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Bush Is Mad!
Huffington Post Wires The current Military Commissions Building at Guantanamo Bay U.S. Naval Base, Cuba, Dec. 4, 2006. Brought to Guantanamo over five years ago, Australian detainee David Hicks attended a hearing here Monday, March 26, the first suspect to face prosecution under revised military tribunals established after the U.S. Supreme Court last year found the Pentagon's system for trying Guantanamo detainees was unconstitutional. (AP Photo/Brennan Linsley) Guantanamo Detainee Makes Torture Claims LOLITA C. BALDOR | AP | March 30, 2007 08:30 PM EST Compare other versions » Compare with WASHINGTON — A Saudi terror suspect says U.S. interrogators tortured him for five years and he confessed to involvement in the bombing of the USS Cole just to satisfy them and "make the people happy," according to a Pentagon transcript of a military hearing at Guantanamo Bay. Abd al-Rahim al-Nashiri, a Saudi of Yemeni descent, is the second "high value" detainee to contend he wa

I'm Here---barely
Well, most of you read my blogs to get a good laugh and this one is no exception. Please excuse me if we have discussed this privately and I'm repeating myself. Today is the first day I have felt human after a nasty fight with some kind of funk for the last five days. I have been down in the bed with a high fever, headache, stomach stuff and muscle aches. Yuck!!! Imagine trying to cook Easter dinner with your head pounding, the kids wanting the food because it smells great but all of you are just not feeling good. It was kind of get up stir the food, go lay back down. lol Yesterday, I tried to go to work but ended up asking for the rest of the day off. I wasn't the only one in the house that was sick. Thomas and Emily both stayed home Monday sick with me. You know you look like hell when your boss doesn't even question you about wanting to go home. So, anyway here is where the funny part comes in. I talked about getting all these new appliances for my house

Stupid People
I WAS SITTING IN A MOVIE THE OTHER NIGHT AND SOME GUY KEPT ASKING WHAT WAS GOING ON LIKE HE DIDN'T KNOW HE THAUGHT I WAS STUPID BUT I PLAYED ALONG COME FIND OUT IN THE END HE NEVER DID UNDERSTAND THE THINK WHY COME TO A MOVIE YOU NO NOTHING ABOUT AND WHT KEEP ASKING QUESTIONS WATCH THE DAMB FILM FOR CRIST SACK'S ANYWAY'S THE MOVIE WS GOOD BUT THE GUY GOT PISSED HE SPENT 8 DOLLARS AND NEW NOTHING I JUST LAUGHED AT HIM.

Long Life Alone
Long Life Alone By Cursed Cowboy Do you ever feel alone like theres no one there? The world is a cold and empty place, Where the darkness is your only friend. You sit and wait but no one comes, All alone you die inside just waiting. With every passing day you lose more of your self, Soon you will be just a shell empty and hard. No one will see you now for you look different, Cold and empty is what you feel inside. Anger and hate are your only friends, For they see your pain growing. But no one care about you, All alone you wait just wanting to be loved, To feel what everyone esle feels. Is love real or is it a dream? Where is it and how do you find it? For it comes to those who wait, So you wait a life time if you have too. All you want is too feel loved, Too feel needed is what you crave. Your hunger grows with every passing breath, Your starving now all because you feel unloved. You ask yourself why are you like this? Why is everyone else happy but your

The Person Inside
The Person Inside, By Cursed Cowboy If your not here then where are you? Do your dreams drift away, In a slow river of hope? Down the current of life. Where will it end? Where did it start? To find meaning in life you have to look inside, Deep below what we can not see. For it is there if we just look hard enough, We are more then what we seem. Life in an endless journey with many paths, The path we choose is what makes us who we are. We are who we choose to be, both good and evil. You can not have one without the other, Like you can not have love without hate. Pain will live forever for we can not change that, All we can do is embrace it for it will make you stronger. Look inside yourself and see who you are, Ask yourself where are you now? For do not fear life take it and make it what you want, Live like you want and never stop loving! Time will end and then where will you be? Be safe and be happy for your time will come, and you will meet the person insi

This Pain I Feel
This Pain I Feel By Cursed Cowboy This Pain I feel so deep inside me, It eats away at my heart and soul. With every breath I take It hurts me more, Almost to the point of ending it all. But all I can do is fight this feeling, Enbrase the pain as if it were a part of me. Make it mine and hold it tight, Never let it go for it makes me stronger. I will take this pain and embrase it , Hold it like it were a child soft yet strong. For this pain is mine and mine alone, I will not share and I will not put it on others. I love this fire that burns inside me, It hurst but yet is warm burns yet sooths. Anger and pain will keep me safe, hold me tight and help me tell my story. For it is not a pretty one and it never was, It is a life filled with pain and envy. Wishing and hoping living and dying, Everyday is a new pain a new feeling. I love this pain I feel.

Blah,blah,blah
Today is one of those days where I am so bored I can barely stand to breathe.Everything I have touched has turned to shit. ~waits~ I just to see what else will go haywire. Hopes the rest of you are having a better day then myself.

A Long Dirt Road
A Long Dirt Road By Cursed Cowboy A road less traveled is a road filled with meaning, Empty yet full with no one there. Everyone uses it but no one sees it, Its only there because we make it. Its never easy nor is it quick, for some who dare to make it. Its a road fill with hurt and pain, But for some love and joy. I choose the road less traveled, for I know I am safe there. Why do I dare to tread on this ground, For I ask myself why do I need this pain? It would have been better to take the easy road, Be happy and live my life with contentment. But I chose to take this road, For the ground come up to meet me with every step I take. It helps along catching me if I fall, Some times it hurt and makes me bleed, But I love this road because it understands me. This Road I speak of we all know, We travel it every where we go. I love this Road of life.

Our Classes
After she came, we laid next to each other and she quickly found my wet hot box. She started to work her magic on me. She rubbed my clit in a circular motion. Oh god! This made me moan. Soon I was moving my hips in rhythm with her hand. She had me cumming in no time. Soon, my lace panties were soaked. She removed my panties and began licking at my wet, horny pussy. She used her tounge to massage my g-spot right before you'd exit my pussy. The she'd start sucking on my clit. While she sucked, she fucked my pussy with with her fingers. She'd pump them in and out- going faster and faster. Finally, she finger fucked my pussy with such force that I came so hard, my pussy wouldn't release her fingers. The next morning was a Monday morning and I stepped into the shower while she was sleeping. I was sort of in disbelief that I just had my fist experience with another woman and I liked it! While I was in the shower, I replayed the events from the night before in my head. This t

1500
LIFE IN THE 1500'S Most people got married in June because they took their yearly bath in May, and still smelled pretty good by June. However, they were starting to smell, so brides carried a bouquet of flowers to hide the body odor. Hence the custom today of carrying a bouquet when getting married. Baths consisted of a big tub filled with hot water. The man of the house had the privilege of the nice clean water, then all the other sons and men, then the women and finally the children. Last of all the babies. By then the water was so dirty you could actually lose someone in it. Hence the saying, Don't throw the baby out with the bath water.. Houses had thatched roofs-thick straw-piled high, with no wood underneath. It was the only place for animals to get warm, so all the cats and other small animals (mice, bugs) lived in the roof When it rained it became slippery and sometimes the animals would slip and fall off the roof. Hence the saying. It's

Can Cheaters Change?????
Can Cheaters Change? Not a chance! Once someone crosses the line in the relationship (again, that line being different things to different people, but for argument's sake, we're talking here about the horizontal hora), it's like a seal being broken on a pill bottle. Though some of it may depend on whether it was a drunken fling or an ongoing stealth hookup with someone at work, the fact is that once that trust is compromised, the offender will have a hard time resetting the relationship to its startup condition. Even if the victim accepts the offender back into the relationship, the offender will be likely to stray again -- because he knows he's already gotten away with it once. The bigger picture, really, is the fact that he (we'll assume the cheater is a he; sorry, guys) cheated for a reason -- that something in his current relationship -- for example, one study showed that couples with infidelity issues showed greater dishonesty, arguments about trust, narcissism, and time spent

If I Was Your Boyfriend
How many times a day would you hug me? > > > 2.) Would you let me hold you? > > > 3.) Would u come with me to places? > > > 4.) Would you love me? > > > 6.) Would you lie to me? > > > 7.) If I was sick what would you do? > > > 9.) Would you leave me for one of my friends? > > > 10.) Want to have a future with me? > > > 11.) Would you listen to all my problems and help me solve them? > > > 12.) Would you introduce me to your mom/dad? > > > 13.) Would you care about what I do when we go out? > > > 14.) Would you hang out with me AND my friends? > > > 15.) If your friend tried to get with me what would you do? > > > 16.) If me and one of your friends argued, who's side would you be on? > > > 17.) Would you give me your myspace password? > > > 18.) If I gave you mine would you read all my mail? > > > 19.) If I said I loved you would you say it back? > > > 20.) How good do i look from 1-10? > > > 21.) How do you feel about me? > > > 2

What A Long, Strange Trip It Is...
(Originally Posted on August 2, 2006)In a blog post I read, a user named AtlasStorm calls for the end of religion. A lot of points he and the commentors brought up were pretty interesting, mostly in that they showed a definite Satanic bent.How many people today look around at the evils religion has brought us? Who wants a new religion, or wants no religion but whose mind wants the good feelings that ritual gives it?You know, when I started Satanism, it was kind of on a lark. I took a test that suggested LaVeyan Satanism fitted my beliefs and personality even better than atheism.Then, after reading up on it for a while, I stuck with Satanism because I was scared to do so. (Go to the bottom here to read that one. There's probably more posts on it as well.) The reason I was scared was since I didn't believe in the xtian god, I shouldn't believe in the xtian devil. But I have absorbed all the beliefs about the devil subconsciously. Therefore, subconsciously if there's a devil, ther

Stupid Drivers
YOU EVER DRIVING ALONG A HIGHWAY AND NOTICE SOME ONE SWERVING ALL OVER THE ROAD WELL I HAVE AND DAMB NEAR GOT HIT THE OTHER DAY SOME GUY PULLED OUT RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME THEN SWERVED INTO MY LANE AND STAYED THERE I COULD HAVE KILLED HIM HE ACTUALLY SLOWED DOWN SO I HAD TO SLAM ON THE BRAKES SO PEOPLE ARE JUST PLAIN STUPID NO OFFENSE TO THE GOOD DRIVERS.I'M JUST SAYING SOME DRIVERS ARE STUPID IF ANYONE TAKES OFFENSE TO THIS IT'S YOUR FAULT.

A Rose In A Dark Place
A Rose in a Dark Place By Cursed Cowboy Peacefull yet in pain, Dying but not in vain. With thee last breath, I give unto you all in my heart I know is true. In the dark I will sit, all alone I will wait. Until my time is near, I am given the grace of fate. I turn slowy from black to red, but not before I my heart bled. Look in my heart see my story, its not of pain and its not of glory. I am but a rose sitting the dark.

What Is A Friend?
A friend is someone who understands and someone you can trust. They will listen to you both night and day without ever making a fuss. A friend will stand by your side when you are right and sometimes when you are wrong. They will hold you up when you are weak and provide support to make you strong. A friend's love is unconditional and unique in every way. And when you have problems a true friend will kneel with you and pray. A friend will stand by your side through thick and thin. And whenever everyone have deserted you they still will be your friend. A friend once said to me that a friend is sent from God above and I believe this to be true. Because God has sent a friend to me and that friend to me is YOU

To Put It Simply, I Want You
I want to be your companion and walk hand in hand, your strength enveloping mine. Autumn leaves falling, scuffing feet and laughter, sharing nights, not finished by the dark. I want to be your confidant as you pen your deepest thoughts, as your heartaches bleed and finally break free. Your dreams, I keep as if my own. I want to smile as you smile and giggle with you at nothing at all. I want to be your lover and find the passions that move you to action. I want to be the softness that induces you to trust. I want to be the naughty that makes you come back for more. I want to please you. I want to share your breakfast and your dinner, I want you in the shower and in your bed and with soft steps to bring you coffee (I take mine black) Your strong arms, the legs that power your thrust, your lips of pleasure, these are the fuel of my desire no it is no secret, my love, and to put it very simply, I want you.

Adverages And Percentages U Didn't Know
85% of men don't use the slit in their underwear. 67.5% of men wear briefs. 85% of women wear the wrong bra size. 50% admit they regularly sneak food into movie theaters to avoid the high prices of snack foods. 90% believe in divine retribution. 10% believe in the 10 Commandments. 82% believe in an afterlife. 45% believe in ghosts. 29% of us are virgins when we marry. 58.4% have called into work sick when we weren't. 40% of McDonald's profits come from the sales of Happy Meals. 315 entries in Webster's 1996 Dictionary were misspelled. On average, 12 newborns will be given to the wrong parents daily. 35% give to charity at least once a month. 69% eat the cake before the frosting. When nobody else is around, 47% drink straight from the carton. 85% of us will eat Spam this year. 70% of us drink orange juice daily. Snickers is the most popular candy. 22% of us skip lunch daily. 9% of us skip breakfast daily.

Be Careful What You Wish For...
(Originally Posted on August 2, 2006)I read an article by the American Atheists where a man (Chester Smalkowski) arrested because of false information provided by a prejudiced high-school principal was cleared on all counts by a jury. I find the most interesting paragraph to be near the end of the piece: The night of the verdict, tornados of unusual violence descended on the panhandle of Oklahoma. The home of the Principal who had brought the false charges against Chuck Smalkowski was severely damaged. This fact has no relationship whatsoever to the verdict.Just one of those things...tag: government, rights, discrimination, atheist, news

Things Dumbasses Do On Cherrytap - Not Myspace!
Things Dumbasses Do On CherryTap - Not Myspace! One: Put so much crap on their profile that it is difficult to read, rate, or comment, and sometimes just crashes browsers and/or computers all together. It's called a stash, you get points for it, use it! Two: Throwing a giant fit and leaving. That's so middle school. Three: Having "rate me" and such in your username. Well, duh, it's CherryTap. Rating is what we do! But I bet no one would have thought of it if you had not reminded them! Four: Put private pictures in the middle of public folders. Your viewers can SEE the thumbnail, but we click on it and it says, "Sorry, this is private!" and you're stuck going back to the original gallery. I personally just close it and find someone else to rate. Five: Post/Repost bulletins that say, "Repost this or get off my friends list!". Fucking hell. I delete everyone who post those, even friends I talk to on a regular basis. I'm not here to be threatened! I accept just about ev

House Stuff
(Originally Posted on August 2, 2006)Our house has three bedrooms. The master bedroom is, of course, the largest. It opens directly into the master bath. (No door or anything. The person(s) in bed can look directly at the person(s) in the large garden bathtub.)The next largest room barely has enough room for a king sized bed. We were using it as a storage room for junk we didn't want to mess with, as well as the altar room where I have done my ceremonies/rituals.The smallest bedroom has a built-in bed and we used it as the pet room (hamster cage, litter box, etc).Anyway, last week my wife found out the storage/altar room, being right next to the air conditioner system, was much, MUCH colder than the master bedroom (the farthest room from the AC system). Therefore, we moved everything from the storage room (except the altar) to the small bedroom, the altar to the master bedroom, and the bed to the storage room.There are a couple of problems I see:1) The altar is supposed to be ag

Change In Beliefs
I used to believe all people were good. Yes some did bad things, but deep inside was still a good person. I'm not sure I believe that anymore. Maybe too many times I have found myself hurt by someone, or lied to, or used. I've seen too many friends go through it lately too. When old friends tell you that you don't laugh.. or smile.. or talk like you used to, then its time for a change. I suppose I let these things affect me, to change me and what I believe. Maybe its time to put up the walls to things that hurt.. to walk away from the things that hurt... time to make changes.

Happiness...
Presidential candidates, Hillary Clinton and Barack Obama and John Edwards were flying to a convention. Barack looked at Hillary, chuckled and said, "You know, I could throw a $1,000 bill out of the window right now and make somebody very happy." Hillary shrugged her shoulders and replied, "I could throw ten $100 bills out of the window and make ten people very happy." John added, "That being the case, I could throw one hundred $10 bills out of the window and make a hundred people very happy." Hearing their exchange, the pilot rolled his eyes and said to his co-pilot, "Such big-shots back there. I could throw all of them out of the window and make 156 million people very happy."

The Adventures Of Putz Boy - The Silent Treatment
(Originally Posted on August 2, 2006)Today the tech staff went to a breakfast at Cracker Barrel paid for by the company. Even though I tried sitting far away from Putz Boy & Idiot Boss, I was sitting near both of them.Idiot Boss kept asking questions up and down the table about projects we were working on, so it wouldn't have helped where I was sitting in regards to him. Heck, since he was close I didn't have to yell my responses.Putz Boy, on the other hand, was a different kettle of fish.At yesterday's tech meeting (maybe the day before), he mentioned that he is kept out of the loop. (For any Drawn Together fans, I say, "Uh, DUH!") Today during breakfast, it was like he was a silent mannequin, just barely talking and just eating whatever he had ordered. (He had even forgotten what it was he ordered.) :-)Anyway, some of us are thinking he realized he messed up big time. Either that or his bipolar disorder has tripped back to depression. Maybe both! We can only hope...tag: job

I Need Contestants And Here Are The Rules!
I'm going to do a contest for THE SEXIEST MALE CHERRY. If you would like to enter the contest just private msg me the link to the photo that you would like to use and I will rip it. Here are the rules. 1. NO HARASSING the other contestants otherwise you will be booted IMMEDIATELY! 2. IF you have nothing good to say....then say NOTHING AT ALL!! 3. MOST COMMENTS gets FIRST place 4. MOST RATES gets SECOND place 5. HIGHEST RATING gets THIRD place 6. You can only win ONE so if the person with the highest number of rates also has the highest number of comments then the person with the second highest number of comments will win second place etc. If you don't understand what I mean plz msg me and I will explain further! 7. Pic MUST be SAFE FOR WORK!!! 8. NO DOWNRATING BY OTHER CONTESTANTS! If you are a contestant you may rate the others but DO NOT downrate them otherwise that will be a violation of my rules and you will be KICKED OUT! 9. NO CHEATING. For those who

Worst People In Govt
http://www.huffingtonpost.com/cenk-uygur/top-ten-worst-people-in-t_b_29603.html Cenk Uygur Bio Blog Index RSS 09.16.2006 Top Ten Worst People in the Bush Administration (186 comments ) READ MORE: Dick Cheney, John R. Bolton, Scooter Libby, Douglas Feith, Harriet Miers, Jack Abramoff, Scott McClellan, Paul Wolfowitz Top Ten Worst People in the Bush Administration 1. George W. Bush, President 2. Dick Cheney, Vice President 3. Karl Rove, Chief Political Adviser to the President 4. Don Rumsfeld, Secretary of Defense 5. Paul Wolfowitz, Former Deputy Secretary of Defense 6. David Addington, Chief of Staff to the Vice President 7. Douglas Feith, Former Under Secretary of Defense and Head of the Office of Special Plans 8. John Bolton, UN Ambassador 9. I. Lewis Libby, Former Chief of Staff to the Vice President 10. Alberto Gonzalez, Attorney General You know this list is hideous when John Ashcroft can't crack the Top Ten. John Bolton would finish in the top two of

Looking For Contestants!
I'm going to do a contest for THE SEXIEST FEMALE CHERRY. If you would like to enter the contest just private msg me the link to the photo that you would like to use and I will rip it. Here are the rules. 1. NO HARASSING the other contestants otherwise you will be booted IMMEDIATELY! 2. IF you have nothing good to say....then say NOTHING AT ALL!! 3. MOST COMMENTS gets FIRST place 4. MOST RATES gets SECOND place 5. HIGHEST RATING gets THIRD place 6. You can only win ONE so if the person with the highest number of rates also has the highest number of comments then the person with the second highest number of comments will win second place etc. If you don't understand what I mean plz msg me and I will explain further! 7. Pic MUST be SAFE FOR WORK!!! 8. NO DOWNRATING BY OTHER CONTESTANTS! If you are a contestant you may rate the others but DO NOT downrate them otherwise that will be a violation of my rules and you will be KICKED OUT! 9. NO CHEATING. For those

Badass
From Tainted: So Me and Jelly have been here for a longtime. We have seen alot of crap go down. One thing we both talked about is the game that is played here. It's gotten tired. We are real people with real feelings.We are both nice people til we get messed with. And watch out for Jelly cuz shes like RAWR and she pulls hair! Tainted watches and pounces when noone expects it. :P Anyhow we sit here and work our ass's off to get called cheaters and its bullshit!!! So if you agree with us that the little people on this site need more love lets do it!!! Welcome the new people!!! I posted a long time ago that it would be nice to see people make it to the top that you wouldn't expect to be there. Love us or hate us were are gonna stick around. Remember "When you judge another, you do not define them, you define yourself.” Everyone here has feelings. Think before you act, speak or slam people or accuse them. This sites wonky anyhow who knows whats goin on around here lately. Anyhow the mess

I Met Her....
...on 2/11/07 and I cannot get her out of My mind. ...it was Magick in the true sense of the word. I...fell in love with her and we had a wonderful night/morning together. I came home in a daze...My mind and emotions were tweaked, as if on Meth. So many thoughts, so many "what ifs?" Complications arose, due to my ex-wife coming to Me with her claims of undying love and such, (yet a year earlier, she and I ended an attempt at reconciliation because she had told Me, "I love you, but I just can't live with you"...and "I just don't want to be in a "domestic" relationship"...etc So...after some time...I met "her" and hope re-entered My life. I felt love that I had long ago forgotten existed. I felt passion that had eluded Me for many years... Well...as the complications are still there, although I hope to change that for the better...very soon, I wish to tell "her"...you...that I still love you, (and am in love with you), I miss you and our long, seemingly endless conversati

Goosebumps...
A Poem That Gives You Goosebumps... A drunken man in an Oldsmobile they said had run the light. That caused the six-car pileup on 109 that night. When broken bodies lay about and blood was everywhere, The sirens screamed out eulogies, for death was in the air. A mother, trapped inside her car, was heard above the noise, Her plaintive plea near split the air, "Oh, God, please spare my boys!" She fought to loose her pinned hands, she struggled to get free, But mangled metal held her fast in grim captivity. Her frightened eyes then focused on where the back seat once had been, But all she saw was broken glass and two children's seats crushed in. Her twins were nowhere to be seen, she did not hear them cry, And then she prayed they'd been thrown free, "Oh, God, don't let them die!" Then firemen came and cut her loose, but when they searched the back, They found therein no little boys, but the seat belts were intact. They t

Next Time Ask...
If you've ever worked for a boss that reacts before getting the facts and thinking things through... A large company, feeling it was time for a shakeup, hired a new CEO. The new boss was determined to rid the company of all slackers. On a tour of the facilities, the CEO noticed a guy leaning on a wall. The room was full of workers and he wanted to let them know that he meant business. He walked up to the guy leaning against the wall and asked, "How much money do you make a week?" A little surprised, the young man looked at him and replied, "I bring home about $400 a week. Why do you ask?" The CEO then handed the guy $1,600 in cash and screamed, "Here's four weeks' pay, now GET OUT and don't come back."* Feeling proud of himself for making this bold statement, the CEO looked around the room and asked, "Does anyone want to tell me what that goof-ball did here?" From across the factory floor came a voice, "He's the Pizza delivery guy from Domino

Two Nuns...
There were two nuns... One of them was known as Sister Mathematical (SM) , And the other one was known as Sister Logical (SL) . It is getting dark and they are still far away from the convent. SM: Have you noticed that a man has been following us for the past thirty-eight and a half minutes? I wonder what he wants. SL: It's logical. He wants to attack us. SM: Oh, no! At this rate he will reach us in 15 minutes at the most! What can we do? SL: The only logical thing to do of course is to walk faster. SM: It's not working. SL: Of course it's not working. The man did the only logical thing. He started to walk faster, too. SM : So, what shall we do? At this rate he will reach us in one minute. SL: The only logical thing we can do is split. You go that way and I'll go this way. He cannot follow us both. So the man decided to follow Sister Logical. Sister Mathematical arrives at the convent and is worried about what has happened to Siste

Don't Mess With Texas...
Three men were sitting together bragging about how they had given their new wives duties. The first man had married a Woman from Colorado and had told her that she was going to do the dishes and house cleaning. It took a couple days, but on the third day he came home to a clean house and dishes washed and put away. The second man had married a woman from Nebraska He had given his wife orders that she was to do all the cleaning, dishes, and the cooking. The first day he didn't see any results, but the next day he saw it was better. By the third day, he saw his house was clean, the dishes were done, and there was a huge dinner on the table. The third man had married a girl from Texas . He told her that her duties were to keep the house cleaned, dishes washed, lawn mowed, laundry washed and hot meals on the table for every meal. He said the first day he didn't see anything, the second day he didn't see anything, but by the third day some of the swelling h

Need Help Here
Ok last night i sat down to write another Gothik Poem..I got down to the middle.Then realized i could not think of what else to jott down..So i am coming to you guyz for some help here..I dint name it cuz it didnt come thru yet ...So here iz what i written so far: I Lay Upon My Bed.. In My Darkened Room.. Gazing Tthru My Window.. At The Midnight Moon.. Fog Surrounds The Sky, As It Begans To Rain. Quietness Welcomes The Night With Itz Spellbound Wayz. I close my eyes and feel myself chill now running through the woods hunting my first kill to feel the land beneath my feet. to feel my blood pump with every heartbeat feel the wind flowing over me to feel the eyes I KNOW are upon me to feel the freedom known not to man to be at peace..within this strange new land.. Copyr

Dear Alcohol
Dear Alcohol: First & foremost, let me tell you that I'm a huge fan of yours. My friend, you always seem to be there when needed. The perfect post-work cocktail, a beer at the game, and you're even around in the holiday's hidden inside chocolates as you warm us when we're stuck in the midst of endless family gatherings. However, lately I've been wondering about your intentions. While I want to believe that you have my best interests at heart, I feel that your influence has led to some unwise consequences: 1. Phone calls: While I agree with you that communication is important, I question the suggestion that any conversation of substance or necessity takes place after 2 a.m. Why would you make me call those ex-boyfriends/girlfriends when I know for a fact they do not want to hear from me during the day, let alone all hours of the night? 2. Eating: Now, you know I love a good meal, but why do you suggest that I eat a taco with chili sauce, along with a big Italian meatball an

The Kiss
Well I was going to put this pic with this but I thought someone might get offended so here is a link instead I know this is emo shit but I'm not sorry for it at ALL!! most poetry and life is anyway!! http://i121.photobucket.com/albums/o206/27256ozzy/cutarmshot.jpg The long awaited kiss to bring forth the bliss trickling down drops of fire from the deepest veins of my desire with nothing else in life to gain might as well give into the pain The kiss that makes you miss the next day and makes all the blue in the sky gray where no one remembers you and never say how much they miss you and wish you were still around happiness, love, hope....I never found trying so hard not to make a sound tearing at my flesh for an ounce or a pound The cold kiss upon the hot skin and burning flesh where pain and love have once meshed but the foundation gave way and was destroyed alone in the darkness, the blade always toyed "Do it!" a voice would say but I never gave way

Best Cyber Sex Ever
Bloodninja: I lick your earlobe, and undo your watch. Sarah19fca: mmmm, okay. Bloodninja: I take yo pants off, grunting like a troll. Sarah19fca: Yeah I like it rough. Bloodninja: I smack you thick booty. Sarah19fca: Oh yeah, that feels good. Bloodninja: Smack, Smack, yeeeaahhh. Bloodninja: I make some toast and eat it off your ass. Land O' Lakes butter all in your crack. Mmmm. Sarah19fca: you like that? Bloodninja: I peel some bananas. Sarah19fca: Oh, what are you gonna do with those? Bloodninja: get me peanuts. Peanuts from the ballpark. Sarah19fca: Peanuts? Bloodninja: Ken Griffey Jr. Yeaaaaahhh. Sarah19fca: What are you talking about? Bloodninja: I'm spent, I jump down into the alley and smoke a fatty. I throw rocks at the cats. Sarah19fca: This is stupid. Bloodninja: Stone Cold Steve Austin gives me some beer. Bloodninja: Wanna Wrestle Stone Cold? Bloodninja: Yeeaahhhh. Sarah19fca: /ignore Bloodninja: Its cool stone cold she was a bitch anyway. Bloodninja: We

Clean & Funny
One day, a man came home and was greeted by his wife dressed in a very Sexy nightie. "Tie me up," she purred, "and you can do anything you want." So he tied her up and went golfing. ***************************************** A woman came home, screeching her car into the driveway, and ran into the house. She slammed the door and shouted at the top of her lungs, "Honey, pack your bags. I won the lottery!" The husband said, "Oh my God! What should I pack, beach stuff or mountain stuff?" "Doesn't matter," she said. "Just get out." ****** ************************************ Marriage is a relationship in which one person is always right, and the other is a husband. ****************************************** A Polish immigrant went to the DMV to apply for a driver's license. First, of course, he had to take an eye sight test The optician showed him a card with the letters 'C Z W I X N O S T A C Z.' "Can you read this?" the optician asked. "Read it?" the Poli

Drrockins Thought For The Day
"A human being is a part of the whole called by us universe, a part limited in time and space. He experiences himself, his thoughts and feeling as something separated from the rest, a kind of optical delusion of his consciousness. This delusion is a kind of prison for us, restricting us to our personal desires and to affection for a few persons nearest to us. Our task must be to free ourselves from this prison by widening our circle of compassion to embrace all living creatures and the whole of nature in its beauty." Albert Einstein Each of our lives is a multitude of interconnecting pieces, not unlike a mosaic. What has gone before, what will come today, are at once and always entwined. The past has done its part, never to be erased. The present is always a composite. In months and years gone by, perhaps we anticipated the days with dread. Fearing the worst, often we found it; we generally find that which we fear. But we can influence the mosaic our experiences create.

