Wonder Woman's blog: "SpecialMe"

And feel the same as I did the day they were taken. Today was a good day for Zachy. He only spent about an hour with his dad, but oh well that just means more cuddles for mommy! We played cars in the house for a little while and then we went outside to play. I got some great shots of him and his two older girlfriends(Anna and Aubrey)! He loved going down the slide. He pretty much went down alone, but I had one of the girls hold his hand on his way down just in case....so yeah I had a 10 year old and 12 year old calling me a worry wart...how sad is that?! He did a lot of really good walking today in his brand spanking new superman shoes! They balance his ankles much better than the plain shoes he had before, so I'm glad I spent the $5 on them at the dollar store yesterday. I talked with my father today for a while. There was a lot of akward silence... We walked to DQ, but after I got him an ice cream, he didnt even want to eat it!!!! What a silly kid! I've been given more proof that my dear ex-husband is a selfish whiney bitch. Sorry mom, but my blog is where I get to complain, I apologize its about scotty. He was giving me a mere $100 a month child support for Zachy untill we got into an arguement about it. He promised me 25% of his net pay for child support when we serperated, but now he doesnt want to. Why? He claims it's because he cant afford to because he has extra bills now. WHAT EXTRA BILLS?! Come on scotty, be real here, let me guess, that perfect healthy baby of yours that will be here in the winter? Or that chunky chicken shit girlfriend of yours? Either way, fucking deal with it, you have cars you can borrow to go shopping, I walk...You live rent free, utility bill free, cable bill free... NO ONE ELSE DOES! At least not grown up with practically 2 kids! He doesnt' care. He doesn't spend enough time with his opwn child. and YES he does have the time, this is the 2nd fathers day in a row that he spent less than 2 hours with Zachary. Last year, he didnt even have a job, he had no excuse except for he wanted to get high and Zach wouldn't take a nap. This year, hell if I know! He got off work at 4...Zach was home before 6 I think.. So I filed with the courts to have the child support taken out of his checks from now on,. Partly so that I wont have to see him or deal with him and partly because the courts will give Zachy more money than scott will willingly give him. So now that I've filed that, scott refuses to even continue with the 100 a month...He changed his mind...or someone helped him change his mind recently. 2 weeks ago he still planned on giving us the 100 a month all the way through the court proceedings. Either way, it's selfish and immature. It's his child, but he doesnt care. Anywayyyyyyyyyssssssssss Zachary just went to bed, I'm gonna go do the dishes before I go to bed, but I just needed to rant a little bit.