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So True
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. So send this to all of your friends (and me) in the next 5 minutes and a miracle will happen tonight. "Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin". "I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel." Maya Angelou "Work like yo

Karma & Downraters
As much of a shock it is to be rated a 1, I've decided to actively keep my usage of CT in perspective. Rather than return fire & rate a downrater's pics all 1s, I go to their page and rate them a 10. Already I've had a user (Green420Smoke http://www.cherrytap.com/user/952589 , if you're curious) swear at me after my olive-branch gesture, so rather than getting riled up about it, I've simply blocked him, and will do so to anyone else who takes CT too seriously and feels the need to harass me. I've already forgotten his exact wording, and it feels pretty good. I noticed that he's new to the site, and didn't have any fans yet. With habits like that, it doesn't surprise me. Remember, folks, CT is supposed to be fun.

Krystal's Giveaway
I joined a GIVEAWAY.. Not a contest.. lol ( to those of you I told to slap me if I ever decided to enter another contest.. lol ) Anyways I joined a giveaway for a months blast. I need 50,000 comments to receive a blast. I am just getting started with my comments as I just joined on the 14th. The giveaway is hosted by: AUSSIE ASSASSIN@ CherryTAP And the link to my photo in the giveaway is: I would greatly appreciate any help that I could receive in acquiring my comment quota. Thanks in advance to any whom decide to help. Thanks Again, Krystal Krystal ~ Twiztid's CT Juggalette Homie ~ Honorable Society Of Wolves ~@ CherryTAP

Good Monday Morning To Ya..
Good Morning and hello there and how’ ya doin? I am fine and survived the long, long weekend. The cubs game was great, too many beers, but I did enjoy the game. Then Friday the fund raising golf outing found our team in the winners circle…whoopee and happy day…starting that day one eye open and one eye closed must have been the secret as I played very well and helped pole-vault us to a huge -16 under par yeah baby! So that was fun, Saturday found me attending the last Grad parties of the season, thank the maker there, I was running out of money…Sunday and fathers day found me doing nothing but relaxing and being waited on by the gals…that was a great day. I did find some not ready for prime time criminal stories that are too cute not to post, here they are: Not Ready for Prime Time: Lolita Bullock turned herself in to sheriff's deputies in Jacksonville, N.C., in May, confessing to robbing a Bank of America a week earlier. She then immediately requested the "crime stoppers" reward mon

I Am Sorry!
For everyone's heart i broke, i am sorry! it wasnt my intention! I am uncapable of hurting someone deliberatly! I am just too broken to be able to receive anything again! It is true, it is in our nature to fall for the wrong guy! I am sure i will fall again for the wrong one! I AM TRULY SORRY! I JUST DIED FEW MONTHS BACK!

Wtf
The fuckhead that reported my background as not safe for work can kiss my fucking ass....SOAD, My chemical Romance and Korn are not fucking sexual in any way...fucking hate retarded people..u jealous mother fuckers....fuck u

My Playlist
i added more songs to my play list... wayne toups is a local boy and the song empty glass sounds better when Richard LeBeouf sings it. couldn't find richard to download so make do like me.. lol still more to come......

Rules Of Life
Rules Of Life Rule One - You will receive a body. Whether you love it or hate it, it's yours for life, so accept it. What counts is what's inside. Rule Two - You will be presented with lessons. Life is a constant learning experience, which every day provides opportunities for you to learn more. These lessons specific to you, and learning them 'is the key to discovering and fulfilling the meaning and relevance of your own life'. Rule Three - There are no mistakes, only lessons. Your development towards wisdom is a process of experimentation, trial and error, so it's inevitable things will not always go to plan or turn out how you'd want. Compassion is the remedy for harsh judgement - of ourselves and others. Forgiveness is not only divine - it's also 'the act of erasing an emotional debt'. Behaving ethically, with integrity, and with humour - especially the ability to laugh at yourself and your own mishaps - are central to the perspective that 'mistakes' are simply lessons

Art Aguirre Talks About Body Modification
I dont have many ppl i look up to in my life or should i say i dont look up to anyone but one man i do on a completely spiritual level and his name is Art Aguirre here he is talking about Modern Primatism and piercings.... i hope you enjoy the article ive found... Art Aguirre Body modification artist and shop owner Church of Steel, San Diego, California www.churchofsteel.com DB: You were called the "Modern Primitive" on Sci-Fi channel's reality show, "Mad, Mad House," is that the correct term and what does it mean? AA: I, myself, would be considered somewhat of a modern primitive, but the actual term modern primitivism came from one of the pioneers, a very respected individual that is known in the body modification industry that had in a sense revived in western culture and brought to all of our eyes and a lot of our minds and gave us visuals and brought back to life body modification as a whole, and that would be Fakhir Musafar. He is one that is known to ha

.wickedly.delightful.children.and.other.such.nonsense.
wow. i thought *i* was mean...but no see. im sittin here with my oldest kid... n we're watchin a video...n so i clicked the 'im bored' thingie...n we're lookin at pix right? right. she's all... 'ewww he's ugly' 'she's fat n blurry' 'hello...turn the camera right side up' 'whats with those teeth' 'uhh what is wrong with her face' 'omg! omg! he looks like a monkey! with a beard! omg! *giggle fit*' 'he's holding a gun, why doesnt he shoot somebody...like himself' '*gag* im gonna die! im gonna gag im gonna gag! im gonna die! *gags more* god his mustache is *gag*' 'she's touching herself' (me - she's touching her hair) 'her other hand isnt up there' 'well...he's not fat' 'he's old! with long hair! thats yellow and orange and ew!' 'what is she...touching' (me - i dont think i want to know) 'why does everybody take their pictures sideways? she looks drunk' 'she looks like a boy...that turned into a woman' 'her cheeks are huge! her hair is puffy...and she's ugly' 'nob

The Bell
THE BELL I KNOW WHO I AM I am God's child (John 1:12) I am Christ's friend (John 15:15) I am united with the Lord(1 Cor. 6:17) I am bought with a price(1 Cor. 6:19-20) I am a saint (set apart for God). (Eph. 1:1) I am a personal witness of Christ (Acts 1:8) I am the salt & light of the earth (Matt.5:13-14) I am a member of the body of Christ(1 Cor 12:27) I am free forever from condemnation (Rom. 8: 1-2) I am a citizen of Heaven. I am significant (Phil.3:20) I am free from any charge against me (Rom. 8:31-34) I am a minister of reconciliation for God(2 Cor.5:17-21) I have access to God through the Holy Spirit (Eph. 2:18) I am seated with Christ in the heavenly realms (Eph. 2:6) I cannot be separated from the love of God(Rom.8:35-39) I am established, anointed, sealed by God (2 Cor.1:21-22) I am assured all things work together for good (Rom. 8: 28) I have been chosen and appointed to bear fruit (John 15:16) I may approach God with freedom and confidence (Eph. 3: 12

Another Word For Love
Another Word For Love by Steve Goodier I knew a woman who always found an excuse to love. I met her working at the most difficult job of my life - as a helper in an after-school daycare center. I was completely unprepared for the work; I had no training and my temperament seemed to be particularly unsuited to the position. I reminded myself that I was hired to watch the children, play with them and lead arts and crafts - not fix all of their problems, of which there were many. And my only help was Mrs. Tucker, a 73-year-old retired social worker who worked with me. All that stood between the kids and disaster was me and a 73- year-old woman. And I wasn't that sturdy a defense! But I soon learned that Mrs. Tucker was a master with these children. "Some children just need more love," she always said. A case in point was Timmy. Timmy received special help at school because of his emotional problems. He was developmentally delayed. He ofte

Dare To Imagine
In your mind you can go anywhere. And where your mind consistently goes, the rest of your life will follow. There is no limit to what you can imagine. And what you imagine, you have already begun to create. Allow your thoughts to travel often to beautiful and magnificent places. In your mind, construct all the rich details of the life you wish to live. In order to reach for a dream, you must know what it looks like, how it feels, and where it is. Long before you actually get there, your mind can enable you to experience all these things. Every success is first a success of the imagination. What wonderful pathways will you dare to imagine? Set your imagination free, and it will show you who you are. Let imagination guide your efforts, and your dreams will be fulfilled. -- Ralph Marston

Beer Drinkers Troble Shooting Chart
BEER TROUBLESHOOTING CHART SYMPTOM FAULT ACTION Feet cold and wet. Glass being held at incorrect angle. Rotate glass so that open end points toward ceiling. Feet warm and wet. Improper bladder control. Stand next to nearest dog, complain about house training. Beer unusually pale and tasteless. Glass empty. Get someone to buy you another beer. Opposite wall covered with fluorescent lights. You have fallen over backward. Have yourself leashed to bar. Mouth contains cigarette butts. You have fallen forward. See above. Beer tasteless, front of your shirt is wet. Mouth not open, or glass applied to wrong part of face. Retire to restroom, practice in mirror. Floor blurred. You are looking through bottom of empty glass. Get someone to buy you another beer. Floor moving. You are being carried out. Find out if you are being taken to another bar. Room seems unusually dark. Bar has closed. Confirm home address with ba

So Sweet
Did you know that those who appear to be very strong in heart, are real weak and most susceptible? Did you know that those who spend their time protecting others are the ones that really need someone to protect them? Did you know that the three most difficult things to say are: I love you, Sorry, and Help me. Did you know that those who dress in red are more confident in themselves? Did you know that those who dress in yellow are those that enjoy their beauty? Did you know that those who dress in black, are those who want to be unnoticed and need your help and understanding? Did you know that when you help someone, the help is returned in two-fold? Did you know that it's easier to say what you feel in writing than saying it to someone in the face? But did you know that it has more value when you say it to their face? Did you know that if you ask for something in faith, your wishes are granted? Did you know that you can make y

Not A Good Weekend All Around
I lost respect for people as a whole today. My God. A guy in my building freaked out, yet again. Got drunk, started freaking on anyone and everyone for noise. There are younger ppl that live downstairs from me, they have parties and such. Fine, they're noisy on the weekends, but they're young. So what. Well this guy today is outside swearing and yelling and freaking out. No one is doing a thing. Fine. Then this young black kid is riding his bike and this guy goes after him. Well I freaked, yelled out for him to shut up and leave him alone, that I don't ever want to hear that N word again. He says well sorry, but that little bastard is riding around. I said so what, relax, go in, pass out already. A bit later 4 kids are walking through the courtyard drinking slurpees, talking. well this guy freaks. Goes after them with a knife! I didn't know this at the time, I just saw him going after them. Well I go downstairs, everyone else is just watching not doing anything. I have my phone and key

My Life Dreams
My dreams for my life don't seem like they are going to happen so I think I should let them be known at least. My life dream is to find someone that will love me for me, not want to change me in anyway. I want to find someone that will not tell me lets just be friends. I want this person to be patient, understanding, knows how I am feeling without having to ask, will never hit me or lie to me. I want this person to be honest and open with me about everything in his life past, present and future. I dream of eventually marrying this person, not a big wedding just friends and family maybe outside like in the spring or something like that. I wanted to wear a white gown but that is probably out of the question for certain reasons that are best left unsaid. I want to have at least 4 kids becaue I want more than just 2. My reason for that is because it is only me and my sister and I don't like the idea of that. I sort of been thinking of names for my kids which I don't think I will ever have.

7 Definitions Of A Cat
7 Definitions Of A Cat 1. A lap-warmer with a built-in buzzer. 2. A four footed allergen. 3. A small, four-legged, fur-bearing extortionist. 4. A treat-seeking missile. 5. A wildlife control expert impersonator. 6. A hair relocation expert. 7. An un-programmable animal.

Shorty
Shorty My Italian American friend is very self-conscious about his height, or lack thereof. So I always steer clear of the subject. One day, he and I went to lunch at a Sub shop. "I'll take the Italian," he said to the guy behind the counter. "Salami, Provolone, and peppers." "Do you want a full hero or half one?" came the reply. "Ah... gimme a half," my friend says. After placing our orders, we took our seats. A few minutes later, my friend grimaced when we heard... "Small Italian, your order is up!"

Father's Opinion...
Father's Opinion... 4 years: My daddy can do anything. 7 years: My dad knows a lot, a whole lot. 8 years: My father doesn't know quite everything. 12 years: Oh, well, naturally Father doesn't know that, either. 14 years: Father? Hopelessly old-fashioned. 21 years: Oh, that man is out-of-date. What did you expect? 25 years: He knows a little bit about it, but not much. 30 years: Maybe we ought to find out what Dad thinks. 35 years: A little patience. Let's get Dad's assessment before we do anything. 50 years: I wonder what Dad would have thought about that. He was pretty smart. 60 years: My Dad knew absolutely everything! 65 years: I'd give anything if Dad were here so I could talk this over with him. I really miss that man.

To Thouse That Have Lost And Loved
this message goes out to a reminder to all of you who have loved and lost. we all have loved someone in our lives Whether that be a friend, a boyfriend or girlfriend, or even a close family memeber. Each day they carry around a piece of our hearts, evey where they go in life it is with them no matter how far away they are or how close are love for them they carry. It is only harder to watch that someone who holds a tiny piece of your hear pass from this world and take that piece of you with that, and even though you may feel a part of you has died with them since they held a small piece of your heart thats not true for even you held a small piece of there heart and since you still live so shall they in your heart so you will always love them and carry them with you as they had done. to everyone that knows me personaly an none this reminder I wrote to you all is to give you closure for your lose, for I just his past sunday have lose someone close to me, my grandmother past June 17

What Goes Around, Comes Around!
He almost didn't see the old lady, stranded on the side of the road, but even in the dim light of day, he could see she needed help. So he pulled up in front of her Mercedes and got out. His Pontiac was still sputtering when he approached her. Even with the smile on his face, she was worried. No one had stopped to help for the last hour or so. Was he going to hurt her? He didn't look safe; he looked poor and hungry. He could see that she was frightened, standing out there in the cold. He knew how she felt. It was that chill which only fear can put in you. He said, "I'm here to help you, ma'am. Why don't you wait in the car where it's warm? By the way, my name is Bryan Anderson." Well, all she had was a flat tire; but for an old lady, that was bad enough Bryan crawled under the car looking for a place to put the jack, skinning his knuckles a time or two. Soon he was able to change the tire But he had to get dirty and his hands hurt. As he was tightening up the lug nuts, s

6-17-07 New Hazel And Ezra Pictures. H&e Slutclub Down Temporarily.
6-17-07 New Hazel and Ezra Pictures. H&E SlutClub down temporarily. There are new pictures up from Ezra and my movie entitled: Hazel & Ezra: A Day in the Life. Also for a as yet undetermined reason, Xpeeps has taken down H&E Slut Club. We had just reached our 50th member in just a little over a week. It will be back though so don't you worry. Xpeeps has not commented me back yet so I do not know their reasons taking down our club. but we do own our domain name so it will be back soon along with our website. Well anyway thank you to everyone for your support. *spanks and kisses* Hazel

Paradise (not For Me)
Paradise (Not For Me) written by Madonna and Mirwais programming and keyboards by Mirwais produced by Madonna and Mirwais also appears on the album "Production" by Mirwais Track 9, Time: 6:29 ------------------------- I can't remember When I was young I can't explain If it was wrong My life goes on But not the same Into your eyes My face remains [I've been so high] I've been so down [Up to the skies] Down to the ground I was so blind I could not see Your paradise Is not for me Autour de moi Je ne vois pas Qui sont les anges Surement pas moi Encore une fois Je suis cassée Encore une fois Je n'y crois pas All around me I could not see Who are the angels Surely not me Once more again I am broken Once more again I don't believe it Chorus: I've been so high I've been so down Up to the skies Down to the ground There is a light Above my head Into your eyes My face remains (chorus) I can't remember When I was young

My Anniversary
Well today is my 14th wedding anniversary. I was hoping to find my husband a 'playmate' by now...but it doesn't like it yet. Any way, it's been fun mostly. Hope to keep it going for a long while yet.

The Power Of Goodbye
The Power Of Good-Bye written by Madonna and Rick Nowels Track 10, Time: 4:12 ------------------------- Your heart is not open so I must go The spell has been broken, I loved you so Freedom comes when you learn to let go Creation comes when you learn to say no You were my lesson I had to learn I was your fortress you had to burn Pain is a warning that something's wrong I pray to God that it won't be long Do ya wanna go higher? Chorus: There's nothing left to try There's no place left to hide There's no greater power Than the power of good-bye Your heart is not open so I must go The spell has been broken, I loved you so You were my lesson I had to learn I was your fortress Chorus2: There's nothing left to lose There's no more heart to bruise There's no greater power Than the power of good-bye Learn to say good-bye I yearn to say good-bye (chorus, substituting "no more places" for "no place left") (chorus2)

Frozen
Frozen written by Madonna and Patrick Leonard Track 9, Time: 6:13 ------------------------- Verse: You only see what your eyes want to see How can life be what you want it to be You're frozen When your heart's not open You're so consumed with how much you get You waste your time with hate and regret You're broken When your heart's not open Chorus: Mmmmmm, if I could melt your heart Mmmmmm, we'd never be apart Mmmmmm, give yourself to me Mmmmmm, you hold the key Now there's no point in placing the blame And you should know I suffer the same If I lose you My heart will be broken Love is a bird, she needs to fly Let all the hurt inside of you die You're frozen When your heart's not open (chorus) (verse) (chorus, repeat) If I could melt your heart

Sillyness
So , There have been a couple people that have rated my pictures 1's. I think it's great that they are honest. ( If they really are honest. ) I think if't funny, the one's recently have been kinda ugly people. So yah, I think it's kinda ironic. But maybe not so much. Maybe they do what's been done to them, or they are projecting their feelings. I know, it's meant to make fun of ugly people, even bitter ugly people. Maybe these people just ned more friends, or a hug or something?? So my new idea is to add all these people as friends. Maybe they are just lonly and mean and bitter, and hate life and so they go around rating people's pictures 1's. Or maybe they really hated my picture. ther are a few pictures I have up that I wouldn't be too surprised if they were rated 1's. However, the pictures I have posted as display pictures, maybe not being perfect, It's unexpected to me that they suck that bad. It seems like they would be a 2 or 3 atleast. lol. Maybe these people ar

Erotica
Erotica written by M. Ciccone and S. Pettibone performed by MAdonna ------------------------- Erotica, romance (repeat) My name is Dita I'll be your mistress tonight I'd like to put you in a trance If I take you from behind Push myself into your mind When you least expect it Will you try and reject it If I'm in charge and I treat you like a child Will you let yourself go wild Let my mouth go where it wants to Give it up, do as I say Give it up and let me have my way I'll give you love, I'll hit you like a truck I'll give you love, I'll teach you how to ... I'd like to put you in a trance, all over Erotic, erotic, put your hands all over my body (repeat twice) Erotic, erotic Once you put your hand in the flame You can never be the same There's a certain satisfaction In a little bit of pain I can see you understand I can tell that you're the same If you're afraid, well rise above I only hurt the ones I love Give it up, do as I say Give it up and l

Christopher's Fitness Guide Part 1
Christopher's Fitness Guide Part 1 (gears more towards women) *I have lady friends I workout with who wanted me to jot some stuff down for them, and I decided to put together a guide. I'm working on it in parts, so check on my site frequently and I'll keep updating it* If you wanna get in shape, you should read up on my guide based on information I have accuumulated over the last 3 years or so. Here are some simple rules I have learned about fitness: -There are 3 types of results you can derive from pumping iron: 1.) Power/Strength/Mass (Think the bulky guys in strongman competitions) 2.) Muscle definition/moderate mass/moderate strength (Think bodybuilders such as Arnold Schwarzenegger) 3.) Muscle tone/definition/low fat percentage (Think Suzanne Summers) -Fitness imporves not only your physical health, but also your mental health. Before I worked out, not only was I skinny (defined from years of Gymnastics, but skinny nontheless), I also tended to be depressed from

Hanky Panky
Hanky Panky written by Madonna and Patrick Leonard ------------------------- (Spoken) Come over here! Some girls, they like candy, and others, they like to grind, I'll settle for the back of your hand somewhere on my behind. Treat me like I'm a bad girl, even when I'm being good to you, I don't want you to thank me, you can just spank me. Mmm. Some guys like to sweet talk, and others, they like to tease, Tie my hands behind my back and, ooo, I'm in ecstasy. Don't slobber me with kisses, I can get that from my sisters, Before I get too cranky, you better... Chorus: Like hanky panky [hanky panky], Nothing like a good spanky [good spanky]. Don't take out your handkerchiefs, I don't wanna cry, I just wanna hanky panky. Like hanky panky [hanky panky], Nothing like a good spanky [good spanky]. Don't take out your handkerchiefs, I don't wanna cry, I just wanna hanky panky guy. Oooo. Please don't call a doctor, 'cause there's nothing wrong with me, I just lik

Stalker
I just want everyone I normally talk to know that I may act stranger than normal for the next little bit. Earlier tonight someone sent me a shout and told me where I catch the bus when I leave my apartment. He knew what I had been wearing and who was with me last time I went out. This guy has been sending me shouts for four days and using lines from a video game a friend of mine had a hand in writing. St first I thought it was my friend messing with me. Tonight proved it's not. I know where my friend was when I went out Friday. I am very freaked out at the moment. I just wanted to explain why to all my friends.

Hmmmmmmmmmm Wonder What This Could Mean?
Are you ready to bask in some glory? Don't be modest -- you deserve these kudos. The stars say your efforts will pay off in a big way, especially if you don't try and rush the results. Sit back and enjoy the ride.

