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I have regreted this since the day my little boy was born . The fact of knowing that my pride & joy would grow up & leave the nest . I'm kind of depressed right now , my only son turns 17 , on Thurdays . Soon my baby will be going off to College , & I hate the thought of that . Yes I will still have 3 other kids at home , but it's not the same . See my son is my first born & my only son , & I have always had a special bond with him . To this day he still tells me he loves me , hugs me before he goes to bed , calls to let me know he made it to his friends house alright ,& asks for permission before he goes anywhere .
I have been wondering that when he goes off to College if he will call just to say I Love You Mom , or if he's going to come home on the weekends . I can't imagine my life without my son in it , & hate the thought of him growing up . It's really depressing not knowing if he will still be my little boy . All I have ever asked of him was to do good in school & stay out of
Life As I See It
I have been thinking alot about this lately. I watch people and can't help but wonder why they make it so hard to be happy. Everyone talks about what they want to make their life better or to make them complete, content, whole....Happy. However, how often do these people actually do anything but talk about it. It seems most are online in these social websites because they are seeking something or someone...the man/woman of their dreams mainly and occasionally their search is over, but usually they keep seeking. It seems that most on here have heart problems...they have been hurt by someone in the past. What usually ends up happening is they in turn hurt someone else that was searching for the same exact thing... a person to love and be loved by. Why does this happen?..well cuz everyone must pay for others wrongs. My thoughts?..if you want to be happy just do it...stop wasting precious time. If you love someone (and they love you) just love them, do what needs to be done t
Life Is A B*tch
If you think I am someone you know that talked to you earlier, in most cases I dont know you and dont need your little messages.
Ok there is a lot of name changing around here.. I am plain ol TJ same as I am in R/L.. should I adopt a new name?? If so what? come on you brillant fus help me out here!! Instructions......Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you.
1... I talk before I think!
2... I think mt.dew is a main food group!
3... I yell and cuss @ objects, including my computer...
4... I have terrible roadrage and tend to use my middle finger more often than my brakes..
5... My first name is Telitha.. which is hebrew for little girl, my fathers joke.. that way I wld always be a lil girl..hahaha
6... I pee in the shower.
7... I am always busy... and never seem to finish anything.. lol
8... I grew up with no bro
Life And Love
What does a person do when they can feel that they are falling for someone. Knowing that you both have been hurt and are still hurting. When you want the person to know that you would do anything for them. But you are so scared to say anything. So afraid they don't feel the same way. So afraid that by wearing ur heart on your sleave, you will get it handed back to with a no thanks I don't want that. How do you tell someone that they make you feel like you haven't felt in a long time. how do you tell them that by being together you might be able to make the pain go away.
Isn't it funny where you have these days where nothing seems right at all. Days where you feel your going to have a break down and yet no one seems to be around. Your mind racing with all these different thoughts and for some odd reason you cant comprehen anything that is going around you. Your body feels this emptiness that seems like its there to stay and you feel so alone that even God himself has walked away. The only thing you hear from anyone is all the negative talk in which it brings you even more down or even more far away then you all ready are or at least feel.
I'm sitting here squeezing my head as if it is a pimple ready to be popped, thinking of why I feel so down and alone. Though I can't understand why and maybe thinking that if I wrote it down that maybe my hands can do the thinking for me. I have come with many different ways of how to explain how I feel. Like my baseball theory. ( Life is like baseball because no matter how many strikes you get, you have to
hey yall i thought i would put my two sence into this site. i dpnt know how many of you that are on here are like me that are confused about life i want to go back full time in the military but they wont let me any ideas on how to get over this let me know
The Life I Have Lived....
So I dont know where to start this off at ... but this morning sounds real good. I watched the first most beautiful sunrise of my life n had a reflection on my life. Someone told me a few days ago when I found out who I am, let him know. He cant see this n maybe that will be my blessing ... but I know who I am now.
I am NO longer afraid of me,the outside world or the people in it ... I am beautiful,passionate, loving, caring, alive. My heart is pure n truthful.
Im gonna dig deeper into my past so those who know why this is being written, might understand what I did n an amazing soul that help me understand "That I am more than good enough for this world to see n know".
This I dedicate to ...
I am a women who survived the abuse of a man for 12 years. I wish sometimes for his sake I could say it was my fault but I know the difference now in a sick love n actual love. The first time he hit me, I was like wtf did I do. He said his lil ole apology n I forgave him. Then it got worse
Life Is A Bowl Of Cherry's,but There's Alot Of Pits
You know you meet great friends on Fubar and you become like family,then you find out you just became a friends with a sour cherry pit!Fubar is all about fun it's a place to escape from reality!Then some one comes along and starts drama,and why?Because if they can't be happy they start drama for other peep's on Fubar!My oppinion is come on stop the the dam drama like Rodney King stated"Can't we all just get along" and because of his statement the koas stopped so lets do the same on fubar!It's all about fun and partining!
Life And Things Like That
November 2001 just a month after 9/11 while the nation was still in shock I was sitting on the back deck of my parents house with my father trying to absorb what he was saying to me while still in shock myself after learning in late September that the man I thought would never die was doing just that. He was diagnosed with stage 3/4 lung cancer and was given 3 months to live 6 if he was lucky with treatment.
My father being the way he was surprised me when he came to me and asked if I wanted him to have the treatment if I needed him to live longer he was worried about my feelings about everyone but himself. He was asking almost begging for my permission to die looking him in the eye I could see how weary he was. How old he looked at the young age of 56 as if he had lived two lifetimes and wasn't ready to live a third. I said to him almost without hesitation don't you for one second feel guilty about leaving me behind you raised me to be strong and that is what I will do I will be str
In life there are to thing you can count on. Death and Taxs. Why is that? What can you do to change the way our life is?! No one knows and that is good to me. I don't want to know whats going to happen before it does.I really don't think that anyone really does.So thats why life is so hard at time. You cant always know whats happening and is it gets f#$%ed up. Just remember one thing.
LIVE LIFE FOR LIFE!!!!!!!
The Life Of Liz
I work in a field where people die all the time. It is part of working with the elderly. They come to places like my work to live the rest of their life. To die comfortably and get the care they need....Today we lost a resident. She had dementia and was 84 years young. I remember going into her room and saying it was time for pills and being swore at one minute and smiled at the next. Funny how you take things for granted like being able to remember who is standing next to you in a childhood picture. But, as I was thinking about her and all the other people I have taken care of at the end of their lives I was taken back to 2 yrs ago when I first started my current job. I am going to enclose a newspaper article and then tell about how this man, Patrick, changed my life.
Nick Coleman: Monsignor was the face of God in war's inferno
With strength and grace, the Rev. Patrick Hessian walked easily where he was needed in the spiritual and military worlds.
By Nick Coleman, Star Tribune
You know I don't ask for much in this life.
I just wish for my kids to grow up happy and healthy and for a little happiness for myself.
Some mornings I wake up and am disappointed I woke up, thinking sweet death would be better then the depressed stupor I walk around in now.
I wish for it to all just end, by my own actions or the actions of someone with more knowledge or power then me.
I'm drowning in this ocean of saddness with no life boat in sight.
Taking my last breath as I slowly sink into the dark abyess finally free from the heartache I cause and suffer from.
Got this emailed to me from an old classmate from Bullitt Central High School. I was in 17 years, and saw alot while i was in and takes alot for me to get emotional. Cut and paste and send this to everyone you can and have the thanks of an old crippled soldier. God Bless and Merry Christmas.
A Different Christmas Poem
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light,
I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight.
My wife was asleep, her head on my chest,
My daughter beside me, angelic in rest.
Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white,
Transforming the yard to a winter delight.
The sparkling lights in the tree I believe,
Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve.
My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep,
Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep.
In perfect contentment, or so it would seem,
So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream.
The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near,
But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear.
What happens with the person I trust most..When absolute trust, is somewhat of a ghost?What happens when life falls down around you?And theres really nothing I can do...Sometimes I dont really even know what my words meanI seem to just get lost in the daily sceneWhat if everything I thought was realI can no longer even seem to feel?Right now im a complete messDay by day, i feel less and lessI dont even know what im doing anymore.I guess it true what they say, Lifes a whore.Everyone gets fucked in the end...I have so much hurt that I cant mend.At the moment I feel so lost in life..Im caught up in a cluster of strife.I feel like my soul is dyingMore than ever I find myself randomly crying.I know my hearts desire..But everything is burning in an endless fire.So where do things go from here?Im so caught up in an unknown fear.
Live life to the fullest! Otherwise u will miss things that truely matter in life.
Life Passing Me By
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Well I turned another day/yr older yesterday and I'm not very happy I want to be a free bird to do as I please like I used to when I was younger.
Each day that passes seems like I am more stuck and just slowly dieing in this mundan place.
I would like to meet some causual to hang out with that live in the lincoln area and if you like to party better yet
We convince ourselves that life will be better after we get married, have a baby, then another. Then we are frustrated that the kids aren't old enough and we'll be more content when they are. After that we're frustrated that we have teenagers to deal with. We will certainly be happy when they are out of that stage.
We tell ourselves that our life will be complete when our spouse gets his or her act together, when we get a nicer car, are able to go on a nice vacation, when we retire. The truth is, there's no better time to be happy than right now. If not now, when? Your life will always be filled with challenges.
It's best to admit this to yourself and decide to be happy anyway. One of my favorite quotes comes from Alfred D Souza. He said, "For a long time it had seemed to me that life was about to begin - real life. But there was always some obstacle in the way, something to be gotten through first, some unfinished business, time still to be served, a debt to be paid. Then life wou
hey everyone my life as of right now is ok my daughter is 13 months she will be 14 months on the 3rd. The father of my kid and i arent toghter anymore but tryen to start over as friends and all that other shit.
These are quotes that have meant alot to me . They make me think about the kind of person i want to be and the way to live everyday life and situations it may bring.
-Yes losing your hearts desire is tragic, but gaining your hearts desire? That's all you can hope for. This year i wished for love...to immerse myself in someone else and wake a heart long afraid to feel. My wish was granted.And if having that is tragic, then give me tragedy. Because i wouldn't give it back for the world.
Peyton Sawyer- One Tree Hill
-Some love stories are not epic novels, some are short stories but that doesnt make them any less filled with love.
Carrie Bradshaw- Sex and the City
- Truth is still absolute. Believe that Even when the truth is hard and cold, and more painful than you ever imagined. Even when the truth is more cruel than any lie.
Lucas Scott- One Tree Hill
- Because it is only when you are tested that you discover who u truly are. and it is only when you are tested that you discove
Well a lot has happened in such a short amount of time. I'm no longer with my husband but I am now with a very special man with the same background as me as far as relationships goes. I can honestly say that everything that happened happened for a reason and it just wasn't men to be with Chad. Travis only time will tell.. but so far I like where things are heading and how slow things are going. almost as if everything fits just right like it was meant to be. ATM just waiting for school to start up and get bk in the swing of things.... cant wait to get this two yrs over with and work on the next 4yr degree.... want something work hard for it!!!! She's making the move from pre-school to Kindergarten this year, she graduates on the 12th. I've made her a dress this year, she's going to re-use her regalia from last year with two new designs an eagle and talons already have the eagle on it just have to cut out some talons for the front, Jocelyn's sisters are going to be wearing similar dres
Life Or Something Like It
Okay, its been forever since I was on Fubar. I have 3 kids now. My daughter is 13, my oldest son is 4 and my youngest son is 6 months old. He was born on Halloween. I now work taking care of a paralized guy at night. The great thing about that is that I can take my baby with me. And I get plenty of time to do things like update my fubar! :) Scott and I are still engaged. Hoping to get married soon. Other than that..I am the same.
Do Woman Perfer....
A Man Who Has Children Or One With Out?
Older Or Younger?
Nice Guy or Bad Ass (/shady)?
With or With out Tattoos?
Anything Else You Can Think Of
Leave A Comment...
Lifehouse : If This Is Goodbye
And day lights, craving
Sunshine on this frozen heart
I am wishing you well
Wondering how you are
If you and I are going under
Maybe we can both recover
And find forgiveness for each other
Even if this is goodbye
And time heals
But these scars keep on tearing us apart
And sometimes ending is the only place to start
If you and I are going under
Maybe we can both recover
And find forgiveness for each other
Even if this is goodbye
If you and I are going under
Maybe we can both recover
And find forgiveness for each other
If what we had is really over
If fate is out there we discover
Let's find forgiveness for each other
Even if this is goodbye
(Second best song ever...
Just wish he could forgive me)
Life In General...boring To Most!
I've read that it feels like "butterflies" or "a fish swimming" or some other gay thing like that. In actuality, it feels like baby is pinching and poking my uterus from the inside and is getting stronger...started feeling this a month ago. Oh, there it goes again, lol. Baby is always more active at night...p'haps 'cause that's when I am movin' around...
I am going to be a mother. Never would have guessed it...and as cheesy as it sounds, I am going to have a baby made from love. I absolutely adore the father, and I couldn't imagine a better daddy for baby to be. Being so in love kinda hurts...
Wow, betcha can't tell I'm pregnant and full of hormones, eh? :p Kay, I'm done being cheesy... Got a text today from a friend I consider a brother...the text said "GOODBAR is dead" and that's it. My little group of friends...we are all fucked up. So, I wasn't sure if he was playing around or not, so I called him. He was crying...and that just isn't like him...AT ALL...for reasons onl
Its amazing how things can go up and down so much.... take for instance last year... things were crazy, our lives seem to have been spiriling out of control now here we are buying our first home.... Its wierd... but what gets me the most is no matter what we do to make sure that we have a "drama free zone " our ex's keep barging in and messing it up... grr.. it pisses me off to no end... but thats ok because what comes around goes around and from passed expierences Karma is a BI*CH.... they both will get what they deserve in the end... We just need to have faith... ( and a back up plan lol ).... anyway enough rambling just thought I would throw this out there....
Just feeling down on myself thinking i will always be alone they say theres always someone out there for someone but thats bullshit. just confirmed my ex gf was cheating on me it still kinda stings knowing i wasted all that time with her while she was spending her time and energy with someone else guess i wasnt good enough. i dont think anyone would be able to accept me or deal with the baggage i have but we will see i just wont hold my breath.Iam usally the one who likes the person more in the relationship it makes it harder when the other person doesnt feel that which is usally the case. i was looking at pictures of me and my ex last nite and it made me sad i know the realtionship was hell but there were times i was happy i just miss having someone to come home to and share my day with.Maybe someday i can find the happines i seek but with my luck with women lalty the outlook looks bleek..
Well its been about 2 years since I wrote someting, so here I go. This past year has been the wierdest of my life, my ex moved here to the beach and lives one floor above me, we split our daughter on a weekly basis which is good for our daughter, but the constant worry of her leaving weighs heavy on me, and leaves me constantly be on the defense, I became very sick earlier this year but am fairing well, getting stronger everyday to fight this thing called life. Life, what is it? We know we're born to die that is the only 2 things you are guaranteed, everything else is earned, wealth, love, children and success. If you are 1 of the lucky few who manage to find these 4 items and keep them you are truly blessed but remember in the blink of an eye it all can be gone. Take it from someone who knows, so what do you do, you pick your ass up and start over you may never be where you were, but the things you regain become treasures in your life keep them and admire them for they maybe gone too
hey hey look at me up on fubar ima figure out this shit works eventually!!! lmao!! fuck it!!
Life is what you make of it each day you are here on this earth....love is a precious gift never to be taken for granted....iI'm a lot!!!!!STRONGER from the way my life has turned....You can't break me ....and haterz make me stronger...Fool me once shame on you, but fool me twice shame on me....Lies lead to more lies and uglyness....There are much more important things to do in life than make a mess of it so make the most of it....when you find true pure love, give all of yourself and love without regards to opinions....Be yourself every step of the way and only good will come....And finally smile and let the happiness pour out....
It's kind of funnyWhen you think about itThe people that walk in your heartThe ones that stayThe ones that goSome encounters are so quickAnd others stay for awhileThe impact may be smallSo that you don't even notice a differenceBut others you can't forgetBecause they changed your direction on the roadThere's ones that you may welcomeAnd hope they make a homeThere's ones that make holesBut from that you learn and growFrom my life what I have gatheredIs there are two people I will knowOnes that stayAnd ones that goSo, my heart will remain openAnd what you choose is up to you
some of my few friends on here know, im not the same like i used to be i changed, this change will last forever just like all those other changes i made in my life before, for those who dont want nth to do with me cuz of it all i can say im sorry, to the rest who can live with it i can say i thank ya i will keep ya in mind and i will say hi from time to time, viva la changes more r to come always To live is to choose. But to choose well, you must know who you are and what you stand for, where you want to go and why you want to get there.All our lives are based on choices we make not the choices of others. When a GIRL is quiet ...
millions of things are running in her mind.When a GIRL is not arguing ... she is thinking deeply.When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions ... she is wondering how long you will be around.When a GIRL answers ' I'm fine ' after a few seconds ... she is not at all fine.When a GIRL stares at you she is wondering why you are lying.When a GIRL lays
What is it you want to do Greg? IDK? What makes you happy? hmmm. let me think cars, anime, porn, drinkin, smoking, listening to music, art in general, parties, watching movies, laughing at the poor souls who live inside society’s jail, causing drama, riding motorcycles, sex with 1 or more females at the sametime, videogames, I sometimes enjoy writing depends on the mood I’m in, standing out without standing out, I enjoy knowing the language of the body and how females operate I know what they crave I may have said to much What makes you angry? Dumbass people, slow drivers, people who think they are above me when in reality they are no different to everybody else, beign questioned, but I really dont give a fuck I roll wit it. Is the path you are on yours or did you let others influence your decisions? It’s the path I’m on now I took the wrong turn at the fork in the road. What do you plan to do about it? Well instead of back tracking to the fork in the road I will forge a new path one
A Life Lost
A year ago today the hopes and dreams of a father was crushed. The life of his child was extinguished. I am that father. The loss of my child, Vincent, has left a scar on my soul that will never go away, nor will the pain of that loss go away. The mother belonged to a highly christian family. That did not bother me, but because I am not a christian her family helped her loose the baby by getting her drugs, cigarettes, and alchahol and let her do these things in the house causing the death of my child just because it wouldnt be raised the way that they wanted it to be does bother me. There is a void in my hart that I cant fill and it grows a little bit every day. That void is bitterness, haterid, self-loathing,... negativeness in all its forms. There is an old indian story that says every person has two wolves within them. One of light(good), and one of dark(evil). These wolves are in a feirce battle. People ask which wolf wins? The answer is the one that you feed the most. Lately i fin
Right....first blog on FUBAR! WOOWOO hahaha. ok. To start off just (if you know me skip down to second paragraph) wanna give a lil back ground info for ya. My grandfather has altimers and cant really take care of himself. I do most everything for him and he does less and less of anything anymore. I look at him and ask him why he doesnt get up and do stuff anymore and he always makes up some exuse of being old(the doctors have done every test they can his BODY is perfictly fine). I asked him the other day if he would like to get up and go look at what our God has givin us to look at(or just nature not to offend anyone). He asked me what was the point. I said to go and live the life he has been givin by God and to see what beutey God has given us. He said God will talk to me when I die and tell me to stop bothering him.......
Fu's I dont get it. How someone can just lay down and kill themselves. Because that is exactly what he is doing. I die every time I go back there and talk to hi
You abandoned me on this cold, dark road.You left me all alone to solve this impossible code.In this endless storm of tackling winds, blinding lightning, roaring booms of thunder, and stinging rain.With me forever feeling this pain.You walked with me but left like the other.You abandoned me on this cold, dark road.You were with me for every twist and turn.Trust is a lie this all must learn.You said you would always help me.Trust comes with a hard fee.I trusted you then was abandoned too.Now that I look back that's nothing new.You abandoned me on this cold, dark road.Now I go every day all alone.Not a single thing I own.I couldn't take it I fell to my knees.Another one of lives cold hard fees.No more, that is the last time I will fall for this trick called trust.All will have good times as well as the bad times but all that is left for me is bad to be had.Besides the bad all i have left is this impossible code,because you abandoned me on this cold, dark road. I sit all alone in this roo
Life Is Precious
I love you so much. I really wish things didnt come to this. I want you to know that i love you with all my heart. You were the only one that was really there for me. You never gave up on me. You see the world as a beautiful place. You made me understand that life, is so very precious...It can be taken away from us at any moment, at any time. your life is in Gods hands now. Its up to you and him to decide your fate. Im prepared for whats to happen next. but i know that it would be selfish of me, to keep you for myself...if God in fact wants to take you to his kingdom. Atleast you wouldnt be in pain. I cant see my life with out you. Im an emotionally unstable person...you know this. Im the fire in your heart and you are the fire in mine. I love you so much, please dont give up the fight. You remain in my thoughts forever. Get well please.
Please watch over her in this time of need. Help her to make it through. Be by her side at all times. Hear my prayers...
Maya Angelou said this:"I've learned that no matter what happens, or how bad it seems today, life does go on, and it will be better tomorrow. "I've learned that you can tell a lot about a person by the way he/she handles these three things: a rainy day, lost luggage, and tangled Christmas tree lights."I've learned that regardless of your relationship with your parents, you'll miss them when they're gone from your life."I've learned that making a 'living' is not the same thing as 'making a life.'"I've learned that life sometimes gives you a second chance."I've learned that you shouldn't go through life with a catcher's mitt on both hands; you need to be able to throw some things back."I've learned that whenever I decide something with an open heart, I usually make the right decision."I've learned that even when I have pains, I don't have to be one."I've learned that every day you should reach out and touch someone. People love a warm hug, or just a friendly pat on the back."I've learned
ok so my life isnt going anywhere any more and i hate how i dont have anything to do anymore so ya here a list of y i hate my life
1:no friends to hang with in public
2nly a few friends online/out of state so not alot i can do with them
3:no job,car,own home,money
4:no gf been looking for almost 5 yrs nonstop in public and online no luck and im thinking of stoping cause no1 wants me or wants to try to go out i dont care if we not work out i just want to try and make work if anything
5:nothing to do all day but eat,sleep,iming,music
(this is wat i do all day every day of 24 hrs looks like this 5 hrs of sleep 7hrs online and a few hrs in all for eating,bathroom,watching tv so ya i dont do anything fun just basic stuff...)
7:fam thats not really fun or loving anymore
so im thinking of getting off this site and all sites im on cause im not getting friends i can hang with and also im not getting a gf so i may end this pf within 5 days and then all othe
I'll Get Over You.
It's taking the longest timebut my broken heart will healfor what I once had felt so deeplyis now, no longer real.
You played me like a foolbelieving all you saidwhen deep down all that you didwas hurt me more instead.
I'd like to really knowif seeing me cry that wayhad any effect on youon any given day?
I told you how much I loved youwith each and every dayyet all I meant to youwas someone with, to play.
I HAVE LOST EVER BIT OF RESPECT I EVER HAD FOR HIM TODAY...
HE YELLS AT ME BECAUSE HE HATES WHO HE IS...
DEEP DOWN I KNOW IT HAS NOTHING TO TO WITH ME...
BUT HE IS THE ONLY MAN IN MY WORLD THAT HAD ALL OF MY RESPECT...
THE ONLY ONE I COULD CALL IF I WAS IN TRUBLE....
I THOUGHT FOR 21 YEARS THAT HE WOULD ALWAYS HELP ME!!
I SEE TODAY THAT HE DOESNT EVEN COUNT ME AS BEING ANYTHING MORE TO HIM THEN A PERSON THAT JUST HAPPENS TO BE AT HIS FAMILY GET TOGETHERS...
NOT HIS FAMILY...
SURE AS HELL NOT HIS SISTER!!
THIS IS TO YOU MIKE MY ONLY BROTHER!!
GO TO HELL YOU FAT BASTERD!!
I HAVE NEVER LOST SO MUCH RESPECT FOR ONE MAN SO FAST!!
THE THE WOMAN YOU NEVER WANTED AS A SISTER!!
