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Hm.
You know? Recently I have been wondering. What IS love? Most of the people that I have loved.. or people that have loved me.. drop me like yesterdays buisness. Basically I become really good friends... they fall for me... and then BOOM. It's like I don't exist. Or rather as if I am yesterdays plague. Am I THAT bad of a person? I basically give all that I can and am shot down right in the face. I don't mean to sound conceited but... I am probably one of the best friends that you could possibly have. I stick towards one side through eternity. Then because I am not perfect... BAM. Maybe I am over-reacting. Maybe not. Em gee I am depressed. Sam.

It Starts Just Like This
I kiss you once, I kiss you twice, I look in your eyes, And find paradise, I get weak in my knees, When I look at you, I see every wish, Coming true, I feel Heaven And I know its true, Cause I’m holdin an angel, When I’m holding you, Can you tell me, What I did so right, To have you here, In my arms tonight, When I hold you, I’m liven a dream, Yeah In my arms, I hold my everything…Everything Nothing really mattered, Just went day to day, Now I find myself prayin, for one more day, Now I have reason, To be a better man, And I will always do, The best I can, I know I’m blessed, I’ve never felt like this, Girl I’ve seen forever, It starts just like this,

The First Time
I've replayed and replayed, At least a million times, The way it felt.... The first time, The first time I looked in your eyes, And I found all I could dream, All I could wish for, All I will ever need, The first time I held you, And felt you close to me, The feelings that came to life, Like being reborn into a dream, The first time I kissed you, The way your lips felt on mine, The way the world stood still, And we lost time, The first time, I kissed you down, Our bodies unite, And a world was found, The first time, I called you mine, That I was yours, The first time...

Anyone Ever Tell You
Anyone Ever Tell You, Just How Special You Are The Light that You Emit Might even Light a Star Did Anyone Ever Tell You How Important You Make Others Feel Somebody out here is Smiling About Love that is so Real Did Anyone Ever Tell You Many Times, When They were Sad Your E-mail made Them Smile a bit In Fact It made Them Glad For the Time You Spend Sending Things And Sharing whatever You Find There are No Words to Thank You But Somebody, Thinks You're Fine Did Anyone Ever Tell You Just How Much They Like You Well, My Dearest "Online " Friend Today I am Telling You I HOPE I GET THIS BACK I believe that without a friend you are missing out on a lot!!! Don't be confused by friends and acquaintances, there is a difference! Because I care about you, It's national care week .. . . and you get to send messages to all your friends telling them that you care about them and make them feel good about themselves and if they write back . (just once)

A Lonely Knight
A Lonely Knight in Armour Two arms to hold me, a smile to call my own, deep eyes that adore me, yet I lie here all alone. Dream come true, pain fading away, yet alone I awake, to face yet another day. So much love given, sweet words to be spoken of my own, yet I speak in silence, as I am alone. Many beautiful thoughts running through my head, feelings to be shared, as I am alone here in this bed. Tears to be cried, from happiness, her soft hand to be felt in mine, still I am alone with these tears that I cry. Never knew love like this before, never felt so swept away, and alone I find myself with each passing day. Stars to wish upon, promises to be made, so alone within myself, each night, again, for her touch I will pray. Heart so filled with hopes, and dreams, but each time I open my eyes, it is my lonely heart that I see. Alone with the silence as my heart dies inside, all of our love flowing within e

Blake Shelton- Don't Make Me Lyrics
Girl, when I look at you you look through me like i'm not even there. Trying not to give up to be strong but i'm afraid to say i'm scared. I can't find the place your heart is hiding. I'm no quitter but i'm tired of fighting. Baby i love you don't wanna lose you don't make me let you go. Took such a long time for me to find you don't make me let you go. Baby, i'm begging please and i'm down here on my knees. I don't wanna have to set you free. Don't make me. What if when i'm long gone it dawns on you you just might want me back. Let me make myself clear if I leave here its done, i'm gone. Thats that. You carry my love around like it's a heavy burden. I'm about to take it back. Are you sure its worth it? Baby i love you don't wanna lose you don't make me let you go. Took such a long time for me to find you don't make me let you go. Baby, i'm begging please and i'm down here on my knees. I don't wanna have to set you free. Don't make me. Ba

In A Moment
Its amazing how in a moment, everything seems so torn, and so scattered, and then we close our eyes, Take a deep breath, let love fill every bit of our being, and we find hope, peace, patients, love, aspiration, courage, and strength. Its amazing how in a moment, everything seems lost, Pain holds us captive, and then we close our eyes, take a deep breath, and truly give our lives to God, and feel our whole world change, inside and out. See our dreams come true, Feel the Divine love of the father and unconditional love of the one that makes us complete. Its amazing how in a moment, I had given up. Everything seemed pointless. Then i took a deep breath and I let your love fill me to the brim, and I felt it all change inside of me. I found direction, I found hope, I found a million reasons to try. Thank you for being my reason.

I Wrote This For My Friend Debby "sweetone"
She inspired me to write this. I have deep respect and Love for my Friend Debby. My Little Angel.... You've traveled far my little angel. Is it true you've lost your way? Are you here for just a moment, Or will you rest your wings today? I can see your glowing halo, Shinning down upon your face. Are you here to touch my heart, Or am I talking out of place? Please don't cry, my little angel, You will soon be on your way. The sun will shine for you tomorrow But tonight you need to stay! What have I done to grace your presence? I can't believe you've come along, I've never shared my heart with others. And now I know that I've been wrong, I never once did I believed in angels! But today, I've come around For today I love an angel. And I'm so glad you touched the ground. I am truly Blessed to know her and to have her as my Friend. Thank you Debby, for being my Friend!

Long Sex Survey
If you really wanna know! Do you like it rough or sensual? Sensual Do you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both? Opposite How often do you like to have sex? Often Is sex a top priority for you? Top 10 Do you have sex face to face with your partner? Yes How often do you get drunk and have wild, crazy sex with a complete stranger? LOL! Never anymore! How do you feel about one night stands? Has to be some emotional connection How many one night stands have you had? Enough What's your favorite position? Doggie, Cowgirl, 69 Where's your favorite place to have sex? On something soft! Do you prefer to make love or f*uck? Both Have you ever watched porn while having sex? Yes How long do you usually fore-play b4 doing the deed? Loooong time!! Do you get off first or do they? Try to make her first... Do you like kissing during sex? Yes Do you moan? at times If so, are you loud or quite? more quiet Do you prefer your partner to be loud or quite?

Dream
The day is beautiful, sunshine brightly illuminates the sky, while a sensual aromatic scent drifts through the air. I am wandering about acres of land not paying any particular attention to anything except the quiet solitude. Amidst my wandering travels, I come to a golden lake. The cool waters look inviting as the warm sun shimmers across its surface. As I am encompassed in the freshness and delight of the revitalizing waters, I feel as free and as uninhibited as anyone could ever experience. Finally refreshed, I withdraw from those comforting waters and find a wonderful shade tree and lie down beneath its cascading branches. A gentle breeze caresses my already responsive body, making a warm glow emanate from the very vortex of my being. Relaxing beneath the protective covering in the field, I explore myself and find immense pleasure in bringing myself to a shattering climax again and again. Suddenly, a faceless stranger appears. Being interrupted in the midst of those er

Simba
It’s a beautiful day and I’m at the zoo, just ambling along from cage to cage. The animals are so wonderfully uninhibited, grooming and sniffing each other, and mating openly. I pass a male tortoise whose leg is in a splint. The zookeeper tells me it happened when he fell off his lover. Still chuckling over this mental image, I wander pass the birds, the big cats and the monkeys. My pleasure is enhanced by knowing what awaits me at the end of this path. Here I am, finally, in gorilla territory. I always save the gorillas for last. As I come dangerously close to Simba’s cage, my mouth goes dry and my pulse accelerates. Grasping the bars slightly above his head, he rivets his small black eyes directly on me and begins rhythmically swaying from side to side. People nearby remark on the intensity of his gaze and the power of his grip. The bars now visibly move as he sways. Somebody throws a peanut at him. I shudder at the humiliation and move even closer – close enough to

Attention To All You Fuckin Downraters
IM STARTING TO THINK THAT WHEN GOD GAVE BRAINS OUT HE FORGOT TO GIVE HALF OF THIS FUCKING WORLD ONE BECAUSE YOU CERTAINLY HAVE NO FUCKING RESPECT AND NO CONSIDERATION NOR MORALS YOU THINK YOUR SHIT DONT STINK AND YOU THINK YOUR BETTER THEN EVERYONE ELSE ON CHERRY TAP WELL NEWS FLASH YOUR A FUCKIN ASSWIPE WITH NO BRAIN AND NEED TO BE BEAT DOWN YOU LOW LIFES PIECES OF SHIT FUCK OFF AND KISS MY FUCKIN ASS IF YOU DONT LIKE WHAT IVE GOT TO SAY IT DONT MATTER YOU DOWNRATED MY DEFAULT PIC I'LL JUST DELETE IT AND FIX IT AGAIN YOU DIDNT DO NOTHEN BUT PISS ME OFF AND I WONT STOP VOICING MY THOUGHTS IM NOT AS NICE AS I ONCE WAS THE ONLY THING YOU DID WAS PUT ME INTO MORE OF A PISSED OFF MOOD. FUCK YOU HERES A CLUE GO ASK GOD TO GIVE YOU A FUCKIN BRAIN YOUR MOTHER FUCKER!

Fucking Downraters Your A Bunch Of Fuck Tards With No Brains
YOU KNOW YOU FUCKING PEOPLE ON HERE ARE REALLY STARTING TO PISS ME THE FUCK OFF WITH YOU FUCKIN STUPID ASS DOWN RATING IF YOU SORRY PIECES OF SHIT CANT CLICK A FUCKIN 10 THEN STAY FUCK OFF MY PAGE AND OUT OF MY FUCKIN PICS OR IM GONNA GO START DOING SOME FUCKIN DOWN RATING OF MY OWN YOU PEOPLE ARE FUCKIN IGNORANT IM SICK OF THE BULLSHIT GROW THE FUCK YOU FUCK TARDS!

My First Time...
Ok, I\'ll tell you guys on how I got into Rammstein... (Shame on you if you thought my blog was gonna be about fucking. But anyway) If you get bored easily or annoyed, I suggest you to either press the \'Back\' button, or press on the \'Home\' link. Ok, here we go. I remember when I was 13 years old and staying up at night watching MTV (I was young, ok?) and I\'ve just started to learn German, so here I was watching the \'You Hear it First\' or whatever it was called, and they were talking about a group from Germany. I was all excited to hear the music and put my \"German skills\" to the test(Well, ok, it was one or two sessions or just going over the ABC\'s, but I was very naive.) And there was Till going \"Du...Du Hast!\" And I\'m all like \"I DON\'T UNDERSTAND IT! :\'( \" But here I am today, a hard core Rammstein fan, and I will stay that way till the day I die! m/

I Love Ya
One morning you will never wake up. Do all your friends know you love them? I was thinking...I could die today, tomorrow or next week, and I wondered If I had any wounds needing to be healed, friendships That needed rekindling or three words needing to be said. Let every one of Your friends know you love them. Even if you think they don't love you back, You would be amazed at what those three little words and a smile can do. And just in case GOD calls me home before I see you again....... I LOVE YA!!! Send this to at least 8 people you love and send it Back to the person Who sent it to you. Live today to the fullest because tomorrow is not promised

You'll Stand By Me
lord there are times, your lights hard to find, and i'm too blind to see, Wont you show me the way, to a brighter day, and help me to believe, there are times in all our lives, its so hard to believe, but i know, you'll never let me go, and you'll always stand by me, won't you break apart, the chains that bind this heart, and set this lost soul free, won't you send your love, like a light from above, and help this blind man see, there are times, in all our lives, its so hard to believe, but i know, you'll never let me go, and you'll always stand by me,

Untitled I Think...dunno If I'm Done With This Yet
Wrap your hands around my neck Choke the life right out of me Make me break me Give me life You always know how to do it Bend me twist me Hold me down Take it from me Slip your fingers inside me Feel the way you make me slick Be my Daddy you know you want to Touch my naughty places in the dark Find those dark places in my heart... Here is the place you can start. © andi 2007

What's Your Summer Plan's
humm let me see . for vacation . i have plans to go back home to montana. and spend the two week's enjoying nature . fresh air and lots of open mountainous places . do some camping ,fly fishing .horseback riding , hiking . showing my sister some of the land that owns my heart &soul. no one has managed to hold my heart. but montana has my soul. the elk and mountain goats frolicing amount the cliff's and rim rocks . the smell of the pines after a rain storm .the sheer beauty nature has created for us to enjoy. before that . fixing fences . so the horses don't [go visiting the neighbor's ] lol. helping when ever i can .for family and friends . just kick around with family and friends when possable . what abot your's? care to share with me . come on it won't hurt ya. you might really like it . .

Confused.
I have never dated a person twice...to me it just doesn't make sense. If something was wrong enough to make you and that person break up once, then why would it magically be ok the second time around??? Well...lately I've been talking to an ex (who I still have feelings for and never really stopped caring for), and the subject of trying this dating thing again came up today. Part of me thinks I should say no and just forget about him. But then part of me misses him, and wants to be with him again........ I'm afraid of getting hurt. Of being used. But I feel like that's a risk I need to take at this point...Guys are good at the sweet talk...they know what girls like to hear, and they're sneaky like that....lol. and he is like the KING of sweet talk...that's why I'm a little nervous. Oh well...I just needed to do a bit of pointless rambling.... Goodnight everyone

Hiya My Day
well today was a great day the weather was nice went out to eat. got some bills paid ugh i hate bills played on winmx for a bit now im here with you all i just want to say have a great weekend all and many more to come Hugs Jennifer

Frosting
you get 2 containers of frosting,one for him one for her,chocolate for him,vanilla for her,you play a game as you strip slowly for each other on,...he lays down first,and lets her take charge,...she takes the chocolate smears it on his dick,licks it,slurps it,and gives him the most awesome chocolate blowjob he's ever had,he is grateful,and wants to repay her with some sweet tasty pleasyres of his own,he takes the vanilla and puts it on her soft supple breasts,right breast gets a good vanilla sucking,left breast gets a good a good vanilla sucking,he moves down her body,using his toungue down to her tummy,And since the chocolate was'nt all gonehe combined the vanilla and chocolate,licks down to her bellybutton, and further down to her nice shaven pussy so pink,anticipating a taste,a lick,a drink.--YUM-- and good for him,...he tastes the frosting and cum together,oh,how sweet,oh look she's a squirter,better drink it up oh how I love those hgt pussy juices,...he dives in and gives her such

The Beach
The moon rose full and bright over the quiet beach house. Its light glinted off the wall of windows that faced the surf, breaking frothy and white under the moon. The waves were gentle on this still night and the sea slipped in smoothly over the white sand, running up the beach and around the concrete pillars that supported the house above. The beach was empty for miles in either direction save for this lone house secluded in the back of a slight inlet. A man stood at the top of the bluff overlooking the bungalow. His white t-shirt, stretched tightly over his muscular body, glared brightly in the full moon. He had taken to coming here on moonlit nights to watch the ocean continue its quest to drown the earth. It was a refuge, his secret place. The house was always waiting on him, seeming to glow with warmth when he arrived, never disappointing him, never cajoling him when he had been away too long. She had always been alone, vacant until tonight. He stood atop a small bluff and looke

A Band Of Happiness…
How can I ever tell you Everything you mean to me All the little things you do Sweet words and golden smiles Make me love you even more When we're together it's magic Holding your hand, kissing you Embracing you, loving you Experiencing the essence of you Being with you is all I need To know my life is complete You are the woman of my destiny Savior of my heart and soul Let me make love to you now Joining our spirits into one Sharing our bodies and souls Creating a band of happiness A love unbroken by time.

In The Still Of The Night
He comes to me each night and I long for the day to end just so I can be with him. He fills me with his spirit, and I am satiated. Each night I prepare myself for him. I lavish my body in a bath of lavender scented oils. I sponge the warm water over my skin and breathe in the sensual aroma of the candles. I let my hands wander over my body, feeling the softness of my skin. I feel I could almost sleep in this oasis of warmth and aroma. Wrapping myself in the thickest towel, I pat my skin dry. Small drops of water still drip from my shoulder length hair, causing tiny rivers down my spine as I move from the warm lush bathtub to the edge of my bed. Wanting to be soft to his touch, I smooth cream all over my skin with the palms of my hands. I want him to be surrounded by the sweet scent of my perfume. To be mesmerized by the silky feel of my skin. My fingers massage the cream into the calves of my legs and then up over my stomach. It is all I can do to resist the temptation of letting th

Essence Of Humankind
“The true essence of humankind is kindness. There are other qualities which come from education or knowledge, but it is essential, if one wishes to be a genuine human being and impart satisfying meaning to one's existence, to have a good heart.” —Tenzin Gyatso, The 14th Dalai Lama

Bogus Profile Bullshit
ok... we get it... you arent happy with how you photograph! Hell I despise pics of me! I just dont photograph well! But Christ On a Pony! Give us a break already! When the scroll shows you this: Do you really expect to find a fucking vampire? Or This: Or maybe This: Do you HONESTLY expect to see anything REMOTELY resembling the person behind the profile? I didnt think so! Neither do I! But when you see these scroll by or pop up in a blast: Is it unreasonable to assume that you will be visiting the profile of the person in the picture? Why the fuck would a nice looking woman have a pic of someone else as her main? This is the case in two of these. A decent looking female using a completely BOGUS pic for her main is up to something... driving traffic to her page with a purposfully deceptive main pic! LAME LAME LAME! The worst offenders are the fucking GUYS with little hotties for main pics! God do I want the virtual bitchslap comman

A Heart Full Of Memories
For such a long time Our lives filled with laughter Hours of passion Now gone in the hereafter ~ Pleasure when the nights were long Always dreaming We could do no wrong Lost in the magic ~ Here’s a piece of my heart Lay it carefully upon your soul Caress it gently In my arms I long to hold ~ Holding you with a fierce desire Tempting you With lips of fire Slowly enticing you ~ Enticing you with passion Caressing you with love Gone are those moments In a "heart full of memories"

The Lethally Tempted
Streaking satin through my thoughts, I write. You, wrapped in a ball of silk ebony, Black and lethal as this night, Dripping with temptation, Freshly dipped in most desirable ink Eyes aflame and none to blame, It’s deeper than you think. To eat this fruit would be a sin To strip you of all your cares Run my fingers down your skin, But would I really dare… In this pure transparency All lust burns like a raging pyre, No need for veils of passionate wit I’ll gladly be your “truth telling” liar. I could want you forever, Kill for one kiss in the rain Not a knight in white satin But a temptress lost in vain.

Dream Love
I was always told, that in a dream, one day, somebody special would come along. Somebody who'll take your tears away. The one who'll make everything okay. The one who'll love you forever. Well.. I've been waiting for that one day to come. For the special someone. Then one day I had this new Crush, He's so sweet... he makes me smile, he makes me blush. But it seems he doesn't feel the same way towards me, that I feel towards him. The closer my heart got to his... that big of a jump he'd take away from me. Every time I'd think of him tears would roll down my face. Because I am depressed for one reason. It's because I don't have him. I wish there was some way. But there isn't. His heart belongs to another. But I'll wish, and hope and prey for one day to come, and maybe you'll be the one. The one who'll take my tears away. The one who'll make everything okay. The one who'll love me forever. I'll keep waiting for that day to come, and for

How Can I...
How can I love somebody so much How can I describe the power in your touch How can you always make the pain go away How can your smile brighten up every day How can I ever show you how much you have done How come when I’m with you, I always have fun How can I imagine my life without you How can I wait any longer to say "I do" How did I ever doubt the Lord’s power, he created I the water, and you his flower How did two people like us ever meet How are you so perfect, from your lips to your feet How did my heart melt for you at Ocean City How did our souls unite in the Bahamas, on an island so pretty How can our love feel so powerful inside How could I live without you as my soul-mate and the lord as my guide How can our love survive in a world growing so cold How can I silence the evil, so that we can grow old How do I show my thanks for every little thing that you do How can I walk the earth picking every rose just for you How can I make February 14th the best day e

How Bad Do U Want Me??
HOW BAD R U WANTED????? Post this and see how many messages u get....don't be scared!! It is really amazing to see what people really think about you...and I promise you are probably going to be shocked at some of the responses.... (1) just friends (2) gorgeous (3) cute as heck (4) hot (5) fine (6) sexy (7) amazingly sexy (8) we can be friends with benefits (9) id take u to my crib (10) i want 2 make u my gf/bf (11) i love u baby (12) call me.....(__)____-___ repost this and see your results ;)

I Wish...
I wish That you could be here With me, right now... Holding my hand... Caressing me in your arms... Gently, softly, kissing my cheek... Making your way to my lips... Looking deeply, passionately, into my sapphire eyes... Smoothing my silky hair... Your arm around my waist... You never want to let go... I wish That we could be Together... Like her... and him... That we could go places... See things, do things... Together... Walk along the beach... Lie beneath the stars... Sit under a shady oak tree... Together... Hand in hand... Our fingers laced... My head against your shoulder... Your arm around my waist... I wish... That we could be Together... Forever...

Dear Lord
DEAR LORD, Let this be my daily prayer Each day my faith renew. Take me by the hand, Dear Lord, And let me walk with you. Fill my heart each day with love, As I do my daily deeds. Please give me strength for each new day To meet my daily needs. Let me have an open-mind Getting wisdom, straight from You. Let Your light shine out from me In all I say and do. Help me deal with others As You would have me do. Lord, help me think before I speak So Your love in me shows through. And each day please forgive me Of the things that I did wrong. Help me forgive my enemies, By forgiving, make me strong. Help me know just what to do, When problems start to rise. Fill me with Your wisdom, So I'll be truly wise. Mold me into what You want. Fill me with Your love. Help me make this life on earth Like paradise above. Each night as I lay down to sleep Let me hear from You, "Well done." I ask all this from You, Dear Lord, In the name of Jesus Christ, Your S

Photo Ratings....
Well, it looks like my default profile photos is making the rounds of being rated with five's, seven's, eight's and nine's....give me a fucking break!! If you don't like the serious nature of my pic, then don't bother to rate it...it's not going to bother me anymore one way or another...I am a Sagitarius, our demeanor by nature is supposed to be intense...we are passionate, loyal and protective of what is ours. I don't claim to be good looking and when you get older, your looks tend to fade away. Most likely, it's the young and the beautiful giving me the bad ratings. I'll tell you young punks one thing: your time is coming... There is a reason why I dubbed myself TheDarklord...I have a dark side that I am in tune with. I like darker nature of society...I love the gothic themes of Iron Maiden, Metallica, Megadeth, etc...If I was a happier, joyful person, I would have been called TheLightlord... So keep on giving my pic low ratings...I don't give a shit anymore...

Want To Feel Stupid?
Why is it that people say they "slept like a baby" when babies >wake up every two hours? > >* If a deaf person has to go to court, is it still called a >hearing? > >* Why do we press harder on a remote control when we know the >batteries are flat? > >Why do banks charge a fee on "insufficient funds" when they know there is >not enough? > >Why does someone believe you when you say there are four billion stars, but >check when you say the paint is wet? > >* Why do they use sterilized needles for death by lethal injection? > >* Why doesn't Tarzan have a beard? > >* Why does Superman stop bullets with his chest, but ducks when you >throw a revolver at him? > >* Why do Kamikaze pilots wear helmets? > >* Whose idea was it to put an "S" in the word "lisp"? > >* What is the speed of darkness? > >* Are there specially reserved parking spaces for "normal" people >at >the Special Olympics? >

The Marine
Marines come in all shapes, shades, weights, sizes, and states of sobriety, misery, and confusion. He is sly as a fox, has the nerve of a dope addict, the stories of an old sailor, the sincerity of a politician, and the subtly of Mt. Saint Helen. He is extremely irresistible, totally irrational and completely indestructible. A Marine is a Marine all his life. He is a magical creature. You can kick him out of your house but not out of your heart. You can take him off your mailing list but not off your mind. Marines are found everywhere... in love...in battle... in lust... in trouble...in debt...in bars and ... behind them. No one can write so seldom and yet think so much of you. No one else can get so much enjoyment out of a letter or clean clothes or a six pack. A Marine is a genius with a deck of cards. A millionaire - without a cent - and brave, without a grain of sense. He is the PROTECTOR OF AMERICA, with the latest copy of Playboy in his back pocket. When he wants something

Roses Of Love
Like roses in satin vases we stand, Together, perfection is met Although petals fade as mistakes are made, This love, I shall never regret. Where would I find the month of July, If you didn't guide me to June? And who would say "Babe, your not gonna die", When I'm scared to death in my room? Where would I be without you, my love? Where would my dreams be safe? Where could I place my smiles my love? My tears, my fears and my faith? As time knows no love, It seems our love knows no time, And as years pass I feel us grow, Not apart but instead, our stems entwine, With a love sometimes too strong to show.