Thoughts On Things. Mostly Autism
So I am a new member to this site. I wonder a few things about it these things are as follows. 1) WTF is this site?? A place where people ask the be rated or whatever, a fuck hangout, or just another simple site on the net like myspace or whatever. Anyway I go to to looking at some people I have noticed they have been adding the following to their site. I love someone, a child, son daughter with autism. I would like to point out a few things about this subject to help people know a little bit more about that issue we all face. According to the CDC I believe it is we have 1 and 147 kid with autism. In case you are wondering that is more people that die each year in car accidents, drunk driving deaths, lung cancer, and so on. By the year 2010 i believe it is they say that everyone in the US will know someone with some type of autism. If you think about it That's a lot of people that will have autism.. I believe they said it will be 1 and 36 or something like that by then.

50k Online
Wow 1st time since i have been around 50,000 on Cherry at one time. It seems like so many people 800K total but when you think about myspace with there what 23Million? it's really a pimple. I have looked at a lot of other places, tagged, adultspace, xpeeps and all really lagged behind cherry. Personally don't care for myspace too many kids on it for what i am looking for. Been on here since it was Lost Cherry back in what October now? not sure any other long times around i wonder Just bored and noticed the number

So This Is Me...
Since I hate describing myself so I asked a few friends to write a short description. The names have been omitted for my friend's privacy: When I met Big Juice during the shooting of Mr. and Mrs. Smith I thought he was the cutest guy I had ever met. I asked him right away if he would marry me and he laughed and walked away. Now for those of you who don't know, no guy has ever laughed in my face before, even while I was doing movies like Tomb Raider or while I was pregnant with my child. Every now and then Juice will call me at like five in the morning for a booty call and I feel privileged that he would pick me for such a task. I can truly say that Juice is my dream man. I was in the studio finishing up "DoggFather" and Juice decided to stop through and pay me a visit. He brought by this stuff that he called "Chronic". This stuff was amazing; it was light green with little red hairs on it. He rolled it up into a piece of tobacco paper and smoked it. I have never been so blazed in

A Little Bit Of Time Left
Hey all, so my breast cancer walk is next Sat!! my kids are going to join me on this as well, my daughter doesnt really understand but my son does and well both of them love doing the walks too. Last year we did the march of dimes walk. well there is still time to make a donation to sponser us...you can cut and paste the link Im going to throw in here or you can look me up by my name...Tara Robbins....for those who do donate any amount Thank you so much!!! http://main.acsevents.org/site/TR?px=2008386&pg=personal&fr_id=2693&s_tafId=62801

Can You Read?
fi yuo cna raed tihs, yuo hvae a sgtrane mnid too. Cna yuo raed tihs? Olny 55 plepoe out of 100 can. i cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt! if you can raed tihs forwrad it.

More Random Funnies...
Kentucky Love Poem Susie Lee Done Fell In Love; She Planned To Marry Joe She Was So Happy 'bout It All She Told Her Pappy So. Pappy Told Her, "susie Gal, You'll Have To Find Another. I'd Just As Soon Yo' Ma Don't Know, But Joe Is Yo' Half Brother." So Susie Put Aside Her Joe And Planned To Marry Will, But After Telling Pappy This, He Said, "there's Trouble Still. You Can't Marry Will, My Gal, And Please Don't Tell Yo' Mother, But Will And Joe, And Several Mo' I Know Is Yo' Half Brother." But Mama Knew And Said, "my Child, Just Do What Makes Yo' Happy. Marry Will Or Marry Joe. You Ain't No Kin To Pappy." -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I was just thinking about my second wife. We met at a party. I fell for her fast. After a week I asked her to marry me. She said: "But we don't really know each other yet." I said: "Don't worry, we'll learn about each other as we go." So we got married in Las Vegas.

You May Not Have Ever Seen Me
You may not have ever seen me But you know that I am here. You can feel me in your heart As you enter each new day. I will always be there for you I am your friend. Someone to share the good times As well as the bad. I make no judgments by what you say I just listen with my heart and Hope to be of help in anyway I can. I will be there for you now and forever And always please remember I am your saint!

Life Explained...
Creation On the first day, God created the dog and said: "Sit all day by the door of your house and bark at anyone who comes in or walks past. For this, I will give you a life span of twenty years." The dog said: "That's a long time to be barking. How about only ten years and I'll give you back the other ten?" So God agreed. On the second day, God created the monkey and said: "Entertain people, do tricks, and make them laugh. For this, I'll give you a twenty-year life span." The monkey said: "Monkey tricks for twenty years? That's a pretty long time to perform. How about I give you back ten like the dog did?" And God agreed. On the third day, God created the cow and said: "You must go into the field with the farmer all day long and suffer under the sun, have calves and give milk to support the farmer's family for this; I will give you a life span of sixty years." The cow said: "That's kind of a tough life you want me to live for sixty years. How about

I Lost Some One Dear To Me Today
today my best frined richie died in a fire and i just seen him last night first my mom leaves me now my best friend is gone and now i cant stop crying this is to every 1 that lost a dear friend death is a part of life death is what brings life life is what brings death whne it is your time its your time to make life you must take life so i say this prayer to my friend i hope you will join me lord please take care of my friend richies soul and i hope he knows ill miss him amen.

Random Funnies
Arthritis A drunk man who smelled like beer sat down on a subway next to a priest. The man's tie was stained, his face was plastered with red lipstick, and a half empty bottle of gin was sticking out of his torn coat pocket. He opened his newspaper and began reading. After a few minutes the man turned to the priest and asked, "Say, Father, do you know what causes arthritis?" The priest replied, "My Son, it's caused by loose living, being with cheap, wicked women, too much alcohol, contempt for your fellow man, sleeping around with prostitutes and lack of a bath." The drunk muttered in response, "Well, I'll be damned." Then returned to his paper. The priest, thinking about what he had said, nudged the man and apologized. "I'm very sorry. I didn't mean to come on so strong. How long have you had arthritis?" The drunk answered, "I don't have it, Father. I was just reading here that the Pope does." -----------------------------------------

D'oh
beardy: cause i want to taste and fuck you? ->beardy: no but apparently u r a pig beardy: wat r u a animal? ->beardy: I dont date outside my species beardy: lets cum together first baby ->beardy: die beardy: i want to fuck u baby and taste your yummy tight pussy --> =ME Beardy = dumb CT n00b pig

Senile
No one believes seniors . . . everyone thinks they are senile. An Elderly couple were celebrating their sixtieth anniversary. The couple had married as childhood sweethearts and had moved back to their old neighborhood after they retired. Holding hands they walked back to their old school. It was not locked, so they entered, and found the old desk they'd shared, where Andy had carved "I love you, Sally." On their way back home, a bag of money fell out of an armored car, practically landing at their feet. Sally quickly picked it up, but not sure what to do with it, they took it home. There, she counted the money-- fifty-thousand dollars. Andy said, "We've got to give it back." Sally said, "Finders keepers." She put the money back in the bag and hid it in their attic. The next day, two FBI men were canvassing the neighborhood looking for the money, and knocked on the door. "Pardon me, but did either of you find a bag that fell out

And I Am...
Who exactly? Is it a good sign for you that I am so easy to break in...? Or a bad sign for me...? Both...? Neither...? Feels so right...leaves my mind so wrong... Had it all for a moment...yet today has me more lost than ever before... And of course...I'd do it all again...and again...and again...oh and sometimes right after lunch... Because some days I just wanna be a missing person... Just need to find something useful to do with myself once I find me... (*edit*) ...hahaha...Man I'm stupid... ...oh and as it turns out...no good either...

Woo Hoo!
You Are Corona You don't drink for the love of beer. You drink to get drunk. You prefer a very light, very smooth beer. A beer that's hardly a beer at all. And while you make not like the taste of beer, you like the feeling of being drunk. You drink early and often. Sometimes with friends. Sometimes alone. All the party needs is you! What's Your Beer Personality?

.schools.n.qwest.
k so. mah chickadee's blog got me all worked up. not in a bad way mind you. more like in a FUCK YEAH kinda way. *breathes* people have different viewpoints. its what makes people uhm *gasp* different. but seriously...what the hell is wrong with the world. where did this come from? oh gee lets see... perhaps it was the phone call from the school whateverthefucksheis tellin me the situation had been 'handled' but she couldnt give me any 'details' cuz it was other parents children. uhm. excuse me? wait wait wait. my kid. gets threatened. with bodily harm. and when the school calls me...its 'its handled dont worry about it'...and when i ask anything its 'im sorry i cant divulge that information' uhm no. how about i take a big fuckin buick and shove it straight up your ass..and when your mom calls to see how the retrieval went i say 'cant divulge that information' so of course i ask to speak to the principal. he's starting a test cuz its AIMS week...whatever the fuck that is

Comment Bombers Needed
http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=637585&i=1710487511 Mothers day contest starts Thursday April 12th at 6pm Pacific... Please bomb the crap outta me I can't afford a blast otherwise and I really want one *sniffle* lol... Please?! *licklicklick* My Sweet Friend Piper is running in a Mothers Day contest starts tomorrow afternoon.I will be Bombing for her,from Thrusday afternoon till sometime Friday.Unfortunately I won't be around my Birthday weekend.So I'm seeking Volunteers to relieve me.This Contest is very Important for Piper an her beig a member of my Familly,it's very important for me as well.Thanks

Setting Up House
Well, I am stuck between a rock and a hard place. We live in a nice house in a small town and we pay light rent. But...We are 45 minutes away from all civilization. My boyfriend works 45 mins away, and my school is in another town 45 minutes away, and my kids school is ...guess...yep.. 45 minutes away. So our conundrum here is whether to stay in this house...which we can buy, or move closer to our schools and job. I vote for moving closer, since gas prices got so high it is almost the same as moving into a house and paying twice as much in rent. My fiancee thinks that staying in this house is smarter because it is so much cheaper living in Oklahoma than Texas (which is where all of our stuff is). I think after all the expenses with gas, it comes out to about the same and the only thing we have to argue about is the time it takes to get from one place to the other. It is a LONG ass trip to go to work and school. The time we spend on the road could be time spent sleeping for go

Just Another Update
hey everyone just wted to let you guys know how i was doing. i am doing good just trying to take it easy and trying to stay stress free for know. right now i am staying at my brothers and sister in laws until this friday or monday not exactly sure what day i will be home. but when i get home i wont have a computer so everyone is going to have to leave me messages. i will get to a computer as soon as i can and have the extra money. when i get home i will have a job interview. hopefully i will get that job. i also want to let everyone know that if you need me to rate, comment, fan you, or add you i can do that. i am glad i have some wonderful friends on here. if you would also like to stay in contact i am usually on my yahoo messenger also my id for that is mickeygrl2000.

Why?
Why is it every time you think you found the right one seems hes never around? Why when you go to call him he didnt hear the the phone? Why is it every thing feels one sided like there is no efforts at all? Why do I put myself through this when hes not even willing to chance the fall? Why must I sit here and cry amoungst these walls? Why do i let this happen if he doenst love me at all? Why cant he just stand up and say? i do not want to be with you in that way.. Why not just get laid and move on to the next? Why? because you stole my heart.. Who cares about the rest!!!!!! Just something I thought up just now

Latino Vibe
You have seen them everywhere- in your favorite music videos con MTV3, on the internet, and winning at the Latin Grammys but you've never seen them up close- until now. 95.1 Latino Vibe presents- LATINO VIBE-RATION 2007! Coming to Phoenix May 19 and performing live at the Dodge Theatre: Residente Calle 13 Julio Voltio Illegales La Factoria Match & Daddy Addassa Toby Love Akwid Magic Juan Chelo Special Guest...DJ Kazzanova Tickets go on sale this Friday, April 13 @ 10:00am. Come out to the Dodge Theatre, enjoy free breakfast and drinks courtesy of Filiberto's and hang with the Latino Street Squad starting at 7:00am! Be one of the first to buy your way to LATINO VIBE-RATION 2007!

Hot Tattoo Updates
~~ Okay Hot Tattoo Contest ~~ Still taking people for the contest! Contest starts 4/13 thur 4/20 1St Person is...... with 1 comments! 2nd Person is...... with 1 comments! 3rd Person is...... with 1 comments! 4th Person is...... with 1 comments! 5th Person is...... with 1 comments! 6th Person is...... with 1 comments! 7th Person is...... with 1 comments! 8th Person is...... with 1 comments! 9th Person is...... with 1 comments! 10th Person is...... with 1 comments! Self Bombing allowed 1st Place a Blast! 2nd and 3rd place v.i.p. gifts! Want to join send me a link to ur pic and i will add u! thanks maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~*~SeXxY ~*~ MaMa~*~ MaRiA~*~Owner o

Two More
Whatever Meandering, pointless beyond recognition, oblivious to the cause of this condition. Inspiration once near is now slipping away. Without passion to cling to, no spark lights the way. Relentless, intimidating uncertainty eliminates the trace of possibility. Idealistically idle, unable to move. Far too much left to learn, but still more left to prove. I started this one intending for it to be a standard rhyming metered poem, but couldn't come up with the right rhyme so I turned it into a haiku. Chaos Just a thoughtless word carried on the wings of a butterfly in flight.

The Differance Between Love And Luv
LUV THE PERS0N Y0U LUV. THEY ARE THE 0NE THAT Y0U LUV T0 H0LD HANDS WiTH. THE PERS0N THAT GiVES Y0U BUTTERFLiES WHEN THEY CALL. THE PERS0N THAT Y0U LUV T0 HANG 0UT WiTH. THE PERS0N Y0U L0VE T0 KiSS. THE PERS0N Y0U MiSS BECAUSE THEY MiSS Y0U T00. THE PERS0N WH0 Y0U HUG JUS T0 SMELL THEiR C0L0GNE. THE PERS0N Y0U MAKE AN "iDEAL" C0UPLE WiTH. THE PERS0N Y0UR SCARED T0 FALL F0R CAUSE U D0NT WANNA GET HURT. L0VE THE PERS0N Y0U L0VE. THEY ARE THE 0NE F0R Y0U. THE PERS0N THAT L00KS STRAiGHT iNT0 Y0UR EYES AND Y0UR HEART MELTS. THE PERS0N THAT Y0U WANT T0 BE WiTH F0R THE REST 0F Y0UR LiFE. THE PERS0N THAT Y0U WiSH Y0U C0ULD SPEND EVERY MiNUTE WiTH. THE PERS0N Y0U START T0 MiSS THE MiNUTE THEY LEAVE Y0UR ARMS. AND WHEN Y0UR iN THEiR ARMS iTS THE BEST FEELiNG iN THE W0RLD AND THE SAFEST PLACE T0 BE. CAUSE WHEN THEiR ARMS ARE RAPPED AR0UND Y0U TiGHT THEiR ARE N0 0THER PR0BLEMS iN THE W0RLD. T0 Y0U THEiR FLAWS ARE iNViSiBLE CAUSE iN Y0UR EYES THEY TRULY ARE PERFECT. THE PERS0N THAT Y0U TH

Winter Classes For Men
WINTER CLASSES FOR MEN REGISTRATION MUST BE COMPLETED BY March 31, 2007 NOTE: DUE TO THE COMPLEXITY AND DIFFICULTY LEVEL OF THEIR CONTENTS, CLASS SIZES WILL BE LIMITED TO 8 PARTICIPANTS MAXIMUM. Class 1 Fundamental Differences Between The Laundry Hamper and The Floor --- Pictures and Explanatory Graphics. Meets Saturday at 2:00 PM for 3 weeks. Class 2 After Dinner Dishes --- Can They Levitate and Fly Into The Kitchen Sink? Examples on Video. Meets 4 weeks, Tuesday and Thursday for 2 hours beginning at 7:00 PM. Class 2 Class 3 Is It Possible To Urinate Using The Technique Of Lifting The Seat and Avoiding The Floor, Walls and Nearby Bathtub? --- Group Practice. Meets 4 weeks, Saturday 10:00 PM for 2 hours. Class 4 How To Fill Up The Ice Cube Trays --- Step by Step, with Slide Presentation. Meets 4 weeks, Monday and Wednesday for 2 hours beginning at 7:00 PM. Class 5 The Toilet Paper Roll --- Does It Change Itself? Round Table Discussion. Meets 2 weeks, Saturda

I'm Lemon Meringue
THIS IS INTERESTING........ If all of the desserts listed below were sitting in front of you, which would you choose. (you can only pick one!) DARN!!! Trust me... this is reputed to be very accurate. Pick your dessert; then look to see what psychiatrists think about you. After taking this dessert personality test, send this e-mail on to others, but when you do, be sure to put your choice of dessert in the subject box above. ALSO, SEND IT TO THE PERSON WHO SENT IT TO YOU. Here are your choices: 1. Angel Food Cake 2. Brownies 3. Lemon Meringue 4. Vanilla cake with Chocolate Icing 5. Strawberry Short Cake 6. Chocolate on Chocolate 7. Ice Cream 8. Carrot Cake No, you can't change your mind once you scroll down, so think carefully what your choice will be.... OK - Now that you've made your choice this is what research says about you...

2007 Tax Laws
TAX LAWS FOR 2007 The only thing IRS has not yet taxed is the PENIS. This is due to the fact that 70% of the time it is hanging around unemployed, 13% of the time it is pissed off, 12% of the time it is hard up, and 5% of the time it's in the hole. It has two dependents, but they're nuts. Issues still under consideration are as follows: * Are there penalties for early withdrawal? * Do multiple partners count as a corporation? * Are condoms deductible as work clothes? Effective January 23, 2007 penises will be taxed according to size. The brackets are as follows: 10"- 12" Luxury Tax 8" - 9" Pole Tax 6" - 7" Privilege Tax 4" - 5" Nuisance Tax Note: Males exceeding 12" must file under capital gains. Anyone under 4" is eligible for a refund. PLEASE DO NOT ASK FOR AN EXTENSION

Birds And Bees
A little boy goes to his father and asks "Daddy, how was I born?" The father answers: "Well son, I guess one day you will need to find out anyway! Your Mom and I first got together in a chat room on Yahoo. Then I set up a date via e-mail with your Mom and we met at a cyber-cafe. We sneaked into a secluded room, where your mother agreed to a download from my hard drive. As soon as I was ready to upload, we discovered that neither one of us had used a firewall, and since it was too late to hit the delete button, nine months later a little Pop-Up appeared that said: Scroll Down . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . You got Male!

Please Pray For Them.
Above is a picture of Jesse who was a really good friend of Caleb's. He was tragically killed over the weekend in a firefight in Iraq. Also pictured is his wife Sonya and 11 month old daughter Amaya. Sonya and Amaya could use some thoughts and prayers right now, so please keep them in mind.

Remarkable
THIS IS QUITE REMARKABLE, PLEASE DON'T CHEAT! In the middle of the table is a round food tray with five kinds of Fruits on it. They are: A. Apple B. Banana C. Strawberry D. Peach E. Orange Which fruit will you choose? Please think VERY carefully and don't rush into it. This is great, I was astounded! Your choice reveals a lot about you! Test results: Please SCROLL DOWN If you have chosen: A. Apple: That means you are a person who loves to eat apples B. Banana: That means you are a person who loves to eat bananas C. Strawberry: That means you are a person who loves to eat strawberries D. Peach: That means you are a person who loves to eat peaches E. Orange: That means you are a person who loves to eat oranges I hope you find fulfillment in this new insight about yourself. May it bring you peace and understanding, tranquility and all that other profound stuff. Also I bet that right now you would like to find me and kick my butt!

Taking A Woman To Bed
Taking a woman to bed What is the difference between girls/woman aged: 8, 18, 28, 38, 48, 58. 68, and 78 ? At 8 -- You take her to bed and tell her a story. At 18 -- You tell her a story and take her to bed. At 28 -- You don't need to tell her a story to take her to bed. At 38 -- She tells you a story and takes you to bed. At 48 -- She tells you a story to avoid going to bed. At 58 -- You stay in bed to avoid her story. At 68 -- If you take her to bed, that'll be a story! At 78 -- What story??? What bed??? Who the hell are you???

Misc. Stuff Trying To Laugh
I have a new Error message today,Unfortunately it's not a CT error this time but an Enternet Exsplorer message,an I kinda made a Dull Joke out of it.It says you have an elegal plugin thats not working.I'm figureing nothin Elegal about my Plugin hasn't been Plugged in almost 3 weeks.Not funny is it,just funny to me.Thats what I thought. ------------------------------------------------- CherryTap been Strange today as well.I leave a Comment,it is very Difficult to get back Home as me.Corky's profile has come up.I have no friend called Corky.I know a few of my Lady friends have Corky,but I Don't.So far when I click Home,other than going to Corky's House I have been to 5 womens houses.Now these women aren't even my Friends.Can you Imagine the Surprise on there face with me pounding on there door,saying Wooba Dooba with the green teeth let me in.( J.Geils song)If I new I was going Strange women visiting I would have atleast had a dozen Roses with me.I just thought this was Funny Shit.Once

Naughty Application
NAUGHTY " Application just between you and me 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think i'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Three sum? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is fore play to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? Look for

Snow?
Come on I am so sick of the snow and what do I wake up to, having to clean off the vehicle cause we managed to get a couple of inches to stay. Having the hotel room for the week is great, so much less stress worrying whether or not I have a place to sleep. The simple things make it great though, TV, bed, shower, and yes I know it sounds stupid but I do those minor things that people take for granted I was I need and appritiate so much.

I Was Fired This Morning
So my car died last night, it's sitting dead in a church parking lot. My boss called me this morning and told me he was letting me go...life could not suck more than it does right now! I'm not asking for anything, but I just wanted to let you all know.

So True
GOD BLESS AMERICA This should be posted in all schools. If you've read it before it means it was worth forwarding again . . . and again. Love him or hate him, he sure hits the nail on the head with this! To anyone with kids of any age, here's some advice. Bill Gates recently gave a speech at a High School about 11 things they did not and will not learn in school. He talks about how feel-good, politically correct teachings created a generation of kids with no concept of reality and how this concept set them up for failure in the real world. Rule 1 : Life is not fair - get used to it! Rule 2 : The world won't care about your self-esteem. The world will expect you to accomplish something BEFORE you feel good about yourself. Rule 3 : You will NOT make $60,000 a year right out of high school. You won't be a vice-president with a car phone until you earn both. Rule 4 : If you think your teacher is tough, wait till you get a boss. Rule 5 : Flipping bu

Please Help Me!!!
http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=637585&i=1710487511 Mothers day contest starts Thursday April 12th at 6pm Pacific... Please bomb the crap outta me I can't afford a blast otherwise and I really want one *sniffle* lol... Please?! *licklicklick*

Dunno Till It's Gone...
you know that full saying... well i think I know it too all to well. this may not be all about me it may be about everything thats going on with all that is around me but I just feel like writting about it. Well "you never know what you got till it's gone" how come men and or women can't realize this before they loose the one that really matters? I mean do you think they are going to give you chance after chance and never get fed up? I mean example: someone close to you family or good friend is letting you live with them, low rent and minimal bills compared to what you really should have, also does a ton of stuff for you such as laundry cook and what not, but you take advantage and think it's owed to you. I mean wouldn't you rather have a roof over your head and be safe and warm at night then not know where your going to live and how your going to eat? why mess that up. or how about example: you marry the love of your life have kids with them, then you go behind their back and talk or

Love Shack
Far away, thousand of miles from here, there is a black mountain. And on that black mountain, hiding in the mist of a forest, there is a small shack. And inside that shack there is a box, and in that box there is a heart. My heart, so no one can ever break it. Not even you. Even if you try, you will not be able to break my heart. I'm here, with you. I'm all here, touching your skin, gazing at you naked, inviting as silk. We're together, but you are angry at me for meeting with others, for not living together. You're angry at me for not telling you I love you. I can't love you. My heart is far away, thousand of miles from here, inside a shack, inside a box. You are always so serious. Smile once in a while; don't take life so hard. We are doing all right as it is, aren’t we? No heart. We don't need the heart to have a good time. You don't have to handle commitment with this kind of seriousness. "I'm leaving you, and you will end up alone" you said. "Good" I said. "If y

If I Died Tonight
If I pass away, my family would never have to say that they regret the fact that they never had the days to laugh and play before dinner, then ask for grace and thank the lord that we had a plate... I just had to say, that in the untimely event that I die it was painless and the Nemis is fine And I'm sitting up high, in the Heavens, in the bliss of the skies and truly know that im missing you guys... And I still wish I could ride, the way we always did in the past hunting the mall with my brothers for some women to grab I love you mom and I'm missing you dad Even when I was living life as a villian, man you still had my back And I could never be forgiven for that, but you did and I dont know why but lord knows I'm still repenting for that But just in case I have to leave one day Just read this poem, and hold your head high, cuz I really mean what I say Nemesis of Nazerath

Spoiled Brats
Made in the USA: Spoiled brats The other day I was reading Newsweek magazine and came across some poll data I found rather hard to believe. It must be true given the source, right? The Newsweek poll alleges that 67 percent of Americans are unhappy with the direction the country is headed and 69 percent of the country is unhappy with the performance of the president. In essence 2/3s of the citizenry just ain'thappy and want a change. So being the knuckle dragger I am, I starting thinking, ''What we are so unhappy about?'' Is it that we have electricity and running water 24 hours a day, 7 days a week? Is our unhappiness the result of having air conditioning in the summer and heating in the winter? Could it be that 95.4 percent of these unhappy folks have a job? Maybe it is the ability to walk into a grocery store at any time and see more food in moments than Darfur has seen in the last year? Maybe it is the ability to drive from the Pacific Ocean to the Atl

Good -vs- Evil
As I reached this contraversial road in my life I'm comfronted by these two people, Then both of these gentlemen started speaking their minds and insisting on what I need to do... "You need money fast, just call your connects, flip a couple birds and collect." "No get you a job, all and all it'd be best, its stress-free and you'll get checks."..... "But Neme your a gangsta... remember the days of gettin all the women and praise." "But with that came the crimes, the guns and the drugs, and the 12 months of living in a cage."..... "Man forget about that, we ride till we die, what do you have to lose?" "Nemesis think for a second, if you really have nothing, then why do you have to choose???" Then both of them left, and I stood there baffled And I still don't know the sequel... Becuase my heart doesn't know which side should win the battle between Good -vs- Evil.... Nemesis of Nazerath

Nothing Feels
NOTHING FEELS NOTHING FEELS AS GOOD AS YOUR LOVE YOUR WARM LIPS MELTING INTO MINE. TONGUES TANGLED,DARTING ROAMING TASTING ANY INCH OF YOU IS PURE ECSTASY TO ALL MY SENSES. ONLY WITH YOU DO I FEEL COMPLETELY ALIVE I CAN FEEL EVERY CELL IN MY BODY AWAKEN. EVERY FEELING IN MY HEART BURST FORWARD FOR ALL I WANT TO DO IS SHARE EVER OUNCE OF MY LOVE FOR YOU WITH YOU. EVERY WORD THAT CROSSES MY MIND I WANT TO SHARE THEM WITH YOUR HEART FOR YOU TO FEEL WHAT I FEEL FOR YOU ALWAYS.NEVER FOR YOU TO DOUBT IF I HAD THE POWER EVEN BEYOND DEATH I WOULD GIVE THIS LOVE TO YOU. NEVER HAVE I WANTED TO MELT INTO SOMEONE AND STAY ALWAYS AS I DO WITH YOU TOMARAN.FLESH BECOMING ONE MY HEART NESTLED INSIDE OF YOURS MY BONES SEARED INTO YOURS MY MIND OPEN TO YOU SO YOU'LL READ MY MIND AND KNOW THAT NOTHING FEELS LIKE YOUR LOVE.MY HEART BLENDING INTO YOURS AND POUNDING FOR THE TWO OF US SIMULTANEOUSLY FOREVER UNTIL IT STOPS ONE DAY AND EXPLODES INTO THE ATMOSPHERE AND OUR SOULS INTE

