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Military Men This Is For You....
I am feeling brave, brazen, a tad bit sassy tonight as I walk in to the dimly lit bar, my eyes focus and there you stand off by yourself in the corner. Tall handsome and sexy as hell in that uniform. I have no idea what possessed me to approach you. As I am walking toward you you turn to find a song on the jukebox placing your beer on top. I slide my self in between the chair and you. My hands grabbing that perfectly shaped ass rubbing it. You turn stunned having not heard me approach you.
Quickly you turn around, before you can say a word I wrap my fingers around the back of your neck drawing your mouth to mine giving you a kiss so deep and passionate our souls meet. I pull back and brazenly slide my hand down your body to your crotch. Squeezing you through your pants. I hear your sharp intake of breath. I place my mouth on yours and kiss you again. I can hear the murmur of your buddies in the back ground the noise of the bar. I pull away and one last time I reach down squeezing y
I`ll Kick You In The Throat
ABCDEFG PCP and LSD that is what I want in me. Sniff it up and swallow me whole, leave me to waste in the isolated black hole. Imagery of a self slit throat, blood pours as I begin to choke. Thoughts written on a page collide with ideas of lust and rage. Down goes the liquid numb goes the mind loosing myself in an endless time. Now theres nothing I hate as much. Rip the skin off as its raped, what started as a simple date. Screaming voices in my head grab the shotgun shoot them dead. I couldn`t care less about the way that you see me. Bipolar breakdowns, mental meltdowns, living in a world of ignorance. Deafening silence as my ears black out. Living in a moment full of doubt sitting back watching you reach out. Choke it down on the reality you ignore. Choke it down as you become another worthless whore.
I don`t need you anymore.
Ok, I spent the last 2 weeks listening to both conventions. I am not a Bush fan, but I really wish we come up with a blend... LOL
I like McCain and his track record of bipartisan efforts, his foreign policy experience and I really like his VP choice...
I like Obama and his views on domestic policy... the jury is still out on his foreign policy... and I could care less about his VP choice...
I guess I am stuck in a lifestyle liberal, politically conservative quandary. I want a SMALL government that will allow me to make my own choices, decisions, and keep away from my money instead of a tax riddled, complex, and less efficient, but I like the idea of not legislating morality...
I personally view our dependence on foreign oil as the biggest issue... I really like T.Boone Pickens suggested course of action, but neither of our candidates seem to fully address the whole issue.
This is the first election that I have ever dealt with that has me this confused...
I have to
Was It Really Time
This is a very sad time for us here. Ashley was best friends with one of the girls that was killed on Monday. She was accepted to go to Tech in the fall, She is not sure if she wants to go there now.
WAS IT REALLY TIME
By: Angel In Waiting
Dear God our hearts are breaking
As we watch these scenes we see
A tragedy at Virginia Tech
How could this ever be
A young man armed with guns Lord
Killed 33 right there
Dear God, what made him do this
Why did he not even care
Taking lives of fellow students
Who were there to learn ~ to graduate
What could have turned this student
Into a young man full of hate
Killing even young folk that
He didn't even know
Killing some he knew quite well
Dear God, we're hurting so
Man's inhumanity to man
Seems to be just everywhere
I must wonder God above
Why is there such despair
What creates within a mind
A tragedy of this proportion
God how were others to even know
What would lead to this situation
There are no wor
Supercher's Odd Life
Sometimes I feel like I'm alone in this world although I know there's so many people around me. Most people that know me would say I'm a happy person and that I'm full of life and energy. In many ways there right and in so many more there wrong. I'm positive of my manic depressive mind. When I'm happy I'm really REALLY happy and when I'm sad I can bairly hold the knife away from my wrists. Right now is one of my bad moments I think. I'm trying to keep my head up high... Like I'm always telling everyone else. Who does the person that everyone runs to for help run to? I've never asked anyone to help me. I dont know how to ask for help. What will happen? So many things run thru my mind. So many decissions I have to make. So many things I cannot tell anyone but want to scream out loud! It's like I'm in a room full of people screaming at the top of my lungs and not even the person next to me can hear me.
God please surround me with the light of the holy spirit and only send what I can h
Redwoods Random Ramblings.
I'm not really a Giant Talking Tree, I just play one on the internets.
I'm 36 from the happily backward state of Texas. Woo Cowboys (and that hasn't a thing to do with the footballs)!
I'm generally fairly laid back, but I am a total political and current events harlot. I dig intelligent conversation, but I did total random oddness as well.
I am so totally new to this place I probably have all of this upside down and sideways, but oh well.
Enough about me, tell me about you? Good morning friends.
Coming up next week on Cry Freedom, a production of The Free World Radio Network (http://www.freeworldradionetwork.net), I'll be engaging in part 2 of It's all about Gonzo, Gonzo, Gonzo. The Man, The Memory, The Dementia. You can tune in next week on Tuesday at 7PM Central Time. Just head to www.freeworldradionetwork.net, go to programs and click on Cry Freedom.
Don't forget to check out our other programs as well and why not join us for The Free World Pub on Saturday Mor
- A hacker can get into the most sensitive computer in the world before intermission and guess the secret password in two tries.
- Any PERMISSION DENIED has an OVERRIDE function. (See "Demolition Man" and countless others)
- Complex calculations and loading of huge amounts of data will be accomplished in under three seconds. Movie modems transmit data at a speed of two gigabytes per second.
- When the power plant/missile site/whatever overheats, all the control panels will explode, as will the entire building.
- If you display a file on the screen and someone deletes the file, it also disappears from the screen. (e.g., "Clear and Present Danger")
- If a disk has got encrypted files, you are automatically asked for a password when you try to access it.
- No matter what kind of computer disk it is, it'll be readable by any system you put it into. All application software is usable by all computer platforms.
- The more high-tech the equipment, the more buttons it has
Tgif.. Lets Have Some Fun
"It was late in the evening and I was getting board all alone on a Friday night. I get dressed and decide to go to a movie. All by my self, I went to see a romantic comedy. I sat closer to the back but in the darkest corner I could find. Just after the movie started a man came and sat two seats down from me. A little upset that I just couldn’t be left alone, I tried to ignore him and watch the movie. After a little while he got up and went to get a drink.
When he came back he sat in the seat right next to me, looked at me and smiled saying hi. I said hi and looked at him. WOW, what a handsome man I thought to myself. He was tall big muscles and a baby face that any woman would die for. He offered me some popcorn and I readily agreed. Sitting their eating popcorn and watching the movie he slowly put his arm around my shoulder. My nipples got big and hard right away just thinking about him touching me.
He was eating popcorn with one hand and feeling my titties with the other. My
Ramblings Of A Captain
So it would seem that i have gotten a lot of my life on track, i finally moved out of oak park and aways from the insanty that is the girl. I found the one girl i have been wating for ever since ruthie died, she is just incredable i am so in love with my blue haired goddess. I am less stressed a lot happier and have gotten back to the old me ( yes i found my spine ). But with change and trasistion comes problems from the old life that refuse to die, namley certain women that are in denial ( yup just not a river in egypt) one of them while young and a bit wise refuses to give up th ghost of any relationship with even thought i have told her flat out that i dont love her in the way that she does me. So i get the converstions of your dumb all your friends think your dumb kinda shit, for starters if you KNEW all my FRIENDS they your tell fucking insane and to go on with your life or somthing to that effect , you want me around but not as friend but then you tell me i am being a bad frien
Plzz Do This For Me Plzzzz
plzz pray 4 my family my children were taken from me 2 days agocant talk to them i do get them back next month but its hard not being able to hold them or kiss them it was all over some shitt some one made up i am about to crazy over all this shitt so if ur a true friend u will pray 4 me and my husband that every thing goes fine we have a court date the 7th of may annd hopefully we get to bring them home then .... i swear if it wasnt 4 that i would have killed my self by now .......i really would have but ne way if u a truely good friend u will help us out by praying for us ... if u do this 4 me i love u very much thank all very very much .........love michell and joseph.....
D I S A P P O I N T M E N T
I'm hated for the things I do.
I'm missunderstood for the things I say.
I'm a disappointment for being me.
I'm in a world of darkness no one see's.
I'm the one to blame...for EVERYTHING.
I'm the failure in your eyes.
What is there good of me?
My Words Are Lost
sometimes horoscopes come at the right time and the right moment..LOL
Daily Horoscope: Scorpio
For June 13,2007
Chemistry is funny. Sometimes it can strike twice, and other times you can have one great meeting and then -- nothing. Just remind yourself that if it can happen a few times, it can happen a lot more. Keep on trucking!
I have fallen into the whole that was created in my heart.
So deep am i that the sludge of Pain, tears, and confusion bury me with each attempt to fight.
where do i go from here?
Where is my love that I thought would rescue me?
Where is the man I once called my lover, my companion, my friend?
So here am i, fighting the sludge and bricks of stress wondering if he will come back.
And lost am i and dying as i fight.
I close my eyes and say your name perfectly and as the rising pain submerges me I love you and forgive you rolls across my lips.
Happyniss And Such!
HEY YALL GO AND ADD YOURSELF TO MY MAP ! Well today i was going thru some packed up boxes and came across some of my pictures that i took from Iraqi War . I looked back at the past 10 years of my life and where i was now, flash back to a year where hopes and dreams where youth rule and worryed free years were. Its funny to think id even joined the Us Army. My mom wasnt to happy and my whole family was shocked as well a s my community was too. I grew up soo fast in the army and realy didnt have to go thru all the collage and pain of schooling that would of made me misiable. Dont me wrong I enjoyed for the most part the exsperiance it gave me. Now flash forward to about 3 years after i joined, I met my wife at the time and decided to reup in the army as it did pay the bills and besides I was scarred because now i had resposibilitys like a son and wife. I got two great Boys from this ordeal, flash forward to OIF. Ive learned that life is soo cheap it cost about .50 cents for a
Any Picture Contest
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THIS HAS BEEN A GREAT BIRTHDAY THANK YOU FOR THE COMMENTS WISHES CARDS AND BEING SO SWEET THE DAY IS ABOUT OVER BUT THATS OK TO ABOUT TIME TO TAKE THIS SLIGHTLY TIPSY GAL TO THE BED AND CALL IT A DAY BECAUSE I HAVE BEEN UP SINCE 7 AM FRIDAY MORNING AND ALITTLE TO MUCH TO DRINK SO YOU ALL AHVE A GOOD NIGHT AND HUGS TO ALL AND KISSES FOR SOME.............. The concert was great!!!! This has so far been a great birthday and its just beginning.Later today we will have cake and all that good stuff with my family and friends.Thank you to those who took the time to wish me a happy birthday.I do appreciate it.I hope each and everyone of you have a great day,the pictures didnt turn out very good but I posted the best ones!!!!! Tomorrow is my Birthday and tonight I'm going to a Gary Allen concert!There will be new pictures and all that good stuff.I usually dont get excited about birthdays but this year is different for some reason.I'm sure the concert will be great!!!everyone have a great day!!!
15-year-old killed as driver flees police
Thursday, August 9, 2007 3:22 AM CDT
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Times Staff Report
VALPARAISO | A 15-year-old Louisiana girl was killed Wednesday in a crash in which the driver of the car she was riding in was fleeing from police and hit a semitrailer, police said.
The driver, a 16-year-old Valparaiso boy, is under guard at a local hospital and is expected to be charged today.
The crash occurred at 2:15 p.m. at the intersection of Ind. 49 and County Road 400 North, also known as Vale Park Road.
Three other teens were in the car. The driver, who police did not name, was wanted on a warrant for violating his juvenile probation.
Brandie N. Broussard, the left back-seat passenger, died from internal injuries, Porter County police Sgt. Timothy Emmons said in a news release. Rachel McNeil, 16, the front-seat passenger, suffered internal injuries, and Robert D. Norris, 17, the right back-seat passeng
Rest in Peace Chris, Nancy and Daniel
You will surely be Missed Crippler!!! JUST SEND DIRECTLY TO ME IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE THEN REPOST THE EMPTY QUESTIONS AS A BULLETIN OR A BLOG AND SEE WHAT HAPPENS WHEN SOMEONE RESPONDS TO YOU AND YOUR QUESTIONS.....
1.)Q. Can you cook?
2.)Q. What was your dream growing up?
3.)Q. What talent do you wish you had?
4.)Q. If I bought you a drink what would it be?
5.)Q. Favorite vegetable?
6.)Q. What was the last book you read?
7.)Q. What zodiac sign are you ?
8.)Q. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings?
9.)Q. Worst Habit?
10.)Q. If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride?
11.)Q. What is your favorite sport?
12.)Q. Negative or Optimistic attitude?
13.)Q. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me?
14.)Q. Worst thing to ever happen to you?
15.)Q. Tell me one weird fact about you:
What You Say Means Everything
One day, when I was a freshman in high school, I saw a kid from my class was walking home from school. His name was
Kyle. It looked like he was carrying all of his books. I thought to myself, "Why would anyone bring home all his books on a Friday? He must really be a nerd." I had quite a weekend planned (parties and a football game with my friends tomorrow afternoon), so I shrugged my shoulders and went on.
As I was walking, I saw a bunch of kids running toward him. They ran at him, knocking all his books out of his arms and tripping him so he landed in the dirt. His glasses went flying, and I saw them land in the grass about ten feet from him. He looked up and I saw this terrible sadness in his eyes. My heart went out to him. So, I jogged over to him as he crawled around looking for his glasses, and I saw a tear in his eye. As I handed him his glasses, I said, "Those guys are jerks. " They really should get lives." He looked at me and said, "Hey thanks!" There was a big smile on h
Comment Bomb Again
HEY NOW THAT I HAVE YOUR ATTENTION WILL YOU HELP ME
PLEASE VOTE FOR ME IN THIS SEXY CHERRIES CONTEST. JUST CLICK THE PICTURE, RATE AND LEAVE ME A COMMENT OR 2.
(repost of original by 'DITSY' on '2007-04-20 07:36:16')
Zombie's Brain Spillage
"Let yourself feel whatever it is you need to feel. Putting off emotions or trying to make them go away could make them pop up in surprising and perhaps unwelcome ways later on. Deal with this right now."
Hah! If that isn't the story of my life... "A judicious dose of charm disarms a potential aggravation. Now, this may feel strange at first -- you're used to shooting straight from the hip -- but once you see the results, you'll see that this method has potential."
>.> Rather than post my own blog on this, I'll just direct you to one that was written by a good friend of mine. She's stated very well what she thinks on the subject and I've posted my reply to agree with her, and whether you agree with us or not you should go and read it. I'm not patriotic. If you want to shoot me for that now, I don't care. I'm hugely anti-war. If you don't like that, I couldn't care less. But I DO support our troops. If you do as well, click the link. You'll like the read. If you don't, click it an
Any fans of Hedo out there? I've been a number of times and I'm thinking of going back. Maybe we could get a Cherrytap group going and get a group rate. Its just an idea. Let me know if there are any takers on it and I will see what I can do.
For any who have tried to check out my website at www.thedarkmaster.com and have found a fragmented train wreck of a site, please bear with us as we are making changes.
Among them is a totally new "industrial" darker look to the entire site.
Other changes include the removal of old pages with old and/or dated history on myself and in their place a new focus on just the current direction and happenings of my career.
So, all of the old archival material from my early career will be toast, (although you will still be able to see much of it here in my pic folders).
Also slated to disappear is the "Dark Crew" page which features people I work with, the "Dark Room" which housed pictures of my torture and restraints collection, and other pages and bits we deem non essential.
In place of all of this will be a new and streamlined site that will return me 100% to my dark and demented format that is my unique and twisted brand of extreme entertainment.
Keep an eye on
When you're on the phone with them late at night and they hang up, you still miss them even when it was just two minutes ago.
You walk really slow when you're with them.
You feel shy whenever they're around.
You smile when you hear their voice.
When you look at them, you can't see the other people around you, you just see him/her.
They're all you think about.
You relize you're always smiling when you're looking at them.
You would do anything for them, just to see them.
While reading this, there was one person on your mind this whole time.
You were so busy thinking about that person, you didnt notice number seven was missing
You just scrolled up to check & are now silently laughing at yourself.
NOW MAKE A WISH. YOU KNOW YOU WANT TO......
I'm pretty sure I'm having a visitor, nothing written in stone yet, and no definite time frame, ETA is in about 3 weeks, give or take. My heart is hopeful for an early arrival, and yes, I am ultra excited. I have missed him.....
I'm trying to get my house together and do some necessary closet cleaning and rearranging to make room. I am determined to curb my packrat nature and get rid of stuff I REALLY don't need, I already have space issues, and keeping junk is just not an option anymore.
I'm also scrubbing kitchen cabinets and cleaning out the pantry of all the lil snippets of things you collect when you cook for one, and swear you will use up later, but never do. Taking ceiling fans apart and cleaning the glass and the blades, what a pain in the ass.
Fitting all this in with work has been a challenge, because I have generally been working on my scheduled days off, and trying to do double shifts on the weekend to get caught up and actually get ahead on some bills in antic
German Tour Again
On May 9th I leave once again for a very short media tour of Germany.
I will be over until the 20th.
This is my second trip to Germany after my first which was in Oct and Nov of 2006.
While there this time I will be meeting up with my German manager Falco Richter who is one of the top concert promoters/talent finders in Germany and who also managed Rammstein for the first 5 years the band was together.
It should be an extreme blast!
Cheers, Steve www.thedarkmaster.com
Erotic Words For The Song Bilingual By Jose Nunez
The only aphrodisiac I need is your voice.
Hearing you speak my name, beckoning me to answer telling me you want me.
So I tell you that you're the answer to every question I've ever had about love.
Without words, I use my tongue to tell the tale of "us".
Tracing your shadowscape, kneeling before you, my eyes feast upon your masculinity, in all it's divinity, and I praise you because all of that is for me.
I begin to indulge myself of your delicacies, digesting semi-sweet dark-chocolate decadence as it melts, dripping down my chin.
Your taste is something Godiva couldn't recreate.
Needing every atom of your anatomy, necessity is placed upon me knowing you're the source of my serendipity.
Dipping in and out of me stroking more than my conciousness. Subconciously, I find myself rewinding our love-scenes in my day-dreams.
Seeing that face you make when you're making me cum and it makes me want you right there and then.
Thinking of you in inappropriate places I get ting
Am I ugly?!?!
(9) I would do u
(10) I want ur kids
(11) Wanna go out? Seriously.
98 Rockfest here I come. I am so excited. My first concert. And, I get to go with the two greatest people in the world. You two rock!
I wish one day I could wake up Happy!
I wish one day I wouldn’t wake and say not today!
I wish I had someone there to tell me it’s okay!
I wish today was that day!
I say this everyday!
I did wake up HAPPY today!
I did wake up and say “YAY It’s TODAY”!
I didn’t wake up today to hear someone tell me it’s okay!
But it’s okay because one day he’ll be there
And he’ll tell me “Baby it’s okay”!
Nobody Listens.... No Body Cares
Ok, I'm gonna use this space to vent for a moment. I've got a situation where I'm not comfortable with and that I wish to not be a part of. Here it is. My roomate (lets call her E). E got married to C. We are on a lease together until he end of june. C lives in Kipling, a whole nother town somewhere. E decides to move out early to move in with her new husband. The thing is that since we're on a lease she decides to mov in her father D, to live with me without my consent. So I'm pretty irritated about that. I feel like I'm stuck in this situation where I have to live with this stranger whom I dont know very well, and dont want to know in the first place. So I figured since she's my friend I'll give them a chance. WELL....... I had two rules in my house, 1: was to not smoke in the house, I am a non smoker, for a year this house has never been smoked in. Our friends know this and therefore smoke outside due to respect. I told him of this and E and told him of his to, so we had an agreeme
Ramblings Of The Restless Mind
within those darker moments
that we dig
for that treasure
we secretly long for
to penetrate the soil
we walk upon
during every day lives,
clawing at each stone
that what we live
and what we crave,
until our fingers
and the scars
can no longer
a hand stretching
our restless souls
embracing the us
that we lost
along the way..
Can I reach out and run my finger down your spine
as you lay on your belly with your eyes closed
breathing in the soothing smell of incense?
Can I press a kiss just in between your shoulder blades
and taste the slight salty flavor of the sweat
resting in beads on your skin?
Can I lay down next to you, tightly against you
while your steady breathing and soft moans
of contentment sing in my ears long after you fall asleep?
Can I breathe in the scent of you
The sweet smell of your cologn
Where Do I Start
never done this before, so any advice on where to start would be most appreciated. thanks.
1. Anal or oral?
I like both a lot... if I had to choose... it'd be oral *as long as I was giving*
2. Chocolate or whip Cream?
3. Ice or feathers?
feathers... never tried ice
4. Two girls and a guy or two guys and a girl?
I've had both but I like fmf...
5. Movie porn or live porn?
Making my own?
6. What do you wear to bed ?
If someone's with me, nothing... if I'm alone I wear panties and pjs or a nighty...
7. Love making or hard fucking?
Depends, I get in the mood for both, but generally hard fucking
8. Do you shave ?
Nope, but I nair that bitch...
9. Spit or swallow?
It's not ladylike to spit.
10. Do you masturbate ?
A few times a day usually
11. Whats your turn on ?
A good kisser
12. Whats your favorite position ?
half hanging off the bed, my back and head on the floor and my legs up over your shoulders...
13. Do you belive in no glove no love ?
Nope. I was married for 2
Gig review. Toots and the Maytals. Carling Academy Liverpool. 25 July. 2007
“Toots”is a rare breed. A true living legend. One of the greatest innovators of reggae….. so much so that "Do the Reggay," a 1968 single by Toots and the Maytals, is credited with giving the genre its name.
His songs have been covered by (amongst others) other heroes of mine, Clash and the Specials. …and here he was, as I live and breath (in my first smokeless gig) In Liverpool!
I go to the gig in charming company..friends old and new. Good start. A few bevies in the the Head of steam bar and in we go. More good news, the venue is already more than half full for the excellent support band, local upcoming Ska-cers (Scousers/Ska-cers) The STOPOUTS. Full of energy mixing a little punk in with the bouncing basslines, The Stopouts put on a brilliant show, pleasing the army of young fans and hopefully gaining a new fanbase from the delightful mix of ages and genres. They do a swift 30 minute set full of ska/
I am presently in Sonoma County, a great area for wine, even though it is California, and not Oregon hehe.. what ya expect, I'm a native Oregonian. I hate sales tax, and pumping my own gas...
