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Careful What You Wish For!!
A man asked his wife what she'd like for her birthday.. "I'd love to be eight again" she replied On the morning of her birthday he arose early, made her a nice big bowl of Coco Pops and then took her off to the local theme park. What a Day! He put her on every ride in the park: * The Death Slide * The Wall of Fear * The Screaming Monster Roller Coaster Five hours later she staggered out of the theme Park. Her head was reeling and her stomach felt upside down. Right away they journeyed to a McDonalds where her loving husband ordered her a Happy Meal with extra fries and a refreshing chocolate milk shake. Then it was off to the movies: the latest Star Wars epic, a hot dog, popcorn, all the Coke she could drink, her favourite lolly and M& M's. What a fabulous adventure! Finally she wobbled home with her husband and collapsed onto the bed exhausted. He leaned over his precious wife with a big smile and lovingly asked "Well Dear, what was it like being eight again?" Her ey

Tetanus Shot
The old man struggles to get up from the couch then starts putting on his coat. His wife, seeing the unexpected behavior, asks, "Where are you going?" He replies, "I'm going to the doctor." She says, "Why, are you sick?" He says, "Nope, I'm going to get me some of that Viagra stuff." Immediately the wife starts working and positioning herself to get out of her rocker then begins to put on her coat. He says, "Where the hell are you going"? She answers, "I'm going to the doctor, too." He says, "Why, what do you need?" She says, "If you're going to start using that rusty old thing, I'm getting a tetanus shot.

Bulletin: Post From Law Enforcement Agencies
***State Police Warning*** June 13, 2007 Body: STATE POLICE WARNING PLEASE READ Please read this.....I hope that all of my Friends Post this and help keep our internet friends safe. State police warning for online: Please read this "very carefully"..then send it out to all the people online that you know. Something like this is nothing to be taken casually; this is something you DO want to pay attention to. If a person with the screen-name of imahustlababay or http://www.myspace.com/ineedatipdrill contacts you, do not reply. DO NOT talk to this person; do not answer any of his/her instant messages or e-mail. Whoever this person may be, he/she is a suspect for murder in the death of 56 women (so far) contacted through the Internet. Please send this to all the women on your buddy list and ask them to pass this on, as well. This screen-name was seen on Yahoo, AOL, AIM, and Excite so far. This is not a joke! Please send this to men too...just in case! Send to everyone you know

Yale Graduate And A Redneck From Wyoming
The National Poetry Contest had come down to two semifinalists... A Yale graduate and a redneck from Wyoming. They were given a word, then allowed two minutes to study the word and come up with a poem that contained the word. The word they were given was "Timbuktu". First to recite his poem was the Yale graduate. He stepped to the microphone and said... Slowly across the desert sand Trekked a lonely caravan Men on camels, two by two Destination-Timbuktu. The crowd went crazy! No way could the redneck top that, they thought. The redneck calmly made his way to the microphone and recited... Me and Tim a huntin went Met three whores in a pop up tent They was three, and we was two So I bucked one, and Timbuktu. The redneck won hands down!

Three Holy Men And A Bear:>>>
A Priest, a Baptist Preacher and a Rabbi all served as chaplains to the students of Northern Michigan University in Marquette. They would get together two or three times a week for coffee and to talk shop. One day, someone made the comment that preaching to people isn't really all that hard. A real challenge would be to preach to a bear. One thing led to another and they decided to do an experiment. They would all go out into the woods, find a bear, preach to it, and attempt to convert it. Seven days later, they're all together to discuss their experience. Father Flannery, who has his arm in a sling, is on crutches, and has various bandages on his body and limbs,goes first. "Well," he says, "I went into the woods to find me a bear. And when I found him I began to read to him from the Catechism. Well, that bear wanted nothing to do with me and began to slap me around. So I quickly grabbed my holy water, sprinkled him and, Holy Mary Mother of God, he became as gentle as a lamb. Th

This Is So True!!!!
Can't Blame White People by Bill Cosby Bill & Camille Cosby They're standing on the corner and they can't speak English. I can't even talk the way these people talk: Why you ain't, Where you is, What he drive, Where he stay, Where he work, Who you be... And I blamed the kid until I heard the mother talk. And then I heard the father talk Everybody knows it's important to speak English... except these knuckleheads. Mushmouth is what they speak!? You can't be a doctor with that kind of crap coming out of your mouth. In fact you will never get any kind of job making a decent living. People marched and were hit in the face with rocks to get an education, and now we've got these knuckleheads throwing that all away.? The lower economic people are not holding up their end in this deal. These people are not parenting. They are buying things for kids. $500 sneakers for what? And they won't spend $200 for Hooked on Phonics. I am talking about thes

The World Famous Miami Carnival
THE WORLD FAMOUS MIAMI CARNIVAL Place: Miami Beach, Florida Date: October 5 - 7, 2007 Are you ready for the most explosive power packed party parade in the country. For years, the Miami Carnival has stood around as one of the most anticipated events in florida and the world If you havent heard about it, now you know. Over Thousands of party goes from the carribean will arrive in the Miami downtown area for Columbus Day Weekend

Dear Rose
I ___ you. You have a nice______. You make me _______. You should _______. Someday I will ______. You me =________. If I saw you now I'd __________. I want to ________ you. I would build a ______ just for you. If I could sing you any song it would be _________. We could __________ under the stars. Love, _______________ (P.S. ______________.) REPOST THIS "DEAR (YOUR NAME)" AND SEE WHAT ANSWERS YOU GET. This is lots of fun!!

The Things Women Will Think Of
A man came to visit his grandparents, and he noticed his grandfather sitting on the porch, in the rocking chair, wearing only a shirt, with nothing on from the waist down. 'Grandpa, what are you doing? Your weenie is out in the wind for everyone to see!' he exclaimed. The old man looked off in the distance without answering. 'Grandpa, what are you doing sitting out here with nothing on below the waist?' he asked again. The old man slowly looked down between his legs then back at him and said, 'Well... Last week I sat out here with no shirt on, and I got a stiff neck. 'This is your grandma's idea.

Cancun Jumpoff
Did you miss the Cancun Jumpoff held in beautiful Cancun, Mexico on Memorial Day Weekend? You must check out all the excitement as Ben Scott, Black Beach Week's #1 event photographer captures the essence of Cancun THANKS BLACK BIKE WEEK .COM FOR THE PHOTOS!!!! ENJOY EVERYONE. I THINK I AM GOING TO CANCUN IN 2009!!!! & SHINE, SHINE, SHINE & HAVE A GOOD TIME!!

Jewish Mother's
MONA LISA'S JEWISH MOTHER: "After all the money your father and I spent on braces, this youcall a smile?" CHRISTOPHER COLUMBUS' JEWISH MOTHER: "I don't care what you've discovered, you didn't call, youdidn't write." MICHELANGELO'S JEWISH MOTHER: "A ceiling you paint? Not good enough for you the walls, like the other children? Do you know how hard it is to get that schmutz offthe ceiling?" NAPOLEON'S JEWISH MOTHER: "You're not hiding your report card? Show me! ; Take your handout of your jacket and show me!" ABRAHAM LINCOLN'S JEWISH MOTHER: "Again with that hat! Why can't you wear a baseball cap likethe other kids?" GEORGE WASHINGTON'S JEWISH MOTHER: "Next time I catch you throwing money across the Potomac, you can kiss your allowance good-bye! THOMAS EDISON'S JEWISH MOTHER: "Okay, so I'm proud that you invented the electric light bulb. Now turn it off already and go to sleep!" P

Lost And Wtf
i dought any one reads this but i just loseing my mind and just have to get this off my sholders and hope it helps me. about two mouths ago i found out that i might have a 13 year old girl. now is that BS or what wait after this long to scerw with someones head. thier is just so much behind this . but tha bitch is fucking crazy and i mean that literay tha other maybe father has malested her and is being prosacuted for it. but tha stupid broad is takeing my dauter ( maybe ) to see this guy ( wtf ) im trying so hard to get help but its not working this is why im lost . but today waz a bit better i did get a dna test ordered but i have to drive 275 miles to go do it and go to court than maybe after that i will take control on my baby and get her away from all of this crap. im sry to waist ya time if ya read this i just need to get this off my sholder .. but dam it still didnt help

How Tha Club I Was In Did Me When I Was In School
I had alot of fun when i was in high school. I was active in alot of clubs and i spent every friday night at football games and the second tuesday of every month at meetings. I took my 10 and 11th grade to sell fruit which wasnt and easy job. Cuz i always had other kids tryin 2 figure out how much i had sold so they could take first place and i had customers tht didnt want 2 pay after they got there fruit. Had some ppl wait to the last minute to get there fruit and they didnt want it cuz it had one bad apple or orange. Well when u dont pick up ur fruit in the 3 week period its not goin 2 be tht good, cuz when its brought to the school its cold and some of the stuff was froze. I wasnt sellin fruit just to place i was sellin it for the fun of it to help out the club. On the weekends when the club went somewhere i was always there for them. Well it was cool while it lasted, cuz my brother decided to quit selling his 11th grade yr so i could sell. Well me and my bro was top sellers for the

Tru Shit For All Da Females
ღஐ!**~2 Tha femalez N Luv~**!ஐღ "A nigga can love u from the bottom of his ¢¾, and say that shit and really mean it which he probably do but juss always remember there's still room left at the top for some one else!!" ღஐ!**~2 Anybody N Love~**!ஐღ "If you ¢¾ someone, put their name in a circle, not a heart because a heart can be broken, but a circle goes on forever." LOVE starts with a smile, grows with a KISS, and ends with a TEAR. The HARDEST thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world. Its ok to kiss a fool. Its ok to let a fool kiss you. But never let a kiss fool you. Dont frown; you never know who is falling in love with your smile. Dont cry over anyone who wont cry over you.

Ten Times Normal Size
The 7th grade teacher, Ms. Baker, asked her class, "Which human body part increases to ten times its size when stimulated?" -- No one answered until little Mary stood up and said, "You should not be asking seventh-graders a question like that! I'm going to tell my parents, and they will go and tell the principal, who will then fire you!" -- Ms. Baker ignored her and asked the question again, "Which body part increases to 10 times its size when stimulated?" -- Little Mary's mouth fell open. Then she said to those around her, "Boy, is she going to get in big trouble!" -- The teacher continued to ignore her and said to the class, "Anybody?" -- Finally, Billy stood up, looked around nervously, and said, "The body part that increases 10 times its size when stimulated is the pupil of the eye." -- Ms. Baker said, "Very good, Billy," then turned to Mary and continued. "As for you, young lady, I have three things to say: One, you have a dirty mind, two, you didn't read your

Must Hear & See
love this song...i hear it often on the radio and such and it always touches me...but to see it attached to this video, well it made me cry like a big baby as i miss and worry about family and friends who are over there fighting this mean battle...the person i miss the most tho is my nephew who is like my son...i look at the pics of him that i have in different ages and stages of life and i ache inside...im mega proud of him and yet i miss him as i would my own child...come home safe and soon my son...love always...your most favorite and bestest aunt ever This soldier video is new and different. It is moving and heartwarming. Enjoy and pass it on! The singer needs a recording contract when he comes home! American Idol should contact him and he shouldn't have to wait in line. http://www.flashdemo.net/gallery/wake/index.htm

Died For Love
this is one of my favs. writer unknown.. I met a guy i loved so well, he sat a girl upon his knee and told her things he didn't tell me. I ran straight home that night, not a word to mother i said. My dad came home late that night,looking for me left and right,up the stairs he ran ,my door he broke and there he found me hanging from a rope. and on the floor this not..... DIG MY GRAVE DIG IT DEEP AND PLACE A STATUE AT MY FEET AND ON THE STATUE PLACE A DOVE TO SHOW THIS WORLD I DIED FOR LOVE...,

Find Out If You Have A Sex Offender Living Near You!
Find sex offenders near you!!!!! Check it out...just an FYI for anyone who has kids that use myspace...they have been working with the different Sex Offender Registries to keep those people off myspace!

Rip Aunt Bonnie Carnes (6-17-2007)
You were a great person. You were a/an: ~Navy Wife ~Proud mother of 3 (Maggie, Mikaela and Brian) ~Mother-in-law of 1 (Dave (Maggie's husband)) ~Sister-in-law of 3 ~Grandmother of 2 (Alyson and Colin) ~Aunt to many Nieces and Nephews. You will be greatly missed, but you are in a better place now. You tried so hard to fight your cancer, but even if it did win the fight, you were still strong. You never gave up.

Never Look At Making A Sandwich The Same Ever Again
okay so a guy is near the end of his senior year in high school. Unfortunately, he still has to share a room with his younger brother who is only 9 years old. One night, he decides to bring his girlfriend home for a little fun. They have bunk beds and the guy notices that his little brother is already asleep on the lower bunk, so he and his girlfriend climb up to the top bunk. As you might expect things start to heat up. The guy remembers that his little brother is sleeping below so he tells his girlfriend to whisper "lettuce" if she wants it harder and "tomato" if she wants a new position. Lettuce!!! Tomato!!! Lettuce!!! Tomato!!! Lettuce!!! Tomato!!! She screams. Lettuce!!! Tomato!!! Whoa!!! PULL IT OUT!!! PULL IT OUT NOW!!! I can't ge

Bored In Fayetteville
any ladies in the fayetteville area wanna hang out and have a little fun (if you know what i mean, and if you don't just check my last couple of blogs), send me a msg, no bullshit, serious ladies only

Whatever
Look, if you are here to get me to go to your porn site/cam site / whatever site where I need a credit card or checking account....FU....I'm too old to get off on anything I can't touch....plus I'm tired of buying new keyboards for that shit....If you wanna have fun, need a few kind words and a little time from another human f'n being.... here I am.....g

New Contest If U Wanna Help
i entered a new contest. cat vs. dog if u wanna help me out the pic link is below u know the routine rate and comment bomb the hell out of it i appreciate it alot, i do buy gifts for people who help me out and i will help u out in any way u need just ask, thats why they call me MR. NICE GUY, lol thanx to all

You're The
You're the PEANUT to my BUTTER, You're the STAR to my BURST, You're the M to my M, You're the POP to my TART, You're the MILKY to my WAY, You're the FRUIT to my LOOP, You're the MILK to my DUDS, You're the LUCKY to my CHARMS, You're the ICE to my CREAM, You're the GHETTO to my BOOTY, but mostly.... you're the BEST to my FRIEND If I happened to show up on your door step crying, would you care? If I called you and asked you to pick me up because something happened, would you come? If I had one day left, to live my life. Would you be part of that last day? If I needed a shoulder to cry on, would you give me yours? This is a test to see who's your real friends are or if you are just some one to talk to you when they're bored. . . Send this to everybody on your list including the person who sent it to you. I just did....because you are my friend. First I like u, then I loved u, Now I'm afraid to lose u. p.s a friend sent this to me thoug

Update June 18
Monday, June 18, 2007 Love Each Other Please... I am sitting in Kaleb's Room and he is sitting in his little booster seat. I wish I was holding him right now. Maybe tomorrow I will. He seems to enjoy sitting up in the seat. The Doctors are going to be removing the Central line and replacing it with a Pic Line in his arm. I guess it is supposed to be better for him this way. He is still responding to things pretty well too. I did the stimulization worksheet as soon as I got here this AM. He was also having some breathing issues today also... but that has got better. Kaleb is such a little angel that has been given an enormous strength by God to deal with all of this. He gives me my strength too!!!!! I see him fighting each and every day and that makes me fight for him. He makes me strong. I am so proud of him!!!!!! SO PROUD! But for the most part he has been sleepy today. It is raining in Tampa right now! Thank God because we need the rain. Josh is at work on the ambulanc

Update On My Cousin
Some asked me to keep them updated on my cousin so i will anytime i hear anything new..she is still in ICU with no improvment. They started her on some new meds today so hopefully they will help. Thank you all for your thoughts and prayers!

Cherry Tap Family
lets see you have this place on your cherry tap called family. the place where the friendss that are the dearest and most special to you go right? today i wa slookin g a tmy family section on here and dont see anyone on that has really visited my profile much lately with the exception of a few. thos epeople know who they are.so i was thinking i just might clean it out and start again with the few that were mentioned prior in this blog.i put friends in my fmaily that i thought were special and dear to me but now tey are showinmg me a different side and i know that some dont ge ton as much anymore.so im really thinking about cleaning out my family on her eand leaving those few.i know things change and thats life but some dont even rate my pics anymore .

