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God Save The Queen
God save the queen The fascist regime It made you a moron Potential H bomb God save the queen She ain't no human being There is no future In England's dreaming Don't be told what you want Don't be told what you need There's no future No future No future for you God save the queen We mean it man We love our queen God saves God save the queen Cause tourists are money And our figurehead Is not what she seems Oh god save history God save your mad parade Lord god have mercy All crimes are paid When there's no future How can there be sin We're the flowers in the dustbin We're the poison in the human machine We're the future Your future God save the queen We mean it man We love our queen God saves God save the queen We mean it man There is no future In England's dreaming No future No future No future for you No future No future No future for me No future No future No future for you No future No future for you

Seventeen
You're only 29 Got a lot to learn But when your mummy dies She will not return We like noise it's our choice It's what we wanna do We don't care about long hair I don't wear See my face not a trace No reality I don't work I just speed That's all I need I'm a lazy sod I'm a lazy sod I'm a lazy sod I'm so lazy Yawn I'm a lazy sod I'm a lazy Sid I'm a lazy sod I'm so lazy I can't even be bothered Lazy Lazy

Citizenship Test
Your Political Profile: Overall: 80% Conservative, 20% Liberal Social Issues: 100% Conservative, 0% Liberal Personal Responsibility: 75% Conservative, 25% Liberal Fiscal Issues: 75% Conservative, 25% Liberal Ethics: 50% Conservative, 50% Liberal Defense and Crime: 100% Conservative, 0% Liberal How Liberal Or Conservative Are You? You Are a Smart American You know a lot about US history, and you're opinions are probably well informed. Congratulations on bucking stereotypes. Now go show some foreigners how smart Americans can be. Are You a Dumb American? One of these questions is tricky... You Passed the US Citizenship Test Congratulations - you got 9 out of 10 correct! Could You Pass the US Citizenship Test?

I'm Such A Newb!
I know I don't really have many pics of myself up. I should be able to take some real soon so keep your eyes open. The ones that I have up now are at least a year old, but I haven't changed much. The hair is a bit longer, but thats about it. New to the whole CT thing, so yeah.... Anyway, just trying to navigate my way around and make my profile as un-noob as possible. More blog to come later, but for now....back to work!

All About Me
well to me the best feeling in the world is being a parent.You will always have someone to love you.Besides the point i can still be a wild child when my mommy shoes arent on. I am a pround parent of 2 little girls and 2 little boys.They mean everthing to me.Being a mom is the best feeling in the world youll always have someone to love you no matter what.someday Iwill have the perfect family.

Not Sure !!
Every now and then I have to have one of these...cos somedays I swear I have a dickhead magnet on. I post my NSFW pics...because I want to ..not for anyone else..not for points (Cos they dont count anyways !!). Its another expression of me, they are done tastefully...its only boobs and bum for gods sake..im not sitting there with my legs spread and a cam in between them !! My point is ..if your going to view them..be reasonable..dont act like some pimply horned up 16 year old that gets a hard on when someone bends over !! Alot of people say.."Why have them at all then if your gonna get upset about it"...and my point is.."Because I chose to"..this is an adult site..supposedly !!.And they aren't crude pictures. Ive made my pictures private before..and then spent all day answering my shout with "Can i few your private pics"...I have them open to friends for that reason..look if you want..comment ..then leave it at that...dont jump in my shout and say "Nice tits" or "How big

New To Ct
1. Is there anyone on your friends list you would like to have sex with? 2. Do they know it? 3. Have you had sex with anyone on you friend’s list? 4. Do you like making love or having hott sex? 5. Have your ever had a 3 some? 6. What is your favorite position? 7. Do you want to have sex with the person who posted this? 8. Give or receive oral? 9. Kinky or sneaky? 10. Loud or quiet? 11. Ruff of soft? 12. Foreplay or not? 13. Do you like to bite or be bitten? 14. Spank or be spanked? 15. Condoms or not? 16. Masturbate or not? 17. Role-playing or not? 18. Are you brave enough to re-post this? so in case u havent guessed...im new here on CherryTAP. Im startin to find my way around...but im pretty dumb with this stuff bein a redneck and all. If any one has any tips or anything like that...feel free to comment me with them (thx to Deb and her pearl of wisdom). Im already addicted to this site...cuz it kicks the sh*t out of myspace and facebo

Booboo
I didn't want to admit that I had thought about him, too, but had been too proud to reach out. We were both silent for a few moments, each of us lost in our own memories. Suddenly he took my hand in his and brought it to his lips. Even though it was freezing outside on teh balcony, I felt myself warm up, my pulse quicken. He kissed me on the lips. His lips were full and soft like I remembered. i opened my mouth just enough for him to slip his tongue inside. I wrapped my arms around his shoulders, leaning into his body. His hands caresses my bare back. "What are we doing?" I asked as I pulled away from him. "You've always asked too many questions," he said as he smiled and pulled me back into his arms, then began to nuzzle my neck just below my ear. Damn, he knows that's my spot. He moved up to my cheek and then back to my lips before I could protest. My mouth seemed to have a mind of its own as I inhaled his intoxicating scent. Maybe Terrence and Viv were right: this should be my nig

I was cleaning my saved e-mails and found this one from my wife while I was in Iraq, and it's just as true now as it was then... >THIS IS WHAT IT MEANS TO LOVE A SOLDIER... > >She stands in line at the post office waiting to send a package to >her husband, a U.S. Army soldier serving in Iraq. Envelopes, pens, >paper, stamps, sunscreen, eye-drops, gum, batteries, powdered >Gatorade, baby wipes and Twizzlers. >He said he needed the sunscreen and baby wipes. She threw in the >Twizzlers. >There's a common bond at the post office in this military town. >People aren't just sending letters and packages; they are sending >smiles, hope, love and just a touch of home. People look around at >the others, sharing their concern, fear and pride. They take comfort >knowing they are not alone. >Passing through the gate leaving the Army post, she enters another >world. A world filled with pawnshops, surplus stores, barbershops, fast >food galore, and of course, "Loans, L

Time For Us All To Step Up
Read all the way through please! Hunger and undernutrition are the number one risk to health worldwide, killing more people every year than AIDS, malaria, and tuberculosis combined. How real is the problem of hunger? Consider that: - The world has produced more than enough food to feed itself since the 1960s. - Yet, around the world, over 850 million people are chronically hungry. - That means one out of every seven people on earth goes hungry. - There are 400 million hungry children in the world. - That’s more hungry children than the population of the United States. - Every four seconds, someone, somewhere, dies because of hunger. - Every day, 25,000 people die because of hunger; 18,000 of them are children. - Every year, over 9 million people die from hunger and malnutrition. More than 9 out of 10 hungry people die in situations not heard on the news. Despite the magnitude of this tragic situation, hunger is a solvable proble

Just Wanted To Let You Know !!!
No idea how we got to this point in our lives, no idea what forces are behind the turns life can take or why things sometimes can't be the way in our hearts we know it is supposed to be, It looks pretty dark tonight, and I know your hurting as much as me right now, but it's all going to work out in the end baby, never give up on our hopes and dreams Lady, we will find a way, some way to be together if only for a short while, I'd gladly give everything I own and all I ever hope to have in this life to just have you here with me right now, but for now it's only in my dreams.. Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Kills For Skills
You walk out of the stall trying to leave before anyone notices your deeds. The fact is you don't smell your own crap. You have nothing to complain about. Wait, someone is ahead of you at the sink. They don't make use of the soap. This is agravating you to no ends. JESUS MAN USE THE SOAP. They leave a mess on the counter, water everywhere. Your pissed but you make no comment. You don't touch the fliping door. You walk in and make for the urinal, its full of piss. The faggot didn't flush before you. He must have gotten interrupted. Water is all over the counter top.

Saudi Air
TEXAS AIR TRAFFIC CONTROL A TEXAS AIR TRAFFIC CONTROL CONVERSATION: Dallas ATC: "Tower to Saudi Air 911--You are cleared to land eastbound on runway 9R." Saudi Air: "Thank you Dallas ATC. Acknowledge cleared to land on infidel's runway 9R --Allah be Praised!!" Dallas ATC: "Tower to Iran Air 711--You are cleared to land westbound on runway 9R." Iran Air: "Thank you Dallas ATC. We are cleared to land on infidel's runway 9R.- -Allah is Great!!" Pause: Static............. Saudi Air: "DALLAS ATC ! DALLAS ATC ! Dallas ATC: "Go ahead Saudi Air 911?" Saudi Air: "YOU HAVE CLEARED BOTH OUR AIRCRAFT FOR THE SAME RUNWAY GOING IN OPPOSITE DIRECTIONS !!! WE ARE ON A COLLISION COURSE !!! INSTRUCTIONS PLEASE!!! Dallas ATC: "Well bless your hearts. Y'all be careful now and tell Allah 'hey' for us -- ya hear?

* Bio-energetic System * Auric Fields *
********************************************************************************************* Bio-Energetic System or Auric Field ********************************************************************************************* Within the 15-dimensional Unified Field, the morphogenetic field creates structures of multidimensional electromagnetic energy (EM), around and through which the matter form will manifest. These multidimensional EM fields are collectively referred as the Bio-energetic System or the Auric Field of a manifest form. All manifest forms posses a Bio-energetic System/Auric Field. The Auric Field has seven primary, inner layers through which physical manifestation takes place and which correspond to dimensional frequency bands 1 through 7. The Auric Field also has seven outer layers, which represents the form-holding morphogenetic imprints for the seven inner layers of the Auric Field. The seven outer layers correspond to dimensional frequency band

Things To Enjoy
A very sexually active woman tells her plastic surgeon that she wants her vagina lips reduced in size because they were flapping in the breeze. Out of embarrassment she insisted that the surgery be kept a secret and the surgeon agreed. Awakening from the anesthesia after the surgery she found three roses carefully placed beside her on the bed. Outraged, she immediately calls in the doctor. "I thought I asked you not to tell anyone about my operation!" The surgeon told her he had carried out her wish for confidentiality and that the first rose was from him: "I felt sad because you went through this all by yourself." The second rose is from my nurse. She assisted me in the surgery and empathized because she had had the same procedure done some time ago." And what about the third rose?"she asked. "Oh, that rose it's from a man upstairs in the burn unit. He wanted to thank you for his new ears." A well-known speaker started off his seminar by: holding up a $20.00 bill. I

Birthday
Why I fired my secretary Last week was my birthday and I didn't feel very well waking up on that morning. I went downstairs for breakfast hoping my wife would be pleasant and say, "Happy Birthday!", and possibly have a small present for me. As it turned out, she barely said good morning, let alone "Happy Birthday." I thought... Well, that's marriage for you, but the kids... They will remember. My kids came bounding down stairs to breakfast and didn't say a word. So when I left for the office, I felt pretty low and somewhat despondent. As I walked into my office, my secretary Jane said, "Good Morning Boss, and by the way Happy Birthday!" It felt a little better that at least someone had remembered. I worked until one o'clock, when Jane knocked on my door and said, "You know, it's such a beautiful day outside, and it is your Birthday, what do you say we go out to lunch, just you and me." I said, "Thanks, Jane, that's the greatest thing I've heard all day.

More Poetry
Dreams to share and to fulfill Waiting for our sweet moment still A box full of wishes and dreams yet to come true Desire for the soul that is the promise long over due Time slips away and can not be held in place So I savor the dream we share in this space Where fantasy is all that we hold Where I like my mind run free and bold To escape the bounds of earthly thought The dream is you and all you’ve brought To a heart that craves your touch so deep I seek you out before I dare to sleep Perchance to dream our dreams we share Amazing how much that for you I care And yet you remain a dream of love My love can soar on the wings of a dove So I am sending myself to see you in a dream When you wake you will know it is as it did seem That I was there with you all the night through For I know that in this world only your love will do By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Irish Recipe's
Serving: 1 loaf 4 Cups all-purpose flour 1/4 Cup sugar 1 Teaspoon salt 2 Teaspoons baking powder 2 Tablespoons caraway seeds 4 Tablespoons unsalted butter, cold 2 Cups golden or dark raisins 1 1/2 scant cups buttermilk 1 large egg 1 Teaspoon baking soda 1 large egg yolk 1 Tablespoon heavy cream Directions Heat oven to 350 degrees;. Line a baking sheet with parchment paper; set aside. In a large bowl, whisk together flour, sugar, salt, baking powder, and caraway seeds until well combined. Using a pastry cutter or two knives in scissor fashion, cut in butter until the mixture feels like coarse meal. Stir in raisins until evenly distributed. In a small bowl, whisk together buttermilk, egg, and baking soda until well combined. Pour buttermilk mixture into the flour-and-butter mixture all at once, and stir with a fork until all the liquid is absorbed and the mixture begins to hold together. It should resemble a rough biscuit dough. Using your hands, press the d

The Magical Little Man In Green
The Leprechaun The original Irish name for these figures of folklore is "lobaircin," meaning "small-bodied fellow." Belief in leprechauns probably stems from Celtic belief in fairies, tiny men and women who could use their magical powers to serve good or evil. In Celtic folktales, leprechauns were cranky souls, responsible for mending the shoes of the other fairies. Though only minor figures in Celtic folklore, leprechauns were known for their trickery, which they often used to protect their much-fabled treasure. Leprechauns had nothing to do with St. Patrick or the celebration of St. Patrick's Day, a Catholic holy day. In 1959, Walt Disney released a film called Darby O'Gill & the Little People, which introduced America to a very different sort of leprechaun than the cantankerous little man of Irish folklore. This cheerful, friendly leprechaun is a purely American invention, but has quickly evolved into an easily recognizable symbol of both St. Patrick's Day and Ireland in ge

The Shamrock
The Shamrock In fact the first written mention of this story did not appear until nearly a thousand years after Patrick's death. The shamrock, which was also called the "seamroy" by the Celts, was a sacred plant in ancient Ireland because it symbolized the rebirth of spring. By the seventeenth century, the shamrock had become a symbol of emerging Irish nationalism. As the English began to seize Irish land and make laws against the use of the Irish language and the practice of Catholicism, many Irish began to wear the shamrock as a symbol of their pride in their heritage and their displeasure with English rule.

Slainte Or Toast For St. Patricks Day
For all those who were wondering what to say on March 17th, when they raise their glasses, here are a few phrases to remember: May God bring good health to your enemies enemies May you live to be a hundred years, with one extra year to repent. May you be in heaven one half hour before the devil knows you're dead. As you slide down the banisters of life may the splinters never point the wrong way. There are many good reasons for drinking, One has just entered my head, If a man doesn't drink when he's living, How the hell can he drink when he's dead? May the best day of your past be the worst day of your future. May you get all your wishes but one, So you always have something to strive for. Here's to you, here's to me, the best of friends we'll always be. But if we ever disagree, forget you here's to ME!! Here's to your coffin... May it be built of 100 year old oaks which I will plant tomorrow. Here's to you as good as you are,

Needing To Express Myself!
iT IS 10:00 PM and I am sitting here alone in my room feeling pretty low. my husband has night duty with my son and as usual I have no one to talk to. I get so frutrated with myself because I am too shy to make friends because of the constant fear of rejection. I have never in my 33 years had any friends who I can talk to that's why my computer feels like my only friend. I'm sorry if I am boring anyone but I just needed to get this out of me.

Prayer Of St.patrick
The beautiful prayer of St. Patrick, popularly known as "St. Patrick's Breast-Plate", is supposed to have been composed by him in preparation for this victory over Paganism. The following is a literal translation from the old Irish text: I bind to myself today The strong virtue of the Invocation of the Trinity: I believe the Trinity in the Unity The Creator of the Universe. I bind to myself today The virtue of the Incarnation of Christ with His Baptism, The virtue of His crucifixion with His burial, The virtue of His Resurrection with His Ascension, The virtue of His coming on the Judgement Day. I bind to myself today The virtue of the love of seraphim, In the obedience of angels, In the hope of resurrection unto reward, In prayers of Patriarchs, In predictions of Prophets, In preaching of Apostles, In faith of Confessors, In purity of holy Virgins, In deeds of righteous men. I bind to myself today The power of Heaven, The light of the sun, The brightnes

Lion King
I was fortunant to be invited by a friend of mine to go see the "Lion King" ,the broadway show on tuesday. If any of you are reading this lemme tell ya...it was SPECTACULAR!! I dont go to many plays/musicals,and it was kind of long, I got out of there at 1040pm. But I never checked my watch once, or asked anyone what time it was. I've never seen the movie either, so I didnt know the plot of it . I was so blown away!!!!!! The actors had such talent ,and a few times I was moved to tears. Either its a good musical or I am pms-ing,because it was moving. Of course the plot is young Simba will someday be king of the jungle ,and has to be rescued out of a few scrapes by his dad, Moustafa.(spelling) . Meanwhile his jealous uncle would like to be king,also, and would like to off his brother, or his nephew. He enlists the help of a few hyena friends in the process. The people who play the characters are really humanlike and animal like at the same time. They wear animal costumes ...but not

Who Was St. Patrick
Did you know? Although St. Patrick is the patron saint of Ireland—and certainly no other saint has the stature of St. Patrick in Ireland—the beloved holy man wasn't actually Irish. Born somewhere in western or northern Britain, he was brought to Ireland as a slave when still a teenager. After six years he escaped to the Continent, where he became a monk. Eventually, following a vision, he returned to Ireland to Christianize it. Apostle of Ireland, born at Kilpatrick, near Dumbarton, in Scotland, in the year 387; died at Saul, Downpatrick, Ireland, 17 March, 493. Other sources say 460 or 461 —Ed. He had for his parents Calphurnius and Conchessa. The former belonged to a Roman family of high rank and held the office of decurio in Gaul or Britain. Conchessa was a near relative of the great patron of Gaul, St. Martin of Tours. Kilpatrick still retains many memorials of Saint Patrick, and frequent pilgrimages continued far into the Middle Ages to perpetuate there the fame of his sanc

Irish Quotes, Or Sayings
When the sky falls we'll catch larks. One swallow never made a summer. A silent mouth never did any harm. It's often a man's mouth broke his nose. Everyone is wise till he speaks. Words will not feed the friars. Proverbs cannot be contradicted A good beginning is half the work. You'll never plow a field by turning it over in your mind. Many hands make light work. Long churning makes bad butter. It's no use boiling your cabbage Every dog is brave on his own doorstep. A little dog can start a hare, but it takes a big one to catch it. Do not show your teeth until you can bite. The world would not make a racehorse of a donkey. Put silk on a goat and it is still a goat. An old broom knows the dirty corners best. There never was an old slipper but there was an old stocking to match it. The old pipe gives the sweetest smoke. The windy day is not the day for thatching. A trout in the pot is better than a salmon in the sea.

This Was My Life...
Well I'm currently in a little local band thats getting started as the lead guitarist and singer. Just a rock band, nothing too heavy or anything... yet. I've got an audition for another local band being the drummer. But right now what has my fancy is the Jackson I ordered off the net! Niiiiiiice axe, for only 700 USD! All the shit that I've been through dosent matter anymore, because I've found some new strength inside of myself. Some new desire to be more than anyone ever imagined. I've completely overhauled my guitar tones, favoring analog from the digital effects of past encounters with each other. All that shit that I was put through the last few months, all the heartache and pain, and all the bad times have led to this new strength. I love the power. Last night, I had this feeling as I was sitting on the beach at like 9 at night. This feeling that it should be remembered for something great, that the night would unveil a secret I could not have ever realized by myself.

My Words (5)
Each Moment Each moment that passes and day tha goes by no matter what ever happen we manage to stay strong and keep it going..though the ups and down and the the people who cant understand you and I we push each other though with the love we carrie for one an other Love of my life I sat here thinking of ways to tell you And ways to make you see That you're the love of my life And that you always will be No words can ever express The way you make me feel I wonder sometimes if it's a dream Or if your wonderful love is real I can always feel you with me Even when you're not here Knowing soon we'll be together Of that I have no fear Together we've created life So beautiful and true There is no limit To things our love can do I know things are hard But we'll make it somehow And I couldn't love you anymore Than how much I love you right now. ================================================= My love Falling i

Ha
OK guys I'm in a big boobs contest can you help me out, I guarantee you'll like this one, this pic isnt in any of my album... so show me some love ..muah saucy http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=141796&albumid=268391&i=1942812911 >>>!!!!BLOW JOBS!!!! >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>>WHAT A GIRL HAS TO SAY ON THE SUBJECT >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>>1. First and foremost, we are not obligated to do it. >>> >>>2. Extension to rule #1 - So if you get one, be grateful. >>> >>>3. I don't care WHAT they did in the porn video you saw, it is not >>>standard practice to cum on someone's face. >>> >>>4. Extension to rule #3 - No, I DON'T have to swallow. >>> >>>5. M y ears are NOT handles. >>> >>>6. Extension to rule #5 - do not push on the top of my head. Last I >>>heard, deep throat had been done. And additionally, do you really WANT >>>puke on your dick? >>> >>>7. I don't care HOW relaxed you get, it is NEVER OK to fart. >>> >>>8. Having my period doe

Interperating Dreams
This dream was being subject to being drilled with lots of questions that i did`nt no the answer too as i did`nt reconise what i was being told. a large dark mamal with big eyes sat on the window close by and i rember saying "omg" when i saw it.further in to the dream two large birds began to try and swallow my big toe, and i was trying to shake it off, feeling panicky In the dream i was going abroad with a friend,we climbed into the plane, and it set off, we did`nt speak at all, then we were there, the surrounding as we looked out the window , the whole of the airport had flooded with gallons sand i remember thinking, "omg this cant be our destination"..but then the plane began moving again, tryin to find a clear run way to leave,we stayed at the end of the run way allowing another plane in front plenty of leave way, and watched as it took off into the air i was suddenly in the nose of the plane, the roof was wide open like a butterflys shell and made of glass,

Anyone In Omaha Nebraska
so yeah im here in omaha nebraska i havent seen much i been workin at the airport mostly i been here for about a 2 weeks and staying more. anyone have a place where there is something cool to do

Life
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Please take off the mask,I want to see you. Chip away the mold society has placed upon you. I know underneath,there are tears that fall like rain. I know underneath,there are scars from all the pain. I know underneath,there is a mind trying to break out. I know underneath,lyes fear,anxiety and doubt. Speak to me with your voice not a highly rated monologue. Look to me with your face not a page from a catalog. gilberto@ CherryTAP

Never Good News
you know it's never good when your military unit talks about getting deployed, even if it is a year from now. not sure the full details, but will try to keep all my friends & fans posted. (repost of original by 'DJSelene ™ BitchQueen of Underworld LDC/CatwomanJLM/KOW/KOPE/FSFM/Conscript KSC' on '2007-08-15 20:32:03') Ohh yeah.. Dj Sexy Solider, Is RAWKIN the airwaves in Hydaway RadioCome give him some loving.. you know you wanna, he might just give ya a kiss, Click his pic ↓ To join!!