Here is some info for most of us that are not wine snobs like me.. hehe
Any healthy, mature human can enjoy the sensual and psychic pleasures of moderate wine drinking. It requires no knowledge or skills other than bringing a glass to the lips and swallowing. The overall sensory experience of wine can be transformed, however, from a simple pleasure to a profound one, with just a bit of knowledge about how humans experience "taste" and how wine can have so many flavor variations.
A wine palate is part ability and part experience. The individual's preferences for and sensitivity to smell and taste elements, along with the memory of their taste history, combine to form the palate. In developing this personal wine palate, remember to consider the temperature, the texture, and the feel, as wel
Blog Thank You
i would like to like to thank all of you who have and will comment on the wierd blogs i post. it is really appreciated
There's No Excuse For Bad Manners
I hate people with bad manner, for something that costs nothing why don’t more people have good manners! A simple please and thank you are always appreciated but very rarely heard. My son and I went for a walk and we made an effort to smile at everyone we saw, we had few surprised looks but mostly just smiles which was lovely except for two female cyclists, leisurely peddling away on a path that could only fit them side my side as we walked I thought one would get over but no, they made us get off the path and didn’t even have the decency to say thank you, two grown adults showing my son how to act, how inappropriate!
I also contacted a friend of mine, hadn’t spoken to her for a while and thought even though I contacted her last I would make first contact again, it was much appreciated, she called me back and we chatted for some time. So the morale is, even if you were the last one to make contact don’t feel bad about making the first move again, it is appreciate
Sitting here with nothing to do,
But close my eyes and think of you,
Your smile is bright,
Your eyes would shine,
I'd forever be proud to call you mine,
But all i see is a cloud of gray,
I wish you was here, like you were yesterday.
A pretty bloggy thing!! Ooooh!!
I am in DIRE need of a cuddle people... so any cuddles offered are greatly recieved!!!
Hot Chocolate Kisses
It was only our third meeting but I knew what would be happening. Our first outing had been a time just to get to know each other and a meeting called you away before either of us was brave enough to sneak a kiss. Later we both admitted we wanted to. We got on great and wanted more.
Our second had been so hot. You picked me up at the office and we made out like high school kids in your car. The first kiss just happened out of the blue. One minute we were talking and the next our arms were intertwined and our tongues were tangled. We couldn’t keep our hands off each other, whispering heated and lusty words in each others ears, wanting and needing more. As your hand drifted down to my denim covered pussy my legs spread willingly for you. The heat and dampness of my pussy radiating through my jeans, showing you just how excited I was to be in your arms. Time was our enemy though and you were needed back at the office. Damn meetings.
Finally we were able
Are You High Maintenance?
I thought this was funny.. I am always looking out for these types.. but usually fail..
You are 0% High-Maintenance!
You aren't high-maintenance at all. You seem to be a pretty relaxed and easygoing person, and you don't expect others to cater to your whims.
'How High-Maintenance are You?' at QuizGalaxy.com
and here is another one ....
Been doing some thinking....Trying to figure this world out. As a mom I have to step back and wonder what kind of world my children will be living in. Lord knows I try not to think about the world my grandchildren will live in. There was a time not so long ago that it was safe to say hello to the guy you passed on the street. We used to live in a world where neighbors knew each other. Where people actually cared about the important stuff. I am afraid for our future, the future of my children..... I fear the society that we face ahead. What kind of society are we living in? What does it say about us when we allow so much hatred to breed and grow around us never stepping up to make a difference?
There will be more added to this over time just having my coffee and doing some reflecting....
Poem ~ Drowning Hopes
The cold dead earth beneath my feet,
the empty hearts that long to beat,
twisted minds in search of games,
futile thoughts for madness blames.
Salty tears that fail to fall,
deafened ears my echoed call,
finding fear in friendly faces,
lost and lured in familiar places.
Softened speach with razor tips,
the unformed words upon your lips,
warming breath a whispered diss,
sunken depths my own abyss.
Funny Stuff (or Not So Funny)
SOUTHERN BIRTH SIGNS:
What's Your "Southern" Sign? Some of us (especially Southerners) are
pretty skeptical of horoscopes, and it has become obvious that what we
need are "Southern" symbols:
OKRA (Dec 22 - Jan 20) Although you appear crude, you are actually very
slick on the inside. Okras have tremendous influence. An older Okra can
look back over his life and see the seeds of his influence everywhere.
Stay away from Moon Pies.
CHITLIN (Jan 21 - Feb 19) Chitlins come from humble backgrounds. A
chitlin, however, can make something of himself if he's motivated and
has lots of seasoning. In dealing with Chitlins, be careful. They can
erupt like Vesuvius. Chitlins are best with Catfish and Okra.
BOLL WEEVIL (Feb 20 - Mar 20) You have an overwhelming curiosity. You're unsatisfied with the surface of things, and you feel the need to bore
deep into the interior of everything. Needless to say, you are very
intense and driven as if you had some inner hunger. Nobody in thei
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THE NAME OF THE PLAYER IS THE OPPO & IT HAS WON SEVERAL AWARDS. THIS IS A REPRINT OF A REVIEW:
Any misgivings I had about pairing a $149 disc player with a $50,000 system were quickly laid to rest. So how good can a $149 player be? The Oppo is very good! Using its internal D/A converters, the Oppo produces listenable, detailed, extremely satisfying sound from pretty much every optical disc format currently available. I was
Memory, Learning and Other Cognitive Skills:
Excessive drinking over a period of years may lead to a condition known as Alcohol Dementia, which can cause problems with memory, learning and other cognitive skills.
Alcohol has a direct affect on brain cells, resulting in poor judgment, difficulty making decisions and lack of insight. Nutrition problems which often accompany long-time alcohol abuse can be another contributing factor, since parts of the brain may be damaged by vitamin deficiencies.
Those suffering from dementia, may have very little ability to learn new things, while many of their other mental abilities are still highly functioning. Along with the decline in cognitive skills, sometimes noticeable personality changes take place.
Those suffering from dementia may remember in great detail events that happened years ago, but are not able to recall events that took place in the past few minutes.
Another symptom is telling the same stories
but never again..
poison my kisses with yummy lies on ur lips.
come sweet, fill my ears with ur empty promises.
so clueless,thinking you've got it all
figured out. ironic tho, still i find
you desperate hollow, & cold. oh yes,
lying to me always made u feel so bold,
but remember luv,only i know ur secret,
that inside ur lifeless,scared,and alone.
& oh how ur blood,only runs lukewarm to cold.
ur claim to fame, to be master of playing games.
funny how its me who can see right through you!
oh,i see u...crystal clear, in fact! see u right
to the bone.to the ugliness deep inside of u.i'm
dissecting u now. (can u feel me baby?)
i wanna rip u open,mmm gonna tear u apart!
I remember how we started, watch from anothers
eyes. but this time i'm on to ur tricks.i gaze
closely as slowly u gather up all my trust,and
i see how u managed to sneak away more of my
so yeah this is my first blog its almost 5 am im tired but i just saw my pic scrolling across the top of the page for the first time so i thought i would write about it haha well guess i should head to bed since i gotta work in 5 hours or so
random lyrics to spell my life
do you think I’m a nasty girl?
I’ll let you whip me when I misbehave
so what if you can see the darker side of me
this is who I really am inside
I’m in over my head
I fell to temptation
I’ve got a jet black heart
I just want to feel that high
you don’t know me
I tried to be someone else
I feel like myself again
I can’t change who I am, not this time
I think it’d be nice just to lose control, just once
I finally found myself
no one will ever tame this animal I have become
I like it rough
I’d rather feel pain than nothing at all
the love we share seems to go nowhere
once I ran to you, now I run from you
all I wanted was you
this could be our sick love song
I just want to be loved
I’m stronger than you’ll ever know
I’m always here for you
you hate everything about me
why do you love me?
look in my eyes, you’re killing me
I can’t escape this hell
I can’t change who I am, not this time
I am just what you see
you can’t st
''There's nothing but bad news in the newspapers to make us live in a constant state of paranoia.
That's what they want because it keeps people in fear.''
''We were brought up to believe that science and engineering were going to make the world
a better place. Now we've got pollution and everything and it seems we've come to a halt.
But I think we've got to retain some faith in believing tomorrow will be better than today.''
''If I had five million dollers I'd start a radio station because something needs to be done.
It would be nice to turn on the radio and hear something that didn't make you feel
like smashing up the kitchen and strangling the cat.''
''I've got no doubt the fourth dimension exists.
But is it just like the world we're trying to escape from?
I need to know if you're allowed to smoke in there...''
* Co-creation * Divine Intention * Divine Right Order * Source * Yunasai * Source Seed *
When the Intension of consciousness within he manifestation is aligned with the Original Divine Intention of our Source, then energy/consciousness flows freely both ways and it is appropriate to speak of Co-Creation.
Through Co-Creation both the non-manifest and the manifest aspects of consciousness work harmoniously to create realities.
(Introduction to the Monad - Class Module)
When we use our gift of Free Will to direct our energies in a manner congruent with the Divine Right Order of Universal Unified Field Physics (which implies co-creative, non competitive co-evolution for all), the scalar-wave design of our personal Scalar Shields remains organized upon the intrinsic design of universal and personal Primal Order.
(The Kathara Bio-Spiritual Healing
Getting To Know Someone
As many times as I've seen you smile it never fails to brighten up my day
As many times as I've heard you laugh, it's still alwyas lifts my spirits and makes me realize that things aren't always as bad as they seem
As often as I've felt your arms around me when you hold me close, it never ceases to make me feel secure
And as often as I've heard you say."I LOVE YOU"
I never tire of saying them.
I never stop apprecating, your honesty, sensitivity, thoughtfulness or generosity, most of all.
As often as I'm with you I never stop appreciating what we have together or what a blessing it is to have you in my life.
A mother's love determines how
We love ourselves and others.
There is no sky we'll ever see
Not lit by that first love.
Stripped of love, the universe
Would drive us mad with pain;
But we are born into a world
That greets our cries with joy.
How much I owe you for the kiss
That told me who I was!
The greatest gift--a love of life--
Vt Shooting Memories
Please come here to see this blog on the memories and names of the vt shooting. Just click the image and poof your there.
You can't run a society or cope with its problems if people are not held accountable for what they do.
- John Leo "Reaching into one's own pocket to assist his fellow man is noble and worthy of praise. Reaching into another person's pocket to assist one's fellow man is despicable and worthy of condemnation."
- Walter Williams Mere change is not growth. Growth is the synthesis of change and continuity, and where there is no continuity there is no growth.
- C.S. Lewis
This Is Me
Close your eyes
Wait for it
Loose yourself in your imagination
I'm right here...
Waiting for the right moment
Don't open your eyes...
Just stay there
In your mind
Feel your heartbeat
I can see it...
Can you feel me?
Feel the heat from my body?
You want me to touch you
Know that I won't...
Let your mind take you there
I won't touch you
It's not time
That's what you want...
...you want to know
But you don't
You like this...
You're almost there
Where I want you
Feel the heat from my hands?
Very Important to Note:
Isn't it true that we all carry our mobile
phones with hundreds of names/numbers stored in its
memory but yet nobody, other than ourselves, know which of these
numbers belong to our near and dear ones?
Let us for a moment create a scenario
wherein (God forbid);
We are involved in an accident or had a
heart attack and the people attending us get hold of
our mobile phone but don't' know which number to call to inform our
Yes, there are hundreds of numbers stored
but which one is the contact person in case of an
For this reason, we must have one or more
telephone numbers stored under the name ICE (In case of
Emergency) in our mobile phones.
Read below for more details.....
Subject: " ICE " Campaign Recently, the
concept of " ICE " is catching up quickly. It is simple, an
important method of contact during emergency situations. As cell
phones are carried by majority of the population, all you need to do
Today and tomorrow are typically a bit rough for me. 11 years ago today, I was home sick with the chicken pox. I did have a healthy case of chicken pox as a 3 year old child, and I have the pictures to prove it. In fact, I had to stay home from going to the Chuckles the Clown show for my brothers birthday. I am still a bit bitter over that.
They say that if you've had chicken pox once that you will never get them again. My 6 year old son was exposed to chicken pox at the proverbial birthday party. Two weeks later I wasn't surprised that my 10 month old daughter contracted them, but I didn't expect to get them myself again. It was also the day after my nephew's birthday...my husband and I had legal custody of him. I hadn't bought all of the gifts that I had wanted to because of becoming sick. My husband was supposed to pick up the few remaining items on his way home from work. He had wrecked his work van and we were still waiting for the insurance company to reimburse him, so he was d
Poem For My Lover
This was another poem from my archive, from back before my fella and I were together...the good thign is, he still makes me feel this way with every touch of his hands...
Making love with you.....
is like music for my soul....
the way you make me yours
and have all of the control.
Making love with you...
is like fireworks in my brain....
the way my body responds to your touch
and sets my skin ablaze.....
Making love with you....
it is like opening the dam to a rushing river
the way you make me come alive.
Making love with you...
is like the ocean washing over me,
flooding my body so deep and so strong
with a passion as undying as the tides.
Making love with you...
is beyond anything I have ever known...
and everytime we make love...
it feels so right....like I am home.
I wrote this poem over a year ago, back before my love and I were free to be together. It is just a little something special for him.
A passion, a fire igni
You scored as Sexy Kisser. My god you're hot! Any one who kisses you will always remember it and want more. You know exactly what you're doing with the right balance of gentle and aggressive, wow! You're scorching!!
You scored as Biting. When it comes to being kinky, your biggest turn on is biting. You love the ectasy of teeth sinking into your flesh, and are probably willing to return the favor. Sex just isn't sex without using your teeth.Biting83%Blind Folds75%Chains/Handcuffs50%Whips33%Bondage25%Blood17%
You scored as Sex Goddess. You are masterful at sex. Yo
My New Life
A good friend of mine wrote this for me(Andrea)..hope everyone likes it and now i can get a new start on life...and wish me luck with making the right choices so that i can be happy...
Faith of the fears let them cry no more deep inside shower the sun of brightness and show the love will never fade the pawn of your hands is the world of life let them fly high into the sky and let the depth of strength grow so high in the deep in soul and your will relive again with no more pain say hello to a new beginning with a brand new lighten path and show a smile will never frown again.
A Daydream Remembered
I was sitting in my small condo on my bed wrapping gifts to send to my little brother and nephews. Startled, I hear a knock at the door. Beings I was sitting in my pajamas, a night shirt and shorts, I decide to grab my robe putting it on, on my way to the door. I peek through the peephole to find David standing on the other side.
Opening the door I stood there in a bit of shock, “Hay, what are you doing here?”
“Just thought I would stop by and see how you were doing. Is it too late?” He asked noticing me in my robe.
“No, not at all. Come on in. I just had to get comfortable after my shower. I’ve only been home for a couple of hours from my second job.”
“You have a second job?” He asks as he walks in and starts taking off his coat.
“Yea, it helps me to save to get a bigger place.”
He walks further in and notices the cutting mess on the bed. “Are you busy? I can come back later.”
“No that’s ok; I was just finishing wrapping a few gifts for my nephews. I’ve got to ge
* Twelve Attitudes & Responsibilities Of Mastery * Spiritual Integration * Soul Integration *
Twelve Attitudes & Responsibilities of Mastery
Part of the process of Spiritual Integration of our Higher Selves (Identities) or Expansion of our Consciousness involves "re-programming" the way we think.
Our thoughts create our reality and the life experience we have on the inside and the outside of us.
The following Attitudes and Responsibilities, when embodied and "lived" will help to change our thought patterns.
Thoughts that we simply take for granted because they are part of the programming we currently carry.
Changing the thought patterns is actually changing the programming in the personal shields.
The Attitudes and Responsibilities of Mastery are crucial to understanding what kind of choices lead to what kind of outcomes, and provide guidelines regarding choices t
Would You Pay
you meet a guy you really feeling, but he lives in another state. would pay and go see him or fly him to you?
* Love *
* Love *
The feeling of Love is the result of the condition of vibrational harmonization, or the co-resonance of consciousness, between the lover and the Beloved.
Through the condition of At-One-Ment with Source, through selflessness and humility, genuine Love can be known.
In terms of "felt experience", At-One-Ment creates the feeling of absolute love, Unconditional Love, the quality of love the our Source Mind experiences toward all it's manifestations (with whom It eternally remains in a state of vibrational co-resonance of consciousness).
Absolute love IS the eternal vibrational resonance of consciousness that holds the structure of the Cosmos together.
Absolute love creates the experience of absolute joy and ecstatic fulfillment - and - in human terms generates the a
i have had sex on cam while someone watch. it was pretty hot. would you do that?
Poems By Me
Don't judge me
by my lokks.
Don't reject me
because of my body.
decide my place.
Until you know
the reasons why.
Keep the hope
of our love alive.
Don't despise me
Just give me
To prove the good
I have inside.
that I hide.
Give me the
chance I deserve.
Look and see
and you will find.
The love inside of
me for you. "The One"
We sit on the beach
so close in the sand,
We're watching the waves
and you reach for my hand.
You turn to me
and look in my eyes,
The kiss you gave
is no surprise.
As we sit
watching the sun set,
I'm wondering if you
are the one.
lick the shore
by the tide,
We laugh and joke
as they chase us inside.
We enjoy the warmth
of a newly built fire.
We sit in its gl
just put a new pic on here i will be updated this page soon i will also be adding more pic later i hope everybody is doing ok and happy holiday i haven`t made it to work cause our bus didn`t show up i guess it wasn`t my day or night to work changes have been made on my profile pic has also been updated take a look
ok i never had a 3 some eventhough i have dated porn stars and ex escorts. if you have did you like it or no.
i'm on a roll tonight... anal yes or no
There are moments in life we feel lost in translation. we are floating away from what we know.
But sometimes we need to know we are loved by our family we need them when we don;t even know we need them. i try so hard sometimes to fit into my family but i;am different we are all different in our ways. but i plan to start a family one day and when that happens everything will come together. I;am a family man and i'am going to have an amazing family and i will never let what happened to my family happen to my own. this i swear. Be there no matter what that is what it means to be a father, husband. I will never let them down. I finish this by saying that i have so much to tell the world but some things a just for you. And your own mind.
No ordinary guy is gonna do... they don't know what I'm looking for.. they don't know what I need.
I asked God to take away my habit.
God said, No.
It is not for me to take away, but for you to give it up.
I asked God to make my handicapped child whole.
God said, No.
His spirit is whole, his body is only temporary.
I asked God to grant me patience.
God said, No.Patience is a byproduct of tribulations;
it isn't granted, it is learned.
I asked God to give me happiness.
God said, No.
I give you blessings; Happiness is up to you.
I asked God to spare me pain.
God said, No.Suffering draws you apart
from worldly cares and brings you closer to me.
I asked God to make my spirit grow.
God said, No.You must grow on your own,
but I will prune you to make you fruitful.
I asked God for all things that I might enjoy life.
God said, No.
I will give you life, so that you may enjoy all things.
I asked God to help me LOVE others, as much as He lo
a. body shot
e. all of the above
you may choose none or more than one
As Master walked through the door, His eyes scanned the room noticing the few things that were out of place. His coffee cup was still on the table, along with the strewn about morning paper. The immediate look of displeasure crossed His face. He did not expect much from Jade, just the things He did require of her He expected done. Jade's disobedience had been of annoyance to him these past few weeks. However after a day like He had today, this was one of the last straws. Master had been pleased with Jade's behavior and submission to Him since He had taken her in. Master had decided to give Jade a little more freedom as a reward. But to Master's dismay she had begun to forget her place at His feet.
Master took a seat on the couch, turning on the tv. As He sat watching the evening news, He heard the back door quietly shutting. Jade knew she was probably pushing the limits, not being at the door at His arrival. However Jade, figured she could just explain to Master that she was out swi
Hey Whats Happening
Well i finally got another job as a lumberjack so ill be off tot he woods.... the bad part Im going to be staying in a camp so ill be away from home even more.... if your wondering its not camping lol cause that would be fun... this is just a place to stay between work so i dont have to travel alot.......i wont be on cherrytap or fubar....whatever its called for long stretches. Im sorry to all my friends and fans..... and everyone else thats made this a fun time.... i will try to show love when i get the chance to be on.... anyway have fun peeps and stay safe.... ill be thinking of my friends while im there ;) get your ass in the lounge and have some fun... its all good... meet new peeps, talk to us... be dirty if thats your thing... its good times all around
http://cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=8701 Hey... its friday... Ive been talking with alot of fine young cherries on ct this week...as well as a few older ones hehehe... anyway... just wanted to let yall know that.... IM ALL ALONE..
Hot Wax, the Intense Sensation
Hot wax is one of the more intense and erotic things that we, as BDSM players, get involved in. However, hot wax can be considered edge play and something that requires training and experience. Hot wax applied improperly is dangerous! Hot wax applied properly and at the right time in a scene is immensely erotic.
In the following paragraphs, we will attempt to address not only the ways to apply hot wax to a submissive, but also what tools to use and special safety issues to be considered while doing hot wax play.
General Safety Rules
As we said in the introduction, hot wax applied improperly is dangerous! Using the wrong melting point wax and/or not checking temperature of the molten wax can result in up to third degree burns, requiring immediate attention by a physician. Obviously, most of us are not interested in a ride naked in an ambulance after having suffered serious burns and having to live through the embarrassment of ex
Give Me Time To Liven Up
hi friends sorry if i missed all the comments and stuff but i'm sure i didn't but heading to pennsylvania saturday morning for 15 day vacation get to see my family and friends back in the pittsburgh area.i haven't been back in the area in almost yrs when my son joey graduated high school at 18yrs old and he's now 20.hope to gets nuts with the old crew and all in pittsburgh. leaving on 8-15 won't be back till 30-31 of august. sweeeeeeeeet ttyl all xo and hi 5's. joe well its 2 days in a row working as a dish washer at the local holiday inn here.it will be 3 tomorrow going back in at 3pm again.the boss and cooks say i'm doing a good job and tonight they helped me a bit once the place closed.i might be making $9 an hr but what the hell i wasnt even getting an 8hr day at coke and was making $10.50 an hr so i guess it will = out in the end if i'm not making at least that guess its time to move on but i do need the benny's if i stick it out.oh well guess we'll see what happens i'm hop
This is my first attempt at hosting a contest.. I was trying to come up with a unique contest for ct and this is what I came up with..
