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Life And Death
Life,love,learning
"What is more like love than the ocean? You can play in it, drown in it. It can be clear and bright enough to hurt your eyes, or covered in fog; hidden behind a curve of road, and then suddenly there in full glory. Its waves come like breaths, in and out, in and out, body stretched to forever in its possibilities, and yet its heart lies deep, not fully knowable, inconceivably majestic." Love, Life, and Learning ~"I like to think that you care for and about me.... ...You're always there to put up with my BS.... ...You make me laugh and smile... ...You're mostly perfect." --Me MOSTLY perfect. The most important thing in life is love. But there are many different types of love. You have the love a child shares with a parent or grandparent. That kind of love is easy to come by... You have the love a group of close friends have for each other... That bond that keeps them always together. They are so close they know when you are happy or sad or mad or depressed when you
Life...
life in general for me has been having more downns than ups lately....hopefully this next mnth will have it the other way around.....so far it seems to be looking up for me just wanted to let yall know i might be a bit crabby abd bitchy for a few days...i lost my gram at 3:30 yestarday afternoon...she was ill and sick for a while....i know shes in a better place but its hard to loose a loved one ur so ised to seeing everytime u went to ur moms she was in her rocker and said there is my baby doll(referring to my lil guy) and got hugs and kisses from him....she always cheered me up....R.I.P. Gram ur missed greatly.... OMFG!!! its been one of those weekends when u wanna tell ur family to fuck off and go to hell....Apperently they went thru my grams stuff...if u know me then u know a)she passed a couple weeks ago....and b) im having a really hard time with it bc i was really close to her....no one bothered to call me...or email me...or even pm me on here to say hey heather we are gonna go
Life As It Were
basically starting now i have lived alone, for most my life,yes been happy..had 2 failed relationships but lived with it since its deemed possible that God doesnt want me to have one, i am too old for preisthood lol so thats out, so i just sit here and wonder if, "hey...am i just here to amuse people in my life and not be happy?" or is there really someone round my age out there and we are missing each other for some god awful reason? lol. i have had angioplasty done for my heart due to chest pains that were gettin worse n worse..now ifeel fine and i think most ladies are afraid that i may croak....and get left with nothing but pain. i live check to check..fixed income. so that is partially of it too i think...but oh well...they dont realize that hey...i am actually a very nice guy who has a heart full of love and is willing to share it with any lucky lady.....any lady out there.....but i guess nice guys do come last! wel. all last Sunday i think i caught the bug! there was no sneez
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i have two different families now and it seems like my new found family loves me more than my own and i dont know why. my real mother never calls me anymore and neither does my youngest sister. but my other family will do whatever they can to help me and my kids even though they dont really have to. i need help and advice
Life Is Like Kryptonite....
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So i really hate todays society. People in todays world have this Idea that everyone has to be perfect. That because they did it when they were younger that we are supposed to do the same. Well i say FUCK THAT BULLSHIT. I am Blake and only Blake. If you biked to work when u were a kid knowing that you have a car or someone to take you then heres your fucking sign. I'm not about to bike to work! I hate the fact that a majority of adults say that younger kids like myself don't know what we are talking about because we are young. You know what...FUCK THAT BULLSHIT! I have lived on the streets, Shelters, back seats of cars. I mean i have lived the hard life. Waking up not knowing if we were going to be evicted or not. Or if my mom was going to meet someone new and we would have to move again. Ive been to jail. I mean i have turned my life around. And for someone to say that i havent gone though anything is BULLSHIT. What they experienced and what i experienced is two diffrent things. So pl
Life, The Carrot, The Egg, The Coffee
The carrot, the egg and the coffee ...................................................................................................................... You will never look at a cup of coffee the same way again........ A young woman went to her mother and told her about her life and how things were so hard for her. She did not know how she was going to make it and wanted to give up. She was tired of fighting and struggling. It seemed as though just as one problem was solved, a new one arose. Her mother took her to the kitchen. She filled three pots with water and placed each on a high fire. Soon the pots came to a boil. In the first, she placed carrots, in the second she placed eggs, and in the last she placed ground coffee beans. She let them sit and boil, without saying a word. In about twenty minutes she turned off the burners. She fished the Carrots out and placed them in a bowl. She pulled the eggs out and placed them in a bowl. Then she
Life's Pain, And Friends We Gain
I have made a lot of friends, won some hearts, and lost a few a long the way. I know I made an impact or an impression enough for them to stay. I am fighting cancer, and life is so trying. Yet I find myself wondering why me. I have been ripped of ever having children, and I married a man whom had two beautiful sons. I took them under my wing, and called them My two Sons. Their father was cruel, and put me down so I had enough told him no more love was there to be found. He took my kids, left me alone. Now I am stuck in life my pockets empty, and my house hollow. My heart, and soul have been shattered, bruised, and tore apart. So how can I find the strength to make a new start. I lost my hero 3 years ago, and god I miss him Dad I love you so. Cancer is a terrible thing, noone should endure the pain. I certainly have enjoyed my journey here in Fubar and the friends I have made along the way. Bauer you are the definition of strength, and thank you for your Blogs. To Pops
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Life Isn't Just Pink Fuzzy Bunnies.
I found out today that my assistant manager wasn't going to be in for two weeks today. That means that 3 girls get to pick up all of her hours. Isn't that fun? She is retarded, she doesn't do anything all day, everyone picks up her shifts because she is always "sick". She doesn't do anything all day, she smokes too much, and she's a bitch. Our manager is so pissed, I hope the ASS. Manager gets fired. Hate and war, Alicia.
Life As We Know It
THEY ALL FUCKING SUCK
Life Is
Some of my garyisms why is there braile on a drive up atm? Where does the the word fuck come from and why does it have so many uses? how does a blind person know what a seeing eye dog sees? why is it u can remember where the keys are on a typewriter/keyboard but never remember your phone number? why do you only see one shoe in the middle of the road? was the person wearing it like umm i hate my left shoe and tossed it out the window while driving? How do blind sky divers know when to pull the cord? why is store bought lemonade made with lemon flavor but dawn dish liquid made with real lemons? how do blind people know how to read braille? why is it when u watch a fishing show u wonder what lures they are using or whether or not they are using live bait? who decided the days of the week and why did they choose to work for 5 and off for 2? where does the term horny come from? how do deaf people know when someone is talking to them from behind their
Life In General
So, it is friday night, as I sit here alone I am thinking to myself, RACING SEASON STARTS this weekend! I am so excited! I can't wait. I am interested in doing some fantasy racing but I don't know. I have been looking at the nascar site. Is there any other ones out there? Any cool ones that you can win big on? I am very interested in this. So if anyone has any answers, please fill me in! Anyways, It is 11:30 at night ona friday, nothing exciting happening besides some homework! What an exciting life I lead! well, I watched the game last night. Wasn't really rooting for anyone because my team wasn't in it. But I did watch for the commercials. My favorite?? The SoBe water one. With the lizards dancing to Thriller. It was the cutest by far. I was kind of disappointed with the commercials. They aren't as good as I remembered before. Maybe it is just me. Maybe the advitiers can't afford the make awesome commercials when they are paying 2.7 million for air space alone.
Life#4
Life is a world of wonders life is sandy life is lonely life can also be full of different activities. life is caring life is hatred life is always full of mysteries life is full love life is full of up and downs life is mischief life is entertaining life is curious lifeis full of uderstanding life is hope life is sometimes full of hopelessness life is full of different crimes like stealing, killing.. well life is always interesting LOVE YOU ALL!!
Life
Im hoping to make this a better year! My life is finally goin in a better direction. I have a wonderful son whom i share with my soon 2 be exhusband. And Im datin well actually living with a wonderful guy who is also my best friend! And we r in the middle of making plans to better our life together.
Life's Path
Life is nothing more than our path to death, We are born to walk with each breath, To enjoy our walk is up to us alone, Through us the truth is always known, Beauty, ugliness, and all we see, This in truth is our legacy, To close our eyes as we take this walk, To never take the time to hear or talk, These are things we must not do, For this path we take is our legacy true, To share that which we observe and learn, These are things for which we all yearn! This is my take on life I hope I didn't offend anyone.
Life,love And Getting By
Life After Tim
well it has been 9 1/2 months since unholy passed away and it feels like yesterday but it feels like forever ago...if you can understand what i mean sometimes it doesn't feel real and sometimes i am holding him in my arms and hes dying all over agian everyone says things will get better and i guess inevitabley some things have, i no longer cry when i go grocery shopping. i can go to a flea market without completely loosing it..not the ones we went to.. i havent tried that yet but 1 none the less. we use to go every weekend almost and at least once a month he would buy me a new rebel flag shirt well i havent had a new shirt in over a year now and though i love those shirts its not the shirts that boother mne its the fact that he knew i wouldnt buy it for my self i would say i was going to then say forgewt it get you or the kids something but he would make me pick some out..i wear those shirts almost every day..those things are falling apart but its my way to be close to him.. i know
Life And Questions
So can you fall in LOVE right after you get out of a 4 yr relationship? I'm talking days…I can't. I do know some who have though and it amuses me. See, I'm a bit of a skeptic towards love anyways so for me to fall in LOVE with someone is a HUGE deal for me and my kids. More for me! I have only been in love twice in my life don't get me wrong I've dated and all the things a girl can and shouldn't do. I keep myself unattainable in a complete different way then most girls. I don't think that I will ever fall in LOVE ever again, but if it happens I will be here. Will I look for it hell yeah, maybe because I am looking it will pass me by and I will be a single mom for the rest of my life. No more males in my life except thru my girls (their boyfriends and one day husbands), but not for me on a romantic level. I believe in Karma; however I don't believe that I am that much of a bad person or mother that Karma has left me loveless. David might think other wise and Tom I don't know what he thi
Life....
Well....Alot has changed sense I blogged....Well I am no longer with Louie....We are in the middle of getting divorced right now and i am happy to report that he has moved on to some other "woman".....And thats all i have to say about that whole subject....As for me....well I have started seeing a wonderful MAN...Chris is my roommate...Kels cousin....I met him one night on a wim and we have been interested in each other every since....Chris and I have been together for about 1.5 months now and its been the best month and a half in my life....Since we met I have learned what it is like to actually be treated like a woman and not somebodies damn maid....Chris knows how to take care of himself and doesnt expect me to wait on him hand and foot....actually if you want to be technical we take care of each other....He does alot more for me then any other man has ever even offered.Anyways....well things between us are wonderful and might be moving faster than a normal couple....WHO KNOWS....
Life Lessons?
I recently lost someone close to me because they chose to take their own life. It really sucks. After preceding to tell my parents a few days before hand that someone dying doesn't bother me it just life, I realize now it does bother me. When a 23 year old person takes their life it hits you hard. I keep expecting to just see them around, I can't go into their previous workplace. Mostly because then I have to face reality that they're not going to be there. You wonder if there's anything you could have done. If you had let this person know you loved them and they meant the world to you and you were lucky to be their friend would it have made a difference? You always will remember the last time you saw that person, it's burnt into my mind and I just keep seeing it over and over again. I realize life sucks sometimes, but you have to wonder what goes through a person's mind to make them want to do something like that. Maybe they're happier on the other side at leas
Life Experiences... 106 Outta 140
Level 1: ( ) Had an asthma attack (x) Smoked A Cigarette (x) Smoked A Cigar (x) Smoked Weed (x) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex (x) Drank Alcohol (x) is/has been In Love (x) Been Dumped ( ) Been Fired (x) Been In A Fist Fight (x) Snuck Out Of A Parent's House total so far: 9 Level 2: (x) Ever Had Feelings For Someone Who Didn't Have Them Back (x) Been Arrested/Seen Someone You Know Get Arrested (x) Made Out With A Stranger (x) Gone Out On A Blind Date (x) Had A Crush On An Older Person (x) Skipped School ( ) Slept With A Co-worker (x) Seen Someone / Something Die total so far: 16 Level 3: () Been On A Plane (x) Thrown Up From Drinking (x) Eaten Sushi ( ) Been Snowboarding (x) Met Someone BECAUSE Of Myspace (x) Been Mosh Pitting (x) Taken Pain Killers (x) Love(d)or Lust(d) Someone Who You Can't Have (x) Been in a BAD relationship total so far: 23 Level 4: (x) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By ( ) Made A Snow Angel ( ) Had A
Life
I've been very happy this past week. I'm now starting to date someone I've known for quite awhile. It's been one of those things that you did not know the person you were looking for was right in front of you. We've been friends for awhile now, and though I was always attracted to him, I never looked at him like that because one, he was in a relationship for quite awhile, and two, we're friends with all the same friends. Right now we're seeing where things will go, and we are starting to tell everyone slowly, but so far we have gotten great responses, and of course, shock. Anyway, that's where things are with me right now. Have you ever had a moment where you just wished that the world would swallow you up and you could disappear? Well, that happened to me today. On my break I was being teased by someone I was with back in January. He was being his normal smart ass self, and making me blush rather badly, just because he knows me, and can read my mind (damn him). Well, low an
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A Life Lost
A battle waged. A war fought valiantly, yet still lost. What is this life? Why must she pay this cost? Questions without answers, not even a whisper in reply. Why must evil survive, when the truly good must die? Anger boils up inside me. Hatred begins to grow. Hatred for the disease, and for the things I do not know. Anger at the powers that, allow her to suffer so. Anger because I can't save her, and I cannot let her go. Prayers go unanswered, and leave me feeling hollow. Why won't he save his child? It's a bitter pill to swallow! It's not for me to question, or to know the reasons why. His motives are a mystery, yet I still have to try! Angels are taken for granted every second of the day. The one sent to me, I treasure. I beg him to let her stay! Our life is but an instant, in the broader spectrum of time. Hold on to every minute, to regret is an unforgivable crime. I value every time I hear her voice, every word she speaks. I fight along beside her,
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My husband and I have a dear friend that has been fighting cancer over the past 10 years. He has been in remission for the past two but has just found out that it is back. Please say a prayer for him and his family as this time he does not know if he can make it through it all. Help out a friend http://www.maximonline.com/hotties/hotties_profile.aspx?key=756&hottieId=1412/
Life And Stories
When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours in a day are not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar and the 2 Beers . A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him. When the class began, he wordlessly picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was. The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was. The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with an unanimous 'yes.' The professor then produced two Beers from under the table and poured the entire contents into the jar effectively fillin
Life Soundtrack
1. Opening Credits: Eyes Wide Shut "EdgeWater" 2. Waking Up: Illuminati "Malice Mizer" 3. First Day At School: Time to start "BlueMen Group" 4. Falling In Love: Angel's Tale-English "Hyde" 5. Fight Song: The Social Riot Machine "Gazette" 6. Breaking Up: I'm lost without you "Blink182" 7. Prom: Numa Numa "Ozone" 8. Life: Always & Never "Coheed & Cambria" 9. Mental Breakdown: Wilder Wein "Rammstein" 10. Driving Far Away: Psycho "Dir En Grey" 11. Flashback: Start the Machines "Angels & Airwaves" 12. Wedding: All I Want Is You "U2" 13. Birth of Child: Mama "Spice Girls" 14. Final Battle: Die For Me "Criss Angel" 15. Death Scene: Rest in Pieces "Siliva" 16. Funeral Song: In Loving Memery "Alterbridge" 17. End Credit: Valentines Day "Linkin' Park" Survey  Note:There are no Right or Wrong Answers, just have fun guessing:D 1.) What color are my eyes?:2.) How Old Am I? (without looking at my profile):3.) How'd Y
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I only 389,743 Points to go to fu king and am in 2 auction. I be nic to get some help and some rate from people. I come to ur page and rate u and some i rated all ur page. Is hard to come to my page and give me love leave coment and rates. Hell do that and returne love. Just help me level instead haveing to buy rate and still not getting them by people i own. ther are few that have keep ther word and there alot who have not today my step dad told me i was uesles and no body. my mom agree and so did my sis. just woundering if i have meaning or anyone cear about me The past 24 hour has been hell. First Essie hung up on me. I was trying to talk about the auction i was running since at work. Then call her later on when told me and her sister talk to me like nothing and no body. Then while at work I was stock, Co manger Robert and Ast protion Mike cam over yelled at for working asking me y doing i working. Top of about lose someone like and want to be with. Then today i wash my mp3 pl
Life....
If you're going to read this, at least have the decency to read the whole thing... I'm posting a new blog, my first one like this one will be bitter, yet this one will be my first mumm too. Anyways, I've realized a long time ago that people are lying, conniving, rude, and stupid degenerates. We've actually gotten to the point where we'll murder someone for their shoes but leave the wallet, or kill them because they offended us in the littlest ways but we've had a really bad day so that makes it ok... I still can't understand how some of these incompetent morons got their driving license. Nobody cares about anyone anymore, it's all survival of the fittest. Nobody cares about helping anyone like they used to anymore, it's all about making money, and there's never enough in our wasted space of head we call a brain to be satisfied with. Marriage is basically like the newer version of dating to these preteen idiots. long term relationships weren't enough so we actually had to upgrade it? co
Life
Okay, so Hypothetically........thinking of course.... say tomorrow doesnt come? or the person you havent told you like....ends up not being there the next day? or how about a bad relationship with your dad and something happens to one of you? think about it.....People need to put pride aside and their crazy "beliefs" ...if you like or even "Love" someone............You NEED to tell them ASAP........life is short, people make mistakes.....its how you grow from those mistakes and how you learn from those mistakes that sets your path or way of thinking. if you have goals in life..stop letting "excuses" stop you...do them already.......seriously......everyday we see the sun rise and set is a blessing, we should be so grateful that we can look forward to tomorrow....alot of people cant. so go say your "i love you's" and fix your relationships and follow your dreams,.....be happy for once...it will set you free ........
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Noone ever said life was going to be so hard sometimes i wish there was a whay that you could be warnd by more then just your parents b/c all they ever tell you is not to do it they been there they know hen they tell you if you wont to do something come to us but then if you do they say no no thats not possible parents are someone that are suost to trust you, you would think that when something come up that has been said for excample you are on drugs but no insted they belive your sicottic ex-feoncia who never really gave you your own space wonted to be attached at the hip but gets mad when you wont to go see your friends then the other part of the family gets inalved because you have a dad that likes to go run and tell your grandmother everything and they belive anything that she is told y your dad and in the end you lose the one thing that is supposed to mean the most to them you lose the respect for them that they have told you, you were supposed to have for them What about the
Life Isnt Fair Sometimes!!!!!!!
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i never lied about my love for MiKayla or my wiffe i found pics on my phone and added them
Life And Love
Life And School
its a slow day and i'm bored, Lets see spring semster of 2008 and it the 5th or so week and i have had my frist essay due in english, my first speech for communication is due in two week, my first exam in biology which i failed missably. math test wich i got a b on so far the only glass that i seem to hae trouble with is biology which is my favorite class besides my pe's. anyway as of me physically, i'm having gallbladder issues i get to go for an ultrasound a week from tomorrow, one i find out what my results are i may or maynot go into surgury if i do go in i'm looking at a missing a week of school and work. which will really suck! anyway i need to go i have homework the calling me.
Life Sucks
i just wanted to let everyone know i will not be on for a little while my mom passed away on sunday and i am not in a real good state of mind right now.if i am on and dont answer you im sorry my mind keeps going back to me finding her in bed dead. i wish i could get the picture out of my head and i cant and dont know what to do if any one has any suggestions please let me know.
Life Just Keeps Sucking Time After Time
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Life Of A Trucker
Well, we got a load and we're heading to California. I am sure there are a lot of people on here from Cali, so I hope you don't think this wrong, but I don't enjoy going out west much. Mainly because we get out there, and then stuck for a few days. Right now we are in Wichita Falls, TX. for the night, and plan to head to Milan, NM. by Friday night. Not much else going on, hope everyone had a great Valentines day. Charles My wife, and I are stuck here in Paris, TX., sitting here waiting to get a load. We got unloaded yesterday morning, and we have been sitting since then. We found some WiFi to use down the street from the truck stop. Sitting between a Subway, and a Days Inn, both of which offer WiFi. We can't wait to get rolling again, when the wheels are not rolling, then no money is being made. I am still trying to learn everything on this site, but it's taking time. Well, nuff for now! Charles
Life
Have you ever wanted to sleep forever? That's how I feel and I don't know what to do about it. I'm so tired of so much. I'm tired of fighting. I'm tired of being hurt. I'm tired of feeling that I'm the only one that cares what happens. I'm tired of not being first. I'm tired of being angry all the time. I'm tired of being sad all the time. I'm tired of being ignored. I'm just tired of this. As I sit here looking at the screen, trying to put my thoughts into words, I realize something. I can't. There are no words to describe exactly how I feel. My heart feels nothing. My mind can't think. My soul feels gone. I'm not even sure I'm breathing sometimes. I hate this feeling. I've tried so many times to make it go away but it just comes back with a vengence everytime. This is a broken clock that I can't fix and one that I feel you want to just toss in the garbage. So what now? Give up? Keep trying? Somebody tell me what to do b/c I have no fucking clue. How can walking away be the easiest an
Life
Ok folks, i don't know how many of you actually pay attention to blogs, but i am fixing to find out. Back in the middle of November my wife (which is manic and bi-polar) moved out with all her stuff in tow to our other home and told me she wanted a divorce. A divorce which was long over due and i am giving that to her and all the sudden out of the clear blue she decides to contest it. I am a disabled veteran, a little info on that i have 6 disks in my lower lumbar that are either gone, going, or trying to go. Along with that the main trunk nerve going out of my spinal column on the left side is 50% severed so i am lucky to be walking. On top of all of it, with my last check up with the VA i now have Type II hypertension, and they suspect an enlarged heart as well. I have lived a hard life. Have lived a rough life, but i would not change any of it including my time in the service. What i would appreciate are your thoughts every once in a while if you are not religious, and
Life
Forgiveness Everyone has always told me I have to forgive people in my past and let go to be able to get on with my live and have healthy happy relationships. how do you do that? how do you forgive someone who always let you down. who constantly berated you and put you down. who never protected you from the outside world. someone who was supposed to love you unconditionally and never did. I did everything they ever asked of me., either to please them, hoping it would make them love me just a little, or out of fear. but it never was good enough. so I left, with anger, bitterness, and hatred in my heart for them, the little girl in me wishing them a lonely old live full of pain, planning on never seeing them again. Four weeks ago my Daddy passed away, and I was had to face my mother again. I went with expectations I shouldn't have had. Hoping for answers I know now I will never get. Even though my mother is in a convalescent home having suffered possibly dozens of strokes, has lim
Life
Isn't it funny how someone can walk into your life and there is such a connection that it feels like they have always been there, by your side and in your heart? A friendship, that no matter the distance between you, strongly holds to hearts as close as can be. I had this kind of friendship before and it was cruelly taken away by fate. Never did I think that it was possible to share that connection with another person, but now I have that again with not one but two people, the man I am to marry and also my best friend. They both mean the world to me and I can't imagine ever being without them. OK So here is my day thus far. I've spent the entire damn day arguing with someone...over my house, my sister, money....I've had enough. Today is one of those days that I should have stayed in bed with the covers pulled up over my head. My roommate was laid off today which is fan-fucking-tabulous....I think I am going to start doing shots so that I may possibly chill the fuck out a little before
Life
i have met some amazing people on this site. i have become frineds with alot of people from all over. there are a few (they know who they are) that are very special. i will always be there for them no matter what. i am always true to my friends i hold dear and i will never leave them when they need me. and i know they will be there when i need them. i am a shoulder to cry on, a joke to make you laugh, and a cheerfull coment to make you smile, and a friend when you just need a friend. i am never far away and im always going to be there when you need me. i know people dont think it is my fault. i know in mind that i am part of it. i am causing confusion im someones mind. i know they say im not but i know i am. its hard to explian why or how. i have been down this road before and know the feeling i get from it. i wish i knew how to stop them or make them better. but i can only say that i am sorry if i seem to be making things harder.. im sorry.