Did You Know?
if theres a flaw in women this is it ONE FLAW IN WOMEN Current mood: amused Category: Blogging By the time the Lord made woman, he was into his sixth day of working overtime. An angel appeared and said, "Why are you spending so much time on this one?" And the Lord answered, "Have you seen my spec sheet on her? She has to be completely washable, but not plastic, have over 200 movable parts, all replaceable and able to run on diet coke and leftovers, have a lap that can hold four children at one time, have a kiss that can cure anything from a scraped knee to a broken heart-and she will do everything with only two hands." The angel was astounded at the requirements. "Only two hands!? No way! And that's just on the standard model? That's too much work for one day. Wait until tomorrow to finish." " But I won't," the Lord protested. "I am so close to finishing this creation that is so close to my own heart. She already heals herself when she is sick AND can

A Little Lite Reading..
I approach you as your attention is directed elsewhere; my purpose specific for your pleasure. As I fumble with your buckle, our eyes meet genuine surprise sparks your brown eyes. No words spoken, my lips meet your throbbing cock; my fingers massaging the base gently Up and down, my toungue wraps around you methodically leaving no inch uncovered or dry. Faster and harder my focus is your climax baby; I am eager to taste your seed Your breath heavier each stroke intended to make you squirm and moan in ecstasy driven anticipation. Gripping my ponytail you thrust your pulsating cock down my inviting throat mindlessly fucking my face. I hungrily accept each and every inch of you; patiently awaiting your moment to arrive Our eyes meet at the exact moment of climax while you smile, I swallow…. ~JM~ 2007 I hate not knowing where I stand with someone. I'm the most open and honest person you could ever meet. If I like you .. you

Yes Or No
People are too fake on here. They only want pic comments, or to see how many friends they can get. So let's see who will actually repost this. This is to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletiLet's see who n. the true friends are and I think I know who you are... Repost this if you are a friend...Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as "fake ass friends" Report as NSFW (Not Safe For Work) [?] thanxs to all for ur comments i will return... love u friends

A Guys Point Of View...
MyHotComments / HotFreeLayouts Subject cute Body: A Guys Point Of View: We don't care if you talk to other guys. We don't care if you're friends with other guys. We only start to care when the friendship, or talking to other guys, conflicts with our relationship. or they are trying to steal you from us. ____________________________________________________ Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/ cute/ stunning, we fucking mean it. Don't tell us we're wrong. We'll stop trying to convince you. The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence. ____________________________________________________ Yeah, you can quote me. Push us down on the couch and make a move once in a while. We like that aggressiveness about you and we like the unexpected. When we know you're really happy, it makes us happy too. ____________________________________________________ Don't be mad when we hold the door open. Take Advantage of the mood I'm in. LET

Karma Is A Bitch, And So Am I
You Are Lightning Beautiful yet dangerous People will stop and watch you when you appear Even though you're capable of random violence You are best known for: your power Your dominant state: performing What Type of Weather Are You? Silvery moonbeams sparkling on water, breezes rustling through leaves on trees standing proudly in the night. On silent feet denizens of the night creep forth to dance on the shore, waiting in the silence to see her face shining silver in the night sky. And She smiles. ~Selene © 2007 I want. The craving So strong It drowns My heartbeat In layers Of lust. I need. The desire So powerful It overflows My banks And leaves thirst In its wake. I yearn For love so real It cannot be Contained In a vessel So fragile. I gasp For air With lungs Cracked Parched Wanting for love So I cannot Breathe from it. I reach With grasping tendrils And wonder why No one Reaches back. Am I so far ahead

Volunteering
Well. It's all over. Poor Finland. I feel so sorry for those ladies. They worked their asses off this week. Played really good, tight hockey but in the end it wasn't enough. After losing to the US on Sunday 4-0 and then Canada yesterday 5-0, they played Sweden this afternoon for the bronze. Final Score: Sweden 1, Finland 0 - Sweden takes the Bronze. As for the Gold Medal game. Goddamn!! It was definitely a goalie's exhibition through almost the first period and a half. Not a single point scored through the first period and it was 6 minutes into the 2nd when Canada finally opened up with the first point of the night. It didn't take Canada long after to score a second (albeit, a rather controversial one) and then a 3rd. The US finally scored their first and only goal about midway through the last period but by then it was too late. End result: Canada 5, USA 1 - Canada takes the gold and the US earns a very respectable silver considering their only losses the wh

My First Blog Check It Out
PLZZZZ ALL MY FRIENDS AND EVERYONE HELP ME TO NEXT LEVEL SOMEONE TOLD ME I NEED A SALUTE PIC TO LEVEL UP WHAT EXACTLY DO I NEED TO DO OR GIVE ME AN EXAMPLE PLZZZZ ANYONE I POST A BULLETIN HOPEING THAT ALL MY FRIENDS AND FRIENDS OF FRIENDS WOULD COME AND SHOW ME THAT I HAVE REAL FRIENDS OUT THERE AND ADD YOURSELFS TO MY GUEST BOOK IN MY PROFFILE AND NOBODY EXCEPT ONE PERSON (MRDONMEGGA)HAD ADDED HIM SELF SHOWIN HIS LUV WELL I GUESS EVERYONE ON MY LIST IS ALL JUST PEOPLE WHO DONT CARE UNLESS PROVEN OTHER WISE

Hello Everyone
hello every one want to let you all know that you can reach me n msn or yahoo: msn spm_1972@hotmail.com yahoo spm_1972 ok everyone i am guess it is time to put down the rules for my page one more time and this is the last time and i am gonna tell you the reason for the rule and if you dont follow it there will be no more its ok dont do it again you are gonna be blocked here and on my mess rules 1 my page is just that my page if you see something on there you dont like then dont look that simply #2 look at my family and friends list and my fans and the ones that i fanned if oyu need to ask who the hell they are then well maybe you dont need to be on my page it is simply #3 if you want to be a friend to one of my firends great just remember that you have become friends with them talk to them about what ever you want but not me i hate being talked about and to many people have been saying to much shit and tired of coming on here to have some fun and all it is is a fight

Since The Dawn Of Time...
I think i am going to start writing again...real soon...I used to blog alot on myspace...not anymore...too much bullshit...it's really amazing how if you rearrange people on the list on myspace...people will get pissed the fuck off. I know on my myspace page, i put the people i talkt o the most up front and so on...it's almost like a big pissing contest. I dunno...

This Fn Day
Before I Write this Down, I Have To Say How I Feel Isn't Because Of Any One On Here, That Might Have Made Things A Little Worse But I Had A Really Shitty Day Before That. I also have to say I havent Felt Like This In A Long Time. I see the world in a bird's eye view and boom, a giant flash of light taking billions of lives My rage is thundering through my veins i can hear it in my ears and I can see it so clear Rainforests and beautiful landscapes, burning to the ground and all around i see the death of every thing I havent been this angry in over 2 years, My temper, My Darkside the darkness that creeps through my mind has been unleashed, has been released. God Help Me Find My Center, My Peace Agian. This has probably been one of the worst days ive ever had in the Corps. I have to say the incompetance of some people is so supprising that I think they should be shot. I'll say as much as I had some legal documents that were supposed to be sent to me and because of some

It's Through Time
It's Through Time Time has come Time has gone Time has left This heart so weak. Though strong to the eye I'm dying inside. It's hard to see It's hard believe It's hard for me To let you know And let my Feelings show. Through times of sad Through times of pain Through times of glad. I keep my emotions bottled And put on idle. I keep my heart Under lock and key. And my spirit Runs free. Watching and waiting For me to be free.

Really
I LIVE IN A TOWN OF 1200 THIS WEEKEND A COUPLE AND THERE GRANDAUGHTER(15) WERE BASICALLY EXECUTED GANGLAND STYLE. THE GIRL WAS IN MY SONS GRADE. WHY WE MAY NEVER KNOW. THERE ARE SPECULATIONS BUT AS OF NOW NO COMMENTS HAVE BEEN MADE BY THE LAW AS TO WHY,WHO,OR WHEN.YOU HEAR OF THESE THINGS ON THE NEWS BUT IT`S NOT SUPPOSED TO HAPPEN IN A SMALL TOWN.THESE PEOPLE WERE EASY GOING LIFE LOVING FRIENDS OF MINE LIKE THEY WERE OF SO MANY OTHER PEOPLE IN THIS TOWN.BAD ENOUGH THE COUPLE BUT WHY THE 15 YEAR OLD GIRL.SO MANY QUESTIONS SO FEW ANSWERS.MAY GOD REST THEIR SOULS AND HELL OCCUPY THE KILLERS.I REALLY WISH FOR CLOSURE TO THE FAMILY LEFT BEHIND TO DEAL WITH THE AFTER MATH.LET`S HOPE FOR THE BEST AND LET THE VICTIMS REST.AMEN I JUST GOT HOME FROM THE LOCAL WATERHOLE OR 2 OR 3(WAIT I GOTTA PISS)OK I`M BACK.REALLY GUYS I DON`T KNOW ABOUT YOU BUT AT TIMES LIKE THIS I`D JUST AS SOON FLOP THE LID DOWN AND SIT AND PISS LIKE A GIRL AT LEAST I AIN`T GOT TO CLEAN THE F--KIN PISS OFF THE STOOL OR FL

Social Confidence
Yes, I know what you are thinking... James, I am well versed in all the crazy games girls play with me. Well, my friend, this isn't about head games, it's about games you can play with girls at any setting, be it a bar, house party, or library (you may have to be careful with that last one, you don't want them laughing too loud in the library) Girls love games. Games at the bar, on the street, in a class, wherever you are (if you’re congruent) you can get away with so much shit by playing games. You get to: -Mess with them -Escalate contact (touch)-Escalate sexual tension through push-pull and 2 steps forward, 1 step back -Show you’re playful side -Call them names (Brat, dork, shithead, slut, bitch. It’s cocky and funny and beautiful women NEVER hear this from men. They’ll love you for it.) -Show that you are not like ANY other guy they’ve ever met Here are some of the games I play and a short description of each: 1. Question game This game sets up a very dominant fram

Lol
Good Night everyone talk to ya'll later call me if you want lol There were 11 people hanging onto a rope that came down from a helicopter. Ten were men and one was a woman. The rope was starting to fray, so they all agreed that one person should let go because, if they didn't, the rope would break and everyone would die. No one could decide who should go so, finally, the woman gave a really touching speech, about how she would give up her life to save theirs, because women were used to giving up things for their husbands and children, giving into men, and that after all, men were the superior sex and must be saved. When she finished speaking, all the men clapped. Moral of the Story: Never under estimate the powers of a woman.

Until Eternity
I never could have imagined that it would come to this, where the lips of the only man I love another woman would kiss. Each time she puts her arms around you another little piece of my heart slowly dies, what here have you to ignore the tears that were falling from my eyes? You had made a promise to love and care for me till the end, you had sealed that vow with a kiss saying that I was your lover and best friend. But you've let the enemy of our love inspired your heart to do me wrong, now I'm left a sad and lonely woman with only the memories of a love that was once so strong. Have you ever thought of the pain I feel when I think of you, and break down and cry like a child? have you ever wonder how I get by these days without you by my side? On bended knees I had pleaded with you not to leave me this way, but it seems that you've gotten some personal satisfaction, when you walked away that day. So I'm asking you now, is there a chance or hope,

Waiting
I know at times I'm a handful and probably not worth the pain I know cause each day I wonder will it end today Is today the day you give up and send me back to hell was it all an act a trick of some form I laid awake for hours dreading the rising sun hoping not to find messages or that I have been removed You told me you loved me last night before you hung up the phone But that was all you said That was all I heard So now I sit waiting covering my tears praying for a miracle praying you'll keep me here

Art Angel
why cant people on here get along with others? i try to get along with all. at lest i wish all would try to get along and to work things out and not just block them but try to be friends it hurts me to see others not even trying to get along with others. This is how your site gets hacked....You will be surfing your page and reading the add requests. You may see a profile that you like. Then you may decide to add that person so you do. Very soon after you add this person you will probably go to post a comment. Then what happens is you will get a message that says YOU MUST BE LOGGED ON TO PREFORM THIS ACTION ...... DON'T DO IT! This is how they get your password...Trust me Immediately close your browser then Log back in. If you had paid attention as I do you will notice two things that are dead giveaways. The first one is how many times you have been viewed. I reset to Zero after every session so for me it was easy. Ninety Nine views in 30 seconds- NO way.Then the other thing

The Truth
he touches me in ways no other can.Some times i do not think he knows how much he really means to me.. he touched my soul so deely that some times it pains me to see his face. he is my one and only. he is the best thing that has ever happened to me.... .... I love you babe! I some times do not know what to do..I try so hard and i get no where... all i want to do is cry myself to sleep but i can't becaise of the baby..it is not fair to her... I need help.. *sigh* sorry for venting you know that most CHristian people are the most hypicritical people alive..they tend not to practice what they preach..that is the most retarted thing i have ever heard!you can not say you are some way when you can not fallow your own laws!

Crazy Survey
racism isn't worth the bullshit everyone makes it. we are all equal.. so get over yourself. no one is better than anyone else, wether you have more money than the next person or not. end of story.. now read this. The white man said, "Colored people are not allowed here." The black man turned around and stood up. He then said: "Listen sir....when I was born I was BLACK, " "When I grew up I was BLACK, " "When I'm sick I'm BLACK, " "When I go in the sun I'm BLACK, " "When I'm cold I'm BLACK, " "When I die I'll be BLACK." "But you sir." "When you're born you're pink, " "When you grow up you're white, " "When you're sick, you're green, " "When you go in the sun you turn red, " "When you're cold you turn blue, " "And when you die you turn purple." "And you have the nerve to call me colored?" The black man then sat back down and the white man walked away.... Pass it on if you HATE racism So this past week on CT, i have progressed a lot! and made a lot of new friends, and i want to thank a

My World
I PRAY ALL THE TIME HOPING THAT YOU AND YOU ARE OK,HOPING THAT NOTHING NOT ANY TYPE OF HARM EVER COMES YOUR WAY WHY? I GUESS BECAUSE I LOVE YOU AND NEEDING IN RETURN THAT YOU LOVE ME NOT BECAUSE I LOVE YOU BUT BECAUSE YOU LOVE ME.LET'S TALK ABOUT ME,I AM WHO I SAY I AM NOTHING MORE,NOTHING LESS NO NEED TO LIE ABOUT REALITY BECAUSE IT IS WHAT IT IS.MY DAYS ALWAYS BEGIN WITH PRAYER AND MY NIGHTS END THE SAME WAY,CONSTANTLY NOT TRUSTING MAN AND NEVER BELIEVEING WHAT THEY SAY YOU KNOW THE PLAY,ANYWAY HOW ARE YOU TODAY HOPE THINGS WENT YOUR WAY.OH YEA THAT'S RIGHT MY BAD WE ARE TALKING ABOUT ME LET'S SEE HUMMMMMM WHEN I GROW UP WHO DO I WANNA BE,IN LOVE WITH THE WOMAN OF MY DREAMS ONE DAY THAT DREAM WILL BECOME REALITY, MAYBE WELL JUST MAYBE ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE I GUESS I WILL HAVE TO WAIT AND SEE.NEVER BEEN INTO MYSELF ALWAYS WANTING TO PLEASE,SOMETIMES GETTING IN RETURN THE LOVE THAT I NEED BUT IT'S RARE VERY RARE BECAUSE PEOPLE DON'T WANNA BELIEVE, PLEASE DON'T GRIEVE FOR ME CAUSE I WILL

Blogstuff
Listen up, ladies! Men love it when you: 1. Have the ability to tease, be playful and take a joke 2. Know that men are not, in fact, from Mars, and women are not from Venus 3. Wear our T-shirts and boxers 4. Call us out of the blue (if we're dating; not if we're practically strangers) 5. Kiss creatively 6. Have a social conscience and enjoy a good debate 7. Have an easy-going attitude about watching or participating in athletic events occasionally 8. Are comfortable leading the whole way in bed 9. Ask for advice about non-stereotypically male stuff (yes, guys usually know what CD player to buy, but we like to be taken seriously about other things too) 10. Are charming and thoughtful to his mother 11. Can hold up your hair using only a pencil 12. Are sexy and smart at the same time -- for example, you do the Sunday crossword wearing a pair of flirty pajamas 13. Have the ability to remind us what gifts you like, without implying an obligation 14. Have a spirit of independ

One Liners
THIRTY LINES TO MAKE YOU SMILE 1. My husband and I divorced over religious differences. He thought he was God and I didn't. 2. I don't suffer from insanity; I enjoy every minute of it. 3. I Work Hard Because Millions On Welfare Depend on Me! 4. Some people are alive only because it's illegal to kill them. 5. I used to have a handle on life, but it broke. 6. Don't take life too seriously; no one gets out alive. 7. You're just jealous because the voices only talk to me 8. Beauty is in the eye of the beer holder. 9. Earth is the insane asylum for the universe. 10. I'm not a complete idiot -- Some parts are missing. 11. Out of my mind. Back in five minutes. 12. NyQuil, the stuffy, sneezy, why-the-heck-is-the-room-spinning medicine. 13. God must love stupid people; He made so many. 14. The gene pool could use a little chlorine. 15. Consciousness: That annoying time between naps. 16. Ever stop to think, and for

Mind Dust
I’m glad to see that somebody’s working on bringing sexy back. I didn’t know it was gone, but I don’t think I could handle the responsibility of bringing it back. I am, however, bringing back the comma that precedes the “and” in a series. As God is my witness, I will not allow the ‘and’-preceding comma to die. I am not a grammar snob. Not everyone has the privilege of a good or even an adequate education, and not everyone cares about grammar/punctuation/spelling. I know that some terrible spellers are quite intelligent, while others are simply aural learners rather than visual learners, making misspelling even more likely. For the most part, typos don’t upset me, but I do notice them. I make errors all the time because I almost never proofread something that isn’t business-related, which I’m sure will eventually make itself apparent. You will find no high-horse stance from me. I make too many mistakes. I *do* have preferences, though, and there are one or two errors that are, perhaps

Eyedea
I stand alone Burned every bridge over the troubled water No longer hiding from my personality disorder A stronger tide is coming and I've been running trying to function fine with out my mind climbing out this fucking corner I was born a thorn away from the rotten petals A forgotten rebel Passed through the absence of parentally hands to develop an evident level of benevolence so it's probably better I sold my sold to the devil This is a message to anyone I met that thinks they know me Don't pretend to understand any of the issues that I'm holding I was in a rush to grow up, look Mom no cuts Just a stomach in disgust, and the fear that I might go nuts this year If I don't swell up I'll see you one my way One day this shit'll kill me but I guess that it's OK I've lost all fate in a world so full of hate I don't fucking love music I just use it to escape I'm caught between wanting to punch someone in the face and putting a bullet in my head to leave the human

Losing A Piece Of My Soul
LOSING A PIECE OF MY SOUL I CAME TO YOU THE HOUR I WAS IN PAIN LOOKING FOR ANSWERS, I CRIED TO YOU IN VAIN. I SHARED THE MANY SKELETONS HIDING IN MY HEART, I KNEW THEN YOU'R BE MY FRIEND. I KNEW IT FROM THE START. TROUBLES RAN LIKE RIVERS, FLOWING THROUGH MY LIFE. YOU PICKED THE PIECES UP AND HELPED ME THROUGH MY STRIFE. WHEN HOME WASN'T HOME TO ME NO MORE, YOU OPENED UP YOUR HEART, AND OPENED UP THE DOOR. WE CRIED INTO THE NIGHT UNTIL THE EARLY MORN. WE SOLACED EACH OTHER'S PAIN AND SHARED OUR MANY THORNS. AS TIME FLEW, THE AIR GREW THICK, I SAW OUR FRIENDSHIP FADING, AND MY HEART GREW SICK. THE DAY HAD ARRIVED, WHEN IT WAS TIME TO SAY GOODBYE. NOW I SIT ALONE. REMINISCING THE PAST I'D BLOWN.

Deep In The Soul
DEEP IN THE SOUL BENEATH THE PARTS OF FLESH AND BONE RESIDES A SOUL HALO SHONE THAT REEPS ALL IN LIFE THAT IS GOOD AND MYSTERIES UNDERNEATH BY SOME MISUNDERSTOOD REACHING OUT FAR AND WIDE TO WHERE BRIGHT LIGHT RESIDES PEACEFUL, SERENE PERFECTLY MESHED GIVING LIFE LESSONS LIVING PASSING THE TEST NO WORDS TO EXPLAIN ITS ALL JUST THERE THINGS ARE AS THEY ARE NOTHING NEED COMPATE TO SOMETHING SO BRIGHT RINGING SO TRUE I LOOKED INTO THIS SOUL THERES NOTHING TO PROVE WISDOM, LIFE LESSONS PLACED BEFORE ME COLLECTING INTO ALL SWEET MEMORIES EVERYTHING THATS REAL ALL THAT IS GOOD A LIGHT THAT FOREVER SHINES.

Blogs.
Lemoore woman dies in hit-and-run crash, Armona man arrested By Sentinel Staff [feb. 20. 2007] Officials have released the names of those involved in a Monday morning hit-and-run car accident which claimed the life of a Lemoore woman.The accident resulted in the death of Corliss Harbor, 19, of Lemoore, and the arrest of Benjamin Lopez, 23, of Armona.Lopez is being held in Kings County Jail on felony hit and run charges and a misdemeanor charge of driving without a license. His bail is set at $35,000.Heading east on Jackson Avenue in her 2002 Mitsubishi Lancer, Harbor stopped for the stop sign at 14th Avenue.According to reports, Harbor failed to notice Lopez approaching the intersection from the north, and entered into the intersection directly into the path of Lopez's 2003 Chevy Silverado. The front of the Silverado broadsided the Lancer on the left side."There was no real reason for this to happen at all," said Highway Patrol spokesman Jerry Pierce. Pierce said it was clear and th

I Like Me
I LIKE ME i am shy i can be mean i can be quite the bitch my behavior obscene i am me i can be sweet i can be extremely loud sometimes thoughtless my behavior proud i am me i am naughty my spirit wild usually quite happy thought easily riled i am me and if you don't like me fear not it doesn;t matter you see cause i probably don't like you either. but i do like me.

Failure
Fail forward Failure is not the opposite of success. Failure is an important component of success. Suppose you set an objective, take action, and then fail to reach that objective on the first attempt. Even though you have experienced a failure, you're in much better shape than you were before you started. Because you've just learned, in a compelling and meaningful way, what doesn't work. And that puts you well on the way to finding what does work. The greatest achievements of all time are built upon multiple failures. The greatest achievers are those who are willing to experience failure on their way to the success they know will most certainly come. No one sets out with the intention of failing. Yet when failure comes, it is nothing to be ashamed of, and no reason to give up. Learn to see failure as just another step in the process of success. And even when the failures come, they will serve to move you forward. -- Ralph Marston

A Silent Part Of Me
A SILENT PART OF ME there so much i can't say when i look into your eyes maybe i'm afraid of the truth or worried you'll reject me and hurt my foolish pride i could never let you know that my love for you still grows and theres so much behind my smile you never saw.. cause i never let it show if you would only let me i wuld gold you for a lifetime i'd love you like no other but all this and so much more stayed in a silent part of me because everytime i saw you and i wouldn't let you know the pain i felt or even the jealousy i held so i could only dream of how it could be if we were together and all i feel for you and all i think you are stayed in a silent part of me until now...

Belle & Her Pups
If anyone happens to read this and knows something about morph's.... would ya please contact me... i have a general question i'ld like to ask....thanks i really appreciate it!!! *smiles* It's been almost 3 weeks since Belle, my AKC siberian husky had her puppies. They are getting very active and eyes are open. They all have such gorgeous blue eyes. Getting very playful with each other. If ya like to see them here is my website for them. www.cheers-siberianhuskies.com/puppypics.html Hope ya enjoy!!!

If I Died....?
I have always wondered if many people would mourn my passing. I am not goin' anywhere for a good long time. I have not suffered enough to make my stay here mean anything yet. I guess I am deserving of the pain that lies ahead. However, I have to wonder, I did my little evil, what about those whose evils created me? Now, given that most of them are not well financially, I am the only one who suffers physically as well. I don't see how that's the least bit fair, but oh well. Maybe my pain is my pennance, and theirs is to go to Hell. Here's hopin', 'cause that could be awkward on the other side.