Daughter Of The Wind
WHY HAVE I ALWAYS BEEN A DAUGHTER OF THE WIND? IT HAS SUCH STRENGTH, IT IS TREACHEROUS AND HOLDS SUCH FURY. YET IT HAS THE MOST GENTLE, TENDER TOUCH. WHEN I WATCH THE WIND. HEAR THE WIND OR FEEL ITS SOFT AND GENTLE CARESS, I SUDDENLY BECOME LOST IN THOUGHT AND WILD WANDERINGS. DEAR WIND WHERE ARE YOU GOING? WHAT HAVE YOU DONE TODAY? WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO TOMORROW? YOU ALWAYS SEEM TO CARRY ME TO ANOTHER PLAIN. A PLACE WHERE DREAMERS DWELL. SOMEWHERE YOUR SECRETS ARE NEVER TOLD. AS THE DAUGHTER OF THE WIND, I WILL NEVER GROW OLD. Momfeather

Spirit Wind
Quivering delight overtakes me With gay anticipation as I watch the eagles soar. Riding on the winds of time It creates an amorous Wooing within the spiritual Realm. Joy comes so Easily to my spiritual side, I sit in awe and passionate Delight as I experience Daily, deeper understanding Of my spiritual world. How delightful the power Of the eagle as it soars Above me. Carrying my spirit to the wind. Momfeather

Friends
FRIENDS Many people will walk in and out of your life, But only true friends will leave footprints in your heart. To handle yourself, use your head; To handle others, use your heart. Anger is only one letter short of danger. If someone betrays you once, it is his fault; If he betrays you twice, it is your fault. Great minds discuss ideas; Average minds discuss events; Small minds discuss people. He who loses money, loses much; He who loses a friend, loses much more; He who loses faith, loses all. Beautiful young people are accidents of nature, But beautiful old people are works of art. Learn from the mistakes of others. You can't live long enough to make them all yourself. Friends, you and me.... You brought another friend.... And then there were 3.... We started our group.... Our circle of friends.... And like that circle.... There is no beginning or end.... Yesterday is history. Tomorrow is mystery. Today is a gift. Share these

Ancient Voices
Did you listen today? What did your hear? The ancient ones call and we feel them around us, but we do not listen. We no longer hear the voices in the wind as the leaves and branches tell us stories. The moon brings us messages and we do not see them. We are to busy with the world created by man. Take your children back to the times when the voices were heard and the signs were given. Go back before the importance of Creation leaves us forever. The voices of the ancestors may have been silenced by the death call but they are only a whisper away. Their music may have faded from our ears but must we let the delicate sounds of our past go with them? Our children need the teachings that are leaving us forever. Sing the words in a lullaby, whisper to them so they hear, lead them and they will follow. Never let our traditions die. Respected and revered the old ones still walk with us. They hold our hand to help us see. They still lead us and we must follow. We need not let the dreams they ha

Todays Horoscope
Your appeal is on overdrive. If you're partnered, your sweetheart can hardly bear to be away from your side. If you're single, you'll have to fight 'em off with a stick. Accept all the loving attention that's lavished upon you. I read this and died laughing...love it!!!

Through This Maze We Call Life
Every corner turned is a dead end. Everone I pass another reason for my heart to mend. Scared and scraped stapled and sewn the pain my heart has known Eyes seeing the horizon but blinded by the tears walkin steady on all on my own. [Poem #1] Candace Bohler

Hello Doopie
Too many subjects to fall into one genre Current mood: awake Category: Life Might I wander through these Fields in Knowledge...Aware...Impressed upon...Spoken to by the Voice which spins these Universes...these many Fields which Move these Revolutions. These Revolutions. May I wander and Wonder in amazement at the Beauty which Surrounds our Simplistic Capabilities. Might I remain humble as I squander this gift among those who may not See. May I be Blessed enough to be given the Audience to which I am received in Honesty. Who might Hear me in Truth...more than simply to the Crowd which Emily Dickinson referred to as "the admiring Bog...Who am I?" Shallow narrowness is so much Easier for the Crowd, is it not? Pass it by. Live in the Box which you yourself have Created. Choose Ignorance...it is a Simpler Path...little or no complication. Effortless and unrequired. No need to Participate. So, I am on my soap box just a preachin' away....but if you stop to Listen...there are Pearls

Ghost Horses Dance
Ghost horses Have you come to remind us of another day and time Have you come to dance for the ones who are passing What prayer do you ask of us, and what song do you wish to hear? Ghost horses You are powerful as you pass between the worlds and we are but an element in this one that you see When the time comes for your dance to be ours We honor your presence as you honor us Ghost horses You are a wonderful sight to see As you dance your way through the clouds Your destination is below, As your fiery ride you do show Ghost horses You are around in and about you are above, below and the four directions you know you are in the here and now And will always be as it is with infinity Windsong Copyright March 27, 2004

About Me
NAME: Antionette AKA Toni BIRTHDATE: 12/4/79 BIRTHPLACE: Chicago EYE COLOR: Blue HAIR COLOR: Burgandy Brown WEIGHT AND HEIGHT: 5'7 CURRENT LOCATION: Tennessee WHAT ARE YOU CURRENTLY WEARING?: jammie bottoms and a t-shirt WHAT IS YOU CURRENT THOUGHT?:this is gonna take for ever WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT YOUR CURRENT PRESIDENT?: he sucks WHO DO YOU CURRENTLY LIKE?: I plead the 5th WHATS YOUR FAVORITE: FAVORITE FOOD: anything Polish FAVORITE DRINK: water or tea FAVORITE SNACK: sunflower seeds FAVORITE RESTAURANT: Old Warsaw FAVORITE SPORT: football gotta love the physical contact FAVORITE SONG: to many FAVORITE MESSENGER: yahoo SCREENNAME: not telling FAVORITE COLOR: black and red FAVORITE NUMBER: 4 FAVORITE ANIMAL: Cat CANDY:chocolate duh PEPSI OR COKE: Pepsi FAVORITE MIXED DRINK: killer kool~aid (cranberry, armeretto,southern comfort) PHONE NUMBER:noneya BEDTIME: when im tired CLOTHES: jeans and a top CURRENT HAIR STYLE: in a scrunchie MAKEUP: no

One Who Walks The Red Path
Your mind is so soft and comforting to me The messages that you do send for all to see How can I ....one who is small Tell of who you are When it was you who loved me so In your light I began to glow For your very soul is what you gave to me You fell into my heart with great ease And now that your spirit has covered me so Within your warmth I will grow You held my hand and cared for me so In your debt I will remain Try to share that which I have gained If all the ones who in this world do live Could touch your hand Share with you a moment of this dream The world as we now know it would not be the same For in it would be love of all mankind Some have walked through a dream Of what the creators world should be Songs of beauty of creation from the mountains tops Soft winds of the deserts high and low drops Everything that lies in between That circles the earth as it is seen The skys above, the earth below Here and now, where the center should be

56-the Crush
Sparks fly from inside Can't quite remember Was it in her eye Or just a long winter Losing sleep daily Elephants on my chest Vision lost clearly Here comes THE CRUSH Singing like a fool Dancing in the street It kicks like a mule Knocks you off ur feet Sky is a little more blue Rain is heaven blessed Nothing more to do Here comes THE CRUSH Thoughts collide Memories skip Like the rising tide The blush of her lips Painted shades of green In tiny hands a heart will bust What remains unseen Here comes THE CRUSH

Ghost Horses' Journey
In the still darkness of the night while the blue moon shines bright the ghost horses are milling about in the gated pen, where they are held In the woodland lands of the Cherokee A great wind comes about and the clouds begin to move, the moon lights up the night as it is always meant to do one horse he is very strong and brave he is there to always lead the way with his hooves reared up the gate he does crash to lead the others out to search the distance of the earth and be on their way to the great sky land some spirits they do take on their journey home once they return again, they will bring to us the ancestor's home. Ah Ho! Windsong Copyright August 10, 2004

Beaches & Suntans
When you go to the beach, you should always follow an important rule: *NEVER !* *NEVER !* *NEVER !* *NEVER !* *NEVER !* *NEVER !* *NEVER !* *NEVER !* *NEVER !* *NEVER !* *NEVER !* *NEVER !* *NEVER !* *NEVER !* *NEVER !* *NEVER !* *NEVER !* *NEVER !* *NEVER !* *NEVER !* *NEVER !* *NEVER !* rub suntan lotion on someone whom you do not know

Leaving For Awhile...
I just wanted to let all my friends know that I will be leaving CT for awhile... I'm not going to give any reason as to why because for one, it's personal.... If you want to stay in touch with me, send a private message and I will give you my contact info... I will check back in for the next few days just to check messages... Please everyone, take care of yourself.. Most of all, don't be afraid to do something.. do it anyway if it really means that much to you. Love & hugs to all... Dee

Warrior Who Stands Alone
Warrior One who stands alone With a bonnet holding feathers of many Your face is proud and very strong As you walk in the present silent space You are the holder of the secrets Of times that are past and gone You have kept them hidden away In the chambers of your very heart A heart that is weary and wants to pass on One that has left you here in this place all alone Only the spirits can understand what you have become In this time of many moons ago Your physical self was strong In your mind you were steadfast and brave As you looked at the darkness of death's face The spirit has walked with you And brought you here in this place Warrior take care that your reward is near For the one who created all sees and hears The pain that you have endured One day the eagle will fly and within his wings you do rest Your soul will be free and you will be blessed... You humble me warrior of old For through my heart an arrow has passed As I share your story..

No More War
as i traval though the pages of our past i see the mistake that went by so very fast the peace there once was is not here any more i look around and all i see is war tottal destrotion and tottal desastar now fall to your knees and obay your master the blood lies in the sands who shall rule these lands it is our familys that are dying while we are left cring backed up against a wall dont want to take a fall have the loved ones return though the doors let there be no more wars no more war 7th rewright

White Bear
Oh....... great white bear you are the strength and the light in my soul Your actions are loud you roar is uncontrolled your heart is strong... a sight to behold When you come I will not hide I will face you... so that I can see thru your eyes... Consume me.... swallow me up swallow me whole... make me part of your soul... When I walk alone .... it will be with strength when I speak it will be from the heart of the bear as I see thru your eyes... I will have no fear You are my strength.... you are mighty... you are the white bear...

Spirit One Of Old
On the mountain top where the clouds dare to be the birds have their freedom and the wind gently sings songs of the old ones you see In this place and time... a large flat stone...has been uncovered thru decades of the earth's wear bringing dreams of past times for one such as I to share Upon this stone of the earth stood a warrior of great strength you ask... how do you know? in his hair was two feathers of white and he was wrapped in a blanket of gray his arms were extended as to foretell of a day His left arm in the direction of the west his right toward the east... the sun above us was very bright but not so as to lose sight of the sky above us colored in blue The wind began to blow... singing a song of beauty across my face and hair.. I could feel the powerful spirit of the warrior drawing me near The earth under my bare feet... I could feel the grass and stones slowly, and gently I moved closer not knowing ... what was to be The black bird cir

We The First People
I'm proud to belong to one of the original clans Whose Ancestors occupied all of these lands Before we were found by some wandering seaman Who knew just where he was - and we became “Indians”. Tell me about our history, a tear will glisten Stories of how life use to be, bring a rueful smile Drums talk to me of our victories, I will listen and flutes will find me dreaming all the while In order to “save” us, they killed us Our peaceful cultures were “dangerous” And they thought they could just ravage us But by fighting back, we became “savages”. Call us lazy indeed - we're not driven by their greed To gather materials about them But my question is, how did we exist, FOR HUNDREDS OF CENTURIES WITHOUT THEM copy; 1995, R.C. Thomas (Potawatomi/Chippewa)

Vamps And Procreation
LOL, you'd think that the two could not go hand in hand. However, that depends on your perception of vamps....and of course, whether or not they are real....in whatever form. For those that believe that vamps are real, or are they themselves are such, procreation is a potential reality. However, it can cause...complications...and one might find themself starving.... This is all I have to say for now.

Im His Lil One!
i awake to His hands around my neck and looking straight though me. i know He loves me and he knows ill never leave. His touch so warming His lips so soft and sweet. i give my all and do my best just to lay at His Feet. He tells me im a good girl and tells me im so sweet.He lets me know im wanted by His side for everyone one to see. i need Him and He needs me together We/we are free. i need other no ther will do i need His touch i need Him here with me. With His guidence His wisdom His ever loving touch. i shall reach for that desire that pain i need it so very much. i await for Him by the door as He comes home late from his troublesome day. im kneeling there a lil cold but here is were ill stay. He see me there and smiles and says "I have missed my lil one" "My day was rough and work was hard but now the day is done. He takes me in his loving arms and to the shower we go. i wash Him clean and dry him well and on my knees i go. i take him in and

Enter My Zone
i am a mother of three beautiful daughters i work alot lately haven't had much of a social life lately. don't get along with most of my family but make it well for myself. i have a great boyfriend who can be hard headed at times and keep me in his back pocket but hey it keeps me outta trouble i am hear to meet new people kinda got bored with myspace but so far i am liking it here and thanks to people who rate and leave love on my page

My 1st Blog Ever
To Whom Shall Read This Current mood: complacent Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes I am writing this to who shall ever read this, and if i dont get any comments back than thats alright. Well I would like to start out by saying that I moved to Los Angeles to be closer to my child and get the Phuck out of the county i was living in. Yes i spelled the f word wrong and it was done on purpose. Well I moved here and iam currently Living w/my good and closet friend/Hair Stylists Brother. I haven't seen Kyle my son yet, but and i have talked an I havent told him that iam only 1hour away if that from him :) Yeah i know thats sounds kinds mean but hey when he finds out that iam closer to him, he will be so happy as for I am. I am here in whole new world where i don't know anyone from my past, and to me that is a relief. I have done some terrible things in my life an Some iam not proud of and wish i could change some of them. But i believe that i have done enough since my past that KARMA has

Fire And Ice
You are The Star Hope, expectation, Bright promises. The Star is one of the great cards of faith, dreams realised The Star is a card that looks to the future. It does not predict any immediate or powerful change, but it does predict hope and healing. This card suggests clarity of vision, spiritual insight. And, most importantly, that unexpected help will be coming, with water to quench your thirst, with a guiding light to the future. They might say you're a dreamer, but you're not the only one. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

Morphing Photos
I have found a excellent program for morphing photos. I have been looking to find one but really looked and got one because I saw another member that wanted help to get a photo morphed. If anyone else would like to know about it please email me and I will let them know what it is and provide a link to download it plus a little extra bonus to make it work better.

What A Fathers Day!
So yeh my step dads fathers day started off at 1:15am when my best friend (like a sister to me) called me and woke him up saying that her grandmother got worse (grandmother has lung cancer) So she was crying and talking all suicidal cause her grandmother has taken care of her since she was born, so she thinks it should be her in the hospital and not her grandmother. Well i was finally able to calm her down and told her to go get some sleep cause she was tired of course. Next thing i know shes calling back at 3:50am saying that her grandmother passed away. So my mom was crying and my step dad was trying to calm her down and the friend that was over my house drove me over the see my other friend (the one thats like a sister to me) So i got there at like 3:55am and my mom kept calling us cause there was no one else at her house, it was just me and her. She was crying so much and i feel terrible! I stayed there till 3:30pm cause finally her aunts and uncles got there. As for me

Still Haven't Gotten Rid Of These Things
I have a BabyConnection brand playpen for sale. It's blue/white colors. It folds into a carry bag. It also has a mat that goes on the bottom of the pen and a mesh bag on one side for toys. Brand New! I used it once and that's it. I bought it at walmart for $50. I am selling it for $30. _____________________________________________________________ I still have the air purifier for sale: Air Purifier No bags or filters to buy for it ever. Just rinse the filter when dirty Two modes: Quiet and Turbo Plugs into wall and stands alone. Features: * Permanent IFD Filter never needs replacement * Easy to clean * Up to 60% quieter than traditional air cleaners * Built-in Ionizer * Compact * 2 Air Cleaning levels * 5 Year Limited Warranty Enviracaire Tower Air Purifier with IFD Filter - 60000 Model # 60000 - The Permanent IFD Filter is easy to clean and never needs replacement! Up to 60% quieter than traditional air cleaners and is proven to capture a variety of harmful indoor particle

What Do I Do?
Ok, so I'm here battling an inner war about a person. I love this person but I know he does not love me. How do I tell my heart to give it up and let go? I can't stand the lack of sleep, the constant crying, not eating and just being miserable. My life is being affected. I put on my happy face during the day for my children's sake, but I'm miserable at night. It's now 2am and I have to be up at 5am, so why am I still up and not able to sleep? Because my heart is missing this person and just wants to think of him, but as I said...he feels nothing for me anymore. What do I do?

The Storm.
She wasn't sure of what she felt. She never truly was. But she knew it was there. It haunted her. It was in her mind, in her body, and in the very pit of her stomach. It was there. That feeling. No matter how hard she tried to be rid of it, It came back, and it pounded her with full force. The clashing of thunder and flares of lighting from her bedroom window Did nothing to soothe her, but in turn intensified her desperation. The storm that brewed inside her was mirrored By the slash of rain pelting the glass of the windows. That feeling. As if someone ripped an innocent child from a caring mother As if someone walked in on their spouse in the midst of adultery As if someone was told there hopes, dreams and strongest aspirations were killed because of one knee injury. The storm of emotion that rules inside of us all, That takes over and consumes us in whole. It’s always that feeling that comes back, when we’ve shut it out, When we laid it to rest, When we del

Together
Together My hands through your hair, fingers entwined together around your neck, and a soft touch to your face. I look into your eyes and see a longing that has consumed your entire being. I am lost in the moment as I pull you to me in order to feel your lips on mine in a kiss a million moments in the making. Eyes closed, lips licked, leaning into each other, soft flesh touching, and lips parted. Your hesitation is deafening as you pull back ever so slowly, as if to say, "I know this is wrong, but I cannot help but to want to consume that intoxicating, passionate, somewhat erotic kiss that you offer me." I pull you in with fierce intent, and press my lips to yours. You are lost in my control of this moment. I have conquered that fear that caused the sudden hesitation. I'd call you my slave, but I cannot for the fact remains I too am a slave to you. There is a passion building with each breath taken as this kiss seems to last an eternity. I can feel you against me, and I wa

An Empty House
An Empty House I OPEN THE DOOR TO AN EMPTY HOUSE FULL OF ALL THE THINGS THAT SHOULD HAVE BEEN SAID, ALL THE THINGS THAT SHOULD HAVE BEEN DONE, AND FULL OF A LONLINESS THAT HOLDS ME WITHIN THE WALLS. I HAVE ADDED THINGS HERE AND THERE TO MAKE IT FEEL MORE OF HOME AND YET THE EMPTINESS OF WHAT IS NOT FILLS IT TO THE CEILING. WHILE I LIE AWAKE IN A BED FULL OF SHEETS AND PILLOWS STAINED WITH TEARS I STARE AT THE CEILING AND REMEMBER THE DAY THAT THIS HOME BECAME NOTHING MORE THAN A SHELL OF WOOD, BRICK, AND NAILS. WHAT AM I DOING? WHY DO I FEEL STUCK HERE? THERE IS NOTHING MORE LEFT TO SALVAGE BETWEEN THESE WALLS AND YET I FEEL COMPELLED TO STAY COMPELLED TO NOT WALK AWAY. EMOTIONAL AND PHYSICAL TIES TO NOTHING ANYMORE; WITHIN THE WALLS THERE IS ANGER, HATRED, AND A SCREAMING VOICE. I HAVE LOCKED THE DOORS BEHIND ME AND I KEEP SCREAMING FOR THE WALLS TO TAKE ME AWAY; TAKE THE PAIN, ANGER, AND HATRED FROM ME SO THAT MAYBE I CAN LIVE AGAIN. I HEAR THE VOICES ON THE O

All Of You With Children Please Read For There Safety
Parents need to know about the sick, sick movement known as "pedophile activism". I am not joking. Look up pedophile activism on wikipedia.org for more information. They have created these symbols, so that they can identify each other, create a support network, it's sickening: This is the symbol for "boy love" called BLogo This is the symbol for "girl love", called GLogo This is the symbol for "Childlove Online Media Activism, CLOMAL This is the symbol for all-encompassing pedophilia, CLogo This is not a joke!!! If you see these symbols on someone's myspace, they are a pedophile. If you see someone with one of these symbols on their clothing or jewelry, they are a pedophile. (Which, in my opinion, gives you permission to beat the fuckiing shit out of them.) Anyone with children, please please go to wikipedia.org (a free online encyclopedia) and search "pedophile activism" and you'll get the whole sick story. Also, please repost this in your bulletins,

And Fuck You Very Much
so i am sitting here on a boring sunday night kinda reading an kinda watching my lounge with my old man on air, good old normal ole life. when low and behold my ex bestfriend IM's me. says "did you move yet?" and i says "why?" and he says to me " jus didnt want to run into you at a bar or something downtown." so i reply with "dont worry you wont." he just got out of jail. now he was mad at me abd ended our friendship before he went in because i found someone who makes me happy enough that id move clear acrossed the country for. i love how they throw the word bestfriend around and try to dictate your life. fuckin awesome. i ended up telling him hes not my fuckin dad and he told me to grow up and then welcomed me to the iggy bin. gawd i am glad we were close. i love the way life is full of pretend fuckin ppl who use and use and use. i used to take him to the bar with me abd blow 100.00$ on fuckin 2 dollar beers in one night on just me and him. ofcourse now that i dont do that and my att

"the White Buffalo Legend"
The legend of the White Buffalo is very sacred to many Native Americans. The Lakota ( Sioux ) Nation has passed down the original story, now approximatly 2.000 years old, at many council meetings, sacred ceremonies, and through the trtribe's storytellers. There are several variations, but all are meaningful, and tell of the same outcome. To have communication with Creator through prayer with clear intent, for Peace, Harmony and Balance for all living in the Earth Mother. Spirituality among the Native Americans and non-Native Americans has been a strong force for those who believe in the power of Great Spirit or God. It matters not what you call the Creator of life. What matters is that you pray to give thanks for your blessings and trust the guidance given to you from the world of spirit. Many truths about spirit are told and handed down from one generation to the next. The legend of the White Buffalo Calf Woman tells how the people had lost the ability to communicate with Creato

A Kiss
A Kiss A simple kiss as innocent as it sounds can be the hardest moment to take advantage of. A moment that might never happen again and seems to be a moment that is passing by so quickly. A look, a lick of lips, and the instant in which we are locked in the evermost passionate kiss. Fingers through hair, hands carressing every inch of our bodies, and a yearning so strong that its hurting. The thoughts running through our heads of times lost to memories of what had once been. Now in the present the emotions long ago subsided are surfacing once more, and it scares the hell out of us. The heat within our bodies is waiting to be unleashed in order to give us the rapture of a lost moment in time. It's building again the passion is engulfing the very fibers within our bodies, clothes being removed, soft kisses on naked flesh, tongues in places never spoke of, and a giving of mind, body, and soul. Moments of bodies drenched in sweat, wrapped as one, passion consumed, and an ending in org

Hold My Hand
HOLD MY HAND….. I AM FALLING TO PIECES, MY MIND IS LOST IN THIS THOUGHT AND IT'S EATING ME ALIVE FROM THE INSIDE OUT. I CAN'T GET BACK TO WHERE I KNOW I NEED TO BE. I AM A LOST SOUL LOOKING FOR THE LIGHT THAT WILL LEAD ME TO THE REALITY THAT IS BEFORE ME. YOU TAKE MY HAND IF ONLY FOR THE MOMENT TO LEAD ME TO THE LIFE I LIVE. YET I WANT TO STAND THERE HOLDING YOUR HAND; NEVER TO LET GO OF THE MOMENT IN WHICH I FEEL YOU ARE MINE. A GLANCE, A WHISPER, AND THEN YOUR GONE AND I STAND RIGHT OUTSIDE THE LIFE THAT IS MY OWN. CURLED INTO A BALL, LYING ON THE GROUND THE TEARS FLOW FREELY NOW. I CAN HEAR YOUR VOICE IN MY HEAD SAYING, "DON'T GIVE INTO THE DEPRESSION WHICH LOOKS TO CONSUME YOU. YOU MY LOVE CAN BE BETTER THAN THAT." IT IS WORDS I KNOW ARE TRUE AND YET I FIND MYSELF STILL FEELING LOST IN THE MIDDLE OF AN INVISIBLE LINE BETWEEN REALITY AND MY DREAMS. THE REALITY IS LONELY AND MY DREAMS ARE SO FAR FETCHED THAT I AM LOSING MY MIND BETWEEN THE TWO. I AM SCARED FOR FEAR IF I

