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This will be one massive nutshell spilling over and requiring a chain and padlock to hold it closed. I have been in Maryland for almost the last three months training for a job that I will soon undertake. Being in the Air Force, I found the last job I was in very unsatisfactory and sucking what little life I had in me out of me. So now I'm going to be writing for the newspaper, most likely at the base I'm stationed at now in Colorado Springs. I have no complaints about this at all. However, I am in my last week of training here and the overall feeling can be described as a stressed out vibe emanating into various dark clouds that hover over people's heads that cause a state of mass anxiety. I have managed to render myself clear of any such aforementioned dark clouds, however the air is still thick and the eggshells make lots of noise even as you tiptoe through them. Well that is my life at the moment. In other news, I found writing trivial information such as this really is the
why is it that our familys can be thing ones that hurt us the most in life? whithout think they say things that just tear you down make you feel like nothing. im goin through a hard time right now with my daughters father not haelping and not bein able to find a job.and i thought well maybe just maybe my family would be willing to help me out and all they tell me is they cant. i know its not cuz they cant its cuz they dont want too. i thought id try by asking my dad he hasnt really been there for most of my life but we just started trying to make something of nothing. well i asked him for help and he pretty much just told me i was nothing to him. which makes me just wanna cry my eyes out cuz i thought we were tryin to be close. but i now see the only thing that matters to him is his new family. he left me in the past cuz he didnt care and damn for a girl having her dad say that is like bein standed in the chest. why is it that a father or mother can look at their kids and say things li
About Me....
I am 34...not 35 least until September! I am happily married , I have two wonderful children of my own and many others that call me mom !! I like to get online and meet new friends. I like to take pictures of nature..( trees, flowers, sky , waterfalls...etc). I enjoy going riding in the woods ( muddin` lol)and spending time with my family and friends!! As you can see from my photos...I enjoy changing my hair color from time to time... Some of my interest are paganism..don`t knock me for that`s not what most people believe it favorite colors are purple and black! I am very into anything , angels,fairies,wiccan related stuff, fantasy related art, and photography. I also enjoy all different types of music!! hubby is younger than me and to that I have this to say to those who oppose....GET OVER`s my life not yours !! He is the most wonderful yet sometimes stubborn MAN I have ever met...and he is mine ! lol Oh, I am a flirt too...not always trying
Well to start of with there are lots of different types of deadlines. For school work, project deadlines, all sorts . But there are some wierd deadlines around, like the one i've just been set. The girl i'm currently with has told me that she will break up with me in july. strange eh? i'm not completely sure how to feel with this as its kinda like knowing when your gonna die. its very odd.
The Dream
For the briefest moment, Quicker than a flash of light. I held you in my arms, And all the world was right. Worry faded from memory, Troubles past from view. It all ended so quicly, Just as quickly I lost you. I guess I will never know, What happines with you truly is. I will never again know the pure delight, Of waking you with a kiss. Now I am left with memories, And hope that are all but gone. I really don't know why life, Can't leave well enough alone. After this I know the truth, That I am meant to roam. And never know the joys of life... To live and die alone. Iíve seen the majestic splendor, Of an eagle in itsí flight. But even this beauty cannot compare, To the Texas sky at night. This open expanse so great in scope, Filled with bright shining stars. This is a joy only a Texan knows, An experience uniquely ours. To stand by the Brazos in Waco, Or on the plains in Abilene. These bring happiness to a Texas heart, Only those from here can know
To My Male Friends On Those Lonely Nights
Melon Sex How-To: Melon Masturbation Technique Step 1: Buy yourself a rock melon, canteloupe, or honeydew melon. Cut a round hole in one end a bit smaller than your dick. Scoop out a little of the inside but not too much. Step 2: Nuke it good Heat the melon in a microwave (be careful!) and squirt in some baby oil. Step 3: Ahhhhh! Step 4 (Optional): On the opposite side of the melon from where your penis enters it, make a small hole with a skewer or small knife, no bigger than a pencil eraser, but reaching all the way in to the "vagina." Wrap your hand around the melon after you insert your erection and put your finger over the hole on the outstroke. Remove your finger on the in-stroke, replace it over the hole on the outstroke. Feels like a mouth going down on your cock, then sucking on it as it draws back. A very nice substitute for a blow job!
You say you need me When I'm to be found Unsure of your intentions When I'm not around To surmise applies pressure at the whim of your conjecture I take what I can get but give my all to you Still you perceive what you want to believe to be true You wanna go up and say you'll only get there by bringing me down This glass foundation won't hold us together when you don't show how I exist beyond where we stand, hand in hand on this ground Just say you need me When I'm not around Say you'll find me When I'm nowhere to be found When you're dying for affection Cowering with unjust circumspection I take what I can get but give my all to you Still you perceive what you want to believe to be true
I Just Dont Know
OK...sO im up for auction...first one ever im pretty excited Im offering -pimp out -sfw shout out -shout out on my page -owned by in name XD xXx And alas I sleep in dreams of woe Flying on wings of painful disgust Surrounded by flames of hatred Stuck in this wicked cage of hell Judgemental hands grab my throat Grasping for air im cut off quickly Death of my soul is swiftly coming The painted smile trickling slowly The greedy clock is ticking slowly Making sure my memories last All I need is one little chance To show you im more then nothing I throw my head against the wall The blankets turn into a bloody sea When will I wake from this dream This torment of my life and soul xXx yeah.... a poem xD my cats are killing a mouse :( and i am sad..and i dont even like it..the poor mouse is ripped open and still alive...*cries* poor thing... xXx
Update On Gardiner
My thoughts and prays go out to everyone that lives in gardiner newyork .what iwas told it was something to do with the wiring. sunday afternoon a fire took out one of the apartments. everyone got out it would be a couple of days for the other people to get back in to there apts . there was no damage to the rest of them just the back apt from what i understand. please keep them in your thoughts. i m feel bad for the ppl that lost everything in the fire in gardiner ny my old house. due 2 wiring the whole back apt is gone. none of the people that live there can get back in there for a month , my exroommate is sleeping in a van across the st from the house . so i talked ralph into finding a new place which i found him just a few mintues ago going to take him 2 look at it tommorow. giving up rosie my dog and starting fresh with new stuff in which . he willing to do that . i feel bad cuz the guy out back and his girlfirend lost everything. i'll see how ba
Well it's another day for me.. i finally got a day off at work after doing 8 day's in a row. My day is going ok so far, but it would be better if i find someone that i can have a good conversation with. I'm tired of being single, but i just don't want to get hurt. I alway's pour my heart out when it comes to relationship. Everything happen's for a reason in life!. I just wish i met a nice girl, that is caring, supportive, and ask me how my day goes=). I'm 25 and hopefully i'll find my princess before i hit 30 lol.. well im out.. jeff
First Day Of Work
We'll I feel so unloved lol Only 1 person so far has called and left me a voice comment sadly he is from myspace too lol. You all don't love me lol.
Big Poppa
Chad -- [adjective]:100% kinky 'How will you be defined in the sexual dictionary?' at
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I just saw the movie Zombie Nation and it was amazingly bad... I'm not sure what was worse- the script, the directing or the acting. It was such crap, I felt moved (no pun intended) post this. Wow... like how did they get investors for this film? I think everyone should read Guns, Germs, and Steel by Jared Diamond. Bush sucks ass.
Song Lyrics
How have You been? Lovely to see You, My how the years slipped by. Won't You come in, Feel free to be You, Give me another try. Because I'm empty, I'm lonely, I need You only to fill my need inside. I give You the keys, so do as You please, Please give me another try. I can recall the place where I left You, You gave me no reply. Your eyes said it all, but I'd become deaf to Your tears as I waved goodbye. But now I'm empty, I'm lonely, I need You only to fill my need inside. I give You the keys, so do as You please, Please give me another try. I've changed my heart now, I'm willing to go Your way. And I couldn't part now, With You for a single day. For I have missed You, and when I missed You, I really missed You so. If You will have me, I'll be Your's gladly, But don't ever let me go.
What Kind Of Kisser Are You?
can someone talk me through changing the language for windows xp from japanese to english? we have a foreign exchange student and everything is japanese and i can't help him... please help! thanks! BOOTY-CALL APPLICATION Name_____________________ Age____ Phone(____)_______ Occupation________________________________ Height_____ Weight______ Gender(M/F)___ Married(Y/N)__ Single(Y/N)__ Other_________ How often do you have sex (check appropriate answer) Daily__ Weekly__ Monthly__ As much as possible__ How long can u last (check appropriate answer) 1min __ 15min__ 30min__ 1hr__ All nite__ Do u like giving oral sex(Y/N)__ Which do u prefer (check appropriate box) One on one__ Doubles__ Group__ While having sex, what do u do (check all appropriate answers) Faint__ Cry__ Moan__ Wiggle__ Twist__ Jerk about__ Pant__ Sweat__ Scream__ Hum__ Whistle__ Just lie there__ Go to sleep__ Watch tv__ Read__ Think of someone else__ ? List three position
Chain Letters
I know you all mean well.But these things Stink.Most of the Time they are over 2000 characters,an I can't send anyway.How it was sent to me, know Idea.You all might think these things are Fun.They aren't to me.Pain in my Ass to cut + copy as it is.For now on when sent to me.I'll send it back.If the Damn thing returns I will Deleete it. An Wishing Upon me Bad Luck,if I don't send it pretty Damn Right Mean if you ask me. Speaking of Bad Luck,I have enough of that Thank You.5 weeks Fishless,4 weeks sexless,3 rd in a Morph contest,that I should have got second in. If I recieved them today they will go back.My Precious Sweet Friend,Lizzy Bless her Heart.Sorry to Spoil your Fun Hun. M'Lady Gothic Rose,Yours I'll send it back as well. It's not like I can contact the U.S.Postal Service on this Matter. When rating for contests,one of the error messages tells u it's spam.Get with it CT spam are those damn Chain Letters nothing Else is. Apologize for being a Fuddy Duddy,Bore,Cr
A mathematician named halls Had some extremely small balls, And the square of their weight, Plus his penis, times eight, Was two-thirds of four-fifths of fuck-all! The mathamatician Van Blecks devised an equation for sex, he proved a good fuck Isn't patience or luck, But a function of Y over X. A mathamatician called Glum, devised an ingenious sum, ten jerks of his cock, and two women to fuck, equals one point two ounces of cum

My Crushes
There are 3 souls with extremely good taste exercising their sole crushes on me. I would love to know who they are. PM me if you like, and i will keep it to myself if you are shy. Thanks.
Tattoo Comp Please Vote And Comment..xx
About Me
im blond, green eyes, 5'11, and im a bit over weight. im currently in training to lose a good amount of weight then gain some of it back with weight training. i currently hold a brown belt in karate, but i havent practiced in a long time. karate is one thing i plan on getting back into soon. also maybe judo/jujitsu. im a cook for now til i find a better career. i have some things in mind such as truck driving, army, coast guard. just to name a few. i grew up in florida and was moved to ohio when i was sixteen. i had my reason to stay here when i reached 19. but now i just try to live one day at a time.
Kc's '07 Arthritis Walk
On May 19th, I am walking with fellow arthritis sufferers and supporters to raise money for the arthritis foundation. I have created a team and so far have only 4 out of 10 people walking with me. All I need is 5 more people to complete my team. If anyone is interested in walking with me, check out this site If you would like to make a donation, go here thanks for taking the time out to read this blog and respond to the links if you did. I appreciate it and so do the rest of us. On May 19th, I am walking with fellow arthritis sufferers and supporters to raise money for the arthritis foundation. I have created a team and so far have only 4 out of 10 people walking with me. All I need is 5 more people to complete my team. If anyone is interested in walking with me, check out this site If you would like to make a donation, go here
Morph Give-a-way!!!
Morph Give-a-way!! Rate my stash and get a morph!! Come show me some CT love!! Here are a few morphs that I have done for friends so come get one for yourself. rl hubby of kirstie *iloveallen* lawless rebel 69 member of the convenant of shadows@ CherryTAP Please go fan, add and rate them. They will return the love and I will give you a dozen roses!!! Thanks so much!! *IF YOU ARE INTERESTED PLEASE SEND THE LINK FOR THE PIC YOU WOULD LIKE TO ENTER *NO NSFW PIX ALLOWED *COMMENT BOMBING ALLOWED *SELF BOMBING ALLOWED *CONTEST TO RUN A FULL (7) DAYS, BEGIN AT NOON AND END AT NOON (CST), AS SOON AS I HAVE ENOUGH ENTRIES *PRIZES WILL BE GIVEN DURING THE NEXT HAPPY HOUR FOLLOWING THE CONTEST Luscious♥Mami ((Please fan me before you add me, thx))@ CherryTAP 1ST PRIZE: 1 VACATION, BE WHISKED OFF TO A TROPICAL VACATION YOU PICK CHOICE OF EITHER, HIS & HER MATCHING RIDES (2) GIVEN FOR HER FOR HIM 2nd PRIZE: HIS & HER MOTORCYCL
Video Blog
hey check out last chance lounge a way for u to crank ur music up and blow out ur ear drums and chat with some kick ass fuckin people at the same time sittin here jammin out and thinkin to myself would love to find some folks to play with some time im gonna find a way to post a video blog like on you tube and they are gonna be full blown conversatins if u wanna listen and maybe help me out revolin around music or any topic u want.
Totally Pissed Off!
Hi all, I am just totally frustrated and pissed off at my hubby's company. We just found out that they changed the way they do vacation, per diem, and hubby's dedicated route. The first being vacation, instead of from jan to jan of each year, they are doing it by hire date, so if u take a vacation after your hire date, it goes on the next year as a vacation. Now that's cool that they want to do it that way, but they didn't let anyone know until now and we have been with the company for 3 YEARS THIS SEPT. Does that make any sense to you? You would wait for 3 years to let an employee know how you do vacation. They told him that they sent a notice out to all their employees, yet i don't remember seeing anything like that, i look at all the notices that come from the company! The next being per diem, a trucker is intitled to per diem, which is money for showers, food and time away from their families. It is required by the IRS and the Federal Government, yet the company has told us that th
Women Are...
Have you ever seen a fat white man with an asshole mustache, black undies and a cowboy hat trying to swim while drunk as fuck? well if not then I know Krissy (Imsolovely) will be posting pictures on here. Now see... I'm deffinately not the skinniest of fellows but poor Chance.. he never even saw it coming and it seems that ever since those pictures were taken by Shasta on Krissy's phone a small part inside of him has died knowing that they will soon be on the internet for everyones viewing. What could be worse in his mind? The point of climax in his depression could clearly be seen while he sat in realization of that fact you should never do anything you might regret while there are people with cameras around. I've learned this many years ago... he learned this last night... and maybe some of you will learn it before experiencing... but i really fuckin doubt it. lol Well I'm sitting here bored out of mind trying to figure out the most simple of tasks to do to kill time untill the sun g
Stop talking Just kiss me I want to feel your lips against mine and let your hand run through my messy hair. I want you to hold me like you always do. And let me feel safe in your arms. Just quit delaying and kiss me. kisses in the rain sweet togetherness the world just seems to stop kisses in the rain its not the kiss that get me and im not turn on by the rain its just knowing im with you kisses in the rain eyes closed tight hands held in a loose grip yet that soft lean to meet means so much kisses in the rain sweet and simple romantic at the least but yet something so simple means so much and reminds me of you Fly Ask unwanted questions then walk away (Together) from the faded faces of yesterday. (the future holds forever.) Hold your head high. (Together.) Donít hesitate. Donít wait. Fly... As the clouds open and divide; as the tears stain your cold state, let me hold you: let your heart inside my mind. Iím
Nerdy Thought
Have you ever wanted to kill someone? Don't you think pulling the trigger would be fun? Take them by the throat & squeeze out their life. Flay them alive. Run amok w/ a gun in hand. Blood spilling red across dirt Mass homicide. Finding no better reason to exist. What is this urge to kill? Drained of life by cold sharp steel. Savour the torture w/ deadly toys. Young or old, Death does not care. But women scream louder than men. Killing done w/ no remorse. Nature adjusts course. My fingers, your throat gently caress. Remove your dress. I do not think you a whore. No feelings for you do I have. Darkness surrounds them, lack of air. Unconscious they lie. Across they're skin, I glide my knife. But not yet shall I take their life. First I must whet my appetite. Carve off your skin. Your whimpering & blood curdling pleas. Drugs I gave you leave you paralyzed. My patience is like a synthesized Japanese goth melody; constant, looping infinite marred by the occ

To my baby, Dave. Happy 22nd birthday!! He is in jail and it sucks I cannot spend today with him. We missed New Year's, my birthday on January 2nd, St. Patty's Day and especially Easter ALREADY... This sucks sooooo bad. It NEEDS to go by faster. I am seriously going crazy! I am lost without him. I've been trying to sleep more to make the days go by faster.. but whatever.. I'm gunna go for now. Show me some love and make me feel better
Random Stuff
Decision, decisions. Chocolate or vanilla? Duh -- passion fruit-mango. Left or right? Straight ahead! These are just a couple of examples of what you already know -- there's always another option or a different path. This question has plagued me for many years, but i guess i will just lay out what i am for now... Its been one year, six months to the day since my first blog... Read bellow ... My first blog (on ------------------- Im a 6'4 (maybe 6'3) 230 pound (fat i know trying to get to 200), 22 year old ugly college student. I lie i cheat and i even steal from my parents(well i did). as far as I can tell im a complete asshole. Though im also a very loyal friend and helpful to almost everyone i meet im the type of guy that when i see a girl crying(even ones i hate) it rips me up inside. What i want to be. A caring, honest, well educated, fairly happy, thin man. ohh and rich wouldnt hurt I dont know if i can transform exibit a back into exibit b...
Well just in case anyone wants to know, the reason I have been feeling bad is I had to go to the ER last night. I thought for sure they were going to tell me I had Bronchits but nope...I was having a severe asthma attack. I was given 4 breathing treatments before they let me go home. Anyway I feel much better today, have to take meds and hopefully will get better each day that goes by. So if you don't see me on here I am just trying to get well. Love ya's
Rants And Raves
Well let's see, last night I called my Dr. and he tells me go straight to the ER. I get there and they do all these tests including a ct, full blood workup, and ekg, and something else that I don't even remember. After it is all said and done they tel me that there is nothing wrong but they need me to go on antibiotics anyway. Is it just me or do you guys also feel like they are trying to milk anybody who has insurance? Forget the money the whole pain about the tests. I mean really...Whatever `well, sorry about not writing more often, in any event, I dunno what's wrong with me. Sleep every night and still wake up tired. Seem to be getting old and don't like it. Wife bugging me to go to the Dr. and get checked out. Even though I was a paramedic I HATE going to the Dr. Hate getting needles put into me. all the tests and the pokes and the prods. Stomach still out and about but that could also be my wifes cooking.. LOL. Dr. says I need to go away by myself without the wife and ch
The Real Deal
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My Blast
I am still learning all of this and I wanted to post a blog just incase you are too slow to figure it out. Haha I know not very funny. Just so everyone knows... Technically I am still single, but I have been going on a couple os dates with a very nice gentleman. Yes Ladies those kinds of men do still exist. It's true. He even askes if it is okay if he calls me. I am not used to that kind of treatment. Guys maybe you could learn something from this. Haha you will still do whatever makes you feel comfortable and it doesn't really matter what I say. Anyway, I just thought that I would create my first blog. This is just me being honest with everyone and for your best interst it would be to your benefit to be honest with me. Take care and I will keep adding to my blogs over time.
Why Overlook Us Because Of Our...
Why Overlook Us Because Of Our.... Why overlook us because of our wrinkles.. Why overlook us because of our droopy bottoms... Why overlook us because of our hair is greying... Why overlook us because of our breasts are uneven and one maybe smaller than the other.. Why overlook us because of our weight.. Why overlook us because of our glasses.. Why overlook us because we aren't a size two... Look At Us For Our.. Look at us for our character... Look at us for our caring.. Look at us for our nurturing.. Look at us for our pride.. Look at us for our personalities.. Look at us for our ways of kissing boo boos and making the pain go away.. Look at us for our HEARTS. Normal real women have imperfections which make us perfect in our own way! Just look into her eyes and you can see the real beauty that lies within... Just remember...a woman doesn't have to be a size two to be beautiful.. There are all kinds of shapes and sizes of beauty...!!! (I just wrote thi
My Sign
Aquarius You are very random, changing moods everyday. You are very genuine, and you like to do a lot sexually. When you find something that you like, you like it a lot and want your lover to like it too. Ideally you like to find a partner who is as into sex as you are. You want a lover who is just as independent as you are and you like an equal amount of give and take in the sack. Sex matches: Aries, Gemini, Libra Take this quiz at
To My Ladies.....:)
HAPPY 4-20 TO EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Fear Of Heights
Faith Waits
We Are Moving
We are going too be moving to south/west indiana so we will be offline from 07-01-07 till 09-01-07 do to the fact that we have not found a house to rent for $550 or less that will alow our dog. so we will with out internet service for awhile.....
What If
The Gift
You have a sexual IQ of 146 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at Your Extroversion Profile: Cheerfulness: Very High Friendliness: High Assertiveness: Medium Excitement Seeking: Medium Sociability: Medium Activity Level: Low How Extroverted Are You? *****The Gift***** Darkness, ebbing into shadow worlds daylight screaming for new life a solitude of silence gone rent, as if by a knife Sun pushing, forcing, driven now prisms diamond glow comes thru the brilliant colors rainbow like flow thru the morning dew A new day is apon us full with wonders to behold like children we await to see our future to unfold Come sit with me my beauty see a morning thats to love a precious gift is given us amazement from above Doc
In The Park
To see him there laying on top of the picnic table... I came up and touched his cock He looked at me with a smile. I began to rub up and down his pants He moaned slightly. I laid on top of him as I kissed his lips. His hands grabbed my ass tight I felt his cock grow I felt my pussy get wet. He whispered undo my pants Make me hard as you can with your hand I stood back up and un did his pants I took a hold and stroked his cock Up and down, again and again. He moaned faster, faster Lick the tip top of my cock And stroke me up and down. My pussy was wetter then before But continued to please his cock I wanted his cum in my mouth. He teased me with a small squirt here and there I sucked his cock for over an hour on the table far behind the pond . We heard voices far away That turned both of us on making me suck even harder Wanting him to explode his load in my mouth. He said go down all the way don't stop or pause cause my load is about to exp
After The Impact
Her She sparkles in the sunlight Dancing through her life like a giggle in the air She knows of all the eyes that trace her outline They only get to see what sheís willing to share She only has to speak in whispers And everyone will know exactly what she says She is the day dream that stays with you until night Capture her attention and youíll know what happiness is In a lifetime if youíre lucky Youíll happen upon someone as wonderful as her And it will set the standard in your mind forever Sheís the thought in your head for the definition of a girl Iíve never felt so unbelievable Daydreams dancing in my mind Itís almost inconceivable A place inside I couldnít find Iím afraid Iíve never been as high before As Iíve been with you It makes me question everything Could you really be this true Iím afraid of falling Iíve never felt the intensity Of a beauty that I canít describe But a part of me wants to run away And trap itself inside Iím
Need A Babysitter?
