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I think im losing it anyone whoknows should be trying to help but they seem to be having fun ...even thogh i have given everything i got to be kool with them our helthem when they needed to all u freakin people out there on my friends list who dont talk to me or got nothing good to say why the hell did u wanna be my friend or make comments? what the fuck is the point? u want points ask the guys runnin this joint if i can give u mine i dont need them......i am tired of people on here i deleted my account once cuz of morons its about to happen again! What the fuck....i mean why doe people wonder how guys get so damn mad...really are we suppose to be real quiet and nice and just take the ass kicking others give us? why is it wrong for me to stand and fight for what i believe in?
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Life Never Gets Easier
women how many times did he tell you he loved you , and how many times did he say he wont hurt you,well i dont know about yous but i have been hurt so many times in my life , first marriage ,he decided to get another woman, second marriage,alcohol and drug abuse and decided to find another woman i mean lots of women, lol, now trying to see if another one will work out.You know how much trust do you really have after that. It is so scary and they dont understand after going through all of this they expect you to just live with it , it takes time. right ladies.If anyone has gone through this please speak up , i would like to hear from you . i just turned 44 on the 24 of june,i have 3 childern of 24, 20, and 16.Those days seemed like they were so easy. But now i have custody of 1 child at 13months and partial custody of another one at 18 months. It is so hard now. but i do love them so much.But its like starting all over again,the old way does not take the cake anymore.But life goes on an
The Life Of Marriage
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I am tired, not just physically tired, not just emotionally tired. I am tired to the bone, tired to the heart of my soul. The Sad Thing about this tiredness is that I’ve done it to myself, that I’ve allowed others to do it to me The Sad Thing about this tiredness is that I’ve taken myself down this path, that I’ve allowed others to lead me down this path. The Sad Thing about this tiredness is that I’ve not raised a finger to fight it… The Sad Thing is I know others may have it worse than I do, God Help Them, but that just drives me deeper into the dark, thinking that I feel like this. The Sad Thing is...the things that brought happiness are all fading away, the love of my life, the family I once had, the Life I wanted to lead. And I have allowed it all to happen. I have no one to blame but myself. That’s The Sad Thing I feel your coldness against the palm of my hand…warming as I hold you. My index finger feels the curves of your surface… My thumb feels you
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So I had a pretty funny evening today :D First off, I read a friends blog, which just made me laugh that laugh that you can't stop until you start crying. I won't say that it was about revenge, cause it wasn't, but it was pretty hilarious to hear about someone getting what they deserve for treating him so badly. Then, Jesse came home tonight and asked if I wanted to see something neat, so I headed outside. He says, they made some modifications to my truck. I was pretty surprised to hear that he did something like that. I won't say that I know everything about him, but he didn't seem to me to be the kind of guy that would get his truck lowered or something. But what they heck! So I step out side and WHOLEY CRAP!!! It's a big white Chevy Silverado crew cab!!! Now, since I know none of you know, he has/had a green S-10 crew cab-ish… some mod, huh? He's such a silly butt!! And that's just one of the things that I love about him. Instead of saying, lol what I got honey. He's t
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Why are men such pricks? One minute they seem interested and the next they are too busy or you just never hear from them again. Why do they do this? Do they think it's cool to let someone just hang on until they are so depressed they want to kill themselves? Well it's not. Then to hear from them that it's not the right time in their lives or some shit along the same lines. This is why I'm still single and so ready to end it all. Someone please help me to understand it all.
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It is weird how you can care about someone over the net and not have met them or maybe met them once but feel like you have known them for ever.To tell them you care and to be told they care for you.To share your heart with them your pain and anger.Have them do the same to you and to want to always be there for them.To be there friend there lover there everything.Life has good and bad things hurt and happyness.It has suffering and sorrows.but all I can say is I want to be there to help all I can in all ways needed.Life is pain but life is also joy and happyness. Friends as defined in the dictionary,one attached to another by personal regard.To me it is so much more then that to say I have a friend or friends.A friend is someone who is there for you in you time of need.They ar ethere when you are sad and when you are happy.They are there to get you out of trouble or be in trouble with you.They will back you when you need it tell you when you are out of line.They are there no matter wha
Life Sux
i would like to know why , hey i love yall but yall are all shakking or in fu bar relationships or watfucking watever. fuck that. tease another.. disregard my invietes. im stupid. its terrible about chris b huh? we was a great wrestler. and woman? fuck!!
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I know everyone has been through this with sumone.. Have u ever had a friend u have done everything in the whole to help them out from like lending money to just being there in a time of need no matter what the cause was? Well I have this so called friend that I have went out of my way to help out and as usall get screwed in the end. He/She didnt get their way and now there is this big ordeal going on. I hate drama yeah I can say maybe back in the day drama was intresting but damn enough is enough this is why I have become a hermit so da speak. I enjoy gettin out and doing things just like the next person but damn is it possible to say anything or do anything without sumone putting pressure on ya?
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I haven't posted or been online much recently as my grandparents have been having surgery (Grandma) and been ill...(grandfather). About a month ago my grandma had thyroid surgery to remove cancer and all was removed and she is healed and back to normal. Three weeks ago, my grandpa fell at home and ended up in the hospital with pneumonia (again) and a broken rib. He spent the rest of that week in the hospital and then the following Monday he was put in a nursing home. A week and a half after being admitted to the nursing home (July 4, 2007, to be exact), he passed away. Knowing my grandpa it would be appropriate that he would pass away on Independence day, as he was a veteran of WWII and very proud of that fact. Also, he was born on Christmas day in 1917, so he was born on a Holiday and died on a holiday. I think he wanted it that way. I was very close to my grandfather and am crying as I type this. This man thought the sun rose and set on me since I was born, and he
Life After Katriana
Yea it's tha new me. Fresh cut! Fresh fit! Pockets filled wit tha money I maid dis week. Had to seek my choice in life I was gonna keep. Now dayz I never blink twice, but always ready to make a rite choice in life.So my nickels! Please stop trin to speak and hate on me like surprise. If not ur gonna see more knockouts more uppercuts fuckin wit me. Yea it's tha new me. Fresh cut! Fresh fit! Pockets filled wit tha money I maid dis week. Had to seek my choice in life I was gonna keep. Now dayz I never blink twice, but always ready to make a rite choice in life. So my nickels! Please stop trin to speak and hate on me like surprise. If not ur gonna see more knockouts more uppercuts fuckin wit me. Yall best belive dat A Dot Cizzile tha fuckin truth so fuck wit me and u'll see how Cizzile squash beef in dem streets wit my fuckin team ridin in tha beam..but my teeth don't gleam. dey just pretty and clean. and i share my money and food wit my family,soulja, and tha team. Bizzile and Gee
Lifes A Mystery
So my boyfriend is joining the army. God, everyone knows how I'm taking this. I'm spazing out on everyone, I'm feeling totally down in the dumps, and completely messed up over this. I've been stressing about it so much, that I've become a total klutz. Dropping everything, tripping over stuff, stuttering and slurring my words. That's bad. I'm so upset, and don't know how to get my feelings out without flipping out, or crying my eyes out. For the last few months with anthony, i've thought of nothing but how hes what I've been looking for. A gentleman to the core, a hard worker, and a determined person with goals and dreams. Some of his dreams are the same as mine. Like having a family, and working hard for his money to raise that family. When anthony called aunt dana to let her know he had talked to the recruiter, she asked how I felt about all this. And I made the comment "im going to be the sit at home wife." Dana asked if we were going to rush a wedding before he left. Anthony
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You only live life once, dont waste it by making others happy when you are not !! We must be happy for ourselves, foremost and only for us. Life is way too short to wait till someone comes along to do this for us, live life for YOU not for anyone else. BE HAPPY!!!!! MAKE YOURSELF HAPPY !!!! HUGGS and KISSES !!!!!
Life Is Suger Coated
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As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin. Life is not measured by the breaths we take, but by the moments that > >take our breath. Like a lot of folks who have a job, they work and they get paid. They pay > taxes and the government distributes taxes. > > In order to get that paycheck, workers are required to pass a random urine > test,
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Life Sucks Get A Fuckin Helmet Alright?
6 days and counting for the *BIG* surgery. My hysterectomy is next wednesday morning REAL fuckimn early so I am gonna be gone from here for a couple weeks or so. Maybe i'll post pics of my incision just because LOL!! Take care all of those who give a shit IF you are on my friends list and want to stay there, a reply is needed or yu will be deleted PERIOD Here it is finally, MOnday morning, my hysterectomy...take #2, here's top hopin it doesn't get cancelled AGAIN I'll be gone for quite some time as i am goin to my moms in calgary and EVERYTHING is blocked adult wise cause of my freaky nephew...So love ya all take care i'll be back when i can
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Ok, here's the deal, I was with a guy named Eric for four years on and off. I was there for him when he got hooked on meth, when he went to rehab and then when he went into community corrections. Well, we broke up about 6 months ago when he cheated on me. That was the end, I wasn't going to take his crap anymore. Trust me there was even more that he did to me, but I don't have time for all of that. Anyways, he was supposed to go to jail for 2 years and it just got reduced to 2 years probation. I know it's wrong, but I was almost happy that he was going away, because that way I wouldn't have to put up with him bursting into my life. Since he has gotten out today he has called me 2 times. He keeps saying how he misses me, how he would wake up in jail thinking about me, how he lost the best thing he ever had. Well, I am in love with an amazing man right now named Jesse. I want to spend the rest of my life with him. What am I supposed to do with Eric. I told him about Jesse and I and he sa
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its a bitch
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LETS SEE WHAT ARE U SUSPOSED TO DO WHEN IT FEELS LIKE U DNT HAVE A PURPOSE IN LIFE?THAT IT SEEMS LIKE U ARE GETING USED BUT NOT KISSED?OH WHAT ARE U GOING TO DO?I GUESS JST LET PEOPLE WALK ALL OVER U THAT SEEMS THE WAY PEOPLE DO THINGS.I MEAN U CAN ONLY TAKE SO MUCH BEFORE SMETHING HAS TO GIVE,DO WE SETTLE ON WHAT LIFE GIVES US?I MEAN WHN U FIRST DATE U CANNOT KEEP UR HANDS OF OF EACH OTHER THEN U MOVE INTO TOGETHER THE SEX IS STILL GOOD BUT NOT AS MUCH AS IT WAS WHEN U FIRST STARTED DATING WHY IS THAT I WONDER....I GUESS THAT IS A AGE OLD QUESTION WE ASK ALL THE TIME SOMETIMES IT WOULD BE NICE TO FEEL LIKE WHAT U ARE DOING MEANS SOMETHING TO SMEBODY INSTEAD OF THAT IS WHAT IS EXCEPTED OF U.TO DO U WANT TO SHOW UR GOOD SIDE AND ONCE U LIVE WITH EACH OTHER IT SEEMS LIKE IT IS OH WELL GET IT OVER .U WONDER DOES HE STILL LOVE U?OR NOT?THAT IT IS COMFORTABLE FOR BOTH OF U?DONT REALLY KNOW WHAT TO DO GUESS WELL JUST SIT BACK AND WATCH TO SEE WHAT HAPPENS AND LET PEOPLE WALK ALL OVER U,THEN
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Well as I sit here I think so people have said that I think to much for my own good.. I know nothing and especially life makes no sense what so ever. Try to be a nice caring person and we get shit on. I know been there many a time. I do understand. The boy's Mother was a maniac depressive so I have been through it all worse in person then just emails. I have been through the mill. I lost my Mother and I lost a child and have been used by a few women. Now all I want to do is find a friend with benefits. LOL I learned that term in 2005 when I was down in Louisiana for hurricane duty. I doubt I will get married again. I think I might move in with someone but marry no not again I think. But I haven’t met any friends with benefits either lol. Sorry I guess I'm just being an idiot tired of being alone and having no sex life or cuddling or someone to go to the movies with me or to hold hands with, etc. I try then feel like not trying because no one else seems to want to try. Maybe I do think
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how life can change in a year...1 year ago my wife and i were getting ready to celebrate our 8 yr of marriage now we are seperated...it's just strange how things get screwed up so fast
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So I thought about what I wanted outta life and the answer to the question would be that I really am not sure. I know that I am in love and the fact that I am next to impossible to getting pregnant makes me cry. I am sad and worried that I will never again have a chance to have another child. I know that I want another child more than anything, but the simple fact that I can't get pregnant without help makes me so depressed. How could someone want to be with me and know that I can never have kids again. It is a 1 in 10.000 chance that I can even get pregnant. So what is a woman like me to do when in the last year alone she lost her one and only son to natural causes. All the pastor said is some bullshit about the time of life and how his time was up. BULL FUCKING SHIT!!! He was 10 months old for fucking crissakes. Who is to judge the determinacy of a full life. Surely not me but he was my angel and best friend. I am not sure how I keep going because in truth, I feel like a quiter, and
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It seems more often and more often I sit wondering why do I even keep trying. My life just pretty much sucks. I just can't seem to get things together. Lately it seems I think about death alot. Don't know why, just have been. Sometimes it just gets so hard to stay positive and not let things or people bother you. I've gotten really good at hiding my pain from others but it's really getting to be too much to bear. The only thing that has been keeping me going is my faith in God. That has been my only reason for living. I have nothing else. I have no home, barely holding onto a car, have no money and have no one in my life. I've always been able to pick myself up but lately it's like what's the point. Just soooo tired........ Been awhile since I wrote one of these. Anyhow, here's the situation. My roommate is a little upset with me cuz I said that no sane person that I know keeps a f***in deep freezer in the dining room. She goes on to tell me that her grandma keeps one in her bedroom an
Life Is Not Fair
Life Is A Poem, You Just Have To Write The Words
1) What's Your First Name? Jenn 2) List Your Nicknames?: princess, and jenner but only nanny gets to call me the latter 3) Every Group Of Friends Has A Hot Spot In A Parking Lot Where Is Yours?: Key City and Quik Chek.. used to be anyways 4) Very Late Night Munchies 24hr White Castle Or 24hr Taco bell?: the 24hr diner, key city 5) What's Your Favorite Diner In Jersey?: Key City bitches 6) Your Favorite Food From That Diner?: Chicken fingers and cheese fries with gravy 7) Ever seen FDR? nope 8) Starbucks or Dunkin Donuts/Baskin Robins? Drunkin donuts 9) Best Mall To Go To in Jersey? cherry hill 10) Best Beach in jersey? seaside or ac 11) The Most Tasty Slice Of Pizza You Ever Tasted Is From?: nicolosis in my home town 12) You Hear The Town Woodbridge What Is The First Thing(s) You think of? Mall 13) You Hear The Town Sea Bright What Is The First Thing(s) You think of? never heard of it 14) You Hear The Town Long Branch What Is The Fir
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Love may come and love may go.....but true love will stay. I have found my true love. Thru the diversities we have faced, we came back together. We have had to face many trials and tribulations to come to this point. But our love will conquer all and survive. We will marry in the fall finally. It has taken many years and many failed relationships to finally find him, the man that completes me and makes me whole. My Michael! I love him will all my heart and soul. Friendships, I have found, do not typically last. I have but one true friend in my life. She has been there for over 20 years for me. She knows who she is and hopefully knows all she means to me. I love you Deb! The others that pass thru my life teach me lessons that I won't forget. Most of the lessons are the same...to NOT ever trust women in my life! All women in my life have lied to me, hurt me and stabbed me in the back. On more than one occassion affected my relationships. I have found that women ar
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HAPPY 4TH EVERYONE HOPE EVERY ONE HAD A GREAT AND SAFE ONE REMEMBER ITS NOT JUST ABOUT BIG BOOM BOOMS ITS ALSO ABOUT FAMILY KEEP THEM CLOSE YOU NEVER KNOW WHEN YOU MIGHT LOSE THEM/LOSE CONTACT IT CAN MAKE YOU WORRY WHEN YOU CAN'T CALL THEM AND SAY HI THERE SO KEEP IN TOUCH AND NEVER FORGET TELL THEM ABOUT NEW NUMBERS OK LATER I JUST RAMBLING NOW SO I WILL GO NOW LOVE TO ALL My life as it is right now really sucks I am only allowed to see my daughter when her aunt says that I can all because I got into things that caused me to lose her there are times when I just want to end it all and go throw myself off a bridge but then I think what that will say to my daughter it is not something that I want her to remember me by that I couldn't handle my life and ended it so I continue onward in the hope that some day I will get back! If any one who reads this has a comment please feel free to leave one on my site or where ever you want to and thank you to all my friends here on cherrytap I enjo
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y r we here? y do we mess up the world while here? we make friends and we mess them up too. Y? Six young black men are headed for 20+ year prison sentences in a clear case of Jim Crow "justice." Their families are fighting but need our support. Will you stand with them? Dear ColorOfChange.org member, Last fall in Jena, Louisiana, the day after two Black high school students sat beneath the "white tree" on their campus, nooses were hung from the tree. When the superintendent dismissed the nooses as a "prank," more Black students sat under the tree in protest. The District Attorney then came to the school accompanied by the town's police and demanded that the students end their protest, telling them, "I can be your best friend or your worst enemy... I can take away your lives with a stroke of my pen."1 A series of white-on-black incidents of violence followed, and the DA did nothing. But when a white student was beaten up in a schoolyard fight, the DA re
Life Blows
just about the start of a new day!!! i am bored out of my mind lol so i am going to post a poem off another page that was a bulletin. hope you all enjoy it but it is very very sad in the end :( Boy: baby we need to talk Girl: kyle, wat do u mean? Boy: sumthin has come up... Girl: wat? Wuts wrong? Is it bad? Boy: i dont want to hurt u baby Girl: *thinks* omg i hope he doesnt break up with me... I love him so much Boy: baby are you there?? Girl: yea im here wut is so important?? Boy: im not sure if i should say Girl: well u already brought it up, so please just tell me. Boy: im leaving.... Girl: baby wut are u talking about?? I dont want u to leave me, i love you Boy: not like that, i mean im moving far away Girl: why? All of ur famliy lives over here. Boy: well my father is sending me away to a boarding skool far away. Girl: i cant believe this. [FATHER: (picks up the other phone, interrupts & yells furiously) ERiKA, wat did i tell you
Life In The City....
whats upper??? I just moved backng here from Albuquerque, NM... Im make 25 and hour but Im killing myself going to school, and working full time to become an RN...LOL then I can be a baller @65 per hour. Today I was soooo sleepy I almost fell asleep, while walking...LOL....If I ever get off this damn site at some time tonight, lol Im going to sleep like rip van winkle....LMAO Wow today, I got to go to the All Star baseball fanfest, and meet hella baseball players...Even tho I love the SF Giants Barry Bonds Is an a44hole LOL...Too many steriods I guess...I guess Ill go home and BBQ, even tho its super cold...Damn Frisco is always cold, I kinda miss Vegas a lil...Anyway everyone have a safe but fun weekend....Im gonna get my hair cut and get ready for the club tonight,,,,,,,,DAMN its my turn to DJ. oh well Damn everytime I try and come up, theres always a hater...LOL I need to start puttin some haters on my payroll....LMAO..I had a lil cartoon, with no nudity on and someone flagge
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Well I swear that if anyone could piss me off it would be my work. I swear those people are always out to see how long it would be before I snapped and started killing people. I've been going to the doctors now for months for problems I've been having. But does the manager care? Nope she does. She has this idea that it's her way or no way. I am to pissed off to deal with her I swear and now I find out that the injection that I was supposed to have later in the month is monday, oh the boss will be pissed about that one. But at this point my health is more important than that lousy job. Well it seems today has been one day that will always go down in the hall of fame as being a bad day. I mean I had a great day going to the parade and being in it. But now I am feeling the after effects. My very large dog and I had a run in, litterally, she was jumping back into the back of the truck and I was leaning down and she hit my face. Now I was bleeding for a while and then my husband gave me
Life Sucks..
Hey, Well.. Some People on here.. Just don't know how to keep their Mouths Closed! One Person Should Know Who They are... Message me and Ask me about a Certain Person, Then Turn the Tables, and say I was asking them about that Person.. And say I was hitting on one of their Friends!! It's a Bunch of Bullshit if you ask me! I don't Flirt with ppl on the Net. Unless I know them.. I'm not a Big Whore like this Person.. And the Other person, Just won't listen to what I have to say, Even tho They are supposed to be a good friend.. But I guess the Tables Turned on that one too.. So, I guess I just don't know what the Fuck to do anymore.. I can't totally Erase Them from my Mind.. This person I thought was a really good friend, and I could tell them anything. And now they just won't talk to me! So, My life Just typically Sucks right now. Because of this One Individual.. And the Shit they Started!! I hate People!!
Life Sucks....
So i guess my wife is moving to CA. Shes a kinda depressed i guess. Actually I take that back shes just really psycho. I have my kids at least. I just hope she can get better soon, to be there for her children. Oh yeah and there is another guy. Apparently shes going out there with some stupid marine, no offense other marines, but this one is an idiot. Ok that enough for now, I post more later.
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ways of dealing with the burdens of life: 1* Accept that some days you're the pigeon, and some days you're the statue. 2* Always keep your words soft and sweet, just in case you have to eat them. 3* Always read stuff that will make you look good if you die in the middle of it. 4 * Drive carefully. It's not only cars that can be recalled by their Maker. 5* If you can't be kind, at least have the decency to be vague. 6 * If you lend someone $20 and never see that person again, it was probably worth it. 7 * It may be that your sole purpose in life is simply to serve as a warning to others. 8 * Never buy a car you can't push. 9* Never put both feet in your mouth at the same time, because then you won't have a leg to stand on. 10* Nobody cares if you can't dance well. Just get up and dance. 11* Since it's the early worm that gets eaten by the bird, sleep late. 12* The second mouse gets the cheese. 13* When everything's coming your way, you're in th
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I have decided that I am going to try my best to be like I was when I was 17. Im not going to care about what guys think about me or care about guys in general. Life is easier when there arent any guys in it to fuck things up :P. I need to be able to prove to myself that I can live happily without a male companion. I have been in relationships since I was 18 with less than a month in between each one. This is the first time since I was 17 that I have been single for longer than a month. As I told Jen, I must figure out my life before I can let anyone else into it. So that is all for my first post. Good day and Good night!
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Hey i think that you should look at what i want i realy want this I really want this for my self you should see it you might want it also
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life is to short to dwell on the small stuff. so you learn from it, live with it and get over it. if more people life by this they would come to see that life is only as hard as they make it
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hey does anyone on my friends list have a stickam account??? If so add me if ya want to!! demoneye09. Well...talk to you all later!! Can someone give me some ideas on something to draw...im out of ideas so im turning to my friends on here. Sooooo any ideas>?? Can someone help me level up? Ive been working on it forever and it just seems like it wont do anything lol. I dont really have anything to give...so im sure ill think of somethin.Or you can tell me. I cant to bling packs,blasts,or stuff like that. I dont have the money to do that.Sooooo please help me out. I will return the favor!!!
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Why is it as humans we are so fast to judge others cause of their looks or income? But yet we hate it when others judge us? So for those of you who judge based on looks or income, you may be missing out on somebody that could change your life FOREVER, so be careful when passing judgement on others cause the person of your dreams could walk on by without you ever knowing them.
Life Of Purity
So yes I finally got the tickets to go and see Nick. I am so excited! I miss him so dearly, I swear I am about to loose it!!! While I am there we will be checking into places, and costs of stuff... Yep I am thinking about moving out there. (I am tired of being here... and without him.) I will be gone July Friday 13th-18th, so yeah "try" to not miss me too much!... if at all :-P I promise to have tons of pictures when I get back! Love you guys!
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Why does life have to be so complicated.... You think you finally have everything figured out and then something comes along and changes your mind. Does it ever get easier?
Life Without Them!!!!!
I finally feel happy and loved....My bf is the best thing that has happened to me and he makes me feel so special and loved...I've never felt the way he makes me feel and feel like I'm a princess when we r together....I just hope I dont fuck this one up like I usually do cause I dont think I could handle losing him....Well just thought I'd let u guys know whats goin on in my life right now...Peace out!!!!!!! ive decided to move to Cheboygan with my bf.....My family will be pissed but he makes me happoer then ive ever been.... the lost soul, susan aka cleo I was supposed to be going back to Mass in Sept but I just found out I have nowhere to live...My x is to busy to help me...What an asshole..So I'm stuck here in Hell!!!!!!!I need a change in my life so bad...I'm thinking of moving downstate to live with my bf but want to make sure its the right decision.....I just need to get out of the house I'm in and away from all the drama here...Hopefully things will work out for the best.....
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I have to confess that I like to watch that reality show where an unsuspecting person has been nominated by friends and family for a wardrobe makeover. All of the subject's clothes are discussed and shown why they aren't flattering for the person, and then they are thrown in the trash. Then the person is given some new guidelines for clothing that will flatter their body type and has two days to shop for new clothes. And of course a new haircut and makeup are thrown in, too. But what really makes the show interesting to me is that, without fail, each person describes how it has been a transforming experience, really going beyond just acquiring new clothes. They have come to look at themselves in a new light, and to recognize their good points and how to take advantage of them. And they acquire a better sense of self-worth and self-respect. I think we could all do with a "makeover" every once in while, as a reminder of our good points and qualities that others see in us
The Life Of Tim Skold
Hey everyone. Today has been an eventful day. Earlier today when i was getting ready to leave and say bye to my parents since they're flying back to Sweden (they live in Sweden and just come to visit me sometimes), my wife came in and was like "Tim, guess what!" and i was like "What?" and she was like "We're gonna have a baby." and i was like "Are you kidding?" and she was like "Nope, you're gonna be a dad come April." I'm so excited. Me and my wife have been trying to get pregnant for awhile and now we are. This day can't get any better. Anyways, i'll talk to you all later. -Tim Skold oh yeah, 2 pictures of my nephew in my photo album. it's not in my default. they're in the photo album labeled "Jeffrey Skold" on here. Rate, comment...please. my sister Linda just made me an uncle a few days ago. and she went through a divorce a few months ago that's why my nephew's last name is the same as mine.... Name: Jeffrey Skold Weight: 7lbs Length: 21 inches Birthdate: July 5t
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As you travel through life, your dreams will guide you, determination will get you there, and love will provide the greatest scenery of all...