Cripple Fight..
In now way am I trying to be mean when I wrote the subject of this blog.... Here's the story and it's true I swear. I got new neighbors in my apt complex I live in. Ok so truth be told it's gov't housing and you get a "wide" variety of people that come and go. From the people with no common sense to the just plain insane. Whatever, but never in the time that I've lived here have I known of neighbors such as the twosome I got a few weeks ago. I can't even remember their names but they are two younger girls and they both seem really nice. One girl is handicapped, I don't know what they call it but she walks on her tippi toes and talks out of the side of her mouth. The other girl, is blind. Alllrighty then. When i talked to the tip toe'd girls mom she mentioned that she had a room mate, not one time did she happen to mention that the girl was blind. Im just a little worried but not really because they have the right to live on their own and I actually applaud the parents and CAC for

7 Reasons Not To Mess With Children
A little girl was talking to her teacher about whales. The teacher said it was physically impossible for a whale to swallow a human because even though it was a very large mammal its throat was very small. The little girl stated that Jonah was swallowed by a whale. Irritated, the teacher reiterated that a whale could not swallow a human; it was physically impossible. The little girl said, "When I get to heaven I will ask Jonah." The teacher asked, "What if Jonah went to hell?" The little girl replied, "Then you ask him ." A Kindergarten teacher was observing her classroom of children while they were drawing. She would occasionally walk around to see each child's work. As she got to one little girl who was working diligently, she asked what the drawing was. The girl replied, "I'm drawing God." The teacher paused and said, "But no one knows what God looks like." Without missing a beat, or looking up from her drawing, the girl replied,"They will in a minute." A Sunday school teache

How To Make The World A Better Place
As said by Rodney Carrington.... Well it seems to me that this whole world's gone crazy There's too much hate and killin' goin' on But when I see the bare chest of a woman My worries and my problems are all gone No one thinks of fightin', when they see a topless girl Baby if you would shows yours too, we could save the world Show them to me, show them to me Unclasp your bra and set those puppies free They'd look a whole lot better without that sweater Baby I'm sure you'll agree If you got two funbags Show them to me I don't care if they don't match or if ones bigger than the other You could show me one, and I'll imagine the other Even if you're really old, there's nothing wrong Don't be sad, your boobs ain't bad, they're just a little long Show them to me, show them to me Lift up your shirt and let the whole world see Just this row, show your globes and a happy man I'll be If you got dos chi-chis Show them to me I've met a lot of them, but never one I ha

Goooooodbye Cherries!
Ok, well ladies and gents. I am taking off wensday, but have to store all my stuff tomarrow, including my computer. So Thought id leave you guys with some love. I was gonna delete my account, but its too much work to do that! Anway to some of my faveroite cherries.... Amber- I loooves you girly. Stay safe and hope things are going good for you in your new home, ill let you know as soon as i get back. Crystal- keep it metal yo. and for goodness sakes work on your page. Jacob- stay safe. ima write you as soon as i get there. been reading alot of shit in the news paper lately, so i need to keep tabs on your ass. Renee- Keep it scene kiddo. Level up so you can compete with me eh? Chelse- Vu lala. Hearts and such. Sorry im a closed up boy. We'll see what happens when i get back. And post a danm salute. All other family members of ct, you know i got love for ya. Friends and such, take it easy and keep safe. Oh yes, i want to come back to some good love too. comment

What Psychology Professionals Should Know About Polyamory
What Psychology Professionals Should Know About Polyamory The Lifestyles and Mental Health Concerns of Polyamorous Individuals Geri D. Weitzman gdw@numenor.org Based on a paper presented at the 8th Annual Diversity Conference March 12th, 1999 ~ Albany, New York Table of Contents * Introduction * Types of polyamory * Benefits of polyamory * Demographic data on polyamory * Therapists’ views of polyamory * What is known about the psychological and social functioning of polyamorous individuals? * Specific concerns of polyamorous individuals, which therapists can help with * Future research and conclusions * References * Appendix A: Ways that therapists can be of help to polyamorous individuals and partners * Appendix B: Polyamory resources * Permission to duplicate this paper * Acknowledgements Introduction In our culture, we tend to assume that people are monogamous. People generally have relationsh

To Let Go
To let go doesn’t mean to stop caring, it means I can’t do it for someone else. To let go is not to cut myself off, it’s the realization that I don’t control another. To let go is not to enable, but to allow learning from natural consequences. To let go is to admit powerlessness, which means the outcome is not in my hands. To let go is not to try to change or blame another, I can only change myself. To let go is not to care for, but to care about. To let go is not to fix, but to be supportive. To let go is not to judge, but to allow another to be a human being. To let go is not to be in the middle arranging all the outcomes, but to allow others to affect their own outcomes. To let go is not to be protective, it is to permit another to face reality. To let go is not to deny but to accept. To let go is not to nag, scold, or argue, but to search out my own shortcomings and to correct them. To let go is not to adjust everything to my desires but to take each day as it comes

Sitting
Sitting here wish I had a friend to talk to As the time slowly goes by Just need some friendly company Bored ad lonely that what I am Also wishing I had some one to call my own Just going a little crazy Stuck in this house with no friends near by Wondering why I can’t seem to make friends Friends I actually would like outside school And wondering why I cant fine a guy That would treat me right and live close by Time slowly goes by as I sit here bored out of my mind With no friends to talk to by jna

When I Asked God
When I asked God for strength...He gave me some difficult situations to face....When asked God for brain and brawn....He gave me some puzzles in life to solve....When I asked God for happiness...He showed me some unhappy people....When I asked god for wealth....He showed me how to work hard....When I asked God for favor...He gave me some opportunities to work upon....When asked God for peace...He showed me how to help others....God gave me nothing I wanted...He gave me all I needed.

A Thing Of Ultimate Pride
On Jeopardy the other night, the final question was How many steps does the guard take during his walk across the tomb of the Unknowns ------ All three missed it --- This is really an awesome sight to watch if you've never had the chance Very fascinating. Tomb of the Unknown Soldier 1. How many steps does the guard take during his walk across the tomb of the Unknowns and why? 21 steps. It alludes to the twenty-one gun salute, which is the highest honor given any military or foreign dignitary. 2. How long does he hesitate after his about face to begin his return walk and why? 21 seconds for the same reason as answer number 1 3. Why are his gloves wet? His gloves are moistened to prevent his losing his grip on the rifle. 4. Does he carry his rifle on the same shoulder all the time and if not, why not? He carries the rifle on the shoulder away from the tomb. After his march across the path, he executes an about face and moves the rifle to the outs

Anger Management
When you occasionally have a really bad day, and you just need to take it out on someone, don't take it out on someone you know, take it out on someone you don't know.I was sitting at my desk when I remembered a phone call I'd forgotten to make. I found the number and dialed it. A man answered, saying "Hello."I politely said, "This is Chris. Could I please speak with Robyn Carter?"Suddenly a manic voice yelled out in my ear "Get the right f***ing number!" and the phone was slammed down on me. I couldn't believe that anyone could be so rude . When I tracked down Robyn's correct number to call her, I found that I had accidentally transposed the last two digits.After hanging up with her, I decided to call the 'wrong' number again.When the same guy answered the phone, I yelled "You're an asshole!" and hung up. I wrote his number down with the word 'asshole' next to it, and put it in my desk drawer. Every couple of weeks, when I was paying bills or had a really bad day, I'd call

Hurt Feelings!
It was my birthday on 6-17-07 and I got more kind thoughts from strangers, my husband to be, and people on cherrytap, then I did from my own friends and family. I thought that my friends for a year or longer would at least drop me a line to say hi and happy b-day. Maybe I am asking to much but, this has really started me to think. If I am there for my friends/ family no matter what comes, then they should be there for me too. There is one thing I can't stand is fakes and 2 faced people. So for right now I have been doing alot of thinking and I am not just going to be there for people that don't care. Also I am not going to take the family members / friends shit anymore that just want to put me down. I have had enough! If this blog bothers anyone than I am sorry, but this is how I feel.

Comfort
Looking upon the moon, the darkness eases the self doubt away and the Shadow can be the person not many see. Some only see what they want to see, for once she wishes that they see what she cannot express. Some are too busy to even notice for she always listen to them no matter what but when it comes to her...some are around and try their best to help while others...are not truly listening. She hears the howl of a wolf. She smiles as the wolf comes to where she sits on the bank of the river. Nothing has to be said. As the wolf sits beside her, he stares at her with those amber eyes, understanding the secrets she holds in her soul. That gentle creature places his head in her lap and she strokes his head, soaking in the strength and love he gives to her. He sleeps as she gazes into the moon for her peace for the time being.

My Brothers Wife
My brother and his wife are CT members and have not been on in like 6 months or so due to the fact that he went back to driving over the road again and his wife went with, and some of my friends were friends of theirs too.Heres the link to my brothers page 348354@ CherryTAP unfortunatly I have recieved a very upsetting phone call from him that his wife has passed. Apparently she had a heart attack this morning. She turned his life around for him and totally changed him for the better. My brother and I have always had the kind of relationship to where we only talked when we caught up with one another lol...They were there for me back in October when Ray wasnt doing soo good, and I feel bad that I cant be there for him now. He is there dealing with this all alone and theres nothing that I can do about it.. Hes all the way in Virginia and Im in South Carolina with a sick husband myself. My son is taking it hard cause he did get really close to her adn we all know how children are with

Expectations
1. Don't call me babe, baby, hun, darlin' or any other term of endearment. 2. I don't give my MSN, Yahoo address easily, I have to know you first. 3. I don't cam, don't even try it 4. I'm not looking for a relationship, this is all for fun. 5. If you want to add me as a friend, send me a note telling me why you want to add me. Other than that you should be good to go.

Made It Through The Weekend :)
I made it through the anniversary of my Dad's death. I must say that it went better than I first thought. I worked that morning then off to my nephew's game. My nephew played a great game saturday. I couldn't have been prouder. :) Afterwards, I went to see Fantastic Four. I must say that I did what I do best. I kept my happy face on and did what I could to keep my family laughing. My mom of course thinks I look alot like my dad. Sometimes on days like this, I get more hugs than usual etc. We had a great day and were able to talk about my dad. Laugh. Only one complaint.....my mom and sister put flowers on my dad's grave friday only to find it moved to another grave Sunday. Come on seriously...why steal flowers from a grave....geez...go to the dollar store or wal-mart and get your own.

Chapter One
when after struggling for two hours to make conversation with two co-eds you've only just met outside a McDonald's in suburban jersey, you cant help but ask why. are you so desperate that when they casually slid their car in behind yours, blocking you in so you cant get away, you pretend not to notice? does their attention stroke some need in you? fill some void, some loneliness left behind by the last few months of homelessness ? well its like this. you're sittin on the back of your best friend's '86 camaro eating cheeseburgers and sharin a coke. you've just got off the highway after 10 hours worth of driving that should have taken 5. you're exhausted and damn glad to be out of the car. being an 18 year old guy, you dont mind a bit when you notice the two girls parked a couple spaces to your right pointing at you, staring and eventually sauntering over, clinging to each other as if one has any more of a spine than the other. they invite you to some party one of their friends is havei

Hey I'm A Spud!!!
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How Bad Are You Wanted?
HOW BAD ARE YOU WANTED Post this and see how many messages u get....don't be scared!! (1) just friends (2) gorgeous (3) cute as heck (4) hot (5) fine (6) sexy (7) amazingly sexy (8) we can be friends with benefits (9) id take u to my crib (10) i want 2 make u my gf/bf (11) i love u baby (12) you should be in porn..

My Family Two Months Later
It was two months ago, April 19, 2007 that my two Grandsons were killed in Hazleton,PA in a fire. Omar was 7 and Elijah 3. I felt your prayers as my Daughter and her Husband fought for their lives. My youngest grandson survived in good shape. We have lived a lifetime in the last two months; Angel the youngest, turned one the week after the fire. Of course there was the burial; Going back to meet Omar's Teachers; Having Omar's Little League Uniform given to my daughter on what would have been his first game. The league retired his number and the kids all have it embroidered on their hats. Mother's day came, many tears were shed. The ashes of the home were sifted and the wedding rings were found. And now yesterday was Father's day with all those tears returning. Today My Son-in-Law is better, yet faces a long recovery. He says he got to Heaven with the boys and was told they could enter but he had to return. My Daughter is doing well, physically, She was pregnant

The Tale Of A Werewolf
Light turns to shadows As day turns to night My presence is unknown I must stay out of sight I grow steadily weary The time is drawing near Slowly I am filled with dread I start to shake with fear I stumble to a room Lock myself in tight There's no way I can escape There'll be no killings tonight Suddenly the changes start In agony I scream This is way too much to bear I wish this were a dream The pain finally stops I slowly rise to my feet Power surges through my body I'm a beast that knows no defeat I race around the room Frantically searching for a way out Frustration grows inside me Until I want to shout A howl comes from my throat I hurl myself at the door I will not be trapped I never have been before The door splinters on impact Joyously I howl I jump through an open window To begin my midnight prowl I race through the woods The full moon leading the way The thirst for blood surges I must find my prey A smell drifts through

One Of My Favorites
THE RAVEN by Edgar Allan Poe Once upon a midnight dreary, while I pondered, weak and weary, Over many a quaint and curious volume of forgotten lore, While I nodded, nearly napping, suddenly there came a tapping, As of some one gently rapping, rapping at my chamber door. "'Tis some visitor," I muttered, "tapping at my chamber door— Only this, and nothing more." Ah, distinctly I remember it was in the bleak December, And each separate dying ember wrought its ghost upon the floor. Eagerly I wished the morrow;— vainly I had sought to borrow From my books surcease of sorrow— sorrow for the lost Lenore— For the rare and radiant maiden whom the angels name Lenore— Nameless here for evermore. And the silken sad uncertain rustling of each purple curtain Thrilled me— filled me with fantastic terrors never felt before; So that now, to still the beating of my heart, I stood repeating, "'Tis some visitor entreating entrance at my chamber door— Some late visitor

Black Widow
Provoking thoughts gleam in her eye. She's spun her web too deep. Before her, all her lovers die. Her poison starts to seep. She takes great pleasure in her act. Seducing many men. Into her web they wander. And are never seen again. Her story has eight legs to it, And plenty of odd spins. The black widow they call her. Queen of a thousand sins. Targeting her victim closely, He's worth a one-night stand. Before it reaches morning, His blood is leaking 'cross her hand. A black dress with a white chest, That white has now turned red. Her innocence has disappeared, Embracing lovers as the bled. Adrenaline is rushing. She's waited long to catch this prey. Using the same methods. She's quickly swept away. Racing fingers down her body, He seems to know which notes to hit. She moans in pleasure and surprise, To his handsome charm and wit. Cradling her gently, Until she fell asleep. He took out his septic blade. And slowly let it creep. Toxic blo

Busy
So I've been real busy with these 2 jobs. I just started my 3rd week at the new one today, then I had to work at Starbucks in the evening. I worked from 8 am to 10 pm today straight through, except for the hour it takes for me to get from job A to job B lol, it sucks. I'm doing my best to maintain a social life, which can be hard working 65+ hours a week, but I'm doing good so far I think. Well if you haven't/don't hear from me in awhile, that's why. Drop me a line sometime though. I'm making pretty good money though so that pleases me ;)

Grrrr
There is this guy at my work who I hate. . .I hate him with a verosity unmatched in my daily life until now. His very exsistance is irksome to me and If murder weren't a crime he'd probably be dead by now. He is a ignorant sexist piece of human scum. He is rude and disrespectful to me on a daily basis. I was told today that he has a "crush" on me and the very idea makes me want to vomit. He is whiney and juvinille Now maybe this is a little harsh but from the day I met him he's been nothing but unpleasant. Even going so far as to question my qualifications for my job. I HATE HIM GRRRRRR My view on this matter is I will admit uncharitable and I have oft tried to reform myself to a more cordial line of thinking towards him and were it not for the fact that every meeting with him reinforces my original disdain for him I think I could manage it. he is scum and it is my most nourished wish that he would dissapear forever. Even going so far as to cause me to reconsider my current

Cherry Tapping
Well...hey..Here is my first blog and it's on Cherry Tap but as I like to call the experience on here.."Cherry Tapping"... I like the quick messages and the layout and I think there is a chat room but as of yet, I have yet to experience that.... I can't believe all the wonderful people and hot looking ladies on here...Hubba Hubba Anyways, more stuff to follow but for now, gotta go Tapping.

The Stillness Of The Night
Nighttime is quickly approaching town. All around, everything is deathly still. The snow is gracefully falling down. Nighttime is quickly approaching town. Shadows are moving from all around. A lady walks by and feels a sudden chill. Nighttime is quickly approaching town. All around, everything is deathly still. The eyes following her, she soon does see A silhouetted man ambling toward her. She starts to run and falls to her knees. The eyes following her, she soon does see. Scared and terrified, she gets back up to flee. Saltiness on her skin, her sight starts to blur. The eyes following her, she soon does see A silhouetted man ambling toward her. He could feel her fear and terrorized states. Grinning and smirking, adrenaline is here. For the right moment to do his deed, he waits. He could feel her fear and terrorized states. Murder and killings are just some of his traits. A few moments later, out of breath, she appears. He could feel her fear and

My Family List
I hope I'm not hurting anybodys feeling, I just don't understand. I've come to your Lounges and pages but I feel a little left out. If your on my family list PLEASE stop by my lounge "Michigan Country Bar" lounge even if it just to say Hello. Sorry if there's any misunderstanding, Just trying to get our lounge going.

Monday 06/18/2007
A thought for the day from: Peter Britt "Heart in hand extended thee, scarred of lovers past. Ravaged of the selfish beast who takest of the last. Foreboding of the demons call, a lovers cry of night, she calls thee to the darkness to coax thee from the light. Thy heart be given freely, thy punishment secure, thou hast delivered passion, but love eludes thee now. Thy spirit weakened, blood flows freely of the unrighteous heart." © 1999 Peter Britt Krystal Vision Productions

The Ambivalent Angel
The Ambivalent Angel by Paul Iddon He turned my dullness into brightness My candle in the dark But when the dark turned into light He left without a spark He took me high into the sky So high above the rain But as we both began to fly He kicked me out of the plane He turned my winter into spring My heart and soul aglow But when the warmth was in full swing He covered me with snow He took me into outer space Floating in the stars But as we drifted in embrace He abandoned me on Mars.

I Wanna...
I wanna get drunk off your laughter, and be with you now and forever after. I wnna fight away all of your fears, and help you dry away all of your tears. I wanna wake-up beside you each day, and please you in every which way. I wanna lay down here with you every night, and hold you close with all my might. I wanna feel your heart beating, and stare in your eyes while we're eating. I wanna be the one that you call, and be there to pick you up wen you fall. I wanna get high off your touch, and boy, i love you so much. I wanna kiss your soft, sweet lips, and feel your hands resting on my hips. No one is more improtant to me, No one is more important than thee.

Stand Before The Gates Of Hell
As I stand before the ash covered gates to hell And I open my mouth to let out a scream As nothing comes out but the pain still remains And I look back to see you standing there As all the memories come back And all the tears begin to fall My back is turned and I shall never return As you stand over my body And you open your eyes to this nightmare As you tell yourself you didn't love me And deny your feelings for me one last time As all the memories come back And all the tears begin to fall My back is turned and I shall never return As they read my last words And turn to look at you As you lower your head to your chest And tell them all your sorry As you lie once more about how you really feel And all their tears begin to fall My back is turned and I shall never return As you visit my grave for the third time today And you run your hand across the words As you read how much I loved you And realize you had one last chance to save me As you lie down on this

Life Is Too Short
Many people in this world, take life for granted. Never knowing when you're day has come and you will no longer have the opportunity to live and laugh and love. They run and run with their lives and never slow down to think or appreciate the small things. Why do people do this? Humans hurting our own kind. Lieing, cheating, stealing. What are we afraid of? Why do people have to act like they are so cool. Here lets smoke and get drunk because it makes us look cool, or it numbs their pain. Why do people under stress smoke? While the rest of us suffer because we have to live it every day and deal with it upfront verses having something else that deals with it for us. I guess I just dont understand why people take their lives for granted, never slowing down to appreciate the small things or the ones we love. Why does our kind hurt eachother so much and have no remorse or respect. What happened?

