 10 and you asked me to go look in the closet for your slippers. I do. Like it was yesterday. I yelled out "I can't find them dad" and you said in front of my brothers so you guys could have a little chuckle if there was a roast beef sandwich in there you'd find it. I did not hear this comment. I came back into the room with all of

The Most Functional Word In The English Language
The most functional word in the dictionary!!! Body: The most functional word in the dictionary!!!! Well, it's shit ... that's right, shit! Shit may just be the most functional word in the English language. Consider: You can get shit-faced, Be shit-out-of-luck, Or have shit for brains. With a little effort, you can get your shit together, find a place for your shit, or be asked to shit or get off the pot. You can smoke shit, buy shit, sell shit, lose shit, find shit, forget shit, and tell others to eat shit. Some people know their shit, while others can't tell the difference between shit and shineola. There are lucky shits, dumb shits, and crazy shits. There is bull shit, horse shit, and chicken shit. You can throw shit, sling shit, catch shit, shoot the shit, or duck when the shit hits the fan. You can give a shit or serve shit on a shingle. You can find yourself in deep shit or be happier than a pig in shit. Some days are col

Smile
I would give up my whole life to be in your eyes To reflect my love upon that face The smile of perfection that lies on your lips, So wonderful your taste And I'd die just to be without torment, I would die to escape my own pain. But I'd live with it just to be near you. I'd go through it again and again. I have waited my life for this moment... To be with you for even a day. Because i know not to cry so often. Those tears I trust you'll kiss away. Never fear this world that may hurt you. Just know it's me who never will. So just smile and know that you have me... And just smile knowing our love is real.

Monkey
I miss my little buddy terribly. He's a strange, even a little funny looking, short haired domestic house cat named Monkey. My wife and step daughter named him Dylan, but I told them to me he looked like a monkey. Now I'm getting divorced and I'm not going to be able to see him again. I know this sounds funny coming from a man, but losing that cat feels like the biggest lost I've experienced in my life. I've lost my father, my marriage, and my home. But the thought of losing that ....funny, loving, little shit kills me. For me it was the perfect friendship. No drama. I didn't have to ask him what was wrong for 3 days before he'll tell me. When he wanted to be held he'd drag his fat furry ass over to me, sit in front of my chair and purr. I miss his purr. Animals don't disappoint like people do. It's a simple relationship. All they want is food, water, a place to shit and pee and your love. Perfect. They don't complain about how much you work, or how much you might stink up t

A Girl Called Me
Never fight these tears When they refuse to fall, Let yourself be free And you'll get through it all. Just dream these dreams you hold Inside your mind and heart, Keep them close to you Don't let them fall apart. Please keep wishing wishes That you want to come true, And pray for strength and love So they will come to you. Be strong, just be a fighter When a hero you can't be Because you are the hero Who has saved a girl called me.

Love And War
Our world is surrounded by warfare Battles in that of themselves Its become such a challenging place We clash between heaven and hell There are no more people, just numbers It's become one destroyed generation They've given us bibles and guns... And told us that we'd never make it Take knowledge, replace it with fear Don't let them find out what is real Just keep it all bottled inside And let nobody know what you feel It may not seem equal or fair This may not feel like its true life What started with a compromise Is ended with a knife You may not understand What we're still living for Because we're all part of the massacre No peace in love and war.

Birthday
One day a girl was born.and she had not a care. Because it was her birthday,and everyone was there. With cake and love and presents, so many did arrive. Everyone so happy, the party so alive. But as the years passed on, her family, less in number... There were less friends to greet, Less hugs and joy to comfort. She grew up knowing sadness, She grew up fearing death. For one person who went away, Another person left. And deep inside her heart, She felt a gaping hole... Ripping at her mind, And tearing at her soul. The tears fell on the napkin, Beside her birthday cake. As she unwrapped the presents, Her hands began to shake. She learned of love and passion, Thinking that, just maybe, There was more to life...And then she had a baby. Her family grew and grew,She felt alone no more. They buried her with care. She died at 94.

Absinthe Tourniquet
I gaze into my absinthe glass Emerald hallucination Drowns away my problems All troubles that I'm facing Liquify each moment Of torment, doubt, and sadness Feels so free and liberated Like no one has had this It seems just like it's night time And there's no light at all But then I let the sun shine in With bitter alchohol Flowing like a river Down my throat and then Nothing seems to matter Not how or why or when My thoughts no longer dark My nightmares are receding Just soak it up with rum And it might stop the bleeding

Honestly, Honestly...
Why do you judge me? What do you care? How can I get away From all of the heresy Why do you think of me What do I mean to you? How can I change your mind? And what good would it do? I am only a girl I cannot change the world Perfection is not me Honestly, honestly Why are you dissappointed? What makes you cry for me? How can I fix this mess? And why can't I make you see? Why is this such a mess? What takes your mind off this? How will it go away? Why live another day? I am only a girl I cannot change the world Perfection is not me Honestly, honestly

Penguins Start Stanley Cup Playoff Run!!
PENGUINS SET TO OPEN PLAYOFFS WEDNESDAY NIGHT by Joe Sager pittsburghpenguins.com 04/11/2007 The Pittsburgh Penguins begin Stanley Cup playoff action Wednesday at 7 p.m. as they trek to Ottawa to take on the Senators FSN Pittsburgh will televise the contest at 7 p.m., while 105.9 The X will start its radio broadcast with a pregame show at 6:30 p.m. p.m. The broadcast may be found live through streaming audio on pittsburghpenguins.com as well. Tune in for Penguins Hotline following every game on 105.9 The X and the Penguins Radio Network. Join in the conversation with host Bob Grove by calling the Penn Telecom toll-free line at 1-866-922-2874. Email crashthenet@pittsburghpenguins.com and maybe Bob Grove or Phil Bourque will answer your question during the second intermission of the game. The Penguins have beaten Ottawa three times in four meetings this season, including both games in Ottawa. The most-recent triumph came six days ago when Max Talbot scored in the game’s

If I Was Your Girlfriend
.) How many times a day would you hug me? > > > 2.) Would you let me hold you? > > > 3.) Would u come with me to places? > > > 4.) Would you love me? > > > 6.) Would you lie to me? > > > 7.) If I was sick what would you do? > > > 9.) Would you leave me for one of my friends? > > > 10.) Want to have a future with me? > > > 11.) Would you listen to all my problems and help me solve them? > > > 12.) Would you introduce me to your mom/dad? > > > 13.) Would you care about what I do when we go out? > > > 14.) Would you hang out with me AND my friends? > > > 15.) If your friend tried to get with me what would you do? > > > 16.) If me and one of your friends argued, who's side would you be on? > > > 17.) Would you give me your myspace password? > > > 18.) If I gave you mine would you read all my mail? > > > 19.) If I said I loved you would you say it back? > > > 20.) How good do i look from 1-10? > > > 21.) How do you feel about me? > >

A Shot To The Head
"Help" screams the little girl in her head "My God," says the officer, who finds her dead Crying is the mother who, the other day Found out her daughter had run away Gone is the father who beat his wife in front of her Faded have the dreams of someone truly loving her "No," says the mother who, losing breath Feels she's the reason her daughter left Away has the father gone Can't face his shame Crying is the mother Thinks she's to blame Holding the gun, her vision red She'll soon join her daughter A shot to the head.

From Another Perspective....
Just drag that fucking knife then Tears across the skin Don't think of how it hurts me Or of where I have been Right here waiting for you On the inside dying Wishing I could save you On the outside crying Bleed again for nothing Bleed again for me Keep on Goddamn bleeding Please just let me be No, I didn't mean that And I know you knew it If I said to die I know for sure you'd do it But what happens then, love If I say to live? Just drag that knife one more time Don't listen to this piece of shit Because you cannot love me Although you say you do... Cause when you drag that razor, I cannot believe you I love you more than anything Goes deeper still that life I wish that I could touch your skin And not a fucking knife

More Bad News
Sigh My sister was admitted back into the hospital today. She was too weak to be at home. She wasn't eating because she can't hold down food. Keep those prayers going strong for her please. love you all Bren

Fly, My Angel, Fly
Silent words are spoken Somewhere far away Hearts and secrets broken Dreams that cannot stay Barefoot in the snow Wishes made in vain Tears are shed in summer Smiling in the rain Breathing under-water Husband strikes his wife Father rejects daughter Girl runs for her life Shots are taken one by one Not so much as a twitch Standing still 'till it is done Scars and scratches itch Death is taken lightly Eyes no longer cry Run far from this fight, please Fly, my angel, fly

Love Me Not
Love me today, hate me tomorrow Give me your love, leave me in sorrow Fakes for the best, lies for the worst Trapped in this hell, drawn to a curse Starting in passion, ending in use Can't take the pressure, or the abuse Promised to fix me, broken instead I needed you...like a hole in the head You've found your place, not in my arms Not next to me, not keeping me warm Not in my bed, not in my heart Give me your love, tear it apart Love me today, leave me tomorrow Give you my love, only to borrow Took back the heart which I gave away Love me tomorrow...Hate you today.