Hot Tattoo Contest Updates!
~~ Okay Hot Tattoo Contest ~~ Still taking people for the contest! Contest starts 4/13 thur 4/20 1St Person is...... with 1 comments! 2nd Person is...... with 1 comments! 3rd Person is...... with 1 comments! 4th Person is...... with 1 comments! 5th Person is...... with 1 comments! 6th Person is...... with 1 comments! 7th Person is...... with 1 comments! 8th Person is...... with 1 comments! 9th Person is...... Self Bombing allowed 1st Place a Blast! 2nd and 3rd place v.i.p. gifts! Want to join send me a link to ur pic and i will add u! thanks maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~*~SeXxY ~*~ MaMa~*~ MaRiA~*~Owner of A.F.H~*~And ~*~Angel * Family~*~@ CherryTAP

A Comment To Everyone.
Since CT keeps giving me an error message when I try to send comments, this is my comment to everyone including family friends and fans! Make your Comments HEARD using COMMENTYOU.comMake your Comments HEARD using COMMENTYOU.comMake your Comments HEARD using COMMENTYOU.comMake your Comments HEARD using COMMENTYOU.comMake your Comments HEARD using COMMENTYOU.com

I Will Not Be Hurt Anymore
THIS WEEK HAS BEEN A BAD ONE FOR ME , I WAS IN A RELATIONSHIP WITH THIS GUY FOR A YEAR, BUT HE WAS MARRIED HE TOLD ME HE WAS LEAVING HER THEN ALL OF SUDDEN HE DID NOT BECAUSE HE HAS KIDS . I KNEW WHAT I WAS GETTING MYSELF INTO BUT MY HEART GOT IN THE WAY . I REALLY TREATED HIM GOOD AND I LOVED HIM ALOT .BUT I GUESS YHE DOES NOT KNOW THE MEANING OF LOVE. WELL I FOUND OUT HE HAD SOME OTHE CHICK ON THE SIDE TOO WELL I FINALLY COULD NOT DEAL WITH IT SO I CALLED HIS WIFE AND TOLD HER EVERYTHING I KNOW SHE WAS HURT BUT SO AM I . I FEEL ALOT BETTER AND I HOPE SHE KICKED THAT SOB TO THE CURB BECAUSE HE PLAYS ON WOMANS EMOTIONS AND HE IS A BIG PLAYER. HE'S A BIGGEST S.O.B. THERE IS. HE GOES BY THE NAME OF RON 'THE MAYHEM' DAVIDSON ON HERE AND ALSO ON MY SPCE . SO LADIES BEWARE OF THIS PIECE OF CRAP. SO GUYS ON HERE I'M SINGLE AND LOOKING TO FIND A HONEST AND REPECTFUL MAN THANKS FOR LISTENING PATTY(MISTRESSMAYHEM))

Fucking Sick Of The Tears
After tears, talking, thinking, I've come to realize, don't hold on to hope, hope is bullshit. when you're down and out, and everything sucks, you try to hold on to, the one good thing going. But then it breaks. and crumbles away like everything else in my life. without notice, without explination. without anything to deal. Sobriety sucks, no more prescription relief, no alcohol to drink, no razors to cut. I want so badly to bleed It's been over a year. I want to get rid of this pain. I just want to feel. I'm hated by all, Ive lost all my friends, the only two things that are here are my notebook and pen. I write down my feelings, but they always seem fake. Like "I Love my Life!" When its life I can't take. I want to be whole, I want to be happy again... but all hope is lost, fuck it all. I'll lie here in bed, burn down a cigarette, lay down my head, and dream those dreams, wasted away thoughts, wasted away words, people think they understand, yet

Ook Wtf Fuckin Haters
ok some guy comes to my page and falgs my shit wtf and to top it off theses pic are not even nsfw now why in the hell would he do this shit i mean do yall really think that theses pic shoul have been flaged well heres the ass holes pic and the pics that got flaged so girls bevery careful with the jerk http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=78509&albumid=18272&i=655524495 http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=78509&albumid=0&i=189938303 http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=78509&albumid=0&i=3458295543 ‡‡Rocket‡‡@ CherryTAP

Coming Soon
A friend and me are building a web site and we are in the beginning stages it will be for games and personal stuff only but will be open to public soon as of yet it is a work in progress and i will update here as much as possible.

Mother's Day Blast Contest
I entered The Free 30day Mother’s Day Giveaway is about to begin, it will start at 6pm Pacific Time on Thursday April 12th 2007.It ends May 13th, Mother's Day at 6.p. Pacific Time. I would be ever so grateful for your ratings and comments on my pic for this contest. Here is the link for my pic and the pic will become public when the contest starts. http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=637585&i=99647655 The Grand Prize is a 30 day blast Second Place is a 7 day blast Third Place is a 3 day blast Fourth Place is a 1 day blast So pleaseeeee start tomorrow evening giving me comments and rates. I love you my friends and fans. For those that help me I will be doing something special for you in a few weeks. Hugs to all. The contest will be scored in the following manner: Grand Prize winner will be decided by number of comments plus 10 pts for every rate as well (minimum 20000 comments needed) Second Place will be the person with the second most number of comments plus 10 pts for every

Fyi
I cancelled my VIC. I do not want to be able to rate 11's anymore. I got accused of rerating some one a 10 from an 11 yesterday. One of the top cherries. I wasn't coming back and I am not sure I am staying. Just know I am here atm LOL. Fuck the haterz and everyone else ILU "Shut Up" There you go You're always so right It's all a big show It's all about you You think you know What everyone needs You always take time To criticize me It seems like everyday I make mistakes I just can't get it right It's like I'm the one You love to hate But not today So shut up, shut up, shut up Don't wanna hear it Get out, get out, get out Get out of my way Step up, step up, step up You'll never stop me Nothing you say today Is gonna bring me down There you go You never ask why It's all a big lie Whatever you do You think you're special But I know, and I know And I know, and we know That you're not You're always there to point Out my mistakes And

Exploration
I wrote this poem awhile ago and just found it looking through my other pieces. I don't know what I want to do with it...it's not finished to me at all. I want my tongue to search every crevice of your skin to feel the trembling of your hands placed upon me and let my fingers wander up your neck and through you tousled hair Gentle tugs and caresses turn to more assertive action My thoughts being played out before me through the movement of my body Fluid, Strong, Decisive I work my way over you Your body I will conquer if only to explore again and again...

The Look In The Dark I've Never Been Able To Answer...
*I wanted to follow her to the bedroom, lift her out of the sailcloth skirt. So much stale time to sweep aside. Jasmine budding in the toothbrush glass, all the senses rush to love. We nudge our shoes away and touch lightly, in shivers, feeling each other with an anxious reverence, alert to every nuance of contact, fingertips, floating bodies. Dip and lift again, arms around her buttocks, my face in the swale of her breasts. I groan with the burden, she laughs in the night wind. A parody of ancient abduction. Tasting the salt moisture between her breasts. Thinking as I lumber toward the bed how rhythmic and correct this beauty is, this simple thing of curves, human surfaces, the shape those island Greeks pursued in their Parian marble. Noble though. The bed is small and set low, a swayback mattress hard at the edges. In time our breathing finds the same waver, the little cadence we will work to demolish. Some clothes slip off the chair, belt buckle ringing. The gaze of hers. Wondering

As The Pattern Gets More Intricate And Subtle, Being Swept Along Is No Longer Enough
*When it was over, all I could think about was how this entire notion of oneself, what we are, is just this logical structure, a place to momentarily house all the abstractions. It was a time to become conscious, to give form and coherence to the mystery, and I had been a part of that. It was a gift. Life was raging all around me and every moment was magical. I loved all the people, dealing with all the contradictory impulses - that's what I loved the most, connecting with the people. Looking back, that's all that really mattered. *

Name The Artist And You Get A Sticker
name the artist and you get a sticker These are not my own words. This is an excerpt from a work of art that I'm currently reading. "...This is not to be taken seriously, This is not to be read as opinions. It is to be read as poetry. Its obvious that I am on the educated level of about 10th grade in high school. Its obvious that thes words were not thought out or even re-read. this writing style is what I like to call thru the perspective of a 10th grader. her/his attempt at showing that no matter what level of intelligence one is on, we all question love and lack of love and fear of love. It is good to question authority and to fight it just to make things a bit less boring, butive always reverted back to the the conclusion that man is not redeemable and words that dont decessarily have their epected meanings can be used descriptively in a sentence as Art. True english is so fucking boring. And this little pit-stop we call life, that we so seriously

Wtf I Am Not Your Slut
Well i wanted to say something and get this off my chest...I am not some slut that you meet on the internet and I will not meet you to sleep with you i do not call people cause it is so easy to trace a number that it is scary. I did that once when i was 16 and some 40 yo man came to my house and tried to get in when i slammed the door in his face my neighbor ended up calling the cops and the guy turned out to be a wanted man that had a history of attacks on girls. I do not do things like that anymore. So please do not be offended if i say NO and if that makes me fake then guess what you can remove me from your list and well shove your keyboard and monitor up your #$$! P.S. If you are getting on my nerves i will tell ya

Recipe For A Perfect Marriage!
RED SKELTON'S RECIPE FOR THE PERFECT MARRIAGE 1. Two times a week, we go to a nice restaurant, have a little beverage, good food and companionship. She goes on Tuesdays, I go on Fridays. 2. We also sleep in separate beds. Hers is in California and mine is in Texas . 3. I take my wife everywhere..... but she keeps finding her way back. 4. I asked my wife where she wanted to go for our anniversary. "Somewhere I haven't been in a long time!" she said. So I suggested the kitchen. 5. We always hold hands. If I let go, she shops. 6. She has an electric blender, electric toaster and electric bread maker. She said "There are too many gadgets and no place to sit down!" .. So I bought her an electric chair. 7. My wife told me the car wasn't running well because there was water in the carburetor. I asked where the car was; she told me "In the lake." 8. She got a mud pack and looked great for two days. Then the mud fell off. 9. She ran after the garbage truc

This Is Geting Old
I recently met some one I seriously thought was my soul mate we had so much in common and it was EVERYTHING I have been dreaming about.. it didn't last that long but the impact it has had on me just boggles my fucking mind!! it's been a month or so now and at first I couldn't even come online without just wanting to TRASH this PC!! How could I fall for this Illusion of LOVE once more !! How could I think that this person I met who was so sweet and kind in heart and thought, could be so RUTHLESS and CRUEL.. I mean nothing I did could constitute NEVER wanting to even TALK to me again..but I also can see how they could NEVER move on with me in the picture ..women have a tough roll in life always someone there to pick up the piece's .. but they are the one's who have to go on like nothing ever happened no matter how they still or did feel.. I hold no hard feelings for this person but it's not easy to do this.. When we get hurt we tend to find a reason to be mad as a way of getti

Personal Quiz
Personal Quiz The Most Personal Quiz, Ever 1. Who were you with last night? Brad 2.What woke you up this morning? Alarm clock... 3. Where are you? @ school in the computer lab between classes 4. Is tomorrow going to be a good day? Yeah it is! 5. Did you hug anyone today? hmmm not yet i don't think 8. When's the last time you cried? couple nights ago __The PAST round__ 10. Ever thrown up in public? yeah... 12. What's on your mind RIGHT NOW? Naughtiness __The FUTURE round__ 13. Would you take a bullet for anyone? Yes, my close family 14. Where would you like to live? NYC for a lil while and then who knows, I'm all for traveling 15. What kind of home would you like? One like my apartment now, old, fireplaces, wood floors 16. What do you want to be when you grow up? Not sure anymore, leaning towards interior designer 17. Where do you see yourself in 5 years? Out of school for good, possibly ready to have a hubby and some kids

Bet This Dude Was Hopping Mad!
POMONA, California (AP) -- A man accused of using a chain and pickup truck to yank a 1,500-pound ATM from a market failed to escape police when his prosthetic leg fell off during the getaway. Gregory Daniels, 48, was arrested Tuesday on suspicion of burglary for the attempted heist from Pomona Ranch Market, police said. Authorities say Daniels and another man drove up to the market about 3 a.m., smashed a window, wrapped a chain around the ATM and used the pickup to rip it from the floor. After loading the cash machine into the truck, the pair drove off. Officers chased the truck into a residential neighborhood, where the men drove into a dead-end street. Daniels' alleged accomplice fled, but police said Daniels wasn't able to escape. "Daniels was on the ground near the vehicle in an attempt to flee from officers," Sgt. E. Vazquez said. "However, he was unsuccessful, as his prosthetic leg fell off." The ATM and its cash were recovered. The assistant manager of the Pomona Ranch Mar

Getting Organized.
So, I have a lot of thoughts in my head right now that I need to express. Doing so makes me feel more put together. I just don't have much of a theme to tie them all together, so I'm going to make 3 blogs in one here. None will be terribly interesting I imagine, but they help me, and they will give insight into who I am if that is something you are interested in. Health I Am a fairly healthy person. I smoke cigarettes. That's clearly a no-no, but I still do a better job taking care of my body than most, so I write it off as my vice. I think I've earned one. The thing that's got me thinking is I had a physical done for this job that I'm FINALLY starting on Monday. Everything came out above the board... except my cholesterol. It's not exactly high. 193 to be exact. That's in the high end of acceptable as I understand it. The idea that everything else is exceptional however has prompted me to stop eating those "Quad Stackers" from Burger King. 4 layers of beef, cheese, and bacon. I

A Lil Bout Me
IM NEW TO CHERRY TAP SO BARE WITH ME LOL.HERE IS A LIL ABOUT MYSELF IAM A HEAVY METAL GODDESS LOL I LOVE TO HAVE FUN IN ALL FORMS THAT IT IMPLIES GET TO KNOW ME AND MAYBE ILL TELL U.ALSO I LOVE HARLEYS AND RIDDIN DOWN AN EMPTY HIGHWAY.THERE IS SO MUCH MORE TO ME BUT ALL IN DO TIME ...

Well That Comment Didn't Make Me Sound Gay Or Anything
Dude, putting a photoshop filters on a picture isn't art. Thats putting a photoshop filter on a picture. Christ anyone can do that. Retarded six year olds have better concepts of what art is. I am all for the art is what you like thing, but at certain points some things are fucking shit. Its like the quantity over quality thing with tattoos. Yes you can have lots of shit tattoos, but then you have no quality. Great, you have bad art permanently engraved upon your body. Are you trying to get government aid for being a retard? Shit, we can get you disability much more easily I'm certain. Just injure yourself. Its a lot better than paying some hack that doesn't know how to push ink from point A to B. All you do then is wind up with an over priced piece of crap that you cant even hide in a garage until the day your grand children find it and say, "Man we have some stupid people in our family." when they see it. No this will be a constant reminder to yourself and all around you

Fan Club
YAY! The fan club on my site is now up and running. Soon I'll start posting video clips that will be available for Fan Club members only. If you have any suggestions for clips, I'd love to hear them! I hope to see you all there!!!

Satanic Theses Revisited
(Originally Posted on August 1, 2006)Earlier today, I found I had a comment on one of the blog backup sites about the Satanic Theses idea. Someone had asked me if I was "required to hate others who believe differently" or some such. The comment I replied with was something I had been thinking about posting for a while.And here it is:First off, let me say that I basically am aware of three different groups that consider themselves "satanists." (There may be more, but I haven't run across them yet.)1) LaVeyan Satanists: Basically atheists using empowering rituals, since they say the human psyche (sp?) needs ritual and such to be happy.2) Traditional Satanists: These believe of the "Lucifer" (a Prometheus-like figure) before Christianity got a hold of Him and made Him evil.3) (What I call) Christian Satanists: These believe in the Satan as taught by the Christian church as the ultimate evil being who wants to spread extreme evil everywhere.Now, I am studying (and starting to live

My Body Mod Post
(Originally Posted on August 1, 2006)I am planning on getting a tattoo in the near future (the end of the month if I can afford it to be more precise). Right now, here's what I designed and am thinking of getting:As you can see, the upside-down star is red, and the cresent moon is actually a set of horns. It has a pagan and satanic flavor I kind of like.So far, though, I am unsure what color(s) I should have the horns filled in with. Maybe I'll leave them blank, or fill in the horns with black and leave the middle blank or fill it in with white.Any other ideas? Now, since this is my first body modification of any sort (I have no tattoos, piercings, scars (other than accidental or surgical), etc.), I want something simple, more or less symbolic, and relatively small. (This one'll be about 2 inches in diameter.)(P.S. My wife thinks I won't go through with it.) tag: satan, satanic, satanist, satanism, religion, devil, art, tattoo

Contests, Points And Such
Ok, so I just read a person's blog (not yet a friend but I am going to ask, in a moment) and I really have to ask the following: Do people REALLY have such pathetic lives that points, gifts, leveling up and winning contests are THAT important? I mean, really! In the grand scheme of things, in this thing called "life" its pretty sad when online adventures/ventures is even on the priority list at all. People begging to get comments on their folder pix, begging for ratings to attain the next cherry level? SERIOUSLY??? Do people REALLY do that? If getting 10's to get to the next CT level is so important that you feel the need to actually devote time in asking for points, you need a reality check.

I Am In A Blast Contest. Please Help Me Friends And Fans.
CherryTAP Bulletin!MAKE STICKY! Ravenhair member is Stepped away remove friend subject: I am in a Blast Contest. Please Help me friends and fans. date: 2007-04-11 08:36:05 I entered The Free 30day Mother’s Day Giveaway is about to begin, it will start at 6pm Pacific Time on Thursday April 12th 2007.It ends May 13th, Mother's Day at 6.p. Pacific Time. I would be ever so grateful for your ratings and comments on my pic for this contest. The Grand Prize is a 30 day blast Second Place is a 7 day blast Third Place is a 3 day blast Fourth Place is a 1 day blast So pleaseeeee start tomorrow evening giving me comments and rates. I love you my friends and fans. For those that help me I will be doing something special for you in a few weeks. Hugs to all. The contest will be scored in the following manner: Grand Prize winner will be decided by number of comments plus 10 pts for every rate as well (minimum 20000 comments needed) Second Place will be the person with the second m

Ratings
I am getting so tired of childish people downrating my pics i never rate anything less than a 10 even if the pic deserves a 1. Last time I checked this site was supposed to be for adults and yet most of you act like two year olds. You guys are always ranting and raving over rules and all the stuff that happens on this site I think yall all need to grow up. I am only 24 and I act more mature than some of you older peeps i think yall all need to get over yourselves and stop rating peoples pic anything less than a 10.

Insanity
19 WAYS TO MAINTAIN A HEALTHY LEVEL OF INSANITY: 1. At lunch time, sit in your parked car with sunglasses on and point a hairdryer at passing cars. See if they slow down. 2. Page yourself over the intercom.Don't disguise your voice. 3. Every time someone asks you to do something, ask if they want fries with that. 4. Put your garbage can on your desk and label it "In." 5. Put decaf in the coffee maker for 3 weeks. Once everyone has gotten over their caffeine addictions, switch to espresso. 6. In the Memo Field of all your checks, write "For Sexual Favors." 7. Finish all your sentences with "In Accordance With The Prophecy." 8. Don't use any punctuation 9. As often as possible, skip rather than walk. 10. Specify that your Drive-Through Order is "To Go." 11. Sing along at the Opera. 12. Go to a Poetry Recital and ask why the poems don't rhyme. 13. Put mosquito netting around your work area and make tropical sounds all day. 14. Five days

Do's And Donts Of Throwing The First Pitch
Hello there, national leader, foreign dignitary, celebrity or hometown man who managed to survive while trapped in a drainage pipe! You've been chosen to throw out the first pitch at a Major, Minor or Little League baseball game! Good for you! But there's more that you need to know than just how to gnaw on a sunflower seed and where the best places are to grab your crotch. Baseball fans place a lot of confidence in their first-pitch throwers, and you've got to live up to it, unless you want to get pelted with the small novelty bats that they handed to all 40,000 people at the door. So listen up, Mr./Mrs. President/Ambassador/Oscar winner/shlub. Your reputation depends on it. Step 1: KNOW WHERE YOU ARE A few things that you can rest assured of without much worry: You will be at a baseball game inside a baseball stadium. Dress appropriately. (Water polo gear is not considered appropriate.) The stadium will likely be in a somewhat large metropolitan area, so you'll want to

Blah
today I will drink nothing but water. I really need to get back to the whole eating healthy, being healthy thing. Just the past few months I have really felt more like "give me a smokey and pour me another!" lol. no... I am not smoking, and I really have no plans to start anytime. I just feel like I need to shed the winter, we are a month into springtime and I feel as though I should still be in hibernation. I think the worst part of it is I am bored with food. I feel like I am always cooking the same things or some variation of. BBQ season is coming up. where are my light flavorful salads and refreshing vitamin filled juices? where's the flavor of life? I had cereal for breakfast.....cereal people, I am not a cereal person. especially not apple jacks. (disappointed in self) on different note, today is pretty much filled with the same old routine it has been for the past few days, a little music, packing, cleaning, and today we add in ballet. the kids have minimum day and they wil

Women To Rule New Town
Sister city to be named: Arlington, TX!! Women to rule new town China is to create the world's first ' Woman Town ' where women make all the decisions and disobedient men face punishments. Chongqing is to convert its Shuangqiao district into Woman Town , covering 2.3 square km, reports Chongqing Morning News. The slogan: "A woman never makes a mistake. A man can never reject a woman's request" will be carved into the town gates. "Construction will take around two years, and the place will become a very good destination for entertainment and relaxation," says Li Jigang, director of Shuangqiao district tourism bureau. "In any tour group entering this town, female members would play the deciding role, concerning shopping and other items of the itinerary. "We are drafting a township law, which stipulates clearly how men should be punished and for what. A disobedient man will be punished by kneeling on an uneven wooden board or by washing dishes in a restaurant."

Eh, I Never Say Much!!
Things are going great! I'm in great spirits, work's alright..... Hanging out with friends, drinking too much Not too much to report, out of the usual... It's warming up, need to go and shoot some film, don't know what yet, but soon...... like I said, nothing much to say........

Irish Coffee
IRISH COFFEE An Irish woman of advanced age visited her physician to seek his help in reviving her husband's libido. "What about trying Viagra? Asks the doctor. "Not a chance," she said. "He won't even take an aspirin." "Not a problem," replied the doctor. "Give him an Irish Soluble Viagra. Drop it into his coffee. He won't even taste it. Give it a try and call me in a week to let me know how things went."

This Kinda Shit Happens To Me All The Time. . .
Man's wives have no sense of humor Tue Apr 10, 9:06 AM ET A Saudi man lost a bit of his nose in a joint assault by his two wives after he jokingly threatened to marry a third woman. Judaie Ibn Salem had thought his threat would help resolve an argument over dividing up his house. "I swore that I would do it because ... they were impolite and that's when I came under an even bigger attack," Ibn Salem told Shams newspaper after having seven stitches inserted. "I never realized they would get so worked up. But the only way to restore my dignity is really to take a third wife. "I don't know what I'm going to lose next if I do that." Islamic law allows men to take up to four wives and polygamy is not unusual in the conservative kingdom of Saudi Arabia, the birthplace of Islam.

Im Thinking Of Leaving
Yes and this isnt some sad attempt to get attention but the thought is running in and out of my head.. yes im really getting tired.. of the bullshit. there really is alot of mean people on here. and for some reason all the backstabbing girls hate me and i have done nothing to them. people will do anything to get to the top and step on everyone in their way. thats not me.. yes i have enjoyed gettin past the to 50 mark and got to #37 that was great. but im not goin to make enemies just to make it anyfurther. but just to let you know that the thought is still there. Tiff

Wonder If The Olefactometer Measures Farts. . .
City may set up panel to stop bad odors Tue Apr 10, 12:15 PM ET The city may be looking for a few good noses. When it meets Tuesday, the City Council is expected to set a public hearing for a law that would create a committee to sniff out objectionable odors. Ogden's chief administrator, John Patterson, said the city is not singling out a specific company for enforcement. But there have been complaints about a pet-food factory, American Nutrition Inc. Despite promises, American Nutrition has failed to install an exhaust scrubber on three ovens that bake treats for dogs and cats, Patterson said. "Stench is not the lasting memory that we want people to have in Ogden," he said. Councilwoman Dorrene Jeske said an ordinance is overdue. "The odor from the American Nutrition plant may have hindered us from getting some businesses along Wall Avenue," she said. Company executive Bill Behnken was away from his office Monday and unavailable for comment. American Nutrition last year sai

Omg...too Funny...
> There were two old men living in the backwoods of the Ozarks > .... Rufus and Clarence. > > They lived on opposite sides of the river, and they hated each > other. Every morning, just after sun-up, Rufus and Clarence > would go down to their respective sides of the river and yell at > each other. > > "Rufus!!" Clarence would shout. > "You better thank yor lucky stars I cain't swim .... or I'd swim > this river and whup your behind!!" > > "Clarence!!!" Rufus would holler back. > "You better thank YOUR lucky stars that I cain't swim .... > or I'd swim this river and whup your skinny behind!!!" > > This happened every morning for twenty years. > > One day the Army Corps of Engineers comes along and built a > bridge. > > Still, every morning, every day for another five years this > yelling across the river goes on, even with the bridge. > > Finally .... Mrs. Rufus had had enough. > > "Rufus!" she squallers one day. "I cain't take no more!! > Every day

What It's All About...
"This is what marriage is really all about" He ordered one hamburger, one order of French fries and one drink. The old man unwrapped the plain hamburger and carefully cut it in half. He placed one half in front of his wife. He then carefully counted out the French fries, dividing them into two piles and neatly placed one pile in front of his wife. He took a sip of the drink, his wife took a sip and then set the cup down between them. As he began to eat his few bites of hamburger, the people around them kept looking over and whispering. You could tell they were thinking, "That poor old couple - all they can afford is one meal for the two of them." As the man began to eat his fries a young man came to the table. He politely offered to buy another meal for the old couple. The old man said they were just fine - they were used to sharing everything. The surrounding people noticed the little old lady hadn't eaten a bite. She sat there watching her husband eat and occasio

Nasty Black Toothed Bitch!!
I AM PISSED. I AM WRITING THIS ABOUT THIS WELFARE COLLECTING, BLACK TOOTHED WRINKLE FACED BITCH THAT LIVES UP THE STREET FROM US. THIS "WOMAN" {AND I USE THAT TERM VERY LOOSELY} HAS GOT ME SO FREAKING MAD THAT I COULD SPIT NAILS! MY DAUGHTER AND HER DAUGHTER ARE NOT GETTING ALONG. THIS WOMAN INSISTS UPON CALLING THE POLICE FOR EVERY LITTLE THING THAT GOES ON. iF YOU FART AROUND HER , SHE WILL CALL THE POLICE! WELL MIRANDA AND HER FRIEND WERE UP THE STREET PLAYING, AND I WILL CALL THIS WOMANS DAUGHTER "TIFFANY" WELL TIFFANY CALLS MIRANDA AND HER FRIEND LESBIANS, AND TELLS THEM THAT SHE THINKS THEY ARE ALL COOL..... THEN MIRANDA AND HER FRIEND ARE WALKING PAST THIS GIRLS HOUSE AND MIRANDAS FRIEND THROWS A PIECE OF BUBBLE GUM AT HER HOUSE. WELL THE PARENTS COME OUT SCREAMING AND CARRYING ON, AND I TOLD MIRANDA, "THEY ARE GONNA CALL THE COPS ON YOU!!". WELL I WENT TO MY MOMS, CAME HOME, AND SURE ENOUGH, POLICE WERE ALL OVER THE OUTSIDE OF MY HOUSE. I GOT OUT AND ASK THE OFFICER WHAT WAS GO

Don't Mess With Old Ladies...
An older lady gets pulled over for speeding... Older Woman: Is there a problem, Officer? Officer: Ma'am, you were speeding. Older Woman: Oh, I see. Officer: Can I see your license please? Older Woman: I'd give it to you but I don't have one. Officer: Don't have one? Older Woman: Lost it, 4 years ago for drunk driving. Officer: I see...Can I see your vehicle registration papers please. Older Woman: I can't do that. Officer: Why not? Older Woman: I stole this car. Officer: Stole it? Older Woman: Yes, and I killed and hacked up the owner. Officer: You what? Older Woman: His body parts are in plastic bags in the trunk if you want to see The Officer looks at the woman and slowly backs away to his car and calls for back up. Within minutes 5 police cars circle the car. A senior officer slowly approaches the car, clasping his half drawn gun. Officer 2: Ma'am, could you step out of your vehicle please! The woman steps out of her vehicle. Older

House Painting
This blonde decides one day that she is sick and tired of all these blonde jokes and how all blondes are perceived as stupid, so she decides to show her husband that blondes really are smart. > >> While her husband is off at work, she decides that she is going to paint a couple of rooms in the house. The next day, right after her husband leaves for work, she gets down to the task at hand. > >> Her husband arrives home at 5:30 and smells the distinctive smell of paint. He walks into the living room and finds his wife lying on the floor in a pool of sweat. He notices that she is wearing a parka and a leather jacket at the same time. > >> He goes over and asks her if she is OK. > >> She replies yes. > >> > >>He ask what she is doing. > >> She replied that she wanted to prove to him that not all blonde women are dumb, and she wanted to do it by painting the house. > >> He then asks her why she has a parka over her leather jacket. > >> She replies that she was

Sick As Shit
okay, been sick as shit since sunday evening. and getting better seems to be going painstakingly slowly. shiiit. this sucks. we were supposed to have Harold's twins for a couple of days this week, but it's not going to happen. not when people in this house are all this sick. i hope i get better soon. gotta get back to work and make some money. yea, shoot. okay well, i'm going back to bed for now. later ya'll! untill next time, good moshpitting to all.