Life
My day couldn't get any worse ... Im supposed to be meeting up with Brian (My CT boyfriend)..but insted i have his Aunt calling me and buggin out because shes afraid im going to hurt him... Hello!! I'm 5'5 ... He's 5'11 .. how could i possibley do him any harm.. Then i got yelled at for having a friend thats male.. and because i have a picture of me licking his face... Cuz thats against the law apperently... I can't stand it when people who have never spoken to me before judge me ... because of that picture and because i where low cut shirts im not "LADY LIKE" and I don't act proper... Yet he has nude pictures but thats okay .. U know what i mean? At least im covered up .. im not walking around with my nipple hanging out or anything .. so basicly shes calling me a slut .. but what i wear i wear to work .. So if they accept it in an Elementary School System then it must not be to bad huh? Yeah thats what i thought too ... ON top of that she threatened me!! That she would hurt me if anyt
Life
my heart is so sad I want to hold my loved ones in my arms just to feel them close to me but no mater how hard i try i cant hold them but the love you feel inside will never die....so believe in your heart of all the love you shared and keep the memories close to your heart....got to believe in the love and keep it inside of you...and know that everything happens for a reason...but the pain seems to never go away....you just learn to live and love again....somehow someway...I will move on and things will get better....I just have to believe in myself and know I will find someone special to make my life more wonderful than i could have ever have realized it to be....
Life
Life
Lifes A Bitch
life is a total bitch.. i'm a truck driver who finally found some work that got me home every week and my previous company tries to tell me that I owe them money after the last 10 months I spent away from my daughter and even missed her 6th birthday for them... If there are any truck drivers out here don't think of going to ffe that company sucks and I have worked with them for over 2 years.. american eagle, lisa motor lines, and ffe are the same company avoid them at all cost. but its all good i make more money where i'm at and get to be with my daughter 3 times a week now and loving it and now I can be on here and meet new people.. Now I get to look for my cherry pie...
Life
www.hostdrjack.comHost Your Images & Videos FREE CLICK HERE! IN LOVING MEMORY OF SWEET THING'S BROTHER "JOEY" WE LOVE YOU KEEP YOUR HEAD HIGH AND YOUR FAITH STRONG. When I dream under skies so blue I think about my life with you The life we made the love we share The lonely moments when your not there The time apart does some good Keeps love strong the way it should Our children smile and love to play With mom and dad they love to stay They say we're cool and lots of fun Although their lives have just begun So in my heart you'll always stay No matter that you are far away I love you more and more today Would love to show yon in brand new ways So smile my love for I am here In my heart you're alway dear I'll never leave from by your side I'll smile and keep up with a long stride So keep me close and love me more I'll see you on God's golden shore.
Life
I will never forget the days we once had The days when you were everything to me My mind used to tell me we'd be together forever But now I realize that was all a big dream The feelings I have for you will never go I wish I could take back that one regretful day The day when I willingly let you slide from my arms Never did I think of the astonishing pain of regrets That I would once have to live through The sight of you in someone else's arms Makes my heart shatter into a million pieces I sometimes wonder if you still think of me Or if to you, I'm just a face in the crowd I wish so very much that one day we can have it all back But for now, I'll sit here silently Remembering all the memories we once shared Everyday my love grows much stronger Hoping that one day you will feel the same And put back the pieces of my broken heart. Don't tell me you love me if you are not sincere For a lie that strong can ruin my life and bring on a new fear. Fear to be loved, fear t
Life's Most Burning Questions
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Life........&......death
LIFE......................&.....................DEATH Current mood: numb Category: OVERWHELMED Blogging YOU KNOW THERE COMES A TIME WHEN WE ARE ALL YOUNG THAT WE SEEM TO FIND OUT WHAT THE TRUE MEANING OF LIFE REALLY IS....OR DO WE? I SIT HERE JUST ON THE 4TH OF JULY, OUR FRIENDS, OUR CO-WORKERS ALL OUT HAVING A FEW DRINKS ON THE LAKE, MINGLING FROM BOAT TO BOAT, FRIEND TO FRIEND HOW SHORT LIFE TRULY IS NEVER KNOWING WHEN IT MIGHT END YOU TOAST AND DRINK TO LIFE, LOVE, AND WHATEVER ELSE, BUT IN THE END ALL GOOD TIMES AND GREAT MEMORIES... YOU NEVER THINK THAT MAYBE THAT DRINK WILL BE YOUR LAST MEMORY, OR YOUR LAST LAUGH, OR THEIR LAST SMILE, SOME ARE FOLKS WE ONLY SEE EVERY ONCE IN AWHILE, THEN WE ALL PART AND GO OUR SEPERATE WAYS GIGGLING ABOUT THE NEXT BIG TOAST AND COUNTING THE DAYS, NEVER KNOWING OR THINKING SOMETHING WOULD EVER HAPPEN UNTIL THE NEXT TIME, HOWEVER THINGS CHANGE AND THE WORLD STOPS ON A DIME ACCIDENTS HAPPEN, PEOPLE ARE FRA
Life, Love, And Strength
Truth and Emotions I look into peoples eyes There lips do not move Yet I can hear them speak Stories unwind As thousands of silent voices Whisper softly Tales of Pain, Joy, and Laughter Stories of Love, Hate, and Tears A life of poverty Sitting on a street corner Cup of change in hand A life of pain Where every word Becomes one more mark in the wrist The joys of tears Crying behind the fake mask Playing a the role of the prince When really the pauper Quite are the lips that do not move The eyes speak without a word Darkness fades In the darkness do I lie without my wings I can not fly. lost within the night, I can not fight. Broken, bleeding, I am no longer me because of thee who changed, hurt and blinded me, I can not see Upon my face there is a mask One that keeps me from my task It is my past it hides and in the dark I have no guides Alone am I, left to defend against those who would try to offend an injury I can not mend I can n
Life & Love
Everyone has a story of love lost or something similar at least, the most important thing to share (and to remember) is the lesson you have learned from it. Not everyone we get along with perfectly is "the one"...sometimes what we have is just a distraction from our current reality while we await what is to come. Take what you have with every person you meet for what it is at the moment, not for what you feel it should be or should turn into. We can't control how others feel or what they will do and they may simply not have the same feelings...there is nothing wrong with that. We have to be responsible for our own feelings and actions, yet we cannot expect that of someone else, sadly... Sometimes, love is only for the moment, sometimes, if we're lucky it's for longer.........we never know who we will meet or where life will take us. If I know nothing else, I know this to be true....sometimes easier read than to swallow in real life....I keep reading this... If yo
Life
Ok it is here the day that I have been wanting to get her for a week now.... I am leaving for Texas.... This is to meet a man that says that he loves me.... To be happy.... To start my life... I am going to miss alot of people the first one will be my son... Ethan I know that you will not be able to read this.... Hell you problly wont even know that mommy is gone... But I want you to know that I love you so much and I will be home in 4 weeks.... You will be the first to get a great big hug and lots of kisses from me...... Then there is my family... My sister, brother, mom and brother in law.... No matter what they have always been there for me and now at a time I need them the most I feel like they are not really there... Like I have just pushed them away as far as I could.... I want them to know that I love them so much.... I am gonna miss them.... I will be back in 4 weeks...
Life
What do you do when you have nothing left? No love in your heart no life left to give what do you do when all you wanna do is curl up and die? I cant take it i cant go on This life is hell i should just move on!! Everything has been ripped open torn apart why go on with out a heart its been ripped out and stomped on torn to pieces and i just cant go on! Saying good bye to a miserable life would be the greatest relief one could find. So i ask you this Who Care? When you love someone you tell them when you love someone you show them when you love someone your every though is of them When you love someone your life is filled with purpose When you love someone do they love you back when you love someone do they show you they care when you love someone do they think of you everyday when you love someone do they feel it deep down inside Longing for your embrace Longing for your kiss longign for your touch Longing for you How do i know you really care how do i
Life Sucks
RIP to my bro carlos, angels to ya brotha haleraza 4 life ride or die!!!. Da Port Representin. RIP bro Well as i start my first blog i can honestly say things just don't go right my job seems to be sucking big time and well lets just say i could loose my home so i am like at the point of pulling the rest of my hair out but im staying strong and as far as my friends everyone is pretty much busy so that leaves me at the point where ya have no one to talk to so i guess judging by this blog i am pretty much depressed so if ur reading this sry to put ya thru the boring blog but i had to get my feelings out there somehow.
Life
Life In The Clouds
First of i just want to say hi to all on cherry tap. Know there is know such thing as a stupid picture, only blury ones. I love to take pictures of just about everything, well one of those pictures is being published in (The International Librairy of Photography). I was also Named one of the years best photographers of 2007, and i just posted the secound pic of several in this series. The picture was taken some where between San Diego cal. and Fort Worth Tx.. So you got to go and check this out and vote for on my pic., and let me know what you think. Thought you might like this Photo: http://www.picture.com/voteforme/photovote1.asp?PID=2142322 http://www.picture.com/voteforme/photovote1.asp?PID=2142322 thanks and injoy
Life
Several months ago, I had decided that I was tired of being a redhead, so I colored my hair dark brown. It didn't work....the red seeped back out within days and I was a redhead again. I decided to go a shade darker with the hope that the red would not seep through again..... (This was my FIRST mistake!) The box said...."Darkest BROWN!" (Yeah, right!) It was now super bowl Sunday....everyone was meeting at Bubba's for the game. I had purchased the hair dye several days prior, but never got around to coloring my hair, because I have not been feeling very well. I decided that I would real quickly color my hair that morning, before getting ready to go to Bubba's. (This was my SECOND mistake!) Now since I was coloring my hair dark brown, I decided that it was only right to color the eye brows to match.... (This was my THIRD and WORST mistake!) Up until this point....my worst hair trauma was when I had colored my hair one time and it turned out to look more like cherry
Life?
Life
In everyone's life, you reach a turning point. Some of us are actually fortunate enough to get a few "turning points." Our problem most of the time, is that human nature gets in the way of us recognizing our "turning points", and so we let them just pass us by. I had no idea that life would be so full of challenges & heartaches. But now that I do, I sit back and look at my beautiful children and pray to God every nite to give me the knowledge and strength to raise them in this Hell Hole, that we all call "life." For the most part, your life is what you make it. We all sit around and whine how we wish we had more, or did better...but thats just it...we TALK. Life gets more challenging with every passing day. Technology has now replaced our need for actual, "personal" relationships. Now we have text, and we can even date conviently online. All that leads to is a bunch of people involved in "relationships" that begin on a lie to begin with.
Life
i try to meet a girl in person and they act scared cause they don't want to get hurt how do i go up to one and ask her out?
Life/bloging
Hi there mom dad and I will be out on vacation from July 18 till Aug 01 We wont be near a pc on our trip However the rest of family members are staying home I hope to talk to you soon Chio! I want all to know about these tweo they say their your friends and once you dump their sorry asses or cath them in a lie they will turn on you in a matter of mins: If you have My Space,This site,Hi5.com tagged world or any of the other sites like this one Please Block These People from seeing you page or posting on it They are stalkers and haters Trust me They will stalk you till you break dont add them!!!! Two Faced Friends Angie Freeman and Steve Goodpasture & Owen It seems like they had stuck again and to make it worse they went after a friend of mine I dont know whom they think they are these are people with no life what so ever they sit on their fat asses and cause trouble for all others They had turned on their good friend and made her out to be thie whore but the sho
Life
OK, I am at and end... end of what i am not sure. I am empty and alone... i am falling apart. I had hoped (past tense) life would show me that proverbial "light and the end of the tunnel" but am now certain, as certain as any person can be certain about anything, that there is no end to the tunnel.... this just hurts to much, for to long now...
Life
Why is it so hard to find a man that i can have fun with inside and outside the bedroom. Just curious is better to go with out or have bad sex???
Life
lol got a new cat yesterday and she loves to kiss i mean by that she will put her mouth on urs and sty there till you muah her lol tonight she is trying to make out with me lol my brother and our family needs prayers ..my brother is 31 has 5 kids and works more then full-time as a mechanic ..yesterday at work while balancing a tire it blow up in his face and he has not had sight sense plz keep all of us in your prayers we need it he goes to the eye dr this afternoon pray its only temporary HEY EVERYONE JUST LETTING YOU ALL KNOW THAT IM NOT AVODING ANYONE IM OUT OF TOWN ON PERSONAL BUSINESS AND WHEN I GET BACK ILL BE ON MORE OFTEN BUT I HOPE TO TALK TO YOU ALL SOON HUGS AND KISSES TO YOU ALL
Life
Life
well you always tell yourself it wont happen to you..but guess what it did..on a fucked up day..friday the 13th..i had a heart attack at work..it was the scariest feeling you can imagine..i felt helpless and they kept telling me to hold on..the more i held on the more i was looking past my life..well i had surgery on saturday..i am fine for right now...just remember this people..dont take life for granted..enjoy it each and everyday..as i will from now on..take care
Life Is What You Make Of It!
Most people have complained about whats going on in there life, but me I just kind of deal with it. The one thing I figured out is that you make your life what it is.You want to be happy then solve the problem that is bringing you down. It may not be easy at first but I promise its worth all your efforts! If someone else is trying to bring you down, don't let them!
Life As I Know It
Life
Hey everyone. I am so sorry that I have not been able to be in contact with anyone lately. There are issues right now that I am taking care of and hopefully soon I will be back up and running. Right now I am back in Wilkes Barre for a few days I recieved a phone call last night in regards to my father. He is not doing well at all. His kidneys have shut down he is no longer eating. They sent a priest in yesterday evening to read his last rights. So it is only a matter of time. Thank you to everyone who continues to keep my family and I in their thoughts and prayers. It helps knowing that there are people out there who care. I miss you all and hope that things are well. Hugs and luvs to all of you. Missy Hey everyone just wanted to let you know that I will not be around for a few days. I might be able to check in here and there but that will be it. For those of you who do not know my dads health has been failing he had a tumor back in April that was removed and thy t
Life
Life The sun is shining, hot, and bright. Theres not breeze to be felt, the sounds of birds chirping , and children playing. These are some of the wonderful things in life. How sweet is life to hear the laughter, crying, and chatter of a baby. The precious smile, the coo's of the the chatter, and the laughter that lets us know were doing a good job. These are the wonderful things in life. The touch and smell of that special someone, makes you smile, laugh, but sometimes cry. The sound of their voice gives you chills. Oh those are the wonderful things in life that only special once can do.
Life Without...
The Life Of A Gang Member
THE LIFE OF A GANG MEMBER Current mood: indifferent Category: News and Politics Inside Look at the Life of a Gang Member Reported by: Carlos Correa 02/22/2007 09:20pm More than ten years ago the city of Springfield experienced an increase in gang activity when a group of Gangster Disciples from Chicago moved into town. With the help of local groups, the gang problem decreased until last year when new signs of activity surfaced. Now, there are some new strategies in place that aim to prevent gangs from becoming a permanent fixture. The Community Partnership of the Ozarks joined forces with the Springfield Police Department to send a strong and clear message that gang activity is not welcomed here. Graffiti is a tell-tale sign that gangs are in business. Statistics show gang activity is often found among low-income, minority communities, but the recent grand jury formed by the Greene County Prosecutor's Office found the gang population here to be just the oppos
Life
Sometimes you dont understand all that life hands you! I know that all to well just when you think that you are starting to step forward something happens to make you step two feet back...I have been dealing with alot the past several months and I have told a few people what is going on in my life, but its hard for me to talk about. It hurts, to know that at one point in my life that I had everything and now I have nothing. Yeah I have lost some of my friends and some of it being my doing because I dont know how to deal with the problems in my life. At one point I decided to step out and take a business adventure but when all was said and done I lost everything that I had. I am still me but its hard to deal with the questions that I get from people day in and day out and it brings me down. I try to deal with my problems in all the wrong ways and I know that I shouldnt but its hard sometimes to get through it on my own, my family has been there for me but my parents try to dig too deep
Life, Or Something Like It!
I am more hurt by a situation with an "online friend" then I will ever admit here. Fvck you all! Online friends do not really exist. So like, in about 5 hours, I'm heading out of my small town and heading to a MUCH larger one. I'm going to meet someone. He brought it up a few weeks ago. I didn't want to, because I didn't want to push, but once we started talking about it, the plans were pretty much in motion for it to happen. And now the day is here. I'm scared, nervous, excited... so many emotions all rolled up, culminating in ONE event. Just wanted to post a quick blog to let the people that care know that I probably won't be around as much as I have been. Actually, I know that I won't be around as much as I have been. I start my third-year practicum tomorrow, so it's an additional 20 hours of work on top of my job and other school and family obligations. Sooo... I'll be around some, but probably not a lot. If you have my messenger and if you see me on,
Life Sux
if life gets you down dont get discuraged just keep on going if it takes all you have some day it will get better
Life
Stoners rule and stoners die but in the end we all get high
Life
Life...
I carry the memory of you very close to my heart...your beautiful smile and the way you decided to part. I'll always remember the way you made my heart sputter and flip... and I'll always remember you hanging with drool from your lip. I'll always remember the day you asked me to become your wife... but how can I forget the day you decided to end your life? There are so many memories of us, we were quite a pair... the memory that sticks in my mind though, is you dead with your blank stare. I carry many memories of you and these I'll mostly cherish... the memory that breaks my heart, is that you decided to perish. I'll keep all the memories, the good ones without a doubt... there's many memories though, I know I could do without. Dead With Your Fucking Frown.. Why do you look so odd? Why do your eyes look so blank? Wake up now, tired of this childish prank. Your lips are at an odd angle, there's drool hanging from them too...Your skin is so ashen, with a
Life
Life...
"There was a Chemistry professor in a large college that had some exchange students in the class. One day while the class was in the lab the Prof noticed one young man (exchange student) who kept rubbing his back and stretching as if his back hurt. The professor asked the young man what was the matter. The student told him he had a bullet lodged in his back. He had been shot while fighting communists in his native country who were trying to overthrow his country's government and install a new communist government. In the midst of his story he looked at the professor and asked a strange question. He asked, "Do you know how to catch wild pigs?" The professor thought it was a joke and asked for the punch line. The young man said this was no joke. You catch wild pigs by finding a suitable place in the woods and putting corn on the ground. The pigs find it and begin to come everyday to eat the free corn. When they are used to coming every day, you p
Life
Life
Life as it were called is nothing but pergatory. Nothing but suffering till judgement is passed. Day after day is a test of your will to either fight the pain or submit to all that is given. Never a break nor a release. To live is to die inside. As life goes on your spirit does fade, you begin to want for nothing but an end. Fight or submit is the only true choice to be made.
Life Is To Short
The Life Of Danidangerous
just when i think things are good, and gonna stay that way it blows up in my face. i guess for the most part, things are okay now.. but it still bothers me that i put my all into something && get a slap in the face afterwards. sometimes i just want to go back to the way i was. jaded, and anti-social. but then again, i wasn't completely happy with that person.. but it sure as hell saved me from a lot of hurt and drama. sometimes i just want to give up on life in general. but i can't do that to the people i love and care about. they're what keeps me going.. i just don't know how much longer i will be able to deal with this shit. *sigh* i just want things to go back to the way they were when they good.. is that really too much to ask for?? things are going really good. ken has a new job, that he really likes. and hopefully soon i should have a new job myself. i've also decided that i'm cutting certain people out of my life. they keep trying to bring me down and screw my life up.. and hone
Life
sometimes we dont need 2 know the truth behind things, but its much better to find out rather than be n the dark bout your life. im glad i take chances and deal with watever the outcome may b...its just a matter of pickin urself up and movin on... i will always tell you what i feel no fear in that...just dont get your feelings hurt if u dont like what i have to say! holy cow, im not sure where my day ends...not sure where it begins...thought i had a class this morn, now its changed to later this afternoon...how messed up is that, dont get warning or anything...frakin sucks! oh well...guess thats wat happens wen u work round someone else's schedule and not ur own...guess i will hav 2 beat my trainers ass 4 not notifying me first! after all he kicks mine almost every single day... on the bright side i get 2 enjoy some time at the waterpark this morn and take n some sun...sumthin i LUV 2 do! Surf and Sun! wen u r thinkin of someone do u wonder if they r thinkin of u as well...
Life's To Short
Life is to short to lie it is to short to cry and life is just to short to worry about the things that might happen so fuc* it and lets all live for today and have fun doing it cause you only live once and we might as well make the most of it.................
Life
To answer the question, I'm here writing this Blog. If you really would like to know "Where's The Alpha Male?" aka..(see pic), You would have to get up with the birds to really see me, physically. Why would anyone be that interested in meeting me anyways? I'm just a normal guy with a family. The ring? Well, that is a very long story and private. Only a handful know the reason. I walk with birds while many of you are still sleeping. I enjoy being there when the birds awake. I enjoy who I meet there and like the energy I get, three miles long, after i'm there. Yes, the place is in Ohio. It cures the bore, man would get. I would never know, if I had ever passed by any of my readers, as I said before, i am a shy guy. I'll let you know one thing about me, when I am there. If you see me looking at you, it's only because, I can not just give you one look. You turn heads, not once, not twice, but for me, you turn it thrice. If you see me staring at you, please don't take of
The Life And Times Of Tim The Tool Man!
I found out if you put an ad in the paper for buying anything...you never know what the hell will show up to your door. I put an ad in the paper for buying old model cars. I have had alot of calls all week long. This one guy calls tells me he has models to sell. He rides several miles on a bicycle to get here. So I deal with this guy and at the end of the deal...he pulls out the leaflet things and begins to start preaching! OH NO! Dammit where my Ozzy T shirt with Speak Of The Devil on the front of it!! I was trying to be nice....wasnt working. DAMMIT! Now What? Ok its time to let this guy know I dont go for this shit. I tell him I am Baptist. Well that almost worked...the bible bombing continues...Finally I get all kinds of rude and told him to hit the fuckin road! Beware of what you advertise for...you never know what you will get.
Life And Things!
apparently i fucked something up somewhere... i thought i had found the man of my dreams.. only to find out... he can hurt me just like everyone else... right now my heart is empty... seems like everyone i meet is the wrong one... instead of the right one... i sit here in tears right now wondering where i went wrong... or what i even did wrong... for once i was myself... i was smiling.. and actually happy... i had something to look foward too... a reason to wake up... a reason to smile... and its gone.. just like that....no warning no nothing.. my heart aches so bad because i fell again without guard.... i wish i would have listened when i was told to keep it up... i am told i was emotionally unstable... i believe it true... but i have went through so much in life...and i try to be happy with myself and be confident but once i get that way.. i am slammed down on my face again... i can say... i give up..... on it all....... Recently things has been going on with me that no
Life
*****life*****
Sometimes mixing it up creates delicious combinations such as chocolate peanut butter cups. Other concoctions might not be so scrumptious. The thing is, you'll never know the results unless you try. You know what your mother would tell you to do. Your best friend would do the exact opposite. The real question is, what do you honestly want to do? Your choice may lie somewhere in the middle. Figure it out. Some temptations should be yielded to -- especially if you sense it's a necessity in the making. What's the difference? Allure isn't detrimental to your life, but it can be life changing.
Life Sucks
Life
Create your own Friend Test here i had a wonderful weekend ah what a great time... sorry to all who are mad at me for not being on my mom has died and i havent been on i have been having a real hard time so please dont be mad im sorry xoxo mary
Life...
