SnakeEyes's blog: "A rOCK And A Hard Place"

I thought I would never say these words , BUT I GIVE UP. I thought that when I moved into a house my life would be easier , boy was I fooled . I have a whole new set of problems , which some have been taken care of , my utlilities are eating my lunch so to speak , I try to make ends meet and where I end up is further behind. I really am trying but when you have a roommate that keeps nagging over everything its hard to keep your composure , trust me I am really trying not to say what I am really thinking. Its almost to the point of me re-entering a part of my life I really didn't want to enter again . And that is getting cold and heartless , I do not want to go down that road again , but if I have to I will, that would mean I would have to alienate certain friends and family to accomlish this . I was just waiting on the right time to do this and right now is just perfect . I will be very selective on who I am going to let in and trust me I alady am working on this list . I am going to be very quiet through all of this , do not worry though I will be fine .

I have a roommate who I think has some mental issues. For example she knows I work nights and have to get my sleep during the day , not her she isn't even considerate. A prime example of of her being unconsiderate is Friday , I had to take classes online to be able to continue working , what does she do , she turns the T.V. , up louder so it is difficult for me to study, so she thought. I have trained myself to block distractions out when I am in the middle of something, and trust me it works. The sleep issue is one I know I will have to work on though. Tomorrow I know it will be hard because I have at least 4 more hours of class to take , then after that I should be able to rest I hope.