24 Thoughts From Larry The Cable Guy...lol :o)
1. A day without sunshine is like night. 2. On the other hand, you have different fingers. 3. 42.7 percent of all statistics are made up on the spot. 4. 99 percent of lawyers give the rest a bad name. 5. Remember, half the people you know are below average. 6. He who laughs last, thinks slowest. 7. Depression is merely anger without enthusiasm. 8. The early bird may get the worm, but the second mouse gets the cheese in the trap. 9. Support bacteria. They're the only culture some people have. 10. A clear conscience is usually the sign of a bad memory. 11. Change is inevitable, except from vending machines. 12. If you think nobody cares, try missing a couple of payments. 13. How many of you believe in psycho-kinesis? Raise my hand. 14. OK, so what's the speed of dark? 15. When everything is coming your way, you're in the wrong lane. 16. Hard work pays off in the future. Laziness pays off now. 17. How much deeper would the ocean be withou

Blonde
A blonde walks into a pharmacy and asks the assistant for some rectum deodorant. The pharmacist, a little bemused, explains to the woman they don't sell rectum deodorant, and never have. Unfazed, the blonde assures the pharmacist that she has been buying the stuff from this store on a regular basis and would like some more. "I'm sorry," says the pharmacist, "we don't have any." "But, I always buy it here," says the blonde. "Do you have the container that it came in?" asks the pharmacist. "Yes," said the blonde, "I'll go home and get it." She returns with the container and hands it to the pharmacist who looks at it and says to her, "This is just a normal stick of underarm deodorant." Annoyed, the blonde snatches the deodorant back and reads out loud from the container........."TO APPLY, PUSH UP BOTTOM." -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- TV dinner still cooling?

Medical Insurance Explained
MEDICAL INSURANCE EXPLAINED Q. What does HMO stand for? A. This is actually a variation of the phrase, "HEY MOE." Its roots go back to a concept pioneered by Moe of the Three Stooges, who discovered that a patient could be made to forget the pain in his foot if he was poked hard enough in the eye. Q. I just joined an HMO. How difficult will it be to choose the doctor I want? A. Just slightly more difficult than choosing your parents. Your insurer will provide you with a book listing all the doctors in the plan. The doctors basically fall into two categories: those who are no longer accepting new patients, and those who will see you but are no longer participating in the plan. But don't worry, the remaining doctor who is still in the plan and accepting new patients has an office just a half-day's drive away and a diploma from a third world country. Q. Do all diagnostic procedures require pre-certification? A. No. Only those you need. Q. Can I get

Blind Pilots
Two men dressed in Pilots' uniforms walk up the aisle. Both are wearing dark glasses, one is using a guide dog, and the other is tapping his way along the aisle with a cane. Nervous laughter spreads through the cabin, but the men enter the cockpit, the door closes, and the engines start up. The passengers begin glancing nervously around, searching for some kind of a sign that this is just a little practical joke. None is forthcoming. The plane moves faster and faster down the runway, and the people sitting in the window seats realize they're headed straight for the water at the edge of the airport territory. Just as it begins to look as though the plane will plough straight into the water, panicked screams fill the cabin. At that moment, the plane lifts smoothly into the air. The passengers relax and laugh a little sheepishly, and soon all retreat into their magazines, secure in the knowledge that the plane is in good hands. In the cockpit, one of the blind

Breaking News: Posting From Photobucket To Myspace
Breaking news: Posting from Photobucket to MySpace A Message to our Customers Today MySpace made the decision to prevent Photobucket users from posting their videos and remixes to their MySpace pages. This action by MySpace means that all of the videos and remixes you created will no longer show up on your MySpace profile, blog and comments section. More specifically, if you attempt to add new videos or remixes to your profile, they will be removed. We are not happy about this and we’re pretty sure you’re not happy either. We appreciate that you have invested hundreds of thousands of hours using the editing, remixing and management tools and features available only on Photobucket. In particular, you've all been really embracing videos at Photobucket -- to the tune of 50,000 video uploads a day, which is great. Rest assured that your content is being kept safe in your Photubucket album even though it may disappear from your MySpace pages. We believe that by limiting your

04-11-2007
My son bowls every Saturday morning in a league, and when you go enough, you get to know some people. I was talking to another parent, and I noticed them looking over my shoulder as we talked. I casually turned and looked, and he was looking at this lady and her daughter. I'm being kind when I say she weighs 300#'s, and her daughter is a shorter version of her, there is no mistaking whose child she is. I then turned and said "She should be taken away for child abuse, because she let her daughter get that big" The person thought I was nuts. I realize people struggle with weight, but this generation will be the first generation ever with a shorter life expectancy than their parents. I am no dainty flower by any means, but I have come to the point in my life where I realize that I have to work at losing some weight, so I can be healthier. I also try to pass this on to my boys, who are rail thin, apparantly taking after their mother, whose getting a bigger ass every time I see

The Pampers Brigade!!
German army drafts four-week-old baby Tue Apr 10, 11:24 AM ET BERLIN (Reuters) - The German army sent a draft notice to a four-week-old baby named Lucio, ordering him to report for duty within the next 10 days, before realizing it had blundered. A spokesman for the army said the notice had been sent erroneously because a clerk typed in the wrong date of birth for the boy from Aubstadt, in southern Germany. "It was an accident," an army spokesman told Reuters. "Somebody entered the wrong number into a computer. There was no harm done. We realized the error the same day and called up the family to tell them to throw the notice away when it arrived."

A Union Member...
A dedicated Teamsters union worker was attending a convention in Las Vegas and decided to check out the local brothels. When he got to the first one, he asked the Madam, "Is this a union house?" "No," she replied, "I'm sorry it isn't." "Well, if I pay you $100, what cut do the girls get?" "The house gets $80 and the girls get $20," she answered Offended at such unfair dealings, the union man stomped off down the street in search of a more equitable, hopefully unionized shop. His search continued until finally he reached a brothel where the Madam responded, "Why yes sir, this is a union house. We observe all union rules." The man asked, "And if I pay you $100, what cut do the girls get?" "The girls get $80 and the house gets $20." "That's more like it!" the union man said. He handed the Madam $100, looked around the room, and pointed to a stunningly attractive blonde. "I'd like her," he said. "I'm sure you would, sir," said the Madam. The

A Man
A MAN WENT SHOPPINGONE DAY STOPS WHEN HE REALISES THAT A BLONDE IS LOOKING AT HIM, SHE WAVES OVER AND HE SAYS TO HER "I AM SORRY BUT DO I KNOW YOU" SHE REPLIES "I THINK YOU MIGHT BE THE DAD OF ONE OF MY CHILDREN" THE MAN CAST HIS MIND BACK TO THE ONE AND ONLY TIME HE HAS BEEN UNFAITHFUL, HE SAYS "ARE YOU THE STRIPPER FRM MY STAG NIGHT THAT I SHAGGED OVER THE SNOOKER TABLE WHILE OUR MATE WHIPPED ME AND STUCK A CUCUMBER UP MY ARSE" HE REPLIES "NO I'M YOUR SONS ENGLISH TEACHER".

Story No. 5
He quickly stands and moves for the bedroom, a wide smile on his face, he looks down and sees her robe on the floor just outside the door, his smile widening even more than before he reaches for the door and tries to open it, it's locked, he hears laughter from the other side, he knocks lightly and asks to be let in, but she wont do it, she grins evilly on the other side of the door and tells him that the only way she will let him in is if he begs. His ego gets the best of him and keeps trying the door, hoping it will open. She slides down against the door, her hands moving to her pussy, she starts to rub it gently while telling her lover just exactly what she is doing and how it was making her feel. Her fingers move slowly over her folds, separating them as they move, she moans just loud enough that he can hear her from the other side of the door. She slowly slides a finger inside herself and moves it to her g-spot and starts to stroke it gently, her other hand moving to her breasts a

25 Things You Should Know By The Time You Reach Middle Age...
>> 1. If you're too open-minded, your brains will fall out. >> 2. Don't worry about what people think, they don't do it very often. >> 3. Going to church doesn't make you a Christian, any more than >> standing in a garage makes you a car. >> 4. It ain't the jeans that make your butt look fat. >> 5. Artificial intelligence is no match for natural stupidity. >> 6. My idea of housework is to sweep the room with a glance. >> 7. Not one shred of evidence supports the notion that life is serious. >> 8. It is easier to get forgiveness than permission. >> 9. For every action, there is an equal and opposite government >> program. >> 10. If you look like your passport picture, you probably need the trip. >> 11. Bills travel through the mail at twice the speed of checks. >> 12. A conscience is what hurts when all of your other parts feel so >> good. >> 13. Eat well, stay fit, die anyway. >> 14. Men are from earth. Women are from earth. Deal w

Story No. 4
continuation from Story Time 3... She smiles as she reaches down and takes his hand, she turns down the stove as she leads him to the living room, she stops at the couch and stares at him with a devilish grin on her face, he smiles back at her, not knowing what is about to happen to him. She suddenly pushes him down hard onto the couch, then quickly moves to his lap, pinning him in his seat, he looks up at her a little stunned. Her hands start to move over his chest, slowly moving down to the bottom of his shirt, he sits there still a little stunned by her aggressiveness. Her hand moves under his shirt and slowly pushes it up as her hands move over his skin. He lets out a low moan and closes his eyes as her fingers finds his nipples and start to play, twisting and pinching them. She smiles, leans down and gently starts to bite his neck. His eyes open and watches his lady, he never knew she could be so aggressive, but it was a pleasurable surprise. His moves his hands down to her hip

Test For Old Kids...
A TEST FOR OLD KIDS > > >The answers are printed below, but don't you cheat. See if you can > fill in the blanks. > > > 01. After the Lone Ranger saved the day and rode off > into the sunset, the grateful citizens would ask, > Who was that masked man? Invariably, someone would > answer, I don't know, but he left this behind. What did he > leave behind?________________ > > > > 02. When the Beatles first came to the U.S. in early > 1964, we all watched them on The _______________ Show. > > > > 03. "Get your kicks, ___________________." > > > > 04 "The story you are about to see is true. The > names have been changed___________________." > > > > 05. "In the jungle, the mighty jungle, > ________________." > > > > 06. After the Twist, The Mashed Potato, and the > Watusi, we "danced" under a stick that was lowered > as > low as we could go in a dance called the > "_____________." > > > 07. "N_E_S_T_L_E_S", Nestle's mak

Dont Speed.....
Illinois will begin using photo radar in freeway work zones in July. Second offense tickets are $1,000 with license suspension. Beginning in July the State of Illinois will use speed cameras in areas designated as "Work Zones" on major freeways. Anyone caught by these devices will be mailed a $375.00 ticket for the FIRST offense, but he SECOND offense will cost $1000.00 and comes with a 90-Day suspension. Drivers will also receive demerit points against their license, which allows insurance companies to raise their rates. This represents the harshest penalty structure yet for a city or state useing PHOTO enforcements. The State will begin with TWO camera vans issuin g tickets in work zones with speed limits lowered to 45 MPH. Photographs of both the Driver's face and License plate are taken. Pass this on to everyone you know !!!! for more info: http://www.dot.state.il.us/press/r033005.html

Sharing My Thoughts: So You Want To Call Yourself A Slave?
So you want to call yourself a Slave? by SirMagic 'the darkangel'[TM] (Lexington Kentucky) Keep in mind something there are no absolutes in life. There is no reality only perception. The following is a prosepctive based upon my 24 years of experience, your reality may differ. BDSM ...is much like the oceans of the world, broad deep and varied. As with nature it ebbs, flows, changes and has logic and language all it's own. It is no secret I am a traditionalist. I began my journey into this world over 24 years ago, before the World Wide Web existed in the form we know today. In other words, I was doing this before AOL existed. In our world "all slaves are submissive (sub's) but not all subs are slaves". In the more traditional or older practiced protocols, the slave is the highest form of submissive. To be recognized as a slave is an honor and a form of accomplishment. In a sense with traditional lifestyle practitioners, a sub plays at liv

Call To Love
Call To Love Give to me your smile, and I will lock it away in my heart forever Give to me your eyes of innocence, and I will look back to you with strength Give to me your hand, and I will close your eyes with the touch of my passion Give to me your nightmares, and I will put them to rest, forever Give to me your fear of the unknown, and I will make it known to you Give to me your heart, so that I may leave it pounding in your chest for days after I am gone Give to me your faith, for with it I can do the impossible Give to me your lips, for with them I will take you to another world Give to me the one chance to know you, and I will give to you the reality of the truest love of all… Our Own... by Jskins

Kinda Gross But Funny
An old married couple no sooner hit the pillows when the old man passes gas and says, "Seven Points." His wife rolls over and says, "What in the world was that?" The old man replied, "It's fart football." A few minutes later his wife lets one go and says "Touchdown, tie score." After about five minutes the old man lets another one go and says, "Aha. I'm ahead 14 to 7." Not to be outdone the wife rips out another one and says, "Touchdown, tie score." Five seconds go by and she lets out a little squeaker and says, "Field goal, I lead 17 to 14." Now the pressure is on the old man. He refuses to get beaten by a woman, so he strains real hard. Since defeat is totally unacceptable, he gives it everything he's got, and accidentally shits the bed. The wife says, "What the hell was that?" The old man says, "Half time, switch sides."

Birthdays
So today is my birthday. I had a Astrological reading done many years ago (about 25) and found out something weird. I was born under the sign of Aries and have an Aries rising and an Aries falling whatever that means. My buddy who is really into it said it explains a lot about me. He also said it is weird because that never happens to ordinary people. I don't follow the stuff myself but I will tell you I am unique. So what will I do today? Most likely nothing. I got laid off recently so I can't afford a party or anything. I make make my spaghetti dinner tonight. I also have to take my van in and get an estimate on front end work. Buyer beware! Basically today will be like any other day. Life will go on and chances are I will get nothing for a present (I would like sex but no chances of that) and life will go one. But the best presents come home at 3:00 with their noise and news of the day which will be music to my ears. So that is what is important ... family. They are the pre

Southern Syle Marriage Counceling
Earl and Bubba, two good ol' boys from Dixie are quietly sitting in a boat fishing, chewing and drinking beer when suddenly Bubba says, "I think I'm going to divorce my wife - she hasn't spoke to me in over 2 months." Earl spits, sips his beer and says, "You better think it over - women like that are hard to find."

Exoctic Dancer
>>>One day a fourth-grade teacher asked the children what their fathers did >>>for a living. >>> >>>All the typical answers came up -- fireman, mechanic, businessman, >>>salesman, doctor, lawyer, and so forth. >>> >>>However, little Justin was being uncharacteristically quiet, so when the >>>teacher prodded him about his father, he replied, "My father's an exotic >>>dancer in a gay cabaret and takes off all his clothes in front of other >>>men and they put money in his underwear. Sometimes, if the offer is >>>really good, he will go home with some guy and stay with him all night >>>for money." >>> >>>The teacher, obviously shaken by this statement, hurriedly set the other >>>children to work on some exercises and then took little Justin aside to >>>ask him, "Is that really true about your father?" >>> >>>"No," the boy said, "He works for the Democratic National Committee and >>>is helping to get Hillary Clinton to be our next President, but I was too >>>em

Boxes, Walls & Doors : From My E-mail Bag ~
Dear Magic: Your writing on Soul Mates really touched me. [ SNIP] So here I am, he says he loves me but I feel like I'm in this relationship alone. It's like everything else matters but us and when I tell him we have a problem he will yes me to death but nothing ever changes. I feel like we are not even on the same planet anymore and i have been put into this box and kept there until he's ready to deal. So how do I get him to understand ? How do I get him to see I'm reaching out to make it work again because I'm tired of doing all the work. Am I making any sense ? Help. lacie. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Dear Lacie. It is said the universe moves in mysterious ways. Call it irony, call it serendipity, fate or just a syncretistic coincidence but yes I know what you mean. First off, I'm not paragon of virtue nor perfection or great sage. I have my quirks, my faults just like ever

Simple Vs Real
This is GOOD..I expect it back too! I especially like the last sentence!!!!!! A simple friend, when visiting, acts like a guest. A real friend opens your refrigerator and helps himself (and doesn't feel even the least bit weird shutting your 'beer/Pepsi drawer' with her foot!) A simple friend has never seen you cry. A real friend has shoulders soggy from your tears.. A simple friend doesn't know your parents' first names. A real friend has their phone numbers in his address book. A simple friend brings a bottle of wine to your party. A real friend comes early to help you cook and stays late to help you clean. A simple friend hates it when you call after they've gone to bed. A real friend asks you why you took so long to call. A simple friend seeks to talk with you about your problems. A real friend seeks to help you with your problems. A simple friend wonders about your romantic history. A real friend could blackmail you with it. A simple

Naughty Little Sundae For Me..
I would love to insert a cherry between some lovely thighs. followed by whip cream ample amount inside. then some orange-vanilla ice cream to make a dream delight then with no spoon or utensils eat it out icecream first aand slurp down the whippcream with the tip of my tongue bring out the cherry while bringing her to an orgasmic scream. if you are near my area code(361)and interested in such drop me a message, I am a horney old onery cuss truly wanting to have some fun.

The Promise
Love, the promise, passion of Souls Heart of hearts unparalleled secrets obscured in Silence forever sought. There is no you there is no I there is only us, we have become one my immortal inamorato. My soul no longer solitary. The one who knows, encompasses exceptional wisdom, the secret of Life is Beauty found in fragile loving without reason. © 2007 KG

Beer
Warning! Beer contains female hormones . Last month, National University of Lesotho scientists released the results of a recent analysis that revealed the presence of female hormones in beer. Men should take a concerned look at their beer consumption. The theory is that beer contains female hormones (hops contain phytoestrogens) and that by drinking enough beer, men turn into women . To test the theory, 100 men drank 8 pints of beer each within a 1 hour period. It was then observed that 100% of the test subjects: 1) Argued over nothing . 2) Refused to apologize when obviously wrong. 3) Gained weight. 4) Talked excessively without making sense. 5) Became overly emotional. 6) Couldn't drive. 7) Failed to think rationally. 8) Had to sit down while urinating. No further testing was considered necessary .

She Left Me Broken; Again...on December 10th
pain fills my all, it overwhelms my soul tears burn my eyes and stain my cheeks my love is slipping away, i watch her slowly part from me we r surrounded by misery, our hearts always aching our life is constantly changing, whirling out of control will she ever be around to save me? will she ever catch me when i fall? she leaves me lost and alone, abandoned and hurting not knowing what to do, not knowing how to trust, feeling to much im weak and beat, and dont what to do frannie baby...youre slipping awa

Who Am I And What I'm About
Who am I: ? (The age old question) I'm soft spoken, straight, sensual, kinky, very erotically Dominant (not a control freak) 6'1", 240 lb semi-muscular male. I'm refined, articulate, witty, educated, with a bittersweet DARK SOUL. This is NOT to say I'm negative, far from it. If anything I'm a pragmatist who sees the glass as half full NOT half empty like so many. As a person I have faced my own mortality, inner truths and flaws. Life for me is a constant journey to "do better and be better". Like most humans some days I live up to it, other days a fail miserably. I'm a (Anthony)Tony Robbins, Dr Wayne Dyer, John Maxwell and Dr Phil Disciple. I have a simple saying: "BDSM Leather Mastery is not built in a day, it is built daily." ~Sir Magic~ I love the four "S"s : Sushi, Sashimi, Scifi and Sluts. Those who know me say I'm a very dynamic person I am not only comfortable in an Art Museum or Black Tie Affair but the backwoods and trails as well. I have a passion for li

11 Apr, 2007
I said to myself "I'm okay" and gave my usual smile. I didn't feel a desperation, more like a kind of defiance... Three years stationed in Germany with the US Army Infantry has definitely taken it's toll on me. But still I defy. Still I break the barriers in front of me. Still I find new limits to achieve, then set those limits as obstacles to bust through. May 3rd I arrive back in Mississippi, ready to reintegrate myself back to the civilian lifestyle. I'll only be staying a couple of months, however, before I'm off to ITT Tech in South Carolina. I'll be accompanied by my best friend and his girlfriend. Another grand adventure, another shot at new vistas, another attempt to grasp and hold and cherish what's on that horizon. Damn, but I can't wait...

Your 2nd Poem, Written For You! May 11, 2006
it takes all i got sumtimes 2 get outta bed knowin each day is fulla dread i can only hope 4 tha best 4 everythin that puts me 2 a test i close myself off give up on bein soft a gleam of hope is n my sight i sometimes think of u at night its been so long, i cant say when i last i felt this way ur simple voice puts a smile on my face leaving me thinkin bout bein n ur embrace ima jus take each step an stride no longer my feelings will i hide only time can tell if all will turn out well ima cherish every smile hold each soft word jus 4 a lil while this may sound like sum lines or a lil sappy but all i want is 2 b happy

I'm Surprised The Death Penalty Wasn't An Option...
The three men who set the church fires in Alabama last year got sentenced to prison, community service, millions in restitution, and, worst of all, had scripture read at them by the judge.The news story can be found here.Now, here's the thing. There's all sorts of rapist, murderers, etc out there, but according to this story, "DeBusk offered an explanation for the fires that brought shock and fear to the West Alabama communities and more than 100 law enforcement officers on a round-the-clock mission to solve the mysterious crimes."Let me emphasize that: MORE THAN 100 LAW ENFORCEMENT OFFICERS ON A ROUND-THE-CLOCK MISSION.Our Alabama tax dollars at work. Now don't get me wrong: They deserved to be caught. They deserved to be punished. But I'd rather have the diligence the police showed in this thing used in crimes against people.And I can't wait for the ACLU (or some other civil liberty group) to appeal the case because the judge quoted scripture at them. That, to me, shows a defi

Lettin Go Is Not Easy,it's A Fact Of Life
Im lettin go now, dont think I can last Im lettin go now, Ive been living too fast Im not up in the morning arid beat the clock at night Its got so damn predictable, feel Im doing time **oh no I cant stand another day I see those gates a closing Caught in the ricochet Oh no my lifes in miniature Ill be here forever How much more can a poor boy take When all he needs is an even break Im lettin go now Work is driving me crazy Lettin go now Take a lot save me Started when I was sixteen its been just like a drug Im working every day youd think I was in love

Driving Lesson No6
My head hurts.... actually my eyes hurt as well as my head.... The sun was a nightmare and I can't find my clip ons - daren't try and use my Raybans because they are at least 3 prescriptions ago. So I had to wing it, as is I nearly winged several things LOL mainly parked cars on narrow roads!! My depth perception was totally thrown off by the glare and me squinting through these horrid lenses. I've never liked the anti-glare coating and it did it's worse today. Light bounces onto the insides and refracts across my vision, giving me multiple focus points and making it so much harder for me to focus correctly. My right eye is astigmatic as well as short-sighted, coupled with nearly losing it to a dog at 4 yr old, it rolls inwards like a classic squint, but isn't. Give it multiple focus points and it basically says fuck off and leaves the left to compensate!! Not good cos my left eye is my worse eye, although it doesn't stray thank god LOL Anyways, I was really hesitan

Frances Steals Kisses...
if i culd steal nights with u to have a nighttime burnin with adventure i wuld give u my heart and soul cuz im really crazy about u. i need a signal, a hint of hope a smile, a wink, maybe even a reply that u will give me your hand one night and show me that u really love me. u r my burning sky thats full of magic u can make magic out of nothing ure everything i have, only you, just you ur all my thoughts and my dreams. ill do anything to be with u and ill love u, the way uve never been loved i love u too much; believe me! i cant sing u a song, frannie but ill proudly write and post this poem and u offer a paradise of love that no other can give, the next time u hold me and steal a kiss.

Runes
She was so beautiful when I fond her. Goth, bored, and piss. I made her my BBW but keep my feelings locked away. I let my past pain rune something that could of been great. I let my current fuck ups lock it all away. I should of been happy with what I had but I let it pass me by. I should of worked on it, I should of fix my problem. It's to little to late now. I do wish her the best, the very best. Hopefully soon my feelings well pass so as not to get in the way. Sorry sweetheart, sorry I'm me.

My New Way To Make Extra Money!
As most of you know I'm trying to make money online. I love it and it's working pretty well, but now I have found something that is even better and more fun, Blogging! I even get paid to do it! It's nice because I can pick what I want to do and try to stick to things that I know a little about, or things that will help me. So anyway I now have 3 blogs, one is just about anything I want it to be, the other is about interior design, and the other is about my weight loss. I'm really excited about them all and even if I don't make much from them I'm still going to write. If you want to check them out here are the links. http://alittleofeverything-cristlegirl.blogspot.com/ http://abcfinedesign.blogspot.com/ http://www.blogchex.com/droppingthepounds/ If you interested in blogging for money yourself, the first 2 blogs have links to sites that will pay you or you can just join blogger and use google adsence or join blogchex and they find advertising for you. You can also m

Pulse
hey francine, its me...again, i luv ya, jus felt ya should kno! sit here an read this all the way thru, dont walk away, i need ya 2 kno, all these things i gotta say! that night, when we waited patiently, our hearts were on fire when we surrendered to our desire. yea; ya pulse wuz drivin! i want it all, an now im not afraid ta take it, dont ever let go, an girl i swear we will make it! time will never change the way i feel, do u feel it 2? yea; mah pulse is drivin! u kno, tha sun shines brighter, tha sky is a different blu tha days an nights r warmer since i fell n luv wif u! an when i say ya got me an i aint goin no where, its tru yea; ya got my pulse drivin! i said i love u, do ya believe im tru? i will always give my all 2 u! an when ya hold my hand, ya hold my heart because of that, i hope we will never be apart! yea; ima get ya pulse drivin! give me ya tomorrow give me everytime ya wake i need ur gentleness, no emptiness give me now an furever, until the e

My Coin
There are two sides to every coin. Up, down, left, right, holy and evil. the same applies to me. First there is Heather, mother, devoted wife, shy, the woman sitting quietly in the corner saying little, seeing all. Then the raven takes flight and low and behold enters SaraRaven,loud in your face, the bitch, full of attitude. Heather is your friend, listening to your problems, SaraRaven tells you her opinion. They both exsist in a not so perfect harmony in me. The woman you see in the pictures? take your pick, what day, what was I feeling. So this is a little look inot "me". When the coin is in the air it is anyone's call.

Wtf Is Wrong With Them?
Ok seriously, what the FUCK is wrong with the idiots who code and run cherrytap? They come up with rediculas rules like auto deletion scripts for rating/commenting users "too fast" (I understand its to stop people cheating but the slowness of the sites response means people just using it correctly get screwed up), half the features don't work right, they break often, then they come up with cMail, which would have to be one of the stupidiest ideas I've seen in a long time. And now, just 10 minutes ago, Cherrytap died in the arse!! Heres a hint for those who code and run CT, stop editing the site LIVE, upgrade your servers HARDCORE and for fuck sake, fix your sloppy weak ass code! Do those 3 things before you do anything else and people might actually stop whinging bitching and complaining about CT, and you might actually end up with a half decent site.

