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Why Is This Happening?
Hello everyone...I need to ask a huge favor! I have a paper due in a month and I have to interview someone in the criminal justice system: I can choose from: a Judge, Criminal defense attorney, Procecutor, Probation officer, parole officer, fraud investigator, correction officer, correction counselor, juvenile justic counselor, federal law enforcement officer, police officer, correction officer. please please let me know! I want to hand this thing in early and get a good grade!!!!! I will love you forever! lol. apparently I'm not good enough to be loved till the day that I die. I'm not loved enough to want to be committed to. apparently 2.5 years of a 3 yr relationship with me is just pure hell, gotta warn all you guys out there now, I guess I'm just not worth it! just pissed off...and really disappointed. so I lost my right front tooth last wednesday and spent the majority of that night in the hospital because they thought I had multiple head injuries...but no, just my

* The Empress *
The Empress Creator of Life Freedom beyond pain, fear and strife In the spirit of romance Her spirit yields love beyond all happenstance If one were to take a chance To Dance This joyful prance Of light and Love As is below - So is Above One's spirit can be set free like her's as a white dove Give our spirit a shove Over the edge of reality's fit like a glove She is a masterpiece The spirit of peace For all spirits - as one'S release She is the grease Which weaves and holds together the essence of all creation In all sensation She is the body of love of all elation For all dimensional frequencies and timelessness duration In this interpretation She is the the embodiment of all illumination As our creator she is the blueprint of all soul's emancipation A form of liberation For all as one's libation Take a dose of this lesson: In all as one's ration The evolution of our genetic reactivation She is the womb that gestates and grows our seed ready to be born F

Dont Know
Wanna know how hot you are??? You're OK-----teddy bear You're CUTE----red rose I'd Do Ya!!----any spicy gift You're SEXY----dozen roses Let's Be Friends----kitten We can party----any liquid refreshment Wanna get Married??---any big pimpin' gift Repost this and see how many gifts you get!!! if u want some ............ come get some

Lupus
So here is the latest fun in my Lupus hell... I've been recently diagnosed with congestive heart failure... Lucky me.. Bob..tell her what she wins. Well Lola we have a great new diet, fabulous new meds and oh yea.... heat restriction, more admissions to the hospital and a couple more years off your already short life. Yeee HAAAAA..... This blows. So other than the kidney failure my biggest serious problem with my Lupus is my heart. I can't control my heart rate and this prevents me from doing a lot of things. When it gets to high, I get cold, cloudy and pass out. When it gets to low I get warm and pass out. The are talking about putting me on a holter monitor to get a better picture of what's going on. I just want to be normal again. I want to be me again. Damn it.... What the hell happened to me and why do I deserve this? So the verdit is that I get to go for a full body MRI on Monday and a bunch more testing. So Chemo is on hold until they can figure out what's going on wit

History Of Beer And Conservatives.
The History Of Beer & Conservatives Humans existed as members of small bands of nomadic hunters and gatherers. They lived on deer in the mountains during the summer and would go to the coast and live on fish and lobster in winter. The two most important events in all of history were the invention of beer and the invention of the wheel. The wheel was invented to get man to the beer. These were the foundation of modern civilization and together were the catalyst for the splitting of humanity into two distinct subgroups: Liberals and Conservatives. Once beer was discovered it required grain and that was the beginning of agriculture. Neither the glass bottle nor aluminum can were invented yet, so while our early human ancestors were sitting around waiting for them to be invented, they just stayed close to the brewery. That's how villages were formed. Some men spent their days tracking and killing animals to B-B-Q at night while they were drinking beer. This was the beginning of what is

Your Chance
www.hostdrjack.com If you are interested I have created a new lounge for over 40 women and men cum join in Let's Talk About Sex Quiz ..THESE QUESTIONS ARE A REFLECTION OF YOUR HONESTY AND ARE DESIGEND TO GET HARDER AND HARDER TO ANSWER AS YOU GO....KEEP ANSWERING THE QUESTIONS AS YOU GO AND SEE IF YOU CAN HANDLE THEM TO THE FINISH....YES THEY ARE MOSTLLY SEXUALY EXPLICIT SO STOP HERE IF YOUR A WIMP AND READ NO MORE..... 1. DO YOU LIKE SOMEONE RIGHT NOW? 2. DOES THIS PERSON OR PERSON LIKE YOU AS WELL? 3. HAVE YOU KISSED/MADEOUT WITH ANYONE OF YOUR MYSPACE FRIENDS LIST? 4. HAVE YOU EVER WATCHED PORN WITH SOMEONE FROM THE OPPOSITE SEX? 5. HAVE YOU EVER HAD A ONE-NIGHT STAND? 6. HAVE YOU EVER HAD SEX IN A CAR? 7. DO YOU HAVE A FRIEND WHO YOU WOULD LIKE TO KNOW HOW IT IS TO JUST HAVE SEX WITH THEM ONE TIME ONLY? 8. WOULD YOU BREAK UP WITH SOMEONE IF THE SEX WAS HORRIBLE? 9. IS THERE ANY INCRIMINATING EVIDENCE OF YOU DOING SOMETHING SEXUALY LIKE PI

Questions
private message if ya wanna..i took it from somewhere 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Are you a virgin? 5. How tall are ya ? 6. Do you like to dance ?? HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talk junk about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)[no sex]? 16.Would you let anything happen in that bed? 17.Do you think I'm handsome ? 18. If you could change anything about me -would you? 19.Would you die for me? 20.Would you come over for no reaso

Hot Surveys
ok everyone if you dare take this sexual questionnaire of 100 questions! Copy and paste this email into a new email , add your answers and repost it! Enjoy! = )~ 1. what's your first name? Missy 2. male or female? female 3. how old are you? 34 4. what country or state do you live in? Illinois 5. would you say your straight, gay or bi? Bi 6. describe what you look like physically: I'm 5'2 Blonde Hair , Blue eyes , BBW 7. ok now how many fingers? Wow, stretched or un stretched? I can accommodate 3 fingers before it gets painful. 8. if you haven't told us already girls, what's your breast size? 38DD 9. how big are your nipples, and are they pink or brown? my nipples are big, and they are pink. 10. what's your favorite part of your body? My lips , My tongue and My eyes..of course! 11. what's your favorite body part on the other sex? Ass and Nice Chest 12. what's your favorite place on your body to be kissed? Lips, Neck and Ears

My Stuff
Out of Chaos came light, Out of Will came life, Without form, without time From iron black space Through beads of crystal flame. Cosmic rays of light and sound, Spinning in seas of universal ether, Piercing the armatures of spheres. From the Mysteries-it comes. From the Legend-it comes. From ancestors of a thousandages-it comes. The Spirit, The Will, The Wisdom, Temple of Wotan Holy Book of the Aryan Tribes I feel like I'm lost at this moment in time, I'm not able to hold on to a dime, Too many things changing, My brain is rearanging, Good times and bad, Not happy, but yet not sad, For better or worse, Its a blessing, Its a curse, Thoughts of me and thoughts of you, Lord help me can all this really be true. Life has came and life has past, Just once I want to be sain Feel no pain, I am first shoved into last. Trust, Love and Joyfullness, Things I have been victim to, Now I keep it away from you, Ive played so long now I'm left in darknes

Can It Be True
Read all of this one, it is interesting!! Read down to the very bottomhighlighted in green, IT GAVE ME GOOSEBUMPS!!! you don't want to miss this! ((*_*)) VERY INTERESTING- 1. The Garden of Eden was in Iraq . 2. Mesopotamia, which is now Iraq, was the cradle of civilization! 3. Noah built the ark in Iraq . 4. The Tower of Babel was in Iraq 5. Abraham was from Ur, which is in Southern Iraq ! 6. Isaac's wife Rebekah is from Nahor, which is in Iraq ! 7. Jacob met Rachel in Iraq . 8. Jonah preached in Nineveh - which is in Iraq . 9. Assyria, which is in Iraq, conquered the ten tribes of Israel . 10. Amos cried out in Iraq ! 11. Babylon, which is in Iraq, destroyed Jerusalem . 12. Daniel was in the lion's den in Iraq ! 13. The three Hebrew children were in the fire in Iraq (Jesus had been in Iraq also as the fourth person in the Fiery Furnace!) 14. Belshazzar, the King of Babylon saw the "writing on the wall" in

Love?
How can you tell if you're really in Love with someone,Or if they love you?!?! I really like this guy,But we live in different states.We talk on the phone alot,& sent each other pictures & letters & such.Hes working 2 jobs & we dont get to talk much! I wish I could visit him or he could come visit me! I cant really tell if our relationship is going anywhere! ...I dont know! Sometimes I wonder,"What is love,really?"... ...Is there such thing as a good honest man? One who's not taken.Someone who wont play games!...I dont think there is!!!

From The Mind Of A Madd Madd Queen
Greetings Cherry World, I will make this short & sweet. This is the first blog of a many to cum. I going to take sum time and get to know this site and the people on it. I'll get back

R.i.p Pual And Lucas
on saturday night Paul Haggerty and Lucas Deen were killed stabed outisde of a bar. i knew them well and it's very sad to loose two people you know and were friends with them both and i hope the guy who stabbed them will be sentenced to jail for a long time. it's wrong to take two poeples lives away. i miss them dearly and to other poeple who knew them or there family i'm truly sorry for your loss. R.I.P PAUL HAGGERTY & R.I.P LUCAS DEEN FOREVER IN MY MEMORY I'LL MISS YOU BOTH

Starting Out Alone Again
No longer alone... We're trying again, Master and me. What a wonerful gift, to have him by my side at night and helping with the kids each say. This is the way marriage should be! I am coming to realize I don't know myself at all. The more I try to sort out who and what I am, the more I find the edges shifting and degrading. I do believe that for some women, being in control and strong and being able to do it all is important. The whole "female activist" attitude is a true calling to some. But, not to me. I am the old fashioned girl who wants to devote her love and soul to one man. Yes, I don't want to work, i want to love and support my family from home. I realize in looking back, that I have struggled with this mindset and therefore, have rebelled against simply doing so. Instead of simply freeing myself to my feelings and desires, I have fought them. Now that it's too late, I am coming to see this. I wonder in the dark of night, if things could be done again, would I be able to k

I Have A Few New Pics
I added some new pictures, they are in the newest pic folder lol..... oh and my new primary is just the default folder!! if anybody wanted to check em out, just letting u know if u didnt see the alert...... So yup....thats all for now hehe comments always appreciated..... :) Thanks all....Luvz ya

Almost Deleted
I stay very calm Until it gets real I get lots of offers Many emotions To peel I love when we Are joking Taking dirty too Or sometimes Just chatting I love whatever We do Yes, this is About you But about You and you too I want one person To feel better And it just might Be you So smile, relax Strap yourself in For the ride When it gets Really real You will feel Me inside

Life In General
I am 26 years old born and Grew up in Oklahoma but also Southern New York. I currtenly do reside in Pryor, OK though. My whole family pretty much on both my parents side are from NY but now are spread throughout the US. I have a lot of military background in my family especially on my moms side. So I have a lot of love and respect for anyone in the military and can be very patriotic if I want to be. I thank God for the soliders of the USA for what freedom they give us!!On my dads side I am related to Frank Llyod Wright(the famous artitcure) who is my Great Great Great Uncle and then also the Wright Brothers(yes Orville & Wilbur Wright-the ones who invtented the airplane-guess thats where I get my passion for traveling) who are like my 3rd cousins. My dads side is from England/Germany and my moms side is from Scotland. Both my parents are still happily married and I have one older sister and brother in law. So yes I am the baby. My dad is a retired cop, after he did that he had his own

Photoshop Skills
HA! BUST. Just kidding, i just made some photos public.....you should go drop some comments.....females only i can make x-ray pictures now. so if you want to see my pictures or you have one you want me to x-ray let me know. if you want me to x-ray a pic for you the cloths need to be light (white is best) and of thin material. i can do it almost perfect if it's already a little see through

A Bad Day A Long Time Ago
You used to love me. You used to say you cared. I was the one and only, Yet your heart you never shared. (You never ever fucking cared!) But I let it pass, because I thought it was true. It seems now bitch that Ive miss judged you. Your car I'm gonna smash. Your face I'm gonna pound in glass. Scalp your head, dig out your eyes with a spoon, break your fucking nose, cut off your lips oh so slow, fill your breasts full of pins, pull off your nails one by one, tie your legs wide open, then fuck you with my boot, kicking untill I break your hips. I loved you forever. I was honest with you. I always kept you in my heart. Believing that we were true. (But you never ever fucking cared) I let it pass still thinking we were meant to be. Keeping up the game, that was soon found out, fucking bitch you just let out the demon that was locked in me! Still tied down I cut you up in one inch pieces, beginning at your feet, up to your crown, you listen as I feed you to my dog, i

Music
Well want is the meaning of life. For me it is to be happy and I think most people are the same. There are to many people that will bring misery to the lives of others just because they can. If you are one of these kinds of person then I almost feel sorry for you and your boring life. It does not take much to bring happines to your own or other peoples life rember theres got to be more than justing hoping its right.

Stuff
La vita dovrebbe essere vissuta al contrario. Tanto per cominciare si dovrebbe iniziare morendo, e così...tricchete tracchete...il trauma è già bello che superato. Quindi ti svegli in un letto di ospedale e apprezzi il fatto che vai migliorando giorno dopo giorno. Poi ti dimettono perchè stai bene, e la prima cosa che fai è andare in posta a ritirare la tua pensione, e te la godi al meglio. Col passare del tempo, le tue forze aumentano, il tuo fisico migliora,le rughe scompaiono. Poi inizi a lavorare, e il primo giorno ti regalano un orologio d'oro. Lavori quarant'anni finchè non sei così giovane da sfruttare adeguatamente il ritiro dalla vita lavorativa. Quindi vai di festino in festino, bevi, giochi, fai sesso e ti prepari per iniziare a studiare. Poi inizi la scuola, giochi coi gli amici, senza alcun tipo di obblighi e responsabilità, finchè non sei bebè. Quando sei sufficientemente piccolo, ti infili in un posto che ormai dovresti conoscere molto bene. Gli ultimi 9

* The Freedom Teachings: The Law Of One *
The Freedom Teachings – The Journey withIN Imagine a world where all is peaceful. Imagine a state in which everything that exists, knows itself as an expression of the One-Self. Imagine that you speak the languages of birds, trees and of every atom in each of your cells. All hum like a divine symphony, knowing, loving and respecting each other as ‘God Beings’. These visions and dreams of Utopia, upon which our stories, spiritual paradigms and legends were based, represent our inner knowing of places within space-time where the ‘Law of One’ is a natural state of being. The Law of One The Law of One is an energy reality, a conscious focus of knowing that: “I am All and we are one.” All beings exist intrinsically within and of the One-Source. As a being, you are directly manifest from the unity of consciousness that is God. The divine design of the creator is imbued within the created. As the One-Self which is God-Source creates manifestation into reality, we as God-Beings

* Dimension *
Dimension (Also called Frequency Band) Dimensions are fixed groupings of energy within a specific, geometrically arranged form, build upon crystallized, conscious units, of sound and light called Morphogenetic Fields (MF) or Manifestation Template. From each MF's of Dimensions are composed of stationary points of the vibration of sound and light which together form a fabric of tones, into which smaller MFs are woven From each fixed point of sound vibration, within each Dimension of MF, an electrical current of consciousness emerges. Cosmic morphogenetic structure is ordered into sets of systems, each one comprising 15 dimensions and referred to as a "15 dimensional matrices" grouped in sets of 3, forming a morphogenetic blueprint of five, 3 dimensional reality systems, in each dimensional matrix. Each reality system is called a Harmonic Universe (HU). (The Tangible Structure of the Soul - Lecture Transcripts -Page 3) A Dimension is a full Frequency Band or repeated

2029
Ozone created by electric cars now killing millions in the seventh largest country in the world, Mexifornia, formerly known as California. White minorities still trying to have English recognized as Mexifornia's third language. Spotted Owl plague threatens northwestern United States crops and livestock. Baby conceived naturally. Scientists stumped. Couple petitions court to reinstate heterosexual marriage. Iran still closed off; physicists estimate it will take at least 10 more years before radioactivity decreases to safe levels. France pleads for global help after being taken over by Jamaica. Castro finally dies at age 112; Cuban cigars can now be imported legally, but President Chelsea Clinton has banned all smoking. George Z. Bush says he will run for President in 2036. Postal Service raises price of first class stamp to $17.89 and reduces mail delivery to Wednesdays only. 85-year $75.8 billion study: Diet and Exercise is th

* Dna *
DNA About this word Etymology: deoxyribonucleic acid. Any of various nucleic acids that are usually the molecular basis of heredity, are localized especially in cell nuclei, and are constructed of a double helix held together by hydrogen bonds between purine and pyrimidine bases which project inward from two chains containing alternate links of deoxyribose and phosphate. (Merriam-Webster Dictionary) Science does not yet recognize the true 12-Strand DNA of human potential (contained within the cellular material currently called "junk DNA") DNA: A) Molecular model: 1 hydrogen, 2 oxygen, 3 carbon in the helical phosphate ester chains, 4 carbon and nitrogen in the cross-linked purine and pyrimidine bases, 5 phosphorus B ) Double helix Just to clarify the term Strand: Strand is the equivalent of a single DNA chemical compound, we currently have a 4 chemical compounds in our DNA that means we have 4 Strands. In other words, we have some "Re-genesis" to do! Wietse (KS St

Thanks
Hi all.. Thank you guys soooooooo much for showing me love. I try to get to all of your pages but sometimes that doesn't work. I will show u all some love. Feel free to leave a message or a comment. I will hit ya back...... Cherry Love Dana

Please steal a moment to fill this out with your opinions (and we all know what those smell like) in a comment sluts 1. Who the hell are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. Do you have a crush on me or have i ever bit your nipple? 5. Would you suck my toes? 6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 7. Describe me in one word. 8. What was your first impression? 9. Have I ever licked you? 10. What reminds you of me? 11. If you could give me anything what would it be? 12. Would you give me your last beer? 13. When's the last time you saw me? 14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? 15. Are you going to put this on your blog and see what I say about you? Let the honesty begin! lol

Bored
Don't You Ever Wonder... Why the sun lightens our hair, but darkens our skin? Why women can't put on mascara with their mouth closed? Why you ever see the headline "Psychic Wins Lottery"? Why "abbreviated" is such a long word? Why doctors call what they do "practice"? And... Why is it that to stop Windows, you have to click on "Start"? Why is lemon juice made with artificial flavor, and dishwashing liquid made with real lemons? Why is the man who invests all your money called a broker? Why is the time of day with the slowest traffic called rush hour? Why isn't there mouse-flavored cat food? When dog food is new and improved tasting, who tests it? Why didn't Noah swat those two mosquitoes? Why do they sterilize the needle for lethal injections? You know that indestructible black box that is used on airplanes? Why - don't they make the whole plane out of that stuff? Why don't sheep shrink when it rains? Why are they called apartments whe

A Bit Of Everything
Your Band Name is: The Juggling Bananas Band Name Generator You Are Sex On the Beach When comes to drinking, you like it to go down smooth. You really don't like the taste of alcohol - just its effect on you. So, you're proud to get drunk on fruity, girly drinks. Because once you're liquored up, the fun begins! What Alcoholic Drink Are You?

Divorce/kids
Why is it that, in Canada, a country that is suppose to be based on equallity between men and women, sexism still exists. If a man breaches a court order he gets charged, however if a woman does the same exact breach, the police mearly tell her not to do it again. The family courts are nothing but a joke. They give the kids strictly to the mothers, and us fathers don't get fuck all except child support payments. Even with joint custody father's still have no role in raising our kids. Is this fair to either the kids or the fathers? All that the lawyers want to do is negotiate, instead of fighting for our rights. Any lawyer that i have met in the past four years does the same thing, take the mother's side, instead of fighting for my rights as a father. I have not seen or talked to my kids in 14 months, and yet i live only a few blocks from their school. The last time i went to a school play, the police showed up on my doorstep under the false pretence of what the mother said. I h

Poetry
I wish I could take credit for this but I can't...and I have no idea who wrote this one either. To make me feel happy, You don't have to give me the world. Everyday just remind me, That I'm your girl. To make me feel special, More that I've ever known, Just tell me, I'm the only one. To make me feel magnificent, it isn't hard. Just always, Have me in your heart. To make me feel more loved, You don't have to give me the world, To make me happy, Make me feel, That I'm yours. I found this and I'm not sure who wrote it but I really like this a lot. As the grass is green, From what I have seen, Will you always be with me? As the clouds are white, Even though they don't show their faces tonight, A cold breeze blows so keep me in your arms and hold me tight. As the sun always comes up for the sunrise, While we live in this wonderous love pardise, Will you always remain mine? As the sky is blue, And our love remain true, I will always love you.

Is There Any Man?
Can someone tell me if there is any straight man in the world that turns his dirty clothes right side out before he throws them in the hamper? Hubby has an issue with turning his socks, shirts, or any article of clothing right side out before throwing them in the hamper. Is there any way to cure this? Is there any hope? (He is not the first man I have been with that has this problem!)

What I Want...
I want to talk to some guys outside of the site and trade some pics. I also like watching them cum on cam. Anyone who can perform these actions will be reatly rewarded with pics of me and my friends as their inspiration. Contact me and i'll set everything up. Later.