So, I just found out that I have less than a week to find a new job,because my current boss is being a complete fucking dick, and not only that, but the guy I'm living with , who happens to be the love of my life, is not making anything easy on me. I'm just so close to saying fuck everything and move away so no one can ever find me again, I can't stand living with people that don't listen or understand me. He thinks everything has to be about him because he has a mental disorder... so what.. his life isn't more special than mine or anyone else's... I'm just so sick of hearing the same shit day in and day out about how he's so sick of having to take the medications his doc says he has to take for the rest of his life and BLAH FUCKING BLAH. Sometimes, I just don't know what to do or say because he never lets me try to think shit out before doing it.. because he moves a million miles a min and it drives me absolutely nuts... I just wanna run away and never come back sometimes, but I find
Life, Love, And Friendship
1) Single, Taken,Talking, or Crushin?---wish I could say taken, but...more so talking/single2) Are you happy with that?---of course not3) Would you kiss your ex?---depends on which one I suppose4) Have you ever had your heart broken?---several times5) Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is oK?---cheating is unacceptable in my book6) Do you believe in love at first site?---yes. I am a victim of it7) Have you ever talked about marriage with another person?---yes8. Do you want kids?---wouldn’t mind one9) How Many?---I think that one would probably be enough, my tummy couldn’t take popping out anymore :P10)Girl Name?--- Alexia (Lexi for short)11)Boy Name?---Xavier12) Do you want someone you can’t have?---I might have her already....but sometimes I think I won’t ever fully, so yes?13) Have you fallen in love before?---I’d like to think so14) Do you believe in celebrating anniversaries?---of course15) Do you believe you can change for someone?---You can’t chang
Life On A Tilt-a-whirl
Life
you know sometimes life gets a bit hectic and you dont know what to do but its during those times that you grow as a person and learn lifes true lessons now i dont know the meaning behind this blog this has just kinda been sittin in my head the last couple days and i havent known what to do with it but anyways back to the topic so ive been tryin to figure out why this is in my head all of a sudden i dont know if it means im in a trying time or if im about to enter one or just now exiting one all i know is its on my mind and there is nothing i can do about so heres my thoughts as of now i think(but once again not sure) im in a hectic time of life through thinking about it ive noticed im in a rut i dont do anything but get on the damn computer and talk all day oh and play games but still i dont do anything about my situation i have 2 months before i am able to do what i want to do because of the application process so here i sit tryin to think of something to do everyday and nothing pops
A Life Of Lies
I will never understand why Why do you choose to lie? The lies you tell cut like a knife In spite of this, I have no doubt I will be alright For it is you, my dear who will have a stormy life A life full of turmoil with no friends Unfortunately for you, true love will never cross your path You will never be truly free, your heart and mind will always be in chains You are like a prisoner and the lies will keep you behind bars Telling the truth is your only escape Hopefully, someday you will find the courage to change To live more like a human being and less like a liar I hope you someday choose a life of truth, honor, and self-respect And leave behind a life of lies Until then, there is only one thing left to say BYE BYE.... © MIKA
Life Is Sometimes Bitter Sweet
Well..here i am again...as you know, it wasn't but weeks, just weeks ago that i put my Daddy to rest...Mom and i spent two and half months walking through steps to get Dad set with hospice, getting him home, tending to home only briefly for the seven days he was home before he passed..Mom and Daddy were married 35 years, yes, she is, she was my step mom, but the only woman i call Mom...me and mine were beginning to heal, to try to move forward, i sent Mom off to Hawaii for 10 days, she didnt want to go; i said she needed to get out of the house, to go sit in the sun, see the beauty...she went kickin' and screamin..lol...she got home 4 days ago..now the house was quiet..the kids and grandkids gone, friends had stopped coming by in droves with condolenses and well wishes...she was now feeling what life would be for her; alone...she sat to eat her supper, turned on the TV...she always said these days she was so tired she had to nap before she slept...she was tired, sad, broken-hearted...s
Life Is A Bag Of Skittles
I stole Brandons' Girlfriend application and figured i'd hae fun, answer the quetsions and see if people consider me to be a good plausible girlfriend..hrm.... Girlfriend Application. About You Name: Amanda Jean aka Mandy Age: 19 Height: 5'7 Hair color: brown'red Eye color: blue, with green in them Favorite color: orange and green Favorite food: italian Whats your AIM or MSN screen name: texasrain0606 (all 3 ) Tattoos?: none, but someday Piercings?: none, not sure if i want one Drink?: occasionally, im still a cheap date lol Smoke?: YUCK. hell NO. Any Other drugs?: no way Would you care if i did drugs?: eh, yea. Would you care if i drank?: no AA meetings, plz. Are you a virgin?: nope Do you have sex?: ...i'm being good. (if so) How Often?: ...being good. Is sex all your looking for?: no way. Do you have any STD's?: no Would you kiss me anytime?: mmmm i like kissees Anywhere?: anywhere Do you like to cuddle?: thats a must How much?: a lot. i lovve
Life
So was the 70's like this? Did my parents have to wonder and worry about the same things I do? Was the world a better place back then? Was the news just as negative and make you say hmmmmmm everyday? I don't think so, I guess I will have to call my parents today. I seen on the news the other day about a man killing his wife and 4 children here in Mason. What the hell is wrong with people? Why did he snap? How could someone do this to their family? Yes this happens everyday, all over this country. We seem to be blind to it until hit hits close to home. Then we wonder, we think, we feel remorse for everyone involved, including the crazy dad. I am pretty sure back in the 70's, the only thing you had to worry about was a serial killer or two. Not your own family I see on the news everyday how there is a killing here and there all over this city. Even on streets I walked so many times as a kid. Places I would hang out all of the time. How have we allowed our neighborhoods to b
Life
WHY LIE TO PPL AND PLAY GAMES? TODAY WE LOVE AND WE LOSE AND EVERYONE SAYS TOMARROW MAY NEVER COME BUT IT ALWAYS DOES!REMEMBER TO LOVE TO THE FULLEST OF YOUR ABILITY AND RESPECT THOSE AROUND YOU FOR TOMARROW WILL COME AND YOU WILL REGRET THE LOSS OF WHAT COULDVE BEEN!SO TO ALL OF YOU HERE ALL MY LOVE AND RESPECT I SHALL LOVE YOU ALWAYS!
Life
Well wow life.....as of right now life is going along nice....I have a couple jobs to pick from.. i just dont know what one to take...i really want the job at the YMCA or at LaneBryant.....i love working with kids,so that works great with the YMCA, and i love to shop and love to shop at LaneBryant.....but anyhow damn this sucks i have no idea what job to take.....Im lined up to start working at Giant here in Gettysburg...but im not sure i really want to work there...if i pick Giant then i have to work in the Seafood....i dont know if i want to come home everyday smelling like fish...and that means i have to get the lobster out and touch them...i dont know about that part...but ohh well we will see what job i take and ill keep ya posted on what one i take....Damn i wish i would have found a job right away when i got back home here cause my girl Joanie asked me to come out to Oceanside Cal....to help her back and move into her new house cause her husband is going out to sea that day...so
Life Cycle
LIFE CYCLE - watch closely and just wait for all the changes. This is pretty awesome (and from a technical side, especially for a .gif file)... I hope you like it.. I loved this when I saw it.
Life Sucks
Life!!!!!!!!!!
i have a lot of stress right now. i just started a new job and its great very easy. but other things in my life are causing me stress. so what i am going to do is break up with my boyfriend and be single i was the happiest then. i hope he understands i just dont think he wants a girlfriend if he does its of convenince . and thats not what a boyfriend is. thats is where most of my stress is coming from. I have had some changes in my life the last two months and i maybe going thru some more as well. But i may need some advice. I am dating someone which i moved in with for about a month and half. well he couldnt put me on his lease so i moved out. but since i have moved out he doesnt hardly call me and when i get him on the phone he doesnt say anything. used to we would say i love you all the time, now he doesnt say it when i do and he says its cuz he is around friends but the way i feel is that if someone really loves you it doesnt matter where or who they are around. i am going back to
Lifehouse And Goo Goo Doll Concert
i haven't had that much fun at a concert in years. lifehouse started the show but put on a great show, but of course goo goo dolls was the main performer and rocked the house. they also put on a great on core at the end. (performed at Mohegan Sun Casino)
Life
I hope this will give you a laugh. I had to travel out of town last Wednesday. I got to the airport and was asked for my drivers license. All I could find was my expired license. The new one was missing. So what if they sent me to the potential terrorist line. I just had to deal with it lol. I had planned on charging my expenses to my AmEx card and getting reimbursed when I got back. I went to have dinner and a drink at one of the airports on my way and found it was missing. So, I'll use my BB&T card I thought. Also missing. Fortunately, I found my last bank card to use. While I was gone I was calling my office, my roommate, everyone I could think of to look for these cards for me. I remembered my purse had tipped over on my bed one night and thought maybe my roommate would find them on the floor of my bedroom, but she didn't. When I returned home and saw my daughters, ages 6 and 8, and told them of my adventures, my youngest said she thought she knew where they were so I
Life....a Poem
I think of my life.... Where am I going? I wonder with childlike dreams. Dreams of love endlessly searching in a ll the wrong places. My life is a mystery, even to me. A secret door that even I have not seen. Where will it lead? Will I make the right turn? Will I lead my own way? Or follow the heard? The road less taken is such a beautiful road. A road in which i can make my own path, with out the burden of somebody else's tracks. Where will I go? Where will it lead? I am so scared, I am down on my knees. I pray that I will do the right thing. Take the sure path, but lately it seems I am always distrated, always led astray I try to be honest, but sometimes it's hard When I make a mistake that goes straight to the heart. I am so weak....so afraid That I will not survive this world that's strange. So much suffering...so much pain It hurts me to see how the young children must pay. They are so innocent yet some are so old. Wasted lives, souls that are so
Life Hurts
I KNOW EVERYONE ON THIS ENTIRE EARTH, AT LEAST ONCE IN THEIR LIFETIME HAVE FELT THAT WAY.... OR SAY THAT THEIR LIFE SUCKS.... YADA YADA... WELL, THAT'S LIFE.... WE ARE ALL SENT HERE TO EXPERIENCE THIS THING WE CALL 'LIFE'..... WITH ITS UPS AND DOWNS.... AND I HAVE NOTICED IN MY LIFE THAT SOME PEOPLE (LIKE MYSELF) WILL EXPERIENCE MORE DOWNS THEN THE UPS.... WHY???? TO LEARN, MAYBE..... SO YOU KNOW AND REMEMBER WHAT YOU DID WRONG, HOW IT HAPPENED, AND TO TRY NOT TO DO THE SAME DAMN THING AGAIN. AND TO PAY ATTENTION .... DUH.... BUT SOMETIMES WE DON'T..... AND MAYBE THAT IS THE BAD THING..... NOT PAYING ATTENTION.... SO RIGHT NOW, I AM TRYING TO TELL MYSELF, THAT GOD ONLY GIVES YOU WHAT YOU CAN HANDLE..... GOODNESS, HE MUST THINK I CAN HANDLE A WHOLE LOT OF SHIT....... AAARRGGGGGGH!
Life Funny
Life It's Self
Life That Sucks
So I have this life that sucks, well only when it comes to my family consisting of my dad and brother. Here is the story so you can see why it sucks. My story goes like this....I was born in Ohio in 1979 to 2 alcholics, not 1 but 2 and off and on in my life my dad proceds to tell me that he did drugs then so its a wonder im ok, anyways i had a good childhood that i can remember until i turned 7 and my brother was born. All hell broke loose then, things got really bad around home, I remember times of mom and dad beating each other up, the cops there all the time and mo and dad both being hauled off to jail. I got older and things got worse, being of alcholics my parents spent most of their time in the bars and i had to take care of my brother. I had to take him everywhere with me, to band practice, to the store, to my then boyfriends(now my husband) house everywhere. When I turned 17 it was also my senior year of highschool and my paents decided it was time to divorce and then hell brok
Life
i know you are probably tired of hearing me talk about this. But this is the only way i can get my feeling out is by writing. a couple months back i lost my mom my best friend and my bowling partner. life has thrown me some curve balls. but im trying to deal with. my mom raised me all by herself and i feel she did a good job she made me into the man i am today. im going to be blut im tired of leading my life like this by trying to keep up with fashion or new phone that come out im just going to be Desmond and if most people dont like that i dont know what to tell you im just going to be true to myself and not try to impress people. i feel like im doing that at time i wanna have the new phone first or lastest jordans but no more im just going to be me I LOVE YOU MOM RIP 4-21-07
Life
Hello all, Just wanted to say hi. My wife and I are good. I am still having issues with my step kids "father", that jack ass had me arressted not to long ago, for something I did not do. And I am currently on probation, so that is bad. Now he keeps on jerking me around, and I am ready to loose it.... I do not know, I guess I just needed to vent. Thanks for listing.....
Life!
Hello everyone, Well as u all know my bf and I are still seperated hes in DK and I am back in the states...... He should be coming back in Sept if I dont mess it all up..... I keep pushing him away.... more and more each day.... He is an amazing man he would do anything for me.... But one thing I seem to just push him away in things that I say or do ...... What the hell am I thinking everyone He is all that I have wanted and then some...... I feel as though i dont deserve him and why would he love me ...... we come from two different worlds ..... I am the girl from the other side of the track.......I dont have anything to give him but my love... I cant do for him like i would love to ..... I dont know if its cuz of the distance r if its cuz I am so scared that I just push him away or is it both..... We have been through so much shit in the time we been togather more then i have with anyone.......He truly is my best friend and I dont wanna lose him but if I keep doing this I will....
Life's Update
Just a snippet of information on my present situation. I have been living with my sister for six months now and I can honestly say that it has been a worthwhile experience. The original premise for moving in with her was so that we could support each other during our own little pitfalls; she suffers from depression and recently attempted suicide, myself I was recently diagnosed with a second cancer in addition to another operative cancer I was already dealing with. We get along so well, which suprises me, since we had not really seen each other for a number of years. We lived four hours apart and never really made a strong attempt to see one another. Sad. Anyway, she is seeing a therapist and is at least stable. She amazes me. No matter how down she gets, she throws her concentration to me if I am having any down time myself. All of my three sisters are amazing individuals. As for me, I have reached a point in my battle where I am at an empasse. Do I continue with worthless tr
Life
I AM TROUBLED WITH THE COMPLICATIONS OF LIFE"S LITTLE BUMPS IN THE ROAD....WE ALL HAVE THEM WE ALL FACE THEM IN OUR OWN INCOMPETENT WAYS....YET WHY IS IT SOME OF US FACE INSURMOUNTABLE TROUBLES... YET OTHERS SEEM TO GLIDE ALL THE WAY....I SIT IN DEEP THOUGHT WONDERING THESE THINGS FEELING THE PAIN OF YET ANOTHER GRAVE DAY....I SMILE AND I NOD TO ALL OF MY FRIENDS WHEN INSIDE I'M BURNING TO SCREAM.... I FEEL EACH OF YOUR'S PAIN AS YOU TELL ME YOUR THOUGHTS... I TRY TO REACH OUT AND HELP YOU ALONG...BUT HOW CAN I HELP WHEN THIS STRUGGLE IS BUILDING INSIDE...BURSTING MY HEART AND MY SOUL...HOW DO I FACE YET ANOTHER DAY ....I START WITH A PRAYER ...AND I LOOK INSIDE..I KNOW I AM GOOD AND WORTHY....I THINK OF THE LOVE I HAVE IN MY HEART...FOR THE LOVE THAT IS SHOWERED UPON ME...I LOOK IN THE ADORING EYES OF MY CHILDREN ...AND THINK OF THE HUGS I WOULD MISS IF I DIDN'T FIGHT FOR MY PLACE IN THIS WORLD....SO REMEMBER MY FRIENDS NO MATTER HOW HARD THINGS SEEM TO GET...YOU ARE LOVED IN A MOST P
Life
I am starting to wonder if there is such a thing as true happiness. I am coming to realize that there just might not be. You have to take the good with the bad. When things seem to start goin right for me. Something always happens. Well I have learned alot over the past few months. I am not gonna let it get me down. I love life. I have so many good things goin right now to let the one or 2 lil bad things bother me. I have Awesome friends and 2 great lil boys. Job sucks but hey it pays the bills right lol.. anyway. I suck at blogs but. think i am gonna start doing more..
Life
Life How Fast It Flys
WEN I WAS LIL I HAD NO 1 . NOW THAT I HAVE ME BABYS I WISH I CAN SOME HOWE REDEW MY YEARS.I WANT 2 BEABLE RASE MY EYEBROW AND SAY LOOK IM A GREAT DAD.IM NOT JUST SOME THUG I SIT ALONE MY DREAM MY LIFE MY SOUL MY BREATH MY AIR NOTHING CAN STAND BETWEEN ME AND MY LIL SOLDIERS im a devorsed dad with kids some times i feel like i dont do enough i pay 5oo a week never late 4 them i dont care about money why is is that i feel so empty is becouse i dont have them every min are am i failing as a dad AS A LAY ME HEAD 2 SLEEP I WAKE IN A SWEAT WOUNDERING IF IT WAS REAL LOOSING ANOTHER CHILD CANT DO THIS AGAIN GOD TAKE ME NIGHT MARES
Life
Every now and then we need to stop ourselves from the daily grind to look back at the failures we have made in our lives. When we look back and evaluate what went wrong on our own parts we get to learn from these mistakes, if we look back to find what others did wrong then there is no moving forward from within ourselves. I have made a great deal of mistakes in my life and I have payed the ultimate price. I almost lost my family now a year and a half later I have really gotten to see where I went wrong. I did not balance my life as I should have. Now my 2 son's and myself get to live as a trio with out a mother's love to help guide them and as I would not give up my children for anything, on the flip side I would do anything to give them a mother that would love and help guide them in their lives, for now we will go on and continue forward until we can find some one worthy of this great pleasure.
Life In The 1500's
> >The next time you are washing your hands and complain because the water temperature isn't just how you like it, think about how things used to be. Here are some facts about the1500s: > Most people got married in June because they took their yearly bath in May, and still smelled pretty good by June. However, they were starting to smell, so brides carried a bouquet of flowers to hide the body odor. Hence the custom today of carrying a bouquet when getting married. >Baths consisted of a big tub filled with hot water. The man of the house had the privilege of the nice clean water, then all the other sons and men, then the women and finally the children. Last of all the babies. By then the water was so dirty you could actually lose someone in it. Hence the saying, Don't throw the baby out with the Bath water.. >Houses had thatched roofs-thick straw-piled high, with no wood underneath. It was the only place for animals to get warm, so all the cats and other small a
Life
Aries You are so full of energy, you constantly attract hotties, and you are always the dominant one in the sack. It is very easy for you approach people because you have so much confidence and you are very forward about your feelings. You are very likely to have lots of sexual partners, (sometimes all at once), and be the most sexually experienced of any of your friends. Sex matches: Gemini, Leo, Sagittarius Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com
Life As It Happens - Or Not ...
I know this is gonna get comments - on way or another ... but - I do ever so want to thank you for all the sweet comments on my shoutbox, like "I wanna fu** you" - or "man I wanna suck those" or my fav "give me your yahoo ID" .... please don't take it personal - but I don't nessesarly want to cyber with everyone I meet on here - I like to talk and have fun - now i'm not a prude or a bad BITCH - but if I say not now or no, then at least please respect me. I'll do the same for you. There's nothing wrong with asking - just know that no means no and if I can't get back to you soon then I must be BUSY !!! I really do have a life (somedays). And sometimes I will even sign on in here but minimize the window and don't even see that you are here - so NO i'm NOT ignoring you. I really am not a bad person just human (mostly) and have other beings in my life too. So with all that known - stay sweet and keep it bottoms up ..... later, me Life begins again ... i'm new on this planet so be gentle wit
Life....
Ive been havin a lot of pent up feelings lately n dont really know what to do with them, so a friend of mine said write them down...so here goes! my life this past month or so has been a whirl wind of emotions from beyond angry to depressed. I don't understand whu thoes closest to you and who you love the most have to hurt you! I can honestly say im not confused anymore!! He left his family for my best friend (ex) yet again. I feel sooo stupid for not listenin to my insides when we got back together, i knew it n i still went back. i thot he was what i wanted, don't get me wrong i do love him and always will but i can't go thru that again, and now that i have a son with him he will never be completly out of my life! they can't seem to leave me out of their drama either. Ya c she has (or had) a boyfriend and last weekend threatened my exes life cause she lied to him yet again about what was going on. so that means everytime he leaves with our son i gotta wonder if that will be t
Life
Life And Such
I personally believe things happen for a reason. In some past life I must have been or done unspeakable, unmentionable things to someone or a whole lot of someones. Because if it doesn't happen how I believe it does. Then. Well. Can't life just give me a break? Isn't 25 years of hassles, heartache, terror, fear, loneliness, problems, fights, tears .. more than one person should have? It's likely just the emotions talking, but on the other hand I so know that it isn't. Feels like every single time I turn around. Something is going wrong. Is happening and I have utterly no control what so ever over it occuring. I'm not the type to give true details. But life hasn't been nice these 25 years of living. I feel lucky to have survived it all, and that I still want to continue on. Of cause. I have someone else to think of now. Just not myself. Perhaps that's my greatest worry. In a way. That for all my hoping and wondering that I'll do good by this baby once it's born, that I won't
Life, Death And The In Between
Lifes 3 Rules
PARADOX: Life is a mystery; don't waste time figuring it out. HUMAN: Keep a sense of humor, especially about yourself. That is a strength beyond all magic. CHANGE: Know that nothing stays the same. **Dan Millman Quote** The journey is what brings us happiness; not the destination. Be happy now, without reason--or you will never be at all.
Life
Little mandy and billy were young kids who lived next door to each other everyday they would come out side and have a teddy bear picnic and eat there pb&j's .They would play afternoon after afternoon and always have fun theyd go to the beach hold hands and collect shells andd make sandcastless even though they were young this was a start of somthing neww but one day after mandy's 6th birthday day billy came up to her and said will you be my girl frreind and she agreed they sat there by the pond and they promised Forever. they hugged they kissed and there mom and dad's new they were perfect. everyday as they grew older there love kept growing stronger they became teenagers and they were loving better thn ever they spent there summers together they had sleepovers and they were the best of freinds and lovers they loved everywhere . even if they were miles apart it was perfect. years past and passed and they got married one day after billy got home from work
A Life Less Great
Life
Life
sorry that i have been that good of a friend. but i have started a pt job. My oldest has started school too. and have a few issues i have started some med for anxiety. i hope to be back to normal son. i am sorry to all my friends and thanks for love. i miss ya'll hope all is well.
Life!!!!
Life As A Swinger
Dan and Jennifer are an awesome couple that cover a wide range subjects about the Swinger life Style.
Life
"When legends die, there are no more dreams. When there are no more dreams, there is no more greatness." Anonymous PATHS 3:49 PM 8/2/2007 I woke this morning thinking of paths.This thinking continued with me. I did smoke prayers.Still I am thinking of these paths. I try to push them away, they are distracting. I open my emails. I receieved one from a sweet sister of mine. This email followed with my thoughts. I realize Creator wishes to speak with me and I have not been hearing. This is important and I have to pay attention. So I stop trying to control these thoughts. I sit,am quiet and let them run.I use my life and myself for an example. This is what I see. When we are first created we are put on our lifes path.Our road through life,beginning to end. Creator gives us this gift. We do not have to seek for it. Through our l
Life
Soldiers come in all shapes, shades, weights, sizes and states of sobriety, misery, and confusion. a soldier is sly as a fox, has the nerve of a dope addict, the stories of an old sailor, the sincerity of a politician and the subtlety of Mt. Saint Helens. He is extremely irresistible, totally irrational and completely indestructible. A Soldier is a Soldier all his life. You can kick him out of your house, but not out of your heart. You can take him off your mailing list, but not off your mind. They are found everywhere; In love, in battle, in lust, in trouble, in debt, in bars... and sometimes behind them. No one can write so seldom and yet think so much of you. No one else can get so much enjoyment out of a letter, clean clothes or a pack of smokes. A Soldier is a genius with a deck of cards. Brave without a grain of sense. He is the PROTECTOR OF AMERICA, with the latest copy of Playboy or Sports Illustrated or GUNS & AMMO in his back pocket. When he wants s
Life Is Rough!!!
Life Is Rough!!!
Life At This Point
I just uploaded new pics of my son on here so check them out and tell me what you think! He's my Doll Baby and the apple of my eye! I am still hurting over the decisions that Rande has made concerning us and our child. To have him choose someone else that he met while I was pregnant and raise her child to call him Daddy instead of his own has rally delt me a hard blow. I am making it though. I have to stay strong for my son. he is my world and my life. I keep up with the day to day so as to make life better for him. I never want to cause a tear to cross his perfect face. He's an angel. I have some awsome friends that have supported me no matter what, even when I didn't know what I was going to do and felt like giving up. They are my stability. I have a great family that has allowed me to morn and give me a break from Aiden (my son) so that I can have some time to myself from time to time. I am still the same person I feel but different. I still enjoy the same things and ac
Lifes' Poetry
My words may mean nothing But they come straight from my heart I have prayed for your recovery from the very start I know you do not know me I am a stranger this is true But I think of you every day In hopes that you pull through Your family really loves you They show it every day I feel as though I know you In a special kind of way So the only way I can show you this Is to sit and write to you I wish that god sit by your side And lovingly guide you through Help you through your rough times And Ease away your pain In hopes that you can Ride your board At least one more time again May God Bless you and Guide you through All you have to endure. samantha Small O'Hair 8/29/07 A tear can come so quickly A heart can break so fast A memory lasts forever As if there were no past I wake up every morning Wishing to re live a happy day Where I can wake up to see A smile upon your face A day with a happy begining And and ending that way too A day to just be
Life
I have two more sitting for my wings got the first set done last night in about two to three weeks getting the sec set done then in another two to three the last set done .......I well post pics when I up load them soon I have been in a good mood most of the day and night till I get home all the kids have move out now  not stress out or any thing wtf I get asked why are you always in your room.I like being in there it is dark and my place that I can come to when I am in a dark dark mood ...some of you just do not get it I am a dark person. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON THE EGDE OF LIFE AND JUST WATED TO END IT ALL WELL THAT WAS ME THE OTHER NIGHT ALL I WANTED TO WAS JUST END IT ALL.I LOOK BACK ON THAT NIGHT AND SEE MY LIFE IN MY HANDS AND LOOKING AT IT AGAIN I AM GLAD I DID NOT DO NOTHING LIKE THAT I HAVE TWO LIL BOYS WOULD BE LOST IN THIS FUCK WOURLD WITH OUT THERE MOMMY
Life, The Final Frontier
Life, the Only frontier... Current mood: rejuvenated Category: Life I have never posted a BLOG before, especially none like this, but I can only hope that this one is good, and it strikes a chord in all of us. You who get this on your site, know who I am, and what I am about. If anyone out there reads this in passing or gets lucky and reads this, excellent! If you read it and think I am an asshole. Then good, think of it as like you hit the free game on the 19th hole of mini golf, it is nice you won but you may never go play it again or give a fuck. Fact of the matter is I DO care. I am 35 years old and I have been through more than most of you have, maybe a lot less than some of you have. Either way, I am tired of peoples bullshit. So I say this to anyone that can hear this, you wanna be my friend on here, then Sweet! If you do not want to be a friend here or in real life Sweet! If you are a person that wants me as a fuck buddy and does not care about anything else, Sweet!
Life's Treasures, Unexpected Of Course
Sometimes, we walk through life wandering aimlessly. We never really know what we are looking for. In fact, we aren't really looking. But sometimes, good things do happen to good people, and things fall into the right place. Now, I am not one of those that are big into fate and destiny. However, I do believe we are in control, and have the keys to our own futures, in our own very own possesions. Isn't it awesome though, when you have the THEE key, have no idea of what it belongs to, then out of nowhere, comes the lock, that opens the door, to all the good things you have been missing? Sometimes life is better than just shaking a Magic 8 Ball... Sometimes life can be like "A box of chocolates."