A Note To Special People
The Special People In This World Are The Most Precious And The Most Appreciated People Of All No Matter What Happens, They Always Understand. They Go A Million Miles Out Of Their Way And Hold Your Hand. They Bring You Smiles, When A Smile Is What You Exactly Need. They Listen, And They Hear What Is Said In The Spaces Between The Words. They Care And They Let You Know You're There In Their Prayers............. Special People Always Know The Perfect Thing To Do They Can Make Your Whole Day Just By Saying Something That No One Else Could Have Said. The Special People In This World Are The Most Precious And The Most Appreciated People Of All

I Was Happy With My Kiss Goodnight
i watched as she sat next to me and heard each breath that she took without even a secret kept in a hearts open book the secret i had hidden was painfully clear loneliness was my livelihood, but i had shed my one final tear i couldnt mistake it, i was falling in love that first night i touched her i sat there amazed there was an angel before me, in all her beauty and grace my fingers, they trembled, my eyes sparkled, they gleamed i gazed at this beautiful creature and time stood still, or so it seemed she kissed me so softly that night, it tasted so sweet with her by my side, i would definitely be complete our passion burned brightly in the heat of the night something so wrong felt so perfectly right her skin soft like velvet and her hair spun golden brown locks could she be the one to have and to hold? i wanted to hold her and feel forever her touch the question was pondered "too soon or too much?" i took nothing for granted and thanked God for this day for the angel

A Friend Who Is Always There
If I could catch a rainbow I would do it just for you And share with you it's beauty on the days you're feeling blue If I could build a mountain you could call your very own A place to find serenity A place to be alone........... If I could take your troubles I would toss them in the sea But all these things I'm finding are impossible for me I cannot build a mountain or catch a rainbow fair But let me be what I know best A friend that's always there.

How I Feel...
I'm in love and I don't care who knows it. He is a very very good person that cares about me and his son. He loves me cause for one i care about his son, two i care about him, and three i love him and thats all that matters...

Christopher Thomas Ahrens
Christopher Thomas Ahrens This is the way i feel for you You make my day worth while, and it brings a smile to my face. I can't put how much I love you into words, but if there I would use it. I can hear your voice in my head, like a melody I have heard a million times. You drive to a place I have only seen in my dreams. It is a place were we can live in peace. I love you baby, and one day we can take this to higher limits. I just hope we are together for ever, and always My Love. You are my prince, and I'm your princess. It will always be that way , just as long as we make it that way. You rescued me from Joker, he is a big joke to begin with. You and me met by pure God himseld, he thought that we were meant to be. That is the way I feel.

I Don't Know Why?
"I don't know why?" You left me here high I don't even know if I'm alive I think I'm stupid I can't even stand up I love this feeling It makes me happy I happen to laugh at stupid shit I don't get why I'm horny, stupid, and high I don't know why I treat my self like this I start to go into a dream but I'm awake It's about me and my homies we are sittin here getting high It is pretty cool but I start to follow someone I don't know who he or she is They are just telling me to come So I do and I lay down on the bed and start to feel him press up against me It feels good cause I'm high but then he takes off his hood and he is my personal demon But all of a sudden I awake and he is sittin here on the bed with me I scream, he asks me " whats up?" I tell him "nuthing I'm just confused I understand why to I'm just very high" "I hope I'm okay, I see things I'm not supposed to see" He says "like what" I say " people ,things, and y

Bless Someone Else In Some Little Way Today!
A nurse took the tired, anxious serviceman to the bedside. "Your son is here," she said to the old man. She had to repeat the words several times before the patient's eyes opened. Heavily sedated because of the pain of his heart attack, he dimly saw the young uniformed Marine standing outside the oxygen tent. He reached out his hand. The Marine wrapped his toughened fingers around the old man's limp ones, squeezing a message of love and encouragement. The nurse brought a chair so that the Marine could sit beside the bed. All through the night the young Marine sat there in the poorly lighted ward, holding the old man's hand and offering him words of love and strength. Occasionally, the nurse suggested that the Marine move away and rest awhile. He refused. Whenever the nurse came into the ward, the Marine was oblivious of her and of the night noises of the hospital – the clanking of the oxygen tank, the laughter of the night

Confused And Feelings
If you think life is all fun and games think again Yeah I know this is comeing from someone who don't give a fuck You think I'm dead you think I'm on crack But I care about myself and i would never do something that stupid I love life Hell I even get high off of it Yeah that is kind of stupid but true You call my a whore, slut, skank, and all of those thing but let me tell you if I was any of those thing I would up my legs to a fuckin dog man I can't sdtand people that jugde yeah i know i do it to The way i do it thoush is in a good way I care about how people feel and how they have feelings I hate to see you or me hurt by this relationship That is why I'm gonna leave this hell of a place you called life and go to some place were you can love me and I can love you with out being jugded Yeah I love you and I care about you but enough is enough

Comments An Things
For all the New Possible Friends whom have Join'd my Circle of Friends lately.Get to know me.Send me your Comments,make an effort,get on the Comment Wagon.The Comment Wagon is 1 way to get in my Familly.Love to be Sassy has a comment in my special friend Gallery.She was Honored,now she made an effort.Even friends that have been here a while get Lazy,don't do the comment thing.It means I'm just a Thorn in their side,they don't give a Damn.well screw them.Don't make the mistake they made.If I didn't need there Damn Points,They'd be gone.If your not here to be a Possible online Friend to me,ask yourself why are u here.If you don't know why your here I certainly don't.I can be the Nicest Sweetest dude on here,which is the way I rather be.Piss me Off,as some do,just as soon deleete u than Deal with you,being insoboardinate. Last week a Friend whom has been good to me,was deleeted an Blocked.She told me I could only Rate her Pictures that I wasn't Allowed to Comment them.I said if I can't

Poem I Wrote To My Daughter
GIVE ME NO TREASURES..... Give Me No Treasures No Silver And Gold Just Give Me Your Heart And A Warm Hand To Hold Give Me No Treasures No Currency Or Credit Just Believe In Your Heart That Daddys Love For You Will Always Be Real Give Me No Treasures No Mansion Or Countries To Roam Just Show Me You Care Because Love Is Always At Home

I Hate Girly Men
I hate people so much sometimes!! I hate how some men can have that feminine mentality. I don't date girls for a reason. They're fucking insane!!! I do not want to have something to do with you if you're going to act like a bitch! Why?! Why do I bother sometimes?? I hate effeminate men! Give me a man that doesn't give a fuck. One that knows just because I'm breathing in the general direction of something with a penis does not mean I want to marry it. Give me a man that is not going to be up my ass asking where I've been and why I went 3 hours without talking to him...Jesus Christ!!! I feel better now. Sorry to have to anyone who actually read this. I just needed to get that off my chest.

Deployed Again
Well the time in Qatar was fun, looking back on it. I made a lot of friends and had a good time just being me. Now it is time to serve once again. I am sitting in the airport in Istanbul, Turkey. I will move forward from here to Tajikistan for one year. It sure seems like a very long time. I love the USA and I am going to miss it!

Tomorrow
Is My Little Girl's 4TH B-Day,,, An Yet I Still Haven't Gotten Anything Fer Her And Or Even Bought The Cake However Will Tonight Hopefully If The Weather Promits Me To Do So,,, I May Have To Take Some Photo's Down To Post Ones Of Her And The Cake As I Did With Eddie.... If Ya'll Could Leave A Little Something Fer Her On My Page I Would Be Most Grateful To You All!!!

Funny!! ......lmao
--Go to Google.com --Click on Maps. --Click on get Directions. --From New York,New York --To Paris,France. --And read line # 23. If u laugh then please leave me a comment. :) GOOGLE ^ ^ This should open a new window.Doesn't mean it will...

More On My Health
WELL THEY DID X-RAYS ON MY NECK. IT WILL TAKE 3-4 DAYS TO GET THE RESULTS BACK. MY DOCTOR GAVE ME 2 PERSCRIPTIONS. ONE TO KEEP THE SWELLING DOWN AND ANOTHER FOR PAIN. ONE IS A STERIOD AND THE OTHER IS NAPROXEN. I THINK. LOL THE ONE FOR PAIN MAKES ME SLEEPY. I GO BACK TO THE DOCTOR IN 14 DAYS TO SEE HOW THE MEDS ARE DOING AND SEE WHAT THE X-RAYS SHOW. IF THEY CANT SEE MUCH THEN I WILL HAVE TO GO FOR A MRI. I JUST HOPE THEY CAN FIGURE OUT WHAT IS WRONG SOON. NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO MAYBE HAVING SURGERY. WILL LET YOU ALL KNOW MORE WHEN I FIND OUT. TY FOR YOUR PRAYERS. BIG HUGS

Pray For Our Troops
> > Subject: Classroom Desks > > > > > > Read, well maybe even study this a little, it > carries a good message > > loud > > and clear. > > > > Back in September of 2005, on the first day of > school, Martha Cothren, a > > > > social studies school teacher at Robinson High > School in Little Rock, > > did > > something not to be forgotten. On the first day > of school, with > > permission > > of the school superintendent, the principal and > the building supervisor, > > she > > took all of the desks out of the classroom. > > > > The kids came into first period, they walked in, > there were no desks. > > They > > obviously looked around and said, 'Ms. Cothren, > where's our desk?' And > > she > > said, 'You can't have a desk until you tell me how > you earn them.' > > > > They thought, 'Well, maybe it's our grades.' > > > > 'No,' she said. > > > > 'Maybe it's our behavior.' > > > > And she told them, 'No, it's not even your > behavior.' > > > > A

Ah That Was Fun....
Nah, that’s a lie. Haha! I’ve noticed recently that for the past I’d say half a year, I haven’t exactly been me. I mean I’ve been me only… nice. This morning I was thinking about it when I was driving to work and some bitch with a mullet cut me off on the highway that I need to be the old me again. Now fair warning, the old me is going to take people who don’t know me some time to get used to…. Good way to weed out the weak people. =) I know for a fact my sister missed the old me when she kept asking me, “Where’s the vindictive bitch we all know and love?” Things like that bring a tear to my eye. Partly out of laughter, but mostly because I realized that I’ve been hiding myself somewhere. The “new” me took pity on everything and everyone. No more, I’m all done with that. The REAL me doesn’t give a damn and never will. I miss being like that. At least I’m slowly but surely coming back to reality. Perfect example, I’m wearing one of my old Pentagrams today. Ha

Photo Rating
Hi to whoever reads this Now im not vain, I dontb think im gods gift to women. lets just say im comfortable in my skin if you know what I mean and so far i,ve been attracting ratings of 10 for my pic (thanks im very flattered) but somones rated me a 5. Ok im not the best looking guy in the world but a 5 and also they dont appear to have a name.. so im just off to get a bucket to wear on my head

My Life These Days
My life these days is up and down. I started the year in good spirits. Something told me this year would be great. Something LIED!! I was diagnosed with Polycystic Kidney disease in Feb., a disease that has taken two important people from me, put 2 aunts and my mom on dialysis, caused 3 of my aunts and uncles to have transplants. Then, I fianlly start to accept the fact that I will join them someday. I came to terms with the fact that I will deal with this for the rest of my life. Right when my spirits are up again, I go to the first visit with my kidney doctor. It's supposed to be just a discussion and they send you on your way for another year. NOT IN MY CASE!! Apparently I have an infected cyst or a cyst with a kidney stone in it, which has been causing me to have almost deadly kidney infections. SOOO I have to take an antibiotic for 8 weeks, which has upset my stomach every time I take it. Not to mention the fact that I have to get blood work done again next week and

Happy Snowy Hump Day!
Yep, we got the snow coming down again! Nice heavy wet snow. Roads are only wet, but the snow is sticking to everything else! Warning is out until 10 p.m. tonight with a total of 9 inches. At least that is what was said a little while ago, lol! Could change again at any moment, you know, lmao! Yesterday turned into a much longer day than planned, added on a late client. Today should be better, I think! Damian officially turned 20 years old yesterday! Woo-hoo! As a gift, Tim decided NOT TO GO TO SCHOOL, lmfao!! Oh, welcome to my world, sweetie! The legal guardianship papers haven't been signed by the Judge yet - I may still get Tim back, if he keeps this up, lol! I've readjusted my energy shields a little bit. My past life companions with the tightest connections to me were starting to "leak" thoughts and feelings in to me. That can be kind of odd on my end of the equation, distracting, too, lol! Now that I think about it, could be my telepathic ability is getting stronger, whi

Fuck
Well plans have changed, Im not moving....shit fell through, so im staying here a bit longer, for how long I dont know, i guess till something else comes up, but as long as im stuck in mesquite, i may as well stay here for a while.......::Sighs::

Last Day On Here
while may dear ct friends today is my last day on ct for a while. iam leaveing tomm morning for my back surgery. wish me luck. ill try to come back on here as soon as i can. take care of your selfs and be safe love you all..

Little Boys.....
Why is it that little boys.....aka grown men with underdeveloped minds always seem to find me? K look...if you're a dude reading this.... 1. If you just wanna cyber or phone bone...leave me out of it...you have to use your hand anyway. 2. If you just wanna flirt...AWESOME! Cause frankly i;m not interested in packing up my life to haul my ass across the country. 3. If you are married, that's cool...provided your wife knows you are a flirt. Not really interested in gettin angry emails and the like. 4. If you are just playin games...leave me out of it...i tend to get attached to those i talk to, so if you wanna see how long it takes for me to become attached then drop me like a hot potato...well fuck off.... Ok nuff said i think

Sanctification: The Process
Sanctification: The Process – 2 Timothy 2:19-21 Imagine walking into a room and noticing two ceramic vessels. One is a gracefully curved gold pitcher. The other is a plain pot. Which would catch your eye and draw you in for a closer look? In 1 Corinthians 11, Paul used this metaphor to explain how some Christians honor the Lord with their life and service. Others bring shame to the Gospel through selfish living. Scripture commonly uses the vessel image because believers should be “filled with” the Holy Spirit. Ephesians 5:18 says the Holy Spirit trains us in righteousness and strengthens us in suffering. His work begins on the inside, where He adjusts our thinking to align with God’s Word. Our beliefs affect our actions. The Lord wants our behavior to conform to the perceptions the Holy Spirit places on our spirit. If a person cooperates with the Lord in removing ungodly actions and attitudes, then he becomes a “vessel of honor.”

Family
Recently alot of family has been fighting amongst themselves for one stupid reason or another. I have watched this happen over a long period of time and I am finally getting sick of it. I am tired of watching ppl tear each other apart over stupid reasons, for misunderstood conversations and even things thathappened in the past. It gets really hard when you a dragged into the middle of an arguement then made to have to choose a side....now I would never say these things to my family but I feel like saying it here....I AM NOT GOING TO PICK SIDES....MY FAMILY IS MY FAMILY AND THAT IS THAT....I am messed up enough without the constant drama and fight that everyone wants to do....my whole goal in life is to make others happy and that is what I will keep on doing...you can either respect that or move on and let me alone....Getting caught in a war of words is not my idea of fun

83501 And Areas Near Me/huddleup2 Me
Heh my locals, gals and guys of lewiston and areas thru spokane and such, give me a shout or stop by my page and show some luv, will ya? My name is tomtommy and I am in lewiston, so come say HI!

Erotica: Cant Wait (poem)
Cant wait to see you babe You always have such wonderful attitude and motivation to share and build my confidence Cant wait to feel your hugs and kisses Our tongues swirling together Cant wait to taste you all over biting your hard little nipples Cant wait to lick your sweet holes while you squirt your delicious nectar Your cunt and ass soaking my face I drink of you I breathe of you Cant wait to feel your moaning over my cock as you cum for me, my hard pole deep in your throat Cant wait to part your velvet pussy vibrate Feeling it grip my cock as I slide into you I drool over you I meld with you Spanking your beautiful round ass My balls slap against your pulsing clit, climax after climax Riding me hard and your juices drench me over and over I drown in you I live for you Cant wait to feel your shaking screaming orgasms As many as you want Cant wait to hear you tell me to fuck your tight slippery little asshole til we come so hard together Your squealing an

Going Away With My Daughter
This weekend me and my daughter are going to goint to Canaan Valley for a couple of days. She gets to have some fun and so will I, but there is some training that I will be doing. My daughter has ADHD and I am doing everything in my power to help her through school and everything else.

The Jones And Henry Suspensions
With the announcement of the suspensions of Titans DB Adam "pac-man" Jones and Bengals WR Chris Henry, the NFL has served notice that it will no longer tolerate bad behavior amongst its players. Jones, who was given a suspension for the 2007 season and Henry, who was suspended for 8 games of the 2007 season have also been put on notice that this is their last chance to save their careers. Keep in mind, these suspensions fall under the old discipline policy of the NFL and suspensions are without pay. Jones is losing $1,292,500 and Henry will lose around $214,000. Some players have already complained that the punishment handed out is to severe and unfair. How someone can say the punishment is too severe is beyond me, both of these players have had numerous run ins with law enforcement over the course of the last 2 years. Henry has violated the terms of his probation once already and Jones is facing possible felony charges in 2 states! Even the players have gotten tired of the idio

Can You Belive This?
This is Amazing! Bill owns a company that manufactures and installs car wash systems. (Magic Wand Car Wash Systems, just in case you want to buy one.) Bill's company installed a car wash system in Frederick, Md. Now, understand that these are complete systems, including the money changer and money taking machines. The problem started when the new owner complained to Bill that he was losing significant amounts of money from his coin machines each week. He went as far as to accuse Bill's employees of having a key to the boxes and ripping him off. Bill just couldn't believe that his people would do that, so they setup a camera to catch the thief in action. Well, they did catch him on film! That's a bird sitting on the change slot of the machine. The bird had to go down into the machine, and back up inside to get to the money! That's three quarters he has in his beak! Another amazing thing is that it was not just one bird -- there were several working t

Sent An Angel To Watch Over You
SENT AN ANGEL TO WATCH OVER YOU LAST NIGHT BUT IT CAME BACK I ASKED WHY? AND IT SAID THAT ANGLES DON'T WATCHOVER ANGELS! *SEND THIS TO ALL THE PEOPLE YOU REALLY CARE ABOUT *20 angels are in this world, 10 are sleeping 9 are playing AND 1 is reading this comment, SEND this to 10 friends including me AND if you get back 5 replies, someone you love will surprise you!

Check Out Another Chat
Well, not NEW- better recently updated and MUCH better... IMVU Another chat place, but in this one you get a fully customizable avatar and you decorate your own chat room with furniture you like..and you can even make your own if you decide to pay the site and become a developer (which I have done already, so if you want something made, I can make it.) Anyway- it would be awesome if I could get friends over there... YOU GUYS!! All I ask is that you give it a go. If you don't like it, delete your account and be done with it. I will add that there is a two minute download to get the 3D chat window going. IGNORE the developer preveiwer until you decide you'd like to make shit. Then ask me about it if you can't find it. Ok, so all you have to do is send me your email (you do get credits when you get people to sign up (which is why I ask you at least try it) Lainna

Oh, Brother!
Some of you have noticed my blogs tend to be warnings and bitchings about people making demands regarding my NSFW pix. There is a reason they are there. Yes, I do have NSFW pictures and yes I do post them. Yes, I do make a good deal of money as a fetish model and am a bit of an exhibitionist. Yes, I do post the images to help out some of my buds and have no problem or hang-ups about doing so...to a point. Many times, especially of late, people have been rude about it. I chalk it up to "they know now with whom they deal". You see, Im a bitch when it comes to being pushed around. Push me and you are apt to find yourself on your ass, quickly, figuratively speaking, of course. I accept pretty much all friends, unless their profile sends out psycho/stalker/scary vibes. I am happy to accept people as people just fascinate the hell out of me. In fact, I consider myself to be quite the people expert. However, I take no bullshit from anyone, male or female. I wont tolerate being lied t

New Nfl Discipline Policy
April 10, 2007) -- The NFL announced changes to its long-standing personal conduct policy and programs for players, coaches, and other team and league employees. The modifications focus on expanded educational and support programs in addition to increased levels of discipline for violations of the policy, Commissioner Roger Goodell said. "It is important that the NFL be represented consistently by outstanding people as well as great football players, coaches, and staff," Commissioner Goodell said. "We hold ourselves to higher standards of responsible conduct because of what it means to be part of the National Football League. We have long had policies and programs designed to encourage responsible behavior, and this policy is a further step in ensuring that everyone who is part of the NFL meets that standard. We will continue to review the policy and modify it as warranted." Added NFL Players Association executive director Gene Upshaw: "The NFL Players Association and the P

I Think...
I think you sway me, I think you make me weak I think you are perfect I think this might work I think I am changing I think I could be wonderful I think I could learn how to make a bed I am this and only this I am me, I am learning how to talk I am wanting you more and more I am seeing you and life in a different way I am a better friend I am becoming a better Honey Bunny I am here for you and you know that You make my toes curl You make me rethink myself You make the grey, blue again You hold me in a way that is wonderful You send shivers up my spine You say the most wonderful things to me You say things that make me think You have been burned, and thrown away You have been through the opposite You have good health, You have a good mind You have a different perspective on this world You I'm sure would take the trash out You would come home at the end of the day You would love what ever I cooked for you. We could be that couple that people envy We

Dumb Bitches... Fucc
I READ THIS BULLITIN... HERES WOT SHE SAID... THEN I'LL VOICE MY OPINION!!! I know this is old news for some of you, but excuse me for a moment while I try to reach those that haven't seen this yet. I know from time to time everyone gets a low rating, either from a noob who doesn't understand CT customs or from dinks that are trying to cause trouble, but for a while, (maybe a few months now), I've noticed that I've been getting low rates from unknown users. I'm sure there have been many of you that have noticed the same thing and now we're learning that it's all a part of the changes that have been taking place around CT/LC over the past months...From the NSFW rules, to the newer rate/comment speed limits... I realize that by putting anything on the internet I am placing it in the public domain, But for the most part, when I place something on CT it is for My CT~friends and the CT community at large that I am trying to reach. Up until a few days ago I believed that was what CT

We Are Who We Think We Are.
What is the image you have of yourself? Who and what do you think you are? If your self-image is in conflict with your goals, the self-image will win out and the goals will fall by the wayside. Yet when your image of yourself is in agreement with your goals, those goals will be achieved in ways that seem almost effortless. Who you think you are has a tremendous impact on the person you actually become. And fortunately, you can choose precisely who you think you are. Others will often try to tell you who you are, but you don't need to pay any attention to them. Instead, decide to see yourself as the person you would most truly like to be. The way you choose to see yourself exerts a steady and substantial influence on all the other choices you make. And those choices add together to build the reality of your life. Truly see yourself as the person who can live the life you most sincerely desire to live. Who you think you are is precisely who you will come to be. -- Ralph M

Wicked Cool To Set A Personal Record
You sill see that Im not all about the bitching and the complaining, lol. This will be a small taste of me NOT being a bitch. Actually, as some of you know, Im really not a bitch at all, Im a sweetheart...I just happen to have strong opinions and a really big mouth that Im not afraid to use. Anyway, I digress. Yesterday was a record-breaking day for me. At my age, record-setting that DOESNT involve new wrinkles, gray hairs or creaky bones is kinda a good thing. This one is, Im thinking. In a galaxy far, far away...oh, wait, no, thats not right. In a land far away, in a time long ago, yeah, thats better, there lived a teenager who loved to lift weights. One of her goals was to compete. She never saw that dream, though she was well on her way, come to fruition due to a back injury incurred while working out. After that came the marriage, the kids (yes, in that order), junk food and life landed...firmly on her thighs and stomach. Well, three kids and 20 years later, that teen had

What He Wrote To Me
"Love, what is love. Well what love is to me, it's knowing that everyday you get to spend every minute with the person who makes everything okay; who makes life fun to live with; who backs you up even when everyone says you are wrong and you feel like you are going to cry and you turn around and there she is just holding her arms wide open and you feel so safe in them and you know she is the one person who will never laugh at you but with you; who never gets mad at you but gets mad at the same stuff you do; who you can tell everything to and know that she will smile and know exactly what you are talking about, not just saying I know, but have lived through the same things. Love is so much more than my words can describe in this world, it's somthing that no matter where you are you know that the other person is waiting for you to come home to. I love you Christie Lynn Garza. It just came to me while I wrote it. You are my inspiration to my writing. I haven't written anything like thi

Do You Think I Want This
DO YOU THINK I WANT TO LIVE LIKE THIS Current mood: crappy Category: ANOUYED AND FED UP Life YOU, YES YOU YOU THAT WORKS AT THE PHARMASY YOU THAT WORKS IN THE OFFICE AT THE DOCTORS DO YOU THINK THIS IS A GAME ? DO YOU THINK I'M DOING THIS JUST TO MAKE YOUR LIFE A LITTLE DIFFICULT ? TO MAKE YOUR JOB HARDER ? ITS A FUCKING JOB YOU DONT HAVE TO DO IT YOU DONT HAVE TO WAKE UP EVERY DAY OF YOUR LIFE IN PAIN YOU DONT DREAD WAKING UP I LIVE THIS LIFE DO YOU THINK I CHOOSE TO LIVE LIKE THIS ? EVERY DAY OF MY LIFE IN SEVEAR PAIN DREADING ANOTHER DAY KNOWING AS SOON AS I TRY TO MOVE ITS GONNA FUCKING HURT KNOWING I CANT EVEN DO THE BASICS SOME DAYS FEELING SICK COS OF THE PAINKILLERS MY STOMACH IN BITS CANT EVEN REMEMBER MUCH THESE DAYS COS OF THESE FUCKING PAINKILLERS WITHOUT THE PAINRELIFE UNABLE TO GET OUT OF MY BED DO YOU REALLY THINK I WANT THIS ? I DONT HAVE A MEAL SOME DAYS COS I CANT PUT STUFF IN THE OVEN I DONT GO OUT ANYMORE COS I'M AFRAID OF FALLING OVE

Power Hungry
I am just wondering why everyone is becoming so power hungry? I mean for fks sake, this is a freakin website, it's not the "real" world, you won't gain anything other than a bunch of people who dislike you and will block you. Why the need to be arrogant and stupid? All it does is make you look like an child, or even worse, an ass. We are adults, not children, we should be able to behave as adults, even though we are here to have fun. I for one don't get in the middle of the spats on here. I am here to have fun, make friends, find cool graphics, and maybe learn some new things. If you aren't looking for that, I don't need to have you as one of my friends. I have enough strife in my regular life, I don't it need here, my escape. When you have to deal with the bad crap in the real world, the cyber world is an escape, a place to let loose and have fun. Why do the idiots have to ruin it? Oh wait, just answered my own question there.