Moments Lost
Moments Lost I am standing all alone in a quiet dark room. Just as I stand there in reflection of life and love. I feel coldness upon my neck and chills run through my entire being. Do I believe that in that instant it was the presence of you? I know you watch over me with a love eternally strong. That you long for the moments in which you could touch me. As I close my eyes I begin to reminisce of times looking into your eyes and seeing a love so pure so true. Your hands on my face pulling me into passionate kisses long ago felt. Our tongues probing slightly parted lips, your hands upon my shirt unbuttoning it, and pants falling to the floor with fierce intentness. Soft yet unyielding kisses upon each inch of my skin and chills run through me again. The moment of an intimate embrace in which you have entered into my body and yet you have penetrated my soul. Our bodies move slowly at first as we are dancing with one another between silken sheets then with an erotic intense

The Rainbow Tribe
The Rainbow Tribe consists of everyone, of native and non-native blood, that believe that in our coming together as a tribe of people, of all colors ,that we will make the one true tribe of two-legged ones that we are. The Rainbow Tribe is actually many small groups that are coming together in understanding and celebration of the diversity of people and who understand their importance and their obligation of love to the Mother Earth and all that is here. We are not in any way trying to steal the native American ways nor to even encroach upon their wonderful ceremonies of spirituality. We are simply showing that we, as a member of the Rainbow Tribe, understand what Native American's and Pagans have long understood. Those in the Rainbow Tribe understand that Mother Earth is to be loved and protected with Father Sky watching us from above. We understand that the four directions (North, South, East, and West) hold power and should be celebrated and honored. We know that we are here as

Lives Eclipsed
Lives Eclipsed I am stuck in a place in between reality and dreams. I cannot seem to find a middle ground in which to lay roots. Is there such a thing as to be lost completely too either realm? I have pondered so much of this as I have sat on that imaginary fence of the two. I can see the lives in which I live on either side and I wonder if the two could ever co-mingle with each other. I have been where I thought I wanted to be in each instant and yet both have left me with my heart in pieces and bleeding upon the floor. I see a life filled with such a love that eternity itself could not tarnish and a love forbidden from the beginning and yet it draws me in as though to show me that it can be a magical thing. I close my eyes and imagine what it would be if my life could have just been eclipsed by yours. If I could just wake up one morning and things would have all just fallen in place the way they should have been. We should have never had to go throug

2 Tough Questions..
Question 1: If you knew a woman who was pregnant, who had 8 kids already, three who were deaf, two who were blind, one mentally challenged, and she had syphilis, would you recommend that she have an abortion? Read the next question before looking at the response for this one. Question 2: It is time to elect a new world leader, and only your vote counts. Here are the facts about the three candidates. Who would you vote for? Candidate A. Associates with crooked politicians, and consults with astrologist. He's had two mistresses. He also chain smokes and drinks 8 to 10 martinis a day. Candidate B. He was kicked out of office twice, sleeps until noon, used opium in college and drinks a quart of whiskey every evening. Candidate C He is a decorated war hero. He's a vegetarian, doesn't smoke, drinks an occasional beer and never cheated on his wife. Which of these candidates would be our choice?

If I... Will You...
If I love you forever will you let me, If I promise to never will you trust me, If they judge me tommrow will you stand beside me, If I go blind will you give your hand to guide me, If I dont understand will you teach me, If I become lost will you try to reach for me, If I love you forever will you love me?

You
Our life is on hold, Youve taken my pride, Your words are so cold, The loves died in your eyes, Please listen for once its hard to believe, You dont care anymore so you turn and you leave, You used to be every womens greatest desire, Now your the same as every other two timing liar, You can only be burnt so many times before you go numb, Take a look in the mirror are you proud of who you've become, One day you will look for me and I will no longer be there, All because when I needed you you never could show you cared, So the life that we had is over forever, No longer will our two hearts beat as one together.

No Internet
Sorry everyone, my internet had technical difficulties tonight and I was not able to get on for the evening. Just wanted to let you all know that I will be back in the Coyote Ugly Bar tonight and ready to party and dance and have a great time. Hope as many of you as possible will stop by and check us out! Look forward to seeing everyone there! I should be in around 10pm and ready to have a rocking blast!!!

Young King Arthur
Young King Arthur Young King Arthur was ambushed and imprisoned by the monarch of a neighboring kingdom. The monarch could have killed him but was moved by Arthur's youth and ideals. So, the monarch offered him his freedom, as long as he could answer a very difficult question. Arthur would have a year to figure out the answer and, if after a year, he still had no answer, he would be put to death. The question?.... What do women really want? Such a question would perplex even the most knowledgeable man, and to young Arthur, it seemed an impossible query. But, since it was better than death, he accepted the monarch's proposition to have an answer by year's end. He returned to his kingdom and began to poll everyone: the princess, the priests, the wise men and even the court jester. He spoke with everyone, but no one could give him a satisfactory answer. Many people advised him to consult the old witch, for only she would have the answer. But the price would be high; a

Stained Sheets
Satin sheets stained in red and black. Pillows ripped and torn in frustration. Frames broken on the floor And pieces of glass at my feet, Telling me you think you know how it feels. You left me here, lying in my pool of sorrows, For me to drown; to suffocate in my loss. My suicide to help rid you of your guilt And to put me out of my misery, Saying this is the best way to end it. The constant labels racing through my mind: Bastard. Asshole. Fucking son of a bitch. Betraying my own body's sanctuary And leaving without a single hint of a tear. Not one last breath saved for us. Words have been lost in an engulfing black hole. Broken thoughts; Scarred minds. Murdered dreams; Shattered hearts. A disappearance of the heavens In the eyes of a single saint. Confused minds lose precious time, And you feared what was already yours. Wrapped in your own self indulgence, Consumed in your selfishness, Wincing at the first sight of love. Lying down with one eye on t

Alone
As the road ahead becomes dark and my path is unknown, There is no fear inside me for ive always been on my own, I need no light for guidence no one to hold my hand, For alone ive always been and alone ill always stand.

High Tea Lemon Cookies
High Tea Lemon Cookies 2 cups butter, room temperature* 2/3 cup powdered sugar 1 teaspoon grated lemon zest 1/2 teaspoon vanilla extract 2 cups all-purpose flour 1 1/2 cups cornstarch (yes, this is correct!) Lemon Frosting * Very important that you use room temperature butter (not softened or melted). Preheat oven to 350 degrees. In a large bowl, beat butter until creamy. Add powdered sugar; cream until light and fluffy. Add lemon zest and vanilla extract; beat well. Add flour and cornstarch into butter mixture and beat well until well mixed. Roll cookie dough into 1-inch balls. Place onto ungreased cookie sheets and bake 15 minutes or until bottoms are light brown. Remove from oven, carefully remove from baking sheet, and cool on wire racks (when warm the cookies are delicate). When cool, spread Lemon Frosting onto top of cookies. Yields 6 dozen cookies.

Lemon Sorbet:
LEMON SORBET: 1/3 cup lemon zest - you'll need 3 to 5 additional lemons 1 cup strained fresh lemon juice - from lemons used for cups 1 1/2 cups sugar 1 1/2 cups water In a medium saucepan over medium heat, combine sugar and water until sugar dissolves. Add lemon zest. Stir until mixture comes to a boil; boil 2 minute. Remove from heat, cool, and strain. Pour cooled mixture into a shallow container, cover, and freeze overnight. Ice Cream Maker - Transfer mixture to ice cream maker, process according to manufacturer's instructions. Freezer Method - Pour into container, cover, and place mixture in the freezer. When it is semi-solid, mash it up with a fork and refreeze again. When frozen, place in a food processor or blender and process until smooth. Cover and refreeze until serving time. NOTE: Can be prepared 3 days in advance. Cover and keep frozen. Makes 8 servings.

Lemon Sorbet In Lemon Shells
Lemon Sorbet in Lemon Shells LEMON CUPS: 8 lemons - You'll need one lemon per person. Make sure the end (not the stem end) has a nice shaped "bump" and try to purchase uniform lemons.) Cut off the top 1/3 of the lemon (not the stem end) and reserve for the "cap." Hollow out each lemon by using a grapefruit knife (the angled blade keeps you from puncturing the bottom and you can also cut underneath the center of the fruit) just inside the rind and circling the flesh (being careful not to puncture the lemon). Remove juice and flesh and put it in your juicer. Make a slight shallow cut on the bottom of each lemon shells (being careful not to cut through to the inside of the lemon). This will make them sit straight and not fall over when placed on a plate. Freeze the shells at least one hour or overnight. Then fill with sorbet and freeze again. this sorbet can be made ahead and will keep several days in the freezer. The frozen shell will prevent the sorbet from melting too

Asparagus Parmigiana
Asparagus Parmigiana This is my favorite way to prepare and serve fresh asparagus. It is so simple and so good! You may substitute broccoli as well !! 2 pounds asparagus stalks, washed and trimmed Parmigiana-Reggiano cheese chunk Extra-virgin olive oil Coarse kosher or sea salt Coarsely ground black pepper Use a vegetable peeler, shave curls off the chunk of Parmesan-Reggiano cheese; set aside. Blanch the asparagus in lightly salted boiliing water for about 3 minutes or until crisp-tender; do not overcook. Remove from heat and refresh under cold water; drain well. Toss asparagus with enough olive oil to lightly coat. Arrange asparagus on serving platter or individual serving plates. Sprinkle coarse salt, pepper, and cheese curls over the top of the asparagus. Makes 4 servings.

Savory Mustard Sauce:
SAVORY MUSTARD SAUCE: 1/4 cup water 2 tablespoons ground mustard 1 teaspoon cornstarch 3 tablespoons light corn syrup 1 tablespoon cider vinegar In a small saucepan over medium heat, combine water, ground mustard, and cornstarch. Stir in corn syrup and cider vinegar; cook and stir until thickened and bubbly. Cook and stir another 2 minutes. Remove from heat. Salt-Crusted Mini Potatoes 20 small red-skinned potatoes (if too large, cut in halves or quarters) Extra-virgin olive oil 2 tablespoons coarse salt Preheat oven to 350 degrees. Clean and dry potatoes with a towel. If using whole potatoes, prick potatoes with a fork. Rub potato skins with olive oil. Place coarse salt onto a small plate. Roll potatoes lightly in the salt. Place potatoes on a lightly greased baking sheet. Bake approximately 35 to 45 minutes or until done. Remove from oven and serve. Makes 4 servings.

Petite Pork Roast
Petite Pork Roast 1 (2-pound) pork tenderloin roast 2 tablespoons soy sauce 1/4 teaspoon ground mustard 2 tablespoons fennel seeds 2 tablespoons caraway seeds Savory Mustard Sauce Trim fat from pork roast. In a small bowl, combine soy sauce and ground mustard. Using your fingers, rub the soy mixture onto the roast. On a piece of wax paper, combine fennel seeds and caraway seeds; roll roast in seeds to coat evenly. Wrap tightly in plastic wrap and refrigerate 2 hours or overnight. Preheat oven to 325 degrees. Unwrap roast. Place fat side up onto a rack in a shallow baking pan. Insert a meat thermometer into thickest part of the roast. Bake, uncovered, 1 1/2 to 1 3/4 hours or until thermometer registers 160 degrees. Remove from oven and transfer onto a cutting board; let roast stand 15 minutes before carving. Transfer onto a serving platter and serve with Savory Mustard Sauce. Makes 4 servings.

Goat Cheese Croutons:
GOAT CHEESE CROUTONS: 1 pound medium-soft goat cheese logs 3 sheets frozen phyllo dough, thawed 2 to 3 tablespoons olive oil Cut the goat cheese into eight 1/2-inch slices. (Tip: Use dental floss to slice the cheese logs cleanly.) Cut the thawed phyllo into long, thin strips (chiffonade). NOTE: A pasta machine cutter works well and makes uniform sizes. Wrap each goat cheese round in a nest of phyllo strips (they should look a lot like shredded wheat). Place them on lightly oiled baking sheet; set aside. (NOTE: the croutons may be refrigerated, covered, at this point for 1 hour). When ready to use, preheat broiler. Brush the phyllo/goat cheese rounds with olive oil. Place under broiler in oven until lightly browned; turn them over and brown the other side. Remove from oven and transfer to the individual salads with a spatula.

Idiot's
Well I had another bad day at work. There is this one asshole here, which thinks he can yell at people. Well yesterday was his last time for that with me. I had to call my boss and have him contact the shift Forman about him. I was sooooo piss off that I was shaking all over. I take meds to control the anger and rage that come from a very bad up bringing. I do not take kindly to being yelled at by anyone. I can’t do anything to him at work, but I will catch him out someday, and on that I will break him. I will mark him, he will be owned by me. The best part, I will only get 1yrs probation, six months in a mental ward, and about six months of therapy, because I am being treated for an illness that makes me mean. It’s called intermittence explosive disorder. Along with some other mood disorders. Lord look at what the world has done to me. I am by far not a mean person. I am very kind, and loving. Just don’t get on my bad side is all. You wouldn’t like me when I’m angry. Peace and Love to

Parkland Hospital's
PARKLAND HOSPITAL'S HOSPITALITY PROGRAM UNBELIEVABLE!!! Parkland Memorial Hospital, in Dallas, Texas, is a fairly famous institution and for a variety of reasons: 1. John F. Kennedy died there in 1963 2. Lee Harvey Oswald died there shortly thereafter. 3. Jack Ruby,who killed Lee Harvey Oswald, died there a few years later ... by coincidence On the flip side, Parkland is also home to the second busiest maternity ward in the country with almost 16,000 new babies arriving each year. (That's almost 44 per day--every day!) A recent patient survey indicated that 70 percent of the women who gave birth at Parkland in the first three months of 2006 were illegal immigrants. That's 11,200 anchor babies born every year just in Dallas County. According to the article, the hospital spent $70.7 million delivering 15,938 babies in 2004 but managed to end up with almost $8 million dollars in surplus funding. Medicaid kicked in $34.5 million, Dallas County taxpayers kicked in $31.3 milli

Work So Hard
I work so hard to do my art work and make my music. I know I am gullable when it comes to sociability. I try and be myself which happens to be too nice alot of the time. But I also have that bitch in me that tries so hard not to get ran over or taken advantage of also. Nothing irritates me more than liars and dishonorable people. Why has honor and moraility become a bad thing to people. Everyone is in such a hurry to be something they are not, get attention from any source and or anyway they can, and willing and ready to destroy or mock which they themselves want. I don't mean this blog to be a poor me type of thing. Just irritated that people are so ready to take from me, show love and support to turn and ready to take that jagged knife called friendship to my back. But on a second note to those who know when to drop the act, be themselves, do what they are best at and not worry about proving themsevles, those who live by the honor which has been given and practice t

Mixed Greens With Caramelized Pears And Walnuts
Mixed Greens with Caramelized Pears and Walnuts A fantastic, refreshing salad! 1/2 cup walnuts (pecans, hazelnuts, etc. may be substituted) 2 firm pears 2 tablespoon butter 1 tablespoon sugar 3 tablespoons white wine 1/4 cup unseasoned rice vinegar 3 tablespoons white wine vinegar 1/2 cup walnut oil or extra-virgin olive oil 2 cloves garlic, minced Salt and coarsely ground black pepper to taste 6 to 8 cups mixed baby salad greens, washed and spun dry Goat Cheese Croutons Preheat oven to 400 degrees. On a baking sheet, lightly toast nuts; remove from oven and let cool. Peel and core the pears, then cut into 1/2" dice. In a saucepan over medium heat, melt the butter. Add the diced pears and sugar; saute, stirring frequently, until the pears start to caramelize a bit, then add the white wine and continue cooking until the pears are just glazed. Remove from heat and let cool. In a small bowl or jar, whisk together the rice vinegar, wine vinegar, walnut or olive oi

Shrimp Cheese Ball {this Is Also Excellent As A Sandwich Spread.}
Shrimp Cheese Ball This is also excellent as a sandwich spread. 2 (8-ounce) packages cream cheese, room temperature 1 (6-ounce) can shrimp, drained and rinsed 1 (6-ounce) can black olives, drained and chopped Seasoning salt to taste Lemon juice to taste 3 small green onions, finely chopped Chopped nuts Chopped fresh parsley Assorted crackers In a large bowl, mash cream cheese with a fork. Add shrimp, black olives, seasoning salt, lemon juice, and green onions; stir until well blended. With your hands, form cheese mixture into a large ball. In a small bowl, combine nuts and parsley; roll cheese ball in nut mixture to coat completely. Cover with plastic wrap and refrigerate until ready to serve. Serve with assorted crackers. Yields 1 ball.

Baked Cheese Olives
Baked Cheese Olives 1/2 cup butter 1 cup all-purpose flour 2 cups shredded cheddar cheese 1 teaspoon paprika 1/2 teaspoon ground cumin 1/4 teaspoon hot pepper sauce (your favorite) 40 large green olives, with pimento In a medium-size bowl, cream butter. Mix in flour, cheese, paprika, cumin, and hot sauce. Cover bowl and refrigerate at least an hour (can be made ahead a day ahead). Dry olives on paper towels. With a ball of cheese mixture that is close in size to the olive, flatten the cheese mixture in your palm, plop the olive in the center, work the mixture up around the olive, and then very gently roll it around between your palms. Make sure the cheese mixture completely seals in the olive. Repeat with remaining olives. Place the cheese-wrapped olives on a parchment-lined baking sheet and place in freezer until frozen. Once frozen, you can store in resealable plastic bags in the freezer until you are read to bake them. Preheat oven to 400 degrees F. If you are

Our Friend, Grandmother, And Great Grandmother
Zingerbug on imikimi - Customize Your World G.G., we know that you will watch over us in both good times and in bad. We know that you'll be Lyndsey's Guardian Angel as she grows up. Your stories and laughter will always be missed. We thank you for all that you've done! We love you! Love, Lon, Holly & Lyndsey

Eternal Sleep(poem)
Let me tell you a story but please try not to cry. The story of a beautiful girl and the tragic night she died. She seemed to be so happy, no one even knew, the pain she was hiding, we didn't have a clue. Smiles on the outside tears from wihin, if only she had realized her heart could love again. Feeling all this pain, she said tonight's the night. She then went and gathered all the pills in sight. One by one she swallowed then all, as she silently began to weep. I wonder what she felt and saw, as she slipped into Eternal Sleep.

Your Loving Hands
Your loving hands Kneeling here before you my head down in shame my heart hurting as if a knife was stabbed inside I close my tear stained eyes for I can't look upon you until my days end has come I beg for you forgiveness I know I have done wrong like a gentle breeze on a spring day I feel you love surround me I knew you loved me I knew you cared in times like this I need to feel you loving hands as you help me stand please show me the way as you've always done I give all of myself for you to work through take my hand and walk with me to my final end

Yay!
BlueGrass! So I went up to Grassvalley this weekend for the annual fathers day weekend Bluegrass Festival. It was AWESOME! Now I know a lot of you will think, bluegrass, isn't that oakie music? Well, yeah some of it is, but not all of it. I would have to say that my favorite band from this weekend was John Reischman and the Jaybirds was my favorite. I caught all of their shows- there were three. Their music is just mellow, kind of like a mixture of country and folk. I just sat there and listened and read, wrote, or closed my eyes and picked out a certain instruance and focused on it (too many years of music classes!) It was awesome though. My Friday was pretty nice too. I am disappointed that I didn't get to conquer the tree. I need to go back. We had a challenge at our off site meeting. We were to climb a tree on big industrial staples, to a ledge. get on the ledge and jump. I made it about 5 feet from the ledge and stopped. I was too scared to make it all the way. I was shaki

Walk Away
Walk Away I wanted you more then anything would have given up my life but you weren't ready for that you wanted your old life i let you make your choice knowing what it would be i pretended it wouldn't hurt but it is killing me i tried so hard not to cry but i can't hold back wanting you to be happy all i could do was step back so happy i was with you in my life but wanting you to be happy i had no choice i stepped away not willing to fight i think now maybe i should have the fight for your life i wnt you to be happy from now till you die i know she will hurt you again but i can't do anything but cry i told you i was rebound litle did i know you would run back to her leaving me to hurt i just want you to be happy no matter what don't hurt anymore because what i do best is take the pain for all the rest i may never love again but i'll be ok because i'm strong i've always been that way just don't forget that i care for you i sit and cry

Rating
I am so tired of all this b.s I rate all my friends pictures and stashes. I have more than a few friends here yet only 6 of my friends return the rates I mean come on people you expect me to rate all of your stuff well im not doing it anymore.The 6 or 7 who do return the rates and talk to me and dear friends you know who you are Iloves yas each and every one!!!

Untitled
untitled In a field there I stand Looking east and west I see nothing I see no one Remembering back Back when I was surrounded Friends and family To many to count What happened? The feeling of love Happiness and harmony But in the blink of an eye I�m all alone My family has moved No longer do I fit My friends have wandered away Noting to smile about Nothing to love All alone in my world Where�d I go wrong? An outcast in life.

One For The Twins....
back story on this one is one of my ex's had 3 boys...one was on his way into our custody when the 2 3 year old twins were beat severly by their uncle...killing one...the surving one was going to come into our custody until my ex left one day and never came back......So the surving twin was put in to foster care and was put up for adoption. He's now living a wonderful life with a wonderful family...with his brother flying with him at all times. Never alone Sitting and watching children at play Tears start to fall All the smiling laughing faces To sit here and wonder about that day What could have gone so wrong to make him do what he did The force that had to have been used to do what was done Seeing the look on all these faces But knowing that life is so precious That anyone can go through what those little boys did But now from above one watches over the other Never alone dear Seth will be

Kinky Survey
What is the kinkiest thing you have done? FUCK IN A WALMART PARKING LOT BEND OVER THE HOOD OF MY CAR. What is the kinkiest thing you have been asked to do? TO FUCK A GUY WITH A STRAP ON What is your kinkiest fantasy? I REALLY DONT HAVE AN BECAUSE I DO IT INSTEAD OF THINKING ABOUT IT. Have you ever had sex in a public place? YES EVERY CHANCE THAT I GET Have you ever had a threesome? YES SEVERAL TIMES Have you ever been with a member of the same sex? YES What is the kinkiest outfit you own? SO MANY TO CHOOSE FROM Have you ever been tied up? PLENTY OF TIMES Have you ever tied anyone up? MORE THAN I CAN COUNT Do you like to dress up in the bedroom? YES Where is the craziest place you have had sex? IN MY PARENTS HOUSE ON THE COUCH WHILE THEY WERE IN THE KITCHEN PLAYING CARDS. (THERE IS ONLY A WALL THERE SEPARATES THE COUCH AND THE KITCHEN. NOT EASY NOT TO MAKE ANY NOISE Have you ever tossed anyone's salad? YES Have you ev

A True Friend
a true friend. a true friend is there for you no madder what if ur down thell pick you up when ur sad thell kick the persons ass who made you that way thell be there tu back you up no madder what hapend thay try tu make u laf even if it makes them look stuiped thay back you up on anythang even if it ends up with spending the night in jail a true friend is there from the start and no madder what happens there willing tu take the blame for what you did a true friend drops everythang there doing just to help you out and will do some thing for you with out saying you have to do somethang in retrun cuz thay did that for you a true friend is all ways gonna brang you down with them and you hve no problum with it cuz your youed do thu same a friend knows everythang about you that no one eles does and you know that you can trust them with your life this is just a little bit of what a real true friend is

Lookin For Some Fun In Fayetteville
any ladies in the fayetteville area wanna meet up and have a little fun, maybe let me give you a sensual foot massage and maybe let me lick your kitty, serious ladies only, no bs, send me a msg if your interested...