Oh Well I Guess Thats Life And The Sagga Continues
well as the story gets better than the first one so i feel i need to just vent as you all ready know i am working overnights and i dont see my man that much any more the one day i have off this month im out shopping for the kids i get home to find out he {my man} and his service manager got into an arguement instead of acting like mature adults the service manager decides to bring me into it by haveing her mother call me and tell me that she is someone elses mom whom my old man has been sleeping with since feb . i found out that it was the service managers mother who called me so i would put him out and believe me i was until i stopped to think about it . i next recieved a call from a girl claiming to be ther person in question she not knowing i allready knew who it was calling me and how they got my number{of course emergancy contact list lol} decides she wants to tell be her line of bs and when i asked where his birth mark was all she can say is i dont know go fig of course you didn

A To Z Passion Play
Apply massage oil to your lover's back while giving a sensual massage. Bring a single red rose to trace down your partner's body on your next sensual encounter. Cuddle often. Dance seductively under the moonlight. Engage in a loving embrace. Flirt with each other across a filled room. Grab your lover's bottom the next time they walk by. Have a bubble bath ready when your lover comes home. Ignite each other's flame by carrying out each other's fantasy. Joke with each other often. Kill time by kissing. Lust as well as love each other. Make love outside. Nudity can be fun, especially while swimming! Open up to each other and play truth or dare. Play, play, play! Quietly sneak up on your partner and attack them sexually. Romance your lover. Surprise your lover with the best sensual gift: you in the nude with a big bow! Take your time during foreplay. Understand that each of you are different and enjoy different things. Venture into unknown territory by reading up on a

Remembering.......
Looking up at the moon lit night I recall the night we spend together making love to you beneath the stars wishing it would last forever. Feeling you so close to me your body heating mine and once again we became one two bodies intertwined. As we lay there under the night sky slowly watching it fade away knowing you will be leaving me soon in my mind begging you to stay.

Don't Limit Me
DON'T LIMIT ME "I am," says I am "Whatever you need. I still answer prayer You don't have to plead. I know what you want Even before you asked. I'm still God today Like I was in times past. I'm here today And I'll always be. So don't tie Me down, Don't limit Me. You think I'm retired And don't work anymore. If I don't work in you, It's cause you shut the door. I'm still very active I still work today. I still keep things going, In My Own special way. I'm still very able To do what needs done. Just give Me your life, Make Me number one. I'll give you My power, I'll work in your life. I'll be by your side Through sorrow and strife. I'll turn all your troubles Into blessings galore. You can't comprehend What I've got in store. If you open your eyes You'll be able to see, I'm still here today, So don't limit Me. There's nothing today That I can not do. If it's miracles you want, It's just up to you. Just believe what I say Thoug

Last Flight
From my brother, Vietnam vet, retired Army aviator, FAA board member, and frequent traveler. From one of his recent flights cross country, a moving American story. Bring tissue... Slick Bro~ This sure brings the reality of war home; I have been on several flights that have troops returning home from Iraq and it is great to see the respect that they are shown by the silent majority. This certainly raises my opinion of United Airlines. This was written by Lt Gen McCorkle, a retired Marine hero who had an extraordinary career and remains a humble gentleman. Before his retirement a couple of years ago, he was in charge of all Marine aviation. On this weekend that has lots of people exercising their right to freedom of speech to protest the war in Iraq, let's not let this minority of Americans discourage our support of those serving in harms way and their families here at home. They very much need our prayers and support. The second to last paragraph is true and most appropri

First Kiss
Hearts entwine~Hearts collide; When hearts connect, it's hard to hide. Eyes smolder~Searching deep; Lips are moving~Cannot speak; Emotions raw~Emotions pure; Feelings real, yet still unsure. Blood boils~Pulses race; Tongue burns with a hunger, Waiting to taste~ Wanting only to feel~ With wild anticipation seeming all too real. So touch it, Taste it~ Breathe it all in; So frantic with desire~ Not sure where to begin. Devoured by a whirlwind~ Engulfed in passions flame~ Lost in a lust that transcends any other lovers game. To want with such intensity~ A fever burns within~ Not sure how it got started~ Don't ever want it to end.

Corner
Asking me to dance, you take me by the hand and lead me to the dance floor, a slow dance. I'm so taken by you I don't even hear the song. You pull me closer, our eyes connect as you look into my captivating green eyes. There is only you and I at this moment, and the other bodies moving slowly on the dance floor with us do not exist. Liking the warmth of your body, I pull myself closer to you. Your hips press closer, beginning to grind into mine, and your kisses lightly fall on my face. Your hands slide slowly down my back, and I instinctively push my whole body into you. We continue dancing slowly, hips grinding together, our kisses light and gentle. Your hands roam further down my back, sliding over my ass. My nipples are tingling just being so close to you. I look into your eyes as I begin to tease your lips with my tongue. Your hands reach down to the hem of my skirt, and you tug it just a little higher. I probe a little deeper with my tongue, kissing you wetly, passionately. Your h

Blindfold
Something is different today. I can’t put my finger on it, but it is unmistakably there. From the moment I woke up. You had been asking me a lot of questions lately about my fantasies, but you quieted down a few days ago. Your silence, however, didn’t hinder my imagination, which is usually in overdrive but today it was working double time. Your incessant probing finally got to me, as I began to mastermind a new fantasy. My thoughts had found their way into my dreams, as clouds wafting in and out; I could see them but couldn’t quite make them out. They were there, but they weren’t. I awoke with anticipation. My hand lazily snaked its way between my thighs and found exactly what I expected - a swollen clit and a lot of wetness. I lightly rubbed myself and rolled over in the warm, rumpled sheets looking for you. You were gone. I quit playing with myself, thinking it best to save it for later. Had I been reading too much James Redfield lately? Probably. And if this was the case and I foll

Sup
Time Understands Love Once upon a time there was an island where all the feelings lived; Happiness, Sadness, Knowledge, and all the others......, including Love. One day it was announced to all of the feelings that the island was going to sink to the bottom of the ocean. So all the feelings prepared their boats to leave. Love was the only one that stayed. She wanted to preserve the island until the last possible moment. When the island was almost totally under, Love decided it was time to leave. She began looking for someone to ask for help. Just then Richness was passing by in a grand boat. Love asked, "Richness, Can I come with you on your boat?" Richness answered, "I'm sorry, but there is a lot of silver and gold on my boat and there would be no room for you." Then Love decided to ask Vanity for help who was passing in a beautiful vessel. Love cried out, "Vanity, help me please." I can't help you", Vanity said, "You are all wet and will damage my beautiful boat." Next, Love saw S

Unnoticed
Walking into a crowded room No knowledgement You move slowly to the middle Surrounded by hundreds not one head turns Everyone notices everyone else like being on the outside looking in Examining everyone around No one returning the favor So you continue through being pushed aside but no one notices no one cares A lonely soul traveling the earth doomed to be unnoticable to live the routine day after day year after year--unnoticed!!!

Sand And Stone
TWO FRIENDS WERE WALKING THROUGH THE DESERT. DURING SOME POINT OF THE JOURNEY, THEY HAD AN ARGUMENT; AND ONE FRIEND SLAPPED THE OTHER ONE IN THE FACE. THE ONE WHO GOT SLAPPED WAS HURT, BUT WITHOUT SAYING ANYTHING, WROTE IN THE SAND: TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SLAPPED ME IN THE FACE. THEY KEPT ON WALKING, UNTIL THEY FOUND AN OASIS, WHERE THEY DECIDED TO TAKE A BATH THE ONE WHO HAD BEEN SLAPPED GOT STUCK IN THE MIRE AND STARTED DROWNING, BUT THE FRIEND SAVED HIM. AFTER HE RECOVERED FROM THE NEAR DROWNING, HE W ROTE ON A STONE: "TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SAVED MY LIFE ". THE FRIEND WHO HAD SLAPPED AND SAVED HIS BEST FRIEND ASKED HIM, "AFTER I HURT YOU, YOU WROTE IN TH

9 Words Women Use
1.) Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2.) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3.) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4.) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5.) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.) 6.) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay f

You Need Not Be Afraid
When the day reaches end, And the sun all but gone, Know I’m here for you, Know you’re not alone, When the hour is upon us, When the world begins to fade, My arms will cradle you, You need not be afraid, Tho your tears are falling, Life is spinning round, I won’t leave you hurting, I won’t let you down, Now close your eyes, Let it all fade away, Rest peacefully in my arms, And softly I will pray,

Mom
Please Help!! I am a single mom trying to take care of her daughter and her parents. I have been without a steady place to live for almost six month's. I was even told by someone I thought was a friend I had to choose a place to stay or my daughter. I chose my daughter. We have had a very bad run of luck over the last couple of years and I have reached my limit. I don't like asking for help, but I am desperate to get out of where we are staying now. I had to spend almost $700 of my trailer money to get the gas turned back on, so we could have hot water, heat and a way to cook food. We still do not have a refrigerator and have been with out the whole time we have been there. We have lost several pets due to not having our own place. I have found us a home, but am short on money due to trying to take care of my family. My mother spends over $600 a month on medication. She has been off work for several month's and has no insurance. So I am doing wha

Drinking With A Redneck Girl
Drinking with a Redneck Girl >> > A Mexican, an Iraqi, and a redneck girl are in the same bar. >> > When the Mexican finishes his beer, he throws his glass in the >> > air, pulls out his pistol, and shoots the glass to pieces. >> > He says, "In Mexico our glasses are so cheap we don't need to drink with the Same one twice." >> > The Iraqi, obviously impressed by this, drinks his beer, throws >> > into the air, pulls out his AK-47, and shoots the glass to pieces. >> > He says, "In Iraq we have so much sand to make glasses that we >> > don't need to drink with the same one twice either." >> > The redneck girl, cool as a cucumber, picks up her beer, downs it >> > in one gulp, throws the glass into the air, whips out her .45, and >> > shoots the Mexican and the Iraqi. Catching her glass, setting it on the bar, >> > and calling for a refill, she says, "In America we have so many >> > illegal Mexicans and Arabs th

One Of Writigs I Like To Share
CLARITY OF PURPOSE A new day awakens, our eyes open, we take our first full breath of the day,and another 24 hours is ours to do as we wish. Amazed by this very thought your mind greats your subconscious and the reservoir of thoughts pours through the doors of wisdom and creativity like a dam opening its gates after a heavy rain fall. So many ideas, so many challenges, and maybe a few unresolved decisions clouded by indecisive memories. Yet, the inner strength that molds you to be who you are seeks benevolence. Understanding in ones mindset, there is right, and there is wrong, and never an option to deviate away from this because trying to believe in half truths, or half lies leads you to deception, and can’t allow yourself to succumb to this realization. Each day, we awake from a dream, or with a thought, that usually sets our day in motion. Our day will either start on a positive or negative mindset, knowing if it does infact start on a negative side, we hav

Just Need To Rant
I understand that as a strong individual, you have to be happy when you're alone. Basically, being independent, not dependent on having someone else in your life to make you happy. I have been independent for a long time, and certainly have dated as well. Without having dated anyone for a long time, it just is hard to feel happy with the idea of still being alone. I don't need someone in my life, but I sure as hell want someone there. Sometimes it makes me wonder if I am just too insensitive, too ugly, or something, I'm not sure. Confidence is hard to build with so few positive experiences, you know? No comments needed, just had to rant a bit.

Milk-made
"Women were the dominate and controlling sex in this world. Men were used for labor and for their semen. Men were treated as beasts and it was considered immoral to have sexual intercourse with males. Males were milked for their semen which in turn was used to create new life by inseminating the females. Semen was also a main staple of the women's diet, which supplied them with the most essential vitamins and proteins. It was the milk of life. Every woman who could afford to own a male had one so her household could always have a fresh supply of cum to drink or add to their food. This male also was put to work as a mule or work horse. Those who could not afford to keep males, or simply did not wish to have the beast near them would have to buy their milk at the stores. That milk came from "Harvesters" those who owned hundreds of males and had special facilities to milk the cream from them. Men were not always cooperative in giving their white thick juice, so a machine was used. The mal

Wow
i am so bored... there is about 2 people that pay attention to my anythings on here.....just so you know im just ramblin about nothing cuz i am so bored....i should go to bed since i have to work... but why.. why waste your time sleeping.. sleepin is so over rated... wow .. my conversation A D D is kickin in as kimy would say... but then she isnt here... she is out playin... having fun.. wish i had time to have fun.. but then of course family and work kinda get in the way of that...some of us have to work for a living... okay please dont take any of this personally ... i am just ramblin remember... okay ill shut up now.. i guess ill just go to bed.. have a great weekend ... everyone that reads this....

Cherrytap Is Such A Blast........
wow...hey everybody. I tell ya this cherrytap is a total blast...so glad my friend lori26101 told me about it.......once i joined i got her to join and we are both havin fun...i am addicted! anyway there is soooooo much to do here that i haven't been able to do everything yet...have met some really wonderful people and one lady that i am coming to really admire...lady_byrd...thank you for a new friend! well that's about it for now...thanks for all the adds and rates...keep showin me some love and it will be returned! twoshy

2 All The Ladies Out There!!!
""""If ur pretty and you know it clap your hands! ""THIS IS A TOAST.... 2 US... FOR THE MEN WHO HAVE US, THE LOSERS WHO HAD US, AND THE LUCKY BASTARDS WHO WILL MEET US!! SEND THIS ONLY TO PRETTY LADIES INCLUDING THE ONE WHO SENT IT TO YOU You have been hit. You have been considered One of the 15 prettiest girls on my friends list. Once you have been hit, you have to hit 15 pretty girls. If you get hit again you know your really pretty. If you break the chain you'll have UglyNess for 10 years. So hit 15

Blog #1
I love to write blogs about anything so if you are on my friends list, check back often!! Most of the time they never say anything important but I get bored alot! Baseball season starts this week and I am so excited! I have been waiting several months for this!!!!! I can't wait to cheer for the Cubs yet again. At least this year I will have something to cheer about (hopefully) Well, it is almost bedtime and as soon as I finish my Mudslide, that is where I am headed.

Article About My Show Will Be Up In 2 Weeks + Brat Prince Mention??
Hey everyone, just wanted to let you all know there's an article in about 2 weeks and an upcoming interview for Chicagosrock.com The article will touch bases on my time in the music, my record label, entertainment and radio business as well as my Non Profit and how I support Local bands worldwide as well as goals for the future. This is the 2nd interview done on me from either a magazine or music site. More will come. I also mention World Rock Radio's own Brat Prince..another Chicago Native. This will surely make my shows as well as myself very well known in Chicago, which is my home city. There's reasons I don't mention everything I do, but I think people will know now :) -Raven

Cyber Lovers
Dedicated to cyber lovers everywhere... Always happy when the work day is done, I pull into our driveway as the garage door opens. Your truck, clean and newly waxed, sits in there. A faint smile appears on my face as I find myself visualizing your sleek, hard body slowly laboring over your truck, perspiration glistening on your skin. I sigh when the smell of you associated with that vision seems to drift right under my nose. What an erotic smell it is. I pull into the garage, turn the ignition off and gather up my purse and briefcase. Entering the house, I don’t see or hear you, but I still anticipate the smell of you. Kicking my shoes off, I throw my purse and briefcase on the couch like always. I walk into the kitchen and grab a glass of water, not trying to be very quiet and wanting you to know I’m home. It’s so quiet... you must be in the den and online, surfing, researching the latest technology, or downloading those naughty pics you know I like so much. I walk down the hall a

A Poem From Off The Tip Of My Tongue
Love What is love? How does it feel? How do you know When love is for real? Love is real and it may hurt. Even the pain has it's worth. Love is a feeling ~ not just a four letter word. Love can be loud, even unheard. Love is for real the moment it's there. Love is around you, love is a tear. I love you I know it, I need you I feel it You feel the same when you are with me you show it. Thank you for loving me and each day I learn Love has many meanings it can make the world turn I love you xo Ser William

Speaking
Think before you speak... Here are six reasons why you should think before you speak the last one is great!!! Have you ever spoken and wished that you could immediately take the words back or that you could crawl into a hole? Here are the Testimonials of a few people who did........ FIRST TESTIMONY: I walked into a hair salon with my husband and three kids in tow and asked loudly, "How much do you charge for a shampoo and a blow job?" I turned around and walked back out and never went back My husband didn't say a word... he knew better. SECOND TESTIMONY: I was at the golf store comparing different kinds of golf balls. I was unhappy with the women's type I had been using. After browsing for several minutes, I was approached by one of the good-looking gentlemen who works at the store. He asked if he could help me.

Calling All Divas, Goddess, Kittens, Queens And Rock Vixens
My friend World Renowned photographer is looking for people to shoot You can email me for more info Sales@BrittanyAndrews.com -------------------------------------------- THE DIVA DOLL SHOOT" CALLING ALL DEVIL DIVAS, GOTH GODDESSES, KITTENS WITH WHIPS CORSET QUEENS & ROCKIN' VIXENS: Now's your chance to shoot with Justice Howard, world renowned erotic art/music/glamour celebrity photographer. For a very limited time her lens is focused on YOU! Make your Fetish Fantasy Come True with THE SEX GODDESS Pin-up Package: $300.00 (All Inclusive) Exclusive Private Photo Session includes: -Pre-shoot consultation & styling pre-prep -Beautiful, Spacious 2500 sq. foot Studio in downtown Los Angeles -50 images (2 perfectly retouched to " Magazine Cover" perfection) -CD of 50 images (You now OWN them and can publish & use them at will) -Make-up and Hair Artists -Wardrobe to suit you -on set Model coaching from Pinup Diva Kim Falcon. Limited Edition Sessions offered May and A

Love
Your Love Element Is Fire In love, you are a true listener and totally present. For you, love is all about feeling more alive than you've ever felt. You attract others with your joy and passion. Your flirting style is defined by your strong ability to communicate. Fun and play are the cornerstones of your love life. And while your flame may burn too brightly, it's part of your appeal. You connect best with: Wood Avoid: Water You and another Fire element: will likely burn out quickly What Element Is Your Love?

This Is For Me And My Mom.. No Joke.. Please Help If You Can...
Please Help!! I am a single mom trying to take care of her daughter and her parents. I have been without a steady place to live for almost six month's. I was even told by someone I thought was a friend I had to choose a place to stay or my daughter. I chose my daughter. We have had a very bad run of luck over the last couple of years and I have reached my limit. I don't like asking for help, but I am desperate to get out of where we are staying now. I had to spend almost $700 of my trailer money to get the gas turned back on, so we could have hot water, heat and a way to cook food. We still do not have a refrigerator and have been with out the whole time we have been there. We have lost several pets due to not having our own place. I have found us a home, but am short on money due to trying to take care of my family. My mother spends over $600 a month on medication. She has been off work for several month's and has no insurance. So I am doing wha

Lessons
i was thinking the other day of some of the things in life i had been taught and so i thought i would start posting some. 1. when you want to show someone how much you care sometimes the simplest actions work better than any gift like dancing with them to an old john lennon song in your room. " i frequently dance in the kitchen with my wife" 2. it is okay to have ice cream for breakfast as long as you have good company to eat it with. 3. anything to get by - this i was taught by my mom and it seems rather selfish but if you die then you dont get to do anything else so survival is key 4. you can please some of the people some of the time but you can offend everyone if you try hard enough. 5. if you want to know who looks at your ass then just put a give me a dollar patch above it and whoever does will reply i dont have a dollar 6. no matter how much you do in life you always want to do more 7. simple things are beautiful except simple people they are just scary a

Illegal Immigrants
Illegal Immigrants I cross ocean, poor and broke, Take bus, see employment folk. Nice man treat me good in there, Say I need go see Welfare. Welfare say, "You come no more, We send cash right to your door." Welfare checks, they make you wealthy, Medicaid it keep you healthy! By and by, Got plenty money, Thanks to you, TAXPAYER dummy. Write to friends in motherland, Tell them 'come, fast as you can' They come in turbans and Ford trucks, I buy big house with welfare bucks. They come here, we live together, More welfare checks, it gets better! Fourteen families, they moving in, But neighbor's patience wearing thin. Finally, white guy moves away, . I buy his house, and then I say, "Find more aliens for house to rent." In my yard I put a tent. Send for family they j

So Many Things Happen In The Next 2 Weeks
im gonna need all the friends and support i can cuz next week on the 7th my brother gets married to this great girl and then less then 2 or 3 weeks later he goes off to Iraq and i have to start been the rock of the family see my brother has been since my fathers accident in 99 cuz he has been in a coma since and now since my brother is leavein its gonna be hard on my mom even more and i will have to be her rock i just need people to talk to from time to time anyone care to be that person hit me back

Melanie Needs Your Love & Support She Is Sick W/cancer ...i'm Going To Repost This Until U Give A Damn!!!.....w/music Video
Ok people, Melanie needs all the friends & love you are willing to show & give her, Right now she is battling cancer & the treatments are giving her a rough time, can't you find it in ur heart as I did, just to send her a message or comment of love and support?? I'M GOING TO REPOST THIS UNTIL THIS SICK WORLD GIVES A DAMN ABOUT OTHER PEOPLE THIS BREAKS MY HEART SHE IS SO YOUNG AND BEAUTIFUL AND HAS A HEART OF GOLD C'MON' DO I REALLY HAVE TO BEG U TO OR IS THERE A HEART INSIDE UR CHEST!!!!! Cancer is difficult Let alone the chemo-therapy on her tiny young body I lost my: mother father grandma and both grandpa's all to cancer, so plzz have a compassionate heart loving and caring heart IT'S ONLY A HELLO HOW HARD IS THAT IF IT WAS YOU WOULDN'T YOU WANT THIS SUPPORT TO---YOU KNOW YOU WOULD!!! She's doing the best she can at the moment. Isn't it suppose to be Cherry Tap Love we show??? I'm so glad I met her and her

Stop Global Warming!!!!!!!
REDUCE YOUR IMPACT AT HOME Most emissions from homes are from the fossil fuels burned to generate electricity and heat. By using energy more efficiently at home, you can reduce your emissions and lower your energy bills by more than 30%. In addition, since agriculture is responsible for about a fifth of the world’s greenhouse gas emissions, you can reduce your emissions simply by watching what you eat. Replace a regular incandescent light bulb with a compact fluorescent light bulb (cfl) CFLs use 60% less energy than a regular bulb. This simple switch will save about 300 pounds of carbon dioxide a year. If every family in the U.S. made the switch, we’d reduce carbon dioxide by more than 90 billion pounds! You can purchase CFLs online from the Energy Federation. Move your thermostat down 2° in winter and up 2° in summer Almost half of the energy we use in our homes goes to heating and cooling. You could save about 2,000 pounds of carbon dioxide a year with this simple adj

Personalities By Date Of Birth
Look up your day of birth and see if its true!!! 1st Day of the Month A birthday on the first day of the month means that you have a strong will, are self-reliant and independent. People may say you "think too much," because you like to plan but not to actually build. Similarly, you're better at diagnosing what's wrong than prescribing a remedy. You have a good mind and like to reason things out. Practical and idealistic at the same time, you refer most things to your head rather than to your heart. As a result, although you are capable of great affection, you are not usually demonstrative of it. In spite of all your independence you are very sensitive and need positive feedback and encouragement. You possess a great deal of unexpressed power. 2nd Day of the Month A birthday on the second day of the month indicates that you are highly emotional and very sensitive to your environment. Somewhat nervous and forgetful, you make friends easily and they have great fondness for you. Y

Who Do You Think Is Going To Win At Wrestlemania 23?
my votes on the winners of wrestlemania 23 are as follows, undertaker will be crowned world heaveyweight champion after he defeats batista and retain his undefeated streak at wrestlemania, jhon cena will remain wwe champion winning over hbk, vince mchman will be bald after bobby lashley wins over umaga, and stone cold will stunn everyone and drags vince over for the haircut, kane will beat the great kialiah, beniot will win mvp and remain us champion, ashley will become the new woman's champion in her lumberjill match against melina, randy orton will win the money in the bank ladder match, ecw originals will win over the new bred,

Taken From My Livejournal Post
I haven't done that many updates so here's one before we move. And if you had to read that over again that's okay, we are moving on Easter. We will be going the 900 some miles to S.C., my home state. Everything is going good up here, Josh just wants to see the world lol. I'm 13 weeks and 2 days pregnant right now. We've heard the heartbeat. I have picked up my medical records, I have a cyst on my right ovary. The doctor wants me to have another pap, just to keep an eye on it. She's not that worried about so I'm not going to be. Also, the baby's heartbeat rate was 133. Josh's last day at work was yesterday. He's been home all day, which has been really nice. He will be gone for almost a week next week to help his brother and his family move into their new house. We have some things packed but just not his Josh's van yet. I know Josh is going out during the day Monday, I think, to have drinks with Peter. I'm sure Peter will try to talk him out of moving as will Kris. I think P

Why Not...
ATTRACTIVE TEST Body: would you makeout with me me? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Would you sleep with me? [] In an instant! [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Am I attractive? [] Heck no [] hot as Hell [] Fine [] Cute [] Okay [] Ugly! Do you think I'm a virgin? [] Yes [] No [] Don't know Name one thing you would like to do to me... [] _____________ I look like.. [] A player [] One time thing [] Next bf/gf [] A friend [] A friend with benefits [] A possibility [] A loser If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No [] maybe Would you rather.. [] Hook up with me [] Cuddle with me [] Date me [] Friends [] Friends with benefits On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. [] 1 [] 2 [] 3 [] 4 [] 5 [] 6 [] 7 [] 8 [] 9 [] 10 What would you want me to be to you? [] Friend [] Girlfriend/Boyfriend [] Friend with benefits [] Husband/Wife Would you give me a lapdance? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Are you g

Wtf
Idont get it these people want u to join this site. Then you get on here and the mothafuckers wont write you back or shout at you or nothing. I hate people half of teh fucking time. They are just plain out fucking stupid.