TONYA Baby, what are we becomingIt feels just like we're always runningRollin' through the motions every dayI could lean in to hold youOr act like I don't even know youSeems like you could care less either wayWhat happened to that girl I used to knowI just want us back to the way we were beforeChorus:Do I t
happens 99% of girls dont realize it 'til it is too late and that guy who did it is so frustrated that he has moved on to someone who will take notice.From a guys point of view:We don't care if you talk to other guys.We don't care if you're friends with other guys.But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off.It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there.We don't care if a guy calls you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned.Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't waittill the morning.Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it.Don't tell us we're wrong.We'll stop trying to convince you.The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence.Yeah, you can quote me.Don't be mad when we hold the door open. Take Advantage o
A REASON A SEASON OR A LIFET I M E
People come into your life for a reason, a season, or a lifetime. When you figure out which it is, you know exactly what to do.
When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed outwardly or inwardly. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally, or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend, and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrong doing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up or out and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled; their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and it is now time to move on.
When people come into
"life" By My Son
Life It Gets Harder As You Grow,
You'll Lose Friends, Family, And More Than You'll Ever Know.
Time Will Fly By And It'll Keep Getting Faster,
And In One Day, Turn From Perfect To A Complete Disaster.
Things Will Continue To Happen As Unexpected As The Rain,
And The Thing That Brings You Joy Will Be The Same Thing That Causes You Pain.
Your Children Will Advance From Crawling To Reading Books,
And Then Thier 18 Before You Can Take A Second Look.
The One You Use To Love Swore They'll Never Break Your Heart,
In The End Not Only Breaks It, But Tears It Apart.
But If It Wasn't For The Things That Make You Frown,
Then The Happiness Would Never Keep Your Feet On The Ground.
So Keep Life Precious For There Is No Second Ride,
So To Have A Good Life Or A Bad Life?
Well That's For You To Decide.
I HAVE COME TO THE END OF MY ROPE HERE... I HAVE GIVEN AND GIVEN AND GIVEN ON HERE AND I HAVE NEVER ASKED FOR ANYTHING IN RETURN.... ONCE IN A GREAT WHILE ILL SHOW UP IN YOUR SB ASKING TO
I find myself falling back into that horrible unyielding place of sorrow. i feel as if my so called wonderful life is actually my downfall. it is only societies view of me, only an impression of happiness and humbleness to which has to true meaning of who i really am. my real person lay deep within a consuming shell surrounded by a cloud of deception. that deception only to keep the real truth inside. the truth that keeps me who i am, keeps me sane and gets me through each day. to know my truth would be to know a dark seceret, a seceret so painful that it was ment for me and noone else.
So i drag this unrelenting sorrow through my daily up and downs of life. but i keep it locked away in the southern most abyss of my soul. where it will lie until it forces itself to the rippled surface of my dark ocean of emotions
http://fpdownload.macromedia.com/get/flashplayer/current/swflash.cab">http://www.adobe.com/go/getflashplayer"> Well just wanted to write a lil somethang bout my dad! So its goin on four yrs since hes been gone...Its a sad thing but i love him with all my heart hesmy best friend! Hes the sound of a harley far away and his spirit is with me everywhere i go! Along with my mom and step mom yall are missed terribly!
Having to get over something you never thought you would lose really blows.
Danny Girlhttp://b.pcc2.fubar.com/86/98/4938968/tn_2624814181.jpg">@ fubar why is it win you go to women's house at 2 aclock in the morning they allways asumma your wanting sex win all you want is to go out and have fun or stay in an talk
Now to start off saying,i'm a real man that aint on BS.Not a fake or phony guy.If i say something i'm going to do it.Women these day's i dont't know what happened to them,but they start being fake and dont do what they say.Now i dont know what makes you think that you can say things and not come correct,but you act all shitty and fake to me you will get the cold shoulder.Women say they are real,where the hell is the real women?Some of you want to know why you get cheated on and be treated like shit.This is why,us men will find out what kind of person you are.If not your nothing but a lying ass bitch.women ger your mind right,and you come at me with shit,you will get just that.If you have something to say to me,leave a message.If you have bs on your mind,get a life. Life is what you make it.You might be a bitch,you might be a whore.Me im a Saint and a demon.I'm not scared to be me,making people happy is what make it a bitch.This comes from living i will have more on life soon. Now what
What in life makes you truley happy from the hart.. What do u want or xpect in life... Is it a Given or a Blessing... Where do your loyaltys lie
SO YESTERDAY WAS MY NIECES 14 TH BIRTHDAY JUST SEEMS LIKE YESTERDAY I WAS HOLDING HER FOR THE FIRST TIME AND WATCHING HER GROW UP...IM 21 NOW WITH MY OWN LIL ONE...AND STROLLING DOWN MEMORY LANE HAS HIT ME HARD...MY SON IS 3 AND IT JUST SEEMS LIKE YESTERDAY THAT I WAS IN LABOR WITH HIM HE HAS GROWN UP SO FAST HE IS POTTY TRAINING AND TOLD ME TODAY THAT HE WAS NOT MOMMYS BABY ANYMORE HE WAS MY BIG BOY...THAT TOUCHED MY HEART IN MANY WAYS....JUST SEEMS LIKE YESTERDAY I WAS HOLD HIM FOR THE FIRST TIME CHANGING HIS FIRST DIAPPER AND BRINGIN HIM HOME.....I NEVER GUESS YOU REALLY SEE HOW FAST TIME FLYS TIL ITS BROUGHT TO YOUR ATTENTION...LIKE IN AUG IT WILL BE 3 YRS SINCE MY GRANDMA PASSED AND I NEVER KNEW HOW LONG IT HAD BEEN TIL THE OTHER DAY WHEN I WENT SEE HERS AND MY GRANDPAS GRAVE....LIFE HAS NOT BEEN SO EASY ON ME I HAVE BEEN THROUGH MANY CRUVE BALLS AND BATTLES BUT THOSE CRRUVE BALLS AND BATTLES HAVE MADE ME WHO I AM TODAY....IM BLUNT IM HONEST AND CARING BUT I DONT TAKE BULLSHIT OFF
Life In Canada
Perfect Bday this year..Thank you my love. Special Thanks to everyone that made it such a special day, esp Zach & Sally Luz you2. Mwahs. I just want to send a special ty out to my husband benoit seguin for the wonderful life you have given me..I am so grateful for you & the life here with you. I love you. Just wanted you to know how much I apprecate everyday with you. Mwahs & hugs.
Life After Debora Downey
Well I have to place this blog to have complete closure from this female player...
She is nothing that she claims to be, sadly while we were a "item" things didnt add up, you know sending RED flags...
So after awhile I finally gave into the fact that she is a player...
I didnt want to believe it, sadly for me I thought I was inlove with her...
That turned out to be more along the lines that I didnt want to fail at a relationship...
So feeling used I hired a private agency to collect information about her...
I had a name she gave me, when she came to visit me in California I looked at her name on her licence I.D. so I knew her name, knew what I believed to be her address...
So I hired this agency to do some digging....
Her name is as she claimed
She isnt a widower, infact her "friend" named "Scott" is infact her real life husband...
I recieved her SS#, His SS#, his place of business, her parents home address...
Life In A Dysfunctional Family
Ever realize that things in a special family never work like they do when the family is complete? Its strange everyday tasks are completly different than when everyone is present.. sometimes its so hard to raise yourself..
The Life And Times Of Athena Dylan
Aurora breathed deeply, focusing her mind on the task at hand. Eyes closed, she sat cross-legged on the mat in the dimly lit room. She cast her mind into the emptiness, searching for the presence she had felt only once before…
Little did she know that someone was watching.
Black eyes glinted in the dim light. She’s so close, so close to me…. I can almost touch her again… her long golden hair, her soft white skin… her pure soul of light… He had never felt this way about a mortal before. He knew it was not allowed, but what did he care? He was Belial, Prince of the Sons of Darkness, Lord of Trickery, the Angel of Lawlessness… to me, nothing should be forbidden, the creature reasoned. Especially something so beautiful, so pure. I deserve to experience something unsullied, he told himself. Light has been denied me for much too long.
Aurora sank deeply within her own spirit, using her power to draw the worlds of the seen and unseen
A Life Poem
Life can seem ungrateful and not always kind.Life can pull at your heartstrings and play with your mind...Life can be blissful and happy and free...Life can put beauty in the things that you see...Life can place challenges right at your feet...Life can make good of the hardships we meet...Life can overwhelm you and make your head spin...Life can reward those determined to win...Life can be hurtful and not always fair...Life can surround you with people who care...Life clearly does offer its Up and its Downs...Life's days can bring you both smiles and frowns...Life teaches us to take the good with the bad...Life is a mixture of happy and sad...So...Take the Life that you have and give it your best...Think positive, be happy let God do the rest...Take the challenges that life has laid at your feet...Take pride and be thankful for each one you meet...To yourself give forgiveness if you stumble and fall...Take each day that is dealt you and give it your all...Take the love that you're give
I don't know who will read this blog, or who even cares. But there are many things I am sorry for. Many things I am regretful for. And make things I wish I could change about me, because I have flaws.. and I do not know how to fix them.
To you.. the one whom offered me a 2nd life. I am sorry if you were betrayed by a person close to you, whom you trusted your secrets to.. but I wanted to tell you I was still there and tried not to cause you undue stress. I love you, your friendship, any wisdom you offered, and respect any decision you made. I may not know how to show it.. but I can not be more apologetic. I want to show you how I can make it all up to you, but I need you to truth me, and give me that chance to show you.
To you.. my love.. my Bruiser. You wouldn't ever know what you mean to me even if I told you. I am going to take things a bit slower so I do not run you off. I will always be true to you. Just keep the smilies rolling in! I care for you so much, I'd do anything
Life Is Good
so i think i finally found that special guy ive been searching for so long. i love how he makes me smile and laugh i love how sweet he is to me... yeah ive done some fucked up things to him but hes still givin me a chance :D im deffinately not fckin this one up hes a keeper.. i can honestly say i love hi with all my heart.. and i whouldent hae it anyother way.. net time i get a chance im gunna go c him and it will be great im looking so farward to it. i dont thin ive ever felt so happy with a man in my life.. grr everytime i talk to him i feel so loved :D
i love you abk
One fun thing about fubar is that you not only get to meet and learn about people,you also get a sense(over some time with them) of who they are. A profile tells alot about their likes and dislikes. There are somethings you might be interested to know about me. I was married at 16 for 38 years, then was widowed, from a car accident, if that haden't happen he was dieing from stomach cancer, he got from being in Nam. I lost the love of my life (soul mate ). I will never get that back, so moving on. I have four wonderful kids, two boys and two girls, five beautiful grand children. I have spent my life working, raising kids, being a care giver for family and friends. I've cooked for 35 years in restrants and (until the accident) four years at the biggest trout prossening plant in the country. In the mean time had a cattle ranch, that we had together. i had it all, then it was gone. Life hits you in the face! I'm strong and life goes on.....All time favorite songs... Alway and forever
I used to know what I wanted in life, I woke up one morning to my world crashing down on me, since then I can't seem to even find a peacful nights sleep..... I love him, he's my everything but I got his message loud and clear that his family wasn't worth it I guess he thinks playing people is a better life, I let him go and now he wants to work it out but I can't my heart is to far destroyed and hurt to even bother with it. My kids are more important now and all I'm doing is living by survival a second to second mode. I guess I have to kind of turn a little cold hearted and do whats best for me right? I don't know what to do any more if marriage is worth it or if being hurt is worth forgiving a millionth time!!!
I am so sick and tired of the drama of my life. My ex still wont take no for an answer. He is still trying to get me to come back to him. What part of NO doesnt some people understand. I am just so ready to go into hiding. I am tired of him blaming me for everything that has went wrong in his life in the last two weeks, then to have him turn around and then expect me to get back with him. I just dont understan it. He is not giving me time to get passed the fact that he ripped my heart out and shredded it. Why cant some people just understand that once trust is broken, it is almost impossible to restore. I dont want to go through that kind of pain with him again. I know that is what would happen. So, why would I put myself through that? I cant be with someone I dont tust and I dont trust him. Will probably never trust him again. Have you ever had a day when nothing seems to go right? I have had a couple of months like that. If I could, I would have stayed drunk the last 2 months. Maybe
The saying goes when one door closes another one opens. This Monday one chapter in my life is finally ending. My husband and I have been separated for nearly two years now and I've kinda gotten used to that fact. Never mind that I'm the one doing the filing its a mutual decision we made long ago and one I'm having a hard time coming to grips with. Neither of us wants to be married any longer so no clue why other than the fact that in just over a month would be our 31st anniversary. Such a long time over half my lifetime that he's been a part of my life. He's given me 3 wonderful children and we have 2 beautiful grandsons. We make such good friends too bad we couldn't make such good spouses. The only bright spot is that we remain in each other's lives and are here for our children. I've been told I will be meeting the man who will make me truly happy soon and its funny as much time as I spend on here I will be meeting him in person not online. I've known for over a year I will be meeti
At some point our life u almost just want wish the things away, its almost as if you are stuck in a whirl wind and your never going to get out. at some point in your life you wounderful if it'll get any better but then you relize that you made that thought at 23 and your almost 35 12 years later and your still stuck in that whirl wind,
Sometimes i sit back and kinda enve people. only because i wish i could have what they have or seen what they've seen, or even been where they've been, hell look at the multi-millionare's out there. they make alot of money but yet they are bitching because they might have to paly more on taxes.. well hello share the wealth, i mean yea they might work for thier money but we work just as hard to give them the money right? payin for concerts and movie tickets and all that crap...dont u think we dereve alittle in return.. u dont mind givin to chirty but onces your told you have to give some back now you want to bitch lol kinda double stander isn't it??
Before our lives divide for ever, While time is with us and hands are free,(Time, swift to fasten and swift to sever Hand from hand, as we stand by the sea)I will say no word that a man might sayWhose whole life's love goes down in a day;For this could never have been; and never, Though the gods and the years relent, shall be.Is it worth a tear, is it worth an hour, To think of things that are well outworn?Of fruitless husk and fugitive flower, The dream foregone and the deed forborne?Though joy be done with and grief be vain,Time shall not sever us wholly in twain;Earth is not spoilt for a single shower; But the rain has ruined the ungrown corn.It will grow not again, this fruit of my heart, Smitten with sunbeams, ruined with rain.The singing seasons divide and depart, Winter and summer depart in twain.It will grow not again, it is ruined at root,The bloodlike blossom, the dull red fruit;Though the heart yet sickens, the lips yet smart, With sullen savour of
I've done a bad thing. . .
I've made my Master feel as if I am ashamed of him. I want him and the world to know that I am not.
I have been reluctant to discuss my Master with the ladies that I work with, both because I doubt that they would understand the unique situation of my chosen lifestyle and because my ex just recently left me and I have been afraid of what they would say about the swiftness with which I have bonded with my Master.
In short I have lied about my Master, my lover, my friend, and my fiance.
I am so sorry my love. I feel terrible about hiding you. It is something I never should have done. Please forgive me, Love.
I will wear my collar without deciet and always take pride in what I am and what you make of me.
I love you, my one and only, my darling, my Master, and my lover. Why does it hurt so bad when family turns on you? Without talking to you. Without coming to you and even asking if what they heard about you is true? Friends are one thing. Many come and go
I'm in need for a taste of something sweet Yes something wet and juicy like the orange I'll eate Something I can run my fingers through and taste the aroma The type that has smell to wake a man from a coma Lay me down on the bed and sit on your throne Let my thounge do the work making you moan All i wanna do is use my toungue to scrub your walls Everytime I tell you that your clit give me cat calls I BEEN ON SO MANY SITE I SEE MORE HALF NEAKED WOMEN ON THES SITE , ITS OK BUT DON'T GO WITH THAT FAKE ROLE LIKE YOU ALL THAT THEN SAY IT ALL BELONG TO SOMEONE.....BECOUSE IF IT LIKE THAT THEN WHY ARE YOU FAKE FLIRT & SHOWING HIS GOOD TO THE WORLD? I THINK SOMTHING WRONG AT HOME ,LETS BE REAL THERS A LOT OF EYES ON HEAR& IF YOUR HALF IS OK ABOUT YOUR PAGE PUT THIM ON YOUR PAGE UNLESS HE OR SHE HAVE SECRET THAT YOU DONT KNOW ABOUT.
Life Is Like A Box Of Chocolets
OK EVERY ONE YOU TEL ME WHAT YOU THINK AND PLEAS BE HONEST AND DETAIL ABOUT YOUR ANSERS..
do you beave that it is the same thing to be engaded or morried on fubar as it is in realy life... does a fu relashipon mean the same to you as one in rela life .... tell me what you thing and why .... this should be a good blog should get alot of diffrent openins wouldloe to know what you all think life is like a big box of chogolets you never know what you are going to et each peace is something new and you never kow what you are going to get unless you try it.. never say no till you tryd something new no matter what come up. just like when you are meeting some one new never say no to them till you get a chjance to know them and sometimes it better to just take a chance and see what happens becease you might meet some one you like and something might jusst ceom of it then if nothing eals you at least made a good friend from it so my sugesten is take a cahnce and see what comes of it you kn
Well I am not the best looking person. But I always wonder if there is someone out there for me. Yes I am gay. When it comes to gay men they want sex and only sex. What happen to the ones that want to have a relationship are they still out there? Granted sex is good but its not all that in a relationship. I look what in the inside of a person ie there heart and other things. One day it will happen.
Life Is To Short
Don't hold grudges against people. All it will do is eat you up inside. Live life like it's your last day on Earth. Almost a year ago I lost my very best friend on the face of this earth. R.I.P. Heather. I will always love you and will never forget you! I think it was the hardest day of my life. I shut out the one person that wanted to be there for me. Frank if you ever read this, I am very sorry for shutting the door on you.
Appearantly annapolis dates back to the late 1700s. Holy crap. The ice cream in the annapolis ice cream shop is made on site and is very good.
Today I had to take the day off to deal with replacing my bb. For some reason, three of the most important keys were screwed and print two letters.
Isn't Bungee Jumping just Attempted Suicide
without the Final Commitment? " When Life gives you a Shit sandwich...
Ask for the ketchup,
So you can at least enjoy it!!!"
Life As A Whole
Life as a whole
My life is great as it is.Even thought I know it is his.I live my life day by day.Letting the Lord have his may.He will bring me what I wantWhether good or bad.He has taken my dadBut he gets what he wants.My life will goWhenever he wants it you know.Hopefully not soonBecause I still have to come out of my cocoon.
Life's Unexpected Changes
Life changes when you least expect it. Not sure why or how it just does, and sometimes it's a good thing and sometimes it's a bad thing. Either way we as humans always find a way to handle the unexpected.
Somethings in my own life has taken a mental toll on me. Without going into details that past two and half years have really drained me mentally. For those that know me, knows exactly what i am talking about here. So in reality i feel that life has taken me to a place where things are kind of shattered. meaning that i don't know when i'll stop hurting inside from all the Life's unexpected tragedies that got me here.
To top it all off not only have i not had anyone in my life for the past seven years. But now all of a sudden i have not One but Four that think i am the one for them. But only one of them well maybe two of them has made a move to find out if what they are feeling for me is GENUINE. NOW WTF, when is my life going to be complete again hum hum hum!!!!!
I am 38 years old and have lived my life learning lessons..most of the time the hard way. I am single...never married and no children. I think about things like--my mom is getting older and really wants me to find the right woman to marry and give her a grandchild or two. My grandparents are very old and nearing the end of their days and I would want for them to see me married...happy and with children....but I fear I have waited too long to think on these things.
My fear is finding a lady I think is the right one...only to get married and have it end in divorce with kids torn between us. This was my upbringing and it was rough on us kids. I never want this to happen to my kids or anyone else's kids.
It's like I am on a time countdown in life to find my soul mate and create a happy loving family. This really sounds good to me but my biggest issue is-------HOW DO YOU KNOW IF YOU ARE WITH THE RIGHT ONE? Maybe it will seem like your with the right one and all of a sudden she decides she
I thought I'd been through a lot of shit with my friends, but nothing the likes of this. Those of you who read this should know that my bff Zoey is writing this blog on my behalf. I asked her to. There are two pics in my pictures of my exroommate Ben, who our family invited into our home and our trusted family circle. I will never know why but one night he just decided to take our lives and rip us apart with ONE phone call.
You see, Ben wasn't man enough to fight his own fight maturely. Zoey was talking to Ben calmly about a matter and Ben lunged at Zoey. I thought he might try to hurt her, so I defended her. She broke it up before any kind of a fight broke out, but Ben decided he would do everything he could to hurt us. He called the cops on me and had me arrested, and I have been in jail for almost 5 weeks now.
People....be careful about who you allow into your haven from the world....your home. You can think you know someone, but they can turn on you in an instant.
Life is funny. Life is tragic. How we perceive Life, determines our take on it... There is no set standard, no "right or wrong", beyond our own perspectives... Many things influence our Lives, dictate to us who and what we are to become, but in the end it is how we choose to act/react that determines our own success and/or failure, and our perceptions that define such things. A loss to one man, could be a gain to another. Never judge another for their perspective, consider them for who and what they are, and decide how best to respond from there... not everyone is meant to be a friend, but, really, how many of us truly act like and/or treat others like friends? To be a TRUE friend, and/or to be TRUE to another, we must first understand the meaning of the word LOVE, and sadly, not many do. Were you aware, that before it became "Love", it was "Charity"? Consider the consequences of that ONE word/understanding/meaning being changed...
Still think you know what's real, and wha
"To laugh often and much; To win the respect of intelligent people and the affection of children; To earn the appreciation of honest critics and to endure the betrayal of false friends; To appreciate beauty; To find the best in others; To leave the world a bit better whether by a healthy child, a garden patch or a redeemed social condition; To know even one life has breathed easier because you have lived. This is to have succeeded. "
As a parent, we are looked to as out childs own personal superhero. We are supposed to protect them from from the monsters under the bed and in the closet. We are supposed to kiss them and love on them when they get sick and get hurt. They look to us to do anything and everything, BUT what happens when the time comes and we cant protect them? What happens when they hurt and we cant put a band-aid on the hurt and kiss it away? What happens when we cant give them meds to take away the sickness and make them better?
As many of you know, I am faced with this right now. My oldest is sick and I, myself, and the doctors are ding everything we can. He is going frm test to test. Everyday he looks at me with the "Mommy, make me better look" and I'm hopeless. I cant kiss his pain away or put a band-aid on it and tell him all better. I cant give him meds and make the sickness away. Honestly, I am scared when he has to go in for a different test. I am scared for what I will be told and how I will
Life & Living
For some of us Fubar can or has become an addiction, I'm one of those. Don't work as much as I should. don't spend the time I need with my friends, Fubar taking over my Life.
I met someone on here I liked, but with both of us on Fubar it can't work. I'm a possesive, jealous Scoprio, I can't handle bimbos hitting on what's mine all day long. Best to walk away and time to find someone in real life :-)
I've done a lot of thinking last night, I've met some great people on here that I love talking to, however that doesn't keep me warm at night.
I need to take some time out and spend time in the real world, both for work, family & friends. No, I'm not leaving Fubar, however I need to seriously cut down time spend on here!
Some of you know I was on layoff and had the time to waste, however I've found a new job over a month ago and now that I past my state exams and started working I need to spend more time earning my keep!
I'm a spoiled bitch, I like my new house, want a new car and love
This explains why I forward jokes.A man and his dog were walking along a road.The man was enjoying the scenery, when it suddenly occurred to him that he was dead.He remembered dying, and that the dog walking beside him had been dead for years.He wondered where the road was leading them.After a while, they came to a high, white stone wall along one side of the road.It looked like fine marble..At the top of a long hill, it was broken by a tall arch that glowed in the sunlight.When he was standing before it, he saw a magnificent gate in the arch that looked like mother-of-pearl, and the street that led to the gate looked like pure gold.He and the dog walked toward the gate, and as he got closer, he saw a man at a desk to one side.
sometimes i feel as though this life of mine is one hott mess and one huge mistakes, but btwn the heart breaks, the anger and sadness at the time it was exactly what i wanted. i wouldn't change any of it b/c i am who i am today b/c of it all.
so thanks to all the bitches that were my friends that stabbed me in the back to get what they wanted that turned to shit anyways, all those pricks who broke my heart, used me for one and one thing only - lied to my face telling me they loved me and left me standing on the side of the road crying and pregnant, and every single fucking jackasses that kicked me when i was down, told me i couldn't do it and tried to keep me down, along the way. if it wasn't for you i wouldn't be the woman i am proud to be today.
so fuck every single one of you because i am unstoppable, i may take one step forward, two steps back but i ALWAYS come out on top no matter what. oh and remember what goes around comes around and karma is a bigger bitch than i'll ever
i am just a average guy trying to get ahead in life.come on in and say what you want and leave some clever comments.