This Is Only A Survey
there is a guy by the name markymark that is easy going and have lot of fun if you like. (he is looking for someone that is going to be more then a friend and a good fuck.) here is his information on cherrytap it is nick_lee76@company.com yahoo leeman278@yahoo.com msn leeman278@yahoo.com for all those ladies out there here is a single male that is looking to have some fun. hit him up. nick_lee76@company.com i have couple questions for you? 1. Why are we friends? 2. What is it that u like about me? 3. Would you like to be friends forever/

Stories To Make You Think
"A good friend of mine, Zach, who's six, told me that Fall is here. He explained the reason they call it Fall is because the leaves fall from the trees and gather in beautiful colors on the ground. He told me that he collects one leaf every Fall -- the most beautiful one of the season. He's been doing it since he was four so he's already got two in a shoebox under his bed. Zach says when he has a hundred of them he's going to make a book. I told him that will be a wonderful book. He said he knows. And he told me he'd be sure to show it to me. I had to ask him how he chooses the most beautiful leaf of the season when there are so many beautiful leaves. He said, "You just pick one and call it the most beautiful and then it is, because you picked it." So here's to leaves. The ones we keep and the ones we leave behind. I hope you truly enjoy this Autumn. Maybe even save a leaf. Choose one, call it the most beautiful, and then it is, right? And just know that all the ones you leave behi