Appointment Today
Had a long day. I had an appointment with one of my new doctors. I am also being refered to several other departments for different medical problems. I go back in 2 weeks and I'll have to ask my neurologist if he/she could refer me to yet another department for learning disability testing because I need medical documention for the college I'm looking to transfer too. Other than that, not much else went on today.

Have Fun
ever since my first blog about whinners ive been hit with rates of less then 10 i dont care im here to meet good people not whinners who cry about pics. so if you get off rateing me like that go ahead you babys it goes to showyou should start the whinners family and be proud because you do it so well.

Wtf!!!!!!!
I HAVE BEEN DOWN RATED TODAY TO DEATH 1 3 4 REALLY NOW IM ATLEAST A 8 LOL....HAS THIS SITE FLIPPED ITS FUCKIN LID....SO SUP EVERYONE ITS FRIDAY IS EVERYONE HAVIN A GREAT WEEKEND SO FAR I KNOW IM NOT ITS FUCKIN BORING I WENT EASTER SHOPPING FOR THE KIDS THE NEVER REALLY LIKE WHAT THEY GET ANYWAYS SO W/E....ITS LIKE AT X-MAS THE GRAY HAIRED BASTARD GETS ALL THE CREDIT AND AT EASTER THE BUNNY GETS IT ALL WHEN DO WE GET ANY CREDIT WE DONT WE SUCK IN OUR KIDS EYES HAHA!!!! WELL I WALKED 3 MILES TO NIGHT DUE TO THE FACT I GAINED 12 POUNDS DR SAID GET IT OFF APPERANTLY IM A FATTY...BEEN PLAYIN TENNIS (YES QUICK PEOPLE DO STILL PLAY TENNIS)LOL....WELL I GEUSS I HAVE TOOK UP ENOUGH SPACE AND TIME LATER...XOXOX, MESHA!!

Weekly Horoscope Story!
Weekly romance (by Astrology.com) If you're single, this isn't the week that's going to change that (except maybe on Sunday). But if you already have someone special, this week is bliss. Monday is sweet and calming, the kind of day when you feel like sitting in a tree with someone and drinking tea. Tuesday and Wednesday you're glowing from within. Everyone is showering you with praise. Thursday, Friday and Saturday are mundane by comparison -- you're surrounded with yellow pads full of scribbling about the future, financial projections ... stuff like that. Sunday is straight out of a romance novel. In a good way. from my yahoo,weekly story horoscope. vary Daily singles love (by Astrology.com) It's just one of those days -- one in which you're blindingly brilliant, burning hot and stunningly magnetic if the stars have their say. Needless to say, any romantic endeavors are most definitely favored. from my yahoo,daily astrologie

Depression
when it comes down to lt life is to short to let depression stand in the way WE cant help if you dont let us just give us a chance to help by pushing us away your only hurting yourself and the ones that care for you dont let depression stand in the way of freinds it takes a life to build up love but only a second to let depression get you down hold tight to your frends they will help.

A Poem I Wrote
My Baby Boy I loved you from the first day they told me i was caring you You were eight weeks old at that time you were begin to get Your little hands, little fingers, little legs and little toes. You were becoming mine and daddy’s perfect little boy. But at 12 weeks the doctor done a ultrasound to check on you But for some reason you died at eight weeks. We don't know why it happened. You are still my little baby boy, we will miss you, and love you for ever. Someday I will be with you to tell you how much I love you. I can't wait to see how you look like me or your daddy. LOVE YOU MY BABY BOY FROM MOM written by:DorisHuddleston 12/28/97

Being A Nice Guy...
I've read this story in Marcus Meleton's book called"Nice Guys don't get laid" & I quote...Being a nice guy doesn't mean the guy is weak...he's just weak around women.A very strange situation happens with a woman who's been in a bad relationship with a jerk.At times they figure that all men must pay.Being as an easy target.it's the nice guy that does the paying.His dates gets cancelled.his intentions & conservations are misinterpeted because of her bad past experiences.His only purposes seems to be paying for all the dates,flowers,& gifts that should've been bought by the jerk in the past.Such conditions like this considered as a payment of a debt,rarely a compliment.

The Voodoo Doll
The voodoo doll Six ,six ,six as she pricks The doll with your trace A midnight mass and its your ass With a wrath of loving hate Tempered from sin She hates All men and their two face Scott baker

Kissing
Your Kissing Technique Is: Perfect Your kissing technique is amazing - and you know it. You have the confidence to make the first move. And you always seem to know what kissing style is going to work best. Sometimes you're passionate, sometimes you're a tease. And you're always amazing! Are You a Good Kisser?

Arsenic Please :)
A lady walks into the drugstore and asks the pharmacist for some arsenic. "Ma'am, what do you want with arsenic?" "To kill my husband" replies the lady. "I can't sell you arsenic to kill a person!" The lady lays down a photo of a man and a woman in a compromising position. The man is her husband and the woman is the pharmacist's wife. He takes the photo and nods. "I didn't realize you had a prescription!"

April Fools Day
Back before we started using the Gregorian calander (the one we use now), the New Year used to be the first of April. When they changed the calander from April 1st to January 1st, the people who still considered April 1st the new year were considered fools. That is how April 1st became known as April Fools Day. I hope everyone has a safe and HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!

Ladies Suductive Look Contest Winners
TheRH@ CherryTAP Contest Winners 1st place-10,000 cherry bucks MISS KATY- ĆŦ¬МǎҒїǻ Votes-6349 2nd Place-5,000 cherry bucks myeviltwin Votes-3512 3rd Place-1,000 cherry bucks ~♥Bipolar_Bitch♥~ Votes-3297 RH

Update
Well I met the man that i was so nervous of meeting. Now we are dating and i'm starting to fall for him. I never actually thought that I could actually meet somebody like him. He's a perfect gentleman and everything anyone can ask for. He's not the sexiest man in the world but hey he's MY man and he treats me very well. okay here goes.... He tells me everyday how he feels about me. As it seems at this moment he is in more over his head then I am. I'm trying to be careful ya'll just pray that i'm right in this

Through The Darkness
A betrayal of the soul A sickness that cuts deep within my shattered soul missing the pieces that make it completely whole The touch that warms me like none that can really be the embrace of the innocents now taken away from me Lost in the petty fight of two who vowed to be one attempts on the love by one who would have all undone A pitiful sight to behold the queen of lies a murder of character before everyones eyes The genuine loss is seen by those who will see for those who will not they believe it to be A horrible truth that can only be known by the victims to find that a war wages at all cost for the benefit of her sickly mind A change has come at a price that is far too high to bear something sub human has shown prides true error Unable to believe that one could turn away from the leach lost is her meal of a spirit kept so far from her reach Seeking to hurt all who come near her truth to behold one who is hurt and hides from the light, growing

Posted Before
Can dreams come true ? Thoughts and dreams carried on the winds of my mind Desires that stir the soul and my passions for a rare find One who is all things sweet and true I seek who gives my soul a voice and can hear it speak One who knows I am flawed and can be wrong One who is the music in our sweet song One who can make the day bright just with her smiles One who make all distances seem like they go on for miles One I want to draw near and get lost in her eyes sweet gaze One who makes my heart soar on wings with her praise In my thoughts and dreams she waits there for me Can dreams come true ? Some day we will see ! By R. Thomas Dinsmore Thinking , Feeling , Rethinking Thinking of you my sweet day dream wondering if I'm going to extreme Why are you in my thoughts so much ? Why do I hunger for your touch ? I think too much and act too slow I want to be there more than you'll ever know I've been told to take it slow for there is always tomorrow I'

The Fine Art Of Down Rating Pictures...
Otherwise known as "I'm a chicken shit that thinks I'm hurting some one by giving them a low rating." Since I seem to be a recent "victim" of someone (or multiple someone's) down rating a picture, I figured I'd speak my mind on it here in my trusty blog, that all four or five of you read. Now, really... What is it supposed to accomplish when someone down rates a picture? Hurt their feelings? No, not really. Irritate them? Yeah, some what. Make an ass out of yourself? Most definately. What people don't seem to get is that the ratings while (Wrongly, in my opinion) are anonymous, it's not too hard to figure out who's doing it, especially on low traffic pages like mine. But that's not really the point of the blog. Nope, my point is the immaturity of people that pull such a stunt. Probably the same types that cruise CT for boobies and get pissed when they don't see them. lol Some do it out of jealousy, some do it out of anger, but when it comes down to it, th

Tears For The Land
TEARS FOR THE LAND (The Lamentation of Healing) Within me burns the fire of brotherly desire For the affinity of blood is irresistible Within my desire is laden the feelings of loss And I am sad for I have not found my brethren Find my brethren, beckons the call within Perhaps this sadness feeds on a lack of closure Find my brethren and give me closure For it is time to heal, and we all must heal Within me burns the fire of brotherly desire For the affinity of blood is irresistible It cannot be quelled by whips or caged by chains For it is boundless and knows no door of no return It beckons from across the seas and islands For it is unquenchable by distance, pain, or anguish This flame shall burn till I find my brethren For by then I would have found myself.

Not To Brag Or Anything.....
i just got back from the local high school musical....they did grease....and my niece was patty simcox...and i must say... SHE WAS AWESOME!!!! ps didi mention that she sang the national anthem on tv?? yeah she pretty much rocks!

Cappuccino Chocolate Bars
Cappuccino Chocolate Bars These coffee-flavored, white-chocolate-dipped delights are stunning to look at and fun to eat. Better hurry -- they're almost gone! Servings: 50 bars Ingredients: * 2 1/2 cups flour * 2 tablespoons instant espresso or coffee powder * 1/4 teaspoon baking powder * 1/4 teaspoon salt * 1 cup (2 sticks) unsalted butter, softened * 1 cup dark brown sugar * 2 egg yolks * 1 teaspoon vanilla extract * 12 ounces white chocolate or 12 ounces white chocolate chips Directions: Preheat the oven to 375 degrees F. Combine the flour, coffee powder, baking powder and salt; set aside. In the bowl of an electric mixer, beat the butter and sugar until fluffy; beat in the egg yolks and vanilla. Gradually beat in the flour mixture. Line a 10-by-5-inch baking pan with foil; spray with cooking spray. Press the dough into the pan; prick the surface of the dough with a fork. Bake until the edges are slightly browned, 15 to

Some Touch Me Deep
The smile of a friend The smile of a friend brightens my day And helps me to overcome all in my way It shines so brightly as a beacon of light It grace so lovely features so right It is a wonder to behold in the world so lost Meaning so much and yet nothing of cost Guiding me to a lightness of heart Setting them high and so far apart From the average people I see on the street I love my friends smile when ever we meet It is the one thing in life that we all can give That makes our lives better and a joy to live One wish I have that I give to my friends Is the joy of a smile that never ends By R. Thomas Dinsmore Tears and smiles at the thought Of all the things to me you’ve brought Of how my life is forever changed A miracle for one who affections were estranged When life and love had fled the heart And nothing good could ever start And hope had gone all was doom You walked in to my souls room Feeling grew as you touch me down deep Making me yours f

Breaking The Habit
memoried consume like opening the wound i'm picking me apart again you all assume i'm safe here in my room (unless i try to start again) i don't want to be the one the battles always choose 'cause inside i realize that i'm the one confused i don't know what's worth fighting for or why i have to scream i don't why i instigate and say what i don't mean i don't know how i got this way i know it's not alright so i'm breaking the habit tonight clutching my cure i tightly lock the door i try to catch my breath again i hurt much more than anytime before i had no opitions left again i'll paint it on the walls 'cause i'm the one at fault i'll never fight again and this is how it ends i don't know what's worth fighting for or why i have to scream but now i have some clarity to show you what i mean i don't know how i got this way i'll never be alright so i'm breaking the habit breaking the habit tonight

Needing Distractions From My Mind
Soooo yeah been a long rough day & once more i'm told I have to leave the hospital. I've given up fighting they're to fucking stupid to get I need to be with her.. And damnit she needs me there. If I'm told once more she don't know I'm there i'll stab someone. She knows. She feels when I'm near. Anyway so I came home...so on edge I could feel the tension building. So I jumped to offer being a baby setter when D got in from his modeling gig dressed way to cool just to stay in. Both he n Rave were all "No perri.We got a gig tomorrow- you need some down time. Bella's in hyper mode" Well I insitsted n so me n Bella have played "choo choo trian" most of the night. She loves being the train driver. Of course I get to be the train. And she loves that Cd Rave got her all about"All abord the choo choo train woo woo" lol. So it's been just the distraction I needed. And well Bella has a way about her that can make anyone feel better. But my gods is she pissed she can't see ma n da play music

Salute Contest
SO I HAVE ENTERED A SALUTE CONTEST GIVEN BY MY FRIEND LATIN DIVA (AND YES, SHE'S THE BEST!). THE CONTEST RUNS TILL NEXT SATURDAY AND GOING TO BE JUDGED BY THE RATING, NOT THE COMMENTS RECEIVED. SO NO NEED FOR ALL THAT COMMENT BOMBING CRAP! LOL SO GO VOTE FOR ME YA'LL AND SHOW HER SOME LOVE WHILE ON HER PAGE!!! LUV YA ALL AND THANKS, TIFF :) HERE'S THE LINK, CLICK ON IT AND GO RATE ME A 10 CAUSE YOU KNOW YOU WANNA!!! :) ~WISHIN' HE WAS HOME!!!~Salute Contest@ CherryTAP

Update
well just wanted to let all my friends out their know that my son is home and doing well after his accadent . he still has his neck brace on and will for 5 more weeks. now the test will start to see how bad of brain damage he has after all.. please continue to pray as we deal with this... thank you and god bless.... audrey

Thirteen Knots :
Thirteen knots : Cloaked in black She will not take you back No money for the river Styx Lost in hell is Where you will dwell Impaled with loving sticks A twist of fate Your at the burning gate With evil at your feet Cold and gray You will not find your way Being devoured in your crypt Scott baker

Missing You
Missing you I miss you with all my heart and soul I keep a part of you inside me so I can be whole Part of your spirit remains with me never to leave Tortured in spirit by the loss Never to be whole again is the cost Memories fly though my head As I lay in my bed Warm thoughts of you and I Lull me to bed tonight With the morning’s dawn I feel like an empty pawn Happiness seems so far away too But until that day I will miss you

Look What I Got In The Mail!
Look! A COLOR picture of my car speeding in a school zone! YES! Go me! BTW, That is not my address listed on there. I thought I had saved it blurred out but it didn't save right but haha thats not my address.

Tornado Warning For Eastern Geary And West Central Wabaunsee,counties In Kansas Til 10:15 Pm Cdt
WFUS53 KTOP 310252 TORTOP KSC061-197-310315- /O.NEW.KTOP.TO.W.0009.070331T0251Z-070331T0315Z/ BULLETIN - EAS ACTIVATION REQUESTED TORNADO WARNING NATIONAL WEATHER SERVICE TOPEKA KS 951 PM CDT FRI MAR 30 2007 THE NATIONAL WEATHER SERVICE IN TOPEKA HAS ISSUED A * TORNADO WARNING FOR... EXTREME EASTERN GEARY COUNTY IN EAST CENTRAL KANSAS... WEST CENTRAL WABAUNSEE COUNTY IN EAST CENTRAL KANSAS... * UNTIL 1015 PM CDT * AT 948 PM CDT...NATIONAL WEATHER SERVICE DOPPLER RADAR INDICATED A SEVERE THUNDERSTORM CAPABLE OF PRODUCING A TORNADO NEAR VOLLAND... OR ABOUT 21 MILES SOUTH OF MANHATTAN...MOVING NORTH AT 25 MPH. * LOCATIONS IMPACTED INCLUDE... VOLLAND... IF A TORNADO APPROACHES...GO TO A BASEMENT OR SEEK SHELTER IN A HALLWAY OR CLOSET ON THE LOWEST FLOOR OF THE BUILDING. USE BLANKETS OR PILLOWS TO COVER YOUR HEAD AND ALWAYS STAY AWAY FROM WINDOWS. STAY TUNED TO WEATHER RADIO OR LOCAL MEDIA OUTLETS FOR THE LATEST SEVERE WEATHER INFORMATION.

Numb
i'm tired of being what you want me to be feeling so faithlesslost under the surfacei don't know what you're expecting of me put under the pressure of walking in your shoes every step that i take is another mistake to you i've become so numb i can't feel you there become so tired so much more aware i'm becoming this all i want to do is be more like me and be less like you can't you see that you're smothering me holding too tightly afraid to lose control 'cause everything that you thought i would be has fallen apart right in front of you every step that i take is another mistake to you and every second i waste is more than i can take but i know i may end up falling too but i know you were just like mewith someone disappointed in you

Pic Ratings
Why doesnt it say who rates your pics below a ten.For the last couple of nights I've been getting alot of pic ratings of 5 and below.I mean it is ok if people want to do this but i would like to return the favor.You know the do on to others as you would like them to do to you.That is all I'm bitching about I want to return the favor to them coward pieces of shit.And when I find out who is doing it I will do it back and give you a comment letting you know I did it.

Severe Thunderstorm Warning For Fannin County In North Central Texas Til 10:30 Pm Cdt
000 WUUS54 KFWD 310230 SVRFWD TXC147-310330- /O.NEW.KFWD.SV.W.0033.070331T0230Z-070331T0330Z/ BULLETIN - EAS ACTIVATION REQUESTED SEVERE THUNDERSTORM WARNING NATIONAL WEATHER SERVICE FORT WORTH TX 930 PM CDT FRI MAR 30 2007 THE NATIONAL WEATHER SERVICE IN FORT WORTH HAS ISSUED A * SEVERE THUNDERSTORM WARNING FOR... FANNIN COUNTY IN NORTH CENTRAL TEXAS... * UNTIL 1030 PM CDT * AT 930 PM CDT...NATIONAL WEATHER SERVICE METEOROLOGISTS DETECTED LINE OF SEVERE THUNDERSTORMS ALONG A LINE EXTENDING FROM 13 MILES SOUTHWEST OF BONHAM TO 15 MILES NORTH OF GREENVILLE...MOVING NORTHEAST AT 55 MPH. THESE STORMS WERE CAPABLE OF PRODUCING DESTRUCTIVE WINDS IN EXCESS OF 70 MPH. * SEVERE THUNDERSTORMS WILL BE NEAR... ECTOR AND BAILEY BY 935 PM BONHAM AND BONHAM STATE PARK BY 940 PM DODD CITY BY 945 PM HONEY GROVE BY 950 PM FOR YOUR PROTECTION MOVE TO A STURDY SHELTER UNTIL PASSED. A TORNADO WATCH IS IN EFFECT FOR THE WARNING AREA. SEVERE THUNDER

How To Make A State Trooper Cry...
Want to see a State Trooper Cry- or drop to his knees,bawl like a baby, and slam his fist into the side of his patrol car? it's easy enough to do. And it happend more frequently then you think. Just load yourself up with "holiday Cheer" and a few beers and some mixed drinks, and drive your family home. Refuse to listen when your wife suggests that maybe she should drive. Assert yourself, be guided by your male ego,Say, "awe,heck, i can drive better with a few beers under my belt then you can stone sober." Show her who's boss in your family! Twenty minutes later, Your standing in darkness on the side of a highway, with broken glass and spilled gasoline at your feet. Your wife is screaming, pinned beneath jagged edges of steel, your 3 year old daughter is silent, your six year old son is sprewled face down in the mud some thirty feet away. The State Trooper arrives and smeels the alcohol on your breath as you stumble and try to explain how it happened. He is not very gen

Meet Me On A Cloud
Leave your car I'll transport you Leave your mobile phone I'll be in touch Don't bring your shoes Come barefoot Leave everyone behind I want only you Not even wine and roses Your precious drops of sweat will fall on me And you will sip from my petals.

Sleep In Peace
How great, to be entwined within your arms, And lip to lip, fall gently into sleep, And dozing, dreaming, think of nothing more nor less, Than the heartfelt vows that love has yet to keep. How content, to slumber on through life, Lulled to rest by the tender songs of night And the rhythm of two hearts as one, who beat in perfect time, In a tone so true, and a voice so strong and right. How fully sweet, to love with no reserves, And feel the echo of that love returned to me; And dormant, yet with every inch of soul alive, Sleep in peace for all eternity

Can I Awaken
Can I awaken your heart from it's sleep. To arouse inside those passions you keep, with a feeling of closeness too hard to deny, that your heart will openly and willingly comply. Can I awaken your soul just once more, with the colors of love and all it's decor. To bring back those memories of love that did exist, the feelings it held with all of its bliss. Can I awaken your eyes to see, this love I can offer that will always be, full of kindness and gentleness too, with a sprinkle of thoughtfulness, to offer you too. Can I awaken your arms to feel, a tight embrace, that is oh so real. to close all doors to the world outside, to bring out your love that you so desperately hide.