The Heart
The Heart Please send this back but only if you mean it! "Tomorrow morning," the surgeon began, "I'll open up your heart..." "You'll find Jesus there," the boy Interrupted. The surgeon looked up, annoyed "I'll Cut your heart open," he continued, To see how much damage has been Done..." "but when you open up my heart, you'll Find Jesus in there," said the boy. The surgeon looked to the parents, who Sat quietly. "When I see how much Damage has been done, I'll sew your Heart and chest back up, and I'll plan What to do next." "But you'll find Jesus in my heart. The Bible says He lives there. The Hymns all say He lives there. You'll Find Him in my heart." The surgeon had had enough. "I'll tell You what I'll find in your heart. I'll find damaged muscle, low blood Supply, and weakened vessels. And I'll find out if I can make you well." "You'll find Jesus there too. He lives There." The surgeon left. The surgeon sat in his office,

Heart In My Arms
Heart in my arms I miss the feeling of your heart in my arms. I miss the way you would melt to my charms. I miss the knowing you were desperate for my touch. I miss the assurance that you loved me, and how much. I miss the adoration, that would sparkle in your eye. I miss feeling loved, so much, I would cry. I miss that feeling, you would love me forever. I miss how you dreamed that we could be together. I miss being certain, that true love would prevail... And I miss you. And I love you. As I have, without fail. by David Higgins, 14/10/03

Marrige Degree
This is for those of you who are married, were married, or are contemplating marriage - under the assumption that men should be trained for marriage. A new two-year degree is being offered at the University of Marriage that many of you should be interested in. That's right, in just six semesters, you too, can be a real man as well as earn an MA degree (Male Arts). Please take a moment to look over the program outline. FIRST YEAR Spring Schedule: MEN 101: Combating Stupidity MEN 102: You, Too, Can Do Housework MEN 103: PMS-Learn When to Keep Your Mouth Shut MEN 104: We Do Not Want Sleazy Under Things for Christmas Summer Schedule: MEN 110: Wonderful Laundry Techniques MEN 111: Understanding the Female Response to Getting In at 3am MEN 112: Parenting: It Doesn't End with Conception EAT 100: Get a Life, Learn to Cook EAT 101: Get a Life, Learn to Cook II ECON 001A: What's Hers is Hers Fall Schedule: MEN 120: How NOT to Act Like a Jerk When You're Wrong MEN 121: Understanding Your Incompet

***blog Things***
You Are Sex On the Beach When comes to drinking, you like it to go down smooth. You really don't like the taste of alcohol - just its effect on you. So, you're proud to get drunk on fruity, girly drinks. Because once you're liquored up, the fun begins! What Alcoholic Drink Are You? You Were Born Under: You have both a fiery energy and a warm heart. Your charisma and charm makes it easy for you to influence others. Lucky in life, you also have a reputation of being lucky in love. Power hungry, you are determined to get what you want - no matter what it takes. You are most compatible with a Monkey or Rat. What Year Were You Born Under? Your Love Life Secrets Are Looking back on your life, you will only have one true love. You're a little scarred from your past relationships, but who isn't? It's important to you that your lover is very attractive. You like to have someone to show off. In fights, you are able to walk away

A Ride
Sitting on the front porch, watching the clouds roll by, thinking 'bout you. and hoping to see you tonight. The radio playing my favorite song, enjoying the day, just a singin' along. Seeing your truck, headed down the road, windows rolled down, just as far as they'll go. The door flies open, and I jump inside, I slide on over as we go for a ride. Smiling at you, as you punch the gas, my head on you shoulder, your hand on my ass. The sky grows dark, and the rolls in, we ain't coming home, til we dont know when.

Numb
Not calm, numb! Ripping, renting, Tearing at space, Corrupting the moment, Distorting the place. Bubbling, seething, Nest of emotions, Struggling for sense, Of conflicting notions. Fear and guilt, Hatred and blame, And yet I sit passive, Calm just the same. Casually, calmly, Not even glum, I've exhausted all senses, I survive now in numb. by David Higgins,

Am I A Good Kisser????
Play-By-Play Lip Locker You make an attentive kisser because you enjoy the melding of you and your partner's kissing style. Depending on the mood and the moment, you may be more adventurous or more soft and gentle. It may take you and your partner some time to really get down a compatible style, but once you do, kisses can become very intense because they are showing the deep connection you and your partner have with each other. Make sure to allow things to happen naturally rather than focusing so much on technique. Be confident in your skills and open to new styles of kissing.

The Marine
I got this from another site & I'm proud to send it along as far as i can. Keep it going, to support our troops!!! THE MARINE We all came together, Both young and old To fight for our freedom, To stand and be bold. In the midst of all evil, We stand our ground, And we protect our country From all terror around. Peace and not war, Is what some people say. But I'll give my life, So you can live the American way. I give you the right To talk of your peace. To stand in your groups, and protest in our streets. But still I fight on, I don't bitch, I don't whine. I'm just one of the people Who is doing your time. I'm harder than nails, Stronger than any machine. I'm the immortal soldier, I'm a U.S. MARINE! So stand in my shoes, And leave from your home. Fight for the people who hate you, With the protests they've shown. Fight for the stranger, Fight for the young. So they all may have, The greatest freedom you've

I Am...
I am... I am the face of beauty, and the eyes of seduction. I am the lips of passion, and the vioce of reason. I am the fist of justice, and the hand of mercy. I am the bearer of life, and the bringer of death. I am the smile of hope and joy, and the tear of pain and sorrow. I am dreams made flesh, and nightmares made reality. I am all this and more, for I am the embodiment of my Goddess.

Heartbreak
Flight of a Broken Heart Falling, falling faster memories of love rushing through my brain remembering his face the way he made me feel to hold him in my arms, to feel his lips to mine and how my heart once soared from her love falling faster, not wanting this dream to end then suddenly, my heart shatters striking the cold harshness of reality that my love he no longer desires my touch he no longer craves so I lie here, broken and alone his life moves on, full of life and happiness as my life slowly dies, frozen in sorrow and other heartache chalked up as the rest is only silence.

Reason For Being Sick
MY DADDY ONLY HAS 5.8% OF HIS ONLY KIDNEY LEFT WORKING AND IT IS GETTING WORSE..HE HAS BEEN SICK FOR A WEEK AND CANT HOLD ANYTHING DOWN...NOT EVEN WATER! I TOOK HIM TO THE HOSPITAL AND THEY ARE KEEPING HIM...I AM SO SCARED BECAUSE IF HIS KIDNEY DROPS ANY LOWER HE CAN FORGET PEOPLE PLACE AND EVEN SIMPLE THINGS LIKE HOW TO MORE GO TO THE BATHROOM OR WORSE HE COULD GET VIOLENT BECAUSE HE WOULDNT EVEN KNOW ME... I AM SO SCARED AND SAD THAT IF THEY DONT FIX HIM SOON HE WILL DIE...I CANT LIVE WITHOUT MY DADDY SO PLEASE PRAY FOR HIM!!! THANKS EVERYONE! OXOX'S NIKKI P.S I GOT A PIC UP OF HIM AND ONE OF ME WITH HIM BEHIND ME..PLZ GO RATE IT AND LEAVE ME A HOPE FILLED COMMENT ..--THANKS--

Antsy
Mkay, just lost my crush. I NEED to have a crush on someone or I get really uncomfortable....I've got a lot of friend out there but none just jump out at me like the last two did....so jump out at me ladies.....(only ladies pls.) C'mon...make an old mf'r feel good......g

6th Grade Question
The 6th grade science teacher, Mrs. Parks, asked her class, "Which human body part increases to ten times its size when stimulated?" No one answered until little Mary stood up, angry, and said, "You should not be asking sixth-graders a question like that! I'm going to tell my parents, and they will go and tell the principal, who will then fire you!" With a sneer on her face, she then sat back down. Mrs. Parks ignored her and asked the question again, "Which body part increases to 10 times its size when stimulated?" Little Mary's mouth fell open; then she said to those around her, "Boy, is she going to get in big trouble!" The teacher continued to ignore her and said to the class, "Anybody?" Finally, Billy stood up, looked around nervously, and said, "The body part that increases 10 times its size when stimulated is the pupil of the eye." Mrs. Parks said, "Very good, Billy" then turned to Mary and continued, "As for you, young la

You Are...
ou Are… You are the reason I smile everyday, And the star that lights my way. You are the answer to all my prayers, And you chase away all of my cares. You are a beautiful blessing to me, And your love has set me free. You are a dream come true, And now I give my love to you. You are the sparkle in my eyes, And why I no longer have to cry. You are the reason I feel so divine, And I'm so glad that you're all mine.

Who Is To Say, What Is Right?
The better half of my afternoon was spent trading posts with my Power Exchange group from here in Dallas. I must say, they are some of the most effeciantly, well thought, classy, intelligent people I have ever had the priveledge to know. A question was brought to me from a member of the group. He is a Dominant, fairly new to the community part of this lifestyle that I love so very much. He seemed to find my insight and knowlegde exceptional and refreshing.. I was flattered.. and at the same time I thought," how lucky am I?" But what He said to me made me ponder a bit before I could give Him an honest opinion on my thoughts, and if you know me.. I rarely ponder when being asked questions about the lifestyle.. I pride myself on being well-trained and well-versed, and count myself very blessed by those that have taught me. The comment He made was this...."I just got it into my head, that if I took that degree of control from someone, and that level of resonsibility to them, I couldn't

One
One One look, That's all it took, On that day, To take my breath away. One smile, In that country style, Against the fence, To make me body tense. One touch, Nothing to awful much, As we walked, To make it hard for me to talk. One hug, Nice and snug, Before I walked away, To make me want to stay. One kiss, Was total bliss, Not so chase, To make me red in the face. One night, It was all so right, Not one regret, To a night I won't forget.

Isnt She Wonderful??
At last my love has come along my lonely days over and life is like a song Ooh At last the skies above are blue well my heart was wrapped up in clover the night I looked at you I found a dream that I could speak to a dream that I could call my own I found a thrill to press my cheek to a thrill that I have never known You smile you smile oh and then the spell was cast and here we are in heaven for you are mine at last

As I Lay Here...
As I Lay Here... As I lay here beside you here in tha dark, our bodies pressed close together, I hear our song playing softly in my head and the beating of your heart in my ear. As I lay here beside you here in the dark, our bodies pressed close together, I feel your hand glide gentely over my body and your lips kissing softly on my shoulder. As I lay here beside you here in the dark, our bodies pressed close together, I taste the salt from your tan skin and the sweetness from you lucious lips on mine. As I lay here beside you here in the dark, our bodies pressed close together, I see the yerning in your dark brown eyes and the quick raising and falling of your chest. As I lay here beside you here in the dark, our bodies pressed close together, I smell the chemistry bewteen us and the hormones that pump in our bodies. As I lay here beside you here in the dark, our bodies pressed close together, I realize how much I really want you and how much you really want me.

So Much Better
Cherry Tap is SO MUCH BETTER than myspace right now. The people here are amazing. There's no drama. The website is always working. It's just purely amazing. I want to thank my friend, Tommy, for telling my about Cherry Tap. Words can't describe how much happier I am here than Myspace. It was ALWAYS drama, drama, drama over there and I'm sick of it. I hope to get to know a lot of you. All of my friends so far are VERY nice and I hope to make a lot more!

Im Just Typing To Make The Pain Go Away
what is it that is causing me to feel this way.. it just hit me out of no where, BAM!!! a feeling i would compare to, well maybe something similar to getting hit by a 16 wheeler. not that i ever have, but thats the first thing that comes to mind in trying to compare. i'm probably gonna ramble on some, don't really expect you to read this,, if you make it all the way through,,thanks.. GGRRRRRR.. this is just so freaking annoying, i am usually so happy and content with all that happens in my life, and it's not even like anything has happened to bring about this completely overwhelming feeling in which i am fighting. struggling not to let myself drown in my own misery.... fuck it,,, i can't let this win,,i can't be beat down by my own mind!! i am strong,, i am willing i am thankful, i am blessed, i am loved, i am appreciated, i am enthusiastic, i am able, i am ok writing helps,,,just getting out whatever may come, no second thought about it, no proof reading, just

Why Do People Have To Break Hearts?
I just got off the phone with a very close friend and ever since I hung up the phone Ive been pondering one question! Why do people have to break hearts? I mean espically the one that are labeled the "good ones" that a lot of people oversee.. The ones that wouldnt hurt a soul! Those are the ones that get shitted on the most in life.. A human being doesnt realize these kind of situations until there faced one on one. When it happens its a real eye opener to everyone.. Shows you that not everyone is the same theres many different kind of people almost like a chamelon with all its colors.. People wear many faces some are hidden and others are exposed! The only thing I can really say is if your a man and your reading this wondering why you havent found the "Right WOMEN" and are sick of going through Trial and Error with your other selections.. Please let me know and I will lead you to the right one.. Im not saying her name right now because I dont want to make her vulnerable anymore I trie

Alliance Or Merge
THIS IS TO ALL GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY AND FRIENDS. I WANT TO LET EVERY ONE KNOW THAT GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY HAS MERGE WITH THE CONFEDERATES MAKING US ONE FAMILY THIS IS A VERY LONG AND THOUGHT OUT DECISION BETWEEN REBEL AND MYSELF. 1)NOW ALL HEAD OFFICERS WILL STAY AS THEY ARE. 2)THE FAMILY NAMES WILL STAY A LONG WITH ALL HOME PAGES. 3)WE WILL STILL BE 2 FAMILIES BUT TOGETHER AS ONE 4)YOU WILL STILL ANSWER TO YOUR FAMILY UNLESS YOU CAN NOT GET TO ONE OF THEM AND THEN YOU GO TO ONE OF THE HEADS OF THE CONFEDERATES 5)THERE WILL BE SOME CHANGES IN THE BOMB SQUADS AND THAT IS TO FOLLOW. 6)THIS MOVE WILL BE VERY GOOD FOR BOTH FAMILIES 7)IF ANY ONE HAS ANY QUESTIONS PLEASE FEEL FREE TO ASK MYSELF, BIGDAWG, OR REBEL. 8)ALL OF MY FAMILY NEEDS TO BECOME FRIENDS WITH ALL OF THE CONFEDERATE FAMILY. 9)I WANT TO THINK ALL OF MY FAMILY FOR THERE SUPPORT IN THIS MERGER. HITTMAN6

Male Application
Application¢¾ Real Name: Nick Name: age: birthplace: current location: height/weight: zodiac sign: hair color/eye color: education status: school attending: favorite color: shoe size: sports you play: 21 Questions: 1.Have you ever cheated?(dont lie) 2.When is the last time you had a girlfriend? 3.What was your longest relationship? 4.What as your shortest relationship? 5.Are you a sex addict? 6.How ofen do you have to have sex? 7.How long did you ever go without having sex? 8.Have you ever hit a woman? 9.What is your greatest asset:What do you value most? 10.Can you kiss? 11.What is your idea of a good date?(place and time) 12.What is one thing you cant stand about a female? 13.What is the first thing that attracts you about a female? 14.Best featues of a female to you? 15.What is your definition of a well rounded woman? 16.Do you have any children? 17.If so, how many? 18.If so, do you and your baby momma still get along? 19. Why did you break up? 20.Why

6/5/2007
Like any responsible parents, Kristy and Josh Schwade wanted what was best for their only child, Kaleb. They did a background check on their day care worker, and even interviewed her in her home for two hours. Kristy was even willing to drive 20 miles out of her way to provide, what they thought to have been, "optimum" care in a good neighborhood. On May 9th, 2007 their worst nighmare was brought to fruition. After being in the care of this home day care worker only five times, Kaleb was picked up by his Grandmother and Aunt. They noticed that he was lethargic and experiencing obvious breathing abnormalities. The caregiver told them he was ill, but Kaleb had just visited the doctors the day before and was given a "clean bill of health". When Kristy arrived at her mother's home to pick Kaleb up, she described him as "having no life in his body". She tried repeatedly to wake him, but with no avail. She and her father got in the car and rushed to the hospital. While in the v

What Am I Waiting For
With the things happing in my life and that have recently happened I have to propose some questions to myself.. The most important one is what am I waiting for?? that is a question that has been consuming my mind I sit here night after night waiting, hoping, dreaming of something that seem to elude me Day after day, Week after week, Month after month, and even Year after year.. I have Loved few people in my life like have loved someone recently.. Only to lose each and everyone on of them.. If I look back through my life it is a sad trend in my life for someone to fall in love with me and me with them only for them to end up in someone else's arms and for me to remain sitting here alone.. So it leads me back to the same question what am I waiting for? I guess I am waiting for someone to see what a great gift my love is and to return that love.. but will it ever happen for me? As the days goes by I lose more hope that I will ever find that love as with each passing day mo

Attractive Test
answersWould You Kiss Me? [] Hell Yeah [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Am I attractive? [] Gorgeous [] Hott []Cutie Name three things you would like to do to me... 1. 2. 3. I look like.. [] A Player [] One Nigh Stand [] Next Boyfriend/Girlfriend [] A Friend [] A friend With Benefits If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Hell Yeah [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Would you rather.. [] Hook Up With Me [] Cuddle With Me [] Date Me[] Friends With Benefits On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. [] 1 [] 2 [] 3 [] 4 [] 5 [] 6 [] 7 [] 8 [ ] 9 [] 10 What would you want me to be to you? [] Friend [] A Possible Girlfriend/Boyfriend [] Friend With Benefits [] Husband/Wife Are you going to repost this so i can answer for you? [] Yes [] No Reply to me then Repost as "Attractive Test" then send it to my inbox with the answer Asap

Hahahaha
I got a call from Heather and she's about to break up with her boyfriend, and most of you probably know the background story of her and I. So would it be smart of me to pursue her or just let it go since in August I'm going back to school?

