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Pervs On Ct(read Ladies!)
These BOYS on CT need a good lesson. All they care about is talking nasty and looking at nudes, but they're not getting that here! After I decline them from looking at my pics they try to talk shit. I'm a married woman I'm not here to look for sex or a man I have that already so fuck off pervs!!! banana_boy2k@ CherryTAP PSEbowhunter2007@ CherryTAP
Wtf?!?!?
...some dudes act like they have never in their existence seen an ass or a pair of breasts. Some of the 'males', I CANNOT use the word men or man, need to grow up, they act like 10 year old little boys sneaking into their fathers adult magazine stash and losing it. Although I LOVE a woman's body, there is a way to approach a woman without blurting out obscenities like a RETARD on CRACK with TOURETTES SYNDROME. A lot of you cats make 'men' look bad because u may have hair on your nuts or face, but sometimes when a woman is approached by a 'REAL' man she cannot initially distinguish, because of the disgusting behavior by certain 'MALES'. If a woman has a nice backside or breasts its NOT ok to state the obvious ESPECIALLY in such a sophomoric, moronic way as 'NICE TITS', 'NICE BOOBS', or the more sexual things you'd LIKE TO do to her 'ASS', most of you assholes have mother's, sisters, aunts, grandmothers, ETC...hmmm I wonder how you would feel if a male approached a woman in
Metalhead & Metal At Work
The vid quality is pretty shitty because I recorded it with my cell phone. Its a quick clip of me and metal at work. while your here click the link and show him some CT love. ( Its Glue!!! ) Metal@ CherryTAP
Fun Stuff
TRUTH OR DARE So here's the deal...You get to ask me *How Ever Many Questions You Want!**, no matter how crazy, inappropriate, or just random, and I promise to answer it 100% truthfully (thats the "truth" part) ....now I dare you to repost this and see what people ask you. _________________________________________________ Yes Im bored oh well thats what this is for have fun with it. ask your ?s lol Ill send anyone who ask a message with the answer or answers depending on the amout of ? s you all ask, keep in mind for those of you that do know much about me. Its a great way to get to know ;) take care all you lovly peope have a GREAT day! ~XOXOX~ Natalie
Choices And Consequences
How sad when you realize the one you are with is not the one you need. How hard to give up the good as you accept the truth of it. Sad but necessary. Not willing to accept less or be less to anyone anymore. First of all, I thank you my friend OffiSir for finding me an outlet for the complexity of thoughts I endure. Choices and consequences. It seems that choices made satisfy missing elements, and then create new challenges. Would be bliss to choose to quench one desire without creating another dilemma. The never have enough when the plate is overflowing state of existence is perplexing. More, more, more, yet never filling addictive thrill rush release only to be followed by deep abyss emptiness. How to halt the neverending process and not feel devoid is the challenge.
Just Me Bein Emotional
so i just got off the phone with my ex boyfriend... i was in an alright mood before i called him.. not the best mood, but an alright one.. and now i just feel like shit, a total waste of space... it's like how can one person make you feel so horrible about yourself in less than 15 minutes? its been like this on and off since we met.. even when we were still together... I just want to be happy and he has made me happier than i have ever been, but at the same damn time, He has hurt me more than anyone ever... i guess i let him chose my emotions all too often, but for some stupid reason, i always go to him with problems.. he doesn't care though, so why do i keep setting myself up to be hurt? why am i so stupid? if anyone who actually reads this has the answer, let me know please... i can't deal with this anymore on my own....
Lonely
Freya or Frayja, the goddess of Love and Beauty, also; fertility, war, and wealth. The daughter of Njord, and the sister of Frey. Her daughter, by her husband, Od, is named Hnoss, who it is said: "Is so beautiful that whatever is valuable and lovely is named treasure after her." Freya lived in Folkvang (battlefield) and each day chose half of the slain warriors to split with Odin. She somehow lost her husband, Od, and cried golden tears for him. Many believe Od is Odin. Norse legend tells of Freya, whose chariot was pulled by two black cats. Some versions of the tale claim they became swift black horses, possessed by the Devil. After serving Freya for 7 years, the cats were rewarded by being turned into witches, disguised as black cats. The cats also played around her ankles as a symbol of her domesticity. Freya owned the precious Brisinga-men's necklace, which she acquired by sleeping with four dwarves. She also owned a feather coat which she could use to fly between the worl
Whatever
I'm beginning to really wonder why I'm even around sometimes. Just saying hi to those that read blogs. I'm fixing to go and watch wrestling, yes I watch wrestling!! LOL Watched the Nascar race yesterday and got pissed at Montoya for wrecking Tony Stewart! so I believe Smoke finished 25th. sucks. So today is going well except all the sudden I am breaking out in hives! I hate it when I do this. I've had to go to the ER before because they got soooo bad. I'm hoping they don't this time. wonderful! ok, I'm off, cya'll later! xoxo
Dangerous Views
Somebody had a crush on me recently. Lasted, oh, 48 hours? A new record for me? LOL We are but a moment's sunlight fading in the grass. Somebody rated my picture a 1 it appears. Must be somebody who doesn't like GLOCKS. Maybe some dyed-in-the-wool 1911 fan? Those of you who are not gun fans, you may not have a clue what I'm babbling about. LOL I have at least 30 guns, so I'm sure there's something in my collection that will appeal to everyone. I realize there are a certain number of people around who simply do not like guns in general. Nothing says you have to like anything. But guns are not good or evil, they are neutral inanimate objects that can be used for good, or evil. Many uses are morally neutral. I don't think one can argue that a sporting activity of shooting holes in a piece of paper with precision is an issue of good or evil. It is simply an activity, such as collecting stones or stamps. Those who blame guns for crime, rather than criminals, are misgu
Hello
starlight032804@ CherryTAP Hi this is my first day on Cherry Tap and I think its great...lots of new stuff to try out! Hope everyone is having a wonderful day!
The Prasius Identity
Been back from Afghanistan for four months and already packing my kit again for my 3rd (although admittedly short this time) tour of Iraq. So I look at the society I'm supposedly going for.. Parents incapable of looking after their own children. Parents having more children regardless of the conditions and space they have to live in. Lazy complaining freeloaders that expect everything to be given to them on a plate. A goverment that can change the leadership of the country by a meeting of their inner-circle without any discussion with the public. A media that only complains and criticises what I do - and ignores our successes. With news days like the last few days - I wonder if British Society is worth me risking my life, worrying my family and being seperated from those I care about for. Why do I bother? More of hi rather than anything else. Might use this to make random whines, rants, voicing of my personal opinion and other venting about the general stu
Cherry Tap
I have been here for almost a week and have to say that this is one of the best sites I have ever seen! Everyone here is so incredibly nice and friendly...and the goreous women; damn! I look forward to meeting more people and making some really good friends!
Ahh!!
Today,so far, I have heard screeches from cars around where I live and I'am sure there was an accident,but maybe there wasn't.Boy,there are idiots out there!I'am going to go crazy if I hear anymore bad noises!
Nothin
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Surveys...
I have done a few surveys, and it seems to not be working to raise my levels up. I know it has to be approved and stuff but they were (or at least the page said so)but nothing... and I put in my salute, like it said to level up and I am still a cherry warrior, *SIGH* waiting waiting...I hope something happens soon
Honestly I Swear
It is easy to write, it is easy to read also It is easy to listen, it is easy to bear it also But really saying it is very difficult I love you Honestly i swear I love you I have no complaints against you but it is not like happiness is with everyone dreams are not ours It is very difficult to find dreams i love you Honestly i swear I love you No matter how many journeys there are no matter how many distances I will keep on walking after all what are these difficulties I can not say it, but I always love you I love you Honestly i swear I love you
My Poems
Wiisper
I walk threw my life,, People around me that I see,, Seem to see right threw me,, I am the shadow of my own past,, In my life as they may come,, People as I see now.. Just spirit's so vast,, I am lost yet still finding my way,, I scream to the moon,, HELP ME FIND MY WAY,, She has such a pull on me,, And to this I want not to be let go,, Bring me back to myself,, Show me the way,, The power I once held,, How I am told I once was,, My memory of this lost,, Finding my way back.. A long slow path,, A shadow of my own past,, But to now walk the light of my present,, wiisper To say but a few words, Is to leave far to much to out, To ask but a few questions, Is to begin to know all there is to know, At times even the bluest of waters, May run deeper then they seem at first glance, In a dream is where dreams begin, Dreams that hold all, Places your mind and heart can wonder, In the shadows of a dream,
The Paths Of Life
As some of you will find out the more you get to know me, I had a really big struggle with drugs for many years. I started out just experimenting, trying it for fun, and kept using. I abandoned my newborn baby girl at only two weeks old and left her with my parents. I continued to use til I found out a couple of months later I was pregnant. (yes, again) I quit using and became a mom, I had missed all the important things in her life already though. First words, smile, steps. I had my second beautiful baby girl at only 18 years of age, she lived for a month and a half. There started my downward spiral into hell itself. After ten years of killing myself and everyone around me I got sober and while in my first year of recovery I wrote this for my beautiful daughter destiny who has had a rough life. This is called the Paths of Life. As I sit here and think of all the joyous wondersI missed over the years For you honey it fills my head and heart with fears Because I wasn't t
The Drama Known As My Life.
Bored At Work
Carolyn E. Snyder
This poem is particularly hard for me to rewrite or read. When I was 16 I had to see a counselor. I was raped and had a miscarraige and I went a little out of it to put it gently. This is about the beautiful person who was my counselor. She passed away suddenly in her sleep. It almost sent me back to the umm hospital with the padded room. But I was strong because growing in me was the beautiful little girl that I have today and I knew that if I went back at my age they would have tried to take her from me. Anyway here it is I hope that everyone likes it. You travel through the Valley of shadows. You know not where you're headed. Yet you know where you've been. You spent many hours laughing. And many hours crying. You saved me from myself. And helped me back to my feet. If I called then you were there. Now you have fallen prey to a weakness. And I miss you so much. I do not want to go on. But you would have wanted me to try. You weren't just a counselor you were my best
My World... My Rules!
My so called friend I have loved you to pieces Fed you with caring and nurturing Accept you in my life like you have always been a part of it I have fought for you Take you with my two hands beyond reasonable doubt Loved you to a fault I introduced you to my family Treat your family of my own Breathed the air you breath Eat what you are, gave you what I eat And what did I get? I am accused of being untrue I am accused of being a user Iíve been judged without fair trial That all the favor I did was a way to buy friends My family had undergone malicious judgement And I thought I found a friend I was condemned, I was discouraged, I was stepped until Iím broken I have been taken for granted and been silent For talking means nothing for me but a useless way of reasoning for unreasonable consequences. But you never stopped, after years you still judged me. You still think that all I did was a scheme to destroy and use you. While you are the one who is trying until
Contest
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The World
The world is dark and dim. It is forever whirling around a slowly disintegrating sun. The merciless constantly murder thier brothers. The innocent children are dealt drugs. People are assassinated for thier material possessions. Moms and dads are commiting hideous crimes and leaving thier families to starve. Teenagers have unprotected sex and crack babies. Senior citizens are being beaten and killed everyday in nursing homes because they are burdens on thier families. Cuss words are becoming more of a modern vocabulary than an unaccepted slang. Wars are going on all over the world. And innocent people are being killed while defending thier countries. Look at the world. The drugs, the alcohol, and the killing, Is it somewhere that you want to live? Of course it's not. But you are not attempting to change it! Your children are going to suffer worse than you have or ever will. Think about it. Is it really a world? No! It is an unaffectionate never ending Hell. Our wor
Bad Day Gone Bad
A little guy is sitting at the bar just staring at his Drink for half an hour when this big trouble-making truck driver steps up next to him, grabs his drink and gulps it down in one swig. The poor little guy starts crying. "Come on man, I was just giving you a hard time," says the truck driver. "I'll buy you another drink. I just can't stand to see a man crying." "This is the worst day of my life," says the little guy between sobs. "I can't do anything right. I overslept and was late to an important meeting, so my boss fired me. When I went to the parking lot, I found my car was stolen and I have no insurance. "I grabbed a cab home, but after the cab left, I discovered my wallet was still in the cab. At home I found my wife in bed with the gardener. So I came to this bar and was trying to work up the courage to put an end to my life. "And then you show up and drink the damn poison!"
Yet
I don't know you, Yet you know me. I have been torn apart by other guys. Yet I fear that you are different. There is a difference in our ages. Yet it seems as though there is not. You are a stranger to me, Yet I am familiar to you. I like you just by the sound of your voice. I have fallen for a sound. I need help to recover. Yet there's no one there to help me recover. I wrote this poem 10-17-96 and updated it 6-7-98. I know that my poems arent that good but a friend said that it will help me feel better.
Dez's Birthday......w00t W00t
IT IS THE INFAMOUS DEZ'S 22ND BIRTHDAY TODAY A.K.A YOUR FAVORITE TWAT WAFFLE...PLEASE GO AND SHOW SOME CHERRYLICIOUS BIRTHDAY LOVE TO ONE OF THE BEST CHERRY FRIENDS YOU COULD EVER WANT & NEED AROUND....WE LOVE YOU DEZILICIOUS.... the INFAMOUS dez aka your favorite TWAT WAFFLE! R.J.A.B.W.G.B.D. (Birthday GIRL!)@ CherryTAP Make your own Zing! the INFAMOUS dez aka your favorite TWAT WAFFLE! R.J.A.B.W.G.B.D. (Birthday GIRL!)@ CherryTAP
Random Stuff
Fun Facts
Snapple Facts #1 A Goldfish's attention span is three seconds #2 Animals that lay eggs don't have belly buttons #3 Beavers can hold their breathe for 45 minutes under water #4 Slugs have 4 noses #5 Camels have 3 eyelids #6 A honey bee can fly at 15mph #7 A queen bee can lay 800-1500 eggs per day #8 A bee has 5 eyes #9 The average speed of a housefly is 4.5 mph #10 Mosquitoes are attracted to people who just ate bananas #11 Flamingos are pink because they eat shrimp #12 Emus and Kangaroos cannot walk backward #13 Cats have over 100 vocal chords #14 Camel's milk does not curdle #15 All porcupines float in water #16 The world's termites outweigh the world's humans 10 to 1 #17 A hummingbird weighs less then a penny #18 A jellyfish is 95% water #19 Children grow faster in the spring #20 Broccoli is the only vegetable that is also a flower #21 Almonds are part of the peach family #22 Alaska has the highest per
New Pics And Remember To Sign Guestbook
I know most of my closest peeps have already signed my guestbook, but theres about 600 ppl on my list and only about 10 have signed in the week that i've had it up. not bitching or anything but i get to everyones new items fairly quick and would like at least most of you to at least sign my book, even if you dont get to the ratings. also if your past of the dark realm or wnc, if your being harrassed in any way, dont be shy, let me know and i'll take care of that problem!
Funny Thing From The Posts?
1. Assuming he can get a raging hard on when it suits you. Contrary to popular belief, men can't just flip a switch and get it up because you decided to stop being a frigid bitch. Getting it hard is your job. I suggest you figure it out. 2. Thinking that kissing needs to be this sweet romantic thing all the time. Sometimes pressing your lips against your partners mouth while you get off is the hot. It depends on the situation. 3. Leaving him responsible for your orgasm. You know what gets you off. Tell him. If you don't, it's your own fault when he's snoozing and you're all wound up. 4. Expecting him to cuddle. Men and women are wired differently. Sex makes most women want to talk and bond and all that shit. It makes men pass out. It's a biological thing. Stop fighting it, and stop holding it over his head, it's not his fault. 5. Expecting him to fall asleep with you in his arms. That shit is uncomfortable after awhile. A little snuggling isn't unreasonable, but when it'
Bealzes Historical Entries - September 2006
(Originally posted on September 28, 2006)I found this site with a video about how The Rainbow Connection from The Muppet Movie seems like something H.P. Lovecraft would have written about Cthulu.So I searched for the lyrics of The Rainbow Connection:Why are there so many songs about rainbowsand what's on the other side?Rainbows are visions, but only illusions,and rainbows have nothing to hide.So we've been told and some choose to believe it.I know they're wrong, wait and see.Someday we'll find it, the rainbow connection.The lovers, the dreamers and me.Who said that every wish would be heardand answered when wished on the morning star?Somebody thought of that and someone believed it.Look what it's done so far.What's so amazing that keeps us star gazingand what do we think we might see?Someday we'll find it, the rainbow connection.The lovers, the dreamers and me.All of us under its spell. We know that it's probably magic.Have you been half asleep and have you heard voices?I've heard them
Surgery
So because of the type of cyst I have they are going to do the surgery.I found out at my pre op appt. that it is not only fluid filled but aslo has solid mass.So they're gonna go in and take it out and do a biopsy.I'm scared as shit!The Dr said she would do everything in her power to leave some healthy tissue behind so that I can still produce hormones(I had an eptopic prgnancy where they removed my tube ,but I can't remember if my other ovary was involved,I'm praying not)And then I got the idea running through my head that if the cyst comes back as malignant it's all not really gonna matter anyhow.I really don't want to have to have all my reproductive organs removed and go on hormones.There is going to be a 6 to 8 week recovery time and I'm at loss as to whos gonna help me with my son,We only have my siter and brother inlaw out here and they both work and I'd hate for my Husband to have to use all of his sick and vacation time up to stay home and take care of the both of us.Just so m
Reality Needs Revisiting...
http://www.youtube.com/v/tuY3oLmzkjE&color1=0xb1b1b1&color2=0xcfcfcf&feature=player_embedded&fs=1"> The Songs That We Sing - Charlotte Gainsbourg I Walk Alone - Tarja Turunen
Contest
So I decided to do my own contest after having so much fun in the ones I am involved in. This is a simple contest, nothing special to enter. You can choose any picture in any of your albums as long as it is SFW. This will be a comment bombing contest. Prizes are as follows: 1st place: $40,000 worth of gifts, your choice. 2nd place: $20,000 worth of gifts, your choice. 3rd place: $10,000 worth of gifts, your choice. If I have enough people signed up, the contest will start Friday, April 13, at 12pm and will end Wednesday, April 18, at 12pm. If you are interested just click on the picture below and private message me with the link of the picture you wish to enter the contest with. "DJ Cash" (CTAF Squad 3 - #17) {sparklin_eyez fiance} [http://radio276.com]@ CherryTAP
Zombies!!
Rate all my pics...$2000 fubucks Rate all my stash...$5000 fubucks Just mssg me that ur done and i will send u ur fu-funds! Much thanks for all ur help! Rated N for Naughty (oYo) (_T_) The CDC recently revealed a list of what to do incase of ZOMBIES. Yes, your government, in thoughts of preparedness, has actually issued a survival set of instructions on what to do in case of an outbreak resulting in ZOMBIES. † Does this mean that washington is ACKNOWLEDGING they do exist? † What's next? When M&M's attack??? I love how you see posts that people can not accept the past. I recently read one that my ex husband posted how I can not accept the past. I got news for ya - I accepted the fact that you gave up all rights to your son in court, on paper, infront of a judge, and infront of God. I accepted that long ago. I never asked for a thing from you. I never got a dime from you for anything. I did it all on my own with no input or assistance from you at all. I never walked away -
A Simple Game......
A simple gameÖ. We check into a fancy hotel room. It has all the amenities, in-room hot tub, stocked bar, room service, movies, and plenty of room. We set up for the game. The rules are simple. One board (we use a Monopoly board), two playing pieces, two dice, and three bowls labeled his, hers, and actions to be taken. Of course, there is a pad and a pen, but Iíll get to that later. The object of the game is to have as much naughty fun as you can imagine. Each player will start on the starting line. Each will take turns rolling the dice. As each player moves down the street, a player that is passed by the other player must take off an item of clothing. This can only happen once per player per street (consider each side of the board a street, so there are only four streets in this game). We both have on plenty of clothes to make the game a little more interesting. You must also kiss your partner each time you remove a piece of clothing. The kiss must be a l
Guys, You Need To Go South!
If you want to make an impression on a woman, go south. If you expect it, give it too. And practice makes perfect, I assure you.
I Believe.....
Not sure where I got this from, but just felt like posting it. This sums it all up. . I believe - . . . that just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do. I believe - . . . that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change. I believe - . . . that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. I believe - . . . that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love. I believe - . . . that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I believe - . . that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I believe - . . . that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I believe - . . . that you can keep going long after you think you c
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Wednesdays Blog
a rip in my heart so deep it bleeds pain and fear you refuse to see why say you love only me if you dont why promise forever and always if you wont she's taken my place by your side i am left alone with a heart that dies. written 7-10-07 copyrite raven queen aka alecys drake (my pen name)please do not use without my permission. well for the last several years my birthday has sucked i usually end up in tears. this year however was much better. thanks to my best friend and room mate, my toxic twin and love of my heart and of course my little fellow. who was in an unusually loving mood. and of course all the lovely gifts and comments and emails i got. thanks everyone. and why was it so great? my friends gave me the best gift they could themselves. well not to mention there was this one moment when my sweetie took me into his arms and held me as close as he could and very passionately told me he loved me and only me. that i was his heart and soul. the key to
Every Time....
Every I love you, you whisper, is like rain for the trees, moonlight for the ocean, nectar for the bee Every kiss bestowed upon me is like fragrance on flowers, heat upon the desert, mist from morning showers Every glance in my direction is like flame to the fire, a twinkling of stars, a spark of love's desire Every moment in your arms is like waves to the ocean, a rushing, primal urge, a sweet mix of emotion Every passing year were together is like joy without measure, a life without limits, I shall love you forever.
My Country
Love This Comeback One of my sons serves in the military. He is still stateside, here in California . He called me yesterday to let me know how warm and welcoming people were to him, and his troops, everywhere he goes telling me how people shake their hands, and thank them for being willing to serve, and fight, for not only our own freedoms but so that others may have them also. But he also told me about an incident in the grocery store he stopped at yesterday, on his way home from the base. He said that ahead of several people in front of him stood a woman dressed in a burkha. He said when she got to the cashier she loudly remarked about the U.S. flag lapel pin the cashier wore on her smock. The cashier reached up and touched the pin, and said proudly," Yes, I always wear it and probably always will." The woman in the burkha then asked the cashier when she was going to stop bombing her countrymen, explaining that she was Iraqi. A gentleman stand
Friends
It's been a long time since iv'e been able to be here, so there's alot to tell. Grant is now married and just celebrated his 1 year anniversery last month. He married a wonderful girl named Jennifer, who has become like one of my own children. They have made me a very proud BIG MAMA!!! I love being a grandma!!! My grandson is such an added joy to me. It's amazing the difference between your own children and your grandchildren. I love him just as much as my own, but i get to give him back at the end of the day!!! Just kidding! But they couldn't stop at just one, the new baby is due in July! As if that wasn't enough, Shareena is getting ready to graduate high school in a couple months. I'm so proud of her. She has applied to several schools and plans on going into forensic science. Tyisha is now a freshman and is a normal 14 year old, with all the drama of a teenager! Dahlia is doing very well, stays on the high honor roll, improved greatly on her flute(thank god) and is growing into a b
Urges
Why do my wrists burn with the urge to cut? I have cut many times in the past but I have never had the urge to cut my wrists. My thighs are usually what burn and then receive the brutal torture of being carved upon. It is a comfort to me to cut. It is like it takes all of my problems away. I feel like I have been cleansed. As weird to some as it may sound it is the way that I feel. The feeling of being cleansed is usually only temporary but it is effective. Should I face the fate that most say is inevitable? Medicate or end it? Over the years I have had many people tell me do the smart thing and medicate yourself like your father did before you make the same mistakes that he did. I have even been told before that I can either get on meds or make the needed funeral arrangements because with out treatment that fate is inevitable. I dont want my kids to see thier mom all medicate and almost unable to function normal everyday activities because most of the anti depressants make me either s
Move Over Jamie Gold
TIME FOR CHAPTER 2 OF MY POKER SAGA. THE TRIP TO VEGAS WAS AWESOME!!!! SO GOOD IN FACT THAT I AM HEADED OUT TO THE CARD ROOM HERE FOR THE NEXT FEW DAYS TO SEE HOW IT GOES IN A DIFFERENT ENVIRONMENT. BEEN A LONGTIME DREAM OF MINE TO PLAY THIS GAME FOR A LIVING AND AFTER MAKING MORE MONEY IN THE PAST 6 DAYS THAN I WILL MAKE IN THE NEXT 3 MONTHS AT THE POST OFFICE, MAY NO LONGER BE A DREAM. IN ANY EVENT, I WILL BE OUT OF TOUCH UNTIL MONDAY OR TUESDAY, 4/16 OR 4/17, SO WISH ME LUCK ALL MY BEAUTIFUL CHERRIES AND I WILL TALK TO YA SOON.....
