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Story Time
The Encounter By: George Jennings It was getting late on a Friday night in a small town. The town was small and quaint, as was the hospital. Scranton wasn't exciting, much to the expression on Laura’s face. Laura was starting her night shift at Mercy General Hospital and wasn't looking forward to another night of data entry work. Sitting in front of computer all night just to stare at it blankly while entering in data that she didn't quite understand. Laura was in her mid thirties and still looking very attractive. Although, she thought that the job was aging her faster when it was really doing nothing more but making her lose sleep. Pulling on her usual nurse uniform consisting of a jacket, knee skirt, and a white blouse tucked into the skirt, with a nametag stuck to the lapel. As she walked down to the hallway to her workstation her soft, light brunette hair glistened as each ceiling light passed over her. "Hey Laura, how you doing?" asked the clerk that was going home.

News And Experiences
Well everyone who's read or seen the pics understands or knows I'm going through alot. Here is the story... When I was released last Wednesday (3/18/07) from TMC:HH I hadn't quit completely bleeding. I got to stay home the whole 24hrs on Thursday. I got woke up by Summer at like 115am Friday (3/20/07) morning something didn't feel right but I handled Summer's issue and went to lay down and I felt something wet. I got back up and turned my light on. .. I was in an ACTIVE bleed again. My clothes and bed were covered in blood. I waited for almost an hour before going to the hospital. It was still way heavy so I went in. I wasn't there for even 20mins when they were putting IV's in my arm and drawing blood.They did ultrasound and Matthew was still in BREECH. . . YiKeS!!! Which means had I delivered before he changed positions I was getting a Cesearn (C-Section). I was contracting @ 23weeks of pregnancy they had to stop it. I was put on just water at first and then came the Magnesium S

My First Blog
happy halloween everybody on a night whan i feel so alone all i do is think of her she puts my head in the clouds my heart pound my skin tingle even though she never hears me i tell her i love you and smile man time goes by fast my b day is in 4 days lol im old

Pledge Me Please!
Sponsor Me - http://events.animalhumanesociety.org/site/TR?px=1062303&pg=personal&fr_id=1030 Emma (my kitty) heard about the suffering of her fellow animals and has convinced me by staring at me with her piercing green eyes and incessant meowing to walk on her behalf. She became so distraught by her fellow brother and sister orphans plight that she has curled up into the fetal position and refused me the joy of petting her, my lap has grown so... so cold. PLEASE HELP! I will be participating in the newly merged humane society's 2007 Walk for Animals. With five Twin Cities locations, they care for more than 35,000 unwanted, abused and neglected animals each year. Please support me with a donation by selecting the " Support Me" button above the thermometer or "Make a Gift" below the themometer. Our efforts will help make a big difference! I have adopted 3 cats form the Humane Society and can't thank them enough for what they do for these animals and the joy that they bring peopl

Surveys
If you are really seriously bored...reply to this. hahaha it'll give you something to do. eh eh? what would you do if? 1. I was right next to you: 2. I kissed you: 3. I lived next door to you: 4. I started smoking: 5. I was hospitalized: 6. I was drunk: 7. i hugged u: 8. I asked you to leave: 9. I asked you out: what do you think about my? 10. personality: 11. eyes: 12. hair: 13. body: would you? 14. be my friend? 15. keep a secret if i told you one? 16. kiss me? 17. go on a date with me? 18. keep in touch? 19. date me? have you ever? 20. lied to make me feel better? 21. wanted to kiss me? 22. wanted to bite me? 23. kept something important from me? 24. wanted to cuddle with me? and more. 25. who are you? 26. are we friends? 27. when and how did we meet? 28. describe me in one word: 29. what was your first impression? 30. what reminds you of me? 31. if you could give me anything what would it be? 32. how well do you know me? 33. when's th

Liars Nad Fakes
OK SO IM GOING TO GO ON A RANT THE THING I HATE MORE THAN ANYTHING ARE LIARS OR BETTER YET THE ONES THAT CALL THEMSELVES YOUR FRIENDS AND PROMISE TO DO SOMETHING FOR YOU AND NEVER SHOW UP TO DO IT..EVEN THOUGH YOU HAVE DONE MANY THINGS FOR THEM INCLUDING HELP THEM OUT WITH A PROBLEM THAT COULDNT BE HELPED OR THE NUMEROUS TIMES YOU HELPED THEM OUT WITH GAS FOR ALL 3 OF THEIR CARS CAUSE THEY DIDNT HAVE THE MONEY TO DO IT... WHAT PISSES ME OFF IS THAT EVEN THOUGH THEY THINK IM A MONEY BAG AND I HARDLY EVER ASK THEM FOR HELP THEY THNK THEY CAN ASK ME FOR A HUGE AMOUTN OF MONEY AND THINK THAT I WOULD JUST GIVE IT TO THEM I MEAN HOLY HELL PEOPLE WHAT ARE YOU THINKING I NEEDED HELP WITH ONE LITTLE ISSUE AND YOU PROMISED TO BE THERE AND YET YOU NEVER SHOWED UP AFTER I PROMISED SOMEONE ELSE THAT YOU WOULD BE THERE DO YOU KNWO HOW BAD THAT MAKES ME LOOK I WAS GOING ON YOUR WORD THAT YOU WOULD BE THERE AND WHENT HE TIME CAME YO

20 Ways To Maintain A Healthy Level Of Insanity
20 Ways to Maintain a Healthy Level of Insanity 1. At Lunch Time, Sit In Your Parked Car With Sunglasses on and point a Hair Dryer At Passing Cars. See If They Slow Down. 2. Page Yourself Over The Intercom. Don't Disguise Your Voice. 3. Every Time Someone Asks You To Do Something, Ask If They Want Fries with that. 4. Put Your Garbage Can On Your Desk And Label It "In." 5. Put Decaf In The Coffee Maker For 3 Weeks. Once Everyone has Gotten Over Their Caffeine Addictions, Switch to Espresso. 6. In The Memo Field Of All Your Checks, Write "For Smuggling Diamonds." 7. Finish All Your sentences with "In Accordance With The Prophecy." 8. Don t use any punctuation 9. As Often As Possible, Skip Rather Than Walk. 10. Order a Diet Water whenever you go out to eat. 11. Specify That Your Drive-through Order Is "To Go." 12. Sing Along At The Opera. 13. Go To A Poetry Recital And Ask Why The Poems Don't Rhyme. 14. Put Mosquito Netting Around Your W

Please Help
CLICK THE PIC AND COMMENT BOMB HIM ITS NOT Hard to do and it opens another window so you can still get your point fix at the same time now click and bomb thank you and have a nice day muahhhh can you please click on this guys pic and leave lots of comments he is in a contest and running a little behind thank you all that help..luv brat

Stryker_beyonds Lil Rants
Hey everyone and hope all my friends are having a good weekend so far. As everyone of you know by now I have been dealing with my grandfathers hospital stay since May. He had surgery and as you know it has not been good ever since. We have had little victories here and there but overall its been a battle day in and out for grandfather physically and mentally for my sis and I. We have watched the man who raised us go from being jovial,hardworking(at 85 years old mind you),loving and the remaining monarch of the family to a shell of weakness,inability to communicate, cannot eat foods and so many other things that if you have kept up with my blogs well then yanno. Yesterday would be considered a victory day. He had a good day. We arrived at around 10 and they had already had him in a recliner for a hour. Of course there has to be alot of special cushions for him. His body is so frail and frankly covered in skin tears that anything can cause him discomfort or cause another spot on his s

Truths About Children
A big city lawyer went duck hunting in central Texas. He shot and dropped a bird, but it fell into a farmer's field on the other side of a fence. As the lawyer climbed over the fence, an elderly farmer drove up on his tractor and asked him what he was doing. The litigator responded, "I shot a duck and it fell in this field, and now I'm going to retrieve it." The old farmer replied, "This is my property, and you are not coming over here." The indignant lawyer said, "I am one of the best trial attorneys in the United States and, if you don't let me get that duck, I'll sue you and take everything you own." The old farmer smiled and said, "Apparently, you don't know how we settle disputes in Texas . We settle small disagreements like this; with the 'Three Kick Rule.'" The lawyer asked, "What is the 'Three Kick Rule'?" The Farmer replied, "Well, because the dispute occurs on my land, I get to go first. I kick you three times and then you kick me three tim

Dear Lover
DEAR LOVER, WHAT AM I TO YOU? WHAT ABOUT THE PERSON THAT I AM GIVES YOU THE WANT TO SHARE YOUR LIFE WITH ME? WHAT MAKES YOU SMILE? WHAT MAKES YOU YELL? WHERE DO YOU BELIEVE A SHARED LIFE WITH ME WILL TAKE YOU? MENTALLY. PHYSICALLY. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT IN REGARDS TO ME? DO YOU KNOW ME? DO YOU HAVE ME FIGURED OUT? DO YOU WANT TO KNOW ME? ARE YOU JUST HERE FOR THE RIDE? WHAT MAKES YOU STAY WITH ME EVERY DAY WE SPEND TOGETHER? WHAT MAKES YOU THINK ABOUT LEAVING? WHY DO YOU HAVE SUCH AN UNSTABLE ATTITUDE? ARE YOU AWARE OF YOURSELF? DO YOU HEAR YOUR WORDS AS YOU SPIT THEM AT MY FACE? WHAT HAS MADE YOU TO BE THE PERSON THAT YOU ARE? DO YOU LIKE TO GIVE OR SHARE? OR DOES IT FEEL LIKE A CHORE OR A PUNISHMENT? WHAT MAKES THE ACT OF GIVING ENJOYABLE? CAN YOU HONESTLY SAY THAT YOU LIVE SELFLESSLY? DO YOU BELIEVE THAT YOU HOLD A HIGHER PLACE IN YOUR RELATIONSHIP THAN YOUR LOVER DOES? DO YOU BELIEVE THAT YOU DESERVE MORE THAN YOUR LOVER? DO YOU EVEN NOTICE HOW YOUR LOVER ST

To My Friends If I Am Not On
To all my wonderful friends i am sorry to have to write this message but its time, its time for me to move on in life i have enjoyed all of you so very much and u have placed a smile on my face forever and i am thankful to all of u for that but as life makes changes so do i and its time for a change. I am leaving Fubar under my own decisions as most of u know sometimes sites like this can cause alot of drama in ones life well i kinda got tired of all the drama it seems alot of women have alot of men thinking they belong to them and as all of u know my comments are always geared around happiness and smiles with the most wonderful sweetest thoughs behide it, but it seems some take it to heart and then i start getting the trash emails and the bad mouthing how i am a bad person. Well i know in my heart i am one of a kind as many of u have stated and many of u have witnessed but i dont feel i should have to prove myself to anyone just like no one should have to prove themselves to me i join

Tattoo Shop
Wow!! I'm amazed that this has rolled out so smoothly!! The new shop, Tanuki Tattoo, will be opening VERY soon! The address is 13016 Palm Beach Blvd, in Ft Myers FL. Wish us luck & come get tattooed!!! Jason

Star Signs......
Pick your birthday month and read it, then repost with whatever you are... ¢¾ JANUARY = BIG WHORE Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you. You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easi

Big Dog Bucks Blogs
Hey folks, as you know, I seldom even delve into the blogs, but today, a fellow Fubar member, a very dear friend of mine, lost her best friend. Kuma was a St Bernard, a big teddy bear of a dog, and I had the pleasure of meeting him. http://fubar.com/user/240535 I know what it is to love a dog, in ways a deeper love than between two humans, for the dog shows undying gratitude and endless forgiveness. I know everyone has heard it before, but here is the story of the rainbow bridge. Just this side of heaven is a place called Rainbow Bridge. When an animal dies that has been especially close to someone here, that pet goes to Rainbow Bridge. There are meadows and hills for all of our special friends so they can run and play together. There is plenty of food, water and sunshine, and our friends are warm and comfortable. All the animals who had been ill and old are restored to health and vigor; those who were hurt or maimed are made whole and strong again, just as

Just Some Words
Born into existence, a part of this human race. Take a look and easily see, the sickening disgrace we have come to be. Shameful, that this is how we are experiencing our chance in humanity.... Robots in a brainwashing social existence. I stand very ashamed, and constantly in apology to our Mother Earth. My goddess, my Mother Nature. I feel your tears on my bare feet, waves crashing against my toes. I shall never spend my existence in complete joy, as long as our mother's tears continue to fall. Soon she will flood her oceans, then her rivers, creeks, lakes and all. Even designer ponds in front of million dollar malls.... ...Well, only mother really knows what future days shall bestow. Here on this earth.. I pray I will never personally know. My eyes have seen many unkind things, only imagine what the future may bring. WE WANTED TO FIND LOVE. WE WANTED SUCCESS UNTIL NOTHING WAS ENOUGH, UNTIL MY MIDDLE NAME WAS EXCESS AND SOMEHOW I LOST TOUCH, WHEN YOU WENT OUT

Nola Or Bust!!
Well, friends, I'm on way this afternoon to New Orleans for Jazz Fest!! Can't fucking wait. I will be neck high in amazing music, beer and debauchery for the weekend. I will miss everyone and promise to return with many entertaining pics! :) Have a great weekend and I shall catch up when I regain consciousness and attempt to return to real life. Ciao! Well, friends, I made it back, busted and bruised, but still in one piece. It was a wild, amazing, kick ass weekend. The best music I've ever heard, the most scrumptious food, shook ,y booty till I couldn't shake no more and I don't wanna see another beer for at least a week. Ok, maybe a few days. Jazz Fest is something everyone should do at least once! I haven't gotten my lazy ass around to making a "salute", so I can't post my pics here, but if you're interested in a peek, check em out. Hope all of you had a great weekend as well! http://s30.photobucket.com/albums/c334/lilley76/New%20Orleans/

My Name It Is What It Is
SOME PEOPLE SAY IM A LIL BOY PLAYINY A BIG MANS GAME BUT KNOW IM NOT A LIL BOY LIKE A SIRTIN SAME BODY WHO SED I AM A LIL BOY PLAYING A BIG MANS GAME NOW WE ALL KNOW THAT IM NOT A LIL BOY AND GO AROUND & ASK PEOPLE TO SEE IF IM A LIL BOY LIKE U SAY IM AM OK AND WOULD INJOY THIS GOING AROUND PEOPLE WE KNOW LETS HAVE SOME FUN WWWWWWWWWOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHOOOOOOOOOOO come into my light tell me what the fuck , we going to do right now i'm gunna let you in on a lil secret werther your gunna fuckin live or die to night .so what the fuck yourgoing to do right now or you gunna take a chance and step back in my Light .when you cross in to my light there is no where to run no where to hide so stay in my light so i can see you die it's me agin it's me agin comeing to take over your life one more time mother fucker.

Hangin Around
well, my hubby's gone. off to fight the endless fight again. i'm so tired of this war. i hate being here without him. matter of fact, i hate being anywhere without him, but especially here. i guess i'm gonna start planning to stay busy now. i'm exhausted just thinking about it... have you ever been so out of your element you lose yourself? i feel that way lately. new country, new house, new people, new language...all the comforts are gone and i'm having trouble finding me. i still have my fabulous family, my music, my books...but i'm having trouble fitting it all back together. it's like a puzzle you worked so hard to fit together, it's finally together..perfect...and as you're framing it, you drop it...big chunks of it are still together, but there are pieces missing..now you're not starting over, but it's still an unsolved puzzle... this probably doesn't make any sense but it feels better to write it down....

Nice Thought
Too many people put off something that brings them joy just because they haven't thought about it, don't have it on their schedule, didn't know it was coming or are too rigid to depart from their routine. I got to thinking one day about all those people on the Titanic who passed up dessert at dinner that fateful night in an effort to cut back. From then on, I've tried to be a little more flexible. How many women out there will eat at home because their husband didn't suggest going out to dinner until after something had been thawed? Does the word "refrigeration" mean nothing to you? How often have your kids dropped in to talk and sat in silence while you watched 'Jeopardy' on television? I cannot count the times I called my sister and said , "How about going to lunch in a half hour?" She would gas up and stammer, "I can't. I have clothes on the line. My hair is dirty. I wish I had known yesterday, I had a late breakfast, It looks like rain" And my personal favorite: "It's M

Screw Sleep!!!
so here i am, its 4:31 in the morning and i am sitting wide awake in bed....listening to power metal...waiting till i can start moving around finishing up getting ready for my trip to reno for a jazz festival...i find my self attempting to stay up all night too often...finding myself just to fall asleep around 4 becoming late for school and work....insomnia sucks ass....but power metal helps the time to go by...=) sadly because of my "night-owl" physical wiring i have deprived my girlfriend of the precious sleep she loves so much....i feel bad for that...there is no reason for innocent bistanders to be affected by my inability to fall asleep...and resulting from me she now wakes up routinly at 1 in the morning every night....hopefully these few days i am away she can get back on to a somewhat normal schedule so she is not tired 24/7 anymore as for me i am hopeless until i go through boot camp and have a 4-5am wakeup call every morning for 12 weeks of officer training...or at leas

Random Observations
Is it so quiet here today? Where is everybody? I was just outside and there were between 6 and 8 bats flying over my house. I thought that was so cool to see. They were swooping around catching mosquitos. I really need to put up a couple bat houses in the trees out back. I know, I'm weird. I like bats, what can I say? TaterMitts Check this out! I saw an ad for this on TV a couple weeks ago. Of course with the way my mind goes, I went off on a path that just shouldn't be taken. lol

My Life
when u look up at the stars, and close your eyes that warm gental breeze lets you know that you are alive. its always the things u can not see, that gives you hope and makes you belive you see that single leaf twirling and swirling so careless and free. gliding thought the air as it has no where to be. this is the moment in your life, that lets you see this is how life works and its your time to figure out who you are suppost to be. when you feel as if you are lost and all alone, just close your eyes and let the wind guide you home. home as in the one place that makes you feel nothing could go wrong, the one place that always makes you feel loved and it always plays your favorite song. the place you always feel that warm gental breeze, and insteadly your mind is at ease. it make take a day, weeks,even years but you have got to take the time to learn who you truely are and your pourpose in life. and at that moment you will find your one true mr. or mrs. right so the next tie

Insane Will Try To Rip This One...lol
AIGHT I'VE ABT HAD ENOUGHT OF THIS SHIT! SOMEONE IN MY SO CALLED "FAMILY" LIST KEEPS MARKIN PICS IN MY "FUNNY SHIT" ALBUM... I WANNA KNOW WHO IT IS! AND I WANNA NOW KNOW! THE ALBUM IS MARKED FAMILY ONLY SO I KNOW ITS GOTTA BE ONE OF U FUCKTARDS! SO FESS UP AND TELL ME AND IF U DONT LIKE ME NEMORE FOR SOME GODFORSAKEN REASON LET ME KNOW AND I'LL TAKE U OF MY FRIGGIN FAMILY?FRIENDS LIST AND U CAN DO THE SAME YA TARD! PLZ STOP MARKIN MY "FUNNY SHIT" PICS NSFW! I HAVE SEEN ALOT WORSE OUT THERE ON FUBAR! NO GROW HE FUCK UP AND LEAVE MY SHIT ALONE!

Bulletins
I posted two Bulletins yesterday, along with a few in the past. Long story short, if you don't care enough to even look at mine let alone re-post it for me.....Do not ask me to repost yours. If you are not in my family, Don't even bother asking. If you are in my Family, good luck also. Sorry if I waste your time or my shit's not worth your time to even look. If you don't like what I'm saying, rate my shit a '1', remove yourself from my list, block my ass, and Piss Off! Being Friends and Family means Give and Take.

Military Life
The military wife has so much to bear, She's everything at once, no one could compare, When God made her, he had perfection in mind, For nowhere on Earth is another of her kind, She leads a life not many choose to, For her job is the hardest in the military to do, She is couragerous and strong, one would say made of steel, But way deep down is a heart that can feel, She stands by her husband, so proud and so tall, And waits many night by the phone for a call, She's Mommy and Daddy all rolled into one, She'll never rest easy until her job's done, She sits all alone and in silence she weeps, Did I do a good job, is my family okay? But deep in her heart she knows that it's true, God is right beside her helping her through... by Alexandra Benakis http://home.insightbb.com/~armedforcestribute/ Give it time to load...sure worth it and make sure your speakers are on!!! I wear no uniforms, no blues or army greens But I am in the Army in th

Songs I've Written
Get up and go What are you waiting for Times like these Aren't worth the misery That holds you back from movin' on Gonna take these steps Make it out of this mess Not lookin' back It's for the best It's never too late To escape this feeling That has you crawling for the door Sacrifice the good life For that which is unknown Gonna take these steps Make it out of this mess Not lookin' back It's for the best Don't hold on To what is not yours Let it go This is my life Gotta get it in control Gonna take these steps Make it out of this mess Not lookin' back It's for the best Not lookin' back It's for the best It's for the best It's for the best It's for the best BY: William Burton Got this song in my heart Don't know who has the key Adrenline has me running Having this feeling That leaves me incomplete Tide is turnin' Soul is churnin' Wondering what you want Got's me burnin' Kinda restless just w

Something About Me!!!
My name is Uros, I am from Serbia, ex Yugoslavia. I love my country. My life is very bad because my contry is in the big sheat. I love music, I love girls, I love drinks like bear, or something like that. For the end something in my lenguage... Ne veruj, svi lazu, ne bacaj se u ljubav jer ces se kajati, zivi brzo, umri mlad, boli te kurac gde i kad, uzivaj uvek i kupaj se u pivi i imaj na umu jednom se ZIVI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Misc.
At first I was afraid, I was petrified. When you said you had 10 inches, Lord I almost died! But I'd spent so many nights just waiting for a man that long, That I grew strong, And I knew that I could take you on... But there you are, another lie, I was ready for a Big Mac and you've brought me a French Fry! I should have known that it was bullshit, just a sad pathetic dream. Should have known there was no Anaconda lurking in those jeans! Go on now - go, ! Walk out the door, Don't you promise me 10 inches, then turn up with only 4! Weren't you a brat to think I wouldn't find you out!? Don't you know we're only joking when we say that size don't count??!! [Chorus] I will survive! I will survive! Coz as long as I have batteries, my sex life's gonna thrive! I will always have good sex, with a handfull of latex! I will survive! I will survive! Hey! Hey! It took all my self control not to laugh out loud, when I saw your little weiner standing tall and prou

Poems I've Written
If sweetness could define The meaning of life Where would you and I be Just a memory Or something that withstands The very last moment we have in time People come, people go Who wants to be an average Joe Real friends stand together When times get tough That's why I count on you To pick me up if I should fall Thanks for being my friend Someone I can always depend upon To get me through to the next day I thank God for you Knowing your only a call away Just a simple hello speaks volumes to me So now a lamey down to sleep When I wake up in the morning I pray your still with me If I ever lost you My world would become bleak I love you now and forever until eternity Amen BY: William Burton Twist of fate.... The rage has begun What once was tolerable now has become extinct A ravine of great distance The storm begins brewing Nothing in it's path will be spared A clash between the old and new transforms time A break of the pattern You

What Kind Of Kisser Are You
An Italian man wants a job, but the foreman won't hire him until he passesa little math test. "Here's your first question," the foreman said. "Without using numbers, represent the number 9." "Without numbers?" the Italian says, "Datsa easy." and he proceeds to draw three trees. "What's this?" the boss asks. "Ave you got no brain? Tree and tree and tree make a nine," says the Italian. "Fair enough," says the boss. "Here's your second question. Use the same rules, but this time the number is 99." The Italian stares into space for a while, then picks up the picture that he has just drawn and makes a smudge on each tree. "Ere you go." The boss scratches his head and says, "How on earth do you get that to represent 99?" "Each of da trees is dirty now. So, it's dirty tree, and dirty tree, and dirty tree. Dat is 99." The boss is getting worried that he's going to actually have to hire this Italian, so he says, "All right, last question. Same rules again

Ffs!
Hmmm, I'm finding it difficult to understand why people (and I mean men) can't respect the fact that I'm really not interested in talking about sex with them. I mean, do they really think that they are so damn hot and sexy that no woman can resist them? Trust me fellas, that just is not the case. Now, don't get me wrong... if you're into that 'kinda ting' (said in the sytle of Father Ted) then fair play to you but you ain't gonna be playing with me sunshine. I'm here to just have a laugh and waste time (and get abuse from ManU fans...who will be crying soon! lol). I'm starting to believe that most of them can't read to be honest (not the ManU fans, some men,...but then again...lol)... all the blood has gone somewhere else and the 'real' brain has shut down. OK, well... that was my first ever rant (in blog that is, on CT). Don't feel any better for it but seeing as there was no one around to rant AT (donuts off line) this will have to do. Alrighty then...thanks Someth

Getting Back To Business
..> Its time to start getting back to business, for too long, I have let the Personal things in my life take over me mentally and physically and socially. NO MORE! Its time for me to take this business by the horns and steer it in the right direction. No more being Mr. Nice GUY. Its time to get back into the spot light, and recreate that image I once had, and give you CLUBBER what you want to hear by popular demand. No more putting what's best for others (except for my loved ones, and my family)in font of the business, no more what other people think about me and no more drama!! I am who I am ...I'm not gonna change for anybody anymore. That's why I'm gonna take me back to the old me. I guess u can say "I'm bringin Ray Ray back" The one who dose what he wants - when he wants - the way he wants.... And gives the crowed what they want to hear, And shows them how to party hard until the sun comes up!