Life, The Universe, And Me
The Life Of Hammie
Good morning! 2/16/2008 09:30am I know, it looked like I fell from the globe. It’s been busy here – and then some. When we arrived, naturally we had boxes up the waazoo, and although that has slowed down, we still have some yet to do, once I get a place prepared. The first thing I needed to do was to rebuild the down stairs bathroom – all the way to the ground – literally. We were able to keep the tub, one cabinet, the commode and the counter top ( A really nice one!) but everything else floor, walls, ceiling, fixtures – had to go. The gutter over the thing had not been cleaned in ages, a leak had developed, and everything rotted right out. It’s spiffy now though! The house is nearly finished – the heat has all been installed upstairs, and after trying several things in that massive old fire place, we have settled on a very old very WONDERFUL looking gas stove. The chimney needs lining before it can be used as a fireplace again, and since it h
Life After Death
The Silence Once his heart stood proud and unscarred, As his soul guided him through this life, But now, he is uncertain and scared, But he is trying to conceal The silence that has taken over his heart. Through the tribulations that life Sets forth for one man, He has faced them with a strength That many would have never seen, But the strength needed hardens A man's heart and blackens his soul, But then suddenly a light From just a smile, Whether it be intended as just a friendly smile, Or an immediate attraction, To allow a him a chance to live again. His heart breaks the silence More and more each day, It is rarely heard by anyone, Just himself. He turns from the day to the night, And as he lays his head On the soft fluffiness of his pillow, He thinks of the smile that lit a flame in his soul. And he dreams of the laughter That fills his heart with a light and a song-- A song to break the silence. A song just for her. They say that there are seven n
Life And Your Love
Life is hard life is painful but life is also love when you have love in your life you have something to live for something to cherish and something that will always be there for you when u are down and out and it feels like walls are closing in on you. But when u go through life and there is no love u have nothing to live for but wishing that u can love and somebody would love you back.
Life In Tennessee
This is going to be a random blog, but I NEED to get this off my chest. Around here in Tennessee, people pratically go to charm school once they pop from their mama. Well, recently, I found out that even here in the Pretty South, not everything is sunflowers and Sweet Tea. I was dating someone for a few months, and that wasn't so bad. But a few years later, we're still talking. Well, I still have feelings for this person, but he knows this. I flat out told him, but what makes him a jerk? He made it out that he still has feelings for me, and gives me lockets and jewelery and bracelets and all this stuff. But...then he turns around and finds this girl ((who's name will not be released. Only one person on Fubar knows who it is, and that's my friend Subby Bitch)) and he starts to take her to dinners, and she always texts him and always calls, and they're always around each other anymore. And Im personally to my whits end. Well, I jokingly, yet not ((though he didn't pick up on the hint
Life
Anythinguwant There is always bad in life u gotta take the bad with the good or life will never be good hope u guys take this to heart cause there aint noone like u so be who u r and fuck anyone who dont like it Love to all Fubarians
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Life Worth Not Living
I no longer feel human. I see beauty, greed, hate, love, anger, but I can never see me. I went to the hospital today to see a girl I work with and her baby she had on the 15th. He's a cute baby boy, but it hurt me so much on the inside. I want my own family, well first I need a MAN !! I am sick of finding a guy I like and find out, hey HE HAS A GIRLFRIEND or HEY HE'S MARRIED. I thought my ex-boyfriends loved, boy was I mistaken BIG TIME !! They only wanted me for sex, a place to stay, my very little money, and my vehicle. I have been single for three years, I should say my whole life since my ex-boyfriends never loved me, I thought I was doing myself a favor by being single. Then I see all these newborns, lovers, old married couples, newly weds. I get tore up inside. What am I doing wrong ?? I never show myself as being desperate, I act natural. I will never change who I am to find a guy, if a guy can't love me for who I am he's not worth my time. Out of the mist flies a beautiful butt
Life Sucks
The most horrible thing happened on 2/16/08.. we lost the life of an awesome little man named cristian! He was only 12 years old how fair is that??? his heart just stopped! seriously couldnt his worthless cardiologist have done something to prevent this?? I have never felt pain like this before! it is so horrible! i loved him very much and miss him alot!
Lifestyles
Ok a New year and new goals. It wasn't long ago, or maybe it was. When I had DDP (Diamond Dallas page) on the show. He talked about this great revolutionary thing called YRG (Yoga for Regular Guys) and he was talking how this low impact thing was being used by people like Kurt Angle, NFL Football guys, Lee Marshall and many others. I thought yeah but most of them guys are already Athletes. What about someone like me? He sent me the stuff but I was already on a diet and thought I am doing fairly well on my own, so I put it away. I lost a total of 80 pounds on my diet. Well as all diets go, I got stressed and put on about 30. so December 31st 2007 I put my Diet back in action and lost 15 at this point. Then I got an email from DDP about something amazing on his site. Being the curious fellow that I am I went to investigate. Then it hit me as my jaw hit the floor that this YRG has something to it. You need to watch this video Here we have a guy who is 5'8 and 297 pounds
Life
As I sit here at night recalling the past... I wonder how did it all go by so fast??? One moment Im tiny running to you for a hug.. The next moment Im 26 and handing you a prescribed drug.. You taught me so much throughout the years.. From cooking to cleaning and to conquer all fears.... You were an anchor when times always got rough... You taught us that nothing or noone was ever to tough... But the Greatest thing you taught me is the right way to Love... To not be selfish and to let it go if I have to...that if its true it will return like a lost Dove... As I lived my life the last few years I took a lot of this for granted... I forgot some of the seeds you had planted... My regret is not telling you how truly thankful I am for all that you brought into my life... But even the words "Thank You" would never suffice... Because to do the things that you did you had to make more than 1 sacrifice... Ill just try to do my best to teach the lesso
Life
Sorry that I haven't been on lately, so much has been going on, its been pretty stressful,so for anyone that was worried, sorry,
Life
I may not be good enough for some. I may not be worth the effort for a few. I may mot be worth keeping to one. But there is someone who does want me, one is good enough for me! Long ago I never knew one person could have an effect on me like Sam does! I don't know how, maybe because I held her before anyone else did. I remember the doctor handing her to me, I stood there on trembling knees! She wasn't my first baby girl, and it wasn't the first time I held a baby. I think it was because I was the first one to hold her with love, and to whisper "I love you" in her ear. She has not always been easy to raise, nor has she been a model child. She has her moments of rebelion, and sassiness. She is a woman, I expected that. What suprises me now is the closeness we share, and the talks we have.She is shy enough that I have to buy her pads while she stands 30 feet away, and then makes me get them double bagged so know one sees what is in the bag, but bold enough to tell me if I have mad
Life Itself
I woke up feeling pretty good this morning. Logged on to Fubar and now I feel blah. So much emotion and feeling going through me that it has left me with a sense of being confused. Anywho~ I need to shake it off whatever it is , cause in the END~ the only thing that matters is My Son. You learn as you are growing up that some people wont be true~then you get older and learn that somethings just never change. Words to live by: ~DON'T MAKE SOMEONE YOUR PRIORITY WHEN THAT PERSON ONLY HAS YOU AS THEIR OPTION~ So I have been at a point in my life where DRAMA and people who have drama, I cannot stand to be around. I also find myself getting rather annoyed with people who constantly go on about either themselves or their significant other. I mean hey its great if you have someone you think is completely wonderful and great, but come on people do you ever stop and think that JUST MAYBE we don't want to hear about how wonderful they are every 5 seconds. I have one friend who is
Life And Death
Good Morning all.... Well, last night at work was one of the toughest that a nurse has to face. We had a patient whose health was declining for about 5 days. She lived a good life though, she was 100 years old. It was a very difficult night to say the least. It was my first work realted death. No one ever prepares or teaches you how to deal with this when you are training to be a nurse. No one tells you how best to deal with the patient or the family or your peers for that matter. The lonliness I felt for this woman was almost overwhelming. I notified family, but suprisingly no one wanted to come and be with her in her final moments. So, who does that leave....ME. I stayed with this woman all night and made her as comfortable as possible. Really, how comfortable can you make one who is facing death? Better yet, how comfortable can you be when faced with taking care and providing comfort to the dying? Lets just say that I made it through. The crying came as i watched h
Life
Betrayal comes in all shapes and sizes. It is not measured by the person doing the betraying but by the one recieving it. If you are the person on the recieving end of this, at first there is shock, then comes the sting. The strange thing is that no matter when you find out about it, whether it be the same day, next month , or 10 years down the road the result is still the same. You are crushed. How could this person that I believed in and trusted do this to me is usually the question that comes to mind. Or even how could I have not seen? The most important thing to remember in this situation (as hard as it is when you are faced with it sometimes) is that the problem is theirs and not yours. The betrayer needs to carry that cross. It is not our burden to bare. We need to pick up the pieces and put it behind us and chalk it up to a learning experience. W.Redwing Copyright 1-22-2008
~life- The Cab Ride~
When I arrived at 2:30 a.m, the building was dark except for a single light in a ground floor window. Under these circumstances, many drivers would just honk once or twice, wait a minute, and then drive away. But I had seen too many impoverished people who depended on taxis as their only means of transportation. Unless a situation smelled of danger, I always went to the door. This passenger might be someone who needs my assistance, I reasoned to myself. So I walked to the door and knocked. 'Just a minute', answered a frail, elderly voice. I could hear something being dragged across the floor. After a long pause, the door opened. A small woman in her 90's stood before me. She was wearing a print dress and a pillbox hat with a veil pinned on it, like somebody out of a 1940s movie. By her side was a small nylon suitcase. The apartment looked as if no one had lived in it for years. All the furniture was covered with sheets. There were no clocks on the walls, no knic
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MY NEXT LIFE I want to live my next life backwards! You start out dead and get that out of the way right off the bat. Then, you wake up in a nursing home feeling better every day. When you are kicked out of the home for being too healthy, you spend several years enjoying your retirement and collecting benefit checks. When you start work, you get a gold watch on your first day. You work 40 years or so, getting younger every day until pretty soon you're too young to work. So then, you go to high school: play sports, date, drink, and party. As you get even younger, you become a kid again. You go to elementary school, play, and have no responsibilities. In a few years, you become a baby and everyone runs themselves ragged keeping you happy. You spend your last 9 months floating peacefully in luxury, spa-like conditions: central heating, room service on tap. Until finally...You finish off as an o
Life Is Like Sex You Have Your Bad Days And You Have Your Good Days
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Life
i am currently looking for a playmate to get to know. if it sounds like you and your interested let me know
Life
IF I HAD MORE PEOPLE TO JOIN MY LOUNG THEN LOOKING AT MY NSFW PICTUERS MY LOUNG WOULD BE SOMETHING ELES stop asking me to see my nsfw if you don't want o rate some of my albums you don't buy drinks you don't buy gifts you just wan't to see my ass WHAT KIND OF SITE THIS IS I STARED OUT SHOWING MY WORK NOW I'M SHOWING MY ASS.
Life
Life's Lessons
Tonight I was playing video games in the truck stop and I kept hearing someone making noises that sounded like they were having their own one person party. I turned to look and saw a little chubby Mexican guy playing the free machine. He was hooping it up every time that his little game character did anything, including dieing. I kind of shook my head and chuckled. That's when he noticed me laughing and decided to talk to me. Long story short, in his broken English, he gave his life story to me over dinner. He had only recently became a citizen in the US. He worked 41 years of his adult life to be here legally. He told me of his struggles in Mexico, and the things he and his family had gone through to do things the right way. Some of the stories he told brought tears to my eyes. To sum it all up, and not bore you to tears, the man made me take a minute to be thankful for the life I have. I think we should all meet someone like Alejandro at least once in our life just to remind us
Life Is Funny
Life is funny You end up care about someone and they just shit on you!!And they are the one who says they dont wanna be hurt, then turn around and hurt you!Fuck carin about people anymore!!!
Life Is Like The Mist
Life is like the mist you see just as the sun's coming up in the morning. You see everything real clear when it's close up like in the present. As you try to look beyond like into the future it gets kind of hazy, and the further you try to look the more hazy it becomes. You see the dark and light shadows, and they are almost visible, but there is still that haze that blocks total view. Then there is still the light that you see in the mist like the hope of a bright tomorrow or a bright future. Then the mist starts to let up, and you get to see a glimpse farther like getting a peek at what is yet to come. And later still the mist all gone, the sun shining a little brighter, but the mist of the future is still in your mind. As you move on in life the mist slowly rising to give you the glimpse everyone looks forward to each day of our lives.
Life
So, here's how it works: 1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc) 2. Put it on shuffle 3. Press play 4. For every question, type the song that's playing 5. When you go to a new question, press the next button 6. Don't lie and try to pretend your cool...just type it in man! IF YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE? Opening Credits: Storm Coming... Gnarls Barkley Waking Up: Circles... Osunlade (amazingly appropriate song!) First Day At School: Title + Registration... Death Cab for Cutie (whoa) Falling In Love: Clean... Incubus Losing Virginity: Convenient Parking... Modest Mouse (lmfao...) Fight Song: Revolution... The Beatles (pretty perfect song!) Breaking Up: Keep Talking... Pink Floyd Prom: You May Be Right... Billy Joel Life: Mrs. Robinson... Simon & Garfunkel (lmao!!! apparently i aspire to be a married woman who tries to get with her daughter's friends???) Mental Breakdown: Give me one reason...Bl
Life....
Getting my septum done today. IM EXCITED! I will be posting pics. The Deep Survey (Be completely honest or it doesn't count) [1] What's one thing that would instantly make you dislike a person? a closed mind full of hate [2] What do you do when you need to relax? um relax? [3] Why do you think there is war in the world? Religion, politics and to many people trying to control our lives and decide for us what we should do with our bodies and lives. To many people worrying about the small things we are doing and what other countries are doing. People like Bush sticking noses where they don't belong because they are greedy and brainless. [4] Do you think it's ok to sometimes tell white lies? Depends on situation [5] Do you like things in life to stay how they are or change? Change is always good [6] If someone liked you, what would be the best way to let you know? um tell me? [7] What are you listening to right now? Left Over Crack [8] If you won a lot
Lifeless Lives
My eyes opened, and my heart closed. My tears flow, while my body slows. My touch is firm, while my taste is bitter. My life lives, while my body dies. Where can we feel, taste, live and flow without all of the tension life may bring. We try to show how our true feelings may flow. But with All of the harm that others cause. Can always make our true hearts stop. Without any love anywheres and also without anyone to care. These tears we shed flows down our cheeks. While other people look at us as we are weak. They just have no clue. It's people like you, who are the strongest. Because at least we do release a tear or two. To releave us of our torturous pain. But they are the ones who are going insane. Copyright ©2008 Angela Nonexistant Evens
Lifeless Lives Ii
My eyes opened, and my heart closed. My tears flow, While my body slows. My touch is firm, While my body dies. As I lay here all alone, no one really cares. I ache for a love, that I could never truely have. You walk on by, never to be at my side. My heart has faded, never to be seen, never to be opened, and never to be touched. Copyright ©2008 Angela Nonexistant Evens
Life
I just got word that my 88 yr old granma is on the verge of death. We could keep her with us by putting her on machines, but she told us long ago that she didn't want to live like that, because that wasn't living. So now we are waiting for the end to come. I don't know if I want to go see her as she is now or remember her the way she was. A firey, fiesty lady who didn't take guff off anyone no matter who they were. Death comes to every one sooner or later. All i can do now is pray that her passing is peaceful and painless. Go with God granma. I will see you again some day.3/9/08 addendum. My grandmaother passed away last night peacefully and painlessly. She will be missed. but she is no longer in any pain and with her friends who have gone before. People are funny.just when you think you can trust them they turn around and rip out a piece of your soul. Then they laugh at you when you tell them how much it hurts. It seems that some people enjoy hurting others. Well I've let go of that h
Life In General
Here I am, sitting in the hell of a country called Iraq. Been here since Feb of last year...Had some close calls, but we're all still here and accounted for..We have about 55 some odd days until we get our asses back home! I cant wait that way I can see my two adorable kids, whom I miss the world of! But thats just about it for my first blog....Its been forever since I"ve been on here still trying to get used to everything again...spent about a year or so away from it....I joined when it was CheryTap...yeah, a while ago. So, feel free to send me messeges, all that good stuff, or just say HI...Thank you all.... Jrich Here I sit trying to get stuff straight, but it seems that its not happening. I have been waiting to get my BAH (housing allowance) from the Army for over 3 months now, and I talked to them today, the fucking paperwork hasnt been turned in yet, they say I have to change a few things, which they couldnt tell me sooner?! WTF I'm dealing w/ that, my ex wife's b.s.,
Life & Times Of A Pokerchix
Not a good fucking day for poker today. Couldn't hit the side of a barn, every bitch on the table was sucking out on me. I don't know why when I have days like this I just don't close the program and go to bed. These are the days I hate poker. OH well...... I'm a big poker player. I played poker professionally for about 5 years,but I needed a break, which is why I am in Oklahoma right now working. Playing poker for a living took all the fun out of the game. I truely think you need to be in Vegas to do this profession. I was everywhere but Vegas for awhile and had a bad run of cards for about a year. The pressure of supporting yourself playing poker is crazy. You are basically playing on scared money unless you have a bankroll that can support you in case you get a bad run. Hell I lived at the Gold Strike in Tunica, Mississippi for about 3 months off of comps. As long as you play in their poker room, they will give you free room and free food. That's all a poker player needs! I h
Life
here I am its 3am and because I have to work grave shift at my job this week i have to stay up till morning. Being by myself late at night your mind starts to think about things. Currently on my mind is the fact that I hate having friends in the military, living 10 minutes from an air force base causes that *LOL*. Now don't get me wrong I'm thankful for what the men and women who are soldiers do for our country, but seriously I can't stand to see another friend being sent away whether it be to the desert for 6 months or Korea like one of my best friends Jason. I hate the fact that our group has to lose so many friends cause they have to be stationed somewhere else. I just wish I could snap my fingers and have the friends that moved away back here. that includes Jason, chris, bear, gavin,ansen, and dave, then we could all go to the grad and drink sunkists and long island ice teas just like the good old days, then depending on what night it was either be singing Karaoke or dancing.
Life
Just a little something I wrote a long time ago.. Missing You By Cocoa I miss you! I miss your eyes, your smile, your strong body. I miss the way you look at me with those sexy eyes. I miss your size...not too big or too small. Not too short or too tall. Just PERFECT for ME! Remember how we laid in bed and did absolutely nothing? I miss that! I miss the way that you said GOODBYE!What you dont know is that night I cried and cried. So if no one ever let you know... You're the best friend a girl could ever have... I miss you why'd you have to go?
Life Sucks
my life just sucks. i have to choose between my job and school. i need both. i guess thats what happens when you work for the state of oregon.
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Life
Have you ever wondered of true love? Stared out in great above? Wondering if someone was meant for you? Days go by, still love untrue All alone you spend another day On your knees you begin to pray asking god, what can i do To find a love, one so true Praying for a long while And still no happiness, or a smile finally giving up on this "love" thing that god "failed" to bring .............................. But WAIT!! Who is this? A girl with the sweetest kiss!! Days are changing, happiness shows and the love, how it grows Thanking god, for helping you choose This wonderful love, youd rather die then lose For this love, she has all of your heart great thing you never gave up on love from the start never give up on what you love go down with a fight til the end cause you just might make it... You came into my life Like a soft summer breeze. The moment almost passed It swept by with such ease. Though brief the encounter It awoke thoughts of you.
Life
um? yea i forgot about this site for a min! well just got home from tour! so yea! what a lovely time away!! got home a few hours ago, so im too frickin tired to go out and party but i guess tomarrow is a new day! So It Looks Like My Group Psych Ward Will Be Doing Some Touring! We Got A Handful Of Shows Lined Up In April and Were Doing Two Show In Oklahoma City, One With Hometown Homies Mushroom Head and One With A Bunch Of Local Act From Oklahoma City Most Of The Dates Are Mostly Mid-West Dates and A Couple Of South Dates! So Hit Me Up and I'll let You Know If I'll Be Your Way! Oh Yea Today Was A Good Day! No Annoying Calls From The Drama Queen! I Think She Got The Point To Leave Me Alone! Its Pretty Sad When You Try To Be A Nice Guy and Get Stuck In Some Dumb Ass Drama Queens Bullshit!
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Life
life sucks when u have a granddaughter u cant see or keep and she thinks that her great granny is her grandma and i was told today that i was just grandma diane well i am done being treated like a nobody to my granddaughter so i dont know what to do except not see her since they consider me nobody to her and not good enough to watch and keep her im tired of being hurt my sister just passed away today, so today will be a very sad and trying day for me and my family
Life
Well i officially had my last surgery on my leg this past Wed. and so far so good. They took about four inches of bone from my left hip and placed it on my tibia and also they placed a new plate down the length of my shin. Hopefully this will be the last one. To be honest i am sick and tired of surgeries and pain medications. At least when i take them i can't feel anything. The hip is the worst of the pain. Can't sleep well because i can only lay on my back. Even laying on my right side hurts all to hell. But i am still alive so i have to be happy for that much at least. Its been a while since i have been on here and i am so glad to be back. Missed chatting to all of you. Hope that everything has been well with you my friends and i look forward to hearing your comments and such soon. Blessed Be, athena So i recently broke up with the one person i "thought" was the One. We seemed to match on every level and everything appeared great. Sadly i was mistaken. To say that his temper is
Life Today
Well, yes the ex's wife left him Sunday. I went all week long being his shoulder to cry on...and knew that it wasn't the pain he'd caused me that he was crying about. I finally pulled it out of him last night because he was still trying to hold onto me. I couldn't handle it anymore, I couldn't be his shoulder to cry on any longer. Because of the stress he's put her under, the child she's carrying is in danger. She is now forced onto strict bed rest for the remainder of her pregnancy. Hypertension, Gestational Diabtetes, and swelling of the legs and feet. He's finally seen what he's done and what he's caused and realizes some of the pain he put me through while carrying both of our kids. He's in a lot of pain...but I can not help him through it anymore. Karma is a bitch and I am getting mine. I'm OK, hanging in here and holding my head high. I've done some things that I never should have done because I loved him. It's a hopeless cause, I know that now and will no longer
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Life
This year i have went and spent bunch money on family. I bought my step dad new porble dvd player and His mom dvd and My sister and her hubby 60 gift cerfct and my real dad and his new wife and her kids and my haf bother gifts. I was inform that am not going to get anything for chirstmas.. I got gift from my gf and my ex.. I did get good gift this week got to see my gf and her baby. Y did spend so much money on other and not getting anything in return? Y is I all always got out and byond for other and get nothing and not want but something would been nice or let get my gift for myself Alest next christmas is going to be good one. I will be with my gf and her baby for christmas and get to spend christmas day with love of my life and spend time with baby. Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to le
Life Lesson's
Here are some great ways of dealing with the burdens of life: * Accept that some days you're the pigeon, And some days you're the statue. * Always keep your words soft and sweet, Just in case you have to eat them. * Always read stuff that will make you look good If you die in the middle of it. * Drive careful ly. It's not only cars that can be Recalled by their maker. * If you can't be kind, at least have the decency to be vague. * If you lend someone $20 and never see that person again, It was probably worth it. * It may be that your sole purpose in life is simply be kind to others. * Never put both feet in your mouth at the same time, Because then you won't have a leg to stand on. * Nobody cares if you can't dance well. Just get up and dance. * Since it's the early worm that gets eaten by the bird, sleep late. * The second mouse gets the cheese. * When everything's coming your way, You're in the wrong lane. * Birthdays are good for you.