BEST FIREFIGHTER PIC
THEY CAN BE OF YOU FIGHTING FIRE YOURSELF, OR JUST FIREFIGHTING PICS YOU FOUND SOMEWHERE ONLINE, ETC.. IT DOESN'T MATTER. AS LONG AS IT DEPICTS FIREFIGHTING IN SOME WAY.. SEND ME THE LINK TO THE PIC IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE
Superman~GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY~@ CherryTAP
OR YOU CAN CONTACT MY SISTER, DIXIE DARLIN,
Dixie Darlin~CT Wifey of Faery Dragon~@ CherryTAP
AND SHE CAN GET THE LINK TO ME.. EITHER WAY IS FINE..
THIS ONE IS ME^^
THE ABOVE ARE SIMPLY EXAMPLES OF THE TYPES OF ENTRIES I AM LOOKING FOR AND CANNOT BE USED AS ENTRIES FOR THE CONTEST..
RULES ARE AS FOLLOWS
1. NO COMMENT BOMBING FROM Fake sites.
2. Show support for Firefighters.
3. Have FUN AND GOOD LUCK.
Prizes: 1st prize: Corvette
2nd prize: Mens/womans ring.
thank you to all my friends and fans for helping me level...remember if u leave a comment on the help blog telling me that u rated or commented i will return the luv as soon as i can rate pics again
As Master walked through the door, His eyes scanned the room noticing the few things that were out of place. His coffee cup was still on the table, along with the strewn about morning paper. The immediate look of displeasure crossed His face. He did not expect much from Jade, just the things He did require of her He expected done. Jade's disobedience had been of annoyance to him these past few weeks. However after a day like He had today, this was one of the last straws. Master had been pleased with Jade's behavior and submission to Him since He had taken her in. Master had decided to give Jade a little more freedom as a reward. But to Master's dismay she had begun to forget her place at His feet.
Master took a seat on the couch, turning on the tv. As He sat watching the evening news, He heard the back door quietly shutting. Jade knew she was probably pushing the limits, not being at the door at His arrival. However Jade, figured she could just explain to Master that she was out sw
hey everyone i am so close to level will you please come by and help me out...i am maxed out oh photo rates right now but if u leave me a comment on this blog and help me by commenting or rating i will return the love as soon as i can rate again...thank you so much
Colonoscopies are no joke , but these comments during the exam were quite humorous..... A physician claimed that the following are actual comments made by his patients (predominately male) while he was performing their colonoscopies:
1. "Take it easy, Doc. You're boldly going where no man has gone before!
2. "Find Amelia Earhart yet?"
3. "Can you hear me NOW?"
4.. "Are we there yet? Are we there yet? Are we there yet?"
5. "You know, in Arkansas , we're now legally married."
6. "Any sign of the trapped miners, Chief?"
7. "You put your left hand in, you take your left hand out..."
8.. "Hey! Now I know how a Muppet feels!"
9. "If your hand doesn't fit, you must quit!
10. "Hey Doc, let me know if you find my dignity.."
11. "You used to be an executive at Enron, didn't you?"
12. "God, now I know why I am not gay."
And the best one of all..
13.. "Could you write a note for my wife saying that my head is not up here?"
Who Are You Really?
Floating around in all these sites makes one aware of a growing trend. Pretending. Why is it so popular to be someone other than who you are? Or is being yourself where no one knows if you are really you the only place you feel safe being you?
Confusing isn't it? Exactly. Oh,... the tangled webs we weave. If only one would just be who they are, wherever they are, how much simpler life would be. Do you agree? Do you know?
For myself, I am being me without being me.By that I mean to say that I mean what I say, but I have used a fake identity here, so I am not really being totally me. Why? Because, as I said, I am a very private person, and I don't know all the people here. What's your story?
What Ya Like 2 Do With Cams?
anny one out there thats a camperformer id like to get in to it my self i my have one but not shere if you can help out id apreasheat it verry mutch hit me up if you have anny thing you can help with this man is a stalker http://fubar.com/michael1967 pleas help to get rid of him or do anny thing to make him leav wipe his acount out if posibel thany every one .
Wolf sat at the bar looking at the glass before him on the polished oak. The amber of the scotch reflected the light on his hand resting next to the glass. He wanted the drink as a starving man wants a meal. The writers block was killing him, it had been two weeks since he had been able to get ideas to flow from his head to his keyboard. He was so engrossed in the desire for the contents of the glass, that he didn't even notice the woman sit on the stool next to him.
Climbing on to her stool, Deb noticed the man next to her. He was about forty, six feet tall, and about two hundred pounds. His short hair was beginning to gray at the temples and his short-cropped beard was flecked with gray. Noticing that he wore an gold earring, she wondered which way he swung, these days you couldn't tell. Looking closer, she could see he was wearing gray slacks, and shirt with the collar open and a dark blue blazer. Hanging from the pocket of
She Rated Me A 5 ...hahahaha
Some woman who happens to be a level 10, so I know she isn't new to CT, rated my pic a 5... Soooo I went to her profile and took a look... I wanted to see if it was our typical rude person trying to piss me off or if it was a fake profile or someone new to CT... Wellll.. she looks real... isn't new... so I guess I must really be just a 5... I will now go to my corner and feel shame...
If ya wanna check her out her name is Spank Me! ... and if she is better looking than me..then.... SHOOT ME...HAHAHAHAHA...
Love to all.. Peace...SPIN
Well I'm Still Pretty Damn New At This...
Well I'm definately new at this, I finally got to "New Cherry" status! So hey, add me, rate me, whatever. I'm always lookin for new friends and good times. Party on CT!
Song Of The Day
by: A Perfect Circle
Dead as dead can be
The doctor tells me
But I just can't believe him
Ever the optimistic one
I'm sure of your ability
To become my perfect enemy
Wake up and face me
Don't play dead 'cause maybe
Someday I will walk away and say
You disappoint me
Maybe you're better off this way
Leaning over you here
Cold and catatonic
I catch a brief reflection
Of what you could and might have been
It's your right and your ability
To become my perfect enemy
(Why can't you?)
And face me
(Come on now)
Don't play dead
(Don't play dead)
I'll walk away and say
You disappoint me
Maybe you're better off this way
Maybe you're better off this way (×3)
You're better off this (×2)
Maybe you're better off...
(Why can't you?)
And face me
(Come on now)
Don't play dead
(Don't play dead)
I Don't Know
I never felt like this.I can feel my life slip.I'm going insane no one can help me today.I feel as if every thing has gone to shit.I can't take this any more. I watch my life go out the door.You may say i'm sick you may say I have lost it but if you where in my shoes you would see it to.This is the way I feel it seems that sanity has left me here alone.
Every girl dreams that one day she will find a guy that does these things for her. even the smallest action can have the BIGGEST impact in someones life.
• give her one of your t-shirts to sleep in.
• leave her cute text notes.
• kiss her in front of your friends.
• tell her she looks beautiful.
• look into her eyes when you talk to her.
• let her mess with your hair.
• touch her hair.
• just walk around with her.
• FORGIVE her for her MISTAKES.
• look at her like she's the only girl you see.
• D0N'T MAKE HER CRY EVERYNiGHT.
• tickle her even when she says stop.
• hold her hand when you're around your friends.
• when she starts swearing at you, tell her you love her.
• let her fall asleep in your arms.
• get her mad, then kiss her.
• tease her and let her tease you back.
• stay up all night with her when she's sick.
• watch her favorite movie with her.
• kiss her forehead.
• give her the world.
• let her wear your clothes.
• when she's sad, hang out with her.
gurl has tried to keep herself busy all day, from playing around on here with all my fellow cherries to cleaning house, to constantly checking email. The thing about it is, no matter what one tries to do on a day they find themselves depressed, nothing seems to help no matter how busy they try to keep themselves.
It's kinda funny how when someone goes almost 3 years without something and then all the sudden it's given back to them, they just can't get enough of it. When that something that meant so much is jerked out from under them again it's even more devastating than it was the first time and the pain is deeper and more severe than it was the first time. The sheer fear of never getting it back again can scare the hell out of them, give them some really crazy thoughts they otherwise wouldn't think of, and can eventually drive them to doing things they normally would never do.
Now, sit and think about what matters most in life to Y/you and imagine what Y/you would do if
Message Of The Day!
Life is short, Break the rules, Forgive quickly, Kiss slowly, Love truly, Laugh uncontrollably,
And never regret anything that made you smile.
Send to all the people you love and don't want to lose in 2007, even me.... If you get 3 back,
you are a great friend
Life may not be the party we hoped for, but while we`re here we may as well dance...
Earth Day April 22nd
By Senator Gaylord Nelson, Founder of Earth Day
What was the purpose of Earth Day? How did it start? These are the questions I am most frequently asked.
Actually, the idea for Earth Day evolved over a period of seven years starting in 1962. For several years, it had been troubling me that the state of our environment was simply a non-issue in the politics of the country. Finally, in November 1962, an idea occurred to me that was, I thought, a virtual cinch to put the environment into the political "limelight" once and for all. The idea was to persuade President Kennedy to give visibility to this issue by going on a national conservation tour. I flew to Washington to discuss the proposal with Attorney General Robert Kennedy, who liked the idea. So did the President. The President began his five-day, eleven-state conservation tour in September 1963. For many reasons the tour did not succeed in putting the issue onto the national political agenda. However, it was the germ of the ide
Hosting My First Contest
PRETTIEST EYES CONTEST!!!
I WILL BE TAKING ENTRIES UNTIL I GET AT LEAST 10 PEOPLE, MEN AND WOMEN CAN BE IN THE CONTEST.. (No NSFW!)
1ST PLACE GETS A YACHT!!!!
2ND PLACE GETS A PORSCHE!!!!
3RD, PLACE GETS A TROPICAL VACATION!!!!
AS SOON AS I GET 10 PEOPLE TO JOIN IT WILL START..
IT WILL LAST A WEEK FROM THE DAY IT STARTS, AND COMMENT BOMBING AND BOMBING YOURSELF IS ALLOWED.. IF THERE IS A TIE THEN RATES WILL COUNT!!
Contact me for all the info!
Thanks! Hott and Horny!
So Im A Little Sad
what the hell,
Usually this time of year im happy as hell... but instead im sad. I dont get it. And I cant show everyone that im down, because they will all demand an explanation. One that I cant give them.
I dont know why Im sad, I just am. So I do things to try to cut this phase short. I got a tattoo finished, i bought new jewelery for my tongue. I forced myself to be out around people, and now Iv closeted myself. Cartoons and cookies for me tonight. I know Im pissing people off, and alienating the ones that love me.... but I just cant help it.
The bulletins that have hit saying that people are making fun of the VT massacre, Columbine, and 9-11 are sick individuals.
I read an article from Newsweek this morning on one of the victims accounts, what it is like to be on my cell phone and having a 9-1-1 operator telling me she cant understand what im saying. I could not imagine sitting in a classroom, watching my instrusctor get shot, then having to lay still to make this psychopath think im dead as he shoots a girl that is next to me in the back and shoots me three times as he is walking and unloading his weapons.
For the Columbine shooting, do you know what i t is like to have your husband overseas, when you hear on the news that there has been a shooting at a Colorado High School, and you have kids going to high school in CO, the fear that runs through your body as well as the guilt when you find out that it was not the school that your child goes to?
As far as 9-11, what you do when put into a situation that you k
Dreams I Have
I was walking down a street . It was warm . They sun was out then it started to get cold .
The ground broke open with hellish fire that went beyond the heavens.
Demons started to pour out on the crushing the buildings and things that man had mad on earth .
Then from the sky the sky craked open and Angels took flight to the earth .
When they hit the ground with God and Jesus the ground flattend and the water dried up .
I relized that i was the only one there thats was human .
So i asked God why would you tell mankind to forgive and forget . When you don't do it your self .
He didn't answer . I asked satan why he was mad at God after all these years . He looked to the ground .
I look at jesus he look the other way . So i didn't bother to ask him .
So i asked both of them who messed up my life.
And they pointed at each other .
And they started storming at each other while i was in the midst of them .
And i remember yelling out stop and they di
6 Reasons Not To Mess With Children.
1 - Brownies - with our without nuts?
With out! I buy the cosmic brownies!!
2 - Do you currently have a $10.00 in your possession?
Yep, with a little extra!
3 - If you could eat anything at all right now, what would it be?
i'm kinda craving Hot Dog Dhopp
4 - What are you listening to right now? I tried, by bone thugs
5 - The closest thing to you that is black...Jingles my dog
6 - Your favorite cologne/perfume to wear... body mists
7 - Prefer your water in a bottle or out of the tap? My tap has a purifier on it, so I like that the best!!
8 - Last concert you saw? I can not remember!!
9 - Least favorite thing in the world - Spiders and Asshole MEN!!
10 - Are you addicted to Myspace?
just a bit, but I am more addicted to Cherry Tap!
11 - What are your plans for the near future (like tomorrow)?
To wake up!!
12 - Would you consider yourself a flirt? When I want to be!
13 - Are you good at it (see #12)? I think so!
14 - What song is your guilty p
ok i was driving to this place called crossroads and i went to turn and i didnt turn the wheel all the why and i hit this dude. i got out of the car my car didnt have any damage. and the guy had no lience and it wasnt his car. and he didnt speak english! and he wanted 1,500 for damages and there were no damages to his car. thank god my car is made of plastic
Palin recently said that the war in Iraq is "God's task." She's even admitted she hasn't thought about the war much—just last year she was quoted saying, "I've been so focused on state government, I haven't really focused much on the war in Iraq." 1, 2
Palin has actively sought the support of the fringe Alaska Independence Party. Six months ago, Palin told members of the group—who advocate for a vote on secession from the union—to "keep up the good work" and "wished the party luck on what she called its 'inspiring convention.'" 3
Palin wants to teach creationism in public schools. She hasn't made clear whether she thinks evolution is a fact.4
Palin doesn't believe that humans contribute to global warming. Speaking about climate change, she said, "I'm not one though who would attribute it to being manmade." 5
Palin has close ties to Big Oil. Her inauguration was even sponsored by BP. 6
Palin is extremely anti-choice. She doesn't even support abortion in the case of rape or inc
The Portly Pimp
OK Ladies here is your chance
For a prize to be determined at a later date, tell me what you would like if you had an evening with me. The most original and creative answer wins. Check this out!
RULES FOR GUYS
NOT KISSING FIRST. Avoiding her
lips and diving straight for the erogenous zones makes her feel like you're
paying by the hour and trying to get your money's worth by cutting out
nonessentials. A properly passionate kiss is the ultimate form of foreplay.
BLOWING TOO HARD IN HER EAR.
Admit it, some kid at school told you girls love this. Well, there's a
difference between being erotic and blowing as if you're trying to
extinguish the candles on your 50th birthday cake. That hurts.
NOT SHAVING. You often forget
you have a porcupine strapped to your chin which you rake repeatedly across
your partner's face and thighs. When she turns her head from side to side,
it's not passion, it's avoidance.
SQUEEZING HER BREAST. Most men
act like a house
i recently updated the aboutme section in my profile the jist of which was:
to any and all guys lookin for a cheap thrill don't bother comin near my page. i don't want to rate your pix, i don't want ya'll lookin at mine.
i'm here to make friends not spend my time talkin to perv's and nut jobs.
if ya'll want points rate me, fan me idon't mind, if ya wanna add me go ahead but dont expect me to start gettin fucked up with y'all.
since i've posted that they've gotten worse
fuck off and leave me alone if ya'll don't wanna get to know me.
I scored a 717... you've been warned.
Just Some Stuff I Love!
The following is allegedly an actual question given in a University of Washington chemistry mid-term exam.
Bonus Question: Is Hell exothermic (gives off heat) or endothermic (absorbs heat)?
Most of the students wrote proofs of their beliefs using Boyle's Law (gas cools when it expands and heats when it is compressed) or some variant. One student, however, wrote the following:
First, we need to know how the mass of Hell is changing in time. So we need to know the rate at which souls are moving into Hell and the rate at which they are leaving. I think we can safely assume that once a soul gets to Hell, it will not leave. Therefore, no souls are leaving.
As for how many souls are entering Hell, let's look at the different religions that exist in the world today. Most of these religions state that if you are not a member of their faith, you will go to Hell. Since there is more than one of these religions and since people do not belong to more than one religion, we can relia
Hey everyone!! Well here I am hoping yall will go to my rude space link on my profile and sign up!! Yep I am promoting my rude space again LOL. It's free so what are yall waiting for??? I will be uploading some new content very soon ( new naughty pics and vids) for you all to enjoy. Those of you who have Rude already will agree that it's an awesome site. Sign up today and start watching naughty vids, pics and yes even live house and group shows all for free.
The Most Functional Word!
The Most Functional English Word
Well, it's shit ... that's right, shit!
Shit may just be the most functional word in the English language.
You can get shit-faced, Be shit-out-of-luck, Or have shit for brains.
With a little effort, you can get your shit together, find a place
for your shit, or be asked to shit or get off the pot. !
You can smoke shit, buy shit, sell shit, lose shit, find shit,
forget shit, And tell others to eat shit.
Some people know their shit, while others can't tell the difference
between shit and shineola.
There are lucky shits, dumb shits, and crazy shits. There is bull
shit, horse shit, and chicken shit.
You can throw shit, sling shit, catch shit, shoot the shit, or duck
when the shit hits the fan.
You can give a shit or serve shit on a shingle.
You can find yourself in deep shit or be happier than a pig in shit.
Some days are colder than shit, some days are h
Hey friends and family I ended up with 2 CT's so i am not going to keep this one going. My other email add for CT is email@example.com please add me as ur friend so we all can keep up
Hugs and Kisses everyone
I gotta get rid of my internet for a while, at least until i can get a better paying job. just got a new car and that has priority over internet. I will try to check my stuff as often as possible, but im not sure how often. I hate doin it, but i promised i would get rid of it if a new car was got. I got much love for all my fellow cherrys, and ill see you on the flip side!!
Pictures I Have Taken
If you would like hi-resolution copies or to see more pictures like I posted under "Pictures I have taken" visit my website (http://skylerhart.com) and click on the downloads link. Once on the downloads page Click on the "Pictures taken on 19 Apr 2007" link to download a compressed folder containing 148 pictures. When you are finished downloading, extract the files to the folder of your choice and veiw the pictures. Hope you all enjoy them if you decide to download them! I had a lot of fun taking them.
Ranting And Ravings!
Hey all my freaks and fans, Im on sort of a Internet Hiatus, I am on Dial Up only and for some reason I have been having issues with Fubar locking up for me. This message was put on here by my sexy ass friend Chelle, because I cannot seem to get onto Fubar long enough to do a damn thing. So please bare with me. I will be on when I can get on...and remember! "Friends Don't Let Friends Use Dial-UP!"t Well,
It sux, Im sick of dealing with all the crap I keep getting shoveled Onto me.The Doctors have determined that I need to go back under the knife. They HAVE to undo my current Double Fusion, and then redo it and add 2 more discs to it.The last surgery took 6 hours, this one will be 8-12 and I will be in the hospital for 4-7 days.
BUT, WAIT here is the kicker! Workmans Comp Or IWIF as it is called here wont approve the surgery right away, so we have to try to get me pain management sessions, WHICH IWIF denied 2 times last year. And IWIF Put my surgery off for almost 2 years last time.
I am still suprised by peoples doubt of their mortality. Deep in our minds we know death will come but we are scared and morose when the prospect of it creeps close through older loved ones getting sick.
I have made it a point to try to not stress about too many things and try to enjoy the little snippets of happiness that break through the dense clouds of a miserable existence. For existence is what it is..when u spend 75% of your day working then u have no life.
I have accepted my mortality..I have even thought about the premature emergence of it..but my harbinger of death will come when it is time and until then i want to be able to say man i had some good times. I feel sometimes that a lot of women take themselves too seriously and are often hung up about the wrong things. If a man or ur man has no problem with ur body then why should u? Another thing is that u should give guys more credit. Sure there are a lot of assholes out there and there are a lot of bitches. If a guy has b
I am here to weave your dreams to let your fantasies come through let me know your innerfantasy and let me weave our dreams together so our dreams can come true So let me weave your dreams and who knows what will come through
Iron Horse Cowboy
Grips instead of reins, Tires instead of hooves
Gas instead of hay, Growl instead of snort
My horse is Japanese steel, And my range is the Interstate 15.
I'm an Iron Horse Cowboy in the Southern California haze
My steed stays in the parking lot
instead of left in a field to graze.
Always at the ready, saddled by default
My horse of Japanese steel is ready. . .a twist of a key
and we're off.
I'm an Iron Horse Cowboy in the San Diego haze
Stuck in traffic, we idle. . .if it were flesh, it would graze...
My Cowgirl's now at her job
An accountant for a small firm
Her pony's waiting outside on the asphalt, parked at the curb.
500 cc's of Suzuki steel and black as midnight with no moon
Her pony's waiting outside with a full gas tank
Ready to ride...
We are Iron Horse Cowfolk in the San Diego haze
My Lady and I, together, we ride our asphalt and concrete range...
Robert Patrick McGuire
Copyright ©2007 Robert Patrick McG
April 19th 2007
Instead of writing about my day as I usually do when I am not writing Poems. I thought I'd just write straight about how I feel about things in general. I'll try not to get too emo on everything.
I've had my fair share of downsliding on friendship, actually just relationships in general. Be it platonic or not.
I've attempted to have friends on a platonic level. They have resulted in too much as usual. They usual get so intense they turn into something i don't want. Or they start off good and work backwards. I'm still hoping for the best no matter what.
I take advice from a good friend of mine. She tells me that I am cool. The reasoning is that no matter how fucked up people treat me, ignore me, act like they are busy when they are on here 24/7... I still matter to stay the type of person I am. Which makes me happy... i don't see myself as the type of person who changes much. The only extreme change that happened in me was from my first real sexual relationship.
MEN AND WOMEN WITH SEX ABS OR BUTTS....SEND ME PRIVATE MAIL....MUST BE ONE THAT WILL NOT BE nsfw.....
THERE WILL BE TWO WINNERS.....
SO MEN....DO U WANT A BRACELET
SO LADIES...DO U WANT A THOSE DIAMONDS EARINGS...
COME HIT ME WITH UR BEST ABS...MEN....WOMEN...LETS SEE IF U GOT THE BEST BUTT ON CHERRYTAP....
SEND ME PIC THAT U WANT ME TO RIP AND PLACE IN THIS CONTEST....
BABYGIRL....AKA FIRESTAR DAUGTHER
(repost of original by 'babygirl' on '2007-04-19 18:06:45')
(repost of original by 'Firestar~ Queen of Darkness ~CTWife2DragonMaster' on '2007-04-20 17:09:35') CONTEST IS....
MEN AND WOMEN WITH SEX ABS OR BUTTS....SEND ME PRIVATE MAIL....MUST BE ONE THAT WILL NOT BE nsfw.....