News
I'm moving people.. Hit it BIG TIME!!! I have rooms for rent if you are in Vegas. Please contact me! http://picasaweb.google.com/heatherhlv/House - Study LONDON (Reuters) - Having sex once or twice a week gives a boost to the immune system that could help ward off colds and flu, New Scientist magazine said Wednesday. Moderate sexual activity increases levels of a compound in the body called immunoglobulin A (IgA) that binds to bacteria and triggers the immune system to destroy them. ``IgA is the first line of defense against colds and flu,´´ Carl Charnetski, of Wilkes University in Pennsylvania, told the weekly science magazine. To prove the benefits of healthy but not overactive sex life, Charnetski and his colleague Frank Brennan measured levels of IgA in the saliva of 111 college students and questioned them about how often they had had sex in the previous month. Students who had sex less than once a week had a small increase in the antigen compared to pupils who were celibate. Thos

Funny Stuff
Aquarius My favorite sluts are Aquarius. Why? Because if you don’t expect anything in return, you won’t be disappointed. Sounds easy, huh? They will get under your skin though, so beware. It’s easy to be hurt by an Aquarius because they don’t want you to know what they are thinking. If they are silent, but you are in the room with them, chances are they are in heavy thought. But don’t worry, chances are they are thinking about you and fifteen other things. Water bearers look at sex like it is a form of recess. They can turn you on by simply walking in the room. They are the Rain Man of the Zodiac. They give too much of themselves to others that don’t give a shit, then get shy to those that care about them.Go figure. They like kinky. They are easy going. To them, it’s a learning experience. Male Aquarians like to tease and live life in a fantasy world.Female Aquarians can’t masturbate enough. Males never get the chance to masturbate because everybody wants a piece o

Surveys
--Your Favorite-- Hair Color:: Brown Eye Color:: Brown (Their)Music Genre Preference:: Alternative Height(estimate):: 6'0" Age:: 35 Personality Type:: Unknown --This or That-- Older or Younger:: Older Romantic or Horn dog:: Horn dog Smart or Stupid:: Smart Fat or Skinny:: Average Skinny but Muscular or Big and Muscular:: Big and Muscular Punk or Preppy:: Punk The Big Picture or the Little Things:: The Little Things Flowers/Candy or Big Expensive Present:: Flowers/Candy Mix tape or Burned CD:: Burned CD Love or Lust:: Lust Emotional or Just Not:: Just Not Sincere or Jokester:: Sincere Hott and mean or Ugly and sweet:: Ugly and sweet Sexy or Just Cute:: Sexy Ass or Abs:: Abs Hair or Hands:: Hands Dimples or Eyes:: Eyes Biceps or Calves/Thighs:: Biceps Teeth or Nose(some people are just weird) :: Teeth Clean Shaven or Scruffy:: Clean Shaven Rugged or Prim and Proper:: Rugged Country boy or City boy: Country boy Date alone or With Friends: Date alone Mama's

In The Shadows Of Me
Eyes closed tight against the world praying for sleep to come waiting for the escape when there's nowhere to run wanting to find that place deep inside hidden and safe underneath the mask we hide a place untouched by the pain outside peaceful oblivion a tranquil void purged of feeling a solitude unsoiled eyes closed tight and feeling numb wanting the the darkness to blot out the sun wanting to feel the emptiness of the world undone no more scars no more pain no one here to know my name no more judgement no more shame spreading my wings alone and unstained eyes closed tight (written by Derek McKinney) I'm the one who hides behind the smiling mask I'm the one who would do anything you asked and I'm the one who will love you till the very last and I'm the one who's hit by the stones you cast I'm the one who would anything to prove that I'm the one who holds your love to be true I'm the one who hangs on everything you do I'm the one w

Judgers
Daily Horoscope: Leo For May 1,2007 The toughest thing in the world isn't beating someone with your superior mental or physical strength; the toughest thing in the world is being strong enough to be vulnerable. Take a risk and show your real self to someone who counts. If you have yahoo or msn and want to talk to me on either one i am always on either one so please feel free to add me. My names on both are the same but the @ parts ( yahoo ) tropicana982001@yahoo.com ( msn )tropicana982001@hotmail.com so please add me and tell me your from cherry thanks alot people and cherry friends. First off i would like to say people that judge others by there looks either have an issue with themselves or something against someone. Well if you do admit it because 9 out of 10 most the people that rank others as one have problem with themselves. I don't return the favor and rate someone that rates me as a 1 i ignore them people because there a waste of time and space on cherrytap. We

My Friends List
Hey everyone! I'll be cleaning out my friends list in the next day or two....to those of you that I talk to regularly....don't worry. If I haven't ever talked to you and you just asked to be a friend for points or to see my private pics, you're probably gonna get deleted. If you have a problem with that....let me know and I will keep you. J

Things To Think About!
Two Choices... you have to read this it really touched me What would you do?....you make the choice. Don't look for a punch line, there isn't one. Read it anyway. My question is: Would you have made the same choice? At a fundraising dinner for a school that serves learning-disabled children, the father of one of the students delivered a speech that would never be forgotten by all who attended. After extolling the school and its dedicated staff, he offered a question: "When not interfered with by outside influences, everything nature does is done with perfection. Yet my son, Shay, cannot learn things as other children do. He cannot understand things as other children do. Where is the natural order of things in my son?" The audience was stilled by the query. The father continued. "I believe that when a child like Shay - physically and mentally handicapped - comes into the world, an opportunity to realize true human nature pr

A Contest Within A Contest!!!!
Ok, this is how it's going to go down... I want people to submit me a 15 track playlist to be mixed into a mixed CD. I will judge the playlists and mix the 5 I like best. After that I will review them and submit then online to be judged by you the fans. The winning CD while THEN be used as a special giveaway in a few online contests I will be hosting, and their names included within the liner notes. Tracklisting must be any of the following Genres: House, Trance, Techno, or Hardstyle. Please submit your tracklisting to me in the form of a Private Message. This contest within a contest run from 00:00:01 AM EST April 20th, 2007 until 23:59:59 AM EST May 10th, 2007. Good Luck and Thank You for you entry, Optikal Illuzion

Patriotic Stuff
this is made as a tribute to the infantry in the army there are only 2 B's wanna be's and 11-B's we have the one job in the army nobody wants us to do because when we do our job people die thats the main reason for infantry to kill at command hooah! a similar speech was given to me when my term came up after watching half of my unit get killed over there and having it on my concious of the innocent lives i took there were too many what if's now i cannot get back in i filed for disability back in august just now getting the appointment to go to the va doctor for "their evaluation" then who knows. many nights i have lied awake wondering if life was worth living there have been many times that i wanted to end it with a single shot and say fuck it but im glad i didnt ive met some really wonderful people who have helped change me for the better i just wonder if i will ever get the old me back the one that use to be so happy furthermore on this subject i do gotta say the time i spe

Chris
For those who knows me a little, know I havent been to happy lately, my problems arent solved, but a very special person is back in my life, though not 100%, that I dont deserve even! But if its only a 5% that would make my life easier, losing the best you had is painful, I know I have a lot to learn about when it comes about being fair, I do show pictures here, I never done other then that, a few people I have talked to yahoo, for 2 people I have had my web cam up for, but never have I given my services to anyone on here, its hard to explain why I do things as I do, sometimes its cause im so deep down hurt, sometimes its cause of jaelousy. I just want to be loved by one person not a bunch.

Kimberly Is A Bitchpig
This is my letter to you We started following a certain description. We started simple and fair once again Before there wasn't any need for an answer Things were much different then But now you question who I am. Who I am inside Now there's nothing left to hide. So here it goes This is my letter Hope you're alright. It's been rough for me thinking all night. About the places I'd be If I maybe, just did a little bit more you might've Let me, become a woman for sure And if I might, express one concern it seems an issue. All day at every turn What's the next step, the latest hole in my life What's next for me to learn Engulf myself into a permanent mystery. No one day just as the next. not for me It's so confusing when I look at my history. I just can't handle that yet. No One more friendship ends. And then for awhile. I can breathe again Your words to me just a whisper Your face is so unclear I try to pay attention Your words just disap

The Chestnut Tree Cafe
BULLSHIT! I'm getting fired... because my fucking application at Macy's ... ... OH SHIT! ... I work for a corporation. got flagged, and now they're saying I lied on it... "Have you ever been convicted of a felony" No. "Do you have any reason to think blah blah blah blah, wonk wonk wonk" No, but I was arrested once. *shrugs* I followed it to a T what my lawyer and social worker had informed me to do. They pulled me off the line, the very nervous HR lead talked to me... I just knew it wasn't good. I've been through SO much bullshit, that my bullshitometer can detect within 5 degrees of error. So, I knew, something fucking weird was about to happen. So... yeah. They said I lied. I said "no I didn't" she said... "oh snap..." I said "... yeah." she said "well... I have to tell you to go home today, but you do have rights, I'll contact legal, and I'll get back to you whether you still have a job." ... ..... ....... I smiled, shook her hand, and shrugged. My black

My Dreams
Sex is like a gas station. Sometimes you get full service, sometimes you got to ask for service and sometimes you have to settle with self service....... Why do midgets laughwhen they run through the grass????? Cause the grass tickles their nuts!!!! A recent survey asked-why men like blowjobs.... 12%like the feeling, 8%like the pleasure and 80% like the silence

For You Dad
Dad...so many images come to mind whenever I speak your name; It seems without you in my life things have never been the same. What happened to those lazy days when I was just a child; When my life was consumed in you in your love, and in your smile. What happened to all those times when I always looked to you; No matter what happened in my life you could make my gray skies blue. Dad, some days I hear your voice and turn to see your face; Yet in my turning...it seems the sound has been erased. Dad, who will I turn to for answers when life does not make sense; Who will be there to hold me close when the pieces just don't fit. Oh, Dad, if I could turn back time and once more hear your voice; I'd tell you that out of all the dads you would still be my choice. Please always know I love you and no one can take your place; Years may come and go but your memory will never be erased. Today, Jesus, as You are listening in your home above; Would you go

Help And Usefull Cherrytap Information
hey just wanted to let ppl know (ones that dont like there stashes running together)if you want to make a brake like so name age sex ect. ect in ur stash so it dont look like this name date age sex ect. ect; use this code (but with out spaces) to create a line break at any end that you want to return to a new line < B R > hey just wanted to let ppl know (ones that dont like there stashes running together)if you want to make a brake like so name age sex ect. ect in ur stash so it dont look like this name date age sex ect. ect; use this code (but with out spaces) to create a line break at any end that you want to return to a new line < B R >

Learn Something Everyday
Well lets see here, I'm a little behind on things, so I'll try to encompass everything. First, to any of those keeping score, no I still haven't found a job, I still have some hopefulls, and my desperation idea also. I'm hoping not to have to do that, 6 months away at a time doesn't sound to good to me, but you know, I'll do what I have to do. Second, anybody who will actually read this, thank you, you guys have helped me raise through the ranks of this site really quickly and it has helped my self-image a lot just to know that there are people who didn't know me a month ago who are caring enough about what's going on in my life to check my stuff out on occasion, that's pretty cool. Now, if you are curious about the pictures of the band. I went to a show the other night and saw a band called Project Jones. They actually put on a great show, a few too many cover songs, but that wasn't their fault, the bar demanded it, and they do what they have to to make money, but all in a

Heart
Heart it is, not a brick or stone Why shouldn't it feel the pain? Let none tyrannize this heart Or I shall cry again and again Neither the temple, nor the mosque Nor on someone's door or porch I await on the path where He will tread Why others should compel me to go? The illumined grace that lights up the heart And glows like the midday sun That Self that annihilates all sights When then it hides in the mysterious net? The amorous glance is the deadly dagger And the arrows of emotions are fatal Your image may be equally powerful Why should it appear before you? The rules of life and bonds of sorrow In reality are the one manifestation Before realizing the ultimate truth How can then one attain liberation? Love is laden with noble thoughts Yet what remains is the carnal shame Trust conscience the still little voice Why do you want test the rival? There the pride of modesty resides Here dwells the social morality

Dont Eat The Shiny Red Apple
DONT EAT THE SHINY RED APPLE IT IS FULL OF WORMS WHAT IS BEAUTIFUL TO LOOK AT ROTS AND FESTERS FROM WITHIN SOME TEMPTATIONS SHOULD BE LEFT ALONE SOME THINGS THAT SEEM WHOLE ARE BROKE I NEVER SAID THE FRUIT WAS GOOD THE WARNING STOOD CLEAR NOW YOU TASTE ITS BITTERNESS AND CANNOT HIDE YOUR FACE LEAVE THE APPLE ALONE TO ROT INTO BLACK ITS BITTERNESS ITS HIDDEN SECRET ITS BEAUTY ITS CLOAKED LIE

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I just wanted to let you all know that all but one of my pictures have been made private. I'm the only one that can see them until I get down to the bottom of a situation. There is someone who apparently lives in New Hampshire that has stolen quite a few of my pictures and she's made a myspace account and a facebook account with my information from CherryTap. I might end up deleting my CherryTap account so if I just completely disappear in a few hours, you know why. --Jessica.

Oregon
I will be travelling home on Wednesday, so I won't be online all day. I'll be back on Thursday... I'll see you all then! I landed in Portland, OR at 10:25 am today... I plan to stay until next Wednesday... So - if you don't see me around - I'm out enjoying the scenery and time with my friends. Leave a note and I'll get back to ya as soon as I can. Take it light! ~Rose

I Need My Friends Help!!!
If each of you could stop by and leave a few comments for me on this pic, and rate it.. I sure would appreciate it! http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=814757&albumid=314248&i=1975530909 It is ending Friday and I need a little help from my friends to win. I will return the favor if you ever need me to.

The Bulletins
why do people post these no one reads them and hardly know one reposts them.I dont post to many Bulletins but the one I did was from a MOM whos son was shot in the head in Iraq all she wants is the support and prayer for her.Hopeing she can get to him before he dieds or has brain damage and dont know who she is.But I guess the isnt important enough to read and repost so thanks alot to those who are supposed to be my friends,I try to repost the important things for you.Points is all this is about,I just dont get it.........

Loving Her
Thru the meadows of the new day "fiddler's green" I found her. My steed is metal, my sabor a rifle now. My stetson made of kevlar. My spurs for formal occations only. My ememy and comrads not cherokee or cheyenne, now sunni and shia. Who saved me you ask? For my soul was lost, my heart beat slow and unshaken before the sites I've seen. An enemy of old is who, for which my enlisted description is owed. A Cherokee woman saved me, saved me from a cold existence in a heated world. The sun now shines brighter, its warmth ever warmer, my heart flutters as i think of her, and I think of of her always. I still look back on the trails I've ridden with saddness on what and whom i've lost. Now she has made me looked forward to a life of happiness I've never known. I am a U.S. Cavalryman, A U.S. Cavalry Scout who owes his life to a cherokee woman. I Love her and never want to be apart. Troopers if you see her tip you stetson and bow , for she is what I fight for. I

April 25th 2007
Eventually you'd think drama would go away. People always complain about it. but for some reason it always seems to reappear. It kind of started off tonite for me. well it was hump day so i got no lovin so thats what makes me bitter 24/7 :P i mean c'mon.. a man needs his loves anyways Shannon is talking to me about the most bizarre shit i ever heard her say.. she's talking about drugs and weapons being the 2 most influential economic factors for industrialized countries economics. I'm like..why are we talking about this at 9PM? can we just talk about what we are doing or how our day was? I get like that too sometimes but she's never been quizzy like that.. women never cease to amaze me.. i will repeat that throughout my life im sure I'm confused more and more the days roll on by. She starts bitching to me about hair in the sink. Now don't get me wrong it was my hair. I shave and yeah i can't get every single hair off the sink. But why was she so insistent on me g

Thoughts...
To make me feel happy You don't have to give me the world. Everyday just remind me, That I'm the one. To make me feel special, More that I've ever known, Just tell me, I'm the only one. To make me feel magnificent, it isn't hard. Just always, Have me in your heart. To make me feel more loved, You don't have to give me the world, To make me happy, Make me feel, That I'm yours.

Naughty.........
kathy was caught having sex! In the middle of the act, caught in the throes of passion in the bathroom ... you've been caught by Charles Bronson! 'Where Will You be Caught Having Sex?' at QuizUniverse.com

Happiness
To those who really are my friends, I am no longer a part of DLS. Thanks for all you have done for me. Just to set the record straight......... I have been away taking care of my dad who has cancer and not able to be there for my sets. I was told by the Co-Owner that I am being put on the "Fill In" DJ list. I found out later that evening that my Mods were taken away from me. This morning when I signed in to Fubar I found out that I was no longer a STAFF member. If this is how they want to treat loyal members, then I dont want any part of it so I unsubscribed and will no longer be there. Good luck to all who are there. Why do people have to "pretend" to be someone they aren't? Say what you mean and MEAN what you SAY. Don't play stupid games with other's feelings & emotions. If I screw up then I say it outloud and believe me I do from time to time. If you can't be real, honest, kind and caring then stay the hell away because I dont have time for the petty crap and games.

Now Read This!!!!!
To all our friends, family, and fans this blog is not directed to you. This blog is only directed for a select few AND YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!!! I have a girlfriend named Della and she is truly the one true love of my life. I love her with all my heart. If you don't believe that or if you think anything negative about that I don't really give a shit. I know all about her and yes she knows all about me. We are on here simply for friendships with other people. However there are some on here who apparently are cherrytapaholics. They think the world revolves around cherrytap and they feast on drama. Their lives have no meaning so they want to make everyone else's lives as miserable as their own. If the only thing you have to do is to get on here and spread gossip and spew drama I have just one suggestion...GET A FUCKING LIFE!!! To all ex-loves who want to send mean and nasty messages and e-mails to me and/or Della, get the hint....maybe you were just not woman enough for a real man. You talk

To Be Lied Too......some Of My Thoughts
In the darkness, I see thee Thee like an angel of light. Slowly guiding my way. Backing to me. Calling to my soul. Showing there is hope. Filling every inch of space. Time slowly stops moving. Drawing pleasure from one another. Drawing closer together. Bodies entwined. So wrapped up in each other. Hunger. Passion. Juices. Flowing freely. The aching, needing hunger. Meeting in soft kisses. Tongues mating, entwining. Body's touching, rubbing. No one else exist in the lovers embrace. Pulls at his body urgering him closer. To take her. Stroking each others body tenderly. Slowly ever so slowly. Not wanting to miss any of each other. Slowly takes him into her body. Hardness meeting wetness. The dance slowly starting. Wetness flowing freely. The desire becoming torture. Racing to the end. She pulls him deeper. Hearing his sighs. The dance of their hips reaching a feverish level. Moaning. Lips meeting, Mating. Within the dance of there body's. Learning ea

For Daddy
Being Held in the arms of Daddy after my bottom has been made red makes me feel so loved and i understand Daddy's reasons. When im held by you Daddy when i am tired and need my rest makes me feel so safe as your love envelops me. As i am held in the arms of my Daddy with each new step we tread makes me feel so warm and shows me i am treasured. Held in the arms of my Daddy after so many tears have been shed Daddy knows i love him

For All The Single Men
Hey Guys!!! Please help me out here!!! Chris the owner of Mybabespace is offering you a 1 year free gold membership if you sign up!!! I need to know from all that has signed up so I can get credit. Please send me a shout or private message that you signed up so I know and can keep track to let Chris know. Oh ya one more thing..alot of you are having a hard time finding me...there is a blog saying I'm in Mybabespace contest for the month of May with pics you click on to vote also you can find a Mybabespace pic towards the top of my profile in the about me section just click on the pic and it will take you to the voting area but remember you must sign up to vote!!!! Thanks from deep in my heart for all the support and love you have given me!!!! xoxoxox ~Prtyeyes~ Hey all you guys that have a crush on me!!! The last song on my profile called Wanna Be by Spice Girls is dedicated to you by me...lol xoxoxoxox, ~Prtyeyes~

Lady & The Unicorn
You Hold the Key Look down into your hand. See the key within it, lying there, sparkling and glowing in the light. The key that unlocks all of the secrets. The key that opens all of the doors. It is right in the palm of your hand. It is not something you need to seek through travel or even through study. It is there within your experience, the experience of living another day. Each day is your teacher. Each person you meet, each thought you have, each choice that you make. All of these events and experiences teach you. And what does it mean to be continually taught? It means that doors continually open. It means that each day, each moment, you hold a new key to a new door. The doors are opening continually. It may seem difficult and overwhelming to you, the rate at which the world changes. You feel that you have just begun to understand something and already it is gone from sight, with something new taking its place. But the human heart does not change. The human heart is deep

Kim Kline Next Diva Of Rock
I had one of the most amazing experiences of my life the other day. I was on a plane returning to LA. The woman sitting across from me was balled up in the corner crying uncontrollably. I couldn't help but to wonder and worry what could be soooo wrong with her. I felt compelled to say something to her but at the same time, I felt it wasn't my business. I continued to sit and watch this and could no longer stand it. I simply leaned over putting my hand on her back to console her and said "I know it is none of my business, but are you OK?" She was so visibly shaken and about to burst into tears again. With all she had, she mustered up a smile and just said thank you. Much to my surprise at the end of the flight she leaned over and handed me a 2 page letter she wrote to me. She explained to me her sister was going through her 3RD battle with cancer and to talk about it out loud was just far too difficult. She had been with her sister at the hospital in Brownsville, Tx. She was

Re-post For A Friend
I'm sorry.. If I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs. I'm sorry.. If I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl". I'm sorry.. If I'm not tan enough for you. I'm sorry.. If I'm not a playboy model so I don't act like a porn star for you. I'm sorry.. If I don't have a dream body that turns you on. I'm sorry.. If I'm too short or too tall for you. I'm sorry.. If I won't drop down to my knees to get you to like me. I'm sorry.. If my hair is not long enough. I'm sorry.. If I'm not the "hottest" girl you have ever seen. But most of all...I I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are. If you're a girl and you agree with this letter, repost as "I'm sorry." If you're one of the few GUYS with enough balls to repost and you would never make your girl feel this way, repost as "I love you just the way you are."

What The Heck!!!!!!
how is it i can find a girl for everyone else but not me, you know im not a bad looking guy from what a lot of people say but how is it i can always find a girl for one of my friends but i cant never find on for me? everytime i see a girl i show my friends because i think that they would like her but when i go searching for a girl i cant find one or the ones i talk to are too far away. and i dont mean any of this in a sexual way i just want to find a cool girl who likes to have fun and who is out-going and loves to laugh because frankly im a funny ass guy! but i got a good personality and love to do new things but its just i guess i have no luck with girls and i dont know why. i guess its because i do more for others than i do for myself but if anyone has any thought about this please let me know something. and no im not gay so dont even think about it!!!!!

Ugly
It's not the best Of neighborhoods But why throw her out In this weather Just because she's Old, ugly and white. Probably cost Too much To maintain In the style To which she was accustomed. Now brutishly Tossed out, She's probably Broke as well. No doubt replaced By a young pretty thing With complexion Clear and clean And if that's not all To tell, One that's cheap and Tawdry as well. So there she sits On the curb Waiting For the end. Will someone Pick her up And use her as she's Been used before. Or will she be Tossed aside On the heap Of waste Like so much Fodder For society's mill. Some will say This is the fate To which she was born Nature designed her To be nothing but a vessel Scorned and kept away from prying eyes Always serving her master and his needs to the very end. The society's unkind to a water closet.

Vacation
I really think that Keith and I soooo need a vacation from the kids...I really need to get up to Woodridge and help Doranne get her stuff packed and Keith really needs to go see his dad...if i bring my 13 year old, she would be very helpful...if i bring my 3 year old, he will be a big pain in the butt...lol..I really just want to escape the reality of being in southern illinois and go up north where I truelly belong..

Jades Abduction......
She was standing in the dark parking lot waiting for Him in the place He had told her to. Why He was making her stand out here and wait for Him to pick her up was beyond her…she could have waited in her car for Him, but she learned long ago…never question His directions. Impatiently she looked at her watch…8:15. He had told her to meet Him here at 8:00, where the hell was He? Could He have forgotten? He had been working a lot of hours lately…it was possible. Frustrated, she started across the lot towards the pay phone to call Him. When she had just about reached the curb, a man dressed all in black with a black mask covering his face, stepped from behind one of the parking deck columns and grabbed her arm… wrenching it behind her He pressed a sharp knife tight against her throat, daring her to utter a sound. Shocked, she stood motionless. “What do you want from me? Here… take my purse if it’s money you want.” She stated with a shaky voice. The man laughed a deep-throated laugh that mad

I'm Sorry...
I saw this posted on another website and thought...damn...that is exactly how I feel sometimes. I mean come on, I know I am not anorexic, supermodel skinny, I know I have flaws and I am not perfect. But, I also know I am a great friend, good person, and great girlfriend...and if a guy is too superficial and shallow to see all the good qualities I have to offer just because I may not look like what society says I should, then I do feel sorry for them! I'm sorry...if I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs. I'm sorry..if I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl".I'm sorry..if I'm not tan enough for you.I'm sorry..if I'm not a playboy model so I don't act like a porn star for you.I'm sorry..If i don't have a dream body that turns you on.I'm sorry..if I'm too tall or short for you. I'm sorry..if i won't drop down to my knees to get you to

Lonely In Iraq
It sucks being away from friends and family, even thought we have a job to do it doesnt make it any easier being here. Feel free to hit me up anytime, making new friends is always a bonus. I am in Ramadi if anyone wnats to look it up and see where I am.

