Do you believe it is wrong for me to extremely have a grudge against my sister right now because she had me do all of this stuff for my niece for one reason when she told my niece the real reason she had me doing it was because "I have no kids?" She told me it was because they can't agree on anything because there is such an age difference between them and there is only 16 years between my niece and myself, and then today my niece wants to lash out at me and say the only reason her mama had her do it is because she felt sorry for me for having no kids. The reason I have no kids is because I lost mine due to the fact that my ex didn't want the child and he stressed me until I lost the baby before I actually made it to three months. So is it wrong for me to just really want to hate my sister right now considering how much I had trouble with the depression and still do, and it was only December 2004 that I lost the baby and it is still hard for me at times. I really just wanted to come home and as much as I hate to say it, but kill myself. I spent all night in the ER cause my mom had a heart attack and then I get attacked with that? Where on Earth does it say I deserve this....Catch ya'll later. I got things I gotta tend to....
L8R
Gwen aka Untamed Angel