Life At My House
Well today was going just fine up until about 9pm. Then my dog got loose. I took the car to find her and my boyfriend was walking the alley with the puppy. I finally found and needless to say, I saw the skunk before I saw her. She jumps right across my lap and gets in the passenger seat of my car. I was thinking that she could have been sprayed by that damn skunk but she was. She smelled like skunk, I smelled like skunk, my car, my house...everything. I tried the whole tomatoe juice thing, took her down to pet wash and wouldnt ya know it...they were out of the de-skunker stuff. Just my luck. So today, well tonight, pretty much sucked. I got a recipe that is supposed to work on dogs to get rid of the smell of skunk but he says to make sure you dont get it in their eyes....well, she was sprayed in the face, so how can make sure not to get it in her eyes....so now i dont know what to do. If anybody out there has any idea what else i can do to get it off of her, and get the smell outta my
Life With The Family
I just got a little punked out (and I DESERVED it) by a buddy of mine who came out to look at the water heater today on his lunch break... This is my friend, Danny: slay@ fubar He services appliances of the water variety, and without him I would have been shooting in the dark. Oh, and NOW he tells me he could have installed the damn thing! Thanks big guy! This has not been a groovy weekend! Well, Isaac's party was great, but that's a different blog! On Friday morning, I noticed a little wetness on the carpet in front of the fireplace. Having three kids ages 6, 4, and 3, I naturally thought that one of them may have spilled some water in front of it. I come home from work that evening to find that there's a HUGE puddle of water in the garage and there are two SOAKING WET spots! Now I'm terrified that my house is falling apart! Alisha and I go clean up the water, and when I step out of the room, she accidentally knocks over a can of paint...3/4 gal of PINK paint! She's
Life
What i have learned in my almost 22 yrs of life is that it's unpredictable. I could die halfway through typing this 4 all i know. Too many people go through life worring how pretty they aree or how skinny they or even how popular they are. The truth is who fucking cares... life is what it is u can not make people like you. You can not make your life longer and u will never be able to change who your related to. Another thing that i have learned is that shit happenes! Good or bad it happens, and it always happns 4 a reason! Some things and the reasoning behind it never make sence like why children are abused or why women and men are raped and/or murdered. Why innocent people are killed everyday. Life is not ment to be understood so to speak or to be overanalized, life is well just that life. It is a rollar coaster or a card game, u get hwat you delt and u deal with it and it will turn u upside down and snap you in all sorts of directions. Even with that all said it is
Life Is So Confusing
life is so confusing especially when it comes to relationships,your partner says they want to be with you, that he loves you,but he acts like he dont want to be with you. you ask him to spend time with you but he says he is to tired so you go to bed and he gets up and plays on the computer. love is so strange at times.
Life In General
Hello Hope all is well with everyone out there. I have been busy with sortin bears that people have donated .Thank You if you have. I have also been sewing. I make all the vest from camo material, have to cut them out from the pattern and then do alot of sewing to make the final vest ready for the bear. This past week,I have made about 160 of them. I have alot still to do but am at a stopin point since I have no more material. Always keep our Soldiers and there families in your prayers till they all come home safe and sound. If you want to know more about the foundation or want to help in general, you can always email me at : SMKFGuardianbear@aol.com I also have been busy since both of my boy's played summer baseball. I also take them to see the NBWA (pro wrestlers) out of Danville.They have a show coming up on August 12. My oldest son is heading into Jr High(Feelin Old Now lol) and he is playing baseball for the school team as well. Youngest son heading into 3r
Life Has To Better
I'm sorry but I've had enuff. Moved Arkansas a few monthes ago from Georgia. I thought life would be better new start. He's gotten worse. I love my husband but I hate him. I'm not going to explain. I'm just venting. I'm a widow on weekends, he comes home whenever he's done drinking and whoring around. I can't take this anymore. He's making my soul die inside. I have to go back home. Anything is better than this. whew. that felt good. have more to say but not going to at this time. Will post another vent another time. Wow, didn't know just that little bit would help that much.
Life
Hurricane Dean passed Jamaica's south coast on Sunday afternoon/evening. It was devastating. Numerous houses suffered extensive damages caused by heavy winds which were, at times, up to100mph. There was heavy rainfall which caused low lying areas to be flooded. Cleanup excercises are now underway. The island is now under a state of public emergency as there are many areas that are still without electricity and water. GOD help us all....
Life
Tomorrow is a big day for me. I am extremely nervous. I have my one year check up tomorrow & it is kind of a big deal. In fact I am not just nervous I am scared shitless. Afraid to hear those words again..."you have cancer". So much has happened in the last year since, my world has literally fallen apart before my eyes. And this time my friends & family aren't here with me. I am truly alone & freaking. I thought I should let you all know what is going on so you all aren't all freaking on me. I did go to the GYN yesterday. He is no Dr. Hennessey, but still a wonderful doctor. Of course things went as well as can be expected. I won't have any results right away (of course...they have to be sent to the lab). I do however have to go for more tests at Parkwest. Parkwest is a larger hospital in Knoxville that has more state of the art equipment than the hospital that I work at. Mine is only 50 beds & considered a "rural" hospital. We don't even deliver babies or have a peds
Life
I was 20 when my best friend Michelle, also 20, was murdered. I had seen her the night she died, before it happened. She was at my house, and we were talking of how happy she was in her current relationship. She didn't mention anything out of the ordinary. She left to go to her boyfriend's house. The next morning, my phone rang. It was Michelle's mother in hysterics. She told me Michelle had been stabbed to death by her boyfriend. I couldn't believe it! Two weeks later was her funeral. So many people turned up; she was a loved girl. I cried the whole time. My heart was breaking. I still couldn't believe she was gone! I was asked to go in and see Michelle in the casket, to say goodbye. I made it as far as the door, but I couldn't face to see her. I broke down before I could do it, so my roommate went in instead, and when he came out, we just exchanged silent looks and didn't speak a word to each other. I felt nothing but guilt for not going in to see her for the very last time. Th
Life
Can't a bitch ever get a break? Today was a shitty day, starting from the time I woke up until now. Seems like I have more and more days like that. I suck at life.
Life Sucks Sometimes
Life Sucks Sometimes
Life
I promise you my love ..I promise you my heart..I promise you my life..I promise we'll never part..I promise not to hurt you..I promise to never make you cry I promise to always trust you I promise not to lie..I promise you forever.. I promise you tonight..I promise you my respect..I promise to do things right..I promise to always be there..I promise until the end..I promise to always love you..I promise to be your best friend..I promise you my love I promise you my life..I promise this forever..I promise our friendship is my life..your the peanut to my butter..your the star to my burst..your the m to my m..your the pop to mt tart..your the milky to my way..your the fruit to my loop..your themilk to my duds..your the lucky to mt charms..your the ice to my cream..your the ghetto to my booty..but mostly...your the best to mt friend...until the end......... AS A LIL KID LIFE WAS SO EASY AND SO GIVING AND UNTHOUGHT OF HOW IT IS TODAY AS WE ALL GET
Life Is Not Over
A man in Grand Rapids, Michigan took out a $7000 full page ad in the paper to present the following essay to the people of his community. It really touched my heart and I hope it will yours too. How Could You? By Jim Willis 2001 When I was a puppy, I entertained you with my antics and made you laugh. You called me your child, and despite a number of chewed shoes and a couple of murdered throw pillows, I became your best friend. Whenever I "was bad," you'd shake your finger at me and ask "How could you?" -- but then you'd relent, and roll me over for a belly rub. My housebreaking took a little longer than expected, because you were terribly busy, but we worked on that together. I remember those nights of nuzzling you in bed and listening to your confidences and secret dreams, and I believed that life could not be any more perfect. We went for long walks and runs in the park, car rides, stops for ice cream (I only got the cone because "ice cream is bad for dogs,"
Life
life I lie alone My life a mess No family, no home My life a misery torn apart Just like my little beating heart My life of being sad Just makes me mad I do not wish to be lonesome As if love would make me wholesome Like love would fill my heart No one is there to make me smile Just there to tease and tear my heart apart While laughing all the while My tears of hope drift out of me just like a sea of misery
Life Is Ending
Life is Ending I dont think I can deal with this anymore no love, just agony and pain the pain makes me want to walk out the door staying much longer will drive me insane i realy have the desire to kill mine is in danger even if i lie but i would be the victim of this trill i surelly will be the next one to die simple, sweet just a very young woman love again i will never really feel i cant go through this kind of pain again i do not have the rapid urge to heal today is going to be my real end always remember me. Your True Love
Life..
My fiance, a man of honesty and purity of heart, 20 years old, is taking on the duty of stepping up and defending our freedom in the United States Army. He is an Active Duty Soldier being placed in Iraq for a deployment of a 15 month duration. I have been with this man for about 2 years. I never thought that anything would be this hard. To love, back, and stand beside a man who I hardly see. Love is what it is and you know fate when it smacks you in the face. I met him a week before Christmas in 2005 and have been faithful to him since then. He was in Washington State for 6 months and I stayed, and then in Germany for a little over a year, and here I still am. I have a bond with him that I believe nobody else posesses. We are stronger than ever now. He is a man of morals and believes that sex should wait until marriage. I love and respect him very much for that. He knows about my past and looks past it for our love. I respect him for the strength that he holds and I would give anything
Life Savor Flavors
A teacher was doing a study testing the senses of first graders, using a bowl of Lifesavers. The children began to say: ">Red............cherry," ">Yellow.........lemon," "Green..........lime," "Orange.........orange," Finally the teacher gave them all honey Lifesavers. After eating them none of the children could identify the taste. "Well," he said, "I'll give you all a clue; It's what your mother may sometimes call your father." One little girl looked up in horror, spit her Lifesaver out and yelled: "Oh My God!!!! They're assholes!"
Life
I cant think mind trapped just a wink a gentle smack wake up from this someone save me please Terror overwhelming I can't release Tears are falling you just can't see I am fading into disbelief thoughts of feelings racing through my head I want to I have to I just can't find the time loneliness is my trouble acceptance for it so weak I cant hardly speak I am searching beyond my boundaries and nothing I have found in there mind so wondered with illimulating faces simply just tease my lasting uncovered what do you do when the 2 people you love the most are areguing/fighting and you sit there and watch it. not knowing what to do. feeling as if they are falling apart and you are split between them, when you are trying to hold them together. trying to figure out where the communication isnt meeting up, and you feel you are falling apart as well. i an at the point of going outside and screaming untill everyone stops and listens. being an empathic person has its goods
Life
I learned last week in church about answers to prayers and why some are not answered. They said there are 3 answers yes wait no when God says yes we muust make the most of it when God says wait We prepare for what is next when God say No that is when we recieve Gods best there are 4 reasons why God says no Wrong Motives Wrong Time Wrong Actions(sin problem) Wrong Prayer All in all I think that God always knows whats best and in all of our lives we are very thankful that we have had a lot of unanswered prayers.Personaly I know of a few lately that I am thankful he told me no about. I know I believe that God knows what is best for me and as I pray I ask that if it is his will please answer this. May God Bless and answer all the prayers that he sees you need today and the days ahead Sometimes the choices made in Life are not the right ones and even seem wrong and unfair to others. But as a Man you stand behind your choices and the decisions you make. I have made tough c
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Life
I am off to the dentist and to work. I would however like to ask a few of those who do read this to explain to me why I get ignored by so many on my friends and fans list. Fubar is made up of many people. Some who live on the site, Some who simply stay logged into the site, some who come and go as they please, and lastly some who come for a spell and eventually leave and never return. Lots and lots of folks have good intentions and come to get away from the reality of life. I know i come to make friends but find people to simply discuss life with and talk about day to day stuff. But I do find what little time i have to make new tags and pictures I find fun and different to post. It allows me to show off my artistic side instead of just simple chat and fellowship. So many people request a friendship and make me a fan here that you would think that when you post a bulletin or a picture they would actually come and check out the new stuff. As for me I know one person ha
Life
So yeah I finally am done with counseling....my counselor,Karen,said that to have counseling I have to have a problem and seeing that my only problem is my anger,she said to do something creative or something time worthy(like a jigsaw puzzle) to help calm my nerves.The only reason I dont have to see her for my anger is cuz im not 'lashing out' or hitting other people...i hit objects.but yeah....its pretty freakin awesome....she did get annoying sometimes...lol.I do still have to see my psychiatrist but besides that...things are looking up.woo! why is it i am so freakin stupid?i fell for a guy whom is a marine and i kno i cant have him......UGH!
Life In General
Do you have yahoo...yes who doesn't these days. Just because I have it does not mean I want to add someone I have only said hi to on here to it because they are too mechanically challenged I guess to use the shoutbox. Yes people it does close on you in mid sentence at times which is why you can click open shoutbox and guess what easy typing from there out... just thought i might mention it...just trying to keep my mind occupied with something other than recovering from my bad headache>< Kisses and Hugs I still love ya even if ya ask me to yahoo LOL As the day that would of been comes closer, I am finding my emotional level rising. I never really have been much of a blog poster, but these feelings I won't be disguising.. I am so sad And yes I'm mad. These circumstances I can not forget. However, I am grateful for all the friends I have met With your support I am making it through, But please forgive me, for right now I am blue. Dear Santa, There are a few things I
Life...
Sharing some of my ( thoughts / psychosis) with ya all some-what due to the fact that I am board off my ass, at home, by myself…, on Halloween. Seriously though, these are some of the things I mull over all the time. So if you have any insight or any feed back at all I would so much love to hear your thoughts on this stuff. ------------------- If any being, human or other consciously self aware biological life form can attribute a brain, psychotropic chemicals, such as hormones, neuro receptors, and so on responsible for what, how, and why we think, feel, and reach out to the known physical world then what is left to constitute a soul, entity or ghost… I tend to believe that this combination of (biological & intellectual awareness) is like most intelligent combinations I’ve encountered in my life. That is that I feel it is a little bit of both. But that still does not answer the question of where does someone’s existent biological self-awareness end and their
Life
I think that people tend to get along better when they see characterizations of people as traits an not flaws,cause no one is perfect Life's tragedies no matter how big or small only allow us to grow an become richer of heart an spirit!
Life Resembles A Rose
Life is like a beautiful red rose. You put the send into the ground, water it, give it lots of love and care for it until it blooms Into the most beautiful and strong red rose. You enjoy watching it as it grows. Then as fall enters it slowly dies. As the last petal falls you sit back and reflect on that red rose. You remember all the joy and happiness that the red rose has brought to you. Then all you have left is the memory of that beautiful red rose. Written and copyrighted by Linda Parker (me) :)
Life Is Short
Life!!!!
Life
A Passing. A Loss. I need a HUG! Current mood: sad Awww....my morning wake up news was wonderously numb. I find out my G'Father passed on about 8pm, Sunday, 14 Dec. 08...in the midst of the snow storm we were having. Of all the flippin' days that my Mother and G'Mother take a trip over there to see him and they can't, cuz of the fuckin' weather. The news was he hadn't taken any fluids the day b4 and he was slowing slippin' into a coma. The cordless fone was put to his ear and Mother and G'Mother tried to talk to him. He was breathing fast, but he was trying to talk back to them and it was only coming out as grunts. Mom had a feeling it might be the moment of him going. Anyway! I was feeling numb thru my shower, getting dressed...and then head out the door. I almost couldn't get into my car...it was that frozen. I almost gave up, too. But I didn't want to be inside the house...I wanted OUT!!! I finally get into my car and start it up for the warming it needs. And I gather up my b
Life
A well-known speaker started off his seminar by holding up a $20.00 >>bill. In >>the room of 200, he asked, >> >> >> >>"Who would like this $20 bill?" >> >> >> >>Hands started going up. >> >> >> >>He said, "I am going to give this $20 to one of you >> >> >> >>but first, let me do this. >> >> >> >>He proceeded to crumple up the $20 dollar bill. >> >> >> >>He then asked, "Who still wants it?" >> >> >> >>Still the hands were up in the air. >> >> >> >>Well, he replied, "What if I do this?" >> >> >> >>And he dropped it on the ground >> >> >> >>and started to grind it into the floor with his shoe. >> >> >> >>He picked it up, now crumpled and dirty. >> >> >> >>"Now, who still wants it?" >> >> >> >>Still the hands went into the air. >> >> >> >>My friends, we have all learned a very valuable lesson. >> >> >> >>No matter what I did to the money, you still wanted it >> >> >> >>because it did not decrease in value. >> >> >> >>I
Life Is Ironic
It seemed to be like the perfect thing for you and me Its so ironic your what I had pictured you to be But there are facts in our lives We can never change Just tell me that you understand and you feel the same This perfect romance that Ive created in my mind Id live a thousand lives Each one with you right by my side But yet we find ourselves in a less than perfect circumstance And so it seems like well never have the chance Aint it funny how some feelings you just cant deny And you cant move on even though you try Aint it strange when your feeling things you shouldnt feel I wish this could be real Aint it funny how a moment could just change your life And you dont want to face whats wrong or right Aint it strange how fate can play a part In the story of your heart Sometimes I think that a true love can never be I just believe that somehow it wasnt meant for me Life can be cruel in a way that I cant explain And I dont think that I could face it all again I barely
Life
Just what makes a Great person? A great Leader? A Great Lover? This is what I think, but I want to know what YOU think! A great person: A great person, for me, is one who has no fear and no regret. They are compassionate to all people and equally patient with those who resist unjustly. A Great Leader: He/She should care equally about all people in all nations, not just the country assigned to that person. They should care about all opinions and follow only their own reasoning powers. They shouldn't fall to black mail, or crush under pressure and should be fair but just. A Great lover: A great Lover is someone who, to me, is sensitive and strong, who is willing to defy the odds to win. Someone who will always suprise you and never leave you. Someone who should care about you with all their heart.
Life
I woke up this morning with some nasty sinus pressure. It all feels like it is on the right side of my face. There is pressure above and below my right eye. I am calling in sick from work. I dont trust my attention to be there for driving safely into work.
Life
Well it sucks as usual but I am doing better for it. Going to Move to AR and try and get a new start hopefully it will do something for me. I can start paying off my bills and get my own place in a cuple months. At least thats what I am going for.
Life
IF I HAVE LEARNED ANYTHING AT ALL IN ALL MY YEARS, ITS THAT THINGS HAPPEN FOR A REASON.WHETHER WE ARE PRIVELEDGED TO KNOW THAT REASON OR NOT,IS A WHOLE OTHER STORY. ALL THE TRIPS AND FALLS, BUMPS AND BRUISES, GOOD THINGS AND NOT SO GOOD THINGS, THEY ARENT JUST RANDOM OCCURANCES. THEY HAPPEN BECAUSE THEY ARE SUPPOSED TO HAPPEN. THEY ARE WHAT MAKES US WHO WE ARE. THE TRICK IS FIGURING OUT WHAT TO DO WITH WHO WE ARE.
Life Baby
I just wish I can have the fairy tale life. Everything being brought to me and I don't have to do a damn thing in the cleaning department of life. I wish I could have it easy like other people do. I know that never is going to happen. I have many dreams and wishes that have not come to true yet. I just wish it would already. Many of my friends would understand exactly what I am talking about but, if you don't well then just ask.
Life
Satiated, drenched hungry, quenched sublime, ecstatic overdrive, automatic heart of gold, sold my soul missing much to make me whole want to be wanted, need to be touched fever burning, wantings torched inside and out, upside down showing my smile, to hide a frown get back up, dust myself off honest, real, let you know what I feel laughter and tears through all of the years life goes on
Life...
My uncle passed away over the weekend. He'd been fighting with Leukemia for some time and had just had a bone marrow transplant. He seemed to be winning. His counts were going up. He was eating more and had more energy. His wounds were healing. His hair was growing back. Then...overnight he was just...gone. This is first time I've lost someone close in the family. I can't go to the funeral because it will be out of state and I won't get paid if I miss work. I feel miserable that I can't go. Wish us luck. Going to go meet with a lawyer to begin a custody battle for Beazil's son. It's a whole long story as far as the history with Beazil's ex-wife goes...but trust me...she's nuts and we need to get Beazil's son out of there. (I'm sorry...but a 6-year-old shouldn't be obssessed with demons...or be making himself puke...or holding down other kids at school and beating them...etc.) It's going to be a hard fight...but with all the contempt-of-court issues
Life
Hey ya'll just wanted to say thanks for everything as of today things are much better and i couldn't ask for anything else. Sense last we decided to sell our house that burned so we can start buying a new one. I'm no longer kinda depressed but, actually really stress free and happy. Good news i finally met a wonderful man and were going to take things slow oops did i forget to tell some of ya i was gay LMFAO. I also have met a very few dear friends on here that are always there and you know who you are and i just want to say THANKS A MILLION TO YOU ALL. Now with that said i hope ya'll are enjoying your days and i'll keep you posted on the relationship and the new house bye for now. Your friend CORT 1976 I honestly don't know what i would do if i didn't have all my friends in my life... My friends mean the world to me and lately I have had to learn a hard lesson on who my true friends were and for those who are there no matter what I LOVE YOU!!!!. I have been threw a lot in my
Life
LIFE...... Life iswhat you make of it good or bad.... This is just my thought's and how I fell and think.... Everyone needs family and friends.....and I Love all of mine....For Good or Bad.... There are good times when we find that special someone and take that big step...everyone dreams about..as thay say in the story books live happily ever after.... And there's a time when you have your family and friends that make you happy....The one's that Love you no matter what... Now for the bad times...you have people that you love..or loved that just wanted you so thay could get what thay wanted from you....that could be family or friends.... And there's the time when the one's you Love die.... Those I think are the hardest time's in life....you have those special times you thank about or someone will say or you hear something....and you'll remember that special person.... I really hope this will not make anyone mad....It's just my thoughts..... Love to all my o
Life.
just tired of everything.....i feel like im a worthless piece of shit that isn't even good enough. i dont know what to think anymore. maybe i should stop trying and just give up period. im tired of this life...i dont even care anymore. im dying on the inside anyway and im just not wanting to care or live anymore. if you hate me for my words...oh well, you just dont understand nor will anyone ever understand or even care. i just can't live with this sadness anymore. it's killing me slowly each and every day! and i dont even know wny im bothering with this blog.
Life.... So They Say....
SO.....5 years .... 5 long, 50+ hours a week no vacation time years and my ass gets booted to the curb with not so much as a real explanation or a 'thanks'. I have to beg for the vacation time owed me since I never take any and they continue to screw me by telling me that vacation time doesn't roll over in our company. Uhm... whatever. Had I been told that, I wouldn't have worked my ass off so much to keep the business afloat.. bitter? me? not hardly... pissed... hurt... disappointed.. you better f'n believe it... and one had the audacity to ask me if I was going to come back at a much lesser position...... uhm... hello... are you HIGH?? .. hmm let's see.... how can I say this nicely... "Radio EDIT"? ... .. there .. that little bit of anger out ... love blogs.. they allow you vent a bit .... of course, there are people in my friends list that still work there, so someone will probably be laughing about this on monday at work.... well, this is my disclaimer .. nothing personal ladies an
Lifes A Bitch!!
You know what sucks! Moving back n with yo Mommy n Daddy...No choice tho, its the only way i know i wont go spending crazy...Need to save, plus my ex-roommate is leaving me. :( very sad! Gonna Miss Her very Much! well lata until another time!
Life Is Sweet....
I have been a recoverying Meth addict since May 9, 2006 and I have to say that life is so different. I used for 12 long yrs & I missed out on an entire world of things. I just wanted to let everyone know life is alot sweeter with my head on straight & damn there is no drama N my world NICE..........
Life
7 Buses - 151 Riders - Bus Rider Logo In Default Pics If You Want To Rip. Please Repost Bulletins at least once, Not required but it helps get more people on for the PaRtY Come Jump on Jokers Wild's Small Bus where the only requirement is to have a sense of humor. Unlike Trains and planes this IS A 100% Free Ride. NO RATING REQUIRED NO FANNING REQUIRED NO ADDING REQUIRED NO NEED TO BUY ANYTHING FOR THE DRIVERS You Rate, Add, Comment who you want to and IF you want to THIS BUS RIDE IS ABSOLUTELY 100% FREE When The Bus is full we will add a second one and another one until we have a small bus convoy ! LOL Note: I will be updating once a day riders on the small bus send a FUBAR E-Mail message and I will get you added on the next bus out, I can not keep up with Bulliten,Blog and shout box request I will ONLY take those by FUBAR MAIL and get you loaded Remember Just because you rate someone on this bus is no requirement that they rate you back, Th
Life
if i were glass would you break me... if i was china would you drop me... would you carry me with the most gentelness... would you wrap your arms around me so tight to where i wouldnt fall... keep me safe... would you put me on the top shelf and forget about me and leave me to clooect dust... or would you take me out to display me as your lovely peice of china your perfect glass that you wouldnt break... sit me on a pedistole and say to me... i would never break you... i will never drop you... you are my perfect glass and my rare peice of china... Free Graphics & Comments Codes well its been 4 yrs ago i lost my youngest sister in a car wreck she was hit head on by another truck basicly killed her on the spot threw my neice from the car still strapped in her car seat broke a few of her bones and she had road rash and she survived my nephew was still in the car in his car seat with burns on his face from hitting the seat so hard like carpet burn..