First One
Hey, whats up i guess this is my first blog so i was just testing it out an i really dont know what else to do on here besides meet all you awsome people out there in cyber world. i would love to meet you just stop on by and tell me what more you can do on here on cherry tap and another thing i know that this is so much more better then myspace anyday b/c this is more cooler and so are the people pe@ce out yo ~*Mike

To My Dauther Robben
Everyday i feel pain of my heart braking as i dream about my dauther every night that she may be there a my house in the morning to know that she is not when i open my eyes kills me inside! to want to see herfor the first time hold her kiss her tell her how i feel about her is only a dream in my life!I asked god many of time to help me with my pain but i feel he may not hear me at times!so i wake ever morning and cry for a bit and go about my day ! there at of stuff people say about me but next well any one say i dont love my dauther !! I remember us, the way we used to be, I'd hold you in my arms, your smile so sweet to me, But now when I see you, you look right through me, I feel so alone now, but when I close my eyes... ...All I see is you. The love we used to share, gone up in whirl winds, will I ever love, or ever live again, I am tired of crying, and I am done trying, To remember all about you, but when I close my eyes... ...All I see is you. All t

Poem..???
I cannot see, I cannot feel, I cannot talk, I cannot move, I cannot think. Yet in all of it, there you are...taking care of me...reaching and pulling while I cannot do for myself. you battle my war as I stay lost in my thoughts. I can do nothing more than lay here...you try to feed me and I will not eat, you try to get me to drink and I will not drink. you battle my war as I stay lost in my thoughts. You take me and bath me...and wash my hair. I feel you brush my hair but you are unaware. I cannot feel too deeply and guilt that you are here eats me, as you battle my war as I stay lost in my thoughts. You lay me in bed and tell me to stay, but to the floor I go...too guilt ridden to stay where you put me, as you battle my war as I stay lost in my thoughts. I can feel your frustration as you struggle to help me. If only you knew that I cared. I want to scream at you that I don't need you, nor any one else...for guilt is an emotion is a card that has been dealt. Leave

Poem...come Show Me
If I hide in the shadows with all my tears, Who will come to wipe them away? If I hold all my sorrows deep and near, Who will come to break them free? If I open my heart to those who care, Who will pick up the pieces as they lay there? If I am in deep seeded need and you are not there, Who will take those fears away? If I am lost in the deepness of the night, Who will guide me on my path? If I find my way back from afar and I am changed, Who will open their arms up to me? 2:30am 3/15/2007 Jessica *DarK ShaDoW AnGeL* Come show me your path, where I belong. Come reveal to me your way, where I belong. Come share with me your wisdom, where I belong. Come hold me in the night, where I belong. Come run with me in the darkness, where I belong. Come…Let us be together…where I belong. 2:56am 03/15/2007 Jessica *DarK ShaDoW AnGeL*

Emanons Contest!!
Best Looking Goth Contest PRIZES First Place: Silver Motorcycle Second Place: Rolex Third Place: Platinum Cherry Rules ~This is a week Long contest, will start Monday, March 20, at 12:00 PM EST and will run until Monday, March 27, at 12:00 PM EST ~This is a open contest meaning once it starts if one would like to enter they will be allowed to ~All entries must be S.F.W. (Suitable For Work) any N.S.F.W. entries will not be accepted ~Contest is open to both Males and Females ~Anyone found to be down-rating anyone else will be cut from the contest ~You may use any means to pimp yourself out i.e. stickies, page links on peoples pages, bulletins, or what ever else you can think think of to get you more comments amd rates ~If ANYONE breaks 10,000 comments then the gift Values will DOUBLE and will be as followed First Place: Corvette Second Place: Silver Motorcycle Third Place: Men's Ring or Women's Ring To enter simply send me a private me

Haters
I'm tired of my pics that are NOT nsfw pics getting reported as nsfw. My man man sees lots of shit on here I don't do that shit. At first I didn't acre but yesturday my pic was #1 rank someone reported it nfsw just because I was rank #1, thats some BS! Haters!

A Broken Promise
No matter what the reason is as to why you should change your mind ... It is much easier on everybody if you deliver the promises you make... A promise of yes that does turn to no, is a sad and painful review. It runs through your mind, thoughts bad and unkind, self doubt displaces the truth. You tend to accept your inner most faults instead of just looking toward pain. You beat yourself down, your head to the ground the feeling just drives you insane. So if you give your word, a promise to one, prepare to make it come true. For if you turn sour, change your mind in the hour then you're painting the others world blue.

Misc. Bull
just bored wanted to say hi to everyone.. my hubby is in iraq right now and will be home for 2 weeks mid april god like hell... i have my 2 kids which are growin too fast for me to keep up lol well thats it for now i will add mroe later but since this is my first time on this i'll make it short ttyl

Shadowed Hate
Shadowed Hate Crying tears of pain Burning my soul with acid Escaping reality with blades Bleeding for your touch Lost admist the chaos within Fighting for my sanity Losing all hopes of you Fingers outstretched for your touch Blood stained arms holding back Tears dried on my cheek Closing eyes of hate Shadowed hate dwells here.

Never
"Never Say I love you" Never Say I love you If You Really Don't Care Never Talk About Feelings If They Aren't Really There Never Hold My Hands If Your'e Going To Break My Heart Never Say Your'e Going To If you Didn't Plan To Start "No one can ever promise you they will never hurt" No one can ever promise you they will never hurt u... because at one time or another it will happen... the real promise is if the time u spent together... will be worth all the pain in the end

My Stuff!
My heart is not your COCK so quit playing with it !!!! This was too good not to share!!! It's not easy being me.. I know everyone feels this way and I'm not alone, but it's NOT easy being me! It's hard for me because I'm constantly told I'm the greatest Mom, funniest person, the best friend, so dependable and someone that will take care of everyone! I'm EXPECTED to be everything to everyone but no one understands how hard that truly is!!! To be always be THAT one person everyone counts on. I'm not.. a rock, superwoman, super-Mom or super-nurse- I am just a woman! I know people love me but it's because how I take care of them. Will anyone ever love me for me and not the nurse, funny person or being just Mom? I'm so busy taking care of everyone else and everything else no one knows or has time to know how I feel. Yes I cry alone at times. I'm the most popular person in every room yet at times the loneliest one too. Maybe because everyone knows and expects what I will do

Lonely Wall
Lonely heart at night i breakdown and cry and sometimes i don't even know why my loneliness is driving me insane so is my lonely heart the one to blame? heart I'm calling on you give me the strength to pull through but still i must believe there's another lonely heart out there waiting for me waiting for me I'm not sure which way to go is it my heart that i should follow heart I'm so unsure and now i need you more than before heart I'm calling on you give me the strength to pull through but still i must believe there's another lonely heart out there waiting for me waiting for me tell me I'm not the only broken heart feeling lonely I know everything heals in time but can time heal this lonely heart of mine at night I breakdown and cry and sometimes I don't even know why my loneliness is driving me insane so is my lonely heart the one to blame? heart I'm calling on you give me the strength to pull through but still I must believe there's anot

New Fitness Book
I just finished the first writing of my third book. Unlike the other two, this one doesn't have much in the fitness area. Those of you who like a nice story, those who like animals and dogs in particular and who have had a great dog in your life will love this book. I had a dog like that and he is who the book is about. I'll keep you posted. Got word this week that the new book will soon be available at amazon.com and barnes and noble. They've sent the book to the printer and sent news releases to the newspapers. The name of the book is "Your Fitness Trip: Start, Have Fun, Don't Stop!" The new book "Your Fitness Trip: Start, Have Fun, Don't Stop!" is available at Yahoo.com and BarnesandNoble.com If you are thinking of buying it, I'd recommend Barnes and Noble as it is about $2 cheaper there.

Am I Evil?
I am an addict. However, I am not hooked on drugs or alchohol. I am a sex addict, and I freely admit it. Ordinarily this would not be a problem, right? Well, it makes everything, shall we say, awkward. I want it constantly. I need it much more often that I get it. I love my wife, but she does not understand. At all. I do not want to hurt her. She cannot keep up with me. She doesn't even try. I find myself looking at other women more and more. I cannot really even stand myself anymore. I have tried most everything to slake my lust but to no avail. The only thing that helps is physical contact with a willing partner. I really don't want to do anything stupid. I wish I knew how to make it stop.

The Goat And The Lamb
the goat and the lamb different specimens yet so similar....different beliefs and different meanings....but i found my meaning in this...he is the goat and i am his sheep....i love him in all his glory and he is beautiful to me in so many ways...no can imply or implore...I am alone in my own convictions, I'm fiction; without a real name, Or a purpose, or a meaning. but being his sheep i am and ill follow him to the end of time....my beloved my infinite...my definite my desire...love like lust my temptation my supreme being the goat... it sux when ur heart breaks while its still beating now the blood i bleed is black indeed ....

The Devil
I know .. I have comitted a true mistake .. a regret .. a whisper that tears the ears of the fallen and unto to the monsters that are kept behind my eyes. The night grows past the sun,past its all mighty light. How much silence can you breath my dear life, so contempt to prettend to be another puppet but the shadows they keep tuggin into its mouth into its incoprable splender.....to experience its insane logic, its beautiful destruction. The hate flows through me like blood and electricty. I charge to the center of hell to be another servant of god, how can i define love, so damaged i am, so far from existence. I resist just to live just to feel another day with my insanity, but through time and time again it falls to the shadows that keep tuging away to its bitter desire in their I fall to be reborn.....to become a complete devil.

Creativity Contest.....win 1 Week Blast!
nevermind! deleted..... I have just found out that I don't have many creative friends!!! or I have too many lazy ones??? or they are simply too spoiled? LOL I'll find out and clean up :-) ciao There is nothing better than creativity! Rip any of my pics of your choice and make a photoshop composition with me as subject. the best one wins 1 WEEK BLAST! To entry send me a message with a link of your job by March 25th. I will create a folder and your jobs will be rated for 2 weeks. The winner will get the blast ciao, Luca

My Older Brother And His Wife
My brother and his wife has screwed over me and my entire family, he has borowed money from us and stole from us, and just today he decideds to leave and go back to the other side of the state were his wife has family.for the past three months he never once has payed my parents any rent for living with them and he has no desire to get a job the last job he had he didn't give the place a two week notice and he just quit. He left with out even saying good bye or that he will pay us back He basically lived off my parents food and didnt even try and help out at the house He did this once before but i thought he got his life turned around but i was mistaken he has burned all the bridges on this side of the state and i no longer want to talk to him or see him again.

Errr... My Blog? Lol
Screeming In Silence the torrid waves of disparity with in my heart n soul beckons me into the mire of the darkness that taunts my inner being deeper then anyone can know torn from the sanctuary of the love You once shown trapped in Your complacency with no where else to go reaching out for help as a beggar to a thief smashed with neglect beyond my minds eye could never see drowning with in an abyss that never exist barren as a deserts sea lost & tossed aside look what You have done to me encompassed in emptiness left in the dark & cold no more hope for compassion screaming in silence with in my heart & soul _____________________________________________ Copyright ©2007 David Joseph Canfield i Dream of You thru the glimmer of life's intriguing destiny. Your thoughts, feeling's n compassion reach out n touch me. not only my heart, desire yet soul. my inner being's clarity.... for You, my passions grow. dreams of holding You or just

Love You My Angels
Just got back from the docs and hospital, thought I'd let ya all know whats going on for the ones that care, got some pretty extencive liver probs here and my pancreas is swollen pretty much, so they put me on some more meds and doing some more test, they run the light down my throat again,and all this shit, I go back monday to find out whats going on, they wanted ta keep me this time but I'd rather be here at the house, I'm hurting pretty bad so if you try reaching me and I don't respond right away don't trip out, gonna take some meds and go ta bed, ya'll keep good thought, everything gonna be alright, love ya my angels remember that talk later David

The Art Of Sucking
When you wake in the morning And nothing is going right Your wife is in you face And you're ready to fight You didn't get any pussy The last three nights You're balls is turning blue and you have no idea just what to do So you go into the bathroom On your lunch break take out your tool and you start to masterbate Then your boss walks in and sees the whole thing As you stand in the mirror playing with your ding a ling This the tha art of sucking Know what I mean?

Trying To Keep My Chin Up...
Well this is to all my cherry tap friends. I have been missing in action for a few weeks now and well rest assured it was nothing anyone on here did. Well here goes...... It all started one year ago in May, I started loosing weight rapidly (and if you all have seen my pictures I am not that big anyways so to loose more weight was scary), I went from 120 lbs. to 97 lbs. in a matter of weeks. I started feeling really sick (thought I had the stomach flu or some other type of virus) and I could hardly get out of bed. Not thinking much of it I went about my busy life caring for my children, going to work and well just doing what I normally do with the exception of being in severe pain and feeling like my stomach was going to explode. This kept on for a week and finally on Saturday I went to work and by the time I was half way through my day, I could hardly move. I work close to a hospital so I called my huband and told him I was going to the emergency room and he met me up there. By the

Avlei Zion
In these quietest of times I wish for you in my arms. Here by my side to cradle your head upon my chest. Feeling the silken caress of your hair upon my shoulder, the ardor of your body so near to mine. These little things that I miss so much when you are away from me. Those smallest of things so precious that consume me with thoughts of you. Those tiny, caring, tender nuances that join two hearts as one. Unspoken words that can be shared with but a glance between two eyes of those truly in love. That enchanted feeling that makes the heart swell, when beside you at this moment is the onethat makes you whole. Each time I gaze upon your face I see reflected in you, all that I have ever wanted. The myriad glow about you that sweeps me in it's aura. The radiance of your smile, that sparkle of heaven in your emerald green eyes. Yes, my love, my heart of hearts I have you inside me. Like flesh, like blood, as life's energy rushing headlong sustaining me in all ways, for all time.

"insomnia"
(a persons beauty is never just skin deep my friends) "THE YELLOW ROSE" AN ORCHID IS A FLOWER,THAT BLOOMS BY MOONLIGHT; IT'S A MESMERIZING WONDER,LIKE LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT. THE PICTURE THAT YOU SEE,AS YOU STAND AT A MIRROR; PALES BY COMPARISON,IT'S INNER BEAUTY I HOLD DEAR. LOVE CAN BE MAGICAL,THE MISSING LINK IN A CHAIN; YOU RISK IT ALL BY OPENING YOUR HEART,WITH EVERYTHING TO GAIN. LIKE DEW FORMING ON A PETAL,AS THE SUN BEGINS TO RISE; YOU BURN A HOLE IN MY SOUL,BY THE TWINKLE IN YOUR EYES. BLOOD SEEPS FROM A ROSE,AN AROMA YOU CAN SEE; THE PROTECTOR OF THE FLOWER,HAS BEEN GIVEN TO A BEE. THE REFLECTION OF A STAR,LEAVES CATCHING THE RAY; BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS TO HELP YOU,MAKE IT THROUGH ANOTHER DAY. THE PAINFUL MEMORIES FADING,AS YOU LISTEN TO THE RAIN; WORDS OF COMFORT SOOTHING,REMOVING ALL THE PAIN. THROES OF PASSION GENTLE,SENSATION AT IT'S HEIGHT; A WHISPER IN YOUR EAR,"YOU'RE NOT ALONE TONIGHT." THIS NEXT POEM I WROTE IS ABOUT WHEN YOU CAN'T SLE

My Frustration Blog
Have you ever had a day that was good, yet it was bad? I've been writing programs the past couple days for CNC with a 3D cad model.(the good part) I'm still fairly new at doing it so the past 2 days one of the guys was helping me do it. Well he wasn't there today. No biggie .. other people know how also. So I run in to a problem and ask this guy Joe a question.(the bad part) He answers me in a down right snotty sorta way and I swear he was almost snearing at me. I told him thanks and walked away and promptly started crying. Only because I know why he's acting like that. He has attitude because I've missed so much work do to having Fibroymyalgia. Of course he's never asked me whats wrong or how I'm doing. I know I shouldn't let him bother me, but it just frustrates me that no one understands or even cares to try. Yeah..... so thats been my day :/ Ok.. so I have fibromyalgia. I've been struggling with this for over a year. And when I say struggling.... its been a tough road all

Life
Just want to let everyone know that I'm going to be gone for a few days, so if you don't see me on please try not to worry. I'm going to go and stay with a friend and go to Cinco De Mayo. I will make sure I return the love that everyone send me when I return home. I haven't see my Best Friend Linda in quite a few months, so I'm looking forward to seeing her. We need to make up for lost time, and to let each other know what's been going on in our lives since we have seen each other. I'm really looking forward to this trip, and I'll be looking forward to chatting with everyone again once I return. Sending out much love, hugs and kisses to my friends and family, and to my futute ones here on CT. Love ya all. I hope that all of you have a great weekend, also. Honey, I'm going to really miss you. I'll be coming to stay with you once I get home. Try not to miss me too much and I'll do the same. It's only for a few day, then I'll be with you for good. I'll help you with

* Chakras Or Chakra System * Sha' Ka' Ra *
********************************************************************************************* Chakras or Chakra System ********************************************************************************************* True name: Sha' Ka' Ra' - (Phoenix, August 2006 Workshop) ********************************************************************************************* Through the rotation of the 15 Merkaba Fields, an energy structure in the form of an "egg" or capsule is formed within the Auric Field. (See: 15-Chakra Graphic) The 15 energetic capsules exist within the same space, separated by variance in dimensional particle pulsation rhythms. Through these energetic capsule structures, the Chakra System, or dimensional energy supply system, is formed. Through the Chakra System a form's particle base builds up into structures of multidimensional matter. (Voyagers II – Page 465) Of the 15 Chakra Centers, nine are located within the physical body structure.

Help Please....if You Can....
I'm not sure if anyone can help me, but I've been looking for my brother and it seems him and his mom have disappeared. I haven't talked to him for about 2 years and I keep looking and looking, I'm now at a dead end. His name is Robert and goes by Rob from the Princeton--Zimmerman Minnesota area, his b-day is in Oct. and he'll be about 19 now. This is a total last resort for me, but if you think you know him or where I could find him at I would be soooooooooo thankful.

My Sex Life In Drink Style
Martini! Your sex life mostly resembles a Martini. You are suave, sophisticated and just a little kinky. You have an active sex life, but you only recruit the best to be your sex partners. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Religion
“The Christian glories in the death of a pagan, because thereby Christ himself is glorified” “A dreamer is one who can only find his way by moonlight, and his punishment is that he sees the dawn before the rest of the world.” “You know you're in love when you can't fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams.”

Blackheart
You brought me in this world claiming to love me You said you loved me where is it You promised to protect me where were you that day You tought me what pain was what hurt was why You blamed my blackheart where is yours You raised me in darkness and pain now where are you You showed me you could break everything you stood for why You tought me feelings do not matter when they do why You tought me to kill them why am i not human You tought me to be a man but what kind at what price I give my love for what to have it trashed to have it shatered I give my friendship for what to have it shoved back down my troat I give my heart to watch it being cut to pieces to have it stabed time after time I give you my love you say i dont do it right is there a book on how to love I show my feelings or try to but you wont let me was i wrong in trying If i want to love and care do i need books to be human and normal Am i human am i normal can you tell me o

Life
"Sword in hand, at the bloody fields of History We rent our blades through dogma and humility Carve a future, according to our will Set worlds ablaze with our seething fire Let you all acknowledge that we are here As masters to rule this failing humanity Our beings forged of rage and defiance With strength to trample the weak and the foolish And so we march with burning brands Temples aflame, on our path to glory..." Got a problem with me??? solve it Think I am trippin??? tie my shoes Cant Stand me??? sit down Cant face me??? turn the fuck around!!!! “Your time is limited, so don't waste it living someone else's life. Don't be trapped by dogma - which is living with the results of other people's thinking. Don't let the noise of other's opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary.”

My True Love And What It Means To Me
I am with the greatest women. She is there when I am sick, hurt, happy, mad, upset, and when i need a shoulder to lean on. She is my friend and my support. She has open my heart and soul to true love. She has been there with everything i have been thru with my daughter from a previous marriage. She has help me gan the strength o fightthru the curts to be with my daughter. It took a few years but we did it and my daughter is a big part of our lives. My wife is a animal queen, she has a big heart for animals, especially horses. She has filed my lif with a warm tender feeling. She has been so caring over the years, she and I both ave mde mistakes but realized how important our love is. When you almost lose the one you truly love it chances your whole aspect of life. We are happier than ever before. Love to me is someone to talk to care for depend on. They are there know matter what happens. They confort you when you are sad. They care for you when youare sick. They are

Why Do Nice Guys Finish Last?
Why is that? Well let me tell you why. I try my best to make sure that my girlfriend is happy. No matter what I try and do, my attempts are always futile. Is it me, or do most women see me and just take advantage of my kindness and generosity? I don't know... But from what I've noticed (as well as most of my friends) I fall into my old pattern and get hurt all over again. No matter what I do, I feel like I will get hurt in some way. For the past 10 years, I have been hurt in every way. I swore to myself that I wouldn't let this happen again, but I did. I lost 1 to an overdose, I lost 3 to the ex, I lost 2 to craziness and bullshit, I lost 4 to infidelities, I lost 1 because things were going too slow, and I lost 1 for reasons I can't explain. I started to think that there is something wrong with me. Then a bird told me that it's probably the ones I'm attracted to. Maybe so, but then it goes back to me. There is something , wrong with me... I apparently love to be hurt... Oh we

Cleaning Friends List
I AM GOING TO BE CLEANING UP MY FRIENDS LIST FOR THE NEXT FEW DAYS--OF COURSE SOME OF YOU WILL REMAIN WITHOUT QUESTION ----BUT IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO LET ME KNOW IF YOU WANT TO STAY ON IT LET ME KNOW AND I WILLL BE HAPPY TO KEEP YOU ---- IN ADVANCE THANK YOU KATIEJO......

Poems
Because being transsexual is often so hurtful, so filled with sadness and longing, with shame and loss and difficulty, it is easy to come to the conclusion that the whole thing is utterly a curse, perhaps inflicted by arcane and evil ancient gods. Oh, probably. But there is an upside too. Most human lives are utterly mundane, devoid of any real uniqueness, the average person somnambulates through an existence devoted to filling the roles expected of them. But to be a transsexual is a magical, wondrous thing. Consider. We are given many gifts in compensation for the terrible loss of our childhood as ourselves, and for the pain we endure. We are by some as yet unknown mechanism statistically far more intelligent, as a class, than perhaps any other kind of people. We are almost u

Well Okay
This is so you all know..I dont need tags on my name to define who i am..or my lifestyle choice. If this makes me a bad person so be it, But i know who i am and what i like and if you want to know what those choices and things are just ask.. After all i am still human and not a clone... of everybody else. Much Love xoxoxoxoxo ~ Turtle ~ Well friends rate your profile or your pictures,and leave cute comments for you to see. But good friends talk to you and leave you thinking of them as you leave the computer. Good friends know that the conversation was just that a good conversation. People come and go in our lifes ,good friends leave their footprints on our souls and in our hearts. But as always we walk away knowing the possiblitys of anything more then just a friendship on the internet are impossible, in the fact that MOST of us have lifes that are busy abd full of other things ...like family and kids or full time jobs... most of us can see and know the difference and to

Life
Ok, here is my question for all!!! How much do you really trust people that you meet on Sites like this one. I tried the whole trust thing, and it bombed. This person put themself out there as if they were truly a friend. So I did what someone like me never does and I TRUSTED.... So my question at hand is, how many people come to these sites and really trust the things that come out of someone else's mouth. Now for me, I am very upfront and honest. Yes my honesty does get the best of me. It always has! I let people know that YES I am in a relationship, no I do not want more than what I see. No I am not looking for someone else to occupy my time. Yes I am happy, not 100% all the time, but relationships have that little dip in them. I have been told I am picky and stuck up. To those people you have no clue about me. I am one of few people that are not one of those things. I am not a material kind of person. I have a big heart and would do anything for my true friends. I just had t

Welcome To Neverland !
I've learned that you cannot make someone love YOU.All you can do is,Be someone who can be loved.The rest is up to them. I've learned that no matter how much i care,some people just don't care back. I've learned that it takes years to build up trust,and seconds to destroy it. I've learned it's not what you have in your life, but who you have in your life that counts. I've learned that regardless of how hot and steamy, A relationship is at first.The passion fades and there had better be,something else to take it's place. I've learned that no matter how bad, your heart is broken, The world doesn't stop for your grief. I've learned that you shouldn't be so Eager to find out a secret.It could change your life Forever. I've learned that it's taking me along time, To become the person I want to be.