Another Old One
~~~~~~SHADOWS OF PAIN~~~~~~ Shadows of pain they see in your eyes you hope you have hidden it and don’t know why. The pain from life in a separate time the sorrows you fill for the child you were, but could never be. The things you had to do just to hid the makes left upon you by some one close again the curl hands of fate place you in this never ending debate of will you see the sun again or make a mistake and it all will end. The friends you thought were your never there to care, but to add pain to a heart of a child brused and broken with shadows of pain from battles all done in vain. They would taunt you and call you names never knowing that this would never help only make u fill stupid and shadowed with blame “It’s all my fault if I’d only been better.” ………… I have ended this here to make you think about the people and kids unkind and curl. For the kids that have been in this time and place words can hurt more then u know when they have actions we do not see already giving t

Something I Wrote A Long Time Ago
Trials and tribulations Well we all have these though out our life’s lately I am starting to believe some of us more then others, but that’s not rally right is it? We all have the trials and tribulations of life we just have different ones. Well mine as of late seem to take me to the limit of what I can tolerate in one day. Although in the length of my 22 years I have over come and moved forward in my life as no one thought I would. It just goes to show you that we can all make it in the end on matter what we had to face in the beginning. You all are probably asking what you have had to over come to have such a view. Well for me I believe my trials and tribulations started the day I was born believe it or not. I was born 2 months early. Ya I know wow most times you wouldn’t make it depending on was the mother healthy or do anything bad during the pregnancy to harm the baby in the long run. In this is where I got lucky I believe I was meant to be here. Why do I think this? Well my mot

Cheater's Club
Ok so I thought that I would post my first blog and take this opportunity to let everyone here on cherry tap know my true opinions on cheating. Ok so if anyone here on cherry tap has a significant other and they have been accused of cheating...i would like you to post a comment on this shit. I recently broke up with someone and then they got on cherry tap and started looking through comments. Then all the sudden I was fucking everyone who was local and posting comments on my pics. Its good to know who the assholes are. I would like to say that i didn't go looking and I could give a shit less who anyone thinks im fucking here...there are a few people that I have found on cherry tap that i think are absolutely amazing. Maybe things will happen there...but don't make accusations to justify the shit that you have done. You found someone not me. But now i have and I'm happier becuase of it...and Korr you can kiss my ass...cause you lied...you are the one that made plans with other p

Random Notes
Hey there everyone...so im doing the whole blog thing again...just want some more opinions...thanks to all who read the first one...so the new topic is...how long should you wait before asking someone for their number? I have had a few on here that have asked right away and i just want to let you guys know out there that its a bit uncomforting when you do that with a woman. Women too...i will let you know that when you first meet a guy on here don't automatically ask them to meet you...i mean come on...patience is afterall a virtue...and if you truly like someone...don't scare them off. Chat with them for a while...find out who they really are and what they stand for...then you might not want them to have your number or better yet know where you live...kisses to all and have a great day!! No this isn't something that Baby Jesus authorized...these are my personal rules and i wanted to see who would agree with me...and maybe some of you could add your own. 1. Just because someone t

Music
So i heard this song for the first time on my way to work today and i kind of hit me hard. Sorry I know the video blogs are a pain. Well, I have compiled a list of songs that make me sing, dance, think, cry, shout, etc. I have only listed one song per artist (which was difficult) to try and give the list a lot of diversity. These are not necessarily the best songs of all time or even the best songs by each artist, just ones that I like and that I think are worth listening to. So... in no particular order... Paint it Black - The Rolling Stones Taylor - Jack Johnson Whispering Wind - Richard Thompson Careful - Guster Clap Hands - Tom Waits Memphis in the Meantime - John Hiatt The Wind Cries Mary - Jimi Hendrix Lemon Tree - Peter, Paul and Mary Ripple - The Greatful Dead Layla - Eric Clapton Building a House - Lincoln Feel Like Making Love - Bad Company Hunger - Voices on the Verge Too Tough to Die - The Ramones Fed Up - Yellowman

Commandant Divxmaster
I must apologize if I don't respond to you, indeed, i'm a french guy, living on his island in the middle of indian ocean, and i discovered CT a few months ago, and becomming more and more CTholic, hi hi.. anyway, couldn't find yet how to respond, the bulletin is something i don't understant at all,lol soplease, if you wanna write me. excuse me if i take time for responding. Ladies, The Commandant proudly presents to you his Bar attender, i called Alain. i'm the very dork that is on top of the boat who makes hello to you.

About Me
I JUST GOT A PHONE CALL FROM MY DAUGHTER IN LAW & MY SON. SHE IS GOING TO DIVORCE HIM. CAUSE ALL THE SHIT THAT HAS BEEN GOING ON. I WAS REALLY HOPING THINGS WOULD WORK OUT FOR THEM. BUT I'M AFRAID THAT I WILL NOT BE ABLE TO SEE MY GRAND BABY. IN MY HEART I KNOW I WILL BUT I HAVE BEEN THOUGH A DIVORCE AND THE ARE AND TEND TO GET BAD. SO IF I COME OFF AS BEING A BITCH TO ALL OF YOU I AM REALLY SORRY. I DON'T MEAN TOO. BUT I GOTTA GO. I'M WAITING FOR A PHONE CALL FROM MY FRIEND. I'LL STILL BE ON LINE BUT NOT ON THE COMPUTER. THANKS, HUGS! I'M FINELY ABLE TO GO OUT & HAVE SOME FUN WITH FRIENDS! IT HAS BEEN ABOUT 5 OR 6 YEARS SENCE I HAVE DONE ANYTHING LIKE THIS. I'M GOING TO A BIRTHDAY PARTY FOR KIM. KIM IS TURNING 34 ON THE 14TH. I HOPE I HAVE A GREAT TIME. I KNOW I WILL! LOL I'M GOING TO MEET SOME NEW FRIENDS THAT I HAVE HERE ON LINE AND I CAN NOT WAIT TILL TONIGHT. I HOPE THAT EVERYONE WILL LIKE ME. MAN, ITS GOING TO BE SO WEIRD WITH OUT HAVING HUBBY WITH ME. I'M GOING TO MISS H

True Story.........lol
FREE YORKSHIRE TERRIER. 8 years old. Hateful little dog. Bites. FREE PUPPIES: 1/2 Cocker Spaniel, 1/2 sneaky neighbor's dog. FREE PUPPIES... Mother, AKC German Shepherd. Father, Super Dog...able to leap tall fences in a single bound. FOUND DIRTY WHITE DOG. Looks like a rat ... been out a while. Better be a reward. COWS, CALVES: NEVER BRED. Also 1 gay bull for sale. NORDIC TRACK $300 Hardly used, call Chubby. GEORGIA PEACHES California grown - 89 cents lb. JOINING NUDIST COLONY! Must sell washer and dryer $300. WEDDING DRESS FOR SALE WORN ONCE BY MISTAKE. Call Stephanie. AND THE BEST ONE : FOR SALE BY OWNER: Complete set of Encyclopedia Britannica, 45 volumes Excellent condition $1,000 or best offer No longer needed, got married last month. Wife knows everything. A man was flying from Seattle to San Francisco. Unexpectedly, the plane was diverted to Sacramento along

Mine!
So yeah... there is this guy... that I'm supposly "dating"... and then this other one who wants to date me... So I'm having this conflict... the "dating" one I never see or hear from often.. but yet I have this totally mad crushing stage on him... and I can't get over it... and the one who wants to date me is the same way... So hmm... here are my options... Keep "dating" that one... or date the other one... or just say fuck men all together!!! Yay go me!

Please Go And Vote For Me
sexiest ass contest now open go and vote for baby J please.....and D you owe me......lol this should be the link if not it's on dragon slayers page I will repost his blog http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=235597&albumid=217888&i=1249786545

Poems
Break I hate the way you make feel. I hate everything about you. I hate the way you kissed me. I wish you would just leave me alone. I hope I never see you again. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I will break a thousand bones before thinking about you again. I will break a million sticks before thinking of being with you again. Though everytime I do think of you, I cry. I loved you. I hate being like this. I wish it never happened. Why did it have to end like this? Why did it happen like this. How Could I let it happen like this? I hate not having you in my arms. i just wish I could hold you one last time. It broke my heart to see you go. It hurt me so bad. I can't stand to be without you. I'd do anything to have you in my arms again. This is the end of it all. Goodbye. I won't forget me if you don't forget me. I love you. 'the bloody business of love' Subject: please dont delete..4 yrs going Thi

My Little Man Evin
2/17/2007 First off----he is too cute for his own good. Just wants to play "Racy Cars" with Uncle "Jomie". Draws pictures and reads books with Gomma then off to bath time. Introduced him to "Mr Potty Chair. He wore it like a hat, then figured out what it was for. Actually used it like a pro and wouldn't take a bath until he could "make a deposit". Then off to playing "Fort" with Gompa. Thinks he can stand on Gompa Al's belly and not fall off???? Turned on Goodnight Channel and then time to snuggle with Kate.

Fuck Or Pass
FUCK or PASS~ There is at least one person on your list that wants to fuck the hell out of you...(damn!)So let's play the 'fuck or Pass!' game. The rules are simple... if you want to fuck the person who posts this, send them a "message" saying "yep, I'd Fuck you." SCARED? lol this sH!T's funny YOU HAVE TO RE-POST THIS!! and see who replies. There is at least one person on your list that wants to do u so!!! repost this as "Fuck or Pass" Don't be a bitch and not re-post it...

Life, Love And The Pursuit Of Happiness
yes they say that you only have one soulmate and though i have though to have met mine a couple times in the past i know that i have him in my life right now though the road is to happiness between us right now is a bit rocky i know in time things will smooth out and get back on the right track. i love him with everything that i am and then some. sometimes it may not seem that way that i do i love him unconditionally i know i have faults that have to be overcome and that i have to work on. jealousy being my main one and then my anger that is another and yes when i am upset i act sometimes without thinking and hurt those around me. i am working on that. i have told a white lie or two in the past i am working to overcome those too..but most of all i am working on keeping him in my life and not hurting him, he's my best friend and at times he is more then just my best friend..he's been my lover and he's been my shoulder to cry on and has dealt with my mood swings and just been plain there

Help
Okay, I don't have the easiest child to raise. I understand that. My son is having issues at school, which this week I am taking care of (hopefully). At home, he lives with myself and his grandmother which may not be the easiest thing for a 9 year old boy to deal with. His dad, is in his life..... he isn't the greatest but he does try. His dad was raised to believe that kids don't need attention, and if they do, it is the mother who is to give it. So I do believe that my son may be lacking a "male figure" that he can look up to and imitate. That being said..... I am really close to looking up a boot camp program, Dr. Phil, Oprah, hell if even Jerry Springer...... My reasoning....... he stole $1000 from my mom this morning and put the money in his pocket. 10 $100 bills. The teacher asked me if I had checked his pockets because he likes to sneak toys to school..... I hadn't checked AND thank GAWD I did. I found the money and anger filled me. He had the gall to tell me, "IT'S MI

What D0 Y0u Think Ab0ut Me
1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. How have I affected you? 5. What do you think of me? 6. What's the fondest memory you have of me? 7. How long do you think we will be friends? 8. Do you love me? 9. Do you have a crush on me? 10. Would you kiss me? 11. Would you hug me? 12. Physically, what stands out? 13. Emotionally, what stands out? 14. Do you wish I was cooler? 15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I? 16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 17. Am I loveable? 18. How long have you known me? 19. Describe me in one word. 20. What was your first impression? 21. Do you still think that way about me now? 22. What do you think my weakness is? 23. Do you think I'll get married? 24. What makes me happy? 25. What makes me sad? 26. What reminds you of me? 27. If you could give me anything what would it be? 28. How well do you know me? 29. When's the last time you saw me? 30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn

My Thoughts And Observations
simply put, if you were alone with me for one night would you: A) take me out to dinner B) take me out dancing C) take me out to dinner and dancing D) screw all that stuff and hop in the sack with me ok put simply, vote on what you prefer more: A) make it thick B) make it long C) gimme a thick and long schlong D) I just love the small ones E) I only like pussy im not going to rant here, just a general question to everyone. are we TOO politically incorrect?? everyday there is some news story on about someone who is getting offended by something. are we all living with our head stuck too far up our own ass??? your thoughts

Mi Vida Loca
Let me first start by saying that we thought Sky ~my 15 year old son~ broke his collarbone over the weekend for the 3rd time(on that side) he has broken the other one 2 times before.. My day: Bed at 1 this morning Up at 6 get kids ready leave to take kids to school at 7:30 leave to take Sky to doc at 8:30 this is what happened at the doc's office.. BTW I just copy/pasted all this from an e-mail I sent to his step mom so I didn't have to retype all of it (I know, L~A~Z~Y...Riiight) I took him to his doc this morning for his follow~up and was pretty much told to NEVER take him back to Huguley hospital again. I've used that hospital before and never had a problem with them...He (Sky) finally came out with the truth that he hurt his shoulder while wrestling with his friend it had nothing to do with baseball..(He thought he was going to be in trouble, like I don't know teenage boys play rough!) .Sooooo.. Back to the doc visit. His doc said it has nothing to do with his collarb

Naughty Application
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think i'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Three sum? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is fore play to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THIS BACK TO YOU! EVEN IF YOU HAVE A BOYFRiEN

The Rider Takes Over
when theres gravel in the curve and a buick out front, when tire goes flat in top gear and the brakes fail, when everything goes wrong at all the right times and you realize that the REAPER rides with you, just turn to him, smile, and roll back into the throttle.

Im So Bored
is anyone out there im so damn bored who wants to talk The combination is one, two, three, four, five... Current mood: breezy 1. Everytime I try to write one of these something comes up, so I'll try for the I don't know how many times. 2. D decided he perfers folkstyle wrestling this season, can't say I blame him. 3. Aardvarks are nocturnal. 4. Had to change my cable around, damn new show addictions (I'm currently on Season 4 of Dexter). 5. So in CZW (speaking of CZW Fist Fight is this upcoming Saturday; check local times and listings) my stable has gotten its first championship belt (Congrats Drew), The CZW Wired Television Title, this means alot more than I could possibly describe in this blog. 6. Buckle in folks this is gonna be a long one. 7. The aardvark is sometimes called "antbear", "earth pig", "Cape anteater", "earth hog" or most commonly "anteater" (which it is not even closely related to, its actually closer to an elephant). 8. Everyone should have a successful exit s

The Machinist
Can't you see she rides like a dreamLong, black, obsceneWatching those tail lights fade awayKnowing she won't be back again She's gone...goneGone...gone...gone...gone The highway calls she must move onNo time for roots only songsThe road is endless as the skyNo time for regrets or wondering why She's gone...goneGone...gone...gone...gone Yesterday...Today...and tomorrowDo your best to hide the sorrowAll these moments only borrowed The pavement bears the siren's wailAn empty morning in a cheap hotelThe crack of dawn she packs her thingsShe can not feel the pain she brings She's gone...goneGone...gone...gone...gone Just for a momentCan we forget the pastOnce taken for grantedNow I'm begging forgiveness at last Can you even give meOne thing I ever did rightCome up with a memoryThat didn't end up in a fight Well I know you're a liar Can you tell me onceYou love me firstI'm caught in this desertAnd dying of thirst Do you expect me toBelieve this load of sh*tI've had my fillNow I'm

Gothic Rose's Blurbs
Not much to report today, I only went out of the house for an MRI and lunch lol. I thought they'd never find a vein to put the contrast in for my MRI lol I got stuck at least 5 or 6 times by an MRI tech and 2 IV therapists lol, so needless to say my right arm is killing me right about now. Anyway, that's pretty much all I did today since I didnt get home til late this afternoon. We had a little bit of snow today which is kinda weird for April I think, but it's all melted off now but still cold out. Well, I think I'm gonna end this here and go to bed shortly, I'm really tired tonight for some rason. Have a great night all. I think the more I do on this site the more addicted to it i become lol. I do all the mums everyday, even the stupid ones that don't make much sense, but hey it's fun lol. Anyway, was just another day here. I haven't heard from my online dad in 2 1/2 days now, so I'm getting a bit nervous that my online sister is sicker or has already passed away sinc

People
people are so weird.. they have such a problem with someone and hate them so much yet, they wont stay off thier page and are constantly poppin in and out of thier pics and thier home page..lol i think it is so funny.. get a life people...if ya dont like me or the things i do or say ..then stay the fuck off my page and out of my bizz..have a wonderful day...T Hi my name is michelle, email ladym9166@hotmail.com. I also have a yahoo account under the name mystik_rain_slave@yahoo.com. I have access to all T's, or as some of you know him GiveUpain1, emails and ims. I am trying to make sure that everyone is aware of what happened to TMASTERWIZARD. Below is his obituary. It would help the family and friends if you could make sure you sign the guestbook. Thank you for taking the time to read this. Terry Ginder SPRINGFIELD - Terry "Wizard" Ginder, 53, of Springfield died Saturday, Nov. 3, 2007, at his home. Terry was born July 2, 1954, in Springfield, the son of Jack Ginder

The Sage Of Roseville
I learned something recently that I feel the need to share. It involves a turkey baster, some form of lubricant, and an avocado. Hold on. That is my letter to another publication. I was made aware of an easy way to take care of myself. I was describing where my cranium was at to my good friend Stacy Pete, and basically relying on her to be my emotional tampon.I have served in that capacity for her too, so she did not mind. In her reply to my dark rumblings was a sentence I had searched for forever. Don't be a jerk to yourself. Think about it. When faced with a choice, remember not to treat yourself like a jerk. Have I given up any of my unholy habits? Nope. Am I exercising more to get in shape? Yes, but not physically. I do it for my mental well being. Putting some time in everyday on my recumbant bike and doing a few dips and chin ups just get my brain smiling. Jotting down a few words here and there helps too. The main thing is I make sure I spend a little time each day just on me. N

Thoughts & Feelings
Sometimes we build walls around our heart at one point or another in our life. for whatever the reasons...it's how some of us survive. It's the only way we know how to deal with pain, loss or trauma...and whatever else life may throw our way. Sometimes we build that wall so high..that we can't even see beyond it. we work so hard to keep others out...and in the process, let all the good things go to waste. maybe not intentionally...but that's what happens when the wall is so far up there. It's because of this wall that we are unable to sometimes move on in our life. The fear of the past repeating itself keeps us from ever letting anyone in. I mean, sure we take the wall down a notch or two...but never all the way. It's a security feature that's always set on "automatic"..ready to go up at the first sign of danger. Once that happens...everything else shuts down. The thing is...you can't continue to live your life in fear of the past. Cause then you're really not livin

Words Of A Princess
Monday, January 15, 2007 My Aphithany Current mood: accomplished ok i know it is like one in the morning and i have been at work all damn day and i should be in bed right now but i have been pondering something lately. i think i have had an ipithany(sp?) but i am twenty years old and soon to be twenty one i have a child and i have seen alot for someone of my tender age. Thanks to one of my very dear friends Amanda who first brought this to my attention i have been chewing on this thought for a while and it has really evolved into something. We ALL have our young and stupid days...one night stands, sex with someone who we THINK is mr or mrs right but really they are just mr Right Now. What ever happen to chivary? Loyalty? and trust? there was a day when the person you lost your virginity to was probably your husband or wife and it was you wedding night. That was your one and only you were both imaculate and free of being tainted so to say. When someone ask me what is the bigge

Crap
Virgo You are shy at first, and because of that, it is hard for you to find lots of random sex partners. You are very intelligent and very into sex. You will only have sex with clean people, because you are afraid of getting an STD. You are also very kinky and imaginative in the sack. Your partners always have a hard time keeping up with you. Sex matches: Taurus, Capricorn, Scorpio Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com You have a sexual IQ of 131 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com Using your body Your sexual hidden talent is using your body's natural charm and beauty to seduce your partner. You are all about having the perfect body/looking good for your partner - and it does the trick every time. Take this quiz at QuizUn

Fuck Of Pass (repost)
=== 'Cunning Linguist - ĆŦМǎҒїǻ' spewed forth the following at '2007-02-18 18:33:33'.. > > FUCK or PASS~ There is at least one person on your list that wants to fuck the hell out of you...(damn!)So let's play the 'fuck or Pass!' game. The rules are simple... if you want to fuck the person who posts this, send them a "message" saying "yep, I'd Fuck you." SCARED? lol this sH!T's funny YOU HAVE TO RE-POST THIS!! and see who replies. There is at least one person on your list that wants to do u so!!! repost this as "Fuck or Pass" Don't be a bitch and not re-post it...

For Women Only
Ladies this has to be read, laughed at and passed on. There is not a woman alive today who won't crack up over this! I was due for an appointment with the gynecologist later in the week. Early one morning, I received a call from the doctor's office to tell me that I had been rescheduled for that morning at 9:30 am. I had only just packed everyone off to work and school, and it was already around 8: 45am. The trip to his office took about 35 minutes, so I didn't have any time to spare. As most women do, I like to take a little extra effort over hygiene when making such visits, but this time I wasn't going to be able to make the full effort. So, I rushed upstairs, threw off my pajamas, wet the washcloth that was sitting next to the sink, and gave myself a quick wash in that area to make sure I was at least presentable. I threw the washcloth in the clothes basket, donned some clothes, hopped in the car and raced to my appointment. I was in the waiting roo

The Upside
Okay so its 730 am right now and i have been awake since 530 this morn...the neighbors decided that they was gonna crank some tunes this morning, they must be deaf cuz they vibrated me right off the fuckin couch with the bass. Plus as an added bonus im a broke ass mother fucker till wed. when i get paid. also i owe out 100 dollars on pay day...shitty deal eh. but on the brightside i got myself a date on thurs., this chick i been talkin to but havent yet met wants to go out to the argyle which is a clb round here, she wants to go dancing which will be fun, but i dont think ill be able to walk very well for a couple days after, and then on friday and saturday night we are partying here in my new apartment. so for having my week start of with a rough start this morning, it looks like its gonna shape up real well, minus the fact that i work friday and saturday morning, but i can stikk go to work all twisted and do okay.

Listen Up
Yeah, so, if you were one of the people that received like a 2 on their pic, dont have a heart attack. I was going through pics, and whatever I didnt like, I rated low. Somethin' ur gonna have to live with. I've figured it out, the obvious reasons people do what they do. You see... when people are faced with arguing belief, there are only three option for them. 1st, they can run. Ignore it, and turn a blind eye. Spare themselves the headache, and the embarrassment. There's no deinite win there, so why try? Or, they'll argue their side long enough, recognize equal ground. Make peace with that. And, then there is the third kind of person. They don't like to lose. They try foul-mouthed attempts at debating (usually after their initial reaction is ignored... or succumbed to) and try to berate the belief and the believer. They say I'll end up in Hell, and I think I just might. But where are you going? I dont know how many of you out there listen to Stern, but my personal opinoin

These Make Me Smile!
SMACK SMACK Go look it is GREAT FUN http://www.counterfeitmini.com/main.swf Glitter Text Maker Layout Codes Top graphics Poems Comment Graphics Glitter Text Maker Layout Codes Top graphics Poems Comment Graphics

Heaven's Very Special Child
Heaven's Very Special Child A meeting was held quite far from earth "It's time again for another birth," Said the Angels to the Lord above, "This special child will need much love." Her progress may seem very slow, Accomplishments she may not show And she'll require extra care From the folks she meets way down there. She may not run or laugh or play Her thoughts may seem quite far away In many ways she won't adapt, And she'll be known as handicapped. So let's be careful where she's sent We want her life to be content Please, Lord find the parents who Will do a special job for You. They will not realize right away The leading role they're asked to play But with this child sent from above Comes stronger faith and richer love. And soon they'll know the privilege given In caring for this gift from Heaven. Their precious charge so meek and mild Is Heaven's very special child.

Humor & Insight
The Babelfish is a fictional species of fish in The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy by Douglas Adams, where it is described thus: The Babelfish is small, yellow and leechlike, and probably the oddest thing in the Universe. It feeds on brainwave energy received not from its own carrier but from those around it. It absorbs all unconscious mental frequencies from this brainwave energy to nourish itself with. It then excretes into the mind of its carrier a telepathic matrix formed by combining the conscious thought frequencies with nerve signals picked up from the speech centres of the brain which has supplied them. The practical upshot of all this is that if you stick a Babelfish in your ear you can instantly understand anything said to you in any form of language. The speech patterns you actually hear decode the brainwave matrix which has been fed into your mind by your Babel fish. The Babelfish was a useful plot device for Adams, as it allowed various alien races to communicate w

Funny Shit
>An interesting car ad here... >This is a car advertisement from Great Britain. When they finished >filming the ad, the film editor noticed something moving along the >side >of the car, like a ghostly white mist. They found out that a person >had >been killed a year earlier in that exact same spot. The ad was >never put on TV because of the unexplained ghostly >phenomenon. Watch the front end of the car as it clears the trees in >the >middle of the screen and you'll see the white mist crossing in front >of >the car then following it along the road....Spooky! Is it a ghost, >or is it simply mist? You decide. If you listen to the >ad, you'll even hear the cameraman whispering in the background >about it >near the end of the commercial. > >Be sure to listen... It is pretty spooky.