The Sweetest Night
If you would like me to be honest, I will admit that I was very nervous. While dinner simmered on the stove, I wondered through the apartment, making sure that everything was set just perfectly. The small studio apartment had always been large and spacious to me, but just now it seemed no bigger than a closet. The long tan couch that separated my ‘living room’ from my bedroom’ had my favorite deep blue fuzzy blanket draped over it, with one fluffy pillow on each side. The ‘living room’ consisted on that couch, a chair, my coffee table, and an entertainment center with my big screen tv. My ‘bedroom’ was far simpler, consisting of my queen sized bed, a bookshelf and my burrow dresser with mirror. As I’ve never been one to sit down at a table to eat, I had been forced to get creative. I covered my oversized coffee table with a black cloth and set the table for two. My incense was burning, mixing with the sent of dinner to create a warm, inviting aroma. The windows w

I Am!
I am Tressa, I am 20 years old, I have lost my first two kids, been married and trying to get divorced, I have the greatest friends anyone could ever ask for and a family who loves me very much and Im in love with the greatest man on the face of this planet...I am a dreamer, a writer, a lover, a fighter, a sister, a friend, a daughter, an aunt, a woman, a child, a woman in love, a scared child, I am loved, hated, liked, loathed, wanted, needed, and Im so much more... I am Tressa, I am ambishous, strong willed, confussed most days, sometimes arragont, out-spoken, annoying, bitchy, aggressive, head-strong, a hopeless romantic, angery, bold, brave, beautiful (in my own ways), blunt, cunning, mischievious, optimistic (most of the time) compassionate, sexual, fun-loving, charming, educated (atleast enough to get by with life), clumsy, a jumbled mess of thoughts, caring, dumb, thoughtful, stunning, deranged, straight forward, artistic, depressed, dangerous, hard working, geeky, honest, em

I Like To Play
Everyone who had read my blogs knows that I enjoy pain, it does things to me that even I don't understand all the time. To me it seems almost like a drug, a fix if you will. I never realize how bad I craved it until after another fix, when i feel so much better. My fixes come in all shapes and sizes. During the most depressed stages of my life I have been a cutter, when I did not want to mar my skin with scars anymore I turned to tattoos and piercings. Sex can help relieve that, especially good dirty raw sex, and with Drew I discovered that putting the piercings and sex together took me to a whole other level...lol. This last weekend I had play piercings done again (if you are looking for raw sex to go with it you will be disappointed). This time it was done by a very near and dear friend, Cyanide, she knew what she was doing. There were no sewing needles like you can buy at wal-mart, these were 22 (might be 24, i know thats small but we did not know what i could handle) gauge play

Today's Horoscope For Aries...
"It's time to follow your instincts. Be totally spontaneous. You're a free spirit at heart, which means you're a natural to indulge those wilder impulses. Persuade someone special to come along for the ride. They'll love it." There you go. Proof in the pudding..... Just need to find someone to come along for the long ride with me...you see, even my horoscope says that "They'll love it!!"... :D Are you the one to come on the ride with me????

Life Goes On.
Things around here have been turned up side down. a dear family member passing, sisters fighting then splitting up all becuase of her lies and misdoings, people being hospitalized (me), but now.. my honey is coming home, i am medicated and i feel amazing. its crazy what llittle pills can make you feel and not feel. Things are looking up. Slowly but surely things around here will get back to normal. My kids wont miss her that much anymore. daddy will be home soon and that will distract them. My sister mena mena came home.. she was amazing really came through with the kids and me. She was very supportive exspecially cause i really needed her. anyways again life goes on.. thing get worse before they get better.. friends with be firends if they were ment to be so. Dont hurt the ones you love or who loves you.. it will only come back to bite you in the end.. it may not now .. but it will sooner or later.

A Thought
im down right now well my dad first of all is a dick and then not only that my electric goes out then my tv goes and it doesn't come back on and then my stereo goes and it hasnt' come back on and then to make matters worse my electric in my room is out. im done trying to make my room my space. im frustrated with how things are getting given to me. i get the shitty part of every hand and i got a shitty dad im sorry to those dads that are dads but my dad he isn't a dad he hasn't been for a while. i cried my hardest today and i hate it that now i can't be in my room cus the electric is out. im sick and tired of this shit. im down cus each and everyone of my friends are married and have a family of there own and im left out in left field. my dad has a new life and he is remarried and happy and he doesn't care bout me his wife is the number one thing in his world that makes him happy and live life to its fullest.

99 Cent Store(dont Ask Me Why I Wrote This It Just Sounded Really Funny In My Head Lol)
You can bomb the pentagon Hell, you can even blow up my home But if you fuck with the 99 cent store You bet yo azz It’s gon' be on… In this store I trust and hold dear Unlike the economy, No inflation is applicable here It never becomes the $1.99 store Or the .99 store and more It maintains its integrity So it has my loyalty Until my time on earth approaches readily I got six rolls of toilet paper for 99 cents, but there were no serrations So it couldn’t be torn Didn’t notice that defect Until Taco Bell had takin’ its toll So I had to wipe my ass with the whole got-- damn roll Purchased Crest brand toothpaste that was manufactured in Chile For ¼ of the price I would in Wal-mart's a plenty Crest smelled like shit and tasted bad, too. Don’t ask me why I put it in my mouth When it smelled like doo-doo Bought a bottle of salsa picante, That’s too hot for human consumption. Had me askin' myself “Is it suppose be movin’ or somethin’?” Had to scoop

Men Only
Body: If you want boys to answer this then post "BOYS ONLY" If you want girls to answer this then post "GIRLS ONLY" If you want BOTH to answer this then post "BI SEXUALS" and be completely honest. what would you do if? 1. I was right next to you: 2. I kissed you: 3. I lived next door to you: 4. I started smoking: 5. I was hospitalized: 6. I was drunk: 7. i hugged u 8. I asked you to leave: 9. I asked you out: what do you think about my? 10. personality: 11. eyes: 12. hair: 13. body: would you? 14. be my friend? 15. keep a secret if i told you one? 16. kiss me? 17. go on a date with me? 18. keep in touch? 19. date me? have you ever? 20. lied to make me feel better? 21. wanted to kiss me? 22. wanted to bite me? 23. kept something important from me? 24. wanted to cuddle with me? and more. 25. who are you? 26. are we friends? 27. when and how did we meet? 28. describe me in one word: 29. what was your first impression? 30. what reminds you of

Love
Love does….not plead lost lovers with jaded hearts It is… Not a complex ideology subjected to the meanderings of a poet’s edict Love is not recycled like a common whore available for the next trick Whose seed is spent on the cheap satin sheets of a nearby motel 6 Co-dependency controlling love by random manipulations of paradigm shifts Laws of conditionality imposed by preconceived notions of parental rifts LOVE Cannot be pre-packaged Standardized Enslaved oR Remade To fit the mold of what’s been abused and torn Then redressed in surface distractions Without being reborn Love does….Not Leave you broken and bleeding on the floor, As your self worth stains the linoleum tile And Esteem is escorted out the door Love does not stumble home smelling of sex And alcohol Or blame you for failures that may befall Nor does it scream inaccuracies of your inadequacies for reasons of infidelity Or boast ignorantly “You’ll never get the best of me” Toxic love, A

Am I A Firefighter?
Am I a Firefighter? In Phoenix , Arizona , a 26-year-old mother stared down at her 6 year old son, who was dying of terminal leukemia. Although her heart was filled with sadness,she also had a strong feeling of determination. Like any parent, she wanted her son to grow up & Fulfill all his dreams. Now that was no longer possible. The leukemia would see to that. But she still wanted her son's dream to come true. She took her son's hand and asked, "Billy, did you ever think about what you wanted to be once you grew up? Did you ever dream and wish what you would do with Your life?" Mommy, "I always wanted to be a fireman when I grew up." Mom smiled back and said, "Let's see if we can make your wish come true." Later that day she went to her local fire Department in Phoenix , Arizona , where she met Fireman Bob, who had a heart as big as Phoenix . She explained her son's final wish and Asked if it might be possible to gi

Wal-mart Greeter...
Wal-Mart Greeter... A very loud, unattractive, mean woman walked into Wal-Mart with her two kids, yelling obscenities at them all the way through the entrance. The Wal-Mart Greeter says, "Good morning, and welcome to Wal-Mart. Nice children you have there. Are they twins?" The ugly woman stopped yelling long enough to say, "Hell no, they ain't twins. The oldest one's 9 and the other one's 6. Why in hell would you think they are twins? Are you blind, or just stupid?" "I am neither blind nor stupid", replied the Greeter. "It's just hard to believe you got laid twice."

Cold ~ Rain Song
Artist: Cold Song: Rain Song Album: Year Of The Spider When it rains I dont mind Let me stand here all night Did she take her whole life Let me know she's alright (chorus) And every time it rains I feel her holding me And everytime it rains Are the angels crying I'll stay strong, I'll be fine Carry on with my life I still stare at the sky Pray for rain, all the time Why'd you run? Did you hide Why'd you leave, no good bye When the clouds, take the sky Does a soul, give you life? And every time it rains I feel her holding me And everytime it rains Are the angels crying And every time it rains I feel her holding me And everytime it rains All the angels cry for you I'll never be the same I'll never be the same be the same be the same be the same And every time it rains I feel her holding me And everytime it rains Are the angels crying And every time it rains I feel her holding me And everytime it r

Flat Belly
Flat Belly Â Â Â Â A little boy walks into his parents ' room to see his mom on top of his dad bouncing up and down. the mom sees her son and quickly dismounts, worried about what her son has seen. She dresses quickly and goes to find him. The son sees his mom and asks, "What were you and Dad doing?" The mother replies, "Well, you know your dad has a big tummy and sometimes I have to get on top of it and help flatten it." "Your wasting your time," said the boy. "Why is that?" the mom asked puzzled. "Well when you go shopping the lady next door comes over and gets on her knees and blows it right back up." If you don ' t forward this joke in 5 minutes you will have bad sex for Â fifteen years.

Tears
TEARS!!!!! Current mood: blah The Tears of today Are the Tears of tomorrow The Tears of heartache Are the Tears of sorrow The Tears of lust Are the tears of love the same tears we use to give thanks to God above The Tears of lost And Tears of pain The tears that remains Where your past is nothing But a clearly viewed stain Tears that go And Tears that stay Tears that will push the heaviest of burdens out of your way The Tears of hello's And the tears of goodbyes The tears that only ceased when you said hi The tears that I held back while I watched you cry The tears that I looked through as you said goodbye The tears I released Put me on a natural high Released my pains Released my sorrow My tears of today Are your tears of tomorrow

Monday Night Thoughts
ok, it's monday night and i've just spent several hours browsing about the search option looking at people from my area. my question now runs to the "now what?" option. do i go back and visit those people again in a week to post a "happy tuesday" note on their pages, or do i just sit back and look for more people, or do i post "happy tuesday's" comments only to people who have clicked one of those special "friend" options for me and does the refrigerator light go out when you close the door? whatever. i'd like to say "HI" to all those i just said "HI" or "Have A Funny Day" to and to all those who are reading this because some computer chime or message came up. i have just one closing question, what should i blog about next? have a day...

Spaghetti
Spaghetti > A wealthy man was having an affair with an Italian woman for several > years. One night, during one of their rendezvous, she confided in him that > she was pregnant. > > Not wanting to ruin his reputation or his marriage, he offered to pay her > a large sum of money if she would go to Italyto secretly have the child. > > If she stayed in Italyto raise the child, he would also provide child > support until the child turned 18. > > She agreed, but asked how he would know when the baby was born. To keep it > discrete, he told her to simply mail him a post card, and write > "Spaghetti" on the back. > > He would then arrange for child support payments to begin. > > One day, about 8 months later, he came home to his confused wife. His wife > said, "Honey, you received a very strange post card today." "Oh, just give > it to me and I'll explain it," he said. > > The wife handed him the card and watched as her husband read the card, > turned white and col

For Bosox Fans!!!
On the first day of school a first grade teacher explains to her class that she is a Yankees fan. She asks her students to raise their hands if they, too, are Yankees fans. Wanting to impress their teacher, everyone in the class raises their hand except one little girl. The teacher looks at the girl with surprise, "Janie, why didn't you raise your hand?" "Because I'm not a Yankees fan," she replied. The teacher, still shocked, asked, "Well, if you are not a Yankees fan, then who are you a fan of?" "I am a Red Sox fan, and proud of it," Janie replied. The teacher could not believe her ears. "Janie, why pray tell are you a Red Sox fan?" "Because my mom is a Red Sox fan, and my dad is Red Sox fan, so I'm a Red Sox fan too!" "Well," said the teacher in a obviously annoyed tone, "that is no reason for you to be a Red Sox fan. You don't have to be just like your parents all of the time. What if your mom were an idiot and your dad were a moron, what would you

When Heaven's Not Far Away
Artist: Cold Song: When Heaven's Not Far Away Album: A Different Kind Of Pain if you slip away in dark ness do you fall and if god created love, did he make it for everyone is there solitude and hope can you still dream if the devil makes you cry do you change? in my own shame when heavens not far away do the lil things in life stay with you soul does an angel hold a sign with directions for everyone is there someone there to have and hold for me if the stars refuse to shine do you change?

Ct Marriage
!!!This is called CHERRYTAP MARRIAGE! The first person to message you saying "I do." could be your Cherrytap Husband/Wife in the near future. Now, this is just for fun and to see who likes you to be your wife/ hubby so you can have a boyfriend or girlfriend in real life. You'd be surprised who wants to be yours. Repost this or your marrige will be plagued with bad luck. Repost it with the title of "cherrytap marriage'' (repost of original by '¢ÓDJ¢¾L1ps¢ÓAdrenaline¢¾Radio¢Ó' on '2007-06-18 15:22:21') (repost of original by '~CherryGrl Shalyna/Twix/Club Far of s*u*p*~' on '2007-06-18 16:16:41') (repost of original by 'techdestroyer - The Clodhopper "Lolly's Candyland Candies"' on '2007-06-18 16:56:10') (repost of original by 'DJ PLEASURE ~NIGHT MANAGER @ INFERNO~' on '2007-06-18 17:23:05') (repost of original by 'techdestroyer - The Clodhopper "Lolly's Candyland Candies"' on '2007-06-18 17:41:56') (repost of original by 'Chantil

Best Morph On Ct Contest! Score Updates
Best Morph On CT Contest! I'm doing a Morph contest and i need morph pics! 1st Morph is...... with 4684 comments! 2nd Morph is...... with 3453 comments! 3rd Morph is...... with 1238 comments! 4th Morph is...... with 408 comments! 5th Morph is...... with 1 comments! Comment bombing allowed and Self bombing allowed! 2 Gifts from gift shop per winner! If u want to enter the contest plz send me link to ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it for u ! Contest will start on 6/18 thur 6/25 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~*Majorboredum* LoVeR69*~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~~ Plz Sign My Guess Book Plz...LOL@ CherryTAP

My Man
They say that true love never dies, I must admit it's not a lie. Your my knight and shinning armor, Who said " I'll never harm her". This was also true, My love for him will forever be new. He has my heart and soul, While all other took it over coals. He locked it in away. And still has it till this day.

Friend
I came to the crowd seeking friends. I came to the crowd seeking love. I came to the crowd for understanding. I Found You! I came to the crowd to weep. I came to the crowd to laugh. You dried my tears. You shared my happiness. I went from the crowd seeking you. I went from the crowd seeking me. I went from the crowd forever. You came too.

Downrating Loser Alert (repost)
This Mutha F**ka rated me an 8 and it looks like he been doin it to a lot of CT hotties that we all love show him some CT "love" ['downrater' and original poster IDs removed] I shit you not, this is a real bulletin. Get over yourself. You should be thankful you got an 8. EDIT: Holy shit, people are bitching that guy out for giving them NINES. Newsflash: Not everyone thinks you're a ten. 1-9 exists on the scale for a reason.

Tough Night
I'm home after the daddy's weekend and the kids are all excited about the time they spent with him. I'm a little jealous of the Part-time fun dad atmosphere he creates with them while I do all the work, (raising them), I know ...I struggle within myself to be NICE and reassuring but let's be honest I don't like working my ass off while he has all the fun with them and I get to be the Heavy constantly,( disciple, bed time and the correcting / time outs) he swoops in and they lose all manners. Okay now that's off my chest....

Ct Marriage
!!!This is called CHERRYTAP MARRIAGE! The first person to message you saying "I do." could be your Cherrytap Husband/Wife in the near future. Now, this is just for fun and to see who likes you to be your wife/ hubby so you can have a boyfriend or girlfriend in real life. You'd be surprised who wants to be yours.=) Repost this or your marrige will be plagued with bad luck. Repost it with the title of "cherrytap marriage'' (repost of original by '¢ÓDJ¢¾L1ps¢ÓAdrenaline¢¾Radio¢Ó' on '2007-06-18 15:22:21') (repost of original by '~CherryGrl Shalyna/Twix/Club Far of s*u*p*~' on '2007-06-18 16:16:41') (repost of original by 'techdestroyer - The Clodhopper "Lolly's Candyland Candies"' on '2007-06-18 16:56:10') (repost of original by 'DJ PLEASURE ~NIGHT MANAGER @ INFERNO~' on '2007-06-18 17:23:05') (repost of original by 'techdestroyer - The Clodhopper "Lolly's Candyland Candies"' on '2007-06-18 17:41:56') (repost of original by 'Chantill

Just So Ya Know Whats Up :)
As of tomorrow you will not see me until Fri evening for a bit, then not till Monday. As most of you know my son is in his 2nd stage of his 16 weeks training in the Army @ Ft. Knox, Ky. I have sooo much to do tomorrow (Tue) to get ready for the trip, I doubt if I will get on the pc at all. Then its early to bed, to rise early Wednesday morning and make the trip to Ft Knox to see my son. Wednesday night is is graduation Dinner then Thursday morning he graduates as a Calvary Scout. He will have to then board a plane @ 1:00 pm and head to his duty station @ Ft. Hood, in Kileen, Tx. sighs I dont know when I will see him again but he has assured me that he will come see me before he deplys to Iraq. So as u can see, I will be busy with my #1 priorty.. At this moment My Son :) As for the weekend.... Back to the baseball field all weekend. Huggies and please have a safe & relaxing weekend... Your friend, Debbie

Self Pimping
HI ALL A FAMILY MEMBER AND A GOOD FRIEND GOT DELETED TODAY COULD YOU PLEASE GO RATE SOME OF HIS PICKS HE NEEDS TO GET HIS LEVEL BACK UP THIS IS HIS NEW LINK TO PROFILE COULD U ALSO RE POST SO THIS GET OUT TO SOME OF HIS FRIENDS MANY THANKS MAD DOG@ CherryTAP (repost of original by 'Saphire~Founder Of The Round Table Bombers~' on '2007-06-18 16:25:35') (repost of original by 'Military Supporter~Round Table Bombers~' on '2007-06-18 16:33:01') (repost of original by 'SweetBaby655' on '2007-06-18 16:36:35')

New Pics Of My Lovely Wife And I
Still trying to break my wife out of the low self esteem shell! Put up some more pics today, would love to see some friends stop by and boost her esteem! She goes in for surgery in a week and morale is down. Warning - some of the pics are definitely NSFW! And of course, you know I rate friend's pics until I hit my limit every day! Hope to hear from you all and have a great week! Mark and Lina

My Last Words
You watch me as I lay there My body growing cold Anger in your voice Mad at what I told Anger, Rage Fear and spite Now its time To say Good night Little words taht I didn't tell Words you never heard You killed me all too quickly You never said a word Goodbye for now I'll see you again Maybe not tomorrow But maybe when the world comes to an end The words you didn't hear So few yet so very true I left you my heart And I wanted to say "I love you!" Written June 18, 2007

Falling Through The Cracks
Dirty man asking for change "Get a job!" they keep saying Just another voice to add to the ones in his brain Somehow I don't think sanity is on his resume Falling through the cracks "Leave him, if it's that bad" But she is convinced he is the best she can have Warped sense of perception The ones who leave aren't the rule, but the exception Falling through the cracks His best friend is a blade Cuts himself just to stay sane Atleast he can control this pain And when he is gone, no one will remember his name Falling through the cracks

Dear Alcohol,
Dear alcohol, First & foremost, let me tell you that I'm a huge fan of yours. As my friend, you always seem to be there when needed. The perfect post-work cocktail, a beer at the game, and you're even around in the holidays, hidden inside chocolates as you warm us when we're stuck in the midst of endless family gatherings. However, lately I've been wondering about your intentions. While I want to believe that you have my best interests at heart, I feel that your influence has led to some unwise consequences: 1. Phone calls: While I agree with you that communication is important, I question the suggestion that any conversation of substance or necessity takes place after 2 a.m. Why would you make me call those ex-boyfriends/girlfriends when I know for a fact they do not want to hear from me during the day, let alone all hours of the night? 2. Eating: Now, you know I love a good meal, but why do you suggest that I eat a taco with chili sauce, along with a big Italian meatball and

Land Of The Plastic People
You're from the Land Of The Plastic People Not even your hollow soul is real You hide in your fear induced denial It's so obvious with your painted on smile But your eyes tell a different story Voices from the past say you aren't worthy You don't even know who you are Battleing your internal war I opened you up to see what was inside Just a shallow grave where your sense of self lies The real you begs to be resurrected Near fatal wounds scream to be mended A heart scarred by acid tears Emotions numbed over the years You've become a fragile vessal Living in the Land Of The Plastic People

Another Job Interview Tomorrow
have another job interview tomorrow at THE Cash Store, for assistant manager..not sure if im even qualifyed but it said they had on the job training soo if this works out this could be a great job even a career for me! and no more worrys about money for me! soo will see what happends... oh i forgot to write about it but i had a job interview at best buy as i told some of my friends, havent heard back from them yet but whatever....