Perfect Words
Those perfect words we always dream that we would learn to say. The words to mend a broken heart; make everything okay. The sentence that would cure, the letters that could heal. To make the dreams come true, to make the wishes real. Surrounded by the words that hurt, they cause this pain and still... Continuing to say them, knowing how they make others feel. So many say these things, though they don't understand That something like a group of words destroys the heart of man. Anyone can call a name, not thinking what they cause Without a single thought, no time to wonder, pause. And time ticks by on the clock that emotion ticks, While the abused, with saddened news, have broken and can't fix. The souls of people all across the world from sea to sea Will never find that they imprison innocents like me. I'll never face this sad disgrace, this world that's so corrupted... Because I used to be alive, now life is interrupted. Damn me to hell, and, very well, you'l

This Is Just A Little Something I Ran Into And It Got Me Thinking. I Always Tell My Partners What I Want To Do With Them, But What Do You Want To Do W
This is just a little something I ran into and it got me thinking. I always tell my partners what I want to do with them, but what do you want to do with me if you could..........If We Had Sex.... GAME (Reply so only I see it and Repost so others can fill it out) DONT BE SCARED. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO REALLY WANTS TO DO YOU ! 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you pull my hair? 3. Would you wisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all ur clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like 2 play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. Would u fall asleep when we were done? 16. Would u want me to

Do Not Do This!!!! Pleaseeeee!!
OK THIS REALLY PISSES ME OFF WHEN THIS HAPPENS TIME AND TIME AGAIN.... OK SO MY NAME IS A LITTLE PLAYFUL AND YES I LOVE TO FLIRT... BUT YOU KNOW GUYS I AM A LADY SO HAVE A LITTLE RESPECT FOR ME AND DONT START A CONVERSATION OFF WITH ME BY SAYING THINGS LIKE WHY DONT YOU SUCK MY COCK SIT ON MY FACE AND LET ME EAT YOUR PUSSY ANYTHING IN THIS NATURE IS TOTALLY UNCALLED FOR AS A WAY TO START A CONVERSATION WITH ME AND IT WILL EITHER GET YOU TOLD OFF OR ME TO NEVER EVEN CONSIDER TALKING TO YOU!!! SO ANYWAY I THOUGHT I WOULD JUST VENT A LITTLE ON THIS MATTER BECAUSE I FINALLY HAVE HAD ENOUGH OF GUYS TREATING ME LIKE A PIECE OF MEAT AND NOT HAVING THE RESPECT FOR ME THAT I DESERVE AND INSTEAD THINKING WITH THAT SMALL HEAD OF THER DICK RATHER THAN THE BIG HEAD ON THEIR BODY....

I've Changed Appartenly.
OK this is not a rant on how much I have changed and I have truend over a new leaf. While that might be a good idea thats not what this blog is about specifically. To the point. As some of you know I had surgery on my knee (lots of crap) and I am in recovery, going to physical Therapy weekly. I live in a suburb North of Boston, and getting in and out of the city is not something that I really enjoy, but I need my leg back to normal. So on my way out of the Boston medical Center complex I drove up to a traffic light which was red and I was behind one or two other vehicles waiting to get onto Mass Ave. Anywho there was this homeless guy with his little cup asking for money. So like usual, ignore ignore ignore right? That how it started off then I was hoping the guy came to my window? here I was trying to get the attention of the homeless guy. Imagine that? Well let me tell you why and then I will tell you my take on the whole thing because for me it was a turni

What If.....
what would you do IF... I died:¨ I kissed you:¨ I fell:¨ I lived next door to you:¨ I showed up at your house unexpectedly:¨ I stole something:¨ I was murdered:¨ I cried:¨ I was hospitalized:¨ ::WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:: Personality:¨ Eyes: Hair:¨ Family:¨ Smile:¨ ::WOULD YOU:: Keep a secret if i told you one?¨ Hold my hand?¨ Study with me?¨ Cook for me?¨ Date me?¨ ::HAVE YOU EVER:: Lied to make me feel better?¨ Wanted to kiss me?¨ Wanted to kill me?¨ Broke my heart?¨ Thought I was unbearably annoying?¨ Hated me?¨ Wanted to tell me something but didn't?¨ ::More:: When and how did we meet?¨ Describe me in three words:¨ What was your first impression of me? What do you think of me now?¨ What reminds you of me?¨ When is the last time you saw me?¨ Are you gonna repost this to see what I say?¨

Application To Be My Boyfriend
1. Who Are You? (Full name please...im gonna need it for the background check hehehehe) 2. Are We Friends? 3. When And How Did We Meet? 4. What Do You Think Of Me? 5. Whats the Best Memory You Had/Want With Me? 6. How Long do you Think we will be Friends?? 7. Do You Love/Like me? 8. Do You Have a crush on me? 9. Do you want to kiss me? 10. Have We ever Kissed/Would You do it Again if So? 11. If Not, Have you thought about Kissing me? 12. Physically, What Stands Out on me? 13. Emotionally, What Stands Out? 14. Do you Wish i was Yours? 15. On a scale of 1-10 How Attractive Do you think i am? 16. How Long Have You Known Me? 17. Describe Me in one Word. 18. What Was Your First Impression of Me? 19. Do You Still Think That Way About me? 20. What Reminds You Of Me? 21. Do You Think You Know Me Well? 22. When Was the Last Time you saw/talked to me? 23. Have you every wanted to tell me something but couldnt?

Hello Today Is My 28 Birthday
What i want for my bday is that i need more rate for my profile or pic to level back up so i can upload more plz help me level it up and im on level 8 and it long way to go for me to upload more photos and it makes me mad lol...

This Is What I Get......
This will be short, due to the fact I need to sleep. Things are not looking up much. Everyone and their cousin is telling me I owe money. Who is real, who is not? My paycheck is being garnished to the legal limit on top of the DOE wanting more money and taking my state and fed. tax return. I feel I should just hand my check directly to the government I should just move into a cardboard box. I understand I have to repay my student loans, but to what end? I must say my pursuit of happiness has long but ended. I should just ducktape my mouth shut due tot he fact I no longer have any voice in my own life. If I ever really did.....

Sad...
Ok - Just thought I would tell ya why I am sad. Many many years ago, when I was much younger (not that I am EVEN old...) I became friends with a lady by the name of Connie. Connie became friends with my family, we use to run around together, hang out, talk, ya know all the friend stuff. Well Connie had crohnes disease which is a disease where your body fights off food and nutrition. This disease treats food and stuff like a disease, so naturally you get really sick. Connie has had her ups and downs with the disease which is expected. However, recently she became really sick. Her family took her to Cleveland to a specialty center, but it was too late. This morning I got a call informing me that Connie had passed. This is a woman that fought so hard and lived life to the fullest. She was not old, or tired. The disease just progressed to the point that doctors could not do anything further to help her. I am sad because I miss my friend. It seems almost surreal, I can ha

Contest
ok ppl i in a contest and need help if u cant help then plz at least come by and rate and vote for your favorite sexy male in the contest whether it be me or someone else but my friends plz come by and help with this contest if possible plz vote for me to win and i gaurantee everyone who votes atr least 20 votes a gift and then some in return http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=186686&albumid=291346&i=1544318721 sincerely Dj Chaos

Our Soldiers
OUR SOLDIERS When the security of our land is threatened, We call on our soldier's might, To go wherever they're needed, To defend us day and night. They leave their loves ones behind, A great price our soldiers must pay. Let us salute their courage and bravery, May we remember them each time we pray. Each time we spot "Old Glory" Waving for all to see, Let's think of all the soldiers that have Kept it flying proud and free. This great country is tolerant Of cultures from other lands, But, when they attack our precious freedom We will punish with a heavy hand. Our soldiers are tried and true, Tempered like carbon steel, Born of American Spirit; Raised with American will. Remember our fallen heroes that died, So freedom may grow, To nations around the world, Wherever our warriors may go

If You're Not In Love With A Soldier
IF YOU'RE NOT IN LOVE WITH A SOLDIER If you're not in love with a soldier, you can't know adventure. You don't know smelly gray PT uniforms that require a daily washing. You can't understand green and brown camouflaged bags flooding your bedroom floor. If you're not in love with a soldier, you can't understand the meaning of the phrase "going to the field" and the weeks you spend away from each other. If you're not in love with a soldier, you can never imagine the hole in your heart when that phone call comes? "Honey, I am leaving tomorrow to go overseas. I don't know how long I will be gone or exactly where I am going, but I want you to know that I love you - always!" If you're not in love with a soldier, you don't know what it's like to say that final good-bye. You don't know what it really means to be glued to the television. You don't understand fear and you can't possibly understand the sleepless nights of endless crying wondering if you will e

Crayon Box Survey
CRAYON BOX SURVEY BLUE IS LOVE 1. Do you love someone?: yes 2. Do you believe in love at first sight?:yes 3. Do you believe in Love?:i'm tryin, but some people make it hard to. RED IS ANGER 1. Are you currently mad at someone?:yep 2. Which of your family members has the worst temper?: me anastasia tie 3. Have you ever thrown something at anyone?: oh yes 4. Is anyone mad at you?:yep 5. Are you usually mad?: nope 6. When you're mad do you prefer to stare angrily or yell?: yell YELLOW IS SELF DISCOVERY 1. Name: tabitha 2. Birthday: oct 25 83 3. What's your main goal in life?: be a great mother, daughter, sister and wife 4. Do you want to have children?: yes 5. When do you want to die?: when chas is old ORANGE IS EXCITEMENT 1. Has anyone ever thrown a surprise party for you?: yep 2. If u won a million dollars, what would be your first thought?: pay off school 4. If you could have anything right now what would it be?: someone,

Mothers Day Contest Starts 4-12,2pm Est
To Familly,Friends,Fan's. Can u spare some time an Vote for a Special Friend to me.Her name is PiperXylon.The contest starts April 12, 2 pm est. I'm willing to spend all my Cherry Bucks on a Gift or gifts for the person or persons that makes Piper a winner in this contest.I hope to have her link tomorrow in my blog as well.An my name will advertise her contest as well.Thanks

Rubias Sexxii Bbw Contest
Rubias Sexii BBW Contest RUBIAS ROCKIN NYC/ '' K..O..T@ CherryTAP Callin all Sexii BBW's Rules Sexiest SFW photo To vote you must be level 4 or higher No down rating Starts April 15 at 4pm EST There will be three winners Prizes Big pimpin gifts (repost of original by 'Papi RH (Entries Need in-Sexiest Texan Girl Contest)' on '2007-04-11 12:42:28')

