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Sex Is Good For You!!
1. Sex is a beauty treatment. Scientific tests find that when women make love they produce amounts of the hormone estrogen, which makes hair shine and skin smooth. ============= 2. Gentle, relaxed lovemaking reduces your chances of suffering dermatitis, skin rashes and blemishes. The sweat produced cleanses the pores and makes your skin glow. ============= 3. Lovemaking can burn up those calories you piled on during that romantic dinner. ============= 4. Sex is one of the safest sports you can take up. It stretches and tones up just about every muscle in the body. It's more enjoyable than swimming 20 laps, and you don't need special sneakers! ============= 5. Sex is an instant cure for mild depression. It releases endorphins into the bloodstream, producing a sense of euphoria and leaving you with a feeling of well-being. ============= 6. The more sex you have, the more you will be offered. The sexually active body gives off greater quantities of chemicals

Best Morph On Ct Contest!
Best Morph On CT Contest! I'm doing a Morph contest and i need morph pics! 1st Morph is...... with 8819 comments! 2nd Morph is...... with 7587 comments! 3rd Morph is...... with 1645 comments! 4th Morph is...... with 1076 comments! 5th Morph is...... with 10 comments! Comment bombing allowed and Self bombing allowed! 2 Gifts from gift shop per winner! If u want to enter the contest plz send me link to ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it for u ! Contest will start on 6/18 thur 6/25 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~*Majorboredum* LoVeR69*~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~~ Plz Sign My Guess Book Plz...LOL@ CherryTAP

Life
well not use to this but just had some shit to let out...well i lost my son in 2004 to cancer and he was my life and his dad use to beat me all the time and now i have a nother son but not by him and they look so much alike it is hard on me....life just never seems to be easy...

Well Tomarrow Is The Big Day
well all tomarrow is the big day and iam scared to know anything. i was just thinking tis a cyst or something else other than cancer and i hoping its nothing. Pray for her tonight and i will let everyone know when i find out thanks for everyone that has been there for me. much love hugs and kisses

Hello All My Friends
i am doing this blog up to ask all of you if any would like to come join my lounge as my staff and 2 hlp me with promotions please i can use the help with it if you would like to leave me a message on this blog or a c-mail tell me

Requim Of This Relationship
hello is how it all started from there we should have just parted never thinking it would go the distance that it really did it was the little things that got me roped in so I could not see now it's done and behind me a requim of this relationship so after all that is said nothing will ever come around again longing for what we once shared but all thats left is here in this song hey it starts up a session shouldn't we have learned our lesson guess not we'll try it again knowing that this couldn't work you say things like how was your day wishing that you'd go away I answer thats all I can do knowing ill be falling for you (chorus) so now I guess that were done over before weve begun still waiting for this moment to last ending every thing so fast we've moved on the seasons have changed and all these feelings are rearranged we'll never share what we once could maybe we just never should so oh oh oh oooooohooohe oh

Forever
Forever In the brightest hour Of my darkest day I realized What is wrong with me Can't get over you Can't get through to you It's been a helter-skelter Romance from the start Take these memories That are haunting me Of a paper man cut into shreds By his own pair of scissors He'll never forgive her He'll never forgive her Because days come and go But my feelings for you are forever (x2) Sitting by a fire On a lonley night Hanging over from another good time With another girl Little dirty girl You should listen to this story of a life Your my heroin In this moment I'm lonley Fulfulling my darkest dreams All these drugs, all these women Have never forgiven, this broken heart of mine Because days come and go But my feelings for you are forever (x2) One last kiss Before I go Dry your tears It is time to let you go (x2) Because days come and go But my feelings for you are forever (x2) One

Actual Article From The La Times:
Actual article from the LA Times: In retrospect, lighting the match was my big mistake. But I was only trying to retrieve the gerbil, Eric Tomaszewski told bemused doctors in the severe burns unit of Salt Lake City Hospital. Tomaszewski and his homosexual partner, Andrew “Kiki” Farnum, has been admitted for emergency treatment after a felching session had gone seriously wrong. I pushed the cardboard tube up his rectum and slipped Raggot, our gerbil in, he explained. As usual, Kiki shouted “Armageddon”, my cue that he’d had enough. I tried to retrieve Raggot, but he wouldn’t come out, so I peered into the tube and struck a match thinking the light might attract him. At a hushed press conference, a hospital spokesman described what happened next. The match ignited a pocket of intestinal gas and a flame shout out of the tubing, igniting Mr. Tomaszewski’s hair and severely burning his face. It also set fire to the gerbil’s fur and whiskers which in turn ignited a larger pocket

A Lil About Me
A lil about me A survey i stole....so a lil about me... 1.)Q. Can you cook? KINDA SORTA 2.)Q. What was your dream growing up? PLAYING MAJOR LEAGUE BASEBALL 3.)Q. What talent do you wish you had? I WISH I COULD LICK MY ELBOW 4.)Q. If I bought you a drink what would it be? VODKA TONIC, OR YINGLING 5.)Q. Favorite vegetable? CORN 6.)Q. What was the last book you read? SOMETHING BY TOM CLANCY 7.)Q. What zodiac sign are you ? GEMINI 8.)Q. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? 1 TATTO ON MY BACK 9.)Q. Worst Habit? LAZYNESS, SMOKING 10.)Q. If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride? IF I KNEW WHO U WHERE AND LIKED YOU YEA...IF NOT THEN NO 11.)Q. What is your favorite sport? BASEBALL 12.)Q. Negative or Optimistic attitude? BOTH...CUZ I GOT SKILL 13.)Q. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator? WAIT A LIL BIT THEN WAIT SOME MORE 14.)Q. Worst t

It Is So Stinkin' Early...
Within the next 18 days, I will: 1. See my college roommate who I haven't seen in like 6 years. 2. Hang out with my parents! 3. See my downright awesome family & fantastic friends. 4. Go to a graduation party for my little chicken & my darling, LuLu. 5. Go to my cousin, Danny's, wedding. 6. See my kindred spirit, Jason. 7. FINALLY hang out with Travis...Woot Woot. 8. Find my very own seat at the Commercial cause there will be lots of drinking... And...there will be lots lots more...absurd stories, I'm sure, are headed your way... YaY. Good times. I...love NY.

Introduction Truth Number One
As much as I would love to lie to all of you, and say that I have the perfect, cherry life, I don't. I'm tired of lying about what I feel, so I don't hurt people's feelings. If there was one thing I hated about myself, it's that I put other's feelings about what I say above my true thoughts. I don't want to piss anybody off, or create an uncomfortable situation. I hate tense atmospheres. Slowly, I have been changing that, and let me tell you...it is liberating, yet has created a lot of strife in my life in relation to my husband and my marital relationship. Truth number 1: I despise my husband. There was a night four years ago, that I have never gotten over. We did go to counseling for our marital problem, however in hindsight, I should have gone for myself first. I snapped that night mentally towards him. He broke my trust, my spirit, my will, and my love towards him. Long story short, I did have enough strength to send him to jail, and should have divorced him. How

Oil Change Instructions For Women
Oil Change instructions for Women: 1) Pull up to Jiffy Lube when the mileage reaches 3000 miles since the last oil change. 2) Drink a cup of coffee 3) 15 minutes later, write a check and leave with a properly maintained vehicle. Money spent: Oil Change: $20.00 Coffee: $1.00 Total: $21.00 Oil Change instructions for Men : 1) Wait until Saturday, drive to auto parts store and buy a case of oil, filter, kitty litter, hand cleaner and a scented tree, write a check for $50.00. 2) Stop by 7/11 and buy a case of beer, write a check for $20, drive home. 3) Open a beer and drink it. 4) Jack car up. Spend 30 minutes looking for jack stands. 5) Find jack stands under kid's pedal car. 6) In frustration, open another beer and drink it. 7) Place drain pan under engine. 8) Look for 9/16 box end wrench. 9) Give up and use crescent wrench. 10) Unscrew drain plug. 11) Drop drain plug in pan of hot oil: splash hot oil on you in process. Cuss. 12) Cr

Doctors Are Assholes
I hate being sick. Truly I do. It happens, rarely, but even I get sick. Like today, I was so sick I even went to the doctors. I hate the doctors. Why? Is it the fact that you have to pay $25 to sit around for an hour so they can spend 2 seconds with you and toss some drugs at you? No. Is it the fact that every so often they ask you to "turn your head and cough"? No. It's because they are sadistic assholes. I went to the doctors today because I'm very very sick. I tried to just sleep it off, but I'm too sick for that to happen. When I woke up drenched in sweat for the 3rd time, I decided it was time to go. So I drive myself to the doctors office and sign in. Found out that on the plus side to everything, I don't have a co-pay. That was the ONLY good thing. So...I go to sign in, and some dumbass hooker is blocking the registry window with her wheelchair, she's just sitting there, content as can be, blocking anyone else from signing in. So after I shove her decrepit ass down the hallway (

Think Ya Know Us Aussies Give This A Go
THINK YA KNOW US AUSSIES GIVE THIS A GO BET YA CANT GET MORE THEN 5 ANSWERS RIGHT BE SURE TO LET ME KNOW YOUR SCORE I GOT 19 CORRECT!!!!!!!! http://smartasses.org/cgi-bin/quiz/aussiequiz.cgi

The Last Rebel
There's a grey horse standin' still As a soldier climbs in the saddle for one last ride As the rain pours off his hat You can see the shadows of the past written in his eyes Now the cannons are silent His friends are all gone Gotta put it all behind him If he ever wants to find his way home He's the last rebel on the road Just a boy with his old guitar Keeps to himself but everybody takes him wrong But he carries on Got a dream that will never die Can't change him, no use in stayin' where you don't belong Now he's rollin' down the highway Gone too far too fast No one will ever find him, he'll never look back (chorus) 'cause he's the last rebel And he's all alone He's the last rebel His friends are all gone He's the last rebel The last rebel on the road There'll never be another like him He's the last of a dying breed Ain't no use in tryin' to tame him 'cause he's the last rebel

Taser Test
(Only a guy would do this!) A guy who purchased his lovely wife a pocket Taser for their anniversary submitted this : Last weekend at Larry's Pistol & Pawn Shop I was looking for a little something extra for my wife Toni. What I came across was a 100,000-volt pocket/purse-sized taser. The effects of the taser were supposed to be short lived, with no long-term adverse affect on an assailant. The idea is to allow my wife -- who would never consider a gun --adequate time to retreat to safety. WAY TOO COOL!! Long story short, I bought the device and brought it home. I loaded in two triple-a batteries and pushed the button. Nothing! I was disappointed. But then I read (yes, 'read') that if I pushed the button AND pressed it against a metal surface at the same time; I'd get the blue arch of electricity darting back and forth between the prongs and I'd know it was working. Awesome!!! (Actually, I have yet to explain to Toni what that burn spot is on the face of her microwave). Okay, so I

Updated As Of 6/21/07
If you don't send me a shout or a message talking to me then don't expect one back, and if you send me a comment I will send one back it might take me a while seeing that I have over 900 friends on my list but I will get to you eventually just be patient, but also that being said if you don't leave me a comment then don't expect one back from me!!!!!!!!!!!!

The Man Rules...lol
The Man Rules At last a guy has taken the time to write this all down Finally , the guys' side of the story. ( I must admit, it's pretty good.) We always hear " the rules" From the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side. These are our rules! Please note.. these are all numbered "1 " ON PURPOSE! 1. Men are NOT mind readers. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday sports It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. 1. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. Tha

If I Were To Write A Suicide Note
If I were to write a suicide note This is what it would say To everyone who will read this I’m sorry I’m going away I’m sorry to all those out there That think they know and care About all my little problems That I’m never gonna share I’m sorry to my friends Who stood by me all the way Who picked me up and held my hand When life around my strayed I’m sorry to my best friend With so much innocence in her eyes Who I know will be gutted When she hears that I have died I’m sorry to you all Every single one That I’m going to hurt you By choosing this outcome I’m sorry to my mate You’ve been gone too long That I never turned to you And I know that I’ve done wrong I’m sorry to my gorgeous father For words so bitter and untrue Everything I ever wrote Should never have been aimed at you I’m sorry to my amazing mother This was never your fault You did everything right by me Nothing could have changed this result I’m sorry to the aid A father figur

Thursday Links: Morning Brawling With Management, New Boobs On Ratemywow, New Traveling Virus Photos, New Videos
LISTEN TO TODAY'S SHOW ON AUDIBLE (you don't want to miss THIS one...oof. Link usually active by 3pm EST) Good morning and happy Thursdee everyone! There's some early morning brawling going on today between O&A and a former manager (check out the Email that started the fight here). If you missed it, you should listen to the replay on XM or check out the Audible download later today. Boobies Alert: With that said, the guys needed a little pick-me-up this morning, and the Ladies of Paltalk were happy to oblige with some lovely WOWing (FlightBenefits has great boobs, by the way...we salute YOU today). New Boobs on RateMyWOW: Thanks once again to our west coast pal Brandon Iron, who is promoting his new sites Load My Mouth and Cover My Face, we have two lovely new sets of boobies to drool over: RateMyWOW: Eve Tailor RateMyWOW: Sandra Romain Did you miss the Jones Beach Traveling Virus Show? No worries... we have some MORE photos online for you: Jones Beach Traveling Virus - Pho

Manhunt 2, And Nintendo
"Games made for Nintendo systems enjoy a broad variety of styles, genres, and ratings," a representative told GameSpot. "These are some of the reasons our Wii and Nintendo DS systems appeal to such a broad range of people. But as with books, television, and movies, different content is meant for different audiences. That's why the ESRB provides ratings to help consumers understand the content of a game before they purchase it. As stated on Nintendo.com, Nintendo does not allow any AO-rated content on its systems." So... Nintendo supports the ESRB, but they take it a step further and enforce their morality on me, a legal adult who will buy the PC version of Manhunt 2. I can understand their intentions, wanting to maintain the image of wholesome family fun, but Nintendo is hypocritical. Years ago I remember reading about an early Japanese SNES fighting game, Killer Instinct, being renamed to Power Instinct in the U.S., because Nintendo of America didn't want the word "killer" in a gam

Fucking Goddamn Soon To Be Ex Husband!!!!!
You know you have to really sit back and take a good look at the people you allow into your life... Today I have done just that and I can honestly say I really fucked up in ever marrying the man I did....MAN!!! If I knew then what I know now I would have ran so far away from him the lady goddess would have had a hell of a time finding me! When I meant him 30 years ago I actually thought he was a decent person, well 30 years later and being married to him for 14 years of those and two sons later and now headed for a divorce after a 4 year separation that I do not regret I have come to the realization he is a royal scumbag not even worthy of the title father to any of his kids. This is when you realize that reality is what kicks you in the teeth as you're trying to stand the hell back up from the initial blow of others stupidity! I think what brought me to this point is what happened in the last 48 hours the simple fact he has lied to so many

?????
How your passion moves me the way your body soothes me hormones excite when your teeth clench on my neck we're moving so much my hair's soon a wreck spank me a little bind me with ties just remember sex ain't like butterflies a little teasing a little pain don't fret baby you're next to gain i'll find all the right places and watch all your faces to see where it gets you hot Oh! what is this i found a spot taunt and tease soon i'll please how long can you go before you release the squeeze?

In Memory Of My Dad
DAD We'll always remember that special smile, that caring heart, that warm embrace, you always gave us. You being there for us through good and bad times, no matter what. We'll always remember you Dad because they'll never be another one to replace you in our hearts, and the love we will always have for you Until we meet again, may God Hold you in the palm of his hand God saw you getting tired. When a cure was not to be, He closed his arms around you and whispered, "Come to Me". In tears we saw you sinking. We watched you fade away. Our hearts were almost broken, you fought so hard to stay. But when we saw you sleeping so peacefully free from pain, We could not wish you back to suffer so again. So keep your arms around him Lord, and give him special care. Make up for all he suffered and all that seemed unfair.

21 June 2007
Dear Alexa, Here is your single's love horoscope for Thursday, June 21: Your own company and no agenda whatsoever may be exactly perfect for you at the moment, thank you very much. But don't be surprised if others want to make plans and be around you nonetheless!

21 June 2007
Dear Alexa, Here is your AstroSlam for Thursday, June 21: While your steady diet of Cup-O-Noodles has kept your wallet from getting thin, you'll end up spending everything you've saved on doctor appointments to figure out why you're so malnourished.

Not Going To Be On Much
Hey Everyone, Not going to be on this for a couple of weeks. Flying out tomorrow for some medical stuff and going to be gone till mid July. Just wanted to tell all of you so you don't think that I am ignoring you. Bye for now!! Hugs and Kisses, Sarah (Never Said I Was An Angel)

Dovecote Foulness
Dovecote foulness Uneasy encounters with the human race Cutting my soul ,slapping my face I am just questing like all other men Trying to find my place Looking to fit in Picking up scraps thrown at me Like my human deformities are so easy to see Socially inept that is plain to see Kept in the dark no light to see The eclipse from time past the first lessons that seem to last Chained to the flesh in which I walk I have never felt the sands so hot Gasping for air in this gloomy place Feeling disgusted I am of the same race. Scott baker

Bootcamp
haven't seen my son since bootcamp 5 years ago. he signed up again and is happy where he is at. the u.s.marines has been the best thing for him. sure it's hard on the mom, but when i talk to him and know he's happy, i'm happy too. anyway, wishing a Happy Birthday to all our June Soldiers, Troops, Navy, Airforce, all the guys and gals everywhere!!! THIS IS HOW I AM ON A GOOD DAY. SWEET LIKE A CUPCAKE!

For You
Words twist and tumble Through my mind But I can't grab the right word Or the right line So we sit In silence But it’s not uncomfortable In fact I love it You rest your head on my chest As we lay here Lovers entwined Hearts tangled You raise your head And look into my eyes And I see our love Almost as if it’s a real force I don’t ever want to lose this moment You lay your head on my chest once again And now I can feel your heartbeat And my hearts skips And I finally find the words I’m looking for I love you - Stephen Piekuta -

Different Opinion............
Let's say I break into your house A lady wrote the best letter in the Editorials in ages!!! It explains things better than all the baloney you hear on TV. Her point: Recently large demonstrations have taken place across the country protesting the fact that Congress is finally addressing the issue of illegal immigration. Certain people are angry that the US might protect its own borders, might make it harder to sneak into this country and, once here, to stay indefinitely. Let me see if I correctly understand the thinking behind these protests. Let's say I break into your house. Let's say that when you discover me in your house, you insist that I leave. But I say, "I've made all the beds and washed the dishes and did the laundry and swept the floors. I've done all the things you don't like to do. I'm hard-working and honest (except for when I broke into your house). According to the protesters: You are Require

Deadbeat In A Bar;-)
A man walked into a bar on a slow night and sat down. After a few minutes, the bartender asked him if he wanted a drink, and he said "No thanks, I don't drink, I tried it once but I didn`t like it!" So the bartender said, "Well would you like a cigarette," but the man said "No, I don't smoke, I tried it once but I didn`t like it!" The bartender asked him if he'd like to play a game of pool, and again the man said "No I don't like pool, I tried it once but I didn`t like it." "As a matter of fact I wouldn`t be here at all, but I'm waiting on my son!" The bartender said, "Your only son I presume!!"