A Must Read For A Good Laugh...
THIS WAS MY LAST INSTALLMENT THAT NOT ALL COULD READ BUT IM MAKING IT PUBLIC NOW... I FOUND A RETALITORY BLOG ABOUT THIS INFORMATION BLAMMING THE PERSON WHO TOLD ME ABOUT THIS WHEN THE ONLY PERSON THERE IS TO BLAME IS HIMSELF... HOW DARE HE CALL OUT THE FRIEND WHO TOLD ME HE WANTED TO MESS MY FACE UP AND CUT MY BRAKE LINES.... I THANK HER FOR TELLING ME THIS... AND I LOVE HER FOR TELLING ME THIS.... NO ONE KNOWS THAT SOMEONE WOULD OR WOULD NOT DO SOMETHING JUST CAUSE THEYRE MAD, PEOPLE SNAP, ESP BI-POLAR ONES... SO DONT YOU DARE EVER BLAME HER FOR SOMETHING THAT YOU SAID... WHY SHE ALLOWS YOU IN HER LIFE BAFFLES ME, YOU HAVE THREATENED HER AND I... YOU HAVE THREATENED PEOPLE IN HER LIFE, AND ITS SCARY... I DONT GIVE TWO FUCKING SHITS IF YOURE "JUST SAYING IT CAUSE YOURE MAD" AT BEST KEEP YOUR MOUTH SHUT IF IT HAS TO DO SOMETHING WITH BRINGING PHYSICAL PAIN TO SOMEONE ELSE... ITS NOT LIKE SAYING "YOURE A BITCH OR YOU PIMP HER OUT" YOURE PHYSICALLY THREATNING THE WELL BEING OF ANOTHER HU

As Close As A Tear
As close as a tearStronger than your fearsLove strong as steelMore real than realSweeter than honeyA need stronger then any armyBliss finer then wineResolve that defies timeI will be hereAs close as a tear

Ok I Need To Know...
what phone company you are with, private message me if you have my number. Because i got to budget the minutes and the texting with those that don't have verizon so i am going to cut back on that until i know what is going on and how i am doing.

Just To Survive
The smile on her face Holds back the tears she cries Inside she feels out of place Being locked in her room at night Long sleeve shirts in summer To hide daddys wrath Why does he hurt her To afraid to fight back Then one day she has enough Something inside snaps Now it's her turn to play rough "Cmon give me another slap!!!" A little boy of seven Thought he went from Hell to Heaven But reality soon set in Taking blows from which he can't defend Fists turn to words Can't tell which hurts worse His faith in God is all he has "Father please give me strength to last" Finding strength in "You Can't" Refusing to believe Mommy's rants Now people crave to read his words Words he was once told were absurd Abandoned by Mom at such a young age Then she came back and claimed she had changed But old habits die hard, as she soon found out Bareing it all, but wanting to shout Then one day Mom left f

Through My Eyes
If you could see through my eyes Maybe then you would realize Why I feel the way I do About everything about you From the way you smile To your indelable style From the way you look at me To the way you set my heart free Your beauty you couldn't deny If you could see yourself through my eyes

Here We Are!!
We lie naked on the bed, holding eachother it has to be said, feeling your naked body up against mine everything perfect...yes it was fine. you lift my hand and guide it, and place it on your breast, i look at you and smile, and kiss you for a while, i begin to tease you lightly cupping your breast then gently rub your nipple that lies perk on top, of your perfect size 34B breast. my hand begins to move downwards towards your smoothly shaven pus&ie but i want to tease you a little more so my hand lifts and my fingers drags softly over as i tenderly stroke your inner thighs i begin to here ever so faint sighs up and down my fingers run oh teasing you is so much fun i reach over and find the vibrator and begin to run it up your leg but again not touching your pus$ie well not least for a bit now i move upwards and run it over and up and down your silk pus$ie skin your sighs tell its time this sex toy started you pus$ie lips are about to be parted.

Guilt Trip
Sailing in her battered ship Driven by the winds of an undeserved guilt trip Wandering aimlessly at sea Following a map written by someone elses deceit Tossed by the raging waves Going down with the ship,she refuses to be saved No one has told her she doesnt need to drown So used to being lost, to afraid to be found Slipping farther from the shore Im afraid one day no one will be able to save her anymore Her sails are torn and ripped By the storm of an undeserved guilt trip

A Different Kind Of Pain
Artist: Cold Song: A Different Kind Of Pain Album: A Different Kind Of Pain before i let you go give me just one more night to show you just how i feel i lost all my control if it takes my whole damnned life i'll make this up to you im kinda like the waves that roll their whole life towards somewhere crashing it on the shore thats blown in by the wind that carries the clouds to hide my wish on a fallen star a differnt kind of pain, is someone there to hold you is someone there to take you away from me i tried to let you go i wish i could turn back time and show you just how i feel i needed you to know if it takes my whole damned life i'll make this up to you before you let me go, i needed you to know

Da 2nd Letter From My Man
Hi baby i jus typing up this letter to tell you how i feel about you...baby you make me feel special to da bottom of my heart and i would never leave you and i hope you wont do it to me...imma b there by ur side when ur sick and when ur having ur bad days...baby imma fight ur battles for you and if i wont be able to do it imma help you fight em... baby i care soo much about you you are the first thing that comes 2 mind to me when i wake up in the morning jus to talk to you and the last thing that comes to my mind when i go to bed...baby i will never hurt you...even though we live soo far apart i love u too death and you kno dat...baby i wanna b with you forever till the day i die and i will fuck someone up who ever put their hands on u...and i hope you like this card because this is coming from my heart and i I Love You Soo Much

Movie Review From Imdb
The kids will love it!.... adults, sorry enjoy the pretty colors!, 14 June 2007 7/10 Author: hoove1970 from United States *** This comment may contain spoilers *** Let's Start off with saying I'm giving this movie a 7 out of ten for children out there who love a good time. As for the adults I'd have to go with a 5 or 6. On to the review... I sat in the center of my row listening to the crowd throughout this blockbuster movie and it was a crowd pleaser. perhaps forty percent of the crowd consisted of real 'fans', meaning people who either loved the comic books or the first movie and were hoping for more. At this advance screening there are always large quantities of opportunistic freebie lovers there that don't even know what they are seeing. The writers gave the audience what they wanted in many ways with lots of laughable one-liners and schmaltzy goo to make the average crowd clap and 'ahhh' at the right moments. but it was screaming, "where is my plot" throughout the en

Not A Hero
I am not a hero For you I would bleed I don't have a halo I'd fight your demons until I ceased to breath I'm not bullet proof I'd take one for you My kryptonite is the truth It's the best that I can do Don't make me more than I am There is something you need to know I'm nothing more than a man I am not a hero

My Bitch Pledge
Notorious from head 2 toe Naughty as hell but I AINT no hoe YOU aint worth MY time & cant take MY place So if YOU got SOMETHING 2 say, BITCH say it 2 MY face I play MY game like monopoly I dare ANY BITCH to land on MY property BITCHY, Yeah,I might be slightly CAUSE I dont know how to say FUCK YOU politely BITCH, Did I just hear YOU talking? Yeah, dats right,keep fucking walking FOR all dem HOES trying 2 take MY spot I got 3 words FOR YOU... I THINK NOT When BITCHES bring shit, I'm far from the calmest... I aint gon' slap YOU, I'ma fuck YOU up *dats a promise* Callin me a BITCH? I know,I know but in the words of Ludacris, YOUSE A HOE So you think you can take me well give me a call my number is 1-800-FUCK-A-BITCH-UP

Sonshyneology
MOUTHOLOGY Q. What is your salad dressing of choice? A. Italian Q. What is your favorite fast food restaurant? A. Burger King Q. What is your favorite sit-down restaurant? A. Olive Garden Q. On average, what size tip do you leave at a restaurant? A. at least 2 bucks Q. What food could you eat every day for two weeks and not get sick off of? A. any kinda pasta Q. What are your pizza toppings of choice? A. bacon & mushrooms Q. What do you like to put on your toast? A. apple butter Q. What is your favorite type of gum? A. juicy fruit TECHNOLOGY Q. Number of contacts in your cell phone? A. 81 Q. Number of contacts in your email address book? A. 40 Q. What is your wallpaper on your computer? A. elephants Q. How many televisions are in your house? A. 3 BIOLOGY Q. Are you right-handed or left-handed? A. right Q. What’s your best feature? A. my tig 'ol bitties Q. Have you ever had anything removed from your body? A. Yes Q. W

So Is It Wrong For Me?
Do you believe it is wrong for me to extremely have a grudge against my sister right now because she had me do all of this stuff for my niece for one reason when she told my niece the real reason she had me doing it was because "I have no kids?" She told me it was because they can't agree on anything because there is such an age difference between them and there is only 16 years between my niece and myself, and then today my niece wants to lash out at me and say the only reason her mama had her do it is because she felt sorry for me for having no kids. The reason I have no kids is because I lost mine due to the fact that my ex didn't want the child and he stressed me until I lost the baby before I actually made it to three months. So is it wrong for me to just really want to hate my sister right now considering how much I had trouble with the depression and still do, and it was only December 2004 that I lost the baby and it is still hard for me at times. I really just wanted to come ho

A Letter From Ma Baby Patrick
hey i jus wanted to tell you that i love u soo much and i wud do anything for you.and you love me i always wanted to be with you forever...i have strong feelings for you eva since last nite and it was like love at first sight for us and u know i said i will die for you...but i wanted to have you for myself but i guess i cant and you cant have me for myself either...but now i realized that i want to be with you only and i wanted to marry you and start a family with you one day...but i guess i hope that will happen and i love you to death you just dont know i daydreamed about you all day sending you texted messages that i missed you and stuff like that...i just cant get you off my mind i just want to hold you close and tell you the things i wanted to do to you, asking you wats on ur mind,and telling you that... I Love You

Lies ???
We all lie, all the time. Most people lie 4 times a day It causes problems, to say the least. So why do we do it? It boils down to trying to look good both to ourselves and others. It's tied in with self-esteem some poeple can't help it. We find that as soon as people feel that their self-esteem is threatened, they immediately begin to lie at higher levels. Did i wake you up? You'll say "No" why? Not all lies are harmful. In fact, sometimes lying is the best approach for protecting privacy and ourselves and others from malice, Some deception, such as boasting and lies in the name of tact and politeness, can be classified as less than serious. But bald-faced lies (whether they involve leaving out the truth or putting in something false), are harmful, as they corrode trust. The best thing is when someone lies about a lie. Think back to when you where a kid- "Did you take the cookie? " NO MOMMY" Now think about your day today. Did you lie? How many times? do you kn

I Lov You Anyway
Don't ignore me That's just boring Cut the chord What are you waiting for Get it done Hope you had fun How long have you known While my love for you has grown You don't want this anymore Just leave my heart on the floor I've patiently waited While you've debated How to deal with this There's one thing you missed I'm a part of it I wont "just go away" Say what you need to say No we can't be friends This is where it ends You know how I feel For you that's too real There's nothing left to say In the end, I love you anyway

Ggrrrr...
I don't think I will like this place. has too many stinkin' window pop-ups to deal with. and oh, wait...I have contacts that are already on my contacts list and I know I haven't gone to their sites or whatever to accept them into my profile friends list. what else? rather friggin' irritating that I can't figure out what the fuck goes on here...hell...I would love to figure it out...but dammit... its getting on my nerves. maybe another time with more nerves to update or play with this w/o getting fed the fuck up. geezus h. fuckin' christ on a stick!!! GRRR!!!

My Goth Went To The Funeral Of My Emo Whose Ass Was Kicked By My Inner Punk
Once again, you know I LOVE Oracle's sloppy seconds!!! Whats Your Stereotype? ____________ •HIGH CLASS:• ____________ •[] You go/have gone to a tanning salon. •[X] You own an iPod/mp3/mp4 player. •[] You love Starbucks. •[X] You have been called a brat. •[] You have tons of shoes. •[] you have more than 5 things from nordstrom/sax fith avenue/neiman marcus/bloomingdales. •[X] You have a laptop/your own comp. •[] You like going shopping. •TOTAL:3 •GOTHIC:• _________ •[X] Black is one of your favorite colors. •[X] You wear chains. •[] you like heavy metal. •[X] you've shopped at hot topic •[X] You have worn black lipstick. •[X] You have/had/or wanted piercings •[] You own a pair of Tripp pants •[X] You have at least one unnaturally colored haired friend. •TOTAL:6 ______ •PUNK:• _______ •[] You can skateboard. •[X] You like plaid. •[] You have Converse. •[X] You hate mtv. •[X] You have/had/wanted blue, pink, red, purple, or green hair. •[X] You lov

October
What does your birth month reveal about you? (Pics) OctoberOctober Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn'tpretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children. Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

Pc Problem
im having a major pc problem right now so if anyone wants to have an in depth convo please email me their number because i cant stay on long periods of time, my pc keeps rebooting over and over and i have to unplug it for a while just to get a little time on here virus scans dont work or anything like that oh and i found my glasses finally lol

Pomes
Hunting Ground When I sit here in this field with the moon coming up. I think about the day gone by. And I know I will feel the cold of the dark sky. When the stars come out I can't help but start to cry inside for the ones that have died. Could I be next? I sit and wonder. Will I see the moon lit sky? This I can't say but for now I must live day to day. I can hear the others now so I must go. I might be a follower and not a leader but I have a place here. I will remember and think of the others as I run. And soon my time will be done . I can see the others in our hunting grounds. And I know I belong and not to the man kind but to my pack now. It is feeding time and I know my time has gone by and now it is time for me to return to the hunting grounds in the sky. -------------------------------------------------------------- Little Blue Bird Little blue bird fly away you are free. Please don't stay with me. I am th

For My Fabulous Perv Fans :d
Fuck off and die, you evil little twerp what dont you get about "I'm tryin to work" I dont wanna see you naked on cam trying to pretend your even half a man So leave me alone and stop all the shouts be a good little boy and go off to pout.

The Military Wife
THE MILITARY WIFE The good Lord was creating a model for military wives and was into his sixth day of overtime when an angel appeared. She said, "Lord, you seem to be having a lot of trouble with this one. What's wrong with the standard model?" The Lord replied: "Have you seen the specs on this order? She has to be completely independent, possess the qualities of both father and mother, be a perfect hostess to four or forty with an hour's notice, run on black coffee, handle every emergency imaginable without a manual, be able to carry on cheerfully, even if she is pregnant and has the flu, and she must be willing to move to a new location ten times in seventeen years. And oh, yes, she must have six pairs of hands." The angel shook her head, "Six pairs of hands? No way." The Lord continued, "Don't worry, we will make other military wives to help her. And we will give her and unusually strong heart so it can swell with pride in her husband's achievements, sustain the pain o

First Prize
Two little old ladies were sitting on a park bench outside the local Town hall where a flower show was in progress. The thin one leaned over and said, "Life is so darned boring. We never have any fun anymore. For $5.00, I'd take my clothes off and streak through that stupid flower Show!" "You're on!" said the other old lady, holding up a $5.00 bill. The first Little old lady slowly fumbled her way out of her clothes and, Completely naked, streaked, as fast as an old lady can, through the Front door of the flower show. Waiting outside, her friend soon heard a huge commotion inside the hall followed by loud applause and shrill whistling. The smiling, naked old lady came through the exit door surrounded by a cheering crowd. "What happened?" asked her waiting friend. "I won 1st prize for Best Dried Arrangement."

Whats Your Perspective
well... I don't know where so came from but this is the first 5 minutes I've had to do anything since may 25th and as soon as I log off I'm back to the same old worky shit til the end of october. I flat ran outta time and that sounded like the easiest way to handle my shit before I was going to really drop off the face of the earth. sorry I'm a coward. not going to ask you for anything because it would be flat wrong at this point and I've caused enough trouble for one lifetime, and no I'm not on drugs unless my job is now considered one. Sorry I flat fucked up and I guess I can't take it when someone cares. If someone sent you this letter what would you think they were saying?