Oh Redman
Oh Redman To My Beloved People and All Native Americans Oh Redman tall and proud, watch him take his stand. To protect his humble people, and their mighty sacred land. O're the Mother Earth he'll roam, this is where he makes his home. Summers,Winters he will go, Deserts,mountains,and forests below. Hunting only for the need, Takes no more takes no less. For his people he must feed, To show his bravery to past the test. Oh Great Spirt hear my plea, protect my people watch over me. The Whiteman comes we must fight, To protect our lands with all might Our women scream, our childern cry, and on this day we all must die. Now we walk with our fears, down the sad,Trail Of Tears! Linda G. Johnson Copyright ©2005 Linda G. Johnson

Tornado Warning For Ne Morris County In E. Central Kansas And Southwest Wabaunsee County,ks E Central Ks Til 10:00 Pm Cdt
000 WFUS53 KTOP 310228 TORTOP KSC127-197-310300- /O.NEW.KTOP.TO.W.0008.070331T0227Z-070331T0300Z/ BULLETIN - EAS ACTIVATION REQUESTED TORNADO WARNING NATIONAL WEATHER SERVICE TOPEKA KS 927 PM CDT FRI MAR 30 2007 THE NATIONAL WEATHER SERVICE IN TOPEKA HAS ISSUED A * TORNADO WARNING FOR... NORTHEAST MORRIS COUNTY IN EAST CENTRAL KANSAS... SOUTHWESTERN WABAUNSEE COUNTY IN EAST CENTRAL KANSAS... * UNTIL 1000 PM CDT * AT 923 PM CDT...NATIONAL WEATHER SERVICE DOPPLER RADAR INDICATED A SEVERE THUNDERSTORM CAPABLE OF PRODUCING A TORNADO OVER EAST CENTRAL MORRIS COUNTY...OR ABOUT 5 MILES NORTHEAST OF COUNCIL GROVE...MOVING NORTH AT 30 MPH. * LOCATIONS IMPACTED INCLUDE... ALTA VISTA... STAY TUNED TO WEATHER RADIO OR LOCAL MEDIA OUTLETS FOR THE LATEST SEVERE WEATHER INFORMATION. LAT...LON 3868 9652 3866 9636 3873 9636 3892 9629 3894 9648 $$

Tired More Than I Want To Be
I'm tired but don't want to crawl into my bed. He is not there so there is almost no point in my mind to going to sleep. I want to hold something other than my dog while I sleep. I never was held by my ex, never wanted to sleep that close to him. But with you, it is the best feeling to fall asleep with your arm around me. We switch positions so we hold each other equally during the night. I enjoy that the most about sleeping next to you. I enjoy breathing in your smell all night while I sleep. having your hair touch my face or my neck, or my hair. I like feeling you breethe as I breethe. I watch your chest go up and down in a rythm that is perfect. Your hands grasp my hands at night as you twitch, and move, I find it the cutest thing, to watch you move like that. I like how soft your feet are, how much hair you have on your upper chest, and how you tell me to stop trying to get you hard, becuase you are at that point too tired. You think my middle of the night want to get

Bytes Of Life (part 1)
BYTES OF LIFE (PART 1) The experienced rider turns her blue-eyed gaze toward the cloudy skies. She contemplates turning back to avoid the imminent rain shower. She can already smell the rain, mixed with the comforting smell of her equine companion. She watches the lazy clouds as her horse takes this opportunity to grab a snack. His thoughts are not on the upcoming rain shower, or even looking forward to the race back to the barn. His sandy mane and tail have gotten wet before. It really isn’t that big of a deal. He is living in the moment, enjoying the trail with his rider. She has the sudden urge to forge ahead, right into the path of the rain. There’s nothing like a midsummer rain to wash away the worry and doubt from her mind. The rain seems to bring reality into focus. Although her dress would get soaked, her new jean jacket would get broken in. Her horse would enjoy the cool rain. She could always turn around if the need arose. However, now was not the time. © Jade 3-4

Cooking
Chili Cook-Off If you can read this whole story without laughing, then there's no hope for you. I was crying by the end. This is an actual account as relayed to paramedics at a chili cook-off in Texas Note: Please take time to read this slowly. If you pay attention to the first two judges, the reaction of the third judge is even better. For those of you who have lived in Texas , you know how true this is. They actually have a Chili Cook-off about the time Halloween comes around. It takes up a major portion of a parking lot at the San Antonio City Park . Judge #3 was an inexperienced Chili taster named Frank, who was visiting from Springfield, IL. Frank: "Recently, I was honored to be selected as a judge at a chili cook-off. The original person called in sick at the last moment and I happened to be standing there at the judge's table, asking for directions to the Coors Light truc

Bytes Of Life (part 2)
BYTES OF LIFE (PART 2) A man fades into the background of the flashbulbs and cameras. He is a hunter and has found his prey. By the end of the night, the Barbie doll would be his and his alone. His grip on her hand is possessive and causing painful bruises. She dislikes being seen as “perfect.” She doesn’t want to be a possession. Her gaze into the camera shoved into her face is numbness. “Not a hair out of place, skin of porcelain,” were his exact words to her backstage. Her green eyes glittered with fury. At least she got to pick out her own clothes. Her red crystalline cress sparkled like embers in a campfire. Unconsciously, the black wrap was her shroud of depression in her Barbie doll world. When she gets enough money, she will end this chapter and start anew. She will eventually live a normal, peaceful life. She will not be seen as a perfect Barbie doll in that life. She will not be a possession. She will not have the stress and flashbulbs. The look of disgust plastered on

Bytes Of Life (part 3)
Bytes of Life (Part 3) BYTES OF LIFE (PART 3) “I want her hair.” The thought passes through her mind like lightning…there for a split-second, then gone. Her flat green eyes never glow with envy or jealousy. She dresses whichever way is most comfortable. Today was a fly-on-the-wall type of day. Her brown Victorian-style dress was neither frilly nor flashy. She watches the people around her as if reading their thoughts. She has no need to dress up anymore. Her one true love was gone. Combing her hair seemed like a waste of time these days. Jewelry was worn on days long past. It was a status symbol. She was married to the man of her dreams. It seemed years ago, even though it was only a few months. Colors look drab, smells go unrecognized, and everything tastes like cardboard. “Would you like another,” asks the bouncer-slash-bartender. His blue eyes glitter in the dim smoky haze. “Yes, please.” She stares blankly at the back of his tight gray shirt. She digs in her purse f

Native Prayer To The Great Spirit
A Native Prayer to the Great Spirit (Unknown) Grandfather, Great Spirit I give you thanks That we can sit here In this circle of Life, We send Prayers And the very best thoughts. Grandmother Great Spirit As we raise this sacred pipe To give thanks to you And to all of your Creation, We give thanks To the spirit helpers Who came and sat among us. Grandfather, Most sacred one, These are your prayers That we send to you As we sit here together and pray. Grandmother your children are crying. Grandfather your children are dying. The hands of greed And the hands of lust for power Have been laid on them And all around is death and desolation The gifts you made, for all your children Stolen, And laid to waste In a monstrous desecration. Grandmother Great Spirit, As we sit and pray together We send you this prayer of affirmation- We your children whom you created in your likeness and image- We will reach out, And we will dry our tears And heal

Tears
I mourn for you I cry a river thinking about you You mean so much to me, and I don't think I could live without you Please say you won't leave me Life will never be the same without you You have always been my idol, my role model, the person I always looked up to With you gone, my life will go down hill I need you to be here with me, be here forever I have known you for so long, and thought I knew you for real Never before have I thought that there was more to you, more that you feel. You always put on a strong face, and fooled everyone who looked at you We all looked at that face but never at the heart behind that mask You blinded us all with your happiness and fooled us into thinking you were content Never did we realize that it was all an act, you are miserable with your heart all bent. All I want is for that fraud to become ever true You happy and never again blue. Can't you see, I care for you and never want you to leave me Maybe things will be better this way, wi

The Battle Of The Little Bighorn, Or Battle Of Greasy Grass 1876
The Battle of the Little Bighorn, or Battle of Greasy Grass 1876 In late 1875, Sioux and Cheyenne Indians defiantly left their reservations, outraged over the continued intrusions of whites into their sacred lands in the Black Hills. They gathered in Montana with the great warrior Sitting Bull to fight for their lands. The following spring, two victories over the US Cavalry emboldened them to fight on in the summer of 1876. To force the large Indian army back to the reservations, the Army dispatched three columns to attack in coordinated fashion, one of which contained Lt. Colonel George Custer and the Seventh Cavalry. Spotting the Sioux village about fifteen miles away along the Rosebud River on June 25, Custer also found a nearby group of about forty warriors. Ignoring orders to wait, he decided to attack before they could alert the main party. He did not realize that the number of warriors in the village numbered three times his strength. Dividing his forces in three,

Have Tissues Ready!!
She jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room. She said: "How is my little boy? Is he going to be all right? When can I see him?" The surgeon said, "I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it." Sally said, "Why do little children get cancer? Doesn't God care any more? Where were you, God, when my son needed you?" The surgeon asked, "Would you like some time alone with your son? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university." Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good-bye to son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair. "Would you like a lock of his hair?" the nurse asked. Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally. The mother said, "It was Jimmy's idea to donate his body to the University for Study. He said it might help

Ms. Jones July 14th
SLIPPING INTO A DEEP SIDE OF DEPRESSION EVERYNOW AND AGAIN MY MIND TEACHES ME A LESSON IN 8 DAYS I'LL BE A MARRIED MAN SOME SWEET GIRL WHO HAS TO BE NUTS GAVE ME HER HAND SHE KNOWS MOST OF MY PAST DOESNT REALLY CARE SHE LOVES WHO SHE KNOWS NOW THE ONE THATS ALWAYS THERE ITS NICE WHEN SOMEONE CAN BRING OUT THE BEST OF YOU TO TAME YOUR WILD BEAST AND LOVE THE TRUE YOU TO KNOW THAT A WOMAN LIKE HER CAN LOVE SOMEONE LIKE ME KILLS THE DEMONS INSIDE AND MAKES ME TRUELY HAPPY

A Tribute To The Memory Of Duane Brush
IN MEMORY OF DUANE BRUSH, A SON, A HUSBAND, A FATHER, A BROTHER AND A UNCLE, A RELATIVIE AND A CO-WORKER,AN IN-LAW, AND A FRIEND TO ALL.DUANE WAS MANY THINGS TO ALL,EACH IN THEIR OWN SPECIAL WAY. THE MEMORY OF DUANE IS FRESH IN EACH OF OUR MINDS. LET NO ONE THINK THAT THE MEMORY WILL DIE. REMINDERS OF HIM ARE EVERYWHERE BECAUSE HE TOUCHED OUR LIVES SO DEEPLY. SOME HAVE BEEN JUST RECENTLY, YET OTHER HAVE BEEN LIFE LONG. LET US TAKE COMFORT IN KNOWING THESE MEMORIES WILL HELP US TOGETHER THROUGH THESE SAD TIMES

Good Morning
Good Morning 3-30-07 Fall asleep next to me Fall asleep in my arms Fall asleep with my kiss Fall asleep knowing I will be there all night And wake you With the same kiss In the morning I love you From here to eternity Now to forever Always to ever Do not dream of me For I will not dream of you Dream of us always Things to come true Kiss me once more Good night and good morning

To Remember Me
To Remember Me Give my sight to the man who has never seen a sunrise, a baby's face, or love in the eyes of a woman. Give my heart to a person whose own heart has caused nothing but endless days of pain. Give my blood to the teenager who was pulled from the wreckage of his car, so that he might live to see his grandchildren play. Give my kidneys to one who depends on a machine to exist from week to week. Take my bones, every muscle, every fiber and nerve in my body and find a way to make a crippled child walk. If you must bury something, let it be my faults, my weaknesses, and all prejudice against my fellow man. Give my sins to the devil. Give my soul to God. If, by chance, you wish to remember me, do it with a kind deed or word to someone who needs you. If you do all I have asked, I will live forever... Thank you tess!!!!

A Massacre Survivor Speaks...
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i have a new quix on my page... at the end there are actual prizes... when you win you get a password, just post the password in my email as the subject to clame you prize... but if you give the password to any one else you lose the prize your self....

Apple Crumble Slice
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Savage Garden-i Want You
Anytime I need to see your face I just close my eyes And I am taken to a place where your crystal mind and Magenta feelings take up shelter in the base of my spine Sweet like a drink of cherry cola I don't need to try to explain; I just hold on tight And If it happens again, I might move so slightly To the arms and the lips and the face of the human cannonball That I need to, I want to Come Stand a little bit closer Breathe in and get a bit higher You'll never know what hit you When I get to you Ooh, I want you I don't know if I need you But, ooh, I'd die to find out Ooh, I want you I don't know if I need you But, ooh I'd die to find out I'm the kind of person who endorses a deep commitment Getting comfy getting perfect is what I live for But a look, and then a smell of perfume It's like I'm down on the floor And I Don't know what I'm in for Conversation has a time and place In the interaction of a lover and a mate, But the time of talking, using sy

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lives that are just as bsd as mine probably , lol i know worse. did you notice the skip in the day? WORK we got a 77 today, tell you anything and we are the busiest rastautant in town lol. probably pity points till we fall in river lol Anyway that's what started the bad day. my manager is wonderful, she has the most strength and faith as anyone i have ever met. She has been manager here for 18 yrs, she is the life of the place. She recently had a job offer and turned it down. She knowa she is the sucess of this restaurant and can't bear to see it go down, which it will when she leaves. It's her baby. Which brings this to me. I was living in a shelter when i started working here. She found me a place to live in 1 day when she found out the situation. As she has done on a few other occations when i needed help. I have repaid her, not in the tenfold I wish to, pray for her when I know she needs prayer She is hurting, her life is a million times worse than what

Baby
IF ONLY TO BE THE ONE THAT YOU BELIEVE TO BE YOUR OWN I WOULD GIVE YOU WHAT YOU SEE IF IT WAS MINE TO OWN I'VE GIVEN YOU IT WITH GREAT PRIDE BUT YET THERE IS SO MUCH I STILL HIDE IF THE PAIN I FELT COULD MEND MY HEART THIS BEGINNING WE TAKE WOULD BE THE START FOR YOU I WISH I COULD BE THE MAN YOU THINK ME TO BE NOTHING MORE THAN A SCARED CHILD WHOSE LOST HIS CORNER MORE LIKE A PET WITH NO OWNER I'M THE KID IN THE CANDY STORE WITH NO REAL GUIDE LINE NO WATCH TO WATCH MY TIME LINE I TEND TO DEFINE MYSELF FROM MY HEART THAT YOU HAVE YOUVE DUSTED ME OFF IN THE WAKE OF MY MENTAL AFTERMATH TERMOIL IN MY MIND SHEDS NO LIGHT BUT YOU GUIDE ME WITH OPEN ARMS AND A HEART THATS BRIGHT EYES WIDE SHUT HEARTBEAT LOUD LOVE OF MY LIFE FOR THAT I AM PROUD

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Yesterday, at Cyrus's insistence (perhaps to rid me of the notion that giving all 10s is a bad idea), I posted a photo of myself on Hot or Not. He picked the photo, and people quickly stepped up to say I'm a 6.4. I posted a different photo last night, and this morning awoke to learn that I'm a 9.3. I call that beauty rest. Curious about the site, I posted a short profile, and a number of people have sent me messages today. Most are lame, though I admit I've met a couple interesting individuals there. About five minutes ago, though, I received this message: "MMM, Hi there... Would you like to sit on my chest, spread your legs wide and watch me licking and sucking on that throbbing hard, soaking wet clit until you cum all over my face and in my mouth?" No subject line, no introduction. Just, "Hi, I'd like to fuck you with my tongue." People are so FRIENDLY.

Warriors Of The Rainbow
Ok I had to make a very difficult choice on this one. It could have been clasified in more than one catigory here. Warriors of the Rainbow (Unknown Author) There was an old lady, from the Cree tribe, named Eyes of Fire, who prophesied that one day, because of the white mans' or Yo-ne-gis' greed, there would come a time, when the fish would die in the streams, the birds would fall from the air, the waters would be blackened, and the trees would no longer be, mankind as we would know it, would all but cease to exist. There would come a time when the "keepers of the legend, stories, culture rituals, and myths, and all the Ancient Tribal Customs" would be needed to restore us to health. They would be mankind’s' key to survival, they were the "Warriors of the Rainbow". There would come a day of awakening when all the peoples of all the tribes would form a New World of Justice, Peace, Freedom and recognition of the Great Spirit. The "Warriors of the Rainbow" would spre

The Song I`m Working On
Never, have I ever Felt this way before. My heart doesn`t beat, Til I walk through your door. I want to kiss you, hug you, hold You, wanna feel your touch. Because, when I`m not around you, Love, I miss you oh so much. I know it seems we love to argue, Love to fuss and fight, But without you, girl, Nothing for me would be right. You say I`d move on, Never thinking that maybe I don`t Want to. Because, baby, I can`t see life, If I`m not spending it with you. Noone else in the world matters Much to me. You`re more precious to me than Than the air I breathe.

3-30-07
Started out good. Woke up the middle one, she's good, one "get up" amd she's up. Kisses me goodby, "Love you mommy, hope you have a good day" 15 min before that starts Hell, "Get UP" , you got 20 min, 15, min, 10...............Till I HAVE TO DRIVE YOU. Rhetorical, since I recently found out how many days she has skipped, my only choice is to drive her every day. and she is 12!!!! We have had some good conversations this week in the 5 min it takes to get to school, as much as possible at this age. Come home, I have already called home and warned the kids, not a good day, they are waiting, i guess they are good girls, patiently for me to say "go Play" Danm Cherrytap, though I hope the people I talk to are real, I do know how easy it is to be swept into another world. I am the first to admit, my profile on here is just fantasy, if you pay attention, you will find my secret wishes. I am a real person, just living out .................?

You Are Invited To Another Ct Wedding.
rosie...CT Wife To Rob :-)' spewed forth the following at '2007-03-30 18:28:50'.. You Are Invited To Another CT Wedding...Jennifer & Ken Jennifer & Ken wish to invite you all to the happiest day of their lives THEIR CT WEDDING Please join Jennifer & ken and help them start the new begining of their new lives Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com And then join them for some good cake and champange And sorry guys but thats as far as u all go hehe Plzz join us friends and make this moment special for us. Thank you, Jennifer & Ken originally posted by Rosie

You Are Invited To Another Ct Wedding.
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My Child
That sparkle in the eye I know I've seen that before It reminds me of so much Something about the years of 'ore Mischeivous and meddlesom I believe is very wrong Really bad and totally crazy is more the name of the song She spews lies yet they sound so very sweet You can't help but believe her. How could she be such a devil? The cuteness in the dimples, the smile and the face. She knows I eat out of the palm of her hand. She's so much love and cuteness that I can't stand My heart hurts with the love that I have for my child She's my everything , my flower, my child in the wild. :)

Love!
Where is the love? The I cant live without you, make me crazy, have a hard time breathing, want you to touch my face, look at my soul threw my eyes, laugh when Im silly, hold me when Im sad, let me vent and throw a fit, crazy kind of love!!!!! You cant tell me its not out there, it has to be! Why is there so many songs & movies about this one thing, if it does not exist? Im not saying perfect, make no mistakes kind of love, come on we all know better, we still have real life to deal with work, kids, bills, just life in general. Im saying all that disappears when you are with this person, it just becomes the two of you and everything else will fall into place. NO LIES, NO ACTS, NO TRYING TO GET A PIECE OF ASS, NO LOOKING TO SEE IF THERE IS SOMETHING BETTER OUT THERE. God why does all the false have to be? Why are so many people out there now NOT looking for this? Its become the "thing" to have your cake and eat it to, never having to commit because you might find what your looking for i

Firstman And Firstwoman
Firstman and Firstwoman Cherokee (Anonymous) Long ago there was only one man and one woman on the earth. They were placed here to take care of all the animals and plants. Everything was perfect. They loved each other very much. They were called FirstMan and FirstWoman. One day, and no one knows exactly why, they began to argue. The arguments became louder and more intense. Each one said very hurtful things to the other. Finally FirstWoman left the dwelling. She insisted she did not ever want to see FirstMan again, and would never return to their dwelling. FirstMan agreed. He too did not want to remain where there was so much animosity. As night fell, FirstMan realized that he didn’t want to be separated from FirstWoman. He didn’t feel right to be alone. FirstMan began to desperately miss FirstWoman. At every sound outside the silent dwelling, he rushed to the door hoping to see she had returned. But it was never her. At first light he set out in the direction she had gone hopin

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Outlaw
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hi, 'm new to this and can't quite figure out how to make a better profile. i want to add pics and music and background. Anyways, i want to let you all know i'm a great guy to get to know and single. I am looking for fun. I live in chicago at the moment with my parents until i find a job that pays well enough to pay off my dues and i can move out. I love making new friends and if i'm lucky find somebody to have fun with or find a g/f. so, Rate my pics, Rate my profile and add me as friend, be my fan or whatever. i hope to get to talk to you sometime.

To Friend Thats A Friend
i live with you being the image of my dreams although it seems to be me being consumed by your beauty you make me whole while another holds my heart although by distance we are mentally we arent apart we've developed a sense of one another while at the same time we've never met each other you keep me at bay while i try to proceed reminding me that my wants arent what i need but in a different light you wouldnt impeed but instead allowing me to roam your body free you know me i've developed a crush so i put it in words with no amount of fuss to you, i say i wish it could be us

Youre That One
A PATH TO EMOTIONAL EMPTINESS NUMB PASSED BY, BY YOU MY LIL PIMPTRESS SEEMS SO SENSELESS TO BE ENLISTED BY YOU FOR YOU TO SEE ME YOU JUST NEED TO OPEN YOUR EYES WISE IS IT NOT I NEVER PUT MYSELF OUT LIKE THIS BUT MISS CAN I BE WITHIN A BREATH OF YOUR KISS DON'T DISMISS ME LIKE A GRADE SCHOOL CHUMP I'M NOT LOOKING FOR A GRIND, RIDE OR BUMP JUST TO SHOW YOU THAT THOSE CRUMBS YOU ATTRACT THE ONES THAT SEE YOUR ASS TURN HEART SHAPED WHILE YOU ARCH YOUR BACK DONT HOLD A CANDLE TO ME THEY JUST ATTRACT FLIES MY EYES SEE YOU BETTER THAN ANY OF THOSE GUYS OR EVEN THAT GIRL YOU KNOW THE ONE OF WHICH I SPEAK THE ONE THAT OFFERED YOU THE WORLD BUT COULDNT SHOW YOU A PEAK PRACTICE WHAT YOU PREACH TEACH ME WHAT IT IS TO BE THE ONE THAT YOU'LL ALLOW TO SLEEP NEXT TO YOU, AND CARESS YOU WHILE WE SPEAK DEEP BREATHS SMILE AS YOU BREATH YOUR CHEST RISE AND FALL HOLDING YOU IS WHAT I ASK IF NOTHING AT ALL

Thank You For Making Me Feel Good About Myself.
I went to walmart and I know this is stupid of me to do in the first place, but I needed to get some sheets and it was on the way home. I just got a bed, by the way. No more using the floor. That feels good to say the least. Anyway, I'm in there and everyone is all mullety and greasey. Honestly these people had a sheen on their hair and skin. I don't know if I was just working in corporate too long, but showering. Theres nothing past that i have to say. Fucking gross people. Go shower. Not to mention the forty year old wigger talking to the normal black hanging out outside walmart with his kid about smoking everything since he got out of jail. The black dude I could tell wanted to kick his ass for talking about this crap in front of his kid. Seriously, and yes fucking greasy redneck looking mother fucker. Now, there is being country and being redneck. This guy was full on trash of the trailer. His neck was losing skin. That is how red it was. Anyway, I digress. My new

It Comes In 3's
SHATTERED DREAMS NIGHTMARES AWAKE I'VE GIVEN MY HEART AND BURNED AT THE STAKE JOAN I NOW KNOW MY FATE WE SEE WHAT WE SEE WHILE WE'RE STILL OPAQUE A TREAT FOR THOSE WHO FORESAKE OR SOULS WHILE WE REACH FOR THE GODS ON OUR ASHES THEY LAY A ROSE THEY SAY A MAN CAME BACK FROM THE DEAD TO BE LAYED TO REST WITH THORNS ON HIS HEAD ITS NOT OUR FATE ALTHOUGH ITS BEEN SAID I'LL TAKE DEATH OVER LIFE OVER A FIRE LAKE BED

Yeh It Is Sucking Again
my laptop is driving me insane!!! It keeps freezing up and it keeps booting me off the internet. My hubby was supposed to clear it off and reload windows but has not had chance yet. Also, all the backgrounds are coming up white including my own. I can't see any of them. i can't wait until this gets reloaded. hopefully that will get me up to speed and get my ability to see color backgrounds back. I do miss them cuzi know there are some really kewl ones on the pages of my friends and fans :(. I can't wait until he gets it all fixed. Until then, i suffer the white screens and live on...lol!!! peace to all :)

Hello
I've composed a message to all that need to know my heart has been dealt a deadly blow. not death or a lost of sorts more like a change that most wouldn't support its not like i ran from you or left you behind i found a dark spot in life with no shine i took the time to sort my life in general i love and love so where do i go hide in my corner with nothing but spite my life, my pain, my love, my fight if life was air I'd only take flight and share with the world my plight. but never show you what my pain is like loves void has come filled with light passion isn't lacking in my life a getaway is all i needed in it i lost the dark and my pain retreated love has grown where i needed and I'm around kinda for all that need it

Tornado Warning For Seminole County,oklahoma Til 830pm Cdt
000 WFUS54 KOUN 310100 TOROUN OKC133-310130- /O.NEW.KOUN.TO.W.0006.070331T0100Z-070331T0130Z/ BULLETIN - EAS ACTIVATION REQUESTED TORNADO WARNING NATIONAL WEATHER SERVICE NORMAN OK 800 PM CDT FRI MAR 30 2007 THE NATIONAL WEATHER SERVICE IN NORMAN HAS ISSUED A * TORNADO WARNING FOR... SEMINOLE COUNTY IN EAST CENTRAL OKLAHOMA... * UNTIL 830 PM CDT * AT 800 PM CDT...NATIONAL WEATHER SERVICE DOPPLER RADAR INDICATED A SEVERE THUNDERSTORM CAPABLE OF PRODUCING A TORNADO 7 MILES SOUTHWEST OF LITTLE...VERY CLOSE TO HIGHWAY 9...MOVING NORTHEAST AT 35 MPH. * LOCATIONS IN THE WARNING INCLUDE LITTLE. THIS INCLUDES INTERSTATE 40 BETWEEN MILE MARKERS 196 AND 205. TAKE COVER NOW. LEAVE MOBILE HOMES AND VEHICLES. IF POSSIBLE...MOVE TO A BASEMENT OR STORM SHELTER. OTHERWISE MOVE TO AN INTERIOR ROOM OR HALLWAY ON THE LOWEST FLOOR. STAY AWAY FROM WINDOWS AND OUTSIDE WALLS. LAT...LON 3523 9678 3517 9672 3541 9656 3541 9676 JAMES $$

My Princess
Once she was a figment of my imagination i met her and my body lost all sensation i fell lost in her eyes, devoured in her smile imagined her touch, i was off by a mile i learned that i didn't put enough into thought to have it for days, left me dazed and just lost i confess my sins, for she gave me life no longer a mistress, but she isn't my wife someone i long to hold, with pleasures untold i long for her mind, body and soul someone i can sit with, relax and hold inner and outer, low and behold

Just Letting Ya'll Know I Posted A Message
just to let my friends now I posted a message where a friend of mine bet me a case of beer against a box of diapers that I couldnt make level 13 by monday lets see if it gets reposted and works just by reposting it woulsd like to see the out come of the bet because I really dont want to buy no beer and the diapers would come in handy

Tornado Watch Number 96 For Eastern Kansas And Eastern Oklahoma Til 3:00 Am Cdt
Note: The expiration time in the watch graphic is amended if the watch is replaced, cancelled or extended. Note: Click for Watch Status Reports. SEL6 URGENT - IMMEDIATE BROADCAST REQUESTED TORNADO WATCH NUMBER 96 NWS STORM PREDICTION CENTER NORMAN OK 755 PM CDT FRI MAR 30 2007 THE NWS STORM PREDICTION CENTER HAS ISSUED A TORNADO WATCH FOR PORTIONS OF EASTERN KANSAS EASTERN OKLAHOMA EFFECTIVE THIS FRIDAY NIGHT AND SATURDAY MORNING FROM 755 PM UNTIL 300 AM CDT. TORNADOES...HAIL TO 0.5 INCH IN DIAMETER...THUNDERSTORM WIND GUSTS TO 70 MPH...AND DANGEROUS LIGHTNING ARE POSSIBLE IN THESE AREAS. THE TORNADO WATCH AREA IS APPROXIMATELY ALONG AND 60 STATUTE MILES EAST AND WEST OF A LINE FROM 30 MILES NORTHEAST OF MANHATTAN KANSAS TO 50 MILES EAST OF DURANT OKLAHOMA. FOR A COMPLETE DEPICTION OF THE WATCH SEE THE ASSOCIATED WATCH OUTLINE UPDATE (WOUS64 KWNS WOU6).

