Ok, for those of you that TRULY know me, you will know exactly what I'm talking about without having to ask.....
I'm shocked, hurt, angry, confused and just all around not quite sure how to feel. I thought I was ok, and knew in my heart that it really happened, but it wasn't until Saturday that I got the confirmation I never thought I would.
Mom was in Iowa last week visiting my sister, and just got home Saturday night. While she was gone, she received a letter from the last person we ever thought we'd hear from again. Mostly because he figured she'd be the least likely to have moved in the last 2 years. Hell two more weeks and he'd have been wrong!
Anyway, through much rambling and double talking, she said he admitted that he was guilty. I have the letter with me, as she gave it to me like he asked her to, but I haven't read it yet. I'm not sure I want to. I don't know whether to laugh or cry. No, it's not funny, but to finally have it in writing that he actually did it shocks me.
At this point in time, I can not and will not show the letter or talk about the letter with Angelica. I knew all along, but to finally hear it....It sucks to think you've dealt with something and overcome all of it's road blocks to have it slap you in the face again. I'll be fine, she'll be fine, we'll all be fine in the long run, I just can't believe that one little sentence can bring it all back so fast. I can't put her through it again and I refuse to let him hurt her anymore.