Stay
So very possibly I have seen one of the best movies of my life seriously no joke. I saw the movie stay last week. And I'll admit i had to watch it a couple times to fully understand it. But everytime I watched it I fell in love with it even more. The movie begins with Henry and his family driving down the Brooklyn bridge when they have a blow out and are in an accident; however you don't know how the accident turns out in the end. Throughout the movie Henry appears to be very trouble, he sees a psychiatrist, is in need of medication, and treatens suicide. As the movie moves on the characters begin to see the same people and they begin to repeat moments in time. None of which makes sense at the time. It is not until the very end that we are told or rather shown that everyone in the car crash dies instantly except for Henry. Henry dies slowly on the bridge. As he begins to leave this life is watches those around him and what is happening. Here we realize that the entire film

Go Sell Crazy Somewhere Else...
We're all stocked up here...a couple of weeks ago Zak called and said, "Hey let's go have a beer!" So of course, A beer turned into another...and then another...and then a shot...you get the picture...LOL! A bonus for the night was Anton was performing at the Hideaway...and sang every song I requested! YAY! IF you've never seen her perform, you are missing out! Anyway...here are the pictures and you can tell as they go on how drunk we were getting...LOL!TishaTeetah & Bubba...aka Tisha & Zak

3 Drunks Walk Into A Bar...
Dustin, Tawana & I decided to go to Alexandre's down on Cedar Springs one Thursday night to hear the wonderful Anton sing...so we drank, listened to great music, and wrote notes on napkins...good times!Dustin looks so smart in his glasses! Pinky & Blondie...Tawana says "Go Loopy"

The Man That Will Steal My Heart...
Would feel this way about me...and I hope he is out there... I Wanna Make You Cry... by: Jeff Bates How long has it been? How long have you held it in? And how long will you wait Before you let somebody take your breath away Again? (Chorus) I wanna be the one who turns you on Makes love til the lonely's gone Be the man you've dreamed of all your life I swear I'll make it last until Tears of joy come pourin' from your eyes I wanna make you cry Tell me what to do And I'll do what you want me to 'Cause darlin, I believe That I have fallen hopelessly and helplessly For you (Repeat Chorus) I wanna be the one who turns you on Makes love til the lonely's gone Be the man you've dreamed of all your life I swear I'll make it last until Tears of joy come pourin' from your eyes I wanna make you cry I swear I'll make it last until Tears of joy come pourin' from your eyes I wanna make you cry I wanna make you cry

Rational Thought
Lessons in life come in many ways and forms, most when we least expect them. My grandfather was one of the strongest influences on my life. He was my teacher in so many ways, and he taught you in a way you didn't know you were learning. He has been gone many years now, but his influence lives on so a part of him lives on in me. I like to think he'd be pleased about this. He was a simple country man, a carpenter turned farmer due to an injury. He never saw the inside of a school, but was one of the most intelligent and wisest men I have ever met. The lessons he taught me early on were what I consider some of the most important ones I have ever learned. Just simple common sense sort of things. 1 - It doesn't cost anything at all to be nice to someone, and the reward you get for that is without price. 2 - Stop and think about how what you are about to do will do to others. Always remember to say please and thank you. 3 - A good joke will help even the most desperate of

Funny Hahaha!!!
QUESTIONS THAT HAUNT ME! If you have sex with a prostitute against her will, is it considered rape or shoplifting? Can you cry under water? How important does a person have to be before they are considered assassinated instead of just murdered? Why do you have to 'put your two cents in'... but it's only a 'penny for your thoughts'? Where's that extra penny going to? -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Once you're in heaven, do you get stuck wearing the clothes you were buried in for eternity? Why does a round pizza come in a square box? What disease did cured ham actually have? How is it that we put man on the moon before we figured out it would be a good idea to put wheels on luggage? Why is it that people say they 'slept like a baby' when babies wake up like every two hours? If a deaf person has to go to court, is it still called a hearing? Why are you IN a movie, but you're ON TV? W

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Today I finally graduated from my training and officially have become a public affairs specialist for the Air Force. Although it should be a happy occasion for me, my celebration has been very short lived. I have so many things I have to deal with now and it's wearing me down. It's incredibly frustrating. I don't know how I've managed to keep my head for the most part. Further feeding my frustration is how I've tried to update my blog on myspace and the website keeps redirecting me to a blank page and fucking up. Oh well, that's hardly worth complaining about though. On another note, I am currently working on one final video with some great interviews from some of my Air Force classmates that should be up within the next few days (hopefully) after I fine tune some things. I wish I could have gotten to know them a little better since my time with almost all of the them was limited to the classroom. Making those dumb videos has really helped get my mind off things and fill in so

Music
King of the World Porcelain and the Tramps - King of the World Lyrics by: Alaina Beaton Transcription by: Porcelainfan www.purevolume.com/artist/porcelainandthetrampsfan My painfilled drama queen is always screaming at your bed Getting ready to buy you out Push me under, what gomes around coes around Should've known what was all about Do not test me Keep your head down Untill I tell you may speak And now giving me the run around When you fall back Unto my coffin No you shouldn't stay on my way Dare you, Test me [chorus] 'Cause I'm the fucking king of the world Get on you knees I'm the fucking king of the world Do as I place So get up and get out and I'll show you what it takes for me to control you 'Cause I'm the fucking king of the world Bow to me Bow to me at my feet and bow to me Bow to me Bow to me at my feet and bow to me Bow to me Bow to me at my feet and bow to me Bow to me Bow to me at my feet and bow to me Bow to me [Scream] Get

Haha.
Alright focus up here people.....cuz i'm gonna give you all a little lesson on what a townie is......ready? If you drive around and look for stuff to kill...then just end up throwing what you kill on the side of the road.........YER A TOWNIE! If you own a John deer shirt, and a John Deer hat, and where them together and think you look cool......YER A TOWNIE! If you think that food from hucks qualifies as dinner....YER A TOWNIE!!!! If the highlight of your day is seeing whats going on up-town that night...YER A TOWNIE! If you wear any of the following things more than 1 day a week: wranglers, steel toe boots, overalls, John Deer clothing, confederate flag anything, CONGRADULATIONS YER A MAJOR TOWNIE If you say Crick instead of creek, or Warshed instead of washed, YER A TOWNIE If going skinny dipping is yer idea of bathing....YER GROSS...AND A TOWNIE!!!!!!! IF Heyworth Football = life.....YER A TOWNIE! If one of your hobbies is opossum stompin...YER A TOWNIE!

Beauty
Beauty is not hidden in empty rooms and broken hearts you simply do not see it Beauty is not lost in lonely abandoned lots covered over in weeds of regret you simply do not feel it Beauty is not absent even in the discord that lives within you you simply do not hear it Beauty flowers inside your suffering as well as your joy spreads a rainbow across your sadness blankets your night sky with stars and rises in you each morning with the opening of your eyes for there is no beauty in the world that is not within you and when you live beauty from the inside out you will fall in love with the world and be caressed by every precious passing moment you will walk broken hearted into empty rooms and dance to your own discord you will weed out regrets one by one from your own abandoned lots making way for the flowering of you and you will return again to the garden you never left and find beauty waiting there all arou

Musings
Yep! I passed it on... I'm sorry, but after hearing they want to sing OUR National Anthem in Spanish - enough is enough! NEVER did they sing it in Italian, Japanese, Polish, Irish-Celtic, German, Portuguese, Greek, French, or any other language because of immigration. It was written by Francis Scott Key and should be sung word for word the way it was written. The news broadcasts gave a translation that's NOT even close. Sorry if this offends anyone, but this is THIS IS MY COUNTRY! Do YOU - sing MY National Anthem in YOUR COUNTRY IN ENGLISH ? ? ? And, because I make this statement DOES NOT mean I'm against immigration!!! YOU ARE WELCOME HERE IN MY COUNTRY. Welcome to come through like everyone else has. Get a sponsor ! Get a place to lay your head ! Get a job ! Live by OUR rules ! Pay YOUR taxes ! And LEARN THE LANGUAGE LIKE ALL OTHER IMMIGRANTS HAVE IN THE PAST!!! AND PLEASE DON'T DEMAND THAT WE HAND OVER OUR LIF

Let Em Know
CHAPTER 1: I FELT SOMETHING I NEVER FELT BEFORE "WALKING INTO THIS GALLERY DID SOMETHING TO ME. IT MADE ME FEEL SOMETHING I NEVER FELT IN MY LIFE. IT WAS LIKE SHE TOOK MY BREATH AWAY. THATS WHEN WE LOCKED EYES. SHE LOOKED SO BEAUTIFUL STANDING IN THE DIM LIGHT. I ALMOST FAINTED. ISN'T THAT WEIRD. I MEAN I DON'T EVEN KNOW HER. I'VE NEVER SAW HER IN MY LIFE. MAN WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME?" KYLE ASKED HIS BEST FRIEND TYLER. "IT SOUNDS TO ME MY FRIEND LIKE YOU'RE IN LOVE WITH A GIRL YOU'VE NEVER MET." TYLER SAID SMILING. "I THINK I WAS JUST SICK OR SOMETHIN. I CAN'T BE IN LOVE WITH HER." KYLE SAID. "MAN JUMP INTO REALITY. YOU WASN'T SICK. YOU JUST DON'T WANNA HAER THE TRUTH." KYLE SIGHED. "I THINK I'M GONNA GO FOR A WALK TO CLEAR MY HEAD. I'LL SEE YOU TOMORROW OKAY?" "OKAY MAN. SEE YA TOMORROW." TYLER SAID. KYLE LEFT AND TOOK A WALK ON THE BEACH. HE KEPT THINKING ABOUT THE GIRL IN THE GALLERY. "I'VE GOT TO SEE HER AGAIN." KYLE THOUGHT ALOUD. KYLE GOT IN HIS CAR AND WENT HOME. WHEN HE GOT HOM

Sun Dance
THE TOUCH Nothing beats the human touch Is it any wonder we need it so much To feel warm lips pressed in tight Warm wet tongue that feels so right Probing and dancing in each others mouth Give rise to something much further south Pulling is tight and nibble your ear Breathing so hard yet we do not hear Hands that travel and roam places secret Wanting the touch is the safest bet Surrender to the feeling and letting go These are the thing that we all know Sweet passion drips from your lips to mine Your juices to me taste far better than wine Buck and grind into each other slow Small gasp and moans let us both know That we crave this deep touch and share ecstasy The look on your face is what does it for me To see eyes filled with passion and that wanting drive That is why the touch makes us both feel alive Love sweet touch is what we do fulfill We dare not go without for we need it still To be in a love where touch is lost and gone Wil

My Kickass Blog
Titanic- That was pretty cool when the boat sank. 300- I hate this movie because everyone loves it. Grease- The most overated musical I have seen. John Travolta makes me want to shit my pants. 1900- You probably never heard of this movie and believe me, you'll wish you never had. Watch only if you want to see Robert DeNiro get jerked off. Super Troopers- Would have been a great movie if only it weren't for the shitheads who won't quit quoting the movie. God, I just want to kick them in the balls. Star Wars: Episode 1 The Phantom Menace- I would have enjoyed looking at George Lucas' dirty diaper more than this space turd. Some of the most hilarious dialog and acting are contained in this movie. The Lord of the Rings Trilogy- I'm just going to hate these movies to piss everyone off. Date Movie- Hahaha, hmmmmmm...... Dune- The only good part about this movie is that Sting is in it...sadly thats also the worst part : (

Blueangelmomma
My Loving brother...Rest in Peace... Robert S. Culver Jr. 2/3/1963 - 2/13/2008 Do you ever wonder why some people are sick and some aren't...I seem to be one of the people who are sick all the time...if it isn't my asthma it's something else...most of this year so far i have been sick...just when i get better with one thing i get sick with another...now i am having to go to Cleveland Clinic to be checked out...I hope ya'll wish me luck and those of you who pray put me on ya prayer list..i sure could use it...Take care everyone and have a safe week!!! It's a wonder how people on here can be so very stupid..I sit and wonder if they just don't have a life or if they think long and hard how to make people just want to smack them...I am married...i have it posted on my profile...i make it no secret...I don't "play" with men on here I don't do anything inappropriate however...some really stupid people assume i still want to..why is that?...People need to put a cork in their heads to fix th

What Does The Bdsm Emblem Mean?
The BDSM emblem has no "obvious" symbolism because it was created to be enigmatic. To the vanilla observer who would be put off by BDSM, it is merely an attractive piece of jewelry. Thus, we can wear it freely as a friendly salute, nod, and wink to other BDSMers we should happen to pass on the sidewalks and in the hallways of our daily lives. To the insider, however, the Emblem is full of meaning. The three divisions represent the various threesomes of BDSM. First of all, the three divisions of BDSM itself: B&D, D&S, and S&M. Secondly, the three-way creed of BDSM behavior: Safe, Sane, and Consensual. Thirdly, the three divisions of our community: Tops, Bottoms, and Switches. It is this third symbolism that gives meaning to the holes in each unit. Since BDSM is at the very least a play style and at its greatest a love style, the holes represent the incompleteness of any individual within the BDSM context. However "together" and "whole" individuals may be, there remains a voi

Www.radio.cooternets.com
Hey yall DJ_MC is LIVE on air at www.radio.cooternets.com PLease Check out His playlist at http://xdjmcx.blogspot.com/ and be sure to tune into http://radio.cooternets.com to catch the hottest tunes anywhere on the net. GET DOWN ON IT! PS he Does do all requests so come listen in for some good music Dj-MC

The Collar And Its Meaning
The Collar and its Meaning The collar is a symbol of a commitment between a Dominant and submissive. This can have several meanings and understanding a universal definition is impossible. For some people a collar is only worn durning play time and thus signifies the division between roles, nothing more. The importance of this collar varies from partnership to partnership but can be just a prop or an added toy wihtin the playspace. The gravity of a collar in a relationship context is much more. For many people, a collar is like an engagement ring or wedding ring. When a submissive wears a collar in this context they are commited, possessed or owned by someone else. Collars of this sort should never be taken lightly. Just as an engagement isn't entered lightly, a collaring carries strong importance in a D/s lifestyle relationship. Collars in this form can be a collar, brand, tattoo, piercing or any other form of outward mark worn by the submissive person in the power exchange. Each c

Definitions Related To Collars And Leashes
Collar - Worn to denote submissiveness or slavery to a particular Master/Mistress. A collared submissive is viewed as the property of that Dominant and any interaction with the submissive must be approved by the Dominant who owns the collar. A collar given solely for a purpose of play is used to assist the submissive in achieving the headspace necessary for an SM session. Collared - To have accepted a collar from a dominant. This presumes a certain degree of continued submission the degree of which is up to the individuals involved and may range from highly dedicated to extremely casual. Collaring - The ceremony or ritual by which a submissive becomes bound to his or her Master/Mistress. Collaring represents a serious commitment between the players and is not a part of casual play. Collar and Lead - Some like purpose-made ones in rubber, leather or steel; some like ones made for large dogs but in all cases make sure they are an adequate size so they don't need to be pu

Definitions Related To Bondage
Bondage - A group of techniques for rendering a submissive physically helpless. Breast bondage - Tying the female breasts with cord, string. rope, rubber bands, or scarves; may include nipple bondage or clamping. Immobilization - Any form of bondage where the physical movement is prevented to some degree, or totally. Kinbaku - A form of Japanese rope bondage. Painful bondage - Specialist form of severe bondage which is carried out not just for restraint but to inflict pain by fastening the body into positions that place strain on the muscles. Shibari - Japanese rope bondage. Often elaborate and decorative.

Info For Friends And Family
Ladies the things I've seen and heard about over the last few weeks have made me ashamed of my gender. If you have read my updated "about me" on my profile you already know where I am coming from, if you haven't please do as I don't like to repeat myself. Now to the heart of the matter. I may be a card carrying Dirty Old Man but that doesn't mean you can't have respect for people, especially ones whom have accepted you as friends. So if there are guys whom you have blocked because of inappropriate comments on your photos, sending you unsolicited Pic's of their privates or repeated requests for "special" photos, send me a private Msg. telling me who they are and I will block them too. I know it is a small gesture (and maybe futile) but if enough of us block them and turn on our family/friends block thingy maybe we can freeze out a few of the worst ones. Now I want to be clear, I AM NOT going to be drawn into any drama you may have going on but I will not stand idly by while my friends a

Myths
My Interpretatons by luna Once you start you will want more and engage in increasingly risky play. The truth is that when one starts out in BDSM they will want more and more. However, it's not like a fall off a cliff, you don't keep progressing farther and farther. I like to think of it more like climbing a mountain with a lot of plateaus on it. It's a long way to that first plateau as you learn who you are and what you want, what you need in a relationship and in play. Then when you get to that plateau, most will stay there for awhile, dabbling in what they have learned and are supremely happy there. Still others will stay there awhile, but yet find more they would like to try and then climb once more to another plateau. Within the BDSM scene there are all sorts of people on this mountain, and none of them are on the same plateau. They extend the length of the mountain, happy with where they have landed, or planning on moving up the mountain yet again. It's all about the jour

Rants And Miscellany
Hi folks. It's been a while since I wrote anything here. I'm back in school and reading for class takes up a lot of my time; Reading and spending quality time with my beautiful and loving new wife. But something has been on my mind and I wanted to post a rant about it. And here it go. I had to read a book for class recently called The Revolt of the Masses by Jose Ortega y Gasset. This book was published in 1930. The author was a Spanish professor of (get this) metaphysics. Ortega y Gasset wrote this book at a time when Europe was undergoing some major political changes: Mussolini had just come to power in Italy, the National Socialists were becoming dominant in Germany, and Spain itself was on a collision course with fascism under Franco. Ortega y Gasset blamed these changes on the rise of the so-called 'mass man' or to use a modern colloquialism, the 'common man.' Ortega y Gasset's 'mass man' was classless. Classless meaning here that the attitude crossed class barriers and

Death Will Become You
Listen my children and you shall hear,of a time for you that is soon to be near. When a diabolic hand reaches out of the earth crushing and depriving us of our birth. Forcing us to join the satanic procession, leading us out of our great depression, when our boisterous cries are heard vague, as the disease crumbles over us in a plague. Cold gushes of air sweep through our hair and a tingling feeling rushes over our skin. The color of night fills our eyes and we become paranoid like horses whisking at flies. We fall into a hole, demolishing our souls, and this is the day that for you awaits, beyond tomorrows mystics gates. The day when you slip into the silent land and I can no more hold you by the hand.

Musings
Each and everyone of us are marked by those we love. In turn, we mark them. Although they can be, these marks do not have to be physical. The ones I speak of are left indelibly upon our hearts, minds and souls. They do not fade with time. They serve as reminders to where we have been and if we dare to look, they can show us where we are going. For every smile given, every laugh shared. For every word spoken, every tear shed. For every touch, for all the tenderness, love and devotion. With reverence and pride, I wear each of J's marks.

Juss Sum Stuff
THINGS THAT ARE DIFFICULT TO SAY WHEN YOU'RE DRUNK 1) Innovative 2) Preliminary 3) Proliferation 4) Cinnamon THINGS THAT ARE -VERY- DIFFICULT TO SAY WHEN YOU ARE DRUNK 1) Specificity 2) British Constitution 3) Passive-aggressive disorder 4) Transubstantiate Things that are ABSOLUTELY IMPOSSIBLE to say when you're drunk: 1) Thanks, but I don't want to sleep with you. 2) Nope, no more booze for me. 3) Sorry, but you're not really my type. 4) No kebab for me, thank you. 5) Good evening officer, isn't it lovely out tonight? 6) I'm not interested in fighting you. 7) Oh, I just couldn't - no one wants to hear me sing. 8) Thank you, but I won't make any attempt to dance, I have no co- cordation. I'd hate to look a fool. 9) Where is the nearest toilet? I refuse to vomit in the street. 10) I must be going home now as I have work in the morning to all dem jealous Bitches!! Notorious from head to toe, Naughty as hell but I AINT no hoe, u aint worth ma time and can

What Creature Are You?
You scored as Bondage. Your turn on is bondage... all out. You don't have a specific part of kinky sex that turns you on more than any other... everything working together turns you on. And why shouldn't it? Sex isn't sex without all the trimmings.Whips100%Biting100%Chains/Handcuffs100%Blood100%Bondage100%Blind Folds0%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com You scored as Freaky Bitch. You are a FREAKY BITCH! You love sex, you love men, and you will do anything to get what you want. You like for men to talk dirty to you in the bedroom and you wear the sexiest, sluttiest, clothes ever. Freaky Bitch100%Smart/Classy Bitch92%

Newest
Pains of passion for the sweetest flower My captive gaze sinfully to devour You I consume with lusty desire In turn I am consumed in the fire Flames of torment for want or need Burning hotter on my thoughts it does feed Growing more intense with the passage of time Need ever stronger as the hour does chime Need of the soul that is a match to this mind Need to speak of feelings leaving me blind To a world that held me captive in chains To a path that carried torturous pains To seek out that soul that speaks my heart To share all life is and never to part To know a dream come true and feel at peace Holding and loving, Eternal, never to cease By R. Thomas Dinsmore Pains of passion for the sweetest flower My captive gaze sinfully to devour You I consume with lusty desire In turn I am consumed in the fire Flames of torment for want or need Burning hotter on my thoughts it does feed Growing more intense with the passage of time Need ever stronger as the hour d

The Key To My Heart
before u; i was lost in love, no where to go, no where to turn. there u were popping up to say hey not realizing that u would steal my heart away. the late nights on the phone, were simple and sweet and pretty soon u were in my dreams. day in and day out u were on my mind, hoping one day you could be mine. your smile melted my heart away, your eyes took me to another place. your voice made my knees buckled, and your love made the holes in my heart complete again. for once im not afraid to love agian, for once i can be worry free. babydoll you dont know how much you mean to me, thanks to you my life is complete.

Sexy Woman Of Cherrytap
Are you the sexiest woman on cherry? Do you know someone that is the sexiest woman on cherry? If so then message Nick with a link to your pic or the nominated persons pic. Click on the pic below to take you to the hosts page and message him a link or where he can rip it from. Nick@ CherryTAP The contest will last for one week. Most comments will win. No down rating of anyone. Comment bombing is allowed. You are also allowed to comment bomb yourself. First prize = 7 day blast Second prize = 3 day blast Third prize = 1 day blast Fourth place = A big pimpin gift. So get on with it what are you waiting for I know that all of you know a sexy cherry out there in cherry tap land!! (repost of original by 'British Beauty' on '2007-04-25 16:32:27')

Reviews
Wow. How can I possibly describe this book? Mediocre? Unfocused? Half-assed? I am a big fan of Palahniuk. I love Fight CLub, Invisible Monsters, Survivor, Choke, Diary, and Lullaby. I even like Haunted a bit. I think he is great at picking some aspect of American Culture and flipping it over so it's soft white underbelly is clearly visible. Unfortunately, with Haunted he appears to have developed a taste for the 'big gross-out.' Rant continues that trend. And what is worse is that the book is written in an oral history fashion that at it's best is merely distracting. At it's worst, it's damn confusing. I am still not exactly sure what the message of this book was supposed to be. It starts by spouting all the redneck/trailer trash stereotypes that the media is currently so fond of. I was hoping he was going to shine his penetrating insight on that and finally explain the fascination. No such luck. The second section of the book is a not-so-subtle jab at the current admin

F@ck Up Inside
i see only one of my so called friends wished me a happy b-day thanks guys setting after going through one hell of a week in the hospital using 9% of my kidneys and 30% of my broken hart filling lony as hell no where to go nothen to do but make prograss on my falling health.freinds and fam tray to help but still f@ck up inside .it's true my heart has been brock for thelast time DONE WITH LOVE!!!!!!!

So Wtf
Today on CNN i saw a story linbe about a soldier who accidently sent out a l2 page letter about it waws kool for the students of VT{virgina tech} to get honors of having the flag flown at half mast, but everyday soldiers sailors, marines and airmen risk their lifes and lose them and not a stitch of fabric drops for them.now i know as a whole we get veterens day, but now that too has come to be a commerialized like easter,christmas, and halloween.But where is the sincerity gone to actually honor people who deserve it. just makes you think though hmmmm? anyway tell me what you think?! and bless you all!!!!

Fakes Advance With Vic
I THINK THIS IS DISCRIMATION AGAIN CT OWNS RULES OF ADVANCING PAST LEVEL 10.IT STATES IN THERE RULES TO ADVANCE PAST LEVEL 10 YOU NEED A SALUTE PHOTO. HAVE YOU EVER NOTICED OR WONDERED WHY YOU SEE SO MANY PEOPLE PAST LEVEL 10 YET THEY HAVE NO SALUTE. WELL THIS IS NOT HEAR SAY BUT FROM A BOUNCER. A FAKE PERSON ON HERE USING SOMEONES STOLEN PHOTOS CAN BE LOCKED ON LEVEL 10 99.99% THEY CAN BY PASS UPLOADING A SALUTE BY BUYING A MONTH OF VIC. WHEN YOU BUY A VIC YOU AUTO ADVANCE SALUTE OR NOT. SO ONCE A FAKE GETS TO LEVEL 10 THEY CANCEL THERE VIC ITS NO LONGER NEEDED THEY BEAT THE SYSTEM AND GOT TO LEVEL 11 NOW THEY ARE HOME FREE. MY QUESTION IS THIS. DOES THIS SEEM RIGHT TO EVERYONE?