You
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Dear Alchole
Dear Alcohol: First & foremost, let me tell you that I'm a huge fan of yours. My friend, you always seem to be there when needed. The perfect post-work cocktail, a beer at the game, and you're even around in the holidays hidden inside chocolates as you warm us when we're stuck in the midst of endless family gatherings. However, lately I've been wondering about your intentions. While I want to believe that you have my best interests at heart, I feel that your influence has led to some unwise consequences: 1. Phone calls: While I agree with you that communication is important, I question the suggestion that any conversation of substance or necessity takes place after 2 a.m. Why would you make me call those ex-boyfriends/girlfriends when I know for a fact they do not want to hear from me during the day, let alone all hours of the night? 2. Eating: Now, you know I love a good meal, but why do you suggest that I eat a taco with chili sauce, along with a big Italian meatb

Thinking
2NITE IM A LONE THINKING ABOUT MY SON IF HEWAS HERE .WOULD THINGS BEBETER 4 ME WOULD I FEEL ALONE.I WISH I HAD THAT 1 SHOT FIND OUT .U NO I LOST MY SON NOW I GAINED SOMETHING WITCH WAS MOLLY SHES MY LIL ANGEL ANGEL IM ALWAYS THERE PLEASE JUST VIST ME THIS TIME LOVE U ANGEL

Call Me A Bitch -- Please!!!
*BITCHOLOGY* - "You Go Girlfriends....LOL" When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a bitch. When I stand up for those I love, they call me a bitch. When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts or do things my own way, they call me a bitch. Being a bitch means I won't compromise what's in my heart. It means I live my life MY way. It means I won't allow anyone to step on me. When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speak against it, I am defined as a bitch. The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead of being everyone's maid, or when I act a little selfish. It means I have the courage and strength to allow myself to be who I truly am and won't become anyone else's idea of what they think I "should" be. I am outspoken, opinionated and determined. I want what I want and there is nothing wrong with that! So try to stomp on me, try to douse my inner flame, try to squash every ounce of beauty I hold within me. You won't succee

"breaking News!"
“BREAKING NEWS! “ "I read the news and stood..." disbelieving we would let the world see birds of a feather, fluff together, publicly. You and me, Eagerly … fluffing up, fluffing down, forth fluffing, back fluffing. You and me, together timing the rhyming, so each can hear and see, love’s rhythmic poetry, of WE, YOU and ME, together feather fluffing, together loving, AGAIN ! ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ Rhey W. Hedges, November 23, 2006

Feeling Lucky
Well tonite i dropped by daughter off to her father and was on the phone with one of my best friends and was feeling particurly lucky so i stopped to get some fuel and went inside to pay for the gas and decided it was time to play the lottery, well i got back in the van and started scratching the ticket when suddenly one star was revealed which meant i won $150 so im still on phone talking to this person whom by the way im gonna call from here on out my lucky charm, anyways i kept on scratching and revealed yet another star which was another $250 so i kept scratching and i revealed one of my winning numbers which meant another $150, which meant that i had won $500 , so tomorrow im going to celebrate with some very special people in my life...Hope you all have a good evening i know i sure have...

This Kid Has No Sense Of Humor.
what wishes are made of how dreams come true :: 'Cupcake' : “your name is 'dennis' on myspace, is it not? i believe i ran into you a year or two ago...odd.” :: 'what wishes are made of how dreams come true' : “yes that's my modeling profile.. I have 3 different names on myspace.” :: 'Cupcake' : “hahaha! so we might never know the real name? you know whats weird? everytime i looked at your picture i saw you as an "andrew".. is andrew REALLY your name? that would be crazy, if so. damn im a psychic...” :: 'what wishes are made of how dreams come true' : “dennis is what my friends call me as a joke... cause it's my modeling name... but andrew is my real name” :: ‘Cupcake’ : no offense, dear, but "dennis" is a name for some fugly nerdface who works at microsoft and eats his own dandruff... that is NOT you... [i hope]. hahaha.” 'what wishes are made of how dreams come true' - NO RESPONSE. GET A FUCKING SENSE OF HUMOR!: this just goes to show that pretty ‘model’

The Washcloth
From a Lady friend I was due for an appointment with the gynecologist later in the week. Early one morning, I received a call from the doctor's office to tell me that I had been rescheduled for that morning at 9:30 am. I had only just packed everyone off to work and school, and it was already around 8:45am. The trip to his office took about 35 minutes, so I didn't have any time to spare. As most women do, I like to take a little extra effort over hygiene when making such visits, but this time I wasn't going to be able to make the full effort. So, I rushed upstairs, threw off my pajamas, wet the washcloth that was sitting next to the sink, and gave myself a quick wash in that area to make sure I was at least presentable. I threw the washcloth in the clothes basket, donned some clothes, hopped in the car and raced to my appointment. I was in the waiting room for only a few minutes when I was called in. Knowing the procedure, as I'm sure you do, I hopped up on the table,

Got A Pic In The Fangoria Magazine
Well, fangoria did an inerview with Fangoria magazine and one of the films that we did together is in the magazine..It's from the film Cottonmouth..If you get the chance check it out!

What Color Is Your Psyche?
Your Psyche is Blue You are deeply emotional and very connected to everything (and everyone) around you. By simply understanding other people, you are able to help them heal and let go. While you are a very deep and thoughtful person, you do have a very silly, superficial side. When you are too blue: the weight of the world's problems hangs over you When you don't have enough blue: you lack perspective and understanding What Color Is Your Psyche?

Sick
Well one thing is for fucking sure. I aint going to work tomorrow. I got this casino-crud that is going around. It is a very intense flu-like illness that lasts about 1.5 days. And it has all the symptoms of of the full-blown flu - including the feeling of near death. It goes around the casino all the time because people bring in germs to which we have no local immunity. Pound for pound, casino workers are the sickest people in America. Now.... I have things wrong with me - conjestive heart, emphysema, PAD, etc....but I NEVER, EVER get sick. Cocksuckers.

The Trip--part Two
Once she knew the noise wasn't an animal, well at least not the kind with four legs that will tear you apart, she was fumming. "I can't believe her!" She thought, but then it hit her that she would be doing the same if he was here. So her enitial rage subsided. After trying and failing to ingnor them, she decided to give up. "You like that baby?" She hears Liz say. "No he hates it, that's why he keeps moaning." She laughs to herself. And after debeating with herself she decides "Well, I'm not going to sleep next to this, so maybe I should at least watch." A grin appears on her face as she unzipps her sleeping bag. She slowly and as quietly as she can unzipps her tent. She slips on her boots and creeps over to Liz's tent where all the fun seems to be going on. She peers through a section that Liz left unzipped and see's why he was moaning so loud.

Mid Life Crisis
I've seen two shows lately that went on and on about how mid-life is a great time for women. Just last week Oprah had a whole show on how great menopause will be....Puhleeeeeeeze! I've had a few thoughts of my own and would like to share them with you. Whether you are pushing 40, 50, 60 (or maybe even just pushing your luck), you'll probably relate. Mid-life is when the growth of hair on our legs slows down. This gives us plenty of time to care for our newly acquired mustache. In mid-life women no longer have upper arms, we have wing spans. We are no longer women in sleeveless shirts, we are flying squirrels in drag. Mid-life is when you can stand naked in front of a mirror and you can see your rear without turning around. Mid-life is when you go for a mammogram and you realize that this is the only time someone will ask you to appear topless. Mid-life is when you want to grab every firm young lovely in a tube top and scream, "Listen honey, ev

Does It Matter?
Ever wonder if what you say or do really means anything? Have you made a difference in someone's life? I do. I wonder if the things I have done have helped a friend... if I have said the right words to get them through a tough day. Sometimes I wonder if the difference I make is good or bad.... or if none of it mattered. Should I just go away or should I stay and try to help. I just wonder sometimes if it really does matter....

Freaky Friday!
Ok, so it's finally friday, and where the hell am I?! STILL STUCK AT WORK! First off, if you read the about me blog, you know, I HATE March! I'd rather crawl into a hole and wait it out, then really have to go through March! And today proves it. It started out a pretty good day, even though we didn't get to work on time because of my sister's husband and daughter. My sister's hubby loves to sleep. 12 hours sleep is not enough for this man! Her daughter is going through the "I want mommy" faze. So Lisa can't even get two feet towards the door without Madison hanging on her screaming and crying. So, we didn't get to work early, therefore, we didn't get to leave early. We went through a pretty boring day, not a lot went on. My boss, who was on a business trip decides to cut it short and come back to the office. No more playing on Pogo and Cherry Tap for me. BUT, my boss is the best boss in the world, and decides, after hearing us girls bitch about gas cost and being almost brok

Thank You To All My Ct Friends Xox
My Dear friends, Just wanted to say a Big Thank You to you all for making me feel welcome on CT and for all your interesting blogs and stashes,who were both enlightening and refreshing.Have yourselves a Brilliant weekend in company of your families and friends. Stay Safe and God Bless. Yv.x Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com

Stunning Senior Moment
A very self-important college freshman attending a recent football game, took it upon himself to explain to a senior citizen sitting next to him why it was impossible for the older generation to understand his generation. "You grew up in a different world, actually an almost primitive one," the student said, loud enough for many of those nearby to hear. "The young people of today grew up with television, jet planes, space travel, man walking on the moon, our spaceships have visited Mars. We have nuclear energy, electric and hydrogen cars, computers with light-speed processing...and," pausing to take another drink of beer. The Senior took advantage of the break in the student's litany and said, "You're right, son. We didn't have those things when we were young...so we invented them. Now, you arrogant little shit, what are you doing for the next generation?" The applause was resounding...

One More Time
sorry just have to write this down one more time..six fucking years with my husband and then he decides he doesnt wanna be with me...ok, six fucking years, where did this come from??? somewhere in the damn six years he must have been thinking he didnt want to be with me!!!six mo fo years!!!!what a prick!!!!

My Brother
COME STIAMO IN PIEDI CADIAMO. COME LA VITA GLI E DATA E PORTATO. COME IM THERES TRISTE ALCUNI UN FELICE COME PIANGO QUALCUNO SCHERZA. Non MAI FINCHE L HO LA VITA DI BRO si ARRENDERA A DIO AMERICANO DEVE DEGLI Stati Uniti CHE IL MIO MAGGIO DI FRATELLO ESTENDO LA MIA MANO IL MIO CUORE IL MIO AMORE PER IL SUO AMICO SPEDISCE IL SUO IL MIO RICO DI FRATELLO PER PRENDE CHE DIO NOI HA DATO QUEL 'EACHOTHER RICO L AMO.

Theunloved Has Passed This Way.
TheUnLoved has passed this way... To leave a few thoughts... I have on My mind....... I DO LEAVE BITE MARKS! Sinking My fangs into your lovely, soft skin... Mmmm you taste divine MySweet... I shall return soon...

Don't Be A Coward
A friend of mine referred me to cherry tap saying people here were great and open-minded. So here goes. There is this one person who prefers to stay anonymous when rating or making comments. I can understand its a right, but don't you think its a bit cowardice to do as such? Don't get me wrong, its the fact that this person makes unpleasant comments w/o owning up. Have the courage to stand up for your comments, ratings and convictions here or on the outside world..That's what makes you stand out from the rest. I've made many friends here and I do hope none of them feels offended by my above comment cause it's NOT directed to any of them. This person knows who they are.

Shower
i just got out of the shower and thought of something ladies do u find it attractive for a male to shave around the base of the dick, balls and taint? i shaved it all for my wife and was wonderen if women really enjoy it or if they think its wierd or unattractive....... post your thoughts plz

How Bad Do U Want Me..
HOW BAD R U WANTED????? Post this and see how many messages u get....don't be scared!! It is really amazing to see what people really think about you...and I promise you are probably going to be shocked at some of the responses.... (1) just friends (2) gorgeous (3) cute as heck (4) hot (5) fine (6) sexy (7) amazingly sexy (8) we can be friends with benefits (9) id take u to my crib (10) i want 2 make u my gf/bf (11) i love u baby (12) call me.....(__)____-___ repost this and see your results ;)

My Friday Story
Before You By William Arthur Ward Before you speak, listen. Before you write, think. Before you spend, earn. Before you invest, investigate. Before you criticize, wait. Before you pray, forgive. Before you quit, try. Before you retire, save. Before you die, give. MySpace Graphics, MySpace Layouts

Happy Friday!
*Quick Power* Happiness is something that brightens the day and gives joy to all along the way! *Power Pearl* Happy experiences produce fond memories. Experiencing quality happiness from youth forward develops a pattern of a positive outlook that sticks with a person throughout the years. Happiness brings joy and comfort into the realm of life. Happy experiences are valuable experiences that can mature and blossom into the ability to know how to experience quality happiness and bring happiness to others along the way. Happiness today is a good sign of happiness in the future. THE POWERLINE --Special Note-- *Quick Power* - is "Thought For The Day" presented in a single sentence, that can be enjoyed at a glance, in a blink of an eye. This is for those of you on the go and who want to get right to the heart of the matter. *Power Pearl* - is "Thought For The Day" presented in a concise paragraph format that expands upon the *Quick Power* presentation, for those of you

The Cowboy
A West Texas rancher died and left everything to his devoted wife. She was determined to keep the ranch, but knew very little about ranching, so she placed an ad in the newspaper for a ranch hand. Two cowboys applied for the job. One was gay and the other a drunk. She thought long and hard about it, and when no one else applied she decided to hire the gay guy, figuring it would be safer to have him around the house than the drunk. He proved to be a hard worker who put in long hours every day and knew a lot about ranching. For weeks, the two of them worked hard and the ranch was doing very well. Then one day, the rancher's widow said "You have done a really good job, and the ranch looks great. You should go into town and kick up your heels." The hired hand readily agreed and went into town on Saturday night. He returned around 2:30am, and upon entering the room, he found the rancher's widow sitting by the fireplace with a glass of wine, waiting for him. She quietly

Just Like A Pill
I'm lyin' here on the floor where you left me I think I took too much I'm crying here, what have you done? I thought it would be fun I can't stay on your life support, there's a shortage in the switch, I can't stay on your morphine, cuz its making me itch I said I tried to call the nurse again but shes being a little bitch, I think I'll get outta here, where I can Run just as fast as I can To the middle of nowhere To the middle of my frustrated fears And I swear you're just like a pill Instead of makin' me better, you keep makin' me ill You keep makin' me ill I haven't moved from the spot where you left me This must be a bad trip All of the other pills, they were different Maybe I should get some help I can't stay on your life support, there's a shortage in the switch, I can't stay on your morphine, cuz its making me itch I said I tried to call the nurse again but shes being a little bitch, I think I'll get outta here, where I can Run just as fast

Yaaaaay!!
At this moment I have 400 cherry points left B4 I LEVEL-UP to MAGIC CHERRY...Can't believe how time flies.It was like Tuesday when I became the cherry I am right now.I gues your dude gotta lay off the TAP juice for awhile.....nah hehee.Holla at a brother and you know what I'll do ya'll MyHotComments / HotFreeLayouts

We All Need A Tree
I hired a plumber to help me restore an old farmhouse, and after he had just finished a rough first day on the job: a flat tire made him lose an hour of work, his electric drill quit and his ancient one ton truck refused to start. While I drove him home, he sat in stony silence. On arriving, he invited me in to meet his family. As we walked toward the front door, he paused briefly at a small tree, touching the tips of the branches with both hands. When opening the door he underwent an amazing transformation.. His face was wreathed in smiles and he hugged his two small children and gave his wife a kiss. Afterward he walked me to the car. We passed the tree and my curiosity got the better of me. I asked him about what I had seen him do earlier. "Oh, that's my trouble tree," he replied "I know I can't help having troubles on the job, but one thing's for sure, those troubles don't belong in the house with my wife and the children. So I just hang th

The Trip -- Part One
As she puts the campfire out for the night, all she keeps thinking about is how much she wished he could have made the trip and how jealous she is at Liz because her new "man" just had to come. All day she had to put up with their inexhaustible PDA. "Good night" Liz says as she zipps up her and her lover boy's tent. "Night, sleep well." She says with a fake smile, but what's she's thinking is "Night, hope the bears get you both." Once the fire is out she climbs into her own tent for the night. It's a warm night so she decides to skip putting on the night shirt and just settles into her sleeping bag wearing her cami and panties. She closes her eyes but all she can think of is him. How he was so excited about this trip they had planned over three months ago. But sadly his brother fell ill and he had to stay. She didn't feel any resentment toward his brother though, she actually felt bad she hadn't gone with him, but he told her to go on the trip with Liz. "I would rather

Stuff
Someone tell me just what is wrong with this pic, I am getting quite a few very LOW rates on it, for that matter, some ball less person had even rated my profile a 6.... wassup with that ? I rate very good, and am pretty generous with my 11's for that matter.

How Do We Made Fall In Love?
I THOUGHT ABOUT THIS IMPORTANT SUBJECT SEVERAL TIMES,MORE AND MORE...BUT I FOUND A NEW THING WHENEVER I TOYGHT IN LOVE!FOR EXAMPLE LOVE DOSEN'T KNOW YOUNG OR ADULT,LOVE DOESN'T KNOW RICH OR POOR TOO,WHOEVER BREATH IN THIS WORLD MAYBE WAS A LOVER OR WILL BE ALOVER LATER,HOW DO WE FALL IN LOVE?SOMEBODY SAY WE DON'T BELIEVE IT,IT'S LOOKLIKE ADDICTED!!!SOMBODY SAY JUST A LOOKING ENOUGH FOR MAKE FALL IN LOVE,SOMEBODY BELIEVE LOVE MEANS SEX,THEY TELL WE DON'T HAVE LOVERS WITHOUT SEX!ANOTHER GROUP SAY LOVE IS JUST FOR GOD! AND SOMEONE CAN FEEL LOVE THAT EARN TOO MANY SUFFERS UNTILL THEY CALLED SINFULNESS,SOMETIMES I CONFUSED,BUT MY IDEA IS LOVE IS SO SIMPLE..IT DOSEN'T NEED SEX OR THE HUMAN WITHOUT SIN!THE MERCIFUL GOD CREATED THE WOPRLD FOR THE HUMAN...AND CREATED THE HUMAN FOR IT'S SOUL, AND CREATED THE SOUL FOR LOVE!LOVE HELPS PEOPLE HAVE BEEN PERFECT,LIKE TO BE BETTER,TO BE HAPPY AND TO BE CREATOR! TO BE CONTINUED! VARY

To My Fellow Canucks
I read an article in the paper today which I found truely annoying. The Ontario government is considering an outright ban on handgun ammunition, with the exception of firing ranges and competition grounds, as a response to the recent gang shootings. Unfortunately, the general public does not understand what is involved in legally owning handguns in our country. Before you can even get your PAL (Possession and Aquisition Licence), you must attend a firearms safety course. after the successful completion of this course, you must complete the Canadian Restricted Firearms Safety course. After that you must find three individuals which are willing to sign a statement, affirming that they have known the applicant for atleast three years (they cannot be relatives). One must be able to confirm that the individual in the photgraph attached to the application is accurate, for identification purposes, to identify the applicant. They all must confirm that the information provided by the

Captivated Distraction...
Captivated Distraction Living each day Eyes open In search of something One may never find A simple look One who can see The transparent me A huge heart Inspired by love Wanting to be held He reached in Through the obstacles Touching me With his kindness We danced Embraced life Feeling things For the first time He held me Captivated Soft kisses Wet by wine Drenching me With emotions Puddles of passion Dripped by desire He consumed me Damped lips Sipping slowly In his arms So strong Fingers to flesh In his thoughts Shared words Lingered lust Lost within His breath We tasted Enjoying each other To the fullest flavor My mind’s now Distracted By overflowing Thoughts Of yesterday’s drink Thirst to be quenched Once again By you Written by Melody 3/30/07

Pondering
well it seems i have been pondering on fucking life a lot today...its like i have been beating myself in the head trying to figure what in the hell i am doing with my life...im always trying to please other ppl but i dont get any pleasure from it...is it suppose to be like that? cant i just be myself and find someone who loves me for that, or do i have to front all the time!!! not saying that im fronting but it seems like no one accepts me for me...they always think that im a little weird...so just get the fuck over it then...im gonna be me from now on and do what i like doing and someone will come that likes the same as me...then we can do it together and live our own lives, a life that is completely different from others....and for the ones that dont like it kiss my ass and go the fuck on then!!! and weird dreams last night, i couldnt sleep at all...dreamed someone came and gave me a black rose...anyways

Lonely
Lonely is the girl who sits beside the bed Lonely is the boy who cares but doesn’t tell Pain and fear keep them rooted inside Never a soul to see the truth hidden within To afraid to say and to afraid to cry Love is whisked away on the night sky Moonlight’s soft glow chasing the shadows of the night away Clouds swirl in hiding the moon letting darkness hold sway Lonely shadows come out to play Whispering and talking the night away Until once more the moons light shine Banishing the shadows until another time Sliver and golden mix in the morn Birds welcome the ending night and coming day Sleepy heads start to rise and greet the day The lonely girl and boy are still apart Destined to be lonely at heart Empty minds fill the day Nighttime brings the pain

And The Winners Are.......
DAMN IT I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO! The original 1st place winner has taken down all of her pics and posted a blog that she has left so should I totally disregard her rates/comments or what? ANY and ALL suggestions/ideas are very much appreciated! Crystal

Everything Is Falling Into Place!!!
Oh, I can't believe. For once in my life, things are actually looking good for me. I just got accepted into a foreign language society at my college, Alpha Mu Gamma, and I get initiated next Tuesday. I've worked so hard to make something of myself. I had people got my a beaker (a smart person) because I wanted to get into a good college and actually have a future unlike some people in my schol that I know. I might get into a Christian group, Baker Ambassadors, and I'm gonna be so happy!!! I'm taking a road trip this Sunday with some of my best friends!!! Although I have a lot of stress on me right now, I feel actually wonderful. Except for the fact that my wrist is hurting me and I don't know what's wrong with it. At least, I have a 4 day weekend next week and I'm going home on Wednesday. I get to see my family!!! Oh, and the best thing is that my birthday is in 10 days!!!