Life
I smoke. I drink. I`m not a natural blonde. I smile all the time. I`m short. I`m kinky. I could spend a fortune on boots and lingerie. I watch porn.Everyday. I speak 6 languages. I`m gonna be a maxilofacial surgeon. I sing in a band. Music is my life. I adore animals. I have one tatto-so far. more yet to come.. Taj Mahal-India Prague Rio De Janeiro Madrid New York Dubai Rome
Life Pt 1
the past year and a half has been the most trying time of my life. between loss, pain, illness, & depression, i have reached the lowest points i have ever known. in the disaster that became my life i crumbled, in the mess i have become, i've destroyed anything good that has come my way. in the darkness i have come to know, my inability to see the light has caused me to hurt many people, some of whom i cared for very much, one i loved dearly. i see now that my bitterness, my pain is slowly killing me. i cannot fix anything around me because i, myself, am broken. i was once the rock, the mountain, everyone turned to me for support for strength. i have had people devote themselves to me, love me, look to me for guidence, but i have been drained, grown weak in my despair. it has to end, now. the phoenix is a mythological bird, a legendary creature that rises from the ashes of it's own destruction. so too shall i rise from my own ashes, i will find my streng
Life
A young wife sat on a sofa on a hot humid day, drinking iced tea and visiting with her Mother. As they talked about life, about marriage, about the responsibilities of life and the obligations of adulthood, the mother clinked the ice cubes in her glass thoughtfully and turned a clear, sober glance upon her daughter. 'Don't forget your Sisters,' she advised, swirling the tea leaves to the bottom of her glass. 'They'll be more important as you get older. No matter how much you love your husband, no matter how much you love the children you may have, you are still going to need Sisters. Remember to go places with them now and then; do thi ngs with them. ' 'Remember that 'Sisters' means ALL the women... your girlfriends, your daughters, and all your other women relatives too. 'You'll need other women. Women always do. ' What a funny piece of advice!' the young woman thought. Haven't I just gotten married? Haven't I ju
Life Is Beautiful
Life
Well sometimes in life you realize that things that are staring you right in the face and then it hits you-wow, this is what my life is suppose to be. In December of 2006, I went to Virginia Beach and worked down there for a Navy Dentist, and I loved it. I loved the beach, I loved the feeling that I had (minus finding out that my husband was having an affair and that his whore had hacked into my Verizon account while I was there), but it was great. I loved the environment, the people I met and the life that I could build for myself down there. The time has come that I rebuild my life so therefore I am. I have set the ball rolling and by the end of the year, I plan to be back in Virginia Beach. I got my paperwork for a position as a Civilian Contracted Employee for the US Navy and I am in the process of completing all of the requirements and getting everything done that they require of me. It is a process, but all things that are worth it in life usually are. I have
Life.....
I don't understand why it is that people automatically assume if you've reached your 30's and you are single that you are defective as if there is some stigma attached to being a middle aged person who is not dating or married. I'm 30 and am single, don't get me wrong I'd love to find that one person that I want to be with for the rest of my life,but I am not going to settle for someone who will not give me all the respect that I feel I rightfully deserve. I'd personally rather be alone for all the right reasons than to be with someone for even one wrong reason... And if that makes me defective well....then I guess I am but I don't feel that is the case. I'm a good person, and I have a lot to offer someone in terms of a relationship, but I'm not going to beat my head against the wall and break down into tears if I don't find that person. As I see it... I may never find the person I want to spend the rest of my life with, but that doesn't mean that I can't have a little fun while
Life
Thanks for all the love and support I have received in the last few days. I really appreciate it. For those of you who did not know. My grandmother did pass away on my birthday March 6th. It's been a long road and I'm greatful that she is no longer suffering. Again thanks for all the love and support. You're all the best. Love to all. hey ya'll .Sorry I haven't been on here in awhile. Just an update on things going on here. My grandmother is sick and in the hospital. Not sure if everyone knows that. I've been in and out with her for the last 3 weeks or so. I'm not sure how much longer we'll being doing this. They say her pneumonia is getting worse and it's in both lungs. So ya'll keep her in your prayers and until she gets better I'll be on and off.
Life
Does anyone really understand life , one minute you are happy the next ur mad or upset all u can to is take it in stride and live ur life the way u want to live it can nobody really tell u how to live ur life u have to find out ur purpose in life and u can't do that if u dont try and always listening to what every one says. So how do u want to be remberd in ur life the one the gave a damn or the one that never tried. D.E.Z
Life
I dont know where to start... Ok yes I am kinda single at the moment. And yes I am looking for someone but i am looking for the right someone, not looking for sex or a fling or just someone to talk to. I am looking for the one that completes me and makes me whole. I am not saying i will find him here or am i looking for him here. But at the moment i am not looking because i am tired of getting hurt, tired of crying. My poor heart is shattered and torn and broken. Its partially my fault. I just want to meet nice people at make friends and go from there. So if you are looking for random sex or random play, dont message me. IF you are looking for a friend and someone who really cares and if you want someone to talk to hit me up ok. I am on yahoo just send me your screen name. Thanks!
Life As I Knew It!!!
Life as I knew it flew out the door the day he said it was over... Things just didn't seem to feel as if they would be okay... Well I was wrong and things have went from hell to heaven in a couple months... I've only been back in the states since November... I could never have imagined that things could change like they have... I'm happy to say that although I had an awesome life before I can't wait to get my new life in high speed...
Life Is Only What You Make It
To Whom, Well I will sure be glad when classes are over for this term. I have never had such a hard term since I went back to class. I will be lucky to even pass this term with all the stuff that I have had to deal with. All I can do is hope that next term will be better than this one.
Life
i have been with this girl i want to marry for 3 years. we have been thru hell. she has cheated on me in the past over her own feeling about me and not talking to me about it.now she has me stuck in a liveing hell with my parents waiting on her to decide weather or not she wants me to move back in. i can't stand it where i am and i belive it's going to tear us apart because of what i have to go thru each day. i live with a ver unloveing family that like to treat me like shit and put me down and throw my relationship in my face about how it was my fault she didn't want to talk to me about how she felt before she cheated in the first place. well to cut this short i want to move back out of my parents and i have told her this she insist that i just waut for her to make her mind up and stay here so she don't lose contacked with me i can't stand it here no more and she wants to let her fears aboutr us getting back togeather and finding out that it jsut won't work out stop us from being toge
The Life Of Brian
the hardest thing in life is sharing a part of who you are. you have to be careful who you choose to give that part to and just let it fly...and you gotta hope that someone's there to catch it. and sometimes you fall... goodnight
Life Of Bonez
Life Is To Short
Unbound feelings Thrust your love into my soul; make my form shake with the mountains. Intensify my every curve. Male pleasures of mine come make me urn for every breath that leaves those lips. He carries the tongue of seduction. Releasing her tightly pleasures, hands of a dance glides to her thighs. The tongue slithers to the edge of her hips Arms of strength hold the gateway to her red rose. Wings of a butterfly open to the bliss of pleasurable moans... Come to my garden touch my pedals and breathe me into your soul. Come my tender love. For, I bloom with every glow of you. Open the light let us be together. I'm treasured with torture because of my unbound love. Come and find me, give me what I urn. Life is to short... To argue.. to be stressed out... to not take care of yourself.. to worry about everything.. to let someone treat you like shit... to be with someone who doesnt appreciate you... to not strive for what you want to accomp
Life In General
Well, right now I'm siting here in sunny Texas. Its nice, but I'm starting to miss home. I miss my sister and brother in law, my niece and two nephews, and my friends. Granted I'm going to be moving to Virginia in not too long a time, but at least I would be able to spend time with them and my moving would be planned. I hadn't planned on coming down to Texas. I've been here for over three weeks now and I've been down here way too long. It took us 200.00 to get down here, but I want to have at least 250.00 to get back home on. I haven't been able to come up with the money, so hopefully I can get something figured out. I'm going insane w/o a phone and smokeage. It really sucks, but I'm trying to manage. Also, I'm in high hopes that when I move to Virginia, that the man of my dreams will feel the same way I do. I truely believe this man is my soulmate. He has always been the one I run to when things get rough. He has always been there to pick up the pieces when everything has gone wrong a
Life!!!
I have been going through alot relationship wise I have been serious with Kevin off and on for now over 6 in a half years I have loved him continously and have never giving up on him though he has left me quite a few times and right now our relationship is on the off stage yet again.I do love him and care for him and i usually dont give up on him but as of right now I think I may have to and try and move on with my life I have fought for this relationship so hard and dont seem to get the same effort from him.I want someone to love me and not give up when times are tough and he gives up and I dont get much reasoning behind it.I left things in Gods hands yet again and I feel I have to give up even for right now.I feel that if he wants to come back into my life it will be his turn to fight for me and I have to make him wait for me and not give in and let him in right away he will need to work for it really hard and get serious about it.All I want is for him to be a man and be there for hi
Life Sucks
sometimes i wonder y do i keep waking up in the morning then i hear my son and i remember y god is keeping my alive. but if it wasnt for my son i would be a nobody to everyone including my own family........so still i wonder daily y? that is a damn good ? can neone answer it for me.......wait noone can.......sorry i askd.
Life
Okay. I'm not really good at letting out how i feel....... Anyone who knows me knows i'm a listener. Anyway..... These past few weeks have been really stressful for me. My mom was in hospital in serious condition for a few weeks. Yes, i was scared..... Nothing like this had ever happened to me, i thought my parents were indestructible. I guess i was wrong. Seeing my dad so worried and upset about her made me realise how much in love he is. And that made me think. I'm not going to mention names, but several of my really close friends had found partners and were in love. I tried to hide how sad and, i suppose, jealous i was but i couldn't. So that is an apology...... If i hurt anyone with my actions i am sorry. But you have to understand, i have never really been that popular, so the thought of everyone else in love made me think how terrible i must be for no-one to like me........ Okay, it makes so sense in the light of day, but when you are down...... Its just feels like the end
Life
I have bled and felt the raw corners of suffering the second hand punctuating throbbing of pangs. I have skirted the heights of ecstasy believed I could hold no more joy. I have sat in stillness and felt the depths of solitude. I have cowered in fear and pleaded for safety. I have been the object of adoration and of hatred. I've felt the pride of birth and the desolation of death. I have given, without thought of recompense and taken in direst need. As I live and touch those around me and stories intermingle with my own, I am reminded of the length and breadth of the human heart and take nothing ever for granted. For those of you who show me love often, I'll be in Alabama for a week and maybe checking back in from time to time. You know who you are :) Thank you, you always make me smile. I will be back next Thursday. Have a wonderful week. Love you!
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Life
I don't know what has been going on with me here lately. I guess I just try to make to many people happy before making myself happy. I just started a new job and I'm not sure how its going to work out. Its not a full time job so IDK. I'm still looking for a full time job but this is just to bring in some money untill then. I really like this one girl but it seems I can never say or do the right things any more. As see says "we grew up so different" and the way she grew up is the right way and I'm just stupid for the way I grew up. I just want the best for her and I'm starting to see I'm not the best for her so I guess I'll just try to move on but still be there for her. I just can't seem to comprehend women. They say they want a nice guy and can't seem to find one. Well here is one that can't seem to find anyone. I know I'm "extremely picky" but thats what makes me, well ME. I love to talk to listen and help out anyone that needs the help or just wants someone to talk t
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Life At Da Moment
Life
have u ver had a dream that ate u alive inside annd make u scream so hard that ur insides hurt from the sorrow and hate in ur dream i have nevr seen a min of peace for along time because of it my realty won't let me face the truth darkness falls all around me as well as saddiness help me find my peace once again life funny sometimes even when life seem good at the moment you really never know when it will change so do the best u can and hope that god haves a better plan for u thats all u really can do i dream of the day that the perfect women for me takes me out of this would but that day hasn't came yet hopefully it will
Life
did you ever notice that a head shot can conceal about 50 pounds . lol. you know what im talkign about . the old " whoa .. she looked hot in her pictures" yea but did you see any pictures of her from the chest down ? uh , no i never noticed that6 . yep , there you go false adfvertising ? shrug now dont get me wrong , i am not one thats against personal expression , in fact im all for it . what i wanna talk about now is tats . i love tats . i dont have any because well , there permininet and i can honestly say that aside from air i have not found anythign that im sure i will always like . but i gotta say this : if you decide to get a tattoo dont expect me to get excited or impressed if it isnt in any way origianl . for example ....   "Hey Turtle , check out my new tatt !" "Hey thats awsome " "yea it really expresses my true inner self and everythign i believe in" " wow , thats incredible , cause to me it looks like the last 500 star tattoos i have seen on other peoples wrists
Life Of An Ordinary
yeah we all have done things to hurt ourselves or evern someones elses life. weve all mad wrong choicees and decisions. me it all started at 16. i was one of those guys that no one liked. i got kicked out of lame ass high school bc a bunch of racial ass monkeys decided it was cute to crack lame ass wise ass jokes on my as. but dont worry i threatended to blow their heads off and that night i followed them home and went to their house and beat the fuck out of them with my friends from college i had met. lmfao. after that no one fucked with my ass. i had met thsi girl jessica. man i though she was the shit. until sh started hitting on my younger brother then i dropped her ass like a bad outs hell and sent her home crying to little mommy. the point is ive had a rough rough life. growing up in a huge middle of no where farm our in summerset ky. my biologiscal parents melested me and my siblings. long story short i was adopted at 16. got kicked out of high school and met a well i though w
Life
And now I sit inside my glass prison Screaming to be let free But all my efforts are in vain You can't even hear me Look into my tear stained eyes And tell me what you see Am I so completely dead to you That you don't even see me?Watch the tears fall down my face An endless stream of forgotten hate Fall into an unknown world Follow the road of fearful fate Banish the light from inside your mind Let the dark consume your soul Lose yourself inside this hell Cause yourself to lose control Rest your head and close your eyes Soon the pain will fade Slip away into your dreams No longer be afraidI feel my body growing cold Shaking, shivering, fade away Trembling under Death's sweet kiss I'm too far led astray Leave me helpless on the ground Left alone to face this death Fatal numbness pass over me And I breathe my one last breath My screams have been silenced My tears have been dried As I lay upon the earth And let this life subsideLet the dark
Life
So this weekend has been a very good eye opener for me I have reagained my stability as a human and joing the ranks of the adults. I currently am single and the roommate of an ex fiance till his divorce is finnally done (it should have been done 2 years ago). I met some really sweet assed people who are cocky son of a bitches but straight talked me in to have ing the upper hand and staying on my gaurd and doing what needed to be done. Then my friends i have had forever were there to also guide me into the right direction. It feels great to be loved even though your going through a rough time. I will survive go team lol http://images90.imikimi.com/image/images_full/54059190.jpg I hate this right now i hate that i cant find my alarm clock cause i just remembered i threw it away cause it was broke and i have been searching for it all day. i hate that i thought it was an hour earlier then it was all last night and all today and i hate that when you try to tlak to someone how that o
Life
Well here i am once again to blurt out my feelings and thoughts about my daily life. This time it is about that one wonderful person in you life who you think couldn't do wrong. Well i guess that has smacked me in the face once again. Today my boyfriend marty signed onto his myyearbook account and made it look like i was still signed on well guess what i wasn't it was his account and you know when you see a new email you just gotta take a quick look at it just to see who he is talking to well to my much surprise there was a sexual message from this droop dead beautiful woman younger then me and very much more well endowned then myself. i didn't think much of it until i went to look at his sent messages. well much to my surpise he has send hundreds and hundreds of emails to all of these skinny woman telling them how beautiful they are and how sexy they are when they are wearing practicly nothing. you know those type of woman who take pics of them selfs in bathing suits thei
Life Stuff
Laurie Anderson: Women and Money PozLotus | Myspace Video Life is interesting... I received the rejection letter in the mail yesterday. Bummer... It's been a while since I have wanted something that badly. However: There are some things that I noticed in this process: 1. I was able to get the attention of a very talented team at an organization that I am impressed with. This is a shift because it means that I would (and potentially could) 'join a club that would have me as a member'. That's new. 2. I took a risk. Something I don't like doing. 3. I didn't get what I wanted and was surprisingly okay with it. I am not saying that I am apathetic or happy about it - I am very disappointed. However, this does not define who I am, it is just something that's happening... not unlike waiting in line at the bank, eating a meal or typing words on a screen... it is as it is... 4. Something has shifted with my current job. I still have grown
Lifes Short
life isnt measured by the nuuber of breaths we take it is measured by the moments that take our breath
Life In General Right Now
I'm looking at a very strong possibility of deploying overseas in support of our military mission. And i'm anxious about it, but I know it's going to be alright. I'm just frustrated to death over the complete lack of information about it, where we may be going, and what to bring. Grrrrrr
Life Little Struggle
life Current mood: complacent ok so here we go time to get things off my head, How do you know when to fight and press the issue on something and when to back off, here is my problem in life. I have a great fiancee and i would never leave her but what i am wondering is she strong enough to start this life and leave what she knows or will the family ties always bind her to them. So that leaves me wondering when is the family ties and the love you have for someone enough to decied i mean what should a person do how do you wait for someone to let you know which is more important there life with happiness or there family. A hard choice i know I mean how do you decide when to break those ties and how do you know when to take what you want and give up what you have.....The great question in life how to fight for what you want and when is enough enough. You know i never thought i would meet someone who makes me think of them all the time but in the same time what is a person willing
Life
It's dark. I am a drifter. I was left here to find sanctuary. As I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil. But I cannot hide my inner feelings. My feelings of hate, my feelings of rage. My feelings of fear, my feelings of pain. Everywhere they follow me. They bring themselves on me like an unexpected accident. I close my eyes, hoping to erase them from my mind but instead they are there. Always, watching me. I am a drifter. Note to the public: If you cannot read this blog, and understand what it means, then you have no soul. I will not explain this to you; this is something that every human deals with at some point in their lives. When you have faced your trials and tribulations, you will understand. EneME I sit and watch...waiting for peace... Around me, there is chaos...screams and voices calling... I think of peace...It warms me like a blanket... A blanket against the coldness of the world... Peace.
Life
Boy and a Girl, the best of friends. From elementary to high school frombeginning to end. Through all those years their friendship grew.They both felt the same, but neither knew. Each waking moment since the day they met. They both loved each other sunrise to sunset. He was all she had n her terrible life. He was the one who kept her from her knife. She was his angel, she made him smile. Though life threw him curves, she made it all worth while. Then one day things went terribly wrong. The next few weeks were like a very sad song. He made her jealous on purpose he tried. When the girl asked, "Do you love her?" on purpose he lied. He played with jealousy like it was a game. Little did he know Things would never be the same. His plan was working but he had no clue. How wrong things would go, the damage he would do. One night she broke down, feeling very alone. Just her and the blade, no one else home. She dialed his number, he answered, "Hello" Sh
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Life As I Know It
I'm making this Fubar page and blog because I have been asked by someone else who was burned to let people know what happened to us. My daughter is a con artist and though I love her deeply it's time I faced it. She took a guy for all he had... his college grant money... sent him pictures of herself... yes, that kind... and told him that she'd marry him and he could adopt her son. She gave him all kinds of stories about who the father of her son is. She told her father and I that he was dead, blasted himself in the head with a gun a few weeks ago. His mom was going to call to tell us that it did happen when we didn't believe her. Hmm, wonder why that call never came. She told him that we were dead. In fact, I just died the other day. Apparently got hit by a board in a tornado. Inventive, isn't she? She constantly hinted that her son needed this and that and he faithfully sent clothing and toys and money to her every week. $140 here, $180 there, about twice a week. A
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Mattswife97 Sat, Nov 10th, 2007 10:13:41 AM so how did your parents off themselves anyway? oh that's right, you were only like 1 second old when they killed themselves. rOFL ROFL ROFl. i'll keep hating on you. Mattswife97 Mon, Nov 19th, 2007 02:53:14 PM dead dead dead, you NEVER had parents before cause they killed themselves after you were born. good riddance to bad rubbage. ROFL ROFL ROFL cuteasakitten said this about my parents, and family. She needs to burn in hell for that.
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Life
LIFE There are moments in life when you miss someone so much that you just want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real! When the door of happiness closes, another opens; but often times we look so long at the closed door that we don’t see the one which has been opened for us. Don’t go for looks; they can deceive. Don’t go for wealth; even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile, because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright. Find the one that makes your heart smile. J Dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go; be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do. May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human, enough hope to make you happy. The happiest of people don’t necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way. The bright
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MY SON IS MY WORD AND THIS THURSDAY WILL BE HIS 6TH BIRTHDAY............PLEASE SHARE MY JOY AND TEARS WITH ME..... 51f1@ fubar
Life
life is what u make of it and u have to live life to the fullest and dont let no one run u over make shere u r happy be for u try to make some els happy cuz at the end of your day u will all way think what if . well that what if is what u make of it and u r the only one that can make it better so pls live life happy and to the fullest
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Life!!!!
Have you ever stop to wonder what everday life really is. It has to be different for everybody in their own views and opinions, thats what makes everyone unique in their own ways, no 2 people are alike, yet we have so much in common.