Stoping By To Say Hi.
just a note to say hi to you all been a while:> well im in joplin mo this week my mom has pasted away so im here with my kids trying to deal with all the paper work and drama.what a workout this is becoming .lol.so i thought id take a break from all the shit to say hi just stoped to send you all some love.just left dublin ga.headed to farmington nm./saltlake city ut./yakima wa...im in russelville ar. right now getting ready to head west with my tractors.looks like its going to rain hope to talk soon.keep safe and have fun..see ya soon well its fathers day weekend and im in town and i have my kids for the weekend.so im relaxing and taking some time off.i hope every one has a great weekend. ill be on here off and on so fell free to rub me up a lot :> :> damn the only thing i need is a lady in my life and id be set. have fun me..

~*~one Last Sin~*~
Sitting here with you, Yet my mind is solely on him. Thoughts of him and I being together, Oh man, here we go again. I can not seem to get him out of my mind, No matter how hard I may try. Or is it that I do not want to, Perhaps that may be the reason why. I love you in a way, But in love with you I am not. I must be the one to tell you this, He has all the true love I got. I am deeply in love with him, And these feelings have grown strong. Its hard to believe this could have been done, Through my computer all along. So here I am being forced to make the decision, Should I continue or let you go? Or should I proceed on with my journey, A conclusion I have to know. God will lead me towards the right path, In which I am in need to take. And guide me through all of those stumbling blocks, I just have to believe in faith. © Copyright by Donna Curole Sitting here alone My feelings for you running through my head. I've sent

Whats On Joei's Mind
OK SO I HAVE BASICLY GIVEN UP ON RELATIONSHIPS BECAUSE I CANT FIND ANYBODY TO KEEP ME HAPPY. YEAH THERE IS ONE PERSON I HAVE LIKED FOR TWO YEARS AND I AM STILL TRYING TO GET HIM BUT ITS NOT WORKING TO WELL... OK WELL THATS ALL I HAVE TO SAY FOR NOW... PEACE OUT!!

Im Open Mined
Daily Horoscope: Leo For May 7,2007 You don't know where life is going to lead you, and that's where the fun lies. Don't worry about 'what it all means' and go with it for now. More will be revealed later, when you know what to do with the knowledge. soiunds great hope it come ture Tuesday, December 30, 2008 Happy NEW Year Current mood: chill HAPPY NEWYEAR 2009 Hope to all you had or have a great year. hope all your dreams and needs come to you ! Don't ask for what's to far to reach but don't think every thing you dream is to far from reach so look upon your new year with the hope that you get what you want! Happy New Year allll D.j .Rock div style="width: 285px">You Are 94% Open MindedYou are open minded. You aren't at all judgmental, you accept and honor every one's beliefs. You're definitely willing to drop your beliefs if someone can provide good enough reason to do so.How Open Minded Are You?MySpace Quizzes at PimpSurveys.com

About Me
well i have been sick for 3 days and in bed with it so that y i have not been on the computer at all this week,they want to put me in the hospital and i told them no i have a 2 year old to take care of so they just put me on some meds and know i wish they would have put me in the hospital LOL i do need a brak from motherhood some time,well that enough of that now about me i like to meet new people on the net and make new friends for some fun, i have been with the same guy for the past 17 years and we have been throw Hell with each other and i mean hell he got sick in 2000 with kidney failure and was on Dialysis for a year he got a new kidney 2002 a day be for his birthday,and now we may have 2 go thorw it again his kidney is failing and may have 2 go back on Dialysis again and we have a 2 year old this time and i need all the Support i can get....... well if you want 2 know any thing more just ask me i will tell you about me

Shay*ren*
PLEAE LEAVE COMMENTS AND LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU THING....THANKS..... ¢¾MUAH IM NOT A HATER, BUT WHT IS IT WHEN YOU SAY YOUR SORRY AND MEAN IT FROM THE BOTTOM OF YOUR HEART OTHERS CANT SEEM TO ACCEPT IT? I DONT UNDERSTAND. IM NOT A BAD PERSON REALLY, AND WOULD GIVE MY LAST DOLLAR TO ANYONE EVEN A COMPLETE STRANGER. ID HELP ANYONE IF I COULD...WHY DO SOME PEOPLE NOT ACCEPT IT WHEN I SAY IM SORRY WHEN I REALLY CARE ABOUT THEM...AND THINK ABOUT THEM ALL THE TIME WHETHER I TALK TO THEM EVERYDY OR ONCE OUT OF A BLUE MOON...DAMIT..IT MAKES ME WANNA CRY, WTF....DAMIT IM SORRY IM SORRY IM SORRY JUST WANTED TO SAY GOOD NIGHT TO ALL....TO THE ONES IN MY HEART...I LOVE YA...AND I MEAN THAT..GRACE IF YOU READ THIS THANKS FOR BEING SUCH A GREAT FRIEND....GOOD NIGHT...NITE TANK

Piscean Panther
FEELING AQUEOUS Sign of the fish Water Flowing Mutable Seeking the depths Searching for heat Flowing like quicksilver Warmth below! Bringing a glow Flooding heat throughout veins Coolness meets heat STEAM! Water seeks the heights Becomes clouds and mist Intangible Evaporation Becomes condensation Rainbow returns to earth As iridescent scales

My Six Dogs
I have several hero's that I am very proud of. First is our Military. They are what keep our country free. I am very patriotic and I always will be. Thank you to our military troops here at home waiting to be deployed and a very big thanks to our troops that are in Afghanistan, Iraq, Iran and every place else. I love you all. Then there's the military wives and their families. These are the ones who put up with alot when our men and women come home. They hear all about what our troops have seen. We military wives have to stick together and help each other get through the really bad times.I love you too and I pray for your husbands, brother's, sister's, daughter's son's, uncle's and aunt's and all the relatives who have troops fighting overseas. Next comes our firefighter's. They have the most dangerous job back here at home. They work hard at training and they even try to teach kids not to play with matches or anything else that would start a fire and to only call 911 in an emergen

New Pics
CHECK OUT THE NEW SWIM SUIT PICS WITH MY AWESOME START OF MY TAN FOR THE YEAR... THEY ARE IN THE VARIETY PICS OF ME FOLDER ENJOYYYY!! several new seductive pics with the the start of my tan for the summer :-) check them out and rate and comment if you like Ok check all folders for new pics and pop those comment cherries... Be sure to check out my new ride and tell me what ya think of it :-)!! Hugs to all Michelle

Friends
We sit and we type, and we stare at our screens ,We all have to wonder, what this possibly means. With our mouse we roam, through the rooms in a maze Looking for something or someone, as we sit in a daze. We chat with each other, we type all our woes Small groups we do form, and gang up on our foes. We wait for somebody, to type out our name We want recognition, but it is always the same. We give kisses and hugs, and sometimes flirt In PMs(IMs) we chat deeply, and reveal why we hurt. We do form friendships - but - why we don't know But some of these friendships, will flourish and grow. Why is it on screen, we can be so bold Telling our secrets, that have never been told. Why is it we share, the thoughts in our mind With those we can't see, as though we were blind. The answer is simple, it is as clear as a bell. We all have our problems, and need someone to tell. We can't tell real people, but tell someone we must So we turn to the 'puter, and to those we can trust.

Sex Survey
You prefer Spontaneous sex! You're into spontaneous sex. Anywhere, any time the mood takes you. Just be careful that your sexcapades don't land you in a (ahem) tight spot. 'What is the best type of sex for you?' at QuizUniverse.com

My Poetry
One more time Is a lost love just subposed to be from long ago? Does it have to have a dark and sorid past to know or can it be one from yesterday? Or maybe the girl who didn't stay? Who has the answers to these. Is a million miles the best misery Or decades of tears Does any one have answers to my fears? So if its either time to short or long or a heart thats unstrong or miles of dirt keeping us apart do you wish for a start Love just one more time Or is old love a crime? I Found You today There was once this girl I did love with my all For her now i await the call cuz i promise u i'll be here Cuz she easies my fear She always made me believe in divinity She makes me believe in serenity From the doors of my past she steps out And now I want to shout "It's her yes it is" At me she is a wiz No one knows me more And me she never bores I could talk with her every day But then why didn't she stay Must have been my fault Cuz shes perfect, an angelic vault

Poems
**Needed** Still (nothing to do) Quiet (No sound) Alone (everyones busy, everyone but me) Wonders why I'm here Biting my lip (it's becoming a habit) Chewing my pen (must try to stop) Check my e-mails (AGAIN) Still nothing Waiting for the phone to ring (It doesn't) Re-arrange the paper clips (then put them back) Re-check my e-mails (pointless) Stare at my nails (chipped, must paint them) Doodle in the diary mind far away Was never one for drawing unhappy flowers litter the pages Wondering what do doodles mean? Am I sad? (not really) Am I depressed? (don't think so) Amy I bored? (VERY!) Ponders the meaning of life Phone rings Panic over I am needed afterall! **Emma Page, 24/4/07** **Becoming** Day Dreaming of far away places Distance between you and me You're still here I am not I'm not me anymore Reluctant to leave what I know Weary of being alone with the stranger I am becoming Scared of discovering who I am what

Ambert Alert
Amber Alert cancelled for 1 Year Old North Carolina Girl Posted: Wednesday April 26, 2007: 6:46 PM CDT Updated: Thursday April 26, 2007: 9:09 PM CDT The N.C. Department of Crime Control and Public Safety has cancelled the AMBER Alert for a 1-year-old girl. The child was found safe at her aunt's house. The suspect is still at large. (New Jersey- WABC, April 23, 2007) - The New Jersey State Police has activated the New Jersey Amber Abducted Child Alert. Police say Lakeesha White, got out of her Silver 2007 Pontiac G6 temporary NJ registration 510-5889, to help an elderly person crossing the street on South Broadway in Camden, NJ. Authorities add after, she got out of her vehicle, a male stole her vehicle with her 7 year old female daughter in the backseat. Her daughter, Jada Cordero was last seen wearing blue jeans and a green shirt. The vehicle is a Silver 2007 Pontiac G6 with temporary NJ registration 510-5889. I Will Try To Find The Photo So We Can Have A Idea Of What T

All About Baby Girl!
well my friend munk got me in here. so lol i guess you all owe it to him that im here. i dont really know what to say here in my first one. but i guess i can say if there is anything you all would like to know about me just ask way. im a pretty open book. so anyway thats my first blog. lol. hit me up with your questions or comments. keep it real and peace out.

My Pics
Just letting everyone know I will be adding new pics soon. I hope to be shotting them tomorrow and I am opened to ideas. So if there is anything you would like to see please write me and let me know. They can be Naughty or Nice or both... Just to let everyone know I hate Shauna 'Lips like Morphine' Bailey.... I have never met another person so rude in my life... If you see her on her please tell her to kiss my ass... Thanks

Unhappy Brown Nosers
It's a shame when some lonely, unhappy, butt kisser, just to gain points because they're a wannabe...has to report a t-shirt of mine that says, "If heaven doesn't have chocolate, I ain't going". Along with other t-shirts I have. I see plenty of primary pictures that should be flagged, but they never are. Not that I care about those. I say live and let live. I thought this place was supposed to be about fun. Not childish high school garbage. It's getting pretty sad here when anything can be reported. And there's not much that can be done because that person has their nose stuck up a certain person's butt. Some people need to grow up and get a life and leave people alone. What goes around eventually comes around...maybe not here on CT, but in some form someday. Ok...I'm done venting for now!

Do This 4 Me And Ill Do Anything 4 U
hey everyone i wanted to ask all of u to rate me or whatever please if u do it ill do anything for whoever does it for me maybe if your close ill come over with my huge u know ow well i guess ill talk to u guys later c ya yours truly sexylover

How You Know Your Some Ones Friend Or Lover
is you. . . . is love. . . . is shared. . . . is forgiving. . . . is understanding. . . . is shared secrets. . . . heals many hurts. . . . is not judgmental. . . . is shared laughter. . . . is slow and steady. . . . can be angry at times. . . . is dependable and true. . . . is more precious than silver or gold. . . . is meant to be savored like fine wine. . . . is not perfect, much like we are not perfect. . . . does not hold grudges or demand perfection. . . . makes all the wrong things in life, right somehow. . . . is meant to be gulped like lemonade on a hot summer day. . . . is always there, through times of trial, happy times and hard times. . . . just happens, but once discovered, needs to be tended like a beautiful garden. . . . is a road to be traveled slowly, remembering the sights and sounds. . . . is strength when you are too weak to notice its there. . . . is a cherished moment of mutual understanding. . . . reaches into your heart and grabs a firm ho

I Aint The Kind To Just Hang Around
Hey pretty baby don't you know it ain't my fault, I love to hear the steel belts hummin' on the asphalt. Wake up in the middle of the night in a truck stop, stumble in the restaurant wonderin' why I don't stop. Well, I gotta keep rockin' why i still can, I got a two pack habit and a motel tan. When my boots hit the boards I'm a brand new man, with my back to the riser I make my stand. One of these days I'm gonna settle down and I'll take you back with me to the Guitar Town.

Silent Hill 2
One of my loves is video creation. Here is one of my projects I been working on for a while. Footage based off 2nd series with added custom effects, direction, sound, and many various adjustments. I am currently working on an alternative ending and if i like how it comes out, I might add it to the dvd set I am creating of the series. Due to some upload problems i had to cut the movie into parts A-D. Custom Silent Hill 2 Preview/Trailer Silent Hill 2 Custom Movie Part A (1 of 4) Silent Hill 2 Custom Movie part B (2 of 4) Silent Hill 2 Custom Movie PartC (3 of 4) Silent Hill 2 Custom Movie PartD (4 of 4)

Weekly Giggles
Adult: 4 Jokes! These jokes may or may not be adult jokes! "Ham And Eggs" Although he always ordered just ham and eggs everyday, one customer at the diner always studied the menu carefully each day before ordering. One day, his regular waitress decided to see if he could be made to order anything else. Before giving him the menu she marked out the ham and eggs entry. Once the customer had looked over the menu for a few minutes, the waitress approached him and asked, "Sir, did you notice that I scratched something you like?" Without looking up from the menu, he quickly replied, "Well, then go wash your hands and bring me some ham and eggs." =============(Plus)=================== "Women And Sex" 70% of women who smoke have had more than 4 lovers in the last year while 60% of female non-smokers had none. Women who respond to sex surveys in mags like Cosmo may have 5 times as many lovers as typical women. Women who read

Children
Sitting here, feeling the cool breze upon my rosy cheeks. Slightly turning my head to hear the beautiful voices of the birds. ARE you kidding me!!! If I wanted to be a peace I would be relaxing on some tropical paradise!! Instead Im poppin a squat on my porch,listening to my childrens wonderful voices. Diggin for rocks and worms!! Trying to convince my boys that the rocks arent dino eggs!! Whoo wait i did feel a breze across my face..its my daughter running and yelling cuz the boys are throwing worms at her...as i try to comfort her saying" It's ok auntie used to eat them, they cant hurt u!!" Now my princess is singing and dancing!! she is a chatter box every second of the day..as im listening to her, trying not to giggle cuz the boys are behind her making faces..oops she caught them...running like crazy the boys are gonna get it!! "Mommy" princess asked how come boys are always mean!!! good question baby i say...and u know what it never changes when they grow up either!!! NOw

The Great Global Warming Swindle
Global warming is bullshit pseudoscience. Show me anything that proves otherwise. Watch this documentary. This shows real facts, based on real science....none of which shows any truth to this so called "global warming." In the end, there is absolutely no proof, nor reason to believe, that CO2 causes any changes in temperature. In fact, there is much more scientific proof that it's exactly the opposite, that rises in temperature are causing a very slight increase in the CO2 level. CO2 is only .054% of our atmosphere and is emitted by all living things, not to mention that volcanos and the ocean release more CO2 than all living things on this planet combined. There is much more evidence that sun spots and solar winds have far more impact on the temperature of the planet. Don't believe every bullshit theory that gains popularity. Think for yourself. Watch this documentary and do some research of your own.

My Dream
As the sun sets and reflects a glow on my face... I stand on the balcony thinking of you.... feeling the breeze across my body and smelling the scent of you all around me.. just the thought of your presence starts to arouse me in a very sensual and passionate way... I feel my nipples hardening with every moment that passes.... my thoughts are drifting... dreaming that you are there on the balcony with me reaching around to touch me... the soft touch of your hands along my body... your hands on my breasts caressing them and kissing the back of my neck... I place my hands on top of yours to help guide your hands along my body... I feel the wetness occurring between my thighs...... I slowly start to move your hands down to my stomach but not stopping there... I continue to move them down until you reach the end of my skirt... you lift my skirt and slide your hand underneath it... down into my panties to feel the wetness you have created.... I began to start gasping for air.... I love

I Will Be Killed For This! :)
ok voters...this is what we wanted. congratulations to all who helped get the right political party in office that has OUR best interests in mind. we will now be moving into the era of carbon credits. what are those you may ask? this is a new stock market exchange that involves the sale of carbon credits to countries that are continuous offenders of the keyoto accords, such as america. countries are given a specific amount of carbons allowed each year to be expelled into the atmosphere. this figure will be based on the countries output level (gross domestic product) and the percentage of economic growth. how does this work you may ask? we as a country make stuff (for the whole world i might add) and we go over our yearly allowed amount of carbon. what ever company that is producing all this nasty pollutants will be forced to purchase carbon credits from other countries such as russia, france, mexico, canada, spain, japan, australia, sudan, iraq, iran, Syria, south africa, brazil, ho

04-25-2007
i know i havn't been very social lately. this week has been very hard on me. my very close friend, myke, was killed in a tragic accident on sunday morning. i wanted to write this blog so that everyone will understand the importance of seatbelt use. he wasn't wearing his seat belt and he was thrown 163 feet from the vehicle. killed on impact. there is no reason whatsoever for anyone to intentionally put their life at risk.

Why The Number Of Stupid People On Earth Is Increasing
I believe this 100%. We need to stop trying to protect stupid people, damnit!!! It's ruining the natural selection process! Until stupid people start dying at a normal pace, through their own stupidity, as they well should, we're going to continue to see shocking stupidity rule not only this country, but the world. America is probably #1 in trying to protect idiots from their own stupidity, though. Is it any wonder we're in this ridiculous state of confusion these days? _________________________________________ The theory of natural selection explains that as a species of any kind evolves, the weaker members of that species will not survive. These weaknesses can be anything from not being able to outrun another species that views you as its next meal, to deciding to leave the oceans without bothering to evolve lungs. Early man evolved and developed through the ability to adapt to his surroundings. One of the weaknesses of humans however was stupidity. This stupidity was to a

Planes Traines Autos
I really do like my job it is always what I wanted to do but I get so tired of never being at home. Thursday I must leave again for Washington State in the US for more work. The best part about this trip is that from the US I got France for work but my best bud Micah lives there. I will only be there for 3 days and most of the time I will need to work but my job allows me to take the time I need for what I want. Tonight while I am intown I must go to the pub with my friends and drink as much as I can and sleep all day tomorrow.

God? Are You There?! Yeah, I Didn't Think So.
Yes, once again I'm consumed in deep thought about this whole god thing. It really makes no sense, to me. If there was a god, why would there be cancer at all? Why would bad things happen to good people? You can't say you're blessed in one breath, and then dismiss god for anything negative in the next. That makes no sense. I've watched 2 people die from cancer. Sure, everyone they knew prayed. (With the exception of me, I suppose.) That sure as hell doesn't strengthen your faith in this imaginary god. In fact, I can't believe there is any righteous god that would allow such atrocities to occur. Don't confuse divine intervention with random coincidence or the limited control we have over our own destiny/fate. And if you're going to try to tell me that the "devil" is behind this, then god has obviously lost the war. There are people who say "god was with them" when something horrible happens, and that's why they were only severely injured instead of killed...or whatever scenario.

Against The Silence
Against the Silence By Keanuenueonalani (ladylotusgangstabitch) My body is my temple, an altar draped beneath my skin A shrine, a sanctuary, untouched by sin You’ve betrayed my body, disgraced my name A woman scorned, lying alone in shame Stolen, taken, something I thought was mine Flashbacks send chills creeping down my spine The scent of cigarettes and your cheap cologne Your touch, your smile and vulgar moan Walked out of my life in laughter and staggers Your smile cuts through my soul like daggers Thoughts of revenge play out in my head But I lie here in shock and silent instead Raped of innocence and robbed of trust Caged in a body looked upon in disgust I scrub, I scour just to cleanse you of my skin But the feeling of filth is too deep within Now I’m left torn behind these walls of guilt The walls that your savage touch has built I fall to my knees and look to the sky In hopes that the gods will hear my cry Tears fell from the night and caressed my soul

Check It Out
dark and dirty like you have never seen a mind so twisted with thoughts unclean my heart is racing all tattered and torn i stand here naked as the day i was born hey everyone. i know it's been a while i didn't have the net for a long time but now i'm back. missed u all. hope u didn't forget me. drop me a line *FUBAR ALL THE WAY* hey cherries just say what's up to the family.....stay rael come check me out and show some love i'll return the favor

The Arrival Of A My Bday
With my Birthday just over two weeks away I start to contepmplate where I am in life. Where I have been, what I have accomplished and what I have yet to accomplish. This is number 26 (I know some people wish that they were my age again.) I am so lost here lately. I am lucky that I can find my way thru the days. I decided to get a divorce for reasons that I shall not write in here for it isn't everyones business. I didn't know that when you got divorced not only did the assets and the children get split up but the friends do too. And for some reason most people took his side. No one bothered to see it from my point of view they see it as I am the one leaving therefore I am the one at fault. Lord fine then I will take ALL of the blame. It just hurts to loose people that have been my friends for many years some i have known for 10 or more. That is a long time to give up on someones friendship. So here I sit with only my pc to talk to. The kids eat, sleep, play and have some time for me. I

Who Are You???
2. Are we friends?........ 3. When and how did we meet?........ 4. Do you hav a crush on me?......... 5. Have you ever wanted to punch me?........ 6. Give me a nikname and explain why?........ 7. Describe me in 1 word........ 8. what was ur first impression ov me?....... 9. do u still fink the same?...... 10. What reminds u ov me?..... 11. If you could giv me anything wot wod it b?...... 12. How well do u no me?...... 13. Whens the last tym u saw me?..... 14. Eva wanted 2 tell me sumthing u couldnt?...... 15. Are you goin 2 put dis on ur blog and c wot i say about u?.....

Somebody, Someone, Touch Me, Feel Me, Squeeze Me.
someone who talks to me everyday, and cares that i'm o.k., even if they know i am. someone who wants to bide time away, and my presence helps it flow, wherever they go they want me there also. someone who thinks about me every hour, as i think of all my people because i have the power to help them. and as friendly as they are, that they will not ever be that far, even if there is distance ,whether physical , mental, or both. i want to be closer to like minded souls, i want to seize my life and maintain composure & control. i want to be the man all know that i can be, even me. i want to live and be free, ready to start to make this be.

Bare Feet Society
Ok if anybody is wondering, this is about what Bare Feet Society does. The following will remain true unless I decide to change something. 1) We have fun little things each month like Feet of the Month. Also we have free for all photo day coming up in May. This is where you do any photo that pertains to feet as long as you have fun with it. 2) If we get new members we usually help them out to level up, make new friends, etc.. 3) Finally I am thinking of making a ranking system when we become bigger. Example of this would be: Sweet Rabbit ~Bare Feet Society's Top Model~ or Sweet Rabbit ~Bare Feet Society's #1 Promoter~ Again if you are thinking of joining please contact me. Ok I'm gonna be simple with these. For anybody wondering what we do, I'll be posting a blog next about that. 1) No rudeness towards any member. 2) Have fun. 3) Get new members. Basic rules for a basic group. If anybody interested in joining please contact me.

Manifest Desti-me
i'm sitting and thinking of how i want to be, i think of how tired i am of my family and my life. i think of how i can be better and better for people around me that actually care, that actually are open to a true life ,one without the pursuit of drugs and sex... i want to be around people who enjoy life and the blessings it offers, not keeping themselves chained and miserable. i am miserable. i want a life. i want to be responsible , i want to work and to stay sober. i'm doing better and i know everything happens for a reason and this too shall pass. were it not for melanie getting me enrolled in my class i do not think i would have ever seen through my pursuit of staying brain clouded. i no longer desire to be so. i want to be aware and i have come thru bad times and now know how to simply be patient and ride it out. i have GOD ,and i have friends that for whatever reason help me to believe in myself and my worth. i do have something to offer

The Writings Of Me Or How I Feel
Happiness BY: Aldo Kraas HAPPINESS Happiness uplifts me Happiness fills my heart, my mind, and my soul Happiness gives me the strength I need Happiness is a good feeling that enters my mind each day Happiness takes my sadness away Happiness fills my eyes with joy Happines makes me excited and thrilled Happines warms my heart and soul each day Happiness gives me a sense of relief each day Happiness welcomes me each morning when I get up Happiness can be seen in my eyes Aldo Kraas The sensual touch of his lips with his hand caressing every curve a rush of pleasure surges thur my body. Giving him my all with the gentle brush of his fingertips I fell deep into him. As the room slipped away I felt all that I'd lacked. Feeling the sky move with every thrust sweats trickles down my skin I can't control myself, I exploding in to a whirl of ecstasy. This was a night Of Passion I would never forget.