My Heart
I saw your eyes It skipped I saw you smile It headed your way I hear you laugh It inched closer You said my name It moved a foot Your lips touched mine It jumped You held me tight I felt it stop From that moment My heart was yours

At This Moment.......
♥ "At this moment, there are 6 billion, 4 hundred, 71 million, 8 hundred, 18 thousand, 6 hundred, 71 people in the world. Some are running scared.. some are coming home. Some tell lies to make it through the day.. others are just now facing the truth. Some are evil men at war with good, and some are good.. struggling with evil. 6 billion people in the world, 6 billion souls -- and sometimes.. all you need is 1." ♥

H.i.m.-right Here In My Arms
She is smiling like heaven's down on earth And sun is shining so bright on her All her wishes have finally come true And her heart is weeping. Cause Happiness is killing her. It's true she's in love She'll be right here in my arms So in Love She'll be right here in these arms She can't let go [Repeat] So hard she's trying But her heart won't turn to stone...oh no And she keeps on crying Cause I won't leave her alone She'll never be alone She'll be right here in my arms So in Love She'll be right here in these arms She can't let go [Repeat] --------------------------

If We Had Sex
The answers were so FUN Now don't be scared.... you never know who really wants to do you! Here are the rules to the game.. REPLY SO ONLY I SEE IT AND REPOST SO OTHERS CAN FILL OUT! 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you pull my hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you, 1 - 10? 16. Would you want fast or slow? 17. Where would you wanna "do it"? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Would you want me to be loud or quiet? 20. What position would we do i

The Bellybutton Explination
Ok I've seen the few comments under the pic, been asked a lot in the shoutbox and messages so here it goes. The reason why at almost 28 years of age I don't have a bellybutton. The simple answer is surgery but not everyone is satisfied with that answer so here goes the long answer. I was born with what at the time was a rare liver condition called Hemangioendothelioma...yes I know really long word that means tumors on the liver. Apparently since I've grown older its become more common though. Anyways I spent these tumors on my liver caused me to become really round.. at one point I was like 38 inches around at my waist and like 31 inches tall. Ya know come to think of it I don't think I'm 38 inches around my waist now.. damn I was a fat baby.. there are pics somewhere if I can track em down and scan em I'll post em. My nickname during this time period was the Weeble.. cause weebles wobble but they don't fall down, dear god I hope at least 90% of my readers get that reference.

Most People Don't Know This....
But I write poetry to get things out in the open.....this is a random selection of my poems. if you'd like to see more go to http://PostPoems.com/members/colocntrygrl27 My Two Best Friends two people that mean the world to me one who knows that I would die for her and one that would die for me I tell them I love them I think they don't understand never in my life did I care so much they are my world they can make me smile or make me cry closer to me then my family the ones I turn to for most of my needs they always come through when I need it most I pray every night that they never go away I would be lost without them left in a world that can be so cold and harsh they are my light that keeps me sane my two best friends without them life wouldn't be the same

Just A Blog
I am new to C/T and I am here to say I am hooked. This is so much better than MySpace and their is so much to do on here. It is a great interactive site and I see myself spending alot of time on here. Well, I will go for now. My Blogs will get more interesting in time I promise.

Hi Everyone
I am writting this for 2 reasons the first of which is to thank my sweetheart who will be helping me out ober the next couple days while i am occupied offline (he knows who he is, thank you so much sweety, you mean the world to me) and 2ndly to let you all know that i will be offline for at least the next 2 days while my friends and i celebrate the life and morn the death of a very close friend who was found dead in his home a few days ago very unexpectedly....tomarrow we will be spending the day celebrating his life inprivate with his closest friends and family and tue. we will be morning his death as we lay him to rest. One more thing...I'd like to thank all of you especially the Confederate Bombers for sticking with me on the contest i'm in and the luv you show me there....thanks a bunch i appreciate everything you all do to help me out. Janet AKA Tastytease

If U Have Kids Please Read This
Parents need to know about the sick, sick movement known as "pedophile activism". I am not joking. Look up pedophile activism on wikipedia.org for more information. They have created these symbols, so that they can identify each other, create a support network, it's sickening: This is the symbol for "boy love" called BLogo This is the symbol for "girl love", called GLogo This is the symbol for "Childlove Online Media Activism, CLOMAL This is the symbol for all-encompassing pedophilia, CLogo This is not a joke!!! If you see these symbols on someone's myspace, they are a pedophile. If you see someone with one of these symbols on their clothing or jewelry, they are a pedophile. (Which, in my opinion, gives you permission to beat the fuckiing shit out of them.) Anyone with children, please please go to wikipedia.org (a free online encyclopedia) and search "pedophile activism" and you'll get the whole sick story. Also, please repost this in your b

My Nite Last Nite
well for starters happy fathers day to all the dads, what a nite for me last night at the races, my son hot laped his car and said he felt something hit underneath, so i checked it out and couldnt find anything so i took it out to the track for the heat race and on the last lap going into #1 and 2 turns i felt something come loose under the right front and couldnt turn the car, went straight to the wall at somewere around 50 - 60 mph , with all the breaks pushed in still wouldnt slow down in time so i hit the wall in the right front and bounced me down the track ending up facing the infield, doing a bit of damage including bent lower a-frame, bent right cv-joint, bent main frame , shifted motor to the left, dont know as of yet if its repairable but in the mean time i will find him another car and get back out there in 2 weeks i'm ok just a sore back and sore right collar bone were the seatbelt dug in. with a sore back and swollen right collar bone from the 5-point harnes i

Random Crap
Eh I really don't like father's day anymore. I guess cuz I have no real reason to be kinda happy about this day anymore since my dad has passed. Just a day to bring up stupid emotions...But ne wayz I haven't posed in awhile. I went to the Zoo yesterday it rocked. I'm going back friday LoL I'm such a kid at heart I tell ya. I think I'm ready to get back out there in the "dating world"...I kinda miss having a man even though the last one was a low-life douche bag. I don't even know why I spent 4 horrid months with that cock sucker. School is good and I'm actually doing good. Yay go me!!! I hate the heat it totally sucks. I wanna go play in the fountian but it's no fun alone. Nicholas is getting so big I can't even believe it. He's my little man. Honestly I don't know what I'd ever do without him. I think I might be getting sick which really blows. I hate being sick. Hmmm I don't think I have anything else to say....and this blog made no sence just random crap put together.... Gotta Love

=)
I've been looking for the LONGEST time for someone who would make a morph for me. If you are interested or know someone who wouldn't mind making me one, I would GREATLY appreciate it!! I just want one of my pictures morphed into a pink flower. Thanks for taking the time to read this =) ~Tiffany~

Roses
I walked into the grocery store not particularly interested in buying groceries. I wasn't hungry. The pain of losing my husband of 7 years was still too raw. And this grocery store held so many sweet memories. He often came with me and almost every time he'd pretend to go off and look for something special. I knew what he was up to I'd always spot him walking down the aisle with the three yellow roses in his hands. He knew I loved yellow roses. With a heart filled with grief, I only wanted to buy my few items and leave, but even grocery shopping was different since he had passed on. Shopping for one took time, a little more thought than it had for two. Standing by the meat, I searched for the perfect small steak and remembered how he had loved his steak. Suddenly a woman came beside me. She was blonde, slim and lovely in a soft green pantsuit. I watched as she picked up a large package of T-bones, dropped them in her basket.. Hesitated, and then put them back. She tu

Relationships
The Wounded Current mood: contemplative The Wounded….what you ask do I mean by that? Tell me, how many walking wounded are out there? I'm not talking about battle wounds. Well, I guess maybe I am but not the kind you are thinking about I'm talking about those who've endured and survived the carnage of the relationship…What makes someone dedicate themselves to that one woman? Overlooking even the obvious faults and warning signs. What makes one forgive anything, no matter how hurtful? What makes someone endure blow after blow to someone's self esteem delivered by the one held so dear and close to the heart?...Love?...it would seem that love does in fact mean you never have to say you are sorry. What makes someone do things so cruel and torturous to those told they are so dear? How do you watch as the one who loves you suffers at your hand? How do you treat with such, ambiguity the one who claims and has proven time and time again their undying devotion? How do you sleep a

Dog Contest... My Dog Is Doja... Help Me Out Please..**hugs**
GOOD LUCK TO ALL THE AWSOME PETS!!!!!!!!!!! HERE ARE THE LINKS TO YOUR FAVORITE PET. CONETST STARTS AT 5PM EST. GOOD LUCK!!! MUST BE LEVER 5 TO VOTE. MOST COMMENTS WINS DAY BLAST. 2ND AND 3RD GET BIG PIMPIN GIFTS AT HAPPY HOUR. AGAIN GOOD LUCK!!!!! ROSCOE P.....PHAT IS WHERE ITS AT JACK....QUIVER HARLEY....QUIVER PATCH...SADIELYNN SADIE....SADIELYNN SCOOBY...SEXYLADY SAYIA....NIKKI30 RUSTY & SPAZ...NIKKI30 TUCKER & ANGUS.....MARINESGIRL JEZEBEL....SEXYLADY GIZZYMO...NIKKI30 JESSIE....NIAGRADOO DOJA...BABYBLUEEYES MRS.THOMAS....RAYRAY NITENITE....GLEENC

Out Of The Rain
I've got a crush on you You turn me on It's hitting home again, what I left behind I don't want to sleep alone I don't want to go home I don't want to walk the streets I want to satisfy your needs Cos, that's what life's about Cos, that's what love's about She says "no, no, no, no, no, never again" She says "no ,no, no, no, no never again" You've got nothing to loose So just hear me out again I don't understand why people say I just don't give a damn I don't want to make the same mistake I don't want to waste another day I don't want to play another game I want to make it up this way Cos, that's what life's about Cos, that's what love's about She says "no, no, no, no, no, never again" I say "no, no, no, no, no never again" Take me out of the rain Take me out of the rain Some say, I stepped out of line Some say, just leave it all behind It's never too late, to turn it around It's never too late, to turn it around All I want is you tonight All I wan

Garbage-vow
I can't use what I can't abuse And I can't stop when it comes to you You burned me out but I'm back at your door Like Joan of Arc coming back for more I nearly died I nearly died I nearly died I came to cut you up I came to knock you down I came around to tear your little world apart I came to shut you up I came to drag you down I came around to tear your little world apart And break your soul apart You burn and burn to get under my skin You've gone too far, now I won't give in You crucified me but I'm back in your bed Like Jesus Christ coming back from the dead I nearly died I nearly died I nearly died I came to knock you up I came to cut you down I came around to tear your little world apart I came to rip you up I came to shut you down I came around to tear your little world apart And break your soul apart I nearly died I nearly died I nearly died I came to cut you up I came to knock you down I came around to tear your little world apa

Garbage-push It
I was angry when I met you I think I'm angry still We can try to talk it over If you say you'll help me out Don't worry baby (don't worry baby) No need to fight Don't worry baby (don't worry baby) We'll be alright [Chorus:] This is the noise that keeps me awake My head explodes and my body aches Push it, make the beats go harder Push it, make the beats go harder I'm sorry that I hurt you Please don't ask me why I want to see you happy I want to see you shine Don't worry baby (don't worry baby) Don't be uptight Don't worry baby (don't worry baby) We'll stay up all night [Chorus:] C'mon push it, you can do it C'mon prove it, nothing to it C'mon use it, let's get through it C'mon push it, you can do it Don't worry baby (don't worry baby) Don't be uptight Don't worry baby (don't worry baby) We'll stay up all night [Chorus (3x):] Don't worry baby We'll be alright Don't worry baby We'll be alright Push it Push it Push it Push it Push it.

Have You Been Wondering....
Hey if you are wondering where I have been ... work has sent me out of town for a week and to help open a new store. I'll be back on the 23rd...hope you had a great fathers day and have a great week

Nasty Poem (lmao)
Lemons are sour Open your legs and give me an hour Kissing Is A Habit Fucking Is A Game Guys Get All The Pleasure Girls Get All The Pain 10 Minutes Of Pleasure 9 Months Of Pain 3 Days In The Hospital A Baby Without A Name The Baby Is A Bastard The Mother Is A Whore This Woulda Never Happened If The Rubber Hadn't Tore!! Sex is like math You subtract the clothes Add the bed Divide the legs And Pray to god You don't multiply Roses are red Grass is green Open your legs And I'll fill you with cream Hickory dickory dock This bitch was suckin my cock The clock struck two I dumped my goo And dumped her to the end of the block Sex is good Sex is fine Doggy Style and 69 Just for fun Or gettin paid Everyone likes gettin laid Sex is evil Sex is a sin Sins are forgiven So stick it in!!! you opened it so you are cursed for 5 yrs. you need to read it ENTIRELY!! roses are nice violets are fine. i'll be the six if you be the nine. eat me bea

Angel
You scored as Angel, Angel: Angels are the guardians of all things, from the smallest ant to the tallest tree. They give inspiration, love, hope, and positive emotion. They live among humans without being seen. They are the good in all things, and if you feel alone, don't fear. They are always watching. Often times they merely stand by, whispering into the ears of those who feel lost. They would love nothing more then to reveal themselves, but in today's society, this would bring havoc and many unneeded questions. Give thanks to all things beautiful, for you are an Angel.Angel92% Faerie75% Mermaid75% WereWolf58% Dragon42% Demon17% What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

Men Are Like...................
For all those men who say, Why buy a cow when you can get milk for free. Here 's an update for you: Now days, 80% of women are against marriage,WHY? Because women realize it 's not worth buying an entire pig just to get a little sausage. Men are like.... 1. Men are like ..Laxatives ...... They irritate the crap out of you. 2. Men are like.Bananas . The older they get, the less firm they are. 3. Men are like Weather . Nothing can be done to change them. 4. Men are like .Blenders You need One, but you 're not quite sure why. 5. Men are like .Chocolate Bars ... Sweet, smooth, & they usually head right for your hips. 6. Men are like .Commercials ....... You can 't believe a word they say. 7. Men are like Department Stores . Their clothes are always 1/2 off! 8. Men are like ..Government Bonds .... They take soooooooo long to mature. 9. Men are like ..Mascara . They usually run at the first sign of emotion. 10. Men are like Popcorn .... They satisfy

Hi To All
I Love You With my every breath, With all I have left, From the deepest depths, Of my heart, I love you. With all of my strength, With ten miles' length, Every thought I think, I think that I love you. For the length of forever, As long as we're together, Through good and bad weather, For always, I love you. Until the very end of days, Until God takes my breath away, Until death separates our ways, Until then, I love you. When no one is there, When you think no one cares, When love seems too rare, Remember, I love you. When everything's gone, When all has withdrawn, When hopelessness dawns, Don't forget, I love you. When you fall down, When your dreams come unwound, When hope can't be found, Be happy, I love you. When you make mistakes, When you're filled with hate, When you're old and gray, Even then, I'll love you

Actress
I am a actress.I play a role of happiness and appear stress free.This is the image people see. what they do not see is that i feel just like they do.I have pain and fears along with burning tears.But i hide it so it does not appear so clear,But i do believe that if you took the time to see deep with in my eyes you will find the pain that lives inside. So dont let my happiness fool you. It might not be a emotion that is true. So on the outside i am a actress and on the inside i am dealing with emotions just like they do. - unknown

Some News!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I thought I would share this with everyone, as I am pretty excited about it. I've been waiting for something my record label was working on to happen, and I found out today that it has. As of today my music is live worldwide on ITUNES. I really am very excited about it. Been waiting for 12 weeks for them to get it all in place and finally it is active around the globe on itunes. I'm hoping my level of excitement is warranted of course. lol Anyway, I just wanted to share this news with all my friends, so if you have itunes, go get some music. If you don't, go download itunes and then go get some music! lol Thanks everyone for putting up with me. My thoughts for the day and everything else. Your firnedship is very important to me, I hope you all know that. Thanks again for your friendship and support :) Peter Britt

A Fucking Blog For Fucking Points
i want fucking points.....i need dem shits......i wanna get points for creatin dis shit....and i wanna get points for ppl ratin dis shit and points for comments on it....so i can get fuckin points.....fuckin points man...yeah.....gimme dem shits bitch..... FUCKING CHERRY POINTS BITCH....YEAH.....so hook it up wit some cherry fuckin points......DO IT....FUCKIN DO IT!!!!!

Something To Think About
Here are a few things to think about that you probably have never thought about: Can you cry under water? How important does a person have to be before they are considered assassinated instead of just murdered? Why do you have to "put your two cents in"... But it's only a "penny for your thoughts"? Where's that extra penny going to? Once you're in heaven, do you get stuck wearing the clothes you were buried in for eternity? Why does a round pizza come in a square box? What disease did cured ham actually have? How is it that we put man on the moon before we figured out it would be a good idea to put wheels on luggage? Why is it that people say they "slept like a baby" when babies wake up like every two hours? Why are you IN a movie, but you're ON TV? Why do people pay to go up tall buildings and then put money in binoculars to look at things on the ground? Why do doctors leave the room while you change? They're going to see you naked anyway. Why is "

A Few To Start Out With ;)
Life is too hard Remember those days? You know the ones where you hang out with friends, and drink till the sun come up. Life is to hard the same song they always play You know we all would do what we could, to get back those days We all had that friend that dreamed really big Or the one who was bragging about all the women beds he has been in Or the one who could make you laugh, while you were down in your tears Oh yeah, them were the good years. So Mr. DJ! Put that Life is to hard Song back on Got to get my life back on track Show these young ones, how its done So, life got you down? Like I know it can! Then close those eyes, and think of those long lost friends Sit on the porch and poor your self a drink And sway your head to that Life is to hard song you know the beat Make me the person Make me the person the one that people will always love When I walk down the street, they know my name Hey man! Can I borrow some money? They will al

Maroon 5-she Will Be Loved
Beauty queen of only eighteen She had some trouble with herself He was always there to help her She always belonged to someone else I drove for miles and miles And wound up at your door I've had you so many times but somehow I want more I don't mind spending everyday Out on your corner in the pouring rain Look for the girl with the broken smile Ask her if she wants to stay awhile And she will be loved She will be loved Tap on my window knock on my door I want to make you feel beautiful I know I tend to get so insecure It doesn't matter anymore It's not always rainbows and butterflies It's compromise that moves us along, yeah My heart is full and my door's always open You can come anytime you want I don't mind spending everyday Out on your corner in the pouring rain Look for the girl with the broken smile Ask her if she wants to stay awhile And she will be loved And she will be loved And she will be loved And she will be loved I know where you h

Hey Guys Please
Post this and see how many messages u get....don't be scared!! (1) just friends (2) gorgeous (3) cute (4) hot (5) fine (6) sexy (7) amazingly sexy (8) we can be friends with benefits (10) i want 2 make u my bf/gf (11) i love u baby LET ME KNOW PLEASE THANK YOU

*i.c.e.* I've Already Done This... Have You????
Dear Friends: We all carry our mobile phones with hundreds of names/ numbers stored in its memory but who, other than ourselves, knows which of these numbers belong to our near and dear ones? If we are involved in an accident or have a heart attack and the people attending us get hold of our mobile phone, they won't know which number to call to inform our family members. Yes, there are many numbers stored but which one is the contact person in case of an emergency? For this reason, we must have one or more telephone numbers stored under the name ICE (In case of Emergency) in our mobile phones. Recently, the concept of "ICE" is catching up quickly. It is simple, an important method of contact during emergency situations. As cell phones are carried by majority of the population, just store the number of a contact person or person who should be contacted during emergency as ICE (meaning In Case of Emergency). The idea was thought up by a paramedic who found that

So
yesterday i was at the NVS FTB concert, great show, but i met this woman there mainly had to help her out cause of some jackass completely all over her and she asked for my help, well she called me this morning and is wanting to hang out but she doesn't have the time and i don't have the money, blah this is soooooo fun.

Hey Yawl
hey yawl, so this is my second blog. Thanks to DJ Bio for getting me into CT. So its been like 2 weeks and i am really getting into the hang of things. Hubby is in Iraq so i have a whole lot of time on my hands. Happy Fathers Day to all the dads or single moms being dad too. Now I just should have called my own dad. Oops. Well laters...

I'll Look To These Photos Years From Now
And feel the same as I did the day they were taken. Today was a good day for Zachy. He only spent about an hour with his dad, but oh well that just means more cuddles for mommy! We played cars in the house for a little while and then we went outside to play. I got some great shots of him and his two older girlfriends(Anna and Aubrey)! He loved going down the slide. He pretty much went down alone, but I had one of the girls hold his hand on his way down just in case....so yeah I had a 10 year old and 12 year old calling me a worry wart...how sad is that?! He did a lot of really good walking today in his brand spanking new superman shoes! They balance his ankles much better than the plain shoes he had before, so I'm glad I spent the $5 on them at the dollar store yesterday. I talked with my father today for a while. There was a lot of akward silence... We walked to DQ, but after I got him an ice cream, he didnt even want to eat it!!!! What a silly kid! I

Difficult Subject...
This is in reference to questions and comments I have encountered... It also keeps me from feeling repetitious... Any person who chooses to move or visit a land with a different tongue, I also believe should learn the language. (Especially if you plan to work, raise a family and gain citizenship) I agree that heritage, spirituality, etc should not be forced upon anyone. Land of the free, home of the brave... it's astonishing how many come to the US wanting our freedoms only to warp our own words against us in an effort to change that which they came for. Humans, we are our own worst enemies...