Pain
i was just watching montel tryin to fall asleep since i been up for like 3 days straight and i busted in tears. it was about families that are over in war.and it all brought up pain that im feeling about my moms death.her death was unknowing and unexpected. the day i got the voicemail from my uncle(my moms brother lenny) and said she was life flighted to ruby memorial i morgantown cause they thought she was havin a stroke i was shocked,i called her cell and left a mssage sayin nothin was gonna happen to her that she'd be ok and that i loved her, but then when the dr called me and said she had suffered severe brain damage on the left side cuz she had, hada spontanious hypertension anorism,and there was nothing else possible for them to do to save her and that i hadta get there in person to give permission to take her off life support that moment i totaly lost it, and from that moment i might look and act strong on the outside but truthfully on the inside im just withering away to no
Kris's Thoughts
Welcome to my blog! I don't want drama so if you got it leave it at the door. I have a 2 year old son whom I love with all my heart and also my own home, car and money. I have a lot of my own drama so that's why I said I don't want any of any one elses. I have a close friend whom I am deeply in love with but also very very confused about at the moment. I love being with him but ya know some times things happen that piss me off. I love him with all my heart and I just wish more would come of this then what it is at the moment. *~Peace~*
More Drama
You know all my life i hear this crap about girls only like bad boys, nice guys never get the girl. Well guess what the same about guys.. they rather the gold digging bitch over the good girl that wants to help them and will always be there for them. im so sick of this. why is there always this double standard shit? Well lets see I got my colonoscopy and i have IBS and still having some pain. Doctor put me on prozac to help calm down my stress and it has me a little too calm where I get bored faster and just do not want to do anything anymore. hmmm I screwed my 4.0 up last quarter I got a B in phyics :(. I have missed a lot of school this quarter trying to fight my health but still holding strong A's in my classes. Jay and I are now really not talking anymore. He said he moved to the Keys but dont think he did since his gf he said he wasnt seeing is here with new pictures of them together. she keeps visiting my sites and talking to my friends. I decided after year and 1/2 if he
Naughty Survey
naughty application Body: NAUGHTY APPLICATION fill out and send back to me 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)?: 4. Do you think i'm hot?: 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Three sum? 20. How many times would you like to do it? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is fore play to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THiS BACK TO YOU! EVEN iF YOU HAVE A BOYFR
Sept. 11 Tribute
Tickle You Thursday
My husband and I divorced over religious differences. He thought he was God, and I didn't. ------------------------------------------------------------------- Marriage is a three-ring circus: Engagement ring, wedding ring, and suffering. ---------------------------------------------------------------------- For Sale : Wedding dress, size 8. Worn once by mistake. --------------------------------------------------------------------- There are two times when a man doesn't understand a woman: Before marriage and after marriage. ---------------------------------------------------------------------- Why were hurricanes usually named after women? Because when they arrive, they're wet and wild, but when they go, they take your house and car. ---------------------------------------------------------------------- The woman applying for a job in a Florida lemon grove seemed way too qualified for the job. "Look Miss," said the foreman, "have you any actual experien
Shoutbox
ok -- i know that it is not monday but my shoutbox is haveing an issue this morning so send me a private message and HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY!! Hugs and Kisses to all Jacque~his#1girl
Chance's Quote Of The Day
The Edge... there is no honest way to explain it because the only people who really know where it is are the ones who have gone over. -- Hunter S. Thompson Bonus Quote: The wonderful world of home appliances now makes it possible to cook indoors with charcoal and outdoors with gas -- Bill Vaughn I worked night and day for twelve years to prevent the war, but I could not. The North was mad and blind, would not let us govern ourselves, and so the war came. -- Jefferson Davis Bonus Quote: Life is thickly sown with thorns, and I know no other remedy than to pass quickly through them. The longer we dwell on our misfortunes, the greater is their power to harm us. -- Voltaire This public service is brought to you daily by CT's Yoda©, speak to you I will! All strange and terrible events are welcome, but comforts we despise. -- Cleopatra Bonus Quote: Only those who risk going too far can possibly find out how far they can go. -- T.S. Elliot This public
Mindless Blabberings.
I'm in the most seductive eyes contest, and I'd greatly appreciate it if you could rate and comment bomb on my picture here. I'll return the favor with rates ♥ Click the Picture: Yippee!! Finally...so much damn stress at work. It feels nice to be stress-free and at home. Bedroom, here I come!! Gosh this makes me feel realy special that someone took the time to make another account just to come over to my profile and leave me a "1" and a nasty comment. here's the morons account... i wonder who the chicken shit is. http://www.fubar.com/user/1038663
Do You Or Don"t You
some days come easier than other...then theres one day in ur life u cant for get about...something has happened and u just cant forget. 2 years i lost someone very near and dear to me.. my brother nate..there was nothing i could do to save him when he took his owne life cause he thought life was so hard and that he wasnt love that he didnt need to be here anymore... today is a very hard day for me and i miss him very much..i know my whole family does... Dont ever be sorry for thing u cant control and never forget the ones u loved and lost.. lifes to short to worry about stupid shit and u will have regrets if u do... live life to the fullest and think of others when u make choices that could affect anothers life.. life is a game of chance and if u dont take the chance u'll never know what lifes about.. much love Cassie To love is to hurt. To hurt is to fear. To fear is to be rejected by others. There are different stages in life. To open up means letting down y
Life
Everything seems so pointless anymore. It seems like the more I try the more I get kicked back down. I try so hard to please everyone in my life. I try to find love but it seems that everytime I try some one is there to kick me back down. It seems that no one wants me to be happy any more I try my hardest to be a good person but it seems that I turn into a bitch that no one wants anything to do with. This really sucks I don't know what to do I don't know maybe I'm never ment to be happy maybe I'm never ment to have someone I love that will love me back. I don't know WTF I'm doin wrong. I guess I was always ment to be alone and unhappy. Well I guess if no one wants to be in my life then I guess it will be just me and my 2 wonderful kids.
Tapalotluv Here 4u
Hey everyone, I am new to CT and it will take me a while to get my stuff right on here. I do have yahoo messenger if you want to chat with me. My screen name is ( tapalotluv )I also have a myspace. ( http://www.myspace.com/tapalotluv ) If that is not right sorry lol I will double check it tho. I have lots of pics.
Help!!!
IM NEW HERE AND DONT KNOW TO MUCH ABOUT THIS PLACE SOMEONE HELP PLEASE!!!
I Must Have Pms, Lol
Sometimes stuff gets on my nerves, stupid stuff. Sometimes I have really hard time containing my displeasure, which is kind of a bad thing since I am a waitress, lol. I'm just supposed to smile and be sweet..... no matter what. I have gotten pretty good at that, but.... I sure have some days of falling short. In the last few weeks there have been some issues for me that are pretty nonsensical (yeah, I can admit that) but this stuff just PISSES me off. Some of these things are particular to being a waitress or being in retail or some job where you serve the public...... and they are in your face, in all their stupidity and self-centered glory. I HATE INCONSIDERATE PEOPLE! It puzzles me as to why they come into a public place and do the following things....... When you come into a restaurant, turn your damned cell phone off, at least until you have ordered your food. It's someones job to bring you what you want, but they cant if they don't know what that is, because you
Rascal Flatts
Sara Beth is scared to death To hear what the doctor will say She hasn't been well, since the day that she fell And the bruise just won't go away So she sits and she waits with her mother and dad And flips through an old magazine Till the nurse with the smile stands in the door And says will you please come with me Sara Beth is scared to death Cause the doctor just told her the news Between the red cells and white, something's not right But we're gonna take care of you Six chances in ten, it won't come back again With the therapy we're gonna try It's just been approved, it's the strongest there is And I think that we caught it in time And Sara Beth closes her eyes. Chorus: And she dreams she's dancing Around and around without any cares And her very first love is holding her close And a soft wind is blowing her hair Sara Beth is scared to death As she sits holding her mom Cause it would be a mistake for someone to take A bald headed girl to the prom
Those Feelings
c'mon fuckers RATE ME FAN ME do something im fallin behind my girlfriend in rating WTF!! lol since february i havent felt more alive, im 25 and thought i knew what it was like to be in love.well until i met kristin i didnt.i have the greatest girlfriend in the world and just wanted to let you all know how much i love her
Attitude
Loved those shows growing up ATTITUDE by Charles Swindoll "The longer I live, the more I realize the impact of attitude on life. Attitude, to me, is more important than facts. It is more important than the past, than education, than money, than circumstances, than failures, than successes, than what other people think, say or do. It is more important than appearance, giftedness or skill. It will make or break a company... a church... a home. The remarkable thing is we have a choice every day regarding the attitude we embrace for that day. We cannot change our past... we cannot change the fact that people will act in a certain way. We cannot change the inevitable. The only thing we can do is play the one string we have, and that is our attitude... I am convinced that life is 10% what happens to me and 90% how I react to it. And so it is with you... we are in charge of our AttitudesĒ I REALLY BELIEVE THIS
Sweet Bees Blogs
Beat boxing.Add to My Profile | More Videos I WONDER???? Body: Everybody wonders "what if" once in a while. Just hit REPLY and fill it out about the person that posted this. It will only go to the person who posted it in the first place, and no one else can see it, don't forget to be honest! What if 1. I died: 2. I kissed you: 3. I lived next door to you: 4. You found out I was married: 5. I stole something: 6. I was hospitalized: 7. I refused to leave my home: 8. I got into a fight while you were there: WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY 9. Personality: 10. Eyes: 11. Hair: 12. Family: WOULD YOU 13. Help me hide a body? 14. Keep a secret if I told you one? 15. Hold my hand? 16. Take a bullet for me? 18. Try to solve my problems? 19. Love me? 20. Date me? HAVE YOU EVER 21. Lied to make me feel better? 22. Wanted to kiss me? 23. Wanted to kill me? 24. Broke my heart? 25. K
She Was Only 5!!
She was only 5 Body: Her dad was a drunk Her mom was an addict Her parents kept her Locked in an attic Her only friend was a little toy bear It was old and worn out And had patches of hair She always talked to it When no one's around She lays there and hugs it Not a peep of sound Until her parents unlock the door Some more and more pain She'll have to endore A bruise on her leg A scar on her face Why would she be In such a horrible place? But she grabs her bear And softly crys She loves her parents But they want her to die She sits in the corner Quiet but thinking, "Please God, why is My life always sinking? " Such a bad life For a sad little kid She'd get beaten and beaten For anything she did Then one night Her mom came home high And the poor child was beaten As hours went by Then her mom suddenly Grabbed for a blade It was sharp and pointy One that she made She thrusted the blade Right in her chest,
English!!
Can you read these right the first time? 1) The bandage was wound around the wound. 2) The farm was used to produce produce. 3) The dump was so full that it had to refuse more refuse. 4) We must polish the Polish furniture. 5) He could lead if he would get the lead out. 6) The soldier decided to desert his dessert in the desert. 7) Since there is no time like the present, he thought it was time to present the present . 8) A bass was painted on the head of the bass drum. 9) When shot at, the dove dove into the bushes. 10) I did not object to the object. 11) The insurance was invalid for the invalid. 12) There was a row among the oarsmen about how to row 13) They were too close to the door to close it. 14) The buck does funny things when the does are present. 15) A seamstress and a sewer fell down into a sewer line. 16) To help with planting, the farmer taught his sow to sow. 17) The wind was too strong to wind the sail. 18) Upon seei
De_vi_us_01
Have you ever been sleeping so good and ur phone rings?And on the other end is someone you think is so hot....Well I had my first wake up call this morning and I didnt want to move after that call....NO you dirty minded people I know what u thought.But I did enjoy it.BTW this is my first blog on here so bare with me til I get better.They say you do get better with practice ....so on the blog issue I will get better hehehe
This Is Beautiful
She jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room. She said: "How is my little boy? Is he going to be all right? When can I see him?" The surgeon said, "I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it." Sally said, "Why do little children get cancer? Doesn't God care any more? Where were you, God, when my son needed you?" The surgeon asked, "Would you like some time alone with your son? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university." Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good-bye to son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair. "Would you like a lock of his hair?" the nurse asked. Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally. The mother said, "It was Jimmy's idea to donate his body to the Universi
Bill Bailey
April 12,2007
To all in my Familly,Friends,fans,etc.My comp not running well today.The amount of Cookies,History an the Crap that the CT installs on Computers these days,is unreal.Everyones Comments will have to wait.I must defrag an other Diagnostic Stuff. I'm not fealing to good right now.Pounding Headache,actually had it all night.An the Cat disrupting my Sleep didn't help either. Big Day today for PiperXylon,an Excellent member of my Familly.She has enterd herself in the Mothers Day Blast Giveaway.She's a very Sweet Gal,as all my Familly is.I hope,us as a whole can give her this Victory she so Deserves. But some of us being in Contest know.It's not always the Best or the Prettiest,cutest,kindest that Wins these things.It's the people whom have many Friends,or cash to pay for Blasts to help them win.So us as a Whole have our work cut out for us this afternoon.At the start of this Contest.I will be trying my Damnest to stay under the Radar of the Constant Barrage of Insults Directed at me
Dottie's Random Thoughts
howdy yall!!! i just got introduced to this very addictive site!! so far its been a blast...i have met many people that are really cool! keep the comments and the ratings coming yall!! stop bi and say HI...im pretty sure ill be here!! keep the shiny side up! rock on!! ok yall...i have had a really bad day...let me tell ya about it 1.) my 9 yr old son got suspended from school for what i like to lovingly call being a jackass!!! he got involved in a fight at school and so he got suspended. 2.) im getting ready to leave work when i get in my car and it wont turn over!!! so i popped the clutch and pulled it into our shop to deal with on friday. 3.) its been bloody cold here!! not very condusive to riding a motorcycle!! not to mention that most oklahoma drivers dont have the ability to see motorcyclist on the road...apparently we are invisble when we ride!!! ok thats all im going to rant about right now... keep the shiny side up! rock on! howdy yall!! hope everyo
Military Sweetheart Contest
hey ya'll...Come and vote for me to win my first contest...It is for a blast...I hope ya'll will come and help me out...
Politics
Ever wonder what the expression "stuck on stupid" meant?Well here is an example: The grinning idiot clinging to Je$$e Jack$on is Cindy Sheehan... the sob sister protesting the war at Bush's ranch, who lost her son in the war, the same son she gave up in her divorce when he was 7 years old. And by the way if you wonder why she has so much free time ... she is going through another divorce right now and guess what? She is giving up custody of another son. As Forest Gump once wisely proclaimed, "Stupid is as stupid does."What Is This Picture? Obviously, it's a picture in a cemetery. What cemetery and whose grave? Sadly, it's the grave of Casey Sheehan. After two years, and a DoD payment of $250,000 to the "Peace Mom", Cindy Sheehan has not had the time or bothered to have a headstone placed on this young hero's grave. And, she doesn't even have to pay for one, the DoD will provide one: "The Department of Veterans Affairs (VA) furnishes upon request, at no charge to the applicant, a g
Blog Virgin
This is my first blog. Ever! I've never blogged before. What do you blog about? I'm blog blocked.
Nobody
It's gone What's gone? My mind? Soul? No, I'm fine Not really Deep inside, something is missing The love and tender kissing She walked out herself Now all I do is talk to myself in the mirror, with my reflection My heart is dead Soon it will make a resurrection Once the wounds heal And I'm loved for real A type of love I can feel But nobody loves me Nobody cares Nobody loves me That nobody is me I can't love myself because no one does I'm all alone and no longer what I once was But the only thing that keeps me alive Is knowing that the next day, it might all change For the best And that "nobody" becomes somebody
Very Disturbing
I recently was talking to a fellow CherryTap member(name will not be revieled) and they were telling me that thier spouse deleted every woman off thier account. What gives this person the right to delete friends? Does this person think they can control the living fuck out of someone? Or is it just some major JEALOUSY? I think the dumbass is just majorly jealous cause the fact that this person has both men and women on thier account. Holy fuck if my ole' man was that damn jealous....he would be seeing my back side. Hell this is the fucking internet. We should be able to choose who we want on our pages. Not some other snibbling wine bag who thinks that they wear the bloody pants in the house. oh well. I have blocked this persons spouse for thier stupid jealousy. If you want to know who this jealous biatch is, send me a message. Maybe if we send them enough bullshit.....they will change thier ways For 3 years now, I have lived in misery. Misery from the lose of my 3 1/2 y/o son who
To Watch You Leaving
To Watch You Leaving . . . is to know such pain, it's jagged edges tearing into my soul. As a stake from the garden tears into the warm, dark earth. To Watch You Leaving . . . knowing all the while that never again will I fit myself, warm with sleep, against your solid back. Nor hear your steady breathing. Or feel the beating of your heart. To Watch You Leaving . . . aware in every moment of every day that my dreams, my future; once tied with silken ribbons to yours, will never come to be. And the mornings once so silent and hopeful, us gazing at the mountains and so gently awaiting forever - are now but small pieces of my past. To Watch You Leaving . . . your heart a tight fist of anger and your dry eyes betraying nothing of you. I cry for both of us, my love, because you will not. To Watch You Leaving . . . is to know that I've lost my place on this earth. My station. My heart's home. That I will wander, forever a nomad. Alone and afraid. And in my tr
Kevin Bloody Wilson
What Kind Of Man Are You??
WHAT KIND OF MAN ARE YOU LOOKING FOR? In a brief conversation, a man, speaking to a woman, was out to pursue the question, "What kind of man are you looking for?" She sat quietly for a moment before looking him in the eye and asked, "Do you really want to know?" Reluctantly, he said, "Yes" as she began to expound... "As a woman in this day and age, I am in a position to ask a man what he can do for me that I can't do for myself. I pay my own bills. I take care of my household without the help of any man- or woman for that matter. I am in the position to ask, 'What can you bring to the table?'" The man looked at her. Clearly he thought that she was referring to money. She quickly corrected his thought and stated, "I am not referring to money... I need something more. I need a man who is striving for perfection in every aspect of life." He sat back in his chair, folded his arms, and asked her to explain. She said, "I am looking for someone who is str
Monty Python
Just Funnies
A man woke up one morning to find his wife in a skimpy negligee,standing by the bed with a velvet rope in her hand. She purrrred at him,"tie me up and you can do anything you like." So he did.Then he went fishing. A man stepped onto the bus with both of his front pockets full of golf balls and sat down next to a beautiful blonde.The puzzled blonde kept looking at him and his bulging pockets.Finally,after noticing her many glances,he said,"it's golf balls." "Oh,"she said."Does it hurt as much as tennis elbow?" An elderly couple was attending church services.About halfway through the minister's sermon,the old lady leaned over and said,I just let out a silent fart .What do you think i should do?" Her husband replied,"Put a new battery in your hearing aid."
Girly
All Alone
I want to massage my ego and was hoping to get some loving from my ladies. Who will do one of these for me? Nobody likes me, everybody hates me, Guess I'll go eat worms, Long, thin, slimy ones; Short, fat, juicy ones, Itsy, bitsy, fuzzy wuzzy worms. Down goes the first one, down goes the second one, Oh how they wiggle and squirm. Up comes the first one, up comes the second one, Oh how they wiggle and squirm. Nobody loves me, everybody hates me Think I'll go and eat worms Long ones, short ones, fat ones, thin ones See how they wriggle and squirm I bite off the heads, and suck out the juice And throw the skins away Nobody knows how fat I grow On worms three times a day Ohh...nobody loves me. everybody hates me, Think I'll go eat worms. Big fat juicy ones, Eensie weensy squeensy ones, See how they wiggle and squirm. Chomp off their heads and squeeze out the juice And throw their tails away Nobody knows how I survive On worms three times a day. Nobo
If You See Me On Your Page
I have come to the conclussion that this is the best thing for me- i tried to sit here for a lil while- and got worse off- i aint getting no better- and i am sorry- i just cant do it no-more- to all you that i put on my list -- i am truely sorry- but my health just will not allow me to stay on here that long- i will miss you all dearly- and believe me- i love you guys and girls to death- just remember- when something bad gets said bout the butterbutt-- you who know me- know i will not do it- or say it- or anything in the nature of hurting you..-- much love and respect to you all-
Life And Love
Ok, here is my very first blog ever, and there is just something I want to get out of my mind. Why is it nice guys hardly ever finish, period? I have tried meeting women, gotten to know them, helped them through what some may call a severely hard time in their life, and they then turn around and date a complete asshole just cause he is cute, claiming they could never date you cause you are too good of friends. Why also is it that a woman can never just come out and tell you when there is a problem in the relationship? Why do they feel compelled to cheat on me and then wait several months later before they admit it to me, then also claim they never thought the relationship would have progressed so far. I am really tired of never finishing. Why can't I meet a woman that likes me and can remain loyal? And now once again, I am back on the single market, sitting on a shelf, collecting dust, waiting for someone to find me, like me for who I am, and then take me home into their heart.
Let's Talk About Cheating...
I've been cheated on, I've been hurt... I don't know. And maybe I am totally outta line here. You know, people think online flirting is harmless... it's not. You can learn a lot about someone by talking to them. You can learn things just as easily as you can by knowing them, just because you never met them, doesn't mean you can't connect on some other level. That you can't have some strong emotional attachment. Some of it is harmless though, you know, just random flirting. But people get off on it too. If someone is in a committed relationship, why would they think it's permissible to flirt with anyone other than with their partner? Not only are they putting themselves into a vulnerable situation where they can fall into temptation, but they're playing with the emotions of someone else. It takes a sick person to do that to someone. We're to be different than the animals. Being creatures of compassion is supposed to separate us from the animals. I don't see much compassio
Mildly Impatient Yet Easily Amused
I NEED YOUR HELP friends/fans!!! I am desperate to make this modeling contest that is about to end JUNE 10th...its obvious people aren't voting daily, my ranking has been dropping instead of raising. SOOO if you are REALLY my fan/friend, reply to this blog saying "I voted today". Here is the link to go vote: http://216.117.193.21/modeling/profile.asp?SmashBox_ProfileID=1250606 This is for the Smashbox Cosmetics Modeling Contest, voting can occur daily....if you choose to do so. Thank you!! "Ben & Jerry's Free Cone Day is an annual event, held in late April or early May, in which Ben and Jerry's scoop shops give out free ice cream cones all day. Over one million free cones are given away each year. Charitable organizations are often present at the stores each year and enjoy a significant amount of fundraising success. The first Free Cone Day was held on May 5, 1979. It was done by Ben and Jerry as a customer and staff appreciation event for the one ye
George Michael And Brittany Outside Video
Pierce@ CherryTAP Its me above. Updating Brittany's blog. She will be back on Friday and back on Cherrytap to answer all your comments and questions. I just posted the same thing on my blog I found it! I have been wondering which video Brittany did with George Michael for some time. I thought it was the video called Amazing. But I found out it was the video called Outside. The behind the scenes story on this was this happened right after George was arrested in West Hollywood for Indecent Exposure. Brittany appears as in several scenes at making out in the van, in the pool she the blonde, and making out in the office. Brittany had told me she wanted to be in the elevator with George but the director was afraid that Brittany might end up raping him. And she really would of. Have to post this on Brittany's Cherry tap site now. Enjoy!!
George Michael And Brittany
I found it! I have been wondering which video Brittany did with George Michael for some time. I thought it was the video called Amazing. But I found out it was the video called Outside. The behind the scenes story on this was this happened right after George was arrested in West Hollywood for Indecent Exposure. Brittany appears as in several scenes at 1:15 making out in the van, 2:07 in the pool, and 3:45 making out in the office. Brittany had told me she wanted to be in the elevator with George but the director was afraid that Brittany might end up raping him. And she really would of. Have to post this on Brittany's Cheery tap site now.
Song Of The Week
so here is the song i am listening to now its my song based on the how i feel from what happend in the other blog. Of course i cant bang my head to it that will take place next when i play some bloody sabbath and bls. NEIL YOUNG LYRICS "Heart Of Gold" I want to live, I want to give I've been a miner for a heart of gold. It's these expressions I never give That keep me searching for a heart of gold And I'm getting old. Keeps me searching for a heart of gold And I'm getting old. I've been to Hollywood I've been to Redwood I crossed the ocean for a heart of gold I've been in my mind, it's such a fine line That keeps me searching for a heart of gold And I'm getting old. Keeps me searching for a heart of gold And I'm getting old. Keep me searching for a heart of gold You keep me searching for a heart of gold And I'm getting old. I've been a miner for a heart of gold. ( words just feel so relative) lol You think you know me On
Books
A Pirateís Will Ye who wonders round my halls, I to warn thee of my curse. If ye found my treasure chest, Shall find naught but riches. From near and far within the seven seas, others try to take these treasures from ye, Be silent if ye wish to stay, But be warned of these thiefís hands. If they touch y treasure, Their hands shall bleed Ďtil they see their bones. For ye who first find thy treasure. Shall not be harmed in any way. But donít spend naught for one years time, For these halls belong to thee Who find thy treasure with a crew in two years time? You shall stay on board. All shall be provided on a notice, Be not alarmed of thy wonders on this vessel, So enjoy thy great legacy for the years To come. When these halls and decks Will have the crew, ye will choose To speak of mere acts of every experience.
Rip My Baby Girl
Poetry
Never did anyone quite understand; This girl before you is not what she seems. The scars on her arms are the SOS, And the look in her eyes is just a cute disguise. The swing of her hips, And the curve of her lips As she whispers venomous words: "I love you." She'll always haunt you. Sensual enough to draw you in, Like a moth to the flame; But get too close and you'llĖ Burn, Burn, Burn Like all those saints before you on the cross. Her anger will kill all around her, All who love and all who hate her. But her fears and depression Make you want to take her home As a little lost kitten, Oh, you didn't see? The kitten is a tiger! And she'll claw right to your heart, But still you're lured To her curves and her words. No wonder we all love her so. She is after allÖ A Gorgeous Massacre.