Just A Blog
You prefer Rough sex! You like it ROUGH. Hard, great, wonderful slamming sex is your type of sex. More the product of lust than love - and utterly horny - rough sex is what satisfies you. 'What is the best type of sex for you?' at QuizUniverse.com

Al One. One Subculture On Group
Where has this raver chick gone? What is this behavior? Do you remember the gabber? Sorted basslines Spawn of disco Synthesizer sounds Speedcore Where has this raver chick gone? What is this Behavior? Tell me do you remember the GABBER! The credo of the rave culture The old skool The jaded The candykid The junglist All one One subculture One group One assemblage So tell me Where has this raver chick gone and what is this behavior

Are You A Dumb American?
You Are a Smart American You know a lot about US history, and you're opinions are probably well informed. Congratulations on bucking stereotypes. Now go show some foreigners how smart Americans can be. Are You a Dumb American?

Hey people i just thought i'd post a new blog. This time im dissing on lame ass people who want to judge something they have never tried. I can't stand it when people think im weird because i think its okay for couple's to be swingers or that i love sex toys. I'm open and thats just the way i am. No it's not whorish and so what what if it's not normal. Normal's overrated anyways i refuse to conform so girls enjoy your sex toys and guys have fun spicing things up and to all you other folks who thinks its wrong just shut the hell up haters. I mean really whats so wrong with it. Everybody deserves toys even grown folks whats the point in living by society's rules. Why limit yourself and think of the fun you could of have. So be unique don't conform and play with ya toys. HAHA What is it with people and labels. I'm so sick of someone looking at you and judging you. People get real please get to know someone by their personality. Not their looks. This is the real world not high school. Noth

Survey
1. How old will you be in 10 months? 28!! 2. Do you think you'll be married by then? lol I doubt that 3. What do you look forward to most in the next 3 months? Every day with Jeremy, the summer, more Halflink shows, Julia's Birthday :) 4. Who was the last person you called? Mom or Keith 5. Who was the last person to call you? Keith 6. Do you prefer to call or text? text 7. Do you have any pets? one cat 8. What were you doing at 12am last night? going to sleep 9. Are your parents married/separated/divorced? seperated 10. When is the last time you saw your mom? yesterday 11. What happened at 11:00a.m.? lol nothing Jeremy and I were sitting next to each other on our laptops 12. How many states have you lived in? 2 13. How many cities/towns have you lived in? 3 14. Do you prefer shoes, socks, or bare feet? flip flops 15. Are you a social person? yes! 16. What was the last thing you ate? dinner @ olive garden! 17. What is your

Tell Me
April 10th,2007 one of my friends killed themself.. I know not many people will understand this... but I think people should know they no matter what there is always someone to turn to instead of taking your own life.. Devon we all miss you soo much that words cant explain... and we all love you very much. Rest in Peace Devon! Hear What People Have To Say." Answer This And Send It Back To Me. Post It On Ur Bulletin Without The Answers. You Might Be Surprised With The Results. Y = Yes N = No M = Maybe Would You? [_] Come To My House To Do Nothing But Chill? [_] Slap Me? [_] Kiss Me? [_] Let Me Kiss You? [_] Watch A Movie With Me? [_] Take Me Out To Dinner? [_] Take A Shower With Me? [_] Take Me Home For The Night? [_] Let Me Sleep In Your Bed? [_] Repost This For Me To Answer Your Questions? [_] Lock Me In Your room And Take Advantage Of Me? [_] Let Me Make You Breakfast? [_] Tickle Me? [_] Let Me Tickle You? [_] Stick Up For Me Uf I Was Being Put Dow

Fly Away From Reality
Fly away from reality.. Close my eyes.. and smile... cause I know I can feel better.. don't want to be sad all the time.. don't want to cry instead of smile.. so I won't think of everything that goes wrong in my life.. I'll just fly away from reality.. to the perfect world and my perfect dreams..

For My Love
OK so yesterday day will be the most memorable day of my life!!!! I finally got to hold her in my arms and tell her how much I love and adore her. Sounds corny, I know. I feel like my life is complete now, or at least I have all the pieces. I just need to find how they fit, and talk my love into being part of my life forever. i carry your heart with me by E. E. Cummings i carry your heart with me(i carry it in my heart)i am never without it(anywhere i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done by only me is your doing,my darling) i fear no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true) and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant and whatever a sun will always sing is you here is the deepest secret nobody knows (here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide) and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart i c

Chevette
AP) -- Women who perform the act of fellatio on a regular basis, one to two times a week, may reduce their risk of breast cancer by up to 40 percent, a North Carolina State University study found. Doctors had never suspected a link between the act of fellatio and breast cancer, but new research being performed at North Carolina State University is starting to suggest that there could be an important link between the two. In a study of over 15,000 women suspected of having performed regular fellatio over the past ten years, the researchers found that those actually having performed the act regularly, one to two times a week, had a lower occurance of breast cancer than those who had not. There was no increased risk, however, for those who did not regularly perform. "I think it removes the last shade of doubt that fellatio is actually a healthy act," said Dr. B.J. Sooner of Johns Hopkins School of Medicine, who was not involved in the research. "I am surprised by these findings,

Who Knew
You know guys complain that women have mood swings and bitch for the dumbest reasons..Well let me say one thing about that..It isnt just women fellas...I know a guy is particular that gets pissy when he really doesnt know shit about what is really going on...when you try to talk to him he either ignores you or gets smart about the ordeal...seems like everytime I turn around I hve to kiss some guy's ass...well I give up..Im done From now on its all about me or my kids..anyone interested in me is gonna respect me..like me for who I am..and Im not a liar..so if you dont believe what I say then talk to someone else because Im tired of gettin shit from guys... So yeah I Definately have PMS....PUTTING UP WITH MENS SHIT....!!!!! HAVE A GOOD DAY.... So many things people tell each other..sometimes its to make them understand..sometimes its to make them feel better..sometimes its to hurt that person...I dont understand why we even speak sometimes..Ive heard so many things these past co

My Blog And Rants
this weekend im going to try to race. docs said no and haven't cleared me yet to race they say 2 more weeks. i think they are wrong and im going to race. will post results, pics ,or whatever i can later well i got burnt how much pain is too much? how much heart ache can we handle? how far can we crush? how much feelings for someone can we have then feel the tearing from our chests? i can answer that the same as always yet im dumb engough to open up, or gullable enough, or whatever the problem is. maybe i should stick with racing alone and never try to get close to a woman again.

The Countdown To...
A sad day. I am sitting in my dorm room watching the CNN report. It is amazing. I am flabbergasted. I am safe and so far my friends are too. I have not heard back from some of them yet. I am upset with Virginia Tech at the moment. Horrified. How was a man able to kill 32 people and injure 29 before anything. Why wasn't the campus closed and class cancel right after the first shooting I am upset at the gunman. How can someone can rip our safety, remove our life....what type of life problems are in his life that he thinks others should feel his pain. How selfish can one be. This creates a ripple in our whole community. These last few weeks should be a happy one because the seniors are graduating. Now because of one horrid horrid person we will have many gray clouds on our shining moment. I hope my friends are safe and my prayers to the families. I decided I should write about my path to graduation. College graduation is in about two months and if all goes right I sho

Autism
Famous people with autistic traits Fictional, real, historical and contemporary celebrities Only a person's close friends or relatives, or doctors, are likely to be able to judge whether he or she can be diagnosed with autism or Asperger's syndrome (AS). But it is illuminating to learn of people with similar characteristics to ourselves, especially when those people are successful or well-known. For this reason, I have listed here some well-known people who have shown some autistic or AS traits. Some may have autism or AS, in their mild or severe forms. Others may be elsewhere on the autistic continuum. And others listed may just be unusual individuals. I hope you appreciate this page. If you think other famous people should be added, please e-mail me at richardg_uk@yahoo.com including a brief explanation of why you think they have autistic traits. Please send any comments or suggested links to the same address. Fictional characters Television characters * NEARLY NEW Al

Appologies...
To all my fellow Cherries... Please understand that it was not my intention to confuse or mislead any of you... now to quote my friend Billy... *smiles awkwardly* "If we shadows have offended, Think but this, and all is mended, That you have but slumber'd here While these visions did appear. And this weak and idle theme, No more yielding but a dream, Gentles, do not reprehend: if you pardon, we will mend: And, as I am an honest Puck, If we have unearned luck Now to 'scape the serpent's tongue, We will make amends ere long; Else the Puck a liar call; So, good night unto you all. Give me your hands, if we be friends, And Robin shall restore amends." -William Shakespeare

Ffs Just Smile
how dumb the world may be... I DON'T NORMALLY DO LIST, BUT WHEN IN ROME................ On a Sears hairdryer: Do not use while sleeping. (i gotta ask....who has tried?) On a bag of Fritos: You could be a winner! No purchase necessary. Details inside. (the shoplifter special?) On a bar of Dial soap: "Directions: Use like regular soap." (and that would be how???....) On some Swanson frozen dinners: "Serving suggestion: Defrost." (but, it's "just" a suggestion). On Tesco's Tiramisu dessert (printed on bottom): "Do not turn upside down." (well...duh, a bit late, huh)! On Marks & Spencer Bread Pudding: "Product will be hot after heating." (...and you thought wot????...) On packaging for a Rowenta iron: "Do not iron clothes on body." (bukys this is aimed at u) On Boot's Children Cough Medicine:"Do not drive a car or operate machinery after taking this medication." (We could do a lot to reduce the rate o

A Poem By Me
Even though you're far away, In my heart you'll always stay. I promise to return, Please don't cry. I know I'm far away, but in your heart I'll always stay Promise me you'll wait, I'll try not to cry. This isn't goodbye forever, Only for a little while. Please don't forget me, For when the time is right, I'll come back to be with you, And hold you close on lonely nights

Love Sucks
I sit here this morning, and I find myself single once again. I broke up with my girlfriend last nite, have slept much since. What else was I to do. She stopped calling coming around. I try to call her but her phone is always busy, she said its her daughter online or on the phone. She was on myspace lastnite so I know thats not true. Oh well what are you going to do. Im alittle heart brokein. I really loved her. But when someone doesnt love you back, there no sense in going on with the realionship.

Soldier Love
john deer sucks dick and your beaner ass sucks dick to u think ur cool in the us army. shouldnt you be in the mexican army u beaner fuck.no wait u dont even deserve that .ill tell u what immigrant hop across the border and bend and scoot start pickin strawberrys and work your way up to god damn bananas.u and ur whole family ill help smuggle them in.i would pay you .i payd ur relitives to clean up some shit u know wut they say u payd juan u payd em all peace the fuck out BEANER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! This is the girl. Give her a visit.http://www.myspace.com/shawnta123456

Life In Genreal
The 1st Affair A married man was having an affair with his secretary. One day they went to her place and made love all afternoon. Exhausted, they fell asleep and woke up at 8 PM. The man hurriedly dressed and told his lover to take his shoes outside, and rub them in the grass and dirt. He put on his shoes and drove home. 'Where have you been?' his wife demanded. 'I can't lie to you,' he replied, 'I'm having an affair with my secretary. We had sex all afterrnoon.' She looked down at his shoes and said: 'You lying bastard! You've been playing golf!' The 2nd Affair A middle-aged couple had two beautiful daughters but always talked about having a son. They decided to try one last time for the son they always wanted. The wife got pregnant and delivered a healthy baby boy. The joyful father rushed to the nursery to see his new son. He was horrified at the ugliest child he had ever seen. He told his wife: 'There's no way I can be the fa

Spike
lets just say some parts on a womans body are not meant to be burnt. ouch Its been a long week March 13 would of been my moms b-day she passed away in 97 anyway for those of you that know me I work nights anyway i came home and found our pet ferret spike not feeling very well I sat up and held him all night I wasnt sure if he would make it until morning well he did. I took him to the vet they worked on him all day but around 730 pm i got a call he went to sleep and didnt wake up. Its very sad he developed prostate disease and it hit him very quickly he was a sweety and my kids are so sad we are going to miss him but i guess he was a birthday gift for mom I know I sound corny but I am an animal lover we had spike 3years and i was extremely allergic to him but could not give him up i also have 4 dogs im allergic to. well thats enough for now rip my sweet baby spike 1 more day to work then i will have 9 days off, cant wait been working 50-70 hrs a week since july thank god for vacation ti

Abuse
AFTER CAREFULLY READING OVER MCCAYLAHS STORY ON ABUSE I HAVE DECIDED I WILL BE POSTING A NEW BLOG IT WILL BE 100 PERCENT REAL AND ALL VIDEOS MADE WILL BE OF ME AND MY FAMILY SO PLEASE BEFORE YOU KNOW THE HOLE STORY TRY NOT TO JUDGE ME OR MY FAMILY I THINK WE HAVE BEEN THROUGH ENOUGH AND MAYBE A REAL STORY WILL WAKE PEOPLE UP ABOUT ABUSE AND DOMESTIC VIOLENCE ON THIS VENTURE I WILL ALSO BE SENDING MY STORY TO MY PUBLISHER TO BE PUBLISHED I HAVE NOT DECIDED WHO I WILL DONATE THE PROCEEDS TO AS OF YET BUT I WILL LET YOU KNOW IF YOUR INTRESTED LIFE ISNT ALWAYS THE WAY IT SEEMS AND IVE COME TO REALIZE PEOPLE CONNECT BETTER WITH REAL STORIES THEN OF STORIES ABOUT PEOPLE THEY DONT KNOW THIS WILL ALSO STIR UP SOME EMOTIONS I HAVE HIDDEN DEEP INSIDE SO IF I SEEM SHORT OR DISTANT IM JUST LIVING MY LIFE OVER AGAIN http://cherrytap.com/blog/37044/266325 THIS BLOG IS SOLELY ABOUT DOMESTIC VIOLENCE AFTER CAREFULLY READING OVER MCCAYLAHS STORY ON ABUSE READ HER STORY HERE Memories O

Dungeon Of Malice
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Voice..this Could Be Fun.. Would Love To Be Able To Hear Your Voices. It's Free
Send me a VoiceComment. It's FREE! Just call 1(641)985-7800 and enter *3647315. If you get one too, I'll reply. http://www.snapvine.com

Rants!!!!!!!!
Whichever one of you stupid ass horny fucks reported my main photo as NSFW can bite my ass!!!! I Have seen far worse on here and there was nothing there but some harmless cleavage. I would like to thank you personally you chicken shit little jackass!!!!!!

Omfg!
So uh yea, I fucked this bitch right.... Just kidding... or am I? Anywayz. Thursday night went out for Ladies night w/ Christina. Met up with Stephanie there also and the crazy Mexican chick that stalks me was there also.. guess she'd been asking about me while I was gone. :P I'll have to upload the images.. I realize I keep saying that and then never do but meh.. Oh found out some bitch is using my photos on another site evidently. Some people told me about it and I'm waiting to hear back on them to what site it is and the link. It could be one of my profiles somewhere else that I just haven't kept up on for all I know lol. But we'll see. Cause if this bitch is using my pics and shit, I am going to fuck their shit up. Besides, couldn't they use pics of a hotter chick than me? I mean, my pics aren't that great anywayz :( Umm other than that. Saturday worked in the morning and after that was going to go camping but it was cancelled so maybe next time. Went to Rya

My Daddy
Well, it's been a year & I still miss him. I even expect to see him when I go home, but he isn't there. However, I would like to thank Lucretia for being there through all of that for me. I love you & will always be there for you. My daddy passed away 3/13/07. He was 78 years old. He was a wonderful man that I admired & loved with all my heart. Rest In Peace Daddy.

Poetry, Prose And Lit That Hits Me Deep!
For those of you that don't read Roman Numerals I make sure I put the number in just for ya!! Sonnet 19 William Shakespeare XIX. Devouring Time, blunt thou the lion's paws, And make the earth devour her own sweet brood; Pluck the keen teeth from the fierce tiger's jaws, And burn the long-lived phoenix in her blood; Make glad and sorry seasons as thou fleets, And do whate'er thou wilt, swift-footed Time, To the wide world and all her fading sweets; But I forbid thee one most heinous crime: O, carve not with thy hours my love's fair brow, Nor draw no lines there with thine antique pen; Him in thy course untainted do allow For beauty's pattern to succeeding men. Yet, do thy worst, old Time: despite thy wrong, My love shall in my verse ever live young. I remember the first time I read this poem and realized that it defined to me what love should be. Sonnet CXVI (116)-William Shakespeare Let me not to the marriage of true minds Admit impediments. L

Vent Archives
Im often confused by the way things end up happening in life. Everyday to the day you die you are always keeping an eye out for that "Special Someone" and then you finally find them or so you think. Things start off great and you are like a kid in the candy store. Your eyes light up like the Fourth of July and you are stupidly silly. You go day by day carefree like you are invincible and then you get broad sided by the realization that you been living a one-sided relationship and before you know it you are alone and feeling down. You go through all the classic stages of stress with an extra emphasis on the anger stage. You vow never to love that way again and build a defense wall that serves as a reason to avoid then embrace you. Everytime, more and more of you is lost until you finally find someone "good" that looks past all that, defies the odds, and rescues you from the emotion hell that was bestowed upon you. You are happy! You found the true love of your life and living the dream

Wow...alot Happens...
wow...i guess this is my first blog after havin cherrytap for so long...i hate making blogs... but anyways. okay, i've been hurt so much lately, oh well. i am still in love with my ex...dunno what to do, but oh well, i'll be fine. i totally love my best friend of 9 years...as of his birthday, i've known him 9 years. he's like, totally awesome as a friend, and i hope he'll stay that way with me. i love him as just a best friend, but i want the best for him. i want him happy. he needs happiness. i'll never have happiness, not for a very long time. my other best friend...i have feelings for him soooo bad, but he's got a g/f livin with him and he's over 100 miles from me, haha. wow, i'm actually telling a little about myself...creepy!! sorry, i'll stop...ranting. life goes on. love this one quote though, "Mess with the best, Die like the rest" dunno why, but i love it. i'm weird, i know! gamer time!! --LadyDaffney

How Well Do U Know Me?
As many people know being a girl is at times very easy and others a pain in the ass. I won't get deep into these issues as one they make for boring writing and if a guy reads this he's probably not going to appreciate it. But sometimes, ok let face it most times, girls do things that are otherwise not in the specific persons nature, and that is what i call "girl brain". You see most times a normal girl is just that NORMAL, but there are times when certain parts of our brain, known as the "Girl Brain", that likes to come out and rear it's prissy, dumb head at the world, asking such questions as: "Does this dress make me look fat?" "Why don't you love me?" "Do you think she's prettier than i am?" Now please guys i begging you in a normal girl this will happen very rarely, but when it does please know that we DON'T want it to happen. As a matter of fact our normal, rational brain is sitting there going, "Please shut up! Please just stop speaking! You are making an ass out of us." So

~~funny Shit~~
OKAY, TODAY WAS A LONG DAY, BUT, I DID GET A COUPLE OF REALLY GOOD LAUGHS. OKAY SO MY CO-WORKER AND FRIEND WAS BEING FUNNY TODAY. SHE WAS RANTING AND RAVING (VENTING WE CALL IT) ABOUT HER HUSBAND AND STUFF. AND THEN SHE WENT TO HER OFFICE. SO ME KIDDING AROUND (WHEN SHE CAME OUT TO TALK TO THE BOSS) TOLD HER TO GO BACK TO HER OFFICE AND LEAVE THE BOSS ALONE. OR SOMETHING TO THAT EFFECT. CAN'T REMEMBER TOO CLEARLY. I'M KINDA TIRED BY NOW. IT'S NI NI TIME!!!! SO WHAT DOES SHE DO!!!!! SHE SAYS T YOU BE QUIET OKAY. I WAS LIKE HELL NO SHE DIDN'T!!!! AND I STARTED LAUGHING!!! I WAS LIKE NO U DIDN'T SHUT ME UP!!! SHE'S LIKE NO, I DIDN'T, I SAID PLEASE BE QUIET. THERE'S A DIFFERENCE. WHATEVER!!! THERE IS SO NOT A DIFFERENCE!!!!! ANYWAY!!!!!! SO SHE WAS TALKING TO THE BOSS AND THEN I MADE SOME COMMENT OR OTHER AND DOESN'T SHE SAY T YOU KNOW WHAT I TELL MY KIDS? I'M LIKE WHAT AND SHE SAYS I TELL THEM "OKAY IT'S QUIET TIME NOW OKAY?" OH HELL NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SHE DIDN'T GO THER

My Life
6 billion people in the world, 6 billion souls, and sometimes, all you need is 1. I wish I could find my one... or my one could find me. I just wanted to see how this works, and the greek goddess is the BEST. Adam

Avenged Sevenfold Bat Country
These are Randy's (SON) best friends who all died here in Sierra Vista August 2007. We love you and miss you all. Jason AldeanWhyMusic Videos And Lyrics On Demand LETS ALL WISH LEEANN A GET WELL SOON AND PRAY FOR HER AND HER KIDS SHE JUST WOKE UP 2 HRS AGO FROM ICU THIS IS THE GREATEST FRIEND ANYONE COULD ASK FOR LETS ALL GO AND SHOW SOME LOVE TO HER AND TO HER PAGE Schatz@ fubar

All U Sexy Women N Here
My msgr n yahoo is clove92134 I want 2 do more n CT, but having a hard time navigating...who wants 2 b my personal tutor?? Dinner will b ur reward, if n Jacksonville, Florida. Holla at ya Boy!!!!

Angelica's Nightmare
Ok, for those of you that TRULY know me, you will know exactly what I'm talking about without having to ask..... I'm shocked, hurt, angry, confused and just all around not quite sure how to feel. I thought I was ok, and knew in my heart that it really happened, but it wasn't until Saturday that I got the confirmation I never thought I would. Mom was in Iowa last week visiting my sister, and just got home Saturday night. While she was gone, she received a letter from the last person we ever thought we'd hear from again. Mostly because he figured she'd be the least likely to have moved in the last 2 years. Hell two more weeks and he'd have been wrong! Anyway, through much rambling and double talking, she said he admitted that he was guilty. I have the letter with me, as she gave it to me like he asked her to, but I haven't read it yet. I'm not sure I want to. I don't know whether to laugh or cry. No, it's not funny, but to finally have it in writing that he actually did it shock

Hello
Hello today was a good day for me not to much has happend i just started working over a week and a half ago at wal-marts and everything is going really good there and i like it everyone there is nice and sweet. Just cant wait till june the 15th get to go see HANK WILLAM JR AND LYNARD SKYNARD its going to be a lot of fun well that all i can think of and tomorrow im going to go see my daughter ANGELINA who i love verry much.