A Vacation Is Always A Good Thing
Sorry that I have been MIA for a while but I got super busy. I spent a WONDERFUL week in New Hampshire visiting family and friends. I read about 3 books and a handful of assorted magazines and barely touched a computer at all! IT WAS GREAT! Of course I did miss everyone who reads my posts and I really do want to kind of keep my blog up for a change rather then posting once maybe twice and then giving up. I'm VERY determined to keep this up. I think in my last post I started talking about all of the different fetishes and how there is one for EVERYONE. So... what's your fetish? I'm actually really good at guessing once I've talked to a person for a few minutes. I guess it's one of those skills you learn after doing phone sex for over 3 years for a living. I'm still trying to decide how I want to get into talking about fetishes and everything. I'm not really huge on giving a ton of details about my clients because thats why I'm as successful as I am, but it really IS an

I Gotta Work :( Show Me Luv Please
OK I'M OFF TO WORK IF U GET A FEW MINUTES PLEASE GO DROP ME SOME LUV !! XOXO HAVE A SEXXXY WEEKEND OK I'M WORKING 2 CONTESTS .. I NEED COMMENT BOMBERS PLEASE !! IT'S APPRECIATED XOXO THANK YOU IN ADVANCE !!!!! FIRST CONTEST STARTED MARCH 29 AND WILL END APRIL 11 @ 7 AM EST SEXIEST BEDROOM EYEZ SECOND ONE STARTED TODAY MARCH 30 AND WILL END APRIL 6 @ 2 PM EST BEST MORPH AGAIN THANK YOU TO MY KICK ASS FRIENDS FOR DROPPIN ME LUV !!

A Work In Progress
Im the Juggalo Bulldog bitch you can' fuck with me not when I'm with my whole crew, theres lilnasty to my left, piggly wiggly to my right, don't forget Big Dawg behind me achin for a fight. I'll Fuck you wives cause I don't care, you aint nuthin' but a mother fuckin' cuck to me. I'm a new breed of Juggalo you aint never met my kind, we dont fuck around now get the fuck out my way. If you know whats up throw em up, If you know whats up throw em up! Wicked Clowns Never Die, Wicked clowns, wicked clowns, Wicked wicked wicked Clowns I'm straight out the bind, lookin' to take your wife, take your life so bow down before me to make it right, Cause I'm the Juggalo Bulldog bitch you cant fuck with me, fuck with me, ya fuck with my whole crew I'm a sick motherfucker and I'll tell you why I love blood, guts, fingers, and toes. I love blood runnin' down my chin and dripin' on my balls. I love guts all up on my dick, I love fresh chicks, dead chicks, fat chicks, skinny chicks, you

#4 Phantom Friday Night Theater - Phantom Of The Opera Theme Song
Welcome to Phantom Friday Theater Gerard Butler and Emmy Rossum Phantom of the Opera Christine: In sleep he sang to me In dreams he came That voice which calls to me And speaks my name And do I dream again? For now I find The phantom of the opera is there, Inside my mind Phantom: Sing once again with me Our strange duet My power over you Grows stronger yet And though you turn from me to glance behind The phantom of the opera is there Inside your mind Christine: Those who have seen your face Draw back in fear I am the mask you wear Phantom: It's me they hear Both: My/Your spirit and my/your voice In one combined The phantom of the opera is there inside my/your mind Chorus: Is that the phantom of the opera? Beware the phantom of the opera

Take The Time
One of the great things about having little ones is getting away with doing kids stuff. as some of my Cherry Tap family know I have not been having the best last two months my faith in love and friendship has been ripped to hell and back but the Lil man keeps the anger from taking over. today I made an investment that I think you all should make I got the movie Happy Feet for the man and I think I loved it as much as he did I don't care how bad your day has been this movie will make it better even if it's for a moment trust me it will be time well spent it was hard for me to stay still watch it and then get back at me with reviews!

~death Of A Chat Friend~
I woke up very suddenly @ 1 am this morning unable to fully go back to sleep....I finally got out of bed after sometime and took a shower and had a cup of coffee. When I got on YAHOO messenger I was just sitting there kind of surprised I had not heard from my friend Charlie in a few days about his trip to see his son and grand kids...within a few minutes a message box from his name pops up and I was so excited to see how it went until I read the following message..... Charles Harris (3/30/2007 9:03:54 AM): My father passed away at 1 am i dont know how well you all knew him but i promissed him id let you know, thanks for being a friend to him hope you all loved him like we do i am his son thanks His son and I chatted for awhile and I guess his father had my photo on his screensaver. This man was such a gentleman ,so kind and always made me smile and made sure he told me I was a beautiful woman and his best friend. He will be greatly missed.I told him he was my ANGEL sent from GOD

Rating Me And My Photos
I'VE BEEN A MEMBER ON HERE FOR NOT TOO LONG OF TIME AND I DON'T WANT TO COME OFF AS NASTY BUT THE WAY I LOOK AT THIS IS THIS, IF YOU LIKE ME, MY PROFILE, MY PICTURES AND RATE THEM A 10 OR A 9 OR EVEN A 8, THAT'S GREAT BUT IF YOU RATE ME ANYTHING LOWER THAN A 5, I REALLY DON'T GIVE A FLYING FUCK WHAT YOU RATE ME WHEN IT COMES TO A FIVE OR BELOW, THE WAY I LOOK AT IT IS, LOOKS AREN'T EVERYTHING, IT IS WHAT IS INSIDE THAT COUNTS AND IF PEOPLE ARE GOING TO START DISSING ME BECAUSE I'M NOT GREAT LOOKING OR THAT YOU CAN'T STAND DISABLED PEOPLE THEN FUCK OFF, BECAUSE I WILL BE WHO I AM AND THAT IS ME AND IF PEOPLE GOT A PROBLEM WITH ME, IN ANY SHAPE FORM OR FASHION, CAN GO TAKE A FLYING JUMP OFF THE FIRST BRIDGE THEY FIND BECAUSE RATING ME LOWER THAN A 5, I COULD GIVE A FUCK LESS ABOUT AND ANY NEGATIVE COMMENTS, I COULD CARE LESS ABOUT TOO, IF THERE POSITIVE COMMENTS AND FEEDBACK, THAT'S SUPER! I KNOW ONE THING, I NEVER PROCLAIMED TO BE GOOD LOOKING BUT IF SOME WOMAN LIK E MY GIRLFRIEND WHO

Vinny"s Home!!!!!!!!!!!
You all see that fine ass sexy man down there?!?!?!?! That there be my man, my bitch, my PIMP, my male best friend, that there be my Vin (be jealous be very jealous hehehehe!!!)!!!! He is home for the next 2 weeks so you all know whats poppin this weekend, can you say PARTY!!!!!!!!! I shall return in one piece in a few day with hella pix to show off, but for now me and Tiya gotta get our sexy on so peAce and have a sefe and kick ass weekend everybody! Ciao'!

Words Mean What
1.) Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2.) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3.) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4.) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5.) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.) 6.) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay f

The Mystique Of Sexy Shoes . . .
So, I am in a WONDERFUL mood today, having finally obtained the PERFECT pair of 5" black patent leather, round toe heels today (that I have been looking for for AGES!!!): I know what appeal high heels have to me, but I am wondering just what it is about heels that men like so much? Is it the way it makes our legs and butt look? Is it a "dominance" thing? Another thing - What is it about a woman dangling a high heel off of her toes while her legs are crossed that absolutely drives men insane? I have done this plenty of times before and will ALWAYS get a man's attention that way. I actually had a man come up to me once at a nihtclub and tell me if I didn't stop doing that, I would be held personally responsible for driving him absolutely mad! Men, you have any answers for me on this????

'male' Inmate Found To Be A Woman
All hail the news!!! LoL CHATTANOOGA, Tenn. (March 30) - An inmate was jailed as a man for more than a week on a statutory rape charge before a shower revealed the prisoner was a woman. Alexander David Cross, also known as Elaine Ann Cross, had been in the Hamilton County Jail awaiting a court appearance Wednesday. Cross pleaded guilty to the charge in a deal with prosecutors. The charge stems from an alleged sexual relationship with a 15-year-old girl. Prosecutors allege Cross, 42, and the teenager had sexual contact at least three times during June and July 2006. Officials said Cross' gender was revealed when jail authorities forced the inmate to take a shower. "After about 10 days in jail, they figure out Alex Cross is a female," prosecutor Boyd Patterson said in court. The plea means no jail time will be required if Cross stays out of trouble for six years. Cross must register as a convicted sex offender and have no contact with the teen. The gender design

Another Year Gone
Well, the other day I celebrated another year, it was wonderful with the three wonderful people I share my life with cake, ballons, streamers, cards and gifts....I am so thankful for all that I have...simple and sweet..oh yeah and once in awhile something shiney....

Closing The Houston Chapter Of My Life
Closing the Houston Chapter of my life. Current mood: accomplished Category: Life Closing the Houston Chapter of MY Life This week, I made a decision to finally put an end to my time in this house and city. Memorial Day weekend marks the 6th year that I have been back here. I guess you could call it a seven year itch that started early. No decision has been made on where I'm moving, I just know it's time to go. I had sort of made the decision after my father died but, someone else decided that I wasn't ready to go. If you are thinking that someone was human, you are way wrong. And really that's way cool because had she not taken that off of my hands, I wouldn't have met some of the really wonderful people that I have this past year and a half. All she really did was remove a giant obstacle out of my life and in doing so, I found peace within. Yes, I said she. My guardian angel is one or both of my twin sisters. I am the only survivor of triplet pregna

Did Anyone Ever Tell You Are?
Did Anyone Ever Tell You, Just How Special You Are The Light that You Emit Might even Light a Star Did Anyone Ever Tell You How Important You Make Others Feel Somebody out here is Smiling About Love that is so Real Did Anyone Ever Tell You Many Times, When They were Sad Your E-mail made Them Smile a bit In Fact It made Them Glad For the Time You Spend Sending Things And Sharing whatever You Find There are No Words to Thank You But Somebody, Thinks You're Fine Did Anyone Ever Tell You Just How Much They Like You Well, My Dearest "Online " Friend Today I am Telling You I HOPE I GET THIS BACK I believe that without a friend you are missing out on a lot!!! Don't be confused by friends and acquaintances, there is a difference! Because I care about you, It's national care week .. . . and you get to send messages to all your friends telling them that you care about them and make them feel good about themselves and if they write back . (just on

Sexiest Bedroom Eyez And Best Morph
OK I'M WORKING 2 CONTESTS .. I NEED COMMENT BOMBERS PLEASE !! IT'S APPRECIATED XOXO THANK YOU IN ADVANCE !!!!! FIRST CONTEST STARTED MARCH 29 AND WILL END APRIL 11 @ 7 AM EST SEXIEST BEDROOM EYEZ SECOND ONE STARTED TODAY MARCH 30 AND WILL END APRIL 6 @ 2 PM EST BEST MORPH AGAIN THANK YOU TO MY KICK ASS FRIENDS FOR DROPPIN ME LUV !!

Please Help Me!
Add all of these people, all in my family and all great people. Please rate them, fan them, and add them. Most of them have stash items and lots of pics so rate them all. Jess@ CherryTAP Apple D@ CherryTAP Shay@ CherryTAP curvylover rate me fan me fan me crush me :)@ CherryTAP ~~HORNY~ANGEL~~@ CherryTAP yvonne1972@ CherryTAP angel_eyez@ CherryTAP Miss Jessica@ CherryTAP tonya@ CherryTAP cajun_spice_babe@ CherryTAP steph@ CherryTAP SeXy NaTiVe

Forget
Forget her name Forget her face Forget her kiss Her warm embrace Forget the love you once knew Remember she has someone new Forget her when they played your song Remember when you cried all night long Forget how close you once were Remember she has chosen him Forget how you memorized her walk Forget the way she used to talk Forget the things she used to say Remember she has gone away Forget her laugh forget his grin Forget the dimples on her chin Forget the way she held you tight Remember she's with him tonight Forget the time that went so fast Forget the love that moved, it's past Forget she said she'd leave you never Remember she's gone forever

Some Are Gay, Some Are Straight And Some Are Dead...
So as I'm startin out my new CherryTap profile, and I'm curious, how odd is it that I'm gay, not so feminine (although I do have my moments) and I have a mohawk? Most gay men are prissy little whiners, so worried about messin up their hair, dirtyin their nails or heaven forbid - breakin one! They call grown men girls - 'hey, what's up girl?'...or have a HUGE swish like a model on the catwalk...OR they just have a terrible attitude towards everyone that isn't them... I suppose in a way I'm writing this to tell the difference between gay and fags...maybe I'm writing this to vent out some anger management issues I have about 'the other species of gay-ness' or maybe I'm waiting to see how many gay MEN reply to this ad / blog because I haven't found the 'right man' for me in passing on the street, the local meat-market bars or on any chat lines...or maybe I just wanna see what kind of responses I get? Besides the hate-mail, slander or homophobic crap that I'm sure I'm gonna get (I'm g

Best Friends
Sitting here today thinking about the past couple of months I began to wonder about the personal relationships that I have. I have few friends and just 2 people that I would call my best friends. Strange that neither of them have met each other but they both know of each other. I know that they would be great friends if they were to meet. But that is unlikely. With these 2 people I have shared myself totally and trust them with all of the aspects of my life. My bestest friend from Wyoming-- she’s the best I have admired her strength to deal with her life situations, there have been times that she just needs to get herself together. It’s a time thing. I understand that and I know how it is to be dealing with some of the things that she has to deal with on a daily basis. I have always given her the space that she needs, and if she doesn’t call me or I don’t talk with her for a few days.. it’s o.k. because she is working on her things. Sometimes I can help but sometimes I cant. When

Who Wants To Party?
So this is my weekend to find my party self all over again. And let me just tell you I am enjoying every fucking step of the way. Tonight is the poker party and I am ready. I dont know how well we are going to play fucked up but its all for fun right? Well the gayboi's are ready to show me what I have been missing these past few weeks, worrying about falling in love and dealing with stupid internet bullshit. ITS ALL FAKE! I am ready to go out and enjoy my life once again. So if you are in the Tampa/St Pete area send me a message and I will see what I can do for the party invite. LOVES IT!

Sick And Tired
Its just not as fun as it used to be here anymore.Theres a handful of very good friends that I treasure but for the most part, all im getting lately are the pervs that never get the hint or friends that get butthurt that i dont respond to them IMMEDIATELY when i have a list of THOUSANDS! Its the holidays coming up and im in a depressed mood. I am going to be off for 5 days and I have NOWHERE to go. No friends to visit, family is so far away and they could care less anyways and my one escape - Cherrytap has turned into a juggling act of trying to make eveyone happy. Trying to stay neutral when people that dont get along are BOTH on your friends list.Trying to show support for one while not berating the other. Endless bulletins bitching about downrating or fakes or cheats. I guess I'm just reacting to this funk im in. forgive my babbling but sometimes it just feels good to let it out SOMEWHERE! To those who have been there for me, thank you! Thinking of taking a cherrytap break

My Race Week
Ok, as promised, here is a glimpse of my wonderful week working at the races. Tuesday night we had rain. Lots and lots of rain. Saw some old friends like George, Gypsy (his Weiner dog), Robert, Linda, yadda yadda, bunch of em! I also found out that some of my other friends that I work with were all scattered out on different shifts! UGH!!! That was bad. I only get to see most of them twice a year so that sucked. Night over, went home done homework and tried to sleep. Wednesday came, and one of my friends from high school came by to visit. His name is Chris. We talked and hung out for a while. Then, I got PISSED!!!!!!!! Around 2 a man walks in bleeding all over the place. He is fussing with the guy who helped me and a security guard. Well, neither one decided to do anything about the BLOOD so I told them basically to shut it and started trying to clean up the mans face best I could. Come to find out he had smacked a ladder on the camper beside him with his face and needed stitche

Kristen's Kloset Is For Eveyone!!!
KRISTEN'S KLOSET is for eveyone!!! Put the spark back in your relationship by kicking things up a notch! Kristen's kloset offers a wonderful line of bath and massage aids, books, games, lubricants, spa products, lingerie, adult novelties and bedroom accessories. There is truly something for everyone! Confidential on-line shopping: www.funpartieswithkristen.com Would you like first hand demonstration of our products? You can see, touch, taste, smell our lotions, lubricants, body sprays, body powders, massage lotions and oils. Plus see some of our "bedroom accessories" up close and personal. ( Well, not too personal). It's a great time and I can almost guarantee you'll learn something new! Contact me for your fun party in your home. Parties are for women only or couples (18 and over) BUT anyone over 18 can order. Get together with your girlfriends and have a great night in - send the boys off to watch the game and we'll call them back when the demonstration

Tips On Using Your Vibrator
TIPS ON USING YOUR VIBRATOR This section is designed to give information for successful vibrator use because they usually don't come with instructions and most people are too embarrassed to discuss it with friends, especially if they are a first-time user or can't get aroused. A very important rule to remember is that there is no absolute right or wrong way to use a vibrator.....Only what feels good and relaxes you or gets you euphoric. If you don't even know where to begin or want new ideas then you have come to the right place. We will touch on solo play as well as couple play and more: Step 1: Do what feels good - This is to be emphasized since everyone's body is different. Step 2: Set aside some relaxing time- Make sure you have some time set aside, especially when learning how to use the vibrator. Don't do this if you have to be somewhere and will have to stop within an hour. One who is experienced will know how long it will take and may be able to pleasure themselves

Explaining The G Spot
explaining the G spot The g spot was named for the German physician Ernst Grafenberg who first described "an erotic zone located on the anterior wall of the vagina along the course of the urethra that would swell during sexual stimulation." By all non-medical accounts the g spot is just that. It isn't a specific "spot" as much as it is an area that responds to stimulation. There are a variety of different theories as to what the g spot is and why it might feel good. One line of thinking is that the g spot is better described as the female prostate gland, and that like the male prostate it is sensitive to pressure and stimulation. Researchers have also noted that stimulating this area (called the anterior wall, but it is the side nearest your belly button) is likely also stimulating the internal clitoral body and the urethra, both of which are also sensitive to stimulation and can be the sources of great sexual excitement. For some women the g spot is an area that can bring

Secrets Of Sexy Marriages
Secrets of Sexy Marriages In every relationship, levels of sexual desire for both partners fluctuate. Some stages are predictable: when you first marry, after you have a child, when the kids leave home, when job pressures persist. These are all times when sexual moods and patterns of lovemaking may shift. Knowing this, and being confident enough to talk about it, strengthens intimacy. Couples with the sexiest marriages: 1. Remember that sex problems are sometimes red herrings. Understanding that impotence is a common problem at every stage of marriage is the first, and highest, hurdle most couples have to clear. Talking about the problem can be reassuring and often lessens the anxiety for both partners. In fact, the more both partners worry about the problem, the more intractable it becomes. However, wise couples recognize that impotence can also be a wake-up call, a signal of stress somewhere in the relationship. Instead of banishing feelings of frustration, unhappiness, or e

Just My Dribble Again
She She greets me and I feel as though I could fly She is like a wonder drug that gets me high She sweeps me off my feet with a angels smile She is my own private paradise isle She enraptures my soul when I do see She has sent but simple words to me She is the one who does fill my mind She is my treasure, my rare find She is the one I miss most when I do seek She is the on of whom my soul does speak She is kept in my thoughts I hear her name She alone is the keeper of desires flame She is the one that I feel was sent for me She is the one hope and dream my sweet melody She is sung in the mind and in the heart She is the one my love will never let part By R. Thomas Dinsmore

"what Do I Do When I'm Down There?"
"What do I do when I'm down there?" Everyone knows guys are obsessed with oral sex. That's probably why sex therapists and advice columnists receive more questions about it than any other sex act. I've collected the 11 most common oral sex concerns women face so you and your man can both love every minute. Have you ever seen a grown man beg? You will. Where do I start? The basic technique: Cover your teeth with your lips, with your mouth in an "O" shape. Don't stretch your lips, though, keep them loose and soft. With one hand gripping the base of the shaft, make one smooth movement by sliding your (very wet) mouth over his erection, taking him as far into your mouth as is comfortable. Stay there for one to two seconds, then slowly slide back up to the top, making eye contact with him as you reluctantly remove your mouth. (If his eyes are rolling back into his head, you're off to a good start.) Then, to his delight, start again. Slide your mouth repeatedly up and down. Use

Feelings
I have loved,hurt,hurt someone, and felt out of place. There has been just too much going on and more than anything I have just wanted to feel that unconditional love. Yes I know that is asking alot but hey you can dream can't you. Life is full of hurt and love. Too many mistakes are made that can lead someone down a path that will put them in love with the wrong person. You know that someone that you believe that beyond a shadow of a doubt that they love you and want to be with you the rest of their life. They promise you the world and so on. Then there comes that day that your world has been turned upside down. You are hurt,and can't understand what you have done wrong to make them not want to be there with you anymore. But then life goes on...YOu may go on for a long time and want nothing more than to be with that person still, but then you may go on and find someone new. Yes love is crazy but hell what is it really. Yes just a word mostly. You can tell someone you love them all day

The Search For The Male G-spot Can Be Daunting,
The search for the male G-spot can be daunting, especially because there are actually three. *First is the frenulum, the sensitive area just on the underside of the penis, where the folds of his glans, the penis head, come together. This hot spot, when touched, can produce ecstatic sensations in a man. It is a bundle of nerve endings and is especially sensitive when he is highly aroused and the glans is swollen. *The second spot is the perineum, the area of skin between the testicles and the anus. This area is often a centre of great pleasure when touched by a lover during sexual play. It is also reported to assist men in keeping erect longer and holding off ejaculation. It is often regarded as a sacred sexual spot and can produce intensely pleasurable sensations when rubbed gently or hard during high states of arousal. *The third male 'G-spot' is the prostate. The prostate, an internal gland behind and under the bladder which produces fluid for semen, may be fondled and rubbed by

Quiz For The Mind!
How Many do you know? This is a quiz for people who know everything! 1. Name the one sport in which neither the spectators nor the participants know the score or the leader until the contest ends. 2. What famous North American landmark is constantly moving backward? 3. Of all vegetables, only two can live to produce on their own for several growing seasons. All other vegetables must be replanted every year. What are the only two perennial vegetables? 4. What fruit has its seeds on the outside? 5. In many liquor stores, you can buy pear brandy, with a real pear inside the bottle. The pear is whole and ripe, and the bottle is genuine; it hasn't been cut in any way. How did the pear get inside the bottle? 6. Only three words in standard English begin with the letters " dw" and they are all common words. Name two of them. 7. There are 14 punctuation marks in English grammar. Can you name at least half of them? 8. Name the only vegetable or fruit that is

The Hugest Grin...
i have jaw ache, my kids have only been with me 4 hours now and i haven't stopped smiling. They are sleeping angels right now and it's all i can do not to wake them and give them huge hugs...... They are my miracles, my pride and joy :-) A Proud Father David

A Favor!!!
Hello everyone...I need to ask a huge favor! I have a paper due in a month and I have to interview someone in the criminal justice system: I can choose from: a Judge, Criminal defense attorney, Procecutor, Probation officer, parole officer, fraud investigator, correction officer, correction counselor, juvenile justic counselor, federal law enforcement officer, police officer, correction officer. please please let me know! I want to hand this thing in early and get a good grade!!!!! I will love you forever! lol.