Ok we all know that life can be great and that life can be shit. I have to admit right now my life is about as bad as it can get i seem to annoy people that i care about without even trying to, I find it hard to let people get close to me and i put a front on acting as if im happy and jokey when im not really.
What i was going to say in this is that no matter how hard life seams there must be something that can be done to change it and make it better, but no matter what im doing or thinking i struggle to understand why it seams everyone else is having fun and enjoying there life more than me.
Yes i have had problems in the past with people passing away and other things happening but why does it seem i cant move on... I try and be happy and to make others happy but for some reason it dosent work. If you have got any ideas that may help me feel free to comment and let me knwo your thoughts.
I am not saying my life isnt worth living i have been there before and i never want to go there
WOULD EVERY ONE PLZ STOP FOR A MINUTE AND SAY A PRAYER FOR MY
FATHER IN LAW HE SEEMS TO BE SUFFERING FROM THE FIRST OR
SECOND STAGES OF ALZHEIMERS AND LEFT HOME 2-3 DAYS AGO AND
WAS FOUND LATER AFTER FILING A MISSING PERSONS REPORT HE HAD
BEEN IN A BAD ACCIDENT HE WAS FLIGHT LIFTED TO A HOSPITAL IN
WISCONSIN HE LIVES IN MICHIGAN NOT EXACTLY SURE WHERE IT TOOK
PLACE HE HAD BEEN DRIVING FROM STATE TO STATE IN CIRCLES TILL HE
LOSS CONTROL OF HIS WIFES CADILLAC AND WENT AIR BORN WHEN
HITTING EXPRESSWAY EMBANKMENT AND THE CAR FLIPPING REPEATEDLY
BUT HE WILL BE HOME SOON HE IS IN HIS 70'S AND HE HAS SUFFERED
PUNTURED LUNGS BROKEN RIBS AND OTHER VARIOUS INJURYS PLZZ
KEEP HIM IN YOUR THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS THANKS SO MUCH
GOD PLZZ STAY BY HIS SIDE RIGHT NOW
WE LOVE YOU STAN PHENOMENAL WOMAN
PRETTY WOMAN WONDER WHERE MY SECRET LIES;
I'M NOT CUTE OR BUILT TO SUIT A MODEL'S
Life And All The Crap In It
Ok, I've been sitting here for nearly a year without a job. A real job, one that pays and is constant. Ok some of you might think what the hell for. Well lets look at it this way, staffing agencies are not jobs! They don't give you a stable history that a person needs. That's all there is in this area, I've been told "oh move to a bigger area" well that would be nice, but you have to have MONEY in order to do that, and without a job you don't have money!
Right now I'm trying to find a way to get back into college to get my Master's Degree. When I went to get my Bachelor's I was working a 30hr awk job, being a single parent, and taking care of a parent that later passed away, this resulted in a bad gpa. That isn't good when trying to get back into college. Without a job you can't pay the bills let alone the student loans that piled up. This is frustrating as hell!
In the area I live in, there's really no jobs. Burger King only wants high school kids, and I'm old enough that most emplo
We should have quit back when we learned this wasn't everything, that it all fades. but we never learned how not to care. somehow, it still fades. these are the days that should have killed me...getting to comfortable with pain. going nowhere in the name of hope, growing into broken bones. the fractures have all healed, and i forget that they were there. 'sometimes' becomes every time. just wait, it will be any time. and you'll forget where you come from, if you can say it to yourself for long enough. but you're not going anywhere. 'long enough' becomes your life...forgot how you got there. we aren't letting go. we aren't letting go. this is letting go. and i'll forget where i come from. said it to myself for long enough. i can't go anywhere from here. been living 'long enough' to know that it's been long enough. i'm letting go Severed heads dont roll quite as well as expected a perfect body bag prom queen waiting for her close up like a declawed pussy cat bleeding on
Life On The Edge
doesn't life get crazy. and yet you have no control though you think you do. LIFE ON THE EDGE sometimes feels it's the only way to get by. suppress the business with rebellion. it's not right. sometimes i just want to get crazy with a hot girl who wants to get crazy back. but does that make things better? i feel like i'm livin on a JAGGEDEDGE!
Tomorrow, I call the recruiter to enlist in the Air Force. Then, I go to boot camp after the MEPS processing. After that, probably going to volunteer to deploy the first chance I get. Woo.
Life ......i Think
so we all go down this dark allyway called life filled with dumpsters hobos and hookers wondering what kind of light will be waiting for us at the end but all we do is crunch the broken glass that is shattered like our hopes and dreams or we see if we can haggle the toothless hooker to our left into sucking 10 minuets of synthetic pleasure from our viagra induced ressurections of youth gone and past but still we trudge on barely able to make out the rats at our feet pretending that they like our fears in life arent really there wanderding from dumpster to dumpster looking for a answer to it all like a bum looks for somebodys leftover takeout that might still be warm when will we ever learn that every corner we turn hoping for a exit just takes us to the next ally over
Drinking alcohol is for losers.
Join your local A.A. and be somebody important. Gotta get another year older, atleast I'm not in debt.
Today...i had the biggest wakeup call of my life..I honestly didnt realize how much i took life forgranted until this happened.We had went to my aunts..my sister was fine,happy,jolly....and within a split second she had blacked out and fell in the floor,non-responsive...we had to call the ambulance out....i watched them put my baby sister on the stretcher & put her in the back of the ambulance.All i could do was pray to god that nothing would happen to her.I prayed & prayed & prayed...all that could come to my head was how much i had taken her forgranted & thought she would always be there..We got to the e.r. and waited & waited & yes waited some more....then by the grace of god my sister was alright.I could've cried a thousand rivers i was so happy.I hugged her & didnt want to let her go.So..ive been sittin here thinking of how much i really have taken forgranted,how many ppl ive took forgranted.thinking they would always be around.I realize how selfish i have been towards other ppl.A
The above button will take you to my wish list.Below u will find the button for my 4 year old son's wish list. I am not asking for a hand out just looking for a caring soul to help out if they can. Christmas is coming up also we have school starting soon so I will be putting clothes for my son for school on there soon. It is amazon so it is fairly cheap.Please help if you can. If you do not want to buy anything but want to make a donation I have a paypal account.I also have my own website to sell the hair falls I make. If interested in buying some please feel free by going to my site.www.wix.com/SweetZFallZ/SwEEtZ-FallZThank you for taking the time to read this.
Life In General
tuedsday my husband hears our 4yr old running in the house. we tell him many times not to run because he can hurt himself or break something. he wakes up and spanks him. that night him and my mom begin to argue because the spanking left a bruise. argueing (sp??) about how the cops can be called out and other shit like that. on wednesday, mom arrives home from work 4hrs before her actual time, packs a laundry basket full of my son's clothes, a grocery bag full of toys and tells me she is taking him somewhere safe. i'm shocked and asking where but she never tells me but says that i can call her if i need protection. on thursday, i still do not have a responce to the whereabouts of my son....MY SON!!!! my hubby is threatening to call the cops on a kidnapping charge.what is this world coming to when a parent is UNABLE to punish a child???hell, back in the day, i got my ass beat the fuck down with a belt, switch, orange extention cord, wooden paddle or whatever the hell my parents could get
Life Changing Experience
Tonight my husband, kids and I had plans to go to the fair and watch the demolition derby. We got there to find out it was way more expensive than we had thought but had already promised the kids so we paid the $48 and went in. It was supposed to start at 7 so when we got there at 6:57 the seats were pretty full. We went down almost as far as we could and found some ok seats. We watched the first heat, nothing special about that. The second heat a girl got flipped and they turned back over and she went on. Now the 3rd is where something happened that I will never ever forget. It was a heat with minivans and they were just going crazy. All of a sudden I see this guy back up as fast as he could attempting to hit another and the other guy moved. But instead of not hitting anything this guy hit a flag man. The flag man flew up in the air and landed like a rag doll. I'm so thankful that my kids didn't actually see it, they just saw the comotion afterwards. I saw the fireman run to his aide
Life In General...
So this is the last week of summer courses for school, I am going for Office Technology Assistant, or an educated secretary. Eventually I am going to get my M.B.A. but that will take awhile. So I have never really done this blogging thing before but I thought maybe I would start. School is great I never used to like school but I think that now that I chose this path it is much more appealing to me. So anyways I just took my final exam for Analytical Writing I am hoping I do well I have a B in that class now so a perfect score on that will bump me to an "A" here is hoping wish me luck!
I'm happy to announce that my book is now available for sale!!
Life And Pain
Hi my name is tom, I am the father of three girls and one son, I lost my oldest in a drowning accident back in 1995. My 14 year old daughter lives with her mother, my first wife. I am raising my 7 year old daughter and 3 year old son on my own. There mother was very violent towards me and then turned towards the kids. She was very mentally abrusive to my little girl. She would yell at her all the time and be very mean towards her. I had to see mher in a hospital 8 months ago for mental problems at 6 years old. And about 2 months later i find out she was giving her pills that was mine that could of killed my little girl. I was shocked and very hurt and very upset. I then had to protect them. I got my kids and i moved back to ohio and had to get a protective order against my soon to be ex. I had to protect my kids.
You can hurt me. but not my kids. They are my world. you do not hurt them. i know i cant change the hurt htat they suffered but i can make there future
Life On Mars?
I dont normally do blogs, but im changing my page and ive recieved so many comments on my very real drunken posting im going to save it in a blog.
Im an asshole, don't think otherwise. Why am I an asshole, because I joined the United States Army. And that apparently gave girls the universal right to treat guys like shit and consider them just another booty call regardless of whether or not they actually have feelings. Which we must not because we are fucking soldiers right?! Just mindless fucking drones put on this planet to appease the fucking man. I was born with an IQ of 80 and with the tenacity of a dung beetle. So here I am, hot off the press. My only request is to give me an incurable disease or hit me with a really big car, so I can die as soon as possible. Because apparently certain people in America think it's better for soldiers to die rather than live, or at least they say so when they picket soldier's funerals. Or so they say so when they sue soldier's families be
well im a recently separated father of two and soon to be a divorcee as well not too thrilled about that for i still love my wife but she dont feel the same. well i love sports in genral mostly watching them these days i was hurt and havent found the motivation to pick up the time to get active in basketball again. im a hard working guy i am a frieght mover in a warehouse drive a forklift as well as handle the shipments by hand. i miss the family life alot but i do enjoy the stress free end of being single. not much for jokes these days due to the change of my future but for those who wait all good things come . so i hope it will happen for me as well as anyone else who has waited. im not one to hate on other people for there sucess in life but more in aww to there rise of it. i just hope i can too jump up there and join there ranks again. well my kids are young i have a 3 yr old and a 2 yr old both boys that i do love with all my heart and would do anything for them. i guess thats al
Life And Etc Etc
ok since my shoutbox has been blowing up and everyone wants family add this is what the rules are . If I want to add you ...I will. Since it is almost Xmas I am gonna offer this 1 time and 1 time only. If you want in my family you can email me an offer. I will take the best and most sincere offer in my email ONLY. Dont shoutbox me or leave it here. I may retract the offer if I change my mind and if I do so I will not accept your gift or whatever. I am not like these other girls who beg and ask for anything but if the offer makes me smile then you might just be part of my special friends. If you look I think I only have 3 in my family now and thats because I felt they were special enough to be there... these are my rules and I will not change for anyone.
Life In The Fast Lane
yes it is true, life is a highway. to be more specific its a one way highway with two lanes a fast lane and a slow lane. which is better the fast lane or the slow lane?
up until this past year ive been living my life in the fast lane. let me tell you when your in the fast lane theres so many things you dont see. i didnt realize how much stuff i passed up. so many chances to be happy but now its to late, because its a one way highway there is no turning back. living life in the fast lane may be fun but your passing up all the good things in life.if you slow down and take your time you will notice all the things youve been mmissing. word of advice slow down while your still young. i wish i would have. so you ask me which is better the fast lane or the slow lane? i would have to say the slow lane from experiance cause you never know what you have untill you pass it upif your in the fast lane its going to take longer for it to catch up to you. while if your in the slow lane you can deal w
Another feeling in the gut,
This one pierces right threw my heart.
The pain is unbearable.
I feel as if I could die.
Please God make it stop.
Please God make him see.
Why Lord isn’t he happy with me?
What more must I do to save us?
How many more time must my heart break?
Marriage is a sacred thing.
What ever happen to death do us part?
I lift you name on high my Lord!
I praise you with all I have left!
I will abide in you shadow.
Lord help me please!
Be my strength in my time of need.
Open up my husband heart.
Free him of the hold that Satan has.
Release him O’Lord.
I pray to you my father in Heaven.
If anyone can help me,
I know it is YOU.
I put all my faith, love and trust into you lord.
I will do as you call me to.
I ask of you lord please save this marriage.
I love him unconditionally!
And forgive him for anything he’s done to me,
And anything he may do to me.
Just as you forgave me father,
I forgive him.
Thank you Lord for all t
my mother and I found out this evening that my brother has to have a pacemaker put in first thing in the morning (8-6-09). the stress of battling his mental illness has ruined my brother's heart. over the past months my brother had been complaining of extreme fatigue. we assumed it was a side effect of his depression. not so. my brother's heart has been failing him for at least a year now.this is excruciating news for our family. yes, the process of getting a pacemaker is done frequently...its a very routing procedure. but just because something is routine doesn't make it any less dangerous. my brother is only 35...younger than i am by a year and a half.the doctors told my brother that he WILL die if he doesn't have the pacemaker put in.my brother doesn't want the pacemaker. he understands fully what that means. he told me he's tired of this world. i didn't know what to say to him other than i love him and that i will be there in the morning for his surgery.
well life brings us through all kinds of trials,we all lived a past and some times we dont make good decisions,although some people come to a reality and change there old ways to rebuild themselves to a better person....... And others stay dorment..........Life!
Life In General
why is it ok for a lady to say hay guys come check out my nude photo's?but if a guy ask that it is taboo!think about it this is an adult site right?machmaking,nudity,vulgar language.it is called a game site for adults to have fun!also I have noticed more women wanting women on here or alot of bi's&also alot of guy's going around with thier gender as female!was just wondering.THIS POST IS NOT INTENDED TO UPSET OR HARM NO ONE!!!just small talk....thanks well its like this I am not the kind of guy who ask wanna chat unless u wanna. or say hay can I see ur nsfw photos unless u ask me,or ask hay u wanna web cam...most of all I dont cybersex,so ladies if ur feelin alittle miss treated sometimes. u know were 2 come 4 some of that little respect we all need from time 2 time,thank u peace out
Orville Smith, a store manager for Best Buy in Augusta, Georgia, told police he observed a male customer, later identified as Tyrone Jackson of Augusta, on surveillance cameras putting a laptop computer under his jacket... When confronted the man became irate, knocked down an employee, drew a knife and ran for the door. Outside on the sidewalk were four Marines collecting toys for the "Toys for Tots" program. Smith said the Marines stopped the man, but he stabbed one of the Marines, Cpl. Phillip Duggan, in the back; the injury did not appear to be severe. After Police and an ambulance arrived at the scene Cpl. Duggan was transported for treatment. The subject was also transported to the local hospital with two broken arms, a broken ankle, a broken leg, several missing teeth, possible broken ribs, multiple contusions, assorted lacerations, a broken nose and a broken jaw...injuries he sustained when he slipped and fell off of the curb after stabbing the Marine. Now that was a well w
Lifes Little Lessons
We waste time looking for the perfect lover, instead of creating the perfect love.
When we're incomplete, we're always searching for somebody to complete us. When, after a few years or a few months of a relationship, we find that we're still unfulfilled, we blame our partners and take up with somebody more promising. This can go on and on--series polygamy--until we admit that while a partner can add sweet dimensions to our lives, we, each of us, are responsible for our own fulfillment. Nobody else can provide it for us, and to believe otherwise is to delude ourselves dangerously and to program for eventual failure every relationship we enter.”
Our Similarities bring us to a common ground; Our Differences allow us to be fascinated by each other. We're our own dragons as well as our own heroes, and we have to rescue ourselves from ourselves.” Love is the ultimate outlaw. It just won't adhere to any rules. The most any of us can do is to sign on as its acc
Well here it goes after four years of adultry, jackass's, lawyers, cops, and a divorce I have learned this.
God does fail;
Evil does win;
Happly ever after is for fairy tales;
Women are just as big of cheaters and liars as men can be;
Love is overrated;
Never Ever trust the ball coach;
Lifes Lil Instuctions - Collected Works From Some Of My Favorite Authors As Well As A Lil Zenarchist Ranting
"I have come to tell you that you are free. Many ages ago, My consciousness left humanity, that they might
develop themselves. I return to find this development approaching completion, but hindered by fear and by
misunderstanding. You have built for yourselves psychic suits of armor, and clad in them, your vision is
restricted, your movements are clumsy and painful, your skin is bruised, and your spirit is broiled in the sun. I
am chaos. I am the substance from which your artists and scientists build rhythms. I am the spirit with which
your children and clowns laugh in happy anarchy. I am chaos. I am alive, and I tell you that you are free. "
IMPORTANT RELIGIOUS SURVEY
1. How did you find out about your deity?
__ Newspaper __ Holy Book __ Television
__ Divine Inspiration __ My Mama Done Tol' Me
__ Near Death Experience __ NPR __ Tabloid
__ Mail Order __ Burning Shrubbery
__ Other (specify): _____________
2. Which model deity did you acquire?
__ Eris __ Bob __ Co
OK well let's see I was raised by my grandparents so I am very closeI to them. We have already gone through one horrible dragon with my grandmother (breast cancer) luckily she is a fighter and beat it. Now my grandpa has been diagnosed with cancer in his throat and we just got the news that he will be needing radiation and chemo. Which I know is good cause he too is a strong fighter, but we go next week so they can do a test to see if the cancer has spread. If things were bad enough for him, last week when he went for his catscan on his neck they ended up finding much much more. They found that he was bleeding from his brain. They said it is old so there was no need for action. I am writing this to ask all my friends in FULAND for their prayers!! We have been through so much all this happened in but 1 fckn year!! I am just sooo exhausted from worrying that I can't sleep very well anymore. Well my friends please pray for my grandfather if you have a chance... xoxoxo Laura ~aka~ MSMYSTI
Life On Fubar.
Hi there Friends been a long while sence my last blog, I have enjoyed my time on here been a blast of late I have been realy busy with work and also being a gym trainer now, I have made alot of great friends on here even some of them are pretty close with me even to have my cell at 1 time.
I have made some new friends ok late but also for some reason alot of people have not read my profile just want to add me or rate my pics then try and add me but once they have out what kind of pets I have besides my ferrets then I get some pretty crazy comments like, Ewwww snakes your gross, why not a dog or cat? my answer well because I am gone alot at work so why have a pet I have to spend alot of time with?? plus why have a dog I can't control and or will bite a kid or even a woman maybe all my snakes are tame an d great with kids the kids at bmx races and car shows love the snakes and that is why I got the nickname snakeman.
I am single because of my pet snakes I am cool with it been single n
This is an ultimatum to my old life. To a life that, while it was okay, sorely lacked drive, ambition, and change.The catalyst of this change wasn't one I wanted. Sudden realizations and an almost desperate bid to just maintain a status quo. But through inspirations from several quarters, it turned into... Something odd.I'm now settled (sort of) into a new place. It's about a half hour southwest of where I was before. Can't say I'm square between Sac and San Fran anymore, but, from what I understand, the neighborhood and surrounding areas are much MUCH better.I don't have much in the way of privacy, seeing there's 2 other folks under this roof, and another one (a curious youngster that likes me for some reason) that's here half the time.I currently lack my own computer, due to lack of room to set up. I once again find myself crashing in someone's living room, with really no space to call my own.But, by no means am I bitching about my situation, which could Always be worse. I've moved u
Life As According To Al
Myself, as to me from a child, was very much the fighter,,and do as I pleased,,But at a younger age I knew little.
I at age 10 was abused by my 4rth grade teacher.
Didn't know right from wrong back then as now parents are well taught than they were back then...Once there was a sayin if you cant trust ur parents or whatever to talk you your teacher.
I fear these words now as teachers can be the most corrupt ones as Many,,,and here we do lie now in the media where much is brought to hype about those now but werent back then.
I was Brutally beat upon by a punk I did not know or he did not know me, too
I was supposed to be dead as my kin was awared of my hope for survival wasnt a chance.Or they were told If I lived I'd be a veggy for life.
I'm called a miracle,,as I did live ,,am far from a veggy,,but do have numbness in my tongue,,and my left hand, also.
Something ive had to live with the whole time ive been alive...
My younger son was an allstar athlete in football, basketball an
Life And Stuff
FREE Stuff for Everyone! Seriously. I found this website the other day by accident I was very skeptical but I signed up anyway since it was free. I started checking things out and using the Free credits I was given bid on a few auctions and acutally won. They have all kinds of things for auction and amazingly everything really is Free. It ia a comuinty of users who have things they want to sell for more credits to buy the things they want with the credits the acumulate. It is really easy I have won three auctions and have not spent a dime. I recently listed my own items and it is also Free and very easy. They have Such things as Juicy Couture hand bags, makeup, Collectables, Shoes, Baby Clothes and much more.
How It Works1 A user lists something they don't want anymore. (like an old TV)
2 Other users bid on the TV using credits they received for signing up, referring friends, or selling their own stuff.
3 When the auction ends, the user who bid the highest amount of c
Lifes Harsh Realities And The Beauty It Brings
The Wooden Bowl I guarantee you will remember the tale of the Wooden Bowl tomorrow, a week from now, a month from now, a year from now. A frail old man went to live with his son, daughter-in-law, and four-year - old grandson. The old man's hands trembled, his eyesight was blurred, and his step faltered. The family ate together at the table. But the elderly grandfather's shaky hands and failing sight made eating difficult. Peas rolled off his spoon onto the floor. When he grasped the glass, milk spilled on the tablecloth. The son and daughter-in-law became irritated with the mess"We must do something about father," said the son. "I've had enough of his spilled milk, noisy eating, and food on the floor." So the husband and wife set a small table in the corner. There, Grandfather ate alone while the rest of the family enjoyed dinner. Since Gra
life is something great its what u make it and how u live it is up too u soo make the best of it and love it to the fullest today way a long day here its starting to chill down some here which is good tho tired of the hott weather soo all in all life seems to be ok for now
What is Chaos? A life without meaning? A heart bearing scars but has felt no pain. A thought sparked from a mind with no focus. What gives a life meaning? Inspiration? Hope? Love? Dreams? No. Only chaos. Simple chaos. Chaos brings emotion. Emotion triggers action. Hope inspires more actions. Actions resorts to more chaos. Each action takes thought. Thoughts flood a mind with no control. No control is chaotic. Multiple thoughts form dreams. Dreams inspire hope. Without hope, life is simple. There is no chaos. Life has no meaning.
Without chaos, there can only be peace. Peace is thought to be enriched with happiness. Peace without happiness leads to loneliness. Loneliness ends where happiness begins. Love is happiness. Love is uncontrollable. Love sparks new emotions. Love is chaotic.