A Song
Her hair is dark, but her smile is bright. I met her for the first time on a winter’s night. She was sad because her heart got broke from a non committal South African bloke. I say hello and my name is Kim, so she thought she’d reply on a silly whim, and everything’s alright. You can count on me when you need a friend to talk to. You can count on me when you need two arms to run to. She taught me things that I never knew about herself and myself too. She let me in to her heart once or twice and then told me that she thought I was pretty nice. A friendship grew and then respect and trust. I made a commitment sprinkled with Angel dust And everything’s alright. You can count on my when you need a friend to talk to. You can count on me when you need two arms to run to. And that’s our story, well ain’t it cool? I befriended that Angel from Liverpool . We shared our love of music and stuff sharing hypothetical kisses and hugs. Writing our thoughts with h

Ct Daddy Got The First
Now CT DADDY sure deserves an award for dumbness. I cleary state that I don't care for rates and that I react rather bad on stuff like 'fan me, rate me, etc' I detest attention whores. And CT DADDY actually managed to send me a friend request, begging me to fan and rate him, since he did the same for me lol. Isn't it a bit embaressing to be caught like that, that you so dont bother to read someones profile and are just after cherry bucks and leveling up? That you absolutly not care for anybody but yourself? Congrats :)

Quiet Clean Girls In Gingham Dresses ...
all I've ever known are whores, ex-prostitutes, madwomen. I see men with quiet, gentle women I see them in the supermarkets, I see them walking down the streets together, I see them in their apartments: people at peace, living together. I know that their peace is only partial, but there is peace, often hours and days of peace. all I've ever known are pill freaks, alcoholics, whores, ex-prostitutes, madwomen. when one leaves another arrives worse than her predecessor. I see so many men with quiet clean girls in gingham dresses girls with faces that are not wolverine or predatory. "don't ever bring a whore around," I tell my few friends, "I'll fall in love with her." "you couldn't stand a good woman, Bukowski." I need a good woman. I need a good woman more than I need this typewriter, more than I need my automobile, more than I need Mozart; I need a good woman so badly that I can taste her in the air, I can feel her at my fingertips, I can see sidew

Do Not Take A Golf Ball From A Priest...
Good Morning. Golf Night…which is some what funny due to the fact I just finished reading a bit on how a man of the cloth was charged with beating another over a golf ball…here is that story: Rough Religion In April, Bishop Michael Babin, for 25 years a leader of Genesis Ministries International in Oceanside, Calif., was charged (along with his son) with beating a golfer unconscious after accusing the man of stealing his ball at a local course. (Two years ago, Babin was nominated for a Martin Luther King Jr. Civic Award.) [San Diego Union-Tribune, 4-3-07] Hmmm tough church… might be one of those clans types…you know where you have to claim to have beaten a person to get in…just kidding, but this next one below might be… here is the story: In April, rival factions of nuns brawled, along with priests, in an Old Calendarist convent in Avdellero, Cyprus, leaving a church floor covered with blood. One faction said that a recently deceased bishop's will gave them control of the convent,

Band Of Bothers
A NEW group NOT a BOMB SQUAD or FAN ME bullshit....This group of people inform and protect each other from down raters,Stalkers,Drama People.What we do is after someone in our group was been down rated we go and up rate or FIX the photo's that have been down rated and BLOCK the USER that did it ...also posting his link.We need VIC to drop 11's on the PHOTO.For now I'm going to use my C.T.A.F members to ACT.All the people who join I will add to my ALBUM (BAND OF BROTHERS) from there you can see other members and click the name to go to their profile.Please NOTE we DO NOT ACCEPT cherries on the TOP 50 or DRAMA people.MUST have a SALUTE ...last of all WE DON'T UP-RATE NSFW photo's .Also please note I must RIP your main photo for ID,It will be placed in my B of B album with NO RIP option on!The list below is the LINKS to all 71 members click on it to link up with others in our GROUP Please ask me to POST this into BULLENTINS then repost..BUT COPY AND PASTE IT ALL and ADD to your own BLOG t

The World Today
What is normal? The dictionary defines normal as “conforming to a type, standard, or regular pattern…of average Intelligence…sound in mind and body…one that is normal…the usual condition, level, or quantity.” While abnormal is “Deviating from the normal or average.” We can thank the fine people at Webster’s for those definitions…But who can we thank for setting the standards for whom and what is normal and/or abnormal? Society…that’s who. Most people reading this are probably thinking to themselves right now “And your point is?” Those people are the sheep of which I speak, my friends. The ones walking through life with a veil covering their eyes…walking through life only seeing the twisted…distorted world that society wants them to see. While others…the few…the enlightened look at this and know exactly of what I’m speaking. That see this world as the vile…putrid cess pool it has become. Slowly rotting away from the inside out. A world that’s driven by a Society that t

When I Think Of You......
When i think of you baby i am no longer blue.. and i hope you feel it too....... when i think of you i know my love is true....... and i desire all you do............... when i think of you,,,,it put's a smile on my face i know in my heart you feel the same when i think of you,in your arms is where i belong for me there is no other place..... so baby when you think of me remeber, some day we will be together....... and when i get there it will be forever....

Owwwwww!
OK, I'm used to seeing warning signs on things that appear not to need then. Coffee cups warning the contents are hot, peanut packets that say may contain nuts, signs on trains warning you not to get off while it's moving, I've even seen a warning over s ink that the water from the hot tap may be hot..... I can put up with those, although they seem rather pointless I'm sure there are enough stupid people in the world that need them. Been on the internet long enough to realise there is a huge population of amazingly thick people that needs to be catered for. What I don't get is why I can't have warning signs on things that I would find useful. For instance, a little warning sing on ASDA sushi that says something along the lines of "WARNING: under know circumstances open the wasabi packet with your teeth!" would be incredibly useful. AS I was alone yesterday I picked myself up a packet of sushi from ASDA as a little treat for lunch, don;t get to eat fish often, and sushi even

Never Judge A Book By Its Cover. [great Read!]
Question 1: If you knew a woman who was pregnant, who had 8 kids already, three who were deaf, two who were blind, one mentally retarded, and she had syphilis, would you recommend that she have an abortion? Read the next question before looking at the response for this one. Question 2: It is time to elect a new world leader, and only your vote counts. Here are the facts about the three candidates. Who would you vote for? Candidate A. Associates with crooked politicians, and consults with astrologist. He's had two mistresses. He also chain smokes and drinks 8 to 10 martinis a day. Candidate B. He was kicked out of office twice, sleeps until noon, used opium in college and drinks a quart of whiskey every evening. Candidate C He is a decorated war hero. He's a vegetarian, doesn't smoke, drinks an occasional beer and never cheated on his wife. Which of these candidates would be our choice? Decide first... no peeking

Old
“I want to grow old without facelifts... I want to have the courage to be loyal to the face I've made. Sometimes I think it would be easier to avoid old age, to die young, but then you'd never complete your life, would you? You'd never wholly know you”

Tick Removal
> A school nurse has written the info below -- good enough to share -- And > it really works!! > > I had a pediatrician tell me what she believes is the best way to remove > a tick. This is great, because it works in those places where it's > sometimes difficult to get to with tweezers: between toes, in the middle > of a head full of dark hair, etc. Apply a glob of liquid soap to a > cotton ball. Cover the tick with the soap-soaked cotton ball and let it > stay on the repulsive insect for a few seconds (15-20), after which the > tick will come out on it's own and be stuck to the cotton ball when you > lift it away. This technique has worked every time I've used it (and > that was frequently), and it's much less traumatic for the patient and > easier for me. Unless someone is allergic to soap, I can't see that this > would be damaging in any way. I even had my doctor's wife call me for > advice because she had one stuck to her back and she couldn't reach it > with tweezer

Love
“I am good, but not an angel.I do sin, but I am not the devil.I am pretty, but not beautiful.I have friends, but I am not the peacemaker.I am just a small girl in a big world trying to find someone to love.”Marilyn Monroe

Whos Going?
June-Pride Month PRIDEChicago Celebration 2007 38th Annual Parade, Sunday June 24 The Pride Parade is scheduled each year for the last Sunday in June at 12 Noon. The parade route: Step off from the Halsted & Belmont corner, proceeding north on Halsted (to Broadway); then south on Broadway (to Diversey); then east on Diversey to Cannon Drive, in Lincoln Park. Grand Marshal: former NBA player, John Amaechi. hope to see you there:)

Happy Summer Solstice
Litha or summer solstice Happy Litha to all Wiccans The longest day of the year, the god of light reaching the moment of his greatest strength. Litha the opposite to Yule. He gives way to his twin the god of darkness . Wicca is known to have a basis of the spiral of life, representing the neverending circle of death and rebirth, encouraging you to be aware of that which balances. Where there is death there is life,Where there is light there is dark. if i have written anything that is incorrect, please let me know!!!!!!!

Want Pimped Out Spend Some Time Here
Hey all im in a gift giveaway its not a contest at all thiers no time limit to it but what i need is 30,000 comments and i get a Months VIC + A Months Blast whoever dose help i will keep track of it and after i get the 30,000 comments ill PIMP out all the ones who helped with the comments ty all heres the link. Remember ITS NOT A CONTEST no time limit at all.

Wanna Know
hiya to all my cherrytap friends who have rated me and added me thanks so much and to the peeps who have sent me gifts so far i thank you too. i would like to know afew things tho and i wonder if anyone can help me, how do u get music media player on this proflie? cos i don't like the music that is already on here it sucks, i would like my own kind of music and how do u fined out who has a crush on u?

If This Ticks U Off. I Know It Does Me, This Is America, If U Cant Respect That Get The F*ck Out!
SUBJECT: MONTEBELLO HIGH SCHOOL IN CALIFORNIA You will not see this heart-stopping photo on the front page of the NY Times or on the lead story of the major news networks. The protestors put up the Mexican flag over the American flag flying upside down at Montebello High School in California. This stunt will be the nail in the coffin of any guest-worker/amnesty plan on the table in Washington . The image of the American flag subsumed to another and turned upside down on American soil is already spreading on Internet forums and via e-mail. Pass this along to every American citizen in your address books and to every representative in the state and federal government. If you choose to remain uninvolved, do not be amazed when you no longer have a nation to call your own nor anything you have worked for left since it will be "redistributed" to the activists while you are so peacefully staying out of the "fray". Check history, it is full

Now I Understand
FINALLY, SOMEONE HAS CLEARED THIS UP FOR ME.... For centuries, Hindu women have worn a spot on their foreheads. We have always naively thought that it had something to do with their religion.The Indian Embassy in Washington, D.C. has recently revealed the true story: When a Hindu woman gets married, she brings a dowry into the union. On her wedding night, the husband scratches off the spot to see whether he has won a convenience store, a gas station, a donut shop or a motel in the United States. If not, he must take a job in India answering telephones giving technical advice.

Nocturnal Pleasures
Nocturnal Pleasure marble cold and white, Monoliths arise, triving forever, towards the empty skies. I feel the shivers, through my spine, as out bodies unite, you now are mine...... limbs entwined, stone casket for a bed nocturnal pulse, making love among the dead, quickening pace, as extasy we reach, through the carnal gates we breach........I thrust forth, morbid lusts unfold, tween ancient graves, and headstones old. Exhausted gasping, we fall to the ground, the night is silent, not a single sound.........My lips touched yours, my neck you caressed, with the kiss of death. We lie there still, our powers return, soon again, the flame of lust will burn..........

Little Kisses
Little kisses nibbling thier love into my heart Eyes of a passionate Lady seeks my dreams Ardent love she gives from the soul of her heartt Little kisses of love coyious and flirtatious Flaming the heart of my desires Tickling each others lust in joyious union Be it by flowing river, sitting togther on a couch or a park bench Strolling on a beach arm in arm Little kisses ardent in love always there in our hearts In the bedroom, What the scandle right in front of parents or childern What ok kids you can have your kisses also How about a quick kiss at the kitchen sink Little kisses over champange or wine Little kisses under a moon lite night Fireworks flaring Yes even then little kisses Little kisses for a short good-bye or a quick hello But they are all sharing one big thing and that is love Mwauh Mwauh just to keep this going Little kisses to all thoose I love friends , family and everyone else But most of all little kisses of joy to To God and Jesus, for they are a

Hiring For The Guilty Pleasures Lounge
COME BE PART OF AN AWESOME TEAM! HIRING FOR THE GUILTY PLEASURES LOUNGE. DOOR MEN, WAITRESSES, BARTENDERS, SECURITY, STRIPPERS. GET A HOLD OF ME OR MICKI FOR MORE INFO, THANKS SO MUCH....JEN ~*Huggable*Lovable*Kissable*Jen*~ "CT Wife 2 Achilles" Owner of "Guilty Pleasures"@ CherryTAP Micki"Blue Eyes"{dirty south crew}CO-owner guilty pleasures lounge@ CherryTAP

Piece Of Mind
you know its amazing how many thoughts run through your head at 4:30 in the morning when i should be sleeping. instead im online just playin around and cant get some things off my mind. so im gonna lay it out here and maybe someone will notice. first off, its amazing how in the blink of an eye your whole life can change. so many different things in this game we call life can happen. we dont ever notice the small things in life that make us happy. we dont ever even notice the small things people that are close to us do for us everyday. its the simple things in life we need to keep us happy. its just insane how we dont notice these things until their gone. once their not there anymore thats when we realize how much we take for granted everyday of our lives with each breath we take. no matter how often those things are there we just look past it like it doesnt matter. and whats also crazy is how people can just use other people and not even care. its best to be honest and let them know ho

My Aura Color!
What color is your soul painted?PurpleYour soul is painted the color purple, which embodies the characteristics of sensuality, spirituality, creativity, wealth, royalty, nobility, mystery, enlightenment, arrogance, gaudiness, mourning, confusion, pride, delicacy, power, meditation, religion, and ambition. Purple falls under the element of Earth, and was once a European symbol of royalty; today it symbolizes the divine.Click Here to Take This QuizQuizzes and Personality Tests

A Question Of Heaven
The time is close now, the end is near My walk through the valley, trails of fear I feel empty, my penance overdue, I guess it's too late now to be with you I'm extremely frightened of what will surely be I sold myself, the death of me I know you can't forgive me I know I'm on my own, I've betrayed you I walk alone What exactly is the meaning of this Just pawns in your twisted game Severe pain for the lie I'm livin' For a love I never could betray [Bridge] Question me not say the lord unto thee You have chosen your own fate and your own destiny Denied of this life is what you are to be You have chosen your own fate and your own destiny Lord I pound my fists at you Won't you just let me die Would I not suffer enough No inner peace no after life [Repeat Bridge] I did what I thought was right All for the love of my life I know it's sad but true Something is very wrong Condemned to suffer so long For a love so true The question that lies within Is s

The Crew
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.universal.lessons.
horrorscope: The most difficult situations or people are often the best teachers. Can you push aside your ego and pay attention to the lesson the universe is trying to give you? Once you learn it, you'll be in on the joke. ok ok universe...stop kicking me in the ass now...i hear you...tho i must say its much easier to learn the lesson when the teacher actually speaks...due to the fact...sadly im not telepathic....but im listening. k? k in other news...spent assloads of money today. *nod* and that was superfantastic. and that is all.

We'll Burn The Sky
I'm in love with the sunshine I'm in love with the fallin' rain Everything seems to call your name Yesterday you were leavin' Leavin' life and all your pain Everything wants you back again Wants you back again Wants you back again I found myself through you And there was love in my life I felt always naturally high And my love had a home But now my mind has started to roam You're my life giving fire And you carry all my love Through you I was so inspired You're engraved deep in my heart Heart, heart, heart My dreams recall us being one I've searched for you to be free The force of life you have always been I feel blue since you're gone You're breath of life surrounded me When can I join you to be free Join you to be free Join you to be free Wait, can this be a dream There is a voice in my head It belongs to you, it says Don't cry, no need to be sad There's a way to stay with you again It's more than you ever had And no death brings us apart Our timeless

Just A Poem I Wrote
You are on my mind day and night there are some feelings you just cant fight in your arms i want to be if only i could make you see my love is just for you and i hope that you feel it too i want you to be my only one but i dont want to come undone my feelings tell me that you are it and i know they just wont quit now i know how you feel but is this feeling real i need to know if it is true so i can start to share my life with you everyday i want you more but i know our hearts are sore my love for you is so strong and to you always i belong

Well Every One
hello every one it seems thatt the vote is starting to show that the most favorite of my written poems is "A Rose That Cry's" So far this one has the most hits of 35 for viewing. Thanks. And Here I thought The Drop of Wine poem Would get the most viewings. It goes to show what I know about Womens hearts. So Thanks Again Ladies and enjoy the poems. Email me if you think I can come up with a special poems with You in mind. I would like to try this as a challange. So for the next ten Ladies who ask and send profile info and other thoughts and stuff. Will be the ones who I will work with. This challange with go on until October 1, 2007 to give me and the ten ladies a chance to find the right poetic voice to be their sepcial lifes viewing. So once Again the first Ten ladies. I will let the ones know who are by posting their profile names and contacting them by cherrytap mail. Ok start shouting or emailing. Poetic Soul Of A Man Drew

Mixed Bag
Ok I got to get this out, the last few days have SUCKED. OK I feel better now. Seriously tho the last few days I've been in a bit of a not so fun tailspin. But I'm proud of myself tho, I trusted my gut and I stayed patient and I was able to fight out of it today. I wrote another poem in the angel series, but I couldn't bring myself to write the poem that will be called "healing" I dont feel like I've really started that process yet. I'm at the turning point I'm close. It will take a while to fully heal I know that but I at least want to be on the road to recovery before I write about healing. Hopefully Thurs morning will get me on that road, we'll see. I created a new blog "story", right now it's private because the story isn't finished. I just wanted to have a 2nd place to store it in case my laptop dies on me. When it's done I'll decide if I want to open it up. On Friday I'm going to be trainning on a new webchat service my center is going to be rolling out, I'm excited ab

Gods Cake (thanks Pita Bunny)
Sometimes we wonder, "What did I do to deserve this?" or "Why did God have to do this to me?" Here is a wonderful explanation! A daughter is telling her Mother how everything is going wrong, she's failing algebra, her boyfriend broke up with her and her best friend is moving away. Meanwhile, her Mother is baking a cake and asks her daughter if she would like a snack, and the daughter says, "Absolutely Mom, I love your cake." "Here, have some cooking oil," her Mother offers. "Yuck" says her daughter. "How about a couple raw eggs?" "Gross, Mom!" "Would you like some flour then? Or maybe baking soda?" "Mom, those are all yucky!" To which the mother replies: "Yes, all those things seem bad all by them selves. But when they are put together in the right way, they make a wonderfully delicious cake! God works the same way. Many times we wonder why He would let us go through such bad and difficult times. But God knows that when He puts these things all in His order, they always

So I Sit Here With My Own Thoughts
After today seeing happy hour after happy hour, and thinking about all that is wrong with this world why does it seem I am the only one who cares? or cares too much it seems like this bothers me more then others, Is it because I lost a child? is it because I was raised to really believe that its better to help someone then walk away, or is it just me thinking I am one person with a loud voice,is this where some wise ass is going to say something stupid like "dude get a life" I am well aware that I can't change the world but nothing bothers me more then watching someone who could make a real change and don't, I can change how I feel about the world and lead by example I have no respect for someone who has money and will not give back to their community or give and expect something in return, after all 90% of people who have money sold you a product to make that money in the first place, so how do they thank you, but letting you suffer,they sit back in their A/C board meetings and count

There Went My Good Nights Sleep
There went my good nights sleep So the strep has me feeling like shit...I need rest...so I WAS asleep untill I woke up from a dead sleep with shooting pains on the right side of my lower abdomen....yep, that damn ovarian cyst... So I have no ride..my phone isnt working so I'm having my friend Misi call everyone I can think of... I guess I dont need to go to the hospital that bad, the pain isnt going to kill me I dont think, but it isnt going to let me sleep either. Love u guys

The Story Of My Life.
Ever had one of those days that you shouldn't have ever woken up to? I did to day. It all started with me unintentionally hurting some one's feelings. Sorry, Todd. And ended with me covered in gasoline and barely making it home from work. I am the type of person who tends to feel bad for a long time after hurting some one's feelings. So, when I got to work tonight, I was distacted. Me in all my genius (showing off the high IQ), I locked my keys in the truck with it running, and didn't realize it until I was leaving to come home. Needless to say, five hours later, my truck had run out of gas. I went to the gas station and inevitably ended up buying a messed up gas can and three gallons of gas (twenty bucks later). Got to the truck and tried to pour gas into the tank, and since I can't figure this thing out, I wore about a quater, the truck got about half, and the rest is on the ground outside the resturaunt. Yay Me! But Alas, I am home and hopefully putting and end to a crazy

Thoughts On Random Shit
Now I am not a very smart or religous person, but I do know that everything in this world happens for a reason. Althought the reason might not be seen at first, finding that reason is usually harder than the action that is taking place or that happend. How does someone tell someone that they love them when the other person has made it painfully clear time and time again that they have no interest in you. Its even harder to put that person out of your mind in your daily tasks. Being in love with that person even affects your realationships to the point that the fail because you are not giving that person everything. You try to put it out of your mind and tell yourself that she isn't worth it, not worth you being miserable, not worth you missing her day and night, not worth the heart ache you go through when you see her whith another man. But you cant put it out of your head, even though you know that there is no chance. How does one cope with that. Friends of convienece, these a

Rambling To Myself...
It's occasionally amazing to me how my brain can just run off without me when given the right motivation. I am not real sure why I am writing this tonight, just trying to sort out some feelings, and trying to figure out if the confusion is only in my head, or if it was purposely put there. I occasionally jump the gun when I feel cornered or fearful of being hurt. I want to put walls up all around, so high that noone could possibly get in. But I know in my heart that that will only delay the inevitable pain of loss. They say that we can't miss what we have never had, maybe, maybe not. I don't know that I miss what I want, but I have a great desire for love and truth. Preferably in the same package! Seems like when I find what might be what I'm looking for, there is always some unforseable obstacle. Well today that just doesn't even freakin' suprise me! A dear friend told me though to continue trusting until given a reason not to! So I will, atleast for now...