My Prayer For Peace
My Prayer For Peace! Dear God, I ask You humbly; To Listen to my plea. I am going to ask a favor; Which is nothing new for me. But, this time I am begging; And ask you from my heart. Please guide all those involed; As upon this war, we embark. It has touched on all of us; In one way or another. For we all know someone over there, A sister or a brother. Guide them all and keep them strong; Please stand with them as they fight. For they are doing what must be done; To keep us safe, by day and night.. Keep a gentle hand on them; Wherever they go or have been. And bring them safely home to us; So we will be together again. Thank you God, for listening; As I know you always do. And I know that You will always be here; Even after this war is through! Amen

My Friend Wrote This 4 Me
These times we find outselves we question ourselves was it all a waste? we try to cling to those moments which make us smile and yet we still wonder why not sure where to turn who is gonna care? who will show us the way? A shattered heart a fragile soul for those who wear their hearts up on their sleeves we need to find our path out of these woods find the opening seek the light and ye shall find. what you will find is up to you and you alone there is no one to take your hand and guide you along your road as hard as it may be the question for you is Is it meant to be like this? when will it turn around? when will you decide to stand and fight for yourself, and not the weak hearted fools that destroy us, and bring us down. They shake our branches for the fruits of our souls, and lives all that we work for all that we are. taken and plucked from our branches. as though they are free, and there is no cost. little do

My Heart , My Hand
When you are feeling lost and all alone; as though your world is falling apart. I will take you gently by the hand, and hold you safely with my heart. I will walk with you, hand in hand, in your search for a better tomorrow. And give you all I have within my heart, to chase away your tears of sorrow. I will not let go, but hold you close, so we can find the strength of two. No matter where your journey takes us, together, we will make it through. My heart will be your shining light, as it disperses the darkness with my love. And my hand will hold you in a prayer, found in our faith, with the Lord above. I will give to you my heart, my hand, whenever life fills you with despair. For no matter where I find myself, you can always trust me, to be there.

Redneck Book-a-manners
Some old, some new. 'Redneck Book a Manners' General Tips 1. Never take a beer to a job interview. 2. Always identify people in your yard before shooting at them. 3. It's considered tacky to take a cooler to church. 4. If you have to vacuum the bed, it is time to change the sheets. 5. Even if you're certain that you are included in the will, it is still considered tacky to drive a U-Haul to the funeral home. Dinin’ Out 1. If drinking directly from the bottle, always hold it with your fingers covering the label. 2. Avoid throwing bones and food scraps on the floor, as the restaurant may not have dogs. 3. When decanting wine, make sure that you tilt the paper cup, and pour slowly so as not to "bruise" the fruit of the vine. Entertainin’ In Yer Home 1. A centerpiece for the table should never be anything prepared by a taxidermist. 2. Do not allow the dog to eat from the table - no matter how good his manners are. Personal Hygiene 1. While ears need to be cleaned

Friends Without Faces
We sit and we type and we stare at our screens. We all have to wonder, what this possibly means. With our mouse we roam, through rooms in a maze Looking for something or someone as we sit in a daze We chat with each other, we share all our woes, Small groups we do form and gang up on our foes. We wait for somebody to type out our name, We want recognition and offer the same. We give kisses and hugs and sometimes we flirt, In rooms we chat deeply and reveal why we hurt. We do form some friendships - but why - we dont know, Though some of them flounder some flourish and grow. Why is it on screen, we can be so bold, Telling our secrets that have never been told? Why is it we share, the thoughts in our mind With those we can't see, as though we were blind? The answer is simple, it's as clear as a bell. We all have our problems and need someone to tell. We can't tell "real" people, but tell someone we must So we turn to the 'puter, and to those

A Friendship Like Ours Is Forever!
A Friendship Like Ours Is Forever! It is rare that you meet someone who with that first smile becomes your friend. Someone who knows nothing about you one day and all your secret thoughts the next. Someone who asks for nothing in return for friendship but friendship itself. Someone who makes it just as easy to share sadness as it is to share joy. I found that rare someone when I found you. And like a precious memory A friendship like ours is forever.

A Mothers Love
A Mothers Love I have watched you grow up over the years, And shared in the learning, the joys and the tears. I've seen you become the person who you are today, A child of mine, and so very special to me, in every way. Through the years you have brought my heart many smiles, And even through any hard times, you made it all worthwhile. I will always be here for you, always right by your side, Whether it be just to listen to you, or to be your guide. I can't lead your life for you, and protect you from all harms, But my love will be embracing you, as if you were in my arms. Above all else, your happiness is so very important to me, And when I see your smiling face, it fills my heart so lovingly. I gave you the gift of life, and in return I've received love, You a true blessing given to me from the Lord above. For the love between a mother and a child is like no other, And I am so proud that I am able to say, I am YOUR mother.

Gifts (thanks Jen)
What do you think of me? Tell me in a gift You're OK-----teddy bear You're CUTE----red rose I'd Do Ya!!----any spicy gift You're SEXY----dozen roses Let's Be Friends----kitten Wanna get Married??---any big pimpin' gift or your heart Repost this and see how many gifts you get

Once In Every Life
Once In Every Life Once in every life There comes someone Who opens the inner door And speaks to the heart and soul Who touches you so completely So exquisitely Their sweet passing Changes your life... forever In that one brief moment That one person reminds you Everything you have hoped for can be realized Everything you have dreamed of can come true Everything you have waited for Is now waiting for you The purpose of their coming And touching you so deeply Was not that you change them Or they change you But that you remember The gift that is you And the love you have to share Once in every life There comes someone so special Who gives you the gift of your freedom And the courage to reach for who you are

One Year Ago...
to Gramma...I miss you everyday. Bernice RosaBernice Rosa was my grandmother. I only got to know her for 29 years. In those 29 years I learned a lot from here and I also have a lot of great memories that some others will never have. I remember being a little girl and visiting grammas house. We would take the bus to the port authority in New York and then we would get the bonanza bus to New Milford Connecticut. I remember the goodie table. She always had all kinds of goodies to eat and a candy dish it was always full and later on in life it would be one of my jobs to go buy her candy for that candy dish. She would take me to the windmill diner where she would always order the same thing. Fried Shrimp We would have to go after 4 so that they had baked potato. When I was about 7 we moved back to Connecticut and next door to gramma. Mom worked at Kimberley Clark swing shift so my days were spent at school and after school was spent with gramma. She would walk me to the bus every morning r

Somebody Cares
Somebody cares if you're happy today, If your heart is cheerful and light. Somebody cares if you're feeling good And everything's going just right. Somebody hopes that this message will show, In a warm little heart-to-heart way~ You're thought of, remembered, and happily wished An especially wonderful day!

The Kinky Contest!
Rules: Most rates win; 50 comments=1 rate No auto-commenters; all comments must be original! No 123; abc; copy+paste I want the best to win, not a comment bombing popularity contest. What Im looking for: Any kinky pics of yourself; bondage, fetish, candle wax fun, girl on girl play, sub and dom play, anything freaky and sexual that you find hot! *keep in mind if it is a nsfw pic; people will have to be a friend of mine to view it no matter what my settings are; don’t think im blocking people form seeing your pic.* Prizes: Everyone is a winner! All contestants receive a candle for some kinky hot wax fun! And a shot of your choice to inspire more kinky fun. 5th Place gets a relatively safe night A safe hug A safe teddy And a safe Strawberry w/ Whipped Cream; mmm.. sensual tastiness! 4th Place gets a sensual massage from me. & & some gentle cherry kisses 3rd Place gets a romantic dinner that will turn into a dirty, drunken, kinky ni

Falling In Love
Falling In Love! I'm thinking about you, a little more each day. Holding on a little tighter, to all the words you say. Every day I miss you, more than the day before. Our time together I love; and I'm wanting even more. I used to dream of you, as I lay in bed each night. Now you are my dreams, even through the daylight. I felt a flutter in my heart, whenever I saw you online. Today my heart is glowing; filled with a brilliant shine. I was shy to tell everything, which I was feeling inside. Now I feel so free to share, with nothing I want to hide. I thought you were special, from the moment we met. And each day a little further, into my heart you would get. I could always feel a bond, everytime our hearts shared. When our souls bonded also, I realized how much I cared. I find my heart needing yours; cherishing all that you do. Now, I'm not scared to admit, I am falling in love with you.

Don't Quit
When things go wrong, As they sometimes will, When the road you're trudging seems all uphill, When the funds are low and the debts are high, And you want to smile, But you have to sigh, When care is pressing you down a bit Rest if you must, But Don't You Quit! Life is strange with its twists and turns, As every one of us sometimes learns, And many a fellow turns about When he might have won had he stuck it out. Don't give up through the pace seems slow You may succeed with another blow. Often the goal is nearer than It seems to a faint and faltering man Often the struggler has given up When he might have captured the victor's cup And he learned too late when the night came down How close he was to the golden crown. Success is failure turned inside out The silver tint of the clouds of doubt, And you never can tell how close you are, It may be near when it seems afar So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit It's when things seem the worst That You Mu

Daydreams Of You
"DAYDREAMS OF YOU" I sit gazing at your picture, and my heart begins to melt. So much emotion fills me, with the love deep inside that is felt My mind starts to wander, and I sit daydreaming of you. Longing to have you by my side, to fill my dreams, I wish to come true. So captivated is my heart, I become "lost" in every thought. Overwhelmed by the beauty of our love, and all the happiness you have brought. If only all my daydreams were real, I would never ask for anything more. As I would have everything I want, a feeling I have never felt before. For now I'm content with my daydreams, until I can be with you. And turn all my dreams into realities, as we share precious dreams that come true.