Funny
This was written by a guy... it's pretty damn funny. Girls -- Please have a sense of humor! I never quite figured out why the sexual urge of men and women differ so much. And I never have figured out the whole Venus and Mars thing. I have never figured out why men think with their head and women with their heart. FOR EXAMPLE: One evening last week, my girlfriend and I were getting into bed. Well, the passion starts to heat up, and she eventually says, "I don't feel like it, I just want you to hold me." I said, "WHAT??!! What was that?!" So she says the words that every boyfriend on the planet dreads to hear... "You're just not in touch with my emotional needs as a woman enough for me to satisfy your physical needs as a man." She responded to my puzzled look by saying, "Can't you just love me for who I am and not what I do for you in the bedroom?" Realizing that nothing was going to happen that night, I went to sleep. The very next day I opted to take the d

U.s. Army Prosecutions Of Desertion Rise Sharply
U.S. Army prosecutions of desertion and other unauthorized absences have risen sharply in the past four years by Paul Von Zielbauer U.S. Army prosecutions of desertion and other unauthorized absences have risen sharply in the past four years, resulting in thousands more negative discharges and prison time for junior soldiers and combat-tested veterans of the wars in Iraq and Afghanistan, military records show. The increased prosecutions are meant, in effect, to serve as a deterrent to a growing number of soldiers who might be looking for a way to avoid heading - or heading back - to Iraq, several U.S. Army lawyers said during interviews. The use of courts-martial for these violations, which before 2002 were treated mostly as unpunished nuisances, is a sign that active-duty forces are being stretched to their limits, said military lawyers and mental health experts. "They are scraping to get people to go back, and people are worn out," said Thomas Grieger, a senior Navy psychi

News Of The Third Kind..
Good Morning. Do you realize that not all criminals think things thru? Take for instance, A 17-year-old was arrested in January in Sheboygan, Wis., and charged with stealing a snowmobile from the Sheboygan Yamaha lot. However, the next morning, even before the dealer realized the vehicle was missing, the boy had brought it in for service. [Sheboygan Press, 1-30-07] Hmmm perhaps a different location for service next time he steals something… Here is one for the Britts.. And I just don’t think the punishment for this mans crime was ever really thought through very much. Now enplane justice to me in this situation.. Garri Holness, 39, is one of the Britons in a bad place at the time of the July 2005 subway bombings, and he suffered the loss of a leg, for which government programs compensated him with more than 100,000 British pounds (about $190,000). That is more than 10 times the amount of government compensation (2005 pounds) received by each of the two teenage girls from a vicious 198

Something I Love To Share With You:)
This is beautiful! Try not to cry. She jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room. She said: "How is my little boy ? Is he going to be all right ? When can I see him ?" The surgeon said, "I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it." Sally said, "Why do little children get cancer ? Doesn't God care any more ? Where were you, God, when my son needed you ?" The surgeon asked, "Would you like some time alone with your son ? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university." Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good bye to son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair. "Would you like a lock of his hair ?" the nurse asked. Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally. The mother said, "It was Jimmy's idea to donate his body to the University for Study. He said it might help

Gifts
What do you think of me? Tell me in a gift You're OK-----teddy bear You're CUTE----red rose I'd Do Ya!!----any spicy gift You're SEXY----dozen roses Let's Be Friends----kitten Wanna get Married??---any big pimpin' gift or your heart Repost this and see how many gifts you get

Flaws And All
Beyonce Knowles concert tickets, Beyonce Knowles music CD, DVD and Beyonce Knowles music video can be found on our list of related Beyonce Knowles products. I'm a train reck in tha morning I'm a bitch in tha afternoon Every now in then when I'm horny I can be really mean towards you I'm a puzzle yes in deed Ever complex in everyway And all the pieces arent even in the box And yet, you see the picture clear as day. [Chorus] I don't know why you love me And that's why I love you You catch me when I fall Accept me flaws and all And that's why I love you [3x] I neglect you when I'm working When I need attention I tend to nag I'm a host of imperfection And you see past all that I'm a peasant by some standards But in your eyes I'm a queen You see potential in all my flaws and that's exactly what I need. [Chorus] I don't know why you love me And that's why I love you You catch me when I fall Accept me flaws and all and that's why I love you [3x] [Repeat

Pondering Love...
What price does one pay for love? Give up who they are, their morals, their belief in what's right & what's wrong, or just deal with what they're uncomfortable with? If they don't "just deal" will it cost them their lover? If they "just deal" can they ever be truly happy, or will they bear a resentment in some form towards their lover? So many dillemas, so much doubt... What happens when their lover breaks their trust, whether in a big or small way? Any breach of trust can and usually does bring forth mountains of doubt...causing one to not trust the other completely-ESPECIALLY in a relationship. Do you keep on? Do you continue to attempt to continue to trust your lover, or do you doubt all that they say? Common sense tells you that if they'll lie once-ESPECIALLY about something small-they'll lie again. Love says to trust them completely, no matter what... What do you do when common sense fightes your heart? Which do you follow...which do you trust? Some say follow

Chapter 10
Death listened but was thinking, " same old girl I met before, doesnt know when to shut up and let me talk." "And another thing, just what were you doing here the first time? You never were very clear about that. I remember being in the hospital, they gave me meth, and then I was home. You followed me there didnt you? I clearly remember asking you to sit down and have a talk with me. and that satan dude shows up.... My god it was all real, it wasnt just a dream or a mirage or anything like that. You came to take me away didnt you?" At that Melissa finally shut down. We call Him, Himself, and Her Herself." Death said quietly. Melissa justlooked up at him again waiting for something else... and clearly Death was not sure where to begin. so Melissa being who she was, friendly escort girl and all, put her talents to work. Reaching out she gently touched Death's arm, " Ok, lets start at the beginning of this crazy scenerio. I was high, you came, we talked, you left, I

Wednesday Links: Whip 'em Out Wednesday, New Boobs On Ratemywow, David Duchovny, Sexy Erock Video, Traveling Virus This Weekend, New Videos
Oh boy... Boobies on Paltalk... sleeping naked girls... (totally distracted. Again. Damn) LISTEN TO TODAY'S SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) It's Whip 'em Out Wednesday and FINALLY warming up in New York. SO warm in fact, that you may actually see a pair of bosoms... You should probably make sure you have a WOW Sticker if you want to partake in this goodness. There's a few ways to go about it: 1. GO TO THIS LINK FILL OUT THE FORM, AND WE WILL MAIL YOU ONE. 2. Send a self-addressed, stamped envelope (NOT A SMALL ONE, DUMMIES) to: The Opie and Anthony Show WOW Sticker Requests 111 West 57th Street Suite 500 New York, NY 10019 3. Get yourself an OFFICIAL WOW T-SHIRT!. Don Imus has been known to wear one his show (we know because we've seen it on MSNBC. CLICK HERE AND GET A SHIRT...DAG NABBIT... and be like Imus. Speaking of SHIRTS, check out what WE do now... ORDER YOURS TODAY (male and female sizes available) STI

*ok.. Can I Wear Da Topic Out Just A Lil Bit More???*
ok.. its all over my page.. Linkin Park.. New single/video: What I've Done www.linkinpark.com Uv GOTTA check out that video! such intense imagery!! n it was directed by LPs very own Mr Hahn :) The new cd will be out May 15th.. if any1 is interested in a lil more info.. check out http://www.minutes2midnight.com/ ok.. had more 2say but Benadryl knockin me on me arse so I think I will wrap this up.. if u r an LP fan.. iv got an LP album in my gallery n I have da lyrics 2da new song on my profile. Holla @me cuz I'd luv 2meet my fellow fans :) Nite y'all.. sleep sweet.. have a gr8 Hump Day! *Mwahs*

Wrath.
?? Which Of The Seven Deadly Sins Are You ?? You are Wrath/Anger!Wow... who got you so mad huh ?? You have serious anger issues!! with a rage that seems somewhat deadly, and a temper that is easily raised, you are by far the scariest sin. You tend to let the little things get to you, and are stressed fairly easily - and woe be it to any of your enemies. On the positive side, you're independent, powerful and a definite leader, if you could just control your moods!Congratulations on being the toughest!! ...and the most independent of all the 7 deadly sins!Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Muahahahahhahaha
I love recieving packages in the mail or from ups its fucken great...when the best person to buy you stuff you want is yourself Ah yes lets take a moment an flash back with me to when i was younger to a time tested ritual i always do every xmas whether you celebrate it or not im in for the free shit lol thats about it an da food!! woot! enough of that.... As i said before who knows how to buy you things you actually want other then urself right? every year when xmas rears its nasty lil festive head around the corner i snag it hog tie it an toast it over a slow cooking fire....while i rewrap everything ive bought myself within the year an celebrate me myself an the kool shit i've bought myself lol... Too some it may seem sad but no actually its become a ritual i do now an the family gets a good laugh or too watching me take a dozen boxes of things i already own an place them under the tree... Yes ive ordered something yet again I am a Gamer i must feed this addiction or my brai

Geek.
mc chris. They dissipate the pungent odor of a power holder. Sand kickers comin’ sixty clicks upon the sonar. They’re gonna fold me over like a trapper keeper folder. If this was D&D, you’d see me jump into a portal. I’m a geek, spelled g double e k. I meet my boys in the basement about every day. Card table, comic books, and cans of coke. That we blow out our nose after a Star Wars joke. We got style. Tape on our glasses, zits on our faces and hair on our asses. Shiny shoes, belt buckles and pocket protectors. Tricked out back packs like my main man Venkman’s. We got problems, namely the jocks. The SUV suckers with class rings on their cocks. Otherwise known as the motherfuckers touchin' the tit. If I was Wolverine, you’d hear my knuckles go "snikt". I’m not perfect, the before picture of Peter Parker. I always trip and drop my tray in front of the girl that always sparkles. I got brains, fuck B’s and C’s. I got a grade point average higher than Hendrix on New Ye

I Must Be An A$$hole...
...but is it just me or are all of these PSA's being posted getting REALLY ANNOYING??? I believe that we all come here for an escape of sorts. I don't want to log on and find someone telling me "you're a fucking asshole if you don't repost this". WTF is that all about? Apparantly, I AM an asshole because I intentionally DO NOT repost OR READ those bulletins for that simple fact! Seriously, do these people begin real life conversations with, "Hey Bob, you're a fucking asshole if you don't listen to or do what I say"? Surefire way in my book to get a great big, "Fuck you" custom-made from me to you. But, hey, that's just me.....

*omg.. Its Pretty Acurate 4a Freakin Blog Meme*
The Part of You That No One Sees You are passionate, romantic, and emotional. You put love first in your life, even though you have often been disappointed by it. You expect to be swept of your feet, and you never expect infatuation to die out. Underneath it all, you are scared that you aren't lovable. Your insecurity has ruined many relationships, as you are unable to see the love that's really there. You are secretly afraid of being alone. Confronting your insecurities is incredibly painful. What's the Part of You That No One Sees?

Missing You!
tonite i have thought alot about my father. how i am so much like him and how he wanted so much for me to succeed. i see myself slipping away from who i am to someone who is very closed to the world. how can you be so close to someone? its nothing like having a spouse that you love. this that i found fits: Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com

Chapter 9
Melissa had made a lot of changes in the last year since she met Death. she had kicked her heroin habit although she still drank and indulged once in a while in the natural drugs. She was going to school and had decided that she wanted to get into a business she could make lots of money at. To suppliment her income she till "escorted" men and the tips were great. This was something she had thought of doing as her business, but the way things were in society, she would never have the respect she felt was due her in that field. after all society still called it prostitution, or hooking. But Melissa knew it was more than just that. Along with the sex came alot of talk. these poor men needed someone like her to dump their troubles on, or to just get things off their chests. And she was more then willing to listen. bonus being that she got paid for it, but she wa also very receptive to the woes and chains of agony that these guys came to her with. After all seh was a sensitive ki

Another Poem I Like....
AIGHT SO I WAS WATCHING THE MOVIE IN HER SHOES. EXCELLENT FLICK I WILL ADMIT. PLUS CAMERON DIAZ IN A THONG IS JUST SMOKING HOT!!!! BUT IN THE MOVIE SHE READS THIS POEM, AND IT ABOUT MADE ME GET ALL WEEPY. CURRENT SITUATION IT JUST SEEMS FITTING. SO ENJOY. PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL. P.S. NAKED AND GOT ME SOME!!!!! The art of losing isn't hard to master; so many things seem filled with the intent to be lost that their loss is no disaster, Lose something every day. Accept the fluster of lost door keys, the hour badly spent. The art of losing isn't hard to master. Then practice losing farther, losing faster: places, and names, and where it was you meant to travel. None of these will bring disaster. I lost my mother's watch. And look! my last, or next-to-last, of three beloved houses went. The art of losing isn't hard to master. I lost two cities, lovely ones. And, vaster, some realms I owned, two rivers, a continent. I miss them, but it wasn't a disaster. -- Even losing you (the joking

Second Prelude
Death expected to have a difficult time with Orda, but this was beyond even his ability to cope. What in the world was he going to do now. death slowly walked away, fading as he went, because he just didnt have the energy to wink out. Head slumped on his boney shoulder, hands swinging slowly at his sides, jungling as the finger bones met, shuffling his feet, cowl fluffling out with eac slow step. Death looked not so much like the scarey human version of tht proud entity as he did a little boy who knows his time is short and he has just been caught doing something bad. Suddenly he knew what to do! Why hadnt he thought of that before? He would go see his friend Melissa. she will know what to do. And with a much lighter and quieter step Deth winked out, to find his "friend", who by the way had forgotten all about meeting Death a year earlier.

A Long Over Due Thank You
this is a story of a young girl and a thank you thats well over due.this girl was put into the streets before she wass 10.introduced to prostitution,drugs,burglary and armed robbery by age 12. the second person in this story is an under cover cop that went to bat for thuis girl,was shot helping her and eventually took her in and turned an addict into a refined lady. its a story that has spanned over a quarter of a century,made up of tears,loss,addiction,blood and unselfish love. im goim ng to do this story over a period of time so each story will be continued.im hoping to complete it in just over a week.my time is being challenged and this story must be told first. all events are true,all characters are real,all of it is just as it happened.i know for i was a main player in it all. im not allowed to tell names of the villians or the hero becouse im bound by a promise,a promise backed by all the love one person can have for another.the thank you must be delivered soon,before the g

Good To Be On Cherry Tap
love that sweet cherry-tap ooooo yeah i like the friends i've meet sofar and this is a great place to hang and all the cherry tap staff work hard at keeping it running!!!so don't be shy give me some of that cherry pie loving

The River Clyde
Clyde, principal river of SW Scotland, 106 mi (171 km) long, rising in the Southern Uplands and flowing generally NW through Glasgow to the Firth of Clyde. It drains c.1,480 sq mi (3,830 sq km). The lower Clyde, traversing the heart of Clydeside (Scotland's population, industrial, and shipbuilding center), is the main route of commercial water traffic in Scotland. The river has been deepened and widened and is navigable for oceangoing vessels to Glasgow. It is connected with the Firth of Forth by the Forth and Clyde Canal. Clydeport, which includes the docks at Glasgow, Clydebank, and Greenock, is an important general cargo, ore, oil, and container port. Erskine Bridge (1,000 ft/305 m long; opened 1970) connects Clydebank and Renfrew. A 10-lane bridge (opened 1970) crosses the Clyde at Glasgow. The middle course of the river flows through Clydesdale, a noted farming and orchard region and home of the famous Clydesdale horses. Bonnington and Stonebyres are hydroelectric power stations a

Early Mornings
Bummer. can't sleep. Too much to do. Going to drive up to the district today, meetings with the man, back to the house on Saturday. Called super bitch, she said get a hotel. The health nut went home last night. Good idea. Was ready to boot her anyway. More later. dusty

These Last Few Days...
Alright, where to start. i could just jump around as usual. where did i leave off... friday, early morning. didn't leave you with much on friday, said i'd write more but didn't. how wrong of me. i'm sure you were all terribly disappointed. so where have i disappeared off to for the last few days. Let's see... Friday, i drove up to CVS and looked for a certain easter candy, after that i called my friend from work to figure out when i could pick her up so we could go to lunch. We ate at a little cafe which i enjoyed quite a bit, followed by frozen yogurt covered in butterfingers and heath bar. which i aslo enjoyed quite a bit. Her and i have decided to write a movie. we will be famous, oh yes, we will be famous. the following day i did some work around the house. my dining room and my living room are (or were both empty) which i thought was great... until i wanted to watch a movie, and didn't have anywhere to watch it. so i emptied out the middle bedroom (today)... wait hold

Only God Knows Why
Please God save me from myself before I drown in my own tears. My one too many failures have caused me so much to fear. I just want to crawl into my bed to escape this cold, cruel world. Who knew I’d feel this way today? Right now my life seems a total blur. My whole being says just go ahead, go and cry yourself into a ball. But why, why would I feel this way? That’s just not ever been me at all. I feel I've no control of things I should, and fear that I've done absolutely nothing right. I feel my own cold shoulder against me, leaving me very little left with for the fight. So, at an age when my life should be content, I just hang my head and cry. I feel so ashamed and all alone, and truly only God knows why.

Not Good Enough
Tears fall rapidly As I sit alone here sadly Your face in my head My heart feeling dead. I know that it's over Which makes my heart even lower God, I want there to be a you and me But it's plain that it's just not meant to be. Now it's time to accept the true scene Time to let go of the dream You wont kiss me in the moonlight rain or the snow And why I'm not good enough I guess I'll never know

I Need You As My Friend
I've been hurt so very deep By the one who once made my life complete He left his scars they do not show Imprinted them within my soul. So forgive me friend if I get scared But my emotions are temporarily under repair. I work on this heartbeak everyday Slowly the damaged is drifting away. If you've ever been here I know you will understand That what I need right now Is for you to stay my friend.

Chained To My Heart
IN A CORNER SO DARK AND SCARY WISH I HAD A MAGIC FAIRY TO HELP OUT WITH ALL THE PAIN HEART IS FLOODED WITH ALL THE RAIN ... SMILING SOULD CAN'T KEEP IT AWAY IT COMES BACK THE VERY NEXT DAY THE PAIN HURTS IT'S SO INRENSE FALLING IN LOVE MAKES NO SENCE THEY SAY LOVE WILL SET YOU FREE BUT IT LOCKED ME UP AND LOST THE KEY. I'M LOCKED UP IN A PLACE SO COLD MEMORIES IN MY HEART START TO UNFOLD. Memories that leave me in tears Images of all of my fears Screaming trying to be set free but no one not a soul to help me I'm chained to the walls in my heart Can't seem to break it apart I'm locked to love that will not be That's why love won't set me free Until the day he feels the same I can no longer play his game So I will be locked away until all these feelings go away

Fate Knows
He tapped on my window as he was passing thru. He said it's "Been a long time since I seen the looks of you." "I bet you've been wonderin' just where have I been" I told Mr. Fate that it was good to see him again ... We sat down and shot the breeze and told a couple lies We talked about the fact there are just no real goodbyes. He said "Believe like me and I know you do of the heavens up above" You'll always get another chance to see the ones you love. With that thought he left the house his cider was still warm I pondered on about my past and the knowledge he'd informed. I watched him walk into the mist as his image slipped away. I knew just then that Fate was right and I'd see them all one day

Letting Go
I’m letting go of what I once held onto My grip is getting weak and it’s long overdue What was the reason for waiting so long When did the obsession get so strong ... I was kind of going crazy but now I’m sane No more mercy, tears, pleasure, or pain No more feelings about loving you that way Because feelings of hate won’t go away I hate you with every thing but my heart It’s still breaking, cracking, falling apart I can’t go back to the way it used to be When I thought you were thinking of me But you could fall and wanted to stay friends And now I cry as that friendship ends See it wouldn’t so bad if you would just say How you feel instead of pushing me away If only I knew if a should hold on longer Because if there is a chance I would be stronger

Forget
FORGET HIS NAME, FORGET HIS FACE FORGET HIS KISS HIS WARM EMBRACE FORGET THE LOVE THAT YOU ONCE KNEW REMEMBER HE'S WITH SOMEONE NEW. FORGET HIM WHEN THEY PLAY YOUR SONG FORGET YOU CRIED ALL NIGHT LONG FORGET THE MOMORY OF HIS FACE FORGET THE THINGS HE USED TO SAY REMEMBER NOW, HE'S GONE AWAY. FORGET HIS LAUGH, FORGET HIS GRIN FORGET THE DIMPLE IN HIS CHIN FORGET THE WAY HE HELD YOU TIGHT REMEMBER HE'S WITH HER TONIGHT. FORGET THE THINGS THAT WENT SO FAST FORGET THE LOVE THAT IS IN THE PAST FORGET HE SAID" I'LL LEAVE YOU NEVER" REMEMBER NOW- HE'S GONE FOREVER.

Suicide
IS IT SUCH A SHAME THAT I WANT TO END ALL THIS PAIN. I CAN'T LIVE MY LIFE UNHAPPY SEE WHT YOU'VE DONE TO ME. U CAN'T TAKE IT I'VE HAD ENOUGH THING'S ARE JUST TOO ROUGH I THOUGHT YOU LOVED ME, I WAS WRONG NOW I CAN NO LONGER PRETEND TO BE STRONG. SO JUST TO LET YOU KNOW IT'S TIME FOR ME TO GO PLEASE DON'T ASK ME WHY ALL I HAVE TO SAY IS "GOODBYE'.

Daughter
THERE ONCE WAS A CHILD.... SO INNOCENT AND NEW... HER PARENT'S LOVE FOR HER.. JUST GREW AND GREW.... UNTIL ONE DAY WHEN SHE WAS TAKEN.. HER FAMILY AND FRIENDS WERE SO VERY SHAKEN... THEY ASK THEMSELVES WHY THIS HAD TO BE. WHAT WE WOULD GIVE IF WE COULD JUST SEE... YOUR SMILING FACE AND TWINKLING EYES.. AND HOLD YOU TIGHT WHEN YOU WOULD CRY.... BUT EVEN THOUGH MOM AND DAD AREN'T THERE THERE IS SOMEONE ELSE WHO TRULY CARES.. AN ANGEL'S BEEN SENT FROM UP ABOVE... TO KEEP YOU SAFE AND GIVE YOU LOVE... WE'LL GO HOME SOMEDAY.. TO GIVE YOU A CHANCE ONCE MORE TO SAY.... HOW MUCH YOU ARE LOVED AND MISSED SO... DON'T GIVE UP HOPE FOR THIS I KNOW.

If Only
IF ONLY I COULD MAKE YOU SEE HOW MUCH YOU MEAN TO ME IF ONLY I COULD MAKE YOU SEE HOW SPECIAL YOU MAKE ME FEEL IF ONLY I COULD MAKE YOU SEE HOW PERFECT YOU ARE TO ME IF ONLY I COULD MAKE YOU SEE HOW LOVING YOU DOES FEEL IF ONLY I COULS MAKE YOU SEE HOW MUCH YOU MAKE ME SMILE IF ONLY YOU COULD SEE HOW MUCH I WANT YOU TO BE MINE IF ONLY I COULD MAKE YOU SEE THAT MY LOVE FOR YOU IS REAL IF ONLY I COULD MAKE YOU SEE THAT THIS IS LIKE A DREAM IF ONLY I COULD MAKE YOU SEE THAT YOU ARE REALLY REAL IF ONLY I COULD MAKE YOU SEE THAT THIS IS NOT JUST A DREAM IF ONLY I COULD MAKE YOU SEE THINGS THROUGH MY EYES AND MIND IF ONLY YOU COULD FEEL THESE THINGS THROUGH MY HEART AND SOUL.

The Figure Of Death
IM THE HEAT OF FIRE IN THE COLD OF SNOW CAME A MOVING FIGURE AS THE NORTH WINDS BLOW. OVER THE MOUNTAIN ACROSS THE RIVER A FEELING OF DEATH WHICH MAKES ME SHIVER. IT CAME DOWN THE PATH AND UP TO MY ROOM MY DOG LAY SILENT AND IT FAST TO THE DOOR. IT ENTERED MY ROOM I LOWERED ME HEAD I CALLED FOR MY DOG BUT MY DOG WAS DEAD. IT LEFT MY HOUSE AND I CAM FREE UNTIL THE NIGHT WHEN IT COMES FOR ME.

Better Untoucjed
I LOOK AT HIM AND A SMILE GROWS IN MY FACE JUST TO REMEMBER THE TIMES WHEN HE COULD HAVE BEEN ALL MINE. AS HE GIVES ME A HUG WHILE HIS ARMS ARE AROUND ME I REMEMBER WHAT I WOULD HAVE FAVE TO ONLY HAVE A CHANCE WITH HIM. BUT NOW I SEE HIM IN A DIFFERENT LIGHT YES, HE STILL MEANS THE WORLD TO ME ALTHOUGH WE NEVER HAD MUCH OF ANYTHING ELSE NOW I SEE WHY GOD DOESN'T ANSWERS ALL PRAYERS BECAUSE SOME THINGS ARE LEFT BETTER UNTOUCHED.

Don't Look Back
DON'T LOOK BACK WHEN YOU HEAD FOR THE DOOR CAUSE IF YOU DO I'LL JUST HURT MORE. DON'T STOP TO EXPLAIN DON'T TELL ME WHY IF YOU'RE GOING TO LEAVE JUST SAY GOODBYE I LOVE YOU I'LL MISS YOU BUT I CAN MAKE IT ALONE I WANT YOU I NEED YOU BUT I'LL HOLD MY OWN. CAUSE I CAN'T MAKE TIE YOU DOWN YOU WANT TO BE FREE AND I CAN'T MAKE YOU LOVE ONLY ONE GIRL-JUST ME. SO DON'T LOOK BACK I'LL TELL YOU AGAIN JUST KISS ME GOODBYE IF THIS IS THE END.

More Than Friends
YOU'RE THE ONE THAT MAKES ME SMILE YOU'RE THE ONE THATE COMFORTS ME WHEN I CRY YOU'RE ALWAYS THERE FOR ME WHEN I NEED YOU BY MY SIDE AND I WISH THAT THERE WAS SOMETHING I COULD DO FOR YOU IN RETURN. WHEN EVERYONE ELSE ARE LETTING ME DOWN I COUNT ON YOU TO BE THERE FOR ME. BEACUSE YOU'RE MY BEST FRIEND BUT WHAT WOULD YOU SAY IF I TOLD YOU THAT I LOVE YOU? WOULD YOU STAY BY MY SIDE? PLEASE,TELL ME WHAT TO DO BECAUSE I DONT WANT TO LOSE YOU PLEASE TELL ME THAT WE CAN BE MORE THAN JUST FRIENDS.

Unseen Friend
ALTHOUG YOU ARE A FRIEND OF MINE AND THE LETTERS WE EXCHANGE I WOULDN'T KNOW YOU ON THE STREET AND DON'T THAT SEEM STRANGE? YOU HOLD A PALCE WITHIN MY LIFE UNUSUAL ADN UNIQUE WE SHARE IDEAS AND SPECIAL DREAMS AND STILL WE DO NOT SPEAK. I PICTURE WHAT I THINK YOU ARE PERHAPS YOU PICTURE ME TOO AND INTRIGUING GAME FOR THE BOTH OF US FOR SOEMONE WE CAN'T EVEN SEE. SO FOR THIS FRIENDSHIP WE POSSESS WE OWE THIS MAIL ALOT PERHAPS THE CHARM LIES IN THE FACT THAT WE HAVE NEVER MET.

Doh'
I walk Miles inside my soul insearch of who i am, i come empty handed with dark holes inside my past. I have lost what i am and i havent a clue what i am becoming. My insanity is now my reality as i drown in the flood of pain my heart unleashes. Yet i dont understand the pain, its not there for any reason besides to tear me down. I have lost my grip and fallen, fallen into the depths of my own shadow which i have no path. I have no light or road to travel upon to save me, i am lost. I have lost my way out of insanity.

Sex Survey
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I'll Find You One Day
Some day I'll find you, I'll be standing behind you, Just like that time you Stood there right behind me. You taunt me, You haunt me, You teach me, You taught me. With your body You bought me. Now don't be afraid To hear your own screams, This beautiful hatred Will feel like a dream. You knew it was coming, As certain as ryme, And there's no point in running; I'll catch you in time. On the day that I find you, I'll be standing behind you- Just like that time you Stood there right behind me. You won't see me or hear me, You never will tell, You won't know that you're near me Til you meet me in hell.

Rape3
I'm shadowed by memories Of your hatred and your lies I wish that I could see you now And look you in your eyes I'd show you how you took my life I'd make sure that you see How a moment of pleasure for you Caused a lifetime of hell for me You took away a piece of me On that dismal night Something that you can't replace You took away my life. I can't seem to forget the feeling Of your cold hands on my skin Or how you pulled apart my legs And forced yourself right in You left me there to die Soaked in blood and tears And I never crossed your mind again After all these years

Rape2
She stands infront of the mirror and looks into the glass the make-up that she wears hides the secrets of her past the way she's been abused the way she always hides should she end it now? or keep it all inside? she getting pictures in her mind the worst is saved till last she looks down at her fisted hand and thrusts it through the glass she stares down at where the glass lays and wishes to be back in those wonderous days how did it end up like this? she wonders why she is the one that wants to die how does she get out? what can she do? she wants to tell somebody, but who? she dreams of a future of happiness and love but thinks she needs a miracle from above why isn't she worthy of the life in her dreams? "i'm going to give up!" she screams.