The wind whipped through my hair as I clung to you on the back of the bike. After babysitting for you all evening I loved when you would take me for a ride on your motorcycle on the way home. Not only did I enjoy the rumble of the engine sneaking through the seat to tickle my clit but riding gave me an excuse to hold you tight. I could feel the muscles in your chest as my arms wrapped around to hold on tight. Did you ever notice that I slid closer when we got out of sight of your house and your wife? I knew at 18 I was too young for you but still I fantasized about you all the time. When your wife called to have me baby-sit my panties would get moist just thinking of you. All night I would watch the kids and wait for you to come home. Some nights I would sneak a peak at the Playgirl magazines your wife had hidden. I wanted to see you like that, naked, hard, calling to me to take care of it for you. After the kids were sleep I would sit in your chair and play with m
To All My Friends
I have almost 200 friends on my friends list.. I'm not asking for much just a few seconds of your time. I am only asking for a rate of a 10 or 11 if you can spare it on my photo in the The Mother's Day Contest and 1 Comment. I know some of you don't promote contests and that's fine. Thank you to all who have already helped me. I appreciate it. I will return the favor to you if you are in a contest Girl Scouts Honor.. and yes I was a girl scout.. and guess what my first badge The drama badge so if you would like... you can leave the drama llama as my comment lol.... and it would mean a lot if it was the interactive one so I could come by and play with him and scratch his little ears because he is just sooo darn cute. Yes I should have been a comedian. But seriously I would love to win this. And wasn't my daughter just beautiful on her wedding day. Love to you all.. And remember if you need me just private message me your link to your contest and I'll be
Huge Decisions...
I GOT ACCEPTED TO ODU School of Nursing!!!!! It's in VA and it's a 2 year accelerated program. I have also applied to LSU, here in Louisiana, but have not received word as of yet, but... they want me to start as a sophomore (3 years). They are both BSNs... WHAT TO DO (should I get accepted into both)??? Also, the VA Guard pays 100% TA + books, LA Guard has 100% TA "exemption" but no books. ADVICE NEEDED, lets assume I get into LSU.
Ok... new update here... This contest ends at midnight tonight EST and so far I am up by 1000 comments but could always use more help to make sure I keep that lead! So anyone with the comments and the time come on by and show the love... Comment away! xoxoxo Sarah Okay, so that last blog has the wrong link in it! OOPS... sorry guys! But here is the correct link to it! Well so far the contest is going fairly well... Currently in 2nd place with almost 2000 comments, thanks so much to those who have helped... Suprd78, DragonLover, Sean, I Put the FU in fun and PickleTickle... you have all helped me so much and I just wanted to say thanks... Just keep showing the love and leave those comments!!! XOXOXO Sarah [ photo: 493028347 ]
My Orginal Stories
She sits. She's sure the sound of the rain beating against the window is tremendous, but, she cannot hear it over the Evanescence music blaring through her head phones. She flips open her phone 7.23am. "Still dark" She thinks. The weather matched her mood. She becomes aware once again of that dull ache in her chest, itís been weeks and the pain is still growing worse every day. She reaches into her backpack -she had it since 5th year, itís beaten, battered, covered in buttons, badges and graffiti- and pulls out her dairy. She looks around, train's still empty, won't fill up till Wicklow. She put pen to paper and writes: "The Dark and Dirty Sky weighs heavy. Dampens my already heavy soul. I need to get out from under this darkness. How? Why does she affect me so? GOD!! She's So Beautiful!! Her Scent!! Her Glow!! Her Voice!! Why doesn't want me?" A tear rolls down her cheek. She brushes it away and glances out the window again.
About Me
My name is April. I am a 30 year old stay at home mom to 4 wonderful boys. I have an awesome boyfriend named Bobby who i love with all of my heart. I am NOT here to find love or anything like that, i am ONLY here to find friends. I love making new friends and meeting new and interesting people. ~April
Mothers Day Contest
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hey my name is Sarah.i currently live in Alabama and it sucks by the way.i have 6 tatts and my ears and tongue pierced.i have an older sister,older half brother,and younger brother,i am 6"1 and 135 lb.i listen to music like rob zombie,disturbed,manson,evanescence,lacuna coil,mudvayne,static x,and cradle of filth.i watch movies like gone in 60 seconds,fast and the furious toyko drift,the crow,underworld evolution,van helsing,and resident evil.
My Lastest Adult Story... Tell Me What You Think!!! Lol
Him/Her > > It is a very warm and sunny day.. And I am > crabbing down in corbin city, on an island that you > reach by boat.... > > We are all alone and no one else in site. You're > bending over to check your handline and I come up > behind you, wrap my arms around you and bend against > you to whisper in your ear "nice veiw from where I'm > at". Then I nibbble on your earlobe as I rub your > nipples in my hands...... > > As the sun quenches my face to where my cheeks are red, > I turn to you and smile.. I see the beautiful smile on your face and I bend > over to plant a Very passionate kiss on you.. Deep, very sensual, almost sinful... > as you continue to rub my full breasts, massaging them, pinching the nipples. > I start to rub your cock through your Jeans feeling you throbbing & getting harder.. > You wrap your arms around me holding me tighter while you kiss me even > deeper..... > > Overcome with desire, I lift you up and carry you over to a blanket
Why do people point to their wrist when asking for the time, but don't point to their crotch when they ask where the bathroom is? ......... Just a small gift to all you homophobics to help you quit smoking....lmao...Enjoy
There are many places on this earth Where people look for their own worth. They look at fame and fortune round' They wonder how to lose a pound. Not knowing all along they seek, A friend who is caring, hardly meek. I've found who that is to me, A lovely angel, her name is Gi. Short, know who you are...much love!
The Mitos Life Forever!!
Cw's Thoughts And Questions
HOW DO YOU DECIDE WHO TO MARRY? You got to find somebody who likes the same stuff. Like, if you like sports, she should like it that you like sports, and she should keep the chips and dip coming. -- Alan, age 10 No person really decides before they grow up who they're going to marry. God decides it all way before, and you get to find out later who you're stuck with. -- Kristen, age 10 WHAT IS THE RIGHT AGE TO GET MARRIED? Twenty-three is the best age because you know the person FOREVER by then. -- Camille, age 10 HOW CAN A STRANGER TELL IF TWO PEOPLE ARE MARRIED? You might have to guess, based on whether they seem to be yelling at the same kids. -- Derrick, age 8 WHAT DO YOU THINK YOUR MOM AND DAD HAVE IN COMMON? Both don't want any more kids. -- Lori, age 8 WHAT DO MOST PEOPLE DO ON A DATE? Dates are for having fun, and people should use them to get to know each other. Even boys have something to say if you listen long enough. -- Lynnette, a
Everyday Life
Survey: How well do you know me? 1.Your Full Name:2. Age:3. Single or Taken:4. Favorite Movie:5. Favorite Song:6. Favorite Band:7. Kinky or Clean:8. Tattoos and/or Piercings:HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ...1. Do we know each other outside of Fubar?2. What song reminds you of me?3. Would you have my back in a fight?4. Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest?5. What is your favorite memory of us?6. Have we ever been drunk/stoned together?7.Would you do me?8. Tell me one odd/intresting fact about you:9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before?11. Have you heard any rumors of me lately?12. Do you/have you talk(ed) crap about me?13. Do you think I'm a good person?14. Would you drive across country with me?15. Do you think I'm attractive?16. Are there ever times when you want to call me but don't?17. If you could change anything about me, would you? what would it be?18. What is the best advice you
Random Mussings Of The Koolaid Man
Musings of a cloud Sititng here all alone at the top of the hill in quiet revelry. I lift my gaze up to the heavens. Taking note of the clouds slowly, drifting by and i wonder. Do we live our lives someitmes like a cloud? Are we carried aloft by the wind? With no clear destination in sight? It would seems that sometimes we are content to lazily let the day go by and drift along unhindered. Many other days we zip to and fro in a tizzy striving to make the most out of every minute and second we have. But to what end? Mabye life as a cloud wouldnt be so bad. No worries or resposibilites just lazy days adrift in a sea of tranquility. But what is life without purpose? Can i be content to just simply exist....... No direction.......... No substance........... It is a question, we all must ask of oursleves. Do you wish to be a cloud and drift letting the wind take you where it wills ??? Or master the wind and make your own joun
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Soon After I Found Out!
When I Found Out!!
While watching the convocation at Virginia Tech yesterday on the television. I was reminded of a feeling I had not too long ago. I was reminded of the sense of helplessness I felt, when I was sitting in the front pew during my mothers funeral. I thought about how none of this could really be happening. I thought about the families, who have suffered the ultimate loss. There are no words of comfort that can make the pain go away. The first question I asked myself when my mom died is "why" - But, there is no answer to that question. People say that when people die it is because it's their time. That could be, I don't know. No one knows for sure why something like this has to happen. No one can give you an answer that would satisfy. For a few days after she died, I was afraid to go to sleep. I was afraid to close my eyes. Because I know the images that would enter my mind..and I did not want to see them. I felt that if I could just stay awake, I could keep them a distant mem
The Badest Thing Could Happen
the best thin is falling in love in my funking dreams i do not fal in love. that's like a prosion to me. but one it will change i hope. because i have went down that road before and it was not so good but the hell with it until that day comes funk it. the badest feeling to feel. it all starts when u lost a girl that u lve alot . but then u feel bad all the time. so u think that the feeling will never go alway and then u feel it geting worst and worst. so u start to cut on yr slf and drinking alot plus of them all u will smoke and always think of her. that the worst feeling of all.
Lean On Me
THINK YA KNOW US AUSSIES GIVE THIS A GO BET YA CANT GET MORE THEN 5 ANSWERS RIGHT BE SURE TO LET ME KNOW YOUR SCORE I GOT 19 CORRECT!!!!!!!! To Help You by Tabby Through the trials, You think you all alone. Through all the trials, You feel you've been disowned. Through the trials, You feel no one cares. Well I'm here to say: I am here to care. When you talk, I'll listen; When you weep I'll give you a shoulder; When you scream I'll take it in. I'm here to love you, Never let you alone. The troubles are not your But now become outs. Listen to me my friend, I'm here in time of need, Lean on me and the one Above and you will be relieved.
Seeing Too Much Death
I live in a world where people getting shot and dying is an everyday thing. Lived there all my life. People are greatly touched by the tragedy at V.T. I am as well and my prayers go out to the families and the victims. It's touched us all this random act of violence. But I live in a world they doesn't always get alot of publicity, expcept for another black or hispanic person dead if it even makes the news anymore. Senseless killing for things that make no sense. I saw two more killed last nite. Third in two weeks. The first one on the sidewalk in front of my house. Had to wash the blood off of it the next day. I wish it would stop. I wish I had the power to make it stop. Tired of all the senseless death. Anyways all my sympathy and prayers to all the families and loved ones who have lost someone to violence.
My Innerworkings!
I have been completely overwhelmed as of lately. I know that I really no excuse I never go this long with out talking to my friends / family / fans / members, and so on. I always love meeting new ppl and having those friendships. But I havenít been keeping my end of the deal and Iím so sorry. I hadnít been on cherrytap for a week or myspace as well. I have updated my site but barely. I hadnít done cam shows or live chats or even phone chats in weeks. I hope every one can forgive me. With spring coming I did some serious thinking, cleaning, and getting organized. I just have been really depressed lately about the way the last few months have treated me, and I think this has caused me to put on some weight which makes me more depressed. UGH itís a vicious cycle. But all and all this is going to be a better month I know it and in summer things should be getting really busy but fun. This month I go to PA and next month I go SC. I have shoots in every part of the US this summ
During My Sad Devious Days
the darkness overcomes the light in her heart for she has no love,no one too love for men treat her like trash and stomp her heart into a million bloody pieces the one that she loves is too blind too see that he makes the darkness in her heart overcome the light he has killed her on the inside,the candle light in her eyes has burnt out,nothing left but an empty lifeless body, for her light can only be re lit by him her dark secret love,untill then the darkness overcomes the light in her heart and in her eyes
My Poems
As I awaken, each and every day, Thoughts of love turn to you. An unbreakable bond between us two, A special love ever so true... The warm glow in your eyes, The sweet smile on your face; Makes me want to hold you, Forever in love's tender embrace. The gentleness of your touch, The sweet passion of your kiss. Just a couple of many pleasures, I longingly so miss... The sound of your voice, Is like a song in my heart, Always bringing me happiness, As it has done from our start. We've shared many joys, And also felt some sorrows, Yet our future is filled, Of wonderful tomorrows. So, until that bright day, Far away such as it seems, You shall always be my one true love... The woman of my dreams. When I close my eyes, I dream of you. Can't sleep at night, cuz I wanna be with you. Don't want to live, don't want to die Without you by my side. When I go to sleep at night I pray that my days are bright. I know they will be I kno
1st Amendment
Imus's comment was very disrespectful. He apologized and it should end there. My opinon, these young women non older than 23 dont listen to imus. Someone put a battery in there back and watched some controversy work. Now the blame is being put on musicians for saying bitches and hoes in there songs. ur favorite comedins are not going to be able to tell actual jokes because it offend people. and people are gonna bring this to capitol hill.... I dont get it
The Sound Of A Kiss
I just for the Love of me Just do not get it. For a Woman to stoop so low as to Bash a man, But what makes me very sicker is a man that will stoop to an even lower level to Bash her. This is the 20th Century when are people going to get with it and just be the bigger person and just walk away? Don't get me wrong I have done this is my time But learned a valuable lesson the hard way to someone I would have given up life for and loved from the Bottom of my heart. I don't care who the person is nothing is worth saying hateful words to over anything or anybody. Life is Precious and we only live once. Why make it miserable? If you don't love the person then just leave, But don't continue to bitch about it cuz the person that you are bitching about it to just gets really sick of hearing it. There is just no Justification in this world to ever Bash a person NO MATTER what kind of life they lead, Or what kind of the person they are. What a person does in the private life is their business and
In Memory...
In Memory...© As we sit down here to learn I pray to God itís not my turn If someone should come to take our lives Will anyone hear the screams and cries So many lives so shortly lived I wonder to myself ďjust what gives?Ē As time goes by some wounds may heal But the scars we carry are all too real The time has come to make a change To stop the tragedies that seem so strange A mother, a father, a daughter, a son In the end whoís really won To take a life and maybe your own Some the reasons are really unknown So when my time on earth here is done I pray its not at the end of a gun I wrote this poem in memory of all the innocent victims that have been killed or wounded in the tragedies that have struck our schools and colleges in the recent years. Most recently the victims of the Virginia Tech tragedy.
Getting This Off My Chest
Recently I found I had bilateral pulmonary embolism. I was hospitalized and treated for it, however for weeks before they found them I was at the hospital several times and was diagnosed with anxiety while I laid on my floor almost dying. Finally my family took me to another hospital that ran test that showed it but still sent me home. Five days later I get into a doctor who realized the test was positive for the blood clots in the lungs and sent me right to the hospitalized and treated all sounds good but now I have a serve case of anxiety a month after the fact. Or is it anxiety? I have lost trust in the medical field I guess .I feel like I am deteriorating, it has affected my relationship with my boyfriend as well as my children because they donít know how to help me and are as frustrated as I am. Do I believe them and take it as anxiety. I donít know what to do. I am not asking for sympathy just venting hoping that if I get it off my chest a lot of prayers and maybe some advice.
Virginia Tech
I am in my first year as a Mechanical Engineer at BFIT. This week I was upset to hear what has happened so close to home. I give my heart felt apologies to all the victims and families who have felt this in any way, and to let you all know that all of you are in my prayers and heart, and I am trying to find a way to get a word across to stop school violence..If you have any suggestions please let me know
New Here
Just joined cherry checkin it out seei how things go...any advise??
I saw this & had to give it a shot. I'm not sure that Fubar will handle flash in a blog, but here goes. In the Golden Compass, people's souls are on the outside in the form of animal spirits they call demons that follow them through life. I went through and did their test to see what my demon would be. Let me know what your is ;-) WoooHooo... I finally get a couple days off. Ok, I am taking *some* work with me, but I promise to keep it under 6 hours work :-P I'm heading back to my little home town nestled in the NE PA mountains for a graduation party for the daughter of a close family friend. It should be a good time ;-) I hope everyone has a great weekend ;-) Take care folks @};- Paul
Leaving Michigan
Okay Friday the 27th I leave Michigan to go back home to Tennesee. I know a couple of good jobs I could get, plus my mom is going to help me get a car and a apartment. I miss my family and friends. Im just not happy here and plus I cant find work here. I will be on a bus for 24 hours. But I figure I can sleep most of the way there. So tennesee here I come!!
Phone Girl
To all people and friends in Virginia who suffer any lose from the recent tragedy I present my sincere condolences
Our World
May 24th, 2007 Thursday Back in 2001 I became good friends with Jayne online. We helped each other through some really tough times and shared some great laughs. We were both married at the time but my marriage was a trainwreck waiting to happen.As time went on we drifted apart. Mostly because I finally went through a divorce and was offline for a few months. Maybe she thought I didn't care anymore. Anyway I had lost most info I had on my pc during the divorce but recently found a cd with some pics and stuff. Browsing through it I suddenly saw Jayne again. I have wondered often how she is and all but had no way to locate her. I've given up hope but figured why not ask my CherryTAP friends for help. If you know her or how to reach her let me know So here is Jayne... She's in Canada...Alberta if memory serves me right. Thanks for any help you can give, IceWizard1021
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Some Depressing Poetry I Wrote A Few Years Ago!
Just some of my poetry from over the years.....very depressing though!! Current mood: depressed My life is so crazy right now and i dont know what to do.I try to let my feelings out but its really hard to do.I scream and noone hears.Why cant they hear me scream?Help me!Help me!Save me!Why dont you care?I figured it out im not letting it out.Its all being left inside.Im screaming inside!!My heart is aching.As i gather all these racing thoughts my body starts to shake,my palms are sweaty.Whats wrong with me am i dying?I dont know do u??? Cant fight the feelings that are running through my mind.They tell me im no good,and just be through.Be through with my whole life and just make it all go away.It tells me to stab myself it wont hurt that long anyway.Take all the pills you want sleeping isnt wrong.I try to fight these feelings but there only getting strong.So really how long will it take to do what i am told?Cause right now i dont think it would matter anyways.My husband
Be Close To Me
Hey all... Well, my uncle is requiring laser surgery every week for possibly the next 3 weeks in order to stop the bleeding in his eyes. The bleeding has cost him his eyesight, temporarily. So, it looks like I'll be here in Chicago for about another month. I have hired the "Carpet Dude" to replace all of the flooring in the house as well as the "Painter Dude" to paint the entire house. I have virtually all of the packing done, so as soon as his doc give us the go ahead we'll be off to Texas. Please know that I love you all and truly miss you, but I'll be back to my old tricks just as soon as I get back home. Yes that is a threat as well as a promise... Hope all is well with you my friends...
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It Speaks To Me (poetry I Wish I Had Written)
The Night I was Going To Die by Charles Bukowski the night I was going to die I was sweating on the bed and I could hear the crickets and there was a cat fight outside and I could feel my soul dropping down through the mattress and just before it hit the floor I jumped up I was almost too weak to walk but I walked around and turned on all the lights and then I went back to bed and dropped it down again and I was up turning on all the lights I had a 7-year-old daughter and I felt sure she wouldn't want me dead otherwise it wouldn't have mattered but all that night nobody phoned nobody came by with a beer my girlfriend didn't phone all I could hear were the crickets and it was hot and I kept working at it getting up and down until the first of the sun came through the window through the bushes and then I got on the bed and the soul stayed inside at last and I slept. now people come by beating on the doors and windows the phone rings the phone rings
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Be patient toward all that is unsolved in your heart and try to love the questions themselves, like locked rooms and like books that are written in a very foreign tongue. Do not now seek the answers, which cannot be given you because you would not be able to live them. And the point is, to live everything. Live the questions now. Perhaps you will find them gradually, without noticing it, and live along some distant day into the answer.
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Stupid Stress
I have not updated in days I know. Iíve just been busy or unmotivated. Letís see here. Last Friday Phyls and I had our girlís night. FINALLY. Haha. We ate and we watched movies with hot boys. Saturday I was pretty much just depressed for some reason. That night was not a good night. Sunday morning there was a little argument with me and James Ė that was not fun at all! We worked it out of course. He finally got the other package of cds and Iím glad. I need to send the rest out to him soon. I love him dearly. Heís moved into a new room which is good for him in a way but also bad because it doesnít provide any signal for his phone meaning our time on the phone is limited to his curfew. Blah. Monday I was seriously stressing out. I have this history research proposal I was freaking out about. Basically what happened is, thereís 3 parts. Each part gives you a number of points. The total of the 3 combined must equal AT LEAST 70 points in order for you to be able to write the actual term pa
Lawyer Jumps From Empire State Building
Lawyer Jumps From Empire State Building AP NEW YORK (April 14) - Bystanders watched in shock as a young lawyer leaped to his death from the Empire State Building's 69th floor and part of his body plummeted to the pavement, according to witnesses and police "I cried and got sick to my stomach," said Theresa Colon, 46, a tourist from Virginia. "I pray he knew who God was." Police identified the man as Moshe Kanovsky, a lawyer in his 30s. He jumped out a law office window, they said. Witnesses said some bystanders screamed and ran - either to flee or to look -as Kanovsky's leg fell to the sidewalk on West 33rd Street at about 3 p.m. Friday. His body was later found on a landing on the 30th floor, police said. At the Europa Cafe, "everyone ran to the window" as the limb landed outside, said manager Mauricio Sanches, 32. "People were looking at it; everyone had different reactions," he said. More than 30 people have committed suicide at the Empire State Building since it
Commenting Too Fast.....
Error: you're temporarily blocked from commenting because you have repeatedly flooded the cherrytap servers. your account has been flagged as abusive. continueing to flood our servers will result in it's deletion. try again in 10 minutes. play nicer next time. --babyjesus aka the fascist antichrist, i know. THIS IS THE MESSAGE I GOT AFTER DOING 5 COMMENTS ON MY CONTST PIC......I THINK IT'S FUCKIN BULLSHIT TOO HOW CAN YOU BE IN A CONTEST AND YOU CAN'T EVEN VOTE YOUR PICS WITHOUT BEING BLOCKED FOR DOING IT TOO FAST SUPPOSEDLY.....IM SICK OF THIS SHIT..........AHHHHHHHHH
Man Killed By His Own Load
By TROY ROBERTS Tuesday, April 3, 2007 11:58 PM EDT With spring upon the region, traffic on the interstates in Columbia County will continue to become more congested during the next couple of weeks, according to officials. ďFlorida's interstates experience increased travel during the spring, especially close to the Easter holiday,Ē said Lt. Mike Burroughs, public information officer for Troop B of the Florida Highway Patrol. Burroughs said one of the reasons for this increase is because this week is one of the last for national spring breaks. ďSimultaneously, many snow birds pick this week to return back to the northern states as the weather grows increasingly nicer,Ē he said. The increase of traffic along the roadways can cause more wrecks, Burroughs said, especially if people don't change certain driving habits - most notably distracted driving. Burroughs said the use of cellular phones and other items in the car lead to serious crashe
In The Wind
i've found that if i ride far my mind clears and i stop thinking. makes my life easier. last weekend i rode to philly to party with and meet some friends. while in the cold wind and rain it seemed like a long run back the 300 miles really didn;t cut it. as it's still cold i have a couple of weeks before work picks up. figure a long blast will get me ready. as long as i still have the time next week i;m going to run to texas for a while then swing into fl and see my friends i spent the winter with before i run back up the coast back home. should run about 4-5k miles in 7-10 days. looking at that was suprised to see i had that many but looking at them i only toook a few rest were taken by others as we ran around having fun. well i guess if i ever go to hide there are enough pics will have to grow a beard
Let's Try This Again!!