April And May Are A Great Time To Host A Fun Party
April and May are a great time to host a Fun Party April and May are a great time to host a Kristen's Kloset Fun Party!! Help me fill my calendar with party bookings and you'll receive an extra gift! Receive a FREE* 4oz bottle of coochy! along with my regular hostess incentives when you host your party! Call or email me TODAY to book your party!! Place an order! Host a party! Phone:513.289-6007 Email: davisk575@fuse.net Website: www.funpartieswithkristen.com

Cunnilingus Techniques
Cunnilingus Techniques Cunnilingus Techniques Performing cunnilingus can be one of the most wonderful things you can do for a woman. It makes her feel loved, admired, sexy, and has the potential to give her an exceptional orgasm. Many women prefer it to intercourse, and for those who require a large amount of clitoral stimulation, it is the easiest way to orgasm. Besides, lots of women expect it these days and men who perform great cunnilingus are always appreciated and considered fabulous lovers. There is little more exciting to a woman than to know that her partner finds her delicious; meaning that you enjoy the taste, smell and feeling of her vaginal juices. At the same time, there is little less exciting to a woman than to think that you don't like the taste and smell of her most intimate region. If your partner has a smell that is more than you can handle, or she doesn't feel comfortable with you down there (thinking you won't like the smell), suggest taking a nice hot s

The Heat Of My Desire
In the still of the evening Without sunlight to intrude I see the twilight's in your eyes As the moon sets up the mood Playing music soft and low While romance fills the air I can't help but feel aroused The very moment you come near You submit to my embrace While candles flick their flame And the smell of sweet perfume Seems to drive my lust insane As I look into your eyes And run my fingers through your hair I taste the sweetness of your neck As I nibble at your ear I then whisper words of love As you answer with a sigh And in a very sexy way Your sweet body comes alive Your the heat of my desire As we slowly come undress I then start to lay you down While you welcome my caress With your luscious sexy curves You have a taste I can't resist And your breast show some response When I touch them with a kiss As I soak inside your love To a sexy love condition Feeling passions start to rise While making love in all positions You give me so much pleasure For

2o Helpful Hints For Women :
2O HELPFUL HINTS FOR WOMEN : A Sex Therapy Information Guide 20 Helpful Hints for Women To Reach Orgasm by Cynthia Lief Ruberg, MS Ed, LPCC, FAACS PSYCHOLOGICAL HINTS: 1) Anticipate the Sexual Encounter--Many women find that if they spend some time fantasizing about an upcoming sexual encounter, they can use their minds (imagination) to "turn themselves on" physically, as well as emotionally. It also helps for women to learn to identify what turns them on in their environment (i.e., romantic or erotic stories, love songs, videos, etc.) and use this material in anticipation of a sexual encounter. This process of "starting on warm" can help to make reaching "the end" easier. 2) Get Relaxed--Most women require a transition or "down time" in order to be opened-up to receiving sexual pleasure. This is because emotional tension negatively interferes with sexual response. So, listen to music, take a hot bath, read a book, do "whatever works" to get relaxed. Being in a rel

??? What Are Pheromones ???
??? WHAT ARE PHEROMONES ??? Pheromones, or our sexual scent, can be defined as chemicals that have a biological or behavioral effect in their own right, as opposed to scents that trigger responses because of a learned association, like when you salivate after smelling your favorite food. There are specific compounds within our body odors that can potentially affect the physiology and behavior of others. Pheromones contain information about gender and the relatedness of individuals. There are a complex numbers of factors that are involved in human sexual attraction, but it is obvious that our "sexual scent," or our pheromones, play an important role. We as humans have a highly developed intellect and a rich compliment of emotions, ambitions,..:NAMESPACE PREFIX = O /> motivations and desires. Pheromones may affect our attitudes and nudge us towards a type of sexual behavior in concert with our higher intellect. So, how do you use pheromones in your daily routin

Bride To Be Parties
BRIDE TO BE PARTIES With the wedding season quickly approaching, you probably know somebody who is getting married. Perhaps you are the one responsible for figuring out the bachelorette celebration. Kristen's Kloset parties are a fun way to celebrate the bride-to-be and get her some exciting goodies as well! The bachelorette will get the opportunity to preview a catalog and make her own "wish list". Guests will have the chance to purchase items for her from the "wish list" so that she will leave the party with a bag full of fun. These purchases will be made anonymously so that the guests do not know what they are buying and the bachelorette can be assured that her secrets are safe with me. In addition, I will give the bachelorette a keepsake gift and she will receive the hostess credit (equal to 10% of the party retail sales). Any other specials that I am offering will go to her as well. If you are planning a night out for the bachelorette, this is a fantastic

Final Seconds
It’s fourth and ten You’re down by six Feelin the intensity With every second that ticks Lookin over to the side lines To receive the next play Hopin it’ll all pan out And you’ll be the hero of the day You hike the ball Drop back in the pocket The D’s rollin a blitz They’re comin full force Oh shit Hope the O-line can stop it You launch the pig skin Hopin it won’t get dropped But as the ball flies All the cheerin just stops You look on Through the mud and rain Only to see A one handed grab for a fifty yard gain The crowd goes wild Stompin their feet Wipin the mud from your eyes You can smell defeat This is your last chance Snap, drop back, and pass In the final seconds Are you ready to dance?

Effen Sanjaya
Maybe it's me, but that Sanjaya's been on Idol wayyyyyyyyyyyyy too long. I'm sure a lotta people feel that way. I admit, I'm not the biggest fan of the show, but my oldest brother loves it. So much so, he's willing to shave his head and go bald AND WEAR HEELS all day Thursday if Sanjaya survives another week. That's a bit crazy, but he says he'll do it. So when Tuesday night rolls around, vote for anyone but Sanjaya. Yeah it may be potentially funny to see my brother bald and in heels, I'm scared of the thought of it honestly. This Tuesday, ANYBODY BUT SANJAYA!

Open Field
Ready for the kick Feelin adrenaline run through your veins Crowd cheerin so loud Feedin you the power To ignite the flame Silence sweeps the stadium As the ball lands Ever so gracefully into your hands You take your first step BAM! It’s like battle of the bands Drums bang With every step you take Followin your blockers Just lookin to make a break Shufflin defenders Forcin them to miss You got the open field C’mon you can do this

Kneel In Waiting/blue Eyed Vixen
I want your protection Greywolf Your comfort, affection To sleep there nestled In your strong open arms To be your slavegirl known as Jade Beside your feet curling up Worshipping you and obeying you And all of your charms I love all your violence And take it in silence My safeword unuttered Don't want it to end I kneel here in waiting I'm yours for the taking My heart and my soul To you I surrend everything...

Experience The Power Of Now.
aloha brothers and sisters! I was invited to a seminar at the landmark forum last night and I was pleased to hear how they have constructed a method to help people enjoy their lives more. All the methods that are out there that instruct self realization are powerful tools to guide one back to their self. They all try to show you, as with the secret movie, and lifespring, etc that there is only one time. And that is now. Right here, right now. It is somewhat easy for one to think they understand this, but until you experience the power of now, it is not knowing. Keep trying and letting go at the same time and one moment it will happen. You will hope for nothing, fear nothing, and you shall be free. Everything is futile. One has to understand this. If you don’t understand it, you will always remain in illusion. Everything is futile, and in life there is no progress, no improvement, because life is eternally there. Life is already perfect. One just has created barriers to this perfe

Omg
why is everyone leaving cherry tap. every day i come on more and more people on my friends list are quiting this site, i think there been about 20 people leave over the last 2 weeks, 5 over the last 2 days, more are thinking of leaving, some of the people whos gone i use to like to chat to. whats going on whys everyone going

I'll Stand By You/blue Eyed Vixen
Oh, why you look so sad? Tears are in your eyes Come on and come to me now Dont be ashamed to cry Let me see you through cause Ive seen the dark side too When the night falls on you You dont know what to do Nothing you confess Could make me love you less Ill stand by you Ill stand by you Wont let nobody hurt you Ill stand by you So if youre mad, get mad Dont hold it all inside Come on and talk to me now Hey, what you got to hide? I get angry too Well Im a lot like you When youre standing at the crossroads And dont know which path to choose Let me come along cause even if youre wrong Ill stand by you Ill stand by you Wont let nobody hurt you Ill stand by you Take me in, into your darkest hour And Ill never desert you Ill stand by you And when... When the night falls on you, baby Youre feeling all alone You wont be on your own Ill stand by you Ill stand by you Wont let nobody hurt you Ill stand by you Take me in, into your darkest hour

Fucking Asshole Horoscopes :-(
Dear Jen, Here is your AstroSlam for Friday, March 30: Just because your whole world has suddenly turned to crap doesn't mean that you should be discouraged. The truth is, it's always been crap, but for some reason you're noticing it for the first time just now.

Saying Good-bye
Life is a maze it’ll leave you in a daze Where one door opens another will close Always feeling the pain though it never seems to go away Crying out for help but not sure of what to say Play back the memories as if they were today People come and go your heart playing the part of the “revolving door” As the tears fall you know that you have lost it all Watching them leave is painful enough But saying good-bye now that’s tough

What Is The Color Of Your Psyche?
Your Psyche is Blue You are deeply emotional and very connected to everything (and everyone) around you. By simply understanding other people, you are able to help them heal and let go. While you are a very deep and thoughtful person, you do have a very silly, superficial side. When you are too blue: the weight of the world's problems hangs over you When you don't have enough blue: you lack perspective and understanding What Color Is Your Psyche?

Shattered Dreams
Life always changes course it never stays the same Dreams are set into place and within a second they are taken away Feeling empty tossing your day aside Feeling as if you have nothing except for that tear in your eye Gripping your life feeling the pain as it grows No hand to reach out to because nobody knows

Sixteen Years
Standing here alone staring into the sky I ask God why why me Why take away 16 years of my life what did I do wrong I had a dream set and now it’s gone You’re telling me that I have to stay strong How you suppose to do that when you feel like you don’t belong I hate this I feel so out of place It’s as if my soul has disappeared without a trace

Who Comes Up With These Questions?
Where is your dad right now? damned if i know Name five things you did today. 1.) smoked a butt 2.) made a video 3.) got dressed 4.) made dinner 5.) cleaned animal crackers out of my carpet What color is your watch? dont own one What kind of phone do you have? home phone only Where do your close friends work? Millipore or on base What are you listening to right now? HIM What do you smell like? vanilla What color are your eyes? green/brown Have you ever done a chinese firedrill? not that i know of What color is your bedroom floor? ugly rust color carpet Do you have a chair in your room? yeah, i'm sitting in it What are you doing tomorrow? grocery shopping Do you know anyone who is engaged? nope What's your favorite number? 2 Do you know someone named Betsy? no lol What color is your mom's hair? same as mine, red/brown Do you remember singing any songs as a kid? what kid hasn't Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?

We Come We Seek
so we al come here to find some one special. might be there choice of life style, be they are seeking a party animal to get down with. Som come to seek freinds and maybe more. Other come and see special things only what that special person can give to you..... So who and what do you seek on that land of cherrytap... to fill a need and an hunger.... to fill in some time.... so what is it you seek here,,,,,,,,,,,

Are You Weird Or Normal
You scored as normal. You are normal! There is nothing weird about you! You usually blend in with the crowd and perfer not to stick out. You are happy with just a normal life, go you!normal100%Happy Weird63%Plain Weird25%Crazy Weird25%Random Weird0%Fashsion sense Weird0%Are you weird or are you normal?created with QuizFarm.com

A Mothers Letter To Her Soldier Son
Good grief I actually know people like this. Enjoy, Hugs Kat Dearest Son, I'm writing this slow because I know you can' t read Fast. We don't live where we did when you left home. Your dad read in the newspaper that most accidents Happen within 20 miles of your home, so we moved. I Won't be able to send you the address because the last West Virginia family that lived here took the house Numbers when they moved so they wouldn't have to Change their address. This place is really nice. It even has a washing Machine. I'm not sure about it. I put a load of Clothes in and pulled the chain. We haven't seen them Since. The weather isn't bad here. It only rained twice last Week; the first time for three days and the second Time for four days. About that coat you wanted me to send; your Uncle Billy Bob said it would be too heavy to send in the Mail with the buttons on, so we cut them off and put Them in the pockets. Bubba locked his keys in the car yesterd

Idle Thoughts
If you spent the time to come here please take the time to rate this and I don't mean an automatic 10 if you think it sucked rate it a zero If you don't want to waste a rating on it put a number in the comment box and submit that, I can average that in and come up with my true rating and don't worry about hurting my feelings by giving me a low rating (Hell, if I was that thin skinned I'd have been in the nut house long ago.) I'd rather have your honesty than your pity. All of that said let me ask one more thing: Why is it that the number of visitors to any sight that I've gone to is always significantly more than the number of rates? Do people just go around looking at what is out there without leaving any love for the people they're looking at or is there a problem in the way visitors are recorded? Whenever I go to any ones page I try to do something (rate their profile/picture/blog or leave a comment) and sometimes I'll just hang out there for a while either looking at their page,

Ugly Pictures
Okay, I'm going to sound like a real bitch in this entry...but, fuck it, here goes. Some people take UGLY pictures and use them as their defaults. Why? Now, I KNOW I'm not Miss America (FAAAAR from it) and I have days where I look bad. And I also get that some ladies prefer not to wear makeup, or do their hair, or conceal their under eye circles...or put on some goddammned lipgloss...but PLEASE! If you have a friend with an ugly default, please tell them, or comment on a better picture. Or, I dont know, hijack their computer and delete all their washed out complextion pictures! And while we're on the subject...Poses. Look, sometimes looking the camera FACE ON is not a good angle for you. Sometimes tilting your head to the side and tucking your chin back EVER so slightly would do your face justice. Sometimes posing too much is a bad thing. Maybe I took modeling classes and know too much about angles and face shapes. Maybe most of the population hasnt. Maybe you all

Bored
Okay so I was sitting ext to my beloved playing Unreal Tournament when it hit me that I'm bored with the game for the moment so I figure I grab my sketchbook and start drawing up some stuff for no reason what-so-ever and start work on my shoulder piece to be tattoed hopefully by this weekend sometime. I have a few scars on my left shoulder I want covered up so yea. Used to be a cutter that was a long time ago though. Bah sometimes the rambling just goes on and on wheeeeeee what fun. I wanna play Lord of Destruction but the damned disc got broken. (>_

Down Rater
She rated my profile a one and blocked me. After I was rating pics 10 on the I'm bored setting. I gave her a rating of 10 on the pic that popped up for her. lol Just thought I would give you a heads up. Have Great Weekend Everyone!!! :)

A Broken Heart And A Broken Man
I am a broken man and do not understand, how I got here and how I became so broken hearted. I want to be the king of a lady's love and to love the feeling of making love. I do not know, how, when, or where It all happened or love was ever there. We do not hold hands and cuddle, We just sit there not talking just muddle. I have desire and the need and fire, but trying to make advances and love just tire. Is it marriage that takes away the joy or was it a game and I first just a new toy. If this is living and a life, I wonder if things are better in after life. My friends give me a clue, help me decide just what the hell to do! I need the spirit of love and physical feel I need to know if love and life are real! Or are we all just broken down torn apart is life just a journey of broken hearts?

The Gay Flight Attendant
The plane's cabin was being served by an obviously gay flight attendant who was just as obviously enjoying himself. He came swishing down the aisle and said to the man and the woman seated beside him, "Captain Marvey has asked me to announce that he'll be landing the big scary plane shortly, lovely people, so if you could just put up your trays that would be super." On his trip back up the aisle, he noticed that the woman hadn't moved a muscle. "Perhaps you didn't hear me over the big-brute engines, I asked you to raise your trazy-poo so the main man can pitty-pat us on the ground." She calmly turned her head and said, "In my country I am called a Princess, I take orders from no one." "Well, sweet cheeks, in my country, I am called a Queen, so I outrank you. Now put up the tray, bitch!"

Fucking Liars
Family is an interesting thing. Some people know their biological family and some don't. But who can say which is better? What determines who we are? Some things are learned, we may be genetically predisposed for a certain trait, some things are developed out of survival. There is positive and negative reinforcement for certain behaviors. Lies are often told to keep the peace or protect a person's self esteem. i.e. Does this dress make my butt look big? Truth: yes... but what do we say? No, honey, you look wonderful. Why do we do these things. A lie is still a lie. Lying by omitting details or telling a story to cover up the truth, big or small, live altering or not, it's all still lies. We lie to seem tough, better than we really are, make ourselves seem more adventurous or more appealing to someone, make people like us... but we also lie to protect ourselves. No one ever said, being honest will bring you happiness or make life easier. No. The cold, hard truth is

Feeling Down
YES I AM FEELING DOWN, AND HERE ARE THE REASONS WHY.1) EVERY TIME I MAKE A MOVE UP I GET KNOCKED DOWN,2)MY EX BITCH WON'T INFORM ME ABOUT MY SON,3)EVERY TIME I THINK I HAVE FOUND THE ONE MY DAM HEARTS GETS BROKEN AGAIN,4)I WORK CLOSE TO 60 HOURS A WEEK AND DON'T HAVE A DAM THING TO SHOW FOR IT.5)FUCKIN CHERRY TAP KEEPS REJECTING MY SALUTE PICS,HELL SOME THAT I HAVE SEEN ARE WORSE THAN MINE,6)SHOULD I LEAVE CHERRY TAP,HMMMMMMMM,WELL I HAVE MADE SOME AWSOME FRIENDS ON THIS SITE,WHO WILL ALWAYS BE IN MY HEART AND YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE,BUT I AM GETTING SO DAM TIRED,IN A SHORT TIME I MAY BE PARALIZED FROM THE BOTTOM DOWN,MEANING MY LOWER HALF,EVERY DAY THE PAIN IS GETTING WORSE,SO I NEED FEED BACK FROM ALL MY FRIENDS,FANS,FAMILY,

Just A Reminder
JUST A REMINDER FOR ALL CONTESTANTS.2 DAYS REMAINING TO CLOSE THE CONTEST. THE HOTTEST TATTOO OR PIERCING ON CT CONTEST IT WILL END ON MONDAY 2ND OF APRIL.... This will be for both the people who like just rates and who like comment bombing as well!! For every rate you get it will equal 3 comments so that the people who do not have comment bombers can have a better chance to win. THE RULES WILL BE 1~ No down rating please. 2~ Self commenting is allowed 3~ comment bombing is allowed 4~ NO NSFW PICTURES ALLOWED 5~ Good sportsmanship are a must!! CHOOSE YOUR FAVORITE AND VOTE. GOOD LUCK TO ALL GIFTS WILL BE DETERMENT ON NUMBER OF VOTES AND THE AMOUNT OF ENTRIE

Hello
Hello everyone. Welcome to my naughty world. I am a dominant bi-sexual woman and I am searching for a new slave. I have very high expectations and they must all be met before I take on a new slave. Apply if you think you have what it takes.

How To Get A Tattoo...
People come to me all the time and ask me: " I want a tattoo...what should I get??? " Or: " I want a tattoo for my ankle (thigh, shoulder ...whatever!!!), what do people usually get there???" First of all I believe tattoos are (and should be) a form of personal expression, and should be chosen by the person who is going to wear it for the rest of their lives. Even a tattoo that doesnt mean anything, does mean something because of the choice of design, and the personality and mind-set of the person who chooses it. One kind of person may pick a butterfly another may pick a dragon ... maybe the third may pick "Marvin the Martian" . These three people will have vastly different personalities and although every person that picks a dragon for their tattoo design is not necessarily like-minded, the fact that they all chose dragons says something about each of their personalities individually, varying for every person based on the impact or emotions or raw human responses a dragon conju

Imbecile!!
Man gives up sex to live forever A Chinese man has abstained from making love to his wife for 17 years because he wants to live forever. Chen Dong, of Chongqing city, who is in his 50s, changed his way of living after a colleague told him he would live for 1,000 years if he became a celibate, vegetarian. "He believed it completely, and since 1989 he has had me prepare him only vegetarian meals, and stopped living with me in the same room," says his wife Yu Hui. Chen believes he has found the secret of eternal life. "Simple meals can clean my body, and an asexual life can keep my energy from becoming depleted," he told Chongqing Business News. Chen has now been granted a divorce, saying he wants a quiet life, but has been ordered to pay his wife £5,000 compensation.

Dude Didn't Have Leg To Stand On
Cops: Leg May Be Linked To Tattooed Torso Body Part Washes Up On Knicks, Rangers Owner's Property (CBS) COVE NECK, N.Y. On a day the tide turned the waters of Oyster Bay Harbor gave up some grisly secrets. First, a fisherman found part of a leg among the rocks on Tuesday night. Across the water in the exclusive neighborhood of Cove Neck another body part was sent ashore. A leg stuffed in a garbage bag found by a landscaper who was working the beachfront property belonging to James Dolan, the CEO of Cablevision Systems Corp. and the chairman of Madison Square Garden, owner of the New York Knicks and New York Rangers. "It was 6 inches below the knee," Lloyd Harbor Police Lt. Dennis Dooley said. "It was a right foot we believe and it had some flesh and bone attached to it." The small, exclusive village where the leg appeared is also home to the former so-called summer White House of President Teddy Roosevelt. Chopper 2 HD was above the scene when police scoured the grounds a

Valentine
Not a red rose or satin heart, I give you an onion, It's a moon wrapped in brown paper It promises light, like the careful undressing of love. Here; It will blind you with tears, like a lover It will make your reflection a wobbling picture of grief. I am tryig to be truthful Not a card or kiss-o-gram I give you an onion Its feirce kiss will stay on your lips, Possesive and faithful as we are, For as long as we are Take it. Its platinum loops shrink to a wedding-ring, If you like, Lethal. Its scent will cling to your fingers, Cling to your knife

Legend
So this morning I was looking at our cherrytap legends. Some of you girls are beautiful. Other I do not know how they got there(Look at #10) Now those who know me know I don't show skin. I am proud to be me and I hope you all accept me for the geekygurl I am. Now I want you all to go look at the Legends List. Now tell me..I would stick out like a sore thumb. I'm not hot or built like the others but I am sweet and smart. I have skillz :) I want to prove that a normal girl can be a legend on CT. I have 5250 Friends. I have 2454 fans. I only need a little over 100 fans to be a legend. This isn't about popularity to me. I am not begging you to fan me. I want people to stop thinking about boobs etc and think about what a legend is.I know what CT is about LOL. And I know how the game is played but, hear me out! A legend is a person who embodies the pinnacle of all the important social aspects. Any person who is funny, reckless, original and sensitive in the right measures is likely to be

One More Kiss!
Im in mind with pain at heart Im in my soul its ripped apart Can i do my thing and carry on Im a man who should be strong I did not know it hurt so deep I dream of her in every sleep The love we had was so damn right My chest it kills its so damn tight Should i go call the one I miss Id only ask for one more Kiss But as we know id then want more Yet here i am back at her door In my mind with pain at heart Why the first kiss have to start JW

Let's Paint Some Goat Balls!
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Charges dropped in Mahopac against alleged goat painter By TERENCE CORCORAN THE JOURNAL NEWS (Original Publication: March 27, 2007) MAHOPAC - Criminal charges were dropped last night against a Mahopac man whom police charged last fall with animal cruelty and burglary for breaking into a barn and spray-painting three goats. Drew Gagnon, 37, was arrested in November after police said he broke into the barn on Croton Falls Road early Thanksgiving morning and used orange spray paint on the genitals of the three goats owned by the Fiero family. Carmel police charged him with third-degree burglary, a felony, and three misdemeanor counts of animal cruelty. In court last night, the goats' owner, Bryce Fiero, told Town Justice Joseph Spofford that he would withdraw the charges in exchange for Gagnon and his alleged accomplice, Douglas Bisio, 34, of Mahopac, making a donation to the Putnam Humane Soci

Friends Until The End
We used to talk We used to laugh We were best of friends I thought that’s how it would always be You taught me so much Told me exactly what to say I wish it were still the same But someday I know it will Maybe not today But we’ll meet up again It won’t be long until I see your face In Heaven that marvelous day

You Ment So Much
You meant so much to all of us You were special and that's no lie You brightened up the darkest day And the cloudiest sky Your smile alone warmed hearts Your laugh was like music to hear I would give absolutely anything To have you well and standing near Not a second passes When you're not on our minds Your love we will never forget The hurt will ease in time Many tears I have seen and cried They have all poured out like rain I know that you are happy now And no longer in any pain.