Some Of My Writings... Please Don't Copy
They want to take you away from me. They say I'm being selfish and inconciderate I try to build a life for you A life where you are safe and happy. Where you don't have to see the pain I was in. They think they know me. They think I'll just go away. I won't. I love you my child to much to just let go. I will never stop loving you. I will never stop giving up on you. You bring joy to my life that no one can understand. I've cried a river for you. I will cry an ocean for you. Each day til my last breath. You are my beautiful gift from God. Please no matter what. Never forget your mother loves you. Written over a year ago in 05 Life through innocent eyes Chorus: Innocent eyes need no destruction They are not a resolution To solve your puzzled strife This is a child’s life Life through innocent eyes Will never be a disguise It’s time we all devise Without a doubt She walks about One last chance To save their romance It’s only a child He becomes r

Public Announcements
REMINDER....11 days from today, all cell phone numbers are being released >> to telemarketing companies and you will start to receive sale calls. >> >> .....YOU WILL BE CHARGED FOR THESE CALLS >> >> To prevent this, call the following number from your cell phone: >> 888-382-1222. >> >> It is the National DO NOT CALL list. It will only take a minute of your >> time. >> It blocks your number for five (5) years. >> You must call from the cell phone number you want to have blocked. >> You cannot call from a different phone number. >> >> HELP OTHERS BY PASSING THIS ON T O ALL YOUR FRIENDS. >> It take about 20 seconds. It has been scientifically proven that if we Drink 1 liter of water each day, at the end of the year we would have absorbed more than 1 kilo of Escherichia coli bacteria found in feces. In other Words, we are consuming 1 kilo of poop! However, we do not run that risk when Drinking wine (or rum, whiskey, vodka, beer or other liquors)

Why The Hell....
why is it that you have to turn the radio down when you get close to where your going? like if youve been reading the directions the whole time just fine, but when you get a couple miles away you reach down and off it goes...and why do you always have to pee the closer you get to your house. i can not have to go AT ALL and then a block away im close to passing out from the pee pain. and why the hell do people look at the kleenex after they blow their nose? its boogers, same as always but maybe..if i keep looking i will blow gold dust out instead? and on that note, why do you always look in the toliet after you pump a grumpy? its shit. thats whats in there..just like last time. and why do women have to open their mouths when they put mascara on? i do it, cant help..i tried, just feels "better" if i can 'open my mouth'. and why do you do hand guestures when your on the phone...uh, they cant see you. and why do you NEVER blink when you play video games..maybe thats just me, but i swear to

First Time On Tap!
I am currently in Germany in the army. I am getting out of the army in less then 3 months and am looking forward to starting my life outside of the army. I have alot of pictures on my blog of germany so feel free to take a look. Germany is a nice place to visit and go see the sites, but as for living there isn't much to do other then going to bars and clubs. It's not all that fun when you aren't out there site seeing. Well I'm out of here.

Pittsburg Penguins
As a fan of the penguins for about fifteen years who new that this season would look so great the faces of Sidney Crosby, Evgeni Malkin, Jordan Stall, Marc Andre-fleury gotta be one of the youngest stars in the nhl today that are taking their respective team too a whole new level approching the post season with a record of 14-0-2 in their last 16 games is pretty impressive. If they keep going at this rate they will sure be in the running for a third frachise stanley cup which would be pretty awesome, so I say this go all the way boys I got the faith in you to relizing the dreams of penguins fans all over.

* The High Priestess *
The High Priestess - knowledge - jumping beyond the ledge Instinct - What you know and feel beyond what you think Journey to the brink, where one may sink, Past the eye's blink and Beyond the knot's kink Elevating one to the supernatural, beyond what is actual And factual, The querant of all questions beyond the fool A tool, learned in the most sacred of mystery school A pool of secret knowledge, altering sensations of hot and cool, and what is dual She holds scrolls of arcane information that she might, or might not reveal to you - by powers of day and night Show you the mysteries beyond the darkness and light To blow a wide opening of your 3rd eye's sight Beyond all matters of what is wrong and right To envelop you in the sacred teachings of your delight All intuitive notions in her secret potions of many vast and ancient primordial oceans Is the lubricating lotions Of knowledge of ancients Beyond where all thoughts and feelings went Where magick and esoteric sacr

Changes
Changes Life is so full of changes. Seems everyday it rearranges. One day ends. Then another begins. All these days. So many ways. I'm so lost and confused. Seems everyday I am abused. I'm not sure where I am. I do feel my life is in a jam. I'm told everyday what to do. Reminded everyday of what is due. The changes are deceptions. I'm told the are just my misconceptions. Always told how to act. Then condemed when I react. In this world we're set up to fail. Told from day one we will not prevail So how do I break the cycle of change. I don't, we dont it's out of range. we can only change with life. thats what eases are strife. change can be good. If change is understood. By, Aaron Lewis

Hemp Farming Act Of 2007 Is Introduced Into Congress
Washington, DC -- For the second time since the federal government outlawed hemp farming in the United States, a federal bill has been introduced that would remove restrictions on the cultivation of non-psychoactive industrial hemp. The chief sponsor of H.R. 1009, the "Industrial Hemp Farming Act of 2007," is Representative Ron Paul (R-TX) and the nine original co-sponsors are Representatives Tammy Baldwin (D-WI), Barney Frank (D-MA), Raul Grijalva (D-AZ), Maurice Hinchey (D-NY), Dennis Kucinich (D-OH), Jim McDermott (D-WA), George Miller (D-CA), Pete Stark (D-CA) and Lynn Woolsey (D-CA). The bill may be viewed online at: http://www.votehemp.com/federal.html "It is indefensible that the United States government prevents American farmers from growing this crop. The prohibition subsidizes farmers in countries from Canada to Romania by eliminating American competition and encourages jobs in industries such as food, auto parts and clothing that utilize industrial hemp to be located o

Friends Of All Kinds
sexy women are the best.... sexy women arnt hard to find but sexy women are hard to hold on to... Sexy women are the bomb .... The holiday season is near time to evaluate whats dear.... Stop and look around for all the things that give you ground.... Little things often overlooked most the time.. the little things one day we wont find still waiting for us to see just how much they really mean to you and me... Busy in life to much to see these little things importance to life, love, and serenity... Little things like snuggly baby kisses, little childrens smiles, stupid little broken dogs, little boys and linkin logs, friends not always that we appriciate go unnoticed til its too late.... Our faithful dog waiting by the door just to have you throw that ball just once more.. these little things we dont appriciate until something tragic takes one of them away... Stop a minute, take a breath, life can sometimes wait... take that dog out to play... that little grand baby out to play... that

Just Married!!!
Don't wanna go back to work and have to wake up early every morning again. Going to enjoy this being at home and extra time with my husband while it lasts!!! Make your Comments HEARD at COMMENTYOU.com These are the drinks that I'm craving right now: (1). Strawberries and Cream Frappucino...good thing there aren't any Starbucks close by or I'd be broke lol Make your Comments HEARD at COMMENTYOU.com (2). Chocolate frappucino Make your Comments HEARD at COMMENTYOU.com (3). Root beer is ALWAYS yummy! Make your Comments HEARD at COMMENTYOU.com (4). Mountain Dew always gets me hyper Make your Comments HEARD at COMMENTYOU.com

Just Stuff
Ok, so I've never been a huge Nascar fan but wow - what a race today!! I have to admit was awake to see the wreck that took Stewart out and then fell asleep (I felt horrible most of the day) and then woke up just in time to see the last 40 laps. I'm really bummed that Dale Jr. wrecked right at the very end. What a finish though, I've never seen anything like that!! Amazing!

Blah
I've had an interesting week. I worked Monday and Tuesday. Had to work Wed. but i called off, so i could go see my uncle before he moved, and instead of going to see him, I went to the hospital to see my grandpa.. He's got Gout... which is some foot disease where, to much Uric acid gets in your blood stream causes swelling and pain... well, he's got it in knees too, so he couldn't walk, and he fell on the floor and laid there until my uncle mike found him... They got it all squared away at the hospital, i've been up there almost every day.. i didn't go up there over the weekend... but i went there today, after he got out of the OR, he had a Pace maker put in because he's got a bad heart. when i left his blood pressure was going crazy, but i'm sure they'll get it all squared away soon. I found out, my dad is going to be getting out of prison in about 2 months maybe less... that made me really happy. I've been having alot of mixed emotions lately, cause i've been having alot of go

How Is Everyone?
Had a great night. I hope you all had a great weekend. I am trying to get the hang of this whole cherry tap thing, but I guess I should just log in more to get it...lol. I hope you all had a great weekend!

So Tired
Ya, the last time I was on this site was like in March or something, and it was called CherryTap. Just wanted to say sorry for being away for so long. A ton has happened though. I'm not even in the states at the moment. Oh, I also wanted to say thanks to everyone for continuing to show me love :) I've been drinking and partying all weekend and I'm totally burned out. I don't know how people do this all the time. Crazy! I need to work out tomorrow... totally.

"this Too Shall Pass"
I think I might be getting sick. I've got that blah achy feeling. I also have a sinus headache, earache, and a little cough. I also have a toothache but I'm sure that isn't related lol. I got quite a bit accomplished in these last couple of days. I did a big clean in Tasha's room. Bagged up stuff she doesn't play with and organized the things she does.I even went through all her drawers and took out the clothes that don't fit and organized the ones that do. I labeled each drawer so it's easier to find stuff. Today I had lots of errands. I had to go to the post office, court house, Walmart, and Dollar Tree. I had to pick up some stuff to work on a new scrapbook I am doing for Patrick's grandmother. The dollar store has great stuff for only a buck. I got a few 5 sheet packs of decorated paper and some stickers. The book I'm making is pictures of Patrick's cousin. He is 2 years old and Patrick's grandma adores him. I wish I would have been able to find some baby themed paper or stickers.

Avenged Sevenfold
Now I know there are a lot of you "metal purists" out there who dislike Avenged for whatever stupid fucking reason you can come up with, but you have to admit, their cover of "Walk" by Pantera kicks ass! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B0J_wv77HG8

Random Stuff
Swallowing the flames of my shame and redemption. Swallowing the flames to my last salvation. Burning desire feeding the fire. The fire burning away the darkness inside. Leaving me chained to the ashes of love. Swallowing the flames never felt so great. Gnawing at the chains hoping they'll break. Running free from the ashes of the wake. I'll never be a slave to the world your God will forsake. Swallowing the flames to this I swear. I will not submit to the ever presence of fear. Succumbing to the hatred growing inside. Fighting for the loveless reich. Rising to the empowerment of a new life. Lifting the veil that has blinded my sight. I am born anew. I have learned the secret, killed the teacher for thousands I slew. Fought for a cause worth dying for. Condemning the children of the unborn world. Swallowing the flames I have reached my end. Swallow the flames let it all in. Burn away all of my sins. Burn the fear and the

My Fantasy
Imagine...with you on another rainy day, you take me by the hand as you suddenly get a spontaneous urge to lead me under the wet sky as we run out to dance, laugh, and play while you smile and you hold me close with tender, soaking-wet kisses. Who cares what those people are thinking. They are thinking we are in love and a little crazy! :-)

What Do You Think??
Ok heres the deal, as most of you know i have been a dj for quite a while now, i started out as a dj then moved on to being the owner of a wonderful station with wonderful partners, while i love the music industry i dont feel i bring the listeners what they enjoy as much as i used to. My question to you, the fans and friends and family of the Scooter Bar and Bad Seed Radio is this, Should i continue to be a dj or should i take a back seat and let newer and better talent emerge? Please, let me know what you think! You Know i love you all!! ~Serenity~ SCOOTER BAR EMPLOYEES PLEASE CLICK ON REPOST AND COPY AND PASTE EVERYTHING INTO A BLOG HEY CHERRY TAPPERS!! LOOKIN' FOR A PLACE THAT YOU FEEL WELCOMED? A PLACE YOU CAN CALL HOME? A FAMILY LOUNGE WHERE EVERYONE KNOWS YOUR NAME THAT'S DRAMA FREE? THEN CHECK US OUT AND JOIN IN THE EXCITEMENT OF THE GRAND OPENING OF THE SCOOTER BAR & BAD SEED RADIO LOUNGE TWO!(CLICK THE BANNER TO ENTER) DJ SLADE AND HIS FAMILY IS SO EXCITED ABOUT THE A

Cloud Connected
[Verse:] People like you You live in a dream world You despise the outside And you fear you're the next one It's in your dream There's just one question Should I kill? Or should I be left behind? Sick and tired Of all your complaints This is the hour We bring it down [Chorus:] I've come to realize Every little glimpse, you fade I was told that I could fly When least expected, cloud connected [Verse:] You seem to be So introverted How come we fail? With all that is given? You crossed the line You remembered my name Time runs backwards As we're heading that way

New.
Hey If You Don't Mind People. Can You Add Me?. I Love New Friends And People To Talk To. I Am 15 And I Am Gay. But I Just Want Friends. I Hardly Get Any At All. Even Online... Don't Add Me If You Feel Bad. Add Me Cuz You Want To Be A Friend. Thank you.

How Bdsm Am I?
You scored as Teeth. You scored TEETH. You love to bite, or to me biten. Most likely, your into blood, too. You love to leave little reminders on your bf/gf that you love them, ;).Teeth83%Corsets75%Chains75%Paddles67%Fishnet58%Feet50%Handcuffs25%Blindfolds17%Blood17%None... 17%Which bondage fetish do you secretly love?created with QuizFarm.com I knew this time was going to be different, as I pushed aside the lengths of rope and the

My Brother
my brothers name was james lawrence king jr. , he wasnt actually related to me but he was like the father i never had i never told any one this and i dont no y im tellin u people but its better i say this than keep it bottled up , i met (jimbo) at my brother dennis dads funeral he was my brothers dads wifes son ( confusing aint it) we clicked instantly he knew me and my brother lost something and there was a hole left anad he filled that hole. he would come get me and my bro dennis take us out to his house for weeks even months at a time , he lived far away than he moved close so we would be at his house like every day . he had a son named steven , and a son named bo bo , and a wife name krista they all mean the world to me . but it seems like since he died things havent been the same between us or any of his family for that matter , i miss him the fishing , swimming, bridge jumping, the list goes on , the reason i really wrote this was to say that my brother jimbo saved my life

Just To Say Im Back!!
I GOT MY COMPUTER IS BACK!! YAYYY!!!! hehe Just letting everybody know who didnt see my bulletin, thanks and hi to everybody who already said hello!!! Its not completely fixed and I got some stuff t do to it, but Ill atleast be around again!! Ive missed ya all...and I hope to talk to ya all soon..... Say hi anytime!!! Luv ya guyz!! ~Cindy

Hey People
HELLO EVERYONE, THANK YOU FOR CHECKING OUT MY BLOG THAT WAS VERY SWEET OF YOU. I'M NEW AT THIS SO TAKE IT EASY ON ME PLEASE...LOL WELL WHAT DO I SAY, I'M A MASSAGE THERAPIST AND A PROPS PERSON IN ACTION MOVIE MAKING. I LOVE MAKING NEW FRIENDS, BUT TO ME THE OLD GROWNING UP TOGETHER FRIENDS ARE THE BEST.

Guest Book!!!
Just a little note to say "STOP BY MY PAGE AND ADD YOURSELF IN MY GUESTBOOK" I JUST ADDED A GUEST BOOK TO MY PAGE AND I AM ALL LONELY THERE BY MY SELF......SO SHOW A GIRL SOME LUV AND ADD YOURSELF. THANKS LUV YA SUGAR Just a little note to say "STOP BY MY PAGE AND ADD YOURSELF IN MY GUESTBOOK" I JUST ADDED A GUEST BOOK TO MY PAGE AND I AM ALL LONELY THERE BY MY SELF......SO SHOW A GIRL SOME LUV AND ADD YOURSELF. THANKS LUV YA SUGAR

Wtc
USS New York It was built with 24 tons of scrap steel from the World Trade Center . It is the fifth in a new class of warship - designed for missions that include special operations against terrorists. It will carry a crew of 360 sailors and 700 combat-ready Marines to be delivered ashore by helicopters and assault craft. Steel from the World Trade Center was melted down in a foundry in Amite, LA to cast the ship's bow section. When it was poured into the molds on Sept. 9, 2003, "those big rough steelworkers treated it with total reverence," recalled Navy Capt. Kevin Wensing, who was there. "It was a spiritual moment for everybody there." Junior Chavers, foundry operations manager, said that when the trade center steel first arrived, he touched it with his hand and the "hair on my neck stood up." "It had a big meaning to it for all of us," he said. "They knocked us down. They can't keep us down. We're going to be back." The ship's mo

Long Day
I've had a long ass day of fishing. I mean damn. I was out from 7:30 a.m. to 3:45. Only a single bite on my lines all damn day. Haggard. My bro caught himself a couple sunfish and a huge ass bass. Fucker had to be like 15 inches. put up this gnarly fight. He got it to shore but the damn thing snapped the line before we could net it. Intense. This is one of my pet peeves:unless your a very good friend of mine, I really don't feel like being spammed every ten minutes with a "come check this out" e-mail. Should that be the only contact I ever get from you, chances are high that you're about to be blocked. thanks.

Movies And Other Reviews - Most Brief
Thought I reviewed this already - maybe I did. I saw it in the theaters, last year, then again today on television (taped). Bruce Willis plays a police detective asked to transport a witness, well, 16 blocks from holding to the jury- to give evidence in a major corruption case... It's a very eventful trip. Enjoyed it a whole lot the first time, and even more this time. (Suspense, not a comedy, but very good writing and acting- together with "Nobody's Fool" - and yes, I have read the book, in that case - very much one of the better acting jobs I recall from Bruce Willis... which is not at all meant to damn with faint praise. This was -good- - though admittedly there have been only a few movies I've wanted to pan, one of them an independent production I've kept silent about since it hasn't come out yet and may still not- and I only saw less than half of that film.) Off to dinner and to see The Last King of Scotland.. Cheery and cheering, a very good conclusion (?) to the trilogy

Vera's Thoughts
Of all the things in life that go so fast, relationships are sometimes neglected. I just wanted to let all those people out there who have a relationship know not to take for granted what you have. I have been single for a little over 2 months so far and I think this time has been the hardest of all the other times. I have talked to a few different people but none that even came close to what I was looking for until within the last week. I have been talking to someone who stole my heart within the first hour after I met him offline. At first I thought the feeling was somewhat mutual and continued to think so for a short while. Then we both decided maybe things were going "too fast". By then though my heart had dived in. I know it wasn't the other persons fault and I am not blaming him in any way. I guess I'm just not happy with the single status. I wasn't looking for nothing serious with my mind but my heart thought differently. I'm just afraid that at this point I have scar

How I Feel........
Yes I am single is that such a bad thing... No at times I just dont' wanna deal with the drama.. To Much drama over what are you doing?? Who are you with?? Are you talking to other guys??? Just Blah Blah Blah... I just want a relationship where there is NO drama I'm free to do what I want wwith out any bullshit thats it... I have friends girls and guys and I will not choose any boyfriend over them deffently not... If I'm with you its because we trust each other we have anough faith in one another to not fuck it up.. So, I am single untill I find that guy that 1. There is a spark.. 2. Ofcourse I have to be attracted to you.. 3. NO jealousy.. 4. You Trust me and I'll trust you.. 5. If I need you, your there.. And 6. Love me for me don't try to change me cause I'll wave goodbye to you in a heartbeat.. 7. Theres no second chances you fuck up its on you not me..... Now, Seriously do you see why this beautiful white female is single.. And if you don't then you

My Special Gift
My Special Gift there is a gift thats on my mind i think you will find it quite interesting you cannot see it, but you can feel it yo cannot take it, but you can have it you will find it if you are nice,sweet and kind you can keep it so without any delay i will say my special gift is LOVE love makes you happy and sometimes sad love makes you cheerful and sometimes mad but most of all love will fall when u are ready

To Live Within My Dreams
I wrote your name on sand it got washed. I wrote your name in air, it was blown away. then I wrote your name on my Heart & I got Heart Attack. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* God saw me hungry, he created pizza . He saw me thirsty, he created Pepsi . He saw me in dark, he created light . He saw me without problems, he created YOU. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ Twinkle Twinkle little star You should know what you are And once you know what you are Mental hospital is not so far. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* The rain makes all things beautiful. The grass and flowers too. If rain makes all things beautiful Why doesn't it rain on you? *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Roses are red, Violets are blue Monkeys like you should be kept in zoo, Don't feel so angry you will find me there too, Not in cage but laughing at you. She comes to me in my dreams and even in my sleep I can feel her presence

More Of My Stuff
Idolize Bring me your dead your tired your pitiful Suffer the masses humanity falls Lend me your time your lives give me your soul Follow the false one the messiah calls Heed the masters call One thousand points of pain Destruction drawing nigh False Idol speak my name Send in your weak your strong your precious few I will destroy them for I am your god Goddamn your priests your views religious fucks Simple minded fools surrounded by lies Heed the masters call One thousand points of pain Destruction drawing nigh False Idol speak my name

Blog,,,,,,,,
Do you think its right for be the loving, caring, sweet, faithful, ETC. guy that I am just to ONE person?? or Just be who I am towards EVERYONE?? 1. Before becoming involved in any kind of cybersex, please make sure your spouse, boyfriend, kids, etc. are out of the room at the time, (preferably out of the house and not during a major holiday when your in-laws are also present or at a time when all your relatives are in attendance). It really gets difficult to explain the moaning and groaning, while the buzz of various "toys" can be heard. 2. For men, before you begin, please check that your modem protector is on, along with the splash guard for your keyboard. It will stop the future embarrassment of telling the computer technician that your keys are "stuck" and you have no idea why. 3. For women, no matter what you are truly wearing, such as: sweatpants, sweat shirt, torn bathrobe, slippers, t-shirt with stains on the front, bloomer underwear that could cover a car or be used for

So Lets See Who Cares
Could You watch my life slip like sand Down between your fingers? Slipping from your hand My eyes trying to linger I bet you could Watch me fade away But the question is would You watch me come back one day? One time when no ones there And your all alone I'd come back and it would be more then you could bear Your heart colder then a stone I saw the way you looked at me With hunger in your eyes I saw what you thought I couldn't see With your soul lost in knots and ties I let you hurt me I really did I knew this couldn't be But I hid Inside a shell of silk Bare against my skin Like crying over spilled milk You and I were Sin ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Not sure about that, Just thought it was I don't know...Someone talk tome.. Could You watch my life slip like sand Down between your fingers? Slipping from your hand My eyes trying to linger I bet you could Watch me fade away But the question is would You watch me come back one day? One

My Poems
I really felt like writing right now, so I did. Here it is. _________________________________________________ If I had a song to bring everything wrong in me up to the surface to be washed away. I'd sing it out loud, scream it up to the clouds But it seems that these things will not give in today. They stay there inside yet they don't try to hide, hell I wear them like medals pinned straight to my chest. And each day I rise to see they multiplied in me A new problem born for each one I've confessed. Everyone judges but my harshist critic is the one that I see in the mirror. Cause I beat myself up and I shut myself down long before my own face can appear. - I want to break out. The chains that I polish are holding me down. Rid myself of the sadness and all the self doubt Yeah, I want to break out. I see the whole world through these rose colored glasses. My own my life I see through the dark tinge of pain. I've tried a new tac

The Dude Dean
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Ryanwaters
From north to south...west to east...a lot of people gamble their earnings away. Some get really addicted to the point that gambling is their drug of choice. While others can gamble one day, then not play again for months. I gamble! It does get addictive. I used to play Bingo with my Grandma. She loved going to the Casino, but I spent more than I won. I never tried to play poker or any type of card game in real life. Video games, yes! Real life, no! There is a new game that I am playing PAYDAY. I have one chance to win $2,000 every two weeks for twenty years. I am given 14 other sets of quick pick numbers for smaller prizes. For only $3, it might seem a lot, but reality is that you are only paying about 15cents per set of 15 number combinations. Life is a gamble...until next time... It is crazy to see how messy my place can get, even though I am hardly home except for night time after work. I wish maids were free..after all Alice was never paid. *LOL* There is mo

Nascar
well daytona has come and gone and it was a close and great race. i like both martin and harvick just wish martin would of won since it is his last chance he put up a good fight and came very close but harvick beat him to it and that last wreck was a dozy im just glad that no one was majorly hurt in any of the wrecks. now that the season has started ill post in here alot more often after ever race atleast. well im back sorry i havent posted like i said i would but i have been watching the races. there hasnt been at tuesday race in awhile from what i read im just glad it finally happen. so has anyone been watching nascar in primetime? its actully a cool show its on wed night at 8pm on abc you get to see the drivers and thier family and other behind the screen things its a cool show check it out some time well ill post again soon

Old Song Lyrics Of Mine