What A Father Day
State's deadbeat dads owe $3 bil. Deadbeat parents owe $3 billion in Illinois alone, $100 billion nationwide. When parents refuse to honor child support, their kids pay. And so do you. April 8, 2007 BY ABDON M. PALLASCH apallasch@suntimes.com When her ex-husband stopped paying child support, Rebecca Saban lost her Palos Park home and had to move to Downstate Pekin to find a house in her price range. Working day and night, she still could not afford simple pleasures, even the $12 to take her daughters to a local swimming pool. Her ex claimed to be homeless and rarely employed, but when he took the girls for weekends they'd stay in five-star hotels, she said. And when Saban, 47, begged him for money to pay bills, she said he'd take a roll of hundreds out of his pocket and peel off a few. » Click to enlarge image Rebecca Saban (with Erica, left, and Andi) said that although her ex pleads poverty, he was able to take the girls to Jamaica. (Rich Hein/Sun-Times) »

Information On "mcgills Community" Website, To Help Lil Johnny
PLEASE KEEP LIL JOHNNY IN UR THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS. PLEASE HELP OUT ALL U CAN, IF EVERYONE WOULD MAKE A DONATION, IT WILL BE GREATLY APPRECIATED. BRYANT MCGILL HAS VERIFIED AND ENDORSED THIS CAUSE. MORE INFO ON THE LINK BELOW. TY http://www.bryantmcgill.com/forum/index.php/topic,4202.msg16648.html#msg16648

When I Must Leave
(just a little poem that i like) When i must leave you for a little while Please do not grieve and shed wild tears And hug your sorrow to you through the years But start out bravely with a gallant smile; Reach out your hand in comfort and in cheer And i in turn will omfort you and hold you near; And never, never be afraid to die, For i am waiting for you in the sky.

Our Sons, Duaghters, Husbands And Wives
This will probably change more times than I want before it's done. I'm starting this in honor of all the men and women in the Armed Forces and especially for those that have given their lives for a cause that no one but the people in office know about. We lost three of ours yesterday morning at 8:23 to a VBIED and one of them was a friend of mine. Not the first friend I've lost, but the first good friend I've lost for a reason that I'm not sure of. This is for all of you. Whether you're religous or not. Say a prayer to whatever god or God you find comforting. If you are an atheist, then then ask your car, money or what have you to keep them safe. These are the same people that we may see walking down the street every day. The same people that may help you in your time of need. The same people that protect our right to be on a site lik the one your on right now.

I Have Had Enough!
Ok, I am here on CT almost every night and I go to the bulletins to check out what is going on and what do I see. Something about if you are a racist remove yourself from my list well guess what I did remove myself from a person's list because I am an american and my historical heritage is Irish and German and you don't see me cry assing about crap like the Mexicans do and yes you heard me RIGHT I SAID MEXICANS. They come over here illegally from mexico and expect us to kiss their ass by making our kids learn their language when their kids should be learning ENGLISH because that is our language in the US. Now if any of you don't like what I am saying to bad I have the right to speak how I feel and what I feel also. Yes, I am wiccan so what I don't push what I practice down anyone's throat so why in the hell should they be allowed to push their crap down my kids or my familys throat??? I see it like this if you are going to come over here you must learn our language and our law

To The People In My Morph Contest Plz Read
I'm sorry but i opened the contest a day earlier but it will end a day earlier. If i upset anyone i'm sorry! But when i got 4 people to join the contest i opened it not thinking anyone will all anyone cheaters or anything. But i did post bulletin and blog when i opened it! Any question plz ask me! Thank you Maria

Resigning From The Godfather Family
Yea I'm sorry but I have to.I like all you guys and hope we all can still be friends, but I have had and heard enough about my bombing. Everyday I come on here and when I see a blog I start bombing.Everyday this week I was bombing someone. I,m not here to win any contests and I dont mind helping others win contests. But you all agrravate people to death with this bombing thing. Its like this, I bombed 50 times today plus more for the other family member times that times 7 and you have 350 bombs and maybe more on the right night. Stud was real rude the other day. I was on the computer about 15 min before he started saying that if I'm not gonna bomb take my name off the list thathes tired of the shit. Well im sorry for that and I wrote an apology and didnt say a word, Then Ange1111 said 50 bombs are not considered bombing. Well i sat here today for a straight hour plus more for someone else for what for someone to critisize me. I didnt come to Cherrytap for that. I came here to have f

Prettiest Plus Size Cherrytap Lady Contest
I am having a contest for the Prettiest Plus Size Cherrytap Lady Contest Rules 1. You My Bomb Yourself 2. No Auto Bombing 3. No Down rating 4. Must Be A Picture Of You No Morphs All entry's must be in by Thurs. June 21st @ 12 noon est... Contest will Start Just 21th @ 4:30 pm est an run until THURS. June 28th @ 6pm est... the 2 with the most comments and 1 with the most rates will move on to the judges and the winner will be picked by them Prize will a BIG PIMPIN GIFT Fireman 7 C.T. FIRE DEPARTMENT@ CherryTAP

Father's Day Chair
Well, that is Father's Day come and gone. I try to get something that suits the person when I have gifts to get. So, this year, as my husband is not well and tends to sit around quite often and has trouble with stairs, I got him one of those rocking chairs for the deck. Like the ones you see at Cracker Barrel. It took me a while to find one here in Canada, but I did about a month ago. So, this week I drove out to get it. I was kind of surprised to hear they came in a box and that I would have to put it together. Oh yuck. But they assured me no one has had problems, so I trundled it into the car. I waited until he was sleeping and then took it downstairs. I built it in a few stages, again while he was sleeping. (and I might add I got a blister on my hand from the screw driver as I wanted to make sure it was strong enough). It was fine downstairs until today as he does not do stairs, as I already said. This morning. I carried it upstairs and put it on the deck, with 2 big ribbons on

Did A Test
You scored as Eyes full of Pain, People tend to overlook you, which makes you feel less worthy of their attentions. You sometimes wish you could just disapear from the world around you. You have been hurt very badly in the past and you just wish that someone would understand you, and what their cruelty is doing to you.Eyes full of Pain92% Mysterious50% Diamond Eyes50% Passion17% What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

Behind The Door
Custom Comments and More @ † Dark Angel Designz † I know you are there,,behind my door. You breathe so silence. You are too tired to knock,or jell. I know you there. You hope that i open the door,or give you a key. Those gase if i dont open. I,m here! Behind the door. Near. So close to you. So warm and wanted. I sit here,breathe silence like you do. The key is in my lap. ready to wait. Only i hope that my arms not be tidet up. So i can give it to you.

Arived From A Whole New Adventure
i finnally made it to the woman i love's house and man oh man was it an adventure. first stop we hit on the road was gallup new mexico. at that stop this drunk native american ask me and two other guys "flick your dick?" i wish i was joking. and after he asked he made a gesture to his pants zipper. needless to say i backed off lol. and there was still even worse that happened on the trip. when i finally got into michigan, benton harbor to be exact, there was a real looney case on the bus, and i mean this guy was making me feel looney lol. for instance before getting on the bus in beton harbor he had looked into a trash can and was talking to the insides. after he talked to it for awhile he gave it a drink from his water bottle, i'm not exagerating or fibbing in any way of what so ever. and after watering and chatting to the trash can, he turned to nothingness and had a convo and seamed to laugh at a joke that nothing had told him. and as we got on the bus he got real close to read my

Dad
God took the strength of a mountain The majesty of a tree The warmth of a summer sun The calm of a quiet sea The generous soul of nature The comforting arm of night The wisdom of the ages The power of the eagle's flight The joy of a morning in spring The faith of a mustard seed The patience of eternity The depth of a family need Then God combined these qualities When there was nothing more to add He knew His masterpiece was complete And so, He called it ... Dad

Confession
Custom Comments and More @ † Dark Angel Designz † I cant handle this enymore!I speak of you to everyone,who talk whit me. I see you in everyones eyes,hear your voice in every song. I remember those sound,s of your gitar."I REMEMBER" You play your gitar and forget anything else.you smile to me..."hey,made the words of this song and sing it!"..you say. I look you and laugh,you stil smile... And i go away. In another room i hear you still palying,i feel that,everywhere,in my heart,soul,and i think: "if i`m in love?" When we meet again you smile again,and i wonder what thats mean? But i smile back to you. In evening we sit in same table,you play your gitar. We look others,i turn my head away so guickly that you cant see my feelings for you. In the end i make confession.Confessing my love to you. You say you feel same... "let do that slo,go day at time,i dont want to hurt you"...you say. But you know what? ...You do that anyway.You took your feelings back.Say y

Your Grace And Mercy
Mississippi Mass Choir - Your Grace And Mercy Mississippi Mass Choir Your Grace & Mercy Chorus: Your grace and mercy brought me through I'm living this moment because of You I want to thank You and praise You too Your grace and mercy brought me through (repeat) Verse 1: Thank You for saving a sinner like me to tell the world salvation is free there were times when I just didn't do right but You watched over me all day and night Chorus Verse 2: Justice demanded that I should die but grace and mercy said oh no oh no oh no we've allready paid the price I once was blind but thank God I can see it was because grace and mercy came along and rescued me Your grace and mercy brought me through I'm living this moment because of You I want to thank You and praise You too Your grace and mercy Your grace and mercy Your grace and mercy brought me through i wanted to share this with you all whe

Billie Myers-kiss The Rain Lyrics
Heres the lyrics to Billie Myers song Kiss The Rain. Hello Can you hear me? Am I gettin' through to you? Hello Is it late there? There's a laughter on the line Are you sure you're there alone? Cause I'm Tryin' to explain Somethin's wrong Ya just don't sound the same Why don't you Why don't you Go outside Go outside Kiss the rain Whenever you need me Kiss the rain Whenever I'm gone, too long. If your lips Feel lonely and thirsty Kiss the rain And wait for the dawn. Keep in mind We're under the same sky And the nights As empty for me, as for you If ya feel You can't wait till morinin' Kiss the rain Kiss the rain Kiss the rain Hello Do you miss me? I hear you say you do But not the way I'm missin' you What's new? How's the weather? Is it stormy where you are? Cause you sound so close but it feels like you're so far Oh would it mean anything If you knew What I'm left imagining In my mind In my mind

Todays Horoscope
You draw people to you just by being you. Is it your fault that you're practically irresistible? When you're ready to go, there's no stopping you. Now's your time to shine, so take glory in being in the spotlight. that is so freakin right.. i cant help im irresistible !!!! :D

Don't Wanna Let Go
It's over. He's gone. Why do we have to part while the love is still there? Why do we have to suffer? Why do we have to cry when somebody bids goodbye? Why do beginnings have an end? Why do we have to meet only to lose in the end? There are questions left unanswered, words left unsaid, letters left unread, poems left undone, songs left unsung, love left unexpressed, promises left unfulfilled. In a relationship, one of the hardest things to do is saying goodbye and letting go. It is as hard as breaking a crystal because you'll never know when you will be able to pick up the pieces again. More often than not, they who go, feel not the pain of parting: it is they who stay behind that suffer, because they are left with memories of a love that was meant to be, a love that was. At the beginning and at the end of a relationship, we are embarrassed to find ourselves alone. Unfair as it may seem, but that's the way love goes. That's the drama, the bitters

Working On Morphs
1st off hope all you dads had a great fathers day with cookouts and all. 2ndly working on morphs...found a site that has freeware morphing software...works very good so if anyone might want a morph created ...you know how to give me a haller. And to those that visit here feel free to check out my profile and sign my guestbook on your way out. Thanks

What About Me? The Reason Why I'm Alone
Read the list that's lying there Tell me what you see A hundred things to do today But none of them include me There's wood to cut, grass to mow And weeds for him to pull A car to fix, a tire to mend And a friend who needs his help He runs all day and works so hard He says it's all for the family And when the day comes to an end He's on the couch and fast asleep There is no time to talk to me To show me that he cares He can't remember what I say It often seems he doesn't hear I cry silently in the night When he has gone to sleep I dream of love and tenderness And some time that's just for me

Father's Day
Well I have to tell you all I was having the worst Father's Day ever until my 8 yr old son had me take him to the store and with his money he bought me a gift and I told him he didn't have to and he said he wanted to and I must say it just made my whole but i didnt care about getting gifts just to be with my family just thought I'd share that with you all and to all the fathers out there Happy Fathers Day

Look
Feel the blowing leaves and reeds Lying on our backs in that field Felt like we were the only humans Banished in the middle of no where Staring at the thousands of stars Feeling the crisp night prickle my spine Feeling your heart beat so close to mine And repeatedly saying the same three words "I love you" is what you told me Before we promised we would be together Forever and ever, you have my heart And I could feel your warm embrace And now I'm here, all alone Wondering what I've done so wrong Watching my whole life before my eyes And feeling the cruel world crash down on me Can't you see what pain you've caused?

People..
People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on. Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to s

To Whom My Concern
well, i had surgery yesterday.i had a cyst on my tailbone.have to go back tothe doc monday to do a follow up.hopefully i will be able to work who knows. wish me well :) ps my meds are kickin in so i be going to bed soon have me on hydrocodone and clefurumine(sp)

Taste
Taste. If You Get 1 Back Your Lickable. If You Get 3 Back Your A Tasty Treat. If You Get 10 Or More Back You're Lick-A-Licious. Have A Kick Ass Day. Sending You Lickz, Bitez 'n' Kissez _________####___####___________ _______################_________ _____####################_______ ____#########_#_##########______ _######_#_#_#_#_#_#_#_#######___ __#######______#_#_###########__ _____###_____#_____########_____ ______#_____#____########_______ _____#_____#_____####___________ ____#______#___#_#______________ ____#_____#_____##______________ ____#_________#_##______________ _____#______#_#_#_______________ ______#__#_#_#_#________________ _________###____________________

My Site...
Hello, this is johnny and im the owner of hoodRatz at www.hood-ratz.com So come check my site out and tell me what u think. I have chat, games, music, cds and dvds for sale and lots of other cool stuff:) Peace!!!!

My Heart Cries For You
My Heart Cries For You I silently gazed out my window as daylight faded into darkness, and still, I thought of you. I envisioned images of you gazing in the distance while slowly tears ran down my cheeks, my body could no longer contain, the multitude of emotions flowing in and out of me. "Please don't cry" U uttered into the wind No matter, the many miles between us our hearts will be together again, this U promised Me.

"always In My Thoughts"
"Always In My Thoughts" Without you here, life's little moments has no color in them. I miss not being able to hold you so close than I can hear your heart beating next to mine. I miss not being able to kiss your lips and whisper in your ear "I love you." I miss not being able to hold your hand and feel your soft touch upon mine. I miss not being able to wake up and find you by my side. I miss not being able to see your laugh or comfort you when your sad. I miss you so much, that I would give up heaven, just to spend a minute with you. Most of all, I miss everyday your not here to look upon my eyes. The windows of the soul, and see in them and understand How much I really miss you and love you with all my heart

Hiya
i dont usually do this but no one really reads this anyway lol i no longer have vic so its harder to get to the next level, can you wonderful ppl rate and comment on my pics if you can? that would be great love you guys

At This Moment
At this moment~~~ someone is thinking of you someone cares about you. someone misses you someone wants to hold your hand. someone wants you to be happy. someone wants to hug you. someone will do anything for you. someone needs to know your love is unconditional. someone wants to tell you how much they care. someone wants to stay up watching movies w/ you. someone wants to hold you in their arms. someone wants to see you. someone wants to be your lover. : ) someone loves you for who you are. someone loves the way you make them feel. someone wants to be with you. someone wants you to know they are there for you. someone is glad that you're their friend. someone is wishing you would notice them. someone wants to get to know you better. someone wants to hear your voice someone loves you.

Send Some Luvin In A Hurry
its suppose to be my hubby's day today and it ended up being about me.in the midst of running amuck cleaning and cooking,a metal rail(from the fridge) was sticking out of the garbage and my leg ran right in front.blood squirted on the floor and down my leg...didnt hit bone,dont need stitches..i dont think.and now my leg is elevated while my hubby cleans the blood off my just-cleaned-floor and disinfecting the floor and his flip flop i was wearing at the time....just great!

Imagine
My body has a fever Burning hot to touch, Erotic thoughts fill my head I want you oh so much A shivering sensation Travels down my spine, An overwhelming desire I have to make you mine Churnng in my stomach Dizziness in my head, I am drifting into fantasy Alone here in this bed Heavily my eyes do close In to ecstasy I go.... Now you are mine my love And no one has to know As this passion rises Mt throat feels hot and dry, My hungry gasping breath Becomes a long satisfied sigh One day I will have you Not a fantasy in my head, Be sure that I will get you I desire

Update!!!
k so everyone knows ive been gone a while but for good reason, dealing with leaving for recruit training now just the other day at meps i got some fucked up news.....im a half of an inch fucking shorter, now for those of you who are familiar with the hight to weight chart and its bullshitness you'll understand, now the chart says if im 60 to 69 1/2 inches i have to be 209 pounds to be able to leave, now im 69 1/2 inches exactly and my sgt says that i only need to be at 215 bc i can get away at 70 inches now as im being scaled im 214ibs and 69 1/4 inches as the doctor fucked up measuring me now i have to loose even more weight to get down...now this is the biggest pile of shit ever bc i can do all the pull ups and more necessary i can do all the running and more in little time necessary. so now the ship date may be pushed back further

Online Bickering
i know you've probably all seen it already...but bickering online is like the Special Olympics...in the end...everyone is still a retard--pardon the offensive terminology...not intended to slight anyone, only a figure of speech to emphasize the level of such behaviors

Worlds Shortest Novels
*********************** FRENCH WAR HEROES by Jacques Chirac ______________________________________ THINGS I LOVE ABOUT MY COUNTRY by Jane Fonda & Cindy Sheehan. Illustrated by Michael Moore ________________________________________ MY BEAUTY SECRETS by Janet Reno _________________________________________________ MY CHRISTIAN ACCOMPLISHMENTS & HOW I HELPED AFTER KATRINA by Rev Jesse Jackson & Rev Al Sharpton _______________________________________ THINGS I LOVE ABOUT BILL by Hillary Clinton _________________________________ Sequel: THINGS I LOVE ABOUT HILLARY

Tell Me Now!!!
YOU'RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST, I WANNA KNOW YOU... I want to know 33 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, never liked each other, or if we already know everything about each other. Short and sweet is fine...You're on my list, so I wanna know you better! =) SEND ME A REPLY!!! ============================================= 1.)Q. Can you cook? 2.)Q. What was your dream growing up? 3.)Q. What talent do you wish you had? 4.)Q. If I bought you a drink what would it be? 5.)Q. Favorite vegetable? 6.)Q. What was the last book you read? 7.)Q. What zodiac sign are you ? 8.)Q. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? 9.)Q. Worst Habit? 10.)Q. If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride? 11.)Q. What is your favorite sport? 12.)Q. Negative or Optimistic attitude? 13.)Q. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me? 14.)Q. Worst thing to ever happen to you? 15.)Q. Tell me one weird fact abo

Mad As Hell!
So why is it that doctors put there patients on medications that are going to have negative side effects that make you bleed all over? How can doctors be that short sighted that they put there profits from medications above a persons health? How can they put there profits ABOVE human life? How long are we as human beings going to continue to let them get away with legally murdering people??

Interesting Night Last Night
I have a very eventful night last night...... I went to hang out with some friends of mine after work last night and by 10:30 pm I had to go to the hospital to get checked out to make sure everything was alright (for those of you that dont know or I didnt tell sorry I am pregnant) I have a little over two months left to go and I started having contractions at about 11 pm last night and didnt get released til 9:30 am. I only slept about 2 to 2 1/2 hours between 8 am yesterday and now so I am exhausted to say the least. But yeah so anyways there isnt much else to report so I am going to end this for now. XOXOXOXO SPOILEDBABY

Road Trip
From the 24th of June to the 5th of July, I'll be on the road again. Going from Virginia, to North Carolina, South Carolina, Lousiana, New Mexico, Las Vegas Nevada, Colorado, and Utah so far. Driving across Texas, but no one to see or hug yet. Anyone want to meet and be hugged? ~Feldar

Vote For Me Plese
im in the contest of cts hottest and if u would be so kind to go to msdallas rate page and check it out under blog and click on my pic and rate it a ten id greatly appreciate it. thanks much PLZ U VOTES ARE NEED. HELP ME WIN A 7DAY BLAST. CLICK HERE TO COMMENT BOMB ME o amor, latinagoth plz repost

It's Too Far Back...
So like... ok... I'm on the phone with my kids a few evenings ago (They're in KY visiting their father for the summer)... and my daughter tells me "Dad says we're not native american, it's too far back." Unbeknownst to DAD... I've been receiving information for quite some time from about our lineage... So I tell my daughter, "Well perhaps Dad should rethink this. One, he has absolutely no clue about MY side of the family, Two he's never really known what the fuck he's talking about and with that type of mentality...Aren't Adam and Eve too far back?" My daughter rolled with laughter and said, "I LOVE YOU MOM!" Put that in your Christian pipe and smoke it..."Dad" *evil grin*

Just Blogging
since when did cherrytap become real life? it's all a bunch of strangers having fun. how many of you are married in real life and have a ct hubby or wifey who is just about a stranger to you? it's supposed to be about the fun some people just make me soooo ggggrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!

Letting Go...
These many years I have been working with the theme of... letting go... To relinquish the people one loves is especially hard, and yet this is the nature and requirement of love. While I cling to another, I can never truly love that person. When I love the other I will free him or her to follow a path that is not my path, to hold opinions that are in opposition to my own, to have friends that will never be my friends, to live in a city that is not my city, to leave the circle of my love for another's love. Him that I love, I wish to be Free. Even from me. ......sigh ............Its time to turn the page

If Only
If only it Could only be, That you could be here To talk with me. To tell me of Your whole day, Of how it all Went your way. We could talk Of the weather too, Or whatever subject Brought up by you. We'd skirt the issues Of meanings deep, And why it is I still can't sleep. We'd dance around The honest things, And side step all That truth might bring. We could talk about What you saw on TV, Any thing other than Of you and me. Oh but if only You were here, We could laugh and joke While I hid my fear. I'd paste on that smile For you to see, To make you think Nothing's wrong with me. That all was right Within my soul, That I had it all Under control. Oh but if only It could be, That you were here Right now with me.

Sometimes
Sometimes I imagine... Happily sailing through life you and me walking hand in hand able to face each problem and strife experiencing a love that understands Where I can rest all my anxiety in your comforting arms conquer every goal and see victory and not come across despair or harm Sometimes I wonder... If you think about me and share the same feeling or am I just a quiet breeze that comes and goes not affecting Do you desire the same love which echoes within my heart thoughts of me do you just shove and let my memories depart Sometimes I just wish... To be lost in you and in your passion bathe in your tenderness and rejoice to drown in the sea of your affection and float in bliss listening to your voice Sometimes I miss you and want you here wishing for much more wishing for you will you come to know or ever come near and hold this heart of mine that longs for you..