THERE WILL BE TWO WINNERS.....
SO MEN....DO U WANT A BRACELET
SO LADIES...DO U WANT A THOSE DIAMONDS EARINGS...
COME HIT ME WITH UR BEST ABS...MEN....WOMEN...LETS SEE IF U GOT THE BEST BUTT ON CHERRYTAP....
Va Tech Massacre
On Tuesday morning 32 kids woke up not knowing it would be the last day of their lives. Their parents woke up that morning thinking they would see their kids for summer break, have them home for Thanksgiving, and Christmas only to find out that these just past were the last ones they'd have with them. 1 teacher's family woke up thinking he would be home for dinner to sit and chat about his day. We wake up everyday and think we will have tomorrow not knowing if that will be our last. So out of the past few days experiences and sadness take it as a lesson. Live everyday as if it were your last. Don't take anything for granted in this world. Because as quick as you were brought in fate can take you out. Never go to bed mad at your loved ones. Never miss the chance to tell them you love them. For it could be the last time you get that chance. Remember all the families, faculty, and students of VA Tech. They all need our prayers. May God be with those who were lost and their families.
I must say that my husband, Jeremy, had got me hooked on Angela Aki. She mostly sings in Japanese, but love her songs just the same! Here's some karaoke video of her song "This Love" One of my favorites.
Just spilling thoughts here......
I woke up this morning to a virtual blizzard and thought to myself - yep it's gonna be one of those days. Luckily, the snow gave way to a cold rain, however, the gloom of the day had already set my mood.
I have been licking the wounds of a break up since last year and days like this always make me think of those times when we used to cuddle under blankets - talking, laughing and just spending time together. Kind of weighs heavy on the heart. None the less, the day has been as dreary as my mood today and all I could think of is what I could have done different to save my ten year relationship. Nothing comes to mind yet everything comes to mind and as my day goes on, I smile politely to people at work, share a joke or two and put my nose to the grindstone so thinking of anything other than work was not an option. My day continued on as it normally does and before I knew it, it was time to head home.
I was riding the bus home - which takes m
What Now! i seem to be saying this to myself alot lately.
My son calls my name while screaming at the top of his lungs, what now i say mommy he says i lost my car. Great i thought he busted his head open, but it was just his car lost.
Baby says my husband, what now i say, where are my work shoes , under the bed , i say without even looking, thinking to myself i spoil him to death , if his head wasnt attached to him he'd lose it.
What now , i say alot but i wouldnt be myself if i never said what now thats what makes my family my family and i would never in the world give that up for anything. So no matter how frustrating i get at them because i say what now i will always love them because i say what now!
I am new to this site, so any helpful information about this site, would be much appreciated. Any mistakes that you made that you could tell me about so I won't make the same. Or if you just like to give advice, I would really appreciate it!
Stuff In My Mind And In My Life.
Is one animal or human based on the decisions we make?
My past psychology class has taught me a lot about the human brain. It is the driving force of hunger, pain, sexual desire, emotions, and logic. Animals rely on instinct to survive. Humans can choose to ignore instinct in order to survive. If anyone has read the book "Dune" by Frank Herbert, you know that Paul Atredies was tested to see if he was human or animal. The Reverend mother placed his hand in a box and induced extreme pain. The animal instinct was to remove his hand from the box. He knew if he removed his hand, he would die and therefore be called an animal.
Humans have the power to control instincts if they wish. The most difficult instinct to overcome is sexual desire. We all know sex makes us feel good, but why do we have these feelings? It's to breed.
We don't breed with every person that walks down the street that we know is in heat. We choose who we want to share sex. Of course I'm not talking a
I arrived in Mayport Florida in June 1987. My ship was at sea on that day but would be coming in the next day. They put me in a work detail to get the shore power cables ready then we had to get in our dress uniforms to be crowd control. About an hour before the ship came in, I could see it on the horizon, just a blip. Wives and girlfriends started showing up. Back then there was no such thing as terrorism, so we had no pier access issues, but there were hundreds of them and only a dozen of us.
Later that summer, we deployed for a 6 week north atlantic exercise with Navies of other countries. We went across the arctic circle and were off the coast of Norway in the Fjords. When sailors cross the arctic circle, they obtain the designation of "Blue Nose". Even the ship gets the designation. The Bull Ensign painted the ships Bullnose blue and it stays painted blue. Quite a sight, I'll never forget. On our way back, we stopped at Portsmouth England, and I went with a friend o
My Thoughts About You!
That you suck and if you actually read this garbage then you really don't have anything better to do and I was being sarcastic with my first blog...... I really don't want to know how you feel and further more I do believe that if you truly think that life is great then maybe you should marry my ex. Don't comment my blog and don't rate it. If you do that you're a horrible person for not respecting my wishes.:|
HA!!!! Let's talk about our feelings.. They can be good or bad, sad or glad, what ever you want them to be. So lets see how you are doing today.
How are you?
What do you feel like right now?
Do you feel this way for a reason?
Why makes you feel this way?
Tell me all about you...
Do you have a life besides cherry tap?
Tell me about your problems....
Do you hate life?
Do you want to make a difference?
Do you cut?
Do you do drugs?
Are you looking forward to 4/20?
Do you tripp
heres my idea of love.when you love some one what loves you back your heart skips when they are near.there touch makes you want more.there smile can make the darkest day better.when you come to your house its only home if they are there.you give them your heart and hold theres to you always.you spend your life making your love happy in all things.you are there when they cry to kisses away there tears and hold them close.when you see them all you want to do is hold them cloes and tell them you love them always . §Xavier-(taken)-Vampire Knight§@ CherryTAP hey just to give you guys a head up if you come to my page and your not on my freinds list,soory but i am here for real freinds not a contest to see who has more of them or who can hit on who so it seems some of you have a issue with me or what i have done or said,if you dont like me stay off my page or find another person to bug or belittle i am done
Odds And Ends
Let me start by saying.. Zombies shouldn't be allowed to carry concealed weapons. Never. I mean how is that fair? Really, if you think about it.. It's not fair at all. They already have the advantage. The whole "Grrrr" thing totally counts as an advantage. And the eating you alive.. Also counts. But a gun? Really? It's not fair I tell you!
- Clears throat. -
So.... That wasn't completely random. I have just watched the best movie EVER. Best zombie movie ever. Best sword fighting movie ever. Best bad versus good movie ever. The best EVER! It was.. Oh. Words fail me. It went from having me squealing loudly to covering my eyes and Ewing. Gasp! The gore! The gore was awesome. Almost as awesome as the fight scenes. And the humor? AH! BEST EVER!
So, so! You have to go watch it! I don't care how you see it, but you just must! Tis called Versus. And I will be ranting, and raving about this movie for many, many, many years to come.
I repeat. And stress this point. BEST. MOVI
Medical Exam #65
I recently turned 65 and had to choose a new
primary care physician
For my Medicare program. After two visits and
exhaustive lab tests, he
Said I was doing "fairly well" for my age. A little
concerned about that comment,
I couldn't resist asking him , "Do you think I will
live to be 80?"
He asked: Do you smoke tobacco or drink alcoholic
"Oh no," I replied. "I don't do drugs, either."
"Do you have many friends and entertain
"I said, "No, I usually stay home and keep to
"Do you eat rib-eye steaks and barbecued ribs?"
I said, "No, my other doctor said that all red meat
"Do you spend a lot of time in the sun, like playing
Hiking, or bicycling?"
"No, I don't," I said.
"Do you gamble, drive fast cars, or have a lot of
"No," I said. "I don't do any of those things."
He looked at me and said, "Then why do you give a
Herbs And Uses
Alfalfa (Medicago sativa): can be drunk as a tea to improve the appetite. Is supposed to aid in cure of peptic ulcers. Considered a diuretic - will rid the body of retained water.
Angelica (Angelica archangelica): Drink the tea to stimulate the appetite, relieve flatulence, and as a diuretic to stimulate kidney action. Also a general tonic for weakness and nervous headache. The tea is supposed to bring on menstruation and dispel afterbirth. The powder of the root is useful to prevent infection when fasting (3/8 tsp at a time) and a tea or decoction of the root can be useful for stomach and intestinal problems, including ulcers and nervous vomiting. In large doses can have adverse effects on heart, blood pressure and respiration, so use with caution. Externally, a decoction of the root can be used for scabies or itching skin.
Elements of Sun and Fire. The root carried in a blue cloth bag is a protective talisman. Was considered to be under the guard of angels and therefore a good
International Very Good Looking Day
Today is International Very Good Looking, Damn Smart Woman's Day, so please send this message to someone you think fits this description. Please do not send it back t o me as I have already received it from a Very Good Looking, Damn Smart Woman! And remember this motto to live by: Life should NOT be a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in an attractive and well preserved body, but rather to skid in sideways, chocolate in one hand, wine in the other, body thoroughly used up, totally worn out and screaming "WOO HOO what a ride!"
Have a wonderful day !
So who wants to go to work for me tomorrow? You'll get to spend the day doing, web/graphic design, search engine optimization, random IT work, ebay sales, product testing, and anything else they can throw at me. In short, you will be a swiss army knife.
... have fun
... oh crap, thats my job... 0_0
Of all the friends I've ever met,
You're the one I won't forget.
And if I die
Before you do
I'll go to heaven
And wait for you
I'll give the angels
Back their wings
And risk the loss
Just to prove
My friendship is true
I'm thankful to have
Family and Friends like you!
Message Of The Day
Life is short, Break the rules, Forgive quickly, Kiss slowly, Love truly, Laugh uncontrollably, And never regret anything that made you smile.
The Elements of Wicca
Wicca is a nature based religion. We follow the tides of the moon and the path of the sun in our celebrations. We honor the Earth and the world around us. One of the most important ways we incorporate the natural world into our daily lives and Wiccan practice is by honoring the elements, sometimes referred to as the Quarters or the Directions.
Generally, there are four elements that are recognized by all Wiccans. These are Air, Fire, Water and Earth. Often, depending on the tradition a person is working with, a fifth element is recognized, Spirit. Each of these elements has a different energy and fits into our practices in its own special way. Each has correspondences which can help give the practitioner a way to focus on the energy of the element he/she is working with. Let’s take a look at each element individually. Keep in mind as we do, that I work from a general, eclectic Wiccan path, and that I am in the Northern Hemisphere. There may be differences
When you find love, wherever you find it
whoever you choose, don't run away from it.
But you don't have to chase after it either.
You just be patient,and it'll come to you when you least expect it.
You don't be afraid and remember:
"TO LOVE IS TO LIVE!"
Get A Freakin Grip People
OK I realize that most of you people out there are goofy over Anne rice and her retarded idea of what a vampire is.
Heres the reality. Vampires as you envision them dont exist.They never existed the way you tards think they did.
The reality of it is that the only sickos that have even thought they were vampires and christ forgive me for this but psychologist actually decided to actually label it as a mental problem that needs treatment.
however i look at it as just some retards that read one too many glamourized novel or saw one too many movies.
AND COME ON PEOPLE. WHY WOULD YOU WANT TO SPEND YOUR PATHETIC LIFE DRINKING BLOOD WITH THE CHANCE OF CATCHING SOME DISGUSTING DISEASE.
GET A FREAKIN GRIP.
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Something Has To Be Done
I'm not posting his picture because he is a sick bastard!!!
this guy needs to be banned from CT. he's a 38 year old man who keeps posting child/teen porn as his primary picture. They keep getting removed and he keeps adding them back on. This is unexcusable and he needs to be removed from the site all together. everyone needs to contact cherry support and report him!!!
My Thoughts And Feelings
I've decided that I'm in my "Quarter-life Crisis" so this is what I've realize and come to a conclusion about:
It's when you stop going along with the crowd and start realizing that there are many things about yourself that you didn't know and may not like. It's where you start feeling insecure and wondering where you will be in a year or two but then get scared because you barely know where you are now.
It's where you start realizing that people are selfish and that maybe - those friends that you thought you were so close to aren't exactly the greatest people you have ever met and the people you have lost touch with are some of the most important ones. What you don't recognize is that they are realizing that too and aren't really cold, catty, mean or insincere but that they are as confused as you.
It's where you look at your job and it is not even close to what you thought you would be doing or maybe you're looking for a job and realizing that you are going to have to start
When you smile
It makes my day
When you speak
It’s something I would say
When you’re laughing
You can bet I’m laughing too
We’re so connected
I love you
it was not in my fate to meet my lover
had I lived longer, this would still be my only desire
to live on your promise is to make my life a lie
would I not have died of happiness if i trusted it
from your frailty I learnt that the promise was delicate
it would not stand broken had you been determined
someone ask me about your half-drawn arrow
would i even feel this pain if it had pierced my heart
what kind of friendship is this, that friends are now advisers
someone should ease my pain, someone sympathize with me
from every nerve drips blood without restraint
as if that which you think is anguish is but a spark
threatening as love is, there is no deliverance from the heart
if not the torment of love, it would be the torment of life
whom shall I narrate the pangs of these evenings of sorrow
i would have not resented this death, had it come only once
that I died and was disgraced, why was I not just drowned
Home From Work
Well all that been looking for me im sorru i have been working so much as many as 70 hours a week at work so please if yiu miss me show ,me and ill do what i can to get back to yea lol ...... i misss alot of yea too but im sotired when i get home i stay on my page and dont really do much other than eat and sleep
im home from work looking to chat with my friends if your on hit me up folks and if u all have yahoo my yahoo ID djrock2000us well i have made a few good friends here on ct and have some old one i know way back when but if any of you would like to talk to me and dont likethe shout box then here is a way y ou can contact me threw yahoo messanger the ID djrock2000us ... for teh yahoo hey im on now give me a shout if you wanna talk
Not exactly sure what this site is for....it looks pretty interesting. I was on the classifieds section of myspace lookin for new people to talk to and I stubled across this. GOt any questions or anything of the such, message me!
Mental Health Awareness
From: Graphix 4 Stoners!©
Date: Apr 18, 2007 8:30 PM
I just have some things to say about the recent tragedies at Virginia Tech.
First off, and I'm sure everyone will be with me on this, my heart goes out to all of you who were effected by this horrendous event.
I do also have a large complaint. Here are my questions when I see or hear quotes like this:
"A university official said the English literature student was "troubled" and his essays had been so disturbing that he was referred to the campus counseling service. It was feared that he suffered from depression."
WHY DIDN'T THAT "UNIVERSITY OFFICIAL" TAKE THE INITIATIVE TO MAKE SURE HE GOT HELP?
" "There was some concern about him," said Professor Carolyn Rude, head of the English department. "Sometimes, in creative writing, people reveal things and you never know if it's creative or if they are describing things." "
WHY THE HELL DIDN'T YOU ASK HIM????
Ok, there's a story here. When I was in college I took a creative writing course, It was right after lunch, so a couple of the students in the class would grab lunch and head up to the room to eat.
One day we were talking about sexual inuedos and the like, when one of the girls mentions that her brother would refer the female "parts" as a taco. So I asked, "Does that make the cheese sex?"
Because we were in creative writing, I decided to write a poem (a VERY bad poem) about cheese, just to see if anyone got the joke, as it were. Needless to say one guy (you know, THAT guy), made the first comment. "Is cheese a metaphor for sex?" We all had a good laugh and that was that, or so I thought.
Our prof was a cool guy, and on the last day of class, he promised he was going to bring in some munchies and have one last blast. The main course was...(wait for it)....
So today I take this quiz.
brown eyed girl's Sexual Catch-Phrase is...
"Anybody got any chee
making love in a hot air balloon or maybe at sea world on the back of a killer whale?
hey everyone im back sorry i was gone for so long just had alot of stuff going on and havent had time to get on like i used to i know alot of u prob dont reamber me but for u that do im back my son is in the best kid contest and i need some major help so please come help me even if its just one comment just click on the pic 2nd is movinf fast and fourth is right on my tail so please help me i only have until april 22nd 9am cst
hello all just wanted to let everyone know im back and yes i have had a good time well i will be on more often now
Let us be the music tonight
Let us be the voices so that we can bring in the night
Moon shinin bright, all around it are the twinkle lights
Look what we mad..........
How can i say this but to say
you will never truly understand
how much we have in common.
when i think of you i see me beside you
and just to think soon we will be apart
incase your hearing or reading this
I think of you as a tru friend an more
How bout givin it a thought
it might compplucate things
life is not easy
How do you want this relashionship to be
it's not easy your the rose
That’s not on the market or for sale.
Than a wet rose
Single on a stem
You are caught in the drift.
I’m stunted, with your soul,
You are lifted in the crisp sand
That drives my breath away in the wind.
Can the spice-rose
Drip such acrid fragrance
Hardened in a leaf?
Would you let me get next to you?
To find out that side in you?
Believe, I'm the one to be with.....
Leo The Lion..
Getting Intimate Leo:
You emit a great physicality, heat and ardour, when the timing is just right. You crave for action, and anyone who makes the right moves will get noticed. The right kind of approach makes you a confident lover. You are the happiest when a partner tells you how wonderful the relationship is. As your gracious gift, you will tell your partner just how much that compliment meant!
What a Leo Needs:
You love being fawned over. Being a devoted sort, you will return this gesture in kind, making a partner feel special indeed. Someone who exudes class and remembers that it's nothing but the best will score points with you. You are giving and devoted, and live for the pleasures that life can bring. One of these is being in the limelight, where you believe you truly belong.
Wanna Go To The Beach?
The day was finishing the sun setting and you had taken me to the beach a perfect setting after a day of romance and fun with you. We are standing at the water edge hand in hand watching the sun set, the waves crashing on the beach the water lapping at our feet. No words shared just each of us speaking to the others heart through silent words of love.
You turn to me, and I to you, at the same time, leaning into me you place your lips on mine and kiss me with the most gentle sweet kiss, I close my eyes as our lips touch and I moan softly feeling the vibration of love surge through my body, tasting your essence, the kiss lingers on.
Your hands moves down my arms and you place the palms of your hands against my palms and gently raise my arms above my head as you continue to kiss me. Sliding your palms down my arms I feel the electric currents penetrate my skin as your fingers glide over it. Your hands move down the sides of my torso and at the hem of my top you clasp it and slowly
Its really hard to keep afloat in a world that is sinking more an more each day.But i have managed to survive because i am a survive.It takes more than negativity to keep me down and block my path.Of ambition desire and destiny.Ive never felt so alone
at the same time.I feel so alive. My life is 'MINE' Ride is all about freedom.There is no goal line,basket,fairway,rink or stadium.Your the coach,player and referee.All in one its a do it yourself extravaganza.with no one telling you what to do find "FREEDOM".Its out there
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A Special Thanks, 2 A Couple Of People!
Well, let me start by say Thank you to a few people of have been there for me, helped me, and well Just for being!
First is to Bob, thank you for sending me the link to join!
2nd is to a Very special person, and he knows who he is! And he knows the reason why!
Next is my best friend, Kim, for always being there and loving me!
Last but not least, well this is to Keith, I want to tell you Thank You! For everything you have done for me and to help me. I aprreciate it from the bottom of my heart.
Thanks, Guys, and Gal!
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Pain Family Members
He likes to break your heart and leave you there to bleed to death. Choking on your own regret and remorse for the things you should have known better for. These things I tell you for you to be careful. Keep your heart walled and locked for there are those who are just out on a mission to see how far they can unlock it and tear down the walls just to throw it away. I thought I would be the one that god would have to forgive for bringing into to my world. Well the devils joke is on me. He who has the last laugh wins and its not me. http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=144590&albumid=311729&i=233910665 Make sure you make them feel welcome and send a hello and add. This Is a family not like some others ok guys Kisses for all
The San Antonio music scene suffers yet another loss of a wonderful person.
Yesterday police were led to the body of Alex Countryman who had been missing since December 9, 2006. My heart goes out to her family and everyone else affected by this tragedy. She was sweet person and an amazing vocalist. Many of you all will remember her as the lead vocalist in . She will be greatly missed.
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Miss Everyone...party For Me..lol
I WANTED TO LET EVERYONE KNOW THAT I AM DOING GREAT..I AM BUSY KNOW THAT SCHOOL IS OUT..A LOT TO DO...TALK AT EVERYONE REALLY SOON...LOVES AND LIXXSSS I want to say "HAVE A WONDERFUL WEEKEND!" I am going out of town...I will tell you all about it when I get back....lovesss and lixxxssss
Please Show Support To A Familly Member Of Mine
Theresa B.G.D's Yummy Cursed Rebel of the L.D.C~~Club F.A.R. member as well.Sexiest Cherry Contest.Please Vote for my Sweet Beautiful Friend.This is her First Contest ever Lets not let it be her Last.Show Some Love
Virgina Tech Will Look Mild?
Sutter County Police Search For Man Accused Of Making Threats
Transient Shared Violent Plan With Pastor, Family Members
POSTED: 6:31 am PDT April 19, 2007
UPDATED: 10:30 am PDT April 19,
YUBA CITY, Calif. -- Police in Sutter County were searching Thursday for a man who claimed he was planning an armed attack that would "make Virginia Tech look mild," the Sutter County Sheriff's Department said.
Officials were looking for 28-year-old Jeffery Thomas Carney, who is accused of telling his pastor and family members that he had an automatic weapon, improvised explosive devices and poison.
The sheriff's department said Carney made no specific threat to any particular place or location, adding that he is an alleged methamphetamine user and may be under the influence of the drug.
Carney, who is a transient, had a last known address with family members in north Yuba City. Officials said he may be driving a red 1990s-model Honda or Toyota sedan with a black hood.
Coven House Productions
NOT SURE IF ANYONE HAS HEARD BUT MATTEL IS COMMING OUT WITH A NEW BARBIE...."DIVORCED" BARBIE....IT COMES WITH HALF OF KENS SHIT. HA HA HA HA LMAO....IT'S JUST A JOKE I HEARD.