My Wonderful Soom To Be Wife By Jared Warnick
My Wonderful soon To Be wife She is everything i always wanted in my life she is funny easy going and very playful. She nevers judges me on anything i use to do or am doing now witch is great. she knows everything about from past to presant and she still loves me for who i am, she doesn't see the monster in me she sees the cute cuddly bear of my personility. Granted i am not wrap tight or having mental problems and its a secret between us she is not afraid being around me and thats always puts a smile on my face. I love it how she gets me calm when i am mad and i love it how she can bring the comedy person out of me. she luaghs at my jokes and share the grief with me and my sarrow. I love it how she always planning our future and how it's going to work , i love it how she always has a wonderfu; smile on her face when she gets on cam for me. She always in a happy mood around me and thats how i want to treat my baby and i always feel great when she is happy, luaghing playing around wi

Holy Shit
Well it that time of yr finally I am on my way to marital bliss this sat. I will be a wife I was naver gonna be a wife but I guess thats what love does make you do things you never really wanted to do . Soooooooo here I go wish me luck

Freemasonry Exposed!
For rebellion is as the sin of witchcraft, and stubbornness is as iniquity and idolatry…—1Samuel 15:23 In understanding the spiritual difficulties of a Born Again Christian being a Mason, it is necessary to realize that there are highly occult elements woven into the very warp and woof of Freemasonry. Thus, the Lodge is not just "another religion" like the Muslims or the Buddhists—although that alone should be enough to keep Christians from involving themselves in it. The nature and character of the Lodge’s deepest theological underpinnings are rooted in Witchcraft and Paganism. Now that may be an astonishing assertion to some, especially to most Masons. However, it is very easily proven. Few people, within the Craft of Masonry or otherwise, perceive that just because a Bible lies open on the altar and Bible verses and characters play an important part in the ritual of the Lodge, that this does not prevent the Lodge from being of the nature of the occult or Witchcraft. This ca

Advertising Or Is It Lol
Sign over a Gynecologist's Office: "Dr. Jones, at your cervix." ************************** In a Podiatrist's office: "Time wounds all heels." ************************** On a Septic Tank Truck: Yesterday's Meals on Wheels ************************** At a Proctologist's door: "To expedite your visit please back in." ************************** On a Plumber's truck: "We repair what your husband fixed." ************************** On another Plumber's truck: "Don't sleep with a drip. Call your plumber.." ************************** On a Church's Billboard: "7 days without God makes one weak." ************************** At a Tire Shop in Milwaukee: "Invite us to your next blowout." ************************** At a Towing company: "We don't charge an arm and a leg. We want tows." ************************** On an Electrician's truck: "Let us remove your shorts." ************************** In

Christinaology
MOUTHOLOGY Q. What is your salad dressing of choice? A. ranch Q. What is your favorite fast food restaurant? A. Burger King (love those cheesy tots..lol) Q. What is your favorite sit-down restaurant? A. Olive Garden Q. On average, what size tip do you leave at a restaurant? A. depends on the service Q. What food could you eat every day for two weeks and not get sick off of? A. See answer number 2 Q. What are your pizza toppings of choice? A.bacon Q. What do you like to put on your toast? A. Peanut butter Q. What is your favorite type of gum? A. Orbit TECHNOLOGY Q. Number of contacts in your cell phone? A. 55 Q. Number of contacts in your email address book? A. 75 Q. What is your wallpaper on your computer? A. Quincy Park at sunset Q. How many televisions are in your house? A. 3 BIOLOGY Q. Are you right-handed or left-handed? A. left Q. What’s your best feature? A. my smile Q. Have you ever had anything removed from your b

Life
If the candle burns and floods the room with sweet light and aroma if the flower blooms and its petals flood the eyes If you scan the heavens and see the deeper blue there rests in the pure unadulterated portrait. To feel the sand and water beneath your feet and breathe cool air, it seems Nothing goes amiss. If all else is not The things these are The varied rythem of earth's beat and resonate at sunset, These exist; the claims of life.

Drink
Drink My blood is breathing, Its free flowing. Its the water that keeps me going. Pour it into the cup and give it to your lover. Let her drink from the cup and fuck her. Then suck it up and drink from the cup. Red on white, we fall from the night. Take a breath and we're out of sight. So take a bite as deep as you might, gash your teeth and everything will be alright. be alive and receive the night. So suck it up and drink from the cup. Blood on water, you've got demons like your father who beat you like a lamb to the slaughter. You lick the blood from your lips, wishing they were sucking your girlfriends tits. Gash your teeth and everything fits. So suck it up, suck it up, and drink from the cup.

Garth Brooks -- Wrapped Up In You
How do I love you, well let me see I love you like a lyric loves a melody Baby, completely, wrapped up in you How do I need you, well can't you tell I need you like a penny needs a wishing well Baby, completely, wrapped up in you Chorus: EVERY NOW AND THEN WHEN THE WORLD THAT WE'RE LIVING IN IS CRAZY YOU GLADLY HOLD ME AND CARRY ME THROUGH NO ONE IN THE WORLD HAS EVER DONE WHAT YOU DO FOR ME AND I'D BE SAD AND LONELY IF THERE WERE NO YOU How do I love you, well count the ways There ain't no number high enough to end this phrase Baby, completely, wrapped up in you Repeat Chorus How do I love you, well, don't you know I love you about as deep as any love can grow Baby, completely, wrapped up in you

Broken
To the outside she looks ok, everything seems so good to me i see pretty pieces where a strong woman once stood. Shes lost shes broken no one knows of her pain Shes walking alone tangled and hurt through the cold freezing rain. Never to look up and seeing nothing but the ground shes tired lonley and helpless with no one else around. Many mistakes have followed, many regrets remain how can she over come this how can she get rid her pain? No answers follow, questions left unanswered no one to lend a ear. how can she put this past behind her when its all darkness in here? She tries to put the pieces back to fix what has been broken. Shes not that strong he holds her soul as his beautifull little token. They tell her to be strong 2 just hold on a little longer. With every breath she takes she knows hes even stronger. To her weakned knees shes falls begging to be let free. she begins to pray not knowing if he ever will see. Not knowing what to say not kno

My Gift
You truly are an incredible gift to me. Sent exactly when I needed you, filling a void like no one else in the world could fill. You brought back a certain joy to my life that I really had let slip by the wayside. You dried up tears even when you couldn't reach out and wipe them away, and you turned frowns back into smiles without even having to touch my lips. You touched me before you met me, before you really knew me. That touch burns an eternal flame of friendship and love, a shared affection and compassion. If the unthinkable were to happen and your beautiful light was gone from this world, I could go on knowing that what we share is real and that everything you have given me will last. I will never doubt you, my dear friend, and I will never leave you to walk the roads alone. Reach out your hand and you will find me there, our souls together on that dusty road. Kristen Anderson 6/18/2007

Hello
hey everyone.hope yal are safe.dont know what to say.so here is something.i'm waiting for my 1st granddaughter to be born in july.miss my dear friend from back in the day(mamabear)we went to school together.everyone drink one for me.and stay safe.

A Poem I Wrote "true Friends"
hey everyone, I write poetry an some of you have already read some of them so I decided to post them on here to an let me know what you all think please.......... True Friends By: Ashley I met a great friend Who knew who I was right away It's funny how you understand All I have to say you listen to all my problems you listen to my dreams you give me advice We talk about love and life It seems like you've been there too I've never felt judged by you you know how I feel You seem to accept me for who I am and all the problems I have you don't interrupt me or need to have your say You just listen to me patiently And you don't go away I want you to understand how much this means to me that you are my friend you always tell me the truth Even if its going to hurt me But I know the only reason You do it is because you are my friend I am so glad I met you I don't know what I'd do without you Tha

Read This And Answer Guys Only
1.) How many times a day would you hug me? 2.) Would you let me hold you? 3.) Would u come with me to places? 4.) Would you love me? 6.) Would you lie to me? 7.) If I was sick what would you do? 9.) Would you leave me for one of my friends? 10.) Want to have a future with me?" 11.) Would you listen to all my problems and help me solve them? 12.) Would you introduce me to your mom/dad? 13.) Would you care about what I do when we go out? 14.) Would you hang out with me AND my friends? 15.) If your friend tried to get with me what would you do? 16.) If me and one of your friends argued, who's side would you be on? 17.) Would you give me your myspace password? 18.) If I gave you mine would you read all my mail? 19.) If I said I loved you would you say it back? 20.) How good do i look from 1-10? 21.) How do you feel about me? 22.) Have i ever made you smile? 23.) Would we just chill togethe

~echo And Narcissus~
Echo and Narcissus in Greek Mythology Echo was a beautiful nymph, fond of the woods and hills, where she devoted herself to woodland sports. She was a favorite of Artemis, and attended her in the chase. But Echo had one failing; she was fond of talking, and whether in chat or argument, would have the last word. One day Hera was seeking her husband, who, she had reason to fear, was amusing himself among the nymphs. Echo by her talk contrived to detain the goddess till the nymphs made their escape. When Hera discovered it, she passed sentence upon Echo in these words: "You shall forfeit the use of that tongue with which you have cheated me, except for that one purpose you are so fond of - reply. You shall still have the last word, but no power to speak first." This nymph saw Narcissus, a beautiful youth, as he pursued the chase upon the mountains. She loved him and followed his footsteps. O how she longed to address him in the softest accents, and win him to converse! But it was no

360 Degrees
WHEN A FRIEND OF MINE SAW I WAS UNHAPPY HE CHANGED MY LIFE,AND THE ONE I LOVED REALIZED WHAT A JEWEL HE HE WOULD BE LOSING,I CRIED IN THE FIRST DAYS,OF BEING TREATED LIKE A QUEEN,AND MY FRIEND SAID YOU DO YOU DO DESERVE ALL THIS LOVE,YOU ARE WORTH IT,AND I WANT TO SEE YOU HAPPY,I LOVE YOU TOO MUCH,TO SEE ANYONE HURT YOU,ALL YOUR FRIENDS LOVE YOU,AND WE ARE THERE FOR YOU,...ENJOY THIS NEW KIND OF LOVE,FOR MY DEAR WHEN YOU ARE HAPPY,YOU FIND WAYS OF MAKING US ALL HAPPY.AND THIS IS HOW YOU'VE CHANGED MY LIFE 360 DEGREES. ~WITH MUCH LOVE AND THANKS,TO:ERNDOG~ SWEET&KINKY 2007

Words To Live By???
So I bet you can't guess what the title means??? Well i'll save you some trouble, (If you have clicked and are actually reading this). Mean what you say, and Say what You Mean! A simple thing that I try to do in everday life. This one (might be short) When it comes to relationships in general, friends, wife/husband, BF/GF, it would be SO MUCH easier to communicate, if we ALL used that motto. It might cause probs, BUT life causes probs so this would be another thing to deal with, BUT if you know what they REALLY mean, then you can avoid drama, by telling the (sometimes BRUTAL) truth! Mean what you say, and Say what you mean! A couple of people I know, actually get that! That's why I can get along with them!

Recieving Unidentified Messages
I have been getting text messages from a Virgin Mobile phone number that I don't reconize- a text to a landline. I have calle dthe number back and it says it is out of service. If anyone is sending me these texts please let me know who you are! And if it's meant for me? Thanks

Part 3
You keep working on me….not daring to let me linger…….wanting to keep me hard and throbbing, as there is somewhere else you want to feel me. I also continue to work….moving my tongue and fingers in and out…..feeling your juices flowing across my lips…..and down my chin. You grind yourself against me as I let a finger slip inside your ass….a deep moan escapes your throat….and somehow, you become even wetter (if that’s even possible!). Instantly, I’m rock hard once again….knowing full well that I am pleasing you. You rise up and turn your body around….straddling me once again…..looking down at me with hunger in your eyes. Teasingly, you slide yourself against me…..again feeling your wet and now slightly swollen lips wrapping around the underside of my shaft. I’m pulsating against you as you move against me…and you jump ever so slightly each time I do. As you slide your body upwards……I can feel the head of me slip just inside. You stop…..looking at me with lust….and mischief in

Fantasy Or Reality...part 2
……your eyes show the fire still raging in them as you smile back down at me….your body still tense from the power of the orgasm’s that have rolled through your body. You pull me up to you….and I slowly….teasingly….kiss my way up your body. Gently kissing and nibbling at your tummy…..letting my tongue swirl around…and then inside your belly button. I move slowly upwards…..kissing along your ribcage….feeling your breath rise and fall beneath me as my lips and tongue trace the lines of your ribs…..just visible beneath your tone and supple skin. I pause at your left nipple…….teasing my way around with the tip of my tongue…..flicking back and forth against the taunt nipple….making you jump in delight……before taking your nipple into my mouth……nipping hard (but not TOO hard) to make you gasp and moan. After a moment….I slowly move to the right…..treating the other nipple to the same treatment. You pull me upwards again….with more urgency this time…..and I now hover over you……looking dee

Legion Of Terror Wing Night!
Legion of Terror Wing Night! I will have Wing Night tickets available,,,,,, it is $15.00 a ticket, includes wings, food, beverages, music, movies, karaoke ALL AGES there will be prizes, reverse raffles, and various other things going on throughout the night as well the Date: saturday, July 21st 2007 7:30pm - midnight @ Yorktown Party Center (inside Yorktown lanes) 6218 Pearl Rd. Parma Hts, OH 44130 message me for your $15 tickets

Going To Get A Tan Today
It's a spray on tan, my skin refuses to tan the normal way, if I don't put on sun block before I got into the sun, I will burn to a crisp. So I called and made an appointment. I had to take another bath and shave and everything, I'm going to post some pics after I take a shower in 5 hours of the tan line.

Fantasy....or Reality??
…..there is soft candle light flickering all around the room that I have rented. A cool evening breeze blows gently against the flowing curtains of the balcony……gently brushing them back and forth….up and away from the floor slightly…..and then letting them settle again for a moment. A bottle of wine is chilling on the table next to the balcony door…….and soft music is floating across the cool night air from somewhere below. I have drawn a hot bath for you…the steam rising from the waiting water….waiting to caress every inch of your body. Rose petals float here and there in the water….to make a vane attempt at matching the softness of your skin. I have also taken the liberty of placing rose petals on the bed….and 2 red roses lay patiently waiting on the bed side table. As you come into the room……I greet you with a warm, slow, and sensual kiss…..sweeping you into my arms. You melt into me as the kiss lingers on..and I can feel your heart beating against my chest. Slowly, I b

Pool Closed
this morning I invited sissy and the boys over to swim. they came over and we slathered the kids in sun block got all ready and went down to the pool. got all the kids there and like a sun flare it struck me!!! The pool is closed on Mondays for cleaning! AHHHHHHHHH! so instead we loaded them in the car and went to her in-laws pool. then back to my house where a bunch or suppossedly "starving" kids, didn't eat lunch really, and I made some dumplings for me and sissy. anyway, now I am off to her place to have a little afternoon relaxation and watch something other than Hannah Montana or Suite Life of Zach and Cody (the kids really need to go back to school now) anyways, I will catch you all later.

Confusion
completely full of emotions spillin my heart to him tryin to talk to her lost in life itself i cant help my feelings i try to keep them to myself no matter what i do i end up hurting the people i care bout most i dont mean to do so its just the fact of everything tearing me apart and i cant deal with it all once i dont mean to hurt you all im just trying to explain myself but i guess ill just keep everything to myself and hold it inside til i die once again im sorry....

25 Things I Would Like To Know About You-check This Out!!!!!
You're on my friends list. I'd like to know 25 things about you. Just hit reply. Thanks! You'll be surprised how much you didn't know about your friends after this! 1. Ever punch someone in the face? 2. How old are you? 3. Are you single or taken, and are you happy about it? 4. Eat with your hands or utensils? 5. What do you dream about at night? 6. Ever seen a corpse? 7. Have you ever wished someone dead? 8. Do You Like Bush, the president? HERE COMES THE EQUALLY INTERESTING PART... 9. Whats your philosophy on life and death? 10. If you could do anything with me, where everything would remain a secret between us, what would you do? 11. Do you trust the police? 12. What is your favorite type of music? 13. What is your fondest memory of me? 14. If you could change anything about yourself what would it be? 15. Would you date me? 16. What do you wear to sleep? 17. Have you ever peed in a pool? 18. Would you hide evidence for me

The Hedgehog And The Fox
Taken from here... "The Hedgehog and the Fox is the title of an essay by Isaiah Berlin, regarding the Russian author Leo Tolstoy's theory of history." The title refers to a fragment of text attributed to the Greek poet Archilochus: "The fox knows many things, but the hedgehog knows one big thing." (This part is the only part of this article I knew and have heard before, a rather quotable line... - Eric) Isaiah Berlin (after giving a number of examples of authors in each category...) considers Tolstoy, and after considering that it seems that he falls in neither category suggests instead, that while Tolstoy's talents are those of a fox, his beliefs are that one ought to be a hedgehog, and thus Tolstoy's own voluminous assessments of his own work are misleading. (Edited excerpt concluded, will look for book...)

Freedom
Chasing the memory froze in my mind of waterfalls and romance I left behind Seeking a time where honesty laid beckoning forgiveness, of the love that was made Regrets seem controlling of another time where I was an angel, and freedom was mine.

Lol At This One!!
An old man was sitting on a bench at the mall. A young man walked up to the bench and sat down. He had spiked hair in all different colors: green, red, orange, blue, and yellow. The old man just stared. Every time the young man looked, the old man was staring. The young man finally said sarcastically, "What's the matter old-timer? Never done anything wild in your life?" Without batting an eye, the old man replied, "Got drunk once and had sex with a peacock. I was just wondering if you were my son."

Then We Have All The People On Ct Needing Help In There Lounges
I need help to but most of the ones u hirer are low life scum of ct they want the title and till u that morning they be there at nite then not show up for a week at a time.It's hard screening the real people and the wannabe's

About Me
hello everyone my name is tina, i am 28 years old. i have 2 beautiful kids and one in heaven. i have been married almost 8 years this december. been with my husband for almost 9 years next month. my husband in the army and he is currently overseas right now. I love to read, write, knit, sew,cook,bake go to church and take care of my family. i love to help people out in anyway that i can. i am very strong willed person. i am very out going. in my spare time i like to hang out with my family and friends, play on the computer and read. well that is a little bit about me.

