ok for a few of yall you have heard this many times but its still botherin me...ok i was with brandon for almost 9 months and i truely loved him but i found out he cheated on me so i ended it and i thot i was over him so i gave derrick a chance and we really hit it off hes as i thot was gonna be the one guy that was different then all the others but i was wrong and i fell fast for him and i loved him but he lied to me and that hurts just as much as brandon cheatin on me but i still love the both of them and then theres this guy at my school that i never thot myself to like he used to be the geeky lil nerd kid in my class that i cheated off of jus os i can pass but over the years we became friends and hes changed ALOT hes still the really really smart guy at school but now hes clear over 6'4 or so and is muscular and he plays basketball and runs track and is at almost every single softball game weve had that was close enuff to drive too but im not sure on if he likes me but my friends said at the way he acted in washington dc that he does...like it all started in arlington cemetary it got cold and i was standin and talkin to alexandria and her mom and amanda lee and he like walked up and we started talkin and like he was really cold and like he was turning like purple and then turned orange and i was like omg thats weird and i was tryin to like keep his arm from turnin another color or w/e and like ev erywhere else we went he was like my heater cause id get cold and me and him like were with each other pretty much the entire time and like in the museum we were together...we walked together and we were always talkin and stuff but i dont think he likes me ill let yall be the judge of that but yea like i think me and brandon are about to get bac together but im not gonna get in too deep i mean like im gonna try to not fall deeper in love with brandon til he can prove to me he wont do wat he did again and we gonna see how it does down in orlando that is if he comes......sooo id love ur input on all this stuff and i thank u ahead of time and im sry its soo long.....well ttul lvoe yas!