My Naughty Life He He He....
first time i have ever entered into a comp like this,i have entered a thing to earn a 7 day blast on here,would be soooooooooooo appreciative if any of my friends could help me out,the aim is to see who can get the most comments on their pics before may 1st,i dont wanna relentlessly self comment so hope you guys do instead,i'll blatantly flaunt my man tartness for any requests in return lol
weeman :) Just thought i'd post up a link to another site that both my wife and i post our pics on,its free to join and see our pics only be warned the content is VERY NSFW lol Its just what we get up to when we have fun and meet others for....well lets say some naughtyness ;)
We have been posting on there for a while now and it is a great little site but it has to be said we have been addicted to CT since we come across this place lol
Anyway if you guys are interested in seeing us in lets say,an even filthier light,then click on our links,btw there really is no catch lol we just love showi
To live and die by karmic law
Is to know no human is without flaw
And that the nature is to seek what we covet
And yet what will we do for these things yet
Will we sacrifice on an alter true souls love
Will we step on the bodies to reach high above
Will we give up the trust of those who for us care
Will we become hate filled and live to err
So what is the price we are willing to pay
To force the world to spin our way
Are we willing to become that thing we despise
And have the people who loved us look in surprise
At the vile thing that we did for want become
Loosing all that is precious and becoming numb
Is it worth a soul to this world gain
Is it worth loosing joy and suffering pain
Some things will never be worth the cost
When in the process true love is lost
By R. Thomas Dinsmore I don't see how this is nsfw
Ignoring the signs that are there
Pretending that I was unaware
Watching it happen ever so slow
Acting as if I did not know
Letting the liar tell me u
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Thoughts, moving akin to a swift stream, cascading along the rough rocky bed upon the mountain. Never careing if the darkness has evolved, or the light
I was just talking to "Rob" on ct...then on yahoo. He then showed me a pic of his dick and started telling me how horny he was. I called him a butthead since he never asked me if I had a bf or if I wanted to see his dick. The asshole actually had the balls to tell me that he didn't ask because he didn't give a fuck. He then called me a cunt....then a fat cunt...and then went and rated me a 1. Ok, here's the deal....all assholes need to stay the FUCK AWAY FROM ME. Don't throw something away because one part doesn't work. Find out why it's not working, or see if you can still keep this operation running without it. There are a million possibilities out there, so keep looking.
I read this and thought of a friend of mine...I hope he reads this and understands. Your appeal is on overdrive. If you're partnered, your sweetheart can hardly bear to be away from your side. If you're single, you'll have to fight 'em off with a stick. Accept all the loving attention that's lavished upon you.
A dreamer must perish like a burning phoenix....to be reborn again within it's own ashes.
all collide together in an infinite realm...
never enough...always too much...
an endless trek through eternity...
a healing power...a painful torment...
an infant's cry...a child's laugh...a youth gone wild...
an adult's maturity...a mid-life crisis...an old man's crippled tears...
youth aging...memories fading...
an endless cycle...
history collects it's artifacts...
crucified religions...death the price for peace...
Never an end to the perpetual demon...
a lover...a destroyer...a mother's womb...a dead man's grave...
You have a sexual IQ of 146
When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends.
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Face Meet Cement
Cloudless skies never stuck around
For me to see
It’s never worth it
If you don’t work for it.
Don’t give it to me free.
You don’t know what you’ve got,
Till it’s long gone.
Would I really miss
Half assed answers,
Sarcasm, and “you’re worse than cancer”?
I have to remind myself sometimes.
Things get cluttered in my mind.
You tell me things you always thought
I deserved to hear,
Before it became so very clear
That I never deserved them.
I look into your eyes and see wonderful lies.
You’ll (never) always be mine.
Mouse. Meet. Screen.
Release the rage inside of me
5am drinking games
Do their part to ease the pain.
Sleep off overnight mistakes.
Walking home on the interstate.
10 houses down…
I will fall like it was my fate...
With or without grace,
It won’t matter.
Face. Meet. Cement.
i couldnt get the you tube video to work but ....
THANK YOU FOR LOVING ME (Bon Jovi)
It's hard for me to say the things
I want to say sometimes
There's no one here but you and me
And that broken old street light
Lock the doors
We'll leave the world outside
All I've got to give to you
Are these five words when I
Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn't see
For parting my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me
Thank you for loving me
I never knew I had a dream
Until that dream was you
When I look into your eyes
The sky's a different blue
Cross my heart
I wear no disguise
If I tried, you'd make believe
That you believed my lies
Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn't see
For parting my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me
You pick me up when I fall down
You ring the bell before they count me out
If I was drowning you would part the sea
And risk your
Naked This Weekend
Now we have moved to Mexico we live in a house were we stay naked 24/7. We have a beach out back and sun our naked bodies and play in the warm water. Sometime friends will come up to see us and we will all get naked and play in the water. Could you live naked 24/7? To walk the beach with the sun on your body making you hot and wet all over. THe only way to cool off is to jump in the water and swim nake out to the reef. Feeling the cool water flow over your naked body. It is such a hard life here. well we are going to Forest Hills Nudist Camp this weekend. It si going to be in the 70s and we r going to get naked.
anyone want to come.
Unconditional love is like a classic car: It never goes out of style. But you can fall out of practice. You have to train yourself to love people with a boundless sense of compassion. Why not practice it on yourself first? "When you keep the focus on having clear lines of communication, you'll soon see tangible and happy results. One area that immediately improves is romance. It's amazing what happens when you learn how to express yourself."
todays horoscope ;) i couldn't agree more!
My Bloging---- Have Fun
Ok I don't know if its safe to post this on here lol..but uhh... anyways I just completely redid my whole MySpace page and poor me doesn't have any friends yet =( so i was wondering if any of u that ALREADY... (not trying to recruit) have Myspace pages would add me?? I would be so happy.
OMG! Some retard reported a couple of pics as NSFW now they got to be in my private file. They showed absolutely nothing at all. I see more girls on here with a whole lot less in thier pics as primarys... This whole NSFW thing is a buch of shit... You suppossed to be workin anyways not lookin at pics of girls if u get caught thats on you... No one forced you to look at the pictures... its sr8 up B/S!
NO GAS...On May 15th 2007
Body: Don't pump gas on May 15th
In April 1997, there was a "gas out" conducted nationwide in protest of gas prices. Gasoline prices dropped 30 cents a gallon overnight.
On May 15th 2007, all Internet users are to not go to
why do i feel like this i cant breath i am never happy any more i don't what to do any thing i don't want to get out of bed i cry my self to sleep every night i miss the one that i love but dosen't love me anymore some days i just feel like dieing going to sleep one night and never awake but i can't i have a son that needs me and dosen't have any one to care of him why can't i keep the guy i love so much that i had a son with him and all he did is leave me with nothing i lost my job my home my life and the only one i realy loved with all my heart and he didn't care as long as he got away and find some one new to be with i hate feeling this way i just want to know why was i not good for him i gave him every thing and only asked for him to be true to me and he couldn't do that i was true to him and in a way i am still in love with him but i know he will never love me and he never did he just wanted something that i had but if i know that he dosent love me then why do i feel this way i wa
hello all just wanted to let everyone know that the beaytiful weather is finnaly here it's about time too considering we have 3 snowstorm this month hopefully it will stay like this anyways keep in touch and remeber put your self on the map in my profile.take care.....nibbles
Memoires Of A Stoner
WELL ITS TIME AGAIN FOR ME TO SHARE MY THC CLOUDED THOUGHTS AND MEMORIES...AND HAPPY FUCKIN 4-20 TO EVERYONE! JOINTS, BLUNTS, PIPES, HOOKAS AND VAPORISERS....I DONT CARE HOW YOU CHOOSE TO SMOKE AS LONG AS YOU SMOKE...LOL...ALSO I WOULD LOVE PICS OF ALL MY FRIENDS GETTIN BLAZED ON THIS WONDERFUL DAY.... I MYSELF AM PLANNING ON ROLLING A 15 GRAM BLUNT....THATS A TOTAL OF 4 WRAPS BEING USED....2 WIDE AND 2 TALL....OVER A HALF OZ OF KENTUCKY KRONIK IS GOIN IN...WISH ME LUCK ALL.
OK TODAYS STORY...
THIS IS ONE OF MY FAVORITES...I WAS HAVING AN INCREDIBLY SHITTY DAY AND WAS OUTTA MY SMOKE ....WELL MY DEALER AT THE TIME WOULDNT SEEL ANYTHING LESS THEN A QUARTER...WHICH WAS 5O BUCKS...I HAD 10 TO MY NAME....WELL I DECIDED TO SEE IF I PAYED HIM 10 BUCKS IF HED SMOK E ABLUNT WITH ME TO JUST GET THE EDGE OFF....WELL AFTER HEARING ABOUT MY DAY HE AGREED TO DO JUST THAT...AND PROCEEDDED TO ROLL A 7 GRAM BLUNT...HELL YES! I WAS SO FRIED OFF IT THAT WHEN I LEFT TO GO BACK TO MY STEPDADS HOUSE
My Baby Girl
She is now 16 months old. She is walking all by herslef. She say's some stuff like mommy daddy kitty baby. She is so smart. My daughter is so cute. She is 10 months old she is starting to feed her self. She is a happy baby.She has been a happy baby since the day she was born. She is always doing something funny. She has a high pitch scream.
I UNDERSTAND THAT PEOPLE GET PISSED WHEN BOMBER PROGRAMS ARE USED TO BOMB CONTESTS BUT I WANT TO KNOW WHY ITS NOT OK TO USE A BOMBER PROGRAM BUT ITS SUDDENLY OK FOR 1 PERSON TO HAVE MULTIPLE ACCOUNTS IN THEIR NAME THAT WILL BE USED FOR THE SAME PURPOSE. WOULD SOMEONE PLEASE TELL ME WHY THIS IS CONSIDERED OK BUT A BOMBER PROGRAM IS NOT CUZ I FAIL TO SEE THE DIFFERENCE TO ME ITS STILL CHEATING. I had an interesting convo. with a friend in my shoutbox today and really enjoyed it, but it also prompted me to start thinking about a few things. So with that in mind I am gonna say whats on my mind...oh and if you dont like what i have to say SHUT THE FUCK UP...cuz i dont give a rats ass what you think.
The internet is a fun and interesting place to meet people and I have meet all kinds of people on here and as we all know everyone has there own opinions and their own fetishes (some of which are way out there...but who cares its your life). I have talked to thousands of people online and mad
So it is 10 30 at night, I just went and picked up my airboat for work tomorrow, went to start it up and nothing. So I started working on it and found out a floater is sticking, which was bound to happen at some point. But still, it is late at night, and I gotta have it in point aux chene at 6 in the morning and I need a carberator. All because I wanted to be lazy today since I got the day off, I am in a bind. I should have gone ahead and grabbed it earlier that way it could be fixed. Goshdarn procrastination. I'm passing out now. Maybe a magic monkey will show up in the middle of the night with one and fix it for me. We had our share of busy times, weve had our share of quiet. Weve had our share of working hard, and times that were a riot. Weve had our share of differences, and sure, weve had a spat. Weve had our share of making up...And man..We're good at that. Weve shared the good, Weve shared the great. Weve shared a tear or two..And I woukdnt trade a moment of the times Ive shared
Me And Mine
Hmm, Let me see here,
I moved to California in 2005 from a little shithole town in Arizona. I was born and raised in Arizona with the exception of a couple of years here and there. Iam a Massage Therapist in Los Angeles. I am the mother of 4 beautiful children, which you see in my pics, and I live with my loving boyfriend Ben, who you also see.
I love life to the fullest. Every day is a blessing. I refuse to give up hope, no matter how bad the situation.
Things to remember:
1.God will never give you more than you can handle!!
2.Even when you think you can't take any more remember He is always there!!
3.Everything in life is a test!!
4.It doesn't matter what people think of you, it is about what you think of yourself!!
5.Even though things may be bad remember there is always someone out there who has it worse than you!!
6.when life gives you lemons, make lemonade!!
7.Enjoy every day as if it were you last!!
Around the corner I have a friend,
In this great city that has no end,
Yet the days go by and weeks rush on,
And before I know it, a year is gone.
And I never see my old friends face,
For life is a swift and terrible race,
I like him just as well,
As in the days when I rang his bell.
And he rang mine but we were younger then,
And now we are busy, tired men.
Tired of playing a foolish game,
Tired of trying to make a name.
"Tomorrow" I say! "I will call on Jim
Just to show that I'm thinking of him."
But tomorrow comes and tomorrow goes,
And distance between us grows and grows.
Around the corner, yet miles away,
"Here's a telegram sir," "Jim died today. "
And that's what we get and deserve in the end.
Around the corner, a vanished friend.
Remember to always say what you mean.
love someone, tell them.
Don't be afraid to express yourself.
Reach out and tell someone what they mean to you.
Because when you decide that it is t
I am sorry that I haven't been on in a while. I just started a new job after being unemployed for about a year, which of course sucked big time. I just want all of my friends and family to know that I haven't been ignoring you but have been working. Thanks to all who knew that I was looking for one and for you wishes of good luck and support. I am a happy camper now. This is a link to my Navy friend James. His daughter has cancer and all he is asking for is prayers. So please give your prayers for his little girl.
My Daughter Is In The Hospital Please Pray For Her AD1 (AW) US Navy@ CherryTAP Hey everybody. Just got a new guest book. Please be kind and sign it for me. Would like to know where everybody is at. Thanks.
Bobbin, Bloggin, For Fu, And Friends
I want everyone to go to Judy's page and rate her and add her. She is the love of my life. I want to see all my friends, family, and fans private pics. If this is you please write to me and tell me how to look at all you hotties that are my gorgeous friends. Love you all, Mark I want to make things clear. I have a girlfriend, she knows I am a flirt on here. I am a people person. Which means I love to meet people from all over the world. She is the love of my life and I drive her crazy when I am on here. (PC) So Thank you all for being and wanting to be my friends. Don't be a stranger. Mark
Come Join Me Please
click on ony of these links and come join me on this 3d chat
IMVU - The World's Greatest 3D Chat
What A Day!!!!
Claire & Ali Wedding 08.09.07 well today started same as always. got up, got ready for work, picked up friend from work then on way to work it all went wrong. Driving down a road the car in front of me braked to turn right so i, obviously, braked too. Unfortunately at the same time the (male) driver behind decided to take his eyes off road and crashed into back of my car pushing my car into car in front. This shook me up and my friend too. We are both now suffering possible whiplash and other small symptoms. Well i wanted a day off work but not this way...... Thankfully the guy admitted liability so i now have a courtesy car for a few days Hi all. juat letting everyone know i won't be online for about 2 weeks after thurs (25th) as i am moving house on friday and it takes time to transfer the internet apparently. well talk to u all soon xxx
A man doing market research knocked on a door and was greeted by a redhead with three small children running around at her feet. He said, "I'm doing some research for Vaseline. Have you ever used the product?"
She said, "Yes. My husband and I use it all the time."
"And if you don't mind me asking, what do you use it for?"
"We use it for sex." The researcher was a little taken aback. He said, "Usually people lie to me and say that they use it on a child's bicycle chain or to help with a gate hinge. But, in fact, I know that most people do use it for sex.
I admire you for your honesty.
Since you've been frank so far, can you tell me exactly how you use it for sex?"
The redhead said, "I don't mind telling you at all.
My husband and I put it on the door knob and it keeps the kids out."
One December day we found an old straggly cat at our door. She was a sorry sight Starving, dirty, smelled terrible, skinny, and hair all matted down. We felt sorry for her so we put her in a carrier and took her to the vet. We didn't know what to call her so we named her "Pussycat."
The vet decided to keep her for a day or so. He said he would let us know when we could come and get her.
My husband (the complainer) said, "OK, but don't forget to wash her, she stinks." He reminded the vet that it was his WIFE (me) that wanted the dirty cat, not him.
My husband and my Vet don't see eye to eye. The vet calls my husband 'El-Cheap-O', and my husband calls the vet 'El-Charge-O'. They love to hate each other and constantly 'snipe' at one another, with my husband getting in the last word on this particular occasion.
The next day my husband had an appointment with his doctor, who is located in the same building, next door to the vet.
The MD's waiting room and office was ful
Never Argue With A Woman...
>> One morning the husband returns after several hours of fishing
>>and decides to take a nap. Although not familiar with the lake, the
>>wife decides to take the boat out. She motors out a short distance,
>>anchors, and reads her
>> Along comes a Game Warden in his boat. He pulls up alongside the
>>woman and says, "Good morning, Ma'am. What are you doing?"
>> "Reading a book," she replies, (thinking, "Isn't that obvious?")
>> "You're in a Restricted Fishing Area," he informs her.
>> "I'm sorry, officer, but I'm not fishing. I'm reading."
>> "Yes, but you have all the equipment. For all I know you could
>>start at any moment. I'll have to take you in and write you up."
>> "If you do that, I'll have to charge you with sexual assault,"
>>says the woman.
>> "But I haven't even touched you," says the game warden.
>> "That's true, but you have all the equipment. For all I know
>>you could start at any mo
Thoughts Of The Day
Hello all, this is a message to let everyone out there know, if you hear voices in your head you are not alone. I have so many of them I cant even keep them straight. But the best part is what happens when you talk back to them in public....Go try it sometime and see the reactions you get. I love it.
All Newbies Plz Read
I know ya'll new or what ever but for futer references if you like a persons profile or pic or whateva, u supposed to automatically rate them a ten... othawise you just gonna be considered another asshole on here trying to bring everyones rating down. Its CT custom that either u like and rate a 10 or don't like and rate a nothing. Don't be an ass plz thank you...
rock and roll. just homely. I have no idea what this Cherry Tap site is all about, but it seems pretty cool, so I'll stick with it for a little while.
Although, I feel a little old around all these young "whipper snappers", but as long as there is someone older than me on here, I'll stick around!
Do You Need Therapy?
I'm sorry, That I was raised with respect; not to sleep with you when you were drunk
I'm sorry, That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants
I'm sorry, that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised
I'm sorry, That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy"
I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole
I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things
I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club
I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just f**k you like some random guy.
I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date
I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy
I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new man hit you and dropped you off in the middle of nowhere, but not good enough to listen to m
Just So Blah Today
well today is just a great day ...sitting here with my 5 yr old daughter alyssa...she has been home from school....and she hates being...she loves school and is really upset cause she cant go to her 5 little monkies play (and she was gonna be the 5th monkey the pink monkey ) she was excited about and could not wait to do it..but yesterday she didnt have a good day the school nurse called me and they brought her home..cause she has one of her breathing attacks...at school and they gave her..her breathing treatments and then brought her home... i hate when she has her breathing attacks..seems like with each one she has they worse...i really wish she didnt have them at all..cause sometimes its real scarey..especailly at night when she is sleeping and has one and sometimes when she is sleeping and has one she stops breathing sometimes...and thats really scarey as hell.......wish there was something i could do to make it go away and her not have that problem anymore...cause most of the time
well i'd like to warn all you woman out there about a man named john chapman he is nothing but a player and a man who uses women for his amusement and fun.and when you are no longer any use for him or you start to bore him he tosses you aside like a piece of trash.how i know this because i was with him for almost two years and i wish i would of left him alot sooner than that.
if he tells you he is a bounty hunter he is not one at all he got put in jail in april of 06 for impersinating one and was in there for 6 months how i know this too because it was all over the news in johnstown,pa. and if you dont believe me go look on the tribune democrat website its the paper from johnstown,pa and search the name john chapman and you will find the article on him getting arrested for impersonating one. he is menatally and emotionally disturbed and needs some serious mental help so i advise you not invovle yourself with him.if he tells you something about me which i am sure he is trying to ruin m
Apartment For Rent
A businessman meets a beautiful girl and agrees to spend the
>with her for $500. So they do. Before he leaves, he tells her that he
>not have any cash with him, but he will have his secretary write a
>and mail it to her, calling the payment "RENT FOR APARTMENT."
> On the way to the office he regrets what he has done, realizing
>the whole event was not worth the price. So he has his secretary send a
>check for $250 and enclosed the following typed note:
> Dear Madam:
> Enclosed you will find a check in the amount of $250 for rent of
>your apartment. I am not sending the amount agreed upon, because when I
>rented the apartment, I was under the impression that;
> 1) it had never been occupied
> 2) that there was plenty of heat
> 3) that it was small enough to make me feel cozy and at home.
> However, I found out that it had been previously occupied, that
>there wasn't any heat, and that
Getting It All Out
Have you ever gotten to a point in your life where you begin to question your existence? Or feel like your world is crashing around you and you can’t escape the wrath of it. I don’t know why I was brought into this world and I feel so lost in my mind body and soul. I have lived my life for the last 24 years for everyone but me. And when I did live for me it was in unhealthy and immoral ways. What is this so called life? Why was I put here and why do I continue to question myself and my life? Why am I so lost and why do I have no direction or focus? I need my anchor again I need my stability. They say there is one person out there for everyone and when you meet that person you will know it, well I will admit I thought I met that person but now I know in my heart they are not the “one” for me. I hope and pray that one sooner rather than later I meet the one I am supposed to love, honor, and cherish and be the mother to their children. My life feels so empty and I am working so hard on l
I Love A Good Rant!
I'd like to know what frigging genius decided it was stylish and figure-flattering to put huge floral print on fat-girl clothing. I mean, is there an unwritten law somewhere that states anyone over a size 12 must be seen coming a mile away, in bright colored obnoxious floral print?
I can maybe see back in the '70's, when it was the general style for everyone, but C.T.F.O., this is the 21st century. I don't care how big and bright those flowers are, my ass is still fat. I've never in my life been to Hawaii, but you'd think Don Ho barfed all over my closet with all of those fugging flowers.
Seriously, all I want is a decent shirt, sans flowers, that doesn't have armholes the size of my thighs.
Yeah yeah, I know..."If you don't like it, lose weight." Bite me.
(lolz) Today is a good day for a rant. Shall I? Oh yes, I think I shall...
Where to begin? Work. I'm a drone. I work a fast paced and very boring job, that I consider to be just a way-station until somet
My Seduction Style
Your Seduction Style: Au Natural
You rank up there with your seduction skills, though you might not know it.
That's because you're a natural at seduction. You don't realize your power!
The root of your natural seduction power: your innocence and optimism.
You're the type of person who happily plays around and creates a unique little world.
Little do you know that your personal paradise is so appealing that it sucks people in.
You find joy in everything - so is it any surprise that people find joy in you?
You bring back the inner child in everyone you meet with your sincere and spontaneous ways.
Your childlike (but not childish) behavior also inspires others to care for you.
As a result, those who you befriend and date tend to be incredibly loyal to you.
What Kind of Seducer Are You?
Whats Your Emotional Intelligence Quotient??
Your EQ is 140
50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick!
51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese.
71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely.
91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that.
111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt.
131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin.
150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar.
What's Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)?
I THINK I'm all moved in and unpacked here @ CT.
Uploaded a whack of pics this morning - go have a peek and enjoy :)
Child Abuse Awareness Month
When you are a mother and fell the start of a new life inside you. The first time you hear a heart beat or the first time you feel your baby move you wonder what your child will become or even be when they grow up. Then comes the time to give birth yet so painful but in the end so rewarding. I lost my son it will be three years this December he will or should say be turning three this September and I think to myself how can all these mothers and fathers abuse their children. Since it is Child Abuse Awarness month I dont know how many times a day I find myself looking at my lil boys pics or even looking at his clothes or the pics from his grave where he lay sleeping for all eternity.