The Guy's Rules
At last a guy has taken the time to write this all down Finally , the guys' side of the story. ( I must admit, it's pretty good.) We always hear " the rules " From the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side. These are our rules! Please note.. these are all numbered "1" ON PURPOSE! 1. Men are NOT mind readers. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday sports It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 1. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. 1. Come to us with a problem only if you want

Im Taurus And Have Hazle Eyes. What Are You?
1. HAVE YOU GOTTEN LAID IN 2007? 2. EVER HAD SEX IN A PUBLIC PLACE? 3. EVER LAUGH DURING SEX? 4. EVER CRY DURING SEX? 5. DO YOU LIKE TO CUDDLE AFTER SEX? 6. EVER REGRET SEX WITH SOMEONE? 7. EVER FAKED AN ORGASM? 8. DIRTY TALK, OR SHUT THE FUCK UP? 9. EVER HAVE UNPROTECTED SEX? 10. EVER MASTERBATE TO YOUR FRIENDS SIGNIFICANT OTHER? 11. EVER HAVE A ONE NIGHT STAND? 12. EVER WATCH PORN DURING Sex? 14. EVER THOUGHT OF SOMEONE ELSE DURING SEX? 15.HAS THE CONDOM EVER BROKE? 16. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARASSING SEXUAL EXPERIENCE? 18. WHO WOULD YOU LIKE TO HAVE SEX WITH RIGHT NOW? 20. ARE YOU HORNY NOW? 21. HOW DO YOU LIKE IT? 22. DO YOU LIKE SEX IN THE CAR? 23. DO YOU STILL TALK TO THE PERSON YOU LOST VIRGINITY TO? 24. EVER HAVE SEX WITH A RELATIVE/FRIENDS SIGNIFICANT OTHER? 25. EVER BEEN WITH A CHEATER? 26. TOYS, GOOD OR BAD? 27. LINGERIE? WHERE HAVE YOU HAD SEX: [ ] park [ ] church parking lot [ ] cemetery [ ] sc

What Has The World Come To!
It is a sad but true configuration now a days that the world has changed so much. you children could go outside and play and you wouldnt have to watch there every move or every where about. The fact is people just dont give a shit anymore. Has it come to the point that junkies are to the point that even living in the middle of no where that they still have to follow the places that our kids should be save. here is my point! My child was outside of our house today when she just happened to fall on the ground. By the time she realized the pain she was feeling and lifted her hand a hypodermic needle is hanging out of it. Now I know as parents there are many fears like kidnapping rape ect.....but I promise the fear that sinks into your body when you see that is not predictable. home is where you are suppost to be safe but no sum asshole had to throw there needle outr a freaking window after they got there damn fix.....the results I had to take her to the emergency room where the

The 3 Deadly Mistakes Women Make With Men Without Ever Realizing It
Mistake #1: Leading A Man To Think You Are "Needy" And "Insecure" Did you know that there are 6 ways you can set off a man's "Insecurity Alert" and make him think twice about pursuing a relationship with you? Sadly, even confident women often "accidentally" give off one of these signs... and just one can kill the chance of a man asking you on a second date. As you read through these signals men pick up on as "needy" and unattractive, ask yourself if YOU have ever been guilty of committing one of these deadly mistakes: Talking or saying nasty things about your past boyfriends. Saying bad things about men you have been involved with actually reflects the negatively back on YOU. It makes a man worry you are carrying around "baggage" that HE will have to deal with should he become involved with you. Speaking negatively about other women. When women call other women names like "slut", "bitch", and "crazy", it is anything but impressive to a man you are attracted you.

The Secret To Attracting And Keeping
The main PROBLEM here, and the thing that stood in your way, is that men aren't easy to understand. And when you find a good man, he doesn't come with an "instruction manual". Just because your girlfriends told you it wasn't your fault, or that he was just "a jerk", doesn't mean that they understood the problem (or that they understand men at all, for that matter). Most women don't "get" men. Your friends who try to comfort and encourage you have good intentions. They're just trying to make you feel better. But they're also accidentally making the situation WORSE. They're trying to blame the situation on HIM, instead of trying to help YOU understand how to KEEP a great guy around. This situation is MOST dangerous when you meet a really GREAT GUY, but you don't know how to catch him or keep him. Let's face it, great guys are hard to find... and when you do find one, you can't afford to lose him because you made a dumb mistake. You can't aff

Here's How To Find, Attract, And Keep The Man You've Always Wanted
Wouldn't it be nice to skip the dozens of dates with lame and shallow men most women have to go through... and fall right into the arms of the man you really want? Would you like to learn how to captivate a man with your sharp wits and your kind heart... and never have to worry about just being wanted for sex again? Would you like to have an almost "unfair" advantage over all other women when it comes to meeting and attracting the man you want... including those women who might be prettier and younger than you? Are you tired of dealing with men who never really commit? Do you want to break out of the destructive cycle of meeting men, dating them, getting into relationships, quitting things that you like to do... only to end up breaking up with the guy and feeling like you wasted your love and your life away on him? Do you ever feel like you just can't find the right man for you... and if you did... that he might not be attracted to YOU? Would you like

Yeah You Know You Want It
haha no really I'm curious. How many people honestly want to have sex with me? You have to leave a comment.. I see all you people checking out the blog.. not ballsy enough to say something? ... my pics made it past the first application process of SUICIDE GIRLS!!!!! yeah, thats right. my looks ARE good enough. I feel like doing the happy dance right now. I'm not. AT ALL.

Fun Night
YEAH LAST FRIDAY WAS THE BOMB DIGGETY!~!HEHE YEAH BOTH MY BROTHERS CAME OVER N ONE OF THEIR FRIENDS AND YEAH IT WAS FUNN FUCKED UP N HAVEN A BLAST WELL I WASNT FUCKED UP BUT THEY WERE IT WAS FUNNII AS HELL BUT ANYWAY HOLLA AT ME SOMETIME~!~ YEAH THIS SATURDAY ITS GOING TO BE THE BOMB DIGGETY~!~*!~*~ YEAH GET DRUCK PARTY HEHE YEAH THATS HOW WE ROLL PEOPLE HIT ME UPP IF YOU KNOW ME~!~*~*!

The Truth
Oh so you want to call me out Thomas, Well Lets see the real you, you know the one that used to talk to me in Shout Box and in Yahoo, asking me to make you photoshops cause i was too dumb to see behind your little schemes. talking bout me taking the pictures of the kids, you were the one with the plan to make perverted pictures with these peoples kids. I stood by your side when you Said Wil "White Rider" was such an asshole, but he is the one that stays out of the drama. He saw thru your childish drama feed bullshit along time ago... he just stayed your friend because it was fun being the hated one, while you were the loved one! But now look who is still here! What about all the times you tried to Cyber with so many people, or your involvement with DevilGirl, I am going to add screen shots about how the real fat sonny is in shout boxes...and in yahoo and there is more to come. I dont want to be in the drama I am tired of it. But Fat Sonny look you arent even on this si

Rambles Rants & Other Shit
... you know it your shit hits the crawl above just added to my stash, http://cherrytap.com/stashEntry.php?stashId=1505657&bl=1 a link to the 'end' for all you kind raters out there..... When I first signed up, I thought, hmmmmmm, pic ratings. And with the sensory overload, I rated that way unknowingly about points and that it can piss people off.... Anyway. I got one today. But I don't care. Of course, there are those souls out there that get offended or ticked off (jealousy) over another user's popularity, for whatever reason, and go to town rating a user's pics low. I've had my share of Y! Chat drama, perhaps I've come across some users that frequented 20's love rooms.... ... drama is a waste of time.

My Night With A Soldier..
So...the night was not like any usual night...tongiht i was meeting up with one of my long time friends who recently while on his last deployment in Iraq admitted to me he had had a crush in me forever...at first it kinda seemed cute...but after he started to tell me some of the things h wanted to do n so forth we kinda ended up exchanging freaky letters while he was over there.....it was fun if u ask me ..lol..but then he came home for about 4 months and we talked but never really hung out...well now he has to go back to Iraq already so I said fuck it and we got a hotel so we could put all the words put on paper a reality. The sexual tension was soo thick as we met up and walked into the hotel room knowing what was about to go down...well here it goes....for starters i had to "disapear" because with him being in the military he cant take n e chances so i went to the lake by us n smoked a blunt...thats when the fun begins...I was a little nervous walking back to the hotel room just bec

Ooooooohhhhh That Smell!
This was just too funny NOT to pass on! If this story doesn't make you cry for laughing so hard, let me know and I'll pray for you. This is a story about a couple who had been happily married for years. The only friction in their marriage was the husband's habit of farting Loudly every morning when he awoke. The noise would wake his wife and the Smell would make her eyes water and make her gasp for air. Every morning she Would plead with him to stop ripping them off because It was making her Sick. He told her he couldn't stop it and that it was perfectly natural. She told him to see a doctor; she was concerned that one day he would blow his guts out. The years went by and he continued to blast them out! Then one Thanksgiving she was in the kitchen making turkey for dinner and he was Upstairs sound asleep, she looked at the bowl where she had put the turkey innards and neck, gizzard, liver and all the spare parts and a malicious Thought came to her. Warm the innards up to bo

Love ...
What does your birth month say about you? (With Pretty Pictures too!)January: Your Birthstone: Garnet¢¾ JANUARY = CRAZYFun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you.You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and tobe understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed.Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easilyconsoled. Honest. Concerned about people'sfeelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable.Emotional temperamental and unpredictable.Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly.spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets.dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things.Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitiveand forms impressions carefully. Caring andloving. Treats others equally. Strong sense ofsympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges peoplethrough observations. Hardworking. No difficultiesin studying. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressiveunless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurtbut tak

My Blogs Are Random
Always there is a retreating figure Dry rocks, a heath, some twigs Where authority breaks down experiment escorts us Dry rocks then tempest and then rags Ragelight and then gradually A breaking in the mind like something lashed unlashed The mind different then, a river lapping its banks No longer insisting it's only plunge and tremor The banks mossy as when softness lures and bewilders the bewildered heart . . . Always there is a retreating figure The sky unremarkable above it The earth radioactive or not, the power lines buzzing or not Phones in each of the houses or phones not yet invented Or phones already obsolete It's hard to walk for so long year in year out but the figure walks it walks Is it blind has it a stick has it a daughter Somewhere the built world going on about its business Somewhere buildings crowding ever closer . . . Always there is a retreating figure (But my skin is almost nothing now, a tapestry of do

Hello!
Why is it that guys lie so much? Why do they tell u that ur the only 1 they r talking to when they r talking to other females? I guess its somthing I will never understand it! Hello everyone my name is Amber and I'm looking for some real people to talk to and kick it wit so if thats u hit me up.

I Love Girls!
Sorry if i don't get back to ya'll sooner i'm still trying to figure this site out,but i already got 4 fans!. I do flirt alot,but if i think you're the sexiest girl and i have a crush on you believe me i'll let ya know,so any girl that once to message me go ahead. On to sports..... My Pittsburgh Penguins are great i've been a fan since 1992,I'm tired of the media referring to Sidney Crosby as the best player in the world ummmm i don't think so you got Lemieux,Howe,Bourque,Gretzky,and my favorite player ever Jaromir Jagr. Best player this season yes,but best player ever not even close. My Pittsburgh Steelers will be terrible without Porter defensive wise Michael Waltrip is having ANOTHER bad year! See ya soon

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'rockin In Paradise'
someone came to my page and asked me to write them a poem.but to be honest with you all,if i am not in love,my heart is simply not in it.but anyways,here is one from long ago that i wrote that i have never shared. "ROCKIN IN PARADISE" Kissing you sweetly,holding you tight; Make love to me slowly,the rest of the night. Tingles and chills,from your head to your toes; The look in your eyes, before you let go. Words that i whisper,into your close ear; The heat that consumes me,as our bodies draw near. Touching that tickles,from love and not hate; The sounds of the love,we slowly create. Arms that now hold you,from fear and not fright; I'll never feel lonely,with you in my sight. The feelings we share,the words that we say; Beautiful memories,bring in a new day. I fall asleep inside you,never wanting you to go; A love that controls me, my words.... must surely.... show..........

My Daughter
i finally had my baby girl on feb. 26,2007. her name is faith leigh. she weighed in at 10 lbs 5 oz, 20 in long. she also has a lot of hair. she is a sweet miracle that came to me. after losing her brother last year i dont know how i handled this pregnacy and became very anxious towards the end. but she made it here with no problems and i wouldnt want it any other way!

Boyfriend..... :-(
I'm not quite sure where to start but writing has always helped me... I have the best boyfriend in the world, he use to be the guy that I couldnt wait to come home to everyday after work to just lay around in bed with him and our dogs... He would tell me how much he loved me everyday and tell me how cute he thought I was, He was my perfect man, he is the guy that I want to marry one day and hopefully raise a family with.. Lately for some reason I dont know why but I keep fucking things up, and losing him is my worst fear in the world... I feel like I am not enough for him now and I think it shows to him, He is the only guy that has ever treated me decently and that scares me it in shoved in my head that all guys I am with are going to cheat and fuck around on me, and just have me there to be someone to come home to... and I know that Corey isnt that kinda guy, he has shown that day in and day out for the last 7 months, and I guess this is the only way that I could tell him that I know

Eternity
Eternity Wandering in darkness grope, Finding not a glimpse of hope. Fingers touch to find my way, Each foot fall, my heart betrays The fear which drives me through the day. Suddenly the ground is lost, Flailing arms as body's tossed. Splashing down in crimson pool, The warm embrace is much too cruel, I curse this lowly, wretched fool. Floundering in this self made hell, Warmth increasing as I dwell, Within the confines I create, Screaming as myself berate, Giving in to this, my fate.

My Heart And Soul
My Heart And Soul My soul was so sad Because of a man My soul was so sad It could not be consoled My heart was so sad Because of a man My heart was so sad Even more than my soul My heart told my soul You will one day be happy My soul told my heart You will love once again My heart and my soul May some day be right But my heart and my soul Are still lonely tonight

I Still Miss You
I Still Miss You This yearning in my heart This confusion in my mind The words left unspoken Haunts me all the time Everyday I watch pass by With an emptiness in my life And a hole in my heart Where only you belong There are nights I wake up crying And wishing you were here To hold me in your arms And kiss away my tears

When Life Hands You Lemons Find Someone Who Was Given Vodka And Have A Party!!!!
Getting through another day Current mood: cold Category: Life I guess i'm going to use these blogs as a treatment journal.WoW the day after treatment is worst than the day of.for the life of me i can't get warm. I'm sitting in the sun wrapped up in a mink blanket and my skin is still cold to the touch.My stomach is crapping like crazy.And i have at least 6 more weeks of this...I think the worst part of this is that i can't sleep..and i know i need to try believe me i what to i just can't as if this isn't enough My step mother is trying to take my daughter from me. and adopt her even against my wishes.She just had my sister serviced with papers. stating that she is not aloud to go on moms property or try to contact her at all and so there for we can't talk to my daughter either because mom will answer the phone.. And i guess i'm going to get servied them too so time this week. My step mom is crazy She has bi-polar and as been on meds for at least 10 years and now within a cou

Poems
I wish I didn't have to live in this darkness That constantly surrounds my miserable life No matter what I do or say It always feels like a constant night is falling over me And in this constant night where no stars shine I have to learn to be strong and wise In hopes that one day I will be set free From this constant night that surrounds me Let me forget you or have you Or at least allow me the pleasure to die Before my heart is frostbitten My body may be gone But my spirit lives on The sun will always shine And you will always be mine As night follows day My spirit is here to stay Never apart I will live on in your heart Until we are once more united Our loving words once more recited I will love you always Long after our earthly days We will walk with the Lord Hard times we have endured But our love will see us through In Heaven we can start anew

Misc Shit
How Will I Die QuizYou will die at the age of 77You will die by choking while trying to eat a live hamsterFind out how you will die at Quizopolis.com Ok well the words are gonna be invisible...you'll have to highlight it if you really wanna know..!

Deadman's Ramblings
The weather has been awsome here and I finally got out on the golf course to day with all my work buddies...OH yeah...Cold beer and a few good shot ....a lot of good laughs and a lot of fun. Hope everyone is enjoying the good weather. I just finished a 64 hour week and am going to collage also...it was a wild week...glad you all understand i am here .....ad sometimes i have to work a lot and not be online much. Go FU-BOMBERS!!!!!! I wont be on bombing this weekend... I have a house full of people here for my folks 50th wedding anniversary. I will see you all on Monday....sorry Fu-Bombers....I will make it up to you all. John deadmaninc10

Ehhh "really Isnt No Name"
I was really bored at work today. So I thought I'd write something for you all to read. I hope you enjoy! There you were. Our eyes met for the first time and and we both knew the chemistry was stronger than the both of us. The sparks were filling the air around us and the attraction was beyond our control. You invited me to dinner and oh what a dinner. We ordered our meal as the hunger in our eyes was growing stronger,uncontrollable with each passing moment. The passion was rising. We could not wait for our meal to arrive so we left the restaurant with no thought of food. You held me in your arms and your lips were soft and tender on mine as our tongues slowly explored each other. The taste of you so sweetly upon my lips. The passion rising within us like a tiger fighting to emerge. I ran my fingers through your hair so soft and curly as it lay upon your shoulders so broad and strong as I caressed them. You lifted me in your arms and there

Yep
Well it has been a wonderful day, here in my neck of the woods. Got to connect with an old friend, that was wonderful. Hope all of your days was good!!!! Ok what is it with people and chips, seeds, cookies. OMG. there is more to eat than that.

She's Awesome
I never knew, how love could be, then I found you, just a picture, with a pretty name, right away my life, began to change, you made me happy, you made me smile, now I see rainbows, after the rain, you give me something, to replace the pain, you give me a love, that makes my heart sing, I love you so much, that will never end, someday a lover, but for now a friend, I thank the stars, each and every night, for bringing you into my life, you make things seem so right, I tell all my family and friends, if they don't know it I'll say again, She's Awesome... Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Just The Basics
Let's see....I am a single but engaged mother of 3. Been married twice but both turned out to be deadbeats. Umm...I love to go fishing, swimming, hiking, walking in the mountains or on the beach. I have to many turn-ons to list just ask I may tell you what they are. Have had some really bad relationships in the past and have learned a whole lot about life. Anything anyone wants to know about me just ask. I am tatooed and pierced. I can't really think of anything else right now but, there will be more later.

Relationships
do to personal issues, i won't be on here for a while, if ever again. thanx to all my friends and well wishers, i appreciate knowin you. i wish you all the best. i will miss you all. goodbye, cavin well, just when i thot things were goin to hell, she comes around. all is groovy, i'm happy, she's happy, and......yeah. she still doesn't trust me tho.:~/

My Poetry
In the darkness I hide my fears. In the rain I hide my tears. As the thunder rumbles through the sky, I watch as lonely souls pass by. Deep in shadows is where I hide, Consumed by all my foolish pride. To angry to love, but to caring to hate, So in the darkness, alone I wait. Deep inside my heart, it burns, For a tender touch, my body yearns. So much pain, I feel so lost, Frozen over like a winter frost. In the darkness my fears will hide. Alone in shadows I will reside. Lost and lonely, I shall cry in the rain, So no one else will feel my pain. Scarred by love, I wander alone, Never to let my feelings be known. Trapped in this prison I did create, Lost and lonely in the shadows I wait. Douglas J Griffin From the Darkness I watch as the people pass by, Filled with joy and love while I sit here and cry. I am filled with so much pain, I feel lost and alone, But I am just too proud to let it be known. Just once I would like to feel as they do

Child Abuse.
child abuseAdd to My Profile | More Videos Dear Mr JesusAdd to My Profile | More Videos Her name is Auroura She was only five This is what happened When she was alive Her dad was a drunk Her mom was an addict Her parents kept her Locked in an attic Her only friend was a little toy bear It was old and worn out And had patches of hair She always talked to it When no one's around She lays there and hugs it Not a peep of sound Until her parents unlock the door Some more and more pain She'll have to endore A bruise on her leg A scar on her face Why would she be In such a horrible place? But she grabs her bear And softly crys She loves her parents But they want her to die She sits in the corner Quiet but thinking, " God, why? Why is My life always sinking? " Such a bad life For a sad little kid She'd get beaten and beaten For anything she did Then one night Her mom came home high The poor child was hit and sla

New Job
Was on the phone earlier with my old boss. Early last year, I left my old plumbing company after 10 years of service to try something new for someone else, as much as I tried to stick it out here, it sucked. The new company was unorganized and unstable, they went from 300+ guys to less than 180 in a matter of months and now they're laying off 40 more. There are substantiated rumors of charges from the INS for knowingly hiring illegal immagrants, pulling illegal permits and there's a list that follows that I won't get into. My boss had called me a couple of times to see if I would go back...well, long story short, I'll be going this friday to fill out my employment papers. He made me an offer that I couldn't turn down. I'm happy that I'll be going back to a really good company, with great benefits and great people that I've missed working with, but in a way I'm a little disappointed that things didn't turn out the way I had hoped they would've. Seems that I was lied to for me

I Can't Believe My So Called Classy Man Turned Into Pussy Boy
well im still around..but still havent gotten new puter yet..working on that so i can get back to my fun stuff on this site and other sites i am on....miss coming in here and seeing wat all is going on with everyone..and chatting to some of u...hopefully be back soon...fubar hugs and kisses to all my friends out there... Once upon a time I had this awesome friend..we met and had a blast..he was so sweet..he called me his babydoll and he was my classy man and vowed to be friends forever..then he met a married whore out of Ohio and bam...he takes me off his yahoo friends list and myspace..he quit talking to me for no absolute reason...he don't realize that it hurt and upset me cuz I did NOTHING to him..we were at a New Years party this year and he told me how he missed me after and how he wanted to kiss me but I had a date and we joked that might not be so good..but that he was fighting feelings for me..you see we had a bond that I thought would be there forever and he broke that over a

Rantings Of A Roadhammer
20 toes walking in the sand 10 fingers joined hand in hand 2 hearts racing in the miday sun 2 bodies unite and become one. Mark © Breaking the stone that surrounds her heart. A future love, a brand new start. She's paid her spirit for the debts of her past. For only the hope of a love that will last. She stands tall, two children she did bear. Now there is only one to which she must care. A son to carry the on the family name. A daughter she hopes one day will find fame. She faces every day with a new found hope. The daily challenges alone she must cope. To be her strength when life becomes a burden. For her, my heart is forever certain. My arms for her are forever open. To hold and comfort when her heart broken. When she crys, wipe her tears away. For by her side is where I'll stay. © Diesel - Mark Her skies dark from ravages past Of granite and stone, her spirit is cast. Her eyes covered, her hands bound. A quiet prayer for loves key found.

