Well this is just not a good time of the year for me, I lost my mother 2 years ago in september and thent his year find out that my father is also very ill and the doctors have given him 6-9 months to live. Last week a wonderful friend of mine that I help tutor local kids and work part time with at the school got into a bad car accident and the doctors missed that she had internal injuries and she passed away on saturday eveing. There are times where i wish that you could just push a button like you do on a remote and fast forward through the bad times and give more time for the good times and no matter what always remeber the good memories and forget the bad ones all they do is drag you down..........