There are mothers that let thier boyfreinds beat and abuse their kids to no means and social services never steps in and takes action and the child dies in result to the mother/father/step parent or what ever the case may be beats them to death.
Being a parent in such a cruel world what is it
sitting here lonely,
the darkness is all i see anymore
since youve left me ive sat and waited and longed for that oh so familiar touch.
Warm embrace of the love we once knew.
you left me when i needed you the most, my addiction so strong its unbareable without you.
Im addicted to you.
your kiss, your smile, your heart-beating with mine as we made love over and over.
i need you.
i want you.
I love you.
im lonely without you.
So, i hear on 94.5 The Buzz, that Wednesday April 18th they will be @ mall of the mainland handing out Buzzfest tickets.... OMG R U SERIOUS! so i tell Amber ( my bestest friend in the whole world!! ) Of course we go up there!! 8 pairs of tickets!! 8!!!! Well were standing there HOPING and praying one of our names gets pulled out of the box for the tickets..... 1... nothing 2...... nothing 3.....4...5....6.... STILL NOTHING....7.... NOTHING...... as were getting pissed off about to walk out the door they call for the last pai
I offer my thoughts and prayers to
the students, the professors, and
the families of Virginia Tech shooting.
Mistakes Woman Make
every women hates me because they really just don't like me. because just the way i look, the way i talk, and they way i walk. no girl out here in virginia would date me. because they don't like the way i look. so which i really don't care at all i rather die alone anyways. women can't handle a guy who's not affraid of commitment. every women thinks that i'm a disgrace to society.
the only thing i have is honor for my sensei. a sensei who taught me to be strong and who don't care what other people think of me. i am loyal and i give and i have respect. even though i rather die alone. i give up dating and everything else and that means sex to. that's right i haven't had sex in 4yrs the only reason is because another women would cheat on me. just like my ex girlfriend she cheated on me. you women laugh in my face and i know you wouldn't date me. that means even if i was the last guy on earth. you wonder why i wrote this? well it's the truth and it's the facts..plus this is why you women
I've been following the story of Jessie Davis, the missing pregnant woman from right here, white bread, Stark County, Ohio.
The focus of the investigation seems to be the wife of the father of her unborn baby. Worse yet, he's a cop.
He says his wife, Kelly, knew all about his relationship with Jessie. She knew about the kids. (Doesn't this remind you of Scott Peterson saying "Laci was OK with it" when talking about his tryst with Amber Frey?
Here's the backgroud from the AP:
Nine months pregnant, Jesse disappeared from her home, leaving her 2-year-old son behind. She is due to give birth in two weeks. So far police have named no suspects and specifically said that Bobby L. Cutts Jr. is not a suspect.
Now Stark County sheriff's deputies, two FBI agents and state agents spent two hours searching the home of police officer Bobby L. Cutts Jr. in a bid to determine what happened to Jessie Marie Davis. The search came five hours after Stark County Sheriff's
The Life Of The Jamez Aka The Donkey
“It’s not the strong who survive, but the survivor who is strong”
Physical and mental strength means nothing if you don’t have the ability to face a situation. The ones who can adapt, learn, and over come are strong.
what else do you want from me? meh is what you get Most of you on your friends list know all the things going on.
So another moving day comes and nobody to help once again. It's amazing how everyone I know asks me for help when they need my truck, however when the shoes are on the other feet no one is can stick to there commitment.
So due to my lack of help I have only moved odds and ends and my desk.
So note to self Drink with the people next door so when you find yourself moving something heavy like a desk with a broken ankle they might help.
Thanks to "Strings" I don't have a whole lot left.
and now I'm off to clean and straighten up my room.
Well I started blogging the haterz so figured I'd blog the downraterz as well.
When someone downrates me I block them.
If you rate or comment them it still gives them points & attention
so it's best to just block & ignore.
I've made this list so u can block them as well.
Feel free to comment a link to a downrater & I will add them to the list.
FALLING INTO HISTORY
xX xJaimeBabyx Xx
How Dare You
Where do we begin? The Dipset/ByrdGang family is deeply saddened by our loss. Not only did we lose a member but we lost a brother and a friend. Rayquon Elliot a.k.a Stack Bundles was a joy to be around, charming, very intelligent, compassionate and concerned about the upliftment and enrichment of his community and the people in it. Unfortunately his goals and aspirations were cut short by the hands of dream stealers. We can not stress enough that a young star's light was put out before he had a chance to shine in front of the world. We would like this to be a lesson to the rap game...too many of our talented artist are losing the battle of life before their voices have a chance to be heard. Something must change... Tuesday, May 1, 2007
Group claims IBM cutting jobs
By Craig Wolf
People are losing jobs at IBM Corp., including in Dutchess County, according to an employee group.
Company officials have yet to call back with any comment on the reports and no announcements have
Sometimes you do something you think you never would do
it just for crazy people not people like you
but sometimes things happen that you didn't plan
no matter how hard you try you can't understand
something like that happen to me today
i never ever thought i would act this way
i tried everything else so i didn't have to do it
i never saw myself ever doin' this shit
first i was asking for change in front of a store
but people act like they daunt even see me no more
i went to the pizza place to see if they need help
but they already got somebody so it was up to myself
i was tired and hungry and feeling real sad
i was out of ideas and getting real mad
i don't want to steal or hurt anyone
but of all my ideas all that was left was one
i look all around and went to the back
of this hamburger place they call the Shack
i was so embarrassed and so upset
i never did nothing as sick as this yet
it something i really don't understand
i took food ou
where do i fit. im traveling this bumpy road finding it hard to place myself. to lite to hang out with the black kids. to dark to hang out with the black kids. i like rock and roll but if i want to be cool i should listen to rap. i love base ball but im tall so i should play basketball. dont know where to turn. but i fit in with you. you never turn from me. your always there to cheer me up. gives me that false pretence that im untouchable. almost as if i can fly. i never wanna leave you but your killing me. your my pleasure and my poison at the same time.
Your my drugs
May 15th..what A Joke
Yet again.....we face this lame holiday of "don't buy gas day" some horse shit about it working and dropping 30 cents over night is a cup of bologna. Yes, i can see why this is happeneing again because gas prices are friggan ridiculous... but not buying it for ONE DAY......all thats gonna do is make everyone who needed it on that day get it tomorrow. If you really wanna stick it to the oil companies...whom are only having to jack prices up because of world wide supply and demand anyway....and also blame your government for forcing companies to add more ethinol which is 2.70 a gallon to the petrolium..
now there are some things that they could do...they could either...get rid of the tax that is put on gasoline...which in turn would raise our national deficite by 6 million in 90 days.....
they can have the EPA temporarily lower gas standards so...we can get 'shit-oline' that isnt as high quality...will give you worse milage, will be bad for your car, and bad for the environment bec
memories of a
wearing a mask
hide the tears
pretend to smile
disguise the fears
You dont know me
am i just something pretty
like smoke on the water
blown away by the winds
a change in the seasons
what do do you see
the sparkle in my eyes
are you seeing me
like whispers in the night
does my smile lift your heart
can you hear my laughter
are we just drifting further apart
my tears dry and flake away
like the dead leaves beneath our feet
ground into the earth
too ugly to be seen
this will all be lost
a sea of confusion
to know love at all costs
enduring the lies and ill- perceived
So let me get on my soap box and tell you why internet dating sucks...
1. For every attractive woman there are 200 guys, mostly ugly and all annoying, probably using some photo of a friend or out of some magazine.
2. Not only do women get annoying emails from local guys they get contacted by ever perv / dork / dweeb within a 500 mile radius.
3. Most guys won't bother looking at a profile with out a photo, but if a woman is attractive in the photo, every fanboy from under a rock comes running, with some letter they spent 6 weeks writing
4. These losers will send that letter out to every woman with an email address with the same hopes as a spammer, if I send out 10,000 copies someone is bound to reply!!!
5. I said it before and I'll say it again: If you look like Napoleon Dynamite, a woman who looks like Cindy Crawford does not want to chat with you. Not now, not ever, unless you have Bill Gates's money. And no I do not believe all women are gold diggers, just most...
Life And It's Interesting Consequences
I've cleaned out my friends list.. If I've kept you on my list chances are we've spoken on shoutbox, yahoo or MSN. If we haven't then you might be Canadian. Everyone else has been removed. I can't stand fake people and if I don't remember talking to you or you haven't taken the time to try to talk to me, sorry you've been deleted and you won't be reading this post.. I will be copying this as a bulleting for all my "fans". I really don't get the point of adding yourself as a fan for some stranger. Talk to me if you haven't already and maybe you'll stay on my list, for now. Fake people - please do not apply. I also have a boyfriend - for those of you who are looking for that. He's on here too!! My Juggalo!!
Peace out there to all the real people - I'm out - for today..
6:00 am - At last! I Go Pee! My favorite thing!
8:00 am - Dog food! My favorite thing!
9:30 am - A car ride! My favorite thing!
9:40 am - A walk in the park! My favorite thing!
10:30 am - Got rubbed and petted! My favorite thing!
12:00 pm - Lunch! My favorite thing!
1:00 pm - Played in the yard! My favorite thing!
3:00 pm - Wagged my tail! My favorite thing!
5:00 pm - Milk bones! My favorite thing!
6:00 pm - They're home! My favorite thing!
7:00 pm - Got to play ball! My favorite thing!
8:00 pm - Wow! Watched TV with the people!My favorite thing!
11:00 pm - Sleeping on the bed! My favorite thing!
Day 983 of my captivity.
My captors continue to taunt me with bizarre little dangling objects. They dine lavishly on fresh meat, while the other inmates and I are fed hash or some sort of dry nuggets. Although I make my contempt for the rations perfectly clear, I nevertheless must eat something in order to keep up my strength. The only thing that keeps
Can I Wake You Up This Way?
I have spent nights, just wondering what it really would be like to curl up in your arms at night, and I in some ways know already, because I feel you near me so often. Just thinking of climbing into bed and just feeling your naked body pressed so close against my back, your arm holding me close and feeling so content and safe in your arms and drifting into such a peaceful sleep.
Waking just a few hours later to feel soft kisses on my neck, and your hand tracing patterns over my stomach...Turning my body slowly, and my right hand softly resting on your hip, I feel you move back slightly as I lay completely on my back, and gaze up at you, realizing that this is not a dream that I have had many times in the past. Reaching up and tracing the outline of your face with my fingertips, I whisper that I love you, and you in return reply.
Tracing your mouth with my fingertips, feeling how soft the are, and remembering how sweet your kisses are, I move my hand to the back of your neck, a
Lemme Take You Back
....Close your eyes.... And go back....
....Before the Internet or PC or the MAC....
....Before semi-automatics and crack....
....Before Playstation, SEGA, Super Nintendo, even before Atari....
....Before cell phones, CD's, DVD's, voicemail and e-mail....
I'm talkin' bout hide and seek at dusk
Red light, Green light
Red Rover - Red Rover
Even Kick the Bucket
Ring around the Rosie
Parents stood on the front porch and yelled (or whistled) for you to come home
NO PAGERS OR CELL PHONES
Mother May I?
Seeing shapes in the clouds
Endless summer days...
~and~ hot summer nights with the windows open
The sound of crickets
Running through the sprinkler
Cereal boxes with that GREAT prize in the bottom....
Cracker Jacks with the same thing
Ice pops with 2 sticks you could b
I sat next to the pond and pondered
About the life that I had made
I laid back on the grass and put my hands behind my head
Just relaxing, soaking up the shade
The wind was rustling the leaves
Just a bit every now and then
A little cloud would be chased by the next one
But the sun ruled the sky in its state of zen
I can hear children laughing in the background
And the whisper of my lover in my ear
A friend of mine is telling me a story
Through the hum of my wheels for many years
The pictures flash so fast that I can’t touch them
But they keep a steady smile on my face
In the movie of my life there’s been so many people
And not a single one would I replace
But my revery is broken by my hunger
Cause I can smell the picnic table being set
Now it’s time to go and make more memories
And catch them like butterflies in my net
Reformation Of My Familly
First Off haveing trouble leaveing Comments.I cannot write in the Comment Box.My message either goes Invisable on me or Erases.I know not which sence I can't see it.I Post a Comment if I don't send within 5 seconds that erases as well.I'm Functioning on 3 hrs.Sleep once again.
Not in the Mood,for Difficulty's as soon as I come online.
#2.I will be Reformatting my Familly List once again.I will be Shuffleing Friends in an out.Some of u-all might not move at all.I'm Seeking a certain Chemistry,Loyalty,Respect.An I'm Determined to Find that.This situation might take up to 2 weeks or longer.Many New Possible Friends have Arrived.Will certainly make my Choices more Difficult.If you've Shown me Loyalty in the Past,Especially my run in the Morph contest you have nothing to worry about.
#3.When my Heading Carry's Various Names as it does Today.HeraticBitch long Hair contest.Sexiest Cherry B.G.D.Club F.A.R + LDC.This is not a Given it's a Mandatory Vote.If your already Voteing for anothe
Take A Look At This!!!can You Belive It!
THE FLAG THAT DOESN'T FLY
Between the fields where the flag is planted, there are 9+ miles of flower fields that go all the way to the ocean. The flowers are grown by seed companies. It's a beautiful place, close to Vandenberg AFB. Check out the dimensions of the flag. The Floral Flag is 740 feet long and 390 feet wide and maintains the proper Flag dimensions, as described in Executive Order #10834. This Flag is 6.65 acres and is the first Floral Flag to be planted with 5 pointed Stars, comprised of White Larkspur. Each Star is 24 feet in diameter; each Stripe is 30 feet wide. This Flag is estimated to contain more than 400,000 Larkspur plants, with 4-5 flower stems each, for a total of more than 2 million flowers
Ocean Ave. in Lompoc , CA ! .
Aerial photo courtesy of Bill Morson Soldiers' Prayer
For our troops....Please don't break it
When you receive this, please stop for a moment and say a prayer for our servicemen. There is nothing attach
Busy Busy Busy
this site has me ultra confused so i say FUCK IT!
i dont know how to communicate with anyone, so im apologizing in advance if youve sent me shouts/messages/comments
thanks! you'll have to come chat with me elsewhere if you really wanna talk!
this site makes my head spin, sorry!
Am I A Fireman Yet
n Queensland, Australia, a 26-year-old mother stared down
at her 6 year old son, who was dying of terminal leukaemia.
Although her heart was filled with sadness, she also had a
strong feeling of determination. Like any parent, she wanted
her son to grow up & fulfil all his dreams.
Now that was no longer possible. The leukaemia would see to
that. But she still wanted her son's dream to come true.
She took her son's hand and asked, "Ben, did you ever think
about what you wanted to be once you grew up?
Did you ever dream and wish what you would do with your
life?" "Mummy, I always wanted to be a fireman when I grew
up." Mum smiled back and said, "Let's see if we can make
your wish come true."
Later that day she went to her local fire Station in
Brisbane, where she met Fireman Bob, who had a heart as big
as Queensland. She explained her son's final wish and asked
if it might be possible to give her 6 year old son a ride
around the block on a fire engine. Fireman Bob said,
Car bombs, suicide bombers, and other nasties, people dying all the time. People complaining about contractors making to much money for this I tell them KMA!!!!!!! I have done my time in hell so now its time to enjoy the good life for myself.
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Fu*k The Fu*kin Government
420 Campaign - Top Ten Reasons Marijuana Should Be Legal
Body: The readers of HIGH TIMES want marijuana legalized, nationwide, and now. The 420 Campaign is a plan to bring legalization before the US Congress and the public. We want to use April 20th as a focal point every year to concentrate pressure on Congress to legalize marijuana until we get the job done.
Here are our top ten reasons marijuana should be legalized:
10. Prohibition has failed to control the use and domestic production of marijuana.
The government has tried to use criminal penalties to prevent marijuana use for over 75 years and yet: marijuana is now used by over 25 million people annually, cannabis is currently the largest cash crop in the United States, and marijuana is grown all over the planet. Claims that marijuana prohibition is a successful policy are ludicrous and unsupported by the facts, and the idea that marijuana will soon be eliminated from America and the rest of the world is a ridiculous fantasy.
GOLD at European Championships .Congratulation for SANDRA IZBASA.
Sandra Izbasa - date of birth june 18, 1990 - Bucharest.
Gymnastics club CCS Steaua Bucharest.
Coach - Nicolae Forminte.
She is a girl who declared in 2006 that she want to be healty and get best results at all contest.At school she likes romanian language,english and history.She spends her spare time lisning music ( classics, hip - hop ,dance , pop ) , reading, walking, waching TV.She likes to play remy and scrable and she loves flowers : imperial lily, orchid,roses,tulips,hyacinth.
The books that she likes are : Harry Potter,Letter to Young Gimnast. Olympus Legend's.
For us she is a real romanian national tresure.CONGRATULATION !
Asking everyone to send freedom fighter some luv. He started his page and then got called up for active duty overseas in the millitary. While we enjoy our freedom that he is fighting for.
daywalker Having the ability to accept things as they are no matter what the out come is a plus.
5 Worst Movies Ever!!!!!!
Ok so I saw Turistas last nite and this worthless excuse for a "movie" Inspired me to make the 5 worst movies I've ever seen!!!! This strictly based on my point of view and opinions so if I list a movie you like don't get mad at me.
5. Turistas! This was a waste of time to watch. There was no story line what so ever in this movie or maybe it was too simple for me to comprehend? I'm not sure. I wasn't expecting this movie to be good by all means. I did expect it however to have possibly maybe some good looking gore cause I watched the so called "unrated version" Now I have no idea what the fuck was so unrated about it. I would have hated seeing the theatrical version! There was only one scene in the entire movie where there was gore and it was nothing! Why must Hollywood deceive and disappoint me so!
4. Haunted highway! So you would think it takes place of a highway right. No no no no it's about this dude who is in love with another woman so he kills his wife (Ver
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Fallen For You
Falling For You
Current mood: confused
I need to end this pain
cause its all in vein
all i hear is your name
comin from my brain
lets just end this game
I shouldn't be this way
but who's to say
how it will end today
I can see you when you are free
but whose to say you're thinking of me
and I know things are kinda crazy for you
but I just don't know what else to do
I need to end this pain
cause it's all in vein
all I hear is your name
comin from my brain
lets just end this game
I shouldn't be this way
but who's to say
how it will end today
Cause I'm fallin for you
and I wish it wasn't true
but what else can I do
cause you're so damn cool
I see you in my dreams
and I know just what it means
when I start to fill these things
I know I'm fallin for you
I'm fallin for you
You say you are scared to commit
and yet I fill that it's bull-shit
The Divine Comedy is Neil Hannan and this lyric is taken from the album Fin De Siecle released in August 1998.
Generation sex respects the rights of girls
Who want to take their clothes off
As long as we can all watch that's o.k.
And generation sex elects the type of guys
You wouldn't leave your kids with
And shouts"off with their heads" if they get laid
Lovers watch their backs as hacks in macs
Take snaps through telephoto lenses
Chase Mercedes Benz' through the night
A mourning nation weeps and wails
But keeps the sales of evil tabloids healthy
The poor protect the wealthy in this world
Generation sex injects the sperm of worms
Into the eggs of field-mice
So you can look real nice for the boys
And generation sex is me and you
And we should really all know better
It doesn't really matter what you say
Worst Jokes You Know
Us Brits dont celebrate this enough, Paddys day, everton out for the Guiness, our on patron saint...zip Im a big fan f daft one line jokes that have a play on words, post em up if you have any...
My personal favourites:
2 fat men sat in a bar, one says to the other "your round"
I went bobsleighing last weekend, I Killed 50 bobs
So I just joined, I am trying to figure this out. . . Kinda confusing so much stuff going on lol. . . . oh well I will pick this up soon I hope!!! Well I jumped on this cherry to help promote my online diary www.georgiasdiary.com and my website www.georgiaspeach.com I hope you guys enjoy all my pictures.
Love U Cherry Tappers.
I NEED SOME LOVE GUYS IM NOT ABLE TO UPLOAD MORE PICS TILL I LEVEL PLEASE HELP ME OUT I WILL SHOW U LOTS OF LOVE IN RETURN. HEY ALL U FRIENDS AND FAM OF CHERRY TAP. I WAS WONDERING IF ANYONE COULD DO ME A SOLID. IM GONNA BE GOING TO THE HOSPITAL NEXT WEEK ON THE 16TH FOR 6 WEEKS I HAVE TO HAVE SURGERY AND WILL BE M.I.A FROM CT FOR THAT TIME. :( I WAS WONDERING COULD SOMEONE HOOK ME UP WITH A BLAST JUST ONE DAY I DONT CARE JUST TO SHOW SOME LOVE AND IN RETURN I WILL HOOK YA UP WITH A BIG PIMPIN GIFT AND PERMOTE UR PAGE. U WILL ALL BE MISSED FOR THE SIX WEEKS MUCH LOVE CHERRY TAPPERS. HELP ME!!!!. I JUST WENT ON A COFFEE DATE WITH THIS GIRL AND EVERYTHING WAS FINE TILL I FOUND OUT SHE WAS 18 AND A LITTLE CRAZY. SHE STARTED HITTING ON ME HARD AND TOLD ME SHE LOVED ME. REMEBER THIS IS THE FIRST TIME I HAVE EVER SEEN THIS GIRL. ANYWAYS SHE HAS BEEN EMAILING ME AND I NEED TO BLOCK HER. ITS ON HOTMAIL. AND I DONT KNOW HOW TO DO IT PLEASE CHERRY TAPPERS ANYONE MESSEGE ME TO TELL ME HOW TO DO
OK here is the story of my weekend in Charlotte, NC
Since I play competitive gaming I was asked by a team to join them since their 4th member couldn't make it. I asked my friends if they wanted to go down for fun and learn some stuff from the pros. they said yeah and so i figured it be fun for everyone. boy was i wrong.
Weds night i goto my friend jons house and a bunch of people LANing halo2 and well i asked if they were ready... low and behold they said they weren't going. so i got ditched for bullshit reasons.
9am - I wake up get packing, went to the bank took out $300 and at breakfast
11am - I start driving down. doing an average of 80mph. I ended up stoping about 3 times for gas in the mustang. their goes about 80 for the drive down.
8pm - I made it to the border of NC and Charlotte on mapquest says about 110 miles away... I avereage about 115 the whole way racing some kid and made it within the hour which was really good timing i though.