Phone # Game
JUST FOR SHITS AND GIGGLES.. REPOST TIS AND SEE HOW MANY PHONE NUMBERS YOU CAN GET... ITS AL IN FUN SO LETS HAVE SOME FUN!!!!! NAME Tiffany AGE 18 STATE YOU LIVE IN cali STATUS __MARRIED __ TAKEN [X] SINGLE PHONE NUMBER (707)514-8567 COULD I CALL [X] YES __ NO WHAT TIME IS BEST Anytime
The Morning After Reality Stuck
The Morning After Reality Can someone in all honesty fall in love with someone and know in there heart and in there mind that it will never happen. Can two souls be so alike.. being in total sincronicity with one another ..knowing that just a single kiss could ruin this. Why do complications of the heart always fog the better of ones judgment .. is it the lack or reason or thought .. can love have purpose other then just the common thread that we all see it as .. Why can loving someone have such larger meaning and devotion yet cant. What is truly love.. a thought or a concept of what happiness is. When does happiness become love, just the simple questions one never thinks yet alone asks .. Hippy
Jali ~ I Will Grow Up Tomorrow
There is a world of difference between saying what needs to be said and saying what you want to say. Words get taken the wrong way and intentions are often lost in the mix. I'm a compulsive foot-in-mouthist, and thinking before speaking is a lifelong fantasy I've yet to make true. And you know what? Honestly, I just hope I keep on failing. It's so goddamned much fun when I get to actually say what I think. I do curtail it day to day, but not as much as you might think. I'm not one of these secret-other-self type journal scribblers who has a total ego. I don't have to hit the bong or or guzzle 2-4 in order to tap into that inner self. I just have to bite my fucking tongue sometimes so I can yield to convention. But, trust me, most people I know have known me to say incredibly crass things sometimes, and I've no qualms about playing a fool. I miss that, I miss the fact that I'm not feeling as comfortable being myself as I once was. I chalk it up to the oddities of the rece
Fucked Up Life
Scotty doesn't know that Fiona and me do it in my van every Sunday. She tells him she's in church, but she doesn't go. still she's on her knees And Scotty doesn't know. Oh, Scotty doesn't know so don't tell Scotty Scotty doesn't know Scotty doesn't know so don't tell Scotty (Don't tell Scotty)* Fiona says she's out shoppin, But she's under me and I'm not stoppin. Cause Scotty doesn't know Scotty doesn't know Scotty doesn't know Scotty doesn't know so don't tell Scotty Scotty doesn't know So don't tell Scotty I can't believe he's so trustin While I'm right behind you thrustin UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUH Fiona's got him on the phone And she's trying not to moan It's a three-way call And he knows nothin Nothin Scotty doesn't know Scotty doesn't know Scotty doesn't know don't tell Scotty Cause Scotty doesn't know Scotty doesn't know So don't tell Scotty We'll put on a show Everyone will go Scotty doesn't know Scotty doesn't know Scotty doesn't
Action Weather News!
I may be alone here, but when I watch Mitch Numbnuts of "Action Weather News!" reporting live from a category 17 hurricane, I kind of hope he gets impaled by something horrifying like a fence post, a bus, or Al Roker. Yes, that's a nasty thing to say... But what in the scrotum of Satan are you doing out there, Mitch? It's important to report the facts, but this is American News, dude. You don't need to report facts. You need only provide gossip and dusty, decade-old information about Jon Benet. Besides, there isn't a lot of useful information about lethal weather - other than the importance of getting the fuck out of its way. So why are you standing right in the very middle of God's own explosive diarrhea? If I'm right, it's because news is really just entertainment. It's not meant to provide useful information. Nope. You're out there for our amusement, Bucko. And I happen to love it. And there's only one reason we watch. We watch, because there's a distinct possiblity this
Musicstuffs Version 2.0
www.imslp.org (to which I've linked rather often in my stash here, for many reasons) is no more. (The reasons may be seen on the main page- or any other. I will remove those links from my stash very soon and replace those that I can with links to other sites that have them- when of course the content of them was truly out of copyright, as most, at least, of them were. Though the fact that much on the site- including pages I linked to, though not, I think, including any Universal Edition scores, by chance anyway? ... (see the page) was in copyright in the EU while out of copyright in the US... was part of the problem...) Used to do this a bit (when replacing current listening with something newer - had a thread I added to, in fact, with any lengthy description I wanted to keep for any reason :) Without any further adodedodedo, the last bit to go in the music section of my profile... Louis Spohr's string quintet in G major from his op. 33 (1810s) (see review of the CD in a later

Poetry
I found you under a tree You just looked at me Knowing exactly how to set me free Thats when you and I became we My heart flutered at every kiss The way our lips fit together I knew I was going to miss Those kisses that felt like feathers Your hands roam my body Touching my skin like you've known me forever Our movements felt naughty Even though it was always my surrender Then to see you leave with her My mind remembered what I am Something that can never compare For I am just a simple little lamb For I will always be a substitue lover There till something better comes Always good, but not forever Ant the one good enough for some Your kisses make me shiver Your touch makes want to moan your name Your body against me shakes my core You deep in me makes me go into a world of extasy Feeling you all over is all I ever want Feeling you penetrate my mind makes me want you more Feeling you touch my cold heart makes me melt Knowing
My Dads Bio.....
About Kenneth Duane Brush If you you could hear the voice of my dads spirit,these would be his spoken words of wisdom. "I was born as Kenneth Duane Brush, but my friends call me Duane. I have always had a passion for the great outdoors, hunting is my middle name and it was like a game to me. 'Cause it required combining the precision of true marksmanship, eyes like an eagle, timing and the technique skills. Losing the game was simply not hitting the target, but the agony of defeat was feeling like a disappointment to my family by coming home empty handed. The game prize was the fixings for a good homecooked supper. Normally, what would be considered your typical homecooked meal, was more like a daily Thanksgiving feast
My Dads Obituary.........
Kenneth Duane Brush Monday, December 31, 2001 Kenneth Duane Brush LEXINGTON -- Kenneth Duane Brush, 62, died Sunday (Dec. 30, 2001) at the Good Samaritan Hospital at Kearney. He was born Dec. 12, 1939, at Stockville, to Myron and Luella (Halley) Brush. He graduated from Curtis High School. He served for three years in the U. S. Naval Air Force. He married Darlene Carter in El Cajon, Calif., in 1961. He was employed by the City of Lexington at the time of his death. He was preceded in death by his parents. Survivors include his wife, Darlene of Lexington; two sons, Wayne and wife, Mary Brush of Austin, Texas, Nick and his wife Patti Reynolds; two brothers, Ronald and wife, Ella Brush of Texas, Jerry and wife, Jean Brush of Holdrege; two sisters, Cheryl and husband, Darrell Dockweiler of Eddyville, Shirley and husband, Ron Atkinson of Curtis; and four grandchildren. .."
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Spiritual
I am interested in learning about the spirituality of others in Cherry Tap. I know that there is a GOD and I lean towards more Country music, but the way I was raised and went to Church I either went to a Methodist or Protestant church. I am wanting to learn more about others to chat with on the subject. Please Inquire within and we will chat some more.
Awwwwwwwwwwwww
Today kinda sucks being alone just sucks I'm tired of not having someone special to spend my nites with I'm tired of not having someone to fall asleep nexted to someone I can just cuddle up with on my couch and watch a movie with ugh being alone sucks :(
Story That I Was Inspired To Do Because Of Lord Lestat...
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Funny As Hell
Self Doubt
Self doubt shadows me Master can see it in my eyes Sternly Master commands me Without hesitation i obey Master looks me up and down my eyes casted downwards Reaching out He beckons me Softly Master tells me i'm beautiful Gently He lifts lifts my chin with His hand Looking deeply into my soul Looking back i see the most deepest love ever And i know in His arms i'm safe For the first time He takes my body Taking me to plateaus i never been before Master shows me He is in control As my body envelops Him My body explodes in pleasure Only after His permission The love He has given me Now connects two into one. cherrie (2007)
Mid Life
I can almost feel myself losing weight . . . by forwarding this to you! You'll understand at the end. I've seen two shows lately that went on and on about how mid-life is a great time for women. Just last week Oprah had a whole show on how great menopause will be . . . Puhleeeeeeeze! I've had a few thoughts of my own and would like to share them with you. Whether you are pushing 40, 50, 60 (or maybe even just pushing your luck), you'll probably relate. Mid-life is when the growth of hair on our legs slows down. This gives us plenty of time to care for our newly acquired mustache. In mid-life women no longer have upper arms, we have wing spans. We are no longer women in sleeveless shirts, we are flying squirrels in drag. Mid-life is when you can stand naked in front of a mirror and you can see your rear without turning around. Mid-life is when you go for a mammogram and you realize that this is the only time someone will ask you to appear topless.
Food For Thought
In the beginning, God created the Heavens and the Earth and populated the Earth with broccoli, cauliflower and spinach, green and yellow and red vegetables of all kinds, so Man and Woman would live long and healthy lives. Then using God's great gifts, Satan created Ben and Jerry's Ice Cream and Krispy Creme Donuts. And Satan said, "You want chocolate with that?" And Man said, "Yes!" and Woman said, "and as long as you're at it, add some sprinkles." And they gained 10 pounds. And Satan smiled. And God created the healthful yogurt that Woman might keep the figure that Man found so fair. And Satan brought forth white flour from the wheat, and sugar from the cane and combined them. And Woman went from size 6 to size 14. So God said, "Try my fresh green salad." And Satan presented Thousand-Island Dressing, buttery croutons and garlic toast on the side. And Man and Woman unfastened their belts following the repast. God then said, "I have sent you heart healthy veget
Wadd It Dohh
hey i am just here for friends and down the road a girl friend right now i am single i was looking for a min then i quit other than that i am a big teddy bear i love to cuddle watch movies you name it i will try it i try anything once if i dont like it it will be the last time i do it so get at me
Swingers Central
MY PARTNERS TELL ME THEY LOVE THE WAY MY BODY REACTS DURING SEX, SO I DECIDED TO DESCRIBE IT TO GET OTHERS COMMENTS. I WANT TO SEE IF THIS IS A NORMAL REACTION OR IF I AM JUST LUCKY. WHEN I FIRST START TO GET TURNED ON I CAN FEEL MY BODY START TO TREMBLE IN ANTICIPATION. THEN AS MY PARTNER BEGINS TO EXPLORE MY BODY AND MOVES THEIR HANDS TO MY WAITING PUSSY MY CLIT BECOMES ENLARGED TO MAKE IT EASY TO FIND. AS MY PARTNER RUBS MY CLIT I BEGIN TO GET WET AND ONCE I AM COMPLETELY CAUGHT UP IN THE PASSION I WILL SQUIRT WITH THE SMALLEST MOVEMENT OVER THEIR HANDS. THEN WHEN I AM RECIEVING ORAL ALL THEY HAVE TO DO IS TOUCH ME WITH THEIR TONGUE IN A SLIGHTLY AGGRESSIVE WAY WHILE THEIR FINGERS ARE INSIDE ME AND MY BODY WILL TENSE UP, MY MUSCLES IN MY PUSSY WILL TIGHTEN AND THE JUICES WILL FLOW. DURING SEX I ENJOY ALOT OF TOUCHING, FEELING, GRABBING AND PASSION. MY FAVORITE POSITION WHEN MY PARTNER HAS ME ON MY BACK WITH MY HIPS ARCHED AND MY LEGS UP TO WHERE I AM GETTING FULL PENETRATI
Me
Is it ever to late to start again? Ever wonder if you did everything right. I know i do every day!! To all you that read this thank you so much and to all the people i have meet here you are all so sweet and thank you for the time you took for me.
Your Name
Your Name I wrote your name in the sky, but the wind blew it away. I wrote your name in the sand, but the waves washed it away. I wrote your name in my heart, and forever it will stay.
Cori
No one likes me! What do I have to do to get people to like me? Huh?!! So that's my question. Maybe someone will know the answer or maybe there is noone who likes me at all! I'm not likeable. I'll admit it. That's something to work on at least. So I've been with my company for 8 and a half years and my salary is now being revamped with a brand NEW pay plan! So guess what? "What?" you ask. When it boils down, I will be recieving less every month unless I sell 700.00 dollars more a week. Fuck You!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yeah that's right. This is not making me want to work any harder. If anything it makes me want to fucking burn this bridge and find something else that won't fuck me over like my fucking job just did. I know there's so much bull shit to life and that I will experience so much more throughout my lifetime, but it still fucking blows like my fucking smelly ass!! Shit! Oh well.
Commando Cooking
Notify Blogger about objectionable content. What does this mean? Send As SMS BlogThis!cookordie A blunt and true-to-life diatribe from a bitter and cynical line cook...real and un-abashed..an expose of behind the scenes action that occur every day in every kitchen..Tony Bourdain without the heroin. About Me Name: Commando Cook Location: orlando, fla, United States see above View my complete profile Previous Posts Wh... Zucchin..no..Zu... "Expiate" ver... Happy as a clam....... Try not to pay attention to the description of thi... Archives December 2005 April 2006 June 2006 Friday, June 16, 2006 Where does that time go???? Actually,it's easy to explain where the time went...it's called the bloody JOB!!! Ok,it is a bit of a lame excuse on the face of it,"But Bill we all have jobs"; Yes I can hear you...and if you find yourself watching the T.V. divas I can see where it might make one think the job's a breeze..let me put this into context
Public Uglyness
i know that i am not the best looking guy in the world ,but someone on this site rated my photo a 1,and someone else rated the same photo a 6 So that being said ,i just wanted to apoligize to all my friends and fans who have rated the same photo a 10 for being so ugly

You might be just what I need No I would not change a thing Been dreaming of this so long But we only exist in this song The thing is, I'm not worth the sorrow And if you come and meet me tomorrow I will hold you down, fold you in Deep, deep, deep in the fiction we live I break in two over you I break in two And if a piece of you dies Autumn, I will bring you back to life Of course I see you I do. True love is a sacred flame That burns eternally, And none can dim its special glow Or change its destiny. True love speaks in tender tones And hears with gentle ear, True love gives with open heart And true love conquers fear. True love makes no harsh demands It neither rules nor binds, And true love holds with gentle hands The hearts that it entwines. ~ Anonymous Oh why cant I be what you need a new improved version of me but i'm nothing so good no i'm nothing just bones, a lonely ghost burning down songs of violence of love and of sorrow
So This Is What Happens
Now, I am all for family get-togethers, and all but I have to admit that even I KNOW this was as far-fetched as they come. Sunday is when we had to do the barbecue for my sister's homecoming which means we had to rush to do what we wanted all because my sister had a hair appointment on Saturday (She was done and home by 3) which I admit we still could have done the cookout on Saturday but let's not incovience my sister. So, let's just say that was part of the issue. I had to find ways to amuse myself (lord knows I could have been in Tunnel Hill Georgia this past weekend with the re-enactors that were up there including my favorite colonel, Bill.) But I showed Bill (who graduated with my sister) a new picture of her, and OMG, I thought he was going to die. It wasn't a good picture. Believe me. I won't say the whole response to her picture, but at least I know my friend and my husband made me feel skinny....:) Well, I am beginning to wonder if I am really wanting to stay on here now
Funny
Can you see what is wrong with each picture? If not you need to re-think driving. :} Please Conment bomb me for this contest!this is the link to your photo:
Help Me Please!!!!
im getting closer with all your help we can get this done please bomb this pic for me you no i would for you i need some help lots of it if you got time thanks so much for every one that has helped out so far!!!!!!thanks !!!!!!!! I NEED LOTS OF HELP IF YOU COULD PLEASE COME BY AND BOMB THE HECK OUT OF THIS PIC FOR ME PLEASE I NEED ALL THE HELP I CAN GET I APPRICIATE EVERY ONES HELP I WOULD DO THE SAME FOR YOU LIKE I ALWAYS DO SO PLEASE CLICK THE PIC BELOW AND BOMBS AWAYS THANKS SO MUCH !!!!!!! MY CONTEST FOR MY WEEK BLAST JUST OPENED UP I NEED SOME HELP PLEASE COME HELP ME OUT AND COMMENT BOMB THE HECK OUT OF THIS PIC FOR ME PLEASE I WOULD FOR YOU THANKS FOR ALL THE COMMENTS YOU LEAVE EVERY ONE IS APPRICIATED!!!!!HERE IS THE LINK CLICK THE PIC!!!!!!
Don't Get It!!!!
OK, I DON'T GET IT!!!! I HAVE BEEN ON ALOT OF DIFFERENT SITES,I HANG OUT, LOOKIN AT PHOTOS, BOTH MEN AND WOMEN...AND ALL I SEE IS THE SAME DAMN THING....HALF NAKID WOMEN EVERYWHERE.... HONESTLY GIRLS, WHAT THE HELL DO YOU THINK YOUR SAYING....NOW I KNOW SOME OF YOU WHO ARE READING THIS ARE GOING TO SAY, YOU ARE JUST JELOUS, BECASUE YOU DON'T LOOK AS GOOD AS I DO, AND SO YOU CAN'T....GUESS WHAT, NOT!!!!!!!!! EVEN IF I WAS A SKINNY BARBIE DOLL, I WOULDNT BE DRESED WITH EVERYTHING HANGIN OUT....WOMEN BITCH ALL THE TIME THAT MEN JUST TREAT ME LIKE A PEICE OF MEAT, THEY DON'T RESPECT ME, OR WHY DO THEY JUST THINK ALL WE WOMEN WANT IS SEX....GOD LOOK AT THE WAY YOU PRESENT YOURSELF....YOU KNOW YOU DONT HAVE TO BE HALF NAKID TO BE SEXY!!! AND I HAVE ONE MORE THING TO SAY...HONEY, IF YOU ARE A BIGGER GIRL, LIKE ME!!!! DRESSIN IN A PEICE OF FLOSS, IT'S NOT SEXY..HONESTLY!!!!!!! WOMEN LOVE YOUR SELF, RESPECT YOURSELF, AND HONOUR YOURSELF....WE DESERVE IT!!!!!! NOW I AM EXPECTING TO HEAR A
Crap N Stuff
1. How old will you be in 12 months? 32 2, Do you think you'll be married by then? uhm iunno? 3.Where did number 3 go? i ate it 4. Who was the last person you called? Moms 5. Who was the last person to call you? Joe 6. Do you prefer to call or text? text, but it gets expensive 7. Do you have any pets? i have children 8. What were you doing at 12am last night? texting 9. parents separated/divorced/married? separated 10. When is the last time you saw your mom? ysterday 11. What happened at 11:00a.m.? i'm not there yet... 12. How many states have you lived in? 4 13. How many cities/towns have you lived in? 14 14. Do you prefer shoes, socks, or bare feet? bare feet 15. Are you a social person? ehh no 16. What was the last thing you ate? cheerios 17.favorite ice cream. rockt road 18. What is your favorite dessert? twinkies 19. What is your favorite TV show? House, Lost, Grey's Anatomy 20. What kind of jelly do
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Child Abuse When Does It Stop
Good Bye
After the long wolf cry of the loneliest night comes a new morning with no hope in sight watching the sun blooms to a new light In a place we used to hide Reminiscing our happiest and saddest moments In my thoughts and in my heart will always be kept A love full of struggle and promises Finally reached a heartbreaking decicion For ten long years seem like yesterday a love thats never given a chance to last forever torn in a world that I could never be for I am yours wherever you may be Yes, I did what you asked of me my love to live like a wind, in a life full of adventures I told of your story in a thousand ways shared our memories in countless days you were my life and my greatest love a once in a lifetime journey finally found its end where the greatest mystery becomes clearer to me in thee end a chapter of our past must no longer be held to start a life and to love with someone the way you loved me a promise not to make her cry to live each day fill
Hmmmmm
Barbara Walters of 20/20 did a story on gender roles in Kabul, Afghanistan, several years before the Afghan conflict. She noted that the women customarily walked 5 paces behind their husbands. She recently returned to Kabul and observed that women still walk behind their husbands. From Ms. Walters' vantage point, despite the overthrow of the oppressive Taliban regime, the women now seem to walk even farther back behind their husbands and are happy to maintain the old custom. Ms. Walters approached one of the Afghani women and asked "Why do you now seem happy with the old custom that you once tried so desperately to change?" The woman looked Ms. Walters straight in the eyes and without hesitation said, "Land mines." Moral of the story: Behind every man is a smart woman.
Confused...
i have had alot of things going on in my life right now... and i dunno wat to do about alot of them. one thing is certain, there is sum1 in my life that i do not wanna lose. and im afraid that im going to. i feel like im walkin on glass with everything i say and do. i wanna tell him how i feel, but im scared to death. im afraid that if i tell him, that he will walk away and not come back. he makes me smile and laugh. not too many people can do that very often. thinking of him gets me through my dayz... and lately my dayz have been very stressful. i dont know wat im gonna do when he deploys. i am so scared and confused right now. i hate going to sleep every night knowing that im going to wake up alone the next morning. i dont wanna do anything to hurt him, nor do i wanna be hurt. those who know me well enuff, know that ive been hurt more than enuff. i guess it builds character, but i think i have enuff character to last me the rest of my life. but i guess i will shut up
Life
hey everyone, i ahve not written in a long time, but i am going to try this again.. i sit here and i sit here day after day. just thinking of the world out there passing along. you know it funny i wonder what all the people in the world are in such a big hurry for. i seem to get more acomplished in my day by taking my time and thinking about what i am doing. people are fighting everwhere. out in the world yes but here too. come on people, think about it aren't we doing the same here as we are complaining about out there in the world ? yes ok i know the puter is the world , but we have to remember this; anyone can be anyone behind a puter screen and key board. i have lots of friends out there, but there are alot that i don't know either and i just have to give people the benefit of the doubt. then if they mess it up it is on them not me, and i know that i gave it my all to get along. then i just let it go. so why do we feel that we have to get even with someone??? if we take care of our
Al Murray (the Pub Landlord)
Am I Sexy ?
hello all , i have enterd he sexy men of ct contest and because of my work schedule(double shifts this week) i am WAY WAY behind and could really use YOUR hlp stop on by let me know if you think im sexy , or even if u think im ugly lol either way leave me some comment bombs lol Everyone knows ill return the favor when it comes time and u need the love returned .last time i even went as far as sending out thank you cards and messages to everyone =) so PLS PLS PLS i need some love shown cause i wont be able to do much for myself this time =( TY in advance to all my friends and loved ones *MUAH*
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Babydoll
I just entered this contest and for every 15,000 comments i get a 7 day blast and every rate counts as 10 comments o could my friends come help me please hears the link to the pic Blake Ashton Perkins was born on Dec 29 2007 at 1:30am.I went into labor with him on my birthday Dec 28.Blake was born at 25 weeks Gestation.Born at only 6 months he was 3 months early weighing only 1 pound and 7 ounces and 12 inches long. He was taken to a NICU unit.He was on a ventilator and his lungs not not developed yetI thought he would make it thru it it look good for a couple of days till the doctor said he was bleeding on both sides of his brain the doctor gave me and my boyfriend a choice to let him go on like this or to take him of life support and hold him in are arms for the frist time so we decided to take him off life support for he was in pain and the doctor said he wouldent make it past 5 days he passed away on Jan 1st in our arms im so glad my boyfriend and i got to hold him even if i
Fred
i will have new pics soon
Public Information Films
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sign my guess book please and ty tgo all who did SENDING MY LOVE BACK OUT TO U ALL
New Tappers
Iíd like everyone to meet and greet some of my friends Most have just joined today All are level 1 to 3 Please show them some love onesxybrat@ CherryTAP Narcissist@ CherryTAP nickers@ CherryTAP Daily@ CherryTAP marie@ CherryTAP stunnahbitchx3@ CherryTAP luvs2photograph@ CherryTAP M/ kIMMIE@ CherryTAP Rayn@ CherryTAP dave@ CherryTAP xtigerchickx17@ CherryTAP Miss Imperfection
If You Knew Me
take it or leave it Love me or hate me.. It's up to you If you were to ask your family, your partner, your friends Ö if they REALLY knew you, knew how you felt, knew your fears, your insecurities.. would they know? ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* My family would know some. Not all. They wouldn't understand some things. Hell I don't even always understand why I am/do some things. But I'm trying. * I was abused as a child. *I'm afraid of open doors when I am trying to sleep, and hate that I cant get past it. *I am a cutter. It's how I deal with things when I feel I have no control. It has gotten better in the past few months. *Life has taught me to be afraid of men. I know the power they have and the damage they can do. No, that doesn't make me a man hater. However I throw myself right back into the fire knowing each time I will get burned.. but unable to stay away. Who wants to be alone?
For Him
my life was engulfed in darkness reaching out blindly but no one was there i had searched my life time for that one to complete me ready to give up i said just one more prayer please send me a man with a heart full of love someone who knows who i am and still will cherish me a man of great integrity that will protect me at no cost that special one that will finally set my soul free then out of no where You entered into my life You gently took my hand and led me to places i'd never known freely i gave myself to You in body and in soul a white light washed over me letting me know i wasn't alone Master Your love carries me each and everyday pleasure and respect encircle me as i show service to You only You are more then my Master, my Lover and my Friend i can't wait for the day when it will be just You and me cherrie (2007)
Torture Chamber
IF YOU KNOW PAINTSHOP PR OR PHOTSHOP OR ANY OTHER PHOTO MANIPULATION PROGRAM OR GRAPHICS PROGRAM AND A RELIABLE NAD NOT HERE T PLAY STUPID GAMES AND WASTE PEOPLES TIME. WE THE TORTURE CHAMBER NEED YOUR HELP. PLEASE SHOUTBOX OR PRIVATE MESSAGE ME ASAP DJ DOMINATRIXXX
Rut Roh!
