It's still in the work, I wanted to get this out though... (the poem, thankyou angelkiss, and Becca for the inspiration, and the realization)
Let me tell you that I'm sorry,
Though, I wonder truly if I should be.
In my life I've had many struggles,
As I know we all of have...
I've made many mistakes, not all of them I learned from,
Up until now...
I've moved where I'm at to start a new life,
I've been where I have for life lessons that we all need.
I want to live, I want the happiness I carry in my heart.
Until now, I've reached so far trying way too hard,
Pushing things, when I just needed to enjoy the world,
I've left myself hurt in the process.
I blamed so many, made excuses,
To the simple things I sought to find.
I had the best of intentions,
But, why rush a beautiful world that is waiting to be seen.
So many times I've reached way too far,
I was just being me though.
Life is so simple if you let it be,
I've realized, I love being me, and who I am.
I've many great things about me,
I want to share with the world.
I left myself in a negative aura,
Trusting no one but myself.
Wake up, smell the fresh morning air...
There's so much to see, without diving into a deep abyss.
I made a mistake, and rushed feelings that need time to develop,
I never learned from falling so many times.
I'm starting a new life, in a new world,
I hope I haven't left you hurt in my trails.
I miss the things we did, the time we spent,
Understanding doesn't always help though,
For either of us...
Life was given as a gift,
Live for all we are, and the one's we love,
And never let go of those moments we treasured.