A Bridge Of Love
A Bridge Of Love! When we typed those very first words, How could we have possibly known. Our words would bring us so close, And this beautiful love would be sown. Words exchanged between friends; Made their way into our hearts. Then words became words of love, With hopes and dreams to impart. How can you fall so much in love, With someone who you haven't met? Because it is the words which reveal, The heart of a person on the internet. Your words made it so easy for me, For your heart and soul to perceive. And when love is based on words only, Falling in love isn't so hard to conceive. I didn't need to see a picture of you, Or to even hear the sound of your voice. As it is the person who you are inside, Which made you my dreams only choice. Our hearts travelled towards each other, And bridged the gap between the miles. There is no distance between two hearts, When it's your love that the bridge compiles.

Being Apart
BEING APART I think about you being so very far away, and my heart feels as though it will break. The deep love I have swells up inside me, and being apart becomes too much to take. I long to reach out and hold you so close, and feel your loving arms also around me. But my outstretched arms can clasp only air, and I feel cheated from you by the dividing sea. It's so very hard being this far apart from you; not even to see the beauty of your smile. If love was all that I needed to swim to you, I'd have more than enough love, for every mile. My heart aches from wanting to be with you, and to share this beautiful love we both feel. I hold on to knowing our day will soon come, and all of our dreams made, will become real.

Here We Go
Well the Cardinals got off to a rocky start, but the came back and took two from Houston. And they just swepted the ass pirates. So our bats are back and our young pitching is coming around, so everyone buy your jerseys and t shirts before the prices start going up.

Child Of The 80s Yarly
I am definitely a child of the 80's. I was old enough during the 80's to truly appreciate and remember it all but not old enough to be cynical about all the crazy stuff we did. You know you are a child of the 80's if... 1. Your first date took you to the roller rink and you held hands for "Couples Only" skate. 2. You wore a banana clip at some point in your youth. 3. You carried a big colored comb in your back pocket. 4. You know what "Push Up" ice cream is. 5. You know the profound meaning of "Wax on. Wax off". 6. You know who Tina Yothers is. 7. You wanted to be a Goonie. 8. You know who Max Headroom is. 9. You ever wore fluorescent or neon clothing. 10. You could breakdance or wish you could. 11. You wanted to dress like the Hulk or She-Ra at Halloween. 12. You believed the "By the power of Greyskull," you had the power. 13. Partying "like it was 1999" seemed sooo far away. 14. You thought that Transformers were more than meets the eye. 15. You wanted to be on Star Search. 16

2007 Nfl Season Schedule Release
If you are completely NFL obsessed, it will be live on the NFL Network over that hour. Supposedly nfl.com will stream the show live as well. Just an FYI, if, ya know, you are a complete NFL nut. Not that I would know anything about that. By the way, clever move by Roger Goodell and his minions to knock the Pacman Jones/Chris Henry suspensions news off the front page less than 24 hours into the news cycle. The chatter will shift, starting at 1:00, to the upcoming season across all the major media.

Jokes...
A recent scientific study found that women find different male faces attractive depending on where they are in their menstrual cycle.For example, when a woman is ovulating she will prefer a man with rugged, masculine features. However when she is menstruating, she prefers a man doused in gasoline and set on fire, with scissors stuck in his eye and a hockey stick shoved up his Ass.

We Are The Travelers
"John Twelve Hawks lives off the Grid." That one-sentence blurb is about all the reading (and probably the publishing) world knows about the author of The Traveler (ISBN 038551428X), a 2005 novel that reads at times like Winston Churchill spoke of Russia as a riddle inside a mystery inside an enigma. With an anonymity Thomas Pynchon (another author who doesn't like the spotlight -- the most circulated photo of him is from his high school yearbook) would envy, Twelve Hawks keeps in touch with his publisher Doubleday through an "untraceable" satellite phone. With the main characters of the novel . . . calling Gabriel the Traveler found by the Harlequin Maya who protects him and other Travelers from the world-controlling machinations of the Tabula "heroes" would be a stretch . . . making their own attempts to live "off the grid", you'd think as I did that the novel's semiautobiographical. (Whew! That's my long word for the week.) And maybe it is . . . aha! just as you thought, there is mo

A Poem I Love...by Jim Morrison
One of my faves! and me reading itReadingWhat are you doing here? What do you want? Is it music? We can play music. But you want more. You want something & someone new. Am I right? Of course I am. You want ecstasy Desire & dreams. Things not exactly what they seem. I lead you this way, he pulls that way. I'm not singing to an imaginary girl. I'm talking to you, my self. Let's recreate the world. The palace of conception is burning. Look. See it burn. Bask in the warm hot coals. You're too young to be old You don't need to be told You want to see things as they are. You know exactly what I do Everything

For All My Ct Friends
Buried at PhotoCasket.com FOR ALL MY CHERRY TAP FRIENDS I'M SENDING THIS OUT TO YOU ALL LITTLE TIME TO SEND EACH ONE TODAY SO I'LL SHOW MY LOVE TO EVERY ONE AT ONE TIME!!! YOU ALL HAVE AN AWSOME NIGHT TO NITE AND ALL BE SAFE AND TRUE!!!!

The Great Guilt Giveaway!
(Originally Posted on August 11, 2006)Companies throughout the world produce products and/or services of benefit to their consumers. A computer company makes computers, a car repair shop fixes broken vehicles, a whorehouse gives their customers sexual release, and so on. Each of these businesses may do a little more for "special customers" (sell electronics at the computer store for great customers, look at a toaster at the car repair shop, or provide a date outside of the whorehouse, for example).What EXACTLY does the Christian church give to the majority of its members?Some people say "Salvation". Oh yeah? Prove it! If you cannot prove they are "saved" in the real world, then it can be just a hoax."Okay then, how about the hope of salvation?"Still, not good enough. If the product they offered was the hope of salvation, then one, maybe two visits would be all that would be needed.What I feel they offer is guilt. More guilt than any other single system out there.Think about it. The Bib

Life Is A Prison.
Life is a prison, Oh God let me out. No one to listen, To hear when you shout. Climb the walls of insanity, Ride the waves of despair. If you fall it don't matter, There's no one to care. Used to wish for a window, To see birds, trees and sky, But you're better without one - Stops you aiming too high. Watching freedom is painful, For those locked away. Seeing joy, love and happiness, Another price that you pay. Cell walls built by society, With rules to obey. If you breach the acceptable, You had better beware. Hide the pain, carry on, Routine is the key. Don't let on that you're not, What you're pretending to be. Lock it all up inside you, How badly that bodes. Look out for that one day, When it all just explodes. So how do you grow, With a timebomb inside? Or how to defuse it, Without destroying your mind?

Hot Tattoo
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For Someone Special...
i cant describe the way i feel.. the more i think about it..it seems unreal. no one has made me feel this way.. oh how i wish to be by Your side to stay. i wish to be secure in Your arms.. keeping me safe from every harm. the closer we get..the more i want to be Your's.. to do Your bidding and all of Your chores.

Week 49
- A full-force Justice Society arrives at the doorstep of Oolong Island’s creepy medical research facility. After refusing to pay for Black Adam’s release, Chinese superteam the Great Ten appears to insist the heroes leave as the island is actually property of the People’s Republic. - Inside, Egg Fu approaches Will Magnus about the Plutonium Man—a super-big, super-angry Metal Man the giant egg had commissioned from the downtrodden genius. Magnus explains the secret of giving life to inanimate metal and how a Metal Man can be of any size before…BOOM!…tiny Metal Men appear to take out Egg Fu! As miniature versions of Gold, Tin, Iron and the rest attack the cracked villain, Morrow himself prepares for battle. - As tensions rise on the front lawn, JSA founder Alan “Green Lantern” Scott drops some mad knowledge bombs on the Great Ten. Apparently, the Ten have been in bed with Egg Fu this whole time! In fact, they set up the entire Oolong operation as a way to kill the Black Adam famil

Sexxy Lady Ends Tommorrow Morning At 10 Am
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April 11, 2007
As many of my friends know a little boy flushed something down my toilet on Saturday this is a follow-up to that blog. Monday my boyfriend toke the toilet apart and found a foam letter T. He put it back together and it still wasn't working. So Tuesday my boyfriend and his friend Dan toke it apart again they found all of 0.26cents. Toilet still not working. So Tuesday afternoon I called Sudbury housing they came right over and still couldn't get the stuff out. This morning they came back they ended up having to take the toilet out put a brand new one in and smash the old one to find out what was in it. They found 4 more foam letters for a grand total of 5 letters. I asked my friend Tammy to speak to her son to see if he would tell her what he put in the toilet. He said he didn't do it. So there was her two kids and Tristen that used the bathroom that Saturday afternoon and one of the kids put something in it. The only thing that pisses me off is now I might end up having to pay housing

Today
well all as we know today was not a great day cuz of the weather but besides that it was wonderful. my neice is doing so much better since she moved in here. school is going great just board when we have nothing to do at all. days like this no one gets there hair done so i was board got a manicure today getting a pedicure tomorrow hopefully. well if you read this go get your hair done at toledo acadmey of beauty culture we do great jobs. later all

Street Soldier: Was My Life
Take a trip into my world, and maybe it will inspire you to save a little boy or girl.. This life is not for the faint of heart, and you are in the script before you learn your part.. I was young when I fired my first round, and all I wanted was to be down, but right from the start, there was divison in my heart.. I was quick to show what I got, and I had a damn good jump shot.. So I played the point guard for school after school, always trying to obey the golden rule.. but one day after the kennedy game my best friend got shot, and a lot of me died on that very spot.. and in my hood there is no such thing as evening the score, so that night I layed down two on the floor.. I don't remember exactly how I felt after that,but then the grind just became old hat.. I made money hand over fist, I was large and ghetto rich..Then I was a womanizer 24/7, and that is no way to get to heaven.. I made money off of all you can dream, and my status I was pure cream..I was no joke, and my hands never

Poor Billy Bob
Billy Bob and Luther were talking one afternoon when Billy Bob tells Luther, "Ya know, I reckon I'm 'bout ready for a vacation. Only this year I'm gonna do it a little different. The last few years, I took your advice about where to go. Three years ago, you said to go to Hawaii.I went to Hawaii and Earlene got pregnant. Then two years ago you told me to go to the Bahamas. And Earlene got pregnant again. Last year, you suggested Tahiti and darned if she didn't get pregnant again!" Luther asked Billy Bob, "So, what you gonna do this year that's different?" Billy Bob said, "This year she's goin' with me!"