Life is simply chaotic. Full of Hope. Of Love. Of Inspiration. Of Dreams. We cant control our thoughts. We cant control our emotions. We cant control what inspires us. We cant control what we dream. We ca
Photos can depict the mood of the moment, the time of the day, and probably the finer details like facia l expression or colour of the clothes. But what we write is from within our heart.It’s a reflection of who we are and what we stand for. A writer has the magic in his pen to express his thoughts by puttingthem cleverly into words. The dispute between the two things as to what is closer to life will never end, but one thing that is for sure is that these are not life but the next closest things to it.There are instances in our life which are memorable and these vary form person to person. It may be the babies first steps for a mother, a moment of getting the first position for an athlete or it can be something as naïve as the first rain drops of rain pouring down after a long and exhausting summer.No matter what the occasion or event is if it has a special place for itself in your heart and if the image tingles your senses and leaves a smile on your face. It
So much is going on in my life this fall. So much change and so much that I am going to need the strength to face. I lost my mother last December and 5 months later lost my best friends’ mother. Every month has been a struggle to keep going and finding a reason to live and smile. I’ve relied on my faith, love for my job and school, family and lastly friends. This fall I have to come to reliving what happened this time last year. I have to deal with my mothers’ birthday and all the holidays. I have so much good news that I’ would have shared with the women that mattered the most in my life, but I can’t. I’m just hoping that the few people that have befriended me here will actually be supporters to me in everything that I do whether it is having a new person in my life or what I have for dinner. I don’t need drama in my life and that isn’t why I made an account here, but seems like that’s what I keep getting and that’s how pe
Do you ever look at your life and wonder how and the heck you got where you are and how life seems to sometimes be in slow motion and other times its like 5 years went by and you didn't even blink. i have to say that although i mite not always make the responible or best decision when it comes to my life i would not change a thing besides my mother dying of course but other than that i have meet so many cool people and experienced so much and really found out just who i am. Life is easy when things are goin smooth and it all just flows but who are you and what do you do when life throws punches at you and in times of trials. Martin Luther King once said "the ultimate measure of a man isnt where he stands in moments of comfort and convenience, but where he stands at times of challenge and controversy." Sometimes things get out of wack and stuff happens out of your control and you are forced to endure the pain and push on. But i do believe everything happens for a reason and eve
Great band playing Vets Club Eugene/Willamette Street Sat. Sept 12th 9:30 be there!
Even better the next weekend we have the Bike Bash at Spirits Biker Bar Main Street Springfield OR 09-19-09 Bike show 4pm, 7pm wet t-shirt contest (hmmm will I do it???) and then live music at 9pm. Come and take a walk on the wild side!
Also, every Tuesday night about six my hot room mate and I go to Spirits for Taco Tuesdays $1.oo super yummy stuff come down and we'll sip some Jack and eat tacos!
Soo..I am LMAO over here and wanted to share it..of COURSE he blocked me after his last reply
BIG DADDY ...: well i am white trailer park trash u fat ugly big tited fake cunt bye
-> BIG DADDY ...: no..it is 16 tops..andya talk like a thug from the ghetto...it is quite sad..it does not make you cool..it makes you sad
BIG DADDY ...: i talk 31 not 15 lol
-> BIG DADDY ...: ohh my bad..less than half your age..gross...she is after you foryour trailr dude..not your wrinkly ballsac
BIG DADDY ...: shes 21 lol
-> BIG DADDY ...: yeah a 51 year old man who talks like a 15 year old street thug and has the SN BigDaddy and plays sugar daddy to women half his age..yeah da bomb lmaooo
BIG DADDY ...: im da bomb babes I got the results of my stomach biopsies back yesterday
the cells are benign
this made me happy
now as long as the ones on my lymph nodes come back benign too...I am only as broken as ever and do not have anything new to add to my list of ailments
I still t
Life After Divorce
I have been divorced for a year now and it seems that most women dont want anything to do with a guy that has children.I am wondering if this is just typical of a women.I only have two little girls so its not like we are the brady bunch.
Life S Not A Journey To The...
Life is not a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in a pretty and well preserved body, but rather to skid in broadside, thoroughly used up, totally worn out, and loudly proclaiming – "WOW – What a Ride!"
So my friend and I were talking today. There used to be a boards2go forum where you would just post a topic and have cyber sex... We want sex... Neither of us feel like calling for a booty call and we want to play with fantasies we may not be able to in reality. So we remade the forum! Now we just have to wait and see who wants to come and post. Really you could post pics, stories, cyber... whatever dealing with sex... I'm getting wet already haha.
If you wanna check it out: http://i1096.photobucket.com/albums/g325/indulgance/casual20sex.jpg AH! I just have to scream out that I need sex and I need it now! I want cock! I hate not hvaing quick access... GR! I feel better getting that out there though. I get to go in for surgery tomorrow morning. yay... Im so tired of my hand hurting that it makes me happy but at the same time I wish I had someone home to take care of me... haha selfish I know. But oh well. :) It's how it is. So if I disappear for a while I'll be back when the drugs we
when faced with it one has two options, stand for what you truly beleive is right, man up and face the consequences. OR let things go and pretend nothing is wrong. im not very good at just letting things go. only one option.
Life / Choices / Options / Uncertainties
Life is strange. Sometimes I wish I was more than one person. My mind is forever unsettled. I have made choices in my life. Some good, some bad, some I can never go back to, some I wish I could, some I'm glad are gone, some I wish I could make instead of hanging out there forever.
I feel overwhelmed with choices and know I can't be the only one with stress and second guesses about choices I've made or choices I want to make and yet I feel alone like I'm the only one.
Is it true that one person MUST choose one path and walk it without and trips over the course of their life?
I know it sounds cryptic but I just have a lot of stuff on my mind right now.
life as we know it ? Current mood: depressed Category: Blogging
Since day one Ive been wronged only to not belong - Even my own family couldnt take the truth - Im not doing it, Im the undone - Their the ones with guns - I never asked I never delayed - It only takes some time until their done - only to start again - This time making it harder to run - If I knew no one would believe me would it have changed things - Instead its all the unsaid making it harder to lie by their side - Leaving minds to bleed the sight only hearing my crys for why - its not I who you should be afraid of - its the devil you see in their eyes - Lying only to save their own souls - yet they dont even know the whole truth - Instead its I who needs the help - I refuse this time to lie and deny the life ive been dying by - It wasnt I so why do I cry - when someone else would do just fine -
in my head
awakes the dead
walls spayed red
Heres My Story My Life is like a roller coaster full of up and down i start doing good and then i fall flat on my face it seems like i get no were in life but now i got something to work towards and im not giving up im going to be on this band wagon for a long time so wish me luck guys on completing the things i need to get done to get out of the pit im in
it has been a long time since i have been truly happy with the way my life was going.. well that all changed thanks to one person.. he has made me happier than i could ever imagine.. and i can tell you this i love him with all my heart and don't ever want to be without him..
Been hurt many times by different men in my life many different ways. Physically, mentally, enslaved, knock down, and made to believe that I am not worth much. Always try to give all of myself and more to anyone in my life. I have had many journeys end in sorrow. I am now on a journey now with a wonderful man. Hoping that we will be able to defeat all obstacles in our lives. I know that if you stand together with your loved ones you can overcome anything. I really want nothing more than happiness and to share my life with a great man. I hope this journey turns out to be all that I expected.
Life And Love
Life is funny sometimes...online dating we ask?? yes it can work..yes there are some crazy people out there...but then again..not all of us are that crazy..lol :) its also funny how the people you really click with live far away from you..:( doesnt surprise me..but guess what?? nothing should keep you from finding that true love..not even distance..if you really want something..i say go for it..what do you really have to lose?? except when you got kids a good job..things like that..ok i can see why NOT to do it...lol but whatever it is just take a chance and live life..you only live once..:)
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Now I remember why i married him... im still alittle irritated but i feel better... Mem helped just by listening.. but the blog is cool too hehe I dont know how he knew some of the stuff in my head but he did....and Im still happy we got married! WOW this sucks now i have 2 dryers cause we thought one went out and it turns out to be the wiring.... gee didnt i say that when i was told about the breaker gggrrrrr i give up maybe some day people will listen when i say something but somehow i dont think so..... i give up and im done.... shoot me it would hurt less
The lose of a friend is never easy…especially one who is like a sister you never had. I know that she is at peace and there is no more suffering, no more worries and no more pain. However even knowing this brings little comfort with the lose, call me selfish in my thoughts, but I feel the pain.
Life is so uncertain, time is not a friend, but a foe. Life is not a dress rehearsal, you only have one chance, for once the moment is gone it is gone forever. No do over! Make the most of what you have and be thankful for your blessings in life, however small they may be or insignificant they may seem. For each moment is a gift, never to be again. Live life each day as if it is your last for it may well be just that…your last! Tell others what you think and let those you care about know how you feel about them. For it may be the last time you are able to do that and the last time they will be able to hear it from your lips. Embrace life, realize your dreams and fulfill your go
life is what u make of it if u find that right person u should hang on tight live life to the fullest and appreciate everyone around u
OK here we go I havent been on here in forever a day plus one. Dont really know why busy as fuck. Me and my Ex are done sent in divorce paper work and waiting to hear back from TN to get our wish. I turned her in for cheating on my and the navuy punished the fuck ouy of her sorry no tears were shed. she is still cheating what a way to get in trouble again. so I am getting the kids the house the money whatever esle i like and mean while she gets more sex which pisses me off cause i havent got any but than again i get anything but it. so two weeks ago my little girl feel down the stairs broke her femer and is now in a five point half body cast for three moths, did i mention she is three years old and yeah bad times there. so on the 21st of oct i had my surgery long awaited where they removed some muscles from bones moved a nerve and the good painful as fuck shit. but thats it im moving back to TN soon divorce be back on market and watch out. let me know what you think.
I often wish I could go back to a time when my biggest fear and worry was making sure I passed that math test. Life was so much simpler then. But when I was a child this was enough to make me want to pull my hair out!
Now that I am an adult, I have learned that life itself is a series of tests. Some you will pass and others you will fail, for there is no text book from which you can study. No matter how well you prepare you will never get a perfect score, because mistakes will always be made. However, it is our duty to remember these errors in judgement and learn from them, lest we repeat them.
sometimes you just have to stop ... stop anticipating, stop aiming, stop yearning, stop treasuring things that have no value, stop trying to keep tabs on things that you have no business keeping tabs on. But instead have nothing but ardent love. If you have ardent love you will be captivated. So, I ask you are you just living life for you and partying the days away till the end of time. Or are you keeping in mind that there just might be someone that has ardent love for you and you are acknowledging that they are there and that they have sincere feelings for you? which are you? are you the type of person that has to get everything they want or your life is going to end or is it the other way around? do you prefer getting breakfast in bed or giving your significant other breakfast in bed. well my friends this is the way i look at this situation. I believe that you should never expect anything to be given to you. You should always stop and think. Would this make the other person's day or
Does it seem like pulling teeth trying to get ppl to talk to you on here? I try to put myself out there as much as possible, so I can make new friends. Anyone who actually takes the time to get to know me knows what I bring to the table. I don't even know what the point of trying to contact anyone is anymore. If anyone has similar experiences, let me know. I'm near the point of just not coming in here anymore.
Another thing I have noticed is how many on here live their "lives" on here and other internet sites. It's sad how people will hang around here constantly, want to involve immerse themselves in others' business, yet refuse to even think about meeting people in person.
A few months ago, I was interested in someone on here. I was told by more than enough to forget it, bc as others said, she lives on here, and makes zero effort in real life. They were right, and I moved on. Not trying to come off as a negative person, but go out and enjoy life, IN PERSON, instead of behind
its been a very tough year started out with a bad head injury which left me with memory loss and headaches. then tore the cartlidge in my wrist. work comp quit paying for treatment so had to get a lawyer. then i lost my job which havent been able to find one yet cause of the injuries. then broke my right foot so i couldnt walk or drive . finally got a walking cast as of last week sweet. im trying to start over start fresh im sorry if i have upset you or pissed u off if i have im sorry because i cant remember what i did or said i do remember faces but names is hard for me and im just trying to make amends with those who i hurt or forgot im sorry please if i have done this to you please xplain to me what i did, so i know and so it wont happen again live laugh love learning to laugh again thank you for listening
Life Is As You Make It
EVERY DAY FOR ME IS EITHER GOOD OR GREAT
LET ME EXPLAIN IT . WHEN ALL IS GOING IN A GOOD DIRECTION ITS "A GOOD DAY"
WHEN EVERYTHING THAT CAN GO WRONG , DOES... AND I LET IT BE JUST WHAT IT IS , WITH OUT ALLOWING IT TO
EFFECT MY DAY, MY GOALS,MY HOPE AND WILLINGNESS ...NOW THAT IS A "GREAT DAY"
SO IF YOUR READING THIS , AND HAVING ONE OF THE TWO TODAY. KEEP SMILING FOR THE DURATION OF THE DAY.
WE HAVE A NEW BEGINING EVERY SECOND OF EVERY MINUTE OF EVERY HOUR OF EVERY DAY OF EVERY WEEK OF EVERY MONTH OF EVERY YEAR.
WHEN YOU WANT TO START OVER AND GO ON IS UP TO YOU .
HAVE THE BEST DAY YOU CAN EVERY DAY
Life On Fubar
why do people feel the need to be fake i really dont get it so i came to these simply 3 factors
your a fat ugly loser
your a sick pervert
or you are just simply twisted
anyway JUST STOP IT
I feel so unsure as I take your hand an lead you to the dance floor.As the music dies something in your eyesCalls to mind a silver screen and you're its sad goodbye.I'm never gonna dance againguilty feet have got no rhythmThough it's easy to pretendI know you're not a fool.I should have known better than to cheat a friendAnd waste a chance that I've been given.So I'm never gonna dance againthe way I danced with you.Time can never mend the careless whispers of a good friend.To the heart and mind ignorance is kind.There's no comfort in the truthpain is all you'll find.I'm never gonna dance againguilty feet have got no rhythm. . .Never without your love.Tonight the music seems so loudI wish that we could lose this crowd.Maybe it's better this wayWe'd hurt each other with the things we want to say.We could have been so good togetherWe could have lived this dance foreverBut now who's gonna dance with me? - Please stay.And I'm never gonna dance againguilty feet have got no rhythm. . .No danc
Today is the first day of the rest of your life!
life is not what it seems... You will end up falling inlove with your ex gf and getting engaged to her and she will get all mad because she finds out you have a tazer but oh well love is love.... i know it's not much of a blog but it's a start
..:: Life ::..
after so many years and all , I got card from the family and they sent me $15 gift card and note tellin me to enjoy the card and also ask me not to come home this year again there will be NO room for me to stay where they have other family members stayin and wont be enough room for me to stay , what a family I have ...
oh well nothin new with that ...
I will use the gift card to go to the movie and see whats playin ...
A Man who displays sensitivity Will be a Master who is sensitive to you
A Man who displays humility will be a Master who will show you respect
A Man who is not afraid to cry will be a Master who understands your tears
A Man who is quiet will be a Master who will hear your quietest whisper
A Man who knows fear will be a Master who will not leave you to face yours alone
A Man who will listen to a child will be a Master who will always work to understand your words
A Man who can stand alone will be a Master who will not crush you under His weight
A Man who controls Himself with ease will be a Master with the ability to control you in the same way
A Man who does not have to prove His point will be a Master with many worthwhile points to share
A Man who never makes demands will be a Master who treasures anything you give
A Man who doesn't run after you will be a Master you will never need to run away from
A Man who is calm will be a Master who can weather your storm
ghhh stiupid jealous haters!! They hate on me because they got nothing to do LOL I'm bored of one site, and I'm about to delete off there, posted a goodbye thread.MizzClaudia: well, I think I'm out of here, this site is really boring, I prefer facebook and fubar over this site. Plus I don't need negative people in my life especially if I want to loose some weight right now and I'm on the right track so, have a good one everybody and yes I am being serious, I'm not coming back anytime soon, perhaps later down the months! For my friends, you have my contacts, Best Wishes everybody!!!then haters come right in:why make a thread? just fucking leaveleft by ___BiLL___ 23 minutes agoI know people that care..left by MizzClaudia 9 minutes ago deleteif I fuCking feel like it I will create a thread but thanks!left by MizzClaudia 20 minutes ago delete So That Bill guy got mad at me because I shoved his faggot ass on ignore, I didnt need him to be negative on me in my thread. So he then createes a t
So I was at my brothers house on Christmas day and was sitting there talking to someone that out of respect, I call “Pop”. We were talking about life itself. He looked at me and told me this story. With it being the end of one year, and almost the start of the next, it’s fitting to write this now. “My wife and I have been married for 58 years, and in the past seven or eight months, we’ve been closer then ever. We go to bed at night and hug and kiss each other goodnight, wake up in the morning an hug and kiss. Neither one of us know if when we go to bed, we’ll wake up in the morning. When you get to be my age you realize that every day is a gift. We’re both in our 80s. Hell, I went out the other day and before I did I made sure that I gave her a hug and a kiss and told her that I love her. You just don’t know when your time is up.” I know that may sound pointless but it’s really not. Every day should be th
You hide your emotion sometimes .You are a moon type of person. You tend to be the quiet type or in contrast, you are not happy but sometimes you act it out in order for you to not burden your friends with your problems. You've faced some problems in your life. Your heart has been dealt blows before . You tend to think about things a lot more than other people, and you may get annoyed with people who act out without thinking about consequences. You are also the type of person that others often come to with their problems because you've been through plenty, and you are very understanding. Though you sometimes feel lonely, your demeanor is usually chill, and relaxed. You usually are logical, and rely a lot on facts and information on decisions. You often keep things to yourself. This is just one side of you, and you have different faces in different situations and environments, just like the moon has phases.
Life In General
Well here it is ppl my very first Blog here on Fubar.And its going to be a good one lol . Well as you all know I am still a bit new here so I would like to tell you a lil about me . I am Velvet Thorne, and the name fits me sooooooooo well. I can be just a smooth as Velvet until you rub me the wrong way then watch out cause the Thorne will pierce your side. I don't like getting that way so that is why I ask you all to call me just Velvet. I have the life of any other single mother has. Raise my kids go to school and well try and have a life of my own. Well that is the deal right there the life I want well I will more than likely never have. So I am just going to set back and take everything day by day and see where it goes. So i go now back into my lil hole and and see where and what life brings me !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am not writing this for attention but just so others understand. I have pain through out my whole body 24/7 so at times I get grumpy other times I cannot even get online. So if I seem grumpy or you don't see me around for a while please understand its do to my pain. I often wonder if being a Dominant makes me a freak? I don't hide it because personally if people cannot accept who I am they don't need to be my friend. Many misunderstand the lifestyle but its more than just sex its a deeper love and trust that attracted me to it. If it means I am a freak than so be it but at least I am a happy freak hehe......
Life, New Sh*t Exc....
So we have amassed quite a few pets in our house.. have our own little Zoo.
Mine2 Bearded Dragons (Tesla & Einstein)3 Bettas (Candycane, Peschi, & Chill) (I lost Jeff :( )2 Turtles (Madori and Cosmo)
I plan on getting either a leopard gecko or a Horny Toad next :)
My Husband1 Florida King Snake (Souxsie)1 Mountian Horn lizard (Godzilla)1 Neon tree dragon (Leon)1 Tokay Gecko (Ebenser)2 Mantellas (Jay & Silent Bob)1 Bananna Waxy Mantella (Brody)2 Green Anoles (Ferd & Sterdag)2 Bamahma Anoles (Watson and Red)1 house Gecko (houdini AKA A** Hole)1 Dumpy Frog (fatso)1 australian Golden Frog (Marty)1 australian beeked frog (Morty)2 fire belly toads (Memnoch & Thulsa Doom)1 white lipped tree frog (Race)1 green tree frog (Benton)1 Fat lazy cat (Tiger)
My Husband plans on getting either a Poison Dart Frog or the True Fire Skink Next/..
Our roommate and my best friend2 cats (Mittens & Boo)2 Rats (Oreo & Jersey)1 Betta (Nino)
= 27 pets for us= 32 pets in the house!!
Echo and Narcissus were potential lovers in the greek mythology. Potential due to the fact that they could never touch eachother, just look upon one another from afar and love from a distance. The only time they would be together is within death. If you look at the stars during the spring time you can see the constellation of the lovers where it shows them trying to reach for one another but their fingers are just inches away from one another. The reason I bring this up in here like this, is when you get compared to such a story it's actually quite heartbreaking. Makes you think, I am never to be with someone. Not really a happy thought, but not really emo either. Especially when you think to yourself after all the relationships you have been through your ex's finally find a love worth lasting for a lifetime right after you both split. But does it happen to you? Nope. You go on to the next it goes great for so many months or so, then poof explodes in your face and you move on and the e
why the sudden change,why the sudden coldness when now more than before there should be closeness.there certain feelings that sometimes shouldn't be expressedbecause you never know when they can be taken for granted.Now I'm feeling some regretSad and lonely in my bedKnowing that I made a mistakeSomething that I can't go back and changeBut I know I must acceptThat certain feeling shouldn't be expressed©Rosana Torres While you SCREAM at your woman, there's a manwishing he could talk softly to her ear... While you HUMILIATE,OFFEND and INSULT her, there's a man flirting with her and reminding her how wonderful she is. While you HURT your woman, there's a man wishing he could make love to her. While you make your women CRY there's a man stealing smiles from her. Live Life for the FUTURE and let the PAST be the PASTLife is too short to dwell over dumb shytCuz real eyes realize real lies*Go0d Girls get down wit da gangstas*
Through out the world People look at the Human life different and understand it differently.personally I think Life is everything that you could think of. What i mean by this is today some say that life is a Journey, a test, a reason, a experiment, and work . I believe that it is everything. i mean do we really know the reason of why we exist? To me life is a journey because no one knows whats going to happen on that journey to get to where u believe u belong and when its going to end. For example do u know when your going to fall in love, make another life, get hurt, or DIE? I also think its a test also because all humans here on earth are capable of something different. like I'm good at caring for those i love, but cant seem to better my life for my self even though i know you gotta be very intelligent to get through life a lil less harder; even though some others are good at bustin their butts to work in a office and dont want to be that someone that takes care of others before them
Life Goes On!
It's fine when good deads go unnoticed, but to fight with what seems like the world to help a friend in need... F off I just wanted to say thanks to everyone for all the gifts. I know this a game (and I love to play it), but all of those gifts and such just came at the right time. I really needed a boost to give me a bit of a smile since I had to go to my cousin's funeral today. I don't think hardly anyone of you knew the circumstances of his death or of his death at all, but they came at just the right time.
Coincidence? Maybe. I don't know. Okay, so I figure this is the best way that I can keep people updated on how I'm doing without having to tell each individual, thus retelling some things that might not be so pleasant, but its also my way of letting everyone know when GREAT! things happen all at once.
So, 5 Feb 2010~
Went for my functionality capacity evaluation - failed miserably...
By not even being able to keep myself conscious, or able to walk on my own (I was
Did you know that dinosaurs never existed and their bones were just manufactured to trick people into believing in evolution. It's true, just ask any Christian. lol Why can't we all just have an open mind and an open heart? Why do most humans feel the need to force their beliefs on others. I am the type of person that will listen to others view and state my own. I have no issues with people having their own beliefs, I just don't want those beliefs pushed on me.
I will gladly listen to what anyone has to say whether I agree with their beliefs or not. Everyone has their own opinion and I feel that each opinion should be heard and thought over. None of us knows who is right until that day comes when we cease to breath. Does life continue after death? Who am I to answer? I have my beliefs. I will not judge others for theirs as I hope they will not judge me for mine. Someday we may all have the decency and respect to allow others to have their own opinion and give them the respect to he
I'm not sure what i'm going for here, maybe it's just to vent, maybe it's just for my own amusement but either way whatever.
Life is full of surprises both good and bad, the outcome of these suprises means nothing, it's what you take from them that matters the most. I've had my fair share of suprises in life. Some good, many more bad and i've learned a lot from them. In general though, the thing that hits home the most is i learned that no matter who you surround yourself with, or who means the most to you people are rarely what they seem. You can always count on that.
There's so many things on my mind at all times that its hard to get a good thought about any one thing. My brain just hops and skips around to everything i've learned, witnessed, endured and been a part of. I wish it were easier to just take a step back and evalute life as a whole yet no one can ever really get that chance 'cause life is ever changing and evolving.
Pain and happiness. H
I tend to get into moods where I question everything in my life. This happens to be one of this times. Unlike many people that I have met whether it be in r/l or fubar...when things don't seem right...I look at myself rather than to assume it is others causing my confusion.
Deep soul searching tends to flood my mind more often than I think it should. (Not sure if this is healthy or not). In a time where talk show guests blame their ,parents,society,government,wealth and just about any other reason you can think of, for the miseries of their life. I choose to heap all questionable actions that pertain to my life on my own shoulders (deservedly or not) before passing it onto others as a way of justification.
I just like everyone else am far from perfect and never claim to be. Which brings me to my number one concern in my life....Honesty. I consider myself to be well spoken and educated. Along with that standard I realize that honesty has it's place and is subject to what I call si
How do you get up every morning ready to face everything life throws at you when it seems everyday life is knocking you down..Where does the will come from? Life wasnt supposed to be this hard. I remember being told "dont worry once you leave HS everything will be different". Nothing is different. Im still looked down upon by nearly everyone. Even those who call me friend just kick me. I just dont seem to be able to live up to everyones standards. I just cant do it.