Life Goes On
Hey Matt it's only me just wanted to let you know although your gone I still have 3 kids and I have not been around you nor your sisters much since 96 I did what I could I came to your graduation as a surprise to you and Tonya and when you wanted into the Army I had no problems even though your mother blames me for you dying cause I signed you in I want you to know your my boy and always will you are my hero adnwill never change that. I remember the last thing you said top me Matt how you won't do anything stupid... Well nothing you can do is stupid and although it took the Army 9 months to find out what killed you and McPeek nothing has changed on Feb 02 2007 I lost my son Matt in Ramadi Iraq at the tender age of 18 from that day my life seemed to be spinning like a mini cooper on black Ice I went through the firsts ( first bithday of his first turkey day first christmas 1 year death 1 year buried ) now I am moving onward and hopfully upward going through a varied style seeing I've b
Life
All I ever asked for was a guy like you, You protect me and make me feel happy too. Your funny laugh, cute smile Keeps me smiling for a while You have a great since of humour, This is defiantly not rumour. The time we spend together Is really special to me I just hope you see How happy you make me be. Walking down the streets, holding hands Having a few kisses here and there Makes me remember the times we share. I really appreciate the things you do So I just want to say I love you! 3 Why am i here? Im full of fear, I cant go by, Without a tear, All i wanna do is die. My hands shake, My heart brakes, All i gain, Is more pain, I feel really low, So please just let me go. I see it there on the side, This is one hell of a nasty ride, I picked it up, took a deep breathe, Shut my eyes, and hoped for the best. Few seconds later i open my eyes, Finally there are no more lies, Then i reilse Im allready dead! Why cant i be happy? I hear you guys laugh, I se
Life
As I walk through this unbeaten path of life, I shall fear nothing. For I know that I am not alone in this struggle to survive. Even though at times it may feel like there is no one around to hear my cries of aggony of pain and suffering. I know deep down in my heart there is atleast one. That will be always there no matter what. For that I must keep on going into the shadows of darkness and evil and get to that light at the end of this path. for there is something greater that is waiting for me there. So, as I sit here for the night. I think to my self. Now what is there out there that awaits me? That will make all this seem so much better. Yet, I still dont know that answer, so I must keep going for that is all i know how to do. Is keep trucking along no matter what. chase down that light at the end of lthis path. So, I can start a new path and may it be with brighter spots to lead me through it. well i just found out today that im back in school. they were able to find that loop hol
Life And Love
Well, as a lot of you know, my girlfriend, Rhonda, was moving up here to Washington. She made it here safely on May 5th, 2008. It is going to be one of my greatest memories. She called me a lot while she was one the road to get here. And then when she was close, I was on the phone with her, giving the final directions to me. Then I ran to end of the driveway and was bouncing up & down as she was driving up the street. When she parked and got out of the car, I took her in my arms and gave her the most passionate kiss and held her close to me. I am as happy as I can be now that Rhonda, the love of my life, is here with me. I will tell you all about some more of our adventures soon. Right now, all I want to do, is be with her showing her and the rest of the world how much I am truly and madly in love with her. I love you, Rhonda!!!! "It is not just the words that are said, but how they are said and why." There is several reasons I say this tonight, and I have felt it for
Life
Alright I am at a spot where I am so confused and don't know what to do. I have been offered the best job, with benefits and a very excellent salary and good hours, and all, I had plans to stay around Kingsland, but I haven't even been back in 2 months, I don't have anyone to answer to, so it is basically what ever I want, I started dating someone a couple weeks ago and already feel used, I am not ready for a relationship with someone that doesn't treat me like I should be treated, it seems as if every time I find a new boyfriend, he uses me for money, I pay the tab everywhere we go, every time we have something planned something special, when I go to pick him up he is drunk, I am talking drunk drunk! I was invited to a special company dinner with the company that wants me to go to work with them and that happened, so I went all alone and he shows his behind. Like five other times we had dinner dates with my family, sister and brother and ditto the same thing happens! WHY do I always
Life's Journey
Life’s Journey By: Deborah Boyd How can I show you Just how much I care When walls are put up With nothing to spare You’re afraid to let go Let anyone one in Afraid of being crushed And hurt from within But life is a journey One we all must take A road that will lead us No matter the fate There will be highs And there will be lows Depending on you Is how it all goes You can crawl in a shell And hide from within Or let yourself go And live life again But what ever the cause What ever the fears I will be there beside you I will always be near So take my hand Let me show you the way Give me a chance Is all you have to say
Life
when I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a bitch. When I stand up for those I love, they call me a bitch. When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts or do things my own way, they call me a bitch. Being a bitch means I won't compromise whats in my heart. It means I live my life MY way. It means I won't allow anyone to step on me. When I refuse to tolerate injustic and speak against it, I am defined as a bitch. The same thing happens when I take a little time for myself instead of being everyones maid, or when I act a little selfish. It means I have the courage and strenght to allow myself to be who I truely am and won't become anyone else's idea of what they think I "should" be. I am outspoken, opinionated and determined. I want what I want and there is nothing wrong with that! So try to stomp on me, try to douse my inner flame, try to squash every ounce of beauty I hold within me. YOU WON'T SUCCEED. And if that makes me a bitch, so be it. I
Life
So this last year has been so damn crazy. I have grown so much as a person and a mother. You never realize the things that are most important till one day they walk up and kinda smack you in the face. You think everything is ok and in reality it isn't. Life takes a load of work to make it through. I am jsut glad to say that the stress I have been through has all worked out. I am glad that I have grown adn I am a better person for it. I love my children and my life and will continue to live my crazy life to its fullest cause you never know when something abd will happen or when this crazy life will end.
Life And Times Of Big Money Rich
as many of you may or may not have know  i went to see the doctor last week...over all im in pretty good shape heart is fine bp is norm i check out pretty well... Only thing is i have been in alot of pain for the past several months  and had to get it checked out .. was hoping it was just me getting older  the achs and pains that come with age... I got some news i didnt want  but i did in someway expect . I was told i have a rare type of bone cancer that ony has about a 3% sirvivoiral rate...I beat this crap 10 years ago and i plan on doing it again!!!!!!!! im just writing to let everyone know and to ask for your support and friendship in this time i will need it if im going to make it thank you all for your friendship and prayers big money Over the last few weeks i have spent a ton of time in court. I am in a custidy battle for my little girl . she is only 12 and from the age of 6 to 10 was rapped ... Also abused by her mother.. i wont mention any names or go into great details
Life Is Good
Your Chemistry Test Results Self-Confidence As someone with high self-confidence, you feel quite comfortable interacting with other people. Indeed, you find the company of others very stimulating and enjoy meeting new people. Your relaxed demeanor in groups makes people around you comfortable too. Perhaps because you feel comfortable talking about yourself, others tend to enjoy being around you and perceive you as socially competent. The confidence that helps you feel comfortable talking to people also spills into your own personal beliefs about yourself. Although you have several strengths, it’s likely that you also acknowledge and accept your weaknesses. But unlike some people, you take full responsibility for your actions—you rarely regret things you’ve done in the past and are not embarrassed easily. Perhaps the defining feature that sets you apart from most people is the exceptionally high standards that you set for yourself. Your competence in social gatherings as wel
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I have found out recently that everything in my life is based on this song. Some might take this the wrong way. But it like is says at the near end of the song. I'm tired of loosing. Yes I have somebody that wants to be with me. Spend time with me. But the fact remains that a relationship is not what right now. But the song tells me that its not just about being with somebody. I'm at a point right now that I need to figure out what is best for me. I do not want to hurt anybodies feelings. I know that i can not give somebody my everything right now. I think that is something that is right thing to do. My heart is taken by many things. All of which i can not get straight. Its not just about women. Everything in my life. Friends, women, kids, and family. I am lost. I have been lost. I have lost everything. I don't want no sympathy. I have control over my life. I let it get this way. I have to fix it. No one can fix it for me. But I think I'm done rambling. Thank you for ever
Life And Things Which Resemble It
I was almost raped on Friday. I've been purposefully not thinking about it. But today as I was sitting there holding my baby cousin for some reason, it just hit me like a ton of bricks. I got hired by a guy my friend knew for a modeling gig. I thought because she knew him that it was ok, but I guess we were both wrong. I got there and he said the original location hadn't worked out so we went walking around the same neighborhood, location scouting. He groped me. He tried to get me to have sex with him. I got back to my car and drove away. I was just in this state of shock and I wanted to leave before anything worse happened. My aunt says I probably couldn't get charges pressed. She's a retired lawyer and the first person I called after it happened. The rape charge is hard enough to get, but sexual assault is damn near impossible. But Jesus Christ. I was sexually assaulted. I was almost raped. I've been shaking all day. I can barely comprehend this. I thought that ma
Life Is A Dick
Minimum wage sucks, I can't even afford to put gas in my car. I can't catch a friggin break it seems.. It's all because of money or other shit. I hate my stupid 26 ft long travel trailer, I want a house, an SUV and of course my stupid ass white picket fence.. NAH... I don't want the perfect little life, some adventure would be cool.. But I do want a fat house, a huge SUV I can mob in, and an ice cold beer at the end of the day.... is that to much to ask for? I got the guy, the dog, and that. I just need the rest! A better job would be nice, but so much for a break on that... Oh well... not much I can do about it.
Life Is Hard Right Now
Life The Ultimate Buzzkill
I slowly feel as if my mind is slipping away into this abyss called my life. Somehow I don’t know anymore if anything is worth all the pain I go through just to keep the sanity in my life. Somehow I manage to push those that are the most important to me away and I tend to hide in this shell of a body that doesn’t even scratch the surface of me. This is my world, can you handle me and every little thing that comes with it or will you to eventually turn and run away, never wanting to look back. I’m left alone, standing in the dark, shivering from the cold. Won’t someone help me, won’t someone lead me into the light of the world once again. I await your light, Oh beautiful one, please bring me home once again. Maybe then I will break the shell and be allowed to feel once again. D.B. Stonehause Okay I was sitting there the other day thinking about all the bad hand's I've been dealt in life, but then from somewhere something good always happens. So I guess I have been fortunate to
Life?
Question? Is it fair for a woman's husband to tell another woman that she is beautiful when he never tells her? Why is it when you Think you know someone well you find out you really do not? They make all the promises in the world.You find out the truth and your heart is ripped out or your hurt terribly. Life sometimes does not make sence. Some people do not realize that everyone has feelings. Some show it more than others. Lieing gets people no where in the end. If you know that you will not love someone till the end or you tell them that they mean the world to you and you like them and your stringing them along, shame on you. Your a lier deciever and a user. Grow UP!!!
Life
Well I recently found out that I have alot of loose ends still out there.... Is it human nature to always wounder what if or what could have been? I feel so guilty, I have a bf I am truely in love with, but yet I still wounder what could it have been? What if he would have choose me over his problems? I wish it would go away! I am happy with the one I am with and dont want anyone or anything else, but yet I keep thinking about it. Its not like I am going to leave, I have no intentions on that. I just want to know why I have to wounder about something I don't even want? Any words of wisdom? I need help!
Life
do you love life or do you hate it?
Life
Ok well this is like my first blog on here! So I dont know what to really say! But I guess I will start by saying that I love FUBAR! It's so much fun and I have met some really kool people! U know who you r! Ummmm Im gonna be graduating in May! Im really excited for that! I'm not working yet but am looking for a job! Im really family orriented! I love my friends! Im single!!! So Im free boys! But I do like someone right now but we'll see! Well I guess thats all I mean like I said I have never done one of these before! But hey R8 me add me fan me anything and I will return the favor! Much Love!
Life
yeah talkin 2 ya right now tryin 2 deal with a negitive situation keep ure mind positive daWg don't let no 1 hold you down tell them look in2 your eyez! tha eyez are windowz 2 the soul my mama tol me at tha tender age of 12 that life will be hell cause ima young black male i think u better watch your step don't be a dumb nigga in & out of trouble in school i waz a fool breakin all the rulez tryin 2 be kool smokin Koolz at the bus stop a nigga shop non stop & no regard for them punk copz i ust to hang with my nigga bean but at the age of 15 that nigga turned in2 a crack feine i still lov ya but ya fucked up!I hope you change your wayz and pray to God that ya don't get sucked up in2 this babylon wind...im drinkin gin hopein that my woundz will mend now who can i depend on in my life ? I guess young black malez allready got 3 strikes so when you look in2 my eyez tell me who you see ? look me str8 in the face are you liein 2 me ? fuck me once shame on you are you so blind 2 look me i
Life
My sister had her third child this morning. She is a year younger then me. I am an Aunt again. I think i am going to steal one of her other kids for a while, hehehe.
Life Is A Peach!!!1
Life
who cares aggravated does anyone really care any more or is it bull shit ? cuz i really feel like it is bullshit. it’s all about how everyone eles feels .and as long as i am there for them to lison .. doesnt anyone see that i am dieing inside or does it not matter to them as long as it isnt them . i am really confused with the love thing .. it seems to be bullshit .. right know it’s only to let someone get so close to break your heart .. never will happen to me again keith is a fucked up person and yes i hate him .. he needs to let go if he don’t love me . why keep me around to distroye me .. i am broken.. i lost everything i loved and now i have no one at all back to were i first started, i thought i was doing so well that i can open up to people ... let someone in to care and be friends with but i am back to that never ending road that i never seem to reach the end of maybe i should just give up snd quiet the fight cuz i never seem to win no matter what i do..i hate me i hate
Life Science
From one of the social site, where they find this shit baffles me sometimes, they said this one tops the daily parade of asshats, LMAO I work as a nude house cleaner as a side job to make extra money. I received a call a couple of weeks ago by someone interested in my services claiming to have gotten my info from a friend. I’m taking on new clients right now so I decided to take the job. When I arrived at the house, I was a little nervous cause it looked old and kind of abandoned. As I walked in I was met by a large black man who escorted me into the back room to get ready. As I entered the back room I saw 4 huge men, 3 black and 1 white guy wearing ski masks and nothing else. I was grabbed and within 30 seconds I was completely naked and handcuffed to a kitchen table with one hand latched to each leg. Everything happened so fast that all I can remember is having these men rotate around me taking turns burying their cocks in my mouth and ass. I could hear the table creaking from
Life
HEY ALL, LOVE IS A FUNNY THING. I REALLY DONT UNDERSTAND IT AT ALL. HOW CAN I HURT SO MUCH AND FEEL GREAT OTHER TIMES. I HAVE HAD MANY BOYFRIENDS EACH ONE I HAVE HAD A DIFFERENT KIND OF LOVE FOR. THE LAST REALTIONSHIP WAS GREAT THEN ENDED ON NOT SUCH GOOD TERMS, BUT I STILL LOVE HIM AND NOT A DAY GOES BY THAT I DON'T THINK OF HIM. HE IS STUCK IN MY HEART AND THOUGHTS. I THINK WE WERE JUST ON 2 DIFFERENT PATHS WHEN WE WERE TOGETHER. MAYBE HE IS MEANT FOR ME AND WE JUST NEED TO WAIT TILL WE ARE BOTH ON THE SAME ROAD???? AFTER HIM I DONT EVEN HAVE THE DESIRE TO DATE AGAIN. WELL NOT NOW ANYWAYS. I THOUGHT HE WOULD BE THE ONE I WOULD MARRY. MAYBE HE IS. I GUESS I JUST NEED TO SLOW DOWN AND BE PATIENT AND WORK ON MYSELF FIRST. THAT IS WHY I AM MOVING I AM GOING TO WOK ON MYSELF. HE WILL KNOW HOW TO GET AHOLD OF ME WHEN THE TIME IS RIGHT.. THANKS FOR READING THE RAMBLINGS OF A MIXED UP CHICK INSIDIOUS HI EVERYONE THANKS FOR STOPPING BY TO READ... I AM 28 AND CURRENTLY
Life
How can it be that you can love so much but also be hurt so bad? How can one person completely disregard another person as if they were nothing? How can a totally different person care for those they dont even know  and put those people above themselves? For these answers you look inside yourself. Ive looked inside me and i have found that i love wholeheartedly, i hold hope for myself and others. Yet i also found i tend to get hurt easier and worse then those around me. I am willing to go out of my  way to help those in need and forget myself completely. I rather see those other people get the help they need then myself. Sometimes i feel people take that love, nurture, care, and hope for granted. They never stop and look at what they are doing, or who they are hurting. They never realize the love they were given til they lose it for good. I have also seen inside myself that i tend to forgive for things people should not be forgiven for. I leave myself to wonder what if i would have sai
Life Sucks
Life & Good Things To Know
Ok, where to begin? Well, I'm still looking for a job and I am kinda stressing at this point. I firmly believe that things will eventually fall into place. So I'm kinda just going with the flow as far as that goes. I have been spending time with my paarents because they have been feeding my pocket book...lol. Yeah, I guess I am alittle bit of a kiss ass. As far as my personal life goes, I have met a few guys on here and on myyearbook, and all of them seem to be good guys. Some of them I see as possibilities and others not. Personalities seemed to click on some, but the problem is I would like to get to know them better, but some don't want that, so I am being the one that gets the short end of the stick, so does speak. I am here for friends, maybe eventually more, but right now I just would like to go out and have fun, some one to call if you want to just hang out or you know....:-) There is nothing wrong with great sex with no strings attached, but as a general rule I would like to b
Life
sometimes i wonder if it's gonna be alrighty, sometimes i wonder why i even care. there are days i wish would never come and times i wish i'd never wake up. i blame myself for the chaos in my life for if you look deep enough there is no other to blame. sometimes at night i can not sleep wondering if anyone care aint that a damn shame. who would really miss if i died today, the hearts that would break and the lives it might take. i remember the sayings that where once my own don't trust anyone and life a bitch and then you so don't get pissed enjoy the fucking ride. i leave you with this and nothing more, i go to bed not knowing what may happen but whatever happen i know that my sons will be alright. i love my boys, i love my wife, i love my family but hate myself the boundaries which divide life from death are at best shadowy and vague. who shall say where one ends, and the other begins.
Life Questions 2
Life Questions 2
Life In General
Life....
so im having a bad day... maybe a bad week... things just dont seem to be going my way,.... i mean i am the freaking queen so shouldnt the queen get everything she wants.... lol just kidding... but still... ikd. im just so tired of selfish people.... i just wanna go lay on the bost and sleep... float awaya.... thank god im leaving town for a while... a mini vacation...
Life...
This is not funny when you have had 13 of them already! Especially when you just found out that you have another one that is 6.6mm with a bunch of smaller ones!
Life's Journey
Time Passes By Days Fade Away Some Things Change But Some Are Forever Set In Stone Things Will Come People Will Leave Memories Never Fade Pain Comes And Goes Embrace Every Experience For These Are All Steps In Our Journey Called Life Written: March 27, 2008 By: June Schrader
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Why is it life always when you need something to go right why is it that it always goes wrong, and when everything is normal its when everything goes right lol. comment and rate my blog.
Life
Friday night the matriarch of a family that means the world to me passed away suddenly and I have been trying to think of a way to comfort them in their time of mourning. They have been through so much this last year as they lost another family member quite suddenly. Paul Becky and their family mean the world to me. Last year Paul lost the love of his life and the mother of his only child. With the loss of his mother on Friday, I would love to be able to comfort him and his family in some way. I never had the oppertunity to meet his mother but I know she was a great woman as she raised 5 of the most amazing people I have ever had the privilage to know. With that....Paul, Becky, Brad, David, Kelly, Sonya, and Kody...Please know that you and your family are in my heart and my prayers always and I love you all. A Song For Mama You taught me everything And everything you've given me I always keep it inside You're the driving force in my life, yeah There isn't anything Or anyon
Life
Ok so i've had a lot of bullshit going on in my life and i have finally decided that i'm going to say fuck it all and start enoying my life to the fullest. I'm done letting other ppls' wants, thoughts and feelings get in my way. I'm going to start putting myself 1st for once. I am ready to relax and have a good time and not have to be the one to worry if something is right or wrong anymore. Soooooo let's party!!!
Life Is Like A Box Of Bullshit
why is it that one minute your life can seem great and the next its nothing but SHIT. i normally dont write in these stupid blogs but whatever....here goes im so sick and tired of walking on fucking egg shells to make everyone else fucking happy. its my fucking turn to be happy. im not in the situation im in for shits and fucking giggles or just to pass the mother fucking time. im trying my damndest to do what i gotta do to be a good fucking mom, take care of my kids, work, and whatever else needs to be done. and yeah i deserve to have a fucking life too. i deserve to have fun, i deserve to have nice things, i deserve it all i deserve to have someone care about me as much as i can care about them. who cares about me right now? i have no fucking clue!!! someone enlighten me.... cause my family damn sure dont give a shit about me. And theres no **special someone** in my life. But who needs a special someone right? Who the fuck cares. Not me. Why should i need someone or l
Lifes Lessons
i am a certified nurses aid...i do both home care, private duty and nursing home... lending a simple helping hand to an elder of mine... compassion at a basic level... the simpelist of love given freely... i sit and listen to their lifes adventures... some i admire... some i feel sorry for... i realize i dont want to be one who walks around saying i wish i did this and i wish i did that.... i will...am...and shall alwyas be a person who says I DID THAT!!!! Let me start this blog with a story ...PLEASE ENDULGE ME, for i must set the stage... i joined the army in 1987... My first real assignment was to an ADA unit...{AIR DEFENSE ARTILLARY}//my MOS {JOB} was a communications specialist... a month after being assigned to this unit parts of the batallion were assigned to a field excercise that was to last for 45...IN THE FIELD... we loaded up the equipment on rail heads bound for a small town called Caliente Nevada my first night of guard duty watch
Life Sucks
Life
Pain, Love, Forgivable hearts filled to the brim, splashing over and sometimes it puts the true strength of my heart to the test. I can't linger though, I have to keep moving on. Blows from the real world will put my love and bonds to the test. Pain, Hurt-we all have unforgivable feelings, but you never quite hold a grudge forever. If you say you love someone how can you shut them out? Hatred, Pain, One lost and another found. Transparent souls and yet so different. Unknown and unseen but not forgotten. Laughter, Fun, Endless unconditional love. Family, Friends, one minute love and the next hate. In insufferable suffering and unforgivable pain,. Numbing senses, Dulled judgment. Incomplete thoughts, infillable feelings. Progressive healing will never end. Kindness, Truth, one act can go a long way. Highs, Lows, everybody has their day. Mental, Emotional, deadened pain. Joyful Love and smiling stars. Shining skies and careful lies. Deceitful people, conspiring group
Life
well this is a bit awkward but my hubby has been reading up on women who squirt....LOL idk if thats for real though it looks like the women are peeing...LOL i have read myself it is true. Can anyone tell me if they have experienced this or tell me where i can find more info ? i mean when i cumm i cumm but idk about Squirting :) ty Peace
Life
Hi Everyone. Sorry I havent been on Fubar for a while. Ive been very busy with work the past while and havent had the time to spend time on here. I havent forgotten any of you and I will catch up with you all as soon as I can. Love, hugs & Kisses to you all Willie XOXOXOXOX
Life
Three passions have governed my life: The longings for love, the search for knowledge, And unbearable pity for the suffering of [humankind]. Love brings ecstasy and relieves loneliness. In the union of love I have seen In a mystic miniature the prefiguring vision Of the heavens that saints and poets have imagined. With equal passion I have sought knowledge. I have wished to understand the hearts of [people]. I have wished to know why the stars shine. Love and knowledge led upwards to the heavens, But always pity brought me back to earth; Cries of pain reverberated in my heart Of children in famine, of victims tortured And of old people left helpless. I long to alleviate the evil, but I cannot, And I too suffer. This has been my life; I found it worth living.
Life
God finally finished Mama Alice's room in his castle and I am pretty sure he put a coffee maker in there too She was also a cat lover so God made sure it was decorated with cat designs She has been in the hospital and came home to spend what little time she had with her family We all loved every minute of it too We made her smile and she had a few laughs and also made some funny faces God finally called for her to come home Right now up in heaven there is a huge party going on for Mama Alice She now resides in the biggest castle way above the clouds which is called heaven We will miss Mama and will always hold her close to our hearts You will never be forgotten WE LOVE YOU MAMA ALICE As each passing day go by so many things happen in a split second... Not a day go by that I wonder what life would be without Family or Friends and when something seriously happens to them thats when we wish we could have did or said something to them. At times we dont a
Life
People, how to discribe the lifestyle of a normal human being? That would be the question wouldn’t it well all normal human beings suck there backstabbers and I can’t tell you how angry it makes me to deal with so many stupid people in the world. Sorry got off on a tangent I guess people that think that they are helping others and being the nice guy is the reason for all the stupid things that happen in the world and they don’t even realize it, people don’t really know how dangerous they can be I post this in hope that someone will read this and think about this it is not easy to live a life simply made to please yourself a person can’t live like that. The life of a normal human discribed like this: Get up, shower, eat, go to work/school, come home, eat, go to bed. What kind of life is that? There is not enough time for a person to go through life and expect everything to fall in place for them and they expect there life to be easy. Well something must be said I wish that everythi
Life Lesson
DONKEY LIFE'S LESSON One day a farmer's donkey fell down into a well. The animal cried piteously for hours as the farmer tried to figure out what to do. Finally, he decided the animal was old, and the well needed to be covered up anyway; it just wasn't worth it to retrieve the donkey. He invited all his neighbors to come over and help him. They all grabbed a shovel and began to shovel dirt into the well. At first, the donkey realized what was happening and cried horribly. Then, to everyone's amazement he quieted down. A few shovel loads later, the farmer finally looked down the well. He was astonished at what he saw. With each shovel of dirt that hit his
Life
Why do you lie... I have done nothing wrong all I want is the truth and you tell me one thing and shit goes the other way. I am done of the lies... Tried of trying to hold your hand and you wanted nothing to do with it am I that bad I guess I am. Why go on.... I have nothing to give I gave it my all just to find out I am fuckface. Now i know how much you loved me or didnt. Love you will be gone soon. What a day if it could go wrong it did went from one bad thing to another do I just have no luck? Can I just get a break and have a good day with out something going to shit? My respone... NO you are fucked. Why because I was a good guy who did what i had too just to get screwed over in the long run. Oh well live with it i cant change it. Need help why cant people be honest. I have been going through some shit and I think it might work out then you get that call and the other person tells you what you dont want to hear. Hey i was faithfull took care of my family didnt cheat she did and st
Life Sucks!!
