XORO's blog: "The Right Path"

If I asked u please do not go - would u turn around and stay If I found you a solution or found a way Life is what you make it no matter where you go I know things cant go on forever the way they have been , people change and have dreams to fulfill..Its just we've been down this road before and I know how it all went before - you left I became weak, gave up on being me and ran to the life I had once left behind.I made a promise to God that if u came back I would change that all the bad would go away. My wish came true, i didnt keep the promises i let the dream go. But I didnt want to believe that you would not stay. I know your life here is smothering you and you are not where you want to be but I look at the road ahead and I cant let go of the emptiness and lonliness I already see there, I dont want to face it alone and I know that soon ur going to go and all I can do is sit here and wait for the day and try to appear strong...only because I want the very best 4 u...

We've all had them and they are incredibly inevitable, life-changing decisions. I have had to make my fair share throughout life, as every other person does; however, I feel like I have had to make the largest ones as of late. It's amazing how one's mind races when faced with something unexpected and unplanned. I know God has a purpose for me and a group of talents and traits to be used with my own free will, but I have no idea where I am about to go now. Should I dive in and try to keep up with the rush of the current or watch the water take it's shape to another destination? I know this won't make sense to most of you, but I am sure some can relate

I know in my heart that one day the person I love and myself will make it together - I dont know when or how exactly but once we get thru the crazy obstacles we might just make it. someday My horoscope for today gives me a lil hope... lol... 8/21/07 You're all fired up and know in your heart that you're on the right path. It might be hard to convince your peers, but time will tell. They're at least watching you with great interest for the time being.