I Luv 2
How do I love thee, so far away? I love thee with a full heart, each and every day I awake, and see your smile, your eyes, in my minds eye. Each day without you is sweet torture, for to hold you is all that I want to do. Funny, how love has transcended mountains, miles and oceans. Funny how my love belongs to only you. Can I grow old with you; hold your hand as we Walk through the park? Can I just hold you, throughout the day, and well into the evening’s dark? What did you do that made my heart go so wild..? Oh nothing much, it’s just the way you looked when You just smiled. I Hope you are proud of yourself…….. I was there, through the pain, through the tears, I was there to listen, and walk you through your fears. I was there, to be your friend, nothing more I was there, after he beat you badly and slammed your head in the door I was there, when you had enough When you could take no more I was there to make sure you wer

15 Things That Scare Men !
You probably think you know what frightens most men. A long-weekend at the in-laws' place. Antiquing. Running out of beer in the third quarter. But that's just the stuff he'll admit to being afraid of, which, by definition, means they're not his true deep fears. So how can you determine what those are? Easy: They're the ones he'll almost never talk about. But I will. Let's count down through the Scary Fifteen: #15 Hair in the drain. The first sign of male pattern baldness brings a man face-to-follicle with a skimpy aspect of his future. And it's always earlier than he expects or wants (which is, like, never). Logically, men know that baldness is as much of a part of life as Leno making Britney jokes. Logically, men know that being bald doesn't mean that they're any less smart, virile, or successful. Logically, men know that women don't care how much hair their men have. Logically, men know there are plenty of bald men who are comfortable in their skin--no matter how much of it th

Slideshow Guestbook
i recently added a guestbook onto my profile and would just like to invite all my family friends and fans to include themselves in it.lets make it the biggest guestbook on ct.thanks all my love to you all.robxxxx

Is It Wet In There?
1. First and foremost, we are not obligated to do it. 2. Extension to rule #1- so if you get one, be grateful. 3. I don't care WHAT they did in the porn video you saw, it is not standard practice to cum on someone's face. 4. Extension to rule #3- No, I DON'T have to swallow. 5. My ears are not handles. 6. Extension to rule #5- do not push on the top of my head. Last I heard, deep throat had been done. And additionally, do you really WANT puke on your dick? 7. I don't care HOW relaxed you get, it is NEVER OK to fart. 8. Having my period does not mean that it's "hummer week"- get it through your head- I'm bloated and I feel like shit so no, I don't feel particularly obligated to blow you just because YOU can't have sex right now. 9. Extension to #8- "Blue Balls" might have worked on high school girls-if you're that desperate, go jerk off and leave me alone with my Midol. 10. If I have to pause to remove a pubic hair from my teeth, don't tell me I've just "wreck

Sat Blog
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Drunky Mcgoo
Hey all recently decided to not move, and the good news is that I'm becoming manager at my work. Pretty cool. I need to get to level 3 to send gifts and to do things to better my score on the tap. So yeah it's only named this because my friends like to call me that when I'm drunk. and by the way I have some new pics of me gothic, check them out and tell what you think. P.S. Stone Sour will be at the rave next saturday, come and see them. they're a kick ass band.

What Is With All You Ct Spouses >>>>lmao !!!!
I see where all of these people are proud to put that they are the the CT Spouse of " So and So " and think this is cool . Hello !!!!! My world is outside of my computer ......LOL . So how do you people go on a CT Date ?? Is it also done online ? I just find it hard to believe that people get so wrapped up into La La Land online that they have to take an online spouse . Do you have real life spouses also , and do they mind if you do this . I have seen blogs where people are getting real world ass chewings from real world people that say you are spending too much time in fantasy land .......And now you are begging to get your points back ......that is too freakin funny ....such sad sad people . Could you all please enlighten me on why you need a CT spouse and maybe I won't laugh at you anymore .........Sorry for being mean but ........

Gidgets Ga Ga On Bestradio Podcast!
Put this in your ear buds and smoke it! Gidgets Ga Ga on The Best Radio You Have Never Heard Podcast-Beware The Ides Of March Vol. 58! The podcast can be downloaded or listened from www.bestradiopodcast.com or the iTunes Music Store Click here for the Gidgets Ga Ga Home Page

Shit Happens
The cardiac test went well. In fact I opted for no meds to knock me out so I could see the pictures. It's a trip to be awake while someone slides a tube from your groin to your heart LOL The doctor couldn't believe what he saw. My arteries were perfect and their were no blockages or plaques and the heart was 100% Considering my cholesterol was 486 and my triglycerides were 2740! All the nurses thought the numbers were typos LOL Anyway I passed with flying colors and after the wound heals I will be back to full speed, so if you want pics done by me, messgae and we can do them :) Thanks to all who prayed or held good thoughts for me! It worked :) I love my friends Just to fill some people in....I am sure there will be less than 10 that ever see this, but it's more for me anyway. For years I was the kind of guy that smoked too much and ate the fat off the end of the steak. Although I was never a fast food junkie, my eating habits always sucked and my stress levels were al

March 14 2007
Hoping one of those days happen throughout the year where its cold. than it just gets really warm . Well today was one of those days in the year. those flirts of heat that you wanna feel throughout the year. Like the first time you sleep together with someone you really like. Than its really cold... It was almost 80 today.. the office was fucking hard to breathe. It is like that in most offices. it'll be sweldering hot during the winter and cold as hell during the summer cause they got the generators going. Our freaking high school back in the day never had anything workin... so when it was hot..you'd just sweat your ass of learning about trigonometry..zzzzzzz anyways im sitting here doing nothing.. come by and say whats up.. peace out ~Timmy~

Yo. >.>
You Are a Centaur In general, you are a very cautious and reserved person. However, you are also warm hearted, and you enjoy helping others in practical ways. You are a great teacher, and you are really good at helping people get their lives in order. You are very intuitive, and you go with your gut. You make good decisions easily. What Mythological Creature Are You? Your Famous Last Words Will Be: "I dunno, press the button and find out." What Will Your Famous Last Words Be?

---trixie---
Central Luzon Corruption (Justice, Philippine Style) Angeles City, Set-up Capitol Of The P.I. What to Do when The Police come To Your Home Our Credentials Triads and Mafioso The Lord Helps Them that Help Themselves Police Brutality and Murders Elections Arrested on Trumped-up Charges David Orland Suffers 13 Years of Torture The Chief Criminal In Baguio City Korean Mafia Take-over of Your Town Land Theft Or Rent-a-Judge Country-wide Hospital Policies, You Could Be Dead Col. Isagani Neres and Drug-lord payoffs How Attorney Abelardo Estrada Misrepresented And With-Held Evidence in an Attempt To Jail His Own Innocent client The worst criminals in The Philippine Islands are the elected officials and all police-types. Not a single team member has met one of these that we can say are honest. We have never met one that we can say is not a criminal. Table of corruption. Zero is the best possible score. 1: Singapore

Sand And Stone
TWO FRIENDS WERE WALKING THROUGH THE DESERT. DURING SOME POINT OF THE JOURNEY, THEY HAD AN ARGUMENT; AND ONE FRIEND SLAPPED THE OTHER ONE IN THE FACE. THE ONE WHO GOT SLAPPED WAS HURT, BUT WITHOUT SAYING ANYTHING, WROTE IN THE SAND: TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SLAPPED ME IN THE FACE. THEY KEPT ON WALKING, UNTIL THEY FOUND AN OASIS, WHERE THEY DECIDED TO TAKE A BATH THE ONE WHO HAD BEEN SLAPPED GOT STUCK IN THE MIRE AND STARTED DROWNING, BUT THE FRIEND SAVED HIM. AFTER HE RECOVERED FROM THE NEAR DROWNING, HE W ROTE ON A STONE: "TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SAVED MY LIFE ". THE FRIEND WHO HAD SLAPPED AND SAVED HIS BEST FRIEND ASKED HIM, "AFTER I HURT YOU, YOU WROTE IN THE SAND

Steph's Blog
I wrote this a while ago when i was watching some TV and it inspired me to write this. but wanted to post it anyway. Comments are welcomed =] "To the Lord I Pray" ©Stephanie Harris I just can't help feeling the way I feel, I can't help but determine the emotions are real. They engulf me like fire, drown me like the sea, but to give up and tire is not really me. I've got to keep pushing, I was chosen to stress. Life for me will be hard until my cold body rests. I feel like Jesus, sometimes it hurts me what I see, such unthankful peoples negativity surrounding me. These people are breathing lord but they're not really speaking lord Not doing anything so they've never been living lord Dead souls need forgivness lord. I shed tears for these people Hold fears for these people, that they will someday die not knowing what they do. But you, you see them as your children, not as a fool. So eager to please the next human, but not worrie

Friendship Bracelet
Did you know that those who appear to be very strong in heart, are real weak and most susceptible? Did you know that those who spend their time protecting others are the ones that really need someone to protect them? Did you know that the three most difficult things to say are: I love you, Sorry, and Help me. Did you know that those who dress in red are more confident in themselves? Did you know that those who dress in yellow are those that enjoy their beauty? Did you know that those who dress in black, are those who want to be unnoticed and need your help and understanding? Did you know that when you help someone, the help is returned in two-fold? Did you know that it's easier to say what you feel in writing than saying it to someone in the face? But did you know that it has more value when you say it to their face? Did you know that if you ask for something in faith,

You Want Some Of This?
You. Can. Only. Type. One. Word. 1. Where is your cell phone? pocket 2. Your boyfriend/girlfriend? nonexistant 3. Your hair?: muff 5. Your father? gone:( 6. Your favorite thing? sleep 7. Your dream last night?: unsure 8. Your favorite drink?: applejuice 9. Your dream car? truck 10. The room you're in?: mine 11. Your ex?: ughh 12. You are?: burnt 13. What do you want to be in 10 years? photographer 14. Who did you hang out with last night? neigbours 15. What you're not? entertained 16. Muffin? please:) 17. An item you want for Christmas? duvaycover :P 18. Where is the love? here 19. The last thing you did? wrote 20. What are you wearing? makeup 21. Your TV? big 22. Your pet? ebony 23. Your computer? sweet 24. Your life? busy 25. Your mood?: tired 26. MISSING? summer 27. What are you thinking about right now? school 28. Your car? pimp 29. Your work? sigh 30. Your summer

Boredom
Still waiting on getting out of this place... I'm so tired of listening to a baby scream all the time. It will be nice to have freedom again and not feel like I'm being used. On another note I might be meeting my friend Jessika Saturday who I've known online for... 4 years, maybe 5 :D Wow I'm totally addicted to this site and it's only been one day. I'm definetely coming back tomorrow!! Today was a great day. God is love ya'll, tap into Him :) I've been waiting to leave my sister's house now for a couple weeks. I don't want to have to take a bus if I don't have to but it looks like I will have to because I don't want to be here any more..... grrrrr And no one wants to come get me :(

I'm New . . . .
I don't know quite what I'm doing on here yet, so please bare with me if I don't reply. I'm still trying to get things set up. So thatnks to those of you that left comments & what npt. When I get use to this I will talk to you then. Thanks for understanding :)

Just My Random Rants
Last night I was watching a special about an American female journalist who was severly wounded while riding patrol with Army troops in Iraq. The cameraman, sound guy and an Army commander were all killed in the attack and several of the soilders were severly wounded as well. The most touching moment for me was when the 6 yr old daughter of the fallen commander looked into the camera with her huge brown eyes and said, "My daddy is a hero. He was a soilder and he died." This just brought tears to my eyes. It also got me thinking of all the ignorant people who confuse supporting the war with supporting our troops. Is it really so hard to understand that while you may not believe in the war...our troops are doing their JOBS. If you work at the corner gas station that just charged me $3.59 a gallon for gas, do I blame you for that? Should I yell and curse at you because I do not believe in the price gouging that is going on everytime I fill my tank? Of course not, you are just doi

Untitled
I answered the door and there you were, lightly made up but oh so beautiful. Your smile seemed to light the doorway. “Come in baby, have a seat” I said….and you walked over to the couch and sat down as I got you a glass of wine. “You look very beautiful tonight…” (It made my heart feel so good to see that little smirk), “Well thank you love” you replied. We sat and shared some conversation, and wine….and I realized, your wearing a skirt, my weakness. I noticed your very sexy and shapely legs, adorned with nude tone stockings. I notice a pale area, you skirt seems to have risen a little. A hunger begins to build inside….it seems to have suddenly gotten warmer. A moment of silence arrives, and I lean into you….we share our first kiss. Gentle at first…lips not quite touching, tongues gently dancing with each other. My hand caresses your face. As we end the kiss…I look into your eyes….how beautiful they are, a hint of a smile on you face warms my heart. I prepare the table for

Why???
Why the hell do I keep falling for the same type of guy? What attracts me to them in the beginning, and then I see them for what they are? Pure Assholes. I mean seriously people my ex husband haunts me even now. The arguments, the degradation, the name calling, the all around abuse, and now my best friend with whom I fell in love is acting the same exact way. Forget that he used to be in love with me as well, or that we had a relationship because he doesn't know what a real relationship is, and ended it in less than three months. Forget the fact he quit caring at all several months back. Now he is being the biggest asshole I have ever met, and I know it is to push me away, but why do I continue to fall for guys who start acting like this. Why is love the intangible impossibility for me? Is there such a thing as love? Is it something that you feel, but is never ever real or what? I swear love for me is a one sided farce, and that God keeps putting me through this pain

Army Wife Life
The first of many blogs..... For the last few weeks I have truely noticed I am a Army Wife.... With the deployment coming on so fast and all the "normal daily things" time seems to be flying.I have noticed in the past I have been both mom & dad,friend,maid,caretaker,nurse,the works over the years and never really paid attention to my daily life. Yesterday my Husband came home from being in the field for 3 weeks and I sat up at the company for quite a few hours with the other wives and soldiers talking and being handed paperwork for the deployment not far off. See there is a few wives in my husbands company that have been through deployments before (that is NOT saying it is easy for them in anyway as a spouse) and they were like ok we know the routine.I being a first time spouse(not just a girlfriend/best friend this time) it was different. Even though I have been going through different field excerises (which are a week or longer at a crack) This one was the LAST one befor

Mr. Right
AS I SIT HERE ALONE EACH NIGHT WONDERING WHERE IS "MR. RIGHT"? I'VE LIVE IN LOVE, I'VE LIVED IN HATE MAN MY LIFE HAS BEEN A SIGHT. I'VE BEEN PUT DOWN I'VE BEEN PUSHED AROUND, EVEN BEEN HELD ON THE GROUND YET HERE IAM , WAITING FOR THE SOUND... WHAT SOUND YOU MAY ASK THE ONE THAT COMES FROM UNDER THE MASK, FROM THE GOOD, FROM THE BAD, AND EVEN FROM THE SAD THE SOUND THAT SAYS YOU'VE OVERCOME THE TASK. MY HEART IS WAITING TO TAKE FLIGHT WHEN MR. RIGHT FINALLY COMES INTO SIGHT ON THAT SWEET ROMANTIC NIGHT... WRITTEN BY MICHELLE

The Special Friend
YOU KEEP TELLING ME I DON'T UNDERSTAND BUT I STILL WANT TO GET TO KNOW THIS MAN... THAT SEEMS TO HAVE HAD A HARD LIFE BEEN PUT THROUGH MANY TRIALS AND STRIFE MAYBE SOMEDAY I CAN HELP YOU TO BELIEVE AGAIN. YOU TOLD ME I NEED SOMEONE NEW BUT SWEETHEART I'VE BEEN WITH A FEW... NONE OF WHO CARED FOR ME NONE OF WHO KNEW HOW TO TREAT A LADY THE WAY I HAVE FELT WHEN I AM WITH YOU. TO PUT THIS TO AN END FIND YOURSELF A SPECIAL FRIEND... SOMEONE WHO CARES FOR YOU SOMEONE WHO WILL SHARE WITH YOU IN LIFE AS IT BEGINS AGAIN. I AM THAT FRIEND... WRITTEN BY MICHELLE

New Lounge
IT'S A JOKE ABOUT 3 LADIES AT DIFFERENT TIMES!!!!1ST LADY GETS TO THE HOTEL, AND SHE SAYS TO THE CLERK, I NEED A ROOM, THE CLERK SAYS TO HER,,,,THERE ARE NO ROOMS AVAILABLE AT THIS TIME EXCEPT FOR ONE AND IT'S HAUNTED,,,,SHE SAYS I DON'T CARE IM NOT AFFRAID OF GHOSTS,SO SHE GETS UP TO THE ROOM AND LAYS ON THE BED AND STARTS READING, AND SHE HEARS,,,,RUNNING THROUGH THE WALLS SHAKING MY BALLS BET YOU CAN'T CATCH ME,,,,SO SHE GETS UP AND RUNS OUT OF THE ROOM,,,,THE 2ND LADY COMES TO THE HOTEL AND SAYS TO THE CLERK, I NEED A ROOM, HE SAYS, THE ONLY ROOM I HAVE LEFT IS HAUNTED, WOULD YOU MIND TAKING IT? SHE SAYS, YEAH I'LL TAKE IT, NO GHOSTS SCARE ME, SO SHE GET'S UP TO THE ROOM AND DECIDES THAT SHE WANTS TO TAKE A BATH, SO SHE'S IN THE TUB RELAXING, AND ALL OF A SUDDEN SHE HEARS,,,,RUNNING THROUGH THE WALLS SHAKING MY BALLS BET YOU CAN'T CATCH ME,,,, SO SHE GETS UP RUNNING NAKED AND ALL, FINALLY THE 3RD LADY COMES TO THE HOTEL AND WANTS TO RENT A ROOM, AND THE CLERK SAYS THE SAME THING TO

Some Closure
Pretending your way through life With a deceitful grin What a shallow existence you lead Used and abused I fell under your spell Blinded by what was not real I gave of myself And got nothing in return But sorrow and pain An empty shell Left in your path of destruction A shadow of what once was Things are more clear now I can breathe again No longer a victim of fate A pawn in your game no more I move forward to better things A new life begins

Poetry
My ex cisco wrote this about me. When I broke up with him. Sad thing is this is my favorite poem of his. He has so much talent and it shows unfortunetly in a bad way in this one. lol. Vengence Did you think i wouldn't find him, Wouldn't catch you in a lie? Did you assume that I am stupid, And forget that I would try to unearth your secrets using the clues from our past? And now i've got your little bitch and It's the end at last. he's ugly and he's broken now I've finally got my way. can you hear him screaming now? What is there left to say? be glad I haven't found you yet Your fate would be the same a painful death in the hands of a lover And only you are to blame. See this river that flows from him? It cleanses him of his sin. And with his last shuddering breath My plans for you begin. First, I think, I'll take your eyes You cannot covet if you can't see. After that will come your fingers that led to your atrocity. A slice here, a tear there Your skin

Krazys Place
1 of my friends needs some help she is new to ct come rate profile and whatever thanx cmw@ CherryTAP add urself to here if u support r toops and fan plz ty I support my military and do you?@ CherryTAP hey everyone my friend is lookin for ppl to become a member of his lounge if u want to be a member go look at krazy's profile and go to his lounge and become a member. thanks....its called krazy's place krazy@ CherryTAP

I'll Do It
I'll Do It By Steve Cook I’m the man that can turn your life around I’ll raise your spirits when your down I’ll show you life can be so grand I’ll be there to hold your hand I’ll walk with you when you want to walk I’ll talk with you when you need to talk I’ll hold you when you need to be held I’ll cherish you till there’s nothing else I’ll tell you what you need to hear I’ll chase away all your fears I’ll listen when you want to speak I’ll carry you when your feeling weak I’ll trust you when you say its true I’ll do anything you ask me to I’ll cuddle you in the chair I’ll run my fingers through your hair I’ll rub your back , neck and feet I’ll make sure you fall asleep I'll hold you, hug you, kiss you I'll take away your breath I'll do it just give me the chance

Bedroom Hints :)
20 Helpful Hints for Women To Reach Orgasm Current mood: energetic Category: Romance and Relationships by Cynthia Lief Ruberg, MS Ed, LPCC, FAACS PSYCHOLOGICAL HINTS: 1) Anticipate the Sexual Encounter--Many women find that if they spend some time fantasizing about an upcoming sexual encounter, they can use their minds (imagination) to "turn themselves on" physically, as well as emotionally. It also helps for women to learn to identify what turns them on in their environment (i.e., romantic or erotic stories, love songs, videos, etc.) and use this material in anticipation of a sexual encounter. This process of "starting on warm" can help to make reaching "the end" easier. 2) Get Relaxed--Most women require a transition or "down time" in order to be opened-up to receiving sexual pleasure. This is because emotional tension negatively interferes with sexual response. So, listen to music, take a hot bath, read a book, do "whatever works" to get relaxed. Being in a relaxed

Blog 1
Maybe it's because im too Naive. But my Trust has always been easily gained. It never took more than a few days for me to trust people. Its true,though. It only takes seconds to shatter. That i learned the hard way. From now on,I won't trust people as quickly or as easily as i previously have. I won't give people my heart anymore. If i ever let anyone in again,it won't be for a while. "Trust noone, And don't get hurt. Trust some, And take the chance to either be hurt or find something real." Im in the middle right now. Im not sure as to what i should do.All i know, Is that my heart doesnt wish to be broken anymore than it already is. I know you guys probably dont care. And don't get me wrong. Im not looking for sympathy. I just needed to get this off my chest. People come and go. Memories fade away. Laughter soon dies. The sun eventually sets. Batteries loose life. Paper burns away. Trees cut and die. Flowers wither away. Life changes with each passing seco

Thoughts
DAMION W. FELDMAN xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx SANTA CLARITA, CALIFORNIA 91387 PHONE xxxxxxx// E-MAIL DAMION6@GMAIL.COM EMPLOYMENT DESIGNER/ MEDIA SUPERVISORJANUARY 2002 –JUNE 2008 THE FIRM/FIRM MUSIC/BEVERLY HILLS Head of department, responsible for creation and editing of digital video as well as published materials for promotion of clientele at elite Hollywood talent and music management firm. Working and developing image and brand concepts for separate prominent film, music, and talent arms within the company. Maintaining corporate client library as well as technical consultant for company’s print and new media projects for Internet campaigns. Audio and video technician responsible for purchasing and installation of equipment needed to maintain daily productivity in private and professional circumstances. Published ads for client awards as seen in Hollywood Reporter/Variety Magazines. PRODUCTION/DESIGNERNOVEMBER 2001 – ANNUAL AMERICAN FILM MARKET/BEVERLY HILLS A

Larisa
The one thing that you ask from somone is not to lie to you... Why do they still feel the need to do so????Why lie??? Is being honest with someone so hard??? I dont think it should be hard to be honest with someone even if it hurts.. Is it easy just to lie??? Why do all the mind games and all the lies?? doesnt that hurt more then telling the truth the lies and try to keep the lies all together isnt just easy just to tell the person whats going on ??? why do people make the choice to lie??? If you are just asking for one thing from that person and that one thing is not to lie why cant they just do it.. that one thing you want from them. You can accept them for who they are and all the mistake they made . Why cant they just respect the most important thing that you ask of them... And if im being honest with you why cant it be returned..thats the one thing i cant forgive is lies and being lied too .. i cant and will not take that likey .. Is it a power thing ???? to h

Hello Cherry Peeps!!
Some of you who know me know that in 2 years I lost my son,my mother,& my grandmother...I have always been the rebelious black sheep in the family...well...my family...what little there is left..have turned into complete fukturds.They do not come to functions that concern my boys...as a matter of fact,my Daddy is the only family that does,& he is my step father,but I call him Daddy,cause the sperm donor is a fuck up!!! I just hope that like everyone else in the world,my kids have a chance of growing up somewhat normal..even though their sperm donor does not support thm in anything they do...sports,school, funding for all of these costly sports.....my point being.....I just hope that I can raise my boys to be independent men & to take care of themselves & not grow up to be clusterfucks as soooo many of the males in their gene pool have!!!!! So I just had to vent..... & to my gene pool...screw you people....of you are what family is supposed to be...I will take enemies any day!!!!

