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Dinner Anyone?
If I were a drink, I would be sprite Sparkling, refreshing and amazingly light If I were a food, I would be Manicotti spicy and saucy, sometimes a bit cheesy If I were desert, Chocolate Cake I would be Sweet and rich, a tasty treat! But if were your mate, I would always be true Loving and passionate only for you I would share your heart and hold it close I would make you breakfast, strawberry french toast! We could dance all night or stay at home enjoying each other and our time alone. So until I find you my sweet soulmate Think of what food you want on your plate.

Fireman Prayer
Fireman's Prayer When I am called to duty, God Wherever Flames may rage Give me the strength to save some life Whatever be it's age Help me embrace a little child Before it is to late Or save an older person from The horror of that fate Enable me to be alert and Hear the weakest shout And quickly and efficiently To pat the fire out I want to fill my calling and To give the best in me To guard my every neighbor And protect their property And if according to your will I have to lose my life Please bless with your protecting hand My Children and My Wife

Where Are My Friends???
PLease help me out on this one. Get your friends and fans to help as well . Contest will open tonite at 8 pm so hurry before time runs out and get your pic to me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Dont let me down please!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 Wife to Kewlrunning@ CherryTAP

Fireman's Prayer
Fireman's Prayer When I am called to duty, GodWherever Flames may rageGive me the strength to save some lifeWhatever be it's ageHelp me embrace a little childBefore it is to lateOr save an older person fromThe horror of that fateEnable me to be alert andHear the weakest shoutAnd quickly and efficientlyTo pat the fire outI want to fill my calling andTo give the best in meTo guard my every neighborAnd protect their propertyAnd if according to your willI have to lose my lifePlease bless with your protecting handMy Children and My Wife

Unfaithful
Ever been unfaithful to your partner? Ever look at your partner when u are back after an affair? Ever think its wrong? Ever wondered why you did it? Ever think of stopping it? Is there a valid reason for being unfaithful? Is it wrong to ever started it. What is the reason of doing that? I stopped the car, looked into the mirror, another day went by, another day i was with the other woman, I know its wrong and i cant controlled myself I told her that I am going out with the boys, and it won't be long She gives me a smile and say " take you time" And I left. Walking to the door I see her opening up the door Filled with smiles, Telling me dinner is ready. I stared into her eyes and I wondered Does she know? Maybe she knows I'm unfaithful but she will never asked. It breaks her heart but she is holding on It kills her inside but she just wants me to be happy. I dont want to do this anymore, I dont want to hurt her anymore, I dont want to tear her apart, B

Trying To Help Friends Out
Well i a guess i am going to have to enter this contest and bomb myself. I really thought some of my so called friends would come out ans show some support for my wife. I know yall can so please get your pic submitted so i can bomb yall and not my self!!!!!!!!!! Contact me or Christy for the details!!!!!!!!!!!! Wife to Kewlrunning@ CherryTAP

Another Quiz
You scored as Soft, You are nice and soft, you love everyone and everyone loves you, while you are fiery or too exciting, you are always pleasant.Soft75% Shy56% Sweet50% Hot44% Exciting38% Wet31% Violent19% Awkward13% What is your sexual style?created with QuizFarm.com

Over You
The day comes, when you walked away, You took everything and left me a note, saying goodbye. That was the worst day of my life. Feeling hurt and left with nothing my heart broke into pieces I never know how to mend my heart back after that day it tear my heart into pieces I broke down in tears everyday when I drive thru the place where we will sit down down in a corner. Looking at the old photos of me and u, I feel helpless I cant believe u broke my heart! Its been a year ever since u left Things have been going well At times, its lonely At times, its cold At times, its hard to breath But I get over it. One day, I will pick up the pieces and forget about you. I will get over you.

Sexual Obiturary
What is your Sexual Obituary? With glory in the doggie style position, BONNIE died while in the sack with their lover, George Clooney.BONNIE will be terribly missed by The men's olympic team. 'What is your Sexual Obituary?' at QuizUniverse.com

6 Signs Your Falling In Love
6 signs you're falling 4 someone: 1 - as soon as you get online-who's name do you look at first 2 - when you hear your phone ringing-who do u hope is calling 3 - when a love song comes on the radio-whos face comes to your mind 4 - whos name makes your heart skip a beat every time u hear it 5 - who is it that you always find yourself thinking about-wondering if they're thinking about you 6 - the whole time you were reading this bulletin, there was only one person on your mind..... Repost this as "6 signs you're falling 4 someone" within the 5 minutes and the one who you answered to those questions will realize how much you mean to them tonite at 11:11

Friends
To all my cherry tap friends... I just wanted to say I love all my friends on cherry tap and to say I am sorry for not being able to send comments every day like I use to but I have had alot going on in my life right now (going to be grandma) my 16 year old got impregnated and I have just been real busy with all that is going on....But I have not forgotten my friends....I LOVE YOU ALL

Time Running Out
Time is running out the contest will start today at 8pm so hurry and get your pic to me the more we have the better. So far we just have 7 . please come help me. Show your support for a friend that is holding her first contest ever!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Thanks Christy

A Little Bit Goes A Long Way
My fiance sweetlady_tx (stacey) is in a contest. I need my friends to stop by and help her out if you can. I know that I have alot of loyal friends and any help you can give her would be greatly appreciated. First place is a 30 day blast and she really wants to win it. Thank you in advance for any help you can give.

Confederate Family Members
i did forgot that i was in a contest because i was not on for a week already in cherrytap.. for the reason that im not doing well at all.. it did start june 20 and its been a couple of days already.. if anyone wanted to help me, heres the picture.. the contest will end up this coming wednesday at 6pm and i just started bombing yesterdaY.. MARIE

Funny Random Thought
I was looking at some woman's pic and I was thinking.. "She doesn't have much in the titties department." But as I analyzed that thought... What the hell am I thinking?! Could she actually go down another aisle or to ANOTHER department for more?

Going In To Surgery This Morning
GOING IN TO SURGERY THIS a.m. Body: HELLO EVERYONE I AM ALMOST READY TO GO TO THE HOSPITAL FOR MY SURGERY THIS MORNING MAN I AM SCARED AND WORRIED AND BLAHHHHHHHHHHHH BUT I KNOW ALL WELL BE ALRIGHT .THIS IS ONLY MY SECOND SURGERY EVER IN MY LIFE FIRST ONE WAS WITH MY TUBES PUT IN MY EARS AND TOUNGSILES AND ADNOYIDS TAKEN OUT SORRY IF I DIDNT SPELL THAT RIGHT .AND THAT WAS WHEN I WAS 14 SO I WELL CHAT WITH YOU ALL WHEN I AM ABLE TO DO SO IN THE NEAR NEAR FUTURE LOVE YA ALL AND I WELL MISS YOU ALL AS WELL LOVE YOUR FRIEND KIMMY LOVER YOUR FAMILY MEMEBER TOO KIMMY

Proud To Be From Mo
Be sure to read Missouri's rebuttle to this cali boy! Posted from a California boy: CALIFORNIA: - I can wear sandals all year long - I go to the Beach - not "down to the shore" -Our chicks are WAYYYY hotter than yours. Well...Miami can hang. - I say "like" and "for sure" and "right on" and "dude" and "totally" and "peace out" and "chill" and "tight" and "bro" and I say them often - I know what real cheese & avocados taste like -Everyone smokes weed and its no big deal -We'll roll up 40 deep when something goes down. -I live next door to Mexicans, but we call them American's! -All the porn you watch is made here, cause we're better and thats how it is - I don't get snowdays off because theres only snow in Mammoth, Tahoe, Shasta, and Big Bear - I know 65 mph really means 100 - When someone cuts me off, they get the horn and the finger and high speed chase cuz we dont fuck around on the road - The drinking age is 21 but everyone starts at 14 (l

God's Boxes
> God's Boxes > > I have in my hands two boxes, > Which God gave me to hold. > He said, "Put all your sorrows in the black box, > And all your joys in the gold." > > I heeded His words, and in the two boxes, > Both my joys and sorrows I stored, > But though the gold became heavier each day, > The black was as light as before. > > With curiosity, I opened the black, > I wanted to find out why, > And I saw, in the base of the box, a hole, > Which my sorrows had fallen out by. > > I showed the hole to God, and mused, > "I wonder where my sorrows could be!" > He smiled a gentle smile and said, > "My child, they're all here with me.." > > I asked God, why He gave me the boxes, > Why the gold and the black with the hole? > "My child, the gol! d is fo r you to count your blessings, > The black is for you to let go." > > We should consider all of our friends a blessing. > Send this to a friend today just to let them know

Know What I Hate?
Im fucking pissed. I hate hate hate theifs!!!! the girl living with us stole my blue hair dye.....come on its fucking what $7 big woop!!!! but shit that fact she'd steal!!! She's out if I dont find it in the house...well if its in her bedroom she is deffinately out!!! I wont stand for this shit!! I gotta stop her before she steals something I love. I knew I didnt trust her. fuckn bitch. Also i hated the fact she kept taking my son with her when I was asleep and he was in my room! I hate how she thinks she can demand shit. and if i ever find out she touched my son in the wrong place she's losing her hands!!!!

Havamal For New Yawkas
Havamal for New Yawkas Stanza 1: When you open a door look around, take a good long look for you can't know for certain when muggers are waiting in the hallway. Stanza 2: It's good to be a host! An invited guest has come over. Let him take a load off his feet. He's had a hectic day and he knows you'll be prying him for gossip. Stanza 3: If a guest of yours is freezing, they need to sit by the space heater, and you should order a pizza. After a long trip in wet clothes, if they don't change they'll catch cold and get pneumonia Stanza 4: When someone comes ovah for dinner give him a drink, let him use the can, and make him feel at home. Be Nice, and he will have an interesting conversation and listen to you in return. Stanza 5: When you leave the house, don't forget to wear your thinking cap At Home, you can walk around in your underwear Aspiring writers make fun of simple minded people when they attempt open mike poetry slam in the Village

Trust
I am not a trusting person by nature. My parents raised me to not trust or rely on anyone. They raised me to believe that people will tell you anything to get what they want so always fact check. In consequence, my parents raised me to be jaded, suspicious, and untrusting. No amount of deprograming has caused these personality traits to go away entirely. In some cases, these traits are magnified especially recently with my amazing luck at finding assholes and married men to date. My untrusting nature is a blessing in disguise really because it causes me to find out information that can save me a world of heartache later on. It sucks though. Recently I met a guy who I really liked (as much as you can like a guy who you talk to online and on the phne for a few days). We talked about everything and anything. Except the fact that he had a wife which I found out with a little looking around. It wasn't even spying it was an accidental discovery cause that wasn't what I was lookin

All About Me!!!
WELL, LETS START OF BY INTRODUCING MYSELF, MY NAME IS MARLENE AND I AM FROM THE BEAUTIFUL ISLAND OF GUAM U.S.A....FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO DO NOT KNOW WHERE GUAM IS WE ARE LOCATED IN THE PACIFIC OCEAN NOT FAR FROM HAWAII....I AM 34 YRS OLD AND A SINGLE MOTHER TO MY 11 YRS OLD DAUGHTER. I HAVE BEEN THROUGH ALOT AND I HAVE SEEN ALOT IN MY LIFE TO LAST ME A LIFETIME...BUT, I'M OPEN TO LEARN NEW THINGS...I AM A SCORPIO, BUT, I AM ALSO VERY SENSITIVE AND I HAVE A PURE HEART...I DO NOT ENJOY SEEING OTHER PEOPLE HURT OVER STUPID THINGS...I LOVE TO HELP PEOPLE IN NEED AND I HAVE A NACK FOR MAKING PEOPLE SMILE...I HAVE A VERY POWERFUL SENSE OF HUMOR.(NOTE: IF YOU CAN'T OR WON'T MAKE ME LAUGH,I WILL). DID I SAY THAT I AM SINGLE....ITS BY CHOICE, BECAUSE, I HAVE NOT FOUND THAT SOULMATE OF MINE TO SHARE MY LIFE WITH...IN THE PAST I WAS USED AS A TROPHY ON A MAN'S ARM AND I DON'T LIKE IT....I AM A FIGHTER...I FIGHT FOR LIFE, LOVE, AND THE PURSUIT OF HAPPINESS....BUT, I DO HAVE A WHOLE OTHER SIDE, WHEN

Do You Remember?
Do you remember when we were young? We thought we were madly in love. I was breathless when you stood near. Your embrace chased away all my fear. Do you remember the good times we had? When we were apart, we were so sad. Your sweet kisses told me everything was okay. Your actions said what you couldn't say. Do you remember how happy we always were? You had one true love and I was her. You had my soul, body, and heart. I honestly believed we'd never part. Do you remember the love we shared? I knew just how much you cared. I thought we'd be together for eternity. I would stay by you and you'd stay by me. Do you remember that horrible day? I just let our love slip on away. I broke your heart and walked away. I couldn't even help the words I had to say. Do you remember the pain I caused you? There was nothing we could say or do. In my heart, I will keep your memory. I just hope that one day you'll forgive me.

People Who Can Kiss Your Ass!
1. George Bush 2. the fuckers who drive 35 in a 55mph damn zone! 3. the check out clerk at 7-11, rude prick! 4. tax collectorssss, ha ha 5. my ex! 6. my husband's ex...CUNT! 7. people who think that they can sing after 35 drinks! 8. the putzes who invented the one ply toliet paper! 9. My mother-in-law 10. surveys on myspace who ask you, "what's your favorite color", or "have you had sex yet"...if you knuckleheads are still asking that shit then you NEED to get laid, KISS MY ASS, ha ha 11. #5 repeated TWICE 12 #2 - and the fuckheads who speed up when you try to overtake them, and then slow down again when it becomes one lane - It should be legal to ram these cockheads off the road! (What - Me suffer road rage?! Surely you jest?!) Actually, I could pinpoint a squillion traffic/driving offences - they ALL suck, but this one is one of the worst! Ok, a blue pill to calm me down!

Sick Of This Shit
thats it im sick of this shit. i cant go anywhere on this site without hearing "fuck those clowns" or "lettes are sluts" or something downgrading juggalo's and juggalette's. people ask why im saying this, cause i am a fucking juggalo bitches and i dont fight with people bout it. you fuckin people hate on us because supposable we are trashy and shit. well fuck you too, i dont bitch bout you and your fancy cars, i might not be rich but im comfortable. dont bitch bout us we wont bitch bout you. guess you got the wrong impression of those lo's and lette's out there. you dont know us dont talk shit bout us. i couldnt do anything on my last profile before it was deleted without hearing someone talking shit to me when i was just looking for an answer in a mumm. or one guy was ripping our pictures and putting them on his profile talking shit bout us, some people bitched at him but i didnt say shit to him i just was looking at his profile was gonna rate but instead i got my ass put in a downgra

The Love Of My Life Lays Curled With Our Kitten....
Your suprise kisses make me melt. When i met him i thought my world was slowly fading.My heart was unexistant and love was only a mythological emotion. I cared about people of course. Thought i might like some, but i was so wrong. Zac is my light and my world. He knows this and has proclaimed such to me in a shaky voice. He is more than amazing. We spent a few days down at Port Aransas on vacation before I take my final for school. His vacation was his welcome home from Afghanistan. We are both soldiers, me as a former soldier and in heart always and him in reality. He makes me so proud because he's just him. He never took glory or fame. He just took my heart. I adore this man because he makes me laugh when i'm sad. He kisses me just because. In public he holds my hand close to feel it's warmth as i grab his cowboy hat and put it on my head. He's a country gentleman, raised to be a country boy farmer he learned the importance of work early in life and strives to make life as goo

Tuesday's Song
We had our time together, But it has come and gone. Your memory will remain. Forever in my heart, it will carry on. You were my sister. You were my very best friend. Your spirit remains with me, And it will remain until my days end. You were my world. You still are to this day. You were my everything, And you still are, come what may. I'll miss you forever, But you will remain in my heart. Without you though sis, My world has fallen apart. With this poem from me, I'll leave your name to carry on. I will always cherish you, So I'm leaving you "Tuesday's Song." In memory of Tuesday Marie Bryant 11-11-81 to 04-05-86 John 3:16 For God so loved the world that he gave his only begotten son. That whosoever believeth in him shall not perish, but have everlasting life. I love and miss you with all of my heart sis! You left this world too soon, but you will remain in the hearts of those who love you forever!!!!

Hello.. Udate On Life
okay here it goes, im tired of being a door mat in life. i love everyone i give all i have to everyone. now im tired of being the door mat and im ready to be treated like a lady. i want things in life. im tired of just living in life i want to LIVE LIFE , really. i want somone who likes to be treated with respect and cared for . if that is you apply , well if not.. see ya!! life is getting short and im ready to get a new start on it...

Sisters
I miss you so much, Yet I still feel you here. You seem so far away, But I still feel you near. You weren't just my sister, But my very best friend. I spend my life wishing That your life never had to end. I think of you everyday, And dream of you some nights. I remember all the good times, But never any fights. I have few memories, But I take them as they come. It hurts so much, But they are full of love. I think of you all the time, And I break down crying. There's those moments too, When I feel like just dying. You meant alot to me, And to this day you still do. I never forget you love me. So remember I'll always love you. In memory of Tuesday Marie Bryant 11-11-81 to 04-05-86

Bewildered
Why all of the love, Just for all the pain? Why all of the loss, And never any gain? Why all of the good, Just to feel bad? Why all of the happiness, Just to be sad? Why all of the passion, Just to say goodbye? Why does it hurt so bad? Why do I want to cry? Why do I feel let down? Why am I so sad? Why can't I be happy? Why can't I be mad? Why all of the questions? Why all of the heartbreak? Should it have never happened? Was it just another mistake? Is love really so evil? Or is it just you? Why can't I be loved? What do I need to do? Where is my sunshine, When the sky is gray? Why does the silence hurt, Worse than what you say? I am bewildered, By all that you do. But all I can say Is, "Thank you." You are my inspiration. You are my light. I'll hold you in my heart, And hang on with all my might. I want to thank you, For each and every day. You've shown me the light. You've shown me the way.

Vanessa
Vanessa is my 4 year old niece. On June 9th she had her very first dance recital. It really meant a lot for me to be there for her since my Aunt Diane (died at age 31 when I was 8) was there for me and my dance recitals. I can clearly remember her walking up to the stage to give me flowers, just like I intended to do for Vanessa. Anyway, I drove up to my brother's house with my parents before the show. It was up in Bergen County somewhere...very far from home! Chuck (my oldest brother) showed us a tape of her dress rehearsal which was the Thursday before. It was so cute watching a group of like 15 4year olds who had no clue what they were doing. The costumes were adorable, white feathers hanging off the sequins. During the video, the girls started ripping the feathers off of each others costumes! Parents started to yell because they were like $80 and they still had to wear them for the show. The group of girls got together for a picture with a photographer, and the girl

Saint (a Poem I Think) New
I Am Not a Saint. I Am not Always Happy. I Am Not Always Sweet. In Fact I Get lonely. Sad Hurt and Mixed Moods. I Cry to you Know. Sometimes I Don't always Know Why. I Am Far from Perfect. In Fact I Am Far From Perfection. I Wish I Knew why I Feel this Way. At this Point of Brake I Don't Even Know Who I AM I Tell myself your Strong your Not weak. So Suck it up. But thats Not always the Thing. I am at my brakeing point. You know What I'm not a Sait. I Know that So Should you. I Have a Burning Secret I Hold Deep Down. Its Busting Out of Me. So Yeah I'm Not Perfect. So Don't Pitty me, Even When I Cry. Don't Down me. I'm Only Human. So Treat me that Way! Fears and All. By Me

Tow Boats
I would like to start by saying that I am not trying to make one specialty more or less important than the other one. In my time working on towboats I have heard the arguments between both shift boats and trip boats about how one job is tougher than the other. In my opinion they are both challenging in their own way. On a trip boat, the crew has tow work, housekeeping, cooking and cleaning, in addition to the daily routine of vessel maintenance and repairs. The crew has to deal with the weather, such as rough seas, fog, rain, high-water, vessel traffic. The pilots have to deal with the pressures of making decisions which effect the entire crew and with the expectations of higher-ups to make the miles. There is the issue of riding over. It is so common these days to get a call from the office on crew change and being told that you r relief did not show. And of course, the real biggie, living aboard. Long trips away from home and family. Away from

Your Loveing Is Needed
Hi, I am in a contest for a blast. I really could use your help. If all my friends help me out just a little bit I am bound to win. So, if you have a minute to spare please come and leave me some love in this one.