10pm - i'm settled i
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What Subcategory Of Goth Are You
You scored as Romantic Goth. You are a romantic goth, better known as a traditional goth. You are probably quickly identified as a goth by outsiders. Black lace, bats, and moonlit cemetaries are just a few of your favorite things. Click on my name to take my other tests if you liked this one.Romantic Goth100%Industrial/Rivet-Head79%Death Rocker75%Ethereal Goth63%Old-school Goth58%Confused Outsider54%Perky Goff42%Fantasy Goth42%Anything-Goes Goth38%Cyber-goth21%Understanding Outsider
THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU'VE HAD NO SLEEP AND UR BORED AT 7AM!!
the spinners on the lac go round and round, round and round, round and round, the spiners on the lac go round and round all through the hood
that smokers in the back say pass it on back, pass it on back, pass it on back, the smokers in the back say pass it on back all through the hood
the switches on the lac go up and down, up and down, up and down, the switches on the lac go up and down all through the hood
the bass on the lac gose boom boom boom, boom boom boom, boom boom boom, the bass on the lac gose boom boom boom all through the hood
YEA SLEEP WOULD'VE BEEN GOOD ABOUT 2 HOURS BEFORE THIS HAPPENED!! LMAO!!
Virginia Tech Massacre
Here we go again another school massacre this time at a college and this time the death toll is 33 people and so very close to the columbine annivsary so we need to pary for the familes of both massacres cause i am sure they are all heart broken about the loved ones they lost so keep them in your prayers.
What Vamp.describe You
You scored as Akasha. You are the ultimate in ambition. You don't just want to own the world you want to make crawl to you on its hands and knees begging for mercy or at the least a taste!Armand100%Marius100%Akasha100%Dracula92%Spike75%Deacon Frost67%Angel50%Lestat17%Blade17%Louis0%Whose your Vampire personality? (images)created with QuizFarm.com
How Are You In Bed
You scored as A Slave To BDSM. Admit it, you like being tied up and being told you've been very naughty. You like teasing your partner and making them squirm, and not letting them be able to do anything about it. Some people think what you do is sick and disgusting, but you know it's all in good fun.A Slave To BDSM100%Sex God80%A Romantic40%Virgin20%How are you in bedcreated with QuizFarm.com
well guys i just got back from tring to get a guy from work out of the sand and in the process i got my truck stuck cause it is only 2 wheel drive so i had to call another friend to pull me out and the guy i went to pull out ended up getting himself out so yeah it was a fun and exciting event well everyone i just woke up after goin to bed around 4 or 5, what can i say i like to sleep. y can't people get off your back when you accept a friend, it is nice to get some friend. it would be nice to be able to get some new friends without worring about weather anything is goin on or not? i am only with my one and true love
Remember the time.....
WOW ..... i never realized how much i missed the 90's until now!
Before the Internet & text messaging.
Before Sidekicks & iPods.
Before MIKE JONESSS
Before PlayStation2 or X-BOX.
Before the 5 hours of homework you put off every night.
WHEN LIGHT UP SNEAKERS WERE KOOL
When you rented VHS tapes, not DVDs.
When gas was $0.95 a gallon & Caller ID was a new thing.
When we recorded stuff on VCRs & paid $3.50 for a movie.
When we called the radio station to request songs to hear off our walkmans.
When MTV played music videos
When the Chicago Bulls were the best team ever.
When you looked forward to watching TGIF on TV
Get Over Here!!!! means something to you.
Hide-n-Go Seek in the dark.
Red Light, Green Light.
Heads Up 7 Up.
Playing Kickball & Dodgeball even Wallball.
Reading R.L. Stine's Goose Bumps.
***newsflash*** Bob Leaves Ct
Ive too many people I dont even talk to on muh buddy list so Imma go ahead and delete a ton of em. most of the ol familia are safe and some select friends, but the rest, its been fun but hasta la pasta if ya know wadda mean, Peace in Yes folks. Im leaving. This weekend I shall do something so wonderful, so magical in real life and as a result, and desire for cleanliness of mind I am retiring from CT.
On CT, which a magical wee woman told me about, I met many many girls. Some I talk to a lot, mostly none at all how. Ive met some salt of the earth girls that I wanna become Muslim for and marry them all but cant. Others are complete fucking bitches who are so far up their own asses with themselves that it makes me yak 6 times.
Anyways point is to those who have been nasty to me, FUCK YOU! To those who have loved me, you know who you are because we IM on other grooves, I think you are so awesome and love spending online time with yas!
Im happy I met so many delicious girls and sti
Help Get A Murder
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Virginia Tech, We Send Our Loves.
We are so sorry for you loss, and Our thoughts and prayers with you all.
P.S. I just want everyone to sign this and re-post it that everyone at Virginia Tech that We're thinking about them..
God BLESS them!
Elissa H, Wisconsin.
If you want to know more about me go to myspace.com/beatfizzal
Stop And Read....
If you are involved with someone ....Please dont rate or send comments......only lookin for ladies that are single....thank you......chris COME CHECK OUT THE ACE CAFE......I AM A NEW DJ THERE.........ON 2-4 AM MOST OF THE WEEK.......PLEASE STOP BY AND JOIN THE LOUNGE.......AND ENJOY YOURSELF....
When i......breath....it is Him i breath
When i......eat....it is Him that nurishes me
When i......drink.....it is Him that quenches my thirst
When i......hear....it is His voice that i hear
When i......see....it is His face that i gaze upon
When i......speak....it is Him i am reflecting
When i......feel.....it is Him that is filling me with happiness
When i......am happy.....it is Him that is resposible for it
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Check me out! Habitat
Great White Sharks live in all coastal temperate waters, and have been known to occasionally make dives into the deep water of open oceans. They can be found in water as shallow as three feet deep, and as deep as 1280metres. They can be found on the following coaslines: California to Alaska, the east coast of the USA, most of the Gulf coast, Hawaii, most of South America, South Africa, Australia (except the north coast), New Zealand, Mediterranean Sea, West Africa to Scandinavia, Japan, and the eastern coastline of China to Russia.
These sharks are ovoniparous, they give birth to 2-14 fully formed pups which are up to 1.5m (5ft) long. Fertilization of the eggs occurs in the female, and later the eggs actually hatch within the female. The young are nourished by eating unfertilized eggs and smaller siblings in the womb. There is no placenta with which they can get nourishment from their mother; they must fend for themselves. The female gives
Illinois Crisis -- Afscme Supports Proposed Gross Receipts Tax -- April 2007
April 19, 2007
AFSCME backs governor's gross receipts tax plan
By KURT ERICKSON - H&R Springfield Bureau Chief
SPRINGFIELD - Gov. Rod Blagojevich's controversial bid to raise taxes on businesses got a significant boost from a seemingly unlikely source Tuesday.
The state's largest employee union, which refused to endorse Blagojevich in his 2006 re-election bid, said it is putting the weight of its tens of thousands of prison guards and mental health workers behind the governor's $8 billion tax hike.
"We believe this plan has the potential to provide a real boost for the Illinois economy," said Henry Bayer, executive director of the American Federation of State, County and Municipal Employees Council 31.
"It's exciting," responded Blagojevich spokeswoman Rebecca Rausch. "We welcome AFSCME's support."
The union's backing of a so-called gross receipts tax known in Springfield parlance as the "GRT" comes with an important caveat: The union wants the additional revenue,
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APRIL IS CHILD ABUSE AWARENESS MONTH!!
Friends & fellow cherry tappers,
April is "CHILD ABUSE AWARENESS" month,
At this point I am at tears begging people for answers, and ask...why must this hatred go towards us soldiers? What have we ever personally done to you? We volunteered to join during a wartime situation and joined knowning that one day we could be called to duity. I got my award for joining during a war time situation and wear it proudly. But i am appalled at the actions. For those who protest like the officer on trial I am ashamed to say are part of our military. We signed the contract knowing this could happen and that we could die. All we want is respect in our jobs. We dont ask that you support the war, just us. Dont use our funerals as a place of protest....We wouldn't create a riot at yours.
The newspaper wrote a lovely article over him. He was an amazing friend and man. Never EVER argued about going to iraq. I think the only thing most said was "I want to be home. I miss it there. " that was the total amount of words said in his pro
Body: Pick your birthday month and read it, then repost with whatever you are...
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Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you.
You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to
be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed.
Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily
consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's
feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable.
Emotional temperamental and unpredictable.
Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparky.
spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets.
dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things.
Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive
and forms impressions carefully. Caring and
loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of
sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people
through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties
in studying. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive
unless provoked. Loves to be loved.
> > > THE MILITARY SUPPORT TRAIN!ALL ABOARD!!Okay,ladies and gentleman, We are creating a train to help support our troops and We want this to be the largest train there is on CT. Here is how we have to do it, below are the people on the train. All u have to do is click on our pic, add us as a fan, friend, rate us and send us a yellow ribbon.Then pm us telling us u want on the train, We will add you as a friend and a fan and all the others on the train will do the same for you as you do the same for them. When we get 10 people, I'll post a bulletin and u can repost it to get more people and then hopefully we can get the most people on this train. WE HERE WANT TO THANK YOU-THIS FROM ALL THE TROOPS FROM ALL AROUND IRAQ, GERMANY, CHINA! WE LOVE AND MISS U ALL AND WE ASK U ALL TO DO US ONE OTHER FAVOR WHEN YOU JOIN THIS TRAIN 1. SIGN OUR GUEST BOOK ON FRONT PROFILE. 2. THERE IS A MESSAGE COMMENT RECORDER TOWARDS THE BOTTOM OF THE PROFILE PAGE PLEASE CLICK ON IT CALL THE NUMBER IT GIVES
Every day of my life i thankgod for showing me life can only get better the day i met the women of my life (krysten). I truly beleive that life is a spectalur thing. I have so many goals in life and they are starting to come together. That is truly amazing that i can now breath life clearer, Knowing i have a great start to a life that will be so amazing. There is not one second i don;t think about the women of my dreams by girlfriend. She makes everything amazing she is the kinda of women that walks into a room and makes it brighter. Her smile is something of a angel. She makes me melt everytime i see her or talk to her. I just wanted to tell everyone that. Love is the greatest thing people that don;t think so cause of a few bad relationships will never live life to the fulliest cause you only live once.
thank you for reading this.
hi e 1
well its been awhile but having a bad time well my childrens father has been cheating on me with my sister in law and its sad because i would never do that to him but he did it to me i had confronted him about it because i found letters from her saying how great he is in bed and how great he massages her back and legs but i blame myself because i let her move in because she was alone her husband passed away 2 years ago and i didnt want her to live alone so i asked her to move in im 48 years old and she is 57 years old and she needed help so i helped her and she did this to me i didnt think she could do something like that to me after all i did for her i always stood by her side even when her daughter passed away but i guess you cant trust no one no matter how they are me and my sister in law were very close we were more like sisters but now i cant trust her no more i cant even speak to her she didnt only hurt me she hurt my 2 younger children her and thier father hurt them t
A loved one tells you that it's time to get some fun into your life. It's easy to get caught up in the rhythm of work, work, work, but this person shows you what's really important. Listen to this advice and follow it.
ok so its not always right...no loved one has said that too me...though it'd be nice...lol i normally don't ever believe in these but i found this one to be particularly ironic especially in light of my current feelings and such...
Your heart feels like you're missing a key piece of the puzzle, but your brain insists it's all systems go. What to do? Well, listen to your heart, first of all. Remember that feelings are a form of evidence, too.
Ok so I have about 10 new friends request a day, ALL MEN!!! don't these assholes read?!?! I already have a man, I had two but my hubby has run off with the pool boy, little worms!!! but any way, dosen't mean I need any more... I only need one for a few minor things around the house and to play with once in a while but can't the guys on here read? Im mean come on its in my name!!!!! Don't get me wrong I don't hate men I just am really picky about them. I don't have any trouble finding the ones I want either so why do they think just because I'm on CT I need one of them.
Stuff To Ponder
So at work tonight there is a female who is all holy and religious. well she likes to preach it on people. Her and someone we work with were having an arguement/discussion about religion and blah blah blah about it.
I am not a relgious person but I would like to know where in the bible it says that homosexuality is wrong?
Why do these religions not allow gay people?
I have not read the bible or even studdied the bible but from what I hear it does not say anything about homosexuality.
I have no particular faith, but I have researched various relgions, i know I really cannot say much about this. But I just don't see why people have to shut out gay people. Why the are they supposedly going to "hell".
This lady that was preaching the bible and her relgion is "formally" gay, but has turned her ways around to please god.
So anyway, why would god "ban" people for something they cannot control? I believe that a person is born heterosexual or homoesexual, you can't "learn" to be ga
My Astrology I Didnt Wanna Forget
Hey all my sexy people. Well Finally got my deadline to move, so I will be gone for about a month. Ill be checking in from time to time but probly wont have my full internet untill im settled in properly. I will miss all my regular friends, so leave me love, and I promise to miss you all. No one has rated or commented the Weenie today, no love for me! *SOBS* Your heart feels like you're missing a key piece of the puzzle, but your brain insists it's all systems go. What to do? Well, listen to your heart, first of all. Remember that feelings are a form of evidence, too.
Things To Share
I have learned a few things from this site and others like it....
First of all, it IS possible to make a few real friends who just want to see you and talk to you without expecting anything in return..Those few you can count on to help join the party when you are laughing and having fun...and who bring a smile to your face and heart on those days when you feel like burying your head in a pillow.
Second, there are many more who are here for their own self-gratification...and can't find it in real life so they use people and say anything and do anything to feel special even if for just a second.
It's the second group of people who make this site increasingly frustrating. It seems the more drama you stir up the more points and higher rank you get on this site. I have to say...if that is what it takes to get ahead on here then no thanks...I will stay right where I am....I have gone out of my way to rate, fan, add, help in contests, do HH's and blasts for myself and others. For
Love A Romantic Man
For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me
through it all
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'cuz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you
Cyber Sex Anyone!!!!
OK HERE IS THE DEAL IN NO WAY DO I CYBER SEX GET NAKED OR FUK ON CAM NOT ME NOT MY STYLE SO PLS HAVE RESPECT FOR ME AND DONT ASK I AM A LADY SO TREAT ME AS ONE THANK YOU...
to the world it may seem as though you are just a memory. and during the day when the sun is out, i act as though you are. as though we have memories, but we will also have a chance to make more...you are just at work or visiting friends in madison. but when the sun sets and everyones in bed, and its just me, i find myself thinking of you. and there is nothing i can do to make it go away. i bury myself in un-realities like movies and conversations on the internet. movies dont work well anymore, but if im talking to someone, as long as im fooling them, i can fool myself. but i cant lie to the dark silence which is the night... such as now. these are the times when i break down thinking of you. these are the times that i realize its true, i wont see you again, our memories are just that and we wont make anymore. but dont worry my friend I hold your motto dear "no regrets" day to day im living, its night to night that i fret and fail this. maybe its because the night is where w
Hello ! I Just want to thank all of you who have given me the wonderfull ratings on the ring from my profile...
I am simply amazed at the responce it has gotten so even tho I hesitate to do so, I thought I would let you know somthing strange about this ring.
This ring is an artifact that was discovered by a friend of mine who was lost years ago on an exploration of what is now believed to be part of the lost continent of Atlantis... It is mostly gold but has other properties that are unknown. It seems to be preserved as if it were created yesterday.
It is truly a pricless artifact from the Antediluvian civilisation period (before the time of Noah) and strangely enough it seems to haunt me in a way I cannot explain. It appears to change its look or even its expression at times, and on several occasions I have been awakened by the feeling of pressure surounding my body, or the sensation of being moved, or even a pulling sensation from inside me, and sometimes even breathlessness only
these damn photo shit is pissing me off. i cant view mine of anyone elses . come on fix it fix it..... how everyone tonight
What I Look For In A Guy. . . .
In a guy, I would want him to respect me. I don't want a guy who likes me just because I have big breasts and a big butt. I just want him to like me just the way I'am...
Also I would like a guy who is tall, thin, ans has a athletic body. I don't like a guy who is lazy and sits down and eat chips all day. I want a guy to have fun with. Someone who would always be there with me through thick and thin. I also want a guy who will also be my best friend and we can talk about anything.
That is what i look for in a guy
I am not your Barbie doll some one to dress up and throw away. I am not the silly little girl who still believes in fundamental goodness of people. Honestly I don’t think it exists any more. I’m almost sure that kindness is now considered a weakness instead of a virtue. Actually I’m positive at least from my view point that it is indeed a weakness. It has been my experience that all you get from being kind to others is rolled over and forgotten. I will never be what every one else expects from me but I am what I expect. I haven’t failed myself so I think I might still be a head of the game because I’m happy with me instead of trying to fit what others are expecting of me. I may never be a six or have abs of steel but you know what that’s ok. Like I said I’m not a Barbie doll and I don’t want to be. I am not here to be used and abused I’m here to find what life means for me not what others think it should mean for me. It’s taken me a while to get to this point but I think it’s a better
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Ok, I know this update took me a long time.
I'm sorry for that!
But I have some health problems, mainly Serious Mirgraines, to deal with.
If you sent me a message to add you & you don't see yourself,
You might be in the almost 30 messages I still have to go through.
If you want to make sure, please send me another message or
wait till t
Mmmmm Bored And Did I Say Bored
i am just sitting here bored as fuck someone pilzz take me from this boredm pilzzzzz!!!!! lol jk i just wanted to say hi and i was bored so rate my profile and i will hit u back mmmmmm laterzzzzzzzzzzz
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Illinois Crisis -- Fight To Fix State Revenue Problems
Beyond the Breaking Point – Illinois State Services in Crisis
Report by AFSCME Council 31
Department of Juvenile Justice –
New Department, Old Problems
The Department of Juvenile Justice was formed by legislative mandate in 2006
by splitting off the Juvenile Division from the Illinois Department of Corrections.
The impetus to establish a separate agency for juvenile offenders came from
those who were disturbed by the high rate of recidivism among incarcerated
youth. The new department was charged not only with holding those youth who
had committed the most serious crimes, but also with providing them with the
education, counseling and training that could help them get their lives back on
• The Department of Juvenile Justice operates seven secure facilities (Illinois Youth Centers) with a total population of nearly 1,500 juvenile offenders: IYC Warrenville; IYC
Joliet; IYC St. Charles; IYC Kewanee; IYC Harrisburg; IYC Murphysboro; and IYC Pere
so what the fuck? i have the worst luck this week with weather.
i leave utah to go home for the weekend last thursday and we get a huge hail storm and tornadoes that touch down maybe 2 miles from my house. i watched golf ball to lime size hail bounce off my roof (pics to come). this was all on friday.
the rest of the weekend was hit or miss with rain and sun. but for the most part there was only 1 day, sunday, of nice weather. it was nice to get some work done in the yard back home though. :)
then i attempt to fly back to utah yesterday, tuesday, and my flight gets canceled due to lightning and tornado watches in dfw area.
so tonight i finally make it back to utah, and what do you know, its fucking snowing. and the weather man just said that it will be in the morning.
showers friday and into saturday.
can i please have some spring weather?
i'm so fucking sick of rain and snow.
pics of all the hail.
Top 10 Shoutbox Irritations
Top Ten Reasons to Hate the Shoutbox
10. It is as hard to use as a condom in the heat of passion
9. It disappears right in the middle of your work, not unlike some men I have been with
8. No I do not want to see your wife naked, if I want to see a naked woman I will look in the mirror
7. I do not want to watch a man on cam, why waste time on something I can't touch?
6. Have you seen my birth certificate? If so you would know my name is not honey, sexy, etc.
5. More propositons than an Intern in Washington
4. What the heck happened to starting a conversation with "HI, How are you?
3. If I wanted in your pants you would know and not have to ask.
2. Are the majority of members, desperate and lonely? I think not..
1. Where is the respect....Most people are more than what can be found at the "V" at the top of
Take some time to say Hello and get to know a person you just might like what you find out. Have some confidence in your
What is love?
what i think love means is that when a girl and
a boy really like each other so much that they
would do anything for each other. I also think
that love is such a strong word. Love can mean
anything between a girl and a boy. Love can mean
i want to be with you, i want to comfort you, and
can even mean i want to be with you forever and
i want to spend the rest of my life with you...
When you love someone you know that is the right
person to be with, to hold hands with, to hug, to
kiss that person with a gentle feeling. Then all
of a sudden you will feel a spark inside of you
just wanting more and more of your partner.
Putting your body against your partners body and
feel that soft and tender touch. There is so much
going on you cannot stop thinking about it. Just
thinking about it makes you want to just go up
in cloud 9.....
your legs and feet touching each other with your
partner in bed makes you feel good and warm
about yourself. feeling the taste you
Illinois Crisis -- Budget Cuts
Budget cuts affect area jobs
April 13, 2007
By STEWART WARREN STAFF WRITER
JOLIET -- As a state case worker, Wanda Washington helps the poor, the elderly and the disabled.
Should she mop up vomit at her office?
For nearly 20 years, Washington, 52, of Joliet, has worked at the Family Community Resource Center, 45 E. Webster St., Joliet. It's a division of the Illinois Department of Human Services, and the workers find food stamps, medical care and other important benefits for needy people who don't have much money.
But during the past five years of budget and staff cuts by the state, the number of employees at Washington's office has dropped from 120 to 60. Now there isn't a maintenance worker to take care of the building or its grounds. When a pregnant woman threw up in the office recently, Washington and a supervisor cleaned up the mess. They didn't mind the chore, but it gave the
Illinois Crisis -- Severe Staffing Shortages
Union issues new report:
State employees overloaded, services undermined
April 11, 2007
A NEW REPORT released April 11 by AFSCME Council 31 documents the continuing crisis of understaffing in eight of the largest departments of Illinois state government. Over the past six years, the agencies dealing with public safety, human services and child protection, veterans and the environment have suffered from a staggering decline in frontline staff—a total loss of more than 6,000 essential employees. A series of reports issued by Council 31 last year revealed in stark detail the devastating consequences of these staffing cutbacks. The new report, Beyond the Breaking Point, Illinois State Services in Crisis, provides an update one year later.
The last year has witnessed increasingly violent incidents in the state’s prisons and juvenile centers, quality care problems in state developmental centers that jeopardize federal funding, avoidable tragedies in child protection, and back
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Our Prayers Are With Them All!!
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..."empti"... is inside the word redemption and when I think of the missing 'y' instead of I....I ask myself, "why....why do I feel soo empty when I am finally redeeming my soul? Suddenly, I remember that eventful day..................