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Life
When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours in a day are not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar and the 2 cups of coffee. A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him. When the class began, he wordlessly picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was. The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was. The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with an unanimous "yes." The professor then produced two cups of coffee from under the table and poured the entire contents into the jar effec
Life
More police, safety measures planned for annual partyBy GAZETTE STAFFEMAIL COMMENTS NEWVILLE — One year after an Edgerton pedestrian was killed after a party at a Newville tavern, the Rock County Sheriff’s Department will beef up patrols for next Saturday’s annual bash. In an effort to curtail drunken driving and underage alcohol offenses, deputies will be on foot patrol in Newville, conduct youth alcohol compliance checks inside taverns and enforce laws on liquor sales to minors. Last year, pedestrian Cameron J. Kraay, 38, was struck and killed on Highway 59. Both Kraay and the driver, Jason L. Huff of Edgerton, had been at the annual Break in the Weather Party at the Anchor Inn in Newville. They attended independently of each other. In late March, Huff pleaded guilty to a felony charge of hit and run involving death. A charge of homicide by intoxicated use of a vehicle was dismissed. A sentencing hearing is scheduled for June 3. Kraay had not been drinking, accordin
Life In General
Life As We Know It
Yea, so im pretty bored...lookin for ppl to talk to on here..but don't really know a lot of ppl. Ya'll should stop reading my blog and talk to me in my shoutbox. fo sho. lol Hit me up so im pretty new to this stuff..not sure what im gonna talk about in my blog. I think that certain things happen for certain reasons..even tho at the moment u don't know why..it just seems like EVERYTHING works out the way it's supposed to be. Not really sure where i was goin with this..and i honestly doubt anyone will read this, so i don't know why im wasting my time.. but the thought of the day is.. "Don't disable things from happening in ur life, bc what's meant to be will always find a way, don't try to force happiness." Love ya'll, have fun getting drunkered!!! Laura Jean
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Life
As for some of Y/you know.. I have been fighting cancer for many years. Well the battle has ended and I am proud and here to say.. I am CANCER FREE... I am so happy that it turned out the way it did. I would like to thank many friends that took the time to care and helped me through some really rough times. Hugs to all that prayed. thanks again.. Just wanted to share My Joy and Happiness. Thanks for stopping By and Hugs To You All.
Life
im always falling down the same hill, bamboo punchering the skin as nothing comes bleeding out of me like a waterfall. im drowing in 2ft below the surface, i can still make out your wavy face, if i could only reach you maybe i could leave this place.
Life, Love, And The Persuit Of Bullshit
I consider myself a good person. I am kind to people. I am a trustworthy and loyal friend. I do not expect anything from anyone. I do not judge people. I raise my own children, I don't expect taxpayers to do it for me, and I have raised them to have respect and to earn what they get. I work my ass off to get what we have, granted it isn't alot, but it has grown from nothing. I help people who are less fortunate than me whenever I can. Now I am not saying I am perfect by any means. I cuss entirely too much. I have been known to drink to much. I smoke. I am hard on my kids, but only for their own good. I don't talk to my mother. I drive without a license. When I get mad, people I care about get the blunt of my frustrations. I don't go to church. I bash people I don't know on the internet (not to be hurtful). They say karma is a bitch, but I don't recall a time where I have done something bad enough for the string of bad luck that I have encountered in the last 5 years. I will not
Life Lessons
A blessed thing is for any man or woman to have a friend, one human soul whom we can trust uttlerly: who knows the best an the worst of us, an who loves us spite of all our faults, who will speak the honest truth to us, while the world flattens us to our face, an laughs at us behind our back: who will us counsel an encourage us in the day of the difficuly an sorrow, when the world leaves us to fight our own battles as we can! As life rolls it's waves an turns our lives. It teaches us lessons, in it's own special way. Some see the lesson an learn from it. While others loose theirselves in their sorrows. I choose to learn, to find meaning in the hidden agenda's of the Universal way. Some say life is a game to play. I have learned it is a force to reckoned with! Each chapter of life for each door that opens an each door that closes, is designed by you. You choose which way you flow. With all the doors I have opened an closed, I have become wiser
Life
I've cried and sang songs of joy. Through out my life I've been just a toy. Maybe now things will change. Or maybe my life was ment to be strange. Life is always full of fears. And I have learned how to shed my tears. So many choices; which do I make? There are so many paths; which do I take? There are many things that I have yet to learn. My mind is going in circles which way do I turn?
Life At Its Best!
The greatest menace to our civilization today is the conflict between giant organized systems of self-righteousness -- each system only too delighted to find that the other is wicked -- each only too glad that the sins give it the pretext for still deeper hatred and animosity.
Life
Well, I haven't posted one of these in awhile. As some of my friends may know alot has been going on in my life. One main thing that has been on my mind is my nephew, Ayden who is turning one this week! However he has been sick most his life :(. All I am asking is for all my friends to pray for him in hopes that he can get through his illnesses and for once be a healthy baby.If anyone wants to read more about this story this is a link that tells about his illness. http://www. channel941. com/Shows/ShrinkRap/tabid/2454/Default. aspx
Life
Been a while since I did a mumm.  I been so busy lately..havn't talked to everyone about whats been going on.   I been working a bunch lately..and just feel exhausted alot.  Not feeling my best.  So, beginning next year..I am gonna be getting checked out..blood work and all to see why so tired. Also..January 14th I will be getting a breast reduction due to back pain. I will not be on much during that time.  I am hoping this will help me feel better some..since I been having alot of neck..back pain. Just letting all know what will be going on..why I am not on much lately.. or why I wont be on then. I hope no one will forget me..but alot have already. hugs..me Hello all. I have not been on much..due to fact of getting a new member in my family. His name is Bruno..hes a great dane.  Hes only 5 weeks old..so he needs alot of attn.  Especially at night time it seems.  He still crys alot..and I am hoping he eventually gets use to his crate at night..so I do not have to hear it.  Its be
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Life's Curve Balls
Well here I was thinking life couldn't get any worse when yet again it threw me another curveball. However, having been so close to the reaper it made me re-evaluate things and realize that no matter what happens or what life throws at us. Ultimately it's down to us whether life is good or bad. It is what we make of it. I've always been a fighter and have never given upp on anyone or anything. So I almost bought the farm, so what. I'm still here and intend to be here for a very long time to come regardless of what the docs say. Mind over matter and strength of spirit will always win the day. So come on life, throw your curve balls my way. I guarantee I'll catch them and throw them back twice as hard. Life's for living so let's partyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!
Life Update
I am in an auction so help me out! http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=2157578&albumid=1792098&i=3688262768&idx=3 I don't understand why life treats you the way it does. One minute you feel so great the next minute you feel used and unwanted. This past week has been nohing but a series of events that make me wonder am I doing something to deserve all this? At the begining of this week I felt so powerful and loved and wanted and by the end it was the total oppisite. I guess that's what I get for putting my trust in people without thinking twice. I guess this just makes me learn to evaluate more situations before jumping into them. I thank you for listening. Just needed to vent. That is all!!!!!!!! Update! Current mood:Loved and Motivated!Category: Life I know I haven't written a blog on myspace in so long just been working on organizing my life.  I have been through some major changes and all for the best!  Well as many as you have seen husband and I are no longer togethe
Life Problems
I don't know if some of you know this, but I had written a book. Yes, a book. It was a collection of poetry I have been working on for 9 yrs. Yes, you heard right 9 yrs. I have finally gotten it finished. And then BANG! A hacker put a virus into my computer which totally destroyed my entire windows hard drive. Corrupted the entire base. I had to do a complete restore. 9 yrs of work gone in an instant. Do any of you know what it is like to work so hard on something you love, just to have someone come and take it all away. I wonder did they realize what they were doing when they did that. I mean what is the point of destroying somebody like that. I mean it may not meant anything to them, but I put my entire heart and soul into that book. There is poetry in there that can never be replaced. The only bit I have left, is in these blogs. That is all that I have left. Right now it feels as if someone has taken my heart and just stuck a knife threw it. I just can't believe someone can
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Life is going good right now...
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It sucks having to count down the days till I will be in his arms again I miss him so bad an cannot wait till he is out!! I love the way he brushes my hair back an kisses my forehead an my eyelids an calls me beautiful. I love every touch from his fingertips an the adventure he gives me there's never a dull moment when we are together! I love that he has taken the fall for me so many times an that my name is tattooed on his arm. I love that he loves me unconditionally an knows all my secret spots an knows when I need him to kiss the pain away. I love that he shares everything he has with me even when I'm bein a mean hateful bitch he still gives into me even if I don't deserve it. I love that at night he holds me close an says he loves me even tho he doesn't realize he is doing it. I love that in the morning when he gets up an I am still asleep he gets out of bed quiet so he doesn't wake me. I love when we drive down the road an he puts his hand on my leg or holds my hand. It's amazing
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does this still stand true?? Once a CHEATER always a CHEATER??? Can a CHEATER really stop CHEATING??? Is a CHEATER only sorry because he/she got caught???
Life So Far
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Hello You Know It is sad when people you know become people you knew...It is one of life's hardest when you meet someone that you  really like & care for and  have a real good  feeling  about them  and    it turns to unexpected circumstances and misunderstandings becomes someone you knew. Or when you used to be able to talk to them for hours about the little nothings in life...And now you can barely talk  to them ...And all you have left is that aching feeling left in your soul...sometimes life is bitter sweet and we choose bitter cause we don't realize how sweet it was until  it's too late... just like time will pass so do memories tomorrow will  come and  they look back to yesterday  & say what  have I done  memories are a wonderful thing untill you forget where they were made cause you  can't get them back once they are gone Its sad  for  how many people can relate  to this. Guess we are all in the same boat,missing someone...Be honest...If you really miss someone, & can't get
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me and my boyfriend are getting a house together and cant wait its a 3 bedroom that means both my kids will have there own room........ my son will be 6 months old on the 12th and i cant believe it... it seems like just yesterday i had him and now im going to have another one and we are both happy..... my boyfriend has a small problem but we are working on it...... and yes we broke up for about two moths but got back together ..... all that dramas in the past and i want to live in the now and the future i cant hold silly grudges cause i am a mother and i need to grow up...... i am hoping when we get this place all the shit with this one girl will stop..... we need to be happy and we are happy when we are together and when no one is starting drama.... well im 3 moths pregnant and we want a girl and this way we have the perfect family but even if its a boy we will love it no matter what..... ok well ttfn i just became a mother in feb. of a little boy. i am very happy but it is hard his
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Life
Okay so I am bored and tired. I decided to write a blog. About what I have no clue.
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If you are 30, or older, you might think this is hilarious!   When I was a kid, adults used to bore me to tears with their tedious diatribes about how hard things were. When they were growing up; what with walking twenty-five miles to school every morning.... Uphill.... Barefoot... BOTH ways...yadda, yadda, yadda   And I remember promising myself that when I grew up, there was no way in hell I was going to lay a bunch of crap like that on my kids about how hard I had it and how easy they've got it!   But now that I'm over the ripe old age of thirty, I can't help but look around and notice the youth of today. You've got it so easy! I mean, compared to my childhood, you live in a damn Utopia! And I hate to say it, but you kids today, you don't know how good you've got it!   1) I mean, when I was a kid we didn't have the Internet. If we wanted to know something, we had to go to the damn library and look it up ourselves, in the card catalog!!   2) There
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Life
Its like this. There are many women in a mans life. Butt only a few of those are true loves. And when they go they take a peace of who you are and your Heart. A couple of those bless you with children. And when they go they take a peace of your heart and soul. And then you become an empty shell of the man you once was..! .................Depersonalized................
Life
I have had a burden fall upon me, in the recent days. It is saddening and most of all tragic. A few days back, my Aunt and I were having a conversation on the phone, about life in general. My uncle has been sick for sometime now and in and out of the hospital. His illness is caused from a path he had chosen to take back when he was younger (Alcoholism), his WBC is extremely high and has caused for serious alarm. He is slowly dying. His wife (My Aunt) says she cannot do this anymore and is thinking about leaving him. Mind you My uncle has been sober for over 2 years now. He has accepted that he will most likely not make it through the end of this year. The rest of the family including his own mother (My grandmother) refuses to even consider with the cost of funeral costs when it comes to that. So that is how the burden came to fall on me. I am over 2,000 miles away from him and the rest of my family. Should my husband and I be the wonderful neice and nephew-in-law and help m
Life
so i have a broken down car, no job, and no money how much worse can it get, right? anyways my son is at the age he doesn't want to do anything, he just whines about everything, my daughter is at the age where she gets in to everything, and picks on her brother. she likes to play around more then he does, she falls all the time and doesn't cry, he bumps his head and starts screaming. its weird how that works huh? well anyways i'm hoping my luck is going to change pretty soon i don't know how much more of the bad luck i can take.
Life And Love
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hello everyone.... i nkow life is to short to stop lookin at beutiful things so answer a ??? for me if you have time..yes i am married but is it wrong for me to admire other ladies? mainly on line i never meet them in person....my wife says its cheatin on her but i dont feel im wrong for lookin as im just married not blind
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    ~ Look Who Is Going For Spotlight ~ ~ Click On Either Pic To Come & Help Her Out ~ ~ That's Right She Is Looking For Your Help...Will You Help A Friend ~ It's my midget!!!
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REMEMBER LIFE ISN'T ABOUT FINDING YOURSELF. LIFE IS ABOUT CREATING YOURSELF You're a Tease! You're hot - and you never forget it.You've gotten used to using your looks to get what you want, from free dinners to expensive gifts. Your rep precedes you and smart people know to stay away! 'Are you a Tease?' at QuizUniverse.com Sexy, but down to earth not approachable…Vulnerable, yet fiercely confident…Romantic, but taking no s***t!... Life is only what you make of it I have TWO sides the one you see AND the one you DON'T wanna see Who Are You To Judge Me. I know I'm not perfect and I dON'T claim to be. But before you start pointing fingers, make sure your own hands are clean. I didn't turn my back on you; I was sick of your drama. unless you've lived my life, Don't judge me because you don't know, never have & never will konw every little thing & detail about me. Never take a person fo
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Amberalert 3yr old girl taken by a man driving a new silver truck liscense plate 72381 KEEP IT GOIN SO THEY CAN FIND HER. Dont send back You never know what life is going to throw at you next. So stop trying to be what everyone else wants you to be or what everyone else expects you to be. take in mind that you shouldn't just sit around and waste your life with people that are wasting there own... You dont achieve your dreams by talking about them. You achieve them by WANTING them bad enough to make sacrifices. At some point in your life you need to be Selfish because no matter what you are doing now.. people will always move on with their lives and you'll be wondering what happened to yours.. Theres no room for regret you just live and learn... ...At some point, you have to make a decision. Boundries don't keep other people out. They fence you in. Life is messy. Thats how we're made. So, you can waste your lives drawing lines, or you can live your life crossing them. If you want someth
Lifes A Bitch
lifes a bitch,always fucking up always going bad sometimes i just want to fall in a black hole and die to never come out, never be sean again. but i guess im destend for that sort of pain to day isnt the best for me..a day ill alway hold dear... but now thats gone,,i ask when will it all end. when i fall in that black hole when i die..well im close let me tell ya...thats why lifes a bitch....
Life....i Love It!
And im not saying any of this to hurt anyone its just free advice. You are not cool if you have a fu man or fu woman or fu life. GO GET A LIFE! And a job that works more then 20 hours a week, that is for 16 year olds! Lounges arent going to pay to to deejay, hahahaha you are not a deejay cause you play some music on the net. Take what I say to heart and learn from it. Oh and get some pussy quit jacking off to pictures on your computer.
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Our lives get shorter with every passing day, Don’t keep putting off all the things you want to happen someday, Or they will become the things you wish you had done yesterday!! By: J. WHITE 3/15/08
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I refuse to tip toe through life, only to arrive safely at death!!! IT'S BETTER TO BURNOUT THAN TO FADE AWAY!!!
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Life Is An Echo
A man and his son were walking in the forest. Suddenly the boy trips and feeling a sharp pain he screams, “Ahhhhhhh!” Surprised, he hears a voice coming from the mountain, screaming, “Ahhhhhhh!” Filled with curiosity, he screams, “Who are you?,” but the only answer he receives is, “Who are you?” This makes him angry, so he screams, “You are a coward,” and the voice answers, “You are a coward. ” He looks at his father and asks, “Dad, what is going on?” “Son,” his father replies, “Pay attention.” The father then screams, “I admire you. ” The voice answers, “I admire you. ” The father shouts, “You are wonderful”, and the voice answers, “You are wonderful. ” Then the father explains, “People call this ECHO, but truly it is LIFE
The Life And Times Of 'mistress Whiplash'
As Mistress Whiplash opened her eyes and lay there trying to focus her weary brain and thinks to herself will it be just another day,what excitement awaits me today? More than likely nothing,just a normal one,yet discreetly wishing that some villain would try to brighten up her day.The forces of evil were everywhere but it was mainly the servants that she was catching these days.The masters behind the dastardly plans were hiding themselves...she knew who they were though...soon one would make a mistake. So for now it would be a working day of humble servility and politeness to co-workers.As a woman driving a truck she was still a rare thing and many never understood why she drove such a large truck to deliver some times such insignificant things,"it's the only truck I got", she replied sweetly to inquisitive people. Mistress Whiplash had her secrets well hidden,her origins,where she came from,why she wore the clothes she did and were not just sexy atire to seduce men.Mind you
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Life
Negative occurrences befall us all. An unavoidable reality which most come to accept as a side effect to life itself. So why do the majority of us, well aware of the inevitable imminency, question it with astonishment when it ensues? Life's fate, kismet, its predestination is our lot in life. Yet accepting it in theory is more endurable than the living factuality. So how, then, do we cope with such trepidations? Often with superstitious rationale...a blame of misfortune, imprecations, or just plain bad luck. A common reaction marked throughout human history as a way to explain, cope, and accept that which we cannot control. Beliefs in a stronger domination to appease the mind against the uncertainty of an otherwise wayward existance, and future. Totally Understandable. So, where am I going with all of this pseudo-theological, potentially cranial-compressionary "mumbo jumbo"? Strangely enough, into my own head. Delving deep to pacify my own psychological malady...depression.
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Life!!!!!!!!!!
There are a few things we all go through in our journey of life. one to which i like to think is the basis for existence, is the whole idea of right and wrong, such as what you say and do has an affect on those around you, what is safe to eat and what is not, determining whether something is dangerous or not, when to trust and when not to, etc, etc, etc. One thing i understand about life is rules. there are those nature has put in place, such as gravity, the need to eat, sleep, breathe, and so on. then there are those rules in which we TRY to govern ourselves, such as the 10 commandments, the fucking seatblet law, the helmet law when riding a motorcycle. even wearing socks on sunday in pennsylvania is a crime, probably never enforced anymore but regardless still a law. What i dont understand is why we try to restrict ourselves. Is not the basis for living to experience new and exciting adventures, to create amazing memories. Because in the end is that not all we have? you can not
Life Updates
We are getting ready here for the snowbird migration back to Colorado Springs. Between sorting and packing and playing the jams one last time and saying goodbyes to all the good people I met down here in Phoenix, I won't have a lot of time to participate online (Fu or other places.) See you all at a more energetic level when I get home (to my desktop box with GRAPHICS SOFTWARE, too. Keep watching!)
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Life is too short, so live it to the fullest....
Life Is A Gift
There was a blind girl who hated herself because she was blind. She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He was always there for her. She told her boyfriend, "Iif I could only see the world, I will marry you. " One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her. When the bandages came off, she was able to see everything, including her boyfriend. He asked her, 'Now that you can see the world, will you marry me?' The girl looked at her boyfriend and saw that he was blind. The sight of his closed eyelids shocked her. She hadn't expected that. The thought of looking at them the rest of her life led her to refuse to marry him. Her boyfriend left her in tears and days later wrote a note to her saying: 'Take good care of your eyes, my dear, for before they were yours, they were mine. ' This is how the human brain often works when our status changes. Only a very few remember what life was like before, and who was always by their side in
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Have you ever wondered why the world can be such a cruel cruel place? You spend most of your adult life looking for your soul mate and then when you think you have found them life takes a twist. Why is it that people think they have found their love and then after the newness wears off your not as special to them anymore? Why is it that people spend most of their life trying to fix or save a relationship that is beyond repair? Why is it that people cant change their way of life if it means keeping or loosing their "soul mate"? Is there any meaning to marriage anymore? Or is it just a piece of paper that you sign your life away on? Does that piece of paper mean that you are willing to spend the rest of your life with that person and love them unconditionally and not hurt the person you love? Or does it just mean "your my bitch now"? Why is it that when a person is supposed to love you and be there for you all they do is lie to you and make you feel like shit for the
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Life At The Moment
I am extremely frustrated at the most recent turn of events.  Leading up to this, I'll update some from the last 2 1/2 years or so. Nikki lost custody of both children about 3 years ago, give or take. She was proven unfit by the State of WV (yes, they did their jobs this time around). The State took away her custodial rights for Grace and Jacob. Thank the Lord for this miracle!! She cried a river, used drugs as her bridge, and got over it. Rather quickly, I might add. A day in the life of a junkie. She was in and out (mostly out) of rehabs/clinics/private Christian detox homes more times than I can account for the last few years. She says she was clean for over a year, nothing at all....come to find out it was more like 3 months, but she was still smoking MJ to get her through so she wouldn't crave the heroin as much. All of her needle drug use led to her Lupus coming out of remission and making her very ill. She had Nephritis in one kidney, almost losing it. She also had a severe inf
Life Or Something
Well, those who come by my page on a regular basis, those who I chat with, and have a good friendship know what I am about say. I have not been around much lately. For the time being, i won't be online much in the future. There's just been a lot going on with work and on my personal side of life. The side that not many see or really know about. Nothing against ya'll, it's just there is some stuff I need to deal with. For those with me on Yahoo, I am always on, just never "online". When I am ready to talk, I have a couple I'm going to go to, until then, just bear with me. You can still try to hit me up, I should reply, but if the message is a couple days old, usually not. I am fine, I am still alive, got 5 months before I hit stateside, and still got a few months after before I redeploy over to the mid-east again. And no, this is not a rehash of the issues from a couple weeks ago, it's a whole different animal, and one with several ugly heads that keep changing and
Life And Its Ups N Downs
I'm not one to complain about ANYTHING on FU because it is just that, Fubar, but there have been some things brought to my attention lately that I think have sunk in tonight. I know once you start racking up "friends and fans" its hard to keep. Believe me, I KNOW! But there are only a few I hold close to me and I would do ANYTHING for them just to make their day a little better or to even make them feel special. I may not get to you guys as much as I want but I do get to you. And when I have the means to do so, I spoil the hell outta my close friends. But my rant its, I do and do and do over and again for some people and I dont feel like its appreciated. I wont call out names, because that isnt my style but I'm to the point, I just wont do anything anymore for anyone. No more blinging, no more photo edits, nothing. I am not asking for anything major but appreciation I think isnt much to ask. AGAIN, this isnt for everyone, just a certain few I feel have taken advantage. For th
Life & Love
Life's A Bitch
Fingers gingerly dance Devoting promises kiss Upon fire’s canvas Patchouli oils emit Seductive whispers Curvaceous softness As lavender hues Sighs & moans echo Into the stellular sky Finding your pleasures Endless caressive muse Clandestine treasures Erogenous gates yearn Your thighs belonging Spreading your fortress Opening volcanic secrets
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I love the way trhings are going in my life right now, I have had nothing but good happen lately. It's great. My job is good and I ove what I do. I work six days a week and my schedule revolves around my life it is just a beautiful thing Dear, (fill in name if it applies to you) Over the last few months there have been some people that I've hurt in one way or another. I want to send my deepest apology for all that I may have done that hurt you in anyway. I have struggled through many things in my life lately and finally realized that I need to apologize to those i've hurt. I allowed my life to be affected by so many things therefore i took it out on others. I cannot allow myself to go day to day and never apologize to those I hurt. I'm sorry for my lack of good judgement and I'm truly sorry. It takes alot for me to admit that I was wrong in one way or another and by using bad judgement on my part I lost alot of things. Once again I just want to sincerely apologize for
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here it is how is the easiest way for some one to tll a person their true feelings when the person they want to tell this to lives so far away. i'm starting to fall pretty hard and have no idea how to tell him this. i want him to know but other then writing him a letter or telling him online we really can't talk. any ideas?
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you read it right i am in an auction. Come bid on me. Please make me feel specail CLICK ON PIC TO GO AND BID. I'M WORTH IT Well at what point does life start?? Does it really ever come to that point? I have a love for walking on the edge of life. That is my way of bringin me back to life. If that makes any sense at all. Sometimes when you think life is over it takes a miracle to revive you. Do you friends hold you onto that edge. Is it god. Or is they shear hope that if you get down things will be better. To me walking on the edge is like flying as weird as that may seem. Everyone has a dream of beeing able to do abnormal things. What are yours? I love to feel free. And freedom is about the only thing we have left somedays. Im not a person who likes to tell people how i feel. Have always kept that part of me to myself. But i figured this is a start. Time to leave it on the field so to speak. Time to play the game like you got nothing left. As qouted in a good movie. Get
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Well here I sit a very happy woman, I have taken a new step in my life, recently I seperated from a long abusive relationship. I have been through hell and back. I was with him for ^ years of my life and one of them I was married and that was the worst mistake of my life getting married to him. I should of listened to my gut instinct i guess, but its my own fault for not listening. But now that i'm out i'm so much happier. I have started over, and im in a brand new relationship with someone very special, someone I couldn't be without. He means the world to me! Hapiness is a good thing finally!!!!! Well here I am again ready to complain about my life and my hopeless marriage. But it seems like this is my only way to vent about it and if you don't want to hear it please don't read on. My marriage has come to a point where I don't even want to be in the same room as my husband. He makes my skin crawl. This man is a very mean person. He is very emotionally abusive towards me and my son. He
Life Is Beautiful
You can’t quit until you try You can’t live until you die You can’t learn to tell the truth Until you learn to lie You can’t breathe until you choke You gotta laugh when you’re the joke There’s nothing like a funeral to make you feel alive Just open your eyes Just open your eyes And see that life is beautiful. Will you swear on your life, That no one will cry at my funeral? I know some things that you don’t I’ve done things that you won’t There’s nothing like a trail of blood to find your way back home I was waiting for my hearse What came next was so much worse It took a funeral to make me feel alive Just open your eyes Just open your eyes And see that life is beautiful. Will you swear on your life, That no one will cry at my funeral? Just open your eyes Just open your eyes And see that life is beautiful. Will you swear on your life, That no one will cry at my funeral? Just open your eyes Just open your eyes And see that life is beautiful.
Life Without You
First of all, I love you. I never meant to be so hard and I don't think I honesty never told you I loved you. Now its too late. I feel lost in this world without you. It was suppose to be you and I to the end. I will never truly understand why you had to die that night or even comprehend the pain you were in. When did this become my life? I cant stand it without you, I know that I must go on but its feel almost unbearable. i just wanna turn to your arms but then realize that will never happen again, not in this life at least. I have become filled with hatred not understanding why you have to be gone, wishing I could have done something to help you. I honestly feel like part of me will never be same it cant be until I have you back, that reality came crashing down on me that horrible night. A day, that will haunt me for the rest of life, I try to get the images of your lifeless body out of my head. Why did you leave us like this? That was the only night I didn't check on you. guess it
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So True About Women 1.) FINE: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2.) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five Minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3.) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4.) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5.) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.) 6.) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how
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There is no such thing as a good person or a bad person. There are choices and actions that lead us in different directions, and it is through those choices and actions that we create our realities. Sometimes we choose or do something that takes us in the opposite direction of the reality we want to create for ourselves. When we do this, we feel bad—uneasy, unhappy, unsure. We might go so far as to label ourselves "bad" when a situation like this arises. Instead of labeling ourselves, though, we could simply acknowledge that we made a choice that lead us down a particular path, and then let it go, forgiving ourselves and preparing for our next opportunity to choose, and act, in ways that support our best intentions. Many of us experienced childhoods in which the words good and bad were used as weapons to control us—you were good if you did what you were told and bad if you didn’t. This kind of discipline undermines a person’s ability to find their own moral center and to trust and
Life
Even If you don't like it you have to do things you don't want to everyday because if you don't you will never make it...
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I have 4 kids ages 23, 22, 15 and 5 my ex husband has nothing to do with our children the 22 yr old and the 15 yr old. He has given them up for his wife as he and she told me. Yet i am constantly being told by people how she talks about me on the internet and how she calls me a bitch and says im a lier because i dont have the money to pay for my husband to adopt my daughter and give my exs lazy dead beat dad ass a break hes only behind $6,159 and change and im so getting tired of them putting all this crap on me and him takeing no responsibility for being a dad. He claims that since he no longer claims her as his daughter that he no longer has to pay support for her he has paid nothing but 30 dollars in about a year and when they took him to court to make him pay they gave him 30 days and then LET him do weekends???? i dont know what these courts are thinking they harrass me to get him into court then do this. Then they wonder why my daughter doesnt want to talk to them and why she hat
Lifes Pains
Life.
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Ya know ,I work all night and then I sleep for a while ,get up and feel like shit the rest of the day.I can't work a regular job because I'm "dissabled"! soooooo, here I am pissed off and frustrated all the time because I've always earned my way,by whatever means necaserry(and if thats spelled wrong,,,,deal)And now I'm told "take it easy,you can't do this anymore".dissability won't and can't pay my bills for me and my family. So,,,am I liveing it? or am I just existing? I don't bitch much ,and I know it could be worse,and I thank god every day that its not. But boy,does this suck! I hope this is the place for this kinda stuff,so please let me know if i'm in the right place.
Life,love An Relationships
Ok, let me start off by saying that my views on life, love, and relationships are not what most people would consider "normal". Well, anyone who knows me knows that I'm not "normal" nor do I wish to be. So, if you're narrow minded and shallow....stop reading now and move along. I don't want to hear about how immoral I am or how your opinions are different from mine. I simply don't care. I am who I am and I won't change my mind because you don't like it. Now, I believe that life is a gift. It's given to us to enjoy and to live the way we choose to live it. I get so sick of hearing people on this site telling other people they are wrong for being gay, bisexual, not believing in God, or any other "different" way of life. Just because someone is not kissing your ass and pretending to be someone they aren't doesn't make them bad or wrong or immoral. Take love and relationships for example. I have seen so many people who are confused or upset because they are in love with more than one p
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Life Is Too Short
You have to wonder from day to day why things are the way they are... My mom has always told me that everything happens for a reason... I am starting to wonder if everything we DO is for a reason. I have done something that has ruined a great thing and i look at the situation and think "well there was no reason to do that " So I wonder what it all really means????
Life
Come this weekend my gf is moving back home to ohio! I love her to death and really dont want her too but it is something that she has to do! I love you hunny it will only be for a little while ! the only thing that i can hope and prey for is that you love me as much as i love you ! So if i'm not on much its just because i'm very depressed ! but i will check in from time to time Take care everybody!!! ok here's the deal ! i love my gf very much she moved all the way here from ohio to be with me just this past fri i got a big surprise when i got home from payroll i want to go back to ohio i'm homesick and a relative is sick, mind you none of this bothers me i will never even try to make her or anybody else stay where they dont feel comfortable! but there is this guy on here it say in her name that she is his slave and master & wife !! no fu anywhere to be seen and this really bothers me ! am i just being an ass? she told me 2 days ago that she was going to put the fu infront of i
Life
In 11 more days I will finally be out of school and on my way into a whole new life path.... The past few years have been the GREATEST.. I have met the love of my life and I have 3 GREAT children that make me proud to be a mom everyday!! Things are getting more complete everyday. I have the BEST of friends (Alicia-Sherry) I am so blessed with all I have in life and I cant wait to see what tomorrow holds in store for me........ -------
Life In General
I’m tired of living. I’m tired of fighting this constant uphill battle that I can never win. I’m tired of being the one that has to shoulder all the responsibility for everyone and everything, because otherwise it won’t get done. I’m tired of feeling like I am marginalized and I can’t do anything right. Geoff broke my phone last night. It’s my fault, of course. No sorry, no offer to help me fix it, nothing. Why should it matter, I have a spare phone I can use… that’s not a phone I can actually use…. Why should I care, it’s not like I’ve done anything like spend money on it… It’d be so nice to just be able to take all the pills in my purse. Who the fuck would miss me? I’m just the little sick girl that everyone has to pity. I’d rather die. I’m so fucking sick of fighting this battle, knowing that everything I had hoped, wished, dreamed… none of it is going to fucking come true. My kitten Aoki died today. She was the runt, and the one the least likely to survive, but I thought that
Life Me Being Me
Why females should avoid a girls night out after they are married... If this does not make you laugh out loud, you have lost your sense of humor. Or you can't remember YOUR last "Girls Night Out!" The other night I was invited out for a night with the "girls." I told my husband that I would be home by midnight, "I promise!". Well, the hours passed and the margaritas went down way too easily. Around 3 a.m., a bit loaded, I headed for home. Just as I got in the door, the cuckoo clock in the hallway started up and cuckooed 3 times. Quickly, realizing my husband would probably wake up, I cuckooed another 9 times. I was really proud of myself for coming up with such a quick-witted solution, in order to escape a possible conflict with him. Even when totally smashed... 3 cuckoos plus 9 cuckoos totals 12 cuckoos = MIDNIGHT!) The next morning my husband asked me what time I got in, I told him “MIDNIGHT"...
Lifes A Party So Lets Get Fucked Up
ladys takin apps for a new girlfriend
Life
ok, have you ever noticed, the older youget the crazier things are. i mean coule weeks back i gt dumped, i was urt now i'm ok. As i'v gotten older things have become more random,than ever before. so yeah, life is what you make it.
Lifes A Party So Lets Get Fucked Up
Life....
I WOKE UP THIS MORNING UNHAPPY AND UPSET..I WOKE UP AND LOOKED TO MY RIGHT AND NO ONE WAS THERE...I CANT DEAL WITH BEING ALONE ANYMORE..I WANT THIS DIVORCE,I WANT IT SO BAD..IT WONT HAPPEN TILL AT LEAST MY BIRTHDAY =[ NICK AINT EVEN IN MY LIFE AND HE IS STILL FUCKING IT UP...WHY DOES THIS PRICK HAVE TO FUCK ME LIFE UP,WHY CANT I JUST BE HAPPY.WHY CANT I JUST FIND A MAN WHO KNOWS WHAT HE WANTS AND WANTS ME FOR ME..I FOUND THAT I FUCKIN FOUND ROB BUT WE ARENTN GONNA GO DOWN THAT ROAD BC IT CONFUSES ME MORE AND MORE...IM SOOO FUCKIN DEPRESSED,I JUST WANT TO FEEL LOVED AGAIN, I FELT THAT A WEEK AGO WHEN ROB WAS TALKIN TO ME BUT NOW I FEEL REJECTED AND LIKE SHIT...I HATE FEELIN THIS WAY...I WANNA FUCKIN FEEL HAPPY AGAIN..AND IM NOT GONNA FOR AWHILE..ROB IS THE ONLY ONE THAT HAS PUT A SMILE ON MY FACE LIKE THAT IN FOREVER AND I MEAN FOREVER....BUT NOW HE HAS A GIRL I THINK.....WHO KNOWS...I THINK IM JUST GONNA CUT TIES OFF WITH EVERYONE FOR A BIT AND GET MY HEAD STR8...LOVE YA ALL.. I got wh
Life
You do what you're suppose to do, with no frown or fuss not because you want to but because you must day after day it's like a routine don't have too much to say you only do the right thing soon you feel empty but you don't know what it could be you want no sympathy but it's something you can't see everything used to make sense but now you're lost in a maze you feel so tense and you pray for better days something just doesn't seem right you look for an answer that's not there you stay awake all night but you feel like no one cares it's right in your face and you think it's safe or should you forget? things don't seem the same but what should you do? you think you should change but change for who? understanding means nothing to you now your heart is pronounced deceased this should you allow or find your missing piece?
Life In General
why do people have to be so mean i just don't get it my best friend is very sick and her boyfriend does not seem to care he calls her all kinds of bad names and accuses her of cheating on him because she does not want to phone bone him she had a heart test yesterday and last night he told her that he does not think she is as sick as she tells him i don't get it at all how can someone say they love you then treat you like that how can they lay in bed with you in there arms then go out on the road and treat you like a whore i guess there is still alot about love that i just don't get adn if that is how it is then i don't want it at all
Life's Drama
Life Is Like A Box Of Chocolates !
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Life
This past weekend was one of the worst of my life. Someone I had alot of love for showed me the love wasnt returned, hurt me in more ways than i can even express. Too much past anger and too much hurt to let the rest of his life be good. Its unfortunate that people don't see what is right there in front of them, that their past pain wont let them have any trust or faith in others. Also that it prevents that good person that is stuck beyond walls inside to truly shine. i've seen that good person in him shine, I know its there. I just wish it would have stuck around. But, My kids will always come first. When i became a mother I swore to protect them forever and love them and help them grow up to be strong individuals. I wont let anyone hurt them and I wont let anyone hurt me. Verbal abuse is just as hurtful and as painful as physical if not even more, bruises go away words do not. Even though you can forgive you can never forget. When someone threatens the ones you love you must
Life As We Know It
Life As We Know it All together, Life as we know it Will be all gone someday But, in return we get for ever peace By connectiong to the Lord in your own way As life ends here on earth It begins in heaven in his place Protected by the unconditional love You will know what I mean when you see his face So, Life as we know it Doesn't end up to bad So smile and give your heart to the Lord Life up there will be better than what you had Peggy Rusher Copyright ©2008 Peggy Love Rusher
Life
Life is how you make of it.The mistakes you make,the mistakes you learn from.It's how you make of it.The relationships you get involved with.The ones you get involved with that don't work don't worry it'll get better.There's more to life than being with someone you can go on without having to deal with anyone but what you have in front of you.The kids and family is the most important things to deal with in life.The people you choose to be with make the most of it.Before it's gone you know it wasn't meant to be.But life is what you learn from.You are still learning from birth to the golden years.You learn something new everyday.Just sit back and anaylize what you have.Never jump to conclusions,because in the long run if you ponder on it too much you realize it's not worth it.You'll suffer more heartache than you asked for,if it ever came down to it and it gets too much get ahold of a good friend talk it out.You'll get through it if not come to me i'll listen.There's nothing more than a
Life Is Just A Series Of Moments!
Life!!!!
Hey whats up everyone!!!! Well what can i say about life! their comes in a persons life when you realize that not everything should go according to plan. The reason i'm saying that is people make goals, plans and hopes but not all the time they go as they want them to. If they do then your very fortunate that they have because people die or get hurt when the unexpected happens, but things happen for a reason i guess in times, then again things happen because your not fully aware of what is going on and by that you don't see what your doing that causes things to go wrong. In all what i'm trying to say is that OPEN YOUR EYES cause you only live once and you have to make the best of it!!!! "Carlito"
Life Always Brings Me Down
My best friend is 20 years old. She just had a little girl almost 4 months ago. She got married at 16 and got a diviorce 10 months ago. He ex husband cheated on her everyday of their relationship even with her other best friends. She has lost 6 children. Since her husband was cheating on her she decided to do the same... well his best friend go her pregnant. The day they filed for divorce at least 10 guys call her to go out that day. She dated a couple guys for a few weeks then she started hanging out with her now fiance. They have been together a little over 9 months got engaged 1&1/2 months after dating, they are getting married on there one year anniversery. Her finace has been in basic traing for 6 months. He treats and thinks of her little gril as his own dauther and paid for the birth and everything. A few days ago the baby's father starts contacting her saying he wants to see the baby and talk about things. After a while of saying no she finally gives in and i go with her to see
Life Hits Ya Hard
the tears are finally flowing non stop... my mind is so not at ease. the news comes that my dad is in the hospital & I finally cry. he has been through so much in the past 6 years... 1st a heart attack, then a triple bypass, then a stoke, then depression, then my parents new house at the beach burns down, due to the neighbors carelessness.... but he is tough. we are tough... i am tough... we will get through this, i just know I WILL! after all he endured .... he still took me & the boys fishing every summer, he still went on the rides at the boardwalk, he still went to the arcade & endured the long dings & dongs & kids pushing him to get to the next game, he still racked the most points at skeeball, he still kicked my butt in tennis, he still helped build the biggest, bested castles & sculptures in the sand... he still flew the kite the highest & dug for worms! he still played on the floor with the kids for hours, and endured the gamecube games to make them happy! he gives
Life As Of Now!
Life...
When God takes something from your grasp, He's not punishing you, but merely opening your hands to receive something better. Concentrate on this sentence..... 'The will of God will never take you where the Grace of God will not protect you.' "There's a point in your life when you get tired of trying to fix everything and trying to make everyone happy. When you finally decide to quit, it's NOT giving up. It's realizing you don't need certain people and the bullshit they bring to your life" Turned 25 today...    blah!!
Life Sucks And I Am Lonely
Lifes Ups & Downs!
Well my 2 week vacation has started to come to a close, it’s back to work on Monday. For the most part it’s been good up until the last few days. Surprises, surprises and surprises!! It seems like some things just never change or go away. Ever now and then you get hit with some unexpected news that really floors you! And then sometimes you find it out in the worst possible ways. I think we all as people hope for the best in life and try to forget or ignore the bad things going on around us. But reality soon sets in and things have to be dealt with, like it or not. I always hope for the best in everything but as in all situations there are many rollercoaster’s and tests that we have to endure and conquer. Right now life is confusing! I don’t know, maybe one day I will eventually figure it all out!
Life Is Too Short....
Life's too short to wake up in the morning with regrets, so... Love the people who treat you right. Forget about the ones who don't. Believe that everything happens for a reason. If you get a chance , TAKE IT! If it changes your life , LET IT! Nobody said it would be easy... They just promised it would be worth it!
Life
Life
My friend "B" posted this and I thought I would share it........ I wish I could say I wrote this, but a special friend passed it along to me.. I think it is an amazing piece and hope you will benefit from it as much as I have.... A time comes in your life when you finally get it...When in the midst of all your fears and insanity you stop dead in you tracks and somewhere the voice inside your head cries out- ENOUGH! Enough fighting and crying or struggling to hold on. Like a child quieting down after a blind tantrum, your sobs begin to subside, you shudder once or twice, you blink back your tears and through a mantle of wet lashes you begin to look at the world through new eyes. This is your awakening. You realize that it's time to stop hoping and waiting for something to change or for happiness, safety and security to come galloping over the next horizon. You come to terms with the fact that he or she is not prince Charming and you are not Cinderella and that in the real world, t
Life
Life
ok something silly that made me laugh so hard my sides hurt. i was fussing one of my dogs today,and she needs a bath bad smells so nasty. so as i said to the dog you stink,my 8yr old was walking past heard me didnt even turn around and just said sorry mummy!!
Life Is To Short
i just found out yesterday that my 25 year old cousin laura is dieng with stage three cancer it is eating her insides out very fast the doctors said she has maybe three months to live i havent seen her in 24 years and now that i am trying to reunite with my family she is leaving me behind and wosrt is she has 4 kids and going to be without a mom and dad
Life...
Together again, I found love A love that loves, yet is not IN love A complicated emotion that brings tears to my eyes Some of pain that has broken my pride Others of joy because still in his heart, love resides Yet he doesnt feel the way I do He cares for me, that, I always knew I just wish that he'd feel the same way To know that Id do anything to make him happy All day, everyday, always! We fight and argue, he doesnt want to cause me pain I cant dare to see him go Memories of him here will always remain He makes me happy in everyway Even though we argue and I go through the pain Id rather go through that each day Than to be without him and go insane And even though I feel as though I just might be Id rather be insane than not have him here with me Then again I might just say this because I know that he's not, but I am in love My love for him is unconditional I'll be there for him til the very end Have him within me, in my heart and soul.
Life
Well for those who didn't know, I am deploying.  I got a date today, and well, it is about when I thought it was going to be, but had 2 weeks of training thrown in on top of it, and just don't see me getting to enjoy my last few weeks of life stateside before I have to leave.  It looks like training, pack out, take a few days of leave, and then....well.....leave.  It's been fun, won't be around a whole lot, got quite a bit of crap that needs to be done around here.  See ya when I get the chance.   For those that want it, let me know and I'll hit ya with an address of where I am scheduled to go. So those who know, know I am going through the VA Disability P&C Process as part of the IDES system which is part of the PEB and the MEB.   Month ago, had a audiological eval, it came out good, very minor hearing loss.  Granted she was the cutest girl I ever had do a hearing exam on me (think the only girl too).  Knew I should've worn earplugs more. Couple weeks ago, had the physical eval.
Life And Times Of A Broken Brotha
have you ever had a time in your life where things were at the peak of happiness? you know like the first time you learned to tie your shoes, wrote your name down without help? kissed your first girl? all that? then somehow someway all of it gets torn away from you? well thats how i feel right now. its a shitty way to feel after having something you've had for almost 3 years that you love and cherish so much get taken from you in less than 5 minutes. and the worst part is you dont even know why the fuck it got taken in the first place. like im really hurt. im fucking angry, confused, i feel betrayed in a sense, and im in the pits. this is almost like when you lose a beloved family member. im also scared. im pissing in my pants shit on myself scared. i dont know what to do. oh if i didnt mention, THE FUCKIN PUNK ASS COUNTY CAME TO MY HOUSE AN HOUR AGO AND TOOK MY BELOVED PIT BULL MAKAILA FROM ME, WHO I HAVE HAD SINCE SHE WAS PUP. I BASICALLY GAVE THAT DOG A BRAND NEW LEASE ON LIFE. IF I
Life In The Cancer Lane
I guess she's feeling better today. Not eating(story of our lives) but did ask me to make some chocolate chip muffins(which I did) and she has had a few since this afternoon. A friend of ours found a kitten on her doorstep & knowing that a Riley wanted one, gave it to us. So we're bringing it to the vet wensday. We have no idea if its a girl or boy(on cats peep!) LOL Tomorrow its supposed to rain & thunder & Riley's supposed to throw out the first pitch at the Worcester Tornadoes baseball game. I hope they dont end up cancelling it(and that it doesnt rain!) So, yesterday Riley was supposed throw the first pitch at a baseball game. Starts(supposed to) at 6:05 so they put an hour rain delay, even tho it wasnt raining. so we wait. Now Riley's starting to feel sick. We still wait. 8:00 they finally call the game! WTF!!!! So now we're gonna go today UPDATE: WTF!!! Missed the game! they were "supposed" to have an hour in between games, but NOPE so Riley's not throwing out tha
Life!
Life At The Present Time.........
HEllo I am new to this site and thought I would blog for the first time. Don't have many friends and don't work outside the home so don't get to see alot of people. At the present time my van is broke. I want my husband to leave. He is mentally abusive to me and the kids. He is neglectful to the kids. I will leave him with them and come home to a torn up side down house. They will be hungrey and dirty. Cps =child protective services have been here on at least 5 different cases but nothing ever found. Recently Cps came because my son went to school and told his bd teacher he was having sex with the little girl down the street and watching videos here at the house. THey said they wanted to place him at a long term placement hosbital to get help for him to get better but also somewhere that would treat his biopolar. He has three younger sibs who he has touched so I am my husband after talking to community services decided to ask his mom and dad to take him temperally til we could get him
Life's Hidden Truths
Life's hidden truths Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift. When the door of happiness closes, another opens, but often times we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one which has been opened for us. The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had. It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives. Giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they'll love you back! Don't expect love in return; just wait for it to grow in their heart but if it doesn't, be content it grew in your It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone, but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.
Life, Natures Joke
Life Sucks
Life Will Go On
"Life Will Go On" By Anthony Hunt You know me like no other girl You've never seen my face I want to hold you in my arms But I know my place A pair of star crossed lovers Destined not to be You're already spoken for I wish that it were me Cuz... The luckiest guy I know is the one who has you We know we're a perfect fit, and I dunno what to do It hurts...I'm dyin'.... What I want, I can't have, even if you feel it The deck's stacked against us, that's how fate will deal it But please...stop cryin' Cuz life will go on One day he'll come back to you And that's when you can start The agonizing process Of prying us apart You'll be scared but don't worry I will be just fine I can hide the turmoil Knowing you won't be mine Cuz... The luckiest guy I know is the one who has you Wee know we're a perfect fit, and I dunno what to do It hurts...I'm dyin'... What I want, I can't have, even if you feel it The deck's stacked against us, that's how fate will
Life
As some of you know back in the early mornign hours of Labor Day '06 I was hit and susequently run over by a car while working my Bouncing job @ Tailgaters. For those who don't the short story is there was a big fight in a packed bar and since it was close to closing we called it a night and threw everyone out. I opted to walk around the corner of where Tailgater's is to try and keep everything to yelling only which for about 15-20 I was able to do. At that point a car decided to drive through a crowd and hit 4 people including myself. I was left with a badly broken right ulna and radius (the 2 bones in forearm) and my right leg suffered nerve and muscle damage from being run over. The breaks resilted in 2 titanium plates and several screws, 30+hrs in ICU (was almost lost in surgery) and 4 months off from anythign. Of the other 3 hit one received a concussion, one a minor back injury (soreness) and the other a concussion. For one reason or another that night is coming up in co
Life
The sensations are amazing the surge of pleasure is almost overwhelming. I'm trembling and shaking. You stoke is just right finding my spot over and over and over. I've lost count. Out of breath and loving every minute. My turn to show you rolling you to your back me on top. Riding up and down. Round and round my hips gyrate. I feel you thobbing inside of me. It's time. I quicken my pace. I put my tit in your mouth to muffle the moans and you explode. The force is unexpected. Your bucking sends me into another wonderful spasm and I lay on top while my pussy squeezes every drop. mmmmmmmmmmmmm thanks for the fun. smooches Is it the way you love me? How good it is! You keep me coming back time after time. Is it the large mass between you legs or is it the sweet words that caress. I'm hooked on you. Sex is better than any drug i've been given. It's more addictive than love. My my my it stays on my mind. It's healing powers are amazing. God's gift of true pleasure. Eat Drink and h
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Life As A Writer And Actor
i chose the scene at the end of the Devil's advocate between Al Pacino n Keanu Reeves follow this to see my first read through as Satan incarnate http://www.instantcast.com/users/SusanLaraHalley The Personal Resume of Jimmy Komet a/k/a J. Kris Halley Artist For Hire: Acting: “As part of the audience, I looked around and noticed that you could have heard a pin drop during your performance--that was really something special…I haven‘t cast anyone on the spot in 15 years as a director” --Michael O’Steene, Director, The Scranton Players Acting is my primary focus. With Mike’s encouragement and enthusiasm, he influenced me enough to see the value in my ability as an actor. Although, it is untested, the instincts are there. It is inherent and a product of my environment. It is the ability to assume the identity of someone else and be convinced.      Drawing: -Customized TATTOOS - Hand-drawn Portraits - Illustratio
Life
life is a gift theres nothing worth missing out of. what makes life a gift you might ask. well it starts with family.. then comes friends the ones to be there to pick you up when you fall to be there shining bright like a star in the darkest of nights. to be there as a flame to warm you up in the coldest of days. thats what makes it worth all living for.
Life
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Life Works Mysteriously
Just wanted to say thanks to all you people that had such kind words, thoughts, & prayers, for my Dad, My Family, & myself! Guess the power of prayer really does work.... My dad has been in the hospital since May 19th. He had toxic poisoning from a medication he was taking. The toxic levels were so high in nearly damn killed him. While they were trying to get his toxicity levels down, he had to endure many many uncomfortable tests. One test showed irregularity to his heart rate and pulse, so after even more testing, they decided he needs to have implanted a pacemaker and difibulator. WOW.. that comes as a shocker to us all, including him. Done deal!!! Everything went well!!!! Wahoo I feels better! He has been in a physical therapy rehab now since Sunday, June 1st & is doing great. He sounds great & is anxious to get strong, so he can come home and go fishing with the worms me & the boys dug up last night. LOL. I sincerely believe "everything happens for
Life As We Perceive It
sometimes we all flirt with others. most of the time, it's just for fun and no one gets hurt. but there is the odd time or two when the flirting hurts another person. usually the hurt person is a significant other. what the flirters don't realize is that even an innocent flirt can have repercussions. when you tell someone else that you love them, be careful how you word it. because, sometimes the most innocent of words can mean something more to someone else. if you love them as a friend, make sure that is what is meant. i can't say that it happens all the time. and maybe the one that is hurt is a bit unsure and not used to the casual scene. i have seen friends devastated and relationships ruined because someone thought it was alright to "flirt". i reckon i come from the old school. when two people commit, it's total, heart, body, and mind. which doesn't leave room to casually flirt and say things to another that a person should be saying to their significant oth
Life
Life Out There
A piece of my life. (chapter 1 incomplete) 3 am: Oh gosh is he awake again. It seems like I just put him to sleep. Well I better get up before his crying wakes up his sister. (after rocking the infant back to sleep and feeding him lays back down in bed) Geez how did I possibly get here. I'm 20 with two kids (2 1/2, Sara and 9mo. Logan) barely not living on the streets. Although my life has been a lot worse before. I had so much potential and very high values. I didn't grow up poor or in this life style, but some how I got here... Aw.. Yes I remember it now. It seems like it was a life time ago. I was 12 and the world was mine for the taking. I was very innocent and well mannered. However it was time for the hormones to kick in. Bobby socks and sun dresses weren't going to impress my peers. So I traded them in for baggy jeans and form fitting shirts. Now we were cool. We were in the lime light. The loudest and the rowdiest. Obsessed with flirting and
Life
So, to update everyone on the Lupus situation... ->Spoke with the dr's office, they DID do a second test in regards to the Lupus testing. The first test WAS positive, but the second test was inconclusive. They will probably re-run the bloodwork in the near future. Current situation, I was sitting down Tuesday evening, and my left arm started to drop outta socket. So I went to the dr today (Friday). Turns out I have a partial dislocation of my left shoulder. The dr ordered x-rays on my shoulder, will only hear about those if they see something bad. I have another appt on Sept 10, but this appt is with the orthopedic specialist. Until then, I am supposed to keep my arm in a sling. I will post another update when I know more. I appreciate all the thoughts and well-wishes from everyone!! Love all my friends! ~Tina Ok, well, Winter term is over. And I did it. I ended up taking 19 credits this term and I pulled of a 4.0 GPA. I'm totally excited. Guess school isn't so sc
Life
Well my move to Chicago went great!!The only bad thing that happened was my suitcase popped open so they had to tape it closed..LOL.I did not lose anything and my plane made it safe here..I am Truley happy.My boyfriend is a wonderful man.It feels so good to be cared for and loved again!!!We are happy togeather and I could not ask for a better relationship!!! Well all I have been dating a wonderful guy for a little over a week!!!!Things are going great!I will keep you all posted on how things go for me.My ex bf wants to see me again one of these days but I told him Nope... OH I AM NOT MOVING NOW!!!my oldest will be starting school next week..I am excited to see her go but also sad to see her go!!! Hello all..On July 27th I will be leaving Virginia...I am moving to Tennessee for awhile..As life goes on I still have not gotten over a break up that happened in March..I must try to get on with my life..I am going to be with my Grand mother that is very ill..I am hoping my life gets bet
Life
i'm so confused! i don't know what to do. i just want everything to end! it's too much for me to handle. please, everything is too confusing and too much. HELP!!!!
Life
Will you really ever meet that one person that makes everything seem so right in your world? Makes you feel giddy when you see them,hear their voice? gives you butterflies five years later when your still with them? Their touch sets you on fire. You can't wait to lay in bed with them,just because it's comforting. This is the person that you don't love as much as the day you realized you were in love with them,but you love them more everyday that comes. Will you ever find that? Will I? My daughter asked me if her father was still alive today.I guess after him not being in our lives for over seven years,with absolutely no contact one would wonder if he was or not. How do you tell your child that their father doesn't love them or care? I don't know if he is alive or not,either way I will never know. His family is from Mexico and the last contact we had I knew that is where he was going. I have never lied to my children about their father,but I also never talk down about him.At some poin
Life Moves On
Have you ever wondered which hurts the most? Saying something and wishing you hadn’t? or Saying nothing and wishing you had? I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say. Don’t be afraid to tell someone you love them. If you do, they might break your heart...if you don’t, you might break theirs. Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn’t. You can’t tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own........when you least suspect it, or even when you don’t want it to. Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you? Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much...for fear that the other person does not care as much, or even at all. Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle? We tell lies when we are afraid... afraid of what we don’t know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of wha
Life Moves On
Life moves on i know...relashionships change...there are breakups, there are feelings broke and yet we still live...god gave us feelings and emotions and yet some of those cant hurt worse than something pounding on you phisically...some breakups might make you think you will never find anyone like them...but i am here to tell you that if a a guy wants to break up with or mis treats you than they dont know what they have...and you can find someone that treats you like you need to be...like you are there one and only..this is from a guy..might think that is wierd..but there are guys out there that actually care for someones feelings and would love to cherish every mommet that they are with the girl taht they care most about...some ppl think a girl is just someone to be with and treat them that same way... they give ppl like me a bad name... but there are ppl that will love and care for you....
Life In Your Hands..
Life Sux
Life
Hey, I know everyone has had Pre Paid Legal offered to you at one point or another in your life.But have you ever been told what you actually get with the service? Well, I am sure you think that the service you get is only to be able to call an attorney for advice. But you would be wrong. Yes, that is one of the services that is offered.But you also get the service of your Law Firm being able to make a call or write a letter on your behalf to buisness owners for any reason,Your Law Firm also offer contract and document review service. Meaning will review any contract or documents for you (up to 10 pages each). And that is unlimited.Your Law Firm also offer will preperation for you. Why be caught unprepared? This is also Free of charge.Your Law Firm also will assist you or your family members with minor moving traffic violations without you having to worry about the cost of representation. Meaning, you get caught speeding, they will represent you in court to get the ticket lowered or dr
Life
i know i will get alot of flack from this,but i'm mad at women right now.from reading some of the mumms you guys and girls are merciless. i admit that i'm not perfect,and i made some mistakes when it comes to relationships.matter of my current relationship almost ended before it started and right now it shaky right now.this time it's on her,but somehow the blame is shifted over to me. men are assholes i'll when it comes to relationships,i'll admit that i did my share of fuck ups.but why can't women admit their instead of shifting the blame?
Life?
What does the word change mean, What does life mean? In the past couple of months I have change my views and opioins on almost everything. I can't say that they are right or wrong. »But they are mine. I've been a bitch to alot of people and lost them, But I can't go back an change that only choice I have is to look forward. I have become more reasonable on stuff. I listen to people and give help to those who need it cause its in my heart to do so. I try to always give my advice when I feel it's need. I won't lie I still can be a bitch when I feel I need to be. But what's the use of spending time on people who are just want to argue and fight all the time. I am finally start to realize everything I thought was there isn't there. I don't want to be upset all the time, You only get one chance in this world, So why waste it on wondering what could have been, or being sad all the time. When I realized all this I thought I was crazy but, "You know, a long time ago being crazy mea
Life's Little Lessons
People always come into your life for a reason, a season and a lifetime. When you figure out which it is, you know exactly what to do. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed outwardly or inwardly. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, or to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally, or even spiritually. They may seem like a godsend to you, and they are. They are there for a reason,you need them to be. Then, without any wrong doing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die, Sometimes they just walk away. Sometimes they act up or out and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilleed; their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and it is now time to move on. When people come into your life for a SEASON, it is because your turn
Life
        hmmm ive just noticed on fu bar i can add a crush now!!! awwww why cant i have more than one!!! dammit!!! just three... :< anyway.... bed :D
Life Passes By
I see you on the covers pretending to care But when she needs you most you wont be there You'll do the same to her that you did to me Its pretty plain and simple to see Now that I need help I have no one to look to Even though I helped you make it through They say Karma comes back around But is it going to let me go or keep me bound Not a day passes by that I dont wonder what might have been Or what is to come when I near my end But as life passes you by And its your turn to die Should I be there Or just pretend to care
Life And Shit
If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then hell no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it'll get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a whole bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he treat you any differently? Always
Life Of A Computer Geek
Well with my birthday barely 4 weeks away and feeling in need of a real holiday I am thinking of a short holiday somewhere away from it all... One of the thoughts is a couple of days at a Health Spa, but part of me thinks it might be a bit too boring... This computer Geek has spent the past weekend away from the computer and with friends... no computer talk... just walking, talking, having fun, enjoying company, and maybe watching a DVD. This weekend I saw the movie "Stranger than Fiction" and thought it was funny as hell, but it did make me think about what I have been missing in life and what I can do to change it. So now with a sense of purpose and renewed zeal I am setting out to enjoy life with a new view on it. Feeling more optomistic and more enthusiastic about life and what it has to offer... Well Virgin has screwed up again... Got no TV what so ever till Tuesday thanks to the fact the idiots can not get a new TV box out to me (with an engineer attached) till then!
Life
So before i used to think that i was doomed to be an old lonely spinster the rest of my life yes im only 18 but im an impatient S.O.B...neways ive decied that im just going after the wrong guys!! my type is the thugged out ghetto white boi who will never amount to nething..all those tats and badd asssss attitidue really turns me on...but i realize that i need me a nice preppy boy bout 21-24 whos got a job and a car whos life is together..im glad i came to this revolation! LET THE HUNT BEGIN!!! lol so right now my life is pretty crappy! just broke up with my bf had no home for awhile there cuz i was living with him nd then yea..we broke up!!! i am now living with my aunt and two cousins hopefully i can get my life on trackkkk...but dont get me wrong i styll like to party and chyll with friends lol
Life
Well.. its rare that i write blogs, or even say anything, but now, for some reason, i feel like letting things out. I can understand im not always a fun person to talk too, yes i can be very boring sometimes but it is not a reason to completly ignore me. People i though where my friends...well it seem that i was mistaken. As far as i know im always there when someone need to talk or just let lose and needs an ear (eyes) to lisen to them and as a friend thats what i do, i am here for them. But yet....when i just need someone to talk to it seems that everyone wants to ignore me or just run away. Well tell me now if you dont care or just want me for when its convient on your time cause then i will do what i should have done and...left. I am tired of feeling used and have my so called friends ignore me. This is not meant to offend anyone in any way its just the way that i feel and i needed to let it out.
Life And Love
I never show my tears, unless it hurts to damn much People tell me Im strong, and bragg that im tough "No Fear" is what I say When someone asks, "are you ever afraid" Ive been hurt, and abused Raped, beaten and used And somehow I find the strigth to stand alone and fight And find the courage to kiss my babies good night I know when to hold on and when to let go I help everyone through theyre pain, and teach them to smile trough theyre sorrow I look at my life, and say, Its not been so bad Take a deep breath, and find a way to laugh But deep inside, Im so confused I feel scared and alone, broken and bruised My strenght is beginning to whither, at times I just cant take any more I set to cry alone behind closed doors Im not the strongest one that everyone believes me to be But I put on this face and continue to be me Ive found a way to continue, somehow Ive got to survive If not for me, to keep others alive I watch people all day, with theyre
Life Is A Gift
Life
People are fucking stupid. But hey, I don't want to just look at society as a whole and point any fingers because a lot of people are actually cool and they don't deserve to get blamed for shit that other people do around them. So maybe I should rephrase the fact that "People" are stupid. Well they can be but we have different situations and scenarios going on all the time so I don't want to point any fingers at anyone without knowing what they're really going through. What pisses me off is that why can't more people understand and look at things the way they should be and not assume, not judge, and not listen to what other people have to say, without bringing the issue to that particular person, or group of people? All depends on the situation I guess. We just have to be smarter at how we take certain things. Like don't take things harder than what they really are, just let things ease by and if we take them harder than what they really are, we get too stressed out, we get piss
Life's Lesson's
Life On The Lake
HEY...DO YOU WANT A BLING PACK?? I AM HAPPILY GIVING THEM AWAY. HERE IS WHAT YOU DO... YOU GIVE ME 300 RATES OF 10 OR 11 AND I WILL GIVE YOU A BLING PACK !! IT'S JUST THAT EASY .IT WILL TAKE 3 DAYS AND YOU WILL MAKE POINTS WITH EVERY BLING YOU GIVE OUT....HOWS THAT FOR PAYOUT? ALL YOU DO IS MESSAGE ME AND TELL ME THAT YOU WANT A BLING PACK. WHEN I ANSWER YOU AND TELL YOU OK ... THEN GO FOR IT. YOU MUST WAIT FOR MY REPLY BEFORE YOU START RATING. I HAVE A LIMITED NUMBER OF PACKS AND I DO NOT WANT ANYONE DOING THIS AND I AM NOT ABLE YO GIVE THEM THEIR PACK. MAKE SURE I RESPOND TO YOU WITH ... OK GO AHEAD.. RATE ME !!!! SO COME ON.... 300 RATES WILL GET YOU A BLINGING IN STYLE!!!!!!!! THIS IS A LIMITED TIME OFFER........ HURRY HURRY HURRY!!! LACEY XOXOXOXO A woman goes to her boyfriend's parents' house for Christmas dinner. This is to be her first time meeting the family and she is very nervous. They all sit down and begin eati
Life Pt.1
i got a small message for all who found out about my situation and haven't fucked with me since then, the people i used to kick it with everyday but who now ignore me all i gotta say is this: Just because i stumbled dosen't mean i was gonna fall and i didn't. But in all actuality im glad u fake ass people revealed themselves to me and go jump off the tallest bridges you can find. Bytches. To all my people that are standing by me thank u and u know im down with you for ANYTHING. just in case you know my cousin he will not be on for a while but he will be back soon enough its a long story and i am not at liberty to divulge his business but he says to let FUBAR know wats up. one
Lifemates
"I claim you as my lifemate. I belong to you. I offer my life for you. I give you my protection, my allegiance, my heart, my soul, and my body. I take into my keeping the same that is yours. Your life, happiness and welfare will be cherished and placed above my own for all time. You are my lifemate, bound to me for eternity and always in my care."
Life Lately
Life
So yeah, I was just hanging out the other day and whatever, then this guy comes up to me at this bar I was at and he was all telling me my whole life story and I was like do I know you? He was like yes. I was like alright where do I know you from? He told me a long time ago and I was like oh ok. Then I took a drink and he just looked at me. I was like yeah? And then he backed off big time. He just said, "You're,.....!!!!" I just smiled and said sure! And he didn't just walk out of the bar, he ran, and the bartender asked me and my buddies what was up with him, and knowing what really was going on, I didn't want to say anything so I was just like I don't know he might have had a few too many. Lol. This isn't the first time this happened. It happened another time too, and that time, brought back every good thing from the past back to me, and all that and I felt a rush like I couldn't believe. That was so cool. I have never been happier in this lifetime. But yeah, strange th
Life
life turned a page and we are moving foward yay
Life
So, my name is Stacey. I'm 21 from Michigan. I have a wonderful fiance named Michael and I can't wait until the day I marry him. We still need to set the date, but I'm aiming for September 13, 2009. We have a beautiful little girl named Mandalyn and she is almost a year old (july 16th). I love watching her grow and play every day, she amazes me. I must admit, Mike and I did a great job creating her. She's the light of my life. We're having another baby due October 13th, we will find out tomorrow if it's a boy or another girl. I have a feeling it's a girl, so we'll see. We have 2 cats, Sparta & Gem and they are brother & sister from the same litter. We also have 2 mice, Gaia and Artemis and we're shocked they're still alive. We live with my parents but are trying everything and more to move out, and hopefully we can soon. We have an apartment to look at tomorrow, and hopefully we'll be able to get it because we need a place to ourselves. We miss being on our own. I plan on going back t
Life
I was watching a tv show about my old and always favorite artist group, tlc. Watching that show, brought back so many long and old memories of myself, my beautiful cousins Amanda and Katie. As we grew up we portrayed that group as something for us to look up to when we were younger. Their songs gave us insight when we we younger that made us really think about our lives. And now, I'm sitting here writing to you guys tonight, because it's has got me thinking about where I want my life to go. I'm still a little confused on what I do want in life. And I'm probably sure everyone still is, whether they be 80 years old or 10 years old. But me hearing the vocals of the song "waterfalls" by TLC, especially the rap part by Left Eye, and this is what is says..... "I seen a rainbow yesterday, but too many storms have come and gone. Leaving a trace of not one God giving ray. Is it because my life is ten shades of gray? I pray, all ten fade away, seldom praise him for the seven days." "And like h
Lifetime
*Best Friends* I´ll always be beside youuntil the very endwiping all your tears awaybeing your BEST FRIENDI´ll smile when you smile and feel all the pain you doand if you cry a single tearI promise I´ll cry too!!! Ich bin morgens launisch,mittags gestresst und abends müde.Aber dazwischen bin ich ein liebes miststück,habe immer recht,aber nie Schuld!Bin nicht kompliziert,sondern eine herausforderung!Ich lästere nicht,ich stelle nur fest!Ich habe ein Motivationsproblem bis ich ein Zeitproblem habe.Ich bin nicht neugerig,nur froh wenn ich alles weiss.Ich bin verrückt,aber doch sympathisch!Ich bin nicht arogant,rede nur nicht mit jedem!:)   We stay on Earth to learn and the world is the classroom.
Life
My chest hurts, I cant breathe. My mind reels,spinning out the never ending visions of pointless daily responsibilities I just cant find the muster to tackle. My hands won't stop shaking, I cant feel my fingers. The numbness has spread, how do you make it stop? Running , running as fast as I can from the trailing demons.. will I ever find sanctuary. Is there a savior, will he ever find me.. here in the bottom of my closet hidden beneath the piles of long ago abandoned dreams?
Life
Life Fucking Sucks Find Out Y
between 330 and 4 this morn i was on my way home and stopped at the raceway to pick art up some sweets. so no sooner than i pulled up i dont even get the car in park when this black guy about 5'0 tall maybe 21 come up to the car and was talking shit tring to hit on me and i was tring to blow him off nicely lot of good it did me but the motherfucker stole my phone i keep in the my car door and he was leaning in my car door talking she well i looked away for half and sec and i hear my lighter move which i keep in the same spot and i felt for my phone and it was gone and i called him on it but bastard said he didnt have it but i know damn well he did and i told annie to call the police and he took off him and his two so called uncles got in an older model jeep wrangler and took off down hwy 18 toward bolivar cops comes and takes a report then i remember my spider rings in the same spot too but guess what its gone too this makes me hate this fucking world even worse and goes to show that
Life As I See It
Life
Paddy AKA Sam@ fubar Not everyone can understand The soldier will die on demand . Though never saying his goodbyes The soldier will fight till he dies .. He will fight for our freedom to be Even when we disagree ... While some lounge around and have a beer The soldier will fight on, through sheer fear .... While we may never forgive Think of the soldier, and what he¡¯s prepared to give ..... So bear in mind when you pray There¡¯s a soldier giving his life away Paddy AKA Sam He loved his beer, and Morgans spicy Rum and his car. He like good cheese and fine wines but only on Tuesdays. And He enjoy shooting things with a BFG, most of his weekends were spent shooting animals that were stupid enough to sit still for 2 seconds. He loved to tear up the dance floor and make a prat of himself, he did enjoyed it, made us have a good laugh! He will be greatly missed What Do You Like More..... the diffrence between a soilder and you There is discipline in A Soldier you can
Life
I hate drama. Recently my life is full of it and I still haven't figured out how it found me. The only people who know anything abut my life are the people I trust with my life and that list is extremely small and getting smaller by the day. I found out last night that my work is now watching my damn near every move, and rumors are flying like crazy about me. The funniest thing is I live in a small town so it's hard to do anything without someone seeing you and talking about you, and I don't trust anyone at work enough to tell them about my life. All this shit I have to put up with is purely what people assume I'm doing how fun.
Life
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? here 2. Your significant other? here 3. Your hair? greying 4. Your mother? alive 5. Your father? dead 6. Your favorite thing? love 7. Your dream last night? none 8. Your favorite drink? soda 9. Your dream/goal? happiness 10. The room you're in? den 11. Music? none 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? alive 14. Where were you last night? home 15. What you're not? young 16. Muffins? no 17. One of your wish list items? health 18. Where you grew up? Alabama 19. The last thing you did? fubar 20. What are you wearing? pj's 21. TV? off 22. Your pets? none 23. Your computer? dell 24. Your life? good 25. Your mood? happy 26. Missing someone? yes
Life
things have really come together in the last six months, recently finished building a sauna in my backyard, ready for fire in the fall.poured the slab and ran the wiring for my hot tub. its on its way in, the second jobs paying off Sometimes people get caught up in something so stupid that they fail to realize it until theyve had time to step back and look at it after time. i finally did
Life
  I been doing alot of thinking maybe im better off in Azorina i lived down here in south Carolina for about six mo. and i dont know anyone here where in Azorina i made friends that liked to hang out and go places i do have someone down here that i care about and moved from AZ to be here i just feel like im beind ingored most of the time like im not even here the one i care about here rather go places with her friends but when i ask it's i don't wanna go it seem like she is spending more time with her friend or maybe im just shelfish. Maybe it is that im around all the time but will i be missed if i stay in AZ when i go in a mo. is that what it takes to realize there's more to do then computer and games and texting most of the time?   Where i used to live in AZ everyone i meet was really nice and helpfull the place where i used to live the landlord wants to rent the place to me for 300.00 a mo. i used to help them out when i was living down there and did vonlinteer work at a ranch the
Life
well u all here my frist blog lol. I here 2 rock your world lol. well hope u all are injoying the fubar life but 2 be honest life in it self is a trip lol. well I watch ppl grow old and watch my life be truned up side down. well this real shit here and if so plz read it well it nice 2 meant u all hope u injoy life and the hole fubar expercie lol well peace ttyl
Life
Today i found out that 2 of my friends that i grew up with was in a motorcycle wreck and tonya didn't make it and kenny it's very good he has 2 borken legs and bad head trama.....RIP tonya you will be missed and hope you make it thru kenny you and you'r family are in my prayers
Life
I SAT HERE TODAY AND REMEBERED ABOUT PARTS OF MY LIFES JOURNEY AND EACH HAS BEEN A REMINDER OF THE STONES THAT I HAVE STEPPED ON IN THE PATH THAT I AM CONSTANTLY CREATING. I HAVE NO ONE IN MY LIFE TO BLAME FOR MY JOURNEY, I AM THE ONLY ONE THAT CAN BE HELD ACCOUTABLE FOR THOSE STEPS I HAVE TAKEN, I AM THE ONLY ONE THAT HAS TAKEN THOSE STEPS TO CREATE THIS SONG THAT I SING, AND I AM THE ONLY ONE THAT CAN WRITE THE BOOK THAT I HAVE READ FROM. ONE DAY I SHALL REACH MY DESTINY AND I WILL LOOK BACK ONCE AGAIN AND REMEBER, NOT TO GRIEVE UPON THESE STONES THAT I HAVE TAKEN AND TURNED TO THE SIDE OF THE PATH . I WILL CHERISH THEM FOR THEY WAS A PART OF WHAT MADE ME THE PERSON THAT I AM TODAY. FOR THEY HAVE GIVEN ME THE STRENGHT TO HOLD MY HEAD HIGH AND TO SAY I AM SOMEBODY, I AM ME, AND I AM PROUD TO BE. I GAVE MY HEART AND LOST ONLY TO REGAIN THE STRENGHT TO MOVE FORWARD AND BE WILLING TO GIVE AGAIN. I LOST BUT I AM WILLING TO REBUILD THE THINGS I HAD LOST. I FOUND THE COURAGE TO MOVE FOR
Life
Life In Arkansas
In TN anything that could resemble a potential small valley, or a spot where the creek met between two hills, and it was steep, we would call it a ravine. Now, here in Arkansas, its called a "Hollow" thats pronounced "Holler" If you are a cook, the people who have been here longer must have you eat their food, before they will try yours, no matter how good you are. Its usually worth it, they don't suck making food, well not all of them. I know all the Cops by name, but I've only met one of them, because I did something stupid...I still don't know what a jail looks like nor how handcuffs feel on my wrists by a law enforcement officer. There are fruits on many trees, that people don't seem to give a shit about. There are but 3 main places to eat, and a Subway. One of them I've never been to, just go there to get fishing bait or hooks. The other two, both open at like 7, and one of them closes at 2pm. Wouldn't it figure that the one that closes early is closest to me, and
Life
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Life Is A Odd Thing
Life Sux
I FOUND THIS GREAT WOMAN IN HERE, SO WE STARTED TALKING AND AND CHATTING BACK AND FORTH. I WENT BY HER HOUSE AND WE OR I HAD A GREAT TIME, WE HAD SOME COCKTAILS AND A FEW LAUGHS AND GOT TO KNOW EACH OTHER. SO TODAY LIKE AND ASS I START MESSAGING HER AND SHIT, SO LIKE AN IMPATIENT FUCK, I START SAYING WHAT WRONG, WHAT DID I DO ECT..... SO SHE SAYS JUST CAUSE IM SHOWN AS ON DOESN'T MEAN IM BY THE COMPUTER. SHE WAS SUPPOSE TO COME OVER TO BBQ TOMMORROW, BUT SHE HASNT ANSWERED ME WHEN I ASKED HER IF SHES COMING. SO JUST LIKE THE REST OF MY LIFE I FUCKED UP WHAT MIGHT HAVE BEEN A GREAT THING WITH A GREAT WOMAN. AND TO GO ALONG WITH THAT I INTRODUCED HER SISTER TO MY BEST FRIEND, SO I GUESS I FUCKED THAT UP TOO, AND I HAVE NO IDEA HOW TO FIX IT, ITS ONLY BEEN LIKE A WEEK OR SO WE BEEN TALKING AND MAYBE ITS REALLY FAST TO LIKE SOMEONE SO MUCH BUT I DO AND NOW IT HURTS KNOWING I MIGHT OR PROBABLY FUCKED UP A GOOD ON ITS WAY TO A GREAT THING. NOT JUST FOR MYSELF BUT FOR 2 OTHER PEOPLE TOO.
Life
Looking for answers, hoping to find, the solution to all the questions floating in your mind. You found the solution, how can it be, it only leads to more questions, more answers to seek. Finally found the answer, is it the path to take, how can it be, the solution I see is so far away. Thinking, While we see from day to day People not doing enough of it, sometimes it's obvious. Why is it that others do to much of it, My self included I've stayed secluded lost in thoughts healthy or not. From time to time they're all I've got. I want to break free of this maze I've created in my mind, every thought becomes a hedge growing high, and wide blocking the way keeping me inside. Am I waiting for a voice from outside the maze to fall on my ear and break the craze, guiding me towards the door, locked inside never more, or is the path I seek only for me to find after all I'm a prisoner of my own mind. This Life can be a cruel one, not fair at all it lifts you to great heights just
Life It Self
Hmmm. Where to begin? My life is so crazy. But I think it's suppost to be. If only I could escape some things, I'd be ok. But hey a real woman faces all fears, right? So bounty up....I reckon I'll face em. Well, just had to get that off my chest. Anyone care to comment can.......
Life
Life Goes On
So this won't be a bitch fest. Although its been awhile since I've had one. But, here lately I really don't have much to bitch about. I'm back in Oklahoma. I don't know how long this will last but, we will see. I haven't been around much lately. I do check in from time to time to see how my friends are doing. But, honestly I'm just too tired to stay on long. It might say I'm logged in but, 9 times out of 10 I'm not at the computer. There have been a number of changes in my life over the past six/seven months. I've learned from a bunch of them. But, here is what I wanted to say. You can think I'm bitching but, its just more of a warning. I'm on the FU for real friends. Not just people looking for rates cause trust me I'm not here for that. I joined FU back when it was LostCherry in 06. I deleted my old account due to a lot of drama but, came back because I did miss a lot of my friends on here. I'm glad I can say I do have a lot of great friends on here that I can talk to about
Life
so i guess everything is going alright right now. i mean besides the money, and living with friends. but we couldn't have picked better. friends. were not working cause are car is broken down. so we can't save up any money or anything, we are waiting on the parts for our maxima, we've been waiting for over a week, its alittle irriating actually. but other then that my family is everything to me. thats all i need. so it always seems like when one bad thing happens everything else bad happens to. that sucks. there has been a lot of times that we should have been on our feet again, which i miss. theres not enough jobs around not enough money. we fight about money. cuz we are both tired of being broke and not being able to get the things we want. but it'll change someday, i just keep having a good outlook on everything, hoping that maybe that might give us a chance. we'll see. but for now it pretty much sucks. but i'm happy with my little family. i just wish i could give them all everythi
Life
What is this thing that we call Life, It's laughter and joy and sometimes strife, Life is Love, but also it is Hate, Standing in Hell, or at Heaven's gate. The joys of birth, the sorrows of death, At both of these my eyes have wept, Losing Love and then finding Hope, Through all of these things we must cope. Even when Life has knocked you down, Others will be there to bring you 'round, And so I tell you straight from my heart, Don't give up on Life, you have your own part. It might be that someone will need, Your words of guidance that they will heed, Yours might be the shoulder that they need to cry on, Yours might be the Love that they need to live on. Facing each day is what you must do, Deciding what course is the best one for you, Through all the pain and strife that comes along, Don't let it break you, it will make you strong. These have all been part of my Life, The joy, the pain, and the strife, And because of all the Friends I've found, My Life
Life
Life
Life
Well I have to say as a parent myself that children can be so complicated especially teenagers I have a child that is 16 now and she is rotten to the core thanks to her father. She lives with him in another state and is at the point in her life that she is right and im wrong well ya know how that goes. But things are kinda rough between her and I right now because of some choices I have made in my life inwhich im happy with those choices and she isnt. But her siblings are happy too. So its like I cant win for losing with her anymore.So what do you do when you have a child who is so set in her ways and makes you feel like you are the worst parent in the world? See I dont know what to do anymore im at a lost of words........
Life And Love....
so i met an amazing guy. and it has only been a few weeks and i thought...well, i dont know what i thought. i knew his situation was complicated, but i didnt know he was still wanting or kinda still w/ someone else. but he is. and as much as i wanted him to choose to be w/ me. i understand that he has to choose her. and i know we are hopefully still gonna talk and hang out and hopefully be there for each other. but i was fallin for him, and he knew it. but he also knew that i was tryin my hardest to not to. and i guess if it is meant to be w/ this other girl then great. and if it is meant to be for me and him, then it will be. but until i find the guy for me i will have raymon. i have school and work and drama w/ my ex boyfriend to keep me busy. i have my teddy bear to cuddle w/ at night. i just dont have the love of a man. and i probably wont for a long time. so as much as it will be hard to not hear "i love you" from someone other then my monster, i know i will always have my monster
Life...
We Should not be denied that being footloose has always exhilareted us. It is associated in our minds with escape. From history and oppression and law and irksome obligations. Thats real freedom. And the road has always led west.
Life
My Fantasy For all of you who are wondering what my fantasy is. Well here it is: My fantasy is to have a man be loyal, want me and only me, and have eyes for me and no other women. I would like to have a man who can have an intelligent conversation that doesn’t lead to sex in 20 minutes. I would like to be able to talk for hours about life in general. I want a man who will love and care for my children. I want a man who will not lie or cheat on me. I would like a man who isn’t afraid of romance. A man who doesn’t mind holding hands in public. I want a man who will make love to me. A man who likes to touch and be touched. I would like to have a man who isn’t afraid to say “I love you”. Who can show how much he loves me with a look or a touch. Maybe what I want is a fairy tale or a fantasy but it’s what I want. I just hope I can find it.
Life At Home
Well I just got word that my sister needs bone marrow. So I will be going to get screened to see if I am compatible. I am not the only one from our family getting screened so that is good. Everything will be fine. I could use a break though. I also have an exam next week, and a final exam. and I am a bit behind on my homework. So I will be doing a lot of that this weekend. So between work, school, and other drama in my life, you know why I am only doing a little here and a little there on Fubar, I am not ignoring you all. Just don't have a ton of time left over to do much else.
Life
I deleted my last blog due to people misunderstanding its contents. My last blog was directed at my ex's and only my ex's and at no one else (not any women presently in my life or future women that will be in my life). I was just venting due to an email I had received that day. I am sorry for misunderstanding. I have decided to make a new begining in my life. I got a new job and finally got rid of the loser girlfriend. I am starting to feel better and a lot less stressed.
Life In General
Ok, here goes. My wife and I have been having struggles since before Christmas last year. Now, before you think of me as an asshole, I'm VENTING and not COMPLAINING! First, my wife was working for an awful doctor. The doctor belittled her all day long. Told her how stupid she was and how she was incompetent. So, I told her to quit that job and find something else. Well, she was going to get another job but her dad was also at the time dying of Cancer. So, we decided that she needed to be with him before he died. She would get a job after the first of the year. Well, her dad died on the 19th and we helped with the burial and funeral expenses. Then, after the first of the year, we ran low on money and I couldn't pay my child support to my ex by the exact date she wanted. I had been paying by personal check for 7 years. She now said that she would take me to court for child support if I couldn't do it myself. So, for anger, I told her go ahead. Well, she did. And I got rev
Life's
They say only you can make yourself happy if you let it but I believe otherwise. It's a state of being within yourself that is triggered by outside forces whether you let it or not. It will just seep through your being unguarded as hearing a child's laughter or the skip of a heartbeat hearing your lover's voice in a phone call or just whacking it out with friends. Now, I'm not talking about the extreme like being successful in life, or being happily married for long, long years or being the richest man in the world. All of the above and the kind will not be happening to us because we let it but because we interact with forces around us, positively, productively, and with so much love. So, what is it going to be? We be happy with the world or dwell on it's ills and spills?
Life's
Life Is To Short
Life Is To Short For Drama And Games. So Be Easy Roll Through Life With Smiles And A Hole Lot Of Laughs. Let The Sadness And Drama Roll Off Your Backs Stay Sucka And Busta Free And Live Life To The Fullest.
Life...
I meet new people everyday on this thing and they all want me...some even tell me they love me, while others tell me that they would come anywhere to see me.. Last night I talked woth a guy for few hours...till 4 am... and I realized that everyone in life wants to find the perfect one.. Well im only going to college, im beginning a new chapter in my life...Would i like to settle down now? Yes would love too, but its not that simple...People get mad at me because i tell them that i want to be only friends...Well i tried online dating twice and it sucks...I want to be with my man everyday, I want to see him and kiss him..Not just kno that he is there somewhere... I want a man that would do anything to be with me...Someone who cares about me and not just because im "hot" or Russian... I want to be respected and treated right... But some of the people I meet are so sick minded it just grosses me out... Im not like every other girl, I dont like to see your private parts or show off mine...
Life Turned Upside Down
What a life-changing four weeks! Four weeks ago, we were on vacation in Yellowstone when we noticed some problems I was having with the left side of my body (left foot scuffing when I walked, drifting to the left, different feeling on the bottom of my left foot versus my right, etc). After a CT scan and MRI on my brain, I was diagnosed with brain tumors. We flew home three days early and I've been in the hospital for the last 25 days (I get released to go home today - yay!). We had a more in-depth MRI and biopsy done on one of the deeper tumors and the final diagnosis is that I have what is called a glioblastoma multiform level 4 (means cancer that started in the brain, the worst kind one can get I've been told). The tumors can't be removed without "me ceasing to be me" which is an option I don't like - I like being me! So, we'll start radiation and chemotherapy tomorrow for six weeks, then higher grade chemotherapy alone for another six months to try to stop, slow, or hopefully
Life
as i sit here with tears falling out of my eyes.. i am approaching the 6 mth anv of my mom dead. Funny when she died the first thing i said was she wasnt suppose to leave me. I knew know that she did i would hae to deal with everything in my life. See she was sick for a long while and it helped cover everything around me cuz i was a care taker. It let me let go of friendship and laughter and deal with the guy i was dating. I let me shield myself from the world in a lot of ways. I lost my best friend! the one that i went to for everything. the one that didnt judge me no matter what i did. the one that would throw my 20 bucks cuz she wanted her grandkids to go to dinner that night and knew a single mother just cant make ends meet in this world. I didnt want to deal with life.. face what was happening.. basically think.. i was dating this guy from fl. well he lived here.. when we dated 20 yrs ago but funny after 20 yrs nothing had changed.. i didnt notice it till March.. too me three mon
Life's Surprises
One Chapter has come to a close. Then another chapter has began. For the ones that know me and know everything that has been transpiring over the last year, I hope this helps clear up the foggy parts. For those who don't yet know me, I hope this catches some interest. We all have changes to go through with our lives. We all have someone or many people that capture our hearts and prove to be great additions into our lives with their friendship, laughter, tears, love and support. I don't have any regrets and I love every moment and opportunity that I have been given. I love everyone I have come in contact with. My daughter is my reason for wanting to become a better person. No wrong paths for me, just short cuts or scenic routes, and an occasional picture map. I'm a brunette that pays for the blonde and sometimes needs the $20 dollars worth of learning curves. This past year on fubar has been a wonderful, frustrating puzzle. I have found pieces that have fit together and pieces th
Life's Short... Only Not So Much.
Current mood: indifferent I'm not sure what i'm going for here, maybe it's just to vent, maybe it's just for my own amusement but either way whatever. Life is full of surprises both good and bad, the outcome of these suprises means nothing, it's what you take from them that matters the most. I've had my fair share of suprises in life. Some good, many more bad and i've learned a lot from them. In general though, the thing that hits home the most is i learned that no matter who you surround yourself with, or who means the most to you people are rarely what they seem. You can always count on that. There's so many things on my mind at all times that its hard to get a good thought about any one thing. My brain just hops and skips around to everything i've learned, witnessed, endured and been a part of. I wish it were easier to just take a step back and evalute life as a whole yet no one can ever really get that chance 'cause life is ever changing and evolv
Life 2
Lifes Little Lessons
I never dreamed slowly cruising on my motorcycle through a residential neighborhood could be so incredibly dangerous! Little did I suspect. I was on Brice Street - a very nice neighborhood with perfect lawns and slow traffic. As I passed an oncoming car; a brown, furry missile shot out from under it and tumbled to a stop immediately in front of me. It was a squirrel and must have been trying to run across the road when it encountered the car. I really was not going very fast, but there was no time to brake or avoid it -- it was that close. I hate to run over animals and I really hate it on a motorcycle but a squirrel should pose no danger. I barely had time to brace for the impact. Animal lovers, never fear. Squirrels, I discovered, can take care of themselves! Inches before impact, the squirrel flipped to his feet. He was standing on his hind legs and facing my oncoming Harley with steadfast resolve in his beady little eyes. His mouth opened and at the
Life
Sittin here with nothing to do really.. I could clean but the mess will be here in the morning.. Its not going anywhere fast.. Hell I just don't know anymore.. When I think things are lookin up for me i get shot down hard.. Im old enough to know things don't just get handed to you and you have to work your ass off for what you want.. But damn can't I get a break some where.. Sorry I had toblow steam somewhere.. Just a lot built up and no were to blow it.. Im sittin here at work and its dead like always and I hate it because then I have to much time to think.. I don't think anyone realizes just how much you miss someone until its to late and they aren't around.. I know she hasn't been gone but for a few days.. But knowing that I may not get her back for a while kills me.. So help me God I will never and I mean never complain about not having any time to myself.. I can honestly say I miss hearing the "mommy I need you" or "mommy I peed" followed by a lil giggle.. Or getting
Lifes Painfull
Life Sucks Lately
Everytime it seems as though almost everything could be perfect, I am thrown a cruve ball and it takes me down a winding road to self destruction. I am heading down that road once again at the moment. I was just spending time with my family on my moms side and I just don't feel like I belong. On my dads side, I just havn't had the contact to even fit in, so it's always been kinda weird. ~and now my dad and step mom, through my step brother, have ganged up on me to make me feel even worse and more useless. My step brother has been living with me since February and I have to say, it has been no cake-walk. Most of the time when he was here, I'd have to beg for money for the bills, and he would stay locked away in the middle bedroom(his room). It's like having a dirty little secret in there. He also bought my 92 Paseo before he moved in here. I am still owed $100 on that. This is where my recent frustration with my dad and step mom come in. Apparently, since he bought it from me
Life
Why is it so easy for me to get bored with things? i need some action. dont you feel like sometimes you get into the same old rut. job, career, love life, blah blah. what do you do to get out of this funk.> go on a vacation, go out with some friends. Maybe start dating! that is an adventure in itself :-) lol
Life
A simple bitch will take you where you need to go. *A real bitch throws you her keys and says it needs gas in it! A simple bitch will tell you not to fight, it aint worth it. *A real bitch will say beat her ass and look at the crowd and say "better nobody jump in". A simple bitch will let another bitch know she can back the fuck up or get knocked the fuck out. *A real bitch will just knock her the fuck out!!! A simple bitch tells you, she's had enough to drink. *A real bitch tells you we need another shot, we bout to get fucked up! A simple bitch goes to the club with you and sits down. *A real bitch goes to the club with you and says lets show these simple bitches how we do it. A simple bitch wonders who your new man is. *A real bitch know that mutha fucka's first name, last name , his birthday, where he lives, who he's related to, what kinda car he drive's, where he works, how many babies mama's he has, and how many bitches he is talking to right now!!!
Life And Finding Love
i wonder if those who find the relationship of a lifetime had to go thru hell to get it. I seem to look but find the ones that crack the shell and break the heart to pieces, I would like to find one genuine person who keeps my heart safe and makes me laugh. someone adventurous and wild and loving and sexy. why is that too much to ask
Life
life is to short to be playing around get in and get done

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