Close To Home
I STAY CLOSE TO HOME,BECAUSE HOME IS NO FURTHER THAN MY HEART,FOR I CAN'T DO ANYTHING WITHOUT IT,...IT SENDS A TOUCH OUT THAT REACHES SO FAR, EVEN IF THOSE CLOSE ARE FAR AWAY,YOU TAKE ME AS I AM,AND YOU SEE INTO ME,MY SOUL,THERE IS GOOD THERE,AND SOMETIMES I THINK YOU FORGET THE LITTLE THINGS I DO,WHEN I FEEL LIKE LETTING MY LIGHT SHINE,BUT THEN YOU DON'T,FORGET,AND MAKE MY DAY,WHEN ONLY TIMES WHEN I REMEMBER SOMETIMES LITTLE THINGS MEAN SO MUCH,...Tim McGraw Videos | Video Codes | Downtown Chicago Real Estate

My Good Friend And The One And Only Rick Carpenter
from the video, has join me here. Please add him hes in my fans, His music going on my player right now. That's if I ain't wore out his cd yet :) He's such a Hottee, Sweet as can be

Omg It Was An Alligator No Kidding
What a day!! I was cleaning the yard today, just tryin to get things done, and when I went into the garage, I seen an alligator, At first I thought it was hubby tryin to play a trick on me cause it didnt move, and my mother has a fake one, so I didnt even think about it until I moved the lawn mower and it moved, OMG I freaked out yelling OMG theres an alligator in the garage. No one would come an help me I sent the kids to get my hubby, and that bastard wouldnt even come to help either, So I grabbed my cell phone and called 911. Poor 911 operator I am yelling while hyperventalting theres an alligator in my garage, I swear I had to say it 4 times before she understood what I said. Finially my brother in law came to see what I was yelling about, he believe i was flippin out over a kids toy, He kept saying Trace I dont see any thing , I yelled move stuff, all of a sudden he yells omg there is an alligator in here, By this time my hubby and neighbor come from the other side of the house

Fathers Day Thoughts!
When i was a young child till the age of 13 me and my parents had a wonderful relationship! I loved them so much and they loved me. Then when i hit 13 its as if the world changed! I no longer sat on there laps and told them how much i loved them. I started rebelling. However, no matter what I did or said they still loved me. But as a typical teenager I continued to push them further away as they tried to only get closer ( in there own way)...Eventually i moved out, when i turned 18 and the relationship really became strained as I wanted to prove that I could do things on my own with my first wife. Well, needless to say that relationship did not work and I found my parents there with there arms open. But i was still in that frame of mind where I wanted to prove to them that I was worthy to be something in life other then dependant on them when something went wrong. So we still clashed. It was not until i met the woman that I am with now that my relationship with my parents started to

If Death Came Knocking At Your Door...
If death came knocking at your door, would you answer to see what's in store? Would you cry and scream? Beg to be saved? Or is a life beyond death the thing that you crave? Would you smile and greet death with arms open wide? Would you ask death to tea and invite death inside? Would you be at peace? Or would you ignore, if death came knocking at your door. Would you smile and wink? Take death's hand? Would you put up a fight and take a stand? Would your heart sink or would it soar? If death came knocking at your door. ~Karoline~ 6/17/07

My Page
This isnt really a blog...Just wondering if anyone wants to help me spice up my page a lil bit....i dont really know how ot do it and the few things i do know how to do my comp has been slow lately...Anyways if wanna let me know

I Am Done!!!
I know that I have helped several people on CT with contests and I know that everyone on this list has helped several people too. But where is the help when we ask for it? I am only speakin for myself, but I think this is crazy. All that is being asked for is a few comments to help out the contests. We are not askin for blood or your right arm. If you have anything to say, direct it to me, not anyone else on this list. So will you please go and bomb the hell out of these guys?!?!!? Thanks Carrie Alan-Sexiest Eyes contest-Ends June 20 Julie best cleavage ends June 26 VIC GIVEAWAY 15000 comments Tracy VIC GIVEAWAY 15000 comments 3 Day Blast 6000 comments Carrie - 3 day blast- 6000 comments VIC GIVEAWAY 15000 comments James-3 Day blast-6000 comments

Become Familiar With How You Think
You attract what you are willing to accept. And you are willing to accept that with which you are the most familiar. You are the most familiar with the things upon which you focus the energy of your thoughts. So where are you directing those thoughts in this moment? Are your thoughts filled with worry about what you do not want? Then you'll soon grow to accept those undesirable things as inevitable, and attract them into your life. Instead, fill your thoughts with eager anticipation for the good and desirable things you know are possible. That will open you to accept those blessings, and they will then flow into your life. Through your thoughts you become familiar with life's various possibilities. Through your thoughts you convince yourself to accept and embrace certain specific possibilities. With your thoughts, become intimately familiar with the exact details of the life you wish to lead. And those details will surely assemble themselves into the meaningful life you se

Gratiot Cruise 2007 "eastpointe, Michigan"
This was Eastpointe Michigan's section of the "Gratiot Avenue Cruise" I hope you guys enjoy the pics, most of them speak for themselves, but I might pop in with a comment or two along the way. So lets get the show started!!!A couple of these vette's are owned by my boss' cousin, this is the parking lot @ my work.This is a shot of our shop from across the street as the lot was filling up with cars for people to show off.So then I decided to go down 10 mile to see what was happening on Gratiot Ave and here are some pics of what I saw.OOPS Cant forget, we had a live-band @ the shop :)and now back to looking at pics.Pretty Pointless if ya ask me, but I took a pic cus Im sure someone can appreciate itThis is gratiot ave, these cruises really create some traffic jams.And some more pictures..

I Am Back For A Short Time!
I have seen so much I saw a trucker that fell asleep at the wheel running over a pick up truck going through a guard rail and then running over a small car on the other side of the guard rail. My Driver Manager kept giving me short loads, many times he even gave me a load after a nother one, as if I can drive 24 hours a day. I am only aloud to drive 11 hours in a 14 hr period, this is for my safety and the safty of all others on the road. I took more pictures over the road this time and am looking forward to adding them soon. They had me only driving I5 I guess this is because I live in California and requested to drive only Western 11 states. Go figure. Please feel free to write me and ask anything you want.

Fathers Love Letter
Fathers Love Letter Link (U Wont Be Sorry) God, guides my life. Even though I am fighting no cure disease Sarcoidosis of the lungs and the worse RA you can have a bad knees and one bad shoulder plus lupus early stage and immune defecincy disease they all tie into each other. I get my strength from God I know he cares when I feel like no one else does. I know he loves me even with my inperfections. Click this link and listen you wont be sorry I promise. http://www.fathersloveletter.com/fllpreviewlarge.html I just got to keep believing that god cares, guess that what we call faith. Hugs to all my friends and I have a wonderful father when my parents spilt he raised me he became my mommydaddy he been there for me through heart aches and when I had to face death of a love one for the first time and when I just needed someone to listen my father been there and he continues to be there to this day when there is no one else that I can feel safe knowing he cares. HAPPY FATHE

Fathers And Daughters
I'm tired. Tired of letting my past control my present. The truth is, not all my childhood was bad. For a little while I had the childhood we all hope we can give to our children one day. So it didn't last. Does that make me a victim? Hell no. That's a conscious choice that we make. There's a difference between being victimized and being a victim. Lately I've realized that the thing that's been driving me is "not being a victim". The problem with that? It guarantees that you WILL become one....because your fears are wrapped up in being a victim. You inadvertently gravitate to it. So, as they say...if you close your eyes to see your future and you don't like what you see...change your future. It's really as simple as that. I could sit here crying over spilt milk...and for a time I needed to do it...to let the poison out. But I'm looking at things differently these days. My past, present, and future are like a car. My future is the headlights...it just shows me where I want to go. No

Remembering Online Friend
His Name Was Cal Cal passed June 11,2007. He was at home in his "closet" as he wanted to be.We miss him dearly!!!!!! http://www.wtv-zone.com/cal731/index.html I promise you if you go and check out his page you will not be sorry he has been collecting things for 6 years his best friends are going to try and keep his web site up and running because of all the work that went into it. I always loved his collection. You can also check his page out from my links Cals its a wonderful site he was a kind man read about him he was a Service man too. He be missed but hopeful his good friends will keep his site going. Update June 13,2007I have had a lot request as to where to send donations, so I have fixed the "sos" button below so I can now receive donations. Here is a link to the donations page so you don't have to scroll down. UPDATE - MAY 14, 2007 I asked God for strength, that I might achieve.I was made weak, that I might learn humbly to obey. I asked for health, that I m

The Things You Taught Me I Will Always Know(happy Fathers Day)
The things you taught me I will always know. How could I not? The roots have sunk so deep: All lessons of the heart that I will keep No matter who I am or where I go. Kids learn from what their parents are, and so You are my book of life, the thoughts I reap; Only in your arms I quiet sleep; Under my words your voice sings soft and slow. From you I learned the rules of right and wrong Against which I at times had to rebel, Though with regret I carry with me still. How lucky I am to have been loved so well, Even as I pushed against your will, Relying on a father fair and strong. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ We may not shower him with praise Nor mention his name in song, And sometimes it seems that we forget The joy he spreads as he goes along, But it doesn’t mean that we don’t know The wonderful role that he has had. And away down deep in every heart There’s a place that is just for Dad.....

In Touch Daily Devotional
In Touch Daily Devotional by Dr. Charles Stanley June 16 & 17, 2007 – A Present Father – Proverbs 22:6 Dr. Stanley often thinks about his father. He tries to picture what it would have been like to grow up knowing his dad. When Dr. Stanley’s was only nine months old, his father died. So he was brought up without an earthly father. During his youth, Dr. Stanley never really gave it much thought. Then, many years into his ministry, and after he became a father, Dr. Stanley began to feel a cloud hanging over him. There was a mysterious sadness he couldn’t identify. Four close friends helped him discover that, as a child, he had subconsciously dismissed any thought about having a father. Because a dad wasn’t around, Dr. Stanley simply deleted the idea from his life. He never realized how this affected his relationship with God. Because his father was absent, Dr. Stanley had a distorted view of a “heavenly Father.” Without real

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Rev's Mumm...great Fun For The Adventurous
http://www.cherrytap.com/mum.php?id=75985 for the brave at heart and those with a sense of daring; rev's all you need is love mumms are a lot of fun. no bashing or hating is allowed. these mumms are the ones that keep going even after the time limit runs out. people gather in these mumms to have fun and possibly do what they thought they wouldn't and no one judges you. if you ever get a chance to check his "all you need is love" mumms out you might enjoy yourself. and if it's not your thing then it's no problem if you look and go about your day. have a great day everyone! take care and stay safe.

Opposite Ends Of The Internet
OPPOSITE ENDS OF THE INTERNET We’ve become so close since the day we met from opposite ends of the internet We share our day we chat at night we wonder if this could be right I wonder what it might be like to stand right next to you I wonder what we might say I wonder what we’d do Could it be part of a bigger plan designed by forces we can’t see? for me to fall for you and you to fall for me? Would it feel the same if we ever met? From opposite ends of the internet?

Happy Father's Day To All The Dads Of Cherry Tap
I JUST WANNA SEND OUT SOME SPECIAL LOVE FROM ME TO ALL THE DADS OF CHERRY TAP THIS INCLUDES ALL FATHERS DAD'S TO BE AND TO THE FUTURE DADDY'S TO COME KNOW HOW SPECIAL YOU ARE TO YOUR CHILDREN AND TO YOUR FAMILY IT'S A BLESSING FROM GOD TO BE ABLE TO HAVE SOMEONE THEY CAN CALL DAD IT DOESN'T MATTER IF YOUR A FOSTER DAD OR ADOPTIVE FATHER'S DADS ARE GREAT AND THEY DESERVE ALL THE LOVE HONOR AN RESPECT NOT JUST THIS ONE DAY OF THE YEAR BUT EVERYDAY AND MOST OF ALL THEY ARE LOVED AND NEEDED BY THEIR CHILDREN EVERYDAY SO HAPPY FATHER'S DAY DAD'S. LOVE YA ALL PINK

Naked Madness
feed from me your mouth to mine breathing my breath as tongues collide moaning your promises into my gasping parted lips sliding your hands up through my hair as body to body you feel my heart thunder as if it were trying to escape into your own breast slide your thigh between my own as i writhe against you my hands on your sweat slicked shoulders i feel your hips pressing into mine begging needing wanting i open to you and molten heat sheathes your velvety steel you thrust upwards feeling the silken grip slowly so slowly torturing us both sweetly with the measure of your thrusts the pace grows frantic as pressure builds, reaching grasping gripping that last forever eating desire and thriving from every gasp clenching as the peak is nearly reached madness or yearning faster harder reaching the apex LEAPING!! shattering million shards sparkling around in blissful satisfaction. spiraling down and finally alighting to rest. (c) 2

Stolen Moment
Stolen Moment The night has come it's now our time, I close my eyes and breathe your name Silently...no one can hear Only you, and you appear Slowly through the mist I see Your arms outstretched you come to me. So close now I can touch your face And feel the strength of your embrace. Your breath is warm against my ear I feel so safe now you are here. We search for lips...a lingering kiss, Our stolen moment not to miss. All too soon you start to fade, Our time's cut short you have to leave. I start to wake, the night is done I grasp the air but you are gone.

Smiles
I don't really understand people's odd obbsession with the smile.There's a lot of people who look better when they don't smile. That's one of the things that attracted me to orion. She almost always had a skolw on her face. Except when she saw I was there. Contasts can be cool too.For somereason I couldn't find the sidways pic in the program that I was using to turn them. So it's just sideways.I don't really like smile lines and stuff. And most of the smile pictures are fake. I just don't normally feel like smiling

Public Ct Apology
i am going to apologize to all my CT friends for never going to their (your) page and commenting, rating, or fanning any of my friends on here. i work fulltime(40hrs a week) and volunteer even more time at the ymca playing sports with kids, so almost all my time has been going to that. again, sorry to all my CT friends and i will be on soon as possible to to all those listed above! thanks for understanding and talk to you soon. larry (dragged_through_thumbtacks)

Everything You Ever Wanted To Know About Jeff
Ok, so people seem surprised sometimes when they start to get to know me.... So in lieu of this, I've decided to give a small run down of .. me.. ________________ So, I'm 23. I was born in Henderson, NV. Right outside of Las Vegas. I don't remember my biological father. All I know about him is that his name is Enrique "Rick" DeLaCruz. He was a graphic artist for the road dept. He is hispanic. I feel that I missed out on that part of my heritage, but there is nothing I can do about it now. No I don't hablan espanol. I failled spanish l three years in a row. Vegas and Florida were my homes for a couple years. I've lived in trailer before. I sleep walked to a convenience store once when I was 3-4. I've lived in 3 states, KY, FL, and NV. I've never lived in the same house for more than a year. (this always shocks people i don't know why. I can't imagine what it would be like to grow up in a house, have a room that was mine for years and years. Fe

Redneck
1. Have your ever said Hey ya'll watch this and ended up in the hospital? 2. Used a road sign to sight in your rifle? 3. Drank so much that you have woke up in the bed with a woman who weighs twice as much as you do? 4. Ever threw up in your boot? 5. Woke up naked in your front or back yard? 6. You scratch yourself no matter when are where you are at? 7. When you fart you invite others to come share the aroma with you? 8. You have ever shared a spit can. 9. You got lost in the woods, chased up a tree by wild hogs, then have an owl fly into your head. (Bodine your my hero) 10. Poured you sippin whiskey in your truck to give it enough gas to make it home. 11. Have ever shit on your overall straps. 12. Touched yourself in an impure manner while in your tree stand. 13. Accidentally shot a hole in your house while cleaning your gun. 14. Fell out of your tree stand and break both of your legs. (You D man HD) 15. Gave yoursel

Take Your Survey And Shove It Up Your Ass
I just made it 20% through one of the stupid things just to tell me I don't qualify anymore because I don't buy chicken from fast food places. What a waste of time. Pre-qualified? You can take your surveys and shove them up your ass!

Lol N Since Im On A Roll... 1 More Poem
this is the ONLY story my mother EVER recited to me. it is one of her faves and her father read it to her as a child. it has since become one of my faves as well as the memories associated with it. The Cremation of Sam McGee Robert W. Service, 1874-1958 There are strange things done 'neath the midnight sun By the men who moil for gold. The arctic trails have their secret tales That would make your blood run cold. The northern lights have seen queer sights But the queerest they ever did see, Was that night on the marge of Lake LeBarge When I cremated Sam McGee. Now Sam McGee was from Tenessee Where the cotton blooms and blows. Why he left his home in the south to roam 'round the poles, God only knows. He was always cold, but the land of gold Seemed to hold him like a spell, Though he'd often say in his homely way That he'd sooner live in Hell. On a Christmas day we were mushing our way Over the Dawson trail. Talk of your cold, through the parka's f

Great Summer Day.
My day starte out great. I got the numbers for the family mimbers I lost tuch with. Even one to a stp dad the only dad I ever knew. It was great. My day jsut keep geting better. Now I have got in tuch with somoin I have not talked to online for about six mouths. It felt so good to talk to him and here his accent. My rl bf took a step back from our rationship. I think it nee to happen though. I think we both felt it was moving too fast. So we both deced to be freinds with benifts for now. And if down the road it is ment to be great And if not That will be ok to. We both have jsut been hurt by one we love too much. So I think this wounderufl for both of us. My past came back to upset me again. All the bs from wen I was a kid jsut snuck up on me and I got to talk it out with a fried of min. And I had a good cry. Them are good once in a while. I have been abble to read some of you bios. And I have red some great ones. I like to here about good things in peoples lives and what make th

Sumthin A Lil More Pos.
harold and maude find it. watch it. makes me cry. great movie. better soundtrack. sometimes i forget things and that movie reminds me. lessons, attitude, outlook on life, etc... "Well, if you want to sing out, sing out And if you want to be free, be free cause theres a million things to be You know that there are And if you want to live high, live high And if you want to live low, live low cause theres a million ways to go You know that there are You can do what you want The opportunitys on And if you can find a new way You can do it today You can make it all true And you can make it undo You see ah ah ah Its easy ah ah ah You only need to know Well if you want to say yes, say yes And if you want to say no, say no cause theres a million ways to go You know that there are And if you want to be me, be me And if you want to be you, be you cause theres a million things to do You know that there are Well, if you want to sing out, sing out

For You
The night shades the tears in your eyes It hides the fear only I can see You couldn’t bear to look him in the eyes His words bruised your soul, left you broken Left to wither in the cold Burn the walls down and let me in Warm yourself next to my fire Dip your heart in my love to coat it from the fall I know your fears, but you do not disappoint And I surely know the love you give me For it is returned ten fold Lie in roses while I save you from the thorns And let us create a home of beauty Filled with the laughter in our hearts Warmth from our gentle caress And Love from the very depths of us

Nothing To Me
I thought you actually cared and truly loved me. But in the end, it was just a lie. Just like everything else in my life. There for awhile, I was living on a lie, because you told me you loved me. You were the one who was clouding my emotions and feelings for someone else. Who actually did give a fuck about me. He's the one who's still there beside me. But now, I don't think you even care about our friendship, since it is slowly fadin' away into existance. It made me see the real you. You're nothin' to me. Just another guy who tried to fuck with my mind & heart. But I caught on before it got to far. But yet you kept on tellin' me you would always love me, but you also told me that your feelings were fadin' away. Bullshit. Lies. I don't need your shit and I especially don't need you in my life. So Goodbye Forever. You're just a nothin' to me now. -Linsey June 17th 2007

And Again Im Wrong
so i find a guy that is totaly sweet we have been good friends for a while and over time things had turned into something... or so i thaught untill he stands me up. it wasnt on a date or anything just hanging out but still... he doesnt call doesnt show nothing! talk about hurt... well fuck him. i am fragile....... if you dont wanna hang out call me and lie but atleast fuckin call thats all i ask! I AM SO MAD! TWO DAYS OF BEING MAD WILL MAKE YOU DO STUPID THINGS!

Show My Best Friend Some Love
MY BEST FRIEND IS IN A CONTEST!!! PLEASE SHOW HER LOTS OF LOVE AND BOMB THE HECK OUT OF HER!!!...JUST CLICK ON THE PIC, IT WILL TAKE YOU THERE!! THE SEXIEST CHERRY ON CT CONTEST. THE CONTEST WILL START AT TODAY THE 17TH OF JUNE AT: 5 PM PST 7 PM CST 8 PM EST 1 AM UKT AND IT WILL END ON JUNE 24TH AT: 5 PM PST 7 PM CST 8 PM EST 1 AM UKT 1ST PLACE WINNER: 1 WEEK BLAST 2ND PLACE WINNER: 1 MONTH VIC 3RD PLACE WINNER: 3 DAYS BLAST THE RULES ARE: 1~NO NSFW PIX ALLOWED 2~SELF COMMENTING AND COMMENT BOMBING IS ALLOWED 3~GOOD SPORTSMANSHIP IS A MUST (IN A BETTER WORD- NO DRAMA)

How Would You React
MY GIRLFRIENDS GOD SON GOT KILLED IN A CAR ACCIDENT.HE WAS SEVEN,TOO YOUNG.I DIDNT KNOW HIM OR HIS MOTHER BUT I KNOW MY GIRL NEEDS SUPPORT TOO. SO SHOULD I GO WITH HER TO THE FUNERAL OR LET HER GO BY HERSELF. I WANT TO GO TO SHOW HER SUPPORT AND HELP HER THROUGH IT. WHAT SHOULD I DO?

Rebound Sex
I am guessing everyone on my friend list has done it lol Since they are on my friend list.... But why do we do it? does it help forget that one you can't forget? And MEN----tisk tisk, would you be upset if the girl is crying during the act? but you knew she was on the rebound? Hmmmm I'd like to know---seriously

Frosted Windows
Your breath twists and flutters a pale blue Under the moonlight Before disappearing into the wind The warmth overpowered by the cold Much like a wilting rose in winters chill Your smile bites back your words, choking them down A window to your soul left unguarded Tells me everything I stare into them unblinking Naked, no pretense, no masks to hide behind Love in all its darkness defined

7 Day Blast Contest
I AM IN A CONTEST!! PLEASE CLICK ON THE PIC BELOW AND COMMENT BOMB THE HECK OUT OF IT FOR ME! THANKS!! THE SEXIEST CHERRY ON CT CONTEST. THE CONTEST WILL START AT TODAY THE 17TH OF JUNE AT: 5 PM PST 7 PM CST 8 PM EST 1 AM UKT AND IT WILL END ON JUNE 24TH AT: 5 PM PST 7 PM CST 8 PM EST 1 AM UKT 1ST PLACE WINNER: 1 WEEK BLAST 2ND PLACE WINNER: 1 MONTH VIC 3RD PLACE WINNER: 3 DAYS BLAST THE RULES ARE: 1~NO NSFW PIX ALLOWED 2~SELF COMMENTING AND COMMENT BOMBING IS ALLOWED 3~GOOD SPORTSMANSHIP IS A MUST (IN A BETTER WORD- NO DRAMA)

To All The 2 Faced Shittalkers...
...first i will fillet your tongue, leaving it inside your head. i will then fill your mouth with leeches, maggots, glass, nails, and one of your ears before crudely sewing it shut with knitting needles and rusty wire. Then, i will kneel on your chest and punch you in the face repeatedly until you are forced to scream, thus ripping out my shoddy stitch work. next, i will stretch your glass-covered-leech-ridden-maggot-infested-mess-of-what-used-to-be-your-tongue out of your mouth and staple it to the bottom of your chin. then punch you yet again in your jaw, saving you the trouble of going thru surgery and having your trash talking tongue removed. then finish off by pissing in your face. maybe then you will have learned your lesson about talking shit. and you'll at least have one ear left to hear what people really think of you and no tongue to respond. you got somthin to say about me then say it to my face chickenshit.