Life And Love
CHAIN'S OF STEEL,CHAIN'S OF PAIN. SOME CHAINS FEEL COLD, WITH NAUGHT TO GAIN. THOSE COLD HARD CHAINS, SO HEAVY WITH WEIGHT. ARE NOT WHATS NEEDED, NOT WHAT IT TAKES. SOME FEEL THE WEIGHT, SOME FEEL CONFINED. ITS SPECIAL ONES WHO FEEL SUBLIME. CHAINS MADE OF STEEL, MADE TO CONFINE. THEY RUST WITH AGE,GROW OLD WITH TIME. BUT CHAINS OF LOVE, CHAINS THAT SET FREE.LOCKED PON YOUR WRIST,AND OFFERED TO ME. YOUR EYES ON MINE, YOUR SOUL ON FIRE. BIND TIGHT YOUR WRISTS, SET FREE YOUR DESIRE. LOOK DEEP INSIDE, SHOW ALL YOUR NEED. SOFT GENTLE ONE, A GROWING SEED. YOU'VE MET YOUR MAN,NOW SHOW YOUR TRUST. WITH CHAINED UP WRIST AND HOT FLOWING LUST! Monday, November 21, 2005 TIM as planets soar, off into space. and tidal waves, lay beaches waste. as wind and rain, with awesome force, tear at your life, and change its course. as freezing cold, bone cracking ice, rolls through your life, breacks off a slice. its natures way, of waking up. of changing times, her bitter cup.
Life
Have you ever noticed that with life..there are all sorts of interesting things that happen to us? From just the simplest of things to the most outrageous events. But all in all it is life. We live it...unless of course you are those that choose to sit on the sidelines and watch as moments and opportunities pass you by. Me....I would rather live life through all the hardships out there than just sit by and say..I should or I wish I had of....So live life...look at it like it is one big adventure...some good and some bad...but still an adventure worth being in.
Life
When did life get so messed up? Things used to be so easy when I was younger. If anything went wrong or I screwed up really bad I could always turn to a best friend or my family. They would do anything and everything in their power to fix it or at least make it better. They hated to see me hurting and sad and I never worried about anything. I know life is supposed to change when you move out on your own and get married. Things change even more after you become the parent and have little ones who look up to you. I have never been so depressed in my whole life and not sure what to do to make it better. The very few friends I have left don't understand where I'm coming from and I don't think they really want to get involved anyway, and that's ok. My family doesn't know what to do either and think I need to see a therapist. I know that I need to do something. Some people come into our lives and quickly go Some people stay for a while and leave footprints on our hearts and
Life....
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken, probably more than once, and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back
Life
Today I looked back on a lot of things in life..I went to thinking when I was a kid and I didn't have to really worry about anything and all you had to do was be a kid and go to school?...I have been doing alot of thinking about when ya get old enough and you aren't Holding onto "mommy and daddy's" hand and your out on your own its hard...But I've managed to take care of myself and have my own house, a car, 2 jobs, and go to college full time and I am also a parent to my beautiful 4 year old son and now I could have another kid along the way..I put myself in my kids shoes to see from their point of view such as us as we were kids...Its weird being a parent....I have more to come..
Life Sucks
Not to long ago I was so happy had everything I ever wanted a beautiful wife and 4 beautiful children then out of nowhere my beautiful wife OF 8 YEARS desided that she wanted to seperate now I Have lost everything that mattered to me why because all I ever wanted was to have a happy family now all I keep thinking about is wanting to end it all. I have lost a part of me and I dont know how to get it back. Im so hurt ,lost ,and confussed I dont want to live anymore I love her so much and cant take the pain anymore Dear Lord Help Me PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
Life
ok i have to get this out and now i really think its bullshit how people on this fucking site can backstab in the matter of minutes and think they are right for doing it there are people on here that i have NEVER done a damn thing to that are trying to make me feel bad all i have is when i make friends they are true friends not just INTERNET BS so here is some advice if you cant be a REAL LIFE friend delete me off your list and move on dont look back bc i wont lol for the rest of you that have been with me by my side threw so much i love you all and you all should know that xoxoxo LET ME TAKE YOU THROUGH MY CANDY SHOP..... «~· Ðя. Ď ·~» ***Erotic/ConnectionsRadio*** Missing Her!@ fubar jonnieboi@ fubar ```Teena~~~Owner of Connections~~~~@ fubar PIMPIN MUGZ@ fubar THESE PEOPEL ARE GUM DROPS, LOLIPOPS AND MELT IN YOUR MOUTH M&MS, GET A SUGAR RUSH AND ADD FAN AND RATE THESE GREAT PEOPLE ADD THEM ALL AND RATE ALL THEIR PICS AND I PROMISE YOU A
Life On Life's Terms
Life's Tough...but Its Tougher If Your Stupid!
ONE Recently, when I went to McDonald's I saw on the menu that you could have an order of 6, 9 or 12 Chicken McNuggets. I asked for a half dozen nuggets. "We don't have half dozen nuggets," said the teenager at the counter. "You don't?" I replied. "We only have six, nine, or twelve," was the reply. "So I can't order a half dozen nuggets, but I can order six?" "That's right." So I shook my head and ordered six McNuggets TWO I was checking out at the local Wal-Mart with just a few items and the lady behind me put her things on the belt close to mine. I picked up one of those "dividers" that they keep by the cash register and placed it between our things so they wouldn't get mixed. After the girl had scanned all of my items, she picked up the "divider", looking it all over for the bar code so she could scan it. Not finding the bar code she said to me, "Do you know how much this is?" I said to her "I've changed my mind, I don't think I'll buy that today." She said "OK," and I pai
Life And Whatever Comes Next
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Life.....and....sadness
A FRIEND SENT THIS TO ME YESTERDAY HAVING NO IDEA THE EFFECT IT WOULD HAVE ON ME AT THE TIME, WE ARE ALL HERE WITH NO IDEA WHEN WE MIGHT STOP ON A DIME...........I AM REPOSTING THIS AND A FEW OTHER THOUGHTS AT THE END BUT TAKE THE TIME AND TRULY READ AND UNDERSTAND THE TRUE MEANING IN THIS PASSAGE: One day someone special will be gone. And on that clear, cold morning, in the warmth of your bedroom, you might be struck with the pain of learning that sometimes there isn't any more. No more hugs, no more lucky moments to celebrate together, no more phone calls just to chat, No more "just one more minute." Sometimes, what we care about the most goes away. never to return before we can say good-bye, Or say "I Love You." So while we have it . . it's best we love it . . And care for it and fix it when it's broken . and take good care of it when it's sick. This is true for marriage .... and friendships .. And children with bad report cards; And dogs with bad hips; And aging par
Life...or Something Like It
I would always think if i wrote something and got it out, things would get better. But somehow its not this time. Its starting to frusterate me. What else can i do to block out this depression? Somedays are easier then others......I hate sensitive days....like today. I read a letter from my ex husband, it made me cry. I listen to 3 songs on my page, it made me cry, i saw my brother it made me cry...( im sooooo kidding on that last one.) I don't want to feel this weight of depression. It cramps me in a box, with wall i cannot break. Im tired of people who are so FAKE it makes me sick stand in my way. Its so hard to break these chains that the world has seem to put on me....I cannot even begin to think about.......well....anyways......uhm, .......go with me on this one.... Have you just sat somewhere, not really secluded, but away from everyone? I have my perfect spot. I live right on the river in my town, and of course the river is empty. I sit on the bank in between two
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Life And Death
My brother It has been over a year since my bother had passed away, I remember this event with great detail. A few weeks before he had passed my mom called my telling me that my bother was in the hospital with a liver problem. About ever other day I would get a call on his status, this was like riding a rollercoaster… He went to possible recovery to No recovery… The Call The call came in at dinner time on a Sunday – My bothers condition has turned for the worst. This time I knew that there was no way he would pull out because my mom had bought ticket for me to fly out to California… As I scrambled to get packed and ready to leave I was sick to my stomach – My bother who I have only talked to a few time in the past 12 years was ill and I had no idea how ill he had been… I arrived to California on a Tuesday – I stepped into the hospital and was met by my mom, my younger bother, and my bother's wife… we all hugged and then I proceed to get caught up on his condition… Betw
*life*
Well... in a way things couldnt get much better. I am married to the man of my dreams...and we are expecting a baby feb of 2008!!! the only thing missing is the fact that he isnt here with me right now. i am in NY and he is in KY where he is currently stationed in the U.S ARMY. We are waiting right now to see if he is going to get his transfer approved for coming to Ft Drum where we can be together!!! so pray with us that he gets it!!!! and baby....I LOVE AND MISS YOU SO MUCH
Life, The Universe, And Everything
I haven't been here in a while... I Felt terrible. Still feel that way... Wish it hadn't turned out the way it did.
Life In The Corps
Ate lunch today with President Bush. I was one of 175 people on base that got to eat with him. I will say I was extremely impressed. Found out friday that I'm going to be a logistic officer in the Marine Corps. I've been an officer for almost a year now, and I've spent all that time in schools training to be in charge of MARINES. Looking forward to going to my last school before I stand before my first platoon. I'll be in NC for 2 two months of Logistic Training. Looking forward to the future, will keep you all posted. Mike Cali in 2008...
Life
Today a few great friends showed up on my page and help me allot, thank you Cali4nialovin , Ms. Naughty N Nice, & Joanna. You three gals made short work of the 4k + points I Needed to level up. You even continued rating long after my rates were spent. XOXO john I had the opportunity to go out for some drinks and fun with two great ladies last night at a place is called "Sundance" and is more of a sports bar than anything but last night was karaoke night, heh. Since this was the first time I've met a Fubar patron away from the net we were more into the conversation than the singers. I don't think the night could have gone better if it was scripted. The three of us ended up hiding outside from the music so we could all hear each other. K has a great sense of humor and can split your sides with a look. D was, well..D! :) she always keep the conversation going on new topics, and both of them were looking ready for a Saturday night out.
Life, Family And Good Friends...
Ok, So I think I got a little part of this down now. I know how to blog, for sure. My space thought me that but because that was the first time I joined anything like that. Now it is an addiction that I try and not let this machine replace the real world & the real ppl in it. I home school my 9 yr old grandson & would love to chat about homeschooling, so message me I am married to the guy of my dreams & am NOT interested in finding or talking sentimentally with any other guy so don't go their! I am taken! I have 2 kids, all grown now.... :( I have 2 grandsons and I feel blessed! :) I am anxious to see what else life has to offe me. Stop by and say hi? Kat
Life
sometimes life just doesnt work the way everyone wants it to trying to get by like the rest of the world but when you got one trying to take someelse spot and isnt ready to move on in his own life just really bites and cant make a mind up of friendship or more and is being the biggest turtle and is trying to get you jealous given you obsticles and test while he is still vary much with his other partner really bites and makes it hard for the other ones life to move in the direction it should be going to.....lol im just really bored i guess lol but why hide when its only a friendship especial a friendship of 20 years thats the confusing part lol ......
Life Is Like A Novel With The End Ripped Out
Life Is Like A Novel With The End Ripped Out
My eyes see right through you Love you for everything you are Everything you want to be You make me smile when I want nothing more than to cry Being in your arms makes me feel safe I try and fight it but I can’t It consumes me I try and deny it I don’t want this I am scared to death Feels like you’re crawling under my skin Into my heart It’s easier to be broken & hide Always waiting for that second chance Memories seep through my veins Emotion takes over Dreams become reality Reality becomes a dream I smile in the eyes of the sun I open my heavy eyes I see you smiling upon me Reaching for my hand I want to take a chance LIVE IS LIKE A NOVEL WITH THE END RIPPED OUT
Life In General For Me
well is ok just dealing with my kids father who needs to be more of a dad to the children just spend time with them shoot ..just throw a ball around with our son and play tea party or something with our daughter nothing serious not asking for a million dollars just asking for him to spend some quality time with them like they desereve so props go out to all them single fathers who are doing their thing for their children .... ok well thats what i am dealing with in my life as of now well life has thrown me a curve ball for sure i go to drs for my yearly check up like everyone does and what happens i find out i have cervical cancer ..so now i am having surgery on october1 to remove the cancer cells so we shall see what happens from there the dr says ..but dam it i just started to get my life together and now this aint that some shit ..ok i am done .. thanks for reading my blog
Life
This archaic term no longer exists in my life, and im probably better off for it. Im a simple man, treat women with respect, and all i want is someone to love, but i cant find them, oh well.. I give up Well, tonight is my last night as a free man! Tomorrow i go to the processing station in Dallas, take the physical,and take theoathof enlistment back into the Army. I know there is the possibility of me going to Iraq, but its a chance every soldier takes when he puts on the uniform. I am happy to be going back in, and i know the great spirit will protect and watch over me. John Well damnit, life has thrown me another curve ball. I was all set to go back into the Army, and then i get an upper respritory infection that killed the physical.. Oh well, wasnt meant to be. We'll see what the great spirit has in store for me now.. Who knows, b
Life Rants
Letting go of someone you love is one of the hardest things you'll even have to do. The more alone time you spend, the more thinking you get to do, the more realization of truth you encounter. I think that once you balance out the reasons why you want to hold on and the reasons you have to let go, you will come to an understanding as to what you're really dealing with and see the true colors of the cards you are holding. Life brings people into your life for a reason and when its time for them to leave its because the lesson has been left and its up to you to see it, feel it, and live on what you've learned. I've recently decided to let someone go from my life. Although, its with a heavy heart that I make this decision, I decided it was for my own good and for the best for the both of us. We just dont see eye to eye, we dont think close to the same, we dont believe in the same rules, and we're in different levels overall. Sometimes being on different levels alone causes a
Life As I Know It
Watching blood stained windows I must just love the pain See the children crying In my dreams my mother died again Dig her grave much deeper The fatal price she paid I hope I'm here to hold her When she comes back again I see the death and the disaster There is no happy ever after The time has come Is the armageddon Finally here at last? You may see the mushroom But you won't hear the blast Don't need a self made prophet Don't need a holy war Don't need another leader To even up the score I'm cursed with living on a fault line The doomsday clock was made by mankind No place to run I see the death and the disaster There is no happy ever after The time has come The Countdown's begun Well it's been a week now since my mothers death...and now I'm getting all these different emotions coming at me that I never expected.....Mostly guilt..like not being around as much as I could have...and why couldn't I of even picked up a phone to say hi..Guilty for being so
Life
Every story has a end but in life every end is just a new begining
Life's Not So Fun
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Life Is A Comedy To Those Who Think, A Tragedy To Those Who Feel.
I read this quote while taking a class for my agent job and its been stuck with me ever since so see how well it sticks in yours. LIFE IS A COMEDY TO THOSE WHO THINK, A TRAGEDY TO THOSE WHO FEEL.
The Life Of Me.....
So I was at this music store that sells records, and by that I mean 45's and the like and this guy was talking to his friend about this chick he started talking to from Fubar. Me being the nosey little mouse that I am was like wtf is Fubar. Well now I know. My what a place. There is a lot going on. All types of sounds and people saying hello. It's really nice. I just feel bad sometimes. I don't want people to think I'm mean because I don't write back. *scratches head* I've leveled pretty fast which means according to the bible means I can do more. Maybe thats tomorrow's goal. I like the place. Just wonder what a blast is? Also I got a kitten today. Went to the store for a collar. Maybe put the pictures up tomorrow. Like any one wants to see my new kitten. I'm such a girl sometimes. Also I can't spell, so if that bugs you. I'm really sorry. :) If I started talking to you today but kinda dropped of, don't take that as a sign of anything. It's called wireless and a new kitten. Lo
Life Sucks
Things are getting a little out of hand around my house in that my wife doesn't seem to want to take any responsibility toward helping with the bills. I grant you she is 34 years younger than me and she is very imature but she want all the crap we have but is screwing around instead of helping like she should. I think I know one reason why she is like this but, agaain, this shows how imature she really is. I will not put it in here because I may be wrong and if I am there is no need to start trouble. Maybe things will straighten out soon, at least I hope so, ut I am not holding my breath on it.
Life
Life..
So Lets See...Erm Well All I Gotta Say To One Person And He Knows Who He Is After He Reads This...I'ma Miss Ya, Will Always Love Ya, But I Gotta Say Goodbye...In Some Ways.. I Have Finally Gotta My Life Slowly Goin In The Direction I Want. Well Mostly Because I Have The Love Of My Life Now. I Wanna Be With Him Forever And We Plan To Be. Hopefully After I Graduate And Get Things Settled We Can Move In Together :D hehe. Erm. I LOVE YOU!! Haha. Umm I Found My Long Lost Older Sister That Was Taken From My Dad When She Was A Baby And Given Another Guys Name. She Has A 8month Old Son, Named Duante, And Is 5months Preggy With A Baby Gurl. Named Kaiya Arihona Nichole. And Well THAT MAKES ME A AUNT! I'm So Happy. We're Goin To Maine To See Them This Weekend. Erm I Started Classes Again Last Night And Im Workin My Butt Off And Spendin As Much Time As I Can With My Baby. haha I LOVE YOU so Much!
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Life
The Life Of The Kool-aid Man
This is it, last week of regular classes...then finals week and then the big day, December 20th where i will receive my bachelors in Broadcasting and then its off to the real world. Wow, college went by so quick It's starting to hit me now....Graduation is little over a month away and then its the real world. No more waking up 10 minutes before class and walking out the door, no more fraternity stuff, no more having a shit tone of free time, and most of all i wont see my g/f every day (if im lucky it will be twice a month). Instead il have to get up probably an hour and a half and start my career in broadcasting and the the not so fun part, paying off student loans. After five and a half years, i'l have my bachelors...to think about it, its all surreal to me because i thought id ever get a bachelors, hell i never thought id make it in college but i did. They say that college are the best years of your life and i can honestly say that that's true...these have been some of the best
Life
I am so hungry that my stomache is growling but I can not seem to get off this computer. I know a little wierd but that is how it is. anyways I will stop this bable and continue to rate and add friends love you all chow Living life is easy when you have a great family and a bunch of rowdy friends. I live my life to the fullest and hope to have a wild ride. Live life there ain't no tommorow. Talk to you all soon...... Tim
Life Is Short
Life Sucks
Well, LIFE SUCKS with in the week I'VE LOST two great aunts... I so hate life.. its to short to mess around... but not long enough to do anything else. so live life to the fullest or shortest what ever comes first hopefully the fullest..love u all RAIN AKA STORM OF THE JLM
Life According To Bob
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Life
so far I have managed to keep from losing my internet.... We'll see how long it lasts, I can only catch up on this stupid bill a bit at a time so its just a matter of hoping I can beat it. I'm wrapped I can still be here with yas all. You make my day so much brighter. Thanks Guys! In a few days my internet is being suspended, for a few months.. Its gonna be a tough, rough lonely few months without my darling Fu-friends, but I'm sure I'll cope, somehow. Meanwhile, dont forget to show me love cos I'll be getting out more visiting my mates, and damn right I'll be nagging to pinch some internet time to check on you all! I'll miss you all so much. Take Care Keep Smiling Cheers! I have a lot of ... Unread Books, Wayward BobbyPins, Unworn Shoes, Teddy Bears, Pores On My Epidermis, Baskets, Bricks On The Outside Of My House, Dusty Teapots, Odd Socks. I have little of... Forks, Lightshades, Walkable Planks Food Containers With Matching Lids, Make-Up,
Life
I was so alone, Empty, hurt..... Waiting for my wounded heart to be healed Somedays even afraid of emptiness I look around, but nobody is there listening, alone. Sometimes I would look in the mirror but saw no real image, It was all fake, or maybe just a dream Maybe tomorrow would be different but then there is truth Darkness, all around trying, to escape but can't I am trapped in my own pain, I now realize I have created, but why? As tears fill my eyes, I try to scream, but can't I close my eyes tight to stop the tears from falling I open them to see, a deserted room, that I call my own As time goes by, we learn that the one person who wasn't supposed to let you down, probably will, and the one person that you never thought would be there for you, will be. You're going to have fights with your friends, you're going to lose some of your friends, you may even fall in love with one of your friends. You will eventually lose someone you love and love someone you nev
Life
thank you all for your prayers for my son. I am starting school september 19th for criminal Juatice CSI. Im still working as a security guard and taking care of all 4 kids on my own. YES still no man but one day maybe. I think i am holding up to the pressure of raising the four kids on my own and 3 of them special needs but i do break down but who wouldn't huh.. If i havent given you love on ur pics or profile let me know and if you just want some loving let me know. Take care ya'll and love you all. Peace from Biloxi, Mississippi my home. I will keep you up to date on the boys surgerys. love olina
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Life
I really wanna go to the movies, but I don't have anyone to go with yet.... do you mind going with me? Waterford Lakes? Blahhh... whatever. So, I've been talking to few girls in here for some time now. All the sudden they don't remember the conversations they had with me. I'm either losing myself or gettin messed up in the brain 'cause of the alcohol, 'cause if there's one gift i have, is to remember shit! But for some reason, few girls in here don't remember what we have talked about before. It could be me..... shit. I'm really fucking confused right now! It's funny 'cause it has been a few of them that had told me they don't remember the conversations.... I could understand if one didn't remember, but more than 4 people within 48 hours? fuck, i'm fucked up in my brain! So I had my friend stay with me last night, and I had asked her to set her alarm so I could wake up to come here to work. Alarm was supposed to go off right at 6 AM. But it never did. Woke up around 7:3
Life Sucks...
WTF! Summer is my slow season, but I never anticipated it would get this slow. After spending 3 months barely keeping my head above water I was hoping things would turn around, stupid me... Thursday I get a $525 charge from one of my vendors for something I never ordered or received, my bank tell me the vendor needs to fax them this, this and that, ok... I call 'em, they apologize for the mistake and tell me they'll fax the stuff over... Bank can't find it, they say the sent it AND claim they issued a refund. Bank says there's no refund posted and could take 7 days to post from the time it's issued. OK, I don't have 7 days... I'm fucking broke, account depleted... I have to wait 7 days (they say 30 days in some cases)! I have commitments to customers, I can even pay for shipping the products that have already been paid for! So I have to take it in the ass for someone else's mistake? "capital must protect itself"... Fucking Jew philosophy! I don't want to engage in "commerce", I'm not
Life
lifes a bitch then we die so fuck the world lets get high. LIFE SUCKS THEN ILL DIE. SO FUCK THE WORLD SOMEONE GET ME HIGH i need a drink right now like a baby need his candy.!!!!!!!!
" Life Is A Journey Not A Destination"
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Life Changes..
Just giving everyone that doesn't have the updates the scoop. The boys are great they both love the new place and they have their own playroom now. I love that feature keeps the rest of the house clutter free :) I have a wonderful man in my life that keeps my head screwed on straight as i do for him. Full time working mom and soon to be a manager at the store i work for, cant wait for weekends off again. Other than that everything else is a day to day basis and whatever happens, happens. I live my life to be happy and to make my kids happy. The only thing that matters to me is a roof over their heads and food in their stomachs. Keeping in touch as much as i can give me a shout if you dont know all the details already. Life has been so crazy lately w/ everything thats going on (most of you already know the details, and i dont feel like going into them right now) I havent had much time to check emails and things like that. I posted some new pics,
Life Changes
Life As It Is...
Sounds like i am being a GRINCH....But i am kinda sick and tired of this season....For the following reasons though...The cost of living is so high, gas prices are ridiculous...So therefore i barely make it through my week on minium wage...I been living on my own for 6 almost 7 years now...So my christmas always suck for me,cause i never have the money i want to spend on people...I feel i always give shitty presents cause they don't cost hardly anything...But people say it is the thought that counts...One of my big reasons i hate christmas is my DADDY is never home anymore on christmas, he works in iraq for haliberton. So every Christmas day i come to my moms to see my mother, and my sister, sometimes if i am lucky my brother shows his face....It just doesn't feel like christmas anymore...I wish things could go back to when we was small when we had our family with us....I don't want to be young again i just wanted the feeling of christmas back...I miss my dad like hell i only see him 2
Life
Girls Cry Because..... They fell in love with the wrong person They're Mad They're Sad They're Scared They're Nervous They're Frustrated They're Missing someone They're Alone They're PMSing They're Pregnant They're tired of abusive relationships Their Heart Is broken They're in love Their souls have been torn They met someone they cant have They feel cheated They hurt so bad inside They feel unloved BOYS!!!: If any girl you know is crying, and you see them, don't just stand there like an ass and say you're sorry, hold them, kiss them, and tell them everything will be ok, even if you have no idea what is wrong with them. Girls go through more drama than you can imagine! Girls just want to be held and know that someone cares about them. Girls: Repost this if you're tired of dealing with the drama, and you're sick of putting up with the bullshit! Boys: Repost if you're a loving, caring, sensitive guy, who hates to se
The Life
With all my years before, I still come unprepared for these tumult and strife, It is as though I take one step forward, And two leaps back. I stand short with all my courage, tall with all my pain. This life is so unpredictable, With immeasurable amounts of loss and tears. I cannot see ahead and must never let these eyes set me back Stagnant, If that's the word describes the life I lead. I once had a dream, One bigger than easily fathomed. The talent is gone and my hands just cannot do the same. I find peace in chaos. Love in hatred. But I cannot find hope. By:Psyfer
Life Changes When You Least Excpect
Well its been over three weeks and still feel like im living in a dream. I dont know which way to turn .. For those of you who dont know I lost my long term partner suddenly. She had been well apart from a few what the doctors called minor heart attacks, they only just registered as attacks. Well after the first one Jo was given an angioplasty, a little shunt put inside her heart to unblock w partially closed vein in her heart. Hey she has a heart I had joked to some work mates, i used jokes throught out this period as it was my only way to deal with what was going on. It was only two years ago 15 march we had a little boy together after a very hard pregnancy, we went thru hell but after 4 days he died. We then went thru this second part of hell the questions about if we could have done anything to hace avoided it. For a long time it was just one long numb dream. We then found that Jo was pregnant again this time from the moment of her first scan , which was very ear
Life
There was a blind girl who hated herself because she was blind. She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He was always there for her. She told her boyfriend, "I f I could only see the world, I will marry you." One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her. When the bandages came off, she was able to see everything, including her boyfriend. He asked her,'Now that you can see the world, will you marry me?' The girl looked at her boyfriend and saw that he was blind. The sight of his closed eyelids shocked her. She hadn't expected that. The thought of looking at them the rest of her life led her to refuse to marry him. Her boyfriend left her in tears and days later wrote a note to her saying: 'Take good care of your eyes, my dear, for before they were yours, they were mine.' This is how the human brain often works when our status changes. Only a very few remember what life was like before, and who was always by their side in the most painful situations. Life Is a Gift
Life Part 1
You know, I don't take Fubar serious. It is the net. People on the net usually pretend to be something they are not because they can get by with it, for at least a little while. I know a lot of people on here unfortunately do take it serious and I can see how it is easy to get wrapped up in it. I just really don't like the meanness on here and people telling other people to get a life and how ugly or fat someone is. There was a 18 year old boy that was mean to my picture and even when I was nice to him and gave him a 10, instead of the 1 he gave me, he came in and gave me another one and told me "it is the net, get over yourself, this isn't real". Um, ok. I never did say it was jackass and in real life, I wouldn't give you the time of day either. So for now on, when people give me a 1 just to be spiteful, I will just block them right away and not rate them at all. They are the ones that don't have a life. I only go in to the mums that my friends write. Only to vo
Life
As life seems to become hard at times, its those times when you realize that each of those hard moments make you a stronger and better person. AS each day goes by, new things open my eyes and I learn what to say or what not to say. sometimes after the fact (DUH). sometimes it's best just leave your mouth shut.and sometimes you need to speak your mind. Just knowing the place and time to do each is what I am learning. and the best thing is that honesty leaves all the lies out, and not having to try and remember what lkie to cover up what lie. so life is easier and makes it more simple and a lot less STRESSFUL. AHhhhh I feel better. Why is it that, a woman can go out tell you she loves you. she wants to spend the entire weekend together with you. THen turn around ditch you and then decide that you aren't worth spending the entire weekend together? There are times when she says she wants to spend the entire weekend week end with you and then turns right around in the smae breath and says
Life Is Wonderful!!