Unbelieveable Emotions.
that is the question makes u think u can love someone then turn around and hurt them grr i hate guys sometimes thank god im bisexaul After a year that me and andy has been together. I couldn't ask for a better person to be with. I am very happy to have met the most amazing person in my life. I mean he loves me and respect me for me. And he never judges me. The only i hate about his mother she dosn't know when to come back to a phone when someone has been on hold for ever. Yet i still love her. Many time i keep telling my self my emotions and all that are going to be ok. Because i can tell andy anything. But sometimes when i do i just wanna be near him telling him not far away from him. That is one thing i miss i can talk to him without being judged for who i am. When i talk to andy i talk to someone i trust and i love. Yet my grandmother dose say things i dont want her to say. But u know what it dosn't come from me it's her problems with certain sistuations not mine. I love having a

Breathe Me......
Sweetest Goodbye ~ Maroon 5 Love This SONG!!!! Where you are seems to be As far as an eternity Outstretched arms open hearts And if it never ends then when do we start? I'll never leave you behind Or treat you unkind I know you understand And with a tear in my eye Give me the sweetest goodbye That I ever did receive Pushing forward and arching back Bring me closer to heart attack Say goodbye and just fly away When you comeback I have some things to say How does it feel to know you never have to be alone When you get home? There must be someplace here that only you and I could go So I can show you how I Dream away everyday Try so hard to disregard The rhythm of the rain that drops And coincides with the beating of my heart I'll never leave you behind Or treat you unkind I know you understand And with a tear in my eye Give me the sweetest goodbye That I ever, ever, ever did receive [x2] How does it feel to know you never have to be alone Whe

7 Secrets Of A Confident Woman
Being negative and being confident do not go together. Like oil and water, they just don't mix. Being negative opens the door to a lot of problems and disappointments, which fuels the fire for more negativity. Fear is the *dark room* where all your negatives are developed. So why not look at the brighter side of life and believe something good is going to happen to you? Many people, when encouraged to think positively, often reply, *That is not reality.* But, the truth is, positive thinking can change our current reality. God is positive--its the way He is, the way He thinks and the way He encourages us to be. Romans 8:28 says, *And we know that God causes EVERYTHING to work together for the good of those who love God and are called according to His purpose... Therefore, being positive is simply a matter of looking at things from God's perspective. Its keeping our thoughts in line with the truth of His Word. What kind of thoughts are filling our head? Are they agreeing the Scripture

The Farting Story
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com A man woke up every morning and passed gas. After about eight or nine years of marriage, his wife finally said, if you fart any more, you'll fart your guts out. Being a butcher, the wife decided to put pig scraps in his pants so he would wake up, and not do it anymore. She put the scraps in his pants that night. He woke up in the morning and went across the hall to the bathroom. Two long hours later, he came out and stated, honey, you were right about me farting my guts out BUT WITH THE GRACE OF THE DEAR LORD AND THESE TWO FINGERS. I GOT THEM BACK IN THERE. A man woke up every morning and passed gas. After about eight or nine years of marriage, his wife finally said, if you fart any more, you'll fart your guts out. Being a butcher, the wife decided to put pig scraps in his pants so he would wake up, and not do it anymore. She put the scraps in his pants that night. He woke up in the morning and went across the hall to the bathroom

Shit Aint Right!!!
It may take you two minutes to read this, but if you do not take the time to read this you are one of the people this post is talking about. ---------------------------------------------------- You stay up for 16 hours He stays up for days on end. _________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. __________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. __________________________ You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. __________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. ____________________ ______ You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you. He knows he may not see some of his buddies again. __________

Last Night
You came in thru my window last night.... Like an angel of the darkness... You touched me in ways the mind can't even begin to imagine and not a one of them was physical... You wandered a path thru my mind and soul fulfilling every desire within me... Sensations flowing over my body only it was my own finger tips that caressed my skin not yours... I could feel you hovered over me the smell of your skin the heat from your body... For an instant our hearts beat as one... Mmmmmm and that kiss that is what woke me... But what did I wake to find??? Only a dark empty room filled with the sounds of the pouring rain outside my window the wind blowing my curtain in the moon light as it was sneaking thru the clouds... With my skin soaked in sweat my heart pounding and my breathes heavy I turned to look out my open window and whispered... "Where'd you go???? Come back to me... My love."

Into The Night-a Poem For You
Into, into, into the night I dare to escape, dare to take flight Worlds stand with me, and worlds stand against The following of my heart, and the feelings that I’ve sensed So, naked now, I plunge into the deep To realize my destiny, which till now has been asleep Pray do I, that I fall not very long Before Cupid arrives, to sing you this song And, gives to your soul, a discerning kind of ear So, that through the clamor, you’ll be able to hear The sound of my desire, that we become as one And, live forever in bliss, until our days are done

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Mia
Wanted to let everyong know I will be away in CA from today until mid July!! My daughter needs me to help her out for a while for medical reasons. AND, at least until I can manage to do something about it, I will have NO internet service!!!!!(AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!) So, I am NOT ignoring all my friends!! LOL!! And I will be back ASAP!!! MUAH!!!!!! CJ Just wanted to let all my friends know that I am going in for surgery tomorrow (back). So I won't be around for a while. 4days in the hospital and don't know when I will feel like using the computer after I come home for a while!! So, wanted all to know I am not MIA, or ignoring ya'll!!!! I'll be back ASAP!!! Will miss you all!!! Please, keep me in your thoughts and prayers, as this is gonna be a major and kinda risky surgery!!! Kinda freaked out about it!!! Love and hugs to all!!!!! XOXOXO, CJ

Masterhardxdrive
I have done a lot of females in my time. most found me to play intoxication fetish games I do this fetish avg once a week. I female slave believe or not told me loved me after I ragged her the first time. she said I been looking for a man like you for a very long time. I think I said my past female slave bottle me my first real bottle. I ve been into this kind of fetish since 16 and really got into it when isaw this hardcore rape film in times square, nyc still no film today even cums close and most ch films do it so fake looking its not funny. nothing like seeing the fumes effect that person as if k the shit out of her. there is a good reason why I fuck my female sub as I give it to her and not after I do it to her. my ideas and some exp are just too hot to share, wink im so lucky so many out there are dieing to find a person who can do it and who and take it and I have always found that person. I have had it done to me many times by females who wanted to rage me and blow me at th

Poem
This poem was written by a terminally ill young girl in a New York Hospital. It was sent by a medical doctor. SLOW DANCE Have you ever watched kids On a merry-go-round? Or listened to the rain Slapping on the ground? Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight? Or gazed at the sun into the fading night? You better slow down. Don't dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't last. Do you run through each day On the fly? When you ask How are you? Do you hear the reply? When the day is done Do you lie in your bed With the next hundred chores Running through your head? You'd better slow down Don't dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't last. Ever told your child, We'll do it tomorrow? And in your haste, Not see his sorrow? Ever lost touch, Let a good friendship die Cause you never had time To call and say,"Hi" You'd better slow down. Don't dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't last. When you run so fast to get somewhere. Y

A Mothers Heartbreak
Me in warm bathwater in a sunken tub... bath oils, suds... twenty vanilla candles lighting up the room, their flames licking at the air like hungry little tongues...vanilla incense burning in the corner of the room... a gentle hand washing my legs, then moving up to my hips, then the small of my back, and on to my shoulders... my neck... slowly, firmly but gently working the muscles loose into a relaxing bliss... ...lowering my head, while the hands loosen the body and the spirit... a warm body gently sliding up behind me in the bathwater, gingerly resting another's chest on my back... I can feel the breath of another on the nape of my neck, as my shoulders and upper arms are slowly massaged, and deep down within my body begins to tingle... ...lips gently on my neck, juuuust behind the right ear, then up to my lobe, gently tugging on the earring there, teasing the skin there with the tip of a tongue, while hands run down my arms and reach my own hands, fingers entwining tog

Poetry
There's a tapping on my window seat, a tapping from the outside. the chilling wind blows in, wiping dry my shady tears, which should have left so long ago. i sit here at my window seat, another family in my house, which we built so long ago. Many years have come and gone, and yet i still sit here staring out my window seat. i close my eyes, the old grandfather clock sings, one... two... three... His car pulls into the driveway, four... five... six... the entrance door slams shut, seven... eight... nine... he walks across the room, the same piercing stare on his face. He picks me up from my window seat; across the room i fly. the other family in my house can't see what he will do. it's been sixty years since i could feel the pain, yet it feels like only yesterday. he throws me into the walls over and over, slapping and hitting me again and again. i can feel the warmth of the blood run down my face. across the foom i fly, my head a thump upon my window seat. he walks pass and li

Looking For Love In All The Wrong Places
Your Life is 78% Perfect Your life is pretty darn perfect. You don't have much to complain about. Of course, your life is occasionally less than perfect. But you're usually too happy to notice. How Perfect is Your Life? SO WHAT IN THE HELL CAN A GUY DO TO FIND TRUE LOVE, I AM 39YRS OLD AND NEVER MARRIED AND NO KIDS HAVE BEEN ENGAGED A COUPLE TIMES BUT SOMEHOW THEY FALL THREW, SOME CHEAT ON ME AND SOME I JUST BLOW IT. I HAVE A REAL HARD TIME TRUSTING THE PERSON I LOVE BECAUSE I HAVE BEEN CHEATED ON SINCE MY SENIOR YR AT HIGH SCHOOL AND MY FIRST PERSON I HAD SEX WITH EVENTUALLY CHEATED ON ME WE WERE IN SEPARTE STATES (HER IN ND AND ME IN NV) SO EVER SINCE THEN ITS BEEN A STRUGGLE FINDING SOMEONE WHO I CAN TOTALLY TOTALLY TRUST AND LOVE, JUST NEEDED TO GET THAT OFF MY CHEST. :>) STILL TRYING THO, NEVER GIVE UP RIGHT?

Perky
This is my cat Perky He died yesterday at the grand old age of 19yrs which is equivilent is 133yrs our years. Has been in the family for 16yrs, so hence I miss him. Just seems strange putting down 1 dish of food instead of the usual 2. Gandy our other cat is missing him too. She keeps a look out to see if he comes home. He had a large tumour so I had him put to sleep with me holding him, tis a gutter I can tell you ;) He might be gone but never forgotten ;)

Carwreck
whats up people i had an pretty scary moment yesterday i ran off an steep side of the highway yesterday and totaled my car badly. But other than the car i can out with very minor glass cuts to the side of the face and upper arm in the shoulder region. I think i was very entertaining to the EMTs on my ride to the hospital which im still kinda T'eed at them not getting my bag out the car and my bucket of worms my father and i had dug up. Anyways its the morning after and im fine aside for a the lil bruised feeling u get from an good psyhical game of basketball. bye bye for now im still in one piece

Mindless Nonsense
Apparently I depress people when I talk about my last relationship and ect. So don't ask me about it and I wont talk about it. Why does life have to be so complicated? I hate emotions, I wish they didn't exist, well at least the bad ones. I been feeling like pure crap lately and it sucks and it's not getting better, cept when I talk to a few people that really cheer me up but after awhile the shittyness comes back. I went to the doctors and they put me under and put a camera in my stomach and found bleeding ulcers due to stress and ect from the last fucked up 9 months of my piece of shit life and they told me if I didn't take the medicine they were gonna give me and stop being a emotional bastard that they were gonna get worse and eventually rupture and I could like die or get most of my stomach cut out. Well if anyone has suggestions on how to make me stop being such a emo fag feel free to let me know. Looks like I wont be on CT or anything from the internet anytime soon since all I

To All Friends And Fans
I would lay you down on your back while licking,sucking,nibbling, and caressing your breast, while fondeling your clit continuously and alternating from your breast to passionate kissing while talking very nasty as you reach the point of climax. I will be caressing your every sensitive curve and as you cum i will suck your nipples faster and harder and then look up at you as you blast off and say " DONT YOU STOP FUCKING CUMMING WITH YOUR SEXY ASS KEEP CUMMING AND ENJOYING THIS SHIT IAM DOING TO YOU" I will give you a 10-15min multiple with just my hands alone and then as you think iam going to let your body relax i will open your legs and start eating your pussy while moaning from the enjoyment that iam having and savouring the taste of your wetness! You will cum again and i will grasp your hips and eat more vigourously so you cant get away making you explode even more intensely. Now i will sit you up and let you take my dick in your mouth for only a mere 5 minutes and then lay you on

Working On This Profile Crap!
I hate the fact that you have to go check out all these profiles for points and then you work all day and you can't even check out private pics LOL. Ok, I'll admit I'm just a hornball but thats acceptable for a guy. I don't even know how to get approved by someone to view them. Oh well, the world is not over! Have a nice day! So, I just joined this place not to long ago and my main computer is all packed up with like 1000's of pics on it or I would load them all up on here. I'll try to have more pics up soon but I can only work so fast to get things done. Maybe by this weekend I'll have my camera and I'll get some more stuff done. I plan on adding pics of me from my trip to germany and some pics of my bikes and my 02 SS camaro. Just be patient I'm workin on stuff.

Most Beautiful Cleavage Contest
I AM FILLING UP WITH 20 ENTRIES. THE CONTEST IS BEST CLEAVAGE ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS TELL ME THAT YOU WANT TO ENTER, LET ME KNOW WHAT PIC TO RIP AND YOUR IN. THE PRIZES ARE THE SAME AS MY OTHER CONTEST SO YOU KNOW ITS GOING TO BE GOOD. THIS WILL BE A 5 DAY CONTEST AND I WILL INFORM ALL BY POSTING A BULLETINE AND A BLOG. SO HIT ME UP AND LET THE FUN BEGIN. THE RULES WILL BE STATED IN THE BULLETINE AND BLOG WHEN THE CONTEST STARTS PROPHET

Mary's Blog
Cherry Pie On this long road of lonliness with no friends and I need to have some one help me back to the road of living. Where do all your friends go when you get older? New Proverbs Graphics Top Graphics

You Tell Me
1.Have you ever tried anal? Did you like it? 2.Have you ever tried double penetration? 3.Have you every had a threesome, foursome or moresome? 4.Do you like your toes sucked? 5.Are you a top or bottom? 6.Do you like to be tied up? 7.Have you ever made a sex tape? 8.Do you have any naughty piercings? 9.Does size matter? 10.Are you a noisy F..CK? 11.Do you like to be romanced or just get down to business? 12.Do you masturbate? how often do you masterbate?Do you use toys or props? who do you think of? 13.Do you expect oral every time you F..CK? 14.Have you ever had your asshole licked? Did you like it? 15.What's your biggest turn on? 16.Do you liked to be scratched, bit, pinched, etc.? 17.Do watching girls kiss get you HOT? 18.Has anyone ever cummed on your face? Did you like it? 19.Do you know what a pearl necklace is? 20.How do you like your men? 21.How do you like your women? 22.Hair pulled or ass smacked?

Work
Ok, so I'm about to take a trip. I've flown many times before, but I know that when it comes time to board the plane, people are going to be rushing to the gate to board. Even if the row that their seat is in isn't called, they will still proceed to the gate, trying to board as if the plane will leave in 2 minutes. It's frustrating for those who sit in the middle to back and have to climb over the self-centered pricks who decided that they needed to be on first and take up the entire aisle as they load their 2 carry on bags in the storage bins above. Why do people do this??? The same goes when you land. Everyone jumps up, even those in the back, as if that will speed the unloading process up. Let's try to learn a little patience. Like Rascal Flatts said, "I miss Mayberry, sittin' on the porch drinkin' Ice Cold Cherry Coke, where everything is black and white."--SLOW DOWN Ok, so my boss is gone, I'm here runnin the place and i'm bored out of my mind. I can only look at so much

Writing On Envelope
Loretta Pethick Oakland County Emergency Response & Preparedness 1200 N. Telegraph Rd. - Bldg. 47 West Pontiac, Michigan 48341-0410 248-858-5300 248-858-5550 Fax pethickl@oakgov.com Subject: Write in on the back of your envelopes WRITE IT ON THE BACK OF YOUR ENVELOPES ! I THINK THIS A GREAT IDEA. I WILL START WRITING THIS ON FRONT OF ALL MY ENVELOPES, TOO! You may have heard in the news that the Post Office ha s been forced to take down small posters that say "IN GOD WE TRUST. " The law, they say, is being violated.< I> Anyway, I heard proposed on a radio station show, that we should all write "IN GOD WE TRUST " on the back of all our mail...after all, that is our national motto, and it's on all the money we use to buy those stamps. I think it is a wonderful idea. We must take back our nation from all the people who think that anything that offends them should be removed. If you like this idea, please pass it on. It has been reported that 86% of Americans beli

Live From St. Lucie West!!
me performing my song about Marz is added to the music section on the profile! was recorded at 619 4 ever in 2006... the fires have even reached st.lucie west! A FIRE STARTED JUST MINUTES FROM WHERE I AM STAYING ST. LUCIE WEST!! I WILL ADD NEWSLINKS AND VIDEO WHEN I GET IT OF THE FIRES HERE IN ST. LUCIE WEST!! OVER 500 FIRES CURRENTLY GOING IN FLORIDA... THIS IS CRAZY!! DJK My house is being worked on,and till its all done,I am living out in st. lucie west.. it's cool here..met new friends and still promoting and making music...lots of night life out here.. rock on... DJKRIS2FUR check out the all new www.DJKRIS2FUR.com THE DJKRIS2FUR SHOW,coming in May-2007 to the internet!!

A Letter 2 Oprah By:saul Williams
If this story doesn't make you cry laughing, let me know and I'll pray for you. This is a story about a couple who had been happily married for years. The only friction in their marriage was the husband's habit of farting loudly every morning when he awoke. The noise would wake his wife and the smell would make her eyes water and make her gasp for air. Every morning she would plead with him to stop ripping them off Because it was making her sick. He told her he couldn't stop it and that it was perfectly natural. She told him to see a doctor; she was concerned that one day he would blow his guts out. The years went by and he continued to rip them out! Then one Thanksgiving morning as she was preparing the turkey for dinner and he was upstairs sound asleep, she looked at the bowl where she had put the turkey innards and neck, gizzard, liver and all the spare parts and a malicious thought came to her. She took the bowl and went upstairs where her hu

Randomness...
Well, it's Friday and the Blogathon starts tomorrow. I'm still in need of some sponsors so if you are willing/able, please help me out. The Blogathon is a 24 hour period where you write a post in a blog every 30 minutes and you do it for the charity of your choice. My charity is the World Wildlife Fund. The Blogathon starts tomorrow morning at 6am (PST)! I can take donations throughout. Now, I will never see a penny of this money. It's going to be paid online through Blogathon (so they can keep track) and go directly to the World Wildlife Fund. You will have to sign up on the Blogathon site but I assure you they will not sell your email address or send you spam. It's just so I know who sponsored me. If you sponsor, I promise to give you a lovely gift! SPONSOR ME!!! I don't understand why people think that they can just look at my naughty pictures when I don't even know them. I friend you without even knowing you so that I may be able to create a real friendship

To Friends For Friends...
""""Friendship . . . . . . is you. . . . is love. . . . is shared. . . . is forgiving. . . . is understanding. . . . is shared secrets. . . . heals many hurts. . . . is not judgmental. . . . is shared laughter. . . . is slow and steady. . . . can be angry at times. . . . is dependable and true. . . . is more precious than silver or gold. . . . is meant to be savored like fine wine. . . . is not perfect, much like we are not perfect. . . . does not hold grudges or demand perfection. . . . makes all the wrong things in life, right somehow. . . . is meant to be gulped like lemonade on a hot summer day. . . . is always there, through times of trial, happy times and hard times. . . . just happens, but once discovered, needs to be tended like a beautiful garden. . . . is a road to be traveled slowly, remembering the sights and sounds. . . . is strength when you are too weak to notice its there. . . . is a cherished moment of mutual understanding. . . . reaches into

Tell Me......
“So, tell me your fantasy,” he asked. “What?” she blushed at the unexpected question. “Come on. I’m curious.” “Are you kidding me?” She laughed and glanced up at the waiter who suddenly appeared to pour the last of the Australian red wine in their glasses and supervise the bussing of their dinner dishes. “Would you like anything else?” the waiter queried. He raised his eyebrows at her, and she shook her head almost imperceptibly and said, “I’m fine.” He said to the waiter, “No thanks. Just the check, please.” “Very well, sir.” When the waiter disappeared in between the tiny tables and the trendy Tribeca restaurant, he said, “Let’s go back to my place and have coffee.” She looked at him curiously over her glass of wine, “Okay.” She smiled. She had met him nearly five years earlier when she moved to the city and he was doing business with her company. During that time, he had sold his business and she had been promoted to another division, yet

Adages
The 29th of this month I will have been dating the love of my life for 1 year. Several years ago I met a man and thought I was in love, but oh how stupid and silly I was. Until I met the love of my life I had never truly been in love. He has added so much to my life which has caused so many changes for me. I smile more now than ever. I see my life turning out differently than I had thought. I am more of a woman now. He is not just my boyfriend, he is the love of my life. He is my best friend, my confidant, the shoulder I cry on, my reason for getting up in the mornings, the person I laugh with, the man who loves me for who I am. He is the man who puts up with all of my craziness, the one who calms me down when I am mad and the voice of reason. I could go on and on, but I won't. All I can say is to the love of my life, I love you more and more every day. Thank you for being a part of my life and thank God for bringing you to me. I love you. Live Well, Laugh Often and Love M

What Do You Think!!!
A lot of truth in this The following was written by Ben Stein and recited by him on CBS Sunday Morning Commentary. My confession: I am a Jew, and every single one of my ancestors was Jewish. And it does not bother me even a little bit when people call those beautiful lit up, bejeweled trees Christmas trees. I don't feel threatened. I don't feel discriminated against. That's what they are: Christmas trees. It doesn't bother me a bit when people say, 'Merry Christmas' to me. I don't think they are slighting me or getting ready to put me in a ghetto. In fact, I kind of like it. It shows that we are all brothers and sisters celebrating this happy time of year. It doesn't bother me at all that there is a manger scene on display at a key intersection near my beach house in Malibu. If people want a creche, it's just as fine with me as is the Menorah a few hundred yards away. I don't like getting pushed around for being a Jew, and I don't think Christians like getting pushed around

Web Of Power
~THE WEB OF POWER~ There are many different "muscles" in the body of higher consciousness, and we learn to exercise all of them. If you learn to exercise only the left arm, the right arm becomes weak; it is important to exercise both arms. You understand the physical plane. You are now learning how to dance with with the higher energies. You are learning about the subtler bodies. You are learning about the luminous fibers of your being, the web of power. And the web of power can be used in many ways. You can use it to hold you as you cross a great abyss. You spirit shield grabs onto some of your luminous fibers as it moves out into the universe. That luminous fiber is never let go of-it is attached to the physical body like a silver thread. You can follow it back simply by using your intent.

Christian
Have you heard about this case? Great answer from the judge!In Florida , an atheist became incensed over the preparation of Easter and Passover holidays. He decided to contact his lawyer about the discrimination inflicted on atheists by the constant celebrations afforded to Christians and Jews with all their holidays while atheists had no holiday to celebrate.The case was brought before a judge. After listening to the long passionate presentation by the lawyer, the Judge banged his gavel and declared, 'Case dismissed!'The lawyer immediately stood and objected to the ruling and said, 'Your honor, how can you possibly dismiss this case? The Christians have Christmas, Easter and many other observances. Jews have Passover, Yom Kippur and Hanukkah...yet my client and all other atheists have no such holiday!'The judge leaned forward in his chair and simply said, 'Obviously your client is too confused to even know about, much less celebrate his own atheists' holiday!'The lawyer pompously said

The Thoughts Of Cameraman
oh one of the joys of life is dealing with the clowns in nigeria who tells us that we've got millions of dollars waiting for us. I've just wasted some clown's time for an hour on messenger - and he thinks i'm going to send him $12000 so that I can get $5m out of africa. ask for more info! Thought it's about time that I joined the blogging band-wagon, to add a few random thoughts of my own. Well, why not? If anybody wants to say anything about what I say, then do please feel free to get in touch. I'll try to reply promptly, but can't always guarantee that. For a start, working three days a week in an internet-free office makes life complicated enough as it is, without keeping up-to-date with fans, friends or family or any other passers-by. There's another blog of mine on the go, which I started a year ago, to report on my three-week massive (well, it was to me) trip of a life time. 'Bout time I caught up on that as well. Any-old-how, yesterday was mixed: I scatt

Very Welcome
Hey everyone,just a note to say I"M HAVIN A BLAST meeting all the wonderful people on CT,makein new friends,reading blogs and just havin a great time with cool azz peeps. Anyways, i got a few of my friends to join CT and one of them is my bestest friend in the whole world !!!!Do me a favor and check her out,rate,.fan and befriend her!! her name is naturemama and she is just the coolets best friend anyone could have. stop by bi and show her some LOVE !! thnxs in advance for you love and kind words !!!