Wounded
Wounded ~Tony Martinez Leaning against the mountain Looking over what remains of my body Ripping at my tattered clothes for makeshift bandages Trying to figure out what hurts the most My broken jaw My cracked ribs The lashes on my back Does it even matter? Pain is pain right? Angel, Wounded though I am I still come for you I try to smile Thinking of your beautiful face Your warm smile With the pain I only manage a weak grin Angel, Bring your healing waters to me Allow me a drink Even if only a small one in the early mornings You know I will never ask for much Allow me to heal within you For now I remain wounded The pain is so great I love you My Angel

Music Today Is Prole Feed
They don't make good music like this anymore. These days its all about how much money you have, how you got it, who you don't like, what size you like your booty, how your girl is a ho or your guy is a deadbeat, how your teenage girl dumped you and you want to cut yourself. Music used to be beautiful CCR- Have You Ever Seen The Rain? Someone told me long ago There's a calm before the storm I know, It's been comin' for some time When it's over, so they say It'll rain a sunny day, I know, shining down like water I want to know, have you ever seen the rain? I want to know, have you ever seen the rain? Comin' down on a sunny day? Yesterday, and days before Sun is cold and rain is hard I know, been that way for all my time Till forever, on it goes Through the circle, fast and slow I know, it can't stop, I wonder I want to know, have you ever seen the rain? I want to know, have you ever seen the rain? Comin' down on a sunny day? Yeah! I want to know, have y

Yes, That's About Right...
You are 81% dominant! Dominance is a personality trait that all of us have to some degree. Some people are just happier when they are the ones in control and they enjoy knowing people are following their lead.Others enjoy being guided, and enjoy letting others take charge. In a sexual/relationship context Dominants love the power they get from having a partner trust them enough to submit to their their will, and love using that power to please their partner, perhaps in ways their partner never expects. Submissive and dominant personality traits are part of everyone's natural make-up. You may be very submissive in the workplace or in being the head of your family, and yet still be dominant when it comes to relationship or sexual matters. If you scored very low you may want to take my test on submission, and may have already explored BDSM as a healthy outlet for your need to control and direct others. You can find out more about this topic at my site. Link: The Are You A Born Dominant

Gods Cake
Sometimes we wonder, "What did I do to deserve this?" or "Why did God have to do this to me?" Here is a wonderful explanation! A daughter is telling her Mother how everything is going wrong, she's failing algebra, her boyfriend broke up with her and her best friend is moving away. Meanwhile, her Mother is baking a cake and asks her daughter if she would like a snack, and the daughter says, "Absolutely Mom, I love your cake." "Here, have some cooking oil," her Mother offers. "Yuck" says her daughter. "How about a couple raw eggs?" "Gross, Mom!" "Would you like some flour then? Or maybe baking soda?" "Mom, those are all yucky!" To which the mother replies: "Yes, all those things seem bad all by them selves. But when they are put together in the right way, they make a wonderfully delicious cake! God works the same way. Many times we wonder why He would let us go through such bad and difficult times. But God knows that when He puts these things all in His order, they

Two Boys
TWO BOYS A couple had two little boys, ages 8 and 10, who were excessively mischievous. They were always getting into trouble and their parents knew that, if any mischief occurred in their town, their sons were probably involved. The boys' mother heard that a clergyman in town had been successful in disciplining children, so she asked if he would speak with her boys. The clergyman agreed, but asked to see them individually. So the mother sent her 8-year-old in first that morning, with the older boy to see the clergyman in the afternoon. The clergyman, a huge man with a booming voice, sat the younger boy down and asked him sternly, "Where is God?" The boy's mouth dropped open, but he made no response, sitting there with his mouth hanging open, wide eyed. So the clergyman repeated the question in an even sterner tone, "Where is God!!?" Again the boy made no attempt to answer. So the clergyman raised his voice even more and shook his fing

Cell
That song again Hearing it go off Ringing in my ears Effort to try paying attention Ignoring that buzzing. Technology and its marvels Useful when it can be Nightmare when religion becomes The puppet master of the machine I always thought cells were in the body Not attached to the ear. Rule break People ignore My sighs watching a show Can't stand hearing the words Yeah, maybe, sure, and bye. Turn off means very close To the point it is broken Another ring that sounds horrible I don't find it a problem or annoyance A discomfort to my happiness

Why Do I Care
OK I JUST DONT GET IT AT ALL I ALWAYS FEEL LLIKE I FALL FOR THE WRONG GUYS. ALL I WANT TO DO IS SHUT MY HEART OFF FOR ONCE FUCK DA BULLSHIT. IM SO SICK OF BEING NOTHING BUT A FRIEND WIT BENIFITS ALL THE TIME I WANT A REALTIONSHIP A REAL REALTIONSHIP WITHA MAN MORE DEN ANYONE KNOWS. IM TIRED OF BEING GOOD ENGOUH TO FUCK AND DATS IT. WHEN WILL I BE GOOD ENGOUH FOR SOMEONE TO BRING HOME TO DER MOMMAS HOUSE AND DATE? IVE BEEN SINGLE FOR ALMOST A YEAR. WHATS WRONG WIT ME? AND WHEN I DO FIND A GUY I LIKE DEY DONT LIKE ME THAT WAY. OR DEY NOT LOOKING FOR A REALTIONSHIP JUST FUCK BUDDIES. UGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! IM SO OVER IT FOR ONCE I WANNA GO OUT ON A DATE DINNER AND A MOVIE FOR ONCE I WANNA BE DA ONE SOMEONE IS FEELIN. PEOPLE WONDER WHY I HAVE A WALL UP AND DONT LET ANYONE THROUGH THIS IS WHY. JUST SO YOU ALL KNOW IM BITCHING ABOUT MEN I LOVE MY GIRL AT LEAST SHE CARES ABOUT ME AND MY FEELINGS. ONE DAY WHEN I AM OLD AND GRAY ILL UNDERSTAND MEN TILL DENIMA JUST KEEP ON TRYIN FOR MYSELF AND NOT L

Please Watch And Keep Passing It On!!
Hi, You've got to watch this video. It was produced for Cyndi Lauper's True Colors tour this summer, and it's a pretty amazing testament to one of the most heartbreaking problems in our country today. http://www.hrc.org/FightHate Thousands of people are attacked every year because of their sexual orientation, and there's still no federal hate crimes law to protect them. It would mean a lot to me if you could take a minute to watch the video and write your Senators, and then pass this along to five friends. Just go to: http://www.hrc.org/FightHate

Midsummer In Sweden
Midsummer Summer in Sweden is short. It starts showing its face in May and explodes into life in June. The summer has to hurry to get things done before the nights turn cold in September and everything stops growing. At Midsummer, the Swedish summer is a lush green and bursting with chlorophyll, and the nights are scarcely dark at all. In the north, the sun never sets. Virtually every part of Sweden has its own folk costume. But they are rarely worn except at Midsummer. The start of summer holidays Swedes are fairly well attuned to the rhythms of nature. At Midsummer, many begin their five-week annual holidays and they, too, are in a hurry to get things done. Midsummer Eve is celebrated in the countryside – as always – and on the day before, everyone leaves town, everything closes and the streets are suddenly spookily deserted. The country’s main thoroughfares, on the other hand, are packed. Queues of cars stretch away into the distance, and at the end of th

Why...why Does This Have To Happen To Me?
I don't get...why any girl I talk to eventually just pushes me away...I try my best to be nice...to be respectful...but they lie and cheat me...i'm just not worth talking to I guess...or maybe i'm a freak and just don't know it...w/e...I guess it shouldn't matter...but it does...

Bad Mumm
K so I thought I was letting some people know something that was relevant to them. Guess not. My bad. Sorry. But some of the comments went too far. I forgot everyone on here is so perfect. I suppose it's easier to make comments like that when it's over the net semi-anonymously. Oh well fuck-em-

Patriotism: This Will Make You Think!!!
Things that make you think a little: There were 39 combat related killings in Iraq in January. In the fair city of Detroit there were 35 murders in the Month of January. That's just one American city, About as deadly as the entire war-torn country of Iraq When some claim that President Bush shouldn't Have started this war, state the following: A. FDR led us into World War II. B. Germany never attacked us; Japan did. From 1941-1945, 450,000 lives were lost .. An average of 112,500 per year. C. Truman finished that war and started one in Korea. North Korea never attacked us. From 1950-1953, 55,000 lives were lost ... An average of 18,334 per year. D. John F. Kennedy started the Vietnam conflict in 1962. Vietnam never attackd us. E. Johnson turned Vietnam into a quagmire. From 1965-1975, 58,000 lives were lost .. An average of 5,800 per year. F. Clinton went to war in Bosnia without UN or French consent. Bosnia never attacked us. He was offere

Happy Brithday To A Good Friend
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Horoscopes?
You're a completely capable and self-sufficient person, but even strong-and-silent types like you need somebody to lean on every now and again. Being vulnerable and able to show it is a kind of strength, too. GO SCORPIOS!!!

Cancer Is Cured. It's Radical, But True.
Long have we thought of cancer treatment as chemotherapy, which can be traumatic for the patient, not to mention potentially harmful. What would you all think if I told you about another substance that could destroy most common cancers, and even possibly prevent it reoccurring with only a minimal daily dose? There is a wonder-drug out there. It's insanely cheap to make, and incredibly effective. It's all natural, and completely non-addictive, and impossible to overdose on. Never has there been a recorded ill side effect on a human with this compound. NIH and NIAID (National Institute for Allergy and Infectious Disease) have both proven it safe for humans as a cure for malaria (and has shown an 83% drop in Malaria deaths between 1976 and 1985 in Africa). Such a wonderdrug exists. Pharmaceutical companies don't want you to know about it, as it's so cheap to produce, and would rob them of millions a year in treatment therapies for things like chemotherapy. Ironically enough

Darkness And Dreams
When at night you sleep and dream, Are you frightened? Do you scream? Does your mind play tricks and demons give chase? Do you look in the mirror only to see another's face? Are you driven into madness by evils untold? Does your body rot and become infested with mold? Before your eyes is your world torn into two; Devastating and destroying all you knew. Leaving you abandoned with nothing No voice, no life, no soul - only endless suffering. When you wake from a sound, While unspeakable horrors before your eyes abound; Do you scream in silence and quake with fear, Because you know the end is near. You close your eyes, giving into the darkness, and wait, But suddenly you open your eyes & find yourself in bed sitting up straight. The fear is present, but you are the only one in the room you find. Were the wraiths and fears real? Or just fabrications of your mind? But the early rays of dawn come through your windows and its warmth on your skin you feel. And you know

Red Marbles
RED MARBLES I was at the corner grocery store buying some early potatoes. I noticed a small boy, delicate of bone and feature, ragged but clean, Hungrily apprising a basket of freshly picked green peas. I paid for my potatoes but was also drawn to the display of fresh Green peas. I am a pushover for creamed peas and new potatoes. Pondering the peas, I couldn't help overhearing the conversation Between Mr. Miller (the store owner) and the ragged boy next to me. "Hello Barry, how are you today?" "H'lo, Mr. Miller. Fine, thank ya. Jus' admirin' them peas. They sure Look good." "They are good, Barry. How's your Ma?" "Fine. Gittin' stronger alla' time." "Good. Anything I can help you with?" "No, Sir. Jus' admirin' them peas." "Would you like to take some home?" asked Mr. Miller. "No, Sir. Got nuthin' to pay for 'em with." "Well, what have you to trade me for some of those peas?" All I got's my prize marble here." "Is that right? Let me see it" said M

A Priest At Customs
Priest in Airport Customs A distinguished young woman on a flight from Switzerland asked the priest beside her, "Father, may I ask a favor?" "Of course. What may I do for you?" "Well, I bought an expensive electronic hair dryer that is well over the customs limits and I'm afraid they'll confiscate it. Is there anyway you could carry it through Customs for me? Under your robes perhaps?" "I would love to help you, dear, but I must warn you: I will not lie." "With your honest face, Father, no one will question you." When they got to Customs, she let the priest go ahead of her. The official asked, "Father, do you have anything to declare?" "From the top of my head down to my waist, I have nothing to declare." The official thought this answer strange, so asked, "And what do you have to declare from your waist to the floor?" "I have a marvelous little instrument designed to be used on a woman, but which is, to date, unused."

No More Posting For Anyone
I have reposted bulletind for almost everyone on here that is on my friends list at some point and time, When i ask that the people on my friends list go and vote formy best friend who is in her first contest noone even goes to look at her photo much less vote or rate or comment on it. That is pretty sad to me. I guess that we really find out who our friends are here when it comes down to points and ratings huh. Well, i hve taken the bulletin screen off my page and i am not posting another bulletin or comment bombing another photo for anyone on my friends list so please dont ask me to. i am also going to start cleaning it out and getting rid of those that realy only added me for the points. If this pisses anyone off well that is just toooooo damn bad

World Peace
Three guys -- a Canadian farmer, Osama bin Laden, and an American engineer are walking together one day. They come across a lantern and a Genie pops out of it. "I will give each of you one wish, which is three wishes total" says the Genie. The Canadian says, "I am a farmer, my dad was a farmer, and my son will also farm. I want the land to be forever fertile in Canada." Pooooof! With a blink of the Genie's eye, the land in Canada was forever made fertile for farming. Osama bin Laden was amazed, so he said, "I want an impenetrable wall aroun d Afghanistan, Iraq and Iran with all believers of Mohammad inside and all Jews, Americans, and other infidel forever outside our precious state. "Pooooof! Again, with the blink o f the Genie's eye, there was a huge wall around those countries.. The American engineer asks, "I am very curious. Please tell me more about this wall". The Genie explains , "Well, it's 5000 feet high, 500 feet thick and completely surrounds these countrie

A Soldier.
I carry a gun and have killed men before, It's not very fun to walk through that door, To be accused, beaten and abused, To see life fade between your eyes, Not knowing whether you'll survive, Fear surrounds you like darkness in the night, Anger makes you want to fight, They attacked us then, it's time they learned, For the mistake they made they shall burn, Although pain and anger cloud my sight, I will not be afraid to fight, I'll give my life for the USA, I'm very proud to say, And through my blood and sacrifice, Let me save at least one life, For that one life, Just might turn out to win the fight, Bury me beside my brothers, Who fought and died with each other, And all of them are proud to say, They gave there life to the USA.

Just Another Day
hi — Wednesday, June 20, 2007 I been busy with school. Mostly stressing out over school. I had to give a speach today. I started shaking while I was standing there trying to give my speach in front of classy. It was weird. I eventually stopped, and thenwent on with my speach. My talking is kinda choppy because I may not do well in the class if I talk how I natually do. So iit sounds rather slow, like it's hard to say or think of the words. It sounds unnatural. BECAUSE IT FUCKING IS!!! It's bullshit. For some reason it's ok ot discriminate against how I talk. It's "ok " to arbritrarily teach hate towards certain words. It's somehow socially acceptable to not have respect for certain cultures and not socially acceptable to have respect for them. That's just the world we live in today, and probably have for an awefully long time. The last few days have been busy and stressfull. I don't see the whole speach thing getting much better. It's mostly hard becaause it

Relationships...
so anyone who has ever really talked to me knows about mine and bruce's split and the infamous marty...well as for now bruce and i are trying to work things out and marty and i are still friends...but I dread the day he moves on past me..I have this fear that it has already happened and everytime i talk to him I want to ask him but can't muster up the courage. I dont know what i should do..I am so scared of what it will do to me if i find out he has...I dont want to b forgotten but i also want him to b happy. Is there anyone out there who can give me advice? HELP!!

Someone Very Special To Me
well i have been talkin' to someone that has become very special to me and she makes me very very happy. The really good part is she likes me for who i am and the way i am, i haven't met anyone quite as special as she is to me. She also nows that too cuz i tell her everyday how much i like her and that she is very beautiful. I'm hoping this will become a very long lasting relationship between me and her and i have a pretty good feelin' it will. She knows who i am talkin' about and that's all that matters to me is that she knows and is happy too.

Steve Rogers Aka Captain America
I am just a man, Though you ask so much more. I do what I can, You are what I'm fighting for. I answer the call, When no one else can hear. Ever standing tall, When injustice does appear. I'm not Superman, I've no super strength or speed. I'm a mortal man, If you cut me I will bleed. If all hope is gone, And I make my final stand, I will still fight on, 'Till this shield falls from my hand. I am a symbol, To the ones who still believe, In what I resemble, And what freedom can achieve. A soldier am I, And I hold the wolf at bay. On me you can rely, To keep him from his prey. So rest now, assured, That your future's safe with me. Despite what you've endured, In this land where we are free. I am just a man, Though you see so much more. I do what I can, You are what I'm fighting for.

Mom And Dad/bdsm Relationship
from the top of my hot bald head.................. thinks are going pretty good here in master/slave land stilldidnt punish broken very hard yet. she hurt her knee luckyfor her so the pain is going to wait. I always wanted for me and broken to havea younger bi female slave under our wing. lets say control something like a mom and dad/ bdsm relationship. i had that relationship a few year ago but it was not with broken. almost had it with her so hope this time it works out.. stay tuned.......................................

An Act Of Freedom
Red is for each drop of blood Of soldiers who have died. Fighting for our freedom, Our people and our pride. They fought a revolution, And two bloody world wars. They went to Vietnam, And died on foreign shores. So here is to the soldiers, We are in their debt. And the flag will fly the red So none of us forget. White is for the immigrants, Every race and every creed. The farmers and the workers Who planted freedom's seed. Businesses and industry Spread out across this land. They are the foundation On which this country stands. So here’s to the immigrants, We are in their debt. And the flag will fly the white So none of us forget. Blue is for miss liberty, Forever may she stand. Proudly holding freedom's torch In her noble hand. She stands for an ideal, Our father's legacy. A symbol of the courage That made this country free. So here’s to miss liberty, We are in her debt. And the flag will fly the blue, So none of us fo

Just A Thought, Nothing More...
I'm calling out to you, Do you not hear me? I'm screaming now to the top of my lungs, And still you do not hear me? All is clear between us, Nothing to distract the view of me. I call your name, Do you still hear nothing? Perhaps if you'll just look at me, Will you hear me now? Just look in my direction, I'm begging for your attention! Just please listen, give me an ear and I'll do anything for you! I don't think I can get through to you When you won't even take a step to me.