+be Warned : Survey.....
....copied and pasted from this lovely mulatto dame : HardyHarHarmony@ CherryTAP I'm bored as Hell. So here I go : Name: Witch Of Venice Single or Taken: Taken Siblings: older brother Eye color: green. shoe size: 7 1/2 flats, 8 heels Height: I dunno....ungracefully short as hell. What are you wearing right now? empire waisted peasant top with these awesome puff sleeves, skinny jeans and my thong sandals with the studs on the straps. FAVORITES Kind of pants: Denim, low-rise MUST HAVE POCKETS ON THE BACK! Number: 10 animal: dolphins Drink(non alcoholic): Coca-Cola...but I can't drink it. Drink(ALCOHOLIC): Witch Of Venice Sport : Swimming Month: yeah, October. Juice: Tangerine Favorite cartoon/anime character: Trianna Orpheus --------------------------------------------------------------- Have You Ever... Given anyone a bath: yes. Bungee Jumped?: FVCK no. Made yourself throw-up?: Yeah Gone skinny dipping?: Yes Eaten

The Dress
A woman stopped by unannounced at her son's house. She knocked on the door then immediately walked in. She was shocked to see her daughter-in-law laying on the couch, totally naked. Soft music was playing, and the aroma of perfume filled the room. "What are you doing?" she asked. "I'm waiting for Mike to come home from work," the daughter-in-law answered. "But you're naked!" the mother-in-law exclaimed. "This is my love dress," the daughter-in-law explained. "Love dress? But you're naked!" "Mike loves me to wear this dress," she explained. "It excites him to no end. Every time he sees me in this dress, he instantly becomes romantic and ravages me for hours on end. He can't get enough of me." The mother-in-law left. When she got home, she undressed, showered, put on her best perfume, dimmed the lights, put on a romantic CD, laid on the couch waiting for her husband to arrive. Finally, her husband came home. He walked in and saw her laying there so provocatively

Deleting My Account
I've decided to delete my account. Nothing against anyone on here, in fact I've met alot of wonderful people on here. I'm just bored with the site and find no entertainment from it anymore. If anyone on here wants to reach me I still have: Myspace.com: http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=24984602 Myyearbook.com: http://www.myyearbook.com/index.php?mysession=cmVnaXN0cmF0aW9uX3Byb2ZpbGU= yahoo IM: satyredge@yahoo.com thanks and hope to hear from, if not all, then some of you

For This Sweet Boy
look at me mommy and tell me what you see what did i do so wrong to make you want to hit me i am so sorry dady that i cried last night but those things you said that just wasnt right i am just a little girl now scared of my life i heard you two fighting seen daddy with the knife why did you keep me if love is not here why at my tender age do i know this fear i seen an angel in my room last night he picked me up and held me tight he says God wants me to come home so now i wont feel so all alone i love you mommy, and you to dad no longer am i that little girl you had i am now an angel within Gods place the memory of your hurt has been erased i wish you could have loved me wish you could have known but i was just the little mistake that you never wanted shown......... Renegadelvrs Angel

Stealth
STEALTH It is often said that the Ninja is a supreme master of stealth, able to vanish in a puff of smoke or change into a wild animal form in order to facilitate an escape. In actuality it is the Ninja’s understanding of invisibility that gives them the advantage. Invisibility in reality is simply knowing how to fool the enemies senses in order to remain undetected, much like a magician misdirects in order to mystify and confuse. There are two natural senses that are the focus of study. The first is that of Sound. Noises attract attention, and if the mind fails to identify a sound, it becomes curious. This is where the Ninja employs the art of “Himitsu iri,” the ever-elusive method of “Silent movement.” This art serves as a foundation for all aspects of the Ninja lifestyle. Everything must be approached in a subtle manner if ones endeavors are to remain a secret. The Ninja’s first lessons in stealth are those pertaining to “Kage aruki,” or “Shadow steps.” These walking movemen

Climbing
CLIMBING Scaling castle walls and creating watch posts in the high limbs of trees is a Ninja specialty. Although simplified climbing skills are acquired by almost every person during their adventurous childhood, a Ninja’s ability to scale any structure takes a great deal of practice. Climbing is not just the act of ascending an object, it also involves your ability to feel comfortable once you’ve reached your destination. This is why balance in an integral part of climbing. It is important that once you have reached an elevated position that you are able to move about naturally and easily. TANUKI NOBORIJUTSU - CLIMBING LIKE A SQUIRREL To begin this method, the student leaps up and latches onto the base of a tree with all four of their limbs at the same time. From this point the bodies weight must be distributed properly as the student begins their upward ascent. This is done by releasing the hands and quickly re-attaching them a bit higher on the trunk. As the feet quickly walk o

Mysticism
WARRIOR MYSTIC On their path to spiritual refinement, the Kurai Kotori Sohei (Warrior-Mystic) practices an art known as Gorin Kuji Myo Himitsu Shaku or the Secret Knowledge of Inner Strength. This art form makes use of indepth medative techniques that are focused on unleashing the dormant spiritual powers that dwell deep within every warrior. If the warrior can successfully tap into their inner power, they can accomplish superhuman feats. Feats such as heightening mental and physical strength, refining mental focus, directing spiritual energy, projecting thoughts and emotions and tapping into the realm of the shadow. As mysterious as this sounds, these powers exist within every human being in existence. They are not magical energies as much as they are personal, spiritual energies that, if focused, can bring about the creation of powerful skills that breach the realm of normal human abilities. The Meditative technique used in Gorin Kuji Myo Himitsu Shaku draws upon the

Ninjutsu!!!
KURAI KOTORI NINJUTSU Ninjutsu is used as an alternative to direct combat. The Ninja is a unique breed of soldier who applies their craft from the shadows, relying on trickery over brute strength. A Ninja receives training in many different fields so as to prepare them to face every conceivable danger during the course of their lives. In effect, the Ninja is a “Jack of all trades” when it comes to training. Being taught to rely on their ingenuity, the Ninja’s methods alter to fit each situation as it occurs. This is what makes them so effective in combat. They are completely unpredictable. UNARMED FIGHTING SKILLS The Ninja’s fighting skills are taught in a series of Elemental responses involving Earth, Water, Fire, Wind and Celestial. Each of these elements are invaluable to the students arsenal. Each element helps to develop a certain aspect of the student’s ability to fight. From the earth the student learns to develop their might. From the water the student learns to develop

Rest
Be free, Walk with me Through the golden fields So lovely Lovely. We regret our sins, but We sew our own destiny and Under my face I remain So fragile. Behind my fear, I smile, Forever alone, afraid. Behind my mask I'll be Waiting. Almighty freedom Almighty freeer of the soul Rest now Rest now And imagine, resting with peace at last. It's lovely, this land. It's lovely. No one can believe or understand How far I came just for Family. My family. I should have been there with them when this world crashed down. But now they rest with me. I'll never forget How I felt that moment: I became free.

Once And Always An Adict
Once and always an addict There is a place were I must go to This place full of pain and suffering I have been many times before I do not like this place but I must go there to keep my sanity In this place of pain and suffering all my friends long past will meet me It is a dark place full of anguish and dispair. I have seen to much hardship on the faces of those that have travelled there Always searching longingly for the light that is not there For some there is no way out, for others it is a last stop but at no time is it home Only those that have ventured there will know were it is It is an evil place , please do not search it out There is no good to come of this place. It hides under many faces , uses many ways to draw you in but always leaves you burned and scared This place is the mind of an addict, and only those who have seen the beast that sits at the gates of this place will know the meaning of my words .

What Shall We Do Now?
pink floyd - what shall we do now? What shall we use to fill the empty spaces Where waves of hunger roar? Shall we set out across the sea of faces In search of more and more applause? Shall we buy a new guitar? Shall we drive a more powerful car? Shall we work straight through the night? Shall we get into fights? Leave the lights on? Drop bombs? Do tours of the east? contract diseases? Bury bones? Break up homes? Send flowers by phone? Take to drink? Go to shrinks? Give up meat? Rarely sleep? Keep people as pets? Train dogs? Race rats? Fill the attic with cash? Bury treasure? Store up leisure? But never relax at all With our backs to the wall.

Apparently I'm Just Not Safe For Work?
So again I've had a MUMM pulled. This time I got in trouble for saying that only consenting adults should be engaging in sex, and that adults should be responsible enough to ensure they have condoms handy if they plan to have sex. Seems like commonsense n'est pas? But surprisingly I wrote this MUMM in response to an earlier one wherein every comment by a woman stated that if a woman got pregnant because a man didn't have a condom than it's all his fault. Right. So here I sit, alittle mystified as to whom I could have offended this time, and I figure I should play it safe and compile a list of people who would label my MUMM NSFW so I can avoid offending them in the future: 1/ Pedophiles: They'd object to "consenting adults" only being allowed to have sex. I should of thought of those oppressed bastards. 2/Catholics: The previous Pope was staunchly against condoms, so my advocating the use of protection would be offensive to all Catholics. Obviously. 3/ The President: He

Confused??
I am sitting here thinking about things that have been on my mind recently. I have had ample time to think on certain people and things. I realize that love is not always true and meaningful. I have lost hope in and for it. But I am sick of people ordering me around and treating me like shit. I will not tolerate it. I have made mistakes. But everyone does and nobody is perfect. Accept it and love me for who I am not for something else.

Things That Piss Me Off
Perpetual frowns Boring people When people don't use their indicators Broken toes Someone taking the last of my chocolate Hateful people People that take advantage of kindness Lateness PEOPLE THAT SUCK, BUT ARE TOO LAME TO KNOW IT. Anyone that hurts an animal (Thusly earning the right to be thrown in to a pit of hungry hogs, hog tied) People talking to me while I'm already on the phone Anyone that can not see the rhythm in life, and appreciate the harmony

Something New To Look At And Consider
Hello my new friend, I enjoyed looking at your pics and am looking forward to your updates when you download more. I want to share something with you. I have found a new web company that is very interesting; they pay you for the time you spend on the net doing whatever it is you usually do. All you have to do is join, its 100% free and only requires you to join and download a view bar then turn it on for 5 hours a month while you go about your normal activities on the internet. Why not check it out and I am sure as I did you will like the idea and join, please use the following link to join or view the sight. http://www.agloco.com/r/BBBN8000 Hope you like it and enjoy your day. Regards Mark

Mad As Hell
I'm madder than hell right now!!! I've been in a really bad mood for the last couple of hours and couldn't figure out why. While doing the dishes it occurred to me that it's not the everyday bull shit of life that's gotten to me, not the dumbass putting ashes in the sink, not my ex husband letting our son down again. It's the bullshit with Mr. Stalker. I'm having nightmares, afraid to even walk outside alone, not returning emails because they might be from him. Normally if someone emails me here or on My Space I write back and am friendly. I'm a very outgoing person and was thinking about meeting a few of my on line friends here in the real world. Now I'm second guessing myself and not sure if I should even return an email form someone who liked my My Space profile and would like to be friends here in the town I live in. This pisses my off so bad!!!! I feel like I'm trapped and can't really be me because of fear! This is so not fair and yes I know life's not fair so please don't tell m

Did You Know...
A lot of people that I am friends with do not know that I'm Type 1 diabetic. I tend to hide it from people because of their judgments towards me. A few friends know that I am one but not all of them. I decided that it was time to come out about it and write about it. I am also bipolar which was recently diagnosed and decided its time to talk about that as well to help me cope with it more. Currently I am being tried on different medications. Right now they are trying Geodon but I am not able to take this very often because it is affecting my blood glucose levels way too much and have caused a few episodes of hyperglycemia (high blood sugar). Currently I'm working as a Technical Support Agent for Dell computers through Teleperformance. My hours are really screwy....I basically work 3pm to 1130pm. I have a half an hour lunch with two 15 minute breaks. I also attend college online through University of Phoenix online. I attend two classes on campus the first Saturday and last Saturday

Woo!
So... this is a blog eh? I finally decided to get around to creating one, and now I don't even know what to post here. Let's see, I guess I will talk about the weather. Mostly cloudy, slight drizzle, thunder. Well that didn't last long. Now, what else should I write about? I don't actually know what to put here. I suppose I'll end this here, but I'll try to think of something interesting to add later. I won't guarantee anything, though.

Hello
Well hello, my name is Sherri and I am new to this so plz be patient lol. It seems to be a intersting site and so glad some of my friends from yahoo invited me for a beer. To all my new friends hello and nice to meet ya's. So heres a beer for you all pull up a chair lets have a shot lol.. hugzzzz and as always angel on ya shoulders.

Soulmates Forever
Your soul is so beautiful, beyond mesmerizing. I love your smile, so hypnotizing. You connect my soul like no other. You make me breathless, I could smother. Of all this, I can't deny... Only one on which I can rely. Enrich, enlighten, fulfill my every need. I hope you feel me as you read. My whole life i've searched for love so true. My search is done, it ended with you. With love like this, I can't go wrong. You are the one I've been looking for all along. Your touch sends shivers down my spine. I am yours and you are mine. The very sight of you engulfs my soul. You complete me, make me whole. The two of us together, we can do it all. I swear baby, I won't let you fall.

Stand Back Up
Stand Back Up Sugarland Go ahead and take your best shot, Let 'er rip, give it all you've got, I'm laid out on the floor, but I've been here before, I may stumble, yeah I might fall, Only human aren't we all? I might lose my way, but hear me when i say, I will stand back up, Youll know just the moment when ive have enough, Sometimes im afraid, and i dont feel that tough, But I'll stand back up, I've been beaten up and bruised, I've been kicked right off my shoes, Been down on my knees more times than youd believe, When the darkness tries to get me, Theres a light that just wont let me, It might take my pride, and my tears may fill my eyes, But I'll stand back up, I've weathered all these stroms, But i just turn them into wind, so i can fly, What dont kill you makes you stronger, When I take my last breath, Thats when I'll just give up, So, go ahead to take your best shot, Let 'er rip, give it all you've got, You might win this round but you cant keep

Never Forgotten...
you asked and you shall receive. rest assured this is ONE woman you will NEVER forget because the lovin' will please ya mind, body, and soul as my cosmic ways wrap around your every aspect of manhood and take you deep into me ever so lovingly. The bliss you soon will sense will take you to never before seen horizons and your senses will overload with exstacy as I pull your presence unto my seductive ways of love making and you enter my gateway to heaven.......

What Else
Never fails, every sight I join I break some rule. Myspace my profile was deleted, Wheres george - suspention and now here. Thats right I got myself suspended from mumming. Wasn't even that big of a deal. GO FIGURE-SUCK.

Important Please Read. Ty
THANK YOU EXECUTIONER FOR CARING. Family Hopes To Get Child Prosthetic ArmsDevice Cost Could Be Setback DES MOINES, Iowa -- Imagine going through life never being able to give those you love a hug and always depending on others for simple everyday tasks. For one Des Moines boy, it's a daily struggle, but a new family and a new life could mean new hope. Ten-year-old Aaron Flatt lives with the fact he has no shoulders, arms or elbows. He and his younger sister, Brittany, have what is known as Holt-Oram Syndrome, or heart and hand syndrome. It's a hereditary disorder that results in deformities and heart problems. But starting this month, a lot of guardian angels are trying to get arms for Aaron. "Aaron needs help with the shower. He needs help going to the bathroom. He needs help putting his shoes on, his pants and the zippers and if they're ties or whatever," said his aunt, Kristie Hynes. It hasn't slowed him down. "I think that Aaron is an amazing young man

Yea... And Then
i think people totally judged me the wrong way last night.. but it's all good.. lol.. i decided before that mumm tha tI wasnt' going to date him before he was 18.. and now i'm just not going to date him...i was just very confused last night.. don't know what came over me... my apologies BTW. Phatty is not the guy I was talking about last night.. phatty is 25... and in another band. lol ~CHRIS~

Whosoever Will
The fourth chapter of the New Testament book of James is essentially a regression -- that is, it addresses how as Christians we are to deal with the issues in the world around us, next our issues with one another, and then with ourselves and God. I know, that's a lot for any chapter or any book to claim. And for those of you who are Christians reading this, it IS a Bible study, so it's going to come up. But it wouldn't hurt to take a look at this regarding your own relationships as well; after all, when Jesus walked the earth, He didn't gravitate to the religious people -- in fact, it's the religious people in every generation who often obscure what God really has to say. Sure, the religious were and are welcome in the church (which James is addressed to, hence it being called a "general epistle" or letter), but past serving God with all their heart, soul, and mind and loving their neighbors as themselves, everything else is a non-issue. (If I'm being heretical, then what was Jesu

Give Me A 10
So I up load a pic and have a handful of ppl view it and I get only 2-3 ratings, wtf? Since you went and looked at it you might as well give me a 10. If you cant show love you might as well delete me, it will save me the trouble of having to delete you. Only true friends wanted on my friends list, plz.

The Void
This feeling I can't deny, I feel as though you have left my side. Here in this void, I sit and daze, I can't help but wonder the way out this maze. I'm trapped by love, I'm bound by destiny. I need you to step up and rescue me. It's dark and cold and I'm all alone. I'm scared because I don't know where you have gone. As i blindly search with extended arms, Only to feel things that do me harm. Where are you? You're nowhere to be found. To remain alone in darkness I am bound. Here in this void, I shall remain. Feelings of sorrow and piercing pain.

The Getaway
Thru the field I walk and stare. As the sun casts a shiny glare. Bare feet acknowledge weeds so soft. Blades and blooms I'm feeling oft. In my field, I can be free. Free to feel, Free to be me. As I stroll 'round my place, Happiness explodes within my body exposing a smile upon my face. The warmth from the sun, even at small, streams down my body like a waterfall. The sweet aroma of wildflowers fill my nostrils. Soothing my soul, no longer feeling hostile. Comfortable and relaxed, eased at mind. My field is my getaway, my place to unwind.

Declaration Of Love
To The One I Adore: When we are together, the bad things can't get to me. When we are together, my heart fills with joy. When we are together, my whole body is at ease. When we are together, my face lights up. When we are together, nothing can go wrong. With you by my side, there is nothing i can't do. When I'm with you, I am my best. You make me whole, You complete me. For that, I love you more than you'll ever know!!

Life-long Impression
In Loving Memory of James L. King An Acquaintance I had tha gift of making A man so kind and dear A smile brighter than the sun A heart purer than gold A soul more beautiful than life itself A darling man whom has touched my heart If he only knew...how no matter what he brightened the dimmest of days A spirit so free and sincere A spirit so strong...allowed me to see all of this in little time A mere moment is all I needed for I know he will always be with me God has called his dearest home By God's side he is in his true form... An Angel I wrote this several years ago in memory of a great man that I was taking care of. He was buried with a copy so I'd always be with him.

Visage Of Reality
The idle beat of my heart causes a mere irk within. The idea of utter loneliness is where it will all begin. The man you used to know isn't the man you may see. The love he once possessed is gone, it wasn't meant to be. And now as I sit and ponder on this unimaginable thought, All I can do is wonder why our love is like a wrought. The idle beat of my heart Causes a mere irk within. The idea of utter loneliness is where it will all begin.

To My Unborn Child
This I solemnly swear to do... Be your encouragement when you feel you're not good enough Be your happiness when you feel only despair Be your strength when you feel like there's nothing more to fight for Be your heart when you feel you have none to give Be your feet when you feel weary Be your support when you're discouraged Be your cheerleader when no one else stands by your side Be your wise advisor when your path gets dark and troublesome Most of all, I swear to always love you no matter your faults For you are my child in whom I'll always have the greatest of Faiths.