Kickass Streamin Radio Stations
97.5 KMOD....TULSA'S ROCK STATION! HERE'S THE LINK; http://2005.kmod.com/main.html (it's a kickass local rock station here in Ok. I listen to it everyday,if you've heard of "R.D MERCER" WELL,THIS IS HIS HOME STATION,COME CHECK IT OUT,IT FUCKIN ROCKS! The Legend Continues Phil Stone and Brent Douglas... still whupin' ass after all these years Every Morning Catch Phil & Brent and the rest of the Morning Zoo every weekday morning from 6-10 and don't forget the Best of the Morning Zoo Saturday mornings Here's How It All Goes Down; Mondays: it's Morning Zoo Weatherman Dick Lexia with the five day forecast and the Top 11 list Tuesdays: win valuable prizes if you can Stump the Zoo. General knowledge trivia only please. Good Luck!! Wednesdays: learn a little something you probably didn't want to know with Phil's Phast Phacts and get a behind the scenes look at the Phil & Brent Show with Producer Brett's Weblog Thursdays: join Gaseous and Upchuckus for anot

The Right Thing To Do!!!!!!!!!
I HAVE SEEN ALL THE BULLETINS ON MY FRIEND FAT SONNY AND FRANKLY I DONT GIVE A DAMN WHAT YOU PEOPLE SAY ABOUT HIM OR TOWARDS HIM- HE IS NOT THE WAY THAT CERTIAN PEOPLE MAKE HIM OUT TO BE. SONNY BELIEVE IT OR NOT HAS A HEART FOR OTHERS AND HE HAS A SOUL TOO. I AM SO DAMN TIRED OF THE BULLSHIT I WAKE UP TOO ON HERE- CHERRYTAP TO ME HAS BECOME A PLACE TO BAD MOUTH THE INNOCENT AND THE ONES THAT OOOPS YOU FORGET- PUT YOUR ASSES IN THE TOP DOG LEAGUE!!! IF ALL THE SHIT ON HERE TO YOU IS ABOUT PUTTING PEOPLE DOWN THEN LET ME GIVE YOU A REASON TO REMOVE YOURSELF FROM MY LIST--- REASON ONE.-- I HATE YOUR DRAMA FILLED BULLETINS!! WILL NOT REPOST A DAMN THING FOR YOU. 2. I AM NOT HERE TO MAKE YOUR LIFE ANY BETTER THAN IT WAS THE DAY YOU SIGNED ON THIS SIGHT, SO DONT BOTHER. 3. FRIENDS TO ME IS A TREASURE, NOT A NESSESITY OF LIFE. 4. IF YOU HAVE HEART, YOU ARE A REAL PERSON AND I WILL ADD YOU IF YOU WANT ME TOO BUT THE CRAPPY ASSED WAYS YOU ALL HAVE OF PUTTING YOUR SELFS IN THE POSITION TO PLA

Stop The War
So far the so called war has cost over 3200 American lives and close to 1/2 TRILLION dollars what a waste. There are better things we could have used the tax payers money on! http://nationalpriorities.org/index.php?option=com_wrapper&Itemid=182

Pagan/wicca Spirit Blog
I just completed my autumn/winter ritual.I blogged yesterday about gathering up acorns and using them to surround a candle (take flat round candle,put in bowl,fill up surrounding space with acorns)..and this morning i used to gathered up fallen leaves in part 2 of the ritual.I just felt that early morning was the best time to do it...the ritual was all about the changing of the seasons and letting go of old past hurt and memories so that new fresh energy and people and things can happen.I put all the fallen leaves in my mini cauldron(a cauldron is a round metal pot,usually on three legs, you can use for all kinds of ritual purposes).I said a prayer to the spirits to guide me into the new year and let the old energy/hurt fall away and give me strenth for what i know will come...then i took the cauldron outside on my porch and burned the leaves inside.The ritual is now complete. I am a witch that keeps all rituals simple.I dont rehearse what i will say to the spirits in my prayers.I f

Love
WHEN I LOOK AT YOU I AM BLOWN AWAY "I LOVE YOU" ARE NOT JUST WORDS I SAY WHEN I THINK OF YOU I GET CHOKED UP INSIDE MY FEELINGS ARE SO STRONG THEY ARE IMPOSSIBLE TO HIDE I SEE LOVE IN EVERYTHING YOU DO I LONG EVERYDAY AND NIGHT TO BE WITH YOU I LONG TO HOLD YOUR HAND AND STROKE YOUR FACE I LONG TO CARESS YOUR SKIN AND FEEL YOUR WARM EMBRACE I LONG TO SEE YOUR SMILE THAT LIGHTS UP ANY ROOM I LONG TO HEAR YOUR VOICE THAT ALWAYS MAKES ME SWOON I LONG TO FEEL YOU TOUCH MY SKIN AND FEEL THE FIRE IT IGNITES WITHIN I LONG TO MAKE PASSIONATE LOVE TOGETHER I LONG TO BE YOUR WOMAN FOREVER I LONG TO SPEND MY LIFE BY YOUR SIDE TO SCREAM TO THE WORLD THAT YOU ARE MINE BUT SADLY YOU DO NOT BELONG TO ME I KNOW THAT NOW IT IS PLAIN TO SEE MANY OTHERS OCCUPY YOUR HEART AND MIND CLEARLY YOU ARE NOT ONLY MINE SO FROM THIS DREAM I MUST AWAKE IF FOR NO REASON THEN FOR MY HEARTS SAKE I WIPE THE TEAR THAT RUNS DOWN MY CHEEK AND I CLOSE MY EYES AND TRY TO GO BACK

Anzac Day ((lest We Forget))
Anzac Day! 25-April Despite my image, there are some things in this world, that i actually do care about! So This blog, to some of you 'inconsiderate UCKFAYS ' might seem boring! so excuse my pig latin again but UCKFAY OUYAY!! This ONE single day in every year, we take the time to remember the brave soldiers that fought for US, that fought for THEMSELFS that fought for YOU, and mostly that fought for our country AUSTRALIA! we were allied forces with NEW ZEALAND and went to WAR in Gallipoli.The plan was to capture Constantinople (now Istanbul), capital of the Ottoman Empire and an ally of Germany.OVER 8,000 Australian soldiers were killed. News of the landing at Gallipoli made a profound impact on Australians at home and 25 April quickly became the day on which Australians remembered the sacrifice of those who had died in war. Fires burned in Europe, Our young men gathered round, They emptied out our cities And our farms and country towns: We gave them 3 months training And a fa

Hedging In On The Over-30 Crowd...
A Quick Introduction, then back to the killing April 11th 2007 02:53 I don't know how many blogs I've gone through with dissatisfaction. Which is not the fault of any blogging spot. After a certain point, I began to heavily censor myself. While it is always going to generally be my ramblings on one thing or another, I figured I needed to keep away anything that really got in my mind. Usually because its effects could disrupt others in my life. And I still have that concern, but I also feel like I am stifling myself in order to be the good boy. And, so, instead any frustrations get carried out in other manners and my interest in doing any almost-substantial writing also lags. Which is dissatisfying even more. So, I stumbled in here. It'd be nice to make some money, but for the most part I just wanted a concrete place where I can ramble. I will post opinions, views, information that may be of interest to others (and I will throw up an appropriate title when these posts come along),

Marine Poetry
Some people think we came from hell, others think we should all go there. Then there are the wise ones who are glad we are around. So what does it take to be a Marine? I admit, you have to be a bit foolish, a little daring, somewhat adventurous, looking for a challenge and according to most parents-crazy. Why? Because we are special. We train differently, we act differently, we think like no others, we take chances where others never would, we do more with less, we are overflowing with pride. We wear our uniform with pride, we hold our heads up high with pride and our families are proud of us. Our country respects us, there are those who are not fond of us and the enemy fear us. So, unless you've been a Marine, no one really understands us or what it takes to be a Marine. We are damn proud to be called "Marine". You can find a former Marine in all walks of life. People say we're dummies, stupid, crazy, obnoxious, animals. THEY JUST DON'T KNOW!!!! I have met former Marines who are law

Wow ... What A Night
Man crashes during 110 mph chase Date published: 4/27/2007 BY KEITH EPPS A Stafford County man picked up multiple charges following a three-locality flight from the law Wednesday during which his speed reached 110 mph, police said. The incident began about 2:30 a.m. when a Spotsylvania deputy made a traffic stop in the Four-Mile Fork area. It ended several minutes later after the suspect crashed into a passing motorist as he got onto State Route 3 east in Stafford County from the Blue and Gray Parkway. Police reports did not indicate any serious injury to the innocent motorist. The suspect, 26-year-old Jason Musselman, was taken to Mary Washington Hospital after complaining of abdominal pain, police said. Spotsylvania sheriff's Lt. Eddie Peck said the suspect sped away from a deputy after being stopped about 2:30 a.m. Peck said the deputy didn't pursue the suspect because he recognized him from previous encounters. Peck said the driver drove down Lafayette Boulevard

Salute Pics!
ya know, i first posted a salute pic usin my cell phone cuz thats all that i had. I just posted another one using a friends web cam and it sucks too, i bet im going to have to go out and buy some damn expensive ass camera to be able to get a good pic for a salute.....that sucks cause i dont have that much to spend..........but maybe hopefully it'll work, if not oh well.....i guess ill be stuck where im at forever....

Birdy
Shattered Dreams Somewhere someone is dreaming of your smile, Ready to walk the entire mile. But instead he lay here head upon the pillow, Looking outside to the large weeping willow, How easy it would be to climb down, he’d say, How easy it would be to run away. He loves this girl with all his heart And thinks to himself we’re not far apart. So he decides to go for a leap to the nearest branch, that’s only a few feet. So into the window he climbs, Just to trip up on the blinds. He manages to take a leap with all his might, But falls short to his fright. He falls to the ground two stories it seems. And there on the ground lye’s a boy with shattered dreams. Punctured by a stake, he shall never wake. And this is the end of this boys life. Never to grow up and have that girl as his wife. Two women friends had gone for a girl's night out. Both were very faithful and loving wives, however, they had gotten a little over-enthusiastic on the Bacardi Breezers. Incredibly

Joke Of The Day
A little boy comes home from school and tells his father, "I got an F in math today." His father replies, "What happened?" The boy says, "Well, my teacher asked me, 'What's 3 times 2', and I said '6.'" The father replies, "Well, that's correct." The boy says, "I know. Then she asked me, 'What's 2 times 3.'" The father then replies, "Well, what the fuck is the difference?" The boys says, "Well that's what I said!" So i have this friend that i have been talking to a lot lately. And she calls me this morning after i had gotten home from work and we are talking about stuff ( we have been talking about getting a place together for the last week). In the middle of our conversation she starts talking about how she was talking to Troy (her ex) and he told her that he had a dream about her and in this dream she told him she loves him. Normally this wouldn't bother me much because we are just friends, but when i'm with this friend if she talks about a guy she likes i get thi

Help My Band
Ok so here's the deal, my band Crucible is in a battle of the bands type contest for a chance to go on tour and what we need to help us get some more points is more people to add our myspace profile to their friend list. We won't spam you or anything like that, we just need the friends to help us out, If you add us it would greatly be appriciated. If you help out and add us I'll try to help you here on cherrytap with as many points as i can so send me a message if you add us. My bands myspace page is http://www.myspace.com/cruciblemetal

Some Pomes By Me
As I lay here tonight Thinking about you And how happy I am That I have you in my life Its been a such a long time Since I felt this way I can only hope That this felling Wont fade away I hope its stay An that you will stay with me too For I don’t know what I would do If you were no longer in my life I cant imaging what it would be like Bet I do know one thing I think I would just die I know we have only Know each other for a short time But in this time I have grown so close to you I fell like I can tell you anything With out the fear of judgment I trust you with my life I trust you with My most darkest of secrets I love the way That you can make Me smile and laugh And when I’m at my sadist I know I can count on you To help me get though it all I dreamed about you last night We were together In all sense of the meaning No more waiting No more wanting No more longing I had you with me I could taste you kisses Oh

Uh Yea
I cant help but to dream I wake up next to you maybe someday I can get lost within you worlds apart but so close we are lets alter physics and create a spark from nothing but conversation I need no explaination just enjoying elation oh how I love how you make me feel I give no thought to it not being real I want you to feel the way I do I want you to dream your near me too lets travel lets go so far away no baggage needed lets go in our minds maybe we'll find our passion in time maybe someday I can get lost in ur soul lets get together an lose control oh hell....maybe i'm just dreaming

Should I Really Care?
i dont need emails, i dont need crushes, i dont need comments, not even so much. for i have his heart and you could only wish, that you could have what we have, so laugh it up you silly bitch!!! u may think that i'm tlkin foolish u've heard that i'm wild and i'm free u may wonder how i can promise u love this love that i feel for u always will be ur not just time that i'm killin i'm no longer one of those guys as sure as i live... this love that i give is gonna be urs until the day that i die i'm gonna love u forever forever and ever amen as long as old men sit and tlk about the weather as long as old women sit and tlk about old men if u wonder how long i'll be faithful... i'll be happy to tell u again... i'm gonna love u forever and ever forever and ever amen. they say time takes it's toll on a body makes the young girls blond hair turn gray well hunny i don't care... i ain't in love with ur hair and if it all fell out.. i'd love u anyway they say time can play

Performance Piece - 531
I was thinking of doing a performance piece... Entitled 531 Where I leave 531 marks on my body... [Now, by marks, I'm sure you people can guess what I mean.] 531 marks for the 531 days... Get it? Kinda creepy that I know the number. Plus, I'll need someone to document it. I think I can make it a final piece you know... go out with a bang. People will be like DAMN, she's so hardcore. [Seriously, that will be what's said.] I'll leave an artist statement, explaining why... Why the number, the cause of the pain... things of that nature. More like a letter really... That final letter you leave. [You all know what I am talking about.] Then people cant hurt me. Then I wont cry at night. Then I will finally get some sleep.

Army Life
he is gone. he left about an hour ago to go up to the unit and then they are leaving out in a few hours. so here it is, hubby is leaving soon. i haven't got the specific date but it's coming up really quick. ya know, it wouldn't be all that bad if i wasn't in germany. this isn't my first one, but it's not going to be my last either. i'm not complaining, i know its his job and i knew when i married him this might happen. i'm just saying that this time is really hard. i can't go home to moms because i live on the other side of the world. in 26(almost 27) years, this is the first time i've ever been this far away from home. and i have no phone right now so it's not like i can call anyone. i have great friends(family to me) here on ct. but you just need to hear a familiar voice every once in a while. it's crazy and maybe i'm over reacting, but it doesn't get any easier when they leave. i know all spouses feel that way. he is gone. he left about an hour ago to go up to the unit and then th

Does Anyone Read This
to my friends that are no longer logging on to cherry tap and thus no longer keeping in touch with me i will be removing you not that im mad or anthing i just don't see the point you can allways get back intouch with me.....to those new friends if you have been keeping in touch you will be spared....that is all goodnight wash you hands...peace

Darfur Situation.....thing People Dont Realize!
Darfur is experiencing an ongoing genocide and needs our voices to help stop the extreme poverty and dislocation of people. There are many families without homes, children without parents, food and clothes....we need to unite as one and take a stand against this serious problem! please take the time to read this and help even if it is just hosting a banner on your page or signing the delaration. there is so much we can do and every voice counts....visit these sites for more information....just think what if it were YOU in this situation! www.one.org www.standnow.org www.savedarfur.org The ongoing genocide in the Darfur region of western Sudan began in 2003, when the government of Sudan began sponsoring attacks against the people of Darfur. The genocide has claimed 400,000 lives and displaced over 2,500,000 people. More than one hundred people continue to die each day. About the size of Texas, the Darfur region is home to racially mixed tribes of settled peasants, who i

Fear The Kryptonite!
'Kryptonite' discovered in mine The real kryptonite - Jadarite (NHM) Very definitely not green Kryptonite is no longer just the stuff of fiction feared by caped superheroes. A new mineral matching its unique chemistry - as described in the film Superman Returns - has been identified in a mine in Serbia. According to movie and comic-book storylines, kryptonite is supposed to sap Superman's powers whenever he is exposed to its large green crystals. The real mineral is white and harmless, says Dr Chris Stanley, a mineralogist at London's Natural History Museum. "I'm afraid it's not green and it doesn't glow either - although it will react to ultraviolet light by fluorescing a pinkish-orange," he told BBC News. Rock heist Researchers from mining group Rio Tinto discovered the unusual mineral and enlisted the help of Dr Stanley when they could not match it with anything known previously to science. Once the London expert had unravelled the mineral's chemical make-up,

Patriotism
MURPHY’S LAWS OF COMBAT OPERATIONS Military intelligence is a contradiction of terms. You are not a superman. Don't ever be the first, don't ever be the last and don't ever volunteer to do anything. Never stand when you can sit, never sit when you can lie down, never stay awake when you can sleep. A Purple Heart just proves that you were smart enough to think of a plan, stupid enough to try it, and lucky enough to survive. Peace is our profession, mass murder's just a hobby. Killing for peace is like whoring for virginity. If it's stupid but works, it's not stupid. If only one solution can be found for a field problem, then it is usually a stupid solution. B-52's are the ultimate in close air support. Remember that napalm is an area weapon. Mines are an equal opportunity weapon. Smart bombs have bad days too. There is no such place as a convenient foxhole. Anything you do can get you shot, including doing nothing. It's not the one with y

Low-fat Babies
Storm over scientists' formula milk bid By Mike Swain BRITISH scientists are planning to develop baby milk which, it is claimed, will allow babies to be slim for the rest of their lives. The formula baby food will contain the hormone leptin, which turns off hunger in the brain. Scientists claim it would protect from obesity and diabetes even if the children later went on a high-fat diet. It follows remarkable results in feeding leptin to pregnant mother rats, which protected their offspring from later obesity. But last night, other experts were sceptical that it would have the same result in babies. And fears have been raised about the safety of tampering with babies' brains in such a fundamental way. The anti-fat infant foods are being planned at the Clore Laboratory, University of Buckingham. Mike Cawthorne, who heads the research team, said: "The supplemented milks are simply adding back something that was originally present - breast milk contains leptin and fo

Requiem For Your Funeral
Twenty One Lashes A feeling like nothing ever felt. Shivers down your spine of this new discovery. Promise made to not invest too much. Yet those always seem to get broken. Time slowly passed and it seemed like forever. Comfort knowing exactly what to expect. And then one day you find out you're wrong. Things seemed too perfect some how. Nothing ever goes just as planned. Mistakes made and not can be said to mend. An emotional avalanche it has been lately. One thing after another seems to happen. Not stuck between a rock and a hard place. More complicated and knotted than known. Armor strong yet weak spots exist. And you happen to pierce right through. I invested too much in you. (c) Ann Kelly Saturday, May 5, 2007 So I got back tonight from my little trip to California for my great aunt and uncle's service. I left Sunday. Even leaving turned into an adventure. I got up, thinking I had plenty of time. Well I finally decided to get in the shower, shortly

Moment To Chill
-JUST GIVE ME 10 MINUTES.... -I JUST NEED 10 MINUTES ALONE -NOT TO DEAL WITH A THING -AND NOT ANSWER MY PHONE -JUST TO IG. MY 2 WAY -IG. THE SHIT IN THE STREETS -JUST LET ME SMOKE THIS ONE CIG. IN PEACE -PLEASE -SOME DAYS I DON'T WANNA BE BOTHERED -SOME DAYS I JUST MISS MY BROTHER -HE'S LOOKIN' AT 26 MONTHS FED TIME -AND IF BY A MIRACLE HE MAKE IT HALF WAY OUT -IT WONT BE PAROL YALL IT BE THE HALF WAY HOUSE -CUZ HES AN ADDICT -AND ADDICTS CAN'T DO HALF OF NOTHING -SOME DAYS I DON'T WANNA BE SEEN -SOME DAYS I DON'T SHOWER -I DON'T WANNA BE CLEAN -BUT LOOK SOME TIME THE TRUTH CAN HURT YOU -SO I BLOW MY CIG. SMOKE RIGHT AT THE TRUTH COMMERCIALS -SOME DAYS I DON'T WANNA BE BOTHERED -SOME DAYS I JUST MISS MY FATHER -SO GIVE ME 10 MINUTES.... -I JUST NEED 10 MINUTES ALONE -NOT TO DEAL WITH A THING -AND NOT ANSWER MY PHONE -JUST TO IG. MY 2 WAY -IG. THE SHIT IN THE STREETS -JUST LET ME SMOKE THIS ONE CIG. IN PEACE -PLEASE -AND TO ALL YOU DUDES PRAYING THAT I L

What Would You Do
Overview: I had to take my son's lizard to the vet. Here's what happened: Just after dinner one night, my son came up to tell me there was "something wrong" with one of the two lizards he holds prisoner in his room. "He's just lying there looking sick," he told me. "I'm serious, Dad. Can you help?" I put my best lizard healer expression on my face and followed him into his bedroom. One of the little lizards was indeed lying on his back, looking stressed. I immediately knew what to do. "Honey," I called, "come look at the lizard!" "Oh, my gosh!" my wife exclaimed. "She's having babies." "What?" my son demanded. "But their names are Bert and Ernie, Mom!" I was equally outraged. "Hey, how can that be? I thought we said we didn't want them to reproduce," I said accusingly to my wife. "Well, what do you want me to do, post a sign in their cage?" she inquired (I think she actually said this sarcastically!). "No, but you were supposed to get two boys!" I r

Why
I was watching Fresh Prince of Belair lastnight, and it was the epasode where Will's father comes back for alittle wile. It showed where Will at first didn't trust his father, then over time started to become proud of his father, and let him strongly back into his life. Making a father son bond that Will had missed through most of his life. Anyways the show ended where Will's father had come to tell will that he needs to break the plans that they had, because of a "important job." Will ends up going off on his Uncle Phil. Talkin about how much his father wasnt there for him, and how much better of a father that Will would be compaired to his father. Then the show ends with Will asking why his own father don't want him. I've seen this one epasode the most outa all of them truth be told because it's my favorit one. But no matter how meny times I watch it, it still makes me break down, and start the water works. See the sad thing is that there are so meny other cases li

My Opinion On Cocks
My opinion on cocks is....When God was finished making a man.. He had some left over elbow skin he hadn't a clue what to do with.. so he sat around thinking..pondering.. wondering..then he thought.. "I will form up a cock" and SHAZAM!!!Man had a cock! (Let's face it.. cocks aren't attractive to look at, they are good for sucking and fucking and a friend of mine said, "they are a good tool to write your name in the snow with, lol..other than that.. ICK!!...)

Bs From Email
> REMINDER....8 days from today, all cell phone numbers are being released >>to telemarketing companies and you will start to receive sales calls. >> >>.....YOU WILL BE CHARGED FOR THESE CALLS >> >>To prevent this, call the following number from your cell >>phone:888-382-1222. or go to www.donotcall.gov you get a confirmation to activate this in enail must click the link inemail for it to work >> >>It is the National DO NOT CALL list. It will only take a minute of your >>time. >>It blocks your number for five (5) years. >>You must call from the cell phone number you want to have blocked. >>You cannot call from a different phone number. >> >>HELP OTHERS BY PASSING THIS ON TO ALL YOUR FRIENDS. >>It takes about 20 seconds. An elementary school class started a class project to make planters to take home to their parents. They wanted to have a plant in it that was easy to take care of, so they decided to use cactus plants. The students were give

Feelings
Longing for the day your mine, I think true love is something I will never find, I always long for the day our eyes meet, That would be my hearts only defeat, I wish you were there to wipe my tears, Tell me everythings ok when I tell you my fears, Your touch I want to feel, Your the only one that can make my wounds heal!!! Why does life feel like this? Why do people say they care, and when your down they're no where around?Your voice I hear and its a soothing sound,Where did you go? You said you'd always be there but why am I here alone?What did I do so wrong to make you hate me?All I wanted to do is make you happy.so now Im left to pick up the pieces of my broken heart, and its a bitch get my life to a start...All I wanted was you, now Im left to find something new... Will I ever be loved again? Will I ever be happy? What do I do with this cold heart you left me? MyHotComments / HotFreeLayouts

Assurances Of The Master
[The following is a portion of an essay entitled "Are You A Script Master?," by Mystik. The entire essay is worth reading and can be found at www.the-iron-gate.com. This portion is really the most important part, in My opinion. Thanks for taking time to read it.] ASSURANCES OF THE MASTER W/we will go as slow as you need to. you will be encouraged to communicate, so if anything is too fast, I will gain your trust by stopping, and NOT trying to convince you to go on at that moment. I know you want to please, but I must care for you. you may not know that something is too fast for you, but if you have any doubts, we will go onto other things. you are a human being with needs. I will not ignore them. I will not be perfect, but I will learn. I will respect your priceless gift. you have a unique personality. The intent of My commands is not to reduce you to reading a script. This would create yet another false self, and a betrayal of what you seek. What

Bored.....
god im so horny tonight? u know what would help? seeing some naughty pics some of u guys got!! So if u got any naughty pics let me know so i can rate them for u!! Damn i love being naughty lol!! OH this should be interesting... CAUSE.... YOU GOT F**KED!!!!! That's right, time to start the game. Post this to see how many will sleep with you! How many will kiss you! How many will marry you! How many will have your kids or you want them to have your kids! How many will make love to you! How many want to make out with you! And the catch? If you want to do these things to the person who sent this. LET THEM KNOW!!!! Don't hide, don't be bashful. Tell them and they might thank you for it. Give them the opportunity to respond by Reposting!!!! If you don't. You will have some bad luck 7 people has a crush on me!! I didn't know i was that lovable lol!! I love u all!! Thank u!! Muah!!