Well I just found out that we are not allowed to post links to other sites here from another member that got into trouble for it. So let's try this. As I said before I did an internet radio show. My friend leighann owns the site and does a comedy show there. I did the first one with her as a guest. The premise of the show was "is the myth about black men true". It's funny as hell. There are also some incriminating vids of me at the after party up in Hollywood Hills. I hear those are funny to as well as embarassing for me. The whole thinig is a gas. it's a cool site too. not as flashy as CT and the content is a little different but there's tons of cool bans, vids, and I really like the people there. If you're interested in hearing it drop e a line and I'd be more than happy to tell you where. And if you decide to join there let em know that spaky8urs sent ya. I just want the owner to know who's turning people on to her site. I don't make a thing from it. Lemme know!! ;)~
Recently, a very serious problem has been brought to the attention of several members of cafemom. It is a very heinous website called This website is a safe haven for pedophiles. The heading on their main page reads, "A Celebration of the Splendor of Little Girls". This website includes links to pictures, or "art" as they call it, of little girls, confessional blogs, a directory of resources for pedophiles (for "both boylovers and girl lovers, as well as anybody else looking for information about pedophilia and consensual child love"), as well as many other links. This site has a manifesto, stating demands to the government to legalize pedophilia. The most disturbing, though, is a link to a page title Sugar and Spice that is specifically for little girls who have "fallen in love" with a pedophile. This site is set up to draw in little girls. It looks like any other fun little girly page. It tells girls that it is okay to be "in love" with an adult, and it is okay t
The Big Move
this is so awesome i applyed for two jobs in person, got a call back to interview for both of them, went to my first interview and got the job. they said that i had to take my tabc test so that i can sell alcohol took the test once and passed it go me. i had only been looking for work for less than a week and i start training on monday. i am so proud of myself go. it will kind of suck cause my birthday is on tuesday (22 years old). thats okay didn't go out on my 21st birthday either got pregnant. its all good i'll just go out after i get my first pay check. keepin it short but sweet as always mamatink I finally made it to texas got here with one stop in highland california so the kids could see there family on there dads side for a week and it was a week to long. I got to Texas yesturday 6am which on the time i'm use to was 4am so i pertty much slept most of the day. To those friend in grove who think i ain't going to keep in touch i'll call when i get the okay got to remeber i don't
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Simply Sweet
Zangy Comment Graphics There once was a time that I didn't believe in angels, but that has changed only because I have met some, and next to them I am nothing....If only I was with you, I would kiss you. If only I was beside you, I would embrace you tight. But since I'm far from you, I'll let the angels do it for me today ... but next time it will be my turn.....Angels are like people; they come and go, but the diffence is: angels make you glow.....I need you like roses need rain, you're an angel that takes away my pain.....I met an angel without wings, but his heart makes me fly...You are the sun in my winter sky, you are the hello in my goodbye. You are the stars shining down on me, you are everything I had hoped you would be. You are the arms wrapped around a hug, you are the pull when I need a little tug. You are the lips that feel my gentle touch, you are the one who loves me so much. You are the one who I come to for love, you are my angel sent from above. I need your love, I ne
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"I arise in the morning torn between the desire to improve the world and a desire to enjoy the world. This makes it hard to plan the day." - E.B. White A guy with a black eye boards his plane bound for Pittsburgh and sits down in his seat. He notices immediately that the guy next to him has a black eye too. He says to him, "Hey this is a coincidence, we both have black eyes; mind if I ask how you got yours?" The other guy says, "Well, it just happened. It was a tongue twister accident. See, I was at the ticket counter and this gorgeous blonde with the most massive breasts in the world was there. So, instead of saying 'I'd like two tickets to Pittsburgh,' I accidentally said "I'd like two pickets to Tittsburgh'. So she socked me a good one." The first guy replied, "Wow! This is unbelievable. Mine was a tongue twister too. I was at the breakfast table and I wanted to say to my wife, "Please pour me a bowl of Frosties, honey." But I accidentally said, "You ruined
When I Grow Up
What will you be when you grow up? drug dealer
i got my tongue pierced for my 18th bday and yes for those who dont talk to me enough to know my real age sorry about that, but yeah IM 18! As of July 31st! LMAO ne ways talk to you guys more about it later...lmao hmmm children, hmmm wow, im having a baby! YAY! why do i see so many things on here about VA? why is there barely any support for our US MILITARY? except from military wives and ppl in the military? its bothersome to think that some kid shooting up a school, makes front page and yet no one knows what really is going on over in iraq except the ppl that are going, been, or their husbands or wives that are left behind so they can protect us...............
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7 Deadly Sins
You will die of Envy You will die from the sin of Envy. You envy practically everyone. Your end will come in a drunken or drugged haze and your insatiable desire to have it all. That, or you'll be shot by the cops trying to break into a celebrity's house. Which Sin will be your Death? at
What 80's Movie
Pretty in Pink Your life mostly resembles Pretty in Pink. You have some financial difficulties, but because of them you are more creative. You are prone to having a sidekick who follows you everywhere because you are so cool. Take this quiz at
My Dearest Dad..................
Dearest Dad, I hope you don't mind me calling you *Dad*. I know we never had the chance to meet in person, but you know who I am. I also know that you can hear me, and feel what is in my heart, now that you are Dan's special Angel in Heaven. This song I am playing, is dedicated to you. I know it's not the kind of music you once listened to, but it's a beautiful song, and the words come from my heart. I don't know if Dan has ever heard it before, but I know this is the way that he has always felt, since you've gone away to Heaven. I also know that Dan is waiting for the "One Sweet Day" when he can be reunited with you. But before I go, there is something else that I want to tell you. I LOVE YOU, Dad, even though I never actually knew you in person. I can feel your presence around us, and it is such a peaceful & warm feeling when you fill the room with your love. Dan always speaks of you, and he loves you soooo much. He is soooo proud that you are the one that God chose to be his
A Lil Bout Me.
Alrighty then so as I told you I have two beautiful wonderfeul children...Mileena is the youngest of course I told you that also but anyways, Mileena ended up being diagnosed as blind a little while back. It's kinda upsetting but I am definately coping with it and infact I believe it has made me a stronger person. I am making something of my self slowly. I know i am missing out on the best years of my life but the way i actually look at it i am having the best years of my life because i have tow wonderful children that entertain me more than any party or bar could. they are my everything. I am a very random person. I will most likely post poetry on here but who knows. when i have the time i will Hi everyone my name is Amanda AkA Misz Mandi Aka The HBIC and so on lol. Anyways I'm 18 years old and I live in warren Ohio with my two wonderful children Mileena(6 months) and Aalicyah(1 3/4). They sure do keep me busy. I like to party, write, draw, and all sorts of stuff. If you w
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think i'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Three sum? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is fore play to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?
Sexually Hot
According to this reading, you are 86% sexually hot! 'How sexually hot are you?' at
My Sexual Talent
Using your body Your sexual hidden talent is using your body's natural charm and beauty to seduce your partner. You are all about having the perfect body/looking good for your partner - and it does the trick every time. Take this quiz at
You Are 6: The Loyalist You have strong relationships and are intensely loyal. People find you easy to love and care for. You like your world to be stable and secure, no surprises. You're cautious. You prefer your inner circle to the outside world. What Number Are You?
What Mythological Creature Are You
You scored as Angel. Angel: Angels are the guardians of all things, from the smallest ant to the tallest tree. They give inspiration, love, hope, and positive emotion. They live among humans without being seen. They are the good in all things, and if you feel alone, don't fear. They are always watching. Often times they merely stand by, whispering into the ears of those who feel lost. They would love nothing more then to reveal themselves, but in today's society, this would bring havoc and many unneeded questions. Give thanks to all things beautiful, for you are an Angel.Angel75%Demon67%Mermaid58%WereWolf42%Faerie42%Dragon33%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with
I Am Going To Jai For This
TheHman will go to jail for ... Biting someoneís nipple off 'What sexual activity will you go to jail for?' at
Am I Kinky?
Daring, confident, animalistic You like to have a lot of sex and try a lot of things. You are very kinky and have a lot of confidence in yourself. You like to explore all aspects of sexuality because it is something that interests you a lot. Take this quiz at
My Sex Sign
Sagittarius You are fun loving and independent, and you donít like any of your partners to get in the way of that. You enjoy having a lot of flings and short term relationships because you get bored in a long term one. In bed you are demanding of your partner. You want to have hot sex all of the time. You also like to experiment sexually, with different positions and fantasies. Sex matches: Aries, Leo, Libra Take this quiz at
For That Special Someone In Your Life.........
If you have someone that means the world to you or more, tell them how ypu feel about them. I know its hard sometimes, but hey I learned the hard way three times. Its not any fun to go through this much pain. Even, if its just to let them know you are thinking of them and that you (LOVE THEM) just say it, it only takes maybe ten seconds or so....... If you can say it everyday, 'cause you never know when they will be here on min. and gone the next. So, please for those of you that has your soulmate and friend, don't make the same mistake I did, Express yourself, if you don't know how at least say honey, baby, etc..... I love you, you are my world and if you died today I would miss you sooooo much that it would tear my heart apart. Well, you know something like that anyway lol. Its not hard to tell them I miss you, I love you, You are the most beautiful woman on earth or whatever. And men don't be afraid to show or express your feelings, I am not. Infact, I cry like a two year old but he
I'm sooooooo bored. I don't feel like going to sleep. I'm sick and tired of playing poker. I don't have anyone to talk to. Woah is me.
What's Your Kinky Side
You scored as Bondage. Your turn on is bondage... all out. You don't have a specific part of kinky sex that turns you on more than any other... everything working together turns you on. And why shouldn't it? Sex isn't sex without all the trimmings.Bondage100%Biting100%Chains/Handcuffs92%Whips92%Blood50%Blind Folds33%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with
So Sorry
~survey Time~
Obviously I copied this from someone else, but to let you know, my answers would surprise you! If you reply to this I will honestly reply to it as well for you, you don't have to repost it. Loves, Dan 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think i'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Three sum? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23
My Feelings
People wonder why I am the way I am, well I think I know that answer. I let to many things infulance my feelings. I know that I love my sons father and that I have never really given him a fair chance at seeing if we can make it work. I know that he loves me and is willing to give me what I want now. My heart is hurting right now because that one person who knows me and loves me even with all that I have done to him. I have hurt him in ways that he can't explain and he has hurt me in ways that I can't explain, but in the end we both know that we love each other. We both have issues and we both know how to deal with each other. We can cry with each other, we can laugh together, and we can just sit and do nothing together. I feel safe in his arms. I have never felt safe in anyone elses arms like do when I am in his arms. I know that someone might get hurt in the end and I have a feeling it will be me cause I have mixed feelings. I met a really great guy who makes me feel good, but he is
To Everyone That Knows Me
I'm sleepy
Happy Birthday
Today is my son's 17th Birthday, he has grown so fast. I wish I could turn back the hands of time, so I would have my little boy again. Holding my hand and walking beside him so he would not fall. Now he is walking ahead, looking ahead, every now and then he looks back to see that I am still there. Always there with my hand out to catch him if he falls. Happy Birthday Baby. I love you.....
A Fireman (joke)
/A FIREMAN came home from work one day and told his wife, "You know, we have a wonderful system at the fire station: BELL 1 rings and we all put on our jackets, BELL 2 rings and we all slide down the pole, BELL 3 rings and we're on the fire truck ready to go. // // //"From now on when I say BELL 1, I want you to strip naked. When I say BELL 2, I want you to jump in bed. And when I say BELL 3, we are going to make love all night." The next night he came home from work and yelled, "BELL 1!" The wife promptly took all her clothes off. // // //When he yelled "BELL 2!", the wife jumped into bed. When he yelled "BELL 3!", they began making love. After a few minutes the wife yelled "BELL 4!" "What the hell is BELL 4?" asked the husband? // // //"ROLL OUT MORE HOSE," she replied, "YOU'RE NOWHERE NEAR THE FIRE."// /
The Mind Of An Idiot
You are my world the air i breathe you are my world all that i see you are my world the wind that blows you are my world the blood that flows you are my world each time i wept you are my world Im glad I lept Love you forever and always ALJ Sitting here on a Saturday Night trying to figure out why I'm on the net and not out drowning my sorrow. Happiness is forgeting pain
My 1st Blast
First of all, thank you Maria for holding the contest to win a free blast. I want to thank all of my AWESOME Friends for putting their timeless efforts and hard work into helping me win this blast. You guys are truly AWESOME, and I couldn't have done it without you. I Love You All! I am Truly Blessed and so Thankful to the good Lord, for giving me the gift of meeting the most Genuine, Amazing, and Awesome people, from all walks of life here on CherryTap. I consider all of my Friends here like my own Brothers and Sisters, and I keep everyone in my thoughts and prayers every day, for the very best of wishes and brightest blessings that life can bring. I love meeting new people and making friends. Friends are like Angels. They love you, watch over you, defend your honor, send messages of love, hope, encouragment, and inspiration, they comfort you, brighten your day, make you laugh, cry tears of joy, are fun to hang out with, and are always there for you when you need them the most. C
If I had the power to produce exactly what I want for next Christmas, I would have all the kings and emperors resign and allow the people to govern themselves. I would have all the nobility crop their titles and give their lands back to the people. I would have the Pope throw away his tiara, take off his sacred vestments, and admit that he is not acting for God -- is not infallible -- but is just an ordinary Italian. I would have all the cardinals, archbishops, bishops, priests and clergymen admit that they know nothing about theology, nothing about hell or heaven, nothing about the destiny of the human race, nothing about devils or ghosts, gods or angels. I would have them tell all their "flocks" to think for themselves, to be manly men and womanly women, and to do all in their power to increase the sum of human happiness. I would have all the professors in colleges, all the teachers in schools of every kind, including those in Sunday schools, agree that
How is that when I created a profile back in Feb. some one hacked it. I think I checked my profile 4 times. I haven't checked it for about a month and some one hacked it. They wrote I was a rapist in it and that I fucked animals. What the F@ck is that. I would like to reverse that hack and write some shit about them.
Which one are you? Carrot, Egg and Coffee...You will never look at a cup of coffee the same way again... A young woman went to her mother and told her about her life and how things were so hard for her. She did not know how she was going to make it and wanted to give up. She was tired of fighting and struggling. It seemed as one problem was solved, a new one arose. Her mother took her to the kitchen. She filled three pots with water and placed each on a high fire. Soon the pots came to boil. In the first she placed carrots, in the second she placed eggs, and in the last she placed ground coffee beans. She let them sit and boil, without saying a word. In about twenty minutes she turned off the burners. She fished the carrots out and placed them in a bowl. She pulled the eggs out and placed them in a bowl. Then she ladled the coffee out and placed it in a bowl. Turning to her daughter, she asked, "Tell me what you see." "Carrots, eggs, and coffee," she re
Pussycat Regularly Takes The City Bus
Bus drivers have nicknamed a white cat Macavity after it has started using the No 331 several mornings a week. The feline, which has a purple collar, gets onto the busy Walsall to Wolverhampton bus at the same stop most mornings - he then jumps off at the next stop 400m down the road, near a fish and chip shop. The cat, nicknamed Macavity, has one blue eye and one green eye The cat was nicknamed Macavity after the mystery cat in T.S Elliot's poem. He gets on the bus in front of a row of 1950s semi-detached houses and jumps off at a row of shops down the road which include a fish and chip shop. Driver Bill Khunkhun, 49, who first saw the cat jumping from the bus in January, said: "It is really odd, the first time I saw the cat jumping off the bus with a group of passengers. I hadn't seen it get on which was a bit confusing. "The next day I pulled up on Churchill Road to let a couple of passengers on. As soon as I opened the doors the cat ran towards the bus, jumped on and
Is This My Lucky Day
The Sun moves toward trining Pluto early tomorrow and we can feel the harmonious alignment of our intentions with our deeply rooted emotional power. Our passions drive us to accomplish more than we normally can, but this isn't about running around and doing many things. It's about making something dramatic happen, but without the drama. Positive changes can improve our lives, yet the Moon in stubborn Taurus possibly frustrates the process.
People who downrate things are bothersome but to get comments like this about a photo.. I said Ok thanks just cause I was cutious and this is what came about.. Why bother downrating a photo if it doesn't "appeal" to you move on don't downrate it cause it looks "Off the wall" does my default picture really look that off the wall? Someone please let me know. Cause this chick thinks it does... This was the conversation that ensued.. She gave me a friggin' 1... -shakes head- Didn't know I was so "Off the Wall" ->Andria: Just as immature as your off the wall comments. Andria: apparently immature but yeah like what u said whatever ->Andria: Like I said. Whatever. Andria: how old ru Andria: ur nails are a bit off the wall ->Andria: I'm not offended in the least. But to call it off the wall is rather.. bothering. Andria: sorry didnt realize rating pics was so offensive to u ->Andria: Off the wall? Right.. It's a picture of my face and a poster behind it. Nothing
Milf Contest
hahah not really ,but remembering is fun and sometimes it makes u laugh or cry depending on the memory.
06/17/2007 Lasting Tribute: Community's love builds court in memory of Adam Elliott By JOHN T. EBERTH , Olean Times Herald Logan Harris rebounds a basketball as other members of the Elliott family take the first shots at the new court in Portville Saturday. The Adam Elliott Memorial Court was dedicated in memory of Adam who died on July 30, 2006, following an accident at Letchworth State Park. Photo by Daniel LeBlanc PORTVILLE - The Elliott family has a tradition. Once a year they take a backpacking trip to some remote location not far from their Portville home. Dad Dave Elliott said the tradition began when his son Adam was about 9. On that first trip, he said Adam soon became weary of lugging a backpack through the wilds of Pennsylvania. Like any good dad would, Mr. Elliott agreed to carry Adam's pack for him. Adam raced ahead of the family. "Instantly there was a change. The burden had been lifted and Adam took off like a deer," Mr. Elliott remembers.
This Is Me If You Don't Like It Then Don't Want It
So anyone that knows me knows that I think a lot about stupid stuff sometimes I even over think things to much but that's who I am and that's what I've always done. So I've been thinking about jealously issues and insecurities mostly thanks to what i listen to all day at work. The question can two people of the opposite sex be just friends. I am a female and I do have a lot of male friends so of course part of me wants to say that a male and a female can be just friends although I know it's not true. Men being the species they are have three types of "girl friends" the first of course is the ones they've already had sex with, second group the ones they are having sex with, and the last are the ones they want to have sex with. Men will lay ground work for a long while to get a piece of ass or keep the piece of ass if it's good enough. So now the question becomes when a person is in a relationship do they keep these friends of the opposite sex around and if so how should their par
ok so i had this job at sort rite and i was sorting parts at sumitomo... yeah... I absolutely hated it. The closer it got for me to go to work the more depressed i got. It was the weirdest thing. So it lasted three weeks. Its over and i feel like i've lost twenty pounds off my shoulders. I've never felt like that before. The job made me feel like i wasn't doing anything with my life and i think it even lowered my iq. oh well i guess the dyke shift supervisor won't have anything to stare at anymore. BOO HOO. The clock strikes ten the death of an hour. No more pain a total loss of power. The rush dissolved the pain intensified. Everything consoled, now threatens again. A second of release two minutes of pain a permanent scar. No more the same yet completely unchanged. Your own secret and painful reality, Tucked away neatly in the sleeve of your shirt. None to expose yet all to deepen. A whispered lie a deeper wound. A damaging rumor a hospital room. Shattered co
Canada Okinawa Saudi Arabia Kuwait Ireland (airport) Spain (Rota) Greece (Rhodes, mainland) Israel Sicily Italy (Naples) Mallorca (Spanish Island) Tunisia Washington -Spokane -Ellensburg -Edmonds -Everett -Seattle -Index -Monroe -Issaquah -Federal Way -Auburn -Bellevue -West Seattle -Shoreline California -Daily City -San Francisco -Camp Pendelton Oklahoma -Ft Sill North Carolina -Camp Lejeune -Asheville Minnesota -St.Paul -Buffalo I try doing alot of socializing online in different places. I came across a twist that I think is amazing. Check out
Military Items
"Bring Him Home Santa" Dear Santa, I need to change my Christmas list There's one big thing I missed You see my Daddy's working for away from here And I know Santa, I asked for a Barbie doll And a brand new soccer ball But I'd trade it all, for just one gift this year... Bring him home Santa, bring him home to mom and me Let us wake up Christmas morning, and find him standing by our tree You can pick him up on your way, he could ride there in your sleigh Don't make him spend Christmas all alone Bring him home And Santa, here's a picture that I drew Of him in his dress blues Mama says our country needs him over there And you know Santa, this whole year I've been good And I was hopin' that would Do all you could to answer her prayer... Bring him home Santa, bring him home to mom and me Let us wake up Christmas morning, and find him standing by our tree You can pick him up on your way, he could ride there in your sleigh Don't make him spend Christmas all alon
Check Out The Real Me...
'm looking at you through the glass Don't know how much time has passed Oh God, it feels like forever But no one ever tells you that forever Feels like home, sitting all alone inside your head Cause I'm looking at you through the glass Don't know how much time has passed All I know is that it feeld like forever No one ever tells you that forever Feels like home, sitting all alone inside your head How do you feel? That is the question But I forget, you don't expect an easy answer When something like a soul becomes Initialized and folded up like paper dolls and little notes You can't expect a bit of hope So while you're outside looking in Describing what you see Remember what you're staring at is me Cause I'm looking at you through the glass Don't know how much time has passed All I know is that it feels like forever No one ever tells you that forever Feels like home, sitting all alone inside your head How much is real? So much to question An epidemic of the mannequins Contaminating ever
Ass Hole
What A Day........
Yea I guess it was a Spring fling. --to someone who knows who they are... How long will you break me how long will you hate me How long can you fake it before you break it *my heart that is* Right now I'm lost and your the cost I have to pay to stay It sucks not saying I love you I hate just playing and then you said we're through How heartless are you to tell me I'm special then you have no clue i wasn't that special to you I'm not your broken heart I'm not your new start I wont play that game I wont ever be the same So tell me I'm cute Tell me I'm Special but when you say we're through then thats when i'm done with you --For that special someone...