Lyrics
"Those Damned Blue-Collar Tweekers" I've seen them out at Soco They're pounding sixteen penny nails The truckers on the interstate Have been known to ride the rails The sweat is beating on the brow Can't keep these fellas down 'Cause those damned blue-collared tweekers Are runnin' this here town I knew a man who hung drywall He hung it mighty quick A trip or two to the blue room Would help him do the trick His foreman would pat him on the back Whenever he would come around 'Cause these dammed blue-collar tweekers Are beloved in this here town Now the union boys are there To protect us from all the corporate type While curious George's drug patrol Is out here hunting snipe Now they try to tell me different But you know I ain't no clown 'Cause those damned blue-collar tweekers Are the backbone of this town Now the flame that burns twice as bright Burns only half as long My eyes are growing weary As I finalize this song So sit back and have a cup o' jo

They Never Knew
As they were growing up they had it all. Best friends forever and never did they fall. People always thought they were the perfect 2.One sweet girl and one boy that never made her blue. They were best friends forever. Forever until the end. They told each other all their secrets there was nothing they had to hide. They always helped each other out and never hurt the other ones pride. But there was a secret that was kept so long. A secret that might tear their wonderful friendship apart if the secret was told wrong. They both felt it inside but neither of them ever knew. They both loved each other more than anything in the world no matter how many awful things they went through. Well they were seniors in high school everything was going great. The prom was coming up and just as friends they were going as each others date. As the night finally came they had such a blast. But as soon as they knew it, the prom was in the past. As they walked her up the steps of her

Benefits Of The Space Program
EVERYDAY BENEFITS FROM THE SPACE PROGRAM The most accurate topographical map of the Earth. This data is used to develop safer navigation techniques and better communication systems. Ultraviolet protection suits for people with rare intolerance to UV light, known xeroderma pigmentosum. Heart pump based on technology of space shuttle's fuel pumps. It's two inches long, one inch in diameter, and weighs less than four ounces. Efficient autos and planes benefiting from NASA wind tunnel and aerodynamic expertise. New metal alloys based on research for the space station program. Thermal protection blankets used in everything from fire fighters suits to survival gear for cold environments. Robots and robotic software with wide-ranging uses that include auto-assembly plants, hazardous material handling, monitoring in dangerous environments, distribution and packaging facilities, etc. Lightweight composite materials that benefit cars, airplanes, camping

Update On My Dilemma
After a 4 hour stakeout, my best friends managed to get my van back ( with the help of the local authorities) from my sister in law. Obviously, someone's feeling the sting of it but hell, WTF do i care? They've been leeching off my wife and I for the past month and a half and we haven't said a single thing to them about paying us back and well, this morning, its the straw that broke the camel's back when we specifically told them that they couldn't use the vehicles anymore and they still went ahead to take my van. Anyway, to cut a long story short, its been a good end to a long day, my van is back and we're finally rid of them being in our house.

Attacked
From out of the shadows, he took me by surprise With devious thoughts and lust in his eyes The attack was swift and without a sound He grabbed me from behind and threw me to the ground With weakness I looked for a way out He covered my mouth before I could shout Teeth met flesh and I tore it away Determined to live as night became day As we struggled, fabric shredded I knew what was coming, the nightmare I dreaded I grabbed the first thing I could find And took out my anger on his sheltered mind Bleeding flesh and broken bone My strength grew with each pain-filled groan I didn't stop when he grew quiet My blood was singing in personal riot My hands were shaking and stained His eyes were lifeless and drained So I ran for all I was worth As his blood soaked into the earth. -= © Phoenix *VMH* 2007 =- Edit: Yes, I wrote this from personal experience. Scary, I know... but there you have it.

Foresaken
Laying forsaken... In this dark room of black... No one can hear me scream... As I die from what I most lack... I lay there in Anguish... spilling shattered tears of Disdain... They hide me away.... And I drown in my pain... With the shackles of reality... Holding me bound... My shattered screams... Are the only sound... My soul is in pieces... My mind is a mess... My heart has been broken... But still you wont Confess... Broken and shattered... You left me to die... You never Turned back... Even after I started to cry... The Pain rushes more quickly... Trying to torment me so much more... Pounding through my veins... Killing me faster than before... The darkness settles in... Dripping slowly from my lips... I can feel the sensation of blood... I cry out in vain as my grip on sanity slips... The light flickers out... My hope dies alone... Consumed by the hatred... For all my sins, I shall atone... Through the suffocating darkness... I

A Dollar Short &a Day Late
There’s an old saying “a dollar short &a day late” This has inspired my thoughts Though I’m am nice and kind It never really crossed my mind. An inch to tall and one degree to short A frame to big and a pay check to small As the wheels turn in my head My soul just bled It wept for all I am not I feel like such an idiot I try and try At the thought I begin to cry Nothing ever good enough This is much too tough Inner perfection in an imperfect shell Perhaps what’s needed is an imperfect soul in a perfect shell If I could change the things I lack I would and never look back But even if I did, would it be enough Then would I be good enough Dreams do come true the good ones just don’t come though © Biker REDS 2007

...oh Yeah I Almost Forgot
...apparently there is ONE goth-type-shop up here called Fetish4Life which is a kind of cross between Central Station Records, Mardi Gras HQ and Gallery Serpentine. It does have New Rocks (but only one style) and a bit of a mish-mash of cultures in the store. It's like a very watered-down version of Gallery Serpentine. So, after a bit of wandering about and some internet-surfing, I can say that there are not too many 'people in black' up here I can tell you. Still next door to Fetish4Life is a shoe/boot store. They sell every size of Johnny Rebs imaginable! This in itself is great - except - they (Thomas Cook - the parent Australian shoe company) have recently changed the physical manufacturers of Johnny Rebs to CHINA!!! This means that I used to wear a size 7 in Johhny Reb boots, and now - a size 5 is too small across the top of the foot - and too big in the heel (so it slips up and down a LOT)! So - apparently - now I can't buy new ones because of the stupid change of shape in the ma

Up There Where The Air Is Clear
SO… I am up north – VERY up north – not so up north as to be in Darwin, but more like in Far North Queensland – it’s not the sunny tropics here, but it is humid and it is rainy. That is not such a bad thing, for me at all. The flight was delayed, and then there was a headwind which slowed us down, and then we had a go-around due to bad weather and wind-sheer warnings, and it was all very exciting. Still the accommodation almost makes up for it. The apartment has aircon, dishwasher, all mod cons, and a LARGE plasma TV :) - as well as a smaller one in the bedroom (with built-in DVD player). I brought the first season of Torchwood up here to watch, but it doesn’t like the DVDs :( - I’m not sure what the issue is there, alidon, but the DVDs don’t seem to want to play in any DVD player (commercial or PC-based). Weird. They must be DivX, but my DivX player won’t play them either. Still, I saw the first episode on TV a few days ago – and I quite liked what I saw – and was horrified at the "Wh

Promisses Of Love
In the presence of god i pledged my love for you today i promise to be true to you in all i do and say i vow to be always kind and caring to you as a happy life together we both pursue. Never again alone will you have to face your fears if you should cry i will be there to wipe away your tears i'll never wander far away from your sight i'll comfort you on dark and dreary nights. I'll guide you and protect you night and day and for happiness in your life each night i will pray if you are down and need to talk i will be there to comfort you and take you out of your despair. The good times and bad times i'll share them both with you do everything in my power not to make you feel blue for this love i feel for you deep inside will only increase and never will subside. Each morning i awake i want to kiss your sweet lips and feel the warm caress of your finger tips deep down in my heart my body and my soul this love that i feel for you will never go cold. I'll ne

Freak Weirdo Or Romantic??
I almost made this a mumm, but then though ..nahhh ..but this just is weird!! If someone who is "freshmeat" (level) shouts at you with a request to send you something ..first of all, would you accept it? ..well thinking it was just a 'gift' ...I did. ...but I didn't get it before I'd left earlier Secondly, if what they sent was a very romantic and sweet poem that actually captured some of ..who you are inside it, along with pointing out that it's specifically meant for you ...awwwww hell Lovely Lady. Your eyes alone, have me in this trance Aware there is no hope in this life for a chance To hold onto you tightly To move with you slowly Embracing love's lust Behind those eyes you do hold me I want to rest with you by my side I want just one taste Only your lips provide Inside your chest beats a heart turned to stone with a sweet soul inside whoever hurt you and left you alone, a fool he was and he will always be you deserve better my dear Billie

The 5 Arrowheads
sitting by the mouth of the cave nestled into the canyon river bank i perched myself upon a fallen boulder and looked across the large spance of space to the shores across the river.large pottions of ice slowly made their way down the half frozen arkansas river while the winds whipped in whirl pools though the canyon.a lone bald eagle sat perched on one of the single burges ,he seemingly was announcing his freedom with a high pitched squal. snow began to filtr down the canyon walls as i stoked more wood upon my fire and watched the eagle in all its majesty.pulling my jacket around my neck my thoughts began to drift,this area hadnt changed in thousands of years,and the only thing out of place was a lone human,me.i went back in time to when my forfathers occopied this are and when my tribal heritage was at its strongest.i envisioned canoes as my ansisters fished for food and enjoyed the unspoiled beauty of this canyon.i got up and sought shelter further inside the cave as the winds bega

Crazy Days ~ Barksdale Afb
Just thought I would send a quick message to my friends & let you all know. The last few days have been crazy, but I think them crazy days are over for a while. I took my youngest over to Barksdale AFB on Monday .... He out processed from his unit...GREAT FOLKS OVER THERE!!! Then I put him on a plane on Tuesday & he's off to BMT {Basic Military Training - for those who don't know what that means....LOL!!} I'll see him in August down in San Antonio for the weekend & then he's off to Maryland until January. I can't wait to head to San Antonio.....I'm gonna do a whole lot of Traveling while I follow this kid around with his career choice, to serve our country.....LOL!! Damn Proud of him. T2UL, Take Care & Smile :o) Have a Great Night & Haller atcha all 2morrow. Louann S.

After Hours
“It’s clean enough to sleep on,” she said, exhausted after a long day’s work in the restaurant. He looked at the dirty bar and winked at her. “It’s clean enough to fuck on.” “Given the option, I’d rather go with your suggestion,” she played along, adding a wink of her own. “It’s a great suggestion, who could find fault? Let’s do it.” He pushed, convinced she’s say no and slap him. “You’re serious?” she gave him a look of disbelief. “Don’t I look serious?” he picked her up and she wrapped her legs around his hips. “You definitely feel serious.” She commented with a smirk.

Living Nightmare
The dark twisted thoughts burn themselves into my head.... The shadows within my soul grow and consume any feeling that is left in me... Broken... Shattered... The never ending Hatred rips apart my sanity.... The loneliness manifests, suffocating my tattered soul.... Lost within the shadows.... My wounded soul will wander... Searching in vein, for that special someone.... To help sew together the shreds..... My heart is in pieces.... This eternal Hell is where my fate will be sealed.... As the tears and blood that spill remain.... I die alone..... Lost inside myself..... no hope will remain.... suffocated by my blindness.... Her lifeless eyes study the blade.... That sinister silver edge.... That ends a once innocent life.... My soul rises from my body still bleeding with pain..... Just leave the blade upon my body.... As I lose myself and let go..... Of my meaningless reality..... Innocence is dripping red.....

Good Sex Or Bad Sex????
CLUB FANTASIA IS LOOKING FOR 3 DJ'S AND A PROMOTIONS TEAM PLEASE LET ME KNOW IF YOUR INTERESTED WE HAVE A GREAT PLACE TO HANG...GREAT PPL AND....GREAT MUSIC....ALOT OF FUN SO IF YOUR INTERESTED IN THAT LET ME KNOW...SERIOUS PPL ONLY PLEASE CLICK THE LINK BELOW TO JOIN THE PARTY OR THIS LINK TO PRIVATE MESSAGE ME ~KeRrY~OwNeR oF cLuB fAnTaSiA~sHaNs WiFe~MaStReSs ChErRy SnAtChEr~rockstar~@ CherryTAP

What's Yr Colorstrology?
COLORSTROLOGY AUG 3- You have a tremendous amount of charm and wit and people gravitate to you. Theatrical ability and performing in front of others may come quite naturally to you. You have what it takes to commercialize your talents. Many of you are known for that quiet smile that you usually have on your face. Your personal color resonates with your warm and loving manner. Wearing, meditating or surrounding yourself with Firecracker connects you to your greatness while opening your heart. FIRECRACKER||INTERESTING||INTELLIGENT||SEDUCTIVE search it up on GOOGLE.COM & type in COLORSTROLOGY

Christmas Day
It was Christmas Day. The presents have been opened and dinner has been eaten. We were watching a movie when my cell phone rang. I excused myself from the family and went somewhere private to take the call. “Hey girl!” he said to me before I had the chance to even say hello. “Hi there.” I replied softly. “She’s gone to visit her family. Can I see you now?” he asked with an urgency in his voice. “What’s wrong?” I asked. “Nothing,” he lied. “Don’t lie to me,” I snapped calling him on it. “She won’t be gone long.” He admitted. “I am not some dirty little secret of yours!” I yelled at him I was pissed. How dare he? “We are supposed to be friends! It should matter what we were to each other. What matters is who and what we are now. I will always love you, but I am not your damned whore!” “I never said you were.” He chimed in, sounding defensive. “You thought it! That’s bad enough. I’m your friend! Or don’t you get the meaning of that word?” “I’m sorry,” he replied shakily. “Yeah

Something Inside Has Die
Used to be so vibrant, so full of life Now never seem to have a happy day Tears pouring free constantly Nothing ever going my way Pain eating me up inside Sorrow clutching at my soul Remembering a time so long ago When I wasn't broken but whole Despair filling up all my hours Seems I'm depressed all the time Recalling with a tired sad smile When happiness was mine How long will I feel this way? Lost count of tears I've cried Finally I'm starting to accept That something inside has died

Xtina Survey. Woot
1. Do you still talk to the person you lost your virginity to? HELL NO! THAT WAS EEESHY 2. Is it harder to be rejected or to reject someone else? I WOULD SAY.... PROBABLY TO BE REJECTED. 3. What kind of music did you listen to in elementary school? FRIGGEN..... NEW KIDS ON THE BLOCK, LETS ROCK ITS CHRISTMAS TIME, IM GANNA CELEBRATE IT WITH A RYME, DANNY D ARE YOU READY? READY AS YOU'LL EVER BE...YOU KNOOOOOOOOOOW JOEY JOE IS READY. JORDAN AND JON YEAAAH COMEON WE GOT A FUNKY FUNKY CHRISTMAS COMIN ON. WOOOOOOOOOOT! 4. What is the best thing about your current job? BEING FABULOUS AT IT. 5. Do you wish cell phone etiquette was a required class? NO. I DONT. BUT I WISH THAT PEOPLE WHO TALKED ON TEH CELL PHONES WHILE DRIVING WERENT AS FRIGGEN ANNOYING. I HATE IT. 6. What's the last thing you drank? WATER WITH LOOOOOOOOOOOTSA ICE 7. Have you been on a date in the past week? NOOOOOOOOOOO. WELL. I DID HABVE STALE DONUTS WITH DAWN TODAY. DOES THAT COUNT? 8. Where ar

What If?
If someone told you that I'd died, Would you take the time to cry? Or would you simply hide your tears Until the time of impact nears? A moral dilema, a conscious choice, The time is now to spread your voice. Is one's life a precious thing, Or should it be wasted on a fling? You've heard the stories, you know the rhyme But what will you do when it comes time?

Goodbye
I came to say goodbye. You see, I cannot do this anymore. I have loved you and lost you. I’ve gone to these two places too many times. I’m going away now. I’ve finally figured out just where it is that I belong. It’s far away from here. It’s some place where you cannot follow. Goodbye. I love you, but I have no place in your life. I love you, remember that when you can no longer touch me, remember my love even if we never see each other again.

I Am Tired (kaleb Moms Blog For Today)
I am Tired I am tired and worn out today so this will be a short blog. I am sorry. I am starting to get emotionally drained... Don't get me wrong, it was a great day for Kaleb. But first thing this AM a little girl came back to the unit to see the nurses. She had been admitted two weeks after Kaleb was and was on a vent for 2 weeks. Well now she is all better and the nurses went crazy! They were so excited to see her doing so well. This is def. a great thing... don't get me wrong. But this made me SO sad. I started to cry... I want to be that family! Why can't we be that family? I know with time we will be... but it is still VERY sad for me. This kind of set the tone for me for the day. I am just so drained... I miss my baby. I miss waking up in the morning and hearing Kaleb talk to himself... Our home is so lonely... I can't even cook dinner because that requires that I be home for an extended amount of time. It almost like time just stopped in our home... everything is in its plac

Lesson For The Day...
So heres my rant for the day.. lol Why is it women feel just because they have the pussy means they have the power? bitch please! Ever once hear the theory treat your man like a king& he'll treat you like a queen? try it.. it does work on occasion damn.. I know I'm rude. I have every intention of staying that way and I know about 5 people just went damn shes a bitch. Dont fucking care if ya like me sorry I am the person I am. There are actually *GASP* decent hard working men out there and they deserve to be treated as so yet so many of my friends complain about how they do everything for their woman only to be treated badly. WISE THE FUCK UP they will find women out there that treats them better. That's all I'm saying ladies... Oh and for the love of pete.. if you find one.. dont be a money grubbin hoe.. ya make the rest of us look bad. I'm not saying there isnt men out there who are only looking for a piece.. heaven knows Ive run into my share but we're intellegent enoug

Alone
Well if any one has read about me they know I have a new Apartment in divorceville.God I hate that word!!!But here I am learning how to Live with myself alone, no kids no husband just me and after raising his kids for 10 years they became apart of me so needless to say I have not only lost my husband but I lost my kids too!!The husband part I dont really miss I guess I am just tired of fighting to keep him happy when no matter what I do or say there will always be someone in his mind that says it and does it better so after yrs of forgiving the affairs over and over I decided I have had enough.I am not forgiving him this time!! I am going to show him that he can not treat me like this any more and think I will always be there to forgive him and take him back!!And he knows how much those children mean to me so I am sure he will hit me where it really hurts by not letting me see them..but I am still going to fight.I feel like I have already lost everything what else do I have to loose.S

Make Me Forget
She pretended to be drunk when he found her. She was musing over the wedding that would never be, talking to herself, well, more like mumbling… He took the empty seat beside her at the bar and listened to her every word. Abruptly she turned and looked at him and said “Take me somewhere and make me forget every bad thing that has ever happened to me.” And he did.

New Blue Team Member
We have a new member to our team and I would like everyone to go and show her some love when they can to welcome her to the Official Fallouts and to the Blue team. Here is her link. ~~Taking Application for a Stalkee~~ 'Apply In Person' ~~Angel~~Club F.A.R.

More Pills
Every day it becomes harder, So less and less I try. You may think I'm giving up. But secretly inside I die. The pain is overbearing. I guess it's easy to see, How fake this smile is that I'm wearing. All I do is frown. Never do I smile. I am always down. I just want to be happy. And laugh like I did before. I want this sadness to leave. But it keeps coming back for more. It eats away at my soul. Until there is nothing left. I'm almost completely gone, No longer whole. I'm trying to get out. Out of this hole I'm in. But the harder I try, And the more pills I take. The less real it gets. And the more and more it becomes fake.