I pulled myself out of the pit of despair,
Along with the pieces of my past,
The blood, sweat, and tears began mixing,
And the burn felt so sweet, when I made it through at last.
From time to time my old wounds open,
But the scars remind me of where i've been,
I feel weak from my momentary lapse of reason,
And then think of all the things you've said.
I wash my soul clean in my new waters,
But those lines; they will always remain.
I cry tears for my newfound freedom,
And they fall like a born again rain.
So take these words so tried and true,
along your path so gray and grim,
and fan that fire he set ablaze,
and your soul, my friend....never let him win
I just wanted to let everyine know that I will be leaving my small town living in Texas to find new small town living in Missouri. But I will still be around here no matter what. I hope to make new friends in my new area but will keep all my friends from my old still in my heart area. With great Love to ALL.
Why Blue Jean Girl Is So Effed Up
Thank you to everyone who have been so hrlpfl & supportive since my 1st blog. I really do appreciate all of your kind words and attempts to make me feel better. Thank you!
After spending some time talking to someone very close to My Husband, I have come to realize something very important. This was the 1st person my Husband ever lost that he was close to & he had & still has no idea how to deal with it. Unfortunately, I am the person closest to him, so I have been the one to feel the brunt of his grief.
Plus, I have to take responsibility for my part...I was not on time..to go shopping, to go to the wake, or the funeral, although we did make it to the funeral on time. I can understand my husband's frustration with me. And YES, SOME OF THIS WAS ACTUALLY MY FAULT. I could have done a lot of things differently, and, looking back, I wish I had. But hindsight is 20/20. I now know some of my husband's trigger's and I just need to adjust, so that I don't set them off. I'm sure he knows so
My wife and I (Joyce was on my family list, she deleted her profile though...to many wierdos) are looking for coupes in our area to meet and maybe have fun with...we are clean and as for the rest, well... just ask.
"Touch me" I whisper
in the candle-light
as your hands reach
out to me and caress
my heated skin
exploring the curves
and shadows of my body
"Kiss me" I whisper
in the ear that I've
been nibbling on
Warm, wet lips
press against mine
as I savor your taste
flooding my senses
"Love me" I whisper
as I lay back against
piled on the bed
Tongue traces swollen lips
as you lie atop me
Fingers fist in my hair
as you enter
Pleasure spirals up
and out as you move,
Sweat glistens across
Deaf to everything
but our heartbeats in
a wild crescendo as
and we come apart...
"Touch me" I whisper
in the candle light
as we catch our breath
and you pull me to
Your touch has been
more than the tantalizing
slide of your fingers
on my skin tonight
I am consumed with wanting,
But for what it is uncertain.
A need to feel alive.
Well, today I went to the doctor & found out that I am pregnant. I couldnt believe when she came in there & told me I freaked out badly. All I could think about was what my mom was going to say. I didnt think that this was even possible for me. Well, Im 5 weeks & 1 day pregnant but u can consider it 6 weeks. I have my first appointment next week & my first ultrasound 3 days after my birthday. I still havent told anyone yet especially my mom I dont even know how to break it too her. Any suggestions? I post more when I know it!
Hell If I Know
You have a sexual IQ of 156
When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends.
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[adjective]:Insatiable to the point of crazy
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Since you are such an attention craver, you are into wearing the sexiest clothes and going straight for the sexiest person in the room. You like secure people who are genuine and have a good fashion sense.
In bed, you like to get all of the attention, so you need a partner who can worship you for the hottie that you are. You like to dance and strip for your partner and you enjoy buying the sexiest lingere for yourself.
Sex matches: Aries, Sagittarius, Libra
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LayoutsFunny Videos dont ask me if im 19 please lol i have my own house i have id i was born may 26th 1987 my sis is 1986 shes 20 going on 21 im going on 20..im glad i look young though but just caouse u men think i might be underage doesnt mean i am some of u guys i feel and think the same way..but i let it go caouse i know guys roundmy way who look young but thy in there 20s..it ant my fuilt i look good for 20 lol.im glad though i dont wanna look old yet.. my day was ok i went out with freinds got askled to have a 3 some i got pissed this girl kept toching me thy werent hot either.and im not that type of girl anyhow.im well respected in my area..i had my house inspection today evrything went good.i need more freinds in my area im from pottsville i hang there alot all the time si work there to so any one from pottsville hit me up..i like to meet people get to know theme and hang out and chill.
The Work Of My Mother . White Queen
If I should die tonight in my sleep
No one would miss me, no one would care,
And if I should slit my wrists with a knife
There'd be a party, a gala, a fair.
If tomorrow the world were to end
And I were to die
With my hand on my heart I would say,
"Fuck you world and have a nice day."
No one cares about the child gone wrong,
The little kid sat in the corner
I still hurt and I feel pain
Even more than you could ever imagine.
But one day I hope to find someone
To love me and treat me like gold
Until the day that happens
I struggle through life getting old.
(christine) I asked you to love me
And you laughed in my face,
I asked you to help me
But I was just a disgrace.
I offered you my heart
And you broke it with glee,
I offered you my friendship
But you threw it back at me.
Now I feel that I can't cope
You've managed to destroy my only hope
Now I feel that I've lost my way
And that I was only just a lay.
My hopes are crushed, my dreams are
Waiting just to feel again
Waiting just to dream
Waiting to be noticed
Without making a scene
Dont care what the feeling is,
Just to feel again
Remenising on the ways
I "use to feel back then"
Everything is numb now
No emotions left
Wondering if i'll feel again
Before i reach my death
Cold is crawling slowly
Breathing down my spine
Soon i'll reach my demise
I dont have that much time
Wanting it so badly
Wishing on the sky
No emotions ever
Makes me wonder why
Why i hurt so badly
That i forget to feel
Seems like i was dreaming
I know that it was real
Knowing what we were
And what we've come to be
Longing to bring that life back
Will you come back to me?
I know that it cant happen
Now that you are gone
So here i'm stuck emotionless
Feeling... all alone! The vampire rises from deep, dark sleep
Stretching undead limbs
Moving on the earth again
Paying for his sins
Live a death in loneliness
Heart that never beats
Ducking into shadows
You Are 40% Weird
Normal enough to know that you're weird...
But too damn weird to do anything about it!
How Weird Are You?
Shar♥Baby@ CherryTAP HA HA NOW I UNDERSTAND THE SONG "IM IN LOVE WITH A STRIPPER..LOL..ANYBODY AGREE W/ ME....???
Every now and then I like to paint.
I just finished this one today.
Even In Death There Is Love
My father passed away on sunday oct 5 2008 three days after my birthday he was buried with full military honors in north ga after serving 26 years in the us coast guard even though life has seemed to stop since he passed away and i tell people i know how to "pretend" well life will contuie to go on weither i choose to go out and live it to the fullest or stay at home and cry and boo hoo and stay in bed how ever bad i want to. Now i know it seems weird that a woman of my age would seem that out of wack but if u know me well u would know that my dad and i were extremly close and shared everything I would not be at the point in my life that i am if it wasnt for him and he was my rock. But i know that even though he has passed on he is some where watching over me and my family smiling because we have pulled together to get thru such a hard time and even though he has died life must go on....
thanks for reading my way of venting....
Blessed Be Sorry I'm so late, but I've been out walkin
Traveling my path
Wandering life’s journey
The BIG happy
The quest to
To feel again
With the unknown
No worries about
No ‘what ifs’
For the past
A permanent feeling
Of ‘It’s gonna be ok’
That is all I ask
To just be me
And be relaxed
I put on a disguise
And brighten my eyes
And hope that you don’t
Notice a thing
I can’t let you
Won’t let you
On that ride
I would tell
You the truth
But then I’d
Have to face it
I want you back
Tired of moments
In the black
To move ahead
I grew to dread
And waking up
Was the hardest task
I just went along
But then I listened
To the song
That brought back
Before the crash
No more living
In the past
Not gonna suffer
From the last
Mistake that cost
But in reality
I’ve still got me
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Well here we go again.....My son received his pre-orders for deployment this last weekend. According to the pre-order the guys have been instructed to get all of their affairs in order, so that they can ship out sometime in June or July.
I have already been through this once. Wasn't that enough for any mother's heart to endure? I just can't help but think that every time my son deploys, the odds are not in his favor statistic wise.
As hard as it is for me to have my son deploy again, I think of all of the other mother's that were not as fortunate to have their children returned to them alive. Many times I have found myself thinking, "But for the grace of God, there go I."
I live in a small rural area and we have had a large amount of casualties per capita in this area. So far all of the casualties have been from soldiers that were in Iraq and not Afghanistan. Unfortunately, when you live in an area this small, you always know the person or their family. This makes it exception
This Shows How Stupid People Are
this guy messaged me and said all of these things to me. his yahoo sn is warriorpt6 and the other sn is mine. if you read this i hope you want to be mean to this guy. so here it goes
warriorpt6 (4/18/2007 8:32:30 PM): hello !
bub0nic_pleasure (4/18/2007 8:32:48 PM): hey
warriorpt6 (4/18/2007 8:33:01 PM): explain that deep thing
warriorpt6 (4/18/2007 8:33:10 PM): after u gimme some huuuggs
bub0nic_pleasure (4/18/2007 8:33:21 PM): it was from a pappa john's commerical
bub0nic_pleasure (4/18/2007 8:33:32 PM): i thought it was funny
warriorpt6 (4/18/2007 8:33:43 PM): what do ya like to do
bub0nic_pleasure (4/18/2007 8:34:28 PM): shop, watch movies, hang out with my friends, watch tv.....stuff like that
warriorpt6 (4/18/2007 8:34:41 PM): anymore pics
warriorpt6 (4/18/2007 8:34:45 PM): a cam ?
bub0nic_pleasure (4/18/2007 8:35:18 PM): look on my yahoo profile. there are 2 links on it to my other pics
warriorpt6 (4/18/2007 8:36:46 PM): you wanting to die young an quick girly or w
Show Support To Virginia Tech
To support those who were affected by the shooting at Virginia Tech, the college is opening its "arms" and letting anyone join the Hokie Family, all you have to do is wear maroon and orange to show support for the fallen Hokies.
WEAR YOUR MAROON & ORANGE!
This picture is in my pictures. Feel free to rip it.
Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com
I reach for you in the night and find empty air
and my heart burns and my soul weeps.
I try to find you in the sands of time
and I have lost you over and over.
I look for you in the storms of life,
and the thunder covers my cries.
I see you and try to hold you,
and lightings strikes you away.
I have lost me and it consumes me,
and the core of fire burns you away.
In the darkness of life I stand,
and you have only to find the shadow...
The new Re is called "Resident Evil: Extinction" it takes place in Las Vegas and the trailer link is this
juz copy and paste it in ya url box and sit back and relax http://imdb.com/
Things Of Interest And Venting
""THEY SAY IT TAKES A MINUTE......
.......TO FIND A SPECIAL PERSON, .......
.....AN HOUR TO APPRECIATE THEM, ......
.........A DAY TO LOVE THEM, ........
..........AN ENTIRE LIFETIME.........
..............TO FORGET THEM.............
.......SEND THIS TO THE PEOPLE......
.............YOU'LL NEVER FORGET..............
.........IT'S A SHORT COMMENT..........
...........TO LET THEM KNOW.............
......THAT YOU'LL NEVER FORGET THEM......
...IF YOU DON'T SEND THIS TO ANYONE...
.......IT MEANS YOU'RE IN A HURRY.......
..........AND THAT YOU HAVE FORGOTTEN.........
If you get a dozen, you're loved!!
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The Pentagon announced TODAY the formation of a new 500-man elite fighting unit called the United States Redneck Special Forces (USRSF)
These Alabama boys will be dropped off into Iraq and have been given only the following facts about terrorists :
1. The season opened today. 2. There is no limit.3. They taste just like chicken. 4. They don't like beer, pickups, country music or Jesus. 5. They are directly responsible for the death of Dale Earnhardt.
The Pentagon expects the problem in Iraq to be over by Friday.
Alrighty then, this is my first day on this site and Im trying to figure things out, so if yall will just bare with me we will get this party started!
You left me so suddenly
left me to tend on my own
My life has been darkened
since you left me alone
Signs of your presence
still lingers over this place
When I look in the mirror
I can still see your face
Won't hear your footsteps
walking these floors
Won't feel your presence
when I open these doors
Always looked up to you
with burdens too hard to bear
I try to reach out to you
but you're no longer there
Know I must set you free
let you have your peace
Just know my love for you
it will never cease
im sorry that i left
im sorry i had to leave
im sorry for the pain
u so desperatley had to cleave
im sorry for the hurt
i had so strongly put on you
so please forgive me now
so i can say
I love you If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feel of your heart beating with mine...
Knowing that I could never
CUP of Joes Birthday April 26 contest ends that day I need lots lots lots of comments HELP PLEASE will repay those who show thier love
what common english word is 9 letters long,and each time you remove a letter from it it still remains an english word.. from 9 letters all the way down to single remaining letter?
Love Is Blind
so is love blind ?
Picture cupid with a red tip cane
Is that picture too insane
I searched for love and lost it all
I settled for less and took the fall
Wait for love I have been told they say
It will find you one lucky day
And yet they also say that love is blind
So how is love this man to find
One day when I am old and gray
A blind cupid may pass my way
And bump into me and find me at last
And leave me in love that comes on fast
And during love making I clutch my heart
And then I die and from my love part
After having waited for that fat blind cherub to come
I wonder if waiting on love is just dumb !
By R. Thomas Dinsmore
What do ya think Kassidy ? LOL it was good inspiration at least .
Picture cupid with a red tip cane
Is that picture too insane
I searched for love and lost it all
I settled for less and took the fall
Wait for love I have been told they say
It will find you one lucky day
And yet they also say that love is blind
So how is lov
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Hello to you all. This is my first blog and it is going to be a sad one.
Yesterday April 17, 2007 one of my co-workers was killed on her way to pick up a load of students. A truck hit her school bus head on and then burst into flames. The driver of the truck was able to get out, Mrs. Diane was not so lucky. She was killed on impact and the bus also caught on fire. Please, Please if you pray, say a prayer for Mrs Diane's family as well as all of us. When I say us I mean her bus driver family. This could have easily been me or any other driver on the road. She will be laid to rest on Friday. Fortunately, the bus was unloaded.
We all take for granted that we will always have another day to live. That is not the case. This could be my last blog if the good Lord calls me home. However, I hope I live to post several more. Never hesitate to tell some one that you love them. You may never have that chance again.
Thank you for taking the time to read this and please remember the Wrig
How can you be so devastated by someone you never met in real life? A special friend I knew only online who meant so much to me left us. She was beautiful inside and out. She made me laugh, she made me smile, and she made my day brighter when I talked to her. (And yes, she teased me unmercifuly and got me worked up! *evil grin*) It didn't matter if she was having problems of her own or a bad day, she always had time to talk to me. Really talk, not just some of the online friends that you just chat with. We had real conversations about each other. We let each other into our lives and I'll never get the chance to met her face to face. I didn't get enough time with her! I'm pissed that I wont be able to talk with her anymore.
God, it makes me so sad that she was taken from us so young. I miss her so much already! She had so many friends and so many peoples lives that she touched. It really hurts. She passed on my birthday (and even if it's selfish) I think it makes it hurt that much
Aight these 2 ladies kandi 4rm Xscape and u seen her on E40 song u and dat has formed wit my sexy babe aka georgia peach 2 make Peachkandi and the single they got is called BAm now thats a good song so chekc it out aight get at me Aight yall to me im shouting out a artist i think who deserves to be notice and thats Tamia she has a song im feelin thats called "Me" its a song thats basiclly tellin your lover that when it comes down to it you will lways go with yourself so when you get time just sit down and listen to it closely its on fire to i love that song Man Soulja Boy is wild this man got some crazy songs but the best onehe got is called "booty meat" its just a song for the ladies to say shake that booty meat ha ha but you can check out the the dances on youtube.com cause they get down t soulja boy
Here are six reasons why you should think before you speak. Have you ever spoken and wished that you could immediately take the words back... or that you could crawl into a hole? Here are the Testimonials of a few people who did....
I walked into a hair salon with my husband and three kids in tow andasked loudly, "How much do you charge for a shampoo and a blow job?" I turned around and walked back out and never went back. My husband didn't say a word...he knew better.
I was at the golf store comparing different kinds of golf balls. I was unhappy with the women's type I had been using. After browsing for several minutes, I was approached by one of the good-looking gentlemen who works at the store. He asked if he could help me. Without thinking, I looked at him and said, "I think I like playing with men's balls."
My sister and I were at the mall and passed by a store that sold a variety of candy and nuts. As we were l
Believe It Or Not I Think We All Should Thank George Bush
President Bush's fast response to the killings at VT were surprising. Mr. bush was made aware of the carnage right away. While the shooting was still going on he dispatched the National Guard to assist. Shortly after Promising justice and the quick capture of the suspect the guard was sent to Florida State University where they still wait for an explanation as to why they are in the wrong place.
***My Heart goes out to the victims and their families, I know this may seem like a cold joke to some....***
A turning point is on the horizon, forcing you to reassess your conduct in relationships. It should be a healthy transition, especially if you work at fostering a sense of understanding between you and your loved ones.
Please join me in remembering a great icon of the entertainment community. The Pillsbury Doughboy died yesterday of a yeast infection and trauma complications from repeated pokes in the belly. He was 71.
Doughboy was buried in a lightly greased coffin. Dozens of celebrities turned out to pay their respects, including Mrs. Butterworth, Hungry Jack, the California Raisins, Betty Crocker, the Hostess Twinkies, and Captain Crunch. The gravesite was piled high with flours.
Aunt Jemima delivered the eulogy and lovingly described Doughboy as a man who never knew how much he was kneaded. Doughboy rose quickly in show business, but his later life was filled with turnovers. He was not considered a very smart cookie, wasting much of his dough on
half-baked schemes. Despite being a little flaky at times he still was a crusty old man and was considered a positive roll model for millions.
Doughboy is survived by his wife Play Dough, two children, John Dough and Jane Doug
Lies Only Skim The Surface
YOUR LIES ONLY SKIM THE SURFACE
THE SUFACE OF MY WALLS
I HAVE BEEN BUT HIDING
HIDING BEHIND THE STONES
I DO NOT BID YOUR LIES ENTRY
ENTRY INTO THE WALLS
MY BITTER SMILE
MY BLANK NOD
THE REAL ME LIES
WRAPPED IN A NUMBING COCOON
YOUR LIES CAN NOT PENETRATE
PENETRATE BENEATH THE NUMBNESS
I FEEL NOTHING
YOUR LIES NO LONGER AFFECT ME
I WATCH THEM FROM BELOW
AS THEY SKIM ABOVE
Me, Myself & I
I am pretty close to my two youngest daughters. We spend a lot of time together. I like it that way. However, the other day we took a small road trip and drove from Kansas City, MO to just west of Topeka, Ks to pick up a friend of my youngest daughter’s.
I don’t have an Ipod/MP3player like the rest of the free world. Although I am thinking with my income tax I may get me one of the purple ones. But my kids do. So instead of waiting on commercials and finding stations after we got out of KC I let my youngest put her Ipod on.
I have come to realize that an Ipod is a glimpse into someone’s true self…a peek into their soul.
I have to say I was so proud to hear the music on her Ipod I could have cried. Teenagers have a tendency to listen to the same kind of music all the time. Whatever their friends are listening to is pretty much what they stick too.
Not to mention I know my father would have been delighted.
He used to say there was way to many talented people on this earth to
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My Fishing Blog
www.fishingclub.com The rapidly increasing distribution of viral hemorrhagic septicemia virus (VHSv) in Michigan waters is forcing the Department of Natural Resources (DNR) to place a one-year moratorium on walleye, northern pike and muskie production and stocking. Officials hope the move will help ensure the disease is not inadvertently spread by DNR activities, and to protect the state's fish hatchery system.
"All of the DNR's egg sources for walleyes and one key source for northern pike are from Great Lakes waters that are, or are highly likely to be, infected with VHSv," says Kelley Smith, chief of the DNR Fisheries Division. "Muskellunge egg sources, as well as two other sources for northern pike are located in very high risk waters, based on our understanding of the movement of baitfish around the state, as well as the amount of recreational and angler boat traffic between those waters and the Great Lakes."
Smith says that currently it is not known whether eggs from these sp
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NEW FORM OF KIDNAPPING
Please take a minute to read this. This is very scary and could happen to any of us.. Seems like every nice thing people do for one another can be perverted. A new twist on kidnapping from a very smart survivor:
About a month ago there was a woman standing by the mall entrance passing out flyers to all the women going in. The woman had written the flyer herself to tell about an experience she had, so that she might warn other women.
The previous day, this woman had finished shopping, went out to her car and discovered that she had a flat.
She got the jack out of the trunk and began to change the flat. A nice man dressed in a business suit and carrying a briefcase walked up to her and said, "I noticed you're changing a flat tire. Would you like me to take care of it for you?" The woman was grateful for his offer and accepted his help.
They chatted amiably while the man changed the flat, and then put the flat tire and
Please sign the Virginia Tech Tribute Wall and honor those who lost their lives in Blacksburg on April 16, 2007.
without getting into a very long and boring story, I just want to say I just DO NOT understand men at all. and I also don't understand other certain things that I don't even want to bring up,lol. how's that for vague? lol Not to insult anyone on this site at all, but I really feel like this site is just to f*ck around on. It is very easy for people to mess around and do things they shouldn't be doing. does that make sense? like i said, I don't want anyone getting mad or whatever for me saying that but I really feel it's true. some may say well go away then don't come here. Well I could do that, but I don't want to, I do like some people on here and consider them friends. So I don't know, I guess I should just buck up and shut up about shit.
I'm Not Sure Anymore
i'm hating knowing i cna never tell you that's what you are you cna't see what's right in front of you? the one you could be with is right there!!!!!
Have you ever noticed that when you finally except people for who they are, that's when they start showing their true self?
The one thing I want more than anything in the world is to know people for what they really are. Not the plastic,"I want to inpress you", mask that hides their true self. How can friendship ever grow if you aren't learning about the person on the inside but instead accepting the actor playing the role on the outside.
I have always prided myself on being an honest person and I have learned the hard way that I sometimes hurt people with the things that I say. Then I stop and think about the course of my life. Do I want to spend MY whole life having people tell me what I WANT to hear or what I NEED to hear. While it is sometimes hard to accept that we NEED to hear things that may hurt...In the long run it helps us grow as individuals.
Many heartaches and many tears over the course of my life have left me searching for REAL people. So many times I found myself tru