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well got pissy with some one i care about last nite mostly because i was nt feeling well then i could not sleep from coughing took cough medicine and that upset my stomach i get up and have fever...still having stomach issues...and my laptop screen breaks so i have to actually hold up the damn screen or it falls flat...and im out sick from work....all is not going my way at all! im having dooubts about many things in my life and i dont have anyone to turn to that can help im feeling sick and alone. i dont like this feeling at all. it isnt someting im used to feeling. i usually try to be the cheerful upbeat person but sometimes even i feel down.. this is one of those times.. i think its the fever.

drained

so today i was nudged awake by my husband in the early morning hours because he was having chest pains. Took a trip to the ER....hours and hours later I am home. He was scheduled for a catheterization on MOnday but since he was having paid, they did it today. I think i did okay and kept my cool in front of my husband but I was tired, headachy and my stomach is still in a knot. it was so cold there. I was freezing most of the day. stupid me only threw on flip flops and a short sleeve tshirt...i should have know i would be in the artic zone. turns out there is no blockage in his artery which is good news and the heart seems fine..also good news. But he is now dealing with the aftermath of the catheterization and he also has some kind of cold flu thing that is giving him a harsh cough which is not good after having this procedure. also we still don't know what caused him to have the chest pain that woke him up out of his sleep...that is the most frustrating thing. After bringing him home, I had to run all around doing things for him which I don't mind doing at all. I had to make all the calls to friends and family with his status. i was so exhausted. WE both fell asleep for a while. now i am awake again and just needed to let this out of me. i am hoping that this will help me get the knot that is still in my stomach! thanks for listening! and for anyone who has commented on my page within the last day or so, please do nottake offense that i have not commented back. i just can't do it tonite. just know i still luv ya!!!!!!
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