Am I Pretty Enough Now?
Am I pretty enough now? She stands in front of a mirror, And sweeps her hair to the side A tear starts to fall She knows he lied Am I pretty enough now? It started one night When she was out Not giving a sh!t Who was out and about She saw her boyfriend He casually walked up to this girl Told her they just couldn't be This boy was her world She stood silently Then asked him why "Sorry your just too ugly" A tear fell from her eye Am I pretty enough now? She fell to her knees And was so confused He got what he wanted from her She felt gutted and used She walked into a room Everyone was staring No one said a thing Over the music which was blearing They just stared at her She turned to leave They all cracked up laughing It's something she could never believe Am I pretty enough now? She started walking away Slammed the door Asked herself "am I ugly" She didn't know anymore She walked all the way home Tears in her eyes "God you're

Hotel Streaking!!!
wanted to let you know that i've added a new pic set this week to my site at BBWHeaven!!! I dont know what it is, but i love staying at hotels..i have more sex, hotter sex, louder sex...i just feel like being naughty when i'm there! during my last stay, i went streaking and had some fun in the hallways!! My pic set this week lets you enjoy all the fun with me!! make sure you get on over to my site and check it out!! Thanks bunches!! http://www.bbw-heaven.net/kaylee.htm

Monsoon Season?
I was just checking the weather and I think monsoon season could be starting as soon as next week! We may get our first storm! I am sooo excited! I'll be sitting outside (under a canopy) recording some of it to send Miss Ali, then prolly go running around in the rain like a bone head... and of course getting some kisses in the rain! yay! I love Arizona summers... well except the damn ungodly heat! yeah it been dark for about 3 hours and it is still 96 degrees! Insanity I tell you! But tommorrow is expected to reach 114-115 in most of the Phoenix area. I may be a burnt marshmallow by sunset! As for now I am gonna sit here and eat my lil grape slushy in front of the fan and sympathize poor Ray who has to work 10 hours a day OUTSIDE in the heat! But on the up side of that the man has one sexy tan... lucky him... I spend as much time outside as I can... mostly in the pool (all alone *sadness*) and I am still looking a little translucent lol. It's almost pathetic lil Leah is tanner than me,

.....the Way We Were....
GRATULATIONS TO ALL THE KIDS WHO WERE BORN IN THE 1930's 40's, 50's, and 60's !! First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they carried us. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, our baby cribs were covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking . As children, we would ride in cars with no seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a ute on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle. We shared one soft drink with four friends, from one bottle and NO ONE actually died from this. We ate cupcakes, white bread and real butter and drank soft dri

Broken Flowers
Shattered in the storms, Heart was sure to break, Love lost in the lust, Emotions born to fake, Tears in the distance, Another waking lie, Broken flowers dying, As the world starts to cry, All is lost in death, As they fall away, My eyes always shimmer, But they are here to stay, The velvet on my pillow, My body clothed and clean, My wooden house of rest, And the end of the obscene

The Early Years
he put his hand over her mouth "dont make a sound my mom will wake up and ill make it bad for you" she shakes her head yes he asks "are you a virgin" she had to think for a minute she certainly didnt know what that meant but knew enough from school it wasnt kool to be one. so she shook her head no. chills ran up her spine as he roved his hand over her chest she grabbed his hand and said "no". he looked directly at her and reminded her of what he said earlier about his mom. then he said lets play a game, she shook her head yes and he said "its called ill show you mine if you show me yours" without warning he lifted up her flannel night gown she became very scared fearing his threats she remained quiet. he took her panties down and touched her there and she began to softly cry. his breathing became heavier as he felt her. she was so scared she wanted to fight but knew she couldnt stand to be beat by his mom ever again. he took down his underwear and grabbed her hand instructing her

All About Me Survey
..::..ABOUT ME..::....::..NAME..::..Maile..::..AGE.::..27..::..BIRTHDAY..::..june 07,1980..::..ZODIAC SIGN..::..gemini..::..YEAR OF..::..monkey..::..HOMETOWN..::..right here in honolulu..::..FAVS..::....::..FOOD..::..hawaiian, italian, mexican..::..COLOR..::..pink, purple and blue..::..CANDY..::..chocolate..::..ICE CREAM..::..kona coffee..::..STORE..::..jeans warehouse..::..RESTAURANT..::..bubba gump's (in hawaii)..::..LUV LYPH..::..

O Well
Poeple who? They are nice,they are mean,they are cruel,they are sweet and loveable. Well im me and who i am is not caring what ppl think like most ppl do. Im a dick if u dont like me o well, Life is to short to try and understand everyone or just one. Does it really matter what ppl think of u are u willing to change who you are to impress one perosn or many. Are ppl like that?

Baby Johnny
Rest in Paradise baby Johnny, because you are with angels. We will look forward to the day when we will dance with you in Heaven. You will never hurt again, nor cry another tear, Just watch down from above and know how much you will always be loved.Good Night baby Johnny!

A Teddy Bear That Glows
The little boy took his teddy and placed him on his bed, then told it listen closely at things that must be said. Mommy and daddy think I don't know, but I must go away, God waits for me in Heaven and I could go there any day. You're the only one I can trust besides my dad and mom, so do the things I ask of you to keep their spirit calm. I know things that will hurt them, so watch out for every one and promise to let them hug you when they have begun. If you promise to be sweet to them and do everything they say, I know they will love you, as I do, and always let you stay. When you see they think of me and their eyes look really sad, then go and let them hold you, so things won't seem so bad. Teddy lay with his little friend while the Angels came that night and an Angel touched the toy, so it glowed in God's pure light. At the service his mommy held the bear while weeping for her son and in Heaven the little boy smiled, teddy's job had just begun.

Its Been A Bad Week....
imikimi - Customize Your World I just wanted to apologize to all my friends,fans, and family for not being up to date on rating all the new stuff you have uploaded in the past few days. Monday at 2:00pm my very best friend of 33 years Frankie past away...he was only 43. He had a very long battle with Cirosis of the liver. So as sad as I am for his loss I am truely at peace with the fact that he is no longer suffering. But that is why I have been unable to be on here. I will be on more as the days pass!!! Thank you for reading this and being understanding of this. ~*~WE LOVE YOU FRANKIE...until we meet again~*~

Father"s Day
It started as a normal Sunday, except we were on vacation visiting family. I got a few "Happy Father's day", there wasn't any big party, or deal made. The day was fun, took the kids to the beach and to the Salem Willows (if you ever been to Salem, Mass.) I watched my oldest Scott (6 yrs old)swim from rock to rock in Marblehead. He's grown up so fast, very adventurous. Felt good to see him have fun with out video games or T.V. Just us at the beach, my boy turning into a handsome little man overnight it seems. I went to bed exhausted reflecting on the day. When I woke up on a couch in a spare room the next morning my David (4yrs old) came in, not to ask for cartoons or something to eat. He crawled up on the couch and cuddled with me, not average morning behavior for him. He fell asleep for awhile and woke up with a smile. He's a cutie with his mohawk he got before we went on vacation. Then of course there is my little girl Ariana (2 yrs old). I nicknamed her "the beast", she

Burnt Out
I feel sick, Burnt out like a candle wick. My eye's are burning my head is numb, I feel so alone just like a bum. You look at me with those dark eyes, There's no one here what a surprise. My hands are shaking, This is the feeling your making. Your lips they move closer, Your breath on my neck. My body starts aching, This is an emotional beating that I'm taking. It feels like I fell, my mind is thinking am I in heaven or hell?

Rest In Peace
I am setting and thinking, Is the past 2 weeks really real? It still feels like a bad dream. Life is moving forward but With out my brother and nephew. I keep waiting for my brother to call me like he usualy does or my nephew to call. It feels like they are just at work. My brother was always gone out of town to work and would take his son with him. My brother survived working in the oil fields of Kuwait and Saudi while wars raged on just a few mile away. Just to come home and lose his and his sons lives to a Drunk Driver. I keep looking to the door thinking they will walk in. They never will again. I know it will take a very long time to get over the loss of my 2 heros but it is just so hard. Life will never be the same for me and my family. God bless them. They are with my mom now. All 3 of them were named Charley (Charlie) My Brother and his son were both born on January 1st Shared the same name and died on the same day June 3, 2007. Rest In Peace all of my Charleys(Charlie

Not Happy
I just want to say that I am NOT happy with how Fallouts have decided to sit back instead of showing what we are made of or is this it? I've posted for everyone on blue team to hit a contest and I get a few people that showed up and most of you left maybe 25 comments at best. We are behind in this contest people. We havent asked anything of anyone until now and there is no reason why everyone cant go and spare comments on this contest as it has 2 benifits. One we CAN win and two it's a fallout holding the contest so it helps her also. If we cant pull together and try to even look like a bombing group I dont see a need for there to be a blue team and will clear everyone out if thats what it takes to prove to CT that Fallouts are here to stay. I'm not asking you to spend all day or all your comments on this contest but I am asking you to put in and effort at making Fallouts a force to be reckoned with in contest. Here is the picture link please go show the Fallout support

Tapper's Vids
Hey Man...My friends and fans...Tapper(Brian)..needs your help....I created a .wmv file and it is created from Windows Movie Maker...It is me playing Happy Birthday and I will share that with people who are my friends...but here's the deal.... 1. I need to know if I can successfully upload my personal video that I created on this PC in Windows Movie Maker with XPSP2 as my operating system to share with My friends on their Bdays only and ..... 2. If I ever need help with doing shit on here and making things work out and maximizing my webpage and making it better, my friends will always help me...Right? If that is a go, answer Question 1 cause one of my online friends is having a Bday on the 27th, I thought it would be a great way to get this thing off the ground... Why am I doing this? Why not....It makes everyone just a little bit more happier than they were when they got up...That's why!

Part 2:a Sideways Path To A Never Ending Nightmare
------------------------------------------------- Jack: Ahhh you've got it faster then I thought. This the first time you've sinned? K-Bone: Sadly my Halo was always terribly tarnished... Jack: I see, well this won't be your first time sinning in your new life before this nights over. K-Bone: What other shits and giggles must i get through? Jack: Fighting in public, breaking and entering, killing, ect, ect, ect... It's all just needless drama to me K-Bone: I can tell obiwan, and I agree to the fullest extent. Jack: Alright! Well now we gotta find our way into the back allys, look around, see if you can find anything to open that Magnetically Sealed Door... K-Bone: Will do! ---------------------------------------------------------------------- I look around and within an instant I see a note. upon reading it I find the words that could get us out of this place. Logging into the computer I type the password CHOPPINGSHOPPER and open the Safe next to the compu

Chapter 4: 30 Days Later
A month later my baby is on her way south. I am so anxious about her arrival that I even cleaned the toilet. She came down to share my daughters high school graduation with us. It was nice having her there. The next day we went to Mexico for the afernoon where we dined on inexpensive Mexican food and 50 cent Carona's. I found out American food is very expensive there. I don't know, but $19.00 for 2 hot dogs is ridiculous. After the afternoon in TJ, we went to an outstanding concert, The Outlaws, Marshal Tucker Band, and The Charlie Daniels Band. It was better than I ever could have imagined. The rest of the weekend was a lazy, low budget weekend, we walked on the Pier in Oceanside, went out for karaoke, but started too late and couldn't get into my favorite club, went to see my friends band perform on Sunday and just enjoyed each other's company. Come Tuesday morning, I tried to get her to stay an extra day, but she had to go home. We did come to t

Today Is A Gift, That Is Why It Is Called The Present
It will take just 37 seconds to read this and change your thinking. Two men, both seriously ill, occupied the same hospital room. One man was allowed to sit up in his bed for an hour each afternoon to help drain the fluid from his lungs. His bed was next to the room's only window. The other man had to spend all his time flat on his back. The men talked for hours on end. They spoke of their wives and families, their homes, their jobs, their involvement in the military service, where they had been on vacation. Every afternoon, when the man in the bed by the window could sit up, he would pass the time by describing to his roommate all the things he could see outside the window. The man in the other bed began to live for those one hour periods where his world would be broadened and enlivened by all the activity and colour of the world outside. The window overlooked a park with a lovely lake. Ducks and swans played on the water while children sailed their model bo

Frustration
Frustrated feeling like nothings going right,Everything you do just seems to make it worse, makes your head throb, the pressure building up with no release. Everything inside of you telling you to give up, its not worth it. Fighting with yourself, wanting to scream at the top of your lungs, in hopes that it will make it some how better, easier to face or deal with. Face getting red, hot with anger and rage. Feeling like you want to pull your hair out. And soon if you dont let it out or let it go..you will feel and see the steam come out your ears for at some point if you dont let it release and move on. it will do the releasing itself and not necessarily in a good way either. They say take a deep breath, you think ya right like thats going to help. Feeling like your at the end of your rope, with no where to go, no where to turn. No one there for you. when you need them the most. You start counting to ten, taking the deep breaths, closing your eyes in hopes that when the counting stops

9/11 Facts
New York City has 11 letters 2) Afghanistan has 11 letters. 3) Ramsin Yuseb (The terrorist who threatened to destroy the Twin Towers in 1993) has 11 letters. 4) George W Bush has 11 letters. 5) The two twin towers make an "11" This could be a mere coincidence, but this gets more interesting: 1) New York is the 11th state. 2) The first plane crashing against the Twin Towers was flight number 11. 3) Flight 11 was carrying 92 passengers. 9 + 2 = 11 4) Flight 77 which also hit Twin Towers, was carrying 65 passengers. 6+5 = 11 5) The tragedy was on September 11, or 9/11 as it is now known. 9 + 1+ 1 = 11 6) The date is equal to the US emergency services telephone number 911. 9 + 1 + 1 = 11. Sheer coincidence..?! Read on and make up your own mind: 1) The total number of victims inside all the hi-jacked planes was 254. >2 + 5 + 4 = 11. 2) September 11 is day number 254 of the calendar year.

What Do You Think? I'd Like To Share.
What are your thoughts on this subject? Since this forum was opened by a younger friend on my list...I thought I would share it with all of you so as to get her the answer she is asking for. I copied her message below...along with my response. ********************** ----------------- Message ----------------- From: Younger Female Date: Jun 20, 2007 6:15 PM Okay, it's not uncommon to see people in their late thirties trying to be cool on CherryTap, Myspace or other sites, or making the account for business, but what's with the 60 year old people on here? I don't know about you, but I think it's a little weird. My reply to her: Um...hun...Several of the best people I know on here are in the mid to late 50's. In fact, the second best friend I have...who is on CT, is 45. The older people aren't on here to be cool. CT, Myspace, and other friendship/networking sites aren't supposed to be popularity zones. It's about connecting with people and ma

Why Is It....
when one member of the oppisete sex fucks up we tend to go on a i hate all(insert sex here) their nothing but liars, and or chaters, users ect..... personaly i know not every man on th e planet is a lieing fucktard but the words still come out of my mouth on occasion. personaly i know 4 men who are not liers nor cheaters well.. that i know of anyway and i choose to belive that but even when men get fucked over by a chick they say it too is it just venting in a fit of rage or hurt what why..... and even though we know better why do we still do it? just a thought

To All My Bombers
First and foremost, I love you guys, you have done so much for me in this contest I'm in debt to each of you, but now there is an issue. There was a point today where we had actually gotten into first place by 100 comments, then I log off because sitting here was hurting my back and to do some things around the house. When I log on a little later I find out the second place person apparently called on her family and in 5 or 6 hours busted out 2000 comments. You know, I've had a lot of people bombing me and working very hard to get me a chance at winning this, but I don't see how we can compete with that. So here is my question Should we keep going, it's a poorly run contest that I don't see much of a chance to win, but as long as one person stays with me then I'll stay in it and put every comment I have for a day into it, but I completely understand why others wouldn't want to spend all that time on a losing cause. So I'm asking for comments on here, there are 2 options..:D 1)

Pain
All the pain The pain in my life you can't see it but i can Its horrible and discusing I wish the pain wasn't in my life But it is and its killing me The pain is causing me to lose my friends, family and people who i care about The pain is always there, in the car and at school and at home pain follows me everywere I can also see if another persons in pain or upset Pain is everywere in this world its even following you and me right now But the best thing to do is fight the pain I am and its helping a little bit It will either end you up dead or in the hospital Pain is everywere Pain Pain Pain

Car Wreck!
On july 21, 2001 I was in a terrible car accident. After a day of fishing at lake travis, a friend and I went to the store and at a stop sign a woman in a blue dodge pickup rear-ended us. I was wearing my seatbelt but I still suffered a severe brain injury. I can't walk without a cane, my speech was affected, as well as my vision. In other words, I almost died. Now days I chat a lot on the computer. I don’t have any frieds (except people I meet online). I have’nt had a girlfriend since july of 2001. That is a big change in my life. Don’t go out much except for mom or someone taking me places.) probably because I have no car any longer. My car had engine problems, that I was working on. The most important thing that I miss is friendships & SEX( duh )! update: Hello, these are a few questions that people ask me: 1. Did you get any money for your accident? Well, I don't want to get in all of the details, but I will not have to ever work again. Although, I do get pretty bo

Chapter 3
Well, the trip north was long. Gawd it was long! Full of delays, but that made our meeting all the sweeter. I stepped off the train in Eugene, Oregon into a rain storm. Grace informed me that this was normal. I like the rain, but come on!!! It is very beautiful up there. I love green and it was soooo green. She showed me the sites, both of them. We sang karaoke in a Red neck bar. Surprisingly, they loved me and my selections of songs. Elvis went over big there. Finding some one who you have so much in common with is rare, and I am blessed to find her. It was hard to leave, but I have a job and a daughter to tend to. She wants to come see me next. To be continued.....

I Know How U Feel
4 our ppl in uniform I just want to say I feel U, it's hard doing a job that might get U killed, and U might think that no one cares but I do because I was there in 1990 and I knw that many fight 4 there brothers in arms. Just make it until your time is up and I will pray 4 U. LOVE A MARINE

Child Abuse And Molestation
It looked so pretty on the outside. A big old house surrounded with flowers. A pretty little pond full of happy little fish. She was so sure she'd found a forever home. Her mommy had a new husband, a new love. She had a new daddy. Everyone was so very happy. Then it all came crashing down around her. Every day he'd scream at her and call her nasty names. Everyday he'd hit her, over and over again. Everyday mommy would go to work, and he'd push her down and he'd pull her hair, and try to touch her there. He'd kiss her like the part in the movie she wasnt allowed to watch. She cried, she fought, she'd scream and kick. He'd try harder. He hit her harder, and he yelled louder. He'd pull her legs apart and make her let him in. He loved it, she layed there crying until he was finally done and then he'd leave. She spent hours in the shower, scrubbing until it hurt, and the dirt would never come off. If she knew what was good for her she wouldnt tell mommy their secret. Yeah, it was s

Ratings & Come Ons
Let me just inform you of my take on this place... I am not interested in the rating games. I don't care to go around rating people based on their appearances and think it's quite lame to do so. Now if you're nice enough to rate me above a 5, I will return the favor, since I know that's probably why you're on here. If however you rate me a 5 or lower, of course I'm going to go see who thinks they're the shit lol And quite frankly it's pretty shocking when I do.... Apparently I'm supposed to know that guys with gboi in their name are gay.... hmmm ok... so I'm not supposed to be offended when one rates me low... fine, whatever... yet it IS ok for him to get offended when I rate him low back... double standards now I see... I ask why's he rating women then if he's gay.... he was bored... OOOHHHH that explains everything! *rolls eyes* Yet I'M the childish one when I inform him that I personally don't rate if I can't be nice... WHATEVER... I think the whole rating system is childish

Kisses
This was given to me by a very good friend, she is very knowledgable in the art of kissing as you will see...LOL I never realized all the different ways there are to KISS.... see how many YOU need to practice up on.... or even try for a first time... Butterfly Kiss - With your faces less than a breath away, open and close your eyelids against your partners. If done correctly, the fluttering sensation will match the one in your heart Cheek Kiss - A friendly, "I really like you" kiss. Often the preferred kissing method of a first date. With your hands on your partner's shoulders, gently brush your lips across her cheek. Earlobe Kiss - Gently sip and suck the earlobe. Avoid louder sucking noises as ears are sensitized noise detectors. Eskimo Kiss - With your faces less than a breath apart, gently rub your noses together Eye Kiss - Hold your partner's head with both hands and slowly move their head in the direction you wish your kiss to go... then slowly kiss up towar

I Am Overwhelmed
I asked for help and look at this....I am saving this so I can catch up on all the fabulous people who came to my request in a matter of seconds. This is what makes me so happy to be on CT.Real freinds, reading ur bullitens and passing them on. (Im crying right now) · ~hot momma~ rated your photo a '10'! 3 sec ago · ~~~Mark n Chris... rated your photo a '10'! 6 sec ago · Dragonx......Da... rated your photo an '11'! 11 sec ago · ~~~Mark n Chris... rated your photo a '10'! 16 sec ago · Chiff rated your photo a '10'! 22 sec ago · Dragonx......Da... rated your photo an '11'! 33 sec ago · ~~~Mark n Chris... rated your photo a '10'! 34 sec ago · ~~~Mark n Chris... rated your photo a '10'! 42 sec ago · Chiff rated your photo a '10'! 46 sec ago · ~~~Mark n Chris... rated your photo a '10'! 54 sec ago · ~~~Mark n Chris... rated your photo a '10'! 1 min ago · Chiff rated your photo a '10'! 1 min ago · Dragonx.....