Rejected, lonely The feelings all come back again You'll find me, drowning In my own disgrace, I'm losing hope Losing my mind Helpless as a child lying here Wanting, needing To fill this void in my life again I'm left here, with no one But myself to blame, I'm killing me Many nights I Often wonder why I gave up So tired of this life Crimson stains lie Forgive me Weaker each day Can't find the strength to carry on You took everything I ever wanted in my life Pieces scatter Of my broken heart once again Defeated beaten I've been pushed around for the last time You pushed me too far Now it's time to say goodbye again Forgive me it's too late The deeds already done I'm free to fly So tired of this life Crimson stains lie Forgive me

Imagine That
IMAGINE NO HATE,NO CRIME NOTHING BUT LOVE ALL THROUGHOUT THE DAY,IMAGINE YOU BEING YOUR OWN BOSS AND FOR WORK YOU CAN NEVER BE LATE.IMAGINE NEVER BEING SICK NO FLU AND STAYING CANCER FREE,IMAGINE YOU BEING ABLE TO DO YOU AND YOU NOT WORRY ABOUT ME.IMAGINE NO RACISM,PREJUDICE NO WHERE TO BE SEEN NOT EVEN IN OUR MINDS, HEARTS,THOUGHTS, NOT EVEN OUR DREAMS.IMAGINE YOU BEING ABLE TO LOVE ME AND ME LOVE YOU AND ABLE TO WALK HAND IN HAND,NEVER FEELING UNCOMFORTABLE NOT AFRAID FOR ME BECAUSE OF THE COLOR OF MY SKIN LOOK WITHIN.IMAGINE YOUR KIDS AND MY KIDS NEVER KNOWING MENTAL OR PHYSICAL ABUSE,NEVER KNOWING ALCOHALISM,DRUGS OF ANY KIND NO WEAPONS AND STILL HAVE THE RIGHT TO CHOOSE WHO MAKES THE RULES.IMAGINE BEING ABLE VOTE AND REALLY KNOW THAT YOUR VOTE IS FOR WHO YOU VOTED FOR,BEING ABLE TO LOVE WHO YOU WANT TO LOVE NO MATTER HOW MANY TIMES AND NOT BE LABELED A WHORE.IMAGINE GIVING YOUR LIFE TO THE ONE CALLED CHRIST AND TRYING TO MAKE IT TO MEET OUR FATHER GOD,TO PRAISE HIM,LOVE HIM,HONOR

I've Turned Inot A Ho !!!
It just kicked me in the head that I've become a cherry ho - and I kinda like it. I'm branching out and meeting people that I normally wouldn't try talking to and making some cool friends along the way - having fun, swapping stories, you know, hoing around. LOL I'm getting freaky about this now - come and see me rate me, fan me, friend me and I'll return the favors - stab my map - leave something on my bulletin board - SHOW ME SOME CHERRY TAP LOVE Y'ALL - I need a fix. Love ya, Sandy

Words Of Wisdom
We've heard that a million monkeys at a million keyboards could produce the complete works of Shakespeare; now, thanks to the Internet, we know that is not true. - Robert Wilensky, speech at a 1996 conference The 'Net is a waste of time, and that's exactly what's right about it. - William Gibson Reality is merely an illusion, albeit a very persistent one. - Albert Einstein Everything is a dangerous drug except reality, which is unendurable. - Cyril Connolly (1903 - 1974), "The Unquiet Grave", 1945 Humanity is acquiring all the right technology for all the wrong reasons. - R. Buckminster Fuller For a successful technology, reality must take precedence over public relations, for Nature cannot be fooled. - Richard Feynman Computers make it easier to do a lot of things, but most of the things they make it easier to do don't need to be done. - Andy Rooney The great thing about a computer notebook is that no matter how much you stuff into it, it doesn't get

Just Here!!!
Well, what to do when your away from home on a holiday weekend. Well to start you stay up late and sleep in.then you wake up and realize your alone in that big bed.Check your emails,cherrytap messages,grab a Sunday paper and dirnk that first cup of coffee. Then you go to breakfast,go see Elvis' birth place,and go to the mall. Lunch is next,then go back to the hotel.Check emails,throw on your sweats,what some history channel while chattin with friends and family. Grab that new camera you bought, and realize your actually stupid now with all the new tech these days.I had to read the damn book...lol. Then get some dinner,hit on some hotties..lol,and realize your a long way from home. So whats best for the blues? Baskin robbins(butter pecan) ice cream...oh yea...the sit down,laptop on your lap,t.v. tuned in and write some poems about some special people. Call the kids,and just think about all you have in life even if it seems you have nothing. Man life is Great!!! But i'm still go

Stuff
Odd Numbers are the featured act at www.flextones.com where you can download ringtones such as "Crazy" or "Russian Dancehall" and more!! You can also download us as the wall paper on your phone.....so do it, do it now!! Review from Performer Magazine, Sept. 06 It only takes a glance at the colorfully-animated (but oh so devious) clown handing an ice cream cone to a little girl on the cover of Here You Go Little Girl... to realize that the Odd Numbers are, well, some odd numbers. The CD gets off to a strong start with The Funk, a tune reminiscent of Public Enemy set to some 70s funk music. Later, the CD takes on a rock feel with Under My Skin, an interesting story about a cast of characters who annoy the band for various reasons. After delving into rock, the CD makes the transition to a more urban sound on Same Old Shit, the groups expression of the common hip-hop theme of trying to cope in a maddening society. Perhaps the best example of the groups abundant talent is Skin and Bones,

Smtx26
((Got this from a friend LOL)) A first-grade teacher was having trouble with one of her students. The teacher asked, gHarry, what is your problem?�? Harry answered, gIfm too smart for the first-grade. My sister is in the third-grade and Ifm smarter than she is! I think I should be in third-grade too!�? The teacher had enough. She took Harry to the principalfs office. While Harry waited in the outer office, the teacher explained to the principal what the situation was. The principal told the teacher he would give the boy a test and if he failed to answer any of his questions he has to go back to the first-grade. The teacher had agreed. Harry was brought in and the conditions were explained to him and he agreed to take the test. Principal: gWhat is 3 x 3?�? Harry: g9 Principal: gWhat is 6 x 6?�? Harry: g36 And so it went with every question the principal thought a third-grader should know. The principal looks at the teacher an

The Explanation...
There was a unit of the Iraqi Army out marching through the desert one day when they came alongside a huge rock formation. All of a sudden, a lone voice pipes up from behind the rock and says: "One American soldier is better than 10 Iraqi soldiers!" The Iraqi commander is pissed and sends 10 of his best soldiers behind the rock formation. There are the sounds of gunfire, explosions, and men screaming...then silence. The voice pipes up again: "One American soldier is better than 100 Iraqi soldiers!" The Iraqi commander sends 100 of his best soldiers behind the rock formation. Again, there is the sounds of gunfire, explosions, and men screaming...then silence. The voice pipes up again: "One American soldier is better than 1000 Iraqi soldiers!" The Iraqi commander is furious now and sends them behind the rock formation. Gunfire, explosions, and men screaming come from behind the rock formation again...then silence. All of a sudden, a lone Iraqi soldier comes crawling out from behind the r

Thanks!!
JUST WANTED TO THANK ALL WHO TOOK THE TIME TO HELP ME OUT IN THE MILF CONTEST!! BECAUSE OF YOU, I CAME IN 2ND!! :) TO SEE WHAT I WON, SEE MY BULLETIN! MUCH LOVE TO YOU ALL *MUAH*!!! I TRIED TO GIFT THOSE THAT HELPED ME THE MOST,BUT DUE TO CONTEST ENDING EARLY I WAS UNABLE TO CHECK AT THE END, SO IF I MISSED ANY OTHER BOMBERS, LET ME KNOW!

Hello
Good evening ladies and gentlemen. I just signed up for this site, however I am about to be leaving for a month as a part of my job. I am going to be really busy this week then I'm gone on next Sunday. Feel free to stop in and say hi but don't get angry if I dont respond. I promise I will as soon as I get back. Catch all you hot guys and gals later. ;-) Jon

Fact Or Fiction
how do you know god is good and satan the evil one? dont get me wrong i believe in god and that hes good. i worship god but seriously how do you know the bible is the truth? i asked that when i was 4 yo and got kicked out of church and was told if i ever went back the church would burn down around my ears... and i hope i dont offend anyone

Thanks For Your Concern!
DUE TO A RECENT EVENT, WHICH I CAN'T GO INTO DETAIL ABOUT, I MAY SEEM A LITTLE DISTRACTED. LETS JUST I FOUND OUT ABOUT SOMETHING THAT HAPPENED WITH ONE OF MY DAUGHTERS AND I WAS FLOODED WITH A VAST ARRAY OF EMOTIONS AND FEELINGS. I AM WRITING THIS TO APPOLIGIZE TO ALL OF MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY FOR MY PRESENT MOOD. I AM VERY SORRY AND IN TIME I WILL BE A LOT BETTER, IT'S JUST RIGHT NOW I HAVE A LOT TO DEAL WITH.I LOVE YOU ALL BOTH OLD AND NEW AND WILL CONTINUE TO HOLD YOU DEAR TO MY HEART. ALTHOUGH I AM DEALING WITH MY CURRENRT SITUATION I AM STILL THERE FOR ALL OF YOU. I AM STILL THE VERY GIVING AND CARING MAN THAT I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN, SO IF YOU NEED A SHOULDER TO LEAN ON, A PERSON TO TALK TO, OR ANYTHING AT ALL THAT I CAN DO FOR PLEASE DON'T HESITATE TO CALL ON ME. AS IN THE WORDS OF THAT JAMES TAYLOR SONG "YOU'VE GOT A FRIEND", NOW MORE THAN EVER. AS ALWAYS WITH ALL MY LOVE AND RESPECT HORSE On Saturday Febuary 17, 2007 I was hit with a severe asthma attack and was hospitalized.I was

Sex... (women Only Please!!! Lol)
1. Would you have sex with me? Answer: 2. What positions would u want to b in? Answer: 3. Would u suck/lick me ? Answer: 4. Would u sex me hard? Answer: 5. Would u have sex with me the first night u met me? Answer: 6. Would u let me pull your hair while i did you? Answer: 7. Would u do me in the shower? Answer: 8.Would u hancuff me or tie me up to the bed and then do me? Answer: 9. Would u have 3-some with me? Answer: 10. What about me makes u want to have sex with me? Answer: 11. Would u talk dirty to me while we sexed? Answer: 12. Where would you do me? Answer: 13. Would u do me in front of people? Answer: 14. Would u do me again and again? Answer: 15. Would u do me in the rain? Answer: 16. Would u mind if we did it like a porn star? Answer: 17. Would u have phone sex with me? Answer: 18. Would u cheat on me? Answer: 20. If I gave u my heart would you love it or let it go? Answer: 21. Would you do me once and

Photo Edits....
Hi all as you can see from my page and album i like to edit and create art..im looking for new faces to edit. if you would like an edit done please feel free to ask ...I enjoy do them so much and with your permission i will do one for you as sexy or naughty as you wish...hahahhaah..Ok step on up and lets create some art..hahahaha...DK

Power
The Hearts and Minds The one who try to win this war, with nothing more that intimidation, oppression, and senceless acts of violence, has signed off on the destruction of his own people.The war we fight today requires a truely more confident approach, we must win the hearts and minds of the people! Lets face it people, the not so distant future is in our hands, and we got a hell of alot ridin on it! Our families depend on us to protect them. Our children. Our parents. Our brothers and sisters. Who will stand for the people? Our beautiful children.... going out into this sess pool, like an angel in quicksand....all is not lost!! We must counter the intimidation our children endure with the encouragement to fight the good fight anyway!! We must fight the oppression by empowering our children with knowledge. They are the inventors and the artists. Our sons and daughters! They are the soldiers and the

Recipes
SICILIAN RED DEVIL CHICKEN 1 lb fresh fresh boneless skinless chicken breasts 1/2 teaspoon salt 1/4 teaspoon ground black pepper 3 tablespoons olive oil 1 onion, peeled and chopped 3 garlic cloves, peeled and minced 1 (14 1/2 ounce) can diced tomatoes, drained 1/2 cup red wine 3 tablespoons tomato paste 2 tablespoons chopped fresh Italian parsley 2 bay leaves 1/2 teaspoon dried thyme 1/4 teaspoon crushed red pepper Pasta of your choice Cut each chicken breast into 3 equal pieces and season with salt and pepper. Heat a large, heavy-bottomed saucepan over medium-high heat. Add oil and when hot, but not smoking, add chicken pieces. Sauté until golden brown on all sides, about 5 minutes; remove from pan and set aside. To the same pan, add onion and garlic. Cook, stirring, until onion is translucent, about 3 minutes. Add tomatoes, red wine, tomato paste, parsley, bay leaves, thyme and red pepper flakes, mix well. Return chicken to pan, cover, reduc

Just Stuff
GET THE WORD OUT ABOUT CHAD GRAY'S FAN SITE MYSPACE!JUST CLICK ON THE BANNER BELOW AND ADD THE ONE AND ONLYCHAD GRAY FRONTMAN FOR MUDVAYNE AND HELLYEAHTO YOUR FRIEND'S LIST! LET'S ALL SHOW HIM SOME REAL LOVE ....REPOST THIS BULLETIN!YOUR SUPPORT IS MUCH APPRECIATED!! LENGTH OF RELATIONSHIP Women Men Average years 4.9 6.9 Relationships averaged nearly six years in length for all couples, even though the average respondent was only 35 years old. More than 100 couples had passed their 15th anniversary. One lesbian relationship had spanned 43 years, and three male couples had lasted more than 40 years. 19% of lesbian couples and 13% of male couples had been together one year or less. NUMBER OF PREVIOUS MAJOR GAY/LESBIAN RELATIONSHIPS Women(%) Men(%) None 32 38 One 26 33 Two 23 18 Three 10 7 Four 4 3 Five or more 5 1 Average number 1.52 1.07 YEARS IN PREVIOUS MAJOR GAY/LESBIAN RELATIONSHIPS Women (%) Men (%) None 1 2 1 ye

Rays Blog
Ever looked down while you were in traffic and noticed that your turn sgnal has been on for who knows how long, ad wondered how many people had made fun of you untill you noticed. Then whe you turned it off, you know tha the people who are behind you are making fun of you again because it took you like ten minutes to figure it out? I am trying to create new drinks using Jager. If anyone has any ideas lemme know.

Surf Blog, 2006
Just When I Thought I had it All Figured Out... ...Mother Nature plays her sick little joke. Today was a very humbling experience to say the least. Where as Monday's session happened to have the very tip-top conditions for a grommet like me, today was quite a challenge. We arrived in lovely Santa Monica around 1:00 pm on a lovely Saturday afternoon. After a quick bite to eat at the local Fosters Freeze (Dee-Licious burgers & fries) we headed to what is by now, quite familiar territory. I know, I know, Santa Monica is one of the most polluted beaches, blah, blah, blah.... Come on now, what beach isn't polluted these days? So i'll grow a tail, big deal. It will probably help me with my stability in rough waters anyway. Although, in retrospect, I do recall a disturbing amount of this weird radioactive green colored foam on the surface of the water, which concerned me. I debated asking a lifeguard about it, but decided I didn't really want to know. I was having WAY too much fun, b

Do Me Hard...no Really
1. Would you have sex with me? Answer: 2. What positions would u want to b in? Answer: 3. Would u suck/lick me ? Answer: 4. Would u sex me hard? Answer: 5. Would u have sex with me the first night u met me? Answer: 6. Would u let me pull your hair while i did you? Answer: 7. Would u do me in the shower? Answer: 8.Would u hancuff me or tie me up to the bed and then do me? Answer: 9. Would u have 3-some with me? Answer: 10. What about me makes u want to have sex with me? Answer: 11. Would u talk dirty to me while we sexed? Answer: 12. Where would you do me? Answer: 13. Would u do me in front of people? Answer: 14. Would u do me again and again? Answer: 15. Would u do me in the rain? Answer: 16. Would u mind if we did it like a porn star? Answer: 17. Would u have phone sex with me? Answer: 18. Would u cheat on me? Answer: 20. If I gave u my heart would you love it or let it go? Answer: 21. Would you do me once and

Spilling My Guts
i am out of my mind.. i have gone off the deep end. i am to a point in my life where nothing matters. i just want to crawl into a deep, dark hole, and curl up into a ball and die. i cant keep going through the shit i am going through, and i cant keep expecting people to listen to me. so i have decided to do something thats very hard for me, and walk away from everyone. i will no longer be calling her to tell her when i am down, i will no longer be getting on msn to tell him when theres something wrong. i will get up and walk away from those that mean the most to me to help them keep there sanity. i dont know what i am going to do at this point, because i have nothing left. i have no where to turn, no where to go, nothing to do. i am about 5 minutes away from calling and quiting my job, 5 minutes away from selling everything i own and just jumping in my car and leaving. except if i do that, i will be going as fast as i can and just slam my car into a tree as hard as i can. i just dont w

White Ribbon Campaign
If you support all the end of violence to all Women of all over the world this is one i would Highly Suggest Get involved I have and I am a proud Supporter of this Campaign What is the White Ribbon Campaign (WRC)? The WRC is the largest effort in the world of men working to end men's violence against women. It relies on volunteer support and financial contributions from individuals and organizations. How did the WRC get started? In 1991, a handful of men in Canada decided we had a responsibility to urge men to speak out against violence against women. We decided that wearing a white ribbon would be a symbol of men's opposition to men's violence against women. After only six weeks preparation, as many as one hundred thousand men across Canada wore a white ribbon. Many others were drawn into discussion and debate on the issue of men's violence. Goals and Focus: What does it mean to wear a white ribbon? Wearing a white ribbon is a personal pledge never to commit, cond

My First Day Of Mumms.
ahhh..... Holy shit what a ****in day. First i got up late because my bloody alarm did not go off. If that wasn't bad enough as i ran down the stairs i stubbed my frickin toe...lol iI drove to work in the pouring rain (i hate the brit weather) flicking my finger to some old guy who didnt turn the way he indicated and nearly made me crash.lol They should take the driving license off everyone over 55. ha ha When i got to work the boss bent my ear about timekeeping, and i'm like "chuck my a freakin bone here" my clock didn't go off. I'm never late, but he obviously didn't get laid last night. lol The day went a liitle slow from then on and i didnt finish till 8pm, i'd been there since 7am. Trust me in my job..( i look after autistic adults with learning disabilities) thats a f***in long..mentally long day. Anyways.. i thought, "i'll go home and talk to my buddies on CT"....yeah right, my f***in computer wouldn't work. i tryed everything but nothing. i called my computer wizkid pal t

So I've Realized...
So I've realized I need to stop being so dumb. I've been through a lot of struggles in my life, and I'm so used to quitting and giving up when times get rough... The only thing I've ever been good at is school and sports, but I can't even make wise decisions anymore when it comes to my wellbeing. I moved down to TX for a reason, and I'm already giving up on it because I feel like it's my fault that I'm not there for my friends and family when they've always been there for me through my struggles. Am I selfish?? I feel so helpless when I'm down here. But at the same time if I go back-- what am I going back to? A life where it's hard as fuck to find a job, everythings expensive as hell, cold as a mother fucker, and everyones depressed. I love all the friends I have and have ever had to death, and I'll ALWAYS be there for them in spirit, or even if they call.. But it still pains me not to be there for a hug when they need me, or when I need them. I know every place is different, a

Dr Phil's Days And Nights
"Wow" That Was A Good Dream Her eyes popped open as she suddenly jerked awake. "Wow," she thought, "that was some dream." She couldn't quite remember what had happened, but it was hot, and now she was unbelievably turned on. She turned to the warm lump beside her, and poked it, hoping her Dr. Phil was up for a little late-night loving to release the tension. No response. She poked again, a little harder this time. Phil rolled over and grunted a little. "Alright," she said to herself, "guess it's up to me now." She slid her right hand down her stomach and between her thighs. She was already hot and bothered, and knew it wouldn't take much to send her over the edge. Her fingers crept down between her legs and gently touched her clit, which was already engorged and sensitive. She stroked slowly and gently, her left hand moving to caress her nipples. Next to her, she felt Phil roll over again, but she completely ignored him, concentrating on herself. Softly pinching her nipples, her ri

Contest
I AM GOING TO BE HAVING A CONTEST FOR MEN'S SEXIEST CHEST! I HAVE A FEW ENTERIES ALREADY BUT I AM NEEDING MORE. I KNOW THERE ARE SOME REALLY NICE CHESTS ON CHERRY TAP... I HAVE SEEN PICTURES OF THEM. GUYS COME ON! SHOW OFF WHAT YOU GOT! I WILL BE OFFERING BIG GIFTS AND THE WINNER WILL GET A 7-DAY BLAST ON ME. LADIES: IF YOU KNOW OF A SEXY CHEST OUT THERE, GIMME A LINK TO THEIR NAME AND I WILL INVITE THEM IN. HELP ME GET THE WORD OUT AND REPOST THIS FOR ME!!! NEW CONTEST OPENING SOON! I will be opening a new contest soon. This contest is for CT's Sexiest Dad! It will be a comment bombing contest with the prizes as follows: 1st: 3-Day Blast 2nd: Silver Motorcycle 3rd: Men's Bracelet There are only a few spots left so hurry and message me so that I can get you entered. xXxW1ck3DxXx (if you enter please leave some love)@ CherryTAP The Men's Sexiest Chest Contest is now open... Come and bomb your favorite chest on CTap. These guys need

For Pete Sakes Dont Think Just Read It!!!
I was just thinking about memories, friends, music, movies, random crap. It's odd when you listen to a certain song, watch a certain show,movie, eat a certain food,visit a certain location or what have you. You feel this strange connection to a certain someone, someplace, or time in your life. The song or whatever you are experiencing triggers some file in your brain where memories are stored.It kind of seems like those days,that moment,those people, or certain feelings are still active and very much alive. Such a strange thing, the human brain. It makes me wonder if everything we feel and experience is all manufactured inside our brains. Is anything real? Does the mind create certain feelings to satisfy a certain need inside of itself like a drug that is intended to deliver a quick fix? Well whether any of the moments or feelings I have experienced are all smoke and mirrors, I am still glad that I lived through them. I wouldn't take any of them back and I'm tha

A First For Her
Tonight Is The Night "What do you want from me?!" she whispered hoarsely, her voice quavering. "You KNOW what I want!" he answered, his body pressed up against her, his warm breath made the hair on the nape of her neck flutter. "I can't do that, and you know it ...." she was almost begging now - begging him to back down. But he was not going to be denied - not this time. He knew she was ready, she was just afraid, and a little fear in this instance was a good thing. Makes the heart beat a little harder, the skin flush. He had been working her up to this point of submission for a long time - mostly by making her read erotic writings, watch videos, look through magazines. He had talked her through what he wanted. She knew the drill - - they had played lots of Dom/sub bedroom games - - but she had always managed to melt his heart just at the critical moment of pushing the envelope. He took her shoulders into his strong hands, nuzzling at the juncture of her neck and s

Http://home.att.net/~songs2/jumper.jpg
it is also on my page thanks hugs i am in a battle on my yearbook.com for the nicset eyes can u go there and vote for me thanks to all that helps it only for 1 day I wanted to wish everyone a happy and safe 4th OF july

Boredom....
So, I got another ultrasound today to determine if the baby was in the right position.. It turns out the baby is but we still can't tell what the baby's sex is. it had it's legs crossed and scrunched up. The pictures they took are so cute though. Three face pictures (two where the baby was sucking it's thumb) and one picture of the baby digging it's heel into me... Everything seems developed and they didn't change my due date. I have had no problems thoughout this entire pregnancy.. not even morning sickness and it's just a matter of time until I pop... so, i spend quite a bit of time on the computer and thought I'd make a list of all the sites I go on and what my profile is on them... Forum/RPG Communities: DarkStarlings.com/LOGD -- TheTrueKitten GaiaOnline.com -- Khaos_Kitty MySpace.com -- michael_k_greens_girl Gothic Sites: GoneGothic.com -- Khaos_Kitten DarkStarlings.com -- KiyaShade VampireFreaks.com -- TheTrueKitten Satanic Information DevilSpawn.com owned b

Sexxii Grandmother Contest
Sexxii Grandmother contest Please help me out, I'm way behind and could use all the help I can get. If you comment over 50 comment I will send you a gift just send me a email to let me know the number of comment and I will get a gift out to ya. click on photo Thank you SEXXII GRANDMOTHER CONTEST Comment Bomber welcome Click on photo Thank you ey ppl plz show sum luv and comment my sexii pix....sexii not slutty... keep that in mind....smoochez SEXXII GRANDMOTHER CONTEST PLEASE SHOW ME SOME LUV CLICK ON PHOTO THANK YOU P.S. SEND ME YOUR LINK AND I WILL RETUNR THE FAVORITE.

I Want To Say Good Bye To Cherry Tap?
im staying for the people who are nice... but im not showing myself naked just to get a comment... if you like me its gonna be for me not my body or my looks...because im more then that ..you just got to get to know me .. this cherry tap thing really isn't that fun...i don't know anybody...and for the ppl that would like to get to know me for the wrong thing are just pigs! does anyone know how to delete a cherry tap profile...if so send it here please tell me the directions...i'd rather stick to myspace....unless you ppl know how to show me respect then maybe i will reconsider.....

Cherish
How archaic is it to want someone to want you for you? To have someone that can only think of YOU? To know that they cherish you for everything you are not as much as they cherish you for everything that you are? How awful is it to want all of this? These are the things that our fathers and our grandfathers promised us when we were children and settled on their knees, along with the moon and that black or white pony. These are the things that are so elusive to the population of women today. These are the things that we miss the most in the post-liberation of women bull crap that we have accustomed ourselves to. We women like to pretend that we don't need to be reminded of how wonderful or beautiful we are. We like to think that we don't need the attention of our men. But the sad and honest truth is that these are the things we need the most. We NEED to know that you think we are beautiful when we just wake up, or that we are amazing when we do the smallest of things, like

Can Be Nice To Some People
i am looking for that special guy who is honest loving caring and wants to be with me because of who i am not for what he wants me to be i have a 17 yr old son who is my life and i need someone to fill a void that is empty at the moment but i know he is out there somewhere i thought i found him but i havent talked to this guy for some time now i dont know what is going on but that is ok there will another i am going to just let it happen and not try so hard things are going ok for me lately but i wish things at work were much better. i work at the county nursing home and 3 yrs ago the people of the county voted to have a new nursing home built and agreed to have their taxes raised in order to have the new home built well here we are 3 yrs later and still no new home and we have no idea what the county board is thinking we get told one thing from them and then they do something else no one wants to bring their family to the nursing because they dont know what is going to happen a

Music Nut Jo
It's been a while since I was last here cus Ive been busy with other stuff. I will get back to being a full-time CT'r again, soon! And I will get around to returning all the rates as soon as I can! Thank you, keep em coming! Hi all, just a short message. I am new here so I am just finding where everything is and what everything does. Please keep the comments coming, I will get around to replying to each one soon. So I seem to have been rating a few people's photo's and alot of people have Memorial graphics for 9/11 in them, which I can totally understand, I would too. And with July fast approaching us, I thought I would hit up google and get some ready to display on my page. So there I was in google images, hitting 'next', 'next', 'next' with NO results what-so-ever. So I hit up the regualr webpage search, and again, very FEW results, and the few graphics I did find were shit. It makes me wonder why us English people haven't taken the time to make some dece

General Stuff