Got a letter from USArmy~J today. He is doing fine. As of 4/13 he hasn't started basic yet. They typically have a couple of days to get used to thier surroundings and to give the company a bumper in case one or more of the recuits gets stuck enroute by bad weather or such. It's pretty good idea seeing USArmy~J got stranded in DC for a few hours. He has met a few men is his unit and is starting to form bonds with them. A couple of them are driving him crazy. He is starting as an E4 which is a Specialist. Most newbies start at E1, Private First CLass. Some (mostly Eagle Scouts) start at E2 Private Second Class. So USArmy~J outranks all of them, but an E2 seems to think that he is running the show. Boy is he in for a surprise. But most of the guys are cool. Of course the Drill Intstuctors really run the show. USArmy~J compared them to Full Metal Jacket. He's nervous but excited at the same time. Well that's about all; it was a short note. He's going to try a write
Well this morning another family member has passed away... This is my second loss this year and my 5th since January 07' My Aunt was 55 married for 37 years 3 grown kids and 3 grand kids... She has been living with Multiple Sclerosis for 25+ years and her fight with this disease is over... The Dr's are unaware of exactly why she decelerated so quickly. She went to the hospital a couple weeks ago because of a UTI and then she got a bowel infection... She had an irregular heart rate on Sunday... Monday she went to ICU... She remained in ICU Tuesday morning about 12:30am her kidney's started to not work properly so they had her on dialysis from 4am yesterday till she passed away this morning... There is a song I would like to dedicate to her to you... If you haven't seen the bucket list you should watch it... This song is SAY by John Mayer... Life is short... If you love someone tell them if you don't and you are living a lie are you really living? Be honest with
Never Done B4
i was with my friends this last passed weekend and i found myself headed to a club. im not really the club type but since i wasnt driving a decided to go along with it specially since i knew we would have to leave shortly because we were also having a house party... any way it turned out to be a fettish club i guess. women were dressed in dominatrix clothing with just tape across their nipples. the most interesting site i have eva seen. in the upper level was the vip lounge. there was this guy doing things to women and it made them go wild. one of the tools he used was a black glove.. i dunno what else this glove did but when he tapped the women she seemed to orgasm. im not even sure if he touch here. i have soo many question but the next onewont be for weeks and i wont be here bleh maybe some of you kinky people know what that guy was doing
60 HAVE YOU EVERS.....what is your name?:Amanda age?:33 sex?:yes please height?:5'6' hair color?:brown eye color?:hazel have you ever...eaten dog food?:no...*blech* peed your pants?:I am potty trained cried in the movie theater?:hell ya been in love?:havent we all been kissed in the rain?:yes *sigh* lit yourself on fire?:lmao, i dont even want to know who answered yes to this been to canada?:no, as stated before..they are all crazy there lied about your age?:ummmm....maybe burned a cd?:yes lied to your parents?:never (crosses fingers) broken a glass cup?:many, im a clutz wrote on someones face with marker?:Lol, just today at work...Sorry Paul done chores?:my life is a chore smoked?:nope drank?:occasionally been drunk?:yes cut yourself?:i was a cook, so that would be a yes had a pet die?::( eaten something moldy?:Accidently been fired?:nope eaten string cheese?:Mmmmmm called a psycic?:No been to a bonfire?:Yes
Interesting Things From My Interesting
Ok folks....he got shipped back to Iraq and all of us here at home are keeping him in our prayers and hearts...we cried lots when he left and will miss him more than he will ever is his address while he is in Iraq...let's send him lots of mail to let him know he is loved and missed by many...keep him in your prayers that he stays safe and comes home soon.... CPL TILLEY, BENJAMIN R 1 MEF CE FWD G-4 MDDOC/MCC-1 UNIT 42540 FPO AP 96426-2540 FALLUJAH, IRAQ SEND ME MAIL THANKS!!! Want to be forever eliminated from the guest list? Just take this to your next "pot luck" dinner!!! Kitty Litter Cake" This is *no joke* READ THE INGREDIENTS AND STUFF FIRST AND THEN LOOK AT THE PHOTO.. TRUST ME.. DON'T LOOK AT THE PHOTO FIRST, BUT LAST... This is for all you cooks out there looking for something a little different........ WANT TO HAVE FUN AT A PARTY? PREPARE THIS RECIPE! COMPLETELY EDIBLE, BUT YOUR FRIENDS MAY NOT THINK SO! On
i like pretty women who are open minded and like to have fun. i like people who are loyal and people who like to party. personality is also a big factor. I am 24 years old and happily married for 3 and a half years.
The Dance
Your eyes open, where am I you ask yourself? This isn't my room. I went to sleep in my room, that's my bed but where am I. You wipe your eyes and they focus. You're right you are no longer in your room. You now lie in a meadow filled with fragrant flowers, a coolness in the air and the moon shining brightly down upon you. You know this place, it's a place where you spent many a childhood days. You hear a voice call to you. You turn in the darkness and see a hand reach out for yours. "Care to dance?" The voice asks as you take the hand. You try to see who is there but the persons face you can not see. Only hearing the softness of their voice. Caring and tender you both dance. No Music is heard only the music of your breathing and heart beats. Your dance partner softly whispers to you " I see you still enjoy dancing in the moonlight like you did when you were young." Softly you whisper back "Yes, I do how did you know that I danced in the moonlight when I was a child?" The reply is clea
Human Being In Pursuit Of Destruction
"Anguish, fear, and sorrow, are emotions we all feel, but never more strongly than in our adolescence. When just having an acne-rabid skin, can mean a lifetime of loneliness. One's acceptance by others, is a barometer of one's popularity. If one is different, a misfit, maybe unattractive, unathletic, one is in for a lifetime of cruelty and suffering, that will traumatize permanently. You see scars are souvenirs you never loose. The past is never far. You can try to repress it. You can try to hold it back. You can try to deny it. But it will still continue to grow... stronger, and stronger. Like a malignant cancer, that can't be satiated. Each of us manifests our pain in different manners. Whether it's three in the morning in bed... tears in one's eye. Whether it's a need to destroy everything beautiful, or just simply shutting one's self off from society. My father never gave me what I needed, so I understand what it's like to do without. They should understand this. They should give w
Now, For All Those, Not Intelligent Enough, Or Able-minded Enough
Now, for all those, not intelligent enough, or able-minded enough, or coherent enough, to understand the message that I've been giving in the preceding months, I'd like to reiterate it, for posterity. You see I had an abusive childhood. I was teased, taunted, tormented, picked on, bullied, and beaten. But that was then, and this is now. And now, all the freaks, mutants, misfits, the disenfranchised, the hopeless, the unwanted, the dregs of society, have come forth from out of the shadows, to stand beside me, to help me gain my vengeance, against those, that treated me poorly. But don't blame me... blame yourselves! You made me what I am! It's your fault. So don't blame me. So it is written. So it shall come to pass.
We All Need... A Haven
My Thoughts
When the day comes and I am not there to tell you hi, know that I am smiling down upon you waving and saying hi to you. When the day comes and I am not there to tell you I love you back, know that I will always love you and that you will always be in my heart. When the day comes and I am not there to wipe away your tears, know that I am there trying to hand you a tissue to wipe them away. When the day comes and I am no longer there to great you at the door with a great big hug and kiss, know that I am there in spirit and soul and holding you tight. When the day comes and I am not there when you have a bad day, know that I am the one that handed you the pillow to scream into because I was not there to lend you an ear. When the day comes and you have found a new love to be there for you, know that I will be smiling down at you and wishing you the best when you take his hand in marriage. When the day comes please just know this, I may not be there in person, but I will be there in y
Having A Baby!
Ok so I found out the other day that I am prego.... I always wanted a baby but I seem to have mixed emtions about being this way. I know I want the baby i guess i am just scared. Mom says its just my hormones kicking each others ass thats making me feel all weird and that all normal. hopefully the all day sickness goes away soon lol cause its kicking my ass at the moment!
The Imagination Is Powerful
Mmmmm, that was quite the visual. Watching you on my computer stroking your dick for me. Seeing your hand pump slowly up and down. Knowing you are doing for me made my nipples hard. I'm cold and lonely waiting on a chair for you to cum and take me... one hand is rubbing my nipple and the other hand is... slowly and ever so lightly making circles around my clit, feeling it get hard thinking of you baby... I slide my finger into the wetness... slowly pushing it in and pulling it out, my head is thrown back, lost in the ecstasy of the touching. My nipples are so hard baby I'm pulling and pinching them, my clit is hard and I'm so wet I slide another finger into myself, thinking of you wishing you were here. I hear a noise and look to find you standing there, I can see by the bulge in your pants you have been watching for awhile. I stand up and my robe falls off my shoulders to the floor and I walk towards you, my eyes never leaving yours, I'm barely breathing knowing what you a
New Pics
I added soem new pictures that have been requested
Have Delt With More Pain
I have delt with more pain I have delt with more suffering I have delt with more anguish then what ever human being as ever had to bear I have suffered from the hands of my parents I have suffered at the hands of mine friends I have suffered from every conceverable manner and I am tired I am tired
*sighs* just felt like sighing,lol.
I just got married a week ago and its been awesome too. Its so wonderful having the man I have in my life. I couldn't ask for anyone else better than him. He is my everything. All I could've ever asked for in a man. And getting to meet my real dad for the first time on march 21st 2007 was the most awesomest feelings too. I still can't believe it either. I spend time with him everyday too. Its awesome getting to know who he is and things that I never knew when I was a very young child. And now I can find all the stuff out. Soon I hope to get to meet my grandma that lives in Washington. I am excited about that too. Its been a truly awesome experience for me and very overwhelming with everything. My husband and my new family its just awesome.

Dirty Quiz
*Dirty quiz* 1. What is a four-letter word that ends in "k" and means the same as intercourse? 2. What is it that a cow has four of and a woman has only two of? 3. What can you find in a man's pants that is about six inches long, has a head on it, and that women love so much that they often blow it? 4. What word starts with "f " and ends with "u-c-k"? 5. Name five words that are each four letters long, end in "u-n-t " one of which is a word for a woman? 6. What does a dog do that you can step into? 7. What four letter word begins with "f " and ends with " k", and if you can't get one you can use your hands? 8. What is hard, six inches long, has two nuts, and can make a girl fat? 9. What four-letter word ends in "i-t " and is found on the bottom of birdcages? 10. What is it that all men have one of; it's longer on some men than on others; the pope doesn't use his; and a man gives it to his wife after they're married? *Answers* 1. talk
acidous@ fubar Crash kills young firefighter imikimi - Customize Your World by Michaelangelo Conte Friday September 14, 2007, 6:09 PM A 25-year-old Jersey City firefighter left behind a 2-month-old daughter when he died from injuries suffered in a collision on his motorcycle in the Jersey City Heights yesterday near his home, officials said. Eduardo Pena, 25, of Sherman Place off Summit Avenue died as a result of injuries suffered in the collision at Kennedy Boulevard at Thorne Street, Fire Director Armando Roman said this morning. The firefighter was conscious and coherent when first brought to the hospital. "They were working feverishly to stabilize him and they rushed him into surgery but he had serious internal injuries and he took a turn for the worse,'' Roman said. "He was on full life support when he died around 2 a.m." "This was a stand up kid all around," Roman said this morning. "He was a very dedicated member of th
My Poetry****comments Welcome***
I lie awake and ponder Nothing but the silence Wait...what is that I hear? A heart beat? *thump thump, thump thump* A burst of light Aloud crackling crash In the howling wind I stand alone Watching the clouds swirling around me To my left is my home To my right, the great unknown The wind is blowing harder now I watch as it picks up the debris The wind throws it left It breaks a window~an opening to my soul The wind throws it right I can't quite see where it goes Stuck in the whipping wind I receive my punishment I watch my home get torn apart Everything I loved and knew is gone With the loud harmonious thunder My heart breaks I pray that it ends The pain is too deep With the bright flashes of lightning I am torn between choices I am picked up by the whirling cyclone I am tossed into the dark hole of despair I hear it again *thump thump, thump thump* It gets slower and softer *thump thump, thump thump* The end is drawing near A *swish* and its gone When
B E Kind To Me And I'll Return The Favor
hello this is grumpy's wife hello the reason grumpy and i havent been on cherrytap or yahoo is because grumpy is in the hospital. we dont know when he will come home. he was having bad chest pains they think he had a stroke or a heart attack. im gonna get back to the hospital. love you all nightshade2526 & grumpy2553 i fan everybody, all i ask is for you to fan back. if you wish plz rate some pics i always return all the favors i mostly do more then most ppl dream of doin', be kind and plz rate.
Adding to it, stay tuned be at peace Get on ur feet and dance ;-) ________
My Heart
Are there guys out there who really want a woman for a relationship other than a sexual one. I know there are, its just hard to find them. I have talked to maybe 2 lately. What is it with people in general I suppose just using the internet specifically for their own selfish reasons, either by using others for their own personal gain. I have heard so much crap and have had stuff happen to me. A Man uses a sweet kind woman and lies to her just to get money. Others just want to get on cam and ask " Can I see you r pussy"!! I am so tired of it all. I would love to find a good decent man. I am still considering the fact that I may not find one from here. I have met many men from here. I can honestly say that maybe 1 or 2 have even been worth my time. I truely believe that there is someone out there for everyone and we all should be happy. I am going to stay optimistic. Good luck to all and please be honest with all you come into contact with. It also makes me so mad when guys, women too, p

Open Letter
Beauty Being beautiful is being compared to the grandest things on earth, To the warm sunset...high majestic peaks...or a clear night sky. I do know this, I would not trade the beauty I have in front of me, For I have all the beauty I need. A beauty that rises above those majestic peaks. A beauty that gives the warmth of a sunset. For this beauty's eyes shine brighter than the stars in the heaven's skies, A beauty that is so special to me, You are beautiful. YOU ARE You are the sun That brings me light You are the one Who takes away my fright. When I fall You pick me up Wherever I go You bring me luck. You're not a dream You?re my dream come true And that?s why I'll always Be loving you. MAYBE THINGS WILL BE ALRIGHT YOU SEE A SMILE UPON MY FACE MY EYES ARE ALWAYS FILLED WITH GRACE BUT WHAT YOU DON'T KNOW IS THAT I NEED YOU NOW MORE THAN EVER MY LIFE IS FLOATING AWAY LIKE A FEATHER AS I SIT HERE ALL ALONE IN FRIGHT I WIS
Jokes And Other Funny Stuff I Find
I'm creating this blog so I can post all the funny jokes I find across the net and theres alot. I hope e1 enjoys them as much as I do. I think ones personality comes out when we discover what makes them laugh.
just wanted to take a second to say thanks for the warm welcome to CT.. this is pretty cool...Hope everyone has a great week!
Ladies, Am I Cute!
You know what really grinds my gears? Is when I spend so much time on here showing love to so many people, yet only half return the favor! I mean I know they see it. The comments, becoming peeps fans, gifts, etc. All this & for what? For some of you to not even bother to return the love, let alone come by & say, "Hi" or "Thanks"! Maybe it's Me, maybe i'm fucking with the wrong Cherries, maybe i'm not that cute, maybe i'm not doing enough on here. On the other-hand! Maybe it's You!!! And that's what really grinds my gears! (Note: This blog is Strictly for the ladies No execption!!!) Okay, I notice that alot of people on here give 10's(for pics)just to be nice & thats cool! However, it's not always the truth. Is it Cherries? In fact, alot of us deserve 5's & under(just being Real). So, I've set this blog up to find out the truth. I want nothing but un-cut, raw, Real-ass answers to this blog! On a scale from 1-10, Am I cute? If possible, give feedback on your answer!!! (N
School Update
well it is nearly that time. ill be graduating in three weeks. our portfolio show is in two weeks. cant wait to show off all of our design work to the community. Anyway, our theme for the portfolio show is a movie premier so all of our advertising is following those lines. come check out my page and see the movie trailer that we shot for our tv commercial, its awesome, considering we are graphic designers and not movie
Just A Rant
Okay so I am getting into college now for computers so I can make that money to give it to bill collectors. I figured I needed to do something besides what I am doing. I need a new jeep since the one that I have is basically FUBARed, so that is another reason I need some money. They say that money is the root of all evil but I think it is the lack of money that is the root of all evil. If everyone had money then noone would steal anymoney unless your an idiot that is just greedy. So, that is all I have to say right now maybe I will write another one later.
Va. Tech
Just wanted to send my thoughts and prayers out to everyone who may have been involved or who may have had family involved in the tragic events of the past couple of days at VA. TECH. May god bless all of you.

i need to make some money to move i have some shirts i am selling the price is 15.50 please give some advice what to do thanks sonia dear friends and fan december 8th at about 9.30 a lighting started for about 2 seconds and then immediately it started pouring for about 10 minute and the roof over my studio/ the rain started to pour into my studio like if you where ouside without an umbrella and even if you had an umbrella you could not sheltered it pour for about 10 minutes and immediately quick i lost everything the only thing i save was my laptop it is a very difficult thing for me because i have no family. i am selling some shirts i have the picture on where it say photos clip there gave some imput what to do in such a desperate situacion thanks you all that are part of me take care and thanks sonia britton this occur in the downtown area of san diego between 6 and broadway in front of the marriot hotel the building across. good nite i am looking for someone to sponsor a blast f
Dsyfuntional Joy
Blindfold The taste of fear is somehow sweet not completely real . . . perhaps anticipation of the unknown, the vivid flash of imagination low tones, words barely whispered against a straining ear by unseen lips heated by desire of a slave for her Master she answers with silence, behind the blindfold only her heartbeat speaks of her need as it pulses hot in her neck yet He knows . . . words unneeded, unwanted. hot flashes of pain, a nipple compressed by strong fingers air sucked between clenched teeth a dark laugh echoes in the silence the sweet bite of the clamps over turgid flesh, throbbing, aching satisfaction in her soul, fire in her blood hands held firm by a leather embrace outstretched from her sides like a female heretic on the cross what will He do? Giddy with curiosity spread . . . bound by the shackles of her submission and His iron control the warm glide of fingers over flesh masculine touch, the scrape of a finge

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No Tallent To Be Found Here
Possessed of a spirit in the middle of the night That forces me to ponder and sit and write Of things that do own my heart and mind Of things beyond me that are hard to find Maybe I think way too much about life Get lost in the substance hardship and strife Maybe it is a distance that does call Maybe I get lost in the sum of it all To rest and let go would be a sweet dream For so much of life is heart break extreme Longing for innocents touch and sweet smile Longing to close sweet distance of miles For the heart beats and longs for those it lost And would pay any price no matter the cost To hold and feel the love yet again To feel the end of that dull pain To rest and know the world is right This is the dream that makes joy take flight Sweet nothings yet are the stuff of fantasy Sweet dreams held in hope by fools like me Sweet the knowledge that tomorrow is not set And only god knows and we may see yet Release in the joy of love to return I hold on to hope for it
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10 Things I Hate!
Never Ever Thought...
I thought that I was over pain and thought that I could move forward and open myself up to you. I thought that true friends were always to be loyal to each other. I never asked you to prove it...never asked you to show it. I thought it just simply was. I thought the words were real and that true friendship never dies. You called me your best friend and I held that close to my heart because you knew all I had been through last year and how hard it was for me to trust completely again. I stood by your side trusting and I cared without limits, loved you as family without asking anything of you back. I cared and loved with all my I do all my true and close friends. ******I would always stand by your side no matter what...damn you for not doing the same and for putting someone less important between our friendship. Thank you for being ashamed of me and what we have as a friendship. ****** You cried on my shoulder and spoke that we would be friends forever...that me m
Cll It What U Will
Battling my demons some I just cant win hiding behind a fake smile hiding the scars from everyone emotional state leaves me weak tempted to use to pick up alot I've turned down close myself off from the world locked in my own mind dragging the blade across my wrist escaping everything every little upset,hate,reality all disappears now I'm left with the marks emotional scars that will never heal the ones on my wrist will fade in time this battle I'm fighting I feel as if I will not But I will not let is show or speak what I feel cover up with a fake smile what will become of me your guess is as good as mine Hide myself behind locks door escaping the hatered that I feel escape the reality they they "so called life" strong will survive but the weak will parish Im nither strong nor weak but a walking corps just slowly wasling through life caught between the living an the dead damned by all an outcast on my own with no help determe
i just made my pro up and it is so cute go see go see
Mikey Is Here
Well thought I would just drop a blog and say howdy to all. Not much going on here, just resting from surgery and all went well. Man without all the boobs I can see my toes, lol. But unfortunately I do miss them but I like my new size. So catch me up on things. Been gone a while. Not much here, its December and 83 degrees during the day and 70 at nite, not cool, not normal. Merry Christmas to all! Ready to start the new year guys? Free Comments & Graphics The past two days I have set back and watch and listen. Looked at all of my male friends, my best friend (which is a male species) and I have wonder, ponder and now I've decided to ask the million dollar question: Where are all the John Wayne's in the world? I have been watching people at the mall, in town, grocery store, the beaches and even Wal-Mart, and have come up with all the men I have seen does not have a clue on how to treat a lady, respect one or even how to be polite to one. And there are females out there that has n
The Laura Peel Benefit Concert
We've organized an event to help a good friend of ours out. Laura Peel is a 22 year-old mother of two whose been recently diagnosed with advanced melanoma. As she's almost constantly undergoing treament one-hundred miles away from her job, she's unable to work to pay for the medical bills she's racking up. She's going to need a community effort behind her to see her through this, and this is what we aim to achieve. She's been an active member of the local music scene since she's been able to get herself into bars(which was in early high school), and we've been friends for just as long. The great thing about this woman is her attitude about her affliction: her disposition hasn't been affected in the least. She's been facing her endeavor with courage and a smile, and she isn't asking for any of this. She doesn't have to. The event will be hosted @ Suck Bang Blow Four Corners in Garden City on saturday, April 21 @ 4 PM. 6 bands including AFTERMATH, CIRCLES IN AUTUMN, PRIMO NOCTIS
Other day I came across the letters you wrote me I sat down and read them And the tears started to flowing down my checkss They talk about our hopes and dreams What we wanted for our future But it didn't work out the way,we thought it should You were gone more and more I could not understand why Thought you wanted the same things I did I guess I was wrong about that We didn't have the faith to make it work That was so many years ago Time to throw out the letters And the memories that go with it Looking forward to better days With out you,good-by for ever Sign:marion g I was threw my jewlery box Found the wedding band you gave me The memories came flooding back Of all that you put me threw Pain and the hurt that I still feel Just like it was yesterday I started to cry I pick up the ring threw it cross the room Wondering how you could have done that to me I don't want you part of my life Now its time to pick up up the pieces Move on with my life
Friends In Ilinois
Well it might seem weid why im writing bout people i haven't seen in years but you know what i love these people & i miss them with all my heart.. (basically) anyways.... ill give the name of a person and a comment or good memory bout them, Tiffany Izer, she's like a sister to me. I love her so much. We would always play kick ball & roll with the guys, we have great Blonde moments! & we will always be BFF's for life.. no one can stop tht from happening! Khyrsten Hitt, omg I love this girl so much.. we are sistah no matter what! Khyrsten & i where born to be Wild & crazy together. We always used to hang out, play kick ball.... talk bout things... & always sleep over at eachothers houses! this girl is so cool.. i miss her soo much, i talk to her every chance i get, her lil sister Bryttnie Hitt is the same, but we never played kick ball together
Ok after the race sunday we all heard Tony Stewart cry and cry.. He is such a fuckn cry baby from hell.. Hes just as bad as Jeff Gordon... Juan Pablo Montoya was in no wrong sunday in the race.. He didnt intentionally hit Tony.. It was a racing deal... Tony is just mad cuz he got beat by a rookie... I think it is funny as fuck that he beat Tony neways and he would of beat Tony neways if tony wouldnt of spun out.. Then Tony wants to talk bout no being netype of frien if Juan then says if he had enuff money he would retire.. but does nebody remember how bad Tony was with his attitude and spinning ppl out?? Look who had to got to anger management.. lol... Dont get me wrong Tony is a good driver but he needs to learn alot of respect..Juan is a rookie and he is gonna make mistakes.. Everybody is not perfect... Then what do u think bout Dale Jr.. driving for a different team sunday for 9 laps? Let me know... I want him to go to RCR if he leaves DEI and drive the #3 car.. Thats what his plans
Poetry Written For Me
MORE THAN A FRIEND Roses that glooms Light that shines Bliss You bring show That you are more than a friend My eye has seen for real A splendid queen like you Your hair is dark like coal Your love is your goal The ray in your eyes show She is more than a friend The sun will worship The moon will adore The star twinkle to celebrate Even your marvelous smile show That you are more than a friend Comely birds sing for praise Tender wind convey your message Mountain water fall portray your beauty Even felicity of today shows You are more than a friend your the light that brightens my day love alot taz check him out ladies he writes beautifully xoxo she came into my life like a speeding arrow she struck my heart at full speed, I fell before I realized anything I was on the ground crawling on hands and knees I fell hard for her it became a moment of clarity and a moment of confusion she took my breath away that is when I knew
Wow,where do I even begin,and why am I even posting this,for all the world to see?.Because I guess I need to get this off my cheast, I feel as though I am going to break out of my skin. An actual study says the human heart takes 18 months to heal after an inital break-up.18 months for a broken heart to heal.My heart has been broken for 8 years,and yet,I love him still with every broken peice.I won't go into my relationship details,needless to say I was young,he was my first in every way.Since I was 14 I have related in some way,this man, with a part of my life.Every step I have taken without him by my side,was taken with the thought that my steps would lead back to him.We have spent days, months,years apart,yet time brings us back together,and it's always like we have never been apart.And I have loved this man so much,that I was never able to be that clingly type of women that would take what ever means nessasary to hold onto my man.That isnt what love is about.I loved him s
A guy goes to the supermarket and notices an attractive woman waving at him. Much to his delight, she approaches him too. Then, she says hello. He's rather taken aback because he can't place where he knows her from... So he says, "Do you know me?" To which she replies, "I think you're the father of one of my kids." Now his mind travels back to the only time he has ever been unfaithful to his wife and says," My God, are you the stripper from my bachelor party that I made love to on the pool table with all my buddies watching while your partner whipped my butt with wet celery???" She looks into his eyes and says calmly "No, I'm your son's teacher." The Penis Study.... The American Government funded a study to see why the head of a man's penis was larger than the shaft. After 1 year and $180,000, they concluded that the reason that the head was larger than the shaft was to give the man more pleasure during sex. After the US published the s
My Little World
Where to begin.... I made one decesion out of hurt and anger, and simply being tired of bullshit, wich completly changed my life. I broke up with Mike, and called my best friend Ashley, and she came and got me and the kids, and took us to Arkansas where she lives in Springdale. I was there a little over 2 weeks, and needed to get back to Topeka to deal with 1 of two tickets, so I got one sorta delt with, still have more with that one, and my other ticket is due the 25th. So im up here with Mike, and NO, WE ARE NOT BACK TOGATHER! But he is trying to help i think....but he goes through moments where hes rude, mean, and hatefull. I know because hes hurt, and he has alot of stuff going on too, stuff that has nothing to do with me. Not that its a excuse, because their is none. I know with no doubt, that Mike will pay whatever I need paid, and get stuff taken care of that I wouldnt have a chance at if I went back to Arkansas right now. And dont think im taking advantage of him, because he is
Girlfriend Application
sEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THiS BACK TO YOU! Ladies TiTLE iT "BOYFRiEND APPLiCATiON" Fellas TiTLE iT "" GiRLFRiEND APPLiCATION 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Birthday:. 5. Hobbies: HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. Would you ever ask me out? 5. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 6. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 7. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 8.Would you walk on the beach with me? 9. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 10. Do you/have you talked about me? 11. Do you think I'm a good person? 12. Would u take a nap with me? 13.Do you think I'm cute? 14. If you could change anything about me -would you? 15.Would you dance with me? 16.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? 17. Would you go to "" and add it ? 18. If we w
Bealzes Historical Entries - March 2007
(Originally posted on March 20, 2007)For the past few weeks, the other programmer and I were trying to find a problem in some code created by Putz Boy.† Yesterday, Idiot Boss told me to contact Putz Boy to get his help with the problem.† The Old Graphics Guy (who now works with Putz Boy) said that PB looked dumbfounded at the request.Anyway, Putz Boy said he'd help... for $150 an hour.Fortunately, the SysAdmin here found the problem.† What's really good about that is (a) PB hates SA with a passion and (b) the problem was created in the first place by PB so he could extort money from this company (at least accoring to New Graphics Guy, who talked to PB about it last year).So I got to send a message to B, statng that his mortal enemy found buggy code and the problem was fixed, so we didn't need his help after all.Old Graphics Guy said that Putz Boy was PISSED!Life is good...tag: Putz Boy, Idiot Boss, careers, work, revenge-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas! (Originally posted on Mar
Kids Will Make U Laugh....