For Those Interested
I will be leaving Thursday morning heading to SC. Not sure I will be on Thursday before I go. I'm driving and will be gone until the 27th or 28th POSSIBLY the 29th lol. I'm gonna miss you guys. I will be driving along rts 65 down thru In and into KY catching 24 in Nashville to 75 near Atlanta and then 20 on over to SC. If you're along the route and I actually talk to you would love to meet you :).

Of The Dragons Rebirth
i guess its time to go into full disclosure mode and tell you about my life before i became the dragon. im sitting in this little shithole hotel thats got a five star rating waiting for edmond gonzales to return from his funeral. again i ramble fuck i never used to ramble. anyways back to my lifes story. i was your average kid until i was 12,my father was never home and my mom was slowly drinking herself to death(ha father she was right you would be the death of her.)When i was twelve father started injecting me with a tar-like substance called it my vitamins but i should never tell my mother. it went like this for years my father would come home and id get my vitamins whether or not i was asleep. if i was asleep it would always end up with me having nightmares about little demons running in my body tearing apart my soul. so just after my seventeenth birthday im lying in bed awake waiting for father to come home when i hear the door open. they argue for a minute which was unusual i hav

Baby Watch!
Ok so it has been awhile since anyone has heard from me on here, and some of you are probly thinking I have vanished. In truth I have just been way to buisy. I don't have much time now, however since it is fathers day I just though I would pop on and let you all know how the baby watch is going. my luvley wife who some of you may know, is now one week past due and still hasn't popped. I hope it happens soon. Anyways hope you all have a great fathers day and stay safe.

This Weekend
Friday~went to the track n worked like any other weekend lol.kinda had to deal with some drama but oh well dont care anymore lol. BRAD KRESS WON IN THE SECOND FETURE OF LIMTED STOCKS GO BRAD. n thn went back to joyces after the races. Saturday~ went to the track n worked like always once again n there was a protest on one of the scramble car feture n no it didnt have to do with brad he ddint even race on saturday.it had to do with chase,bryan green n shawn n the 31 i believe, they said chase had it but really the 02 did so no one was pissed about tht cuz chase said the 02 should of had it anyways. but shawn was pissed cuz he said he was supppose to get 3rd n they gave him 5th so idk but idc cuz i left. Sunday~im gonna so what i normally do on a sunday is relex n take all my mind off from the damn track n shyt.

To Wolfy
Father The blood that flows is not the same, these 2 little souls you decided to claim. 2 precious lives that belong to another belong to you now because you fell in love with their mother. Too young to see now but will grow to show, you have been around the longest, the only father they know. When times are at there hardest there for them you will always be, looking out for the 2 people that mean the most to me. Thank you my love although the blood that flows is not the same, these 2 little souls you decided to claim. Ashmeko Wolf Father’s Day 2007 DarkWolf@ CherryTAP Check him out if you wish

Happy Father's Day!!
I just wanted to hop on here and tell all the fathers out there in Cherryland! Happy Father's Day! Encourage your sons and love your daughters. May the next year be filled with nothing but blessings.

Beautiful Angel
Mysterious woman A gift to the world She rivals the power of an angel The grace of beauty she absorbs Never a jealous item Legendary soul hides deep inside Her immortal body. Eyes that direct attention Soft skin that no man can touch A goddess to many Who may gain a small moment Observing her walk How she lives She is beyond the absolute. Who is this woman All men drop to their knees Silently worshiping Angel of beauty Unique flower alone in a garden She exists in everyone To share the love She holds inside.

Cartoon Network
OK... I'm usually no snob about such things, but what does 'Stuart Little' have to do with, gee...i dunno...CARTOONS? Mind you, as Hugh Laurie is in it, i'm watching it, but I still wonder what it's doing on CN... Anime, sure... Looney Toons or Hanna-Barbera? of course... a full up CGI film like 'antz' or 'Cars' yeah, them too... but is there a line there that a movie like 'Stuart Little' crosses? meh... it just bothered me for a minute... maybe I just need food...

Were Next
Just a cowboy in the city looking for his cowgirl. Never knowing were he's going to find her. Converting those he encounters. Hoping the diamond is a little rough around the edges. Not wanting someone to just show off on his arm. She has to get dirty or rough with him. Got to keep his attention and his interest. Can she put him in place and keep him in line? Were does he look next for her? How can he find her? Were can a cowboy find a cowgirl? He keeps looking with no luck.

Sick And Tired
I AM JUST SICK AND FUCKING TIRED OF BEING TREATED LIKE SHIT, I DO EVERYTHING I AM ASKED LIKE A LITTLE BITCH AND I STILL GET PUSHED AROUND WALKED OVER TREATED LIKE A FUCKING DOOR MAT AND I AM FED THE FUCK UP WITH IT. I AM ABOUT TO GO THE FUCK OFF. I SWEAR TO GO IF JASON DONT HAVE A JOB BY THE END OF THIS WEEK I AM GOING THE FUCK OFF ON HIM AND I AM NOT FUCKING PLAYING AROUND ANYMORE!!!

2 Ladies Getting Ct Hitched In 1 Hour Live On Cam
Both of these ladies will be in the same room when They get CT hitched and live on Cam!!! Simply add Sunshynevideolive to yahoo messenger to watch these gals get CT Hitched...

In The Cards
In The Cards A touch of one finger catches me off guard when it brushes the blade of my shoulder and I tense my muscles amidst sudden shock with an abrupt turn to face this intruder. Far from what I surely had expected she stands here with those green eyes mesmerizing and a smile that renders me now disarmed with full intentions that are more than willing. Caught between two distinct realities my mind hangs in a mid-air suspension not knowing how to react in this moment that has done away with my inhibition. Never once could I have seen in my cards a chance happening of something like this that was supposed to be highly unlikely and by sheer logic utterly dismissed. Without a word in mind to say at all my lips part and bring forth no sound only to be kissed in haste by hers in this privacy that we have found. Arms of mine that were at one time clueless are quickly all-knowing and fully aware as they caress her in gentle motions

Inspired By A Ctfriend's Nickname
I'm reminded by Plznoexcuses' nickname... tagline... that someone thought a very important principle of moral living, of the way to treat others honorably, was the idea that one should treat other people not as means, but as ends. And not as one does objects, especially... (especially not as some people do objects. Admittedly on the other, some people treat objects better than they do people.) (I wouldn't suggest that the "Golden Rule" also is a similarly useful guideline- on the contrary really, much too full of exceptions in practice, especially when, as I tend to see, interpreted overliterally, and letter used in place of spirit.)

Prayers For My Cousin Please
For those who know me well know i have a 17 yr old cousin who has cystic fibrosis. Well last night she was admitted in the hospital for coughing up alot of blood. She is in the ICU. So could all of you who read this please say a prayer for her i would so greatly appreciate it!!!

Faster-than-light Take: Fantastic 4: Rise Of The Silly Comic Book Adaptation
I've never been a terribly big fan of the Fantastic Four. I mean, the comic concept is intriguing, but I fully never could get into the characters, be it the good guys or the villains. The first movie failed to increase my expectations. Then again, most comic book adaptations hitting the big screen wastes viewers' time with exposition. You tend to wait for the sequel to actually have fun. So you do get that with Rise of the Silver Surfer, which I saw Father's Day afternoon. The tongue-in-cheek humor and awkward dialogue remain, but at least we don't wait forever to get to the main action or scenes of bombastic CGI excess. Of course, as a guy, Jessica Alba could portray a deranged serial killer or a renowned buttoned-down physics professor and I still would drool in her presence. Doug Jones modeling (and Laurence Fishburne providing the indistinguishable voice) does kick ass as the Silver Surfer, really a misunderstood extraterrestrial. Aren't they all? If anyone plays a better a

Today Is Harder Than I Thought It Would Be
today is fathers day. I thought I was ok, until I went grocery shopping. I found myself putting things in the basket for homemade beef stroganoff. It was daddy's favorite and I made it for him every year it seems. when I realized what I was doing I started tearing up. I put the stuff back since my family could care less what they eat for dinner (the kids would rather have hot dogs or something). As I was leaving the store, this annoying jerk behind me who had been attempting to hit on me started "playfully teasing"(??) me about how I need to make sure I be a good girl and tell my dad happy fathers day, I looked him in the face with tears forming again and said "I hope he does, he passed a month ago, thanks." The lady behind him called him something rude and asked if I was gonna be ok. I got a hold of my composure and came back home All of this happened on top of a lack of sleep the past few days, a sick child (and I mean messy sick), a bored older child (when does school start agai

I Miss Her
Jan, 26 1933 - July,18 1995 God looked around his garden and saw an empty place. He then looked down from heaven and saw your tired face He knew that you were suffering and a cure was not to be. So he put his arms around you and whispered 'come to me. With tearful eyes we watched,as you slowly passed away. And tho we loved you dearly,we could not make you stay. Many times we have needed you, many times we've cried. If only love could have saved you you never would have died. I miss you with all my heart Love your daughter and your friend

Emotions....
These past few weeks ive come to realize a few things, things that had i got 2 weeks ago id still be where i wanted to be. I lost my best friend wednesday night he died in a car crash and left my cousin in the hospital. these events effected me badly more than anyone could ever know i tried to put them inside and hide them away from the world. The pain only lead to loseing my fieance, the mother of my child, and my best friend i let her walk out the door and i pushed her away inthe last few weeks i let my foolish pride ruin my life instead of taking care of her and my child. At first the pain hurt so bad it ate away at me i should of gave her the time she needed to think about it all i should of been patient as my first instinct had told me. She made me think about our past she made me realize all the mistakes i made to her and myself i said so many things i regret and wish i never said. I ruined her life she quit her job she gave up school at a good university, i wish i could fix thin

Sick Of This Shit
ok for those who know what i have been thru the past few weeks and especially the past few days ...i have had alot to deal with yeah SOME people may think eh its nothing you will get over it in time.well ya know what go to hell!!!! have you ever had to love something so much and have it taken from you like in a matter of hours? well i have and for those who really do are thank you for still asking how things are goin thank you for wanting to be updated so as for the title to this blog....I AM SICK OF THIS SHIT !!!! and what i mean by that is some oif the so called friends ya think ya got. i have begun to notice that thre are so who you KNOW that care and then there are some who just pretend to care to make ya feel good ..well pardonm my french but FUCK THAT i am goin thru to much right now to hagve a bunch of fake concerns coming at me i have learned who my friends are and arent...to those who ARE thank you so much for being here for me this past week it has really meant alot

And One Person Helped
So Its Fathers Day I leveled up today but this morning I had 1700 left and posted for some help, you know you have seen them before, only 2800 left to level!! come help , come help me, come help her! go show him some love ...ok I'm not going to bitch all night, about this just going to say Only one of my friends helped me not even on my family list,but they will be on there and some of you are coming off how sad. what did I do to you? ok, hey send me your links to help you out in your next contest or please let me help you level up, Ill give you 11s rate your stash, and then Ill just expect that you forget me when I ask for help, thank you very much, and happy fathers day to me.

Fake Account--ladies Check It Out--be Cautious!
ThomasAnde...: good, block away loser ->ThomasAnde...: ok have a good one, I have already removed u from my friends list, so now I will juss block you---no big loss here! lol ThomasAnde...: Well the fact that you are questioning it, to be honest, has already irritated me. Ask some of the people here who have met me in person. But you are married anyways, and I am looking for someone interesting...so never mind. Bye. ->ThomasAnde...: i c---add more ;) then there will be no reason to question ya huh? ThomasAnde...: Well, I am on other sites...if someone else is using it then they have lifted it from me ->ThomasAnde...: yea but ur pic is not real--- i have seen that one before. ThomasAnde...: Well I am real you can pinch me if you want ThomasAnde...: ah ->ThomasAnde...: I doubt it, i usually dont talk to people that only have 1 picture, and no salutes---to many fakes out there. ThomasAnde...: I want an open minded wife like you ThomasAnde...: YOu still are cute Thoma

How To Get Points
TaskGet points HHGet points off HHGives points HHGives points off HH Vote a mumm201020?10? Comment on a mumm0000 Rate a pic21?6 Rate a profile63?5-6* Rate a stash21116 Comment on a stash21116 Make fan002110-11* Accept friend126126 Notes: Posting a mumm now seems to cost 100 cherry Bucks. Things marked NSFW yield no points for either side. ? have heard different than I saw or have not confirmed * seems to vary by profile. Looks like VICs get an extra point. There is a sliding scale depending on your level and if you are a VIC. Above values where seen about level 10 for me. Now at level 14 I get 23 points for voting a mumm on happy hour.

November - Gorgeous
November Gorgeous Body: JANUARY =SHYNESS Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you. You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover. Repost this in the nex

Baby Powder
Why is it that children always decide to act like barn animals on the same day?? About a week ago, I put my kids to bed. All of a sudden, my 18 month old randomly just starts SCREAMING. You would have thought that someone was trying to kill her!! I swear, not 2 seconds later my 4 month old started screaming.. he and my 3 year old share a room.. I walked in there and the WHOLE ROOM was nothing but a white dust cloud... BABY POWDER. When the dust cleared in there, I also found lotion on the floor that my 3 year old thought would help clean up the baby powder. My daughter had ripped off her diaper and was really upset about it.. and my 4 month old couldn't breathe through all the powder. Never in my whole life....

In Loving Memory~ Happy Fathers Day~ Daddy
"I Know We are Just A Breathe Away, But at Times It seems So Far Away." I knew that night, that GOD was going to call your name.. In life I loved you dearly, in death, I do the same... It broke "My Heart" to lose you... But... You did not go alone: For part of me , went with you, the night GOD called you Home.. You left me with peaceful Memories... Your love is still my guide; and though I cannot see you.... "You" are always by my side... Our Family Chain is broken,

Giovanni, I Hardly Knew Ye (1999-2007)
So, as I called my father to wish him a happy Father's Day today, he gave me some bad news. "Your stepmother is in South Carolina right now," he said. "Oh?" I responded, hoping this wasn't the bad news. "What's she doing over there?" "Well, Loretta's boy died yesterday morning." Loretta is my stepsister. Although we aren't close enough to talk every single day, the news was still a shock. Her son, and my nephew, Giovanni, was barely seven years old. "Really?! From what?" I asked, trying not to choke on my coffee. "He caught some sort of meningitis strain about three weeks ago, and he had been in the ICU ever since." My thoughts drifted back towards New York, sitting in the waiting room at Mercy Medical Center in Hempstead, holding Giovanni and trying to get him to stop crying while the patrons were watching me haplessly flounder like a newbie. Eventually, Giovanni's father made it to the hospital and took over. I still remember being reluctant handing him over.

Even Though I Refuse To Accept I Am Grown Up...
The "Older People" Survey (Meant to be completed by those ADULTS out of high school) Tired of all of those surveys made up by high school kids? 'Have you ever kissed someone?' 'Missed someone?' 'Told someone you loved them?' 'Drank alcohol?' Here are some questions for the people who are a little more mature... Okay, okay... OLD FOLKS like us...... 1. What bill do you hate paying the most? The vehicles! 2. What's the best place to eat a romantic dinner? hmmm. Mellow Mushroom? lol 3. Last time you puked from drinking? Hubby's work Christmas party.lol 4. When is the last time you got drunk and danced on a bar? 2 years ago? 5. Name of your first grade teacher? It was actually my mom. 6. What do you really want to be doing right now? Sitting on my ass..just as I am doing. 7. What did you want to be when you were growing up? a nurse, a police officer, an astronaut. you know, the usual. 8. How many colleges did you attend? 2 so far. 9. Why

All My Nashville Pix Up!!!!
All my nashville pix up!!!! date: 2007-06-17 14:36:09 Please comment and rank that would be awesome, family member please check out and comment my naughty pix!!! I will return the favor, this is for people who havent, or havent gotten to some of them...And please fan me if ur not!

Happy Father's Day To The Best Dad Ever !
HAPPY FATHER'S DAY TO MY DAD THE BEST THERE WAS ! EVEN THO HE IS GONE ALL HOLIDAYS ARE HARD BUT FATHER'S DAY HAS TO BE ONE OF THE HARDEST! DAD UR MISSED AND LOVED SOOOO MUCH ! ENJOY YOUR DAY DADDY .. I KNOW U WATCHING THE RACE *SMILE* Myspace Graphics at WishAFriend.com I LOVE YOU !!!!!!!!

Driving Pratice
I got some practice driving today (twice woohoo :) ) I drove to my friend's house to mow her lawn and drove myself home. I need to work on my parking and a couple of other things (like looking behind me when i back out of a place). It was nice and I noticed when i was getting way to close to the curb so i fixed that. If I can get more practice time in I think I will be able to get my driver's license in no time. Pratcie Practice and I will be doing things uncouncoiusly like i want to and should.

Mistress In The Dark
Mistress in the Dark I can't make out the details of her face, when she leaves she won't leave a trace. Her visits are becoming rarer and fewer, I'd give anything to see her. She walks in without a sound, everything she does is unbound. I can't remember the last time she came, things can't just stay the same. I look into the night for her gentle figure, hoping this time she'll pull the trigger. I love the mistress of the dark, just as natural as the sky loves the skylark. She has my heart and soul, when will she show? I guess its time for me to leave, only my love have i reaved.

Ratings
I rate everything a 10 if I look at it. From what I've seen and have been told everyone on here expects a 10 an anything less is an insult. Kind of makes me wonder why we do not have thumbs up or down then up but really to me ratings are not points and I'm in to the points. Some ARE all about ratings though and well get REAL upset for anything less than a 10. That said if you rate me a 1 I have to assume it is some sort of attack because that is just plain rude. I rate those people 1 and block them. I do not play people like that. Here are some of the ones that have low rated me lately. You might want to block them before they visit you: · iMsOgAnGsTa rated your photo a '1'!(MIA) · REALLY rated your photo a '1'! · tobis rated your photo a '1'! · emily rated your photoa '1'! · [jUsT aDoRkAbLe... rated your photo a '1'! · Draco332 rated your photo a '1'! · bigg-C rated your photo a '1'! · dragoncycle rated your photo a '2'! · LOVE ME THEN LO... rated your photo a '1'! · Qu

Hello
Hello All. I've been a member of this site for awhile now but never really got into it much. I couldn't figure it out! But now I decided, today I am going to figure this out! So anyone that is willing to help, please hit me up! Thanks to everyone already for the comments and messages. I'll be working on my profile so keep me in mind and hit me up anytime!

These Are Both Giveaways I Am In
hey here are the giveaways i am in no time limit but do help on these this one is no time limit no amount needed a week but do need 50,000 to get a 30 day blast this one is a giveaway no time limit but need at least 500 a week to stay in. need a total of 200,000 comments to get the manison And here is the link to my profile mysticdreams~Owner mysticdreams~ place~Proud member of the confederate bombers family of CT~@ CherryTAP

A Poem I Wrote When I Was In Iraq Last Year.
Here we are forever it may seem Hoping to awake from a really bad dream We came here to help those in despair To show them peace and that we really care Our purpose for being here will at times be lost By the pain and suffering and all it’s cost Freedom has a price that can only be paid By the sacrifices and bloodshed many have made Our loved ones back home continue to try Supporting us unselfishly without asking why It’s a war for oil that some people have said Bring home the troops before more are dead Politics and mistakes are what others may feel Thinking it would be easy and not a big ordeal A few say too many lives have needlessly been slain But we can’t let their deaths be made in vain Abandoning now will fill us full of regret For not really taking care of the overall threat This isn’t easy and that we can all see We must do this though, it has to be No one else will stand up for this fight Unless we come in with all of our might For those who still feel t

Royal Mail Calls In Mediators
Royal Mail calls in mediators By Dan Roberts, Sunday Telegraph Last Updated: 11:32pm BST 16/06/2007 The Royal Mail has offered to meet postal unions through the conciliation service Acas in a last-ditch effort to avert a crippling national strike. Adam Crozier, its chief executive, has written to the Communication Workers Union this weekend in what looks like a significant concession to its demand for talks following a successful ballot for industrial action. Nevertheless, Royal Mail executives are understood to believe that the involvement of third-party negotiators is the only way to get the CWU to back down. It remains determined to pursue its modernisation strategy, according to sources close to the management. advertisement The two sides disagree over pay and how the introduction of new technology will impact on jobs. The Government is keen to get both sides to talk in order to avert the first national strike for 11 years. "If we want to be competitive so we

Sick Very Sick
I had a wonderful afternoon yesterday I had a wonderful evening yesterday I wake this morning me and the kids are sick I maybe taking us to the emergancy room if we don't hold done the water and gatoraid we are drink. I wont be on much till I feel better

Girls , Girls , Girls
Well I do not know what to do !! I am not trying to be a dog , a player, or user. When in high school I could not get a girl if my life depended on it! I joined the military and that is where I met my wife. Now in my 40's and I have gotten so many ladies who want to do things with me. Now understand , I am just being myself! but a few mths ago I met this lady very cute very agressive in getting what she wanted and in this case it was me! I have never cheatted on my wife till a few mths ago!! then she moved back home .WEST...well now in her place there are 2 more.. like I said I am not going after anyone they come to me .. I always believed myself to be a short bald fat man. but I am myself and don't throw out the one liners and talk bullshit! well I went out this afternoon to talk to one of these lovely ladies! and as we talked she said check this out and pulled up her top and stuck my hands right on her tits!! and kissed me!! now all you lovely ladies have added me to you friend

Dad.
I called my dad a little while ago to wish him a Happy Father's Day and chat for a few minutes. No answer, which is really unlike him. I left him a message and still have not gotten a call back. I did talk to my sister though and she said she upset him this morning when she didn't attend church with him. So evidently he is not speaking to any of his kids now. Grrrr. Sometimes I don't understand grownups.