Warped And Twisted.
Harsh words & violent blows Hidden secrets nobody knows Eyes are open, hands are fisted Deep inside I'm warped & twisted So many tricks & so many lies Too many whens & too many whys Nobody's special, nobody's gifted I'm just me, warped & twisted Sleeping awake & choking on a dream Listening loudly to a silent scream Call my mind, the number's unlisted Lost in someone so warped & twisted On my knees, alive but dead Look at the invisible blood I've bled I'm not gone, my mind has drifted Don't expect much, I'm warped & twisted Burnt out, wasted, empty, & hollow Today's just yesterday's tomorrow The sun died out, the ashes sifted I'm still here, warped & twisted

Dreaming Again
Season of lust , our desires flow I think of us and the feelings grow Stronger and deeper than either knew Because of the soul connection with you Being so joined thought so far apart You live in my dreams and in my heart Dreams of passion and dreams that give All of my thoughts and desires live In the moments that we alone share Lost in the desire to be with you there To hold you and kiss you and be yours divine To know I am yours and you are mine Lasting as one and lusting our desire We are connect as one and build the fire That has forged us to be forever one soul Knowing that in love we grew to be whole You and I share one love dream true Loving and living our whole life new By R. Thomas Dinsmore What if we had never met Would you know me even yet Would you hear my souls longing call Would you long beyond all recall For the love we both had never known For the type of love that is so naturally grown That blossoms without effort and is true That m

Hot Tattoos
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Guys
It's obvious that guys are assholes... but I try to be such and nice and loving person and all I do is get fucked in the end.. sooner or later ill be the one fucking the male over. I dont understand why guys cant be real and up front with me. All I get are lies, lies and what... more fuckin lies. All I really wanna say is grow the fuck up and stop playing games.. you know who you are and dont fuck with me... im not in the mood!

World Community Grid Is Great!
(Originally Posted on August 9, 2006)I mentioned this before, but it bears repeating. There is a piece of software from a company called World Community Grid. What they do is to use your computer's idle time to search for cures for various diseases.They started out with Human Proteome Folding. Here's a couple of paragraphs for this project:Only a few years ago, scientists completed a draft sequence of the Human Genome. While our genes are an amazing repository of information, knowing the genes is only the beginning. It is the proteins made from these genes that actually carry out all the functions that keep us alive.However, scientists still do not know the functions of a large fraction of human proteins. With an understanding of how each protein affects human health, scientists can develop new cures for human disease.After a while, they added stuff for AIDS as well:UNAIDS, the Joint United Nations Program on HIV/AIDS, estimated that in 2004 there were more than 40 million people ar

Give It All
Give It All If I had a choice, I'd give it all to you, My love, my life, My heart, my soul, If I knew that it was true, I'd give it all to you, My wishes, my dreams, My hopes, my fantasies, If I knew that you were the one, I'd give it all to you, My past, my present, My future, my memories, But I don't know if you are the one, So let's just wait & see as time goes by, See what happens between you & me, Our dreams might change, Our lives will proceed. And then we'll see our dreams come true, And hope that they're of me & you.

Sand & Stone
SAND & STONE TWO FRIENDS WERE WALKING THROUGH THE DESERT. DURING SOME POINT OF THE JOURNEY, THEY HAD AN ARGUMENT; AND ONE FRIEND SLAPPED THE OTHER ONE IN THE FACE. THE ONE WHO GOT SLAPPED WAS HURT, BUT WITHOUT SAYING ANYTHING, WROTE IN TH E SAND: TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SLAPPED ME IN THE FACE. THEY KEPT ON WALKING, UNTIL THEY FOUND AN OASIS, WHERE THEY DECIDED TO TAKE A BATH THE ONE WHO HAD BEEN SLAPPED! GOT STUCK IN THE MIRE AND STARTED DROWNING, BUT THE FRIEND SAVED HIM. AFTER HE RECOVERED FROM THE NEAR DROWNING, HE WROTE ON A STONE: "TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SAVED MY LIFE ". THE FRIEND WHO HAD SLAPPED AND SAVED HIS BEST FRIEND ASKED HIM, "AFTER I HURT YOU, YOU WROTE IN THE SAND AND NOW, YOU WRITE ON A STONE, WHY?" THE FRIEND REPLIED "WHEN SOMEONE HURTS US WE SHOULD WRITE IT DOWN IN SAND, WHERE WINDS OF FORGIVENESS CAN ERASE IT AWAY. BUT, WHEN SOMEONE DOES SOMETHING GOO

Dinner With You!
I was really bored at work today. So I thought I'd write something for you all to read. I hope you enjoy! There you were. Our eyes met for the first time and and we both knew the chemistry was stronger than the both of us. The sparks were filling the air around us and the attraction was beyond our control. You invited me to dinner and oh what a dinner. We ordered our meal as the hunger in our eyes was growing stronger,uncontrollable with each passing moment. The passion was rising. We could not wait for our meal to arrive so we left the restaurant with no thought of food. You held me in your arms and your lips were soft and tender on mine as our tongues slowly explored each other. The taste of you so sweetly upon my lips. The passion rising within us like a tiger fighting to emerge. I ran my fingers through your hair so soft and curly as it lay upon your shoulders so broad and strong as I caressed them. You lifted me in your arms and there

Kind Of Pissed And Venting
1.) It's snowing in April 2.) Guys in my school fucking suck. They think they can tell me I'm having sex with people (who I'm not fucking, mind you) and then try to tell me who I hang out with...what the fuck. 3.) I really like this kid who's younger then me...which is a first..and he lives in Arizona. 4.) He owns a dude ranch though that's basically known nation wide...he likes me...so it can't be that bad right? 5.) My mom wants me to be a vet. tech. 6.) My dad wants me in the Air Force because I've been flying for several years now. 7.) I have a horse show that I'm not near ready for 8.) I have a math test tomorrow...I don't even know what it's on. 9.) My mom is making me diet...apparently 105 lbs is to heavy for me..she wants me under 100 10.) My back is fucked up from riding at the ranch 11.) I'm having a writers block so I can't write any poetry. 12.) 3 guys asked me to Prom today...TODAY...and they're all my friends so it's a lose lose situation. 13.) My ankel hurts,

I Have Regained My Self-respect
I have had enough of self-denial I am not the one on trial Its society I have had enough of this sobriety I am going to break the chain No need to explain You have been applying the screw And you always knew That eventually I would crack And start fighting back I am starting a new page The world is my stage I am throwing away my black clothing I no longer have a need for self-loathing What did you expect? I have regained my self-respect

A Poem From I Am A Supporter
Just wanted to share this poem with everyone. I thought that it was very nice and I hope that I am a Supporter does not get mad for me posted the poem but I liked it so much that I wanted to share it with everyone. Friends A friend is someone we turn to when our spirits need a lift. A friend is someone we treasure for our friendship is a gift. A friend is someone who fills our lives with beauty, joy, and grace. And makes the whole world we live in a better and happier place

Black Cat's Bad Luck
(Originally Posted on August 8, 2006)Our black cat has found herself a new perching place. It's on the altar setup in the new room. :-) Since she's black and the sheet on the altar is black and the sheet behind the altar is black, it's hard to see her.And you guys can't see her at all because I lost the cord to connect my camera to the computer.(Of course, she then jumped up on it, moving the sheet enough so that everything fell off of it. :-( The fall shattered my chalice!)I guess from now on, I'll just set up the altar for rituals.tag: cat, animals, altar, satanic, satanism, satanist, satan, religion

Someone
For the rude people that feel that they are better than everyone else you need to stop with your childish shit and stop coming by my page and giving me lower rates. If you dont like what you see then leave my page. Whoever you are you are more childish then my children and you need to grow the fuck up or at least show yourself you big pussies!!!!! Stop coming to my page and grow the FUCK UP!!!!!

How Ive Felt Lately
I'm so Hidden and you're never gonna see I'm cold Forgiven all because of my beliefs I'm no Body that you ever wanna be Cause I know that the world is afraid of me [Monoxide Child] Now you can try to sedate me, assassinate or just hate me But there's nothing that you can do to me lately Now I'm greatly accepted in the mind so I'm confused and intertwined From being rejected so many times, I wanna leave it all behind So kind of you to pick up the album and give it a try for once And run and tell your homies that these motherfuckers will die for us So many questions, fingers pointing for answers Suggesting that I'm the cancer that lingers inside the pasture With green grass up to my neck, and situations that's too fast To think about and most people can't dream about A hundred million miles and every single second And every time you hear this record I want you to feel me on every sentence Reminisce from descendants of past treasures We'll embark o

Prejudiced People
(Originally Posted on August 7, 2006)One thing that I have had to deal with for a long time is prejudice against my way of life. And I am not even talking about Satanism.I am a man who couldn't care less about sports. I don't like cutting the grass. I watch cartoons. I read constantly. I am bisexual (but not "practicing" right now; my wife and I are faithful to each other (although we are looking into starting swinging together)). Most people know I don't believe in their imaginary friend (Jehovah, Jesus, Allah, Buddha, etc).I have had to learn to find who I can trust with my deepest secrets. And there is nobody except my wife that I can tell everything.It's building up like a bubble ready to burst.And yet I know I can't tell the people around me anything like I want to. If I did, I'd suffer consequences I can't afford yet.Heck, if I went and egged the front door of a church-goer, I'd be hauled in on a hate crime. Yet I believe that if a church-goer came and trashed my car, I'

Hot Tattoo Contest Updates
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"are We Or Are We Not"
Written with a pen sealed with a kiss If you are my friend please answer this are we friends or are we not you told me once but I forgot so tell me now and tell me true so I can say I'm here for you of all the friends I've ever met you're the one I won't forget and if I die before you do I'll go to heaven and wait for you!!