Lost
im so lost its not even funny i dont know whats gonna happen next but all im sayin it better be good im tired of this path in life im tired of shady people and arguing everyday and night i want to be one of those happy people u hear about im tired of the everyday stress .. i really just wanna run away to the place that makes me feel safe but the jersey shore is like 4 hrs away ill make it u watch one day ill be one of those people even if i have to do it alone ill survive

Sleeping Awake
Why are you sleeping awake Refusing to get rid of your hate So what if they are different then you That just makes you different too You justify killing your own kind Just because they don't share your frame of mind Countrymen killing fellow countrymen You wake up and do it all over again You stone a woman for defending herself But the men who tried to rape her aren't going to hell Bend religion to fit your actions You're no better then Hitler with your hate factions Our DNA is the same, less a cell or two You may not like it, but it's true Ignoreing the truth won't make it go away Stop going through life, sleeping awake

The Best Thing I Can Ever Do!
im hosting my own radio show soon on blogtalkradio.com and im kinda nervous only because i've never hosted before! i am really good at the whole "listening to what people have to say" thing but, anyhow! im gonna give it a shot and see how i do! it will be a challenge for me! im allways up for a good challenge lol! ok well if you really want to hear how it goes or just check the site out then my link is www.blogtalkradio.com/sexy1_4u! so i will be on there soon! im going to schedule a day for maby friday! but ok im going to finish up on here then im going to write my show out and get everything planned and ready to go! k wish me luck!

The Puzzle
Your heart is a puzzle It's pieces scattered on the floor I watch you as you struggle Nothing seems to fit together anymore Give me your broken heart I'll earn it piece by piece And restore this work of art I just need you to believe I'll fit them back together Until your heart is complete And cherish it forever Your faith is all I need But if you choose to keep it When my work is done This one request I submit In gentlemanly fashion If it's given to another This choice I will respect Just don't give it to a miser For this I can attest You will end up where you started Your heart a shattered mess And once again be broken hearted Full of burden and distress

What If I Said....
What if I said.... I love you Just what would you do What if I said.... It's you I want Would it be my dreams you'd haunt What if I said.... It's you I need Would you make me beg and plead What if I said.... All the things I feel inside Would you run and hide What if I said.... I love you

Blah
I am scared and yet expected to be strong. I am sick, yet expected to pretend that I feel okay. I am sad or upset, yet I am to present myself as happy and enthusiastic. I am yelled or fussed at, yet I am not supposed to feel hurt or cry. I am put down or judged, but I am not allowed to feel sad, low, worthless, or hurt. I am falsely assumed guilty of things that I am no part of and I am supposed to admit to guilt to satisfy the assumptions of my accusers. Their need to be right over-rides actuality and I am not compliant or obedient, therefore I am unworthy of anything. I found that if I am nervous about not being able to meet someones expectations, then I am just annoying them with my imperfections. If I am found unhappy at any moment then I will deserve to be abandoned of any form of love and support. If I am not in the same mood as others then I am violating the same mood rule. I am trying so hard to learn to read minds and learn the ever changing rules of

Deny
DenyBlack eyesIgnoreOnce more ChooseTo refuseDefeatThier criesDefyThe truthAbusedYou stayAwayA beltWeltsThier eyesHideThe painDisdainIt's realFeelYour heartStartTo breakForsakeYour prideSubsideSpeak outShoutIt endsWhenWe standDemandA change

Disease
You are the one disease For which there is no pill You bring me to my knees And bend me to your will I just can't get enough My heart is on the floor Addicted to your love Can't wait to get some more You infect my heart With every single beat Just finish what you start Girl I'm begging please If this is all a dream Please don't wake me up Just let me stay asleep Let my eyes stay shut I don't want to know If you're just fantasy Dont think I can let go Cause you are the best disease

English In America
If I am going to take the time to write a blog, I want it to be something someone will read. If I write a blog and nobody reads it, was it really written? Also, I want it to be thought provoking or entertaining. What's the point in reading something if you don't take something away when you are done? So here I am, typing away and I still don't have a clue what the subject of this blog will be. Basically, I have two choices. I could continue to ramble until a thought enters my mind or I could take a few minutes, look around the room or think of the things that have happened to me in the last day or two that strikes a chord. Rather than taking the chance on loosing you altogether I choose the later. I'll be back in a few minutes with a thought... I don't want to push people from other countries away so feel free no matter where you call home to chime in with your thoughts. Today I want to talk about the English language in the United States. Before you read any further, I probably

Mostly Childhood Survey
a .Random oneRandomDid you have an imaginary friend as a child?:no. i have them now though What was their name?:dont really have one Do they still exist?:always did Do you own a BuildAbear?:no G.I. Joe?:no Barbies?:no Barney on VHS?:fuck barney Have any Mardi Gras beads?:i used to Really?! Howd you get those?:the old fashion way =) Ever been to the fair/carnival?:i used to go every year Favorite ride?:i don't do rides Favorite food?:some tasty morsel color?:blue own an iPod?:i wish poor you.:i know Finish ThisRocko's Modern:life Clarissa Explains It:all Are You Afraid Of The:dark Legends Of The:fall The Secret Life Of:alex mack Gullah Gullah:huh? Wild And Crazy:kids Salute Your:shorts! *YAY* Wow You really know ur old skool NICK!What color is your toothbrush?:green and white Ever planted a tree?:no Made a bracelet?:no Taken any meds??:yes any self inflicted injuries?:

Hollow Heart
My hollow heart Wrapped in steel scars Blind to scincerity Filtred through jaded clarity Wondering why I care And you claim life is fair That's easy for you to say You go home to him every day I just go home I sleep alone I dream of you by my side Harsh reality sets in when I open my eyes But I'm still here I'll calm your fears Hold you when you cry This love I refuse to deny Swallow this resentment In the name of commitment To a love I know is real My love you continue to steal As I fall apart Leaving nothing but a hollow heart

From The Moment We Met
From the moment we met Until this minute right now I will never forget Getting lost in your smile The melody of your laugh The peace in your eyes Beyond all dreams I've had On so many lonely nights When I put my arms around you And I hold you so close Makes my heart feel brand new And inspires my prose From this moment right here Back to the moment we met I can't deny the way I feel For I know that I am blessed

Ok My Family Amd Friends
Hot Myspace Comments I am off to Orlando after work tomorrow for work classes! I will be home on sunday, but leave me love still :) I lvoe you all and will catch up on sunday i promise~ Hugs and Love~ Heather

Native American Tribes Speak Out About Climate Change
Native American tribes speak out about climate change By Associated Press Sunday, June 17, 2007 - Updated: 03:46 PM EST MT. MOOSILAUKE, N.H. - Native American leaders are speaking out more forcefully about the danger of climate change. Members of six tribes recently gathered near the Baker River in New Hampshire's White Mountains for a sacred ceremony honoring "Earth Mother." Talking Hawk, a Mohawk Indian who asked to be identified by his Indian name, pointed to the river's tea-colored water as proof that the overwhelming amount of pollution humans have produced has caused changes around the globe. "It's August color. It's not normal," he said. "Earth Mother is fighting back _ not only from the four winds but also from underneath," he said. "Scientists call it global warming. We call it Earth Mother getting angry." At a United Nations meeting last month, several Native American leaders spoke at a session called "Indigenous Perspectives on Climate

Just Blableing
some times people say to some one im your typ of person why is it because they think that, im confused how can some one be your typ if they dont even know what your typ is. wish i could find my typ but i feel there are none left most are about money or looks, there not about how someone can make them feel loved and happy.

A Glass Shower
I just fucken had a glass bake pan fall from the top shelf of a cabnit nothing like taking a glass shower I have glass threw my kitchen and dinning room and part of the way in the living room I have swept and vacummed and there is still glass FUCK how do you get ride of that much glass

Help Me Rep For The Bbw!!!
I am entered into an Ink Contest please use the link below to get to my contest photo and bomb the shit out of me! I will always return the favor.....mwah! http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=515842&albumid=401872&i=1800287733

What's Your Sexual Personality
Imaginative, erotic, passionate You prefer to have one partner and to try everything with them. You have an enormous sexual appetite, and you often create sexy scenarios to play out with your significant other. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

The Lovely Smell Of Paint
i spent the most of my day painting my dinning room. it looks amazing even though im not a great painter. my sis helped me pic out the colors. its very dramatic too. BAM! I did some running around and shit with Jessie and played badmitten with the kids and jessie. Jessie poof is gonna go out tonight i was invited to go.. but im worn out. My new sitter is freakin amazing. Shes very willing to watch day or night. she called me asking if i was gonna go out and i told her no.. the great thing is she wont take any money from me. she loves the kids that much. ehh fine by me. these new meds im on make me feel fantastic non emo. HAHAHAA but very sleepy. well i am off i need some sleep. long day for me tomorrow. toodles and thanks for readin about my boring daily life. :P

Jealousy
I need to talk about this for a bit. What exactly does one benefit from this emotion. Or what good does anyone benefit from this emotion. ~~~~~~~ I'm thinking~~~~I can't think of one. So why is it there? Why do so many live with it? It destroys relationships and themselves. I know the affects jealousy has on peoples lives. It ruins them. The real question than remains, can one control this emotion. The answer is yes. But it takes work and determination. People who are jealous in nature are typically that way, which started at an early age. One's childhood. Your upbringing from birth and the teachings and examples set by your parents help make you who you are. The possible reasons being your parents not giving you the attention you needed, or watching them by their examples. Than you grow up into a non trusting world of lies, deception and being hurt by friends or a love one. And this is just your teenage years. Than you become an adult. You marry or get very serious with someone and

Oh Fuck No
http://www.homelandstupidity.us/2005/12/09/bush-constitution-just-a-goddamned-piece-of-paper/ Bush: Constitution “just a goddamned piece of paper” By Michael Hampton Posted: December 9, 2005 4:56 pm Updated: December 16, 2005 1:38 pm GOP leaders told Bush that his hardcore push to renew the more onerous provisions of the act could further alienate conservatives still mad at the President from his botched attempt to nominate White House Counsel Harriet Miers to the Supreme Court. “I dont give a goddamn,” Bush retorted. “I’m the President and the Commander-in-Chief. Do it my way.” “Mr. President,” one aide in the meeting said. “There is a valid case that the provisions in this law undermine the Constitution.” “Stop throwing the Constitution in my face,” Bush screamed back. “It’s just a goddamned piece of paper!” Ive talked to three people present for the meeting that day and they all confirm that the President of the United States called the Constitution “a goddamne

Poetry
EVERYWHERE Everywhere I go I see you When that time comes I don't know what to do Everywhere I go you are with me Showing me everything I need in life to see Everywhere in place i roam That I know that you are at home Everywhere I sit I think of you I don't know but beyond the horizon is that.......... I LOVE YOU Anywhere and Everywhere

Kidsand How They Can Get Under Your Skin
let me tell you i think they should have kids in school everyday and give them no brakes then they would have time to get into trouble or get under your skin my 2 oldest kids are so goood at gettting to someone that its not funny and they get into trouble threwout the community.and they seem to never be able to go to sleep either when its bed time they always think of something and they never know how to do as they are told too and they wonder why they get grounded and punished well der der der we didnt do anything they did so they get the consiquences

Sick Of Shit
some woman got in my face on here because I went off on her friend because they were looking at me. (it was a dude), now normally I dont mind dudes looking at me but I had an incident were some dude wanted to rate my body and privates, and that I dont and wont do. Im a hetrosexual, now this bitch goes off on me because it was one of her friends checking me out. I cant and wont deal with that shit. And she blames me people are after me for shit. She has issues herself

Another For The Troops
We, Every day regular people, Sit and stuff our faces, Laugh at a movie, Hold our loved ones, He, Barely eats, Listens to the next task, Cries to find out his baby is born, And she may never met him. We, Dance in the rain, Slide into warm beds, Kiss our children good night. He, Fights in the rain, Fights all night barely able to get a hour of sleep, And holds his childs picture tight, Fighting for him/her so that she/he can be safe. We, Take every day for granted, While he lives every day hoping he'll see another. June 20,2007 Author: (Me) Nicolette

New Car!
I'm lookin into buyin a new car. I test drove a 2007 Ford Fusion today and I absolutely loved it. I just need a cosigner because I'm a first time buyer. It sucks cause everyone in my family pretty much has shitty credit except my mom and she is givin me the run around about cosignin. It sucks so bad, I want that car. I'm just tired of having used or older cars I want something brand new for once. I want something I can say I truly worked for.

Popping My Blog Cherry :)
Ok, this is my first time doing this, so bear with me while I pop my blog cherry here.... This has been a slow weekend so far... I've been looking 4 a job for weeks now & still nothing. I haven't been working because school has taken a lot of my time but a sista is broke. My finances are stressing me the fuck out. It seems like every time we get ahead something always pops back up. I gotta pay the car note, the insurance, the phone bill, my damn tickets (police, gotta love em!) the fee to get my suspended license reinstated, and I HAVE to finish movin all my shit outta my mamma's house. It doesn't SEEM like a lot but it really is. I feel like every time I get ahead something else pops up. U work, struggle to live, than die. (I am not always this depressing) Unless you get rich and not give a damn. Someday..... *dreams*

No "primitive" Behavior!
Vatican issues '10 Commandments' for drivers The "Drivers' Ten Commandments," as listed by the document, are: 1. You shall not kill. 2. The road shall be for you a means of communion between people and not of mortal harm. 3. Courtesy, uprightness and prudence will help you deal with unforeseen events. 4. Be charitable and help your neighbor in need, especially victims of accidents. 5. Cars shall not be for you an expression of power and domination, and an occasion of sin. 6. Charitably convince the young and not so young not to drive when they are not in a fitting condition to do so. 7. Support the families of accident victims. 8. Bring guilty motorists and their victims together, at the appropriate time, so that they can undergo the liberating experience of forgiveness. 9. On the road, protect the more vulnerable party. 10. Feel responsible toward others

I May Not Believe In God Or The Gov But I Believe In The Troops
The Military: The average age of the military man is 19 years. He is a short haired, Tight-muscled kid who, under normal circumstances is considered by society as half Man, half boy Not yet dry behind the ears, not old enough to buy a beer, but old enough To die for his country. He never really cared much for work and he would rather wax his Own car than wash his father's; but he has never collected unemployment either. He's a recent High School graduate; He was probably an average student, Pursued some form of sport activities, drives a ten year old jalopy, And has a steady girlfriend That either broke up with him when he left, Or swears to be waiting when he returns from half a world away He listens to rock and roll or hip-hop or rap or jazz or swing a ND a 155mm howitzer. He is 10 or 15 pounds lighter now Than when he was at home Because he is working or fighting From before dawn to well after dusk. He has trouble spelling, Thus letter w

Heather Wrote This For A Close Friend Of Hers. Im Reposting It On Mine..:)
I just got off the phone with a very close friend and ever since I hung up the phone Ive been pondering one question! Why do people have to break hearts? I mean espically the one that are labeled the "good ones" that a lot of people oversee.. The ones that wouldnt hurt a soul! Those are the ones that get shitted on the most in life.. A human being doesnt realize these kind of situations until there faced one on one. When it happens its a real eye opener to everyone.. Shows you that not everyone is the same theres many different kind of people almost like a chamelon with all its colors.. People wear many faces some are hidden and others are exposed! The only thing I can really say is if your a man and your reading this wondering why you havent found the "Right WOMEN" and are sick of going through Trial and Error with your other selections.. Please let me know and I will lead you to the right one.. Im not saying her name right now because I dont want to make her vulnerable anymore I trie

6-20-07 Astrology
If you're going to cart all that emotional baggage around, make sure it's at least durable and of the highest quality. In other words, learn from your past and you'll still be able to get your present off the ground.

Frog
I was told a story about a lady in the hospital who was near death when an area Chaplain came to visit her. This Chaplain was a very young female with long blond hair. She listened to the lady who was ill and left her a small gift for comfort. It was a tiny ceramic frog. The next day one of the people from the lady's church came to visit. The lady told her friend about the beautiful young Chaplain who had come to visit her. The friend was so impressed with the way the lady had improved and felt the need to talk to the young Chaplain. In her search to find the young gal, she was repeatedly reassured that the chaplains are never very young and that there was never a gal that fit the description given. Upon returning to the lady in the hospital, a visiting nurse entered the room and noticed the ceramic frog. The nurse made the comment "I see you have a guardian angel with you." As she held the little frog. We asked why she made the comment and we were informed that the frog stoo

~for My Fiance~i Love You
In your arms I can still feel the way you want me when you hold me I can still hear the words you whispered when you told me I can stay right here forever in your arms And there ain't no way - I'm letting you go now - And there ain't no way - and there ain't no how I'll never see that day..... Chorus: 'Cause I'm keeping you forever and for always We will be together for all our days Wanna wake up every morning to your sweet face - always Mmmm, baby In your heart - I can still hear a beat for every time you kiss me And when we're apart, I know how much you miss me I can feel your love for me in your heart And there ain't no way - I'm letting you go now - And there ain't no way - and there ain't no how I'll never see that day... Repeat Chorus (I wanna wake up every morning) In your eyes - (I can still see the look of the one) I can still see the look of the one who really loves me (I can still feel the way, that you want) The one who would

New Tunes
well i just added my project playlist ,, let me know if you like what i have ,, or if you can think of anything that might pop in your head that you would want to hear,,,,, or heres one whats the first song that pops in your head when you think of my name or view my profile,,,lol let me know this should be fun !!!!!!!

Lost
THINGS THROUGH MY HEAD PAIN IN MY HEART DEPTH OF THE LIES THE CRACKS GONE DEEPER YEARS IN BETWEEN DIFFERENT WAYS WE THINK THE PEOPLE THAT GET BURNED WE TRY TO HIDE THE TRUTH WE KNOW WHAT WE WERE THINKING IT JUST SUCKS WE CANT ACT IT OUT FOR THE PEOPLE THAT WE CARE ABOUT WILL BE THE ONES TO GET HURT....

Life
i am just excited i am 14 weeks pregnant. i am hoping for a boy. things are going great. i am really happy for this. i have finall found the man that can make me so happy i am excited about spending the rest of my life with him. the girls love him and they are looking forward to the baby. we are hoping for a boy. if we have a boy we are naming him jacob aaron hicks jr, if it is a girl we are going to name her hailey isabell hicks. love you all

800 Milies Away
ok next friday friday the 29th i am leaving oregon i have nothin left 4 me here no real reason to stay i have $50 so i can get 8000 miles away I WILL BE BUYING A ONE WAY TICKIT THIS FRIDAY 4 NEXT FRIDAY if u want me to come see you let me know i will start where ever i can get to 4 50 if u would like to give me more 4 a better start email me btw i am taken the bus here is the price thingy http://www.greyhound.com/en/deals/go_anywhere_fares.asp

Subject: My Just Me Folder!!
subject: My just me folder!! date: 2007-06-20 19:00:15 Closing back tomorrow to family only, so ladies please rate and comment while u can, also i got a bunch of new stash videos so check em out and rate, i also have a new profile video!!!!

Feeling Better, Found My Peace
I found my peace while in the mountains of NC. And I thank God nightly for the men and women fighting so that I may have that peace. One day it was 95 with very high humidity. And I feel lousy...it's too hot. And stupid as it may sound, it hit me...this is nothing compared to what they suffer through daily over in Iraq and Afghanistan (and all of the other war torn areas we try to save). And the heat didn't feel as intense...and I stopped feeling sorry for myself...and started feeling for the soldiers who feel real hardship and life-threatening danger. So again, please join me in praying for those who protect us. Thanks for reading my ramblings...be well.

I Will Pimp All Out When Done
Hey all im in a gift giveaway its not a contest at all thiers no time limit to it but what i need is 30,000 comments and i get a Months VIC + A Months Blast whoever dose help i will keep track of it and after i get the 30,000 comments ill PIMP out all the ones who helped with the comments ty all heres the link. Remember ITS NOT A CONTEST no time limit at all.