Ok, since August was a shitty month for me, i.e. having gall bladder surgery (August 6th)and the car accident on August 30, the ONLY good thing that happened to me was Sea L coming home finally!! So let's just hope that September will be a better month. So far so good. He and I are having lots of fun with each other. We try to do different things and I'm trying to show him more of this town, but with me working 2nd shift and also working over time,it's hard to get out. But I have to thank God for bringing us together. I love Sea L more and more everyday, depsite how much he picks on me!!! LMAO But he's the best and I know I don't have to worry about anything with him in my life. Iconic Daredevil Evel Knievel Dies at 69 By MITCH STACY – 3 hours ago CLEARWATER, Fla. (AP) — Evel Knievel, the red-white-and-blue-spangled motorcycle daredevil whose jumps over crazy obstacles including Greyhound buses, live sharks and Idaho's Snake River Canyon made him an international icon
Life
summer is almost over almost time to see leaves fall time for some to break up time for some to make up all things seem to change change for good or bad life is like that it is a revolving circle of the never ending so just sit back and go with your own flow don't worry about what's going to happen next things have a way of eventually working out for the best take life with a grain of salt i'm not saying it's easy but it will be in the long run live life to the fullest at least that is one thing you won't regret Nothing I feel it now More than ever That never-ending longing Longing to be free again To return to where I once was To be classified as “weird” To do things that are crazy To lose myself in the nothingness That sounds so wonderful To act like nothing matters To feel like nothing matters To be nothing Nothing, nothing, nothing It’s calling me What do I do It’s pulling me hard I feel it Deep, deep ins
Life On The Road
I finally got a promotion with my company after trying for 11 years and I love my new position, but have been on the road almost for 2 months since I started this position in July of this year. The only downside on it is I am by myself and miss my family and wish they could enjoy seeing some of the things I have seen over the last two months. I have driven to Los Angeles twice now and getting ready to make the drive again on Monday, if anyone ever gets the chance to make that drive down I70 from Denver to LA I recommend doing it cause the sites are amazing all the mountains, rivers and valleys you get to see are just incredible. The one thing that impressed me the most was coming into Las Vegas around 10 at night and popping up on top of this ridge and then just seeing the lights of the city as it stretchs across the valley for miles is something to see.
Life
she questions why? why me? she looks for answers but none ever seen to come to her, searching her face she seeks for a clue as why her, but it is a question that will not be answered, for she can search her eyes and tell there isn’t any reason, she turns and he is there ready to take her into his arms and hold her, stilling her fears and tears, and she knows it will be Ok, he will make it all seem worth while I was not looking for you, how can you be looking for something that you have thought was not there to find. Something that just thinking about can bring a smile to your face, with a word can can open your mind, and with a tear can unlock your heart. Something that can make you wake and feel there is more to life. Someone that can make time stop, and once you realize that so much time has passed make you beg for more. This someone makes all things seem new and wonderful, giving unto you more than you feel you deserve. Mking you feel that anything you give in return will never equa
Life Sucks
u dont know what u have till u cannt do anything for yourself. i broke my foot a couple of days ago and it really sucks. i cannt do anything for myself and it sucks. i have to have everyone do everything for me. im used to being able to do everthing for myself and now depend on everyone. life really fuckin sucks. everything is takin away from me. i miss it so much i want to thank my family and friends and my best friend sally. she has been here everyday to help. i want to say thank u and luv u
Life..
Life!
Dear diary, How is anyone meant to be happy in life when A) his grandmother passes away(please refer to other blogs) & B) when his parents tell hjim that they would rather him dead cos he isn't a doctor, a lwayer or an accountant. & that he shouldn't have his life on the line with his security/personal bodyguarding job. They have neever done anything for me in my life for me as i had to do it myself or i never got anything for myself. I can't rely on anyone cos no1seems to give a shit about me. No child should ever have to hear those words that i heard come out of my parents mouths. then after i heard that my grandmother passed away that was the final straw in my life!
Life Is Scary
Very important info..... Google has implemented a new feature which enables you to type a telephone number into the search bar and hit enter and you will be given the person's name and address. If you then hit Map you will get a map to the person's house. Everyone should be aware of this! It's a nationwide reverse telephone book. If a child gives out his/her phone number, someone can now look it up to find out where he/she lives. The safety issues are obvious, and alarming!!! Note that you can have your phone number removed or blocked. I tried my number and it came up along with the mapquest and directions straight to our house. I did fill out the removal form for myself, and encourage all of you to do the same. Quite scary! Please look up your own number!!!!!!! You may know someone who needs to know this -that would have little kids. It takes Sex Offenders right to your front door!! Please share this information with friends and family.
Life ..
A good message. +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours in a day are not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar and the 2 glasses of wine... A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him. When the class began, wordlessly, he picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was. The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was. The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded
Life
so this is when you learn what its like to be a person and be on your own. it's hard at first but once you get the hand of it, it's easy. there's drama, heartbreak, deaths, criminals, etc. but once everything is done with you just learn from the things you have done and the things that the people around you do. i mean lifes a bitch & thats that. it's hard to let go of things that were so amazing. but it's honestly the best thing you can do. no matter what people say or think it's the only thing you can do. learn from everything. and don't live wiht regret. cuz everything you did was for a reason. this is lifeee. so don't try and change it. people make mistakes no matter what. NOONES is PERFECT. they may think they are but honestly they aren't
Life
There is no more lively sensation than that of pain; its impressions are certain and dependable, they never deceive as may those of the pleasure women perpetually feign and almost never experience. Our greatest crime is cultivating our anger. Instead of fighting it we allow it to grow. Its our true alter ego. Its free floating, poisonous, and destructive, yet perversely empowering. Anger is passion and passion makes you feel alive. Can we truly change? Everyone should have the power within them to change. Is it really possible to change yourself fundamentally? Past experiences are hidden tripwires lying dormant within you, ready to sabotage actions still in the future, ready to circumvent any attempt at reinvention. Character is destiny, and thus fate is set! I HAVE NOT FORGOTTEN
Life In General
http://fubar.com/lb_share.php?to=fubar&uid=1790047&type=lounge&item_id=77521&link=http://fubar.com/l/77521 alrighty guys im in an auction and i would love for all of ya to come bid on me :) heres the link http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=800157&albumid=1456110&i=3026743017&idx=34 ok... i dont get it... i go to a bar... not necessarily to pick up guys or to get hit on but it normally makes me feel good if i get a little attention... here lately though everytime i go my friends always get the guys or get the attention or at least here damn ur good lookin ... not anything against my friends but come on what is so wrong with me... hell even when i do go somewhere to meet guys im just the friend... FFS the guy that my friend met last night didnt even bother rememberin my name... i was... The Tall One... woohooo i hate bein looked at so different... not that i wanna be the same as everyone else but it sucks... wtf do i have to do to get attention in these situations... i do everythin from
Life
What were you doing that tragic day? I don't think I'll ever forget that day, September 11, 2001. It's forever etched in my mind. It was a Tuesday that will always be, for my generation, my December 7, 1941. I was a young 26 year old, living in El Cajon, California (just outside San Diego). I was in my seventh year of my enlistment in the United States Navy. I worked second shift at that time. I was the work center night shift (navy talk for second shift) Production Supervisor, as well as the work center Collateral Duty Inspector (basically Quality Assurance). At that time I was becoming a seasoned Aviation Electronics Technician Second Class (AT2 / E-5 rank) and close to being the LPO (Leading Petty Officer) of the shop. This, in retrospect, was not too common at NASNI AIMD (Naval Air Station North Island Aircraft Intermediate Maintenance Detachment). I was fortunate to be where I was, considering two years prior I was stationed in Yokosuka, Japan. I was very content
Life Part 2
I got some bad news today. My step mother called me and asked if I had heard from my brother Kevin. I had not. So she tells me that he is getting a divorce. After 15 years of marriage! I know it happens to a lot of people. I know this. I am not naive. It is just that him and his wife who were heavy drug users in the past, made it though that and jail time for drugs, got clean and made it through not being able to have kids have now decided to get a divorce after just buying their first house just last November! I know I don't know all the details. I just worry. I have seen what drugs do to my brother and it is so ugly. I worry that even at 40 years of age, he will slip back into that life style. They seemed to have gotten their act together. She went to school and is now a nurse. He has a great job. They bought a house and bam! It seems like when you think things are perfect, they really aren't. My sister in law is a great person and I hope they can make it with
Life
Life is the most amazing thing that could possibly have been invented. I love Harold Redden so much and I don't know what I would do without him. He is the apple of my eye. He is my rock and my shield. He is everything to me. I wouldn't want to throw that away for anything. He is going down to Mexico and I won't be able to talk to him for like 9 days. I will miss him so much. My life is awesome... how is yours???
Life Sucks
I have come here Just to inform you... I'm NOT sorry, For what I shall do. I have no guilt Nor shame, For leaving you To your life game. Life holds nothing... Nothing for me. No purpose. Only misery. I'm in debt. I'm in pain. I cry, knowing I'm not sane. Cause I see me dead. A gruesome scene. My knife in my throat. The bloodiest of dreams. soon that will find me. They'll call the police. But I'll be long gone, No one gives a fuck. No one will care, While at my corpse, They'll stare. Just another one. Another fucked up kid. You're better off With what I did. I went quiet. I went alone. I went to find A new home. I'm with the others. Those like me. Helpless, lost, dead... Gathered alone in our misery. I know. I'm going to hell. But it's probably Just as well. Mom. Dad. I loved you. I just don't know What else I can do. I'm sick of hurting. I'm sick of crying. I'm sick of all the Pieces
Life
my life is getting worse by the day all i can wish is for me to just disappear ad never return. last year if you have read my sickness blogs you would know i was in hospital for a while with pnumonia then i have had problems at where i work where i nearly lost my job. my life change for the better when i got talking to a lady on here who helped me change my life for the better. now my life is on the way back to nothing as i have had x-rays on my chest and spine as my doctor thinks i could have damaged my spine. he has also done tests on me and found out i am diabetic. then i get in today and find that the lady i had fallen for has blocked me from her page so my life sucks. paul
Life
I just wanted to let everyone know that I am having surgery on June 4th. They are going in and cleaning out my left knee. There is arthritis in my knee and a small tear in the meniscus. I am going to also ask my doctor if he can look at my hips because some days they hurts so bad I can barely walk. Last night, I had my friends Kelly, Jimmy, Lisa and Chad up for supper. I made turkey, mashed potatoes, stuffing, and green beans. After we ate another so called friend named Charles stopped by for awhile. When Chad left, I asked Charles to go get Tigger so she would not run out the door. He went to pick her up because another friend was leaving and I didn't want her to run off. Well Tigger either got scared or something and scratched him. Well instead of bringing her to me, he held her up as high as he could by the back of her neck and she was hissing and growling, I told him to bring her to me but he didn't listen. He threw her on the floor really hard and she bounced off the floor
Life Really Fucking Sucks At Times.....
hey my kid brother (well, hes my exes little brother but we're tight and i think of him as my own) bought himself a scooter on saturday he has a history of bad luck with scooters and bikes well, this time was no different at 3.00pm on monday he was involved in a serious crash with a car we are not sure wtf happened yet only that the car turned right and across him we dont know if he hit the car or the car hit him we do know he went through the window of the car we do know 2 doctors were there almost instantly and the police got there in under 2 minutes it was so serious they called in the air ambulance to airlift him to hospital the first his mum knew of it was when a police car screamed to a stop outside her house and a policeman knocked on the door the poor woman didnt even know he had bought a scooter as she had begged him not to any more she called me from the police car (they were brilliant, they got her to the hospital in record time) totally distraught a pol
Life...love...happiness?????
I am starting to finally feel whole again. It has been a long time since i have felt this way. I met a great man who treats me the way that ive always wanted to be treated. He loves me for me, including all my faults. He knows my thoughts and can complete my sentances even before i start them. He accepts my kids as if they were his. And althought we both have been through hell somehow we found something in one another that broght us together. Its hard sometimes to try not to wonder if whats happened in the past is going to happen again, but i can only hope that the love he says he has is stronger than the rest. Cause this heart of mine is tired of building walls just to have them knocked down. Only time will tell. Well today i start a new job. Its part time nights and weekends which is fine cuz i want to go back to school and finish my Criminal Justice Degree. I wish I never would have let my ex stop me from going but now i have no one in my way. I can go to school during
Life Part 3
I have decided that my life is a circus! A 3 ring circus that I have to juggle and try to get through every day with little scathing! Yesterday, I get the news about my brother. It is life and we all move on. Yesterday my son forgot his vocabulary words yet again! Peter had to take him back to school, get someone to open up the classroom and get them. Not fun. I had a bad email from his teacher also telling me that Christopher had a bad attitude with her. So my day always tends to go to Hell after the hour of 3:00pm. We got through last night with all homework done and not too much yelling on Peter's part. I hate yelling! It doesn't work. No one listens to someone yelling. Anyway, with another "pep" talk last night and this morning to Christopher on how to behave at school and bringing home his homework, today is another day! Here goes the circus! I am talking to my love on line today, being naughty with the cam with him. Everything is great! We say goodnight
Life Part 4
Ugh! Today was not a very good day. I wonder what is out of whack with my universe? I wrote a blog earlier and a guy that I thought was my friend just berated me in my blog. It wasn't a nice comment at all. So I told him he knew nothing about me or my family and that he wasn't very nice leaving me that comment. I deleted his comment, the blog and him! Today is my son's birthday. It should be a great day, right? I got a phone call from my son's teacher saying that he wasn't doing anything in class. That he just sat there during a math test and she had to send him to another class room to see if he would do something and still he hadn't. I was shocked to say the least. It is his birthday. Why is he not having a good day? I talked to him on the phone and asked him if something had happened and he said no. But he was not really talking. I dropped him off at school all happy and then this. His teacher sent me an email telling me she would call me after school about an i
Life Is Life
Life is Life" People; we go through life seeing, meeting, touching, experiencing, and hopefully growing as a result of interactions with other people. Growing is the key word. For some growing emotionally, spiritually, and just growing up is slower process than for others. We welcome/allow people into our lives. Sometimes the experience is great, sometimes just ok. Sometimes we allow our selves to be vulnerable, and sometimes we are betrayed. We go through life meeting people that are; very different than we are, some with similar interest, some with the same values as we have, and some who's values are very different than the one's we hold so close. Life is life, and people are people. No bad guys and no good guys, (As I always say). I was once told to pray for someone who has wrong me, when I didn’t know how to look inwards and look at my own part. Only by looking inwards can I find the solution. By pointing fingers and blaming we don’t grow. I have been praying for diffic
Life's A Dream
life's a dream goin' full stream know what i mean? it runs like water thru a mountain stream it passes you bye and you wonder why? you just live until you die. you just live and you give a laugh or a cry but the truth always be a lie then you die. like a moon beam nuthin' is as it seem just a reflection of the sun and what you have done then your life is done ain't no do over's and over's and over's again ain't no way to begin agin' life's a dream it runs like water thru a mountain stream or the light from a moon beam ain't nuthin' as it seem nor as it oughta' be see life's just a moon beam and a mountain stream aint's nuthin' as it seem it's sure not what you thoughta' your life would be when you look back and agree that moon beams and the water runnin' thru mountain streams ain't what they seems only dreams moon beams and moutnatin streams nor life as your years pass int
Life
Hey everyone....I just wanted to update you all and let u know that I will not be on for while. I am gettin ready to move back to another state to be with my husband. He is coming home from Iraq and I can't wait for him to come home!! It's been a long ass year with him being gone. I hope that u all will be praying that he has a safe return and that I make it to where I am going!! Thank you
Life
Hey list'n up... U Live n u DIE so dont get all discouragd. just get ur lasy azz off the couch n grab LIFE by the horns.. n stop be'n pansie's bout girl's if ur not kool bout ur self then the girl's will think the same way.. so think positive n confident n u'll have a great Life n maybe a great girl or even a family... U never know what lies ahead of even around the corner.... I even have to take my own advice.....
Life Part 2
Life In Afganistan Of A Canadian Soldier
Hey all my Fubarian Friends:) I'm on here for an hour or two...because we're getting supplies then back off to the mountains. I've got a friend looking after my fubar account while I'm not here. He's a pretty cool guy...his name is Mike No he doesn't belong to Fubar. So please be nice to him...:P So please rate/fan/add me to your friends list I'm just a lonely Soldier out here in the Dust Bowl of Hell!!!!!! well I'm off now...got to go check my emails and write a letter home to my MOM!!! Thank You ...roamnhands...AKA Dave Taylor SGT I LOVE ALL MY FUBARIAN FRIENDS HERE and HOPE TO MAKE MORE FRIENDS!!!!!oxoxoxoxoxoxox hey all you Fubarians its me roaminhands..:P I leave the safety of my home base to go up into the mountain here in Afdganistan...to do what I'm train to do so I wont be on here for a little while but please rate/fan/add/and comment please I'm a very lonely Canadian Soldier here in Afganistan so hopefully all my furbarian friends miss me well I'm of
Life Part 6
I may regret telling the world this but....I just went pee and as I was peeing, I remembered that I had used the last of the toilet paper earlier! I look around and the box of Kleenex is missing. I open up the vanity drawers and nothing. Nothing that remotely looks like a piece of cloth to use. I am all alone. What do I do? I sit there for a minute and laugh and then I had to take my hand and use it for toilet paper!!! What else was I going to use? Yes, I thoroughly washed my hands after. I then went and got the box of Kleenex by my bedside and proceeded to wipe properly! I just thought it was too funny not to share! Now, there are 3 roles of toilet paper in my bathroom! Thought you could use a good laugh or......be grossed out! haha Ciao~ This seemed like one very long week. There was a lot that happened with my boys pretty much every day. It is over and today is a brand new day. The sun will set and another day will be fresh! Right? I think so. I
Life
Girls Cry Because..... They fell in love with the wrong person They're Mad They're Sad They're Scared They're Nervous They're Frustrated They're Missing someone They're Alone They're PMSing They're Pregnant They're tired of abusive relationships Their Heart Is broken They're in love Their souls have been torn They met someone they cant have They feel cheated They hurt so bad inside They feel unloved BOYS!!!: If any girl you know is crying, and you see them, don't just stand there like an ass and say you're sorry, hold them, kiss them, and tell them everything will be ok, even if you have no idea what is wrong with them. Girls go through more drama than you can imagine! Girls just want to be held and know that someone cares about them. Girls: Repost this if you're tired of dealing with the drama, and you're sick of putting up with the bullshit! Boys: Repost if you're a loving, caring, sensitive guy, who hates to se
Life Or Something Else...
i have been extremely irritated lately. i am not sure if it is becuase i am unhappy where i am at, the ex huby getting on my nerves, school, parenthood or all of the above. but in the past few weeks i have made almost everyone that i come into contact iwth cry. in the past when this has happened (yes it has happened before), i usually go and get a tattoo and i seem to be all good after that. but this time i have this strange feeling/vibe that i just can't shake!! i am not trying to hurt anyones feelings, but i don't have a very high tolerance these days for bullshit!! i have tried pretty much eerything to get me to relax but everytime i start to relax i hear this one question repeating in my head, "why have i been put here...to suffer, to be miserable and in pain, to struggle or have i been put here so that everyone has someone to crap on?" i am not trying to feel sorry for myself, not by any means. i guess i am just trying to figure out is this the way my life is going to be or
Life The Universe And Almost Everything
In life we try many times to live upto other peoples expectations no matter how hard they are to achieve, we have hope in our hearts that we will lead a good life and that people may remember us as such, my expectations have always remained the same i know that at some point my life will change, i know this because its happening now, things are starting to move, people are starting to come back and generally things couldn't be much better on a mental scale, these blogs are more about me unbottling my emotions than a serious look at life but there personal experiances that im trying to share, im reaching the peak of what i call progress in my mind, i wanted to marry and im sad that now that no longer seems to be happening, but happy that im still 29 and a whole future of events lies infront of me, i applyed to a soup kitchen today to help out, being told im selfish and whining today made me think twice about somethings, my immense care for the people who matter does lead me to be over s
Life Part 7
It is Sunday and I have been going through stuff that we have seemed to put in boxes and hidden in the garage for years! It was time to go through them and get rid of shit that we have not seen in years! Like 20 years. It is all dusty. Not a good thing to be doing on a Sunday but it has been needed for quite some time now. Yesterday was Christopher's birthday party. It turned out so nice. We had family and friends over and the kids went swimming. Even though it wasn't hot outside, the pool was warm and the kids enjoyed themselves! For being mostly boys, they were pretty calm in the pool. The adults just sat around and talked. Very stress free birthday. I had prepared the food beforehand so I could just relax during the party and that made it really nice for me. I left the party when it was winding down because I had to go to another party. I enjoyed myself. I am always the last one to leave. I guess that means I love to talk or to have a good time? My friends hus
Life Is Sucking At The Moment
So my life right now is pretty shitty. I feel like I have absolotutely no one to turn to. I live 20 minutes away from my friends and I don't have a car so it's hard to meet up with them. I got a 3.0 going on in school and that is the only thing making me happy right now. But I just wanted to get a couple words out so here ya go. Peace out and thanks for reading. Tiff~~
Life
Our attitude toward life determines life's attitude towards us. The doors we open and close each day decide the lives we live. It's a funny thing about life if you refuse to accept anything but the best you very often get it.
Life Is Sweet!
Before I hit the sack..:) This pic was marked NSFW. Can anyone explain to me why?..LMAO Just thought I would ask...giggling Thank you all for the great Happy Hour(for the most part...lol) I just want to say give me some time and I will get back with you. If I haven't gotten to you, please send me a letter and let me know ok? I will try as soon as I can..thanks again! By the way, who ever you are...please feel free to continue your tirade through my stash and pics please...if it makes you feel better..LMAO I LOVE THIS BAR...(giggling)
Life
WHAT I HAVE TO SAY ABOUT MY FAMILY,MY SISTERAE NOTHING TO ME ANYMORE I AM SICK OF ALL THERE CRAP.AND AS AR AS MY MOTHER SHE CAN GO STRAIT TO HELL TOO!!!!!!
Life
I feel broken, and alone. I’m angry at myself, because I put myself here. I gave too little, and pushed too hard. There is no one to blame, but me. I have faults, and flas that I hate. Yet it’s those same faults and flas, that make me who I am. Am I proud of who I am? NO! Why, because who I am, is why I’m alone. Do I feel like I will, be alone for the rest of my life? Honestly, I feel that I will be. With everyday that passes, I loose a little bit more hope. But again I say, I am the one to blame.
Life!!
just thinking ... there is someone i really truly like ... and i am scared to get involved only because i know if and when i do i will fall so hard to that person and i am scared i am going to get hurt! he is a great guy! i love hanging out with him and we have great conversations about anything! we can sit and talk for hours on end and its okay ... he has always been there for me when i need something if he can and is always there with a lending hand even if i dont need anything. sometimes when i need a hug i can call him or randomly see him and get a hug and it makes the rest of the world go away! should i be scared and jump of just sit back and let it all slip away? im so tired of bein hurt and i am not going to jump unless im jumpin with two feet in the water!! hmm well so far all men have proven me right that they are all assholes ... but can u be the one to prove me wrong that not all men are assholes ... that there really are some good ones out there? I really hope so ... but w
A Life So Unordinary Its Well... Ordinary.