Sorry I haven't been around much. I'm on the job out in Phoenix and been on nightshift working 13 hours a day. Add the hour and a half drive to that for round trip and I get pretty tired. But, even after all that, I go out and cook up some food on the grill almost every morning and work on my tan by the pool. I'll try to get back on when more when I can. Thanks to all that have not forgotten me in my absense. Sorry I haven't been around much. Things are pretty hectic around here and hopefully I'll be able to get back on soon for more than 10 minutes and try to catch up with my friends on here. Thanks again to everyone that keeps showing me the Cherry Love in my absense. -Big Daddy Well, I just put a voice recorder on the page, so if ya like, go ahead and leave me a message. I'm sure, like just everybody else, I'd like to hear ya and see if 'yunz' sound anything like what I envisioned. Fun Stuff!!! ►Big Daddy◄

Nascar!!!!
HE just loves this track!!!!! But let us not get too excited....there is still a long way to go to the checker!!!!! Jimmie Johnson=weinie boy and yes......I am a sore loser!!!!! Ok .....so wienie boy just won his third race....UGH!!!!!!!!!! Somebody trip him please!!!!!

In My Boxs
I look at you today smiel with you tommow and love you yester day I tell you i hate you yet do not know how to love I bring you close to me and always push you away Im sorry for all these things and the way they make you fill tonight ill stay with you then tommow ill go away sinserly Blue so many of them so y is it so hard to git what you want you evan got dum ones some one anser without a conscious please i try to hide from those i love becuse i know i will always hurt them in the end i wont to be stong yet im so weak were is my shadow in the days i am scaed of life and my self Make your Comments HEARD using COMMENTYOU.com

To All Of My Cherry Peepz
SOMEONE CHAT W/ ME!!! ITS QUIET N BORING!!! OY! Hey Cherry Peepz if u wanna contact me outside of Cherry here are a few: YIM: galaxy_boy65 AOL:Aquaja2 Thanks for being my friend n fan! If anyone wants to contact me outside of Cherrytap lemme kno Truly,Tymm

Some Dream
your standing thier taunting me with a roach in a jar with your breast expose and wet lips it seem , so cold it must be real your skin sweats and the roach dies know i see it must be real did you promise me were you down with me i couldnt love you but i need you tonight you were that freaky girl from the video with the lost dog was i outa control did you wear the mask did you play with me did i play with you what did we talk about did i talk in my sleep

Mother
After 21 years of marriage, my wife wanted me to take another woman out to dinner and a movie. She said, "I love you, but I know this other woman loves you and would love to spend some time with you" The other woman that my wife wanted me to visit was my mother, who had been a widow for 19 years, but the demands of my work and my 3 children had made it possible to visit her only occasionally. That night I called to invite her to go out for dinner and a movie. "Whats wrong, are you well?' She asked. My mother is the type of woman who suspects that a late night call or surprise invitation is a sign of bad news. "I thought that it would be pleasant to spend some time with you," I responded, just the two of us." She thought about it for a moment, a nd then said, "I would like that very much." That Friday after work, as I drove over to pick her up I was a bit nervous. When I arrived at her house, I noticed that she, too, seemed to be nervous about our date.

Thats My Life....
Ok so um yeah...When u say I love u wut do u mean? I mean I love u...I love who u are and everything about u n I wanna be with u. To all the guys...Wut do u really mean when u tell sum1 that u love them but u don't wanna be with anyone right now. I've been told that its just a way to nicely reject sum1 so ur still on their good side and can still get wut u want out of them if u know wut I mean. I've done blogs about people making comments about things and jumpin to conclusions without reason so I won't be a hypocrit...I want to be the one to make this guy happy and I wanna be his world....I think I was once but things got all screwed up n it was prolly mostly my fault bein jealous n immature but to be clear I THOUGHT I had my reasons....but anyhoo this love that I have for this dude is like none I've ever had before and I must say its killin me. I feel everything can be fixed....but I'm pretty sure he doesn't. If we did decide to try it again it would be #4. I'd give anything to be his

Surgery
Got released on Tuesday from hospital All is going well I think... they removed the two herniated disks from my neck and I got a hole in my throat but all in all i'm recovering pretty quickly... Monday morning I will be in surgery and will have to stay in the hospital over night... I dunno if I will be on much this week at all... Please keep the love flowing... Thanks everyone... and I'll be back on tap soon....

Killer Blue Eyezzz Contest!!!
Hey friends, fans and lurkers! I am going to be in a Killer Blue Eyezzz Contest from February 20th til March 6th and I'd love your vote! Please come visit my profile during that time and hit the link to vote for me. I was never popular in high school so now's my time to shine. I appreciate all votes and ya'll know if you support me NOW, when you need me to rate or comment bomb I am there for you! Thanks in advance from the blue eyed Texan Elizabeth.

Help
hey everyone my wife had our baby lastnight and he was 8lbs 21" long and at 6:05 pm on 11/4/07 hey im still new at this and i need help getting cherry points and i have maxed out my comments and pic rat. and i need help or hints my points up more http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=244559&i=3224021659 go to that site and comment so mandi can win this contest

Blank Confessions
I enjoy the space Never minded The time You learn to Understand dimensions Then sketch a Cranial trace What exactly Alone means How much Eternal hope Springs Like believing If you’re leaving They’ll be in the Same place Connecting Only works If you let them All in If there are Moments You need Separation Just leave them Plugged in Alone Is less lonely With a friend

Bdsm Humor
(as a disclaimer I want to say that by no means I want to disrespect kids in any way... I am a mother and I take my kid seriously... but this is kind of funny, so I hope no one gets offended by this blog) • The neighbors complain that your kids do full body cavity searches when playing cops and robbers. Your daughter uses Twizzlers as floggers. • You go into the playroom and discover an interrogation chair built entirely of Legos. • You come home and find them tickling a bound and gagged baby-sitter. • They hand you the body harness and leash that they used as toddlers when it's time to go shopping. • Your son wants to know when he'll get his allowance, because he needs to pay his tab at the hardware store. • You tell them they're too old to spank and they try to assure that they aren't. • Your daughter speaks wistfully about being confined to the playpen while the other children played in the room. • You yell out to your son to come and do his chore

Words
Yahoo Girls v fubar Girls This is something I was going to do in 2007 lets see if it happens in 2008 http://groups.yahoo.com/group/legloversunite2/ Dear Tide: I am writing to say what an excellent product you have! I have used it all of my married life, as my Mom always told me it was the best. Now that I am in my fifties I find it even better! In fact, about a month ago, I spilled some red wine on my new white blouse. My inconsiderate and uncaring husband started to belittle me about how clumsy I was, and generally started becoming a pain in the neck. One thing led to another and somehow I ended up with his blood on my new white blouse! I grabbed my bottle of Tide with bleach alternative, and to my surprise and satisfaction, all of the stains came out! In fact, the stains came out so well that the detectives who came by yesterday told me that the DNA tests on my blouse were negative and then my attorney called and said that I was no longer

Check Out All My New Pics
CHECK OUT ALL MY NEW PICS AND RATE THEM, COMMENT THEM, ADD ME AS A FRIEND IM NEW HERE SO STILL TRYING TO MAKE NEW FRIENDS THE MORE THE MERRIER!! ALSO COMMENT AND VOTE FOR ME IN THE MENS SEXY BOOTY CONTEST HERE IS THE LINK BELOW... THE CONTEST WILL END WEDNESDAY AND THE WINNERS GET A BLAST SO PLEASE HELP ME OUT!! thanks and kisses & hugs mavrick64

Please Stop By And Rate My New Pics
I just wanted to make it known, that I do not have time for all of the crazy crap, I am here to have fun and to meet ppl. Not to have more drama than day time soaps. other than that I love the tap!!!! Thanks dj Please stop by Rate and comment on the new pic of my boys I just uploaded!! Thanks

Urine Test.
This was sent to me by a friend, so I can't take credit, but definately thought it was worth passing on. Maybe some politicians will see it and it will get them thinking about how we'd really like to start having our money spent instead of thinking about their own pay raises. Like a lot of folks in this country, I have a job. I work, they pay me. I pay my taxes and the government distributes my taxes as they see fit. In order to get that paycheck, I am required to pass a random urine test, which I have no problem with. What I do have a problem with is the distribution of my taxes to people who don't have to pass a urine test. Shouldn't one have to pass a urine test to get a welfare check, because I have to pass one to earn it for them? Please understand, I have no problem with helping people get back on their feet. I do, on the other hand, have a problem with helping someone sit on their ass. Could you imagine how much money this country would save if people had to pass a

Erotic
This is what I want: I want to feel your mouth on my mouth, and I want to feel your tongue against my tongue, and I want to feel your teeth with my tongue, and I want you to feel all the parts of my mouth with yours. I want to feel your fingers pinching and squeezing my nipples gently. And I want to feel your tongue twirling around my nipples. And I want to feel your mouth sucking on my nipples, too. I want to feel your hands on my ass. And I want to feel your hands squeezing the cheeks of my ass. I want to feel your fingers on my snatch, and I want you to feel how wet you make me get when you are near me. I want to feel your finger on my clit, twirling it around and rubbing my clit in circles. I want you to make me cum and cum and cum and cum and cum. I want you to go down on me like you never went down on any woman before. And I want to feel your tongue on my sweet snatch, and I want you to lick and suck my clit, like you never licked and sucked before. And I want you to

Just Another Funny From Che :)
My Daddy the Dancer One day a fourth-grade teacher asked the children what their fathers did for a living. All the typical answers came up -- fireman, mechanic, businessman, salesman, doctor, lawyer, and so forth. However, little Justin was being uncharacteristically quiet, so when the teacher prodded him about his father, he replied, "My father's an exotic dancer in a gay cabaret and takes off all his clothes in front of other men and they put money in his underwear. Sometimes, if the offer is really good,he will go home with some guy and stay with him all night for money." The teacher, obviously shaken by this statement, hurriedly set the other children to work on some exercises and then took little Justin aside to ask him, "Is that really true about your father?" "No," the boy said, "He works for the Democratic National Committee and is helping to get Hillary Clinton to be our next President, but I was too em barrassed to say that in front of the other kids." -------

Friends
True Friendship 1. When you are sad -- I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against the sorry bastard who made you sad. 2. When you are blue -- I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile -- I will know you finally got laid. 4. When you are scared -- I will rag on you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried -- I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be until you quit whining. 6. When you are confused -- I will use little words. 7. When you are sick -- Stay the hell away from me until you are well again. I don't want whatever you have. 8. When you fall -- I will point and laugh at your clumsy ass. 9. This is my oath..... I pledge it to the end. "Why?" you may ask; "because you are my friend". Remember........A good friend will help you move.....a REALLY good friend will help you move a body.......let me know if you ever need

What To Tell A Girl(military Style)
Military Angels God made special angels Their purpose to be the sole mates of those in the military. They will be understanding. Their wills shall be strong to handle the hardships as they come along. They were given a talent to make anywhere home. Far away from their families and sometimes alone. To move on short notice to a strange new place And able to make a new life at a new post or base. They must be loving, caring, trustworthy and wise. And to any occasion, they are ready to rise. They handle long times of being alone writing letters, making packages and sitting by the phone. They have pride in their country and the uniform. For this is the reason, for which they were born. They will keep the car running and mow the grass until the troops are home at last. God made special angels, They are to be the brave men and women of our military God wanted the best for his service in life So he created the military husband and wife. ---Tell her you miss her like crazy,

Just Some More About Me!
I do weekly cam shows on the network that's linked to my website (http://www.candiswildgirlz.com/gina/)usually on Friday nights from 10 pm central-11pm central. I am going to be having my tubes tied this Thursday, though, so I'm doing my show on Tuesday at 10 central instead. Its everything goes, unless you're rude (lol) and its just a little something extra for you guys to enjoy. I don't know if I'll be good to go in a week following my surgery but if I am, then my next friday night show will be March 2. I'll try to do it, even if I have to puss out and wear something that I can show everything but the scars . But the coolest part about the surgery is that afterwards, I can't get pregnant!!! The type of thing to look forward to with my cam shows is that I love anal, have lots of toys, and my boobs are 44H!! I have a few guys that ask to see my feet alot... I personally think there are prettier feet out there, but if you'd like to see for yourself, I'm fine with showing...

Oh The Cleverness Of Twatwaffle And Asshat
Ok guys im sick stuck in the house with some kind of strep throat/flu crap and of course being stuck in the house it gave me ample time to run in frivolous circles with my sister Sunny (aka Asshat) over yahoo messenger .... one thing you have to understand about our relationship, is that first and for most Sunny is my Girl but second... Sunny is my spell check LOL Toxic: i ate fritos for brakfast this morning... Toxic: sick smiley Sunny: oh yeah.. thats gonna help Toxic: i should have made soup Sunny: dingleberry! Toxic: LOL Sunny: fluids!! Toxic: i dont like fluids Toxic: there are already enough coming out of my nose already Sunny: not body fluids.. this is why your the twatwaffle.. lmao Toxic: i want to dry it out Toxic: LOL Toxic: right! Sunny: lol Sunny: did you see my blog?? (you HAVE GOT to look at this!) Sunny: http://cherrytap.com/blog/45270 Sunny: that should make you laugh Toxic: k let me go look Sunny: =)) LOL

Lonely
Lonely By Steven Cook Night time is near , I’m alone once more A lonely night so I lock the door I lay awake so determine to sleep I close my eyes and constantly weep I think of her throughout the night And how I wish I could hold her tight To be together until death do us part She was the reason my life would start The beginning of her love was precious and true She knew just who I was and knew what to do To keep me happy to make me see That love was destined for her and me The times we shared were perfect and rare The happiness I felt I just knew she cared She put passion in everything she did for me She made me believe that I could be king So I gave her my heart only to find That love was not destined love led me blind

A Matter Of Perspective
A boss wondered why one of his most valued employees had not phoned in sick one day. Having an urgent problem with one of the main computers, he dialed the employee's home phone number and was greeted with a child's whisper. "Hello." "Is your daddy home?" he asked. "Yes," whispered the small voice. "May I talk with him?" The child whispered, "No." Surprised and wanting to talk with an adult, the boss asked, "Is your Mommy there?" "Yes." "May I talk with her?" Again the small voice whispered, "No" Hoping there was somebody with whom he could leave a message, the boss asked, "Is anybody else there?" "Yes," whispered the child, "a policeman" Wondering what a cop would be doing at his employee's home, the boss asked, "May I speak with the policeman?" "No, he's busy", whispered the child. "Busy doing what?" "Talking to Daddy and Mommy and the Fireman," came the whispered answer. Growing more worried a

Betta Name
OK, I need a good CT name??? anyone care to help??? Well, It was fun for awhile. Then came the buy me's, the the add a friend that never talks to you.. lol they just wanna get higher on the list.. Then of course there are the haters.. u know who you are.. lol Then of course you rate people but they never rate back.. so i'm done for now... my be back in the future.. I will not forget you guys and girls of FU... Merry Christmas and Happy New Year.. Peace!! Smitty..

Gwen's Blog... Haha... Exciting New Stuff!
Well I had an exciting Valentines day. The night before I had trouble sleeping... Let me take you back about 9 years first... I had a baby in Sept of 97... My husband at the time was a loser and was never home... he would come home only when it was good for him... he denied the baby all the time... As a matter of fact the first time he ever seen his daughter she was only 2 days old but he was drunk as fuck... yeah way to go right... anyways I had her up until she was 5 mths old... I decided that I couldn't be a mother and give my daughter the things she needed... I found some people that wanted to adopt my daughter... Ok now back to presant day... Here I am the morning of valentines day... Like 2 AM... can't sleep... I get up and decide that I am going to look for these people... I mean after all it is an open adoption... I found them under a school email... not completely sure if it was them or not, but took that chance... So I sent them an email telling them all about my life an

Contest
HI EVERYONE-IT HAS BEEN NICE TALKING TO YOU ALL AND MEETING U ALL BUT IM LEAVING BECAUSE I THOUGHT PEOPLE HERE LIKED TO MEET NEW PEOPLE AND HAVE FUN ON HERE AND ARE FRIENDS BUT IVE MADE A LOT OF FRIENDS ON HERE AND I ASKED A SIMPLE THING FROM EVERYONE AND IT SEEMS LIKE NO ONE REALLY CARES SO I THINK AFTER APRIL 30TH IM CLOSING THE ACCOUNT UNLESS THINGS CHANGE FROM ALL MY FRIENDS ON CHERRY TAP. THE ONE SIMPLE REQUEST I ASKED IS LISTED BELOW IF I AM WRONG ABOUT WHAT I SAID ABOVE AND U DONT WANT ME TO LEAVE THEN PLEASE READ BELOW AND SHOW ME THANKS 10,000 IN 1 WEEK THANKS HEY ALL HELP THIS MAN OUT HE IS AN AWESOME GUY SO PLEASE GO COMMENT BOMB HIS AND SHOW MORE THEN U EVER HAVE AND THERE WILL BE A SUPRISE IN IT FOR THE ONE WHO DOES 10,000 IN 1 WEEK NOT ONLY THAT THIS MAN SERVES IN THE UNITED STATES MARINE CORP AND IS CURRENTLY SERVING OVER IN IRAQ AND MAKING IT SAFER FOR ALL OF US SO LETS SHOW HIM OUR LOVE AND SUPPORT FOR ALL HE HAS AND IS DOING FOR US!!! T

* Scalar Waves *
Scalar Waves (Scalar Standing Wave / Flash Light Sequences) Scalar: Etymology: Latin scalaris, from scalae stairs, ladder - scale 1 : having an uninterrupted series of steps : GRADUATED 2a : capable of being represented by a point on a scale 2b : of or relating to a scalar or scalar product Scalar in Physics and Math means a quantity that does not depend upon any system (co-ordinate system or direction) to be defined; it's already defined by its quantity. i.e. The speed of an object is a scalar (e.g. 180 km/h), while its velocity is not (180 km/h north). The first does not depend upon a "direction" but the second does. 3 : scalar (noun) a quantity, for example, mass or time, that has magnitude but no direction (Merriam-Webster Dictionary & Wikipedia.org) A Scalar Wave is a multi-dimensional standing wave pattern that emanates out of a fixed point of sound -tonal vibration - within the Morphogenetic Field (MF) of the Cosmic Unified Field of Energy. Scalar

She Said Yes
Well everybody knows that this past week was Valentines Day and I told my wife that I had a surprise for her that I wanted to wait to tell her what it was. We went out last night (Saturday 2/17/07) with a group of our very good friends to Riders in the Country...well I got up on stage and asked my wife to marry me again and she said yes....We have been married 12 years next month. 4 days until the big day...we are getting re-married Saturday and I cannot wait till then.

Brand New Goober
That right kiddies Malo De Dentro is calling it quits. A few of the members have decided to go in different directions. The band has one last show that we have committed in doing which is on July 20th, 2007 at Jheads in Phoenix, AZ so come out and give us a great send off. I wish the guys all my best. Now on to my next musical adventure. David I can't vote or nothing, I'm such a loser. Yeah So I'm new here. So forgive me my ignorance until I get the feel of this site. Seems kinda busy to me, but I'm sure I'll get it figured out. Cheers, David

Whats Going On In Here?
Hi everyone my name is Alicia I just joined this page today to see what it is all about! I hope u all enjoy my page!!! I am a friendly person most of the time!!! LOL JK but feel free to leave me a message and I will return the favor ok TTYL!!! Oh yea and I have this thing I love Black men and I am Bi sexual also!!! Note to yourself if u are a man and over the age of 34 please leave my page and dont bother!!!

* Holographic Templates * & The Holographic Universe *
Holographic Template The Holographic Template is the original thought-form construct upon which our universal structure is perpetually created. The Holographic Template represents the living Morphogenetic Field - the dimensionalized blueprint of conscious light, sound and scalar waves, within which the individuated consciousness is stationed, an upon the illusion of solidity is manifest. The human body is a living “holographic projection machine”. Consciousness IS energy and Energy IS Conscious. The externalization of life, manifestation of matter and individuation of identity are HOLOGRAPHIC PROJECTIONS of Consciousness-Energy Substance, created through an intrinsic order of energetic relationships. Energetic relationships represent interrelationships of consciousness, in its infinite manifest and de-manifest form. Reality is Thought Construction. The core substance of the cosmos is Consciousness. Thought is an attribute of Consciousness, the filter th

New To Ct!
Thanks to all of those that have welcomed me and such! Things Fall Apart When your life, is at its best, things fall apart. When it seems, you can't lose, things fall apart. When all is dim, yet hopeful, things fall apart. Finally, when all seems well, and ground lost has been regained, things still fall apart. B.G.

* Morphogenetic Fields *
(Crystal Body , Manifestation Template or Organic Imprint for Health) All matter forms and forms of consciousness, including planetary bodies and human bodies, are manifested through a morphogenetic (form-holding) imprint, which exists as a quantity of crystalline (that's why it's also called crystal body), electro-tonal energetic substance that is composed of specific patters of frequency. (See: Universal Manifestation Template, Primal Order, Energy Matrix, Time Matrix) This morphogenetic imprint sets the pattern for a form within the 15-dimensional Unified Field of energy substance, The morphogenetic imprint holds the instructions and design for form-building in a type of digital or electronic encoding, known as Keylon Codes. Forms come into manifestation and evolve, as patterns of frequency are drawn into the forms' morphogenetic field, from the dimensional frequency bands of the Unified Field of energetic substance within which the morphogenetic field is placed. Thi

Jeffbot
So ... this is not so much a blog as it is just a question for discussion: Should guys post NSFW photos ... or not? Personally ... I sooo don't care, seeing as how I'm never going to see them anyway ... But it's a conversation I've had with a lot of women . Some think no ... some like to see something sexy (maybe "R" rated) ... and some like free porn. ;-) Comments? (And no, I don't have any such thing posted. ;-) ) Check out a new blog about sexual networking and the new sexual revolution. www.intotemptation.net

Does He Love Me?
There comes a time in your life when you think you have found that one true love, then the worst happens heartbreak. You start thinking does he really love me or does he just say that , and what have I done to deserve this? Why do the majority of the girls get fucked over all the time?

Goddess
Tara, Goddess of Peace and Protection Goddess Tara is probably the oldest goddess who is still worshipped extensively in modern times. Tara originated as a Hindu goddess, the Mother Creator, representing the eternal life force that fuels all life. There are many embodiments of Tara, but the best known are the White Tara and the Green Tara. The peaceful, compassionate White Tara gently protects and brings long life and peace. The more dynamic goddess, Green Tara is the "Mother Earth", and a fierce goddess who overcomes obstacles, and saves us from physical and spiritual danger. In Sanskrit, the name Tara means Star, but she was also called She Who Brings Forth Life, The Great Compassionate Mother, and The Embodiment of Wisdom, and the Great Protectress. Adopted by Buddhism, she become the most widely revered deity in the Tibetan pantheon. In Buddhist tradition, Tara is actually much greater than a goddess -- she is a female Buddha, an enlightened one was has

Mad,sexy,cool Girl
MAMA IS ABOUT 5'2 HELLA SEXY WITH A GANGSTA LOOK,ITALIAN DIVA GLAD TO MEET YA WISH I COULD HAVE MET YA TEN YEARS AGO.BODY LIKE WHOA LOOKING ALL FLY AND SHIT WITH THE MIND OF BIZNESS EXEC,JUST THINKING ABOUT SHORTIES PERFECT 10 BODY GOT A SOLJA ALL ERECT.JUST GETTING TO KNOW HER BUT DAMN I'D LIKE TO SHOW HER WHAT A REAL SOLJA I COULD BE,NO MAN MAKES HER HAPPY AND THAT'S A FACT AND ITS ONLY BECAUSE SHE JUST MET ME.MAMI IS INTO HER FAMILY SHE IS IN LOVE WITH HER KIDS AND TO ME THAT IS A PLUS,WITH THE VOICE OF AN ANGEL GOT ME ENTANGLED AND MY THOUGHTS ARE FULL OF LUST.JUST HEARING HER SPEAK MAKES A BRO WEAK WANTING AND CRAVING HER IN EVERY WAY,DAMN GOT ME THINKING ABOUT CONSTANTLY FREAKING,EATING,LICKING, THINGS LIKE THAT ALL THROUGH THE DAY.NOW DON'T GET ME WRONG IT'S NOT JUST ABOUT HER BODY AND THE WAY SHE LOOKS,MISS LADY HAS AMAZING STREET AND BOOK KNOWLEDGE THAT IS WHAT HAS ME HOOKED.A CONSTANT GO GETTER MAMA IS A WINNER SHE IS A HUSTLA IN EVERY WAY,IF YOU EVER NEED ME I'LL HOLD YOU DO

Special Poem
THEY SAY MEMORIES ARE GOLDEN, WELL MAYBE THAT IS TRUE. BUT WE NEVER WANTED MEMORIES, WE ONLY WANTED YOU. A MILLION TIMES WE'VE NEEDED YOU,A MILLION TIMES WE'VE CRIED. IF LOVE ALONE COULD HAVE SAVED YOU, YOU NEVER WOULD HAVE DIED. IN LIFE WE LOVED YOU DEARLY, IN DEATH WE LOVE YOU STILL. IN OUR HEARTS YOU HOLD A SPECIAL PLACE, NO ONE WILL EVER FILL. OUR FAMILY CHAIN HAS BEEN BROKEN AND NOTHING SEEMS THE SAME. BUT AS GOD CALLS US ONE BY ONE, THE CHAIN WILL LINK AGAIN. IN LOVING MEMORY OF CHRISTOPHER MICHEAL SIMMONS BORN 03/06/1982 DIED 11/29/2003

God's Creation
On the very first day, God created the cow. He said to the cow, "Today I have created you! As a cow, you must go to the field with the farmer all day long. You will work all day under the sun! I will give you a life span of 50 years." The cow objected, "What? This kind of tough life you want me to live for 50 years? Let me have 20 years, and the 30 years I'll give back to you." So God agreed. On the second day, God created the dog. God said to the dog, "What you are supposed to do is to sit all day by the door of your house. Any people that come in, you will have to bark at them! I'll give a life span of 20 years." The dog objected, "What? All day long to sit by the door? No way! I give you back my other 10 years of life!" So God agreed. On the third day, God created the monkey. He said to the monkey, "Monkeys have to entertain people. You've got to make them laugh and do monkey tricks. I'll give you 20 years life span." The monkey objected. "What? Make them laugh? Do mo

Tattoo's And Piercings
OK MY LOVELY FRIENDS YES I AM IN YET ANOTHER TATTOO CONTEST SO PLZ PLZ PLZ CAN YOU COMMENT BOMB THE HECK OUT OF ME....WITH EVERYONES HELP I CAME IN 3RD PLACE IN THE LAST ONE SO AGIN THANK YOU FOR ALL YOUR SUPPORT. HERE IS THE LINK FOR THIS NEW ONE... THANX AGAIN SCOOTER 1. Are you dating the last person you talked to on the phone? My Daughter 2. Pretend you had 10 beers. Describe what you would be doing? Passed out...lol 3. What do you want? A good woman who loves me for me 4. Who was the last person you shared a bed with? my cat 5. Do you talk to yourself? yes...at times 6. Do you drink milk straight from the carton? lactose intolerant 7. Who knows a secret or two about you? my daughter 8. How long is your hair? short 9. Do you like Batman? he's ok 10. Who was the last person who told you they loved you? my daughter 12. Do you swear at your parents? no,I like my teeth 13.Do you like anyone? I like a lot of people 14. When wa