Rape
How does it feel to know That you betrayed my trust? That you shattered my life to pieces, That you turned my soul to dust? What's it like to know, That you haunt my every dream And how every single night, I wake up with a piercing scream? Does it make you want to laugh, When you know I live in fear? Or when you know that your the cause of the voices that I hear? Did you enjoy watching me suffer, While you inflicted the pain? When you beat me and you raped me, Like it was all some sort of game? Do you cherish all those things you took, Those things you stole from me; My innocence, my confidence ? Did it ever cross your mind that night, To take my life away? Or did you hope that maybe I would snap, And do it myself someday? Does it scare you that i'm still alive, And that i know what you have done? Are you paranoid that one day, I might actually tell someone? Is the guilt eating at your thoughts, Is it getting into your brain? Do you regret the things you've

If I Died Tomorrow
If I DIED TOMORROW WOULD YOU BE SAD? SOMETHING IN YOUR EYES TELLS ME YOU WOULD BE GLAD IF I DIED TOMORROW WOULD YOU BE UPSET? SOMETHING IN YOUR ACTIONS TELLS ME YOU WOULDN'T REMEMBER THE DAY WE MET. IF I DIED TOMORROW WOULD YOU CRY? SOMETHING IN YOUR EYES TELLS ME THEY WOULD BE DRY. IF I DIED TOMORROW WOULD YOU EVEN CARE SOMETHING IN YOUR HEART TELLS ME IT'S SOMETHING YOU COULD BARE. IF I DIED TOMORROW WOULD YOU BE FILLED WITH SARROW? SOMETHING IN YOUR VOICE TELLS ME YOU WOULD BE LOOKING FORWARD TO TOMORROW. IF I DIED TOMORROW WOULD YOU SIT HOME AND WONDER IF I REALLY DID LOVE YOU AND WHY I EVEN BOTHERED? IF I DIED TOMORROW WOULD YOUR HEART BE BROKEN IN TWO? OR WOULD YOU TRY TO FIGURE IT OUT WHO THE NEXT ONE WOULD BE TO SAY I LOVE YOU?

Have You Ever
Have you ever lived my life Spent one minute in my shoes? If you havent then tell me why You judge me as you do? Have you ever woken up in the monrinng Wondering if this was your last on earth? Have you ever left your house Unsure if you'd return. Have you ever seen your freind get shot? outside your favorite store? Have you ever seen a friend die From drugs he'd never used before? Have you ever seen your mom get beat up By your stepdad messed up in booze? Have you ever had an unwanted pregnancy Forcing you to chose? Have you ever sat beneath the stars Hoping God will hear Have you ever seen your friend drive away After way too many beers? Have you ever had a friend Experiment with weed Have you ever covered up guilt By doing a good deed? Have you ever considered suicide As the way Have you ever tried to hide yourself Behind the things you say? Have you ever wanted to protect Your friend and everyone in sight Have you ever felt such pain T

Did You Ever
DID YOU EVER LOVE SOMEONE AND KNOW THEY DIDN'T CARE? DID YOU EVER FEEL LIKE CRYING KNOWING IT WOULD GET YOU NOWHERE? DID YOU EVER LOOK INTO SOMEONES EYES AND SAY A LIL PRAYER? DID YOU EVER WATCH SOMEONE WALK AWAY, NOT WANTING THEM TO GO? DID YOU WHIPSER,"GOD I LOVE YOU" BUT NEVER LETTING THEM KNOW? YOU CRY AT NIGHT IN MISERY AND ALMOST GO INSANE. NOTHING IN THIS WORLD CAUSES SO MUCH PAIN. IF I COULD CHOOSE BETWEEN LOVE AND DEATH,I THINK I'D RATHER DIE. LOVE HURTS AND THE PRICE YOU PAY IS HIGH. SO I SAY, "DON'T FALL IN LOVE" IT'LL HURT BEFORE IT'S THROUGH YOU SEE MY FRIEND I OUGHT TO KNOW BECAUSE I FELL IN LOVE WITH YOU.

Where Angels Always Go
My life has changed it's sad to say It all began one August day As the angels came, To take you away I knew in my heart, You would have a better day As you are in heaven now, Where angels always go I know you love me, that I know I love you Mom, with all my heart, As if you didn't know I know you're in heaven now, Where angels always go,

I Miss You Mom
Dear God, I need to know why did you take her above? Her name is Carol, She is someone that I loved. She was my Mom, I was her little girl. I miss her so much since she left our family. It's a horrible nightmare to be sticken with cancer, There are so many questions no one can answer. If I had one more chance, I'd hug her real tight. I'd tell her I love her and kiss her good-bye. This poem is not perfect it's just how I feel. I miss you Mom, my pain is real.

A Poem For My Mother
I miss you so much You're laugh,your smile, your touch You always brightened my days With all the smiles you sent my way I need you as my angel To always be at my side I need you as my angel To give me piece of mind. I like to think you're near me To know that you are there Even though I can't see you I feel that you are near Please don't forget me mom For you are always in my heart My thoughts and my prayers. I LOVE AND MISS YOU MOM.

Mother
If I could Give you diamonds For each tear you have cried for me If I could give you sapphires For each truth you've helped me see If I could give you rubies For the heartache that you have known If I could give you pearls For the wisdom that you have shown The you'll have a treasure, mother That would mount up to the skies That would almost match The sparkle in your kind and loving eyes. But I have no pearls, no diamonds As I'm sure you're well aware So I'll give you gifts more precious My devotion, love and care.

He Only Took My Hand
Last night while I was trying to sleep My mom's voice I did Hear I opened my eyes and looked around But she did not appear. She said "Dawn you've got to listen You've got to understand God didn't take me from you He only took my hand. When I called out in pain that night The instant that I died He reached down and took my hand And pulled me to His side. He pulled me up and saved me From the misery and the pain My body was hurt so badly inside I could never be the same. My search is really over now I"ve found happiness within All the answers to my dreams And all that might have been. I love you and miss you so And I'll always be nearby My body's gone forever But my spirit will never die. And so you must go on now Live one day at a time Just understand....... God did not take me from you He only took my hand."

When Im Dead
YESTERDAY I SAW YOU LIKE SO MANY TIMES BEFORE BUT YOU NEVER EVEN NOTICED THAT I WAS TRYING TO SCORE. NOT "SCORE" AS USED BY TEENS TODAY. I'M TOO OLD FOR THAT BUT SCORE AS IN SCORE SOME POINTS LIKE A PLAYER UP TO BAT. I HAVE TO MAKE AS MANY POINTS AS THE GAME TIME WILL ALLOW I HAVE TO TRY TO WIN YOUR HEART BUT I JUST DON'T KNOW HOW. I CAN NOT WALK RIGHT UP TO YOU AND TELL YOU HOW I FEEL NOT WHEN YOU HAVE THE POWER TO CRUSH ME WITH YOUR HEEL. NOT CRUSH ME PHYSICALLY I MEAN BUT CRUSH MY HEART. IT COULDN'T TAKE A HIT FROM YOU NOT EVEN A LITTLE PART. I GUESS I'LL JUST KEEP SILENT AND WATCH YOU EVERY DAY THEN AT DAYS END I'LL GO HOME AND WASTE MY LIFE AWAY. I'LL SIT IN LONELY DARKNESS AND WATCH SPRINGER ON T.V AND THANK MY STARS THAT I AM NOT REST. I'LL EAT MY DINNER AND THINK OF YOU SOME MORE THEN DRINK MY BOOZE TO CLOUD MY MIND AND PASS OUT ON THE FLOOR. I'LL GET UP IN TEH MORNING AND START THE HURT ANEW. I'LL GO TO WORK AND DO MY JOB AND DREAM MY DREAMS

Fear
I'N NOT AFAID OF DEATH I'M NOT AFRAID OF DYING I'M NOT AFRAID OF HEART BREAKS I'M NOT AFRAID OF CRYING I'M NOT AFRAID OF THE FUTURE I'M NOT AFRIAD OF TOMORROW I'M NOT AFRAID OF SADNESS I'M NOT AFRAID OF SORROW THE ONLY THING I FEAR EVER COMING TURE IS LIVING THIS FEARLESS LIFE WITHOUT YOU.

Alone
WHY DOES IT HURT WHEN YOU FEEL SO ALONE. CUTTING IN DEEP STRAIGHT THROUGH THE BONE. SURROUDED BY DARKNESS AND FEELING SO COLD, WANTINT TO TOUCH WHEN THERE'S NO ONE TO HOLD WANTING TO TALK WHEN THERE'S NO ONE ONE TO HEAR. ALONE IN THE DARK DROWNING WITH FEAR, WHY DOES IT HURT WHEN YOU FEEL SO ALONE TAKEN FROM THE WARM FEELINGS YOU ONCE HAD KNOWN? WITH EYES LIKE CLOUDS AND TEARS LIKE RAIN DRIVEN INSIDE DEEP IS THE PAIN. A BROKEN HEART THAT JUST WON'T MEND FEELING ALONE IN THE WOROLD WITHOUT A FRIEND. WHY DOES IT HURT WHEN YOU FEEL ALL ALONE? WHEN YOU ONCE STOOD IN LIGHT,THE SUN HAD SHONE. HIDEING WITHIN THE DARKEST DESPIRE AS FEELING WITHIN NO ONE WILL EVEN CARE, MISERY IS THE ONLY COMPANY YOU GOT FOR WHEN YOU FEEL ALONE, YOU FEEL IT ALOT.

When Friends Go Too Far
WHY DID WE CROSS THE LINE EVERYTHING WOULD BE FINE ONE MONET OF PLEASURE FOR ALL THIS PAIN CAN YOU TELL ME NOW WHAT WE DID AGAIN? EEVRYTHING WOULD BE OK MORMAL AS IT WAS BUT NO WE HAD TO GO TOO FAR WE HAD TO CROSS THAT LINE. I WOULD NEVER TURN BACK TIME FOR EVERY MOMENT I LEARN IT'S JUST THINGS ARE SO DIFFERENT NOW THINGS BETWEEN YOU AND ME. WHY DIDN'T I OPEN MY EYES WHY DIDN'T I ONLY SEE THAT WHAT WE WERE ACCOMPLISHING WOULD BE THE END OF A FRIENDSHIP BETWEEN YOU AND ME.

Living A Lie
I'M LAYING NEXT TO HIM AND ALL I THINK ABOUT IS YOU THIS ISN'T THE WAY I'M SUPPOSE TO FEEL HE IS THE MAN I MARRIED HE IS TO WHOM I SAID "I DO" IF WHAT I FEEL IS SUPPOSE TO BE SO WRONG HOW COME IT FEELS SO RIGHT? YOU ARE THE ONE I WANT TO BE WITH YOU ARE THE ONE I DREAM OF IN THE NIGHT WHEN HE TOUCHES MY SKIN I WANT TO PULL AWAY WHEN HE GOES TO KISS MY LIPS I TURN MY HEAD AND TRY TO THINK OF SOMETHING TO SAY CAN HE SEE IT IN MY EYES CAN HE HEAR THE TRUTH BEHIND ME LIES? WHEN HE ASK'S ME IF THERE IS SOMETHING ELSE ON MY MIND I HAVE TO ANSWER "NO" I KNOW IT'S NOT THE TRUTH AND THE DESIRE I HAVE FOR YOU JUST CONTINUES TO GROW I REALLY DON'T KNOW IF YOU AND I WILL EVER BE ABLE TO BE TOGETHER BUT THE MEMORIES OF THE WAY YOU MAKE ME FEEL I WILL TREASURE FOREVER AND EVER.

See You Smile
I TURN MY HEAD TO SEE YOU SMILE MY HEART'S BEEN POUNDING ALL THE WHILE I FEEL YOU INSIDE ME WHEREEVER I GO I STILL HAVE YOU KISS ON MY LIPS WHEREEVER I GO YOUR BREATH IN MY EAR I CLOSE MY EYES AND YOU'RE ALWAYS THERE THE SPARKLING OF JEWELS WHEN I LOOK IN YOUR EYES TWINKLE FROEVER LIKE THE STAR IN THE SKIES I FEEL THE MORNING DEW WHEN I TOUCH YOUR SKIN IT DRIVES ME CRAZY TIL I'M WITH YOU AGAIN I'M HOLDING ON FOR ALL THAT YOU HAVE I WANT ALL OF YOU I WON'T SETTLE FOR HALF SOMETIMES I'M SILLY AND ACT LIKE A CHILD AND ALL I DID WAS SEE YOU SMILE.

Walking Talking Rainbows
how can we really know anyone is it possible perhaps we can glimpse a spark of who he is and was or who she wants to be but as a whole we are part invisible because we aren't legos you can't build solid transparent color spectrums walking talking rainbows we can't even see ourselves for long constantly changing winding in the wind spiraling until the wind is hushed and our breath held captive and we see us its beautiful scary ugly peaceful and every other good and bad thing but always magnificent

Someone Special
WE STARTED OUT BING FRIENDS AND THAT WAS ALL IT WAS SUPPOSE TO BE BUT AS TIME WENT BY THINGS BECAME MORE THAN JUST FREINDS TO ME. I NOTICED MANY THINGS ABOUT YOU THAT I NEVER KNEW BEFORE YOU ARE ONE SPECIAL PERSON NOTHING ELSE MEANS MORE. YOUR SMILE HAS IT'S POWER TO ALWAYS BRIGHTENED UP MY DAY JUST ONE TOUCH FROM YOU CAN MAKE ALL MY PAIN GO AWAY. THE WAY YOU PUT YOUR ARMS AROUND ME CAN JUST MAKE ME MELT YOUR GENTEL KISS IS EVEN BETTER IT'S THE BEST I'VE EVER FELT. I LOVE THE WAY YOUR FELINGS ARE BEING SHARED ALWAYS BEING THERE FOR ME KNOWING THAT YOU CARE. THERE WERE MANY TIMES WHEN I TRIED TO EXPRESS HOW I FEEL BUT THEN AGAIN I MIGHT GET REJECTED KNOWING MY PAIN WILL NEVER HEAL. MAYBE THERE WILL BE ONE DAY WHEN MY DREAMS WILL COME TRUE THERE'S NO OTHER PERSON THAT'S MORE SPECIAL THAN YOU. THIS WAS WRITTEN FOR SOMEONE VERY SPECIAL TO ME.

After Death
IF WHEN YOU PASS ON I'M STILL AROUND TO SEE OTHER'S MAY FORGET YOU BUT NEVER NEVER ME I'LL BUILD A TOWER OF MARBLE GOLD AND GLASS AND BENEATH THIS MARBLE TOWER THE WORLD YOU KNEW WILL PASS. I'LL HOLD YOU IN MY HEART TIL' MY LIFE HAS CEASED TO FLOW. THEN TAKE MY LOVE OF YOU WHEREVER I MAY GO. I WILL FOLLOW YOU TO HEAVEN AND TO THE STARS BEYOUD GOD WILL BE OUR POWER AND LOVE WILL BE OUR BOND.

Mamma And Pups Die In The Am...help!!!!
*NO TIME TO WASTE. PLEASE CONTACT THE POUND ASAP DIRECTLY* **CROSSPOST THIS UNTIL ITS JUST TOO LATE** S.O.S. CAN SOMEONE HELP THIS FAMILY? She dies with her two remaining puppies tomorrow at 6:00pm eastern. If someone can find space for her and her babies please act quickly...how horrible to DIE BY GASS and watch your young ones die too. "Please call before coming to make sure I am still here, My time like any of the animals in a shelter is limitedMy adoption fee is 30.00" Rockdale County Animal ControlConyers, GA(770) 785-5927ACADMIN@ROCKDALECOUNTY.ORG *CROSSPOSTING SAVES LIVES*

And She Said
to meet the girl and look into her eyes, she could be the one. the warmth in her touch and the sense of security she gives you, she said lets just be friends. the love you gave her, the ways you thought to please her. you wanted nothing more than to show you were good for her, she said lets just be friends. when all see how she was treated and see how you will treat her, and youve got a cheering section for the victory of this huge defeat, yet, she said lets just be friends. she took her warm hands and ever so softly ripped open the chest and took your heart from where it sat, and she said lets just be friends, as she stomps on your soul ever so quietly.

They Have No Hope But Us: **graphic**
They Have No Hope But Us: The Tsunami of Suffering of Animals in Labs By Michael Budkie Founder, SAEN — Stop Animal Exploitation Now! Most people never see the inside of an animal laboratory. We are not allowed to view the reality of death and misery that is the lot of many animals. Whether they be monkeys, dogs, rabbits, or sheep we will never know what happens to most of them. We will not see how they live. We will not know the endless monotony of life in cages made of wire mesh and concrete. We will never know what it is like to live out an existence totally alone — day after day without so much as the touch of a familiar hand. We will never understand the suffering of their deaths. The unrelenting, mind-numbing monotony of isolation is relieved only by intermittent periods of unremitting horror. The psychological torture of isolation is interrupted only by the trauma of human handling, and the experience of becoming an unwilling victim in an experiment. The lo

This Is Our Year( I Wrote This My Senor Yr In High School)
THIS IS OUR WORLD THE ONLY ONE WE KNOW AFTER OUR TIME IS OVER WHERE WILL WE GO? WHAT WILL WE BE AND WHAT WILL WE DO? THERE DECISIONS WERE ONCE A DREAM THAT NOW HAS COME TURE. CLASS AFTER CLASS TIME IS TICKING AWAY IT USED TO BE YEAR AFTER YEAR BUT NOW IT'S DAY BY DAY. THEY MADE US COME TO LEARNTO MAKE US SMART JUST TO SHOW US INTO THE WORLD WITH LITTLE MORE THAN A START. WILL THERE BE FRIENDLY FACES LIKE THERE ARE HERE OR WILL WE BE LONE AFTER THIS YEAR? AS LONG AS WE CAN, WE WILL BE ONE WE WILL GROW ALONG THE WAY AS WELL AS HAVE FUN. WE KNOW AS LONG AS WE LIVE WE WIL BE TOGETHER THE MOMORIES IN OUR HEART ARE FOR ALWAYS AND FOREVER IT IS ALREADY "85" AND WE GROW CLOSER AS THE CLOCK TICKS. FOR THIS YEAR IS OUR YEAR THE CLASS OF "86".

A Poem
Storm that buried the bells, muddy swirl of torments, why touch her now, why make her sad. Oh to follow the road that leads away from everything, without anguish, death, winter waiting along it with their eyes open through the dew. by: Pablo Neruda

My Last
WROTE MY LIFE ON THESE PAGES EACH DETAIL OF MY LIFE MY FEELINGS DRAINED AWAY TO PAPER BUT THIS ENTRY WILL BE MY LAST. I PRAY TO END IT ALL TONITE I PRAY TO END THIS ACHE I WISH TO BE TORN AWAY TONIGHT MY LIFE I'LL TAKE. TOO MANY YEARS I HAVE STAYED ALIVE WAITING FOR A BETTER DAY A DAY WHEN THIS FOG WILL RISE AND LIFT MY PAIN AWAY. TOO MANY MORNINGS OF DISAPPOINTMENT TOO MANY YEARS OF TEARS THEY'VE WASHED AWAY MY BRIGHTEST SMILE AND REPLACE IT WITH ALL MY FEARS. I CAN'T LIVE A LIFE IN DARKENSS I CAN'T LIVE KNOWING I'M A MISTAKE THERE MUST HAVE BEEN SOME STOP I MISSED. FOR IN THIS LIFE I AM LOST LOST IN A WORLD UNKNOWN WITH NO ONE THERE TO HELP ME THROUGH I'M LOST IN THIS WORLD ALONE. I WISH THIS TO BE MY LAST ENTRY MY LAST WOUND UPON MY SKIN BUT THE FINAL CHAPTER OF MY LIFE HAS ALREADY ENEDED WITHIN.

This Is Bull Shit!!!!! It Needs To Stop!!!!!!
I WILL NEVER, NEVER UNDERSTAND ANY HUMAN BEING WHO CAN NUMB THEIR CONSCIENCE AND DO CAUSE SUCH HORRIFIC SUFFERING TO ANOTHER LIVING THING ...... THIS IS BEYOND BEING BARBARBIC..... HOW CAN ONE STAY SILENT AND DO NOTHING WHEN THIS KIND OF SUFFERING EXISTS ON THIS PLANET? Folk Remedies: Animal Torture Boiled Cats in South Korea "The thinking man must oppose all cruel customs no matter how deeply rooted in tradition or surrounded by a halo. . . . We need a boundless ethic which will include the animals also." — Dr. Albert Schweitzer, Nobel Peace Prize laureate The following information and photograph are from the Korea Animal Protection Society. These large pressure cookers are used to liquify cats to produce goyangi soju, a tonic believed to cure rheumatism as well as a variety of other ailments. These same cookers are used to make gae soju, made from dog, and heuk yomsoh, a tonic made from black goats. The following incident was recently related

Forget
TODAY IS A BAD DAY THINKING OF THE PAST I TRIED TO PUSH IT AWAY BUT THE MOMENTS WOULDN'T LAST. I TRY TO DO SOMETHING TO GET IT OUT OF MY HEAD THE HORRIBLE IMAGES THE TIMES I FELT DEAD. I LOOK AT MY ARM EACH SCAR A MEMORY THE BAD TIMES REPAIRED HIDDEN WITH FAKE IDENITY. AND I TRY TO HOLD BACK THE TIMES I WAS BEAT BUT THE IMAGES POP UP THE ONE'S I ALWAYS TRY TO LEAVE. THE TEARS ROLL DOWN WHEN I THINK OF THE TIMES MOM WAS THERE AND OUR FAMILY WAS RIGHT. SO I TRY TO MAKE THIS DAY A MEMORY OF MINE BY CUTTING MY ARM BECAUSE OF MY USELESS TIME. NOW TODAY IS BETTER AND EVERYTHING IS OK I'LL GO BACK TO WHAT I WAS DOING AND MAKE ANOTHER CUT ANOTHER DAY.

Another Cut
TODAY IS A BAD DAY THINKING OF THE PAST I TRIED TO PUSH IT AWAY BUT THE MOMENTS WOULDN'T LAST. I TRY TO DO SOMETHING TO GET IT OUT OF MY HEAD THE HORRIBLE IMAGES THE TIMES I FELT DEAD. I LOOK AT MY ARM EACH SCAR A MEMORY THE BAD TIMES REPAIRED HIDDEN WITH FAKE IDENITY. AND I TRY TO HOLD BACK THE TIMES I WAS BEAT BUT THE IMAGES POP UP THE ONE'S I ALWAYS TRY TO LEAVE. THE TEARS ROLL DOWN WHEN I THINK OF THE TIMES MOM WAS THERE AND OUR FAMILY WAS RIGHT. SO I TRY TO MAKE THIS DAY A MEMORY OF MINE BY CUTTING MY ARM BECAUSE OF MY USELESS TIME. NOW TODAY IS BETTER AND EVERYTHING IS OK I'LL GO BACK TO WHAT I WAS DOING AND MAKE ANOTHER CUT ANOTHER DAY.

Without A Fight
THEY ENTER HER ROOM IN TEH MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT AND ABUSED THIS CHILD AGAINST HER MIGHT. THEY DO THINGS TO HER THAT SHE CAN'T UNDERSTAND YET SHE KNOWS IT'S NOT PROPER THOSE TOUCHES FROM THEIR HANDS. SHE IS COMSUMED WITH GUILT AND TOTALLY CONFUSED FOR WHY WOULD THE ONE'S SHE LOVES INFLICT THIS ABUSE? SHE LAYS THERE MOTIONLESS AND ALLOWS THEM THEIR WAY SHE DOESN'T FIGHT BACK AND NO WORDS DOES SHE SAY. SHE JUST LETS THEM CONTINUE TO ROAM AND EXPLORE THIS LITTLE GIRL'S BODY THIS CHILD WHO IS ONLY FOUR. AND ALL OF THE WHILE SHE SUCKS HER TUMB AS SHE'S BEING DEFILED AS SHE BECOMES NUMB. WHEN THE PAIN THEY INFLICT UPON THIS LITTLE GIRL COME TO AN END SHATTERS HER WORLD. THEY LEAVE HER AS SILENTILY AS WHEN THEY ARRIVED AND THIS CHILD WISHES DESPERATELY THAT SHE COULD SIMPLY DIE.

I Found Your Dog Today. Better Grab Some Kleenex
I found your dog today. No, he has not been adopted by anyone. Most of us who live out here own as many dogs as we want. Those who do not own dogs do so because they choose not to. I know you hoped he would find a good home when you left him out here, but he did not. When I first saw him, he was miles from the nearest house and he was alone, thirsty, thin, and limping from a cactus burr in his paw. How I wish I could have been you as I stood before him. To have seen his tail wag and his eyes brighten as he bounded into your arms, knowing you would find him, knowing that you had not forgotten him. To see the forgiveness in his eyes for the suffering and pain he had known in his never ending quest to find you... But I was not you. And despite all my persuasion, his eyes beheld a stranger. He did not trust and he would not come to me. He turned and continued his journey, one he was sure would soon bring him to you. He does not understand you are not looking f

To All The Kids Who Survived The 1930's, 40's, 50's, 60's And 70's!!
TO ALL THE KIDS WHO SURVIVED the 1930's, 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's!! First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they were pregnant. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking. As infants & children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, booster seats, seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle. We shared one soft drink with four friends, from one bottle and NO ONE actually died from this. We ate cupcakes, white bread and real butter and drank Kool-aid made with sugar, bu

Preserve Endandgered Land~it''s Free~takes Only A Second
Why Preserve Rainforest Habitat? Rainforests are some of the world's most ancient and complex ecosystems. They cover a mere 2% of the Earth, yet more than half of all plant and animal species live there. The rainforest is home to creatures as famous as the jaguar and poison dart frog, as well as lesser-known and even unidentified species. These ecosystems are an amazing resource that is quickly slipping away. The rainforest is where many modern food staples originated, including tomatoes, corn, and chocolate, but we use a mere fraction of the edible plants available there. In addition, one quarter of modern medicines come from plant species that were first used as traditional remedies. Western science has analyzed less than one percent of rainforest plants for medicinal compounds, and the indigenous tribes that use these plants are rapidly disappearing. To complicate matters more, the rate of species extinction in the rainforest is undeniably high. As the forests are burned

This Is Vivisection...*warning Ver Graphic*
sign the petition! VIOLENCE-FREE SCIENCE Campaign to replace animal experiments at Sussex University THIS IS VIVISECTION... ...THIS IS THE CAMPAIGN TO STOP IT ...HOW YOU CAN HELP? ** Add VIOLENCE-FREE SCIENCE as your friend on Myspace! ** Visit the website for info and resources! ** Sign the petition!

I Destroy Homes, I Tear Families Apart.
Crystal Meth Destroys! I destroy homes, I tear families apart. I take your children and that's just a start. I'm more valued than diamonds, more precious than gold. The sorrow I bring is a sight to behold. If you need me. remember, I'm easily found. I live all around you, in school and in town. I live with the rich, I live with the poor. I live just down the street and maybe next door. I'm made in a lab, but not one like you think. I can be made under the kitchen sink, In your child's closet, and even out in the woods. If this scares you to death, then it certainly should. I have many names. But there's one you'll know best. I'm sure you've heard of me, my name is Crystal Meth. My power is awsome, try me, you'll see. But if you do, you may never break free. Just try me once and I might let you go. But if you try me twice, Then I'll OWN your Soul. When I possess you, you'll steal and you'll lie. You'll do what you have to, just to get high. The crimes yo

Please Help Me Out! I Got My Old Account Back
Outwar Finally Undeleted My Account, Now I Need Some Help With Clicks, So Please Help Me Out And Click My Link Below! Click My Link! ive had to start over on my RPG Game and asking for some help to build back up please. thanks.

