Once again I find myself at a cross roads. I have been here more then a few times. Will I dip my toe in the kink pool one more time and dive in head first with out any thought to the consequences? Will things be different or will I once again get so fed up with the same old same old BS that drives me away. I have been fairly happy for the past year or so, I am cool with me I like hanging out with me and have come to terms with the things I need to deal with. But if I take another chance and crash and burn what’s the point in getting back up. My liver went through a very hard time, my health is pretty freaking important to me. Once again I’m looking down the paths again and wondering WTF to do.