First Another Blog
subject: random sunrise thinking post date: 2007-02-18 10:06:43 views: 2 comments: 0 ratings: 0 Well it`s time for a new one of these… Blogs that is.. I should give a lil more info ...ya know where I`m tryin to go. I like the night… it just feels a`ight I wake up… the sun goes down… Or is it… the other way around Anyway that`s `bout time I come around. I`m not just nocturnal ... I`m a bit tropical as well this snow is killing me…. & it killed my car as well .. It`s half my fault & I juss` made me make it worse … it`s not that bad, it`s not like I`m in ..(L0L).. ,,, the back of a hearse! It`s like sometimes $H!T goes bad…let`s choose when we get cursed If my ride don`t wanna run… then isn`t runnin` it worse? Leave it parked there … with the snow on the hood I`ll still, i`ll still get to work… so whut if I gotta.. I`ll kick it on hoof Peeps be lookin at me like I`m some kinda goof Anyway that`s me, I`m me.. I`m a fool Ask anyone! I never claim that I`

Stabbed By My Bestfriend.. Tell Me What You Think....
Heyyy Yall... Well I have had somethings on my mind. Things goin on in my life. THAT TRUELY SUCKS.... I want to know what people think about this. Well I have been friends with this girl for years well about 10 years. She was my best friend. Someone I turned to when I had problems. Like this one. Anyways, I dated this guy 2 years ago now. We dated a few months. We were like bestfriends... Well he was my best guy friend...We broke up but we were more then friends after the fact. It also went on for a year. Now its been a year since. And I cared so much about this guy. I stoped talkin with him so much so I could get over him or at least keep my distance. You know. So We used to talk every night. He used to send me texts every morning and night. Sayin well duhh Good Morning and Good Night. I really liked him. Well lets say I loved him very much. Now my Ex- bestfriend.. Someone who never liked him really. Is datin him. She didn't even have the nerve to tell me. I found out on

Relationships
If you can understand this and what you need to do then you are the type for me. If not don't bother. My name is Loreen Shizue Akamine. I was born at 3pm on September 9 1981 which makes me a virgo.I was born normal or we thought I was. At the age of 3 months old I had seizures so my parents took me to the ER and found out I had seizures so I was put on medications for seizures. Today I am still on meds for seiuzres.At the age of 12 or 13 I developed another form of seizures(psychological non epileptic seizures/somatoform disorder) which for the longest time I had no cure but I now take goji juice and it really works for me.I was in special ed all my life. I have physical therapy,occupational therapy,and speech therapy. No one can tell something is wrong with me by looking at me.Sometimes I have difficulty walking up on a hill so I would need someone to hold my hand.I can do most things by myself but I would need some reminders. I can cook pretty well. I have been in hospitals/group ho

Toast Of The Day
Here's to the breeze That blows through the trees And lifts the skirts above the knees To show us the things that tease and please Oh, how I love the breeze! Here's to me, here's to you, if you don't like me then FUCK YOU!!

Shadow Vampire
Shadow Vampire Many dark centuries have passed since the first vampire was created. During that time an evolution occurred in the ranks of the Vampire legions. New breeds rose to follow their different paths... among them walks the Shadow Vampire. Unknown to most they developed many powers such as the ability to observe and absorb the talents and feelings of these they encountering their journeys, In time of great danger they found the Shadow Realm. A place not easily tolerated, causing great pain and even death to many that tried it, but a few intrepid individuals adapted and survived in the Shadow Realm without harm... thus the Shadow moniker. As the centuries have passed they have crossed paths with many other breeds finding many that the like and even more that they don't. Perhaps it was because of the nature of the Shadow Realm with its constant sameness that their curiosity became so strong. Intrigued by the powers of the others displayed they sought out and learned al

Jealousy
I don't understand how you can say you love someone so much and treat them like shit! Why not just be happy for them that they are happy right where they're at. That may mean it's not with you, SO WHAT! GET OVER IT!!! Seriously. Last night was a freakin blast!!! Splinters was flippin packed!!! But I had TONS of fun and can't wait to do it again in a couple weeks and of course on thursday. Much love, Sarah

Need Help!
So my son is in the cutest kid contest! Right now, HE'S IN THE LEAD, but there's one kid tailing him!!! Help us out, PLEASE!!! I will return the favor, just tell me what u need! Here's the link... comment bomb like crazy!!!

Ooo...
hey everty1..just saying hi..i would love some cherry love..ill return the love...so show it to me..lol 1. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead? adorable 2. A big poofy dress or a short party dress? poofy dress for prom...short dress for clubs 3. What would you do if you received a long love letter? smile. 4. Group dates or single dates? single. 5. Do you hate it when guys act different around their friends? yes 6. Are diamonds a girl’s best friend? no. i just want someone to love me 7. Is your hair up or down today? up 8. Do you straighten your hair? yes. when i feel the need 9. Favorite mascara? Avon 10. Do you get your nails done? every great leap year 11. Small or large purses? medium 12. In your purse, what are your must haves? everything..fone.make-up.pens.camera. 13. Jeans or sweats? jeans. 14. Do you wear clothes/shoes/jewelry that’s uncomfortable? sometimes. 15. Do you text message a lot? bunches 16. What wo

Natalie's Blog
i'm bored. i went to bed at 2am and it was too early for my bf apparently so he went to bed at like 5am.. that's a guess really.. before i went to bed i told him to move his mattress into the other room so he wouldn't wake me up when he went to bed lol. now he's still sleeping. wish i wasn't so tired last night or i woulda invited him into my bed for a while ;) now he'll probably sleep all day until we have to drive him home.. booo. we haven't done it all weekend. he might come by wednesday though to watch LOST =)

Stupid Stuff I Do
ok so like 6 months ago my dad's cats had kittens and i ended up with 3 female cats. well my sister took one so that left me with 2 females....or so i thought. anyways a couple weeks ago, one of the females kept attacking the other, while they were wrestling (yeah right) i noticed something that shouldn't have been between my one females legs. so to make a long story short my female now has her balls cut off and is really pissed at me.

A Look Into My Life...
Just a Simple Gesture? Smiling faces surround me unlike in the past. Back when everything was dark and cold. Those expressions of happiness are there now, but why not before? Have I grown? Have I changed yet still sunk to thier level? How could a world change so quickly that in one year it went from dark to light, but in my eyes it hasn't changed at all? Although maybe through all this confusion it hasn't gone from dark to light, but from dark to dawn, leaving time for the sun to rise. Or maybe I was wrong. The smiling faces are just a facade to deceive me. Stopping me from putting up my shield. Is it really that hard to look past a person's body to the inside where a person is who they really are? From this ignorance my heart and soul are crying for their eyes to see the other side of that simple gesture. Kellie J Snyder Copyright ©2006 Kellie J Snyder Untitled A dreary day The wind blows cold. There are only warm thoughts, Of having you to h

Lite Reading
Can you imagine working for a company that has a little more than 500 employees and has the following statistics: * 29 have been accused of spousal abuse * 7 have been arrested for fraud * 19 have been accused of writing bad checks * 117 have directly or indirectly bankrupted at least 2 businesses * 3 have done time for assault * 71 cannot get a credit card due to bad credit * 14 have been arrested on drug-related charges * 8 have been arrested for shoplifting * 21 are currently defendants in lawsuits * 84 have been arrested for drunk driving in the last year... Can you guess which organization this is? Give up yet? It's the 535 members of the United States Congress. The same group that crank out hundreds of new laws each year designed to keep the rest of us in line.

Help Wanted.....please?
I have some lovely pictures that I would like to stash....only I don't know how to! Cut and paste/ copy doesn't work....how do I make my pics into html or whatever? Any help gratefully received. Thanks in advance.

Nascar Season
whats up with people today i was driving back from tifton ga last night and cars and truck were about to run all over me and i was doing 75 mph they are getting crazier or just plain stupid. Express Yourself LIVE ok all you race fans are we all ready for it to being. who will be the 2007 nascar champion? i would put my sites on a rookie this year.

.......
Something has to be done about this. I'm all for being teased but this is borderline harassment. Defamation of character, even! It's no secret I've been wanting a tattoo ever since my cat scarred my arm up years ago. I still have those scars from our *battles*. I'd deliberately pick fights with him just for the infliction of wounds .. but that's another issue better categorized in my future "why I'm seeing a shrink" entry, no? My Mom came home with her first tat a few weeks ago. Since then everyone has been taunting me over it. Carol Brady got inked before I did. O' the shame. Tomorrow afternoon Mom's getting her tat touched up since it didn't take well the first time around. I'm going with her. If I do not return home inked I will be moving to a new town, changing my identity .. never to speak of this again. Wish me luck.

Control
I thought I knew you, I thought you cared, I thought you loved me, and wanted me there, you only wanted control.. I thought it was more, I thought it was true, I thought I could trust you, I could count on you, you only wanted control... I thought this was real, I thought this would last, I thought we had a tomorrow, building a past, you only wanted control... I won't be lied to, I won't be abused, time that things change, time that you knew, I'm takeing control, with or without you.. Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Self Confidence
READ THIS LET IT REALLY SINK IN - THEN CHOOSE . John is the kind of guy you love to hate. He is always in a good mood and always has something positive to say. When someone would ask him how he was doing, he would reply, "If I were any better, I would be twins!" He was a natural motivator. If an employee was having a bad day, John was there telling the employee how to look on the positive side of the situation. Seeing this style really made me curious, so one day I went up and asked him, "I don't get it! You can't be a positive person all of the time. How do you do it?" He replied, "Each morning I wake up and say to myself, you have two choices today. You can choose to be in a good mood or ... you can choose to be in a bad mood. I choose to be in a good mood." Each time something bad happens, I can choose to be a victim or...I can choose to learn from it. I choose to learn from it. Every time someone comes to me complaining, I can choose to accept their complain

Over The Hills And Far Away...
Please, I really need your help. I need a book 'Horror A Thematic History in Fiction and Film' or a copy of it. It is too expensive to me to buy it by Amazon and send it to Poland. Please, if you have that book, please, let me know. THANK YOU ;* I was Tagged by TOMICIDE Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I was addicted to carrot juice. After 6 months my skin was orange. I quit it but I still like it. 2. I love TEA. I have so many different kinds of tea at home. Most of them I didn't try. 3. I always dream about being a solider. 4. I really wanna go and live in America... 5. I wanna fall in love... 6. My relationship with my mother

Hedonism Ii
Just got back for Hedonism in Jamaica. Had a blast getting that all over tan. Sun was hot and the activies were hotter. LOOKING FOR PEOPLE TO GO ALONG ON JAN OF 2008. We had 72 people that went with our group FUN IN THE SUN CREW and 22 booked for 2008 because thay stated it was the most fun they ever had. So If your interested in having what we call the most fun you can without your pants on drop me a line. WYLD CHILD

What A Year Already
I think of many things that I've done in my life, and realize ... I'm ok with dieing ~ I've raised my child and been a good Mother ~ I've been a great commanion and friend to many , and done everything in my ability to strive for success . I've put my own life aside to take care of the people that needed me the most. I took care of my dieing brother, I cared my ailing father, and now I'm tending to my disabled mother. I've never really had much of MY OWN life to live.. but I've lived my life through others !! I've been all over the US, and been to or at least through at least 30 of the states. I've even ventured into Canada several times. I've ran my own successful business. I've bowled, I've owned part of a racing team , I've swam in the ocean.. what more can a person ask for ?? SO yup... if it's my time to go.. then know I'm just at rest now. And my body is at peace ! Wow , where do I even begin ? 2007 has already started out to be a terrible year ! I should of known when Jan 1st

Release
Im in a dark sad place but people dont see it Its hell and scares me Im a fake I pretend Im happy but I am not It hurts to be alone Pain brings me brief joy The blood stained blade is a temporary friend Love is being said But not felt to be held would be bliss Im in a dark sad place but YOU cant see it Its a prison its my MIND Sitting in my room, reminiscing my empty life Thinking about how I could have served myself better When I sleep, I see nothing but evil, pain, misery When I’m awake, I see nothing different The world means nothing to me I walk around with a veil over my eyes And a blanket over my mind I see black and white I feel only one emotion, misery I cannot keep on living in the meaningless thing we call life I grab my shiny, silver lover The one who never lets me down As the dark red line begins to form across my wrist I still feel nothing but satisfaction I feel my soul beginning to lift I can see my body gently lying on the stained,

The Many Names Of Intercourse/sex
THE MANY NAMES OF INTERCOURSE you make love to the princess you nail the goth chicks you pay to pound the strippers you feed the fatties dick you fuck the drunken strangers you pork the female jocks you screw the lonely housewife you give the whore the cock you shag when your in britain you jerk when your alone your gramma calls it whoopie a college girl you bone you cherry-pop the virgins you do it with the sluts you bang the chicks who dig the whips and chains *DeViLs lil SiStA* There's not a word than can describe that but Absolute Nirvana ... is the best I can do =) you feed the one night stands you'll never see again "tha salami" *** added 4 Cassy ;) Lady♥Lafter I'd call that some intense seriously rough hellacious fucking ;)

Iceee
I am so tired of all this b.s I rate all my friends pictures and stashes. I have more than a few friends here yet only 6 of my friends return the rates I mean come on people you expect me to rate all of your stuff well im not doing it anymore.The 6 or 7 who do return the rates and talk to me and dear friends you know who you are Iloves yas each and every one!!! I DON'T CARE HOW MANY FRIENDS I LOSE OVER THIS!!!!! Month One Mommy I am only 4 inches long but I have all my organs. I love the sound of your voice. The sound of your heart beat is my favorite lullaby. Month Two Mommy today I learned how to suck my thumb. If you could see me you could definitely tell that I am a baby. I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though. It is so nice and warm in here. Month Three You know what Mommy I'm a boy!! I hope that makes you happy. I always want you to be happy. I don't like it when you cry. You sound so sad. It makes me sad too and I cry with

God Of Fuck
My hands upon your knees I am Moses parting the waters With my love inside, you widen Even farther than your legs are supposed to go Like a Bible opening to a secret passage I run my fingers down the page Looking for the words That can save a man's soul That can freeze and shatter time Now I am like Noah Waiting out the storm Waiting out the wrath of God Waiting to seed your earth You open the glowing gates to Eden The birthplace of creation calling me home Now I am like Adam Heaping taboo upon my plate My penis in the hand of woman Leading me out of paradise Our sins exposed like Eve's shame revealed We ask forgiveness Of a cherub and a sword But these doors were closed long before We chose this skin Of animal and beast So now you ask to call me Master And you beg to see my whip For you are sure the joy of service Will illuminate your path But I am slave by noble birth And I will not wear a mask And before this night is over We shal

About Me
Everyone of us have children in our lives, even if they are the children of our neighbors, the children in our churches, schools, community centers. Be sure to read this snopes file to the end. It is frightening but it is also something we all need to know. Drug Alert - Protect Our Children Then join my column readers for laughs at real life singles. Cra-Z D8s (click here for more) Created by Crazyprofile.com There was ample knowledge aforehand that Cho was imbalanced. He was stalking his ex-girlfriend. There were signs and no one took those signs seriously. Various issues gave birth to my column Cra-Z D8s. Although I strive to inject humor into each article for the benefit of the victim of this bad date, I also strive to inject meaning and lessons into each article. Some issues are minor in comparison to the severity of say date rape, such as a person's fear of rejection when wanting to enter a music club and her st

Real Fu-kin Life.
Episode IV A long time ago on a social site far far away.... .......... A long time ago when this was site was called called Lost Cherry... . Baby Jesus , Scrapper and the rest of the Fubar family...... ..decided to make their own site, hoping that it would be a cool place to chill...a land for adults...community regulated...a place to escape, and far away from the lies , spam and emo children of myspace.... ..imagine this site with No VIP, No Happy Hours, No Bling Packs, No Blogs, No Top Anything of the week, Top Photos of the Hour, No Bling, No ability to comment on bulletins, No Block features, No Privacy Settings, The Highest Level was 20, No Salute Pictures, No Amber Alerts, the most expensive gift cost 10,000 fubucks, No Fupal, No Tickers, the term "NSFW" was not created yet...it was called "adult"... ..you could be 13 to join the site. There were no angels or devils, no godfathers, It had less than 70,000 profiles (the actual member count no one knows), No Crushe

Poll
tr> NaughtyPoll.com - take your own poll! 1. How old are you?Over 30 2. What is your sexual orientation?Bisexual 3. Have you ever given someone oral sex?Sure I have 4. Have you ever received oral sex?Yes, of course 5. How many sexual partners have you had?10-15 6. What is your pubic hair style?All natural 7. What kind of underwear do you wear?Boxer Briefs 8. Have you ever taken, or been in, naked photos?Both taken and been in them 9. Have you ever been to a nude beach, or nudist area?Yes, a nude beach 10. Do you watch porn?Yes, of course. Who hasn't? 11. Have you ever watched others, or been watched having sex?Both watched others and been watched 12. How large are you...ya know, in the pants?About 6 inches 13. Have you ever expirimented with another man?Yes I have 14. What is your favorite sexual position?Anything that gets me off 15. Are you circumcised?Yes I am 16. What gets you off fastest?Blow job 17. How often do you masturbate?Whenever I

Shoutboxxx
to explain.... my shoutbox is family-only now. it is eternally screwy. firefox claims I need a plugin. I already have it, ARRRRGH!! so I manually reload the damn thing. that is, when it works. often, it's delayed HOURS. IE doesn't recognize CT at all. whatever. just don't shout. mmmmmmk? private message me. or comment. Do Not Shout @ Me. PLEASE.

My Ramblings...
Did you know that the skin is the largest organ in the human body? I just got home from 8 hours of having ink injected into it. My arm looks awesome & is tender as hell at the moment. Sitting for that long wasn't a problem, but I can't say I would want to do it that often. Pictures to follow. Here I am, sitting at home on a Saturday night, so I log into Cherryland. Why am I home on a Saturday night? Loser? No friends? Actually, I got tattooed for five hours today & three hours yesterday. Tonight, I will have an oh so exciting evening of washing, applying vaseling & re-wrapping the new work. I take the aftercare very seriously. The sleeve is coming along very nicely. Actually, it's almost done & it looks fucking awesome! Anyway, here I sit, logged into Cherrytap & I see one of my photos gets rated...gets rated... wait for it...a '1.' Do I care that some random stranger thought that it would be a good use of his time on a Saturday night to cruise by my profile & rate a photo a '1?' No

Myself
Tonight is Barry Bonds last game in San Francisco. We as Giants fans will miss him greatly, I know I truely will. The Giants will be boring for years to come, so be ready Giant fan. Barry Bonds gave us 15 years of Awesome baseball. There is no doubt we as baseball fans where watching history every time he played, every time he swung the bat. Bonds owns so many of baseballs records ... too many to list. In Barry bonds very first game, and very first at bat as a Giant he hit a homerun. He is truely a special person. Yes, he is not loved by everyone, but he does not need to be. He has always been Barry Bonds and always will be Barry Bonds. He is loved by his Family, friends, fans and me. Thank you Barry. Thank you for not saleing out. Thank you for all the great memories. Thank you for being you! ~J~ Seven random facts about me. But first, the rules: Each player starts with seven random fact/habits about themselves. People who get tagged need to write their own blog about their seve

Promises
We met in a world of online dreams, no way to know just how much is true, but I gave my word, to love, respect, only give my love to only you, I WON'T MAKE PROMISES THAT I CAN'T KEEP... It seems that everyday, there is another problem we must face, to come between us, try to take our love away, I told you , I was in this with you come what may, there is nothing, that will stop me from loveing you, I will stand beside you, come thick or thin, I know I told you, I give my word again, I WON'T MAKE PROMISES THAT I CAN'T KEEP... Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Dante Inferno Test
MyHotComments / HotFreeLayouts The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Second Level of Hell!Here is how you matched up against all the levels:LevelScorePurgatory (Repenting Believers)HighLevel 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)LowLevel 2 (Lustful)HighLevel 3 (Gluttonous)LowLevel 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)LowLevel 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)High

Given Up
given up. Its been too long now I need a change I need some action Anything This is the end of it I cant take it anymore Standing here Feeling stupid and alone Like Im the only one Who doesnt Who hasnt Need something new Need you No Im not ok But I lie and say -- Im fine And so slowly You turn away I feel like Im competing with nothing And it doesnt matter Cause Im not yours anymore My hands are cold Too bad its not the beginning Youll find me running In the opposite direction But Im just stupid Im so lost And alone Need nothing new Just you No Im not ok But I lie anyway -- I miss you I miss nothing I want everything I dont know what to do Cant say the truth Cause I dont know what youll do Ill just give up on it But I cant.... ~Terri R. Swancey~

Bridge To Terabithia
We took our kids to watch Bridge To Terabithia last night and I have to say, I was really surprised at how good the movie was. The kids enjoyed the movie and I know this because not one of them made a peep during the whole thing. (which is very rare with 9,9,8,7 year olds lol)I figured it would be a kids only movie but I truly liked it. If you get the chance, watch it, I don't think you will regret it.

Dog The Bounty Hunter
SIGN THIS PETITION...HE BROUGHT JUSTICE TO PEOPLE WHO HAS BEEN DONE WRONG BY A CRIMINAL...WHY SHOULD HE HAVE TO PAY FOR THAT..PLEASE HELP HIM OUT AND SIGN THIS PETITION MUCH MAHALO, DEE http://www.petitiononline.com/dwayne/petition.html

Star Crossed Lovers
caught up in your memories... haunted by the past... thumbing thru your pictures... our time went to fast... the photos worn and faded... i reach out to touch your face... a deep eternal longing... as i remember your embrace... softly spoken words... still echo in my mind... i mourn all we lost... when "us" you left behind... do i ever cross your mind... as often you do with me? at times still reminded of you... by something that i see... it seems another lifetime... our "starcrossed" fantasy... but those magical memories... will always follow me....

Suffer The Children....
Suffer the children and all they endure... they deserve not the pain being so sweet and pure... some are abused by angry adults... blamed for things that were never their fault... some become pawns in the game of divorce... used as "weapons" to hurt bitter feelings the source... some are abandoned feeling lost and alone... left to fend for themself no place to call home... the scars that are left follow them all of their life... long buried pain still cuts like a knife... suffer the children with no safe place to be... facing life all alone longing to be free......

Don't........
don't send flowers they die anyway... don't say sweet loving words that are just "something that u say"... don't make promises you know you'll never keep... turning "sweet dreams" into nights when u can't sleep... don't say..."Forever"... then just turn and walk away... leaving us to wonder what did we do or say? "I love you" is a simple phrase it can mean alot... but said without meaning it makes it something that its not... don't toy with ones emotions what damage it can do.... Karma is a strange thing it just might come back to you!

Lifes Too Short
You scored as Chains/Handcuffs. Your turn on is handcuffs and chains. You like being cuffed/chained to the bed, or cuffing/chaining your partner down. You love the pure ectasy of being in complete control... or letting someone else have complete control over you. Sex isn't sex without control.Chains/Handcuffs67%Whips50%Bondage50%Blind Folds33%Biting17%Blood0%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Omega's World
1. Your houseplants are alive, and you can't smoke any of them. 2. Having sex in a twin bed is out of the question. 3. You keep more food than beer in the fridge. 4. 6:00 AM is when you get up, not when you go to bed. 5. You hear your favorite song in an elevator. 6 You watch the Weather Channel. 7. Your friends marry and divorce instead of "hook up" and "break up." 8. You go from 130 days of vacation time to 14. 9. Jeans and a sweater no longer qualify as "dressed up." 10. You're the one calling the police because those %&@# kids next door won't turn down the stereo. 11. Older relatives feel comfortable telling sex jokes around you. 12. You don't know what time Taco Bell closes anymore. 13. Your car insurance goes down and your car payments go up. 14. You feed your dog Science Diet instead of McDonald 's leftovers. 15. Sleeping on the couch makes your back hurt. 16. You take naps. 17. Dinner and a movie is the whole date instead of the

Rants...yes I Do Rant Every Now And Then
Ok, so I have come across a problem that has become quite irritating and I just feel that I have to share. Alot of the time that I am on this site, I am at work. Sometimes, I tend to get busy and yes, I minimize my page so that I can take care of the matters at hand. I try to always set my little online status deal, but it really never seems to matter. Seems I always end up coming back to my page to a bunch of guys, that are blowing up my SB with shouts like, where are U?? Why wont you talk to me?? Fine then, w/e, I give up..Dont talk to me... Would you like some cheese and crackers with that "whine"???? OMG!!!! How obnoxious and annoying is THAT??? Good god, I try to talk to everyone that shouts at me, which I'm guessing is a big mistake, because god forbid I try to upload music, or put something in my stash...or rate pics and pros for that matter...I always come back to shouts like this..So, ok, enough with my little rant..I just needed to get it off my chest.. Just remember