New
The Ultimate SEX Survey Do you like it rough or sensual?: Do you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both?: How often do you like to have sex?: Is sex a top priority for you?: Do you have sex face to face with your partner?: How often do you get drunk and have wild, crazy sexy with a complete stranger?: How do you feel about one night stands?: How many one night stands have you had?: What's your favorite position?: Where's your favorite place to have sex?: Do you prefer to make love or f*uck?: Have you ever watched porn while having sex?: How long do you usually fore-play b4 doing the deed?: Do you get off first or do they?: Do you like kissing during sex?: , Do you moan? If so, are you loud or quite?: Do you prefer your partner to be loud or quite?: Does size matter (for girlz-- dicks/f

Knightwing
i have always been here everytime u needed someone the oly one who love u for who u are the forgotten one one day i be needed again and my be gone of a broken heart i always been stood with a cold black heart as a vampire should me. cold and un feeling. thats always the person i tried to be . then u came along and my black heart melted and loved for frist time. but it was more then a fu thing we both said.the real man behing knightwing fell in love and u said the real person u was love me to. took hours to say goodnite and we rush to be to gether when li was light.we would say i love u all the time it really made ppl watchen sick they say awww to cute but u and never care what they think.then lies and ppl try to makek us and did for a week and man behind knightwing cry his human tears as knightwing shed his blood tears. u came back and said we never part man and vampire was happy.but it loseing u one time almost killed the man. and for the for time man and vampire was scared that the

Rlang1966
HELLO THERE. JUST THOUGHT I WOULD WRITE MYFIRST BLOG TODAY. NO MUCH GOING ON IN THE BRAIN YOU KNOW BUT THAT MAY CHANGE. I WANT TO MEET NEW FRIENDS AND CHAT WITH PEOPLE. I AM A PEOPLE PERSON AND WILL ALWAYS BE. WILL ADD MORE LATER. LATER, RLANG1966

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I won't mention any names because you know who I'm talking to, but if by chance I give you my number, then you MUST realize I'm a single mother of three teenage girls, I work until 7 or 8pm EVERYDAY. I also MUST go out of town as it is part of my job. Having said this if I don't answer my phone or call you RIGHT back, and you leave me like 10 messages and they are not very nice or even RUDE....Then please FEEL FREE and lose my flippin number, because I don't have time nor do I want to deal with that DRAMA....Much Love to all my understanding friends!!!! To everyone, I'm so sorry I have not been around lately! Work, Holidays, Work, Massive court S**T, work and kids and work and kids. It's been a hayday and I'll try to do better at keeping in touch. I hope the holidays were great for eveyone and the New Year finds you in health and happiness!!!! Take care and all my love....Muah BTW.... I'm SO proud of my GIANTS!!!! Free MySpace and Xanga Profile Flash Games

This Is Why I Hate People
You know, This is really annoying the hell out of me. Why is it that we elect people to office only to have them force their ideals and agenda on the country instead of doing what the American people want? Isn't that the whole purpose of democracy? We are now entering year 5 of the Iraq war and what has come of it? That is right, absolutely nothing. George W Bush is nothing but a war monger. He thinks if we impose "OUR" ideals on Iraq, that It will make this country safer. How exactly does that work? Democracy will not and does not cure the insane. Want proof? Go to wikipedia.com and type in Oklahoma City Bombing. No form of government will control revolt. The Islamic religion will never change and that is what is causing these people to react, not how they live under a set of rules. People have their own brains and decide their destiny. W....If you want this country to be safer....there is only one solution. That is bring the troops that are supposed to be defend

Amanda's Poems
Love. Unspoken promises from heart-to-heart. Two kindred souls bound as one. From beginning to end,there's never a doubt. A single chain,many links,holds sanity there. One flame that never grown dim. Sweet whispers in your ear. A hand to fit your own. Your companion on an everlasting journey. The smile that brightens your day. Those eyes that touch your soul. Never any regrets from start to finish. A special time to last a lifetime. Your shared weakness. An everlasting joy. Mutual feelings of longing. That sweet sugar to replenish your soul. A beauty unmatched by anything human. Love. With cuts so deep and scars so vibrant,my soul runs free in a trapped,malicious world.My innermost tortures seep out of my self-inflicted incisions in a crimson fashion.Each invasion of my being forms memories and scars,every time going deeper into my existence.My wounds run deep,as do my memories.Pain,guiilt,frustration,anger,sadness...all reasons to start,yet all reasons to stop.My emo

Hmmmm....
I'm a random artistic person by nature...lol. We now own a Saab 9000 Turbo. It's a sweet car. Better than the Volvo 740 we had and that was a nice car too...We've owned a lot of different cars. It's funny that us being a family of metal heads end up driving yuppie cars. It's all good. At least it's transportation. Better than the frigging city bus. I hate public transportation. We actually bought the car because I had to get back and forth to the hospital. I just had surgery on Friday to remove my gallbladder. It's sucks. I hurt a lot though. It's hard to eat. It's hard to sleep. I'm miserable. Oh well...lol

Social Misfit
So, I just thought I'd get started on a blog here. I'm not much of a blogger. I use myspace to blog when I'm in the mood. Keep an eye here incase the mood strikes me and I feel like writing. Nap time now.

Sexual Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

On The Road Again
Its been almost 7 years aince I visited the place that was once home to me for 20 years of my life. It's been that long since I have seen my bestfriend who just happens to be a guy. He has been the only one that I have kept regular contact with. He is the only one that knows everythign there is to know about me too so it will be really good to see him . I miss him more than I can possibly express. And then there is my brother who I do get to see about twice a year. But I have not seen him down where I grew up. Maryland..it's been a long time! DC clubs. Great Falls. The mountains. Ocean City. Rockville. Champians. Redskins. Private Catholic school. Many memories. Getting drunk at the baldersons in college park. Playing bass guitair with the girl band I was in lol We were so crazy! I dont think we slept much back then or maybe we did It was party tehe night away and sleep all day..I am still a night owl. I still love nighttime. Anyways I am going to VA where my brother lives now and

Word-ly Goodness
Boys do not make make passes at girls who wear glasses has been disproved. I'll admit it, i'm a dork. I have the dorkish short boyish haircut, i have the librarian style spectacles, i dress like i don't care most of the time, comfort is what matters to me, not fashion. Canadians are not known worldwide for their hotness, were the quiet, unimposing dudley do rights that live up in the frozen hinterland atop of them American folk. I'm at one with my dorkiness though, so that sort of makes me hot, actually. And oh, today is that green day......St. Patty's Day ....Have a good one. Make mine a root beer k, as i do not drink alcoholic beverages. I'm through with it. We sometimes forget how fragile we are.

Casper
Touch the Darkness @ DarkCasket.com Touch the Darkness @ DarkCasket.com To love one man is like finding that one porson to make me feel like you belong in this world. To love one man feel like Is a life long thing but you are willing to fit for every thing tjust to keep hin with you!!! I love one man and I feel like tilling the hole world that I love one man and only one man. So Im tell ever that look at this and yes im going to yell it I LOVE ONE MAN now and I hope forever more.

Thank You
Thank you to anyone and everyone who helped me out in the "Least Popular Cherry Contest" I was the loser wih 931 comments. I WON !!!!!!!! WOOHOOO..... Watch for my blast... Thanks again I appreciate you. Love..Amy

Surveys
Terri will go to jail for ... Performing a strip tease on the street 'What sexual activity will you go to jail for?' at QuizUniverse.com You're an Expert Kisser You're a kissing pro, but it's all about quality and not quantity You've perfected your kissing technique and can knock anyone's socks off And you're adaptable, giving each partner what they crave When it comes down to it, your kisses are truly unforgettable What Kind of Kisser Are You?

Getting Our Tax Refund!
Hi all I am just really excited i just called the bank a lil bit ago and we are getting our federal tax refund on Friday. WOOOOO HOOOO! We are still deciding on what we are gonna do about the cars and such that we need. We are gonna try to do two cars on one loan, but if not then we are gonna get hubby his truck and then fix one of the cars that we have for me to drive for right now. We also will be needing a new fridge, so will be looking in the papers and places close to us that a sale on them. Most likely will need a new washer as well, UGH! It always seems as if u need more then what u are getting hehe, at least for us it's that way! My son has his b-day this weekend, St. Patrick's day so gotta plan a party for him and get him his presents and such. That is when he decides on what he is gonna be getting. Well i hope you all have a great day and the rest of the week. Hugs, and all my lovin, Jilly

"tell People This Today And They Won't Believe You"
LIFE IN THE 1500'S The next time you are washing your hands and complain because the water temperature isn't just how you like it, think about how things used to be. Here are some interesting facts about the 1500s: Most people got married in June because they took their yearly bath in May and still smelled pretty good by June. However, they were starting to smell, so brides carried a bouquet of flowers to hide the body odor. Hence the custom today of carrying a bouquet when getting married. Baths consisted of a big tub filled with hot water. The man of the house had the privilege of the nice clean water, then all the other sons and men, then the women and finally the children, Last of all the babies. By then the water was so dirty you could actually lose someone in it. Hence the saying, "Don't throw the baby out with the bath water." Houses had thatched roofs-thick straw-piled high, with no wood underneath. It was the only place for animals to get warm, so all the

My Mom Please Keep Her In Your Prayers!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Just to let everyone know, My Mom is home from the hospital now, The doctors found 6 tumors in her brain last wednesday and put her in the hospital for what they referred to as imperative radiation, the tumors are not localized and are cancer, they are all over her brain and already having an effect on her motor skills, she is having trouble speaking and walking and her thought process is not the same. She told me that this is the first time since this all started over a year ago that she is actually scared now. I have been scared but would never let her know that, Thanks to everyone who read my original bulletin and thanks for all of the prayers, it is comforting to have friends right now, you dont know how much it means to me. But I will keep you updated on everything, she is a very stuborn lady and determined so we will see whats next. Again thank you all for everything. Love Jacque Hey there to ecveryone here on cherry, I have only been on here for a couple of weeks but ha

Sexy Nay's Blogs
This is what I call.. The Naughty Survey. Simply fill it out and send it to the person who posted this bulletin. Have a naughty time! START 1) Would you slap my ass? 2) Would you slap me in naughty ways? 3) Would you fuck me? 4) How hard? 5) Would you finger me/give me a handjob? 6) Would you eat me out/give me head? 7) [guys answer this] If you were to finger me, how many fingers would you use and how deep in my pussy would you go? 8) [girls answer this] If you were to give me head, would you suck my whole cock and use your tounge or would you not even try it? 9) If we were in a movie theater and I took you to the back where no one was there and started touching you in private places, would you go along with it? 10) If both of us were extremly horny in a public place, would you find somewhere to fuck me or would we just wait til we get home? 11) If I asked you to try something a little different, would you do it even if it seems a little corny? 1

Screw This
well i got a new job so that generally means that i wont be on here as much, actually i dont think i will have much time to sleep either, but feel free to leave me some love and i will return the favor as soon as i am able to come back well so today was an aweasome day, a little weird but aweasome, i past my training test so needless to say i am now a bill collector! Its Hot!! i had to call this lady today and she yelled at me but it was funny as hell! then i got another man to pay his bills and it was a great feeling Then i got home and i had my first appointment to pierce someones ears and they turned out so freakin cool, i was really impressed, i cant wait til i am a professional tho that would TITS! kk so tomarrow is my birthday, whoooa and thats i guess a good thing. im suppose to work but im pretty sure that i have lost my job today. im not sure why but i think that thats a good thing too, i dont have to deal with a worthless manager anymore! but if all goes according to plan

Contests
IT IS NOT A CONTEST BUT THIS LITTLE PUPPY WANTS ALL YOUR HELP AND ATTENTION SO PLEASE CAN YOU GO AND SHOW HER SOME HOT HOT LOVEN! 1 RATE AND 10 COMMENTS FROM EACH PLEASE.......... HAVE A WONDERFUL THIRSTY THURSDAY AND A FABULOUS UPCOMING WEEKEND. HUGS AND KISSES WildCat ~* Ive Never Asked For Much ... But I Need Your Help Now Please *~ Ok guys. Anyone here that knows me knows that I never ask for much of anything at all from anyone. I hate to feel like im a burden to my friends and family. Yet now Im asking for help. I went and signed up for a happy hour give a way. Ive been wanting one forever but ya im to poor to afford one!! LOL. Anyways what it boils down to is I need 50,000 comments to get this Happy Hour. So please could you spare some time to drop in and leave me some love? Al you have to do is click the link below and you will go to the pic I need bombed. I cant offer expensive gifts for anyone that helps. I will offer my help back to you should you ever need

Steak & Bj Day!!!
http://pornotube.com/media.php?m=44498 Here are a few links to those of you who are not aware of this great Holiday! http://www.steakandbjday.com/ http://www.steakandbj.com/v2/ Have a great day and tell your men to enjoy the Steak, LOL! Anyone want to Make this a good holiday for me? Ben P.S. For all who really care about me, I am starting to get in a better mood, thank you for all of the comments and prayers for the family and all.

Broken Relationships
Have you ever really known what true love is? True love is not a feeling but it is a thought of being happy.I thought I was in love at one time or two in my life but all has failed and I sit here and wonder today what is true love.People say I love you all the time but if you do not get shown the love then what is the use of saying it. A wise person told me one time that love is just a four letter word wiht out meanning unless it is shown and unexplainable. If you can explain love and sum it up into just mearly words then you do not know love. Like I have been through and I have noticed if you you truly love some one show them but also let them know everyday because if you just show and not express into words then it seems to be unreal. Love is a funny thing because it was designed to be shown. But if you just show it does not seem real and if you just tell someone and not show them it seems to be unreal. So to all those out there that are in love or want to be in love or has been in l

Great Message
F A M I L Y I ran into a stranger as he passed by, "Oh excuse me please" was my reply. He said, "Please excuse me too; I wasn't watching for you." We were very polite, this stranger and I. We went on our way and we said goodbye. But at home a different story is told, How we treat our loved ones, young and old. Later that day, cooking the evening meal, My son stood beside me very still. When I turned, I nearly knocked him down. "Move out of the way," I said with a frown. He walked away, his little heart broken. I didn't realize how harshly I'd spoken. While I lay awake in bed, God's still small voice came to me and said, "While dealing with a stranger, common courtesy you use, but the family you love, you seem to abuse. Go and look on the kitchen floor, You'll find some flowers there by the door. Those are the flowers he brought for you. He picked them himself: pink, yellow and blue. He stood very quietly not to spoi

Who You Are Counts!!
A teacher in New York decided to honor each of her seniors in High School by telling them the difference each of them had made. She called each student to the front of the class, one at a time. First, she told each of them how they had made a difference to her, and the class. Then she presented each of them with a blue ribbon, imprinted with gold letters which read, "Who I Am Makes a Difference." Afterwards, the teacher decided to do a class project, to see what kind of impact recognition would have on a Community. She gave each of the students three more blue ribbons, and instructed them to go out and spread this acknowledgment ceremony. Then they were to follow up on the results, see who honored whom, and report to the class in about a week. One of the boys in the class went to a junior executive in a nearby Company, and honored him for helping him with his career planning. He gave him a blue ribbon, and put it on his shirt. Then he gave him two extra ribbons and said,

Hey
I need your help sexy people.. it will only take a sec of your time.. its a contest done by rates.. If you could take 1 min of your time to come by and check it out.. I would be soo happy I might take a full nude pic at the end of the contest if I win.. Well I know you will help.. Lots of Love and Kisses ~Pole Princess~ Here's the Link http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=171588&albumid=481341&i=1931918446 or Just letting people know i added a few new pics in my default album.. most of them are salutes to a friend who bought me a blast.. but check them out.. *Kisses* Hey Everyone.. I bought a sticky yesterday and had over 300 viewers to it for a contest I'm in.. but only a small handful decided to actually take a second for me and vote.. i don't need comments, just 1 rate from everyone. I'm doing unbearable in this contest.. Well I hope you decide to help me out. here is the link Well Hope everyone is having a great week.. *Kisses* ~Pole Pr

A Long Time Ago, In A Galaxy Far, Far Away
I THOUGHT I WOULD SHARE ONE MORE TALE ABOUT MY DAYS RIDING WITH THE BANDITOS. THIS LITTLE EPISODE BEGAN ABOUT A YEAR OR SO AFTER MY INITIATION. IT DIDN'T TAKE ME VERY LONG TO GET A REPUTATION AS THE "DRUG-DOINGEST" BANDITO IN THE CLUBHOUSE. THERE WAS NO CHEMICAL THRILL I DID NOT SEEK, NO DRUG-INDUCED STUPOR I DID NOT PURSUE WITH TOTAL ABANDON. MIGHT EXPLAIN WHY I ONLY HAVE ABOUT 17 BRAIN CELLS LEFT. ANYWAY, ONE OF THE WAYS THE CLUB, AND ALL CLUBS FOR THAT MATTER, SUPPORTED ITSELF WAS WITH CONTRABAND ............ DRUGS, GUNS, VEHICLES, WHATEVER WOULD SELL. BEING THAT I HAD A REAL "FEEL", SO TO SPEAK, FOR THE DRUG TRADE, I WAS QUICKLY "ASSIGNED" AS IT WERE, TO DRUG RUNNING. NOW LET ME SAY RIGHT HERE, I WAS A "MULE", NOTHING MORE. I DID NOT STAND OUTSIDE SCHOOLYARDS AND "HAWK MY WARES" OR ANYTHING LIKE THAT. I MADE THE BUYS THAT SUPPLIED THE FOLKS THAT DID THAT SORT OF THING. I KNOW ITS NOT MUCH OF A DISTINCTION, BUT IT'S HOW I JUSTIFIED IT TO MYSELF. HEY !!!! I TOLD YOU

Koyote And The Moon
What Type of Killer Are You? [cool pictures] You are an assassin.That means you are a proffessional and do your job without mixing any emotions in it. In your life you have probably been hurt many times and have gotten some mental scars. This results in you being distant from people. Though many think that you are evil, you are not. What you really are is a person, trying to forget your pain and past. You are the person who never seems to care and that is why being an assassin fits you good. Atleast, that's what people think. Even if you don't care that much for your victims, you still have the ability to care and to generally feel. It is not lost, just a little forgotten. In crowds you tend to not get to noticed, and dress in black or other discrete colours. You don't being in the spotlight and wish people would just leave you alone. But once you do get close to someone you have a hard time letting go and get real down if you loose him/her.Main weapon: SniperQuote:"The walls

A Quiz, If U Dare, Take It And Send It Back To Me
The Ultimate SEX Survey by game_gurl69Do you like it rough or sensual?: Do you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both?: How often do you like to have sex?: Is sex a top priority for you?: Do you have sex face to face with your partner?: How often do you get drunk and have wild, crazy sexy with a complete stranger?: How do you feel about one night stands?: How many one night stands have you had?: What's your favorite position?: Where's your favorite place to have sex?: Do you prefer to make love or f*uck?: Have you ever watched porn while having sex?: How long do you usually fore-play b4 doing the deed?: Do you get off first or do they?: Do you like kissing during sex?: Do you moan? If so, are you loud or quite?: Do you prefer your partner to be loud or quite?: Does size matter (for girlz-- dicks/for guyz-- boobs)?: How old were you when you lost your virginity?: How many sexual partners have you have in the last month?: What does your favorite f

Theotherworld
I DONT CARE WHAT ANYONE SAYS THE CONFEDERATE FLAG=RACISM If the US Flag represents Freedom, Liberty, Blah Blah Blah then the "southern" flag represents what was going on at the time it was created...SLAVERY it represents the darkest time in American History, a time when people with god complexes though they were better then other people, because of skin color, because of where they came from. the funniest part is..that the "confederate flag" isn't even the flag that represented "the south" Actually..nevermind...fly the flag....not much has changed. I challenge anyone who feels otherwise about that flag to debate me...you may win, you may lose, but we both might be entertained.

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My World!
My birthday is coming up! It's on April 21st. Woohoo! I'll be 20! lol What're you going to buy me for my birthday?? :) :) :) Is anyone else having problems with Facebook? It's telling me to enable Javascript or simply to get it. I can't do anything on my facebook, except log-on. I can't get rid of application requests or click on anything. I have Javascript.. in fact, I even downloaded the latest available minutes ago to ensure that I had it. Any and all help is appreciated! Eating really sucks right now. My throat hurts so much; swallowing food/liquid is painful. Also, I burned the tip of my tongue last week and so that's all sore. Blah. What to doooooo!

Sick Sick Sick
hi, oh i have been so sick this week...dont have the energy to even be on line. but wanted to tell everyone hi and that i miss ya all. everyone have a great week and i will talk to you all very soon hugs and kisses kels

Somethiing To Wriite About..
HEY EVERYONE, ii MiiSS YOU ALL. ii HAVEN'T BEEN ON LATELY, BECAUSE ii'M GOiiNG THROUGH SOME SHiiT RiiGHT NOW, SO WHEN ii GET A CHANCE TO GET ON, ii CAN'T STAY ON LONG ENOUGH TO WRiiTE COMMENTS AND SHiiT, BUT ii WiiLL BE UP AND RUNNiiNG AGAiiN SOON HOPEFULLY. BUT PLEASE CONTiiNUE SENDiiNG ME LOVE, ii MiiSS ALL OF MY FRiiENDS ON HERE. OK SO ii'VE BEEN GOiiN THROUGH ALOT LATELY, AND ii'VE BEEN GETTiiNG VERY AGGROVATED & STRESED OUT, SO MY GiiRL HOLLY CAME OUT WiiTH ME LAST NiiGHT.. SHE HOOKED ME UP, WE GOT MAD DRUNK AND HAD A REAL GOOD TiiME.. iiT FELT REAL GOOD jjUST TO GET OUT AND TAKE MY MiiND OFF THiiNGS FOR A WHiiLE.. iiT WAS GREAT. OK SO WE DiiDN'T END UP AY MARDii-GRAS.. WE ENDED UP AT THE PROV.. ((WHiiCH WAS KiiNDA WHACK)) BUT.. ii DEFiiNATELY HAD LiiKE THE BEST TiiME.. ii MEAN THE NiiGHT COULDN'T HAVE TURNED OUT ANY BETTER THAN iiT DiiD.. ii WAS WiiTH AN AWESOME GROUP OF FRiiENDS.. BUT ONE iiN PARTiiCULAR GOT THROWN OUT ((MY B/D)) SO ME && CHRiiSSY WENT TO GO FiiND HiiM AND Hi

What To Say?
Ok first off I am new to this. So there is a bit of what do I say. I grew up in or around Denver Co. From there I whent in to the Navy for five and a half years. In that time I got married and devorced. Whent back to Colorado to lick my wounds and try to make a new life. Whent to school for awile. Gunsmithing for those who wish to know. DId not finish. Ya not the smartest thing to do. In that time I moved down to Canon City Co. whent in to the national guard for three and a half years. I will admit there is a patern of not making good choices. Hey I never said I was a smart guy. Oh well life on the other hand has been good to me as well as a lot of fun. Now I live in Cheyenne Wy. and things still look like a kick in the pants. Thats it for now. I hope to have more to say later, lol.

Please Help My Frend
CLICK PIC TO ENTER!!!!! COME CHECK OUT ONE OF THE COOLEST LOUNGES MADE. wE KNOW HOW TO PARTY IT UP. lET YOUR IMAGINATION RUN WILD AT KILLER EYEZ CRAZY SEXY KOOL LOUNGE. SEE YOU THERE FOR A FEW DRINKS AND A FEW DANCES WINK WINK.