Lessons Learned In Life
FAKE FRiENDS: Never ask for food.. ... REAl FRiENDS: are the reason you have no food.. . . FAKE FRiENDS: Call your parents Mr/Mrs... . REAl FRiENDS: Call your parents DAD/MOM .... FAKE FRiENDS: bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. .... REAl FRiENDS: Would sit next to you sayin "Damn ... we fucked up ... but that shit was fun!"..... FAKE FRiENDS: never seen you cry.... . REAl FRiENDS: cry with you . ... FAKE FRiENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back... . REAl FRiENDS: keep your shit so long they forget its yours... .. FAKE FRiENDS: know a few things about you... .. REAl FRiENDS: Could write a book about you with direct quotes from you... .. FAKE FRiENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing.... . REAl FRiENDS: Will kick the whole crowds ass that left you... .. FAKE FRiENDS: Would knock on your front door.. ... REAl FRiENDS: Walk right in and say "I'M HOME!" .... FAKE FRiENDS: Are

Im Back!!
STAIND LYRICS "Outside" And you Can bring me to my knees Again All the times That I could beg you please In vain All the times That I felt insecure For you And I leave My burdens at the door But I'm on the outside I'm looking in I can see through you See your true colors 'Cause inside you're ugly You're ugly like me I can see through you See to the real you All the times That I felt like this won't end It's for you And I taste What I could never have It was from you All the times That I've cried My intentions Full of pride But I waste More time than anyone But I'm on the outside And I'm looking in I can see through you See your true colors 'Cause inside you're ugly You're ugly like me I can see through you See to the real you All the times That I've cried All this wasted It's all inside And I feel All this pain Stuffed it down It's back again And I lie Here in bed All alone I can't mend But I feel Tomorrow will be OK

Poem
The wind blows through the trees Making an erie sound as I walk down the deserted street I see you there Clad in the garments of your choice So strange, yet so familiar You look the same as the last time I saw you Bringing back memories of a time when you were mine Before you found her I try to hide before you see me To face you would be more than I can bear With one last sad look at your beautiful face I turn the corner And you are gone But the memories remain

Poems Of Him
Years pass me by in minutes Without you by my side Everyday I'm haunted By a love to strong to die I cant let go of this false hope I'll wait for you long after I'm gone In this life or the next,we meant to be together Everytime I close my eyes I see your face But in reality,your not there And though my fingers transpire the past The feel of your body is real for a moments grasp I still hear the echo of your laughter And words you spoke to me long ago Come back to me,clear as day Your memory is as real as you For I needed something to hold onto I constructed all the ghosts of yesterday Into today,and with me now,you'll forever stay You come to me,drunk as I remember you to be youvebeen looking for answers,in the bottom of your bottle,you drank away another dream,Now your looking for some comfort,the kind that can't be bought.You know I'll take you in,you know I'll I'll treat you right.And in each others arms,we try to take this road to nowhere,somewhere

Name In Sexual Dictionary
/giftube.com/" target="_blank">Giftube.com Melissa -- [noun]:A skimpy piece of lingere 'How will you be defined in the sexual dictionary?' at QuizUniverse.com Your Personality Is Idealist (NF) You are a passionate, caring, and unique person. You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals. You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily. Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings. You seek out other empathetic people to befriend. Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships. In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily. At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career. With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone. As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style. On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favor

Please Do Not Copy These!!!!!!written With A Pen!!!!!!!! These Were Written By A 'friend'!!!!
I was lying on my bed when the thoughts of him began to creep in. His eyes staring down at me, his lips curling when he sees me, his muscles tightening as he touches me. I keep thinking of him, I keep seeing him, I keep imaging him . . . And yet I don’t have him. All I have are the thoughts like these: He crawled up beside me on the bed and gently touched my cheek. He ran his hand through my hair and watched me as I sighed. He ran his fingers up along the black nylons I had worn just for him. He played with them for a minute as I just drank him in. I love his smell; I run my hands across his shoulders and lean into him further. He was caressing my foot as I lay back on the pillows and ran my finger nails up and down his back. I know it won’t be long before he gives in and turns to face me once again. Then there he is, his eyes blazing with desire and lips moist and waiting as he pulls me to him. He is kissing me like I had never been kissed before, with such fire, such

Things I Like
Well i would like to say.... I LOVE WOMEN....Red Heads with green eyes or blue are like yummy or eye candy...The Forbidden treasure....Blonds are like Diamond's a Graceful Gem that has alot of fun....Brunettes are "What can you say!" THE BOMB... And ethnic i don't have any a woman is a woman not a color,But something true with feeling...So if there are any women out there who would like to know more ...JUST ASK.... Well I just Uploaded New pictures ...So i hope some like and people will rate them

Polyamory
Polyamory (from poly=multiple + amor=love) is the desire, practice, or acceptance of having more than one loving, intimate relationship at a time with the full knowledge and consent of everyone involved. Polyamorous perspectives differ from monogamous perspectives, in that they respect a partner's wish to have second or further meaningful relationships and to accommodate these alongside their existing relationships. The term polyamory is sometimes abbreviated to poly, especially as a form of self-description, and is sometimes described as consensual and/or responsible non-monogamy. Polyamory is usually taken as a description of a lifestyle or relational choice and philosophy, rather than of individuals' actual relationship status at a given moment. There is a certain fluidity in its definition, to accommodate the different shades of meaning which might be covered. Polyamorous relationships are themselves varied, reflecting the choices and philosophies of the individuals concerned.

Just Had A.....lol
LMFAO...STUPID FREAKIN DOWNRATER, HATER OR LOSERS WHATEVER YOU WANNA CALL THEM Canadian Stoner@ fubar To all my friends, family and fans... I would greatly appreciate some help with leveling my man. His work sched. keeps him pretty busy and I just wanna help him out. Please see his link below and send him the same Cherry luvin that you have shared with me!! Dan of the HTA grenade launchers and CT Hubby to ~*J€nn*~ ^ HTA ^@ CherryTAP I SEEM TO IRRITATE, PISS OFF, CONFUSE, OR SOMETHING CERTIAN PEOPLE THAT I CALL FAMILY...SO HERE IS A SIMPLE SOLUTION. I AM GOING TO TAKE A BREAK. YOU ALL CAN GET YOUR SHIT TOGETHER, AND DO IT WITHOUT ME AROUND MAYBE THEN IT CAN HAPPEN HUH? HONESTLY I DON'T THINK I'M TO BLAME BUT AFTER I OPEN MY MOUTH AND PEOPLE "OH WELL GTG LATERS" IS WHAT I GET....WELL YEAH I SEEM TO BE THE PROBLEM....I'M NOT YOU PEOPLE NEED TO GET YOUR SHIT TOGETHER AND SINCE IT SEEMS THAT WHEN I'M ONLINE AND AROUND THAT I'M A 'PROBLEM' I'M FIXING THAT I'M NOT GOING TO

Fear
I guess ive felt it now, the true thing thats called fear, it does start in your gut like most can tell you, Its the little things, sitting in your hmvvw looking over a route and having come over the radio, Minimal dismounts on the ground this area receives a bunch of sniper fire regularly, thats when it hits ya, the fear of that silent death flying at 100 miles through the air, Snipers dont really phase me as much as an ied called an Efp, it use to be when we would drive to places there was a low rate of efp's, due to the fact they cost about $50,000 to go from their home country to being placed on the ground ready to kill my brothers and sisters, the routes we use to drive on where cheap, dirt poor people, you would hardly run into efps but tons of other dangerous ez to spot ieds. The new place we are at will turn your blood cold, make you jump if u hear a loud noise, ive recovered vehicles from efp blast and it usually not pretty, if it punches thru the army your talking about seri

Just Because You're A Hater
You conceived me, hopefully out of love . I had no idea I was such a burden on you at the tender age of 2. That's when you ran and never looked back. In my tender twenty-eight years on this earth, i've acheived and attained many things, all of which you have successfully managed to miss. High school wrestling, prom, graduation. I'm on my own now and just starting to deal with the remnants of what you choose to ignore., what your hormones were so eager to create that night. I strive every day to be the exact OPPOSITE of you. I respect women, I maintain and take care of my responsibilities and when that day comes, that wonderful day that i find a woman to honor me and to be the mother of my children, I hope and pray two things ... 1) I hope to be the best father god allows me to be 2.) One day you will know your grandchild. Animosity is no longer my thing. Eventhough you are merely a sperm donor to me, you are family DEPRAVED DIMENSIONS OF THE MIND.... The world closes in around m

Hubby's Job #2
Hi all, I hope you are all having a good evening. Darryl left for his delivery on Sunday, he left here on Sunday at 12 pm. Well he gets down to the yard in time to pick up his load on time, well the company loading the trailors made a mistake on one, so the driver had to come back, and get his trailor reloaded. Well that pushed Darryl's truck back, so after him getting there on time he didn't get loaded until after 3 pm, which pushed him back for the deliver time, but he got there and he was the first to get there so that's cool. Well when he got reloaded for the back haul, they loaded him over the limit, so he pushed back his tandems and all, still over the weight limit, so he got an over weight ticket!!! He gets back to the yard and his bosses has all kinds of choice words to say to him. That he needs to be careful, and watch how they load the trailor......... yet he did all that and it's still his fault that he got the ticket!! WTF is that. They paid for the ticket, and now he h

10 Absolute Truths About Working At Skulls Unlimited
***10 Absolute Truths about Skulls Unlimited*** 1. No matter how many pairs of gloves you wear, you will inevitably get something warm, wet and sticky on your nose-picking finger/s. 2. Your dog/cat/ferret/other pet will lick the bottom of your shoes and then want to thank you for the experience by licking your face. Smile, it's probably worse than other pet ass. 3. You will always smell funny. So will your car/house/washer and dryer/carpet/bed/bathtub and spouse. Try taking that fourth shower today, I dare ya. Care for some Febreze? 4. There is no polite way to work your job into a conversation. Lying about it only makes it worse (See #3). 5. You are a forensic lab's worst nightmare, or best case study. Please don't get arrested. 6. It's not dandruff, it's adipocere. Explain THAT to your stylist. 7. You can smell an insect nest a mile away. You KNOW what bug frass smells like (should be its own number). 8. You always win the "Guess the Roadkill" game on roadtrip

My Zodiac
Capricorn You are very successful in life and are always planning for the future. You are probably already in a committed relationship and enjoy the intimacy that comes with your lovemaking. You are direct with your lover about what you like and you like it when they are direct with you. You have excellent sex, because you make sure that it’s a custom fit for yourself. Sex matches: Taurus, Virgo, Scorpio Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Sorry
just wanted to let everyone know i am sorry i havent posted comments or replyed back to comments you have sent me. i had surgery on friday so i havent been on much. as soon as i am better i will reply i promise, thank you all for the comments they mean alot. yall take care and be safe ~sabrina~

The Dragon's Horde
The Dragon's Horde (and harem) A dragon must always have its horde, and me being who I am, I want my horde to be submissive creatures of extrodinary inner beauty. Now, if any of you know what a harem really is, the sultan's female family, wives, children, mother, sisters, anything of the sort.. they were all protected in the Sultan's harem.. for this instance however, were using the term Horde to take the place of harem.. and the term 'harem girl' to mean submissive toy of the dragon's pleasure. If you want to be part of my Harem/horde on CT, drop me a line ^.~ but if your afraid of dragon sex, run screaming. So to start, we have Jen A sweet little girl who lusts for the Dragon so much she would happily give her life to lay with one. ^.~ We also have the WONDERFUL Devious The Dungeon Mistress She is such a hot and smart cookie, not a harem girl, but a Harem girl Trainer, and does the job oh so well. DJ Purrr has fled the coup, for reaspons beyond my knowledge she ran screamin

Damn The Tap Is Where Its At
IT SEEMS LIKE A REACCURING STRUGGLE IN MY LIFE I FIND SOME KIND OF HAPPINESS AND THEN POOF ITS GONE I FIND A GIRL I THINK I WANNA BE WITH THEN POOF SHES GONE SOMEDAYS I WANNA LOOK FOR A NEW LOVE OTHER DAYS I FEEL AS IF I'M TRAPPED IN A LIFE STYLE IT FEELS LIKE WHILE EVERYONE IS MOVING ON I'M STUCK INTHE CEMENT.... WHAT SHOULD I DO TO FEEL HAPPY ONCE AGAIN i never thought the tap would be better then myspace i was so wrong lol

Unknown
computers are door to nething life in general people do any thing nd everything on these things and its unknown the reason why people have nothing more interesting in their life other than just keyboard and being able to look at photos of other people just to satisfy their loneliness but i like the fact that people got bored to create sites like this and i would put my drink up for them well have a good one peace-nibbles69

Alert Red Flag, Sex Offender Awearness
This Family Profile Provides The Latest Amber Alerts As We Get Them, Missing Children, And America's Most Wanted Which Also Shows Sex Offenders That Are On The Loose. Just Copy The Link And Place In Your Address Bar. Take A Look. It Was Made For You And The Safety Of Our Children. The Owners Of Red Flag Are Nightshade2526 & Grumpy2553. The Link: http://cherrytap.com/user/836646 We Hope This Will Help All! Help Protect Our Children We Are Their Voice! Please Repost This So Everyone Else In Your List Can Also See & Read This. Thank You For Your Support.

Not Trying To Cause Trouble
I know that you women think that I am a bitch. I just want you to understand my feelings. I'm only hurting. I love Tom so much. I know that you probably don't really care how I feel but here it goes. It breaks my heart to see Tom on the computer with so many women. He spends almost every waking hour on the computer with women. He has so many women friends and naked pics of so many women it hurts me. He is a wonderful man but I feel that he has lost all respect for my feelings. I would have done anything in the world for him. I'm not really a terrible woman just hurting. I'll tell you right now that being in love with the Tomcat will only cause you pain so be very careful. He is a charmer and a very sexy man. He just really loves women. When I had my first account on here, I couldn't even leave him a comment on his page for fear of jealousy of all of you women. I feel that isn't fair since I'm the one who lives with him. NOW he has a CT wife and it isn't me. It all

Just Me
i have poured out my heart and i poured out my tears... not sure when they will stop or if they ever will. maybe its true love just isnt enough. that there has to be more, i dont know what that more is to be... i give all i can give and still feel that isnt enough. there are no promises on what will happen from day 2 day in this life. will the tears ever stop and does a broken heart ever mend?????? who would have ever thought after almost 20 years i would find my sons father on hear... we have not talked or seen eah other in that long and now hear he is. The time we have spent on hear talking and the time we have spent together has remind both of us on much we missed in each others lives..The last we seen each other he was getting married and i knew i was pregnant, but he was my best friend and i wanted him to know happiness so i didnt say a word and couldnt go threw with watchin him marry someone else. For i never got a chance or gutz to tell him how i felt or about the child i just

Firefighters
Firefighters are those crazy people who run into a burning building when all others are running out. Firefighters are those people who wake up in the middle of the night to help an old lady, who fell out of bed. Firefighters are those people who work on half eaten meals because someone needed their help. Firefighters are those people who have a second family that seems just like a first family. Firefighters are those people who never usually get thanked for doing such a good job. Firefighters are those people who have to deal with people dying and people getting hurt. Firefighters are those people who have hearts bigger than the whole universe. Firefighters are those people who are always there in a moments notice when someone needs help. Firefighters are those people who may seem scary to little kids. Firefighters are those heroes that little kids always say that they want to be when they grow up. Firefighters are those people who are the unsung heroes.

A Night Alone.............
It was 6pm on a Friday evening, their kid was away for the weekend and her husband was late. Just as Jade was beginning to worry the phone rang, and she was glad to hear her husband Darius say he was on his way back, he had stopped to collect some things on the way. Before he hung up he asked of her “Meet me on our bed, nude.” Smiling to herself she put the phone down, walked up to their room and stripped, laying back naked on the bed, awaiting her husbands arrival. She didn’t have to wait long as she soon heard the door open, as her husband came up the stairs he called to her “Shut your eyes and sit.” Shutting her eyes and perching on the edge of the bed she wondered what had been collected. She heard her Darius enter the room, then felt him softly tie a blindfold round her head. His breath and lips brushed her ear as he leaned in to whisper “I love you, do you trust me my pet?” A shiver ran down her spine as Jade nodded, of course she trusted him. His hand softly cupped the back of h

In God We Trust
Loretta Pethick Oakland County Emergency Response & Preparedness 1200 N. Telegraph Rd. - Bldg. 47 West Pontiac, Michigan 48341-0410 248-858-5300 248-858-5550 Fax pethickl@oakgov.com Subject: Write in on the back of your envelopes WRITE IT ON THE BACK OF YOUR ENVELOPES ! I THINK THIS A GREAT IDEA. I WILL START WRITING THIS ON FRONT OF ALL MY ENVELOPES, TOO! You may have heard in the news that the Post Office ha s been forced to take down small posters that say "IN GOD WE TRUST. " The law, they say, is being violated.< I> Anyway, I heard proposed on a radio station show, that we should all write "IN GOD WE TRUST " on the back of all our mail...after all, that is our national motto, and it's on all the money we use to buy those stamps. I think it is a wonderful idea. We must take back our nation from all the people who think that anything that offends them should be removed. If you like this idea, please pass it on. It has been reported that 86% of Americans beli

Silence
You can win more friends by using your ears, then by running your mouth Speech is Silver, Silence is Golden It is a great misfortune neither to have enough wit to talk well nor enough judgement to be silent Keep silent and people will think you a philosopher Blessed are they who have nothing to say, and who cannot be persuaded to say it Be silent and safe, silence never betrays you He that keepth his mouth keepth his life; but he that openeth wide his lips shall have distruction So many times on here so many post of people lying and deceiving post they are one in how many thousand that belong to this group and if we truely want to point fingers why not point them at the guys that only look for females with cams to see skin or the girl that hates this or that about this one or that one because of her problems come on grow up we are adults and I know Hate mail drop it in my lap now but if you have nothing good to say why say anything just go on and ignore it no one

Horoscopes
You're unstoppable at your chosen task. This is the gift of your dynamic personality and charm. Once you take center stage, work matters will sort themselves out and suitors will toss themselves at your feet. If ayone find themselves tossing themselves at me you may be tossed on your arse unless you are female YOUR CARD IS RIPE BERRIES MOON-LIFE LESSONS VICTORY AND COURAGE when you find this balance/you will have the strength and courage /spirit knows you /comes from accepting....WELL WHAT IT IS SAYING IS THAT YOU SEEK AN EQUILIBRIUM AND THAT MANY LESSONS HAVE COME TO BRING YOU STRENGTH AND THAT IN YOU LIES MUCH COURAGE.... AND KNOW THAT TO BE ENCOURAGED IS TO HAVE SPIRIT ABOUT YOU ENCOMPASSING EMPOWERING YOU TO BE THE BEST YOU CAN BE AND BRING UNTO YOU THE WHOLE CAPABILITIES THAT YOU SO DESERVE TO HAVE COURAGEOUSLY AND STRANGELY ENOUGH WHATEVER SHADOWS WE HAVE HIDDEN SPIRIT IS AWARE AND BY ACCEPTING THOSE SHADOWY ASPECTS UNCONDITIONALLY WE CAN PROGRESS MOR

What Kind Of Lover R U?
What kind of lover are you?BarbaricYou have a wild, fierce, and strong animal-like nature behind your lovemaking and that makes you very passionate. When you find the "one" you can give your whole heart to, you give that and then some! It's true that most people say there's no love behind that much fire but that's quite the opposite. You love who you're with and have no problem slamming them down on the sheets and showing them the time of their life! For this, your lover will respond back with the same animal nature and that will show you how much they love you back! For you, it's rough all the way and always very heated and intense!!!How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

A Few Of My Old Moments Of Inspiration.
I have posted some of my random writings sadly inspired by and Ex-Boyfriend but hey its all good...feel free to read and comment as you see fit. ~InfernalMistress~ ~The searing pain of exile~ surrounded in love yet cold inside this smile conceals the darkness my only guide beseech thee consumed in despair i writhe this chain has broken my shattered will uncaught wandering through this endless night so close to death i hide in lost thought the chill becons, welcomes me her pale companion walks his footsteps bellow will he take her now? yet still he stalks blade shimmers in the irridescent light his warm breath on her neck he strikes her to the ground tearing her cape her innocence lost, her mind scarred she will never forget, that glare in his eye and the grin on his face as he kissed her goodbye the searing pain, the trickling warmth gasping for air her heart yet beats on her wish for death denied fear is alive, for now she is one pupils dilat

Misc
This is a copy of a rencet blog I posted on Canidate Elect Mitt Romney's site. http://blog.electromneyin2008.com/index.php?blog=1&c=1&page=1&more=1&title=open_blog_monday&tb=1&pb=1&disp=single Thought you all might want to read it and some of you maybe even comment on it here and there. I recently saw that Candidate elect Mitt Romney was quoting scriptures. This is fine if he want to be a member of the clergy. It has no place in a government election. If I remember my history classes church and state are to be separate. Therefore regardless on what religion we are talking about they have no place in politics. Besides America is the land of opportunity and freedom why should they get involved on whom I can and can not marry. If I love another man why can’t I have the same rights as any other couple? Is it not that all men are created equal. If so why are we denied our rights? What is the difference between excluding gay marriage now and separating blacks and white or not allowin

Short Stories/poems
Remotely Pleasant By Jacob Hugart Patrick Johnson sipped his wine. It would stretch the limit of his meal allowance for his trip, but the kitchen of this hotel produced excellent – and inexpensive – dinners. If his just completed meal was a typical example. With a sigh, he reclined in his chair. The hostess had seated him by the glass doors which, during the day, opened onto a courtyard dining patio. Patrick was becoming very familiar with the arrangement of tables and chairs on the patio. Usually, he enjoyed talking to his wife during dinner, but she was half a continent away. His company discouraged the practice of having one’s spouse along on business trips by the simple method of making the paperwork unfathomable. He had endured the silence surrounding his meal with the grim determination that his manners would be impeccable – and not one crumb had fallen on the tablecloth – but he had to look somewhere, and instead of staring at one of the handful of patrons in the large di

Ha Ha
It dosent get any better than this. Yeah so the sox have lost their last two games...but you dont get to see the yankees in last place that often. got to love it. Boston 12 7 .632 - Baltimore 11 9 .550 1.5 Toronto 10 10 .500 2.5 Tampa Bay 9 11 .450 3.5 New York 8 11 .421 4.0 YANKEES SUCK YANKEES SUCK YANKEES SUCK

Booty-call Application
BOOTY-CALL APPLICATION Name_____________________ Age____ Phone(____)_______ Occupation________________________________ Height_____ Weight______ Gender(M/F)___ Married(Y/N)__ Single(Y/N)__ Other_________ How often do you have sex (check appropriate answer) Daily__ Weekly__ Monthly__ As much as possible__ How long can u last (check appropriate answer) 1min __ 15min__ 30min__ 1hr__ All nite__ Do u like giving oral sex(Y/N)__ Which do u prefer (check appropriate box) One on one__ Doubles__ Group__ While having sex, what do u do (check all appropriate answers) Faint__ Cry__ Moan__ Wiggle__ Twist__ Jerk about__ Pant__ Sweat__ Scream__ Hum__ Whistle__ Just lie there__ Go to sleep__ Watch tv__ Read__ Think of someone else__ ? List three positions u like: 1._____________________ 2._____________________ 3._____________________ What is ur preferred pace (check appropriate answer) Slow__ Fast__ Very fast__ Rigorous__ When is the best time to

My Thoughts
i was at work last night and worked a car wreck. This wreck was due to a drunk driver. there was two people hurt in the other car.one was a 57year old lady and the othe was a 7 year old girl.I was fine working on the lady,but when it came to the child is was hard for me to handle.she suffered many injuries that placed her in icu at childrens.I was so pissed that I went to baptist where the driver was. Once I got there I cussed the guy out for what he did to the child.All I could think about was how this wreck is going to impact this childs life.My boss did not write me up for my actions,because he has a child the same age. Was I wrong for what I did? please leave comments. While at work last night I had to work a car wreck.this call was not like the others I got last night. The call was dealing with a 19 yeard old guy.He was speeding and took a curve to fast and smashed his car head on into a tree. The guy was DOA when when got there.On a call like this you have got to be able to see a

To The Nice Guys
Nice Guys Always Finish Last To every guy that's said, "Sex can wait." To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick. To every guy who has given her flowers just because To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to be able to see her for ten minutes. To every guy that would give his seat up. To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every guy that reassured her that she was beautiful no matter what. To every guy who

In Loving Memory Of A Friend
Once again, I realize how short our time on this earth is. I've lost a good, close friend, and was fortunate enough to spend some time with her when I was back home for a visit, and very glad I took pictures, knowing it would probably be the last time I saw her. She had a long fight with cancer, but never faultered, I'll always admire her for that, her fighting spirit. I don't sweat the small stuff anymore, because this all could be gone in an instant. So, live life the best you can, and be happy. Bless you, my friend Carol, love you and will miss you so very much......

My First Blog
well this is new to me, i dont even have a blog on mypsace. so here we go... lets see getting ready to wrap up my first year of college. im a 26 year old college freshman, and sometimes i just want to beat the hell out of these 18 year old college freshman. they have no idea what real life is like. there gonna get a sharp kick in the ass when they enter the real world someday. im finding college a very trying time in my life. i didnt think i would ever go personally. i cant wait to get through some of these introductory courses though and get on with the real shit..... some of the teenagers scare the shit out of me, just like my chemical romance sings..now i know what i put my parents through and what my daughter will put me throught....all i can say is my amy doesnt turn into a stripper, everything will be all right..... until next time....