Life As Of 3-18-10
for a month I was having stabbing pains and a burning sensation in my stomach and feeling nausiated.. well I got tired of feeling this way so on the 18th I went to the emergency room and was admited within 10 minutes.. I went through a sonogram and they couldn't find my ovaries and my pain was up to a 10 at this point in time. I went in for an emergency surgery around 2100 and didn't get out till 2200 or later... they took a cist off of my right ovary the size of a tennis ball! the cist was pulling and cutting off blood circulation to that ovary for months apparently and never knew it!! on top of that, I had a huge amount of blood just sitting around my colon and I had blood soaking into my intestines and etc!! I lost my left fallopian tube due to a tubal pregnancy that I never knew about! my tube was not saveable since it was black and blue... pretty much dead!! my baby was dead also!! they nearly took my right fallopian tube also because they were and still are very concerned about i
Life As A Marine
I have been in for about 3 1/2 years now been a long journey thus far. I have had some fun while being in also some hard times, and some crazy adventures. Now that I see a light starting to sparkle at the end of the tunnel I am starting to almost look back. I have been a 0621 radio operator in an arty BN, yes we have the bigger guns, but I have also worked outside my job probably more. I will write on here from time to time just to tell alittle more as I work on my medical evaluation board to be getting out and start the next chapter of my life.
My arthritis sucks today...
Once, every so often, life throws something at you that makes you open your eyes. I have recently realized that for the majority of my life I have lived my life trying to make everyone happy and not myself. Because of this I generally end up hurting myself and those who are closest to me. Because I have done this, I may have lost a very important person. Im done with that. No more will I sacrifice myself for the feelings of others. I may hurt people along the way, but my new mentality is "better me than them". Not that I will do this on purpose, but happiness is paramount. Im hoping that I can rectify the damage that has been done, regardless these changes will be made. I deserve to be happy and now is the time.
life is a game...u have to make the right moves to move forward...but at times things happen just outta the blue with no notice...as if we are being tested...some say god gives u what u can only handle...do people say this just to try to make the other person feel better?...why is it when someone dies and we all hear the same thing...Im sorry for your loss and i send my deepest condolences, we dont ask to be born or even get to choose the family we get born into...we are born-yet we live to die...think about it really...once we are born its like the clock starts...we all just have to make the best choices and enjoy our friends and family while we have a chance...celebrate the relationships that you have at this very moment...doesnt make sense to hold grudges with the people you truly love and care for...life is a party waiting for the gifts of friendship,marriage,children,brothers, sisters, nanas and papas and everything inbetween...there might just be one person in your
The Wolf SpiritIt is in my nature to be gentle, and lovingBUT KNOW THISWhen it comes to matters of protecting my friends, family and my heart. Do not trifle with me for I am the most powerful and relentless creature you will ever know An old chief was teaching his grandson about life..."A fight is going on inside me," he said to the boy."It is a terrible fight and it is between two wolves."One is evil - he is anger, envy, sorrow, regret, greed, arrogance, self-pity, guilt, resentment, inferiority, lies, false pride, superiority, self-doubt, and ego."The other is good - he is joy, peace, love, hope, serenity, humility, kindness, benevolence, empathy, generosity, truth, compassion, and faith."This same fight is going on inside you - and inside every other person, too."The grandson thought about it for a minute and then asked his grandfather,"Which wolf will win?""The one you feed."
Life On Fu
I am real close to leveling..and when I do.. I am not sure if I want to play this fu game no more. I really don't see any purpose in it.
Its quite funny..and I am not sure how these people on here do it.
I bombed yesterday.. there wasnt to many people I seen with auto 11s..so I went to the Top people. You can always find them there. I went through 100s of them bombing them. Actually did the other day to. Barely a few even adknowledge that you bombed them. Makes me wonder..how are they TOP? Is it there looks..is it stupid men who bling them..etc.. thinking they are special..? Do these men think..that these women would really give them the time of day? Do they bling them to see there nsfws? Why would you when you can see tons of naked women on the net. I really don't understand it. I know they are not top by rating people all the time.. like some do. Heck..they cant even rate ya a profile rate..or say thank you when you bomb them. I am on a roll and fired up today I guess. LOL.
Life As Everyday
I always look for another day. Life is boreing on ur own an nothing to wake up to everyday an to hold in my arms i love the affiction I get from a woman when I am in a relationship but it has been awhile since i had that
as you go through life you meet all kinds of people people who say they are your friends and then back stab you and those that will be by your side even t when you have cheated on them and still they stay by your side . this one friend is my little angel. her name is satan's little angel she has been by bene by my side through my infidelity and my deceit she has been there through it all and i still by by side walking next to me . to my little angel you are my soul mate my lover and best friend and soon to be wife you have my love and only you are in my life we are meant to be together i love you baby with all my heart and nothing or noone will tear us apart . you mean the world to me and i will never stray away again for i know who really loves me and not the thge others that are fake and not real friends or lovers
do you ever wounder why things in your life happen , good things,or bad things .do u ever get that feeling that life is not ganna be how u wanted it . like your fairy tail dreams are becomming a vived night mare. or like stages in your life repete its self over and over? things u have no controll over happen for some reason or an other ,life is like a messy room if youdodnt keep things in there rightfull places the important things will be lost for ever.. and you might never get them back again . people are not liek a book or a artical of clothing , if u loose them you can always get an other one just the same ..
i sit and wounder some times , if thats why this feeling is here maybe i had a messy room but its time to clean it and grab hold of that one thing thats so important to me in my life ,grab hold and hang on to it tight . be for the villin in my night mare
Life...what The Hell's The Point?
what the fuck is this life coming to? its bad enuff that all the fuck-heads on this god foresaken planet r able to roam freely without supervision, and protection (in case they "decide" to multiply), but we have to put up with the biggest fuck-head and hypocrit of all...god.
all the honest, hard working ppl trying to make it in this piece of shit exsitence r severely hindered by that prejudice, racist, selfish, hypocritic, lying piece of shit called god. he lets good ppl suffer, while letting the fucked up, corrupt, walking trash reap the benefits of hard earned work. WTF is up with that shit?!
god can go take a flying fuck!!! what the fuck is he gonna do? strike me down? PLEASE! he aint gonna do shit!! hes a weak ass, shit talkin', neck runnin', take it in the ass, PUNK piece of trash. A rat, snitch, child molester is worth more, and better than, god!!!
god better watch his step. its just a matter of time before someone figures out a way to take his punk ass down, or out. and it a
Between you and me, shambles are forging bonds with my sanity. Your mistakes are effortless to you and costly to me. This toxic atmosphere is sadly thrown in to relief through diversions and temporary means. You are everything to me and I am dying, albeit inside, I am dying at your condition. Between you and me, you have given me a reason to remove that theatre mask and breath for the first time in years. Years of breathlessness has caused a heavy heart and a backwards life. Backwards and blind
love is like a cut that needs a band-aid as long as it stays on you have a relationship, but if the band-aid falls off your heart is open again I'm a simple man, with simple old fashioned values, I was taught that way, I was taught to treat people the way you would like to be treated yourself. I don't cheat, swear, steal.or lie. I have had the opportunity to meet some of the most down to earth people you could imagine, and I have had the pleasure of running off those that think there shit don't stink! I don't ask much from anyone I feel everyone has the right to speak what's on there mind, even if It may hurt their feelings, but it is far more human than to speak behind their back. I believe that when a person says something it be the gospel truth or why say anything at all. I give people the benefit of the doubt unless they prove themselves unworthy then I start using logic and ask questions, and if I don't get answers that make since, then they tend to be hiding behind a mask and the
My life is very complicated. I am depresed. I work at a dead end job. my son lives with me and my roommate has his son. I still pay child support cause this state will not help a man that is finacially broke. I wish things could be better but I am not seeing it anytime soon. I want a place of my own but I can't find one that i can afford on my own. I have feelings of hopelessnes often. there are times that i don't even want to wake up and get out of bed. like the past 5 months. I have property to put a house but the only lead on a house is not a guaranttee that it will happen. I have also determined that i am going to be single tile I expire. expiration will be my only way to be happy. i am friends with a woman that i have fallen for and she knows it; however, she is always with other guys. she says they are just friends but i don't buy that one. one of these days maybe she will figure it out. and as for my son he has an anger management problem. he is not getting along with the other
Life Vs Love
"Love the ones you have and forget the ones you've lost." No truer words have been spoken. We all search for the one person in our lives that completes us. The one person, who when put next to us, makes us feel whole. Some of us find that person early on in life, and some do not find that person at all.
Life is not about finding a utopian existance because no matter how hard we strive for one, the human heart can never be wholey satisfied. We will always strive for something newer, something better becaused we are conditioned to always want more. One of the biggest things a person looks for in life is love. We go through life thinking to ourselves "This is the one. I finally found it." In most circumstances we find ourselves mistaken.
The experiance of heart break is not something we wish to go through. However, many of us find we find ourselves in this situation more than we would have ever wished to be. Some people let their bad experiences with love jade their views on potentia
Our destiny is always clouded in mystery, it is always in the fog that is our life. We sometimes get a glimpse of what we are supposed to accomplish before we die but we never seem to do it. Most of us go to the grave having not fufilled our lifes goal or making our mark on the world. It is as if we are destined to fail in our lifes accomplishments as if this is our very destiny. I would hate to think that but how many times have we set goals in our life and failed to reach them. This does not mean our lives are worthless it just means we have not fufilled our full potential. We have not made our full impact on the world and we have not lived up to the things people expect from us. We all have some type of destiny and in some small way we may have fufilled parts or even the whole of it. Some may say what about the ones who die to young to even know the word destiny well in a way the have still filled it because wsa someones life not touched for the better for knowing htem. This was the
I've learned to let go of stupid things that has happen. Trying to stop the stress and just enjoy what I have. Keeping my words....like what I tell others when they are stressing, etc. Let things go and let it be. I hate stressing over things and I need to stop it fully. I'm going to enjoy my life with all the people I care about :-).
Ich will dass ihr mir vertraut Ich will dass ihr mir glaubt Ich will eure Blicke spüren Ich will jeden Herzschlag kontrollieren
Ich will eure Stimmen hören Ich will die Ruhe stören Ich will dass ihr mich gut seht Ich will dass ihr mich versteht
Ich will eure Phantasie Ich will eure Energie Ich will eure Hände sehen
Ich will in Beifall untergehen
dl will deinee Muchi
Seht ihr mich? Versteht ihr mich? Fühlt ihr mich? Hört ihr mich?
Wilst Du mich
Könnt ihr mich hören? Si hören dich Könnt ihr mich sehen?
Sie sehen dich Könnt ihr mich fühlen? Sie fühlen dich
Ich versteh euch nicht
Ich wollen dass ihr uns vertrautIchwollen dass ihr uns alles glaubtIch wollen eure Hände sehenIch wollen in Beifall untergehen - ja
Könnt ihr mich hören?
Sie hören dich Könnt ihr mich sehen? Sir sehen dich Könnt ihr mich fühlen? WSie fühlen dich Ich versteh euch nicht
Könnt ihr uns hören? Sier hören euch Könnt ihr uns sehen?Sie sehen euch Könnt ihr uns fühlen?
Aiutare chi ne ha bisogno come quelli che dimostrano
l'amore che cura divertirsi con quelli che amate
la vostra vita come si vuole essere liberi come
voi potete seguire i sogni e la fiducia il vostro
cuore e fate come vi piace di fare
help those how need it
love those how show they care
have fun with those you love
live your life they way you want to
be as free as you can
follow you dreams and trust your heart
and do as you love to do
Ill love you fino alla fine del tempo mi mancherà come passare dei giorni il vostro sempre im mente e sempre nel mio cuore per sempre youll stayill love you till end of time i miss you as days go byyour always there im my mind and always in my heart forever youll stay
so when i say little to nothing is giving a cold sholder but when you do it its okay
when its reverstd and not me this time being quiet its the same thing
so if i dont talk is eather having me time sleeping having girl time or being with pareants
but when a man d
This was written for me by my first real Master. I loved him with all my heart, but left him when things got difficult, because I was still quite untrained and weak. I miss him sometimes.
The Master The Master is a strong man, a dominant man. He is sure of himself, confident in his place in society. He cherishes females, revels by their presence. He is giving, caring, Loving and understanding. When the Master takes on a new fledgling, he worships her, discovers her, slowly possesses her. He gently pushes her, always ready to show her that she is strong, that her limits are not what she believes them to be, that she can be taken farther. In this, the Master reveals to the fledgling her own confidence, her own levels of self esteem. As the Master learns his new fledgling, an understanding takes place. He senses her desires, her needs, her passions. With this new knowledge, the Master takes care of the fledgling, always giving what the fledgling needs but not necessarily what she p
Events observed in the world around us mirror the development of beliefs within us. We should view ourselves as one with the earth, rather than seperate from it because the imbalances imposed upon the earth are mirrored as conditions within our bodies. Life becomes much more than a group of daily experiences occurring on a random basis. The events of our world are living barometers showing us our progress on a journey that began long ago!
26 Principals of Life
By Jason Johns
1.All Are Related: There is a Native American saying, which translates roughly to "All are Related". Everything in the universe is part of The Great Spirit, from a rock, to a plant, to a fish, to a human. The spirit flows between and within us all, and is the building block of everything. Since we are all part of the same whole, we should treat the rest of the whole as if it is part of us, i.e. with compassion and love. We are all part of the Great Spirit, just like all the different leaves on a tree are s
The Life And Times Of A Davey
What is love? I think that anyone that should know me should know this. Hi I am Bi--Polar lol:). I was diagnosed in 2003'. I spent a long hard journey to get to where I am at now in my progression. I think that I am working through this pretty well. I stuble along the way and have to learn more and more everyday. Looking forward to living a long life. But you know what I gotta be real and make sure that I keep up on the way! I think that the world is a ever changing place and to live in it you must know the ground rules. If you don't the world just might swallow you whole.
Love to live my life you better think twice.
To all those who care,
You know that you cannot ask me anything. Because I am not here to give anything. So on and on I go. Ranting. Just punching keys here. I wanted to think of a future with you but now I think that I will just sell you out and tell them all that your the biggest liar that ever roamed the Earth. It only makes sense cause
Life And Time Of A Beautiful Disaster
I want to go outside and open my arms and spin around in a circle until the world becomes a blur of colors and shapes. I'd laugh as the wind slithered through my hair in soft wispy carresses and the grass beneath my feet trembled as my feet moved across them into the dirt below. I'd smile and watch as you copied my every move and giggle with each circle we made, and when you got too dizzy I'd catch you before you fell. I dream sometimes that we'd sit together on a pile of blankets reading together, and you'd ask me questions and look onward diligently as the story was weaved by my words.
I imagine how much you've grown, how much your eyes sparkle with the light, and how much you've changed. We would race to the kitchen and make breakfast in the mornings, and i'd teach you how to flip pancakes and watch your eyes light up in awe. You'd try to take a peek and talk my ear off about how much you liked food.
I imagine two faces smiling at me, and sometimes I can even hear their l
Life & Death
i sit here, and i think of the shit weve been thru, all the time's we were hit and down but stood back up, the thing's we shouldn't of been thru, but you had my back and i had your's cause that's what boy's do, but now i sit here reminissin you, should have been there wit you, but now on this day we look down at you, your mom and me can't believe tha peace we see with you, so here is my vow to you ima wake every day and think of you, i got mom's back no matter what she's goin thru just like you, and to your boy's ima make sure they know you, cause wile they young, they gonna hear the stories about you and comin from me you know they all tru , touch i love and miss you , you like my brother ill never forget you
What was the last thing you ate?pizzaHow are you feeling?bummedHow was your day?okLast person you spoke to on the phone?nickFavouritecolor?purpleWhat's something you want?to be with nickHow tall are you?5'6"Lastthings you asked for?i dont rememberWhat can you hear?the tv.What are you on besides this?facebookWhat'ssomething you miss?alot of thingsSingle or Taken?takenAreyou happy?yesHow many relationships haveyou had this year?oneHow many people have you kissedthis year?i dont knowIf one of your exes asked you out whatwould you do?i dont know thats a hard one probly say noIf your ex came upand hugged you what would you do?hug back What's thebest part of your day?i dont knowFavouritemovie?i have alot
today i must babysit. ugh they call it "playing" when really its babysitting and i dont even get paid 4 it. today sukx
life is a comedy for those who think... and a tragedy for those who feel
Life Update 7-15-10
Today is my son's birthday, he turns 15.
It makes me feel old, I mean I can remember when I was 15. :(
I totally feel like my nephew's mom is taking advantage of me and my heart of gold when it comes to my nephew and neice.
It's taking the goddamn IRS for fucking ever to send my tax return back.
My hair is still falling out.
My migraines are still happening and getting worse.
The ER doctor asked me the other day what I did for money, I told him I hooked. He then proceeded to ask me if my spouse hit me. (Fucking dumbass)
My glasses are broken and the eye doctor doesn't carry this frame EVEN THOUGH I bought the damn glasses from his office.
My insomnia is in full blown mode.
I have a psychatrist appointment in the morning.
I'm seeing my dead Uncle.
I'd love to run away and hide.......but I'm scared of being alone.
I've had thoughts of suicide....often
Life Moves On
1) Don’t worry about what people think; they don’t do it very often.2) Going to church doesn’t make you a Christian anymore than standing in a garage makes you a car.3) If you must choose between 2 evils, pick the 1 you’ve never tried before.4) A conscience is what hurts when all of your other parts feel so good.5) Men are from earth and women are from earth. Deal with it!6) No man has ever been shot while doing the dishes.7) There is always 1 more imbecile than you counted on.8) Experience is a wonderful thing. It enables you to recognize a mistake when you make it again.9) Someone who thinks logically provides nice contrast to the real world.10) It ain’t the jeans that make your butt look fat.11) There is a very fine line between being on MySpace and mental illness.12) People who want to share their religious views with you, almost never want you to share yours with them.13) You should not confuse your career with your life.14) The 1 thing
What do you do when all you can do is nothing? The feelings that you have are there and not so easy to change. I wish I could change how I feel and make life easier for you because in the end my life would also be just a little easier and my heart wouldn't hutn nearly as bad. I have to put on this brave face everytime I think about you and the fact that I can't really have you. I should be extremely happy with what I have an in the end I guess I am... But why do I keep looking? Is it because at one point I had nothing to look forward to and even though now I do I don't want to be in that situation again. I was alone for so long and it sucked... I mean I have really great friends but that love isn't the same... Ugh.... My intention was never to hurt anyone, so why is it that I do? I mean really... Sigh. Deep sigh OK so really I leave friday to head to England. I am so excited. My dad was in the AF for 20 yrs and the only place out of the country I"ve ever been is Canada and the Bahamas.
A Life Of A Soldier
u stay up for 16 hours . we stay up for days on end .
u take a warm showerto helpu wake up. we go weeks without running water
u complain of a headache and call in sick. we get shot at, as others r hitand we keep moving forward
u talk about ur buddies that arent with u . we nowe may never see any of ours again.
u complain about how hotit is . we wear ourheavy gear, not daring to take off our helmetto wipe our forehead.
u get mad at the waiterfor getting ur order wrong. we dont eat today.
ur mad that ur class lasted an extra 5 minutes. we're told we will be held over an extra 6 months.
u roll ur eyes when ur baby cries . we get a letterw/ a picture,and wonder if we'll ever meet our new borns.
u pay the price for ur living arraingements. we volunteer to live in tents.
we r not complaining. all we ask for is some respect and for u to extent ur hand.
give us ur love. because we have volunteer to die for ur freedom.
for we r soldiers for the rest of our lives, and we will protect
I have climbed so many mountains to do nothing but to fall back down. I'm tired of putting feelings into something to watch them fall down the mountain that I have climbed. I know I'm young and have plenty of things to experience but the way that I see is that I'm mature in ways that some girls my age are not. I'm tired of feelin a certain way and know that I'm the only that can change things. I have told myself that God cannot and will not bless me until I start to do right... I must admit that so far I'm on a pretty good start, deleting certain phone numbers and just praying that God lets "us" one day be together... Climbing mountains by myself is tyring after a while things seem like they would be better if I had somebody by my side encouraging me as I'm encouraging them. No matter we're both in it till the end. I want to be with someone that isn't going to get to the top of the mountain then give up... Heck we still have to go down. There are plenty of other challenges we
Life Is To Trifle With....
There are many times that ive sat awake and woundered whats the point...
Then i look back on the little things i miss about people that have made mine so wounderous
Oh man, i wounder if im in some of those peoples thoughts about their own lives
The thing is, I wish i didnt take so much for granted, there are so many memorable things i wont get back
Like the way someone makes you feel when your tree is on its last leaf...
So many times ive woundered if ill ever get some of those feelings back
But all the good things ive done for people always come back somehow
I wish i hadnt made myself so distant to those i cherished, now i can only hope the feelings make out alive
Point of the matter is dont take the little things for granted, because youll never know when youll get that chance back!
I feel like all i do is work, i never have time to be with friends or even have the choies not to be with friends lol. I work at a adult sperstore and i love it there ( thats one of my jobs ) so i sign up to test California Exotic Novelties and all i have to do iblog anout them and the toy are mine yay. So am hoping that i can do it. That one good thing going on. Sill looking for some thing i have no idea what it is yet but i still looking lol well that all for now talk to you all later Fu
The Life Of A Teenager
ok so we all know the saying cant live with them cant live with out them??? well that is for guys they drive u insane and they dont listen to u then when they do listen its only for the answers like yes thats it. ok not all guys are like that but most are like 99% are lol. dont take me wrong i love guys cuz they can be funny and sweet and are there to talk to u but ar the same time they can just bug u and keep calling and calling and txting u till u answer and it drives me up the wall so some good advise girls just answer the dam phone it will save u alot of time trust me lol. BYE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hey this is my new blog and i hope u all love this blog and comment as much as u want lol. My name is shelly im in high school i have 2 sisters a mom dad and step dad bleh. i have a bunch of friends and im going to the movies tommarow to see blind side. i heard its a good movie lol. i hope u all keep reading love u all BYE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im having one of those days
Just tell me why
I have to fight and die
Is it just another lie
Is this my last good-bye?
How dare they call me free
Claim it’s for liberty
It’s just another killing spree
In the name of my Country
Our Government lied
My brothers died
To many mothers cried
In the name of false pride
Take a look at life now
Sit back and wonder how
How are my brothers dead
Who’s next to have their blood shed
The seas are turning red
This shit’s fuckin with my head
They give me this gun
I’m not the right one
I’m still too young
I just wanna run
Run to the hills
Live life for the thrills
I’m not the type that kills
Don’t waste my time
Time’s a priceless thing
What’s the next moment gonna bring
Is it life or death
Have I taken my last breath
Should I want the answer
Will it kill me like cancer
Is it time to meet my maker
Be slapped in a box by an undertaker
Death comes to all
But who makes that call
Life, Love And All The Happy Horse Shit That Comes With It.
So, today is my 49th birthday and I decided to read my horrorscope (I know I spelled it wrong..duh) just for a laugh. I don't believe in this stuff at all, but for the most part this crap is very true. I've added my own little commentary where I thought it was needed.
Virgo Fu:n Facts:
With an acute attention to detail, Virgo is the sign in the Zodiac most dedicated to serving. Their deep sense of the humane leads them to caregiving like no other, and their methodical approach to life ensures that nothing is missed. The Virgo is often gentle and delicate, preferring to step back and analyze before moving ahead.
Hmmm...gentleness is not something that comes easy for me. I grew up in a large family so it was a fight everyday just to get something to eat before it was gone. May the timid beware. I didn't learn what gentleness really was about until my first child was born.