Things've Changed
I saw a vision, just like a dream, didn't even know her name, I had to meet her, had to find a way, she seemed so perfect, in every way, I thought my life was, all fine and well, I made the money, had everything, so many women like drops of rain then I met her, things shot to hell, now all of that don't mean a thing now all I think of, is finding a way, to make her happy, to want to stay, yep I geuss it's true, not a damned thing I can do, Things've changed.. Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

My Own Lyrics
POLITICAL VIEW (Begin 1st Verse) To which I write I have not found. The dream that makes me create my ultimate sound. I stop and stare to look around. But can't find the glory of a free child. They are all unhappy and deeply depressed. That I.C.O.S and B-Loc are being surpressed. It's like a large congressional conquest. Locking up lyrics like taxes cause conflicts. Stupid dicks all a bunch of southern boy hicks. Dipstick pricks harassing the public for kicks. There mouths need tics to the tacs. Clean up the bullshit verbal lies with thumb tacs. When was the last time you saw one of them ordering big macs. To truly feed the hungry who suffer from the cracks. That they cause by not ful filling the promise of words. They sang out to use as we gathered by a tree with some birds. Alls we could hear was the chirps. While the senator starts to speak a verse. Tells us how he will make the world all alright. Now he sits in his office letting his se

Hello
I AM A DJ FOR TO SITES. THE ONE SITE IM ON IS www. power92radio. net I DJ AT 9am TO 12pm (est. time) MONDAY, WEDNESDAY, AND FRIDAY MORNINGS. I TAKE REQUESTS AND DEDICATIONS. WE PLAY IT ALL (rap,country,classic,oldies,etc). I ALSO DJ THURSDAY EVENING AT 6pm to 10pm (est. time) www. 965thenoize. com SO COME AND JOIN THE FUN. TELL YOUR FRIENDS AND FAMILY TO COME CHECK OUT THE MUSIC STATIONS. WE PLAY IT ALL. THANK YOU, DJ_LIL~RED

Crazy, Ceazy, Crazy.....
OK everybody, I know i try and throw out pic comments atleast every week or two. Unfortunately work has been really crazy of late. We have switched other manager so many times my head is spinning.. Suffice to say i have been spending way to much time at work the past motnh or so. Hopefully soon things will settle down and I won't be so tired coming home that I can buckle down and find some awsome new pics for you guys. Catch ya laterz all. So things have finally started slowing down with work and life. I'm all set to go blasing away with pic comments and what happens? No cable internet! Arrrrgh! I am connect through my wireless card on my laptop, but have any of you tried to surf effectively on cherry with one of those things. Takes forever with some of the pages people have on here. Well, I should have the cable back on in a week when my brother pays the bill. Just keep being patient. I promise I will be back with comments soon.

Quizzes And Junk
What's Kinda Drunk Are you?The Happy DrunkLet the good times roll! When you’re out drinking with your friends, you’re there to have a good time and nothing more. Isn’t that what drinking is all about? You’re a blast to be around when it’s time to celebrate; always the life of the party. Who wouldn’t want to drink with someone who’s always cheerful and up for a good time? In your case, alcohol is not a depressant because in the midst of total drunken bliss, you always manage to fill the night with a whole lot of fun and laughter.How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic What American accent do you have? Your Result: The South That's a Southern accent you've got there. You may love it, you may hate it, you may swear you don't have it, but whatever the case, we can hear it.The Midland Philadelphia The West

Just Another Thought
the thing is when vic i knew that i was in love with him and one day i would love me, but little did i know just how deeply that love would grow to be! it is so fucking hard to describe in words how badly my heart hurts each and every time that i wake up and realize that hey man victor's gone. i know this may all seem very wrong to some you who read this because i am currently in a relationship but i cant help how i feel about vic and it might sound wierd but i love ci and they have nothing to do with each other i mean i love ci TOTALY but vic will always be a huge part me!any ways back to the subject..... i wish i had a way to tell victor how it feels to have been left completely alone without ever hearing good bye how my heart breaks every single time i hear his friends or some random person just happens to bring him up and say his name telling a story to tell him that so many days i feel like i'm empty that it hurts or how sometimes i wake up crying out his name my face soaked with

Poems
Cold or Valley Imagine This: Standing on an icy road above a valley. A dead winter day with slush, dangerous icicles hanging over head, White, crusty road salt and grime on your car. You wear layers upon layers, but it's so cold that the layers seem to do no good. You stand there shivering, Realizing you ears and feet are going so numb that they hurt. But as much as you want to climb into your crust car and go home to be warm, You keep standing there. The valley in front of you is so breathtaking. You stare, look, appreciate, experience, and perhaps live this view. So much about the moment you dislike makes you want to leave. But something keeps you there. It seems as though the gorgeous view outweighs the nasty cold. And Another Dilemma: Your mind tells you that you should leave for your health and safety. Surely if you stay too long, you'll freeze to death. But your heart tells you that you can't bear to leave such a beautiful and wonderful thing. You feel co

Stories
This is beautiful! Try not to cry. She jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room. She said: "How is my little boy ? Is he going to be all right ? When can I see him ?" The surgeon said, "I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it." Sally said, "Why do little children get cancer ? Doesn't God care any more ? Where were you, God, when my son needed you ?" The surgeon asked, "Would you like some time alone with your son ? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university." Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good bye to son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair. "Would you like a lock of his hair ?" the nurse asked. Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally. The mother said, "It was Jimmy's idea to donate his body to the University for Study. He said it might hel

Argh!
This website is scaring me, constant cheers and people being my 'fan' and non-stop rates?!?!? ARgh too much!!! lol Anyway I've no idea how to find people on here so I'm hoping people wil read this and either a) Contact me themselves, or b) Tell me how to find people with sameinterests etc as me. Really wanna meet other grrrl and guys with same music tastes as myself and people who are somewhat educated would be a huge plus!!

Sins Of Our Nation!
No Child Left Behind Act or should i say Scam No Child Left Behind Act or should i say Scam magnify Hello to everyone today i hope everybody had a good weekend! Ok now let's get down to business! Signed into law January 8, 2002 4 months after September 11, 2001! Hmmmmm! The "No Child Left Behind Act" Wikipedia meaning of: The No Child Left Behind Act of 2001 (Public Law 107-110), commonly known as NCLB, is a United States federal law signed on January 8, 2002 that reauthorizes a number of federal programs aiming to improve the performance of U.S. primary and secondary schools by increasing the standards of accountability for states, school districts and schools, as well as providing parents more flexibility in choosing which schools their children will attend. Additionally, it promotes an increased focus on reading and re-authorizes the Elementary and Secondary Education Act of 1965 (ESEA). NCLB is the latest federal legislation (another was Goals 2000) which enacts th

I Thought This Was Worth Saving
The Words Of A True Biker -- I saw you hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But you didn't see me put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But you didn't see me playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you change your mind about going into the restaurant. But you didn't see me attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by. But you didn't see me driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you frown at me when I smiled at your children. But you didn't see me when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you stare at my long hair. But you didn't see me and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you roll your eyes at our leather coats and gloves. But you didn't see me and my brothers donate our old coats and gloves to those t

Motorcycle
Hi everyone..... I was just wondering last night.... I was thinking about maybe going on a motorcycle trip sometime, maybe next Spring or Summer, or whenever the weather gets nicer again.... Anyway, I was curious as to how many of you would let me stay at your house for a night... I wouldn't ask for much, a hot shower and a sofa is all i need... Just looking for a way to cut expenses and i would get to meet some of you in real life as well :) Right now this is just a crazy idea floating around in my head....but i wanted to see what your responses were.... If you would seriously be interested in hosting me for a night (this could possibly be longer if the weather happened to turn bad) please leave me a comment/message/or whatever you are comfortable with....if you have a husband or boyfriend you will definately need to talk this over with them, no doubt!!! Right now all i would need is your location i.e. zip code/city, state so i can map you all and see if there are en

Hunting
This years shotgun season (revolver for me) produced the following for Nick and I: Burger: 86 packages (approx. 1 lb) Tenderized minute steaks: 18 packages (approx 3 per package) Untenderized steaks: 8 packages (1 per package) Chops: 19 packages (4 per package) Loin: 1 Roasts: 7 I still have a bunch left from last year so had to do some shuffling and plug another freezer in. Gave my neighbor 4 packages of burger and 4 packages of minute steaks today too lol I need to do more home cooking and eat more of this, that is all there is to it. And there is still a rifle season in Jan. we are thinking about doing, we'll have to see, but I've got a little more room and would like to get some sausage and sticks made. Was walking out(back to the truck) and luckily spotten one through the corner of the grove before it saw me... I wasn't sure at first if it was a deer, bush, stump or what...but I stood frozen. finally it relaxed enought to move its head/neck. Ok, now its on!!!

Interesting
This is a great ideal... Like a lot of folks in this state, I have a job. I work, they pay me. I pay my taxes and the government distributes my taxes as they see fit. In order to get that paycheck. I am required to pass a random urine test, which I have no problem with. What I do have a problem with is the distribution of my taxes to people who don't have to pass a urine test. Shouldn't one have to pass a urine test to get a welfare check, because I have to pass one to earn it for them? Please understand, I have no problem with helping people get back on their feet. I do, on the other hand, have a problem with helping someone sit on their butt. Could you imagine how much money the state would save if people had to pass a urine test to get a public assistance check. Pass on if you agree The population of this country is 300 million. 160 million are retired. That leaves 140 million to do the work. There are 85 million in school. Which leaves 55 million to do the work.

Jokes N Stuff
You Grew Up In Rural Iowa If . . . You know what knee-high by the Fourth of July means. You know it is traditional for the bride and groom to go bar hopping between the wedding and reception. You know the difference between "Green" and "Red" farm machinery, and would fight with your friends on the playground over which was better! You buy Christmas presents at Farm and Country . More is spent on beer & liquor than food at weddings. You or someone you know was a " Fair Queen" at the county fair. You know that "combine" is a noun AND a verb. You let your older siblings talk you into putting your tongue on a steel post in the middle of winter. You think Lutheran and Catholic are THE major religions. You know that "creek" rhymes with "pick". Football schedules, hunting season and harvest are all taken into consideration before wedding dates are set. A Friday n

Military Friends
CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Tell you not to do something stupid when drunk MILITARY FRIENDS: Will post 360 security so you dont get caught CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs MILITARY FRIENDS: Call your parents Drunk as hell and tell them about the fat chick you tried to pick up CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Hope the night out drinking goes smoothly, and hope that no one is late for the ride home. MILITARY FRIENDS: Know some wild shit will happen, and set up rally points and an E & E route. CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. MILITARY FRIENDS: Will be sitting next to you saying, Damn...we fucked up...but hey, that shit was fun as fuck!" CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Cry with you. MILITARY FRIENDS: laugh at you and tell you to put some vagasil on your pussy. CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back. MILITARY FRIENDS: Steal each other's stuff so often nobody remembers who bought it in the first place. CIVILIAN FRIENDS:

Just My Ramblings
Ok I joined my first contest......fun right????? Yah ok......LOL I was all confident last night when I put my pic in the ring......now i'm like nervous.....and it's not even been 24 hrs...LOL. ANYWAY, IF any of ya reading wanna go comment and get me a few ahead ( I need it....LOL) heres the link...LOL Don't look now, things just got worse I'm drunk again, I swear this crescent--is just a curse I got here by killing off all my friends I think I figured it out - my life begins when the fun ends I've got my wings, I'm free to go as I please Yeah, I got my wings, now nothing really pleases me 'til Everything falls apart, then I get to try to put it back together Everything falls apart, and you can count on that like you can count on bad, bad weather again Was it good? I don't remember much about it When things start to feel right, you can count on me to start to doubt it The devil's not in the details, the devil is in my pants It's shoot first

Stupid Bitches...
fucking bitches with no life Current mood: angry ok so this is what i got in my inbox today from some scag, who happens to be friends with sarah... look bitch... you sayin people dont wanna say shit to your face...w ell this is as close of your face as im gunna get... your a nasty ass FAT bitch, that needs to get a life!!! you are the one that cant get your mind off ben n sarah!!!! why you keep emailin someone else man you whore!!!! dont you get the picture!!!! HE DONT WANT YOU HE WANTS SARAH!!!! your not sexy! go smoke some dope or do some trimspa or sumthin and loose that nastyness off your body you fukin cow!!! and you sayin people gun be gettin some teeth knoecked out.... bitch i really wish you would! okay.... bring yoru little punk ass out to see me sarah n ben.... and well show you how its un over here and then tell me who the one is that is gettin teeth KICKED out!!!! you dirty slut! QUIT BUGGIN BEN N SARAH! and this is what i responded with,

To All My Friends!!
Im posting this from Irish Princess.. But Silver beyond deserves to win this and everyone and anyone that knows him knows he does. Silver bombed my contest from the beginning of the month to the end faithfully. I know he has helped many people and has never asked for anything in return. So please go bomb him. Thank you!!! OKAY EVERYONE I HAVE A HUGE FAVOR TO ASK!!! I NOMINATED MY FRIEND SILVEROAK FOR THE MOST DEPENDABLE FRIEND CONTEST. HE IS ALWAYS THE FIRST ONE TO HELP IN CONTEST BOMBING AND STICKS IT OUT TILL THE BITTER END THOSE OF YOU WHO KNOW HIM, KNOW THIS. TIME TO GIVE BACK SOME AND SHOW HIM THAT WE APPREICATE IT. SO GET IN THERE AND DROP HIM SOME COMMENTS PLEASE!!!!!!!!!! THOSE OF YOU WHO DON'T KNOW HIM HE IS AN AWESOME GUY PLEASE GO SHOW SOME SUPPORT. JUST CLICK ON HIS PIC BELOW TO GO TO THE CONTEST. THANKS GUYS. HUGS AND LOVES MISSY (IRISH PRINCESS)

Read Em & Weep
And while I'm at it..I have one other thing to get up off of my chest. Let's start like this. Number 1, I'm not mentioning any names. Cause this isnt about blowing up anyones spot or trying to embarrass anyone. It's just my thoughts on people looking for validation through online popularity. So..where to begin? I think it's best to give an example. I'm looking at pics and I notice someone has a folder which is marked as private. I'm as much of a perv as anyone else. lol I wanna see, ya know...why not? So, I message them...and ask them..."Hey, ya mind if I take a look at your private folder?" This is the response I get "um if u vote a lot for me first...u can!" I read this..and I think to myself.."Is this chick serious?" so, I write her back.... "Well..you're gonna have to forgive me if i pass then. I'm not jumping through hoops for anyone. No disrespect. It's just not my style...You're a pretty chick, dont get me wrong...but I aint into the whole online popu

About My G/f
I'm going to make this a little short but to let everyone know, Angel got to come home today. Everything seems to be looking good now, her blood count is still a little low but it's ok. She also wanted me to tell everyone, Thank You for everything, she really appreciated it. Now, I'm going to spend sometime with my baby, it's been to long. Talk to everyone later. Blessed Be, Wildman I was just wanting to write this and ask everyone to stop by my girlfriends page and show her what CherryTap is really all about, being there for someone when they need support. Here's the deal with her, Monday, March 19th, she is going into the hospital, she will be there for a couple of days, she is going to have a little bit of surgery done, well alot in my eyes. Angel is going to go in have a complete Hysterectomy done. A couple of weeks ago she had Laparoscopy done and they found that she had endometriosis spread through out, so now t

So Sue Me.
I recieved a long-winded letter today from the law firm of Lancaster, Helling, Martin, & Grable, L.L.P. (feel free to look them up and hassle them). In this letter were the threats of legal action towards me in regards to the non-compete employee agreement I naively signed in January of 2004. Since I quit Anthony Nak for reasons known throughout my circle of friends, harassment has ensued. Accusing me of theft through conversion, solicitation of employees, misappropriation of Proprietary Information, and lastly being in direct competition with Anthony Nak by being employed by Kendra Scott Design. The people closest to me know that these accusations are complete BULLSHIT. Well, except that I do work at KSD, but we are hardly a competetor. If I do not reply to thier lawyers by this Friday the 16th, they claim that they will not hesitate to pursue me legally, meaning lawsuit time. They are stooping as low as the scrap metal bandits that stole $15,000 right from under thier stupid noses.(

Insanity Fair
Express Yourself LIVE Yada yada new job yadayada not enough time yadayada too tired yadayada it sucks... Did you ever notice how important your voice is to communication? I thought about it quite a lot since I use the internet I guess actors do too. Just take one simple sentence “What do you mean?” and imagine in how many different meanings you could say it how many meanings one simple sentence can have, fear, anger, amusement, curiosity, boredom you can sound annoyed or resigning with just one simple sentence. Got it? And now take the internet and think a minute about how many different people from different countries, social environments, cultures and ideas use it every day… some of them might even know meaning for this simple sentences you never thought about… but why is it important? Because you don’t have a voice on the internet and without your voice you can not fully control what you are saying. You might laugh while saying something but you

I Can't Name It
Death is always available The only part of your life Which is The game contains No reset button But comes equipped With an off switch Point A is birth End of the map Your demise YOU ARE HERE Is this life So enjoy this ride The journey is Uncertain May look peculiar To most We all just wander In our own direction But everyone is heading For the coast All or nothing Is that my Only choice Can't I just enjoy How things are Without risking The loss Of your voice You ask for forever But do not mention Right now I give you all I can I promise Every piece of My heart It may not be enough But at least You are loved You may need more I understand But this should feel Like a nice Place to start

Power Of Acceptance
Power of acceptance When the world seems to be falling down around you, you can choose to fall down with it or you can choose a more positive path. Acceptance will put you on that positive path. Fighting against negativity only produces more negativity. Yet when you accept what is, no matter how terrible and difficult it may be, you put yourself in a position to start changing it for the better. Acceptance does not mean giving in or giving up. It means moving on, as in moving on ahead. There is simply no point in fighting battles which have already been lost, nor is there any point in allowing the loss to continue to slow you down. The smart strategy is to accept it and then put all your energy toward a positive pursuit. Acceptance does not mean allowing others to take advantage of you. It simply means that you look realistically at what has happened and allow yourself to see the positive opportunities that are most certainly there. Once you accept what is, you are free

Twisted Sex Tuesday Files.
Twisted Sex Tuesday! Hey all you wonderful cherries just wanted to know I have started sumthing new its called twisted sex tuesday and I will be posting at least one new winner every week. So what is twisted sex tuesday? well let me tell ya, every Tuesday I will be excepting PM's (privet Messages) from any one who wishes to enter. I will give away a prize each week to the winner. Winning storys will be posted on Wenesdays here. How do you win? easy send me an erotic tale of your sex adventures. Yes you can make one up if you want but the real ones are usualy way better. I will also post a few good ones a week but only for those that do not mind if you do not want yours posted for any reason just leave a little note at the bottom of your story. So now all ya need is a wild story may be you already have one and if not why not go find your suggnificant other or a freind hell evan a stranger will work, and make one. LMAO!!! Thanx, and have fun, S~E~X~Y Ok I this is the first offical wee

My Blogs
All My Friends Are Dead Artist: Turbonegro Album: Party Animals Label: Burning Heart Records Year: 2005 Where're your friends? Where're your friends? Where are your friends, man? What? What? Where're my friends? All my friends are dead. All my friends are dead. You got kicked in the head, All my friends are dead. All my friends are dead. All my friends are dead. You got smacked in the head, All my friends are dead. I always knew that they would end up like today. They bought the bullet and they paid with hand grenades. Hey! x3 All my dreams were lies. All my dreams were lies. Lemme see the skies, All my dreams were lies. All my friends are dead. All my friends are dead. You got dragged outta bed, Now they're buried and they're dead. I always knew that they would end up like today. They bought the bullet and they paid with hand grenades. Hey! x3 Fuckin' Eh! I always knew that they would end up like today. They bought the

Blah
now i kinda figured this being a boring blog from me just figured i'd do one anyways. Well been sittin here at this computer for awhile now making different pictures as u can see in my gallery and really am wanting thoughts and opinions maybe new ideas.....thanx for the time

Well... Damn!
Well... Damn! My score on The LONG Scientific Personality Test: ENTJ - Commandant(You scored 72% I to E, 47% N to S, 71% F to T, and 36% J to P!)The single word to describe your type is fieldmarshal or commandant. You also belong to the larger group called rationals. You love to organize others in matters of logic. Even as a child, you likely naturally assumed the role of leader in groups. You share your personality type with 2% of the population. When you lead, you are more concerned with policy and goals than rules and regulations. You have a tendency to become a workaholic. You are impatient with repetition of error. You are friendly and outgoing, though. You don't mince words and willingly share your many strong opinions. As a romantic partner, you are inspiring, but also somewhat challenging. You have a strong desire to be in charge and your clear need for an organized life and home can be overwelming to a partner. You like to confront conflict directly, discuss pro

Bluebird
IM BACK, I LEFT THIS SITE WHEN THEY CHANGED THE FORMAT, BUT THE OTHER DAY I CHECKED IT AFTER 5 MONTH'S AND IT WAS BACK TO NORMAL.MY FRIENDS AND EVERYTHING WERE GONE BUT I WILL TRY IT AGAIN. I HAD SOME OF THE COOLEST FRIENDS IN THE WORLD HERE. WELL IM FUCKING BACK.

Madness
The Animal Rescue Site is having trouble getting enough people to click on it daily to meet their quota of getting free food donated every day to abused and neglected animals. It takes waaaay less than a minute to go to their site and click on "feed an animal in need" for FREE. (THIS WON'T COST YOU A THING) Their corporate sponsors/advertisers use the number of daily visits to donate food to abandoned/neglected animals in exchange for advertising. Here's the web site! Pass it along to people you know... HELPANIMALRESCUE On that page you have to click the purple icon that says Fund Food For Animals :) A new sign in the Bank Lobby reads: "Please note that this Bank is installing new Drive-through ATM Machines enabling customers to withdraw cash without Leaving their vehicles. Customers using this new facility are requested to use the procedures Outlined below when accessing their accounts. After months of careful research, MALE & FEMALE procedures

Poems
Let's start a fire and watch everything burn,shadow this world with flames of desire.Words of wisdom adding fuel to the fire, I close my eyes as the flames grow higher.Let's start a fire and dance in the flame,let it burn until the world is free of pain.Then let the rain come down and wash awayall the glory, the glam, the fame.Let's start a fire. thoughts of destroying the inner you, bared of the consequences of what you thought they knew. No responce to the lies that I know not true. Red to your eyes but to the world you are blue. Nailed to a cross my heart cold as frost, to you I am here but to the world I am lost. Inside I am dieing but outside Im crying, to you I confide but from the world I will hide. Torn by the thorn that peirced my side, re-born on to the world, I do confide. Lecture us in the masses as our lives slowly pass us, I recollect my past and it seems as if life moves so fast. My shadow remains this hallow void, you toyed with my heart and tore it apart. So, to you I

~*~life~*~
F A M I L Y I ran into a stranger as he passed by, Oh excuse me please was my reply. He said, please excuse me too; I wasn't watching for you. We were very polite, this stranger and I. We went on our way and we said goodbye. But at home a different story is told, How we treat our loved ones, young and old. Later that day, cooking the evening meal, My son stood beside me very still. When I turned, I nearly knocked him down. Move out of the way, I said with a frown. He walked away, his little heart broken. I didn't realize how harshly I'd spoken. While I lay awake in bed, God's still small voice came to me and said, While dealing with a stranger, Common courtesy you use, But the family you love, you seem to abuse. Go and look on the kitchen floor, You'll find some flowers there by the door. Those are the flowers he brought for you. He picked them himself: pink, yellow, and blue. He stood very quietly not to spoil the surprise, You never saw the tear

A friend received this from her Blue Cross Blue Shield Rep. Please pass it on. All drugs containing PHENYLPROPANOLAMINE are being recalled. STOP TAKING anything containing this ingredient. It has been linked to increased hemorrhagic stroke (bleeding in brain ) among women ages 18-49 in the three days after starting use of medication. Problems were not found in men, but the FDA recommended that everyone ( even children ) seek alternative medicine. The following medications contain Phenylpropanolamine: Acutrim Diet Gum Appetite Suppressant Acutrim Plus Dietary Supplements Acutrim Maximum Strength Appetite Control Alka-Seltzer Plus Children's Cold Medicine Effervescent Alka-Seltzer Plu s Cold medicine (cherry or orange) Alka-Seltzer Plus Cold Medicine Original Alka-Seltzer Plus Cold &Cough Medicine Effervescent Alka-Seltzer Plus Cold &Flu Medicine Alka-Seltzer Plus Cold &Sinus Effervescent Alka Seltzer Plus Night-Time Cold Medicine BC Allergy Sinus Cold Powd