A father passing by his son's bedroom was astonished to see that his > > bed was nicely made and everything was picked up. Then he saw an > > envelope, propped up prominently on the pillow that was addressed to > > "Dad." > > With the worst premonition he opened the envelope with trembling > > hands and read the letter. > > Dear Dad: > > It is with great regret and sorrow that I'm writing you. I had to > > elope with my new girlfriend because I wanted to avoid a scene with Mom and you. I > > have been finding real > > passion with Stacy and she is so nice. But I knew you would not > > approve of her because of all her piercings, tattoos, tight > > motorcycle clothes and the fact that she is much older than I am. > > But it's not only the passion...Dad she's pregnant. Stacy said that > > we will be very happy.She owns a trailer in the woods and has a > > stack of firewood for the whole winter. > > We share a dream of having many more children. Stacy ha
Sexual Harassment !!!!!
A WOMAN`S PERFECT BREAKFAST: She`s sitting at the table with her gourmet coffee. Her son is on the cover of the Wheaties box. Her daughter is on the cover of Business Week. Her boyfriend is on the cover of Playgirl. And her husband is on the back of the milk carton............ PRICELESS One day, in line at the company cafeteria, Jack says to Mike behind him, my > > >elbow hurts like hell. I guess I better see a doctor." "Listen, you don't > > >have to spend that kind of money," Mike replies. "There's a diagnostic > > >computer down at WalMart. Just give it a urine sample and the computer'll > > >tell you what's wrong and what to do about it. It takes ten seconds and > > >costs ten dollars...a lot cheaper than a doctor." So Jack deposits a urine > > >sample in a small jar and takes it to WalMart. He deposits ten dollars, and > > >the computer lights up and asks for the urine sample. He pours the sample > > >into the slot and waits. Ten seconds later, the computer ej
How To Clean The
1. Put both lids of the toilet up and add 1/8 cup of pet shampoo to the water in the bowl. 2. Pick up the cat and soothe him while you carry him towards the bathroom. 3 In one smooth movement, put the cat in the toilet and close both lids. You may need to stand on the lid. 4. The cat will self agitate! and make ample suds. Never mind the noises that come from the toilet, the cat is actually enjoying this. 5. Flush the toilet three or four times. This provides a "power-wash" and rinse". 6. Have someone open the front door of your home. Be sure that there are no people between the bathroom and the front door. 7. Stand behind the toilet as far as you can, and quickly lift both lids. 8. The cat will rocket out of the toilet, streak through the bathroom, and run outside where he will dry himself off. 9. Both the commode and the cat will be sparkling clean. Sincerely, The Dog ===================================================================
Click to join NHLFA_Sabres Reposted from the Sabres MySpace Bulletin Message ------------------------------------- From: Sabres Date: May 10, 2007 6:29 PM The Buffalo Sabres will be hosting a "House Party" at HSBC Arena for all of their remaining away games in the Stanley Cup Playoffs. Admission and parking are both free, but fans are asked to make a donation to the Sabres Foundation upon entering the arena. Starting next Monday (May 14) when the team hits the road for Game 3 of the Eastern Conference Finals in Ottawa, Sabres fans are invited down to HSBC Arena to experience "a game without a game." Fans will be able to watch the game on the Jumbotron and two 12' by 9' video monitors that will be set up on the ice, while listening to the synched-up radio coverage of Sabres broadcasters Rick Jeanneret and Jim Lorentz. The arena will operate just like a regular home game, including full game presentation, Sabretooth and an anthem singer prior to puckdrop. All a
Hokie Poem
This is about what happened at VA Tech. It is not close to saying enough, but really, what can you say? Eyes and ears Wide open Your soul remains Aghast You search for Information In hope of finding Clarity But how can this Make sense A classroom becomes A makeshift morgue Calm and reason Collapse We will never Have the answer Why Merely speculation And theory All we know Is we canít know The explanation For this Tragedy
For The Women!!
A woman who doesn't see herself The way she truly should Is somewhat like the past mistakes You'd change them if you could Beauty shown in every sense Sincere in every glance Never seeing her own potential Afraid to take the chance To me you can do anything And I'd be there 'till the end Standing by you as a partner Or even just a friend Let me show you what I see So you can understand Why I want to be with you And hold you by the hand Take you in a warm embrace And gaze into your eyes Kiss you gently on your lips And let love surprise 12/23/03 ``` Cory Where can I go to hide myself? Who can I go to besides myself? Can I confide in anyone but myself? Or is it just me all by myself? I've spent some time by myself. To try to better understand myself. I had to go and lose myself. Only to truly find myself. I can rely solely on myself. And never have to question myself. I use to carry the burdon myself. No longer will I blame mys
Texas Bomers
Death Notes.
'Twas brillig, and the slithy toves Did gyre and gimble in the wabe; All mimsy were the borogoves, And the mome raths outgrabe. "Beware the Jabberwock, my son! The jaws that bite, the claws that catch! Beware the Jubjub bird, and shun The frumious Bandersnatch!" He took his vorpal sword in hand: Long time the manxome foe he soughtó So rested he by the Tumtum tree, And stood awhile in thought. And as in uffish thought he stood, The Jabberwock, with eyes of flame, Came whiffling through the tulgey wood, And burbled as it came! One, two! One, two! And through and through The vorpal blade went snicker-snack! He left it dead, and with its head He went galumphing back. "And hast thou slain the Jabberwock? Come to my arms, my beamish boy! O frabjous day! Callooh! Callay!" He chortled in his joy. 'Twas brillig, and the slithy toves Did gyre and gimble in the wabe; All mimsy were the borogoves, And the mome raths outgrabe. Perpetual wandering, insane
The semester is almost at a close. I am so looking forward to the summer. This weekend is going to be hot, and its the first weekend we have had here in Wv worth walking outside.... Gonna get some riding in... YAY!!!! Well Cherry tap is kool, I'm new here but I am learning very quickly how to manage my site. Ok thats all for now. !!
Are You Serious??
Are we serious? i'm on Level 21 and ran out of cherries so i can't rate anymore people for the day?? this Blows
Bealzes Historical Entries - February 2007
(Originally posted on January 23, 2007)For the past few months, I have scheduled appointments early every other Monday morning to get out of one company meeting.This week, though, Idiot Boss rescheduled the meeting I missed to this morning today (Wednesday).† Therefore, I had to sit through the crappy meeting, listening to him talk about all sorts of things.However, I will have the last laugh.† My wife gave me a stomach bug that the emergency room doctor said is infecting about half the county.† I probably passed that bug to everyone in the room. †Including, of course, the Idiot Boss.See, it's like chess.† You have to think several moves ahead...tag: Idiot Boss, meetings, revenge, business, health-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas! (Originally posted on January 22, 2007)Fortunately, I don't have to put up with the bullsh!t of evangelicals coming to my house and waking me up.† At the very least, my bedroom air purifier makes enough racket that I can't hear them knocking on my front
~ A Tribute To Virginia Tech ~
Tuesday, 17 April 2007
Why Do We Hurt And Why Do We Hurt Others?
Very often, we shut our hearts or shut others out to protect ourselves from being hurt. While we are on guard, we are defensive. Often we become unapproachable and unavailable. We look for, and usually find, an ulterior motive in everything and everyone. The motives and agendas we see, whether they exist or not, are the reasons we must protect ourselves. At the same time, we are isolated and lonely. We dont want to be hurt. We dont want to be alone, but we dont know what to do about how we feel. In general, people are not out to hurt you. They hurt you because you expect to be hurt. They hurt you because your barriers look and feel very similar to their barriers. When people see their issues being reflected back to them, they often become afraid of what they see and feel. In response, they want to get to you before you get to them. In the process, you get hurt. You must accept that people are not out to hurt you. They hurt you because they dont realize that what they do or how they
Still A Fuckin' Puppet
Years passing by along this railroad called life. You notice how things are changing while you're trying to convince yourself that you are in control over yer personal existance. How crude it is when it suddenly comes clear that you are still a fuckin' puppet in this game, called life.
Truth Or Dare
After three weeks in the hospital I'm baaaaack!! XoXo -Jason
What Is Love
A tender spirit lost and suffers for what has never been Tears of anguish washed away but left the pain of sin What is love worth and why would one sell themselves so cheap Why would any take the chance and get in so damn deep To soar on clouds and walk the stars and feel joy in the thought Of one who holds loves light and through caring has taught Lessons of undying love and what it means to feel Lessons of torture and pain when she my heart did steal And ran away without a word and never to explain Left to feel the feelings and work back through the pain So left with the question and not sure what is true Is love real or is it just need that holds us to pay due I will always seek the answer and wonder where is home I may wander never knowing and forever left to roam And maybe there is no answer and maybe it is life And maybe I just think too much time to let go of strife By R . Thomas Dinsmore I tend to think too much don't I ?
Well, seems I am back for a short lived stay here at what is now calls "Fubar"? Quite the change from Cherry Tap but I guess whatever keeps people signing up. Anyways I wanted to say "HELLO" to all my old friends here it has been awhile and I thank you all for your comments while I have been gone. My bf is still in this VIC contest and I am trying to get him this VIC so he can stop spending so much time on the site .. lol I am hoping all my old friends can help me out. I know I haven't been here for all of you but life has got me so busy these days with my kids and all. I do miss you all dearly. I do hope you continue to write and comment I shall return them now and then. If you can and will help me out here is the link to his Contest .. I wont beg I just hope you find a bit of time to add some votes .. I shall again repay you all one day. Love to all ... take care and stay safe. Hugs Dannille *PoeticBliss* I haven't been here for months but happened to be called back for
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5 Duties Of A Husband
5 Duties Of A Husband 1- Love her The first duty of a man to his woman, or a husband to his wife, is to love her. Now, you might say, "Well, that goes without saying! Move on to number two!" However, what goes under the name of love has little to do with love. The word 'love' has become a misunderstood word. For example, people say, "I love my job. I love my home. I love chocolate cake." Generally what they are talking about is what those things do for them. "The home makes me comfortable. The cake satisfies my sweet tooth. The work satisfies my desire for a career." The word 'love' has become a word to describe the lusts of the flesh, and nothing more. You can only measure love by your sacrifice, not by your enjoyment. That is, the sacrifice that you make for the betterment of someone else. If you talk about loving your wife, and you mean by that that she does a lot of good things for you, that's not love. That's her loving you. To say that a man loves his wife is to ta
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I May Be Leaving....
As some of you may know, I had drill this weekend...also as some of you know, my unit was tasked for Iraq and are mobilizing very soon...not being able to go, gave me many mixed emotions that's hard to explain, unless you're a soldier. Sunday, our CO told us that, with nothing in writing as of yet, the rest of our unit was tasked out for a second mission to I have some stuff to do...have to be seen by some doctors, to medically clear me. I thought I escaped the microscope of the medical review board...well, long story short, my senior NCOs and I were trying to pull a trick, so my medical shit would disappear after my enlistment ended this Nov....but, I guess it didn't work out with this new mission in hand :( Well, I'll keep you guys posted here and thank you for all the luv and kindness you all have shown me...I'll try to stop by everyone's page to show some luv, but things are about to get pretty hectic for I hope you all understand. Love, hugs and kis
He Could Have Been My Friend
HE COULD HAVE BEEN A FRIEND. He could have been someone He could have been a King He could have been a poet He could loved to sing He could have been a dreamer He could have had a plan He could have taught another brother How to be a man He could have been a doctor He could have saved a life He could have been a father He could have taken a wife He could have been an athlete He could have won the game He could have been an actor He could have had such fame He could have chosen a different path He could been in a different place He chose instead to make his mark He chose Virginia Tech as the space He could have changed the world He did without even knowing And even though his journey is done His memory keeps on going His name was Ryan Clark And though tears mark his end Of all the things he could have been He could have been my friend. Rest In Peace Ryan, may angels guide you home. Lil-Shaq
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I Am Back
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Missouri Weather
on june 11th my cousin holly angel hopkins was hit and killed by a drunk driver walking home from her job in eldon missouri she was 23 years old and had a daugther that was a year old and now she dont have her mommy there with her thanks to the people that hit her what i dont get why does people drive and drink? bc they dont have anything better to do with there time drive drunk and hit and kill people while they drink well anyways me and my cousin was very close to eachother and when she had a problem i was there for her and now i aint now thanks to those people who killed her and i hope they live with this nightmare for the rest of there lives thank you again for killing my cousin and hope you people read this that drinks and drive and i hope when you get pulled over they take your licencs from you respond back to this and let me know what you thing bout drunk drivers R.I.P HOLLY ANGEL HOPKINS BORN 10-14-83 DIED 06-11-07 WELL ALL MISS YOU the weather her in missouri is just right
Where do I go from here Now that you are not here to hurt me Nothere to get mad at me,if I want to go somewhere There is nothing left but cold lonely night Wondering if I can handle everythig now I'm on my now I'm wondering what I'm going to do now I'm not ready for dating quick yet I can,t handle haveing my heart shatter agian Sign:marion g. My heart no longer moves No more flutter or skip a beat When you are around You toke care of that When you broke my heart With your lies,alibis,drinking,women Thats all you care about you didn't see what it was doing to me,until it was to late Now you want me back thats not going to happen I'm not putting my poor heart threw that again M.G. I gripe a Pepsi and my Chocolate Sit down to listen to a sad country song on the radio Song remaind me of all the hell you put me threw I cry the blues when you left me I couldn't see pass the tears and the pain See
Thank To All Of You
Thank you.... My heartfelt appreciation goes out to all of you who have taken the time and trouble to send me "forwards" over the past 12 months. Thank you for making me feel safe, secure, blessed, and wealthy. Extra thanks to whoever sent me the one about rat crap in the glue on envelopes cause I now have to go get a wet towel every time I need to seal an envelope. Also, I scrub the top of every can I open for the same reason. Because of your concern I no longer drink Coca Cola because it can remove toilet stains. I no longer drink Pepsi or Dr.Pepper since the people who make these products are atheists who refuse to put "Under God" on their can. I no longer use Saran wrap in the microwave because it causes cancer. I no longer check the coin return on pay phones because I could be pricked with a needle infected with AIDS. I no longer use deodorant! -since it causes cancer, even though I smell like a water buffalo on a hot day. I no longer go to shopping malls because someone migh
What Im Here For
i only want to talk to people who are interested in actually meeting
Vt Tech
I HAVE 2 VT RIBBONS UPLOADED TO MY PICTURES. FEEL FREE TO RIP THEM TO SHOW YOUR SUPPORT. THE PRESIDENT IS LOWERING THE WHITE HOUSE FLAG TO HALF STAFF UNTIL SUNDAY. Dear God: Why didn't you save the school children at ? Virginia Tech Amish Country, PA Columbine High School Moses Lake, Washington 2/2/96 Bethel, Alaska 2/19/97! Pearl, Mississippi 10/1/97 West Paducah, Kentucky 12/1/97 Stamps, Arkansas 12/15/97 Jonesboro, Arkansas 3/24/98 Edinboro, Pennsylvania 4/24/98 Fayetteville, Tennessee 5/19/98 Springfield, Oregon 5/21/98 Richmond, Virginia 6/15/98 Littleton, Colorado 4/20/99 Taber, Alberta, Canada 5/28/99 Conyers, Georgia 5/20/99 Deming, New Mexico 11/19/99 Fort Gibson, Oklahoma 12/6/99 Santee, California 3/ 5/01 and El Cajon, California 3/22/01? Sincerely, Concerned Student -----------------------------------------------------
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Please Visit My Girl's Page
I am so proud of My girl, I would like to ask everyone who visits and enjoys my blogs to visit her page. she has so much to offer in her blogs, I think you would enjoy them also. just copy and paste her URL and stop by... fan, rate, and add if you would like. I am sure she would enjoy the company. :P Thanks, SLAYER
Capricorn And Scorpio Match
When Scorpio and Capricorn make a love match, they get an opportunity to not only enjoy a loving relationship and learn the value of being a pair, but also to grow and mature as individuals. These two may be wary about sharing themselves with one another at first, and this emotional caution may dampen the initial impact of this relationship. These two tend to be a bit cautious (Capricorn) and pensive (Scorpio), and it takes a while for them to feel comfortable with a significant other. Though they may be shy of getting involved and not the quickest to trust and share, these two Signs will discover that they can have quite a profound connection -- one of friendship and deep loyalty. Much can be learned when a Scorpio and Capricorn get together -- and the lessons they learn, while difficult at times to endure, are worth the trouble they might cause. From their stable, capable Capricorn mate, Scorpio can learn to bring their overheated emotions into control. Capricorn must be careful,
Back From The E.r
Back from the E.R.They did EKG,Oxegen,Chest Exray,Blood.Everything was normal so they say.They gave me a script of Vicodans.So I just ate lunch so I could eat 1.My symtoms of chest pain are related to the fact my body,doesn't have it's precious Xanax + Trazodone no more.I have been Weening myself off it for over a month.An everdently my body is still feaning for my 7 yr.addiction to these fine benzo's.I had no choice but to ween myself off of them.As I can't get into the City.My various Doctors have been trying to get me off them for many yrs.To no avail.I haven't slept well for 5 nights now.Maybe I can get some herbs Valarian Root that smells like feet.except it gives me Nightmares.Anyway I'm Home an online in bed,resting.The useless people that Live here actually washed the Dishes an did the Laundry.Shity weather here.Hopefully I didn't worry my many Sweet friends to badly.Musta been U-alls prayers that Kept me safe.
Im winning but i need help keeping the lead!! Please rate and comment bomb! Thanks!! im in the Hot Man on CT contest and i am barely winnin by less than 300 votes!! I need help!! The contest ends 5/25! Any little bit helps!! Thanks everybody!! Hope u all have a great day!! Please rate and comment bomb! IM BARELY WINNING THIS CONTEST! PLEASE HELP ME SECURE THE LEAD!! PLEASE RATE AND COMMENT BOMB!!
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The Journal Of The One Called Syntheik Sanity
One of my favorite new haunts since I've moved down south is called, "Double D's Steakhouse". It's a large, usually sparsely populated steakhouse with a bar. They have numerous, large LCD televisions, 3 high quality, regulation sized, pocketed billiard tables, reasonably priced beer and very decent food. And, if the bartender sees that you're actually drinking or ordering food, he will usually write off the pool rental and you'll get it for free. My kind of place. A very interesting thing happened at DD's today. As I was playing pool with myself (I was losing), a proverbial clown car of children and rednecks suddenly flooded in the door. I've never understood people's compulsion to bring their offspring to places where people obviously go to get away from things like children... such as a bar. The five children looked to be exactly nine months apart in age (big surprise there), the oldest being around 8 years old. And they were LOUD! Not just loud in the sense that they spoke loudly
Love And Romance
Well hello all. I just wanted to update my blog. Things are pretty good in my life. Me and the special someone in my life talk quite a bit...I really care soooooooooo much about him...... I think about him all the time. He puts the biggest smile on my face, and I know that I am the reason for the smile on his face.......I can't wait til we get to spend some time together, now that will be awesome....I can't wait.Well just letting everyone know that all is well.....Talk to you all soon I have had soooooooooo much shit happen to me in the past 4 months! I just keep wondering, when will it stop, when???? I keep asking myself. I recently thought I had found the best guy in the world, well I still think he is, but we can't be together. It just really pisses me off. I keep wondering, when is it my turn to be happy. I sometimes think that I dont get that chance. I know that it really isnt like that, but it sure as hell feels that way. I want the chance to make him happy to. He deserves to b
50 Mistakes For The Ladies To See
just some stuff a friend sent me 50 mistakes women make during sex i dont know 1. Assuming he can get a raging hard on when it suits you. Contrary to popular belief, men can't just flip a switch and get it up because you decided to stop being a frigid bitch. Getting it hard is your job. I suggest you figure it out. 2. Thinking that kissing needs to be this sweet romantic thing all the time. Sometimes pressing your lips against your partners mouth while you get off is the hot. It depends on the situation. 3. Leaving him responsible for your orgasm. You know what gets you off. Tell him. If you don't, it's your own fault when he's snoozing and you're all wound up. 4. Expecting him to cuddle. Men and women are wired differently. Sex makes most women want to talk and bond and all that shit. It makes men pass out. It's a biological thing. Stop fighting it, and stop holding it over his head, it's not his fault. 5. Expecting him to fall asleep with you in his arms. That shit is
Hello Everyone
Hey if your wondering whats up with my page. Im still figuring out how to do all this. Anybody willing to help me hehehe. Hope to talk with you soon.