SO.. I went to Salem this weekend to visit my mom, sister, and nieces. It was a good time I guess except for the hangover that haunted me all day. After visiting with them I went to go see a few friends before I left town to come back to this hole in the mountain town called Oakridge. I went to see one and ended up seeing three all the the same place. Of course it was good to see them and chat for a bit, but I did get an earful about how I left town and it was like I fell off the edge of the Earth never to be found again. So on the drive home I was thinking about past friends and how what he said was true.. I do disappear off the edge of the Earth when I skip town. I guess I do it so much that I never really notice that I do. I also don't mean to disappear the way I do, but things happen, and I guess I get caught up with work and trying to make new friends in the new area. So to those folks out there.. sorry.. I will eventually come back around to say hi. Yeah more than meets the eye a
Life Part 8
We were cleaning out the garage most of the day yesterday. Well.....I supervised! I said what to throw away and what not to. Although, Peter never throws anything away! I say get rid of it all. We were going through this box that had stuff in it from a cedar chest we used to have. When we got rid of it, I shoved everything in a box. I found a card in there that had a check in it for $60.00 from my friend. I never cashed that check! It is dated 7/23/91! Do you think it is still good? haha! I know I didn't cash it for a reason. Just can't quite remember what that reason was any more. Memory! Not so good. I think she was paying for half of her dinner from when we went out or something and I told her not to pay me, that it was my treat and she sent me the check anyway. I am going to send her a card with the check inside to be funny. Odd finding things like that laying around. I guess sometimes it is good to keep some things because by me keeping that check, it re
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Daily Horoscope: Cancer For October 24,2007 Your emotional nature is dominant today and you are that much closer to flying off the handle. Make sure that you avoid stressful situations and do your best to remain calm when you're provoked. Daily Horoscope: Cancer For September 17,2007 You're taking care of so much weird emotional business right now that you might be torn between one important person and another. Take a deep breath and try to figure out your priorities quickly!
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Life
when life throws u a bunch of lemons....what do u do?.....u make lemonaide
Life
what do u know someone hit my hubbys truck from behind while i'm in the process of making a left hand turn. to make a long story short, i ended up goin to the hospital last nite only to find out that i badly bruised my left shoulder blade in the accident and now my left arm is in a sling for the next week. THIS SUCKS!!
Life As We Know It
yeah well we all know i suck at life i always find a way of fucking thingss i know that no one is perfect but damnit...I try to be i try to do everything right an i am not doing so well...its been said that i am the best she has ever had that i treat her so well...but then how do i look past some major detail an not tell her...i feel like ass. a failure...i want to fix it but you cant change the past its over an done with an i know this but it doesnt change the shity feeling i have of being a terrible gf. how does one become perfect why is it not possible? ::hangs head:: I have to become better! life as i know it is making a huge turn around! the clouds that were hanging over head are passing over, with the new gf an new friends that i have made life is oh so much sweeter! my gf has three lil boys that i adore an love to death! An hell i could not ask for a better gf because let me tell you they dont get better then this one! ....to be continued!
Life Part 9
I think songs are really interesting when you pay attention to the words. Most people do not take the time to really think about the lyrics. They sing along with the song not even knowing what they are singing about. Some songs have very powerful statements. A lot of the songs today are angry. They talk of killing and stealing. I have never been one to blame music for anyone's actions. I have always thought that was so stupid. I do wonder though now. Music can give you an attitude or confidence or make you feel sad or happy. It is very powerful. I love to sit and listen to music with headphones on and the reason is because it blocks out the rest of the world and lets you get lost in it. I listen to different types of music depending on what kind of mood I am in. I have been into the "coffee house" type lately. It seems to be less angry and more fun. I do get in my mood to listen to hard stuff. I wonder if I will ever grow out of that? I doubt it. Here are the lyri
Life Is What You Make Of It
hi this is stacey -n- this is my first blog. I don't have anything thrilling to say at the moment. Halloween was interesting this year. You should have seen me I was wearing this green little headband with green -n- sliver poms -n- a black dress..it was kinda flashy looking but it pass for my costume, I was a alien dress up as a human..silly huh. it was fun esepcially when I got to hang with my bffs..we always have fun together we watch scary movies-well they was suppose to be but it takes alot to scare me. Well anyways we went to this church festival -n- got tons of candy -n- free krispy kreme donuts. We just walk all over the place -n- laugh at people when they stare at us.
Life Part 10
I made my first cappuccino this morning since buying my fabulous espresso machine! I have been drinking espresso over ice since I got it. Now the weather is changing and getting much cooler so it is time for warm coffee drinks. I put the milk under the steamer and it heated it up and then made froth to put on top! For my first try, it turned out pretty good. I really do love my machine! I know, I know. I am a freak! But at least I am a freak that is enjoying her warm cappuccino! ;) Enjoy your day. Ciao~ Today was a stress free day! A first in a very long time. Anthony started back to school today from his um...3 day vacation from school! He has a lot of work to make up and get in so his grades will go back up. I got an email from Christopher's teacher today and she told me it was his best day yet! This makes me happy. At least one day without worry and stress over school and my boys. How nice. Now...if we can only keep it up! Staying over them like a w
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Lifestyles Of Nightfall
...but Im done lending my helping hand to people. People just dont motherfucking learn. They dont. Hardheaded people we got living this fucking world. Its fucking dumb, Im tired digging out everyone from the stupid holes they keep falling in. Cmon... LEARN FROM YOUR FUCKING MISTAKES!!!! So I end this one saying that if you feel its right, go ahead and do it. I am not going to come back and tell you that "I told you so" when the shyt hits the fan. Im not going to pick you up anymore when youre down. Im not going to be the shoulder for anyone to cry on. Ive been used and abused for way too fucking long. Live YOUR life. Dont expect me to live it for you becuz you dont know how... -J Why Im being tortured within myself, I dont know. I dont think I am ever going to find out either. A bad button got pushed.. I need it reset.. "I don’t know who to trust, no surprise, everyone feels so far away from me... Heavy thoughts sift through dust and the lies. Trying not to break but I’
Life
i hate the face that i hate my life. i hate the fact that i cant find that one person i'm ment to be with. i hate the fact that my aunt passed aways amd isnt here to spend halloween and xmass with us i hate everything right now. i hate the face that my dad is where is and cant be here with me. i hate the fact that i dont really have anyone i can talk to right now that knows whats going on in my life. but one of the things i hate the most out of everything. is that everything is happening at the sametime. and that there hasnt really been time for it to hit me one thing at a time. i hate the fact that i hate everything and that nothing can go good for me. i hate the fact that i cant sleep because on all this. i just hate everything right now. i hate me life and that thers only a handful of ppl that know why and but most of all i hate the fact the their all to busy to talk to me and clam me down like old times. sorry to everyone that gets mad at me for this but i had to get it out. i'
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LIFES A BITCH THEN U MARRY ONE
Life
Every day we go through trials and it's human nature to not forget. However, it's up to us not to judge one another for who they are today with what we've done in the past- For the past is what we have learned from to become what we are today!! Everyone makes mistakes and holding these things over someones head does not make "everything all better". It's like putting someone down to try to make yourself feel better. In the end all you do is invite negative energy into your heart and soul and make it dark. Enjoy the days you have with the positive energy by surrounding yourself in it. Life is too short! Enjoy it while you still have it!
Life Part 11
OMG! Is it possible? 2 days in a row? No stress, no fighting, no arguing. Kids getting their homework done. I got an email from Christopher's teacher and she said he had another excellent day! I am so happy. The sad thing is, it could have been the mocha's he was drinking every morning before school! Yes, I am crazy. See, coffee has the reverse affect on kids. If kids have trouble concentrating, you can give them coffee and it is supposed to help. So I was giving him a mocha every day before school. Now, it may not have been the coffee itself, it could have been the chocolate and white chocolate I was putting in it! He does have trouble with sugars. Who knows? So yesterday, he didn't mention wanting one so he didn't get one. He did great at school. Today, same thing and he did great at school again! Must be a correlation, right? We will see if he behaves tomorrow. He is not getting a mocha! I added some pictures, a request from a sexy guy that I want to j
Lifeless
Life
I'm tired. I'm tired of being alone even with others in the house. I'm tired of hurting all the time. I'm tired of the damn buzzing in my ears. I'm tired of wanting a hug from someone other then my boys. I'm tired of having to be the "tough" one. I'm tired of not having someone to hold me and just let me cry. I'm tired of taking care of everyone else. I'm tired of not being able to work. I'm tired of not being able to give my room mate/landlord/best friend more money then I can now. I guess I'm just tired of it all and if my body wasn't in such bad shape, I would just start walking and never stop. Just get lost and never feel like I am putting someone out or sponging off them. If you look in my photos and go under family, you will see a pic of my 20 year old son Sean. I have decided to "auction" him off as he is known as "He-Slut" for a reason. If you offer him enough he might even take you up on the offer. LOL Well, Starting at 7:30 pm est, I will be in the hospital un
Life Sucks
Life
Morning light lands on her face As another day begins In her eyes there's a story of a lover Who's been disappointed once again So she combs her, she'll wash her face Sing her favorite song as she forces out a smile Now the song's the same but her world has changed And everything she held so dear it's all on trial She said love, I don't need it anymore She said love, it lies in pieces on the floor Love, I don't need it anymore She said love, it keeps walking out that door Daydream weaver, paints a picture perfect in her mind Make believe, the author of a story Where the ending always turns out fine (right) So she takes a drag of a cigarette With her head in her hands she keeps askin' why All the bad luck comes as good love goes She's cryin' up a river But that river's about to run dry! Right back at ya baby! Lyrics by The Union You say you don't want me You say you don't care You say that your heart Ain't got no room for me there You say you don't n
Life
oh well.. my life is pretty suckie right now.. but not much i can do about it.. seems I can not get out of this depression I am in.. no matter what I do and how hard I try.. I just seemed to get sucked deeper and deeper into it... all my friends try to help, and I do so appreciate that.. but it seems nothing well get me out of it.. when i seem to finally be coming out of it.. bam something else puts me even farther in.. people who have no respect for me make it worse.. especially when I do everything I can for them.. I guess I am just gonna have to become the bitch again... well it will be good for me but bad for everyone else.. I guess its time I worry about me for once and less of everyone else... I guess thats all for now.. thanks for reading...
Life Part 12
Wow, today is Friday. I love Fridays. Yes, it is a work day but you know it is coming to an end and that you will have 2 days off to do what ever you want. It is always a good feeling. Unless you are unfortunate to have to work on the weekend but that just means your Friday is a Tuesday or something? This has been a really good week compared to the weeks prior. It has been a good week for my 2 boys which means it is a good week for me. Christopher has done well all week in school except for Monday. I am pretty sure it was the mocha's. Anthony is really trying, I think? I hope! Except for a hiccup with him on Wednesday, he has been very positive! He has turned in all his missing work. We really want him to do well and be able to get a job and get his drivers license. He just has to prove himself to us. It may take a while. I had such a productive day yesterday! I worked and got most of a project done that I will finish up today. I was proud of myself! haha I have
Life Part 13
Last weekend, my cousin came over for Christopher's birthday party. She had the cutest purse! It was black and white with zebra stripes. I told her that I would love to have it. She told me where she bought it and that it was inexpensive and that they should still have more. So, I finally go out yesterday to find this purse. It is no longer there. :( I searched high and low and no cute purse! I was bummed. Bloody Hell! So I go to another store maybe thinking that they might have it and again, I was disappointed. So, it was not meant to be. I go back home purseless and sad. When Peter got home, I told him about it and that I wanted to go to the mall to look for a purse since now I am on a mission to get a new one. He decided to go with me. Why did I bring him? I have no idea?? We went to Macy's and he walked through the purse department in about 3 minutes and said there was nothing there but ugly purses! I was still looking at the first few. I told him that we
Life In General
Life Kicks You In The Ass...so Kick It In The Balls And Then Knee It In The Face!
i'm so freakin tired right now. for those who don't know or don't know me, i'm pregnant. very pregnant ( try almost 9 months pregnant. and i'm on bedrest, which sucks balls. and it's a little hard to be on bedrest when you have two kids ( my angel are 2 1/2 and 4). i'm always chasing them and on top of that, my daughter( the eldest of the two) is in speech therapy so that takes a big chunk of my time. thanks to a very special man in my life, i'm not having to go at this alone, though its not the man you're all thinking of. sadly, the father of my children is an asshole from hell and isn't there for them. i don't even think he cares, which is fine b/c i feel like my head's gonna explode everytime i have to hear him speak and tell me bullshit lies about how he's got more important things to do besides pay his childsupport and visit his kids. and the saddest part of all is, it's mostly his fault that my poor little girl even has to go to speech therapy. she took mine and his divorce ha
Life Is A Bitch
Life Part 14
Oh boy! My day started early this morning. Like 3:30 in the morning, I hear some noise in the bathroom and I ask Peter what he is doing. He tells me he has heartburn and is looking for Tums. Then, about 4:15 in the morning, his damn cell phone starts ringing. I tell him that his phone is ringing only I realize that he is not in bed. Now it isn't a normal cell phone ring or a nice song. It is an obnoxiously loud BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH! It does this over and over. He did not answer it, he was out front getting ready to leave to go up to the mountains! I try falling back asleep but it takes me a while. I finally wake up and I have a kink in my neck. I can't move it to one side. I have spent most of my day reading which I never do. As the day seems to go on, it is getting worse. I have had this trouble before and have a prescription from the doctor to relax the muscle. One is not fazing it so about an hour after I took the first one, I have taken a second. The pain is
Life After ?
Courtesy of MsTags.com Life after domestic violence is not the happy experience that people think it is. You have to go through each day one step at a time. Your whole life for how ever long you endured the violence was your existence; you did not know anything else. Everything that you suffered during that time over shadowed what life really was supposed to be. Coming to terms with the fact that you are a person, that you are not the useless human being that you were made to feel is the most difficult first step. For months or years you have been a no-body, someone not worth looking at or even someone to know. How do you start to rebuild your life? To be honest this is a struggle that I am going through every day, I still feel worthless even though I know that I have a purpose in life and that’s not to be bullied or battered by someone who claims they love me. I am yet to find what my purpose in life is. To start with my struggle began with just getting out of bed in t
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Life Is A Waterfall
Life is a waterfall, We're one in the river, And one again after the fall. Swimming through the void We hear the word, We lost ourselves, But we find it all? Cause we are the ones that want to play, Always want to go, But you never want to stay, And we are the ones that want to choose, Always want to play, But you never want to lose. Aerials, in the sky, When you lose small mind, You free your life. Life is a waterfall, We drink from the river, Then we turn around and put up our walls. Swimming through the void We hear the word, We lost ourselves, But we find it all? Cause we are the ones that want to play, Always want to go, But you never want to stay, And we are the ones that want to choose, Always want to play, But you never want to lose. Aerials, in the sky, When you lose small mind, You free your life. Aerials, so up high, When you free your eyes, Eternal prize. Aerials, in the sky, When you lose small mind, You free
Life Lessons
I found this when I was cleaning my desk at work and I remembered how much I liked it and how much sense it makes to me. Thought I would share. ~~~ LIFE INSTRUCTIONS ~~~ 1. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully. 2. Memorize your favorite poem. 3. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want. 4. When you say, "I love you", mean it. 5. When you say, "I'm sorry", look the person in the eye. 6. Be engaged at least six months before you get married. 7. Believe in love at first sight. 8. Never laugh at anyone's dreams. 9. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely. 10. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling. 11. Don't judge people by their relatives. 12. Talk slow but think quick. 13. When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, "Why do you want to know?". 14. Remember that great love and great achievements involve great risk. 15. Call yo
Life And Living
I am beginning to think that happiness is over rated and that everyday doesn't begin with a kiss....... I am so tired of everyone hating on everyone. Can't we have a day when there are no hate bullys and no talking behind peeps backs. I just don't understand it all anymore. I am tired of defending actions and sticking up for people. I have just been hurt to much this last week and by peeps that are very close and special to me. I just don't understand anymore. I just don't. Anyway I want to leave this with a cheerful note because hugs are always free and so is love!! Huggles and Snuggles to all those that are having a smile day!! Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1...I DRI
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Life
Life Hmmmmmm
DO we as civilised creatures allow our true potential to achieve be negated by having the wrong train of thought? Or do we accept that only a few are lucky enough to have been given something to get started?.. Its true that if you were given the best in life your off to a very good start.. But what about those of us who werent gifted with an ubundance of financial stability and security?.. Are we doomed to fail or live the rest of our existence in a constant revolution of what is deemed acceptable?.. Work and sleep?? These TWO NESSECITIES take at least 14hrs of our already short day.. Leaving around 10hrs to fit LIFE into.. Eating,playing sport,shopping,time with friends and loved ones,sex, and time to relax just to name a few.. I for one can spend my whole day on any one of the forementioned.. I will not accept that!! I accept that if u want something.. And that is all you focus on and think about.. You will have it!! Just stay focused.. Is there such thing as true l
Life Part 15
This weekend has been 2 longs days. Only because I was in so much pain yesterday and all by myself. I am irritated at Peter which doesn't help. Then, Peter was too tired when he got home last night to rub my neck to make it feel better! And to think that I had sex with him this morning! He is in so much trouble! I guess he thinks he only needs to spend every other weekend with me? Not okay by me. My neck is a little better but I think it is wearing me down and making me tired. I went to a few different stores today. Driving was not fun since I can't turn my neck one way! Backing out was what was difficult. Anyway, I went and bought some fall flowers to make an arrangement for my front porch. I made one in the spring that were summer colors and it just doesn't look right for the fall so I figured I would make a new one and replace the other one. They are fake flowers and damn are they expensive! One stem was on sale for $2.50 but it takes a lot of stems to fill up
Lifelessness
What am I doing?Can't Tell anymore I feel like I'm on a good path happy with my ife...but...I find myself lookin for dout in the complexity that is in the inner workings of my brain.Like in this weird world my brain is tryin to stop my happy.I feel the dout growning only haulted by the re-usurance from my other half that I am loved should I feel this way?WHAT is wrong with me I do not know but had to write trhis no one will prolly read this so this is how I feel so for those of you that dis on bloggers go ahead cuz I needed to write this
Life Part 16
I am so happy, I just finished a project for work that my Dad asked me for last weekend. I do the bookkeeping and job costing for one of my Dad's companies. I started it Wed. and just finished it today. It feels good to be done and I can hand it to him tonight when I see him for dinner. We are supposed to go out to dinner, a company is wanting to take us so they can get our business. Hopefully it is enjoyable for me. The food will be good because it is one of my favorite restaurants. So now I can breath and not worry about getting it done in time. He has been concerned about some specific jobs if we need to be estimating more when bidding on the jobs. Hopefully this gives him a clear picture. Now, if only my kids have a good day at school and come home happy! That will make me very happy. I hope all of you are having a great Monday! Ciao~
Life
To have some one to come in your life and make u the happiest that u have been in a really long time And then they leave you because they are not ready to be with you fill the sadness and the pain of the lost in you heart but you know they care about you that much to give you a shoot and you hope one day that will be ready and no other girls will seem to matter but for the one u want to give your heart to. People say that there is a time and place for everything and sometime people say things happen for a reason but i say tomorrow is other day to fill the same way you felt when you first seen them or the first time they touch your heart and u only think of them and you think about there kisses and the hugs and how much you miss them but this is life and sometimes u may have to wait for them and sometimes you just stay friends and there are time one person feel so much they have to part for ever. My life as of right now I fill sad and i have pain in my heart b
Life !!!!!!
Life Part 17
How does a day go from being great to not so great? I worked all morning and got my project finished and was feeling really good. I was talking to Martin and we were cut off by MSN yet again. Or, he got mad at me, I am not sure? I hope it was msn and not the other. I was all dressed and looked nice to go out to dinner and then Peter calls me to tell me that I would be the only woman if i went, the other person backed out. So, I decided not to go since it was going to be a business dinner and I didn't want to sit there with a bunch of men. So me looking cute was for nothing! Instead of going out to a nice dinner, I had take-out and get to work on Quickbooks since I was given the disk and I have to return it in the morning. So I am home alone yet again. Yes, my kids are here but they are off playing right now. Sorry if this is a little "oh poor me", I was just all excited earlier and it is as if my bubble was burst. By whom? Pick a person. Ciao~
Life, Love, And Death
This life is what you make of it, You could be the happiest person or feel like shit, Life isn't as bad as people think, But life moves so fast its hard to blink, Love is an extension of life you do it and you lose, Supposedly you get one person forever but who?, This is the tricky part you continue to pour your heart out just to reveal another failed try, All seem successful for a period of time but always end in the same goodbye, Death is frightening to most and embraced by others, It always occurs one way or another, Some are afraid of dying alone some are afraid of death as a whole, Some have experienced connection between 2 souls, Why do we continue to try the impossible?, Keeping someone happy when your dead isn't possible, You can't really be with someone forever because Death interferes, One day your partner will leave and never come back here. -You know me
Life Part 18
Ah, it is early morning. I woke up and feel refreshed. I slept well. Yesterday was not such a good day but that is behind me and today is a new day. The weather is going to be beautiful today. Supposed to be in the 80's, just perfect. After talking to Martin yesterday and calming down a bit, my son's principal called me to tell me that she had Christopher in her office. When I see the school district phone number come up on my phone, I kind of hold my breath. He apparently acted up in violin. He was talking and would not stop is what she told me. Then I got a call form his violin teacher to tell me the same thing. We talked for quite a while. She says he is one of her best students but if he doesn't think he is the "star" of the class, the best, he starts acting up. When Peter got home, we had a long talk with Christopher and told him that good behavior is better then bad and we think he would rather make people happy then angry at him. He understands but it is hard f
Life Lessons!!!
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Spazz DoubledD
Life....
I have been on fubar over a year and seen alot of point whore, starlettes, those who will sell themselves for that almighty blast, VIP and HH..And I dont mean in an auction. Boobs for bucks, and the same for the men. I realize I would never do that, and I wont. I have too much pride in myself to offer a picture for points or rates. I am lucky, please dont get me wrong. I have some of the best friends here. You all have really been there for me since we met. But I can count those on my hands. I am going to be cleaning house I tihnk. My 8000 plus friends. Most never even say hi. I am not on alot, I know that, and havent in the last 6 months been able to comment daily, or say hi. But I do go to your pics, rate an comment. I let you know I was there to see you, check on you. From work, I cant chat, so its the best I can do. But I do that. I also am always there to help level friends, to comment bomb pics. The last contest I entered, I had 4 friends show to help me. That was my first and la
Life Sucks When......
t | Delete post by ~Amie~ on April 04, 2011 Like on FanBox | Like on Facebook | Comment ok...so I"m back after 2 years...anyone interested in the rollercoaster ride of a story, holla!! lol...its one hell of a train wreck! ...I missed u all...come show some luvin'!!! .....   Here we go!.....one night after my husband went to work I packed up my kids and left, driving all night from Fresno, California back home to Ogden, Utah...My husband is an abusive man, both mentally and physically and I couldnt take anymore. When I arrived in Utah I was turned away by my family because they thought I was being selfish for wanting more out of my life, I then got stuck staying with my oldest sons dad, not such a good idea but I had nowhere to go.  A few months down the road I found out my sons father (his name I'll keep to myself 'cuz hes not very well liked) was using and selling meth...I was at a pretty low time in my life, so curiosity got the best of me, I figured what the he
Life Changes
Life Situations
Life Part 19
Okay, like I don't have enough gray hair already! The school system in Vacaville is going to drive me crazy and completely gray! Earlier while I was talking to Martin on line, I got an email from my son Anthony's teacher saying that he was missing 5 assignments!!! He had an F. Actually, she sent the email the other day only I didn't see it until today. So I am ready to strangle my son. Then, I go on to school loop again just now and it says he has an A in the class. He kept telling me that he had turned in all of his work and I had seen some of it so I knew that he did it. I couldn't for the life of my understand why he would do the work and not turn it in? So she was just behind on grading papers is all and made me angry at my son and thinking that he is just being stupid and irresponsible yet it was just her! So he is listening to me and Peter. We have been having daily talks with him and his brother. On the other hand, I got an email from Christopher's teac
Life!!
Life's Tooo Short
LIFE IS TOOOO SHORT! Life is too short to be wasting away waiting for good things to happent to you. So get up and go "make it happen." Whatever your heart desires, your goals, your happiness, your friendships, etc. Sometimes things happen to us and bring us down, sometimes to the point when we think we can't get back up--or maybe we may not even want to get up. But it is time-out for self-pity, and depression. Life has so much to offer but we just have to be aggressive and go get it!!!!! Meeting people, hanging out with good positive friends, furthering your education, doing things for other people can all bring pleasureable joy to your life. If we just stop and look around us and see all the things that God has given us to enjoy life--and stop looking at all the bad things--we might have unspeakeable joy. Everyday we sit around and waste, moping because someone has hurt us is a day that we have added to death. Life is tooo short when there is soooo much that
Life Part 20
Happy Friday everyone! Boy has Fubar messed up this time! When I logged on this morning, I saw a bulletin about how anyone can see your private pictures. I didn't believe it at first but I went into my pictures and noticed that someone who was not my friend had seen my private picture! So it was true. It happened last night and it still not fixed yet. I tried to make a new folder with new settings but it didn't work, the pictures disappeared! Great! Hopefully they didn't go to someone else's profile! That would not be cool! I took some new pictures last night. When I was out in my backyard last night, I noticed that my hibiscus plant that I love so much and has not done too well this year had a bloom on it. It is such a beautiful plant. The flowers almost look fake. I touched the bloom and it fell off in my hand so I decided to use it for some pictures. They turned out really nice but I don't want to put them up just yet until they fix the picture problem. Reali
Life
You know, I sit and read some of the blasts. Over half of the ones I have seen are for people on their birthday from a friend. I guess that people just don't really give blasts to their friends at other times much. I wonder why. I have given out several to my friends just because. Oh well. Such is life! Well, I am living life in Big Spring. Have a decent job for the area. Looking for a new place to live right now. Have given up all hope of ever finding anyone again. But such is life. Kids need me more anyway. I turn 36 tomorrow. Not really sure how I feel about it yet. Seems weird. I remember when my dad turned 36. I was 12 and life seemed so much different back then. Oh well. Anyway, take care and may you find all that you look for in life. Weldon
Life's Ramblings
Well, I figured I'd try this site out, but there is so much going on at one time. I think I had 5 friend requests after 10 seconds of being on. It's friendly here, that's for sure. Thanks everyone for being so invited.