Ok So I Created A Mum And Ppl Said Some Mean Things And When I Rsponded They Blocked Me
why on earth would you be rude and say rude thing to ppl in a mum and not even know what they look like or check them t before you do make your decision and then when i ask y or comment back block me if you are to afraid to show yourself how can you make judgment on someone who takes pride in shoing tem selves i just dont undrstand lol i made a rude comment in a mum that i took offence to and you know what i talked to that person and became friends things arnt always worded right and if you dont like it and arnt willing to defend yourself then dont comment give me a break some ppl are just asses i guess and are just to afraid the same will happen to them mpersonally i like constructive critisism if you are willing to give it i am willing to take it and give it back much love jess aka cutie with a booty p.s. sign my guest book please

Still Standing
These walls are closing in it's getting harder to breathe as I pace and gaze, I notice I'm the only one here Where is everyone? Where did they go? Did they leave me here, to stand all alone? I'm nervous, it's getting dark. As the lights get dimmer, my heart races. My chest hurts and my breathes are shortened. I search and seek but still find nothing. Why am I so scared? Can I not stand alone? As I realize I'm a strong woman, I gain my composure. I can handle this! I'm stronger than this. I may stand alone, But I still stand!

Friends?
OK. I repost bulletins, put up nice ones to Mothers, Fathers, and other things like that. Rarely are mine read. I am beginning to think that my so-called "friends" in my network are not really as such. I rate people and am VERY nice about it all. Some are super nice back, but most are really kinda not. Am I hideous? I didn't think so. Always been told I was on the prettier side. So I know I'm not too bad to look at. And I know I am a nice person. Just confused about it all. I read other people's bulletins. Even comment when I can, repost if I agree, or if I think it is fun. I stopped doing Mumms when I was responded to very rudely. I was having fun with them until then. And I really liked the points. I have always been a nice person and thought the best of everyone. I know there are mean people out there, but why? I never rate below a 10, yet other's do. Is that necessary? I have fun on here. And others try to make it not fun. I don't live in a fantasy

Wild (explicit)
Lying naked next to you I know you feel it too Your pulse starts to quicken As my cock starts to thicken You roll over and spread your thighs I climb on top and look into your eyes You wrap your arms around me and press your lips to mine Your legs lock tightly around my hips I slip inside, such a tight fit Thrusting slowly in and out, making you so wet As I gently kiss you up and down your neck Pushing deeper as you begin to moan Your panting gets louder as my rod churns your honey hole Getting lost in ecstasy as we move as one Teasing your hard nipples with the tip of my tongue You pull my hair and arch you back as I bury my face between your breasts The room starts to spin as I struggle to catch my breathe I roll over, letting you on top I push even harder as you beg me not to stop Gripping you tightly by the soft flesh of your ass Pushing deeper, harder, faster, with all the strength that I have You scream "I'm ready to cum!" I say "Wait, I'm almost there" The

My Dark Printzess
Here I am Deep in the darkness alone. Then I come across another lost soul. I walk up to her and drop to my knees. " I though noone shared this darkness with me." She gives me a slight glance and then I know. I share the darkness with another lost soul. " I am the printz of darkness here. Stay with me and lonelyness I shall no longer fear." She is my Printzess and the drakness we share. A dark Printz and Printzess is now here.

Here Are A Few Of My Fav Quotes!!!
When u seek revenge, dig 2 graves Live as if u were to die tomorrow. Learn as if u were to live forever. There can be no good without evil. 1 man's wilderness is another man's theme park. Nothing is permanent in this wicked world, not even our troubles. The belief in a supernatural source of evil is not necessary, men alone are quite capable of every wickedness. Imagination is more important than knowledge, knowledge is limited, Imagination encircles the world. Birds sing after a storm, why shouldn't people feel as free to delight in whatever sunlight remains to them ? When a good man is hurt, all who would be called good must suffer with him. When u have eliminated the impossible, whatever remains, however improbable, must be the truth. A belief is not merely an idea the mind possesses it is an idea that possesses the mind. Ideologies separate us, dreams and anguish bring us together. Unfortunately a super abundance of dreams is paid for

My Hands(brand New)
I WISH IT WAS MY HANDS THAT CARESS YOUR FACE THAT EXPLORES YOUR BODY TEASING THAT SPECIAL PLACE TOUCHING YOU WHERE IT COUNTS TREADING WHERE ANGELS FLEE MAKING YOU BITE YOUR LIP TRACING CIRCLES ALONG YOUR KNEE GENTLY SPLITTING YOUR THIGHS LIGHTING YOUR SKIN ON FIRE GOOSE BUMPS ON YOUR SKIN EVERY MUSCLE ACHING WITH DESIRE EVERY TOUCH FILLED WITH EMOTION EACH SIGH DRIPPING WITH LUST NAILS DIGGING INTO FLESH A PASSION DRIVEN TRUST STROKING YOUR PANTIES JUICES FLOWING FROM WITHIN YOUR BODY TENSE WITH DESIRE THE EXPLOSION SOON BEGINS MY FINGERS STROKING FASTER AS YOU BEG AND PLEAD FOR MORE HARDER AND HARDER AGAINST YOU YOU FINALLY CANT TAKE ANYMORE AS I RELEASE YOU YOU COLLAPSE WITH A MOAN I KISS YOU ON THE LIPS YOU BEG ME TO GO ON I WHISPER SWEETLY TO YOU "THERE IS MORE WHERE THAT CAME FROM" I LEAVE YOU CRAVING MORE OUR NIGHT HAS ONLY JUST BEGUN

Haten
Hate I woke this morning upset and weak. I looked at my kids and just couldn't speak I try so hard and fail everytime I look to the future to get through the past I look to you to help me get through through the pain through the tears what am i doing what have i done I cant tell u my secret and it hurts everyone i cant let u know because im so afraid Please forgive me , please understand for i to have hated everything that i am! trk

Been There Done That Will I Do It Again?
Once again I find myself at a cross roads. I have been here more then a few times. Will I dip my toe in the kink pool one more time and dive in head first with out any thought to the consequences? Will things be different or will I once again get so fed up with the same old same old BS that drives me away. I have been fairly happy for the past year or so, I am cool with me I like hanging out with me and have come to terms with the things I need to deal with. But if I take another chance and crash and burn what’s the point in getting back up. My liver went through a very hard time, my health is pretty freaking important to me. Once again I’m looking down the paths again and wondering WTF to do.

You Cant Find Me!!
You cant find me im that hole in your heart the emptiness in the air im the chill you get when no ones there you cant find me because i am no where to be seen im the dark during the day, the clouds at night im that urge to run im the pain u run from you cant find me cuz i am nowhere to be seen Im the darkness that covers you in bed while u sleep at night im the reason u scream in fear all through the night you cant find me because i am no were to be seen You can not see me but u know im there you cry and wish for me to disappear But this thing u run from is none other then you your fear your dreams its all you u cant find me im no where to be seen u are your pain you are your fears run run away so no one can hear u cant find be because im no where to be seen

You Know You Are From Alabama When...
*I identify with too much of this. lol* You have a party or a barbeque whenever Alabama plays Auburn in football. You go to Gulf Shores every summer. You call the Atlanta Braves baseball team "us" like they're actually from Alabama. You would much rather visit Florida than California. You don't "take", you "carry" or "tote"... as in "You want me to carry you down to the 7-11?" A soft drink isn't soda, cola, or pop, it's Coke. You call it a "buggy" and not a shopping cart. You've said "fixin' to," "might could," or "usetacould" during the last week. Someone you know has used a football schedule to plan their wedding date. You know the meaning of the phrase "Fobbed again." You can properly pronounce Arab, Eufaula, Opelika, Loachapoka, Bayou La Batre, and Oneonta. You know exactly what chitlins and mountain oysters are, and you know someone who eats them anyway. You think that people who complain about the humidity in other states are s

In My Sons Shoes!
In My Sons Shoes He looks at me for answers; he's looks at me for wisdom.The touch of his mother hurts him, the love she has for him he does not know. Life has taken my Childs innocents, taking his beautiful little soul.Quietly he suffers not knowing what to say. Trying to be like others but gets pushed away.Walk in my sons shoes,Know his pain, know his life, know his smile Know that one day it could all change.He's come so far yet seems never far enough for he always says "mum ill never be good enough"It takes all I have got not grab him and hold him, I know I cant I know it hurts him, I know he wishes to be different. Walk in my sons shoes know his pain, know his life, and know his strengths know that your life will never be the same. TRK For my son Devin J. Kohl diagnosed with Autism @ 2 1/2yrs old

For You
For You Id Walk for days To find that cure For You I will give my heart true and pure For You Id take on a million bad dreams For You Id swim across a 1000 Seas For You Id give my life to save yours For You Id give anything to take away the pain For You I stay here, Facing both our fears For You I have cried a 1000 or more tears For You I will fight till I cant fight no more For You I will Fix the heart that has been torn For You This oath I have sworn, For You I will be true an from now till forever; I will Always Love you!!! TRK 2007 Jeff U have been here for me when others looked away. Ur my rock! Thank you

Graphics Contest It Closes At 12noon Today
GRAPHICS CONTEST Graphics Contest, I Need Entries Holding a contest for Graphics you must be in pic, Please send me a link to the pic you want to enter (private message). Contest Starts Thursday June 21st, at noon and runs thru to Thursday June 28th, at noon... the more that enter, the better the prizes... everyone that enters will get a gift at the close of the contest... Top 3 Get the big gifts... comments + ratings = total score comment bombing is allowed, you can even comment bomb your own pic... No new or fake accounts can comment bomb, must be at least a level 3 to comment bomb... NO DOWNRATING PLEASE!!! please, let's keep it fair and have fun... CHOOSE YOUR FAVORITE PIC AND COMMENT ON IT GOOD LUCK TO ALL Please repost my sticky bulletin so your friends and fans have a chance to get in on the fun as well... Thank you all very much, Melissa (¯`·._)FUNUSLADYBUG(¯`·._)@ CherryTAP

Irritant
Pet peeve #1: Individuals who blame others for their negative attitude, people who often make the statement "It's another's person's fault I am this way." Um, no! You are that way because you CHOOSE to be that way. No one is forcing you to have a certain attitude, or state an opinion in such a negative fashion. It's no one's fault but your own as to the reason you are so damn negative. Grow up, be an adult and stop letting people affect you so much. Or here's an idea, STOP BEING AROUND PEOPLE WHO HAVE A NEGATIVE IMPACT ON YOU!!!! For Christ's sake, it's not a tough thing to walk through life with a decent attitude, is it? I get it, life is rough, there's never any time, you are so busy, never feel well and on and on....get over yourself. We all have to face a grind every day, no matter how different, the stress is still stress to anyone who experiences it. You aren't special. Why should the world accomodate you because you feel you can't deal? Go work at KMart if life is

They Walk Among Us......
I walked into a Blimpie's with a buy-one-get-one-free coupon for a sandwich. I handed it to the girl and she looked over at a little chalkboard that said "buy one-get one free". "They're already buy-one-get-one-free", she said, "so I guess they're both free". She handed me my free sandwiches and I walked out the door. They walk among us and many work retail. One day I was walking down the beach with some friends when one of them shouted, "Look at that dead bird!" Someone looked up at the sky and said, "Where?" They Walk among us! While looking at a house, my brother asked the real estate agent which direction was north because, he explained, he didn't want the sun waking him up every morning. She asked, "Does the sun rise in the north?" When my brother explained that the sun rises in the east, and has for sometime, she shook her head and said, "Oh, I don't keep up with that stuff." They Walk Among Us!! I used to work in technical support for a 24/7 call

My Everything!!
So many promises broken to many words left unspoken you hurt me really bad I cant forgive you nor will i forget I now have someone new and true Someone I can trust an tell all my dreams to He stays by my side no matter what path i choose Hes there when i need him hes there with open arms Hes ready to face the days and nights with me He tries his best to shield me from the pain He so many things and i cant name them all He's My best friend, My world, My love, Hes My all.... to Jeff my rock who keeps me going everyday!!

Its About Time
its about time he hit rock bottom. its about time he knows what he put me through. but now its time for me to send it all back to him. i feel that if i let him back into her life that he will do more harm then good. ive always trusted my feelings and they never have been wrong. i have some unanswered guestions for him but am not sure i want the answers. he lost his family, his lil girl, me , his car, he lost everything that he owned. and that makes me somewhat happy. cause he took everything away from me. now he knows how i feel. will not let him do that to my lil girl. NEVER

My Day...
My day started out so nice. I got to work late because of a therapy appointment. This meant I missed the weekly company meeting. I had managed to buy a phone card for my old cell phone over the weekend (cheaper than the one I bought to talk to the poly family) as well as buy some more blades for my electric razor. I was (and still am) wearing a new shirt and undies (as well as older shorts, socks & shoes).I felt on top of the world. Then...Well, over the weekend my wife mentioned that one of the poly family members looked at her CherryTAP page. I thought it was odd, but didn't think much else about it.Until I found that the same person looked at my page... Hmmmm... I went back to that person's page because (supposedly) in CT if you block somebody, they can't view your page. I could view the page, so I wasn't blogged. Just a bit confused, I went on my slightly-less-happy way.However...I received a message from the person, asking why I went to that page. I told the person that

Im Alone
Here I walk alone on this dark, cold and scary path. What a silly stupid little girl, i thought we would last. I waited, i wondered, I cried, I fell apart inside and never let it show. Im not sure what went wrong, Im heart broken, Im not sure i want to know. I gave You everything, I tried to be strong. I gave my love while you gave me hope. I look back and no regrets of us i swear. Im sorry for not being there. You needed me and i back away, you wanted me yet i was afraid to stay. Im not good at this hole relationship thing, i have never felt so unsure Im scared to walk in this dark, im scared now of all the pain u have endured. Im not saying i didnt try or the words i said were fake. Im saying im sorry , sorry for being your mistake. ill leave you now with many hopes, happiness and beautiful dreams for you I leave knowing that till the end of time Ill always wish id be beside you. My rock, my life my love my dream, This is always so f**ked up for me T

I'm Sorry, But I Love You
I'm sorry but I love you And I don't know what else to do I'm sorry my love makes you feel less than Tell me how to fix it, I will do all I can I need you to know my intentions are pure That's hard to do when you throw them on the floor Burn me at the stake just to prove a point All I ever wanted was to bring you joy Guess I have been doing it wrong all this time Instead of a smile on your face, I brought tears to youreyes I never thought I would say something so cruel I'm sorry, but I love you

Alone
Alone in the dark i sit here in peace i wait for your touch an your soft sweet kiss i try not to cry while sit here all alone i keep looking around and no one is home why do i do this why do i put myself through pain why do i sit here knowing i have nothing to gain why do i feel all this sadness and pain why cant i let go why cant i just move on please someone help me please help me go on

Do You Believe In Love?
We have all heard about a Prince and his Lady falling in love and living happily ever after. Where do we hear this? In fairy tales! I want to know if love is ever forever? Besides the obvious, kids, family, etc. does long time love exist? I have had 3 long term relationships, and in all of them, the love left long before the involvement did. I am truly beginning to believe that "true" love is a fantasy and does not exist. I believe people fall into lust and if they keep it exciting they stay together, if the lust dies, so does the relationship. If your views are different or if you have a "happily ever after" story, please share.

The Sensitive Man
A woman meets a man in a bar. They talk; they connect; they end up leaving together. They get back to his place, and as he shows her around his apartment, she notices that one wall of his bedroom is completely filled with soft, sweet, cuddly teddy bears. There are three shelves in the bedroom with hundreds and hundreds of cute, cuddly teddy bears, carefully placed in rows covering the entire wall! It was obvious that he had taken quite some time to lovingly arrange them and she was immediately touched by the amount of thought he had put into organizing the display. There were small bears all along the bottom shelf, medium-sized bears covering the length of the middle shelf, and huge, enormous bears running all the way along the top shelf. She found it strange for an obviously masculine guy to have such a large a collection of Teddy Bears, but doesn't mention this to him, and actually is quite impressed by his sensitive side. They share a bottle of wine and continue t

Waiting To Get In Touch With Driving Instructor
today i was late for work (not extremely late but late none the less. fortunately at work I had pizza for lunch (provided by a group that had enough to share :) ). Work is over for today so for now i wait for my driving instructor to call me. It is getting closer to 5pm so i hope i can get in touch with her before that time. i will try again in about 30 minutes in hopes to get in touch with her. I paged her number so for now i wait.

Next Week,what A Week
So next week my sister and mum will be leaving for the whole week ill be here running the show lol fun?yes i like it headache? of course! but i enjoy my cleaning and taking care of others plus mum promised me a captain spaulding doll if i do this muahahaha love it love you wut can i say im fulll of love today =D

Twisted
He is so twisted I think he missed it He never really knew what he had Seemed to enjoy making her sad Said "I love you", but made her cry Knew just what to say, he didn't even have to try Showed his love by inflicting pain Thanks to him, she will never be the same See, he didn't kill her, just made her stronger And despite it all she will love him forever He sure as hell doesn't deserve it But I guess there is even love for the twisted

Pdems Or Mbms?
I have just be diagnoised with a rare but potientally very deadly syndrome. It's called PDEMS (Premature Deletion of E-Mails Syndrome). What happens is someone who suffers from this reads an E-mail only once and than delete it without responding to the writer. The cause of this is unknown at this time. There does not appear to be any cure but it is easy to spot. If your friend or loved one doesn't respond to messages or ask you for information or photos they know you give them but they can't fiind it they could suffer from PDEMS. PDEMS should not be confused with MBMS. Multi blog Messaging Syndrome which has to do with someone belonging to more blog sites than they can keep up with. The messages are still available they just can't remember where they read it

With This Ring
With this ring I thee wed At least those were the words that were said Till death do us part But we never got that far I promised you the rest of my life But now I sleep alone at night You made vows that were so hollow But if you ceased to exist, I'd soon follow My life was complete when we said I do How could you so easily say we are through You walk away with such ease Yet I barely have the strength to breathe You defiled everything With this ring

We As A People
Society in this day of age is that of a double edged sword we ask and plead for peace but we demand retrobutions, we plea for understanding but we demand for control but we dont share that control equally so can you see the problem we all make and thats the leason we all must learn to learn how to bend.

Chaos
Going crazy Perception's hazy Nothing makes sense Nerves are tense Head is spinning Confusion is winning Told the truth What more could I do But it wasn't enough I just want your love Unbearable pain Going insane Efforts in vain Done with this game If you want me You know where I will be Hands are tied Now I cry Heart going numb My senses struck dumb Hope you had fun Congratulations you won Can't think anymore Hearts' on the floor Kick it around It won't make a sound It will take your beating Never retreating For the sake of dedication At the risk of desecration I have become lost In all this chaos