Uninteresting Things About Me.
10 really dumb facts about me.... 1. I can't stand when the webs of my fingers are wet. 2. I put on one sock, then shoe, then next sock, then shoe. Schwab hates it. He yelled at me. 3. I can only drink milk out of a glass. But if you touch it or sip it or make contact with my milk at any point......I can't drink it anymore and you are an asshole for doing that to me. (Same thing with icecream) 4. When I am hung over.....I watch indian music videos. (As I am doing now) 5. I touch my face alot when i'm nervous. 6. I hate the fact that now that my hair is growing longer....I have to brush it more than once a day. 7. When I was little, I thought gay people were just men and they had sex by touching the ends of their penises together. 8. When I sleep I have to have my ears covered by the blanket.....but not my nose. 9. I want to learn more about working on cars. 10. Apparently when I was a baby I was scared of the color green, and whenever someone would put a
Surveys Bout Me
What would you do if?: What would you do if? The President of the United States called you:Tell him to fuck off and hang up on his ass! You won the lottery:I would take care of my family and get anything and everything i ever wanted You got invited to be on a reality TV show:Hell yeah lets do it! You caught a friend stealing from you:Turn they ass in no one deserves to steal You witnessed a murder:uhm I am not sure n this one A random stranger offered you candy:take it and throw away MySpace and Facebook closed:cry!! LOL A genie granted you one wish:I wish i never ran out of money again You lost your favorite possession:Get over it and move on You found 10 dollars on the ground:pick it shit up .. Your date throws up on you:end the damn thing right then and there Someone cuts off a chunk of your hair:cut theres off too ALL OF IT Your favorite celebrity comes to visit you:
Not Too Bored... Really!
Well... first blog. Yay for me! I'm at work right now, with a nasty little headache, and miserably avoiding all the stuff I have to get done. It's been a rough week, and all I really want is to get some rest. I have a quiz tonight at school, and I didn't even open a book... *yawns* that class is too boring. Well, I wanted to take some time to thank all of you who have welcomed me to cherry tap. Everyone has been great so far... and you're all so cute!!! :-) I'll have to update more later on. See ya! My first blog entry! Yayyyyy!
Mad Mad World
Too many subjects to fall into one genre Current mood: awake Category: Life Might I wander through these Fields in Knowledge...Aware...Impressed upon...Spoken to by the Voice which spins these Universes...these many Fields which Move these Revolutions. These Revolutions. May I wander and Wonder in amazement at the Beauty which Surrounds our Simplistic Capabilities. Might I remain humble as I squander this gift among those who may not See. May I be Blessed enough to be given the Audience to which I am received in Honesty. Who might Hear me in Truth...more than simply to the Crowd which Emily Dickinson referred to as "the admiring Bog...Who am I?" Shallow narrowness is so much Easier for the Crowd, is it not? Pass it by. Live in the Box which you yourself have Created. Choose is a Simpler Path...little or no complication. Effortless and unrequired. No need to Participate. So, I am on my soap box just a preachin' away....but if you stop to Listen...there are Pearls
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Vampire Stuff
The Toreador are a fictional clan of vampires in White Wolf Game Studio's Vampire: The Masquerade and Vampire: The Dark Ages books and role-playing games. Their symbol is the thorned rose. The Toreador typically have an obsession with anything artistic, exquisite or (superficially) beautiful. They are hedonists and self-indulgent artists. As expectable, the Toreador find the Nosferatu to be especially revolting, and vice versa. Their attraction to beauty is so strong that they have to force themselves not to stop at the sight of an aesthetically appealing work. It is said that the Toreador are the closest of the Kindred to human sensibilities. Their Antediluvian founder was believed to be an artist in the first city (Enoch) named Arikel, or possibly Ishtar. At Cain's request she created a beautiful mural which showed the vampires' eternal struggle with the beast and unveiled it before him and one of his childer. In his fury at the depiction, Cain and his childe never saw the f
I just got my haircut and donated 10 inches and 5 ponytails of hair to Locks of Love. Now my beautiful hair will be used to make wigs for kids. Awesome isn't it? I ran my first 5 miles yesterday. I felt awesome for about an hour. Then I thought I was going to die. This morning I woke up with a cold. arggghh! this sucks. but i'm racing next weekend. i'm hoping to PR by at least 2 minutes. hey everyone! well my time was 37:19 whoo hoo! 3 minutes off of the last 5k. the race was pretty decent. i'll have some pictures later from the bootcamp ladies. the kids were so excited to be there to see me race. we also got a family picture taken with Simba and Mickey. Totally like Disney World but cheaper. yah! Okay so this was not a chip timed event so we had to hand them our little paper at the bottom at the number afterwards. kind of lame but it's cool. so most of the race was through the metroparks. it was nice and shady. the bootcamps and i all started out together and some of the
Vt Tech
Flood Of '07
Survey Says
***fill out your own answers*** 1. Anal or oral? depends 2. Chocolate or whip Cream? cream 3. Ice or feathers? ice works wonders on females so ice 4. Two girls and a guy or two guys and a girl? girls 5. Movie porn or live porn? lboth 6. What do you wear to bed ? boxer 7. Love making or hard fucking? both 8. Do you shave? my beard yea 9. Spit or swallow? thats a female trait 10. Do you masturbate ? 4sho 11. Whats your turn on ? a woman playin with herself or a lesbian porn 12. Whats your favorite position ? doggy style 13. Do you belive in no glove no love ? DEPENDS 14. Where would you really love to have sex ? on a airplane 15. How long can you go ? (and be honest) AS LONG AS NECESSARY 16. Bondage or soft & gentle ? bondage i dont think so 17. Have you ever had sex in public ? yup 18. Do you touch yourself and get turned on ? 4sho 19. Is there anyone on your mind you want to have sex with ? she no who she is..., get with me
Ms. Racks 2007 Contest Help Me Win A 3 Day Blast!!!
New cd and its good. It's not like her old cds but its a newer and better Avril. I love her cd. I can't stop listening to it!!!
Ravings Of A Lunatic
FAKE FRIENDS: Never ask for food. REAL FRIENDS: are the reason you have no food. FAKE FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr / Mrs REAL FRIENDS: Call your parents DAD/MOM FAKE FRIENDS: bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong REAL FRIENDS: Would sit next to you saying 'Dawg ... we screwed up... but that was fun!' FAKE FRIENDS: have never seen you cry REAL FRIENDS: cry with you FAKE FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back REAL FRIENDS: keep your stuff so long they forget it's yours FAKE FRIENDS: know a few things about you REAL FRIENDS: Could write a book about you with direct quotes from you FAKE FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing REAL FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds' butt that left you FAKE FRIENDS: Would knock on your front door REAL FRIENDS: Walk right in and say 'I'M HOME!' FAKE FRIENDS: Are for awhile REAL FRIENDS: Are for life FAKE FRIENDS: will talk bad to the person who talks bad
Ive Had Enough!
i think im having a mid life crisis!!!!!!!!!! i give up i dont wanna do this anymore i cant seem to stop the cycle of never ending shit happing to me so im just giving up! ive had enough - someone shoot me please!!!!!! i have had the worst two days!!! why does everything happen all at once???? i got my air fixed in my car on friday, monday the serpentine belt breaks, my dad loans me his car to take home and to get to work with today, he said the floor boards were wet and didnt know why - weeellllllllllll we found out later when the floor boards not only were damp but were soaking wet with puddles of water in the dam car!!! uggggg so i check the radiator this morning put a gallon of water in only to watch it run back out of the car and down the street!!!!!!!!!!!!! so i call my mom and say ummmm i cant drive dads car can you come get me and take me to work?????? so she did and my dad came with to check out the car and wait for the tow truck to come........ mean while amber misses her bus
Please say hello and welcome one of my 'Real Life' friends to Fubar..He is one of the kewlest people you will ever meet..well lol other than myself...I know He doesn't have alot up to rate but please at least stop by and tell him Gothic Rose sent you HellsCowboy89@ fubar I love this man with every bone in my please stop by his profile and show some love..He is a great man who treats me very well..which is alot more than i can say for some of the other assholes in my life..This man gave me a whole new outlook on life..We have both been fucked over in the past by exes and thought there was no hope for either of us being happy..Once we stopped looking for someone we found each other and have been happy and more in love than anything..So please this man deserves all the friends and fans that I have..So do what you cherries do best rate him and show lots of love. warlock Boreas of Beggars and Lepers Founder of The Covenant of Shadows CT Husband of ~Gothic Rose~@ CherryTAP
2o Questions
***fill out your own answers*** 1. Anal or oral? ORAL 2. Chocolate or whip Cream? BOTH 3. Ice or feathers? what the fuck? 4. Two girls and a guy or two guys and a girl? 2 GIRLS 5. Movie porn or live porn? live porn.. im a freak 6. What do you wear to bed ? boxer briefs 7. Love making or hard fucking? both 8. Do you shave ? thats a female trait 9. Spit or swallow? thats a female trait 10. Do you masturbate ? 4sho 11. Whats your turn on ? a woman playin with herself 12. Whats your favorite position ? alllll 13. Do you belive in no glove no love ? DEPENDS 14. Where would you really love to have sex ? on a airplane 15. How long can you go ? (and be honest) AS LONG AS NECESSARY 16. Bondage or soft & gentle GETTIN TIED UP HELL NO 17. Have you ever had sex in public ? 4SHO 18. Do you touch yourself and get turned on ? 4sho 19. Is there anyone on your mind you want to have sex with ? she no who she is..., get with me shawty 20. Lis
Kylie I New ok this girl need 50,00 comments on her pic... she is giving bling every time you rate her pic 200 times... to get to her pic click on the url public profile an scroll down to the pic that says 50,000 comments click on it! then comment her pic 200 times an she will bling you in happy hour!!! i have done it twice! she wants it done b4 the 23 cuz that is her birthday! please help my friend :)
~~lady Red Tiger~~
I finally got a new guestbook today! Please come sign it so i can get rid of the old map. Thanks bunches...XOXO ~Lady RedTiger~ - Online Karma Test Click Here! Your Karmic Alignment is: Zen Intuition! Score: 18 You have a direct perception of truth. You are very keen and don't use it to take advantage. When you commit positive deeds, you don't do them to get ahead, you do positive deeds simply because it makes you feel good. Your intentions are almost always meant well and all this positive karmaic energy is bound to come back to you in a great way! I'm not back yet but hopefully should be later in the week. It might take a little bit to get everything set up and running but I am quick. I just wanted to say thank you to everybody for all the love and support.... I will get back to each and everyone of you as soon as I am able. Kisses to you all Lady Red Tiger
Sickest Free Style
Level Up!!
I am 972 from becomeing an Epic Cherry -- would love some help getting to the next level -- i ahve a bunch of pictures and a ton of stuff in my stash -- also PLEASE sign my guestbook!! hugs and kisses to all! Jacque~~his#1girl here is the link to my page: his#1girl@ CherryTAP
Perfect Rose
We have all have heard the expression "Nice guys finish last", but is that really that really what is going on? I have to tell you as a nice and more than a little shy guy, it sure seems that way. Still I am fairly sure that there is more to the situation than one sees on the surface. It is my theory that it isn't that the nice guy finishes last, it is that he is running a race no one is interested in. The nice guy does everything that is expected in dating. He pursues, he asks the lady out, he is polite, and he acts like a gentleman. He puts his best foot forward and tries to impress the lady. It is my experience that the last part is where things break down for him. Many of the ladies that I have dated tend to spend an enormous amount of ensuring that you are not a reincarnation of the last man that hurt them. No kidding, I have had dates break down into 'interviews' by the ladies that the Office of Homeland Security' would envy. I half expected them to pull out a clipboa
Why Cyber Sex Is Wrong
Caitiff (World of Darkness) From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia Caitiff are a fictional group of clanless vampires in Vampire: The Masquerade, a role-playing game by White Wolf, Inc. Lacking patrons or allies, holding no real power as a group, Caitiff are held in contempt by the Camarilla. The Sabbat's Caitiff are treated as a clan; known as Pander, a title whose namesake is a politically powerful and clanless vampire Joseph Pander, they find direction through the Sabbat. Since they are clanless, they do not specialize in any particular discipline, but have the freedom to learn any discipline or develop their own. However, finding a mentor for such a pursuit can be difficult. Clanlessness can stem from many circumstances - the sire rejected the individual, the embrace went wrong, their blood is too thin to develop the peculiar characteristics of the sire's clan, or the sire was also a caitiff. Some take great pride in lacking a clan, claiming to be descended directly
Rumblings From My Warped Brain
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 15 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 10 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1.) I hate heights 2.) I'm an only child 3.) Onions are disgusting 4.) I've never been on a plane 5.) I was lost at the county fair when I was 6 6.) I have never broken a bone 7.) I am not hispanic ..tho I look it 8.) I missed out on straight A's in HS 3 times 9.) I was a father at 19 10.)I don't care for strip clubs 11.)I'm a music junkie 12.)I love to cook 13.)I am genuinely shy in person 14.)Oreos are my favorite cookie 15.)I hate light beer I tag....Beakers,Sheila,Kittie,Spankie,Sexy Bitch, Steph, WBC, Red Gurl, Mysti Poo, Sami Jo Ok so I know a lot of you lovely peoples have asked me to make a custom skin for you...please le
40 And Naughty
geeez this system is really slow tonight, anyways i'm outta here going to bed to get rid of this day!!!!!!! and now i've just found out that this f@#*ing computer has a virus!!!! wish someone would just drop by and give me some t.l.c for my frazzled nerves and busted ego.
Sad Slug
when asked if i could do any job in the world [with the necessary skills of course] what i would do... i answered housewife. some may think it's strange that i, miss molly who-eats-men-who-cannot-stand-up-for-themselves christian, would want to stay home and play with her little bratty children someday. but i do! and i wanna be married already. it's like i can't wait to settle down, despite my insatiable appetite for sex with random men. or not so much sex, just attention and spit-swapping... but occasionally [more often than not i mean] sex. indeed, it is always dangerous to travel around a small community of parties and get-togethers having sex with random guys, i don't want to a patient zero, but i don't wanna have sex with one man for the rest of my life.... unless. it's him. he knows who he is. he is the most gorgeous man ever. the most. i don't know how i ever left. well... i know i had to but really. i want to go back. NOW. i miss him... and i didn't know that i could fal
Please Sign My Guest Book
Date: Jul 9, 2007 12:58 PM Subject: Thought for the Day Body: The rumor is Mountain Dew will be Junior's new sponsor........If they think drunk Earnhardt fans are bad wait till they see us on caffeine! Hello there to all my friends, family, and fans. I am going to off Cherry Tap for a week. I am going to Alaska for a Ducks Unlimited national convention. We are leaving out on Tuesday and not returning until The following Tuesday. I hope you all have a wonderful week, because I sure am. Love to all, Moondawg Hey everybody. I just have to brag on myself. I don't no if ya'll remember, but about a month ago,I posted a bulletin about Team Lean. It is a wieght loss program put on by my town. When I started the competition, I wieghed 312 pounds. Now that the competition is over, I am down to 266 pounds. I still have a ways to go. My ultimate goal is to lose 100 pounds. I am almost half way there. It would be really nice if ya'll could give me some encouragement. These last 54 pou
Movie Clip
LMFAO!!! TOO FUNNY!!! Movie Trailers & Clips - Taj gets a surprise visit from his parents just as he is about to get it on. Lauren Cohan is HOT!!!
Bealzes Historical Entries - January 2007
(Originally posted on January 19, 2007)Last night my wife told me she had cursed two of my coworkers, ones who were going to open the business with me but never seemed to work on it. One of them has been robbed twice in the past month. Fortunately, he had insurance. He's moving out of his apartment, but I wonder if it'll help...In other news, I had lunch last week with Putz Boy. I ignored him quite well. I think he got the feeling I don't care for him...tag: curse, coworkers, Putz Boy-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas! (Originally posted on January 10, 2007)One thing I am getting a little addicted to is the Yahoo Answers site. It's kind of fun asking and answering questions about various things.One of my questions deals with the new 14 Points of Fascism and if we're really experiencing something bad.Most people, though, are just saying yes or no without giving reasons behind it, which is what I was really after.tag: Yahoo, Yahoo answers, questions, fun, hobby-*-*-*-*-*-*-
Leaving Cherrytap
Friends and Family... With what has happened with the last two days and weeks beore.. I have given it a lot of thought.. I had one friend last night tell me Good bye.. and I just had another friend tell me he doesn't want to be friends with me anymore.. I have lost so many people here in CherryTAP.. I have given it some serious thought.. I might be leaving CherryTAP.. I have 4100 "friends" on my list.. none of them talk to me.. I built a lounge.. at first many came to it.. and drama started.. they left it..some won't talk to me anymore because of it. My lounge died.. Now I am blocked from another lounge which I love. So I am stuck making one of the hardest decisions I have to make.. either stay on CherryTAP.. or leave..Stay and try and work past the extreme pain I am feeling now. of losing those people.. (Yes I have met some offline ) or turn tail and leave.. I just don't know what to do anymore. I feel so alone anymore.. I sit and I cry.. I miss all those people that have left me a
Meaning Of Love In My Eyes....
I have a beautiful 14 year old daughter. I think everyone that has children that read this will understand completely where I am coming from when I say people and stupidity. We have the High School and Columbine where countless children get injured and killed. Then we have Virginia where 33 college children and teachers are killed and how many injured. Then we have Washington where there are shootings at a school there. Then we have children killing children. Just a few years back there were two elem. age boys playing with a gun and one shot the other and killed him. WHAT IS THIS WORLD COMING TO??!!! These are our children, our lifeline. Our babies we cuddled when they cried we kissed their booboo's. Now people are trying to hurt them. I had the scare of my life today. I was sitting at work it was alittle after 1 just waiting for 3 to get here so I could go home and relax. When I then get this call from My daughter's school. It's an automated voice saying the school has been evacuated
Moments In My Life
A sample of my work when a DJ Friend of mine wanted to see if I still had it...he put me on the spot by announcing a "Guest DJ in the house"....
The 13 Wraths Of Vengence
what some on here do not know i was dead clinically for a while.. why you all ask?? i shot myself behind pussy (a woman) yes. i know very dumb thing to do.. i've heard it from many... i was in love and my heart was broken.. but let me tell you of this while it is still fresh in my some see a great light and some see nothing.. my experience was of the hall of souls.. many from times past waiting for another chance.those that don't believe in anything are like the souls of a animal;lost in a oblivian and truly die a second death..and what brought me back was the love of friends and covens.. and i do thank you all that knew that i was gone,and kept on with their dark gifts.. but most of all i want to thank the elders whom preformed the incantations, and i want to thank the one whom caused me to kill myself(you know whom you are)i saw many things and done some haunting also.. death is another form of being born.. it is shocking at first and at time you get use to it. but you d
God Works In Mysterious Ways
Hey there Ya'll... Hope all is goin' well for everyone, thanks for taking a moment to see what I have to chat about now...I had to put this in the God works in mysterious ways, because of a question my daughter asked...because the next day she recieved her answer... On Wednesday night we had a visitor come in our first we didn't know what to think, especially when they looked like this... She chased the cat and my son tried to stop her by acting like he was gonna hit her...Wrong thing to do, cause then she started growling at him and I told him to stop immediately...I then proceeded to call her and she followed me to the sidewalk, only thing was she wasn't going anywhere and after she gave me kisses that was that...Being on the side walk beside Main St. was not good, so I had the kids take her around the neighborhood to find her home, but to no avail... Now anyone who knows me knows I have 5 dogs already, but couldn't just leave her, for as you can tell she
Do People Irritate You?
I may be a Control Freak since I am a BDSM Mistress but some people just irrate me no matter how I try to bend and ignore them.
Looking For Models........
New Rule.
Hi everyone, as much as this hurts me to say I have to.... I am now in training to become a Fubar Bouncer and I have to set an example (yeah me... ) so I need to ask that any comments left on my page be SFW. Even though I don't work, I still have to abide by the rules. Don't stop commenting just be mindful of what you post to me so I don't feel bad if I have to delete it. Thanks Hillary (The Ideal happily married couple): Bill Clinton registers for the draft on September 08, 1964, accepting all contractual conditions of registering for the draft. Selective Service Number 326 46 228. Bill Clinton classified 2-S on November 17, 1964 Bill Clinton reclassified 1-A on March 20, 1968. Bill Clinton ordered to report for induction on July 28, 1969. Bill Clinton refuses to report and is not inducted into the military. Bill Clinton reclassified 1-D after enlisting in the United States Army Reserves on August 07, 1969, under authority of Col. E. Holmes. Clinton sign
I Am Just A Wonder
Santini Merch!
In the default pics folder there are pics of 2 new Santini T shirt styles we have produced. Style 1 is my brand barbed wire logo. Style 2 is a full face shot. Both come in multiple sizes and sell for $20.00 USD ea. plus $6.00 for shipping in North America. Shipping overseas may be more. Cheers, Steve
Goldielox's Life!
It is feeling like an old love story to me. Why can't we just be together and none of this is suppose to be this way. Romeo and Juliet tis what this feels like to me. We both are dying, we both need each other but yet you seem to be distant from me. I have tried and tried, You are the ONLY one in this world that I want. YOU are it. I don't look at anyone else cuz if I do all I see is you. Its hurting me as much as it is hurting you. I can't believe that this is happening. Seems so unreal to me. That is this all just a dream and that I will wake up. BUT.....its not happening. I hurt myself today, to see if I still could feel. I saw the blood trickling and it was numb to me, I couldn't feel, so I placed my shaking finger on the sticky red fountain and I still didn't feel. I left it bleed more and more, and then I started to envision you standing there, a blurry vision, so I stopped it. I thought you were there, but you weren't. Maybe next time I won't stop it. I won'
Down Wit Da Clowns
Life is a prison, Oh God let me out. No one to listen, To hear when you shout. Climb the walls of insanity, Ride the waves of despair. If you fall it don't matter, There's no one to care. Used to wish for a window, To see birds, trees and sky, But you're better without one - Stops you aiming too high. Watching freedom is painful, For those locked away. Seeing joy, love and happiness, Another price that you pay. Strong is good, weak is bad. Be it false, be it true. Your mind makes the choice, And enforces it too. Cell walls built by society, With rules to adhere. If you breach the acceptable, You had better beware. Hide the pain, carry on, Routine is the key. Don't let on that you're not, What you're pretending to be. Lock it all up inside you, How badly that bodes. Look out for that one day, When it all just explodes. Leaving naught but a shell, Base functionality too. But killing all else, That was uniquely you. So how do you grow,
Even More Random Crap...