Life Part 21
My little sneaky daughter! I just took a shower after walking on the treadmill and got dressed. I am supposed to go out to dinner tonight so I was trying to find some pants that don't look terrible on me and look like I am wearing someone else's clothes! So, I find some pants that look descent on me, they are black. Not too baggy. I am thinking that I will wear these tonight to dinner. So I just walked by where I keep my purses and my new black purse is gone! My daughter told me she thought it should be for her when I bought it. I said NO. It is mine! So last night she tells us that she is staying at a friends house and then they are getting up to go to San Fransisco for the day. Now I can guess where my purse went! I just called her to ask her if she had it and she was being coy. I told her that I wanted to use that purse today and she could have asked! Little sneaky girl! I should be doing laundry but I can't! Why? Because my husband decided to undo my washer and
Life Is Short!
At 34 it feels as though you are probably about 1/2 way through life. At least that was how I felt. Somedays wondering if I was on the right path for me. Most days putting up walls and not letting people get too close, other that maybe a couple of trusted friends, after all when you let people in you get hurt! Just work everyday, take care of the kids, let life pretty much roll on by. Then in the middle of the night all of that can change....you can end up in the hospital, unsure of what is really going on, not remembering who you spoke to 5 minutes ago, hooked up tp heart monitors, and IV's and scared. The you go home, to a shell of a home, a place just to lay your head...not your heart. Suddenly you realize all that you have done to protect yourself from pain has just alienated you from love, from laughter, from everything. Only you can change that! I did! It was not easy, and I am sure I still have a very long way to go. But I have great people on my side who are pushing me to be t
Life
meet me in pure ecstacy lounge its hot up in there so wut u waiting for?
Life Part 22
Oh boy. I drank a lot of water last night before going to bed. Big mistake! I got up probably 15 times in the middle of this night! That does not make for a good nights sleep. My neck hurt all night long so I decided it is time to buy a new pillow. I have a tempur-pedic pillow but it is old now and not working the way it used to. It is made for people that sleep on their side and it supports the neck. So, time to shell out $$$ for a new one. Since my neck feels worse laying in bed all night then when I get up and move around...it is the pillow! It is Monday. The work week and school week. What does today bring? The weather is cloudy and rainy which is okay. It was beautiful all weekend. I can handle a rainy day here and there. I hope now that Anthony has really good grades, he keeps it that way. Christopher...that is an every day thing. Never knowing what kind of day he is going to have at school. I told him when I dropped him off that I love him and to have a gr
4] Life
Life isn't about keeping score. It's not about how many friends you have or how accepted you are. Not about if you have plans this weekend or if you're alone. It isn't about who you're dating, who you used to date, how many people you've dated, or if you haven't been with anyone at all. It isn't about who you have kissed. It's not about sex. It isn't about who your family is or how much money they have or what kind of car you drive. Or where you are sent to school. It's not about how beautiful or ugly you are or what clothes you wear, what shoes you have on, or what kind of music you listen to. It's not about if your hair is blond, red, black, or brown or if your skin is too light or too dark. Not about what grades you get, how smart you are, how smart everybody else thinks you are, or how smart standardized tests say you are. It's not about what clubs you're in or how good you are at "your" sport. It's not about representing your whole being on a piece of paper and see
Life
seems now adays that when you want to smile things turn it upside down alot, the wars we are in, conflicts in our hometowns and such, the only thing that keeps me going is seeing other smiles, man woman and child aloke, just one smile or a soft hello from a friend, male or female places the fown i usually get to the side someplace when im unhappy. Always remember that we have feelings that can be touched by a certain someone, or many someones lol it could be something they said, or did, but they did itto make you smile,laugh,giggle,chortle,all that fun stuff. Today i sawe something precious a membe herewith a puppy...she held him so close...that made me smile. for that my friends was PURE LOVE...not fi;ltered thru some electeronicc garbage lol but pure dangidy dog gone love as my fave actor would say.... be goos t o each other and hey SMILE! :) why are we here?LOL its raining here, the pittering of it makes me want to curl up in the bed and sleep till it stops lol i have
Life
Life Is So Wonderful
well me and my wife split up and then after three months I find a GIRL ( note a girl) that kinda in a way broke my heart but introduced me to her ex-fainces ex-girlfriend and me and her hooked up now I'm in the predicament with her boyfriend/ex-boyfriend ( being that he doesn't know at this moment in time but does know that me and her are sleeping together and he don't care due to the fact that he gave me permission) coming into town and wanting to spend some time with his girlfriend (that want to break up with him and be with me) and also me and her got engaged today Sept. 30, 2007 and we are planning the wedding date for Oct. 31, 2008 after which my divorce will be finalized I hopewe found that love can come in some of the most unpredictable ways we started out as fu*k buddies and turned out to be perfect for each other my family loves her unlike my soon to be ex-wife and ex-girlfriend and I found someone that does love me and won't hurt me and her name is Wendy I love her more than
Life Part 23
Yesterday was really good for the most part except for my mini nervous break down over me being insecure. Both my boys had great days at school. They came home in a good mood. I made a really good chili for dinner that everyone was happy with. It was the best one I ever made. Then watched television with Peter. I told him I wanted him to take a shower early so we could go to bed early. I had plans! We were in bed by 9:00. The boys had gone to bed early too so it makes it easier. I had one thing on my mind...sex! I kissed Peter a few times and then guided his head down below! Of course, this turns him on more then anything. Knowing how bad I want it. So we are in the middle of having great sex. Many different positions. At one point, he has my legs up in the air and I hear a knock on our bedroom door. We both panic because the door is not locked. So he jumps over to the side and we pull the sheets up over us as fast as we can. It was Ashton and she opened up th
Life
If you knew me you would know I stand for my friends. If you knew me you would know that I do not leave my friends behind. If you knew me you would know that I have an open heart
Life
HOW DO I FEEL ABOUT CERTAIN THINGS THAT LIFE THROWS AT YOU? I WENT HOME THIS PAST WEEKEND AND I THOUGHT MY BOYFRIEND WOULD BE HAPPY TO SEE ME. WE HAVE AN OPEN RELATIONSHIP WHERE WE SEE ONE OTHER PERSON THAT EACH ONE KNOWS ABOUT. I THOUGHT I WOULD SURPRISE HIM AND LET KNOW THAT I WAS HOME WHEN I GOT THERE. SINCE I HAVE BEEN GONE(ATTENDING COLLEGE AND ONLY BEEN GONE FOR 3 WEEKS) HIS WHOLE ATTITUDE HAS CHANGED. WELL WHEN HE FOUND OUT THAT I WAS HOME HE CALLED AND SAID THAT HE WOULD BE OVER. YEAH HE CAME OVER AND STAYED 30 MINUTES THEN OUT THE DOOR HE WAS GONE. AND HASN'T REALLY CALLED SINCE I BEEN BACK ON CAMPUS. HOW DO I FEEL ABOUT THAT? IT USED TO HURT BUT IT DOESN'T HURT ANYMORE. I HAVE TWO OTHER MEN OUT THERE THAT ARE TRYING TO STEP UP AND TAKE HIS PLACE.
Lifes Lessons
Life's Short Enough
HEY EVERYONE.NEED NOT TELL YOU LIFE IS A SHORT RIDE.SO EVERYONE HAVE A GREAT ONE.
Life And What Its Worth
Sometimes I think we live through things only to be able to tell them, to bear witness, to say this happened. And it wasn't to someone else. It was to me. And I lived despite it. Sometimes I think we live to beat the odds. And sometimes I agree that life can only begin with the knowledge of death. That it can all end, even when you least want it to. It's scary...and lucky...how much we can forget. Scary because we think the past gives us our bearing, and lucky because in those moments I'm talking about, you realize it doesn't. And it never had to. I am not a crazy , even though they mistook me for one. I live in the same world as the rest of you.Only I saw more of it. And the seeing is the only way you can hear what the truth around you is saying: you can always start believing in things you don't already believing in. And, while you're alive, it's never too late. I promise you, No matter how bad the days and things around you look, they look better awake than they
Life Part 24
Good morning or afternoon or evening? Some of you are a couple hours away and some are many hours away. It is kind of funny, for being a great week for the most part, it feels like the week is dragging. Does it to you? It feels like it should be at least Thursday! haha I was so tired last night that I got into bed around 8:30 and watched some tv for a while until I couldn't keep my eyes open anymore. (so no sex) I wake up a lot during the night because of the pain in my neck so I am not sleeping to well. I roll Biofreeze on my neck before I go to sleep and it wares off a few hours later and the pain starts all over again. I thin it is time to go to a doctor or something? Maybe chop off my head? Could be an idea! :o My son Christopher had a birthday last month and got a lot of money as gifts. Seemed to be all he got which is cool for a kid at 12. So he decided yesterday morning by looking at an add from the news paper that he wanted his own set of tools. I am not ta
Life Part 25
Wow, I am so not happy with my son's school. I have had issues with his principal in the past. She tends to be a hypocrite! I have had issues with teacher's in the past. But I have had it now! This is the last year at this school and I am so happy about that. My daughter started kindergarten there. It was a great school back then. All 3 of my kids have gone there. Over the years though, the school has gone down hill. A lot of the good teacher's left and the wonderful principal we had left a few years back. I was tempted to move him to a different school but it isn't so easy and there has to be an opening and it has to be during open enrollment time! I decided to keep him there for the remaining years so he could stay with his friends. I had gone to so many different schools when I was young. I went to 7 different schools from K-6th! So making friends and keeping them was quite difficult and believe it or not, I used to be very shy. No, we were not military either.
Life...
finding a bit of a different way these days... 'cause at heart i love my chaos but it takes me out too far eyes gain shade, mind can blur yet what i want... to be that liminal creature who looks best at dawn and dusk who wakes with a smile to wax poetic over coffee throws good deeds at the day and spins fueled by smoke and fire into the night but this my body now disallows and 'yes' can't be my constant reply purple hair in the light...red up close what to say if anything, or how to fill in the air then we fell back again and listened to the talk words of happy or go lucky or you fill it in 'leave some balance baby' overheard in a day lit bar on purple brick wrapped by black iron spoken by a boy in black hair pulled by nervous, or anxious, or just plain bored hands maybe just the need to do something, subconcious action made by overmoving mind hand then he came that gap toothed smile well spaced friend the one filled with to
Life
So here is a question for all those ladies out there. Why are so many scared away from a single father? Have to be a good person or they would not be the single parent right? Well thought I would start with a thought provoking question and see what I may just get start.
Life Is Like A Piss Ant Until You Decide What You Really Want
Life
OK LIKE CHECK THIS OUT. . . I HAVE BEEN AROUND THE BLOCK A FEW TIMES, AND I KNOW ALOT, BUT STILL WILLING TO LEARN. THE WAY I SEE IT IS LIKE THIS, PEOPLE GO AND DO THINGS IN CYCLES, RANGING FROM THE TOTALLY ABSURD TO THE MUNDANE. FOR EXAMPLE THE MOST RECENT POLITICAL DEBAUCLE OF SPITER, WITH A HIGH CLASS PROSTITUTE, NOW TURNED INTERNET STAR. I AM TOTALLY SO FREAKING TIRED OF OUR ELECTED OFFICIALS, GETTING CAUGHT EITHER IN SOME KIND OF SCANDAL, OR WITH THE WILLIES CAUGHT IN SOMETHING, OR SOMEONE ELSE. I PRAY AND HOPE THAT WE CAN ELECT SOMEONE WHO WON'T THINK WITH HIS, OR HER GENITALS, AND THINK WITH THERE HEADS ON THEIR SHOULDERS, AND NOT IN THEIR PANTS. AS A SIMPLE PERSON, WHO JUST SEE WHAT THE WORLD IS FROM READING BOOKS, AND WATCHING THE NEWS, MAYBE I HAVE BECOME A BIT JADED OVER THE YEARS, BUT THAT'S . . . . . HOW I SEE IT OK PEEPS I LIKE CHECK THIS OUT, I AM HERE TRYING TO DO MY OWN THING AND LIKE ALL SORTS OF WORKING FOR MY OWN SELF OF WELL BEING. W
Life
Life
My ex Josh Bradburn, is taking my kid to West Virginia and I will never be able to get pictures of him unless I was to move there with them....well I dont think so. I am not getting used like trash again. I am through with my kid being used as a door mat. I dont mean to sound like a bitch but I am sorry. Its cold and the sports are the shit. The weather sometimes sucks but I can get used to it. I am looking for the best songs to put on my page so if you have something that I might listen to let me know...I am into pretty much everything.
Life Part 26
I am just not feeling good today. I felt pain in my neck all night which made it difficult to sleep and I woke up this morning with a massive headache. I am really tired of this pain. But...do I call the doctor? no. not yet anyway. I just haven't had the best luck with doctors. I love my ob/gyn and my kids pediatrician but other than that, hasn't been a good thing. I have been blah all day. Went and got my hair cut and colored earlier and it looks great but I feel so tired and lethargic. I have been sitting here working like a busy little bee but I would much rather be laying in my bed right now. I am going to call the doctor right now! Martin keeps telling me to see a physical therapist and I need to. So, I am making the call right now! Okay, just got off the phone with them. They tell me there are no available appointments for the next 2 weeks! What is up with that? Someone is supposed to call me back within the next 2 days to hopefully fit me in. This is on
Life
Lord help me...i need strength....or should i be asking satan for help?...im tryin to sleep today...i had a rough night at work...my phone starts ringing...its the nurse where my daughter is at...she has been admitted to an inpatient unit where we live for those that dont know...she is throwing a hissy fit over a shirt she cant wear...because she wants to let her boobs hang out...she is being disrespectful to every one and i can hear her in the back ground...the nurse tells me she cant wear the shirt...im like cool...and all the while i hear her talkin like a crazy person in the back ground...i told them to make her take the shirt off and i will bring it home with me when i visit on sunday...i go back to sleep....10 minutes later i get another call...they had to take her down by force because she wouldnt take the shirt off and put her in the time out room.....so i gave up tryin to sleep...some one say a prayer for me....i dont know what the world has come to that kids have to be ass ho
Life Isnt Fair
Everyone is asking me what is wrong. I have some personal issues going on in my life. Yes Im truely hurt I never knew anyone could ever treat me so poorly, with dis respect and such hatred. When it has involved my heart and my childrens hearts I know it is time for me to move on. All of you that I talk to on a regular basis know my yahoo ID and I will be on and off there I will keep my fubar page for now but I feel very dead inside and dont know what to say to anyone. My TRUE friends Please get with me on yahoo. XOXOX Joyce
Life...
Isn’t life interesting… Today my son, Chad, age 10 was playing football at school During recess, flag football of course, (YEAH RIGHT) Only to have a so called friend tackle him grab him by the shoulders And slam him to the ground. Little did his friend know, that my son’s leg was now behind his own back. Me being a single mother of two, work becomes a very important thing. I am a substitute teacher, I have been for 3 years, I truly love what I do. I have been with the school corporation for 10 years. I always shut my phone Off in the morning before going into work. I worked at one school this morning and just Arrived at another school to start my day in the afternoon. I was talking to the teacher I was About to replace for the day, and all of the sudden, my cell starts ringing, puzzled by that, I’m like Wow, that is weird, I had my phone shut off. I grab the phone to turn it off and see that My son’s school is calling. I quickly answer, only to find the se
Life Part 27
Well, I went to the doctor yesterday. I found out that I have a tine tear in my muscle in my neck that needs to heal on it's own but I have not been letting it heel. I was told that I have to stay in bed for 2 days and do nothing. No computer, no work, no anything! I am breaking his rule at the moment but just wanted to tell everyone why I won't be on for a couple of days. I am on a strong anti-inflammatory and muscle relaxers that I have to take 3 times a day so I am going to be out of it. If my neck isn't better within 2 weeks, then I will do physical therapy. Apparently it has to calm down first! lol So I hope all of you have a nice weekend. Kiss Ciao~
Life Must Go On
i have to leave for a while i have magor family drama going on and its takeing it toll on me i will be back on and off to hello to every one
Life
TO ALL MY FRIENDS ON HERE.. SORRY I HAVE BEEN VERY DISTANT AS OF LATE.. ITS BEEN A REAL HARD ROAD FOR ME. LOTS OF STRESS AND DEPRESSION LATELY.. WE HAVE LOST A BABY COUSIN THAT WAS ONLY A YEAR OLD.. IT'S STILL UNDER INVESTIGATION AS TO WHAT HAPPENED... ITS NOT EASY FOR US AT THE MOMENT... WE ARE MOVING IN STRIDES TO TRY AND HEAL THE HURT THAT IS SO UNBEARABLE.. ITS TAKING TIME... AND A LOT OF ENERGY. PUT WE ARE DOING THE BEST WE CAN. I DON'T THINK THE HURT IS EVER GOING TO STOP.. ALSO JUST THE STRESS OF DAILY LIFE SEEMS TO BE MAKING IT WORSE.. I AM JUST THANKFUL FOR THE FEW GOOD CLOSE FRIENDS I HAVE.. AND MY FAMILY I HAVE THAT CARES.. I JUST WANTED TO LET EVERYONE KNOW WHY I AM NOT REALLY MYSELF... I ALSO LEFT THE FREAK SHOW FAMILY.. A LOT OF STRESS HAS BEEN TAKEN OF ME FOR THAT.. I LOVED THE FAMILY AND I HELPED CREATED IT. BUT THE LOVE AND BOND THAT WAS THERE WHEN IT WAS STARTED ISN'T THERE ANYMORE.. NO ONE CARES IF ANYTHING HAPPENS AND NO ONE TRIED TO HELP ANYONE ELSE.
Life And Lies
i know many guys have always wonder bout certian things. that the oposite sex saids to them. well i have decided to compose a list of things i have heard females say to me why they not take a chance on how they feel towards some one. 1. your to old 2. oh you to far away 3. you to young 4. im interested in you ( but then they come up and be telling some one else they love them) i have heard all these things and ive been burn so many times but i still dont judge any one by their looks. by how far away they are. and specially of their age. as long they are legal. now ladies i ask you this why would u not let the person know that u not interested instead of them look like a fool. now me personally i will say this if i love someone it is gointo be with my heart not my body parts or how hot or sexy they look or their age now. for once i wish a woman would accpet me for who i am. for the way i am, and for the way i live my life. im sry that i am a old fashion guy from t
Life&crap
Have you ever felt like you cant find what you're supposed to do in life? Some people become paramedics, Lawyers, bankers and there happy at what they do. Some find that witch makes them happy early in life some go there hole lives and never truly find that one part of there life that can make them happy. There are some people that believe in fate, that your path is set and you have no choice in what you do in life. Others believe that you have complete control of your life and you live second by second. I often find myself thinking what skill, accomplishment, deed, part of my life have I done that will help me find that sense of completion. I have found happiness in my Daughter and a wonderful person who I was lucky enough to meet and spend my life with so far. Yet there is still that small part of me that feels incomplete. Like there's somewhere I need to go, or something that I have yet to do. I guess all we can really do is live life the best we can. Do what you think is right and
Life Or Somethin Like It
hello everyone hope everyone had a great 4th of july!!! we did for the most part~food, friends, and fireworks to round out the night. it was kinda hard for me but the kids had fun so that's all the matters. i also had to work on friday so that kinda helped me not have to think about alot of things that day. the kids are doin great~iziah has been playin baseball in sheffield lake this summer and starts his summer camp today. trenton has been doin the normal 2 year old thing~~drivin me CRAZY!!! lol. as for me i have been workin, goin to a grief group on tuesdays and running running running, seems that's all i do. i will be goin in for surgery tomorrow to have my gallbladder removed cuz i have some stones in there and they said that is the only way to get rid of them so that is where i'll be tomorrow but i know that i will be ok. goin to bed now ttys love to y'all ~*berta*~ ummmm where to start. i am writing this with a heavy heart as my husband has passed away. no i
Life Part 28
I am not supposed to be on the computer. I am not following what the doctor said. I can't lay in bed for another day. The drugs I am on make me sleepy. they relax all my muscles, not just my neck. What a way to spend a Saturday! I wrote a blog a little while ago and then erased it. I was hurt and upset by something. again! Is it me? Must be. I just don't get it. I must be too emotional. I must be too attached. I must care too much. I don't now what it is? So sorry if you went to the blog and it was empty. I just am a little confused and am on strong drugs right now. I am not even sure that this is going to make any sense. Well, I hope all of you have a better weekend then what I am having. I hope to be better soon. Typing on the keyboard is a big NO NO so I will stop writing.
Life Part 29
I guess I should have listened to my doctor! I tried to lay in bed today but couldn't stand it any more. I have done some laundry. Then, the laundry was not folding itself so I had to hold it which then caused my neck to hurt again. I guess that was idiotic on my part? I just can't sit still for very long. So now my neck is in pain. We are having friends over for dinner. Peter is making a yummy dinner. Steak with melted blue cheese on top with twice baked potato's and green beans. Henry helped Peter out today with the cabinets in the garage so I wanted to have them over for dinner to thank him. I would love, love, love to have a glass of pinot nior with my dinner but it says no alcohol with my meds I am on. So I guess I need to be a good girl. Anthony started driving school today. He has it this weekend and next for the education part of it and then he has to do 4 driving lessons before getting his driver's permit. He is excited. I will not be excited about the
Life Is Too Short Not To Laugh
You know none of us is guaranteed tomorrow...... Like Tim McGraw Sings...Live Like YOU Are Dying! The older I get....Hey now comments on my age either...... Life get shorter and shorter...... Tell someone that you love them and say it and mean it. Love you guys.....
Life In General
I work at Autozone and come home from work, yes my life is boring. If your life is pretty much the same let me know. THIS WOMAN SHOULD RUN FOR PRESIDENT!!! I'D VOTE FOR HER!!! Written by a housewife from New Jersey and sounds like it! This is one ticked off lady. "Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not started by Islamic people who brought it to our shores onSeptember 11, 2001 ? Were people from all over the world, mostly Americans, not brutally murdered that day, in downtown Manhattan , across the Potomac from our nation's capitol and in a field in Pennsylvania? Did nearly three thousand men, women and children die a horrible, burning or crushing death that day, or didn't they? And I'm supposed to care that a copy of the Koran was "desecrated" w hen an overworked American soldier kicked it or got it wet?... Well, I don't. I don't care at all . I'll start caring when Osama bin Laden turns himself in and repents for incinerating all those i
Life Part 30
Life And Questions
ARGH! I have to move by friday of this week, and i STILL don't have a place. It's driving me insane! My parents won't let me move in with them, all of the friends that I would move in with live with their parents, and I don't have enough money to get my own place. This is getting seriously ridiculous. I don't know what the fuck to do. I'm starting to think that I'll never find a place.....and if that happens......I don't even want to think about it. All I wish is that some miracle would happen and I'd magically have a place to live. People say that love isn't an emotion....that it's an ability. Well, if that's the case, then why do people get so emotionally attatched to people they love? Just a question. I was in Seattle today doin my own thing. People watching mainly. I saw a couple that looked completely opposite of what they were supposed to look like. The girl, clearly a prep, was dressed in Abercrombie jeans, a pink hoodie, and Doc Martins (WTF?). The guy? The complete opp. He wa
Life Part 31
It is Monday, I get up and start my computer and it won't start. It tells me that I have to insert the disk because of system failure or something like that. So I am using my laptop which won't let me on msn because it says I have an old version. what does that have to do with anything? So at the moment, I am trying to download msn plus on the laptop. I also had been told that I am a jealous child which wasn't a good thing to wake up to. I suppose to some degree, I have been a jealous child. So far, today has sucked. Do any of my friends not know I am married? That I have been married for 20 years? I hope all of you know that about me. I don't keep anything a secret. I am an open book and if there is anything any of you want to know about me, please ask. I write about my husband and kids in my blogs daily. They are my life. I got some bad news from my youngest brother yesterday. So 2 of my brother's lives are falling apart. I feel like I am helpless and all I can d
Life Part 32
Oh boy what a morning and it is still 11:00 am! I got my computer to work, after unplugging everything and then taking the big dust ball off the back of the computer fan! My poor computer couldn't breath! So now it is working but I need to to a complete backup of everything before this happens again and it won't start back up! My work and life are on this computer! I still need to open up the back and clean the dust out but will do that later after I back it up. I need to walk on my treadmill. I haven't in days because of my neck and the doctor told me not to for a few days but really need to get back into the habit. It is hard to create the habit of exercise but so easy to get out of the habit! I kind of feel like I have been through a lot lately. I am a strong, independent, stubborn, loving woman that has the will and tenacity to get through anything. I have been wearing my feelings on my sleeve lately and that isn't good. I guess it means I care too much about peop
Life !!!
I know many of you have wondered where I have been, or if I am still on the earth. But just to let you all know I am still alive. I have had some good advise come my way so along with work, I am going back to school and working on me. Getting over people and places and things thats been going on in my crazy world this is why I have not been online much and as far as the people who have requested that I delete pics done, let me know if theres any more you'd like me to delete. Anyway if you have the need to contact me please do it through my mail ( fu, yahoo, myspace, tagged, hi5) just so I make sure to get any and all messages from my good friends. I have missed most of you and if I dont talk or see most of you soon I want to wish you a Happy Halloween... bye till I come around Dan Founder Of The Order Of The Dragon P.S. Thanks to everyone who shown me love while I was away So many things in life are taken for granted. I too had done that before, But no longer!! I
Life's Changes
How did I end up in the psch ward for 2 days? After me and my gf had our big falling out, she went to get the cops. I was so angry I got my rifle out and filled the clip, went 2 the bathroom and waited, shaking like a leaf. The police entered the house. When they got to my bathroom I had already drew down on them. I'm very lucky 2 be alive. God must have bigger plans for me, idk. After a 37 min standoff, I came out in cuffs. The officer I pointed my rifle at told me " You're not going to jail, you're gonna get the help you need. Not many people point a gun at the cops and live to tell about it. I feel like I was given a second chance to do things right and I intend on doing just that. My life as I know it has changed. Some of it for the better, some for the worst. For those who dont know me, I have a rare mental disorder called intermittent explosive disorder. I have trouble controlling my temper and impulses. I just got out of the hospital today after attempting police suicide. Me

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