Hey Party People!
hey all. been a while i know. Life's been busy and full of a ton of fucking surprises. It's a bit mind boggeling to look back now and see where life has gone. I can't believe that i've found my soulmate and it's NOT harold. i'm not even sure now that if you had asked me a few months ago when we were together that i would have been able to give you a definite answer as to believing him to be my soulmate. See, isn't hindsite always fucking 20/20??? I wish that i could have known then what i know now .. .. make some things a lot fucking easier! but none of that is in the here or now at all. Fuck . . .a lot of things are i wish i knew that i now know. oh well, c'est la vie and ce le gare. can't dwell on the past and still expect to move on with the future. it's one or the other right? of course right! okay, off for the day to work. untill next time, good moshpitting to all!

To All My Ct Friends,
Send this heart to everyone you know and love, and if you are inside his/her heart, he/she will send it back to you!!! Let's see how many hearts you receive, although it's not quantity, but QUALITY! You will always be in my heart!!! ........¶¶¶¶¶¶............¶¶¶¶¶¶ ....¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶....¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ..¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶........¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶........¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶....¶¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ..¶¶¶¶¶ ..¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ......¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ..........¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ..............¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ..................¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ......................¶¶¶¶" 2 hr ago

Sgt. Darren Hubbell, We'll Miss You...
well all i know is that they're out there, over there fighting for us! and if you're not in it for the military way, it's impossible to know how it feels when a loved one is doing his tour of duty. so enjoy your day anyway you can, at least while you can and our military is defending our freedom. http://www.jumpcut.com/view?id=4AB1D2C821B911DCA9AD000423CF4092 i don't know if i did this right, but i copied it exactly how received it. 'army wife's husband had sent this video to her 15 days before KIA.

New Lyrics From Me
Moving on Let the tears drop From your face Dwell on the thought That I disappeared You chase the memorys That were never there you run with my shadow just to run empty Move on Move on You hold yourself up Thinking there be something But you don't see What in front of you You just keep running running running

Winter Moonlight
Winter Moonlight The snow, so peaceful and serene, caressed by the soft moonlight, gave magical feelings to the night. The soft blue glow, the lovers' words that then did flow, their lips closer and closer until, locked in the throes of a passionate embrace, he decided to express his feelings, to keep her safe. He whispered softly, his words like music to her ears, "I Love You," and her response the same, heard like the gentle breeze, "And I, love you, forever." That was the night they promised to be together through everything, each to care for the other when old and gray A lovers' pact the most likely to last.

Strangers Once
A stranger you were once. Then, with a gentle look you took my hand. As our lives engaged, you lit my life and I held both your hands. Now that decades have passed, ours souls have indeed become one. How fortunate we are that we have found the love so true that everyone dreams about.

What I Love About You
What I Love About You I love the way you look at me, Your eyes so bright and blue. I love the way you kiss me, Your lips so soft and smooth. I love the way you make me so happy, And the ways you show you care. I love the way you say, "I Love You," And the way you're always there. I love the way you touch me, Always sending chills down my spine. I love that you are with me, And glad that you are mine.

One Wish
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you.

A Special World
A Special World A special world for you and me A special bond one cannot see It wraps us up in its cocoon And holds us fiercely in its womb. Its fingers spread like fine spun gold Gently nestling us to the fold Like silken thread it holds us fast Bonds like this are meant to last. And though at times a thread may break A new one forms in its wake To bind us closer and keep us strong In a special world, where we belong.

Love
MY FIRST TRUE LOVE Could you be my first true love ... the one that I have been searching for ... How could I have missed you? All of this time, all of these years?? What a small world we live in now with cyber space as our home doesn't matter where you are ... you are only seconds away from where I roam We found each other here ... .... hypnotized .... sharing common interests .. goals, values, likes and dislikes, and yearning to look into each other's eyes There is so much that we can still learn still share .. still do together to make our lives so rewarding .. so rich, so simple to even enjoy the weather I am so glad I have finally found you To dream of years to come to know that you will be here to support .. to love .. to care . MY FIRST TRUE LOVE!! It feels so right ... You are everything I have been waiting for You are everything I need ... Love , Nena!!

Quote For June 25
On Monday mornings I am dedicated to the proposition that all men are created jerks. -- H. Allen Smith Bonus Quote: And I said, I don't care if they lay me off either, because I told, I told Bill that if they move my desk one more time, then, then I'm, I'm quitting, I'm going to quit. And, and I told Don too, because they've moved my desk four times already this year, and I used to be over by the window, and I could see the squirrels, and they were married, but then, they switched from the Swingline to the Boston stapler, but I kept my Swingline stapler because it didn't bind up as much, and I kept the staples for the Swingline stapler and it's not okay because if they take my stapler then I'll set the building on fire... -- Milton Waddams, Office Space This public service is brought to you daily by CT's Yoda©, speak to you I will!

Timing Is Everything
True connection can be a little bit frightening; it means that all the defenses and masks you carry around get stripped away. When you see the right opportunity, though, you'll realize the risk is worth it. You’re kidding me right? This was my horoscope on here today . . . Fucking irony at its best don’t you think?!

Lesson In Life
I've learned that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change. I've learned that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. I've learned that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. The same goes for true love. I've learned that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I've learned that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I've learned that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I've learned that you can keep going long after you can't. I've learned that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. I've learned that either you control your attitude or it controls you. I've learned that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades and there had better be something else to take its p

This Kind Of Blod Is Lovecraftian
Many people have used this argument with me before. Its not bad. Lots of people like it. Well, there are a shit ton of people who watch american idol weekly and my credulity does not permit me to believe that american idol is something mentally engaging. Seriously, people don't want good typically. Look at american idol. The premise of the show is to create more of the same. We are not looking for new or innovative. We aren't even looking for interesting. We are looking for comfort. We are looking for familiar. So there you have american idol. More of the same. We are making the next great american pop star who will last about oh five minutes in the lime light. I just like new and different. I don't watch tv anymore because of that. I buy books and I bounce around from author to author hoping to find someone who can give me something new and different in their writing. I like writing style for that. I'm a writing fashion person. Not a clothing person. I hate social t

Monday Pimpin
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Eta Carinae And More Doom And Gloom..
Good Morning and HAPPY MONDAY!!!! Well, at least happy day and it is a Monday so hang on tight. Astrology buffs would like to scare the living Be-Jesus out of you…oh yeah! Some astrologers are painting the doom and gloom picture of Eta Carinae as a supernova waiting to explode. Perhaps. They also would like to say, wait back up the bus! No they would not say back up the bus that is me, I was referring to supernova…I have not seen a cool nova since high school in which a friend of mine had a faster then grease lightning, cool as cool can be and slicker then cat crap on a hot wet tin roof…now that is slick! So that was a supernova, this star that star gazers are watching is what it is…a star, will it explode? Possibly... Will it destroy earth? Possibly… is there anything we can do about it? Yeah send up Bruce Willis and a team of drillers to set a dept charge on it and blow it up like in Armageddon. Ok, now were talking, what ever will be will be, adding this doom and gloom onto a worl

Stupid B*tch, Why Else Would I Buy Dog Food?
THE BEST OF CRAIGSLIST "I have 2 dogs & I was buying a large bag of Pal at Big W and standing inline at the check out. A woman behind me asked if I had a dog. On impulse, I told her that no, I was starting The Pal Diet again although I probably shouldn't because I'd ended up in the hospital last time, but that I'd lost 50 pounds before I awakened in an intensive care ward with tubes coming out of most of my orifices and IV's in both arms. I told her that it was essentially a perfect diet and that the way that it works is to load your pants pockets with Pal nuggets and simply eat one or two every time you feel hungry & that the food is nutritionally complete so I was going to try it again. I have to mention here that practically everyone in the line was by now enthralled with my story, particularly a guy who was behind her. Horrified, she asked if I'd ended up in the hospital in that condition because I had been poisoned. I told her no; it was because I'd been sitting

Oral Sex
Let me say this up front: I love to lick pussy. I love the smell of pussy. I love the taste of pussy. This blog is not to tell folks how to lick pussy. Every woman is different, and you'll have to experiment to find out what gets her off. (this kind of research is fun to do!) I've been married 17 years, and the one sure thing that drives my wife crazy is when I go down on her. First, I lick and kiss her thighs in a circle around her pussy. Then I move in towards her fat pussy lips, softly biting them. After that, I run my tongue between her lips and into her tight hole. I begin to rotate between the inside of her pussy, the outside of her lips, and sucking on her clit. Everyone once in a while, I "mistakenly" slip my tongue across her backdoor. After about 30 minutes, her breathing becomes rapid. This is the signal to isolate her clit and attack it with my tongue. I know she is close when she squeezes her thighs tightly around my head. Her back arches, and her hips begin to th

Poem
I initalyy wrote this for my ex cherokee wife..but she found it within her heart to be with another and so it was kind of my way to put my feelings onto paper and to get them out and i now know that i have had to say good bye and i wish her all of the best with the new man in her life. I do not write this to cause pain but to put down my feelings and hopefully help others to learn from my mistakes LOVING MOON The moon rises Creatures of the night scamper across the ground The Wolf following the Raven Her ever faithful companion His love for her Hers for him Forever loving in the moon The loving moon forever shines Upon two hearts that are oceans apart Even though the ocean is there It cannot stop this love But wither it did For mistakes and actions I made Through sheer ignorance I caused pain But still I’m forever her Wolf Travelling the journey of dreams The road of visions The Eagles feathers in the headdress Dancing around the fire Sitting in a s

Robbery & Rape
Written by an early feminist highlighting the differences between rape trials and other criminal cases, she asked her readers to imagine a robbery victim being questioned as rape victims are on the stand: Counsel: Mr. Smith, you were held up at gun-point at the corner of First and Main? Victim: Yes Counsel: Did you struggle with the robber? Victim: No. Counsel: Why not? Victim: He was armed. Counsel: Then you made a conscious decision to comply with his demands rather than resist? Victim: Yes. Counsel: Did you scream? Cry out? Victim: No, I was afraid. Counsel: I see. Have you ever been held up before? Victim: No. Counsel: Have you ever given money away? Victim: Yes, of course. Counsel: And you did so willingly? Victim: What are you getting at? Counsel: Well, let's put it like this, Mr. Smith. You've given money away in the past. In fact, you've got quite a reputation for philanthropy. How can we be sure that you weren't contriving to have your money taken from you b

Monday Links: Jimmy Fallon Returns, New Boobs On Ratemywow, Traveling Virus At Mohegan Sun, New Shirts, New Videos Online
LISTEN TO TODAY'S SHOW ON AUDIBLE (Link usually active by 3pm EST) Hap-Hap-Happy Monday Mornin' Everybuddy! The Opie and Anthony Show is LIVE and ready to broadcast on XM as well as many fine terrestrial stations. Our pal Jimmy Fallon is stopping by this morning to hang with us, so fire up those Paltalk cameras and check out all the in-studio action LIVE as it happens. Of course, many of you will probably be gawking at the lovely Ladies Of Paltalk, who will be topless, sleeping, showering, and naked all morning long for your oogling pleasure. Just go to the 'Opie and Anthony LIVE' room and start drooling) NEW BOOBS ON RATEMYWOW: We love when you wonderful women send in your WOW photos, because it lets us know you care...and that you have boobs: RateMyWOW: Sexy Lingerie and Heels We have some brand new AUDIO online courtesty of two faithful fans: Ode To Steve - By Rashad You Have To Be Corrected - By Dru Boogie The Opie and Anthony Traveling Virus wil be at Mohegan Sun Arena t

A True Friend
A true friend is always there for you A true friend will help you no matter ther problem A true friend is like a sister, she knows your better, than you know yourself A true friend is someone who knows when you're sad, ans can cheer you up when you need it most A true friend is someone that can make you laugh no matter what they say or do A true friend is someone who believes in you A true friend will stick by your side A true friend is someone you can call just if you need a shoulder to lean on But most of all a true friend will never leave you

Breathplay
"Is the cool night air to much for you, My pet? I asked of her. "No, Sir." she replied. I look down at at the clock briefly so not to miss my turn. It was 11:30pm as we turned into the cemetery. A field where I like to play in the night. Driving slowly to obey any rules imposed by the graveyard, I mean no disrespect. I take a gander at the lovely subject to my right. "My sweet girl this is where we begin with tonights events." I explained to her as I pulled off the the side of the road. "What is that, Sir?" She asked of me with a lucid look in her eye. "You will find out soon enough my dear," I tell her as I kiss her soft lips. "Now, get out, and go to the back of the van." I commanded. The sound of the shutting doors pierce the silence of night. The moon is a in it's waning phase, and the sky is illuminated with all the shimmering stars. I open the back of the van to a large storage area. I pull out my bag of goodies that I brought to the party. I run my fingers

The World Like A Flower
The world’s like a flower Either fallen or grown The leaves cover secrets And the pedals are shown We're like a flower The world's like a rose Every rose has its thorns If we make a mistake The skin gets torn We're like a flower The world's like a daisy Pretty and bright We all have our colors But in a way we're just right We're like a flower The world's like a flower All the thorns will pass through The world's like a flower Just waiting to bloom

Today Is Another Day
I am (not exactly late for work) but i am not early either. Not the way i usually am. So i have issues to work around. I have to go into work and tell them i failed my first driving test. Most people fail it but now i also have to tell them i am taking it this week. The only thing that cause me to fail it were my nerves. All that waiting to take a test. Punctuality is the key. I hope I can find a way to get there early or arrive at work early. Somehow I want to get there at a good enough time even if this means coming to late and leaving later in the evening I can handle that. I just want my driver's license so i can get this part of my life over with.

Music
Music is a door, An escape to a different world. A world you make and control in your mind. Music is a hero, One to cheer your spirits when you are down. Music is an enemy, sometimes the lyrics bring you down. Music is your personality, expressed through song. The music player, Is you, the one holding it all together. Music is an awakening to the real world. Its lyrics are real and true. Music is a best friend, One to give advice when you need it. Music is what you think of it. Its starts off empty and colorless, and escalates to something more, your own world.

Boys
You know boys turn into men when they give up their toys and chose a playmate instead. They soon find that trucks and motorcycles and videogames don't keep them warm at night. Are you a boy or a man? Looking for more toys or a playmate?

First Day Jitters
Ok, starting the new job today! I shouldn't be so nervous. I am usually never nervous starting something new. I have gotten in such a routine at my other job that I just became comfortable there I guess. Oh, and that's another thing. I still haven't totally left there. My last day was supposed to be Saturday, but I told them I would stay part time. So now I will be selling Clinique makeup on the nights and weekends. Thats a bit of a change for me. Should be interesting though. But as far as the new full time job, I will be working for an insurance company in their finance/accounting department. Exciting, eh? So anyways, wish me luck today! :D

Poem.. Confused!!
I sigh. I breathe. I'm thinking, i'm wondering... Was i honest when i said... "Maybe, partially, i dunno?" CONFUSED. Still sighing. Still breathing. I thought i erased you But then... And there you were again All over my mind, in my every thought, In my every mental crevice... I - Just - Don't - Know! I truly thought I erased you But it seems I only misplaced you. Is there something I should know Moreover, is there something YOU should know? Still I sigh, still I breathe ...Confused.

Nashville's Underground Muzik Scene
My homie Dj Wick-it Da Instagator one of THE DOPEST DJ's I know personally....(And i know ALOT of Dj's). Dj Wick-it doin his thang@12th & Porter downtown Nashville 2005 Dj Wick-it Da InstagatorAdd to My Profile | More Videos

Shattered Soul
Too long has it been Since humanity lost its color Screaming violet A shattered soul cries out Shattered souls cry out Shattered souls, lost souls Mindless youths, shadowed by guilt Tragic losses, a shattered soul cries out No one listens The truth is blaring in their ears Mindlessness, shadows beyond our eyes A shattered soul cries out Listen to the night talk A shattered soul begins to mend A heart begins to heal A shattered youth, only looking Searching...for her soul.

Running
Running away from the world A world full of hatred and pain People around me dying Shadows falling everywhere. People running from problems Screaming in my ears No light in the darkness Running, always running. Running, running from screams Screams so lound they kill Blood is everywhere, on everything Children lost, runaways keep running Total chaos everywhere No one's trying to help No one can see whats going on Everyone's dead now.

I Am Made
I am made of moonlight Immortal and bright Drench me in loneliness Or I will take flight I am made of sunlight Warm and soothing Drench me in Love The Earth keeps moving I am made of starlight Twinkling and sacred Drench me in Death For I will be spared I am made of light Immortal and forever Drench me in Eternity As I look in the mirror

Illusions
Night whispers secrets to me Softly, gently in my ear Mysterious night So soft, none can hear Illiusions cast by shadows Shadows cast by doubt Darkness binds me To the illusion of the night The stars used to comfort me In my time of desperate need They are all so cold now The blackness of Death has stolen them Hope, doubt, fear, pain Emotionless people all around me I turn in circles, looking, searching In this illusion of the night. Shadow Christine Hopkins

Ponderous Ponderings.
How many of us really search deep inside to find who we are? How many of us reach for that unattainable grasp of self that eludes us all? I have wandered that path, alone, lost, and confused for most of my life. Every so often i found someone to guide me to a new, previously unfound trail on that path. And yet i still wonder, have i obtained my goal? Have i followed those precepts and standards that i set for myself so long ago? Oh how i loath questions with answers that lead to more questions. Jayden

Let's Call This One "my Pain" Volume 1....
Went on air, sort of... I didnt do any voiceovers; didnt need to, as I let the music do all the talking... And yes, rum hits quicker when splashed into Hawaiian Punch rather than cola... > TLL INTRO 14A > ICED EARTH "DRACULA" Do you believe in love? Do you believe in destiny? True love may come only once in a thousand lifetimes... I too have loved...they took her from me. I prayed for her soul....I prayed for her peace When I close my eyes I see her face, it comforts me When I close my eyes Memories cut like a knife The blood is the life, and Christ I defy. My sworn enemy...birth of a new creed. Is this my reward for serving God's own war? The blood I've spilled for faith fulfilled. To damn her, a disgrace, you spit back in my face. I served you loyally, and you spew blasphemy. I avenge with darkness, the blood is the life The Order of the Dragon, I feed on human life There are far worse things awaiting man than death Come taste what I have seen I

Check This Out. I Just Wrote It! It's Cute I Think.
I don't see what's wrong. Everything felt so right. When you held me tight, The world didn't exist. You said that's right. I don't want to hurt you, I don't want to hurt myself, You said I'd realize in time, That it just wasn't right. . The sun has set, But my minds still awake. My hearts still aching. You left with out me. Left me here to cry. Told me you needed a break. And that it was to late for a change. That the chance has gone. You said I'd realize in time, That it just wasn't right. How can it be wrong It felt so right. You filled my heart with love, I just can't let you go. I know this is right, How can you say it's wrong? You said I'd realize in time, That it just wasn't right... Now I know your right.. I seen you with him today... Let me know what you think!

Burning.
Pretty words wrapped in velvet. The tinkle of laughter in the air. Bright sunshine daydreams. In which you are standing there. Sweet echo of emotion. A fever of desire. Waiting a lifetime just to hold you. As I turn to ash in this fire.