Author Unknown
I found this poem and gave it to my grandmother over 5 years ago when my grandfather passed away and it touched me so i wanted to share it...idk who wrote it or the title but it still brings tears to my eyes.... I stood by your bed last nite, I came to take a peep. I could see you were crying, you found it hard to sleep. I whispered to you softly, as you brushed away a tear, "its me, I haven't left you, I'm well, I'm fine, I'm here." I was close to you at breakfast, I watched you pour the tea, you were thinking of the many times you passed that cup to me. I was with you at the shops today, your arms were getting sore, I longed to take your parcels, I wished I carried more. I was with you at my grave today, you tend it with such care, I wanted to reassure you that I am not lying there. I walked with you towards the house as you fumbled for your key, I gently put my hand on yours, I smiled and said "its me." we both went in, you looked so tired and you sank in to your cha

Wolf's Tails
Sorsha sighed wearily as she slumped against the cliff face and looked to see if anyone else survived the dragon's suprise attack. As she looked around, her despair grew. The elf twins were obviously dead; Trila's head laid several feet from her body and Tiri was so much elven jelly between the dead dragons claws. They hadn't even had a chance, the dragon hit them first and before anyone could blink they were both dead. Suddenly Sorsha heard a groan and she stumbled over to Magnos. It had been Magnos' spear strike to the dragon's eye that allowed Sorsha to get the killing blow in, but as soon as he had made his thrust, the dragon had hit him with its tail and smashed him against the rocks. Sorsha feared the worst as she searched him for wounds. A strike like that killed most people and she feared she was going to see a good friend die in her arms yet again. She almost wept with joy when she found that besides a few nasty cuts and bruises, his main problem was a broken

Crucifixion Of An Angel
Crucifixion of an Angel She remains defiant in the face of death Nailed to the cross Accused of treachery and witchcraft She was only true to her soul She had a taste for adventure She could bewitch and beguile She was fantastic company A party animal who also had a sensitive side She loved romantic trips to Paris and Rome She liked expensive clothes Her lovers would spend all their money on her But that was enough to keep her close She always felt the need to move Always uncomfortable in one single place A thirst for excitement which had to be quenched Many of her partners became paupers A few even took their lives She was an explosive personality Once you had spent an even in her company Your life would never be the same And now she has been judged by her former lovers Found guilty of being a witch An old crime in a modern setting I kneel at her feet and beg her to forgive us all "Your beauty corrupted our souls Such beauty only belongs in heaven Return t

Too Long Gone
WE ARE FOREVER BOUND BY THIS FREAKISH LUST THIS UMBILICAL CORD OF PAIN AND GRIEF WE CAN NOT TEAR OURSELVES APART FOR WHEN WE TRY IT IS BUT A FUTILE ATTEMPT THE DARKNESS TRAVELS THE CORD AND ENVELOPES US BOTH FOREVER BOUND TO THE ONE WE HATE WE CLAW AT EACH OTHER FOREVER TO BE LIVING IN PAIN WHAT ONCE WAS SWEET HAS ROTTED OUT THERE IS NO ESCAPE AS I INHALE YOU EXHALE AS YOU SLEEP I WAKE AS YOU CRY I LAUGH AS YOU SCREAM I AM AT PEACE PEACE WITHIN YOUR PAIN AS IT HAS ALWAYS BEEN

Mj
Okay, there is this boy that i love with all my heart and his name is Michael. But I call him MJ. He is my one and only and always will be. He will also be my baby always and forever. I love this boy so much words cant even being to descibe

Sometimes
Nightmares are much more fun and exciting....blood pumping raw and unexpected. Apart from the world and yet in the thick of it. A reason or two makes you wanna stay...and sometimes you hope that if Death's icy hand grabbed your heart...you just may. A place of desires no matter how deep. Where you walk a path or wishes lacking responsibilities or obligations...may the darkness embrace me tightly...so I may share my indulgences here in both worlds...For my own balance. the razored edge of grims blade calls to me, curious remnants pass through my mind, one half anticiapation one half need, with out sorrow nor even a sliver of fear, a welcoming unlike any other, no obligations, no possessions, no more problems, a silence eternal, a dream beyond all dreams, a place where my voice doesn't matter if it's heard or not, time becomes my relief forever. Ponder all the words ever shared, Muses and ideas and thoughts dared, Examine to what end it'll be, Is it the end you hoped you'd se

Come As You Are
Bring all your access troubles bring all your hopes and dreams, bring your shattered past, it's all the same to me, I will never judge you, I will never turn my back, we will face this world together, there is no turning back, A true friend never turns away, a true friend will never stray, I will be your friend, there is no need to change, if you will need a friend then , COME AS YOU ARE!!! Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Emma Rose
Emma Rose There is a tiny garden, It's growing up above, She was taken up so suddenly, And filled with so much love, Her mommy loved her dearly, So many others too, Like family, friends, and neighbors, Now all feeling blue. Emma's very special, She has a job to do, She was given wings to wear so proud, So on the love she'll fly around, Spreading love to everyone, That ever frowns. So if you ever see, a flower or a tree, Remember that is Emma, Spreading smiles, love and glee. Written on February 17, 2007 11:00 PM For Gia in memory of Emma Rose who was called back home to Jesus. bye Susan Du Four Emma Rose There is a tiny garden, It's growing up above, She was taken up so suddenly, And filled with so much love, Her mommy loved her dearly, So many others too, Like family, friends, and neighbors, Now all feeling blue. Emma's very special, She has a job to do, She was given wings to wear so proud, So on the love she'll fly around,

Lifes Hard And We All Have To Deal!
Some people are cruel! "jkatlee@yahoo.com" seems to think hes god making me feel like a piece of dog crap and calling me ugly and fat well some people like ugly and fat and I dont like to put pics up for the reason of rejection life sucks ! This jerk took my yahoo group I worked a year on and threw me out how many people have been treated this way? or am I the only idiot here?:(

Dear Diary
Finally i`m away from Finland. I turned left and arrived to Øuahidri State in Hadramaut. It is a country build on ecological pudding. All the people living there, are called "uncle Christian." All the football teams, named "FC relax now man". All their fish-stores, named "Here are fish" All their playgrounds are filled with rubber. Luckely there are no playgrounds. It s good behavior to kill their children, when they have visitors. They also have other odd customes If you tie your shoelace wrong, you must do it all over again. If you don`t breath, you will choke. If you beat your head with a bat, it hurts. If you wanna shop at wallmart, well please do so, nothing there! When i would leave Øuahidri state in Hadramaut i unfortunatly got back to Finland. The time i have been away the anger had grown on me, they took me in captivity and shoot me at dawn. I only pretend that i was dead. When we had exchanged telefone numbers and shoesize, i left for new adventures again.

Fight For Net Neutrality
If you use the Internet in the least bit, you should know this. By now, mainstream media has started to float the term "Net Neutrality". Some people are still unclear as to what this really is. And if you don't know what it is, you need to take 5 minutes of your day to find out. I'd suggest www.savetheinternet.com (American-based, but it has a flash movie) or the Canadian version, www.neutrality.ca. Either way, same issue. To try and keep this email short, I'll just summarize it as the freedom of the Internet. Net Neutrality is a GOOD THING, and making it the law will ensure our Internet stays free and open to everyone. The Canadian government has made it pretty clear they aren't going to care about the issue, and Canadian ISPs are winning this war. Lets raise some attention to this issue! If you don't have the time to write your MP, or raise awareness yourself, I just ask this.... Go to www.neutrality.ca. Watch the first video, it explains a lot, sign the petition. And pass thi

What Hurts The Most
On Sept. 17th, I recieved a phone call while driving home that my Daughter's dad was found dead in his home after never showing up for work that morning. I fell to pieces and could'nt believe my ears, my 1st thought was how was I going to tell my 7 yr.old daughter that her father was dead. Then the thought of how am I gonna raise her alone came to mind knowing that she loved her daddy and this news would crush her. The time finally came for me to tell her when she got home from school, there was no way around it. One look at me and she knew somethin was terribly wrong and wanted to know right away! I told her the best way I could possibly find and as suspected she busted out crying hysterically. To this day she still talks about him as if he is still here and does'nt show much sorrow, almost as if it still has'nt sunk in yet. I on the other hand have sleepless nights and still have days where all I can do is cry. He was a great father and deffinately a one of a kind person and I wil

Please Join This Group
I leave for the open road again tomorrow, 5/03/07 I hope they can run me like last month, and hope the stress of road rage, and the hostility of the terrorists don't get to me. I am defenatly going back to the strange highways where crazy people play. I have a laptop now so can be on more often. I will be puting up more pictures more frequently and be able to rate pictures more often. I have a cam group on yahoo for adults only it is defenitly NSFW. http://groups.yahoo.com/group/naughtycamfun

Dreams
Ok,Maybe just maybe someone can help me figure this one out,I've searched the Net and can't seem to find anything to help without having to join some type of forum. I had a strange dream the other night and I've tried to no avail to pick it back up again which I can usually do...sorry let me get to the point lol... I had a dream a couple of nights ago about an ex that I have not even thought about conciously in a very long time,I don't remember any dialouge of the dream,just this visual of seeing him in the kitchen of our old place anyways I happen to look down and he has no feet they are amputated right above the ankles and he's got these weird looking prosthetics on....any ideas?

For Papi
As Long As You're Near The first time we met, I could see, That you and I, were meant to be. Your eyes were so gentle, your smile so true, When you first held my hand, I just knew. Now the time has gone by, through laughter and tears, These days I shall cherish, for years upon years. Those memories we have, shall never fade, For those are the steps, that we have made. That was the past, the future is near, I anxiously wait, for what will appear. New homes, more laughter, and children so dear, Everything will be wonderful, as long as you're near. - Cristy Smith -

Never Thought!!!!
Let's just start by saying that the day started off horrible. I closed last night and had to be back to work at 8 this morning. Had to work with our store manager. Who by the way drove me insane and made me want to pull my hair out. So I go home at four and get on Myspace. A daily ritual. :) I was looking at a friends profile, whom I met when dating this guy Mike. They live at least four hours away. Anyways, I saw that Mike had a profile and went to it. Come to find out he is now engaged. Don't get me wrong, I am extremely happy for him but it was like a punch in the face to read that. He was my longest relationship and the guy I thought I was going to marry and have kids with. Seeing that information made the day feel soo much longer and depressing. Oh well I wish them the best.

10ways Of Being A Good Fubarian...
Ten Ways to be a Good FUBARIAN! 1. Show love(Comment your Friends, Random acts of Kindness) Do this as much as U can. Try and show your friends u care even if ur BUSY! Make them a graphic or leave a comment or send a gift. 2. If you visit their blogs... Comment them. You took the time to go see what it was, so leave a comment ...its nice to do so.Rate them as well. 3. Help fellow FUBARIANS out. IF someone needs help, do what you can! 4.At least once a week pick 5 new cherries that just joined and befriend them!! 5. Stay out of the DRAMA. You can be a good friend with out getting involved!! 6. Do not put NSFW pics up as your display!!!Save them for your ADULT folder! Many people on FUBAR are bitter & have absolutely NOTHING better to do than report them, so dont waste time in risking an NSFW pic as a default! 7. The most important thing! When you become friends with someone...DO NOT ASK THEM TO SEE THEIR PRIVATE PICS!!! Its disrespectful. 8. Become a fan!!! Its

Yesterday
I know I try still, you dance in my mind every time I close my eyes I see you, staring back at me and my heart skips, it cant be then silence before the THUMP just say it, you know I will jump and fall, all over again for you this love I feel, from the depth is TRUE I know when you think your feel'n me, everytime you blink how could I control this, strong emotions this love, so deep like the oceans all is hidden, the beauty beneath oneday, it will escape, so grit your teeth then, I will not let go, keep you here in my heart, in my life, always so near as I hold you in my arms, this love I feel we never really touched, becomes so real it has been right from the start, yet is the reason you stay so far away, I bet I gamble my life, if I lose, at least I never will live to feel the pain, the hurt, forever as the days go by I try I know only when I close my eyes, I feel you reaching then I wanna tell you, I

Just Checking It Out...
New to this thing and checking it out. Thanks to Karen for inviting me. I know my profile has been viewed once and i'm sure it will be viewed again by someone who I thought I cared for, but I wish to this day I had never met. This person is a user and always will be. I am glad that I won't be living next door to him anymore. I hope one day he can seriously learn to keep things in his pants. And to think with the smart mind that he has and not the brain down below. I hope that someday there is a girl out there that can outsmart him just as he has done to others. And I know there will be. I feel sorry for those who were really hurt by all of the lies he gave them as well as me. That is no way to live the life you have been blessed with.Ps. I am doing well thank you.

A Dozen Rosez
Once you have opened this email, there's no turning back. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictionist. Read your sign, then forward this in a new bulletin with your zodiac sign and label, or you'll get bad luck for the number of years stated in your sign description. This is real, try ignoring it, and the first thing you'll notice is having a horrible day starting tomorrow morning - and it only gets worse from there LEO The Lion in bed Great talker. Sexy and passionate. Laid back. Knows how to have fun. Is really good at. Great kisser. Unpredictable. Outgoing. Down to earth.Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Good when found. 7 years of bad luck if you do not forward. VIRGO The Virgin Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intel

Poetry
These are some poems that I have written for my girlfriend. Tell me what you think... She expells all trepidation, manipulation, false sophistication and and instead offers elated pursuasion of a nourishing invasion. Enamorus is the hand that guides restoration to a lost prospect. A prospect once obsolete is now my retreat to where the angel lies. Insecurites defeat. I'm palpatating, every so often skipping a beat. But I want do do more then skip. I want to run to where the angel lies. Back to my retreat that the angel provides and not a forlornness that is so obsolete. And another: A tantalizing song is being played, repiticiously sending chills through the base of my soul. A soul once curious and reluctant now answered and ready. Ready for the fire. Ready for the the castration of my fears and the decapitation of my doubts. Bloody ears and foolish fears now vanished. Your a magician. A good magician never reveals her secrets and I am your se

Remember
Remember always to tell your mom your dad your daughter your son you love them Tonight the lil girl i was supose to adoped and have a pic of in my profile...her grandpa brought her to me for the weekend to see and she found a pic of my poppie and asked about him......she didnt want to let the pic go ( she's 2 ) saying she wnted to hold it ( and smart as a whip ) she said she wanted to hold it it made her feel good. So remember ALWAYS say i love you............you just dont know when you can hold them again. Blessings lil jade I love and miss you my poppie KISS FYI...If you are going to be painting make sure you lock your cat up LMAO....I am painting a merrow in the kitchen of Japanieese designs and kitty decieds to JUMP in the green paint...So now i have a green kitty and a green me.. Do you ever feel like you just want to strangel them LOL just kidding you all know I love my pet

Yeah I Did It Lol
life is a bitch love is a joke lets all have a beer & we'll get hell 2 pay i am 5 ft 9 in tall brown hair & brown eyes love three things fords country music & friends . so if you would like 2 chat give me a holler if u like trucks cars vans bikes i dont care holler we can chat if u like 2 party let me on 1 i need a beer badly lmao

Breathing
Takieng it all in with each wondering step...I got to thinking im not just a nightmare im someones night time fansty with hopes and dreams of all to come true...I sit upon my long lenghty stool and wonder if they even know that im there night mare and im there fansty....No one really knows not even those who think they know because you cant tell what things bring us because each day is differnt....Im even unsure weather its ok to breathe without makeing some kinda mistake and haven it back fire on me and me haven to pay it worth a damm...because if no one pays it attion then what good does it do to even give a rats ass ------------------------------------------------- bolg 2 Im only human, im the one who takes on all helps all and does for all bust my ass each and everyday of the week and stays strong... with a tuff spot in my path i get knocked off and wonder if its ok ....i vent it out with the pros and cons... knock myself down and cant escape myself till i see that its

Weird Shit!!!
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Oi Oi Savaloy!!!
Finally seen my baby boy after 4/5 months , and ive got to tell you this my jaw is aching so much from smiling its unbearable ha ha ive never stopped smiling and it was hours ago,*SMILE* ive missed him so much never gonna let it happen again!!!! smile.x what is it that girls dont understand about NO!!!!, tis girl phones for an appointment.. i say i might be able MIGHT!! to squeeze her in (MIGHT)sooooooooooooo she turns up with her 2 fiends 30 mins before i shut shop. her friend the one with the loud mouth!!!proceedes to ask me over and over again to do a small star (WOW) on her stomache.. i refuse saying im going home "go on man it will only take 5 minutes" how long she been tattooing??? i say i might be able to get her in tommorrow she finally say's ok when i ask her for a small deposit she say's "ive got no money on me!!! SO!!!! tell me this how was she gonna pay for her tattoo TODAY!! DER!!!!! i give up.. How come when yu put your sock's in the washing machine, then stick em straigh

Amber , My Lil' Sister
Normally I wouldn't read anything on your page or anyone elses to be exact! but tonight for some reason I decided to read what you had to say, I couldn't agree with you more on the things you had to say about Mom and Donna the I read on and I find this! "Hummm My Idol well............I think personally the only Idol that I have is my big sister Tasha she is the best damn sister a girl could ever have she makes me smile when Im down she is there when I need a shoulder to cry on she is like a gods Cent angel there like watching over me like their aint nothing to be worried about so yeah you all tell me that you couldnt find a sister like that cause Lord let me tell you as far as Im concerned My sister is my life my heart and my guardian angel all in one category....Sissy if you are reading this I just want you to know how much I love you and I just wanted to say thanks for being THE BEST DAMN SISTER a girl could ever have....Ohh Yeah one more thing...cant wait till your nephew gets

Thoughts And Feelings Of At The Time
Ever feel alone and deperesed even when serounded by friends and family and even wounder if they truely care. I get this way at times that no one gives a damn and yet i'm serounded by friends, i feel alone and lonely and seems like no one seems to care at all and at times i feel like just ending it all. or just giving up and saying screw it i don't care cuz no one else seems to give a damn. I also at times really care for someone and yet i get upset for no reason when they don't return my affections in the way i feel they should and i know that is wrong and yet i can't help myself cuz,to me those feelings are real and are easly smashed.I then feel rejected makeing my feelings of being alone and that on one cares even deeper. Makeing me at times wanting it to all end and or never have been born at all. spidey

Recent Rants
When your head is full of secrets, it feels like the weight of the world crushes down on you. You become isolated, irritable, pissed off at anyone breaking this revolving chain of thought, as they dare to disturb the endless stream of fragmented hopes and memories of the surrounding confusion. Those secrets start to expand, as the thoughts compound in the head. Stretching the limits of what a human brain can hold. I feel my head may burst soon, it feels as if the skull and flesh encapsulating those thoughts are bursting at the seams. The need to get an outside perspective becomes all consuming, the inner turmoil becomes a churning frenzy of self-doubt and negativity. Nothing feels better than to realize, that perhaps i'm not so unique, knowing that my inner turmoil is faced by others, knowing that my feelings are mirrored, that perhaps my so called "secrets" are not really secrets at all. Just knowing that others know what I know, that they have their own uncertainties to sort

You Know Your From Mass When
YOU KNOW YOU'RE FROM MASSACHUSETTS IF... 1. The Red Sox World Series win was, and will always be, one of the greatest moments in your life. 2. The guy driving in front of you is going 70 mph and you're swearing at him for going too slow. 3. When ordering a tonic, you mean a Coke. 4. You went to Canobie Lake Park or Water Country as a kid 5. You actually enjoy driving around rotaries. 6. You do not recognize the letter"R" as a part of the English language. 7. Your social security number starts with a 0 8. You can actually find your way around Boston. 9. You know what a "regular" coffee is. 10. You keep an ice scraper in your car year-round. 11. You can tell the difference between a Revere accent and a Dorchester accent. 12 Springfield is located "way out west." 13. You almost feel disappointed if someone doesn't flip you the bird when you cut them off or steal their parking space. 14. You know how to pronounce the names of towns like Worcester, Billerica, Gloucester, and

Sad
it all started when i lost a few good friends on Cherrytap and Myspace. have no idea where they went, they vanished without a trace. Then i lost my job because where i was working, they are buying everything from China now. like most companies, all they care is $$$$$$$. This week i found another job, worked one day just so the next day they tell me i'm too old they want younger people. they told i was able to do the job but being over 40 was too hold for them. it really fucking sucks. not my year so far.

To All My Friends,fans And Family!!!!
http://cherrytap.com/blog/74542 I wanted to say thank you to all the friends, fans and family that have rated and commented or just talked for awhile,whatever it may be.I just didnt want to leave anyone out when it comes to showing the appreciation that I have and they deserve. Sometimes I get sidetracked like most people do once and awhile and forget to do things. So in short thats what I wanted to say and that I love you all as real friends not just blips and pics on the screen, with that being said lets tear this shit up yall....lol Seth....aka....therockkhrd...

Confession Booth
WHATS UP CHERRY TAPPERS? THIS IS YO BOY SKINNYMOE. I POSTED A SONG ON MY PAGE CALLED "CONFESSION BOOTH". THE MUSIC IS WRITTEN BY A GROUP NAMED DING MAO. I WROTE THE LYRICS. THERE ARE OTHER SONGS TO LISTEN BUT DEFINITELY LISTEN TO THAT ONE. COME BACK HERE AND LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU THINK. copy and paste this in your url: www.myspace.com/shortcircutentertainment WHATS UP EVERYBODY? COME BY PAGE AND CHECK OUT MY VIDEO. ITS UNDER "ABOUT ME" WHICH WILL BE TOWARDS THE BOTTOM. LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU THINK?

Longtyrone
What is a friend list? To some it's a way to build relationships. To others it's an ego boost and a way to feel popular. And some people use their friends list mainly as a way to build CherryTap points. None of these are inherently wrong to me. Some of my friends keep in touch on a semi-regular basis. I've got some friends that I never hear from and that's fine. Some just roll through my photos giving tens and never comment or PM me, but that's cool too. If people need CherryTap points then feel free to use me in that way. I'm not a big fan of CherryTap points anyway, but that's another blog post. Some CherryTappers complain about never hearing from the people in their friends list either in a PM, IM or comment. These are usually the same people I never hear from. Let's be realistic. If you have a list of 200 friends, ask yourself how many times you've actually gone through and touched base with all 200 of them? Never? Then why would you expect that from others?

Old Poems
I wrote this on October 22nd, 1997Inspired by a painfully long wait, then an equally long Bus Ride.The Traveling Machine of the Underpriveliged:Eardrums perceive the roarfrom the traveling machine of the underpriveledged.A sound sometimes full of disdain,yet often gleeful after an eternity of painstaking timelessness.Lost in transit…Destination known…Time stands still…as I wait….Paitently I wait for my purpose to be fulfilled.The wheels are turning…But only in my mindI feel the gravitational forces moving me…Yet I go nowhere…###BONUS! Quotes for Today"We're both stumbling around together in this unformed world, whose rules and objectives are largely unknown, seemingly indecipherable or even possibly nonexistent, always on the verge of being killed by forces that we don't understand."-Ted Pikel / "Existenz""The value of an idea lies in the using of it."-Thomas EdisonNothing is a waste of time if you use the experience wisely. -Auguste Rodin"Do not follow where the path may lead. Go inst

Aha
So. I've gotten about a lot of adds in the last week. Wooo, cool that is exciting, right? About half of them have been fucking pervs. And I tolerated it, I mean it comes with the territory. But today. I watched my alerts. And I watched. And I watched. And up until I posted my status "Closing NSFW" ONE PERSON rated any of my pictures that were "safe for work". Out of how many? 40? 60? More? That were on my page and rating random things today. Oh and don't forget the people that just go in to look! Those are the best! I am a fucking person, who happens to have NSFW pictures. This does not mean you can get off to me and not take the time to click on some pictures that you can't see places you want to stick your cock. Maybe leave a comment or two? Is that really wasting so much of your time, before you grab the lotion and rub one out? Fucking dicks. My NSFW is closed. I'll re open it when I'm not so disgusted. PS- thanks to those of you that have bothered to rate an

why is it when a man says that they will do something and they dont the woman yells at them. and when a woman says that they will do something and when they dont its alright.they think us men shouldnt get mad at them. Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking. It is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil, but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails Black sun rays fall upon my soul casting dark shadows Causing it to become withered and grow cold my skin starts pealing away showing the real me in an ugly way Today, just the same Tomorrow, just the same Yesterday is gone, but the pain will never go away The clock hands are ticking backwards it seems things that have happened in the past seem to be coming back Driving the razor blades into my unholy flesh leaving me here naked