Drowning
I know you're not You know you got the power To make me weak inside Girl you leave me breathless But it's okay 'cause You are my survival Now hear me say I can't imagine life Without your love Even forever don't seem Like long enough Cause everytime I breathe I take you in And my heart beats again Baby I can't help it You keep me Drowning in your love Everytime I try to rise above I'm swept away by love Baby I can't help it You keep me Drowning in your love Maybe I'm a drifter Late at night Cause I long for the safety Of flowing freely In your arms I don't need another lover It's not for me Cause only you can save me Oh can't you see I can't imagine life Without your love And even forever don't seem Like long enough Cause everytime I breathe I take you in And my heart beats again Baby I can't help it You keep me Drowning in your love Everytime I try to rise above I'm swept away by love Baby I can't help it You keep me Drown

Family.. You Gotta Love Them
Just wanted to say Hi to all my friends and apologize I have not been on the past couple days because of some major family issues. I will be back soon I promise. I hope everyone has a great week and I will talk to you hopefully later. Kisses Jillie

Easy Come, Easy Go
(Originally Posted on August 4, 2006)7/31/06Okay. As you know, my wife has an innate ability to curse. I had a similar power. When I needed money in a hurry, I was able to get money.Recently I have been stressing out about not having enough money to pay my bills. Then, Saturday, 29 July 2006 (a few days ago), I got an airmail letter addressed to me from (I believe) the UK. In it was a page of desks (torn from a catologue) and a money order for three thousand dollars.THREE THOUSAND DOLLARS!Now in the scheme of things, that ain't much. But it's enough to pay my overdue bills and have a little left over for a few luxuries.The problem, though, is that my bank wants to hold it for 10 business days. That means I won't be able to publish this particular blog entry for two weeks! And I want to sing it from the rooftops! :-DI do plan on keeping this entry updated as wwell, which is why I am dating the entries in it.Whomever sent the money order, if you read the blog, thanks! We really

"everything You Do"
I was sitting here thinking of the words i wanted to say, but they just wouldn't come out right- so I found a differnet way I got a piece of paper and I wrote this poem for you, but there's no way to thank-you for everything you do. For always being nice to me and staying by my side, and helping me fix my problems and never leaving me behind. For accepting my thoughts and feelings, though you do not understand, for never giving up on me and being my best friend For making me laugh- and letting me cry and saying you'd miss me if I were to die Everything you mean to me you could never know In all the ways you've changed my life I could never show he way you take care of me (you're my shining star) and though it so increible that's just the way you are Before I get to mushy it's time for me to go but before I leave this ink-filled page there's one thing you should know As long as we are living no matter when or where if you ever need me- j

Legend Of The Idiot Boss: The Happy Dance
(Originally Posted on August 4, 2006)"Ooh if looks could kill that prosecuting counsel would be in for 30 years." -- Monty PythonWe had our daily tech meeting a few minutes ago. Idiot Boss decided to sit in on it, giving out comments about different things including all sorts of stuff we had already gone over.Then he ended the meeting by pestering people by asking them if they knew the "Happy Dance," whatever that is. Maybe it's this.I really, REALLY need to get a new job.Fortunately, I hae a recruiter putting me in for a job this very minute. Also, a group of us will open a new business whether I get a new job or not. They can't take Idiot Boss either.(And I don't know if I mentioned this or not, but Putz Boy was going to be in our business. After PB made the ass of himself, though, the rest of the people don't even want to talk to him and do so only because we are paid to get along here.)tag: Idiot Boss, Putz Boy, job, career

Drinking Water
So I just fed and watered the dog, andI thought to myself......Self, wouldn't it suck if the only thing you drank for your entire life was water? I would hate to be a dog, but then again, I could lay around all day and lick myself.

Bored As Usual
Hey everyone I'm bored so I'm gonna post a fuckin blog lol! Well my anniversary went really well last night ...didn't have any money but we made it count lol. Also one of his friends' wife works for Avon and she had a customer who never picked up their stuff so they gave it to Kevin to give to me...got some perfume, lip gloss, good stuff! Anywho, umm ya well I guess that's it for now! Have a great day!

New Altar Room Almost Finished
(Originally Posted on August 4, 2006)Two nights ago, I got a king-sized, black flat sheet from Wal-Mart. I am planning on using it as the fourth wall where the altar will be. I took an old ethernet cord the dogs had chewed through and will use that to hold the sheet up.I got to thinking that it'd really be nice to have a Baphomet symbol embroidered/painted/etc on the sheet. Unfortunately I don't know quite where to get this done and my artistic skills are not too hot. I might do it anyway, maybe by gluing pieces of felt to make the pattern or something.Another thing I'd like to do is to put a few grommets into the sheet. That way, there'd be less of a chance of the sheet getting messing up by hanging it up.Also, I wonder how popular Satanic cross-stich patterns would be. There are computer programs that can take scans of pictures and such and turn them into a cross stitch pattern.tag: satan, satanic, satanist, satanism, religion, altar

Capricorn: The Passionate Lover
Ok, I don't believe in this stuff, it is just for fun. (So no private messages about it PLEASE.) Read description for your sign and leave comment saying if it is close or completely off. TAURUS: The Tramp Aggressive. Freak in bed. Rare to find! Loves being in long relationships.. J Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Sexy as........ Loves to help people in times of need. Outstanding kisser. Very funny. Awesome personality. Stubborn. Sexual as......... Most caring person you will ever meet! One of a kind. Not one to #### with. Are the sexiest people on earth! VIRGO: The Virgin Dominant in relationships. Sexy. Someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loud.. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness. SCORPIO: The sex addict Can be mean. EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent.

Crazy John
JUST TO SAY A BIG HEART FELT SORROW TO THE FAMILY OF LANCE CORPORAL JOHN FITTON WHO SADLY PASSED AWAY THIS AFTERNOON WHILST OUT RUNNING IN WINDSOR ( ENGLAND) TOTALLY CRAZY GUY FULL OF LIFE AND ENTHUSIASIM FATHER OF 2 AND DEVOTED HUSBAND.... YOU COULDNT HAVE ASKED FOR A BETTER FRIEND GONE BUT NOT FORGOTTON ............ NULLI SECUNDUS REPOST AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE TO SHOW SUPPORT FOR OUR SOLDIERS AND THEIR FAMILIES............

Another Business Coincidence!
CFO of Menu Foods sold half his shares week before pet food recall BY ROB GILLIES Associated Press April 11, 2007, 3:23 PM EDT TORONTO -- The chief financial officer of Menu Foods sold about half his shares in the company just three weeks before a massive recall of its pet food products, Canadian insider trading reports show. CFO Mark Wiens sold 14,000 shares for $89,900 on Feb. 26 and Feb. 27. The shares are now worth about $54,000. "He feels just awful that this link has been made,'' company spokesman Sam Bornstein said Wednesday. But Bornstein said Wiens faced a restricted window in which he could sell his shares. A blackout period related to the company's fourth quarter results prevented Wiens from trading until Feb. 19, Bornstein said. Wiens sought permission in writing from the CEO to trade then, a standard practice, he said. Wiens currently owns about 17,000 shares. Menu Foods began getting calls about sick cats around Feb. 26, but Born

Remind Me Never To Be Nice Again.
So a friend of mine, gets kicked outta her house by her dad. Well her mom lives in Cali and cant come get her until a few weeks from now. So since I live in a two person dorm room all by myself, I said hey ya know what, you're more than welcome to come stay with me. I laid it down for her though, I can't help you with food too much, I'm a messy person, andI won't be here half the time due to class and work an my own social life. She says ok cool, she has 7 bucks, doesnt eat alot and will even clean up my messes. Im like ok sweet, so i go get her and all her stuff, she gets settled in, and for the next few days....she barely even talks to me. i take her to walmart, she buys a movie with her 7 bucks....instead of food or anything, she acts a complete fool in front of some dude that works there, embarrassing everyone, and im just like.... ok whatever. So she tells me saturday, that shes decided to go back to live with her dad, and she needed me to take her back. i was like....sure i gu

Something Everyone Should Read
This blog is extremely opinionated so if you can't keep an open mind then don't read anymore than these first 2 lines.... Lately I've realized alot about life and people in this world....I especially learned alot about myself and my own life. I can't point the finger at anyone for the things that have happened. Nor do I intend to. I just want somethings to be said. So anyone and everyone can read them. First...let me discuss the juducial system and my opinions on certain things involving that. Some of you that know me closer...know the details of what happened back in October and why I'm on trial right now for some really serious shit. I've made many bad choices in my life...I know that. But the thing most people dont know is that I really learned from these mistakes and I've cut everyone I know who is associated with drugs out of my life. Well aside from mary jane. Yeah...I still smoke...and I dont see a problem with it. I know its illegal but it shouldnt be. Sure the

Mommy Knows Best
stop rateing pepoles pics and profiles any thing lower than a 10 mommy says to all those who never heard it from there own mommy " If You Don't have any thing nice to say than don't say any thing at all"