Friends and Family A Virgo is a helpful friend to have indeed. They are excellent at giving advice,
What is it like. to care for some one that you barley know an barley know anything about it sucks to know that you can't have them cuz of other things that are going on in thier life but you still want to be able to talk to them an ask how thier day was an if everything is salright you care enough to ask how work went you care enough to ask if everything is ok in thier life but you but you still feel like you have something but you really don't
Lifes Heavy Burden And The Scars That We Have
In words left unspoken i lay awake
In this lifeless solitude of what my world has become
I find strength in the bonds that hold me to you
I may not say it in so many words
But you give me strength of whats to come
Courage to fight yet another day
I know that it gets better
Shades of black and white with hints of grey
You bring the fiery passion
That is soo hard to escape
I find wisdom in each line you write
Words coming like crazy at each passing time
Moments of silence don't scare me as often
Cause in those vast moments are the times i see you best
I see you for you and not the scar that you carry
A heavy burden on your heart
Painted with sorrow and such disillusion
I give you hope and a possible conclusion
With this I take in my hand so small
That i hold your great fate
Never in hatred nor in Violence
I somehow find Strength in your Silence Black as day
black as night
I ponder away
At loves sight
I know in my heart
That things are yet to come
But I can't se
When will men learn?One evening a husband, thinking he was being funny, said to his wife, 'Perhaps we should start washing your clothes in 'Slim Fast'. Maybe it would take a few inches off of your butt!'His wife was not amused, and decided that she simply couldn't let such a comment go unrewarded.The next morning the husband took a pair of underwear out of his drawer. 'What the heck is this?' he said to himself as a little 'dust' cloud appeared when he shook them out.'April', he hollered into the bathroom, 'Why did you put talcum powder in my underwear?'She replied with a snicker. 'It's not talcum powder; it's 'Miracle Grow'! You guys just never learn, do not tick off the woman .
The goverment and certain big businesses are trying to pass legislature known as H.R. 3261 "Stop Online Piracy Act" (SOPA) and S. 968 "Protect IP Act" (PIPA). this legislature will destroy our internet and sites like craigslist and facebook...Congress needs to hear from you, or these dangerous bills will pa
as a mother I teach my children... You NEVER will ever truly know someone. With each day that passes time changes... With each daily influence people change... With every daily experience characters change... So trust in only ONE wordly being... that being yourself... People of this world take for granted Ones Word Ones Sincerity, swaying themselves to the flow of the river, the river that dominates today... Honesty is word, that today, can only be found printed on a page in a dictionary... Character a trait, that today, is oh so influenced but anothers opinion... and Frienship that most seem to take advantage of... To my children... stand true to your word, shine through your character, and never be mislead that being ones friend has the price tag of adopting ones views, that true friendship ... those with character those who stand by their word those who will expect nothing more from you than you being you...they are a true friend...so with this said... I wish you well, those
well how do you help your 16 year old daughter get threw the fact that her dad moved out of state? im so worried about how this is going to effect her but i think im the only one whos cares. how do i stop myself from letting him back in our life just cause he has noone else? why cant i just tell him no. i do not have the feelings for him as i did in the beginning and i was glad when he left. but what do i do when this dont work out with him and this other girl? do i let him come back till he gets on his feet or do i tell him hes all on his own. i get told hes just using me when he needs to and i think i know that but he has no one else and our daughter would be mad at me if i let him on the streets.she has not seen him that much but god does she love him.
Life So Far
WELL I MOVED TO LOUISIANA AND LIKE IT HERE PEOPLE I THOUGHT WOULD NEVER TURN THEIR BACK ON ME DID. BUT THE FEW THAT HAVE BEEN THERE FOR ME OVER THE LAST SEVERAL YEARS AND NEVER TRIED TO GET THINGS OUT OF ME OR USE ME . STILL MEAN THE WORLD TO ME WOULD NOT HAVE IT ANY OTHER WAY. me and my kids are doing fantastic and love it where we are..
life is full of hard choice and road blocks but you are strong and will always make it thru the rough times and they will always be better life at the end
Life & Times Of Me
I had a crappy week, it was my Son's b-day on the 2, and of course my ex made him unavailible to me, and on top of that, she gave me the wrong address to send his gift.
So, after all day of not being able to reach him, I decided to get smashed........and I did but with consequences. I have epilepsy, and the next day I had a seziure that banged me up but good.........and then as if by magic, my ex's phone was back opn and the world seemed to be right again.
This week outta prove to be interesting. I have so much to do around the house, but, I don't feel like doing any of it.
I got into a fight with a freind of mine and I feel bad about it because I yelled at him and in hindsight I don't think he deserved it, so, I told him I was sorry and things are all good again......
I feel asthough I need a vacation from my life as I know it.
I want to be somewhere else, do something I haven't done in a long time or do something I have never done....I am not sure where my life is heading, and I
It has been often said that a person "makes life for themselves", and in a sense this is true. We would like to think we are the masters of our own destiny, but what happens when situations, events, and circumstances..."make you"? What if there are parts of our lives that are not able to be changed? I used to think that positive thinking could pave the way and "anchor" me to a place where i would be well grounded and have a clear-sighted, solid destiny that i was making my own way to, but life is full of places that can leave us vulnerable and our paths "rocky". People often ask the question "why"? I dont think it is always possible to accept a place where one can be at...Loss, fear, and insecurities can keep us from just ONE solid truth that we are trying to believe in. Life is unpredicatable to a point, with highs, lows and places that require many truths to set us free. Many ancient philosophers pondered these questions..some perplexed and frustrated because One hidden truth could n
Ok so this is some old stuff, I am workin on some new stuff, I finally have some inspiration but I thought I'd start off with showing you some off the old first. Hope you enjoy. Yeah kinda depressing but hey what ya gonna do? lol
In An Instant
Sometimes as I lay at night,I see a vision in the light.I see the way things used to be,Dim and unclear with uncertainty.I see the the way he he held her tight,Not knowing i was there that night.Looking at him,As he turned her loose,I thought to myself,There's just no use.I walked down the road.The music was blarring.With tears in my eyes, I couldn't help starring.His eyes met mine,With a look of surprize.I Knew In an InstantLove had Died.
Life Of An Army Mom & Songwriter
It has been a crazy 4 years for all of us but also opened our eyes to what our military personal live and go through while protecting our country. The worry of having a loved one in harm's way and never knowing if they are ok to writing songs for our Veterans and miltary along with their families and telling their stories in a way peoiple can relate to them. watch my my videos and check out Projecttroops.us
Iam proud to support our military and be an advocate for PTSD testing.. listen to our original music on our site (google us)
May we never forget the heroes that did for our freedom on 9/11, before and after that date and just what our freedom costs.
one rule life sux love is hard and happiness can be found at the darkest moments.
Life As I Know It
quit being so damn stingy with your pimpouts and buzzkills! you don't have to pay anything for them! seriously! ugh! I feel like giving up. I don't have the energy to try anymore. Im drained. Everything going on inside of me is sucking me dry. I want to be able to do good in someone else's eyes, not just mine. I need purpose to live. I have none. Maybe someday that will come, but what if it never does?! Its a waste... There's a monster inside of me struggling to break free. Clawing beneath my skin, weakening me. Im about to give in, count 1,2,3. Let it break out, unleash its fury.
Well 2010 has been a crazy year. I have learned what i want and dont want thank god its about time lol. I have done somethings im not proud of and hurt some people that i should have never hurt or been with! I found someone to love and i have lost love but it only makes me stronger! I'm talking to a new guy and he seem very sweet! We are not together just yet i'm going to take this one a lot slower which it needs to happen like that bc its seem to make things better when u wait in stead of jumping in something and wasteing time being with someone that is very wrong for! So i found some old friends i have not talked to in forever omg and they are still goofy lil boys lol. I still have my best friends which dont have a fubar which sucks lol. I also made some new friend his name is jacob he is a country boy in and out omg!! Which i love country guys dont get me wrong but he just anit my type and we are better off as friends His idea of a fun time is hunting and mudding lmao ugh nooooo!! M
Life In The Fast Lane
WHEN YOU WALK THROUGH THE DOOR AND GET ON THE FLOOR JUST REMEMBER YOU LIVING LIFE IN A FAST LANE AND YOUR SPEEDIN
Life's Full Of Hard Choices.
Well, life is full of hard choice's but the one I am going to talk about is the choice to ask someone the one question that could hurt even friendship. I have this one gal I really like and thinking it really might go to the point of love but I really don't know if she likes me that way or just as a friend. I really like being her friend but wish it I could have more. I really don't know if it is worth asking her. On the other hand I think I am just being a coward because I just won't tell her but worried that if I do ask she would not talk to me even as a friend. Life and it's choices really suck but I guess we must all live thur them.
If you think you are beaten, you are. If you think you dare not, you don’t If you like to win but think you can’t, It’s almost a cinch you won’t. If you think you’ll lose, you’re lost. For out in the world we find Success begins with a fellow’s will It’s all in the state of mind. If you think you are outclassed, you are. You’ve got to think high to rise. You’ve got to be sure of yourself before You can ever win the prize. Life’s battles don’t always go To the stronger or faster man. But sooner or later, the man who wins
Behind every bitch theres a man that made her that way!
Someone asked if i knew you, it was sad cause all i could say was " I used to"
I'm starting to learn from relationships in the past, lifes a bunch of bull SHIT and promises never last!
“Oh, you hate your job? Why didn't you say so? There's a support group
Life In General
I was wondering the other day why people are the way they are. I recently moved to the states last year, even more recently going through a divorce. Life has been pretty shitty, I find out great news and then my electric is shut off. Then all my food was ruined. It's been a pretty shitty week. Now it's the beginning of a new one, hopefully I will meet a really cute cowgirl, that would be just spectacular, lol. Something about boots and a jean skirt are just really powerful tools in a girls aresnal when it deals with this guy.
I also give up one of my dogs since I work way to much to be able to show him as much of the attention as he deserves. It's really kind of sad. When posting an ad for him on Craigslist, it's been deleted 3 times almost immediately after being posted. Why can't people just fuck off? Know what I mean?
Well, I'm going to the bar Saturday and gettin pissed! Cheers!
We've all been there:
- I've learned. . . that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change. -I've learned. . . that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. -I've learned. . . that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love. -I've learned. . . that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. -I've learned. . . that it's taken me a long time to become the person I want to be. I've learned. . . that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. -I've learned. . . that you can keep going long after you think you can't. -I've learned. . . that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. -I've learned. . . that either you control your attitude or it controls you. I've learned. . . that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades and there had b
Life Sucks At Times
I really give up on guys anymore. everytime i think i've found the right guy for me he goes and cheats on me. i really thought Anthony was a good guy,but it turns out he's just like all the rest. I found out (Oct 4th) the day before my birthday that he was cheating on me. it really killed me to find that out. i was really falling for him,then my whole world came crashing down. the worst part of all this is that he cheated on me with a girl in a wheelchair. i have nothing against her at all. the first time i confronted him about it he said she was just a friend that he had known for years and that she is a lesbian. second time i confronted him about it i had him on a 3 way phone with me anthony and the other girl. after that call i called him back and told him what just happened and then dumped him. he had nothing to say to me and just hung up. sweetests day he calls me at 6:45am and tells me that he misses me and he knows he messed up with me and all that stuff. then he tells
On July 8th, 2011 the most painful and unexpected thing happened. My grandmother died. She had an aneurysm in her abdominal aorta which resulted in immediate emergency surgery on July 6th. A couple weeks prior to the surgery itself I had a clear and vivid dream about her. In my dream she never survived the surgery. That she would never leave the hospital or even the operating room. I woke up crying and out of breath. That dream had me on edge for what felt like months. July 6th finally came and we were all holding our breaths. My mother. My sister. My brother. My grandmother's boyfriend. Even my mother's best friend. We were all terrified because of her age and her health, which at the time wasn't the greatest either. But fortunately the surgery went well and she was already on the road to recovery. When we went to visit her, it was like a house of horrors to me. My tiny 100 lbs. 5'3" grandmother was hooked up to a breathing machine, a catheter, and a couple IV's administering several
when to se hallowicked alot of asshole touching girls sexualy i think its fucked up we spost to be family and dude be grabing other mens woman wtf anyway not shure when my lifes headed but i know the dark carnival with have a strong message with the might death pop its coming ppl u been warn its neer change youe ways or u know where u will go and it wont be shangrila well that all mcl to those who are real juggalos and lette fuck thr other the fakes and haters u kow where your going id hate to be u living your life hateing and not being happy losers mcl peace
facing the mirror, i stand searching
but all i see is a stranger staring back at me...
who is that monster hovering there where my reflection should be?
silence stifles the air like a cloud of pollution
but my mind isn't silent, inside my head a war rages
sitting home alone is hell for me, i got to find a solution
instead of reading this book, i catch myself just flipping pages
why can't i just enjoy the quiet night
instead of hearing the voices in my head fight
my stomach churns
my heart burns
i'm sick of being home alone she hardly felt the blade slice through the scar tissue, down it's old familiar path
this new ritual now performed each time she takes a bath
the water is steaming hot and her pale white flesh turns red
red as the blood flowing like lava down her leg
staring at the silver blade now stained with her blood
she tries to remember why this all began and stops herself short...
her mind is too far gone to make sense of it... so many emotions and memo
25 Ways To Annoy A Yankee
Take your own sweet time when doing ANYTHING.
Pronounce all one-syllable words with two.
When giving directions, finish with "it's right down yonder on the left."
Talk REAL slow, and ask them to speak more slowly so you can understand what they're saying.
When they talk nostalgically about the North, tell 'em "Delta's ready when you are!"
Talk loudly and often about SEC football or ACC basketball.
Refer to every soft drink as a Coke.
Always order sweet tea and/or grits. When they don't have it, raise a ruckus.
Offer to send 'em a bottle of fresh air.
Insist on being addressed by your first AND middle names. (e.g. Lisa Marie -- John Michael -- Jim Bob. . .)
Frequently bring up "The War of Northern Aggression" in conversation. If anyone ever says the words "Civil War", always interject that "there was nothing civil about it."
Address all males as "son" and females as "little lady".
"Without you being just the way you are, we would not have such beauty."The feeling of hopefulness sometimes comes from someone helping us. Think back to a time when you had lost hope. Many times we regained our optimism because someone gave us a
Life Is But A Game
Life is but a game and, as a game, we all eventually draw the losing hand. For every step forward we take this world insists on dragging us back two.
I never asked for much. My pride wouldnt allow it. I never expected much. My sense of reasoning knew better. I coined the terms patience and humility. I speak not rather than to hear the voice of fools. I draw near to hear the wisdom of silence. I stand in the end not ashamed of who i am but of what i have become. I see the beauty of imperfection. I know that the right fit is always what is wanted but not neccesarily what fills the hole. I try to dim the darkness all around me rather than extinguish the light within myself. Anymore tho i am tired and bitter. I ask why every good deed goes unpunished. Where is the good in this world if i bring some one their wallet and somebody steals mine. Where is humility if i remain silient and people beleive me dim for doing so. If i give to one homeless man ceaslessly till i have no more and turn around and there is another. Why was i born with a congenative defect. Why are some people not afforded life at all. I try my best to ignore circumstanc
When ur husband cheats n leaves it is normal to want to date again. And, I did. I started to see my ex-best friends brother. Even tho I knew he had issues with his relationships in his past.
So, I started having second thoughts and I wanted to work things out so I started to lie. I didn't intend to hurt ne1 and I didn't mean to cheat.
My husband who I want to be with has no idea, And, I broke things off with the othger guy but he came to my house with a gun.
I dont no how 2 get out of the situation... HELP!
lies hurt and take away alot from you when you put your trust in someone just to have your heart broken you ask yourself is it really even worth the time to ask why? i met someone on here he knew i lost my husband just eleven months ago its the closet ive got to i opened up my heart just to add more pain i thought about leaving this site after his promises to always be there for me ..but i have many true friends on here i cant leave because one person played with my feelings and hurt me.. my real friends love to you all and god bless you.... why does life have to be so unfair? I ask myself this time and time again everytime you find happiness it just seems to drift away, How are we supose to hold up if life keeps letting us down? married to someone for thirty years and in three months its all taken away ,now how do i live ? life seems so unfair im lonely and scared and need some friends most people say get over it but i cant its really hard ,so when i think of life i wonder will i eve
Life Or Something Like It.
Love is Bullshit
I do not believe in love. Why you may ask? I'll tell you why.
Love is insanity. It will make you do things a normal person would not. Love will make you drain a retirement account and give it to a woman to redo her home. Then, it leaves you with bitterness as she promptly dumps you when the 401(k) has been tapped.
Love will make a battered woman return to her husband time and time again even though he has beaten her so bad that he has ruptured both her eardrums.
Love will also make you step all over a good thing, viz. Rhett Butler in Gone with the Wind. All I can say is that Scarlett had shit for brains when it came to ol' Rhett.
I must also admit that I have been in love, and I have been just as stupid as these folks. Throw in the terrible pain, and I can tell you that I never ever want to be in love ever again. I hate it.
Love is bullshit. It lies. It tells you that your beloved is better than all the others in the world. And nothing is more tr
Been a long night. One night i dont ever want again in my life!!!!!!!!!!!! Some people like to trigger others buttons and try to ruin there lives. Well Jess.......I love you with all my heart and soul. You are the reason i breathe everyday. I learned last night exactly how much I love yo.Yes alot of peeps went on a search party and im sorry. but this blog is dedicated to you...The future MS Peacock.
I never knew there would be a better tomorrow
But you've come into my life and taken away all my sorrow . My days of emptiness are gone for good.Because you fill a void in my heart that you should
You're the first thing I think of Each morning when I rise. You're the last thing I think of Each night when I close my eyes.
You're in each thought I have And every breath I take. My feelings are growing stronger With every move I make.
I want to prove I love you But that's the hardest part. So, I'm giving all I have to give To you... I give my heart.
Without you life has no importance
I've been thinking alot about life these days. Like why are we here, and I think the answer is to make the best of what we have in this life. I look at it this way you can be all pissed off for how little you have or you can be thankful. Look I know there are people out there with hardly anything and if you're one of these people be thankful because there are others in this world with alot less. I don't have much myself, but I thankful for what I do have because I know that I could have a hell of alot less. Also be thankful for those in your life because you or them could be gone tomorrow also because we are who we are beacause of them . I know that I thank God everyday for those that I have and have had in my life. I just hope that before my life ends whenever that may be that I can make a difference in at least one persons life if I can do that then I believe I will have lived a full life. And with that being said I bid you a good day, good evening, and good night.
Life Comes At You Fast!
Life comes at you when you least expect it, and in so many ways.
When your kids grow up, when you notice they have kids of thier own.
When one day a child walks up and says Grandma!! LOL!
You expect life to deal you certain cards along the way, getting older,
getting fatter(maybe), even getting those grandkids! But it doesn't prepare you
for when your youngest son to come to you and say " I'm joining the ARMY",
that tore my heart out. That's when life hit me full force and I knew I was getting
OLDER! He left on the 24th of Jan. and things have not been the same in the house.
A little more empty, a little more lonely, a little less laughter. AH! Ain't it good to be a MOM!!
Life comes at you fast and you hold on!
Life And Death
Well, i continue to heal after my pacemaker surgery, and since the docs dont want me working, i started writing a book on my all time love, the west. Its called The streets of Tombstone(After the OK Corral). Yesterday i recieved a call from a publishing company interested in the book based on the samples i e-mailed them, and they might be sending me a contract to publish it! I cannot tell u what a gift from God that is, because writiing keeps me from going outta my mind with boredom. So im working hard on getting everything wrapped up on that end, and hopefully success will be headed my way soon! A little over a month ago i had open heart surgery and a pacemaker. Now, as the final hurdle to getting disability, the Social Security doctors want to do a MRI and internal cardiac exam, u are NOT supposed to do this with someone with a pacemaker and 2 heart attacks already. I feel old enough already these days, but it seems like i have to jump through hoops for these people. So if i dont
Life And Living
There comes a time in your life, when you walk away from all the drama and the people who create it. Surround yourself with people who make you laugh, forget the bad, and focus on the good. Love the people who treat you right, and pray for the ones who don't. Life is too short to be anything but happy. Falling down is a part of LIFE, Getting back up is LIVING
I just started my day, as if It could get any worse, I have a cold, my nose is stuffed up, my throat is bothering me, I slept the wrong way and my neck and back is screwed up. I was hoping to go visit my mother, and my dad and brother, as well as my dog Jasper I miss them but with how I'm feeling I dont think I will today, however next weekend my fiance is off so we can go together and come home together. I think thats what I'll do instead, and just rest today, and relax, but I really want to get out and go visit. I also need plenty of rest for work tomorrow morning.
I also have to put in my orders for Avon and fax in my time card for my actual work. I sell Avon for fun. Thats not my real job.
Anyway I think I'll end it here, talk to you soon everyone!
Finally, there is one guy, I feel alright possibly giving my heart to.
It's weird, because I'm totally messed up in the head because of certain ex's, but I trust him. I trust that i'll never be hit again, i'll never be yelled at again, and i'll never be forced to do things that I don't ever want to do again. I realize, at times i'm completely hostile towards him but I really don't mean to be. At night, I think about the events that went on that day and sometimes wish I did things different. He knows I don't mean the mean shit I say or do. Well, atleast I hope he does.
Life is short!!! Laugh .... Love ... live each day like its your last !! Remember to do the little things ... those make up more than one big thing in life !!!
Life As A Dentist
There is 2 types of insurances, PPO and HMO.
With PPO, Preferred Provider Organization, the provider (dentist) can be either in network or out of network. What this means is if the provider is out of network, you can see any provider you want. It is the patient’s responsibility to pay for the difference of the treatment. For example, if a crown cost $1,000 and the insurance pays $700, the patient is responsible for the other $300. Now, if the provider is in network, then the insurance will dictate the cost of the treatment. This means that if the crown is $1,000 and the insurance says that their price is $900, the provider can NOT collect the $100 difference. The provider has to write off the $100. Collection of this difference is considered as fraud.
With HMO, Health Maintenance Organization, you can only see that particular provider. Personally, I think HMOs in dentistry are a fraud. With this type of plan, the patient’s cleanings and xrays ar
Life In General
So..heres a blog about me again. Its been awhile. I am mainly posting this for those who
have wondered where I have been or why I am not on here as much as I use to be. Well
Back in July when I got a bunch of lab work done..I was told that I was borderline diabetic.
My dad just fund out 2 yrs ago that he is..and I know it runs in the family but I have made
up my mind that I am not going to get it at this age if I can help it. So..I started dieting.
In september I decided to join curves. In the past I have never actually exercised when I
dieted. This is the first time I have..and to tell you the truth..its true what they say. The more
yu exercise the better you feel. Since then I have lost 38lbs and am just 13lbs overweight now.
I have had more lab work done for a wellness program at work. I just got the results back this
week. My bloodsurger and cholesterol and all is outstanding! :D It was a big relief not to see
my A1c level normal (thats the test to test how your body
The Life And Times Of Ezracold
I hadn't imagined the day was one of any given exceptionality. In fact I had simply decided to go out for a couple drinks. The bar was a cheap sleezy pool hall with a known reputation of unpleasantness. The first step through the door was like walking into a room just after a badly financed porn shoot. Sweat, beer and the simple yet pungant oders that screamed "get out if you don't want syphalis" perverted the air around me. I remember smiling the second I walked in. I was alone and the band playing was one featuring a former Ms. Teen New Jersey who was blatantly lied to in terms of her ability to sing in a heavy metal band. This was clearly a place for fallen dreams and those who cut their feet walking on the shattered remnants. I cannot begin in any real way. There is much to say should some poor soul take an interest in my life. I could start at the begining but I find not doing so would allow me to place the more relavant and interesting aspects in the forefront
The Life Of Jeebus Mice And The Rat Pack
My baby wrote this for me... I think its beautiful I had to save it... hehe
Every night I dream of youAnd you sit and talk to meWhen I wake I only smileThinking maybe it could beErik, I'm dying for youThis love will never severIf you exist only in dreamsThen I will sleep forever.
Life Changing Realizations
Have you ever felt like you are standing at a fork in the road of life? Standing there in the middle of the road looking at both paths that lay in front of you. All you know that the road behind you. is definetely not the way you want to go.The road that has lead up to this point has been full of ups and downs. I don't ever want to look back on that road again. I have experienced some of the greatest joys and some of the worst pain and sorrow that a human can experience. You will not ever hear me complain or whine about it because I firmly believe that I created most of the situations directly or indirectly. Besides, nothing can change the events that have already happened. All I can do is learn from them and make sure I do not repeat them. The one thing I have been struggling with, is not allowing my heart to grow cold from the things that have happened. It is hard when every male figure in my life has let me down or hurt me in some way. After the murder of my fiance, I decided to
Life In General
Most people these days have devoted their time, energy and money to showing off. Their lives revolve around being someone who they are not. They become so absorbed trying to live the lifestyle to which they do not belong. They love to be seen even though there is no substance to see (in them).