Something To Talk About
So yeah.....it was brought to my attention that I didn't have a blog which I replied....so....but hey I figured I would throw one out there to shut people up....... So far it's been 3 1/2 months of hell and the RIP/TOA isn't till the end of Jan. So if anyone has any good ideas for where I should try to get stationed, please let me know!!! I actually got told I can pick where I go....dangerous statement for the military to tell me....hahaha.. So throw me some ideas people! Jon

Ideas To Nurture Self Esteem
IDEAS FOR ENHANCING SELF-ESTEEM Try to understand and accept that how you see yourself came from your family of origin, and can be changed as you begin to look at that family and their ways of surviving Although only you can give yourself positive esteem, it is helpful along the way, to spend time with people around whom you feel terrific Become aware of what is important to you and begin to concentrate on those things. What do you want in 5 years, 1 year, if you only had 6 months to live? We all have an inner voice that is accurate and knows what is best for us. Outer voices often muffle it. Allow time to be with yourself and listen to your inner voice. Look into a mirror and give yourself compliments. When you cannot hear those, call a friend (your biggest fan) and ask them to give you one. Create a new way to nurture yourself each day. One day you might write yourself a love note, one day you might take a walk along the water, one day you might bake something he

Just Wondering
Just wondering who decides what is NSFW cause I got a couple rated that and they weren't even close to it. I have seen many tits and ass(naked) that are in default albums, and as default pics) so what gives? the more you show all together the better your treated or what? And not that I give a shit weather mine are or not , but lets be fair to all on this site. so guessing baby jesus is the one who decides, but not 100% sure.oh yeah asked this question once to the owners of the site and got no answer Thank you for the ramble

The Loner
he sat there by the cool brooke listening to the sounds as his bike slowly cooled down fron the hard ride.the brooke made a peaceful splashing sound as it cascaded over the rocks that vainly tried to block its rolling journey.he droped a cigarett between his fingers and struck the match against his worn boot.the match came to life spilling an errie light across the the mans face.it flickered across the wettness that had crpt slowly from the corners of his eyes and left its trail on his stubbled cheek. he had met many yet had left them behind,now swallowed in the depths of time.yet their remained one that haunted his mind.he had many that vainly had tried to be his friend,but they all had faultered and disappeared in the end.all but the one he held dear to his heart,and that memory tore him apart. he inhaled slow and deeply then silently blew away the smoke as he retreaved a lone picture from his wallet.the bright moon lite made an earrie glow across the glossy finish of the photo as

We Are New And Looking For You
NEW STATION STARTING HERE ON CT WE ARE HIRING ALL STAFF AND DJ'S AS WELL NO EXPERIENCE NEEDED WILL TRAIN. COME HANG OUT A LIL BIT COPY AND PASTE THIS LINK PLEASE http://www.cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=8192

Let's Hear It For Reality
And so, at about 10 this evening, I decided I didn't want to stay inside and took a trip to the local bar. "Bubba Moose" is a sports bar less than a miel from my apartment. It's separated into three rooms - a traditional bar, a restaurant-style setting, a game room with darts and billiards. Perhaps the most impressive thing I noticed about this place: people actually come up to you and talk to you. I was invited to be someone's darts partner; an old man who appeared to be a regular offered to introduce me to every woman in the bar (shame they all seemed to like girls); a biker and his wife showed up and expressed interest in joining the bowling league I'm now a part of in Lewisville, which worked out because I have two spots open on my team. Things were great until I got home... and was reminded of why I needed to be out to begin with. Man... Very few people on, nobody on IM, AdultSpace's chat was ignoring me as usual - how do people without breasts stand being online? Real

Who Knows??
ok so the worst thing about being up at 4am is you do a lot of thinking. over the past few weeks my life has made a lot of changes. ive come close to people ive never expected to meet a day in my life. one of my best friends moved back home and just so much has been going on. im realizing that no matter how much you try people come and people go. but youll always have the memories of them being there. thats the part of happiness we often lose track of. sure theres plenty of things left unsaid that you still wish you could say but thats the part of life you win some you lose some. its time to learn from our mistakes and just let it go. and dont ever forget that theres people out there that still dont know what they want so help guide them to find themselves. never give up on the ones you love cuz in the end theyll be the only ones that will truly be there for you. just hang in there and give them the time and space they need but dont get to distant because you never know if your giving

Goodbye Cherrytap!
WELL IT'S BEEN FUN....BUT I GOTTA SAY GOODBYE! TO EVERYONE THAT I HAVE MET AND BEEN COOL WITH I AM GLAD TO HAVE MET YOU. TO CLUB F.A.R. YOU GUYS ARE THE SHIT. AND TO MY FAMILY, FRIENDS, AND FANS THANKS FOR PUTTING ME WHERE I WAS! I LOVE YOU....IF YOU ARE EVER ON MYSPACE LOOK ME UP! http://www.myspace.com/mandiegirl119 MWAH! SEXI CAPRIQUEEN!

New Treatment For Fibromyalgia
Lyrica Receives FDA Approval to Treat Fibromyalgia Lyrica (pregabalin capsules CV) was approved June 21, 2007 by the U.S. Food and Drug Administration (FDA) for the treatment of fibromyalgia. The approval of Lyrica was long-awaited because it is the first medicine that is FDA-approved to treat fibromyalgia. Lyrica is marketed by Pfizer. Lyrica has been prescribed to more than 5 million patients throughout the world. The drug was previously FDA-approved for the treatment of neuropathic pain associated with diabetic peripheral neuropathy and post-herpetic neuralgia and as an additional therapy for adults with partial onset seizures. According to the American College of Rheumatology, fibromyalgia affects between 2 to 4 percent of the population. Other drugs such as analgesics, NSAIDs, sleep medications, muscle relaxers, and antidepressants have been used to control fibromyalgia symptoms including: * pain and tenderness in the muscles and joints * fatigue *

The Brats Creed
~The Brat's Creed~ If I like it, it's mine. If I think it's mine, it's mine. If I want it, it's mine. If I saw it first, it's mine. If I give it to you and change my mind later, it's mine. If I can take it away from you, it's mine. If I had it a little while ago, it's mine. If it's in my hand, it's mine. If it's in my mouth, it's mine. If it just looks like mine, it's mine. If you even so much as think of it, it's mine. If it's mine, it must never appear to be yours in any way. If it's mine it will never belong to anyone else no matter what. If we are building something together, all the pieces are mine. If you show me anything, then it's mine. If you go out and buy something, then show it to me, it's mine. If you are playing with something and you put it down, it automatically becomes mine. If it belongs to a lover of mine, it's mine. If it looks like mine, it's mine. If it's broken, then it's yours.....

Something Worth Reading And Remembering!!!
TWO FRIENDS WERE WALKING THROUGH THE DESERT. DURING SOME POINT OF THE JOURNEY, THEY HAD AN ARGUMENT; AND ONE FRIEND SLAPPED THE OTHER ONE IN THE FACE. THE ONE WHO GOT SLAPPED WAS HURT, BUT WITHOUT SAYING ANYTHING, WROTE IN THE SAND: TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SLAPPED ME IN THE FACE. THEY KEPT ON WALKING, UNTIL THEY FOUND AN OASIS, WHERE THEY DECIDED TO TAKE A BATH THE ONE WHO HAD BEEN SLAPPED GOT STUCK IN THE MIRE AND STARTED DROWNING, BUT THE FRIEND SAVED HIM. AFTER HE RECOVERED FROM THE NEAR DROWNING, HE WROTE ROTE ON A STONE: "TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SAVED MY LIFE ." THE FRIEND WHO HAD SLAPPED AND SAVED HIS BEST FRIEND ASKED HIM, "AFTER I HURT YOU, YOU WROTE IN THE SAND AND NOW, YOU WRITE ON A STONE, WHY?" THE FRIEND REPLIED "WHEN SOMEONE HURTS US WE SHOULD WRITE IT DOWN IN SAND, WHERE WINDS OF FORGIVENESS CAN ERASE IT AWAY. BUT, WHEN SOMEONE DOES SOMETHING GOOD FOR US, WE MUST ENGRAVE IT IN STONE WHERE NO WIND CAN EVER ERASE IT." LEARN TO WRITE YOUR HURTS I

Warlord's Castle
In a valley filled deep with myth Far away from where the eyes can see A castle stands as a form of power The king that rules this sacred abyss Holds control to anything within its walls An army of misery and punishment Dealing death to foriegn intruders Awaiting the time To unleash their might to the world. Stone and metal as dark as shadows Light ceases to find a way near his stronghold Hallways and towers speak legend of gold Treasure of many fallen warriors in battle A demon that seems too human for hell He lives within the halls of this sacred realm. Madness and insanity have built a moat Surrounding the mental aspect of closure Hidden from the sun and the glow of light Eternal creature and his legion of destruction Claim the soul of a innocent man Many more shall become his children Puppets to act under his fingers. The god with flames that burn spirits into ashes Darkness corrupts at every corner of his sight Electric exposure to swift conquering A

Trust
trust is very important to me. i trust everyone until they give me a reason not to. then those whom i do trust gain even more when they prove themselves worthy. and for the most part i give it out really easily. i am an easy person to get along with, unless you piss me off. so far here on ct that has yet to happen. there are at least 5 ppl on here i trust implicitly. i would do anything for these people. they are my friends and they have got to be the best people i know. they are really fun to talk to and really great friends. they let me vent and they dont judge me, at least to my face. but out of the blue i start to have feelings for a certain person. i dont know how to handle it. i know that it is a problem for me because i really enjoy talking to her. i dont want anything to get in the way of our friendship and i really admire her because she is a very strong person. anyways i hope that my friends are there for me like i would be there for them. i love you guys. we

This Is Why You Should Now What You Are Buying At The Store.
when i first heard about this i pretty much blew it off as another stupid celebrity faux paz, but when i read this article i had to respond about it. so read the article and dont forget to read my two cents towards the end.... LIMA, Peru - Cameron Diaz apologized Sunday for wearing a bag with a political slogan that evoked painful memories in Peru. The voice of Princess Fiona in the animated "Shrek" films visited the Incan city of Machu Picchu in Peru's Andes on Friday wearing an olive green bag emblazoned with a red star and the words "Serve the People" printed in Chinese, perhaps Chinese Communist leader Mao Zedong's most famous political slogan. The bags are marketed as fashion accessories in some world capitals, but in Peru the slogan evokes memories of the Maoist Shining Path insurgency that fought the government in the 1980s and early 1990s in a bloody conflict that left nearly 70,000 people dead. "I sincerely apologize to anyone I may have inadvertently offended.

6-25-07 New Hazel And Ezra Logo Preveiws.
6-25-07 New Hazel and Ezra Logo Preveiws. These are the samplings of logos we will be using. All logos will be availible for purchase on a T-Shirt. You may contact me about purchasing a t-shirt at smokie_hazel_ice@yahoo.com, please put "ATTN: T-Shirt" in the subject line. Also, if you missed them, there are new pictures up from Ezra's and my movie entitled: Hazel & Ezra: A Day in the Life. Also for a as yet undetermined reason, Xpeeps has taken down H&E Slut Club. We had just reached our 50th member in just a little over a week. It will be back though so don't you worry. Xpeeps has not commented me back yet so I do not know their reasons taking down our club. but we do own our domain name so it will be back soon along with our website. Well anyway thank you to everyone for your support. *spanks and kisses* Hazel

Here Me Bitch
Ok i have a question for you all. Everyone here is trying to meet new friends and move up the ladder to be top cherry. Ok how do u do that well by rating pics and leaving messages. ok here is the bitch. why do you add pics and then not open them up for people to see. what is the fucken point of that. there on here you want people to see u and rate u. if u dont want people to see them then why the fuck to u put them up. Can some one please answer this for me.

Quiz!
Dirty QuestionsTAKE THIS SURVEY!Take this surveyEver been to a strip club?YesEver been to a bar?YesEver been kicked out of a bar or a club?NoEver been so drunk you had to be carried out of somewhere?NoKissed someone of the same sex?Yes, Lots of times :)Thrown up from drinking too much?Yes onceHad sex in a car?YesHad sex in a park?NoHad sex in a cinema?KindaHad sex in a bathroom?YesHad sex at work?NoHave you ever been to an adult store?YesBought something from an "adult" store?YesIs there anyone on your friends list you would ever consider having sex with?Yes, My hubby lolHave you ever had a threesome?YesAre your breasts real?Very Much so!Have you ever kissed a stranger?NoDoes anyone have naughty pics of you?My hubby :)Ever had oral sex in a nightclub?NoEver had sex with someone you met through Myspace?NoWho, on your friends list, will complete this survey?Hopefully lots of my friends :)CLICK HERE TO TAKE THIS SURVEY!More surveys @ MySpaceBulletins.com

Now Who Are The Fascists?
The democrats, lead by Feinstein, Clinton, and Boxer are trying to "fix" talk radio, which they claim is one-sided in favor of the conservatives, by a fairness doctrine legislation. This would basically give the government the right to monitor, control, talk radio, to be sure it presents both sides "fairly". Government control of private industry, in this case radio stations, is the classic definition of fascism.

My Little Cousin.
Daytime shooting is city's 14th murder By JOE D'AQUILA TRENTON — Grief-stricken young men turned their backs and walked from the crime scene, where they had just watched as their friend was loaded in the back of a coroner‘s van—a crime scene where their neighborhood had just experienced its second murder in four days. As they slowly walked down the beleaguered Stuyvesant Avenue, their tear-streaked faces and flailing fists revealed rage and anguish at the thought of one of their own wrapped in plastic and taken away with a bullet in his head. Police released few details about the city‘s 14th murder, which occurred just before 3 p.m. yesterday, except to say that an unknown man had been found dead on the ground. But to the crowd of friends that gathered just behind the barrier of yellow tape, the young man in the body bag was clearly known and loved. Advertisement The Trentonian has learned the victim‘s identity, but has withheld the name in consideration of his fami

Die Vernichtung Der Menschheit
Die Vernichtung der Menschheit füllt meine Seele mit Heiterkeit Ich gehe als ein Soldat in diesem Krieg spazieren! Das Brennen von allem in Sicht... Die Welt wird unter uns zerbröckeln Der Anstieg des Teufels sind wir erfreut! "jetzt beginnt die Stunde unseres Führers den Ritus des Feuers jetzt wieder, über die Erde mit einem Begräbnis pire zu herrschen entstehen Sie alle Dämonen, um das ganze Licht zu suchen auf Sie Knie könnte derjenige, der uns gewährt! " Ich bin ein Soldat, geboren, um zu vergewaltigen und zu töten Für immer im Kampf werde ich Himmel fordern! Wir wüten über die Sterne mit für den Krieg gezogenen Schwertern das Suchen des Himmel-Untergangs mit einem Hunger nur dafür BLUT!!!! Ich gehe als ein Soldat in diesem Krieg spazieren! Das Brennen von allem in Sicht... Die Welt wird unter uns zerbröckeln Der Anstieg des Teufels sind wir erfreut!

This Weekend...
My dog was sick today and I'm not able to get home, I am staying the weekend at my parents due to circumstances beyond my control; which is a whole other situation all in itself. So my dog is sick, he is with people I trust. Anywyays I get an IM telling me I need to come home and "deal with" my dog... then later on is told by this person that I have to be home by tomorrow night... WTF... they are not my parents and god knows even my parents don't do that shit to me... I'm fucking 22 years old... and has the fucking nerve to tell me all the time how I'm not doing anything... How she does everything there and I'm fucking tired of it!!!! good god! So I'm moving out this week... I wish I could help my guy move out, I do, but I need to move myself... I would have loved to have stayed the week with him considering current situations... Okay fine... I say HI LUCAS!!!!! becuase he's been bugging me about putting him in a blog for some reason lol.... anywhoo... after this weekend with

Patsy Cline
Patsy Cline was one of the most prolific and talented female vocalist of her time. Her voice still stands out today. As part of my Icon Week, she will be my topic today. Please feel free to share your thoughts or favorite songs of this talented songstress. What did you like best about her?

Poem
Maybe they say we're young because we're still looking for something special. Maybe it's because there are still things we can't describe with a single word. A thousand points of light spread outward, above the water. It would have been night, but for the moment, in a moving space, the cruise ship beat it back. It was a place as such which couldn’t exist, slicing through heavy ocean air. Spelunking. It struck him… they could be spelunking the world. As we exist we are affected by everything, even if unaware, there is nothing we have not touched in some way. Hello and a smile. “Hello.” He smiled. The old man across the table tipped his head slightly, also smiling. Particularly broad and creased, the dark folds of his face just under the eyes and above the cheeks. Perhaps they creased often; Perhaps a man of smiles. So what else? Back on deck Chinese lanterns swayed easy within the glow; strange because there was excitement. The boy looked down at water, the bl

My Little Cousin.
By JOE D‘AQUILA People react after police remove the body of murder victim Ronnie Williams, 19, from the scene of a shooting yesterday on Stuyvesant Avenue in Trenton. (Jackie Schear photo)TRENTON — Police yesterday identified the city‘s 14th homicide victim of 2007 — shot dead in broad daylight in a neighborhood already beset with violence. They said the dead man was 19-year-old Ronnie Williams, but little else in the case was divulged. Williams‘ shooting death was the second in four days in Trenton, each coming only a block apart on Stuyvesant Avenue. Williams was found dead in a driveway between two homes at 2:42 p.m. Saturday, preceeded by the killing of 23-year-old Mickel Coates, gunned down in the 800 block of the street at 10:35 p.m. Wednesday. Police have not said whether either murder is gang-related or if there is a connection between the two, but they are investigating the possibility. One source who asked to remain anonymous has said that Williams was a

Some Of My Fav. People On Ct!!!!!
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Dark Side Of Your Moon
I cherish the dark side of your moon Like a wintered rose before it blooms I don't want to just stand on your shores I want to ride through your storms The dark is half of the whole Just another facet of your diamond soul I want more then the sun in your eyes I want to share the tears you cry A bird is still a bird even with a broken wing When you reach the sky, raise your voice and sing The rhythm of your life is such a wonderful tune Shall we dance on the dark side of your moon

Just To Let Everyone Know
ok, i know how this whole rating thing works and whatever. i just wanna let everyone know that i could really care less if you rate me, fan me, whatever. i'm just here cuz i'm bored out of my mind. if you rate me a 0 or 11, i don't care. don't get me wrong, if i am rated or fanned, i'm flattered, but if you don't, i'm not gonna get all pissy either. and have a lil more substance then "hey when are we gonna hook up sexy", cuz those lines don't impress me. you have a brain, use it!! and don't get mad if i don't respond, it's hard to keep up and i'm not really gonna kill myself tryin. please don't take offense, i'm just lettin everyone know how it is.

25 June 2007
Dear Alexa, Here is your single's love horoscope for Monday, June 25: Change is in the air, and in order to make the most of it when it comes to your love life, you'll need to go beyond the surface level. Ask the important questions, both of those you encounter and of yourself too.

Sun Cry
She can make the sun cry With a single tear from her eye She can make roses bloom Just by walking in the room Her smile is the sun in my sky Her laugh is my stars at night She is my solid ground She is what makes my world round Her voice is the sweetest song She's everything that is right when it all goes wrong If there is one thing that can not be denied It is the beauty of a woman who can make the sun cry

25 June 2007
Dear Alexa, Here is your AstroSlam for Monday, June 25: Staring into space has always been one of your favorite hobbies. To lend your pastime some street credibility, you'll tell people you're a writer. They'll believe you until they ask to read your manuscript.

Not Him
I'm not him I didn't commit the sin He is the devil in disguise I'm the one wiping tears from your eyes Don't punish me for his wrong doing Who do you think you're fooling He is the one who broke your heart I'm just trying to pick up the parts You're preaching to the choir, just so you know I swear I'm for real, that punk was all show He's had his second chances, all I need is one He left you in the rain, I'll lift you to the sun It's now or never, please don't let him win Before you walk away, remember, I'm not him

Sleep (old)
Your so mean but your my everything the person that makes me scream the person who makes me bleed the person that makes me smile But only in my deepest dream my love for you will forever stay as i lay in my grave Forever meant to sleep my love Cold in frozen tears my love Waiting for my love Now i sleep Forever meant to dream Sleep Sleep Forever, forever meant to dream to be with you Even if you wont be with me in my dreams we will forever be

You Are
You are My voice of reason In this world of treason You are What makes me sane When all I know is pain You are My eyes When the tears make me blind You are The half that makes me whole My sense of direction when I lose control You are My faith when I can't believe My air when I can't breathe You are My stars at night My sun in my sky You are all this and more Yes You are

Soul Not Alone
You think your soul wanders all alone The things you have seen only few will have known You wander though not as alone as you think You did not see me beside you because we were out of sync That breeze that you felt when you felt so low Was just me there to remind you so that you would know No matter how alone you feel in your travels I will be there to keep you strong, see to it you do not unravel Through your days and your nights that your feeling so weak I am there to remind you how you are so unique I would miss this lonely soul and it's very special light How when it shines it shines ever so bright I know this lonely soul was not always this way It shall be bright as a beacon again one day And until that day comes I want this soul to know I will be there to watch the beauty when once more it is aglow

Pain
Why does this always happens to me I think I find some one And then I just say something wrong And it pisses them off Why don’t you just rip out my heart Cause I don’t want it any more I don’t need it All I want to do is die I want to take the knife That sitting right next to me And run it along my arm To watch the blood run out For I can’t be happy Not any more Its been way to long Since I’ve know that feeling What would you do if I just left this world for good Would you miss me then Well we can always find out I won’t be here much longer Your time is running out

Sister Pains
pains it pains me to know you are hurting again it hurt to know i cant make it go away even more when u ask me to but theres nothing i can do i wish i could be with you to hold u as you cry i wish i knew how to make u all better make it so u cant get hurt again i wish i could figure out how to put all the pieces back so your heart is whole once more i sit here trying to figure out what i can do you mean the world to me it kills me a little to know i cant make u smile cant make u happy like you once where if i could take all you pain i would for your the reason y I'm still alive i love you so and it pains me to know that your heart is broken once more and you cant stand to be alive by jna

Higher Ranks Suck!
Why is it that no one will listen to the person who knows their shit? I get people with more rank then me all day telling me i don't know shit about my job and to just get it done. Well for someone who doesn't know shit i sure do enough to cover their asses. "We need this now," they say. So what do i tell em. "no one has one, trust me. we went through this last week." "we don't care, shit us one but you better find one." So after calling every concievable person, getting confirmation from all of them. THEN and ONLY THEN was it good enough. and then the assholes have to audacity to tell me "we told you so." people are lucky, hell I'M Lucky, that i have as much self control as i do, or they would end up hurt, and i'd end up a lower rank. sorry for the venting but it was either this or break my hand against the wall. I think i chose the better alternative. Jayden

What Is A Swinger?
I get so many questions so I thought I would start a blog...feel free to add you swinging experiences to the comments. So here is the answer to the most common question: What is a Swinger? Swinging activities can include (but are not limited to): Exhibitionism: having sex with a partner while being watched. Voyeurism: watching others have sex (perhaps with the above mentioned partner). Soft Swinging or Soft Swap: kissing, stroking, or having oral sex with a third or fourth person. This may be in the form of a threesome or group sex, or partners may literally be swapped. Full Swap: having penetrative sex with someone other than one's partner, which is the commonly understood definition of swinging (though not necessarily the most common type). Group Sex: An all inclusive term for activities involving multiple partners in the same vicinity. Typically, swinging activities occur when a married or otherwise committed couple engages with either another couple, m

Suckfest
I am working... i am endeavoring to go forward today i found out through a very random mail from an old high school buddy that a girl he assumed i barely remembered died recently. She killed herself OD'ing on sleeping pills or something Now, it's true, i have difficulty remembering things about her since I haven't seen her in 16 years, almost exactly, aside from one brief conversation she and i had about a month or two before i met beth. we'd run into one another at a super market. it's a stupid memory that until i heard the news i completely forgot about it. before that she was in my English: American Poetry class. The reason i remember her so well is two fold: 1.) she and my friend shawna used to race to class to see who i would massage first 2.) at that time she was dating one of my best friends, bob morris, who killed himself years ago by shooting himself in the stomach i know that suicide is a selfish thing. i know that it is a permanent solution to a temporary problem,

Negative - In My Heaven
Dreams faded I'm frightened Will I ever find the cure? Mistaken I'm waiting When I finally hit the floor I'm hurt and so wounded It's gonna tear my soul apart I'm lost in my heaven I finally found my way to escape Love's faded I'm haunted Will I finally find the cure? Mistaken I'm waiting Just for you I'm hurt and so wounded It's gonna tear my soul apart I'm lost in my heaven I finally found my way I'm hurt and so wounded It's gonna tear my soul apart I'm lost in my heaven I finally found my way to escape My way to escape My way to escape I'm hurt and so wounded It's gonna tear my soul apart I'm lost in my heaven I finally found my way I'm hurt and so wounded It's gonna tear my soul apart I'm lost in my heaven I finally found my way to escape Found my way to escape I'm lost in my heaven My heaven

A Few Things I'd Like To Say...
For everyone and anyone who wants to read this ... A true leader is a leader that walks beside there people and not infront of them... ~ Self ADHD is like having a computer for a brain that's hard drive has crashed... THe information is all there, you just dont know where to look for it... ~ Self When your down on your knees hoping for a miracle get your ass up and start making things happen... Miracle's come from your heart and thru yourself... If you love someone ... Jesus crist just fucking tell them already! What if they died tomorrow! Hope is something to think about... What are you really hoping for? What you expect and what you get are two different things... Forgetting and saying you'll forget about it are two different things... Always Smile because you never know who's falling inlove with your smile.. ~ I think this one was all me but since I've been saying it for forever I dont know if I stole it off someone or not in my younger more stoner years so whatever lma

Mosquitoes
MOSQUITOES Pass this on to anyone who likes sitting out in the evening or when they're having a cook out. So you don't like those pesky mosquitoes, especially now that they have the potential to carry the West Nile Virus? Here's a tip that was given at a recent gardening forum. Put some water in a white dinner plate and add just a few drops of Lemon Fresh Joy dish detergent. Set the dish on your porch, patio, or other outdoor area. Not sure what attracts them, the lemon smell, the white plate, or what, but mosquitoes flock to it, and drop dead shortly after drinking the Lemon Fresh Joy/water mixture, and usually within about 10 feet of the plate.Check this out -- it works just super! May seem trivial, but it may help control mosquitoes around your home, especially in the South and elsewhere where the West Nile virus is reaching epidemic proportions in mosquitoes, birds, and humans.

Fallen (old)
You make my world spin and act so perfectly Why did you leave me i know im not perfect but why could i not see why did you run away you left a scar thats here to stay My mind cant remember what i seen that day you picked me up when id fallen and stood beside me as i shined but in the end you left me I was hanging hanging by a thread with a the noose around my neck you left and i was dead why did you run away you left a scar thats here to stay My mind cant remember what i seen that day you taken all my fears your smile dried up all my tears now im breaking down drowning in my pain your little razer blade has Just sliced my vein P.FUCKING.S I AM NOT EMO =|

About The Morph Contest
OK, we are winding down on the contest, and once again I would love to thank everybody who helped, I wont forget any of you and if you ever need some bombing, I am on call, just send me a link to the contest, and I will bomb the hell out of it and make sure every one of my friends know about it, although no promises on their participation, but I'll try...:D But in all honesty, I thank each and every one of you and you have no idea how much it meant to me to have your support through this entire thing. For my non-aligned self to have given one of the major families of CT a run like I did means that I have some true friends on here and I love you all. Now I would like to clear some things up about this contest though. 1. I am upset about a few things about how this contest was run, like the fact that it was started a day early and I never received any warning to this fact other then noticing one of the other people in the contest blowing up with 500 comments before I even knew it wa

I'm A Summer
?? Which Season Are You ?? You're Most Like The Season Summer ...Whoa.... Passionate eh ?? Typically you're a fiery, zesty dominant person. As the hottest season, you certainly ooze Sex appeal. You have confidence which draws people to you, and you have the makings of a good leader.However sometimes your exterior is stronger then you are and so you scare people off before they can get close.Well done... You're the most memorable of seasons :)Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Life Or Something Like It....
I've been thinking an awful lot latley about life in general. Tonight, something struck me, something I have never seen before. I feel that I live in one of the most scummiest places I ever have. I loathe Woonsocket more and more each day. I'd prefer living in Providence..... yea, that's how bad its gotten. But tonight, I was walking home from a friend's house and taking the back streets, which is always fun because I feel I'm living in a post-apocalyptic world where there is no sign of life aside from street lights and abandoned cars, but I digress. I see something blinking green in the grass and I think to myself, "ooooh, maybe someone dropped some electronic device." (Yes, I was that geeky about it and did say "electronic device") I walk over to it and realize its a firefly. So, I put my finger next to it and it crawled right on.... I was just staring at it for a good 5 minutes, just looking in awe at the glowing bug. I started walking with the bug still on my hand... and

College News Story On Alleged Racism In Audition
Inner City All-Stars take tunes to Apollo Lyndsay Knecht Staff Writer Issue date: 3/31/04 Vocalist Nikki Velonis will not take the stage at Fair Park Thursday with the band who hired her as their singer last fall. The eight remaining members of the Inner City All-Stars Brass Band of Denton will try to win the crowd over without her at the Showtime at the Apollo Tour in Dallas. An auditor at the preliminary tryouts designated the New Orleans-style funk band to compete as the only instrumental group of 15 acts that made the cut, 10 of which were singers. Velonis, a former NT student from Bedford, insisted that she and the All-Stars "tore it up" in the audition room. Still, it came as no surprise to her that diversity amongst the acts affected the judges' final decision. "For some reason, I had a sneaking suspicion ... I've been to so many of those kinds of auditions," she said. Velonis also performs with the Denton jazz band Rare, one of the groups feature

Help Me
(This one is a few months old) You give me what I can't do for myself I want to speak my mind I love you But I am afraid I want to be angry I want to be happy. I have all these things inside me and yet... I feel empty Like my life isn't moving We have come to a standstill and I want something... anything to happen But how will I know when the end is here? Will you let me know when you don't love me anymore?

Green Eyed Monster
hehe I just realized how well that fits the situation. I have no reason at all to be possesive, jealous, or otherwise caught up. Do I? I dunno, I guess I'm used to this game and I just don't want to play any more. I concede, you win...that's what, twice now? I'm sure there will be more to come. Why? It's so...well, high school. Really - why play if you're only going to hurt yourself or someone else? I don't know if there is any justification for these feelings or not, probably not. I mean, I'm not interested, so there is nothing to get anyone's panties in a bunch about, alright? Alright. Or so I tell myself. So why am I all bristled up then? Is it just bitch reflex built into my DNA? I don't think so. Past experience? Yeah, that probably has a LOT to do with it. Fuck that...and fuck the games. You want it, you got it, you deal with it. I don't deal in leftovers, though, so don't come whine to me when you make yourself a mess that you can'

Close Your Eyes
When dreamers dream so beautiful of love that lights the darkest night, no logic strong enough to break as lovers spread their wings in flight. Suppressed within our deepest parts this truth each soul desires, still searching for what can't be found faith and hope this truth requires. For love that stands the test of time and overshadows all the lies, can not be forced upon a soul even chains the heart denies. To love enough to let it go the soul that's longing to be free, a sacrifice too great for words with heart alone is how to see. When broken wings prevent such flight and sorrow cries her deepest cry, again to question fate herself for even dreamers wonder why. Somewhere within the midst of all as this dreamer still does weep, she knows to rest her heart again for dreams still wait there in her sleep.

Clarity
There is a loud silence that drowns out the quiet noise carried along by the warm chill borne from the calm of the raging sea deep above the surface of its center looking out over its vast smallness shining bright in the dark light from the stars below. That silcence speaks with me about the present past and future present casting out against that dark light within, preconceived notions and stifling principles-- their invisible reflections seen clearly in the muddy waters of the raging sea in my mind.

Sexual Iq Quiz
You have a sexual IQ of 117 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

The Chalice
You hold out the poisoned chalice, And bid me take a sip. I know full well what’s in there, I know you brewed that mix. And yet I take it from you, And bring it to my lips. I will drink your poisoned chalice, Though I know it makes me sick. Once you said you loved me, Now you offer a heart that’s dead. Yet I will love forever, So I follow you to the bed. Give me your poisoned chalice, I beg in the dark morn. I want to drink all willingly, And then be dead by dawn

What About Today?
what about today? well I got up at like 8am to leave my parents house to come over here and babysit for my brother, that was nice, we talked on the drive here..very lovely indeed holy crap I never seen it rain so hard ...like ever..haha..it was kraaazy well other than that..hmm what else? watched some tv watched the movie "Prime" and "Hitch" now im sittin here...being bored on CT and writing in my blog about my day did a few mumms..that was fun.. :) anywayz...got work tomorrow write another day!!!!!

Clouded Dreams
Drifting clouds lazy in their meanderings Upon a tranquil sky of bonny blue Gazing upward young girl of yesterday Grass tickling teenage toes so fair What does she see in her deepest thoughts? And feel within the stillness of her heart? Perhaps nothing more than memories Those have yet to be made And dreams That never will blossom into being Fears evade her if only for now Marshmallow moments softly fill her mind Leaving her to drift lazily forth Flowers beneath her, soft as her own bed Soothe her into a gentle sleep Fragrance sweet as honey seeps into her Filling her with hope and laughter Her smile widens with the future before her Stretching the youth of her body She sinks further into her clouded dreams.

You Knew It Was Coming Sooner Or Later Pt 1
Ok Ladies and Gentlemen..Let me pose some questions: how concern are women with large breast bout the unwanted attention they recieve from men with no kind of manners? let me explain..you get a nice looking woman, chick, girl, female, or what have you that happens ro be of the female persuasion..anyhow.she nice looking with natural large breast (fony balloonis for some who like theirs on the operated side.) she has them all out served up looking like a delicious dessert..do you stare and oogle a booble or pay it no mind? thats like posing the question to a woman saying if clothes were made to make men sex like open crotch jeans that showed the junk would they look..I mean the rope and 2 ton bowling balls just a hanging and a swinging in open view..now what if that guy was packing a Monstro the Pussy Killer and Thrilla..You'd look no denying the fact that its there for your viewing pleasure and fantasyfulfilment..i am not knocking women with small breast..i love all breast all shapes an

Love At Middle Age
once I thought that love making was for teenagers and boy was I wrong!! Now that I have finally grown up and met a real man , wow , love making is a wonderful thing. Patience and honest true feelings are what it takes to make sex a fabulous experience!!! Ain't love great and for those of you that are like I used to be , I only hope and wish for you all the joy and utter delight I HAVE FOUND!! Chrissy is a Happy Camper!!

You Knew It Was Coming Sooner Or Later Pt 2
disclaimer:: don't take offense to this..its a rant so read laugh at your family members smack a cow and enjoy! Ok it has been a while for the second coming of what the fuck theatre...just kidding...the first one was about the puppies..boobs..breast if you are a fucking nerd...tits if you a redneck..girls if you are my friend kindra..since i am not kindra and I rather say puppies than fuck goddamm there ya have it puppies for young women 17 - 30 if there are nice now if they are packing some monsters we have the rottweilers(i know its wrong shuddup) for black super busty women...the pit bulls for some white women and pretty much everyone else and the classic pugs for saggy big older women...there ya go thats the end of the first part now lets get crack-a-lacking on Part DEUCE Bitches!!!!! Yes i have to take about clothing on the wrong people aka that shit don't belong on you or near you or coming out your fucking mouth...you have seen them big gurls in lil girls shirts and ski

Hanging On The Edge
Silent words, I say little afraid I've fallen to the night a flightless bird, no wings just soft feathers... Scattered in the air, the cloudless moon playing my nipples. Without asking I touch you, from left to right. no fingers, just my spirit. Memorizing your body, a poem put to use, the patterns of your breath sustain... I touch you more ... ... softer than louder, hanging on the edge of a sigh.

Handle With Care
She wears a fragile sticker Where others cannot see Her heart seems to shatter Her soul weeps bitterly The contents of her inner self Need gentle love and care And every part needs comforting Of this please be aware Hold her close remembering A feather-touch is best Careful not to hold too tight Is all that I request…

I Like This One
"Don't get too comfortable now -- you have bigger fish to fry. That's not to say that you have to rush through what you're currently enjoying; just know that there are bigger and better challenges on the horizon." Finally a fun one = D

Angels And Demons
a restless mind and a heart that never changes but always forgives missing loved ones and hating present enemies to you i give hope to them i give destruction to watch the world burn to save the ones worth saving to give into the care of someone new to breathe flames into the lungs that gasp for air the fear of the many feed the one that conquers all so is the word of an ~AnGeL~

Angels Wrath
lost in a sea of confusion i sit admist strange faces and gleaming eyes if this is heaven than heaven is a lie and maybe hell this is the love i take in from you is more pleasant than any heaven could be the wrath of wraiths phantoms curse break these bonds that chain my mind a melody a song you are my siren ward away the danger and rescue me from the shadowed faces and false grins no more lies no more hate give me peace give me space to breathe and take in a gentle friend

My Sexual Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Small Steps
She carried that notebook with her everywhere, it was the keystone no one could unlock. She wrote when he wasn't looking, song lyrics that reminded her of home, detail of a woman's face that was very close to her mother's, or the way he could make her hold on to the past while trying to run away from it. She couldn't recall why she ever started, but she knew she had to keep this, if not for now, for someday. Going home was not in the cards. It was too far gone now, and she wasn't even sure she remembered the way. She forced herself not to read it, just continue the story, always signing the end of each entry "God's hand is the wind, it pushes you where you were meant to be." It was something her grandmother told her a long time ago, and she remembered that more than her face, or the way her hands made her comfortable, like nothing would ever happen to her. Well, wasn't THAT a crock of bullshit. And she scribbled, when she thought no one was looking..."Funny how our youthful

Lost And Alone
im lost and alone with no where to go, no one to come home too. i feel so alone with no one there i only wish i had someone to give all the love i have, i give up my heart just to be hurt, ive give it to the one i love just to be denied and alone. i hope that soon ill have one to share until then ill be lost wondering my days alone .

Hey All
I AM SORRY THAT I HAVE NOT BEEN HERE IS AWHILE OR ON MESSANGER! MY MOTHER HAD A STROKE BUT, FELL AND BROKE HIR HIP HAD TO HAVE HIP SURGERY AND I HAVE BEEN HELPING HER RECOVER! RIGHT NOW SHE IS STILL NOT HERSELF FOR SHE DOES NOT KNOW ME OR MY FAMILY. WE ARE TRYING TO FIGURE OUT IF THIS IS DUE TO THE STROKE OR THE MEDS THAT SHE IS ON AT THIS MOMENT! THANKS FOR ALL THE BIRTHDAY WISHES FOR THEIR WERE SO MANY THAT I CAN'T GET BACK TO ALL OF THEM! GODDESS BLESS YOU ALL, LAURA

Stupid Ramblings
Have you ever sat and wondered why it is that you are different than everyone else? Why everyone around you appears to be so happy and then there is you? Why everyone else seems to have everything all figured out and then there is you? Ok well if not then you may was well stop reading this damn blog now, if you have feel free to continue reading and maybe find something that you can relate to along the way. I sat for a long time today thinking about the people I know as well as about some people I do not know and well, comparing my life to theirs I guess. I don’t normally do that sort of thing, but I have been doing many things lately that I normally do not do, so this wasn’t a huge shock or anything to me. The things that I was comparing made me look closely at my life of course and see what I have done and what I still have yet to do and what I hope to accomplish. How have I managed to live 30 years and really have nothing to show for any of those years except a child? Se

Lonely Soul Wanders
The lonely soul wanders Alone in the walks of life No other soul as her companion The lonely soul wanders Alone in the daybreak She does her duties In the walks of life The lonely soul wanders Alone in the life She meets many other souls Who comes to be Unfit for the lonely soul The lonely soul wanders As the days pass by The lonely soul became More lonely, with no other souls as her companion The lonely soul wanders Alone in the walks of life The lonely soul decides Not to die, but to face LIfe in all its hardships The lonely soul wanders

Today Was Eventful
So like, I awoke this morning to go see my gf before she left for home (she lives out of town). I left an hour early so I could make sure I'd see her. I like live like 10 km's away from her or so (give or take) and it only took me like 1hr to get from my house to hers on foot. Talk about crazy eh... Anyways, after that, after missing her. I ended up walking halfway home and then thankfully I got a ride. After that I ended up checking this out for like 10 mins and...oh yeah did I mention I stayed awkake ALLLLLLL night for this too! Anyways I went back to sleep and then woke up to work for my uncle with his business he owns...That took a while so it was cool. He makes t-shirts and what not...well Silk Screening anyways. Well after all that I'm here on my laptop (which is broken...) Well anyways, I guess thats it. Later

You Knew It Was Coming Sooner Or Later Pt 3
Dear God..I guess some people don't understand fads and the whole "ghetto/thug look"...for one lets start with the idiots who think they can impress a woman by completely facking themselves out...if you like rock in roll and that is you bag than hey like what you like but if you are trying change yourself from that to country you need to be slapped with the instruments of your favorite rock band you spineless bastard...not only do you look like a complete imbecile in you rhinestone cowboy get up..you are an embarassment to all cowboys and good ol boys..so do us all a favor and drop dead before that corncob up your ass sprouts.... now we move on to ghetto wear...which is too pricey to be considered ghetto..because ghetto means broke folks and how can you be broke folks buying expensive clothing??? you going in to get your welfare fucking check dressed in: The Rundown $50 dollar shirt plus $60 dollar jersey $85 dollar pants 2 to 3 sizes to big $100+ shoes oh and lets not for

Fallen Angel
she stepped of the bus out into the city streets just a small town girl see her whole life packed in a suitcase by her feet but some how the lights dont shine as bright as hay did on her mamas tv screen and the work seemed harder and the days seemed longer than she ever thought thayed be. but you know you got to stick to your guns couse sometimes when you cant choose it's like heads thay win tails you"re gonna lose. now she found her self in the fast lane liveing day to day truned her back on her best friends and watched her faimly slip a way just like a lost soul cought up in the hollywood scene all the partys an the limousines. such a good actress hideing all her pain trading her memories for fortune an fame just a step a way from the edge of a fall cought between heaven an hell wheres the girl i knew a year ago. win big mamas fallen angel lose big liveing out her lies wants it all mamas fallen angel lose it all rollin the dice of her life. too much too soon or just a little to late

If I Could Have Him....
I knew something was there when I looked at his smile. Beautiful. Long Dark hair...Hazel eyes..he has this spark in his expression..drew me to him instantly. The conversation turned to us connecting in a way I haven't in some time. After each exchange, conversation, phone call, I felt myself falling for this incredible man..wanting him more and more. I imagine standing before his gorgeous physique...His 6' frame surrounding me when he leans over eye to eye and kisses me with his soft lips. My body presses up next to his...sweet and tender caressing me..and we enjoy each others bodies...kissing me down to my shoulder...my chest and my niples...he traces my jawline with his finger..I kiss the top of his head as he sucks on my erect nipples.I feel myself get wetter ... I stop him..and slide down to my knees..unzipping him..my lips softly touch the head of his cock..sliding my hands up and down his shaft amking him harder..sucking and licking the sides of his shaft..jerking him as his he

Gifts Of Pain
Pain is a gift, they say. Not one well-received, but worth enduring if you learn something from it in the end. I consider myself wise, after many, many painful lessons. I have hardened my heart to quite a bit around me. But my heart is not so hard that I do not go out of my daily way to help someone, even a stranger. I do these deeds as a matter of discipline. I think that if I ever stop to consider how helping someone else directly benefits me, then I might as well lay down and die, as a life fully dedicated to yourself is not worth living, in my opinion. Not that I don't take care of myself, I do. I just take unnecessary risks a lot, that may help others, usually at my own expense. I genuinely don't mind this. As I say, my heart has hardened a bit- but not to where I have given up trying to help others. It's hard enough to say= 'Yeah, this fucker will probably stab me in the back'. But still open enough to put forth the effort to come to their aid, despite it all.

Angels Revelations
Days spent and lost amongst tireless trivial notions from stress filled sources..This has gone on far too long and unanswered questions have parched these lips for a time long past..Breathed in a dream and exhaled a cursed brought forth from pain and agonizing torture..fed lies upon lies til my world I have know was built entirely of that faith..trust in one other...a trust in deciet..Now lost and frozen within, unable to speak...This Angel though soft exterior the twisted inards of the interior are blackened..This Revelation is only a beginning of what happens to something and innocent corrupted into A Cloaked masked figured with the guise of an angel...we reap what we sow...so lets reap those who sowed and sowed til nothing was left but emptiness....hollowed and darken like tired eyes that stare back fro ma cracked mirror.... hm thats a good intro but i need to work on it check back for futher developments..and it'll be on this blog not a newer one blasting through misc

Happy Birthday To My Bambina....
its been 2 months and on.... you showed me how to open up... hard times to good times... it was just the other day when we were talking about the Cubs... And yes today, they swept the Sox...sorry babe... The other night, it was my first talking you through to get that drink...calming my baby down... Today, is your birthday.... The age of 25, you like to call it, the quarter of the century old.... but to me.... you are just getting smarter.....more mature....incredible....understanding....sexier ;)....with FULL of knowledge that I can feed from you.....you make me who I am today. HAPPY.... I have this great love and respect to show you... I hope this birthday is one to remember.

The Worth Of Things
its jus poetry..but again perceive it anyway you want: Have heard of faith through god a being unseen but sees all heard of at first sight not knowing someone something but knowing them through and through Soulmate a word a phrase a meaning to jumbled in controversy to truly understand yet we all search for it like dogs for a bone a scent unfamilar as yet the one you had and believed to be has up and left that soul empty Meaning...never cared didn't love wasted time to give a chance to open up again and allowed that chance yet pushed away waste of time like before i see i found mine had a daughter she left me never looked back again meaning she never was or will be mine soulmate its a word a phrase something people waste their lives for we met for a reason and yet you throw in my face i will never be your soulmate for the worth of things i have wasted so much and invested more and in return i get a slap sick or not healthy or

My Sexual Zodiac;
Gemini You are a master flirt. You know just how to pick up hotties, but it is usually just a one night stand because you are out to have fun. You like sex to be fun. You are not afraid to spice it up with some sex toys, blindfolds and food. Your ideal partner would be open minded, and into having fun too. Sex matches: Libra, Aquarius Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Channeling Angel
through prose and phrase rhymatic breathing going through the motions in a slow delicate sense of the word lost in the moment of letting it go words are forgotten and instint takes over holding back no ambitions a feeling of being filled held til all you breathe in is them a enchanting aroma of a lover when two become one when the world melds and all i have is you beside me poem two when the world melts away and all is left is the memories of a time when it began so long ago wishing for a fleeting memory when you were mine and all was time with you in the middle of the nothingness here i find me broken scattered to the four winds like seeds in autumn i want to feel planted and strong enough to grow give me that security of knowing i don't need and no longer want i have you and thats all i need and want poem 3 this flower i hold and adore this flower i pour myself into this flower i bled into from cu

I Just Wish This Feeling Would Stop
tired of this can't anyone make this pain go away i don't know what it is why do i feel like i'm drowning sinking in an ocean of my own tears locked in my room my own prison cell the only light comes from my computer screen and the muted television my back hurts from sleeping so much my eyes are soar from the rivers of tears constantly flowing i am thankful for my few true friends i have try to brighten up my day still can remove the pain though nothing makes it go away curled up fetus position i hold myself and ask why why does this pain come like this and from where will it ever stop and how can you tell me how to make it stop please can't anyone help me i don't want to be here alone anymore why am i always alone i just want to laugh and smile the way that i used to not a care in sight i had the world at my fingertips how did i lose that feeling will i ever have it back will the pain ever stop god i hope so i can't take much more o

What We Yearn For...
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Our Shimmering Self 06/24/2007 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- For what shall we do when we wake one day to find we have lost touch with our heart and with it the very refuge where God’s presence resides? Starting very early, life has taught all of us to ignore and distrust the deepest yearnings of our heart. Life, for the most part, teaches us to suppress our longing and live only in the external world where efficiency and performance are everything. We have learned from parents and peers, at school, at work, and even from our spiritual mentors that something else is wanted from us other than our heart, which is to say, that which is most deeply us. Very seldom are we ever invited to live out of our heart. If we are wanted, we are often wanted for what we can offer functionally. If rich, we are honored for our wealth; if beautiful, for our loo

My Girlfriend
ok i have this off and on relationship for 8 years now!but dont no were its going!everytime i want to spend time with my girlfriend she makes up reasons not to see me!should i be conserned?she says shes either to tired,sick,or has to work!i also have needs...does she?i also work six days aweek!but still seem to find time for you know what!i had a chance to have a threesome me and two girls you know i turned it down!every mans fantasy....what is wrong with me is it love or just wondering about my partner?

Falling Apart!!!
I'm falling apart!! i went downtown today and got sunburned on my face/arms/ears!!! and on top of that I think i hurt my toe next to my big toe when i was sleeping cz it hurts like no other!!! *dies* That is all

Satisfying Realtioships
Please help me to understand. Why it is that I can never find a man that can satisfy me? I mean sure I can always find men that satisfy part of me, and I have to find other people to satisfy the parts of men that a man can't. I can find men that satisfy me in bed, and I can find men that satisfy me mentally, But I can never seem to find a guy that can satisfy me all the way. I always feel like I'm cutting part of myself off to be with someone. I have to keep part of myself hidden, because the person I am with can't or won't accept everything their is to me. I mean I know I am a very strong minded, passionate, intellectual, open minded person. And I also know what I want and who I am. So why can't I find a satisfying relationship?

Poison Ivy
Ok it really gets me that people only have a one track mine. I ask a question about poison ivy and I get answers about STDS. So to clear it up the person that has the poison ivy is my best friend, not a guy or my lover. I wish people would just pull their heads out of their ass and grow up a little. Now I feel better Bitch with a sun burn

Burlesque Venues To Be Made Illegal In Nsw?
I'm not one to normally post in support of lots of protests - but this one strikes a little too close to home to allow me to not post it. - I note that this has potential ramifications for places like: The Sly Fox, Hellfire, Bloodlust, Salon Kittys, The Kastle, Kings Court, Mardi Gras, The Oxford Tavern, City of Sydney RSL, 34b... and many other performance spaces/clubs/nights where there is partial nudity (such as burlesque performances) and even implied sexual behaviour... I recommend reading the attached links and then acting appropriately. [Lifted from 'pinkandsparkly' on LiveJournal]. [Premier Morris] Iemma and [Minister Frank] Sartor are reversing the decriminalisation of the sex industry in NSW by introducing harsh and discriminatory laws that will oversee eviction of private workers from their homes, power and electricity cut off from non-Council approved brothels, and the Land and Environment Court hearing applications aiming to render entire sections of neighbourhoods '

Partttttyyyy!
So today I threw myself a birthday party. Yes, I know it's a few weeks late, but I was on vacation for my actual birthday. So I invited a bunch of my friends over to celebrate my birthday. As usual, it was quite a disparate group -- work friends, theater friends, internet friends. I was happy to see everyone getting along well! I decided, for some insane reason, to cook for my own party. Yes, I catered my own birthday party. I said "insane," didn't I? The last couple days have been stressful, getting ready. I can't throw a party without cleaning my house top to bottom, and I had plants still to plant from last weekend's buying frenzy at the plant store. Not to mention all the food I had to prepare with 25 people coming over. Ever cook brunch for 25 people unassisted? In a standard kitchen with only one oven? I don't recommend the experience. Thankfully, everything turned out beautifully. My food was a hit! I got asked for the recipes for nearly everything, from the

What A A**
ArmySoldie...: hey bitch hope u like the 1's imma give u · ArmySoldier rated your photo a '1'! · ArmySoldier rated your photo a '1'! · ArmySoldier rated your photo a '1'! · ArmySoldier rated your photo a '1'! · ArmySoldier rated your photo a '1'! · ArmySoldier rated your photo a '1'! · ArmySoldier rated your photo a '1'! · ArmySoldier rated your photo a '1'! · ArmySoldier rated your photo a '1'! thats how much he got before i could block him so beware of him rated 1's people

Broken Heart
here i sit all alone in my room staring at the wall"s full of sadness an gloom you left me hear all a lone in tears see all my regrets an my fears we never stop paying for the same mistakes i should my heart still aches everyime i look into your eyes full of wonderan surprise why did i fall in lovewith you when i knew you dident care about the love i had to share my love for you grew the trouble is you never knew i tell my self to stop pretending becouse your heart has yet to start mending my darling i hope you find someone who cares for you as much as i do maybe you will maybe you wont my love is one of a kind do me a faver kepp this in mind i still love you but you"ll never see just how much you mean to me forgive me pleas forgive me my love i cant help it if it"s you i love forever you"ll be the light that shines in side of me

My Music Breeds
What breed of music are you? You scored as a metal metal 95% classic rock 65% Indie 55% grunge 50% ska 50% industrial 45% mainstream rock 45% Emo 40% Punk 40% Pop Punk 30% reggae 30% rap 25% country 25% Pop 5%

The Love Of My Life
I wanted everyone to know about this girl. Her name is Ashley. She is the absolute love of my life. I dont know what i would do without her. Her smile just warms my heart and makes each day, good or bad, easy to go thru. I am the luckiest guy in the world to have her in my life. Ashley, u have no idea what u do to me. U just make my life better and worth living. U just make me so happy. I love hearing ur voice when we talk on the phone. U have the sweetest most beautiful voice ive ever heard. I love the fact that we can talk for hours all night online. The day i saw ur beautiful and that beautiful smile on cam was the best day of my life. The only way i could top that day is when i finally get to meet u in person. That will definitely be the best day of my life. I cant wait to hold u, kiss u and just love u. I wanna give u all the love i can give u cuz u deserve every bit of it. I love u so much babygirl forever and always. Please dont ever forget that. You are the love of my life.

Application
NAUGHTY APPLiCATiON" ***Best one will get a reply*** 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THiS BACK TO YOU! EVEN iF YOU HAVE A BOYFRiEND OR GiRLFRiEND- REPOST THiS! TiTLE iT "NAUGHTY APPLiCATiON

Poppin Up To Say Hello
Hey guys, how is everyone. I'm just posting this blog to tell all you guys to do your parts for one another to help see others move up through the ranks. Some of us are new to this site, and some of us have been around since the site was still LostCherry.com... But we all know how much it sucks to build yourself up on here from scratch. So help each other out, rate any and all you can. Don't just look through for peoples pics. Even if you don't like the pics, it doesn't take no time to throw a rating on it. Well catch all you all later on CT. Peace, Brent/A.K.A.Baney Rooster

Hillary For President? Seriously?
This is the attitude of an American President (?????) "I am a fan of the social policies that you find in Europe " (From the book "I've Always Been A Yankee Fan" by Thomas D. Kuiper, p. 76 - Hillary in 1996. Comment: This shows that she's truly a Socialist and not a capitalist) "Where is the G**damn f**king flag? I want the G**damn f**king flag up every f**king morning at f**king sunrise." (From the book "Inside The White House" by Ronald Kessler, p. 244 - Hillary to the staff at the Arkansas Governor's mansion on Labor Day, 1991) "You sold out, you mother f**ker! You sold out!" (From the book "Inside" by Joseph Califano, p. 213 - Hillary yelling at Democrat lawyer.) "F**k off! It's enough that I have to see you sh*t-kickers every day, I'm not going to talk to you too!! Just do your G**damn job and keep your mouth shut." (From the book "American Evita" by Christopher Anderson, p. 90 - Hillary to her State Trooper bodyguards after o

A Little Help Here Please
Picture at work Contest Come on you all some of u may work cleaning at home, computer work give this contest some entries in it. Its her first one she has held support her .... Wife to Kewlrunning @ CherryTAP To all my Family, Friends and Fans! My Friend is holding her first contest and it is going to be a pic at work Contest!( pic must be you at work or what you do while at work) P.S to all you domestic goddess and Mr. Mom's please don't feel as you don't work yall hold very important jobs of taking care of the house and family and that is how we survive . So don't let that stop ya from entering the contest!!!!! RULES !!!!!!!! 1. Comment bombing photos 2. Self bombing allowed 3. Bombers welcomed 4. Have Fun DATES OF CONTEST Contest will start on June the 25th at 8:00 a.m. central time and will end on July the 8th at 8:00 p.m. central time. PRIZES !!!!!!!!! Pic Comments!!!!!!! 1st place: One month Vic or 7 day Blast 2nd place: 3 day blast 3rd

Cliche Thinking... Sorry I Know
so i looked at the sky, like everyone does and had the cliche revolution that we are small and that we dont matter, hmm sounds like a Kansas song.... the thing that i'm concerned about is that i'm scared shitless of the thought and that i'm not going to matter to anyone or to become anything. cliche but i want to do something to change that, unlikely. a writer, no, and photographer, no. dreams out.

Pledge Of Allegiance?"
"With hurricanes, tornados, fires out of control, mud slides, flooding, severe thunderstorms tearing up the country from one end to another, and with the threat of bird flu and terrorist attacks, "Are we sure this is a good time to take God out of the Pledge of Allegiance?"

Brain Power
"Even if you're not a genius, you can use the same strategies as Aristotle and Einstein to harness the power of your creative mind and better manage your future." The following eight strategies encourage you to think productively, rather than reproductively, in order to arrive at solutions to problems. "These strategies are common to the thinking styles of creative geniuses in science, art, and industry throughout history." The practice of genius (Guide blog #1) 1. Look at problems in many different ways, and find new perspectives that no one else has taken (or no one else has publicized!) Leonardo da Vinci believed that, to gain knowledge about the form of a problem, you begin by learning how to restructure it in many different ways. He felt that the first way he looked at a problem was too biased. Often, the problem itself is reconstructed and becomes a new one. 2. Visualize! When Einstein though

What Comes Around Goes Around Buddy!
It was a good weekend up until today. It is pretty bad when a family member calls the cops on ya don't you think!?! I know I think that is pretty damn low myself. The friggin prick wants to call his own brother out, but the other guy which is his brother doesn't do anyone wrong. What about ripping people off on E Bay!?! You stupid son of a ....... I don't get it. I know the "love of my life" has made mistakes but his brother needs to get a friggin life. You are so damn lucky that I don't know the people that you sold them motorcycles to off E Bay lemme tell you. I would totally snitch you the f... out. You f...in con. But no you don't do no one wrong. You get on E Bay sell people stuff and say its never been driven or if it has only a certain amount of miles. Yeah, that is true. The cars only have a certain amount of miles! That is because you roll the mileage back or when you go driving the car/motorcycle you disconnect the mileage cable. But you don't do nothing wrong d

Broken ......
BROKEN PROMISES, BROKEN VOWS BROKEN HEARTS, TEARS FALL DOWN. BROKEN LIVES AND BROKEN DREAMS, TIME BREAKS AWAY TO THINGS UNSEEN. BROKEN HOPES AND BROKEN MINDS, BUT EVERYTHING BROKEN MENDS IN TIME. THAT IS WHAT THEY SAY ABOUT BROKEN THINGS.. AS MY WORDS GO UNSPOKEN WITH MY BROKEN DREAMS..... www.hostdrjack.com

Dont Add If Your A Bitch!
Do us a favor and dont add us if your rude or a bitch!! And if you accepted our add request with no interest in talking to us then why the hell would you do that for? Do us both a favor and delete us then,cause we dont have time for your bullshit games! We are here to have fun BITCH!!

Gov't Struggles To Cope With Wounded Gis
By MARILYNN MARCHIONE, AP Medical Writer More than 800 of them have lost an arm, a leg, fingers or toes. More than 100 are blind. Dozens need tubes and machines to keep them alive. Hundreds are disfigured by burns, and thousands have brain injuries and mangled minds. These are America's war wounded, a toll that has received less attention than the 3,500 troops killed in Iraq. Depending on how you count them, they number between 35,000 and 53,000. More of them are coming home, with injuries of a scope and magnitude the government did not predict and is now struggling to treat. "If we left Iraq tomorrow, we would have the legacy of all these people for many years to come," said Dr. Jeffrey Drazen, editor-in-chief of the New England Journal of Medicine and an adviser to the U.S. Department of Veterans Affairs. "The military simply wasn't prepared for its own success" at keeping severely wounded soldiers alive, he said. Survival rates today are even higher than the rec

Why Do I?
why do i sabotage love? why am i afraid? have i not healed myself of my past? i just want to be happy. why can't i let it in and embrace it for what it's worth? i'm not perfect and neither is he...i don't want perfect, cause perfect is fake. do i have my heart under such lockdown that i don't have the key anymore? am i expecting too much? is it too much to ask for happiness and to have someone love me for me? i am a beautiful woman inside and out so why is it so hard for me to make love happen?

When Technology Fails
so my 1000 dollar software is on the fritz... my brilliant german audio recording suite ist kaput... fuck... and i get to wait until tomorrow to find out why... FUCK...this sux just sayin... *heading off to play acoustic guitar, cuz it doesn't need anything but me*

Import From The Uk
...HE was 6'4" and extremely Handsome. His blue eyes shined thru his blonde hairas he looked down at me. Smile, dimples and a bit scruffy in a sexy way, he leaned over and kissed me...from that point his lips carressed down my neck to my freshly showered body...my nipples in his lips...I grabbed his hand and lead him back to my room. We got in my room and he laid me on my back..suckin and kissing me down to my hot lips..he spread my pussey open with his face..sucking and licking me. I could not beleive this political 27 year old would be making me cum this much with just his mouth tongue and fingers...he slid his long fingers in and out of my pussey and ass making me cum over and over again. I didnt want him to stop..spreading my lips licking and sucking me..my pussey was throbbing from cumming so much..but I wanted him in me. I told him I wanted him to Fuck me..and he got up and i could not beleive how large he was...up..undressed..and I could not beleive how well endowed this man was

I Just Was Thinking
Yea I know I just posted a blog but hell couldn't help it cause right now my thoughts are going crazy. Its like you can go from at least somewhat normal to all of a sudden feeling down and nothing else matters. For one I miss my boys very much. I love them with all my heart. I mean its been hard enough for me to know what my oldest child went through the last day of school and the reason he can't be here right now. Then tonight my youngest gets in a motorcycle wreck and then that just makes me feel even worse. I swear my mind is going in so many different directions right now. Being a mom is hard, and I know from being around my hubby that so is being a dad. Just being parents period....You have to worry about your kids 24/7. Me I have always I guess you could say in a big way sheltered my boys but I love them enough to so what it takes to protect them in every way I know how. I know I can't protect them from everything. I am just writing this so I can maybe get some sleep tonight but

What Is Your Sex Style
Whats your sex style?Erotic Sex StyleKissing, touching...pulling hair...handcuffs...whatever goes in your bedroom or backyard...truck...neighbors bedroom even! Its lights, camera ...ACTION BABY!How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

What Is Your Sex Style
What Guitar Are You?IbanezYou're the hardest, baddest, most insane metal guitar out there. You're 100% true bred metal and you wouldn't have it any other way. Nothing can touch you in any category when it comes to pure, raw metal. Rock on! Your popular artists are Between The Buried And Me, Korn and 12 Stones.How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

Update On Amputation...
So I blogged a while back about me possibly getting my leg amputated due to a car wreck 5 years ago. Well I went to the doctor last week and he told me we are scheduling the amputation in 2 weeks. I find that I have mixed emotions to this news. Also I have a 50/50 chance of having a normal amputation or a 2 stage amputation. A two stage amputation is very painful and stressful. With a regular amputation I would be out of the hospital in 3-5 days but with the 2 stage amputation it will be 2-3 weeks. A 2 stage amputation consist of cutting the leg off one day hooking me up to a wound vac and putting me in a hyperbarric chamber for 10-13 days then sewing me up. I have been battling this infection and the broken leg for 5 years and I'm glad to have a light at the end of the tunnel now but I am also very nervous and growing more scared every single day. Anyway I just thought I would update everyone on whats going on as so many of you have asked. I have just learnt to take things as

Stop And Smell The Roses ;)
SLOW DANCE Have you ever watched kids On a merry-go-round? Or listened to the rain Slapping on the ground? Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight? Or gazed at the sun into the fading night? You better slow down. Don't dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't last. Do you run through each day On the fly? When you ask How are you? Do you hear the reply? When the day is done Do you lie in your bed With the next hundred chores Running through your head? You'd better slow down Don't dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't last. Ever told your child, We'll do it tomorrow? And in your haste, Not see his sorrow? Ever lost touch, Let a good friendship die Cause you never had time To call and say,"Hi" You'd better slow down. Don't dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't last. When you run so fast to get somewhere You miss half the fun of getting there. When you worry and hurry through your day, It

You Found Me
Is this a dream? If it is Please don't wake me from this high I've become comfortably numb Until you opened up my eyes To what it's like When everything's right I can't believe You found me When no one else was lookin' How did you know just where I would be? Yeah, you broke through All of my confusion The ups and the downs And you still didn't leave I guess that you saw what nobody could see You found me You found me So, here we are That's pretty far When you think of where we've been No going back I'm fading out All that has faded me within You're by my side Now everything's fine I can't believe You found me When no one else was lookin' How did you know just where I would be? Yeah, you broke through All of my confusion The ups and the downs And you still didn't leave I guess that you saw what nobody could see You found me You found me And I was hiding 'Til you came along And showed me where I belong You found me You found me When no

A Little About Peeps On Friends List...
i have several issues that i could actually write on tonight but for now i am sticking to a subject i have been meaning to get to for a while now....people on my friends list. since joining cherrytap i am amazed at how many friends i have acquired and many of them i have contact with on a regular basis...yet i find myself getting behind when it comes to visiting pages. one of the reasons being it is a very busy place here on the tap and between mumms (which i really enjoy) and actually visiting pages and chatting with people i cant seem to keep up. so i just want to let all the ones on my list both friends and fans that i will get to you...lol. i try to get at least 4-5 people a night and instead of giving just a few rates here and there i actually look over profiles, check out blogs, pictures and stash and i leave as many rates as possible..it takes a while but that is the way i do it. if i am going to be giving some cherrylove then i am going to be giving alot. so hang in there and

A Little Help
Â A favor to ask, it only takes a minute.... *I * 6 *Y Please tell ten friends to tell ten today! The Breast Cancer site is having trouble getting enough people to click on their site daily to meet their quota of donating at least one free mammogram a day to an underprivileged woman. It takes less than a minute to go to their site and click on "donating a mammogram" for free (pink window in the middle). This doesn't cost you a thing. Their corporate sponsors /advertisers use the number of daily visits to donate mammogram in exchange for advertising. Here's the web site! Pass it along to people you know. http://www.thebreastcancersite.com/

Features Some Ppl Dont Know About.
1) smileys for shout can be found here http://cherrytap.com/emotes.php# 2) You can Block ppl from ripping pictures from any folder except default the feauture is in your album options. 3) do ppls page skin slower your computer down you can now block most skins on ppls pages by blocking their skins which the option is in your profile settings. I WILL ADD MORE AS I GET THEM

My Style
Whats your sex style?Erotic Sex StyleKissing, touching...pulling hair...handcuffs...whatever goes in your bedroom or backyard...truck...neighbors bedroom even! Its lights, camera ...ACTION BABY!How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic This one was pretty true! :)

15
Est il non plaisant, maintenant nous sont fatigué, et terni, comme d'autres hommes, pour rechercher ces feux dans le autre est, où, encore, nous pourrions voir la nouvelle aube du matin, et, dans l'histoire folle, entendre les échos, celui disparaissent derrière nous, les soupirs des jeunes amours, Dieu donne, au début de nos vies ?

My 1st Blog Lol
Hey W'dup every 1 its Yo Gurl Urban_Beauty In this Piece..Just wanted to say hi 2 every 1 an if any 1 has any questions or comments feel free 2 contact me! I'm very open an outgoing...am willing to meet new people and all that good stuff. ~Az.Always.Me.Urban_Beauty~

Goddess Am I
Which Greek Goddess are you?HeraYou reign high above others as the queen, as Hera was queen of Olympus. You are a young, gorgeous woman and you are the most beautiful of all Goddesses. Your symbol is the peacock. You are strong on your beliefs about monogamy and the sanctity of marriage but if you become over-bearing in preaching it, you will most likely end up with someone who will be anything but monogamous. However, even if this does happen, you'll have a long line of far better suiters who'd do anything to be with the most beautiful Goddess of them all. How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

Cloves; Smoke Them Up
Djarum cigarettes sold in Europe and South American countries have 10–12 mg tar and 1 mg nicotine, as indicated on the pack. This level of tar and nicotine is comparable to regular or "full-flavor" cigarettes. The venous plasma nicotine and carbon monoxide levels from 10 smokers were tested after smoking kreteks and were found to be similar to non-clove brands of cigarettes, such as Marlboro. Rats were given equal inhalation doses of conventional tobacco cigarettes and kreteks over a short period. Those that had inhaled kreteks did not appear to show worse health effects compared to those that had inhaled conventional cigarettes.The study was repeated with a 14-day exposure and kreteks again did not produce worse health effects than conventional cigarettes. The eugenol in clove smoke causes a numbing of the throat which can diminish the gag reflex in users, leading researchers to recommend caution for individuals with respiratory infections. There have also been a few cases of

6/24/07
You thought you could change someone by being patient and kind. The truth is, you changed yourself -- and now you see that lingering with this situation is really a waste of your time. Good for you -- now move on. Yep...I suppose this is very true on today except one part...why change anyone? No one should try to change anyone. Yes, I've done quite a bit of changing over the past couple of months. If people don't like it, and I know some don't, I really do not care. Like it or lump it...don't care either way!

Back.....
Back…. 6/24/07 There are things I wanna say but I cant figure out how To say them to you without hurting At least one of us. I love you, I truly do and you say You love me too. In fact you were the one to say it first. But then after a short time you Tried to run but something wouldn't Let you get very far from me. I however was going to let you run as far As you needed to without standing in your Way because after all that Is what you do when love something right? “Let it go and if it comes back its yours.” Yet I'm beginning to wonder if you Ever truly came back to me. For you see in the beginning we could Talk for hours on end about everything And anything. Yet now I feel as though you are Leaving me out in the rain And just simply shutting me out. I can't stand this feeling, I know you've Asked “what's wrong” so many times And time and time again i've said “Nothing I'm fine“. I want this feeling to go away. I want things to be like they wer

Just Me Rambling
Ok well for those who know me really well on here know that my boys are gone right now at their dads. Well earlier I get a phone call that was pretty upsetting. My baby boy who is 12 was taken to the hospital. He is 12 and his dad had bought a 110 motorbike. Well while their dad was working my 12 yr old got in a wreck on it. His stepmom had to take him to the hospital and then I was called. My son has a really bad 2nd degree burn and may have to have a skin graph because of it. His arm underneath from his armpit to his elbow when he fell landed on the muffler. I am feeling so sick right now cause my baby is hurt and hes miles and miles away. There is nothing I can do for him. I just want to hold him and take away his pain. I do know that if his dad calls and tells me they have to do a skin graph that I will be headed to South Carolina. I just feel bad and so does his stepdad because there is nothing we can do from here....I will keep updates as much as possible ....thanks for listening

What Guitar Are You?
What Guitar Are You?IbanezYou're the hardest, baddest, most insane metal guitar out there. You're 100% true bred metal and you wouldn't have it any other way. Nothing can touch you in any category when it comes to pure, raw metal. Rock on! Your popular artists are Between The Buried And Me, Korn and 12 Stones.How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

Gonna Be Offline
We are going too be moving to south/west indiana so we will be offline from 07-01-07 till 09-01-07 do to the fact that we have not found a house to rent for $550 or less that will alow our dog. so we will with out internet service for awhile.....

Happy
for the 1st time in a long time things are going really well for me. i am dating a wounderful woman named tiffany*love you baby* my ass hole father hasnt been around, and im about to get a new job and say f*ck off to my current manager. i hope things keep going this way

The Wierdest Thing U Can Think Of
what would be the wierdest thing to think about... humm... i donno but i am watching this crazy movie, that has a monkey in it. like how real would that be. not like it could happen in real life. so... i start work tomarrow at moxies. i work with my husband and i think it will be ok. thats all i wanna right right now but i will start again in a few.............................................................................i was just folding clothes and i just remembered that american dad was on and then family guy lol... and i am tripping out on the alien but ya its funny......back to the cloths i go lol....tehehehehe................................................................OMG... this is so hard i am just going to stop.

Entered A New Contest
Ok this is going to be the LAST contest i enter being i dont do so well in them so if anyone would like to help it is for a 30 day blast hosted by CUP of Joe.. I honestly do my best to get around to help my friends contest.so please help if you get a moment!! thanks so much

Thoughts From The Universe
Each blossom still blooms in its field; each child still clutches your hand; each friend still lingers in your heart. And that, dear friends, is where time goes. Forever young, The Universe Always, it's the one with a certain and definite dream, who boldly steps into the uncertain and indefinite, who goes the farthest and throws the best after-parties. Toga, toga, toga - The Universe

Private Pics
Ok I have been having many ppl ask to see my private pics. I want to let you all know they are not naughty pics, I don't do nudes and never will. They are just pics that I know will be marked NSFW. Please don't ask to see them, if I want you to see them I will add you to my family.

Kids Today
Are We Letting Our Children Grow Up Too Fast? I saw something very disturbing the other day, which brings me to my blog today. My family and I were standing in the checkout lane at Wal-Mart and standing in front of us was a mother and her daughter. The mother was around my age and the daughter could not have been over the age of 9. I was watching the mother and daughter talk back and forth and thought of myself and my daughter talking pretty much the same way…just normal stuff like clothes and nail polish…you know girl stuff. Well, as I was watching the two banter back and forth I looked at the girls shirt because I though that it was a pretty shade of pink…. well to my amazement the words “PORN STAR” was on the front of this little girls shirt. The mother sees me reading her shirt and also sees me raise my eyebrows. The mother starts talking to me saying, “Kids nowadays wear the most outrageous clothes. When I take her shopping she won’t even let me pick out her clothes. I use

I Am A Gibson
What Guitar Are You?GibsonYou're more or less a mellow guitar. You're not known for your heavy riffs or true metal style, but you stand out and provide excellent quality among the masses. Many famous soloists rely on you for their technical riffs and fast play. Your popular artists are Kid Rock, Soil and AC/DC.How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

Hurt
why cant people on here get along with others? i try to get along with all. at lest i wish all would try to get along and to work things out and not just block them but try to be friends it hurts me to see others not even trying to get along with others.

From Kalebs Mommy
Sunday, June 24, 2007 Progress~! Kaleb is making progress! Friday night a Native American Christian Pastor came up to the room and played the wooden flute for Kaleb... It was absolutely beautiful. Kaleb loved it, he responed so much. He was moing his whole body and opening his eyes. It was wonderful to see such a positive response out of him. So he will be coming back once a week and I am looking forward to this. Early Saturday AM Kaleb had a couple spells of tachycardia (high heart rate) and problems maintaining his tempeture. They've taken the air blower off of him and have replaced it with a heating Pad that is underneath a buch of sheets on his bed. He had periods where he was awake on Saturday. I worked him out and he tried to fight me so that is a good thing. Him showing resistence shows that he is thinking. We talked to the doctors and hopefully he will be making some progress. The menengitis is pretty much gone. They are giving him one more trea

Disorder In The American Courts
These are from a book called Disorder in the American Courts, and are things people actually said in court, word for word, taken down and now published by court reporters who had the torment of staying calm while these exchanges were actually taking place. ATTORNEY: Are you sexually active? WITNESS: No, I just lie there. ____________________________________________________________________ ATTORNEY: What gear were you in at the mo ment of the impact? WITNESS: Gucci sweats and Reeboks. ______________________________________ ATTORNEY: This myasthenia gravis, does it affect your memory at all? WITNESS: Yes. ATTORNEY: And in what ways does it affect your memory? WITNESS: I forget. ATTORNEY: You forget? Can you give us an example of something you forgot? ____________________________________ ATTORNEY: What was the first thing your husband said to you that morning? WITNESS: He said, "Where am I, Cathy?" ATTORNEY: And why did that upset you? WITNESS: My nam

Do It!!!!
CASUAL SEX APPLICATION Name___________________ Age____ Phone(____)__________ Occupation________________________________ Do you live with your parents Yes__ No__ Do you live with your significant other Yes__ No__ Height_____ Weight______ Gender(M/F)___ Married(Y/N)__ Single(Y/N)__ Other_________ How often do you want it (check appropriate answer) Daily__ Weekly__ Monthly__ As much as possible__ How long can you last (check appropriate answer) 1min __ 15min__ 30min__ 1hr__ All nite__ Do you like giving oral sex (Y/N)__ Which do you prefer (check appropriate box) One on one__ Threesome__ Group__ While having sex, *What do u do (check all appropriate answers) Faint__ Cry__ Moan__ Wiggle__ Twist__ Jerk about__ Pant__ Sweat__ Scream__ Hum__ Whistle__ Just lie there__ Take Control__ Scratch__ Pull hair__ Bite__ Smack Booty__ Fake It__Go to sleep__ Watch tv__ Read__ Think of someone else__ *List three positions you like: 1._____________________ 2._____________________ 3._____________________ *

The Real Ten Commandments
The Real Ten Commandments By Richard Carrier I keep hearing this chant, variously phrased: "The Ten Commandments are the foundation of Western morality and the American Constitution and government." In saying this, people are essentially crediting Moses with the invention of ethics, democracy and civil rights, a claim that is of course absurd. But its absurdity is eclipsed by its injustice, for there is another lawmaker who is far more important to us, whose ideas and actions lie far more at the foundation of American government, and whose own Ten Commandments were distributed at large and influencing the greatest civilizations of the West--Greece and Rome--for well over half a millennia before the laws of Moses were anything near a universal social influence. In fact, by the time the Ten Commandments of Moses had any real chance of being the foundation of anything in Western society, democracy and civil rights had all but died out, never to rise again until the ideals of our true

Every Soldier Gives Up So You Can Live Your Life
It may take you two minutes to read this, but if you do not take the time to read this you are one of the people this post is talking about. ____________________________________________________ You stay up for 16 hours He stays up for days on end. ____________________________________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. ____________________________________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. ____________________________________________________ You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. ____________________________________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. ______________________________________________

Scary Pics/profiles Lately
Wazzup with the angry, hatin' young dudes flashing the finger or pointing the pistol? Pretty scary, if you ask me. When I first logged on here, I posted a CARTOON of a chick holding 2 smoking pistols in the air, and I got crap for it by the Cherry police. Why not these more disturbing images?

Crushes
So...one day I came on my loverly CherryTap webpage to find that I have a crush...now i knowwwwwwwwwwwwwww it doesnt tell me who it is ..and those types of things should remain a secret but..To the person that has this crush..if you come forth and identify urself with proof that u are my crush..i will give you my msn messenger address and get on cam for you...That is all

My Future Firefighter~ My Son~ Brandon
I am so proud of my son! He is currently attending~ Tarrant County College~ and will graduate Fire Academy~ August 31st~ 1 day after my birthday! What more could a Mom ask for......... Well he did it~ he is now a State Certified Firefighter! They were all so worried about the State Test, but all 15 of them passed! Ft. Worth starts recruiting next month~ SO say a PRAYER..

Honk! Honk!
HONK! HONK! """^^^^^^^^^^^^| | | SEXY TRUCK | '|""";.., __. |_..._...______===|==|__|..., ] | "(@ )'(@ )""""*|(@ )(@ )*****(@ YOU'VE BEEN HIT! YOU'VE BEEN CONSIDERED ONE OF THE SEXIEST ON CHERRY TAP! ONCE YOU'VE BEEN HIT U HAVE TO HIT THE SEXIEST PEOPLE. IF U GET HIT AGAIN U KNOW THAT U R REALLY SEXY. IF U BREAK THE CHAIN U HAVE UGLINESS FOR 15 YEARS ..........SO HIT 15 SEXY PEOPLE AND LET THEM KNOW THEY R SEXY SEND THIS TO ALL THE PPL THAT U THINK ARE SEXI -IF U GOT 1 BACK THEN U ARE UGLY PPL JUST SENT U THIS TO BE NICE -IF U GOT 2 BACK UR BETTER THAN UGLY -AND IF YOU GET MORE THAN THAT EVERYBODY THINKS YOUR FREAKIN FINE -IF U GET 4 BACK THEN U ARE PRETTY -IF U GET 5 BACK THEN U ARE FREAKIN SEXI -IF U GET 3 BACK UR OKAY 1 min ago

Ahhhh What A Weekend!
i love my man! i am so lucky to have him in my life. he treats me like i NEVER thought possable! i am one lucky girl! i cant wait , next weekend we are going camping well kinda camping in my parents yard with my sisters and stuff so that is going to be fun , and then the weekend after that we are going away for the weekend , just me and him!!!!! so long cell phones so long family , so long stress so long everything!!!!! i cant wait !!!!! and guess what , he is planning everything , i dont have to lift a finger! this rules!!! he spoils me so! sorry girls hes 100% mine mine MINE!!!!!! LMAO!!!! well that is my blog for now , i know really sappy stuff but ya know what , bite me , you know you love seeing me this way for once instead of in mega @itch mode , giggles! take care and i will blog again soon , and i wont be so sappy ....

Ok, Ok, Final Note On This....
My plans have changed and I WILL be returning to CT on September 1st.Need some time away from here and have some personal stuff that's gotta get taken care of..............But I will be back!Thanks to all of you that have asked me to stay and consider time away and coming back, nice to know I have alot of people that care! To those who don't like me for whatever reason and was counting the days til I was gone, well tell you what???? SOOOOOOOOO Sorry! Love Ya! Muaaahhhhh

Annoyed
I declare the space around me DRAMA Free. Those who bring any un-needed drama into my life will have their eyes scratched out! I have reached my limit on BS and Drama, leave it at the door and just be happy. And stop with the damn lifetime solution to a temp problem.

The Bipolar In Me
As some of you know I do suffer from a mental illness, but most are unaware. I now feel an urge to try an explain it's effects on me and give some insight on what it is like in my mind. In September 2003, I walked off my job, got in my car and drove. I didn't know where I was driving to or why. All I knew is that I had to get away. For approximately 2 to 3 hours I was missing. My friends, family and employer didn't know where I was. For that matter I didn't even know. I was stuck in y own world behind the wheel of a car driving to an unknown destination. Eventually I realized my cell phone was ringing in the passenger seat. It was my fiance (now my wife). She talked me home and once I arrived I went to the bedroom, curled up in a ball and laid there staring into nothingness. My now wife, immediately went to the phone book and found an emergency psych clinic to take me to then asked me to go and get checked out. For quite awhile everyone knew something just wasn't right with my b

Kiss
The sweet savor of the long awaited kiss Hands cradling faces as the snow falls softly An impossible dream made reality Forged passionately by two willing hearts Would that the night should not turn to day That this feeling, right now, could go on and on So warm in the afterglow of something so precious How to hold it... cradle it lovingly... and keep it...

I Have New Pics Of Me And Sarah!
Wolf was in fine form as he set up a photoshoot (and yes, sadly, that's all it was) with my good friend Sarah. I would have loved to have done more than take pics. ;) Hope you enjoy! It's in the new folder!

Gah Too Much Cherry!!!!
So any way I put together a play list and I added it to my Stash and also put it on my main page in my music section. I think I've over done it because my page loads SLOOOOOOOOWWWWW!!!!!! I also think I may have over done things with trying to put in a slide show on my page as well. Can we say overkill. I'll give it some time and figure out where I want all my stuff to go I may take off my play list because one or two of the songs I put on it are messed up. Who knows I may just scrap my slide show as well. Try and keep things simple so I don't make myself crazy and get mad at my computer for all the stuff I keep dumping on to the websites I'm working with.

For My Brother Death From All Of Us Man
CherryTAP Bulletin!MAKE STICKY! Kaz^AngeL^ WRR ... remove friend subject: FOR MY BROTHER DEATH ~~ & DAGG SIGN IN SIDE THIS MESSENGE ALL AND ( REPOST ) FOR ME OAK (repost) date: 2007-06-24 19:29:58 BROTHER FOR YOU MAN , HURRY BACK BRO , ALL HAVE YOU IN THEIR PRAYERS BRO , A JOB DOESN'T COME LIGHTLY BROTHER , LOVEYA BROTHER PEACE ANGLS ARE WITH YOU BROTHER LOVE YA BROTHER KURT AKA OAK http://www.cherrytap.com/bulletins.php?b=3317230936 1 KURT SCHMIDT AKA OAK YOUR BROTHER

Love An Eternal Gift
Love an Eternal Gift Love is the eternal possession within one's heart. Give it to those to whom you feel most deserving of it! You will receive it from those who truly care. It costs nothing! But is the most valuable thing you will have. Life can be so wonderful when you have it. Where there is love, There is no loneliness, despair, greed, or hate. What is Love? We really can't put it into words. We only feel the beauty of it in our lives. And it enriches our lives. It is a gift from God to benefit all. It is eternal. by Mary

Live
Hi my name is Mike im 39 yrs. old and single. I have 4 kids in my life One is my son Phillip he is 17 midly autistic yet is the best thing that has happened to me. The other is a daughter named Ashlie. She is 18 and i am very proud of her graduating on June 2nd 2007. I also have twins be the name of Matt and Mark, they are 14. All of them live at home with me. I was married for 19 yrs. I got left for another man. She now lives in Indy and doesnt want to see the kids. Four yrs. ago i got shot in the leg and have had pain and suffering ever since. Yet i still get up every mourning and walk and go on through everyday life. I'm no one special, to me im 6 ft. 1inces tall, i weigh 301 lbs. I am one of the few generous and chilverous men left one the planet. My blonde hair and blue eyes aren't too bad either. I love to camp, fish and hunt. I love to spend time with my family. I'm the crocidile dundee, superman, and a therapist all rolled into one. I dont like people who li

Where Do I Belong ?
Where Do I Belong? I sometimes sit and ponder, Where do I belong in this big world? What is my purpose for being here? Sometimes we never know. What are my gifts and talents in life? Oh we are not meant to know! We live each day. One day at a time we become who we are. Others see what we have become. I think we are just meant to live each day as it comes! I see others and their wonderous gifts, But I cannot see my own. It is okay! Some are touched by us. And others cannot see us for the people we are! Somehow I hope to leave my footprints upon the world. Never knowing who will remember me! MPulsipher

Why I Don't Care.
Look, I'm glad our troops are fighting the good fight, but honestly I don't believe in the shit we're fighting. And if i called stupid or if someone says 'i'm sittin by watching life on the sidelines' b/c i dont give a fuck about the war or some shit then so fucking be it. I honestly don't fucking care. I've had friends I went to high school with die over there and leave behind families and children who'll never know mommy or daddy b/c of this ridiculous shit. So if i'm sittin here watching life pass me by wtf are they doing over there? Losing their lives for no good fucking reason.

A Sucide Story.
She sharpnens her blade to a fine cutting edge Her thoughts are jumble up as she sits on ther ledge Mixed emothisn of love hate joy and drespriis fills her head Her mind races her drams and wish are shatterd now she only wisest to be dead She closers her eyes teels the sharpness of the blade and her thouths turns to sucide all the emotions turn to feas as the fear build she turn on and cranks up deacide She begins to place the blade to her werist Holding it there against erh skin where she will make the slit The phone rings as she gets ready to cut her silky tan skin She picks it up and asnwers she told that a friend has done what she was going to do now she sits tehre shaken Now all she can do is wonder question and say why why why Her own depressin fear and lonlyness is gone replaced by pain and sorrow as she sits and cry's Wondering why she did it wonder how her lif that looked so perfect was worse than her owns She looks back and thinks and relizes she was sloce to he

Problems
Ok I want to let everyone know that I have been experiencing problems with being online. Not sure yet if it is my router or a bad connection but I will be online either on CT or somewhere else and either my screen freezes or I just get booted. So if I am here and all of a sudden I am not it's not that I left anyone hanging on purpose it's my connection. Also if it has to do with the connection I have to go and unplug the router and reset it so it takes awhile and sometimes that doesnt work so I usually if I am sleepy or am busy will just give up and try again later. oh well the frustrations of internet problems..fun fun fun

Wasted Lives
With the gun in your hand no more sleepless nights no more endless pain no more pills no more pills Lock and load It's an easy way out Put an end to this life No one cares no one cares Why? So many wasted lives Why? All these neglected minds Wasted lives is a song dedicated to those who suffer from depression and all those who have taken theire lives because no one listens, they just fill you up with pills and needles. _____________________________________________ As we go on and on about progress and welfare we don't seem to detach our chains That we have been slaves to, 2000 years have passed and we are moving towards something, Something that we can't control Backwards! We have no control Is this what we really want? Is this what we really need? Suffering caused by humangreed Engraved by you and me It's not on purpose, but we can not longer blame it on traditions ____________________________________________ I put my trust in that you see Th

Hey There I Entered My Wife In A Contest And Now She Needs Help Please
hey out there we need help here in my wifes contest please can u come in and rate and bomb she was 1000 ahead now she is only ahead by 150 so please come and help

Give Me One Life With You
Give Me One Life with You I have but one life, Let it be with you. We can watch the sunsets, And the moon in the sky. I will not ask much of you, Just that you love me true. I want you to care about me, And make me feel so close to you. I will give all to you, Just to have you close to me, And make me feel that you care for me. I don't need a big house or the material things in life, All I need is to know you love me. I will for you each day, Never having enough of you. Maybe it is a dream, But all I want is you! by MaryP

Lost Love
Love Lost As I sit and ponder my life, I wonder where true love lies. Where is the one who can make me feel again? And the "One" I can truly trust? Can it happen one more time? Or does life only give you one chance? When will I feel safe again, To share the emotions and passions inside of me? To find a gentle touch and soft caress, And words softly spoken to me. I want to be filled with emotions that are not there now. And wish my time would never end. Ah to whisper my love again could fill my soul, And life would be so brighter. by Mary

Damn Those Little Things
grrrr. take the little things i was talking about in the last entry and added about 4 more on top of them. yeah i know you dont know what they were or how many there were but now that count is somewhere around 10. but one of these new little things is a really big thing that pisses me off regaurdless of the person doing it. thats ignoring me. i cant stand it. i really hate it when the person ignoring me started the converstation. i mean my god if you dont wanna talk to me dont say 'hi' first. and if i say 'hi' dont just say nothing, just tell me you dont feel like talking. i mean damn i wont take it personal if you tell me something before i get pissed off bc your ignoring me. after i get mad about dont try and talk to me like nothing happened or make some piss poor excuse as to why you didnt answer me. that will do nothing more than piss me off even more. grrrrr. sorry to waste your time reading my rant but hey i had to do something before i got to mad about it and mad someone else ma

Shooting Competition
Hmm blog time huh, ok well here goes the last three days Went to the South Texas Tactical shooting competition in Mountain Home, Texas. The rules had changed a bit since last year, but after the first ten minutes in the office, it was clear that me and my team mates had a lot of catching up to do. We took our weapons to the "Range Safety Officer" , that is in title only, he had no clue what he was doing there. We had some time to kill, so after lunch we took a look at the course we would have to be navigating Saturday morning. The course was laid out like a four block section of Smallville, USA. Building on the sides and gutted cars on the streets. The object is to make your way from point "A" to point "B" shooting a set number of targets along the way. You compete in three man teams, a change from the five man teams of last year, and this is a live round competition, no paint ball, no laser tag. My team has been together for four years and we work well together.

The Fast And The Furious: Tokyo Drift
I was watching "The Fast and the Furious: Tokyo Drift" the other night after buying the DVD and there was this very enlightening philosophical scene in Scene 10. I watched it once before, months ago when I downloaded it and forgot about this part. There is a scene where Sean and Han are on this balcony overlooking a rooftop soccer field and Hachiko Square in Shibuya – Tokyo. Hachiko Square is Japan's equivalent to New York's Time Square. Hachiko Square by Shibuya Station is the world's most busiest pedestrian crossing. People cross from 5 different crosswalks at once, simultaneously, stopping all traffic. I posted a couple of recent videos in my stash showing the phenomenon and one of Shibuya Tokyu Tower number 2 on which the soccer field is on. The square by Shibuya station is famous for neon, gigantic TV screens and people. This crossing is the one featured in many a music video and films like Lost In Translation and The Fast and Furious: Tokyo Drift. The pedestrian cros

Tomorrow Is Not Promised
Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there, they serve some sort of purpose; teach you a lesson, or help figure out who you are, and who you want to become. You never know who these people may be: your neighbor, child, long lost friend, or even a stranger who, when you lock eyes with them, you know at that very moment that they will affect your life, in some profound way. And sometimes things happen to you, and at the time they seem painful and unfair, but in reflection you realize, that without overcoming those obstacles, you would have never realized your potential strength, or your hearts desire. Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of good or bad luck. Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness, as well as experiencing sheer stupidity; all occur to test the limits of your soul. Without these small tests, whether they be events, illnesses or relationships, life would be li

Extra Special Cat Bath Day Quotes From Bleeding Chance
Never try to out-stubborn a cat. -- Lazarus Long, Anybody who doesn't know what soap tastes like never washed a cat. -- Franklin P. Jones There is no snooze button on a cat who wants breakfast. -- Anonymous Thousands of years ago, cats were worshipped as gods. Cats have never forgotten this. -- Anonymous Cats are smarter than dogs. You can't get eight cats to pull a sled through snow. -- Jeff Valdez Dogs come when they're called; cats take a message and get back to you later. -- Mary Bly Some people say that cats are sneaky, evil, and cruel. True, and they have many other fine qualities as well. -- Missy Dizick

Sain Of Thought Saind Of Mind.
I am of sain of thoutht I of sain of mind, But day by day hour after hour you piss me off All I want ot do is rip your juggaler from your throat and drink your life essence, I am not evil nor am I good just thoughs of your pure hatred of mankind Cause I am of sain of though and sain of mind I am just the pure good and evil in you If you gae me the chance I would blow that mother fucker away with out another thought Cause I am you and you are me we are of the same thoughs and of the same mind I am fo saint thoughs I am of sain mind Let loose I will show you the side you never dream you had The abilty to take another life and feedom the power is in you just let loose le me show you your dakr desire cause I am you and you are me buet you repat these lies to your self I am of sian of thought n sain of mind As you lie to your self the insainty creeps and I take over showing you are not good nor evil You fear me you fear what I could do to your life Just let go let me torture

Choices
Some people sit, some people try; Some people laugh, some people cry; Some people will, some people won't; Some people do, some people don't. Some people believe, and develop a plan; Some people doubt, never think that they can; Some people face hurdles and give it their best; Some people back down when faced with a test. Some people complain of their miserable lot; Some people are thankful for all that they've got; And when it's all over, when it comes to an end; Some people lose out, and some people win. We all have a choice, we all have a say; We are spectators in life, or we get in and play; Whichever we choose, how we handle life's game; The choices are ours, no one else is to blame.

Well It's Moving Day 6-25-07
It's that time where we move to a new place and a new area in Jacksonville,Fl. I'm sorry to say that I wont be on for a few days or even a week or so, but don't be sad I'll be back to rate,fan,and befriend all of you that passed by my page....

Answers
A while ago one of the guys on my friends list asked me some questions. I bet he was beginning to think I'd forgotten about them. I haven't. Here are the questions and the answers :) How tall are you? 5'6" What kind of foods do you like? ooooh man... I'm a carboholic. I love candy, bread, muffins, scones, fruit, ice cream, cake... as far as types of food go.. I love Mexican, Italian and Chinese the most. I've never met a chocolate I didn't like... and through experimentation I have found that the perfect cocoa amount for me is 70%. :) My biggest vice, however, is ice cream. What do you like to do for fun? There is a local take on Mystery Science Theater here in town that I like to go to. They do a different movie about once a month and they're hilarious. I love going there and heckling the performers (which they expect from every crowd). It feels especially good when the audience laughs at my jokes :D Lately I haven't had much of a social life. I'm getting

Showing Some Love For Friends!
MySpace Comments I JUST WANT TO THANK YOU ALL FOR ALWAYS BEING THERE TO RATE MY STUFF! (i'm sure i missed a few people, if so let me know and i'll get you added) MySpace Comments ~ ? NAPTOWNHORSEBREAKER ?~@ CherryTAP ToXic SiN@ CherryTAP ~Kassidy~@ CherryTAP RocksNow@ CherryTAP brende143@ CherryTAP ~KentuckyHomeGrl~ Read Profile@ CherryTAP drama princessPLEASE SIGN MY GUEST BOOK!!@ CherryTAP "...Arvieh_Mitzi..."@ CherryTAP Wìtchy177 )O(@ CherryTAP

Your Rights
losing our freedoms Again here in the land of the free we our losing a right to play internet poker. Our goverment while promoting the land of the free is slowly taking away our rights, one of my favorite poker sites had to close down to USA players Also in the last couple of months the U.S. goverment has went after ne teller a net service provider of funding gaming accounts and allowing you to cash out at poker sites.They have seized 55 million bucks from ne teller that belongs to people who reside in the good ol USA. I have put my life on the line for this country I was in the marines for 6 plus years ive walked what was considered the biggest flashpoint in the world the DMZ betweeen North and South Korea. Served during the 1st Iraq war. People say well why should I care that u cant play poker in the net? Well your answer is its like taking a cork out of a bottle............ sip by sip the bottle empties if they take this away whats next maybe your ebay who knows could be anythi

Two Souls
Whether thou followest me or I lead Our paths will run alongside For in you I can feel my need Based upon love, not pride. Our spirits will soar amongst the stars Our souls entwined as one There shall be no boundary too far Not the moon, nor planet nor sun. We shall walk this path together An aura that none can divide We shall walk this path forever Two souls as one, side by side.

Fuck Buddy Game!!
haha... you opened this ok you can't turn back now there is atleast one person in your friends list that wants to either sleep with you or go out with you if there is someone on your list that does then you will recieve a message saying either " i'm yours" or "i'd hit it" if they want to go out with you then you will get a message saying"im yours" if they just want to sleep wit you you will get a message saying"i'd hit it" so, come one if you want to know who likes you then repost this as fuck buddies (game) (repost of original by 'Dj JoKaZ ** ~JUGGALO~FAMILY~' on '2007-06-14 13:55:58') (repost of original by '**Nikki~The~Ninjalette**Sign my guestbook**' on '2007-06-14 15:30:36') (repost of original by '+*¨^¨*+Lø§†$øûL+*¨^¨*+" Tat2ed White Trash"' on '2007-06-14 15:32:37') (repost of original by 'BBW Pin-up Girl Luscious Lillyth Crow *Freaks R Us Family Member*' on '2007-06-14 17:55:42') (repost of original by 'tattmndo69***freak show family****sick weird and tw

Bad Weekend
It's been a bad weekend. My mom went into the hosplital again They don't know whats worng with her . she is out now, but im still so worried. my parents are 65 and they still fight and my dad has COPD and infusima and only one lung and is on oxygen and they were fighting and yelling today and my sister and mour kids were there to see it everyone is so upset and stressed in my family. I just don't know what to do anymore. i just thought blogging about it might help. i try to be kind to everyone on here and in real life and it seems like i just get used and ranover sometimes. People that i thought i was close to seem to be slippin gaway is it even worth it ? just my thoughts .....

My Thoughts For Today And This Weekend.
What can go wrong next? well im sure if anything goes wrong it will happen tonight..or maybe my weekend from heck will carry on to the week. Wouldnt surprise me at all.Everything seems to be going wrong for me the last few days. Why is it when you need someone the most, they're never there for you. But always need you there for them. or want you to tell them everything you want..and then never want to tell you anything..i tell ya..that gets on my nerves. If things dont start to get better.. I swear i will scream..well either scream cry or tear my hair out..lol whatever feeling comes over me at the time. Well thanks for letting me vent..could be more tomorrow ..depending on if something else happens to me or my family.

Sisters
A young wife sat on a sofa on a hot humid day, drinking iced tea and visiting with her Mother. As they talked about life, about marriage, about the responsibilities of life and the obligations of adulthood, the mother clinked the ice cubes in her glass thoughtfully and turned a clear, sober glance upon her daughter. "Don't forget your Sisters," she advised, swirling the tea leaves to the bottom of her glass. "They'll be more important as you get older. No matter how much you love your husband, no matter how much you love the children you may have, you are still going to need Sisters. Remember to go places with them now and then; do things with them." "Remember that 'Sisters' means ALL the women... your girlfriends, your daughters, and all your other women relatives too. "You'll need other women. Women always do." What a funny piece of advice!' the young woman thought. Haven't I just gotten married? Haven't I just joined the couple-world? I'm now a married woman, for goodness s

3 Rules
3 Rules TAKE THIS SURVEY! Rule #1: If you open this you GOTTA take it Rule #2: You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING Rule #3: Only answer True or False Q: Kissed someone on your top friends? False Q: Been arrested? False Q: Kissed someone you didn't like? false Q: You like someone? true Q: Held a snake? false Q: Been suspended from school? false Q: Been fired from a job? true Q: Sang karaoke? true Q: Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? true Q: Laughed until you started crying? true Q: Caught a snowflake on your tongue? true Q: Kissed in the rain? true Q: Sang in the shower? true Q: Sat on a roof top? false Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? false Q: Broken a bone? true Q: Shaved your head? false Q: Played a prank on someone? false Q: Had/have a gym membership? false Q: Made a girlfriend/boyfriend cry? false Q: Shot a gun? false Q: Donated Blood? false Q: Had your heart broken? false Q: Broken

Chasing Butterflies
last night I had the weirdest dream, I will not share the details...(I know I know.. why bother to mention it?) but it was......interesting. tonight I came to sissy's house where we shall have our own little live out of Absolutely Fabulous. It has been awhile since I actually stayed over and we got silly. should be fun. champagne...movies kids can't watch... talking s**t about people..... nahhhhh just kidding on the last part. kids go to bed in a few hours...yay!!! and then......silliness commence! how did this night of revelry come about? hubby has to work of course. but not just any work. He went in for shift today and since the new work week starts with first watch he has to stay since the changed his schedule and he is on first watch the next 2 weeks. so I came here with kids so loving hubby can get some peace to sleep when he gets home. ok...let the champagne flow!

Respect
respect verb To have a high opinion of: admire, consider, esteem, honor, regard, value. Idioms: look up to, think highly (or much) (or well) of. See praise To recognize the worth, quality, importance, or magnitude of: appreciate, cherish, esteem, prize 1, treasure, value. Idiom: set store by. See praise noun A feeling of deference, approval, and liking: account, admiration, appreciation, consideration, esteem, estimation, favor, honor, regard. See respect A person's high standing among others: dignity, good name, good report, honor, prestige, reputation, repute, status. See respect Friendly greetings. Used in plural: best, regard (used in plural). See greeting The particular angle from which something is considered: angle 2, aspect, facet, frame of reference, hand, light 1, phase, regard, side. See perspective

Are You Worth It?
I gave things a lot of thought over the past week. I've decided that, for the future, instead of worrying about what I'm doing wrong in trying to be social, I'm going to flip the script a little bit. See... I realize I've already blown it with some people on this site... a few of whom I liked a lot. Why? Because I spent all this time worrying about how I was going to get them to like me back, and not enough time stopping to think. About what, you ask? (Well, I really don't care whether you ask or not.) About whether or not these women measure up to my standards. All along, I've been thinking, "What's wrong with me? Why am I not there yet? Ore ga, mada mada desu ka?" (Okay, I wasn't really thinking the last one.) I should have been thinking, "Wait a minute. Why am I worried about that? They should be living up to my standards." So... here's the new plan. If I'm going to get with you, you have to be worth my time, now, and not the other way around. No more psychos

Help Me Reach My Next Level!
hey y'all I'm just a little over 2,000 points away from my next level so PLEASE head over to my page and comment my pics...rate my pics...crush on me...fan me...buy me gifts...leave me profile comments! Anything that will help me reach my goal!!! Thanks to everyone who helps me out!!! :)

About Best Buyz 4 Less
Hi everyone, This is going to be my blog for my store Best Buyz 4 less, your one stop shopping for Consumer Electronics, Gaming and more! We have things from Gamboys to the PS3 and 360. Computer parts, video cards, TV, Monitors, GPS and even things just for the ladies. I am going to use this blog as updates and info about Best Buyz 4 Less so if you wish to know, you can follow what's new and what's going on. Right now new items are being added on a weekly bases, every friday night, and usually at least 20 items or more so every week there are always new things to see. So check it out at "www.bestbuyz4less.com?cherrytap" minus the Quotes of course, make sure you sign up for the newsletters, every month i send out coupons for great savings!! For reading this blog you can use the coupon code: "CTS0607" to save up to 12% on your total order of anything over $150. Valid through July 31st! See you there and happy shopping!!!

Love
Love From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia Jump to: navigation, search Editing of this article by unregistered or newly registered users is currently disabled. If you are prevented from editing this article, and you wish to make a change, please discuss changes on the talk page, request unprotection, log in, or create an account. For other uses, see Love (disambiguation). Part of a series on Love Historically Courtly love Greek love Religious love Types of Emotion Erotic love Platonic love Familial love Puppy love Romantic love See Also Unrequited love Problem of love Sexuality Sexual intercourse Valentine's Day Close Relationships Affinity • Attachment • Bonding • Cohabitation • Compersion • Concubinage • Courtship • Divorce • Dower/-ry • Friendship • Family • Husband • Infatuation • Intimacy • Jealousy • Limerence • Love • Marriage • Monogamy • Nonmonogamy • Office romance • Passion • Partner • Pederasty • Platonic love • Psycholo

Hard Times
What would you call if you had to think all the time. Too think about all the times you caused pain. To see the pain that you have in your heart held on your shoulders. All one can do is wait for the times to be right. Wait for when one comes into all the right aspects. Till that happens everyone will have hard times.

As Yet Untitled- Written 10/06
Armor plate of silver steel Protects me from the scorn they feel The scarring assumptions, the cutting lies Just wish they could open their eyes See beyond the shields and blades To the stuff of which my heart is made For underneath the leather and mail Are gossamer wings, ever so frail Faerie dust, petals and lace Butterflies and a smile on my face Yet I am cautious whom I allow to see Beyond the shadows to the softer side of me I must take care to whom what is spoken For these gossamer wings are easily broken

Fuck Yall Fakes
So yea I havee figured that ppl only hit u up when they want something. All this damn fakes only got ya 2 have points and shit so whoever the fuck i dont talk to, ya ass getting delete, say watever the fuck u want, talk all the b.s but at the end of the day im still saying FUCK YOU. holla at me bitches....

To The Right Of Sanity
thinking a lot tonight. Dun know what about. Krow kept coming into my mind last night. Its the first time I have missed him since I learned the truth that he was a lier and everything he said to me he was saying to others. That our love was fake. Well HIS. I loved him totally. ::sighs:: But thre are times when I miss the sound of his voice. When I dun know where to go. Sometimes I think I am not really over him and just looking for ways to drive him crazy and make him see what he lost. Then there are days when I don't even think of him. ::sighs:: Hence the Charlotte Church "The Prayer"

Real Friend Test !
This is GOOD..I expect it back too! I especially like the last sentence!!!!!! A simple friend, when visiting, acts like a guest. A real friend opens your refrigerator and helps himself (and doesn't feel even the least bit weird shutting your 'beer/Pepsi drawer' with her foot!) A simple friend has never seen you cry. A real friend has shoulders soggy from your tears.. A simple friend doesn't know your parents' first names. A real friend has their phone numbers in his address book. A simple friend brings a bottle of wine to your party. A real friend comes early to help you cook and stays late to help you clean. A simple friend hates it when you call after they've gone to bed. A real friend asks you why you took so long to call. A simple friend seeks to talk with you about your problems. A real friend seeks to help you with your problems. A simple friend wonders about your romantic history. A real friend c

Ratings
I have a lot of fun on this site. And my philosophy is this. If I don't feel a pic deserves a 10, I won't rate it. I feel it a slap to receive anything less than 10. What do people have to down rate anyones pic? What will not get a rating from me? I don't care for pics where people are flipping off the camera. I don't feel that is nice, so I skip those pics and move to the next one. I will rate nearly every other pic on someone's page a 10. Please do the same for me. Thanks again.

Whole
I smell the struggle of yesterdays problems like an old worn out newspaper I can almost taste the bitterness of my own self rebuttal I remember the days of unkind words and they were only spoken from my own mind I hear this angry voice and I know that It only wants to fail but I myself have found the fury I have found the blessings of finding my strength and Not just the moment of strength that I see every day in you I finally have found the Orb of light inside me Inside my head, inside my heart I have found my fury unleashing it from the bitterness and Calming it to the peacefulness this peacefulness I call It Love... Self Love Love In Me And Love In Thee...

Ultra Single Uber Geek!
By driver1866 at 2007-06-24 Am I unapproachable? Yes I am asking this today. I have pondered the subject this weekend. Just finished a conversation along the same lines with a very nice friend out west on this! Sure, it is nice to be on line and have women compliment me and all, but in the real world how does it all fit? It really rarely ever does as far as I can see. So what is it about me that has kept me dateless since November? Am I too brash? Too Bold? Intimidating? What is it about me that keeps the Females away? Hum... Am I so fugly I may as well be Female repellent? Tell me your HONEST thoughts on this... If I have to fix something I want it fixed properly and not all half assed! Thanks!

Blinded By The Bitterness
[ Blinded by the Bitterness ] As the shadows overwhelm me My Days and nights go old Your love is digging me deeper Im sinking into your whirlpool My heart is bleeding, my soul is weeping Your Love Just Tears me up inside Your Heart is cold but your soul is colder My Heart is bleeding, bleeding into you now Im growing more to hate you Your turning into my bitter regret I spit at your comfort Cause its all bullshit My heart is bleeding, my soul is weeping Your Love Just Tears me up inside Your Heart is cold but your soul is colder My Heart is bleeding, bleeding into you now Your Love is just a cover up For games and alibies Your love is just a hatred Making me so insane My heart is bleeding, my soul is weeping Your Love Just Tears me up inside Your Heart is cold but your soul is colder My Heart is bleeding, bleeding into you now

Begging For More.
Down on your knees Begging me please You want me so bad your about to cry I can't understand why All I did was fuck you Mothers don't like me There dauthers want 2 fuck me I'm just fucking an pass'n them On there back quivering, n wanting more as there cumm'n Grabbing me tryin to mark me Bitch what the fuck you doin to me I ain't yas I just getting my nut off Then I"m pass'n you off Daddy's want to kill me There dauther want to fuc me I'm just fuckn n pann' them On there back quivern n wantime mre as there cumm'n Faygo on ther back While I"m hittne it from the back Bent over and sreaming more I'm tearing up there nede till they cant handle anymore Parents cant' stand me There daughters want to fuck me I'm just fuck'n an passn them On there back quiver n wanting mre as there cumm'n

The Path To Nowhere
This is based on the teachings of Osho who was an enlightened master of no religion. His teachings are basically the core of paganism in that he pulls from many different religions but stresses that individuality is most important. Osho is like a modern day Buddha or Jesus. He passed away only 12 years ago, so many of his teachings are adaptable to present day situations. This is not a “how-to” page, it is a “to-do” page. You will find your own methods; I’m just presenting the facts. As for transforming yourself through meditation and awareness this has been quite an eye-opening experience for me. It’s not necessary to plan a day or an hour to meditate, this is about making your whole life a meditation. It is about using every moment, whether it be at work or play, to become aware of everything around you and it’s about going into every moment of your day totally. From my experience, awareness is really the key to transformation so-called mundane things into meditative experiences.

Ct's Sexiest Cherry Contest
I first want to Thank You personally MsDallas for hosting the contest and to all the Godfather/CT Mafia Family Alliance and friends that helped me to win, there are so many of You to thank that i can not name You all but i thank each and every one of You that had a part in my winning from the bottom of my heart!!!! I also would like to say congrats to all the other contestants that have won or just even took the time to participate in the contest, great going All!!!

Untitled
Don't ask me to stay because I won't, don't ask me to love you because I can't. I've tried so hard to make myself love you, but you can't make your heart feel something it won't. Why do you ask me to stay? I already told you I have to leave. Don't tell me you love me, I can't handle hearing that. I'm so confused about what I want, all I know is that I need to go. A chance to think, to sort my thoughts, that's what I really need right now. That chance will come very soon, and I know I'll be doing alot of thinking then. Maybe I'll realize that I really do need you, that I've just been ignorant these past few months. Then again, I could find what I want, what I've only dreamed of... When I find my destiny, I'll let you in on it. For now I just have a favor- a simple thing to ask you- Don't ask me to stay, for I can't, don't ask me to love you, for I won't.

Relationships And Feelings
What would you do if you had been in a relationship for a while but there is someone else that you like and the relationship you are in right now is on the rocks because of some stupid crap. I need help!! Let me know your opinions THanks

Failure
Failure doesn't mean you are a failure, it does mean you haven't succeeded yet. Failure doesn't mean you have accomplished nothing, it does mean you have learned something. Failure doesn't mean you have been a fool, it does mean you had a lot of faith. Failure doesn't mean you have been disgraced, it does mean you were willing to try. Failure doesn't mean you don't have it, it does mean you have to do something in a different way. Failure doesn't mean you are inferior, it does mean you are not perfect. Failure doesn't mean you've wasted your life, it does mean you've a reason to start afresh. Failure doesn't mean you should give up, it does mean you should try harder. Failure doesn't mean you'll never make it, it does mean it will take a little longer. Failure doesn't mean God has abandoned you, it does mean God has a better idea! -Robert Schuller- *~*~*~*~*~*

The Wolf That Guides.
Things unsaid could be deadly What lurks in the silence Does it matter progly not earges of chaos carnge and mayhem these are things of pleasure His eyes watches behind mine his ears hear what I do news of somthing somthing that shouldnt be known cause it could causeo some one pain as a healer I should care but the wolf tells em to let it go wait and let time run it coarse then when its done an over Go end for the kill

Freinds Near Me
Are there any out there who are interested in getting together to hang out? I am a very lonely person and would like to meet some friends. I don't like to go out alone. Anyone interested, please let me know. I want to find more than the guys who want to get into my pants. Thanks, Leigh Anne

Existence (first Poem I Ever Wrote)
My existence is an enigma Why do I a body with no soul exist I serve no purpose y do I exist In this world where I don’t belong in a world where I’m not wanted In a world where I’m not loved y do I exist me a body with no soul Why am I here to suffer through this miserable existence called life in a place where ill never find happiness where every goal I could hope to achieve will always be out of reach where all I can do is watch others live life and wish that I could be like them y am I forced to wake up in the mourning y cant I just sleep forever y wont it all just end am I destined to forever be imprisoned in this miserable place y am I alive I who serve no purpose but to walk this earth unwanted unloved y do I exist me a body with no soul to speak of

All Bottle Up.
In need of a blade Wanting a release from my pain To feel that cold steall agains my skin That slight sting that brings extasy Blood flowing through the small slit Just one new scar is all I pleade Let me releast all this shit In a bottle thats needs release The presure is building up Where is that knife at An not the one in my back I need a release GIVE ME A FUCKING KNIFE NOW!! I need to release this shit now Got to lead the pain bleed away The anger is building the depression evergrowing Give me that cold steel Me me my release For I've bottle up every thing I need to release it all Just let me have one more scar Give my the knife to pop the top.

Something I Am Working On...
Here is where I plant my garden and here I shall care for love's blossoms, As I am tuaght by my muse, carefully sort them in plotes, Fertile branches, whose product is golden fruit of my lifetime, Set here in happier years, tended with pleasure today. Standing here, good Prispus, albeit from thieves I've Nothing to fear. Freely pluck, who so ever would eat. Hypocrites, those are the ones! If weekend with shame and bad conscience One of those criminals comes, spuiting out over My Garden!, Bridling at nature's pure fruit, punish the knave in his hindparts, Using the stake which so red there at your lions. Tell me ye stonee and give me O'! glorious palaces answer. Speak O! ye streets but only one word. Genius, art thou alive! Yes here within thy sanctfied walls there's a soul in Each object, Roma eternal even. For me, only are all things yet muted. Who will then tell me in whispers and where must I find just the window Where one day she'll be glimsped; creature

Eminently Quotable Quotes And Inspirational Quotations
Eloquent quotable quotes and inspirational quotations from secular writers variously deal with "profound truths" which are definitely seen as being somehow spiritual as well as with "aspects of truth" that are not readily characterized as being primarily spiritual. The pure and simple Truth is rarely pure, and never simple. Oscar Wilde Several inspirational quotations about - Divine Edification Nor less I deem that there are Powers Which of themselves our minds impress; That we can feed this mind of ours In a wise passiveness William Wordsworth Those obstinate questionings Of sense and outward things, Fallings from us, vanishings; Blank misgivings of a Creature Moving about in worlds not realised, High instincts before which our mortal Nature Did tremble like a guilty thing surprised William Wordsworth One in whom persuasion and belief Had ripened into faith, and faith become A passionate intuition. William Wordsworth Truths that wake To perish never

Slay The Lonlyness
Lonlyness comsumes me I need to find someone to set me free Just to be able to hold them TO feel there soft lips as I kiss them To feel alive again even if its for a short time I could fina a fuck buddy easy just by using a lame line But that ain't what I"m looking for After awhile that gets old and leaves me wanting more FOr once I want nothing but to cuddle and maybe forplay Lonlyness is my hunger I need to slay.

Grown Cold
As the ligt begins to fade My eye start to open Another night begins But is it worth it The yars begin to show Death is coming near My time has been spent alone Lonly nights and heart breaks it's all the same you see I don't care anymore Drama and bullshit Whats the point in the end The reaper don't care Neither do I Stop bitching already I'm cold inside I'm tired of the same old lies I have no one SO I really could carless Your gossip falls's on death earts Deaths touch is said to be cold Ans she has touched my heart My kindness is my lie COlder uncaring i am to be She takes my hand Kiss's my lips Now I'm free.

My Intro
Ok all just thought I'd pop on here and give a proper introduction. All the basics are covered in my profile my name is Zan or Xander which ever you choose to call me is cool with me. Welcome to my blog, here I will be posting whatever the hell I feel like posting at the time. Some you'll like some you won't I don't really care either way. That may sound a little mean to some of you, but I have better things to do then worry about what people think of me. Most of what will be posted here will be my poetry, and a few things that just annoy me enough to rant about. I will try to post in here at least once a week, but I'm sure I'll forget to sometimes though. Anyway, If you want more insight into my mind read away if not oh well... I'm outtie I’ll see you all later.

Something Different
How many of you took your pic in the car before or after you left work?? this would be considered a pic at work. How many of you taken your pic at home right before you head out the door? This would be a pic at work. How many of you had a long day at work and you got home took your pic ? This would be a pic at work. To all my Family, Friends and Fans! My Friend is holding her first contest and it is going to be a pic at work Contest!( pic must be you at work or what you do while at work) P.S to all you domesitc goddess and Mr. Mom's please don't feel as you don't work yall hold very important jobs of taking care of the house and family and that is how we surive . So dont let that stop ya from entering the contest!!!!! RULES !!!!!!!! 1. Comment bombing photos 2. Self bombing allowed 3. Bombers welcomed 4. Have Fun DATES OF CONTEST Contest will start on June the 25th at 8:00 a.m. central time and will end on July the 8th at 8:00 p.m. central time. PRIZES

I'm Not The One You Want.
Tired of getting chance's that I don't deserve Don't you see these nothing I want from you There's somthing you want from me that I cant give Why are you still pushing I've told you how I feel yet you go behind my back probeing and prying try to find a way to get to me I'm not one to be tied down I need to be free Havent you notice the more you pull I'm going to push I can't tell you what I want cause I don't know All that you can do is give me time An stop going to every one about me Thats all I can say is give it time and dont' say I LOVE YOU Cause I knw you do but you need to give it time Time has past n your still trying our time is done I know what I want and your not it Don't you see I'm a asshole Don't you know I can't stand you Why are you putting your self through agony Your trying and your trying and your pissing me off Turn away and don't look back Walk away before I snap I'm trying to be nice I'm trying too keep my cool Yet every time I hear you open y

Field Day 2007
Our Search and Rescue team went to a Field Day event in Greenville,IL on June 23rd for a Membership Meeting,Communications Exercise, K9 Training event. Okaw Valley Amateur Radio club outs on the ARRL Field day and usually request a Emergency Public service Agency because they gain extra points in the event. We arrived at 8 am Sat morning and begin to set up, This was even before the Okaw Valley Amateur Radio club gets there to set up. We set up 1 pop up, K9 Cooling station, tents and such and stage the vehicles for display. We help Okaw valley set up their portable tower and such and begin the day. Our team starts off with a Team Business meeting, promotions before taking the K9's for swim exercises, K9's must be able to swim on command and fetch items from the water when asked to do so. We spent time with the K9's on basic obedience skills which Cosmo had really advanced in such as a stay command, Captain Perkins walked Bumper ( Bloodhound ) around Cosmo stepping over cos

This One's For The Smokers
I'm sure most of you have heard that they want to increase the tax by 156% on cigarettes. Its bad enough that, in Ohio, all public establishments are now NON-Smoking. It's had an effect on the local bars and eateries. I've heard from several different people --the ones I used to party with--that anymore, due to the non-smoking law...the bars are pretty much dead. I know it doesn't matter much to the non-smokers. But its a crock of s***! ============== Here's the flyer: ============== Now if this is a concern to you (the smokers) then visit NO CIG TAX click the "what you can do to help link" enter your zip code and have emails sent to your state reps and those who are responsible for voting on this. ============ Have a nice evening.

Florida Condo Rent Or Sale
SALE = 2 bedroom 1 bath condo in non-age restricted community Freashly painted, neutral decor, ceiling fans, inclosed glass porch, new heat pump. Tile in kitchen and bath. Full size washer with dryer hookup. REDUCED PRICE at $97,900 RENT = Includes cable TV, water, sewer and garbage Clubhouse with pool, laundromat and close bus transportation. Near lots or restaurants and shopping! looking for $700-$750 a month READY TO RENT OR SELL IMMEDIATLY! Right next to hwy19 and 541! email or reply at mgandara202@comcast.net for more information!

Controlling Your Emotions For Someone
Another answer to a MUMM titled "Controlling Your Emotions For Someone" http://www.cherrytap.com/mum.php?id=83145 Everything after the stars is not in the comment as space was limited. Q: WHAT IS IT EASIER TO DO FOR YOU, LOVE SOMEONE EVEN THOUGH THEY HURT YOU MANY TIMES OR HATE SOMEONE AND NEVER FORGIVE THEM EVER? My Answer: Here is the thing. Neither one of those options is healthy at all. Unconditional love does not mean that you have to accept abuse, manipulation and bullshit. It means that you only accept love into your life and fear is not an option. When people act out of fear it is most often abusive and nonsense. Unconditional love does not mean we have to be a martyr. It means to accept others for who they choose to be and how they choose to live and if they can't treat you right, you wish them well, let them go and love them from a distance. It is easy for most people to pass the blame, judge, and play the victim but not take responsibility for their own l

1996 Honda Accord Lx
Clean interior, great body condition 167k miles driver side door handle broke off .. still can get in and out left cvc joint needs replacing Brand new tires battery brakes all put on within the last two months cold AC good system everything runs great rides great cant beat the price... color silver 4 door looking for 1600 to 2800 obo email if interested must be serious to buy mgandara202@comcast.net

To Start Over
i sit here and wonder if i am ready ready to start all over again my life has flown by me and i dont even know where it went i have dealt with the best and the worst i realize the wrongs i have made but i also see the rights my days are blanked out and my nights i just lay and cry i try to express how i feel but the words just aint there i sit here and think if only i disappeared or maybe just go silent i know that i have hurt many people and wish i could take it all back i dont know what to do anymore hell i dont even have the words to speak my mind is a total mess as i try to start again but its hard to see the future when all i can see is my past alot of you wont understand and a few of you will so as i try to sit and start again i pray that i will find the truth in the end

Scsweetie Of The Dsc
Hey all ... a true sweetheart is in a contest ... I have just reposted a bulletin asking for help for her in this contest ... I dont ask for alot .. I just chill back and do my thing... giving mad love often and not always gettin it in return ... please repost my bulletin and click on her pic and give her a few moments of your time .... she deserves it.. I am beggin for help ... and when you need help you dont have to beg me ... Thanks mucho

Close Call
I HAD A CLOSE ONE ALMOST GETTING T BONED TODAY ON THE SIDE MY LIL GIRL WAS ON MISSED ME AND TOTALLED A BRAND NEW DODGE TRUCK I THANK GOD MY LIL ONE IS OK AND HEALTHY SO IM AM NEVER SAPPY BUT I LUCKED OUT TODAY SO THIS IS FOR THE KIDS THAT NEVER MAKE IT WITH SICKNESS AND CRAHSES AND FREAK ACCIDENTS XOXOXOXOX

Favorite Quotes
Your always goina fail but you'll learn from those mistakes and overcome and advance from those mistakes... If u can't run with the big dogs keep your ass on the porch and stay out of the way or you'll get ran over...