Things You Never Knew Your Cell Phone Could Do.
THINGS YOU NEVER KNEW YOUR CELL PHONE COULD DO. There are a few things that can be done in times of grave emergencies. Your mobile phone can actually be a lifesaver or an emergency tool for survival. Check out the things that you can do with it: FIRST Subject: Emergency The Emergency Number worldwide for Mobile is 112. If you find yourself out of the coverage area of your mobile; network and there is an emergency, dial 112 and the mobile will search any existing network to establish the emergency number for you, and interestingly this number 112 can be dialed even if the keypad is locked. Try it out. SECOND Subject: Have you locked your keys in the car? Does your car have remote keyless entry? This may come in handy someday. Good reason to own a cell phone: If you lock your keys in the car and the spare keys are at home, call someone at home on their cell phone from your cell phone. Hold your cell phone about a foot from your car door

Going Mad...
(Originally Posted on August 3, 2006)At this precise point in time, I want to suffer a mental breakdown. I want to crawl under my desk, screaming and crying. If anybody comes close, I'll throw pens at them to make them leave me alone.It's this workplace that does it. At least two of the programmers who left here went crazy afterwards. One of them had called his parents, apologizing for killing that person when he was twelve. (It had never happened.) Later, when his parents went to check on him, his apartment door was open, trash was everywhere, the TV was turned to static, and he was lying naked in bed, staring up at the ceiling.I could definitely use a break like that. Unfortunately, I need the money I get from working. Therefore, I can't have my breakdown yet. If I ever become rich, though, I think I might try going mad for a bit...tag: job, work, psychiatry, emotions

Jealousy And Ratings.......grow Up
i have NEVER ever gave a bad rating to anyone on cherrytap. but i have came to believe there are a few insecure people out there that (now this is just my opinion ok) if u go to a site's profile page rate it,fan it or whatever it....u have the little "groupies" like piggyback cookies on whoevers site u rate, ready to pounce on u like shit on a stick. because here they come rating ur profile a 1, pics all 1's leaving u thinkin like what the freak!!!! SOoooooooooooooo groupie piggyback cookie people....if u rate this blog a 1 go ahead ur only rating urself. hehe

A Real Friendship Poem
I'm so tired of those sissy "friendship" poems that always sound good... finally here is a series of promises that actually speak of our true friendship: 1. When you are sad -- I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against the sorry bastard/bitch who made you sad. 2. When you are blue -- I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile -- I will know you finally got laid. 4. When you are scared -- I will try to calm your nerves, unless it is something silly then I will rag on you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried -- I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be until you quit whining. 6. When you are confused I will use little words. 7. When you are sick -- Stay the hell away from me until you are well again. I don't want whatever you have. 8. When you fall -- I will point and laugh at your clumsy ass, but then I will help you get up. 9. This is my oath..... I pledge it to the end

"the Golden Chain Of Friendship"
Friendship is a golden chain the links are friends so dear and like a rare and precious jewel It's treasured more each year... It's clasped together firmly with a love that's deep and true and It's rich and happy memories and fond recollections too... Time can't destroy it's beauty for as long as memories live years can't erase the pleasure the joy that friendship gives For friendship is a priceless gift that can't be bought or sold But to have an understanding friend is worth far more than gold And the golden chain of friendship is a strong and blessed tie binding kinded hearts together as the years go passing by.

Imus - Famous But Ignorant
4/11/2007 Famous but Ignorant #2 Dear Readers; As I always said on the George Noory show "I DO NOT PREDICT ANYTHING", but I know the Universal Pattern and understand the Universal Code very well. Nature has a pattern; history repeats itself and AGAIN a famous radio host named Imus paid the full price of his ignorance of the stars. The mass is not only gullible but also ignorant with 99% of humankind being "robots of the stars". Cosmic consciousness is seriously lacking in the majority of us and as in Imus' case, messing up with the universal rules can only bring serious penalty. Imus: "Embarrassed' by racial comments" and INCIDENTALLY it again happened under the jurisdiction of Pluto. Of course a bunch of ignorant "educated" astronomer imbeciles have "removed" Pluto from the Celestial family of planets not knowing the spiritual implications of such a powerful celestial body. Rest assure also that no scientists will ever be able to enter the archetypal realm of c

Hmm Interesting
You Are a Centaur In general, you are a very cautious and reserved person. However, you are also warm hearted, and you enjoy helping others in practical ways. You are a great teacher, and you are really good at helping people get their lives in order. You are very intuitive, and you go with your gut. You make good decisions easily. What Mythological Creature Are You?

True Friendship
The hands of fate have twisted again Altered the love I was to send She saw me with a different eye She waved as she left a tearful goodbye My feelings for her will go forever unseen To be hidden away like a forgotten dream She'll never know as I cloud my eyes I vow forever to keep this disguise I can never open my heart she can never see Exactly what she means to me I smile and wave as rain falls from above Now I know the meaning of unconditional love

The Day...
She stands alone as the wind blows around her It speaks of the unknown and sends chills to the bone The trees sway from side to side as the flowers mourn like someone died She slowly walks down the street not knowing exactly what she'll meet She was all alone and scared thinking that no one cared She longed for a different place to be A place where happiness comes so easily A place where she would rather be In her mind she'd pretend that she could only hear herself Until she heard a voice say that she can't go on living life this way Her fears and lonliness finally came to an end The day she realized she had a friend....

My Poem
My Poem Now I lay me down to sleep, I feel the need to weep. Success seems to grow all around me, Just outside my grasp it always seems to be. A new day shall break at dawn, And I shall find I'm still life's little pawn. To be played at someone elses will, When will the day come when I've had my fill? I just seem to go on and on, As another day shall turn back into dawn. Written by Paulette ~4-9-98

The Shield Of Unity
From the lowest plains to the highest hill I've journeyed through life for a love I sought to feel. My heart and spirit have been the source of my inner light, to guide my every step with wisdom and insight. Like that of a mighty eagle flying high above... so were my hopes in search of my love. Visions and dreams told me you were there... a gentle caring spirit so unique and rare. I heard a whisper as the winds softly blew... the voice of The Great Spirit that I'd find you. May the shield of unity bring our fate so that you may be my eternal soul mate.

To My Best Friend
I was sitting here thinking of the words I want to say, but they just wouldn't come out right so I found a different way I got a piece of paper and I wrote this poem for you, but there's no way to thank you for everything you do For always being nice to me and staying by my side, for helping fix my problems and never leaving me behind For accepting my thoughts and feelings, though you do not understand, for never giving up on me and being my best friend For making me laugh and letting me cry and saying you'd miss me if I were to die Everything you mean to me you could never know In all the ways you've changed my life I could never show The way you take care of me, you're my shining star and though it's so incredible that's just the way you are Before I get too mushy it's time for me to go, but before I leave this ink-filled page there's one thing you should know As long as we are living, no matter when or where, if you ever need me jus

Harrassment?
Every day, a male co- worker walks up very close to a lady standing at the coffee machine, inhales a big breath of air and tells her that her hair smells nice. After a week of this, she can't stand it and takes her complaint to a supervisor in the personnel department and states that she wants to file a sexual harassment grievance against him. The Human Resources supervisor is puzzled by this decision and asks, What's sexually threatening about a co- worker telling you your hair smells nice?" The woman replies, "It's Keith, the midget."

Together Til The End
Together til the end, You and me will be friends. We'll break our friendship never, together or apart we'll be friends forever. Through good times and bad, We'll never get mad. Through old friends and new friends, Our friendship never bends. Eventhough we're changing, Our friendship is never ending. With broken hearts and many tears, We've made it through these past seven years. Different in many ways, more alike each passing day. Our memories are the best, it's our honesty we never test. Helping each other out, Always with no doubt. We've always been eachother's better half, When we hang together we have a full glass. Together til the end, You and me will be friends.

Learn Something New Today....
Learn something new today.... ALASKA More than half of the coastline of the entire United States is in Alaska. AMAZON The Amazon rain forest produces more than 20% the world's oxygen supply. The Amazon River pushes so much water into the Atlantic Ocean that, more than one hundred miles at sea, off the mouth of the river, one can dip fresh water out of the ocean. The volume of water in the Amazon river is greater than the next eight largest rivers in the world combined and three times the flow of all rivers in the United States. ANTARCTICA Antarctica is the only land on our planet that is not owned by any country. Ninety percent of the world's ice covers Antarctica. This ice also represents seventy percent of all the fresh water in the world. As strange as it sounds, however, Antarctica is essentially a desert. The average yearly total precipitation is about two inches. Although covered with ice (all but 0.4% of it, i.e.), Antarctica is the driest place on the planet, w

Another Charity Event
(Originally Posted on August 3, 2006)Supposedly in Great Britain, there will be a Masturbate-A-Thon coming soon. (No pun intended.) According to the article, the idea migrated from the U.S. and will be used for charity for Marie Stopes (a sexual health organization) and the Terrance Higgins Trust (an HIV charity).A couple of paragraphs from the story:Those wanting to take part will have the option of wearing clothes that "they feel hot or erotic in'' and will be able to go into private booths, and male-only or female-only areas, should they wish.Around five people were aiming to break the masturbation record (eight-and-a-half hours for a man and six hours 20 minutes for a woman).What I want to know is, if the idea came from the U.S., why haven't I heard of them? It's definitely news. And it's the kind of activism I'd really be able to hold onto in today's hard world. (Pun intended this time.)Does anybody else know where these are held in the U.S.?Also good god! The world recordss

Hot Tattoo Contest Updates
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When Girls Dont Put Out!
This was written by a guy... it's pretty damn funny. He is my hero!! Girls -- Please have a sense of humor! I never quite figured out why the sexual urge of men and women differ so much. And I never have figured out the whole Venus and Mars thing. I have never figured out why men think with their head and women with their heart. FOR EXAMPLE: One evening last week, my girlfriend and I were getting into bed. Well, the passion starts to heat up, and she eventually says, "I don't feel like it, I just want you to hold me." I said, "WHAT??!! What was that?!" So she says the words that every boyfriend on the planet dreads to hear... "You're just not in touch with my emotional needs as a woman enough for me to satisfy your physical needs as a man." She responded to my puzzled look by saying, "Can't you just love me for who I am and not what I do for you in the bedroom?" Realizing that nothing was going to happen that night, I went to sleep. The very next day I opt

Dear Friend
As a friend I do wish you The best of life's blessings And freedom from sickness and pain. May your prayers and oblations, As blooms of carnations, Flourish in sunshine and rain. May the blessings of heaven Be showered upon you With favor from God and from man. May you harvest with pleasure The fruits of your labor To share with whoever you can. May the dew in the morning Refresh and delight you, And your days be filled with great peace. May your nights without number Be filled with sweet slumber; Your dreams filled with hope ne'er cease. May your mate and your children Bequeathed and beloved Be cherished as jewels set in gold. May your joy blend with laughter, Both now and hereafter, As the days of your life unfold.