No Life After Death (poem)
I died a forgotten man Life was took by my own hands Death was not an enemy Instead, like a friend to me Thought I was better off dead It all went black as I bled But death was only the start Living was the easy part There was no light at the end So I must pay for my sin Now a spirit for all time I left my body behind Walk the world unseen to all None will ever heed my call To say I’m in hell’s no lie Stuck in limbo I can’t die I have breathed my final breath This is no life after death

I Am Back
Today my page got deleted and it's no big deal right? Then where the heck is all my Cherry Peep's at LOL. I have to admit that I did alot of OHHH I am almost a 10 woohoo 6000 to go alright whatever LOL I am a chill cherry and very happy lol I do miss my friends who I don't have anyway of finding. Would I have been a better friend UH HUH I would have gotten there e-mail's or wrote down there screen names lol I suck Duuuuu Tara lol. I love the CT... but points aren't everything addictive YES lol anyhoo..... I'M BACKKKK!!!!!

My Angel My Savior
My angel My savior A tear drips for happiness Created by love built up within To feel your warm and gentle self While I cradle you within How long I have waited Like century’s it seems To hold my baby close to me As she falls asleep I brush my hands along you Stroking your silken blond hair rubbing my fingers so gently Across your sunscreen scented face Wishing it could last forever A feeling forever held within While I look into your sleeping eyes Looking at the angel I do hold I remember why I’m here on earth To hold your strength within me As thought braces on my knees To keep me standing on my feet Weekend by the strength Of many who stole my soul away my love while I hold you My troubles fade away I imagine myself in a doorway Walking to my fears My angel you are my savior I’ll cherish you for years

This Is Fucked
THIS IS ALL A LOAD OF CRAP WHO THE HELL WOULD DO THAT?!?!?! 25 Ways To A Girl's Heart 1. When she asks how she looks, shrug and say "could be better." This will keep her on her toes, and girls love that. 2. Never hold her hand. This can be interpreted as a sign of weakness. If she grabs your hand, squeeze hers really, really hard until she cries. This will impress her by showing her what a strong man you are. 3. Once a month sneak up on her from behind and knock her over. Girls are like dogs. They love to be roughed up. 4. Call her in the middle of the night to ask if she's sleeping. If she is, say "you better be." Repeat this 4 or 5 times until morning. This will show her you care. 5. When she is upset about something, suggest to her that it might be her fault. This will pave the way for her own personal improvement, and every girl needs some improvement. 6. Recognize the small things; they usually mean the most. Then when she's sleeping, steal all her small thi

Lol Awesome
So I posted a comment on a mum about how I'd rather have roses then chocolate and randomly demanded roses. . .Almost instantly two people sent me flowers which is wicked cool. Special thank you to whomever sent them anonymously. Wow thats an oddly spelled word anonymously. . .huh Anyway The people who sent me flowers and made me laugh out loud at work which is no mean feat. Thank you soooo much

Blah
I really dont like when my friends are upset in anyway. I always want to help out and feel bad when I cant. For those of you that read this, I just want you to know that I am here if anyone needs to talk about something or what not. I know it is sometimes easier to talk to someone who has no real life connection other then the internet. But I am here. No matter what. "Tossing and turning, dreaming about you. Wishing you were next to me, but knowing it wont come true. If only you knew just what you did, and how you make me feel. Never knowing what to say, so I just have to deal."

What Else Is New?
Well...my night sucks now....once again I have inspired hate poetry...I'm getting really good at that...the difference is, I refuse to let it get to me...I think I wil do better in school now, as much as I hate to admit it, I had to drop a class today. I can't stand the idea of having a heavy work load during the summer, so I dropped the class that was the most work...definately can't afford to fail it, so I think I made the right choice...I was planning to take a trip in July, but it looks like I might have to cancel it now...oh, well....I guess I better get off here so I can do a little bit of studying since I finally got a little peace and quiet...you all have a good night...~kisses~

My First Ct Blog Ever!
Hey all Well my lovely CT wife has posted a funny lil story. I think I will take a crack at a story too if anyone is interested as long as noone makes fun of it..erotic stories are pretty fun to write. So lemme know if ya wanna see one LOL As for me well all I gots my bike and some pics of it I will be puttin up and some of me and the CT wifey. I am taking request for other pics though as well...so if you all have any pics you wanna see either of us doin let me know and I will see what I can do for you. Heheheh (Evil grin) Did this before and some of the request were quite interesting..so lets hear it all..if anyone even reads my blog we shall see LOL I have enough peeps on my friends list..alot of ladies out there...said I was cute in the past I am sure there is somthing you want heheheh anyway Night all Lord Nightwing

Ode To A Child
Ode to a child Teach me to love as a child, so I may not hate as an adult Teach me to trust as a child, so I may not be insecure as an adult Teach me to be honest as a child, so I may not learn to steal as a child Teach me to have faith as a child, so I may not doubt as an adult Teach me to walk with courage as a child, so I may not run with fear as an adult Teach me to have pride as a child, so I may stand up for what’s right as an adult Teach me to success as a child, so I may never know failure as an adult Finally, teach me to love myself as a child, so I amy learn to love others as an adult Children are the foundation of existence. They live through adults, What they see and what they hear aall become their core values, its what we as adults teach our children. After all, we were children once too. If we are successful as adults, its because we learned of success from adults as children. Our children are in peril, their future in distress and we as adults created i

Friendship
Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift. Love is when you take away the feeling, the passion, and the romance in a relationship and find out you still care for that person. A sad thing in life is when you meet someone who means a lot to you, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and you just have to let go. When the door of happiness closes, another opens but oftentimes we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one which has been opened for us. The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had. It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives. Giving someone all your love is never an assurance that

Parenting
Parent Why do we have children? I ask this because I see how many children suffer on a daily basis. I have to wonder what kind of parent would allow this to happen to their own child. Parents come from all walks of life, from the richest of the rich, to the poorest of the poor. Unfortunately we as humans take this fact of nature for granted. How many people in this country have children? Today’s society has only proven time and time again that children are more of a burden than a miracle. Parenting is not rocket science, it doesn’t take a genius to raise them, it does take however, a person with compassion and caring, love and patience, do you have what it takes, if your answer is no, then consider not having children or giving up the ones you have. Children deserve a better life than the one you are obviously willing to give them. The right to parent is governed by nature. Only God will decide who will and will not have children. If you are one of the few that cannot,

I'm Going To The Top!!!!
Hey All!!! I want to update you on what my goals are. I will be starting tomorrow at a new fitness center and plan on trying to get into Playboy or Penthouse in 6 months. I will not be here during the day at all but will be here sometime between 7-7:30pm. The trainers at this fitness center are Body Builders & they enter themselves into competion all the time. No, I'm not going that direction but I am going to tone my body up well so I can even be hotter then what I am now. I think I look good for my age but I want to look even greater. Please support me and any motivation comments on my profile would be great!!! My 2nd goal is to give up my smoking!!! I'm tired of not being able to breathe and having low energy. It's time for Self Improvement & when I make my mind up I succeed at it!!! Just think, when I make it to Playboy, you can all say I've met her online and chatted with her!!! You won't have that opportunity once I get into Playboy!!!! LMAO!!!! Xoxoxoxox ~Prtyeyes~

Dream (poem)
Dream For I dream of a thousand things As I dream of you as my number one As many of them will bring joys to all Who we will forever know in our life As greater days promise us many of things As we will have our good days and our bad days But we will stand strong and proud taking on the problems on face to face As these will forever make us all the more stronger Date wrote 20-06-07 By Aj Rich

I'm Going To The Top!!!
Hey All!!! I want to update you on what my goals are. I will be starting tomorrow at a new fitness center and plan on trying to get into Playboy or Penthouse in 6 months. I will not be here during the day at all but will be here sometime between 7-7:30pm. The trainers at this fitness center are Body Builders & they enter themselves into competion all the time. No, I'm not going that direction but I am going to tone my body up well so I can even be hotter then what I am now. I think I look good for my age but I want to look even greater. Please support me and any motivation comments on my profile would be great!!! My 2nd goal is to give up my smoking!!! I'm tired of not being able to breathe and having low energy. It's time for Self Improvement & when I make my mind up I succeed at it!!! Just think, when I make it to Playboy, you can all say I've met her online and chatted with her!!! You won't have that opportunity once I get into Playboy!!!! LMAO!!!! Xoxoxoxox ~Prtyeyes~

The Perfect Dream
Kissing me and loving me, thats what I want. Holding me and just being with me everyday, is that so hard. Do you think you can and do you think you will is all I have to say, just let me know if you ever will one day... I was trapped for so very long in a very hard place. The yelling and screaming that would never go away. I never knew if I would come home to a house full of hate then one day it happened, my one and only fate. I seen you in front of me and wanted to fall to my knees. I thank god everyday that he showed you to me. All I ask is please dont say you hate me or want me to leave. Done tell me im ugly or you cant stand the sight of me. Ill give you all of my love if you can do the same, thinking of you and loving you should never be a game. Just remember one thing, I do have a heart, it belongs to you if you can play this simple part.

Tired Of It
Im tired of people using the words "love" and "friends" like they mean nothing. Its like people are deleteing the value of the word. someone meet someone and before the even speak "oh i love you" are you sure? last i knew people say i love you when they first meet to get down your pants. And another annoying ass thing. When guys leave females a comment most dont want a naked woman...well i dont anyhow... And comments on pictures....i dont want to see "damn baby you sexy" really now...it makes me wonder were all the money went to educate people...honestly. Or my "favorite" lol "Cute!" umm yeah okay so now were saying one word....i waste time clicking just to see "cute" I dont really know what I expect someone to say when commenting but theres got to be a brain out there somewhere I know there has to be. Well whatever so yeah heres another ranting blog about stupid people! You rock stupid people....where would we be without you?

Queensland Rules
state of origin for 2007 is QUEENSLAND it rugby league best out of three games.. the two states are NEW SOUTH WALES (cockroaches) & QUEENSLAND (canetoads) (which is where i am from woot lol) we won back to back too (2006 & 2007)

For If I Was Rich (poem)
For if I was Rich If I was rich I would be on my travels to come and Wisk you away from your troubles and worries As you will be forever safe in my loving arms as we grow beautiful old tougher As the sands of time fade away from us Date wrote 20-06-07 By Aj Rich

Michael's Gayspace
ok cool I am a guy and i am not sure if you are into guys or not but either way I hope you aren't offended. On 6/20/2007, ct943748@cherrytap.com wrote: hey. sure. we can chat sometime. On 6/17/2007, ct485336@cherrytap.com wrote: you're really cute :) want to chat sometime? LMAO Michael thought this was a female and accepted the guy's friend invite.

Um Yea Advice 4 Guys
Basically, women like lots of attention and loving. They want a person to whom they can relate. They want to be able to discuss future plans and problems they might be having. * Steps * 1. Be compassionate and understanding - women like men who are compassionate and understanding, someone who always cares. A woman wants to be able to say in her mind, "Oh what a nice guy." A woman wants a man to tell her often how important she is to him and to show her that in his actions and thoughtfulness. Flowers, a gift, a card, or even just a phone call are an extra touch that tell her she matters. 2. Be polite and complimentary - women like to hear "please" and "thank you". They like it when men open doors and pull out chairs for them. Always compliment a woman. Tell her she is gorgeous, beautiful, pretty and that she has lovely eyes. Just telling her she is wonderful often helps and thanking her for everything she does for you. In addition, recognize that there is more to her than the

The Tudors On Showtime
The best show i've seen in a long time besides Bones has arrived. The Tudors is filled with great actors, and beautiful scenery. The excitement just grows every episode I see. The actor who plays king is gorgeous and an amazing actor. The show is filled with sexual tension which makes it more suspenseful and a hell of a lot sexier. The sex scenes are some of the hottest I scene in a while. Its a very intense and inticing show. I luv this show, and would recommend it to all my friends and family. And I say if you haven't seen it go find it on tv or the web sometime and watch it. I think you'll be pleasantly surprised.

Lonelyness
I hate the feeling of being lonely, but I think most people do as well. I'm not just talking about being lonesome though, I'm talking about the feeling of being so lonely you feel it in your bones. The kind of lonely that makes your entire being ache. Not many people know what it's like to be in a crowd and/or surrounded by people and feel completely alone. I hate that feeling, but sometimes it just rushes over a person. The worst part is knowing that all these people around you have no idea that the smile you put on is a facade. That deep done your just wanting to scream. Being lonely is hard, especially for those of us that are true or hopeless romantics at heart. I truly believe that everyone has a soulmate out there. And that one day you'll find the half of you that you feel and know is missing. And thats what makes being lonely even that much more harder. Sometimes I feel so lonely that I physically ache. My entire being yearns not to be lonely. When a person gets so lonesome you

Drawing Nearer
As the day draws nearer I become more and more excited July 21 2007 will be an epic day for me and don't expect to hear from me until monday at the earliest perhaps tuesday. I have been waiting since the christmas of 1999 when in a choice of ideal christmas gift my grandmother awarded me three books which have since formed an neccesary part of my childhood memories and soon so painfully soon. . .It will be finished. On the one hand I'm almost nervous about it. The publishing of this final book will undoubtably be a sort of transition for me. It will be the last remenant of my childhood passing me by but I don't care because I am soooooooooooo excited I could scream and every day that excitement builds. Okay so I'm a geek but it doesn't matter when I'm as hot as I am. . . .

Every Lasting Love For You (song)
Every lasting love for you As I am once alone but I have come to see my true love to me As am riding this long and lonely train ride home to see your ever loving heart for me For the felling of being without you is so ever painful without you here holding on to me As my pains and fears build up within side of me just being without you Is driving my heart made for when we meet again? It will be so ever more special being with you again in my arms For it will fell like we have met for the first time in our life’s with us just being apart And ill will all ways love you and till the ends of time

Demonic Pic Contest!
Yep, I've entered another contest after I said I wouldn't, lol! Anarchy Skull was most persuasive and he is such a sweetheart. So, here I am trying to drum up some comments. Just comments, everyone! Not rates, or so I've been told! I will try to repay with comment bombing if the need arises for all those that help me out! Let's see if I can give you a link, lmao!!!!

Do Me A Favor??? :-)
If everyone that reads this would take 5 minutes to leave this person 5 comments, I would truly appreciate it. I created the morph she is using for the contest so if you could drop a few comments, that would be great. You never know when you will need some help in a contest and rest assure I will blog you too! :D Click the link to be routed to her pic, plz!! Xoxoxo

How To Vote For Me
I thank my new friend,SALLY, for these directions. If you can't be the most intelligent person around, surround yourself with intelligent people! Dear Charley and Charley's fans who need a little help: Here's what I did 1. Cut and paste address at the internet ADDRESS line BELOW: www.meermusic.com/fg_greenroom.htm 2. Went on down to Contestant # 13 (Charley) and hit "vote" 3. OUTLOOK express Mail comes up (my computer can't deal with that from my computer) so 4. SO I WENT to my personal MAIL service called on NEW Mess copied the address info@famegamesradio.com 5. On Subject Line I typed: Vote for Charley Drum - Yes I know (cause thatz what it said on the OUTLOOK EXPRESS mail subject line) 6. In the body of the New Message box "content' area you can write a few comments... and apparently they will post them by # 13 at the site listed in # 1 HOPE THIS IS HELPFUL to Charley and All Charley Fans I'm for support of all who make music as those of u

I Eat 33,000 Calories A Day
So.. I don't have much to say... im just high. I'm watching this show.. and its talking about these people that eat 33,000 calories a day... thats what i eat in 2 weeks- is that possible? Or is this show exaggerating on how much they eat every day? This show is beginning to lose their integrity with me.... Sorry, that was just a high thought- don't think anything of it. ET Phone home, Anna

Heart Break
so yea i'm having a great week my baby was going to come and see me last weekend and we were going to a wedding and she tells me that she got sick and wasn't going to be able to make the trip then yesterday i find out it was a lie and she was here in town and didn't even let me know and made me think she was 4 hrs away sick in bed. and she swears up and down that she is sry adn it will never happen again cuz shes been regretin it the whole time and my brain is tellin me that i should just end it right now and move on where as my heart is tellin me that i can't take the chance of not tryin to make it work and that i should believe her that it will never happen again so yea i have no idea what to do so if any one has any advice at all plz i beg u to share it with me and on top of all of this yesterday was the day that changed my life its been yr since the wreck and that turned everything upside down in my world i guess the 19th of june and the month of june in all is just a bad

A Funny Tale By Me....sorry I Get Bored And Semi Creative
Wenches Gone Wild April and Lindsay, two bar wenches at the local pub Stiffy McAlisters, were working one night serving drinks and food to the locals. They were dressed in their best bar wench attire, their young firm bosoms spilling over their corsets, their hair flaxen gold for April and raven black for Lindsay. They were the two most sought after wenches in the land, however they were very picky as to which men they would allow in their bed, so only light petting and teasing were their game, till one night….. A stranger clad in dark clothing, and yellow and purple ascot, strutted into the pub looking tired, hungry and most importantly horny. He glanced at the bar keep, placed his order then walked over to a corner seat in the dark as so he could watch his surroundings. Upon sitting he noticed a busty blonde to his right and a voluptuous vixen to his left, curious he pushed his fork to the ground to see which ones attention he could get first. As if the stars were aligning both

Signs Of Ovarian Cancer (even In The
SIGNS OF OVARIAN CANCER (even in the absence of Ovaries) THIS IS A MUST READ TO THE END An Eye-Opener on Ovarian CancerI hope you all take the > time to read this and pass it on to all you can. > Send this to the women in your life that you care > about.Years ago, Gilda Radner died of ovarian > cancer. Her symptoms were inconclusive, and she was > treated for everything under the sun until it was > too late. This blood test finally identified her > illness but, alas, too late. She wrote a book to > heighten awareness. Gene Wilder is her > widower.KATHY'S STORY: this is the story of Kathy > WestAs all of you know, I have Primary Peritoneal > Cancer. This cancer has only recently been > identified as its OWN type of cancer, but it is > essentially Ovarian Cancer.Both types of cancer are > diagnosed in the same way, with the 'tumor marker' > CA-125 BLOOD TEST, and they are treated in the same > way - surgery to remove the primary tumor and

Romantic Songs
1. Wild Horses by The Sundays 2. Whenever you call by Mariah Carey & Brian McKnight 3. Have you ever really loved a woman by Bryan Adams 4. I'll make love to you by Boyz II Men 5. Lets make love by Faith Hill and Tim Mcgraw 6. Wicked Game by Chris Isaak 7. Don't Dream It's Over by Crowded House 8. This Years Love by David Gray 9. Strawberry Wine by Deana Carter 10. Unchained Melody by the Righteous Brothers 11. Love me tender by Elvis 12. Like Lovers Do by Heather Nova 13. I can love you like that by John Michael Montgomery 14. You and Me by Lifehouse 15. I wanna know what love is by foreigner 16. At Last by Etta James 17. My first night with you by Mya 18. I Melt by Rascal Flatts 19. No Place That Far by sara Evans 20. Angel by Aerosmith 21. Save Me by Kenny Chesney 22. You Shouldn't Kiss Me Like This by Toby Keith 23. Mermories of us by Keith Urban 24. Amazed by Lonestar 25. I Shall Believe by Sheryl Crow

You Want Me To Join?
Aight you want me to join ya family or bomb squad? Let's see how bad ya want it. First contest I have ever joined and been here on CT since it was LC! So bomb, comment or just come join me in chat there just do it! Please I am bored chit-less!

Wednesday~ More To Come!!
Hi all just thought I would write a little bout what is going on with me this week. Well basically I am doing pretty good, still concerned about me physically, still haven't started my period yet, so it's a possibility that I might be pregnant. I don't know how I would feel if I was. I have been wanting a girl ever since my second son was born, but not sure how we could afford another baby...... they are expensive! So kinda hoping that I am not right now, and maybe later on I could have another baby. My hubby isn't too thrilled with having another one, but what can we do if I am, UMMMM have the baby, LOL! I have had a dream many times that my grandma and grandpa came down and handed me a baby girl. I had that dream when I was about 8 months pregnant with my second son, and then again shortly after I had him, and then again not too long ago. So I am guessing they were just preparing me for what was to come!! I am gonna be taking online courses this fall for accounting, not sure how that

Let Me Be The One Who Calls You Baby
So last night I had a panic attack I realized just how much you mean to me and how much hurt and damage you could cause me. I have faith you won't do that to me, but please just confirm my thoughts cause they tend to fail me from time to time. And I don't wanna start to block the one thing thats good in my life right now. So please, help me out. Tell me how you feel back. you have put a permanent smile on my face. i dont want someone to call me beautiful and gorgeous everyday. i think that spoils its meaning. i want someone to tell me that randomly, and i'll know that he's sincere. i love being in love with you. I missed 11:11 by just a minute last night; i guess this is fate's way of telling me you're not worth wishing for anymore. Life is too short to live the same day twice. I wait for the days when I will forget who you are. when the taste of your name sounds old and worn. I wait for the days when I wont remember why I needed you so bad

My Very First Business Website
I have finally been able to create my first business website. It has everything I make on there. Please feel free to go visit it. Remember it will be updated every time a new item is made. Contact me for the link.

Vermillion, Pt. 2
Vermillion, Pt. 2 Lyrics » Slipknot She seen trust in all of me, stretched across my shame. All the torment and the pain Leaked through the cover in me Id do anything ever to myself Just to have her for myself Now I dont know what to do, I dont know what to do when she makes me sane. She is everything to me The unaquited dream A song that no one sings The unobtainable, Shes a myth that I have to believe in All I need to make it real is one more reason I dont know what to do, I dont know what to do when she makes me sane. But I wont let this build up inside of me I wont let this build up inside of me I wont let this build up inside of me I wont let this build up inside of me A catch in my throat Choke, dawn into pieces I wont No, I dont want to be this But I wont let this build up inside of me I wont let this build up inside of me I wont let this build up inside of me I wont let this build up inside of me She isnt real I can make her real She isnt r

Photos
maybe being away from CT for 3-4 months makes a difference, don't know, anyway why are people mixing private photos in with their public photos, you're rating photos and statement comes up "photo marked private", you can still see the photo, if you don't want comments just put all the photos in a seperate file and mark it" no comments wanted", just makes common sense people

What Do You See??.....
The House of 1000 Mirrors Long ago in a small, far away village, there was a place known as the House of 1000 Mirrors. A small, happy little dog learned of this place and decided to visit. When he arrived, he bounced happily up the stairs to the doorway of the house. He looked through the doorway with his ears lifted high and his tail wagging as fast as it could. To his great surprise, he found himself staring at 1000 other happy little dogs with their tails wagging just as fast as his. He smiled a great smile, and was answered with 1000 great smiles just as warm and friendly. As he left the house, he thought to himself, "This is a wonderful place. I will come back and visit it often." In this same village, another little dog, who was not quite as happy as the first one, decided to visit the house. He slowly climbed the stairs and hung his head low as he looked into the door. When he saw the 1000 unfriendly looking dogs staring back at him, he growled at them and was horrified to

Six Impounded Street Racing Cars Crushed
Some Registered Owners on Hand to Watch Cars Reduced to Scrap By Bob Banfield RIALTO, June 20, 2007 (KABC-TV) - Six cars were crushed at a recycling plant Wednesday morning. The cars were impounded during illegal street races in San Bernardino County. Some of the registered owners were actually there to see their cars reduced to scrap. Related Links Receive Breaking News Alerts Get Eyewitness News Updates It can take a lot of time and a lot of money invested into building these street racers -- but they can be legally destroyed in just a few seconds. Proof of that statement was on display in Rialto Wednesday morning, where several impounded cars were crushed and stacked atop each other. Enforcement efforts against both organized and impromptu street racing is having some success inland. Racing often leads to death or injury. At a Rialto dismantling yard, something positive is being done about it. Cpl. Jeff Higbee, Ontario Police Dept.: "We had 13 people killed in

Elevators
By now all you CT members have encountered a multitude of friends, lovers, acquaintances,significant others, albeit via computer,and have shared your deepest, darkest secrets,dreams, fears, thoughts, fantasies with a virtual stranger. Whether it's the service men and women of our country, who are in dire need of being serviced themselves...lol...or lonely hearts who are trying to fill a void with computer generated intimacy, is CT fantasy or reality? Can it become a part of one's real life?The offers are out there...."couple seeks blonde to enhance relationship"...."I have an extra ticket for an Alaskan cruise and I'd like you to join me"..."Let me fly down to meet you and see if this is real"...How do any of these scenarios fit into the realities of every day life: friends,commitments,work, other relationships, etc. It seems that these bonds created on a computer can be intense and amazingly realistic, but are they really just dirty little secrets behind the elevator doors of life?

Tragedy Hits Home...
Last night a local died in a jetski accident.. He was 18 he and a friend were riding on the same jetski and they crashed into another jetski.. JT was what we all knew this kid by.. went to go last night.. unsure what was the cause of death thus far because they are not sure if it was the head trauma or if because he was unconsious when he was submerged in the water for 20 mins before rescue personal arrived... There will be an autopsy to determine his death sometime today... He Graduated from High School Saturday.. he was loved my many a great friend and a great student.. loved basketball.. He played for the varsity team for 2 years.. They had a Candle lighting for him tonight at the highschool... School was out yesturday.. Summer vacation for everyone.. The other 2 in the accident suffered from broken collar bones

The Wallflowers
One Headlight So long ago, I don’t remember when That’s when they say I lost my only friend Well they said she died easy of a broken heart disease As I listened through the cemetery trees I seen the sun comin’ up at the funeral at dawn The long broken arm of human law Now it always seemed such a waste She always had a pretty face So I wondered how she hung around this place Chorus: Hey, come on try a little Nothing is forever There’s got to be something better than In the middle But me & cinderella We put it all together We can drive it home With one headlight She said it’s cold It feels like independence day And I can’t break away from this parade But there’s got to be an opening Somewhere here in front of me Through this maze of ugliness and greed And I seen the sun up ahead At the county line bridge Sayin’ all there’s good and nothingness is dead We’ll run until she’s out of breath She ran until there’s nothin’ left She hit the end-it’s

Hey :)
im just goin around (tryin to anyways) to as many profiles as i can before bed tonight..to make sure i've rated/fanned them..and if i've done that i'm leaving a nice lil message :) i will be away tomorrow afternoon and probably most of Friday as well.

Lee Roy Mercer Live At Daytona International Speedway/pepsi 400
LEE ROY MERCER will be live at Daytona International Speedway for the Pepsi 400/on July, 06 and 07... Details: (1) Special Guest on SPEED TV's Track Side/w Jeff Hammond, DW, Steve Byrnes and Larry McReynolds/Friday, July, 06 at 6:30 pm (2) Special Emcee at the NEXTEL-FANZONE Event/Friday, July, 06 @ 2:00 pm & Saturday, July, 07, @ 3:00 pm (3) Special Guest on Wally's World NBC Sports/Saturday, July, 07 at 8:00 pm (4) Autograph Sessions with Jeff Hammond out of the FOX Sports hauler/both Friday & Saturday/Check with the FOX Sports hauler for times of appearances...

I Dont Understand How Someone Could Hurt Someone So Helpless
I DONT UNDERSTAND HOW SOMEONE COULD HURT SOMEONE SO HELPLESS Kristy Reynolds and her husband are parents to a beautiful little baby boy named Kaleb. He is 6 months and 3 days old. A couple weeks ago Kristy picked Kaleb up from home care and noticed something was wrong. She immediately took him to the hospital where he was diagnosed with Shaken Baby Syndrome. He now has meningitis in response the the surgeries on his brain, his body can't regulate his temperature, his heart rate drops every time he is moved, and he has seizures. He is also blind. His sitter shook him so hard that he is in a coma, had to have spinal fluid drained from his brain, and doctors think that if he lives he will be a vegetable for the rest of his life. Brain scans show that his brain tissue is dying and his brain is shrinking. Kristy and her husband refuse this diagnosis and pray for their little boy. I'm asking you to join them in this prayer for Kaleb.Her myspace is:www.myspace.com/kristyreynolds

Can I Have Someones Opinion
okay, so i have been dating this guy for a while and some time ago i found out that he had been sleeping with his supposed to be ex still. well, stupid me took him back and look what happens again. she calls me up and says they are still together. what the hell am i supposed to do. i love him and want him in my life for our baby when it gets here but i'm tired of the lies and cheating. can someone help?

The First Nascar Driver Prank Call Cd In History!
LEE ROY MERCER® GONE RACIN'™ Is The First Album In Recording Industry History To Feature Authentic Prank Calls Made On Today's Top Names In NASCAR. It Ain't Nothin' For Lee Roy Mercer To Whoop A NASCAR Driver's Ass!Click The Pic or Somebody's Ass Could Get Whooped Over The Damn Thing!

State Of Emergency * Not The Game
Our country is in a state of emergency. Yes we have immigration issues. Yes, we have people dying in a suck bullshit war. Yes we have people whom claim that it's ok to spread your ideas, but then put you down when they don't concur with thier own. Yes we have hatred. Yes we have stupidity. The biggest disease in the world today is killing more and more people everyday. It doesn't care about race, religion, creed, skin color, or opinions. It's ignorance and it's killing more and more everyday. Don't believe me? Answer me this - HOW many people have been lost in this "justified war"? If people think that our country is in a state of emergency then maybe it is. I personally would fly a flag upside down as well, if I had one to fly. Not just cuz of the immigration issue, not just cuz of the war, but becuz we are in need as a country. Cuz Ignorance is running this country. We need to get rid of hypocrites, stupid ppl, and yes most importantly IGNORANCE!

Is It Destiny Or Is It Us?
Do you believe in destiny or do you believe that we make our own path in life? This is an age old question I know…however I have been thinking on this matter and I would love to hear others opinions. Now me personally I am not sure I honestly like to believe it is a bit of both. We are giving opportunities and hurdles In life. However I also believe that it is us who choose to take those opportunities and climb those hurdles So like I said I am not sure ….but I would love to hear your opinions.

I Need To Know
Do I seriously have "I want you I need you oh baby oh baby" written on my e-forehead? I mean it! If I rate a guy a 10, he automatically thinks I want to cam or whatever. Generally, the people that are like that, I was being extremely nice with the 10. Does anyone read profiles anymore? The other day a guy asked me if I would add him. I said when he reads my profile, sure I don't care. Now for those of you who haven't looked at my profile lately, it says I don't cam or have messenger or any of that such. Not even 2 minutes after I accepted him, he asks to see my cam. WTF! I really am curious, do I give off a vibe or something?!

My Superhero
Your Superhero Profile Your Superhero Name is The Rainbow Demon Your Superpower is Demonic Your Weakness is Color Purple Your Weapon is Your Thunder Arrows Your Mode of Transportation is Cable What's your Superhero Name?

Ladies
As I think of all the ladies in here i get this feeling of going to a special place i know in Aruba, it is not much but it is a very private place of magic and romance. As I look out and touch a hand we transport ourselves to this place, walking along the white sand and the ocean roaring. As we walk this is a small stream coming from the bushes. We walk up and see a natural lagoon and on the back wall is a waterfall. We walkin to the area and see that it is very private, the walk is cool and the sounds of birds and animals make it a prefect place. I walk to you and give you a soft, wet, hot, passionate kiss. The kind that melt butter in January. Our bodies come together and we start to meld into a puddle of hot wet sticky passion. Our clothes peel off and we mold tighter to one another. As I strip off your panties your skin glows in the flickering sunlight. I take your hand and walk you in the lagoon. The cool water licks our bodies and the coolness tightens your breast. We ki

Deleted Friends
Basically, I'm going through and deleting all of you people who have like 257 photos who are here on CT for e-fame.. Sorry but I'm not here to give you points, I actually like to chat with my friends and learn something about them.. If I delete anyone by mistake who may have actually wanted to chat with me, send me a message and strike up some conversation and I will add you back to my friends list. Also NSFW pics are gone, doubt they will return. That's no longer the kind of attention I'm looking for online. :) Peace

Friends And Family
Yesterday was the funeral for Joyce's mom.....everyone did great and the funeral was beautiful....one of her mom's dying wish was that noone be upset but happy for her because she is in a better place ....actually she said over the past few weeks she wanted to die because she knew she would no longer be suffering....(she was ready for it).....the funeral was an experience for me since i have never been to a catholic funeral or mass of any sort....

Loni Here Desirers Bombers Show Her Some Love Please
Anyone that leaves me ten comments on this picture will get an 11 until I run out of course for the day ...but have 50 of them right now.... so every 10 comments = an 11. You leave me a 100 comments and I will buy you a VIC gift on top of ten 11s... thanks for the help...if you are planning on leaving alot of comments please number them. Thanks. Muah (repost of original by 'Loni17934' on '2007-06-20 15:55:53') Added Twist the Family member of mine whom Bombs Loni, the most to Victory.Will get a Pimpin Gift from me.

Ramblings
well, it's my first blog and i don't really know what to talk about.....hmmmmm.....well i'm new to cherrytap, and i must say, it's must better than myspace. i love it here! i feel like i'm home! i have met a few way kick ass people on here already! i guess that's all for now;) adios people!

That Burns My Ass
You know what really burns my Ass are people who can afford two three even five happy hours a week and still there are hungry children in this country, still there are people living on park benches and shelters, still there are people that have to decided whether to have something to eat or get medication to stay alive and I should be grateful that there are so many willing to give Cherry Tap happy hours? and don't be calling me a hypocrite cause I have a VIC it was a gift,so fuck you!!! heres a little un- know fact for some of you fuck heads to chew on about "who I am",I give to the homeless I NEVER TURN A BLIND EYE when someone is in need, I would be willing to feed hungry kids or anyone who needed it, I give to Toys for Tots twice a year and I donate toys to the good will as well as clothing and furniture that I no longer want or need,and yes at banks I have stuffed extra money in little cans for cancer kids, so don't you FUCKING DARE!!!!! tell me that I am jealous of those people

A Little Something About Me
Well my name is Antoinette and I'm 18 years old I have a twin name Angeleque but I'm the oldest by 5 minutes. I from Chicago but I live in Canton, Mississippi. I don't really have friends cause female really hate on me so I hang by myself

By The Fire
We are laying together on the rug in front of the fire place. The fire provides the only illumination in the room. Outside the snow is softly falling, steadily accumulating . We won’t be going anywhere anytime soon. He wraps his arms around my naked body, holding me more tightly and I smile. He has Hungarian’s Dance No 5 and Canon alternating on the stereo system. My two favorite songs. He whispers in my ear that he loves me, and I feel a warm shiver go down my spine as he asks me to marry him.

What To Do?
From what I know blog’s are a personal diary. So I will try and get it out of my system I moved here from NYC, trying to forget some one whom I love very deeply. Though we broke up he still cares for me and wants me in so many ways. We still saw & see each other as if nothing changed. when we broke up He had seemed to be in love, as if he panicked that he let me get so close to him. Maybe he was afraid of commitment. Maybe he was scared since all he knew was getting hurt, used, and disappointed. I don’t know what his deal was that day but, in a way he broke up with me, said some rotten things, and then as if nothing had happened we were back together but with out the commitment, I didn’t mind I love him and just wanted to be with him, I wanted to see him happy. I just wanted him. As the weeks and months went by, I was so happy but so very upset in a way. There was the fear rising what if I’m not the only one. Though he told me I was and he wasn’t looking, he was content with

Wtf
What is is with some men? I mean damn are us women just a fuckin piece of meat or what... What the hell is wrong with normal conversations? Or have you not heard of them? I mean shit we too can hold some good talks.. We don't just want to hear ALL the time damn your sexy,Hot or whatever and shit we don't want to hear All the time how you want to fuck us... So on and so forth.. I mean damn can't you just come and talk and at least say hi first... SHIT... How about we ask you all the time wanna cam for me.. Oh shit thats right you'll do it in a heartbeat.. Why the hell are we so fuckin different??

With A Heavy Heart I Witness
We lost a part of our world. A man has been killed. A brother has fallen. A good friend is no longer here to help. For days, we try to prepare to say goodbye. We have many friends. They are all very wonderful. They have help in many ways that no one on the outside even thought about- Food & soft drinks seem to appear out of nowhere-companies from outside are Here to cover our area while we are out of service. All those who have come to help are our Brothers-we are not related by blood- We are not of the same religion or skin color. We are auto mechanics and computer engineers. Electricians, plumbers, school Teachers & CPA\'s, truck driver & CEO, standing side by side in our tragic Loss. The day is long and hot, it starts before the sun is up. The truck is draped, the hall prepared, we can do this, we must. The service is carried like a litter. All hands on. No one here will let it drop If we should stumble, and stumble we do. We are in pain, and we grieve. We go on.

I Did Like That Banner, But Would Make A Bit Of A Change.
Saw in Angelbaby's gallery just now, "Picture required." For my list, I think, though it's harder to determine until after I've been around'bout someone awhile... "Personality required." (Edit: to quip a bit less, to think a bit more... people who I find add less than they drain from me, emotionally and otherwise, are the people who I have resolved to take leave of, and if they don't even add character to my memory of them... so much the easier to cut strings.)

The Evolution Of Motherhood.
I found this article in the local newspaper and I had to share it with all the moms out there. The Evolution Of Motherhood. by Debbie Farmer Delivery First child: You are determined to have a drug-free birth so you alleviate the pain by breathing in and out. Second child: After 15 hours of hard labor, you finally break down and ask for "a little something" to dull the pain. Third child: You start asking for every legal painkiller you can possibly think of a week before your delivery date just so the hospital will have enough time to stock up before you get there. Preparing the nursery First child: You sponge-paint pink clouds on the walls and put up a bunny border. You buy a matching comforter and sheet set , also with bunnies. You hang a bunny mobile and stencil bunnies along the top of all the furniture. Second child: You f aux -finish over the clouds with light blue paint and replace the bunnies with lambs. Third child: You make room for the bassinet so

Blah.
So, I'm a little angry. I probably have no right to be angry. but a person i no longer talk to, now is talking to one of my best friends. She knows him only through me, but yet she is talking to him. And how she came about to talking to him is through AIM. I apparently was on her name a year ago or something and added his SN to her name so that i could see if he was on, i must have had to tell him something. (She knows his sn, she knew who he was. . . however is playing now that she didnt know who he was, she she asked who he was on her AIM. )Now they are talking on AIM and than she mentions to me last night, AFTER we haven't talked fo rmonths that she is now talking to him on AIM and that hes super funny. Maybe I'm being petty. . . but I dont feel that she needs to talk to him. I dont feel that she has anything to talk to him about. I don't see any good coming from this. And really, I don't think that anything will come of it. But the pure fact she is talking to him is making me reall

I Memory Of Charleston, Sc . 9 Firefighters
Hello All, As most of you know, I am a member of the fire department in my town. Hearing yesterday's story about the 9 firefighters killed in a roof colapse in Charleston, South Carolina really hit a bit too close to home. Being the avid tag maker that I am, I had to make a tag in memory of them. If you would like to rip this, please feel free to do so. I would love to see it all over CherryTap in support of our fellow firefighters. May God bless the fallen 9 and their family and friends. May He hold them safely in His hands and ease the pain of their loss. God bless all of you and have a safe and relaxing night! Please don't stop praying for Kaleb! Hugs and Kisses, Laurie

Starbucks Does Not Appeciate The Military
NO COFFEE FOR THE MARINES Their coffee is tasting more and more bitter.... STARBUCKS DENIES COFFEE TO MARINES Recently Marines in Iraq wrote to Starbucks because they wanted to let them know how much they liked their coffees and to request that they send some of it to the troops there. Starbucks replied, telling the Marines thank you for their support of their business, but that Starbucks does not support the war, nor anyone in it, and that they would not send the troops their brand of coffee. So as not to offend Starbucks, maybe we should not support them by buying any of their products! As a war vet writing to fellow patriots, I feel we should get this out in the open. I know this war might not be very popular with some folks, but that doesn't mean we don't support the boys on the ground fighting street-to-street and house-to-house for what they and I believe is right. If you feel the same as I do then pass this along, or you can discard it and no one will never know