When I read this in a bulletin this morning it almost made me cry, so I had to repost it...Dear Military Wife, I am an American woman that has no idea what is going on in the military other than what I hear on the news. I have never had to let go of someone so that they could go fight for people that they didn't know, people that sometimes do not appreciate or understand what they are fighting for. I have never had a sleepless night of worry because of a report that another bomb has exploded and I still haven't heard from my husband. I have never had to wait for months on end to hold the one that I loved so. I have never had to tell my children that daddy wasn't coming home tonight because he was so far away fighting for something that they aren't yet old enough to understand. I have never had to hold my head high and suppress the tears as I hear that it will be at least another six months of separation before my loved one gets to come home. I have never had to deal with a hol
All In My Online Family
Hey there my Cherry Friends, Fans ,and Family Today is my dear sister friend birthday will you Plz stop by and wish her a happy birthday Hey This is The Best I Can Do I Can't Afford A Blast So Here's The Next Best Thing blog it ......LOL ~*~Kiefers Lady~*~@ CherryTAP Hey if you consider yourself my family And Your Picture Isn't Already Added Plz leave me a private mgs with your picture to add to my online family train
Beautiful Day
HELLO MY FRIENDS , MY FAMILLY , MY FANS AFTER A VERY LONG I WANTED TODAY TO STOP TO SEE ALL OF U I WISH EVERY THING IS GOING WELL THERE WITH ALL OF U WE HAVE BEEN HERE FROM A LONG TIME I THINK WE ALL FAMILLY HERE SO CAUSE OF THAT I WISH ALL THE LUCK FOR ALL OF YOU MY FAMILLY MY FRIENDS AND MY FANS WITH ALL MY LOVE AND ALL MY RESPECT MATREXXXXXXXX HOSAM hello every one my friends my familly my fans every one i care for him and i think i care for all of u it is very very beautiful day today i just want to stop to drop some love from my heart for every one i love him i wish every one take care for him self see all of u as soon matrexxxx
I have more pics to come from florida. They are on the camera and not sure where it is The ones I posted are from my cell phone!!!
LOL ok, im already bored with this place, prolly why i have so many websites..but never get back to em.....came on today to find some hot comments, Anyways....moving on......out :D
Virginia Tech Tragedy
I try to avoid the news as much as possible I hate to hear all the tragic happenings in our world today. Yesterday was no exception, everyone was talking of the senseless act that took place on the grounds of Virginia Tech University. Tears filled my eyes and a heaviness filled my heart and soul as I thought of the terror and the pain that each of the dead and injured must have endured and the pain of their loved ones who will never see their children again because of a senseless and mindless individual who took their lives. Why? I ask myself a thousand times Why? How can someone kill anything with no remorse or even kill at all. What has come over our society that they feel it is okay to take countless lives and leave their loved ones with irrepairable holes in their lives. My heart and soul cries for the world in which we live today that is so cruel and self involved that one can do this and feel that their actions were just.... if even for an instant. This is why I no
Virginia Tech
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Some of my Great an Wonderful Friends know I haven't been Fealing to good.I just got off the phone with my doctor.Since I don't have Transportation into the city.He basicly Orderd me to get to the Emergency the Town where I Live.I'm in the process of getting dressed now.Hopefully I'll be back. God Bless my Sweet Friends,you all been so Kind + Sweet to me.I care about a lot of you.An Love some of you as Friends.I Hope an Pray to return later today.Peace + Rock On.Many Hugs
What Do You Think
what would you do if your other have was cheating. and you found out.
Posts For Special Friends
With a heart made of the purest gold you shine as bright as a star You make happiness feel so real as you touch the hearts of others Seeking out just to find yourself you find love in that one special girl The waves sweep in to try and crumble but the love will always remain deep down..... To Josh with love.... I hope you find true happiness in whomever you you allow deep in your heart. You are a great friend and I only wish you the best... *hugs* This one goes out to a great friend of mine. Hurt and pain take bond to force a surrender. Allowing you to feel numb to the bone. Standing dtill just for time to hopefully pass by, only to realize it's a slow motion effect. Time after time you take on what seems like the love of a lifetime. Only to really see that past beckons back inside when the door slowly shuts behind what you thought was true love. Counting through few times of truly feeling happy, you take time to try and recover the loss. Taking a step
(**schedule made by DJ H3llzz)
As some of you know I had surgery yesterday. I am very sore today. I am not sure how long I can stay on here at a time without the pain being unbearable. I just want to apologize for not being here and not bombing as I usually do. I was diagnosed with Adenomyosis which is internal uterine endometriosis. My uterus is also very enlarged (Double its normal size). I am not sure when but I am going back in for another surgery for a Hysterectomy. I need to heal so my time on here will be less. I apologize for not being here for family contests and such. I will be on here and there and try to keep in touch with all of my friends and family on here. I am also being tested for bladder disease/cancer. So I dont know if that will require another surgery or if they will do it all at once if something is found wrong with my bladder. I just want yall to know I luv yall and will do my best to show I am still here. Blessings to yall and wish me luck. My husband (mating_eagle) has been my angel throug
Thanks for all the welcomes. Hope I don't get addicted!
High Fockerz
As i look at this chair,sitting in the computer, drinking a bowl and smokin some coffee,i realize my minds all backwards,and i cant keep you off me.i'm sexy as you smell.wild,and kinky as well.i crack alot of jokes,lotta storys to comes from the crazie life i once lived,and the pride i wouldnt give,as the white government took everything for (witch)i live.left me with "society" and a single white remind me of the beauty that once was.the children that i love.and the culture we'll all miss.But this isnt that is this. becouse tommarrow's yesterdays are today. but only in the afternoon. becouse mornings after noon. So i ask "have you seen the magical bafoon? eat some lsd.and take a walk with me.through the times of the hour glass, the wilderness and animals we pass.down into the darkness. into the halls of memories.random thoughts and energys.we will share our thriving force,our wildest desires and their driving we learn about each oth
Very Important, Please Read!
Yesterday my Father-n-law suffered a stroke. Just a few moments before the stroke, he was on top of a latter painting his house. He got off the latter, and was cleaning the paint gun when the stroke happened. He lost all use of his left leg, and left arm. He could not smile, and did not know anyone for the first few minutes. He did regain his memory, and use of his leg, but still hasn't completely regained use of his left arm. Please keep us in your prayers. 24 hours after a stroke is crucial, he could suffer another, and either loose is life, or be a vegetable for the rest of his life. The following is information for you, so you can identify if someone you love has suffered a stroke. Mabe this will help save someones life. STROKE: Remember The 1st Three Letters... S.T.R. My friend sent this to me and encouraged me to post it and spread the word. I agree. If everyone can remember something this simple, we could save some folks.. Seriously.. Please r
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This Is Over Due...
It all started out as a nice warm day in may. I had plans to spend time with my family, celebrating my step-moms college grad, good food and beer. Unbenounceted to me a twist of fate awated for me and my friend,Marie, who was accompanying me for the day. Adround 1130 pm we were heading for home from Ashalnd, Ohio on US Rt. 250 and got behind a slow traveling car. I had made a joke about being behind yet another slow driver. We crossed over US Rt. 224 and kept heading north on US Rt. 250. No more than a quarter mile past that intersection fate intervened on my nite. I was sitting in the passanger seat and had looked down for a second to grab my pack of newports when Marie began to break hard. I quickly looked up and the car infront of us wasnt breaking at all. For a split second i was confused why Marie had braked so hard. I then found out why when i saw the head on collision between the car infront of us and an on coming car that had went left of center. The back end on both cars had l
Tears Dance In The Garden Of Eyes
Tears dance in the garden of eyes I have been surrounded by your thoughts. Holding the toy of your thoughts, close to my heart The coming and going breaths say to me They pay no heed to me, naive tears They dont stay on the doorstep of the eyes My tears cant cross the step of my eyes it is the work or your thoughts, which "guyon waar" has. By dropping through the eyes, how i wash the tains of the heart when the moon and stars laugh, i stay alone and cry After going far, you have forgotten me How i have wronged you, tell me After making one yours, you shouldnt abuse them Where have you gone after obsessing me with love Without you my heart finds no peace Since you have separated, i cant sleep I hold your pains close to my heart and raise them Tears from your memories, wash my face from remembering you, even my tears cry Matters of my remain in my heart These people ask, and what can i s
Middy's Blog
For those that didn't catch the bulletin I left then here is the same thing in a For those that haven't realized it yet, I am leaving Fubar and no this is not an attempt to get people to try to talk me into staying. I am gone and I am not going to point fingers or make this into a Dramatic Event. I just wanted to say thank you to all that have been great friends and those who took the time to just say hello. Several ppl are added on my yahoo and I hope you will keep me as a contact, but if for some reason you don't want to, please send me a message. If you are not on there and would like to be added then just send me a private in here. This account will stay active for a few days then *Poof*.
Jus Things
White knuckles, clenching fists Night demons, slitting wrists Jagged pills, muffled cries Fading will, no goodbyes Distant hopes, dying dreams Endless tears, soul redeems Broken life, falling fear Wasted days, death is near Bad memories, feelings torn Hopeless love, heartache born One more slice, two more pills Praying for that one that kills Nowhere to run, no place to hide Reeling thoughts of suicide For those I hurt, I apologize But truly, my life, I deeply despise I want to thank you for all you've gave But I am the one that cannot be saved Goodbye....
2 Am
2 AM and I'm still awake, writing a song If I get it all down on paper, it's no longer inside of me, Threatening the life it belongs to And I feel like I'm naked in front of the crowd Cause these words are my diary, screaming out loud And I know that you'll use them, however you want to But you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable, And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table No one can find the rewind button now
MAKING LOVE,,,WHAT IS IT? Making Love, its not ?relieving? Making Love is sharing, loving and receiving Making Love is giving good Making Love is making her in the mood Making Love is giving pleasure Making Love is too much to measure Making Love is to feel within Making Love is to kiss her skin Making Love is to let eyes meet Making Love is tender kisses sweet Making Love is to lie so near Making Love is to have no fear Making Love is just to smile Making Love is to wait a while Making Love is inside her head Making Love is never in Bed MySpace Graphics & MySpace Codes THIS IS SO TRUE!...PEOPLE SEEM TO FORGET WHAT FRIENDSHIP REALLY IS!...
How Kinky Are You?
You are 86% kinky You are crazy kinky. Do you ever think of anything other than sex? Take this quiz at
Dear Alcohol,
Dear Alcohol, I thought I'd take a minute to discuss some troubling factors with you. First and foremost, let me tell you that I'm a huge fan of yours. Your many sides and dimensions are mind-boggling (different than beer goggling, which I'll touch upon shortly.) Yes, my friend, you always seem to be there when needed: the perfect post-work cocktail, a beer with the game...and you're even around in the holidays: Hidden inside chocolates you warm us when we're stuck in the midst of endless family gatherings. Yet lately, I've been wondering about your intentions. You see, I want to believe that you have my best interests at heart, but I feel that your influence has led to unwise consequences, briefed below for your review: 1. Phone calls: While I agree with you that communication is important,I question the suggestion that any conversation of substance or necessity occurs at 5 AM. 2. Eating: Now, you know I love a good meal and, though cooking is far f
Spina Bifida (disability That I Live With)
What is Spina Bifida? Spina bifida (SB) is a neural tube defect (a disorder involving incomplete development of the brain, spinal cord, and/or their protective coverings) caused by the failure of the fetus's spine to close properly during the first month of pregnancy. Infants born with SB sometimes have an open lesion on their spine where significant damage to the nerves and spinal cord has occurred. Although the spinal opening can be surgically repaired shortly after birth, the nerve damage is permanent, resulting in varying degrees of paralysis of the lower limbs. Even when there is no lesion present there may be improperly formed or missing vertebrae and accompanying nerve damage. In addition to physical and mobility difficulties, most individuals have some form of learning disability. The three most common types of SB are: myelomeningocele, the severest form, in which the spinal cord and its protective covering (the meninges) protrude from an opening in the spine; meningocele in w
My Life
So...what can I tell you about my mind set at the moment? I think my life has come to a crossroads (How very cliched!). I know that I spend too much time wandering the internet and not enough time living in the real world but it's pretty scary out there. I need a new job, new interests, new place to live but not entirely sure how to get any of them really. I'm a kids nurse but well I guess i'm debating on doing teacher training at some point and I guess I should do it really, it might get me out of this rut I've found myself in. I even tried the relationship thing to see if that was what I was missing in my life and realised it wasn't. Wow this is a sombre post isn't it? Anyway Hello to everyone
Hi There!
i finally found out why i was so sick. I had 2 have surgery 2 correct the problem and now i am healthy and better than ever! thanx 2 my friends for keeping in touch and seeing how i have been doin. got it just need to take pics and i am workin on it so please bare with me! ;) Sorry i havent been on i have been real sick and in the hospital on and off for the last few weeks. I will be back on soon so everyone pray for me and hope i come back soon
Never Fall In Love
NEVER FALL IN LOVE Have you ever fallen in love, But knew they did not care? Have you ever felt like crying, But knew you'd get no where? Have you ever watched them walk away, No wanting them to go? And whispered "I love you" softly, Not wanting them to know? You cried all night in misery, And almost went insane. There's nothing in the world, That causes so much pain. If I could choose between love and death, I think I'd rather die! Love is fun, But it hurts too much, And the price you pay is high. So I say don't fall in love, You'll be hurt before it's through. You see my friend I ought to know, I fell in love with you.
Object Sexuality
FREEZER BAGS: They are male, because they hold everything in, but you can see right through them. PHOTOCOPIERS: These are female, because once turned off; it takes a while to warm them up again. They are an effective reproductive device if the right buttons are pushed, but can also wreak havoc if you push the wrong buttons. TIRES: Tires are male, because they go bald easily and are often over inflated. HOT AIR BALLOONS: Also a male object, because to get them to go anywhere, you have to light a fire under their butt. SPONGES: These are female, because they are soft, squeezable and retain water. WEB PAGES: Female, because they're constantly being looked at and frequently getting hit on. TRAINS: Definitely male, because they always use the same old lines for picking u
Showing Respect To My Boys
Virginia Tech Shooting Massacre DedicationAdd to My Profile | More Videos Virgina Tech TributeAdd to My Profile | More Videos A Moment of Silence update was up to 33 As many of you may or may have not heard there was a shooting at virgina tech campus today, confirmed as of 230 p.m today there was 33 fatalitys.. making this the in the deadliest shooting rampage in U.S. history, This is a sad day and no words can even begin to express how deeply shocked America is. There familys and all of the students/staff at virgina tech are in my prayers and this deadly day comes to pass. So i ask all of you to stop what your doing for a brief moment and say a prayer for all of these people.. its a tragedy noone can explain and is truly unfortunate. 4~16~2007 ~Never To Be Forgotten~
are you taken or single?Singledo you like someone?yeshave you been in love?yesif so how many times?ummmwhat is your bf/gf's name?are you happy where are right now?kindawhat you look for in a gf/bf?what color of eyes?doesnt matterwhat color of hair?doesnt matterhow old?usually olderhow tall?taller then meheartshave you ever had your heart broken?yepdo you break hearts?sometimesdoes someone have your heart right now?maybeis your heart very fragile?yeahother random ?'swhat is your name?Angela Stuartnicknames..:Angie, or Angbest friend?Jamie, Patty, Jami, Cassihow old are you?24DOB:6/20/82left handed or right?rightpet peeve?guys that dont listen even though its all of themfavorite color(s):pink and purpledo love your life?yeahhave you ever done something illegal?umm maybewhat is your middle name?last personthat called you?my brother matttalked to?mattyou cryed to?JAMIEyou laughed wit
A Poem
not that im looking for a boyfriend, but that is my new year's resolution. not to lose weight or something unrealistic, i need a companion, i dont get to go out much, im too shy to go anywhere by myself, and i hate seeing everyone around me blissfully in love. you dont have to reply i just need to get shit off my chest. thanks for listening. "untitled" Caressing my face, and twirling my hair you reach into my dress, to my underwear you dont take them off, you gently feel the silk and the lace, is this for real? you move your hadn upward, just under my breasts but slowly move back once more to caress your lips gently touch the nape of my neck kissing so softly, i feel a nervous wreck your hands hold my hips, and lightly raise high then back down low, to my inner thighs they gently remove my panties, real slow down to my ankles, then over my toes you take off my dress at an adequate pace over my head and my heart starts to race you kiss me some more from my breasts to m
Show Me Some Love
Can everyone help me by just leaving a few comment i 4700 comment away from a free blast so please show some love and help me
passionate_diva@ CherryTAP
Moooo..oh Yea!! Lol
I was roughly 5 months pregnant when I was last on here and alots changed/ I had my beautiful Daughter Kadence Elizabeth on October 11th 2009. Her father and I are not together anymore..Bastard was cheating on me for awhile...(after i gave him 4 years of my life and a beautiful baby which he said he always wanted but could never have)..He was too busy fucking his 19 year old girlfriend and got her knocked up with twins to come see me or his daughter. But Ohwell...the only damn good thing he ever gave me was his sperm to create my daughter. So needless to say I am now single...Im looking at schools to go to for pharmacy tech. It will take me a year to get certified. Im still waiting on my settlement from when I got ran over back in '08.......and Today I couldnt be happier...I finally realized I dont need his abusive shit. Yea I may not be small as I was anymore because I had a baby but i cna work that off and I have been...I dont want no fucking prince charming I want a god damned King
Rider's Quest
Hey, I'm NOT that old! I remember the days of free someone and get laid all in the same afternoon. I WANT THOSE DAYS BACK! Whew! Glad to get that off my chest!
The Good Guys
My First Contest!!!!
Have You Ever Wished For...
A New Day So Heres Som ((hugs)) & ((licks))
Dear sweet friends, Hi Wolfie here just needed to tell you all that I will not be on-line for up to 7 days as I am moving and my netís service provider is an ass whole..... And they say that it will take from 1-2-7 days to reconnect my net so I will be out of it from tonight till then!........ Fuck this pisses me off to no end!!!! Please donít think you need to stop commenting me I will be back and I will write back to all of you as soon as I can I promise!!! Just going to lose my mind ..........fuck no I know how Boo feels.... Iím having withdrawers right now!!!!! Ahhhhhhhhhggggggrrrrrrrrrrr dammit!!!!......... Ok.... Iím off to finish packing! And just know I love you all! Sept Jason! Dude....... in your words ďPeaceĒ Lmao!! :P ok nahhhhhh bubbly bye! ^_^ Hey all wolfie here! Lol i know this is different its an actual blog! Well i have some news and well this is a short one co sim doing like 50 things at once here! Lmfao!!!...... well i just preposed to my girlfriend suzan an
I finally got to see the woman of my dreams play live! OTEP, on 4/15/07 in San Antonio. They played a real short set but rocked the whole time they were up there. I left before Static-X finished with their set and im glad i did. B/c i got to meet her in the back by they're bus. She is truly awesome and definately one of the coolest people on this earth by far...! "if only she woulda took me with her as her sex slave..." lol I cant wait till the next time! OTEP is absolutely amazing!!! Next up on the agenda... TOOL, 5/21/07!!! im already so psyched!!!
We were just starting to make some progress with things and BANG!!!! our studio floods. Back to square one. Damnit.
September 6th, 2007 I only got like 4 hours sleep I was up talking to Kathy... Oh yeah! So my phone rings at like 10am, and it is like my friend the reverend. She says that she has a letter from her husband and the engagement ring is left behind. Mind you also I never leave my phone on ring but tonight I left my phone on ring and it went off like 3x in a 5 minute period My first thought was like umm...... Suicide, At the same time all this stuff is going on I am talking to a wonderful lady Kathy. Kathy and I were supposed to go out for lunch in the afternoon after talking all night the night before. But we did not, I instead am looking for a suicidal drug addict who stole his wifes van and sold it for his own personal amusement. He has a hotel room for a week and planned on killing himself. This is the first time I met The Reverends Husband and The Reverend is talking to me telepathically on how to bring her husband out of this stage of where he wants to kill himself and get
Badass Driver
Will U Live To 100?
Will I live to be 100? I recently chose a new primary care physician. After two visits and exhaustive lab tests, he said I was doing "fairly well" for my age. A little concerned about that comment, I couldn't resist asking him, "Do you think I'll live to be 100?" He asked, "Do you smoke tobacco or drink alcoholic beverages?" "No," I replied. "I don't do drugs, either." Then he asked, "Do you eat rib-eye steaks and barbecued ribs?" I said, "No, my other doctor said that all red meat is unhealthy!" "Do you spend a lot of time in the sun, like playing golf, sailing, hiking, or bicycling?" "No, I don't," I said. He asked, "Do you gamble, drive fast cars, or have a lot of sex?" "No," I said. "I don't do any of those things." ............ Then he looked at me and asked, "Then why do you give a shit?"
My First Contest
Not So Much A Blog
As u all probably dont know I love writing short stories when I'm bored keep in mind pretty much 98% of my stories have nothing to do with me it's just things i think of writing about so...Enjoy. But if u dont...Ill try better next time then for you :D Critism is much loved just as well as praise right then? Read on literate people read on!!!! Once upon a time a girl. With all her problems she accumalated she started to disappear. Her and her parents never saw eye-to-eye, her boyfriend aways wanted more and better things, her and her school work could never co-operate, her job was so unappreciating for such hard work. One day she couldn't talk to anyone about all of her problems and issues because people were uncaring and only thought about themselves. While people didn't listen, she couldn't be heard. She started to run away from her problems. She ran away from home leaving her family without a word of goodbye, leaving her boyfriend without a good bye kiss, her friends without
1. What do you say most when you're trying not to curse? frig it 2. Do you own an ipod? no 3. What person on your top list do you talk to the most? a few diff ppl 4. What time is your alarm clock set for? 7:00 am 5. Do you want to fall in love? im trying to convince myself i am in love 6. Do you wear flip flops when its cold? no 7. Would you rather take the pic or be in the pic? depends w hat kind of pic 8. What was the last movie you watched? wasnt a movie was a tv show but was debbie does dallas again 9. Do any of your friends have children? Yeah they do 10. Anyone ever called you lazy? Does fat lazy bitch count? If so then yes! lol 11. Do you ever take medication to help you fall asleep? Yes 12. What cd is currently in your cd player? steve holy 13. Do you prefer regular or chocolate milk? chocolate 14. Has anyone told you a secret this week? Yep 15. When was the last time you had starbucks? never dont drink it 16. Can y
My Brother
My brother is new to Cherry tap so anyone reading this please add him...H4v1k is his name on here....and show him some love or if your a guy impress me by adding him hahaha... His name is Jeremy and he like to stick his butt in Fish tanks to see how many bubbles he can make. He likes to eat bearded clams and me him and my best friend like to drink to be drunk. His he real good at DDR even though Im better and we are close so no one mess with him... Jeremy is easy to get along with and I am 100% sure he will tell you stuff you never heard in your damn life that will make you laugh. He is also a ninja with a toothbrush so watchout xoxoxoBethxoxox
After Good-bye
She caresses his face With strands of her long dark hair; Soft swirling strokes Will this be the last time she shares her secrets with him. Moon light fills their eyes; a last good-bye Though the oceans will soon separate them, Silent tears speak of tomorrow's kisses They will dream of each other when they're apart, And they will dream of each other when they're together again, In each others arms... But still a world apart After many years of sadness Sadness ever since their last good-bye Now she only has a glimmer of fading hope, Will she see her love again... Time can only tell But they will dream of being together, Together in the future How do I know, Because that girl was me And those tears are still mine, And my love's...