April 11, 2007 AP - Apr 10, 9:03 pm EDT CHARLOTTE, N.C. (AP) -- The witness who discovered Michael Waltrip's overturned car initially thought no one survived the accident until the NASCAR driver wiggled out the back window. The witness, an 18-year-old college student at the University of North Carolina-Charlotte, requested anonymity during a phone interview Wednesday with The Associated Press for fear of reprisal from Waltrip's fan base. But she said she lives near the two-time Daytona 500 winner in Sherrill's Ford, and stumbled upon the accident when she was returning home around 2 a.m. Saturday. She saw an overturned Toyota Land Cruiser in a ditch and rushed over to check on the occupants. She didn't see anyone in the car and no one answered her shouts, so she called 911 for help. ``After I got off the phone I was walking around the car again and somebody stuck their foot out the back driver side of the window,'' she said. ``That's when Michael Waltrip got out. He w
I Love It Here
My first day on this site. I totally love it here. I already made some friends and got some cherry points. I will be at the next level in no time.
Brian Conley As Dangerous Brian
New To This Site!!
SO ITS MY 24TH BIRTHDAY ON FRIDAY.SHOW ME SOME LOVE PEOPLE.GET ME GIFTS AND GET ME CRUNK.HA HA LOVE YA GUYS well i took my driver's test today and i passed!!!! im soo exited..ive ben waiting for this day for a long ass time now.woot woot im soo happy.gonna celebrate this weekend for sures!!who's coming??? hey if anyone buys me a cherrie blast i swear ill rate u,fan u,do anything u want....i really want a cherry blast... please someone buy one for me???
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Brian Conley As Nick Frisbee With Larry The Loafer
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To Up Lift !
Self centered and full of pride Forgotten spirit born and died Bereft of hope unreachable fool Losing the moments greatest jewel Belief to be above all distain Yet alone and left to feel the pain Of erring judgment a living lie Pity the fool whoís spirit did die For lack of knowledge and of love Lost soul seeking answers above Yet living the day with eyes so blind Unable to know the greatest find One moment lived one with all Truly pride leads us to the fall Only in sharing this moment in peace Will life be a joy and salvation release The burden of loads carried beyond due To let go of the past and enjoy the new Free of self and isolation within Without a doubt pride is the greatest sin By R. Thomas Dinsmore To sin is from greek archery meaning to miss the mark ... as human beings we should be striving to not only hit the mark but to raise the standard of all . Drama and self importance rain the immature make public their pain Delusion that the worl
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When you lived you life for others and loved without condition, When you made so many laugh and your smile wonít be forgotten, When you left behind an empty place that no one else can fill, When friendships you shared long to be renewed, When you built your life on hope and fulfilled it every day, The footprints you left behind will bring us together, So goodbye is not forever, youíre only steps away. Goodbye my friend, rest in peace. You will be missed by all who knew you.
Girls Night Out!it Is Fun!
Fresh Meat
How Kinky R U Test
Poems-adult
When I pull this trigger, all the pain will go away, no longer will I have to cry, it's not like you'll miss me anyway, When I pull this trigger, yes I know I'll go to hell, I know that life is just a test, I tried my best, so I guess it's just as well, When I pull this trigger, all this will finally end, all the sex doesn't matter, when I know I'll be alone in the end, When I pull this trigger, the light will be seen by my troubled mind, no longer will I have to search in vain, for a love that I wont find, When I pull this trigger, I will say my goodbyes, those few women I truly loved, loved to give me nothing but lies, When I pull this trigger, I will finally get to die, I only wanted the simple things, but I was still denied, so, goodbye. "If I die tonight" If I die tonight, would you miss me, if you knew you'd never see me again, would you kiss me, if I say I'm sorry now, would you forgive me, because I just cant take this life I'm liv
Trial
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Hammie's Rules
Hammies Mumm rulesÖtheyíre mine, I make em up. I donít expect ANYONE else to follow themÖbut I WILL judge your ass based upon the values contained in themÖalways. --- If you are whining, shut the fuck up. ---If you ask if youíre hot in front of the whole world, YOU obviously think you are. What the fuck does it matter what I think? ---If you weight approaches 300 pounds and you are on here more than 6 hours a day, I donít give a SHIT as to your theories of lifeÖyou apparently donít have one. ---Thongs should be worn by female bodies that are a 10+ onlyÖon anyone else they look patheticÖand are unhygienic in any case. Yes, I wear underwear, unless in a kilt. Even hot women SHOULDÖshit is shit, know what I mean Verne? ---If youíre a normal person, donít get intimidated by all the hot pictures you see on here. Itís the internet. Itís 90 % fantasy. ---If all you do is trash mumms but DONíT write your own, or only write puff pieces, youíre not a mummer. Youíre a miserable
Tattoo Contest
PLEASE RATE IT AND BOMB IT FOR ME....IN MEMORY OF MY SWEET DAUGHTER MELODY STARR. THANKS! The tattoo In Memory of Melody that is a picture of her is going to be in a contest. I don't have all the details now but I want you all to be aware that I'd really like to see this tattoo win this contest and any help you all can give is appreciated. Most rates gets first place and most comments is second place. As soon as I get the start date/time and the link I will post it here for you all! Thanks so much! *hugs* Crystal Here's the link! Any and all help is appreciated especially since this tattoo is in memory of my sweet daughter Melody! Thanks to all! http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=551031&i=2653918743
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Who Needs It...
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I Need To Get Laid
Hey I am honest caring clean and have a big heart. I love to give oral. I am telling you that it has been to long and I really need to release some tension. So if there are any ladies that would be kind enough to help me out. Hey it can be no string attached or lets see what happens from there. I do not mean to be so up front but I usually say whats on my mind and right now I just need so sweet pu..y if you know what I mean. So if your are intersted in helping a lonly gut out then get to me ASAP.
My Grandmom.
I can't believe its been 2 years since my grandmom Wanda Irene Malkoski had passed away. She is missed and very loved. Time sure flies.
Odd Stuff
2 OLD NUTS 1 LARGE BANANA 2 LOVING EYES 2WELL SHAPED LEGS 1 FUR LINED MIXING BOWL. 2 MILK CONTAINERS LOOK INTO 2 LOVING EYES PART 2: 2 WELLSHAPED LEGS GENTLY SQUEEZE 2 MILK CONTAINERS GREASEFUR LINED BOWL ADD1 LARGE BANANA AN COVER WITH 2 OLD NUTS WORK GENTLY TELL WELL GREASED. BE SURE TO WASH MIXER DO NOT LICK THE BOWL IF CAKE STARTS TO RISE LEAVE TOWN. TAKE 2 WITH 8 INCHES FOR 5 FIVE MINUTES 9 MONTHS=1 KID
Poems
I know why you hate me, because I dont have to be fake , because I take the things you're afraid to ask for, I laugh when I'm challenged while you bend and break, because I have the guts to say exactly what I think, the things that you wouldnt dare to, the things that would get you fired get me respect, I dont allow people to judge me by my cloths or my hair do, you hate me because you're a dime a dozen, they've seen a million just like you and you're all the same, where as people that havent seen me for years, every one of them still remember my name, you hate me because you have no balls, you cant even say what you're thinking, because I'll walk up to a woman and say what I want, things you'd only say when you've been drinking, go ahead and tell me, how many times have you seen me get slapped for it, NONE, and I have said plenty of stuff, but unlike you I dont have to prove shit, my attitude in itself is impressive enough,
Spring Cleanup 101
I'm usually not one who complains or rants about things but this is something I HAVE to get off my chest. I'm not nor have I ever been a person who asks for help or rate my stuff etc. I have a select few friends on here that are just that "friends" (you know who you are) Alot of people in my list like to ask me to rate their stuff or expect me to vote for them in contests etc. I ask you.......When was the last time you popped by and just said HI to me ?? or even dropped a rate or 2 on my pics etc? Some friends haven't even seen my page let alone rate things. Those days are over as of right now I'm going thru my friends and even family list and cleaning out people who never talk to me or even let me know they exist I have maybe about 10 people I can count on to talk to @ any given time on here. What does that say about your so called friendship with me?? It means you want me to rate you so you can climb the ladder of CT stardom Well guess again....no more free ride Start reciprocating o
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Become My Friend
the candle light may burn bright !!! but one sweet breath can put out the light. live for your self and noone else !!!! here i am now come and be my friend i need more of you out there to become my friends hugs, lovbug
Daddy
I know there were times we didn't see eye to eye but deep down I knew our love was always there and now you're gone but I am still here I'm not sure how to go on but somehow, I must fine away until we meet again
Juice
Him
so this is what i found and its my new fav thing to say ever since the day i met u nothings been the same now u have putting hearts around your name!! isnt it cute
Feel Like A Freak In A God Damn Circus
Redskins Home Games
Learning
Stressin
THE FOLLOWING IS A LETTER THAT MY EX'S MOTHER WROTE TO MY DAUGHTER AFTER SEEING A PICTURE ON HER MYSPACE. MAKE LONG STORY SHORT. WE STILL HAVE CONTACT WITH A FAMILY MEMBER THAT THEY HATE. THE KIDS AUNT, THE BLACK SHEEP OF THE FAMILY. SO IT'S PISSING THEM OFF THAT MY KIDS STILL SEE HER. ANYWAY HERE IS THE INFO: ----------------- Original Message ----------------- From: Doree Date: Jan 11, 2009 9:15 PM She is a whore Love ya haely Bad influence Your choice we love you ----------------- Original Message ----------------- From: Ęĺ11-16-08 z&h=2 months Date: Jan 11, 2009 8:53 PM ----------------- Original Message ----------------- From: ~AUNT*R!A~ Date: Jan 11, 2009 8:47 PM I am so sorry 4 all this!!! she was jus waitin to have something to say!! i snapped the pictyre to fast n yall were laughing!! looks like Ur lickin her chin. haha anyways. i am not using u as a pawn they have never givin me the chance 2 have u guys in my life completely now i wou
Wtf
What the f*ck is wrong with guys these days? Hell I guess if I could answer that I would be a damn millionaire. Why do guys seem to think that they can tell you anything that they think you want to hear then turn thier asses around and totally contradict themselves. Why is it ok for a man to cheat, sleep with a shit load of females, get drunk and do whatever whenever BUT when a female does it its wrong. Who the hell do they think they are? We are no different from you we both cant live with or with out each other so get your heads out of your asses and stop judging us and look at your damn self first. Just be truthful with us from the get go we'll respond to that alot better I can promise that. Don't feed us lines of bullshit about you like us and you can see yourselves with us when all you really want is some ass! Hell you don't think that some of us girls just want some ass too??!! If you really want to have a realationship with us then respect us when we take things slow, if all you
Timeline Of The Dc Universe
* Green Arrow Oliver Queen dies and his son, Connor Hawke, takes up the mantle. * A new JLA and JSA are formed. * Superboy, Robin, and Impulse form Young Justice. * The Titans reform. * No Man's Land. Gotham City is struck by a massive earthquake. The Federal government, finding that the cost of rebuilding Gotham would be too great, declares the city a "No Man's land", meaning Gotham is no longer a property of the United States. Most of the populace evacuates, but those who remain form territorial tribes in order to protect themselves. After restoration by Lex Luthor, the order is lifted one year later, and Gotham city is readmitted into the U.S. * Our Worlds at War. Planets such as Almerac and Warworld are destroyed. Imperiex Prime almost succeeds in destroying the universe and recreating a Big Bang only to be deterred by the Earth and the alien alliance. * Oliver Queen is resurected and becomes Green Arrow once again. * An old friend of Batman
How Lame
How lame con some poeple get. If your going to be a low class moron and rate someone low, at least have the balls to admit and be a man. I was hoping this place wouldnt have as many gomers as yahell, but it isnt looking like it lately.
All My Cherry Friends.
WELL, IT'S 2008. NOW IS THE TIME FOR NEW BEGINNINGS. I RECENTLY SEPARATED WITH MY HUSBAND (GUESS IT'S BEENA LONG TIME COMING)! I LIVED MY LIFE FOR HIM INSTEAD OF MYSELF. WELL, THAT SHIT IS OVER. I'M TAKING BACK MY LIFE NOW. I'VE BEEN OUT OF THE DATING SCENE FOR ALMOST 12 YEARS SINCE BEING MARRIED TO HIM. I'VE LOST TOUCH WITH ALOT OF FRIENDS AND PEOPLE THAT WERE AWUAINTENACES THAT I'VE MET ALONG THE WAY. AND TO THEM I REALLY WANT TO APOLOGIZE. I FEEL LIKE ONE CHAPTER IN MY LIFE HAS ENDED BUT I'M READY TO START ANOTHER CHAPTER. I AM OPEN TO A NEW RELATIONSHIP, BUT THE MAN THAT I WOULD CHOOSE TO GET INVOLVED WITH WOULD HAVE TO BE MY FRIEND AS WELL AS MY LOVER. YA KNOW YA TAKE THE GOOD WITH THE BAD AND WORK TOGETHER TO GET THROUGH THE ROUGH TIMES. SO, IF YOUR INTERESTED OR HAVE ANY SUGGESTIONS OR COMMENTS FEEL FREE TO DROP THEM TO ME. FEEL FREE TO ADD ME TO YOUR YAHOO: tracyangeleyes@yahoo.com THANKS GUYS AND EV1 BE BLESSED! HERE IS A LIST OF ALL THE MEMBERS OF TH
20 Questions...do You Have The Gonads?
Here's another one of those "20 Questions". Please reply to me your answers...though you are certainly welcome to post them publicly here as well (I still want a reply though ;) ) 1. Do you bite your nails? 2. At what age did you lose your virginity? 3. First time you masturbated? 4. First time you orgasmed? (guys, believe it or not, this is usually a different age than the above for women) 5. What is your favorite movie? 6. If you could be anywhere in the world right now, where would it be? 7. Do you watch porn? 8. Do you fish? Bait your own hook? 9. Age you first gave oral? 10. Have you ever cried in public? 11. Have you ever been caught masturbating? 12. Age you first tried anal? 13. Last time you had anal? 14. Have you ever stolen anything? 15. Does your best friend know you are on CT? 16. Do you consider yourself to be wild and passionate or hesitant and let it happen? 17. What is your most recurring fantasy? 18. Do you like yo
A Sweet Site
its so messed up that the guy killed that many people just for a girl friend fight and renvenge i love cherrytap its awesome well tell me how long u have been on it and tell me how to increase my level laterz for now from your boi toi and for guys your homeboi
How I Am Made.
Your Kissing Technique Is: Perfect Your kissing technique is amazing - and you know it. You have the confidence to make the first move. And you always seem to know what kissing style is going to work best. Sometimes you're passionate, sometimes you're a tease. And you're always amazing! Are You a Good Kisser? You Are A Romantic Realist You tend to be grounded when it comes to romance. Sure, you can fall hard... but only for someone you've gotten to know. And once you're in love, you can be a total romantic goofball... But you'd never admit it to your friends! Are You Romantic or Realistic? Your Rising Sign is Virgo Well put-together and elegant, you sometimes seem standoffish. And truth be told, sometimes you do feel superior to those around you. A bit shy and introverted, you tend to stay quiet - even if you're feeling social. At parties, you can seem like you're very serious while you're having fun. You clever and ingenious, with
Health News & Views!
A proposal was recently brought before the annual meeting of the American Medical Association to designate video game addiction as a psychological disorder. However, the committee of doctors that introduced the motion backed away from it during the debate, recommending instead that the American Psychiatric Association study the issue carefully and consider making the change for the next edition of its diagnostic manual. The Diagnostic and Statistic Manual of Mental Disorders (DSM) is used worldwide for diagnosing mental health problems. A fifth edition (DSM-V) is currently in consultation and planning stages, and is tentatively due for publication in 2012. Because of the influence of the DSM on pharmaceutical and insurance companies as well as physicians, including video game addiction would clear the way for insurance coverage of treatment. But many addiction experts object to using the term to describe excessive video game playing. "There is nothing here to suggest that this
Softwildrose
New Beginnings
This day I must begin anew for the sake of experiences.... to go through life in the darkness of familiarity is to go through life unknowingly.
Horoscope
Alright this is dynamic, so it will change everyday. RAWWWWRRRRR!
Please Help!!
Will anyone help me. IF you would please go rate fan comment add. Whatever you would like but he really needs to bump up and he doesn't have many friends that will do that so please to all my friends, family and fans..please help me. I can't do it on my own.....Thanks
Life In Chicago
I'm still in Chicago helping my uncle. Since I've been here, I have learned that I will be able to donate a kidney to him so that he can finally get off of dialysis. Once we get back finish the packing we will be going back to Texas and undergoing the kidney transplant surgery. Sorry I haven't been on much, but with everything going on here I haven't had much time. Big hugzzz and kisses to all my friends.
Jess
Baby Girl
Death of a Child Sandy Eakle Sorry I didn't get to stay. To laugh and run and play. To be there by your side. I'm sorry that I had to die. God sent me down to be with you, to make your loving heart anew. To help you look up and see Both God and little me. Mommy, I wish I could stay. Just like I heard you pray. But, all the angels did cry when they told little me goodbye. God didn't take me cause He's mad. He didn't send me to make you sad. But to give us both a chance to be a love so precious .. don't you see? Up here no trouble do I see and the pretty angels sing to me. The streets of gold is where I play you'll come here too, mommy, someday. Until the day you join me here, I'll love you mommy, dear. Each breeze you feel and see, brings love and a kiss from me.
Tha Newbie
"I Believe In Having Sex" Body: Body: THiNGS WOMEN MiGHT WANT TO KNOW - 1) 94% of men lie about their penis size. According to condom manufacturers, only 6% of men need to use extra large condoms. 2) The average man is 4-5 inches long when erect; no matter what you have heard ladies, that's the truth. Incidentally the average vaginal capactity is only 6 inches, for you women who think you can handle king dong. 3) 80% of American men are circumsized, though Pediatrics say it is not necessary. 4) No matter what all the ads say nothing but time can make your penis grow. 5) There is no correlation between penis size and shoe size, hand size, or nose size. 6) Blue balls does exist! It's technically called "prostatic congestion." 7) Only 16% of men shave their privates. - THiNGS MEN MiGHT WANT TO KNOW - 1) Only 9% of women around the globe consider themselves "attractive" (20% of British women do). 43% of women use the term "natural", 24% say they have "avera
Morphing Pictures
Force them to see Im told with a reputition from years before Why cant they know?ill fight this with nailIs this not our nature?My choice is seen and I have lost with no chance for venganceWhy have we chosen to close this space once again Ill show you my cell with its rotting decor Or will I?the walls are still grandI know where my fate liesIts always with me screaming though Ive chosen to not hearFor that ill pay more than was worth,Why wasnt I taught of this?Why must I learn through painHumilityWas I lost when this knowledge was passed ?To learn this way is a true mark of a being of which was layed in my lap ofIgnoranceFor hell you haveto take with you and seethe only thing removed no more matter to hold it insideNo more Fill the glass and then the room It will never be held back Tho whos accountable?you always werethat voice is that of pure balanceI know when its here It speaks so loudTo let me know of unjust and forsaken triumphI know what ill take with me as I know to not enjoyAs
Fuck You General Jones
Love is something that is shared between two people who care for each other. It is something that is unexplainable when you love someone you want to be with them all the time when you are not with them you feel lost and out of place. You long to be with them. But what happens when that love is ripped away from you? You feel like dying the pain is so unbearable that your whole body aches because your heart has been shattered into a million pieces. You cry yourself to sleep at night. You cry when u hear a song that reminds you of them. Sometimes you just cry because you miss them so much. You put a fake smile on your face and pretend everything is ok even when it is not. You don't want people to know how u feel because you don't want them to feel sorry for you. When you are having a bad day you long for the one you love to be there and after they break your heart they aren't there. Then you wonder how you are going to survive life without him by your side. When she finally moves on it
Goin' Out!!
anyone wanting to go, hit me up, i'll look for you. if you don't know my cell number... ASK lol =)
The Most Functional Word In The English Language
The most functional word in the dictionary!!! Body: The most functional word in the dictionary!!!! Well, it's shit ... that's right, shit! Shit may just be the most functional word in the English language. Consider: You can get shit-faced, Be shit-out-of-luck, Or have shit for brains. With a little effort, you can get your shit together, find a place for your shit, or be asked to shit or get off the pot. You can smoke shit, buy shit, sell shit, lose shit, find shit, forget shit, and tell others to eat shit. Some people know their shit, while others can't tell the difference between shit and shineola. There are lucky shits, dumb shits, and crazy shits. There is bull shit, horse shit, and chicken shit. You can throw shit, sling shit, catch shit, shoot the shit, or duck when the shit hits the fan. You can give a shit or serve shit on a shingle. You can find yourself in deep shit or be happier than a pig in shit. Some days are col
Wrinkles In Time
Wow, it seems everyone around me is getting married. People i've gone to school with, worked with, or just have known. I was on that road not to long ago; I was going to settle down and be with someone I love. It's funny how fast life can change in less then a year. By no means do I want that life back, I am just moving forward. I just am the type of person who likes to settle. Its time to say goodbye to my past; that door needs to be shut once and for all. I know I have spoken of this in the past, but the time has finally come that I need to fully let the past rest. Iíve known for quite some time that the only way to move forward is to leave your past behind you; not fully behind, because you should stick to your roots and remember where you came from. Yet, like the saying goes ďlet the sleeping dog lieĒ. I know if I am really serious of stuff that I speak of (love, relationships, success, a career, and marriage eventually) I cannot bring the baggage of the past with me. Ití
My Little Buddy
Jack will go to jail for ... Sunbathing naked without sunscreen 'What sexual activity will you go to jail for?' at QuizUniverse.com Dear Dad, This feels a little funny writing to you right now, you've past away 2-1/2 years ago but here are some of the things I wished we could have talked about. First a little background. I was your typical fat kid growing up. I had 3 younger brothers who were all normal ( skinny ). Being a fat kid really sucked, because it's easy to pick on the fat kid, all your faults are on the outside for everyone to see. Most normal ( skinny ) kids faults can be hidden from all the other kids. Not the fat kid. You can't hide behind anything ( no pun intended ). You can't even hide from comments your own father says about you. Remember dad when I was about 10 and you asked me to go look in the closet for your slippers. I do. Like it was yesterday. I yelled out "I can't find them dad" and you said in front of my brothers so you guys could have a li
Poems
I would give up my whole life to be in your eyes To reflect my love upon that face The smile of perfection that lies on your lips, So wonderful your taste And I'd die just to be without torment, I would die to escape my own pain. But I'd live with it just to be near you. I'd go through it again and again. I have waited my life for this moment... To be with you for even a day. Because i know not to cry so often. Those tears I trust you'll kiss away. Never fear this world that may hurt you. Just know it's me who never will. So just smile and know that you have me... And just smile knowing our love is real. I gaze into my absinthe glass Emerald hallucination Drowns away my problems All troubles that I'm facing Liquify each moment Of torment, doubt, and sadness Feels so free and liberated Like no one has had this It seems just like it's night time And there's no light at all But then I let the sun shine in With bitter alchohol Flowing like a river Down my thr
Just A Little Info For The Jerks Out There!!!!
IN ANOTHER CONTEST THIS ONE WILL BE LOTS OF FUN :-)...IT IS THE SEXIEST FEMALE CHERRY CONTEST MOST COMMENTS gets FIRST place MOST RATES gets SECOND place HIGHEST RATING gets THIRD place BELOW YOU WILL FIND THE LINK TO MY PHOTO I CHOSE FOR THE CONTEST AND THANK YOU ALL VERY MUCH FOR YOUR SUPPORT AND PLEASEEEEE SHOW LOTS OF SUPPORT IF YOU RATE MY PIC AT LEAST LEAVE 10 COMMENTS OR MORE FOR ME AND I PROMISE TO MAKE IT UP TO YOU IN SOME WAY ;-)!! I HAVE A LOTTTT OR FRIENDS, FANS AND FAMILY SO I SHOULD HAVE A GREAT CHANCE AT WINNING ANY CONTEST IM IN AND IM SURE THE COMPITION WILL NOT BE EASY LOL... THANKS SO MUCH I LOVE U ALL MUAHHHHH!!!! OK THIS REALLY PISSES ME OFF WHEN THIS HAPPENS TIME AND TIME AGAIN.... OK SO MY NAME IS A LITTLE PLAYFUL AND YES I LOVE TO FLIRT... BUT YOU KNOW GUYS I AM A LADY SO HAVE A LITTLE RESPECT FOR ME AND DONT START A CONVERSATION OFF WITH ME BY SAYING THINGS LIKE WHY DONT YOU SUCK MY COCK SIT ON MY FACE AND LET
My Daughter London
Last night I went to visit London in the hospital. Her spirits were much higher and she was hopeful again. What a blessing! Thanks to all that have been sending her positive thoughts. The surgeon spoke with her yesterday morning and she is pleased with the plans. On Tuesday of next week they will be doing another surgery on her wound. As I understand it they are going to basically do a reduction of her abdomen to give her some symmetry. Taking out tissue from her right side and pulling the tissue down to cover the wound as much as possible then they will let her heal in the hospital for a while. When she is ready they will go back and do a skin graft to close and cover what doesn't cover the wound and open area. This is the process that London was hoping they would eventually do. Thanks to all that have been a support by sending prayers and good thoughts. The trips to Iowa City have drained my finances so I ask that you keep that in mind when you are sending you wishes and thoughts
Surveys
If this was the stiuation what would u do { } kiss me in the rain { } hold mw if i was cold { } tell me to get lost On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest)rate me > If i asked you out what would you say { } Yes { } No What would you want me to be { } girlfriend { } bestfriend { } wife { } girlfriend on the side I look like { } hoe { } sweetheart { } heartbreaker { } lier { } player If i gave u the chance would u kiss me { } yes { } no If i told you i was overweight would you diss me because of it { } yes { } no If i told u i liked u would u be like { } eww { } fuck u { } awe { } lets go out { } marry me If i asked u on a date would u say { } yes { } no what would you do IF... I died:Ā® I kissed you:Ā® I fell:Ā® I lived next door to you:Ā® I showed up at your house unexpectedly:Ā® I stole something:Ā® I was murdered:Ā® I cried:Ā® I was hospitalized:Ā® ::WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY::
Oak Trees On The Gulf Coast.
Party Hearty
I fuckin heat my mom she fuckin god damn kicked my ass out and I have no clue wht to do for any one that knows wht it feels like please tlk to me I could really use your help here's the deal. You look over the following list and see how many of these things you have done. BUT you have to ADD up the money amount along the way. Then post the amount that you are as the title of the bulletin. PS, the smaller the better! 1. Had sex: $6.00 2. Smoked: $5.00 3. Got drunk: $5.00 4. Went skinny dipping: $3.00 5. Kissed someone of the opposite sex: $4.00 6. Kissed someone of the same sex: $4.00 7. Cheated: $2.00 8. Fell asleep in class: $0.50 9. Been expelled: $5.00 10. Been in a fist fight: $3.00 11. Given oral: $5.00 12. Got oral: $5.00 13. Prank called the cops: $3.00 14. Stole something: $2.00 15. Done drugs: $5.00 16. Dyed your hair: $0.50 17. Done something with someone older (like a few years): $3.00 18. Went out with someone OVER 18 (if your under 18): $4.00 19. Ate a
Reading "me"
I had my follow up appointment today. Apparently all the hormones are stable, no genetic mutations, I don't have Diabetes, and I'm not going to turn into a guy and grow a dick anytime soon. The fantastical news? I have Polycystic Ovary Syndrome. It's a girl problem that affects hormone production, fertility, and eventually can lead to Diabetes. Because eventually, everything leads to diabetes. The plan: I go on BC (yeah shut it, you 3) called Yaz, it supposedly treats the cysts and clears up acne (the yay part). I also need to lose some weight. Because I'm getting chunky. I'm not happy. At all. Way to ruin my friggin' Friday. *****************UPADTE********************** It's been a week since the evil doctor told me I'm a cow and need to lose 40 lbs. 40!?! I have gone down 4 and a quarter lbs. Been to the gym 5 times, including Yoga and a run at that beach. And then I horked down 4 slices of pizza tonight. Way to ruin the good streak, yeah?
New To The Cherry Tap
Adult
I posted my salute pics today, and was really impressed by how quickly they were dealt with:) I will be posting here regularly, both NSFW and 'normal clothed' pics lol, we post our dirtiest pics in the site that is linked below, ITS COMPLETELY FREE(TO LOOK AT PICS AND TAKE PART) you won't be able to view the video's as they are for preemie members, but you can still take part in chat, on the forums etc...and look at all the naughty pics:) we got around 500 pics between us, as well as the ones we got here, be warned these ones are DEFINATELY NSFW..........;)Just thought it would be silly to have to upload all the same pics again to cherry when they are readily available for free, so i'll be posting on BOTH sites from now on....although i have to say, i am beginning to favour cherrytap as non-preemies are limited to 25 pm's a day on the other site, and i kinda like this going around leaving love all over the place, its hot!lol MY PICS:) MY HUBBY'S PICS(mostly of me) this h
Fun Fun Fun
[A] - AVAILABLE? some1 has my heart [B] - BIRTHDAY? oct 25 83 [C] - CRUSHING? its more then that now [D] - DRINK YOU LAST HAD? a beer [E] - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO? alex...or joe[F] - FAVORITE COLOR? pink [G] - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS? bears [H] - HOMETOWN? Fort Smith, AR [I] - ILL? No [J] - JUGGLE? No [K] - LIED TO SOMEONE? Im sure I have. [L] - LONGEST CAR RIDE? from here to dallas [M] - MILKSHAKE FLAVOR? Strawberry [N] - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS? 6 [O] - ONE WISH? to be with him and happy [P] - PERSON WHO CALLED YOU LAST? chris [Q] - QUEER? What the hell??? [R] - REASON TO SMILE? i have my baby girl and shes healthy [S] - SONG YOU LAST HEARD? john deer green [T] - TIME YOU WOKE UP THIS MORNING? 12:30 no school..lol [U] - UNDERWEAR/BOXERS? boxers [V] - VEGETABLES? gross [W] - WORST HABIT? cuss [X] - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD? I've had a few [Y] - YOUR NUMBER OF FRIENDS ON MYSPACE? 47 [Z] - ZODIAC SIGN scoropio just be
My Friend Piperxylon
To Familly,Friends,Fan's. Can u spare some time an Vote for a Special Friend to me.Her name is PiperXylon.The contest starts April 12, 2 pm est. I'm willing to spend all my Cherry Bucks on a Gift or gifts for the person or persons that makes Piper a winner in this contest.I hope to have her link tomorrow in my blog as well.An my name will advertise her contest as well.Thanks
Cards Are Going To Take It Again
Well the Cardinals got off to a rocky start, but the came back and took two from Houston. And they just swepted the ass pirates. So our bats are back and our young pitching is coming around, so everyone buy your jerseys and t shirts before the prices start going up. God has blessed me with many things, And most importantly the most amazing family anyone could dream of. My wife is Sick, and needs support, love, prayers...And when you love someone one you do all that you can to make sure they are getting what it is they need. Melanie, you are my life, and I am doing all I can to be there for you, to love you and support you...We will beat this! Please all of you, send love and prayers her way, This is not an easy fight, it is Physical, Emotional, and very testing. Please pray for love and strength...this woman is the most amazing woman any of you will ever meet. She has more love in her heart than a million, and more strength and courage than armies. she is my light, my life...Plea
Friends
Are you tired of those sissy-ass "friendship" poems that always sound good, but never actually come close to reality? Well, here is a series of promises that actually speak of true friendship: 1. When you are sad -- I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against the sorry bastard /bitch who made you sad. 2. When you are blue -- I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile -- I will know you finally got laid. 4. When you are scared -- I will rag on you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried -- I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be until you quit whining. 6. When you are confused -- I will use little words. 7. When you are sick -- Stay the hell away from me until you are well again. I don't want whatever you have. 8. When you fall -- I will point and laugh at your clumsy ass. 9. This is my oath..... I pledge it to the end. "Why?" you may ask; "because you are my friend!!! Send this to 10 of your clos
Need To Level Up
hey to all my friends an family come and join me and all my freinds at the danger zone where are rocking our hearts out need to level up to become some one
My Thoughts
You're in such a big hurry to get everything done. The stars, however, say there's no point in getting all flustered when you know where the final destination is. Remind yourself that patience is a virtue, and slow down. Now's the time to patch up any differences of opinions you've had with a loved one. Not only will this make you feel better, but other parts of your life will smooth out too. Afterward, you can breathe a sigh of relief.
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My Poems
A peaceful breeze, Gently blows through my hair. I think of you, And whisper your name. The moon is bright, And the stars are shinning, Way up in the sky. Tonight the earth seems so peaceful, Summer is slowly fading to fall. The sweet smell of dew in the air, And the light of the moon on my face, Brings me to my knees. I feel a chill in the air all around me, And can hear the leaves rustling in the trees. The sidewalk is still warm from the warm afternoon sun, Beneath my feet. The memories of the summer fill my mind, But soon will disappear. Like all the times we shared, Under the moonlit sky. They'll blow away with the wind, Until next year, When summer comes again. By: Sara Prince August 26, 1996 Give It All If I had a choice, I'd give it all to you, My love, my life, My heart, my soul, If I knew that it was true, I'd give it all to you, My wishes, my dreams, My hopes, my fantasies, If I knew that you were the one, I'd
So In Need
Season of lust , our desires flow I think of us and the feelings grow Stronger and deeper than either knew Because of the soul connection with you Being so joined thought so far apart You live in my dreams and in my heart Dreams of passion and dreams that give All of my thoughts and desires live In the moments that we alone share Lost in the desire to be with you there To hold you and kiss you and be yours divine To know I am yours and you are mine Lasting as one and lusting our desire We are connect as one and build the fire That has forged us to be forever one soul Knowing that in love we grew to be whole You and I share one love dream true Loving and living our whole life new By R. Thomas Dinsmore What if we had never met Would you know me even yet Would you hear my souls longing call Would you long beyond all recall For the love we both had never known For the type of love that is so naturally grown That blossoms without effort and is true That m
Hurt And Pissed Off
It's obvious that guys are assholes... but I try to be such and nice and loving person and all I do is get fucked in the end.. sooner or later ill be the one fucking the male over. I dont understand why guys cant be real and up front with me. All I get are lies, lies and what... more fuckin lies. All I really wanna say is grow the fuck up and stop playing games.. you know who you are and dont fuck with me... im not in the mood!
Poem By Little Old Me! :)
Life is a prison, Oh God let me out. No one to listen, To hear when you shout. Climb the walls of insanity, Ride the waves of despair. If you fall it don't matter, There's no one to care. Used to wish for a window, To see birds, trees and sky, But you're better without one - Stops you aiming too high. Watching freedom is painful, For those locked away. Seeing joy, love and happiness, Another price that you pay. Cell walls built by society, With rules to obey. If you breach the acceptable, You had better beware. Hide the pain, carry on, Routine is the key. Don't let on that you're not, What you're pretending to be. Lock it all up inside you, How badly that bodes. Look out for that one day, When it all just explodes. So how do you grow, With a timebomb inside? Or how to defuse it, Without destroying your mind? Harsh words & violent blows Hidden secrets nobody knows Eyes are open, hands are fisted Deep inside I'm warped & twisted So
Words To Live By
SAND & STONE TWO FRIENDS WERE WALKING THROUGH THE DESERT. DURING SOME POINT OF THE JOURNEY, THEY HAD AN ARGUMENT; AND ONE FRIEND SLAPPED THE OTHER ONE IN THE FACE. THE ONE WHO GOT SLAPPED WAS HURT, BUT WITHOUT SAYING ANYTHING, WROTE IN TH E SAND: TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SLAPPED ME IN THE FACE. THEY KEPT ON WALKING, UNTIL THEY FOUND AN OASIS, WHERE THEY DECIDED TO TAKE A BATH THE ONE WHO HAD BEEN SLAPPED! GOT STUCK IN THE MIRE AND STARTED DROWNING, BUT THE FRIEND SAVED HIM. AFTER HE RECOVERED FROM THE NEAR DROWNING, HE WROTE ON A STONE: "TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SAVED MY LIFE ". THE FRIEND WHO HAD SLAPPED AND SAVED HIS BEST FRIEND ASKED HIM, "AFTER I HURT YOU, YOU WROTE IN THE SAND AND NOW, YOU WRITE ON A STONE, WHY?" THE FRIEND REPLIED "WHEN SOMEONE HURTS US WE SHOULD WRITE IT DOWN IN SAND, WHERE WINDS OF FORGIVENESS CAN ERASE IT AWAY. BUT, WHEN SOMEONE DOES SOMETHING GOO
My Random Stuff
1.) It's snowing in April 2.) Guys in my school fucking suck. They think they can tell me I'm having sex with people (who I'm not fucking, mind you) and then try to tell me who I hang out with...what the fuck. 3.) I really like this kid who's younger then me...which is a first..and he lives in Arizona. 4.) He owns a dude ranch though that's basically known nation wide...he likes me...so it can't be that bad right? 5.) My mom wants me to be a vet. tech. 6.) My dad wants me in the Air Force because I've been flying for several years now. 7.) I have a horse show that I'm not near ready for 8.) I have a math test tomorrow...I don't even know what it's on. 9.) My mom is making me diet...apparently 105 lbs is to heavy for me..she wants me under 100 10.) My back is fucked up from riding at the ranch 11.) I'm having a writers block so I can't write any poetry. 12.) 3 guys asked me to Prom today...TODAY...and they're all my friends so it's a lose lose situation. 13.) My ankel hurts,
Someone
I HAVE AUTO 11'S ON FOR THE NEXT 24 HOURS COME BY AND HELP LEVEL YOURSELF AND MAYBE ME....I WANT TO TRY TO LEVEL BEFORE THE NEW YEAR... WISHING YOU A HAPPY AND SAFE HOLIDAY === 'tra71~W.I.S.E UK Friend~Pirate Leveller~Insane Leveller~25 to Life' wrote the following at '2008-09-13 10:31:32'.. > > > > > > > > > > Garden of Love Train > > > The Rules are simple > > 1. Go to Redneck Angel's contest page by clicking on the pic below... Rate her pic... > > > 2. Leave her at least 50 comments > > 3. Rate, Fan, Add, and Comment each person on the Party List. If you are already friends with someone, check to make sure you have re-rated him/her and leave a comment... "In the Garden of Love" > > 4. Private message Carrie when you have completed rating each party guest. She will make you a thank you tag... And add you to the guest list... > > 5. When new people join the party... You must rate/fan/add/comment them back... DO NOT just ACCEPT
What The Hell
you know if you have true friends when you have a baby Iam so confused about what to do I dont evan think that I am in love anymore I am 20 yrs old and I am married but my husband is a pain in the ass its always about his fucking mother and its annoying and he looks at other chicks what do I do? I am so irratated I hate being married arnt woman supposed to be treated goo not like slaves.I want to trade him in for a new model
Why Men Die Early
When President Truman retired from office in 1952, his income was substantially a U.S. Army pension reported to have been $13,507.72 (that's thirteen thousand) a year. Congress, noting that he was paying for his stamps and personally licking them, granted him an "allowance" and, later, a retroactive pension of $25,000 per year. When offered corporate positions at large salaries, he declined, stating,"You don't want me. You want the office of the president, and that doesn't belong to me. It belongs to the American people and it's not for sale." Even later, on May 6, 1971, when Congress was preparing to award him the Medal of Honor on his 87th birthday, he refused to accept it, writing, "I don't consider that I have done anything which should be the reason for any award, Congressional or otherwise." We now see that the Clinton's have found a new level of success in cashing in on the presidency, resulting in untold wealth (over $100 million dollars). Today, many in Congres
Fallen Soldier
JUST TO SAY A BIG HEART FELT SORROW TO THE FAMILY OF LANCE CORPORAL JOHN FITTON WHO SADLY PASSED AWAY THIS AFTERNOON WHILST OUT RUNNING IN WINDSOR ( ENGLAND) TOTALLY CRAZY GUY FULL OF LIFE AND ENTHUSIASIM FATHER OF 2 AND DEVOTED HUSBAND.... YOU COULDNT HAVE ASKED FOR A BETTER FRIEND GONE BUT NOT FORGOTTON ............ NULLI SECUNDUS REPOST AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE TO SHOW SUPPORT FOR OUR SOLDIERS AND THEIR FAMILIES............
My Life
This blog is extremely opinionated so if you can't keep an open mind then don't read anymore than these first 2 lines.... Lately I've realized alot about life and people in this world....I especially learned alot about myself and my own life. I can't point the finger at anyone for the things that have happened. Nor do I intend to. I just want somethings to be said. So anyone and everyone can read them. First...let me discuss the juducial system and my opinions on certain things involving that. Some of you that know me closer...know the details of what happened back in October and why I'm on trial right now for some really serious shit. I've made many bad choices in my life...I know that. But the thing most people dont know is that I really learned from these mistakes and I've cut everyone I know who is associated with drugs out of my life. Well aside from mary jane. Yeah...I still smoke...and I dont see a problem with it. I know its illegal but it shouldnt be. Sure the
Love Application!
A Quote...
"If you Forgive people enough, you belong to them, and they to you,whether each person likes it or not." ~James Hilton
Interesting Thoughts
Damn Internet Down
after 8 long days my internet company came out to fix the broken wife, i signed into a 1 year contract and seen like i was put on the shit list for a repair. no worries i`m back so dont every one think i was being rude or if i forgot about my friends. have a great day mike
Alfred E Newman Bush Mad Game!
Subject: "Alfred E. Bush Fails Again!" First topic | Last topic Affrayer Sat Mar-31-07 06:39 AM Member since Mar 02nd 2007 133 posts Click to send email to this author Click to send private message to this authorClick to view this author's profileClick to add this author to your buddy list "Alfred E. Bush Fails Again!" Huffington Post WASHINGTON ó A Saudi terror suspect says U.S. interrogators tortured him for five years and he confessed to involvement in the bombing of the USS Cole just to satisfy them and "make the people happy," according to a Pentagon transcript of a military hearing at Guantanamo Bay. I guess Alfred E. Bush never realized that torture has it's own built in defense. I know, Alfred E. Bush claims that we've gotten valuable intel from torture but to date I haven't seen one example that shows this to be true. Probably because Al Qaeda uses splinter cells. And bribes have proven to be extremely expensive when compared to overall r
Whats Wrong With Me??
I sit here everyday and stare at this computer screen. I get up at 6:15 to put my kids on the bus, then I sit and wait or my two youngest to wake up so that I can fix them breakfast. Throughout the day I clean the house and when it is time I fix dinner. I fight on the phone... I watch tv... I sometimes listen to music. But mostly I am on here. No one has ever taken the time to understand the inner workings of my mind. I think that once they get close and start to know me the real me scares them. I cut myself when down (depressed) and sometimes the urge just comes over me at times when I am not. I do things in ways that others ask me "Why the hard way?" I challenge my boundaries. I gave up all of my friends years ago for the man that I married. He has choosen them ever since. So do I know how to have friendships...I know that I am trying. I push people that I truely care about away. Everyone says that it is the fear of getting hurt.. When truthfully I do it for fear of hurting them. THe
Error Messages
i needed a place to save things like heading.much easier to paste in than type.so I erased this marked elegal blog for this that I want saved. easier here than swinging in an out of myspace with this stuff.I used to keep all saved things there.But this is the Best Motivational Bombing heading of all time.Now some in my COF no from past House Cleanings I don't fuck around.Like the Time I kicked to the Curb 100 club F.A.R.'s.After that heated Arguement with maniacal Bliss of her Sticking up for a Downrater of my Webdude Morph.Steph was a very good friend of mine.Downraters of my Morphs are a Cardinal Sin.That Story is in a Blog. #1.*Lord_Wolf*Angel needs Bombers for her Contest>>or Friend Liquidation will Occur' #2.
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My Thoughts!!!
O tangled webs you weave, Thinking that I can't see. Naively you think they are strong Enough to entangle me. O fool you become Even now you don't see Your lies they come to surface Your deceit breaks and crumbles. Time for you to leave my path Go far away and weave new webs. Do so before I lose my senses And crush you beneath my thumb. You senseless fool To think that fantasy Is better than life that's so real. Life that takes pure precious moment, And encapsules them in our hearts For all eternity. Too bad you will miss out On what this short life is all about. Your heart will always be full Of nothing but poison, So that you can continue To weave your web of deceit and lies. Written by Paulette ~4-11-08~ Every waking moment I ponder... My mind working overtime... The biggest question of my life... That has yet to be answered... Who Am I? Many put labels on my soul... Thinking they know me best... They shine on the eccentricities That p
Welcome All To My Blog
You say you don't want me steppin, But yet your game, just isnt quite right, You say your feeling me like no otha, But yet words say, you have no fight, I cant hold back how i feel, and to be honest, I now think your a dog, That jumps from woman to woman, And plays their hearts all along, You see, im a diffrent type of chick, One that knows the game and can play it well, But i chose to not be that shallow of a person, So to you, this is something i must tell, You weren't quite right with me from the get go, Lack of calls and seeing eachother alike, I'd rather let you go like this, Then end up in an some arguement or fight, I am a one man woman, And deserve the same, from a man in my life, So im saying you don't have what it takes, You lack the things that i like, Im ok believe i don't need you, Though you gave me that extra lil strut, But its over with us, I dont want you, Im sorry, i had to sum it all up! Author: Azalia Stupid Questions II 1. Why
Poems
There's a hundred years of history and a hundred before that All gathered in the thinkin' Goin' on beneath this hat. The cold flame burns within him 'Til his skin's as cold as ice And the dues he paid to get here Are worth every sacrifice. All the miles spend sleepy drivin' All the money down the drain, All the 'if I's' and 'nearly's,' All the bandages and pain, All the female tears left dryin', All the fever and the fight Are just a small down payment On the ride he makes tonight. It's guts and love and glory, One mortal's chance at fame. His legacy is rodeo And cowboy is his name. ©Baxter Black Life Must Go On.... By Cursed Cowboy Life can be cold and mean, Hurt and pain are your only friends. Tears run down my face Wishing you were here, Holding me tight and never let me go. But I know this cant be, We must part for now. Not forever you will see, A new day comes and a new sun rises. I will be there waiting, hoping,wishing, Soon you will se
Bipolar
I've been battling bi-polar for about 4 years now. Just wondering if anyone else was suffering with this as well.
Sexiest Male Cherry Contest!
You may nominate someone as the sexiest cherry but I must have their permission to use their picture before I can put them in the contest! I'm going to do a contest for THE SEXIEST MALE CHERRY. If you would like to enter the contest just private msg me the link to the photo that you would like to use and I will rip it. Here are the rules. 1. NO HARASSING the other contestants otherwise you will be booted IMMEDIATELY! 2. IF you have nothing good to say....then say NOTHING AT ALL!! 3. MOST COMMENTS gets FIRST place 4. MOST RATES gets SECOND place 5. HIGHEST RATING gets THIRD place 6. You can only win ONE so if the person with the highest number of rates also has the highest number of comments then the person with the second highest number of comments will win second place etc. If you don't understand what I mean plz msg me and I will explain further! 7. Pic MUST be SAFE FOR WORK!!! 8. NO DOWNRATING BY OTHER CONTESTANTS! If you are a contestant you may rate the
Top Ten Worst In Govt!
http://www.huffingtonpost.com/cenk-uygur/top-ten-worst-people-in-t_b_29603.html Cenk Uygur Bio Blog Index RSS 09.16.2006 Top Ten Worst People in the Bush Administration (186 comments ) READ MORE: Dick Cheney, John R. Bolton, Scooter Libby, Douglas Feith, Harriet Miers, Jack Abramoff, Scott McClellan, Paul Wolfowitz Top Ten Worst People in the Bush Administration 1. George W. Bush, President 2. Dick Cheney, Vice President 3. Karl Rove, Chief Political Adviser to the President 4. Don Rumsfeld, Secretary of Defense 5. Paul Wolfowitz, Former Deputy Secretary of Defense 6. David Addington, Chief of Staff to the Vice President 7. Douglas Feith, Former Under Secretary of Defense and Head of the Office of Special Plans 8. John Bolton, UN Ambassador 9. I. Lewis Libby, Former Chief of Staff to the Vice President 10. Alberto Gonzalez, Attorney General You know this list is hideous when John Ashcroft can't crack the Top Ten. John Bolton would finish in the top two of
Used
Hey All, I just found out that my song Martin Miller and Jack has been excepted to clearchannelmusic.com. I need all of your help to move me up in the rankings. All you have to do is go to the link below. Find "Martin Miller and Jack and play it. CLICK HERE TO PLAY "Martin Miller and Jack Thanks to all my friends! Lets get this song moving. Why is it that I'm always going out on a limb for people that are content to just piss on my tree?
Where I Can Be Found If I Leave The Tap
Here is my Link.Come Join me There my CherryTap Friends. http://www.myspace.com/sobriety_rules06 My Blog URL http://blog.myspace.com/sobriety_rules06
Friendship
The hands of fate have twisted again Altered the love I was to send She saw me with a different eye She waved as she left a tearful goodbye My feelings for her will go forever unseen To be hidden away like a forgotten dream She'll never know as I cloud my eyes I vow forever to keep this disguise I can never open my heart she can never see Exactly what she means to me I smile and wave as rain falls from above Now I know the meaning of unconditional love She stands alone as the wind blows around her It speaks of the unknown and sends chills to the bone The trees sway from side to side as the flowers mourn like someone died She slowly walks down the street not knowing exactly what she'll meet She was all alone and scared thinking that no one cared She longed for a different place to be A place where happiness comes so easily A place where she would rather be In her mind she'd pretend that she could only hear herself Until she heard a voice say that she can't go
The Blog Of The Haz
The government has gotten out of control. The country is heading down the road to socialism and fascism. "Oh No!! Fascism is bad!! Bush was a fascist!!" Wrong! Here's the deal: most people don't even know what fascism is. They just call bush one because everyone else does. They think that fascism is just about waging war and stuff like that. That, my friends, is a load of bunk. Fascism is when the Government Indirectly controls businesses. Does that sound familiar? Hmm, i don't know, i wonder, oh wait a second! that shit is happening now!! This president promised drastic change. Well i'm pretty sure that an historically massive debt, an intense weakening of our defenses and a government that thinks it can do whatever it wants is drastic change. They promised that the so-called stimulus package would keep the unemployment rate below 8%, well it's already over 9% the stimulus has, in fact, made it worse. Places are going out of business like mad. They treat terrorists
New Contest--sexiest Female Cherry!!
You may nominate someone as the sexiest cherry but I must have their permission to use their picture before I can put them in the contest! I'm going to do a contest for THE SEXIEST FEMALE CHERRY. If you would like to enter the contest just private msg me the link to the photo that you would like to use and I will rip it. Here are the rules. 1. NO HARASSING the other contestants otherwise you will be booted IMMEDIATELY! 2. IF you have nothing good to say....then say NOTHING AT ALL!! 3. MOST COMMENTS gets FIRST place 4. MOST RATES gets SECOND place 5. HIGHEST RATING gets THIRD place 6. You can only win ONE so if the person with the highest number of rates also has the highest number of comments then the person with the second highest number of comments will win second place etc. If you don't understand what I mean plz msg me and I will explain further! 7. Pic MUST be SAFE FOR WORK!!! 8. NO DOWNRATING BY OTHER CONTESTANTS! If you are a contestant you may rate t
Willhill - Live - On The Road
After a hard days work he packed away his gear and prepared himself for his journey home. On their way home an unusual stench of traffic up ahead, he's tired and edgy because after such a day he's looking forward to the next which is his play day. Life comes at you fast, if you don't do the right things when you're suppose to do them. Well they made some stops for things which they felt were necessary for their home. A quick food stop would be nice "yep she agreed" and so they did. Ah finally home, he got out made sure his new but not so new buddy went out and did his do. Done the chores now time to eat it was a hard day. They sat and enjoyed their meal however small it was, but it was filling. Some dessert umm maybe... sighs "yeah" Now he's set the anticipation of exploring new territory is bubbling in his blood. He unpacks his bag and laid his gear, then it's connection time. The ext HD got wired up the apple wait... NO%&( hold up someone smashed his pal and never said a word.... Ho
Poppin The Blog Cherry!
You know, I consider myself to be a pretty laid back person. Most of my friends know that I try not to let things affect me to the point of pissing me off. But it really gets me when people go around telling stories and lies about someone else just to start shit. I mean what to have to gain from that? Why go around saying that my husband is saying that he loves you when it's me he comes to and asks to come back home to him? You know if he has really loved you that much, wouldn't you thing that he would have taken the opporotunity while we were separated to try to be with you? Especially since you were the one constantly crying on his shoulder telling him what a jerk your husband is and how you wanna leave him. Hmmm, I think that should have been a red flashing signal right there. You know also, I understand that you were in a lower social circle that my friends and I in high school, but why badger my friends about it 10 years later? Sooooo childish! I tried being friends, but after bei
Feb. 11, 2007
...on 2/11/07 and I cannot get her out of My mind. ...it was Magick in the true sense of the word. I...fell in love with her and we had a wonderful night/morning together. I came home in a daze...My mind and emotions were tweaked, as if on Meth. So many thoughts, so many "what ifs?" Complications arose, due to my ex-wife coming to Me with her claims of undying love and such, (yet a year earlier, she and I ended an attempt at reconciliation because she had told Me, "I love you, but I just can't live with you"...and "I just don't want to be in a "domestic" relationship"...etc So...after some time...I met "her" and hope re-entered My life. I felt love that I had long ago forgotten existed. I felt passion that had eluded Me for many years... Well...as the complications are still there, although I hope to change that for the better...very soon, I wish to tell "her"...you...that I still love you, (and am in love with you), I miss you and our long, seemingly endless conversati
So This Is Me...
Bloodninja: I lick your earlobe, and undo your watch. Sarah19fca: mmmm, okay. Bloodninja: I take yo pants off, grunting like a troll. Sarah19fca: Yeah I like it rough. Bloodninja: I smack you thick booty. Sarah19fca: Oh yeah, that feels good. Bloodninja: Smack, Smack, yeeeaahhh. Bloodninja: I make some toast and eat it off your ass. Land O' Lakes butter all in your crack. Mmmm. Sarah19fca: you like that? Bloodninja: I peel some bananas. Sarah19fca: Oh, what are you gonna do with those? Bloodninja: get me peanuts. Peanuts from the ballpark. Sarah19fca: Peanuts? Bloodninja: Ken Griffey Jr. Yeaaaaahhh. Sarah19fca: What are you talking about? Bloodninja: I'm spent, I jump down into the alley and smoke a fatty. I throw rocks at the cats. Sarah19fca: This is stupid. Bloodninja: Stone Cold Steve Austin gives me some beer. Bloodninja: Wanna Wrestle Stone Cold? Bloodninja: Yeeaahhhh. Sarah19fca: /ignore Bloodninja: Its cool stone cold she was a bitch anyway. Bloodninja: We
Gergeous Coward Who Will Rack Your World
Thoughts On Things.
So I am a new member to this site. I wonder a few things about it these things are as follows. 1) WTF is this site?? A place where people ask the be rated or whatever, a fuck hangout, or just another simple site on the net like myspace or whatever. Anyway I go to to looking at some people I have noticed they have been adding the following to their site. I love someone, a child, son daughter with autism. I would like to point out a few things about this subject to help people know a little bit more about that issue we all face. According to the CDC I believe it is we have 1 and 147 kid with autism. In case you are wondering that is more people that die each year in car accidents, drunk driving deaths, lung cancer, and so on. By the year 2010 i believe it is they say that everyone in the US will know someone with some type of autism. If you think about it That's a lot of people that will have autism.. I believe they said it will be 1 and 36 or something like that by then.
I Was Right About Big Breasts
New To This Site
Seeking Comment Bombers For Piperxylon
http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=637585&i=1710487511 Mothers day contest starts Thursday April 12th at 6pm Pacific... Please bomb the crap outta me I can't afford a blast otherwise and I really want one *sniffle* lol... Please?! *licklicklick* My Sweet Friend Piper is running in a Mothers Day contest starts tomorrow afternoon.I will be Bombing for her,from Thrusday afternoon till sometime Friday.Unfortunately I won't be around my Birthday weekend.So I'm seeking Volunteers to relieve me.This Contest is very Important for Piper an her beig a member of my Familly,it's very important for me as well.Thanks
Love
well all is going well with rick and I had a good week hung out at traci's a couple nights spent the night together wednesday was good we went shopping for pants for me that was cool and what not he got a place wednesday in lavista which is cool better then iowa so yeah um lets see what else is happening i work tonight he is moving in to his place kinda today beyond that not to much going on tomrrow i work in the morning and then tomorrow night we have forrest's and brandons bday dinner then they are having a party after um saturday i dont know what we are doing maybe just spend time together i am thinking maybe we should go bowling we will see what he thinks anyway. beyond that monday we went to my aunts house for dinner my dad did not come cuz the drain over flowed so yeah but rick really wants to get my dads apporoval he wants to ask my dad if he can date me in a couple weeks and i told him that my dad is stuck in his ways but he can try we will see what happeneds well anyway i am o
My Blogs
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Tappin' From The Cell(phone)
I put a Mumm up about useless Mumm comments and it got deleted! It was NOT NSFW in any way, unless someone made a dumb comment. I feel that I should not be banned if there is an unacceptable comment. Now I am sad and could really use some cherry lovin to help make it through today. Someone please help me! I'm stuck here and bored to death :( Just seeing if I can now post to my blogs from my phone. EDIT: I guess I can :)
Randomness
my god i am a sad loney person i comletely lostt my self i hate it and i wont even talkto ppl and the ppl i will talk to r just as messed up as me and leave me feeling worse i sit here will broken and i dont know who i am anymore i messed up i let my self down nd i am sitting here punishing my self for it tears down the face and i let it all slip i dont even know i dont know what i can do to i feel so i cant even explain it So she is strick no strippers soo tell me what u think about my idea ot re inact this So have u ever noticed that there r some songs u listen to them and u just ball your eyes out its like u cant control it they bring u back to a time and place and u cant control it. I put my my comp on random and omg that just happened it just took me back to a moment I had almost forgoten its strange how those emotions havnt changed its been years but when i hear that song I cry i guess thats y i never listen to it lol
No More Hurt
THIS WEEK HAS BEEN A BAD ONE FOR ME , I WAS IN A RELATIONSHIP WITH THIS GUY FOR A YEAR, BUT HE WAS MARRIED HE TOLD ME HE WAS LEAVING HER THEN ALL OF SUDDEN HE DID NOT BECAUSE HE HAS KIDS . I KNEW WHAT I WAS GETTING MYSELF INTO BUT MY HEART GOT IN THE WAY . I REALLY TREATED HIM GOOD AND I LOVED HIM ALOT .BUT I GUESS YHE DOES NOT KNOW THE MEANING OF LOVE. WELL I FOUND OUT HE HAD SOME OTHE CHICK ON THE SIDE TOO WELL I FINALLY COULD NOT DEAL WITH IT SO I CALLED HIS WIFE AND TOLD HER EVERYTHING I KNOW SHE WAS HURT BUT SO AM I . I FEEL ALOT BETTER AND I HOPE SHE KICKED THAT SOB TO THE CURB BECAUSE HE PLAYS ON WOMANS EMOTIONS AND HE IS A BIG PLAYER. HE'S A BIGGEST S.O.B. THERE IS. HE GOES BY THE NAME OF RON 'THE MAYHEM' DAVIDSON ON HERE AND ALSO ON MY SPCE . SO LADIES BEWARE OF THIS PIECE OF CRAP. SO GUYS ON HERE I'M SINGLE AND LOOKING TO FIND A HONEST AND REPECTFUL MAN THANKS FOR LISTENING PATTY(MISTRESSMAYHEM))
More Crap For April 11
I have a new Error message today,Unfortunately it's not a CT error this time but an Enternet Exsplorer message,an I kinda made a Dull Joke out of it.It says you have an elegal plugin thats not working.I'm figureing nothin Elegal about my Plugin hasn't been Plugged in almost 3 weeks.Not funny is it,just funny to me.Thats what I thought. ------------------------------------------------- CherryTap been Strange today as well.I leave a Comment,it is very Difficult to get back Home as me.Corky's profile has come up.I have no friend called Corky.I know a few of my Lady friends have Corky,but I Don't.So far when I click Home,other than going to Corky's House I have been to 5 womens houses.Now these women aren't even my Friends.Can you Imagine the Surprise on there face with me pounding on there door,saying Wooba Dooba with the green teeth let me in.( J.Geils song)If I new I was going Strange women visiting I would have atleast had a dozen Roses with me.I just thought this was Funny Shit.Once
About Me
A friend and me are building a web site and we are in the beginning stages it will be for games and personal stuff only but will be open to public soon as of yet it is a work in progress and i will update here as much as possible.
Surveys
Personal Quiz The Most Personal Quiz, Ever 1. Who were you with last night? Brad 2.What woke you up this morning? Alarm clock... 3. Where are you? @ school in the computer lab between classes 4. Is tomorrow going to be a good day? Yeah it is! 5. Did you hug anyone today? hmmm not yet i don't think 8. When's the last time you cried? couple nights ago __The PAST round__ 10. Ever thrown up in public? yeah... 12. What's on your mind RIGHT NOW? Naughtiness __The FUTURE round__ 13. Would you take a bullet for anyone? Yes, my close family 14. Where would you like to live? NYC for a lil while and then who knows, I'm all for traveling 15. What kind of home would you like? One like my apartment now, old, fireplaces, wood floors 16. What do you want to be when you grow up? Not sure anymore, leaning towards interior designer 17. Where do you see yourself in 5 years? Out of school for good, possibly ready to have a hubby and some kids
Excerpts And Poetry
I wrote this poem awhile ago and just found it looking through my other pieces. I don't know what I want to do with it...it's not finished to me at all. I want my tongue to search every crevice of your skin to feel the trembling of your hands placed upon me and let my fingers wander up your neck and through you tousled hair Gentle tugs and caresses turn to more assertive action My thoughts being played out before me through the movement of my body Fluid, Strong, Decisive I work my way over you Your body I will conquer if only to explore again and again... I love the way you look at me watching me while I write taking notes as to the textures of my skin studying these facial expressions and I pose for you deceiving the innocence of it all name the artist and you get a sticker These are not my own words. This is an excerpt from a work of art that I'm currently reading. "...This is not to be taken seriously, This is not to be rea
This Is Me
IM NEW TO CHERRY TAP SO BARE WITH ME LOL.HERE IS A LIL ABOUT MYSELF IAM A HEAVY METAL GODDESS LOL I LOVE TO HAVE FUN IN ALL FORMS THAT IT IMPLIES GET TO KNOW ME AND MAYBE ILL TELL U.ALSO I LOVE HARLEYS AND RIDDIN DOWN AN EMPTY HIGHWAY.THERE IS SO MUCH MORE TO ME BUT ALL IN DO TIME ... WHAT IS LOVE IS A BROKEN WINGED BIRD LOOKING FOR SHELTER THAT HAS BEEN BURNED BY LOVE WHEN ONE LOVES THEY SACRIFICE THERE HEART TO NEVER ENDING PAN AND SUFFERING LOVE IS NOT SUPPOSED TO LIE CHEAT OR STEAL BUT IT CONTINUES THIS PATH NONE THE LESS WHY SUBJECT YERSELF TO SUCH PAIN AND MISERY AND WHY LIE TO GAIN ONES TRUST BUT IN THE END PUSH THE KNIFE DEEPER INTO ONES SOUL IF THIS I S THE WAY IS SUPPOSED TO BE I AM HAPPY TO LIVE MY LIFE ALONE......
Contests
CherryTAP Bulletin!MAKE STICKY! Ravenhair member is Stepped away remove friend subject: I am in a Blast Contest. Please Help me friends and fans. date: 2007-04-11 08:36:05 I entered The Free 30day Motherís Day Giveaway is about to begin, it will start at 6pm Pacific Time on Thursday April 12th 2007.It ends May 13th, Mother's Day at 6.p. Pacific Time. I would be ever so grateful for your ratings and comments on my pic for this contest. The Grand Prize is a 30 day blast Second Place is a 7 day blast Third Place is a 3 day blast Fourth Place is a 1 day blast So pleaseeeee start tomorrow evening giving me comments and rates. I love you my friends and fans. For those that help me I will be doing something special for you in a few weeks. Hugs to all. The contest will be scored in the following manner: Grand Prize winner will be decided by number of comments plus 10 pts for every rate as well (minimum 20000 comments needed) Second Place will be the person with the second m
Gentlemen, You Can't Fight In Here, T His Is The War Room!
My pirate name is: Bloody Mary Kidd Every pirate lives for something different. For some, it's the open sea. For others (the masochists), it's the food. For you, it's definitely the fighting. Even though you're not always the traditional swaggering gallant, your steadiness and planning make you a fine, reliable pirate. Arr! Get your own pirate name from piratequiz.com.part of the fidius.org network fuck all, my friends are D-U-M dumb!!!! you too fucking stupid to tell me about the ditch in the side of the road......So when I make that U-turn to put you curb side......YOU SHOULD TELL ME ABOUT THE FUCKING DITCH!!!! This is how one gets high-centered.....what the fuck!!! but long story short, I got out, apparently...that's why i'm here.......Your a fucking asshole!! Never am I giving your ass a ride home again!!! This has been the night of all disapointment, thank god for Pirate House, for returning my sanity to me!! The end
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The Next Big Star
Sir Magic Kinky Thoughts & Life Reflections
Who am I: ? (The age old question) I'm soft spoken, straight, sensual, kinky, very erotically Dominant (not a control freak) 6'1", 240 lb semi-muscular male. I'm refined, articulate, witty, educated, with a bittersweet DARK SOUL. This is NOT to say I'm negative, far from it. If anything I'm a pragmatist who sees the glass as half full NOT half empty like so many. As a person I have faced my own mortality, inner truths and flaws. Life for me is a constant journey to "do better and be better". Like most humans some days I live up to it, other days a fail miserably. I'm a (Anthony)Tony Robbins, Dr Wayne Dyer, John Maxwell and Dr Phil Disciple. I have a simple saying: "BDSM Leather Mastery is not built in a day, it is built daily." ~Sir Magic~ I love the four "S"s : Sushi, Sashimi, Scifi and Sluts. Those who know me say I'm a very dynamic person I am not only comfortable in an Art Museum or Black Tie Affair but the backwoods and trails as well. I have a passion for li
Recent Stuff
I'll be flying home, for good this time, on May 3rd. It's been an interesting 3 years in Germany, but I'll be glad to be back. Back to the land of 24-hour supermarkets... the land of Taco Bell and Arby's... where the majority of my friends and all of my family is. Home. Strange concept, for a guy who's called home a tank, random trees, and a back-alley hostel in every major city in Germany. There are uncounted days I'll never forget, and just as many nights I'll never remember. There have been many friends along the way, some of which are still here, some which have gone. Reassigned to other units, ending of their service term, or coming home in a body bag, either way I won't see several of them ever again. But I'll never forget any of them. All the nights we sat at a bar and couldn't stop laughing, or all the nights we sat out in the woods in the rain and snow trying to find something to laugh at, every memory means something. As I pack my bags for the plane ride back, this is my fin
My Life
She was so beautiful when I fond her. Goth, bored, and piss. I made her my BBW but keep my feelings locked away. I let my past pain rune something that could of been great. I let my current fuck ups lock it all away. I should of been happy with what I had but I let it pass me by. I should of worked on it, I should of fix my problem. It's to little to late now. I do wish her the best, the very best. Hopefully soon my feelings well pass so as not to get in the way. Sorry sweetheart, sorry I'm me.
Flip The Coin
There are two sides to every coin. Up, down, left, right, holy and evil. the same applies to me. First there is Heather, mother, devoted wife, shy, the woman sitting quietly in the corner saying little, seeing all. Then the raven takes flight and low and behold enters SaraRaven,loud in your face, the bitch, full of attitude. Heather is your friend, listening to your problems, SaraRaven tells you her opinion. They both exsist in a not so perfect harmony in me. The woman you see in the pictures? take your pick, what day, what was I feeling. So this is a little look inot "me". When the coin is in the air it is anyone's call.
Confused And Feelings
I'm in love and I don't care who knows it. He is a very very good person that cares about me and his son. He loves me cause for one i care about his son, two i care about him, and three i love him and thats all that matters... "I don't know why?" You left me here high I don't even know if I'm alive I think I'm stupid I can't even stand up I love this feeling It makes me happy I happen to laugh at stupid shit I don't get why I'm horny, stupid, and high I don't know why I treat my self like this I start to go into a dream but I'm awake It's about me and my homies we are sittin here getting high It is pretty cool but I start to follow someone I don't know who he or she is They are just telling me to come So I do and I lay down on the bed and start to feel him press up against me It feels good cause I'm high but then he takes off his hood and he is my personal demon But all of a sudden I awake and he is sittin here on the bed with me I
Argh! (angry Rant)
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHH;GH;DSFHoidfh;OIFHoaihfwh"ioHfdk!!!! Jesus H Christ! I am not a mind reader!!! Look at me! I'm a human! God damn it! I have no super powers (except I can wiggle my tongue sideways lol) so please forgive me for not thinking something is wrong when I already asked you and you said NO! Jesus Christ on a pogo stick! Now excuse me while I go bash my head into a wall. I hate people so much sometimes!! I hate how some men can have that feminine mentality. I don't date girls for a reason. They're fucking insane!!! I do not want to have something to do with you if you're going to act like a bitch! Why?! Why do I bother sometimes?? I hate effeminate men! Give me a man that doesn't give a fuck. One that knows just because I'm breathing in the general direction of something with a penis does not mean I want to marry it. Give me a man that is not going to be up my ass asking where I've been and why I went 3 hours
For The Newbies,getting To Know Me.
For all the New Possible Friends whom have Join'd my Circle of Friends lately.Get to know me.Send me your Comments,make an effort,get on the Comment Wagon.The Comment Wagon is 1 way to get in my Familly.Love to be Sassy has a comment in my special friend Gallery.She was Honored,now she made an effort.Even friends that have been here a while get Lazy,don't do the comment thing.It means I'm just a Thorn in their side,they don't give a Damn.well screw them.Don't make the mistake they made.If I didn't need there Damn Points,They'd be gone.If your not here to be a Possible online Friend to me,ask yourself why are u here.If you don't know why your here I certainly don't.I can be the Nicest Sweetest dude on here,which is the way I rather be.Piss me Off,as some do,just as soon deleete u than Deal with you,being insoboardinate. Last week a Friend whom has been good to me,was deleeted an Blocked.She told me I could only Rate her Pictures that I wasn't Allowed to Comment them.I said if I can't
O.m.g
hurray its officialy summer here in north yorkshire, thats in the U.K for those that dont know, its warm todayand the swallows who nest in my garage have returned and were waiting to say hello when i got home last night, its good to have them back. Hi to whoever reads this Now im not vain, I dontb think im gods gift to women. lets just say im comfortable in my skin if you know what I mean and so far i,ve been attracting ratings of 10 for my pic (thanks im very flattered) but somones rated me a 5. Ok im not the best looking guy in the world but a 5 and also they dont appear to have a name.. so im just off to get a bucket to wear on my head WOO HOO I,m a cherry grunt level 3 so as im now a cherry god (does that sound rude) I expect more contact from sexy ladies..wow im such a MCP.. anyhow a joke a paitent in a hospital calls the nurse over and says can ya eat this apple pie for me the nurse says of course i can, takes the pie to the staff room and pigs it down after fi
Life
Things have been going good... which means I'm waiting for the shoe to drop. Waiting for the next bad thing to happen. Isn't it sad that I look at life this way? I mean, I'm not even 25 and I'm already jaded by life. The last 2 years have been the hardest of my life. There are days when I don't even know what to do... I get out of bed and look around and don't know what I should be doing or how I should be handling things. hell... half the time I don't know how I even get out of bed. My life doesn't suck. Don't get me wrong. Things are coming together finally. And, my kids... they are awesome. They keep me laughing and on my toes. I just stare at them and can't help but smile. Tyler is the most loving kid I've ever met. And, Hailee... well she's a pistol.. She always has to put her opinion in... hmmmm wonder where she gets that from? She's always on the go... curious about every little thing. i'm working again. So, I'm starting to feel better.... exhausted but better.
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Time For Fun
Rant
Reading this may cause you to lose IQ points.... I needed to vent and I suppose this is the only place to do it and not really care what anyone thinks GROW THE FUKK UP..if you want the fukking lounge it is all yours....ok I feel better now :D So since I have been accused of dating ppl I am not.....Imma make this simple I am off the market I am going to concentrate on ppl closer to me and end the drama..... If you have a problem with me bring it to me.....we are all adults....this is not Jr High where you need to tell everyone else your issue hoping everyone takes your side...half the time it is something frivolous and can be resolved rather easily...you bring everyone else into it and stories get changed and mangled and that creates an even bigger problem...I deal with enough drama from my twelve year old daughter and shit @ work....I don't need to come on to Fubar and deal with it in a place that is meant for fun....I am happy to be friends with everyone that I meet on here a
Cool Things And News
You sill see that Im not all about the bitching and the complaining, lol. This will be a small taste of me NOT being a bitch. Actually, as some of you know, Im really not a bitch at all, Im a sweetheart...I just happen to have strong opinions and a really big mouth that Im not afraid to use. Anyway, I digress. Yesterday was a record-breaking day for me. At my age, record-setting that DOESNT involve new wrinkles, gray hairs or creaky bones is kinda a good thing. This one is, Im thinking. In a galaxy far, far away...oh, wait, no, thats not right. In a land far away, in a time long ago, yeah, thats better, there lived a teenager who loved to lift weights. One of her goals was to compete. She never saw that dream, though she was well on her way, come to fruition due to a back injury incurred while working out. After that came the marriage, the kids (yes, in that order), junk food and life landed...firmly on her thighs and stomach. Well, three kids and 20 years later, that teen had
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The West Michigan Burnerz Rule!!!!
That's right we freeeekin' rule!! Check us out on the web @ http//www.wmburnerz.com You can also find us on myspace, give us a looksy!! :)
Michael
Funny
This was written by a guy... it's pretty damn funny. Girls -- Please have a sense of humor! I never quite figured out why the sexual urge of men and women differ so much. And I never have figured out the whole Venus and Mars thing. I have never figured out why men think with their head and women with their heart. FOR EXAMPLE: One evening last week, my girlfriend and I were getting into bed. Well, the passion starts to heat up, and she eventually says, "I don't feel like it, I just want you to hold me." I said, "WHAT??!! What was that?!" So she says the words that every boyfriend on the planet dreads to hear... "You're just not in touch with my emotional needs as a woman enough for me to satisfy your physical needs as a man." She responded to my puzzled look by saying, "Can't you just love me for who I am and not what I do for you in the bedroom?" Realizing that nothing was going to happen that night, I went to sleep. The very next day I opted to take the d
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Feeliings
The steeple of everything I need in life, Is right before my eyes. Every time I wonder why, I break, Not at first, not till I wait and cant any longer. Trash my self love, And succumb to feel above The dirt turns to mud only to be the remains Of the world I hate. Diluting in the tears of regret. The feelings never change, its always the same. But it feels so nice, for once in my life, To feel content, Running my hand down the edge of your knife. Forgive me god, if I fly too close to the sun. But even if I burn up, Ill never regret it. Because in your grasp you make me feel Something so surreal, Something I cannot contain. For once in my life I feel the eternal cycle in your vein. If everyday is a fight and every suffering vein. Makes me grow stronger. Why do I need you, To tell me I belong here. So I close my eyes, And forget the dismay. Because I am here to stay. Corrupt and contagious,
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What Do You Think?
It was late in the afternoon on April 2007 when my daughter left my desk after playing Barbie online games, then a black huge background appeard on my poor 15 inch monitor.My eyes were focused on the screen.It scared me-Oh! my God,I was thinking it was a porno site because my daughter was browsing at websites for two hours,but,of course,i have restricted sites,i have spywares and i strongly avoided pop-ups but this looked like one."Where the hell did you get this?"I asked my precocious and lovely daughter.Well,it was not as bad as i thought it was, and with a single click I became one of the members of the worlds most popular site with millions of members joining everyday. I was unreluctantly uploading photos and photos were displaying in less than 3 minutes (nah...that is if you have a good connection but mine is a bad one.)I received comments on my photos and i have had multiple viewers in a day.Don't you think its amazing?I was looking at profiles of America's men and women
A Little About Me....
You have a sexual IQ of 146 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com
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What Ever I Feel.....