100 Useless Facts. Part One
1. Samuel Clemens (Mark Twain) was born on and died on days when Halley’s Comet can be seen. During his life he predicted that he would die when it could be seen. 2. US Dollar bills are made out of cotton and linen. 3. The “57″ on the Heinz ketchup bottle represents the number of pickle types the company once had. 4. Americans are responsible for about 1/5 of the world’s garbage annually. On average, that’s 3 pounds a day per person. 5. Giraffes and rats can last longer without water than camels. 6. Your stomach produces a new layer of mucus every two weeks so that it doesn’t digest itself. 7. 98% of all murders and rapes are by a close family member or friend of the victim. 8. A B-25 bomber crashed into the 79th floor of the Empire State Building on July 28, 1945. 9. The Declaration of Independence was written on hemp (marijuana) paper. 10. The dot over the letter “i” is called a tittle. 11. A raisin dropped in a glass of fresh champagne will bounce

Circus Of The Damned
Hey all. Just dropping by to announce that I have recently opened up a new lounge. Being kind of tech dumb, I would really appreciate help from anyone who might be patient enough to give me some advice on construction of the lounge, as I am new to this and have not a shit's clue on how to do it. Hope to see you there.

Omg...
I went to an orthopedic surgeon today... and this is the first test they are gonna do on me... Electromyelogram (EMG) — An EMG is used to evaluate the activity of the spinal nerve roots. The test involves placing small needles into various muscles and measuring the electrical activity. The muscles’ response, which indicates the degree of nerve activity, is measured. Another test, called a nerve conduction study, often is done at the same time as an EMG. Nerve conduction studies measure how fast an impulse is transmitted from one nerve to another. It is gonna cost $500.... i dont have insurance so this really sucks... if they find what they think they are gonna find.. .well more tests... give me money lol ... just kiddin.. but anyway .. i will prolly end up having surgery...and i am scared of that idea... just thought i would share this with y'll

Even In Hell An Angel Sometimes Makes An Apperance
"Dnt let the past dictate who you are, but let it be part of who you will become." "On a long enough time line the survival rate for everyone will drop to zero." "The secret to survival is never go to war. Especially with yourself." "And i dont want the world to see me, because i dont think that theyd understand." "They say that evil prevails when good men fail to act, what they ought to say is that evil prevails." "If you want peace, prepare for war." ""Parents rarely let go of their children, so children let go of them. The moments that used to define them-a mothers approval- a fathers nod- are covered by their own accomplishments. It not until much later when the skin sags and the heart weakens; that children their stories and all their accomplishment, sit atop the stories of their mothers and fathers, stones upon stones beneath the waters of their lives." "Love isnt about finding a perfect person but about seeing a person perfectly." "Life has to end. Love d

Taste My Cherry!
I am totally enjoying your emails and comments!! Wow what a great response!! You can private mail me at bellesc2@gmail.com also. :) Cherry Kiss! Belle I am hanging out. Today is such a beautiful day. I looked at a house for sale. It is like a cabin in the woods. I liked it a lot. Small , cozy, quiet, peaceful. Perfect place to get naked and run in the woods there, have sex in the back yard, front yard, on the deck. Tying my man to a tree and give him a handjob, bj, and finally taking him from behind while he is tied up! That sounds like a perfect way to spend today being nude outdoors getting some sun. :) Tell me how you are spending your day today! Love, Belle your sweetest cherry! Hi sexy ppl I am new here and excited about showing off my red cherry!!! I love to get to know horny exciting people so write me!!! My cherry's about to exxxplode waiting on you! Love, Belle

Dark Realm Family
PRINCESS DARK ANGEL ~ MISTRESS OF THE DARK REALM ~`COVENANT OF THE DARK ANGELS ~~@ CherryTAP MysticMoon@ CherryTAP WHITE DOVE~LADY GUINEVERE~OF THE DARK REALM~@ CherryTAP white_tigger keeper of the dark realm@ CherryTAP Twizted Knight -the stand alone bastard- Master of Dark Realm@ CherryTAP DARK REALM FAMILY PAGE@ CherryTAP TheDarkOne~The Dark Realms Henchman~I Dwell Within The Shadows@ CherryTAP ~Tink~Fairy Goddess Of the Dark Realm..CT PASTOR@ CherryTAP WrathsChild@ CherryTAP Midnight Enchantress-Joker of the Dark Realm-C

Blogs
The three of us All for one and one for all Best friends forever Each other we call Never split us three up Or else you’ll be in trouble We stand up for each other And cheer when one hits a double We will be and are best friends for life Through thick and thin together we will be These girls are awsome And you just wait and see We’ll be together forever Don’t get mad when in our group you can’t be

Obituary
Obituary of the late Mr Common Sense Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Common Sense, who has been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was, since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He will be remembered as having cultivated such valuable lessons as: Knowing when to come in out of the rain; Why the early bird gets the worm; Life isn't always fair; and Maybe it was my fault. Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend more than you can earn) and reliable strategies (adults, not children, are in charge). His health began to deteriorate rapidly when well-intentioned but overbearing regulations were set in place. Reports of a 6 -year- old boy charged with sexual harassment for kissing a classmate; teens suspended from school for using mouthwash after lunch; and a teacher fired for reprimanding an unruly student, only worsened his condition. Common Sense lost ground when parents

To The Nice Guys Left
To every guy that regrets hurting or losing her. To every guy who knows which girl he wants!!!!!!!!!! To every guy that's said, "Sex can wait." To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state) to see her. To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. TO EVERY GUY THAT WOULD SIT AND WAIT FOR HER FOR HOURS JUST TO

Wtf!!!!!
am i the only one who cant see any pic's its just a bunch of lil red x's or is everyone having this problem and how the hell do i fix it this has been goin on for like a week or 2 now. someone please help me

Thoughts From Mrs. Free
Damn... I gotta learn all this too!! Ahh what we do for friends! Anyway I just had to pop the blog cherry! MUWAHHH!! Together Forever the_only_mrs_free Sometimes I sit and wonder why You make me feel like I can fly My love for you is so very strong I've searched for your love so long Into you're life I stumbled in But still you managed to give a grin That was the beginning of our life together I knew then, it would be forever We then learned about our little addition Which required a serious decision We decided to keep that little man Which led to a wonderful plan Some day soon we would be married I walked down the isle while I carried Our life and love were proven true Together Forever, just me and you I learn more about you everyday And realize that I love you in every way Master the_only_mrs_free I want to be your slave, grant all your desires Your cock is what I crave, let me feel your fire You know I've been bad, wanna spank my ass? My kitty gets gla

Relief
This is a quick story about the best “quicky” I ever had. It’s a memory I will keep with me forever. It wasn’t the usual fast and furious typical quicky. What I remember most are the circumstances that surrounded it. There was a bar on the local college campus that had an opening for a bartender. It was an easy job to get since I had a couple of years of experience. Sunday nights were “dry” nights. I always worked these because they brought in a lot of young girls. I met Christa on one of those dry night parties. We hit it off from the start. By the third date, we ended up at my apartment for a couple of hours of great sex! Christa was one hot girl! After about a month, she had invited me over to her house to meet her mom and dad. I knew that she was an only child, but I hadn’t expected her parents to be so over protective. They seemed to analyze every move I made. Oh, let’s not forget the appalled look on both of their faces that appeared when they found out I was but a lowly

Real Estate Agent
She continued, “you want to suck my small breasts into your mouth and suck and bite my nipples, don’t you?” “Yes, more than anything,” I responded. With that she slid her fingers under the thin straps of her gown and slid the gown down her shoulders and over and down below her breasts. Looking at me, she sucked a finger on one hand, then a finger on the other. She took her wet fingers and drew circles around her nipples. Her nipples glistened in the firelight. Watching me all the time, she ran one her hands down her breasts to her flat stomach. She traced a wet path between her breasts, down her stomach and stopped just inside her gown, which was now pushed down just below her waist. “You want to see my wet pussy, don’t you? You want to see my reaction to me seeing your body and your cock?” More of a whimper than an answer, I told her that I did. Standing up, Jean seductively lowered her gown over her hips and down her legs, she looked me in the eyes as she stepped out of t

One Night.....
I'm a woman, not a toy.. I want a man, not a boy.. I have a mind and I use it.. I am a fighter, I never quit.. I have green eyes, not blue.. If you can't remember that, fuck you. Say that you want me, never that you need me.. Want me for who I am, not what you want me to be. Walk beside me but, never, never in my way.. Never under estimate me, it would be a mistake. I am flawed, my scars are only part of my all. If you're looking for perfection, buy a doll. I know I'm a little rough but, I am also human. I've been hurt, I cry, I love, I'm still a woman. Don't be intimidated or hate, I don't bite.. Drama is a waste of time but, also part of life. You say you don't have it, come on stop lying.. Think you can hurt me, maybe but, ya won't find me crying... Not because, I'm too hard core or a bitch, what ever.. No because, lifes to short, and I can always find another.... I'm still a woman.. In the night we are tangled up in the sheets

What Friends Are For
Dear Friend, When u feel like crying....call me. ! . ! . ! I dont promise that I will make u laugh, but I can cry with u. If one day u want to run away dont be afraid to call me. I dont promise to ask u to stop...... but I can run with u. If one day u dont want to listen to anyone..... call me. I promise to be there for u but also promise to remain quiet. But one day if u call...... and there is no answer..... come fast to see me. Perhaps I need you

Visitors Sign In List
Plz sign my Guest list TY!! ;-) Friends please come by my page and make sure you have fanned and rated my profile. Yes, I am a point whore. I spend alot of time making sure to return all love shown....I hope that the people on my "friends" list care enough to come by and make sure they have fanned me. Thanks again for taking time to read this!BTW PLZ SIGN MY GUEST BOOK... IT IS @ THE BOTTOM OF MY PAGE!!! THANK YOUR TIME!!!! -THE CROW

Funaral For My Private Moments
ok....so here it is, as a mother i have decided it is time to lay to rest my dearly departed private moments....... you know, like going to the bathroom by myself, computer time(without tiny hands sneaking up to bang randomly on keyboard) and well....sex and masterbation are just plain out of the question. so.....if we can all bow our heads and have a moment of silence for these and many other moments that will be greatly missed. ashes to ashes and dust to dust once you have children...... a minute to yourself is a total bust

Daily Horrorscope
Sometimes you gotta do something bad just to remind yourself how very good you are. Let someone else take on an extra project. Go see a matinee instead of doing housework. Have some -- what's that word? -- fun for once. --------------------------- Procrastination!! YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!! Don't beat up on yourself because you're not into taking on a new challenge right now. That's normal. After all, with everything you've accomplished, you deserve a break -- and a little fun. Call up some friends and get goofy. ------------------------- I think I do the last part a bit too much...lol. Compromising your character for material gains just isn't worth it in the long run, no matter how tempting the rewards may look on the surface. Stick to the path that you know is best. Uphold your integrity. Oh my god! I have had a conversation today that has made this one RIGHT ON THE MONEY! Whoever is thinking these things up needs to get 7 digit figures for there guess work.

Refreshing
wow... i saw my babys daddy sitting by the side of the road at a bus stop yesterday... i'm very proud to say i did not run him over... didn't wanna damage my car! it's amazing how much of a jerk he is... he knows hes my babys daddy but he is making me get a paternity test!!! Okay I really don't really have anything much to say today... I am just glad I found a spot to say random things without my stalker reading it cause he is only on myspace!!! Yay.... don't mind me... OMG.... Rockfest is in two days.... I am so excited... I feel like a little kid a Christmas! Ahhh... the lovely sights of Hinder.... Three Days Grace.... Bullet For My Valentine..... those are just a few! Wow... I'm ranting but damn I am just so excited!!!!

Fyi Verterans
To Be Honored Memorial Day At The Wall For Immediate Release May 16, 2007 Contact: Lisa Gough (202) 393-0090, ext.109 THOUSANDS EXPECTED AT THE VIETNAM VETERANS MEMORIAL FOR MEMORIAL DAY ACTIVITIES Vietnam Veterans of America, Rolling Thunder® Motorcycle Rally, Veterans, Family Members and Singer Keni Thomas to Take Part Washington, D.C.?The Vietnam Veterans Memorial Fund has reached out to veterans, family members and related organizations to take part in this year?s annual Memorial Day Observance at The Wall at 1 p.m. on May 28, said Jan C. Scruggs, founder and president of the Vietnam Veterans Memorial Fund. Thousands of family members, friends and veterans are expected to attend. This year?s ceremony will begin with a short procession by veterans of the ?Hill Fights? of Khe Sanh, Vietnam, who are marking the 40th anniversary this year. Walt Sides, president of Rolling Thunder® Motorcycle Rally, Washington, D.C., Inc., will lead the audience in the pledge of

Dear Diary
Aiight I can't write on my actual blog on MySpace because my best friends and family members read that shit. As soon as I write a private blog for a preferred list or to myself - I get shit from everyone..all worried that they did something wrong. So anyway - I duno who I am. lol I come back to England with life breathed into me.. they saved my life over there. I read through my last blog I wrote on here the other day, and told my best friend about the bit where I wasn't sure if she was a sister to me anymore...I have no idea what made me write that- cos I can't remember her upsetting me at all. Then we were talking about when I was an addict, and she explained why she was so upset the night I left for USA - it's because she thought I might never come back. A) By enjoying myself so much or B) I would die over there. This was strange because for some reason - I used to think I would too. I'm definitly a new person - Kaz left a bottle of Jamesons in my room about 3 weeks ago f

Celtic Horoscope
You Are An Ash Tree You are vivacious and impulsive, which makes you extremely attractive to many. Intelligent and demanding, you don't care much for criticism. You have a ton of ambition and talent, and sometimes money rules your heart. You like to play with fate, and you can be very egotistical and restless. Demanding of attention, you need love and a lot of emotional support. What's Your Celtic Horoscope?

Storm Season
I heard a little thunder a little while ago and it looks like we may get some action tonight! I think if we do, I'll go play in it hehe! I haven't done that in a long time and I'm feeling pretty wild right now! There is a full moon coming up too :D! It's springtime and time for thunderstorms and tornados! I LOVE IT!!! I'm going to play in it tonight!

Poety
Looking for love in all the wrong places His face filled up all the warm places His laugh his smile they did me in His voice filled with just the right amount of sin He said all the right things to make me feel fine Made me believe at some point he just might be mine Now it’s all over and he didn’t even say goodbye I say screw him with a lonely sigh He let me discover he had another Couldn’t even take the time to bother To let me know this from him Just posted their picture I’m sure not on a whim Well our friendship is done and we will part I’ve torn my love for him from my heart Never will he hurt me again no pain to impart Yes I’ve torn him from my heart I’m trying my best to get away I don’t know what else I can do or say I’m doing this all on my own Going as fast as I can all alone Without and help or encouraging words I guess my speed is only at two-thirds I’m moving slow, my body can’t take much more As it is already most days I am quite sore M

Wicca
Wiccan symbol OK on military headstones. Families of fallen soldiers reach settlement with Veterans Affairs. Roberta Stewart looks at the veterans memorial wall in Fernley, Nev., in March 2006, when she was fighting for the right to put the Wiccan symbol on a plaque honoring her husband, National Guard Sgt. Patrick Stewart, who was killed in Afghanistan in 2005. Patrick Stewart was a Wiccan, a faith based on the stewardship of nature. Updated: 1:58 p.m. ET April 23, 2007 MADISON, Wis. - The Wiccan pentacle has been added to the list of emblems allowed in national cemeteries and on government-issued headstones of fallen soldiers, according to a settlement announced Monday. A settlement between the U.S. Department of Veterans Affairs and Wiccans adds the five-pointed star to the list of "emblems of belief" allowed on VA grave markers. Eleven families nationwide are waiting for grave markers with the pentacle, said Selena Fox, a Wiccan high priestess with Circle Sa

Crap
Now Hear This, Putting limits on pic rating is fucking annoying. I should be able to rate anyone I want whenever I want, for the simple pleasure of being able to let someone know "hey, I was here, and thought you were cool." If it's a points thing, then, well, STOP dolling out points with the ratings! Or limit the frigging points, hell I don't care... That is all. The Ultimate SEX Survey by game_gurl69Do you like it rough or sensual?: a mix of bothDo you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both?: oppositeHow often do you like to have sex?: several times a weekIs sex a top priority for you?: oh hell yeahDo you have sex face to face with your partner?: most of the timeHow often do you get drunk and have wild, crazy sexy with a complete stranger?: only a few times in my lifeHow do you feel about one night stands?: Fun, forgettable...How many one night stands have you had?: b4 I got married, too manyWhat's your favorite position?: Flying VWhere's your fa

Soulless Reflections(all Written By Me!!!)
I do not believe in God Nor do I believe in Christ I do believe in a superior being That protects me through the night... I can feel the presence surround me In every corner of the room To keep the demons that plague me From taking over all too soon... I feel cool lips caressing The tears that flood my cheeks Trying to pull me from myself Imprisioned in my sleep... Gentle hands try to comfort me Arms hold me against a solid chest Protecting me as I battle within Willing me to rest... I am a worthy opponent There's no other stronger than myself And to battle within my own mind The victor is so hard to tell... As the battle of the night Finally comes to a bitter end I cling to the frayed ends of sanity As the new day begins... I cling to a feeling Of a protector I can't see I want to thank you for trying to protect me from myself My ONLY enemy...is ME. ~Stacy Guerra©7/14/2006~ Beautiful windows into a soul without boundaries

Check It Out
this is a tribute to wwe star chris benoit who sadly was found dead along with his wife and son in his home on 25/06/2007. He was no doubt one of the best athletes and always gave it 120% every show for the fans please comment to this blog for he will without a doubt be missed. so do you want to meet new friends chat in a safe friendly enviroment if so this is the place for you with regualr quizzes and a trivia room and if your very daring a truth or dare room it has lots of chatrooms with the option to have your own you can view profiles leave private messages or maybe just chat away this site is open to anyone whos over 15 join it today www.chatshack.co.uk the freshest site on the web.

Poems
In a moment of silence I sit and wonder off into space deep in thought thinking of what life would be like without you. In this brief moment of time which seemed like an eternity in between vast universes, my mind overflows with many thoughts of me living in this world misserably without you. I see that life without you in it, feels as though i am sprinting full speed non-stop for 10 minutes straight and I am out of breath. Not knowing when I will regain my normal flow of breathing my lungs burn. I feel that without the love of you keeping my heart at steady rhythmic beat full with harmony. It is like I am at the bottom of the ocean rapidly floating upwards with no scuba gear. The faster I rise to the surface, the faster my lungs continue to shrink inside my chest and becomes harder to breath. As life without you feels like the strength of the ocean applying massive pressure to my brain squishing it like an accordian in a polka concert. I am living life as a super human bei

The Reason
Hello my friend, I'm here for a REASON. I am sending this to you to see how many actually read thier comments. Your responce will be interesting. Pay attention to what you read. After you have finished reading it, you will know the reason it was sent to you. Here goes: People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have caome to assist you through a difficultly, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physidally, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and the are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconventient time, this person will say or do sometimng to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must real

~*love*~
Love isnt just something that everyone can get love is something that one has to earn from one an other i am so happy that i got mine from someone very specail and that he has his from me. I wouldnt know were id be some times if it wasnt for him. He stands at my side as i stand at his and it makes the world spin with each moment liveable. If someone were to see us together they would see that we do mean the world to each other and that we push all the haters and the drama people out of our way and make it all work and to that i couldnt be happier. I want to say thanks to a great man and he knows who he is, SO thank u Hunnie from the bottom of my heart I love u more and more each day Im closeing now thanks all for reading my blogs please feel free to comment and tell me what u think of some of them ~*Mandie*~ His heart is mine and my heart is his and we carrie our love for each other

Read This Please
to all my friends and fans just saying ty for the rates and love droping some dragon love on ya allCourtesy of MsTags.comCourtesy of MsTags.com just wanted to show some love to all my friends and fans TOP COMMENT Graphics Love Comments Graphics Images

Celebrities Amuse Me Mildly
I hope Lindsay shaves her head and attacks SUVs with umbrellas too! On a side note: I'm actually glad she's getting help. The girl was destroying herself, her career, and her own health. Now, if she actually learns anything this time...we shall see. It must be Nudie-Celeb day! Bai Lin, showing her bits on www.thesuperficial.com This is SOOOO NSFW! Let me say...I was not impressed. Maybe the water was cold. *shrug* it's on perezhilton.com

Buglet To The Extreme?
So I've been in a major funk lately. Can't seem to amuse myself, and being at home 4 days out of the week in a newer city with no friends is starting to get to me a little. Mickey works on the road mon - thurs or sun - weds, leaving me alone with my dog and no friends. And of course, the store I work at, all the other employees are like 50's. So here I sit once again on a Monday night with nothing to do, trying to amuse myself until Felica gets home so I can at least talk to her online. Yeah...I'm a loser LOL So it's been raining since ohhh 8 pm YESTERDAY and I'm sick of it. I was planning on bringing my spoiled rotten mutt to the Dog Run and letting him run...yeah if I want to track mud thur my apartment all over the brandnew carpet... Oh well Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not unde

Me 4 Me
IM HURTING IM SCREAMING INSIDE . NO ONE IS HEARING OR EVEN SEEING THE PAIN INSIDE OF ME. IM PULLING ND TUGGING ON MY SOUL. NO HANDS NO FACE THE NAMES AND MINDS I WANT TO EREASE. TO REPLACE THE THOUGHT AND THE FEELINGS I HAVE IN SIDE THE ONES THAT MAKE ME HURT AND SCREAMING FOR THE TENTION I WANT TO BE FREE. THE HURTING AND THE SCREAMING WILLL SURELY PASSS. THANK GOD FOR MY KIDS EVER LASTING LUV KEEPS ME FROM NOT SCREAMING AND DIENING INSIDE. THERE EYES THEY SEE ME FOR ME

Do You Think Your Gonna Hurt My Feelings????????
Ughhhhhhhhhh People can be a pain in the ass :(((( Just because they remove you from their family or their my space and / or even messenger they think its going to hurt my feelings. yes it bothers me. being removed for no fecking reason. I post more that any of the other bimbos on this one persons site. I really try not to bother anyone i have on messenger, only when i need too. but why have them on messenger if your not ever going to talk to them? right?? yes Also the my space shit, people dont fecking post there anymore. i hate my space.i just have it beacause of a breast cancer site thats on there that has regular auctions, and donated everything to the susan g. komen breast cancer fund. so thats why i am on there. but this removing from family, messenger just fecking stupid. I dont fecking care anymore. Go ahead , i will remove you too. No big deal. I rather look at nekkid pics of some hot guy. ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ok i am better now.

Well Eff-you-see-kay
Well shit...i got pulled over the other day and was speeding. 83 in a 70 haha. ok not so funny anymore. My ticket, I just found out, is $196.50. I'm so pissed. OMG. Stupid ass police people in Delta...Middle of nowhere!!!!

"inside Or Out"
“INSIDE OR OUT” As the alarm rings out, There’s a sound of a distant shout. In the dark sky there’s a glow, As the fire and flames start to grow. Fear is the feeling in the air, As everyone is starting to care. Where was that shout? Was it from the inside or out? The intensity of the fire grows, And then nobody knows. Where was the shout? Was it inside or out? As the smoke grows thick, And we started to feel sick. The result of the shout, Thank God it was on the out. By: Dale Barker 2006

Life
Today I had to go to walmart ughh . Anyway I bought a beta for my 3yr . when we got home we treated the water and put him in his new home. I fed the fish and then went into the kitchen to clean up the mess I made washing the rocks. I turned around and my son poured all the food in the small tank. I had to reclean the tank. A few mints later my son sticks his hand in the tank.I told him he was going to kill the fish he started screaming saying im sorry. We'll then a hour later he goes and puts a wipe in the tank trying to clean it. So I had to clean the tank again and then dropped the fish down the sink eeekk i know. Anyways the fish is in his tank alive and my son is asleep. Now I'm just wondering if the fish will make it till tommorow. Fish don't have 9 lives like cats.

Wow Cherry Tap
Ok, so when Nichole told me about Cherry Tap about 3 weeks or so ago, I had NO idea what she was talking about. Aside from seeing Cherry Tap comments on the sites where I was getting graphics for MySpace. Now...I am a bonafide junkie. I run out of rates every day, I am looking at pics all day, and talking to some really fun, and nice folks on the Shoutbox. I am neglecting my duties, drinking my food, and overall just having too much fun on the site. I may need a 12 step program to kick the habit. If loving CT is wrong, I don't want to be right. ROFLAO. To all the cool peeps I have talked to so far, thank you for making my day a little better, and for making me smile! Woo hoo! xoxoxo Smoochies to all, especially Nichole... ; )

Daddys' Poem
Daddy's Poem Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favourite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name,

Recipes
1 bag (10 oz) peanut butter chips 1 stick (1/2 cup) butter 6 1/2 cups crisp rice cereal 1 bag (12 oz) semisweet chocolate chips 1/2 cup light corn syrup 1/2 cup honey-roasted peanuts, chopped 1. You'll need a 13 x 9-in. baking pan lined with nonstick foil to extend about 2 in. above narrow ends of pan. 2. Melt peanut butter chips and butter in a large bowl in microwave or in a heavy saucepan over low heat, stirring often, until thoroughly blended and smooth. Remove from heat, add cereal and stir until evenly coated. 3. Scrape into prepared pan, spread evenly, then cover with wax paper. Use another 13 x 9-in. pan or heavy book on top to press into an evenly compact layer, then remove wax paper. Place pan in freezer 10 minutes or until firm. 4. Melt chocolate chips as directed on bag. Add corn syrup and stir until well blended. Spread chocolate evenly on cereal mixture, then sprinkle with nuts. Top with wax paper and lightly press nuts into chocolate. Remove wax paper;