They love to be shocking to get attention. They are like colorful balloons; they look pretty on the outside but they're all air in the inside.
These people seem to have everything except themselves. In their pretending they have forgotten who they really are. They have come to be ashamed of their past life, friends and mostly their past selves.
But these pretenders cannot escape themselves in the end. Their shallow ways of life will soon evaporate. And then, they will only be left with themselves, their real selves. They will have to look at the 'man in the mirror' whom they hate and deny.
On the contrary, a person of substance is a person who does not pretend. He knows who he
Life. Love And Fubar
The hand that wrote this letterSweeps the pillow cleanSo rest your head andread a treasured dreamI care for no one else but youI tear my soul to cease the painI think maybe you feel the sameWhat can we do?I'm not quite sure what we're supposed to doSo I've been writing just for youThey say your life is going very wellThey say you sparkle like a different girlBut something tells me that you hideWhen all the world is warm and tiredYou cry a little in the darkWell so do II'm not quite surewhat you're supposed to sayBut I can see it's not okayHe makes you laughHe brings you out in styleHe treats you wellAnd makes you up real fineAnd when he's strongHe's strong for youAnd when you kissIt's something newBut did you ever call my nameJust by mistake?I'm not quite sure what I'm supposed to doSo I'll just write some love to you OK, well I guess this has to be the last update of this blog, the reasons for which will become apparent if you read on a little..
Chemo has started and bar the odd naus
"There is a very dark and painful side to life, but that is natural. People in our culture think they should never be unhappy. They think that being unhappy is unnatural. They try to make it go away. They take pills or they go to therapy to “fix” themselves. They blame themselves or others for their suffering. We need to understand that sadness is as much a part of life as joy. It would be easy just to get bitter and cold while focusing on the dark side, but there is also an amazing, wonderful side of life. If you look for it, there is true magic all around us. Maybe that sounds trite to the hardened, self-protective modern ego, but there is magic in this miraculous life. If you open yourself up, you do make yourself vulnerable to pain but the deeper the pain you experience, the deeper joy you have."
Life. As Simple As It Sounds.
Being my first blog on here I considered introducing myself, but then I decided that's kinda what the whole profile thing is about. Anyway, as I'm trying to take in all that is involved in this website I was thinking about all the social networking sites in this world.
Between Facebook, Myspace, and twitter, people pretty much know what you're doing, where you're doing it, and who you're doing it with at all times. Now, for some of us, that's pretty fucking fantastic. Those of us that have always loved being the center of attention now have people watching your every move from across the country, even from the other side of the world in some cases.
I seem to have forgotten my point... oh yea, basically what I'm trying to say is everyone should pay attention to me at all times. I promise I'll "wow" you at some point or another. Life always has it's ups and downs. For almost 2 years I have been unemployed, looking for work. I drank through all my savings and was pretty close to
Life I Never Understand You
Life I never understand you
Sometimes you give Sometimes you take
Sometimes you live Sometimes you Die
Sometimes you Love Sometimes You hate
Sometimes You help Sometimes you Don’t
I Never get you
Sometimes you Smile Sometimes You frown
Sometimes You wait Sometimes You don’t
Sometimes You Win Sometimes You lose
But Why you should Chose For Us
Why You Take From Us
Why You Play With Us
Life I love You Then I Hate You
Then I love You Again
Life We Will See Who Will Win
You Or Me
Life We Will Meet Again Somewhere Else
And I Will Take What You Took From Me
And I Will Live My Life Again……Life
EVERY DAY WE WAKE UP AND WHT IS THE FRIST THING HTAT WE DO ,IS IT BRUSH OR TEETH N WASH OR FACE OR MAYBE EAT BREAKFAST.bUT I DONT THINK SO CUZ THE WORLD IS VERY DIFFERENT NOW AND ITS ALL ABOUT TXT THS TXT THT ARE E-MAIL THS AND THT 2 THE POINT THT WE STOP DOING THE THINGS THT MAKE R DAY MORE FULLFILLING LIKE COOKING 4 OR LOVE ONES OR JUS TAKEING THE TIME OUT OF OUR TXTN FILLED DAY 2 HELP SOME1 ARE 2 STOP AND JUST TAKE A DEEP BREATH AND ENJOY THE DAY.SO WHT IM SAYING IS THT lifeHAS BECOME SO SMALL THT US AS A WHOLE WILL NEVER EVER GET THOSE SECONDS AND HOURS THAT WE WASTED ON OUR PHONES AND ALL THT TIME SPENT TXTN BACC AND FORTH 2 THE SAME PERSON THAT WE JUST LEFT,WHEN WE DO LOOK UP AIR IT WILL BE 2 LATE CAUSE LIFE HAS PASS US BYE AND NOW WHERE LOST IN LIFE TRYING 2 GET BACK WHAT WE ALL READY HAD,tIME 2 ENJOY THA SIGHTS THE BIRDS AND EVEN A GOOD CONVERSATION FACE2FACE.SO JUST REMENBER THAT lIFE IS ABOUT LIVEING AND ENJOYING LIFE AND NOT WASTEING IT PUNCHING KEYS ON A COMPUTER R STAREING
Snow can waitI forgot my mittensWipe my noseGet my new boots onI get a little warm in my heartWhen I think of winterI put my hand in my father's gloveI run offWhere the drifts get deeperSleeping beauty trips me with a frownI hear a voice"Your must learn to stand up for yourselfCause I can't always be around"He saysWhen you gonna make up your mindWhen you gonna love you as much as I doWhen you gonna make up your mindCause things are gonna change so fastAll the white horses are still in bedI tell you that I'll always want you nearYou say that things change my dearBoys get discovered as winter meltsFlowers competing for the sunYears go by and I'm here still waiting Withering where some snowman wasMirror mirror where's the crystal palaceBut I only can see the myselfSkating around the truth who I amBut I know dad the ice is getting thinWhen you gonna make up your mindWhen you gonna love you as much as I doWhen you gonna make up your mindCause things are gonna change so fastAll the white hor
Life Or Lust?
I wrap my hands around her throat,
choking out her breath,
eyes rolling back in her head,
clawing at my skin,
now i know its not my fault.
she was asking for it.
Life Is Rude
I'm kinda sad. I woke up one day and my account was gone.. points, friends... everything. So I set up a temp account.. just until I could figure it out. I emailed support... and got NO response. I am totally upset about it. I guess I'll just have to redo everything here. I guess that is why I was so hesitant to add too much b/c I was really expected to get this whole thing sorted. Apparently its not important to the Fubar staff though.
Thank heavens for LeiaSwift. If it wasn't for her I def would not be at the level I am right now. She is such an awesome chick! Well I'm off to add pics n shit. Take care all.. hope u have a fab day!
Trin So I joined FUBAR back in like 2008 or 2009.... Apparently sometime last night my account got deleted. I am hoping to research what happened. I may end up cutting my losses, but that would totally suck! I lost all my points, bling, gifts, friends and all that! I am very interested in seeing what happened! Any thoughts?
Life Love Hate And Pain
Everybody needs insperation,and everybody needs a song,when the night are always long,cuz there is no gerintee that this life is at all easy. and when my world is fallen apart.and theres no light to brake up the dark.thats when i look at u.and when the the aves r flooding the shore,and i cant find my way home anymore,thats when i look at u.
when i look at u i see forgiveness,i see the truth,you love me for who i am,like the stars hold the moon,right there were they belong,and i know im not alone,when i look at u.u sometimes feel like A DREAM TO ME THATS WHY I ALWAYS TOUCH U. thats why i look at u. Marryjane cain luvs nick1982 4 ever
Life In General!
1. I can't wait to see what you're doing for my Birthday!
2. Are you....crying?
3. If we leave right now, we'll have time to stop by Bed Bath & Beyond.
4. Do you need help lighting the grill?
5. I'm putting the whole conversation on my Blog.
6. You had so much hair back then!
7. I don't care how big and drunk he is, he shouldn't be talking through the movie. I'm going to say something!
8. Actually it doesn't happen to EVERY guy!
9. We're vegetarian's now!
10. My dad can fix that, you should call him!
**I hope I don't have to explain WHY women should never say anything listed above!**
I was watching the news the other day . These children built them a lemonaide stand in thier yard to raise money for the childrens cancer center or soething to do with cancer and children and then the city came by and gave them a fine of 500.00 dollars because they didnt have a license or something .. WHY on gods green earth woould do that to the children who were trying to help people in need ... are they that damn greedy now days ??
"life As We Know It"
So if the meaning of life is knowing that one thing, do we or can we summarize the meaning of life as we can dictate the truth within ourselves.
Is it love, life, happiness, meditation to a better perspective or just looking over the fence at greener pastures, is it spirituality of what is the we may percieve?
Accept me for who I am
Not what u think I should be.......
I have come to the conclusion that life is not what we think it should be it is what we make it out to be. People are not who you think they are at all. Life goes on even though your dying inside and if you let it, it will consume the very being you once were. To pick yourself up from this may be full of tests and trials but in the end you will come back to who you are and not the person they wanted you to be in the first place. But with all this said.. who was I.....
There is nothing left to break nothing left to shatter
All i have are pieces all torn and tattered.
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place? Like somehow you just don't belong And no one understands you? Do you ever wanna run away? Do you lock yourself in your room? With the radio on turned up so loud That no one hears you screaming No you don't know what it's like When nothing feels alright No you don't know what it's like to
Life is as Forrest Gump said. " Life is like a box of chocolates ya never know what ya gonna get." Such a true statement
when ya think about it. It is the sad times, hough times, happy times etc that cause use to be the person we are today. These all make up road and journey that we travel through this life. Some say the journey of life is based on fate. I am not certain about that. I do know the journey we choose has lots of ups and downs; twists and turns. It is up to us how we choose to ride that journey. You can of course stay negative and blame the world for all the bad that has happened to you. Altho, my choice has always been to stand up and embrace the good with the bad. Some of the greatest days of my life have somehow gotten me thru the darkest times. Those dark times altho few and far between can be the worst. We all experience in some way, shape or form the sad times. Whether it is a lost love, death of someone special etc. I lost myself for 2 years over the death of
In life you will learn the meaning of love but in love you will know the true meaning of life however the fact is that a life filled with love will bring you true HAPPINESS!!!
Life Of A Lette
Well to day is a new day, but I find that for someone as sexual driven as me . ' NO Dick make something ... something ' come to mind.
So I found that being friends with an ex is a good thing but I still have to fight off the thoughts that his dick as been in some other pussy. Yet .. when I am horny damnit... I am horny and I go for what I want. So this morning I went creeping and got me a little something, Luckily I caught him when he didn't go out to play and I will... used my head * smirks*
Still even if I got him to thrown hs hand back and shout that he was still with me.... I found that getting almost shot in the face... not COOL. SO NOT COOL.
But I left mildly happy and he sat in his room with a content smile on his face.... .yet at the same time.. I am still horny.
* sighs* Oh well. I got what I wanted to here... not what I needed. I woke up this morning shaking slightly to the sight of seeing my ex on the laptop in my room. For what seemed like hours I had been
well, im still here living life day by day what more can i do . I'm here trying to live the life i want ot live not the one that other tell me i should live. i hate when ppl try to tell me how to live my life and that my daughter should come fist before anything else but i got news for them all my daughter is my world and will always come frist before anyone in my life no matter what . i dont just sit on the comupter all day while shes around i sit on here looking for the job i need to take care of her and to support her . it really pisses me off when the person that says shit about how i should live my life is doing the same thing . well, i'm not trying to be a hard ass but i will not back down when someone starts shit with me . i will let everyone know my true colors im not scare of anyone i can do anything that i put my mind . Why do you get that feeling that no one wants you anymore? I would really love to know the answer to that question right now . Right now it feel like no one
i dont know what to do with myself anymore. i have a good job, and stable living situation. but i never get to keep the write person. i'm bisexual, so i like either women or men, but i need a strong person in my life who can fulfill all my passions. i love sexxiness and being sexxi and i wish i could further expand my circle.. again, i'm up late.. not much going on! drinking soda, not too good, but i'm also watching house. love that show!
Lifes Fuck Up's
Last call to wake me up and stumble to the streetDon't know if I'm coming or going (one more drink)So called friends long since departed in the nightTomorrow morning they'll exaggerate and tell me varied liesIf they only knew what I have seen and what I have been throughThe truth is bottled up inside 100 proofAnother weekend spent alone time passing byToo drunk to pick up the receiverFeeble attempts to help me go ignoredDon't have the energy or will power to make it anymoreIf they only kew what I have seen and what I have been throughThe truth is bottled up inside 100 proof Do you ever wonder where you could have been if you made different choices... I've been thinking a lot about that lately.. one particular thing is when I was 22 I got a kick ass opportunity...
I started interning in a recording studio in downtown hollywood. I got invited by someone that was recording in the studio to come help out at one of there shows.. He said he'd throw a band T-shirt on me and I can help load
TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE.
I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE.
I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE.
NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS.
WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND.
FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY.
THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME.
THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER.
WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED?
I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT, OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SOLDIERS WHO WERE WILLING TO FIGHT.
SOON ROUND THE W
I hate being fat, I hate being unemployed, I hate being poor, I hate being broke, I hate being lonely, I hate having to rely on my parents. When I look in the mirror after I get out of the show I am disgusted by the fat woman I see. I never wanted to be this big ever, it's no wonder why I'm single a guy would have to be blind to want anything to do with me. I am always crying, I can't be mad at anyone except for Lauren, no one else put me in the situation I'm in except myself. I want to be happy again, that seems completely impossible. I'm stuck on my weight loss, I'm on a plateau and my weight goes up it hasn't gone back down in a long time. I have no one in my family going on walks with me or being supportive to help me with my weight loss. I get comments on Facebook from other family members congratulating me on my weight loss, that's the only support I have.
Life As I Know It...
I don't know about you guys... but in my opinion... if your viewing & enjoying the images shared I think you should rate and comment them to reflect that... I know when I get horny I love to go back and read the naughty thoughts you guys & girls post while your looking at mine and I'm pretty sure other like to do the same... SO be kind... if your viewing... leave some naughty little notes behind to show your appreciation and don't forget to rate the persons NSFWs either!!!
My darling Daughter,
I am so very sorry that you have had to grow up so fast. Its not fair and I wish mommy could take all the pain away. I wish I had known sooner that something was so wrong. I promise you that Mommy will never let anyone hurt you again. You are my first born and so much like me that it's uncanny sometimes. If I could rewind time and make this have never happened, I wouldn't hesitate to give up anything to do that for you. I hope you know how much mommy loves you and that I will do everything in my power to make sure they pay for what they have done. Things never work out the way you want them to. Take recent events for example, I got a divorce from one psycho and found someone that I thought I could be with forever. I agree to marry him and he goes psycho! So its back to being a single mom again. That shit is hard, especially on a Wal-Mart paycheck. I don't regret my decision in the least, but I do wish that more people would be supportive of it. It reall
It's hard to change being like this because of everyone and everything which made me this way.
People, life, events (whether good or bad), situations, storms, trials and so on, tend to be the builders of walls, and distributors of pain and tears.
Learning how to opperate the "wrecking ball" machine
in order to rid myself of those things....
even harder....LOL, but "It's a good thing" as Martha Stewart would say...LOL.
“No one has to the right to tell you who you are and control your life, cause it’s yours. Your life is meant to be lived by no one else but yourself. We sometimes let people get the best of us, destroy us and change our opinions on what we believe is true. Only you know what’s right for yourself, you have the power, you make the choices and you learn. Each experience we go through in a life is a lesson to be learned. We all make mistakes, why is that so hard for some to understand? No one should be judged by the mistakes they have made. It’s
I can't go into all the specifics online, but I'm so fed up with being "grounded" by the Air Force. The cerfews and all the other special restrictions that have restricted me, are all kind of ridiculous, especially since I wasn't the one who got in trouble. A few bad eggs spoiled the lot for us all, and ruined what could have been a wonderful Holloween weekend.
I have lived my life thus far to the best of my ability. I have, like everyone else, made my fair share of mistakes. I have learned from every mistake or bad decision I have made. If no lesson is learned, then the mistake will be repeated over and over until the lesson is learned. I'm not going to sit here and say that I've had a horrible life and that it's been full of bad events and memories. I've lived a good life. Plain and simple. Yes, bad things have happened. Many bad things. I have suffered, yes. Yet there are many more out there than I that have suffered a hundred times over what I've been through. I grew up poor but with a mother who loved me, family that loved me, and friends that loved me. I had a happy childhood. I had bad moments and sad moments but the good and happy moments outweigh them. I have loved greatly and not so greatly. I have lost friends and loved ones long before their time. I have made it through every good moment and every bad mom
Life Is Wut U Make Of It
in my life
ive been throu alot
i was almost a wife
an one again i was forgot
ive shed alot of tears
conquored most of my fears
i lost a love, but gained another
im no longer alone, for i am a mother
to have your heart broke so many times
ive done alot an commited sum crimes
i almost died, but am now alive
i was revived, all my greed set aside
without me knowing
my son is wut kept me going
ive struggled an been knocked down
the depression i suffor left me with a frown
ive come so far n been throu alot
the person i once was has not been forgot
ive ended the chapter on the life i once had
i started a new beginning, at first i was sad
ive been up n liked wut i saw
only to stumble an watch myself fall
i kno its my life an i kno wut i see
i cant help but wonder if its were i shud b
no time to look at my past this life i have is moving to fast
i kno wen life gets me down
i shud pk myself up n lose the frown
to me its hard an almost hopless
to put up a
Don't want no short dick man Don't, don't, don't, don't, don't, don't Don't, don't, don't, don't Don't want, don't want, don't want, don't want Don't want no short dick man Don't want no short dick man Iny weeny teeny weeny Shriveled little short dick man Don't want,Don't want,Don't want, What in the world is that thing? Do you need some tweezers to put that thing away That has got to be the smallest dick I've ever seen in my whole life I have ever seen in my whole life Get the fuck outta here Iny weeny teeny weeny Shriveled little short dick man Don't want,Don't want, Don't want,Don't want, Uh! Uh! Uh! Uh! Uh! Uh! Isn't that cute an extra belly button You need to put your pants back on honey Don't, don't, don't, don't, don't, don't Don't, don't, don't, don't Don't want,Don't want, Don't want no short dick man Let me lay it on the line I got a little freakiness inside And you know that a man has gotta deal with it I don't care what they say I'm not about to pay nobod
Feelings I Thought Gone
Brought back by a new person in my life
Back when I got divorced my ex-wife and I did try to fix things , but in the end there was a breakup that tore me apart. It was bad enough i had concidered doing things that would have changed /altered lives of others completely (no I did not even remotely concider doing anything to my ex). Just so you know I cared /loved her still to much at the time to harm her in any way , and tho I still have feelings tward her I could never love her again.
It took me a few years to try to get things strait feelings wise in my head before I even tried to ask anyone out or accept being ask out. There have been a few ladies in the last couple of years that I either met or actually went on a date with. Fast forward to this past week/weekend.
I met a lady this past week whe has good looks (lucky me as out of shape and overwieght as I am I got to meet and go out with a lady 6 foot tall and 130 lbs )is in her
The Life Of Kc
I take my Razor and Rearrange your pretty face,
And I invade to destroy every inch of your personal space
I live my life and you expect me to respect you,
When you show me nothing but disgrace,
You think you're so pretty with your pretty little face
But life is not always soft little roses,
You think you're so powerful with all your pretty little poses
And never took a Mirror to look at your disfigured face.
Now you are nothing, and you're the disgrace.
Life Isn't Easy
When there is something you want....Fight for it.don't give up,no matter how hopeless it seemseven when you've lost hopecuz years from now you're gonna look backand wish you gave it ONE more shot..cuz the best things in lifeDON'T come easy. I'm getting more pissed with every passing heartbeat. Yet, one can only wonder, isn't every pasing heartbeat another step towards death? Are we not in this world, only so we can die? Is the only reason of living, dying? What purpose do we have, to get up every morning, to a scarred body, work, and do it all over again? Are nothing but toys to a supposed god, moving around and doing everything he "commands"? Does this not mean that suicide is the easiest way out? People say that you shouldn't kill yourself because it's easy, well, isn't anyone who's ever cheated
A touch of skin soft and slippery,
With the hint of hint of sweat.
We fought our resistance beneath the cool sheets,
As the wind flowed from the window above us.
Eyes met briefly and begged for the chance,
To abandon all of our uncertainties.
You began your work on my lips,
Probing gently as if drawing sex,
From a deep well of longing and need.
Then heated tongues met in the midst,
Of hot and quickening breath.
And greedily we drank the wine of our lusts.
Then intoxicated with those spirits,
Our clothes found resting place on the floor.
Piece by piece,
Until there were no hiding places,
For the two glistening and wanting bodies.
Hunger revealed in this hot moment.
Then skin meshed with skin,
As the floor became the stage.
You moved atop of me easily,
And lowered yourself gently.
Kissing me as I was filled with you.
As a gasp broke the kiss,
Your hands stroked the stray strands,
Ok so here it goes. I am 25, single, unemployed and a father of a Beautiful Daughter that i haven't even got to see for almost 2 weeks. I'm not writing this because i want to blame anyone for how i turned out or anything i just want to be heard hopefully.
I grew up without a father in my life. i blamed him for everything when i was growing up, like us being poor and going without and all that. but looking back on everything i realize that it wasn't just my fathers fault that he wasn't there. it was as much as my mothers as it was his. i met him for the first time in september of 2010, i met him before but i could never look at him and i would just walk away from him. that was the first time i spoke to him in person, and honestly after only talking to him for five minutes i could see how much we were simular in apperance and just about every aspect in our lives up to that point, even without having him there. this past october i flew out to arizona because i thought that he w
Life's Little Surprises.
Look at my stats I been here for awhile. In that time I made a few friends, Some were better than others some worse. Not many even speak to me anymore and thats ok your choice. Some people might know about my battle with cancer the past couple years, most do not. It was a well fought battle and for the most part winning it. I just found out however something else is killing me instead. According to my Endocrinologist my diabetes is killing me and she has told me I have at best another 2 years to live. I wanted to say Thank You to all the friends that have stuck by me in my time here, you guys mean the world to me. Perhaps someday we may meet on the other side. Good luck and God Bless.
Life Ain't That Hard
Okay, its time we stop the "wuss"-ification of America. To start with, bullies. If your kid is being bullied teach them to fight. Bruises will heal, bowing down subserviently lasts a lifetime.
2nd-People quit apologizing for every stupid comment you make. We get it. You're a dumbass.
3rd-People quit demanding apologies from the dumbasses. They're not responsible for the way you feel or if your fee...(tharr be more)lings get hurt. Learn how to change your reaction to others to empower yourselves, not be a whiney-ass.
4th-If you want to be treated equal, then except what really comes with it. I make light of EVERYONE! Regardless of race, religion, sexual preference, gender, etc. Because I treat everyone the same. If you can't take the good with the bad, that means you don't want to be equal, you want to be 'better than".
Get over the PC crap! My friend is correct in calling it Population Control.
We're all just people doing the best we can. Just try to love.
Life In The New Year...
Do not undermine your worth by comparing yourself with others. It is because we are different that each of us is special.
Do not set goals by what other people deem are important. Only you know what is best for you.
Do not take for granted the things closest to your heart. Cling to tghem as you would life, for without them, life is meaningless.
Do not let life slip through your fingers by living in the past or for the future.
By living life one day at a time, you live all the days of your life.
Do not give up when you still have something to give. Nothing is really over until the moment you stop trying. It is a fragile thread that binds us to each other.
Do not be afraid to encounter risks. It is by taking chances that we learn to be brave.
Do not shut love out of your life by saying it is impossible to find.
The quickest way to receive love is to give it. The fastest way to lose love is to hold it too tightly.
Do not dismiss your dreams. To be without dreams is to be without
About a week ago, a friend of my little sister, was stabbed by an ex-boyfriend. We are passing around a donation list, whether it's a dollar or so, please help. And a petition, to help stop monsters like her ex-boyfriend stay off the streets. This is all for a good cause, if you could find it in your hearts to please help out as much as you can my friends.