-V- You are individualistic, and you need freedom, space, and excitement. You wait until you know someone well before committing yourself. Knowing someone means psyching him out.You feel a need to get into his head to see what makes him tick. You are attracted to eccentric types. Often there is an age difference between you and your lover. You respond to danger, thrills, and suspense. The gay scene turns you on,even though you yourself may not be a participant. Storm that buried the bells, muddy swirl of torments, why touch her now, why make her sad. Oh to follow the road that leads away from everything, without anguish, death, winter waiting along it with their eyes open through the dew. by: Pablo Neruda 19 WAYS TO MAINTAIN A HEALTHY LEVEL OF INSANITY: 1. At lunch time, sit in your parked car with sunglasses on and point a hairdryer at passing cars. See if they slow down. 2. Page yourself over the intercom.Don't disguise your voice. 3. Every time
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Big Daddy Mayhem
It is 2 am and I am verry..verry tired..DAMN YOU INSOMNIA!!!Lol
This And That
Today is one of those days where I am so bored I can barely stand to breathe.Everything I have touched has turned to shit. ~waits~ I just to see what else will go haywire. Hopes the rest of you are having a better day then myself.
Quiz
How Goth Are You? Oh my goth!... you are so goth that probably people check your pulse when you sleep... Congratulations brother! (or sister... what the...) Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code What Kind of Angel are you?
Quiz
You have a sexual IQ of 133 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com
My Birthday Wish List
What do I want for My Birthday? It is on April 11th. I want lots of things but does not mean I am going to get them. If you want to get me something, Its up to you what you want to get me. What ever I have on here, will only give you an Idea of what I want/need. If You truly want to give me something for Most of You Have known me for almost 3 years so You know me very Well. Just do what you can and Late gifts are ok also. Well, let me get started with my list now. Colognes: Guess, 360: Black- Perry Ellis, 306: Red- Perry Ellis Lacoste: Style in Play(Red), Hugo Boss: Energize, Salvatore Ferragamo: Subtil, Bvlgari: Aqua, Heir- Paris Hilton, Escada: Sentimental, Bijan: Wicked, Armond Basi: in Blue, Aqua Di Gio, Curve, Mambo, Onyx, Chrome, Hugo: Dark Blue, Basically anthing you would like for me. Cell Phones: SideKick 3, Sony Ericsson P990i Clothing: Pants- Size 32 x 30, Boxers- M 32-34 , Shirts Size 16 neck, T-shirts- M-L, Shoes Size depending on Brand: 7 1/2- 8 1/
Rib Poking Good
If you were riding on a bus and felt a sudden, sharp poke in the ribs, how would you feel? Most people say they would probably feel irritated or angry and some say they would feel scared. That's normal. Let's say, just for this example, that you would feel angry. You might be thinking something like, "That stupid jerk. He ought to be careful. You shouldn't just poke people in the ribs." Those thoughts would clearly lead you to be angry. Now suppose you look over to see who had poked you and realize it was a blind man. He was taking off his sweater and he accidentally poked you with his elbow. Now how would you feel? Most people say they would feel sad or even embarrassed that they were angry with the man. Here's the important partÖYOU STILL GOT POKED IN THE RIBS! The event [getting poked in the ribs] was exactly the same but your feelings changed from anger to sadness or embarrassment. Clearly, if events and people made you angry, then the same exact event couldn't immediately cau
This Time, It's Personal
My portfolio is almost done! yay.... My Portfolio | My Main Stem Home Page Blah! I'm with this girl... and her girl... because I just wanted a chance to be with someone I thought I cared about at the time. Or maybe I just wanted so bad for someone to want me too.. even if I had to share. I do like her... I did like her... but I knew she was still in love with her ex. And she wanted to date me and her ex (who lives in another state) at the same time... at the same time...I don't love her, but it just felt so good to be wanted again... However, when things get bad here, when I need her, she doesn't have time for me. It's like I'm her girlfriend when it's convenient for her. Since I'm here, then I'm just the "physical" girlfriend. I don't want to be that... I have more feelings and emotions than that. I have every reason to leave.. I should just leave. I miss being held, being comforted, being wanted... all I want is that feeling again... guess, it is better to be
The End Of Ecw
To those of you who don't watch wrestling, just ignore this. I just watched the latest ECW, and have come to a painful realization. Over the past few months, I have hoped, and waited for this new incarnation to go back to the traditions of old, and be the outlet that many loved. Today has been the first true nail in the coffin of ECW. CM Punk, that pussy "Straight-edge" Wrestler (The straight-edge movement in punk is B.S. I got this from a second hand source who inteviewed the creator of the movement over dinner, where the person had a big old steak, with a couple of shots, and a couple of cigarettes... but that's anothe rant), went to the "New Breed". A person of his "talent" going to the place where all the new hires are, is basically a death sentence for those wrestlers who were of the old school; Working in the Bingo Halls and such. Those wrestlers of the old E.C.W. will eventually be let out of their contracts, and left to go on to whatever else awaits them. The Writers are writin
Late Night Thoughts
Would You Like to Dance? Kristina R. Manuel April 15, 2007 The music is soft and slow- Through the smoky air Appears a heavenly glow As I wonder, "What could be there?" Gravity pulls me Towards the most beautiful vision I have ever seen- My heart races into another division- "Could this be a dream?"- You spot me from across the room- Thunder and lightening Fill my veins and chest with a sudden boom- Our eyes connect- Every time you smile I'm smiling right back- I take your hand As I ask you to dance- Without a second glance You follow me in a lovestruck trance- You have touched me with your gentle hand And broke my nerves of steel- Sparks fly as we collide Our bodies burn as we smoothly glide Dancing on the edge Through a passion of burning desire- With every touch the flames grow higher- The world around us disappears As I pull your body close to mine- Tender kisses, so sincere... As you whisper gently in my ear, "Would you like to dance?" I cannot
First
I'm going through a very sad time. I was out taking a walk, got back with a message on my answering machine from the brother of a friend of mine. This friend moved out to California to live near his brother since they were close. Well I called the brother back and he told me my friend died on Wednesday. He was only 46. I asked what happened, the brother said he went to go see him, his tv was on and he wasn't around, but his bay window was broken. He called the police, they investigaed and found him 30 yards from the bay window. He lived in a gated community so noone really could see him from the outside. Noone knows what happened, but it almost looks like he was murdered!! The investigation continues. I am so sad, was crying a lot today after hearing the news!!! I played baseball with this guy and his brother said i was his best friend. Whats worse is he wanted to come back to Pennsylvania but at the time didn't have the money.. I feel numb right now, just keep the family in your
Alittle More About My Girlfriend And Me!
What She Just Say?2?
O shit me and some buddies takin a road trip... were going to be killin the shit...
My Oath To You Master
You are my Master. My place is by your side. Should you turn to me, I am always ready to listen. Should you lean on me, I am always ready to support you. My Lord, my place is at your feet. I am eager to learn your desires and wishes so I can help bring them alive. Look down upon me and lift my spirits with your love, caring, and guidance. Allow me to rest my head upon your knee so I may share your strength. I am your slave always. These chains, though invisible links, hold strong for they are fortified by respect, love, admiration, and pride I feel in being yours. These feelings were not freely given but easily earned by your personal integrity, honor, kindness, intelligence, creativity, and understanding. I am humbled. I am bound to serve you for my own needs. To please you is now in my blood. May my body serve to please your lust, your passion, your soul. May my mind serve to inspire you. May my soul and spirit share the energy they hold. Every part of me
My Wait Is Over
Master I want you to know that I have waited a very long time for you. I have been waiting patiently to give these gifts locked away inside me. Now you are here, so much a part of me. You are here in front of me as I kneel in respect to you while you place your collar on me. At times it is unbelievable to me, Still a dream that we have found each other. But yet, I hear your voice, a voice my soul has always longed to hear and instantly recognized. I feel your touch, a touch my body has always ached to feel and instantly reacted to. I see your handsome face, a face my eyes have always searched for and immediately affirmed. I taste your kiss, a kiss my lips have always hungered to taste and instantly felt the fire and passion. I smell your hunger, a hunger whose scent I know all too well. I have waited for you and now I am yours body, soul, mind and heart. Take me. Take my hunger for dominance and nourish me. Take my thirst for control and quench me.
Offered You
My world it was a shamble My world it was a mess and to all of this a few can atest but when i am in your arms my world is at rest because you are my Master because you are the best you hold the key which is my heart which i gladly give to thee and that which i give i give so submissively i offered you my heart i offered you my soul i offered you my subbissiveness and with this you took control you light up my days and also my nights within your eyes i see strength and delight I submit to your power and draw from your strenght and look to the days and the time we have spent your control is so powerful that even when not around you still make my heart pound the ties that bind me no one will ever see because they are within you and within my need to please!
My Master
My Master's eyes are so very firm at times yet, always filled with love. My Master's mouth can speak harshly but never demeaning or cruelly. My Master's arms are strong and forceful yet, warm and secure. My Master's hands can give punishment when needed but never lack to show the love within. My Master's legs are fast in walk yet, never leave me behind. My Master's mind is set to his ways but so aware of my needs and feelings. My Master's heart has to be extremely large to hold all the love he shows to me. All these things make up my Master who cares.....loves....and looks after me.
My Love
My heart takes flight When I gaze into your eyes My soul soars higher and higher In amazed delight All that I am, is all there for you You take me higher Then I ever knew I could go Dreaming of placing my soul in your hands Remembering in wonder How I strove to meet your commands Wanting to please you again and again Waiting in bliss to hear your demands Never release me My Master, my Love You so complete me and make me feel loved Two halves that were searching Have now become one A melding so complete.. It shall never be undone I promise to give you my heart, mind, body and soul Together we two will always be whole
Blog Virgin
You have a sexual IQ of 160 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com This is my first blog attempt, go easy on me. I look around CT and see all these beautiful people, and I rate their pictures 10. If I don't think tey are a 10 I don't rate it. Not a problem. If you see my picture and rate it a 1 I wonder why are you not leaving your name. I ain't pretty, I ain" good looking, but at least have the guts to say who you are. I have seen many rockin people here, and I dig you all. If you don't like one of my pics don't say anything, just move along. Don't be mean and rate my pics a 1. That hurts, I didn't come here to be hurt. If I wanted that I would have stuck with M**pace. Sorry for the rant. Spicoli gone surfin!!! You prefer Rough sex! You like it RO
Lyrics
Tide Began To Rise Demon Hunter I don't belong here I never saw this on the path I walk The blood-stained walls, the lines of chalk on the floor It's getting so hard I never saw the backlash when the tide began to rise I can't remember The way it was when everything felt right My mouth held shut and eyes sealed tight with control So I remember on the inside I found a dark, infernal place I don't want to face anymore Somehow, I won't stop feeding the pain My heart's just the same as before So now I'm stuck here Between the guilty and the insincere The words I spoke have left here all alone I should have known this I could've burned it when I had that choice And now I'd die to kill this noise in my head So I remember on the inside I found a dark, infernal place I don't want to face anymore Somehow, I won't stop feeding the pain My heart's just the same as before So I remember on the inside If this is all the love my spirit can give Just take it b
Hmmmm?
I have a lot of women visitors tonight...it's sweet...but, how about a hello or something...or are you just checking me out? And your rating me 5 is too cute! Thanks : ) To all the mother's out there... Free Comments, Codes & Layouts
Love Hurts
LOVE HURTS My stomach turns when I think of you And it makes me so sick It hurts to get over someone you love so much Sometimes it just makes you want to cry Its when you love someone but they dont love you And you love them so much it hurts When someone makes you wait for an answer and you never get it Or when they arenít ready yet but you thought they were Thatís when love hurts Its when you want them to notice you love them And they ignore all the signs But most of all when your with the one person you love for what seems like forever And they just leave without looking back or saying good-bye Thatís when love really hurts So I take this knife and stab it through your heart And hope you never love again Only because love hurts
Outcast
I found this on the web, so it's somewhat dated, but I think it's every bit as true today: The Love we feel. There are times when we are timid and shy about expressing the love we feel. For fear of embarrassing the other person, or ourselves, we hesitate to say the actual words "I love you." So we try to communicate the idea in other words. We say 'take care' or 'don't drive too fast' or 'be good.' But really, these are just other ways of saying 'I love you,' 'you are important to me,' 'I care what happens to you,' 'I don't want you to get hurt.' We are sometimes very strange people. The only thing we want to say, and the one thing that we should say, is the one thing we don't say. And yet, because the feeling is so real, and the need to say it is so strong, we are driven to use other words and signs to say what we really mean. And many times the meaning never gets communicated at all and the other person is left feeling unloved and unwanted. Therefore, we have
Girls Only
Would you kiss me? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe [] already have ;) Would you ask me out? [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Am I attractive? [] Heck no [ ] hot as Hell [] Fine [] Cute [] Okay [] Ugly! Do you think I'm a virgin? [] Yes [] No I look like.. [] A player [] a wife/husband [] One time thing [] Next bf/gf [] A friend [] A friend with benefits [] A possibility [] A loser [] A stud If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No [] maybe Would you rather.. ?? [] Hook up with me [] Cuddle with me [] Date me [] Friends [] Friends with benefits [] marry me [] have sex Would you let me kiss you?? [] Yes [] No [] Maybe On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. [] 1 [] 2 [] 3 [] 4 [] 5 [] 6 [] 7 [] 8 [] 9 [] 10 What would you want me to be to you? [] Friend [] Girlfriend/Boyfriend [] Friend with benefits [] Husband/Wife Are you going to repost this so i can answer for you? [] Yes [] No SEND THIS T
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I F You Was My Man??
1.)How many times a day would we fuk? 2.)How many times a day would you just want me to hold u? 3.)Would you take me places? 4.)Would you love me? 5.)If we went out on a date would you have me pay for it? 6.)Would you take me anywhere special? 7.)If I was sick...what would you do? 8.)After we had sex...what would you do? 9.)If one of my friends tried to get with you what would you do? 10.)Would you tell me? 11.)Would you listen to all my problems and help me solve them? 12.)Would you introduce me to your mom/dad? 13.)Would you care about what I wore when I went out ? 14.)Would you go to the club with me? 15.)If your friend tried to get with me what would you do? 16.)If someone tried to fight with me in front of you what would you do? 17.)If a Girl/Guy tried to talk or dance with you at the club what would you do? 18.)Would you give me your myspace password? 19.)If I gave you mine would you read al
Where Are All Decent Guys
Po' Tree
hungry for time open time dripping sweat with you hungry for time where the air is sucked dry by our laughter together hungry for time where the quiet was sweet and sultry hungry for time skin time scarred, bruised bloodied, surveyed aching seduction hungry for time of long drives and long talks and simple touches hungry for time searching for more lusting for now demanding the pulse testing your flesh Donít know how it is I cant decide how much I hate you. Should be simple How you threw me away Not even staggered step Just goodbyes and excuses But my bloody whole seeking that hollow where you used to be and hating myself for looking there night after night, knowing I would just end up clawing Bruised flesh again and again And yet, I push that stone heart Up this hill one last time Again and again, Turning my back on the memories Turning my back on the fear Afraid of life without this pain As much as I dread it never going away and
In His Arms...tonight
Sighing, I dropped my babydoll jammies on the bed and walked, naked into the bathroom, where the shower was steaming up the mirror. Slender arms reach up and undo my hairclasp, sending auburn tresses cascading down my back. Sticking my tongue out at the mirror's image, I turned, pulling the white lace curtain back and slipped inside. Leaning my face into the warm spray, I close my eyes and think of him. Slowly, I turn to lean against the cool glass blocks, my body's heat sighing at the comforting coolness. I drop my head back as my hair teases my ass, soaking up the warm water. Twisting my hair over one smooth shoulder, I lean down to pick up a bar of french milled soap, lightly scented, and slowly soap one long leg and then the other. My hands move between my legs, laving my pussy and then up over my belly, leaving a wet, soapy trail of fragrant suds. Closing my eyes, my hands move over my breasts, leisurely soaping them, rosy nipples hardening to the touch. Turning, dropping
Hi
i just got my computer workin this week havent had it for about 2 months cos i moved to vancuver wicked city but i miss jacksonville sonofabitch movers wrekced my computer and i had to get a new one im really sorry if i dont respond or if i respond really slowly but im just getting used to how this whole things works lol thanks for great welcome tho
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Life
Well looks like my other blog was deleted.. hmmm.. gues biopsy results are NSFW? lmaoo who knows. Anyway, talked to the surgan and surgery is scheduled to have the polyps removed on May 15th. He does not want to do a total hysterectomy because after looking at my labs and biopsy, hes confident that he can get it all. The pre cancer cells (uterine cancer, for those that missed my other blog) are currently localized to one area only. and he believes this could actually help the heavy menstral bleeding and cramping, not make it worse. but, there's always that slight chance that cancer is lingering under the tissue, so he will biopy what he takes and some healthy tissue around it, just to make sure. i'll get the results of that on my post surgery check up. hugs all, thanks for the support. ~brat The results are in... (warning.. icky feminine stuff below) I dont have cancer (yet). We may have caught it early enough, but my family history(uterine cancer) is definately cat
Do It For A Friend As Asked
I'm doing this for one of my friends as requested. No offense but...People are getting too lazy on here. So I gave in, let's see who will actually read this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Lets see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are... Repost this if you are a friend.. Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as ...My so called friends...
Gonna Delete Myself
You scored as Rough. Woah! Calm it down before you break something! You are the type to keep going and going (are there energizer batteries in you or something)? You also like to be handled, or be the handler.Rough100%Passionate83%Lusty83%Gentle50%What type of sex are you?!created with QuizFarm.com title says it all. its been fun.
For You Master..for My Real Life Collaring Yesterday
Today, Tomorrow, and Forever... I give myself to thee, In body, mind, and spirit... In you I am set free. My gift to you is given... With trust and love inside, And I know that you will teach me, And always be my guide. As we grow together day by day, And walk the path of life... Together we will make it through The good times and the strife. I will proudly wear your collar And know that I am blessed, To have you as my Master; To be chosen from the rest. On our special day together... Kneeling before you as I will do, My wrists crossed in acceptance, My submission given to you. My head is down, eyes lowered, I hear you call my name... I look up at you--our eyes meet, In you I know no shame. You hold the collar before me And place it on my neck, I feel the coldness of the steel And then I hear the click. As you gather the leather for my wrists, And I feel the ties that bind... I know that now I belong to you And will proudly walk behind. Y
My Heart
I place in your hands my very being, I close my eyes and without seeing, I give to you, my heart. As you wrap me in the warmth of your love, I shall never place another above, I give to you, my heart. With all the knowledge I have within my soul, I know tis you who will make me feel whole, I give to you, my heart. With all that I feel for you, trust, faith and surrender, It is within your power, you bring about this feeling of splendor, I give to you, my heart. For over the years it has been told, stories of love lost and hearts left cold. Here I tell you of love found by few, And the joy that is brought to the soul, when love is anew, I give to you, my heart.
Best For You
To see the sparkle in your eyes And feel the warmth of your touch, You have me under your spell of love With you I have grown so much. You are my Master, lover, friend, and confidant And I have given myself to you completely, I know that all my tests of will, Sometimes cannot be handled sweetly. I hope that you never give up on me, For without you I cannot live. My dream is to travel life's path with you And learn all you have to give. In good times and in sad times I hope that you will always know, You keep me going day to day In all you do and show. You are the air I breathe, And the very beat of my heart, With you I see so many new things, Even when we are apart. You have so much to offer You are such a compassionate man, Strength and honor are your name, With kindness and patience going hand in hand. Master, please know how much I love you As I know how much you love me, With your guidance and protection, I want to be the best for you I can be
The Name Game
Ok here are the Rules in a coment on this blog you have to write my name like this K A R A and beside each caplized letter put a word you think descrbes me, Example Kind...so on and so forth. Have fun.
Sex Toys
Every woman should introduce herself to Sex Toys as every marriage or relationship can gain intimacy and communication by slowly adding these wonderous items to your repertoire of sexual play! Many women and men are scared of toys as they think they are being replaced or it will feel funny, let me tell you it does not and it will not!! Want to check out some great info about toys and different types of adult products?? Check out www.redskyone1.yourpassionconsultant.com There are lots of great products here to help you build and strengthen your relationships and add to your own knowledge of how to keep yourself and your significant other happy!!
Never Ending
Though times have changed and we have moved on my love is never ending for you. Times may change and years may go by but that will never stop my heart growing love for you. Days go by and months go by and yet I still think of you. Throughout the day and throuout the nights I think of you..I will always love you..My love is never ending for you..
Yours
i once looked in the mirror and thought i knew who was looking back at me.. who I saw really did scare me... lurking in the back was what I truly wanted to be .. captive and free for all to see.. i tried to hide it for oh so long.. but now here i am collared...and feel this is where i truly belong..forever...eternally..Yours...
I Miss You
i Love and Adore You so.... i am Missing You terribly... my heart is aching... i feel my life empty without You.... being before ...being in Your presence..brings such joy to my heart...stirs such passion within my body.... how i long to be kneeling before You...Master... Your loving embrace brings me to my center... for You are my center ..Master... Your passionate kisses...fills my soul with such desires... You take my very breath away... You fill me so... You renew me so... You bring me to such bliss.. i thought could never exist... i so wish to fulfill You ..Master drive Your lusts.. fed Your hunger.. devour Your desires... embrace Your Love surrender to Your needs of complete Ownership... Master ..i so Need You... take me ..use me..control every ounce of my being... mold me to Your desires... holding me in Your loving embrace where no one can seperate us.. no one can hurt us .. no one can stop us .. from being who we truly are...
My True Friends!
I'm doing this for one of my friends as requested. No offense but...People are getting too lazy on here. So I gave in, let's see who will actually read this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Lets see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are... Repost this if you are a friend.. Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as ...My so called friends...
Irish Beer
Great Loss
Well I just found out today that two people i know fairly well were killed in Iraq . these two men were stationed at NAS Whidbey Island , with EOD . I got to know them when i was in the NAVY . And i am deeply saddned by this loss . My prayers go out to their famillies . I have many friends still in and over there fighting for us , and to tell you the truth i wish we would bring all our boy the fuck home !!!!!!!!!! we are lossing way to many for no reason !!!!!
Love
once i was lost... a lost soul... thought left to wander in sadness pain and despair then a light was shone unto me a hope..a love... unconditional...unabiddening unrentless..driving the light became stronger within each passing day.. that light is You Master.. for You have shown me a new way and brought me back to life.. resurrected the living dead... You have raised me up and let my freedom soar... deep within my submission in Your Ownership and Love... i have renewed hope...unfound trust untold lusts..reawakened desires.. a bliss within me .. i feel that You allow me to have.. a true sense of being... unconditional Love... such overwhelming feelings.. such a blessing from above.. Your Ownership ..is my blessing i grow in this everyday.. i will strive my best..to serve and please you in everyway...
Just Some Thing To Say!