Church Block Party
so Cyn and I are going to this church party thing , and I have no clue what to wear , Im sure Ill be under dressed , but oh well hopefully I wont get struck down for have cleavage poping out on church grounds

Childhood Battlefield
**Childhood Battlefield** I will never forget the night of clinching pain portray The night my childhood was taken away Where all my life was killed in a blast Where his hands of steel stole my past Where smiles lived, a child's world He took them...Took them...Only tears down cheeks swirled Only pain through body...soul...mind... The gleam of blood against my skin shined The wripping force of dress torn Screaming... SCREAMING! Loss of my Unicorn The gentle bliss of innocence so true Was taken by the force of You... YOU!! YOU!!! Can't you see the pain, feel my tears The heartache in me, the wrenching fears Unknowing, confused dismay A life untold, My childhood taken AWAY... Away like a knife to the soul A dagger to heart, shedding part of me from whole Leaving me a flower wilted, in terrified tears Alone ALONE... All through my years Not to know the joy of innnocence revealed

Inspiration For Photographers, Artists, Authors, Etc...
6. Everyone is born creative; everyone is given a box of crayons in kindergarten. Then when you hit puberty they take the crayons away and replace them with books on algebra etc. Being suddenly hit years later with the creative bug is just a wee voice telling you, "I'd like my crayons back, please." So you've got the itch to do something. Write a screenplay, start a painting, write a book, turn your recipe for fudge brownies into a proper business, whatever. You don't know where the itch came from, it's almost like it just arrived on your doorstep, uninvited. Until now you were quite happy holding down a real job, being a regular person... Until now. You don't know if you're any good or not, but you'd think you could be. And the idea terrifies you. The problem is, even if you are good, you know nothing about this kind of business. You don't know any publishers or agents or all these fancy-shmancy kind of folk. You have a friend who's got a cousin in California who's int

No One Knows
She goes about her day to day and does her duties to perfection, She cries alone and works her way through fears and self rejection. No one knows this angel is carrying around such grief, If they only saw a glimpse of things they'd sigh in disbelief. She seems to be so perfect not one single flaw, Everyone looks at her with envy If they only knew it all. Her heart aches with loneliness and her tears disguised with pride, Why does she care what they think its becoming too much for her to hide. She sits at home and pours her heart out to a man that doesn't really care, He never hears a word she says he looks right through her as if she’s not really there. She is running out of friends to confide in and family's gone astray, Alone and broken hearted, she slits her wrists and slowly fades away.

Untitled
Nobody listened Nobody cared They all just watched They all just stared I'm screaming inside And nobody knows Because I have to much pride to say so I do need help I really do But I fear that'd be asking to much of you So as I sit back Tears roll down my face I'll go off in my own little place All of this because of you I hate you I really do I cut my self to watch is bleed A little worm my heart will feed Thinking this can't be right Got so much shit on my mind I just want to find Who I really am inside I just don't know So many tears So much sorrow So much blood to shed over you I cry myself a sleep at night Just wish someone would hold me tight All I want is one wish I wish every thing was alright Or I wished someone cared Since I feel like no one does Im getting scared I don't know why I feel this way I feel like this almost every day I sit and wait For the phone to ring If it did I would probably scream Just to hear someone say my name It wou

Wanna! (conclude)
I slide back down for one more taste For all the juices I will not waste. I tell her its time that she can touch And this is the moment she wants so much Lift both her legs up and pull on her hips Ready to taste those soft pink lips Shes holding my head and pulling my hair Im eating her right shes starting to swear Hips start to move up,down and side to side Im sticking my tounge way deep down inside She begins to shake and her legs sqeeze so tight I making her cum and this will last all night I said im not gonna finish til she is done Moving back to her kiss so she can taste her cum We begin to make love, our bodies start to sweat She hits her climax once then twice, not done yet

Victoria Secret
Husband walks into Victoria's Secret to purchase a sheer negligee for his wife. He is shown several possibilities that range from $250 to $500 in price, the more sheer, the higher the price. Naturally, he opts for the most sheer item, pays the $500, and takes it home. He presents it to his wife and asks her to go upstairs, put it on, and model it for him. Upstairs, the wife thinks, "I have an idea. It's so sheer that it might as well be nothing. I won't put it on, but I'll do the modeling naked, return it tomorrow, and keep the $500 refund for myself." She appears naked on the balcony and strikes a pose. The husband says, "Good Grief! You'd think for $500, they'd at least iron it!" He never heard the shot. Funeral on THURSDAY at Noon. Closed coffin.

Cowboy Humor
Bubba's Buttholes Bubba died in a fire and was burnt pretty bad and the morgue needed someone to identify the body. So his two best friends, Daryl and Gomer,were sent for. Daryl went in and the mortician pulled back the sheet. Daryl said, "Yup, he's burnt pretty bad. Roll him over." So the mortician rolled him over and Daryl looked and said, "Nope, ain't Bubba." The mortician thought that was rather strange. Then he brought Gomer in to identify the body. Gomer took a look at him and said, "Yup, he's burnt real bad, roll him over." The mortician rolled him over and Gomer looked down and said, "No, it ain't Bubba. "The mortician asked, "How can you tell?" Gomer said, "Well, Bubba had two buttholes." "What? He had two buttholes?", said the mortician. "Yup, everyone in town knew it. Every time we went to town, folks would say, "Here comes Bubba with them two buttholes..." Texas Redneck The National Transportation Safety Board recently divu

Hey! Come See These Events!
Friday 30 March 2007 (and every Friday unless otherwise posted) @ The Engine Room: Tuesday 03 April 2007 (this coming Tuesday) @ The Jet Lounge: Tuesday 10 April 2007 @ the Jet Lounge: OPULENT is playing! Check out the music on their Myspace page (link above or http://www.myspace.com/opulent) They have a lot of new stuff that blows all that away as well, and a CD will be on its way before too long. These guys fucking rock! Friday 13 April 2007 @ The Engine Room:

Want A Vic Gift Or A Plat Cherry?
if you want a vic gift all you have to do is rate my pics or my stash .. if you rate both i will buy you a plat cherry.. send me a private message when you have done this and i will send you the gift dont try to play me i do pay attion to my alerts.. smooches lady kaos

Haters
Why there so many haters out there? No need...no wonder the world is so f'd up. How can entire countries get along if the basic human relationship can't be acheived. If humankind can't accept and have open minds at that level...then nothing is accomplished

Feelin Better.
Strep throat is pretty much gone so feeling alot better. Still have to take antibiotics for the next week or so but the spots and the swelling of the tonsils is all gone. Just in time too since I have shit to do this weekend. Homie is having a party at some club for my other homie's birthday. Should be pretty sick to see what happens. Then on Sunday we having a bbq for the same guy, but thats more of just a kickback. This afternoon I will be helpin another homie movie shit into a storage spot and have no idea what I will be doing tomorrow. So weekend is pretty busy, hopefully is a good one. But anyways thanks so much for the support while I was sick. :D

Dreams
Dreams do come true, but only when They make it through despair, Limping into everyday Transformed beyond repair. No dream would be a dream if it Could pass for something real, Nor would we sail for paradise Would it its shoals conceal. So it is with love: the dream Long longed for, now possessed, Must be a dream no longer, but An emperor undressed. Stark naked it must come to us In unaccustomed shame, And we must take it in our arms And love it all the same. And we must love love as it is That dreams might still come true, Mangled into miracles To make our lives anew.

The Men Club Commandments:
The 37 rules to being a 'Man' !!! 1.) It is ok for a Man to cry under the following circumstances: - When a heroic dog dies to save its master. - The moment Angelina Jolie starts unbuttoning her blouse. - After wrecking your boss' car. - One hour, 12 minutes, 37 seconds into "The Crying Game". - When she is using her teeth. 2.) Any Man who brings a camera to a bachelor party may be legally killed and eaten by his friends. 3.) Unless he murdered someone in your family, you must bail a friend out of jail within 12 hours. 4.) If you've known a Man for more than 24 hours, his sister is off limits forever, unless you actually marry her. 5.) Moaning about the brand of free beer in a friend's fridge is forbidden. Complain at will if the temperature is unsuitable. 6.) No Man shall ever be required to buy a birthday present for another Man. In fact, even remembering your friend's birthday is strictly optional. 7.) On a road trip, the strongest bladder de

Guys - A Word Please.
Guys, be more alert and cautious when getting a drink offer from a girl. There is a drug called "beer" that is essentially in liquid form. The most effective varieties are being shipped in from other countries. "Beer" is now being used by female sexual predators at parties to convince their male victims to have sex with them. The shocking statistic is that this "beer" is available virtually anywhere! All girls have to do is buy a beer or two for almost any guy and simply ask the guy home for no-strings-attached sex. Men are literally rendered helpless against such attacks. Please! Forward this to every man you know... There is safety in numbers...

How To Treat A Lady - Lmao
HOW TO TREAT A LADY 1. When she asks how she looks shrug and say "could be better" this will keep her on her toes and girls love that. 2. Never hold her hand. This can be interpreted as a sign of weakness. (Or if she grabs your hand squeeze hers really really hard until she cries. This will impress her by showing her what a strong man you are.) 3. Once a month sneak up on her from behind and knock her over. Girls are like dogs. They love to be roughed up. 4. Call her in the middle of the night to ask if she's sleeping. If she is, say you better be. Repeat this 4 or 5 times until morning. This will show her you care. 5. When she is upset about something, suggest to her that it might be her fault. This will pave the way for her own personal improvement and every girl needs some improvement. 6. Recognize the small things . . . they usually mean the most. Then when she's sleeping, steal all her small things and break them, because jewelry is for pussies and Asi

I'm A 35
Dr. Phil's Test: Here you go. Try this! Below is Dr. Phil's test. (Dr. Phil scored 55; he did this test on Oprah - she got a 38.) Some folks pay a lot of money to find this stuff out! Read on, this is very interesting! Don't be overly sensitive! The following is pretty accurate and it only takes 2 minutes. Take this test for yourself and send it to your friends. The person who sent it placed their score in the e-mail subject box. Please do the same before forwarding to your friends (send it back to the person who sent it to you.) Don't peek, but begin the test as you scroll down and answer. Answers are for who you are now --- not who you were in the past. Have pen or pencil and paper ready. This is a real test given by the Human Relations Dept. at many of the major corporations today. It helps them get better insight concerning their employees and prospective employees. It's only 10 Simple questions, so grab a pencil and paper, keeping track

Where Will You Be Caught Havin Sex
Randy was caught having sex! In the middle of the act, caught in the throes of passion at the dinner table ... you've been caught by Chuck Norris! 'Where Will You be Caught Having Sex?' at QuizUniverse.com

My Dick **grin**
My DICK!!I'll tell you a short poem; I'll try to make it quick. The subject is quite simple: The joy of having a dick. Penises are super things; You ladies should be jealous. An organ surrounded by sensitive skin That's smooth and rarely hairless It starts to grow dramatically, When you're about thirteen. Your testicles on either side; Your willy in between. It dangles neatly down below; Soft, obedient and loyal. At the slightest hint of lust, It's ready to uncoil. It often has a mind all of its own; It's like a wild untamed beast. It squirms and writhes and stretches out; When you expect it least. Sometimes, yes, it misbehaves; Erecting when it shouldn't. A bumpy train ride sets it off; Just when you wish it wouldn't. And during the summer, wearing little, sunning on the beach The slightest sight of shaking boobs Makes it squirm just like a leech. Handle it with love and care; For it can give great pleasure. Has

F**k Buddies
F**k Buddies Current mood: hopeful So pay attention and take down notes - this class can change your (sex) life! If you take all my advice to heart, you'll definitely be on your way to a life filled with great recreational sex! Now, to our first topic: First Lesson : F**k Buddy 101 Ever notice that in some books, movies, and TV shows, there are men and women who have great casual sex with the same partner without the hassle that comes with committed relationships? Whether you call them casual relationships, "friends with benefits", or f**k buddies, they're all in it for the same agenda. What exactly are f**k buddies, and how do you get them? -------------------------------------------------- What a F**k Buddy is - and isnt -------------------------------------------------- A f**k buddy is someone that you're having sexual relations with, but without a committed relationship. There's a reason why f**k buddies are also called "friends with benefits" - it's

Booty Call Commandments !!!
I. Thou shalt get out before the sun rises II. Thou shouldest never ask "can we see each other from now on?" III. Thou shalt refrain from referring to our activities as "love making." IV. Thou shalt not request advanced plans. V. Thou shalt kiss anything except my mouth. VI. Thou shalt scream my name often VII. If someone cometh over whilst thou art here, thou art my cousin from out of town. VIII. Thou shalt not ask me to walk thee to thy car. Don't thou knoweth what it looketh like? IX. There shall be no "pillow talk." X. There shall be no cuddling -- ever!

Irritating Seat Mates
HOW TO HANDLE IRRITATING SEATMATES If you are sitting next to someone who irritates you on a plane or train follow these instructions: (and maybe say goodbye!). Quietly and calmly open up your laptop case. Remove your laptop. Start up Make sure the guy who is annoying you, can see the screen. Close your eyes and tilt your head up to the sky.Then hit this link

People And Their Sad Childish Ways
Ok i gotta say this i am getting totally and utterly pissed of with the lame childish bitches on here going round marking everything nsfw. What the hell if your at work you shouldnt be looking and if you dont like what you see move on why be malicious and an asshole about it???? Wow to all my friends on here i am sorry but the childish games of nsfw ing pictures and downrating is getting old. I just wish the people whjo did this shit would send a message to who they do it too and their reasoning for their childish behavior lmao that is all i gotta say lol

Sounds Like Me ..
Personality Type - ENTJ Current mood: contemplative Your Type is ENTJ Your Type is ENTJ ..> Extraverted Intuitive Thinking Judging Strength of the preferences % 44 50 1 11..>ENTJ type description by D.KeirseyENTJ type description by J. Butt Qualitative analysis of your type formulaYou are: moderately expressed extravert moderately expressed intuitive personality slightly expressed thinking personality slightly expressed judging personality

Lesbain Jokes
Q: What do you call a pantry full of lesbians? A: A licker cabinet. Q: What do you call an Eskimo lesbian? A: A Klondyke. Q: What do you call 100 lesbians with guns? A: Militia Etheridge. Q: Why can't lesbians diet and wear make-up at the same time? A: Because they can't eat Jenny Craig with Mary Kay on their face. Q: What do you call two lesbians in a canoe? A: Fur Traders. Q: What is a lesbian dinosaur called? A: A Lickalotapuss. Q: What do you call a lesbian with long fingers? A: Well Hung. Q: Did you hear that Ellen DeGeneres drowned? A: She was found face down in Ricki Lake. Q: How can you tell a tough lesbian bar? A: Even the pool table doesn't have balls. Q: What do you call lesbian twins? A: Lick-a-likes. Q: What's the definition of confusion? A: Twenty blind lesbians in a fish market. Q: What's the difference between a Ritz cracker and a lesbian? A: One's a snack cracker, the other's a crack snacker. Q: What do you have when you'

Didnt See That Coming!!
Do this and no cheating!! Think of a letter between A and W. Repeat it out loud as you scroll down. Keep going ............................ . . Don't stop . . .. Think of an animal that begins with that letter. Repeat it out loud as you scroll down. Think of either a man's/woman's name that begins with the last letter in the animals name Almost there........ Now count out the letters in that name on the fingers of the hand you are not using to scroll down. Take the hand you counted with and hold it out in front of you at face level

Another Sex Survey
SEX SURVEY .. MAYBE TO MUCH INFORMATION! 1. What age were you when you first had sex? 2. Ever had sex on a first date? 3. What is your favorite position? 4. Are you Bi? 5. Are you Bi-curious?o 8. On yourself, do you prefer shaved, trimmed, or hairy? 9. On someone else, do you prefer shaved, trimmed, or hairy? 12. Do you like to give oral? 13. Do you like to receive oral? 14. Have you ever gotten someone to cum from oral sex ? 14. Do you like to lights on or off during sex? 15. How often do you masturbate? 17. Have you ever had a threesome, foursome, or moresome? 18. What's the most amount of people you've had sex with within a 24 hour period? 19. Have you ever had sex with someone, but hated yourself for doing it even at the time? 20. What's the most public place(s) you've ever had sex? 23. Would you have sex in front of others? 24. Have you watched porn? 24. Have you had sex while others were watch

Moving
I am moving tonight and will not have internet for a week... I am kind of glad for it because playing on this site and many other ones takes up way too much of my time. Well anyways for anyone that I talk to or what not I wont be back online until next friday so don't miss me too much :)

Dahlia 'n' Ken
His position is really that of a teacher within the company. He's not a manager, but is within the "inner circle". Often he must ask a secretary to help him. Often he teases with them. He is not unpleasant to look upon, and has wonderful caring eyes and a nice smile. All the girls in the office enjoy him, and feel safe with him... hoping that they will be the recipients of his shoulder rubs. Dahlia is a tall, slim blonde. She is a nice young lady with her sexual drive in over drive... and under drive... and drive me against the wall drive. She usually gets any man in the company she wants, and she could have any of the men she wanted as well. Yet... "he" somehow escapes her. How can he resist her whiles? It as if... "is he gay?" she wonders. "Dahlia." He steps into her office. Her eyes rise slowly, appreciating the profile of his buns as he hangs on the door frame. "Dahlia, I've got some papers to get ready for the next training class. Do you have time to help me?" "One conditi

Dear Alcohol:
Dear Alcohol, First & foremost, let me tell you that I'm a huge fan of yours. As my friend, you always seem to be there when needed. The perfect post-work cocktail, a beer at the game, and you're even around at the holidays, hidden inside chocolates, as you warm us when we're stuck in the midst of endless family gatherings. However, lately I've been wondering about your intentions. While I want to believe that you have my best interests at heart, I feel that your influence has led to some unfortunate consequences: 1. Phone calls: While I agree with you that communication is important, I question the suggestion that any conversation of substance or necessity takes place after 2 a.m. Why would you make me call those ex-boyfriends/girlfriends when I know for a fact they do not want to hear from me during the day, let alone all hours of the night? 2. Eating: Now, you know I love a good meal, but why do you suggest that I eat a taco with chili sauce, along with a big

Roses Are Red ...
Roses are red violets are korny, when I think of you Ohh baby I get horny, Eat me, Beat me, Bite me, Blow me, Suck me, Fuck me, Very Slowly, if you kiss me, don't be sassy, Use your tongue and make it nasty!!! Pass this on to atleast 8 people and 1 back to me... If you get it back atleast 5 times, you know your a SEXY beast

Love Tarot
Your Daily Tarot Today's Card Image - copyright 1998 Lo Scarabeo S.r.l. The Magician card suggests that if you are going to walk the walk or talk the talk, then you should be prepared to follow through or else you could be perceived as a player. Give yourself permission to explore your own basic drives or readjust your romantic priorities and this could be a time of romantic growth.

I'm Not Ignoring You Guys...
I'm sorry that I have been MIA....thank you for all the comments and everything. I had surgery 2 weeks ago, and though that went ok, I had issues after the anesthesia, which in turn led to the worst Crohn's flare up I have ever had....I was in the hospital last Friday-Monday, talked my way out of there, and now think I should probably be back there again, a I'm just as sick as I was a week ago, if not moreso. I've been in bed or curled up on the couch all week, and it doesn't look like I'll be doing much else anytime soon...in fact, I'm waiting on a call back from my GI right now because I feel so shitty. So please don't hate me for not replying to the love you've left, I do appreciate all of it, I've just been offline a lot and don't have the energy to keep up with anything.

Good Advice!
"someday you're going to realize that every single lying son-of-a-bitch that ever broke your heart had their own purpose in your life. someday, you're going to meet someone who will make your stomach drop everytime you see them...and every night spent crying yourself to sleep, every moment wasted with someone who wasn't 'the one,' and every second you thought was wasted wanting someone you couldn't have...it will all make sense. because soon, you're going to have someone who makes it all worth it. and all those lonely nights will fall into place because they'll make you appreciate the ones where you won't be holding onto a pillow for comfort. you don't know love until you know heartbreak. and i know you've had your fair share of heartbreak...so that means you'll get more then your share of love. girls like you don't go left unnoticed. wait for the boy who does more then notice you...wait for the boy who can't take his eyes off of you." too bad i had that and lost it :(

Work
Have you ever had a day that was good, yet it was bad? I've been writing programs the past couple days for CNC with a 3D cad model.(the good part) I'm still fairly new at doing it so the past 2 days one of the guys was helping me do it. Well he wasn't there today. No biggie .. other people know how also. So I run in to a problem and ask this guy Joe a question.(the bad part) He answers me in a down right snotty sorta way and I swear he was almost snearing at me. I told him thanks and walked away and promptly started crying. Only because I know why he's acting like that. He has attitude because I've missed so much work do to having Fibroymyalgia. Of course he's never asked me whats wrong or how I'm doing. I know I shouldn't let him bother me, but it just frustrates me that no one understands or even cares to try. Yeah..... so thats been my day :/

A Poem
Is it so wrong, to wear a sarong, when women can freely wear pants ? does it really hurt, to wear a long skirt, which really looks just like my aunts ? why get so stressed, at a guy in a dress ? when women can wear what they please, lets start a new trend, that never will end, loads of guys wearing skirts to their knees. Believe it or not, it can get quite hot, when wearing pants in the heat, I may be a fool, but a skirt feels so cool, when walking around on the street. Between you and me, I'm not a CD, but I think we should all have a choice, I'm not a pervert, for wearing a skirt, in my new fashion sense, I rejoice.

Super Update
sup folks long time no see, lets she was been going on, well for starters im actually moveing in with my gf ashley. right now i have found an awsome place in south durham were not sure if we what to just get a place for our selves or get a room mate/s. so far i have a few in mind including a close friend and her husband i was also told about a place in roxoborugh thats pretty much half payed for. right now i have two jobs amd am waitting for a call back from another. ashely is really exected over it. right now i have two jobs, i work for walgreens, and HP, and i am currently waiting for a on my background check for a job at a local middle school. and not two days ago dell called me about a sales rep job. at walgreens i work in the photo lab and im woking overnight because this walgreens is 24hours thats a rough shift to cover seven days in a row. On the soical front i had two friend pass out on me on the excat same day. my buddy just had a really bad break up. another friend ha

Each Path We Ensue
Each Path We Ensue by Bluewolf Stroll hand in hand Where love entwines Uplift heart and soul In creative designs Following the path Wherever love glows While reaching afar Over the rainbows Blend love together Upon paths we tread Enhancing the heart With golden thread Attune in harmony Each path we ensue As heart songs play In love forever true

In Case You Were Wondering...
AIGHT HAVEN'T BEEN AROUND. GOT INTO A HARDCORE CAR ACCIDENT THIS TIME. BROKE MY LEFT ARM AND COLLAR BONE. WAS IN THE HOSPITAL FOR A BIT FOR THAT. ON TOP OF THAT MY VIDEO STORE GOT BROKEN INTO MAJOR DAMAGE AND HARDCORE LOSE OF MERCHANDISE. THEN SOME FUCK HACKED MY FUCKING CHERRYTAP ACCOUNT, BECAUSE THIS SITE IS RUN BY FUCKTARDS AND THEY MAKE IT VERY EASY TO DO SUCH THINGS. SO I'M IN MASSIVE PAIN, HURTING BAD ON FUNDS CAUSE INSURANCE COMPANY IS TRYING TO SCREW ME, AND SOME LAME FUCKER WAS ON HERE AS ME SENDING BULLSHIT EMAILS TO PEOPLE AND MANAGED TO SPEND ALL MY BANK ON SHIT FOR PEOPLE I DON'T EVEN KNOW. NOT IGNORING ANYONE JUST REAL PISSED RECENTLY. SO HOPE EVERYONE IS DOING BETTER THEN ME, AND WHEN I'M UP TO IT I'LL BE BACK WITH A FURY NEVER BEFORE SEEN ON THIS FUCKING SITE. PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL. P.S. NAKED AND BROKEN!!

Just Lost
OK i'm having a shitty day really ok i found out im pregnant the babys dad doubts its his and well now im going home t wisconsin where i belong he dumped me too btw and i hate feeling lost without him so im trying to write away the pain Fantasy She looks at him, he looks at her she watches him walk away she thinks to herself, i love this man as another tear rolls down her face the space between their lips was gone one more heartbreak to undergo another love to get to know it all starts over when they play their song she misses his words and the smile on his face the way he said he loved her and how they needed space this love like a fairytale one part heaven the other part hell this definate love to be was her ultimate fantasy

Help Me Win This Contest *read Inside*
hey y'all! I entered into this contest that I can win a blast and so I need everyone to go and comment bomb my pic LIKE CRAZY!!! Please do it for me! I've never been in a contest and have NEVER had a blast!!! So please click the link or copy and paste the link if you can't click it! thank you all! :) http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=117825&i=1153441171

Forever
Forever takes me by a minute, While I’m here with you. I’m falling even more in love, With everything you do. Hold me in your arms, Look deep into my eyes, Don’t turn away and let me go, Don’t ever tell me lies. I swear I’ll never loose you, In my arms I’ll always hold. I’ll never let you slip away, And leave nothing left untold. There aren’t enough hours, In each passing day, To find all the words, I wish I could say. Your kiss will last forever, Your touch forever warm. You’ll guide me to the sunlight, And shield me from the storm. This is what I’m saying, With everything that’s true, I swear on my life, That I really do love you.