My Rants
Changes (Music by Arnold, Roberts & Harrell) I'm not supposed to be scared of anything, But I don't know where I am I wish that I could move but I'm exhausted And nobody understands (how I feel) I'm tryin' hard to breathe now, But there's no air in my lungs. There's no one here to talk to And the pain inside is making me numb. I try to hold this under control, They can't help me, cause no one knows. Now I'm goin' through changes, changes. God, I feel so frustrated lately. When I get suffocated, save me. Now I'm goin' through changes, changes Feelin' weak and weary Walkin' through this world alone Everything they say every word of it Cuts me to the bone, (and I bleed) I've got something to say But now I've got nowhere to turn It feels like I've been buried Underneath all the weight of the world. I try to hold this under control, They can't help me, cause no one knows. Now I'm goin through changes, changes God, I feel so frustrated lately Whe
I am finally done with school...WooHoo..... Sorry I have been so rude to everyone and not say HI while I have been on, But I have been soooo busy with school and I dont get on the net much anymore. I got 4 more months left of school...Well 3 more months left in school and 1 month on the job. But I wanted to say HI to everyone and say that I am sorry for not sayin HI and writing back to you. If your on myspace you can and me there. I get on there more only because I am able to get on there while I am at school. You can find me with my email Angela Today at school was a shitty day. Two girls in my class got into it. They were yelling at eachother and one of them just about punched out the other one. I swear cant they just grow up. I mean we are in college here. Not high school. Anyways. I never went to work today. I have had a really shitty week so far. Found out now that my dad had a heart atack and still have that other family member dy
Body: THE RULES ARE SIMPLE. U ANSWER THE QUESTIONS HONESTLY BELOW AND SEND IT TO MY INBOX. THEN REPOST THIS AS "THE FREAK QUIZ" SO SOMEONE CAN ANSWER THE QUESTIONS FOR YOU. > > 1. Your Name: > > 2. Age: > > 3. Dick/Boob Size: > > 4. Favorite position (s) ? > > 5. Do you think i'm hot? > > 6. Would you have sex with me or make love? > > 7. Lights on or off? > > 8. Would you have to be drunk in order to be with me? > > 9. Would you take a shower with me? > > 10. Have you ever thought about making love to me? > > 11. Would you leave after or stay the night? > > 12. Do you like cuddling afterwards? > > 13. Condom or skin? > > 14. Do you give Oral pleasures? > > 15. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? > > 16. Have sex on the first date? > > 17. Would you kiss me during sex? > > 18. Do you think I would be good in bed? > > 19. Would u have a 3-some with me or do u want me to urself? > > 20. How many times would
The Va Tech Shootings
Taking Votes!
Help Me In Contest
i think i been nice enough where i rate and comment your guys pictures and help you with points and i do what you guys ask, like help you guys in all the stupid contest and shit like that and i have no problem doing that however when i asked for help and when i post bullitens no one will read them what kind of friends is that only very very few helped me and they know who they are and i appreciate and you guys know ill help you, so for now on i will not help anyone anymore except for a few of you that are REALLY my friends fuck the rest of you for the people that helped me god bless you and thanks very much for ur help even though i was no where near finishing in the top 10 thanks I love you guys have a good one
Wondering At Times About My Faith
1. Do you say "Hi" to people you don't know? most of the time 2. What is the name of the first person you had sex with? david 3. Do you still talk to this person? nope.... 4. Recite a line from 2 movies: ummm i dont know... lol 5. What movies were they from? 6. Do you play by the rules? Of course i do. hehehe 7. Name another word for penis: cock.... 8. Do you complain a lot? yes 9. Have you ever been to Canada? nope but i would love to go 10. Do you have an addictive personality? Yeah 11. What size would you say your nose is? med 12. What is someones name, that begins with the letter B? beth ... foster sister.. 13. Name someone whose plastic surgery turned out poorly. michael jackson 14. Have you ever performed CPR, on anyone? yes 15. Name something that falls from the sky: rain snow sleet ..i hate them all 16. Are you polite? most of the time 17. Name a TV show or movie, that impacted soci
ok heres what i dont get. i have tried my best to rate everyone who visits my profile and even people who dont. granted i prob dont get to everyone but i cant be on here as much as id like to with 7 month old twins im very busy alot of the time so i apologize to those i may have missed.what ticks me off though is i have always reposted and rated others who have been mentioned in bulletins. the one time i put a bulletin up asking for help it gets ignored! why is that ? why is it that when people ask for help leveling and dont get the response they want then they post a bitchy bulliten but when a not so popular cherry asks then people dont even friggin read the damn bulliten???!!!???!!
Rob's Blog
I Want a Woman I want a woman who will give me her heart I want a woman who misses me when we are apart I want a woman who loves to hold my hand I want a woman who will be my best friend I want a woman who is honest as can be I want a woman who will cuddle up with me I want a woman who thinks of me when Iím gone I want a woman who will hold me when I come home I want a woman who can make me laugh I want a woman who can be my better half I want a woman who wants to share her day I want a woman whose love will not stray I want a woman who is loving and kind I want a woman who will say whatís on her mind Why is this woman so hard to find Rob Hall © 2007 5-29-2007 My daughter called me today. This is my Saturday to have my kids. She told me she was going to come with me this weekend and it made me feel so good I almost cried. We talked for a few minutes and then she said oh I can't come with you this weekend I forgot I have plans. Boy talk about a smack in the fa
Looking Inside (things To Ponder)
This was originally the idea of a friend of mine from Xanga. List 10 things you would like to say to someone, but know you never will.... Do not reveal to whom you would say these words. They can be real life or online people (living or dead). You can only say one thing to each person. No repeats.(Leave them in my comment section and feel free to repost elsewhere.) These are mine: 1. While I always knew how much you pushed me to grow as a person, I never fully realized just how much you held things together around us all. Now you're gone and things are truly a mess. I'm sure you're somewhere shaking your head and wondering if you taught us nothing. 2. For someone as smart as you are, I can't understand how you haven't figured out that love is blindness in the last 21 years. 3. Life can be a funny thing sometimes. It gives us people to enjoy and learn from and then takes them away with no notice and little compassion for the pain it causes us. There was so much more tha
I just received my grade in Introduction to Behavioral Science. I didn't ace my final but got 238 out of 250 points which was still an A. My final grade for the class was a B-! Well I turned in my psyche final Friday but haven't heard about my grade yet. The instructor has until Sunday but I'm not worried that she won't get it done in time. My other class, business law, has already been graded. I aced my final bringing my final grade to a B! Sunday was my last day of class until July which is when I will start on my Bachelor in Business Administration. I graduate from Western International University on July 6th in Phoenix so it's going to be one hell of a good time. It has taken me too long to decide on a career and then to finally get this far! I'm on cloud nine right now even if I feel shitty from this damn sinus infection lol!
Fucking People
well i find its bull shit when someone says they love me so much an miss me so much but when they are out shoppeing or what ever with a "friend" all of a sudden its time to ignor me wll now im tired of being ignored so here it goes for all the females hes talking to right now tht i drive nuts i guess well hes useing ur dumbass an if u cant see that then u have some probs an as for me driveing u nuts hahahahahahaha im ognna be here for ever an im gonna keep doin wht i do an wht u want him to stop doin he wont an i can promise u this hes doin it with more then one female thats how he is an u will see it an if u dont then haha on u an u probaly deserve it then but im out peace
Dave Matthews Band
You and I were out one night at a local nightspot we often go to meet friends, and have a few laughs. When we arrived we both noticed a very pretty lady sitting at the bar. I found I couldnít take my eyes off her. She was about 5í5, with short, very stylish blond hair. She looked to be in her late 30ís with a beautiful lean body. Iíve always felt attracted to some women, especially those that seem confident, in control and yet very feminine. You went up to the bar to get us drinks and I saw you chatting with her. You just canít resist flirting with a pretty lady. You came back to the table with our drinks and a few minutes later she came over and asked if she could join us. Her name was Lorri. Her perfume was intoxicating and her bright blue eyes were penetrating. When she sat down her short skirt rode-up high enough to show the top of her thigh-highs. Her legs were just perfect and she crossed them to my side of the table so I had the best view of them. I felt a jolt of sexual ener
ok got to vent about this what kind of a hole would chain doors shut and kill 32 people it makes me sick my prayers go out to the family of the vicitms of the vt shooting what a sad day in america
The Gospel According To St. Miguelito (the Poetry Of Miguel Pinero)
New York City Hard Time Blues by Miguel Pinero NYC Blues Big time time hard on on me blues New York City hard sunday morning blues yeah Junkie waking up bones ache trying to shake New York City sunday morning blues the sun was vomiting itself up over the carbon monoxide detroit perfume strolling down the black asphalt dance floor where all the disco sweat drenched Mr. Mario's summer suit still mambo-tango hustled to the tunes of fiberglass songs New York City sunday morning means liquor store closed bars don't open 'til noon and my connection wasn't upping a 25 cent balloon yeah yeah reality wasn't giving me no play telling me it was going to be sunday 24 hours the whole day it was like the reincarnation of the night before when my ashtray became the cemetery of all my lost memories when a stumble bum blues band kept me up all night playing me cheap F. M. dreams of hard time sad time bad time hell we all know times are hard sad bad all over well
Thoughts And Feelings
How will I ever know what you`re feelin` How will I ever know what to do If you simply refuse to tell me What`s goin` on inside of you Have a little faith in me Baby can`t you see You`ve got to talk to me How can I even know how to help you How can I ever know what to say If every time your heart is hurtin` You turn from me and walk away Have a little faith in me Baby can`t you see You`ve got to talk to me No you don`t have to lie Look into my eyes There`s nothin` here but love for you You don`t have to feel alone Let me share the load There`s nothin` more I`d rather do I`m the one you can always turn to I`m the one who will stand by your side My love for you is forever You don`t ever have to run away and hide Have a little faith in me Baby can`t you see You`ve got to talk to me when you close your eyes do you see me when you hear the rain do you imagine my whispers when the future is what you seek am i there do i hold that spot deep within y
I added a new guestbook and map to my page and would love it if you would all come sign it for me hugs and kisses to all Jacque~~his#1girl here is the link to my page: his#1girl@ CherryTAP
So I've been having a hard time recently with truth. I've been having strange dreams that don't translate so well and I wonder if they mean what I think they mean. I've been having random things coming to mind that scare me because I just don't know what to do about them. It's hard when you don't know how to control something, or how to use it properly. How do you help someone without telling them their future? How to you control what you see when the vision makes your head hurt so much that you cry out in pain without even realizing it? I'm so confused and lost about what's been going on and I just want to crawl up somewhere and hide because of what I see. Yet at the same time I want to surround myself with people so assure myself it's not real . . . . Then there is the question, what visions are true and what ones aren't? I kind of hope that they aren't. All of them. But I know a few will happen. But what scares me most is what happens after that?
Because His Wife Hates Me
DevouR_: And to once again clarify. No, this is not a sick game that me and Christy and I are playing. She hates your guts, I don't, but when you continually go against my wishes...... DevouR_: You make it impossible to maintain a normal friendship. That is all this could have been, but you wouldn't do it my way, and now this can go on no longer. DevouR_: Goodbye Cassandra. It was fun knowing you. I hope someone is able to give to you what I couldn't. Please, do not contact me anymore. (Things he just sent me in my shouthox) Christopher.. aka SatansLefthand and DevouR... just told me just because his wife doesn't like me he can't be my friend anymore.. and because I did't follow HIS orders.. He was playing me and his wife..and when it blew up in his face.. he blamed me for it.. I am not the one that is married and playing around with women here.. HE IS. Anyways.. Christopher O'Dell enjoy your miserable marriage ( his words )!!!
Various Things
In April 1997, there was a "gas out" conducted nationwide in protest of gas prices. Gasoline prices dropped 30 cents a gallon overnight. On May 15th 2007, all myspace members are asked to not go to a gas station in protest of high gas prices. Gas is now over $3.00 a gallon in most places. There are 73,000,000+ American members currently on the myspace network, and the average car takes about 20 to 30 dollars to fill up. If all myspace members did not go to the pump on the 15th, it would take $2,200,000,000.00 (that's BILLION) out of the oil companys pockets for just one day, so please do not go to the gas station on May 15th and lets try to put a dent in the Middle Eastern oil industry for at least one day. If you agree (which I cant see why you wouldn't) repost this bulletin repost it with 'Don't pump gas on May 15th' I thought I would never love again Then you came into my life The brother of my best friend You say its easier not to care You say you donít kno
Tracking up and down the beach line, trying to find what is mine. I walk here and there throught it all, rain and snow, witer, spring and fall. Bouncing around from day to day, sometimes wondering to and fro in every way. The emotions wondering and running wild, sometimes its hyper, and sometimes its mild. Hoping everything is accomplished right, when it comes to the end of this journey's sight. Into and across my field of view you walked Once my heart was all scared with a mark It seemed I did nothing but be stalked Then and there a flame began to spark You looked into my eyes and my words were bloched The flames burnt up those big spots that were splotched Ive got a burning desire and its out of control Ive got a burning desire that only you can stop Ive got a burning desire raging over my soul Ive got this burning desire and its ready to pop Help me please quench this burning desire Show me the steps to take to still this fire Bring me up out of the sinking
Time To Say Hello...
I love looking at people's profiles, but when I have to scroll through 5,900 pictures of sexy angels, blood soaked deamons, cats, glittery hellos and whatnot, it gets annoying. Seriously, can you say what you have to say in less than 500000000 lines? Dear GAWD!!!! Ok so does everyone like my recent contributuions to CT? I try to be as creative as possible, but sometimes I think I go a bit over board. Just want to make sure that everyone who visits my corner of the cherry (it's round, no corners) has a good time. BTW, the song that is playing on my profile page is the theme from "land of the Lost". A TV show in the 70s. It was real cool, and awesome for it's time! You should look it up. I know I saw someone on here with a sleestack as a profile icon...... here I am to say my first hellos on CherryTap. Odd place, but it's growing on me. I am not your typical man. I mean for the mostpart I am. I'm straight, married, have 5 wonderful children, and just a normal guy in that sense. B
My Perception Is My Reality - My World
Sometimes I really had wondered if this thing called "love" is real. If there is un imagineable feeling that just sweeps out from no where n just fills you full of emotion. I am 30 years old now, (and a slow learner mind you), n I guess Ima learning that love doesn't really exist if you can't let yourself be loved. I guss some days, if you don't follow your heart and take a chance and let someone in, it won't be real. Lets face it, we have all followed our hearts from time to time, and most of us have gotten completely screwed over because of it. Did it once, fuck that, Ima listening to my mind from now on.. Unfortunately, when you talk about my mind in perticular, its a pretty fucked up little area. I have mastered ignoring my heart and definately after all these years, learned how to very effectivly run for the hills when feelings start to develop and completly shade myself from letting anyone close. And for what reason? So I don't feel my heart break again??? These very thought
The Hell That Is My Life
In my desperation to find people to date, I put a profile up on I guess I'm TRUEly pathetic to have to resort to an online dating site.... Well, in my time having the profile up (weeks or so?), I've gotten all of 3 e-mails from people anywhere near Jacksonville.... for the most part it's 50yr olds in Montana or some shit. In perusing the profiles... I've noted that mostly the people are all looking for taller guys. I'm a mere 5'7.... too short, apparently, even for girls 5'3. I know girls like to feel all comforted by someone bigger than themselves.... I get it. But damn... What's a short bastard to do? My height is a point of much insecurity, especially as I tend to like girls my height or slightly taller. I can't explain it. I love girls shorter than me to... don't get me wrong... but most guys wouldn't consider a girl that's taller than them... just like most girls won't go near a guy shorter than they are. I guess I can relate though... as much as
Family Poems
Family First Friends may come and friends may go Family is first and this I know Putting friends first is a mistake And not one that you should make Familyís forever and this I know Friends enter your life and then they go Making friends is fun trust me with this But not something you would miss Love your family while they are here Keep their love very near Family can leave the world at any time So donít make yourself feel like slime Family is here to comfort you I know your friends do this too Without your family you would be lost Hold on to them no matter the cost That is why I consider All of my friends, Family My Sisters' My Sisters' mean everything to me They made me realize who i wanted to be We were and still are always distant But we'll have each other's back in a minute We hella tight and that's with a capitol 'T' I only Fuck with the Best so You Know There's no other Rolling with a Grown Woman On her Grown Things R
What Bring You To Cherrytap?
First Time In A While
so its been a while since ive drank and some people say your not sopossed to do it alone but o well, i am and im enjoying it!!! whoo!! thats bout it, o and i cant feel my toungue ring lol
Rules - Dominants
Some Rules - Dominants Mystre [it's mutual] 1. Be patient! Until you enter into a contract with a submissive, you have no more right to order him/her around than does anyone else. Give your bottom time to get to know you and what you are like. Finesse and subtlety are major elements of dominance. Similarly, strength and gentleness go hand in hand. The sensitivity and awareness (or lack thereof) that you show in the real world is likely to be repeated in the playroom. 2. Be humble. You may be God's/Goddess' gift to the world, but no one needs to hear it or wants to hear it. You will have ample opportunities to show how good you are - and plenty of opportunities to make a fool of yourself. No matter what you claim, the "real you" will show through in a scene. Don't set yourself up for a failure by developing expectations that you know you can never reach. 3. Be open. Although the Dom{me} is classically considered to be the teacher in SM, you can always learn from your subbi
I Will...........
i will.......always submit to You, Master i will.......always serve You to my best, Master i will.......always be honest with You, Master i will.......come to You with my concerns or questions i will.......always keep my mind open to new things i will.......always love You with my entire heart, soul & body.
You scored as A Slave To BDSM. Admit it, you like being tied up and being told you've been very naughty. You like teasing your partner and making them squirm, and not letting them be able to do anything about it. Some people think what you do is sick and disgusting, but you know it's all in good fun.A Slave To BDSM93%Sex God85%A Romantic50%Virgin28%How are you in bedcreated with You scored as Bondage. Your turn on is bondage... all out. You don't have a specific part of kinky sex that turns you on more than any other... everything working together turns you on. And why shouldn't it? Sex isn't sex without all the trimmings.Bondage83%Biting75%Whips67%Blood

A Master's Creed
A Master's Creed (Author Unknown) For people who wonder about a D/s relationship and often feel it is "degrading" to a woman, this should clear it up. True D/s involves much love, respect, and trust. Here is what one Master wrote and I agreed with it completely. To me it epitomizes everything that should be in every D/s relationship. As it is often important and often even necessary for one human being to have certainty and a clear understanding of the intentions, desires, motivations, and needs of another, I offer this testimony in trust and sincerity. ----------------------------------------------------------- I am a dominant man. I am just that. I am not dominant because of any superiority on my part. Not because I feel more intelligent or wiser. I am not dominant because of the strength or the mass of my body. I am not, nor would I want to be dominant with all women. Yet, to you I am Master. I am your Master only after earning your trust and I embrace your
Through Different Eyes (original Poetry)
Here in the lamplight, my will is fading So many things that I'm not saying You took my last match And now I'm freezing Rules are for breaking And I can't keep all my promises Elegy For The Man I Called John I buried my friend this morning The air so cold that the tears fell Frozen at my feet when the heavens cried The chill of the ground beneath my feet Pervaded my body, I felt frozen but still My heart bled like the soul of my friend A soul that died, long before he died And that died by his own hand (Or so he said) John used to tell me That he could find no forgiveness for himself ďI deserve no peace from what Iíve doneĒ I learned from my friend this morning That we are short on gratitude For the men that we send to do unspeakable things I wonder how many Silver Stars shine over The Potters Fields in this country How many of them are left alone, abandoned By their families, friends, or their sanity Remembered only to a few people, People who to
Gettin It Off My Chest....
Ok...Here's how it goes...I split from my husband about 6 months ago...When we split we came to a agreement that we would have the kids every other week...this was his idea just so he wouldn't have to pay me anything...I went with (since my wreck) I've been off work so I have them all the time...From 7 am to 8 pm...He won't bring them food or even give me anything for groceries...I have no problem taking care of my kids, but I feel like if he can take his girlfriend out 4 times a week that he can spare a little bit to feed his kids...I am stuck here without a car...he has 2 at the house (which he kept that too)...All he worries about is having to pay me child support...I could so take him for all he has, but I'm not that kind of person...I want it to be equal, but I'm getting shit on and I'm tired of it... kk...I've had a few people get upset with me because sometimes I don't respond...if my away message says "not here"....yeah...more than likely not here...If it s
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Take the Drink Quiz at!Make Your Own Quiz THERAPY To Maintain A Healthy Level Of Insanity 1. At Lunch Time, Sit In Your Parked Car With Sunglasses on and point a Hair Dryer At Passing Cars. See If They Slow Down. 2. Page Yourself Over The Intercom. Don't Disguise Your Voice!> 3. Every Time Someone Asks You To Do Something, ask If They Want Fries with that. 4. Put Decaf In The Coffee Maker For 3 Weeks. 5. In the Memo Field Of All Your Checks, Write 'For Marijuana'> 6. Finish All Your sentences with 'In Accordance With The Prophecy'.> 7. Skip down the hall Rather Than Walk and see how many looks you get.> 8. Order a Diet Water whenever you go out to eat, with a serious face.> 9. Specify That Your Drive-through Order Is 'To Go'.> 10. Sing Along At The Opera.> > 11. Put Mosquito Netting Around Your Work Area and Play tropical Sounds All Day. 12. Five Days In Advance, Tell Your Friends You Can't Attend Their Party Because You have
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It's only 7:30 p.m and I was trying to rate someones pics and recieved this message.... Error: you've reached the daily photo rating limit for your user level. Is this something new? If so it sucks!! I have never seen this before and I'm usually on this site more than I have been today!!! Please repost if you have ran into this problem!!
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This is one of my favorite Chris Cagle (my future songs...I can't find it on video anywhere, so this will have to do... Oh, to have a man feel like this about ya... Chris Cagle - Maria Lyrics Iím exhausted, trying to catch my breath the morningí after I hold my coffee with shaking hands and my world in disarray Lost by the softness and the strength thatís in her hands I see her face and I can barely stand But oh the sweet redemption every time she mentions that she wants me Oh, that she needs me Chorus: Oh Maria your kisses knock me over Make me drunk then leave me sober They let me know that Iím a man Maria, your touch it almost kills me Then it turns around and heals me I get lost and found again In the arms of a woman that a mother gave the name, Maria Tender power The gift she gives me gets me through the day Midnight hour I reach across the bed where she lay Then I look up and see the moon dance on her skin My heart starts poun
Crazy Shit
Ever wonder how alot of counties make a ton of extra money? I know that one county in Illinois has made alot by the way of hidden costs and fees. I went to pay for an indexing thing and it was supposed to be only $200. It is something they do for certain convictions and I do not think it is fair to do so. They had ordered it so why should I have to pay for it. Come to find out there were all kinds of court costs and filing fees on top of it. These are all hidden fees which you never know about. I had them refund what I had paid and have to argue it in court. Some of the paperwork was misplaced (I wonder why?) ans some things were never entered. I know how this particular county like to scam people out of money for things just so they can make more money. It is one of the richest counties in Illinois and it sucks too. I hate it and their system of corruption. Bullshit convictions for the lack of ones cash. What a joke. I hope someone knows what a scam it is and joins in the fight to hav
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