My Nightly Prayer
Master.... i Love and Adore You so... Master...my nitely prayer has/is growing with time ..like our union of souls : ) i fear no other power...for Master is always near.. He is my Saviour.. He is my guiding light.. He is my life .. He is my will.. He possess my soul.. He engulfs my mind.. He enflames my heart.. He consumes my body... He is my Protector.. He is my Teacher.. He is my Mentor... He is my Lover.. He is my Friend.. He is my True Master.. He owns me completely.. i am His eternal slave.. i have no wants or needs... only the deep desire to strive my best to fulfill all of Masters needs and desires completely.. for He is my true happiness.. my every reason for living and loving so completely..Master.. i thank You .. Master for all the gifts that You have given to me.. the gift of rediscovery of my true inner being.. for accepting my submission to You for claiming and collaring me as Your submissive/slave the gift of freedom within
My Opinions
WTF I'm tired......I'm finally happy!! Yet, people's drama always get involved in this shit.... people need to grow the fuck up. You mess with my family, you mess with me. Which goes to prove: Happiness is a give and take thing: You always give and it always takes. I worked all my life, omg so fuckin hard for all this little shit that I have...but all that matters is who you are and what you believe, what you stand for. Because what you stand for is who you are. Who I am? Someone who will stand up, not be fucked with, but STAND THE FUCK UP and let it be known, my family is everything to me, no matter how happy I am, nomatter what the fuck I'm going through in my own life. My family means all. So fuck you! Lie, cheat, steal! If that's what it takes for you to feel special, then go for it. That's what your life's about. But don't be pissed when your found out, when the lies show through. Just don't expect me to be there. My family is more than you'll ever be. Don't hate on my happines
My Love
My love my heart stays with one person that cares and shows no matter what is going on in our life he is there for me ...Each moment that i think of things that have gone on and that he stands at my side i love him more and more each day. I stand at his side with deep pasion and respect for him and no matter what i love him with all that we have for each other Im cloeing now talk to u all later ~* Mandie *~
A Story I Wrote
DO NOT RIP!! When you lose someone you are very close to, it's hard to pick up the pieces and move on, especially if you never had the chance to tell that person goodbye. I lost someone very close to me, and at the time, I didn't realize I gave up the opportunity to tell him goodbye. Because of this, the guilt and regret from those unspoken words left, to say the least, a huge void in my heart. My Uncle Jimmy was the person I favored most in the world. He had a warm and gentle heart, and he would do anything for anybody. I loved being with him because to me, he was just a big kid at heart. We would go to the movies, play cards for hours, and just laugh about everything. Never in my life could I have imagined being without him. Somehow I thought he would always be there. The last day I saw my uncle was on July 7, 1995. He had come up from Alabama to visit his parents and me, and on that certain day, he was going into Pennsylvania, to see some friends. As He
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Just Stuff
mark it with an X 1 - [x] Gotten Drunk 2 - [X] Smoked pot/cigarette 3 - [X] Wrecked a car 4 - [x] Ridden in a police car 5 - [x] Saved an email 6 - [x] Said I love you 7 - [x] Fell in love with a friend 8 - [X] Came to school high 9 - [x] Hung up on somebody 10 - [x] Held hands with somebody 11 - [] Been to a Warped Tour 12 - [X] Bought clothes at Wal-Mart 13 - [X] Broke something in Wal-Mart 14 - [x] Back talked a teacher 15 - [X] Ripped up a detention slip 16 - [X] Got into a fist fight at a public place 17 - [X] Skinny Dipped 18 - [X] Gotten a caricature done of yourself 19 - [x] Gone to Six Flags 20 - [X] Cried in school 21 - [x] Broken a bone 22 - [X] Ran in a Marathon 23 - [] Been to the Masters 24 - [X] Ripped your jeans in a public place 25 - [X] Cried just so you'd get something 26 - [X] Ran away from home 27 - [X] Listened to music so loud the neighbors complained 28 - [X] Skipped detention 29 - [X] tYpEd lIkE dIs 30 - [X] Wore your pants so l
Booty Call Q&a
If you are ready this blog I assume you know what a booty call is. If not sign out now, lol Anyway here is a question that every person has running through their mind at some point in the BC game.. like If the bc's become more frequent , then what? Answer get together once a week with a scheduled once a week cancel at the last minute thing is all you need, that way youre getting it once a week ALLLL NIGHHTT, you get to fantasize about the next time but at the last minute bail. keeps it to just weekly game with or without (your choice) the potiental for more if you want it. Moral of the story always carry a spare, but if the spare rides well then keep' em... AND TREASURE THEM FOREVER
My Poems My Real Life Work
TAURUS: The Tramp Aggressive. Freak in bed. Rare to find! Loves being in long relationships.. J Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Sexy as........ Loves to help people in times of need. Outstanding kisser. Very funny. Awesome personality. Stubborn. Sexual as......... Most caring person you will ever meet! One of a kind. Not one to #### with. Are the sexiest people on earth! 15 years of bad luck if you do not repost. If you desire love and approval, and feel it is required for you to feel accepted and worthy, you will say and do what you think will fulfill this need. When you see things as you would like them to be, instead of how they really are, you create an emotional prison for your-Self and those around you to live in, and prolong your separation from your true soul mate. I sometimes sit and contemplate, as the day draws to a close, What fate has wrought upon me; what might it, yet, impose? When down memory lane I wander, nostalgic though
The Sexiest Bbw Contest
RUBIAS ROCKIN NYC/ '' K..O..T Callin all Sexii BBW's Rules Sexiest SFW photo To vote you must be level 4 or higher No down rating self bombin alound Starts April 15 at 4pm EST There will be three winners 1 winner with rates 2 winners with comments Big pimpin prizes all links will be sent out one hour b4 contest opens Rubias Sexii BBW Contest RUBIAS ROCKIN NYC/ '' K..O..T@ CherryTAP Callin all Sexii BBW's Rules Sexiest SFW photo To vote you must be level 4 or higher No down rating Current Contetants
Tennessee Friends
Subject FRIENDS VS TENNESSEE FRIENDS!!! Body: FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs Tennessee FRIENDS: Call your parents drunk as hell and tell them about the fat chick you tried to pick up -------------------------------------------------------------------- FRIENDS: Hope the night out drinking goes smoothly, and hope that no one is late for the ride home. Tennessee FRIENDS: Know some wild shit will happen, and set up rally points and an E & E route. --------------------------------------------------------------- FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. Tennessee FRIENDS: Will be sitting next to you saying, "Damn...that shit was fun " ------------------------------------------------------ FRIENDS: Cry with you. Tennessee FRIENDS: laugh at you --------------------------------------------------------- FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back. Tennessee FRIENDS: Steal each other ' s stuff so often nobody rememb
About Me
Just To Be With You
Hold on little girl Show me what he's done to you Stand up little girl A broken heart can't be that bad When it's through, it's through Fate will twist the both of you So come on baby come on over Let me be the one to show you I'm the one who wants to be with you Deep inside I hope you feel it too Waited on a line of greens and blues Just to be the next to be with you Build up your confidence So you can be on top for once wake up who cares about Little boys that talk too much I seen it all go down Your game of love was all rained out So come on baby, come on over Let me be the one to hold you Why be alone when we can be together baby You can make my life worthwhile And I can make you start to smile
Peg Leg Peg's Peg Leg
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Poems I Have Writen
Take Me With You One day a young man went for a walk and desided to go to the grocery store for a few things. On his way back to his house, a women drove by with her young daughter in the passenger seat and her new born son in his car seat in the back. As she came up to the rail road tracks, the car stalled. No matter how many times she tried to start it, the car wouldn't start. All of a sudden a train books down the tracks and starts to blow it's wistle. The young man drops his bags on the ground and starts to run to the vehicle. Before he could get there in time, the train colides in to the driver's side of the car, pushing it half way up the tracks. The young man gets up to the car and finds the mother and her new born baby boy dead. He then runs to the passenger side where her daughter was located. He notices the daughter was still alive. Just then the little girl ask's " Is my mommy and baby brother dead? " The young man answers " No sweety they are just sleeping very heavely,
A Dedication To Women
Alright kids, today we shall take an in-depth look at how the world caters to a womans sexuality and the never ending quest of self-gratification. It seems everywhere you go things are designed, set-up, mass produced, and sold to aid a woman is giving herself pleasure. Remember the old addage "a woman should always come first". They took it to heart and created a whole world for themselves. Let's look at some examples and start with the woman herself. First of all, she doesn't need a man. That's right kids, she can do a fine job all on her own. For the more assertive woman, there are sex shops.My wife and I were in two local fuck stores recently, and although we are regular patrons I was astonished to see MORE shit than usual. There were more devices, objects, and gadgets than there should ever be and I was overwhelmed by their numbers (and prices). What's in there for a man???? Nothing!!! And what was there looked like it came from a cereal box or a cheesy mail-order deal. I'd lov
Grapeape@ Cherrytap
My Poetry
As I pour my blood down the drain I slit my wrists to hit every vein to think it would kill me to ease my pain I would give anything to have your fame to get what you got in which I don't own I am the unfortunate all left alone I only ask to be wanted and have love and affection but what I get is everyones simple rejection you act so hard done by but really your not I would give you anything To live the life you got but simply you don't see thats you've gone so far anyone would dream to live the life of a star you got the personality and the good looks I'm just the nerd with all the books YOu don't know me or what I've been through I'd do anything to be you Im not perfect no one is but thats what u expect from me I make mistakes everyone does but you yell at me when I do I try my best to make things right just like most people but its never good enough for you i try to follow your rules like every one does but im th
Just A Kiss
Messed Up No More
soo i sitting up again thinking of how i just wanna talk to Rob i should have wrote this last night sighs i didnt even think of that great way to vent but one of my best friends in the whole wide universe is in the hospital and i jsut sending all my good vibes his way hoping he will be ok cuz he meansthe world to me like best friend so if u got some good vibes send them to him to get well.... he one of those truly amazing ppl and ya he needs all our good vibes so pray cross ur fingers well wish do what ever it is u do but he needs it right now much love Sheila so this year alreay rocks shit over last year i feel sexy i have nice hair and i got to be held but someone fab yep yep all in all good so far i wanna reach out but i find ur never there like a shadow now a ghost lost to the years almost like u were nver real and i still wanna feel u reach out to find u never there u didnt come back this time and i suffer for it been a long time longing foo
Reflections Of A Pointless Life
Today I shall ramble on about the reflections of my pointless life. Let's take a moment to fully understand the word "reflections". The word reflections, as described by the Wiccan Encyclopedia of Encantations, is "the mere thought or memory of ones self". No other explanation is needed. When I look back on my life up to this point, I am amazed that I am even here to say these things. While like most, I have skeletons in my own closet amidst things that I wish were done differently, I can't help but think my life would have turned out the same exact way. This is a sad note contrary to the belief that every action we make will ultimately decide our future. I found myself today wondering about my own future. And as I have thought about it from time to time, it was all put into perspective this morning whilst talking to my friend. He made a few comments about his own life and the possible directions it was headed, and I recalled past conversations where I had advised "what I would
Music/bands

Crazy Dreams
ok so i wake up like any normal morning in my room. everythings is basically in its place, thn i notice that im fully clothed. i ignored it as i go downstairs n c my dad n stepmom, patti, sittin on the couch drinkin their coffee. i say hi 2 them, but they dont respond. so i go n stand in the middle of the living room n say it again, n they still dont respond. theyre lookin at me, but it feels like theyre lookin thru me. thn it all goes black... ...thn i find myself at codys place. in his room. n theres cody n risa just sittin there, n risas cryin. codys holdin her n i said, "whats wrong?" n they dont respond. cody says, "risa its ok. hes got something better now maybe. besides he mightve wanted it this way." thn risa looks up n i c their eyes meet, n all risa had was a look of pure sorrow. thn everything blacks out again... ...thn i find myself in annies kitchen. annies leanin up against the counter w/ tears in her eyes as chanti n rachel r comfortin her. "annie its gonna b alrig
Implants Becoming Reality! Hurry Stop Them Now!
BILL ANALYSIS SENATE JUDICIARY COMMITTEE Senator Ellen M. Corbett, Chair 2007-2008 Regular Session SB 30 S Senator Simitian B As Introduced Hearing Date: March 13, 2007 3 Civil Code 0 BCP:jd SUBJECT Identity Information Protection Act of 2007 DESCRIPTION This bill would establis
Ain't Life Grand?!?!?
WHAT DO YOU DO WHEN YOU LET YOUR LIFE LEAD YOU, INSTEAD OF LIVING LIFE? WHAT DO YOU DO WHEN YOUR SURROUNDING PEEPS ARE STABBING YOU IN THE BACK? WHO DO YOU TURN TO WHEN LIFE GETS YOU DOWN? WHEN YOU FEEL LIKE EVERYONE AROUND YOU, IS AFTER SOMETHING? THIS PLACE WAS MADE TO HAVE FUN!! AND PEOPLE ARE SUPPOSED TO BE GROWN UP!! WHAT'S UP WITH ALL THE BULL?!?!? WHY IS IT THAT PPL CAN'T BE REAL ON THIS SITE?!? PPL HIDING BEHIND OTHER PROFILE.... MAKING STUPID REMARKS BEHIND OTHER PPL'S BACKS.... WTF?!?!? IF YOU HAVE A FRICKEN PROBLEM, GROW UP AND SAY IT TO THAT PERSON AND NOT SOMEONE ELSE! DEAL WITH THE SHIT AND MOVE ON!!!!!!! I CAN'T STAND PEOPLE THAT DO THAT! HELL, MY SON IS MORE MATURE THEN SOME PEOPLE I MEET ON HERE!! AND HE'S 7! I'M SAYING A LOT OF THIS STUFF TODAY, BECAUSE SOME PEOPLE ARE JUST GETTING UNDER MY SKIN! I WAS ABOUT TO LEAVE BECAUSE OF YOU F**KERS!! LMAO! OMG WHAT WAS I THINKING?!?! I'M HERE TO HAVE FUN, WHILE APPARENTLY SOME PEOPLE ARE HERE SEEKING DRAMA! I HAVE ENOUGH DRAMA

Buried at PhotoCasket.comBuried at PhotoCasket.comBuried at PhotoCasket.comBuried at PhotoCasket.com This is just a salute for all the soldiers, airmen, sailors and marines. From, SSG G. (thats me) United States Army Buried at PhotoCasket.com I want to thank my friends for loving me no matter how I act, talk, look or walk.
Attactive Test
Smoke
Just Some Fun Stuff
Parts of me wish it was still Friday or maybe Wednesday as that is when my vaca started....But then I would have to go through the whole cooking dinne process again and well I just don't feel like it today. I think now I know why they call it Sunday!!:) It is most definitely a lazy day that is for sure! Well here is something to cheer up the Sunday blas!!! MySpace Layouts | MySpace Tweaks MySpace Layouts | MySpace Tweaks The seduction game you play is tried, true, and still effective: hard to get. You know that the best seducers turn the tables - and get their crush to seduce them. The one running has the power, and you're a challenge that is worth the chase. You are a master of enticing and pulling back. Giving a little and taking some away. You are controlled enough to know rewards come after a long seduction dance. Even though you want to call, email, or say "I love you" first - you don't! You're style is the perfect mix of hot and cold - so much so
To Be Continued...................
ONCE AGAIN A LIFE GONE/SHOWN ALL I COULD SHOW BUT STILL NOOOOOOOOOOO/I OPEN MY HEART BUT IT CLOSES ON ITZ OWN/WHY...BECAUSE OF THE LOVE IT WAS SHOWN.../ITZ NOT MY FAULT THAT MY HEART DOESNT SHINE/ BUT IT WILL BE FINE IN TIME/I GUESS ITZ A MESS..../SEE IF U DONT KNOW LOVE CANT SHOW LOVE/ SO DONT HATE ME WHEN I CLOSE UP/HELP ME DONT RUN/SHOW STRENGHT AND COMFORT/SHOW LOVE AND UNDERSTANDING.../ITZ NOT MY FAULT THAT THE SCARZ AND PAIN PUSH U AWAY/ITZ NOT MY FAULT THAT THE TURMOIL INSIDE MAKES US BOTH CRY.../YES I CRY..IM A MAN WE DO/ITZ A PUNK MOTHERFUCKER THAT CANT BE TRUE////BUT GUESS WHO HURTZ /THE REAL ONES THAT CAN ADMIT IT/SHOW IT/BE REAL WIT IT....NOW THINK ABOUT THIS BEFORE U JUDGE A HURTING HEART......TO BE CONT.................
Bad Luck Or None!
Well first of all my van blows up....so I'm without a vehicle. Then today my sister who lives with me along with her husband and baby was leaving for school and some dumb ass who always flies down my road entirely to fast creamed the side of her 03 Hyundai Sonata. It broke the front axle and completely trashed the whole drivers side. The car is a total loss. Soooo now we are down to NO vehicles in my house and 3 kids! This totally sucks ass. I need to find a car FAST
Quite Person
ok this is really starting to get to me i tryed so hard not to let it bother me but it's been amost 5 months and this guys is still bothing me he goes under twisted_raven or trini_lopez and now he's having someone named bigdog come and spy on me , i've moved on with my life they need to learn how to do the same , and i know they've looked at some of yall's ct and i'm so sorry . i don't know why they keep having to bothing me and just not move on , i've blocked them but some how they make new names and come on and bother me it pretty fucked up that he's older then me and says he has a g/f but has stucked me for the last 5 months , i came on ct to meet new people and they both need to get a life and leave me alone i don't need these two people looking at my ct every day , becouse they know i can't stand them ,,,,, again i'm sorry if they've looked at your ct or left comments . I've been a nice person to everyone and i have two people that seem to have a problem with me no matter what i
The Repercussions Of My Life
As the spring starts to settle in. I hear her calling to me. Incantations like that of a sweet symphony of love.. But I cant find her.. For weeks I followed her voice and it lead me to knowhere. I stood on firm ground and yelled for her.. then yerned for her.. and now I long for her... I would give anything just to glance at her.. Taste of her..feel her pale skin connecting with mine. I picture her dancing aginst the wind... but she is faceless... I cant live without her.... I must have sat there for two hours and watched her play. Running in circles as if she would really ever get somewhere. As the wind blew softy she giggled to herself ,whispering silly incantations only she would understand.The sun streamed down and highlighted the the ground no matter where she stepped ,as if in some kind of beautiful ballet with the earth.When she would peer at me, instantaneously my soul trembled with absolute goodness.I now am whole..... My meat hooks rip into your flesh and t
I Knew I Like This
I wonder sometimes why i keep chasing women but then I realize I couldn't kiss a dude Someday the hurt gone an somedays the hurt returns but I remain to go forward to find the one. How do really get over a broken heart you find another women to do it again
My Writtings
Youre a stranger to me But I want to know you you ignite a passion, from deep within you inspire me in ways you dont even know yet youre just a man that Ill yearn hold youve opened my eyes to beauty within you stimulate my mind leave me craving for more I want to know you feel you embrace you I wish I could show you just how amazed I am by you I catch myself thinking wondering where you are are you alone, are you happy, are you thinking of me at all youve touched me in ways I wish I could show you youve inspired a passion I want to burn out of control desire , lust, need and want I feel these all altho we're so far apart a touch a kiss and someday more I want you to know youve inspired my soul!! no more kisses no more hugs no more jokes and no more tears it seems with you Ive drowned in hope and when you cared you threw a rope but the twisted games and tainted lies as I r
Ct Asshole Who Ripps Ppls Shit And Makes Fake Profiles
fkuaso@ CherryTAP THIS IS HIS NEW PROFILE HE STOLE MY PIC AND USED IT FOR A FAKE PROFILE!!!!!!! HE WILL RIPPED UR PICS AND MAKE FAKE PROFILES AND RATE U ONES SEND THIS MUTHA FUCKA SOME JUGGALO LUV!!!!!!!!RATE HIS ASS 1'S
Der_meister
ich lieg' im unendliches Krieg.
Kaz Put In Bulletin
I know this is old news for some of you, but excuse me for a moment while I try to reach those that haven't seen this yet. I know from time to time everyone gets a low rating, either from a noob who doesn't understand CT customs or from dinks that are trying to cause trouble, but for a while, (maybe a few months now), I've noticed that I've been getting low rates from unknown users. I'm sure there have been many of you that have noticed the same thing and now we're learning that it's all a part of the changes that have been taking place around CT/LC over the past months...From the NSFW rules, to the newer rate/comment speed limits... I realize that by putting anything on the internet I am placing it in the public domain, But for the most part, when I place something on CT it is for My CT~friends and the CT community at large that I am trying to reach. Up until a few days ago I believed that was what CT was about. Now we've learned, (Some of you may have already known...so excuse
Mcr!!
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~*~how I Feel~*~
It is indeed a honor and a privlege to say that I am a Bahamian.Bahamians are down to earth easy going folk most of us but at the end of the day we are all that a bag of chips and much much more........Ask ur man he should know.....LOL Fa real tho. Bahamians BE We be the B in Bitch, We be the A in Attractive, We be the H in Honest, We be the A in Articulate, We be the M in Modest, We be the I in Intelligent, We be the A in Animated We be the N in Nice, We be the S in Sexy, We are just dat damn good B A H A M I A N S These are just sum Quotes that caught my eye in one book I have called "Think Big" Thot I shud share a few of them with yall.... -If you worry about what might be, and wonder what might have been, you will ignore what is. -The road to a successful relationship is always under construction. -Forgivness is the key to happiness. -Love lets the past die by moving us to a new beginning without changing the past. -Don't lead
The Unexpected
My step sister passed away unexpectedly today at the age of 29. She leaves behind a 6 year old daughter with Autism. It really makes you realize how another seemingly normal day can take such a wrong turn. She never even got to say goodbye to her daughter, who was the love of her life. I don't think I'll ever understand why things happen the way they do.........
Hi All
Just wanted to send a hi out to all the people on CT.
A Real Question If Not You Can Rate Me A 1 (please Don't)
Trying to build credit, I have a secured credit card and I'm looking at get a new secured and I'm not happy with the 6 dollar a months membership fee the interest rate is decent... Just looking for opinions... please don't rate me a 1 for asking a serious question. Thankyou for your time!!!! Michael
My Ratings
I don't really know where to begin...i don't consider myself a beauty queen but i do think that i'm kinda cute...i would never rate someone's pic a 1...if they were that ugly i would just go on to another profile...i'm guessing it was someone that needed some points...if you want to give me a 1, i wish you would just not leave me anything...this is supposed to be fun...
Hate
i effin hate it when ppl say they r goin 2 do some thing and they dont do it that pisses me off so much
The L. K. N.
For A Very Sexy Vamp C :)
Hehe thank about it girl..
Lol
wow got me some more 1's i am so special. lol what i want is for babyjesus to make it so you get notified if some one markes you les than 5 so you can block that person or mark there pics like -10 you know it bugged me that people would come on my page and rate a pic of mine a 4 or a 7. but 2 people just droped a 1 on my pic. stupid bastards. look if you don't like someones pic thats cool but you are trying to be insulting and you are just stupid get over your self. if you feel you have to rate a pic of me a 1 cool. i am not trying to date you so stasy the hell off my page.oh yeah late at night when you are whacking off to internet porn that is me laughing at you. NAUGHTY " Application just between you and me 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think i'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about ha
Bbq At My New House!
Theres gonna be a Texas gathering in North Carolina. BBQ at my house on Saturday April 14th 2007. The plan so far is to cook out here at the house then head to "Cadillac Ranch" afterwards. Message me for details and directions.
Ode To Contests (even Here, Lol)
Personal Notes To All My Friends
I just wanted to say im sorry to all of my friends. i havent been on much lately. i have been working and i cant find a lot of time on here anymore but I didnt forget you. hope you all have a great night and miss you all *hugs* thediamonddew.com I am in a blast contest and all I need you to do is RATE, FAN, AND ADD two of my friends. It only takes a couple of minutes and youll get a suprise if you do it. Just let them know that I sent you and send me a message that you did it. Thank you and I hope you have a great day *HUGS* ♡bbG~ElÉin Magical@ fubar Stephanie Lynn@ fubar I just to say i miss all of† you and ill have a comp soon i hope so im here to let you know i didnt forget about you.
Dreaming...
Dreaming I used to dream of eyes so blue And loving arms to hold me. I used to dream of heroic knights And how gracious they would be. I used to dream of how I wouldnít settle For anything less than best. I used to dream of how he would majestically Lay all fears to rest. I used to dream of fairy tales, How wondrous would they be I used to dream of story books All patterned after me. I used to dream of a lot of things, But the moment I met you, I immediately stopped dreaming, Because all of my dreams came true
What A Fascist
I had to turn all my stuff on ct to friends only...and Im not gonna be accepting anyone new as a friend unless u have a salute pic bc my freak stalker just informed me he has 42 FAKE accounts....sorry for the inconvience..much love to yall and thanks for ur support maria... Take ur pics out of the default...and make the folders private then the fascist cant do shit with our pics that we dont know about...its ok for me to put my pics on ct for ppl to see...but for some1 else to do it is like hes stealing our pics to promote his bussiness and when i signed up for ct...i didnt agree to that... copyed from bulliton WE ARE TAKING OUR PICS OUT OUR DEFAULTS AND MAKING IT ONLY FOR FRIENDS/PRIVATE!!! WE DON'T WANT TO RISK THAT SOMEONE REPORT YOU FOR YOU HANDLING OUR PICS WITHOUT OUR KNOWLEDGE!! WHAT HE DOES WITH OUR PICS ISN'T RIGHT!!! SO PLEASE REPOST,IF YOU AGREE WITH ME THANKS, BEANIE (repost of original by 'beanie' on '2007-04-09 16:40:47') (repost of original by '*~*~*Ny
Announcements
if i accidently remove you from my friends list, just add me back, im removing a lot of ppl from my list because they just sit there taking up room and i dont want them there im fed up with a lot of crap on this site and i dont really know why i stay so this is just to let you know, dont wonder why i removed you, because if we do talk, it was an accident, and if we dont talk, then you wont even notice no im not talking about mine im talking about the men on this site, geeze i have guys wanting to be on my friends list hoping to see my boobs, i dont have any nudes, i wouldnt show them to strangers and i dont want to see your teenie weenies so dont be bragging and asking me to look at your nsfw pics i love the friends i have on here but when did it become overrun by scumbags? i need my friends to huddle with me and protect me lol if any of my friends have msn and want to see me on cam for a bit, send me your msn addy thanks if you noticed, i said msn, not yahoo lol
Why
Beauty
this goes out to all the Mom's out there best wishes for a Happy Mothers day altho it is a hard job its so rewarding when we look into our children's faces and see the smile only we can love to see the love in their eyes and know the tenderness we created and know how they gorwn from our guidance and love we are a great breed to be able to bring life into this world smiles Happy Mothers day Well i am new to Cherry and so far have met some nice people please dont think because i am new means i am niaeve or dumb i do how ever play dumb blonde well im not here to cyber to have fone sex i amhere to check out the site and enjoy and chill please dont approach me and assume im going to fuck you im not . i am liking this site but i see already that the dawgs are coming out in full bloom beware i bite!!!!!!! Beauty is not see through ones looks its looking deep into ones soul looking into a persons eyes can reveal their soul. Never judge any one by if they are fat , skinny, ugly , pretty.It
Sun Sets
So, my mate has brought her cat to the condo. I allowed it, my mistake. The cat is female, spayed, but none the less, a pest. It sits on the edge of the tub and watches me take a shower! The cat is a sicko reincarnated. Then when I am working, she walks across the computer keys, then lays in the window and sleeps all day. I thought about just feeding the cat to a local dog, but then the Health Food Bitch would be all pissed, and I wouldn't get any tale for a month or more. So, the voyeristic cat stays. Officially, I guess I am cat sitting, cause HFB goes to work at 8:30, leaving me with the cat. Oh, did I mention that the cat is a housecat - full time. Pardon me while brush some cat hair off my pants. coments welcome dusty Got back late last night. Leaving again Wednesday. Rain - pouring rain, blowing sand, beautiful day to do nothing but get knee walking drunk. Think I will call health bitch and see if she wants to join me. later dusty Have to be up for a confe

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