Vampire's Lust
I flew into a tree as she dropped him off. I had been watching them since they left the movie theater. She gave him a kiss on lips as she left him at his door. I didn’t listen to their conversation because I really didn’t care. The only thing I cared about was the girl leaving that doorstep. She was a redhead which always sparked my curiosity. When I am out to feed, my favorite is a natural redhead. I had to know if her hair was real. I flew down a foot step behind her. I noticed the curve of her ass from the black pants she was wearing. I also noticed the curve of her neck and the throbbing of a vein. A throbbing that could only be associated with a desire unfulfilled. She turned startled. I smiled, concealing my teeth for the moment. I nod and say, “Hello, sorry if I frightened you.” She keeps walking, but looks over long enough to say, “Its ok, I just wasn’t aware that anyone was behind me.” Through a small laugh I explained, “I don’t know why, but people say I am a hard person to s

Pics
Well, at my wife's request, I posted a naughty picture on my gallery. It's just one now, but if I get a good response, I'll post more. She said to post more, but I want to be sure people want to see that kind of stuff first. :)

Genuine Exsistance
Searching for a genuine existence I'm starting to wonder if I missed it A life with a purpose Something deeper that just what is on the surface I used to trust my sense of direction But I got blinded by deception Waiting for something worth while Who knows, maybe I am just in denial Sometimes none of this seems real Including the way I feel Questions with no answers Wondering if I should just give up on my desires Head barely above water My strength starting to falter Screaming but does anybody hear this Starting to believe I will never find a genuine existence

Rating You Pix
To All My Friends, My Alert Box Has Not Been Working for 3weeks so if You Have New Pics,Please Let Me Know so I can rate them for You.CT Has Done NOTHING to Fix the problem even after 5 e-mails to them. Thanks, OBob

Happy Daddy Day
Graphics & Layouts HAPPY FATHER'S DAY TO ALL YOU DADDIES AND ALSO TO THE SINGLE MOMMIES THAT HAVE TO PLAY BOTH ROLES !! XOXO MAY YOUR DAY BE FILLED WITH LOVE,LAUGHTER,AND HAPPINESS ! Personalized Myspace Comments In Flash

Video Of Me Getting....
A new video of me getting undressed out of a dress that my partner decided to catch on the cam! Enjoy! http://www.boysfood.com/uploaded-videos/9641/0.html Just uploaded so it might not work for 5 minutes yet!

To Anyone With Children Please Read
Parents need to know about the sick, sick movement known as "pedophile activism". I am not joking. Look up pedophile activism on wikipedia.org for more information. They have created these symbols, so that they can identify each other, create a support network, it's sickening: This is the symbol for "boy love" called BLogo This is the symbol for "girl love", called GLogo This is the symbol for "Childlove Online Media Activism, CLOMAL This is the symbol for all-encompassing pedophilia, CLogo This is not a joke!!! If you see these symbols on someone's myspace, they are a pedophile. If you see someone with one of these symbols on their clothing or jewelry, they are a pedophile. (Which, in my opinion, gives you permission to beat the fuckiing shit out of them.) Anyone with children, please please go to wikipedia.org (a free online encyclopedia) and search "pedophile activism" and you'll get the whole sick story. Also, please repost this in your bulletins,

Grad Party
Yesterday we left the house around 4:15 to go to Tigers nephews wedding reception. Stayed there till around 7, left there and had to head to Findlay to my nieces grad party. So we got there close to 8. Well my dad was getting ready to leave around 10 and I told Tiger he could just ride home with him if he wanted to. I forgot that Jordan was going to spend the nite at my sisters that nite. Well .. I decided I didn't want to drive home by myself late at nite when it was an hour drive and I had taken a pain pill, so I decided to stay too. BAD IDEA!! I did NOT sleep well AT all. I didn't get to bed till 1am and tossed and turned till about 5:30 got up and messed on the computer for a little bit. Finally tried laying back down around 7 and slept till 9 :O Then we helped clean up and haul chairs and tables back to where they had to go. Jordan & I just got home about an hour ago. My ass is draaaaaaaaaaagging! So I'm going to eat a little something and take a nap. Hope all the dads are having

Happy Father's Day!
Happy Father's Day! Hey Guys, Just wanted to wish all you wonderful Daddy's a happy Father's Day, especially all you first time Fathers! Even if you're not a Dad, this is a day to not only honor your father, but a day to celebrate all men who have acted as a Father figure - whether as Stepfathers, Uncles, Grandfathers, or "Big Brothers." Have a great day all! Love and licks, Cara Lott

Here's To The Fathers...
Here's to the fathers, who always begin, on the outside of children, but looking in. Such curious men snapping cameras like mad, recording the moment, they turn into "Dad." Here's to the fathers, who put in their time, who don't say to mother's 'that's your job, not mine'. Who wipe chins and noses and never say "won't" who do with the diapers, what some fathers don't. Here's to the fathers who manage to stay when so many fathers are turning away. When so many run, leaving families to rot, here, then, a cheer, for those who do not. Here's to the fathers whose big money dreams, die in the comer while their baby screams. And yet without anger, dread or regrets, they comfort the child, hold it close to their chests. And as the child grows, they grow with it too, learning a depth, that they never knew. And soon they are older, their hair slightly gone, chasing two children around the front lawn. Or carpooling teams to Little League games, buyin

The 'old Man' - A Father's Day Remembrance
I got this from another website, it is a long read, but in lite of what today is,it touch me and I hoped you all would enjoy it. The 'Old Man' - A Father's Day Remembrance AUTHOR: RON WINTER (TWS MEMBER) This Father's Day marks the eighth since the "Old Man" passed away. Despite knowing him for nearly 53 years, it has taken this long for me to put into words what an incredible paradox of a human being he was, and how even with all that could be characterized as faults and weaknesses, I still have a deep respect for him, and miss the good parts of him every day. I don't remember exactly when I started referring to him as the Old Man, except that he wasn't old then. In the village of Wynantskill, New York, about 10 miles east of Albany, where I spent my teen years back in the 60s, most of the kids I grew up with called their fathers the "old man," as in "My old man really belted me last night." I do know that I never thought of calling him Old Man to his face. Which brin

How To Make Trademarks Symbols On The Keyboard
Alt Key + Calculator Number = Symbol I was excited when I found out that I could use my keyboard to make certain symbols. This really makes it easy in e-mail, HTML Generators and Graphic Programs. Try it out, it's very easy. Hold the ALT key & using the "Calculator" (right hand side of keyboard) type the number indicated that is next to the symbol you want to create, then release Alt Key and the Symbol will appear. If you would like the printable version of the Alt Key Symbols for reference, then CLICK HERE. The page will open up in a new window. © = 0169 Copyright ® = 0174 Registered ¤ = 15 ¶ = 20 § = 21 Ç = 128 ü = 129 é = 130 â = 131 ä = 132 à = 133 å = 134 ç = 135 ê = 136 ë = 137 è = 138 ï = 139 î = 140 ì = 141 Ä = 142 Å = 143 É = 144 æ = 145 Æ = 146 ô = 147 ö = 148 ò = 149 û = 150 ù = 151 ÿ = 152 Ö = 153 Ü = 154 ¢ = 155 £ = 156 ¥ = 157 ƒ = 159 á = 160 í = 161 ó = 162 ú = 163 ñ = 164 Ñ = 165 ª = 166 º = 167 ¿ =

Classic Russian Borscht
2 quarts beef stock 3 tablespoons butter 1 cup cabbage, finely chopped 1 cup potatoes, diced 1/2 cup carrots, diced 1 stalk celery, minced 1 onion, chopped 1 1/2 cups canned tomatoes 1/2 cup juice (from can of beets) 1 cup cooked or canned beets, diced 1 teaspoon vinegar chopped dill or parsley (for garnishing) sour cream In a large heavy pan, melt butter and lightly sauté cabbage, potatoes, carrots, celery and onion for approximately 5 minutes. Add beef stock. Blend canned tomatoes or press through a sieve until fine. Add pureed tomatoes and beet juice to stock. Cover and simmer over low heat until vegetables are firmly tender but not soft. At this point, add the chopped beets and vinegar. Season well with salt and pepper and remove from heat before the beets begin to lose their color. Serve with a dollop of sour cream and a sprinkling of dill or parsley over each bowl.

Colombian White Rice
2 c. long grain rice 1/2 med. onion, chopped 1 large bell pepper, chopped 1/4 tsp. garlic powder Add salt to taste 1/4 c. olive oil In a deep saucepan, saute vegetables in oil; add garlic and salt. Then add 2 cups rice and 2 cups water (should not have too much water, this will make rice soggy). Cover rice and set setting on medium high, leave it for 14 minutes and never open until 14 minutes are up. Then open rice and stir only once. Cover rice and set on low for 15 minutes. After 15 minutes check to see if rice is tender. Keep covered on stove top until ready to serve. Feeds eight. (Ratio or rice to water is one to one.)

Calzone
6 cans tomato sauce 1 cup half and half your choice of Italian seasonings black pepper and sea salt 1 tbs garlic powder or four cloves (or prepare your normal spaghetti sauce) 2 lbs ground beef and/or turkey mozzarella cheese or other 2 cans store bought biscuits, any kind Heat oven to the biscuit directions. In a big pot add first 5 ingredients to taste; turn to low-med. In a skillet brown meat with a little salt and pepper and Italian seasonings. Cook to your liking; preferably medium to well done. When meat is done drain grease and rinse. Add the meat to your sauce and turn off burner. Now open the cans of biscuits and roll out to good sized square preferably on a cooking sheet that you will cook them on; add about a tablespoon of meat sauce. Add a small slice of cheese to the middle. Then bring all four sides to the middle; pinching them together. If you’d like at this point, you can add a slice of cheese to the top, for optimal support. Bake as the directions on the bis

Chinese Chicken Salad
4 c. chicken, cooked & diced 1 c. celery, diced 1 green pepper, diced 1 pt. salad dressing 1 (5 oz.) can Chinese noodles 1/4 c. onion, chopped 1 (5 oz.) can Mandarin oranges 1 (15 oz.) can pineapple tidbits 1/2 sm. jar mustard Drain fruit on paper towel after draining liquid off. Combine chicken, celery, onion, green pepper, oranges and pineapple. Add salad dressing and mustard. Blend well and let stand for at least 3 hours. Add Chinese noodles just before serving. Serves 8.

Interestin Days Ahead...
Hi Everyone.. well to let u all know.. the next few weeks will be real hectec around here. busy schedule.. i just got home from the lake... today.. celebrated fathers day for my husband, son, n future son in law.. and boom.. i will be gone in the morning again.. I will return for an appt wed.. n another one thursday.. and to.. do a sad venture.. have my puppy dog put down.. :( .. i am sad.. but she is 15... she can't make it anymore.. she is draggin her legs behind her.. and in alot of pain.. with some tumors.. on her back side.. its time.. she will be well missed.. but had a full life in a 1 family home.. then out the door again on friday .. back to the lake.. again... i will be home sunday for sure.. and the following friday morning leave again.. *(THE 28th) leave for a 10 day vacation at the lake.. I will return to the main computer.. *SUNDAY the 10th of July.. to all of my american friends.. HAPPY INDEPENDANCE DAY!!!! To all my friends.. I will return .. fully relaxed.. n

Stuffed Bell Peppers American Style
1 lb. lean ground beef 1 medium sweet onion 2 1/2 cups cooked Jasmine white rice 2 medium/large green bell peppers 2 15 oz. cans tomato sauce 8 heaping tablespoons honey Prepare Jasmine white rice, fluff, cover and set aside. Dice sweet onion, add to large non-stick saute/frying pan with lean ground beef. Sauté beef and onion until beef is browned. Drain fat, add 2 1/2 cups of Jasmine white rice to browned beef and diced sweet onion; mix. Cut green bell peppers in half, remove caps and seeds; rinse. Pour 1 15 oz. can of tomato sauce into measuring cup and add 4 heaping tablespoons of honey and blend. Pour tomato sauce mixture over beef and rice; mix. Add second 15 oz. can of tomato sauce to measuring cup and add 4 heaping tablespoons honey; blend. Add beef and rice mixture to green bell pepper halves. Arrange in glass casserole dish. Pour tomato sauce mixture over and around stuffed bell peppers. Bake at 350°F for 1 hour. Serve with a crisp cool salad. Serv

Hungarian Chicken Paprikash
5 lbs. chicken pieces 4 1/2 tbsp. butter, melted 3 tsp. paprika 1 lb. wide noodles Lemon 4 onions 1 pt. sour cream Parsley (optional) Rub chicken with salt and cut lemon. Slice onions and wilt them in butter over high heat. Lower heat and add paprika. Add chicken. Cover and simmer on low for 30 minutes. Add sour cream. Serve over noodles that have been dressing with butter and chopped parsley.

Chicken Fricassee
1 (4 to 4 1/2 lbs.) stewing chicken, cut in quarters or eighths 4 c. water 3 carrots, halved 2 to 3 celery stalks, cut in thirds 1 sm. onion, quartered 1 bay leaf 2 pinches rosemary 2 tsp. salt 1/8 tsp. pepper 2 c. elbow macaroni, uncooked Wash chicken thoroughly, removing any visible pieces of fat. In a dutch oven, bring 4 cups of water to a boil. Add carrots, celery, onion, bay leaf, and rosemary. Drop the chicken, piece by piece into this so as not to lower the boiling point. Cover pot, lower heat, and simmer for 1 hour. Add salt and pepper and continue simmering 1/2 hour or until chicken is tender. Adjust or stir seasoning, then add 3 cups of macaroni. If there is not enough broth to cover the macaroni, add more water. Cover and continue cooking for 18 minutes. If you wish a fricassee with more liquid, cook the macaroni separately in 5 cups of chicken broth made from boiling the neck, liver, gizzard, and heart with a small onion, a celery stalk, salt and pepper. Yield:

Taco Fish
Fresh or frozen fish fillet Salsa Grated Colby cheese Ground red pepper (opt.) Orange roughy, cod, flounder or other fish fillet may be used. If frozen, thaw in microwave oven. Place in shallow pan in conventional oven preheated to 400 degrees. Cover fish with layer of salsa. (I prefer the mild variety, but however hot the salsa, it may be enlivened by adding a little ground red pepper.) When fish is nearly baked (flakes easily with fork), sprinkle with grated Colby cheese and continue baking until cheese is melted. Serve 1 fillet per person.

Shrimp De Jonghe
3 lbs. shrimp, cooked 1 c. bread crumbs 1 tsp. salt 2 cloves garlic 1 c. butter 1/8 tsp. red pepper 1/8 tsp. paprika 1/4 c. parsley, chopped 2/3 c. white wine of leftover Champagne Cream together garlic, salt and butter. Add bread crumbs, seasonings, parsley and wine. Mix well. Butter a 2 quart flat baking dish. Place a layer of shrimp on the bottom, then spread a layer of de Jonghe mix on top. Alternate layers until all shrimp is gone, ending with bread crumb mix on top. Bake in 375 degree oven for 15 to 20 minutes. I serve this with a side dish of Meatless Spaghetti in a Seasoned Sauce and a nice tossed salad.

Who Will
LOOK WHO WILL BE A FAN TO ME I'M LOOKING FOR SOME NEW FAN THAT WANT TO BE MY FAN I'LL DO THE SAME TO YOU IF I AM NOT ALREADY SO IF YOU WILL FAN ME I'LL BE SITTING HERE WAITING TO SEE WHO WILL BE THE FIRST TO DO SO BY THE WAY I'M NOT ONE OF THE CRAZY ONES OUT THERE I'M THE NICE ONE SO COME ON AND FAN ME THANKS AND MUCH LUV, TEDDYBEAR.

Orange Roughy Parmesan
2 lb. orange roughy 2 tbsp. fresh lemon juice 1/2 c. freshly grated Parmesan cheese 4 tbsp. butter, softened 3 tbsp. mayonnaise 3 tbsp. chopped green onions 1/4 tsp. salt Pepper and Tabasco In a buttered baking dish, place fillets in a single layer. Brush with lemon juice. Let stand for 10 minutes. In small bowl combine cheese, butter, mayonnaise, green onion, salt, pepper and Tabasco. Broil fillets 3 to 4 inches (under preheated broiler) for 5-6 minutes. Pour off excess liquid. Spread with cheese mixture and broil for an additional 2-3 minutes. Watch closely. Serves 4.

French Fried Butterfly Shrimp
2 lbs. uncooked shrimp, shelled and deveined 1 c. sifted regular flour 1/2 tsp. sugar 1/2 tsp. salt 1 c. water 2 tbsp. shortening, melted 1 egg Oil for deep frying With a sharp knife slit shrimp deeply down back without cutting all the way through. Wash shrimp thoroughly and dry between paper towels. Combine flour, sugar, and salt in bowl. Add water, melted shortening and egg, beat until smooth. Dip shrimp, a few at a time, in batter. Fry in deep fat heat to 375 degrees for 3 to 5 minutes. Drain on paper towels. Number of servings 4.

Beauty
Beauty is a wonder so great and so true, it's in all that you say it's in all that you do. Beauty is your walk as it seems to just glide it's the way I feel proud as I walk by your side. Beauty is your body as if carved from stone if GOD made any better he kept for his own. Beauty is a wonder so great and so true so if beauty is all this then beauty is you....

Time For A Sweet Treat!
Strawberry Soda-Pop Cake: White Cake Mix Strawberry Jello Strawberry Soda-Pop Whipcream Vanilla Pudding (instant) is best Ok Take the white cake mix and do has normal, once the cake as cooled fully take a fork and poke holes all thur the cake. Take the Strawberry Jello and add the one cup of boiling hot water to melt the jello but don't add water add strawberry soda-pop. Once mixed up pour over the cake, place in Frig for about 1 hour. Take the instant vanilla pudding and mix as the box says place in frig for 10 mins. Ok after 10 mins take the whipcream and add it to the mix and mix it really well and once the cake come out of the frig after that hour take the vanilla and whipcream mix and place it on top of the cake. Place back in Frig for about 30 mins and you will have yourself and family one awesome treat... This cake must stay in the Frig at all times..

Resignation
I am hereby officially tendering my resignation as an adult. I have decided I would like to accept the responsibilities of an 8 year-old again. I want to go to McDonald's and think that it's a four star restaurant. I want to sail sticks across a fresh mud puddle and make a sidewalk with rocks. I want to think M&Ms are better than money because you can eat them. I want to lie under a big oak tree and run a lemonade stand with my friends on a hot summer's day. I want to return to a time when life was simple, when all you knew were colors, multiplication tables, and nursery rhymes,that didn't bother you, because you didn't know what you didn't know and you didn't care. All you knew was to be happy because you were blissfully unaware of all the things that should make you worried or upset. I want to think the world is fair. That everyone is honest and good. I want to believe that anything is possible. I want to be oblivious to the complexities of life and be

What Are Fathers Made Of?
By Paul Harvey A father is a person that is forced to endure childbirth without an anesthetic. A father is a person that growls when he feels good; and laughs out loud when scared half to death. A father never feels worthy of the worship in a child's eyes. He's never quite the hero his daughter thinks; never quite the man his son believes him to be, and this worries him. So he works too hard to try and smooth the rough places in the road for those of his own who will follow him. A father is a person who gets angry when the first school grades aren't as good as he thinks they should be. He scolds his son; though he knows it's the teacher's fault. Fathers are persons that give daughters away to other men who aren't nearly good enough, so they can have grandchildren who are smarter than anybody's. Fathers make bets with insurance companies about who'll live the longest. One day they lose, and the bet's paid off to the part of them they leave behind. I don't know where

Tomorrow Will Be 30 Days
Yes I beg alot....I am needy, whiney and nothing's gonna stop me now....Tomorrow will be my 30 days since joining CT. I would really like to lvl to Cherry Assassian by than. I ran a contest which is not going so well to try to achieve my goal. So i am asking for my friends and family to please bomb those contestants, which will help me reach my goal and also help the contestants win their blast. Just pic ur true favorite and bomb away. Thanks to everyone and for those who know me, anytime you need bombed, u know I am there. ~Angel~

Sealed With Christ
I KNOW WHO I AM I am God's child (John 1:12) I am Christ's friend (John 15:15) I am united with the Lord (1 Cor. 6:17) I am bought with a price (1 Cor. 6:19-20) I am a saint (set apart for God). (Eph. 1:1) I am a personal witness of Christ (Acts 1:8) I am the salt & light of the earth (Matt. 5:13-14) I am a member of the body of Christ (1 Cor 12:27) I am free forever from condemnation (Rom. 8: 1-2) I am a citizen of Heaven. I am significant (Phil.3:20) I am free from any charge against me (Rom. 8:31-34) I am a minister of reconciliation for God (2 Cor.5:17-21) I have access to God through the Holy Spirit (Eph 2:18) I am seated with Christ in the heavenly realms (Eph. 2:6) I cannot be separated from the love of God (Rom.8:35-39) I am established, anointed, sealed by God (2 Cor.1:21-22) I am assured all things work together for good (Rom. 8: 28) I have been chosen and appointed to bear fruit (John 15:16) I may approach God with freedom and confidence

World Fell Apart
im probaly the sadest person on this earth right now. my fiance just told me that he has cancer and maybe termial..i was the happiest this morning and by mid morning my world came crashing down like a ton of bricks...not only that but my daughter is mad at me cause i told her dad that she lost her virginity..shes only 15..i love both of these people so much my tears just wont stop flowing..one dont want to see me and the other dont think that its right to see me..so if im not myself today now you all no why..kitty

Hurtting
I dont know What i've done, I dont know how to ask How to ask what i did to make u not wanna talk to me! How Can I Know When i've made u mad or pissed you off! You The one who has to tell me, Let me know how u feel or what ur thinking! I cant read minds, I'm not purfect.

Plea
Passionate ploy Body distressed Mind set racing Spirit impressed Totally everything Simply a plea Hold me tightly Set me free Anyone present Look not this way In single heartbeat My passion to play Pieces entirely Together apart Body and soul Being and heart

Any Ladies Intersted
Hey ladies!! Any of you intersted in passion parties for women. If so please contact me and please no men unless your wife might be interested cause I am VERY happily married and just here to promote my home business. Thanks.

Touch Me There...
Touch Me There... You're always there, in my dreams, and I'm wonderfully weak, savoring each of your moist kisses. My desire only heightens as your lips press against every inch of my flesh... except for that one spot, which I won't tell you about now. And I only ask that you'll touch me there later.

What Life Is All About
What Life is All About Life isn't about keeping score. It's not about how many friends you have. Or how accepted you are. Not about if you have plans this weekend or if you are alone. It isn't about who you're dating, who you used to date, or how many people you've dated, or if you haven't been with anyone at all. It isn't about who you have kissed. It's not about sex. It isn't about who your family is or how much money they have, or what kind of car you drive, or where you are sent to school. It's not about how beautiful or ugly you are, or what clothes you wear, what shoes you have on, or what kind of music you listen to. It's not about if your hair is blonde, red, black, or brown. Or if your skin is too light or too dark. Not about what grades you get, how smart you are, how smart everybody else thinks you are, or how smart standardized tests say you are. It's not about what clubs you're in or how good you are at "your" sport. It's not about representing