Dragon-ology
FOOD-OLOGY* Q. What is your salad dressing of choice? A. French Q. What is your favorite fast food restaurant? A. Don't have one Q. What is your favorite sit-down restaurant? A. Gino's East Pizzeria Q. What food could you eat every day for two weeks and not get sick off of? A. Fried Oscar Mayer Bologna Q. What are your pizza toppings of choice? A. Extra Sausage Q. What do you like to put on your toast? A. Butter and Grape Jelly Q. What is your favorite type of gum? A. Whatever I have that is minty *TECHNOLOGY* Q. Number of contacts in your cell phone? A. I'm guessing about 60 Q. Number of contacts in your email address book? A. 106 Q. What is your wallpaper on your computer? A. A Dragon and a Tiger around a Skull Q. How many televisions are in your house? A. 6 *BIOLOGY* Q. Are you right-handed or left-handed? A. Both Q. Do you like your smile? A. Yep gotta love the dimples Q. What's your best feature? A. My Big arms for Bea

Designers Who Use Seal Fur And Skin
A number of well-known fashion designers have used seal fur and skins in their collections during the past several fashion seasons. By using seal skin and fur in items such as coats, tunics, dresses, shoes, vests, jackets, handbags, pillows, and even lamp shades, these designers are providing the Canadian government and sealers with an economic incentive to continue the hunt. Send a letter to these designers and politely request that they make their fashion more compassionate by ending the use of seal fur. Though the use of seal fur and skin is banned in the United States, these designers use seal products in their European and international collections. Here are some points you can make. In addition, please sign our Fur Free pledge. Send your letters to the following design houses. (If you live in the United States and you send your letters to Italy or Denmark, postage will be 84 cents.) Annika Heinadottir Oehlenschlaegersgade 30 Copenhagen Denmark Phone: 45 26192611

My Death
mandy Location of Death: Solana Beach, CA Date of Death: 4/11/2039 12:02:56 AM Last Person Called: Alfonzo Last Number Dialed: 911 Autoposy Performed: None Performed Date of Autoposy: N/A Cause of Death: Licking cheap stamps See your own death. Or Try this Awsome Game

Help Feed Unwanted Animals For Free
~About The Animal Rescue Site~ The Animal Rescue Site focuses the power of the Internet on a specific need — providing food for some of the 27 million unwanted animals given to shelters in the U.S. every year. Over 10 million animals are put to death every year in the U.S. alone because they are abandoned and unwanted. Each click on the purple "Fund Food for Animals" button at The Animal Rescue Site provides food and care for a rescued animal living in a shelter or sanctuary. Funding for food and care is paid by site sponsors and distributed to animals in need at the Fund for Animals' renowned animal sanctuaries (including Cleveland Amory Black Beauty Ranch in Texas and the Wildlife Rehabilitation Center in California), pet shelters supported by the Petfinder Foundation , North Shore Animal League, and other worthy animal care facilities supported by the GreaterGood.org foundation. ~How You Can Help In Mere Seconds~ Every DayThe Animal Rescue Site provides a feel-good way

Check The Lables, Boycott Procton & Gamble!!
The Facts A TIDE of Abuse IDA launched its campaign against Procter & Gamble (P&G) in 1989. Our goal: to stop the company's blinding, burning, maiming and killing of thousands of animals each year in product tests that are cruel, outdated and not required by law. At the beginning of our campaign, Procter & Gamble was still using dogs in product tests. Now its TIDE OF TORTURE continues on rabbits, ferrets, hamsters, guinea pigs, mice and rats. And, while the company claims that it no longer uses dogs in product testing and that it has reduced the number of animals used by 90 percent, it refuses to back up any of its claims with facts. For example, Procter & Gamble refuses to release to the public information regarding the actual numbers and species of animals used, or the types of tests it forces these animals to endure. Because P&G refuses to release any pertinent information to the public, the media, or even to its shareholders, we must seriously question the truth of

Love Comes And Loves Goes
love comes and love goes just like the fragrance on the petal of a rose, some love is true and will last for all time. When is it time to let go, is it when they tell you that they still want to be with a love from the past? Is that their love that will last? Will that love that you have for then ever go away? can you still be friends like you were in the day? Will love ever come again? when will you know? how will you know, if you ever will find that special person that will love you for you and still be your friend?

So Confused....
So what do i do? I am so screwed inside and so toren a part. Between my ex who i know still loves me, I still love her too... We're suppost to meet in NY and decide where to go from there but yet at the same time ..... I love another and its driving me mad inside, She has someone else too, I do not honestly think i could put someone else threw a waiting game by the phone waiting for it to maybe ring and maybe not. So much of a chance of re-deployment .... Is it fair to bring anyone back into that??? Is it fair? I dont know if it is, I dont even know how i can love two people at the same time? And yet in a nother sence my heart is broken in 3 pieces, for an ex i will always love and never get back , for another who has been my childhood sweetheart and for the woman who has run off with the other piece. God how do i get myself into these messes? Am i doomed to have this kinda drama? the hell if i know. All i know is i am tired... going to go to bed too. Later All.

Suffering Of Animals In Labs (open Your Eyes People)
They Have No Hope But Us: The Tsunami of Suffering of Animals in Labs By Michael Budkie Founder, SAEN — Stop Animal Exploitation Now! Most people never see the inside of an animal laboratory. We are not allowed to view the reality of death and misery that is the lot of many animals. Whether they be monkeys, dogs, rabbits, or sheep we will never know what happens to most of them. We will not see how they live. We will not know the endless monotony of life in cages made of wire mesh and concrete. We will never know what it is like to live out an existence totally alone — day after day without so much as the touch of a familiar hand. We will never understand the suffering of their deaths. The unrelenting, mind-numbing monotony of isolation is relieved only by intermittent periods of unremitting horror. The psychological torture of isolation is interrupted only by the trauma of human handling, and the experience of becoming an unwilling victim in an experiment. The lo

First Correct Translation Gets A Gift
ale jdìte nález mne do èlen urèitý muèení byt flákání se FIRST TO CORRECTLY TRANSLATE THIS GETS A GIFT here is the translation its in czech COME FIND ME IN THE TORTURE CHAMBER LOUNGE

Something To Think About
FRIENDS Friends are the flowers in the garden of life. They help you through times of trouble and strife. There’s nothing like friends to make a heart sing. True friends will share with you most everything. They will not abandon in times of need. They aren’t overcome by envy or greed. Friends are the icing on life’s great big cake. Real friends will give and allow you to take. I don’t know how I would survive without friends. They applaod my beginings and mourn my sad ends. Tell me please tell me what would I do If I didn’t have a garden full of friends just like YOU! HAVE A BEAUTIFUL WEEK MY FRIEND PhD. Moris HUG / Istanbul-Turkey

This Is Vivisection...it Need To Be Stopped *warning Very Graphic*
VIOLENCE-FREE SCIENCE Campaign to replace animal experiments at Sussex University THIS IS VIVISECTION... ...THIS IS THE CAMPAIGN TO STOP IT ...HOW YOU CAN HELP? ** Add VIOLENCE-FREE SCIENCE as your friend on Myspace! ** Visit the website for info and resources! ** Sign the petition!

Free Dogs To Approved Rescues! We Need You Now
FREE DOGS TO APPROVED RESCUES! WE NEED YOU NOW RESCUES PLEASE WE NEED YOU NOW!!!!!!!!!!!! FREE DOGS TO RESCUES PLEASE HELP!! FOSTER HOMES/ ADOPTERS.. PLEASE HELP THESE DOGS BEFORE THEY ARE GASSED!!!!!!!!!!! This is a very rescue friendly pound but very short staffed. If you interested in any dogs you must contact the pound directly by both phone and e-mail. Please leave a message if you are not able to reach an employee. Sponsored dogs are available at AT NO COST to any approved rescues. Please contact the pound about sponsored dogs. Owner surrendered dogs will be brought in all day on Monday. Please continue to check the site for additional dogs. These dogs will all be scheduled for the Tuesday kill list and must be rescued Monday. All dogs are spayed/neutered and given a rabies and a Duramune vaccination before leaving. Trips for vet work are scheduled each Monday and Thursday morning and you can pick up your new pet between 2:00 and 4

Seems To Have Hit It Just Right
You Are a Centaur In general, you are a very cautious and reserved person. However, you are also warm hearted, and you enjoy helping others in practical ways. You are a great teacher, and you are really good at helping people get their lives in order. You are very intuitive, and you go with your gut. You make good decisions easily. What Mythological Creature Are You?

My Father.
OK, I wanted to give more of a background on my father from my last entry. More or less, my father was abusive to my mother, myself, and my sister when we were little. He would lock us in our rooms while he went to the race tracks, or while he was just in the living room wathcing TV so he didn't have to put up with us. My parents divorced when I was around 2, my father has never really been there at all for me or my sister. Financially he was, $200 a month until my sister turned 18 then $100 a month until I turned 18. Other than maybe a few visits a year, here and there and depending on the year and where we were living that was it. I have always had a problem with him, I dont understand why he can't just be there for us. I dont understand why he doesnt care to know what is going on with us, or worry about us. I dont care if he is busy working, or doing whatever with his new family we are his children and he is suppose to be there for us. That is his responsibilty, he is our FATHER,

World Women's Hockey Championship: Final Day
Well. It's all over. Poor Finland. I feel so sorry for those ladies. They worked their asses off this week. Played really good, tight hockey but in the end it wasn't enough. After losing to the US on Sunday 4-0 and then Canada yesterday 5-0, they played Sweden this afternoon for the bronze. Final Score: Sweden 1, Finland 0 - Sweden takes the Bronze. As for the Gold Medal game. Goddamn!! It was definitely a goalie's exhibition through almost the first period and a half. Not a single point scored through the first period and it was 6 minutes into the 2nd when Canada finally opened up with the first point of the night. It didn't take Canada long after to score a second (albeit, a rather controversial one) and then a 3rd. The US finally scored their first and only goal about midway through the last period but by then it was too late. End result: Canada 5, USA 1 - Canada takes the gold and the US earns a very respectable silver considering their only losses the wh

The Only One....
There will never be another love that made my days so bright. There will never be anothers arms wrapped around me in the night. I will never kiss anothers lips in the light of the morning sun. I could never imagine my life with out you, because you were the only one. The only one who held my heart and kept it safe from harm. How could i ever give it again? You still hold it with all your charms. The only one who could make me smile even when I was sad and blue. Baby, cant you see it? The only one there will ever be is you.... Courtesy of MsTags.com

My Grandpa
Okay so my Grandpas hip replacement surgery is this Friday the 13th.. Im going to Colorado, leaving Wednesday morning/afternoonish driving with my sister. Grandpa has now a 10% chance of survival instead of 0.. better then nothing but Im not keeping my hopes up. like I said hes made his peace with the world, he had NO regrets. Still, it feels like we are all going up to watch him die. My Grandpa, who for the past... as long as I can remember the Dr's telling him he wouldnt last past Christmas.. and hes still here. Hes been clinically dead 2 or 3 times, but is only aware of 1. Hes a fighter, but I think this time, he won't put up a fight. This is so hard, especially on my Dad. on all of us really, but my dad never really shows emotions all that much, although Grandpa ALWAYS said "A persons strength is not determined by their tears" who always shows his happiness and sadness the same. At any rate.. please keep us in your thoughts and prayers. I appreciate all of

How Goth Are You?
How Goth Are You? Oh my goth!... you are so goth that probably people check your pulse when you sleep... Congratulations brother! (or sister... what the...) Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Finish The Sentences
Finish the sentences. Some may be uncomfortable, but you'll manage. This is a great chain. Repost it as "Finish the sentences" when you're done! 1. I've come to realize... Work Is my Life 2. I am listening to. . . Once in my Life by Stevie Wonder 3. I talk. . . The Talk and Walk the Walk 4. I love. . . My Friends 5. My best friend. . . (My 3 Brothers) Anton, Marco, Mike 6. My first kiss. . . WAY To Long Ago 9. Love is. . . Complicated yet simplistic 10. Marriage is. . . Chaos 11. Somewhere, someone is thinking. . . About Sex 12. I'll always. . . Be there for those that need me the most. And are worthy of it. 13. I have a secret crush on. . . Umm Its A Secret 14. The last time I cried was... Can't Remember 15. My cell phone is. . . Attached to my Hip 16. When I wake up in the morning. . . I don't wake up Mornings because I'm already up from the night before. 17. Before I go to bed. . . I don't go to bed 18. Right now I am thinking about

~ ~ Untouched ~ ~
The night rumbled with the storm. Lightening and thunder crashing, Silhouetted by flickering light, a woman's form On the winds, enticing,the scent of innocence. Overwhelming, the dashing man with eyes of jade. Knowing he needed to get nearer Like a thief, her lair he did invade. The scent of her innocence grew stronger. Within her chamber silently he feasted. Through the window, winds whipped her raven hair. Thus far, he had gone undetected. Turning slowly his eyes met her dark stare. He stood frozen, unable to move. The sheer window panels blew about her like wings His gaze from her he was unable to remove. This angel awoke in him such passions and yearnings. He moved out of the shadow, His jade eyes searching hers, finding them lifeless. Her dark eyes a sea of hollow Which he could not swim, he'd drowned in their emptiness. He spoke to her quietly, softly But his words fell on deafs ear R

Angel
What Kind of Angel are you? ANGEL OF SADNESSYou're always sad, you think you need to suffer, you thinl yoou are bad and evil...with that you bring sorrow to the worldTake this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

To Miss A Piece That Felt Like It Belonged.
Lost. Merely smiling by the side of the light I thought might still be. It hurts so damn bad. But such is life, and life it is. Screaming for the surges of chains to quit their striking wrath against my back. A moment brought the thoughts airborne for the feild of domestic criminal intentions. Loosing was not the plan, but winning was not to be obtained. Its a stand still when ur heart stops. When it gives up. When it decides it cant go forward. Swinging in and out of the has beens and the should of beens. It was all a collection of moments to be remembered. The fuck yous and the fuck offs ring in loud and clear. A smile still can be had. Fair is a game that isnt played in this world. To watch one suffer and not to be able to do a damn thing is a wound that digs deeper than he will ever know. At this point i realize that it doesnt matter. Because this is life and such as life. Just knowing that i once had a place at the end of his tunnel. That is enough to happy for.

I'm Back!!!
Thats right I am finally home from boot camp and now a proud member of the United States Marine Corps! love to all of you out there that are now family! and thanks to all of you that supported me I couldnt have survived without ya!

Take This Quiz!
You have a sexual IQ of 133 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Drinking......
SITTING HERE DRINKING TO KILL THE PAIN LIVING THIS LIFE IS MAKING ME INSANE.. BEING AWAY FROM YOU MY HEART IS DEAD BUT THE FAULT IS MINE THAT IS ALL THAT CAN BE SAID. LOOK AT MY LIFE.. WHAT A JOKE!! TIRED OF TRYING TO MAKE IT SO AS OF NOW, I WONT.. LET THE CHIPS FALL WHERE THEY MAY LET MY LIFE JUST KEEP ON ROLLING. WHILE I SIT HERE AND KEEP DRINKING.. AND WONDER WHERE MY LIFE IS GOING...

A Realization I Have Come To...
So I was driving home from dinner last night, and I was just thinking...random thoughts really. Then all of a sudden out of nowhere it hit me, why I am the way I am with guys. It all goes back to my father, I mean I knew he had some effect on how I am around guys but I just didn't know how much. Whenever I am around my father, I guess the easiest way to put it is I flirt with him. At least the way I flirt with guys in real life, not a sexual kind of flirt, but a look at me kind of flirt. It is disgusting really, but I am always trying to prove to him that I am good enough to be his daughter. That is what I do with guys, try to prove that I am good enough for them to talk to, or to be with. In both areas I have failed miserably. I am glad I have figured this out, but at the same time I am worried...how the hell am I suppose to fix this, or change this. I honestly couldn't care less about my father at this moment, he isn't and hasn't been there for me and I am tired of his shit. The thin

I Can't Believe It
I was just browsing over my blogs, which I haven't been writing much. There's a good reason why, I have been having a rough time, not just health, (fibromyalgia) but now more tests. There are plenty out there who are in the same or worse boat so I won't complain. What I find hard to believe is that my post about emotions got more views than the website blog about child abuse and rapists, and knowing if they are your next door neighbor! I don't believe my emotions are more interesting than finding out if my neighbor is safe to be near my grandchildren. I think I will take my calming amathest and hold it as I fall asleep, hoping to calm me down after seeing that. I hope so, I would like to think people want to protect themselves and their kids! That is number 1 in my book. I am linked to my grandkids web pages and moniter them, I may help them one day, you never know. I do know I would protect them with my life, yet...no one seems to care about how to see where rapists live! Child mol

Fuck This
OK SO I AM TIRED OF EVERYTHING THAT IS GOING ON..NOTHING SEEMS TO GO THE WAY I WANT IT AND I AM SICK OF BEING SAD AND FEELING UNIMPORTANT..IT IS GETTING OLD..I HAVE VERY FEW FRIENDS THAT ACTUALLY REALLY CARE AND I THINK THAT YOU TWO KNOW HOW YOU ARE AND I LOVE YOU FOR BEING THERE FOR ME ALWAYS...SOMETIME I FEEL THAT THE ONES I NEED THE MOST ARENT THERE WHEN I NEED THEM...I AM GETTING SICK OF THIS SITE AND THE DUMBASS PPL THAT ARE ON IT...I HAVE MET SOME REALLY COOL PPL ON HERE BUT THINGS NEVER END UP LIKE THEY SEEM...ANYWAYS I AM GOING TO TAKE A BREAK FROM THIS ADDICTIVE WEBSITE AND TRY TO FIGURE MY LIFE OUT...I AM HOPING ON GOING OUT OF THE STATE FOR A WHILE TO FIGURE THINGS OUT...BUT ALWAYS KNOW THAT THERE ARE A FEW ON HERE THAT I DO TRUELY LOVE AND I AM GLAD YOU ARE IN MY LIFE....."PEACE BITCHES"

Glad To Have You...
So many people take my kindness for granted But you replace the pain with pleasure And when it feels like I just cant stand it You bless me with one of your lectures... You remind me that true love exists And for that I owe you my loyalty I feel alive with every touch, every kiss You are nothing short of royalty... When people speak evil about my ways And tell you that I am not love worthy You stay by my side, regardless of what they say Becuase you know that misery loves company... This is why I love you so much My heart is filled with grattitude Becuase when times get tough, you become my clutch And that's why I'm glad to have you... -Nemesis the Nazerene-

Feeling Better
I feel a lot better tonight then I did early this morning. My arm has been itching all day where I was given the allergy test though. So, that sucks. I've been working on my midterm for linguitic anthro most of the day. I have one and a half pages done. Two and a half to go. I'm writing on how language is a social capital and stories of children who were isolated, then later found, and how that effected their speech. Spring Break and I have homework. Loverly. Anthro isnt the problem. I have Math homework too. Yuck.

Touch My Eyelash.....
another special poem. hope u enjoy :) touch my eyelash with your eyelash in a way that place all your tears at my eyelash All the time ,all the moments you have been with me yes, this body has been sometimes near and sometimes far whichever worries you got , give my address to all of them I really don’t like sadness/worries at your face It seems illegal your relation with worries listen to my request, throw it way from your face touch my eyelash with your eyelash in a way that place all your tears at my eyelash

Pain...
Everyday struggles are starting to overwhelm me Stress is taking over my mind And i'm starting to believe that hell is for me And I have no place to confide... I can't do my job, and school is too rough I feel like there is no way out And I try to overcome, but its becoming too tough And failure seems more than a doubt... Why won't someone just come to my rescue Please don't leave me all alone If the tables were turned, I swear I would help you Please... I can't do this on my own... Then one morning, my good friend reminded me In order to acheive pleasure, there is pain And despite the pain, you can can always confide in me Becuase our friendship will never change... Now that didnt fix all my problems But one thing did become plain That I'm not alone in trying to solve them And that reduced some of my pain... -Nemesis the Nazerene- www.myspace.com/nemesis1979

Thou Wilt Keep Him
"Thou wilt keep him in perfect peace, whose mind is stayed on thee; because he trusteth in thee." ....Isaiah 26: 3. * * * * * * * * * There is nothing like the peace which only our Lord can give us. In this troubled world of trials and tribulations, we still have a refuge and one who promises to keep us in "perfect peace, if our minds are stayed upon Him." Our hearts do not have to be troubled, when our hope is in the Lord. We never know what tomorrow will hold, but we do know who holds tomorrow in the palm of His hand. With Jesus, our future is secure. There is no problem we could ever face which our Lord cannot work out. All things work together for good, when we love the Lord, that He might be glorified. The words to an old song, "He Touched Me," hold a message of truth. We were all "shackled by a heavy burden, beneath a load of guilt and shame. Then the hand of Jesus touched us, and now we are no longer the same." Once the touch of the Lord

Brush Off My Shoulder...
I can admit it was fun while it lasted But I've had more fun now that it's over And I wouldn't go back if you asked me again I've brushed the dirt off of my shoulders... I'm not sayin your a bad person at all There's just someone else who better fits me And I just don't think your the person to call If I needed that person to listen to me... Since you've been gone I've been feeling like new And with things now going my way I've realized I have no feeling for you At all... nothing more to say... The time we spent was pretty nice But as timed passed, it just got colder And I've done so much better without you in my life I'm glad I brushed off my shoulder... -Nemesis the Nazerene-

Bad Dreams...
I feel it crushing me from all sides I saw my life flash before me... but my mother said it's alright Long nights I spend tossing and turning Like I was brought up in hell, I feel awful, I'm burning... So I reach out, just in hopes someone will speak out And be the friend I need, and put my mind at peace now But there's no one there, so I'm forced to take it head on I'm not scared, even though I know I could be dead and gone... Be head strong, is what people are now saying to me But let me see you swim the ocean with wieghts on your feet Yeah... let me see you make it halfway I've done it for years, I guess that means I'm mad brave.... I hate these bad dreams, why can't I just wake up It's alot more to Nemesis than just writing and blazing blunts Every night I feel the devil creeping in Breathing over me while I pray to Jesus "please end"... all these bad dreams... -Nemesis the Nazerene-

My Birthday Wish List
What do I want for My Birthday? It is on April 11th. I want lots of things but does not mean I am going to get them. If you want to get me something, Its up to you what you want to get me. What ever I have on here, will only give you an Idea of what I want/need. If You truly want to give me something for Most of You Have known me for almost 3 years so You know me very Well. Just do what you can and Late gifts are ok also. Well, let me get started with my list now. Colognes: Guess, 360: Black- Perry Ellis, 306: Red- Perry Ellis Lacoste: Style in Play(Red), Hugo Boss: Energize, Salvatore Ferragamo: Subtil, Bvlgari: Aqua, Heir- Paris Hilton, Escada: Sentimental, Bijan: Wicked, Armond Basi: in Blue, Aqua Di Gio, Curve, Mambo, Onyx, Chrome, Hugo: Dark Blue, Basically anthing you would like for me. Cell Phones: SideKick 3, Sony Ericsson P990i Clothing: Pants- Size 32 x 30, Boxers- M 32-34 , Shirts Size 16 neck, T-shirts- M-L, Shoes Size depending on Brand: 7 1/2- 8 1/

Promise.....
By: Allen :) (so beautiful) I will love you with all my heart, To have forever - never to part. This is a promise engrained in me, Take my hand and let it be. I will go to the ends of the earth if that is what you need, Just say yes and let your soul take the lead. This is a promise at the core of me, Kiss my lips and let this be. I will wipe your tears with no questions asked, No more will your feelings be masked. This is a promise I make to you, Look into my eyes and follow through. I will know how to hold you just by the look in your eye, I will never forget - not even on the day that I die. This is a promise of my passion for you, smile at me and make it true. I will support you even when I cannot support myself anymore, I will dig deeper and find the hidden strength at my inner core. This promise means I sacrifice all of me for you, Understand this- and make our lives anew. I will love you with everything so deep inside, And to only y

I Go Out Walkin' After Midnight.....
...out in the starlighttttt "'til I get to my truckkkkkkkkkk....."(End singing here) For the second time within a few weeks period, I'm up at a client's quite late at night. Went home to cook supper and brought it up to one of the technicians. Since we're attempting to have patience while waiting for the main server to come back up, I figured I'd jot a few random thoughts that are fluttering through my mind. I'm really starting to cringe at the whole "love" terminology. Seriously, do you realize how many people just throw it around? I mean, if the person truly means what they are saying deep down then this is fine, but it's quite irritating because the majority of society truly doesn't understand what love is. To me, love is both simple and complex. It's unexplainable, uncontrollable, and unconditional. And if you haven't read anything regarding my profile itself, let's recap a little: "Love is like a mountain. It's hard to climb, but once you get to the top the view is beau

So Answer Me This
So who wants to peek at my private album today I'm sure plenty guys and gals out there wanna take a peek so lets see how many and maybe I might open it up for a short time I like to see ya beg tho it turns me on!

Rib Poking Good
If you were riding on a bus and felt a sudden, sharp poke in the ribs, how would you feel? Most people say they would probably feel irritated or angry and some say they would feel scared. That's normal. Let's say, just for this example, that you would feel angry. You might be thinking something like, "That stupid jerk. He ought to be careful. You shouldn't just poke people in the ribs." Those thoughts would clearly lead you to be angry. Now suppose you look over to see who had poked you and realize it was a blind man. He was taking off his sweater and he accidentally poked you with his elbow. Now how would you feel? Most people say they would feel sad or even embarrassed that they were angry with the man. Here's the important part…YOU STILL GOT POKED IN THE RIBS! The event [getting poked in the ribs] was exactly the same but your feelings changed from anger to sadness or embarrassment. Clearly, if events and people made you angry, then the same exact event couldn't immediately cau

Love Of My Life....
By: Allen :) A zest for life, a grace divine More intoxicating than wine. Carefree nature and wild, wild ways, You always make my mind sway! Bouncing black hair and coal- dark eyes, Remind me of monsoon skies, A spring in your step elevates my mood, Hey, nosey rain, do not intrude! As the wind caresses your lovely form, And the waves rush to feel your charm, What chance do I stand? Against nature's wicked game plan? There is no truth but love; Lovely as the blue skies above. There is no reality but bliss, So there! Let me taste your lips. Let me hold you in my arms, And protect you from all harm, Life is too cruel, my dear! But, I am here, do you hear? Spend an eternity with me, I shall never tire of you, Remind me when day breaks, For, yet again, I will want to hold you. I Love You So Much Jamie

Love The Little Things
if you loose the little things in your life that you dont know you have until the are gone, then the big things in life are nothing. think of not being able to eat supper at the table, go for walks, or even go to the store with your love ones.life been took right from you, its the little things that mean alot

Sad, Sad Day
To those of you who don't watch wrestling, just ignore this. I just watched the latest ECW, and have come to a painful realization. Over the past few months, I have hoped, and waited for this new incarnation to go back to the traditions of old, and be the outlet that many loved. Today has been the first true nail in the coffin of ECW. CM Punk, that pussy "Straight-edge" Wrestler (The straight-edge movement in punk is B.S. I got this from a second hand source who inteviewed the creator of the movement over dinner, where the person had a big old steak, with a couple of shots, and a couple of cigarettes... but that's anothe rant), went to the "New Breed". A person of his "talent" going to the place where all the new hires are, is basically a death sentence for those wrestlers who were of the old school; Working in the Bingo Halls and such. Those wrestlers of the old E.C.W. will eventually be let out of their contracts, and left to go on to whatever else awaits them. The Writers are writin

This Is So True
You Belong in Fall Intelligent, introspective, and quite expressive at times... You appreciate the changes in color, climate, and mood that fall brings Whether you're carving wacky pumpkins or taking long drives, autumn is a favorite time of year for you What Season Are You?

My First Time
So, just trying to feel out the special world out there. No one really reads blogs anymore... ok, no one really reads mine. Usually b/c I write too much, but its just easier for me to explain in written words what is going on in the world around me. However, for my first intro, I will keep it brief and short just to get the feel for it. Here's the warning... This is my shortest blog I will ever write. :D

My Empty Hands (( For The True Martial Artist ))
MY EMPTY HANDS I come to you with empty hands For they are all I need To protect myself and my family's honor this will be my creed I use them in many different ways, throughout my night and day For creating music and writing poetry for love, work and play If you're looking for trouble, take my advice My empty hands will be suffice Should I be forced to defend my life I do not need a Gun or knife I will do so with all my fury and the skill Though, I do not wish to maim or kill Do not misjudge my passive way For this is what I have to say Think twice before you prey on the meek The Innocent, defenseless or the weak My empty hands will be there to protect To kick your butt, demand respect If you don't believe a word, I say "Go ahead, make my day" Please don't say I haven't warned you No one will ever grieve or mourn you Just continue on our way And have yourself a pleasant day jskins

I Was Honest In This One No Joking
1- What's worse - Physical or Mental cheating? Ya know in all honesty neither of those bother me near as much as emotional cheating . . . That is when it fucking hurts the most. 2- Is it easier to forgive or forget? Well they kind of go hand-in-hand don’t they, if you agree to forgive someone that means you can not bring up the problem any longer so in essence you have forgotten - but in my life I have found it much easier to forgive than actually forget because once you feel that pain it really never goes away. 3- Can men and women be "Just Friends"? They can be yes, but there will be times when one of them desires to be more than that but a good friendship will move past that and stay strong. 4- Dating co-workers.. I don’t think that is a very good idea in general, I mean things may not work out and then you are stuck in an uncomfortable situation and have no escape. 5- All-expenses paid vacation to anywhere? I wanna go back to Rome. 6- On the way to the electri

I Met A Special Person
I have met someone real cool on CT. Her name is Frenchtwist... I started sending a gift to her. Me being the smartass i can be said i would send her a gift for seven days. It started as a joke. She called me on it. Around three o'clock the next day she hit me up and asked where her second gift was. Well i could not let my mouth wright a check my ass could not cash. So i sent her the seven gifts. Since then we have become great friends. I cant wait to beable to just say at least hi to her.. She has become A special friend.. I have seen all kinds of pepole with ct wifey /hubby beind thier names. So I asked some one about it and found out that it is a ct thing. So as i was talikng to Frenchtwist i asked her to be my ct wife.. She said YES.. The only thing is I dont know how to make that happen. So if anyone can help point me in the direction I need to be in I would be so geatful..