Weird Facts That You Would Rather Not Know....
Weird facts that you would rather not know.... Did you know?...It is impossible to lick your elbow. Did you know?...Intelligent people have more zinc and copper in their hair. Did you know?...Coca-Cola was originally contain cocaine. Did you know?...23% of all photocopier faults worldwide are caused by people sitting on them and photocopying their butts. Did you know?...In every episode of Seinfeld there is a Superman somewhere. Did you know?...If the government has no knowledge of aliens, then why does Title 14, Section 1211 of the Code of Federal Regulations, implemented on July 16, 1969, make it illegal for U.S. citizens to have any contact with extraterrestrials or their vehicles? Did you know?...Wearing headphones for just an hour will increase the bacteria in your ear by 700 times. Did you know?...More than 50% of the people in the world have never made or received a telephone call. Did you know?...The "sixth sick sheik's sixth sheep's sick" is said

Why Does This Always Happen?
Attracted to a person with a horrible personality. NOT attracted to a person with a great personality. Horrible personality is attractive. Great personality...not so good looking. Im a horrible person, I know.

In Life
" In life, don't expect anything from anyone. Because expectation, when not fulfilled, gives you pain. When you get something without expecting it, it gives you pleasure. Keep doing your part and leave the rest to God."

Friends
Written with a pen, sealed with a kiss, If you're my friend please answer this. Are we friends or are we not? You told me once but I forgot. So tell me now & tell me true, So I can say I'm here for you. Of all the friends I ever met, You're the one I won't forget. And if I die before you do, I'll go to heaven & wait for you. I'll give the angels back their wings, And risk the loss of everything. Because there isn't a thing I wouldn't do, To have a friend just like you!!!

A Friend Like You
A Friend Like You Will Never Turn Me Away. A Friend Like You Will Be There For Me Everyday. A Friend Like You Will Hold Me When I Am Feeling Sad. A Friend Like You Will Rejoice For Me When I Am Feeling Glad. A Friend Like You Always Knows What To Say And How To Put It Gently, To Make The Pain Go Away.

Well I`m Back
after 8 long days my internet company came out to fix the broken wife, i signed into a 1 year contract and seen like i was put on the shit list for a repair. no worries i`m back so dont every one think i was being rude or if i forgot about my friends. have a great day mike

Gross Medical Practices
(Originally Posted on August 3, 2006)A long time ago, doctors used leeches to bleed patients. They are coming back in vogue today to reduce swelling after tissue is grafted onto a patient.More recently, a diet pill company went out of business. Their product was a capsule filled with tapeworm eggs. By swallowing it, you infested yourself with tapeworms, which would then digest a goodly portion of your food before your own system absorbed it.There is also the current practice of using maggots to help clean wounds of dead, decaying flesh. They won't mess with the healthy flesh, just the stuff that should be removed. I have read an article about that as well as saw an episode of House, M.D. where they showed it.Even more recently, some people with irritable bowel syndrome (IBS) have been given eggs of pig whipworms. The victims of IBS have a digestive system that can't handle the purely clean stuff we have in food & water today, so the worms help them out.It's kind of weird that the

My Messed Up Life
I sit here everyday and stare at this computer screen. I get up at 6:15 to put my kids on the bus, then I sit and wait or my two youngest to wake up so that I can fix them breakfast. Throughout the day I clean the house and when it is time I fix dinner. I fight on the phone... I watch tv... I sometimes listen to music. But mostly I am on here. No one has ever taken the time to understand the inner workings of my mind. I think that once they get close and start to know me the real me scares them. I cut myself when down (depressed) and sometimes the urge just comes over me at times when I am not. I do things in ways that others ask me "Why the hard way?" I challenge my boundaries. I gave up all of my friends years ago for the man that I married. He has choosen them ever since. So do I know how to have friendships...I know that I am trying. I push people that I truely care about away. Everyone says that it is the fear of getting hurt.. When truthfully I do it for fear of hurting them. THe

Little Known 'did You Know' Sex Facts
Little known 'Did you know' Sex facts Did you know?..."Ithyphallophobia" is a morbid fear of seeing, thinking about or having an erect penis. Did you know?...According to a survey of sex shop owners, cherry is the most popular flavor of edible underwear. Chocolate is the least popular. Did you know?...In the Aztec culture avocados were considered so sexually powerful, virgins were restricted from contact with them. Did you know?...Marilyn Monroe, the most celebrated sex icon of the 20th century, confessed to a friend that despite her three husbands and a parade of lovers, she had never had an orgasm. Did you know?...The average shelf-life of a latex condom is about two years. Did you know?...14% of Americans have skinny-dipped with a member of the opposite sex at least once. Did you know?...According to a U.S. market research firm, the most popular American bra size is currently 36C, up from 1991 when it was 34B. Did you know?..."Formicophilia" is the feti

These Messages Gotta Stop
i needed a place to save things like heading.much easier to paste in than type.so I erased this marked elegal blog for this that I want saved. easier here than swinging in an out of myspace with this stuff.I used to keep all saved things there.But this is the Best Motivational Bombing heading of all time.Now some in my COF no from past House Cleanings I don't fuck around.Like the Time I kicked to the Curb 100 club F.A.R.'s.After that heated Arguement with maniacal Bliss of her Sticking up for a Downrater of my Webdude Morph.Steph was a very good friend of mine.Downraters of my Morphs are a Cardinal Sin.That Story is in a Blog. #1.*Lord_Wolf*Angel needs Bombers for her Contest>>or Friend Liquidation will Occur' #2.

Regret!!!
What is all this time has been wasted? What if all we had has been lost? Cuz maybe i just don't care no more. Cuz maybe it's not how it was before. Maybe i'll change my mind later. But maybe you won't take me back. I'll just be sitting here waiting. You'll be at home debating. I'll be waiting for you to want me. You'll be wanting an apology. But neither of us will give in. So maybe neither of us will win. Hopefully one day we'll look back. And we'll smile at what we once had. But what i'm willing to bet. Is that we'll both be filled with regret

Personality Profile
(Originally Posted on August 2, 2006)Last night I was reading a book called Games For Naughty People by Brian Pillham. One of the games is called something like "How Much?" In it, three people have to guess how much it would take for a fourth to perform some act. Whoever gets closest without going over would win.In the sample list of questions, there were a couple of entries that would definitely distinguish me from most other people. One was, "How much would it take for you to masturbate in front of everybody here?"Here's the deal. One (well, a few) of my first sexual experiences were with prostitutes on a rotating stage in front of a crowd of horny Asians. I have gone to a nudist resort and, when I dreamed I was in my underwear in front of a large crowd, I pulled them down a bit to give people a better view of my ass. My wife and I have had sex outside. You could say there's a bit of an exhibitionist in me. I figure I'd do this for about $20-30 or so.On the other hand, anoth

My Meaning
She was free spirted yet a special and beautiful lady, With God's plan she helped this man grow Surrounded by all that is good and glorious...... E'er so special with a true meaning now it is time to say - I have a Friend who cares So much beauty living brings Fields where small children run Where foam on ocean waves go by She's across the miles and comforts my fears. Never fails.....I can count on her To take the hurt, from my breast For the beauty in-the bright blue sky The sweeping arc of her aura goes on endlessly. I need to have an open heart To let me magnify the splendors Of a Friends path of life.... And yes put this Song In My Heart THANKS FRIEND

Mad Game Proof!
Subject: "Alfred E. Bush Fails Again!" First topic | Last topic Affrayer Sat Mar-31-07 06:39 AM Member since Mar 02nd 2007 133 posts Click to send email to this author Click to send private message to this authorClick to view this author's profileClick to add this author to your buddy list "Alfred E. Bush Fails Again!" Huffington Post WASHINGTON — A Saudi terror suspect says U.S. interrogators tortured him for five years and he confessed to involvement in the bombing of the USS Cole just to satisfy them and "make the people happy," according to a Pentagon transcript of a military hearing at Guantanamo Bay. I guess Alfred E. Bush never realized that torture has it's own built in defense. I know, Alfred E. Bush claims that we've gotten valuable intel from torture but to date I haven't seen one example that shows this to be true. Probably because Al Qaeda uses splinter cells. And bribes have proven to be extremely expensive when compared to overall r

Elizabethtown...
I sit in my office watching a movie I vowed I would never watch due to it would probably make me cry. And you know I hate crying, it shows I am weak at times, it shows I am a woman. I hurt and I bleed, and yes I do cry it just takes alot to get me there. So I'm watching this movie, and seeing how the leading female character changes the leading male character's life is a more positive way. I am reminded how much you mean to me. I am reminded that with just a simple look, text, or call how you ground me again. How you make this mess of a person feel so important. You seem to be willing to take my offers more now a days. Less timid to say no, and more willing to say yes when I offer to help you out. I'm starting to get you, I'm starting to fall for you, I'm starting to like this whole distance thing. I've stopped feeling like I need to be someone I am not. I can enjoy music again, I can cry, I can be weak. Because in the end I feel like you would be there to catch me, and hol