Any PayPal donations can be deposited to email@example.com
Life Of ... Me :)
Schooling is going alright. Have to get a four month extension because i am a slow learner. So far, I managed to get sick with Bronchitis, get roommates, kick roommates out, get two awesome hats, and get an Xbox 360. Yep, life right now is going pretty swell, I think.
Let's talk people. i don't like people. Starting a blog. Today has been decent enought. That is all.
Life's Issues And Such
I remember the first time i saw youThere was something about youI didn't know what it was but i knew it was trueWhen i looked in your eyes, thats when i knewThe most beautiful rainbows and sunsets couldn't compare to you...We've gotten to know each other better day after dayIn the beginning we didn't have much to sayAfter awhile i wanted to be with you everydayI can't stop thinking about you, night or dayI never thought that i could feel this wayI feel like things can't get any betterI feel the warmth in the weatherI feel better then I've ever beenI feel like the sun waking in the morningI feel like i had never imagineI feel like nothing can go wrongThats the way you make me feelI just want to hold you tightI need you each and every nightI can give you a reasonYou know what I'm feelingIt's you i believe inWe'll talk for hours without even knowingFor this friendship we built just keeps on growingYou always make me smile and you make my days worth whileI know you miss where you use to li
Life..in Reall Life And On Here..
Been awhile since done one of these things. Doubt if many will read it..but in case you want to know whats been
up with me..here gos. I been working alot lately..so not been on much. When not been working..i been doing
housework..and watching boy at wrestling. I havn't been on much due to all this and fact sometimes being
on here just kinda gets me down at times. I have had alot going on in my life this past few months..but will
not go into details..but it has led me to having to pick up extra work. I have had a verbal warning last week at
work also..which has bothered me alot..so I have been down. I feel like I work with backstabbers alot at times.
Anyways..I have been on last few days trying to level. It has been great chatting to old friends again..but I
am done with drama. I had a so called friend who has showed there trueside. It hurts alot when you think you
have a good friend and they do this. I ended up having to block them..which if anyone knows me is hard
its funny how boring the world seems when you get out of high school or college and settle into your job. I learned over the years that life is what you make it. And so far...i have made life very mundane for myself and it is time for me to break out of that before i go crazy.
When we were children we used to be so carefree and wreckless. And we didnt care what anyone said to us. We lived and enjoyed discovering new things that we knew nothing about. What happened to that when we got older?
I cant live like that anymore....I refuse to;so,i have made a list....simliar to a bucket list of things that i am going to do or try. Sounds like a good idea right? Anyway, i have at least 100 things on this list.
Life is too short to live in a box. I am going to try everything once...and somethings maybe more than once.
Any good ideas of what to do or where to go?
Life By Me
I just learned I am gonna be an Auntie!! Totally excited!
Life And Love Suck!
What is the difference between a women that is a "keeper" or a women that is a "hit it and quiet it". Why are some women put in these two groups. I have been told by a few different people that I am in the second group! I want to know why and if a women that is in the second group can be turned into a women good enough for the first group? Please all comments welcome! I have been trying to date now for sometime now! I keep finding problems! Why is that no one can except someone for who they are? Why do most poeple have to make others change to be with them? A few of my friends did this whole online dating thing talked me into it, but I keep having the same problem over and over. My profile is all true, yes I will admit I have left somethings out. I feel if you put everything out there then you have nothing to learn about. I guess what I am saying is I am so sick of being single. I am so sick of hugging a pillow every night! I try to talk to the few friends I do have and they don't see
Smooth roads never make good drivers !Smooth sea never makes good sailors !Clear Skies never make good pilots !Problem free life never makes a strong & good person !Be strong enough to accept the challenges of life.......Time is like a river.you cannot touch the same water twice,because the flow that has passed will never pass again....Enjoy every moment of life...."Being happy does not mean everything is perfect but it means you have learnt to see beyond imperfections."In Life ,When you get into trouble ; don’t get nervous , Just close your eyes and listen to your Heart;Because the Heart may be on the left…But It is always right !!
Some time's life get's to be to much many question's with no answer's we try to stay in the light but find our self in the dark. Wound's that dont heal and a emptiness that wont go away we try to hold our head up but even that is to much at time's why does life bring us such hard time's. Facing what is real and step in to the world where i have been so blinded to for that happiness was only some thing you could do. feel it slipping away with out a warning had no clue. To awake and your world be gone leaves me for ever to feel im alone. In time all will pass as we move forward atlast . Finding my light ever so gone feeling as if i dont belong doubt's and fear's haunt my mind wondering what will happen what will become. Closing the end as we take this journey what will it hold what will it be as falling right from my feet A heart's cry although may be silent carries many emotion's level's of pain, memories of the joy, shared hate and much more , although you dont see nor hear the so
So coming to you now as I write this I have experienced the feeling of being in-love and true love. What makes our heart hurt so bad when we are not with someone. What makes it cry at the thought of that person not near us. Of the times when you talk to those and your heart smiles. When you see them and your heart leaps for joy. In all these things the heart plays a part in our lives. If we fail to see the meaning behind those actions then we disregard our true feelings that our heart knows are correct for that time and place. We might miss actions and events because we don't listen. I understand that our mind at times plays a part and rationalizes situations to be possibilities, but what clout does are mind hold over our heart. If we can tend and weed through those instances then we are more than likely better off than what we were, but if we don't give it a chance we might never know. so after all this rambling I have done. I welcome all comment to this pos. More to come......SS
Oh, what could this bring you? But a life of pain. I had a path that was half way right. They wanted me to play collage football. They wanted me to be a lot of things. Untill that rainy day. I was in a car reck, that all most took my life.
I was in a coma for 3 months, in 2001. I could not walk nor talk for a while. Now I am back, alive an ready to make better choices in life.
Life At Its Finest
To say that this year has been hard on me is an understatement. So far Ive lost someone I thought cared a lot more than they actually did, Ive lost my house and Im currently getting ready to move into a small room and put all of my life in storage, but ive somehow found a way to stay positive and keep going even tho im emo /physically drained some days all I can do is cry till I cant anymore but I believe that things can truely only get better.
Life Sucks Sometimes
i don't know about any one else but iam having such a hard time with everything i have to do or i should say i am not able to do in the last 2 weeks and i still have 6 to 8 weeks to go stuck in bed all because i fell and broke my tail bone and fractured my shoulder, i am stuck in a wheelchair for the next 6 to 8 weeks or more. this doesn't even come close to everything else that i'm having to go through. i hope that i'm not getting onto anyones nerves cause i really needed to vent. it's hard enough being in this much pain and not being able to do anything about it cause trust me there is much more going on in this body of mine but all i can do is wait for all this crap to go away and then maybe i will feel a bit better at the end of all these stupid test .......the worst part is waiting for the results ...
Life is always in transition, the only time it isn't is when it is in transformation.
well to start off i woke up at 830 this morning, have the day off from work so i decided that i would do some running around and pay some bills etc.i took a shower got dressed and headed out i stopped at the bank grabbed some cash and was on my way. Well i was almost done i made my last stop came out and was headed back to the car when i realized that i had a flat tire so naturally i took out my spare to change and the damn spare tire was flat. wtf! so i called AAA and you know it took almost 2 hours just to come down the street. guess from now on i am just gonna have to check my spare tire and all before i leave
Lifes A Game
life is a game. u are playing the game regardless if u choose 2 or not to do so you might as well, be really good at the game. Train ur emitions n mind to be strong physcially, focus on the goal at hand n let no obticiles inferere with your destiny whatever it may be. Games have rules, stick to the rules n u shall find victory in all. There's always be better players. Ur mission if u shld to do is to not became the worst player as long as u can keep up. U will do just fine in the game of life, being the best player means leaving all distractions behind. if u want 2 be the best, you have to sacrifice the things u love because to be the best player,means u love the game!
Life As We Know It
Its pretty cool... that through the internet, you can meet people from all walks of life. Different perspectives, and have amazing conversations with people. It is a great way to widen the social gap and come together and initiate conversations, learn so many new things!! I met a really great guy, who just out of being kind, helped me with my chemistry homework. I talk to other people who are either out of the military and moving on with great sucess, and others that kind of got lost, and i can lend a helping hand or a listening ear. This has been a fantastic experience. I wish more people would be open.. and listen to what people have to say, listen with there hearts. Its not about bling, or like me fan me ect ect... its a great way to become more socially aware.. and have some fun while your at it
Remember.. at the end of it all, all that matters is love. Did you love with the whole of your heart? do the people in your life know you love them.. i hope you make sure to do that EVERY
SIngle ..... To live and learn... time to move forward...
He & his family were there when I needed a place when I lost my apt. And for that I will forever be grateful....
And now he says he wasn't ready for a family..
But its his lost!!!!!!!!!!! He would rather be alone with his family n his friend.....
Maybe one day he can grow up and be a man instead of a 41 year old kid that would much rather spend his money on guns n bullets (because the world it coming to an end and he needs them for the Anti- Christ) and trying to keep up with the "Jones" with all the electronics.... than have a family.
Hopefully he will finds a girl that his dog wont sleep next to instead of him (so that he wont get jealous that his dog sleeps next to her.- in the bed in between them) The dog is what I call how to have safe sex---- cause there's none...lol Or jealous that his dog likes the kids. And that will rub his back to help ease the pain.
And hopefully find a girl that will put up with his
I can never get my mind off her, I wonder if she'd mind if i'd, make her my own, and never let her go, hug her tight, treat her right, act all polite, take her on a date, make sure i'm never late, kiss her on her lips, talk about our kids, Make her feel like princess, living in a castle, hope that is not too much hassle, But i am so blessed, hope i can be the best, hold you tight, have your rest, on my chest, pass the test, NOW YOUR MINE! my life is not easy by no means the life of a soldiers is trough but i steady the crose and drive on we cant let life get us down when we hit a wall as a soldier we go over it under it arounf it or through it life is the same way so stop bitching and just man up and get back inro the fight bacuse we can use the man power that we alll have in our hearts and use our pride and desrtoy the enmy and be the best, so fight and dont give up dont quiet and dont say never
Life In Alaska
Well its day 6 on fubar. everyones been really nice not sure how everything works on here. but am figurin it out. Also cut Ruhbarb today and made strawberry ruhbarb cobbler very yummy! well today i planted tulips. beautiful and sunny going out singing tonite yay! Another beautiful day in Alaska. Salmon are in served are first grilled salmon today at paradisos very tasty! folks who don't live here don't know what there missing. Went singin last night made lots of new friends from Florida. cant wait tell the red salmon come in to go fishin what a blast they fight really good and taste even better smile tell tomorrow heres a favorite recipe of my own baked salmon marinate in wine of your choosin with lemon tarrigon and basil salt an pepper to taste over nite. place in foil and an add slices of lemon and butter leave a little of the marinade bake in a 375 degree oven for twenty mins or disired doneness enjoy serve with steamed veggies and rice enjoy
Life Is Adventure
If life is a dream .. and as if the contents of his dreams?
What have we got from the life that has been overlooked?And if we have to have a pride of life?What kind of image to hereinafter in carrying out the remaining time before death?What is in our minds to go on living.whether to enrich themselves, be making something useful for others, or do much good, or just spend on crime?think because we're going to get a real ticket to Hell or Heaven ..His answer is in the minds and hearts of each
i dont know wats wrong with me ive always have bad luck with ppl i try to change it but the more i change the worst it gets. Is it me the ppl dont like r the shit i say r wat idk dut im tired of it i cont. to search for the one n always get hurt in the end from all the women i dated i get played. n its fucked up i need love to but cant find it some how hah at times i feel like just given up. i just need some one real and no one feels the same i guess. i just need time to know my self and stop falling for the ppl that say they understand and leave me with no answers to my questions its wat ever i guess.
Life On The Other Side Of The "magic Door"
So I allowed myself an extra few seconds inspecting the reflection in the mirror. Ah, those watershed moments in life when ALL the sacrifice, blood, sweat, and tears FINALLY pay off! Today was the day, my first Trans-Atlantic flight as "Pilot in Command" No "Management Captain" in the right seat holding my hand or talking down to me as if I were a mildly retarded 4 year old. What's that old saying? "Heavy is the head that wears the crown"? In a few hours, I'd find out JUST how heavy.
You may not be aware, but before any International flight, your crew will have met, become aquainted, (we may or may not have all flown together previous, they don't allow us to all spend too much time together "on the line") The thinking being not only does familiarity breed contempt, it ALSO spawns complacency. The chief flight attendant I knew all too well. The very best practical jokes that were ever played on me were of her design and careful planning. GREAT! There's my FIRST strike, A flight attenda
I think I have finally reached that point in my life where I feel older than I actually am. Most call it a mid-life crisis. I don't know though. I have several people who are old enough to be my siblings that call me dad. My step-daughter made me a grandpa last year and is working on a second. I am a disabled veteran and that alone makes me feel old but, all the people calling me dad doesn't help. I mean some of them are 20-21 and I am only 34.
What is the point of crying? i hate crying. it makes ur face wet and your nose stuffy and ur face all red. it's not a good look. lol. why does it have to hurt so bad that i cry? it makes me feel weak and helpless and i hate that. i know everyone goes through these feeling. y did i think i was any differant. OK so this weekend was bad. first my girlfriend left me cause i couldn't give her all that she wanted. she knew i wasn't ready to commit to anything but a simple relationship. she wanted marriage, i wanted fun. then i ended up working long crazy hours. them i come home and help move her out. i haven't slept in 2 days and i still have to work tonight. i don't ask for much. ohhhh ya them because i wasn't on fubar for two days i get accused of ignoring one of my friends so he defriends me. im sorry i have a life i ain't always on the PC. i just want to find the one person who makes me feel whole. I WANT MY
The Life Of Living Demonic
I Been threw alot of crap in my life and getting my body and soul half way taken by a impish demon last year cursed my life..
I got a demonic power from it bc my soul has already been tainted by the pain I went threw with so many ex gfs who just wanted me to die.
I also use to be 1 of thoughs people who went to church every sunday i stoped doing that when i was a kid the singing hurted my ears
living with this pain this torrment of pain and dispare could be worse thank ghosts it's not. Theres a reason why I'm single not to deal with this stupid fucking shit that some girls have to dish out with that whole guilt trip shit
I have had my heart smashed and burned and shattered into 80.786 Billion times it seems and i cant find all the fucking pieces bc each piece holds a memorie that I rather die out for.
I maybe all EMO but i can give a fuck less about what others think. Well this bites remebering every 1 from past profiles i had..ugh -sucking on the scars on my right arm-
Life...as They Say.
This is a mere collection of rambling thoughts and drunken rhetoric. Not to be taken to the heart or even to be take with any level of seriousness. I am 33 years old, a U.S Army Soldier, an husband, a father and so much more...or at least I believe I am. What is the mesure of a good man? Is it the acts he does throughout his life or the life he leads? Heaven or hell, he has committed acts that could condemn him to both. Stuck in a prison of his own mind, walls built by fear and doubts. "Am I good enough?" "Am I worth to bask in his light?" A religious or a physiological debate that is unending and unrelenting. We drink to escape the pain but when we drinking we think which causes more pain.......it is stupid. But here we are never the less. I was proven wrong today, I thought nice guys have a chance, they could with stand maybe even change a woman's thoughts and character by showing a small piece of our soul....no...that is wrong. I used to be a asshole to women but somewhere I chang
Depressed is a bad illness i been battleling all my life i had a hard life to were i am now.Life Is What You Make Your Life On What U Wanna Make It.Bipolar is Bad As Well what i have and deal with... I Just Wanna Be Normal Like Other People. Doesnt Help When People Talk Behind Ya Back Becuz u R Homeless (((((Yes To Put This Out There I use To Sleep In A Car and Go On Wifi At Mcdonalds Thats Were I work at Now I cant Sleep In My Car Becuz It Got Repoed))))))) I dont Got a Place Im Trying My Best To Make It N This World Everbody Got There Days Well Today Is One Of Them Daysss...........
there is a time in your life when you come to know a person better then anyone and then you guys become awesome your maybe more and then just dont give up on the people you love
Las noticias sobre el precio de iphone 5 en españa no es su éxito en el mercado, sus cifras de ventas impresionantes. "Gold", dijeron las fuentes, alrededor del iPhone 5 tiene que ver con purpurina. Si usted quiere saber que la palabra "oro" en la línea anterior, a continuación, compruebe el nuevo iPhone 5 chapado en oro avatar. Los usuarios encuentran su iPhone 5 es de color blanco y negro muy monótono, aburrido, y los requisitos no puedo más, ven esta nueva versión chapada en oro. Nuevo sitio web del avatar diseñado proporciona detalles completos de Liverpool diseñador Stuart Hughes, dorado iphone 5. La nueva versión del teléfono sólo 100 para la venta. Pero este nuevo iphone 5 Gilded lujo tiene un precio, que será difícil decir un precio muy alto. Los gastos de teléfono nuevos sobre € 21.990.
Para este modelo, el auricular procesamiento durante dos semanas consecutivas. Me pasé un montón de esfuerzo y paciencia, el molde original para volver a crear el teléfono de oro original
Life By The Drop.
I believe love is forever. It is not just a word of no meaning but it is everything. It is a commintent to your Heart and Soul, It means apologizing when you our wrong and meaning it unconditionaly, Love should not just be a condition .love is not conditional it has a powerful magic behind it, You must worship the woman and stand with her to be her total support, You should hold her hand and pull her close and whisper in her ear's say I'm so lucky to be at your side and be able to tell you this.it is not based on any special qualities. You love her. Love is infinite it goes past this world we live in and to the next. Love must come from within the power of the soul. Love does not live in the past it is now and the future.
Love is very Complex to understand, But to understand you must be able to forgive, A complament is wonderful to here, Tell her that her hair is so Beautiful, Tell her her skin is so soft, How Beautiful she look's,How Beautiful that dress or jeans she is wearing looks
Life Is Live
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Life Love Marriage And Other Destructive Paths
We each on our own accord and free will or the mere fact of self preservation chain ourselves to different aspects of our lives. We are born to this fantasy of happily ever after ....we grow up go to school and fill our heads with the way that our lives should be......we should live happy lives....that brass ring that we strive for......we meet a significant other and live our fairytale enchanted lives. We get a good job....buy a blue house with a white picket fence get a dog and a cat and have 2.5 kids .....livin the dream. The bubble that is our own little world till something comes along with a sharp pin an pops our lil bubble in our surprised faces. The man we marry turns out to be a drunk.....the woman we adore whores around at night behind your own bedroom door....the car gets repoed the house burns to ground...you loose your job....you get divorced your kids hate you and the dog just pissed all over your new shoes. Well it may not be all that bad but then again it can be....and
Life Without Alcoholic Beverages!
CAN YOU EVEN IMAGINE LIFE WITHOUT ALCOHOLIC BEVERAGES, I MEAN EVERYONE HAS HAD ATLEAST ONE DRINK IN THEIR LIFE IF NOT MORE. DRINKING IS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO COOL, IT CAN GET YOU LAID,(NEED I SAY MORE). I MYSELF HAVE DONE SOME PRETTY WILD THINGS AFTER A NIGHT OF HEAVY DRINKING! AN IM SURE IM NOT THE ONLY ONE, THAT'S WHAT'S AMAZING ABOUT ALCOHOLIC BEVERAGES.
Life Is What U Make It...
i mean is life can take u anywhere u just have to follow and see where it takes u.. smile and roll with those bumps that try and trip u..
Lifes lessons are sometimes hard i had a very bad experience in a lounge last night where i thought i was at home.... and was in tears thats when i called a dear friend whom i had previously pulled away from and that friend had refused to go .. i was immidiately consoled and cried till i could not cry anymore the owner to the previous lounge the one i left came to my side in seconds and i was reminded how much he cared for his lil family the family i turned away from i learned a very valuable lesson ... those that love u never go and those that use u leave in seconds i would like to thank my lil family for never leaving my side even when i strayed from their side my deepest respect to DjK from The Original Bash Bros for loving us all as family and always being there for me i dont have the words to describe him just a knot in my throat as he has always been there for me and all his family his lounge is hands down the BEST lounge on fubar(h)
I also found out that true love does exis
Life Is To Short
im now a 50 year old man its a shame it took me so damb long to figure this out. people family friends all my come and go but no matter were you go or do there you are meaning everything you do in life has a way of finding you and you still have to be able to face your self in the merior every day cause there you are
Life N Death
Death is Only the Beginning & the Purpose of Life is to prepare for it so When it comes juss face it & let go
has anyone ever wondered what its like to be on the other side of the fence dealing with things that others deal with on a daily basis? People have the audacity to try and judge me for who i am. Seriously people if you cant step a foot in my shoes to deal with what i do on a daily basis don't put judgement upon me. I live each day as that a day. I take care of my son and do my schoolwork trying to make myself better as a mom and as a human. WE are all humans and we all make mistakes it makes no sense to judge those that you have no idea what they have gone through to make them who they are. I am one to take responsibility for what i have done it makes no sense not to and i try to live each day that i can to make my son's life better as well as try to make my life better. It makes no sense not to do what i have to do as a single parent in this world. It's not easy doing what i do on a daily basis, but yet im still here. We start our lives as little babies, but as we grow up we learn th
Das Tragen eines atramentous Kleid, vielleicht brechen die akzeptable Abendkleider Günstig Chiffre und nimmt einen zusätzlichen Avantgarde Hochzeitskleid Stil. Abounding Bräute sind jetzt die Auswahl aufgenommen Laufenden Farben auf akzeptable Ehe Kleider, die sind in der Regel weiß oder elfenbeinfarben verglichen. Brautkleid Farben Anwendungsbereich von einer babyish Schwerpunkt Bandage rot und sogar atramentous Hochzeitskleidern.
Hochzeitskleider häufigsten sind weiß, weil diese erröten Reinheit angedeutet. Das war ein bandy verblüfft aus Jahrhunderten verblüfft und erröten ist nur eine Darstellung. Wichtig ist, dass auf Ihrem Hochzeitstag Sie akzeptabel besuchen und fühlen mit Ihrer Ehe Kleidung angemessen. Blush Kleider akzeptiert werden ein von vielen akzeptiert Kleider für Hochzeiten. Blush ist ebenso wie bewundert der reich Frauen. Es ist feminin und es beispielhaft Romantik, Säure und Liebe.
A-Promis zu akzeptieren neuem ergriffen werden, um die Röte für ihre Hochzeitskleider
There are many things in life, some that make you happy and some that make you sad. No matter how you look at things life is only what you make of it. You can sit there constantly be upset, mad or angry with anything. But life has a weird way of showing you things. All you can do is hope for the best and maybe just that one day someone or something will come along. He or she may not be totally truthful because they want to impress you never give up on someone that thinks your the world to them cause in doing so is only making more people in this world hurt and alone.
Enjoy everything, you might not get to experience it twice.
Life is a special thing that we should be glad we still have...
Enjoy life as much as you can because you only get to live once.
You should be thankful for the life you have because you don't know how long it'll last.
Life is something you should always smile about, you decide everything you do in it, just live it out to your limit, because we don't live forever.
Be mindful of every little pleasure in life, by living everyday like its your last day.
I've seen better days, But i've also seen worse. I don't have everything that I want, But I do have all I need. I woke up with some aches and pains, But I woke up. My life may not be perfect, But I am blessed.
Why is it that the word love is thrown around like it's nothing.Someone can say I love you forever and always and then they say I need space and that we are just friends.I'm sorry.When I love somebody I love them with my whole heart.I can't shut off the feelings just like that.Love should be an action.Actions speak louder than words.You should not only say I love you,but you should show it with your actions.You love someone,show it.The saying you don't know what you have until it's gone rings true.When the person you care about no longer cares about you is when you realize what you had.
Why is it that we don't always recognize the moment when love begins,but we always recognize when it ends.
Normally around this time of the year, It's a time to be happy, joyful and grateful for everything you have. I am happy and grateful for everything I have. Although, I am also sad and upset when it comes to Christmas, This holiday weighs heavy on my mind. I want so badly to hold my daughter and buy her presents. I wish people knew how lucky they were to have their kids and to be able to hold them.
It is becoming easier as the years go to have faith that one year i will be able to spend it with my daughter again, and one year and i will be able to make up for lost time. The pain and heart ache is still there however, I still wish for everyone to have a great Christmas and that they get all they want, Before all this happen I use to be greedy and want all kinds of stuff. Now the only wish I hope for Is my friends and family get what they want and My daughter gets what she wants and is happy all year long... on that note...
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE